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Title: Mirrored Fates. Pt. 1/14

Author: Deathangelgw

Disclaimer: They don’t belong to me, but I can play. Like to see someone stop me…*evil grin* The OC is mine though, so live with it.

Warnings: AU, OOC, OC, dark, angst, lemon/lime (later), het, yaoi, shounen-ai, language, sap, hints of NCS (later).

Rating: ranging from PG-13 to NC-17

Pairings: well, all of them including the OC end up friends. BUT, the eventual pairings are 4x2x4, 3x1x3, 1x5x1, and 1x2x3x4x5+OC.

Note: First off, thanks go to my friend MA for helping me out with some of the script!! This is basically my rewrite and the basis for my screen name! Who da thunk! *grins* ANYWAYS, so if any dialogue and such are off, I’m sorry, but I don’t have a perfect memory and it has been awhile since I’ve watched the show. ALSO, later on in the series, there maybe some parts that sound suspiciously like the plots from other authors. I have or will be getting permission from those authors and intend on giving credit where credit is due! I am NO plagiarizer! I respect authors too much to EVER do that. SO, if something sounds familiar, and I haven’t said who’s it is…tell me and I shall make sure to give due credit.

Archive: um…eh…who knows.

Feedback: much appreciated!

‘thoughts’

/telepathic speech/

Working swiftly over the controls as he prepared to take off, Odin Lowe nodded once in a while, acknowledging Dr. J’s instructions. He prepared his Gundam, Wing, for launch, knowing that his mission to earth was commencing soon.

“…don’t worry about the colonies. Just perform your missions…”

“Right.”

“Missions will come in code. You have the code that was made for entry…”

“…Roger…”

“…should change your name. We shall give you a codename. Heero Yuy, after the leader…”

“Hai.”

“Kimiko will give out your missions with the information….”

At the name of Kimiko, the pilot once known as Odin Lowe Jr. looked up and locked eyes with the one that he knew was watching him. Cobalt blue met cobalt blue and he frowned. There was no life within those eyes. They were dead…had been for years. They locked gazes, the only difference in the twins showing was in their form, his male and hers female. /Odin…don’t forget who you are,/ he heard softly in his mind, drowning out the doctor’s droning voice as they focused on each other.

/I promise you, imouto. I will not forget and someday…/ He stopped his response to her and she frowned slightly, her arms crossing across her chest. Silently, as he prepared to take off, the cockpit closing around him and sealing him in, he made a vow to himself. ‘One day, I will make it so that we won’t have to fight again. And then, my sweet imouto, you will be free to be the loving person I know you are.’ Frowning in determination, the pilot now known as Heero Yuy took off for his destination and mission.

Earth.

*~~**~~*

Kimiko stared blankly at the screen before her. She was taking note of each of the pilots as they called in. Somehow, much to Dr. J’s surprise, she was the only one who could follow where and who the other participants in ‘Operation Meteor’ were. She never told him how, though the order had been given several times. Finally, he had given up, amused secretly of her special talents. She and her twin brother had been trained since they were three to be the ‘perfect soldiers’. Kimiko’s had been far more intense than her brother’s, but because of this, they had two pilots to use.

Kimiko typed swiftly into her computer, ignoring the sounds of the other operators as she worked. “Well, Kimiko? Report,” Dr. J’s rough voice drifted in.

Kimiko’s fingers didn’t stop in their movements, but she reported in a monotone. “All five Gundams have reported in. Gundam 01 has lost contact with us and speculation is that his Gundam was captured. He met with resistance from OZ when he entered the atmosphere,” she stated and Dr. J frowned then shrugged.

“Well, knowing Heero, he’ll be fine. He knows his mission to destroy his Gundam if it is indeed in danger of being captured?” he asked and received a curt nod from his other pilot. Chuckling to himself, Dr. J turned and left, saying softly, “Even after all of these years, my comrades are still around. Good. I was worried I would have to send in Kimiko. But it looks like I was worried about nothing.”

Kimiko looked blankly at Dr. J’s retreating back, and then turned back to sorting through the information and missions she was to send out to the other four pilots. ‘Hmm…02 is closest to where Heero landed. He may be able to help,’ she thought to herself, then focused her search. There. There was a marine base of OZ’s that would serve as a good way to get 02 to the area that they had last tagged Heero’s Gundam. Sending out that mission, she then sent out the other three missions, receiving affirmatives in a short amount of time.

Once she had finished that, she sat back slightly and closed her eyes. Stretching out with her senses, she felt her brother’s presence. She kept the link light so as not to distract him, but she assured that he was indeed alive. Opening her eyes, she got up and went to the construction area on the colony. As she stepped in, her gaze fell on the mobile suit that was standing, being ‘born’. It resembled Heero’s Wing Gundam in many ways, save the colors were different. Instead of the blue, white, and red, the mobile suit was black, purple, and green. Its wings looked to be that of real ones, hiding the burneas underneath in elegance. Yes…that is what she would call it. Elegant. As elegant as a panther before it attacks.

She heard a soft laugh behind her, but didn’t turn as Dr. J came up beside her. “Do you wish to be down there with your brother? Fighting alongside him in your Gundam? Your Deathangel?” he asked softly, but she didn’t respond. He looked at her through his goggles, watching her impassive face and felt, not for the first time, a sense of regret for what had to be done to her in order for them to complete their training. But, Dekim Barton had been right. Emotion was not needed in war. He turned back to watch the construction again. Then, gesturing for her to follow, he turned and left the building, followed by the silent girl.

*~~**~~*

Duo stared at his mission. “Some marine base, huh? Gee, wonder what the Ozzies are up to right now?” he muttered as he looked at the info transferred to him. Frowning in thought, he noted all of the activity that OZ was in for that area. Smirking evilly, he commented, “Well looks like I’ll just have to go in to take care of things there.” Chuckling, he plotted in the coordinates and headed for the area he was to take out.

Once he got through with the main ship, he took Deathscythe down into the ocean. His radar picked up a submarine and several OZ mobile suits, Cancer and Pisces prototypes. He grinned and fired off a flash flare, blinding the mobile suit pilots. Swiftly, he took care of them, and then looked around. “I wonder what those guys were searching for down here?” He spied something out of the corner of his eye and turned to focus on it. “Another mobile suit? Hey…it looks exactly like my suit!” he said as he floated over to the beeping suit. Turning his scythe down to its lowest level, he disabled the self-destruct easily. “Might as well keep it in case I need a spare suit. Never hurts,” he decided with a grin, then began to make preparations to get the suit to the surface.

*~~**~~*

Heero looked down at the firing controls of the submarine he had confiscated. Suddenly, he heard his name being called. Turning his head, he saw Relena coming up the plank. “It is you Heero. It is you,” she declared softly and he watched her. He turned back to the controls and set up the rocket firing mechanism. “Don’t do it Heero! Those are torpedoes aren’t they? What are you going to do? Tell me Heero who you are!” she insisted and he looked at her again. Something about her voice, her actions…they reminded him of…

“Relena…” he murmured softly, unsure. She reminded him of Kimiko…when they were young and still training. Before everything had been taken away. His face hardened and he pointed his gun at her. “You’re in over your head, Relena. Say good-bye,” he stated in a hard voice and her eyes widened in horror. Suddenly, he heard a gunshot and he looked over in time to see a bullet hit him. Crying out, he fell over and grabbed his arm. Looking over, he saw a guy in black with a long braid. “Who are you!?” he demanded angrily at the person and Relena looked over as well.

“It’s pretty obvious to everyone that you’re the bad guy. Are you alright, lady? HUH?!” The boy stared as Relena stepped in front of Heero and glared at him.

“Are you okay Heero?” she asked as she knelt down by Heero. Heero took the opportunity and made a dive for his gun about five feet away.

Duo shot again, hitting Heero in the leg. Heero cried out again and he clutched his leg. “Don’t over do it, buddy. Remember you’re injured!” Duo said with a smirk as he kept the gun trained on the pained boy.

“Stop it! What do you want to hurt him for?!” Relena shouted and went over to Heero. Both Duo and Heero watched in wonder as she tore her dress and bandaged Heero’s wounds.

“Great. When did I become the bad guy here?” Duo muttered to himself, then looked up sharply as a beeping alerted him to his Gundam’s appearance. “Shit it’s already reached the surface…must’ve miscalculated the tide…” Duo mumbled quietly.

Relena looked out to sea and saw the two mobile suits coming to the surface. “What are those?” she asked, and then gasped as a bright light flared up.

“Don’t look lady. I’m sure you’ve got a good reason for being here, but you just better walk away. Save yourself a lot of grief,” Duo said warningly. Suddenly, Heero got up and, snarling softly, jumped for the torpedoes that were hanging nearby. Duo shouted as he fired his gun several times, “What you haven’t had enough!!??”

Heero grunted as he jumped onto the torpedoes and hit the pad there. “That’s my mobile suit!” he shouted and the rockets fire. Feeling himself get thrown off, Heero sighed. “Finally…it’s over. Mission...complete.” With a soft groan, he fell into the water, unconscious.

Duo shouted in horror as he watched the torpedoes rocket towards the two Gundams. “NO!” The explosion rocked the suits, sending them plunging down to the depths of the ocean. Duo looked over at the floating body of the boy who had just effectively downed two Gundam suits. “That guy knew Gundanium's impact tolerance. Which means…he’s the mobile suit’s pilot,” he whispered as he gazed at the boy.

Relena panicked. “No! Oh no! Call an ambulance!” she shouted at Duo. Duo looked at her in slight shock then went over to the dock. Soon, authorities came and helped Relena get Heero to the local OZ hospital.

Duo quietly followed, taking in the security level and smirked. ‘Well…looks like me and him need to get better acquainted,’ Duo thought with a grin, and then walked out of the hospital, making plans.

*~~**~~*

Kimiko frowned softly as she looked at her laptop. Her right arm and thigh were burning. She felt like she had been shot. She ignored the pain; not taking note of the red spots that appeared on her upper arm. Tight spandex pants covered her leg, so the injuries didn’t show, but she knew that something had happened to her brother. She sent off the next set of missions to the other three Gundams. One was to attack a sea base off the coast of Asia. The other two she combined and sent to a base in lower Europe.

‘Might as well get them to work together,’ she thought to herself as she received the confirmations. ‘Good. They can work on the job together. I just...’ She stopped the thought that showed uncharacteristic emotion. Her eyes hardened and she concentrated and found where the Gundams were. She sent them to a scavenger group she knew was on the earth. They could help those two get their Gundams fixed in time for their next missions. She would thus wait to send the last mission. Knowing her brother, he’d do it alone. That was fine. It wouldn’t take much.

She looked down as her laptop beeped at her and a rare smile crossed her cold features. ‘OZ is a bunch of fools,’ she thought to herself snidely as she watched. Statistics from the mother computer of OZ came across her screen. They were trying to decode the disk she had given Heero. Emotionlessly, she typed in a couple of codes and watched as the OZ mother computer began to slowly shut down, eating up its own data. “That will teach you that you aren’t the best, OZ,” she muttered, then cocked an eyebrow. Well, 02 was breaking in. What a surprise.

*~~**~~*

Heero silently watched the face on the screen before him, reading the lips. The one known as Duo told him that he was going to blow up the wall outside of the lab and he should be ready for a breakout. Heero nodded slightly and Duo disappeared from the screen. Not two minutes later, the wall exploded, revealing the grinning youth. “Hey buddy…time to get you out of here,” Duo stated with an evil grin. Breaking the restraints after a minute of contemplation, Duo led Heero out of the room into a hallway. Tossing a grenade, he blew out the wall near the cliff. Turning to Heero he said, “Here, use this,” and handed him a parachute pack. Heero looked at it then wordlessly took it.

Hearing shouts, they jumped out the hole in the wall and plummeted down the cliff front. But Heero didn’t release his parachute. ‘I can end this all and just let myself fall,’ he thought to himself and felt the wind rustle through his hair. Suddenly, he heard his name and Kimiko’s face flashed before him. ‘NO!’ he thought to himself and pulled the cord. But it wasn’t in time as the parachute barely opened before he crashed into the cliff face. Rolling and grunting in pain, he crashed and rolled onto the beach. Getting up slowly, he tried to control his spinning head and fight down the pain that was filling him. Growling softly, he glared at his clenched fist. “Damn it! I shouldn’t have opened my parachute!” he snarled angrily, but then another flash of his sister passed before his eyes.

Suddenly, he heard a grunt and looked over his shoulder as the one known as Duo landed nearby him. The braided pilot glared at Heero as he walked slowly up to the Japanese pilot. “Now I can understand you wanting to take your own life, but maybe, just maybe, you might think of another way to commit suicide, buddy,” he snapped and Heero stared at him in cold contemplation. Duo sighed sufferingly and put Heero’s arm over his slender shoulders. “I'm not asking you to trust me or anything, but right now I'm the only friend you got, pal,” Duo muttered and Heero blinked in surprise. Silently, the two left, heading for the nearby dock where Duo had hitched up with a scavenger group for earth that he knew.

Howard greeted the two warmly and agreed to help them retrieve their Gundams. Amazingly, Howard knew where to go without much direction from Duo. Duo, confused at first, took it in stride, but Heero had a feeling he knew who might have tipped them off.

*~~**~~*

Trowa looked out at the battlefield that he was on, facing the opposing mobile suit. He watched calmly as it directed the other suits to stay back, but he knew he shouldn’t wait for the other to attack. Grunting with slight effort, he pushed Heavy Arms and attacked the other suit. But, as he fought, he kept feeling this thought caress at him. /Don’t do this. You are partners./

Suddenly, the other suit stopped and the pilot ran out onto the cockpit ramp. “You and I are the same! We shouldn’t be fighting each other!” The blond shouted at him and Trowa froze.

‘It’s not the same voice…but…could it be…’ Trowa thought, but then pushed it aside as he stepped out onto his cockpit ramp, his hands in the air.

The blond smiled at him and said gently, “Put your hands down. I surrendered first, remember?” The two stared at each other, gauging the other and then, “Why don’t you come with us? We can fix up your Gundam and then you and I can get to know each other,” the blond suggested and smiled.

Trowa frowned, and then shrugged fractionally, agreeing and the suits all left the battlefield warily.

*~~**~~*

Duo sighed as he watched the other boy’s Gundam appear from the murky depths of the ocean. ‘Well isn’t this just peachy! Now what is he doing?’ he asked himself as he looked over his shoulder. Watching in disgusted fascination, he watched as Heero put his leg back into place with a loud groan. Shuddering, Duo held his head with his hand and swallowed. “Oooo I don’t think I can take much more of this…” he mumbled in revulsion. He turned his head and watched as Heero walked over with a slight limp and observed the retrieval of his Gundam.

Looking over at Duo, Heero nodded once, and then turned away. They took the Gundams back to shore and started fixing them up slowly, due to the amount of damage done. But, much to Duo’s disgust, Heero wasn’t having anyone take care of his Gundam. He worked alone; efficiently going through what repairs could be done. Finally, Duo got fed up and went up to the Gundam. “Hello?! And how are you going to do the repairs without any parts?! Machines need parts, not like with you and your leg!” He snorted disdainfully as he sat down on Wing’s body and swung his leg. “You won’t even acknowledge our help! Here I am…Mister Nice Guy and all and you won’t even let us help!” he cried and sighed in exasperation.

Heero looked down at him and glared at him. “I don’t want anyone touching my Gundam,” he replied rudely and Duo snorted.

“I don’t know why I bother with this guy. He’s antisocial, thinks he’s Evil Knievel, and hardly speaks! You’ve got such a gloomy personality why don’t you just stop pretending to be human.”

“Hey!” Heero’s voice stopped the tirade and Duo snorted up at him.

“What?! You’re too late if ya think I’m going to give you my help!” Duo declared in exasperation.

Heero stared down at him coldly and ordered, “Could you keep it down? I’m trying to work here.”

Snorting in disbelief, Duo got up and muttered, “Yea fine, sorry for disturbing you.” But a beeping caught their attention.

Heero got into his cockpit and downloaded the message that was coming in. “I’m on call. A transport is taking out a load of Gundanium tomorrow. I’ll see to it first thing in the morning.”

Duo gaped in shock and cried, “HELLO!? How are you going to do that mission with the way your Gundam is now?! It’d take a MIRACLE to get it repaired by the morning!”

Heero snorted and stated, “It might take you a bit, but I can handle it.” He looked away from the braided pilot as he caught sight of a face on his screen. His eyes flickered, but he didn’t show anything until Duo was gone. Softly, he said, “Kimiko.”

Kimiko looked at him with a sigh and commented. “He can help you, you know. Why are you treating him that way?” she asked in her monotone voice and Heero snorted.

“I have one and only one partner. Everyone else is in my way,” Heero declared softly, his voice hard as he stared at her. She didn’t flinch or react, just shrugged and signed off. ‘One and only one partner…the one whom I will get back,' he thought to himself firmly and sighed. He better get to work.

*~~**~~*

Quatre watched the slender figure walk away and sighed sadly. “But why do you have to go? I don’t even know your name!” he shouted down at the other boy, stopping him. The banged boy looked up at him and Quatre smiled. “My name is Quatre Raberba Winner,” he stated proudly.

The banged boy looked at him blankly, saying nothing at first, then said, “I have no name…but if you must call me something call me Trowa. Trowa Barton.” Having said this, he turned and walked away to the truck carrying his Gundam.

Quatre smiled and called, “Good-bye friend Trowa!”

A soft deep voice behind him spoke up. “Are you sure you should be letting him go, Master Quatre? He could turn around and attack us,” Rashid murmured quietly, and Quatre smiled at him.

“I almost hope he does. Then I could see him again,” Quatre replied and looked out the window again. ‘And then, maybe that soft voice would hush within me,’ he thought to himself and sighed softly. He had followed the voice at that battle, telling him that he and Trowa were partners. But from whom or where was a mystery to him.

*~~**~~*

Duo was shaken awake by Howard’s shout and a loud blast. He ran out and caught a glimpse of Heero’s Gundam as it powered up to blast off. “What the hell!?” he shouted over the back blast of the burneas and watched as Heero launched into the sky. Blinking in shock, Duo watched Wing fly higher into the sky. “I don’t believe it! He did it! Incredible!” Duo cried in amazed shock.

“OH NO!” Howard’s angered shout echoed from the garage and Duo ran into the area and gaped. Deathscythe lay there in pieces. “We’ve been had! He used this suit for parts!!” Howard shouted, anger filling his frame.

Duo growled and glared at where Heero was now a speck in the sky. “And here I was complimenting him!! TRAITOR!!” he shouted angrily and waved his fist at the speck.

Howard stormed over to his com unit and punched in a special code. He glared at the stoic person that came up on the screen. “Kimiko, what the hell did you con us into!? That other boy just...wait a minute! He’s your brother, isn’t he?!” When she didn’t answer his ranting, Howard snarled angrily, “Damnit Lowe! We need to get more parts now for this Gundam!! That’ll set us back…”

“If you can get it done, get it done,” was all she said, and then cut the link. Howard stared at the blank screen, then snarled and cursed under his breath as he stalked back to the mess awaiting them.

*~~**~~*

Heero chuckled softly as he watched the remains of the transport crash to the earth below. He looked over at his com unit as his sister’s face appeared. He cocked his head at her and she stated coldly, “I hope you intend on returning the favor to 02?” He nodded and she nodded as well, and then cut the link.

Heero sighed softly and flew off, heading for a patch of woods behind the school he was with that would hide his Gundam very well.

TBC

Chapter Text

Title: Mirrored Fates. pt. 2/14

Author: Deathangelgw

Disclaimer: I don’t own them, but I can use them….specially if no money is being exchanged! So there, myeh!

Warnings: AU, OOC, OC, dark, sap, angst, lemon/lime (later), language, yaoi, het, and hints of NCS (later).

Rating: PG-13 to NC-17

Pairings: eventual 1x5x1, 4x2x4, 3x1x3, 1x2x3x4x5+OC, and other such fun pairings. I’m going to have fun so there!

Note: Again, the standard disclaimers apply. Again, if any theme seems familiar, I have or will be asking for permission to use the idea as a basis. Can’t help it you guys inspire me! ANYWAYS, enjoy!

Feedback: much loved!

‘thoughts’

/telepathic speech/

Dr. J went into the main training room with a soft grin. He heard some of the workers there talking about some of the missions and OZ’s response to the Gundam attacks, but then looked over to see his prize soldier working at her laptop. She didn’t move as he went over to her, typing swiftly and sending off the next missions. A beeping on her laptop stopped his approach and her typing as she brought up the info that was asking for attention. “Vice Foreign Minister Darlian is coming into space with his daughter, Relena Darlian. Commander Une of OZ is accompanying them,” she stated in her monotone voice, swiftly bringing up information that correlated with the news.

Dr. J looked over her shoulder and asked, “Do you think OZ will try to take out Darlian and the representatives that he is meeting with?” Kimiko said nothing in response, but looked up at him with dead eyes. Frowning, Dr. J looked over and called, “Daryl. Take a team and go and make sure that OZ doesn’t pull anything.”

The rebel fighter nodded and pointed at three other guys, then they looked over as Kimiko said, “The shuttle will be landing in half an hour. The meeting is directly after that. You have forty minutes to get to these coordinates.”

They listened intently as she said the coordinates and then balked. “That’s almost forty-five minutes from here! We might not get there in time,” Daryl snapped angrily.

Kimiko looked at them coldly and turned away. “Deal with it,” she stated coldly and resumed sending out the missions to 02 and 01. The men snarled, but Dr. J frowned at them. They stiffened, and then turned, heading off for the van.

Dr. J looked at Kimiko and frowned, but was ignored as she contacted Heero. Heero nodded once, listening to her quiet instructions, and then signed off. Kimiko stood up, turned off her laptop, and then walked out of the mission center. Dr. J watched her leave silently, and then went over to his computer. He typed in a search and found that all files on where the Gundams were currently had been erased. He chuckled softly and closed down his computer. ‘That girl is indeed thorough. Just like we trained.’

Kimiko went to her room and sat down, looking at the blank walls. Her dead gaze drifted over to a single photo and she picked it up. She and her brother sat together, smiling slightly at the photo taker. It had been before their training had taken a drastic turn…when their lives had been simple and caring as well as focused on the training.

She frowned, an unnatural look on her face, as she looked at the photo, and then put it down. She got up again and headed for the base center, knowing she would have to check up on the situations of the missions she had just sent out. She got to the base and saw the van that Daryl and his men had taken drive in. Frowning, she went in and watched from the shadows as they worked on VFM Darlian. She sighed in exasperation. ‘Idiots. I warned them,’ she thought in disgust as they pulled the sheet over Darlian’s still face.

A soft gasp and a cry alerted the pilot as she watched the daughter of Darlian wake up and watch as the minister’s face was covered. Daryl and his men watched her sadly, and then Daryl went to her and murmured softly, “I’m terribly sorry for your loss.” He bowed his head as she stared at him in grief. She looked over at the televid as it showed Commander Une of OZ making a statement.

“Damn them! They’re making us into the bad guys here!” one of the men cried with a growl as he slammed his fist into his other palm.

“That’s just what you are! My father’s dead because you didn’t take him to the hospital!” Relena cried out in grief stricken pain.

The man replied with a snarl, “We couldn’t take him there because they had a trap waiting for sure! And our facilities here could have taken care of him. If only we had gotten there in time!”

“Knock it off! We knew we were going to be late…just didn’t expect this to happen,” Daryl snapped in reprimand, and then looked at Relena. Bowing his head again, he repeated softly, “I am terribly sorry for your loss.”

Relena stared at him for a minute, and then looked down. Before Daryl could react, Relena grabbed the gun from his shoulder holster and stepped away quickly, pointing the gun at the startled men angrily. “Who did it? It was OZ, wasn’t it? Why didn’t you take him to a hospital? He died because of that!” she cried angrily as she held the gun shakily, tears in her eyes. She seemed to unfocus and a name was whispered softly, pleadingly, “Heero…I want to see you again, Heero.”

Kimiko stiffened in recognition, and then watched as Relena turned to a soft reply, “Heero?” A soft clicking sound floated into the room as Dr. J walked slowly into the room, a grin on his lined goggled face. “Did you say Heero?” he asked with a glimmer of interest.

Kimiko stayed in the shadows as she watched Relena stare at Dr. J. “Do you know Heero?” she asked in wonder, then cried out as Daryl and his men surrounded her, trying to wrestle the gun away from her. She fought them, tears rolling down her face.

Suddenly, a cold voice stopped them. “Leave her alone. Can’t you see she just lost her father?” Kimiko stepped out of the shadows, her face hard as she glared at the men around Relena.

Relena gaped as she stared at the newcomer. Looking almost exactly like Heero, the girl glared at the four men until they backed away. She tossed her hair, revealing hard cobalt eyes, the only difference in facial features from her and Heero. She walked purposefully over to Relena and ordered softly, “Give me the gun, Relena.” Relena looked down at the gun, then back up at the girl. Cobalt and blue eyes met as the girl stated, “People like you shouldn’t kill. It isn’t your fate.” Relena blinked, but didn’t stop the other girl as she took the gun away from Relena’s unresisting hand. A dam seemed to break and Relena stumbled forward and hugged the other girl, sobbing. She didn’t see the confused look that was on the girl’s face and a soft laugh echoed in the room.

Relena pulled away from the silent girl and looked over at the old man who walked up to the two girls. “Who are you?” she asked and he grinned, his goggles glinting slightly in the light.

“Do you know Heero Yuy?” Dr. J returned as he stepped into the room. Relena nodded once and Dr. J grinned even more. Turning to Kimiko, he nodded and turned away from the two women, heading out the door.

The girl turned to Relena and ordered in a soft tone, “Follow.” Relena blinked again and looked like she was going to argue, but a stern glance at her from the other girl stopped her. She followed the old man into a car and got in, followed by the other girl.

They drove along for a bit, and then Relena turned to the old man. “Who are you? How do you know Heero? And who is she?” she questioned as she looked at the silent girl.

The old man chuckled softly as the other girl turned cold eyes to Relena. “My name is Dr. J. I trained Heero. This is his twin sister, Kimiko,” he replied with amusement.

Relena gasped softly. “Twin…sister? And what do you mean by trained?” she asked as she turned back to Dr. J.

Dr. J chuckled again and explained. “Heero is our agent on the earth. He was sent down to destroy OZ. Though I never expected that young boy to end up in the same school as Darlian’s daughter. What a kid,” Dr. J stated solemnly then chuckled. Kimiko snorted softly, causing a grin to cross the old man’s face.

Relena frowned. “OZ?”

Dr. J looked sharply at her. “You know OZ?” he asked her and Kimiko turned her head to look out the window.

Relena nodded slightly then looked down. “Father said to be careful about OZ,” she said softly and sadly and Dr. J nodded.

“They are indeed dangerous. OZ is the reason for the lack of communication between the colonies. That is why we sent Heero down to fight them. He and Kimiko understand what the colonies have been through,” Dr. J revealed as he watched his protégé.

Relena looked over at the silent girl as she continued to look out at the passing scenery. “What part of OZ is Heero fighting?” she asked curiously and Dr. J frowned.

He answered her, but Kimiko tuned them out. She was focused on something…someone else. She could feel Heero’s surprise at seeing 02, Duo, again. They destroyed the base and Duo challenged Heero. Heero’s contempt and slight admiration for the other boy piqued her interest. But then she pushed that away as triumph and amusement washed over the two of them. Heero had just hit an OZ Taurus behind the other pilot, effectively repaying the other pilot for the ‘favor’. She sighed as she brought her focus back to the conversation.

“I don’t understand. Why does Heero have to do all of the fighting?” Relena asked angrily as she glared at Dr. J.

Dr. J sighed softly and looked at Kimiko. “Because he knows what it is like here on the colonies. Believe it or not, Heero is actually a kind hearted young boy. Much like yourself,” he explained with some sadness. Kimiko stared at him blankly, and then looked over at Relena.

Relena was looking down at her lap as she replied softy, “Yes I know.”

Dr. J frowned slightly, and then continued, “But he is also very dedicated to his mission. He won’t let anything get in his way.” Relena looked up and frowned. The car stopped suddenly and Relena looked out. “This will take you back to safety and the earth,” Dr. J commented and Relena got out of the car. She didn’t hear the other car door open as Dr. J looked at her from the rolled down window. “I suggest, Miss Darlian that you stay away from Heero. He is very dedicated to what he is doing down there. Don’t get in his way,” he warned darkly, then the window rolled up and the car pulled away. Relena watched it drive away, and then looked over in surprise to see Kimiko standing near her.

Kimiko looked up at the building, letting the wind rustle through her shoulder length brown hair. She didn’t look at Relena, didn’t even react to the cold wind. Relena looked at the building as well and started when Kimiko’s soft voice floated to her on the wind. “Dr. J is right. Heero is on a mission and you shouldn’t get in his way.” Relena looked at her in surprise and blinked when Kimiko continued. “But, you both can learn something from the other. Be his…friend,” she added softly as she looked at Relena, her cobalt eyes blank of any emotion. “And, remind him of who he is. He can’t lose what I lost. It mustn’t happen,” she stated in a hard tone. Relena smiled and nodded then watched as the other girl turned away and walked into the cold night.

*~~**~~*

Heero typed swiftly into the computer, erasing all traces of his stay at the school. He looked up briefly when he heard laughter and got up. Looking out the window, he saw some of the students run past, laughing and chasing each other as they headed for the carnival the school was holding. He smiled softly and closed his eyes. “I am not involved,” he murmured softly, then went back to his work.

*~~**~~*

Relena looked around the campus, still in a daze from what had happened. Some of her friends came over to her and started trying to console her, but she just smiled and said that she was all right. Then, she heard that Heero was leaving. Eyes narrowing in purpose, she headed for his room.

Once she got there, she saw him packing his stuff. “Leaving again? Off on another mission, Heero?” she asked softly and watched as he stiffened, then drew a gun on her. She looked at him, unflinching, and his eyes softened in confusion. “I met Dr. J today. He told me about you, Heero,” she commented softly and his eyes widened in shock. “It’s funny. It was always I who was being surprised by you, Heero. Now I get to surprise you,” she added with a sad smile, and then stepped closer. “You can’t leave without at least one more dance, Heero,” she held and then curtsied. He watched her silently, and then sighed. Turning, she led the way out of the room and down to the carnival that was taking place.

*~~**~~*

They got down to the hall and Heero took her hand, leading her to the dance floor. ‘The sooner this is over with, the sooner I can leave,’ he thought darkly to himself as he put his arm around her waist, taking her hand in his other. They swayed across the dance floor, ignoring the looks people were casting them.

Relena smiled softly, obviously enjoying being in Heero’s arms as they danced. She looked up at him and asked, “Heero, are you still going to kill me?”

He stared at her, and then answered sullenly, “Yea.”

She smiled and nodded, looking down. “I couldn’t die without knowing, Heero. And I know why you are doing this. That’s because I’m on your side, Heero,” she stated and smiled at him.

He blinked in shock and replied, “Huh? On my side?”

She nodded and responded, “Yes. I know everything, Heero. I…also have a message. From Kimiko.” He stiffened and looked at her with a mixture of hope and anger. She was confused by the mixed emotions, but ignored it. “She said to remind you of who you are. So you don’t lose what she lost,” she said softly, then blinked, as he looked away suddenly, his jaw tightening.

Suddenly, a whining sound floated around them and they all looked up. Heero gasped. “Oh no. It’s OZ…they’ve caught on to this place!” he said in anger, and then ran.

Relena shouted and tried to follow, but then a blast came out of nowhere and knocked her to the ground. She looked up and saw three mobile suits landing near where she was. All of a sudden, an energy beam flared out of the forest and a mobile suit exploded. She gasped and looked over, seeing a suit that she didn’t recognize. ‘Heero?’ she thought in wonder, and then watched as the mobile suits turned towards the strange suit. She looked up as two of her friends ran towards her and they were all knocked down by a shock wave. She looked down at them as they wept in fear and ordered softly, “It’s alright. Everything will be just fine. Now hurry and run. Don’t look back.”

They stood, sniffling and nodded, then went by her as they went for safety. Relena turned back to the battle and watched in alarmed fascination. Heero swiftly took out another two Aries suits as he flew by, and then flew backwards as gunfire showered him. He landed in front of one of the dorms, and then watched as the suits tried to ascend. “It’s too heavy, you fool!” he shouted as he sliced through one Aries, which then hit the other, destroying it. He looked over his shoulder as he heard Relena.

“Heero! Is that you in there? Heero!” Relena cried out as she walked near his gundam.

Frowning, Heero turned his Gundam slightly, but then looked up suddenly as an enemy suit fired, hitting the school. Relena screamed, ducking her head as some of the wall came tumbling down. Heero cried out and dove, using his shield to protect her. He blinked in complete shock as he realized what he had just done. “What the hell am I doing? I’d be better off if she died…wouldn’t I?” he asked himself softly as he stared at her shocked face.

The enemy mobile suit started firing on Heero’s gundam as he kept his shield over Relena. She looked up at him and called out, “Heero! Why did you save me, Heero?”

Heero frowned, just as confused. “Why can’t I kill her?” he asked himself softly, pulling back. Growling angrily, he swung his Gundam up as he cried out angrily, “What’s wrong with me!?” Swiftly, he stabbed the point of his shield through the head of the suit. The screams of the pilot inside were silenced abruptly as the suit exploded and dropped heavily to the ground in pieces.

Relena got up slowly, watching in mute shock as Heero’s suit stared ahead. Shaking herself, she stepped forward a bit. "Heero! Why didn’t you kill me? I thought you said you were gonna! Heero! Answer me!” she called out, then gasped as his suit turned towards her and started walking purposefully towards her. She held her ground as he lifted up the arm with the shield and plunged it straight at her.

When the dust cleared, she stood where she was, unmoving as she stared up at him. Heero growled softly to himself. “Why can’t I kill her?” he asked himself again, and then gasped softly as he stared at her. An image of Kimiko imposed itself briefly over Relena…the Kimiko he loved before she had been destroyed. His eyes filled with tears as he hastily flew Wing away, not hearing Relena’s cries for him to stay.

*~~**~~*

Kimiko frowned slightly as she looked at the information scrolling up on her screen. ‘OZ officials are meeting at the New Edwards Base,’ she wondered to herself, then began to swiftly pull up information on the meeting. All of the head OZ officials were gathering to discuss the recent events she found out quickly. Nodding firmly, she sent the mission parameters to all five operatives. ‘If they can destroy the heads of OZ…then this war will be over with,’ she decided to herself, and then a very soft wistful thought crossed her mind. ‘And then maybe aniki and I can live normal lives.’

She set back to doing her research, and then received the confirmations from all of the pilots. ‘Good. That way no mistakes can be made,’ she thought to herself.

*~~**~~*

Heero worked quickly to break through the special codes for the base he was stealing a transport from, and then smirked slightly as he broke through. ’35 seconds…I’m losing my touch. Kimiko would have my hide,’ he thought to himself in amusement, then went about starting up a distraction. He got to the hangar bay, knocked out a couple of guards, and then started getting the transport plane ready. He frowned as he looked at a sudden beeping. “Hangar door ajar?” he wondered out loud, then walked out from the cockpit. Blinking in surprise as he saw Deathscythe settle itself on the floor of the transport, he frowned. “Duo…”

Duo popped his head out of the cockpit and waved merrily at Heero. “Hey! Go get your Gundam loaded and I’ll go through the pre-flight! I ain’t missing out on this one!” he called out.

“Do what you want!” Heero called back then went out to get his Gundam.

Duo smirked as he watched Heero leave. “Well, what do ya know. He remembered my name,” he murmured softly in a mixture of amusement and sarcasm.

Getting the transport ready, they took off, heading for New Edwards. “Man, I can’t wait. We get this done and we’re free and clear,” Duo stated in excitement as he piloted the transport easily.

Heero looked over at the braided pilot, and then replied, “I don’t think you get it. All the OZ heads will be there.”

Duo smirked as he glanced over at Heero. “Oh I get it all right. And once this is done…I’m going back to space,” he said softly, looking forward again.

Heero stared at Duo for a minute, and then blinked. ‘Back to space. Back to imouto,’ he thought to himself, then felt a smile cross his lips as he stared ahead. ‘Maybe then we can live normal lives,’ he thought wistfully, then glanced over at Duo thoughtfully.

*~~**~~*

Kimiko typed swiftly into her laptop, downloading information at a rate that couldn’t be followed by normal human standards. She didn’t want to admit it, but she had a niggling of worry going through her mind. Something about the mission just didn’t add up. She finally pulled up a list of the attendees for the meeting at New Edwards. As she read, she began to do a cross-referencing on the names. Suddenly, she swore and stood up swiftly, then took off for communications at a run. She just hoped she was in time.

*~~**~~*

Heero smirked as he saw the carrier lift off. “That’s an OZ shuttle,” he said, then transformed his Gundam into flight mode and took off swiftly. He came up onto the shuttle.

Suddenly, as he brought his saber up, Kimiko’s voice came over the com. “Abort Abort! It’s a trap!”

Heero blinked, but it was too late. He sliced through the shuttle, cutting it in half. The explosion filled the sky with light as he flew down to the ground. He saw the three other suits, plus another as well. ‘Looks like Duo was battling that red one,’ he thought to himself as he slowly landed, then focused on the words coming from the newcomer.

“This was a set-up from OZ. You just killed the Alliance pacifists,” the pilot of 05 explained and the other pilots gasped softly.

Heero turned to look at the news feed, and then blinked as he saw his sister on the com. He could tell by her eyes that she knew as well…and was disappointed. He frowned as he saw the truth of the other boy’s words. “No…what have I done?” he whispered softly, looking down.

“We both failed…Odin,” Kimiko replied softly before cutting the link. Heero clenched his hands into fists as he vaguely listened to the others make plans to leave.

Suddenly, OZ troops showed up and started another barrage. Shenlong and Heavy Arms left swiftly, intending on following the remaining OZ shuttle as Deathscythe and Sandrock stayed with Wing.

“Hey! Snap out of it!” Duo called out to Heero as they fired on the other troops.

Quatre looked over at Wing as well and stated, “Your friend must be more out of it from the shock than expected.”

Heero stared impassively ahead, and then grunted as shots threw his Gundam back. He shook his head, and then looked up as he heard his name over the intercom. ‘Bombs…on the base? Ninymu ryoukai,’ he thought to himself grimly, and then took off, ignoring Duo’s hails.

He got to the missile bays and opened one of the hatches with Wing’s shield, prying it open. Then, he jumped out of the cockpit and into the bay, and then swung to safety. He closed his eyes and concentrated. /Kimiko./

Kimiko frowned as she felt her brother touch her mind. /Odin./

/Help me to stop these bombs from going off,/ he sent to her as he stood in the bay.

She nodded once, and then began to get the information up. /Go down the hall till you get to a connection tube. Go into there and you will find a service hatch. In there, you will find the controls for the missiles,/ she sent to him and felt his gratitude as he ran to the area she had directed him to.

Bending the bars open, he reached in and grabbed the cord, grunting as he pulled it out, effectively shutting the timers down. Climbing out of the missile bay, he stared ahead blankly, feeling empty. “I failed,” he said softly, then growled angrily as he clenched his hand into a fist. Looking up at the stars he shouted, “I totally screwed up!”

Kimiko sat at her station, staring blankly ahead as she said softly, “We failed.”

TBC

Chapter Text

Title: Mirrored Fates. pt. 3/14

Author: Deathangelgw

Disclaimer: I don’t own them, but I can use them….'specially if no money is being exchanged! So there, myeh!

Warnings: All the warnings have been given. Look back if you need to know.

Rating: PG-13

Pairings: already said

Note: Ah, the inspiration of getting the whole set! WAI! Anyhoo, Enjoy and please review!!

‘thoughts’

/telepathic speech/

The days passed slowly after the deaths of the Alliance Pacifists at Heero’s hand. While not defeated, the Gundam Pilots reeled from the ease with which they had been tricked. The missions slowed in their coming, but didn’t stop, so they focused on those.

Relena as well was focused, finding Heero after he had vanished from that battle. She knew she must look obsessive about him, but she knew in her heart that she needed his strength…at least until her own grew. She did corner him at one point and asked him why he had run from her the last time.

Heero, confused in his own heart about what had happened, had said nothing at first. But then, he had said very softly, “You remind me of my sister…before I lost her.” Before she could clarify on what he had said, he left swiftly for classes, not looking back. Later that night, the nearby OZ base was demolished by unknown suits, Duo and Heero working together to destroy it.

As he typed up his report, Heero heard the door open and looked over, seeing Duo in the doorway. “So, wanna tell me what Relena asked you that has you so uptight?” he asked somewhat seriously as he grinned at the other pilot. Heero turned back to his laptop, saying nothing. But Duo didn’t take it. “Come on. I know something’s bothering you! It helps to get it out, you know,” he persisted as he came over and flopped onto the bed.

Turning his head slightly to look at Duo, Heero frowned darkly. “It’s none of your concern,” he stated flatly.

“Hell if it ain’t! You weren’t focused totally tonight, Heero. You were late and you know it!” Duo shot back angrily as he sat up and glared at Heero. “What did you two talk about earlier?!” he persisted angrily.

Looking away, Heero didn’t say anything at first as he gazed at his screen. Finally, softly, he explained, “She asked me why I ran away the last time and didn’t kill her.”

Cocking an eyebrow, Duo asked just as softly, “And? Why didn’t you kill her?”

“She reminds me of someone I love that I lost a long time ago,” Heero replied softly as he looked back down at his hands. “Someone who I hope to get back someday,” he added in a tone too soft for Duo to hear.

“Oh…sorry about that, Heero. I didn’t mean to press that hard, but you have to get it out. These missions can end up fatal if you aren’t all there,” Duo responded seriously as he got up and moved to the door. He looked over his shoulder at Heero’s back as he sat before the laptop. “Heero, if you want someone to be your friend, you don’t even have to ask. I’m there,” he stated before stepping out.

Heero’s shoulders slumped forward as he stared at his blinking screen. “I don’t want anyone else…” he whispered softly, his eyes sad. Shaking his head, he returned to writing up his report, focusing on the missions.

*~~**~~*

“Dr. J, we have new information.” Kimiko’s flat tones floated over to the scientist as he examined the construction of the other Gundam he was making.

Going over to his other protégé’s side, the scientist gazed at what she had pulled up. “So…OZ has made a new prototype mobile suit system, hmm? Interesting. It compiles the data during a battle and feeds it to the pilot. Ah, I see now…it has the possibility for overruling the pilot’s commands. Interesting,” Dr. J murmured softly as he gazed at the scrolling information as it came up. He looked at Kimiko. “What else have you discovered?” he asked softly and watched as her fingers flew over the keyboard, pulling up information.

“OZ is launching two routes to deliver the Taurus suits to the spaceport to be launched into space. One by air, one by land. Both are going to be convening in Siberia,” Kimiko reported in a monotone as she pulled up the necessary information. “One is a decoy, of that I am certain. But which is the mystery. Since according to this other information, they both are carrying important cargo, though it isn’t specific,” she explained as she pulled up the information.

“Hmm…you are most likely right, so, you will need to rely on the pilots to figure out which is which,” Dr. J commented thoughtfully. He nodded sharply, straightening up. “Very well. You know what to do. Do it,” he ordered as he walked away. He went over to a communication station as Kimiko sent off the specifics to the pilots, receiving confirmation from all but one. This mission had to work…

*~~**~~*

Heero stared at the screen as the compiled data scrolled past swiftly. He blinked as the screen flickered, signs of a transmission coming through. He squashed the surprise that flared up as he saw that it was Dr. J and not his sister this time. Normally, Kimiko would contact him and tell him briefly some extra information. This was strange…

Listening intently to what his mentor was saying, Heero felt a slight sense of alarm enter him at what was revealed. ‘Mobile suits that don’t need pilots…’ he wondered as Dr. J left after ordering to find and destroy the Taurus suits. He looked over, startled as he heard his door open. “Who’s there?”

“I’ve come to say good-bye,” Duo said grimly as he stood in the doorway. “These new suits need to be taken care of. Heero…can you take the air route? I’ll take the one on land,” he suggested as he turned slightly, preparing to leave. “We’ll lose this one if we don’t have a plan,” he stated softly before leaving.

Heero looked down, feeling conflicting emotions within him. He suddenly had a very bad feeling about this.

*~~**~~*

The battle wasn’t going well. It was a relative standoff between the Gundams and OZ as they fought. Heero grimly faced a new suit, fighting against Zechs Merquise as he tried to think of a way to get to his mission.

Suddenly, all thoughts of the mission were banished as Colonel Une came on, demanding for their surrender or they would blast one of the colonies with a missile. ‘Blast one of the colonies?! No…Kimiko…’ Heero thought desperately as he faced Zechs, not moving. He didn’t know what to do. He blinked as he saw a small communications window open and Kimiko gazed steadily at him. She didn’t say anything as they gazed at each other, but Heero felt a firm resolve enter him.

Dr. J’s face appeared on the vids, telling OZ of the fact that this battle was his *own* battle against OZ and that the colonies had nothing to do with this. He then said his surrender, but that he would not hand over the Gundams.

Heero gazed at his sister silently then saw her look away as sounds from her vid came through. ‘OZ troops…they’re going after her!!’ He moved, but was stopped by her firm gaze once again as he heard J’s repeated words. He nodded firmly and stood up, flicking the terminal off.

*~~**~~*

The other Gundam pilots watched in horrified shock as Heero self detonated his Gundam. All battle stopped as the Wing Gundam slowly fell to earth, Heero’s lifeless body landing moments later. Helpless and frustrated as they tried to figure out what to do, they sat, watching.

/Don’t let him die./

Trowa looked up as he heard the soft voice, not realizing that it was within his own head. “Who said that?” he whispered softly.

/Onegai…don’t let him die./

Face filled with confusion as he heard the soft plea, Trowa looked at his monitors, searching for the source. “Who are you?” he whispered softly again.

/Onegai…help him. Don’t let him die./

Trowa gazed down at his hands, feeling a small tremble of sorrow enter him at the pleading voice. His face firmed with resolve and he directed Heavy Arms over to pick up the Wing pilot’s body. He directed the other two Gundams to get away, knowing that they had to escape now.

As the Gundams left the battlefield, a young woman’s body fell lifelessly to the ground up in a hidden base on Colony C. Around her, the rebel forces scrambled to escape as OZ forces attacked their pinpointed base. J ordered that the Deathangel Gundam and Kimiko be evacuated when he found her in a coma. He knew what had happened.

TBC

Chapter Text

Title: Mirrored Fates. pt. 4/14

Author: Deathangelgw

Disclaimer: I don’t own them, but I can use them seeeeeee???

Warnings: All the warnings have been given. Look back if you need to know.

Rating: NC-17

Pairings: random. 3x1 shows up. Surprise! 

Note: Sorry the last one was so short! But…well let’s face it, nothing really happened in between those parts!! Anyhoo, Enjoy and please review!!

‘thoughts’

/telepathic speech/

dream sequence

A soft wind blew around Heero as he sat in a field. He smiled softly as his hair was blown gently while his fingers ran through the hair that was spread out over his lap. He looked down at his sister as they relaxed in the warmth of the sun. She smiled up at him, a gentle smile that, for some reason, brought tears to his eyes. He looked up at the clouds, glad that today they had escaped from training so they could enjoy the beautiful day. He didn’t think it unusual that they couldn’t see the city that would be ‘in the sky’, but just relished in the warmth and the love he felt for his sister.

But something within him was trying to remind him about something. A niggling memory kept trying to come to the fore of his peaceful thoughts. A flash of light, blinding pain, and the brief anguish he felt from his sister…the first sign of emotion she had felt since…

Heero frowned as he thought about that. ‘Since…when? She’s always had emotions…why am I thinking that she hasn’t?’ he wondered silently as he looked down at her relaxed face again, running his fingers through her hair. Another memory worked free, a memory of pain and betrayal as he was forced to watch her innocence get stolen away in front of him…and watch the light die within her eyes.

He shook his head, feeling tears come to his eyes. ‘No! That didn’t happen! We’ve always been happy, training for a mission that might not happen! What are these images?!’ he yelled silently to himself as he held her closer.

“Daijoubu, aniki…don’t fight them. They are real; it’s just that we have been away from reality while you’ve recovered,” Kimiko’s soft voice said soothingly as she snuggled close to him, a rare sign of affection. Heero blinked as he heard this, tears rolling down his face as she added softly, “What you saw was our past and also what just happened. Your spirit is reminding you to stay alive, so it is giving you your memories. Which means…it’s almost time for you to wake up.” She looked out as she leaned up and stood slowly. Her long, waist-length hair shortened to just above her shoulders while her face hardened and the light in her eyes died…becoming the Kimiko he knew now.

“IYA! I don’t want that!! I’d rather stay here with you so you can be free, imouto!” Heero shouted at her desperately as he stood up.

She turned to him, her eyes dead. “Then you would die and I would continue living. But…I don’t think I would live for long and the cause we believed in may not make it. Odin…aniki…you can not stay in a fantasy. You are too important. One of the pilots is caring for you. It will take you some time, but you will wake up soon. We will see each other again soon. I promise,” she stated softly, her face softening slightly as she held her hand out. He took it, lacing their fingers together as they came into an embrace, holding each other tightly. “Aniki, I’ll be waiting. Don’t give up and remember to always follow your emotions,” she whispered as he held her.

“Hai, imouto. I will never forget. And we will be together again, I promise,” Heero replied softly, then all was blank.

*~~**~~*

Kimiko woke up slowly and blinked against the soft light that pierced her tired eyes. She looked around carefully, knowing she was someplace safe…just unsure as to where the ‘place’ was. 

“Ah, so you’ve joined us again, eh, Kimiko?” a soft male voice asked as a young man came into view, smiling at her. She grunted slightly in answer and he grinned. “As talkative as ever. We’re in another base…we had to escape since OZ pinpointed on where we were through J’s speech. You’ve been out for a little over three weeks,” he explained as he grabbed her clipboard and flipped to a chart.

“Three…weeks?” Kimiko whispered hoarsely, her voice rough from lack of use. She tried to sit up and grimaced very slightly as she fell back to the pillows, dizzy.

“Yea, you…stay down. Three weeks is a long time to recover from. Mind telling me what caused it?” the young man asked as he sat on the edge of the bed, grinning at her. She scowled at him and looked away. He sighed. “Same old Kimiko…you never change truly, do you?” he commented softly, somewhat sadly. He shrugged as she remained silent, then went on. “Everyone’s been working to get your Gundam finished. Dr. J decided we should stay low, so it’s a good thing you weren’t up, cuz you wouldn’t have been able to send any missions. Not that we could,” he added as he put the chart back.

“Their hands are tied,” Kimiko stated softly as she gazed at the blank wall in front of her. 

“Yea, with the colonies under threat, none of us can do anything really. And OZ is sneaking their way in with sweet smiles and outheld hands.” The young man snorted as he stood up and sighed. “Alright, you’ll most likely be ready to go tomorrow. If you try to sneak out, I’ll have you sedated,” he stated with a grin, but the warning was clear. Kimiko grunted in response, laying back as she stared at the wall, not answering him, but making it clear that she would comply. The doctor left the room shaking his head in amusement. 

Kimiko sighed softly as she looked up at the ceiling. ‘So much has happened. I hope the one I called out to before I lost consciousness is the one that is caring for aniki,’ she thought to herself before falling back to sleep.

*~~**~~*

The first thing that came to him was the cold. He shivered slightly, though it wasn't visible and felt an incredible urge to cry. But he didn't. He kept it all inside like he had for the last few years. The next thing that came to him was the fact that he was indeed still alive and that he was in a soft bed. Slowly, Heero's eyes opened and he looked around blurrily, trying to figure out where he was. He turned his head slowly, testing his pain tolerance as he looked at his surroundings cautiously. His eyes widened though as he saw a young woman in front of a TV. He blinked, confused. 'Relena?' he at first wondered, then held his breath as he finally focused. 'Imouto?!' he wondered in hope as he struggled to sit up and reach for her.

He almost sobbed when his vision cleared and it became clear that it was neither his sister nor Relena. 'Imouto…I miss you so much….' he thought in despair, but it never showed as he gazed at the woman while she turned.

She gasped slightly in surprise and delight as she got up, smiling reassuringly at him. "You're awake! Oh good! I'll go get Trowa," she declared then headed for the door. But she stopped as she saw the youth in the doorway, noting how Trowa watched their sick charge. The two stared at each other mutely, both taking in the other's presence. Feeling awkward, Catherine tilted her head and smiled brightly. "Well, I'll just leave you two alone and get some soup." She then went out hastily, unnerved by their silent regard of the other. ‘Such strange things…but it was almost like they understood the other just from observation,' she thought, then picked up her pace to her trailer to grab the soup.

Trowa leaned against a wall, crossing his arms as he silently gazed at the injured young man he'd saved. He felt himself drawn to the intense gaze that held his own, feeling something spark within him that he'd thought dead until recently. 'Since before I met Quatre. Could it be…an affinity with this one as well? We are alike in many ways,' he wondered silently as they watched each other. He frowned as the other young man moved slowly, wincing slightly in pain as he moved parts that were still injured. "You shouldn't move," he stated softly as he went over quickly and stilled the other's moves. He felt himself paralyzed once again with the intense stare, but then readjusted the blanket covering his patient. "You almost died. You shouldn't move too much in your state. It's amazing you lived."

"Why did you save me? I was supposed to die," Heero asked flatly, almost glaring at Trowa, but his eyes were flat…sad.

"You died a long time ago," Trowa replied softly, looking away, troubled. He sighed and sat down on the edge of the bed as they both looked at the televid. Trowa smirked wryly as they listened to the 'threats' from OZ. "In many ways I envy you. You are dead to them…you could just go on with your life. My hands are tied with the colonies being threatened," he mused quietly.

His patient glanced at him, frowning. "They found you, Trowa?"

Shaking his head as he stood up, Trowa sighed softly as he went to the window and gazed out. "No, not yet. But I don't want to risk them here nor can I risk the colonies. It's been a month since you self-destructed and they have yet to do anything," he explained quietly before looking over at his nameless friend. "In many ways, I'm thinking of being like you and making a final stand, taking them out."

Frowning, Heero clenched his hands in the blanket on his lap. "Then let me give you some advice," he said flatly and caught the emerald gaze steadily. "It hurts like hell."

Trowa blinked, then snickered and started laughing as his patient watched him. He thought he'd caught a faint smirk on the normally stoic face and knew that the other pilot had been both trying to warn him as well as break the solemn mood. He leaned against the windowpane and crossed his arms over his chest, smiling gratefully at Heero and receiving a nod in return. "I'll try to remember that."

Heero frowned darkly as he looked down. "They…haven't done anything, ne? Trowa…could you tell me everything that happened in the past month?" he asked softly before looking up, allowing his worry to glimmer through faintly, surprising Trowa.

Nodding, Trowa straightened a bit after gazing at his fellow pilot. "Sure thing…if you will tell me who it was that asked me to save you," he answered softly, amused to see the shocked look on the other pilot's face. 'So…he knows who it is. Perhaps the mystery won't be a mystery for long,' he thought hopefully before starting to update the injured young man on all that had happened while he had been 'sleeping'.

Heero listened silently, taking in all of the information. He was secretly relieved that OZ hadn't reported on any captures from the colonies, which meant his sister was indeed still safe. He knew somehow as well, but it was good to hear it confirmed. He smiled slightly up at Trowa as the young man sat on his bed once again. "Arigato, Trowa," he said softly with a bob of his head.

"I will take it that means thanks, and you are welcome. Now…I think you know something about what my request was earlier," Trowa reminded softly, eyeing his fellow pilot closely as he looked down swiftly.

Swallowing slightly, Heero finally released a soft sigh. "Hai. I do. How…did the message come to you?" he asked evasively, wanting to keep his sister safe.

Chewing on his cheek briefly as he thought on how to phrase what he was about to say, Trowa crossed his arms over his chest and glanced at his patient. "Well…it sounds strange…but I got the message…well it almost felt like it was directly in my head," he explained finally, sighing in frustration at the lack of a better term. He blinked as he saw a sad smile cross over the other pilot's face. "What is it?"

"It's just that…that sounds exactly like her. She won't invade unless necessary. But it's nice to know she reached out to someone," Heero replied softly as he picked at his blanket. He looked up at Trowa, his blue eyes sad as they met curious emerald. "It…that was my…my sister."

"Your…sister?" Trowa whispered in surprise, staring at Heero in shock. "Why aren't you two on this mission together?" he asked in concern.

Smirking slightly in amusement, Heero looked at Trowa with laughter twinkling in his eyes. "Because…they needed someone to take care of giving out the missions. She's the only one who knows where we all are and is excellent at making sure her tracks are covered. I think…that she was unconscious when they went searching for Dr. J and the others, so their tracks weren’t covered as fast," he explained quietly, looking down as his eyes became shadowed with worry.

"I'm sure she's fine then. She sounds like you," Trowa said with a slight smile. He reached over slightly, as if to pat the other young man's hand in comfort, but he pulled his hand back. 'No need for emotions,' he thought sadly, feeling a strange happiness well up inside of him.

"Do you think so?" Heero looked up, seeming almost like a small child as he gazed at Trowa briefly before looking down again. "I'm…fighting this war for her," he stated quietly as he picked at the blanket.

Trowa opened his mouth to ask what the other youth meant by that, but they both looked over when they heard the door open. Trowa smiled softly as Catherine came in, carrying a tray with a couple of bowls filled with what looked to be a hearty soup as well as some bread and cheese. "Thanks Cathy. I'll take that," he said as he got up and took the tray from her.

"Now make sure you both eat! You need your strength!" Catherine scolded as she wagged her finger at them both. The darker haired youth flashed a slight grin while Trowa just rolled his eyes and placed the tray on the side. "I'll leave you two then and just make sure you wash the dishes, ok?" she reminded as she looked at Trowa, putting her hands on her hips. "Oh…and the ringmaster wants us to get together in about an hour, ok? Be there," she added before walking out.

Sighing, Trowa came back to his patient, then smiled slightly as he saw the warm expression in Heero's eyes. "She's basically my adopted sister here in the circus. A real mother hen," he explained indulgently and felt himself warm when he saw the amused smirk that crossed the soft lips.

"It's good to have someone to fight for. It helps you keep going. Just follow your emotions. That's what I was taught," Heero replied softly before accepting the bowl of soup and eating. He didn't say anything more, relatively ignoring the thoughtful looks that he was being subjugated to from under the long bangs. He just was glad that he knew that his sister was relatively safe. They didn't speak anymore for the rest of the evening, even after finding out about the next show that was to take place at an OZ base. They instead enjoyed having someone nearby that understood them and their position. It made life…easier.

*~~**~~*

Trowa secured his Gundam on his transport. He had indeed tried to commit suicide and take out the OZ base, but Catherine’s tears had stopped him. So he and Heero were going to leave the circus and find a way back to the colonies to regroup and perhaps meet up with the others. He got into the driver’s side next to Heero, but Catherine got up and leaned on the open window. “Just be safe, ok? And you…I blame you for his move,” she said in accusation at Heero, who shrugged.

Trowa sighed as he smiled. “Her tears stopped me,” he explained and Heero tilted his head towards him.

“There’s nothing wrong with emotions, Trowa, whether in battle or in life,” he said softly and smiled gently at Trowa.

Trowa smiled back as he got the truck going. “Yea, I guess that makes sense,” he said quietly and they fell into silence as they drove along. They drove for a long while, keeping to the off highways so they wouldn’t be found by OZ, but then came to a stop at a truck stop when Trowa became too tired to drive. 

They both went inside to go to the bathroom and wash up a bit before returning to the truck to lay down. They both laid down on the small bed that was behind the seats and Trowa sighed quietly as Heero wrapped an arm around his waist and snuggled close. He clutched the hand around him closer and found himself falling asleep faster with that gentle warmth against his back.

When they woke up, they had switched places with Trowa spooning Heero. They both laid together quietly as the morning sounds floated in from the forest surrounding them. Heero tilted his head and gazed at Trowa, then nudged his face against Trowa’s silently, testing. Trowa responded as he leaned up just slightly to brush their lips together in a gentle kiss. Heero turned in his hold slowly, never parting their lips and they rewrapped their arms around each other as they kissed softly, gradually increasing as passion began to take over. Heero gently pulled off Trowa’s shirt and then Trowa did the same before they resumed kissing, their tongues twining together hungrily.

Heero ran his hands down and cupped Trowa’s ass before using his grip to flip them so Heero was under Trowa and Trowa nestled himself between Heero’s legs. They panted softly as they started wiggling out of their pants and underwear then stopped and stared at each other as they panted frantically in arousal. “Heero…I…” Trowa stopped as he gazed down at Heero and he couldn’t help admiring how beautiful Heero looked aroused.

“Trowa, can you…in me? Please?” Heero asked as he flushed in embarrassment and spread his legs a bit more before wrapping them around Trowa’s waist.

“Heero…” Trowa whispered and he had to wonder if his fellow pilot had an inkling about his past. But perhaps not…maybe Heero liked giving up control. “Sure…just be still, baby. Let me grab some lotion,” he whispered as he caressed Heero’s face and almost melted with how Heero turned into his touch. This was something new for him, this affection. But maybe it shouldn’t be. They were all in the same boat…they were all they could rely on.

He reached for his bag and grabbed the small tube of lotion he had in there and slicked up his fingers. He leaned up a bit as Heero’s legs fell open and he reached between them to press a couple of fingers into Heero slowly. He kissed Heero tenderly and smiled as Heero sighed in pleasure in his mouth. Maybe Heero wasn’t as virginal as he might have thought. He pushed in a third finger and Heero moaned as he arched a bit, rocking down. “You’re so amazing, Heero,” Trowa whispered in his mouth as he stretched his soon to be lover.

“Trowa…more, onegai…” Heero pleaded as his head fell back and his arms wrapped around Trowa’s shoulders as he rocked. He gasped as Trowa leaned in and licked and suckled on his neck as his fingers sped up within Heero. He whimpered as he arched sharply, then shuddered as he climaxed hard between them.

Pleased as he watched Heero jerk and shudder under him, Trowa pulled out his fingers, slicked up his very hard cock, then began pushing into Heero’s spasming body. Heero moaned deeply as he wrapped himself around Trowa again and arched, begging quietly for more. Trowa found he didn’t want to wait and began rolling his hips, then thrusting deeply, bracing himself above Heero’s head as the other young man hung on to him. “Heero…so good…” he moaned as his thrusts increased in speed and power and Heero moaned breathlessly.

“Trowa…gods, Trowa…” Heero groaned as they moved together. It was fast and hot and amazing as they worked towards their climax before shattering together. They cried out as they arched, shaking with their release before collapsing together and clinging to the other as their breathing, heart rates, and bodies calmed down.

They kissed softly as they stayed wrapped together intimately, not wanting to face the world that hated them. But eventually they did part and cleaned up, then got into their seats again and headed on the road. They would find what they needed to do sooner rather than later.

*~~**~~*

Heero typed in his search, then winced as his arm twinged. He still wasn’t fully healed and, with his private time with Trowa, it wasn’t that it was worse, but it might have slowed him down in healing. He wasn’t going to stop it because it was the only thing really keeping him sane at the moment, but he might have to rethink some of their positioning.

“Here, let me help,” Trowa said gently as he caressed Heero’s sore arm before typing in the search that Heero had been using. The first on Heero’s list showed up and Heero looked grim. “Sylvia Noventa, the first on your list. Are you sure about this?” Trowa asked gently and Heero nodded before standing. He stumbled a bit, then leaned into Trowa as Trowa held him close. 

“I need to do this, Trowa…it’s the least I can do,” Heero whispered and Trowa’s eyes closed as he held Heero tightly. 

“I will support you,” he murmured and Heero nodded before they parted and headed out to find Sylvia Noventa. 

Later that night, as they stopped at another rest stop, Heero moved his body on Trowa as Trowa watched him with lust filled eyes. He found he really loved that look and he arched a bit as he bounced harder on his lover, loving how Trowa’s cock filled him just right. This way was easier for him he found and it was far more enjoyable as he got to watch Trowa and control how things went. He moaned as Trowa stroked a hand up his body to cup his face and he leaned into that touch as he bounced harder, feeling his body tighten with his climax. “T-Trowa…” he moaned and arched sharply as he cried out, his climax shooting out. Trowa grunted once as he thrust up a couple of times before spilling deep inside of Heero, a feeling that Heero really couldn’t get enough of.

He shuddered in pleasure before collapsing on top of Trowa and moaning in bliss as he was wrapped in strong arms. He smiled as Trowa pressed a kiss to his head before they both settled in to sleep.

*~~**~~*

Trowa glanced at Heero out of the corner of his eye as they headed for Sicily. He wasn’t sure if he had gotten the closure he needed from Sylvia, but perhaps Marshal Noventa’s wife would bring him that peace. He was a bit sad that Heero wanted to die so much and perhaps a small part of him had hoped that with them being lovers he’d have a different reason to live. But that was the enigma of Heero.

“Trowa, I’m sorry if I’m hurting you,” Heero suddenly said as he stared out ahead of them and Trowa glanced at him again.

“You’re not,” Trowa replied mildly and smiled over at Heero.

“Liar,” Heero said without heat as he tilted his head to gaze at him. As he did, Trowa caught sight of one of the hickies Trowa had left on Heero’s neck one time and he felt a bit of heat go through him.

He looked ahead as his cheeks flushed a bit. “I understand you need to do what you need to do to get some peace,” he said quietly as his hands tightened a bit on the wheel. He blinked as fingers suddenly laced with his right hand and he looked over at Heero.

“But, when I’m with you, I do find peace. This…this is atonement,” Heero replied lowly as he gazed at Trowa intently and Trowa swallowed hard. He looked ahead as his cheeks flushed even redder in arousal and embarrassment. “Pull into the next lot, Trowa…I’ll prove to you what I mean,” Heero ordered breathily as he scooted closer and Trowa licked his lips in anticipation as his breathing sped up. 

Heero crawled into the bed space as Trowa drove and Trowa almost ran the truck off of the road before he focused and looked for the next rest stop. Luckily it wasn’t long and he pulled off, his hands almost shaking with anticipation as he parked, locked the doors and shut the truck off. He crawled into the back and was kissed almost immediately by the naked Heero and he moaned as he was stripped perfunctorily. He gasped softly as Heero kissed down his front, then bent down and sucked his cock into his mouth. His hands threaded into the messy brown hair, guiding Heero’s head as he tried to not thrust into that hot wet mouth. 

But then Heero was speeding up and he curled in, his hand resting on Heero’s back as he gasped in rising pleasure. He thrust once as he climaxed, shooting his release down Heero’s throat as he trembled. He panted for air as he watched Heero lick and suckle on the head of his cock before leaning up to kiss him softly. He moaned deeply as he tasted himself on Heero’s tongue and he held Heero close to him. He was surprised then as Heero turned and braced himself against the back of the crawlspace, his legs spread just a bit as his back arched, bringing his ass up. “Heero…” he moaned.

“In me, Trowa…I need you in me,” Heero whispered breathlessly as he looked over his shoulder at Trowa. Trowa moved in, crawling in behind Heero before he pressed his hardening cock into Heero slowly. He wrapped his arms around Heero and sat them down before he kissed Heero hungrily as he began moving inside of Heero in slow thrusts. Heero clung to his arms as their tongues twined before he broke their kiss and let his head fall forward in pleasure. Trowa buried his face in Heero’s neck, suckling another mark into being there as he moved harder and faster into Heero. Eventually, he pushed them up and braced a hand on the wall as he thrust hard and fast into Heero, relishing the soft gasps and cries that were falling from the kiss swollen mouth. 

They climaxed together, shaking and jerking in pleasure before they sat back and held each other while kissing. They laid down on their sides, their mouths never parting as they snuggled close before finally relaxing into sleep. 

TBC

Chapter Text

Title: Mirrored Fates. pt. 5/14

Author: Deathangelgw

Disclaimer: I don’t own them, but I can use them seeeeeee???

Warnings: All the warnings have been given. Look back if you need to know.

Rating: NC-17

Pairings: random. 3x1, 2x4

Note: So, I kinda was surprised when the muses went the way they did, but maybe I should just shut up and go with it. XD Anyhoo, Enjoy and please review!!

‘thoughts’

/telepathic speech/

Heero and Trowa gazed silently at the one named Lucrezia Noin and her proposal. Heero shrugged and glanced at Trowa, who tilted an eyebrow at him. “Fine, we’ll go with you,” Heero said before they followed her to a landing field. There, they boarded Trowa’s Gundam before joining the suspicious crew. 

Heero wasn’t sure how he felt about using Trowa’s Gundam for this battle against Zechs, but since Trowa had offered, he figured it’d be rude of him to decline. As they sat together in the cockpit, Heero worked the controls carefully, getting a gauge of them. He flinched as shooting pain went through his arm and stopped trying to lift the gatling gun arm as Trowa cupped his hand gently. “I’ll be ok,” he whispered to Trowa's worried gaze. 

“That’s not what else I’m worried about. But I guess, since our hands are tied, we don’t have much else we can do,” Trowa retorted, then grinned as Heero snorted as he turned their hands and laced their fingers together.

“Well, that’s not the *only* thing we can do,” Heero replied wryly and Trowa snickered at his leer.

“Later. Right now, let’s see what we can do to help you deal with my Gundam,” Trowa replied with a playful wink and they both went back to focusing on what they could do to change things to make it a bit easier for Heero.

Later, after they had escaped the scout ships and landed at Antartica, they looked over Heavyarms. Heero ignored his Wing Gundam, having already made up his mind, though he did long to be in his Gundam. He grunted in pain as he gripped his arm again and looked up as Trowa put a hand on his shoulder. “Come to bed. You need sleep,” Trowa murmured gently and smiled as Heero turned into him.

“I need you,” Heero murmured and snuggled closer as Trowa held him close. They went to the bunks they’d been given and were quick and quiet in their lovemaking before Heero fell asleep in Trowa’s arms. Trowa watched Heero’s painfilled face and felt regret that he wasn’t doing better to help him as he’d promised Heero’s sister. But he had a feeling she would forgive him.

He got up and went to work on Heavyarms and make the changes necessary to help Heero as much as possible.

*~~**~~*

The battle with Zechs had been almost dead even in Heero’s opinion, with his arm and Zechs deliberately giving his Gundam a handicap. But the interruptions by Relena and then the OZ scouting party that Trowa hadn't been able to get rid of fully, had ended their battle. If he was honest, Heero just felt incomplete and irritated.

Trowa landed them just on the coast of Australia near a military base so they could fuel up and restock. It wasn't an OZ base, so they didn't cause trouble, but they hurried as well before grabbing an air carrier and loading their Gundams and leaving before the soldiers were awake. They flew to an abandoned base just outside of Copenhagen and had their Gundams transferred to a couple of truck carriers before any alarm could be sounded.

They drove off, trying to put some distance between them and the city as they headed for one of the large space ports. But their exhaustion finally caught up and they pulled over at a secluded stop. They got out and went inside, wearily taking time to clean up and relieve themselves, but then got some food and sat down together to eat silently.

Their shoulders were pressed together as they ate, both needing the contact. When they finished, they went to Trowa’s truck and climbed in the bunk, curling together. At first, Heero thought he was too tired for anything as he lay entwined with Trowa. But as he relaxed and he took in Trowa's now familiar scent and warmth, he felt his body react and warm to the other pilot. 

He nuzzled Trowa's neck gently, testing to see if Trowa was still awake. When the gentle hand in his hair squeezed a bit, he shifted and pressed a kiss to Trowa's neck, earning a soft intake of breath from the other young man. He pushed Trowa gently onto his back and straddled him as he suckled a gentle trail up Trowa's neck to his mouth. He swallowed the protest and moan from the other man as he pressed his tongue into the hot mouth he wanted so much from.

His hands gently removed Trowa’s shirt and his own and he shivered as Trowa finally started to join in and caressed down his back. He arched as he rocked against Trowa, grinding steadily against his lover as their mouths danced together. They parted a bit, panting softly into each other's mouths as they gazed at each other, a number of emotions in their gaze.

Heero wasn't sure how Trowa felt or even how he felt about Trowa. He trusted Trowa and even felt affection and desire for the other pilot. But they didn't share pillow talk about their pasts and didn't know much beyond their reasons for coming to Earth about the other. But he knew he would want Trowa at his side in anything and that was something he thought he would only feel about his twin.

He leaned in and brushed his lips over Trowa’s as his eyes slid closed while his fingers pushed their pants and underwear out of the way. They kissed tenderly, something unspoken having gone between them as they rocked together. He moaned softly as Trowa pressed a couple of fingers into him and he pressed back. “Trowa," he whispered into the other young man’s mouth and their kiss deepened once more.

Trowa removed his fingers after a bit and ran his hands up into Heero's hair as Heero lifted his hips up and pushed Trowa's cock into him. Heero trembled as they were made one again and he released Trowa's mouth and leaned up enough so he could watch Trowa as he rocked and thrust Trowa into him deeper.

Trowa moaned and bit his lip as he pushed up, meeting Heero's hips with his own as they began moving together. Heero's breaths grew shorter as his body tightened slowly, a build up he was beginning to really love in his times with Trowa as his body bounced harder on Trowa. He held Trowa’s hands to his face as they moved before he moved one hand down to caress Trowa’s face. He watched as Trowa nuzzled his hand, shooting warmth and an unnamed feeling through him that made his stomach clench.

He leaned in, bracing himself as he sped up and Trowa moved his hands down to brace Heero as he thrust up harder in response. Their gazes remained locked as they moved, soft pants and whispers leaving as they felt their climaxes start to peak. A gasped cry left Heero as he jerked and pushed down hard as he finally fell over, shuddering harder as Trowa gasped and thrust up once before filling his body with come. But their gazes never parted as they shook and trembled in climax and then the aftershocks as they gasped for air.

Heero finally leaned in and wrapped his arms around Trowa as they kissed deeply, lazily even as their bodies jerked and spasmed. Heero straightened his legs enough that he could lay comfortably on Trowa and stay connected. He didn't want to part from the other pilot, unnamed feelings and all. He smiled as Trowa wrapped his arms around him and he nuzzled close.

He relaxed as he let Trowa’s calming breathing lull him to sleep, feeling warm and safe and full. A part of him wished they could stay like this forever and stay away from the world and space that hated them. But the rest of him knew his mission, the real reason he was doing this: to save his sister's soul. And that would get him through just as much as Trowa's warmth. 

*~~**~~*

Quatre and Duo listened to the news and how OZ was creeping into colonies not with guns, but with roses. “The colonies are too blind to what OZ is doing," Duo growled angrily and looked over as Quatre sighed quietly.

“They're being even more insidious by looking like they are helping while they take away the freedoms of the colonies," Quatre replied quietly before standing and going over to Duo. He stood close to Duo, then put his head on Duo’s shoulder. Duo automatically brought his hand up and massaged Quatre’s neck as they stood together comfortably. “Duo, we should return to space. We need to defend the colonies from themselves," he said softly and Duo grunted in agreement.

“Tomorrow. We need to plan first," Duo said lowly and Quatre looked up at him. Gently, Duo turned his head and brushed their lips together, giving action to what they had been feeling for a while. Quatre moved his head up as they both sighed, their mouths opening as they deepened the kiss. Duo’s hand on Quatre’s neck kept Quatre close as the blonde pressed closer, their bodies lining up as Duo parted Quatre's thighs with his own.

His free hand traveled down and brushed Quatre’s ass before gripping and pulling him closer as their tongues twined. He cupped Quatre’s face with his other hand as they kissed hungrily, finding solace in each other as well as the presence of a steady constant. They were all they had, the five of them, and they were lonely. If they wanted more, they had each other and they were going to take advantage of it. 

Slowly, Duo began rotating his thigh, rubbing against Quatre as their kiss heated up and they moaned. Quatre braced a hand above Duo as he pressed closer, rocking against Duo’s hardness as his hand ran into Duo’s hair, gripping his head lightly. They panted into each other’s mouths as they moved together faster, holding each other closer as they rocked harder. “D-Duo…” Quatre whispered and moaned as Duo kissed him.

“Quatre…yes…” Duo whispered breathlessly and they both gasped rapidly as they climaxed, jerking hard against each other before shuddering deeply. Their arms wrapped around each other as they kissed hungrily and then slowed down as they caught their breath. Their kisses slowed and stopped and they gazed at each other with soft smiles. “Hey, let’s go to the bed and later we can plan, ok?” Duo said tenderly as he stroked a hand over Quatre’s cheek and into his hair.

“I’d really like that, Duo,” Quatre answered as a light blush crossed his cheeks and they kissed again. He pressed closer as they hugged and he buried his face in Duo’s shoulder. “Duo, I’m glad you are here. And I’m glad you have my back,” he said softly.

“I’ll have more than your back really soon,” Duo purred and Quatre laughed softly even as he shivered before leaning back and pulling Duo into the house they were staying at. 

They went into the nearest bedroom, Quatre’s, and he stopped them by the bed. Slowly, he began to remove Duo’s clothes, his fingers tracing lightly over the muscles revealed before he pushed Duo to sit on the bed. Duo laughed softly as he bounced a bit, then lifted up his hips so Quatre could remove his pants and underwear. Quatre removed Duo’s boots and socks, then put the clothes by the closet before going back to Duo. “Duo, is it ok if I take out your braid?” he whispered and smiled as Duo started opening and pushing his clothes off. 

They locked gazes and Duo ran his fingers up Quatre’s arms and chest. “Yea, Quatre, you can,” he said as he smiled a bit lopsidedly before bringing Quatre in for a kiss as he pushed Quatre’s shirt and vest off. He sighed in pleasure as Quatre kissed down his neck as he began to undo the braid and Duo ran his hands up and down Quatre’s pale back before going down to remove Quatre’s pants and underwear. He leaned on his elbows as Quatre stepped back to kick off his pants, shoes, and socks before coming back to straddle Duo’s lap. “Mmmm Quatre, you look amazing…” Duo purred and Quatre grinned before they kissed hungrily again. 

Duo sat up and scooted back a bit, holding Quatre close as they kissed passionately. He found himself purring as Quatre ran his fingers through Duo’s hair and he grinned in their kiss as Quatre rocked hard against him in response. He growled lowly as he moved his mouth to Quatre’s neck and grinned even more as Quatre gasped and ground hard against him. He wrapped his arm around Quatre’s waist, then turned them so Quatre was on his back and he pinned Quatre’s hands above his head. He leaned in as Quatre moaned deeply. “I think someone likes being dominated a bit…” he whispered huskily and Quatre shuddered. “I get it…we always have to be in control…” he murmured as his mouth teased the pale neck. Quatre’s breathing sped up as Duo’s free hand went down and in to brush against the quivering hole there. 

He leaned up just a bit to gaze at Quatre. “Is that what you want, Quatre? To lose control as I take you?” he asked softly before leaning in and kissing Quatre while pushing the finger into Quatre.

Quatre arched as he groaned, his legs parting wide open for Duo and his fingers gripped Duo’s hand on his. He gasped as he rocked, his whole body rubbing against Duo’s as Duo pushed in another two fingers, spreading him farther open. He broke their kiss as he gasped. “Oh gods Duo…Duo please yes…please I want it!” he begged raggedly and arched as he cried out as Duo hit his g-spot. “Gods yes gods yes please Duo please!”

“I got you, Quatre…I got you,” Duo purred as he pulled his fingers out. He looked around a bit and found a bottle of lotion. “Why Quatre…how often do you get your rocks off thinking about me? Or maybe it’s about Trowa…” he growled and Quatre blushed brightly as he shuddered in pleasure. Using the lotion to lubricate his cock, Duo pulled a pale leg up and put it over his shoulder before positioning himself and thrusting hard into Quatre.

Quatre whined as he arched sharply, his eyes wide with pleasure as Duo started moving immediately, giving Quatre that mix of pleasure and pain he seemed to need. He put his other leg over Duo’s other shoulder as he gasped in pleasure, then cried out as Duo bent closer as he thrust harder and faster, bending him almost in half. “Duo! Duo gods yes more!” he cried and Duo bit his neck lightly as he followed suit, pounding hard and deep into Quatre. Duo lightly let one of Quatre’s hands go and laced his fingers of his free hand with it, bracing himself above Quatre as he moved hard and fast as Quatre’s voice rose with pleasure.

Crying out in climax, Quatre jerked hard as he arched, his climax hitting him hard and spiraling higher as Duo sped up before suddenly jerking hard and filling Quatre’s spasming body. Duo thrust slowly as they both trembled, prolonging their pleasure before finally collapsing slowly onto Quatre. He released Quatre’s hands and braced on his elbows, purring as Quatre wrapped his arms around him after his legs had slipped off of Duo’s shoulders. “Feel better?” he murmured before kissing Quatre softly.

“Thank you, Duo…” Quatre moaned as they kissed while he panted.

“Hope you’re ready for round three…” Duo growled and Quatre giggled before they kissed hungrily again. They needed each other and they would go to space. It was the best thing to do.

*~~**~~*

Kimiko worked swiftly on her computer and noticed something interesting. First, the other scientists were being rounded up, which meant Dr. J was the last one standing. The second was that the Gundams…were coming home. She had to help them somehow because they would be sitting ducks as they returned to the colonies. 

She gritted her teeth as she worked, angered as the colonies denied connection to the Gundams. ‘How dare they!’ she thought, then stopped as she thought over her reaction. Emotion? She thought all of her emotions had died the day they had raped her as an example to Heero. Perhaps something had happened to her twin that was affecting her as well. 

She shook it off and focused when she saw that Dr. J had been captured protecting her secret just as the pilots managed to lift off safely. Though, she was saddened that three of the Gundams had been left behind. ‘So be it. We can work with this,’ she thought as she set up a jamming signal as soon as she hacked into OZ’s systems. ‘Try and figure that out, you sanctimonious pricks,’ she thought in satisfaction as she blocked them from finding the Gundams. She then contacted Howard on Earth to salvage her brother’s Gundam and Trowa’s, then sent a message to the Maganac Corps about the location of Quatre’s Gundam’s remains. After that, she went to the engineering bay where her Gundam was being worked on. 

She floated down to the engineer there. “Is it ready?” she asked quietly and he looked at her skeptically. 

“Aaa, it’s done and ready to launch. You going to save the boys?” he asked knowingly and she smirked at him. 

“Dr. J has been captured. Our hiding spot will be revealed. Head for Peacemillion. It’s on the other side of Colony 3. I will rendezvous with you there once I make sure they are safe,” she said as she floated up to her Gundam, the Deathangel, and started it up. She made sure the engineers were clearing out before she blasted out of there. 

She sighed in joy as she smiled, finally getting to fly as she headed out and towards where she detected Quatre’s signal. She slashed through the OZ soldiers there and grabbed the drifting Leo remains that Quatre had been put into. /Quatre, be strong. I have you,/ she sent to the young blond as he whispered softly his plea to the other pilots. /They are safe and in space,/ she added and he quieted finally into sleep. She flew him over to Colony 4 and put the remains in the main docking port as the dock workers floated over in worry. “He has been injured. Please get him to the Winner family,” she said as she floated close, then pushed away before blasting out. 

She flew off towards Colony 3 and Peacemillion, a large spacecraft that was going to be the place where the Gundams would be upgraded. Or at least that had been the plan until the engineers got themselves caught. ‘But maybe that will work better? If they are taken someplace with better facilities and the pilots who have Gundams up here get captured, they could get fixed there.’ As for the rest, they would get salvaged and Howard would get them to Peacemillion. Everything should work out…eventually…

*~~**~~*

Trowa tapped into the computer system of the colony he was hiding in, seeking out information. He stopped as he heard a door open and turned, pulling out his gun. He stopped though as he tilted his head, confused. “Who…are you?” he asked as a young woman floated over to him. The reason he was confused was she looked a lot like Heero. His eyes widened in understanding. “Kimiko?”

“He told you my name…good, this will be easier. Thank you for taking care of my twin,” Kimiko replied as she came over and held up a disc. “Up for some infiltration?” she asked and he tilted an eyebrow. “The doctors have all been captured and are on the Lunar Base. But I need you to be the distraction as I plan on getting to aniki and having him infiltrate as well,” she said as he took the disc and put it in to examine the data.

“A two pronged attack. One from the inside and one from the outside. What’s the main goal?” he asked as he looked at the data, noting that he was to infiltrate using Lady Une, the current OZ ambassador, and the upcoming recruitment testing. 

“Find out what the doctors are making and either get rid of them and it or steal it and silence them. They’re a hazard anyways,” Kimiko replied coldly and he tilted an eyebrow at her. “Don’t tell me you’re soft on those manipulative old men?” she asked with a growl and his other eyebrow went up.

“No, I’m not. I’m just surprised we don’t use them,” he said and shrugged before taking out the disc and handing it back to her. 

“Maybe we will. They are old foxes after all. Watch your tail, Trowa. I wouldn’t want Heero to cry if something happened to someone he cares for,” Kimiko said as she floated away from him. 

He tilted his eyebrow once more in surprise at her comment. “How…what…” he asked and he flushed as she laughed a bit. She came back to him and they gazed at each other, their kindred spirits understanding the other just as much as the other pilots. 

She grinned then. “I didn’t know. You just confirmed. He’s changed, I can sense it. Arigato, Trowa…I’ll see you later,” she said before disappearing down a hall.

Trowa shook his head at her. Those two were going to keep him on his toes. But he had a job to do. And a reason to get it done thoroughly. 

*~~**~~*

Heero frowned as he looked through the history files at a public terminal. “Typical OZ, erasing history to cover their tracks,” he muttered, then stopped as he sensed something. He looked around, then stopped as he saw her. She sauntered up to him, smiling softly, something he hadn’t seen in years. “Imouto,” he whispered, then hugged her tightly and she returned the hug.

“It’s been a while, aniki. Up for some food and infiltration?” she murmured and he grunted before following her to a nearby cafe. They both looked up when the newsreel showed Duo being captured as well as his Gundam. 

“Maybe something else besides infiltration,” he muttered and she tugged on his hand to go the rest of the way to the cafe. They ordered and sat in the farthest corner, their eyes on the exits. “How are you, imouto?” he asked as he held her hand gently.

“I’m…good. It’s strange. Something has shifted and…I can feel my emotions again. It’s rather disconcerting!” Kimiko replied and smiled and Heero smiled back.

“I’m so glad,” he said warmly.

“And you? What about…Trowa?” she asked coyly and he blushed bright red as he smiled and looked away. “That serious? Just Trowa?” she asked quietly and Heero shrugged.

“I was with Trowa for a long time. He was there for me when I really needed someone. I…I don’t know how he feels about me, but…I hope he’s ok,” Heero answered shyly. “It kinda made me question my relationship with Duo. Duo is…annoying. But he always had my back as well. I need to get him out of there,” he added and she nodded in understanding. 

“I’ll see what we can find out and get you transport. Did you want me to back you up?” she asked and he grinned at her. 

“You always back me up. No, but would you get more research about the mobile dolls? Any flaws?” he said and she snorted.

“Oh that’s easy. They focus on whatever their target is. So, anything that attacks them is their target. You’ll get it when the time comes,” she said and they looked up as their food was brought over. 

“What of the others?” Heero asked as he bit into his burger. He’d missed this food, though he had enjoyed the fresher food of Earth. ‘I want to take you to some of the restaurants,’ he thought to himself as he watched her nurse her fries and tea.

She grinned at him as she heard his thought, which made his heart flutter happily at the sight. “Well you just saw Duo. Quatre, I found in grave danger and got him to his home colony, Colony 4. Wufei, I’m not sure. Last I tracked him, he was heading for Barge. As for Trowa, he’s infiltrating OZ for me to give you back up for when I send you to the Lunar base to take out the doctors or steal their new prototypes,” she answered him and he frowned softly. “I know you don’t like it, but his specialty is infiltration, even better than you. We need this information and those old foxes are gonna give it to you,” she said before sipping her tea. 

“You’re getting sassy again,” Heero pointed out dryly and they both snickered. “It’s fine. I’ll do what I can. Get me to Duo and I’ll bring him back here. You can take care of him, ne?” he said and she nodded before drinking the last of her tea.

“I have another project I’m working with up here and eventually you’ll get to it. Are you sure you’re done with everything on Earth? You left your Gundams there,” she said before munching on her fries. 

“Aaa, we left ours behind because we needed to be able to move,” Heero explained and she shrugged. 

“I will probably go to Earth to retrieve them and Sandrock. But we need to get that information first,” she said and they fell into silence as they finished eating, then headed out. Kimiko got him the information and transport he needed and they parted ways for the moment. He just hoped he was in time to save Duo and protect him.

TBC

Chapter Text

Title: Mirrored Fates. pt. 6/14

Author: Deathangelgw

Disclaimer: I don’t own them, but I can use them seeeeeee???

Warnings: Hinted past non-con and prostitution, some BDSM.

Rating: NC-17

Pairings: random. 3x1, 2x4, 2x1, 2xOFC

Note: So, I kinda was surprised when the muses went the way they did, but maybe I should just shut up and go with it. Heero does like his bed partners… XD Anyhoo, Enjoy and please review!!

‘thoughts’

/telepathic speech/

Duo sighed as he leaned against the wall, his gut and shoulder throbbing with pain. ‘Damn this sucks,’ he thought in annoyance. ‘Heero would laugh at me or something,’ he considered and chuckled. He thought about Quatre and hoped that his friend was safe. He’d been injured before they had parted ways. He just hoped Quatre and the others were ok. He looked up as the door opened suddenly and a figure threw a body into the room. “Heero…here to take me out, huh? Yea, I’m a liability, I know,” Duo said as he stood up with difficulty before facing his friend. Heero frowned as he held the gun pointed at Duo. Duo looked up at him sadly. “Are you really going to kill me?” he asked softly.

“Not if you don’t want it,” Heero answered softly as he let his hand drop. He went over to Duo and hugged him close, pressing a kiss to the other’s head. “Baka…why did you get caught?” he whispered and Duo stared ahead in shock. Heero had never shown him affection, much less this! It was as if something had seriously changed in Heero and he was more open or something.

‘Maybe Quatre’s right. Maybe we’re all realizing how much we need each other,’ he thought then looked up as Heero put Duo’s arm around his shoulders. “Thanks for helping me out, Heero,” he said softly and smiled when Heero smiled down at him. They grabbed the guns and went to the doorway. “Got an idea on how to escape?"

“I wasn't planning an escape, but then again, you always seem to make me overthink things,” Heero said and pushed a detonator and explosives went off farther away, a distraction as they went the opposite way. 

“Always the quiet guys who are the flashiest," Duo muttered and Heero chuckled as they ran.

“I'm not always quiet," Heero retorted and Duo choked a bit at the sexual innuendo there, getting a smirk from Heero. They ran and shot at any resistance as they headed for the mobile suit bay. They set off another couple of explosions to cover them, then arrived at the bay. 

Heero glanced at the Leos and space sleds. He remembered what Kimiko had mentioned and his eyes widened in understanding. “Imouto, you knew it, didn’t you?” he muttered and Duo looked at him in confusion.

“Imouto? What’s that?” Duo asked and Heero shook his head.

“Means little sister in Japanese. You really should expand your vocabulary,” Heero teased and Duo spluttered.

“So I need to learn Japanese now too?! And you have a little sister?” Duo demanded and floated behind Heero as Heero got some Leos set onto the space sleds, then set them to go.

“You’ll meet her soon. Just shut up and get in that shuttle. We’ll be going soon,” Heero said in annoyance as he grinned before pulling on a space suit.

“Yea yea, bossy,” Duo muttered before going to the shuttle. He readied the shuttle as Heero tricked the mobile dolls into attacking the unmanned Leos and then attacking the astro suits. He really had to admit that Heero was pretty smart and, as they flew off, Duo sighed as he grinned at Heero. But then he sobered. “My Gundam is still there. I need to destroy it,” he said sadly.

“The Gundams are worthless right now,” Heero said flatly, but Duo could hear the sadness in the tones. “We need to figure out another way. The doctors who built the Gundams are all with OZ now,” he added as he flew them to the colony that he was staying at. Duo growled a bit, but remained silent. There wasn’t much more to say. Heero knew what he had to do.

Once there, he took Duo to his apartment, where he found his twin cooking. He smirked as Duo stared at Kimiko in shock. “Imouto, come meet Duo,” he said and she turned to them as she tossed the stirfry.

“Duo Maxwell, pilot of Deathscythe. It’s a pleasure to finally meet you,” Kimiko greeted the braided hair man as she put the wok back on the burner and went to them.

“Are you two like…twins?” Duo squeaked out and Kimiko and Heero chuckled.

“Aaa, we are. Come on, let’s get you fixed up while she makes dinner,” Heero said, leading the way to the bedroom. 

Duo followed Heero contemplatively, then sat down and stripped off his shirt. He blinked as Heero gave him a long shirt to put on, so he stripped all the way. He stopped when Heero put a hand on his shoulder and looked up at the other pilot. Heero leaned in suddenly and brushed their lips together in a tender kiss. “Duo, I’m sorry for being a jerk on Earth to you. You always had my back…” Heero murmured and Duo sighed into the kiss.

“You’re you, Heero. I forgave you a long time ago for your prickliness. I just figured the inside was super warm if you were so prickly,” Duo purred and Heero chuckled as he straddled Duo’s lap.

“Wanna find out?” Heero purred and they chuckled as they kissed deeply. But then they grew serious as their kiss became passionate. “Duo…a lot changed and I realized something…” he whispered as they panted together while Duo removed Heero’s clothes.

“What’s that?” Duo murmured as he stroked his fingers over Heero’s body before dipping into Heero’s hole, pushing in. 

Groaning as he arched softly, Heero pushed back. “That the only ones I want to be with are the ones at my side as Gundam pilots,” he whispered before kissing Duo again. He rocked as he was stretched by Duo’s fingers before reaching back and pulling Duo’s fingers free. He leaned up then and pressed Duo into him, groaning deeply. 

“Ah gods, Heero…you feel so good,” Duo moaned as he thrust up a bit, but then winced.

“Lie back. I’ve got this,” Heero whispered and Duo did as he was told and lay back as he watched Heero ride him. Heero let his head fall back as he arched, thrusting and rocking on Duo as they panted together. “Duo…gods, you feel so good too…” 

They didn’t say anything more as Heero did most of the moving, but as they got closer to their edge, Duo gripped Heero’s hips and began thrusting up hard and fast. Heero gasped and arched as he met the thrusts, but then shattered as he climaxed, followed swiftly by Duo. He shuddered and jerked in pleasure as he was filled before gently falling forward so he was braced above Duo. 

They kissed tenderly before Heero sat up and removed Duo from him. He then placed a soothing painkiller gel on the bruises that were showing up on Duo’s stomach and ribs, earning a soft hiss from Duo. “Do you hurt?” he asked softly before he wrapped the bruised ribs and stomach.

“Nah. I’m way too relaxed now,” Duo retorted and they chuckled softly at his joke. “I didn’t know you bottomed?” he teased and Heero smirked as he stretched a bit, almost showing off for Duo, who eyed him appreciatively.

“I didn’t know you topped,” Heero retorted and smirked at Duo.

“I switch, but I do like to top when I have an amazing partner who enjoys bottoming,” Duo replied warmly and Heero smiled softly. Duo looked away as he smiled fondly. “You and Quatre so far. Quatre is so warm, just like you,” he said softly, his eyes then becoming worried.

“He’s safe, you know.” Duo looked up and Heero nodded. “Kimiko made sure he made it safely to his home colony. He’s safe,” Heero added and Duo sighed softly. “It was Trowa for me,” Heero said as he put the medicine away then pulled on his clothes. “He…gave me that safe place and…I didn’t know how much we both needed the intimacy,” he added softly and Duo nodded in complete understanding.

“Trowa…How is he?” Duo asked as he sat up and pulled the long t-shirt on. He winced a bit, but he folded his legs as he sat on the bed, just watching Heero.

“He’s very good,” Heero replied with a grin and Duo laughed, then hissed in pain.

“Ah, pervert! You know what I mean!” Duo retorted as he winked.

“He’s infiltrating OZ at Kimiko’s direction currently. I’m going to leave for Lunar Base in the morning to either take out the engineers or steal some new mobile suits,” Heero replied as he sat next to Duo. “Ready for some food?” he asked.

“Hell yea…oh hell no! She heard everything just now, didn’t she?!” Duo said, aghast. “Ah fuck fuck fuck, I’m never gonna be able to face your sister!” he declared in mortification. 

“Duo.” Duo quieted at Heero’s serious tone and he looked at his lover. Heero looked at him seriously. “A few years back, she was raped in front of me. A lesson to do our training and to not let compassion get in the way of our jobs. I thought she had died, my little sister, all those years ago,” he said softly as he looked down and Duo’s eyes widened in shock. “I vowed to win this war to get my sister back, but maybe it was something else too. Ever since…well ever since I opened up to you and then later to Trowa more intimately, my emotions have been balancing out. She has…also become more balanced. I want you to know her as well as me and maybe we can all…survive this war and live normal lives,” he explained and then gazed up at Duo. “Is that stupid?”

“Not one bit. We all could use a good reason to survive, don’t you think?” Duo said as he smiled and laced their fingers together. His smile dropped then. “But seriously dude…how am I gonna face her after we just had sex?” he muttered and Heero laughed before standing and leading Duo out to the main room where Kimiko was setting up dinner. She tilted her eyebrow at them both and Heero just shrugged.

“Get it out of your system?” she asked wryly and Duo spluttered and choked.

“Not really, but we’ll be good,” Heero retorted and Duo coughed harder as he blushed bright red, hissing at Heero to shut up. 

“Don’t worry, Duo. I won’t be here for too long. I got a strange report that Wufei has shown up around Barge and that things are acting up at Colony 4,” Kimiko said solemnly and they both looked at her at her brusqueness. “Plus I need to check on some things I’ve got going on with another couple of projects,” she added before serving them up her fried rice.

“Anything serious?” Heero asked quietly before sitting down and starting to eat.

“No, just detail oriented. So be careful on Lunar Base, ok? And Duo, I will check in on you, ok?” Kimiko said before going to get her things, surprising them.

“Wait, you’re not going now, are you?” Duo asked in surprise as Heero watched her silently.

“Three’s a crowd,” Kimiko said, then stopped as Duo grabbed her hand gently. “Duo…”

“When was the last time you got to sit with your brother and have a meal?” Duo asked gently and she looked at him sadly. “You don’t have to leave because we got intimate. I’m too injured to mess around much more than that, so…just stay, ok? He’s sad you’re going and I just met you and I want to get to know you,” he added and she looked down.

“Onegai, imouto?” Heero asked softly and Kimiko sighed before nodding and going back to the table. Duo sat down across from them both and they set into the food, eating as they talked about various things. Duo was able to tease out of them what their training had been like and then more small talk, like about favorite music and the like. 

By the time they had finished and the dishes were being put away, Kimiko had relaxed and Heero was smiling softly. But she still had to go, so she kissed them both on the cheek before leaving. Heero looked at Duo silently as Duo got up to sit by the window.

“I get now why you are doing it, Heero," Duo said quietly and then looked over as Heero went over to him. He tilted his head back as Heero leaned over him and brushed their lips together. “We six have only each other and… it's worth it,” he said softly and Heero nodded before kissing Duo again.

"Just don't have sex with her while I'm around, k?” Heero murmured and Duo laughed.

"This might surprise you, but I didn't think I was bi until I got to know her. I thought she was basically a female you. But damn, she's got her own thing,” Duo retorted and Heero grinned. Duo put up his hand before running it into Heero's hair.  "But I promise not to do anything with her unless she wants it and you aren't around. Don't want to double up on traumatizing you guys," he said with a leer.

“Baka," Heero growled as he grinned before kissing Duo hard.

“You keep calling me that!" Duo protested then groaned as Heero cupped his crotch. “Damn, you’re forward. Is that another Japanese term I should learn?” Duo asked and groaned as he pushed into the hand that was kneading him.

“Means idiot, which you can be,” Heero murmured and Duo chuckled softly before kissing Heero and pulling him down onto Duo’s lap. 

“I’ll learn some more so you can stop insulting me in terms I don’t get. But for right now, I’m gonna fuck you so you remember even more just what you’re fighting for,” Duo growled and Heero moaned in anticipation. He pushed his hand down Heero’s pants in the back and pushed a finger in. “Still nice and stretched…how about that? Just begging for my cock, I think,” he purred and Heero shuddered.

“You talk way too much,” Heero growled before kissing Duo hard. Duo laughed as he pushed Heero’s pants down and moved them so Heero was on his stomach, ass up as they kissed hungrily.

“Yea, maybe I do. But your cock twitching shows you really like it when I talk dirty,” Duo purred and Heero grunted and gasped as he ducked his head while Duo pushed his cock deep into him. “I know you did the work last time, but I really want to give this to you,” he added as he nuzzled Heero’s cheek. 

“God, just move. You’re driving me mad!” Heero protested and then groaned as he gripped the seat edge when Duo began thrusting hard, yet slow. He moved his hands up the wall as he arched, taking Duo in deeper and it was all the impetus for Duo to speed up and deepen his thrusts. “Duo hai…motto motto…” he groaned as his eyes fell closed in pleasure.

“Yes more, huh?” Duo purred and grinned as Heero nodded frantically. “As you need,” he whispered before kissing Heero and speeding up. Heero kissed him back desperately, their tongues dueling hungrily as he was pounded into and then he arched sharply as he climaxed. He gasped as Duo’s hand gently wrapped around his neck and he grabbed it, tightening the hold. “Sure?” Duo whispered and Heero nodded again frantically, then gasped as Duo tightened his grip just enough to cut off his air supply to a thin stream. 

Heero clawed at the wall, arching more as Duo pounded faster into him and his eyes fluttered closed as he began to see spots from his air being cut off. He reached back, grabbing hard at Duo’s ass as a thin scream left him and he climaxed hard, immediately followed by Duo as he let his neck go. He gasped for air as he jerked in release before collapsing down, heaving for air as his body tingled with pleasure. He moaned and arched as Duo kissed his neck as they pressed together tightly.

“Why is it that whoever I’m with is suddenly into not so snuggly stuff?” Duo whispered and chuckled as Heero huffed a laugh.

“I…sorry…just…you did that and…suddenly I wanted that so much,” Heero whispered and smiled as Duo kissed him softly. “Not often, but I felt you knew what I would want…” he added and Duo hummed softly in understanding.

“I know a bit about that scene. A lot of my tricks that I turned would pull that shit to feel all manly, but there were some who wanted it done to them,” Duo replied before pulling out of Heero and sitting back, looking away. He looked up as Heero gently touched his hand and faced him. “You did what you could to survive on the streets and one way to get easy money and food was letting a cock shove into one of your holes,” he said bitterly, then sighed as Heero hugged him tenderly. “Don’t worry, I’m clean,” he murmured and smiled as Heero kissed his head.

“Baka…I didn’t even care about that. You don’t have to do that anymore, ok? When you have sex now, it’s with us…with your partners in crime. No one else, ok?” Heero murmured and Duo chuckled as he blinked back the sudden tears.

“When you told me about Kimiko…I understood her even more than you. That first violation, that taking away your innocence so young…it damages you. So I get her…I get you. And I’m going to make sure none of us have to ever be used like that again,” Duo whispered fiercely as he hugged Heero close. 

Heero smiled as he closed his eyes and held Duo to him, agreeing with that vow. He was finding so many more reasons to live, to fight, and to love. And he was glad it was mutual.

*~~**~~*

Kimiko hitched the bags she was carrying up as she got her keys to the apartment out, then went inside. “Duo? What are you feeling for dinner? Duo?” she called out as she put her groceries down. She put them away, her mind elsewhere as she thought over her brother and Trowa’s reports on where they were at in their infiltration. ‘I don’t like this target show that they're doing to get new soldiers. I know Trowa will be fine, but something feels wrong,’ she thought, then finally realized that Duo hadn’t answered her at all. She looked around the apartment, then cursed. He must have gone out!

Grabbing her hat and coat, she ran out as she tucked her keys in her pocket. She’d promised Heero she’d watch over Duo and here she had just lost him! ‘Well he *is* a Gundam pilot,’ she thought grimly. And they hadn’t said he should stay inside. He must have been feeling antsy and gone for a walk. But with those trials coming up, it was dangerous for a known ‘criminal’ of the colonies to be out. She ran, heading for downtown as she saw on the jumbotron the ongoing trials. She came to a stop, eyes wide as the final test was revealed: the destruction of Deathscythe. 

‘No…I have to find him!’ she thought frantically and resumed running. She wanted to cover her eyes and ears to not hear that final hit and the destruction, but it was good she didn’t because she heard his heartbroken cry just as she got near to the crowd. She ran to him and grabbed him, hugging him tightly as she buried his face in her shoulder. “Don’t look, don’t listen to anything but my voice, Duo. I have you…I have you…” she whispered and she felt her throat close at the tears that threatened as she saw the sorry state Deathscythe was in.

“He was my partner…” Duo whispered brokenly as his shoulders shook with his sobs and Kimiko closed her eyes as she put her hand on his head and hugged him tighter. He hugged her just as tightly as he wept softly and she eventually guided him back to their temporary home. She took him to the bedroom and removed his coat and shirt, then sat him down and removed his boots so he could lay down. She tucked him in, but he grabbed her hand gently as he gazed away from her. “Could you…stay? I really don’t want to be alone right now,” he whispered thickly and Kimiko’s heart went out to him.

She sat on the edge of the bed as she held his hand and patted it. “I’ll be here as long as you need me, Duo,” she said gently and smiled as he turned his face to her bleakly. “And I will find out what happens to Deathscythe so you can keep in the loop, ok?” she added as she reached up and wiped away his tears gently.

He reached up as his eyes closed and held her hand to his face. He tugged on her other hand and she laid out next to him, holding him as he turned into her hold and wrapped his arms around her while burying his face in her shoulder. He shuddered as she stroked gentle fingers through his hair, massaging his head comfortingly. He fell asleep in her arms and she just held him. She knew his heart was breaking and it would heal. Things could wait since she couldn’t do anything more at the moment.

*~~**~~*

Trowa closed his eyes as he sat in his quarters. He had succeeded in getting in and promptly had had to defend against Heero, who had also infiltrated the base. Now, Heero was in a cell and he was an OZ soldier. ‘This is a mess,’ he thought, then rolled his eyes. ‘It’s also exactly to plan,’ he realized and sighed as he ran his fingers through his hair. He had been a bit surprised at his reaction to seeing Heero and Heero had also reacted a bit, but they had hidden it before anyone else saw it. Currently, he wanted to go to Heero, but he resisted. He had to do a quick search. He found the plans and saw what the engineers had hidden from Une: they were almost complete system wise and were meant to be opposites. 

So he had to figure out a way to get Heero by his side on any test runs so they could talk unmonitored. He’d rather find a way so they could be totally alone, but that wasn’t happening. But he knew that Heero and he could plan things pretty quick. Closing the search, he laid out and sighed. ‘Ah, Heero…I need you right now and I can’t have you. Did Kimiko find you? I hope she’s ok as well,’ he thought before drifting off.

*~~**~~*

Heero sighed as he relaxed his head back and opened his mind to his twin. /Kimiko, I’m in the base and met up with Trowa already. Those new suits are interesting. You’d get a kick out of them,/ he sent and she chuckled through their mental link.

/Aaa, I’m sure. I’m here with Duo. He saw what was done to Deathscythe and he’s pretty upset,/ Kimiko replied and Heero sighed sadly.

/That was Trowa. He had to do it to get in, or at least that’s what I’m guessing. Une was singing his praises pretty hard,/ he explained and he could all but feel her grimace. /He’ll be ok as long as you are close by. For all his saying he can go solo, Duo needs people for those other emotions,/ he said sadly. 

/Aaa I know. He’s a kind hearted person who has some sharp edges. Ah, I think he’s waking,/ she said and he could almost feel her blush.

/Getting snuggly and handsy?/ he asked in amusement. Their connection was abruptly cut as she gasped and he chuckled and shifted a bit, slightly turned on. He hoped Duo wouldn’t push her too far. Their way of dealing with trauma had been to shut it away. He wasn’t sure how she’d react to sexual advances. But he knew Duo would never ever hurt her. So all he needed to focus on was his next steps.

*~~**~~*

Kimiko bit a moan off as Duo’s hands gently stroked along her sides as his mouth suckled and licked at her neck. Oh he was good…but was he dreaming about Heero? She should put a stop to it and…

She moaned deeply as he fondled her breasts as he licked up to her mouth. Nope, he knew who he was with and he was definitely awake. “Duo…” she managed before he kissed her hungrily as he wrapped his arms around her, holding her close as they kissed. She moaned quietly again as her arms slowly wrapped around his head and shoulders and their tongues twined slowly. 

He nuzzled her neck after breaking the kiss, then rolled onto his back, pulling her with so she was on top of him. “Forgive me, Kimiko. I know what happened to you. I just…needed that intimacy and you felt so warm and safe…” he whispered into her neck tenderly. 

“Oh Duo…” Kimiko’s eyes softened and she shifted down to kiss him softly as their bodies lined up intimately. “That was years ago. I dealt with it in my own way. If you need intimacy…I’m not my brother, but I can be a substitute,” she whispered tenderly as she cupped his face.

“You’re not a substitute, Kimiko…you’re a part of it,” Duo whispered as he held her close and they kissed again. His hands rubbed down her back to cup and gently knead her ass before sliding up under her shirt. She gasped into his mouth in pleasure as her legs parted and she straddled him, rubbing against him as he stroked her back. She broke their kiss and leaned up and sat back before pulling off her t-shirt and bra. He cupped her breasts, fondling and molding them before she leaned down and kissed him again. She reached between them and unbuttoned and unzipped his pants before pushing them out of the way enough for his cock to come out. 

He groaned and rocked into her hand as his hand moved down to fondle her ass again before she sat up and pushed her pants and underwear down enough to not impede her and she sat on him slowly, taking him into her body. “Ah Duo…you are a much better fit than those assholes…” she groaned and he snorted.

“Damn skippy I am…whoever did that to you, I’ll kill ‘em for hurting you,” he growled as he pushed up into her and sighed as she moaned and arched above him. “You keep amazing me, Kimiko,” he said as they started moving together. “Do I need a condom?” he whispered and she shook her head. 

“I took that out of the equation a long time ago after the rapes. It was a distraction, but also since they didn’t stop after the initial rapes, I wanted to make sure no kid came of their evil. I’m sorry, Duo,” she explained as she moved on him and he shook his head.

“You did what you needed to do to protect yourself. Kids aren’t important to me, not in this day and age. But I didn’t want you to feel insecure,” he whispered as he panted and thrust a bit harder into her.

“You definitely don’t make me feel insecure. You make me feel full and filled with pleasure, Duo,” Kimiko whispered and gasped as he thrust faster into her. “Oh Duo…” she whimpered and he growled as he gripped her hips and moved harder in her. She braced herself on either side of him, her panting growing erratic as he moved them to their peak. She gritted her teeth as he pounded into her, then suddenly gasped in shock as her body jerked and writhed hard above him.

‘Was that the first time she’s climaxed!?’ he thought, then lost the ability to think as he thrust a couple more times before filling her with his seed as he fell as well. “Shit!” he gasped out in pleasure as he arched, pulling her hard onto him to get as deep as he could and she moaned as she shuddered on him. She collapsed onto him as they panted for air and he held her close as he thrust gently, teasing her as she shivered and shuddered in the aftershocks. 

“I…had heard of women having physical responses…but I didn’t know it could be that intense,” Kimiko whispered and Duo pressed a kiss to her sweaty head.

“Yea, that’s consensual sex and lovemaking. Rape is all about the damn rapist,” he said as he rubbed her back tenderly.

She leaned up and kissed him softly for a bit before sitting up and pulling off of him and standing. “You rest. I’m going to make some dinner, ok?” she said as she straightened her clothing and pulled her shirt back on before tossing her bra towards the laundry basket. She glanced at him and pulled off her pants and panties before pulling on a skirt and if that wasn’t a blatant invite, Duo didn’t know what was. She smirked at him as she tossed her clothes into the basket before sauntering out and he flopped back onto the bed.

“Damn. There’s just no drawing a comparison. I think I might just be in love with all three of them…and I haven’t even met up with Trowa or Wufei yet. I hope we survive all of this cuz I’m going to enjoy finding out what joy is like with them,” Duo said softly as he smiled and shook his head. He got up and headed for the kitchen, more than a little at peace for the moment.

TBC

Chapter Text

Title: Mirrored Fates. pt. 7/14

Author: Deathangelgw

Disclaimer: I don’t own them, but I can use them seeeeeee???

Warnings: Hinted past non-con and prostitution, some BDSM.

Rating: NC-17

Pairings: 2xOFC, 2x5, 3xOFC, hinted past 2x4, 3x1 and 2x1

Note: Ok, so honestly, my OFC is throwing me off, but I actually am liking the changes. And I love rewatching the anime. Inspiration to finally finish this! Yay! XD Anyhoo, Enjoy and please review!!

‘thoughts’

/telepathic speech/

Duo looked up as he packed his bag and saw Kimiko watching him with several papers in hand. “Thanks for drawing those up,” he said as she handed them to him. “I need to get on that base,” he said as he put his gun in his waistband before using his shirt to hide it. 

“You sure you don’t need my back up?” she asked as she sat on the bed and he grinned at her.

“Would you have asked that in the past if we were lovers then?” he asked and she smiled at him. “Hey, I’m a Gundam pilot…I got this. I just need you to investigate those strange reports you were getting about some new suit that we don’t know about,” he said before leaning over her and kissing her deeply. “I’m gonna get Heero out and Trowa, ok? Trust me,” he purred against her mouth.

“I trust you, Duo. I don’t trust that unknown bit of info out there or what those damn engineers are up to,” she growled against his mouth. He ran his fingers into her hair and gripped gently, pulling her head back so they could gaze at each other. “I feel something is wrong, Duo. Like there’s been an imbalance in our group and I think it’s Quatre,” she whispered as she panted and he knew she was turned on with how he was holding her. It was something they had discovered by accident and, while he didn’t do it often, to see her arch towards him as he gripped her hair was really turning him on.

“I get it. Find out what you can and get the info to Trowa. He’s going to be your best bet to find out what is wrong and investigate. If what you found out is right, Wufei is also there. That’s four of the six of us that would be on a base building new mobile suits. But you need to stay safe and be our eyes and ears!” he said hoarsely and she closed her eyes as she bit her lip. He tightened his hold, bending her head back a bit more.

“I’ll do what I can, I promise, Duo…” she whispered and he kissed her roughly as he pushed her down and pinned her hands above her head. He kissed and suckled on her neck as his free hand undid his pants and pushed up that damned skirt she just had to wear and he fumbled his cock out before pushing into her. He felt like he was losing it. First with Quatre, then Heero and Heero’s twin. He felt so complete with them and it was mind bending what it made him need to do, both to them and to protect them. 

She cried out as he brought her leg up, letting him deeper into her and he bit her neck roughly as he pounded into her. “Gods, Kimiko…” he growled and she whimpered in pleasure at how raw he sounded. “I don’t want to leave you alone, even though I know you’re capable. More than capable…I gotta do this though…” he panted as he moved harder and faster into her.

“I know…I know…I trust you, Duo…I know you’ll be fine…” she gasped out as her body was jerked rhythmically by his thrusts and he kissed her again as she screamed and climaxed around him. He pulled from her and flipped her onto her stomach before pushing into her again as she grabbed the edge of the bed. “Duo, please…come in me again!” she begged roughly as he thrust hard and fast in her.

“No one else but us will ever fill you again, Kimiko…I promise you,” he snarled and she shuddered under him as he grabbed her hair again roughly and pulled her head back taut. “When this war is done, we’re gonna be together, all of us. We’re all we need and you won’t ever fear others touching you again,” he promised her and she shuddered as she gasped and climaxed hard around him. He groaned as he kissed her hard and jerked into her, filling her with his release as they shuddered together before relaxing down. 

He kissed her neck tenderly as they panted for air and he laced his fingers with her hands, blanketing her with his body as they just shuddered together. This was something else she loved, the secure feeling that he was with her tenderly and not just to use her. He thrust gently into her, smiling as she moaned and whined softly as she rubbed her face into the sheets. “Gonna miss me?” he whispered teasingly and she pushed back into him.

“As much as I’m sure you’ll miss me, but at least you might get to be with one of the others,” she murmured back and pouted, which got him to chuckle before kissing her softly.

“You’ll be fine. Just don’t go wearing skirts in public. No one else touches you but us,” he ordered gently before pulling from her and standing up so he could right his clothes and finish packing. 

“I shouldn’t take orders from you,” she said and he looked over to see her merely leaning up on her elbows and pouting at him, looking debauched with her skirt rucked up and her mouth kiss swollen. “I give you guys orders,” she added as she rested her chin on her fist.

“Do I need to reinforce my order with a few swats?” he asked semi-teasingly and she blushed, but she didn’t hide herself as she gazed at him in defiance. 

She grinned then. “You’ll just have to do that later. You’re running out of time,” she pointed out and he cursed when he saw the time.

“Damnit girl! Did you want to make me miss my shuttle?!” he demanded and she rolled her eyes as she finally turned over and sat on the bed.

“I’m not the one who grabbed my hair!” she shot back and he laughed before grabbing his bag and leaning his head in to kiss her heatedly. “Be safe,” she whispered when he broke the kiss.

“We’ll all come back. I promise,” he said before saluting her jauntily and leaving the room. She followed him out and stood in the living room, watching him leave and he sighed softly as he left. He leaned briefly against the door and looked at the papers she’d drawn up for him. He didn’t want to leave her, just like he hadn’t wanted to leave Quatre or Heero. But their missions weren’t stopping and he had to find out what was going on with Heero and Trowa and see if he could take advantage of anything. When he’d learned that Deathscythe’s remains had been taken to the Lunar base, that was when he had decided he needed to go. 

But he was also worried about her. Their time together had been…probably the most normal thing either of them had had in their lives, but for her especially. There were a few nights when he had held her as she had cried after some forced memory return or something from her training had triggered. 

And he didn’t want to say he had been the only thing keeping her steady, but he had been there to help her through that. And she had also become rather sex obsessed, hence his parting warning and order. He would never forgive himself if she got herself raped just because she wanted that touch. 

‘She’s strong. She’ll be fine. Besides, she has her head on her shoulders and will do what she needs to get our information,’ he thought before he set off for the shuttle port. He had a ship to catch to the Lunar Base. 

*~~**~~*

Kimiko stared in horror at what she had discovered. “What is this system?” she whispered as she looked over the specs for the Gundam that had been very recently built on Colony 4, most likely by the missing Quatre. “It’s like the mobile dolls in that it focuses the pilot on their enemies and not get distracted. The ZERO system…zero distractions, eh?” she murmured, then looked over at the other info about a destroyed colony. “And this beam cannon is enormously powerful. This was built out of rage and guilt,” she decided and touched her head. But she knew she wouldn’t be able to reach Quatre, if it was him. Her telepathy wasn’t that strong for anyone but her twin.

Opening her communicator, she turned on her signal scrambler and connected to Trowa’s private communicator. He popped up immediately and she smiled, relaxing in relief. They hadn’t been able to speak for a while and she had been worried. “Trowa, I’m glad I caught you,” she said quietly and he smiled a bit.

“It’s a bit crowded here with Gundam pilots, but you knew that. Why are you reaching out to me?” he asked gently and she took a deep breath, calming herself as she started sending him the information she had.

“I think Quatre has built a very terrible Gundam and it is already costing a considerable amount of lives,” she explained as he pulled up the info she had sent him. 

“ZERO system? And Quatre is threatening to destroy a colony, you say?” he said in disbelief. “Quatre wouldn't!”

“Grief does strange things. I found out that his father was murdered by OZ when he tried to keep the resource satellite out of OZ’s control. Seeing that firsthand and the cruelty of the blinded colonies may have driven him over the edge of sanity,” Kimiko explained quietly and he looked away in worry. “And this system…it strips away any distractions. So what happens if one blames the colonies for the death of their father?” she said and he gritted his teeth. “I’m sorry, Trowa, but if Quatre has indeed gone mad, he needs to be taken out if you can’t snap him out of it,” she said and he sighed as he relaxed.

“You’re right. I’ll see what is known and get a mission to take me and Heero out there,” he said quietly and smiled sadly at her. “How are you?” he asked gently and she sat up a bit in surprise.

“I’m…well, I guess. I find myself missing all of you, at least those of you I have gotten to know a bit better,” she answered and then blushed. 

“Duo hinted that he was worried about you getting into naughty trouble. Everything ok there?” he asked gently and she chuckled as she blushed. 

“When you see him, tell him I’m obeying his orders. What about you guys?” she asked as she squirmed a bit and his smile turned into a knowing smirk. 

“Well, we’re not having any orgies, if your mind went there. We are…getting closer. Wufei has relaxed around those two and Heero was sharing with me some of the things that they had talked about privately. I think we’re all coming to the same conclusion and it’s giving us something to really work towards,” he said quietly and she smiled.

“And what’s that?” she asked tenderly.

He gazed at her in silence, then smiled. “That we need to survive so we can have our own peace together,” he finally said and she sighed shakily at the feeling that released in her chest. “I’m glad I got to see you again, Kimiko. Don’t worry, I’ll find out what’s going on,” he said and she nodded a bit. “Be safe,” he said and she smiled before disconnecting them and laying her head back on the chair back. 

She rested only for a moment before getting up. She packed her laptop and a bag of clothes before leaving. She had to get to her secret shuttle so she could meet up with Peacemillion. She had a very bad feeling she was going to need to move and fast or someone else was going to die.

*~~**~~*

Trowa faced his fellow Gundam pilots after calling for Heero to join him on the mission to get to Quatre. He tried not to smirk as Duo protested huffily and faced him, telling Heero to stay seated. This was his opportunity to pass along the information he had, so he punched Duo lightly, but he faked it to make it look like he did more damage and he dropped the data projector in Duo’s arms. He then whispered, “Kimiko says she’s following your orders and is being good. I think she misses us.” 

Duo coughed and then winked at Trowa as Trowa straightened and Trowa fought to not smirk back. He hadn’t slept with Kimiko or Duo, but they were both people he trusted and knew it probably would eventually happen. But the message was given. She was safe and the information shared was sound. He nodded at Wufei and then walked out as Heero followed. He would brief Heero on the way.

*~~**~~*

Duo chuckled as he took the data projector as Wufei commented about Trowa. “Nah, he’s good. Just told me that our informant is still safe and sound. He didn’t hurt me,” he said before clicking the projector on. “And he gave us a gift,” he added and Wufei grinned as they looked at the plans for their new Gundams. “Damn that’s a beautiful sight!”

“So who’s the informant?” Wufei asked softly as they sat down close to each other and looked at the plans together. 

“Heero’s twin sister, Kimiko. You’ll like her. She’s like Heero except with boobs and a bit more smiles,” Duo said and laughed softly as Wufei blushed brightly. He brushed his shoulder against Wufei’s and smiled as Wufei pressed closer to him after a second. It had taken them all a while, but they had all opened up to each other in the dark. Wufei was indeed just like them, especially in regards to their need to feel like they belonged somewhere and/or to someone. “We’ll get out of here, Wufei, and then we can start towards ending all of this so we can be together,” he said quietly as he rested his head against Wufei’s.

“I want a big library and a garden,” Wufei murmured and Duo grinned widely.

“That sounds really nice,” Duo agreed softly as he thumbed through the plans. “I’d love to get my hands dirty growing things instead of destroying them,” he said and Wufei nodded against his head.

“Have you…slept with the others?” Wufei asked hesitantly and Duo let out a soft breath as he smiled.

“Gonna call me a slut if I say yes?” he asked teasingly, though he was somewhat serious.

“No. Just…this feeling I have around you guys. I only felt that with my wife. Like…I belong with you guys. I’m…just afraid that you all might die like she did,” Wufei admitted and Duo sighed sadly. They knew about Wufei’s dead wife since they had talked about how they had come to be Gundam Pilots. 

“Well if that ain’t an unlucky stamp,” Duo said as he sat up and turned to look at Wufei. He leaned his head in and rested it against Wufei’s forehead. “Wufei, we’re fighting to get the chance to live a peaceful life together. I don’t know if your wife would like you clinging to your guilt about her death just so you could deny yourself some happiness,” he said gently and Wufei smiled at him somewhat. He cleared his throat then and sat up, grinning as Wufei smirked at him. “Anyways, I have slept with Quatre, Heero, and Kimiko, yes. Were they amazing? Oh very much yes. Will I do it again? Any chance I can. Do I want to be with you? Hard to say. Do you want to be with me?” he asked and answered and tilted his head as he watched Wufei, who was blushing brightly just then.

Wufei fiddled with his manacles a bit before he looked back up at Duo. “I…do, actually,” he said softly, then smiled as Duo grinned at him. “To be honest, I guess I have been curious. And getting to know all of you, seeing your fighting spirits and how…how beautiful you are…” Wufei trailed off shyly and glanced away.

“You’re making me blush and hard at the same time. That’s not an easy thing to do since I’m usually shameless,” Duo said lowly and Wufei blushed brightly again. He scooted closer to Wufei and then moved to straddle Wufei as he put his arms around Wufei’s neck. “How about this, since I doubt you ever did anything with a guy. Let’s make out for a bit and you tell me how you feel?” he suggested softly and smiled as Wufei gazed at him with a small smile. He brushed his lips gently over Wufei’s and smiled as Wufei brought his cuffed hands up to clutch at Duo’s shirt front. Their mouths molded together for a bit before opening and deepening into a deeply tongued kiss. 

Wufei moaned softly and Duo pressed their lower bodies closer together, rocking gently against the hardening bulge there with his own hardness as their kiss got more passionate. He moved a bit harder as Wufei began to respond, rocking to meet him as their kiss shifted to Wufei kissing Duo’s neck and suckling there. “Ah gods, Wufei…I wish we could do more,” Duo whispered breathlessly and Wufei moaned a bit as they rocked harder together. Duo used his body to press Wufei back onto the step, using his own manacled arms to make sure Wufei didn’t hurt himself and they rocked hard and fast against each other as their mouths found each other again.

They both jerked and stiffened as they came in their pants, shuddering in pleasure as they panted in each others’ mouths. “Duo…” Wufei whispered faintly and licked at Duo’s open mouth.

“You really are amazing, Wufei,” Duo purred and they chuckled softly before sitting up and parting a bit. 

“We’re gonna have stiff clothing,” Wufei commented with a grimace and Duo snorted.

“I’ll blow you next time then,” he promised and chuckled as Wufei blushed brightly. “You really are adorable, Wufei,” he teased before being pulled closer for a hungry kiss. He smiled in the kiss and sighed softly. Now they just had to escape!

A couple of hours later they got their chance as, after Tubarov tried to kill them off with suffocation, someone opened their door and the two Gundam pilots escaped. They headed for the area their Gundams were being worked on. Duo looked up at Deathscythe, then over at Wufei. They had removed their cuffs a while back, so he floated over and grabbed Wufei. “Wufei, do you know where you’re going?” he asked softly and Wufei wrapped his arms gently around Duo’s waist.

“My home colony. I have resources there and…I need to work through some stuff,” Wufei answered and Duo nodded in understanding. 

“I worked for a salvage garage on my colony, so that’s where I’m going. We’ll meet up again soon, yea?” Duo said gently, then sighed softly as he was kissed by Wufei.

“You have a promise to keep,” Wufei murmured against his mouth and they smiled together. “Be safe,” he said gently and Duo nodded.

“You too, Wufei,” he said and they parted before going up to their Gundams. With a great many explosions, they parted ways and escaped after taking out most of the mobile dolls. Duo headed for the colony that he had been staying at with Kimiko, but he had a feeling she wasn’t there, which was proven right when he went to their apartment and saw it was vacated. Nodding, he headed for his home colony and the salvage company. He knew what he needed to do to finish up his Gundam.

*~~**~~*

Trowa stared at his screen in shock after Quatre shot him with his beam cannon. “Quatre…what’s wrong with you?” he whispered as Kimiko’s warning floated in his mind again. ‘Has he gone mad with grief and revenge?’ he wondered in dismay.

“Trowa, tell the others to stay away. I need to destroy all of the weapons that are accumulating in space. And the colonies…they’re getting those weapons, so I have to destroy them too. So stay out of my way, ok?” Quatre said in a nearly dead voice. “Or else I’ll kill them.” Heero suddenly flew in and Quatre snarled. “I warned you to stay away, so why didn’t you listen to me!?” Quatre cried as he fired again, but this time at the Mercurius as it flew in, blocking the blast. 

“Quatre, you’ve lost it and I’m going to stop you, even if that means killing you,” Heero said quietly as his shield powered to stand by. 

“Heero? Why are you protecting the colonies!? They’ve betrayed us and want nothing but war!” Quatre cried and Heero swooped in with his laser sword, knocking Quatre’s beam cannon away.

“They might have betrayed us, but they will learn the error of their ways. How many do you have to kill before you release your grief?” Heero asked quietly as he attacked Quatre, who pulled out a beam saber as well.

“This isn’t grief!! This is taking out my enemies! And I don’t want you guys as my enemies!” Quatre cried as his voice cracked with emotion. “I-I love you guys…please! Don’t make me kill you too!” he pleaded as his calm cracked with desperation.

“Then power down and come with us,” Heero ordered sternly as he floated back.

“I can’t do that, Heero. There’s a colony that needs to be destroyed,” Quatre whispered before Wing Zero suddenly moved and he grabbed his cannon before taking aim. He fired and Heero reacted as he activated his shield to block as much of the hit as he was pushed into the colony. 

Heero managed to push out of the debris as blood trailed over his face from the head injury he took. He gritted his teeth, then stopped as he sensed something. /Kimiko? Are you nearby?/

/Aaa! Stop him so I can get through to him!/ she called back and he growled in determination.

But Quatre fired again at Heero and he watched the beam approach grimly, unable to get his shield back up. But suddenly, the Vayeate flew in and took the hit, damaging it to the point where it was set to explode. “Trowa! Get out of there!!” Heero cried, his eyes wide in rising horror. ‘No! Trowa no!!’ his heart wailed as Trowa flew the Vayeate up and away. 

“Heero, I’m glad I got to be with you. Quatre, listen to me. I know that what the colonies have done to us isn’t right or fair. They’ve made us obsolete almost. But we have always wanted peace. I want you to return to your kind self so we can finish this war and all be together, living that life of peace and freedom we so desire…together. Always together…” Trowa whispered gently and Quatre wailed a bit before Mercurius grabbed him.

“No, save Trowa, Heero! Save him!!” Quatre screamed as he tried to take off to save Trowa. But Heero flew him into the airlock and slammed them into the wall as Trowa flew farther away to safety. “We have to save him!!” he screamed as Heero flew into him again, pushing him into the wall as the airlock closed.

The colony shuddered though as an explosion shockwave rocketed out. Heero clenched his eyes shut on his tears as his shoulders shook. ‘Trowa…Trowa…’ “He’s dead, Quatre. Because of you and your lack of faith in us…in all of our love for each other, he’s dead! And I’m going to kill you because you’ve gone crazy!” he snarled as his voice cracked with his grief before he attacked Quatre again, slashing his beam saber into Wing Zero’s shield.

“Then kill me and go save him!” Quatre pleaded as he blocked the beam saber. But the beam saber blew up and the resulting blowback sent Heero crashing into the wall. 

Grunting in pain as he was slammed again, Heero felt his world blacking out as tears streaked his face. “I’ll…stop you…” he whispered before falling unconscious.

Quatre stopped and stared, stunned. “Heero? Heero!!” he cried and he flew his Gundam to the Mercurius in fear that he had lost another one he cared for. But the haze he had been was broken as he exited and flew to the other mobile suit, gently bringing Heero out. Tears rolled down his face in remorse when he saw the grief on Heero’s face and he hugged Heero to him. “I’m sorry…I’m sorry, Heero…” he whispered tearfully and didn’t fight as OZ troops entered and took them back to the Lunar Base.

*~~**~~*

Kimiko gasped as she saw the Vayeate explode. ‘Trowa?!’ she thought, then felt her twin’s anguish. “Trowa!” she cried, then flew Deathangel into the debris. She searched frantically, then stopped as she saw the astro suited figure. She flew over, then exited, careful of the debris as she floated to his side. “Trowa…Trowa, can you hear me?” she whispered as she gently grabbed him. But he didn’t respond, though his suit showed he was still alive. She flew him back to her Gundam, then went to the nearest colony, where she put her Gundam into stealth mode and then left to take Trowa into the colony, her bag on her back. 

She snuck in with him and stripped off their suits before sneaking out and dodging the OZ soldiers. She took them in and found an apartment in the colony. She paid for the next couple of months and took Trowa inside to take care of him. She stripped him to his boxers and put him on the futon that she found and pulled out one of her sweatshirts. She placed it on him, then went out to get some supplies. 

She returned an hour later with groceries, a large quilt, and a pillow, which she put to use immediately. She covered Trowa with the quilt, then braced his head on the pillow. She then began checking his injuries, taking care of his head wound first. She then checked for broken bones (none) or bruising (a little around the ribs) and treated those. Finally, she got him to drink down a bottle of water before tucking him in. 

She made some dinner and watched over him, sitting by him in vigil as she waited for a sign that he was ok while sending a report to the old foxes in the hope that Heero and Quatre at least had survived and would get the report. He woke a few hours later finally, a soft moan leaving him as he looked around. He looked up at her. “Kimiko?” he whispered faintly. “Are you dead too?” he asked in confusion.

“Baka…you’re alive. I’m just glad I got to you quickly,” Kimiko whispered gently as she turned to him. She took his hand when he raised it and smiled at him. “There are going to be some relieved folks to see you alive,” she said thickly. 

“You were worried?” Trowa asked in surprise and she laughed a bit before letting his hand go and bringing over some food for him. She sat behind him and held him up as she fed him. “I can feed myself,” he murmured, though he didn't stop her. 

“I’m sure you can, when your hands stop shaking,” she whispered tenderly and he looked down to see that his hands were indeed a bit shaky. She put aside the food and laced their fingers together, hugging him close as they closed their eyes. “We almost lost you. If I wouldn’t have already been on the way…” she trailed off and buried her face in his back.

“We barely know each other,” Trowa said gently, though he held her arms close and relished being with her. 

“I think we know each other better than you think,” she replied and he sighed as he smiled. She looked up at him and he turned and pulled her onto his lap before kissing her softly. “Your injuries,” she whispered in his mouth and he hugged her closer. 

“I’m fine. I just need a little reminder that I’m alive,” Trowa murmured before kissing her again and he turned them so she was on her back with him between her legs and on her. He pulled her shirt and bra off, then her pants and underwear before kicking off his underwear. “Thanks for stripping me down,” he teased and she laughed before pulling him to her and kissing him again as he thrust into her. They moved slowly together, moaning and whispering to each other as they laced their fingers together above her head. Their mouths brushed and molded together before their desire encouraged them to speed up until he was pounding into her wildly. She gasped and arched as she climaxed around him, but he kept moving, his mouth moving to her neck as she jerked and writhed under his moving body.

She didn’t take long to climax again as he kept her body ramped up and he joined her as he groaned in pleasure, filling her with his release as he jerked and arched above her. He lowered down slowly and kissed her softly as they rocked together, the aftershocks making them tremble and gasp with pleasure. But he eventually stilled and they made out as they relaxed, arms stretched overhead, fingers locked together, bodies melded into one long line of pleasure. They resumed and made love for a couple more hours before he finally spooned up behind her as they collapsed into a sated sleep. He was glad to be alive and she was grateful she had made it to him in time.

TBC

Chapter Text

Title: Mirrored Fates. pt. 8/14

Author: Deathangelgw

Disclaimer: I don’t own them, but I can use them seeeeeee???

Warnings: Boys rubbing against boys? Is that a thing?

Rating: R

Pairings: random. 1x4x1

Note: Before you question about Trowa, be patient. XD Anyhoo, Enjoy and please review!!

‘thoughts’

Quatre and Heero walked silently together as the OZ soldiers kept their guns on them as they went through the Lunar Base. He looked over and saw the Vayeate remains and ran over as he heard Heero block the soldiers from stopping him and knelt at the remains as tears rolled down his face. “Trowa…forgive me,” he whispered, then looked over when he heard one of the soldiers curse before knocking Heero down with the butt of his gun. “Heero!” he cried and ran over to the other pilot, then glared at the cocky soldiers. They were taken into a large room and blinked when they were face to face with the old engineers.

“Well, looks like you two survived. Ready to debrief?” Doctor J said as he smirked and they went over to a couple of consoles. “Tubarov has taken control and turned this base into a mobile doll factory in preparation for Romefeller’s Operation Nova. According to Kimiko, the operation will have mobile dolls landing in ‘trouble’ countries to subdue them. Those two kids, Wufei and Duo, escaped with their Gundams and will most likely be laying low to fix them up. Trowa Barton…he was rescued, but no new information has been given on his status. You can thank your sister for that. She was fast,” he said.

“She was on her way to help stop Quatre. Do you know where they went?” Heero said flatly, though Quatre saw the relief in Heero’s eyes and he felt it too. He was going to owe Heero’s sister so much when they finally met.

“She and Deathangel went into stealth mode near the colony 3 clusters, so most likely there, but I wouldn’t go looking for her. She will lay low and keep sending information as needed as she is the Hub. She did send a message, saying she hoped you both were ok and that she will…ahem…kick Heero’s ass for being lazy,” Professor G said and laughed softly as a grin flashed over Heero’s lips.

“Sounds like her,” Heero murmured as he straightened up.

“She’s loosened up. Thankfully, we don’t need to worry about reconditioning her. I think she’s doing a fine job as she is,” Doctor J said and smirked as Heero sneered at him before going to Quatre and going into another room. 

Quatre put his hand on Heero’s arm as they came to a room with chairs and sat down near each other. “Can you forgive me, Heero?” he asked softly and Heero sighed quietly.

“I understand where you were coming from, but Quatre, where you went was just…” Heero looked at him, then took his hands tenderly. “Quatre, didn’t you want to see us? Be with us? Don’t you feel it…how right we six feel together?” he said gently and Quatre’s eyes welled up with tears.

“Yea, I did! I do! B-But my father…I lost him so senselessly and all the colonies want are weapons and they turned against us and joined OZ! Who…who are our enemies, Heero?” Quatre pleaded, then gasped as Heero pulled him onto Heero’s lap and he hugged Heero as tightly as he was held as he cried softly.

“It’s hard to have kindness in war, Quatre. Our enemies…are whoever will pull us apart and stop us from having our peace, Quatre,” Heero murmured as he cupped the back of Quatre’s neck and rubbed there gently. “Trowa is safe as are Duo and Wufei. Kimiko, my twin, she’s watching over everything, so you need to believe. Believe in us and who we are and what we deserve,” he whispered and Quatre nodded as he sniffled and hugged him tighter.

“Kimiko is amazing. She was there in time…I hope we can see them soon,” Quatre whispered as he sniffled again before leaning back. He smiled as Heero gently rubbed his tears away and he held Heero’s hand to his face as he closed his eyes. 

“Quatre…I wish we had a bit more time and privacy,” Heero whispered tenderly and Quatre smiled as he nodded before leaning in again and resting his head on Heero’s shoulder as he hugged the other pilot, who hugged him in turn. 

But their peace was broken as sounds of fighting echoed around them and the power suddenly was cut. They got up and went back to the main room, listening grimly as they were offered up to the OZ soldiers that had surrounded them. Quatre gazed up at Heero, who smiled just a bit before they went to where the OZ soldiers were waiting for them. They were taken to where Wing Zero was being held and heard the request before Heero jumped up into the cockpit for the testing. Quatre knew why he was doing it, to protect him, but it didn’t sit well. He knew that system was dangerous and didn’t want someone he cared for getting hurt like he had.

As Heero went through the simulation, something changed and Quatre felt it. He looked up in alarm as Zero activated and suddenly moved, smashing the catwalk. “Heero!!” he shouted as the Gundam moved and attacked the nearby Virgo mobile dolls. He ran to the remains of the Mercurius, ignoring the shouts from their guards as he swung up into its cockpit and powered up. He quickly marched over to where Heero was fighting and powered up his shield as he faced Heero. “Heero! You have to stop fighting! This isn’t what you want!” he cried and flinched as Heero sliced at him before he stopped it.

“My enemies are anyone stopping me from the ones I love…” Heero said softly and Quatre felt it. He felt the fear of losing someone, of not getting to have that peace, of never knowing a gentle touch again. He felt all of Heero’s fears and clenched his eyes tightly.

“We mustn’t fight each other!” he whispered fiercely as he reached his mind out and touched Heero’s, breaking through the Zero system’s control. “Heero! We aren't needed to fight in space!! We shouldn't be fighting each other!!”

Wing Zero suddenly stepped back and the cockpit opened as Heero fell out. He looked up in a daze before passing out, overwhelmed. The Mercurius fell backwards and Quatre exited before limping over to Heero. He gently touched his glowing friend’s back and took the glow into himself. “Who are you?” he whispered gently and smiled as he felt her: Kimiko. He knew her mind touch well, for it had soothed him many times. “Kimiko…and another. A girl from Earth?” he murmured, then smiled tenderly at Heero. “Let’s return to Earth, Heero,” he decided softly before gathering Heero into his arms and heading for the shuttle bay. He flew them to earth and landed, but they were captured by OZ soldiers not long after. 

They were treated well and he went to the beach and watched fondly as Heero played with the couple of dogs that had followed them. He was sad as he remembered the tenderness of Kimiko’s mind touch within Heero and felt maybe he had wronged his fellow pilot by coming to Earth instead of trying to find Kimiko and Trowa. He looked over when Heero called to him. “Heero?"

“Do you like animals?" Heero asked as the two dogs barked and whined eagerly.

“I love them," Quatre replied, confused as he unfolded himself.

“I think they want to play more with you than me, Quatre. Animals can sense the kindness in people," Heero said gently and Quatre felt his heart fill with warmth and a feeling he didn't want to name as he gazed at Heero.

He stood and went over to Heero. “Much as I want to play with them… I want to be with you more,” he said softly as he caressed Heero's face tenderly. Heero smiled at him as he touched the hand on his face before guiding Quatre down to straddle his lap before they both laid out, entwined. Quatre sighed softly as they kissed, their mouths molding together before opening and deepening as their tongues twined together.

The two dogs sat near them, watching over their two wards as they made out. Quatre leaned up as their kiss gently parted and he gazed down at Heero. Heero cupped his face as his other hand went between them. Quatre's eyes fluttered closed as Heero opened their pants and pulled the clothes out of the way so their cocks could slide together. He moaned as Heero thrust up a little and he rocked down hard, rubbing them together.

“Oh Heero," Quatre whispered faintly then moaned again as he was pulled into a far more heated kiss. His hands ran into Heero's hair as they rocked and ground against each other and they groaned in rising pleasure. Quatre’s body arched tighter as he moved faster and he panted with Heero. They both jerked hard as they came, swallowing each other's cries of completion as they kissed.

Slowly they came down and clung to each other as they shuddered and jerked in aftershocks. Their kisses became gentle until they parted and Quatre's eyes fluttered closed as Heero caressed his face. “I wish…” he whispered and looked down at Heero again.

"Aaa, I know. We’ll get time soon. In the meantime, we should probably discuss certain things before we go any further,” Heero said gently and Quatre sat back and put himself, then Heero back together before laying down on Heero comfortably again.

“Like what?" Quatre asked softly as he ran his fingers gently through Heero's hair, just enjoying being with him. He sighed happily and pressed closer as Heero wrapped his arms around Quatre. He grinned as Heero kneaded his ass just a bit.

Heero grinned back, but it was a bit nervous. “I…don’t like topping my lovers. I enjoy being a bottom. Duo mentioned that you…were a rather enthusiastic bottom,” he said as he blushed a bit.

Quatre blushed as well, though his grin widened. “Yea, he would say that. Not that he minded, which I’m sure you found out. He claims to be a switch, but he gets that look and then he grabs your hair…” he trailed off as he licked his lips.

“Or your neck…” Heero’s flush deepened and they wiggled against each other in arousal.

“Do you  have a thing about your neck, Heero?” Quatre whispered slyly before leaning in and suckling lightly on Heero’s neck. Heero took a sharp breath as his fingers ran into Quatre’s hair and clenched a bit, causing a shudder to run through the blond. Quatre suckled a little bit harder and Heero groaned as he panted and thrust up into Quatre. “I bet Trowa found this out and would torture you,” Quatre whispered and Heero’s eyes fluttered closed as he panted.

“He…” Heero tightened his hold on Quatre and Quatre panted against his neck as they rocked against each other. “He did like to focus on my neck, but Duo can be rougher,” he whispered roughly and Quatre shuddered again as he nodded. Heero fumbled between them and moved their pants out of the way once more as they rocked together.

“They take care of their bottoms…” Quatre whispered huskily as they rocked harder against each other. They both gasped as they climaxed again, curled into each other as they trembled with their release. He leaned up a bit as he panted and grinned as Heero kissed him hungrily. “I think we’ll be fine,” he whispered into Heero’s mouth and smiled as Heero kissed him again before they relaxed together.

“You don’t mind if we don't go all the way?” Heero murmured as Quatre rested his head on Heero’s chest. 

“I think we have, just in our own way, Heero. I just…want you happy and comfortable,” Quatre replied as he caressed Heero’s chin before tilting his head up to receive Heero’s kiss. “Being intimate doesn’t necessarily mean penetrative sex all the time, at least not to me. I mean, that’s awesome and amazing, but what we did just now…I wouldn’t mind doing it again and again, just to know I made you lose control,” he whispered and Heero chuckled.

“You weren’t so in control either,” Heero teased and Quatre chuckled as he snuggled closer. They rested that way until the sky grew dark and then got up and, after fixing their clothes, went back to the camp with the dogs. They accepted the dinner that the count offered them, but they knew that the hospitality wasn’t going to last.

Later that night, the dogs were the only guards, so they decided to relieve their ‘captors’ of their dangerous presence and escaped, attacking the incoming OZ ships and taking them over. They traveled this way, joining various OZ groups as they fought across Europe, steadily making their way towards the Sanc Kingdom. It wasn’t on purpose, at least not at first, but then Quatre heard of Sanc Kingdom’s stance and knew that they should go there, if only to get a breather and reunite Heero with the girl who had butted into Heero’s life. So they eventually went there and were indeed reunited with Relena Peacecraft, the monarch of the Sanc Kingdom. 

Later that night, after getting settled in their room at the school she was running, Quatre sat next to Heero on his bed and cuddled in. He smiled as Heero held him close as he remembered the last time they could take the time to just cuddle and be together. “Do you feel ok about this?” he asked softly.

Heero hummed a bit, then sighed. “She is…kind and a good person, but she has a bit of an obsession with me, so don’t take it too personal, ok?” he said and Quatre snorted and laughed.

“She can obsess over you all she wants. We know who you belong with. Though I did think it was funny how they thought you are my bodyguard,” Quatre said as he leaned up and grinned at Heero and Heero snorted as he grinned. They kissed softly before settling in together again, relaxing. They could relax for just a bit…just for now. “Heero?"

“Hmmm?" Heero looked at him as he slowly rubbed Quatre's back and the blond sighed happily as he snuggled in.

“Tell me about your sister?" Quatre whispered and smiled as Heero kissed his head.

“Aaa," Heero replied as they relaxed and he started talking softly about his past and his sister. 

*~~**~~*

“Seems there's some suspicious activity outside of the colony." 

Kimiko looked over her shoulder at Trowa as they stood at a public terminal and hacked into the colony defense systems. “I sure hope they didn't find my Gundam," she murmured and smiled as he nuzzled her neck as if they were just a doting couple making plans. She exited out of the hacking program and laced her fingers with his as they headed away casually.

“Do you want to go check?" Trowa asked as he rubbed his head. He had been having headaches and memory lapses, but they couldn't do much more for it. They both were hoping it was just a side effect from the explosion he’d survived and nothing more serious. 

“I don't know if I should leave you alone," Kimiko teased him and he grinned and kissed her hand. “If they have found it, I should lead them away before anyone gets hurt," she added seriously.

“I’ll be fine. We need to protect the colonies or everything we went through is meaningless," he said and she nodded. He pulled her in and kissed her deeply before they parted and she ran for the airlock her Gundam was near.

She suited up and got out to her Gundam just as a bunch of mobile dolls came around the bend. Powering up swiftly, she took off and flew right at the dolls, drawing them away from the colony. She dodged their blasts and took out a couple of the dolls on her way out. She snarled as they tried to hit her, but ended up hitting the colony instead. “You're not aiming!" she shouted as she used her energy sais and sliced through another couple of dolls.

She flew out, hissing as she got hit and knocked around a bit. But then she came to a stop as several Leos and what could only be Quatre's mystery Gundam loomed up in front of her. “Shit…”

"Well well, I wasn't expecting a Gundam pilot to actually be here. I know where 02 is, but this is a different Gundam. Identify yourself,” the leader from Wing Zero said with a sneer.

"Eat me, bitch,” Kimiko retorted, but she didn't move as Wing Zero suddenly pointed its blaster at the colony.

"I know you Gundams are protective of the colonies. So I'm gonna make you a deal. Do what I say and I won't destroy the colony,” the man said nastily and Kimiko gritted her teeth.

"Fine, what do you want?” Kimiko bit out as she clutched at her controls. She had to protect Trowa and the colony.

"02 is being difficult to find, but there had been a report of a Gundam sighting here. So since you were nice enough to come out, I want to use you to get information on this Wing Zero system. Do it and I’ll leave the colony alone. If not, I’ll destroy it easily. And you know that I can,” the man said and Kimiko glared at his face.

“Fine. Set it up. I’ll do your stupid testing,” she growled angrily as she powered down Deathangel and got out. She floated over to the imposing Wing Zero and went in after the man exited. She got in and let him put the sensors on her.

“I didn’t know you were a woman. How come we don’t know you?” he asked in surprise.

“None of your damn business,” she retorted and pushed his hand away. “Back off. The faster this is done, the faster you get out of here,” she snapped angrily and he sneered at her.

“Just run the program. I’ll record the readings,” he said and she flipped him off before focusing. 

She gazed at the program and found her focus narrowing as she attacked, being drawn deeper into her soldier mode. Her eyes narrowed as her mind became blank, plotting out everything mechanically as she went higher in the mode. Her emotions became blank, gray, and she realized who her enemies were. ‘My enemies are those who would take my life or use me,’ she decided and looked up as Zero activated fully, glowing golden around her. She shot at the dolls, destroying them easily and then took out a few of the Leos. She removed the sensors and left Wing Zero, going into her Gundam before flying off towards Peacemillion, easily losing the followers after she shot a few of them into exploding. She had a job to do.

*~~**~~*

Trowa watched Kimiko run off to take care of her Gundam, feeling a bit worried. It’s not that he didn’t think she’d be fine, but they usually would back each other up. But with his Gundam on Earth, he couldn’t help her. Suddenly, the colony was rocked as an explosion hit the colony, blowing up a couple of the buildings. People began running and screaming as another couple of explosions rocked the colony. He turned as well to get to safety, but then was suddenly pushed hard into a wall, knocking his head hard. He passed out and when he came to, things were calmer. He started walking, his mind in a fog as he tried to figure out where he was.

He came to a market area and heard people talking about a Gundam showing up near the colony and it was why there had been explosions. ‘Explosions? Gundam?’ He tried to understand what was being said, but his head hurt so much and he didn’t know who he was or what he was doing. He came to a stop and gazed over blankly as a young woman with shoulder length reddish brown hair stopped in front of him. She looked familiar, but he didn’t know how.

“Trowa! Is that you, Trowa?” the young woman said happily as she held her bags of groceries closer.

He tilted his head. ‘Trowa? Is that my name?’ he wondered, then another name came to him as he gazed at her. “Catherine?” he whispered in wonder before smiling sweetly.

Catherine blinked as she stared at him. “Trowa?” she whispered in worry, then took his hand and brought him back to the circus. He looked around, the place looking familiar. He knew this place. He didn’t know how, but he did. Maybe he could figure out who he was there.

*~~**~~*

Duo sighed as he finally fixed up Deathscythe, even with the interruptions he’d kept getting. That Trant guy had basically grabbed him at beam cannon point and told him to come out to test that Wing Zero Gundam. He’d been upset since ‘the female Gundam’ had destroyed most of his dolls and some of the Leos with him before escaping. Duo was worried about Kimiko, because it had to be her, but the guy hadn’t known where she had gone. 

So then Duo had tested in Wing Zero and it was the worst thing. It made him fearful for Kimiko, Quatre, and whoever else had been in there. It was evil, something that stripped your humanity. He still shivered at what he had seen himself doing with the lack of passion or caring that had come from working in that system. On top of that, a group called White Fang had contacted him to join them in their fight against OZ and Romefeller. But he had put them straight that, unless they knew how to work through the issue that would arrive afterwards, he was just going to fight Romefeller on his own. Well, he planned on finding his loved ones first and joining forces with them.

“Duo? You seem lost in thought?”

Duo looked over and smiled a bit at Hilde. She was a good kid, a bit naive, but she had helped him out quite a bit in fixing up his Gundam. “Ah yea, I was just thinking about a friend of mine. I need to find them and make sure they’re ok,” he said as he tightened the last screw in.

“I can come with you, Duo. Let me help,” Hilde said desperately and Duo shook his head.

“You’ve got your place here. You need to stay away from the fighting. Just live a good life, ok?” he said and smiled at her.

“But…Duo…I…” Hilde glanced away and Duo felt a bit guilty. He knew of her crush on him and, while he hadn’t done anything to encourage it, she had still become a bit obsessed with him.

He sighed as he put his hands on her shoulders. “I’m sorry, Hilde. You’re a good friend, but as for love…we don’t have that. We’re soldiers first and, while my fellow Gundam pilots and I trust each other implicitly, love isn’t in the play right now. We’re working to survive so we can live in peace. Which is what you can do right now and move on,” he said gently and she bit her lip sadly. 

He put his tools away and wiped his hands off before going to take a shower to clean up. He then packed his bag and got into Deathscythe, heading out. He had some people to find.

TBC

Chapter Text

Title: Mirrored Fates. pt. 9/14

Author: Deathangelgw

Disclaimer: I don’t own them, but I can use them seeeeeee???

Warnings: Sap and angst

Rating: PG-13

Pairings: random. 1x4x1

Note: Now it gets interesting! XD Anyhoo, Enjoy and please review!!

‘thoughts’

Heero stared up at his Wing Gundam, smiling a bit, though he still felt off. Something was wrong with his twin and it was translating into his own senses. He heard about the mobile dolls coming, even though the Tallgeese had managed to destroy several of the carriers. He looked over when a hand laced with his own. “I have to go fight,” he said quietly before turning to Quatre. They both ignored Noin, who was watching them sadly.

“Don’t go. Or at least, let me fight with you,” Quatre protested, but he quieted as Heero drew him close and kissed him softly while caressing his face. They kissed for a bit, holding each other close before their kiss gentled and parted. Quatre buried his face in Heero’s shoulder. “I don’t want you to fight anymore,” he whispered and Heero pressed a kiss to his neck.

“I’m fighting so you don’t. You have to be safe so you can find Trowa. That’s how you make up for losing it. You find those we care for…those we love,” Heero whispered gently and Quatre tightened his hold on Heero. “I’ll be fine. I have something to return to,” he added as they leaned back and smiled as he cupped Quatre’s cheek again.

“You better come back,” Quatre whispered as he gripped that hand to his face. 

“I hear that your Gundam is with the Maganacs. You should get it,” Heero commented as he pointed at the information that was coming in. It was most likely from Kimiko, who had been keeping tabs on them. He went over to his Gundam and went up to the cockpit, then looked back down at his lover. “Don’t lose hope, Quatre. I believe in you,” he said tenderly and smiled as Quatre held a hand over his heart as he smiled up at Heero. Satisfied, Heero went into his Gundam and powered up. He had a battle to win.

Quatre watched Heero leave, then went over to Noin, who was watching him neutrally. “How long have you two been…” Noin trailed off as she focused on what she was looking at.

"We all share something special. It's what's giving us the strength to fight. It's why we want the Sanc Kingdom to succeed. I'm going to fight, to realize our dreams of living in peace,” Quatre explained gently and Noin smiled at him. 

“We need to protect Relena-sama," Noin said quietly and they looked over at the white Taurus suits.

“Then I better get out there. I have a feeling I am needed," Quatre said firmly then ran to one of the suits. He needed to back Heero up and protect Relena.

*~~**~~*

Zechs sighed as he walked to the bridge of Peacemillion. He had managed to convince Howard to let him on so he could get some tune ups on the Tallgeese, but he didn't like how it felt like Howard was deferring to someone else. He got on the bridge and went over to the engineer. “Thanks for helping me out," he said in greeting.

“No problem. Though I'm not sure how much we can tune up the Tallgeese. You have basically outgrown it," Howard replied as he looked up at Zechs before glancing over Zechs’ shoulder at someone else.

“I'm not sure what to do. Operation Nova is commencing and I can only do so much,” Zechs said as he scowled. “What of the Gundam pilots? They should join us since we're fighting the same enemy," he suggested and Howard glanced behind Zechs again.

“Three of the pilots are in space. Two are on earth," a young woman's voice said behind him and Zechs turned in surprise to find a young woman who was the spitting image of pilot 01 standing before him. Her hair was longer, pulled up into a high ponytail, but her blue gaze stared at him neutrally. “They have other missions to deal with first before deciding to trust you," she added flatly.

“Kimiko, you're being rude again," Howard commented soothingly and Kimiko glanced at him before shaking her head and walking away.

“Who is she? She is the spitting image of pilot 01," Zechs said softly.

“She's the Hub, Kimiko, pilot of the Deathangel Gundam. She’s Heero Yuy’s twin sister, pilot 01 as you call him. If you want to reach out to the Gundams, she will be your source,” Howard answered darkly and Zechs glanced at him before following after the young woman.

He caught up with her just a bit outside of the bridge and faced her. “Can you help me get a hold of them? Of getting a hold of your brother?” he asked quietly and she looked at him impassively. 

“Heero is busy on Earth with his mission in protecting the Sanc Kingdom. Quatre is with him, but he will be going to get his Gundam shortly. He knows what he needs to do. As for the others…they must lie low for the moment, but I plan on reaching out to them to recall them to Peacemillion. But go ahead and reach out yourself. See how a former OZ officer makes it with them. I don’t care,” she said flatly before turning away. 

“Wait, please…we’re all fighting the same enemy. Why would they not want to join me in this battle?” Zechs asked as he reached for her and placed a hand on her shoulder. She turned back to him and her eyes narrowed warningly. “You have all fought to protect the colonies and to end the oppression of OZ and the Romefeller Foundation. I have joined your cause. Why do you doubt me?” he asked quietly.

“A man who hides behind a mask and changes sides too easily is not trustworthy,” she answered him simply before turning away. She stopped though and turned back to him. “If you want answers, Wing Zero will give them to you,” she said before walking away.

‘Wing Zero? That new Gundam that 04 created? I had heard it was nearby…could it be that simple?’ he thought to himself before turning away. He had to make things work and swiftly.

*~~**~~*

The colony that Duo was at was bustling. He could see reconstruction going on in several areas, repairs from when OZ had gone after ‘that Gundam’. He got snippets of info as he walked in, amused. If they knew another Gundam was hiding outside of the colony, they’d probably lose their shit.

He saw a newsreel about the Tallgeese destroying mobile doll transports that had been descending to Earth earlier that day. The speculation was interesting, but he was grateful to whoever the pilot was for doing that. One commentator was saying it was the Lightening Count, Zechs Merquise. Another was correcting them, saying it was the Sanc Kingdom ambassador, Milliardo Peacecraft.  Duo didn't care either way. He was just grateful that someone was able to do something.

He looked around as he walked, then stopped when he saw a flier for a circus from Earth. ‘Wait… Trowa was using a circus for his cover on Earth. What if he is there again!’ he thought hopefully and started off towards where the circus was supposedly set up. He walked quickly, feeling hopeful and excited. Maybe Trowa knew where Kimiko was!

He got to the area and stopped, his eyes wide with wonder. He’d never really seen a circus up close except through old history vids. It was amazing and loud and he could see why Trowa would hide in such mayhem. He walked along, paying for a ticket to explore the circus as they got ready for their performance that night. He went towards the animals, then stopped and stared. He saw a young man with the distinctive hairstyle of long bangs over his face. His eyes widened as the young man looked over at him and just stared at him. “Trowa…Trowa!” he whispered excitedly and went over to the other young man.

Trowa stared at him in a mixture of confusion, slight apprehension, and without a sign of recognition. Duo slowed down when he saw this and came to a stop near the young man. “Trowa, it’s me…Duo. We’ve been so worried for you,” he said gently and Trowa glanced away in confusion. Slowly, Duo reached out and touched Trowa’s hand. “Trowa, it’s ok…do you remember me?” he whispered tenderly and Trowa looked at him again with a lost look in his eyes. Trowa moved closer and Duo cupped Trowa’s cheek tenderly. “Trowa, it’s ok…just take your time…” he whispered with a small smile and Trowa smiled a bit back at him.

“Trowa! Get back to our trailer!”

A young woman’s voice snapped at them and Trowa flinched as he stepped away reluctantly from Duo. His fingers though laced with Duo’s, shaking, as if he didn’t want to lose that tenuous touch. Duo looked over and saw a redheaded young woman glaring at him. “Wait, please…let me talk to him some more?” he asked desperately as Trowa looked back at him in worry.

“No! Trowa, go back inside! Listen to your big sister!” the young woman replied urgently and Trowa’s eyes filled with sadness before he gently moved away from Duo and went towards the tent.

Duo bit his lip as a mist of tears came to his eyes and he glared at the young woman. “Why?! Please! Let me talk to him some more! We’ve been looking for him!” he said and she moved herself between the tent and Duo.

“I remember you guys…you nearly got him killed! And now he’s forgotten all of you and that’s good! You won’t hurt him again!” she shouted at him.

“I would never hurt him!! He belongs with those he cares for!” Duo shot back angrily and dashed a hand over his eyes, wiping away his tears. 

“On that we agree,” the young woman said softly and Duo stepped back. “His family is here, not with you pilots. Just leave him alone!” she said before turning and going into the tent.

Duo turned, but he didn’t want to leave. He started walking, then went into the big tent for the show. His heart clenched when he saw Trowa’s act, the lithe body flipping easily in the air to balance on the lion’s back. He remembered those stolen moments when Trowa and he had just held each other on the Lunar Base before he had been put in the prison cell with Heero and Wufei. It had been mutual comfort and later, their feelings had grown, just as it had with all of the other pilots. ‘We *are* his family and I will do what I can to remind him of that feeling…’ he thought to himself even as he cheered for Trowa. 

After the show, he wandered among the tents, then came to a stop as Trowa stepped out from the shadows and faced him. He wanted to run to him, to hold him, but he went slowly instead. Trowa reminded him of a wary animal, skittish and ready to bolt. “Trowa…did you come looking for me, just like I came looking for you?” he asked softly and Trowa looked away shyly, his eyes still holding that lost look.

“You…you know me and…I know you. I don’t know how…” Trowa whispered hesitantly, then flinched as he grabbed his head.

Duo moved quickly and gently cupped Trowa’s head. “Don’t think too hard on it. Relax, relax…shh, it’s ok. Yes, we know each other. It’s ok…” he whispered soothingly, then gently guided Trowa to rest his head on Duo’s shoulder. Trowa immediately wrapped his arms around Duo, holding him close. “We’ve all been worried for you. I’m so glad I found you,” he whispered tenderly into Trowa’s ear.

“D-Duo…I remember holding you…” Trowa murmured as he relaxed and snuggled close. “There were…others…like us, right?” 

“Yea, there are. There’s six of us total…can you remember them?” Duo asked gently and smiled sadly when Trowa shook his head against Duo’s shoulder. “That’s ok. I will find them and we can all be together, yea?”

“Together…together…” Trowa mumbled as his arms tightened around Duo, which Duo mirrored. 

“Trowa! Trowa, where’d you go?”

Trowa held tighter to Duo. “I don’t want to lose you again, Duo…” he whispered shakily.

“You won’t. But you should go be with your sister. I will come back and we can talk some more, ok?” Duo said reassuringly, then smiled as Trowa leaned back and gazed at him, looking lost. He blinked as Trowa suddenly leaned in and brushed their lips together and he cupped the back of Trowa’s head as he returned the kiss gently. He smiled when they parted and Trowa smiled back before stepping back and heading towards the tents. He turned to look at Duo once before disappearing into the tent. Duo bit his lip and smiled through his sudden tears. He needed to meet up with the others and bring Trowa home.

He left the circus and went back to his apartment. He had to do some research into where his comrades were.

*~~**~~*

Quatre frowned as he worked at a terminal. Suddenly, the viewscreen changed and a young woman looking exactly like Heero was gazing at him. He blinked, then smiled. “Kimiko? Are you Kimiko?” he asked hopefully.

“He has told you about me. Good. Less for me to explain. You need to go to your Maganac Corps and retrieve your Gundam and then, after you protect the Sanc Kingdom, return to space so we can upgrade your Gundam,” Kimiko said softly, flatly and his smile faded in concern. She sounded…like a soldier. Nothing like how Heero had described her.

‘Something has changed. I can sense it,’ he thought before replying. “Are they in trouble?” he asked softly and she nodded.

“Mobile dolls are going to all of the countries that the Romefeller Foundation wants silenced. Your comrades are a very loud opponent. They will need your expertise and Gundam to survive so you can then return to Sanc Kingdom. Sanc Kingdom may fall or it may rise to greater heights. Either way, you must get your Gundam,” Kimiko answered him and looked to the side a bit.

“Trowa…have…how is he?” Quatre blurted out and Kimiko refocused on him.

“Trowa Barton was last seen on Colony 03-RX54. I have no more information on that,” she answered him flatly. “Any other questions?”

“Duo and Wufei…are they…” Quatre trailed off and bit his lip.

“Duo was last seen heading for Colony 03-RX54. Wufei is…traveling.” Kimiko hesitated and her eyes softened suddenly. Quatre’s heart skipped a beat as they gazed at each other. “He has lost his clan and his home. His heart is hurting,” she whispered tenderly, but then her eyes hardened and she became neutral once more. “I last tracked him heading towards us. Zechs Merquise is hoping to talk him into joining us. I will standby and observe,” she reported flatly and Quatre’s heart clenched as she became the soldier once more.

“I will do what I can,” Quatre replied as his heart sank. Something had definitely happened to her. But what could have regressed her so deeply into who she was? He didn’t have the heart to tell Heero of his twin’s change. ‘But maybe he already knows. He’s been acting strange,’ he wondered sadly before looking up as Kimiko disconnected. He wasn’t sure what had happened, but he had to fulfill his mission. 

Determined, he headed for the airport with Noin, who saw him off. He was getting his Sandrock back!

*~~**~~*

Wufei clenched his teeth as he sobbed in agony. His family…his clan and home…destroyed so he would continue his fight. He screamed as he flew into battle and destroyed the mobile dolls and Leos that had been attacking. He had nothing to lose! He flew back towards Barge, fighting any mobile dolls he came into contact with. His heart still hurt from the grief he felt, but it eased with every doll he destroyed. He stopped though and looked up as a large spacecraft came to a stop above him. ‘What is this?’ he thought, then blinked as he looked at his viewscreen. A young woman who looked exactly like Heero gazed at him. “Are you…Heero’s twin, Kimiko?” he asked softly.

“I am. I have been the one sending you your missions. We have a proposition for you, but there is one who wishes to ask you. Come to the top of Peacemillion. You can make your decision then,” she said quietly before disconnecting their communication.

“She doesn’t sound anything like how Duo and Heero described her. I wonder what happened…” Wufei murmured before flying Altron up to the top of the large spacecraft. He stared when he saw Wing Zero. “Wing Zero?!" he hissed out and tensed up.

“Pilot 05, I'm glad you came up here so we could talk," Zechs Merquise said as he smiled reassuringly.

But Wufei felt his rage flare up again. Here was Treize Khushrenada’s right hand man, desiring to talk to him?! With a furious yell, he flew at Zechs, attacking him swiftly. He ignored Zechs’ protests as he attacked. When asked why he was fighting Zechs, Wufei sneered. “You are with OZ, Treize’s right hand man! You're still with him!" he snarled as he glared at Zechs.

"No! I am no longer with OZ! What can I do to convince you and her that we're on the same team!?” Zechs demanded and Wufei smirked.

‘So she doesn't trust you either. Good. Then we can all stand together,’ he thought nastily, his opinion of Kimiko rising. She wasn't some stupid woman who used her emotions to make judgements.  "Fight me and defeat me,” he snarled and flew to the attack again.

"If that's what it takes, fine,” Zechs growled as he flew at Wufei and met him blow for blow. But, as they were battling, he suddenly stopped and cried out. He didn’t move after that and Wufei sneered.

“I will fight my own battles,” he snarled and flew off. He looked over as Kimiko appeared on his communications again. “I will return at another time, but I must find my own means to justice,” he said quietly and she nodded.

“Know that we will always be here for you. I hope you will return when the others do as well. And Wufei…I’m sorry for your loss. We’re here for when you are ready,” Kimiko said softly, tenderly, and he smiled.

“I will and we shall work for that peace we deserve. Until then, don’t forget your own heart, Kimiko, sister of Heero,” he said and looked at her as he smiled softly. Her eyes narrowed before cutting the communication and he frowned a bit. ‘Something must have definitely happened. She’s not like they described at all,’ he thought in worry. What could have caused such a change? 

He shook his head and flew off, heading for the Lunar base. He would end the mobile doll factory there and hope he could finally find peace.

TBC

Chapter Text

Title: Mirrored Fates. pt. 10/14

Author: Deathangelgw

Disclaimer: I don’t own them, but I can use them seeeeeee???

Warnings: A bit of rough sex and angsty sap.

Rating: NC-17

Pairings: random. 2x4, 5x1

Note: Now it gets interesting! XD Anyhoo, Enjoy and please review!!

‘thoughts’

Quatre closed his eyes as he leaned his head against the window of the shuttle he was in. He had tried to save Sanc Kingdom after getting his Gundam Sandrock, but they had been unable to. Relena, in order to protect the kingdom, had dissolved it so that they had nothing to grab. She had then been taken to Romefeller to become a figurehead and he and Noin headed to space. They were currently heading to the colony that Duo was said to be at as well as maybe Trowa. But nothing was for certain. They had heard that the Lunar base had been destroyed, most likely by Wufei, but the information had been sparse. He hadn’t had any luck in getting a hold of Kimiko, so he just wasn’t sure. 

He also wasn’t sure what had happened to Heero. He had been unable to reach his lover and the feelings he was getting from Heero, he wasn’t sure he could reach him. He just hoped that Heero snapped out of whatever Epyon had put him into and returned to space so they could all finally get together. His heart hurt whenever he thought of the twins. Something had changed, something so deep that they were losing sight of who they were. He hoped that when they all got back together, they could fix what had happened.

He looked forward as they finally arrived at the colony and docked. He hoped no one would look in their cargo for they would find his Gundam and Noin’s Tauruses. He didn’t want trouble. He just wanted to find those who held his heart. They disembarked and went inside to find a hotel room. Because of his resources and Noin’s, they were able to get a nice hotel room. After that, he went for a walk. He just needed to be out and hope maybe to find someone he cared for. He went to the nearby market and smiled as he looked around.

But then he stopped as he saw a long braid and familiar black clothing. He felt tears come to his eyes and started making his way over. Gently, he touched the hand that was resting at the person’s side and hoped. When Duo turned and gazed at him in surprise, then delight, Quatre thought his heart was going to stop with joy. Duo grabbed his hand and dragged him into an alley before pulling him close. Quatre fell into Duo’s arms and his eyes fluttered closed as Duo kissed him softly, then with more passion as they wrapped their arms around each other and pressed as close as possible.

Their mouths molded and played before opening as they deepened their kiss, holding tightly to the other. Quatre shuddered and moaned when Duo’s fingers ran into his hair and gripped tightly, keeping them together as they just relished each other. Their kiss broke as they gasped for air and he smiled in joy again as Duo kissed along his neck. “Quatre…I was so worried for you…” Duo whispered thickly and Quatre closed his eyes on his tears.

“I’m so sorry…I’m so sorry for all the trouble I caused…” Quatre whispered tearfully, then sighed as he was kissed again and held tighter. Their kiss broke and they buried their faces in each other’s shoulders, just holding onto each other. “I’ve been worried about you…wanted to find you and Trowa…I needed to atone, tried to protect our future…” he whispered and sobbed softly.

“You’re ok, Quatre…I’m here, truly…and I found Trowa,” Duo whispered as he stroked Quatre’s head tenderly. He brushed his lips over Quatre’s neck, smiling as Quatre curled into him more. “Wanna come to my place? We can visit Trowa later, if you want…” he suggested and Quatre nodded frantically as he clung to Duo. Gently, Duo pulled back and laced their fingers together before heading for his apartment. He might have fumbled with the keys as Quatre pressed up to his back, but he grinned as Quatre giggled softly. 

Once inside though, Duo grabbed Quatre and pinned him to the door before kissing him hungrily. They fumbled with each other’s clothes, removing them as quickly as they could as they kissed. “Duo…please…” Quatre whispered as he clung to Duo’s head as his lover kissed and suckled along his neck as they rocked together. He arched as he was lifted up and he wrapped his legs around Duo’s waist as Duo entered him with one swift thrust. He gasped in pleasure and pain, clinging tightly to Duo as he shuddered.

“You need it so much, don’t you, baby…” Duo growled softly and Quatre cried out as he clung to him and shuddered in climax. “Damn, baby…” Duo groaned and Quatre panted softly as he whimpered and buried his face in Duo’s neck. He whimpered again and clung harder to Duo as Duo started moving in him, thrusting hard and fast.

“Duo…Duo please…” Quatre begged softly as his fingers dug into Duo’s back. He gasped as Duo sped up as their mouths found each other again and his legs tightened as his body tightened. He cried out and jerked as he came again and Duo grunted as he thrust twice before filling him with his release. They jerked together before sliding to the ground, shaking in ecstasy as they held each other tightly, panting harshly. They rested their foreheads together as they jerked in the aftershocks before kissing softly.

“Missed this…I missed you…was worried so much about you,” Duo whispered tenderly into Quatre’s mouth as they held each other tightly. 

“I’ve been worried for you too. I’m glad I found you,” Quatre replied just as tenderly and they smiled as they held each other tighter. 

They sat together for a bit before Duo gently pulled from Quatre and stood them up. “Let’s get cleaned up and then let’s go see Trowa. He should still be here…but…” he trailed off, then turned away and led the way to the bathroom.

“But what, Duo?” Quatre asked in worry, then sighed as Duo used a warm washcloth on him, cleaning him up before Duo cleaned himself. He watched as Duo cleaned out the washcloth and then stared at the sink. He went up behind Duo and wrapped his arms around Duo while laying his cheek on Duo’s shoulder. “What’s wrong?” he asked tenderly and smiled as Duo cupped his hands with his own.

“Trowa has amnesia, though I’m not sure how deep it goes. He remembers vague feelings and he knows that I’m someone he trusts and cares for, but…” Duo trailed off and turned before gathering Quatre to him. “I don’t know if his memory will return or if we should even bring him back with us,” he said finally and Quatre buried his face in Duo’s shoulder.

“Will we hurt him more if we see him?” Quatre asked softly, his voice filled with despair. This was his fault! But he frowned then and leaned back, gazing at Duo in confusion. “But, Kimiko said in her report that he was fine! How did he get full blown amnesia?” he asked in confusion.

Duo shook his head. “I don’t know, Quatre. All I do know is that we might have to say goodbye to him and let him live a peaceful life with the ones he is with,” he said quietly, his eyes sad.

Quatre looked away as he closed his eyes tightly on his sudden tears. He wanted to deny that prospect, but he knew as did Duo that they would do whatever was best for Trowa, whom they cared deeply for. He looked up as his cheek was cupped and his tears brushed away. “I-I know we might have to do that…” he said softly as his lip quivered. He wanted to cry, to deny it all, but considering he was to blame, what right did he have to deny Trowa any happiness he was getting now?

“Baby…it’s ok to cry. Don’t blame yourself either. Trowa made his own decisions…we all do. And this is a decision we may have to make for him,” Duo murmured before drawing Quatre closer as Quatre’s shoulders shook with his sobs. They held each other like that for a while as Duo comforted Quatre, but then they parted. Duo kissed Quatre’s remaining tears away before they went back to the living room and got their clothes on again. 

They left the apartment and headed for where Trowa was, Duo’s hand tucked snugly in Quatre’s back pant’s pocket and Quatre found himself relaxing as he did the same to Duo. It was so…normal. Just two people who cared for the other going for a stroll. No one knew they were Gundam pilots, no one was judging or attacking them. 

They finally arrived at the circus and Quatre purchased a couple of tickets, though the ticketmaster seemed to know Duo a bit. Duo grinned as he put a hand behind his head. “I maybe come to a show every night to see Trowa,” he said sheepishly as he blushed and Quatre grinned. 

“Good. Is it a good show?” he asked and Duo nodded.

“Trowa is amazing to watch,” Duo said in appreciation and Quatre felt a tingle of hope within him. He walked with Duo as they looked at the circus crew getting ready, then Duo steered them towards the animals’ section. Quatre looked around eagerly, smiling at all of the animals, but then they stopped and he looked up at Duo. He saw Duo was focused on something and looked over as well.

His breath held as he saw him…Trowa. He wanted to run over, but Duo’s strong arm around his waist stopped him and he looked up at Duo desperately. Duo shook his head before looking over again. He smiled then as Trowa turned to them and Duo waved. He released Quatre’s waist as Trowa came over to them shyly and Quatre felt a pang in his heart. He was so…different!

“Trowa, I’m glad I found you before your show,” Duo said gently and smiled as Trowa reached for his hand immediately. “How are you feeling today?” he asked as he cupped the hand he held.

“I’m…feeling better. I…wanted to see you,” Trowa replied softly as he smiled and Quatre’s heart melted as he watched two he cared for interact so gently. He suddenly found himself being observed by lost green eyes and tried to smile for him. Trowa tilted his head in confusion. “I…know you too,” he said in confusion.

“Yes, I’m like Duo. I’m…someone who cares very much for you,” Quatre replied hesitantly, his hands shaking with his want to touch Trowa. But he stayed still, letting Trowa make any moves. He understood where Duo was coming from. Trowa looked like he would bolt at the first sign of danger. “My name is Quatre,” he added gently.

“Quatre…I know that name…” Trowa whispered, then flinched and grabbed his head in pain as he backed up a step.

“Trowa!” Quatre cried softly, but didn’t move as he bit his lip, uncertain. 

Duo gently pulled Trowa close. “Shh shh, Trowa. Don’t think too hard on it. Quatre cares for you. Don’t push the memories. It’s ok. See? He’s still here…just breath,” he whispered and smiled as Trowa looked over at Quatre. Quatre nodded silently, his eyes filled with tears.

He blinked then when Trowa cupped his face and brushed away his tears as he leaned on Duo. “Quatre…you…you like music, right?” Trowa asked softly and Quatre gasped happily as he nodded while cupping the hand to his face. Trowa smiled beautifully then and both Quatre and Duo felt their hearts melt even more.

“Trowa! Get away from those two men!”

The three young men looked over, startled, as Catherine appeared and stormed over. Trowa bit his lip as he faced her, looking forlorn. “But…big sister…I want to be with them,” he protested sadly and she glared at him.

“We have a show to put on and they are bad people! Don’t be fooled by them! Go into the tent and get ready!” Catherine ordered quietly and Duo and Quatre protested a bit before she glared at them. Trowa looked back at them sorrowfully before his head hung and he went back to the tent. She faced the two Gundam pilots. “Leave! Can’t you see you’re hurting him?! He forgot for a reason, now let him live in peace!”

“We never meant to hurt him! We care deeply for him!” Quatre protested tearfully and trembled as Duo put an arm around his shoulders.

“He nearly died because of you and I refuse to let him fight anymore! Just leave him and us alone!” Catherine cried before turning away and going into the tent.

Quatre turned to Duo and leaned his head on Duo’s shoulder. His heart hurt so much with the realization that maybe Catherine was right. He let out a very soft sob as Duo ran his fingers into the blond hair and he hugged Duo tightly as he trembled. This was his fault. He had brought this on Trowa with what he had done. “We should go,” he whispered thickly and leaned back as he turned away from Duo. 

“Quatre,” Duo whispered as Quatre walked away, hugging himself as his blond head remained bowed with his sorrow. Quatre leaned into Duo when the other young man caught up with him and wrapped an arm around Quatre’s waist. “Don’t give up,” Duo whispered tenderly.

“I can’t hurt him anymore, Duo. I hurt him so much as is,” Quatre whispered back and came to a stop when they were outside of the circus. “Noin and I…we’re going to find Peacemillion. It’s where Kimiko is. She told me to bring Sandrock there for adjustments for battling in space. Will you join us?” he asked quietly, not looking at Duo, as if he expected more rejection.

But he didn’t get to answer as sirens began to sound and people began running for cover. “A battle!?” Quatre cried before he took off running, ignoring Duo’s call for him. He had to protect the colony!

*~~**~~*

Trowa sat in the tent as the sirens went off and he held his hand to his chest. He looked down at his other hand, remembering the warmth of both Quatre and Duo’s hands. He wanted to see them again…be with them. He stood up and started for the tent flap and went outside.

“Trowa! Where are you going?” 

He turned at Catherine’s call and smiled sadly at her. “I want to see them. I want to be with them. I know you don’t understand, big sister, but Duo and Quatre…I know them. I want to be at their sides. I can hear them calling for me,” he answered her gently and she shook her head in protest.

“You mustn’t! You’ll be in danger again!” she protested.

Smiling sadly, Trowa shook his head. “I will protect those I care for. I remember vaguely someone telling me that I should live my life with my emotions. I remember my caring for them because we’re the same,” he said before turning.

“So you really are going to fight?” Catherine said softly as he walked away.

Trowa didn’t answer her. He didn’t need to. He knew who he belonged with and they were calling for him.

*~~**~~*

Quatre sighed as he sat on the carrier that Noin had gotten for his Gundam. “Noin, did you find Wufei?” he asked softly, then looked over as Trowa sat down next to him. It had been a shock when Trowa had flown out to join him in the battle, but he was sad that Duo had disappeared. He didn’t know what was going on with Duo and hoped that he hadn’t done even more damage. 

Noin smiled sadly. “He’s going his own path, but I get the feeling he will join us sometime soon. I managed to find where Peacemillion is, but I’m not sure if it is still there,” she answered, then became quiet as they arrived at a debris field where a colony was drifting in pieces. “This was where they were supposed to be, but there must have been another battle between OZ and White Fang. This is how battles end here,” she said grimly, then gasped as a beam shot out and hit their power source. “They fired and hit our power source without any warning!”

“OZ!?” Quatre whispered in shock, then cried out as Trowa left the cabin. “Trowa, wait!” he cried as he followed Trowa to the bay where the mobile suits were. 

“I can handle this, Quatre. Please believe in me,” Trowa said quietly as he got into one of the white Tauruses and flew out. Quatre gritted his teeth, then got into Sandrock as Noin got into the other Taurus.

“The shuttle is about to explode, Quatre. Get to the battle and back Trowa up!” Noin called and Quatre nodded grimly before following Trowa.

Unfortunately, because Sandrock wasn’t equipped for space, he struggled in his battles. He saw that Trowa was in danger and used the exploding shuttle’s shockwave to get to Trowa in time. However, after hitting the mobile doll away from Trowa, he suddenly crashed into another object and looked up to see Deathscythe appear, its cloaking dropping slowly. “Duo!” he cried in relief.

“Miss me, love? Gotta keep your fine asses outta danger,” Duo teased before snarling and attacking what remained of the OZ forces, destroying them with Quatre’s aid. They floated in space after the battle and he got out to face them.

“Duo, is that really you?” Trowa asked quietly and Duo scoffed.

“Of course it is! Quatre, I didn’t get to answer you, but yea, I’m with you. And I know where Peacemillion is. Kimiko sent me the coordinates. They’re waiting for us,” Duo replied as he grinned.

“Duo!” Quatre replied happily and sniffled.

“Duo Maxwell. I thank you,” Noin said warmly.

“Eh, I’m doing it for peace with those I care about. Don’t rely on me too much beyond that,” Duo replied with a shrug. “Let’s go…they’re waiting,” he said before getting back into Deathscythe and leading them to the carrier he had been using. They parked their mobile suits and he flew them towards the coordinates that had been sent to them by their Hub and they found the large spacecraft Peacemillion right where it was supposed to be.

They docked in the huge docking bay and got their mobile suits unloaded. They all blinked in surprise when they saw that Trowa’s Heavyarms was already being worked on. “Trowa look! It’s your Gundam!” Quatre said excitedly.

“How’d it get up here?” Duo wondered as Trowa looked at it as he floated.

“I had it brought up here when Peacemillion launched. It’s almost finished with its upgrades. They’ll get started on your Gundam Sandrock and make any repairs on Deathscythe.”

They all looked over at the flat toned report in surprise. “Kimiko! There you are, babe!” Duo cried as he floated over to her and hugged her. He squawked though as she grabbed his arm and threw him back towards the others. “Kimiko!? What the hell!?” he demanded as he steadied himself.

“I have missions to get ready for you. I don’t have time or the interest to deal with your desire. They will show you to your quarters,” Kimiko replied coldly before leaving the bay.

“What in the ever living hell…” Duo growled in shock, his eyes wide.

“You two have something?” Noin asked in worry and he growled again.

“Not just me…” Duo retorted as he glanced at Trowa, who looked confused. “What the hell happened to her? She’s like Heero was when I first met him!” 

“I don’t know. I don’t know her as well as you, but I know Heero was acting strange. Like he couldn’t connect with what he needed to do. Don’t they have a twin connection?” Quatre said and Duo nodded.

“Pretty strong one at that. If something happened to her, it might be affecting how Heero reacts to things. But this…” Duo trailed off in confusion.

"She saved me and protected me. I remember… watching her leave because of that,” Trowa suddenly said as he grabbed his head.

"Don't push it, love,” Duo said gently as he and Quatre touched his shoulders.

"That story sounds about right.” They looked over as an older man in an Hawaiian shirt came over to them.  "Duo, it's been awhile!” he greeted Duo with a grin.

"So care to explain things, old man? Why are you in space and what happened to Kimiko?” Duo demanded as they went over to watch the engineers begin their work on Sandrock.

"After you guys returned, Kimiko had me find at least Heavyarms and come into space with Peacemillion. We had built this back when Meteor had first started, mainly at her suggestion. She must have predicted that the colonies would be involved at some point. Anyways, so that's why we're here,” Howard explained and sighed as he eyed Sandrock.

"And Kimiko?” Trowa asked softly and smiled as Quatre laced their fingers together.

"I have a bad feeling she was put into Wing Zero,” Howard said grimly and looked at them as they stared grimly back.  "When she returned here after saving Trowa, she was as you saw. The Perfect Soldier. Her only focus is getting information and keeping tabs on you Gundams. She's… cold,” he explained quietly in worry.

"But she wasn't that way when I left her! If it was Wing Zero, we gotta help get her out of that mode!” Duo said desperately and Quatre nodded with Trowa.

"Good luck with that. The only one who might be able to help is her twin, but I'm not sure where he is on Earth,” Howard replied then stopped as a sudden transmission came up on the console, declaring White Fang’s opposition to Earth’s interference in their lives. They watched as the new spacecraft Libra took out what looked to maybe be Wufei’s Gundam while he went after their troops and then White Fang troops destroyed a shuttle carrying a Romefeller official.

"Wufei! Is he…" Quatre trailed off in worry.

“He’s too stubborn and strong for that to kill him. We need to go find him," Duo said firmly, but then they all gasped as White Fang announced their new leader: Milliardo Peacecraft.

“Zechs?! No!" Noin gasped in shock.

“Isn't he Relena’s brother?! Why would he oppose her?!" Quatre demanded in worry. 

"We’ve got other issues. We need to find out where Heero and Wufei are and then deal with White Fang. They are going to get the colonies destroyed,” Duo replied and shook his head.  "But first, I'm going to have a talk with Kimiko. I refuse to believe that she's forgotten things!” he snarled before going where Kimiko had gone.

"Duo, wait. We can help,” Quatre said quietly as he and Trowa caught up with him.

“I don't know, Quatre. You aren't as close to her and Trowa… well no offense, love, but if you had your memory, you might be able to help her too,” Duo said gently as he faced them.

"We need Heero, but I think the three of us have enough with her to make a difference,” Quatre protested and smiled as Duo sighed.

"I’m never gonna be able to say no to you…” Duo grumbled and Quatre giggled as Trowa smiled softly. He grabbed a passing engineer and found out where Kimiko's quarters were and the three headed for her quarters.

Once there, Duo knocked on her door before it opened automatically and they went in. “What do you want?” Kimiko asked flatly as she worked at her computer. They noticed that it was a grid pinpointing where Wufei and Heero were as she added in data that was streaming across her screen.

“We want to know what happened to change you,” Duo replied just as flatly and she stopped her typing and turned to them, her face impassive. “I remember how you were, Kimiko. I saw the caring and passion in you, the laughter and the genuine compassion. Now you’re just…a shell. What happened?” he said and his voice shook just slightly.

“Emotion gets in the way of logic and strategy. Wing Zero helped to refocus me on my goal and who my enemies are,” she explained coldly before turning back to her computer. 

“And what is your goal, Kimiko?” Trowa asked softly and she tilted her head slightly to look at him. “Who are your enemies?” he added as he went closer to her.

“My enemies are those who would take my life or control my life,” she said quietly before facing them. “My goal is the defeat of OZ and Romefeller and the protection of the colonies by guiding the Gundam pilots to where they need to be,” she added mechanically before turning back to her computer.

Duo went over to her and gently put a hand on her shoulder, then turned her to him. “And who is controlling your life now, Kimiko?” he asked softly as he cupped her face. She stared at him, then brought a hand up to his hand, which she grabbed and pushed away.

“Anyone who tries to manipulate me to gain their way is my enemy. They can never be trusted. I don’t need any of you, now please leave,” she said softly before turning from him.

“This is bullshit!” Duo hissed out and she turned to look at him. He knelt in front of her, cupping her face. “Damnit, girl…remember! Remember those private times, the times where we just talked…where you laughed and cried with me over our pasts, where we talked about our dreams for the future! The quiet times after we made love…the wild times…don’t push that away! Don’t leave us!” he pleaded and her face softened just a bit. He leaned up and pressed his forehead to hers. “I don’t care if you are the Hub, our mission director, or whatever. I want the Kimiko that I was coming to care about back! I want her here so she can be a part of us!” he whispered and her hands moved up to his hands on her face again. 

But she didn’t push his hands away like before as they just stared at each other. Finally, she closed her eyes as a single tear rolled down her cheek. “Gomen nasai, Duo, demo watashi wa anata no yume ni kuwawaru koto wa dekimasen,” she said softly before opening her eyes. She turned from him after pushing his hands away and silently began working once more as they stared at her in a mixture of confusion and defeat.

Getting up, Duo left with them.  Once outside of the room, he turned to them.  "Quatre, do you know what she said?” he asked softly and Quatre shrugged as he sighed.

"I know a little Japanese thanks to Heero, but all I could catch was ‘I’m sorry, Duo,’ and ‘but I something something dream something.’ We’ll have to ask Heero when he finally comes here,” Quatre replied helplessly.

“If what was on her screen is right, it'll be soon. Let's go speak with Noin and Howard,” Trowa suggested softly and smiled as Duo cupped his cheek reassuringly. They were all disheartened and her last message seemed very discouraging as well. But they could only hope that things would work out.

*~~**~~*

Heero glanced over as Wufei came into the main cockpit of their shuttle after settling his Gundam in the cargo bay with Wing Zero. They gazed at each other and both of their gazes softened. “Wufei, it's been a while," Heero said gently and Wufei sighed and nodded. “Your battles have been rather reckless," he added with a grin and Wufei smirked back at him.

“He is rather reckless," Sally Po commented in amusement and Wufei humphed, though he grinned at Heero.

“Are we heading for Libra or with the others?" Wufei asked quietly as he crossed his arms over his chest.

“They are waiting for us. I promised we would be there soon… all of us,” Heero said and locked gazes again with Wufei.

"Kimiko has kept you informed?” Wufei asked and Heero nodded. Looking away, Wufei looked ahead.  "I think something happened to her. She seemed…not as Duo had described her. More… cold,” he said softly and tilted his head to lock gazes again with Heero.

Heero gazed at Wufei before looking away.  "Hai, I know. I won't know the extent until we're together again,” he said sadly. He looked up as he heard some shifting and smiled as Wufei came over to him and placed his hand on Heero’s shoulder. He placed his own hand on Wufei's and their fingers laced.  "Wufei…"

“I don't know where my path is going, but she was there for me after I lost my clan. Her gentle words… they came through her Perfect Soldier. She's still there,” Wufei said gently and Heero smiled as a gentle finger caressed his neck. Wufei smiled back before a beeping alarm warned them of approaching mobile suit carriers.

“White Fang has sent troops?" Heero asked and Sally turned in her seat to check. Neither of them cared if she saw their affection. Their world was theirs.

“Four carriers. Each carries ten Virgos," she stated and Heero and Wufei looked at each other.

"40 mobile dolls then. Easy pickings,” Heero said as he stood and turned to Wufei. He hesitated for a second before bringing up a hand and caressing Wufei's cheek.  "Take Wing Zero. Find your path and know it for sure,” he said softly.

Wufei gazed at him, then leaned in and brushed their lips together softly, yet briefly. He nodded, then left to go fight the dolls. When he returned, Heero was waiting for him in the bay. He got out and went to Heero. He wrapped his arms around Heero’s waist and they gazed at each other as Heero wrapped his arms slowly around Wufei's shoulders.  "Did you know it would show me you guys?” Wufei asked and Heero smiled at him.

They kissed softly, tightening their hold on each other as their mouths molded together. They stayed like that for a bit before breaking their kiss mutually and resting their foreheads together as they panted softly.  "Heero, you guys are special to me. So I'm going to join you to fight for our future. But…I don't know if Kimiko is part of us,” Wufei whispered and they both tightened their holds as Heero closed his eyes.

"I know. I have seen that future as well. But I want to fight to make the future where we six are all together come true,” Heero breathed out as a tear rolled down his cheek. He leaned into Wufei's gentle touch as it brushed the tear away.  "Onegai… help me do that?" he asked softly as he opened his eyes.

“I will do whatever I can to help you bring about that dream," Wufei promised and their lips brushed then pressed together hungrily. Wufei pushed them until they were pressed against a wall as their tongues twined together heatedly. Wufei's hand went between them and moved their pants down before wrapping his hand around both of their cocks and thrusting into Heero’s cock.

Heero groaned softly and used his stomach muscles to wrap his legs around Wufei's waist as they rocked together faster. He broke the kiss and gazed desperately at Wufei. “Onegai, Wufei… I want you inside me…” he whispered and Wufei let out a gust of air as he thrust.

In one easy move, Heero's legs dropped, he was turned so he could grip the wall, and Wufei pushed his shorts down and pushed his cock into Heero's prepared entrance.  "Hoping?” he whispered huskily as Heero arched against him in bliss. Heero nodded frantically and their movements synced up and sped up as Wufei thrust hard and fast into Heero with Heero meeting him thrust for thrust.

They pressed into the wall, panting softly as their pleasure built and Heero reached back to grip Wufei's hip hard, urging him on. Wufei wrapped his arms firmly around Heero as he thrust hard and fast and he captured Heero's mouth with his own, their tongues dueling as fiercely as their lovemaking. A soft whimper shot out of Heero into Wufei's mouth as he climaxed and he arched sharply as he shot his load into the wall. Wufei gasped and followed suit, filling Heero with his release as they gasped for air in each other's mouths. 

They kissed as they trembled, holding tightly to the other before just relaxing. Their kissing gentled before parting and they rested their cheeks together. “Thank you, Heero…” Wufei whispered and tightened his hold as Heero nuzzled his neck. 

“Thank you, Wufei. I feel…myself again,” Heero whispered back and smiled as he was kissed tenderly. 

“Zero does a number…I know you are a strong warrior, but don’t lose this, Heero. Keep this close to your heart and use it as a shield and you will always be able to be yourself,” Wufei murmured and they smiled at each other. Gently, they parted and righted their clothes before going to the cockpit as if nothing had happened. But if they sat closer together, their fingers lightly entwined, Sally didn’t make any mention of it. In fact, she seemed happy to see their gentle love.

TBC

Chapter Text

Title: Mirrored Fates. pt. 11/14

Author: Deathangelgw

Disclaimer: I don’t own them, but I can use them seeeeeee???

Warnings: Rape, serious angst, sap inbetween…chaaaa

Rating: NC-17

Pairings: random. Lots of cuddly…

Note: Heading towards the end! XD Anyhoo, Enjoy and please review!!

‘thoughts’

/telepathic speech/

Duo, Quatre, and Trowa ran to the docking and repair bay just as they unloaded the two new Gundams. “Heero! Wufei!” Quatre cried as they ran over and he hugged them both tightly. “You made it! You’re here!” he cried happily as they hugged him back with small smiles.

“Looking as sexy as always, I see,” Duo teased before he hugged them both as well. 

“You both are looking very good as well,” Heero murmured with a small smile as he cupped their faces tenderly. But then he went over to Trowa and they gazed at each other before hugging one another tightly. “Trowa…I was so afraid…even after she said you were ok…” he whispered.

“I know you. I’m sorry for hurting you,” Trowa murmured and nuzzled into Heero’s neck. “You smell so good,” he added very softly so only Heero heard.

“So do you. You smell just as I remember…” Heero whispered before they gently parted. “Amnesia?” he asked gently and Trowa nodded.

“I remember…impressions, feelings for all of you. But…specific memories…” Trowa bit his lip and looked down. 

“It’s ok. We’ll help you regain your memories,” Heero promised as he cupped Trowa’s face. Trowa nodded as he leaned into the touch.

“Heero, can you…translate something for us?” Duo asked suddenly and Heero frowned as he looked over at his lover. “It’s something Kimiko said to me. ‘Gomen nasai, Duo, demo watashi wa anata no yume ni kuwawaru koto wa dekimasen’. What does it mean?” he asked seriously and Heero’s eyes widened in shock.

“I’m sorry, Duo, but I can’t be a part of your dreams. That’s what she said,” Wufei said sadly instead as Heero turned and started to leave, but then stopped when he saw Kimiko. 

“Imouto…” Heero whispered before going to her. He hugged her tightly and she merely put a hand on his head, cupping the back of his head as she stared at nothing. When he leaned back, she gazed at him and smiled just slightly before shaking her head and stepping away from him. 

She looked over at Wufei and nodded at him before turning and leaving them once more. Duo went to Heero and placed a hand on his shoulder. “Heero…what happened?” he asked softly, then blinked as Heero turned tearful eyes to him. “Heero…”

“She’s gone. All that you see is just like how she was after…after…she’s gone. What Zero showed me came true. My sister died,” Heero whispered thickly and turned into Duo’s hold as the braided haired man hugged him close. 

“I refuse to believe we lost her, Heero. I refuse to believe that her beautiful soul is lost to us. We’re fighting for a future with her in it, Heero. Don’t give up,” Duo whispered fiercely as the other three came over to them and the five hugged each other. 

*~~**~~*

Kimiko worked on the information that she was receiving and patched it to where the Gundam pilots were talking so they could see. She made sure to show the vid with the woman whom Trowa had come to call his sister. ‘OZ are fools. I hope they realize that they need to focus on protecting the colonies,’ she thought before glancing over as a small alarm went off. Wing Zero was leaving the bay. ‘Trowa…be careful,’ she thought before refocusing on the information in front of her.

Suddenly, she felt it: Trowa was losing control.  She couldn’t understand how she was sensing that. All of her links with the Gundam pilots had died when Zero had shown her future. She knew she would use this last link to help him before it died as well. /Trowa…/ She reached out to him as she felt his panic and breaking will.

/Who?/ Trowa’s mind desperately clung to hers and she gentled it.

/It’s ok, Trowa. Focus and relax. Remember who you are,/ she said as her mind gently wrapped him in a hug. She heard Quatre’s cry for Trowa and smiled. /Relax, Trowa…allow it to return. Let Zero open your mind,/ she said gently before pulling from his mind as he remembered and their link disappeared. 

She took a deep breath and let her head fall back sadly. ‘The last link…it’ll be easier for them,’ she thought with a pang in her heart. Zero had shown her that she wouldn’t live to see their desired future. In every instance, she died. That was when she had retreated into her soldier mode and began to cut her links with them. Especially her twin. 

When Duo had pleaded with her, she had wanted to believe. The small part of *her* that still lived, she had wanted to believe that they could live that beautiful dream of all of them together. But her future had flashed before her gaze again and that’s when she had said her message, deliberately in Japanese so that her brother would understand it fully as well. She knew it would hurt him, hurt them, but it had to be done. 

She sat up and shut off her monitor as her door opened and she stood up. “Who’s there?” she asked flatly, then felt her heart freeze as she took a step back.

“Well, looks like you remember us at least a little.” A young man with short brown hair sneered as he came in, followed by a redhead and blond man. They chuckled as the blond shut and locked the door behind them before going over towards her.

“How are you here?!” she hissed out and cursed herself for forgetting her gun. It was in her bedroom, because she had felt safe there! She’d never expected her rapists to be alive, much less on Peacemillion! 

“Oh, you’re talking about that accident while we were working on Wing Gundam not long before Operation Meteor, right? Nah, we escaped that. But by the time we had recovered, your operation had moved and we lost touch. Now, we found you since we’re working on fixing up the Gundams and we need…a little relief,” the brunet said and all three chuckled as they leered at her.

“Like hell!” she snarled as she held up her fists defensively. But she despaired on the inside. She wasn’t as good at hand to hand combat! The leader lunged at her and she dodged, using the lighter gravity to push away from him while she kicked at his shoulder and knocked him into the redhead. But she had miscalculated where she was and her own equilibrium as she suddenly was grabbed by the blond. She knocked her head back into him and he cursed before he grabbed her arms and pulled them back. She screamed as he dislocated her shoulders before a fist connected with her face, dizzying her as pain shot through her. She coughed as she was punched in the gut before her clothes were ripped, exposing her to greedy, rough hands that pulled and pinched her breasts and scratched her body, marking her. 

Her mouth was forced open as a cock shoved into it and she gagged as it thrust in rapidly. Her pants were pulled off before another cock shoved into her vaginally and she screamed in pain as she was raped again. Tears rolled down her face as she was held brutally as they raped her. /T-Tasukete…/ she sent out desperately, weakly as they started peaking and the disgusting taste of semen flooded and choked her even as the other guy filled her vaginally. She was yanked around, crying out as her dislocated shoulders shot pain through her and she was sat upon another cock as her ass was penetrated and her mouth taken again. 

*~~**~~*

Quatre, Duo, and Trowa got out of their Gundams and went over to where Heero and Wufei were waiting. “What the hell is Zechs playing at?! Attacking Earth?!” Duo demanded angrily and Heero and Wufei nodded solemnly.

“Welcome back, Trowa,” Heero said gently and Trowa smiled as he reached over to cup Heero and Wufei’s cheeks. 

/T-Tasukete…/

They all stopped as the barely heard, pain filled voice floated through their heads. “What…what was that?” Duo asked in shock but Heero and Wufei were running out of the room, their eyes wide.

“It was Kimiko’s voice! She’s in trouble!” Trowa cried and they followed after Heero and Wufei swiftly. They arrived just as they found Heero and Wufei working on the door, which had been locked. They all jerked as they heard a scream of pain before some males laughing floated out as well. 

“Break the damn door down!!” Duo snarled before bracing on the wall and pushing hard feet first so he could bust down the door. They ran in and horror hit them. Kimiko was between three men, her clothes torn to shreds, a bruise forming on her jaw, and her arms held behind her as she was taken in all three holes. Duo snarled along with Wufei and Heero as they ran over and swiftly punched or kicked the three rapists away from her and Quatre ran in with Trowa to catch her as she fell forward, nearly unconscious as she panted for air. Semen was dripping from her and her arms hung funny, showing they were dislocated at the shoulders. She whimpered as she was moved and Quatre and Trowa tried to keep her still. Trowa then got up and ran for help.

Duo punched the blond who had been in her mouth while Heero and Wufei grimly beat the other two until all three were unconscious. Trowa came back in with guards, who grabbed the three rapists roughly and took them out before medics came into the room. They grimly put Kimiko’s shoulders back in place, but she didn’t even respond before she passed out and they covered her with a sheet and took her out on a stretcher. Noin and Sally ran in and stared in shock at the five grim faced pilots. “What happened?!” Noin demanded as Sally left to follow the medics, being a medic herself.

“The men who had raped her when we were young were doing it again,” Heero replied flatly, but he wrapped an arm around his waist as he closed his eyes tightly when Noin gasped in shock. “How are they here…they should have died in that accident…” Heero whispered, then was suddenly held by Trowa and Duo as Quatre and Wufei went by him and placed their hands on his shoulders.

“We’ll investigate it and punish them severely,” Noin promised, but then stopped as all five looked at her with rage in their eyes.

“Put them in a broken down mobile suit and send them towards Libra for all we care. But don’t let them live,” Wufei said darkly, shocking Noin, but she couldn’t protest as they left to go to the medical ward. 

Noin watched them leave and looked back at where it had taken place. She found a maintenance man and asked him to thoroughly clean the room. She then ordered Kimiko’s things to be moved to another room before going to see how Kimiko was doing.

*~~**~~*

Heero sat by Kimiko’s side, her hand in his as he hunched over, tears rolling down his face. Her face was swollen on one side and her shoulders were bruising as well from being violently dislocated. She had a bruise growing on her stomach where she’d been punched and of course, there were multiple lacerations and tearing along her mouth, vaginally, and anally. Her torn clothing had been removed and a hospital gown put on her, but it didn’t do enough to cover her injuries. ‘It happened again…and again, I couldn’t do anything to stop it, only reacted too late,’ he thought in despair as he bent forward and buried his face in her arm as he cried. 

He could feel the presence of his lovers behind him, speaking softly with Sally as she told them of Kimiko’s injuries, but he didn’t listen. He knew what had been done…had seen it happen before. But, looking in her eyes before she had passed out, the light had completely died this time, not even a glimmer. He knew for certain now that his sister had been completely destroyed. And his soul wailed in anguish.

He didn’t move as a gentle hand touched his back. “Heero…Sally says she’ll recover and that the damage wasn’t as severe as it could have been,” Quatre whispered tenderly, but Heero shook his head as he trembled.

“She’s damaged beyond repair…she’s gone. They destroyed what little light she had in her…” he whispered as he sobbed, then looked up as he was urged up. He was wrapped in Quatre’s hold and he clung to his lover, shaking as he cried on Quatre's shoulder. “Gomen ne, imouto…gomen ne…I failed you again…I failed you…” he whispered brokenly before leaning back and brushing his sister’s hair from her face. 

“She’s in a coma right now. And, I know I will sound callous, but she wouldn’t want us to stay with her and mourn. She’d want us to fight,” Wufei said gently and Heero looked up at him, his face tear streaked. “Those who did this will be punished, but she was working on something, most likely a plan to help us get rid of Treize and Zechs,” he added and Trowa nodded as he and Duo came over.

“The best thing we can do is make sure the future we desire with each other and her comes to fruition. Let’s go and see what Noin and Howard have found out from her files,” Trowa said gently.

“Come find me when you have a plan,” Heero whispered flatly as he turned back to his unconscious twin. “I will fight for peace, but I will stay here until that time,” he explained and they nodded in understanding. 

“You guys go. I’m going to stay with them,” Quatre said with a smile, then accepted the gentle kisses all three gave him. They pressed kisses to Heero’s head as well before the trio left grimly to find out what needed to happen next. Quatre wrapped his arm around Heero as he placed his hand over Heero’s on Kimiko’s. They would find a way to bring happiness.

*~~**~~*

“We have to figure out who we’re going to take out first. Libra is coming, so Zechs is a danger, but then we have Treize and the large strike force he’s bringing up,” Duo commented as he looked at the data that Kimiko had gotten before she’d been attacked. “Damn girl, you sure can get your info,” he murmured as he grinned sadly.

“Her info is the most up to date. She even calculated several attack plans,” Trowa murmured as he looked over Duo’s shoulder, his fingers gentle on Duo’s other shoulder. “But who do we focus on?”

“Mobile dolls from Libra are approaching!” Noin said as several carriers appeared on their radar.

“Well shit, looks like they made the decision for us!” Duo said in exasperation before looking at the others. “Guess we better head out,” he added as he shrugged.

“Is Heavyarms ready?” Trowa asked as he ran his hand over Duo’s braid possessively, a move so casual and gentle that it could have just been an accident.

“Yea, so is Altron,” Howard said as he gave them a thumbs up sign.

“Good. Time to do some damage,” Wufei said darkly as he started out, his hand lightly linked with Quatre’s as they floated out quickly to the suit bay, followed by Trowa. 

Duo went over to Heero and placed his hand on Heero’s shoulder. “Coming?” he asked gently and Heero turned his gaze to him. It was full of sorrow, but also grim determination. 

“I’m not going to fight this one. I need to work on a way for us to win,” Heero said quietly. His eyes fluttered closed as Duo’s lips brushed over his before the braided haired man floated away to go to battle. Heero watched him go and closed his eyes, but then looked over as he felt another hand on his shoulder. 

Sally gazed at him gently. “How are you?” she asked softly and Heero looked away.

“I will finish this and save her. That’s all I need to do. I can’t focus on anything else,” he answered her quietly.

“So you know, those three were mysteriously blown out of an airlock. Did you or the others…” Sally trailed off.

“We’re not like those monsters. Maybe you should let it go. It would seem that the crew knew what to do,” Heero retorted stiffly before turning and floating away from her. He went to Zero as the others took off. ‘Kimiko, as it stands, we can’t beat Zechs. What did you see? I wish you were here,’ Heero worried, then looked at the system. He went through until he found the cards that held the Zero system. He became grim, but he went to Howard. “Install this in Quatre’s Gundam,” he said as the engineers worked on fixing up the damaged Gundams. Howard took the disks and frowned, but Heero didn’t wait to explain. It was the only way.

He left and went to the medical bay, where his sister lay in a coma. He went over to her bedside and sat down, threading his fingers with hers. “Imouto, I wish you were awake. I know of a plan, but did you see something else?” he whispered as he brushed his fingers through her hair. There had been some worry with hemorrhaging, but they had treated her.  He had been shocked to learn that she’d had an hysterectomy years ago, so there was no danger of impregnation, but he didn’t remember her doing that. He wondered if it was during the one mission he’d had before his slight reconditioning when he botched his mission just enough to cause innocent lives to be lost. 

He’d learned later from Duo that she had done it to prevent impregnation since those three had never stopped raping her. All of this he didn’t know and it all hurt. He had failed her so badly! He knew that the ‘accident’ had been arranged by Dr. J to get rid of those three, who had been problems all around, not just with their assaulting Kimiko. But he was happy to learn that they were no more thanks to the enraged crew. Kimiko had become quite well liked by the crew, at least before she had changed. But she had earned respect with how well she was able to direct them.

But now, she lay in a coma from what they had done. And of course, because they were in the middle of a war, everyone was tense about how to help her. He knew that Sally was doing her best and the medical facilities were top notch, but it was still difficult.

He looked up as a gentle hand cupped his neck before kneading gently and smiled a bit as Trowa sat down next to him on the bed, facing him. He leaned up, then went into Trowa’s arms as he held tightly to his twin’s hand. He was so relieved that Trowa was better and remembered everything. Trowa had told him earlier how Kimiko had helped him remember and Heero felt that it was most likely just before her attack. He also felt that it was her last act and that made his chest ache. 

He nuzzled into Trowa’s shoulder, closing his eyes as Trowa just comforted him. He was shaky and uncertain, knowing certain things had to happen, but with his twin hurt and out of commission, he felt lost. 

“Heero, when she helped me, I could feel the Kimiko I knew, though it was faint. It was like she was cutting all of her contacts with us, as if she knew something was going to happen to her. Do you think Zero led her to a conclusion she couldn’t escape?” Trowa asked gently and Heero felt his heart hurt even more. 

‘Is that what happened?’ he wondered. ‘Could she have foreseen that she wasn’t going to live? Is that what her message truly meant?’ “Maybe she did. It had to have been serious enough for her to give up on the dream and only work for the immediate plan,” he whispered and his eyes closed as Trowa nuzzled his neck and pressed a kiss there. “I don’t know how to bring her back. All I know what to do is to work towards our dream of being together and hope she can survive with us so we can heal her ourselves. Trowa, I need your strength. You and the others, I need you so much,” he murmured and turned his face to Trowa and brushed their lips together.

“Heero…let’s go be with the others,” Trowa said gently and Heero nodded as they gazed softly at each other. Heero kissed his sister’s hand before standing with Trowa and leaving the room hand in hand.

Once they left, Kimiko’s eyes opened and gazed up at nothing blankly. She’d come back to consciousness while they had been talking and had stayed still so they wouldn’t notice. ‘Don’t worry anymore about me, aniki. Be with them and live for the both of us,’ she thought before she fell asleep.

*~~**~~*

The sounds of Gundams revving and preparing filled the bay as Heero went up to Sandrock, where Quatre was going through his pre-flight. “Quatre, I had them install the ZERO system in your Gundam,” he said softly as he sat on the edge of the cockpit and gazed at Quatre.

“What?! Why! I can’t control that! Heero, why did you do that?!” Quatre cried in dismay and shook his head as he closed his eyes tightly on the tears that came up as he remembered what had happened. He opened his eyes as his face was gently cupped and he clung to that hand on his face. “Don’t make me use it, Heero…I can’t control it!” he pleaded.

“You’re the best one to use it to lead, Quatre. Just as Kimiko was our brains, you’re our heart. I believe in you,” Heero said tenderly.

“No! I…Heero after what I did! How can you give me that system!?” Quatre cried, but then hushed as he was kissed. His hands came up to hug Heero as Heero sat on his lap and kissed him thoroughly. It was tender and passionate and filled with belief as their mouths and tongues molded together naturally. 

Their kiss gently parted after a bit and Heero rested his forehead against Quatre’s as they panted slightly, his eyes closed as he smiled. “Quatre, I believe in you. I’ve given my heart to you four and I believe in you with everything in me. You *can* do this and lead them so that we have a fighting chance of living a life together. A life where we can love, laugh, cry, and just be together. Believe in your strength, Quatre,” he whispered tenderly before floating off and out of the cockpit. 

Quatre felt tears of love rolling down his face as he reached for Heero and their fingers twined for a bit before separating. “Heero…I love you,” he whispered and Heero smiled at him.

“I love you too, Quatre. The code is ZERO. Type it in to activate the system. I believe in you,” Heero said before going over to Wing Zero.

Quatre watched him go before returning to his preflight. He knew what his lover wanted him to do and he just had to believe that Heero knew what he was talking about. They had all been reeling after what had happened with Kimiko, but they couldn’t deal with that right at the moment. This war wasn’t stopping because one of theirs had been assaulted. He closed his eyes and took a deep breath. ‘Kimiko, I know you believe in us and are still in there. When this is all over with, we will help you heal,’ he thought as he held a hand to his heart. He had to believe in himself.

TBC

Chapter Text

Title: Mirrored Fates. pt. 12/14
Author: Deathangelgw
Disclaimer: I don’t own them, but I can use them seeeeeee???
Warnings: Hinted rape, a good bit of flirting and innuendo, lots of angst…lordie it’s a mixed bag!
Rating: R
Pairings: random. They just keep having fun!
Note: I love rewatching the show so I can finish up fics! Enjoy and please review!!

‘thoughts’

Quatre watched Duo and Trowa play their game of chess as his fingers played with Wufei’s. They were trying to relax before their next battle, troubled over what had happened. It had been close with Peacemillion nearly being shot out of the sky, but they had managed it. But they had found their teamwork finally. Quatre had uninstalled the ZERO system, confident now in what Heero had seen in his leadership skills.

He looked over as Wufei let his fingers go and went over to make a move on Duo’s side. “Checkmate,” Wufei said and smirked as the two players stared at the game board.

“Well shit…” Duo muttered and grinned up at Wufei.

“Well played,” Trowa complimented with a grin and Quatre chuckled.

“Hey Heero, want to play a game?” Duo called and Heero glanced over and smiled as he went over to them. He sat on Duo’s lap comfortably as they reset the game and Quatre smiled even more as Wufei returned to his side and pressed himself to Quatre’s back. “Oi, stop wiggling, Heero! I’m not doing you on the table!” Duo protested and the others chuckled as Heero smirked at Duo.

“Can’t blame me for trying,” Heero teased and Duo growled and smacked Heero’s backside.

Quatre smiled softly. They all felt incredibly comfortable with each other and he knew he wasn’t the only one having little quickies with them all over. He’d even walked in on Trowa and Duo one time and that had definitely been a fun surprise. It served to remind them what was important: each other.

But then his eyes saddened a bit. ‘It’s still incomplete though. We’re missing one piece of our group and I don’t think any of us know how to fix that outside of winning and gaining our freedom,’ he thought, then looked up as fingers gently brushed through his hair, breaking through his thoughts. He sighed as Wufei leaned down to kiss him softly and he relaxed into the kiss. This was what he needed…this was what he desired. To love freely, no judgment, no pain, no fear of it being taken away.

The alarm sounded and they all tensed. “Mobile doll carriers are approaching!” was announced and they all got up and headed immediately for their Gundams. They had a war to win.

*~~**~~*

Heero gazed at Relena as he stood in her guest room. They had received intel that she was on Libra and he had decided to go and see her and perhaps save her. She gazed back at him and he felt sorrow within him. She reminded him so much of his twin years ago. His twin who was now gone. “Come on. We need to speak with Zechs,” he said and turned away.

“Heero…Kimiko, is she…” Relena trailed off and Heero gritted his teeth on his pain.

“She’s dead,” he said flatly and moved forward, ignoring her gasp of shock. He didn’t want her pity. He found a computer lab and began searching for Zechs as Relena sat next to him.

“What happened, Heero?” Relena asked softly as she watched him work.

“Gomen, Relena, but I don’t want to talk about it with you. My goal here is to fulfill our dream,” Heero replied softly, then nodded as he stood. “Come on. Let’s go talk to Zechs,” he said gently before leading the way out.

They went along several corridors before arriving in a room. He pointed his gun inside as Zechs greeted them. He listened to the two siblings talk and came to the same conclusion as Zechs: Relena was the future of peace and needed to survive. “Let’s go, Relena. This is enough,” he said and left as Zechs’ image disappeared, surprising Relena. She followed him though and stayed with him even when Peacemillion crashed into Libra, sending them flying. He knew then that he had to get to Wing Zero and face Zechs. He contacted Howard and let him and Sally know that Relena would be joining them shortly.

He went up to Wing Zero and stopped when he saw Deathangel Gundam. His eyes saddened and he hoped that his twin was safe with the others. He looked down at Relena before going into his Gundam to start his preflight. He looked up when Relena joined him. “Heero, why are you doing this?” Relena asked softly.

Heero sighed quietly. “Do you dream of your peace filled world, Relena? Do you think of how you can make everyone see things in the total pacifism light you live in?” he asked as he worked on his preflight before looking at her.

“I do, or at least I thought I did. But why does everyone have to fight?” she asked back and Heero smiled a bit.

“To make everyone hate wars,” he answered simply before looking up at her. “I dream of living with my fellow pilots in freedom and peace, no longer fighting. Only loving and living as we desire. I dream of saving my twin somehow, of bringing her back so she’s like you: a person of light who can live, laugh, and love without restrictions,” he explained and shook his head as she opened her mouth in confusion. “When I said she died, I meant her spirit. Her body is still alive, but she is nothing like she used to be. She’s lost the light. I’m going to restore it for her,” he said quietly and she looked at him sadly.

“Is this why you must fight, Heero?” Relena asked sorrowfully.

“Aaa, it is. Because I have hope. Now, I must go and you must get to safety,” Heero replied before putting her helmet on her head and putting down the protective shell. He then pushed her out of the cockpit and towards the railing before sitting back and closing the cockpit. “Take care, Relena. Thank you for being the hope the future needs,” he said and ignored her call as he took off for his battle with Zechs.

*~~**~~*

Wufei flew towards Libra to help in destroying it as it and Peacemillion plummeted towards the Earth. He was still upset over Treize’s death, but he would mourn for the older man later. He came to a stop as he blinked in surprise as he met up with Deathangel Gundam. “Kimiko?” he asked in disbelief and she popped up on his viewscreen. His heart clenched when he saw how pale she was, made even more stark with the bruise on her cheek.

“Wufei, I need you to get this to my brother after the powersource blows. The powersource won’t be enough to blow all of the block up. There will be a sizeable chunk that will still fall that this will take care of,” she said softly and tossed him Wing Zero’s buster cannon.

“Why don’t you get it to him?” Wufei asked in confusion as Altron caught the cannon.

Kimiko looked down before looking back up, her face blank except for her eyes, which showed her sorrow. “I wish I could have gotten to know you more, Wufei. You are so…honorable and amazing and handsome. Please, take care of my brother,” she said quietly before cutting contact and flying off.

Wufei stared after her with slowly widening eyes. He took off after her, growling in worry. He wouldn’t lose another person he cared for!

*~~**~~*

Heero blasted towards the powersource of the falling block from what was left of Libra. He arrived and took a deep breath, preparing to die as he destroyed it. But suddenly, Epyon showed up. “Zechs! What are you doing!?” he demanded and Zechs smiled at him from his viewscreen.

“You’re too pure. You are what is needed for the future. Just watch! I’ll go down fighting!” Zechs shouted as he raised his beam saber up to strike.

But they both were shoved out of the way and crashed a ways away. “Nani!?” Heero cried and stared as he saw Deathangel before them.

“Both of you need to live. For the future,” Kimiko said quietly as they got up.

“Imouto! Yadda!!” Heero screamed, reaching for her with Wing Zero as she slammed Deathangel’s fist into the power source, setting it off. Heero and Zechs flew off to escape the blast as it engulfed Deathangel. “IMOUTO!!” he screamed in agony.

Zechs disappeared as he went to do as much damage to what remained as Heero struggled with his grief. He heard the others calling for him, then looked up as the wall exploded and Altron stepped out with Wing Zero’s buster cannon. “Heero! There’s still a large chunk going!” Wufei explained as he tossed the cannon to Heero.

“Ryoukai!” Heero said grimly and moved to go, but then he stopped. “Wufei…ai shiteru,” he said quietly.

“Wo ai ni, Heero,” Wufei replied back and Heero blinked back fresh tears.

“Tell the others that for me,” he whispered before blasting off.

“You can tell them yourself,” Wufei shot back before communication shut out.

But Heero knew he might not make this. He had possibly just lost his twin and, while he loved the others, he didn’t know if he wanted to live now. But he would save the Earth as his last act if necessary. He flew out ahead of the block, watching as the others escaped as he fought to focus his cannon. He gritted his teeth as he worked to steady himself as he fell through the atmosphere.

Suddenly, a pair of Gundam hands steadied his Gundam’s arms and the target locked. He looked up as his viewscreen turned on and gazed at his twin, who looked battered as blood trailed from her mouth, caused by the shrapnel embedded in her chest. “Imouto.”

“Fire, aniki. End this,” she said softly, thickly as blood bubbled out of her mouth. “I have you.”

He fired, destroying the chunk of Libra that would have sent the entire world into a new ice age and the blast hit them. But his Gundam suddenly transformed into the plane mode, blasting him out to safety. “Nani?!”

“Don’t die for me, aniki. I’m glad I was…your imouto. Sayounara, my beloved brother. I’m sorry I couldn’t live our dream,” Kimiko said as her Gundam continued to plummet down to Earth before exploding midway.

“IMOUTO!!!” Heero wailed as he felt her connection to him die as she was destroyed within the blast. She had known…she had known! He screamed his anguish even as Wing Zero flew upwards, preprogrammed by his twin so that he would survive. She had known he would want to die with her and had stopped him, sending him back to the ones he also wanted to be with.

He clutched his shaking hands over his eyes as he sobbed and screamed his sorrow. He ignored the others as they followed him back to MO-II, lost in his grief. He was grateful that they didn’t try to talk to him as he didn’t think he could reply. When they landed, he stayed in his Gundam, curled up as he wept. He didn’t think he would ever stop crying.

He startled as gentle arms suddenly wrapped around him and he was tenderly pulled into a loving hold. He couldn’t see well, but his sense of smell picked up the scent of who was holding him. He wrapped his arms around Wufei as he buried his face in Wufei’s shoulder and sobbed harder. Wufei didn’t say anything and just brushed his fingers through Heero’s hair.

As Heero finally fell unconscious from the shock of losing his twin absolutely, he didn’t think he could ever find the happiness he had sought.

*~~**~~*

Heero returned to consciousness in the medical bay of MO-II and opened his eyes to stare at the ceiling. Tears welled up and dripped down his face in a steady stream as consciousness brought memory and realizations. He felt so alone, so empty. The place in his mind and soul where his twin had always been was a blank space. He felt cold and lost.

A warm hand gently brushed his tears away, but Heero didn't really react. He just laid in the bed, crying wordlessly. He wanted to die, to leave this meaningless existence and reunite with his twin, his other half. Nothing else seemed to really matter to him anymore. All they had fought for…it was nothing without her there to partake in it.

He turned his face away from the tender touch to his face, not wanting it. But his face was gently turned back and he gazed into the gentle aquamarine gaze of Quatre. Quatre smiled sadly at him, his own eyes full of tears that were slipping down his face. “Heero…don’t turn from me…us. We’re here for you,” Quatre said gently.

Heero’s eyes closed as he turned his head away again. “Ikitakunai. Kanojo nashide wa watashi wa nani mo arimasen,” he said softly.

“Yes you can.” Wufei’s voice was gentle yet forceful as he came over and sat on the bed behind Quatre. “She wouldn’t want you to give up like this! After everything, *her* end goal was always your happiness! Don’t give up on the dream just because she sacrificed herself for you!” Wufei then reached down and pulled Heero up and into his arms while Quatre sat behind Heero. “You say you don’t want to live without her. But we all know she would scold you for saying such things! To the end, she supported you and pushed you to where your happiness could be: with us. This war we won…the battles we fought…they were so we could finally…*finally* be our own people and with each other!” he whispered fiercely as he held Heero close.

Slowly, Heero wrapped his arms around Wufei and buried his face in the other young man’s shoulder as his tears finally turned into weeping. His shoulders shook as he sobbed softly and his fingers clutched at Wufei’s shirt tightly as he grieved. Quatre and Wufei cocooned him in a world of warm safety as they gave him that security that he could just grieve. After a while, he fell asleep between them, tears still rolling down his face.

When he woke up again, he was lying between Quatre and Wufei while Duo and Trowa spooned behind them. All of their arms and hands were on Heero in some way, giving him silent support. Heero carefully sat up and gazed at them sorrowfully as he came to a painful decision. He couldn’t be with them…not now. Maybe in the future, but he was too filled with pain to want to be around them in any capacity.

Carefully, he crawled out from between them, being extra careful not to wake them. They were all extremely sensitive to any changes in their environments, so he had to be especially careful. Once out, he left after looking at them one more time. This time, the tear that rolled down his face was sorrow at saying goodbye. He started towards where his Gundam was, intent on leaving before they woke up to find him gone.

“Where are you going, Heero?”

Heero stopped when he heard Relena’s question and turned to find her floating over to him. Her eyes were filled with sadness as they gazed at him and he swallowed hard and looked away. “I have to go. I need to…find myself again,” he said quietly after he got his voice under control.

“Heero, why not stay with them? Let them help you grieve?” she asked gently and he shook his head.

“None of you understand what I’ve lost. None of you know this pain of no longer feeling your other half within your soul. None of you could even come close to understanding,” Heero said quietly, flatly before he resumed his journey back to his Gundam. Once in Wing Zero, he went swiftly through the preflight, grateful that someone had repaired it before he took off. No one stopped him as he vanished into space to find the meaning for his life again.

TBC

Chapter Text

Title: Mirrored Fates. pt. 13/14

Author: Deathangelgw

Disclaimer: I don’t own them, but I can use them seeeeeee???

Warnings: buncha angst and dark, sap, oh and some yaoi…they’re teenagers!

Rating: NC-17

Pairings: 2x4, 2x1

Note: I love rewatching the show so I can finish up fics! Thank you to everyone for reading this! It was definitely enjoyable and I’m glad I finally finished it up! Now you got to see where I got my Author Name! Enjoy and please review!!

‘thoughts’

{AC 196, 1 year after the end of the war}

Duo floated over to Quatre and smiled as the blond turned to him after looking at their Gundams. “Quatre, it’s good to see you,” he said sadly and Quatre’s smile became sad as well. After the war, they had all woken to find that Heero had left them. According to Relena, he had claimed that he needed to find himself again. They had understood to an extent, but they also knew that they couldn’t understand. They hadn’t lost their twin. 

So they had all parted ways to find themselves and their dream of being together seemed to just…disappear. Duo had often wondered if there really had been any hope of them staying together. Was it the loss of Kimiko that had shattered it? He didn’t know. 

But as he went up to Quatre and gazed at the blond, his heart flipped and warmed. He still loved them, even more now since it had been a year since they had seen each other. And with how Quatre was smiling at him, the blond felt the same way. “Duo…I missed you,” Quatre said quietly as he held a gloved hand out, which Duo took easily. They both looked over at the Gundams with a bit of wistfulness and sorrow.

“I don’t see Wufei’s Gundam. So you couldn’t get a hold of him?” Duo asked as he looked at Heavyarms and Wing Zero.

“No. Trowa and Heero didn’t say anything either, just sent their Gundams along,” Quatre replied and sighed.

Duo smiled as he tugged Quatre close, even though they were both in astro suits. “You did your best. I’m amazed you could even get in contact with them,” he said in admiration and grinned as Quatre blushed softly. He sighed. “We aren't needed anymore. We should remove the temptations of these powerful weapons," he said quietly and felt Quatre nodding next to him. 

They left the carrier and went onto the shuttle that Duo had taken. Quatre told the Maganac Corps that he was hitching a ride with Duo before they sent the carrier on its route to the sun. Duo had gotten out of his suit and was prepping his shuttle to head back to the colonies. Starting out, he checked their route and didn't look back.

He looked up as a gentle hand rested on his shoulder and he smiled at Quatre. He turned in his seat, then was surprised as Quatre straddled his lap. “Quatre…” he whispered gently, but then moaned softly as Quatre brushed their lips together.

"I’ve missed you, Duo. I miss all of you, so much. Everyday I would be just living, but it was all dull,” Quatre whispered against Duo’s mouth before leaning up to look at Duo with tear filled eyes. Duo's own gaze was teary as he reached up to cup Quatre’s face and Quatre gripped the hand as he nuzzled it. 

“I’ve missed you, all of you, as well. My heart has been aching without any of you close,” Duo whispered before bringing Quatre in for another kiss, this one more passionate and hungry as Duo’s arms wrapped around Quatre and Quatre pressed closer as his fingers went into Duo’s hair.

“Duo…can we…” Quatre whispered when their kiss gentled and they panted softly in each other’s mouths. 

“Yea, Quatre…as much as you want,” Duo whispered back and Quatre moaned loudly before kissing Duo even harder. He raised his arms and broke their kiss as Duo pushed his shirt off before Quatre unbuttoned and removed Duo’s shirt. Their mouths molded together again as they pressed together, their arms wrapping around each other as they stroked each other and rocked steadily into each other. Quatre arched sharply as Duo clawed lightly down his back and he gasped and whined in pleasure. He panted harshly as Duo suckled and bit along his neck, marking him darkly as he writhed in pleasure. 

Suddenly, Duo’s hands were inside Quatre’s pants, working them down as he kneaded the flexing buttocks before pulling Quatre closer. Quatre shifted off, hurriedly removing his pants and underwear before helping Duo out of his and then crawling back onto Duo’s lap. They both groaned as they rocked against each other, their leaking cocks sliding together as their tongues twined together hungrily. Quatre whimpered as he sped up against Duo before they both crashed into ecstasy with harsh cries. They clung to each other as they came, shaking and trembling against each other as they panted in each other’s mouths.

Quatre’s fingers caressed Duo’s face as they jerked in the aftershocks, then moaned as Duo took his mouth again as he urged the blond up. A couple of slick fingers pushed into Quatre and he rocked hard, a hard whine shooting out of him as he pushed down. “Duo…inside…please…” he begged and Duo kissed him again. Duo removed his fingers, positioned himself, then pulled Quatre down onto him, entering him roughly. Quatre cried out again as he arched, shaking against Duo at the delicious combination of pleasure and pain that only Duo seemed to give him.

He began to rock, bouncing a bit as they kissed hungrily and Duo’s hands on his ass moved him harder. “Duo…gods Duo…” Quatre gasped out as he sped up.

“Quatre…so good…take it, baby…you need it so much…” Duo growled and Quatre shuddered as he moved harder. 

“You need it too…Duo…take me hard…make me yours…” Quatre panted and Duo groaned deeply at the permission given. He shifted forward and leaned back, then began thrusting hard and fast into Quatre. Quatre cried out in bliss as he arched, clawing at Duo’s shoulders and chest as he was pounded into. He screamed as his body tightened and shattered as he climaxed, arching sharply as Duo bit his neck. Duo snarled as he thrust up a couple of times before filling Quatre with his release. 

They collapsed together, shaking and trembling in bliss as they gasped for air, their arms tight around each other and fingers threaded tight within the other’s hair. Duo scooted back up and held Quatre to him as their mouths found each other again, lazily molding together as they trembled in aftershocks. After a bit, Duo stood up and carried Quatre out of the cockpit to the bunk just outside of it. Quatre’s happy moan floated out as the door shut behind them.

*~~**~~*

Heero typed rapidly at the computer he’d hacked into, seeking information about Relena’s disappearance. He frowned when he saw that she had been on X-18999 and he found the surveillance footage of the conference. He scowled when he saw Relena pass out after drinking whatever was in the cup. ‘Most likely drugged,’ he thought as he watched soldiers rush in and grab Relena before leaving. He looked over and blinked as Duo smiled at him as he floated over. “Duo,” he whispered, a thread of wistfulness mingling with the surprise in his voice.

“See you’re gathering intel. Someone always has to work on Christmas,” Duo teased as he came to sit on the control panel. Heero looked up at him, his eyes softening just a bit. Duo reached over and brushed a strand of Heero’s hair away from his eyes. “It’s been a long time,” he said quietly as he smiled.

“Hai…” Heero replied and swallowed hard as his chest tightened with yearning. It had been a little over a year since he had seen any of them as he’d tried to find himself after the loss of Kimiko. When he had gotten Quatre’s communique, his heart had hurt when he’d heard Quatre’s voice. But he had only sent over Wing Zero, not wanting to face them. Now, he had no choice. 

He turned his focus back on the info and memorized it quickly. He stood as he grabbed his jacket, but then stopped as he was suddenly in Duo’s space. He took a deep breath, taking in Duo’s scent as Duo moved closer. “Duo…” he whispered and his eyes closed as Duo’s hand slid into Heero’s hair. His breathing quickened a bit as Duo moved his hand down before gently cupping Heero’s neck and Heero’s eyes flew open. “Duo…I…”

“I’ll be joining you on this mission, Heero. We can talk then,” Duo ordered softly as he squeezed lightly and Heero’s breath stuttered at the implied meaning of ‘talk’. Heero’s head fell back just a bit as Duo moved his hand back up into Heero’s hair as his lips suckled hard on Heero’s neck. “And this time, you don’t get to leave without a goodbye kiss,” Duo added with a growl and Heero shivered softly.

Swallowing hard, Heero stepped back so Duo couldn’t keep tormenting him and turned away. “We have to go. Relena’s been kidnapped,” he said, but stopped as Duo grabbed his hand.

“Why are you so invested in her?” Duo asked lowly and Heero looked over at him.

“Because she reminds me of my twin,” Heero replied before pulling away and heading for the shuttle bay. He felt Duo following him and felt…relieved. Duo had always had his back in the past and, while it had torn into him to basically run away from them in the past, having Duo so close was reassuring. He went inside and Duo started the preflight before taking off. He watched as Duo set the autopilot for X-18999 after communicating with Quatre, who was going to retrieve their Gundams before it was too late, then found his gaze locked with Duo’s as the braided hair man turned to face him.

“So, what have you been up to, Heero? Why did you leave without even saying goodbye?” Duo asked casually, but Heero could hear the tenseness in Duo’s voice. 

“I…” Heero looked away, but his gaze was forced back to Duo’s with a gentle finger under his chin. Duo wasn’t going to let him run away in any sense. “I had to try and deal with everything. You…you guys wouldn’t have understood what I was going through and…and I didn’t want to be a reason for destroying our relationship. I…I didn’t say goodbye because I knew I wouldn’t. I knew I would stay as you guys tried to patch me up,” he explained and his hand came up to clench in his shirt as tears suddenly came to his eyes. “You have no idea how hard it is to breathe with this hole in my soul! We were together all our lives and now she’s gone! You have no…no…idea…” he said as his voice cracked and he brought his shaking hands up to cover his eyes as he started crying again.

He was gently gathered into Duo’s arms and he turned and buried his face in Duo’s shoulder. His shoulders shook as he cried and wrapped his arms around Duo, clinging to the other man. “I know we wouldn’t have gotten it, Heero…but we would have been there with you to try and pick up the pieces and help you find yourself. At least you would have had people to go to for comfort,” Duo whispered tenderly as his fingers ran through Heero’s hair soothingly. Heero slowly calmed down and he tightened his hold on Duo. “Quatre sends his love, by the way. He misses us just like we miss each other. I think we all miss each other,” Duo murmured and Heero nodded.

“Can you forgive me?” Heero whispered faintly and breathed out as he was hugged tighter and the hand on his neck tightened.

“We forgave you back then, but it still was a shitty thing to do,” Duo chided and smiled as Heero leaned back and wiped at his face. “Feel a little better?” Duo asked gently and Heero nodded silently. Duo grinned then as he ran his hand down Heero’s arm and laced their fingers together before bringing it around to kiss the palm. “We love you, Heero. Don’t forget that,” he said tenderly.

“I love you too,” Heero whispered thickly before kissing Duo tenderly. They cupped each other’s faces tenderly as they kissed. Duo gently lifted Heero and took him back to the bedroom that was just outside of the cockpit. They had plenty of time before their arrival at X-18999. He laid Heero on the bed and began to slowly strip the other young man before removing his own clothes. He then licked and suckled his way to Heero’s cock, which he sucked down expertly. Heero bit his hand as he arched, his other hand lacing in Duo’s hair as he trembled, trying not to thrust. 

But Duo was too good and Heero suddenly shouted as he climaxed and arched double, his legs bending in his pleasure. He reached up and grabbed the pillow almost violently as Duo pushed in a couple of slick fingers into his hole and he groaned in pleasure as he was stretched. Duo continued to suckle on his cock, watching Heero with a smirk as his fingers continued to drive Heero higher. Heero screamed as he came again, almost turning to his side with the violence of his climax, it was so intense. Duo, predicting this, pinned Heero’s hip with his free hand before leaning up and releasing Heero’s twitching cock with a plop.

He removed his fingers and stroked his hands up Heero’s body, calming Heero as he trembled in aftershocks. “You with me, baby?” he whispered huskily and Heero nodded as he opened his eyes to look at him. “Good. Cuz you’re about to fly higher,” Duo said with a leer and Heero shuddered in anticipation. Duo lined himself up to Heero’s entrance and pushed in with one thrust. He smirked as Heero arched and twisted in pleasure as he gasped and he started thrusting steadily. He used one hand to grasp Heero’s hands and pin them above Heero’s head while the other gently wrapped around Heero’s neck and pressed in, cutting off Heero’s air. 

He moved harder and faster as Heero arched under him, his eyes fluttering closed as pleasure filled his face. This was what Duo had been seeking, this utter release and letting go. The trust. It meant so much to them both and sent them both higher until they climaxed with mutual grunts of ecstasy. Duo immediately removed his hand and Heero writhed under him as he gasped for air as Duo thrust a few more times through his climax. Duo then leaned down and braced himself on his forearms as he tenderly kissed Heero.

Heero wrapped his arms around Duo’s shoulders and pulled him closer. He didn’t feel as alone now.

*~~**~~*

Trowa gazed up at Wufei from where he knelt after trying to assassinate Dekim, stunned at the coldness he saw in his lover’s gaze. ‘Wufei…what has happened to you?’ he wondered before he stood and was led to the inside of the base, away from the gathered soldiers. When Wufei dismissed the others, Trowa slowly turned to Wufei warily. “Wufei…what are you doing? Are you infiltrating as well?” he asked softly as Wufei put his sword away.

“I joined them a while ago. They wanted soldiers and I am one. I have nothing else to lose,” Wufei replied quietly as he gazed at Trowa. But his gaze was filled with a mixture of sorrow and longing. “It’s been a while, Trowa,” he added very softly.

Trowa relaxed slowly, though he was still confused. He went to Wufei and, when Wufei didn’t stop him, wrapped his arms around the other man. He closed his eyes as Wufei hugged him back as he buried his face in Trowa’s shoulder. Trowa nuzzled Wufei’s neck gently. “It’s been too long, Wufei. I wish we hadn’t parted as we did,” he whispered and Wufei nodded.

“I didn’t realize how empty I would feel when all of us parted ways instead of staying together. I felt…betrayed. As if our dream had meant nothing,” Wufei murmured and sighed as Trowa hugged him tighter.

“I don’t think any of us knew how to deal with what had happened and went back to where we were comfortable,” Trowa replied and Wufei nodded after a bit. He leaned back, then smiled as Wufei kissed him softly as they cupped each other’s faces. Their kiss broke after a while and they held each other comfortably. “Wufei, we have to stop this. Too many have died and more will die if Dekim has his way,” he murmured softly and Wufei tightened his hold.

“Are we sure we’re in the right? What becomes of those of us who only know how to fight?” Wufei asked and Trowa ran his fingers through Wufei’s hair.

“We learn to use those talents in something else, but not this. Wufei, help me stop him,” Trowa said tenderly and frowned as Wufei stepped back and turned away.

“He still haunts me. I need to keep fighting because he haunts me,” Wufei said as he hugged himself tightly. He leaned back into Trowa when the other young man pressed his chest into Wufei’s back and rewrapped his arms around him before Trowa rested his chin on Wufei’s shoulder.

“I hope you can release the ghosts of your past soon and see the present and future with us,” was all Trowa said as he just held Wufei in silence. 

*~~**~~*

Trowa worked swiftly to undo the gravity imbalance that was going to plunge X-18999 into the Earth. Time was short and every minute wasted trying to undo it was time that Dekim had to send down his troops with them unable to stop him. He tilted his head as he heard a couple of explosions and grinned. ‘Looks like Heero and Duo are almost here,’ he thought in anticipation. His chest tightened with longing for them, but he didn't stop what he was doing. There would be time enough for a good reunion afterwards.

“Took you long enough," he said in amusement when they finally entered and locked the door behind them.

“Trowa! Well, I knew my instincts were right on you!" Duo declared happily and Trowa smiled as he looked over his shoulder at them. 

“Reunion later. I need help unlocking the gravity controls to get things normal again," Trowa replied fondly and chuckled as Duo huffed while Heero just went to a console and got to work.

“Yea yea. Not even a kiss hello,” Duo grumbled and Trowa chuckled softly again at the feigned indignation. But all three of them worked swiftly and soon had the imbalance neutralized. Duo contacted Noin and Sally and let them know of the status so they could act. But then Duo found he had mail from Quatre, letting them know that he had been successful in retrieving their Gundams and would meet up with them in 24 hours. 

“Duo, send Quatre a message and ask him to send Wing Zero to the HES-88 sector. I’ll meet up with it with a shuttle,” Heero said as he stood next to Trowa, their shoulders touching, though Trowa noted that Heero seemed hesitant to show any other affection.

“Eeeeh? You’re nuts!” Duo said incredulously, though he relayed the message.

Trowa looked at Heero and reached up, cupping Heero’s cheek tenderly. Heero’s eyes fluttered closed as he leaned into the touch. “There’s a shuttle you can use in Bay 4,” Trowa said and Heero looked up at him. Turning to him as Duo came over, Trowa drew Heero to him. “You are a hard one to find. Baka,” he said and Heero smiled tearfully as he clung to Trowa’s shoulders and rested his cheek on the muscular chest. 

“Hey, when did…oh wait, he calls me that all the time so I guess it makes sense to learn that term,” Duo said and grinned as Heero and Trowa drew him closer so they could all hug. “I’d rather this was done and we could be doing this naked in a bed, but I do love this,” Duo murmured and both Heero and Trowa chuckled softly. They all looked over as it was announced that they were surrounded. “Well shit…those guys are such buzzkills,” Duo snapped in irritation.

“Duo, I need to ask another favor of you,” Heero said and Duo cocked an eyebrow.

“What is it? I ain’t blowing you before they come in,” Duo said snidely as he shrugged. Trowa grinned and shook his head as Heero got a little flustered. Duo’s blowjobs were a favorite among them and they all knew it.

“I need you to punch me,” Heero answered flatly and Duo’s eyebrow went even higher.

“You…what? Dude, that’s pushing it!” Duo protested, but then stopped as Heero cupped his face tenderly. Sighing, Duo rolled his eyes before cracking his knuckles. “Fine then…here’s my best shot!” he snarled before pulling back and punching Heero hard across the cheek.

Heero rocked a bit, but his reaction was swift as his fist went up and hit Duo hard in the gut. Duo gasped as he clung to Heero’s arms. “Wha-Heero…” he whispered as Heero held him close sorrowfully.

“I’m sorry, but it’s for our own good. I’ll let you take it out on me later,” Heero whispered as Duo passed out before he passed him over to Trowa. “Take care of him,” he said sadly.

“He’ll forgive you. Love forgives everything,” Trowa replied as he locked gazes with Heero. Heero reached over and brought Trowa’s head in for a fierce kiss before moving back and laying on the ground as if knocked out. Trowa faced the soldiers. “Good thing you came. I was able to subdue them,” Trowa said as he handed Duo over to the nearest soldier. 

But Heero suddenly jumped up and ran out swiftly and Trowa smiled softly. ‘Be safe, my love, and come back to us safely so we can finally live our dream,’ he thought before leading Duo to the prison block. Now all he had to do was wait for Quatre’s return.

*~~**~~*

Heero closed his eyes as he sat in Wing Zero before powering it up swiftly. He took off for Earth, where he knew Wufei was waiting for him. Wufei’s words still rang in his ears, bringing up guilt. 

“Why did you leave us and destroy our dream!? Did you know that this peace is just a false dream!?”

‘No, Wufei…it’s not false. And yes, I abandoned you and our dream, but it wasn’t supposed to be forever. Our forever was supposed to be together,’ he thought sadly. He knew he had hurt them, but he had a feeling he had hurt Wufei the most. Wufei, who had also lost everything…he had been the fiercest in working towards their dream. He should have realized that his actions affected them far more than he had thought. Yes, he had been grieving, but Duo had said it best: he would have found comfort with them instead of struggling through his cold feelings.

He looked up and saw Wufei and he felt his heart ache again. Wufei. The gentle warrior who fiercely protected the ones he loved and fought for justice in an unjust war. He frowned. He would get through to his lover somehow.

He grunted as Wufei met him in battle. “Wufei, I know you were hurting when I left, but continuing this senseless battling is an insult to everyone we lost!” he shouted and Wufei snarled at him.

“I don’t believe that what Relena is suggesting is right! She’s tossing aside weapons and confining soldiers who fought for this so-called peace!!  The Earth was supposed to change, but it didn’t! It didn’t change one bit!!” Wufei shouted, his voice cracking with his rage and despair as he attacked Heero relentlessly. 

“But continuing wars serves no purpose outside of bringing more despair!! Wufei, I know you think I tossed aside our dream of being together, but that’s not true! I did what I thought I needed to do to grieve, by myself! I didn’t want to destroy what we have!” Heero protested as a tear rolled down his face.

“You didn’t even consider that we also lost someone we love!! You made it worse by leaving, making us feel that we aren’t good enough for you!! That we are disposable!!” Wufei shouted angrily and Heero’s heart clenched at the sorrow and rage within the Chinese man’s voice. 

“That’s not true! I…I…” Heero stopped as they fell into the atmosphere, their battling so fierce that he hadn’t been keeping track of where they were. 

“We are soldiers, first and foremost! To be discarded is the ultimate disgrace!!” Wufei yelled and Heero bit his lip before he finally realized just who else Wufei was talking about.

“Wufei, you don’t have to fight Treize! Remember, he’s dead!!” he cried desperately.

“You’re wrong! Even now, I fight him!! He haunts me, just as Kimiko does!! Every hour of every day, they haunt me! Because I failed them both!!” Wufei cried, his voice cracking even more with his rising despair.

Heero clenched his teeth. He wanted to weep at his lover’s pain. He had indeed been so selfish, running off without even an explanation. He had his reasons, but why hadn’t he told them the reasons? Why hadn’t he just taken the time to be with them, even a little? “Wufei…gomen nasai…” he whispered as he stared at Wufei as they floated in the air, facing each other. He pulled back on his controls, shutting down Wing Zero and falling. “I keep seeing her death, Wufei…Zero won’t show me what to do. Can you tell me, Wufei? What can I do…to make our dream come true?” he pleaded before crashing and sinking into the ocean.

He stared up at Wufei on his viewscreen as tears rolled down his face. “Wufei…gomen nasai for having hurt you so badly that you lost faith in us,” he said before he passed out.

Wufei stared down at where Heero had fallen, tears rolling down his face as well. “Heero…Kimiko wanted me to watch over you. I wish you hadn’t taken away that responsibility,” he whispered painfully.

*~~**~~*

Heero hovered above the Brussels Consulate as he steadied his beam cannon. He’d fired twice already, his arms shaking with fatigue. He heard the threat to Relena and hesitated. But suddenly, it felt like someone was holding his arms up, giving him strength. He remembered the same feeling when his twin had done the same thing to Wing Zero as he struggled to destroy the final piece from Libra. How she had whispered to him to fire…that she had him. A tear rolled down his face and he whined as he pulled on his levers, firing for the third and final time. 

He looked around as Zero exploded from the backlash from the powerful blast and leaned back as his consoles exploded around him. But when he opened his eyes, he saw that he was undamaged, even as what remained of Zero crashed to the ground. He got out, but slipped on the edge and fell to the ground. He grabbed his head and saw he was unhurt. How?

He shook his head in exhaustion, both mentally and physically. He still had to stop Mariemaia and then…then…

He couldn’t think past that. He just needed to focus. ‘Quatre…Duo…Trowa…Wufei…gomen ne. I hurt you so much with my selfishness. I didn’t think you could help me, not even realizing that you could and would have. Ai shiteru…’ he thought as he ran to the compound, dodging the rubble as he descended. He arrived just as he heard two shots and he pulled his gun out and up, preparing. He went inside silently, wavering from everything as things blurred, but then he set his legs apart to steady himself as he raised his gun. “I will end it for you,” he said quietly as he stared unwaveringly at the child.

Mariemaia smiled at him. “Thank you,” she whispered before passing out.

Heero pulled the trigger, but no bullet came out. But he knew…he knew that this was what it had to be. “I’ve killed Mariemaia. Imouto…I won’t kill anyone ever again,” he whispered before slumping to the ground. 

Relena ran to him and caught him and she hugged him gently. “Now you can live, my friend,” she whispered as she held him and brushed his tears away. “For you and for Kimiko.”

TBC

Chapter Text

Title: Mirrored Fates. pt. 14/14
Author: Deathangelgw
Disclaimer: I don’t own them, but I can use them seeeeeee???
Warnings: A bit of sappy angst, lots of perviness, oh…and a fivesome finally xD
Rating: NC-17
Pairings: 5x1, 3x2x4, hinted other pairings.
Note: I love rewatching the show so I can finish up fics! Thank you to everyone for reading this! It was definitely enjoyable and I’m glad I finally finished it up! Now you got to see where I got my Author Name! Enjoy and please review!!

‘thoughts’

Heero slowly woke up and tried to focus on where he was. He looked around warily, but only found that he was in a rather sumptuous bedroom, where there were gauzy curtains over floor to ceiling windows, pale blue painted walls with crown molding, and dark oak furniture, including the four poster bed he was laying in. He looked out the window and saw a forest spreading out. He sat up carefully, gripping his head dizzily as he took a deep breath before looking around some more. He looked over when he heard a door open and his eyes widened as Quatre came into the room. “Quatre?” he whispered hoarsely and coughed a bit, his throat incredibly dry.

“Shh, here…have some water,” Quatre said as he rushed over and poured a glass from the pitcher that was on the side table. He gave it to Heero and helped him drink it carefully before taking the glass and putting it back on the side table. He then sat next to Heero, but he was startled as Heero pulled him closer and kissed him deeply as they laid back on the bed. They both relaxed as they made out, their tongues twining slowly as Quatre shifted to rest on Heero. When their kiss broke, Quatre leaned up slowly and smiled down at Heero as he ran his fingers through Heero’s hair. “Not that I mind, but what brought that on?” he asked huskily and grinned as Heero slowly thrust his hips up to grind against him.

“A late realization that I want to rectify,” Heero answered softly as he ran his fingers through Quatre’s hair. His eyes grew a bit misty as he watched his fingers before focusing again on Quatre’s sad gaze. “I messed up and…and I need to make it right,” he whispered shakily as a tear rolled down his cheek.

Quatre leaned his head in and kissed the tear away. “You’re here now, Heero. We’re all here…all of us,” he said gently and Heero let a breath out in relief.

“Even Wufei?” Heero asked in a small voice as it cracked with emotion and his chest heaved with a sob. “I hurt him so much…I hurt all of you so much and I didn’t mean to…” he whispered frantically and he sobbed into Quatre’s shoulder as Quatre leaned down and hugged him tenderly.

“Wufei’s here, Heero. He’s here…we’re here. We all survived and now we want to live our dream,” Quatre said gently as he stroked his fingers through Heero’s hair. He leaned up again and their lips molded together as Heero rewrapped his arms around Quatre and held him close.

“Well now we know why he wasn’t coming back. I think he’s close to coming!”

They broke their kiss in surprise and looked over to see Duo, Trowa, and Wufei watching them as they stood together, arms wrapped around each other. Quatre smiled down at Heero and sat back so Heero could sit up. Heero looked up at them tearfully. “Gomen ne, minna…I hurt you all so much,” he whispered, but then stopped as Wufei sat next to him and pulled him close.

“I think Duo told you that we forgave you back then. It was still a shitty thing to do,” Trowa said as he and Duo crawled onto the bed and Quatre shifted over to them.

“But we forgave you," Quatre reiterated and grinned as he was pulled onto Duo’s lap. He squirmed hard and gasped as Duo kneaded the bulge in his pants. “Duo!"

“So shameless," Trowa teased as he joined in and Duo chuckled as Quatre arched in pleasure.

“I am, but when you walk in on naked Heero making out with this minx, all shame goes out the window!" Duo said and they all laughed, though Quatre was a bit breathless.

Heero looked down at himself in surprise. “Who stripped me?" he asked in bemusement and the others laughed again.

“How could you not tell?” Wufei asked as he ran his hand down Heero’s chest to between his legs.

Heero groaned softly, echoed by Quatre as they were both teased and stroked. “I…got…distracted, I guess…” he managed as he scrabbled a bit at Wufei’s thighs before reaching up and threading his fingers into Wufei’s hair. His hips thrust up as he gasped, but it was Quatre’s strangled cry as he came that set him off completely. He arched as he groaned and came in Wufei’s hand.

“Gotta love how sensitive you two are…” Duo purred and kissed Quatre’s neck as he panted and shuddered between them.

“I think it’s about time we started living our dream,” Wufei said softly before turning Heero’s head and kissing him tenderly.

“Agreed,” Trowa murmured before drawing Quatre into a kiss while Duo began stripping them. Heero was doing the same to Wufei as they kissed and soon the clothes were tossed to the floor. Quatre was on Trowa’s lap as they kissed, his moans and cries being swallowed easily as Duo went down on Quatre, suckling on him as he stretched Quatre easily. Heero was a bit more vocal as Wufei suckled and nibbled on his neck while stretching him, causing the Japanese man to arch and writhe in pleasure.

“Wufei…here…” Trowa passed over the oil and Wufei smirked as he added some to his cock before removing his fingers and pulling Heero onto his lap, entering him smoothly. Heero arched sharply as he groaned, trembling in pleasure. Trowa reached over as Duo removed his fingers and pressed a couple of fingers into Duo’s entrance in prep as Duo pulled Quatre over and brought up the blond’s legs.

He entered Quatre, then stopped as he bit his lip. “Gods above, Trowa, knock that off and get *in me* already!” he snapped and Quatre chuckled breathlessly as he wiggled under Duo. “And you! Cut that out or I ain’t moving at all and you get to watch them fuck each other and not get any release, hear?” he added as he wagged a finger at Quatre. But then his eyes fluttered closed as Trowa pulled out his fingers and entered him smoothly.

“Now I get to call the shots,” Trowa purred and both Duo and Quatre shuddered in pleasure before he began thrusting slow, yet hard, pushing Duo into Quatre at the same time he pushed into Duo. They all looked over as Heero cursed to see him braced on his arms as Wufei pounded into him. This encouraged them and Trowa sped up as he draped himself on Duo’s back, pushing him harder and faster in Quatre.

Heero’s sudden cry as he climaxed set off a chain reaction as Wufei followed him swiftly. Duo, then Quatre, and finally Trowa all tumbled over into ecstasy seconds later and they all shuddered and jerked in release before collapsing together. The soft sounds of panting, kissing, and laughter mingled with whispers as they all cuddled in the aftermath. After a bit, they restarted, shifting around as their passion for each other took over again.

Hours later found them sleeping, entwined until you couldn’t tell where one started over the other. They all slept with soft, contented smiles on their lips as they dreamed peaceful dreams. At the end of the bed, a softly glowing form smiled as she watched over them. She went over and brushed her hand over Heero’s face before touching each of the other young men tenderly. “Live well, aniki. Love well and live for me,” Kimiko whispered before turning and disappearing as she walked away.

*~~**~~*

{AC 197, 1 year after Endless Waltz}

Heero smirked as he finished writing up his report while he heard Duo whining in the office next to him. After the Mariemaia incident, they had joined the Preventers, becoming an elite branch along with Sally Po. Zechs and Noin had gone to Mars to aid with the terraforming there and Relena had continued as an emissary of ESUN. As Preventers, they as a team often infiltrated any terrorist organizations and dismantled them and swiftly, the Earth nation and the colonies were becoming more peaceful and steady.

The five former Gundam pilots had all moved in together in an estate owned by Quatre outside of Brussels. It was large enough for them to each have a private suite and also a master bedroom suite that they all shared more often than not. Quatre had even put up a little shrine for Kimiko in the woods for them to visit. Heero used to go every day, but as the months passed and his grief eased, it became once a week and then once a month. His heart and soul were slowly being filled in again with his love of his beloveds. He somehow knew that his twin was happy for them.

He had just sent his report when Duo popped his head around the doorway. He smirked as Duo sauntered in. A bored Duo was always a very dangerous Duo. “Did you finish your report?” he asked as he finished reading up on his emails.

“Yea yea…had that done half an hour ago. Some of us aren’t as detailed as you tend to be,” Duo retorted snottily as he plopped down on the couch and smirked at Heero as he sprawled out enticingly. Heero’s eyes narrowed. Duo was definitely *bored*. “You done now?” Duo asked innocently as he smirked and licked his lower lip, which definitely served to turn Heero on.

“Maybe,” Heero replied lowly and Duo’s smirk grew. Heero closed his programs, then got up slowly and stalked around his desk. He stopped at the door and shut it, locking it before he focused on Duo. “You’re getting bad. How often have you done this now?” he asked as he went over and straddled Duo’s lap.

Duo laughed softly as he ran a hand up Heero’s front before he started unbuttoning and moving clothing out of his way. “You could always say no. All of you could. I think you get a kick out of doing this,” he purred and Heero shuddered as his gaze darkened with lust.

“You’re a very bad influence,” Heero whispered before capturing Duo’s laughing mouth and kissing him hungrily. Oh yes, he really couldn’t get enough of his beloveds.

~FIN