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(Smut Warning)
Taehyung POV
What's going on with me? I'm seriously not acting myself lately it's been all since I met this beautiful boy and took his innocence all inside me has changed.
I look at his aroused face and I lose all damm control! It makes me want to give him my cock even when he's limp! I want my tongue roaming every inch of his skin, marking it. I want to taste his sweat while we fuck intensely.
His beautiful curvy body exceeds my expectations of what I consider an erotic fantasy which I don't have any but now I do. My body burns up fucking the tight ass I know no one will ever touch because it's mine!
I own this pretty boy and for some odd reason I want to own his heart. I'm crazy! What am I saying that I want him to fall in love with me? I'm unlovable! I'm a man of many dark secrets that cannot be told to anyone and I do things for money that are shameful.
What would this boy think of me then! I wish to keep him in a glass case only for him to hear and see only me. I've been with so many people and after having my way they meaningless, it's just the way I am, however with Jimin I'm not.
Looking at his face like this knowing I'm the only one who has caused him to feel this way makes me feel power over him. It's the way I dominate his body so easily is what has me so crazy and not act normal.
He doesn't have to impress me, I'm already immersed in his pureness and innocence the one I devour each time I fuck him. It's why I took such a rational decision to make him my boyfriend! I don't even know what the fuck being a boyfriend is!!
I just know to act sweet not because I'm trying to get a piece of ass but because he deserves it. I hope his bastard father don't even wake up in that hospital I even hope he dies. This boy doesn't need anyone I'll do everything his family didn't it.
I don't even know why Im thinking this way yet it's an inner urge in my heart to care for Jimin in all ways possible. I want him mine and always with me like this.
I just love sucking the air out of his lungs while I muffle his moans with my sloppy kissing, his tight hole squeezes my cock so good nothing around me is worthy as this beautiful boy in my grip.
I don't want to stop fucking him! I want to pound his hole and fill him up with all my cum that I can fit even if I have to take it out myself. Being possessive was never a trait in my character I was completely the opposite. I didn't like attachment or no one to act like I'm something of theirs but now look at me I'm begging this boy to never leave me.
My dark past might surface one day and by that time I want to own his heart. Why would I want such a thing I don't know, I just know I want it maybe to make sure Jimin can never leave me.
Why am I so unsure and unsecure! I was always the most confident in every situation. It's maybe because this boy is too innocent and sweet, what others might find attractive maybe he'll find revolting. Or he won't see it attractive like others do!
Fuck! I really can't make up my mind of how to feel when I'm around Jimin, his moaning mouth in mine makes my crazy sex addict come alive! My cock just pumping inside his tight ass which I broke and no one will ever get.
That really gets my sex beast out his curvy untouched body has only been pleasured by me! No one will ever give him what I do! I seriously might be losing my mind this boy making me have unexplainable thoughts I've never experienced.
I guess I'll have to keep on having these sex filled days and nights until I get it clearly of just what the fuck do I truly want to accomplish along the road with this pretty boy, who makes me act weird that I don't even know what the fuck I'm thinking or saying sometimes!
Author POV
Taehyung was having an internal battle with this new person that's coming out for Jimin. One he doesn't comprehend who the hell it is because he's a man who's completely heartless when it comes to any thing with feelings.
He's a loner and a man who only cares about personal pleasure since he's always in those highschool parties. He don't even have to try to get anything it would all come too easy and everyone was dirty to him. It was just to satisfy the inner desire to cum and fuck his way, all roughly violent.
Then that night he saw Jimin he judged him like the rest, thinking he's some horny drunk teen trying to get fucked by anybody, with an angelic face like that, he actually thought he was going to get gang banged, until he saw what his cousin was actually up to.
Even if he was just looking for sex something made him want to put a stop to it then all that happened Taehyung finding out he was innocent in and out it took his heart to really want to be someone's first.
Now it's gotten to his brain and it has become an obsession, it's a feeling that consumes him to have this boy's approval so he acts without no control of his wandering thoughts.
Taehyung knows there's no way this boy could love him because he's been loveless all his life getting beaten and rejected. Then he's one that's just like that, he treats people like trash then throws them to the side, he doesn't want to do that with to this innocent soul.
He just fucked him like an animal into that wall, with his crazy thoughts invading his brain, only the non-stop slapping of sweaty sticky skin could be heard with muffled moaning and sloppy kissing.
Jimin was experiencing passionate raging sex for the first time plus kinks added to it and it was alot to take in so he let himself be dominated by whatever Taehyung wanted.
"My back hurts!" Jimin moaned in between the kiss, that in any other moment would had meant shit to Taehyung he actually would had just fucked him harder into the wall until his back broke and bruised.
Now all was different he thought of consequences of being a brute and all he could think of was he wanted Jimin real bad but he didn't want to give him a reason to leave him. Quite a complicated thing when you're a sadistic sex beast like Taehyung but he fought with that urge and laid the boy on the bed.
That didn't mean he was going to stop anything he will just make things more comfortable because he's still fucking him limp and will fuck him after that. His sexual cravings are just more out of control than usual if he knew what it really meant.
Something that no power on earth going to stop it and once it's bloomed, it will catch someone's heart and have a tight grasp of it.
"Do you really like me alot Jimin? I just want you to know you're maybe the first person I've cared about" Taehyung whispered in his mouth as he kissed him he was still thrusting in his dick yet a little more slower so he could answer.
The boy was caught by surprise by that statement now his eyes were exposed and truthfully he couldn't take that lustful stare he was getting it made him weak. He thought maybe he asked because of what happened with Jungkook or the hate he just got for the first day of being this man's boyfriend.
"I do, you've been the only person to care for me, why wouldn't I find you special, I feel safe in your arms and also would dare do this with"
Taehyung suddenly got many feelings hit in his heart at once, one it felt fuzzy and warm then it beat rapidly, then after it got psychotic thinking Jimin having sex with another made some type of burning itch course through his veins.
"You're mine! You can never think ever about having sex with anyone else!! Ever!!" Taehyung growled angrily all of a sudden kissing the boy senseless, breathless and fucking him in beast mode into the mattress.
Jimin didn't get it what triggered this insane behavior but he didn't get time to think because all he could do was moan his lungs out while someone swallowed them and his saliva too.
It's all happening very slowly someone exposing their feelings and heart to a boy who doesn't know what love is or by a man who's never loved.
Jimin hasn't seen all the dark shades of his new boyfriend yet how will he react when he starts exposing them one by one, when he finds these sudden mood shifts weird. He'll be mixed up in another kind of chaotic situation which would just get him in more trouble.
To have the heart of the irresistible, handsome and coveted Kim Taehyung will come with a big price not only to his mental stability but this his body as well, especially his ass which will get no breaks when someone catches even more feelings getting more possessive than he already is.