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    Wednesday slammed the door to her dormitory shut. She needed to wash the dirt and grime from being buried alive and the Iago Tower explosion from her body and then she needed to sit at her typewriter and become Viper de la Muerte, typing until her fingers bled. Anything to escape the confusing cacophony of emotions threatening to overwhelm her.

    When she finds an unconscious figure curled up in the back of her closet, clearly hiding and hurting, her heart sinks. There will be no escape from her damning words tonight. "I missed." Yeah right.

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    Every emotional crisis Ridoc had gone through recently, Bodhi had been there. Waiting, watching, pulling him back from the edge. And now Ridoc found himself searching for him in doorways like some gothic vampire stalker. Maybe he’d given in too soon. Maybe he just didn’t know how to stop.

    *Takes place in Iron Flame*

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    I’ve been wanting to write this story for soooo long and I finally got around to it! I’m calling this a fix-it but really it’s a retelling that begins at the start of the film and expands beyond the original! See notes if you want to know more of what to expect <3

    I’m having so much fun writing it, I hope you enjoy!!

    *I will be posting new chapters in this story daily until it is finished (it is not a complete story yet)!

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    (Starts in G1 ep “Fire in the Sky”) Jetfire is freed from his icy prison by the Decepticons. But he’s not a warrior, he can’t do the things they want him to do. Not even for Starscream. So he joins the Autobots but his processors are plagued by traumatic symptoms from his time in the ice.

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    He was the King of the monsters—ruler of a vast kingdom, with thousands of loyal servants at his beck and call, and a meticulously handpicked betrothed, eagerly awaiting to birth his heirs. He had everything he’d ever wanted. Everything he was born to achieve.

    She was a blind peasant. With nothing to her name, and no sense of her own worth.

    They should never have even met.

    But, unbeknownst to them both, it was already written in the stars that she would be the one to bring the King to his knees.

    Or: The day Meruem met Komugi, the foundation of everything as he knew it, flipped on its head.

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    What is it, Diana wonders, that makes mortals frolic to the likes of Superman and Batman, but not her?

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    The Athenide AU.

    But the gods aren't forgiving. Grief comes in waves. In time you get over it... right?
    Well, it's been centuries since the "disappearance" of the Athenide. Time doesn't heal all wounds.

    Percy is not impressed. Especially not with the gods.
    Since the myths say that they can be good. And loss and grief is no excuse to turn your back on people who need you. They take the "Athenide's" name and destroy its/her purpose.

    This is my angsty, letting Percy be less forgiving fic.
    She is the Daughter of the Father Of Monsters.
    It's about damn time she acts like it.

    inspired by Of the Fountain by Chaotic Dumbass Rouge.

    A/N: updated on 09/08/25- recommend a re-read from storm and fire part one.
    thank you for your patience.

     

    I ONLY post on AO3, and do not consent to my work being uploaded onto other sites, or for it to be used by AI. if you do find copies of my work elsewhere, please report. thanks!

     

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    Gerard Way is a loner outcast both in his family and at school suffering from anorexia. The type of person everyone suspects will take themselves out.

    Frank Iero is the freak of the school. The one everyone assumes will be a shooter or serial killer. He only ever seems to eat candies.

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    Min Yoongi could think of a thousand ways to die… well, maybe a thousand and one. At the age of 30 he was already tired of life. Some would say that he was too young for that. But these people didn’t know him. They didn’t know a thing about his life. They didn’t know that he had vowed to disappear from this world before he turned 30. And he had tried everything, really… everything. But the life had its own ways to fuck with him. Always there. Always being saved by some… miracle. So, here he was, thirty and still alive.
    And this was when that fucking thing – life – decided to meet him with his mate… Park Jimin was his name… and he was everything that Yoongi didn’t think he wanted. He could think of a thousand and one reasons to die, but maybe… maybe now he had a reason to live. Wasn’t that funny?

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    The Day of Ash spares Powder’s parents but not her big sister. She’s a jinx, her dad says, ever since Violet took the enforcer’s bullet meant for her. Her family fractures in the wake of Vi’s death, but Vander and Silco—brothers in all but blood—step up to help raise her.

    Fifteen years after their failed rebellion, Silco sits on the Piltover Council. He fights for the rights of all Zaunites, but for his goddaughter, Powder, most of all. She’s the most precious thing in his world. His girl. The last thing he desires is to hurt her.

    As Powder’s summer break unfolds, she takes dangerous risks: violating the Ethos, dabbling in the arcane, and pursuing Silco. She’s loved him for as long as she’s known what love is. They fall into an affair hidden from her family, from the council, from the academy—but Powder isn’t content to remain a dirty secret. And if Silco refuses to bring their relationship into the light, he could lose her forever.

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    Landon, a self-hating gay Christian teen, invites his best friend Andrew over for a sleepover, where Andrew gets the 'brilliant' idea to raids Landon's mums closet. Landon has loved Andrew forever, much to his own dismay, as the consequences of his sinful love will spill blood.
    Inspired by the song Andrew in Drag. I put my entire heart and soul into this so it is written like a 90s adjacent short story just slightly gayer.

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    Wiggly’s ‘bitch of a sister’ sends him to earth, stripped of his powers and in his human form. Just his luck, he’s found by Macnamera in the middle of the Witchwoods. Things could NOT get any worse for him. Right?

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    My entry for Whumptober 2025, Day 3 : Suicide.

    A Jin Casimir character study.

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    ' He pulls his tie tight in the mirror, nearly choking himself with the way his fingers shake. He tries again-- once, twice, succeeds on the third try.

    Alec shoulders his jacket over everything, all his layers a bit like armour. He glares at his gaunt, pale reflection (it won’t cooperate with him), tries to scrub at the bags under his eyes, then gives up and stands, knees quaking. '

    ⤷ or, a story about healing and how (not) to do it
    whumptober day six, technically, but an ongoing fic | “no grave can hold my body down” | pinned to the wall | medical restraints

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    Wukong and Macaque have to work together to figure out why they’ve both been beset by vivid, lucid, linked, and undoubtedly magical nightmares.

    They will also have inadvisable sex about it.

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    约书亚死后十八年,克莱夫死后五年,两个孤独的灵魂相遇了。

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    It had been a month to the day since Viktor had opened his eyes and found himself in a field. The last thing he’d remembered was Jayce, pressing their foreheads together, their hands clasped around the rune as everything unraveled.

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    Kinkajou was helping Tamarin find old RainWing scrolls for Jade Mountain's library, for the school's medicines class. She was excited to read what they said about smokeberries and hallucinogenic frogs…only to find THERE WASN'T ANYTHING!

    So, she's going to write them HERSELF!

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    Nesta hasn’t heard the sound of a voice—familiar or otherwise—in five days. Not since Cassian slammed the balcony doors behind him on his way out after a particularly nasty argument, wingbeats like thunder retreating into the clouds.

    It seems that all she can do these days is anger the ones around her.

    She hasn’t left the House of Wind in two weeks. She hasn’t been allowed to. Not since Rhysand told her, voice black with rage, “If it wasn’t for Feyre, if you weren’t my brother’s mate, I would have had you executed for what you did.”

    Not since Amren said she belonged in one of the cells beneath the Court of Nightmares, because, “Some monsters don’t stay tamed, no matter how hard you try to civilize them.”

    Not since Mor stared at her and said to her cousin, “I don’t know why you’re surprised, Rhys. You’ve always known she’s reckless and useless in equal measure. She never did become one of us.”

    Not since Cassian stood in that same room and stayed silent.

    _____

    Even after the Mask is safely returned by Bryce, Nesta is confined to the House of Wind. Deciding enough is enough, she makes plans to sever something that was supposed to be her sacred forever.

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    V is adrift.

    The guilt from a myriad unspoken apologies rests an immovable weight upon her shoulders. Her indulgence in escapism provides only transient relief from her inability to mend what she broke. And through it all, the longing for a simple change stays perpetually in her mind; something so minor that it doesn't justify the space it occupies in her drives.

    But that change, as simple as it is, carries consequences for everyone she knows.

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