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Rachel,
I think we need to talk. (But you already knew that.)
I want you to know you did nothing wrong. Yet I think it’s for the best if we don’t see each other again.
I can not wait to see you again!
Am I crazy? Am I seeing things that aren’t th
You can’t tell me it’s all in my head. I’ve seen the way you look at me when you think I don’t notice. Last night at the stadium. Or before, at H’s presentation. It’s different. Different than the way you look at him.
Even if I’m right (am I right?) I know nothing will ever change. Nothing will ever happen. You’re not that person. And I really don’t want to be either. And so being around you, or even thinking about you, is killing me. And still it makes me smile every time.
Did I tell you about the lavender rose? Probably not. Which might be for the better.
Tell me does he love you, like the way I love you? Tell me does he miss you? Existing just to kiss you… like the way I do?
See, here’s the thing. You keep proving me right. You keep telling me, showing me that we
PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE GET OUT OF MY HEAD!!!
Thank you again for a wonderful birthday. I had a great time. Let me know when there’s another match we can scream at!
Luce
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