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"This idea was stupid."
Rain said as he picked a cream coloured package from the bed where he had thrown it not even a minute ago.

Just to then throw it on the bed again.

He's been going on like this for quite some time now.

With a frustrated sigh he threw himself, face first, onto the bed.

"This is so stupid." He murmured against the sheets, kicking with his legs like a child.

All the confidence he felt when he first got this idea was slowly vanishing with every passing minute.

Rolling onto his back he stared at the ceiling for a moment, his brain working 100 miles per hour trying to decide the best course of action.

To open a package and follow on with his crazy idea or to just throw the whole damn thing into the trash and burn it so there is no evidence of his stupidity left.
The more he thought about it all the less sure he was in himself.

Just because he loved seeing P'Phayu dress up in varying costumes didn't mean Phayu would love it if it was him in a costume instead.

Should he just give up going forward with this?

That way he could easily avoid the disappointment that would surely come once P'Phayu finds this whole idea ridiculous.

Rain groaned in frustration, rolling on the bed this way and that, messing up the sheets completely in the process of making himself disappear in them from the embarrassment of just thinking about it. Sometimes he really hated his brain.

But Rain was not a quitter, and so, after 1 more hour of arguing with himself like some lunatic, he finally found the courage to open the package.

With shaking fingers he got the contents out and laid them down on the messy bed.

Dark blue skirt with a matching hat, a white blouse and a red scarf were staring back at him.

He gingerly touched the skirt and lifted it up. Then proceeded to pick the rest of the items and hurried into the bathroom before he could change his mind.

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Rain looked at himself in the mirror. The person staring back was familiar yet not.

"Will Phi like it?" He voiced his concern into an empty room.

Securing the hat over his hair so it won't fall off he patted his hair one last time.

His hands were shaking, his whole body was shaking for that matter and he felt lightheaded.

He felt like he might pass out. Both from nerves and the fact he barely slept these past few days as he was studying hard for the final exams.

He wanted to do a good job, to show P'Phayu that he can do it. So he had stayed up late at night studying hard until he would fall asleep by his little table in his room and only when his mom would wake him up would he go lay in his bed. All that so when the final exam would finally be over he would surprise P’Phayu to show him how good of a boy he was.

So he prepared all this. Secretly ordering a flight attendant costume and hoping to god that he won’t end up make the biggest fool of himself.

"Did I over kill it? '' Rain thought as he took a few steps back to get a better view of himself in the mirror.

The skirt with the shirt tucked in hugged his waist nicely making it look even more slimmer than usual.
His hips and legs looked nice as well.

He unbuttoned two buttons on the shirt and turned the little red scarf more to the left side of his neck so it won’t be in a way of his chest that was now a little bit more on display.

After being done adjusting his clothes it was time for his face.

He concentrated extra hard to put the make up he bought the other day on and not make himself look like a clown in the process.

Rain had no idea about anything makeup related so at first he thought hard on asking Ple to teach him how to do it but that would come with a lot of questions he was not comfortable answering so he ended up watching makeup tutorials he found on youtube and prayed that he would do it right and not mess it up.

He got so lost in his thoughts, trying to concentrate on what he was doing, that he didn’t hear his phone ring. Only when he was done and turned to look at himself from both sides did he hear it. He hurried to the room, almost falling over after bumping into a door frame on his way out to get to it.
But his phone got lost in the sheets when he was rolling on the bed earlier and by the time he found it the call had already ended.

‘’No, no, no.’’ he shouted. He quickly unlocked it and saw 3 missed calls from P’Phayu. He swallowed hard, his palms started sweating and with shaking fingers he pressed the call back button.

‘’Phi, I am so sorry I didn’t answer your call. I was in the bathroom and by the time I found my phone it had already stopped ringing. I am so sorry Phi. Please don’t be angry at me, I am sorry if it made you worry’’’ Rain said nervously.

This was the first time Rain didn’t answer his phone after that cursed day last summer and so he didn’t know how exactly P’Phayu would react.

A memory came rushing at him like a tidal wave.

‘’Rain will always answer Phi’s calls, I promise.’’ please say it Rain. I need to hear you say it.’’Phayu had said, his voice shaking with emotion. He caressed Rain's face with his bandaged fingers, gently kissing him on the lips so as to not make his cut lip open up and bleed,and then touched their foreheads together. He was still shaking from the effects of a nightmare.
So Rain had promised him that, gently repeating his words, kissing him back with the same gentelnes, leaning into his touch before hugging him tightly.

And now he broke his promise. All because he was preoccupied doing something Phayu might not even like.

There was a long silence on the other end and Rain started to shake.
‘’Did he upset P’Phayu? He must be angry with him. What if he never wants to talk with him again.’’ he thought in terror.

‘’Phi, please say something.’’ Rain whispered trying to make his voice not sound so shaky.

‘’I’ll come home late tonight. Still have some work left to do before tomorrow’s presentation so don’t wait for me Rain and go to sleep.’’ Was all Phayu said, his voice devoid of any emotions, before ending up the call.

Rain sat on the bed, his phone slipping from his numb fingers.
‘’ I really messed up’’ he shakily whispered.

He could feel tears in the corners of his eyes wanting to slip out. He whipped at them with a palm of his hand.
The eyeliner he spent carefully applying was now probably smudged all over his face but Rain didn’t care.

It was all stupid idea anyways.

He just needed to lay down for a minute, until the tears, the shaky feeling stopped and his head cleared.

And then he would go change back in to his clothes and throw this stupid costume away.

But the feeling of tiredness he felt earlier, from week worth of sleepless nights, finally caught up to him in full force. As his head hit the soft pillow on the left side of the bed, where P’Phayu’s scent lingered the strongest, making his tears fall harder, he was fast asleep in no time with ruined makeup slowly drying on his face.

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Everyone had already left the office and sudden silence made Phayu feel restless.

Usually, he loved working in silence. But now, it made him aware that it was already way past the working hours.

He should’ve been on his way home already. But instead he was still in his office working hard to be done with the final touches on the presentation so he could finally have more free time to be with Rain.

He missed him immensely. His voice, his thoughts, the way his skin felt under his fingers as he made him fall apart slowly.

With Rain having been too busy with studying for the finals and Phayu himself busy with his work, they barely saw each other this past week.

Phayu took a deep breath. He really should stop thinking about Rain otherwise he won’t be able to get any work done.

But his resolve to not think about him lasted for all of half an hour. He just couldn’t stop his thoughts wandering back to Rain.

It was easier to concentrate on his job when there were people around him constantly asking him questions and talking to him. But in the silence of the office he only had his thoughts to entertain him, and clearly they were all about his lover.

He knew today was Rain’s last exam. Earlier today, Rain had called him, excitedly telling him how he thinks he did well. Saying how he is so excited to finally be able to see him again properly. Told him he will go to his house and wait for him there so he better get his pretty ass on that bike and hurry up to him.

Fondly smiling, Phayu listened to Rain talk, promising him he will try to be home as soon as the work will allow him.

‘’P’Phayu….’’ Rain had said timidly once he was done letting all his thoughts out, his voice a whisper.

‘’I really miss you.’’

‘’I miss you too Rain.’’ Payu said back.

The memory made his heart ache. He really missed his lovely boy.

Leaning back in his chair he closed his eyes for a moment.

Despite having finished the presentation, there was so much left he had to do before he could present this project to, hopefully, new clients.

It was a really big and important one that if selected would bring a lot of new opportunities to him and his team.
The pressure lay heavily on his shoulders and he felt overwhelmed.

He tried hard not to show it in front of his coworkers and Rain but now, with no one to see it, he let it all out.

Rubbing at his face he took a deep breath. He was tired. All he wanted to do was send this all to hell, get on his bike and drive home where Rain was waiting for him.

But he couldn't afford to do something like that so with a strong will to be done with revision as soon as possible, he returned his attention to the task at hand.

But before he would start to go through it all again, he needed to let Rain know that he would return home later than he thought.

Taking his phone from the table he dialed Rain’s number.

But there was no answer from the other side.

His heart stopped beating for a few seconds it took fear to enter his body.

The memories that kept haunting him flashed before his eyes.

Getting up he braced himself against the table as he got dizzy for a seccond.

He noticed his hands were shaking when he reached for his phone where it slid on the table, to call Rain again.

But again, there was no answer.

Phayu was in full blown panic now but tried to stay collected as he dialed the number for the third time.

Pacing around the room he listened to the sound of the phone ringing.

But again, the answer never came.

He tried to reason with himself why Rain would not pick up the call. He must be tired from all the studying and was probably already fast asleep.

Yes that must be it.

He was ready to leave everything and hurry up home to make sure Rain is well and ok. To kill all the dark scenarios his brain managed to conjure in these past 5 minutes, when his phone rang.

Seeing Rain's name on display did nothing to calm his nerves.

Answering the call he was ready for the worst when Rain's voice immediately filled the silence.

For a moment all Phayu could do after Rain was done talking and apologizing was listen to his breathing.

He wanted to yell at him, wanted to tell him how worried he was. Wanted to remind him of their promise.

But that promise was selfish of Phayu, wasn't it. Logicaly, Phayu knew there will be times Rain won't be able to answer his phone calls on the first call. So there was nothing Rain had to feel guilty about to apologize.

But instead of reassuring him it's ok and that there is nothing to be sorry about he ended up giving him nothing but silence.

"Phi, please say something."

Hearing the way Rain's voice shook broke his heart. It should be him apologizing to Rain for making him feel like he did something wrong.

He had all these conflicting emotions battling for dominance inside of himself and all he finally managed to say was to inform him he will be home late because of work and ended the call.

Phayu knew he overreacted.

But it was so hard for him when situations like this happened and all the memories and all the nightmares they brought with them came back rushing. He hated how it made him react, and how Rain would end up being the one hurting in the process.

Sitting back in his chair he slumped his shoulders defeatedly, all thoughts of work already forgotten.

He was such an idiot. Upsetting and hurting Rain was the last thing he ever wanted to do.

With absolutely no chance he will get anything finished now he closed his laptop, put it and all the paperwork in his bag and grabbed his jacket.

As he left the office the sound of thunder in the distance echoed in the night.

Speeding on his bike through the still busy streets of Bangkok Phayu had only one thing on his mind. Getting to Rain as soon as possible. And if he had to violate a few traffic rules, so be it.

As he entered his house yard first raindrops fell.

Seeing all the lights on the first floor being on he quickly put his bike in a garage and went inside.

‘’Rain’’ Payu called into an empty living room looking around.

There was no answer.

He tried to not let his fear take over. Not even half an hour passed since he last talked to him on the phone.

‘’Get yourself together Phayu, Rain is safe. He is probably sleeping.’’ he told himself.

Throwing his bag onto the couch Phayu quickly climbed the stairs.

Not bothering to take his jacket off he stalked towards the room and there, sprawled on the messy sheets, was Rain. Fast asleep judging by the sound of his breathing. All the tension Phayu had felt left his body instantly at the sight of him, but the sight in front of his eyes also made him stop dead in his tracks.

Because…

Because Rain was laying there, on his side, with a skirt ridden up his thighs exposing his pretty legs.

With heart in his throat he swallowed hard, licking his suddenly dry lips.

Stalking forward on shaky legs he noticed dark smudges of makeup around Rain's puffy eyes.

Rain got dressed up like this, for him?

Yet all Phayu did was make his naughty boy cry.

His heart felt heavy with regret.

Gently sitting down by his side it took all of Phayu’s willpower not to wake him up and talk to him, scold him, hug him, kiss him, tell him how sorry he is for making him cry.
Tell him he is sorry for being such a mess and too overbearing at times. Tell him he did nothing wrong.

With still shaking fingers he gently wiped at ruined makeup with his thumbs.

Slowly, he let his fingers roam around his brows, caressing his cheeks as he moved them towards his lips.

They were coloured in a pretty red colour and Phayu wondered how they would taste.

Stopping short of touching his lips he contemplated kissing him and sating his curiosity. But Rain needed his sleep.

They would talk tomorrow. Phayu would make sure Rain knows he did nothing wrong.

" I am so sorry.’’ Phayu whispered against Rain's brow after gently kissing him on the forehead.

Getting up he went to get the spear blanket and covered Rain with it.

Not bothering to take the shower he quickly changed into his sleeping clothes, turned the lights off and slipped under the blanket.

Hugging Rain by the waist he pressed his face against his hair, inhaling deeply.

‘’Sweet dreams my naughty boy.’’

Sound of rain as it pattered against the windows and Rain’s shallow breaths lulled him to sleep.

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There was warmth against Rain’s back when he woke up. Smiling, he pressed himself harder into it.
He missed this. Missed Phayu holding him. Last week felt like an eternity and finally having Phayu by his side like this made him feel like he could breathe properly again.

Nestling further into Phayu’s embrace he felt arms tightening on his waist.
And then he felt a feather light touch of lips on his neck slowly rising up to his ear.

‘’Good morning my naughty boy.’’ Phayu whispered, his voice low and raspy. It made him shiver.

Barring his neck more, Rain let Phayu trace it with his lips again.
He closed his eyes and let himself be taken over by sensations Payus lips slowly gliding against his skin made him feel.

He felt Phayu's hand letting go of his hip and felt it slowly coming up his chest until he could feel it on his neck.

Rain slowly opened his eyes as Phayu turned his head towards himself.

When their eyes met, Rain's heart fluttered.
There was not enough words in the world to describe all the emotions he saw reflected in Phayu’s eyes when he looked at him like that.

Love, affection, tenderness.

For a moment, they just stared at each other. Not saying anything.

Then Phayu smiled and the sight made Rain melt.

With a mischievous glint now in his eyes, Phayu's gaze was slowly falling down towards his lips.

Turning a little more in his embrace, Rain felt Phayu’s finger on his lower lip, swiping across it.

Leaning in again to whisper something to him, Rain felt a light tug against his neck as Phayu’s fingers found their way there again.

Before Phayu had a chance to say anything, Rain sat abruptly, startling him.

As if hit by a bucket full of cold water he took a deep breath. He was sure Phayu could hear how hard his heart was beating.

Because…

Because Phayu was about to take off the pretty red scarf he put on last night.

The realization made all the events from last night rush back at him like an avalanche.
He felt overwhelmed.

Throwing a blanket off of himself he turned to get out of the bed but was stopped by warm fingers wrapping around his wrist.

‘’ No, no you can’t see me like this. I…I needed to change…I…I am sorry…I…’’

There were so many things going through his head he felt his brain was about to explode.

It was too much for him and he started to shake.

He felt himself being pulled backwards.

‘’Rain please look at me.’’ Phayu said gently, wrapping him in the embrace.

Rain hesitated. It was his fault he made Phayu worry. If it wasn't for his stupid idea to dress up he would have got to that call in time and Phayu would not have to ….

All his thoughts stopped when he felt Phayu's fingers on his chin.

"Rain whatever ugly thoughts you have in your head right now, get rid of them."

Phayu said, lifting his chin and looking him in the eyes, giving him no room to avert his gaze.

‘’But… but if it wasn’t for this stupid idea of mine to dress up for you, in this stupid costume, you would not get reminded of that day. I made you a promise, and I ended up breaking it.’’

Rain really tried hard not to cry but he couldn’t help himself. He felt tears escape his eyes. But then there were Phayu’s hands softly cupping his cheeks and whipping them away.

" Nothing you do is stupid, do you understand me? And there is nothing you have to feel sorry about."

Rain wanted to believe what Phayu was telling to be true. And he wished the guilt he felt would go away by just hearing his words, but these things didn't work like that.

Before he could say anything more Phayu continued.

"It's me who needs to apologize to you, Rain. You should not feel guilty for how I reacted. That day affected us both and I just need to learn how to manage my reactions better. I don't know how long it will take me to get to the point where I won't panic like this but I'll do my best. Because I don't want to unintentionally hurt you anymore."

"But Phi…"

" No Rain, listen. It's not your fault, for what happened back then and for now. Do you understand? I need you to understand. Please say you understand."

Seeing P'Phayu plead like this broke his heart.

"I understand P'Phayu."
He said without hesitation and hugged him tightly.

Phayu hugged him back, squeezing him tightly in return. Burying his face in the space between his neck and shoulder he inhaled deeply.

Rain could feel Phayu's body relaxing in his arms.

Breaking the hug, Phayu touched Rain's face, caressing it slowly.

"My good boy." Phayu said as he started to lean in and Rain’s breath hitched.
Ready to finally feel Phayu's lips on his, he closed his eyes. But the kiss never came.

Annoyed, he wanted to curse his boyfriend but stopped when he felt Phayu mouthing at his earlobe. Putting his hands on Phayu’s shoulders and squeezing lightly to ground himself he let himself be taken by the sensations.

" I see you've been up to no good when I wasn't around." Phayu whispered in between kisses he was leaving all over his neck and chin."

The sound of his voice and feel of his lips made Rain feel hot all over. His heart beat so fast he thought it might jump out of his chest.

He could feel Phayu's hand sliding into his hair by the nape of his neck, tilting his head back a little.

There was a gentle pressure of Phayu's thumb against his adam's apple soon followed by the heat of his tongue as it swept across his pulse.
Movement made Rain bite his lip but he couldn't help it and a low moan in the form of Phayu's name escaped his lips.

He was completely lost in the feelings he didn't notice Phayu had stopped his ministrations.

"Rain."

At the sound of his name, he opened his eyes.

Phayu was looking at him with fire burning in his eyes.

"Let me see you." Phayu said huskily, squeezing his hip with one hand while he still had the other one in his hair.

Rain became nervous hearing his request. Doubts from last night started coming up and he felt like bolting again.

"Phi…"

Rain started saying but saw Phayu opening his mouth to say something in return, probably to reassure him again, and tell him he doesn’t have to do it if he doesn't want to.

But before Phayu could've said anything he stopped him with a finger on his mouth.

He might be nervous but he was not a quitter.

"P'Phayu… please close your eyes and turn around. And don't cheat, I'll be right back."

At his request he saw Phayu's eyebrow rise. But he did as he was told, kissing his finger before turning around on the bed.

Quickly, Rain scurried off the bed, turning around to check P'Phayu was not cheating. And on shaky legs he hurried to the bathroom to make himself more presentable.

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Phayu didn't know what Rain was up to and he secretly wished he would hurry up.
He really missed him and needed him back in his arms.

Though they talked there was so much more left Phayu wanted to tell Rain. So much more they still needed to talk about.
But his thoughts were failing him as his arousal grew bigger the longer he looked at Rain.

He could still hear the way Rain said his name. The way he clung onto his shoulders as Payu kissed his ear. It made his blood boil with desire. He's been half hard the whole night thanks to having Rain pressed against him.

He wanted nothing more than to go after him and finally kiss those full lips.

He wanted to slide his hands underneath the hem of Rains skirt and trace his fingers against his thighs. Watch him fall apart by his touch alone.

Then, pushing it up, he would continue with his mouth, licking up and down his legs until Rain would beg him to go further.

But today wasn't about what he wanted. It was about making up to Rain.

So he sat there, in their bed, with his eyes closed and waited patiently for his boy to return.

He could hear a low mumbling coming from the bathroom and it made him smile.

After what felt like eternity there was a light pitter-patter of bare feet on the floor followed by the sound of curtains being pulled open.

Then silence.

Phayu's heart was in his throat.

And then Rain spoke.

"P'Phayu, you can open your eyes now."

It was barely a whisper.

So Phayu did just that, slowly opening his eyes. He had to blink against the sudden brightness of the morning sun.

When his eyes adjusted he finally saw Rain, standing by the edge of the bed.

For a moment, he just stared at him and let his eyes slowly roam down his body.

The blue skirt, the white shirt half unbuttoned, the little red scarf around his neck. The retouched makeup. All that was missing was the hat. But it got lost somewhere in the sheets during the night.

Despite having seen it all yesterday, Phayu still felt like he was seeing it for the first time.

Lit by the morning sun Rain glowed.

‘’Why aren’t you saying anything Phi. Do you…do you not like it? He heard Rain say.

Phayu was hit by a sudden surge of emotions. His heart was aching with fondness.
He loved this boy so much.

Needing to show him that, Phayu got up on his knees and came closer. He could see Rain biting his lips nervously and twisting his hands, getting anxious again.

Looking up at him, he reached for his restless shaking fingers.

‘’I love it.’’ he said, kissing each digit, before enveloping them in his hand and splaying them against his chest where his heart was beating hard.

Rain's gaze followed the movement.
But Phayu's eyes were still on him.

Looking at Rain, Phayu saw him let out a long shaky breath.

Taking Phayu's free hand, he placed it on the inside of his opened shirt and held it there, his skin hot to the touch under Phayu's fingers.

All they both could feel was the strong beat of their hearts as they beat in tandem with each other.

When their gazes met, Phayu saw a new found determination shining in Rain's eyes.

Slowly, he felt his palm being guided by Rain's down his chest until he placed it on his hips.

Then taking his own hand away from Phayu's heart, and with it grabbing Phayu's free one, he placed it on the other side..

He did all that while not breaking his gaze with Phayu.

His hands now free, he put them on Phayu's shoulders and pulled himself closer to him.

All Phayu could do as he watched mesmerized, was gently rub his thumbs against his hips.

Rain's hands traveled up his shoulders, leaving goosebumps in their wake, until they reached the nape of his neck. Tangling them in the loose hair there, Rain moved even closer.

In the complete silence of the room only their breaths could be heard.

Gently rubbing at his scalp with his fingers, he felt him lift them higher, until his hair band was being pulled off.

His hair fell around his face and Rain gently tucked the stray strands behind his ears.

Rain's touch against his skin felt like heaven. Payu didn't realize how touch deprived he was.

He let his boy do what he wanted, only squeezing his hips in affirmation when he felt a glimmer of hesitation in Rain's moves, letting him know he enjoyed this.

Rain moved his hands from his hair to his shoulders again and slowly pushed. Phayu knew what Rain wanted without having to tell him.

Bracing himself on his hands he got down in a sitting position at the edge of the bed.

Spreading his legs apart he took a hold of Rain's hand and pulled him towards the newly made space between his legs.

Looking up at Rain's face, with deft fingers, Phayu started to slowly lift Rain's skirt up his thighs.

He could feel Rain shudder at the first touch of his fingers against his bare skin.

Rain's hands found their way to his shoulders again and Phayu let Rain shift.

Straddling his lap, Phayu felt Rain's hardness slide against his own and the move made them both groan in pleasure.

Moving his hands to Rain's back he was ready to untuck his shirt out of his skirt when he felt a tug against his scalp and his head being pulled backwards.

His body felt like it was on fire.

Hissing low, he slid his hands down and squeezed Rain’s ass.

Letting a lust filled moan, Rain let go of his hair.

"P'Phayu…" he heard him say quietly.

Leaning into him, Phayu dragged his lips against exposed skin of his chest, grazing his hard nipple with his teeth.

The sound Rain made went straight to his groin.

" What is it, my naughty boy?"

Phayu asked as he finally untucked Rain's shirt out of his skirt and unbuttoned it completely.

Returning his hands to his ass, holding him in place, he started to slowly move his hips against Rain's.

They both became a panting mess in no time.

Grabbing the front of Phayu's shirt, Rain leaned in, nosing his ear as he breathed against his hot skin.

"Sometimes…" Rain started to say in between his pants.
" … you do things really slow, P'Phayu."

He was confused for all of a second before a wide grin spread across his face as fond memory flashed before his eyes.

Stopping with what he was doing he lifted his hands to Rain's face and gave Rain exactly what he wanted.

Tilting his head to the side, he pressed his thumb against his lips and dragged it down.

His full bottom lip parted and he caught it with his teeth, biting it lightly.

Rain let out a breathless little sound that was more of a whine than anything.

Phayu grinned against his lips.

Rain’s hands found Phayu's face and he made him look up at him.

"Stop teasing P'Phayu."
Rain started saying, pouting.

"...before I…"

But he didn't have a chance to finish what he was about to say because Phayu brought his mouth on his, kissing him hard and swallowing his moan.

The taste of Rain’s red lipstick on Phayu’s mouth was sugary sweet and he licked at it making Rain open up his mouth.

Letting his tongue slowly glide against Rain’s, he reached for his shirt and parted it open, letting it slide down Rain's arms.

Grabbing at the exposed skin of his back he slid his hands up to his neck and deepened the kiss, pressing their bodies harder together.

Rain's hands couldn't stay still. Phayu felt them everywhere, clawing at his t-shirt, pulling at his hair.

Breaking the kiss he looked at Rain. His lips were wet and red, his eyes glazed with desire and he was breathing hard.

Sight made Phayu want to do unholy things to him.

Moving his hands to Rain's thighs, he lifted his skirt all the way up to his belly, exposing him to the morning air.

Sight of Rain's hard length pressing against his underwear, staining it with
precum made him lick his lips.

Barely holding himself back from touching, he forced his hands to rest on Rain’s thighs.

Lifting his gaze he saw Rain was already looking at him. He was biting his lips hard, his hands clutching at the skirt on his hips.

‘’What do you want me to do.’’ was all Phayu said before bringing their mouths together again.

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All Rain could do as Phayu attacked his mouth was to hold onto him tightly.

Every point of contact his body made with Phayu's sent fire running down his spine.

Opening his mouth, he welcomed Phayu's hot tongue as he felt it nudge against the seam of his lips.

He felt Phayu's hands move from where they were on his neck, sliding down his back and finally coming to rest on his ass.

Pressing into them, Rain started to move his hips slowly, coaxing a moan from Phayu.

He could feel their kiss becoming slopier as they both started to lose themselves in the sensations their bodies sliding against each other made them feel.

Panting and groaning, Phayu let go of his lips and pressed his face into Rain's neck right under his chin, not stopping the movement of his hips.

Breathing heavily, Rain brought his hands up to Phayu's head and raked his fingers through his sweaty hair, kissing it.

"P'Phayu…ahh…please look at me." Rain said, pulling lightly at his hair.

Lifting his face up, Phayu looked at him with half lidded eyes, his mouth slightly opened.

Seeing him like this, Rain wondered how he could have ever thought Phayu would find him ridiculous for dressing up in this costume.

When he was looking at him like that.

Like Rain was his drug and he is high on it. Can't live without it.

Sliding his right hand down Phayu's face he gently pressed his finger against the beauty mark above his lips.

He could feel Phayu slowing down his movements and saw him staring at him intently.

"P'Phayu, you asked me what do I want you to do?"

He slid his left arm down Phayu's chest, picking at the hem of his shirt.

"I want you to take this off."

Moving his hand further down, past the band of Phayu's pants, he purposely let his fingers graze his erection.

Letting a low groan, Phayu's hands tightened on Rain's ass, and before he knew what was happening, Rain found himself on his back with Phayu between his legs, hovering above him.

Leaning in with hungry eyes, he took Rain's hands and pinned them above his head making his back arch.

"You mannace."

Phayu whispered against Rain's ear, taking the earlobe in his mouth and sucking on it hard.

"Who is teasing who now?"

Rain's whole body started to tremble.

Letting go of his hands, he saw him getting up on his knees and in one swift movement he took off his shirt throwing it to the side.

Rain's hands twitched where they still laid above his head. He wanted to touch him.

But before Rain had a chance to do anything, he felt Phayu's arms on his sides pulling him higher up the bed.

Resting his weight on his elbows he watched as Phayu's fingers took hold of one of his legs.

Lifting it up and over his shoulder, he slowly kissed his way down.
His loose hair creating a curtain around his face, the strands tickling against his sensitive flash.

Sight made Rain bite his lip.

He was beautiful like this, all hard lines and sun kissed skin.

Closing his eyes, Rain let his head fall down on the mattress.

His body felt alive with every lick and bite and touch of Phayu's mouth on his skin.

His head was spinning.

He needed to feel those sinful lips on his again.

"P'Phayu…" he said hoarsely letting out a strangled moan when he felt Phayu brush his nose against his clothed erection.

At the sound of his name being called Phayu stopped what he was doing and lifted his head.

Getting on his elbows again, Rain reached for him with his hand, pulling him by the neck and crashed their lips together.

The position was awkward but Rain didn't care. He just wanted to kiss his boyfriend senseless.

Moving both of their bodies to make it easier for them, Phayu deepened the kiss, pushing Rain's head down.
He caged him in with his arms on either side of his body and buried his fingers in his hair.

Moaning into a kiss, Rain let his leg fall down from Phayu's shoulder.

Lifting both of his legs up, he wrapped them around Payu's ass, pulling him closer.

At the contact of their bodies, Phayu groaned against Rain's lips, pressing his forehead against his.

They were both breathing hard.

In this position, with their bodies pressed together like that, Rain could feel Phayu's erection against his own, feel how hard he was.

He felt Phayu's hands leave his hair and move down his chest.

His lips soon followed as they made their way down his face, his neck, over his shoulder, across his nipples, sucking on them lightly.

Rain let his hands fall to his sides and enjoyed the way Phayu worshiped his body like this, arching into every touch.

It was too much yet not enough. He wanted more.

Through the haze, he felt Phayu's hands on his waist, wrapping his fingers in the seam of his skirt and underwear, ready to pull it all down. But Rain got on his elbows and grabbed his wrist, stopping him from doing it.

"P'Phayu, wait…"

Looking at him, Phayu raised his eyebrow in question, looking expectantly.

"I…" he started to say, letting go of Phayu's wrist but the words got stuck in his throat. Getting shy all of a sudden he averted his gaze turning his head to the side.

Seeing Phayu shift at the corner of his eyes he swallowed hard. Then there were Phayu's fingers on his chin slowly turning his head to look at him.

Their eyes met.

"Rain, tell me what you want me to do and I'll do it." He heard him say softly.

Collecting his courage he opened his mouth.

"I…I want to do it like this,I mean, in a skirt. You…you can take the underwear off but leave the skirt on."

He saw Phayu's lips turn into a devilish grin.

Slowly catching his lower lip with his thumb and dragging it down he leaned in.

"You naughty boy." He whispered between their lips.

"Is there anything else you want me to do?"

Hesitating again, Rain swallowed hard.

"Well I… I want you to leave your pants on as well."

For a moment, Rain thought he made a mistake voicing his wishes as he saw Phayu just stare at his eyes, not moving.

But then he felt him press his lips gently on his. Felt a light touch of his fingers on his legs, and all his doubts melted away.

With heart in his throat he watched Phayu do what he was told.

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Phayu felt like his heart would jump out of his chest from how hard it was beating.

Reaching down, he traced the edge of Rain's underwear with his finger.

"Lift your hips for me, Rain."

He could see Rain clutching at the sheets as he raised them up.

Slowly dragging the fabric down, he watched Rain's face.

Biteing his lips hard, he was looking at Phayu's movements with glazed eyes.

Pulling them off completely, Phayu let his eyes finally look down.

Seeing him spread out like that for him, with nothing but a skirt pulled up on his hips and a little red scarf on his neck made him feel like he would lose his mind.

He was completely hard already and the pressure in his pants became unbearable.

It took all of his willpower not to rip his pants off and take them both in his hand.

Then he felt the slight touch and there they were, Rain's splayed fingers over his pants.

Rain's intake of breath matched his own.

He felt them brush against him tentatively at first, but then with his eyes looking straight up at Phayu's, as if knowing exactly what this was doing to him, he cupped him through his pants and squeezed.

Letting out a low groan, Phayu leaned down, splaying his hands on the sheets near Rain's head.

Breathing hard into Rain's shoulder, he could feel Rain's fingers move higher until he slowly pulled both, his underwear and his pants, down enough for his erection to sprang free.

"I don't know if I should reward you or punish you for being naughty like this."
Phayu whispered against Rain's ear, feeling him shudder beneath him.

Rising up he reached for Rain, getting them both on their knees, and turned them around.

Sitting down, he leaned his back against the headboard, sprawling his legs.

Rain followed him, grabbing at his shoulders for support as he straddled his thighs.

Cuping Rain's cheeks he kissed him softly, languidly, as if they had the whole time of the world on their hands.

He felt Rain melt into it, moving his hands down to Phayu's chest, letting them rest there.

Phayu thought he could die like this happily. Kissing him until they both would run out of breath.

Rain was the first one to break the kiss. Breathing hard he placed his head on Phayu's shoulder.

"Tired already hmm?

Phayu asked teasingly, brushing Rain's sweaty hair from his flushed face.

"But we haven't even done anyth-… ahh…"

Phayu's words were cut as he felt Rain bite into his shoulder.

Hissing, he brought his hands on Rain's bare ass and squeezed, hard, spreading his cheeks.

"Ahh…P'Phayu."

Rain moaned as he raised his head to get the hold of Phayu's shoulders again.

"You really want so badly to be punished today, don't you, you little devil."

Wasting no time, he slid his hand between them, cupping Rain's cock in his palm. Smearing the pre-cum he started to stroke it slowly.

Soon enough Rain became a trembling mess in his arms, moaning and grunting, pushing himself into Phayu's palm.

Phayu kissed his shoulder.

"Good boy." He whispered against Rain's skin.

"Aaa.ahh...I....I want to touch you too, P'Phayu."

Rain said between his moans and reached for Phayu's cock blindly as his eyes were closed. But Phayu took hold of his wrist, stopping him.

"Naha… you need to be punished first before you can touch anything."

Rain opened his eyes ready to protest but his words got swallowed by Phayu's mouth.

Kissing him hard he let go of Rain's leaking cock and moved his hands to his ass slowly letting them wander lower, toward his entrance.

At the first touch of his finger against Rain's hole, Rain's hips moved forward on their own, making their cocks rub against each other.

Phayu let out a low grunt at an unexpected stimulation.

His hard cock still laid neglected between them. But his needs could wait. His naughty boy needed to be punished first.

Reaching sideways to his bed's headboard he pushed one of his model cars and took the lube packets he hid there.

Rain watched him intently and went to grab for his hand, and the packets there, but Phayu was faster and, smirking at Rain's failed attempt to take them away, he pind his hands against his thighs.

"Naah, you don't get to touch." Phayu said, smiling.

"Or maybe…"

Leaning forward to whisper the rest, he nosed at Rain's neck.

" …you want me to untie this pretty red scarf you have around your neck and put it to use?"

Tilting his head back to look at Rain he saw him getting flustered, his ears turning red.

At the feel of Rain's racing pulls under his fingers he smirked, saving this new found information for later.

"You are cheating, P'Phayu." Rain said pouting.

He was adorable like this, Phayu's heart was overflowing with fondness for his lovely boy.

Letting go of Rain's hands he tore the package open with his teeth.

Pressing his chest flat against Rain's, he took hold of his hips, lifting him up, so he would support his weight on his knees.

He felt Rain wrap his arms around the back of his head burying his face in his hair.

Reaching around Rain's back, he let his palms slowly caress his skin, rubbing shooting circles into it, before finally placing them on his ass.

Spreading the lube over his hole he rubbed at it lightly before pressing one finger and breaching his entrance a little.

He felt Rain's hands tighten where they were wrapped around his neck.
Quiet moan escaped his mouth as his hips moved involuntarily at the sudden sensation. His cock brushed against Phayu's stomach, smerring it with pre-cum.

Slowly getting his finger in and out in steady motion, he heard Rain moan against his hair.

The sounds Rain was making were slowly killing him. He was so turned on.

Deciding it's ok to add another one, he kissed Rain's shoulder before pushing in.

Not long after, Rain became a writhing panting mess in his arms. Pushing himself on his fingers.

" Nnh…P'Phayu?"

At the sound of his name being called Phayu slowed down his movement.

"Umm?"

Releasing his hold on Phayu's neck and lifting his face to look at him, it took Rain a little longer to continue what he wanted to say as he was still moving his hips against Phayu's fingers.

"Ahh...can- can I touch you now? I'll be a good boy, I promise."

It was the way Rain looked as he said it that made Phayu give in.

Reaching for the second package of lube by his side he offered it to Rain without word.

It took all of 2 seconds for the confusion on Rain's face to turn into understanding.

With a shy smile and shaky fingers he took it from him, opening it with his teeth.

Phayu removed his fingers from Rain's hole, letting him fall back on his thighs.

Getting half of it on his hands Rain rubbed them together to get it warm.

Leaning further into the headboard, Phayu watched as Rain reached for his cock, gently taking it in his hand.

At the feel of Rain's hand on his sensitive flesh, his muscles twitched and he had to clutch the bed sheets with his hands.

Rain's hands were warm and shaky and, letting the rest of the lub drip on him, he started to slowly move his wrist.

Phayu loved every stroke he made, every touch of his thumb on his head as he rubbed against it, smearing the pre-cum gathering there.

With a look of a man on a mission, Rain was biting his lip in concentration.

His slow, almost teasing motions made Phayu feel like his body was on fire.

He had to restrain himself not to push his hips up into his hand.

This was a bad idea. He won't last long like this.

"Rain." He called his name with a strained voice.

But Rain was still looking down, not hearing him.

Untangling his fingers from the sheets, Phayu brought his hand on his, stopping his movements.

Action made Rain finally look up at him.

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When Rain looked up at Phayu the sight made shivers run down his spine.

He was looking at Rain with dark eyes, breathing hard. His long hair was wet with sweat and was sticking against his flushed skin. He looked like a beautiful mess.

Swallowing hard, Rain let himself soak in the view.

"I made him look like this." He thought to himself with a sense of pride.

Feeling brave, he leaned back on Phayu's thighs.

Taking his hand from where it was on Phayu's cock he slowly dragged it up Phayu's stomach, his chest, feeling his muscles twitch under his touch.

Bringing his fingers to his face he let them press at the little cleft on his chin.

Moving them higher, stopping hair's breadth away from Phayu's lips, he felt his labored breaths graze his fingers.

Then Phayu narrowed his eyes at him, sight causing shivers of excitement to run through his body, and Rain knew he was in trouble.

Faster than he could blink, with a yelp that soon turned into a moan, he felt himself being pulled by the skirt on his hips into Phayu's lap as Phayu brought his knees up, making his sensitive ass slide against his thighs.

Bracing himself with his palms on the headboard behind Phayu's head, he felt Phayu's fingers at his entrance, slowly sliding in and stretching him open again.

Instinctively he started to move his hips, chasing the sensations Phayu's deft fingers made him feel.

He needed more.

"Ahh… Phi…P'Phayu. Please…"

One moment he was feeling full and the next his hole clenched around nothing.

Letting a frustrated whine, he was ready to curse Phayu when he felt him suck on his sensitive nipple, pulling at it with his teeth, hard.
All thoughts left his mind.

He let go of the bed's headboard, leting his arms fall by his sides and arched into Phayu's hands roaming his back.

"Little devils don't get to plead."

Phayu said in between little bites he was leaving all over Rain's chest.

Feeling Phayu's hands slid to his hips, lifting him up a little, he let his weight fall on his knees.

Taking his hands in his, Phayu guided them to his shoulders.

"Stay still." Phayu said.

Nodding, Rain let his fingers tangle in the hair at the nape of Phayu's neck.

Standing still, not doing anything, made Rain become hyper aware of every move Phayu was making.

He felt his hands brush the inside of his thighs and he clenched his fists in Phayu's hair.

It wasn't fair. Phayu was cheating.

Wanting to tell him as much, he started to open his mouth but his words died on his lips when he felt him at his entrance, rubbing against his hole.

Rain's breathing accelerated. His body tensed with anticipation.

"Relax Rain." He heard Phayu say, kissing his shoulder gently, lovingly.

So Rain tried. He tried to relax as best as he could.

Feeling him nudge a little at his entrance, Rain bit his lip.

Then, with little to no resistance from his hole, he felt him breach in a little.

With a low grunt that mirrored Phayu's, Rain leand his forehead against his.

He felt puffs of warm air on his lips coming from Phayu, who was breathing hard, trying to compose himself.

After a moment, letting them both adjust to the feeling, Phayu's hands found their way to Rain's hips again, gently rubbing at the skin.

Rain's lips found Phayu's and he kissed him slowly.

Breaking the kiss, Phayu looked at Rain. His lips slightly parted, and in one swift movement he pushed Rain's hips down, sliding in completely.

His eyes widening, Rain let out a surprised moan as the head of Phayu's cock hit the right spot.

Letting his forehead fall on Phayus shoulder he breathed deep through his nose.

Squeezing Rain's hips, Phayu pulled out of him slowly, just to then thrust back in again hard.

Sound of skin slapping against skin echoed in the air followed by their low moans.

Staying buried deep in him, Phayu put his hands on Rain's ass, spreading his cheeks.

Rain's whole body trembled with need. His hard cock leaking against their pressed bodies.

Ignoring Phayu's words from earlier, he wiggled his ass, just to see how he would react.

Low groan was Phayu's only answer, and seeing that as a green light, Rain lifted his hips a little then sank back down again, biting his lip.

"You never truly listen, do you, naughty boy?" Phayu said teasingly, smiling against Rain's neck.

"Go ahead then."

Rain listened to him intently and soon he was moving his hips in slow steady rhythm.

Sliding his hands from Phayu's shoulders to his chest, he pushed himself off to look at him.

Only to see Phayu already looking back.

Feeling the burn of his gaze on his skin, Rain quickend his rhythm, pushing himself up and down Phayus cock with abandon..

He could feel Phayus fingers clutching at the skirt around his hips and each time he would push himself down he could feel them thightning.

Seeing Phayu lean forward, he felt his teeth graze his nipples making his breath hitch.

He closed his eyes.

He could feel himself getting tired.
Getting reminded that despite sleeping through the whole of last night, he still barely slept at all this week.

His legs trembled from the effort of moving his body up and down, his movements starting to become uneaven.

At the feeling of Phayus finger above his upper lip swiping at the beeds of sweat gathered there, he slowed his movments and opend his eyes.

"Need help hmm?" Phayu asked, looking at him with eyes full of affection.

Rain could feel his eyes fill with tears. Not trusting his voice, instead of answering he just nodded, hugging Phayu tightly around neck.

Hugging him back in return, Phayu started to move his hips with slow shallow thrusts gradually building them in speed until Rain became a writhing mess in his arms, crying his name out every time Phayu would hit that sweet spot inside of him.

Feeling himself getting closer and closer to release, he clawed at Phayu's back as the sensations became too much.

It took two more thrusts of Phayu's hips hitting that sweet spot for him to finally fall apart, cuming hard against their bodies as he felt himself clench hard around Phayu's cock. His body twitching with aftershocks of his orgasm.

"Good boy." Phayu whispered with a strained voice, stroking his hair before continuing his movements.

Just when the sensations were becoming too much for his overstimulated body to bear, he felt Phayu's hands tightening around him. Burying his face in Rain's neck and breathing heavily, Rain felt his hips stuttering and with one last thrust he came, filling him up with his cum.

Raking his fingers through his wet hair, Rain left gentle kisses on his ear and chin.

They held each other like this until their breathing evened out and they stopped trembling uncontrollably.

Pulling his spent cock out of Rain, Phayu gently kissed him on the lips. Turning them both to the side he rearranged the pillows and guided Rain to lie down.

Rain, too tired to do anything else obliged.

He felt Phayu's fingers at his hips, pulling at his ruined skirt, taking it off of him. Then he did the same to his pants, throwing it both to the floor.

Feeling of contentment overtook Rain. Closing his eyes he listened to his naked boyfriend shuffle around the room.

Next thing he knew, he was lifted from the bed and carried to the bathroom.

"Don't fall asleep yet, cute boy."

He heard Phayu say, amusement in his voice.

"Mhmm…" was all Rain managed to say through his own smile.

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Later, when they were both clean and dressed, Phayu had Rain sit in his lap at his work table, showing him his latest project. With eyes full of wonder, Rain listened to Phayu talk.

When he finished, Rain hugged him tightly and told him he will do great and that he is sure their project will be chosen.

With eyes full of love Phayu was looking at him quietly.

"I love you Rain."

He whispered, carrasing his cheeks and kissing his nose.

With a look that mirrored Phayu's, Rain nestled himself more into him.

"I love you too, P'Phayu."

He said into his chest, feeling his heart beating fast.

Closing his eyes, he let himself melt into
the warmth of Phayu's body.
Phayu's slow strokes on his hair and the sound of his steady heartbeat lulling him to sleep.

^-^ The end ^-^