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Part 2 of Bordeline
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2021-06-08
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2021-06-27
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Nurse's offices

Summary:

'Don't cut me, punch me, just let me go
Into the nurse's office where I float away
I'm pale as the loose-leaf paper they grow
From hollowing out all my lungs in the snow'

 

 

Naruto suddenly goes to Kakashi with scary News

Notes:

Triggers are in tags

Naruto's feelings are based on my own feelings, so he's kind of an OC.

I've never had an actual orvedosis, but I've swallowed a pack of Prozac (the medicine I take, of which the normal one is one a day) and I've had thoughts of suicide since I was 7 years old.

I have self-harm problems (I didn't cut myself for 6 months, but I still practice self-destructive habits) and I'm practically on the verge of an eating disorder.

For the love of the gods, if you're having suicidal thoughts, let someone know. Try making a promise (like the one Naruto made to Kakashi and I made to my sister) or call the suicide hotline.

I don't have borderline (I think), but I have symptoms and my older sister has the disorder. I have persistent anxiety and depression, and I'm obsessed with psychology, so mental themes are my place of speech.

Take care of yourself, drink water, eat well and exercise. Go to the doctor and obey him. Each of you is important, and if you think you are not, know that I think you are important.

Good morning, good afternoon and good night.

Sayonara, Dattebayo

Chapter 1: Milk and cookies

Summary:

'Can't take it anymore, need to put you to bed
Sing you a lullaby where you die at the end'

Notes:

It's Kakashi's POV

Chapter Text

I heard a timid knock on my door. I opened it to see Naruto asking to enter.

 

The boy sat on my couch. His face was a little red, with sweat on his forehead. His breathing was a little labored even though he tried to control it. I'm sure he was running.

 

"Naruto what happened?" It had been nearly two months since we had that conversation. Naruto was fine, albeit a little distant.

 

"Sensei. You told me I could come here if I thinking about kill myself, right?" I blinked in surprise but shook my head with a smile.

 

"Yes. I'm proud of you for coming to talk to me. I know how hard it is to muster the courage to admit something is wrong." I said bringing him tea.

 

He started to cry. I do not know what happened. He took a pot from her hand. I picked it up and froze.

 

It was an empty aspirin bottle.

 

"how many did you get?" I felt my heart plummet to my stomach when I heard him say 'fifty'.

 

I got up and walked towards him. His face was empty of emotions as I picked him up bridal style and started going to the hospital.

 

"Emergency," I yelled to the front desk nurse, "Uzumaki Naruto, 14 years old. Attempted suicide by aspirin overdose. He took about 50." I put the boy on the stretcher. His eyes were closed and he had a pained expression as the nurses took him to an emergency room.