Chapter 1
Notes:
This fic was originally going to be 22 chapters, but my plan for chapter 1 became chapters 1 and 2, and my plan for chapter 2 has become chapters 3 and 4, so I don't know how long this will be. I assume 44 chapters at most, but not all chapters will need splitting (hopefully - I'm only on chapter 3).
Chapter Text
Harry's worn trainers hit the solid ground of Platform Nine and Three-Quarters, a dull thud that echoes the heavy beat of his heart. He steps off the Hogwarts Express, the steam of the engine mingling with the weight of recent events that cling to him like a second skin. The platform swarms with families reuniting; their laughter and tears mix into a discordant melody that grates on Harry's nerves.
He moves through the crowd, a spectre among the living. His eyes, usually bright with curiosity and determination, now dimmed by grief, scan the faces around him. None match the sorrow etched into his own youthful features. Mothers embrace their children, fathers hoist little ones onto their shoulders, and siblings chatter excitedly about their summer plans. Every joyous reunion is a stark contrast to the emptiness gnawing at Harry's insides.
The warmth that once welcomed him here feels as distant as a fading dream. The train whistle shrieks, a jarring sound that sends a shiver down Harry's spine. It pulls him back to another whistle, another train—the one that took him to the Triwizard Tournament. Cedric's lifeless body flashes before his eyes, a memory so vivid it steals his breath away.
He blinks rapidly, pushing the image to the back of his mind only for another to take its place—the rebirth of Voldemort. The cold, high-pitched voice that once haunted his nightmares now resonates in the memory of reality. A chill runs through him, despite the hustle and heat of the crowded platform.
"Are you okay, Harry?" A voice cuts through the cacophony of King's Cross, but he doesn't answer. The words feel too far away, muffled by the blood pounding in his ears. Harry nods, more to himself than anyone else, unwilling to voice the turmoil that threatens to consume him.
As families disperse, leaving the station with their noisy trolleys and caged owls, Harry's isolation deepens. Each step feels heavier than the last, carrying him further away from the world he belongs to and back to a place where he is nothing more than an unwelcome burden.
King's Cross fades around him, and the shadows of his mind beckon, promising endless nights filled with the echoes of a past he can never escape. Harry's scar prickles, a cruel reminder of the connection that binds him to the darkness he so desperately seeks to leave behind. The platform, once a gateway to magic and friendship, now ushers him back into a world of solitude and pain, each echo of happiness around him a fresh wound on his already scarred soul.
"Boy!" The sharp bark of Vernon Dursley's voice cuts through the waning hubbub of departing families. Petunia stands beside him, her face pinched as if she has just sucked on a particularly sour lemon. Her eyes narrow upon catching sight of Harry, and she leans in to whisper something to Vernon, her words tainted with disdain.
"Finally decided to show up, have you?" Vernon growls as they approach. His large, beefy hands clench and unclench at his sides, mirroring the storm brewing behind his furrowed brow. Petunia's lips twist into a bitter line, her gaze fixed on Harry's forehead—as though the very sight of his scar offends her more deeply than his presence.
"Your lot always causing trouble, making decent folk wait," she mutters, her voice a poisonous hiss that slithers into Harry's ears, reaffirming the reality of the next few months—away from his world, away from understanding.
"Let's get this over with," says Vernon, not bothering to hide the disgust in every syllable. They turn on their heels, expecting Harry to follow like an obedient shadow.
The car is stifling as Harry shoves his trunk into the boot and slides into the back seat, his knees pressing against the faux leather. No greetings or questions of how his term was—only the heavy silence that envelops them like a suffocating fog. Vernon's knuckles whiten on the steering wheel while Petunia's reflection in the rear-view mirror shows a woman trapped in perpetual dissatisfaction.
Vernon's occasional "hmph" punctuates the quiet, a gruff reminder of his discontent. Petunia whispers to herself, casting furtive glances at Harry through the mirror. Each muffled word from her lips is a barb, designed to remind Harry that he does not belong—that he never will.
Trees and houses pass in a blur as the car winds through London's outskirts, but Harry barely notices. His mind is filled with the echo of Voldemort's cold laughter, the memory of Cedric's vacant stare. Every jolt of the car over uneven roads feels like a jarring snap back to a reality where he is nothing more than the 'strange boy' who lives under the stairs.
With each mile that draws him closer to Number Four, Privet Drive, Harry tucks away his memories of warmth and magic, bracing himself for the bitter days ahead. He knows all too well the routine that awaits—a routine devoid of kindness or comfort. A routine that will demand every ounce of patience and courage he possesses.
The car rolls to a stop with a finality that churns in Harry's stomach. He steps out, his trainers scuffing the pavement of Privet Drive as the Dursleys' glares bore into him like ice picks. The front door looms before him, the threshold a boundary between worlds—one filled with magic and wonder, the other with disdain and malice.
"Get inside," Vernon commands, his voice a low rumble of contained anger. Without waiting for Harry's compliance, he marches toward the door, keys jangling with each heavy step.
Harry follows, the weight of his trunk nothing compared to the oppressive atmosphere that awaits him within the walls of Number Four. As soon as the door clicks shut behind them, the familiar scent of lemon polish mixed with something sour assaults his senses. It's the smell of home, if one could call it that.
Petunia rounds on him, her lip curling as if she's just bitten into something rotten. "Didn't you bring enough trouble last year?" she spits out, the words slick with venom. "We don't need more of your... kind bringing their filth into our house."
"Mind how you speak to the boy, Petunia," Vernon chides, not out of concern but as a warning. His tone suggests an unpleasant consequence should Harry dare to answer back. "He's not worth the energy."
Every glance they exchange over Harry's head, every muttered insult, is an obvious message: he is the unwanted element in their otherwise mundane existence. They move around him stiffly, as though he's contagious, their faces twisted into permanent masks of disapproval.
"Your freakishness has no place here," Vernon grunts, blocking Harry's path to the stairs. "Any funny business, and there'll be consequences."
Harry nods, barely registering Vernon's words. His focus narrows to the task at hand—surviving the summer without breaking. Vernon points towards the cupboard under the stairs, a place he hadn't slept since he was 10 years old.
"Remember, boy," Petunia calls after him, her voice sharp as a knife's edge. "You are here because of our goodwill alone. Don't you forget that."
Goodwill—that's a laugh, Harry thinks, but doesn't dare say aloud. Harry's hand grazes the wooden frame of his cupboard under the stairs, a familiar shiver crawling up his spine. The musty scent of neglect assaults his senses as he stoops to enter the cramped space.
It's a far cry from the four-poster bed and enchanted ceiling of his Gryffindor dormitory. Here, there is no laughter of friends to soothe the sting of isolation, no shared whispers of plans and dreams—only silence and the oppressive weight of solitude.
"Get in there," Vernon orders, his voice a gruff bark that brooks no argument. Harry ducks his head, avoiding the man's gaze, and complies. The door shuts with an ominous click, the sound final, like the sealing of a tomb. Darkness envelops him, and he sits, knees pulled to his chest, on the thin mattress that offers little comfort.
In his mind, Harry turns over the memories of Hogwarts, each one a precious gem. The camaraderie at Hufflepuff's table during the celebratory feasts, the fierce joy of Quidditch matches, the solidarity in facing dangers together—all seem distant now, lost to the shadowy confines of this cupboard. He closes his eyes, but the vivid images of smiling faces and shared laughter only deepen the ache of absence.
"Your kind doesn't deserve comfort," Petunia's voice slices through the thin door, sharp and cold. "Remember that."
Harry's fingers curl into fists, his nails digging into his palms. He doesn't need the reminder. Every inch of this space screams it, from the cramped quarters that restrict his movement to the faint light that struggles to penetrate the gap beneath the door. His very existence here is a testament to the gulf between the world he belongs to and the one that claims him out of obligation.
"Boy!" Vernon's shout startles Harry from his thoughts. "Don't think you can just laze about all summer. There'll be chores waiting for you when I decide you can come out."
The promise of tasks looms overhead, another chain binding him to this place, this life. But it's not the work that troubles Harry—it's the return to invisibility, the suppressing of who he truly is that grinds away at his resolve.
"Understood," Harry replies, his voice steady despite the turmoil within. He doesn't mean it. Understanding is the last thing he feels in this house that has never been a home.
He leans back against the walls that have known his sorrows since childhood. They offer no comfort, only a stark reminder of the many nights spent wishing for a different life. And yet, they are familiar, these wooden panels that have borne silent witness to his growth, his pains, his fleeting hopes.
As the daylight fades and shadows creep along the edges of his vision, Harry Potter, the boy who faced down the darkest wizard of all time, braces himself for another night in the cupboard under the stairs. Alone, but not defeated. Always fighting, even in the quietest of battles.
The air in the cupboard grows stale and heavy, pressing against Harry with an almost physical force. His eyes, wide and alert despite the late hour, trace the familiar cracks in the ceiling above him. Each line seems to inch closer as minutes tick by, a silent encroachment that mirrors the tightening grip of dread within his chest.
In the darkness, his glasses sit useless beside him, but he doesn't need them to see the scenes that play across his mind's eye. The images are burned into him, clearer than any reality: the maze, the cup, the graveyard. Cedric's body crumpling to the ground. The cold, high laughter of Lord Voldemort, resurrected, power-hungry and cruel.
A shudder ripples through Harry, his thin blanket offering no real warmth. He tries to shake off the memories, but they cling like cobwebs, stubborn and pervasive. He squeezes his eyes shut, willing sleep to come, to grant him even a moment's respite from the relentless replay of that night.
But sleep, when it does claim him, is a traitor. It drags him not to rest but right back into the nightmare. Cedric's face, pale and lifeless, haunts him. The echo of Voldemort's voice wraps around Harry, a serpentine hiss that promises destruction.
"Kill the spare," the dream-Voldemort commands, and the world fractures with the sound of a spell being cast, the thud of a body hitting the earth. Harry's pulse races, his hands clench into fists beneath the blanket.
Suddenly, he's awake again, gasping for breath in the suffocating closeness of the cupboard. His scar throbs dully, a lingering ache that speaks of horrors past and yet to come. Sweat slicks his skin, and he struggles to steady his breathing, each inhale a sharp and ragged endeavour.
"Focus, Harry," he whispers to himself, voice barely audible. It's a mantra, a lifeline he clings to amid the terrors of his own mind. "It's just a dream. It's not real."
But even as he mutters the words, he knows the lie in them. Because for Harry Potter, the Boy Who Lived, the nightmares are all too real—memories twisted into torment, fear made manifest. And as the night stretches on, inexorable and unyielding, Harry braces himself for the next onslaught, knowing there is no escape from the darkness that lives inside him.
The morning light does little to chase away the darkness clinging to Harry's mind. He blinks against the faint glow seeping through the cracks of the cupboard, but it's not the brightness that unsettles him—it's the shadow of fear that lingers from his dreams. It coils around his thoughts like a persistent fog, refusing to be shaken off by the simple act of waking.
Harry pushes himself up, his joints aching as he unfolds his body in the cramped space. Every movement is heavy, every breath a conscious effort. He rubs at his scar, the skin there sensitive, a tingle of dread pulsating beneath his fingertips.
"Up now," he mutters, steeling himself for another day under the Dursleys' roof.
He steps out into the silent hallway, the Dursleys still asleep. The house feels oppressive, as if the very air is thick with malice. Harry moves quietly to the kitchen, craving a moment of solitude before the storm of the Dursleys' contempt descends upon him.
But as he sits at the table, a glass of water in hand, solitude proves to be a double-edged sword. His own thoughts betray him, turning traitorously loud in the silence. And then, unbidden and unwelcome, comes the voice.
"Harry..."
It slithers into his consciousness, cold and insidious. Harry's hand tightens around the glass, knuckles whitening. It's a voice he knows all too well, one that has haunted him in sleep and now dares to invade his waking hours.
"You cannot escape me," the voice continues, a cruel mockery of familiarity.
"Leave me alone," Harry whispers fiercely, though he knows it's futile to speak out loud. The voice is not really there, at least not in any form the Dursleys could hear. But to Harry, it's as real as the cupboard's stifling walls, as tangible as his own heartbeat thrumming in his ears.
"Such a brave boy," the voice taunts, and Harry can almost see the red eyes, the pale face. Voldemort. The name is a curse, a reminder of terror and loss that Harry can't forget, no matter how desperately he wishes he could.
"Stop," Harry grits out, pushing back from the table. The water remains untouched, forgotten as he stands and braces himself against the kitchen counter. He closes his eyes, tries to focus on something—anything—else. His friends' faces, the memory of laughter, the thrill of flying on a broomstick.
But the voice is a relentless tide, washing over every other thought, eroding Harry's defences. It whispers of power and darkness, of pain and retribution; it's a warning, a harbinger of more suffering to come.
"Kill the spare," the voice hisses, a phrase etched into Harry's soul, an echo of a command that changed everything.
"NO!" Harry's cry is a sharp crack in the quiet house, a burst of defiance against the invasion. He can't let Voldemort win, can't surrender to the fear that seeks to paralyse him.
"Harry?" The voice changes, becoming Petunia's sharp, disapproving tone. She stands in the doorway to the kitchen, arms crossed, eyes narrowed with suspicion. "What are you carrying on about?"
"Nothing," Harry says quickly, shaking his head as if to clear it. "Just... talking in my sleep, I suppose."
"Sleepwalking, more like it," she sniffs, looking down her nose at him. "If you've got energy to waste on nonsense, you've got energy to work. Get started on breakfast, and don't wake Vernon."
"Right," Harry agrees, but as he turns to the stove, his heart still races, and his hands shake ever so slightly. Voldemort's voice may have receded, for now, a spectre retreating into the shadows, but the fear it brings remains, a constant companion that Harry knows all too well.
Harry flips the eggs with a practised flick of the wrist, the sizzle of the pan a mundane soundtrack to his morning. But beneath the crackle of cooking, there's something else: a whisper so soft it's almost drowned out by the sounds of the kitchen. It slithers into his consciousness, uninvited and insidious.
"Harry... Potter..."
The words are barely audible, yet they carry the weight of an unmistakable malice. Harry grips the edge of the counter, his knuckles whitening. He tries to focus on the mundane task at hand, willing the voice away, but its cold tendrils wrap tighter around his thoughts.
"Can't you hear me, Harry?"
The voice grows in strength, its tone laced with an icy familiarity that sends shivers down his spine. Voldemort's voice, once confined to nightmares, now encroaches upon waking reality. It's a chilling reminder of how closely darkness trails him, even within the walls of Number Four, Privet Drive.
"Leave me alone," Harry mutters under his breath, not wanting to draw Petunia's attention again. She's already watching him like a hawk from the corner of her eye, searching for any excuse to criticise.
But the voice doesn't heed Harry's silent plea. Instead, it grows louder, more persistent, echoing through the hollows of his mind. "You can't ignore me, Harry... I am part of you."
Harry clenches his jaw, desperation clawing at his chest. He scrambles for a memory, anything bright and powerful enough to repel the darkness. His friends' laughter, the warmth of the Gryffindor common room, the thrill of flying—these are his shields against the encroaching fear.
"Get out of my head!" he whispers fiercely, the spatula trembling in his grip. The eggs are forgotten, the edges crisping into a golden-brown as the butter in the pan begins to burn.
"Focus, Harry. Focus..." he urges himself, closing his eyes briefly and taking a deep breath. When he opens them again, the kitchen swims back into view, the harsh fluorescent light glaring above him.
"Is breakfast ready yet?" Petunia's voice cuts through the stillness, sharp as a knife.
"Almost," Harry replies, his voice steadier than he feels. He quickly scoops the eggs onto plates, the mundane task grounding him for the moment.
As he sets the table, the voice recedes into a low murmur, lurking just beyond the edge of his senses. Harry knows it's only biding its time, waiting for a moment of weakness to strike again. And though he's shaken, he is determined. He will not let Voldemort's shadow consume his daylight hours—not without a fight.
Harry's fingers are raw, the skin peeling at the edges as he scrubs the last of the Dursleys' dinner plates. The sink overflows with soapy water, sloshing onto the floor with every vigorous motion. His back aches from hunching over, the rest of his list of chores unfurling like a scroll in his mind, each task more daunting than the last.
"Boy!" Vernon bellows from the living room. "What's taking so long? And don't forget to polish the silverware!"
"Almost done," Harry calls back, his voice barely concealing his fatigue. He glances at the clock; its hands tick mockingly towards midnight.
With a final rinse, he stacks the dishes with care, avoiding the precarious tower of pots looming beside the stove. He moves on to the silverware, his movements mechanical, the soft clink of metal against metal punctuating the silence that hangs heavy in the air.
"Lazy," Petunia mutters under her breath as she passes by, eyeing the still-damp floor. "Can't even mop properly."
The word stings, embedding itself into Harry's thoughts like a thorn. Useless, lazy—each barb is a weight added to the burden he already bears.
"Look at this mess," Vernon growls, entering the kitchen. His face is red, veins bulging at his temples—a sure sign of the storm brewing within him. "You're a disgrace. Can't even complete simple chores."
"I'm trying," Harry protests weakly, but his words evaporate before they can gain any real conviction.
"Trying?" Vernon snorts. "I'll show you trying."
The world tilts as Harry's back slams against the wall, the plaster cracking slightly under the force of Vernon's shove. His head snaps forward, and stars burst behind his eyelids, a violent display of pain that leaves him momentarily disoriented. He can feel the rage emanating from Vernon like heat from a furnace, unyielding and scorching.
"Useless freak," Vernon bellows, his face contorted into a mask of sheer fury.
Harry's glasses skew sideways, distorting his vision, but there's no mistaking the dark shape of an object hurtling toward him. Instinctively, he raises an arm to shield his face, but it's a futile gesture. The impact resonates through his body, a sharp agony that blossoms outward from where the heavy book connects with his elbow.
"Couldn't even do one simple thing right! All day you had!" Vernon's voice is a thunderous roar in the confined space.
Gritting his teeth, Harry attempts to stay upright, but another blow sends him reeling. This time, it's a lamp, its base shattering against his shoulder, sending shards of ceramic skittering across the floor like ice on glass. Pain flares, hot and immediate, and Harry stifles a cry that threatens to escape his lips.
"Vernon, please—" Harry's plea is cut short by a backhand across his mouth that silences him with a metallic taste of blood.
"Silence, boy!" Vernon's eyes are wild, unseeing in their anger, and Harry knows better than to expect mercy.
The room spins, and Harry can barely register movement before his body is hurled once more, this time colliding with the sharp edge of the dining table. His ribs protest, a chorus of sharp twinges that steal his breath away. He crumbles to the ground, the carpet rough against his cheek, every nerve ending screaming in protest.
"Maybe now you'll learn," Vernon sneers above him as he undoes his belt, his words dripping with contempt.
Harry's only response is a low, involuntary whimper as he curls into himself, trying to make his bruised body as small as possible. The onslaught seems to go on forever, each second stretching into an eternity of suffering, each strike a message of hate etched into his flesh.
As Vernon's shadow looms over him for what feels like the final blow, Harry's consciousness wavers on the brink. His mind drifts, seeking refuge in memories of Hogwarts, of Ron and Hermione, of laughter and whispered secrets in the Gryffindor common room. But the sanctuary of those thoughts is out of reach, smothered by the suffocating darkness of the cupboard under the stairs.
"Enough," Vernon spits out the word like a curse, and with a final disgusted look, he turns away, leaving Harry alone in his misery.
Lying there, Harry's breathing is shallow, each inhalation a battle against the throbbing pain that envelops him. His body is a map of bruises and welts, a testimony to Vernon's unchecked wrath. The silence of the house settles around him, heavy and oppressive, a tangible reminder of his isolation, and Harry begins to drag himself back to his cupboard, hoping he doesn't leave any stains.
In these quiet moments of solitude, with his consciousness ebbing and flowing, Harry clings to a sliver of defiance buried deep within him. It's not much, but it's enough to keep the encroaching shadows at bay, enough to whisper that he is more than the Dursleys' hatred, more than the pain they inflict.
But as the adrenaline fades and reality seeps back in, so does the sensation of his battered body, aching and heavy, struggling to hold on to the thin thread of awareness. And in the dimming light of consciousness, Harry feels utterly and completely broken.
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Harry's breath comes in shallow gasps, the darkness of the cupboard pressing against him like a second skin. He lies there, the cool floor providing slight relief to his bruised back. His glasses sit askew on his nose; through their crooked lenses, the shadows morph into monstrous shapes. A life beyond these four walls tempts him — a life without the Dursleys' sneering faces and belittling words.
"Maybe I should just run," he murmurs to himself, the idea fluttering in his chest like a trapped bird seeking freedom. It is a dream he has entertained before, one that fills him with visions of wandering the streets, unfettered by the heavy yoke of Privet Drive.
But Harry knows the world outside holds its own dangers. The memory of cold red eyes and the echo of high, cruel laughter taint his fantasies of escape. Voldemort is out there, somewhere, and the thought sends a shiver down Harry's spine, even in the stifling heat of his cramped hideaway.
"Can't be any worse than here," he mutters, but the words ring hollow in the silence. His body protests with sharp stabs of pain from Uncle Vernon's latest outburst. Every bruise, every cut, whispers of his vulnerability — a stark reminder that even the Boy Who Lived can break.
The imagined whispers of the wind calling to him become suffocated by a surge of fear. What if he's caught? What if the Death Eaters find him first? The questions spiral in his mind, binding him tighter to his current prison.
"Stupid," he chides himself, pushing up with trembling arms only to wince and collapse back down. "You're too weak, anyway."
The words feel like defeat, taste bitter on his tongue. He's Harry Potter, isn't he? Brave, resourceful... yet here he is, unable to muster the courage to open the door and step outside.
"Besides," he adds, voice barely a whisper now, "where would I even go?" Hogwarts is closed for the summer, and his friends are scattered, blissfully unaware of the mundane horrors within the Dursley household.
The sense of hopelessness settles over him, heavier than his aunt's disdain, more suffocating than the cupboard's stale air. He closes his eyes, the darkness inside matching the darkness without. Here, at this moment, Harry Potter feels more trapped than ever.
Harry jolts awake, gasping. A voice slithers through the fog of his mind, cold and unbidden.
"Harry," it whispers, a hiss that coils around his thoughts, "I must apologise."
His scar throbs in response, a pulsating echo to the voice's cadence. He presses a hand against his forehead, wishing he could push the intrusion out. It's Voldemort, no mistaking the chilling undercurrent that accompanies his words.
"Apologise?" Harry mutters to the darkness of his cupboard. The notion is laughable if it wasn't so terrifyingly real.
"Indeed," the voice continues, relentless, "for my past... transgressions." There's a pause, a shift in tone. "And for what you've yet to understand about Dumbledore."
Harry's heart stutters in his chest. Doubt seeps into the crevices of his mind, like rainwater finding every crack in a roof. He knows he should dismiss these thoughts, lock them away, but they gnaw at him, persistent as a hungry beast.
"Manipulations," the voice insists—a sibilant sound that seems to come from everywhere and nowhere. "The old man is not as saintly as you believe."
"Stop," Harry breathes, squeezing his eyes shut tighter, but the voice is like a boggart, impossible to ignore once it has taken shape.
"Think, Harry. Reflect on all he has asked of you, all he has put you through."
These messages tangle with his memories, colouring them with insidious doubt. His head spins as he tries to piece together his fragmented thoughts. The very foundation of his trust in Dumbledore becomes a mosaic of uncertainty.
"Is it not curious," the voice murmurs, a hint of glee threading through the apology, "how you, a mere first-year, could have bested the protections placed upon the Philosopher's Stone?"
"Coincidence," Harry counters weakly, though the conviction in his voice doesn't reach his own ears.
"Or orchestrated?" Voldemort prods, the question hanging in the air like an unforgivable curse.
Memories flash before Harry's eyes — the Mirror of Erised, the three-headed dog, the potions and enchantments guarding the stone. Each image is now shaded with suspicion, the colours of innocence and adventure bleeding away to darker hues.
"Enough," Harry says aloud, but his protest is feeble, drowned by the noise in his head. Voldemort's voice is a constant presence, eroding the barriers of Harry's resolve.
"Consider the Triwizard Tournament," the voice persists, a spectre in the gloom. "Why allow you to risk your life for their entertainment?"
"Shut up," Harry whispers, but it's a plea rather than a command. His mind races, revisiting each task, the dragon, the lake, the maze — a series of lethal traps that he had narrowly escaped.
"Merely a game for Dumbledore," Voldemort suggests, and Harry can almost feel the smirk behind the words.
Harry's brow furrows as he grapples with the onslaught of accusations. They claw at the edges of his loyalty, beckoning him to peer over the precipice of his beliefs. He wants to scream, to expel the voice that torments him, but his throat closes up, choked by confusion and fear.
"Who has truly cared for you, Harry?" The voice's final blow is soft, almost tender. "Who has been there through it all?"
"Friends," Harry says, thinking of Ron and Hermione, but even their faces are clouded by the shadow of a doubt that now looms over everything he thought he knew.
"Indeed," Voldemort replies, and the voice fades, leaving Harry alone with his fractured thoughts and a heavy silence that offers no reprieve.
Harry shifts, the floorboards creaking under his bruised body. Dust motes dance in the sliver of light creeping from the crack in the door. He winces, every breath a stab of pain. Silence envelops him, save for the distant hum of the Dursleys' television and the throb of his own heartbeat.
"Harry," the voice returns, cutting through the stillness like a blade. It's smoother now, almost melodic in its delivery. "My resurrection has brought me clarity, a sanity I lost before."
The words are an unwelcome caress, both terrifying and oddly reassuring. Harry squeezes his eyes shut, willing the voice away, but it clings to him, a spectral presence that refuses to be ignored.
"Think on it, Harry. My mind is no longer clouded by the horcruxes' taint, and I see the world for what it truly is," the voice declares, as if Harry knew what a horcrux was. "I need your help to fix it."
Harry's hands clench into fists, his nails digging crescents into his palms. He shouldn't listen — he knows this — yet the logic in Voldemort's tone beckons him with twisted promise. The voice has become a constant in his days of isolation, a dark whisper against the backdrop of silence.
"Consider your past. Look at it with open eyes." Voldemort's voice is insinuating, winding its way through Harry's defences. "Was it not peculiar how you, a mere child, could overcome obstacles that would challenge even the most experienced wizards?"
Harry shudders, his thoughts snagging on the question. His scar throbs in time with his pulse, a painful reminder of the connection that binds him to the voice. He wants to scream, to rage against the invasion, but something within him urges him to listen, to consider.
"Every trial you've endured, every victory... orchestrated for the amusement of others, or perhaps their benefit." The words are laced with certainty, spoken as if they are undeniable truths.
"Who benefited, Harry?" Voldemort presses. Harry's resolve falters. The hospital wing after the third task, Dumbledore's grave expression — was there something he missed? A hidden agenda beneath the headmaster's wise façade?
"Consider, Harry," Voldemort murmurs, the words like silk against the raw edges of his mind. "The headmaster has always had a plan for you. A plan he keeps shrouded in mystery."
Harry's breath catches, his heart pounding against his ribcage. It's true; Dumbledore often speaks in riddles, his eyes twinkling with secrets yet to be revealed. Harry tries to push away the thoughts, but they cling like ivy, stubborn and unrelenting.
"Think back, Harry. How often has he left you in the dark, guessing at his intentions?" The suggestion weaves through Harry's memories, tugging at loose threads.
A flicker of doubt sparks as Harry recalls standing before the Mirror of Erised, Dumbledore's knowing gaze upon him. Had there been something more behind those half-moon spectacles? And then, the times Dumbledore remained distant when danger loomed close, offering guidance so subtle it bordered on enigmatic.
"Your loyalty is commendable but misplaced," Voldemort continues, prodding at the disquiet nestled in the pit of Harry's stomach. "Has he not repeatedly put you in harm's way?"
An image flashes before Harry's eyes of him and Hermione rescuing Sirius from death as if they couldn't just prove his innocence with their memories and veritiserum... His mind reels, grappling with the implications.
"Perhaps he is not the benevolent protector you believe him to be." Voldemort's voice is a low hum, persistent and unsettling.
Harry's fingers curl into fists, his nails digging crescents into his palms. The pain is grounding, real amid the maelstrom of confusion. Can it be true? Has Dumbledore, the man he views as a mentor, been manipulating him all along?
"Look beyond the surface, Harry. See the chessboard as I do," Voldemort coaxes, the darkness around Harry pulsing with the weight of unsaid things.
"Enough!" Harry's voice is a hoarse whisper, the word barely escaping his lips. But the doubt, once planted, grows like a weed, choking the certainty he once held dear. He's torn between rejection and revelation, the battle lines drawn within his own weary mind.
The silence that follows is oppressive, filled with the echo of questions Harry is afraid to answer. In the suffocating darkness of the cupboard, he is alone with his thoughts, the seeds of distrust sown by an enemy's voice taking root in the fertile soil of his fears.
Memories cascade unbidden before Harry's eyes—flashes of a younger self, barely eleven, navigating the enchantments guarding the Philosopher's Stone. Even now, the ease with which he and his friends pierced those layers seems surreal. Those protections, crafted by the most skilled witches and wizards, should have been impregnable to seasoned sorcerers, let alone a band of first years.
"Curious," he mutters, the word swallowed by shadows. A headmaster revered for his power, allowing children to outwit safeguards meant to foil the darkest of minds? The logic frays, threads pulling loose under scrutiny.
The Triwizard Tournament unfurls in his memory next: dragons, merfolk, and the maze. A cold shiver courses through him, not from the lingering chill of the cupboard, but from the realisation. Dumbledore's twinkling eyes had watched him, a boy, walk into peril repeatedly.
"Why?" The question is half-whisper, half-plea, directed at the absent headmaster or perhaps the universe itself. Had it been mere oversight, or something more calculated?
"An impartial judge cast your name from the Goblet, Harry," Dumbledore had claimed, his voice laced with concern that now tastes of artifice. Was it truly beyond the headmaster's reach to halt Harry's participation? Or convenient to let it unfold, a piece moved across a grand chessboard?
"Manipulation..." The word feels sour, betrayal a bitter tang on his tongue. Trust, once unshakable, crumbles like ancient parchment. Each instance of Dumbledore's guidance, his cryptic counsel, refracts through this new lens, revealing a pattern too intricate to be chance.
"Trust yourself, Harry." It had been a mantra, a beacon in darker times. But what if that trust was misplaced, guided into channels shaped by another's design?
"Is it courage they see in me," Harry wonders aloud, "or obedience?"
His hand moves to his scar, the epicentre of pain, both physical and mental, a link to a past that won't let go. Voldemort's voice, once a harbinger of fear, now carries whispers of truth—or so it claims.
"Think, Harry. Open your eyes to the game you're in."
"Game..." The word echoes, resonant in the cramped space. Perhaps all along, he has been a pawn rather than a player, Dumbledore's hand veiled behind the guise of destiny.
"See the strings, Harry," Voldemort urges, unseen yet omnipresent.
"Enough," Harry says, though no one hears. His voice is steel wrapped in velvet, determination masked as calm. "I'll find my own way."
And in the dark, amid whispers and doubts, Harry begins to forge a path free from the constraints of others' expectations—a journey to unravel the mysteries of his own story.
Harry stared at the cracked plaster ceiling of his cupboard under the stairs, listening to the muffled sounds of the Dursley family moving about above him. He knew he should get up, or he'd be late to make breakfast, and Uncle Vernon hated when he was late. But he couldn't will his bruised body to move.
Harry shut his swollen eyes, wishing with all his heart that he could just disappear from this miserable excuse for a home. A fierce anger simmered in his gut, directed at the headmaster who insisted he return here every summer for his own protection. Some protection this was. He was battered and starved, treated worse than a house-elf.
The sound of heavy footsteps thudding down the hall jolted Harry upright. He scrambled off his cot, suppressing a groan as his bruised ribs protested. This is not going to be pleasant. The cupboard door was wrenched open, and Harry blinked against the sudden light. Uncle Vernon's massive frame filled the doorway, his face already purple with rage.
"Still lazing about, you useless burden?" he thundered. "It's time you learned your place once and for all."
Uncle Vernon reached in and grabbed a fistful of Harry's shirt, dragging him from the cupboard. Harry struggled against the beefy hand, panic rising in his throat. This was worse than usual.
"Please, I didn't mean to oversleep," Harry pleads, his voice cracking.
Uncle Vernon's lips curled into a cruel sneer. "Should have thought of that before you decided to be a lazy freak."
He shoved Harry hard, sending him sprawling against the wall. Harry threw his hands up just in time to keep his face from smashing into the sheetrock. Vernon advanced, rolling up his sleeves menacingly.
"I'll teach you discipline if it's the last thing I do, boy."
Pain explodes in Harry's head, a white-hot burst that splinters through his skull as Uncle Vernon's fist, heavy as a troll's club, crashes into him. Harry curls up tighter on the floor, arms over his head, trying to shield himself from the blows that keep coming.
"Ungrateful freak!" Vernon bellows, each word punctuated by another hit. "Causing us nothing but trouble!"
The world around him spins, a sickening carousel of pain and darkness. He can feel the warmth of blood, sticky and wet, trickling down his temple, matting his already dishevelled hair. With each heartbeat, his injuries scream out in protest, their chorus of agony drowning out the sound of Vernon's ranting.
"Should have just dumped you when we had the chance," Vernon spits out venomously, delivering another kick to Harry's already battered body and sending him tumbling back into the cramped cupboard, but even that doesn't stop the assault.
Harry's mind reels as he struggles to remain conscious. But with each passing moment, it becomes increasingly difficult as his body betrays him, muscles too weak to respond. In the small space of the cupboard, filled with looming shadows that seem to mock and torment him, Harry feels utterly alone.
"Please," he whispers desperately, but his plea is lost in the void between breaths. His mind reaches out for any sort of lifeline, any sign that he isn't invisible and forgotten. He thinks of Ron, Hermione, anyone who might notice his absence and come to his aid. But they are too far away now, their faces blurring into the distance.
As another blow lands on his already battered frame, this time with a belt buckle, Harry feels himself slipping further into darkness. The edge of consciousness wavers like a flickering candle in a storm as he teeters on the brink between reality and nightmare. His thoughts drift aimlessly, seeking solace in memories of soaring high above the Quidditch pitch, the cheers of the crowd lifting him up and reminding him he was more than this abused and forgotten child.
"Help me," he mouths silently, not expecting an answer, his spirit sinking. It's almost peaceful, this surrender to the inevitable, the letting go of a world that seems to have no place for him.
But then, amid the encroaching shadows, a sliver of clarity pierces through. It's not warmth or comfort, but a cold, insidious whisper, wrapping around his mind like a serpent.
"Harry... I can save you..."
He knows that voice, has feared it, fought it. Yet now, it beckons him with the promise of an end to his suffering. Voldemort's voice, clear and calm, offers a lifeline in the suffocating darkness.
"Let me help you, Harry."
In the cramped cupboard under the stairs, battered and broken, Harry Potter hovers at the precipice, torn between the fading light of his convictions and the seductive pull of survival.
"Harry... do not struggle so."
The voice slinks into his consciousness, unbidden yet oddly familiar. Voldemort's words slither through the cracks of his mental defences, weakened by anguish and fatigue. Harry tries to shut it out, to focus on anything else—the distant hum of the refrigerator, the creaking of the house settling—but the voice is insistent, a constant presence in the back of his mind.
"Nobody cares for you here, Harry... I understand your pain."
Emotionally drained, Harry's inner walls tremble. He remembers the warm laughter at the Gryffindor table, the comforting presence of Ron and Hermione. But they are beyond his reach now, separated by more than just physical distance. Here, in the darkness of his own personal hell, there's no one but him—and the voice that offers a twisted form of company.
"Let me in... let me make it better."
It's tempting, so tempting to give in. To accept the solace offered by the same being responsible for so much of his suffering. He knows he shouldn't listen, that it's wrong to even consider it. But pain has a way of eroding conviction, of making the unthinkable seem plausible.
"Think, Harry... who has ever truly been there for you?"
Memories flash before Harry's eyes—Dumbledore, always with a riddle on his lips instead of answers; the Weasleys, always willing to trust that Dumbledore knew best; the Dursleys, with their hatred and disgust. Each recollection adds weight to Voldemort's insinuations, each moment of abandonment another crack in Harry's resolve.
"Who, Harry? Who aside from me now?"
A tear escapes, trailing down his cheek to mingle with the dirt on the floor. It's a silent testament to his loneliness, a marker of how far he has fallen. Harry can feel himself slipping, the edges of his determination fraying as the voice weaves its deceptive narrative.
"You have nothing left to hold on to."
In the grim cupboard under the stairs, Harry Potter, the Boy Who Lived, feels the last vestiges of hope dim within him. With each heartbeat, the line between friend and foe blurs, and the seductive pull of surrender grows stronger, threatening to snuff out the light of resistance once and for all.
Dust swirls in the sliver of light sneaking into the dark cupboard and Harry's chest heaves with shallow breaths, pain lancing through him with each rise and fall. His glasses lie skewed on his face, the world a smear of shapes and shadows.
"Harry, you must see the truth for what it is."
The voice is back, a whisper that seems to echo inside his skull. Voldemort's tone is softer now, almost caring, but Harry knows better than to trust it. Still, as he lies broken and alone, the voice is a constant presence, an anchor in the storm.
"Let me help you," the voice continues, its words curling around Harry like tendrils of smoke. "You've been misled, kept in the dark... by him."
Dumbledore's image flashes in Harry's mind—twinkling blue eyes obscured by half-moon spectacles, a smile that never quite reaches his eyes. The thought stirs something within Harry, a flicker of doubt that grows with each word Voldemort utters.
"Consider how much suffering could have been avoided if you had known the whole story, Harry. If he had been honest with you from the start."
"Was it all just another test? Another lesson?" Harry whispers, his voice hoarse.
"Exactly, my boy," Voldemort replies, the satisfaction evident even in thought alone. "You were never meant to be a hero, merely a tool to be used... until now."
Harry's grip on the last shreds of resistance loosens. The idea that Dumbledore, the greatest wizard he knows, could have been using him all this time—that he could be another Dursley in disguise—is too much to bear.
"Join me," Voldemort coaxes, pressing the advantage. "I can offer you protection, a chance to understand the true nature of our world. Together, we can end this war before more lives are lost."
The promise of safety, of understanding, beckons to Harry like a beacon. His body cries out for relief, for an end to the pain and isolation. The temptation to believe—to hope for a different life—is overwhelming.
"Choose the path that leads to healing, not further pain," Voldemort insists, his voice a balm to Harry's frayed senses.
Pain throbs in Harry's every nerve, his breaths shallow as he lies cramped in the darkness. He presses a hand to his ribs, wincing at the sharp flare of agony. Uncertainty gnaws at him, the same way the cold seeps through the thin walls of the cupboard.
"Harry," the voice comes again, slithering into his consciousness with frightening familiarity. Voldemort's tone is silk over steel. "You must see the truth for what it is. Let me guide you."
Harry squeezes his eyes shut, trying to block out the seductive promise in those words. His mind wages a tumultuous battle, pitting years of ingrained distrust against the primal urge to survive. It feels like a betrayal even to listen, to entertain the notion that Voldemort could offer solace.
"Everyone has their own agenda, Harry." The voice is persuasive, coaxing. "Even Dumbledore. Can't you feel it? I speak of realities, not ideals."
He grapples with the implications, his loyalty to Dumbledore clashing with the haunting doubts that now cloud his thoughts. Accepting help from Voldemort would mean turning his back on everything he believes in—on the very essence of who he is. Yet as each second passes, survival instinct claws at his resolve, tempting him with whispers of respite from his anguish.
"Think of it, Harry." Voldemort's voice is like a balm, a stark contrast to the rough fabric scratching at Harry's skin. "No more hiding. No more pain."
A part of Harry yearns to give in, to let go of the burden of constant vigilance and struggle. The simplicity of surrender beckons, a siren song amidst the storm raging within him.
"Isn't it worse," Voldemort continues, relentless, "to suffer in the name of a man who sees you as nothing more than a pawn in his grand design?"
Harry's resistance falters, and for a heart-stopping moment, he teeters on the edge of capitulation. The image of Dumbledore—wise, kind, infallible—wavers, tarnished by Voldemort's insinuations.
"Your silence speaks volumes, Harry," Voldemort says, a hint of triumph lacing his words. "Let me help you."
"I don't—" Harry's voice cracks, the admission burning his throat. "I don't know what's real anymore."
"Trust yourself, Harry. Trust your instincts. You've been strong for so long. Allow yourself to be vulnerable, just this once."
The offer hangs heavy in the air, laden with implications Harry isn't sure he's ready to face. A part of him—a part he scarcely recognises—whispers that maybe, just maybe, there's truth in Voldemort's words.
"Choice, Harry. It has always been about choice," the voice insists, softer now, as if sensing Harry's inner turmoil. "Choose the path that leads to life."
Harry's body screams for relief, his mind weary from the endless fight. For a fleeting instant, he imagines a different world—one where he isn't alone, one where pain isn't his constant companion. And in that imagined place, the line between friend and foe blurs into obscurity, leaving Harry Potter adrift in a sea of grey.
"Boy!" Vernon Dursley's voice thunders from beyond the thin wooden door, impregnated with anger and revulsion. "If you think playing the invalid will get you any sympathy, you're sorely mistaken!"
Harry's mouth opens, a reflex to defend himself or plead for help, but no words come out—just a pained gasp that dies unheard against the spider-webbed walls. His throat is parched, his lips cracked, but he doesn't dare ask for water.
Petunia's shrill tone pierces through the floorboards above, her contempt unmistakable. "Don't make such a fuss, Vernon. Leave him be. If he's as magical as they say, he can fix himself up."
A bitter laugh escapes Vernon's thickset frame, reverberating through the house like a dark omen. "Right you are. Let the freak mend his own bruises."
The key turns in the lock with a definitive click, sealing Harry's fate once more. They're content to leave him here, in this cramped, dark space, where even the dust motes seem to shun his presence. His family—no, the people who grudgingly took him in—are indifferent to his plight.
Memories emerge unbidden, of moments when he dared to hope for kindness, for a semblance of warmth from the Dursleys. Each memory fizzles out, extinguished by the cold reality of their disdain. They blame him for everything—their fear, their discomfort. Harry has learnt that the world inside these walls is as unforgiving as the one outside.
His green eyes, usually bright with determination, dim with the weight of isolation. Hogwarts feels like a distant dream, a fleeting escape from the relentless grey of his existence with the Dursleys. Here, he's nothing more than an unwanted burden, a blemish on their perfectly ordinary life.
"Should've known," Harry whispers to himself, the words catching on the ragged edges of his pain. "Should've known better than to expect anything else."
With each passing second, the four walls of the cupboard seem to draw closer, the air growing stale with the stench of despair. It's a familiar dance of darkness and loneliness, one that Harry knows all too well. And yet, the intensity of his current anguish carves a new depth into his heart—a stark reminder of how alone he truly is.
As the silence stretches, punctuated only by the distant sounds of the Dursleys' life continuing without him, Harry closes his eyes. He retreats into himself, seeking refuge in the fortress of his mind, the only place where he might still find solace.
But solace is a fickle friend, and as consciousness wavers, slipping further away from Harry's grasp, the line between enemy and ally blurs. And in that haze of half-formed thoughts, Voldemort's voice waits, as insidious as ever, promising relief, promising rescue.
"Uncaring, they are," the voice whispers, a serpentine caress in the darkness. "Unworthy of your loyalty, Harry."
"Shut up," Harry murmurs, more to himself than to the voice that haunts him. But his resolve is threadbare, worn down by the relentless tide of pain and abandonment.
"Listen to them," the voice persists, a sibilant echo in the silence. "They do not love you. They never will."
Pain throbs through Harry's body, each heartbeat a relentless drumming against his bruised skin. His breaths are shallow, barely disturbing the stifling air of the cupboard. With a wince, he shifts, an attempt to ease the ache in his bones, but there's no relief. The darkness around him feels all-consuming, a tangible weight pressing down.
"Help," he thinks, and it's a silent scream in the vast emptiness of his mind, "someone, please..."
But there's no one to hear his wordless cry, no comforting presence to chase away the shadows that cling to him like a second skin. Harry's always known loneliness, yet this desperation is new, raw and clawing at his insides.
He can almost feel the tendrils of his thoughts reaching out beyond the walls of the Dursleys' house, searching for a lifeline, any sign of hope. He imagines the faces of Ron and Hermione, their voices echoing with laughter and friendship. But they're just memories, ghostly echoes that offer no solace to his fractured spirit.
"Help me," his mind whispers again, more urgent now as despair gnaws at him. He's so tired—tired of fighting, tired of hurting. The edges of his consciousness blur, reality slipping from his grasp like sand through fingers.
"Harry..." That voice slithers into the void, familiar and chilling. Voldemort's tone is soft, insinuating, wrapping around the jagged pieces of Harry's resolve.
"Leave me alone," Harry's inner voice is weak, a feeble attempt to shut out the intrusion.
"Nobody is coming for you," Voldemort murmurs, a cruel reminder of Harry's predicament. "You know it's true."
Harry's plea becomes more fervent, a desperate hope that someone, anyone, will sense his plight and come charging through the door. But as the seconds tick by, each one an eternity, his hope dims, leaving him vulnerable to the darkness that beckons.
"Let me help you, Harry," Voldemort coaxes, seeping into the cracks of Harry's battered defences. "You don't have to suffer like this."
The venom of betrayal should rise at the thought, but Harry is so far gone, so utterly spent, that he finds himself listening—even as part of him screams to resist. There's something terrifyingly tempting about surrendering to that persistent voice, about embracing the cold comfort it offers.
"Trust me," Voldemort continues, and it's a siren song to Harry's shattered soul, pulling him toward the edge. And he's falling, tumbling into the abyss, where the line between friend and foe blurs into nothingness.
Drops of sweat mingle with the blood trickling down Harry's temple, the salty sting a grim reminder of his reality. Frail breaths rattle in his lungs, each one a labour he can barely afford. He hovers at the edge of consciousness, where pain and delirium blend into an indistinguishable haze.
"Harry." The voice again, insistent as a heartbeat. Voldemort's words slither through the cracks of his mind, finding their way into the deepest recesses of his despair. "You must listen to me."
Harry's fingers twitch, the only sign he hears. His green eyes, once vibrant with determination, now dull with defeat, focus on nothing but the darkness that has become his world.
"Let me save you," Voldemort urges, his tone threaded with an urgency Harry has never heard before. A vivid image unfolds in Harry's mind: a hand reaching out, not to harm, but to pull him from the abyss.
And for a moment—just a moment—Harry wants to grasp it.
"Think of it, Harry," Voldemort whispers like a lover's promise, "the pain will end. I will heal your wounds, shelter you from those who would harm you."
Logic wars with instinct. Harry knows the history, the bloodshed, the terror sown by the man behind the voice. But in this cramped space where suffering reigns, those memories seem distant, almost inconsequential.
"Can you offer me trust, Tom?" Harry's thoughts are a whisper back, though his lips remain still. It's a dangerous game, giving voice to the name Voldemort once shed like old skin.
"Trust is earned, Harry," comes the reply, smooth and enticing. "Allow me this chance, and I shall earn yours."
The cupboard door feels like the lid to a coffin, sealing him within a tomb of the Dursleys' making. Death lurks nearby—a shadow waiting to claim him—and yet here is salvation, offered by the hand of death itself.
"Safe passage away from here," Voldemort continues, painting a picture so alluring Harry's battered heart dares to beat with hope. "A sanctuary where you can heal. You have fought long enough, Harry. Let me fight for you now."
Harry's resolve wavers, a flickering candle in the relentless wind of Voldemort's persuasion. Should he reach towards the light, however deceiving, when all else is shrouded in darkness?
"Decide, Harry," Voldemort presses, and the room seems to shrink around him, the walls closing in, suffocating. Harry senses the precipice before him, a chasm between the life he's known and the uncertain promise of reprieve.
"Help me," Harry thinks, the plea directed nowhere and everywhere. It's a surrender, a fracture in his armour of bravery and righteousness. Even if Voldemort rescues him to kill him, that's better than dying here where he'll be forgotten.
"Very well," Voldemort responds, a note of triumph hidden beneath layers of feigned compassion. "Hold on, Harry Potter. I am coming for you."
The silence that follows is deafening. Harry's choice hangs in the balance, a fragile thing ready to shatter. With it, perhaps, shatters everything he has ever stood for.
Chapter 3
Notes:
I know the last chapter stated that Voldemort was coming for Harry, and that would've been fun to write, but I went a different direction for a really good reason that won't be explained until chapter 5 because that's the place where that explanation fits best since Voldemort isn't exactly in the next two chapters - chapter 5 was not in the outline and was written specifically to cover a few details that the outline didn't let me squeeze in. The score basically is that Voldemort doesn't have the self-control not to kill the Dursleys, and Harry immediately fell unconscious, so he didn't want to do that without Harry's permission.
Chapter Text
The doorbell's chime shatters the silence, reverberating through the Dursleys' sparsely decorated hallway, and Petunia pulls open the door to reveal Narcissa and Lucius Malfoy, their dark robes billowing like the wings of predatory birds caught in the evening gust. They stand, an elegant affront to the neighbourhood's conformity; Narcissa's beauty is cold and ethereal, while Lucius exudes a severity that seems to warp the very air around him, his wand clutched in his hand.
"Wh-what are you doing here?" Petunia's voice is a thin whisper, lost in the shadow of their presence.
Lucius doesn't deign to answer. He strides past her, his gaze sweeping across the living room with visible distaste. The normalcy of the Dursleys' world seems to shrink under his scrutiny.
"Where is he?" Lucius demands, his voice a blade cutting through the tension.
Narcissa steps gracefully over the threshold, her eyes sharp and searching. She moves with purpose, drawn to the cupboard under the stairs where a dark stain spreads beneath the door—an ominous sign of the boy's plight.
"Potter!" Vernon's voice booms from behind, but it's feeble, hollow against the quiet authority that clings to the Malfoys like a second skin.
Petunia flinches at her husband's outburst, her eyes darting between the imposing figures and the cupboard that has become a tomb for her nephew—guilt wars with fear on her pinched features.
In the darkness of the cupboard, unaware of the brewing storm outside, Harry lies motionless. His mind, a whirlpool of pain and confusion, has latched onto the hissing promises that slither through his consciousness—the seductive allure of understanding and sanctuary offered by Voldemort. But as the shadows close in, threatening to sweep him away, the sound of his name pierces the gloom. It's a lifeline thrown into the turbulent waters of his despair, tethering him to a reality he no longer trusts but cannot escape.
Lucius's wand slashes through the air, and the cupboard door shatters with a violent crack. Splinters fly as if caught in an invisible storm, revealing the small, shadowed space within. Harry lies sprawled on the floor, his broken glasses askew, unconscious and vulnerable in the wake of his uncle's wrath.
"Potter," Lucius mutters, a flicker of something unnameable crossing his stern features. The sight of the boy—so small, so battered—seems to shake something loose within him, but his face hardens back into its customary mask of disdain.
Narcissa steps past him, her blonde hair shining like a beacon in the gloom. She kneels beside Harry, her hands glowing with the promise of healing as she whispers incantations. Soft light spills from her wand, caressing Harry's bruised skin, knitting torn flesh and soothing away pain. The cuts begin to close, the angry red of his wounds fading under the gentle care of her magic.
Vernon, large and blustering just moments ago, now stands mute, his puffy face drained of colour. Beside him, Petunia's eyes are wide, her thin frame trembling despite the warm evening air that seeps into the house. Neither can look away from the scene unfolding before them, their usual bluster extinguished by the undeniable power emanating from the Malfoys. Dudley, usually the first to mock or jeer, cowers behind his parents. His eyes dart from Harry's prone form to the imposing figures of Narcissa and Lucius, a dawning comprehension of his cousin's world—and its dangers—etching fear onto his pudgy face.
"Move," Narcissa commands, though she never takes her eyes off Harry. Her voice is not loud, but it rings with an authority that brooks no disobedience. Vernon flinches as if struck, backing away until he bumps into the wall with a soft thud.
"Is he..." Petunia's voice trails off, unable to finish the question as she watches her nephew being tended to with such care by the hands of a witch. It's a stark contrast to the neglect Harry has suffered under her roof.
Narcissa doesn't answer, her focus entirely on Harry. Each spell she casts is a lifeline, pulling him back from the brink with a tenderness that belies her reputation. Lucius watches over her shoulder, his gaze inscrutable, but there is a tightness around his eyes that speaks of concern.
Harry remains still, the rise and fall of his chest the only sign of life. For a moment, the room is filled with nothing but the sound of Narcissa's murmuring spells and the soft glow of her wand. In this instant, the enmity that once defined their interactions seems suspended, replaced by a fragile thread of shared humanity.
Narcissa's face is a landscape of concern, the lines of aristocratic haughtiness softening as she leans over Harry's prone form. Her fingers glide with precision, each movement laced with magic and maternal instinct. She murmurs incantations under her breath, a litany of healing that bathes Harry in a warm glow. With a tenderness that might surprise those who know her only from whispered rumours, she pushes back the unruly tuft of black hair from his forehead, her touch careful not to disturb the lightning-shaped scar hidden beneath.
"You're safe now," she whispers, though the words are for her own reassurance as much as they are meant for the boy who cannot hear them. Magic, potent and pure, flows from her wand, knitting skin and mending bone, cocooning Harry in its promise of safety.
Lucius stands tall and pale, his eyes flickering briefly with something that might be mistaken for concern. The sharp clack of his cane against the floor punctuates the silence before he lifts his wand, summoning the battered trunk and empty owl cage from the shadows - Lucius had seen Harry's owl on the roof, so he hopes that she'll follow. They rattle across the floor, coming to rest at his feet. Without a word, Lucius turns on his heel, his cloak swirling around him, and with a sharp crack, he disappears.
Seconds later, Narcissa follows, her arms cradling Harry's limp body against her chest. The world twists and compresses, and then they are standing in the grand entrance hall of Malfoy Manor. High ceilings arch above, and the opulence that fills the space speaks of centuries-old wealth. Yet, despite the intimidating grandeur, there is an undeniable sense of refuge here. The flicker of firelight casts dancing shadows upon the walls, and the polished floors reflect the soft luminescence of enchanted chandeliers.
The manor, usually echoing with the footsteps of servants or the cold laughter of its master, now seems to hold its breath, waiting, watching over the boy who had arrived so unexpectedly into its embrace. It is a haven remade, if only temporarily, by the unexpected compassion found within its mistress' heart.
The plush velvet of the sofa cushions Harry's battered body as Narcissa lays him down with maternal care, and she arranges a silken throw over him, tucking the edges just so, her movements deliberate, ensuring his comfort despite the bruises that mar his skin. Her wand hovers above Harry, its tip aglow with a soft blue light that seems to pulse gently in the dimly lit room. The spell she whispers is tender, a stark contrast to the cold grandeur of the Malfoy drawing room.
His eyelids flicker, resisting the pull of consciousness, then flutter open. For a moment, the world is a blur of too-bright light and shifting shadows. He blinks rapidly, trying to dispel the disorientation clinging to his mind like cobwebs. Slowly, painstakingly, the cavernous room swims into focus. Gilded frames clutch at paintings of stern ancestors, their eyes following his every move. The chandelier above casts a galaxy of light across the ceiling, each crystal shard sending prisms dancing over the walls.
Harry pushes himself up on shaky elbows, squinting against the luminosity of the enchanted lights. Confusion tightens his chest as he takes in the unfamiliar surroundings. The opulence is suffocating, the air heavy with the scent of old money and polished wood. Where is he? Why is he here, in this place that feels both like a museum and a mausoleum?
"Easy," Narcissa's voice is a low murmur, a note of something akin to concern threading through the coolness. "You've been through quite an ordeal."
He tries to respond, to demand answers, but his throat is parched, words crumbling to dust before they can take form. His gaze darts around, half-expecting to see bars on the windows, traps hidden in the ornate decor. But there are none, just drapes that billow slightly with the night breeze and the oppressive silence of a house not used to uninvited guests—or any guests, for that matter.
"Where am I?" His voice is barely audible, rough with disuse and fear.
"Malfoy Manor," she replies, and Harry's blood runs cold. But the hand that rests momentarily on his shoulder is not cruel. It does not push or hurt; it's almost reassuring.
"Rest now. You're safe." Her words should be comforting, but they settle in his stomach like stones. Safe in the house of his enemies? How could that possibly be true? Although, he asked Voldemort, of all people, to save him... it's then Harry wonders where the man is, given he said he was coming and mentioned nothing of the Malfoys, but he doesn't want to ask that question.
The world tilts and rights itself as Harry's sight steadies, the grandeur of the Malfoy's drawing room a stark contrast to his dark cupboard. He lies still, tension coiling in his muscles, ready to act at any sign of danger. The memories—of sharp words and disdainful looks from Lucius Malfoy, of sneering contempt from Draco—are vivid against the backdrop of their unexpected benevolence. Confusion mingles with distrust, and he can't help but question this sudden shift.
"Is this some kind of trick?" His whisper breaks the silence, carrying the weight of his bewilderment and suspicion.
Narcissa Malfoy pauses her incantations, her pale blue eyes meeting his. "No, Harry," she says, her voice even. "There are no tricks here."
Her reassurance does little to quell the storm of doubt raging within him. Why would they help him? What could they possibly gain? These questions chase each other around his mind like Bludgers on the Quidditch pitch, relentless and bruising.
The soft glow of magic bathes Harry's skin as Narcissa kneels beside the sofa. She is the embodiment of calm, her focus unwavering as her wand dances above his injuries. Each spell that slips from her lips and wand-tip is deliberate, gentle; her movements are those of an artist bringing colour to canvas. The juxtaposition of her care and her family's past animosity gnaws at his understanding of the world.
"Try to relax, Harry," Narcissa instructs softly, her tone devoid of the coldness he expected.
Yet, even as the healing spells ease his pain, Harry's gut twists with unease. Can he truly let down his guard here, surrounded by those who have shown nothing but enmity towards him and his kind?
"Relax?" Harry scoffs lightly, finding a shred of his usual defiance. "In the lion's den?"
A faint smile touches Narcissa's lips, not mocking, but something closer to empathy. "Sometimes," she murmurs, "the lion protects its unexpected guests."
For a moment, Harry wants to believe her—to take solace in the thought that perhaps not all is as black and white as he has been led to believe. But years of living on edge, of fighting for survival, hold him back. His eyes remain locked onto hers, searching for deceit.
"Thank you," he whispers, not because he fully trusts her, but because even Harry Potter cannot deny the warmth spreading through his battered body, chasing away the chill of both injury and fear.
Narcissa Malfoy's grace betrays no hurry as she turns from the sofa, her steps a silent whisper on the plush carpet. The table nearby boasts an array of shimmering vials, their contents aglow with promise and potency. With hands steady as the roots of ancient trees, she selects each potion, uncorking them one by one. Liquid luminescence spills into the dimly lit room.
"Drink this," she coaxes, tilting a vial to Harry's lips—its gleam akin to captured moonlight. As the potion trickles down his throat, warmth floods his veins, a stark contrast to the cold dread that had gripped him mere moments before. She pours more potions down his throat, and he feels the ache in his bones recede, the rawness of his skin smooth over, as if time itself is being coaxed backward, erasing the evidence of brutality.
"Better?" Narcissa asks, her blue eyes assessing him not with the expected scorn but with something resembling concern.
Harry nods tentatively, the pain indeed easing under the potions' influence, though the tightness in his chest remains—a knot of suspicion and confusion that refuses to be soothed by magical means. He watches her, green eyes sharp behind round glasses, trying to reconcile this tender healer with the image of the haughty aristocrat he has held in his mind.
"These are grave injuries," Narcissa utters, her voice strained with concern. "But I will use all my power to mend you." Her wand glides through the air, casting more spells with precision and care, each motion causing a sharp intake of breath from Harry. Despite his doubts, Harry couldn't help but feel a sense of trust growing towards this unexpected ally in his time of need.
Despite himself, Harry feels the tension unravel, thread by hesitant thread, at the edges of his wariness. Perhaps it's the soothing cadence of her voice or the unexpected kindness that doesn't fit with his memories of her family. Or maybe it's simply the relief of pain subsiding under her ministrations.
"Thank you," he murmurs again, almost against his will, the gratitude foreign on his tongue when directed at a Malfoy. But even Harry can't deny the lightness returning to his limbs, the quieting of the storm within him. His gaze never strays far from Narcissa's face, searching, ever searching for the hidden agenda he is certain must lurk beneath the surface.
Lucius Malfoy stands sentinel by the towering windows, his silhouette a pale ghost against the darkening sky outside. He watches, silver eyes tracking each of Narcissa's careful movements over Harry, who lies vulnerable on the sumptuous sofa, an island in an ocean of opulence. A step forward from Lucius breaks the stillness of the room, his boots silent upon the plush carpet.
"You are safe here, Potter," he announces, voice a lulling timbre that reverberates with quiet power through the cavernous drawing room.
Harry's eyes, clouded with confusion and lingering pain, flicker towards Lucius. The words should feel empty, coming from a man whose allegiance has always been suspect. But there is something uncharacteristically reassuring in the steady gaze that meets his own, something that beckons trust despite years of animosity.
"No one will harm you under our roof," Lucius continues, the crisp certainty in his voice forging an aura of sanctuary within the grand walls of Malfoy Manor. "We swore a vow to protect you."
In the dimming light, Harry searches Lucius's face for signs of deceit. But the lines etched into the older wizard's visage speak of a solemn promise, a declaration that, for reasons unknown, he intends to keep. It's disconcerting, this assurance from a former enemy, yet it seeps into Harry's bones, warming him against the chill of his doubts.
Lucius's presence looms larger as the shadows lengthen, his confidence a tangible force that wraps around the room, bolstering the sense of security his words impart. And as much as Harry's instincts scream caution, his battered body leans into the unexpected comfort found in Lucius Malfoy's promise.
Harry's heart pounds a wary rhythm, echoing the uncertainty that gnaws at his insides. Lucius Malfoy's assurances hang heavy in the air, yet the familiar grip of doubt refuses to loosen its hold on Harry's thoughts. His eyes scan the opulent surroundings, the grandeur a stark contrast to the cramped cupboard he had known just moments ago.
A faint creak sounds as the door to the drawing room swings open, and Harry's muscles tense. Draco Malfoy steps into view, his silhouette framed by the doorway. His usually sharp features are softened by an unreadable expression—a curious blend of apprehension and intrigue. He lingers there, hesitant, as if unsure of his own place in this unexpected tableau.
"Potter," Draco's voice is tentative, the single word hanging between them like a question left unanswered.
Harry watches him, searching for the sneer, the disdain that has always marked their encounters. But it's absent, replaced by a cautious scrutiny that mirrors his own. In the space where hostility once flourished, something new seems to take root—uncertainty, maybe even the faintest hint of concern.
For a moment, neither speaks, the silence a canvas stretched taut with the weight of unspoken questions. Then Draco moves, a slow, deliberate step that carries him closer to the heart of the room. His eyes never leave Harry, watching, waiting.
"Are you...?" The words trail off, but the intention is clear.
Harry's reply is a nod, more reflex than conscious response. Words fail him, lost in the labyrinth of his own weariness and wariness. Yet, despite himself, the ice around his alertness thaws, warmed by the flickering possibility of safety within these walls.
Draco's silhouette hesitates against the soft glow of the corridor, then with measured steps, he approaches the sofa where Harry lies. The room, usually echoing with the sharp retorts of house-elves or the clink of fine silver, now holds a hush that amplifies Draco's careful tread.
"Potter, I... I didn't expect this either," Draco admits, his voice stripped of its usual haughtiness. The words are unfamiliar, unpractised, caught somewhere between confession and concern. It's as if the walls of Malfoy Manor themselves are holding their breath, taken aback by the vulnerability in the young Malfoy's tone.
Harry's gaze narrows, dissecting Draco's every move, every flicker of emotion across features too often twisted into a sneer. Now, they're softened, hesitant. "But you're safe here," Draco continues. He stands tall, but there's an unsteadiness in his voice, a tremor that betrays the gravity of the moment. "We'll explain everything when you're better."
The words hang in the air, each one laden with implications that Harry can't unravel. There's a sincerity there, a cautious bridge extending across the chasm of their shared history. The tentative connection is fragile, like gossamer threads that might snap under the weight of their past animosities, yet it persists.
Harry shifts slightly, the ache of his body a stark reminder of the evening's brutalities. Trust doesn't come easily to him, especially not here, not with a Malfoy. Yet the warmth spreading through his limbs from Narcissa's spells suggests that, for the moment at least, he's been granted a reprieve.
"Explain what?" Harry manages, his voice hoarse, barely above a whisper. His mind races - Voldemort's promises, Dumbledore's riddles, all culminating in this inexplicable act of kindness from those he's long considered enemies.
The silence stretches taut once more, filled with the unsaid. A new chapter is unfolding, one where sworn enemies share a space not with hexes or taunts, but with the potential for something else entirely – understanding, perhaps even trust. Harry's world has shifted on its axis, and though uncertainty claws at his insides, he cannot deny the allure of this newfound alliance, precarious though it may be.
Lucius Malfoy's hand sweeps toward an ornate chair, a silent command hanging in the air. Draco steps forward, his pale face unreadable as he lowers himself onto the seat. His eyes never leave Harry's prone form, maintaining a careful distance, yet there's an unmistakable intention behind his presence.
"Sit with us, Draco," Lucius instructs, his voice the embodiment of composure.
Draco nods, settling into the chair with a stiff grace that speaks of years under his father's exacting gaze. He leans forward, elbows resting on his knees, his posture poised between deference and the desire to bridge the gap.
Harry's gaze fixes on the younger Malfoy, reading each subtle shift in expression, each nuanced movement. The familiar sneer is absent from Draco's face, replaced by something Harry can't quite place. Is it possible that concern flickers in those steely eyes? It's unsettling, seeing Draco without the armour of arrogance he's always worn so proudly at Hogwarts.
"Potter," Draco says, his voice a murmur, "how are you feeling?"
The question and change of subject catch Harry off guard. Since when does Draco Malfoy care about anyone's well-being but his own? Yet here he is, looking almost... uncomfortable, as if unsure how to navigate this unfamiliar territory.
"Better," Harry replies cautiously, his senses sharpened to every inflexion in Draco's tone. There's a tension in the air, electric and charged with potential, as if both are acutely aware of the delicate dance they've begun.
"Good." Draco's nod is curt, but there's a sincerity to it that belies his usual demeanour. "That's good."
They sit in silence, the room thick with unspoken words and the weight of history between them. The battle lines are blurred for now, replaced by this unexpected ceasefire. Harry watches Draco, the boy who once made his life at school miserable, now part of the inexplicable kindness offered in this opulent prison.
Lucius observes them both, his expression unreadable, but his presence is a constant reminder of the power at play. Harry knows better than to let his guard down completely, yet he can't help but wonder at the change unfolding before him. Enemies, allies, or something else entirely – only time will tell.
Harry's eyes dart from Draco to the ornate ceiling and back again, his mind awhirl with suspicion and reluctant intrigue. The room is silent save for the soft crackle of the fireplace, a stark contrast to the cacophony of thoughts ricocheting through Harry's skull. He lies there, still, on the Malfoys' sofa, the plush cushions cradling him like an ironic embrace.
"Are you in much pain?" Narcissa's voice breaks the silence, her tone laced with a concern that doesn't fit the image Harry has of any Malfoy. She leans closer, the light from her wand casting shadows across her face, making her appear both ethereal and maternal.
"A bit," he admits, focusing on the warmth emanating from the spells rather than the woman herself. It's easier that way to not think about who is offering aid, merely that it exists.
"Potter," Lucius says, standing at a distance yet commanding the space as if he were at its centre. "You will recover."
Harry nods, not entirely convinced but too exhausted to argue. The room feels charged with a peculiar energy, as though the walls are waiting to see what happens next.
Draco shifts in his seat, his eyes never leaving Harry. There's an openness to his gaze that catches Harry off guard, a vulnerability that doesn't belong in the sneering face of his school rival. "If you need anything..." Draco trails off, awkwardness clinging to his words.
"Thanks," Harry replies, the word strange on his tongue. Thanks, directed at a Malfoy. But the gratitude is genuine, stirring something unexpected inside him. A flicker of hope, perhaps, or the beginnings of an improbable bond.
The room seems to exhale, the tension easing ever so slightly. For Harry, this place—this moment—is a puzzle, each piece more baffling than the last. But as he looks into Draco's hesitant eyes, he considers that maybe, just maybe, allies can be found in the most unlikely of places. And with that thought, the seeds of a cautious alliance begin to take root.
Chapter Text
Harry's footsteps echo through the vast chambers of Malfoy Manor, a stark reminder of how different this world is from the cramped cupboard under the stairs that had been his reluctant sanctuary for years. He pauses at times, tracing the ornate designs on the walls with his fingertips, feeling the cool stone against his skin—a luxury of space and beauty he's never known. Relief washes over him in waves, accompanied by an undercurrent of suspicion that tugs at his conscience, reminding him to be wary of his hosts' true intentions.
The grand dining room doors swing open silently as he approaches, revealing the Malfoy family already seated around a table that seems to stretch endlessly beneath the soft flicker of candlelight. The atmosphere feels charged with a tense calmness, the kind that precedes a storm or a revelation. Harry's green eyes, hidden behind round spectacles, sweep the room, taking in the opulent surroundings—the gleaming silverware, the crystal goblets, the white linen as pristine as freshly fallen snow.
"Harry, please join us," Narcissa beckons with a graceful hand, her voice even and controlled. Her pale blue eyes scrutinise him, but not unkindly, as she motions towards an empty seat.
Harry nods, settling into the velvet-upholstered chair, his senses heightened. The clink of cutlery resonates softly as Lucius Malfoy regards him from across the table, the man's grey eyes betraying nothing of his thoughts. Draco sits adjacent, his posture rigid, the usual arrogance tempered by a hesitant glance in Harry's direction.
"Thank you for having me," Harry manages, his voice barely above a whisper, unsure of the etiquette in such unfamiliar company.
"Of course, Harry. It is our... pleasure," Lucius replies, the word seeming foreign on his tongue. A ghost of a smile plays on Narcissa's lips, her gaze still fixed on Harry as if trying to decipher the enigma before her.
Draco clears his throat, breaking the momentary silence. "I hope you find the meal to your liking," he says, a hint of genuine concern creeping into his voice.
"Looks brilliant," Harry admits, noting the array of dishes that seem too luxurious for just a dinner—roasted meats, exotic vegetables, and sauces rich with aroma, all meticulously prepared and presented.
As they begin to eat, the conversation remains sparse, each member of the Malfoy family carefully measuring their words. Harry, too, chooses his responses deliberately, listening more than speaking, his mind racing with questions yet to be answered.
Despite the tension, the food proves to be delicious, the flavours new and inviting, a stark departure from the simple fare of the Dursleys. With each bite, Harry feels a strange mix of gratitude for the respite from his previous life and a gnawing doubt about the price that might come with it.
Dinner progresses slowly, the only sounds being the soft clinking of silverware and the occasional murmur of polite conversation. The candlelight casts dancing shadows across the room, lending an air of intimacy to the gathering—a contrast to the emotional distance that lingers between them.
The silverware in Harry's hand hesitates, hovering over the fine porcelain as Lucius Malfoy clears his throat from across the table. The clinking of cutlery ceases, and even the flames from the candles seem to still, their light dimming into a hush of anticipation.
"Mr Potter," Lucius begins, his voice slicing through the silence with the sharpness of a well-honed blade. "There are things you need to know about Dumbledore."
Harry's grip tightens around his fork, the metal cool and foreign against his skin. His eyes lock onto Lucius's—a mix of green meeting steel grey—in a battle of wills he didn't anticipate fighting this evening.
The elder Malfoy leans back in his high chair, every inch the lord of the manor, commanding respect and attention. "We never believed in Dumbledore's vision," he admits, laying bare a truth that seems to unnerve the room. "From the beginning, we saw through his facade of benevolence and recognised his manipulative nature."
Harry feels a prickle at the back of his neck, an instinctual wariness that comes with hearing such words. He listens, wary but curious, the food on his plate forgotten – while Voldemort had made Harry examine his own experiences, it didn't mean Dumbledore did it to everyone.
"Consider the evidence of your own experiences," Lucius continues, his gaze unwavering. "Dumbledore has always positioned himself close to power yet remains just outside its grasp, guiding others while keeping his own hands seemingly clean."
The room is heavy with unsaid implications, and Harry can't help but recall moments that had once seemed benign but now appear in a more sinister light. Dumbledore's twinkling eyes no longer feel comforting; instead, they hint at secrets and untold strategies.
"His charm is his weapon, and his reputation is his shield," Lucius says, almost with a hint of admiration. "But behind that shield lies a mind ever calculating, ever plotting."
"Plotting what?" Harry finds the question escaping his lips before he can clamp down on his curiosity.
"Control," Lucius responds simply, as though stating the obvious. "Control over the wizarding world, over people like you who hold great power but little knowledge of the larger game at play."
Harry takes in a slow breath, his chest tightening. Ron had said Dumbledore had passed up the chance to be Minister for Magic, but was that because it looked better rather than not wanting the job?
"Think, Harry. How much do you really know about the decisions made for you, the paths you've been set upon?" Lucius's words are like hooks, catching on every doubt that's ever crossed Harry's mind.
Lucius leans back in his chair, the silverware gleaming softly under the candlelight's dance. His gaze does not waver from Harry, who sits across the vast dining table, muscles taut with unasked questions and a lingering wariness.
"Let us talk about the Dark Lord," Lucius says, voice as smooth as the aged wine before him, "You must understand that he was not always the madman history will remember."
Harry's eyes narrow, scepticism threading through the creases of his brow. He has heard tales of Voldemort's cruelty, the darkness that seemed inherent to the man who killed his parents. But here he is, listening to a narrative that deviates from everything he's known... but then again, Voldemort also sent for help when Harry asked.
"Indeed," Lucius continues, the flicker of the candles reflecting off his pale hair like a halo of moonlight, "When he first gathered followers, there was sanity in his ambition, a kind of twisted rationale to his words." He pauses, perhaps for dramatic effect or to allow the weight of his words to settle over the room. "It was only in the days leading to the fall of your parents that we witnessed the unravelling of his mind. A darkness consumed him, one that led him to torture not just his enemies but those of us who stood by his side."
A chill runs down Harry's spine at the admission, the image of such betrayal painting a gruesome picture in his mind. The Malfoys had been part of that inner circle; what horrors had they seen?
"Many of our actions in those days still haunt us," Narcissa says softly, her hand reaching for Draco's in a gentle, reassuring gesture. "We joined the Dark Lord because we believed in the same things he believed, but when he lost his sanity, we stayed out of fear. It wasn't right, but we hoped to find a cure for his sudden lapse in judgement."
Her words hang heavy over the table. Harry feels his anger rising - how could they justify their complicity? But he bites his tongue, reminding himself that if he is to uncover the truth, he must listen without judgement.
"Power corrupts even the best of us," Lucius says. "Dumbledore, the Dark Lord... we were all seduced in ways we did not expect." He levels his steely gaze at Harry. "Be wary of those who seek to control you, even if their intentions seem noble."
"Our desire to protect you stems from witnessing these manipulations firsthand." Her gaze, icy blue and sharp, locks onto Harry's. "We have seen how Dumbledore keeps people in the dark, controlling the information they receive."
The air seems to grow colder, the walls of the manor pressing in as if to listen. Harry feels the ground shift beneath him, truth and lies blurring into indistinguishable shades of grey. Can it be possible? Dumbledore, the leader, the protector—the manipulator?
"Control," Narcissa adds, echoing Lucius's earlier sentiment, "is a subtle art. One that he has mastered over the years."
Harry's fingers curl tightly around the edge of the table, knuckles whitening. Has he been a pawn in someone else's game all this time? His mind races, memories clashing against the revelations being laid bare before him. And yet, despite the plausibility, doubt lingers—a stubborn stain refusing to wash away.
"Consider our words, Harry," Lucius intones, his voice a low hum that vibrates through the tension hanging in the air. "Consider the possibility that there are truths you've never been told, decisions made without your knowledge."
Narcissa's eyes never leave Harry's face, searching, perhaps, for signs of understanding—or acceptance. He meets her stare, finding no deceit there, only the earnestness of a mother, a wife, a woman who has seen too much. Narcissa leans forward, her eyes a mirror of concern. "Harry, there's more you should know."
She slides an envelope across the table toward him. It's thick, sealed with an unfamiliar crest—a pair of crossed wands and a key. "You've been shielded from the truth, even by those who claimed to care for you."
He hesitates, then picks up the letter, turning it over in his hands. The parchment feels heavy, weighted with significance. "What is this?"
"Correspondence from Gringotts," she explains, her voice low. "Wards were placed around the Dursleys'—wards that filtered your mail, allowing only letters from certain individuals through."
"Only from the Weasleys, Hermione Granger, Hogwarts... and later, Sirius Black," she continues, each name punctuated with a touch of bitterness. "All others, even from Gringotts, were intercepted and redirected to Dumbledore. Most likely to keep you uninformed, reliant on those selected few."
Harry's throat tightens as he breaks the seal, the wax giving way with a soft snap. The letter unfolds, revealing neat, curling script—an invitation to discuss matters of importance concerning his vaults. It's dated years back, a silent testament to the information withheld from him.
Draco's voice cuts through the silence like a blade. "There are things you don't know, Potter." His tone holds none of its usual malice; instead, it resonates with something akin to solidarity. "Dumbledore has kept information from you. Your parents' wills were never read aloud, your inheritance kept under seal, all by his hand."
Harry looks up sharply, his green eyes clashing with Draco's steely gaze. "Why? Why would he do that?"
"Control," Draco says, echoing the sentiment that hangs thick in the air. "By keeping you in the dark, he ensures your dependence. You become easier to steer, manipulate."
A bitter laugh escapes Harry's lips, a sound devoid of humour. He scans the letter once more, the words blurring before his eyes. All these years, living just above destitution when he could have had access to what was rightfully his. A world potentially away from the cupboard under the stairs.
"Information is power," Narcissa murmurs, her fingers tracing the edge of her wine glass. "And Dumbledore has always been hungry for power."
Harry folds the letter, tucking it inside his robes. The paper crackles, a whisper of truths yet to be discovered. Something shifts within him, the foundations of his beliefs trembling under the weight of new doubts.
"Thank you," he manages, though gratitude feels like a foreign concept amidst the turmoil of his thoughts. There's much to unravel, so many layers of deception wrapped around his life. But one thing is clear: the game has changed, and Harry must learn the rules quickly if he is to survive.
"Harry," Lucius's voice cuts through the silence, "Dumbledore's manipulative actions endanger us all. By keeping us divided and uninformed, he maintains his power." His grey eyes lock onto Harry's, an unspoken agreement hanging between them. "We must stand together against this."
Narcissa, who has been quietly attentive, now leans forward slightly. Her pale blue eyes fixate on Harry with an intensity that belies her composed facade. "Harry, did you know Dumbledore removed several important classes from the Hogwarts curriculum?"
A flicker of surprise crosses Harry's features, his brows knitting together as he processes the information. He shakes his head, a silent invitation for her to continue.
"Classes that could have bridged the gap between worlds, Harry," she says softly, her voice a whisper of silk and steel. "Classes that would have given you knowledge, context, understanding."
Harry's hand clenches beneath the table, knuckles whitening. The sense of betrayal swells within him, a gnawing beast that feeds on his confusion. He's torn between what he knows, what he's been taught, and the unsettling truths being unveiled before him.
A glint of silver flashes from the cutlery as Narcissa's delicate hands slice through the air, accentuating her words. "They were fundamental, Harry. Etiquette classes, introductions to our world—designed for those raised outside of magic." Her pale blue eyes lock onto his, seeking understanding, if not agreement.
Harry's brows knit together in confusion, a stark contrast to the smooth lines of concentration on the woman opposite him. "I never—" he starts but falls silent, the weight of this new information settling on his shoulders.
"Imagine," Narcissa presses on, sensing his turmoil, "stepping into a realm where you know nothing of the customs, the unspoken rules. These classes levelled the playing field and gave Muggle-borns a fighting chance."
The word 'fighting' echoes in Harry's mind, a reminder of battles fought and still to come. He shifts in his chair, discomforted by the plush velvet beneath him that is at odds with the hard truths he's facing. The room seems smaller, the walls pressing in as he grapples with the implications of her statements.
"Without them," Narcissa continues, her voice now a melodic hum that fills the silence between them, "you are ever reliant on Dumbledore, always one step behind your pure-blood peers."
Suspicion flickers within Harry like the candles before him. His green eyes, usually so vivid with emotion, are clouded with doubt as he watches Narcissa. She exudes sincerity, her concern seemingly genuine, but Harry knows better than to take appearances at face value.
"Is this why you're telling me this?" Harry asks, his voice steady despite the storm raging inside him. "To turn me against him?"
"Understanding is not synonymous with betrayal," Narcissa replies smoothly, her gaze never wavering. "Knowledge is power, Harry—and you have been kept powerless for far too long."
As she speaks, Harry can't help but search for signs of deception, for the familiar sneer or mocking tone that had once defined his interactions with the Malfoys. Instead, he finds only earnestness in the tilt of her head, the slight furrow of her brow.
"Powerless," Harry echoes, tasting the bitterness of the word. It's a feeling he knows well—a feeling he despises. Yet here, in the suffocating grandeur of Malfoy Manor, he wonders if perhaps there is more strength to be found in alliance than in defiance.
"It's a manipulative strategy," Narcissa says softly, her eyes locked onto Harry's, seeking acknowledgement and validation. The words float through the air, delicate but laden with meaning. "Keeping students in the dark makes them easier to control, dependent on him for knowledge and direction."
Harry's mind races, images of his first bewildering year at Hogwarts flashing through his memory—the bewitched ceiling of the Great Hall, the Sorting Hat heavy upon his head, each moment a puzzle piece falling into place. He realises, with a jolt, that the truth in Narcissa's words has been staring him in the face all along.
Draco clears his throat, shifting in his seat across from Harry, drawing his attention.
"There's something else you should understand about magic," he begins cautiously, his grey eyes searching Harry's. There's hesitance in Draco's posture, a carefulness that Harry isn't accustomed to seeing from him.
"Dark magic is often misunderstood," Draco continues, leaning slightly forward, his voice low but insistent. "It's powered by emotion, and while different spells will require different emotions, there are just as many spells powered by positive emotions as there are negative ones. Dark magic is just energy."
Harry's gaze shifts between the two Malfoys, his pulse quickening as he grapples with this new perspective. His hand subconsciously moves to touch the lightning bolt scar on his forehead, a reminder of the very dark magic that has shaped so much of his life. He wonders, not for the first time, what else has been hidden from him, lost in the chasm between what is taught and what is true.
Candlelight flickers over the silverware as Draco leans forward, his voice cutting through the thick tension that hangs in the air. "Banning it entirely is incredibly harmful, which is what Dumbledore aims to do," he asserts with fervour uncharacteristic of the sneering boy Harry once knew. "It denies us the full spectrum of our magical abilities and understanding."
Harry's frown deepens, the lines on his forehead mirroring the lightning scar concealed beneath his unruly hair. The idea feels foreign and dangerous, yet he cannot deny the spark of curiosity ignited by Draco's words.
"Take the Patronus Charm, for example," Draco continues, his hands gesturing emphatically. "It's technically a form of dark magic because it uses powerful emotions to conjure it." His grey eyes lock onto Harry's green ones, begging him to listen. "Yet, it's one of the most revered spells in our world."
The room seems to shrink around them, the walls pressing in with the weight of revelations that threaten to topple Harry's understanding of the magical world. He absently traces the grain of the dark wood table, the smoothness grounding him as he wrestles with the contradictions presented before him.
His mind reels, images of his own Patronus bounding through his thoughts. The protective spell, born from a happy memory so potent it repels creatures bred from despair. How could such light come from darkness?
"Dark magic isn't inherently evil, then?" Harry's question comes out more breathless than he intends, the words tasting strange on his tongue.
"It's not," Draco says, a hint of relief in his tone as if he's been holding his breath, waiting for Harry to understand. "It's all about intent, how you channel the energy."
Harry sits back, his chair scraping softly against the stone floor. His beliefs, once as solid as the castle walls around him, now seem as tenuous as morning mist. Everything he thought he knew—about magic, about himself—is suddenly cast in a new, unsettling light.
Draco watches him, an undercurrent of anxiety beneath his composed exterior. He knows the gravity of what he's suggesting and the magnitude of its implications for Harry. It's a truth that could either bridge the chasm between them or widen it beyond repair.
He looks up from his empty plate, meeting Lucius's steely gaze.
"Your words... they've given me much to consider," Harry starts, his voice a cautious thread woven through the silence. "But I can't—"
"Can't what, Harry?" Narcissa prompts, her voice soft yet insistent, like a cool hand guiding him toward revelation.
"Can't just flip my world upside down without proof." Harry's hands clench into fists beneath the table. "I am incredibly grateful for your help, but I can't go from hating one person to hating another without information." His eyes, earnest and searching, drift to the vast expanse of shelves lining the walls of the adjoining room. "And while books aren't perfectly accurate, I need to see this information from someone else."
"We'd prefer it if you used the library, actually," Narcissa says, her voice a gentle murmur against the hushed backdrop of the manor. She smiles, but it doesn't reach her eyes, which remain sharp and discerning. "We want you to have all the facts and will happily provide textbooks and old curriculums."
Her words hang in the air, unexpected allies in Harry's quest for truth. He nods, not quite trusting himself to speak. The idea of delving into the Malfoy's archives both intrigues and unnerves him.
Lucius interjects smoothly, seizing the moment to bolster their case. "There used to be a set curriculum by the government, like Muggle schools," he explains, his tone laced with a hint of disdain for anything relating to the non-magical world. "But Dumbledore somehow overruled that and allowed teachers to make their own, leading to a lacking education, especially in Defence Against the Dark Arts."
His words are deliberate and carefully chosen to sow seeds of doubt about Dumbledore's influence on wizarding education. Lucius leans back in his chair, the ghost of a smirk playing on his lips, as if he's laid out an irrefutable argument.
Harry takes in the information, his mind racing. It's another piece of the puzzle, one that fits snugly with the narrative the Malfoys are painting—a portrait of Dumbledore not as a benevolent headmaster, but as a puppet master pulling strings from behind the scenes.
Harry nods slowly, letting the weight of Lucius's words sink in. "The curriculum should be consistent," he concedes, eyes narrowing with the realisation that his education might have been compromised from the very start. "I'll need to verify this myself."
"Of course, Harry." Narcissa stands gracefully, her robes whispering against the polished floor. "Our library has extensive records. You will find everything you need there." She gestures to the grand double doors at the end of the hall.
"Thank you, Mrs Malfoy," Harry replies, the formality of his tone masking his inner turbulence. He pushes back his chair and strides toward the library, each step fuelled by a drive to unearth the truth buried beneath layers of deception.
The Malfoy library is a vast chamber, walls lined with shelves that stretch to the ceiling, crammed with books whose titles glint in the dim light. Harry's fingers trace the leather spines as he walks past, absorbing the faint magic pulsating from within them. The air holds the scent of parchment and ink—a promise of knowledge waiting to be discovered.
He selects a tome on educational decrees, its pages crisp and unyielding as he flips through them. Absorbing the information, Harry feels the foundation of his beliefs tremble. How much of what he knew was orchestrated by Dumbledore?
As the evening deepens, an unnerving stillness envelops the manor. Harry is alone with the whispers of history when suddenly, a familiar coldness creeps into his mind. Voldemort's voice slithers through his thoughts, sibilant and smooth.
"They are acting on my orders, Harry. Trust them," the voice commands, resonating with an authority that dares not be ignored. Harry stiffens, the book forgotten in his lap.
"Trust them?" Harry's mental voice is sceptical, even as he finds himself inexplicably drawn to obey. "I barely trust you."
"Yes, trust them," Voldemort insists, his presence like ice on Harry's scar. "They have your best interests at heart. They are key to your survival."
"Survival," Harry echoes silently, considering the gravity of that single word. A shiver runs down his spine, not entirely from fear but from the strange comfort found in the voice's assurance.
"Remember, Harry," the voice continues, wrapping around him like a dark embrace, "divided we fall. United, we stand strong."
The words linger in the silence of the library, leaving Harry with a sense of reluctant acceptance. It appears he and the Malfoys are allies now, bound together by necessity against a common foe. He lets out a slow breath, his resolve hardening.
"Alright," Harry murmurs, more to himself than to the disembodied voice. "I'll trust... for now."
The library seems to hold its breath with him, the shadows cast by the candlelight stretching across the floor like silent observers to this pivotal moment. Harry closes the book with a soft thud, his mind ablaze with questions and the beginnings of a plan.
He knows the path ahead is fraught with uncertainty, but Harry has never been one to shy away from a challenge. With new alliances and old enemies converging, he steels himself for the revelations that await.
Harry's footsteps echo softly against the marble floors of Malfoy Manor as he retreats from the grand library, his shadow elongating beside him in the dimming light. The dust motes dance lazily in the air, disturbed only by his passing. It's an odd sensation, this quiet that envelops him, so different from the ever-present tension that has gnawed at his insides for weeks on end.
The manor, with its high ceilings and cold beauty, had been nothing but a gilded cage, or so he thought. But now, the silence isn't suffocating; it's almost comforting. He pauses, takes a deep breath, and lets it out slowly, trying to unclench the tightness in his chest. For the first time since he can remember, there's no immediate threat lurking behind every corner, no whisper of danger carried on the wind.
He makes his way through the corridors, each step steadier than the last, as if the very stones beneath his feet are willing him to find peace. The portraits along the walls watch him with curious, painted eyes, silent guardians of a history Harry is only beginning to understand.
Reaching the room assigned to him, he pushes open the door, which creaks gently on its hinges—an ordinary sound that, in its mundanity, is strangely reassuring. The room is shrouded in the soft glow of twilight, the heavy curtains drawn back just enough to let the last rays of the sun spill across the four-poster bed.
Harry sits on the edge of the mattress, the fabric cool against his skin. He lowers himself down, feeling the tension drain from his body as his head sinks into the plush pillow. His eyes drift closed, and he exhales a long and weary sigh that seems to carry the weight of the world with it.
In the safety of darkness, with the protective walls of the manor standing firm against the night, Harry finds solace. There are no creaking floorboards announcing the approach of his cousin Dudley, no shrill voice of Aunt Petunia scolding him for existing. Here, in this unexpected sanctuary, the ghosts of his past lose their power to haunt him.
His breathing evens out, and his rigid shoulders relax. Sleep, that elusive spectre that had tormented him with visions of graveyards and flashing green lights, now comes as a gentle wave, washing over him with a tenderness he hadn't dared hope for.
The nightmares that have stalked him—echoes of Cedric's lifeless eyes, the cold laughter of Death Eaters—recede into the shadows, banished by this newfound sense of security. A dreamless calm settles in their place, cocooning him in its warmth.
For the first time in what feels like an eternity, Harry sleeps peacefully. The boy who carries the weight of prophecies and wars on his narrow shoulders surrenders to the night, guarded by the stone sentinels of Malfoy Manor.
And as he drifts further into slumber, there's a moment—a fleeting, precious moment—where the world is still, and Harry is simply a boy, free from the burdens of being the Chosen One.
Morning light filters through the high windows of the Malfoy Manor, casting a pale glow on the four-poster bed where Harry lies. For the first time in what feels like an age, he wakes without the jolt of panic, his heart maintaining a steady rhythm. The plush mattress embraces his form, and he stretches languidly, muscles unclenching from their habitual tension.
The nightmares that have long been his nightly companions have receded, giving way to a rare tranquillity. This absence of fear is disorienting yet not unwelcome. His mind, once a battlefield of worry and dread, now hosts cautious tendrils of hope.
He rises, the rich fabric of the bedding slipping from his shoulders. The familiar weight of his glasses settles onto the bridge of his nose, bringing the world into sharp focus. As he moves across the room, each step is lighter than he remembers them ever being within the walls of Number Four, Privet Drive.
The silence of the manor envelops him, not the oppressive silence of his cupboard, but a peaceful hush that speaks of safety, however uncertain. He pauses at the door, hand resting on the cool wood, reflecting on the strange turn of events that led him here to the heart of his enemy's domain.
"Potter," Draco's voice unexpectedly breaks the stillness from down the hall. "You're up early."
"Couldn't sleep any longer," Harry replies, finding it odd how natural it feels to engage with Draco, away from the biting sarcasm and rivalry of Hogwarts' halls.
"Come then," Draco says, a trace of hesitance in his tone as if unsure of this new dynamic between them. "Breakfast awaits, and after, the library."
As they walk together toward the dining room, the echo of their footsteps is a testament to the vastness of the manor, and Harry's thoughts turn inward. The Malfoys have extended an olive branch, albeit one shrouded in ambiguity. The information they've shared about Dumbledore, about the world he thought he knew, lingers in his mind, both unsettling and intriguing.
Seated at the breakfast table, the aroma of fresh kippers and buttered toast fills the air. Narcissa offers him a gentle smile that is more maternal than Harry expects, and his stomach knots with a blend of gratitude and scepticism.
"Sleep well?" Lucius enquires, his gaze scrutinising Harry for any sign of deceit.
"Better than I have in weeks," Harry admits, allowing himself a small nod of appreciation. He can't deny their kindness, nor can he fully trust it. Not yet.
"Good." Narcissa's reply is soft, almost relieved. "You'll need your strength for the days ahead."
Harry's fork pauses mid-air, suspended with a piece of toast. "Days ahead?"
"Research," Draco clarifies, passing the marmalade. "We've much to uncover. About Dumbledore, your inheritance... everything."
"Right." Harry lowers his fork, resolve hardening. "I want to see the evidence for myself."
"Of course," Lucius agrees with a slight tilt of his head—a gesture that might be taken for respect.
The meal continues with an undercurrent of unspoken thoughts and plans weaving through the quiet exchanges. Harry senses the shift in the air, the precarious balance between old enmities and the possibility of alliance.
After breakfast, Harry excuses himself to the library. The musty scent of leather-bound books greets him, along with the promise of hidden truths nestled in the dusty shelves. He's driven by the need to understand, to peel back the layers of deception that have clouded his past.
"Remember, Potter," Draco's voice reaches him among the rows of ancient volumes. "Not everything written in these books is the absolute truth."
"Nothing ever is," Harry murmurs, pulling a thick tome from the shelf, and with each page turned, Harry's resolve deepens. Whether friend or foe, he will uncover the truth, armed with knowledge and a newfound determination.
Chapter 5
Notes:
Posting a day early because I'll forget tomorrow.
Chapter Text
Dust motes dance in the slanting light as Harry's gaze scans the weathered spines of ancient tomes. He's surrounded by silence, save for the occasional crackle from the hearth and the whisper of turning pages. The Malfoy Manor library is a treasure trove of arcane knowledge, its shelves bending under the weight of forgotten secrets.
Harry leans closer to an old leather-bound volume, tracing the embossed title with his fingertips. Focused, he pours over the yellowed pages, seeking clues about Dumbledore's past decisions, trying to reconcile the man he thought he knew with the revelations that now gnaw at his trust.
As sunlight creeps across the polished wood floor, Harry's mind churns with unanswered questions. His curiosity, a living thing within him, grows insistent. He needs to understand why Voldemort intervened so personally in saving him from the Dursleys when he could have easily sent anyone—or come himself.
With a deep breath, Harry sets aside the book and sinks back into the plush armchair. He closes his eyes, reaching inward towards that peculiar connection that has grown more familiar. It's a strange sort of intimacy, one that exists within the confines of his own mind, yet stretches out to touch another's.
"Voldemort," he calls silently, the name feeling less like poison these days.
There's a flicker in the darkness behind his eyelids, and then the connection snaps into place. The presence on the other end feels distant but attentive, a darkened echo chamber waiting for his voice.
"Why did you send the Malfoys to rescue me when you said you were coming yourself?" Harry's mental query is direct, a line cutting through the murky waters of their shared headspace.
The question hangs between them, as tangible as the books lining the surrounding walls. Harry waits, the seconds stretching out, his heart beating a steady rhythm against the backdrop of his expectant thoughts.
"You passed out immediately after that," he says without preamble, his mental voice cutting through the silence of the library. "I didn't want to arrive and kill your relatives without your input. It was important for you to make that decision yourself."
There's a calculated tone to Voldemort's confession, one that suggests strategic thinking rather than empathy. "So I reached out to Lucius. He has the self-control and could ensure your safety without causing unnecessary bloodshed."
The young wizard exhales, a weight lifting off his shoulders as he understands the choice that had been respected.
"Thank you for sending help and for not killing them," Harry responds, his gratitude genuine even as he grapples with the complexity of his feelings. The words feel strange on his tongue, thanking the man who had once sought to end him. But the sentiment is genuine; despite their cruelty, the Dursleys are still the only family he's ever known.
He can't see Voldemort, but he imagines the older wizard receiving his acknowledgement, perhaps with a nod or an inscrutable gaze. "I don't want to see them dead," Harry adds firmly, his green eyes hardening behind his round glasses. "But they should be held accountable for what they've done to me." Justice, not vengeance—Harry clings to that distinction with the tenacity of someone who has seen too much darkness to allow it to consume him.
Voldemort's response is a silent murmur in the back of his mind, acknowledging Harry's statement without comment. Harry sits back in the armchair, the leather creaking softly under his weight, as he contemplates the unexpected mercy shown by his enemy. His fingers brush absentmindedly against the lightning scar on his forehead—a symbol of survival and a reminder that life rarely offers simple choices.
He feels the weight of Voldemort's gaze upon him from within the recesses of his mind—a curious sensation, like being watched through frosted glass. The air in the library grows heavy, charged with an unspoken question lingering between them.
"What happens next?" Harry's voice is quiet but deliberate, breaking the hush surrounding him. He leans forward, elbows resting on the desk, face shadowed by doubt. "I'm looking into past curriculums and Dumbledore's history to understand more, but I'm unsure how this will help."
A pause stretches long and thin, and Harry can almost picture Voldemort deliberating, choosing his words with the precision of a chess master moving a piece across the board. There is a hesitation, a rare moment of indecision that humanises the connection they share.
"Harry," Voldemort finally responds, his mental voice tinged with something akin to caution. "The past is a complex tapestry—each thread woven with intention that may not be apparent at first glance."
Harry frowns slightly, feeling the undercurrents of truth in Voldemort's words. He knows that understanding the weave of history may hold the key to untangling the present. Yet, the path remains shrouded, leading Harry deeper into a labyrinth of uncertainty. He senses Voldemort's own need to guide him through this maze, perhaps as much for his own purposes as for Harry's enlightenment.
"Knowing Dumbledore, there will be layers hidden beneath layers," Harry muses aloud, more to himself than to Voldemort. "It's like trying to read a map without knowing the destination."
"Indeed," Voldemort agrees, a faint echo of respect in his tone. "But you are adept at finding your way through the darkness, Harry. You have done so before."
A small, wry smile touches Harry's lips at the acknowledgement. He has always found his way, hasn't he? Through trials that would break many, guided by an inner compass of bravery and resilience. The thought lends him a measure of confidence.
"Then I'll keep looking," Harry decides, his voice gaining strength. "There has to be a reason for all of this. And I intend to find it."
"Right now, I understand you're confirming what you've been told," Voldemort's voice slithers into Harry's consciousness, as tangible as if the man were standing beside him. The air seems to grow colder, but Harry remains focused on the task at hand.
"I'll be at Malfoy Manor this evening," Voldemort continues, his words curling around Harry's thoughts like smoke. "To explain more about Dumbledore's past—things that aren't in any books."
Intrigue prickles at Harry's skin. He has long suspected that history books and even his own memories provide only fragments of a much larger, obscured picture. Voldemort's promise of unrecorded knowledge dangles before him—an alluring, dangerous thread to unravel.
"I'll also outline your next steps," Voldemort adds, the measured cadence of his speech belying the weight of his intentions.
Harry pauses, pensive. His gaze rests upon the faded ink of the parchment, yet sees nothing of its contents. "What steps?" he wonders aloud, though the question is directed inward, meant for the serpentine presence in his mind.
"This is not the only plan I'm working on," Voldemort reveals, and Harry can almost envision the former Dark Lord arranging pieces across some vast, unseen chessboard. "There are many layers to our strategy. However, this particular plan directly affects you, Harry, so I'll be walking you and the Malfoys through what needs to be done to take Dumbledore down."
Harry stiffens. The idea of plans woven around him without his consent awakens a familiar defiance, a need to assert control over his own destiny. But the urgency in Voldemort's tone suggests a gravity Harry cannot ignore.
"For now, it's the only one I want you involved in," Voldemort explains, leaving an unspoken implication hanging between them—there are greater machinations at play, forces that could sweep Harry along in their wake unless he learns to navigate them.
He pauses, the parchment beneath his fingertips whispering secrets of a past long shrouded in shadow. Dumbledore's cryptic remarks and half-truths unravel like threads in a tapestry, leaving Harry grasping for the solid form of reality.
His jaw sets in determination, green eyes hardening behind round spectacles. "I'm not a kid," he insists into the silence that surrounds him as if the very walls could undermine his autonomy. "I don't need protecting." His voice, though but a murmur within the vast chamber, carries the weight of his growing self-reliance.
The connection stirs—a snake uncoiling in the recesses of his consciousness. The immediate presence of Voldemort slithers through his thoughts, invasive yet oddly comforting in its familiarity.
Harry halts mid-sentence, the air around him seeming to thicken. There it is, the unmistakable echo of amusement resonating in the shared space of their minds. This mirth that Voldemort harbours is almost tactile; it brushes against Harry's defences with the softness of velvet yet leaves an impression as indelible as steel.
"Amusing, isn't it?" Voldemort's voice is smooth, tinged with dark humour. "Your fervent declarations of independence."
Harry can't see him, but he imagines the slight upturn of Voldemort's lips, a smirk playing across those pallid features. He stands motionless, caught between irritation and an inexplicable sense of camaraderie.
"Very amusing, indeed," Voldemort continues, the words winding through Harry's mind with serpentine grace.
Harry resists the urge to scowl, understanding that their peculiar relationship thrives on such exchanges—push and pull, challenge and response. A game of chess where emotions and secrets are the pieces they manoeuvre.
"Maybe to you," Harry replies, his tone laced with a newfound edge. "But I'm still standing here."
"Indeed, you are," Voldemort concedes, and the tinge of respect in his voice feels like a victory, however small.
The connection begins to fade, receding back into the corners of Harry's mind. Yet the sensation of Voldemort's amusement lingers, a reminder of the strange camaraderie that has taken root between them. Alone once more, Harry turns back to the books, his resolve undimmed.
"Harry," Voldemort's voice intrudes, the connection between them a live wire once more. His tone shifts, solemnity replacing the earlier amusement. "I don't think you've ever been a child, given the way you were raised and treated." Harry pauses, the weight of truth in those words pressing down on him. "I want you to focus on gathering information, completing your summer homework, and figuring out where you stand in all of this."
Harry feels the gravity behind the directive. It's not just an assignment; it's a lifeline thrown across the chasm of uncertainty that gapes open at his feet. His head tilts back, eyes closing as he absorbs the implications. To search for his place in a world turned upside down is no small task, but it's one he cannot refuse.
He licks his dry lips, contemplating the shifting sands of allegiance beneath him. "What happens if I decide I don't want to be on your side?" Harry's voice is barely above a whisper, yet it echoes through the vast chambers of his mind.
The air in the library grows dense, as if charged with the weight of his spoken fears. The silence stretches, every second a lifetime of waiting for an answer that will either mend or unravel the tentative threads of understanding between him and Voldemort. Harry waits, the question hanging in the air, unanswerable for a moment longer. His heart hammers against his ribs, knowing that the answer could very well shape the course of his life.
Then, the voice comes, a low murmur in the back of his mind, smooth and unfaltering, "I would leave you alone." The words resonate, heavy with a promise Harry hadn't dared hope for. "You never asked to be involved in this war and you, like everyone else, deserve the right to decide. Given I don't wish to be involved in violence anymore, it shouldn't be hard for me to leave you alone, even with our connection."
Harry exhales a shuddering breath he didn't realise he'd been holding. Relief briefly touches his heart, feather-light. It's not absolution nor forgiveness, yet it is something—a recognition of his unwilling part in a narrative written by others. The assurance carries a gravity that tugs at Harry's resolve, hinting at complexities in Voldemort that Harry is only beginning to comprehend.
A flicker of gratitude kindles within him, quickly smothered by the reality of their situation. Harry sits back in the chair, the leather creaking under his weight. His eyes open, fixed on the intricate wood carvings of the library desk, tracing patterns without seeing them. He is alone, yet not alone; Voldemort's presence lingers, a shadow across his thoughts.
"Thank you," Harry murmurs, unsure if he's grateful for the response or the fact that Voldemort took his question seriously.
"Of course, but it may not be possible - there's a prophecy," Voldemort starts, his voice a low rumble in Harry's mind. It carries with it the weight of history, of truths untold and fates unwritten. "It predicts that you will defeat me."
Harry stiffens, his breath catching. Dust motes dance in a shaft of light, undisturbed by the gravity of Voldemort's admission. The surrounding books are silent witnesses to a confession that chills the air despite the sun streaming through the tall windows.
"In my madness, I acted on what little I knew and killed your parents, attempted to kill you, hoping to prevent it." The words fall heavy, laden with the burden of past sins. "But I don't know if the prophecy was fulfilled when you defeated me as a child, or even if it had to end that way."
The notion of a prophecy—a script dictating the ebb and flow of their lives—sends a shiver down Harry's spine. The room feels smaller, the walls inching closer as he grapples with the implications that his life has been mapped out, that his parents' deaths were mere pawns in a larger game, and it ignites a spark of rebellion within him.
"Only the person a prophecy is about can retrieve it," Voldemort explains further, unravelling mysteries with each word. "That's why it remains a crucial piece of information that we must collect at some point, but I hope there's more to it than what I know as I don't want to allow it to shape our future when there's work to be done."
Understanding dawns, pieces falling into place with the click of a lock. The prophecy isn't just a harbinger; it's a key—a key that Voldemort believes only Harry can turn. Yet, amidst the revelations, there's an undercurrent of something else in Voldemort's tone—a hint of respect, perhaps, or an acknowledgement of Harry's inherent role in the tangled tapestry of their destinies.
Harry's fingers graze the spine of an ancient tome, its leather cracked and worn. The texture grounds him, pulling him back from the precipice of thoughts too vast to comprehend fully. Prophecy or not, the choice of his path remains his own. And though the road ahead is shrouded in shadow, one thing is clear: knowledge is power, and Voldemort has just handed him a torch.
"I could collect the prophecy," Harry offers, his voice echoing slightly against the high, wood-panelled walls.
There's a pause on the other end of the connection, and when Voldemort responds, his words are careful, almost delicate. "It's something we should handle before September, but we can't reveal our hand just yet."
Harry feels a twinge of frustration. It's not the answer he wants, not when he's ready to step into the fray, to take control of this piece of his destiny. But Voldemort's voice remains steady, a calm counterpoint to the waves crashing inside Harry's head.
"Your disappearance hasn't been reported," Voldemort continues, his tone implying layers of strategy that Harry isn't privy to. "The Order may be aware, but it's not common knowledge, and Severus Snape hasn't reported to me, so I do not believe they know."
Harry leans back in his chair, the leather creaking under his weight. His fingers tap a rhythm against the wooden armrest, his thoughts racing. There's more at play here than he realises, and Voldemort is keeping him in the dark. He doesn't like it, but he understands. They are, after all, still chess pieces manoeuvring around a board that spans further than Harry can see.
Nodding, Harry swallows the knot of conflicting emotions in his throat. The tapestries on the walls seem to watch him, ancient threads of history and magic intertwining just as the present weaves its own intricate patterns. "I appreciate the information," he says, his voice tinged with an honesty that surprises even himself.
The mental space they share vibrates with a tension that's both familiar and unsettling. Voldemort's presence is a constant hum in Harry's mind, a thread of silk spun tight with potential energy. "I'll see you at dinner," Voldemort promises, his voice a low rumble that resonates within the confines of Harry's skull.
It's a simple statement, but it carries the weight of a promise and a warning, a reminder of the delicate balance they now tread. The connection between them wanes, like the dimming of a lantern flame until it's snuffed out, leaving Harry in the quiet solitude of his own consciousness.
The library's air feels suddenly cooler, the silence more profound. Harry sits alone, the knowledge of the upcoming evening meeting settling over him like a cloak. A shiver runs down his spine, not from cold but from the apprehension of what revelations might unfold once the sun dips beyond the horizon.
Harry rises from the leather chair, its worn surface groaning at the loss of his weight. Each step he takes across the library is echoed by a soft thud, the sound oddly grounding amidst the whirlwind of his thoughts. He runs a hand through his unruly hair, exhaling slowly as he tries to anchor himself in the present.
His gaze drifts over the spines of ancient texts, words that have withstood the test of time, whispering secrets of history and power. They hold answers yet also breed questions that gnaw at the edges of his mind. Dumbledore's past, the truth of his own heritage—it feels like standing on the precipice of a vast chasm, peering into depths unknown.
"Focus," he murmurs to himself, his voice a low command that slices through the quiet. Harry has always been one to seek answers directly and to face challenges head-on. But the complexity of the path Voldemort has hinted at weaves uncertainty into his resolve.
He presses a palm against the cool wood of a bookshelf, the intricate carvings beneath his fingers a testament to the craftsmanship of another era. It's a stark contrast to the lightning-shaped scar searing his forehead—a badge of survival and a beacon of fate's twisted humour.
"Prophecies and plans," Harry whispers, tasting the bitterness of those words. That his life has been a chess game played by others fuels a flare of rebellion within him. Yet, there's an allure in steering his own destiny, of choosing a side not out of allegiance but informed conviction.
Pacing now, his steps are restless, mirroring the tumult in his chest. He recalls Voldemort's words and the unsettling kindness in his tone when speaking of choices and protection.
"Where do I stand?" The question hangs in the air, unanswered, challenging. Harry's green eyes, usually bright with determination, now reflect the storm of emotions brewing inside him. Loneliness wraps around him, a familiar companion in this grandiose room filled with the echoes of other people's legacies.
"Choices," he reaffirms, a promise to himself. His resolve solidifies with each syllable, each breath. Harry knows the importance of understanding every facet of the looming conflict, whether ally or adversary. It's not just about survival; it's about shaping the outcome, leaving a mark that is solely his own.
The light shifts outside the window, signalling the approaching evening. Shadows lengthen, stretching across the floor like dark fingers reaching for Harry's own shadow. Time ticks forward, inexorably, leading him towards that promised meeting and all the revelations it may hold.
Whatever dinner brings, whatever Voldemort reveals, Harry is ready to listen, learn, and ultimately, choose his path.
Chapter 6
Notes:
So I have written up to chapter 12 so far and have actually rewritten my plot to work better for me. I want to be clear - Harry's relationships with the Weasleys, Sirius and Remus will be mostly unaffected by all of this because they aren't in on some evil plot. Dumbledore is just very good manipulating situations and everyone is unaware.
Chapter Text
The grandeur of Malfoy Manor looms, shadows stretching across the marble floors as evening falls. Harry stands near the grand dining table, his back straightening when the doors open with a soft creak, and Voldemort. The space swallows any sound other than the measured steps of his approach. Each footfall echoes against the high ceilings, and for a moment, the air is thick with a history that neither can forget.
Voldemort's red eyes hold a glint not of malice, but something akin to concern. His pallid complexion stark against the dark backdrop of his robe, he moves with purpose, taking his seat at the head of the long, ornate table. Despite the civility, an undercurrent of tension coils in the room, like a snake awaiting its moment.
"Potter," Voldemort begins, the name tasting strange on Harry's ears, "how are you healing? Are you being taken care of properly?" His voice is smooth, commanding attention despite its low volume.
Harry meets those penetrating red eyes, feeling that familiar prickling of nerves. He notices the faintest creases around Voldemort's eyes, not from age but perhaps from a depth of introspection foreign to the man he once knew. Harry nods, his gaze unwavering. "I'm being well looked after. I'm better."
The words hang between them, a testament to the fragile bridge they now navigate. A bridge built upon necessity, curiosity, and the faintest threads of trust. Harry's scar, a relic of a past fraught with pain and loss, feels oddly cool against his forehead. It doesn't throb in Voldemort's presence now—not since things changed, since Voldemort changed. Even when Voldemort is attempting to communicate with him, it only hurts when Harry fights it.
He wonders what thoughts flicker behind Voldemort's guarded expression. Is there truly concern there, or is it another strategic move in this game they find themselves in? Harry can't tell, but he knows better than to let his guard down completely. After all, old enemies cast long shadows, and even in the light of change, some darkness lingers.
"Good," Voldemort responds, a single word carrying layers of meaning. The silence that follows is filled with unspoken questions and the echoes of a past that both binds and divides them. But for now, it's enough that they sit at the same table, two figures etched against the twilight of their own making.
The air in the opulent dining room is thick with anticipation as Harry sits stiffly, his eyes tracking Narcissa Malfoy as she gracefully rises from her chair. She clears her throat; her voice, though soft, commands the room's attention.
"While his immediate injuries are healed," she begins, addressing Voldemort directly, "there are old breaks in his arms, legs, and ribs that need to be re-broken to heal correctly, and we cannot do that until he's gained some weight and got his vitamin levels up." She pauses, her gaze flitting to Harry with a fleeting glimpse of concern before resuming her clinical tone. "And he's still taking daily potions for the infection that had developed from his wounds."
Harry clenches his jaw, almost hating how vulnerable the statement makes him feel. He feels exposed under the scrutiny of the table's occupants, a specimen under examination.
"His malnutrition will also take time to address," Narcissa continues, her fingers lightly touching the stem of her wine glass. "And I need to contact Severus as he's been working on a salve for deeper and older scars, but I've been holding off due to needing to keep Harry's presence secret." Her eyes now drift to the man seated at the head of the table, seeking affirmation.
Voldemort nods, his serpentine features betraying nothing but satisfaction with the update. With the grace of a conductor commanding an orchestra, he shifts the conversation. "Let us move forward onto the topic of the evening," he states, each syllable measured and precise.
His gaze sweeps across those gathered like a lighthouse beam cutting through fog. Lucius and Narcissa sit straight-backed, their expressions schooled into masks of composure, yet a flicker in their eyes betrays their keen interest. Draco, who has been silent all this while, leans slightly forward, his grey eyes sharp with a hunger for knowledge that mirrors his father's. This eagerness seems out of place on his usually detached countenance, marking the gravity of what's to come.
Harry watches them, a storm of emotions churning within him. It's a strange tableau—former enemies now dissecting truths and lies over dinner—and Harry can't shake the surrealism of it all.
The silverware glints under the chandelier's glow as Voldemort speaks, his voice a sinister melody weaving through the grand dining room. "Dumbledore," he begins, each syllable weighted with contempt, "has always had a knack for shaping narratives to his advantage."
Tension coils in Harry's gut, but his green eyes, sharp and calculating, betray none of the scepticism that festers within. Beside him, Draco's posture is rigid, the muscles in his jaw working silently.
"Take, for instance, the Battle of Rookwood." Voldemort pauses, allowing the name to hang heavy in the air. "A strategic triumph for us, yet Albus ensured it barely registered in the public eye."
Draco's nod is subtle, almost imperceptible. He has heard this story before from his father's lips, laced with bitterness and frustration. Harry watches Draco, noticing the flicker of understanding that crosses his features.
"Instead," Voldemort continues, "he amplified a minor skirmish that occurred the same week, one where he played the hero. Such manipulation reinforced his image as the protector, the saviour."
Harry's fingers tighten around his fork as curiosity prickles at the back of his mind, mingling with doubts long suppressed.
"Curious, isn't it?" Voldemort's gaze locks onto Harry's, reading the turmoil beneath the surface. "How easily the truth can be obscured by a well-spun lie."
"Perhaps," Harry says, his voice measured. But his mind races—how much of the history he's been reading was real, and how much a fabrication by the man he once revered without question?
"Indeed." Voldemort leans back, satisfied with planting seeds of doubt. "The trial of Bartemius Crouch Jr.," he continues, his red eyes holding an intensity that commands undivided attention, "was nothing more than a farce—a spectacle designed by Dumbledore to assert his power and eliminate threats."
Harry listens intently, his green eyes narrowed with focus as he absorbs every word. The chandelier above casts a warm glow over the table, but the air feels cold, charged with the weight of hidden truths.
"Despite arguments for rehabilitation, Dumbledore pushed for a life sentence in Azkaban." Voldemort's fingers trace the rim of his goblet, the movement deliberate. "It was a calculated move. To the public, it showed his resolve against the Dark Arts. In reality, it removed a piece from the board—a piece that could have risen against him."
Lucius Malfoy, seated at the opposite end of the grand table, leans forward slightly, his expression unreadable. "Indeed," he confirms with a nod, his voice carrying the resonance of bitter experience. "In private discussions within the Ministry, Dumbledore's influence was never more evident. He swayed opinions with a subtlety that left many unaware they were being led at all."
Harry's thoughts race, trying to reconcile this new narrative with the one he had been taught. His hand tightens around his fork, the metal cool against his skin. The idea of Dumbledore as anything less than the epitome of benevolence is unsettling, yet here, in this room, such illusions are being stripped away one by one.
"Such is the extent of his manipulation," Lucius continues, grey eyes glinting. "Dumbledore crafts his image carefully, always appearing the hero while orchestrating events from the shadows."
"Curious, isn't it, Potter?" Voldemort's gaze finds Harry once more, probing, expectant. "The man you've been told to admire—how much do you truly know about him?"
Harry remains silent, his heart pounding a steady rhythm of confusion and curiosity. He can't help but question everything now, the seeds of doubt sown deep within him. What if the stories were just that—stories? And what if the truth is darker, more complex than he could ever have imagined?
"Think on it, Harry," Voldemort advises, a hint of empathy threading through his otherwise commanding tone. "The past is often a puzzle with pieces hidden in plain sight."
"Who else has he used as a chess piece?" Harry asks, almost scared of the answer.
"Amelia Bones," Voldemort answers, voice smooth as silk and just as ensnaring. "A name that carries weight within the Ministry, thanks to Dumbledore's handiwork - he knew the value of alliances and promised Amelia significant support for her career. In return, the Bones family became unwavering pawns in his game of chess."
Narcissa interjects with a grace that belies the weight of her words. "I recall the effects of this alliance all too well." Her voice, though soft, carries clearly across the room. "The Bones family's influence within the Ministry always seemed to further Dumbledore's agenda. Amelia is good at her job and I trust her to do it well most of the time, but she is questionable when it comes to her loyalty to Dumbledore."
"Indeed, Narcissa." Voldemort nods in acknowledgment. "One must admire the way he wove his web of control—so subtle, yet so binding."
The implication hangs in the air, heavy and unspoken; the connection between power and politics is an old dance, but never had Harry considered how masterfully Dumbledore might have led it. The revered Headmaster, manipulating families like chess pieces on a board.
"Such strategies are not unfamiliar to us," Voldemort says, casting his gaze around the table. "But we aim to be more transparent in our endeavours, do we not?"
Harry feels a flicker of something dark and bitter at the mention of transparency. Dumbledore's choices, once seen through the lens of wisdom and benevolence, now appear tinged with shadows and secrets.
"Transparency and truth," Narcissa echoes, "are indeed rare commodities, and the only way for us to move forward is to display those commodities." Her eyes meet Harry's for a moment, blue ice reflecting a shared understanding of betrayals both intimate and grand.
Voldemort stands, the silverware beside his plate untouched, and casts an expectant look over the long table. The candles flicker, casting shadows that dance eerily across his gaunt features. "There is another matter," he begins, his voice resonating through the room, "pertaining to knowledge."
Harry shifts in his seat, his fingers tracing the grain of the wood on the table. Around him, the atmosphere grows dense, as if charged with a silent, waiting spell.
"During the war," Voldemort says, "Dumbledore had access to advanced defensive spells, wards of considerable complexity—"
"Spells?" Harry interrupts, his curiosity piqued despite himself. He leans forward, his green eyes narrowing slightly behind his glasses.
"Indeed." Voldemort's red eyes lock onto. "Powerful spells and magical theories that were suppressed, kept secret from the masses. Only a select few within Dumbledore's inner circle were privy to this knowledge, the books containing them removed from all public domains, even from Hogwarts."
A murmur runs through the Malfoys, but Harry barely hears it. His mind races back to countless moments at Hogwarts, scouring the library for spells that could have turned the tide in their favour, only to come up short. How many times had he and his friends been left vulnerable, unprepared for the dangers they faced?
"Think, Harry," Voldemort continues, his gaze never wavering. "How often did you find yourself searching for information, only to be met with barriers? Restricted sections, missing volumes, cryptic hints of greater powers beyond your reach?"
Harry remembers the frustration, the sense of being perpetually one step behind, scrambling to defend against threats that loomed larger and darker than anything he'd been taught to expect. It dawns on him then—the implications of what Voldemort suggests, the gnawing unease that settles in his stomach.
"Restricted... yes." The words fall from Harry's lips, almost against his will. "I—we could've used that knowledge. It might've made all the difference."
"Exactly." There's something akin to triumph in Voldemort's voice, though tempered by a strange undercurrent of empathy. "Dumbledore opted to keep you uninformed, untrained to the full extent of your potential. How does that make you feel, Harry?"
"Scared," Harry admits, his voice low. The admission feels like a betrayal of sorts, yet the truth of it is undeniable. He looks down at his hands, feeling every bit the kid people thought he was, because how hadn't he seen it? It shouldn't have been so hard to find information on charms that would've allowed him to breathe underwater for an hour or information on the dementors.
Harry thinks back to their second year, how everyone thought the Chamber of Secrets was a myth but no one seemed to be looking into what could be petrifying kids and pets. If information on dangerous magical creatures had been easy to access, the teachers might've worked it out for themselves rather than assuming kids were behind it.
"Knowledge should be shared, not hoarded," Voldemort asserts, his tone almost gentle now. "It is a weapon, yes, but also a shield. One I believe everyone has the right to wield."
The statement hangs between them, an offering of sorts. And despite everything, despite the man who speaks the words, Harry can't help but agree.
"Harry," Voldemort begins, his voice smooth as silk and just as ensnaring, "you are familiar with your placement among the Muggles, the Dursleys. It was no accident, I assure you."
Harry's grasp tightens around his fork, the metal cool against his palm. The food on his plate, an elaborate array of dishes prepared to perfection, lies forgotten. His stomach churns not from hunger but from the anticipation of truths he isn't sure he wants to hear.
"Indeed," Voldemort continues, seemingly oblivious to Harry's discomfort, "I need to find proof, but I believe Dumbledore knew precisely the type of environment he was sending you into. He understood they would not treat you as one of their own, that you would suffer neglect and disdain."
"But why?" Harry's voice is barely above a whisper, dread pooling in his gut. "Why would he do that? What would he gain from that?"
Voldemort leans back, the chair creaking slightly under his weight. His fingers tap a rhythm on the armrest, a beat that seems to echo the pounding of Harry's heart.
"Control, Harry. Isolation makes one malleable, easier to shape." Voldemort's gaze bores into him. "He wanted you humble—a perfect pawn on his chessboard. From the very beginning, you were his weapon, unaware of your true value."
The revelation strikes Harry like a physical blow, his breath catching in his chest. The memories of cold nights spent in the cupboard under the stairs, the taunts and jeers of Dudley and his gang, the disdainful sneer of Uncle Vernon—all pieces of a cruel puzzle fall into place.
"Betrayal" isn't a strong enough word for this wave of anger crashing over him. It's a tempest, a maelstrom of fury and pain that threatens to sweep away the last vestiges of trust he had for the man he once thought infallible.
"Manipulated," Harry thinks, rage and magic simmering beneath his skin, the plates beginning to shake, "from the very start."
"Are you alright, Potter?" Draco says, his voice cutting through the heavy silence. There's a hint of concern in Draco's tone, unusual coming from the boy who once revelled in making Harry's life at Hogwarts miserable. The plates still immediately as Harry focuses, pulling his magic back in.
"Fine," Harry grunts, pushing away his plate. Fine is a lie. He's anything but.
"Take a moment, Harry." Voldemort's command is soft, yet it carries the weight of an order. "Consider what you've learned. Let it inform your decisions going forward."
"Decisions," Harry muses bitterly, "as if I've ever truly made my own."
"Understanding the past is crucial for the future," Voldemort says slowly, almost considerately. "Dumbledore has always been... strategic with people. You, above all, should recognise that."
Harry nods, the gesture automatic, but his mind races. All those years, every birthday spent wishing for a family that cared, every moment of neglect and contempt—it wasn't just fate. It was by design.
"Strategic," Harry echoes hollowly. "Is that what you call it?"
Voldemort inclines his head slightly. "It is a word among many that could be used. Albus Dumbledore does not leave things to chance."
"Chance would've been kinder," Harry murmurs, barely audible.
"Perhaps," Voldemort concedes. "But we are not here to lament what could have been. We are here to discuss how we move forward."
"Move forward?" Harry retorts, the simmering anger bubbling up again. "And what if I don't want any part of this—this game you're all playing?"
"As I said earlier, you walk away," Voldemort replies calmly. "But consider this—knowledge is power. Power to choose, to act, to shape the world around you. Ignorance may offer a temporary solace, but it will not change what has been done to you, nor will it protect you from being a pawn in someone else's plans again."
Harry's breath hitches. He realises then that the allure of knowledge, the promise of having control over his own life, is too potent to ignore, even if it comes from the mouth of a former enemy.
"Knowledge," Harry repeats, the word tasting like freedom on his tongue. "I want that."
"Then we shall continue. Now, I know you've already been thinking about it, but consider the Philosopher's Stone," he begins, eyes fixed on Harry from across the opulent table laden with glistening dishes. "Hidden within Hogwarts, surrounded by enchantments meant to test and thwart. Yet, they were mere child's play."
Harry leans forward, the candlelight dancing in his eyes, casting shadows over his furrowed brow. He remembers the trials, the puzzle of it all; something that had seemed so dangerous then is now unfurling in his mind like an unsolved riddle.
"Albus Dumbledore," Voldemort continues, "designed these challenges not for seasoned witches and wizards, but for novices... for you, Harry." His finger taps against the stem of his glass, a rhythmic punctuation to his words. "He knew you would be compelled to confront them, especially with the clues that had been laid out for the both of us. It was a lure, a way to test your mettle and your allegiance early on."
Draco interjects, his tone laced with a newfound scepticism that wasn't there before. "Even I could see how peculiar it was—first-year students bypassing security that should've stopped the most skilled of intruders, but I never thought that was by design." He offers a sardonic smile, but his eyes betray a glint of earnest curiosity. "Makes one wonder what sort of game Dumbledore was playing at."
"Indeed," Voldemort agrees, nodding slightly in Draco's direction. The room is silent except for the subtle crackle of the fireplace, every ear attuned to the unfolding discourse.
Harry's hands clench beneath the table, his knuckles whitening. The memory of his eleven-year-old self, navigating the traps and spells guarding the stone, becomes a new kind of puzzle. Was it all just another manipulation? A test?
"Think, Harry," Voldemort says, his voice softer now, almost coaxing. "You were led to believe your actions were heroic, necessary. But if they were so willing to destroy the stone after you retrieved it, why hadn't they before? And if that mirror was truly going to stop me, what was the point in the rest? In letting us both go after it, because I am sure that he knew I was attached to Quirrel's head?"
The questions hang in the air, heavy and unsettling. Harry had already been convinced there was something dodgy with that, ever since Voldemort started planting seeds of doubt, but Harry knows now, almost without doubt, that it was a test.
"Quite curious," Harry admits, his voice barely above a whisper. The admission tastes bitter, like betrayal, yet he cannot deny the logic in Voldemort's argument. How much of his life at Hogwarts—his very destiny—has been orchestrated by the man behind the half-moon spectacles?
"Consider, Harry," Voldemort begins, his voice a smooth caress that belies the gravity of his words, "the Triwizard Tournament. A competition steeped in danger, yet Dumbledore allowed you—a mere fourth-year—to compete. Curious, don't you think?"
Harry's fingers tighten around his fork, the metal cool and unyielding. The memories of the tournament's perilous tasks claw at the edges of his consciousness: the dragon's fierce eyes, the cold depths of the lake, the suffocating maze. His heart races, recalling how close he had come to death, not just once but many times over.
"Indeed," Lucius interjects, his tone measured, his eyes reflecting the flicker of the candles. "From what I heard from Severus, Dumbledore seemed... detached from the risks involved."
"Detached?" Voldemort echoes with a sardonic lift of his brow. "Or perhaps he was invested in a different outcome. Strengthening your resolve, moulding you through adversity."
Lucius nods, his expression unreadable. "It was as if he expected Harry to face such trials."
Harry swallows hard, a bitter taste lingering on his tongue. The notion that Dumbledore—a man he had trusted implicitly—might have used him as a pawn is unsettling. Yet, something within him cannot dismiss Voldemort's words outright. They resonate with a disquieting sense of truth.
"I was told I could lose my magic if I didn't compete," Harry tells them, and Narcissa sighs heavily.
"You didn't enter your name so your magical signature was never registered," she tells him kindly, but it doesn't stop the acid from rising up Harry's throat. "It was never your magic at risk, and Dumbledore would've known that – he should've stopped you from competing, which would've revealed who put your name in. There was never any need for you to compete – someone could've even done it in your place because that type of magical contract doesn't care who participates, so long as someone does it in your place."
"So I almost died, and Cedric did die, for no reason whatsoever," Harry says, the words escaping him before he can stop them.
"Yes, and while I am not blind to the necessity of getting you to the graveyard, Barty Crouch could have tossed a portkey at your feet in Hogsmeade, and you would have arrived just as surely." Voldemort leans back in his chair, the fingers of one hand drumming lightly on the armrest, a predator relishing the chase. "I think we can both agree that the tasks were there to test you—to break you down and see what remains."
Harry's mind flashes to each terrifying moment of the tournament, the cheers of the crowd blurring into a cacophony of noise. Had they all been mere spectators to Dumbledore's grand scheme? Had his survival been nothing more than a fortunate byproduct of the headmaster's elaborate machinations?
"Your survival alone became a testament to your resilience," Voldemort adds, watching Harry closely. "A resilience that Dumbledore sought to exploit for his own ends."
The clinking of silverware punctuates the tense silence that has fallen over the grand dining room of Malfoy Manor. Voldemort, his red eyes flickering with a calculating glint, turns his attention from the topic of the Triwizard Tournament to another dark chapter in Harry's life.
"There is also the matter of Sirius Black," he begins, voice smooth as silk and just as ensnaring. "Your godfather was innocent, yet Dumbledore did nothing to clear his name – even if he believed Sirius guilty originally, which I don't believe is the case, Sirius caught Pettigrew alive in your third year. Those memories and a dose of veritiserum would've cleared him that night, and instead, he handed you and Granger a time-turner to force him on the run."
Harry stiffens, the memory of Sirius's laughter and brash courage slicing through him like a shard of ice, and although Harry wonders how Voldemort knows all of this, it doesn't matter now. Across the table, Narcissa's hands pause mid-motion, her porcelain features betraying a flash of empathy before she regains her composure.
"Indeed," Voldemort continues, "Dumbledore knew the truth but withheld it. He allowed you to believe in a lie that only added to your isolation, ensuring that you would remain dependent on him."
Harry's throat tightens, the betrayal stinging like a fresh wound. Every warm moment with Sirius now feels tainted by Dumbledore's shadow, each shared smile undercut by deception. Voldemort watches him closely, aware of the turmoil churning within the young wizard.
"I do believe he knew Sirius was innocent from the very start, and by letting the world condemn an innocent man, Dumbledore controlled the narrative," Voldemort says. "He kept key allies in the dark, including your godfather, who could have offered you a different path—one free from Dumbledore's manipulations."
"Sirius..." Harry's voice is barely audible, a whisper lost amid the opulence of the room. His mind races with the implications; Sirius wasn't just family—he represented freedom, a chance for a life beyond the constraints Dumbledore had placed around him.
"Harry," Voldemort says, his tone oddly gentle, "you were led to believe in a villain when you should have had a guardian. Consider the depth of Dumbledore's deceit."
A deep sense of betrayal courses through Harry, a tidal wave threatening to sweep away all that he has known.
"Controlled... manipulated..." Harry mutters, green eyes clouded with hurt. "All this time..."
"Truth can be a painful awakening," Voldemort acknowledges, his gaze never leaving Harry. "But it is necessary, Harry, for us to see things as they truly are."
As Voldemort speaks, Harry's resolve hardens like steel tempered in flame. No longer will he be the unwitting pawn in someone else's game. With every revelation, the walls he had built around his allegiance to Dumbledore crumble, revealing a landscape ripe for question and rebellion.
"Thank you," Harry manages, his voice stronger now. "For opening my eyes."
The conversation leaves Harry grappling with a newfound determination. It's clear now: the journey ahead will be one of discovery and choice. But amidst the echoes of lies and half-truths, one thing remains certain—Harry Potter will no longer be a mere piece on the chessboard. He will be the hand that moves the pieces.
Voldemort stands then, his figure casting an imposing shadow across the polished surface of the Malfoy Manor's grand dining table. The room is still, silent except for the soft crackle of the fireplace. A tension hangs in the air, thick and palpable.
"For now, boys, you will gather information and proof of everything we have discussed here while Lucius and Narcissa will monitor Dumbledore's movements and anticipate his counteractions," Voldemort says, the red of his eyes seeming to burn even brighter with intensity. "He will not remain passive once he senses a threat. Stay vigilant and be ready to counter his moves."
Harry feels his scar prickle, a physical echo of the unease that stirs within him. Beside him, Draco shifts slightly, his grey eyes reflecting a similar wariness. They both understand the gravity of Voldemort's instruction — surveillance on one of the most powerful wizards in the world is no simple task.
"Think on what you've learned," Voldemort instructs them, his voice commanding yet laced with a strange sense of camaraderie. "The truth must be uncovered, and Dumbledore's manipulations brought to light."
With those final words, Voldemort turns and strides from the room, his cape billowing behind him like a dark cloud. The door closes with a definitive click, leaving Harry and Draco alone in the vastness of the manor's formal dining hall.
The silence stretches between them, filled only by the occasional pop of the fire. Harry's mind races with the implications of what they've heard. The tales of Dumbledore's manipulations have turned the image of his former mentor into something unrecognisable, something far darker than he ever imagined.
Draco breaks the quietude first, his voice barely above a whisper. "Did you ever think it would come to this, Potter?" he asks, his usual sneer absent. "Questioning everything we've been told?"
"Never," Harry admits, his hands resting flat against the cool table as he leans forward. He's always known that the wizarding world was more complex than it seemed, but this... this is a labyrinth of hidden truths and half-lies.
"Then we keep our eyes open," Draco says, determination creeping into his tone. "We watch Dumbledore and everyone around him." It's a strange alliance, born of necessity and shared uncertainty, but Harry can't deny the sense of resolve that stems from it.
"Right," Harry murmurs, standing up. His joints feel stiff, his muscles tight with tension. There's a lot to process, a lot to consider. But one thing is clear — he can't afford to look away from the path that's unfolding before him.
As he moves towards the door, Draco falls into step beside him, their footsteps echoing through the hallowed halls of Malfoy Manor. The weight of their shared mission rests heavily on both their shoulders, but in this moment of reflection, Harry feels a flicker of something unexpected — a kinship with Draco that just might be the key to understanding the depth of Dumbledore's deceptions.
Harry paces the length of his temporary bedroom, a converted chamber in the recesses of Malfoy Manor. The high ceiling looms above him, etched with frescoes that seem to whisper secrets of an ancient world, the very secrets he's been trying to unravel. His mind is a tempest, each thought clashing with the next like storm clouds over the open sea. Dumbledore—the man who had been a beacon of wisdom and guidance throughout Harry's life—now casts a shadow that stretches far and wide, darkening the corners of Harry's trust.
He pauses at the window, hands pressed against the cool glass, eyes searching the moonlit gardens below for solace they refuse to offer. Harry's loyalty to Dumbledore has been as unwavering as the tides, but the seeds of doubt sown by Voldemort's revelations threaten to erode the bedrock of his beliefs. The truths he's known—or thought he knew—are crumbling under the weight of possibility, leaving him stranded on unfamiliar shores.
"Who are you really, Dumbledore?" Harry whispers to the night, his breath fogging the pane before him. The question hangs in the air, unanswered, mingling with the scent of ancient parchment that clings to him—an olfactory ghost of hours spent buried in texts that only deepen the enigma.
"Was it all just lies?" The words ache in his throat, spoken to no one and everyone. To speak them aloud is to give them power, to acknowledge the rift forming in his heart between the past and the present, between the reverence he's felt and the betrayal that now gnaws at his soul.
His reflection in the glass stares back at him, green eyes dimmed by confusion, haunted by the spectre of manipulation. The lightning bolt scar upon his forehead—a mark of survival, of destiny—seems to pulse with unease. Each memory of Dumbledore circles back, tainted with suspicion. The placement with the Dursleys, the Philosopher's Stone, the trials of the Triwizard Tournament—all orchestrated, all leading to this moment of questioning.
"Could I have been nothing more than a pawn to you?" he murmurs, despair edging into his voice. A pawn in a game played by masters, moved across a board too vast to see. Harry shakes his head, trying to dislodge the disconcerting thoughts. But they cling, persistent as Devil's Snare, tightening around his resolve.
"Focus," He steels himself, drawing in a deep breath and letting it out slowly. There must be clarity amidst the chaos. Clarity will lead to understanding, to decisions made with eyes wide open rather than half-shut.
He turns from the window, resolute. The path ahead is shrouded, fraught with uncertainty and the potential for more pain, but Harry knows he cannot turn away. Not now. Not when every fibre of his being demands the truth, no matter how harrowing it might be.
"Truth..." he whispers, the word a vow to himself. He will seek it out, unearth it from beneath layers of deception and intrigue. And when he finds it, he will hold it up to the light for all to see.
Chapter Text
Time, once a stark line dividing one day from the next in Privet Drive's rigid routine, now blurs within the ancient walls of Malfoy Manor. Over the next fortnight, Harry falls into a rhythm dictated by meals and study sessions, punctuated by Narcissa's visits to his quarters with tea or Draco's hesitant knock at the library door.
Each moment is a contradiction that tugs at the edges of Harry's understanding—every kind gesture, every shared meal, each time he catches himself laughing at something Draco says. It all collides with the image of the Malfoys as he has known them: cold, cruel, unyielding. And yet here they are, providing him not only shelter but also an unsettling sense of belonging.
Harry wants to resist, to hold onto the narrative etched so deeply into his memory. But the more time passes, the harder it becomes to ignore the chasm between what he thought he knew about the Malfoys—and Dumbledore—and the reality unfolding before him.
The library becomes a sanctuary where Harry seeks answers. He pours over books late into the night, his eyes tracing lines of text that reveal secrets kept hidden for too long. There are passages that hint at Dumbledore's manipulation and others that shine a harsh light on the headmaster's strategic moves throughout the years. Each discovery chips away at the pedestal upon which Harry had placed the man who was supposed to protect him.
Narcissa is there, her presence a constant thread woven through Harry's days. She brings him tea and sandwiches just past eleven each morning, setting the tray down with a soft clink of china against wood. Her gaze lingers, searching his face for signs of strain or fatigue.
"Are you finding everything you need, Harry?" she asks, her voice a soothing balm against the storm of questions raging inside him.
He nods, the simple act grounding him amidst the uncertainty. These moments with Narcissa become anchors, offering a semblance of stability when everything else threatens to spin out of control.
Draco, too, shows up at unexpected times, often under the guise of needing a book from the library shelves. But Harry notices how Draco's eyes flicker to his homework, pointing out errors or gaps in theory without being asked. It's a subtle shift from their usual exchanges—less barbed, more tentative—but it doesn't go unnoticed.
Trust is a fragile thing, easily shattered and painstakingly slow to rebuild. Harry knows this better than most. And yet, despite the wariness that lingers, he can't deny the changes unfurling around him—the steady support, the honesty that cuts through years of deception. The Malfoys have given him no reason to doubt them, not since he arrived at their doorstep, broken and seeking refuge.
A connection grows, fostered by shared goals and mutual respect. It's a bond neither party would have expected, one forged in the crucible of circumstance and necessity. For Harry, it's another layer of complexity added to an already tangled web of alliances and enmities.
The evidence against Dumbledore is mounting, piece by damning piece. No longer can they afford to observe; the time for planning their next steps has come.
"First things first," Harry begins, his eyes flitting over the library's dusty shelves as if they might hold hidden truths. "We need evidence that is not just suggestive but irrefutable—something we can present to the rest of the wizarding world. Examining past curriculums and their changes have indicated a pattern, but we need to show the impact it has had on the quality of education."
"And as for Dumbledore's manipulations, we need concrete proof of those as well." Harry rubs at his forehead, feeling the familiar prickle of his scar beneath his fingers. "My memories are one thing, but given how the Ministry has painted me in the past year, I don't know how much weight my word will carry."
Lucius nods from across the heavy oak table, hands steepled before him. His usual air of superiority has given way to something resembling respect—a shift not lost on Harry. "Indeed. We must tread carefully, but there are people who may prove... useful in this regard."
Harry's gaze narrows slightly, intrigued despite himself. "Who?"
"The most immediate ones that come to mind are Aberforth Dumbledore, Sirius Black, and Severus Snape," Lucius says, watching Harry closely for any reaction. "Each holds a unique position relative to Albus and could provide valuable insight—if approached correctly."
"Aberforth?" Harry's eyebrows knit together in confusion, memories of the gruff bartender from the Hog's Head surfacing. "But he's Dumbledore's brother. Would he really turn against him?"
"Blood ties do not always result in loyalty, Mr Potter." Lucius leans back, fingers tapping rhythmically against the armrest. "There has been bad blood between them for years. If anyone knows the true nature of Albus, it would be his own kin."
"And Sirius?" Draco interjects, grey eyes flicking between his father and Harry. "He's always been loyal to Dumbledore, hasn't he?"
"On the surface, yes," Lucius concedes. "However, even the strongest loyalties can waver when faced with undeniable truth. And, if he loves Harry as much as I think he does, it would be easy to show him the light if we can prove Dumbledore purposely put Harry in harms way."
The mention of Sirius sends a pang through Harry's chest, a reminder of yet another relationship potentially impacted by Dumbledore's meddling – Harry hadn't spoken to Sirius, Ron or Hermione since arriving, mostly because he hadn't known what to say and it's not like they had written to him either. But if there's a chance to bring Sirius onto their side—to make him see what Harry now sees—it's a risk worth taking.
"Alright," Harry agrees, steeling himself for the task ahead. "And Snape?"
"Severus is... complicated." Lucius' lips press into a thin line, betraying his unease. "His allegiances have always been difficult to decipher. Yet, I believe he values self-preservation above all else. Should he sense a power shift, he may well choose to align himself accordingly."
They fall silent, each man consumed by his thoughts as the gravity of their plan sinks in. Reaching out to these individuals carries inherent risks, but the potential rewards are too great to ignore.
"Gringotts," Lucius says suddenly, breaking the silence that has settled over them. "We should begin there."
Harry's brows furrow as he considers this. "You think they might know something?"
"Indeed." Draco leans forward now, his interest piqued by the direction of their conversation. "The goblins have always prided themselves on their neutrality. They won't have taken sides in this matter."
"But they're bound by confidentiality laws," Harry points out. "Why would they help us?"
Lucius taps a long finger against the table. "Because we are not asking them to break those laws. We simply wish to access information that is rightfully yours."
"Like what my parents left me?" Harry asks, remembering the small fortune he'd discovered in his vault all those years ago during his first trip to Diagon Alley.
"Precisely – the Triwizard Tournament made you an adult in our world; we should use that to our advantage," Lucius affirms, tapping his fingers thoughtfully against the armrest of his chair. "And as for any information regarding their wills and final wishes... that is your right, legally and morally. A copy of the original will should be stored within the main vault."
His eyes harden, the usual slick veneer cracking slightly at the edges. "You see, Dumbledore sealed the wills through the Ministry shortly after your parents' demise. Under normal circumstances, this would be a standard procedure to protect the interests of the child involved. But given that he made no move to inform you of its contents or ensure its execution when you legally came of age... it suggests he had something to hide."
The remainder of the evening becomes a whirlwind of preparation. They compile all the evidence they have painstakingly gathered, each piece a puzzle waiting to be solved. In the midst of it all, Lucius produces a parchment from his desk drawer, unrolling it with a flourish.
"Harry, I need you to sign here," he says, indicating a line at the bottom of the document. "This will temporarily assign guardianship to me. It is a necessary step if we are to approach the goblins on your behalf."
Harry nods, understanding the implication. With Lucius as his temporary guardian, they can bypass Dumbledore's interference. His hand is steady as he signs the document, the ink leaving a permanent mark on the parchment and their alliance.
With the document signed, Lucius folds it neatly and tucks it into his robe. He rises from his chair, straightening his imposing figure. "We leave for Gringotts in the morning. Harry, use the invisibility cloak. We cannot afford any unwanted attention."
As Harry and Draco continue to sift through parchments, Lucius pens letters to several contacts within the Ministry, planting seeds of doubt about the headmaster's actions. These are not missives filled with baseless accusations but thoughtful inquiries that nudge each recipient towards questioning what they know—or think they know—about Albus Dumbledore.
Finally, long after midnight has passed, they sit back and survey their progress. On the table before them lies a pile of parchment, each piece a potential key to unlocking the secrets hidden behind Dumbledore's benevolent facade.
"We have everything we need," Draco says, breaking the silence. "Everything we can find without the wills and involving other people."
Harry nods slowly, his eyes never leaving the assortment of documents scattered before him. Each piece of paper is a puzzle, a fragment of history that doesn't fit into the story he's been told, the narrative he's lived.
"If things proceed as planned," Lucius interjects, reclining slightly in his chair, "we should gain access to the main Potter vault by tomorrow. Your parents' wills and other pertinent documents will be there."
"And if the goblins refuse me because I'm not seventeen yet?" Harry challenges, unable to keep the edge from his voice.
Lucius meets his gaze unflinchingly. "They won't."
"So Harry, you'll walk in under cloak," Draco states, "while Father, Mother and I act as if it's just another visit to the bank. They may allow you to prove your identity with a drop of blood, but if not, we can ask for a private room to explain."
Harry's heart races at the thought, but not from fear. Anticipation hums beneath his skin, a live wire sparking with every beat of his pulse. After years spent in the dark, the prospect of uncovering even a sliver of truth feels like stepping into the sun.
"It sounds risky," Harry admits, tucking the cloak back into his bag. "But it's the best chance we've got."
"Agreed," Lucius nods, his eyes sharp with resolve. "But we must also prepare for every possible outcome. That includes having an exit strategy should anything go awry."
He rises from the table, crossing the room to retrieve two small objects: a silver pocket watch and a sleek black fountain pen. Placing them on the table, he draws his wand.
"Portkeys," he announces, looking at Harry and Draco. "For emergency use only. If something unexpected happens at Gringotts that forces you to leave immediately, these will transport you back here."
Lucius's fingers trace the air above the items, his wand emitting a soft glow. The incantation falls from his lips like a whisper meant only for the shadows. A shiver runs through the items on the table, their mundane appearances belying the magic now woven into their very essence. When Lucius finally lowers his wand, the glow fades, leaving behind nothing but ordinary-looking trinkets.
"Remember," Lucius cautions, sliding the pocket watch towards Harry and the pen towards Draco, "these are last resorts. Use them only if absolutely necessary."
Harry picks up the pocket watch, its cool metal surface innocuous against his skin. It's hard to believe such a simple object could hold the key to escape, should it come to that. Beside him, Draco turns the pen over in his hands, his expression unreadable.
"To activate them," Lucius continues, his gaze flickering between the pair, "hold the portkey and say 'Safety' clearly. You'll feel a tug behind your navel—Harry, don't fight it."
Harry and Draco tuck their portkeys into their robes.
"Good," Lucius says, satisfaction colouring his tone. "You're both ready."
Ready—or as ready as they can be given the circumstances. But there's comfort in knowing they have a lifeline, however tenuous, should things not go according to plan.
Before dawn breaks, Harry finds himself standing before the grand fireplace in the manor's main hall, his invisibility clock clutched in hand.
"Remember," Lucius instructs, his gaze meeting each pair of eyes in turn. "We are to appear as nothing more than a family attending to our financial affairs at Gringotts. No unnecessary attention."
Nodding their understanding, Lucius then steps into the floo with Narcissa, vanishing with a whoosh that echoes through the silent manor. Then it's Harry and Draco's turn, so he wraps his cloak around him and steps into the floo, with Draco clutching his elbow as he drops the powder, uttering their destination.
When he stumbles out of the fireplace, it's not into the bright openness of Diagon Alley but the dim confines of Knockturn Alley. Dust particles dance in the air, disturbed by their sudden arrival, and the musty scent of old magic hangs heavy.
Lucius strides forward, leading the way onto the narrow, winding street. Harry pulls his invisibility cloak tighter around his shoulders, melting into the shadows as he follows closely behind. The plan is simple yet risky: traverse Knockturn Alley, blend into the sparse crowd of early risers in Diagon Alley, and then make their way to Gringotts.
They move swiftly, their footsteps echoing off the cobblestones. Harry stays close to Lucius, matching his pace while remaining hidden under the cloak. Behind them, Draco and Narcissa follow at a distance, their presence a constant reassurance. It's an unusual formation—one born out of necessity rather than choice—but it serves its purpose well.
The transition from Knockturn to Diagon Alley is seamless, marked only by the gradual lightening of the sky above. As they approach Gringotts, the imposing white marble building looms large, a testament to the power and wealth it guards within its walls. For a moment, they pause, waiting for a lull in the trickle of early customers before making their move.
With a final glance towards the bustling street, Lucius steps forward, pushing open the massive bronze doors. Harry follows, the cool interior of the bank swallowing them whole. His heart pounds in his chest, the echo of their footsteps mingling with the distant sound of goblins counting coins.
Inside Gringotts, the group pauses, allowing their eyes to adjust to the dim light. Goblins scuttle about, their attention focused on ledgers and scales, indifferent to the comings and goings of their customers. It's business as usual—an atmosphere Lucius, Narcissa and Draco are careful to maintain as they approach one of the counters.
"Malfoy," the goblin grunts in recognition, its beady eyes flickering over Lucius's sharp features. "To what do we owe this... pleasure?"
Lucius offers a thin smile, placing a small bag of coins on the counter. "I request access the main Potter vault."
The goblin's eyes narrow at this, suspicion creeping into his gaze. "And why would you need that, Malfoy?" His tone is laced with scepticism, each word a challenge.
Lucius remains unfazed by the scrutiny, meeting the goblin's stare evenly. "Mr Potter has appointed me as his magical guardian for today's purposes," he says, placing a folded piece of parchment on the counter.
The goblin unfolds the paper, his beady eyes scanning the contents. He looks up, locking eyes with Lucius. "This proves nothing without Potter present."
"But he is present."
From beneath the invisibility cloak, Harry steps forward, reaching out to place a single drop of his blood onto the parchment. The crimson liquid seeps into the fibres, causing the inked words to glow briefly before fading back to their original colour.
The goblin observes this silently, his expression unreadable. After a moment, he nods, apparently satisfied. "Very well, Mr Potter. Your identity has been confirmed."
He turns to a large ledger, flipping through its worn pages until he finds what he's looking for. With a flourish of his quill, he makes a note beside Harry's name and then looks up at the group. "You may proceed."
A key appears in the goblin's hand, seemingly out of nowhere. He places it on the counter, pushing it towards Lucius. "Your escort will arrive shortly."
With a nod, Lucius takes the key, slipping it into his robe pocket. Beside him, Draco shifts slightly, his grey eyes darting between the goblin and his father.
"Additionally," Lucius adds, his voice just above a whisper, "we require access to the wills of Lily and James Potter."
Again, the goblin hesitates, his dark eyes flickering with something akin to curiosity—or perhaps apprehension, "They are stored in the main vault. Mr Potter only needs give a drop of blood, and they will be automatically unsealed."
As they wait, Harry stands still under the cloak, invisible yet hyperaware of every look, every whisper. Despite the cold stone walls of Gringotts surrounding him, he feels exposed. This isn't just about uncovering secrets; it's about reclaiming control over his own life.
Finally, the sound of approaching footsteps echoes through the cavernous bank. A second goblin appears, shorter than the first but no less imposing. His eyes scan the room before landing on the group.
"Right this way, gentlemen," the goblin commands, leading them further into the depths of Gringotts. The air grows colder as they descend, the torchlight flickering off the damp stone walls.
Harry's heart pounds in his chest, each beat echoing the rhythm of their footsteps. He has been to his vault before, but never under circumstances like these—never with so much at stake. Beside him, Lucius and Draco walk with a sense of purpose that Harry can't help but admire, even if he doesn't fully understand it.
The cart ride is swift, and soon they arrive at the entrance to a vault Harry hasn't seen before. The goblin produces the key once more, inserting it into the lock with a resounding click. With a groan, the door swings open, revealing the vast wealth within.
Gold glimmers in the torchlight, mountains of Galleons piled high against the vault walls. Rubies glow like embers among strands of pearls, and diamonds wink from hidden corners, their facets catching every ray of light. It's an awe-inspiring sight—one that speaks volumes about the legacy left behind by James and Lily Potter.
But there's more than just gold here. Along one wall stands a series of chests, each one ornately carved and secured with intricate locks. From another hangs a tapestry, its threads shimmering with ancient magic. And scattered throughout are various artefacts—a broomstick here, a cloak there—all silent witnesses to a history cut tragically short.
Harry steps forward, his breath hitching as he takes in the enormity of his inheritance. His fingers brush over a stack of coins, the cold metal a stark contrast to the warmth spreading through his veins. This is real. This is his. All of it—the wealth, the heirlooms, the responsibility—they're all tangible reminders of the family he never got to know.
He turns away, blinking back tears. The Dursleys had always told him he was worth nothing—that he was lucky they took him in at all. Yet here, surrounded by proof of his parents' love for him, those lies crumble to dust.
"Take your time, Mr Potter," Lucius says softly, breaking the silence. "We will be here when you're ready."
With a nod, Harry moves deeper into the vault, each step taking him closer to the answers he seeks. Along one wall are rows of shelves holding various magical items, their purpose unknown to Harry but clearly valuable. And on a table at the centre of the room lay stacks of documents, each sealed with wax and marked with enchantments to prevent tampering.
Harry approaches slowly, his heart pounding in his chest. He reaches out, fingers hovering over the papers before finally making contact. The parchment is cool to the touch, crisp and unyielding beneath his hand.
"Here they are," Lucius says, drawing Harry's attention to a pair of envelopes lying atop the pile. Each bears the seal of James and Lily Potter, their initials intertwined in a dance of ink and wax. "Your parents' wills."
The world seems to tilt on its axis as Harry picks up the first envelope. His fingers trace the edges, following the familiar curves of his mother's handwriting. It's real. They were real. And for the first time, Harry can almost feel them beside him, guiding him through this momentous discovery.
He pricks his finger once more, dripping a little blood onto the seal. The wax melts, and Harry unfolds the parchment with care. As he reads, his breath catches in his throat. Every word is a testament to his parents' love, their hopes and dreams for his future laid bare. Their wishes for his upbringing, their plans for his education—all detailed with such thoughtfulness that it's overwhelming.
"Guardianship... Sirius Black? Remus Lupin?" Harry's voice trembles as he reads aloud, disbelief colouring his tone; he'd known about Sirius but not Remus. "Or Severus Snape if neither could be found, but never Petunia..." His eyes flicker to Lucius, searching for some reason why this truth was hidden from him all these years.
"Exactly," Lucius replies, his voice steady despite the gravity of what they're uncovering. "Something went wrong, very wrong."
Lucius watches Harry closely, his expression unreadable. "Indeed. I'm aware that Sirius Black, and his brother Regulus, were returned to their parents' home—a place unfit for any child—on more than one occasion. I suspected your mother knew of Severus' similar experiences, so it doesn't surprise me that they'd want to ensure your safety. However, our world lacks an equivalent to Muggle child services, so unless you're a Hogwarts student or someone brings the matter to the attention of the Aurors, many things go unnoticed."
Lucius pauses, his gaze distant as he delves into memories best left untouched. "There have been instances where children complained directly to Dumbledore, only to be dismissed or ignored."
Harry's hands tremble slightly, the parchment rustling under his touch as the gravity of his parents' words sinks deep into his bones. Their distrust for Dumbledore—a man who has been nothing but a beacon of hope and guidance in Harry's life—stands stark against the aged paper. His mind races, piecing together fragments of a puzzle he never knew existed.
"Children... abused... sent back to their homes..." Harry's voice is barely a whisper, the words leaving a sour taste on his tongue. The parallels are too clear to dismiss: Sirius Black, Severus Snape, and now him—all victims of a system that seems to hinge on Dumbledore's decisions. "I told Dumbledore about the Dursleys, too. He promised me it was for the best."
Harry can't help but think of how Molly and Arthur had been livid when they found out about the bars on his window, contacting the Ministry to try and gain guardianship. But their letters were never answered, their pleas seemingly lost in the bureaucratic abyss. Or were they purposefully ignored? The memory of Dumbledore's twinkling eyes hardens into something more sinister. Could he have influenced the Ministry's decision? Or worse, prevented their intervention?
A wave of anger rises within him, hot and fierce. How could Dumbledore have disregarded his parents' wishes so blatantly? How could he have left Harry with the Dursleys when there were others—people who would have done anything to keep him safe and loved?
"It seems," Lucius says quietly, "that your parents foresaw the possibility of such a betrayal."
Harry looks up at him, his eyes wide with shock and something akin to hope. Could it be that his parents had known all along what might happen to him? That they'd done everything in their power to protect him from afar?
"But why?" Harry asks, his voice barely above a whisper. "Why would Dumbledore do this?"
Lucius glances at Narcissa before turning back to Harry. His gaze has a heaviness that wasn't there before—a sadness that speaks volumes.
"We can only speculate, Mr Potter," Lucius replies. "But one thing is clear: Albus Dumbledore has been manipulating events to suit his agenda for years."
Harry takes a moment to let the information sink in, his heart pounding in his chest. It feels like the ground beneath him is shifting, revealing layers of deception and betrayal that run deeper than he ever imagined.
Slowly, he reaches for the second envelope, his fingers tracing over the seal bearing his father's initials. He repeats the process of melting the seal, revealing another document filled with neat handwriting—an echo of the man who penned it 15 years ago.
James Potter's will mirrors Lily's in many ways, outlining the same guardians and expressing the same distrust of Dumbledore. But there's an added layer of urgency here, a plea for vigilance that sends a chill down Harry's spine.
"If anything should happen to us," James writes, "know that it was not by accident. Watch out for those who seek to control you, especially Albus Dumbledore. Trust in our friends: Remus, Sirius, and yes, even Severus - I do not have to like him to trust him. They will guide you truly."
The finality of his father's words hits Harry like a physical blow. This isn't just a will—it's a warning, a beacon pointing towards truths long buried. And as much as it terrifies him, Harry knows he can't turn away. Not now.
He lowers the parchment, his hands shaking slightly. A mix of emotions churns within him—anger, confusion, relief—but overriding them all is a sense of determination. He won't let his parents' efforts go to waste; he'll uncover every secret, no matter how dark or damning.
"We can only speculate on Dumbledore's motives, but one thing is certain: he has deliberately kept you in the dark about your parents' wills." Lucius's words cut through Harry's turmoil like a blade, sharp and unyielding.
The implications hang heavy in the air, a tangible weight pressing down on Harry's chest until he can barely breathe. Betrayal twists inside him, a bitter pill forced down his throat by those he once trusted.
Lucius and Narcissa watch as Harry grapples with the revelations, their expressions unreadable behind masks of aristocratic poise. Yet beneath the surface, there's an unmistakable glimmer of empathy—a shared understanding of the pain that comes with uncovering deceit.
Narcissa reaches out, her hand hovering over Harry's shoulder before finally resting there. It's a simple gesture, yet it carries the weight of a promise: you are not alone in this.
"Harry," she begins, her voice softer than silk yet laced with steel, "we know this is difficult to accept. But remember, knowledge is power. And now, you hold that power—to question, to seek the truth, and to demand justice."
For a moment, Harry leans into the touch, drawing strength from its unexpected warmth. Then, he straightens up, determination hardening his features. If this is the path laid before him, he'll walk it with eyes wide open.
"What happens next?" Harry asks, his gaze flickering between the Malfoys. Now that the wills have been unsealed, surely there must be some legal recourse?
"We go home and continue planning," Narcissa replies, giving his shoulder a reassuring squeeze before withdrawing her hand. "And remember, Harry, we are here to support you."
Something akin to gratitude flickers in Harry's eyes, quickly masked by a flash of resolve. He nods, taking a deep breath to steady himself before rising from his seat. With each step towards the vault door, the weight of his past lightens, replaced by the promise of a future forged by his own hands.
They leave Gringotts as cautiously as they arrived, the goblins watching their departure with unreadable expressions—the golden doors closing behind them with a heavy finality that echoes in Harry's chest.
"Stay close," Lucius murmurs, leading the way through Diagon Alley. His eyes scan the bustling crowd for any signs of trouble but find none—their presence is unnoticed, lost among the throng of shoppers and vendors.
Harry walks a step behind, hidden beneath the invisibility cloak. He can't help but glance over his shoulder every few seconds, half-expecting someone to call out his name or reach for him. But no one does. For once, he's just another face in the crowd—or rather, the absence of one.
The entrance to Knockturn Alley looms ahead, a narrow slit between two buildings that most would overlook. There, they slip away from the bustle of Diagon Alley, disappearing into the shadows without a second glance.
As they round a corner, Lucius slows his pace, allowing Draco to catch up. "Keep your hood up," he instructs, his voice barely above a whisper. "And stay alert."
Draco nods, pulling his cloak tighter around himself. Despite the summer heat, a chill runs down his spine. Knockturn Alley has always been a place of dark dealings and dangerous characters—a stark contrast to the familiarity of Malfoy Manor.
But this morning, it's a necessary evil, a path that leads them away from prying eyes and closer to home. They move swiftly and silently, their footsteps muffled by the cobblestones beneath their feet. Every now and then, Lucius reaches back, feeling for Harry's cloak and ensuring he's still there, still safe under the cloak's protective shroud.
Finally, they reach the end of the alley, where a nondescript door awaits. With a quick incantation, Lucius unlocks it, revealing a tunnel bathed in soft, green light. Without hesitation, they step inside, the door closing behind them with an almost comforting thud.
The journey back to Malfoy Manor is uneventful, each twist and turn of the Floo network blurring into the next until they're standing in the manor's grand entrance hall. Their arrival goes undetected, thanks to the wards that recognise them as friends rather than foes.
"Home," Lucius murmurs, more to himself than anyone else, a hint of relief in his voice.
Harry follows closely behind, removing the invisibility cloak as they step inside. The cool marble floor is a welcome contrast to the warm summer air outside, and for a moment, he allows himself to relax. This place—once a symbol of everything he despised—now offers an unexpected sanctuary from the chaos unfolding beyond its walls.
"In here." Narcissa leads the way into a smaller sitting room off the main hall, her robes whispering against the polished wood floor. She gestures towards a plush sofa, where several parchments are already spread out, waiting for their attention.
As Harry settles onto the edge of the seat, Lucius takes up a position at the head of the table, his fingers drumming a steady rhythm on the mahogany surface. His gaze lingers on the papers before him, each one representing another piece of the puzzle that has become Harry's life.
"Let's begin with what we know," Lucius suggests, reaching for the parchments Harry had just placed on the table—the wills of James and Lily Potter. He scans them once more, his brow furrowing as he absorbs the implications of their final wishes.
"My parents clearly didn't trust Dumbledore," Harry points out, "They wanted Sirius to be my guardian if anything happened to them."
"Yes," Narcissa agrees, her expression thoughtful. "And yet, despite this clear instruction, you were placed with your Muggle relatives, which is illegal."
Lucius leans back in his chair, steepling his fingers under his chin. "It seems Albus had other plans for you, Mr. Potter."
The statement hangs in the air, punctuated by the distant ticking of a grandfather clock. It's not a revelation so much as a confirmation of what they've suspected all along: Dumbledore's actions have always served a purpose beyond what meets the eye.
Narcissa reaches over, placing a reassuring hand on Harry's arm. Her touch, once foreign and almost unwelcome, now brings a strange sense of comfort. "We'll get to the bottom of this, Harry," she promises, meeting his gaze with a determination that mirrors his own.
For a long moment, no one speaks. The silence stretches between them, filled with unspoken questions and possibilities too vast to comprehend fully. But amidst the uncertainty, one thing remains clear: they can no longer ignore the discrepancies surrounding Harry's past.
With renewed resolve, they delve deeper into the planning session, adjusting strategies and timelines based on the information unearthed from the wills. Each decision weighs heavily, shaping the course of events to come. Yet through it all, Harry feels a spark of hope flickering within him—a belief that perhaps, just perhaps, they might uncover the truth hidden beneath layers of deception.
"We should reach out to our contacts in the Ministry," Lucius suggests, breaking the silence that has settled over the room. "See if they can shed some light on how Dumbledore managed to override the Potters' will."
Narcissa nods, making a note on a nearby parchment. "I'll also arrange a meeting with Andromeda. She may have some insight into Sirius' situation."
"Good," Lucius approves, turning his attention back to the documents strewn across the table. "Every bit of information helps."
"I know this isn't an important question, but if Remus Lupin became my guardian when my parents died, would the werewolf legislation passed later have affected that?" Harry asks, leaning forward.
Lucius pauses, his gaze sharpening as he considers the question. "No," he says after a moment, his voice firm. "Once guardianship was established, subsequent laws wouldn't have changed it—unless there was proof of harm or neglect towards the child."
Harry's heart clenches at the confirmation. Even without Sirius' imprisonment, there had been no need for his placement at the Dursleys, and that's ignoring the fact that Snape was also an option.
"Thank you," he murmurs, his mind racing with the implications.
He turns his attention back to the wills, scanning the familiar names and phrases. But behind the words lies a deeper truth—one that has been hidden from him for far too long.
"I need to speak with Sirius, Remus...and Snape," Harry decides aloud, his decision surprising even himself. He needs their perspectives, their knowledge of what transpired all those years ago.
"But how?" Narcissa asks, her brow furrowing in concern. "You can't do so in person, it's too dangerous."
"No," Harry agrees, a plan forming in his mind. "But I can write to them. Ask the right questions."
His fingers itch for a quill, an outlet for the flurry of thoughts whirling inside him. He doesn't want to accuse or blame—not yet. He had been kept in the dark, after all, so he wonders if they had been kept in the dark, too. And if so, he needed to bring them into the light, to show them what really should've happened.
"And of course, we'll do this without mentioning where I am or what I've discovered about the Dursleys," Harry adds, meeting Lucius's calculating gaze. It's a risk, initiating contact while still under the protection of Malfoy Manor, but one he feels compelled to take.
"Very well," Lucius concedes, acknowledging the determination in Harry's eyes. "We'll help you craft your letters and ensure they don't reveal anything unnecessary."
The morning's revelations weigh heavily on Harry's chest, a tangle of betrayal and relief. Betrayal because the man he once admired had lied so easily, manipulating circumstances to suit his agenda, and although Harry had proof of other manipulations, he hadn't been able to prove that Dumbledore had done anything to him. Relief because, at last, there is some semblance of closure—a knowing that his parents' intentions for him were not lost entirely to time.
"Thank you," Harry whispers again, more to himself than anyone else in the room. His fingers trace the familiar lines of James and Lily's signatures—their final act of love preserved in ink—before closing the wills with reverence. A part of him still struggles to reconcile the depth of Dumbledore's deceit, yet another part feels oddly settled, as though a missing piece of his life's puzzle has slid into place.
"My parents... they did think about me."
"Yes, they did." Narcissa's voice carries an undercurrent of warmth, acknowledging the significance of this moment. "And their wishes have been honoured, even if only partially. You will never have to go back there, I promise."
Harry nods, allowing the truth of her words to seep through the cracks of his hardened defences. It's not enough—not nearly enough to erase years of neglect and suffering at the Dursleys', nor to excuse Dumbledore's role in it all. But it's a start, a beacon guiding him towards understanding the full extent of the manipulations woven around his life.
Notes:
So, at the end of this chapter, Harry has been with the Malfoys for three weeks total, and the next two chapters won't actually be from Harry's POV but from the Order's POV. I didn't know whether to include them or not but I think they're important.
Chapter 8
Notes:
You may have noticed that this is now a series and that I have put that there will be 17 chapters - basically, I wanted to do this whole thing in one story, but I found a really good place to end it and it genuinely felt like a good ending for the story, and I honestly need a break. I've just started to write something else, and then I'll come back to write story two of this, so hopefully it'll be ready to go by the time I'm done posting this, which will be October 10th.
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Grimmauld Place shudders under the weight of summer heat, a stark contrast to the chill that seeps into every corner within.
Molly bustles about the kitchen; her brow furrowed as she prepares dinner for the Order members gathering at Sirius's ancestral home. Arthur sits nearby, engrossed in a Muggle device he's trying to understand. Fred and George are huddled over their latest inventions, snickering at some private joke, while Ginny reads by the window, sunlight casting an orange glow on her red hair. In the darkened drawing room, Sirius Black stares into the fire, his expression unreadable. Remus stands beside him with worry lines etched deep across his face.
Upstairs, Ron and Hermione sit in muted silence, their thoughts consumed by Harry—their best friend who has remained alarmingly quiet all summer. The usual letters with complaints about the Dursleys or enquiries about Quidditch scores have been absent since they left Platform Nine and Three-Quarters. An unsettling void stretches out in their place, leaving room for fear to creep in, especially as Dumbledore had forbidden them to contact him unless he wrote first – if you asked Hermione, it felt like Dumbledore was trying to isolate Harry, but she couldn't be sure.
"Something's wrong," Hermione whispers, breaking the heavy stillness between them. She wrings her hands together, her knuckles white against the backdrop of uncertainty. "He would've written by now."
Ron nods, his gaze fixed on the worn carpet beneath his feet. He remembers the last time Harry was silent like this too well—it had ended with an unauthorised rescue mission via a flying Ford Anglia three years prior.
The memory is vivid, as if it had happened just yesterday. Ron recalls the relief that washed over him when they found Harry alive, bruised, shaken and thinner than any twelve-year-old should be.
"It's not like him," Ron mutters, echoing Hermione's fears. His mind races back to the previous summers when letters from Harry arrived almost every three days. But now... nothing.
From the doorway, the sound of soft footsteps draws their attention. Fred and George appear, their faces unusually serious. They'd heard snippets of the conversation, their curiosity piqued despite themselves. As much as they enjoyed poking fun at their younger brother and his friends, they knew better than most what Harry meant to Ron.
"Remember the bars?" Fred asks, leaning against the doorframe. His voice lacks its usual lighthearted tone, replaced instead with concern.
George nods, crossing his arms over his chest. "Yeah, who even does that to a child?"
"We need to do something." Hermione's voice pulls Ron from his thoughts. She's standing now, pacing the length of the room with an intensity that sets Ron's own heart racing.
"But what can we do?" Ron asks, watching her. "We can't just fly there again, even on brooms. Mum would kill us."
"She might," Hermione concedes, stopping her pacing to look at him. Her brown eyes are hard, determined. "But we have to tell someone."
Ron thinks about the letters, about the increasing sense of dread that has settled in his stomach. "You're right," he admits finally. "This isn't like the other summers. He was writing nearly every three days last year. Now... nothing."
The next morning finds Ron and Hermione descending the stairs to find Molly already up and bustling around the kitchen, her face creased with lines of concentration as she prepares breakfast.
"Mum," Ron starts, his voice thick with sleep and anxiety. Hermione stands just behind him, her expression mirroring his concern. "We need to talk."
Molly turns at the sound of her son's voice, her hands stilling on the handle of a saucepan. She takes in the grave expressions before her and nods, gesturing for them to sit down at the worn wooden table.
"It's about Harry," Hermione says, getting straight to the point. Her fingers trace the grain of the table, finding no comfort in its familiarity. "He hasn't written since we left school."
A frown tugs at the corners of Molly's mouth, her brows knitting together as she processes their words. "No letters at all?"
Ron shakes his head, his gaze steady despite the turmoil churning within him. "Not one. And he always writes, even if it's just to talk about nothing."
Her lips press into a thin line, and she crosses her arms over her chest—a protective gesture that does little to mask the worry in her eyes. "I've never liked him being there, not after what you boys told me when you rescued him… and we all saw his bruises that summer; he was covered."
The clatter of cutlery hitting plates is the only sound filling the room as they consider the implications of Harry's silence. It hangs heavy between them, an unspoken fear that refuses to stay buried any longer.
"I'll bring it up during the meeting tonight," Molly finally says, her voice firm despite the uncertainty clouding her thoughts. "Albus needs to know this isn't normal."
The kitchen of Grimmauld Place is a hub of hushed voices and the clinking of tea cups as members of the Order gather, their faces etched with worry and anticipation. The air hums with an energy that speaks to the gravity of their situation, each person aware that what they discuss within these walls could determine the course of the war.
Molly steps forward, her hands clasped tightly in front of her as if holding onto some semblance of control amidst the chaos. Her voice, usually filled with warmth, now bears a sharper edge, cutting through the murmurings like a knife.
"Albus," she begins, her gaze fixed on Dumbledore's calm exterior across the table. "There's something we need to address concerning Harry."
Dumbledore inclines his head slightly, the candlelight reflecting off his half-moon spectacles as he regards her with quiet attention. Around them, curious eyes turn towards Molly, sensing the urgency behind her words.
"It's been weeks since he left for Privet Drive, and we've heard nothing from him," Molly continues, her fingers tightening around one another. "This isn't like Harry. He always writes to us during the summer."
She pauses, allowing her words to sink in. In the silence, Dumbledore remains unfazed, his expression unreadable behind those twinkling blue eyes. But there is no mistaking the growing unease among the others, their concern palpable even in the dimly lit room.
"You remember three years ago?" Molly presses on, her voice steady despite the tremor threatening its resolve. "When the boys found him locked up, beaten and bruised?"
Her question lingers in the air, heavy and unyielding. It's a memory none of them can forget; how Harry arrived at the burrow, thinner than before, his glasses askew and shirt hanging loosely off his small frame, showing hand-print shaped bruises. And beneath it all, the unmistakable marks of neglect—a stark reminder of the world that awaited him outside Hogwarts' protective embrace.
A shudder passes through Minerva McGonagall at the recollection – Molly had shown her the memories to prove her point. Her lips press into a thin line, her features hardened by the grim reality facing her student. She has borne witness to the boy's growth over the years—from a timid first-year lost amid ancient halls and towering figures, to a young man carrying burdens far beyond his age—yet every time she thinks of him returning to that wretched house, her heart clenches. His first letter was addressed to the cupboard under the stairs, and she dreads to think how small the smallest bedroom is.
"Molly is right," she finally says, breaking her silence. Her voice is firm, the Scottish brogue lending weight to her statement. "We must ensure Harry's well-being, especially after everything that transpired last term."
McGonagall's reference to Voldemort's resurrection and Cedric Diggory's death sends a chill through the room. They are reminders of the danger lurking just beyond their doorstep, waiting for the slightest opportunity to strike.
"I believe there may be more going on at the Dursleys'," she adds, meeting Dumbledore's gaze with unwavering determination. "Harry should not have to suffer any further abuse, not when he needs our support most."
For a moment, the only sound is the ticking of the clock on the wall, its rhythm echoing the tension coiling tighter within the confines of the kitchen. Across the table, Sirius Black's jaw tightens, his fists clenched against the worn wood. As much as he despises being confined to this house, the mere thought of Harry enduring another summer with the Dursleys fuels a rage he can barely keep at bay, and he would do anything to have Harry under the same roof.
The severity of the situation settles upon them, layering fresh worry atop old fears. Even Mundungus Fletcher, who rarely takes anything seriously unless it pertains to his dubious business dealings, wears an unusually sombre expression.
"Then it's settled." Molly's declaration slices through the mounting dread, her tone leaving no room for argument. "We must check on Harry immediately."
Albus Dumbledore remains composed behind his half-moon spectacles, fingers steepled before him. His gaze sweeps over the gathering, each face etched with concern mirroring his own. Yet there's a flicker of something else—a battle waged within the depths of those blue eyes, where knowledge and power often blur into an indistinguishable grey.
"The Dursleys have always been... challenging," he begins, choosing his words carefully. Despite the doubt creeping into their midst, Albus knows that divulging everything about Lily's protection charm could risk exposing Harry to more danger. Even walls can listen if enough magic is applied. "But we must remember why Harry needs to stay with them."
His explanation hangs in the air, unanswered questions swirling around it like unseen wraiths eager to tear away at its fragile seams. In the shadows, Remus shifts uncomfortably. He has kept watch outside Privet Drive more times than he cares to count, never once catching sight of Harry through those curtained windows.
"Moody and I haven't seen any movement from Harry since school let out," Remus says, cutting through the thickening tension. "Something isn't right."
A murmur of agreement ripples through the group, followed by the clatter of mugs set down too hastily—the sound slices through the unease, sharp as the fear gnawing at the edges of their resolve.
Sirius Black pushes back from the table, chair legs scraping against stone in a harsh counterpoint to the anxiety pulsing through the room. Every muscle in his body screams for action, for the chance to do more than sit idly by while his godson suffers.
"I'll go myself if I have to," Sirius growls, fists clenched tightly at his sides. The statement carries the weight of a promise—one born from loyalty and love, tempered by years spent battling forces threatening to pull them all under.
"Enough," Dumbledore commands, though his voice lacks its usual authority. His gaze meets Sirius' eyes, acknowledging the depth of concern etched into every line of his godson's face. "We cannot risk exposing ourselves or Harry by acting hastily."
The tension in the room shifts, unease giving way to anticipation. Each person present knows the gravity of what hangs in the balance—their fight against Voldemort, yes, but more than that, the life of a boy who has become central to them all in ways they never imagined.
Dumbledore rises from his chair slowly, the weight of decision pressing upon him like an unseen hand. His next words are deliberate, chosen with care yet bearing the unmistakable imprint of command.
"Remus...Severus." Both men stiffen at the mention of their names, eyes locked onto Dumbledore's figure. "You two will find out what's happening at Privet Drive. But do so discreetly—we don't want anyone getting wind of our movements. And let me be clear¬ – unless Harry is in grave danger, he must stay put."
Remus's brow furrows, questions dancing behind his amber eyes, but he nods in understanding. Severus remains still, his expression unreadable behind the curtain of dark hair framing his sallow features.
"Albus—" Molly begins, only to be silenced by Dumbledore's raised hand.
"I know your concerns, Molly," he says softly. Yet there's steel beneath the gentleness, a resolve forged in fires she cannot begin to fathom. "They are shared by us all. That is why we must proceed with great caution. Severus, Remus - prepare to leave at once."
A ripple of tension spreads through the room as Severus and Remus rise from their seats, each man's gaze hardened by years of war and personal animosity. The idea of them working together seems almost laughable—two sides of a coin forever at odds. But there's an urgency in the air now, a shared understanding that this mission is about more than old grudges.
As they turn towards the door, neither man speaks. Their mutual disdain hangs heavy between them, yet both move with purpose, driven by the unspoken agreement that Harry's safety takes precedence over all else.
Severus's robes billow behind him as he strides down the hall, while Remus follows at a distance, his steps measured against the uneven rhythm of his own heartbeat. In the silence left behind, those remaining can only wait—and hope that whatever is happening at Privet Drive does not mark a turning point in a war that has already taken too much.
The journey from Grimmauld Place to Little Whinging is swift but fraught with the same tension that marked their departure. Severus and Remus appear side by side in Mrs Figg's living room, the sudden crack of apparition startling the cats into a flurry of hisses and arched backs.
"Be quick," Severus snaps, brushing cat hair from his robes with a look of distaste.
Remus merely nods, his focus already shifting to the task ahead. With one last glance at the squirming felines, he opens the front door, stepping out into the fading light of day.
The walk to Privet Drive is short, but every second stretches taut with anticipation. As they approach number four, the street is eerily quiet, save for the distant hum of traffic and the occasional rustle of leaves whispering secrets to the wind. Every window along the row of identical houses glows warmly except for one—the smallest bedroom in the Dursleys' home.
"Let's get this over with," Severus murmurs, his voice barely audible as he steps towards the front door. Remus, ever watchful, follows close behind, every sense attuned to the slightest sign of danger.
The knock echoes through the stillness, reverberating off the walls of Number Four Privet Drive. For a moment, there is no response—only the quiet tick-tock of an unseen clock counting down the seconds. Then the door creaks open, revealing Petunia Dursley's gaunt face etched with apprehension.
Her gaze flickers between the two wizards, recognition flashing in her eyes as they land on Severus. "You," she spits out, her voice trembling with disdain. "What do you want?"
From the shadows, Severus regards her coldly, the corner of his mouth curling into a sneer. "Is that any way to greet an old neighbour, Petunia?" He steps forward, causing her to retreat instinctively back into the house.
"I'm not here for pleasantries," Remus cuts in, his tone firm yet laced with urgency. "We need to see Harry."
Petunia's lips thin into a tight line, but before she can protest further, Vernon Dursley lumbers into view, his face reddening at the sight of unexpected guests.
He locks eyes with Vernon Dursley, whose bluster seems to have deflated under the weight of this unexpected confrontation.
"What's all this ruckus then?" he blusters, eyeing Severus and Remus with undisguised hostility. "Who are you people? And what do you want with our nephew?"
Severus's sneer deepens, a dark satisfaction gleaming in his eyes. "We're from the school," he says smoothly, taking perverse pleasure in the Dursleys' growing discomfort. "And we have reason to believe something has happened to Potter."
Confusion and fear wrestle across Vernon's features, replacing his initial bravado. His meaty hands grip the edge of the door tighter, knuckles whitening under the strain. Beside him, Petunia stands rigid, her breath hitching as she processes Severus's words.
Severus's lip curls in disgust as he takes in their stunned silence. "I see your intelligence remains as limited as ever."
Just then, Remus's gaze flickers towards the hallway, drawn by something unseen. He steps past Severus, crossing the threshold before anyone can protest. His nostrils flare slightly, picking up on an all-too-familiar scent—one that sends a jolt of alarm through his veins.
"Blood," he murmurs under his breath, following the faint trail until it leads him to a spot on the carpet near the cupboard under the stairs, with the door completely missing. The stain is a few weeks old, but to Remus, it might as well be a beacon.
He crouches down, his fingers brushing lightly over the dried patch. Then, lifting them to his nose, he inhales sharply. Even with the passage of time, the metallic tang is unmistakable—Harry's blood. But there's something else too... an underlying note of infection.
Rage bubbles inside Remus, hot and fierce. Turning back towards the living room, his amber eyes meet Severus's black ones, reflecting a silent promise of retribution.
"Three weeks ago!" Dudley blurts out suddenly, making everyone in the room jump. "Two people came for him three weeks ago!"
With a swift flick of his wand, Severus casts a wordless Legilimens spell on Vernon. The man's eyes glaze over as Severus delves into the caverns of his mind, sifting through the debris of mundane memories for any trace of Harry.
The images come at first in flashes—mundane fragments of office work, television programmes, and family dinners laced with underlying tension. But then, nestled among them like a dark gem, he finds what he is looking for: two figures knocking on the door three weeks ago—a man with sleek blond hair and an aristocratic bearing, a woman by his side whose pale face betrays concern despite her stoic demeanour.
Lucius and Narcissa Malfoy.
Vernon's memory unfolds before Severus, playing out the scene with vivid clarity. Petunia, barely able to whisper, watches as Lucius strides past her, inspecting the house with disdain and demanding to know Harry's whereabouts.
Narcissa's keen eyes lead her to the cupboard under the stairs, where a dark stain hints at Harry's suffering. Vernon's feeble protest is drowned out by the Malfoys' quiet authority. Lucius's wand slices through the air and the cupboard door shatters, revealing the small, bruised figure within. The sight is enough to make even the hardest heart flinch, but Lucius's expression remains unreadable.
Narcissa kneels beside Harry, her wand tracing an intricate pattern as she chants a healing spell. For a moment, Lucius watches, something flickering behind his eyes before he turns away. Vernon and Petunia hover in the doorway, their familiar bluster extinguished by the unexpected visitors' power. Dudley, usually quick to laugh at Harry's misfortune, hides behind his parents, his wide eyes fixed on the scene.
"Move," Narcissa commands, her voice slicing through the tension. Vernon stumbles back against the wall, a large man made small by the force of her presence. Petunia watches from the doorway, her thin fingers clutching the fabric of her dress as guilt and fear war within her.
A flicker of blue light escapes the tip of Narcissa's wand, knitting together Harry's broken skin. Lucius moves through the house with purpose, summoning Harry's belongings before disappearing with a loud crack. Moments later, Narcissa stands, Harry cradled in her arms. She follows her husband, leaving the Dursleys staring after them in stunned silence.
A chill runs down Severus's spine as he withdraws from Vernon's mind. His black eyes snap open, meeting Remus's questioning gaze across the room.
"They took him," Severus grates out, each word tasting like ash on his tongue. "The Malfoys. They saved his life, from what I can tell."
Remus stiffens, his own shock mirrored in Severus's hardened expression. For all their differences, both men understand the gravity of this revelation. The implications hang heavy between them, settling into the corners of the room like unwanted guests.
"But why?" Remus breathes, disbelief tingeing his normally steady voice. "What would they want with Harry?"
Severus doesn't answer immediately; instead, his gaze drifts back to the spot where Harry had lain just weeks before. Despite everything—their turbulent history, the bitterness that still clings to the edges of his thoughts—he can't ignore the fact that it was Narcissa's magic that saved Harry from dying under the Dursleys' stairs.
"Perhaps they have their own agenda," Severus suggests, his tone laced with cynicism. His eyes narrow as he studies the room once more—every crack and crevice carrying echoes of Harry's suffering. "Or perhaps they simply couldn't ignore what was happening here."
The implication hangs in the air, a silent accusation that twists Remus's stomach. He knows all too well the Order's failure to protect Harry from the Dursleys' abuse. The guilt is a familiar weight, pressing down on him like the summer heat outside.
Severus turns away, his cloak billowing slightly as he moves towards the front door. "Keep this quiet for now, even from Albus; tell them that it was two unknown wizards that saved Harry's life before taking him with them," he instructs over his shoulder, his voice low but commanding. "The last thing we need is unnecessary panic."
Remus watches as Severus steps into the dying sunlight, disappearing with a soft pop. Despite the oppressive heat, a shiver runs down Remus's spine. He's left standing amid the remnants of Harry's life—the cupboard under the stairs now just an empty shell, its dark secrets laid bare for all to see. Remus takes one last look around before stepping out onto the street. With each step, the house shrinks behind him—a monument to normalcy hiding a history of neglect and cruelty.
His heart pounds in his chest as he prepares to apparate back to headquarters. The news he carries threatens to disrupt the delicate balance they've maintained for so long. If Harry is truly with the Malfoys...
But there's no time for speculation now. All that matters is finding Harry and bringing him home. As Remus vanishes with a faint crack, the silence of Privet Drive swallows any evidence of their heart pounds in his chest as he prepares to apparate back to headquarters. The news he carries threatens to disrupt the delicate balance they've maintained for so long. If Harry is truly with the Malfoys...
But there's no time for speculation now. All that matters is finding Harry and bringing him home. As Remus vanishes with a faint crack, the silence of Privet Drive swallows any evidence of their presence.
Remus appears in the quiet hallway of Grimmauld Place, his face pale and drawn. He takes a moment to gather himself before heading toward the kitchen where the rest of the Order is waiting, along with the children. His heart hammers against his ribs, each beat echoing the urgency of the situation.
"Harry's gone," Remus announces as he enters the room. The words hang heavy in the air, greeted by stunned silence.
The members of the Order exchange worried glances, but it's Molly who speaks up first. "Gone? What do you mean gone?" Her voice wavers, mirroring the fear etched across her face.
"He was taken away, almost three weeks ago." Remus pushes a hand through his hair, frustration lining his features. "No one saw anything unusual, or if they did, they didn't think it worth mentioning until now."
"What happened?" Sirius Black demands, rising from his chair. His grey eyes flash with anger and concern—emotions that have become all too familiar in recent months. "Who took him?"
Remus looks around the table at the faces watching him, their expressions varying degrees of confusion and disbelief. He takes a deep breath, steeling himself for what he must reveal next.
"Harry was found under the stairs, severely beaten and near death," he says, his voice steady despite the tremor running through his veins. "Two unknown wizards appeared and healed him, then took him away."
A collective gasp sweeps through the room, followed by a flurry of questions and exclamations of disbelief. Hermione clutches Ron's arm, her brown eyes wide with shock. Ginny sits frozen beside them, her freckled face blanched white. Fred and George exchange a look of alarm before turning back to Remus, waiting for him to continue.
"Hang on," Arthur interjects, holding up a hand to quell the mounting panic. "You said two unknown wizards found Harry. Do we know anything else about them? Were they Death Eaters?"
"We don't know yet," Remus lies, avoiding eye contact. "They managed to heal Harry before taking him somewhere safe."
He doesn't mention that 'somewhere' is likely Malfoy Manor—that the boy who lived might now be in the hands of those who once sought to end him. It's too much, even for this group who have seen and heard it all.
"And Snape is handling this?" Sirius asks, scepticism lacing his tone. Despite the gravity of the situation, old animosities die hard. "Let's face it, he's probably the one who handed Harry over to those..."
"Enough, Sirius!" Minerva McGonagall's sharp tone cuts through the tension like a knife. Her gaze sweeps across the room, meeting each set of eyes with steely resolve. "Speculation will not bring Harry back."
But the damage has been done. The seeds of doubt and fear have taken root within the hearts of those present, their expressions mirroring the turmoil brewing beneath the surface.
Hermione's hand flies to her mouth as she chokes back a sob, Ron wrapping an arm around her in silent comfort. Ginny stares at the table, her knuckles white where they grip the edge. Fred and George exchange worried glances, their usual joviality replaced by grim determination. Even Molly, a rock amidst the storm, falters under the weight of this revelation. She reaches for Arthur's hand, her fingers trembling as they intertwine with his.
"Thank Merlin he's away from those Muggles." Ron's voice is barely audible above the murmuring that fills the kitchen, but the sentiment hangs heavy in the air.
"Yeah, but is he safe?" Hermione's words tumble out, rushed and tinged with panic.
"We'll find him," Molly assures them, though her own worry is clear. "We won't rest until we do."
McGonagall rises from her chair, her posture rigid despite the chaos unfolding around her, "Harry needs us now more than ever."
Chapter Text
Severus steps off the cobblestone path, his black cloak billowing out behind him as he approaches the imposing gates of Malfoy Manor. The air is thick with midsummer heat and the scent of blooming roses from the carefully manicured gardens beyond.
The sun dips below the horizon, casting long shadows that stretch across the grand façade of the manor house. It's a sight he knows well, but tonight it feels different—more menacing. As if the stone walls themselves are waiting to divulge secrets that should have remained hidden.
Severus pauses at the gate, his dark eyes scanning the grounds for any signs of movement. A feeling of unease pricks at the back of his mind, not because he fears being unwelcome—he has been here many times before under Voldemort's command—but rather for the uncertainty of what awaits him inside. What could they possibly want with Harry Potter?
For a moment, Severus hesitates, the weight of the potential implications pressing down on him. Could it be possible? Could the boy who lived now reside within these very walls, healed by those who once sought his downfall? His hand hovers over the iron latch, cold and unforgiving beneath his touch. He allows himself a rare moment of vulnerability, contemplating the tightrope he walks between two dangerous worlds.
Inside, Lucius and Narcissa Malfoy wait, their motivations known only to them. Have they truly nursed Harry back to health only to lock him away in some dank corner of their sprawling estate? Severus shivers despite the warm evening air. Merlin, let the boy be safe.
Taking a deep breath, he steals himself against the wave of apprehension threatening to engulf him. He is Severus Snape, after all—a Death Eater, a spy, a survivor. He forces his fingers to curl around the latch, the metal cool and unyielding in his grasp.
"Forward," he murmurs to himself, "always forward." Retreat is not an option—not when so much hangs in the balance.
The grand doors of Malfoy Manor swing open silently, revealing the entrance hall in all its cold elegance. Severus steps inside, his footsteps echoing off the high ceilings as he moves across the gleaming marble floor.
Chandeliers drip with crystals that catch the light and scatter it across opulent furnishings and walls adorned with portraits of stern-faced ancestors. The manor breathes a quiet air of superiority, reminding any who enter of the long lineage of pure-blooded wizards that call this place home.
"Master Severus," an elf says, appearing as if from nowhere. It bows deeply, its tennis ball-sized eyes not daring to meet Severus's gaze. "Taffy is pleased to see you."
Severus inclines his head slightly, acknowledging the house-elf's greeting without warmth. His cloak is removed with a deftness that speaks of years—centuries, perhaps—of servitude, leaving him feeling oddly vulnerable despite the familiar surroundings.
"Taffy will show Master Severus to the drawing room," the elf squeaks, bowing again before shuffling down the hallway.
"Thank you, Taffy," comes a voice from the foot of the grand staircase. Narcissa Malfoy descends with an air of practised grace, her long pale hair catching the light as it flows over the shoulders of her midnight blue robes.
Her features are sharp and elegant, a testament to generations of pure-blood lineage—high cheekbones, icy blue eyes that hold secrets too deep to fathom, lips accustomed to giving orders yet capable of shaping the most charming smiles. In every line of her figure, in every measured step she takes, there is a declaration of the aristocratic status she both inherits and commands.
Despite the confidence exuded by her poised demeanour, something flickers behind those cool eyes—a hint of unease that betrays the calm surface.
"Severus." She greets him with a polite smile, not quite reaching her eyes, and a slight nod of her head. Her voice has a melodic quality that belies its firmness, each syllable precisely pronounced.
The use of Severus's first name suggests a familiarity born of many shared experiences, perhaps even a certain level of intimacy unusual for such guarded individuals. Yet, it isn't entirely surprising, given their intertwined histories. After all, they have navigated treacherous waters together before, bound by a cause darker than the depths of the Black Lake itself.
But tonight, there seems to be more at stake than ever before—and his presence here, now, feels like a silent acknowledgement of the gravity of the situation unfolding within these walls.
Narcissa's gaze lingers on Severus, searching for some sign of assurance or understanding. It's a subtle plea, almost imperceptible, but Severus catches the shift in her expression—the tightening around her eyes, the barely-there downturn of her mouth.
She has always been good at concealing her emotions, a skill honed through years of navigating the treacherous political landscapes of pure-blood society. But this evening, tension lines her face, suggesting that the stakes are higher than he initially presumed. And if Narcissa Malfoy allows worry to show, however briefly, then the situation must indeed demand urgent attention.
"Lucius awaits us in the drawing room," she says, turning on her heel with a rustle of silk. Her back straightens, the momentary lapse into vulnerability gone as quickly as it appeared. She leads the way down the corridor, expecting Severus to follow without question—as he has done so many times before, albeit under different circumstances.
Narcissa's strides are measured, her posture upright as she navigates the manor's grandeur with an ease born of decades within these walls. Severus falls into step behind her, his own pace unhurried despite the urgency that hangs in the air like a shroud. The silence between them is heavy with words left unspoken—for now.
The drawing room door swings open silently at their approach, revealing a space as opulent as the rest of the manor. High ceilings loom above, adorned with intricate mouldings that reflect the flicker of candlelight against gold leaf. A fireplace dominates one wall, its flames dancing across polished marble and casting long shadows through the room.
Lucius Malfoy stands near the hearth, his silver-blond hair gleaming against the dark green velvet of the high-backed chair he just vacated. His robes are immaculate, a testament to wealth and power, yet they do little to hide the tension etched into the lines of his face.
"Severus," Lucius greets him, extending a hand. Despite the strain visible in his gaze, his voice maintains its usual smooth cadence—practised, controlled. "Your arrival is most timely."
Severus clasps the offered hand briefly before releasing it. "Lucius." He takes in the other man's appearance—the subtle shift in weight, the barely there furrow in his brow. Signs of concern, however minute, on Lucius Malfoy suggest a storm brewing beneath the surface.
"Would you care for a drink?" Lucius gestures towards a side table laden with crystal decanters filled with amber liquids. It's a familiar ritual—one that speaks of old-world manners and traditions ingrained deep within their bones.
"No, thank you," Severus replies, his tone curt. There will be time for niceties later; for now, he prefers to get straight to the point.
Lucius nods, pouring himself a generous measure of firewhisky. The golden liquid catches the light as he swirls it absently, lost in thought. Then, with a glance at Narcissa—who has taken her place on the chaise longue—he settles back into his chair, the very picture of aristocratic leisure.
For several moments, only the crackle of the fire breaks the silence—a mundane sound that belies the gravity of the situation unfolding within the confines of this richly furnished sanctuary.
"So," Lucius begins, setting his glass down on the mahogany side table. His fingers tap lightly against the crystal, betraying none of the anxiety reflected in his eyes. "What news from Hogwarts?"
"No formalities, this time, Lucius," Severus cuts in, his voice a cold drawl. "Where is Potter?"
The question hangs heavy in the air, each syllable sharp and precise. The name, so often spoken with disdain within these walls, now carries an unspoken urgency. Harry Potter—the boy who lived, the unwitting thorn in Voldemort's side—is missing, and every passing second could spell disaster.
Severus's gaze narrows as he watches the couple before him, searching for any sign of deception. But there is only genuine concern reflecting back at him—a disconcerting sight considering their usual contempt for anything related to the young wizard.
"I assure you, Severus," Narcissa replies, her tone measured yet laced with unease, "our intentions are not what you might presume."
For a moment, Severus remains silent, taking in the sincerity etched into the lines of their faces.
"Indeed," she continues, her blue eyes meeting Severus's obsidian gaze with an unwavering resolve. "We found Harry severely injured and unconscious, hidden away like a common house-elf in a cupboard beneath the stairs of his relative's home. He was barely breathing when we arrived, his body marked by what can only be described as... deliberate harm."
The words catch in her throat, yet she pushes on. "It was the Dark Lord who insisted we bring him here, out of immediate danger."
Narcissa pauses, her gaze drifting towards the window where the night sky stretches endlessly beyond.
"We did not expect to find such a scene," she admits, her voice barely more than a whisper against the silence. "But there he was—Harry Potter, the supposed saviour of the wizarding world, left to suffer at the hands of those meant to protect him."
For a moment, she allows herself to remember—the gasp that had escaped her lips, and Lucius... Lucius had merely stood there, his expression unreadable to everyone but her, his face paling at the sight.
"The Dark Lord made us swear on our magic," Narcissa says, her voice steady once more. "Not to harm the boy or knowingly place him in further danger. He seemed... adamant that we retrieve him."
Severus's brow furrows, the lines deepening as he absorbs Narcissa's account. It's a story that goes against everything he thought he knew about the Malfoys—and about the Dark Lord himself. Yet, there's a ring of truth to it, an authenticity that cannot be feigned.
"I understand your scepticism, Severus," Narcissa adds, her gaze never leaving his. "Believe me, we were just as taken aback."
The confession hangs in the air between them—an admission of vulnerability from a family known for its resilience. But these are desperate times, and even the strongest must bend or risk breaking entirely.
"It wasn't until later that the Dark Lord revealed why he'd sent us to fetch Potter," Lucius interjects, his voice cutting through the tension. His grey eyes hold Severus's gaze, unblinking.
"Apparently, the boy reached out to him... through their connection." Lucius continues, his voice echoing through the grand chamber. "He indicated that Potter's survival is of strategic value."
"Strategic value?" Severus repeats, his eyebrows knitting together. The idea is incongruous with everything he knows about Voldemort's desires regarding Harry.
"Yes," Lucius confirms, his gaze steady on Severus's face. "The Dark Lord believes Potter may yet serve a purpose... whether as an ally or simply out of play, it seems to matter not."
An uneasy silence descends over the room as Severus absorbs this new information—his mind races, churning through possibilities and potential implications. If what Lucius says holds true, then their mission has taken a decidedly unexpected turn—one fraught with unknown consequences.
"And why was I not informed of this development?"
Lucius meets his gaze head-on. The elder Malfoy's expression is unreadable, but there's a flicker of something—apprehension, perhaps—in those storm-grey eyes.
"The Dark Lord had his reasons for keeping you in the dark," Lucius replies evenly. His fingers trace the edge of his wine glass, a distraction from the tension winding through him. "He wanted to see how long it would take for Dumbledore and his Order to notice Potter's... absence."
Severus stiffens at the implication. It's true—he hadn't known about Harry's disappearance until three weeks after the fact. And even then, it was only because his friends noticed Harry hadn't reached out to them - even the people watching the house had no idea, not even Lupin. The realisation churns uneasily in his gut, igniting a spark of anger. How dare Voldemort use him as a pawn in his twisted game?
"Three weeks," Severus says tersely, the words tasting like ash on his tongue. "It took them three weeks to realise he was gone."
"Indeed," Lucius replies, his voice laced with a satisfaction that doesn't quite reach his eyes. "And now, if you're ready..."
He trails off as the drawing room door swings open, and in walks Harry himself. Severus's gaze narrows at the sight of him—alive and seemingly unharmed, just as Narcissa promised.
But it's not only the fact of Harry's survival that holds Severus's attention; it's the transformation he sees before him. The boy who stands at the threshold is no longer the small, timid child from his first year at Hogwarts. There's an edge to him now—a hardness in those emerald eyes that speaks volumes of what he's endured.
Harry's shoulders are slightly hunched, but there's nothing submissive about his posture. If anything, it seems more akin to a coiled spring, ready to unleash its energy at any moment. His gaze flicks towards Severus, sharp and assessing. For a fraction of a second, their eyes lock—and something unspoken passes between them. It's not trust nor friendship but a mutual understanding born out of necessity and the shared knowledge of what lies ahead.
The silence stretches thin as parchment until finally, Harry nods, a slight dip of his head that acknowledges Severus's presence without giving away too much. His jaw sets, muscles twitching with tension beneath the smooth plane of his skin. Then, Lucius and Narcissa leave, with Narcissa's hand brushing Harry's shoulder as she passes, squeezing it slightly.
Severus watches this display, his dark eyes unreadable. His mind races, analysing every detail, every shift in demeanour. There's concern lurking behind that stoic facade, though he'd be loath to admit it—even to himself. But how could he not react? This is Harry Potter, after all—the Boy Who Lived, reduced to seeking refuge within enemy lines.
"Does Dumbledore know where I am?" The question hangs heavy in the air, and Harry watches for any flicker of reaction on Severus's face.
"No," Severus replies after a pause that stretches just a fraction too long. "And he will not learn from me."
A flicker of relief crosses Harry's features before they harden once more. "Good. Keep it that way."
Severus raises an eyebrow at this, clearly taken aback by the boy's defiance, but nods nonetheless. "Very well." He pauses again, considering his next words carefully. "However, Lupin is aware of your location."
Harry stiffens, his fingers clenching around the edge of the table. "He... knows?"
"Yes, though he has promised not to reveal your whereabouts to anyone else."
"Three weeks," Harry murmurs, the words carrying a weight that sinks into the very walls of Malfoy Manor. His voice is steady, but there's an undercurrent of something else—disappointment, perhaps, or a hint of bitterness just shy of resentment. The corner of Harry's mouth twitches upward in a grim parody of a smile. "I suppose I have Ron and Hermione to thank for that. They're the only ones who would've noticed... cared enough to do something about it."
"It appears so," Severus says, his tone dry. There's a flicker of something unreadable in his eyes—a shared frustration, maybe even understanding, that goes unspoken between them.
Harry leans back in his chair, arms crossed over his chest, green eyes studying Severus with newfound intensity. "Never thought I'd say this, but you were right." He lets out a huff of laughter, devoid of any real mirth. "Dumbledore doesn't have all the answers. Doesn't seem like he has many at all."
"Indeed," Severus replies, matching Harry's gaze without flinching. The affirmation hangs heavy in the air, thick with implications neither of them wants to fully acknowledge.
Harry reaches into his pocket. His hand emerges, clutching two worn pieces of parchment—his parents' wills. He unrolls them on the table, revealing familiar names and instructions that seem to mock him now with their futility.
"In both wills," he begins, tracing a finger over the neat lines of ink, "they named alternate guardians for me if anything were to happen to them." A bitter laugh escapes him as he continues, "The Dursleys were never supposed to be an option."
Severus leans forward slightly, his curiosity piqued despite himself. It's not unheard of for Dumbledore to manipulate circumstances to fit his grand plans but to contradict the wishes of Lily and James Potter directly... Even for Severus, it's hard to swallow.
"My parents listed Sirius Black first, then Remus Lupin, who would have been able to take guardianship at the time," Harry says, each name heavy with significance. He pauses before adding in a quieter voice, "And you, Snape."
For a moment, everything stills. Severus freezes, disbelief warring with shock as he processes this new information. Him, a potential guardian for Harry Potter? The very idea is ludicrous, unthinkable—and yet there it is, spelled out in black and white by the hand of Lily Potter herself.
Harry must see the surprise flicker across Severus's face because a grim smile tugs at the corners of his mouth. "Surprised?" he asks, though it sounds more like a statement than a question. "You're not the only one."
"It doesn't make sense..." Severus mutters, more to himself than to Harry. But even as he denies it, the truth gnaws at him, insistent and undeniable.
"No, it doesn't." Harry's agreement is soft, almost lost amidst the quiet rustle of shifting papers. Then, louder: "But here's something else that might interest you."
His finger points to another section of the will—a paragraph penned in Lily's flowing script. It reads:
In case Albus Dumbledore should recommend against these provisions due to allegations or proof of dark magic use, I remind him of his past decisions regarding Severus Snape and Sirius Black, where danger was dismissed despite evidence of abuse. We expect our son to receive the same treatment if he is sent to live with my sister. Harry would not be safe there from my sister or her husband.
Harry lets the silence stretch after reading aloud, allowing the words to sink in. The implications hang heavy between them—an accusation from beyond the grave, challenging all they thought they knew about the man who defined so much of their lives.
"He knew," Harry says, his voice hard. "Dumbledore knew about the wills; he had to have known, given he sealed them and sent me off to the Dursleys."
Severus's fingers tighten around the arm of the chair he's sitting in, a small concession to the turmoil brewing within him. He knows all too well how Dumbledore operates—how the old wizard can weave webs of manipulation under the guise of doing what is best for the greater good.
"Perhaps he believed it was necessary for your protection," Severus suggests, but his tone lacks conviction. The evidence before him paints a damning picture—one that challenges even his own understanding of Albus Dumbledore.
"Protection?" Harry snorts, derision lacing his words. "I would have been safer with any of the people my parents named in their wills. This..." He gestures at the parchments spread out on the table, "...this feels like control. Like keeping me away from anyone who could have told me the truth."
Harry leans back in his chair, staring at the ceiling as if searching for answers amidst the ornate plasterwork. "Even Hagrid," he muses aloud, "telling me I shouldn't be in Slytherin before my first year... It all seems so deliberate now."
The silence stretches between them, filled only by the crackling fire and the soft ticking of an antique clock somewhere in the manor. Severus watches Harry and senses the boy's disillusionment mirroring his own.
"He's always been there," Harry continues, his gaze distant, "guiding me, shaping me." His hands clench into fists at his sides. "To think I used to look up to him."
"Indeed," Severus murmurs, more to himself than Harry. There's a bitter taste on his tongue, the sting of betrayal—or rather, the recognition of it—leaving its mark.
Harry runs a hand through his unruly hair, pushing it back from his forehead. The motion reveals the lightning bolt scar—a symbol of sacrifice and survival but also a constant reminder of the manipulations woven around his life.
"I've got a list," Harry starts again, eyes returning to meet Severus's across the expanse of polished mahogany. "A list of things that don't add up, that make me question everything. From my time at the Dursleys' to my participation in the Triwizard Tournament last year, and speaking of, there's something else you should know."
He pulls out another folded parchment, this one marked with an official seal. He hands the document to Severus, who unfolds it and scans the contents. His eyes narrow as he reads, taking in each word with growing disbelief.
"Emancipation?" Severus murmurs, glancing up at Harry. "You're legally independent?"
"Ever since my name came out of the cup," Harry confirms, a note of defiance creeping into his voice. "I won't ever go back to the Dursleys. I'm done being their—or anyone's—punching bag."
Severus's gaze flickers over the boy before him, noting the set of his shoulders and the determined tilt of his chin. The emancipation changes things and shifts the balance of power in ways neither of them fully understands yet.
Harry watches Severus closely, gauging his reaction. There's no satisfaction in revealing these truths, only the heavy weight of necessity pressing down on his young shoulders.
"This..." Severus begins, gesturing towards the papers scattered across the table, "...Dumbledore never mentioned..."
"No, he wouldn't have," Harry interrupts, bitterness edging his words. "It would ruin his narrative, wouldn't it?"
The accusation lingers in the air between them, unspoken but palpable. Dumbledore—the mentor, the protector—is cast in a light that reveals manipulations hidden behind a benevolent facade.
"Indeed," Severus concedes after a moment, setting the emancipation decree aside. "This information does complicate matters."
He leans back in his chair, steepling his fingers as he considers the implications.
"However, this could also be used to your advantage. With this status, you have more autonomy than Dumbledore may realise," he pauses for a second, allowing the words to sink in before proceeding. "I suggest we use it to negotiate with him."
"Negotiate?" Harry echoes, brow furrowing as he tries to decipher Severus's meaning.
"Yes, Potter," Severus replies, inclining his head slightly. "Your friends—and Black—are at the Order's headquarters. It would be beneficial for you to join them there, under your terms of course."
The suggestion hangs in the air between them, thick with possibilities and unspoken questions. Severus watches Harry closely, gauging his reaction to the proposal.
There is no mistaking the note of genuine concern in Severus's voice, an oddity Harry isn't quite sure how to interpret. The idea of reconnecting with Hermione, Ron, and even Sirius is appealing, a semblance of normalcy amidst the chaos that has become his life, but he knows he can't.
"No." The response comes out sharper than Harry intends, his gaze hardening. "I don't want to negotiate with Dumbledore. Not now."
Severus's eyebrows lift in surprise, but he doesn't interrupt. Instead, he waits for the boy across from him to continue, a silent acknowledgement of Harry's autonomy.
"Besides," Harry adds, his voice barely above a whisper, "the less he knows about me at the moment, the better."
"Very well," Severus concedes after a pause that stretches between them like a chasm. His tone is neutral, giving nothing away, yet there's an undercurrent of respect—or perhaps understanding—in his next words. "But remember, Potter, information is power. Use it wisely."
Harry nods, acknowledging the advice even as questions swarm like bees in his mind. But there are more pressing matters at hand, and he pushes aside the uncertainty, focusing on what needs to be done.
"I need to let people know I'm okay," Harry says, reaching into his pocket once again.
This time, he pulls out four envelopes, sealed and addressed—one to Hermione Granger and Ron Weasley, one to Molly and Arthur Weasley, the third to Remus Lupin, and the other to Sirius Black. He places them on the table before Severus, who eyes them warily as if expecting them to explode any second. But they remain as they are—simple parchment promises carrying within them reassurances and secrets.
"These letters explain some things... not everything; they won't know where I am, but enough to keep them from worrying too much," Harry explains, his fingers tracing the edges of the envelopes. "Can you make sure they get these?"
For a moment, Severus doesn't respond. He looks from the letters to Harry, studying the boy's face for signs of deception. But all he sees is earnestness—a plea for trust where none has ever existed. Finally, he reaches forward, picking up the letters with a nod. "I will see to it."
"Thank you," Harry murmurs, relief washing over him. It's a small victory, but one that brings him closer to regaining control over his life. "And Professor…"
"Yes, Potter?" Severus prompts when Harry hesitates.
"Just... ask them to give me time," Harry requests, meeting Severus's gaze once more. There's a softness in his green eyes—a vulnerability rarely shown—that belies the strength of his resolve. "They'll have a lot of questions, and I promise I'll answer them soon. Just not yet."
Severus's lips thin into a taut line, contemplative. "Very well," he agrees, though something flickers behind his eyes—an unspoken question, a puzzle piece not quite fitting into place.
"Rest assured, your request will be honoured. However, I must inform the Order that you are safe. They need to know that much, at least." Severus's voice is steady, a counterpoint to the tension coiling within him. "I'll respect your wishes and won't disclose your location."
Harry eyes Severus, searching for any sign of deceit. But there's only sincerity in the man's dark gaze—a fact that leaves Harry more unsettled than he cares to admit.
"All right," Harry concedes, nodding slowly. He draws a deep breath, steeling himself against the wave of unease threatening to consume him. "But remember..."
"I am aware, Potter." Severus cuts him off before he can finish, the corners of his mouth tightening into a thin line. "The balance here is delicate—for both of us."
With those words hanging between them, Severus rises from his chair, gathering the letters with care. His movements are measured, each step echoing softly through the vastness of the library. He pauses at the entrance, looking back over his shoulder at the boy who has become an unlikely ally.
"For what it's worth, Potter," he begins, holding Harry's gaze, "your friends will have their answers soon enough."
"Indeed," Harry replies, his voice barely above a whisper. There's an edge to the word—an echo of their shared understanding that cuts through the silence like a knife.
Their eyes meet across the expanse of the drawing room, two figures bound by circumstance and steeped in history neither can ignore. For a moment, they simply regard each other, the gravity of their decisions hanging heavy in the air between them.
Severus breaks the contact first, turning away with a curt nod. "We do what we must... for now."
The finality in Severus's voice resonates within the walls of Malfoy Manor, leaving behind a palpable tension that lingers even as he strides from the room. The sound of the door closing is a muted thud—a punctuation mark on the chapter of uncertainty that has only just begun.
Harry is left alone once more, the quiet opulence of the room offering little comfort against the storm brewing beyond its walls. He leans back into the plush chair, staring at the spot where Severus had stood moments before, his mind racing.
For all his bravado, there's no denying the fear gnawing at the pit of his stomach—the dread of not knowing who to trust or what lies ahead. But buried beneath the apprehension, there's something else, too: a glimmer of hope, fragile and fleeting, kindled by the possibility of allies found in unlikely places.
Outside the drawing room, Lucius is waiting, holding an orb that would've allowed him to listen in on the conversation, "Severus."
"Lucius." Severus's voice is curt, the single word hanging between them like a shield.
"We'll be in touch soon. Remember, you're not alone in this."
Severus doesn't respond; he merely inclines his head in acknowledgement before stepping out into the night. The grandeur of Malfoy Manor looms behind him, its imposing façade a stark contrast to the turmoil brewing within its walls—and within the man who now leaves it behind.
The evening has darkened into night, casting long shadows that dance in the flickering light of the lanterns lining the path. The first drops of rain begin to fall, a soft patter against the cobblestones that echoes the turmoil brewing within Severus. He pulls his cloak tighter around himself, welcoming the chill as a distraction from the thoughts whirling through his mind.
His steps are measured, each one a testament to the gravity of the situation unfolding before him. His mind races, piecing together fragments of information and weighing the implications of each revelation. Harry Potter—safe but hidden away. A will sealed under suspicious circumstances. And most unsettling of all, his name on a list of potential guardians for the boy.
Snape pauses at the edge of the property, staring out into the darkness. The questions swirling in his mind are like a storm, threatening to consume him. What does it mean that he was listed as a potential guardian? Was there more to Lily's trust in him than he'd thought? And what game is Dumbledore playing?
Yet, even as Snape wrestles with these thoughts, a new sensation begins to claw at the edges of his consciousness. It is not fear, nor is it entirely rooted in duty or self-preservation. There's something else, something that tugs at him, insistent and unrelenting. Despite himself, despite every instinct that screams against it, there's an undercurrent of concern that goes beyond mere obligation.
His mind drifts back to the Unbreakable Vow, the invisible chains that now bind him to a fate he cannot escape. To ensure the boy's safety—those were the words, the oath that danced with life and death. Should he fail, his own life would be forfeit. But there's more to it than survival. There's a pull, a gravitational force that he can't quite define. It pulls him toward the boy, toward the truth of what lies ahead.
A sudden gust of wind sends a shiver down Severus's spine, pulling him back to reality. There's no time for speculation—not when every moment counts. He sets off again, quickening his pace despite the slick cobblestones beneath his feet.
He walks with purpose, each step carrying him further away from the sanctuary of Malfoy Manor and deeper into the web of uncertainty that lies ahead. There's a tightness in his chest, a constant reminder of the precarious balance he must maintain. Loyalties will be tested, and alliances strained. But if there's one thing Severus Snape knows how to do, it's navigating the treacherous waters of deception and survival.
With a final glance back at the manor, Severus disappears into the night, leaving behind the warmth of the house and the boy whose fate is now intertwined with his own. As the distance grows, so too does the weight of their shared secret—a burden carried by two men bound by history and haunted by choices yet to be made.
Chapter 10
Notes:
So this chapter has been split into two because even though it all occurs on the same day, it was 10k words when I was done, and I felt there was a good place to stop.
Chapter Text
Sunlight filters through the gauzy curtains, casting dappled patterns across Harry's face. He stirs, eyelids fluttering open to a world unfamiliar yet strangely comforting. The night before, Narcissa had moved him from his previous room—a place of recovery—to one of the bedrooms on the family floor, wanting him closer and under her watchful eye.
The bedroom is spacious, with high ceilings that stretch toward the sky like an elegant cathedral's dome. A four-poster bed dominates the space, its dark wood gleaming in the morning light, while plush carpets muffle any sound beneath bare feet. It's all so different from the cupboard under the stairs—the tiny, cramped space that was more prison than home.
For a moment, he allows himself to appreciate the softness of the mattress beneath him, the crisp coolness of the sheets against his skin, the sense of safety that envelopes him like a cocoon. He has never known luxury like this, never imagined it could be part of his world. But here, in the heart of Malfoy Manor, it's as real as the scars traced across his body—scars that are healing now, thanks to the same people who once stood firmly on the opposite side of a bitter divide.
Harry pushes back the covers, swinging his legs over the edge of the bed. His bare feet meet the cool stone floor, grounding him in reality. There's a private bathroom attached to the room, stocked with toiletries that smell of sandalwood and rosemary. Hesitant, he steps into the shower, letting the warm water sluice away the remnants of sleep and fear, revealing fresh layers of resolve beneath.
Once dressed in new robes—simple, black, but cut from the finest fabric—he stands before the full-length mirror, taking in his reflection. The robes fit perfectly, as if they were made for him, not just picked off some shop shelf. They're lighter than anything he's worn before, settling around him like a second skin. As he buttons up the front, there's a flicker of something akin to gratitude in his green eyes, quickly chased by wariness. These gifts, this kindness—it's all too sudden, too much.
"Thank you," he whispers to his reflection, running a hand down the front of his robes, smoothing out invisible creases. There's a plan forming in his head, vague but persistent, about how he will pay them back for everything—for the clothes, for the care, for the sanctuary within these ancient walls. But for now, he accepts what is given because turning away their generosity feels like biting the hand that feeds him. And Harry knows better than to do that.
It's still hard to reconcile this reality with the life he'd been living with the Dursleys. Here, in the lair of those once considered enemies, he finds respect painted in broad strokes, kindness offered without expectation of immediate reward. It's a stark contrast to the Dursleys' narrow halls filled with resentment and scorn, where love was a foreign concept, withheld like a precious commodity.
Despite the apprehension gnawing at the edges of his thoughts, there's also a sense of hope unfolding within him. For the first time in his memory, he doesn't feel alone—not entirely—and it strengthens his resolve. If he can navigate this labyrinth of old grudges and newfound alliances, perhaps he'll find a way to stand taller, stronger, unbowed by the weight of the past.
The door to Harry's room swings open with a soft creak, revealing Draco Malfoy in the threshold. He leans against the frame, crossing his arms over his chest as he surveys Harry. A smile tugs at the corners of his mouth—a warm, genuine expression that seems out of place on the face Harry is so familiar with.
"Potter," Draco says, pushing away from the doorframe and stepping into the room. "You look... different."
Harry stiffens, fingers halting their dance along the edge of his robes. "Different good or different bad?" His voice is cautious, guarded—more reflex than a conscious decision.
Draco tilts his head, considering. "Different as in not wearing Dudley Dursley's cast-offs, I suppose."
There's no malice in his tone, only a hint of amusement that underlines the drastic shift in their relationship.
"I wanted to remind you," Draco continues, walking towards the window, "that you don't need an invitation to join us for meals. You're not a guest here, Potter. This is your home now, too."
Harry looks down, picking at a loose thread on his new robes. The fabric is smooth and cool under his touch, unlike the rough hand-me-downs he's used to. It's yet another reminder of how much has changed—and how much he still needs to adjust.
"I know," he murmurs, more to himself than Draco. "It's just... hard to remember sometimes."
He doesn't mention the Dursleys or the countless nights spent alone in his cupboard, stomach growling while the family feasted. He doesn't have to; the memories are etched into every line of his thin frame, speaking louder than words ever could.
"Well, try harder," Draco replies, but there's no bite to his words. Instead, he sounds almost understanding—as if he recognises the depth of Harry's struggle and acknowledges its validity. It's a stark contrast to the sneering boy who once delighted in making Harry's life miserable at Hogwarts.
Harry nods, meeting Draco's gaze with newfound determination. "I will."
They stand there momentarily, silent and reflective, each lost in their thoughts. But the silence isn't awkward—it's comfortable, like the quiet after a storm when the world takes a collective breath and starts to mend what was broken.
"Good," Draco says finally, breaking the silence. He gives Harry one last lingering look before turning on his heel and leaving the room, and Harry follows, knowing it's breakfast time.
"Good morning, Harry," Narcissa greets him as he takes a seat at the breakfast table. Her voice is soft, carrying a warmth that makes his stomach twist with an unfamiliar sensation—perhaps gratitude or even relief. Lucius looks up from his newspaper, his eyes reflecting the same unspoken welcome.
"Morning," Harry replies, his gaze flitting between them before settling on the plate in front of him. It's laden with food, as always, and Harry wonders how much food gets wasted or whether leftovers are placed under a stasis charm to keep it fresh.
Narcissa pours herself a cup of tea, her movements measured and elegant. "Did you sleep well? Is there anything else you need?" The concern in her voice isn't forced; it's almost maternal, which causes a flicker of something akin to longing deep within Harry.
"Um... yes, thank you," he says, surprised by how easily the words slip out. He hesitates for a moment before adding, "My ribs were a bit sore during the night, but I'm used to it."
"Indeed." Narcissa's brow furrows slightly. "If this occurs again, you need to call Wispy to administer a pain potion."
Harry glances towards her, "Another potion?"
"If you're in pain, you need a potion." She pauses, considering her next words carefully. "The potions will help, but they're not a long-term solution. We know your bones have healed badly, but it would be dangerous to break them again while you're still underweight."
Understanding dawns on Harry's face, followed quickly by a flash of gratitude. No one had ever explained such details to him before, let alone shown genuine concern over his well-being. This unexpected kindness is overwhelming, yet it soothes some of the fear gnawing at the edges of his mind.
"Thank you, Mrs Malfoy," Harry murmurs shyly.
"The high-dose nutrient potions are working, though," Lucius interjects, folding his newspaper neatly and setting it aside. His gaze meets Harry's across the table, steady and reassuring. "You'll gain strength soon enough; we just need patience."
"Lucius and I have been discussing this... situation." Narcissa glances towards her husband, who nods in agreement before continuing, "And we think it would be best if you started to call us by our first names."
The suggestion hangs heavy between them, and its implications are clear: This isn't just about etiquette or formality—it's about familiarity, acceptance, and even trust. It signifies a subtle yet profound shift in their relationship, and Harry can't help but feel disoriented.
"Right," he says after a long pause, his voice barely above a whisper. His eyes flicker to Lucius, then back to Narcissa as he struggles to comprehend what she's asking of him. "I—I'll try."
Narcissa smiles faintly at his response. "That's all we ask, Harry."
There's a slight hesitation before Harry speaks again, turning to Lucius. "Then I suppose you should call me Harry as well—not Mr Potter."
It's an important concession that doesn't come easily to Lucius, given their history. But he inclines his head in acknowledgement, recognising the significance of Harry's request. "Very well... Harry."
Draco watches the exchange, his grey eyes wide with surprise—for once, he seems unsure of how to react. He has always known his parents to be formal, especially concerning matters of decorum and respect. To see them now, engaging so openly with Harry is both unsettling and intriguing.
"Why don't you start calling me Draco, too, instead of Malfoy?" The words tumble out before he can stop them, mirroring his parents' sentiment. But there's more at stake here for Draco—his identity, his pride, and perhaps even a shred of friendship that has begun to sprout amidst the ruins of their rivalry.
A silence descends upon the room, thick with anticipation. All eyes are on Harry, waiting for his response. For a moment, he stares at Draco, his expression inscrutable. Then, ever so slightly, he nods.
"All right... Draco," Harry agrees, "Then you need to call me Harry, too."
"Today," Lucius begins to suggest, his voice cutting through the moment, "I thought we might provide you with a more comprehensive understanding of the manor and its history." His gaze sweeps over Harry's face, searching for any sign of resistance. Finding none, he continues, "Draco can guide you around after breakfast."
The suggestion catches both boys off guard. Draco stiffens beside him, his fork poised mid-air as he turns to look at his father in surprise. But Lucius' expression remains impassive, giving away nothing of his thoughts.
"Me?" Draco sputters, recovering from his initial shock. "Why me?"
"Because," Lucius replies smoothly, "it is an opportunity for you to understand each other better outside the classroom. And there are aspects of our world that only someone your age can explain adequately."
Harry watches the exchange unfold, feeling a strange sense of anticipation. He's had glimpses of the grandeur and mystery that Malfoy Manor holds. Still, the idea of exploring it further—of uncovering layers of history hidden within its walls—is strangely intriguing.
Lucius pauses, letting his words sink in before continuing, "After lunch, I suggest a training session. Your magical education must not be neglected, especially given the circumstances."
Training. The word hangs in the air like a challenge. Despite everything, a spark of excitement flickers within Harry; he has always loved learning about magic, even if it was often marred by the Dursleys' disdain or overshadowed by Voldemort's looming threat.
"Your abilities are impressive," Lucius admits, his eyes meeting Harry's across the table, "but they can be honed, improved. With proper guidance, you could become an even more formidable wizard."
There's no denying the truth in Lucius's words. Harry knows he's far from mastering his powers, and the prospect of enhancing them is compelling—even if it means accepting help from unexpected sources.
His mind whirls with possibilities as he pushes aside his plate, appetite forgotten. Excitement battles with trepidation inside him, leaving a knot of uncertainty in his stomach. Can he truly trust these people who were once his enemies? Yet, every gesture so far points towards sincerity, towards a chance for something different.
"Come on, then," Draco says, pushing back his chair and rising to his feet. His tone is gruff, attempting to mask the uneasiness in his gut. This isn't how things are supposed to be—guiding Harry around his home like some Muggle tour guide. But orders are orders, especially when they come from his father.
Harry stands slowly, eyeing Draco with cautious curiosity. Despite their shared history, there's something almost normal about this moment. The tension between them feels slightly less charged, replaced by a sense of reluctant camaraderie born out of necessity rather than choice.
They exit the dining room, Harry following close behind as Draco leads him through a maze of opulent hallways. The manor stretches out before them like a living museum, its grandeur testifying to centuries of pureblood supremacy. Portraits of stern-faced ancestors line the walls, their eyes tracking Harry's movement with thinly veiled interest.
Draco pauses at one such painting—a severe-looking woman draped in emerald robes—and gestures towards it. "That's my great-great-grandmother, Adelina Malfoy. She was said to have extraordinary prowess in Occlumency."
As they continue their tour, Draco shares tidbits about each artefact they encounter—the ancient tapestries woven with threads of enchantment, the suits of armour bewitched for protection. Each item holds a story interwoven with the Malfoys' rise to power and prestige within the wizarding world.
In return, Harry listens, absorbing the information without comment. There's a strange fascination in learning about these unfamiliar facets of magic, deeply rooted in tradition and heritage. It's worlds away from the humble cupboards and hand-me-down textbooks he's used to, yet undeniably intriguing.
And then there are the secrets—the hidden rooms and concealed passages known only to household members. Draco shows Harry a door disguised as a bookshelf, leading to a small study filled with rare potion ingredients. Another tap of his wand reveals a narrow staircase spiralling down into darkness, which Draco explains is a shortcut to the wine cellar.
"Mostly, Father uses it," he adds quickly, as if eager to distance himself from any hint of impropriety. They fall into silence as Draco turns down another corridor, leading them towards a set of double doors.
"Here." Draco's voice breaks the silence as they step into the open air. The courtyard of Malfoy Manor unfolds before them, a sanctuary of tranquillity amidst the grandeur. Flowers in full bloom sway gently in the breeze, their fragrance mingling with the earthy scent of well-tended hedges.
Harry follows Draco towards a stone bench nestled under a towering willow tree. Its branches hang low, providing shade from the warm sun while allowing dapples of light to dance across the ground.
They sit side by side, yet worlds apart—a boy who grew up knowing every inch of this manor and another for whom such opulence is alien. For all his fame and trials, Harry can't help but feel out of place among these ancient stones that whisper stories of pureblood pride.
Yet, there's something unexpectedly calming about the garden. The rustle of leaves against stone, the soft hum of bees flitting between blossoms—it offers a stark contrast to the tension within the manor's walls. It seems time slows here, allowing space for thoughts to unfurl like the petals around them.
Draco leans back, arms resting on the bench, gaze fixed on a cluster of roses nearby. "Mother loves these gardens," he begins, his tone softer than usual, carrying a note of reverence. "She says they're the heart of our home."
Curiosity piques inside Harry at this glimpse into the life beyond Draco's bold exterior. He turns slightly, studying the blonde boy beside him. "Why's that?"
"The plants here... some are magical, rare. Generations of Malfoys have nurtured them," Draco explains, tracing an invisible pattern on the stone beneath his fingers. "Each one has its history, its use in potions or spells."
A hint of pride laces his voice, not the arrogant posturing Harry knows from school, but something genuine, almost fond. It's a small thread, barely noticeable, yet it tugs at the edges of Harry's understanding, urging him to unravel more. But then, he changes the subject.
"Growing up, I admired my father," Draco admits, his gaze now distant, as if the past is unfolding before him. "Everything he did exuded power and confidence. It's... it's what I thought I wanted."
The words hang in the air, a testament to the vulnerability Harry wouldn't have expected from Draco Malfoy mere weeks ago. But here, amidst the tranquillity of the garden, barriers seem less formidable—like ancient stones worn smooth by time and weather.
"But then," Draco's voice drops lower, carrying a weight that belies his age, "I went to Hogwarts."
Harry remains silent, sensing the importance of this confession. The pieces are beginning to align, forming an image of Draco he'd never considered—one shaped not just by arrogance but also by expectation, pressure, and perhaps even doubt.
"I saw anomalies—people who contradicted the narrative my father had painted." Draco's fingers tighten around the edge of the bench, knuckles whitening.
"Granger, for one. She comes from a world totally alien to us, yet excels in magic to a degree that many pure-bloods cannot achieve. Sure, she could do with a more rounded education on our culture, but that's another failure of Hogwarts, nothing to do with her. And then there's you—" He pauses, throat working as he swallows. "Until recently, I wasn't even aware that you were raised by Muggles, completely ignorant of our world until Hagrid found you, but regardless, you've consistently bested me in Defence Against the Dark Arts."
Tension creeps into Draco's shoulders, mirroring the conflict etched on his face. His silver-grey eyes flicker with uncertainty—a far cry from their usual icy resolve.
"It makes me wonder... could Father have been mistaken about the inherent inferiority of Muggle-borns?" Draco shakes his head, more to clear it than in denial of the thought. "It wouldn't be the first time I've seen evidence against his claims. Granger has always been a thorn in my side, but your existence is an even greater anomaly. After all, your mother was a Muggle-born witch, and by all accounts, she was highly skilled in charms and potions."
Draco's words hang in the air, and he doesn't notice Harry's sharp intake of breath across the table—he hadn't known his mother was particularly proficient at charms or potions. How did Draco even find out? "I still believe Muggles are dangerous - history confirms this much - but I can no longer call Muggle-borns inferior with certainty."
Silence descends again, leaving only the soft rustle of leaves and the distant cawing of birds to fill the void. Harry's mind races, parsing through Draco's admission. It's a divergence from everything he's known about the boy beside him, and yet, there's a sincerity in Draco's tone that makes it impossible to dismiss outright.
"There are good and bad people everywhere," Harry says, the weight of his words sinking into the space between them. "Both in the Muggle and wizarding worlds."
He leans back on the bench, staring up at the sliver of sky visible through the overhanging branches. The leaves rustle softly, whispering secrets to those patient enough to listen. For a moment, he allows himself to get lost in the sound, letting it wash over him like a soothing balm.
"And there's more to Muggles than most wizards think." His voice is barely above a murmur now, the confession slipping out almost against his will. "They can be... dangerous."
Draco turns to look at him, an eyebrow raised in silent question. There's no mockery in his gaze, only curiosity—a hunger for understanding that mirrors Harry's own.
"CCTV cameras." Harry continues, meeting Draco's eyes. "They're everywhere in London. Any unusual activity gets recorded. If they ever caught magic, they'd probably declare war."
The blonde boy's eyes widen slightly, a flash of concern fleeting across his features before his customary mask settles back into place.
"I hadn't considered that," Draco admits, his tone measured but thoughtful. "It seems we have much to learn from each other."
Harry nods, the ghost of a smile tugging at the corner of his lips. Despite their history, despite everything that should make this moment impossible, here they are—two boys on the cusp of understanding, teetering on the edge of something new and uncharted.
"It's not just surveillance," Harry adds after a pause, his expression darkening slightly. "Muggles have weapons too. Guns. They're... efficient. Brutal."
"If you compare them to the Killing Curse—" Draco starts, but Harry cuts him off with a shake of his head.
"No need for incantations or wands. Just pull a trigger, and it's done. Or you miss and put them in awful pain." Harry's fingers curl around the edge of the bench, knuckles whitening as he speaks. It's not a reality he likes to dwell on, but it's one he knows all too well—the potential for violence lurking in every shadow, every angry shout echoing from the Dursleys' living room.
A silence stretches between them, filled with the hum of bees and the distant cooing of birds. It's a stillness that invites reflection, a quiet acknowledgment of truths too long ignored.
"We could use some sort of child services," Harry muses aloud, almost to himself. "To check on magical kids living with Muggles. Make sure they're treated right."
He doesn't glance at Draco, but he feels the shift beside him—the slight stiffening of posture, the quick intake of breath. It's a suggestion that straddles both their worlds, hinting at the possibility of change, of bridges yet to be built.
"Indeed," Draco echoes. He pauses, a frown creasing his forehead as he considers the implications. "The Ministry should have intervened earlier."
Another silence settles between them, not uncomfortable but filled with the weight of unspoken thoughts and questions yet to be asked. Harry senses it—the subtle shift in their dynamic. They're no longer just enemies forced into an uneasy truce; they're two people trying to understand each other's worlds.
"I have been meaning to ask," Draco says after a moment, his voice cutting through the quiet like a silver blade, "where do you stand in all this? Truly. I won't tell, if you're worried."
"For too long, I've been stuck between Dumbledore and Voldemort, used by both sides," Harry admits, his gaze fixed on the cobblestones at his feet. Pain laces his words—a testament to years of manipulation and betrayal.
"And now?" Draco prompts, watching him closely.
"Now..." Harry trails off, searching for the right words. His hands clench and unclench on his lap, the only outward sign of the turmoil within. "Part of me wants to step back from it all—to walk away and never look back."
He doesn't miss the flicker of surprise that crosses Draco's face, quickly replaced by a guarded curiosity. It's a sentiment rarely voiced among wizards, especially those born and bred into the endless cycle of conflict and power struggles.
"But the rest of me knows I can't—not completely." Harry's green eyes meet Draco's grey ones, holding a determination that belies his previous confession. "Not when there are things I still need to set right."
"Like bringing down Dumbledore?" Draco ventures, leaning forward slightly, drawn in despite himself.
"That... and making sure Voldemort and his Death Eaters don't harm anyone else." The words hang heavy in the air, a statement of intent that leaves no room for doubt. Harry Potter may wish for distance, but he's far from turning his back on the fight.
Draco's expression hardens, a familiar defensiveness creeping into his features. But before he can retort, Harry raises a hand, forestalling any protest.
"I'm not saying all Death Eaters are evil or that everyone who follows Voldemort is wrong," Harry clarifies, his tone steady. "But there are lines that shouldn't be crossed—lines that have been crossed, time and time again. Fine, Voldemort doesn't want to kill me, but I'm not certain whether that'll extend to others."
"I appreciate your willingness to see the complexity of our situation," Draco says, "It's easier for most to view it in black and white."
"Nothing about this is easy," Harry murmurs, his gaze drifting back to the Manor—a fortress that once symbolised all he despised but now stands as a testament to the murky greys of their world.
"You're right." The admission hangs in the air between them, heavy with unspoken understanding. "And I'm sorry you have to make these decisions at such a young age."
Harry huffs out a laugh, lacking any real humor. "I'll be fifteen next week, thank you very much."
A ghost of a smile tugs at the corner of Draco's mouth, even as he rolls his eyes. "Ah yes, nearly an elder statesman then."
"You're still older than I am," Harry teases, his eyes lighting up.
"I like this side of you, Harry," Draco admits, standing up from the bench. He brushes off his trousers before offering a hand to Harry. "You should let it out more often."
Harry takes the offered hand and rises from the bench, surprised by the warmth spreading through him despite the chill of the stone beneath his feet. "I'll try," he promises, already feeling the weight of the summer lifting ever so slightly.
They head back into the manor, the grand doors closing behind them with a soft thud. Inside, the house elves scurry around, preparing lunch under Narcissa Malfoy's watchful eye, and Draco pauses at the entrance to the dining room, turning to face Harry. His expression is unreadable, yet there's a lightness to his posture that wasn't there before—the result, perhaps, of walls beginning to crumble.
Chapter Text
"Come along," Lucius says, standing from the table after lunch. "Let's not waste any more time."
He leads them through a series of hallways, their footsteps echoing off the marble floors until they reach a door at the end of a corridor. With a wave of his wand, the door swings open to reveal a large room lined with bookshelves and a high ceiling where floating orbs illuminate an array of objects below; crystal phials holding various potions ingredients, parchment scrolls, several quills, and an assortment of thick spellbooks.
The air hums with magic, a tangible current that prickles against Harry's skin as he steps inside. This is no ordinary study; it's a training ground for wizards, built for practice and mastery, each object carefully curated by years of use.
Lucius moves to the centre of the room, pulling out one of the chairs around a long wooden table. He motions for Harry and Draco to sit before selecting a book from one of the shelves.
"The spells we will be covering today are advanced," Lucius begins, flipping through the pages until he finds what he's looking for. "But I believe you both possess enough magical maturity to handle them."
Harry watches, intrigued but cautious, as Lucius starts explaining the incantations and wand movements required for each spell. The elder Malfoy's voice is steady, authoritative, yet devoid of arrogance.
"You may struggle initially," Lucius admits, demonstrating the precise flick needed for one charm. "These spells are beyond N.E.W.T. level, after all. But remember, the key lies in understanding the nature of the magic itself rather than merely replicating the actions."
There's an unspoken reassurance between the lines, a tacit acknowledgement that failure isn't just acceptable—it's expected when pushing one's limits. It's a stark contrast to the unforgiving standards Harry has encountered at Hogwarts, where every mistake feels like a mark against him.
"But I've seen your potential, Harry," Lucius continues, locking eyes with Harry. "Your ability to produce a corporeal Patronus at such a young age speaks volumes about your innate power."
For a moment, Harry can only stare back, surprised by the praise—and even more so by who it's coming from. But then he nods, accepting the compliment with a quiet thank you. If he is to learn anything here, he must set aside old grudges, at least for now.
Under Lucius's watchful gaze, Harry rises to his feet, wand in hand. He takes a deep breath, steadying himself as he repeats the incantation under his breath. His arm sweeps forward, mimicking the movement Lucius demonstrated earlier. A faint light bursts from his wand tip, fizzling out almost immediately.
"Well done, Harry," Lucius comments, standing next to him. "Again."
Hours meld into one another as Harry delves deeper into the nuances of each spell. Draco observes quietly, occasionally chiming in with suggestions or corrections. The intensity of the session leaves little room for banter or rivalry—only mutual respect forged in the crucible of shared knowledge.
With each successful casting, Harry feels something loosen within him, a knot of self-doubt unravelling bit by bit. Today, there is no Boy-Who-Lived or Chosen One—just Harry, learning and growing, bolstered by words of encouragement instead of derision.
"Excellent, Harry!" Lucius exclaims when Harry finally manages to cast a particularly complex shielding charm. The energy ripples outward from his wand, forming a translucent barrier that shimmers with raw power. For a heartbeat, he stands frozen, awestruck by the sheer force of his own magic.
"I knew you could do it," Lucius murmurs, a hint of approval in his usually stoic features. "You have great potential, Harry. Don't ever let anyone convince you otherwise."
Draco claps Harry on the shoulder, a rare smile playing on his lips. "Impressive, Harry. You're getting the hang of this."
"Thanks, Draco." The gratitude comes naturally, surprising Harry with its sincerity. Old animosities seem distant now, blurred by the focus of their common goal.
"Now that we've completed today's training," Lucius begins, his voice cutting through the air like a blade, "let us turn our attention to matters of equal importance. The political landscape of our world is in flux—more so now than ever."
"The dynamics of power are shifting," he continues, pacing before the grand fireplace, flames casting long shadows across his stern features. "To navigate these treacherous waters, one must understand the forces at play and the alliances that hold sway. You, Harry, find yourself at the centre of this storm," Lucius adds, turning to face him fully.
"Your influence, whether you wish it or not, extends beyond the reaches of Hogwarts' walls. An alliance with the Malfoy family could offer protection—and, more importantly, knowledge, so I propose an arrangement," Lucius announces after a moment's pause. He doesn't wait for a reply before continuing, "In addition to your magical education, I will provide insights into the intricacies of our society—the alliances, the feuds, the laws that govern us all. The library holds centuries of wisdom on such topics, but I picked these out for you."
With a flick of his wand, several books levitate from their shelves and float towards Harry. They land softly on the table next to him: A Comprehensive Guide to Wizarding Law, The Rise and Fall of Dark Magic, Unveiling Power: Politics in Magical Britain.
"We'll convene regularly to discuss what you've learned; consider them open forums where all questions are welcome, but remember this, Harry. Knowledge alone does not make one powerful—it's how one applies it that counts," Lucius instructs, his gaze steady on Harry. "It requires critical thinking and strategic planning. These sessions aim to equip you with both."
Lucius leans forward, placing his hands flat against the table's polished surface. "Use this opportunity wisely, Harry. Your standing in the wizarding world offers a unique perspective that can shape the course of events. Be prepared to leverage it when necessary."
As evening settles over Malfoy Manor, its grandeur softened by flickering candlelight, Harry finds himself seated at the long dining table once more.
The atmosphere is surprisingly relaxed, an unexpected reprieve after hours spent delving into complex spells and intricate politics. The tension that had knotted Harry's muscles earlier dissipates as Narcissa gracefully pours elf-made wine into delicate crystal goblets.
"Tell me, Harry," she begins, her voice soothing against the clink of silverware and hushed conversations, "what subjects do you enjoy most at Hogwarts? And what interests do you have outside of schoolwork?"
Harry hesitates, unused to such genuine interest in his thoughts and feelings. But as he meets Narcissa's gaze—expectant yet patient—he senses no ulterior motive, only curiosity.
"I like Defence Against the Dark Arts," he admits, tracing the intricate patterns on his plate with his fork. "And flying... I love Quidditch." His cheeks flush slightly as Draco snorts from across the table, but Harry continues undeterred. "I also enjoy reading about magical creatures and their habitats."
Narcissa nods, encouraging him to continue. For the first time since stepping foot inside the manor, Harry feels seen—not as a pawn or threat but as a person with dreams and passions. This shift in dynamics is disconcerting yet not entirely unwelcome.
"You're excellent on a broomstick," Draco chimes in suddenly, drawing Harry's attention. "Best Seeker Hogwarts has seen in years. Wouldn't be surprised if you went pro after graduation."
Harry looks up sharply, caught off guard. The corners of his mouth twitch into the barest hint of a smile, not at the prospect of professional Quidditch but rather at the novelty of the idea. No one has ever suggested anything other than a future in the Auror ranks for him.
"You think so?" Harry asks, more to himself than to Draco. He's never seriously considered it—Quidditch has always been an escape, a respite from the weight of the world outside the pitch. But now...
Draco shrugs nonchalantly, though his eyes hold a spark of competitiveness. "Course. Makes the game more interesting when there's actual challenge."
A sense of camaraderie settles around the table, subtle but undeniable. Harry leans back in his chair, his gaze drifting towards the ceiling's ornate plasterwork. He thinks of the Dursleys' cramped cupboard under the stairs, or even Dudley's second bedroom, then glances at the opulent surroundings—a stark contrast that highlights how much his life has changed.
"Come on, Harry," Draco says, pushing back from the table after they've finished eating. "There's something I want to show you."
Harry follows him through a series of corridors, each more grand than the last, until they stop before a pair of double doors. The elaborate carvings depict scenes from ancient wizarding lore—battles won and peace treaties signed.
"This used to be my playroom when I was younger," Draco explains, pushing open the doors. He steps aside to let Harry enter first. "Mother and Father built it for me...for us in case there were any other children." His voice trails off, leaving an unspoken admission hanging in the air—the absence of siblings, the isolation that comes with being an only child.
"But since it's just been me all these years, the room has been largely unused." Draco walks over to one of the plush armchairs by the fireplace, dusting off the seat with a flick of his hand. "I thought we might as well use it while you're here. Make it our own space, away from everything else."
The room is spacious yet inviting, with high ceilings and a roaring fire that casts a warm glow across the polished wooden floor. Bookshelves line the walls, filled with volumes on every subject imaginable—from history and herbology to advanced spellcasting techniques. In one corner stands a sleek black piano, its keys gleaming under the soft light.
Draco watches Harry take in their surroundings, noting the way his green eyes linger on the shelves brimming with books. It's a look Draco recognises—one born out of curiosity and a thirst for knowledge.
"Make yourself at home, Harry," he says, sinking into the adjacent chair. "We've got plenty of time to kill."
Harry nods, moving towards the bookshelves. He runs his fingertips along the spines, feeling the embossed letters under his touch. Each title promises a world waiting to be discovered—a chance to delve deeper into magic's mysteries.
For now, though, he settles into the armchair opposite Draco, letting the warmth from the fire seep into his bones. As he leans back, closing his eyes, the day's events replay in his mind like a film reel stuck on loop—each scene adding another layer to this new reality unfolding before him.
"Have you ever thought about what you'd do after Hogwarts, Harry?" Draco asks, breaking the silence that has settled between them. "You know, aside from defeating the Dark Lord."
Harry's eyes flicker open, meeting Draco's steady gaze. It's a question he hasn't allowed himself to consider much—not when survival has been his primary concern, but now, with his life seemingly free from the immediate threat of Voldemort, perhaps it is time to consider what he wants rather than merely what is expected of him.
"I've thought about it," Harry admits slowly, shifting in his seat. "I thought I should be an Auror; help clean up the Ministry, make things right."
"And is that what you want?"
The certainty in Draco's voice catches Harry off guard. He isn't used to taking his desires into account, let alone being asked to articulate them. For years, his life has been dictated by expectations, leaving little room for personal aspirations.
"I don't know," Harry confesses, shrugging slightly. "Part of me likes the idea, making sure no kid has to grow up like I did, but..."
"But you're not sure if it's your dream or just another expectation placed on you." Draco finishes Harry's sentence without missing a beat, as though reading the uncertainty etched across Harry's face.
"Exactly."
There's a pause, filled only with the crackling of embers and the distant hum of the manor settling into night. Then Draco speaks again, his tone softer than before.
"For what it's worth, I think you'd make a good Auror, Harry. But I also think you'd do well in anything you choose. You have a knack for defying odds."
A ghost of a smile tugs at Harry's lips, mirroring the faint curve of Draco's own mouth. It's a strange moment—one marked not by rivalry but by understanding, however fleeting.
"What about you, Draco?" Harry asks, leaning forward slightly. "What do you see yourself doing? Will you follow in your father's footsteps?"
Draco stiffens, his grey eyes hardening like steel under scrutiny. The mention of his father brings with it unspoken pressures, a legacy fraught with dark implications. Yet despite this, Draco answers honestly, baring a part of himself he rarely shows.
"I thought about it—the family business, politics—it all seemed predetermined. But recently..." He trails off, glancing away as if searching for words among the dancing shadows. When he finally continues, there's a note of defiance in his voice, a determination born from inner turmoil. "Recently, I've wondered if there might be another way. A path where I can use my knowledge and skills for something meaningful."
"Like what?" Harry prompts, genuinely curious.
"Perhaps something in Potions," Draco muses, his eyes narrowing as he considers the possibilities. "I've always had a knack for it. There was a time when I thought about becoming a Healer, but healing is... messy. But with Potions, I could create new ones and improve existing ones. Make real progress without getting my hands dirty."
"I think by definition, Potions involves getting your hands dirty," Harry points out, and Draco rolls his eyes. "But I see what you mean. I couldn't imagine you dealing with patients unless you were examining them to categorise symptoms or something."
"Exactly," Draco says, a small smile playing on his lips. "There's so much we don't understand about illness because we just wave our wands and expect everything to be fine. I'd love to develop ways to get more data."
Harry pauses, considering how to word his question. "So you'd want to do it like—like Muggles do?"
"Merlin, no!" Draco exclaims, looking horrified. "My father told me they cut people open just to find out what's wrong."
"They don't usually," Harry assures him. "It's all very controlled. They take blood samples and use machines to scan the body—it's painless, for the most part. Even when they cut you open, they knock you out for it and give you painkillers after, and that's a last resort if the scans don't show anything."
Draco frowns, mulling over Harry's words. "Blood tests... Scans... That doesn't sound too barbaric."
"No, it's not," Harry confirms. "And sometimes, it's the only way to figure out what's really going on inside someone."
"Interesting," Draco murmurs, and for a moment, Harry thinks he sees a spark of curiosity in those grey eyes.
"Anyway, it's late," Draco says, standing up. "We should get some rest."
Harry follows suit, his body aching from the day's activities. They walk back to Harry's room in silence, each lost in their thoughts. Draco pauses when they reach the door, looking as though he wants to say something else. The words linger on his tongue, caught between years of animosity and the tentative truce they've found over the last few weeks.
"For what it's worth," Draco begins, his voice barely above a whisper, "I'm glad you're here, Harry. Perhaps we can learn a thing or two from each other."
The sentiment hangs in the air, so foreign yet so sincere that Harry finds himself unable to respond right away. When he does, his voice is just as quiet, betraying the vulnerability he's always kept hidden behind emerald eyes and glasses askew.
"Thanks, Draco. I think... I'd like that."
Draco gives a curt nod, seemingly relieved that the words have been spoken aloud. "Oh, and remember—I am next door if you need anything."
"Goodnight, Draco."
"Goodnight, Harry."
With that, Draco walks away, leaving Harry alone with his thoughts. As he closes the door, Harry leans against it, letting out a breath he didn't realise he'd been holding. Relief washes over him, followed closely by apprehension. The world outside may be falling apart, but within these walls, Harry senses a chance at something he never thought possible: understanding, maybe even friendship, with Draco Malfoy.
Shaking off the lingering tension, Harry prepares for bed. He changes into the pyjamas provided—black silk, too fancy for his taste but undeniably comfortable—and brushes his teeth with a conjured toothbrush. Despite the luxury surrounding him, Harry can't escape the feeling of being an intruder in a world far removed from his own.
He slips under the covers, staring up at the ornate ceiling. His mind races through the events of the day—the attack, the rescue, the revelation of this bizarre sanctuary. But most of all, he thinks about Draco—not the arrogant boy who taunted him at Hogwarts, but the young man bearing the weight of his family's sins while trying to carve his path.
Thoughts whirl in Harry's head, blurring the lines between friend and foe until exhaustion overtakes him. As sleep pulls him under, he clings to the image of Draco's hesitant smile, a beacon of light in the darkest of places.
A dull ache throbs behind Harry's eyes as he drifts into an uneasy slumber. Dreams, or rather nightmares, come unbidden, each more vivid than the last.
He's back in Privet Drive, trapped inside that wretched cupboard under the stairs. His body is small again, too thin, too weak. He can hear the Dursleys' laughter above him, their voices cruel and carefree. Then the door creaks open, and a large hand reaches for him.
"No," Harry whispers, but his voice is lost in the darkness.
The grip around his arm tightens, pulling him out of the cupboard. Uncle Vernon's face looms over him, twisted with rage and satisfaction, with Dumbledore watching the exchange approvingly. "Thought you could escape us, did you, boy?"
Harry tries to fight back, but he's powerless against the brute strength of his uncle. A fist flies towards him, and then—
Harry wakes with a start, gasping for air. Sweat clings to his forehead, trickling down his temples. The sheets are tangled around his legs, evidence of his struggle against the haunting memories.
His heart hammers against his ribcage, echoing the terror that lingers even now. He raises a shaky hand to his face, half expecting to feel the sting of a fresh bruise, but meets only smooth skin instead. For a moment, Harry just lies there, trying to convince himself it was only a dream. But the fear feels too real, the pain still throbbing in phantom echoes across his body. With every ragged breath, he fights off the panic clawing at his throat.
Get up, he tells himself, pushing against the mattress. It's just a dream. Just a bloody nightmare.
But his limbs don't respond; they're heavy, anchored by the weight of his past. Images flash before his closed eyelids—his aunt's sneer, Dudley's mocking laugh, his uncle's belt—and with them comes a wave of nausea that churns his stomach.
"Breathe," he mutters between clenched teeth, counting to ten as Madam Pomfrey once taught him during a particularly nasty bout of panic.
Despite his efforts, the room spins around him, the grandeur of Malfoy Manor blurring into a grotesque parody of comfort. Each ornate fixture seems to leer at him, the walls closing in until they're nothing more than bars on a cage. His chest constricts further, the lack of air turning his vision white around the edges.
Just when Harry thinks he might pass out, a soft knock echoes through the chamber. It's so faint he almost dismisses it as another trick of his mind, but then it comes again, persistent, grounding.
"Harry?" The voice is low and tentative—a stark contrast to the commanding tone that usually accompanies it. There's a pause, then another knock, louder this time.
Harry doesn't answer. Instead, he curls tighter into himself, willing his heartbeat to slow and his breaths to even out. But the darkness is relentless, pressing in on all sides, and Harry feels as if he might shatter under its weight.
The doorknob turns slowly, and light spills into the room as the door creaks open. Draco steps inside, his silver eyes wide with something akin to concern. He crosses the room in long strides, stopping at the edge of Harry's bed.
"May I?" he asks, gesturing towards the space next to Harry. It's a simple question, but it holds so much more—permission, understanding, and perhaps even a hint of compassion. The old Harry would have told him to sod off, preferring to suffer alone than accept comfort from a Malfoy. But that was before everything changed, before their lives became irrevocably intertwined by circumstances beyond their control.
Without waiting for a response, Draco eases onto the mattress, careful not to jar Harry too much. His presence is like a balm against the chaos swirling within Harry, grounding him back to reality.
"You were thrashing about," Draco says quietly, breaking the silence that has settled between them. "I heard you from my room."
Harry chances a look at him, surprised by the softness in Draco's gaze. It's disconcerting, seeing this side of Draco—the one who shows concern instead of contempt, offers help instead of hexes. Yet, there's no denying the relief that washes over Harry at his proximity.
"Just a nightmare," Harry mutters, though they both know it's more than that. Nightmares don't leave one shaking and gasping for air, reliving past traumas as if they're happening all over again.
Draco nods, as if he understands all too well. His hand hovers over Harry's shoulder, a silent offer of comfort. "We all have them," he admits, and there's a weariness in his voice that suggests he's speaking from experience.
Harry's heart stutters at the confession, caught off guard by the shared vulnerability. Despite himself, he leans into Draco's touch, craving the contact, the reassurance that he's not alone in his torment. "Why are you here?" he rasps, not entirely sure he wants to hear the answer.
"Because... because we're stuck together, aren't we?" Draco replies, half-joking, half-serious. "Might as well make the best of it." But there's a shadow behind his eyes, a flicker of something deeper, something unspoken.
They sit in silence, each lost in their thoughts, the line between enemy and ally growing blurred. The nightmares recede, pushed away by the warmth seeping through Draco's fingers and into Harry's rigid muscles. For the first time since he woke, Harry's breath comes easier, the terror of his dream losing its grip on his battered psyche.
Draco and Harry return to the sitting room, a fire crackling in the hearth as they settle into plush armchairs. The air is thick with tension and uncertainty, the enormity of their situation hanging over them like an oppressive cloud.
"Tomorrow," Draco says, his voice steady despite the flicker of apprehension that passes over his sharp features, "we need to start discussing our next steps. Everyone's been so focused on the big picture—Father, the Dark Lord, even Mother. They're all caught up in this war and the politics around it. And yes, it's important. But no one has mentioned what we're actually supposed to do when we go back to school, and I know it's a little over a month off, but they have no intention of telling us what to do - it's down to us now."
Harry nods slowly, comprehension dawning. He has spent the past few weeks immersed in books and records, trying to make sense of a world that has been turned upside down. His singular focus has been on uncovering the truth about Dumbledore, piecing together a narrative that is as damning as it is unbelievable. But Draco is right. The immediate future holds challenges of its own. What will happen when they return to Hogwarts? How are they supposed to act, to pretend?
"I don't want to go back to behaving the way we were, but I also don't know how to not raise suspicion," Harry admits.
"That's the part I am concerned about, too," Draco confesses. "I know that this potential war is more complex than just light and dark. There will be alliances we'll have to form, even if it means crossing old lines... maybe some of those lines were drawn incorrectly from the start."
Draco leans forward, resting his elbows on his knees. "But one thing is certain—we cannot let Dumbledore know about this too soon."
Harry agrees; the headmaster's manipulations have become apparent, and the last thing they want is to alert him before they're ready. But there are others—friends—who deserve to know the truth.
"We can't keep Ron and Hermione in the dark either. They're my best mates," Harry insists, "They've been through hell and back with me."
"I'm not suggesting we do," Draco replies quickly, holding up a hand to forestall further protest. "But... consider this: What would cause less suspicion? You suddenly being friendly with Slytherins or me reaching out to Granger and Weasley?"
A muscle twitches in Harry's jaw as he considers Draco's point. It makes a twisted sort of sense. If anyone could convince Ron and Hermione that something was amiss, it'd be Draco Malfoy playing nice.
"And if you think about it," Draco continues, "it might be easier for everyone involved if I seem to be moving towards 'the light' rather than you towards 'the dark.'"
Harry stares into the dancing flames, the implications of Draco's words sinking in. He doesn't want to be labelled as dark, but neither does he wish to be seen as purely light—not anymore. Not when both sides harbour secrets and lies.
And as Harry has come to understand, dark magic itself is not inherently evil. All spells classified as dark demand an emotional component, but that doesn't make them evil or harmful by default. Draco had pointed out early on that even the Patronus Charm—a shield against darkness if there ever was one—requires a deep emotional connection to cast, making it officially a dark spell. Harry has found more and more instances supporting this idea, blurring the once clear lines between light and dark.
"Neutral," Harry finally murmurs, his voice barely above a whisper. "I want... no, I need to be seen as neutral—for now, at least." It feels strange admitting it aloud, but right—a small step towards reclaiming his own narrative.
The corners of Draco's mouth twitch in what might be approval. "Then we work towards that. Together."
They sit in silence, each lost in thoughts of the future—a future that rests on shaky alliances and shared secrets. As the firelight casts long shadows across the room, something shifts between them. The chasm narrows, bridged by mutual understanding and the faintest glimmer of trust.
"Now, I think we ought to get a few more hours of sleep," Draco suggests, and Harry wonders if Draco brought up the topic of Hogwarts to distract him from his nightmare... it gave him more to think about, but nothing frightening.
The morning sun filters through the drapes of Harry's room at Malfoy Manor, casting a warm glow over the polished furniture. The quiet is almost unnerving after the chaos of his dreams. He sits up, blinking against the light and rubbing his scar out of habit.
"Master Potter? Are you awake?" Taffy's voice is soft as he enters with breakfast. "I has your favourite."
Harry manages a small smile towards the house elf before turning his attention to the food laid in front of him—fresh fruit, toast, eggs, and bacon arranged neatly on fine china.
"Eat well, Master Potter," Taffy says, bowing low. "It will help you feel better."
As Taffy leaves, there's a knock at the door. Before Harry can respond, it opens, and Narcissa steps inside. Her gaze is gentle, yet searching, taking in his pale features and dishevelled hair.
"Good morning, Harry." She takes a seat beside him. "How did you sleep?"
"Alright, I suppose." Harry shrugs, avoiding her eyes. There's no point denying the nightmare that had woken half the house.
Narcissa nods, her hand hovering over his for a moment before she finally rests it atop his own—a brief touch meant to reassure rather than intrude. "Taffy told me about last night. You're safe here, Harry."
"I know, but..." Harry pauses, unsure how to explain how he felt.
"But what, dear boy?"
Harry sighs, pushing away the plate of untouched food. "My head just feels... full. Like it's going to burst with everything I'm trying to understand."
"You have been through so much, Harry, more than any young wizard should ever have to endure," She pauses, her fingers tracing invisible patterns on the armrest of her chair. "But remember this—you are strong. And you are not alone. Not anymore."
There's an intensity to her words that gives Harry pause. He looks at her, really looks at her, and sees something he didn't expect—compassion.
"You may find it difficult to believe," Narcissa continues, her silver-blue eyes meeting Harry's, "but Lucius and I want nothing more than to see you succeed, to see you thrive. Whether you choose to stand with the Dark Lord or walk away from everything, we will protect you as fiercely as we would Draco."
Harry stiffens at the mention of Voldemort. Even though they're aligned against Dumbledore together, the idea of standing with the man who killed his parents still turns his stomach. But Narcissa's final words wash over him like a balm, soothing the jagged edges of his fear.
"Walk away?"
The words leave his mouth before he can catch them, a reflex to the seemingly impossible notion hanging in the air between them. Harry's hand tightens around his fork, the cool metal pressing into his skin as if grounding him to this moment.
Is it possible? Could he really just step back from it all—the prophecy, the expectations, the looming war—and simply live?
He'd mentioned it Draco when he asked because a part of him did want that, but he hadn't truly considered it an option, not until now when the choice is laid bare before him. The idea of walking away feels foreign and almost forbidden, like a secret path veering off the main road that he's not supposed to take yet calls to him nonetheless.
Voldemort had presented the idea during their dinner together, but Harry had dismissed it then. A trick, perhaps, or a test of loyalty. But now, hearing the idea from Narcissa, along with the promise of safety regardless, it takes on new weight. A choice—a real, tangible choice—might be within his grasp after all. But what would it mean to choose himself over the destiny that's been thrust upon him?
"It is an option that I think you should take into consideration—this war isn't yours to fight, even if the Dark Lord and Dumbledore think otherwise. But I think that for now, regardless of where you stand, you need to focus on learning and growing stronger," she tells him. "If uncovering every one of Albus's transgressions means putting yourself in harm's way before you're ready... Well, that benefits no one—not you, not us, and certainly not our cause."
Her voice carries a note of authority that brooks no argument but also a warmth that eases the tension in Harry's shoulders. "Indeed, some secrets must be left for another day," she adds quietly. "For now, let them lie."
Harry nods slowly, the weight of her words settling around him. Despite the urgency clawing at his gut, he knows she's right. He can't rush into this battle blinded by anger and driven by vengeance. That's what Dumbledore would expect—and, in a way, exactly what Voldemort would want.
"Thank you, Narcissa." His voice is barely above a whisper, but it holds a sincerity that surprises even him. Here, in the heart of enemy territory, he's found allies where he least expected them. Maybe, just maybe, he isn't as alone as he thought.
With a subtle nod, Narcissa stands, her robes rustling softly against the floor. "Rest, Harry," she instructs, moving towards the door with the grace of a queen leaving her court. "And remember, you have friends here. More than you realise."
The door closes behind her, leaving Harry alone with his thoughts. Friends. The word echoes in his mind, strange and unfamiliar in this context. Yet as he glances around the opulent room once again, he can't deny the truth of it.
He's here, under their protection, because they chose to help him. Because they saw value in aligning with him despite everything. Because, in their own twisted way, they care. Or at least, they seem to.
Chapter 12
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
The door to the shared sitting room creaks open, drawing Harry and Draco's attention away from their books. Narcissa Malfoy steps into the room, her face a study in composure. Lucius follows, his hands folded behind his back, mirroring his wife's elegance and authority.
"Harry, Draco," Narcissa begins, her voice measured and clear, "the Dark Lord has arranged a meeting tonight. It will be held here at the Manor."
Lucius' gaze shifts between Harry and Draco, emphasising the gravity of what he's about to say next. "He has requested your presence, Harry... and yours, Draco." The final words hang heavy in the air, bearing the weight of unspoken implications.
Harry's hand instinctively reaches for his scar, fingers tracing the jagged line that marks him just as surely as his parentage. The request makes sense—he knows Voldemort wants to bring Harry onto his side—but the inclusion of Draco raises questions.
Draco stiffens beside him, his grey eyes clouding over with uncertainty. The shift is minuscule but noticeable for those who know to look for it. Beneath the haughty exterior cultivated by years of upbringing, there's a flicker of something else: fear, perhaps, or apprehension.
For a moment, silence hangs heavy in the room, broken only by the soft rustle of fabric as Lucius shifts his weight. Then, Harry finds his voice, steady with resolve. "Why?" It's a simple question layered with meaning. Why them? Why now?
"It's a show of trust," Lucius explains, his voice as smooth and unyielding as polished stone. "He believes you deserve more information, and he cannot expect you to keep secrets from Draco, so he's allowing you both to witness this meeting." He pauses, allowing the significance of his words to sink in before continuing. "You will both be concealed under your invisibility cloak, Harry—a precaution for your safety."
Harry nods, absorbing the information. His fingers tighten around the edge of his chair, betraying the tension that coils within him.
"Stay close to the walls at all times," Narcissa instructs, her pale eyes softening with a mother's concern. "Your well-being is paramount, Harry. We must ensure nothing goes awry."
"I can handle myself," Harry replies, more out of reflex than conviction. But his tone lacks its usual defiance; instead, there's an undercurrent of gratitude, however grudging. It feels strange to accept their concern, these people who were once his enemies. Yet here they are, bound by circumstance and a shared goal.
"We know you can, Harry," Lucius says, acknowledging the strength that lies beneath the boy's wiry frame. "But remember, the stakes are high. One misstep could cost us everything."
The room falls silent again, save for the crackling fire in the hearth. Shadows dance across the ornate decor, casting flickering patterns on the faces of those gathered. Each person lost in their own thoughts, contemplating the gravity of the situation.
"Understood," Draco finally breaks the silence, his tone as firm as his resolve. Across from him, Harry gives a curt nod, green eyes hard with determination.
Lucius rises, smoothing down the front of his robes. "Good. Rest now. We have much to prepare for."
Later, the silence is oppressive, filling the corridors of Malfoy Manor like a tangible presence as Harry and Draco slip under the invisibility cloak. They trail behind Lucius and Narcissa, their footsteps muted against the grandeur of the manor's stone floors.
Harry leads, his movements deliberate and cautious, mindful of every creak in the floorboards, every murmur of air through the mansion's vast chambers. The hushed whispers of Lucius and Narcissa ahead are just audible enough to guide him through the dimly lit labyrinth.
Anticipation tightens its grip on both boys with each step they take towards the unknown. Their hearts pound in sync—two steady beats echoing the rhythm of uncertainty. Every fibre of their being screams at them to turn back, but they push forward, driven by an unspoken pact forged in adversity.
Beside him, Draco leans in closer, his breath warm against Harry's ear. "There's a shortcut, take the third door on the left," he murmurs, voice barely above a whisper. "And watch out for the loose tile halfway down."
"Got it," Harry replies, adjusting their course slightly. Despite everything—the gravity of what awaits them, the strangeness of this unlikely alliance—he can't help but feel a sense of camaraderie building between them. For years, they've been defined by their rivalry, two sides of a coin always destined to clash. But here, hidden beneath layers of woven shadows, they move as one, bound by a purpose greater than themselves.
Eager not to alert anyone of their presence, they round another corner, coming to a halt before a set of double doors guarded by towering statues of serpents. Beyond lies the heart of the manor—and the gathering storm within.
The doors swing open without a sound, and Harry's breath catches in his throat. Rows of high-backed chairs fill the imposing space, their occupants hidden beneath hooded robes. The air is thick with whispered conversations that cease as Lucius and Narcissa pass them and enter, their presence demanding respect even among this dangerous assembly.
Harry and Draco hang back, waiting for the right moment. At last, they glide into the room, sticking close to the shadows cast by towering bookshelves lined with ancient volumes. They inch toward the far corner, their bodies pressed together under the weight of the cloak—and the gravity of what lies ahead.
Fingers brush against leather-bound spines, tracing titles etched in gold. Every sense is on high alert—ears straining for familiar voices, eyes scanning the room for any sign of recognition. There are faces missing from the sea of masks; identities shrouded not only by the fabric but also by doubt and fear.
"Remember," Harry whispers so low only Draco can hear, "we're here to observe."
Draco nods, unseen beneath the cloak, his heart pounding against his ribs—a stark reminder of their shared vulnerability amidst potential foes.
As the minutes tick by, the drawing-room fills until there's a palpable hum of energy coursing through the air. Conversations dwindle to hushed murmurs, and heads turn towards the grand entrance where an ornate chair sits empty—an unspoken promise of the power soon to occupy it.
A chill wind sweeps across the room, extinguishing the candles one by one, encasing everyone in darkness. And then, just as suddenly, flames burst from each wick, illuminating the chamber once more. The panelling gleams under the renewed light, casting long, twisted shadows that reach out like skeletal hands.
The door at the far end of the room creaks open, and a figure clad in black steps through, his presence washing over the assembly like an icy tide. The whispers die down instantly, replaced by an oppressive silence that hangs heavy in the air. A collective breath is held, released only when the man they've been waiting for takes his place at the head of the table.
Harry's eyes widen as Voldemort emerges from the shadows, his snake-like features stark against the flickering candlelight. His heart hammers in his chest—a wild drum echoing his fear throughout every fibre of his being. This can't be real, he thinks, but the chill running down his spine tells him otherwise.
"Good evening," Voldemort begins, his voice slithering into every crevice of the vast room. Each syllable is laced with malice, yet there's an undeniable charisma to the way he commands attention. "I trust you are all... comfortable?"
Harry leans in closer, straining to catch every word. He knows how important it is to stay focused—to pick up on any information that might be useful later. But despite his best efforts, his mind races, thoughts colliding with each other in a frantic dance of confusion and dread.
"Tonight, we gather to discuss a matter of utmost importance," Voldemort continues, his tone steady yet layered with unspoken threats. "The eradication of Dumbledore's influence."
A murmur ripples through the crowd, but it is quickly silenced by Voldemort's upturned hand. This is nothing new to Harry and Draco, but knowing it's now being shared with the others seems to intensify the situation.
"His sway over our world has gone unchecked for too long." The words slither around the room, wrapping themselves around each listener like a constrictor squeezing its prey. "It is time we disrupt the status quo and reveal his manipulations for what they truly are. We have gathered a lot of information already, but we need more."
Harry's breath catches in his throat as he listens from the shadows. He can feel Draco stiffen beside him, both understanding the gravity of what's being proposed. This isn't about terrorising Muggles or gaining power—it's something far more insidious.
Voldemort leans forward, hands steepled before him. His red eyes gleam with cruel anticipation as he outlines the next phase of his plan. "We will use every tool at our disposal—both within the Ministry and beyond—to expose Dumbledore's lies. Leverage existing suspicions, amplify them until they cannot be ignored."
As Voldemort speaks, Harry's mind races, piecing together fragments of information into a terrifying whole. If successful, this strategy could unravel everything: friendships, alliances... even the public's trust in their cherished headmaster.
"We will bring forth evidence of his transgressions, one by one, leaving no room for doubt," Voldemort continues, his voice a deadly whisper that sends shivers down spines. "Once cracks appear, they will only widen."
Draco glances at Harry, unseen under the cloak. There's an intensity in his gaze—a silent acknowledgement that these revelations could shake the wizarding world to its core.
"The key," Voldemort adds, pausing for effect, "lies not just in exposing Dumbledore's actions but also in shifting public sentiment in our favour."
Silence again descends upon the room, every Death Eater hanging onto their leader's word. Some faces remain impassive, masks hiding whatever thoughts lurk behind them, while others show flickers of understanding—or perhaps even agreement.
"It won't be easy," Voldemort admits, crimson eyes narrowing slightly. "But I am confident that with careful planning and execution, we can succeed."
Around them, the air grows heavier still, charged with the weight of shared purpose—that is, if one considers tearing apart the very fabric of society a purpose.
"Together," Voldemort says, leaning back in his chair, "we will prevail."
The room remains silent, save for the soft crackle of flames dancing in the fireplace and the occasional rustle of robes. Every eye stays fixed on the figure at the head of the table, waiting for the signal that the meeting is over.
Harry and Draco exchange a look beneath the cloak, communicating without words. They understand the potential impact of these plans—the way they could undermine years of trust and loyalty, reshaping the future of the wizarding world.
"But dismantling Dumbledore's reputation is only part of our strategy," Voldemort says, his voice taking on a new edge. Harry tenses, bracing himself for whatever comes next.
The Dark Lord's gaze sweeps over the assembly before settling back onto the parchment in front of him. "Our efforts will also focus on reforming the very foundation of wizarding education."
A collective gasp ripples through the room, and even Draco stirs beside Harry.
"Reforming Hogwarts?" One of the Death Eaters repeats incredulously, earning a sharp look from Voldemort that silences any further questions.
"Indeed." He nods slowly, letting the word hang in the air like an ominous cloud. "For too long, the curriculum at Hogwarts has been dictated by outdated traditions and Dumbledore's own narrow view of magic."
Harry can almost hear the unspoken accusation: that Dumbledore has suppressed certain aspects of magical knowledge to maintain control over the students and staff. It's not news to Harry and Draco, but they wondered which death eaters also knew that.
"The teaching of the Dark Arts," Voldemort continues, "not just Defence Against them, should be integral to our children's education. They must understand all facets of magic in order to protect themselves and our society - such teachings would not encourage dangerous behaviour," Voldemort clarifies, seeming to sense the unease among some of his followers. "Instead, they would foster respect for the complexities of magic and ensure our young wizards are fully equipped to face any threat."
"Beyond this," Voldemort adds, his tone growing more assertive, "we need to address how Muggle-borns are integrated into our world."
This time, the silence that follows is absolute. Even the fire seems to quieten, its crackling subdued by the weight of Voldemort's words.
"For decades, we have allowed fear and ignorance to dictate our actions towards those with non-magical heritage," he says, each word measured and precise. "But consider this: their existence introduces fresh blood into our ancient lines, often leading to powerful and innovative magic."
Harry feels Draco stiffen beside him, both taken aback by the unexpected shift in rhetoric. It's a far cry from the pureblood supremacy Voldemort preached during the First Wizarding War—almost suspiciously so.
"Furthermore," Voldemort continues, seemingly oblivious to the stunned silence around him, "their presence within our ranks can strengthen us against Muggle threats. Their unique perspective and understanding of the non-magical world are assets we cannot afford to ignore, and they must become an integral part of our network, including our plan to reform the Hogwarts curriculum."
He pauses, allowing his words to sink in. The faces of the Death Eaters reflect a range of emotions: confusion, doubt, and even interest. But none dare to question their leader openly.
"By extending our protection to these individuals," Voldemort concludes, "we not only secure potential allies but also gain control over the narrative surrounding magical blood status—a narrative currently dominated by Dumbledore."
"Of course," Voldemort adds, his red eyes gleaming with an intensity that sends a chill down Harry's spine, "none of this will be possible without first ensuring the safety and well-being of all wizards. To that end, I make this vow: I swear on my magic that I will not harm any person unless it is in self-defence, and I will order no one to harm any person."
Harry's breath catches in his throat. A solemn vow—especially one made by someone as powerful as Voldemort—should not be taken lightly. Beside him, Draco shifts uneasily, mirroring Harry's shock.
The declaration reverberates through the room like a spell gone awry, leaving traces of disbelief etched on every face. The air itself seems to shudder under the weight of Voldemort's promise—a contract bound by magic and sealed with intent. A low murmur ripples through the crowd as the Death Eaters exchange glances, their masks unable to hide their confusion. Some lean forward as if drawn by the gravity of Voldemort's words, while others sit back, their posture rigid with tension.
Voldemort allows the whispers to build for a moment before raising his hand for silence. When he speaks again, his voice is soft yet commanding, compelling attention despite—or perhaps because of—the stark contrast to his usual fiery rhetoric.
"But let me be clear," he says, each word resonating with authority. "This does not mean we shy away from conflict when it is necessary. It only means we do not start it."
Harry watches from beneath the cloak, his mind racing. This isn't the Voldemort he knows—the Dark Lord who terrorised the wizarding world, murdered his parents, and marked him as his equal. Yet here he is, pledging peace and reform, speaking of unity instead of division. It's almost too much to take in.
Beside him, Draco remains silent, his own thoughts hidden behind a mask of stoicism. But Harry can feel the tension radiating off him, a tangible echo of the uncertainty churning within them both.
"Lucius, Narcissa," Voldemort addresses the couple seated at his right. "Your influence within the Ministry and old families will be crucial in shaping public opinion. I trust you understand what is expected of you."
"Of course, my Lord." Lucius's voice is steady, betraying none of the apprehension that tightens around Harry's chest.
"Severus," Voldemort turns to the man whose loyalties have always been a subject of speculation—even now when he sits among those who revere the Dark Lord. "I need you to find and protect Potter, try and make him see our side of things. Our plans hinge on ensuring his safety and, as he is missing, we cannot do so."
A flicker of surprise crosses Snape's features before they smooth into impassivity. "As you wish, my Lord."
Harry tenses, his breath catching in his throat. Snape knows exactly where Harry is; Voldemort knows too. So why this charade? He realises then—it isn't about giving orders to Snape. It's a message to everyone in the room, perhaps even to Harry himself: Harry is off limits. He is to be protected, not harmed. If Voldemort's plans depend on Harry being alive, then every Death Eater will obey, regardless of their personal feelings towards him.
"Let tonight be a reminder of the importance of trust and unity among us," Voldemort concludes, his gaze sweeping over the assembled followers. "Together, we will bring about change for the betterment of our world."
The Dark Lord rises from his seat, his figure casting long shadows across the room. The Death Eaters stand as well, their movements mirroring his like dark reflections on still water.
Malfoy Manor's grand hall begins to empty slowly, the murmur of conversations rising in its cavernous space. Many are still reeling from the night's revelations—truths that challenge all they've known or believed in.
Harry watches from underneath the invisibility cloak, his mind buzzing with questions. Beside him, Draco remains silent, his presence an anchor amidst the storm of uncertainty brewing within Harry.
Even as the last of the Death Eaters leave, the air hums with tension, a testament to the power wielded by words alone. The echo of Voldemort's promises lingers, seeping into the very walls of Malfoy Manor.
Harry's heart races in his chest, the thrumming rhythm a constant reminder of what is at stake. It isn't just his life anymore; it's the precarious balance of a world teetering on the edge of transformation—a world where Voldemort speaks of peace and equality. Beside him, Draco stirs.
"We should go," he whispers, though making no move to rise just yet. His grey eyes scan the room, calculating distances and timings, waiting for the perfect moment. Underneath the cloak, it feels like a different universe, one where Malfoy and Potter share a breath, bound by a secret too heavy to bear alone.
Just as the last of the Death Eaters disappear through the grand doors, Severus Snape walks towards Lucius with purpose. He withdraws a stack of letters from his pocket—parchment that looks ordinary to any passersby but could hold secrets capable of shifting tides.
"Lucius," he says, voice low and measured. His eyes, usually inscrutable, flicker with an intensity that suggests far more than casual correspondence.
Snape extends the package toward Lucius, who takes it without hesitation. Their hands barely touch—a brief contact that speaks volumes in the silence of the now-empty hall. Both men understand that this exchange goes beyond mere paper and ink; they are players on a board set by powers far greater than their own.
For a moment, the two wizards stand there; expressions guarded yet revealing the gravity of their task. They share few words, yet each one is weighted with unspoken understanding, acknowledging the importance of what lies ahead.
"Ensure these reach their intended recipient," Snape instructs, his gaze never wavering from Lucius's face.
"Of course," Lucius replies, cradling the letters as if they were made of glass instead of parchment.
Their interaction is brief, almost imperceptible to anyone not paying close attention, but Harry does not miss its significance.
From beneath the invisibility cloak, Harry watches the scene unfold, grey-green eyes narrowed in concentration. Every muscle in his body is tense, ready to react at a moment's notice, even though he remains still as stone. The letters in Lucius's possession draw his focus, curiosity piqued despite the danger lurking all around. Information—that's what he needs. Anything to shed light on Voldemort's true intentions.
"Come on, then," Harry murmurs, rising to his feet with the cloak draped over them.
Draco nods, following suit. Together, they navigate their way out of the grand hall and into the labyrinthine corridors of Malfoy Manor. Their footfalls are soft against the cold stone floor, muffled by layers of ancient tapestries that cover the walls.
The manor is quiet now; the only sound is their own measured breathing as they make their way through the house. No one would suspect two boys lurking in the shadows, wrestling with revelations that could alter the course of a brewing war.
Despite the stillness, tension coils within both Draco and Harry like a spring wound too tight. The echoes of Voldemort's words reverberate in their minds, mingling with the dread of discovery. But there's no time for fear—not when every second counts.
"Okay, we're clear," Harry whispers as the door to their shared sitting room closes behind them. Draco pulls the cloak from their shoulders, letting it pool onto the floor like a liquid shadow. The tension in the air is palpable—a testament to the gravity of what they've just witnessed.
They move towards the centre of the room, drawn together by a need to make sense of the night's revelations. Their minds are abuzz, thoughts racing as they replay each word, each gesture, searching for clues hidden beneath layers of deception.
"I can't believe it," Harry starts, his voice barely above a whisper. "Voldemort...he swore an oath not to harm anyone unless in self-defence. That doesn't align with anything I've experienced with him."
Harry's brow furrows as he grapples with this new image of Voldemort—so drastically different from the monster painted by countless stories and personal encounters. His green eyes flicker with uncertainty, reflecting the internal struggle between deeply ingrained beliefs and the unsettling reality unfolding before him.
Draco, too, wears his confusion openly. His usual veneer of composure has been replaced by a look that borders on vulnerability. He sits on the edge of his bed, posture rigid, eyes clouded with thought. The events of the evening have left him off balance, questioning loyalties and truths he'd never dared challenge until now.
The implications hang heavy in the silence, pressing down upon them with the weight of unspoken fears and doubts. Neither boy expected this—Voldemort preaching unity, proposing radical changes that could reshape the wizarding world in ways unimaginable.
"If it's true, if he means what he says..." Harry begins, voice low but steady. The air seems to thicken around them, absorbing the gravity of his words. "Then maybe there really is a chance for something... different."
Draco remains silent, his grey eyes reflecting the flicker of candlelight as he digests this new perspective. He's heard tales of Voldemort's power and ruthlessness from his father; never has he encountered such a version of the Dark Lord—one that speaks of unity instead of division, peace instead of war.
"Tonight was unlike anything I expected," Draco admits, fingers drumming against the bedspread. His gaze is distant, lost in the memories of the evening. "I don't know what to make of it."
The room falls quiet save for the soft crackle of flames from the fireplace. Shadows dance across their faces, mirroring the turmoil within each boy. Both are marked by an unseen enemy—their lives intertwined by circumstances beyond their control. And now, they find themselves at the edge of an abyss, peering into the depths of a future neither dares to imagine.
"Voldemort spoke with conviction, didn't he?" Harry murmurs after a moment. His brow furrows in thought, green eyes darkening like a stormy sea. "It wasn't just about power. It felt more personal... like he truly believes in this change."
"I noticed that too," Draco concedes, silver brows knitting together.
"It's not just Voldemort's transformation that's surprising," Harry continues, pacing before the hearth. The fire casts long shadows across his face, accentuating his determined expression. "He's advocating for ideals I never thought I'd hear from him—or anyone on his side, for that matter."
"Muggle-born protection," Draco echoes, his voice laced with disbelief. "I never imagined I'd hear him advocate for such a thing." He unfolds from his stiff posture, leaning back against the ornate headboard. His eyes narrow as he sifts through the evening's events once more, searching for answers hidden between the lines of Voldemort's monologue.
"Neither did I," Harry admits, absently tracing patterns in the plush carpet beneath his feet. The flickering firelight casts dancing shadows around them, mirroring the dark uncertainty that looms over their heads.
"Swearing on his magic changes everything; it means things won't be physically violent on his say-so, but that doesn't mean he can't damage our world with manipulation, especially if he goes insane again," Draco murmurs, more to himself than to Harry. His fingers drum rhythmically on his thigh, each tap echoing the internal struggle that rages within. A part of him yearns to believe in the possibility of change, yet another part, hardened by the knowledge of how the last war played out, cannot bring himself to hope.
Draco has heard of Voldemort's coldness and cruelty—it clashes violently with the image now painted before him. The man who spoke tonight was different, almost unrecognisable. Though his words were compelling, they left behind a trail of questions that gnaw at the edges of Draco's mind. He felt this way after the dinner Voldemort had attended two weeks prior, but Draco hadn't been sure how much of it was an act... he's still not.
Harry watches Draco and senses the turmoil churning just beneath the surface. This isn't easy for either of them—having their beliefs challenged and their worldviews turned upside down—but perhaps there is value in hearing these doubts voiced aloud. After all, if they are to navigate the treacherous waters ahead, they will need to do so together, united by shared understanding rather than divided by mistrust.
"We must consider every angle," Harry says finally, breaking the silence that has settled between them like a thick veil. His gaze is steady, and his emerald eyes reflect the resolve that hardens with each spoken word. "Manipulation," Harry murmurs, his mind racing with unsaid implications. "It's a game he knows well."
He pauses, considering the parallels between Dumbledore and Voldemort—two leaders whose methods have been steeped in manipulation and control. His heart throbs painfully against his ribcage at the thought. "But it's not just him, is it?"
Draco looks up, meeting Harry's gaze across the room. The firelight flickers in their shared silence, casting shadows that dance like spectres over half-remembered fears.
"Dumbledore?" Draco ventures, giving voice to the unspoken comparison. A shiver runs down his spine as he considers the similarities—how both men have shaped their lives from behind the scenes, pulling strings in a grand performance of power and deception.
Harry nods, lips pressed into a thin line. "Yeah. How different are they really if they're using the same tactics?"
The question hangs in the air between them, a challenge to everything they thought they knew about right and wrong, light and dark. These murky waters of moral ambiguity are a dangerous path to tread, but there's no turning back now—not when the truth beckons tantalisingly close.
"I never... I mean, I was taught to trust Dumbledore," Harry continues, his hands balling into fists at his sides. "He was always there, guiding me, protecting me—or so I thought."
His words echo through the chamber, stirring memories of whispered promises and comforting smiles. But beneath it all lurks an undercurrent of deceit, subtle manipulations hidden beneath the guise of wisdom and care.
"My father taught me the same about the Dark Lord, that he'd save our world from Dumbledore if we found a cure for his insanity and got his body back, and maybe he will, but these last few weeks, as we studied Dumbledore's history, I realised how similar they were in the past – to the Death Eaters, he's their Dumbledore, their saviour," Draco confesses. "I feel like the Dark lord is the better of the two, especially now he's sane, but I can't help but question everything I've ever been taught. I always knew the stories of Dumbledore's manipulations, but researching them also proved Voldemort did the same thing, except he didn't send children back home to be abused. He seems like he wants to do this the honest way now, and I believe that, but it's hard."
For a moment, neither of them speak. The silence stretches taut in the spacious room, filled only by the crackling of logs in the fireplace. Slowly, Draco rises from the bed, moving towards the window. Outside, the grounds of Malfoy Manor stretch out before him, bathed in moonlight. It's a view he's known all his life, yet tonight, everything feels altered—unsettled, much like his own thoughts.
"Perhaps we've allowed ourselves to be led blindly for too long," Draco murmurs, more to himself than to Harry. He presses a hand against the cool glass, tracing patterns in the condensation that has formed there. "Maybe it's time we started asking questions instead of simply accepting what we're told."
Harry watches him, brow furrowed in concentration. There's a resilience in Draco's stance, a determination that mirrors his own. Despite their differences, they stand on common ground now, united by a shared desire for understanding—and perhaps, in some strange way, justice. After all, if they've been manipulated by those they trusted most, then surely others must be caught in the same web of lies.
"The problem is knowing where to start," Harry admits, breaking the silence once more. He pushes away from the wall, crossing the room to join Draco at the window. Their reflections stare back at them from the glass—two young men thrust into a battle much larger than themselves, grappling with truths that could shake the wizarding world to its core.
"Voldemort and I have history," Harry begins, his voice barely audible above the crackling flames. "Every time we've met until this summer, it's been... violent."
He trails off, memories flooding back—red eyes gleaming with malice, the cold touch of a disembodied hand, the flash of green light searing through his scar. How can he reconcile those images with the man who now seeks to shield him from Dumbledore's machinations?
Draco nods, understanding reflected in his silver-grey eyes. "I know. But remember, during those encounters, he was insane due to the Horcruxes he made - soul containers if you don't know - and that insanity was undone when Pettigrew resurrected him, it just took a few hours." He hesitates, then adds, "And according to my father, when not affected by that, the Dark Lord values cunning and ambition, not mindless cruelty."
"But he killed my parents," Harry says, the words a raw wound even after all these years.
"Yes, but you already knew there were reasons behind that, right?" Draco replies carefully. "Not justifying it, but understanding it might help make sense of things now."
Understanding... A simple concept, yet so difficult to grasp when every instinct screams against it. Understanding requires empathy, compassion—even forgiveness. Can Harry extend such grace to the man responsible for so much pain?
The room spins slightly, and Harry leans against the nearest wall for support. His mind races, trying to sort through the jumble of information and emotions. This isn't what he expected—not from this night, not from this place, and certainly not from Draco Malfoy.
Across the room, Draco watches silently, his own turmoil mirrored in the tense set of his shoulders. For once, their roles are reversed: the Malfoy heir offering solace instead of scorn, guiding Harry through a storm of doubts and revelations.
"I need..." Harry starts, then falters. What does he need? Time? Space? Both seem impossible luxuries, given the gravity of their situation.
"Time," Draco finishes for him, his voice steady despite the uncertainty clouding his features. "You need time to process all of this."
"Master Harry," Taffy says as she enters, her voice trembling. She extends a stack of letters toward him, their edges crisp and white against the dim light of the room.
"Letters?" Harry repeats, his brow furrowing. "From who?"
"Miss Hermione Granger, Mr Ronald Weasley, Mrs Molly Weasley, Sirius Black, Remus Lupin... all have written to you," Taffy explains, her eyes darting nervously between Harry and Draco.
"Snape gave them to my father under a privacy charm," Draco interjects. His tone suggests he's as surprised as Harry by this revelation. "They're probably in response to the letters you sent through Snape."
Harry reaches for the letters, his hand pausing above the neat pile. He can feel the weight of Draco's gaze on him, heavy with expectation, but those envelopes' unknown contents truly unsettle him. What words lie within, penned by hands once familiar but now tainted by doubt?
"Thank you, Taffy," Harry murmurs, finally closing his fingers around the parchment. The house-elf gives a relieved nod before disappearing with a soft pop, leaving behind an empty space that seems to echo with unspoken questions.
The crackling fire casts long shadows across the room, dancing over the faces of two boys caught in a web of deception far beyond their years. There's only silence for a moment—a hush that seeps into every corner, filled with the gravity of what lies ahead.
Tied together with a string—literal and metaphorical—the letters carry an air of significance that adds to the heaviness of the evening's revelations. Each one is a link to the world outside Malfoy Manor, promising answers yet threatening to unravel the threadbare seams of trust that have begun to form here.
The first letter, from Ron, feels rough beneath Harry's fingertips, just like the redhead himself—blunt and straightforward. Next is Hermione's, its smooth texture reflecting her meticulous nature. From Molly Weasley, then Sirius, and lastly, Remus—each holds the potential for comfort or betrayal, assurance or confusion.
"Ron and Hermione first," Harry decides, breaking the seal on the envelope. He unfolds the parchment, Ron's untidy scrawl instantly recognisable. As he reads aloud, his voice wavers slightly.
"Harry," The letter begins. "Hermione and I are worried sick. You've got to tell us where you are. We are trying to understand why you don't want to come here, but not knowing if you're safe is driving us mad."
Harry glances at Draco before continuing, noting the furrow in the other boy's brow—a mirror image of his own confusion. "The Order's been looking everywhere for you. If Snape hadn't brought your letters..."
There's a pause as Harry swallows hard, his throat suddenly dry. They move on to Hermione's words, her tidy handwriting a stark contrast to Ron's messy script. She echoes Ron's sentiments, adding requests for details that might help them locate Harry without revealing him to the Order.
"Molly's next." Harry's fingers tremble as he reaches for the third envelope. Molly Weasley has always been kind—more of a mother than Petunia ever was—but can he trust her now?
He opens the letter and begins to read. Her message is filled with relief upon receiving Harry's initial letter assuring his safety. Like Ron and Hermione, she voices her concern about Harry avoiding them. But there's also an underlying plea: contact us, let us know if something goes wrong.
Draco watches attentively, each word from Harry painting a picture of the world outside these manor walls—a world filled with worry, desperation, and hope. A world where alliances shift like sand beneath one's feet, leaving nothing certain. Perhaps they aren't so different after all, Draco muses, when even the Golden Boy finds himself questioning those closest to him.
"Sirius," Harry says, his voice barely a whisper as he picks up the fourth letter. The parchment is worn at the edges, as though handled many times before being sent. A lump forms in his throat; this isn't just any letter—it's from his godfather, the man who should have been his family.
Unfolding the paper with care, Harry finds Sirius's handwriting—a little jagged but unmistakable—spread across the page. "Harry, you must tell us where you are." The words jump off the page, each one heavy with worry. "You don't understand how dangerous it is to be alone right now."
The plea continues, echoing the sentiments of the previous letters, yet carries an additional weight that feels like a vice around Harry's chest. It's the urgency in Sirius's tone, the raw fear for Harry's safety that transcends ink and parchment, making the room feel smaller, the walls closing in.
"Let me visit you," Sirius writes towards the end, "even if just to see that you're okay."
A longing stirs deep within Harry, not just for answers but for the familiarity of Sirius's gruff voice and the twinkle in his eyes that always seemed to hold untold stories. He yearns for the comfort of having someone who truly cares about him close by, even if their reunion would bring more questions than solace.
"Remus next," Harry murmurs, reaching for the final letter. His hands shake slightly, betraying the turmoil beneath his composed exterior.
He breaks the seal and unfolds Remus Lupin's letter, the neat lines of text revealing a cautious understanding. "Harry," it begins, "If Snape hasn't told you, I am currently aware of where you are, and I understand there's a reason for your choice, even if I don't know the reason."
Relief washes over Harry, followed quickly by unease. Of all the letters, only Remus acknowledges the possibility that Harry might be hiding for a reason. But why? And does this mean he can trust him?
"I will keep your secret," Remus assures him further down the page. "But Sirius needs to know you're safe—he's beside himself. Please consider letting me visit, if nothing else. He won't take Snape's word when he states you're alright, but he would take mine."
A warm mixture of gratitude and reassurance blooms in Harry's chest. Even through the uncertainty, the bonds of friendship endure, steadfast amidst the shifting sands of allegiance and deception.
Draco watches silently from his place by the fire, taking in every flicker of emotion that crosses Harry's face. He's seen anger there before, determination too, but never this raw vulnerability that tugs at something unnameable within him. For once, Draco Malfoy doesn't smirk or sneer; instead, he studies Harry Potter—not the Boy Who Lived, but simply a boy trying to make sense of the world.
Even after Harry finishes reading, the air between them hums with tension, charged with the weight of spoken truths and lingering doubts. The silence stretches thin, brittle as the embers crackle in the hearth, ready to shatter under the barest whisper of sound.
Notes:
So I feel like this chapter needs explaining a bit, but Draco is not all-in on Voldemort's side. He was, then he researched Dumbledore when Harry was doing so and realised Voldemort did some of the same stuff, so he's anxious about supporting Voldemort regardless. I don't know if this showed though in previous chapters, but it was intended to be there.
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"Again, Harry," Narcissa commands with an air of authority that contradicts her usual composure. "Remember the wrist movement."
They guide him through advanced spells, potions, and defensive magic—areas where Hogwarts' curriculum had merely skimmed the surface or missed entirely. The rigorous sessions demand every ounce of Harry's focus and determination. But with each meticulous instruction from the Malfoys, he feels layers of untapped potential unfurling within him like a scroll long kept sealed.
"Concentrate on the essence of the potion, not just the ingredients," Lucius instructs during a particularly intense brewing session. His voice cuts through the steam rising from the cauldron before them, sharp yet steady. "Every stir, every chop, it all matters."
Harry nods, sweat trickling down his forehead as he carefully measures powdered dragon horn. He already knows more about potion-making than he ever learnt from Snape, but there's so much more depth to explore—and he craves the knowledge as much as he needs air to breathe.
His confidence grows with each lesson, bolstered by the sense of accomplishment that comes when he masters a complex incantation or brews a potent potion without error. It's a far cry from the hesitant student who once fumbled over basic charms; now, he stands poised and ready, his wand an extension of his will rather than a mere tool.
Often, Draco joins these training sessions, both to hone his own skills and to offer support—or perhaps something akin to camaraderie—to Harry. They exchange glances across the room, their shared experiences bridging gaps that words cannot. In these silent moments, Harry senses a change in the air, a softening of lines drawn too rigidly in the past.
"Try to keep up, Potter," Draco challenges one day, a smirk playing on his lips as they practise duelling stances. It's not said with malice but rather the gentle prodding of a rival pushing boundaries.
Harry responds in kind, stepping into his stance with renewed vigour. "Always."
It becomes a dance of sorts—a contest to see who can cast faster, block better, and endure longer. And while neither admits it outright, the competition stokes their desire to excel, transforming rivalry into respect.
"It's time we assess your actual combat skills." Lucius motions to a cleared space in the centre of the training room where they've been practising. "A duel—nothing lethal. Just enough for us to gauge your proficiency."
Harry and Draco exchange glances before nodding, each stepping back to give the other ample space.
The duel begins with a flurry of spells, each more complex than the last. Harry blocks an attempted hex from Draco, his wand movements sharp and precise despite the intensity of their match. In contrast, Draco struggles to keep up, barely managing to deflect a disarming spell that would have otherwise ended the bout prematurely.
But it's Harry who lands the decisive blow. With a swift flick of his wand and a shout of "Oppugno!" he sends a stack of papers on a nearby table flying toward Draco. As Draco raises his arm to shield himself from the onslaught, Harry follows up with a knee-reversal hex, causing Draco to stumble and fall onto his back.
For a moment, there is silence save for the crackling fire and the soft rustle of settling parchment. Narcissa gasps, her hand fluttering to her chest, while Lucius merely arches a brow, clearly impressed despite himself.
Draco lies sprawled on the floor, blinking up at the ceiling in disbelief. It's not often that anyone bests him, let alone someone he once considered beneath him. But as he pushes himself into a sitting position, there's no denying the facts: Harry Potter just outdueled him.
Harry mutters the countercurse before anyone else can react, lowering his wand and striding forward, offering a hand to help Draco up. "Are you okay?"
Draco hesitates, then nods, accepting the hand and pulling himself to his feet. "Just didn't expect... that," he admits, brushing dust off his robes. There's a faint trace of admiration in his eyes—one that mirrors the grudging respect blooming within Harry.
"Not bad, Harry," Draco says, extending his hand again—not for assistance this time, but to acknowledge a worthy opponent.
"Thanks, Draco," Harry replies, shaking Draco's hand firmly. The animosity that once defined their relationship seems almost foreign now, replaced by something neither quite understands yet.
They break away, their hands lingering in the air between them for a fraction longer than necessary. Something shifts in that moment—a spark unseen but felt by all present, especially Narcissa, who watches the scene unfold with keen interest.
She exchanges a glance with Lucius, her blue eyes wide with surprise—and something akin to hope. Could it be possible? Could there be more than friendship brewing between these two?
As she observes Harry and Draco, everything falls into place—the shared glances, the subtle touches, the unspoken understanding that transcends mere camaraderie. A slow smile spreads across Narcissa's face, one that speaks volumes about the possibilities unfolding before her.
"All right, boys," she finally says, standing and smoothing her dress. "Let's clean up this mess and call it a day, at least for this portion of your studies."
With that, she leaves them to their thoughts, certain of one thing: This summer won't only change Harry's life—it might also alter the course of her son's future in ways she'd never dared to imagine.
After lunch, Narcissa finds herself sitting across from Harry once more. It's an odd tableau—two figures from opposing worlds sharing tea and conversation while the house elves quietly go about their duties.
"Harry," she begins, her voice smooth as silk over the clink of china cups and saucers, "I believe it's important to discuss something that may not have been adequately addressed by your previous guardians."
Narcissa's azure gaze flicks up to meet his, searching for any signs of discomfort. She is well aware of how delicate this topic can be, especially given Harry's past experiences—or lack thereof—with familial guidance.
"Have you ever received... 'The Talk,' as some call it?" Narcissa asks delicately, her fingers tracing the rim of her cup.
Harry chokes on his sip of tea, spluttering into his handkerchief. The sudden shift in conversation catches him off guard. He wipes his mouth, avoiding Narcissa's gaze as he sets down his cup with a shaky hand.
"The Talk?" he echoes, his cheeks flushing under her scrutiny.
"Yes," she replies, unfazed by his reaction. "About relationships, attraction, and intimacy."
A sigh escapes Harry's lips as he leans back in his chair, running a hand through his messy hair. "Mr Weasley sort of gave Ron and me a talk last summer," he admits, cringing at the memory. "He covered the basics, I suppose. You know, what happens between a man and a woman, how to prevent pregnancies, things like that."
"Ah." Narcissa nods, her expression unreadable. "And did he also speak to you about respect? About ensuring both parties are willing participants and feel safe during such encounters?"
"Yeah, he did," Harry confirms, grateful that Arthur had indeed stressed the importance of consent. His green eyes flicker up, meeting Narcissa's steady gaze. "But there was one thing Mr Weasley didn't mention."
"And what might that be?" she prompts, leaning forward slightly.
"What if..." Harry hesitates, fumbling with the edge of his napkin. His heart hammers in his chest, each beat echoing the question he dreads voicing aloud. "What if you're not attracted to the opposite sex?"
Silence hangs heavy in the air as Narcissa studies Harry's furrowed brow and clenched jaw. Her own heartbeat quickens, but she maintains her composure.
"Harry," she says, her voice a soft balm against his admission, "love—in all its variations—is cherished within our world."
Her words float through the air, their meaning settling over him like a comforting cloak. Is it possible? Could these feelings he's grappled with alone be accepted—even celebrated—among wizards?
"It's not uncommon," Narcissa continues, her gaze never wavering from his, "to feel attraction towards those of the same gender. There's nothing wrong with you, Harry."
A wave of relief washes over him at her assurance, yet a hint of uncertainty lingers. His past has taught him caution, and while this new reality seems promising, he can't help but question if it could truly apply to him.
"That... that means a lot," Harry murmurs, his fingers tracing invisible patterns on the tablecloth. He looks up then, meeting her blue eyes with a flicker of hope igniting in his own.
"You're welcome, dear boy." Narcissa offers him a gentle smile, aware of the walls coming down brick by brick around the young man before her.
"I've never talked about this with anyone," Harry confesses, his voice barely more than a whisper. "I didn't know who I could trust."
The vulnerability in his admission tugs at something deep within Narcissa—a maternal instinct long reserved solely for Draco now extends to the boy who lived under another mother's care yet lacked the very essence of what it meant to be nurtured.
"You can trust me, Harry. And Draco, too, I believe he'd understand." Narcissa reaches across the table, laying her hand atop his—a gesture of comfort rather than possession. It's an invitation for him to accept the support she's offering, to bridge the gap between them. Harry doesn't move for a moment, his breath hitching as he takes in the weight of her words. Then, slowly, he turns his hand beneath hers, palm to palm—an unspoken agreement passing between them.
That evening, the air in the Malfoy Manor library is not its usual crisp coolness but heavy with anticipation. Harry knows what Draco plans on bringing up, but he has no idea how it's going to go.
"Father," Draco begins, his voice steady yet layered with a gravity uncommon for someone of his age, "there's something I've been meaning to discuss."
Lucius looks up from behind the imposing mahogany desk where he has been poring over parchments, his eyes meeting his son's. A flicker of surprise passes across Lucius' face before he motions for Draco to continue.
"It's about...about our beliefs—our family's and that of the other families who think like us." The younger Malfoy hesitates, then pushes on, "About Muggle-borns."
A silence heavier than any spell descends upon the room. It's a statement that would have been unthinkable just months ago, yet here they are, teetering on the edge of change. Harry watches Draco closely, noting his straightened back, shoulders squared against invisible weights. There's no mockery or arrogance in the blonde boy's expression now, only earnest determination.
"I've been questioning them since before the meeting with him," Draco admits, his fingers flexing involuntarily as if reaching for support that isn't there.
Harry recalls their conversation earlier in the week, how Draco had shared these doubts with him alone. But this is different, more dangerous. This is Draco challenging the foundation of everything his father has ever taught him, all within earshot of the man himself.
"The Muggle-borns at school, some of them perform better than I do," Draco continues. Lucius remains silent, watching his son as though seeing him anew. His fingers drum lightly on the polished wood of the desk, a subtle sign of the unease churning beneath his composed exterior.
"They're not inferior. They... they have potential," Draco adds, each word pulling at the seams of long-held beliefs. "If anything, we should be learning from each other, not..." He trails off, leaving the implication hanging in the air between them.
For what seems like an eternity, nobody speaks. The echo of Draco's confession hangs thickly in the air, pressing down upon the grand room's ornate furnishings and high ceilings. Then, finally, Lucius exhales—a slow, deliberate release that carries layers of unspoken thoughts.
"You speak truthfully," he says, his voice low yet clear. "I cannot deny that I have seen such examples myself." His gaze hardens slightly as he leans back in his chair, hands folded on his lap.
"However, it was easier to cling to the idea that purebloods were superior because it was what I was taught." He sighs again, a sound laden with regret. "And perhaps out of fear, I passed those misguided notions onto you, Draco."
Draco does not respond, but his posture relaxes somewhat, relieved by his father's willingness to listen. Harry steps forward, drawn into the conversation by his urge.
"Look at Hermione Granger, for example," Harry offers, his voice steady despite the tremor of uncertainty running through him. "She's Muggle-born, yet she's the smartest witch of her generation. I mean, she figured out that the monster in the Chamber of Secrets was a basilisk long before anyone else did," Harry continues, holding Lucius' gaze. "She's also saved my life more times than I can count."
"Indeed," Lucius agrees, his voice barely above a whisper as he acknowledges the truth in Harry's words. "I had a... conversation with the Dark Lord himself that has caused me to reassess many things, before you came to us, Harry."
He rises from his chair and crosses to one of the towering bookshelves lining the library's walls, and Lucius selects a volume bound in dark leather before returning to his seat, carefully opening it before them.
"The Dark Lord pointed out that many Muggle-borns have contributed greatly to our world," Lucius continues, tracing a gloved finger down the page until he finds what he's looking for.
He pushes the tome toward Draco and Harry, pointing to a passage about creating new spells. "Lily Potter, for instance, was known for her exceptional potion-making skills, but she also created spells. And Severus—who had a muggle father—is responsible for some of the most advanced magic we've seen in decades."
Harry feels a jolt at the mention of Snape, but there's no denying the truth in Lucius' statement; behind Snape's sneer had always been a formidable understanding of magic.
"Many of these innovations were deemed 'dark,' not because they sought to harm, but due to the emotional component required in casting," Lucius explains, his eyes never leaving the pages before him. "Emotion is a powerful conduit for magic, something both Lily and Severus understood well."
The implications hang heavy between them, casting shadows over truths once held dear. If Muggle-borns and half-bloods are capable of such feats, then what does that mean for the supposed superiority of purebloods?
Lucius closes the book and sits back in his chair, steepling his fingers before him. "Upon further investigation, I discovered that nearly ninety percent of wizarding advancements come from those who have grown up outside of pureblood families—inventions, potions, even charms that we use daily."
Draco seems to shrink in his chair, the weight of this revelation pressing down on him. His father's words confirm what he's begun to suspect: that the beliefs he'd clung to so fiercely were built on foundations of sand.
"But why now?" Draco asks, his voice hoarse. "Even if the Dark Lord recognises their value, why would he act to protect them? It goes against everything he's ever stood for."
Lucius looks at his son, seeing not just the boy struggling with shattered illusions but also the man he could become—one shaped by knowledge rather than prejudice.
"You're right; it is a significant shift," Lucius admits, a hint of pride creeping into his tone. "But perhaps the war has taught us all something. The blood purity doctrine was driving us to extinction. Even Voldemort understands that now."
And therein lies the crux of the matter. Understanding Muggle-borns' value is one thing; actively moving to shield them from harm is quite another. It requires acknowledging past mistakes and facing the daunting task of dismantling centuries-old prejudices—a feat easier said than done when those biases run deep as bone.
For Harry, it's an unexpected turn of events that flips the script on a story written long before his time. Yet they sit here, discussing possibilities he never dared imagine, guided by revelations threatening to reshape their world.
"It's not just about survival," Lucius adds, leaning forward, elbows resting on the arms of his chair, hands clasped loosely before him. "It's about progression. We either adapt or remain stuck in our ways, doomed to repeat cycles of hatred and violence."
His gaze shifts momentarily to Harry, acknowledging their shared history—a history marked more by conflict than cooperation. But the moment passes, and Lucius turns his attention back to his son.
"In any case, this change has not been received well by everyone. Many still cling desperately to old ideals, unable—or unwilling—to see beyond their narrow views, and the Dark Lord is hoping to bring them around, even though he isn't sure how to yet." A shadow of concern flickers across Lucius's face, gone almost as soon as it appears.
"Then we need to help them see," Harry insists, his green eyes blazing with determination. "Show them that there's more than one way to be a wizard... or a witch."
The elder Malfoy raises an eyebrow at the suggestion but doesn't dismiss it outright. Instead, he considers Harry, taking in the stubborn set of his jaw and the fire in his gaze.
"It isn't as simple as that, Potter," Lucius says slowly, weighing each word. "These beliefs are deeply ingrained, passed down through generations. They won't be undone easily."
"But they have to start somewhere," Harry counters, leaning forward in his seat. His hands curl around the table's edge, knuckles white with resolve. "And if not us, then who?"
There's a long silence as the three of them consider the implications. Draco breaks it first, his voice barely above a whisper.
"I want to be part of that change." He swallows hard, meeting Harry's gaze head-on. "I no longer want to be held back by outdated beliefs."
Lucius watches his son, noting the shake in his shoulders and the uncertainty clouding his grey eyes. Yet beneath it all, he sees something else—determination, perhaps even defiance. It's a look he recognises well; after all, the apple doesn't fall far from the tree. And perhaps in the
"Very well," Lucius finally concedes, pushing himself up from the chair. "We'll begin by supporting those who deserve it, regardless of their blood status."
Harry can't help but smile, warmth spreading through him like the glow of a well-cast Lumos. "It starts with education," he suggests, excitement creeping into his tone. "Not just for you, Draco, but for everyone willing to listen. We need to show them what Muggle-borns have contributed to our world."
"And challenge prejudices whenever we encounter them," Draco adds, nodding with Harry's words. The idea is daunting yet exhilarating—a chance to make a difference, to shape a future free from the chains of the past.
"And support those facing discrimination," Harry continues, gaining momentum. "Nobody should feel unsafe because of their heritage."
The grass is cool and slightly damp under Harry's fingertips as he leans back, mirroring Draco's relaxed posture. They sit side by side on the expansive lawn of Malfoy Manor, their bodies bathed in silvery moonlight, faces upturned to the vast canvas of the night sky.
A tranquil silence stretches between them, punctuated only by the gentle rustle of leaves in the distance. The stars above twinkle a little brighter, casting an ethereal glow over the scene—a stark contrast to the stormy encounters that once defined their relationship.
"Draco," Harry begins, his voice barely more than a whisper against the quietude of the evening. "I need to thank you—and your parents."
Draco turns to look at him, eyebrows raised in surprise but not interrupting. Harry swallows hard, gathering his thoughts before they spill forth unfiltered.
"I didn't know what to expect when I asked Voldemort to save me," he admits, his emerald eyes darkening with remembered fear. "Part of me thought it was a one-way ticket to torture or worse..."
His voice trails off, leaving the unsaid horrors hanging in the air. But instead of recoiling, Draco nods ever so slightly—an acknowledgement of truths too raw for words.
"But instead," Harry continues, his tone firmer now, "your parents took me in. They gave me food, shelter..." He shakes his head, still incredulous. "And then there were the lessons—about Dumbledore, about magic and history I'd never even heard of at Hogwarts."
Harry's gaze drops to his hands, fingers absently tracing patterns in the grass as he grapples with the enormity of his gratitude. It's almost overwhelming; this sense of relief mingled with confusion. For years, he'd seen the world in black and white, good and evil neatly compartmentalised. But now those lines blur, muddied by revelations that shake the foundations of all he's known.
"And now here we are," Harry says, lifting his head to meet Draco's silver-grey eyes again. "Friends." The word hangs between them, both familiar and foreign in its new context.
There's a flicker of something across Draco's features at the mention of friendship—perhaps relief or the hint of a smile fighting to break free. But it's gone as quickly as it appeared, replaced by a subtle shift in demeanour that suggests disappointment.
"Is that all we are?" Draco asks, his voice low but steady. "Just friends?"
Harry doesn't answer for a moment, his green eyes searching Draco's face for some indication of what the blond means. Then, slowly, understanding dawns, and with it comes a warmth that spreads from Harry's chest to the tips of his fingers.
"Maybe..." Harry starts, hesitant yet hopeful, "Maybe we could be more."
It's not a declaration, not quite, but it's a start—a crack in the walls they've built around themselves, letting through the first glimmers of possibility. And in the soft glow of starlight, with the secrets of past and future laid bare between them, Harry Potter and Draco Malfoy dare to imagine a world where 'more' isn't just possible—it's inevitable.
"More?" Draco's voice is barely audible, a breath of disbelief threaded with the faintest echo of hope. "You mean..." But he doesn't finish the thought, leaving it to flutter between them like a moth drawn to flame.
"Who knows," Harry says, his tone casual but his heartbeat anything but. "We're both changing, aren't we? Learning things about ourselves... each other." His gaze locks onto Draco's, steady and unflinching. "Maybe that means our relationship can change too."
The words hang in the air, their implications unfurling like tendrils of smoke, elusive yet undeniably present. For a moment, neither of them moves, the world holding its breath as two hearts teeter on the edge of something new, fragile, and terrifyingly real.
Something shifts then, almost invisible—a loosening in Draco's shoulders, a softening around his eyes. It's not agreement, not exactly, but it's not rejection, either. Instead, it's an acknowledgement of possibility, a silent admission that maybe, just maybe, there are depths to this strange new friendship worth exploring.
The night wraps itself tighter around them, a cocoon spun from starlight and secrets. The chill of night gives way to a warmth that has nothing to do with the temperature and everything to do with the connection humming between two boys who were once enemies. A bond is forming—slowly, tentatively—and with it comes a sense of belonging neither expected nor fully understood.
Harry watches Draco closely, noting the minute changes in his expression and the play of emotions across features usually so controlled. There's fear there, yes, but also intrigue and curiosity. And beneath it all, Harry thinks he detects a flicker of desire—not for power or status, but for understanding, for acceptance.
As the night deepens, their conversation ebbs and flows like the distant tide—sometimes filled with laughter that bounces off ancient walls, occasionally quiet, punctuated by shared stories and confessions whispered into the darkness. They speak of fears once guarded fiercely, and hopes barely dared to be thought, each revelation pulling them closer—not just in the space they share but in the chasm between what was and what could be.
"Remember when you tried to jinx me during Quidditch in our third-year?" Harry asks, a grin tugging at his lips despite the seriousness of their earlier discussion.
Draco snorts, rolling his eyes as he leans back against the stone bench. "You act as if you've never done anything similar," he retorts, but there's no bite to his words, only the faintest hint of amusement—a stark contrast to the venom that used to lace every syllable exchanged between them.
Harry chuckles, shaking his head slightly as he looks up at the stars winking overhead. He can't deny Draco's claim; their past is littered with examples of mutual hatred. Yet here they are, reminiscing about those instances not with anger or resentment but with an understanding that comes from looking beyond surface grudges to the complicated layers beneath.
"You're right," Harry admits, his shoulders sagging under the weight of regret—or perhaps it's a relief, the kind found in acknowledging mistakes and the chance to make amends. "I wasn't any better."
Silence stretches between them again, but this time it feels different—less tense, more thoughtful. The air around them seems to hum with potential, electric and alive, as though the universe waits with bated breath for what might happen next.
"Look at us now, talking about our fights as if they were nothing more than pranks gone wrong." Draco's voice is soft when he finally speaks, laced with a weariness that mirrors Harry's own. "We were both pawns, weren't we? In a game much larger than ourselves."
The admission hangs heavy in the air, a tangible testament to the truth neither of them had seen until recently—the reality that even enemies can find common ground when stripped of pretences and expectations.
"Pawns..." Harry echoes, letting the word roll off his tongue as he considers its implications. His gaze drifts over to Draco, taking in the way moonlight dances across his sharp features, casting shadows that seem to deepen the lines etched by worry and doubt.
A sigh escapes Draco's lips, almost lost amidst the rustle of leaves whispering secrets to the wind. "Perhaps," he begins, pausing as if choosing his words carefully, "we have more in common than we ever realised."
And there it is—the unspoken connection that has been growing between them, nurtured by shared experiences and newfound empathy. It's fragile yet resilient; a bond formed not out of convenience but necessity, born from the ashes of rivalry and blooming into something neither boy dares to name.
"We should get some sleep," Draco says eventually, pushing himself off the bench. He extends a hand towards Harry, who takes it without hesitation, allowing Draco to pull him to his feet. Their fingers briefly brush against each other before drawing apart—an innocent touch charged with the promise of change.
Together, they walk back to the house, their footsteps muffled by the carpet of dew-kissed grass beneath them. Neither speaks, the silence wrapping around them like a protective cloak against the chill of the early morning air.
When they reach the doorway leading to Harry's room, they pause, each unsure how to end the night that has irrevocably shifted the axis of their world. Draco studies Harry momentarily, then reaches out to gently brush a stray lock of hair from his forehead. It's a small gesture, fleeting and almost invisible, yet laden with significance—a silent affirmation of the bond forming between them.
"I'll see you tomorrow, Harry," Draco murmurs, his voice barely above a whisper as he steps away, leaving Harry on the threshold of his bedroom door. There's no sneer accompanying the use of Harry's surname, only a strange sort of familiarity that sends a shiver down Harry's spine.
"Yeah," Harry replies, watching Draco retreat down the corridor until he disappears. "Tomorrow."
With that, the door clicks shut, sealing Harry within the confines of his temporary sanctuary. But the isolation doesn't feel quite as suffocating as before. Instead, it's as if the room holds its breath, waiting—as Harry is—for the dawn of a new day and its possibilities.
He stands there for a while, alone yet not lonely, replaying the evening's events in his mind. Each memory stirs a whirlwind of emotions that leaves Harry anchored to the spot, caught between disbelief and cautious optimism.
The weight of the evening finally catches up to him, and exhaustion sinks into his bones like a welcome balm, drawing him towards the plush bed that beckons with promises of rest. As his body surrenders to the comfort of the mattress, tension begins to uncoil from his weary muscles, replaced by a sense of anticipation that quickens his pulse despite the lateness of the hour.
His thoughts linger on Draco—the silver-haired enigma whose transformation from foe to... what? Harry's brow furrows as he searches for the right word. It's more than friendship, this delicate dance they've been performing, but no other term seems to fit the complexities of their evolving relationship.
Questions swirl in his mind, but sleep waits for no man, not even the Boy Who Lived. It claims him swiftly, pulling him under its protective shroud and away from the conundrums of consciousness. His dream-filled slumber blurs the lines between past and present, painting vivid images of a future yet to unfold.
In those dreams, he sees Draco—not as the haughty prince of Slytherin, but as someone equally adrift, seeking answers in the labyrinth of his own existence. And together, they navigate the maze, bound by a thread of shared understanding that grows stronger with each passing moment.
Chapter Text
"Harry," Lucius Malfoy's voice carries through the opulent dining room of Malfoy Manor, silencing the clatter of silverware against china. "There is a special guest here for you this morning."
The words hang in the air as Harry sets down his fork, eyeing the man carefully. It's a statement that could mean anything, but there's an undertone to his voice that suggests they're special in a good way.
"A special guest?" Harry repeats, trying to conceal his curiosity behind a mask of indifference.
Lucius nods, pushing back his chair with a faint scrape against the marble floor. "Yes, indeed. Consider it an early birthday present."
With those cryptic words echoing in his ears, Harry follows Lucius out of the dining hall and towards the front entrance of the grand manor. The house-elves scurry away at their approach, leaving only the murmur of distant conversation and the soft click of shoes on stone to fill the silence. Every step heightens Harry's anticipation, each breath sharp and measured as he braces for what—or who—awaits him.
As they reach the towering doors, Lucius pauses, one hand resting lightly on the polished wood. He turns to look at Harry, blue eyes reflecting caution and resolve. "I trust," he begins slowly, "that this will be... well received."
Before Harry can respond, the door swings open, revealing two figures standing in the dim light of the entrance hall. One tall and imposing, draped in black with familiar sneer etched across his face; the other leaner, worn by years but still radiating warmth despite the shadows clinging to his form. Severus Snape and Remus Lupin.
Snape remains impassive, his gaze fixed firmly ahead. The two men had last seen each other not five days prior in one of the many drawing rooms in the manor and unbeknownst to Snape, Harry had been present at a Death Eater meeting less than twenty-four hours later. He had stood silently under his cloak, watching as Voldemort gave Snape a new mission: to protect him.
Remus, however, looks at Harry with unmistakable concern softened by a gentle smile. "Hello, Harry," he says quietly. His voice is a soothing balm, a reminder of safety and care amid chaos. Seeing him here, in the snake's nest, stirs a sense of gratitude within Harry.
The arrival of Severus and Remus signifies more than a visit—it's a convergence of paths once thought irreconcilable. And while their allegiance may be born of necessity rather than choice, it brings a dimension of familiarity and reassurance to Harry's current reality. Suddenly, Harry didn't feel quite so alone. While he had found friends in the enemies he once knew, it didn't mean he didn't miss the Weasleys, Hermione or Sirius any less, and even though he couldn't see them, seeing Remus gave him hope.
"We can't stay long, but I bring a gift," Remus states, his voice gentle yet firm as he steps forward, extending a hand to reveal a small, rectangular object wrapped in velvet. "From Sirius."
Harry's breath catches as he takes the item, fingers brushing against Remus' in a fleeting connection of past and present. Unfolding the cloth, he reveals an ornate mirror, its surface gleaming despite years kept hidden away. The frame is carved with intricate patterns, evidence of careful craftsmanship—a stark contrast to the mundane objects that populate Harry's life at Privet Drive.
"Your father and Sirius used these when they were at school," Remus explains, watching Harry's face for any sign of recognition. "They are two-way mirrors. You can use it to talk to Sirius... and me, if you would like, as I'm staying with Sirius. Just state his name and he'll answer, a bit like a muggle phone – he can pass it over if you need me."
The mention of Sirius sparks a jolt of hope in Harry's chest. His godfather, distant yet ever-present in thoughts and dreams, suddenly feels within reach. A lifeline extended across miles and circumstances, offering solace amidst uncertainty.
"This one belonged to James." The words hang heavy in the air, laden with unspoken history and loss. But there's also an underlying current of warmth, a reminder of bonds forged in defiance of time and fate. "He would've wanted you to have it."
For a moment, all Harry can do is stare at the mirror, tracing the lines etched into the glass with trembling fingertips. It's more than just a reflection—it's a portal to memories and emotions long buried under layers of survival and resistance. And now, here in Malfoy Manor of all places, those feelings surge forth, raw and undeniable.
"Thank you, Professor," Harry whispers, his grip tightening on the mirror's edges. The words are simple, but they carry the weight of unspoken sentiment—the relief that sweeps through him, soothing the raw edges of his nerves and healing wounds both old and new.
"Harry," Remus' voice is gentle, a balm against the harsh realities they face. "I haven't been your professor in a long time. Call me Remus."
His image flickers but remains steady, meeting Harry's gaze head-on. There's no need for further words; the understanding between them stretches beyond the confines of the mirror, bridging the distance that separates their physical forms. In this world where loyalties blur and alliances shift with the wind, their connection stands as a beacon of constancy.
"Potter." The voice that breaks the silence is not Remus' but Snape's, his black eyes fixed on Harry with an intensity that belies his usual disdain. "Before you tell Black anything, tell him to strengthen his occlumency shields around Dumbledore."
The command hangs in the air, heavy and insistent. A shiver runs down Harry's spine, his fingers tightening around the mirror. Until now, he has followed instructions, allowed himself to be led through this maze of uncertainty. But Severus' words stir something within him—a whisper of doubt threading its way through cracks in their newfound alliance.
"Why?" The question slips from Harry's lips before he can stop it.
"It's crucial," Remus interjects before Severus can respond, stepping into view beside the potions master. His face is lined with concern, brows furrowed over amber eyes that reflect both determination and regret. "Dumbledore mustn't know what we discuss here until we're ready to share it ourselves. And even then..."
"Even then, it will be only what we choose to reveal." Severus finishes the thought, his gaze never leaving Harry. There's no malice in his tone, only a hardness born of necessity.
"But..." Harry begins, his voice barely a whisper as he tries to make sense of the implications. "How can Dumbledore know anything unless someone tells him?"
"It's not something we can prove for the most part, but Albus has a knack for knowing things he shouldn't," Remus explains. He sweeps a hand through his greying hair, sighing heavily. "We suspect legilimency. Subtle, nearly undetectable when performed by a skilled legilimens. Avoiding direct eye contact can counter it, but it would seem strange if everyone suddenly stopped looking at him."
A shiver runs down Harry's spine, goosebumps rising on his skin despite the warmth of the room. Legilimency—the art of navigating another's mind—had always seemed like an abstract concept, something to be wary of but not truly feared. Now, with the possibility that Dumbledore could be using it against them, it feels far too real, far too close.
"Constant vigilance, Potter," Severus says, drawing Harry's attention back to him. His features are set in stern lines, shadows playing across his sallow skin. "That applies to everyone."
"Yes, sir," Harry murmurs.
Harry perches on the edge of his bed, scanning the room to ensure there's nothing in view that might give away his location. His eyes linger for a moment on the locked door—Taffy is guarding it from the other side, ready to deter any would-be intruders with her formidable elfish powers. While the Malfoys knew what Harry was doing, he didn't want to take any risks of them entering before Sirius had been fully informed.
"Sirius Black," Harry breathes, his fingers tracing the edges of the mirror. The glass remains dark for a moment that stretches into an eternity, his heart pounding in sync with each tick of the clock echoing from the hallway.
A shiver runs down his spine as he waits, every second amplifying the knot in his stomach. His mind races, conjuring images of what could have happened since their last encounter. But then, just as panic threatens to consume him, there's movement—a flicker of light in the depths of the mirror—and a familiar face emerges from the shadows.
"Harry." Sirius Black's voice is rough with emotion, relief etching lines across his weary features. Even through the small rectangle of glass, his presence envelops Harry like a warm embrace, banishing the chill seeping into his bones. "Thank Merlin you're safe."
The corners of Harry's mouth twitch upward, but it's more reflex than genuine joy. A wave of exhaustion washes over him, threatening to pull him under, yet he clings to consciousness, anchored by the sight of Sirius alive and seemingly unharmed.
"I'm fine," Harry replies, though his raspy voice betrays the toll recent events have taken on him. He swallows hard, trying to ignore the raw ache in his throat. "Are you okay?"
Concern furrows Sirius's brow, the deep-set lines telling stories of battles fought and sacrifices made—all for the boy who lived. "I've been better, but I'll manage." He pauses, studying Harry's face with an intensity that speaks volumes about their bond. "What about you, Harry? Where are you? Who took you?"
His question hangs in the air. With a sigh, Harry leans back against the headboard, feeling the weight of the world pressing down on him. There's so much to say, so many pieces to fit together before the picture becomes clear.
"We need to be careful," Harry starts, closing his eyes briefly as he gathers his thoughts. When he opens them again, green meets grey in silent understanding. "Snape said... Snape said you should use Occlumency around Dumbledore, and I think he's right."
For a moment, Sirius is silent, his gaze locked onto Harry's face. Then, slowly, he nods, any trace of surprise hidden behind a mask of grim determination. "Understood."
It's a simple response, uttered without hesitation or question. Yet within those two syllables lies the depth of trust between godfather and godson—a trust forged in the fires of shared trials and tribulations. In this world where loyalties blur and alliances shift like sand beneath their feet, their connection stands as a beacon of constancy.
"You know that Dumbledore sent me back to the Dursleys," Harry begins, his voice flat, devoid of emotion. Yet beneath the surface, a torrent of anger and despair roils, straining against the walls he's built to contain it. "And things got worse."
"Worse?" The enquiry floats across the distance between them, carried by waves of concern that crash against Harry's resolve. It's almost enough to break him—to shatter the façade he's carefully constructed over years of neglect and abuse. Almost.
"They put me back in the cupboard under the stairs, locked my stuff and Hedwig upstairs—she's alright—and gave me a list of chores that are impossible to complete in 24 hours, and when I failed, he..." Each word is a struggle, ripped from a place deep within where pain and fear have taken root. "He beat me, Sirius. Beat me until I couldn't move... couldn't see, then shoved me in the cupboard."
There's a pause, the silence stretching taut like a wire ready to snap. Harry doesn't need to see Sirius's reaction to know the rage simmering beneath his godfather's skin. It mirrors his own—all-consuming and relentless.
"Voldemort was talking to me the whole time, I think," Harry hesitates, unsure of how to explain the inexplicable—the voice that reached out to him when he was at his lowest, offering salvation wrapped in promises too tempting to resist. "He was apologising for everything and saying stuff about Dumbledore... it's a bit fuzzy, if I'm being honest."
"How did he talk to you?" Sirius's tone shifts, a hint of disbelief threading through the confusion. "Through your scar?"
"I think so, but I'm not sure," Harry confesses, feeling the chill creep back into his bones. "But it wasn't painful this time. It was different... clearer. Like he was right there with me."
A shudder runs down Harry's spine at the recollection—how the disembodied voice had filled the void left by isolation and despair, its honeyed words weaving a seductive narrative of power and freedom.
"He offered help—to take away the pain, to give me strength." Harry's grip tightens on the mirror, knuckles whitening under the strain. "And I—I was scared, Sirius. So bloody scared. I just wanted it to stop, and at some point, I asked for help."
"Help?" Sirius's voice is a low growl, the single word heavy with implications that neither of them want to consider. But they must, for in this world where secrets are currency and truth a rare commodity, to ignore such a revelation would be folly.
"Yes," Harry confirms, his throat tight as he remembers the desperation that had driven him to accept aid from the most unlikely of sources. "And then everything went black."
His words hang in the air, shadows cast by a past too painful to relive yet impossible to forget. Each syllable is a step back into darkness, leading them deeper into the labyrinth of lies and manipulation that has become their reality.
"But you're not... You don't seem..." Sirius begins, grappling for an explanation that doesn't involve his godson turning to the dark side. His voice trails off, lost amidst the storm of thoughts raging within him.
"I'm not with Voldemort," Harry assures him, though the certainty in his tone belies the uncertainty gnawing at his gut. "I woke up here, at Malfoy Manor. The Malfoys rescued me."
There's a sharp intake of breath on the other end of the mirror, followed by a silence so profound it echoes through the vast emptiness between them. Sirius's next words are barely audible, whispered more to himself than to Harry.
"The Malfoys?"
Harry nods, even though Sirius can't see the gesture. He takes a moment to gather his thoughts before speaking again, each word measured and deliberate. "They pulled me out of the cupboard, brought me here... Narcissa healed my injuries."
For a heartbeat, there is only disbelief etched across Sirius's face, mirrored in the tension lining his posture. Then, slowly, understanding dawns—followed swiftly by concern so palpable it leaps through the mirror and wraps around Harry like a tangible force.
"Merlin, Harry." The expletive slips unbidden from Sirius's lips, a testament to the gravity of what Harry has just revealed. "You're saying they saved you?"
"In a way, yes." Harry hesitates, aware of how ludicrous his story sounds—even to his own ears. But the truth, however improbable, remains steadfast under scrutiny. "Narcissa was kind, gentle even. She made sure I was comfortable, gave me potions... treated me like—" He cuts himself off, unwilling to voice the comparison that springs to mind. Like family—a notion as foreign as it is unsettling.
"And Lucius?" Sirius prompts, his voice laced with scepticism. It's clear he's struggling to reconcile the image of the haughty, cold-hearted man he knows with the one Harry is presenting.
"He assured me I was safe, that no harm would come to me here," Harry replies, pausing to let the significance of those words sink in. Safe—a concept so simple, yet one that eludes him time and again. Even now, ensconced within the walls of Malfoy Manor, safety feels like a borrowed cloak—comforting but ill-fitting.
"What about the boy? Draco?" There's a hard edge to Sirius's voice as he asks the question, bracing for an answer he might not want to hear.
"He... hasn't been horrible," Harry downplays that development, unsure how to word it. "He's been kind, actually... we might even be friends now."
The admission hangs between them, an anomaly in the tapestry of enmity woven over years of rivalry and disdain. Yet, much like the threads of unexpected kindness shown by Draco's parents, it adds a layer of complexity to the picture unfolding before them.
"So, they've been playing nice," Sirius muses aloud, his tone suggesting he's piecing together a puzzle whose image is still largely obscured. "What do they want, Harry? What's their angle?"
"Actually, before we continue, I think it would be best if you fetched Remus," Harry suggests, his gaze never leaving Sirius's face in the mirror.
Sirius raises an eyebrow but doesn't hesitate to comply. "I'll find him."
The mirror's surface shimmers as Sirius steps away, replaced by a blur of motion and indistinct shapes. The seconds stretch into minutes, each one ticking by with agonising slowness. Finally, the image stabilises, revealing Remus' weathered features.
"Harry," he greets, his voice laced with worry. "What's happening?"
"Dumbledore betrayed us—all of us." Harry's words are clipped, precise, carrying a weight that seems to bear down on them even through the mirror. "He knew about my home situation with the Dursleys. He allowed it, encouraged it even."
His revelation hangs heavy in the air between them, its implications far-reaching and deeply unsettling. But before either man can respond, Harry presses on, the urgency in his voice palpable.
"There's more. My parents left wills—ones that specified where I should go if anything happened to them. They named Sirius first, then Remus... even Snape was listed. Under no circumstances was I ever to go to the Dursleys or any other Muggle family."
A strangled sound escapes from Sirius, something between a gasp and a growl. His fists clench at his sides, knuckles white against the backdrop of his dark robes.
"But Dumbledore sent you there anyway," Remus finishes for him, his brown eyes hardening with understanding and thinly veiled anger.
"Yes, and they included another provision: that anyone who tried to place me elsewhere due to 'unforeseen circumstances' should be thoroughly investigated. They specifically mentioned Dumbledore because of..." Harry swallows hard, steeling himself for the next part. "They feared he might return me to an abusive household, just like he did with Sirius and Snape. And yet their concerns went unheard because Dumbledore sealed the wills immediately after their deaths."
"The werewolf legislation hadn't been passed when my parents died," Harry continues, locking eyes with Remus through the mirror. "You could have legally taken me in."
The silence that follows is deafening, a stark contrast to the gravity of Harry's words. From across the distance, Harry watches as his revelation sinks in, each syllable a blow to foundations once thought unshakeable.
Sirius is the first to move, his figure a blur of motion behind Remus. His hands clench and unclench at his sides, the only outward sign of the storm brewing within him. He paces the length of the room, every step echoing the betrayal that hounds his heels.
"Betrayed... by Dumbledore," he mutters, more to himself than anyone else. The disbelief in his voice belies the anger simmering just beneath the surface. "He knew about the Dursleys, and still he left you there."
Remus doesn't respond, not immediately. His gaze remains fixed on Harry, but his eyes hold a faraway look—as if seeing past the boy who lived and into the heart of the tragedy laid bare before them. A tremor runs through him, the only hint of the turmoil churning beneath his stoic exterior.
"He should have told us," Remus whispers, the confession hanging heavy in the air between them. "I could have—I would have—taken you in," The last words are barely audible, choked out between clenched teeth and laden with regret.
Harry can almost see the years falling away from Remus' face, replaced by the haunting spectre of what might have been. For all their battles fought and won, this is one loss they cannot reclaim—the lost time, the missed opportunities, the childhood Harry was denied.
"It wasn't your fault," Harry says quietly, though the assurance feels hollow even to his own ears. "You didn't know."
"But we should have known." Sirius reappears in the mirror beside Remus, his grey eyes blazing. "We trusted him, believed in him—even when everything pointed otherwise. And for what? So he could play us like pawns in his twisted game?"
"Exactly," Harry replies, his voice steady despite the tremor in his hands. "Dumbledore wanted me isolated, humble... easier to control."
"Control?" Sirius growls, the word a snarl between bared teeth.
"Think about it," Harry urges them, leaning forward as if he could bridge the distance separating them through sheer willpower alone. "He kept me away from the wizarding world, even though there were countless families who would have taken me in. He made sure I knew nothing of my heritage, my status—"
"Status?" Remus interrupts, his brow furrowing with confusion.
"I am not just any wizard; I'm a Potter. We're one of the Sacred Twenty-Eight, and yet Dumbledore never explained what that meant or the responsibility it carried. Instead, he paraded me around like some sort of weapon."
"A weapon for the light," Sirius mutters, but there's doubt in his eyes now, shadows cast by truths too dark to ignore.
"Or just a weapon for him." Harry's gaze is unflinching, green meeting grey in silent challenge. "The Philosopher's Stone and the Triwizard Tournament—all tasks designed to test me, shape me. Were they truly accidents, or was someone pulling the strings behind the scenes? I never had to compete in the tournament, but I was told I had to, and nothing about the Philospher's Stone adds up."
Sirius blinks, once, twice, as if trying to dispel the image taking form before him. It's an ugly picture, painted in strokes of deceit and manipulation, each revelation chipping away at the pedestal upon which they'd placed Albus Dumbledore.
"And let's not forget," Harry adds, his voice barely above a whisper now, "how conveniently absent Dumbledore has been whenever things go wrong."
Remus flinches, pain flashing across his features. For a moment, he looks older than his years, worn thin by battles fought and wounds still raw.
"But why?" he asks, more to himself than to Harry. "Why would he do this? To what end?"
Harry can only shrug, a helpless gesture that speaks volumes of their shared disillusionment. "I don't know," he admits, "but the first step is recognising that something isn't right."
Silence settles over them once again, a thick blanket smothering the last vestiges of denial. In its wake, questions loom large, demanding answers they do not possess.
"Merlin," Sirius breathes out, running a hand through his already dishevelled hair. "If this is true, then... then everything we've believed—"
"Is a lie," Harry finishes for him, the finality of the statement hanging heavy in the air.
"Exactly," Sirius growls, the word a snarl between bared teeth. His image paces the small mirror frame, every line of his body radiating fury—not at Harry, but for him.
"We'll expose him," Sirius swears, his voice low and dangerous. "Dumbledore won't get away with this."
Remus doesn't speak, his face pale against the backdrop of the room's gloomy interior. His eyes are wide, haunted by the implications of what they've just learnt. He'd trusted Dumbledore too, believed in the man who'd given him a chance when no one else would. To think that it might have all been part of some larger scheme...
"I can't believe..." Remus begins, then stops, shaking his head as if to clear it. "We need proof, concrete evidence before we confront him."
"And we will find it," Sirius assures them both, though his gaze never leaves Harry. "Together."
Harry nods, finding a measure of comfort in their resolve. "A lot of what I've found is circumstantial, so I could definitely do with something more solid. We need to be careful, gather all the information we can."
"Then let's do it. For James and Lily...and for you, Harry." Remus' voice is steady now, filled with quiet determination. "They would want us to uncover the truth."
A sense of purpose settles over Harry, steely and resolute. The path ahead is fraught with danger and uncertainty, but he isn't alone. With Sirius and Remus on his side, he has more than just allies; he has family willing to fight for him, to challenge even the most revered wizard of their time.
"Thank you," Harry says, his voice barely above a whisper. It seems inadequate for the gratitude swelling within him, but it's all he has.
"Don't thank us yet, kiddo." Sirius manages a grim smile. "We've got a long road ahead."
"But we'll walk it together," Remus adds, offering Harry a nod of solidarity through the mirror's shimmering surface. "You're not alone in this, Harry."
"There's a few other things," Harry says, his voice steady despite the tremor that betrays his nerves, "I've been legally emancipated since my name was pulled from the Goblet of Fire."
The declaration hangs in the air between them, a tangible shockwave that seems to halt time itself. Sirius and Remus stare at him through the mirror's surface, their expressions mirroring the disbelief etched onto Harry's face when he'd first learnt of this fact himself.
"Harry..." Remus begins, but his voice trails off, lost amidst the implications of what they've just heard.
"There is no home for me there, not anymore." Harry's voice hardens, matching the resolve in his eyes. "I'm free of the Dursleys—and anyone else who thinks they can control me."
He watches as understanding dawns on their faces, followed closely by a shared sense of grim satisfaction. The knowledge that Harry is no longer under the thumb of the Dursleys—or anyone else—brings with it a relief neither man had dared hope for until now.
"But how did you...?" Sirius starts to ask, only for Harry to cut him off.
"The Malfoys," he explains, and the mere mention of their name brings an immediate tension to the air. "They showed me everything—the laws, the records, all the proof I needed."
A flicker of doubt crosses Sirius's face, but Harry continues before either man can interject.
"They revealed things about Dumbledore that I never would have believed if I hadn't seen the evidence myself." Harry hesitates, then presses on, needing them to understand. "His public image doesn't match up with what he does behind closed doors."
"What do you mean, Harry?" There's a note of caution in Remus' voice, one borne not out of disbelief but concern for the boy who carries too many burdens for someone so young.
"Dumbledore controlled who I interacted with at Hogwarts, what I learnt, even where I spent my summers - he had mail wards around the Dursleys to stop even Gringotts from contacting me, let alone you, Remus," Harry asserts, each revelation landing like a hammer blow against the facade of trust they'd placed in the headmaster.
"That reminds me," Remus begins, his eyes flickering to Sirius with a hint of unease. "After we discovered you were missing, I checked the blood wards Dumbledore claimed were so crucial. They were present, but they hadn't been active for years, if ever—"
"Because there's no love in that house," Harry finishes for him, his voice barely more than a whisper. The truth of it settles heavy on his chest, making it hard to breathe.
"Exactly," Remus affirms, a grim satisfaction in his tone. "Those wards rely on blood and love. They were placed correctly, but they couldn't draw power from a source that wasn't there."
"We must expose him," Sirius declares, his voice carrying the weight of unspoken vows. "We show everyone the truth about Dumbledore."
"And we stand by your side, Harry," Remus adds, the promise echoing across the distance that separates them. "You're not alone in this."
For the first time since discovering the depth of Dumbledore's deception, Harry feels a seed of hope taking root within him. It's small and fragile, threatened by the storms yet to come, but it's there nonetheless—a beacon guiding him toward a future where the truth might finally see the light of day.
"Thank you," Harry murmurs, more to himself than to the figures in the mirror. But they hear him, responding with nods of affirmation that bolster his resolve.
"And finally, we come to Voldemort," Harry continues, his voice steady despite the gravity of what he's about to share, "he has regained his sanity and changed his tactics - when I said the Malfoys found me, it was under his orders."
The statement hangs in the air like a storm cloud, its implications dark and heavy.
"He wants Dumbledore removed from power, for the laws against Muggle-borns to be repealed, and for students to learn about Dark magic safely, rather than stumble upon it ignorantly." Harry pauses, allowing them time to process his words. "And he swore on his magic that he wouldn't harm anyone unless in self-defence and he can't order anyone to harm people either."
Silence stretches taut between them, a chasm filled with the echoes of history and the weight of revelations too vast to comprehend. Sirius and Remus stare at him through the mirror, their faces ashen and drawn. This isn't just unexpected—it goes against everything they've known, every battle they've fought.
"Are you saying..." Sirius begins, his voice rough with disbelief, "that Voldemort is sane? And he's sworn not to—"
"Harm anyone?" Remus finishes for him, his brow furrowed in deep thought. He leans closer to the mirror, his eyes searching Harry's face for any sign of deception. But all he finds is sincerity—and perhaps a touch of hope. "If this is true... it changes everything."
"But we need proof," Remus adds after a moment, his gaze never leaving Harry's. "We can't take this at face value—not without verification."
"And I would agree," Harry says, nodding. His heart pounds a rapid tempo in his chest, matching the urgency of their conversation, "but I saw him make that vow myself under my Invisibility Cloak during one of their meetings - he had me and Draco attend, and that's when he made the actual oath."
He watches as they absorb this information, their expressions hardening into masks of determination. For men who have seen the worst of war, the prospect of peace—even if offered by an old enemy—is tantalising.
"We'll need to tread carefully," Remus warns, but there's a spark in his eye that wasn't there before—a glimmer of possibility unfolding amidst the chaos. "If Voldemort's intentions are genuine, then we could end this war once and for all."
The hope within Harry grows, fed by their shared determination. It's a fragile thing, this newfound resolve, but it lends him strength he didn't know he still possessed. The enormity of what lies ahead is daunting—how does one expose the leader of the light for manipulation and deceit? Yet with Sirius and Remus at his side, Harry feels as though they might stand a chance.
"Harry," Sirius begins, his voice steady despite the tremor in his hands, "we've always trusted Dumbledore. He's been our mentor and our friend, but if he's been manipulating us all along—" His voice cracks, the betrayal slicing deep. "We need concrete evidence."
"And we'll find it," Harry assures them, his own conviction steadying the wavering connection between them. "Together."
Remus gives a nod, slow and deliberate. "There are allies who will listen, once we have proof. People who value truth over loyalty." His gaze hardens, resolve steeling his features. "We just need to tread carefully."
"For now," Sirius adds, meeting Harry's eyes through the mirror, "we keep this quiet. Between us."
Harry nods, understanding the gravity of their agreement. This isn't just about revealing Dumbledore—it's about unearthing the truth that has been buried under years of manipulations and half-truths. And though the task seems insurmountable, Harry can't help but feel a sense of empowerment. For the first time in his life, he holds the reins, steering his own course rather than being led blindly by others' agendas.
"Whatever happens," Sirius's voice cuts through the tension, a beacon of strength amidst the storm. "Know this—you're not alone, Harry. Never again."
"I know," Harry whispers back, his words barely a ripple against the vast sea of uncertainty stretching before him. "The Malfoys... They've been good to me. They even offered me an out, if I want it..."
"Harry, you're still a kid, no matter how grown-up this world has forced you to be," Remus interjects softly, the gravity of his words hanging heavy in the silence. "It's our responsibility, the adults', to handle this. You've done more than enough already."
"But I can't just stand by, can I?" Harry's voice is small but resolute amidst the tangle of fear and guilt gnawing at his insides. "Not when there are others who might be suffering like I did... because of him."
"Then we stand with you, always," Remus promises, and Harry nods.
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The first rays of dawn filter softly through the elegant drapes, casting a warm glow over Harry's spacious room at Malfoy Manor. He stirs, blinking sleep from his eyes as he takes in his surroundings—familiar now, yet still a stark contrast to the cupboard under the stairs that was once his world. Today, however, the room holds something new—something unexpected that tugs at Harry's heartstrings with an unfamiliar sense of belonging.
Streamers in rich hues of green and silver twist and twirl from the ceiling, their metallic sheen catching the morning light. Balloons float gently in the air, bobbing against invisible currents like oversized bubbles. A banner stretches across the far wall, its message written in delicate calligraphy: "Happy Birthday, Harry." The words hang there, simple yet profound, stirring within him emotions long suppressed.
His fingers trace over the embroidered linens, the reality of the moment seeping into his consciousness. The Dursleys never celebrated his birthday, let alone acknowledged it. But here, in the heart of what was once enemy territory, Harry finds himself the centre of a celebration—a recognition of his existence that goes beyond duty or obligation.
The door to Harry's room opens gently, and Narcissa enters first, followed by Draco and Lucius. They each wear a smile that feels somehow warm despite the chill of the morning air seeping in from the hallway.
"Happy birthday, Harry," they chorus, their voices blending into a harmony that leaves him stunned. This isn't the Dursleys, and it certainly isn't what Harry has come to expect of birthdays.
Narcissa approaches, her hands cradling a cup of tea, steam curling up from its surface. She extends it towards him, her fingers steady and sure. "Your favourite," she says, and he takes it, surprised at how well she knows his preferences. The scent wafts up to him—strong, with just a hint of sweetness—and he breathes it in like a lifeline.
Their smiles are genuine, mirroring the warmth that spreads through his chest with each sip of the tea. It's not the grand gestures or expensive gifts that touch him—it's these small acts of kindness that make him feel seen, known. Valued.
"Thank you," Harry manages, his voice rough with disuse and emotion. There's a lump in his throat that makes it hard to swallow, but he forces the words out anyway. He needs them to understand what this means to him, even if he can't quite put it into words himself.
Narcissa's hand rests lightly on his shoulder for a moment, a fleeting touch that speaks volumes. "It's our pleasure, Harry. You're part of our family now."
"Take your time, Harry," Draco suggests, his voice carrying the faintest hint of warmth. "We're having brunch today instead of breakfast."
The consideration in Draco's words isn't lost on Harry. It's a small gesture, but it speaks volumes about the change in their relationship. He lets out a sigh of relief, sinking back into the plush comfort of the bed. It feels like a luxury afforded to him—not as The Boy Who Lived or even as Harry Potter, the famous wizard—but simply as Harry, a boy who has been through more than any child should.
Brunch means he won't have to rush. He can take his time to gather his thoughts, to allow the events of yesterday to settle within him - telling Sirius and Remus everything had taken his energy out of him, and it had been hard to not be with them as he revealed all. But the knowledge that his well-being matters here, even in what might seem insignificant ways, fills him with an unfamiliar sense of security. For perhaps the first time in his life, Harry feels truly safe.
As the family gathers in the dining room, sunlight streams through the tall windows, casting a soft glow over the polished wood. The table is set for an intimate brunch, adorned with the Malfoy's finest china and silverware. An array of dishes covers the expanse, tempting the senses with the promise of a meal prepared with skill and care.
Harry's eyes widen at the sight before him. His favourite foods are laid out with meticulous precision—fluffy pancakes crowned with fresh berries, eggs cooked to perfection, bacon that crackles just right, and a selection of pastries that could rival any patisserie. It's as if the house-elves have read his mind, anticipating every craving.
"Please," Narcissa gestures towards the spread, her tone warm like the morning sun. "Help yourself, Harry."
Harry reaches for the serving utensils, but not before he takes a moment to appreciate the effort that has gone into this birthday brunch. The house-elves' devotion is evident in the precise way they've arranged everything—from the shine on the cutlery to the thoughtful placement of each dish. He can tell they've put their hearts into making his day special.
The aroma wafting from the plates is tantalising, pulling him out of his thoughts and back to the present. His stomach gives a low growl, reminding him of its presence. As he serves himself, he can't help but feel a sense of belonging—an emotion he once thought reserved for those other than him.
The chatter around the table is light and easy, laughter lacing the edges of shared stories and gentle ribbing. Harry can't help but respond to the warmth that permeates the air, a stark contrast to the tension and fear he's grown used to.
"Perhaps later, Harry, you and Draco should go flying, maybe practice for next season?" Lucius suggests, his tone casual but inviting. "Draco could use someone to train with."
Harry blinks in surprise, then chuckles. "I'd like that," he admits, and the words feel as natural as breathing. There's something about the unguarded openness of this moment that allows Harry to relax, if only a little, into the unexpected safety of it all.
The meal is a delightful affair, and Harry can't help but be drawn into the warmth of it all, the laughter and stories shared over plates of sumptuous food. But when the last morsel has been consumed and the plates cleared away, Narcissa rises from her chair with an air of anticipation.
"Harry," she begins, her voice soft yet firm, "there is something I wish to give you."
She reaches into her robes' pocket and withdraws a small case. She opens it to reveal a delicately crafted amulet—a piece of jewellery that sparkles with silver and emerald stones. She hands it to him, and he takes it gently, marvelling at its intricate design.
"This amulet," Narcissa explains, "is not just a beautiful piece. It carries within it ancient protective spells that will shield you from harm. The magic woven into this pendant is old and powerful, designed to keep you safe in times of danger."
Harry's fingers trace the cool metal, the weight of its significance pressing against his heart. He looks up at Narcissa, finding her gaze steady on his own. Her expression is serious, the lines around her eyes deepening as she watches him absorb the gravity of her words.
"The world outside these walls can be unkind," she continues. "But with this, you carry a piece of our protection with you. Always."
The sentiment behind the gift strikes a chord within Harry, stirring emotions he struggles to understand. He has never felt such care from anyone outside his circle of friends. But here, in this unexpected place, with these unlikely allies, Harry finds himself enveloped in a sense of belonging that defies everything he thought he knew.
"May I... May I hug you?" The words tumble from Harry's lips before he can think better of them.
Narcissa's eyes widen slightly at the request, but she recovers quickly. A small smile tugs at the corners of her mouth as she gives a slight nod, "Of course, Harry."
Harry stands, the distance between them shrinking until there is none. He wraps his arms around Narcissa, a gesture so foreign yet so right in this moment. She stands rigid at first, but then slowly, her own arms come up to return the embrace.
When Harry returns to his seat, Lucius rises, his tall frame exuding an air of anticipation that is almost palpable. He reaches into a small chest beside him and withdraws an item wrapped in soft cloth. Unfolding it with care, he reveals a book — not just any book, but one bound in rich, dark leather, its cover adorned with intricate gold leaf detailing. The title is written in an elegant script: Advanced Magic: A Tome of Secrets From the Ancients.
"Harry," Lucius begins, his voice carrying the weight of centuries, "this is a rare and precious work, one that I believe you will find most enlightening." His silver eyes hold Harry's, communicating more than mere words ever could. "It's time for you to delve into the deeper mysteries of our world."
Harry takes the book from Lucius, feeling the coolness of the leather against his fingertips and the promise of knowledge waiting within. The tone of the day shifts subtly, deepening into something that feels significant.
For a long moment, Harry can only stare at the gift. It's more than just a book; it's a treasure trove of ancient wisdom, a symbol of trust and acceptance. More importantly, it's an acknowledgment of his potential, his thirst for understanding, his capacity to shape the future.
The personal nature of the gifts, their thoughtfulness and relevance to his life, have an impact Harry hadn't expected. They are not just presents; they are messages, declarations of recognition and respect.
Lucius's next words confirm what Harry has begun to suspect. "These are not mere trifles, Harry. They are tools, aids in your quest for understanding. You have shown yourself to be a worthy recipient of such knowledge—your intellect, your determination... they are qualities to be respected."
"Indeed," Draco says, stepping forward with a finely wrapped package cradled in his hands. "This is from me."
He extends the gift towards Harry, who takes it with a curious gaze. As he unwraps it, he reveals a book—no, not just any book, but a journal. Its cover is made of luxurious leather, embossed with intricate patterns that speak of careful craftsmanship and attention to detail. At the centre, Harry's initials are engraved in silver.
"Open it," Draco urges, watching Harry closely.
Harry does as instructed, revealing pages that seem to glow faintly in the dim light. He runs his fingers over them, marvelling at their softness. The paper is thick, yet smooth, waiting to be filled with words yet unspoken.
"The pages are enchanted," Draco explains, a hint of pride in his voice. "They will never run out, no matter how much you write."
Harry looks up, meeting Draco's steady gaze. "Why a journal?" he asks, though he suspects he already knows the answer.
"I thought... well, I imagined that you might have many thoughts and experiences you'd need to process," Draco responds, his grey eyes reflecting the sincerity of his words. "And sometimes, writing can be a form of release, a way to understand oneself better."
Something warm unfurls in Harry's chest at the acknowledgement of his inner turmoil, the recognition of his need for an outlet. It's not sympathy he finds in Draco's gesture, but empathy—a shared understanding of the burdens they both carry.
"Now," Draco begins, his voice cutting through the relaxed silence. He shifts in his seat, a subtle tension running through his lithe form. "Would you... care to join me in the garden?"
Harry looks up, green eyes meeting silver. The request is simple, almost casual, but there's an undercurrent of something more—a hint of expectation and uncertainty that Harry can't quite place. Yet the prospect stirs a sense of anticipation within him, a fluttering curiosity that he doesn't attempt to quell.
"I'd like that," he replies, pushing back from the table. His fingers trail lightly over the edge of the mahogany, feeling the cool smoothness beneath his touch—a grounding sensation amid the whirl of thoughts.
Draco nods, a slow smile spreading across his face, one that mirrors Harry's own. There's an understanding between them, unspoken but palpable, born of shared experiences and the quiet strength of connection.
They rise together, leaving behind the warmth of the dining room for the expansive grounds of Malfoy Manor. The sun casts long shadows across the manicured lawns, dappling everything in hues of gold and emerald. It's a welcome respite from the enclosed space, the open sky stretching out above them like a canvas painted with possibilities.
As they walk side by side, their footsteps fall into a rhythm that feels as natural as breathing. There's a comfortable silence between them, punctuated only by the rustle of leaves and the distant call of birds. It's a moment suspended in time, a testament to how far they've come and the strange, beautiful paths that life can weave.
Draco halts beside a large marble fountain, its cherubic figures spouting water in an endless dance. He turns to face Harry, silver eyes shining with an intensity that makes Harry's heart stutter. "I've been wanting to tell you something, properly," Draco begins, his voice barely above a whisper.
"Go on," Harry urges softly, his green eyes never leaving Draco's face.
"Because... because I care about you, Harry." The words fall from Draco's lips, not as a declaration of war, but of something far more dangerous—affection. His cheeks burn not with embarrassment but with the raw exposure of a truth he'd tried to ignore. "More than I ever thought possible."
His gaze drops to Harry's hand as he takes it into his, a tangible connection that seems as improbable as the confession hanging between them. "I think... I'm falling in love with you."
Harry remains silent, his gaze locked onto Draco's as if trying to decipher some complex riddle. But there is no duplicity here, only raw honesty that sears through the air between them.
"Your presence... it has changed everything for me," Draco continues, his voice steady despite the tremor in his hands. "You've shown me kindness and patience, even though I haven't earned it."
He draws in a deep breath, steadying himself before he continues. "I don't know what you've done to my parents, but they've changed, too. There's a softness in their eyes now, a warmth I've craved for so long. I understand why they were distant, why they had to protect themselves and me when the Dark Lord returned. But this transformation – it goes beyond the relief of him taking a vow of non-violence. It's as if they've been awakened to a new way of being, just like me."
The sincerity in Draco's voice resonates deep within Harry, echoing in the hollow spaces once filled with pain and loneliness. It's a testament to their shared history, a narrative spun from threads of redemption and understanding.
"You are important to me, Harry," Draco finishes, his voice barely audible over the soft rustling of leaves. "And I wanted you to know that."
For a moment, neither of them speaks, the silence heavy with unspoken emotions and the weight of Draco's confession.
The confession hangs in the air between them like a tangible force, pulsing with the rhythm of Harry's racing heart. He feels his breath catch, the world tilting on its axis as he grapples with the gravity of Draco's words.
"I... I need to think," Harry manages, his voice barely more than a whisper. Yet even as he says it, something within him stirs—a truth that has been buried deep, now clawing its way to the surface.
A wave of warmth floods through him, and with it, an understanding so profound it leaves him breathless. The connection he'd felt with Draco had always been strong, but now it takes on a new kind of intensity, one that goes beyond friendship and companionship.
It's a connection forged not just by shared experiences but by emotion, by trust, by something deeper than either of them could have anticipated. And for the first time, Harry allows himself to fully embrace it.
His heart pounds in his chest, a symphony of realization playing out to the beat of newfound understanding. Harry clings to that feeling, letting it wash over him, seep into the cracks left by years of pain. Is this what he's been missing? Is this how it feels to be seen, to be understood—to be loved?
"Draco," he whispers, meeting Draco's intense gaze; there's a tenderness there, an openness that Harry hasn't allowed himself to feel in years. "I think... I think I'm falling for you too."
It's more than just words; it's an admission of trust, of vulnerability. It's Harry allowing Draco to see into the deepest parts of him, parts that have been bruised and broken, yet are slowly mending under the care of this unexpected love.
And it feels right. For the first time in what seems like forever, Harry doesn't feel the need to look over his shoulder or question every gesture of kindness. He feels safe, cared for—loved. It's a stark contrast to the life he once knew, filled with fear and uncertainty.
"You don't know how much it means to hear you say that," Draco murmurs, relief washing over him. The sincerity in Harry's voice, the honesty in his eyes—it reassures Draco in a way he didn't realise he needed. It's as if they've found a common language, one that speaks of shared experiences and mutual understanding.
"This... all of this," Draco says, his voice barely above a whisper, "is real, Harry."
And Harry believes him, especially given Draco already knew what he was thinking. He looks into Draco's eyes, finding not the enemy he once knew but the possibility of something more. The magic around them seems to hum in agreement, the air thick with the weight of their shared history and the promise of what might yet come.
"Draco," Harry murmurs as he reaches up to touch Draco's face, tracing the sharp line of his jaw, the curve of his cheek. His hands, always so steady, tremble now with the enormity of this new beginning. But Draco doesn't pull away; instead, he leans into Harry's touch, his eyelids fluttering closed at the contact. Their faces draw closer until their breaths mingle, and in this suspended moment between past hurt and future promise, they share their first kiss.
It is tender and hesitant, a fragile connection that grows stronger with each passing second. As Draco pulls away, his fingers linger on Harry's neck, tracing the contours of his skin. Harry's heart pounds in his chest, his mind reeling from the intensity of the moment.
The world shrinks to just the two of them, their bodies close enough to feel each other's heartbeat. For Harry, it's a revelation, a testament to how far they've come and how much further they might go. He feels cherished, seen for who he truly is and not for the scar on his forehead or the expectations that have always weighed heavy on his shoulders.
The kiss lingers, the echo of it warm on Harry's lips as they pull apart. He opens his eyes to meet Draco's, grey and unguarded, reflecting a shared understanding that words could not capture.
"Come on," Draco says, breaking the silence between them as he sits down on the edge of the fountain, and Harry sits next to him. They sit there, shoulder to shoulder, hands still clasped as if afraid to let go, the world around them fading into insignificance.
The air is thick with summer blooms, their scent making the moment feel all the more intoxicating. Draco turns towards Harry, his movements slow and deliberate. "I want you to know," he begins, his voice barely above a whisper, "that whatever happens, whatever you decide, I'll stand by you."
Harry's heart clenches at the sincerity in Draco's words. It's a promise, unspoken yet understood, binding them closer in ways they could never have imagined. And in that moment, Harry feels something shift within him—a loosening of fear, a quiet kindling of hope.
"Thank you, Draco," Harry replies, his voice soft but steady. He looks down at their intertwined fingers, tracing the delicate veins that map the back of Draco's hand. It's a touch that speaks volumes, a silent affirmation of the bond they share.
A soft breeze rustles through the leaves overhead, carrying with it the distant sounds of laughter and life beyond the manor walls. Yet here, in this secluded haven, time seems suspended. Enclosed within the protective arms of nature and the warmth radiating from Draco's side, Harry finds a sanctuary he didn't know he was seeking.
All the while, Draco watches Harry, his gaze unwavering. There's a sense of calm in his presence, a steady anchor amidst turbulent seas. It's an unfamiliar sensation for Harry—this feeling of being seen, truly seen, without judgment or expectation.
"Let's just stay here for a while," Draco suggests, the corners of his mouth lifting in a faint smile. His thumb strokes gently over Harry's knuckles, a soothing rhythm that anchors them in the now.
"Alright," Harry agrees, leaning back against the cool stone of the fountain. His head tilts upward, eyes closing as he basks in the warmth of the sun and the comfort of Draco's nearness. It's a reprieve, however fleeting, from the chaos that lies beyond their shared solitude.
Narcissa and Lucius stand at the entrance, watching as their son returns with the boy who was once his adversary — now something else entirely. They exchange glances, their expressions unreadable save for the faintest trace of satisfaction. For all their faults, they are not blind to the transformation unfolding before them.
As Harry and Draco reach the foot of the stairs, Narcissa steps forward, her smile warm and welcoming. "I trust your walk was pleasant?" she asks, but her gaze flickers between them, reading the subtle shifts in their demeanour like an open book.
"Very," Draco answers without hesitation, his hand giving Harry's a reassuring squeeze. He meets his mother's eyes, and for a moment, the world narrows down to this shared understanding. It's a small thing, a simple nod of acknowledgment, but it carries the weight of acceptance that Harry has long craved.
The corners of Lucius' mouth twitch upward, the closest he comes to a genuine smile. "Excellent," he murmurs, his voice threaded with an undercurrent of approval. His eyes meet Harry's, and there's a softness there that belies the stern exterior. It's tentative, this budding trust between them, but it's present nonetheless — a fragile bridge spanning the chasm of their past animosities.
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The sound of silverware clinking against fine china reverberates through the grand dining hall of Malfoy Manor. The breakfast is extravagant but shared in silence, save for the occasional scrape of a fork or the soft rustle of robes. Draco and Lucius have already departed, their agenda set on gathering allies who can testify against Dumbledore's machinations.
Narcissa's eyes study Harry from across the table, taking in the subtle changes since they began the treatment. His skin, once ashen, now holds a hint of colour, and the dark shadows under his eyes seem to have lightened. She sets her teacup down, the porcelain making a soft clink against the saucer.
"You seem to be getting stronger, Harry," she remarks, her voice a gentle murmur against the quiet that surrounds them. Her words are not just an observation but carry something heavier—hope, determination, perhaps even the echo of a mother's resolve to see this child heal. "The diagnostic spells I plan to use will allow us to better gauge your nutritional needs," Narcissa explains, her gaze steady on Harry's.
Harry gives a small nod, and he watches as she raises her wand, its tip glowing with a soft light that belies the power it holds. She moves it in calculated arcs, casting spell after spell that measures his weight, assesses his vitamin levels, and evaluates his overall health. It's an odd sensation, he thinks, to have someone care about these minute details, especially when they have been overlooked for so long.
"Good." The single word is hushed, almost lost amidst the rustle of silk as Narcissa straightens. A hint of relief softens the lines around her eyes, the last spell revealing what she had hoped: Harry's body is holding onto the weight it sorely needs, a stark contrast from the skeletal form that arrived at the manor weeks prior. "Your vitamin levels are improving as well."
Harry blinks up at her, surprise flickering in his green eyes. He can't remember the last time anyone showed such genuine concern for his wellbeing. "Thank you," he murmurs, though the words feel inadequate for all she's done.
"Now that your body is regaining strength," Narcissa continues, her gaze sharp but not unkind, "we need to address your bones."
A knot forms in Harry's stomach, memories of the excruciating night spent growing back lost bones resurfacing. But Narcissa seems unfazed by his discomfort, outlining her plan with a clinical precision that leaves no room for argument.
"Skele-Gro potion will correct the poorly healed fractures," she explains, "but it is a process that must be done carefully, over the course of a week."
Determination hardens Narcissa's expression, steeling her for the task ahead. This isn't just about healing old wounds—it's about proving that change is possible, even within the coldest of hearts.
"But... it hurts," Harry admits quietly, remembering too clearly the agony of his arm mending itself during his second year at Hogwarts.
"I know, Harry." Narcissa's voice is softer now, threaded with an empathy he wouldn't have expected from her before. "But it will benefit you in the long run."
"Alright," Harry agrees nervously, knowing she hasn't been wrong yet. "What do we do?"
"First, I must vanish the existing bones," she begins, her voice steady, almost soothing despite its clinical detachment. "Though Skele-Gro can mend fractures without this step, your bones have technically healed and attempting to re-break them would likely cause more harm than good."
Her hands move in the air before her, tracing an invisible diagram as she explains the procedure. "It's imperative we ensure nothing remains that might interfere with the regrowth."
"Once that's done, I'll need to secure your limb in the correct position so that the new bones grow properly." She gestures to a set of straps on the side table, their presence suddenly ominous. "This is where the pain will begin, I'm afraid. The Skele-Gro will cause the bones to regenerate rapidly, but it's not a gentle process and, as we will do a leg and an arm at a time, it'll take a good 24 hours, if not longer."
"As for your ribs..." Her gaze flicks to his chest, and there's a momentary tightening around her eyes—a hint of regret, perhaps, or simply acknowledgement of the discomfort to come. "I'll have to immobilise your torso. It's...necessary, but not pleasant."
Her explanation is thorough, detailing each stage of the procedure with utmost precision. There's no room for error in this delicate dance between magic and medicine—the consequences are too dire.
Harry absorbs her words, allowing their reality to sink into him. This isn't just about mending broken bones—it's about rebuilding a body that has been neglected and abused far beyond what any child should endure.
Despite the apprehension coiling tight in his gut, Harry nods, acknowledging not only the necessity of the treatment but also the level of trust required for such an intimate healing process. It's another step away from the life he once knew, marked by neglect and pain, and towards something different—something better, perhaps.
"Alright," Harry agrees, his voice barely audible. His eyes meet Narcissa's, holding a mixture of fear and determination. But beneath those emotions lies an unspoken understanding: they are both committed to this path, regardless of where it may lead. "I need to tell Sirius before we do it, so he doesn't think you're hurting me or anything."
"Of course," she agrees. "We don't need him calling on that mirror of his and finding you in agony."
"Exactly," Harry agrees, chuckling slightly as he retrieves the small mirror from his robe pocket. "Sirius Black," Harry calls into it, and almost immediately, a familiar face appears.
"Harry," Sirius's voice is bright. "Are you alright?"
"Yeah," Harry replies, managing a small smile despite the nervous fluttering in his chest. "But there's something we need to do that... well, it's going to hurt."
Concern creases Sirius's brow as he leans closer to the mirror, his eyes searching Harry's for answers.
"We're fixing my bones," Harry explains, each word measured and deliberate. "Using Skele-Gro. Narcissa says they healed badly because the Dursleys never took me to hospital or anything."
A low curse escapes Sirius's lips, but he nods in understanding. "That potion... Moony said it's agonising and I know you can't take anything for the pain."
"Yeah." Harry swallows hard, memories of agony still vivid in his mind. "I know. She's going to vanish the bone first, then strap up the arm or leg so it grows back right."
For a moment, all Harry can hear is Sirius's heavy breathing on the other end, punctuating the silence between them as he frowns deeply. "You trust her?" Sirius finally says, but the inflection makes it less of a question and more a statement of disbelief.
"I do," Harry replies, the certainty in his own voice startling him with its intensity. "She hasn't given me a reason not to."
A sigh crackles through the mirror, and Sirius runs a hand through his hair, brow furrowed with concern. "Alright. Just...be careful, yeah? And if you get bored or need distracting, call me on the mirror."
"Will do," Harry promises, slipping the mirror back into his pocket. He turns, finding Narcissa still standing there, her face a mask of decorum that gives nothing away.
Without another word, they make their way to Harry's bedroom, the air thick with anticipation. The room is comfortably warm, lit by a few strategically placed lamps that cast long shadows against the walls.
"I need you to change into shorts and a vest so I can wrap the limbs properly. Can you do that while I locate the potion?" Narcissa instructs. "It can be temperamental with summoning charms."
"Alright," Harry agrees, watching as she moves with purpose, each action measured and precise.
As soon as the door clicks shut behind Narcissa, Harry's fingers fumble with the buttons of his shirt. He peels off the layers of fabric clinging to his damp skin, discarding them on the floor before pulling on the soft vest and shorts. They're loose, comfortable, a stark contrast to the constriction of his previous attire.
He perches on the edge of the duvet, the plush material sinking beneath his weight. His hands rest on his knees, knuckles white from gripping too tightly. The room is silent save for the distant echoes of the manor and the thunderous beat of his own heart against his ribs.
The door creaks open again, and Narcissa steps back into the room. Her gaze falls on Harry, taking in his trembling form. The sight seems to confirm what she already knows, and she moves closer, her steps echoing softly in the otherwise silent room.
"Lie down, Harry," she commands, not unkindly, as she approaches the bed where he is seated. "This will be more effective if you're relaxed."
Narcissa takes a seat beside Harry's bed as Harry lies down, her wand at the ready. She begins with his right arm, her movements precise as she traces the contours of his skin where the bone lies beneath. With a muttered incantation, she vanishes the bone, leaving only empty space behind.
Her hands move with a surgeon's precision and a mother's gentleness, wrapping the arm in bandages, one layer upon another until his limb is encased in softness. She works quickly, her eyes never leaving the task at hand, each movement fluid and sure.
"There." She finishes with a final tug, securing the bandage in place. Her wand glows once more, a soft luminescence that dances over the wrapped arm. The spell takes hold instantly, a strange sensation crawling under his skin as though invisible hands are holding his bones together. Harry gasps, not from pain but from the sheer oddity of the feeling. Narcissa steps back, granting him a moment to adjust to the sensation before moving on to his leg.
"Ready?" she asks, though it's clear from her tone that it's not really a question. Without waiting for a response, she repeats the process, her movements now familiar, a dance of healing that brings relief in its wake.
Then she holds out a vial of Skele-Gro. Its contents glow eerily in the dim light, promising both healing and torment in equal measure.
Harry swallows past the lump in his throat, meeting her gaze with steely resolve as he takes the vial in hand. The potion burns like liquid fire as it slides down his throat, searing a path to his stomach. Harry's muscles tense, the pain building in intensity until it's all he can do not to scream. His vision blurs at the edges, darkness threatening to swallow him whole.
"Focus on your breathing," Narcissa instructs from somewhere far away. "In... and out."
Harry obeys, each inhale bringing sharp agony, each exhale a momentary reprieve. He clings to consciousness by sheer force of will, unwilling to surrender to the onslaught of pain.
A single bead of sweat trickles down his forehead, disappearing into the wild tangle of his hair. Beneath the cast, his arm throbs in time with each beat of his heart—a maddening rhythm that drowns out all else. Time loses its meaning, and Harry thinks that minutes stretch into hours, blurring the line between reality and nightmare.
Harry's not sure when Narcissa pulled a blanket over him, drew the curtains, or left him to rest, but he's vaguely aware of her absence. Yet through it all, Harry endures, gritting his teeth against the waves of torment that threaten to pull him under.
A soft click echoes through the room, followed by the creak of a door opening. Footsteps approach, light and measured, pausing at the foot of Harry's bed. A shadow falls across him, blocking out the sliver of moonlight peeking through the curtains.
"Harry?" Draco's voice is low, laced with worry. "How are you holding up?"
Harry's response is a weak grunt, barely audible. But Draco seems to understand, his hand reaching out to brush a damp curl from Harry's forehead. The touch is feather-light, cautious, yet it brings with it a sense of comfort that Harry hadn't realised he'd been craving.
"I brought something," Draco says after a moment, his tone hesitant. "Thought it might help distract you."
There's a rustling sound, then the familiar crackle of turning pages. Draco begins to read aloud, his voice steady despite the occasional stutter. It's a story Harry has never heard, and despite the pain coursing through his veins, Harry finds himself drawn into the narrative, clinging to each word as if it were a lifeline.
Draco's hand remains steady, thumb tracing unseen patterns across the sheen of sweat on Harry's forehead. The touch is cool, almost soothing, and Harry finds himself leaning into it, his body craving the relief it offers.
"There, however," Draco continues, his voice a low murmur against the backdrop of Harry's laboured breathing, "wrapped around the base of the hill, was a monstrous white Worm, bloated and blind."
The words weave a tapestry of escape, pulling Harry further from the confines of his pain-riddled body and into the realm of fantasy. Harry's breaths grow less ragged as he clings to Draco's tale, the pain receding with each image conjured by that silken voice.
Harry's eyes flutter shut again, the pull of sleep now too powerful to resist. Draco senses the change in him, the way his breath evens out and his body goes slack against the pillows.
"Another time then," Draco murmurs, closing the book with a soft thud. He rises from the chair, his movements slow and careful, reluctant to disturb the peace that has settled over Harry.
There's a moment's hesitation before Draco leans in, pressing a gentle kiss to Harry's forehead. It's a tender gesture, one that speaks volumes of the depth of their bond. His lips linger for a heartbeat longer before he pulls away, a faint smile playing on his lips.
Draco lingers by the bed, watching as Harry's chest rises and falls with steady rhythm. His fingers trace an absent pattern on the coverlet, lost in thought. Then, with one last lingering glance at Harry, he turns away, his footsteps quiet against the stone floor as he exits the room.
As he closes the door behind him, he finds Narcissa waiting, her eyes softening at the sight of her son. She stands poised at the threshold of Harry's room, as though ready to take her turn at the vigil.
"Is he...?" she begins, but Draco raises a hand to still her worries.
"He's asleep," Draco murmurs, the corners of his mouth lifting in a semblance of a smile, although it doesn't reach his eyes. "Finally."
Narcissa breathes out, her shoulders sagging with the weight of relief. "I was beginning to think he'd fight it forever." Her gaze flickers over Draco's face, searching for signs of strain. "What finally did it?"
"Just reading," Draco admits, rubbing the back of his neck as if to ward off an approaching ache. "The Fountain of Fair Fortune."
A soft laugh escapes Narcissa's lips, more rueful than amused. "You always loved that one, didn't you?"
Harry stirs, his eyes fluttering open to the dim light of evening filtering through the crack in the curtains. His stomach growls, and he eyes the soup-filled flask that someone has left on his bedside table, allowing him to eat with one hand while keeping his other arm immobile. A note lies next to it, instructing him to call a house-elf when he wakes.
Harry does not move immediately. Instead, he takes stock of his body, gauging the pain level, which is thankfully lower than before. Deciding to eat first, he picks up the flask and tips it back, letting the warm broth trickle down his throat. He sets it aside and instead reaches for the two-way mirror, preferring the comfort of Sirius's voice over the company of house-elves, not wanting to disturb the Malfoys, who are likely having their own dinner.
The mirror stays silent for a moment, too long for Harry's liking, before Sirius's face flickers into view. Relief washes over him in waves, leaving him trembling slightly at its intensity. Harry exhales shakily, his breath misting the cold surface of the mirror.
"Harry?" Sirius's voice is rough, strained with worry that seems to seep through the glass itself. "Merlin's beard, pup; I was beginning to wonder if was worse than you let on, and I think I might've been right."
"I—"
But words fail him, choked off by a wave of emotion. Instead, he allows himself a moment to breathe, to bask in the connection with someone who cares for him unconditionally. It doesn't lessen the throbbing ache in his body, but it offers something else: hope.
"Listen," Sirius says, leaning closer until his eyes fill the mirror. "You're strong, stronger than any fifteen-year-old should have to be, and brave—bloody hell, are you brave. Use that now, okay? I know you're in agony but just hold on. It'll be worth it."
Harry nods, drawing strength from Sirius's words. His godfather has always had a knack for finding light in the darkest corners, for reminding Harry of his own resilience even when all seems lost. Now, with every fibre of his being screaming in protest, Harry clings to that belief like a lifeline.
"How can I help?" Sirius asks, his tone urgent. "What do you need, Harry?"
"Just... talk," Harry manages. "Keep talking."
And so, Sirius does. He tells stories of flying motorbikes and daring rescues, and how James once charmed Remus' hair to turn bright pink—he was aiming for red, but his concentration had been off that day. Sirius speaks of reckless adventures and quiet moments shared under the cloak of night when the world seemed too big, and their youth too small. Through it all, his voice is a steady cadence, a lighthouse guiding Harry back whenever the shadows threaten to claim him fully.
Each word wraps around Harry like a balm, soothing the frayed edges of his consciousness and while they cannot fully hold at bay the encroaching darkness tugging at Harry's awareness, they offer a semblance of respite, an anchor amidst the turmoil.
For now, it is enough.
The door to Harry's room creaks open, and Narcissa steps inside, her gaze immediately falling on the boy in the bed. His face is pale, sweat-slicked hair clinging to his forehead, but his eyes are open, alert.
"Harry," she says, closing the distance between them with a few swift strides. "How do you feel?"
"Painful," he admits, voice barely above a whisper. "But better than earlier."
Narcissa nods, pulling a chair up beside the bed and taking a seat. Her movements are smooth, practiced—the kind that come from years of caring for a sick child. She reaches out, gently lifting Harry's arm to check the bandages wrapped around it.
"The pain means it's working," she tells him, her fingers light against his skin. "Your bones are regrowing properly."
She runs her hand down his right arm first, feeling for any irregularities in the growing bone. The Skele-Gro has been at work for hours now, weaving new bone where before there was only poorly healed scar tissue. It's a slow process, one that tests even Harry's Gryffindor resolve, but necessary if he's ever to be pain-free.
Next, Narcissa moves to inspect Harry's leg, her touch just as gentle, just as sure. Despite the situation, despite everything that has led him here, Harry can't deny the relief that washes over him at her ministrations.
His eyelids flutter closed as he fights back a wave of dizziness, gritting his teeth against the sharp twinge in his leg. But he doesn't protest, doesn't try to pull away from her touch. Instead, he takes a deep breath, willing himself to stay conscious, to endure the discomfort because he knows—he hopes—it will be worth it in the end.
As the hours tick by, Harry loses track of time, caught in a haze of pain and exhaustion. The Skele-Gro does its work, mending bones that have been broken for too long, but the process is far from gentle. Each new growth sends waves of agony rippling through his body, leaving him gasping for breath.
He can feel every pulse, every throb as the magic knits together fractures that should have healed weeks ago. It's a raw, burning sensation that sears through his veins, making his muscles clench and his skin prickle with sweat.
But Harry doesn't scream. He bites down hard on his lower lip, drawing blood, refusing to give voice to the torment coursing through his limbs. This is necessary, he reminds himself over and over, a righting of wrongs inflicted by years of neglect at the Dursleys' hands.
"Almost there," Narcissa murmurs, her cool hand resting lightly on his forehead. "The worst will soon be over."
Harry nods, more of a twitch really, unable to muster the strength for anything more. But his green eyes—clouded with pain yet unyielding—meet hers, and in them, she sees a spark of the resolve that has carried him through countless trials before this one.
"Good," she whispers, brushing away damp strands of hair stuck to his forehead. Her touch lingers for a moment longer than necessary, an almost maternal gesture that belies the tension etched into her elegant features.
And so, they wait. Gradually, the intensity of Harry's pain begins to ebb, replaced by a dull ache that throbs in time with his heartbeat. When Narcissa releases the charm that held his arm still, he dares to shift slightly, testing the limits of his newly mended bones. His right arm now feels solid beneath the layers of bandages, and the relief is immediate, flooding through him like a warm tide.
For the first time in years, Harry lifts his arm without needing to hide the wince, his fingers curling and uncurling with ease. There's a steadiness to his movements, a sureness that wasn't there before. And though the pain hasn't entirely subsided, the improvement is undeniable.
A sigh escapes his lips, not of discomfort but of cautious optimism. Perhaps, just perhaps, this hellish ordeal may indeed lead to something better.
"Better?" Narcissa asks, watching closely as Harry flexes his hand, marvelling at the simple act that had become agonising over the past few days.
"A bit," he admits, swallowing against the dryness in his throat. "It doesn't hurt as much to move."
Her nod is crisp, professional, but there's a glimmer of satisfaction in her icy-blue eyes. "You'll need rest, but the progress is promising."
With each passing minute, the promise of recovery grows stronger, fuelling Harry's determination to see this through, no matter the cost. Because if enduring this means regaining control, reclaiming a part of himself that's been overshadowed by pain and weakness, then he'll face whatever comes next head-on, with all the stubborn resilience of a true Gryffindor.
A day after the pain fully subsides, Narcissa and Harry gather in his room once more.
Narcissa's movements are precise, her eyes focused as she gathers the necessary supplies for the second session of Harry Potter's bone treatment. There's a vial of Skele-Gro potion and rolls of fresh bandages that she sets beside it. Next to these, she places a small flask filled with a steaming concoction.
"Soup," she explains when Harry's gaze lands on it, his stomach growling despite the discomfort coursing through his limbs. "You'll need nourishment afterwards, you didn't eat enough at lunch."
He nods, bracing himself against the cushions propped behind his back. The rich scent of tomato soup wafts towards him, momentarily distracting from the anticipation prickling at his skin. His heart beats a steady rhythm, each thump echoing the silent countdown in his head—closer, closer still—to the moment Narcissa will begin. He is no stranger to pain, but knowing its arrival makes it no less daunting.
"I'm ready," Harry says, though his voice carries an edge of uncertainty.
She offers him a curt nod before turning her attention to his left arm, where a faint scar traces the line of bone beneath his skin. Her wand moves deftly over the area, murmuring an incantation that causes a tingling sensation to spread outward from the point of contact. Then, with a final flick of her wrist, the poorly healed bone disappears.
Narcissa wraps the arm in a bandage, giving it structure before uttering another spell. A familiar stiffness settles in, locking the limb in place just as she did with the other arm two days prior. Then, with a renewed sense of purpose, she moves to his right leg, repeating the process.
"Drink this," Narcissa commands, handing him the flask of Skele-Gro.
The liquid coats his throat like thick syrup, searing all the way down. Harry clenches his teeth against the wave of heat spreading through his body, focusing instead on his breathing and the sound of Narcissa's voice guiding him through the process.
"Good. Now relax your muscles; let the potion do its work."
Harry can only manage a weak nod, exhaustion pulling at his eyelids. But there's also relief, evident in the tension easing from his shoulders and the shallow breaths growing steadier, softer. Narcissa adjusts the pillows behind him, a silent gesture of comfort amid the sterile precision of her ministrations.
"I'll check on you in an hour," she tells him, her figure retreating to the shadows of the room.
And so, Harry lies there, drinking his soup and trying to ignore everything. Pain flares and recedes in time with his heartbeat, but beneath it all simmers a sense of accomplishment.
"Harry," comes a familiar voice, pulling him back from the edge of unconsciousness.
Slowly, he peels open heavy eyelids to find Draco hovering above him, concern etched into every line of his face. His pale fingers brush against Harry's forehead, a soft and unexpected contrast to the harsh reality of their situation.
"You're burning up," Draco murmurs, more to himself than to Harry. He disappears for a moment, returning with a damp cloth that he places on Harry's forehead. The cool fabric is a welcome reprieve from the heat radiating off Harry's skin, drawing a sigh from his lips.
"Better?" Draco asks, though it's clear from his furrowed brow he expects no answer. Instead, he settles beside Harry on the bed, maintaining a respectful distance yet close enough to offer comfort—a silent vigil as day fades into night. Their breaths synchronise in the quiet room, each exhale a testament to the resilience of life amidst chaos and uncertainty.
There are moments, too, when Draco speaks—stories of Hogwarts, anecdotes from his own childhood, even tales from the lives of his parents, and Harry listens, finding solace in the sound of Draco's voice, a steady anchor in the storm. Other times, he simply sits there, offering his presence as balm for wounds unseen.
Draco leans over him now, one hand cradling Harry's cheek, the other holding a spoonful of porridge to his lips. "Eat," he encourages softly, "you need to keep your strength up."
Harry complies, each mouthful a battle won against the weakness claiming his body. And when he's finished, Draco sets the bowl aside only to return moments later with a glass of water which he holds carefully to Harry's lips.
"You're only halfway through," Draco admits, breaking the silence once again, "but you're getting better." There's hope in his words, fragile yet persistent, like a flame dancing against the darkness.
As if to emphasise his point, Draco reaches out, tracing the lines of Harry's face with gentle precision. The touch is light, almost reverent, and Harry leans into it without thinking. His eyes flutter open, meeting Draco's gaze.
He yearns for the closeness, for the brief respite from pain that Draco's presence offers. He wants to taste those lips again, but his body refuses to cooperate, heavy and unresponsive under the weight of exhaustion. "Kiss me," he pleads instead, his voice barely a whisper against the oppressive silence.
Draco doesn't give it a second thought. Time seems to stretch and fold upon itself as he closes the gap between them. Their lips meet, a soft press against Harry's fevered skin, tentative yet charged with an intensity that belies their history. It's a kiss that whispers of salvation in the face of despair, a balm to wounds deeper than flesh and bone.
Harry responds, the motion weak but undeniably present, his fingers curling into the fabric of Draco's shirt. The kiss deepens, a silent plea for more—more warmth, more connection, more life. It's a lifeline amidst the storm, a beacon cutting through the darkness that has claimed them both for far too long.
A small smile tugs at the corner of Draco's mouth as he pulls away, not completely, but enough to allow them both to breathe. The air between them is charged, heavy with the weight of what has just transpired, yet lighter for it all the same.
"Sleep," Draco murmurs, his voice barely above a whisper. He reaches out and brushes a lock of hair from Harry's forehead—a small act, but one that speaks volumes. "I'll be here."
Harry lets his eyelids fall shut, the tension in his body gradually easing under the weight of those words. For now, he allows himself the indulgence of rest, comforted by the knowledge that he is not alone.
The world blurs at the edges as Harry surrenders to the pull of unconsciousness. He doesn't know how long he sleeps, but when he finally stirs, it's to find Draco watching him, an unreadable expression on his face and a warmth in the way Draco's fingers curl protectively around his own, a silent vow hanging in the air between them that needs no words.
Later, Harry's fingers tighten around the edges of the enchanted object, its cool surface grounding him amidst the fiery torment wracking his body. The Skele-Gro potion works its magic—bones knitting back together with agonising slowness—but it's Sirius's presence that offers solace while Draco sleeps in his own bed.
"Harry," Sirius greets him, tension easing from his features. "How are you feeling?"
"Better," Harry admits, tracing the edge of the glass. A small smile tugs at his lips—a ghost of his usual grin. "Thanks to you."
"And thanks to Malfoy, if I saw correctly." Sirius's brows arch, the wrinkles on his forehead deepening with intrigue. "I tried reaching out earlier, and he was the one who answered your mirror. Said you were sleeping, and I could tell he wasn't about to leave your side.
"Yeah." Harry hesitates, unsure of how to explain this unexpected turn of events. "He's been... different."
"Different how?" Sirius prompts, watching closely.
Different in the way he looks at me, Harry wants to say. Different in the way he touches me, like I'm something precious. But the words stick in his throat, too new and raw to give voice to.
"Just different," he replies instead, hoping Sirius will understand.
A silence stretches between them, filled with unsaid thoughts and lingering questions. Then, finally, Sirius nods, his gaze softening.
"You trust your instincts, Harry," he advises. "They've saved you more times than I can count."
"But what if my instincts are wrong?" Harry's voice is barely above a whisper, the fear of betrayal lurking just beneath the surface.
"They're not. When I spoke to him, he was..." Sirius hesitates, choosing his words carefully. "Protective, almost possessive. There was a certain intensity in his voice when he spoke of you."
The silence stretches between them for a moment.
"I think Draco Malfoy," Sirius murmurs, more to himself than to Harry, "has found something worth fighting for. And it seems, against all odds, that 'something' might be you."
"We kissed," Harry admits at last, his voice barely audible. "On my birthday, and a few hours ago... he keeps touching me, holding my hand, putting his arm around me. And his parents—they don't seem to mind."
"We're not muggles, Harry," Sirius reminds him. "Same-sex relationships aren't looked down on here like they might be where you grew up. The Malfoys, for all their faults, are traditionalists. They've shown they want you happy, even if it's with Draco, as mad as that would have seemed to us two months ago."
"I know," Harry murmurs. Silence stretches out then, but it's not uncomfortable. Rather, it feels almost soothing, like the quiet after a storm.
"Promise me something, Harry," Sirius whispers, breaking the quiet once more. His image wavers, ghost-like against the backdrop of fading daylight. "Promise me you'll keep fighting for your own happiness. That's what truly matters, no matter what anyone else might say."
Harry's response is barely audible, carried on the barest exhale of breath. "I promise."
The mirror goes dark then, leaving Harry alone with his thoughts and the slow, insistent throb of new bone growing beneath damaged flesh. Despite the pain, determination sparks within him anew—a beacon amid the shadows of uncertainty.
A day later, after rest, food and the longest shower he's ever taken, Harry is ready—or as ready as he'll ever be—for the final step of Narcissa's treatment. The plan is simple enough: Narcissa will paralyse his torso to prevent any involuntary movements, then vanish his fractured ribs entirely, before administering a large dose of Skele-gro to regrow them.
Simple, but not easy. Not for either of them.
Harry lies still on the bed, sweat gathering at the nape of his neck as he waits for the first touch of magic to ignite his bones. His breaths come in shallow gasps, each one sending a tremor through his body that threatens to shatter the fragile calm he clings to.
"This will likely be the most painful part of your treatment," Narcissa warns, not unkindly. "Your ribs are close to vital organs; I must take extra care."
"I understand," Harry manages to whisper. The words scrape against his parched throat, a stark reminder of the trials his body has endured. Yet there is an undercurrent of resolve in his tone—a quiet assertion that he will withstand whatever comes next.
"Ready?" Narcissa's voice cuts through the tension like a silver blade. It holds an edge of concern, belying the stern facade she maintains.
Harry nods, his throat too dry for words. He braces himself against the bed, fingers digging into the crisp sheets as if he could somehow anchor his body against the pain to come. Every nerve is on high alert, each breath drawn shallow and quick in anticipation.
"Very well," she replies, her gaze never leaving Harry's battered form. Her wand moves with meticulous precision, tracing patterns over his chest that seem to shimmer in the dim light.
A cold dread settles in Harry's stomach, heavier than any stone. His heart pounds a frantic rhythm against his ribcage—each beat a countdown to the agony awaiting him. But there is no turning back now. This is necessary; this is survival.
Narcissa takes a deep breath, steadying herself. Her eyes flicker shut for just a moment—an uncharacteristic display of vulnerability quickly masked by renewed determination. When they open again, her eyes meet his, a silent exchange that speaks volumes more than words ever could.
The air grows dense around them, charged with magic so potent it seems almost tangible. Then comes the incantation, spoken low and clear. Pain explodes across Harry's torso, ripping a gasp from his lips. His muscles lock up, paralysed under the spell's influence. Then his ribs vanish, leaving behind a hollow emptiness matched only by the void swallowing his consciousness.
Yet even as darkness edges his vision, Harry clings to awareness. Somewhere beyond the veil of torment, he hears Narcissa's voice once more, steady amidst the chaos.
"Skele-Gro," she commands, uncorking a vial with practised ease. The potion glimmers ominously, casting long shadows that dance across Harry's skin. Its scent—a sickly-sweet blend of burnt sugar and something far less pleasant—fills the room.
Harry's senses reel, overwhelmed by the onslaught of stimuli. He wants to recoil, to escape the searing pain spreading through his core like wildfire. But his body refuses to obey, held captive by the very magic meant to heal him.
His world narrows to the sensation of liquid fire coursing down his throat, igniting every cell in its path. The Skele-Gro takes effect immediately, bones sprouting forth in a relentless surge of new growth. Each inch is a battle fought and won, a testament to his will to survive.
Despite the paralysis binding him, Harry's hands ball into fists beneath the covers. His knuckles turn white with the strain, mirroring the stark pallor of his face. Sweat beads at his hairline, trickling down his temples in rivulets that soak the pillow beneath him.
"Thank you," Harry whispers, his voice hoarse. It's not much—two simple words carrying the weight of gratitude too vast for speech—but it's all he can muster in this moment of reprieve.
Narcissa pauses, her wand hovering mid-air as she casts one last diagnostic spell over Harry's mending body. Her expression remains unreadable, but there's a softening around her eyes that belies her surprise.
"You're welcome, Harry." Her reply is quiet, almost lost amidst the rustle of silk robes as she moves away from the bed. But Harry hears it nonetheless—a small concession wrapped in layers of propriety and restraint.
Two more days crawl by, each hour marked by the throbbing pain that anchors Harry to his bed. He is acutely aware of every twist and turn his body longs to make but cannot, of the very air that seems to press down on him with a weight he's never known. Yet through it all, he is not alone. Draco keeps vigil at his side, reading aloud from books whose stories are a balm to Harry's frazzled nerves. Sirius's voice echoes from the mirror, filling the room with tales of Marauders' pranks that once seemed so far away—now, they are a lifeline to a world beyond the manor walls.
"Remember the time we charmed all of Snape's potions to turn neon pink?" Sirius's voice is rich with laughter, even as it strains with concern.
"I do recall something about that," Remus adds, his image flickering in the mirror beside Sirius's. He offers a small smile, but his eyes betray the worry etched deep within them. "Quite the sight, it was."
And Narcissa—always Narcissa—is there, her presence a constant in the ebb and flow of Harry's consciousness. She moves like a ghost through the room, her hands deft as they check his ribs, her voice a soft lullaby that soothes the edges of his pain.
At long last, the pain begins to ebb. The sensation is slow and reluctant, as if each sliver of agony clings to him before being washed away. Harry's breaths come easier, each one less of a battle than the one before.
"Finite Incantatem."
Narcissa's voice cuts through the fog of relief that has begun to settle over Harry's mind. Her wand moves in a swift, decisive arc, releasing the spell that had held his body rigid. He lets out a sigh, sinking deeper into the plush mattress. His fingers brush against the cool sheets, tracing patterns absentmindedly as his mind races with unspoken thoughts.
"Narcissa," Harry says, willing himself to make his confession. "I don't want to be involved in whatever is coming, not officially."
The admission hangs heavy in the air between them. It's not a denial of what lies ahead, but rather an acceptance of where he stands now, at this crossroads of recovery and uncertainty.
"I understand that Voldemort has chosen a different path... one without bloodshed," Harry continues, his voice firm but cautious. "But this doesn't mean I'm ready to follow him down whatever road he's paving."
Harry turns his head, meeting Narcissa's eyes once more. In their depths, he sees not only understanding but also a flicker of something else—respect, perhaps, or maybe even relief.
"I won't stop trying to reveal the truth about Dumbledore," Harry adds, his voice steady despite the weight of his words. "That man has done enough damage already, and people need to know what he's capable of. But that's where my involvement ends. I won't be anyone's pawn anymore."
Narcissa doesn't respond immediately. Instead, she watches him, her expression unreadable. Yet there's no mistaking the tension that lines her frame, mirroring the intensity of their exchange.
"Good," Narcissa murmurs, her voice barely more than a whisper. "I'm proud of you, Harry." The words hang in the air, heavy with significance. "It's important to stand your ground in matters such as these. I respect your decision, and I will ensure that none force their will upon you."
It's more than an agreement—it's an acknowledgment of Harry's autonomy, a recognition of the boundaries he's set. And while the road ahead remains fraught with uncertainties, there's now a mutual understanding between them, unspoken yet palpable.
"Rest now," Narcissa instructs, rising from her chair. Her silhouette cuts a striking figure against the dim light filtering through the cracks in the curtains. "You'll need your strength for what comes next."
"Thank you, Narcissa," he murmurs, his gratitude genuine despite the lingering uncertainty.
As she exits the room, leaving Harry alone with his thoughts, the significance of their conversation settles over him like a blanket. It's a strange sensation, this newfound sense of agency. But it's also oddly comforting—an assurance that his choices matter.
Chapter 17
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
The grand doors to the meeting room swing open with a creak that echoes through the cavernous space. Harry's hand tightens around Draco's as they step over the threshold, their silhouettes framed by the dim light filtering in from the hall.
Four pairs of eyes turn towards them—Voldemort's red gaze burning brighter than any other. Lucius Malfoy sits rigidly at one end of the table, his pale face as cold and hard as marble. Beside him, Narcissa appears equally composed, her blue eyes betraying nothing of what she might be thinking. Severus Snape is there too, his black robes merging with the shadows that cling to the corners of the room.
The atmosphere is thick, charged with an anticipation that clings to every surface and creeps along Harry's skin like static electricity. His heart hammers against his ribs, each beat echoing the questions that have been tormenting him since he arrived: Will he walk away? Can he?
Harry glances at Draco, whose expression is carefully blank. The tension radiates off him in waves, but his grip on Harry's hand doesn't waver, providing an anchor amidst the storm threatening to capsize them both.
"Please sit," Voldemort commands, his voice slithering into the silence. They both take their seats beside each other, and Voldemort turns to Harry. "I trust you've had time to consider your position?"
Harry's gaze meets the Dark Lord's, and for an agonizing moment, everything else falls away—the opulent room with its heavy drapes and high ceilings, the faces watching them with bated breath, even Draco's steady grip on his hand.
"Yes," Harry's reply is far quieter than he'd like, but it carries in the stillness of the room. He takes a deep breath, steeling himself against the weight of what he's about to say. "I have."
A flicker of interest sparks in Voldemort's red eyes, quickly replaced by that familiar cold calculation. "And?" The word hangs in the air, charged with expectation.
"First, I am willing to provide every bit of evidence against Dumbledore that I have. Lucius already has the official records we've been able to provide, as well as copies of my parents wills, but my memories can support claims." Harry's voice grows stronger with each word, the truth lending him a courage he didn't know he possessed.
"Could you give specifics?" Voldemort asks, leaning forward slightly in his throne-like chair.
"For instance," Harry begins, "on my first visit to Diagon Alley, it was Hagrid who took me there instead of a Head of House or even a Ministry representative, as it's supposed to be. This is against the Hogwarts rules, and given Hagrid managed to turn me against Slytherin in a day, I have no doubt that it was strategic."
This is only a surprise to Voldemort, but it doesn't surprise him.
"And after I informed Dumbledore about the abuse at Privet Drive..." Harry's voice falters for a moment, but he pushes past the lump forming in his throat. "He sent me back there anyway. I know I'm not the first, but we need as much evidence as possible. However, I do not wish to be officially involved in your... endeavours until I turn seventeen."
Voldemort leans back in his seat, red eyes narrowing as he studies Harry. The silence stretches on, filled only by the crackling fire and the distant sounds of the manor settling into the night.
"I've spent fourteen years being tortured because of him—four of those living in constant fear of you," Harry continues, his green eyes meeting Voldemort's without flinching. "I need peace before anything else."
His words hang in the air, a stark reminder of the horrors he has endured and the precarious nature of their current alliance. It's a daring move—a plea for respite laced with an accusation—and Harry can only hope it will be enough
"Very well," says Voldemort after what feels like an eternity. His voice slithers through the silence, leaving a trail of goosebumps in its wake. "Please elaborate."
And so, Harry does.
He begins at the beginning: not with a boy who lived, but with a child neglected and abused. A cupboard under the stairs instead of a nursery; beatings instead of bedtime stories; loneliness where there should have been love. For ten years, he endured, knowing nothing of his true heritage or the world that awaited him beyond Privet Drive.
But it is the last four years that Harry emphasises now, the ones spent living under the shadow of a resurrected Voldemort while Dumbledore remained distant, offering little more than cryptic messages and half-truths. Four years of learning to rely on himself, that the adults always fail to protect him and others, of realising that the line between good and evil isn't always clear-cut, especially when it comes to those in power.
Harry's voice doesn't waver as he recounts his past, each word etched into the silence like a scar upon skin. There's pain in his eyes, yes, but also determination—an unwavering resolve forged in the crucible of suffering. It's this resilience, perhaps, that surprises those present the most. To them, Harry has always been a symbol, a figurehead in their war against the Light. But here, now, he is undeniably human: wounded, yes, but not broken.
Narcissa listens, her icy composure cracking just enough to betray the flicker of empathy in her eyes. She knows what it means to be caught in the crossfire of other people's ambitions, to feel trapped within the confines of expectation and duty. But understanding Harry's pain doesn't make hearing it any easier.
A glance at Draco reveals his own struggle with the revelations. His fingers are white where they clutch the edge of the table, knuckles standing out in sharp relief against his pallid skin. His jaw is set, teeth grinding as if each new piece of information is a physical blow.
This isn't the Harry Potter he's known since childhood—not the celebrated hero or the despised enemy. It's like trying to stand on shifting sands, the solid ground of certainty giving way beneath him. The past month has been a lesson in unlearning, in realising that Harry's life hasn't been the fairytale he'd once imagined. But hearing the full extent of it still sends shockwaves through him, not least because of the warmth that has begun to unfurl in his chest whenever Harry is near.
Narcissa gives a subtle nod, barely perceptible to anyone watching. It's a simple gesture, yet it carries the weight of unspoken agreement. She understands why Harry wouldn't want to involve himself officially until he's of age, free from the shackles of underage magic laws and the watchful eye of the Ministry. It's a reasonable request, one rooted in self-preservation rather than cowardice.
When Harry's words fade into the hush of the room, it is Draco who breaks the silence, taking the chance to make his stance clear.
"I have conditions for supporting you," Draco begins, his voice clear and steady. His fingers, once clenched tight around the edge of the table, now rest lightly upon its polished surface. "Firstly, I will only assist in changing pureblood opinions about half-bloods and Muggle-borns, focusing on students in Hogwarts, until I am 17."
His declaration hangs heavy in the air, and there's an intensity in Draco's gaze, a determination that belies his years. Across the table, Lucius and Narcissa exchange a glance. Pride swells within them, mingling with a sense of trepidation for the path their son has chosen, but they remain silent, offering him the respect his conviction commands. Severus Snape's expression softens almost imperceptibly, a faint smile tugging at the corner of his mouth, unseen by the others.
"Secondly," he continues, his tone hardening, "My support comes with expectations. I will not be used as a mere pawn in a war, if it comes to that, nor will I blindly follow orders without understanding your intentions."
Draco pauses, allowing each word to sink in. He meets Voldemort's gaze head-on, unflinching despite the gravity of what he's suggesting.
"And finally, there are to be no underage recruits involved in your plans." The final condition is spoken with a quiet ferocity, revealing a protectiveness that few would associate with Draco Malfoy. "If you don't include underage people, I will support you publically from day I turn 17."
Voldemort leans back, regarding Draco with a thoughtful expression. It's an interesting development, this newfound assertiveness from the young wizard before him. Perhaps there is more to Draco than he initially perceived—more strength, more potential.
"Very well," he concedes after a moment, though his red eyes continue to study Draco, searching for any sign of weakness or deceit. Then he glances back at Harry, "Does your support come with the same terms?"
"Yes," Harry states. "I am willing to help Draco make these changes because I have the power to do so now, and not out of obligation, but because it is the right thing to do."
"Understood," Voldemort says, his voice a low drawl that sends a shiver down Harry's spine. "I appreciate your candor, and I am not opposed to the conditions you have set forth."
"Thank you," Draco replies with a nod, relief evident in his posture as he leans back slightly from the table.
Voldemort turns his gaze to Lucius and Severus, who have been silent observers throughout the exchange. "What are your thoughts?"
Severus remains impassive, his dark eyes unreadable. "The idea has merit," he concedes after a moment, "but implementing such changes will not be without challenges."
"Of course," Draco agrees. "But anything worth doing rarely is."
"I'm incredibly proud of my son for standing up to what he believes, and I am relieved that his beliefs align with your goals anyway," Lucius states.
A silence descends upon the room as Voldemort considers their words. For years, he has sought power through division and fear. But now, faced with the prospect of an alliance born out of shared goals rather than coercion, he finds himself intrigued despite his initial reservations.
"By the time you are both of age, Dumbledore will be behind bars where he belongs, and I..." Voldemort hesitates, a small look of amusement crossing his features. "Well, I shall merely be another politician."
The significance of this statement is not lost on those around the table. For years, Voldemort has been synonymous with terror and chaos—a dark force that operates outside the established order. Yet now, he speaks of positioning himself within the very system he once sought to dismantle.
"That reminds me about the prophecy," Harry says suddenly, his tone cautious. "Before we return to Hogwarts, I intend to retrieve it from the Ministry, like I said I would. You said it was crucial that we know what it says in full."
The statement hangs in the air between them, an echo of a conversation they had weeks ago when Voldemort first revealed the existence of a prophecy.
Voldemort shakes his head, the corners of his mouth pulling downward ever so slightly. "It is not necessary, Harry," he replies, the usual hardness in his eyes softening.
"While I would like nothing more than to unravel Trelawney's riddles, knowing the exact contents will not change our course of action, and I should not have mentioned it to you before," Voldemort continues, his voice lowering almost to a whisper. "I was over-eager to use any information against Dumbledore. I am still learning not to see people as mere pawns in my game. That is his way, and I don't wish it to be mine any longer."
There's a pause, and for a moment, everything else fades into insignificance. All that remains is this new reality, unfathomable yet undeniable: Lord Voldemort publically expressing regret, acknowledging mistakes, showing glimpses of humanity beneath the mask of the feared Dark Lord.
"Your focus should be on your education," Voldemort adds, breaking the silence that has settled over them. "That includes understanding the complexities of our world and the injustices within it—not chasing after prophecies."
The words hang heavy in the room, laden with implications that beckon further exploration. They paint a picture of a different Voldemort, one who values knowledge over blind obedience, one who seems to care about Harry's growth beyond just grooming him for war. This isn't the monster from the tales whispered in hushed tones at Hogwarts; it's someone—or something—else entirely.
For a brief moment, Harry locks eyes with Draco across the table. There's a shared understanding there, a silent acknowledgment of the shift occurring right in front of them. Their journey has been fraught with tension and uncertainty, but in this instant, they sense the possibility of something transformative unfolding—one that might redefine not only their relationship with Voldemort but also the course of the wizarding world itself.
"It appears we have much to contemplate," Lucius finally breaks the silence, his voice steady despite the storm of thoughts brewing beneath his composed exterior.
"Indeed." Voldemort stands, and with a flick of his wrist, the plates and cutlery vanish from the table. "But we adjourn, there are a few more matters to attend to."
With that, he steps toward Lucius, whose eyes widen slightly under the scrutiny. Voldemort raises his wand, not in threat but in ceremony, and for the first time since Harry's arrival, the Dark Mark on Lucius' forearm is exposed.
"I will be disbanding the 'Death Eaters'," Voldemort states, his voice reverberating through the grand dining hall. "I would still like to hold meetings with the same people, but I don't want a band of servants. I want allies who are truly on my side with the freedom to step away from my side if things change."
The room falls silent, save for the crackling flames in the fireplace which cast an eerie dance of shadows across their faces. The air seems to grow heavier with each passing second, anticipation hanging thick like an unspoken promise waiting to be fulfilled.
Lucius straightens up in his chair, holding out his arm without hesitation while Narcissa watches, her hand resting lightly against her throat—an elegant display of control despite the tension radiating from her every pore.
Voldemort's wand moves over the Dark Mark, and as it does, the once vivid mark starts fading until it entirely disappears, leaving nothing behind but smooth skin. It feels almost surreal as they watch the symbol of fear and obedience erase from existence—as if with its departure, the era of the Death Eaters has officially ended.
"The world believes us bound by these marks," Voldemort continues, lowering his wand and turning back towards the centre of the room. His red eyes scan the faces around him—each etched with varying degrees of surprise and curiosity. "But we are not defined by them. We make our own destiny."
He pauses, allowing the weight of his words to sink into the minds of those present. Then, with an aura of finality, he declares, "From this day forth, I shall no longer be known as Lord Voldemort. You may address me as Marvolo Riddle."
The proclamation hangs heavy in the air, its implications rippling through the silence that follows. This isn't just a change of name—it signifies a severance from a dark past, a rebirth of sorts into something unknown yet undeniably intriguing.
Harry and Draco exchange a glance, their expressions reflecting the shared surprise and uncertainty. This night has been full of revelations, each challenging their perceptions and forcing them to question what they thought they knew.
Even now, as they sit there amidst the remnants of dinner and discourse, they can feel the gravity of this moment—the way it tugs at the strings of fate, unraveling old narratives and weaving new ones in their place.
Voldemort—Marvolo turns his gaze to Snape, who has been a silent observer throughout the exchange. His black eyes meet Marvolo's red ones, and for a moment, there is a quiet understanding between them—a shared history stretching back through years of war and clandestine operations.
"Extend your arm," Marvolo instructs. The command hangs in the air, heavy with anticipation. This time, it's not an order but an offer—one that could sever the final thread linking Severus Snape to his past as a Death Eater.
But instead of complying, Snape shakes his head, just once, a subtle refusal that belies the gravity of what he's denying.
"Not yet," he says, his voice barely more than a whisper. But in the vast dining hall, each word carries, resonating with unspoken implications. There's a flicker of surprise in Marvolo's eyes, quickly replaced by curiosity.
"I must remain at Dumbledore's side, undetected," Snape explains, meeting Marvolo's gaze without flinching. "He cannot know of this... development. Not until the time is right."
His words hang in the air, casting long shadows over the faces around him. Everyone present understands their significance—Snape, ever the double agent, continues to walk the razor-thin line between loyalty and deception, always one step away from disaster.
The silence stretches on, broken only by the crackling fire and the occasional clink of silverware against china as dinner resumes. Snape's statement lingers like a spectre, reminding everyone of the delicate balance they all maintain—the dance of power and perception that defines their existence within these walls.
"In this spirit of cooperation," Marvolo continues, his voice cutting through the tension like a blade, "I propose we begin by taking steps to prove Sirius Black's innocence."
The statement lands with the force of a physical blow, stunning everyone into silence. Harry feels his breath hitch in his chest, while Draco blinks in surprise across the table.
"Peter Pettigrew has been hiding in plain sight for years," Marvolo says, red eyes flickering with cold calculation. "It is time he served a purpose beyond self-preservation. Placing him within the Ministry will not only clear Black's name but should also expose Dumbledore's negligence—or worse, his complicity—in letting an innocent man take the fall."
The room falls still as the gravity of Marvolo's words sinks in. Even Lucius, ever the picture of composed aristocracy, seems taken aback. Narcissa's hand tightens around her wine glass, and Snape stiffens, his gaze sharpening on Marvolo.
"That seems smart," Draco murmurs, breaking the silence that has settled over the dining hall. His mind races, considering the implications of such a move. It would undermine Dumbledore's credibility, yes, but it could also cause unforeseen ripple effects throughout the wizarding world.
Marvolo nods at Draco's response, seemingly unperturbed by the shock rippling through those gathered. It's a calculated risk, no doubt—one that reveals how much he's willing to gamble on this new alliance.
Harry watches, silent and thoughtful, as Lucius exchanges a glance with Narcissa before turning back to Marvolo. There's a question in his eyes, one echoed in Harry's own heart: Can they trust this man—this former enemy—to deliver on such promises?
"If you are suggesting manoeuvring within the existing structures rather than tearing them down entirely..."
Lucius leaves the sentence unfinished, the implication hanging heavy in the air. But his grey eyes never waver from Marvolo's face, searching for any hint of deception or hidden agenda. The elder Malfoy has always been a master strategist, acutely aware of the delicate balance of power within their society—a balance that now teeters precariously on the edge of change.
"That is precisely what I am suggesting," Marvolo replies, leaning back in his chair with an air of quiet confidence. "Our goal is not destruction but reformation, you already know this. But I understand that it'll be hard for you to believe until I begin to prove myself."
He looks pointedly at Harry and Draco then, inclusion evident in his gaze. No longer are they mere pawns in this game; they are allies, integral to whatever comes next.
"May I contact Sirius?" Harry asks, his voice steady despite the storm of thoughts raging within him. "He should hear this from us, it's about his life."
Marvolo regards him for a moment, red eyes unreadable before giving a slight nod. "Very well."
Harry reaches into his pocket and pulls out the mirror, now a part of his lifeline.
"Sirius," he whispers, holding the mirror so only his reflection is visible. For a heartbeat, nothing happens. Then the glass shimmers, blurring before clearing to reveal a different face altogether.
Sirius Black appears in the mirror, his features drawn but composed. His grey eyes, usually sparkling with warmth and mischief, are serious as they meet Harry's green ones.
"What is it, Harry?" There's concern etched into each line on his face, yet his voice remains calm—a rock amidst turbulent seas.
"We need to talk." Harry glances at Marvolo before continuing. "About Pettigrew... and your innocence."
A breath catches audibly through the mirror, then silence. The image of Sirius doesn't waver; his gaze grows sharper, more focused.
Harry explains, detailing Marvolo's proposal—the plan to place Peter Pettigrew within the Ministry not just to undermine Dumbledore, but also to prove Sirius's innocence. He watches as understanding dawns on Sirius's face, followed by a flicker of something else: Hope? Relief? Or perhaps merely the shared sense of unease at the shifting tides.
"I see," Sirius says after a long pause. His grey eyes seem distant, lost in thought—or maybe calculating the risks ahead. "But such a move... it must be timed carefully."
"Why's that?" Draco interjects, leaning closer. In the candlelight, his silver-blue eyes are alight with curiosity—and a hint of defiance.
"To avoid suspicion," Sirius replies, his gaze never leaving Harry's. "It would be best if this happened when you two are back at Hogwarts."
"You mean to delay until the start of term?" Marvolo's voice cuts across the table, slicing through the tension like a blade. But there's a note of consideration there, a willingness to entertain the idea rather than dismiss it outright.
"Precisely," Sirius confirms, his nerves showing. "Dumbledore will have his hands full once the school year begins. It'll be easier to make our move then without drawing too much attention."
A heavy silence descends upon the room, broken only by the soft crackling of the fireplace. Marvolo leans back in his chair, steepling his fingers as he contemplates Sirius's words. Then, slowly, he nods.
"Agreed," Marvolo replies, his voice low and resonant. "We will proceed with the plan at the start of term."
He rises from his chair, signalling an end to the meeting. "I look forward to our future collaborations."
Harry and Draco stand as well, their bodies tense with relief or exhaustion—it's hard to tell which. But they both feel it: a shift in the air, subtle yet profound.
The room is silent save for the crackling fire and the occasional clink of glass against wood. It should be filled with animosity, but instead, there's a sense of cautious optimism—a flicker of hope amidst the ashes of old grudges.
Across the table, Harry catches Draco's eye. They share a glance that speaks volumes—of uncertainty, yes, but also determination. They are no longer just boys caught up in the machinations of powerful men; they are allies bound by shared purpose.
"Come on," Draco mutters, leading Harry out of the dining room. They step into the cool night air, a welcome reprieve from the suffocating atmosphere that had settled over their meeting.
They find a quiet spot in the gardens, away from the imposing grandeur of Malfoy Manor and its occupants. The stone bench is cold beneath them, but it offers a solid grounding—a counterpoint to the whirlwind of thoughts swirling within their minds.
Above, the sky is clear, offering a canvas for the stars to shine brighter than ever. Their light filters through the leaves, casting dappled shadows that dance with every gentle breeze. It's peaceful here, a stark contrast to the intensity of their earlier confrontation.
Harry glances at Draco, who stares back at him, silver eyes reflecting the starlight.
"What are you thinking?" Draco asks, breaking the silence that hangs heavy between them.
"I'm not sure," Harry admits. His fingers trace the rough edges of the stone bench as he gathers his thoughts. "It's... a lot to take in."
Draco snorts, a small smile playing on his lips. "That's one way to put it." He leans back, propping himself up with his arms.
They sit in silence, each lost in their own reflections. The events of the evening replay in Harry's mind—the proposal, the implications, the potential fallout. It's overwhelming, yet oddly liberating, like stepping off a cliff only to realize you've been given wings.
"Wasn't sure how it would go," Draco admits, his voice barely above a whisper. "I half expected him to... well, you know. I know he swore on his magic, but it's difficult to believe."
Harry does know. He's seen the Dark Lord's wrath, felt its sting.
"But he agreed," Harry says, more to himself than to Draco. "He accepted our conditions." There's a hint of disbelief in his tone, but also relief.
"Yes," Draco replies. "I know he offered you an out but he didn't offer me one so the fact that he accepted our conditions without question... it's so strange. My family...we've always been part of this world, so I didn't think I had a choice."
His words hang heavy in the night air, revealing the depth of his internal struggle. It isn't just about allegiance or power; it's about identity, about grappling with the weight of expectations and the fear of losing oneself in the process.
"And yet we're here," Harry muses aloud, "trying to find a way forward without losing who we are."
"Who we want to be," Draco corrects him gently, turning to face Harry fully. "There's a difference."
"Right," Harry agrees, meeting Draco's gaze steadily. "Who we want to be."
They sit together under the vast canopy of stars, bound by circumstance and the fragile threads of possibility. The silence stretches between them, no longer oppressive but almost comforting—like the quiet after a storm, filled with uncertainty but brimming with potential.
"Thank you, Draco," Harry murmurs, his gaze never leaving the vast expanse overhead. "For standing by me. Even when you didn't have to."
Draco stiffens beside him, caught off guard by the gratitude in Harry's voice. It's genuine, laced with a respect that goes beyond begrudging alliances.
"For what it's worth," Harry adds, "I believe we can change things. Together."
Underneath the vast canopy of stars, Harry leans closer, drawn by the flicker of vulnerability he sees mirrored in Draco's eyes. The distance separating them seems inconsequential compared to the chasm they've already bridged—a divide forged by years of rivalry and resentment, slowly eroding beneath the weight of truth and necessity. Here, among the roses and shadows, they are simply two boys bound by a cause greater than themselves, unlearning what they once believed absolute.
When Harry's hand brushes against Draco's, the spark that jumps between them has nothing to do with magic and everything to do with something far more intoxicating. Draco looks at him then, really looks at him, and what Harry sees reflected back is the recognition of one soul adrift in a sea of uncertainty reaching out for another.
"Together," Draco echoes, his voice barely audible over the rustling leaves.
In response, Harry reaches across the small space separating them, closing the gap until his fingers entwine with Draco's. For a moment, they lose themselves in each other's gaze, the silence wrapping around them like a cloak. Then Harry leans forward, closing the distance left between them. His lips find Draco's in a soft kiss that speaks volumes about trust and bravery, about standing together in the face of adversity.
It's not their first kiss, nor will it be their last, but this one holds a significance that transcends physical contact. It's a declaration of intent, a beacon shining through the fog, illuminating the path they've chosen. Together.
When they finally pull away, the air between them is charged, alive with possibility. They remain seated on the garden bench, side by side, a comfortable silence enveloping them as they take in the tranquility of the night. The stars above seem to shine brighter, each one a testament to the unexpected turn their lives have taken.
"Didn't expect that, did you?" Draco's voice cuts through the quiet, his tone teasing yet filled with warmth.
Harry chuckles, shaking his head. "Not exactly part of my plan, no."
Their laughter echoes softly around them, a harmony amidst the rustle of leaves and distant hoots from owls returning home.
As the night deepens, wrapping its cool embrace around them, something shifts—a strengthening of bonds, a kindling of hope. Their conversation ebbs and flows, marked by moments of profound understanding and flashes of shared conviction. With every exchange, every shared dream, the foundation of their alliance solidifies, becoming something more—something real and enduring.
"Are you ready for this, Harry?" Draco's voice is low, almost a whisper against the hush of the night.
Harry turns to him, his eyes gleaming with determination. "I've been ready."
Their fingers lace together, an unspoken pact sealed beneath the moonlight. It's a small gesture, yet it carries the weight of their shared resolve, grounding them amidst the whirlwind of uncertainties that lie ahead.
Neither speaks, for words are no longer needed. Instead, they let the quiet speak volumes, allowing space for reflection and anticipation. Their gazes remain fixed on the horizon, where the first hint of dawn begins to bleed into the indigo sky—a beacon signalling the end of one journey and the beginning of another.
Notes:
There is a planned sequel that I have not written yet. Hopefully, soon.
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