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    They can’t know. No one can ever know.

    Just two boys battling their inner demons. They eventually find solace in one another. Along with the support and love of their friends. It just takes a while to get there.

    This is mostly canon compliant but it may just diverge.

    Title from Walt Whitman’s “To You”.

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    Feeling a small thrill at being noticed from his hiding space, Yoshiki half-reluctantly, half-eagerly stepped out from behind the wall, feeling oddly exposed before his- now massive- best friend.

     
    Hikaru's crimson pupils are slitted, teasing, like a cat spotting prey- and his mouth split into a grin, his crooked fang poking out and digging into his bottom lip. Watching Yoshiki as he meekly stepped closer, and closer, footsteps echoing in the quiet building.

    His voice is the same as always, sweet and boyish, trilling just a lot louder as it rang in the smaller boy's ears.

    "Yoshiki!-... Yer tiny."

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    snotlout was always left behind.

    he always would be. he can aim for the top and end up at the bottom every time.

    so there he curls, bottom of the barrel as his old wounds pour blood. all he can think of is the negativity swirling in his brain as tuffnut offers a salvation he can only dream of.

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    Ignignokt and Err in their high school years.

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    7/?
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    Maybe it was the relationship with music that made Minho so affected by the fact that Han thought of him while writing 'Want So Bad'. A love song. Was he crazy for thinking, maybe, just maybe...Han could have feelings for him. I mean..please..is it selfish to hope for something so...grand?..and with their shoot of 'Two Kids Show' in less than an hour, how will Minho go about his feelings.

     

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    or Minsung figuring out their feelings for eachother, Hyunibini side lovers. TW: mentions of homophobia.

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    "It’s Dr. Wells.

    The Dr. Wells Bobby had sent Buck to, over a year and a half ago.

    The same one he couldn’t quite admit had taken advantage of him, had made him feel numb whenever he tried sharing his feelings, who made it impossible to open up to any other therapist—

    She was there and she had a baby. A baby who couldn’t be more than ten months old. A baby with his blonde hair and bright blue eyes, not her dark hair and dark eyes."

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    Dr. Wells had a baby & never told Buck.

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    title from the song by billie eilish

    pls heed the tags, & i'll be putting warnings at the beginning of each chapter, this is going to be a relatively heavy fic (tho it will be focused on recovery) so pls prioritize your own mental health.

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    Based on the “When you have an office party and wake up next to your favorite co-worker”, Tik tok.

    Alternatively, Dennis and Robby navigate feelings after they spend a night together, and what it means for them.

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    Ryu Sunjae wakes up in a world where Im Sol never existed—and somehow, neither does he.

    In this timeline, he’s mistaken for Ji Hakho, a violent Union fighter with blood on his hands, a reputation he doesn’t remember earning, and enemies he’s never met. Sunjae remembers only one thing: the life he lost.

    But survival isn’t simple. Caught between factions and Eunjang’s fights, Sunjae is drawn to Baku, Gotak, Juntae—and most of all, Yeon Sieun, someone he was never meant to know but can’t ignore.

    Nobody’s coming to save him this time, though.

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    Donald was raised in a Catholic group home, even though he’s now (“theoretically”) an atheist he can’t help but feel like a sinner.

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    The always in control chaebol heir, just wanted a peaceful Halloween🎃decorating day...
    Until a cheeky boy half his size showed up.
    Turned everything upside down...
    And left him questioning his whole existence!

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    The Rengoku family has always been a model of respect. Shinjuro Rengoku was once a great general, Ruka Rengoku was a great college professor, Kyojuro Rengoku had served in the army and currently worked at a renowned school, Obanai Iguro Rengoku was a tough police officer who only handled serious cases, and Senjuro, who held the expectation of a promising future, was always there.
    But after so much time, so many negative events, serious losses, and a dose of forgetfulness, I ask you: Where would this family be now?

    • Some serious topics will be addressed, but all with trigger warnings.
    • This story will be part of a collection of stories I'll be doing; in the future, they will all be connected by a larger fic.
    • Most of the chapters are told from Senjuro's point of view, but other characters will also have their moments.
    • The ships will be based on my preference, but feel free to leave your favorite couples in the comments.
    • I'm open to requests and suggestions for both this fanfic and future stories.
    • English isn't my first language, so I apologize for any spelling mistakes.

    ☆Thanks for reading☆
    -Daddy Shark S2

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    Tomioka Giyuu is In love but he can’t feel that way. It’s wrong. The guilt he has for his feelings is eating him alive to the point he can’t take it anymore so he decides to express it.

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    Kon takes off, feeling forgotten by reality, by his friends, by his family. In those three years (working with the Green Lantern Corp, jet-setting across the universe to help those in need) he learns a lot about himself. One of those things he's learned? He wants to kiss Tim Drake.

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    "How does it feel to be back?" Sirius grins at him in that way that makes Remus's heart splutter like he's fifteen again and Sirius just said...what was it again? Oh yes, "Give me my sin again." God, how badly he'd wanted to be one of Sirius's sins back then.

    "Remus." a voice interrupts softly. Remus almost jumps. Because all this time he'd been bracing himself to see Sirius and it hadn't occurred to him how wrong it would feel to hear Regulus call his name here.
    Sirius, as hard as it is to see him, belongs here. Surrounded by people who adore him and let him shine as brightly as he wishes.

    Remus turns to look at Regulus and it's all wrong. Because Regulus belongs in Paris, smoking cigarettes and reading french philosophy and glowing softly.

    Remus should never have come back. Not to face two ghosts at once.

    Inspired by Sabrina (1954) and Normal People by Sally Rooney

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    Naruto Uzumaki is a college freshman just trying to balance classes, rugby, and the chaos of campus life. Dragged into Halloween weekend parties by his best friend Kiba, Naruto expects the usual—loud music, drunk friends, and bad decisions. But everything changes when he stumbles upon a mysterious guy in a vampire costume who’s bleeding and trying to hide it. Despite being drunk, Naruto helps him without hesitation, leaving behind bandages and a quiet smile. The boy’s soft “thank you” lingers in Naruto’s mind long after the night fades.

    Halloween wasn’t supposed to mean anything.
    But now Naruto can’t stop thinking about Sasuke…and Sasuke keeps choosing him, even in the dark.

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    Ajax finds his way into the woods, but meets a much kinder fate than in canon.

    Skirk raised an eyebrow. “You tryna steal my shit?” She looked between the decals on her rear window and the ginger in front of her.

    “N-no, sorry. I’ve just never seen anything like those before. They’re cute.”

    Skirk pursed her lips. “You…” she pointed at him. “have never seen a pride flag before? Ever?” The disbelief in her voice almost had him feeling offended, like he said he’d never seen sliced bread, or the sky or something.

    He shook his head slowly. “No… what country are you from?”

    “That’s not-” she sighed, waving him inside. “M’not doing this here with you. Come on.”

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    Jack gets infected with a fatal mutated virus, and the only treatment is for him to get railed into next week. Nathan and Allison deal with the fallout.

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    Chiyuki thought she had learned how to love. It turns out life still has lessons left to teach her.

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    What if O'Brien's nephew wasn't Alfred, but rather Jimmy?
    How's O'Brien's plan to pull Thomas out of a job going to work when her stubborn nephew, Jimmy, is now inconveniently in love with him?

    OR

    Jimmy is O'Brien's nephew and, instead of following plans and hating Thomas, he starts confronting some feelings he thought long buried

    (veeeery loosely based on Psyche and Cupid's myth)

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    Updates every Sunday

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    What if I write a self-indulgent halogear fanfic? What if I made Grace LDS and Ruth an ex-Mormon like me? What if I project the guilt of being aromantic and queer onto Grace? What then????? Well, I did and it was fun :3

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    5/7
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    17
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