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The God of Death looked at the chessboard with a focused expression, chin covered by his fingers. He moved one hand to pick a piece, then hesitated, chose another one and finally moved it.
«Check.» He said then, as his golden haired twin kept looking at him.
«This is not the first time you don't show up in an official gathering, and I know it's not going to be the last one…» Hypnos observed, considering his display of moves. «But have you read the letter at least?»
«Not yet.» Thanatos shrugged. «I'll go talking to Hades in person.»
«I think he doesn’t want us around, for now.»
«Oh, really...?» The dark haired god toyed with the knight he had recently won with his black queen. «Has he forgotten that we are his counselors, then? And I don't know if I like Pandora being stuck to him like this, especially now that there’s no need for her to be here anymore.»
His brother sighed with a smile, moving a pawn.
«He’s a little annoyed at the fact that he had to come to Earth with his divine body, to win the Holy War.»
«We do him a favor, every two hundred years…» Thanatos muttered, again frowning while examining the chessboard. «And it was starting to get on my nerves. No, those saints were starting to get on my nerves. And it’s not like the world needed a Holy War, for people to die.»
Hypnos said nothing to that, deciding to focus on the match for a while, as his brother was gaining the upper hand, albeit being clearly nervous about something. It was some time now that their eyes hadn’t met.
«You’re worried about young Pandora being still here…?» He asked after a while, and his twin huffed.
«I’m only asking myself what is she doing here. Her task was to find the vessel and guide the specters. She did that. She can go live her life on Earth.»
«I hear she’s staying because she doesn’t want to leave one of our three judges… and she’s just a kid.» Hypnos tried to meet his brothers eyes, but didn’t manage. «You know Pandora is very loyal to Hades. Do you? Almost at the point of insanity, if I might say so.»
«You forget that the mistake was hers as well.» Death moved his black queen again. «She was sure that the human kid was Hades awakened. She was, as you and I. It’s not like her “loyalty” is a good thing.»
«If you worry about the human kid, know that I disposed of him personally.»
This time, Thanatos’ eyes rose with a glare.
«Do you think I’m an idiot? I know the human kid didn’t die. He's sleeping somewhere in one of your worlds of dream, and I don't understand why you choose to keep him alive. And who is the judge you were talking about…?»
Hypnos couldn’t help smiling at his twin’s scowl.
«Brother dearest, you’re so full of bad thoughts.» He didn’t stop smiling at the other’s darkening expression, especially because Thanatos was now less careful, and allowed him to endanger his king. «Stop fretting over nonexistent matters. Pandora is staying in the Underworld because the Wyvern wants her to stay, and it shouldn’t surprise you… they get close to each other every two hundred years.» He leaned in, brushing Death's shoulder «Try to stop fretting over everything. It can sound strange, but this is a time for peace… saints are no more, Athena has no chance of reincarnating her cosmo, and the Thunder God up there told Hades that Earth is his to reshape, now. It was said in the letter he sent us. Yes, the one you didn’t read.»
Thanatos sighed and shook his head, using the knight to protect his king.
«It sounds strange indeed.» Said then, again giving back his gaze. «It’s been like this for a long while… and by “long”, I mean for our perception of time.»
«You’re right.» He admitted.
He was about to add something, but kept his mouth shut. Thanatos was clearly too nervous for that kind of conversation, but something had been troubling Hypnos’ mind for a while, now, and he felt the need to talk to his twin about it.
He knew the Holy War to be an easy way to have Hades’ and Athena’s forces compensate each other, every two hundred years. Specters and saints could become troublesomely strong, especially golden saints… former Cancer recently gave them a good demonstration of that. No wonders that Zeus, up there, needed a way to keep that strength at bay… and which method was easier than making them fight to annihilation, every two hundred years, with the excuse of a war?
So that, Hypnos never thought about winning the Holy War, nor that Athena would have managed to put a real end to the happening. Still, the specific circumstances of that Holy War, in particular, made it possible for Hades to win… the saint were less organized, and most of all, the Lord of the Underworld had been asleep for a long while, while everyone thought he was fully aware and in command, giving orders through that human kid’s body. It had seemed to Hypnos that it had been all about a “fake” Holy War, or almost.
Thanatos cleared his throat, and the Sleep realized it was his turn to move a piece. He focused again on the chessboard, realizing that his brother was definitely winning the match.
«You haven’t told me why you didn't kill the human kid... what was his name again?»
«Alone.» Hypnos hesitated, frowning slightly at his already endangered king. «And I don't have to answer your question. You know I never kill anyone, if I'm not forced to. Besides, being locked in the Dreamworld is the same thing as being dead.»
«But you’re awfully distracted.» Thanatos moved his only bishop. «Checkmate. If it's not the human kid or Pandora that concern you, what is it that allowed me to win a match so fast? This... almost never happens. I tried asking before because I was sure that something is bothering you.»
Hypnos faced his brother's smirk with a questioning expression.
«Are you saying that I almost always win?» He asked then, still not wanting to talk about what was actually troubling him.
«Let’s say that you win half of the times.» Thanatos shrugged. «But even if I win, the match is always hard. This time, you've been looking... far away.»
The golden haired god smiled.
«My dearest brother worries about me.»
«Will you be a good twin and talk to me?» The other insisted, putting the pieces on their beginning position. «It's not like I worry about you, I just want to know what's on your mind.»
«Just admit that you care for me, and I'll tell you.»
«No, you won’t.» Thanatos smiled, crossing arms on his chest. «I know that look on your face. Mother Night knows if I do. You win, don’t say anything, I don’t want to insist… and still, you were a jerk for letting me fight alone with those two.»
His twin blinked a few times at those words.
«You mean the Cancer saint and his teacher?» Sleep asked then. «And you bring it out now…? I guess you know why I haven’t taken part in that fight. You’re aware that I-»
«Loathe useless violence and bloodshed. I know. You're still a jerk.»
«Why are we having this conversation right now?» Hypnos frowned a little, crossing arms on his chest as well. «I always leave you when there’s a fight coming, and you never felt the need to complain.»
The other huffed and lifted up his eyes.
«And you win again, since I guess you’d never say that you’re sorry.»
«You want me to?» Sleep sighed. «Fine. I am sorry for leaving you. I didn’t expect that your adversaries would have been so hard to handle. I should have stayed, albeit knowing that you’re perfectly capable to hold things by yourself.»
His twin looked sincerely surprised. He just returned his look for some moments, then his expression turned somehow worried.
«You said that you're sorry.» He stated in a serious tone, and Sleep raised an eyebrow.
«You wanted me to, so I did.»
«Are you aware that I was just teasing you, brother?» Asked Thanatos, again in a serious tone. «Because I was. You’ve never been a jerk, and I’ve never been angry at you.»
Hypnos sighed, gesturing him to get up as he did the same, approaching the balustrade.
«Whatever it is that is troubling you, must be one serious matter.» He heard Thanatos say, as his twin joined his side. «First, I easily win the chess match. Now this. Should I be alarmed?»
Sleep thought about telling him now and there, but rapidly changed his mind. He wouldn’t have known how to put it, to begin with. It was just a thought, nothing he should have actually be concerned about.
«You shouldn’t.» He answered eventually, after Thanatos had put a hand on his back. «Don’t worry.»
«You know I don’t believe you. You also know that you can lie to anyone, gods and mortals alike… but not to me.»
Hypnos smiled vaguely, giving a small nod.
«I do know.»
He said nothing more and his twin just sighed, choosing not to insist.
The two gods were crossing the hallway of their residence to get to their respective quarters, when Morpheus appeared out of a distortion, kneeling down before them.
«My lords. I ought to exchange a word with Lord Thanatos, if I'm not a disturbance to you.»
Both of them nodded.
«I'll leave you then.» Hypnos said, but his twin shook his head.
«Stay for a while longer, I have a request.» Death turned his attention to his nephew, gesturing him to stand up. «What is it?»
«You asked both me and my father to keep two people in Morphia, not long ago. You told me to release one of them after some time, and this time has come. Now I was here to present this person to you again.»
«Thank you, Morpheus. You can take him to my quarters, I'll deal with the rest.»
The demigod nodded, bowed to both of them and vanished in a black cloud.
«Which one?» Hypnos asked, arms crossed on the chest, and his twin smiled vaguely.
«The little crab.»
«Haven't you tortured him enough, already?»
«I haven't gotten tired of him just yet.» Thanatos shrugged. «Do you remember when I said I was not angry? I lied, partially. I am not angry at you. But that mortal did break our chessboard, hit me, and sealed me away with a trick.»
Hypnos sighed, nodding vaguely.
«Keep in mind that the boy is at his limit, and if you want him sane, you should be less harsh.»
«I will keep it in mind.» Death nodded as well. «Still, I never said I wanted him sane.»
His twin just sighed again, there was no point discussing it further. He plainly thought it was a waste to treat the mortal that way, but Thanatos could very well do as he pleased with his prizes. As he was doing as he pleased with the humans he had claimed, after all.
«What was it, that you wanted to ask of me?» Demanded then.
«Can I keep the big crab in Morphia for some more time?»
«You can.»
«You will not steal him from me, will you?» Thanatos smiled. «Since you like humans so much, even if you already have two…»
His twin shook his head, smiling back.
«I will see you tomorrow, brother. Now please let me get back to my quarters.»
«Of course. And tomorrow you bring your little pets with you... I wish to see how they can be so precious to you.»
«I'll bring them if you want to, but Thanatos…» Sleep gave him a serious look. «I’ll be telling you now. Do not lay a finger on them. I don't want you to terrify my servants.»
«I won't.» His twin huffed. «Not even a finger. Can I look at them…?»
«Only if tomorrow you show me your… “little crab”, as you would say.»
This time, Death gave him a questioning look.
«Why do you want to see him?»
«I am curious. And please, let him look at least decent.»
«As you wish. We will see our different perspective on the meaning of “decent”, then.»
Hypnos sighed a smile, before finally heading back to his quarters.
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Chapter 2: II
Notes:
About the Pisces poison: when we read The Lost Canvas for the first time, for unknown reasons, the translation we found spoke of Albafica as being completely poisonous (sweat, tears, every kind of body component), and mentioned his blood as “his most poisonous feature”.
So then, when we began writing this story, we kept this trait without really thinking about it :)
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
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The first thing Albafica could acknowledge, as he managed to open his eyes, was the pasty blue shade of something waving, realizing then, when he focused, that it must have belonged to a bed drapery.
He shivered right after that, trying to curl up on himself. He felt like freezing, even if something heavy and warm was covering him, probably a blanket. Head pounding, feeling extremely weak and sore, he didn’t fight it when felt like drifting into slumber, trying to collect some warmth by pulling his arms against the chest.
When he regained consciousness the cold felt less intense, and his head was dizzy but not aching anymore. Something was being pressed on his forehead and temples, and the young man tried to open his eyes again but it felt impossible; he only managed to wince, realizing that someone was brushing his face with probably a wet piece of fabric.
This must be my imagination, he said to himself, when he received the distinct feeling of fingers caressing his hair. No one could be in my house. I wouldn’t allow it, it’s too dangerous.
His mind was probably playing tricks. He was feverish, undoubtedly, and it wouldn’t have been the first time he imagined the presence of his old teacher, caring for him while he was sick.
«Try to drink some water.» He heard someone speaking, while a hand on his nape was making him raise his head. «Come on, even a sip will do.»
The young man frowned, again trying to open his eyes. This didn’t actually feel like a hallucination, nor did the side of a glass, which was being delicately pressed against his lower lip.
He swallowed slowly, and the person next to him, whoever they were, was careful enough not to make the water fall on his chest. He had managed to lift his eyelids, but his vision was too foggy to let him understand what was happening.
A long shiver ran through his body as his head was put back on the pillow, and he closed his eyes again with a low groan, as his head was starting to pound once more.
This must be some kind of weird dream, he thought again, curling up against a new source of warmth, after feeling that the blanket was being lifted. After a short while, he realized it was someone’s body.
It was impossible that anyone was actually laying beside him on his bed. He also recalled the color of that bed drapery he had seen before, which was a shade of pasty blue. Albafica was sure that his bed had no drapery like that, in fact it had none at all.
It’s just a dream, he repeated to himself.
Once he regained consciousness again, the young man was still feeling annoyingly sick, but definitely better than before. He breathed deeply, feeling his mouth dry, but the cold was gone and his head wasn’t throbbing too much.
He relaxed in the comfortable feeling of being tucked up into a blanket, heat enveloping his body, and tried to recall the past happenings. First of all, the reason why he was feeling so sick.
There was something about the Holy War. Something about Hades’ specters attacking the Sanctuary, and his trap of roses… then there was Shion, holding him in his arms.
No, he thought, that last thing couldn’t be possible. He would have shouted at the Aries Saint not to get close and not to touch him, it was too dangerous. It was extremely dangerous, because… he had been bleeding…? Why was it, why was he supposed to be bleeding? Was there a fight of some kind?
There probably was and he had been hurt, it would explain the fever. The Pisces Saint found himself unable to remember any better than that, but he was sure that Shion was involved in an unpleasant memory.
He kept his eyes closed and tried to recall something more, but had to stop at the sudden realization, which came as he slowly started to gain perception of his surroundings, that there was someone laying close to him. Very close to him, at the point that Albafica had one arm wrapped on his own waist, and his head was resting against that same person’s shoulder, their bodies pressed together.
He remembered curling up against someone to gain warmth, and that he was being somehow taken care of; he was sure it was a dream, but no, it was real… there actually was a person next to him.
His guts froze, his eyes widened open and he had to do his best to avoid panicking.
Now he was realizing that both him and that person were bare chested, and judging from what happened, he was sure he had high temperature… thus he had undoubtedly sweated, while sleeping. All the while, touching that person’s bare skin.
Almost depleting his already scarce energies, Albafica managed to rise and get up from the bed, only to fall on a carpet for his legs weren’t working properly. He crawled away, supporting against a chair to assume a sitting position on the floor, then he dared to look back.
A person was actually laying on the bed, next to where he was sleeping. He could just spot a part of his skin and some strands of silver hair, from that angle.
And he had just killed him.
Almost giving in to horror he tried to rise again, breath quickening. He needed to control that person's pulse. He wasn't sure, but he had the impression, before, that the stranger was breathing… and his body was still warm, he had felt that his skin was smooth and absolutely not frigid. Maybe it was not too late. Maybe there was something, anything he could have done to...
The corner of his eye spotted a movement on the deep red blankets, as he was trying to get on his feet, using the chair as a support, and he immediately turned around.
The dead person was stretching his arms while sitting on the bed, being apparently not dead at all.
Albafica blinked, trying to realize if it was all real or just his feverish mind causing him to hallucinate, as the stranger rubbed his eyes and yawned, seeming actually very much alive.
Without caring on how everything could have been possible, he let himself slide on the ground again, with a deep sigh of relief. He hadn't killed him. This was the important, for now.
The other was looking at the bed with a confused and half asleep expression, and after a moment his eyes rose into those of the saint, which was still kneeling on the carpet.
«Oh, there you are.» Said the unknown man. «Are you feeling any better? I guess you are, since you managed to get up… or almost.»
«I am…» He started to answer, but the words didn’t quite form on his lips. He blinked, now again trying to understand what was happening, since that wasn’t his room, and he had no idea of where he was. «Are you alright?» He decided to ask, since that person seemed well, but he had still been in contact with his poisonous body for a while.
«Guess I am.» The stranger had a half smile, moving to sit on the edge of the bed. «Thanks for asking. I needed to sleep for a while as well.»
Albeit not recognizing him, Albafica realized that his voice was sounding strangely familiar. He almost winced, scanning his features as trying to recall where they had seen each other; the stranger was tall with a good shaped body, no doubt the physical structure of a warrior, had long and messy hair and wore nothing but a pair of black trousers. And he seemed at perfect ease, as if he was the house owner. As he probably was, after all.
«I’m sorry, sir…» Said the Pisces saint, realizing his tone had been somehow cautious. «Could you please tell me where I am? I don't remember coming here. I apologize if I don't get up, but I'm afraid I must be sick.»
The other’s brows rose and he gave him an almost amused look, while getting up to reach the bedside table, and pour some water into a glass.
«Yeah, well…» He answered then, turning towards him again. «I’ve been told that you wouldn’t have remembered, at the beginning. Memories will come back, don’t you worry… but I can see that you don’t remember about me either.»
He came closer, but Albafica moved backwards and put distance again, lifting his hand.
«No, please, don’t.» He said, and the other’s face became questioning, but stopped. «Don’t touch me. I must not approach people, my body is-»
«You’ve been sleeping on my chest like a baby cat, and I’m fine. See? No need to worry.» The stranger approached again and crouched before him, handing the glass. «I’m not going to touch you, just take the water. You need to drink. And… you really have no idea of who I am.»
With a deep, slow breath, the Pisces saint took the glass, careful not to touch the other’s fingers, and tried to get rid of the almost scared expression he was displaying as he drank.
«I guess… I guess I don’t.» Said then. «I apologize if I offend you.»
«You do offend me.» The stranger answered, but he was smiling and didn’t seem offended at all. «You see, our first and last encounter has been… let’s say passionate.»
The young saint swallowed and withdrawn again. His still blurry mind was sending some strong, weird warning signals, screaming to keep as much distance as possible from that person, and this time it wasn’t due to the risk of hurting him with his poison.
And he was starting to realize one more thing, which was maybe as terrifying as the thought of probably having killed someone. He couldn't feel his cosmo, nor his cloth. He couldn't feel them at all, not even a small, weak glow. It was like he had never been the Pisces saint.
He tried to breathe normally. There surely was an explanation to what was happening.
He looked at the other person, trying his best to remember his face; he needed to focus on one problem at a time, and the recognition of the unknown place he found himself into seemed the most urgent.
«I have no intentions of being rude.» He said, again with a careful tone. «But while you seem to know me, I only have a faint notion that we have met before.» Everything in that man was, in fact, somehow familiar, but no name could yet form on the saint's lips, and no place where they had met nor situation was coming to his mind. «Can I ask for your help to remember?»
«But of course you can, since you’re being so adorably polite.» The stranger was smiling again, but this time, his look sent a shiver down Albafica’s spine. «You say I seem to know you… and the Gods know I do, Pisces saint Albafica. You took my life with that damn rose, and sacrificed yours to do so… but since you need help to remember my name, here you go. I am the Celestial Noble Star, Underworld Judge and Specter in the army of Lord Hades. Minos of the Griffon.»
At those words, memories collapsed on the young saint’s mind like a waterfall.
The Holy War, the trap of the roses. The specters, their deaths, the one who made the roses wither. The fight against the Griffon, the strings, his own horrible helplessness. The terribly painful way he had crushed his bones.
Shion and that little girl in the village, his life that seeped away in the form of a poisonous crimson rain. His white, last rose, stained red with his own blood.
«What... how...» He stammered, eyes widened, the images painfully hitting his mind. «You should not... I was...»
It couldn't be real. They should have been both dead, they had killed each other. He had managed to hit the Griffon with the tainted white rose, it was the last thing he had clearly seen before his senses had started to fade.
Then were they... in the Underworld? Why couldn't he feel his cloth nor his cosmo, then…?
«I guess that did help you remember.» Said the other, and Albafica’s eyes shot on his face. «Now don’t give me that look... everyone must die, right? No need to hold grudges on each other. And I can only blame my own carelessness, for letting you hit me with your technique… I underestimated you. But your pretty face got me distracted, it must have been that.»
Again, the young man tried to swallow and breathe normally, feeling his head spin.
He told himself not to panic, since it was the most useless thing he could do in that moment. Looking for a way to make sense of that situation, he realized that yes, both him and the Griffon had died… then the specter must have come back at some point, and went looking for him in the myriad of dead souls. That explained why he couldn’t feel his cosmo nor his cloth, and why his body wasn’t poisonous anymore… but then, how was it that he had been scorching with fever? It didn’t make any sense for a dead soul to have a physical body, to feel things as if it was still alive.
«Still confused, aren’t we?» The Griffon smiled and got up to approach again, but Albafica moved back, forcing his weak limbs to move.
«Don’t come any closer.» He said in a low tone, shooting a glare at the other.
«Don’t… what?» The specter blinked and then smiled again. «Well, I guess you don’t fully understand the position you are in. Of course you don’t. Let me try to explain.»
One of his arms rose, and his fingers opened up.
The young man awfully recognized that movement, knowing that he should have seen the small lines of cosmo making their way towards him, since it wasn't the first time he witnessed that technique. But he could acknowledge them only when they got laced to his body, pulling him up in a straight position, as his muscles worked even if he had given no commands to them.
«There, all better.» The Griffon said, approaching again. «See, little blossom, right now you have no golden cloth, no special moves to use, nothing. You are the same as every ordinary human being, so you can’t defend, and… well, it’s not like you could actually defend yourself even before, not against me. But I guess you had that impression.»
As the Griffon’s hand moved to caress his hair, the young man tried to fight the strings, doing his best to avoid obeying the commands, but he couldn't even pose a small opposition. His limbs and muscles were now completely limp, and moved to every small twisting, while he was able to resist the pull at least vaguely when he had worn his cloth.
«And you’re giving me that look again…» He heard the other say. «Not that I don’t like it, quite the opposite… I think it suits you. But you could at least show some gratitude, since I plucked you out of the soul stream, and I am currently taking care of you. You’re still feverish, by the way. You should lie down for a while longer.»
The strings moved, and Albafica was forced to lie down on the bed, as he had been suggested to do. He closed his eyes and breathed heavily again, trying to ignore the sensation of his spinning head.
«I would be insane, if the thought of “thanking you” ever crosses my mind.» He hissed then, keeping eyes shut. «You’re a murderer. You ended the lives of those innocent people, twisting their bodies as if you were playing with dolls. You were about to destroy an entire village, for the simple fact that being able to do it was amusing you. You’re the worst, Griffon Minos.»
The pressure on the mattress informed him that the other was sitting close. A moment later he felt a hand touching his face, and he tried to move his head as to avoid the contact.
«Yes, I guess I’m a horrible person. I didn’t want to kill you, though.» He heard the specter say. «I offered you to go away... but you wanted to end my life so much that you sacrificed yours. Was that because I had humiliated you?»
The saint opened his eyes to glare at the other.
«I don't have to explain anything.» He hissed again. «I only needed to stop you. You must be happy you can take your revenge, now.»
The Griffon sighed, grabbing his chin with another half smile, quick enough not to let him jolt his head in time.
«You’re a kid.» Said then, in a tone which sounded almost patronizing, and looking at him directly in the eyes. «How old are you, in fact? Twenty…? I guess you know nothing about revenge, so let me teach you something… this has nothing to do with payback or the likes.» His free hand went to the young man’s hair once more, pulling them back on his head, so that they wouldn’t cover his face. «Do you know what happens to warriors, when they lose a war? No? They’re captured, and kept as prizes by the winning side. And yes, blossom, this is exactly what you are now… my prize. It should be pretty easy to understand.»
Albafica found himself frowning, mostly because of the implications held in those words. He was sure he had gotten to understand the situation - he died, the Griffon went back to the Underworld and collected him, to make him pay for having killed him. But that sentence put a whole new light over the situation.
«What… what do you mean…?» He dared asking, trying not to think about the fact that he was being touched, at the moment. The sensation was so foreign that the caress, alone, was able to make him stiffen.
«I mean…» The specter went on brushing his fingers through his hair, almost absent mindedly. «That now I own you. I am very content, I’ve been wanting to touch and rough you up since I laid my eyes on you… but you were poisonous, so I had to stick to my technique, and couldn’t do this.» He bent over and dip nose and lips into the saint’s azure hair, making him stiffen some more.
«What a good smell you have.» He said then with another smile, his face very close to the other’s, and Albafica would have turned his head if not for the hand keeping his chin still. «And you look so very scared. I’d never think I would have seen such a look on your face.»
«You misunderstand, Griffon.» He answered in a low tone. «I am not scared of you. You want to torture me…?» He did his best to sharpen his glare, clenching the fists. «Go on, make me bleed. I never cared about myself… cripple me, if this quenches your thirst. I prefer you pour out your venom at me than at anyone else.»
The specter sighed again and sat more straight, now with a hand running through his own locks of hair.
«I guess I haven’t been clear enough.» Said then. «I have no intentions in spoiling your pretty face. Yes, I could make your body disfigure itself, but what for? You are my prize, and I'd be such an idiot if I ruined you.»
The strings were pulled again, and the young man felt his arms stuck at the sides of his head. He almost winced at the sensation, feeling the ghost of pain even if none had been inflicted.
«Do whatever you please, then.» He replied, shifting his gaze at the ceiling. «I'll tell you the same thing thoroughly… I don't care about myself. I protected the Sanctuary and that village from your pointless cruelty, I avoided my companion's death and fulfilled my duty. I have nothing to fear from you anymore.»
He heard the specter laughing softly.
«You really are a brave, precious gem. Are all golden dolls like that? Or are you the one special snowflake…?»
Albafica said nothing to that, partially because he had no intentions on answering, but also because there still was something bugging his mind. The fact that he had a fever, to begin with, as he could still feel his head spinning and his limbs ache, especially where the cosmo strings were wrapped. And he was starting to worry about his comrades. He had no idea about how much time had passed between his own death and that moment… anything could have happened in the meantime. He asked himself if Shion was alright, if he had really managed to keep those people safe, if any other specter would have gotten through and invaded the Sanctuary.
Normally he would have relied on his cosmo to know, feeling the burning glow of the other saints’ lives, but this time he simply felt empty.
The sensation of something touching him put an end to his trail of thoughts, bringing him to the present, and after a moment he found himself looking down, as two hot palms were pressing against his chest, sliding down to his waist.
«You tell me you’re not scared…» He heard the other mutter, while seemingly examining his body. «But you’re tense as if I was about to maim you… don’t you worry, blossom, I promise I’m not. I guess the nature of our previous encounter doesn’t reassure you, but now you’re not my enemy anymore. I have no reasons to hurt you.»
«As I said,» the saint responded, again shifting eyes to the ceiling with a wince. «I don’t care.»
«Then you don’t care if I do this…?»
His legs were abruptly spread by the cosmo strings, and Albafica twitched, again looking down to meet the amused look of the other. The Griffon leaned in again, slightly pulling the edge of his trousers.
«Maybe, just maybe…» Said then, sounding as amused as ever. «I am starting to understand. You have been poisonous all your life, haven’t you?»
The saint didn’t answer, finding himself confused about the other’s intentions. He just glared, trying unsuccessfully to close his legs, as he was feeling way too much exposed.
«Of course you have.» The specter resumed, displaying a smile which turned rapidly into a grin. «So then, you have never been touched... you’re not only undoubtedly a virgin, but moreover, no one ever touched you. Not like this, not in any possible way.»
A hand went up again, holding his chin still, with the thumb caressing his lips. He kept them shut, trying to focus on his pounding head to keep distracted from the situation. A touch on his inner thigh started to make him understand what actually were the specter’s intents.
«Last time I said so, you seemed almost offended…» The other commented, while undoing the lace of the saint’s trousers. «I hope I don’t offend you this time. You’re beautiful, you know? Even now, all ragged up and feverish. Your eyes are glistening, you’re a pleasure to look at.»
Albafica closed his eyes with another wince when the Griffon’s fingers started to caress the sensitive skin below his navel. He almost held his breath at the utterly alien feeling, and after a short while he had to swallow hard, feeling heat on his face, and almost shaking his head at that perception. The other softly laughed and he shot a glance at him, finding another amused look over his features.
«I guess it must be pretty weird.» Observed then, making him twitch as he began stroking him harder. «But don’t worry… right now you’re weak, and not used to being touched, so it’s normal for you to be this sensitive. Look at me now, like this.»
The Griffon took one of his legs and made him place it on his shoulder, towering over him, and then pressed the knuckles on his navel. All the while he never stopped stroking him, and the young man found himself sighing, his body tensing up and arching slightly.
«There, you’re such a sweet little doll.» Muttered the other. «Keep looking at me.»
The feeling of the stimulation, mixed with the numbness of his body, was adding to the spinning of his head. Albafica realized his vision was a bit blurred, and that he had started breathing through parted lips.
«It’s a pity that you’re still so frail…» He heard the other whisper. «I’d really love to properly rough you up. But I guess that’ll have to wait some more.»
Long fingers were tightened at the bottom of his length and he jolted, giving a light twitch of his hips. He realized he was somehow panting, but he couldn’t manage to do anything but keep looking at the other through foggy eyes, with his thoughts going astray, even if the situation was the most absurd he had ever found himself into.
All of a sudden, he felt something knotting within his waist, and managed to recognize that he was about to finish. He held his breath, biting his lower lip, again making his hips jolt without being able to control them; a slight moan escaped his throat as he arched again, feeling the muscles tensing up and then relaxing while he finished on the other’s fingers.
«And I am also in love with your pretty voice.»
Eyes now closed and breath still heavy, the young man felt a touch on his cheek, and confusedly realized that the other had somehow cleaned him up and laced his trousers again. Also, that the strings weren’t pulling his wrists or his legs anymore, allowing him to relax.
«You look like you are about to faint. Are you, blossom? It’s alright, you need to rest.»
The saint tried to open his eyes but could see only a blur, so he closed them again and decided to give up to unconsciousness. It wasn’t as if he could have done something to solve the situation, after all, being awake or not.
He had the sensation of a blanket being pulled over his body, right before falling asleep again.
Minos couldn’t hold a smile while looking at the ruffled appearance of his adorable new doll.
Seeing him so confused and scared had almost him think that he was a different person from the one he had met on the Sanctuary ground, but that sharp glare was the one he recalled. And that pretty face too.
He brushed azure locks from his features, making him sigh in his sleep. That kid was so small, he considered. Without that shiny golden costume, which had made him look taller and thicker, he had an almost feminine form which seemed so unfit for a warrior… then again, he was a warrior who fought with roses, so it somehow made sense. Even if it was almost a waste, since a poisonous body like his was itself a weapon, so he should have been more trained in close combat… but this kind of things didn’t matter anymore, so the specter just shrugged the thought away. The former Pisces Saint was his prize now. Not a warrior anymore, of any kind, and he would have never been again.
He had needed to keep himself calm, before, as not to take him there as he was, feverish, weak and all… but the realization that he was being his first had made him refrain from going over the top. The golden doll was understandably frail and confused, and Minos wanted to enjoy taking him, not having the kid faint at some point… as he in fact did, just from some cuddling.
He had plenty of time, after all. No need to rush anything. The thought of all the possibilities displaying before him almost made him smile again, and he didn’t refrain from caressing the other’s hair, making it slide through his fingers.
Ever since putting his eyes on the saint, he had imagined those pretty pink lips of his around him, but his poisonous body had been a great deal of troubles… it had been so stupid of him to let the kid live, at that point, randomly twisting his bones, without caring to check if he was actually alive or not. He also told himself he had been an idiot for dying in such a stupid way, but luckily the situation turned out good… and Minos realized he was anticipating the moment when he would tell the other about the Holy War. About the fact that Lord Hades won. That little rosebud would’ve undoubtedly displayed the most scared and adorable reactions, and he couldn’t wait to see them.
He checked his temperature, and decided to cool him down a little before laying down next to him again. The Griffon himself was still tired, having not entirely recovered from when Lord Hades had extracted him out of that rosary bead, so sleeping seemed a good idea. He started brushing the former saint’s temples with a wet rag, and was still doing it when he heard the sound of someone knocking at the door of his house, making him blink and stop. He grabbed a robe and put it on while going, opening the door to meet the violet eyes of the Balrog.
«Liege.» He saluted and bowed courteously, before Minos could say anything. «I had hoped to find you here. I wanted to inform you that Garuda Aiacos has been found, and is currently being taken to the Underworld to meet Lord Hades’ judgement.»
The Griffon nodded, lifting a hand to rub his nose bridge.
«Thank you, Lune.» He answered. «I’m glad to hear that. But wait… what do you mean by “Lord Hades’ judgement”? Is my brother guilty of a crime…?»
The Balrog looked as if he was scanning him with those piercing violet eyes he had, and Minos raised an eyebrow in a questioning look, waiting for him to speak.
«May I come in?» Asked Lune eventually. «This is a pretty long matter to explain.»
Minos just gestured him to follow, and then to talk when they were both sitting at a small table, in the open yard of his residence.
«I understand that you’re not aware of what happened with the Garuda and Behemoth Violate.» Said then the Balrog, sitting with his legs overlapped.
«I’m not.» He sighed, again rubbing his fingers between his eyes. «I just recently got back from that weird necklace, remember? I only heard, from Rhadamanthys, that Aiacos’ surplice had been destroyed and he had not returned to the Underworld, after the war was declared over. Is this why he’s in need of a judgement? And what about the Behemoth…?»
Lune shook his head, then started to explain that Aiacos had fled the battle against the Sagittarius Saint, then again he had not accepted his punishment. Prior to that, Behemoth Violate had been killed at the hands of the Leo Saint, and his body used to strike down Aiacos, who was hurt and his surplice broken. And as the Balrog spoke, Minos’ eyes had been gradually widening, and he found himself hardly believing any of that.
«Hence, when the Garuda is brought here, Lord Hades will judge his actions.» Concluded Lune. «But I think that he will be given the chance to get his surplice back, and continue to perform his duties as an Infernal Judge, since the conditions of his confrontation with Lord Hades’ vessel were… unusual.»
«“Unusual” to say the least.» The Griffon commented, crossing arms on his chest. «The person who decided to put him to death wasn’t Lord Hades himself. But a human kid, pretending to be him. Does our lord recognize that?»
«I am most certain he does.» Nodded the other. «Still, the Garuda thought he was being addressed by Lord Hades, and disobeyed. But as I said, I don’t think his punishment will be harsh.»
Minos sighed, sliding a hand through his hair to make the white locks fall back.
«Whatever. I’ll be seeing him as soon as he steps here, I don’t want him mistreated over something so trivial… punish him with death, at the hand of his lieutenant, because he retired from a battle he couldn’t win… Lord Hades would never do anything so unwise, to begin with. Not in the middle of a Holy War where us Specters aren’t able to come back, since a magic trick was holding us prisoners into damn rosary beads.»
Lune kept looking at him with his usual plain expression, and the Griffon had a half smile.
«Yeah, well, thank you for telling me.» Added then. «I also heard that your doing has been crucial to win the Holy War, hasn’t it Lune? Are you planning on claiming a golden doll of a prize for yourself?»
«I am. I am very interested in human lives, and I am being given the opportunity to claim a golden saint of Athena.» The Balrog twined his fingers and seemed as serious as ever. «I wished for the former saint of Aries. Unfortunately, Lord Hypnos has been faster than me on deciding, and wanted him for himself.»
«Ow…» Minos shrugged. «Another one will do, right? You better hurry up, anyway, soon enough there won’t be any left. Has my brother decided which one he wants…? And by that I mean Rhadamanthys.»
«He hasn’t. The Wyvern stated he doesn’t want human prizes.»
The Griffon blinked at those words, surprised to hear that.
«Anything that floats his boat, I guess…»
«May I ask of you, liege? You seem weary. I hear that those who were extracted from the rosary beads are slow to recover.»
«Lune, my dear, your concern warms me.» He smiled. «I’m fine, I’ll be your usual annoying Infernal Judge in a short while. Don’t you worry.»
The Balrog smiled back, in a sweet way that made Minos feel like getting up and pet his hair, but he wasn’t able to wear his surplice yet, and he didn’t want to need running from the other’s flaming whip.
«I understand.» Lune said then. «I’m glad to hear that you’re well. Did you already claim your prize?»
«I did, and the little fellow is currently sleeping on my bed.» The Griffon gestured inside with his thumb. «He’s still weak and confused. I wonder how much he’ll need to improve from his disorder, but I can’t blame him since he recently died. I’ll be patient.»
Lune lifted his brows with an eloquent gaze, making him snicker.
«Don’t give me that look.» The judge said. «Fine, I will try to be patient. I’ll do my best.»
«If I can say, liege, you tend to be easily tired of your… how to put it…»
«My dolls, and yes, you can say whatever you want.» Minos smiled again. «I am not patient and easily tired. I know my weaknesses. But I’ll try, it’s not like we can have former saints as servants every day. Now, I guess you’re still obliging to my duty as an Infernal Judge, are you? And I’m keeping you here for idle chat, as if it was your free day or something.»
The Balrog had the faintest of smiles, then nodded.
«I thought that informing you about Garuda Aiacos was of pressing importance.»
«And again, you did well. What would I do without you, I wonder… now go, I can take care of myself like the grown up kid I am. But first…» The Griffon gestured at the surroundings, pointing at the grass and small plants that were starting to grow in the open space. «Have you seen it? Plants in the Underworld. We won’t be needing to rely on that horrible tree anymore, to see something alive.»
«I’ve seen it. Grass is growing in my quarters too, and I am most pleased.» Lune rose from the chair, and Minos accompanied him to the door. «I will keep doing my best while I perform the Judge’s duties.»
«You already do it better than me, you know? With that Reincarnation technique you have. I need to make people talk with the strings, and it’s way longer and more painful for everybody.»
«Still, you’re the quickest and the most performing between your brothers, liege.» The Balrog gently replied, and he felt like petting his hair again, again deciding it was not worth the risk. «I will return to my tasks, then. Take care of yourself.»
He bowed and turned away, and Minos smiled, leaning against the door jamb.
«Don’t forget to claim your prize, before all the golden dolls are taken!» He yelled at him, watching his figure moving away, and he had the impression to see him nodding.
Notes:
whoever you were, thank you for the kudos ♥
Chapter 3: III
Notes:
Here we have the first major changes in the TLC plot. This is about Hypnos' fight against Hakurei - in this What If, Hakurei didn't manage to seal the God of Sleep in the casket, and died trying.
Consequently, Dohko faced Hades/Alone to allow Shion and the others to escape, and after he was deadly wounded, Kagaho didn't save him by bringing his body to Defteros.
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
«Careful, now… here, lean on me. The chair is right behind you.» Dohko held his companion by the waist and helped him sitting, then moved to look at his pale features. «Does your head spin?»
«I’m fine.» Shion replied in a soft voice, seeming not fine at all, and Libra had to keep a sigh for himself. «It’s been four days or almost since I was claimed, the disorder is fading.»
Dohko pursed his lips in a scowl, refraining to say anything and just nodding. Yes, it had been some time now that Shion was there, but he had spent the first two days unconscious, scorching with fever and almost delirious… he had reacted way worse than him, for Dohko remembered it took less than thirty hours for him to feel definitely good, while the other was still clearly weak. And that was just the second time he had managed to leave the bed, not without effort.
«There is this dark cosmo, here…» Aries said, head partially lowered and face almost all covered by his wavy blond mane. «It’s suffocating. But I’ll be fine.»
«I guess there is a dark cosmo, yes.» Dohko sighed, moving to open the windows, as if it could make any change. «But it’s not like I can feel it. The only thing getting to my senses is the smell of the poppies.»
«We are in Sleep’s residence, after all.» He heard Shion responding.
«Indeed… and I bet I’ll be scolded if I don’t water the flowers…» Libra pressed a hand on his face, rubbing the temples. «Can you believe it. If I don’t water the plants, I’ll be facing an angry god. I couldn’t imagine anything more ridiculous than this.»
He didn’t wait for his companion’s answer, and went to fetch some water for him. Shion had been refusing to eat, so he mixed some honey into the cup, to at least make him assume something more than just water. He handed him the glass when he went back to the big living room, this time returning his gaze.
«Thank you.» He heard him whisper before drinking. «And please... keep in mind that we’ve been lucky.»
At that, Libra raised an eyebrow.
«Did you just hit your head very hard, and I haven’t noticed…?» Asked then, with a sharp tone which he didn’t mean to use. It wasn’t like he was angered at his longtime friend, but he couldn’t help it. «Lucky…? We’re currently in the status of “prizes” to Hades’ minions. We lost the Holy War. We-»
«Dohko.» Shion interrupted, looking at him directly in the eyes. «We’ve been lucky. Not because of what you’re saying, but because what’s happening to us is better than most of the things that happen to defeated warriors. And you perfectly know that. We are not being beaten, tortured or abused, to begin with.»
He sighed deeply, again rubbing his face with a palm.
«Why are you telling me this, Shion…?» He muttered, leaning against a drapery covered wall. «How can I think about being “lucky”, when I failed my duty? As a saint, as a friend, as a teacher… I wish I could be just dead. Not being tortured, as you said, is almost a torture itself.»
«Tell me you actually think so.» Said the other, and Dohko had to raise his eyes to look at him, hearing his cold tone. «Look at me, and tell me you actually preferred to be tortured over this. We failed, yes. We are being held prisoners. But we are together, we are allowed to rest and to recover, and we will find a way to help our comrades and solve this situation… do you think we could have done anything, when stuck in the soul stream?»
«It’s not like we can do anything right now.» Libra hissed, unable to keep another scowl from forming over his features. «It would have been better to stay dead.»
Shion returned his look with an expression which seemed almost distant.
«You’re talking like a coward.» He said then, and Dohko couldn’t help but widen his eyes at those words. «We don’t have our cloths. We lost. But being here, being ourselves, we can still fight. Being dead means to give in… and I have no intentions of doing that. I am Aries Shion, golden saint of Athena, and it doesn’t matter if I can wear my cloth or not. I can still fight, and I will.»
Libra closed his eyes and breathed deeply, nodding vaguely, and mostly to himself. He detached from the wall and went kneeling in front of his companion; Shion had a cold expression plastered over his pale features, and was clearly holding up by mere willpower, being weak enough to be unable to walk.
«You’re right.» Dohko whispered, cautiously placing a hand on top of his friend’s. «You’re right, I’m behaving like a coward. I’m sorry. I am glad I am with you, Shion… I would be lost, if not. I will do my best, as Libra Dohko, golden saint of Athena. For our lost comrades, wherever they might be, and for humankind. I’m sorry.»
Former Aries nodded, giving the faintest smile, and turned his hand so that their palms were touching.
«We cannot fight as we were taught to.» Said then. «But we will find another way.»
Dohko nodded back, and was about to say something back but heard a sound in the distance. He guessed that the house owner had returned.
«Well, hello there, His Drowsiness…» He muttered, getting up from the crouching position.
«Try not to be too much disagreeable, around him.» Shion said, making him huff a little. «I understand how you feel, but angering Hypnos won’t get us anywhere.»
Dohko shook his head and didn’t respond. If it had been just about him, he wouldn’t have cared less about upsetting that God of Whatever, but he couldn’t risk it. He didn’t know if Sleep would have lashed out at Shion too, if irritated enough, and while Libra didn’t give much of a damn about his own condition, he wouldn’t have done anything that could endanger his companion.
He saw the god enter the room, immediately directing his golden gaze at them.
«I see you’re both awake.» He said, approaching as Shion tried to rise from the chair, and his friend leaned in to help. «Did you manage to eat anything?»
«I did.» Aries answered, and Dohko almost lifted his eyes at the lie.
Hypnos crossed arms on his chest and vaguely smiled.
«And I guess you don’t know that you can’t lie to me. Your friend hasn’t informed you, I take it.»
Shion blinked and seemed in lack of a proper response, and Dohko sighed, stepping forward.
«I haven’t. He just woke up and we didn’t have much time to speak, over the past days.» Said then.
«Then now you know it’s better not to lie when I ask.» Hypnos approached, and Libra had the impulse to move, as to put himself between Sleep and Shion. He had to bite the inside of his cheek to avoid it and remain still. «Come here.» Continued the god, clearly addressing to Shion. «Let me properly look at you, now that you’re standing on two feet.»
Aries was tall, taller than most part of the other saints, from what Dohko could remember, but Sleep clearly surpassed him. Libra was able to notice the fact, for Hypnos started moving around his companion, as if he was seizing him up, and Dohko had to bite his inner cheek again, this time also clenching his fists.
«Interesting.» Hypnos commented, after returning right before Shion, which had kept a perfectly plain expression for the whole time. «It appears that you retain a faint glimmer of your cosmo. Are you able to feel the dark aura of the Underworld, perhaps? And remember not to lie.»
Libra had to widen his eyes at those words, realizing in that moment that he had been frowning deeply, until now. Shion was maintaining some of his cosmo…? It was a bad new and a good new at the same time, he thought, as the other was answering to Sleep’s question.
Since the day he had opened his eyes in those chambers, more than a week before, Dohko couldn’t feel anything inside himself, as if he was nothing more than an ordinary human. And he was sure that Shion was in the same condition as him, as all their comrades, the ones who had been “claimed” by specters… but if Aries was still in possession of some of his powers, maybe it meant that all of them could regain their cosmo, perhaps even their cloths.
But it also meant that Sleep wasn’t probably going to let it slide.
He had to snap out of his thoughts, realizing that Hypnos had lifted a hand, to place his knuckles on Shion’s chest. And albeit having still a plain expression, Libra could say that Aries was tense.
Do not fucking touch him, Dohko muttered to himself, his face getting dark again.
«They say Aries saints hold the very light of a waning star, inside themselves.» Sleep commented, looking down as if he could actually see something on Shion’s body, and slightly moving his hand in a circle. «And I can very well sense some of this light. Seems like dying and being stripped of your powers wasn’t enough, to put down the glow.»
Aries was extremely tense, right now, his lips tightened and eyes clearly fixed on the god before him. He seemed to do his best not to move, but eventually stepped back to withdraw from the other’s touch, and Hypnos’ hand quickly rose on his shoulder to keep him in place.
And this time, biting his inner cheek wasn’t enough for Dohko. He grabbed his companion and snatched his body away, putting himself between him and Sleep, glaring at the god while Shion had to hold on his arm to keep standing straight.
«Leave him be.» Libra almost growled. «Don’t you dare hurt him.»
Hypnos blinked and smiled, furrowing his brows in a look which seemed half amused half irritated, and Dohko kept glowering at him.
«Do you think it is a good idea to antagonize me?» Sleep asked then, moving forward and towering over him. «I am patient enough to inform you that I do not intend to hurt anyone. Nor I want to extinguish the light I was talking about... I very well could, for I am offspring of the Night itself, but I won’t. And now step back, before I lose my tolerance.»
Libra glared at him and opened his mouth, and was right about to say “no” when Shion tightened the hold on his arm and gave a light pull.
«Dohko, please.» He heard him say, voice tranquil albeit fatigued. «Step back.»
He closed his eyes for a moment and cursed as loudly as he could, even if just on his mind, and had to take the deepest breath before doing as asked.
«Good. Now come here again, young man.» Said Hypnos, and Shion moved forward, clearly trying his best not to stumble since he was barely standing, now as pale as ever.
Libra remained close as the god started touching his companion’s chest again, with a focused look on his face.
«It must be very tiring for you.» Hypnos added after some moments. «Being down here, so far from your stars. I’m not surprised you’re so slow to recover from your disorder… it’ll take you some time, indeed. You need to adjust to the dark energy coating this place.»
Dohko dared lending an arm to his companion, to help him stand, and realized he was hoping that Sleep hadn’t lied saying he was not going to hurt him. Because if he actually wanted, there was absolutely nothing they could do to prevent it. And the renewed thought made him clench his jaw strongly enough to feel pain in the head.
«Also, you have been unconsciously holding back.» Hypnos went on. «I remember your powers were very far from reaching their true potential, when I met you during the Holy War.»
Shion was standing through sheer force of will, Dohko could very well see that. Whatever it was that Hypnos was doing to him, was draining his already limited energies. Luckily he stopped and former Aries breathed heavily, as if he had been holding air in his lungs, and his companion remained still to support him.
«I trust you’ll be of assistance. Make him lay down.» Sleep said, this time looking towards Libra. «I will get you something to help him recover. Now go.»
Dohko just nodded, for anything he could say was very far from appropriate in front of a deity, and took his companion’s arm to make him lean on his shoulders as he helped him reach their bedroom.
«I’m fine.» Shion said, after finally laying his back on the mattress. «Don’t ever do anything like that again, Dohko.»
He sighed in frustration, almost kicking the nightstand out of anger.
«Am I supposed to sit and watch, every time that rogue puts his damn hands on you…?» He nearly shouted, without looking at the other. «Would you do it? Just watch? Tell me that you would, and I won’t believe you.»
His companion didn’t answer, and Libra took a deep breath, slowly unclenching his contracted fists before turning towards him to meet his eyes.
«I know.» Shion said, his tone considerably lower than Dohko’s. «Being a golden saint meant that we would have never been impotent before anything. We could always protect who wasn’t able to. From anyone, from any possible threat.»
«It meant to protect innocent people from whomever would cause them suffering.» Former Libra muttered, sitting on the edge of the bed. «It meant having your comrades beside you, it meant not being alone. Ever.»
«It still means this.»
He felt a small touch on the side of his hand, realizing it were Shion’s fingers.
«It does.» He answered. «But it serves nothing if I can’t protect you.»
«I’ve never been in need of protection. No more than you were. And before, Sleep didn’t hurt me… so all the fuss was about nothing. Just calm down.»
«But he could.» Dohko almost hissed, without looking directly at the other. «He could, and I wasn’t able to do anything.»
«And if you keep reacting like that, the only result will be that of making him grow tired of your temper. You know that too, do you?» Shion’s tone had been almost scolding. «We need to endure. There’s nothing more we can do, for now. Endure, be patient, realize we cannot solve this the way we were used to, by relying on our cosmo, our training and our cloth. So if Sleep wants to look directly into my ribcage, to check how a human is made on the inside, you let him do it without blinking an eye… you just hope he’s going to patch me up when he’s done. Do you understand?»
Libra raised both his hands with a deep sigh, sinking his face into the palms. He said nothing to that, basically because it would have never been the answer that Shion wanted to hear. Dohko knew he would have preferred having his limbs torn apart from his body, than allowing his companion to suffer. And he was sure that Shion thought same, and was speaking like that just to protect him.
«Just rest.» He said after a while. «You need it. If it’s true that you still have some of your cosmo, then it’s better if you focus on it and rest.»
«I will.» The other answered. «And… yes, it’s true. I can feel it now, my cosmo. Very vaguely, but I can, and I will try to reach for our comrades’ presence when I recover.»
Dohko just nodded to that, remaining sat there as his friend’s breathing became more rhythmical, telling him he was asleep after just a handful of minutes.
Hypnos stayed there, back leaning against the wall just beside the door, as he had been through the whole span of the conversation between the two kids. He smiled to himself; they were understandably terrified, but also very protective of one another, and very interesting to watch as they displayed different reactions.
Reactions which were also different from those of the former Cancer saint, for when he had faced Thanatos, it was most clearly heedless, unafraid while looking in the eyes of Death itself… probably because he had faced death, in a form or another, for his whole life. And his particular powers to manipulate souls where constantly putting him in contact with the Underworld, as if he had been a human, mortal vessel of the power so overwhelming of an executioner of souls.
Those two instead, former Aries and former Libra, were visibly scared. They had been most likely trained to look the less scared they could when confronted by a threat… but they were also younger than former Cancer, and probably had less traumatic experiences to count. But even if afraid, they were able to keep shielding each other, one with a behavior which could have been interpreted as submissive, but clearly intended to limit the damages… while the other was stubbornly trying to oppose, acting as if his obstinacy could make any difference.
They were obviously thinking about helping their former comrades, and Hypnos hadn’t been surprised to hear that. They needed some time to adjust to the situation they found themselves into, still reasoning as if they were golden saints of Athena… and again, Sleep told himself he couldn’t be surprised. The two kids had been raised like that, head filled with ideals and precepts, taught since they were children to serve one and only goddess, willing to sacrifice their lives to… “protect” her.
He almost smiled, lifting a hand to rub between his eyes. He had seen that kind of loyalty in some of the specters, but not everyone of them, and most certainly not in that blind, almost thoughtless way.
The conversation between the two had been over for some time now, so Hypnos fetched a bundle of tissue from his robe and knocked lightly, then entered the room. The window was almost closed, so the space was shrouded in dimness, but he could clearly notice how former Libra’s eyes shot towards the door, and the boy almost twitched in surprise when he spotted him.
Hypnos gestured him to stay still and took a chair, approaching to sit in front of him. The human never got his eyes off him, following every movement he made, and was visibly tense when Sleep settled there.
«Try not to look so alarmed, young man.» He said in a soft tone, since former Aries was resting. «I won’t hurt you. We are not enemies anymore, know this… and right now, as my properties, you and your companion are also under my care.»
«We are enemies.» Former Libra answered, after almost a minute of silence. «You killed my comrade’s mentor, right before my eyes. And we are not your “properties”, nor anyone’s.»
«And let me ask you a question… do you methodically oppose what I say to upset me, or for genuine need to argue?»
At those words, the boy pressed his lips together and clenched fists on his knees, his expression darkening, but he didn’t talk back.
«So, I was saying… you are my property now, whether you agree or not. Your will has ceased to be of any importance, for your condition, right now, is that of war prizes. I understand you don’t like what you hear, but it’s better if you quickly get over the fact, for the well-being of yourself and of your companion.» Hypnos paused, looking at the other’s face, which was even darker than before. «Also, as I said before, we are not enemies anymore. And I do intend to take care of you both, so take these and give one to your companion. He’s in need of proper aid to adjust to his new condition, and I’m talking about his cosmo as well. For some reasons it didn’t disappear completely but it’s very faint, and will be swallowed by all this darkness if not assisted.»
He was handing the bundle of cloth to the boy, which took it after a moment of hesitation, and opened it up to reveal a small amount of red grains of pomegranate.
«Those will help him heal, and also bend his cosmo to make it fitting for the Underworld realm. Give him one when he awakens, and by tomorrow he’ll be feeling definitely better.»
«You do realize I don’t trust you.» The former saint observed, looking uncertainly at the grains. «Because I don’t.»
«Most certainly you don’t.» Hypnos nodded. «And I also suppose you want to see one of your past comrades, tomorrow. Namely, the man who was the Cancer saint. If your companion is well enough to come, then you will both meet him… so you’d better give him a grain.»
The dark eyes of the boy had widened, and he was finally staring at him directly. His face had also lost the most part of the hostile lines.
«Where is he…?» Asked then.
«He’s my brother’s property, and should be in his quarters at the moment.»
Former Libra clenched his jaw and made a clear effort to keep composure, and Hypnos supposed it was better to leave him to his own devices, for the moment.
«You should rest as well.» He said, getting up from the chair.
«Wait.» Heard the boy call him, as Hypnos was already opening the door. «Wait… the Cancer saint… he’s the one who sealed your twin. How…»
«You have no need to inquire any further.» The god turned around and met the other’s eyes again. «Tomorrow you will see for yourself.»
He didn’t wait for former Libra to speak again, and left the room.
~
«I’m getting tired of you.» Thanatos slid a hand through his black hair, and huffed while crouching before the human. The former Cancer saint had his back pressed against the wall, breath heavy, and his whole body was shaking in pained shivers. «You’re the worst saint I’ve ever met.»
«Oh…» Muttered the other, and seemed to try moving but had to suppress a low groan. «Will you excuse me to Athena? If you’re busy, I can go and tell her myself.»
«Yes... crawling, maybe.» Said Death, allowing himself to smile. He put a hand on the human’s broken leg, and pressed enough to hear him moan. «You seem in pain.» He went on, looking straight into his widened eyes. «I can solve it. Should we cut the leg again?»
«Pain…?» The human’s voice sounded so hoarse that the word was hard to understand. «I have no idea what you’re talking about.»
«Of course.» The god stopped pressing on the leg and former Cancer’s breath hitched, his head almost falling forward. «It looks like you’re strong enough to continue for a while.»
The human clenched his teeth and pressed his nape against the wall again.
«Whatever.» He hissed, seemingly looking at nothing, and clearly bracing himself for how he could.
Thanatos sighed, tilting his head on a side.
«Are you waiting for me to kill you?» Asked then. «I already told you that you can’t die here… I could severe your head and use it as a paperweight, you would stay alive.»
«How lucky…» Former Cancer’s eyes met his again. «The God of Death can’t fucking kill me.»
«And you don’t ever lose that face.» Death observed. «Why don’t you ask me to stop, instead? My answer could surprise you.»
«What if I don’t…?» Asked back the other, still glaring. «Would you… I don’t know, torture me?»
Thanatos grabbed his hair and pulled, delivering a blow on his face, where he had previously hit strong enough to leave a considerable bruise. The other spat on his cheek and Death winced, hauling his hair again to make his nape collide against the wall.
«About your “mercy”…» The human wheezed in a low growl. «I don’t give a shit.»
The god let him go and tried to meet his eyes, but the other was looking away, now breathing heavily again.
«You’ve done everything you had to do, former Cancer saint.» Thanatos eventually said, snapping the fingers before his face and making him twitch. «Your war is lost. You don’t need to fight anymore.»
The other blinked through foggy eyes, giving him a look which seemed almost confused, though frowning.
«I’m not…» He began, breath vaguely quickening. «I’m not fighting. I couldn’t, even if I wanted.»
«Do not try to make me believe that you actually don’t understand…» Thanatos raised an eyebrow. «But perhaps you’re truly as stupid as you seem to be.»
Former Cancer seemed about to answer, but didn’t, and his body shook again in a shiver.
«If you’re so annoyed when I talk, shut my mouth.» He inhaled hard and seemed to try and take a more straight position, but had to give up with a half suppressed groan, being his ribs broken. «Even if maybe, then you would be annoyed because I… I don’t know… I think too loud…?»
«I suppose I understand now.» Death commented. «It probably isn’t easy for you, not being able to hide behind your golden cloth anymore. It made you believe that you were something more than a human destined to die, same as everyone else.»
The other swallowed and breathed hard again, features covered in a thin layer of sweat.
«No, it isn’t that.» His voice came out in a whisper. «I wasn’t afraid to die, nor I cared about it. I fought to prevent people to suffer at the hands of the likes of you… and I’m just annoyed at the fact that you eventually came out of that casket. Like it or not, I’m not afraid of you. I never needed to hide behind anything.»
«Still, it served nothing.» Thanatos answered. «Sealing me in the casket, fighting until you faded away, suffering and all.» He paused, lowering his head and looking at him straight in the eyes. «“Manigoldo”, the executioner. How many did you bring to the realm of the dead? How many souls have you given to me…? And yet, you say you’re not afraid of me… you haven’t been fighting to live, you fought to die. You lived and you fought only to meet my arms’ cold embrace, and now… tell me, do you think it was worth it?»
The boy was now looking at him with his eyes widened. Death lifted a hand, and this time the human pressed his shoulders against the wall, as if trying to get away.
«It was… it was worth it.» He whispered then, his eyes still wide open. «I know it was. I did the right thing, as many others had done before me.»
«You-»
«Shut up!» The human interrupted, almost shouting, his expression distressed and his eyes going more and more teary. «Do whatever you want to me. Just shut up.»
«Why don’t you try asking kindly?» Thanatos sighed. «Maybe it would work.»
Former Cancer pressed his lips together. Again he seemed about to answer but didn’t, and ended up inhaling sharply.
«Why don’t you come here and kiss my-»
Death leaned in to kiss his cheek, and the other’s words seemed to fade away in his throat. Then Thanatos wrapped a hand on his nape, to prevent him from moving, and slightly brushed their cheeks together.
«Hush.» He whispered, gently placing a palm on his chest. The human’s heart was beating so fast he could almost hear it pounding. «It’s alright.»
He made the fingers slide down on the human’s broken ribcage, pushing lightly.
«It’s fine like this.» Muttered then, face still pressed on former Cancer’s burning cheek.
He heard the small noise of broken bones creaking and the human’s pained moan, but he was too weak to try and shove him away. His body trembled whole under his touch, and his shaky fingers grabbed Thanatos by the shoulders.
«Everything is alright.» He said softly again. «Hold me tight.»
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Chapter 4: IV
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The Griffon had woken up feeling definitely better. Head and limbs weren’t heavy anymore, and he had the sensation of being ready to wear his surplice, if needed.
He took his time to wash and meet Lune, since his favorite Balrog visited again to inform him that Garuda Aiacos had been taken back to the realm of the dead, and he also brought him a fruit basket. Some of the first to ripen in that part of the Underworld, or so it seemed, and when asked about it, Lune said that he had actually followed his advice, and claimed a golden saint as a prize.
“You should show him to me, one day or another.” Minos had answered to that, curious about other golden dolls, since he had the chance to meet only two of them during the past Holy War. “Maybe we will make them see each other, when they both feel better.”
The Balrog didn’t seem particularly interested, but Lune never seemed interested over anything or almost, so the Griffon wasn’t surprised. And after that he had returned to his prize, finding him awake, out of the bed and seemingly concentrated on exploring the room. Minos decided not to disturb him, and leaned on the doorframe, watching as former Pisces went on opening drawers and the two closets, and maybe he was looking for clothes after all. The Griffon didn’t put more than a pair of trousers on him, after recovering his body from the stream of dead.
When his eyes crossed the specter’s, the kid widened them and immediately stiffened, while the Griffon saluted him with a brief nod.
«Hello there.» Said then, since the other didn’t seem willing to speak. «A pleasure to see you less pale than a bed sheet.»
Former Pisces kept silent, and Minos went back into the kitchen, eyeing the fruit basket that Lune had brought.
«Come!» He called, knowing that the other would have heard him. «You need to eat and drink, and I guess you’re tired of that bed. I would, if I were you.»
He started peeling the fruits and waited, but his little saint didn’t seem intentioned to oblige. The Griffon sighed to himself, and was about to go fetch him when he heard the sound of faint, hesitant steps, and it took some more moments for the azure head of his doll to peer from the kitchen door.
«Here, sit.» Minos pointed at the table with the knife he was using. «I have no idea how this fruit tastes. Probably like paper, since it grew in the Wastelands, but I guess it’s better than nothing.»
The other went sitting at the farthest end of the table, and the Griffon couldn’t avoid smiling vaguely. The young saint also didn’t take any of the fruit.
«Look, I’m not trying to poison you…» Minos said, then stopped and blinked. «Well… it would be a funny payback, since what transpired when we first met. But it’s not going to happen.» He took an apple slice and examined it before eating. He genuinely thought it would have been disgusting, but to his surprise, he found the taste sweet and the texture smooth. «See? I am eating as well. And I was mistaken, it tastes a lot better than I thought.»
«They say you should never eat fruit coming from the Underworld.» He heard the kid whisper, and lifted an eyebrow.
«Do they…? It might be true, but it counts for deities… and maybe also for ordinary humans, yes. But you’re a prize, so you already belong here. What will happen is that you’ll adjust faster to this place, if you eat.» Minos took another apple slice and pushed the plate towards him. «Meaning that you will feel better.»
It took a while, but eventually former Pisces dared to take a bite of that same apple, maybe thinking that the other fruits could actually be poisonous or something.
«Nice, isn’t it?» The Griffon smiled, and reached out to take some grapes. «This isn’t poisonous either… and this as well.» He also took a fig, but the poor thing seemed withered more than ripe. «But this… by how it looks, I don’t suggest you trying it.»
Former Pisces was probably in serious need of eating because he didn’t mind that the figs were dried and scrawny, and actually consumed them, but kept touching only the fruit which the other had demonstrated not being “poisonous”. Noticing it, Minos had to do his best to avoid laughing, hiding his face with a palm to rub his eyes.
«Kid, you actually thought I was trying to poison you.» He observed, unable to stop smiling. «Really.»
«I have absolutely no idea of what you want from me.» Answered the other, crossing arms on his chest. «So maybe you were.»
«Haven’t I made myself clear, then…?» The Griffon gave him a sincerely perplexed look. «Well, maybe you were too confused and don’t remember. It’s not like I “want” something from you. You’re my prize, that is.»
Former Pisces was watching him with a slight frown, face almost all covered by those lovely strands of azure hair.
«You said you won, hence you had the right of “claiming me as a war prize”.» He said after some moments. «I do remember, but it’s not like I understand. You didn’t win, Griffon… I killed you.»
«Yeah, well…» Minos frowned, shaking his head to make the locks fall back. «I can’t say it isn’t true. But I killed a golden saint, anyway… well alright, if we really want to be precise, you killed yourself to end me. You drained all your blood for that crimson rain to distract me, yes, and hit me with the rose… and then you died. But it still counts as if I killed you, I guess, otherwise I wouldn’t have been allowed to claim a golden saint…»
«I don’t understand.» Former Pisces insisted. «Why are you here, and not fighting the Holy War?»
Oh, right… the Griffon thought with a half smile. I tend to forget that he isn’t aware yet.
«You want me to explain?» He asked. «There’s a whole lot of things you don’t know.»
The other just nodded, his expression dark, and Minos propped his chin on a palm.
«Let’s play a game, then.» Said after some moments. «You have to do what I ask. You can take your time, no rush… and if you do, I’ll tell you everything you want to know.»
The already surly look of former Pisces’ face turned even darker, and he said nothing.
«Know this… if you don’t do it nicely, I’ll make you.» The specter resumed. «You know I can, and easily… but I’d prefer to see you cooperate.» He made a small gesture with his free hand, as if he was pressing on piano keys. «So you will do what I say, one way or another. But if you comply, eventually I will answer your questions. Deal?»
And of course, his golden doll answered with silence. Minos kept looking at him, pausing for a while to let the information sink in, then sat more straight on the chair and cleared his throat.
«Let’s begin with something simple… stand up and come here.» He said eventually, and the other kept glaring and didn’t make a move.
«I’m not going to play your games.» Hissed then, and the specter sighed.
«Of course you aren’t.» He shrugged. «You’re such a proud little fellow, you would never stoop to my level. Would you? Not even with the chance of knowing what you want to know.»
«I wouldn’t believe anything you’d say.»
«Oh, so that’s it… well, this is a big issue indeed. You have no choice but to believe me, since you have no other sources of information.» He stretched his fingers and made them snap, calling his cosmo strings. «Now, what was it that I asked of you? Ah, there, to stand up and come closer.»
The lines connected to the former saint’s body, but Minos was careful just to wrap them around him, not to make them sink inside his muscles. There was no need to inflict any pain, after all. He pulled, making the other rise from the chair and step forward, all the while looking directly into his eyes.
«There we are…» He muttered, relaxing against the back of the chair. «I’ll keep asking, in case you change your mind and decide to comply. Now take off your clothes.»
«I won’t do anything of what you ask of me.» Replied the other. «And I never will, Griffon.»
«But of course you will, Pisces saint.» Minos commented, while pulling the strings again to make him unlace his trousers and have them slide down his legs. «One way or another, I told you. There… you have such a supple body. Turn around, let me see more of you.»
He took his time to seize him up, before making him move with the strings. He hadn’t been able to properly examine him yet, and almost smiled when noticed that former Pisces was blue even down there. The Griffon looked at his face again, and found his expression blank and afar, even if had cheeks vaguely reddened. Probably because of frustration, more than embarrassment.
He got up from the chair and approached, once the other wasn’t facing him anymore.
«I don’t know if I like you more like this, or from the front… wait, bend over a little…» Minos made him comply and tilted his head. «It’s a hard decision indeed. I’m going to touch you now, don’t get scared. You won’t be hurt.»
He cupped his thighs, just below the cheeks, and pressed to spread the muscles a little, smiling again at the frustrated whimper that escaped the other’s throat.
«Yes, it’s such a nice view from here…» Commented then, getting closer to make the other feel the presence of his body, and towering over him. «Stay calm, blossom. I’m not about to take you, don’t worry… I will tell you when I intend to, and this is not the case.»
The Griffon took his hands off him, but stayed close like that and waited for a while before speaking again.
«Now… touch yourself.» Said eventually, leaning in enough to make his own hair slide on former Pisces’ back. «Slowly. Yes, like this.»
He was pulling the strings again, and this time he received a more serious resistance, meaning that he had to stiffen his fingers. The other shook his head, breath hitching as he started moving a hand up and down his length, and Minos brushed his spine with the tip of the nose, smiling again.
«I know, this is awfully embarrassing…» He whispered. «You can pretend I’m someone else, if you like. There must have been another golden doll you liked… perhaps that blonde kid I saw at that village? Was he the Aries saint? He had such a pretty face too, with those features so delicate. I was too focused on you to take proper notice, but I’d love to rough him up as well, now that I think about it.»
The other’s body shook as he was trying to straighten up, maybe even turn around, thus making the Griffon’s finger tighten again to keep the strings in place.
«So you’re actually liking the idea of him being in my place.» He smiled, again rubbing his nose on his little saint’s back. «Interesting. What was his name again? You can call it if you like.»
«You’re a degenerate.» Former Pisces hissed, making him chuckle.
«Yes, yes I am.» Said then, smiling widely. «You know, the idea of seeing him behind you intrigues me. Wonders who claimed him, maybe we could arrange it… I’m sure he won’t say no, who wouldn’t be in my place right now? And of course, if he says no, I’d be glad to make him cooperate.»
The other’s head moved again as if to say no, and his body was a tense as ever, breath quickened. Minos made him stroke himself a little more intensely, and he twitched lightly with a small whimper.
«There, don’t be so rigid.» He slid a hand on his hip, pulling closer to let him feel the heat of his own body. «Try to relax a little.»
With the palm now on the kid’s chest, Minos made him rose, pressing him against his own chest, as he dip his nose into azure hair. He started caressing the saint’s navel, then eventually reached his hand and covered it with his own, fastening the pace of the stroking.
«Good.» He whispered, feeling the kid’s muscles less tense. «Like this, don’t think about it.»
With the free hand he reached for the other’s crotch, pressing softly on the perineum. He had to knead there for a while to find the bundle of nerves, and when he did, he felt a twitch and heard a small, surprised sound coming from the saint’s lips.
He went on, changing the pace of the stimulation, until the kid started to move his waist a little, breathing heavily, and pressing against his chest. Minos had to repeat to himself not to take him there as he was, not to spoil the moment; he was sure the other would have genuinely freaked out, since he was reacting so bitterly over simple cuddling, and the Griffon wanted to make him a little used to the situation before doing anything too serious. But this time he would have taken his pleasure, one way or another, since he was feeling his own body painfully burning up.
He stopped touching and made him turn around again, and after swaying and confusedly shaking his head, former Pisces widened his eyes and gave him a look of pure horror, as if something utterly terrible was just happening.
«Forgive me, I had to break your fantasy.» Smiled the Griffon. «I guess you were really thinking that there was the Aries saint behind you… and no, it’s me. Reality sucks.»
«I… I’d never do that.» The other stammered, clearly trying to regain composure even if he had his cheeks burning red and hair messy. «I wouldn’t think of any of my comrades like that. Never.»
«And why not?» Minos shrugged, sitting on the chair and pulling the strings again. Former Pisces complied with a frustrated groan. «I would, if I were you. Oh… wait. I get it, I get it now…» He waited for the other to be sitting on his lap, then smiled and caressed his long hair. «Your imagination had you behind one of your comrades, not the contrary. That’s it. Well, that one is fine too, I guess.»
Flustered and all, former Pisces gave him a look which could have pierced walls for how outraged it was.
«If you actually think I-»
«No, blossom, I don’t.» The Griffon interrupted, caressing his face and pressing a thumb on his lips. «I don’t. I know you would never. You have the purest of souls, and would never dream to see one of the golden dolls without their shiny costume. I’m just teasing you, I’m joking. Don’t be so offended.»
The other winced and looked away, seeming unwilling to speak again, and the specter wrapped an arm around his hips, pulling him closer to make their waists rub against one another. The kid twitched again, they were both hard after all.
«There would be nothing wrong, you know?» Minos whispered, close enough to his ear to brush it with the lips. «You’re human. And one with a poisonous body, who couldn’t approach anyone… you had to suppress every desire, right? But there’s nothing wrong with drawing pictures in your head. It wouldn’t hurt anyone… not you, and most certainly not your precious doll comrades.»
He had started stroking him again, this time after freeing his own length from the trousers, and covering both with palm and fingers.
«We are warriors…» The other muttered through small gasps for air, slightly leaning in. «Not… dolls.»
«You can be both things at the same time.» He answered, again whispering. «Valiant dolls, giving their lives to the will of a human child. One who supposedly acts as if she was a goddess descended on Earth.»
He gently bit the tip of his ear, then started leaving small, wet kisses on his neck, sweeping away azure locks with the nose. Tense as he was, the other’s body began to slowly relax and give in to the stimulation, his breath again quicker and his hand now tightened around the Griffon’s wrist.
«And now you are not a warrior anymore.» He said softly again. «No need to be so inflexible, to consider your life that of a sacrificial lamb. No need to keep your thoughts so pure. Here, let me hear your voice now.»
He pressed his fingers on the other’s soft spot again, and the kid fulfilled, hitching a small moan. Minos had to grit his teeth, feeling a knot tighten inside his lower abdomen, and again resisting the temptation of taking the other. He had to be patient, for damn once in his existence, even if his body was screaming that patience could go screw itself into the depths of Acheron river.
He grabbed the former saint’s nape and pressed him into his shoulder, holding him firmly as he felt close to finish; moving his hand how he knew he liked, he managed to give himself relief, concluding after a short while. Then realized then that the other was done as well, and was currently breathing heavily, arms pulled against the chest and completely leaned limp onto him.
Minos made a palm slide on his back, sighing deeply while pressing the lips on his head.
«You’ve been good, little blossom.» Said after some moments, rubbing his nose into azure hair. «You can go dress up now, if you wish.»
He released the strings completely, and former Pisces took in a long breath before pulling himself straight. His cheeks and lips had a sweet shade of red, and he was clearly fatigued even if nothing of importance had effectively happened, except for foreplay; again, the Griffon told himself that it was a good idea to wait before taking him, since he was clearly far from recovering.
The other slid from his waist and went to take his trousers, which hurriedly put back on, and Minos took his time to fix his clothes as well, not bothering to get up.
«You can spoil me as much as you please.» He heard the former saint speak, and lifted his eyes to see he was now giving his back to him, a hand gripping the edge of the table, probably to keep balance. «I don’t care. But know that it doesn’t matter that I’m dead, that I’m here… anything you could do won’t change the fact that I am a sacred warrior of Athena. And if I have all eternity before me, stuck in here with you, so be it. Someone will stop you, even if it’s not to be me. Another saint will.»
The Griffon had a grin so wide that he felt somehow glad that the other couldn’t see it, being currently turned around and facing the wall.
«See, kid…» He said, stretching his arms and then getting up to approach. «I said I would have told you nothing, if you hadn’t obeyed willingly to what I asked. And also, you said you wouldn’t believe any of my words…» He moved closer, and the former saint turned to face him, stepping backwards and glaring. «But I think you can see for yourself that this situation is not… natural, if I might. Normally, a soul plucked from the stream is just a soul, has no body, cannot feel physical sensations. While you can, I guess you noticed… that’s because you have a body, one which belongs now to the Underworld realm, by the will of Lord Hades in person.»
«This doesn’t change anything.» Replied the other with the flattest tone he could manage.
«This does change everything.» Minos insisted. «You’ll realize, in time. For now, know that you’re not the only one being here as a prize… but I guess you already figured. I cannot be the only lucky specter which was given the opportunity.»
The eyes of the other widened a little. His fists got clenched and he vaguely shook his head, withdrawing again.
«I don’t believe you.» He hissed then, and Minos shrugged.
«Suit yourself. Whenever you want to know more, remember that you only need to do what I say, and I’ll gladly inform you about everything.»
The specter smiled at his scowl and headed for the lavatory, pulling away silver locks which were constantly falling over his eyes.
Chapter 5: V
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«And here we go...» Minos pulled the strings, making the kid kneel on the carpet and tilt his head in a strange bow. «Bear with me a little longer. I’m about to go, and you won’t see any of me for a while.»
Making him do the most random things was being more entertaining than he thought, especially because former Pisces had turned from frustrated to accepting, and right now had his eyes rolled up to the ceiling and didn’t seem even angry anymore. Probably because what the Griffon was having him do was no big deal; nothing else but walk around and assume weird position, keeping the cosmo strings almost relaxed before using them for serious purposes.
The specter had in fact decided it was time for him to resume his tasks as Infernal Judge, and join Lune and Rhadamanthys to help, since Aiacos was under punishment, therefore suspended from his role. Also, Minos intended to visit him where he was confined, and make sure no one was taking any liberties towards him. The Garuda wasn’t very popular among specters, to say the least, and currently unable to defend himself.
Therefore, it would have most likely taken Minos some days to step foot into his house again, so he wanted to enjoy former Pisces’ company for a while longer, before going. Meaning that he was interestingly looking at him, chin propped on his knuckles and comfortably sat on his bed, while the kid obeyed the pull of the strings and kept moving to his commands.
«I can’t believe no one ever put a hand on you...» He muttered, observing the refined curve of his waist. «I mean, look at you. You’re impossible not to touch.»
«Who said that no one ever did.» Answered the other, not looking directly at him. «It’s just that they died, after touching me.»
«Well, it is to die for.» The specter chuckled. «No wonders you confined yourself up on that temple. It was a lifesaving decision, clearly.»
Former Pisces sighed, and Minos realized it was some time now that his body was completely soft, as if trying to comply willingly to the pull. He wasn’t surprised, after all nothing bad was happening.
«Seems like I should have chosen a different fighting approach, when I met you.» Said the kid in half voice, and the Griffon found himself blinking, taking some moments to fully understand.
«Wait.» He said, sitting more straight. «Wait, are you implying what I think you’re implying…? Didn’t you have the purest of souls, without any obscure thought, and pretended with yourself that you didn’t have a physical body at all? Am I dreaming…?»
«I have no idea what you’re speaking about.» Replied the other, now with a darker tone and still looking anywhere but towards him. «And I also have no idea what kind of mental picture you made of me.»
«Undoubtedly, that you’re the most prickly person I’ve ever met in my existence.» The specter shrugged. «At the point of being almost cranky. Were you always like this, or isolation did bad tricks to your temper?»
The kid didn’t answer to that, and he sighed, choosing not to insist. Most certainly, the former saint was not used to deal with other people. Or better, he was almost completely unaware about how to deal with other people, except for being overly polite at times. It was no wonders, since he had to keep constant distance from anyone, being poisonous.
«Are all Pisces saints like that…?» He asked, as if talking to himself. «Poisonous, I mean. I don’t remember fighting against them during the previous Holy Wars… not that I am surprised, since your set of techniques isn’t fitting to deal with mine.»
There was no answer again, and probably the saint didn’t have much intentions on having a conversation of some sort.
«Don’t want to talk, huh?» He said, pulling the strings to have him kneeling again. «Let’s play some more then, since you seem willing to keep your mouth shut.»
Keeping his knees bent he made the other lean downwards, until his back was pressed against the carpet and his legs still spread, body slightly arched. And this time the strings received a small resistance.
Quite satisfied with his idea, Minos stood to approach the kid, which now sported an almost distressed expression, exposed as he was.
«You know… the situation hasn’t much changed, for you.» Said then, looking down at him, and then crouching to put a palm on his navel. «You still cannot be touched by anyone. Except for me.»
Former Pisces took a deep breath, and seemed trying to keep still, even if he was already resisting the cosmo strings. Or at least trying. And was clearly doing his best to never meet his eyes.
«So...» The Griffon had a faint smile, sliding the hand below the fabric of his shirt. «The feeling of someone’s hands on you must be unfamiliar, to say the least… is it intense? Your skin is already furrowing. Do you want me to touch you lower, perhaps?»
«Unlike you...» Hissed the other. «I’m not a depraved scum.»
Minos couldn’t help but chuckle, now tapping his fingers on the other’s abdomen.
«So this is what depraved scums do.» Observed then. «Let me take notice… according to you, I am this depraved scum because I’m currently playing with you. Don’t be so harsh on me… I am sensitive as well, you know?»
«I already told you that I despise what you do. You have no honor in fighting, I saw you treating human lives as those of insects. When I fought you, I was opposing a monster, not a mere enemy.»
«Oh, by the Gods...» The Griffon sat on the carpet with a huff, shaking his head. «You’re so dramatic. I was born with cosmo strings, what am I supposed to do when I fight? Use them to wrap a rapier, and fight valiantly? And you fight with poison, you’re not such a stainless warrior yourself.»
«I am not a sadist, nonetheless.»
«You’re not, and you were also blindly brave. I do remember. But really, with a poisonous body like yours, you should have been more focused on… touching your opponent. Not in a weird way, I mean, even just a slap would do. Do you realize how powerful it would be…?» Minos frowned vaguely, running a hand through his own hair. «And since the most powerful body component is your blood, you could very well scratch your hands with the roses’ thorns, and be a dangerous weapon yourself. What was that crimson rain, by the way? What’s the use in fighting like that, committing suicide by draining your blood to hit the opponent…? Do they teach you kids this kind of stuff, in the Sanctuary?»
He heard the saint breathing somehow heavily, and realized that the position he was in wasn’t the most comfortable ever. Rubbing his scalp with a sigh he pulled the strings again, accompanying him sat, then glanced at his flustered face.
«Do you realize you killed yourself, trying to end me?» The Griffon added then. «It doesn’t make any sense. What if I hadn’t died? You would have left me there in that village, with your friend you wanted to protect.»
«I did kill you.» The other commented after some moments. «I knew it would work.»
«And what if it didn’t.» Minos made both his hands rise in a frustrated gesture. «What if I had possessed, don’t know, some secret stuff hidden in my surplice, which allowed me to keep fighting? You would have died for nothing.»
«First of all, no one can defend from my Bloody Rose, once it hits. It pierced through your surplice like a knife into butter.» Replied the saint, now looking at him with an expression which seemed vaguely surprised. «Second… you seem upset about the fact that I killed myself... more than killing you.»
«But for Elysium’s sake, of course I am upset!» He almost shouted. «You remember I didn’t want to kill you, right? Why do you think I did that, twisting your bones without even checking? Because I wanted you alive, and I actually have no idea why, but that’s it. And then you came again and killed yourself.» The Griffon frowned, realizing he was, in fact, very upset at the moment. «You made me want to slap you. Hard. Also, right now, my problem is that you are not upset about killing yourself. Like, you did it with a smile on your face… literally. What the heck is wrong with you...?»
Former Pisces had his eyes vaguely widened, and his face was plastered in confusion.
«And one more thing.» Minos added, looking at him straight in the eyes. «I am a specter... I already died, and quite a while ago. I cannot properly die. So you basically committed suicide to… delay my trip to your Sanctuary.»
«I told you...» The other said, with a tone which sounded somehow cautious. «I had to stop you, one way or another. I couldn’t allow you to do as you pleased, with those innocent people. I just couldn’t.»
«Yeah, yeah you told me. Of course you couldn’t… then again, there was that other kid there, your golden friend. Which also you prevented from fighting. I do remember that he wanted to support you, but you told him not to interfere with the fight, that I was yours to kill.»
Former Pisces’ expression gained a small frown, and he closed his hands on the thighs, looking down. He seemed to need some moments to answer, and the Griffon waited, since this time he appeared willing to talk.
«I couldn’t allow Aries Shion to take my place, and fight in my stead. I couldn’t allow that fight not to be mine.» He said eventually. «And you...» His eyes rose, and they had a shady glimpse which Minos never thought to see. «You were… you were too much for me. Your simple technique had me helpless, you didn’t even put an effort into it. I trained all my life to fight in the Holy War, knowing that I would have met a specter or more of them, and then… everything I could do was trying to prevent you from making me gauging out my own eyes.»
The Griffon blinked and looked away, tapping fingertips on each other, and hoping his face had shown no particular reactions to that.
«Yes, I know.» He heard the other say, after a small sigh. «I know that it was also your concession. I realize it now, that it doesn’t matter if my tendons are severed or not… you can still pull me with your strings. So you basically allowed me to keep my eyes... and then… then you didn’t even kill me. Albeit you were so out of my league, even if the upper hand had been yours for all the time. You left me there and went away, and it wasn’t something I could allow. I had to kill you. It had to be me. Or...» The saint sighed again, this time more deeply. «Or if I couldn’t do it, I had to force you to kill me. One way or another.»
Minos kept looking away, now supporting with his raised knees as he put both arms on them, and nodded vaguely.
«I think I understand.» Said then. «I already thought it was because I had humiliated you, but I didn’t get it was like this. Not precisely, I mean. And honestly… I think we shouldn’t have met at all, during the Holy War.»
There came no answer, and Minos thought that the other wouldn’t have spoken again, but he heard him clearing his throat after some time.
«And why so…?» The kid asked. «I thought you were happy, right now. You seem to be.»
The tone was so very dark that the Griffon had to smile. He nodded again.
«But of course I am happy.» Answered then with a small shrug. «I didn’t say I am not glad I met you, during the Holy War… I said we shouldn’t have met, it’s a different thing.»
Another pause, and this time he looked at the former saint, which had an eyebrow raised.
«I don’t understand.» Said then, and Minos shrugged again.
«I don’t think I’d be able to explain. But just the fact that I didn’t want to kill you, back then, makes me think that there was something wrong with our confrontation.»
«Hm.» The other took a more thoughtful expression, frowning again. «I am keeper of the twelfth house. When you and the other specters arrived, I wasn’t supposed to be there, where we met… I was setting the rose traps to prepare a defense for the Sanctuary. But once I realized there were enemies approaching, I couldn’t just walk away. It was… it was just an unfortunate coincidence.»
«I get it. Now it makes sense.» The Griffon commented. «And surely an open field isn’t a great choice, since the poison was reaching the village. What was so important about that village, again…?»
Former Pisces huffed, rolling up his eyes.
«I had to protect-»
«I know, I know. The lives of innocent people and the likes. I was joking.» Minos interrupted with a half smile. «But you know... being a specter, it isn’t easy for me to grab the concept. Everyone dies, one way or another. And they all come here, eventually… some peacefully, some harshly. It never made much of a difference to me.»
«Then why…?» Asked the other, tone dark but somehow perplexed. «Why didn’t you kill me?»
«Believe it or not, I have no damn idea.» The Griffon sighed. «Maybe… maybe I thought I didn’t want to see you in the Underworld. Not just yet. I thought that you didn’t belong here, and-»
«You offended me.» Former Pisces brusquely interrupted. «You offend me even now. I am not a nymph or something, I am a sacred warrior of Lady Athena. Even if you were no match for me, I still wanted a fair fight… and you denied it to me, you denied my defeat as well, letting me live. I never wanted any your mercy.»
«Really… do you really think it was about mercy…?» Minos smiled vaguely, glancing at his own fingers. «I am an Infernal Judge, kid. I judge people’s past lives and actions, their good and bad deeds, and whatnot… do you think I can allow myself to be merciful?» He turned around to look at the saint again. «Do you think I was merciful to you, when I acted like that...? If it wasn’t for the Holy War, I would have wrapped you up like a moth in a web, and brought you here with me. Now go ahead and call this “mercy”, if you can. And screw your being a sacred warrior of whatever deity, screw your being poisonous too… I would have been content just to look at you from time to time, or maybe, I would have been stupid enough to touch you, eventually, just to die from your poison. Yes, I am that stupid.»
Former Pisces sighed, rubbing fingers between his eyes, and apparently preferred not to talk.
«I guess you’re not pleased with what you hear, and I can’t blame you. But know that I didn’t pity you, back then, I never did. That wasn’t my mercy, and if I mocked you, acting as if you weren’t a worthy opponent, it’s because I always act like that, when I fight.» The Griffon went on, shrugging once more. «But then again, yes. If you had chosen another kind of approach, let’s say a more physical one, when we faced each other… it definitely would have worked. For you.»
There was a long moment of silence, and Minos thought that he should have worn his surplice and go join poor Lune, but he didn’t want to get up just yet.
«Why are you telling this to me…?» The Griffon heard the other asking, and was so surprised to hear him speak again, being lost in his own thoughts, that almost twitched.
«What do you mean?» Asked back, unsure of what that was referred to.
«Why are you speaking like this? As if...» Former Pisces stopped with a wince, looking down again.
«As if I liked you?» Minos had a small smile. «Because I do. And when I told you that you were beautiful, I was sincere… you’re the most beautiful person I’ve ever seen, on Earth or in the Underworld. Also, for what I’m getting to know, you also have a beautiful soul. Even if you’re crankier than an old man.»
«As if,» The kid almost interrupted, eyes closed in a deep frown and cheeks vaguely reddened. «As if I wasn’t… your prize.»
The Griffon raised an eyebrow.
«What…?»
«All of a sudden, you started talking as if we were... even.» Continued the other. «You almost scolded me… like we knew each other. I mean… we do. But not in this way.»
He frowned, having no idea about how to answer to that.
«Well...» Begun then, running a hand through his own hair. «I didn’t like how you threw your life away, I told you. I didn’t like how our fight ended, and not just because you killed me.»
«This is not the point.»
«I know.» Minos sighed. «I was trying to sidetrack you, because I don’t know what to say. You win, this time. And now I should probably go, before this turns even more awkward.»
He stood up and the saint did the same, since he had released the strings long before.
«Where are you going?»
«I am an Infernal Judge, remember? Right now others are doing my job, but I need to resume. And I will be away for a while... I’ll make sure you get something to eat, in the meantime.»
Minos called for his Griffon surplice, and it responded covering his body whole, except for the helmet which wasn’t needed at the moment. When he looked at the other again, he was surprised to find his eyes widened, and to see him backing away a little.
«What?» He asked, brows raised, then supposed that it wasn’t very reassuring to see him towering over like that. Also, Minos had been wearing that very surplice, when they first met, and it probably wasn’t a pleasant memory. «Don’t give me that look, now. I know, it’s big and scary, but it’s all nice and fine as well. I’m leaving.»
Former Pisces huffed, crossing arms on his chest.
«If I was to be afraid of you, it certainly isn’t because of your surplice.»
«Isn’t it?» Minos smiled and approached, slowly spreading the wings. «You look even smaller, now.»
«I suppose I do.»
The kid has arms still folded and a plain expression, but it was clear as daylight that he was at least intimidated. The Griffon kept the smile and gently patted his head, earning a glare.
«Know that you won’t be locked in my house.» Said then, playing with his hair. «You can go out freely, but keep in mind that this place is full of specters, as you might have figured out. And with that pretty face, you should keep a low profile. Do you think you can?»
«You mean… that I am allowed to leave this place.»
«I do mean it. I’d prefer to find you here when I get back, but you can go wherever you want. Be sure to behave, do not provoke anybody, and swallow your pride if someone asks you who you belong to. Because you must answer that you belong to me, if you want to stay safe, since nobody would dare touching my property.»
Former Pisces seemed half irritated half puzzled.
«They would ask me such a thing?»
«Most certainly… you’re human, also a stranger, and here pretty much everybody know each other.» He nodded. «And as I said, with such a pretty face you could easily draw attention. So, if you don’t say that you belong to me, or if you play the proud golden doll of whatever, most likely someone will think about putting their hands on you… after which, I’ll have to beat the fuck out of them, and also out of you. Understood?»
It didn’t seem like the other had any intention to speak, or even to nod back, therefore the Griffon lifted his face with the knuckles, looking at him straight in the eyes.
«Understood…?» Asked again, slightly leaning in for he was now considerably taller, and this time, former Pisces jerked away his head and nodded. «Good kid. See you soon, then.»
Again he considered putting his helmet on as well, then decided it wasn’t worth it, and folded his wings to pass through the door, leaving the other alone.
Notes:
Hello again~
So, we have had some Minos/Albafica interactions, and we hope you've been liking them so far. In this chapter, during their dialogue, we tried to set some motivation for Albafica's presence before the Sanctuary, the day when he met with Minos - we couldn't find a proper explanation for him being there, since he's keeper of the twelfth house, and we tried to speculate about it (ending up thinking that he happened there almost out of an accident, setting the traps of roses).
As for Minos, we guess the fact that he never wanted to kill Albafica is pretty much canon ;)Let us know what you think about it!
Chapter 6: VI
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“And there the children of dark Night have their dwellings, Sleep and Death.
The former of them roams peacefully over the Earth and the Sea's broad back, and is kindly to men;
but the other has a heart of iron, and his spirit within him is pitiless as bronze.
Whomever of men he has once seized he holds fast, and he is hateful even to the deathless gods.”
Hesiod, The Homeric Hymns
«Uncle?»
Thanatos looked around, spotting the elegant figure of his niece, sitting at the top of a vine covered column. He smiled vaguely, gesturing her to come near, and Phantasos smiled back. She slid down gracefully and approached, without ever putting her bare feet on the ground.
«How are you, child?» Death asked, brushing a lock of blond hair from her cheek. «I’m glad to see you. Have you recovered?»
«I have, father took care of me personally.» She took his hand and pulled a little, guiding him to the small table of the terrace. «I wanted to see you. Morpheus says you got two former saints as a present from Hades.»
Death almost chuckled at those words.
«A present. And Morpheus said that?»
«Maybe not exactly like that…» Phantasos sat on the edge of the table, while he took one of the chairs. «But is it true, uncle? You have two saints to play with…? Really?»
«It’s true.» Thanatos couldn’t help but smile again. «One of them is in Morphia, that’s why your brother knows.»
«Oh…» The demigoddess swayed, tipping as if she was about to fall. «You know, father said that we can keep one too, my brothers and I. One saint, I mean. Just one, and he had to insist with uncle Hades because we made a mess, during the Holy War… now he’s sleeping too, but not in Morphia.»
«So you can keep one as well.» He commented. «Who is he? Someone you met during the Holy War?»
«Yes, yes. He’s cute, so serious… and also pretty handsome. He doesn’t like me and my brothers, but I’ll make him.»
Thanatos frowned vaguely, tilting his head to look at her straight in the eyes.
«Tell me, child… is he the one who hurt you and your brothers? Former Capricorn.»
Her face opened up in a wide smile which made her golden orbs shine, in a way that reminded Death of his twin. Phantasos was the one who was most alike him, after all.
«You’re making the protective, worried, angry god face again.» She peeped. «It’s fine, uncle. We’re all fine. And we’ll teach that saint not to be disrespectful, no need for you to be mad or anything. You’re scary when you get angry.»
He blinked and then smiled vaguely, crossing arms on his chest while leaning against the back of the chair.
«Your father and I were worried when we couldn’t bring you back, in a first moment.» Said eventually. «And I was also very angry. In that scary way, yes. I was thinking about claiming that saint myself, but your father convinced me not to, and I calmed down when I saw you were well again.»
«I am glad to see you too. We missed you, when you were sealed away, but father said that served you right.»
Thanatos widened his eyes and she pursed her lips into a small smile.
«Maybe I shouldn’t have said that…» Commented then, again moving back and forth. «Ow. Guess I will be scolded. Don’t you fight over this, please.»
«We won’t…» Death sighed, sliding a hand through his hair. «We already talked about it, and he said he’s sorry, so it’s fine. He’s coming here, anyway, and I think will arrive in a short.»
«If he said he’s sorry, then it’s true that the Holy War ended…» Phantasos had a thoughtful expression, tapping an index on her lips. «This means more bizarre things to happen. Can I stay here as well?»
«You can, if you promise to behave. You see, he’s bringing his prize saints as well, and doesn’t want them to get scared.»
«But I’m not scary.» She protested, blinking in a clearly stilted manner. «I’m pretty, they won’t be afraid of me. Will they? And why father doesn’t want them to get scared…?»
«Be a good child and comply to your father’s wishes.» Death answered, again brushing away some locks from her face. «And you know he’s interested in humans, same as you… you must have taken after him. Now go and bring me my lyre, I’ll tune it while I wait for him to come.»
«I’ll make some tea too.» Smiled the demigoddess, lifting in thin air again, as she had never liked walking. «Sorry if I teased you, uncle. I am really happy to see you again.»
«And so am I.» He replied, smiling back.
Phantasos nodded a small goodbye and waved, heading inside.
When she sensed the approaching presence of her father, Phantasos quickly concealed herself from human eyes, sitting on top of the column again, probably to observe while going unnoticed. Thanatos smiled vaguely at her curious expression, and then turned to meet his twin’s eyes; Hypnos too was looking at the demigoddess, and her child waved and smiled as well.
«Brother dearest.» Said Thanatos. «You arrived later than I thought. Tea is turning cold.»
«You two behave.» Sleep replied, crossing arms on his chest. «Or someone will get reproached, later.»
«We will do our best. Now…» Death looked around, and spotted the two humans which his twin had brought along. «About your servants. Let me look at them, as we promised.»
«I see you haven’t respected our deal, brother mine.» Hypnos observed. «But I guess we will talk about it later.» He moved on his side, gesturing towards the two kids. «These are the former saint of Aries and the former saint of Libra.»
«And your names are…?» Thanatos inquired, getting up to approach them.
One was quite tall, and with a mane of blond hair so hefty that was even more showy than that of Hypnos. And strangely enough, on his forehead there were two dots in place of the eyebrows… not very different from those sported by one of Thanatos’ prizes. Namely, the old Cancer saint which had sealed him into the casket. He asked himself if they could be related, but after scanning the human kid for some moments, he concluded that no, it must have been a coincidence.
The other one had a more average appearance, with chestnut hair and eyes, and a look on his face which was probably supposed to be daunting. The “I’m not scared of you” type of expression, which Thanatos almost smiled to, while the blonde kid seemed tranquil and almost detached.
«I am Shion of Aries.» He said, stepping forward, then courteously bowed his head. «I was keeper of the first house, and wielder of the Aries cloth by the will of Lady Athena.»
«And here we have a polite, well behaved kid…» Commented Death, moving towards him as well. «You received a proper education, I can see.»
«I did.» The kid answered, seemingly unperturbed by the god’s presence, currently towering before him. «My teacher was Master Hakurei, silver saint of the Altar, and later Pope of the Sanctuary.»
«Oh?» Thanatos smiled, but he knew his eyes were glowing with an irritated flash. «I do remember that particular mortal. The God of Sleep asked me to spare him and his twin, more than two hundred years ago… as we were fighting during the previous Holy War. You must be grateful, for he wouldn’t have been your “teacher”, if my brother hadn’t prevented me from killing him.»
Former Aries had a small twitch of those curious eyebrows, and seemed surprise.
«No one ever told you this story, I guess.» Death observed, crossing arms on his chest. «Most certainly, your teacher didn’t. What about you…?»
He turned towards the other human, which had stepped closer, and now was right next to his companion, so near that their arms were touching.
«I am the golden saint of Libra, as you were already told.» Answered then.
«You don’t want to say your name, kid?» Thanatos insisted. «I’ll ask your companion, then… little Aries, would you graciously tell me?»
«He is Dohko of Libra.» The other said, after not even a split second. «Former keeper of the seventh house.»
«Good to know.» For the whole time, Thanatos had never averted his gaze from that of former Libra, which was now almost looking daggers at him. «Does my brother treat you well? I guess the answer is yes, since you still seem so obstinate.»
«You could very well ask me, Thanatos.» He heard Hypnos speak, his presence now closer. «But I imagine my prizes’ answer would be more appreciated. Say, young men… how have you been treated, since you awakened in my quarters?»
Sleep was right now beside him, and Death glanced at his expression, finding it relaxed.
«We can consider our condition as fortunate.» Former Aries answered.
And it wasn’t a concrete answer, after all, but Hypnos was right now looking at him directly… and Thanatos could almost sense the smell of his annoyance, caused by the fact that Death was, in fact, having fun trying to tease his humans.
«You are fortunate indeed.» Said eventually, looking back towards his twin. «Shall we play together, brother?»
Phantasos wasn’t sitting on the column anymore, he noticed, and seemed nowhere to be seen. Probably she had decided that it was better to back off, in case her relatives had actually ended up arguing.
«Of course we shall.» Hypnos answered, nodding towards the table as to invite him to go sit. «After you.»
He had to keep a smirk to himself. His twin was probably pretty tired; normally it wasn’t so easy to annoy him, being Hypnos overly patient and letting slide every attempt Thanatos made to make him lose his temper.
«And while we play, your humans can go see their former comrade, if they wish.» Death said, taking his seat in front of the other, and deciding it was worth to keep pushing, even just to see if Hypnos would have actually demonstrated some sort of irritated reaction. «If you allow them to, of course.»
«I do, dearest brother of mine.» Sleep smiled. «I trust they will appreciate the opportunity to talk to him in private.» He turned towards the human kids, and nodded vaguely. «You both can go.»
«You have our thanks.» Former Aries courteously bowed his head, then they turned around and went inside, and Thanatos tilted his head, watching them disappear over the entrance.
«And here I thought you were going to comply to what we agreed, when you told me you would have brought here your “little crab”.» He heard Hypnos say, and turned again to look at him. «What was on my mind, I wonder…?»
Death shook his shoulders, taking the lyre to mindlessly pluck some chords.
«Will you stay?» Asked then. «We should sleep together. We haven’t since the Holy War begun.»
«You are trying to get on my nerves to draw my attention, brother?» His twin asked back, taking his winged flute. «You don’t need to.»
«You’re tired.» Thanatos observed, glancing at him. «Otherwise I wouldn’t have succeeded in teasing you. You’re hard to annoy.»
«Oh, so you want me to rest with you out of protectiveness. I should have figured it out before.»
«Irony suits you, dearest brother.» Death smiled vaguely. «Yes, I’m being the protective sibling again. Will you stay?»
Hypnos took the cup of tea, now almost cold, and took a long sip before looking back at him.
«I won’t. And not because I’m displeased at you, since I am not.»
«Why then?»
«Because I can’t rest just yet. My children have suffered at the hands of the Capricorn saint, and are still too weak to administer mortal dreams. I will allow myself to sleep when they have completely recovered.»
Thanatos nodded, again playing notes without a proper scheme.
«I understand. Then I hope it won’t take long.»
«Do you miss me, Thanatos?» Death wasn’t looking at him, but he knew Hypnos was smiling. «You know that time counts nothing for us. How is it, that now you can’t wait for a while longer?»
«Humans have a specific, physical perception of time. For them, one entire lifetime is what counts to us as a minute.» Death observed. «And I imagine I have never took notice of this, before.»
«You are taking notice now, though.»
«Somehow.» Thanatos lifted his eyes and nodded. «This is the first time I observe a human closely, gradually, for more than just a glance.»
His brother’s free hand moved slightly, and their fingers brushed.
«I will be here to sleep with you, as soon as it is possible.» Said then.
«You will.» He smiled again, twining fingers with him. «I do miss you. Even if you are a jerk, more than often.»
«And you are the sweetest and kindest of all deities. Now start playing, will you?»
«You shouldn’t be so courteous.» Dohko muttered, without looking at his companion. «Don’t forget that the blonde bastard is the one who-»
«Do you think I forgot?» Shion interrupted, his tone clearly bitter. «The only reason why I’m courteous, is because I understand the situation we find ourselves into.»
«Seems like I should have been raised by Master Hakurei too.» He sighed. «Because I just can’t. Even if I damn know you’re right. You know, I would spit on their faces if I could.»
«What worries me the most, is that you actually might do it.»
Libra couldn’t keep a smirk, now looking around the large hallway. Death’s quarters seemed even bigger than those of his twin, and he had absolutely no idea where to go. But they had to start looking for their comrade, and wander aimlessly seemed the only option they had, since were given no directions and couldn’t feel his presence.
«I won’t.» Said then, turning towards Shion which was similarly examining his surroundings. «Don’t you worry about me. I might be hot headed, but I’m not that stupid.»
«I sincerely do hope so.» Aries had the faintest of smiles. «Because talking back to Death doesn’t seem a good idea. Do you remember what we were taught? Sleep can be kindly to mankind, at times…»
«But the other has a heart of iron, and the spirit within him is pitiless as bronze.» Dohko finished for him. «I know. And I find it hard to believe, that the first one can be kind. But he probably is someway better than his twin.»
His companion’s ever calm expression darkened a little, and Libra felt he was almost able to read his thoughts. He was overly worried for the Cancer saint as well, and he had the impression that having not seen him on that terrace was all but a good sign.
«Well.» He said, trying to focus on the practical side of the thing. «Where to?»
«Maybe we should-»
«Hello, you two.» A feminine voice interrupted, and Dohko started looking around again, eyes widened. «You seem lost. Uncle’s residence is big, even bigger than father’s.»
The figure of a lady in a white, light dress materialized from thin air, right before them, and both saints stepped back. Libra looked at her with a distrustful glance, realizing from the small wing on her head that she was probably Sleep’s offspring.
«Who are we talking to?» Shion asked, his tone clearly cautious.
«Portrayer Phantasos, little one.» She smiled, still floating midair and approaching. «Where are you going? Maybe I can help you find the right way.»
«We are looking for a person.» Dokho answered, and her strange golden eyes seemed to focus on him, even if it was hard to tell, for they had no pupil. «We received permission to walk around here freely.»
He realized it had costed him a lot to say those words, right after he spoke. As if before, he would have needed “permission” to do anything, let alone go and help a friend.
«I get it…» She was approaching again, bending her legs like she was kneeling on air itself. «There’s one like you two, here. Another lost little one. I can tell you where he is, I hear him breathing… do you want me to?»
«We would be glad to receive your assistance.» Libra answered, trying to imagine what Shion would have said to that.
«Good, then!» The demigoddess seemed strangely happy to hear that. «Then I’ll point the right direction. And in exchange, you stay here for a while and play with me. Will you…? Or maybe we can play together, all the three of us, if you prefer.»
«I will stay.» Dohko smiled as well, and spotted the widened look Shion sported, now vaguely shaking his head. «I’d love to play with you, Portrayer Phantasos. But do I have to worry about myself…?»
«Oh, no. Absolutely not. I just want to show you something, and I promise you’ll like it.»
«It’s a deal, then. Now, where is that person we were talking about…?»
«Descend the staircase, the marble one, right at the end of the hallway…» She seemed to think about it for some moments, while Shion’s expression kept turning darker. «Then go left, and don’t forget to grab a torch or you won’t see anything… there are many doors, but that one you look for is not locked.»
«Dohko.» Shion almost muttered. «Don’t ever think about-»
«Playing? But of course I will play with this lovely lady. I am glad.» Libra interrupted, smiling again, this time towards his companion. «You go say hi to our friend from me. And when you’re done, will you tell Hypnos I am with her? We don’t want him to get angry at us for being late.»
Aries clenched his fists and nodded, breathing deeply.
«I will.»
It took him some more moments, but eventually Shion turned around and headed for that mentioned staircase, and Dohko waited until he was sure to hear his steps fading, before turning to look at the demigoddess. She was watching in that direction as well, and when their eyes met again, she took Libra’s hands with hers.
«Don’t you worry, little one.» Said then, her tone playful. «You see, I give good dreams to people. I show them their desires, and I want to see yours… we’ll see it together. Ready?»
Libra nodded vaguely, wondering what she could be talking about, but decided not to ask himself too many questions.
«Ready when you are.» Replied then, but had to blink when he got the sensation of being lifted from the ground, as if he suddenly weighted nothing.
«I hope it’s something fascinating, your deepest desire.» She cooed, moving closer. «Your Grim Fantasia.»
Dohko couldn’t feel his cosmo anymore, but he didn’t need it to realize that the demigoddess was using some sort of technique on him. He braced himself, readying for what was to come, and realized that the room around them was disappearing into darkness. He blinked in confusion and looked at her, while she vaguely tilted his head, but after some more moments, the young saint’s vision faded completely, leaving only black.
Notes:
Hello!
The quote at the beginning of the chapter is from Hesiod - The Homeric Hymns and Homerica, with the English translation of Hugh Evelyn-White. You can easily find the complete version online, and we suggest you to give it a try if you're interested in Greek mythology. The Homeric Hyms speak beautifully of the Twin Gods, explaining how they're the offspring of Nyx - the Night itself - thus being Primordial Gods (and amongst the most ancient deities in the Greek pantheon).
Interesting to know is that Hypnos is a very gentle god in ancient tales, being kind to men and easing Thanatos' ruthless, violent approach. Sleep is said to be always prone to compassion, to listen to mortals' pleas and helping as much as he could - often having other deities angered at him, for he was stepping into their business.Since in TLC (or in the Hades arc) their relationship or lore isn't deepened, we decided to construct their background using Ancient Greek folklore as main reference. We also pictured how the relationship among Hypnos' children and the Twins could go; for instance, we figured that Phantasos would be Death's favorite, being her very similar to Hypnos in appearance, and also with a cheery and bubbly personality.
We hoped you liked the chapter, and that you will like the future ones. Let us know what you think about it ♥
Chapter 7: VII
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Chapter Text
By all the Gods, Dohko… Shion muttered to himself, gritting his teeth while descending the marble staircase, as the demigoddess had suggested. What did you hope to accomplish, by doing that?
His companion was behaving as if they were still wearing the golden cloths, in more than just one way. And what just happened with Portrayer Phantasos was the same as it had happened before, during the Holy War; Dohko had remained behind, allowing them to escape, right after Hypnos himself had killed Master Hakurei… and Aries remembered even too well how he felt, leaving his companion to die. How he felt losing both his teacher and the person most close to his heart.
He gritted his teeth again, grabbing a torch from its holder on the wall, and moving into the now dark hallway.
And how much selfish of him had been, to have felt nothing more than relief, when he opened his eyes in Sleep’s chambers and found Dohko’s hand on his chest?
To have been so glad to see him again, even if the Holy War was lost…?
He had to stop for a moment, covering his face with a hand and breathing deeply. Maybe he should have stepped back, and go inform Hypnos of what was transpiring with one of his children. But then again, it was possible that Portrayer Phantasos had been sent there by Hypnos himself, to prevent them from reaching Manigoldo. Aries wouldn’t have been surprised, as he was unsurprised also by the fact that Cancer wasn’t there on the terrace.
And if anything else, the demigoddess could have changed her mind, seeing him again, and decided not to let him go a second time, wanting to “play with both of them”. He had to move forward, there was no choice. Even because they would have probably had no other chances of seeing Manigoldo again.
Aries took another deep breath and resumed walking, holding the torch as tightly as he could, and started checking doors to find the one open. It took less than a minute for him to start hearing a strange sound, and stopping again to listen carefully, he realized it was some kind of labored, wet breathing.
He blinked and kept trying doors, eventually finding the right one, and the arch of light immediately covered the room in an orange glow. And he could very well see that the Cancer saint was there.
Manigoldo was lying on his side, back against the wall, and Shion carefully approached, leaving the torch on a holder. He kneeled beside him, trying to examine his body as to understand how he should have touched him, not to make more damage.
He knew the Cancer saint to have a thatch of thick and deep blue hair, hair that looked now similar to straw for texture, and sported some strands of ashen gray. His face showed very well that he was in pain, and his half bare chest was stained with blood and covered in crisscrossed, deep contusions, slowly rising in a strenuous breathing, which was going in and out with wheezes and hissing sounds. He probably had more than one broken rib, which pierced his lungs.
«Manigoldo.» He called in a whisper, which sounded heavy in that silent room.
His comrade winced, probably troubled by the small light, and Shion reached into his robe to find the bundle of cloth that Dohko gave him.
«Manigoldo, if you can hear me, it’s Shion.» He said again, after closing his eyes for some moments, and breathing deeply in and out. «I’m here. I’ll try to help.»
He tried touching his chest, doing it with the utmost gentleness, and clearly saw Cancer twitch and open one of his eyes. The other was too swollen for the lid to rise.
«Damn it in all the hells…» Shion heard him wheeze. «Tell me I am fucking dreaming.»
Right after that he coughed with a scratching sound, and blood stained his lips and chin. Aries moved his palm in circles, as to try and soothe his hacks for how he could.
«Hang in there.» He said, moving a hand to lift his nape, and with the free one he took a red grain of pomegranate from the bundle. «This will help you heal. I took one too, it is safe.»
He placed it on the other’s lips as soon as he stopped coughing, and after some moments, his wheezing breath became more like a faint hiss.
«Can I still hope I’m dreaming some weird shit…?» Cancer almost growled between clenched teeth. «Because it sucks that you’re here, kiddo. It sucks really bad.»
«I was not claimed by Death.» Shion tried to reassure him. «I am currently residing in Sleep’s quarters, not far from here, same as the saint of Libra.»
It took some time for Manigoldo to answer, but eventually he winced something which maybe could have been taken for a smile.
«Oh, I see…» Hissed then. «You lucky fucks. Still together, aren’t you? Not even the gods could separate you two.»
Aries thought about making him sit, but the other was clearly too weak and pained. He gave him another grain, then helped him lay on his back, and Cancer winced again, gritting his teeth so hard that they scratched.
«Listen, Manigoldo.» Shion said then, trying to look at him directly. «I’ve been wanting to tell you this for a long while. After your last fight, you came to me… and gave me the Grand Pope’s helmet. I understood nothing when you did, and realized only when you were gone… so I couldn’t thank you. And I couldn’t properly say goodbye.»
«I guess Death doesn’t let you say goodbye.» The other had another wince, this time more similar to a smirk. «No wonders. And I’m not accepting your thanks, you horned sheep, for I did no big deal… or so it seems.»
«You did.» Shion insisted. «It doesn’t matter how it ended. Your actions were those of a hero, and I admired your doing. I’m sorry I wasn’t able to tell you before.»
Manigoldo huffed, slightly shaking his head.
«Forget it.» Said then in another hiss. «Rather, tell me how’d you burrow in here.»
«I haven’t “burrowed” anywhere. I was allowed to come… you should have been brought upstairs to meet me and Dohko, but I guess you were prevented from moving.»
There came a small throaty sound, which Shion didn’t interpret immediately as a chuckle.
«You have no idea.» The other commented. «Breaking my legs was probably enough, already.»
Aries had to close his eyes for a moment, breathing slowly, and keeping a scowl to himself. He suddenly desired to wear his golden cloth, and to tear down that whole palace.
«And don’t look at me like that, kiddo.» He heard his companion say, and felt a small pat on the forearm. «I’m all fine, I’ve seen worse. Sure, you and Dohko might have been a tad luckier than me, but it’s okay. It’s… fine like this.»
«We will find a way to help you.» He replied, again looking at him.
«Oh no, no you won’t. You keep safe and sound, far away from here. Do you hear me?» Manigoldo’s hoarse voice was as serious as ever. «Tell me that you do. Because I’ll be fine, I can deal with this. You… you stay safe. Do not ever come back here.»
Aries frowned, shaking his head.
«It’s beyond discussion. Somehow we’ll manage to help you and the others. We don’t know how many of us have been claimed, nor where they might be held… but even if we can’t fight how we used to, we will find a way.»
«Fucking dammit, Shion…» The other muttered, his expression darkening. «Don’t. Just stay away from here, and stay away from me. Go tell Dohko that his face looks like a mashed potato, raise one of those rounded eyebrow you have at his temper, stick to him, and consider yourself lucky. Don’t you both do anything stupid, because you have no idea.»
Aries pressed his lips together and clenched his fists, deciding not to insist anymore.
Even if he was being held captive by the same person who had killed his mentor, right before his eyes, Shion couldn’t help but feel lucky already. He was with Dohko, and both of them were treated with something akin to gentleness… primarily, they were not beaten and tortured.
And most of all, he had no idea about how to help his comrade. He had no idea about how to help any of them, but he was sure something would have come to his mind, in time… but for Manigoldo, it might have been too late.
He felt his eyes burning in frustration. Then again he wished he could wear his cloth, and call forth the light of his stars; he wished it so hard that he felt a small warmth on his chest, but it was nothing more than the faintest breath of air, and it was gone again.
He would have focused on that, thought then. On trying and completely gaining back his cosmo, and find a way to make his comrades do the same. With another deep breath he looked at his comrade again, willing to tell him, but Manigoldo shook his head.
«Whatever it is, kiddo, I don’t want to hear it.» He said. «I don’t care. Don’t tell me. Just go away.»
«I can’t just leave you here, hopeless.» Shion replied. «I-»
«You know.» Cancer interrupted, this time looking back at him. «I heard a story, once. You want to hear it, right? Then let me tell you. They say that when children are born, demons start following them. Some people have more, some have less, but they follow everybody and never let go… they make your life a shit, all of them. And you know which one is the worst, among the demons…?»
Shion just clenched his fists again, not wanting to answer.
«You’d think of a bunch of them, and you’d be wrong.» The other resumed, seemingly looking away. «Because the worst of them all is hope. It is, for hope forces you to endure, to bear with everything… that little shit gives you the impression that things could get better. And if this crap is actually going to get better, I don’t even want to know. I don’t want to fucking know, I don’t want to hope for anything. So leave me hopeless, get the hell out of here, and stay away from me.»
Aries said nothing again, but couldn’t bring himself to comply and get up, remaining knelt beside his comrade, and avoiding to look at his eyes which were clearly glistening. He couldn’t bring himself to leave him alone, and a part of him actually suggested to stay there, and wait for Death of whomever else to show up, and maybe smash a chair on their back or something.
But even if he had actually decided to do that, silly as it may have sounded, he couldn’t simply ignore the fact that Dohko was currently in the company of one of Sleep’s children. And he had to try and tell Hypnos about that, since he couldn’t do anything for him either… but at least, he could hope that Sleep hadn’t allowed it, and was willing to stop whatever the demigoddess was doing. That powerlessness was making him feel like choking.
Shion took the bundle of tissue again and placed it under Manigoldo’s hand, meeting his tired eyes a moment later.
«Allow me to give you this, at least.» Said then. «You most certainly need the grains more than I do. Please, keep them.»
«I guess I can make you happy and keep them.» Cancer answered with a half smile. «Fine. Now will you get out? You look like a creep, staring at me like that and saying nothing.»
Shion tried to smile back, but couldn’t bring himself to, and just nodded. He wanted to tell him again that he would have found a way to help, but decided to do as he was asked, and just nodded goodbye before getting up.
«Grab that torch, will you?» He heard the other say, and turned again. «I can’t sleep if there’s any light, you know.»
He remembered that Manigoldo had that habit of playing strong, whatever the situation might be, and almost managed to convince himself that he would have endured through it, until he and Dohko would find some way to get him out of there.
«I guess you will stay awake for a while, then.» He answered. «Because I’m leaving the torch here. Goodbye, my friend… we'll meet again.»
Cancer didn’t answer, and Shion breathed deeply before turning again, then headed back for the dark hallway.
~
Dohko opened his eyes to the light of sunrise, getting up in a jolt and almost toppling over, realizing he was sitting on a bed. His own bed. He was in his chambers… in the house of Libra, his house.
He looked around, realizing he was covered in sweat and almost breathless. He lifted a hand to rub his face, trying to quiet down the shivers, then felt a movement on his side and turned around.
«What’s happening…?» It was Shion, and the Aries saint was sitting up as well, hair messy and looking as if he had just awakened. «Dohko, what it is? Are you alright?»
«Yes.» Libra answered, blinking and telling himself to calm down. «I’m sorry, I… I didn’t want to wake you up.»
«It’s fine.» The other moved in closer to put a hand on his back, caressing his bare skin with the tip of the fingers. «Was it a nightmare…?»
«Something like that.» Dohko tried to smile, recognizing a worried glimmer in his friend’s eyes. «I dreamt… huh, I can’t really remember. It was about the Holy War, I guess.»
Shion nodded vaguely, and his free hand went up to cup his face.
And Libra almost tensed up at that touch. It wasn’t like his friend to do anything like that. It wasn’t like both of them to caress each other that way. They weren’t allowed. They were saints.
«Dohko?» He heard the other call him, and a moment later he looked back into his eyes, which were apparently scanning him up and down. «Are you sure it was just a nightmare? You’re very pale.»
«It was…» Libra hesitated, wincing and almost shaking his head. «Shion… can I ask something of you?»
«Of course.» His companion took his hand and held it gently. «Ask away.»
«Would you… would you kiss me?»
Shion blinked in a confused look, then he vaguely smiled.
«And why do you ask?»
He leaned in and complied, brushing their lips together. And Dohko couldn’t believe it when it happened, but it also felt so natural. As if it was something he was already used to… and he probably was, after all. Why shouldn’t he be?
He wrapped a hand on Aries’ nape and deepened the contact, pushing him against his chest by holding his slender waist, and when they got separated, he had his breath almost hitched. Shion looked at him with a slightly troubled expression again, and his fingers rose to caress Dohko’s lips.
«What’s wrong?» He asked, with the soft voice he used when he was worried. «You know you can tell me.»
«I don’t know.» Libra answered, closing his eyes and resting their foreheads together. «I have no idea why, but it feels so… it feels like a dream, to have you in my arms. I can’t…»
«I know.» He felt fingers sliding through his hair and down his back, and felt the urge to kiss the other again, but kept still. «I know… it’s been long, the time during which I had to look at you from afar, without being able to even touch your hand. It felt like a torture, you know?»
From his voice, Dohko could tell that Aries was smiling faintly.
«It felt like a torture.» He repeated, giving the smallest nod. «I never wished to stop being a golden saint. But the impossibility to… to be with you, it was… unbearable.»
«I don’t care anymore.» Shion insisted. «The Holy War is over, and we won. There won’t be another for the next two hundred years. So, for two hundred years, no one will take me away from your arms.»
«And no one will take me away from yours.» Libra smiled, then tilted his head and didn’t resist kissing him again.
He had no reason not to. As he had no reason not to touch him; he didn’t care anymore either that they were both sacred warriors, he wanted to feel Shion’s skin under his palms, and his fingers running through his body.
Was that so important, that they were golden saints? So important that he had forced himself not to embrace his most beloved one like that…?
He found himself lying under the other, which had a slight shade of red on his cheeks, his eyes so bright that to Dohko, it felt like he was being watched by a faraway star. He felt Shion’s warm breath against the fingertips, as he was brushing his lips.
«I love you.» He said, and his companion moved his face as to make Libra’s hand slide on his skin, and though his hair.
«I love you too.» Answered then, while leaning in to kiss him again.
~
«You.» Hypnos was deeply frowning, and the fact alone was already unusual for him. Arms crossed on his chest, he looked at the cowering figure of his daughter, which was looking so guilty that she could have melted the heart of a frozen mountain peak. «What were you think of doing, you unruly rascal?»
«Nothing, father…» She whined, backing off, as usual without touching the ground with her feet. «I just wanted to play.»
«You were playing with my prize, Phantasos. And I said that you weren’t allowed to, unless told otherwise.» Sleep insisted, moving forward. «Were you trying to purposely anger me?»
«I wasn’t!» His child pouted and then disappeared, only to materialize behind Thanatos’ back, now completely hidden by his figure. «I swear I won’t do it anymore! Promise!»
Hypnos rubbed his fingers between the eyes, then met his twin’s amused look.
«Why are all your brothers so disciplined, while you don’t manage to behave…?» He muttered then, and there came no reply.
«Who are you talking to, brother?» Death had a curious frown, then pretended to look around. «Is there someone, here? Because I can’t see anyone. Are you speaking to yourself again…?»
Sleep crossed arms on his chest and sighed.
«If you keep spoiling and defending her, Thanatos, and also treating her as a kid, which she isn’t… it’s no wonder she doesn’t listen to her brothers. And with me, she only play-acts.»
«I’m sorry!» Came the soft voice of the demigoddess, still hidden behind his uncle. «But the humans are both fine, father. I didn’t do anything, I just watched the little one’s dream… it was such a nice dream, you know? So sweet. You should do it too.»
«You are not sorry at all, you disgrace of a child.» Hypnos answered, but less harshly. «This time I let you pass. But you ever do that again, and I’ll take your wing away.»
«Come on, brother…» Thanatos was looking as amused as ever. «It’s no big deal. How come you are so bitter over such a trivial thing? They’re just humans.»
«You misunderstand. The issue is not about my prizes, but about the fact that she won’t comply to what I tell her to do or not to do. Ever.» He replied. «And this caused troubles during the Holy War, which you didn’t witness, for you were taking your time to relax inside a casket. Since you acted mindlessly, same as her.»
Death huffed, shrugging as he crossed arms on his chest again.
«There won’t be a Holy War ever again, so it’s still not much of an issue.»
«And I’m glad, because I don’t want to see you sealed or hurt ever again.» Hypnos turned to look at the two humans, both sitting on the ground not far away, one of them with a hand to cover his face, clearly distressed. «I will be leaving. And I’ll see you tomorrow, brother. Alone, possibly.»
«As you wish.» Came his twin’s reply, and he nodded before approaching his prizes.
Former Aries was supporting the other by holding his back, keeping him sat. Phantasos had used a very small fraction of her powers, triggering a Grim Fantasia which hadn’t been much invasive, but the kid was still slow to recover, being now almost an ordinary human. And not completely adjusted to the Underworld realm, too.
As he was clearly unable to get up, Hypnos opted to teleport both of them inside his quarters. Former Libra didn’t seem to notice, while the other twitched and cautiously looked around.
«You’d better rest, both of you.» Sleep said, after the kid had raised his eyes on him. «What happened is that your companion had a very vivid dream, but it was no nightmare, and he’s just straining to come back to reality.»
«I understand.» Replied the former saint. «I wish… if it’s possible, I wish I could speak to you. When he’s recovered.»
«And speak to me you will, then.» He nodded. «Give him one of the pomegranate grains, if you want him to recover faster. I’ll be on the terrace.»
Aries blinked and tensed visibly, for a reason Hypnos couldn’t understand on the spot, and then nodded vaguely. He decided not to inquire, for the moment, turning around to leave them alone.
He was sitting in the dim light of the torches, since darkness had descended in a way that resembled an earthly night. Hypnos was never displeased with the fact, and right now, it was useful for his servants to keep a vague track of time, as they had no means of doing that otherwise.
He fixed his glasses, which he still worn out of habit when reading, and carefully flipped the frail page. If not for him and his brother writing reports of them, taking notice of the many Holy Wars wouldn’t have been easy, as not even in the Sanctuary there was a proper recording book, or some annals of sort. It seemed that the saints themselves didn’t wish to keep track of those occurrences, or maybe they never had the chance to do it properly.
Some of the text he was reading had faded over time, and he frowned while trying to decipher some lines. He was actually in need to rest close to his twin, right at that moment, but they both had to wait for a while longer; as soon as his children were able to resume their task, he would have rested.
Former Aries’s light steps approached after some more moments, and Hypnos placed his book on the table while lifting his eyes up. The young man saluted with a small nod, and he gestured to invite him to sit.
«I imagine your companion is more calm, now.» Sleep observed, after the other had complied.
«Yes, he is.» The human replied, and Hypnos noticed he appeared tense, almost in turmoil.
Which was unusual of him, since he seemed to try his best not to show his emotions, and to remain calm and detached over anything. Hypnos remembered he had thought he was almost unfit for his golden Aries cloth, when he had met him on the battle ground; a warrior couldn’t allow himself any hesitation, still, the human before him was very young. Too young, indeed, for the burdens of a Holy War. In human counts, he was probably reaching less than eighteen years old, almost still a child.
«The look in your eyes tells me you’re troubled.» Said then, leaning against the back of the chair and taking off his glasses. «And I suppose it isn’t because of your companion… or better, not because of the former Libra saint. Am I guessing right?»
«Yes.» Said the other again, nodding vaguely. «You can read through my words if I am lying or not, then I will tell you this straight away. I don’t have the grains of pomegranate with me. I left them with the Cancer saint, back in the God of Death’s quarters.»
«Oh.» Hypnos slightly lifted his brows. «Was he such in a bad condition?»
«He is…» Former Aries begun, then stopped and seemed trying to regain his trademark detached expression. «He would be dead, if it was possible for us to die.»
Sleep nodded, and remained silent as to watch the lines on the other’s face, now slightly showing his anguish. He observed him for a while, then folded arms on his chest.
«Are you asking for help, young man?» Asked eventually.
«I would be a fool to do such a thing.» The kid answered.
«Indeed. As a fool was your former comrade, when he attacked me and my brother in the middle of our chess match, asking us “which one was Death, for he had to punch him in the face.”» Hypnos found himself smiling vaguely while saying that. «And a punch he delivered, ultimately. Honestly, I have no idea how he managed to do that… my brother was probably trying to play games, for he allowed himself to receive such a blow. I can tell you that Thanatos has a bad temper, and doesn’t even slightly like to be touched. Hitting him that way must be the reason why your comrade is being treated the way he is.»
«He… he did this?» The kid appeared somehow surprised. «My comrade was the one who begun the fight?»
«But of course. As I said, my brother and I were engaged in a chess match, conversing with each other, and he came to us for a fight, challenging Thanatos directly. I suppose, from the way the fight went, that he had organized some kind of trap with his teacher, your Grand Pope.» Hypnos tapped lightly on the side of his chin, putting the memories together. «They destroyed my twin’s artificial body, and used a casket hidden inside the Altar cloth, to trap his immortal soul. And it was an interesting set of actions, since they provoked Thanatos long enough to make him inconsiderate about the fact that it might have been a trap, to say the least. They both sacrificed their lives to achieve such a goal… and the Cancer saint seemed almost happy to do so. As if he hadn’t waited anything else but perish at the hands of my brother, if I might consider.»
Former Aries nodded and seemed to breathe slowly.
«I knew nothing about their fight.» He commented after some silent moments. «My comrade never informed anyone about his intentions.»
«His intentions were those of committing suicide, it’s comprehensible that he kept it for himself. But I’m wondering now, young man… if not to ask me for help, as you said you wouldn’t, why did you desire to speak with me?»
There was another pause, and Sleep supposed that the kid was thinking about the kind of answer he would have given. He decided not to check if he was lying, intrigued on what he could come up with.
«I thought it was better to tell you about the grains.» Former Aries eventually said. «When I left them there, I was mindless. I should have supposed that the Death wouldn’t allow my companion to keep them, and that you could have inquired about them, at some point.»
«Now try and tell me the truth. You said that you wished to speak to me before I suggested you to give a grain to former Libra, to help him recover.» Hypnos smiled at the expression of the human, which was now almost forcefully plain, and even too serious. «You don’t need to trouble yourself over anything. Speak to your heart’s content… the worst case scenario is that you ask something of me, and receive a “no” as an answer.»
«There are… many things.» The kid said after some more moments of silence. «For not even once, during my life, I thought there would have been a day I could speak to you. It still feels unreal. But if I truly may ask, I wish to know if what your twin said is true… about what you did, about the fact that you prevented him from killing my mentor and his brother, during the Holy War from two hundred years ago.»
«It is true.» Hypnos answered. «And you will ask your teacher yourself, maybe, if the day comes for him to be claimed from the dead.»
«Why?» Former Aries insisted. «The war was over, Altar and Cancer were the only living saints. Killing them would have meant victory. Why didn’t you allow Death to do it, after having killed so many warriors of the Sanctuary?»
Now that was a difficult question, Sleep thought. And the young human seemed aware enough to understand that something was unfit, as if there were missing pieces into a mosaic.
«Know that I never liked to exercise violence, nor to end human lives. I never do, unless I’m forced to, since dead souls are not allowed to sleep anymore… such as theirs is an eternal sleep.» He answered. «But I am conscious that this is not the reply you wanted to receive. I can’t explain my reasons to you, the ones which brought me to spare those two saints’ lives. For now, know that at the occurred time of this event, it would have been meaningless to “win” the Holy War. The Sanctuary needed to be rebuilt, Athena’s warriors to be born again and wear their cloths, especially the golden ones.»
The young former saint was vaguely frowning, and nodded when Hypnos was finished.
«I guess I won’t be able to fathom a god’s reasons.» Observed then. «But I will try to ask again, in the future. If I manage to get to a conclusion of some sort.»
«I will be glad to deepen the matter, if possible. But right now, it is not possible.»
«I understand.» Said the kid. «Can I also ask why you didn’t join the God of Death, during the fight against my comrade and the Grand Pope? I mean…» He paused and frowned again, seemingly troubled over finding the right words. «Did the Cancer saint know that… that you wouldn’t have participated?»
«He had absolutely no idea.» Hypnos answered, again smiling. «As I said, young man, your former comrade was basically committing the strangest kind of suicide I’ve ever seen. I didn’t join the fight for I loathe bloodshed, and never I was worried that anything irreparable could happen to my brother. And I was right… Thanatos got nothing more than a temporary seal.»
There was a long pause, this time. Former Aries didn’t seem able to snap out of his clearly troubled thoughts, as he lowered his eyes and slightly winced, remaining still and silent. Sleep waited for him to resume, and cleared the lens of his glasses in the meantime.
«I have no means of helping my comrade.» The kid resumed talking eventually, and Hypnos lifted his eyes to look at him. «I’m talking about the Cancer saint. I said I know it would be foolish of me, to ask for help… but I find myself in a desperate condition. I heard you can be akin to mercy, towards humans. Therefore, I ask of you if anything could be done… anything at all, to ease his torment.»
Former Aries was right now sporting a look so intense that Hypnos’ smile softened vaguely.
«As I said, young man, your comrade has stained his hands with an act that not many would forgive. He challenged a god, then hit him. It wouldn’t be easy for me to absolve, and most certainly, it’s impossible for my brother.» Answered then. «So, even if I decided to try and talk Thanatos into a more considerate approach, it would be useless as to fill a broken glass.»
He saw the kid’s hands tighten into fists, currently placed on his thighs, and his body became more tense as he nodded in small twitches.
«Do not give in to despair.» Sleep added. «I understand that your heart must be wailing, right now. If I found myself in such a condition, one where someone dear to me was suffering, I would ask for help in the same way you’re doing right now, bowing my head before my captor. There’s no shame in what you’re trying to accomplish, as there’s no shame in suffering. And I can tell you that when punishment will be over, for the former Cancer saint, I will let you know.»
«Then, will it… end?» Asked the human, his tone somehow anxious.
«Eventually, yes.» Hypnos nodded. «My brother tends to be easily tired over everything. As painful as it may be, for your companion, it isn’t going to last.» He got up and recovered his book and glasses. «And now go, young man. I need to resume my errands.»
Shion stopped before the door of the room he shared with Dohko, pressing a hand on his face and taking a deep breath.
He knew it would have been foolish of him to ask for help. He was sure, but he did it nevertheless. And somehow, Sleep seemed to have read his thoughts at that moment, since Aries had felt almost ashamed of himself, after doing that. After demanding the aid of the very God of Sleep which held captive him and Libra, and had killed his teacher.
“If I found myself in such a condition, I would ask for help in the same way.” He remembered Sleep saying. “There’s no shame in suffering.”
He thought that probably, the god was taking him for a silly child to believe such a thing was true. But then again, those words had been somehow strangely comforting, and thinking about it made him scowl and shake his head.
He had to tell Dohko about Manigoldo. He had to, his friend would have asked questions, undoubtedly, probably as soon as he would have awakened. But Shion was afraid that his companion could think of doing something reckless, if he knew.
“Don’t you both do anything stupid, because you have no idea.”
Manigoldo had said so, and Aries knew he was right. They had no idea, they had no means of helping him, and Dohko could have very well decided it was worth the while to try and anger the God of Death, ending up in the same condition as Cancer, and ultimately solving nothing.
He leaned against the wall, not knowing what to do. He couldn’t lie to his friend, Dohko would have noticed… then again, he couldn’t tell the truth. Shion decided he would have at least tried to go easy on it, telling Libra that Manigoldo was being held captive in a room, treated in a much worse way than them, and occasionally injured. Skipping the broken bones part, and his state of agony.
«Shion…?»
He turned around, spotting the figure of his friend approaching. He turned towards the door, then to Dohko again, and ultimately sighed.
«I thought you were inside.» He said then.
«I woke up and you weren’t there…» Libra said, stopping before him. «I was looking for you.»
Shion nodded, avoiding to tell him that he had been talking to Sleep for a while.
«Are you alright?» Asked then, not wanting to speak about anything which concerned Cancer as well.
«I am. It was…» Dohko frowned in a strange wince. «It was just a dream. This is what Portrayer meant, when she said she wanted to “play”. She just made me dream, and probably watched what I was seeing.»
«Sleep told me.» Aries nodded again. «He said it was no nightmare.»
The other smiled, again in a strange way, which was very far from happy.
«Let’s say it was.» Commented then. «A nightmare, I mean. Not the bad kind of nightmares, though. It was one of those where you don’t really want to wake up, those you would prefer over reality… aren’t they nightmares as well?»
Shion breathed deeply, not knowing how to answer. He thought about saying something, but his friend sighed and moved forward, entering the room and leaving him behind.
«Dohko…» He called, following. «I-» He stopped, and the other turned around to look at him. «I am glad I am with you in this.» He resumed talking. «I am. Truly. I feel so fortunate, having you with me… almost at the point of selfishness.»
Libra winced again, and seemed about to look away but then turned towards him completely, stepping forward until he was right before him.
«Me too.» Said then, almost in a whisper. «Can I… can I touch you, Shion?»
He nodded, and his friend moved in to fold arms on his back. Aries was taller, so he held him close by leaning his head on a shoulder, and breathed deeply, feeling the warmth of Dohko’s body. They would have embraced each other like that, when they were younger. Rarely, but they had. Then again, they stopped when they realized that couldn’t, that it was necessary for a saint to keep distance from anyone… Master Hakurei told them more than once, during the days of training, and Shion had complied.
But right now, he needed it. The image of their companion, lying down in that room, suffering, and the idea that a similar fate was possibly the one of other people, other friends, was sending shivers down his back.
Frustration was being replaced by anguish, he was aware of that. Aware that he could do nothing for anyone, anymore; not for his comrades nor anyone else. So he needed to know that at least, he could still hold onto someone, and there was someone who could hold onto him… and being Dohko, they wouldn’t let each other fall.
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if anyone got confused, the part where Dohko wakes up in the House of Libra, with Shion, is the description of the dream he was having, triggered by Phantasos. So then, none of that actually happened: it was just his imagination having him there.About the Sanctuary policy: since nowhere is ever spoken of saints having wives or children, unless in some very particular circumstances (as with Leo Ilias, Regulus' father), we figured that it was forbidden for a saint - bronze, silver or gold - to have a love relationship, an "official" one. Of course many saints would skip that rule, having to fulfill physical desire, but if they were to engage in stable love affairs, they had to keep it a secret or almost. This is why Dohko and Shion, in different moments, reflect upon the fact that they couldn't embrace each other, as their closeness was kind of frowned upon.
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Chapter 8: VIII
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Albafica had to raise on the tip of his feet to place the book on the high shelf. He managed, then returned to a normal position with a sigh, looking around while asking himself what to do.
Some days had passed since his first awakening in the Griffon’s chambers. He wasn’t sure about exactly how many, but he was starting to feel definitely better. It was true that eating fruit was doing good to him, he had to take notice, and sleeping as well. But as he was eventually restored to his full health, the Pisces saint didn’t know about how to behave at the present moment.
The Griffon had been away for more than two days, now, and Albafica was asking himself if it was actually a good idea to try and leave that house. He didn’t know what he could have found outside, and it wasn’t like he had anywhere to go, being in the Underworld. He surely couldn’t return to Earth; he wouldn’t have known how, given that there was a way to get back. Probably he wouldn’t have been allowed to, since he wasn’t even properly alive anymore.
Also, not being able to defend himself, he would have found nothing but troubles beyond those walls. But he felt the need to go, mostly because he was overly worried about what happened on Earth, and to his comrades. Albafica had to know if the Griffon had spoken the truth, about more saints being “claimed” by Underworld dwellers.
He couldn’t just trust the specter’s words. The Griffon had every reason to lie, since he was clearly trying to soften him, and making him comply to his orders without using his strings.
Also, Albafica didn’t really want to believe him. To think himself as a prize was a thing, but to consider that many of his comrades could be suffering the same fate was another thing thoroughly.
As some days had passed, he was able to realize that his captive condition was indeed awful, but it could have been far worse… for instance, the Griffon could have very well decided to put him under torment, which he didn’t. Sure, he was taking his fun and pleasure into mock and humiliate him, trying to force the saint to swallow his pride and bend to his requests. Still, receiving sharp replies, or even insults, didn’t mean that the specter would torture him to make him obey or behave. The Griffon seemed more or less amused by his reactions, as he had never actually hurt him.
And this was strange to consider, for Albafica. It actually appeared that the Griffon only wanted to… play, as odd as it sounded to his own thoughts. The saint knew he shouldn’t have softened, in any case, and he had no intentions on doing that… but the whole thing could have been far worse, this was for sure. He had never been inflicted any pain, to begin with.
But if other saints were currently experiencing his same condition, they could have been “claimed” by someone a lot more prone to violence. Albafica didn’t know about any specter’s character nor habit, but he was sure that many of them would have taken a great deal of amusement, abusing a sacred warrior of Lady Athena.
He took a deep breath, telling himself not to believe those words, when the Griffon said that other saints were there in the Underworld. It was just a coincidence that he had been claimed by that specter… and if the Griffon wasn’t on Earth, fighting the Holy War, it was only because he was an Infernal Judge, as the specter himself had been saying, so he had tasks to accomplish. It must have been that.
The saint rubbed his eyes with a hand, trying to decide what to do. Staying in that place wasn’t a problem itself, for he was used to long periods of solitude and isolation, locked in the twelfth house of Pisces. Days and days spent reading, tending to his roses and refining his techniques, and even if he couldn’t do the last two things anymore, he was still used to stay in the same place for a long span of time. But right now he needed to go and try to collect some information, and he had to do it before the return of the house owner.
He had explored the residence enough to know where to find clothes, so he put on shoes and a cloak, using the hood to conceal the color of his hair, and then carefully opened the door. Which wasn’t locked, as the house owner had said.
Albafica left it ajar, not knowing if he would have needed some sort of key to get back in, and then looked around. He was surprised to realize that there was no sky above him, but the ceiling of a long hallway, which ended in a sharp curve. There was a small yard in the Griffon’s residence, though, surrounded by walls, and the sky above it shown the color of the day changing into night, even if no sun was to be seen.
He moved forward, eventually turning around the corner, and spotted two doors and more crossed paths. Torches were lit on both sides of the hallway, so that everything was clear enough for him to see. He went on for a while, moving carefully, and often going backwards to be sure that he could remember the way, and eventually asked himself where exactly he would have found himself. He had no idea about how the Underworld was shaped, not in the slightest.
Not long after he heard a small creaking sound, and realized a door was opening to his left; the corner of the hall was too far to hide in time, and probably, opening another door and conceal inside wasn’t a good idea. Albafica then opted for keeping his pace still, going on walking as if nothing.
«Hey.» He heard someone call him, and the voice sounded somehow familiar but it didn’t belong to the Griffon, nor to one of the other saints. «You. Turn around.»
Keeping a curse to himself, Albafica decided to comply. He remembered what his captor had been saying, about telling anyone with ill intentions that he belonged to him, to stay safe. He hoped he wouldn’t have needed to solve things that way, not wanting to address himself as a specter’s prize.
«Who are you?» Said the person, a man with long, straight blond hair tied in a ponytail, currently approaching. «I can sense you’re human, what are you doing here? Those are specters’ quarters.»
Albafica had to blink when he turned around and looked at him in the eyes. The scleras weren’t white, but strangely tainted black, and the irises of a metallic gray.
«I am lost.» He said, keeping his tone careful. «I don’t intend to be of any disturbance.»
«It’s fine.» The specter answered with a slight frown, folding arms on his chest.
And Albafica realized he did know him, in fact; he had seen him the same day he met the Griffon, before their fight started. Most likely, that specter would have easily recognized him, and the thought almost made him back away, not wanting his identity to be acknowledged. He eventually decided not to, it would have been useless at that point.
«I see.» The specter resumed, after some moments of silence. «You’re the former Pisces saint. Did my commander allow you to leave his residence?»
The young man cursed silently, trying to keep his expression plain.
«Yes, he did.» Answered then, swallowing his pride.
«You could find yourself into unpleasant circumstances, if you walk alone.» The other continued. «People here are not used to see humans. I suppose you don’t want company, but if you don’t mind, we can walk together… I am currently going outside, in the wastelands. That way.» He pointed at one of the ends of the hallway. «But if you prefer, I can wait some more moments and let you go by yourself.»
Albafica found himself blinking at how that specter was being oddly courteous, not expecting it in the slightest.
«Thank you for your offering.» He answered, still somehow cautiously. «I would prefer not to find myself into unpleasant circumstances, yes. Can we… introduce ourselves?»
«Of course. I am the Celestial Clever Star, specter under the command of Minos of the Griffon, his lieutenant. Necromancer Byaku.»
«I am Albafica of Pisces, keeper of the twelfth house and wielder of the Pisces golden cloth, by the will of Lady Athena.» He answered, reflexively speaking as if he was still full-fledged a saint. «I remember seeing you on the battlefield.»
«We met, yes. I was sent away while you faced my commander.»
Albafica remembered that the Griffon had sent his guards to Rodorio, to take on him alone… but when he reached the village, those specters where nowhere to be found. He glanced at the Necromancer, now walking beside him, asking himself if it actually was safe to be in his presence.
«We are not enemies anymore.» The Necromancer said after a while. «Hence, now I can compliment your skills, as I fell to your techniques. I was prevented to use mine and to fight a real opponent, since you had me with well-placed traps.»
Albafica frowned while considering the other’s tone, which had sounded unexpectedly genuine. He had no proper answers to that and decided to just nod, not knowing what to say; he never thought he could have been complimented by a specter on his abilities, of all things to happen.
As they kept walking, the young saint could see other people around, not many of them, and probably all specters. They saluted the Necromancer, and he recognized some as also belonging to the Griffon’s guard. No one seemed to take much notice of his presence, anyway, and Albafica kept his eyes lowered not to draw attention.
He felt the need to ask around, to know how the Holy War was going, but preferred to keep silent for the moment. He waited until no one else seemed close enough to listen, and addressed the Necromancer again.
«Have you been fighting against someone else, after you fell to my traps?» He tried asking, hoping that the other could give him some information about the conflict and Earth’s condition.
«I have, yes.» The specter answered. «I was awakened not long after your fight against my commander ended, and I met another golden warrior. The one who wielded the Taurus cloth.»
Albafica nodded again. They had finally reached the end of the hallway, and he could see the light of a bright blue sky above them. A landscape could be seen, one which displayed a large, seemingly endless portion of green grass and small trees, and didn’t conform too well with the definition of “wasteland”.
«May I ask you how your fight against him went?» He insisted, as they were now moving on a graveled path.
«I was struck down again, as the Taurus saint disposed of me.» The Necromancer answered again. «And after that I couldn’t fight anymore, since my soul left my body and got trapped. I was freed and brought back just recently, after the Holy War ended.»
At that, the Pisces saint had to widen his eyes, feeling his breath hitch. He did his best to keep composure, returning the specter’s gaze.
«The Holy War… ended.» He repeated. «How long ago?»
«Speaking in human terms, around a month ago.» The specter answered. «But it’s been not much more than two weeks, since specters started claiming human souls. I only supposed you were my commander’s prize, seeing you there, for he hasn’t informed me yet.»
Albafica had to lift a hand and cover his face, to hide a deep wince, and just gave a slight nod. He had to try and breathe normally, doing his best to keep a hold on himself and not submerge the other with questions.
They went on walking for a while, now along an unpaved small path which split the grass, and he tried to think and get to conclusions. From what he was hearing, it was indeed true that other saints had been claimed by specters, just as the Griffon said. So Shion was actually there, most likely, held captive in the Underworld… probably not only him. And it wasn’t just that. Judging from the Necromancer’s words, the outcome of the Holy War was…
«Forgive me, Necromancer Byaku…» He said, keeping his voice steady. «I find myself in the condition of not knowing how things went. I died, after I fought against your commander, and came back just recently to wake up in his chambers.»
«I understand.» The specter answered. «I guess you haven’t been informed on many things. Unfortunately I can’t tell you anything relevant, being in no possession of any information regarding your comrades.»
«I understand as well.» Albafica nodded. «But do you happen to know if any of them is… still alive, on Earth, and not currently in the Underworld?»
He was sure the specter wouldn’t have answered to that, even if he was being a courteous and almost personable company. The Necromancer frowned vaguely, as if he hadn’t understand, then shook his head after stopping, now turning completely towards him.
«They have all perished.» Said then, proving him to be wrong. «Some of them at the hands of specters or the Twin Gods, some others killed by Lord Hades in person, after he decided to rise on Earth with his immortal body. Probably it shouldn’t be me the one telling you this, Albafica of Pisces, but I can see that you are unaware, and I imagine that you’re in need to know. The Holy War is over, and we specters belong to the winning side.»
The saint had his eyes slowly widening as the other went on talking, but did his best not to show any emotion, and to swallow normally. He just nodded again, feeling unable to give a proper answer to what he had just heard. The Necromancer remained similarly silent and looking away, and probably, Albafica realized after some moments, he was giving him space to let the information sink in.
He ended up breathing deeply, knowing that he had to pull himself together. At least try.
«I must thank you.» He eventually said. «You’re being truly courteous, albeit you suffered at my hands, and not even with a fair fight.»
«We were enemies.» The specter answered. «Both fighting for our sides, and with any means necessary. I am not the most ordinary warrior myself, and most certainly, neither my commander is. But now we are not enemies anymore, and I hold no resentment towards you, nor towards the Taurus saint who ultimately ended me.»
Albafica nodded, finding himself smiling bitterly.
«I’m glad you think so. I wonder if all specters would hold similar feelings, towards my imprisoned comrades. And please accept my thanks, for I would have been unable to defend myself, had you ill intentions towards me. Also, I could pose you questions with the only hope of receiving a considerate answer, which you gave me.»
«I accept your thanks.» The specter had kept a plain expression for the whole length of the conversation, but this time, his tone somehow softened. «Allow me to accompany you back to my commander’s chambers. I suppose your wish is to stay alone, right now, but this is still an unwelcoming place for a human newcomer.»
The saint nodded again, and kept following him as they went back into the palace they had left, the one which held the specters’ quarters. Again, he noticed people walking past them and heard talking voices, but was unable to pay any attention, now completely lost into his own dark thoughts.
He felt a knot inside his throat, tied so strongly that it was getting harder and harder to breathe. The Holy War was lost. That was the most terrible scenario, one Albafica would keep far away from his reasoning, not wanting to even consider it possible. By now the world was probably in ruin, innocent people were left stranded to anything the specters would have decided to do with them, and Athena’s sacred warriors couldn’t help anyone, anymore.
Lady Athena herself had undoubtedly perished, and they couldn’t protect her. Now Albafica realized how incredibly foolish had been of him, not to allow Shion to join the fight against the Griffon… pride had swallowed his reason, and he had preferred to give away his life to end that of his opponent, without resolving to use a comrade’s help.
Hadn’t Albafica done that, maybe he would have been still alive to protect the Sanctuary from Hades’ army. Maybe he could have made a difference, not throwing his life away.
He felt his nails sinking into the palms, as he kept telling himself he had been such an ignominious fool. And right after that, he ended up wondering how his companions had met their ends, who were their adversaries, also probably the ones which right now held them captive.
He was left close to the Griffon’s chambers, and the Necromancer greeted him goodbye before leaving. Albafica strained to have his voice come out of his throat and greet him back, then entered the residence and let himself fall against the wall, leaning his back there.
He covered his face with a palm, knowing he couldn’t let anguish swallow him whole. He just couldn’t, he had to keep strong and find a way to help the other saints, even if no means of doing that seemed to come to his mind. He had been the very first one to go during the war, so he knew absolutely nothing about his comrades, he couldn’t even try and speculate on their whereabouts and conditions.
Albafica would have gone looking for them right there and now, but he was aware it would have served nothing; the Underworld was probably the most vast of domains, and he needed at least some clues to know how he should move.
Then, he decided he wouldn’t have let pride win a second time. It was useless right now, as it had been useless back then, and the Pisces saint needed to put it aside if he wanted the Griffon to give him information regarding his comrades. Albafica had to know how they were, how their captors were treating them… and he was scared of the answers he might get, since he knew that he couldn’t help any of them. But still, he needed to know.
That meant he had to comply to the Griffon’s requests, at least to some extent. For the most part of his life, Albafica always thought of himself as a warrior, and he always knew he would have had to resolve to extreme choices at some point… like that of draining his own blood to distract his opponent, and hit him with the Bloody Rose. Right now, it was somehow a similar feeling; he had to try and get the Griffon to speak, no matter what, otherwise the other would have just kept teasing him, leaving him no means to know about any of the other saints’ fate.
He exhaled slowly, frowning at nothing as he lowered his hand and closed both into fists.
I can do this, he thought, again trying not to give in to anguish. At least, I need to try.
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Chapter 9: IX
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Death lit two torches with a gesture, while approaching the laying figure of the human. His body was almost in the same position he had last seen him, and was clearly suffering.
He wondered about the pomegranate grains Hypnos had told him about, those left there by former Aries… Thanatos had decided not to take them away, when his twin informed him of their presence. But after their last encounter, not long after Hypnos and his prizes had left, the human seemed too weak even to try and eat one. The small bundle of cloth was in fact lying on the ground, still folded, and Thanatos took it to place elsewhere.
«You’re such a fragile creature.» Said then, and the other’s foggy eyes followed him as he moved closer.
Death sat beside him, seeing how high his fever was running, and how weak he was. He was barely conscious but couldn’t sleep nonetheless, probably because of the pain.
«Back then you took my blows and still stood before me, even after I started crushing your body. You screamed, yes… but stood.» He bent over and slid a hand behind the human’s back, lifting him up to place his body against the chest. Former Cancer didn’t resist, but a small pained moan made his throat twitch. «And now you writhe in pain, for some broken bones.»
Death took a small flask from his robe, and tilted it to make a drop fall on the human’s lips. His body became slowly less tense and he shivered, sighing faintly in relief, and eventually was completely limp against his chest, nape leaned on his shoulder. The god lifted a hand to feel his ribcage under the fingertips, and the other didn’t seem willing to react, he just stiffened slightly.
Even if his body was healed he seemed utterly exhausted, and Thanatos tried to consider for how long he had been kept wounded like that, this time. Maybe too much, for such a fragile creature as he was.
“You amaze me, brother.” Death remembered Hypnos telling him. “Haven’t you grown tired of that kid yet?”
He huffed to himself, shifting his thoughts on the past Holy War. He was sealed in that casket and didn’t witness to how it went, having to stick to what his twin told him afterwards… and he considered how things could have been different, if he hadn’t allowed himself to be fooled by those two mortals.
Then again, the turn of events what the most unexpected ever. It was their first time winning the Holy War, winning it for real, not deciding to spare the few remaining saints to rebuild their Sanctuary… and it was still a strange thought to consider, Thanatos observed. As he had told his brother, there never was a real need for a Holy War to be, for people to die. Humans were very prone to kill each other a lot earlier than what was their real capacity for living.
So that, it wasn’t a deep change for him, if there would have been more Holy Wars or not. All things considered, they had been useful to distract, to keep track of human years, since they happened every couple of mortal centuries.
Death realized that former Cancer was still laying limp on his body, apparently straining to keep his eyes open. Maybe he wasn’t feeling safe to sleep like that.
«Do you want me to lose my sanity…?» He heard him ask after some moments. «Because you’re on the right track of action, if you keep torturing me and then healing me after a while.»
«I am on the right track of action to make you lose your sanity.» Thanatos repeated, slightly turning to look at him in the eyes, but the human didn’t seem intentioned to look back, or to move from that position. «I don’t think I’m needed, since you’re a brainwashed former saint of Athena. I wouldn’t make you more insane than you already are.»
«What…?» The human turned, and he found a confused look on his face.
«So… you are as stupid as you seem to be.» Death observed. «I was right.»
Former Cancer winked his eyes and finally moved, sitting on the ground and putting some distance.
«I don’t…» He muttered, looking down with a small wince. «I don’t ever understand the heck you’re saying.»
«You don’t ever listen.» Thanatos answered. «This is why you don’t understand.»
«Would it change anything, if I listened?» The boy had a scowl on his face when he looked at him again. «I listen to you, you listen to me, and then I don’t know… we end up drinking some wine?»
«Do you think that it’ll serve you anything, to antagonize me?» Death asked back, his voice slightly irritated. «Is it because you don’t know what’s going to happen to you? Maybe you react like this to anxiety.»
«Oh… and here I thought you liked being insulted.» Former Cancer muttered again, this time through gritted teeth. «Otherwise, you would have found a creative way to shut my mouth. Maybe severe my tongue would work… you know, I’m starting to get use to this. I provoke, you break something here and there. What could possibly go wrong…?»
Thanatos sat more straight, raising an eyebrow.
«What are you talking about?» Asked then, and the other shook his head and covered his face with a hand.
«I have no idea.» He answered, tone lower. «This must be how I react to anxiety.»
«It probably is, yes.»
Death shook his shoulders and approached, and former Cancer didn’t move a muscle to that, keeping his eyes fixed on him. He was barely breathing.
The god slightly tilted his head, and lifted a hand to caress the boy’s face with the knuckles, wondering about what to do now. It had been some time for sure that the human was suffering his punishment, and Death had taken his fun breaking him all the ways possible, then put him back into pieces to repeat the process. He had seen most of his reactions, which were slowly losing stubbornness and insolence. But the god knew he had to find a way to keep their exchanges interesting, as he was beginning to get tired of him.
«That was…» He heard the other whisper. «That was not a lie. The Holy War… it is truly lost.»
Thanatos interrupted the caress, looking at him in the eyes again, but kept the hand on the side of his face.
«Why should have I lied to you?» He inquired, and former Cancer swallowed hard and seemed finding it difficult not to avert his gaze.
«How could I know…?» He asked back with a wince. «I remember dying, I remember falling. And I remember waking up with you again, telling me things about the war, about…» The human swallowed hard once more. «You could have been telling lies. Making things up.»
«I wasn’t making up a single thing.» Death retired the hand on his lap, not ceasing to look at him straight in the eyes. «I never lied to you, every time you heard me speaking. But now you seem to acknowledge… what was that convinced you?»
The other lowered his gaze and winced again, and didn’t seem prone to answering.
«I say it was former Aries’ visit, which made you realize.» Thanatos insisted, then snapped his fingers to make the human look at him. The boy did it for just a second, then looked away again. «Do you want to see him again, that little one? Maybe former Libra too.»
The answer was a light shaking of the head from the boy.
«Leave them be.» Former Cancer said, but there was no conceit in his tone, which had sounded almost straining to come out of his throat. «I don’t want you to even look at them. I don’t want them to come here, ever again.»
Thanatos said nothing to that, and just lifted a hand again to caress his head, from his brows to the nape. The other seemed to hold his breath and then shook vaguely, appearing to try and say something.
«If I-» He eventually begun, then stopped and looked away. «If I ask… if I ask you to stop, the way you want me to… will you do it?»
Thanatos gave himself a moment to answer to that question, frowning a little.
«I might say that I will… but this time, it could very well be a lie.» He said eventually. «I could lie to humiliate you, and you’d believe me, for you have nothing else to believe in.»
«Then what?» The other’s voice had a faint note of desperation. «What do I need to do? How can I make this end…?»
Death put a palm on his shoulder, and with the free hand took his chin to make their eyes meet.
«You just can’t.»
Former Cancer closed his eyes and clenched his jaw, strongly enough for Thanatos to hear it creak. He visibly trembled under his touch but stayed still, and the god remained there looking at him, just to watch how tense and shivering he was… a demonstration of the fact that he was actually reaching his limit.
Hypnos had said so, he remembered, that the boy was at his limit. And Thanatos had clearly overestimated former Cancer, thinking that his twin was wrong.
Perhaps it was because that kid and his teacher had managed to seal him with a trick, and Death had almost brought himself to think that they weren’t the same as any other mortal. He had liked that idea, somehow, that the two Cancer saints had something special to them, which allowed them to succeed into deceiving him and having his soul sealed… but no, it wasn’t like that at all. The young man sitting there, who had wielded the Cancer cloth, was nothing more than an average human being.
Fragile, delicate, easy to break.
Then Thanatos thought that this very average human, fragile and weak as he was, had gone so far as to punch him in the face. Smugly grinning as he did so.
A moment after that, Death felt irritation rising quickly. Dark energy coated his palm, violently enough for the boy to scream and widen his eyes, his hands clawing at the chest; he fell on a side, still screaming through gritted teeth and trying to curl up on himself, and Thanatos kept constricting his ribcage at the point of making him hack blood.
«If you only had lived your life as all your kin does…» He said, tone harsh, covering the snapping noise of bones breaking. «You simply had to carry on the same existence of all human beings, without letting that golden costume fool you, convince you that you could make any difference. It was so simple, really… if you had done so, nothing of this would be happening now.»
He saw the boy convulsively shaking his head, sinking nails even more into the skin of his chest, and realized that his heart would have stopped beating if it wasn’t that this human, specifically, couldn’t die. And to think that dying would have been such a relief, for him.
Ironic, Death found himself considering, since that human had hated him and sought him so much, during his whole life… and now they couldn’t reach, despite they were standing so close.
He observed his agonized writhing for a while, then eventually grabbed his jaw to make their eyes meet, covering his mouth whole with a palm. Thanatos kept looking straight at him while easing the pressure on his chest, moving it to his back until he felt his spine slowly tensing, and ultimately shattering.
An rough scream was half suffocated by his hand, and the human’s body shook so violently that Death had to tighten his hold to keep him still. When the boy’s convulsive twitching was mostly gone he let him go, realizing he had the palm damp with his sweat, and eventually took the small flask from the ground. He wet a fingertip and carefully smeared the liquid on the human’s dry lips, then waited for the time he needed to assimilate that faintest amount of ichor, and come back to his senses.
Death noticed he had eyes moist and empty, staring at nothing, and was still slightly shaking. Shaking which increased when Thanatos started caressing his chest with the whole hand.
«I have to give you credit for one thing.» He said in a half voice. «You still manage to anger me. And you don’t even need to talk, to have me irritated.» He smiled vaguely, and mostly to himself. «And here I thought I was getting tired of you… seems like I was wrong.»
Thanatos pressed where he knew there was a lung, and the boy widened his eyes. To the god’s surprise, former Cancer pushed his weight on the elbows and tried to crawl away, as if physical distance could make any change.
Death found himself amused by the fact. He moved more quickly and kept the human still, blocking his body on the ground, and smiled wide at his panicked look. He took both his wrists into one hand to completely prevent him from moving, then waited for him to calm down, as he was still uselessly trying to break free, eyes shut and head turned to a side.
«Do you want this to end?» Death said. «Ask. Ask me to stop.»
He had the impression that the boy was straining to swallow. He tried moving for some more moments, then his eyes went open and he winced, clearly gritting his teeth.
«Stop.» He whispered. «Stop it. Please.»
Gradually, Thanatos eased the hold on his wrists and sat more straight, putting his dark energy to rest, and giving him a softened look.
«Alright.» He said. «That’s enough, for now.»
Former Cancer curled up on himself, almost hiding his head in the arms. His whole body shook, and it took some moments for Death to realize that he was crying.
When he touched his side, he saw him twitch and cover more of his face, and Thanatos kept the light stroke until he had the impression that the boy had quieted down a little.
«Sit up.» Said then, and was almost surprised to see him comply, without even a slight sarcastic remark.
His face was damp and flustered, and he wasn’t looking at him, keeping eyes down.
«Do you need to cry some more…?» Thanatos asked, tilting his head to meet the boy’s eyes, and using a palm to brush back his disheveled hair.
Former Cancer lifted his gaze, expression overly tense. He bit his lower lip while his eyes teared up again, then nodded in small twitches. Death smiled faintly and nodded back, then folded arms on his body and pulled him closer, as to press him against his own chest. The human clutched the fingers of both hands on his robe, grabbing tightly, and Thanatos could hear him whimpering.
«Hush, boy.» He said in a low tone. «Everything is alright.»
The other shook his head but kept pressing onto him, face now completely hidden in the fabric of his clothes. Thanatos rested the chin on top of his head, and begun to slowly caress his back, as to ease his shivering, while repeating in a murmur that everything was alright.
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While finally getting back home, after something more than three days, Minos had met with Byaku which was waiting for him to show up, or so it seemed to the Griffon. His lieutenant informed him that he had seen his prize, while the Pisces kid was on a stroll… and Byaku had been following him around, to avoid bad circumstances to arise, to which Minos thanked him. But also, Byaku took the liberty to inform the kid about the Holy War, and the Griffon hadn’t been very happy to hear it, since he wanted to be the one giving him the new.
Such as things were, he wasn’t in a good mood at all when he reached his chambers. Also because he had gotten to visit his brother, and Aiacos had basically refused to speak to him, apparently desiring to be left alone.
He freed his body from the surplice and almost sighed in relief. That thing was like a second skin, but wearing it for so long could feel distressing. Passing through the living room to reach the lavatory, he found himself giving back the look of his prize, which was sitting at the table with a book before him. Minos just nodded hello before going, and upon getting back once he was done, their eyes immediately met again. The boy seemed to have been staring at the door of the lavatory for the whole time.
«What?» The Griffon asked, raising an eyebrow. «Oh, sure… I met Byaku, he told me you’ve been informed about the war. Yes, I should’ve told you myself, but most likely you wouldn’t have believed anything I said…» He huffed, walking past him to sit at the table as well. «Now you know, anyway. It must have been a tad shocking, but I trust you had the time to recover.»
As he started fixing the locks of damp hair behind his head, the former saint gave a deep sigh and closed the book, then slowly tapped on the cover and looked at him again with a somber expression.
«I need to know about my comrades.» Said then. «You must be aware of what happened to them.»
Minos slid a hand through his hair and nodded vaguely, even if he didn’t exactly know much about where the former saints were being held. And not even how many of them were currently in the Underworld.
«Well, yes. I guess you want to know.» He eventually answered, crossing arms on his chest. «Are you willing to cooperate, then? I remember telling you I’d inform you on everything, if you oblige to what I say.»
«I remember.» The other nodded slowly. «But I would like to know what you want me to do beforehand.»
To that, Minos found himself smiling and propping his chin on the knuckles, after resting an elbow on the table. He was basically just teasing the little guy, but then again, former Pisces was such a serious person it was kind of a normal reaction, from him.
«Sure.» Said then, shrugging vaguely. «Do you want me to explain the detailed way, or can I be ambiguous?»
«As you prefer.» The kid slightly raised an eyebrow. «An understandable way would be appreciated.»
Minos couldn’t help but chuckle, rubbing his face with a palm. He thought about how to retort to tease him some more, but apparently he waited too much because the other resumed talking.
«You demonstrated you can easily humiliate me, but I figured that you’d prefer me to humiliate myself.» Former Pisces sighed deeply. «So, I would like to know what’s coming for me.»
«Have I already told you you’re a tad dramatic, kid?» The Griffon chuckled again. «And I guess you have no idea about what humiliation really is, but it’s fine, you being so naive is also why I like you, after all. And don’t worry, I’ll tell you what’s coming for you… nothing special, I just want to cuddle. See, I’ve been working for the past days, I had to attend an official meeting, my fingers hurt and I need to relax.»
«Do you want me to… cuddle you?» The look on former Pisces’ face was the most skeptical he had ever seen. «Are you teasing me?»
«I guess…» He rubbed on his face again, telling himself to be as serious as possible, but it was becoming harder and harder. «I mean, I guess I want to cuddle, and also that I’m teasing you. Bear with me, I already told you I am not at all a serious person. Have I? You probably noticed, anyway.» He stood up and stretched a little, then sat on the edge of the table, beckoning with his hand. «Come here.»
«You also demonstrated you’re not a serious person, yes.» The kid rose with another deep breath but stayed still. «Whatever you possibly mean when you say “cuddle”, let me remind you that I’m not used to touch people. Hence, singing you a song would be more of an accomplishable task.»
«Darn it, kid…» Minos smiled, beckoning him again. «You’re adorable, you know? You will also sing me a song, if you wish. Now come here, I won’t ask anything weird.»
«And you think that asking a stranger to cuddle isn’t weird.» The saint moved some hesitant steps towards him. «But I guess you are just teasing me again…»
«But of course I am.» The Griffon answered, lifting a hand to brush the kid’s face as soon as he was close enough. «Don’t be so tense. Do I have to tell you again that I’m not going to hurt you? Here, do this same thing.» He tapped fingers on his own cheek. «It’s easier done than said, I assure.»
The little saint winced and slowly raised a hand. He started to lightly touch the specter’s cheek, and was clearly uncomfortable… probably because touching someone would have been weird for him, regardless of the situation.
«Is it so odd?» Minos asked, moving his head so that the other’s hand would slide on it, reaching the strands of hair which were still a bit damp. «Is this the very first time?»
«It’s just… it’s strange.» The kid’s tone was uncertain. «I never thought this would happen. It feels… very wrong. Not just because I’m touching you.»
«But because you’re touching someone at all.» Minos nodded, gently taking his wrist to guide the touch. «You know, many people wouldn’t have cared as you did. And apparently, you were so very focused on it that you never even thought of wearing gloves, or something like this… it’s strange for me to consider too.»
«I had to be careful.» Former Pisces seemed very focused on what he was doing, starting to travel his fingers on Minos’ skin with a concentrated expression on his face. «If I used gloves, I risked to grow too much comfortable into touching people, and it could be fatal for someone.»
Minos leaned in, taking his other wrist as well and adding to the touch, so that all the fingertips would line out the forms of his face.
«I think I understand.» Said then, tilting his head to give the other more space. «But you’re not bad at this, in fact… now I think I know how your pretty roses must have felt, while you were tending to them.»
«Do you mean that I’m being too gentle with you?» The saint raised an eyebrow. «Do you prefer to be slapped, maybe? I’d be happy to do it.»
The Griffon almost grinned, then hid his lips under one of the other’s palms to kiss it.
«Would you? I don’t dislike slaps, you know. Given the right moment.» Said then, nibbling at his skin. «So… do you want to try? My face is right here.»
«Yes, I would like to slap you.» Former Pisces answered with a slight darker tone. He didn’t try to slap him anyway, but just stayed still, almost staring while Minos rubbed the lips on his fingertips.
«You know, I need to inform you that you should probably wait in line.» The specter said then with a half smile. «There’s a whole lot of people wanting to slap me. And something tells me you’re not surprised at all.»
«I’m not surprised to know that you molested a lot of people before me.»
The Griffon had to laugh at that, hiding his face into the kid’s palm as if it was his own.
«Yes, I am a horrible person.» He eventually answered, trying not to laugh too much. «When you will meet my second, he can tell you about when I tried to molest him, and he chased me off with a flaming whip. Yes, I’m being dramatic, but something like this actually happened.»
«It’s an interesting thing to imagine. If you want, I can do it too. Would this be a “right moment” for you, to be hit with a flaming whip…?»
«I’m sorry to break your fantasy, but that’s a privilege for Balrog Lune only.» He replied, vaguely shrugging and still smiling. «Now take off my shirt.»
The other glared and complied with a rough movement, which almost made his head remain stuck in the fabric. Minos got eventually rid of it and sighed, while placing the shirt on the table.
«Try to be a good kid, and don’t make me lose my temper.» Said then, turning towards the other again.
He made him remove the shirt as well, and this time, former Pisces seemed short of things to say. The Griffon almost sighed again, exploring the curves of his body by just watching it. Then he decided it wasn’t worth waiting and placed both hands on the kid’s sides, drawing him closer as his palms slid down.
The skin he was touching furrowed all the whole, and the other grabbed his arms in what seemed as a reflexive movement, leaning back and vaguely tensing.
«It’s all fine.» Minos whispered, brushing the line of his shoulder with the nose. «I’m just tired, I promise I won’t lose my temper. Nothing bad is going to happen, don’t worry.»
He breathed against his skin, moving the hands up and feeling the curves of his body under the palms, then slowly went down again and slightly pressed on his navel. All the while brushing parted lips on the kid’s shoulder, going up to reach the smooth texture of his neck.
«This is… this is awkward.» Minos heard him mutter after a while, as he was trailing his fingertips along the little saint’s spine.
He didn’t answer and kept caressing him like that for a while, breathing his skin, at some point realizing that the other was slowly losing a little of the tension.
«Do I…» Former Pisces muttered again. «Do you want me to do this…?»
«Well…» The Griffon lifted his head to look at him, now close enough for their noses to brush, and telling himself not to tease him. Absolutely not, it was not the moment. «What would you like me to do? Don’t tell me, just imagine it. And then do the same.»
«It’s… it’s not like I want you to do something.» The other whispered. «I just don’t like you, and I don’t like all of this. Am I making myself clear…?»
Minos blinked while realizing that the kid was somehow flushed, in a way he wouldn’t have imagined.
«I know.» He answered then, tone almost careful. «I know you don’t like me. But thing is, I like you. And I like you very much.»
«It’s so odd.» Former Pisces grabbed his arms again and slightly leaned in, but then stopped at the point that their lips were almost brushing. «You’re… you’re not dying.»
«I’m not dying.» The Griffon smiled, making one of his palms slide up on the kid’s nape, slowly sinking fingers into his hair. «How lucky to be me.»
He moved in for the inch needed for their lips to touch, and gently pressed his own on those of the other, deepening slowly to avoid freaked out reactions. The saint’s body seemed to freeze in place, and his hands clutched Minos’ arms; then the kid slightly tried to move back, but the Griffon held his nape with the palm and insisted, now tilting his head.
It took some more moments for the little saint to lose a little of tension again, and at that point, Minos slid the hand down and caressed his back, stroking his cheek with the other. He was about to try and deepen the contact a little more, but former Pisces placed both palms on his chest and pushed, and this time, he allowed him to retreat. Then the specter looked back at him but had to blink, finding his face completely flushed red and lips still parted.
«I…» The kid almost stammered, widening his eyes.
The Griffon smiled vaguely, lifting a hand to brush his cheek again.
«You…?» He pushed, leaning in a little.
The saint’s expression abruptly changed, taking a deep frown as he shook his head, as to halt the touch on his face.
«I damn hate you.» He hissed through gritted teeth, still glaring at him.
Then he threw himself forward, grabbing on silvery hair and kissing him again.
Minos had to widen eyes himself, and to take a moment to recover from shock as the other was nearly biting at his lower lip. He placed a palm on the table for support, since the kid was pushing almost at the point of making him fall behind, and eventually gave the kiss back after taking his face with both hands, trying to guide the movements into making them less rough.
At some point he slid off the table and pushed the saint against the wall, still kissing him, then made him tilt his head to bite into his neck. He heard a small whimper in response, now spreading his legs with a knee, and realized that the kid’s body was vaguely hard already, to his utmost surprise.
The specter decided to save any kind of question for later, feeling the little saint’s nails sink into his arms; he went down, bending his knees and reaching the laces of his trousers, then pulled them down and clearly saw him twitching.
Minos didn’t even bother looking up, proceeding to take him into his mouth, but had to strain not to choke as the saint whimpered again and his waist jolted, while one of his hands grabbed tightly on silvery hair. The fingers pulled on his locks, and his head was kept still while the other moved his hips, hitching his breath. Eventually the specter looked up, finding the young saint’s face completely red, but half hidden by a palm; the kid had his eyes wide open and was staring at him which a mix of disbelief and almost horror, and Minos nearly laughed at his shocked expression.
As expected, it didn’t take much for him to finish, emptying himself with a muffled moan. The Griffon went on with the stimulation until he was completely done, then rose on his feet again, having to keep the kid’s body still for he was almost stumbling.
«Well, hello there again.» He smiled, caressing his hair. «I guess those were both your first kisses.»
The saint was still breathing heavily and clearly trying to look daggers at him, thus not being very plausible for how red and flustered he was.
«That was… wasn’t a kiss at all.» Muttered then, looking away.
«Whatever.» Minos shifted the touch on his cheek, still smiling. «And you’re welcome, by the way. I know, I’m good at doing this, years and years of practice. Do you want to sit? You look like you’re about to faint.»
«I’m not a delicate flower as you like to think.» Former Pisces cleared his throat, placing his back against the wall to take a more upstanding position, and lifted both hands to fix his hair. And seemingly trying to regain composure. «I’m used to endure.»
To that, the Griffon first widened his eyes and then laughed, moving backwards to leave him some space, and not ceasing to laugh at all.
«By all the Gods, you’re adorable…» Said then, trying to keep serious and failing. «Yes, you do endure very well. I’m proud, blossom.»
«I could say the same about you.» The other retorted in a flat tone, while lacing his trousers.
«Meaning that…» Minos looked at him again, still smiling. «I haven’t taken my pleasure yet? You know, right now I would do unspeakable things to you, but I’m trying my best to behave. You said, I think you are a delicate flower.»
«It’s not like I could ever want to do such things with you.» Former Pisces stopped and seemed almost embarrassed, wincing at the lace of his trousers which was still trying to fix. «Still… still I know that you don’t have any reason to… to “behave” with me. I realized it by now. And I was not… expecting this.»
«You…» The Griffon didn’t keep a surprised frown, sliding a hand through his hair. «Well. I know… you were expecting tortures, and I don’t blame you. I also don’t want you to be afraid of me, you know? But of course you aren’t afraid, since you’re used to endure and everything else.» He smiled again, moving to go sit on a chair. «Anyway no, I won’t take you right now. I told you, I’m tired… and I want your first time to be all nice and unforgettable. But now it’s your turn to have me pleased… come on here, let me teach you something useful.»
«So, you… you actually like me. I mean, for real.» Former Pisces moved towards him with a skeptical look. «Are you aware that I have no idea of what to do?»
«I couldn’t be more glad.» He grinned. «I can’t wait to see you all confused and trying. And yes, I like you for real. At first I only liked your pretty face, now I also like everything else. Kneel down, here.»
The other sighed and knelt between his legs, still with that wary expression on his face, then lifted a hand and seemed unsure of what to do.
«There, first suggestion.» Minos said, trying not to sound too amused. «Unlace my trousers.»
«Like this?» The kid looked up at him with a frown, starting to undo the strings.
«There are many ways to do it, but I guess this one’s fine too.» He answered, patting his head. «Good start. Guessing what to do next?»
«Make you some tea, I suppose.» The other muttered, looking down again.
Then he actually tried touching his length, clearly unsure of what to do or where to begin, and Minos folded a hand over his.
«Like this.» Said then. «As if you were doing this to yourself.»
«Do you… do you like it this much rough…?» He asked, blinking a little. «I’m almost squeezing you…»
«Unfortunately for you, yes. I like it rou-» The Griffon began answering, but had to stop for the other had moved closer to lick the tip. «…but I guess that however you wish to do it, it’s going to be absolutely fine.»
«I think you should just shut up.»
He chuckled and nodded vaguely, caressing his head with the free hand.
«You’re not the first one to tell me this, you know?» Said then. «I tend to speak in this kind of situations. I am insufferable, I know. I’ll try and shut my mouth though, since you asked so politely.»
Right after saying that, Minos frowned and had to clear his throat, now making an effort to actually shut up, noticing that former Pisces was actually trying to mouth him. The Griffon didn’t actually care that the young man was absolutely unaware of what he was doing, for only seeing him oblige was already sending shivers down his spine. Again, he thought about how much he had imagined those pretty pink lips around him while they were facing each other, but the concrete fact surpassed all his fantasies.
After a short while, the kid lifted a hand and fixed his hair behind an ear, in a feminine gesture that reminded Minos of Lune, and he had to blink at that with a smile. He leaned in and gathered his azure hair into a ponytail, folding them around a hand and moving at the edge of the chair, stroking the kid’s chin with a thumb.
For some reasons he couldn’t fathom, the other’s face flushed crimson and he focused on what he was doing, keeping eyes down and moving so deep that his throat gave a small choking sound.
«Easy.» The Griffon said, smiling again. «Don’t get ahead of yourself. It’s fine like this, just purse your lips a little more.»
The kid complied and placed both hands on his thighs to balance the motion, and Minos had to keep himself from pushing his nape down, giving a sharp inhale and feeling his muscles tensing up. Probably starting to feel numb, the other slightly moved his head to the side, and the change of angle was a discrete improvement.
«Move your tongue.» He said again, breath vaguely quickened. «Like this, yes. Do it again.»
The kid clearly did his best, and eventually managed to draw him near conclusion, and he considered warning him. For some seconds. Then decided it wasn’t worth the while and pushed him down, emptying himself between his lips with a twitch; he eased the hold a moment after to see the saint moving away and coughing, still kneeling on the ground.
He gave another pleased sigh, relaxing against the back of the chair and tilting his head behind.
«You know, you were not bad at all.» Said then, straightening up. «Being your first time, it was all nice and good. Are you sure it was your first time…?»
The other just glared at him, fixing his hair and trying to regain composure again, and Minos smiled.
«Will you always react like this when I tease you?» Asked then. «I hope you will. You’re a pleasure to look at, glowering at me as if you wanted to kill me… which you probably do, after all. Now… you’ve been a very good kid and are now free to ask me anything you want. Take a seat.»
Former Pisces took his time, for he rose to his feet, fixed his hair again, cleared his throat and recovered his shirt. Then put it back on, took a chair, sat with his back straight and cleared his throat again before looking at him.
«Are you even done, princess?» The Griffon asked with a smirk. «I think I have a comb, somewhere in the lavatory.»
«I know.» The other answered, tone plain. «I found it the first time I went there. Also, you should lace your trousers.»
«And I guess you’re right.» He said, fixing his clothes. «So… let’s begin with something simple. I told you I met Byaku, and he informed me about your conversation. He’s all well behaved and pleasant, my lieutenant, and I hope he used the needed sensitivity to approach the delicate circumstances… meaning, he told you that Athena lost the Holy War.» He paused and looked at the other, which had the expression plain but lips slightly pressed together. «You also told me you want to know about your former comrades. Do you have any particular question?»
«I know they’ve all been killed.» The kid answered, tone almost detached. «But have they all been claimed by specters?»
«And I must admit that I don’t know.» Minos shrugged. «I am kind of gossipy when it comes to this kind of things, but I didn’t have much time to ask around. I am sure two of them are currently in the status of prizes, such as you are… and one is that blonde cotton ball which I saw at the village, with you. Former Aries, isn’t he?»
The other nodded almost automatically, and his fingers, currently twined into one another and placed on the table, tightened visibly.
«Who… I mean, the specter who claimed him…» He begun then, clearly unsure about how to put it. «Is he… how is my comrade being treated?»
The Griffon had to think about it, for those would have been only conjectures, and took a moment to reflect on it while running a hand through his hair.
«See, the one who claimed him isn’t a specter, but the very God of Sleep which dwells here with his twin. Lord Hypnos, I mean.» Said eventually, and the boy had his eyes widened.
«Why?» Asked then. «What use does he have for a saint?»
«Try not to panic, kid.» Minos answered, leaning a side on the table with arms now folded. «Sleep has always been interested in humans. He’s probably just curious, and I can’t blame him, it’s not like we can keep former saints as prizes every day…»
«Have you any idea about how my comrade is being treated?» The other insisted.
«Well, know that Lord Hypnos doesn’t use violence, like never ever, unless very much forced to. You can consider your friend lucky to be with him, since Sleep wouldn’t be interested in his pretty face.»
Former Pisces nodded, slightly lowering his head.
«Alright.» Said then after some moments, again looking at the other. «What about the other?»
«The other I heard is former Aquarius.» The Griffon answered, thinking about what Lune had been telling him. «Was he a friend of yours? And this time I can tell you he’s undoubtedly fine. He’s with Balrog Lune, the one with the flaming whip I told you about, and my dearest Balrog is the nicest person you could ever meet in the whole Underworld. They’re probably conversing about literature over some books and a cup of tea.»
The boy sighed and then nodded again.
«Anything else…?» Asked eventually, and Minos had to shook his head.
«I told you, I didn’t have enough time to gossip around… but I will, and I’ll let you know everything I can find.» He rubbed a palm on his face, feeling pretty tired already. «For what I heard, those are the only two being claimed… but there are probably others I’m not aware of yet. I will gather more information tomorrow. Is there anyone specifically you want to know about, some close friends…?»
Former Pisces hesitated, seeming about to answer and then stopped, and eventually frowned deeply.
«Every bit of information will do.» Muttered then. «What about the Sanctuary? And…»
He stopped again and the Griffon frowned as well, unable to understand where that question was headed.
«Your Sanctuary is still there where you left it.» He tried to answer, tilting his head on a side. «And…? Are you wondering about the rest of the world, maybe? Know that I didn’t go back there to tear down that village, if you were thinking about it.»
The other just glared at him, his expression darkening again, and Minos sighed while getting up from the chair.
«I guess we’re done, for now.» Said then, stretching his limbs. «I need to sleep for a while. Feel free to join me, I’m afraid we only have one bed here.»
As the Griffon went out of the room, Albafica had to breathe deeply and eased the clutching of his fingers, still tightened into one another.
He had hoped to know more, and was feeling pretty sure that the specter hadn’t lied about Shion and Degel. Also, the specter had seemed honest when telling him that he would have gathered more information, and then let him know.
His two former comrades, Aries and Aquarius, seemed to have been lucky… but what about the others? And what about the world…?
The saint had no idea of what specters were doing to people, to the very Earth that Athena’s warriors had been protecting. And there in that room, with no cosmo nor cloth, Albafica couldn’t do anything but hope to receive information.
He covered his face with a hand, glad he was being left alone to sink into his thoughts for a while.
Would have been possible to ask the Griffon to let him meet his comrades? Would he have agreed…?
Probably yes, in exchange for some more “cuddling”, as he liked to say.
And Albafica almost shivered at the thought, mostly because he wasn’t sure anymore about what to think of it. At the beginning, the sole idea was enough to disgust him, but then again, he couldn’t say that he had disliked that kiss. Both the kisses.
He rubbed his face with both hands, sure that he had cheeks completely flushed by now. He remembered the look that the specter gave him, after gathering his hair while the saint was pleasuring him; it had been the softest and most tender he could imagine, all the while caressing his chin in that intimate gesture.
Albafica almost ended up slapping himself. He told the Griffon he was surprised to be treated that way, and it was true. He had already pictured the worst scenarios ever, expecting abuse and torture, or at least to be severely humiliated… most certainly not to be handled with care, as if he actually was some “delicate flower”.
I’m not used to being touched, he thought, and the voice of his mind came out almost in a growl. And I’m not used to touch anyone, for I never could, so it must be that.
And while weird and embarrassing as it was, to have that kind of thoughts, it was still better than sinking his heart into anguish, at the awareness that the Holy War was lost and that the world they swore to protect was left in ruin, at the mercy of Hades’ minions to ravage and plunder.
He rested both elbows on the table, holding his head with the hands, and breathed deeply again. He remembered about that terrified little girl back in Rodorio, the one he had managed to protect, together with the people in the village.
“Know that I didn’t go back there to tear down that village, if you were thinking about it.”
Yes, Albafica was thinking about it. And he had felt so relieved to hear those words, that he had needed to hide behind a surly glare at the specter, not to show how much they had eased his burden. Also, the Pisces saint had almost felt like thanking the other for telling him, and felt close to bite his tongue at the realization.
I’ve been lucky, he told himself with a wince, resting his head on the forearms. I could be put under torment, right now. Treated like a doll to break and then put back together, with no means of knowing anything about the world and my companions.
He hoped that his comrades were being handled in a similar way, with something akin to gentleness.
And when the Griffon had asked him if there was anyone in particular he wanted to know about, the saint had to refrain from asking him about the Cancer saint. Manigoldo had been the one and only person Albafica could consider as a close friend, for he had never cared about Pisces’ intentions to stay by himself and isolate, many of a time risking to get poisoned and seeming uncaring of the fact… almost forcing Albafica into dealing with him, thwarting his attempts to chase him off.
He would have asked, he thought. He had to silence his pride and ask questions to his captor, and not just about the Cancer saint but about every one of them. He had no means of helping them, but he still desperately needed to know. He had also realized that the Griffon had somehow a high status, being a specter, probably because he was an Infernal Judge… so maybe, just maybe, if Albafica had gotten to know that one of his comrades was being abused, he could have appealed to the Griffon to step in and do something about it.
Resolving to that was humiliating just to think about, but there wasn’t anything else he could do. And he would have done that, or again, at least he had to try.
Notes:
Hello everybody!
Here we have Minos and Albafica again, as promised with a chapter longer than the previous ones :)
So, it seems that the Pisces saint and the Griffon are finally getting a little more in touch with each other. During the writing of this chapter, we kept wondering “how would Albafica react upon being touched like this?”, all the while having in mind that our favorite Pisces saint had /never/ been touched like this, so the feeling must have been pretty strong for him.
Let us know if you liked the outcome ^^Now for some little notes~
It is finally known who’s been claimed by Balrog Lune, and seems like it’s the Aquarius saint :3
Fun fact - when we first outlined the story, we had no idea who would be the Balrog’s prize, so we had a little draw - using random.org, we put all the available saints on extraction, and the resulting number was 11… so, the lucky one was decided to be Degel.To quote Minos: “When you will meet my second, he can tell you about when I tried to molest him, and he chased me off with a flaming whip.”
About this episode, we wanted to let you know that we wrote a small story regarding it, which has Minos and Lune as protagonists (and it’s set in the past, around 200 years before Loose Ends).
We don’t know if anyone would be interested in reading it, so then, if you are, please let us know and we’ll publish it here :)And that’s it :D
We wish you a great day, lots of love to you all ♥
Chapter 11: XI
Notes:
Polla, Jiap and Callie, we are delighted by the awesome comments you wrote for the previous chapter ♥ you're amazing guys, we're so glad you're enjoying this story! Thank you deeply, really.
We also wanted to let everybody know that we published a small spin-off on our AO3 page, dedicated to Minos and Lune's past :)
If anyone's interested, you can find it here.We hope you can like this chapter, which is kind of a surprise :3
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Eyes closed and sitting with his knees bent, the man breathed deeply and slowly in and out, uncaring at the fact that he couldn’t feel the ground beneath him. He was aware that the place he found himself into wasn’t reality, but one of the Dreamworlds.
Whenever physical perceptions started to manifest, it meant that a dream was beginning to form. They were mostly nightmares, visions of his past which appeared in a distorted fashion, or even parts of the Holy War, which the Capricorn saint knew to be lost. He had been shown what happened after his death, through those very dreams and visions, and if at first he thought they were just images with no relation to reality, he had eventually come to understand.
The presence of the four dream deities was one of the proofs he needed. He knew to have slain them, so seeing them again meant that a power to surpass death itself had brought them back… thus, only the Lord of the Underworld could have done such a thing.
From time to time, Capricorn had wondered what had been of his comrades and pupils, but had no means to know. More nightmares appeared when he thought too much about it, trying to fool him by showing horrifying tortures that humans had to withstand at the hands of specters and their kin, but he would not be affected by those.
He couldn’t keep his thoughts for himself, there in the Dreamworld, as if his mind was an open book to read and tamper with. So he couldn’t sway even if shown his most unbearable weaknesses, his faults, the mistakes he had been making during his life…
«Hello, little one.»
Cid opened his eyes at the sound of a voice, and at the sudden feeling of grass under his bent knees. He had already recognized the soft tone as belonging to the Portrayer, and her elegant figure was sitting right before him, as the surroundings were now those of a peaceful clearing amongst trees.
The creature wasn’t wearing in any sort of armor, now clothed in a simple white dress, a wing displaying on the side of her head.
«Portrayer.» He saluted with a small nod, and she smiled.
«I hear you don’t care about nightmares.» She said then, leaning in towards him. «My little brother says you just watch them… you do not despair, do not get distressed, and if you do, you never show. He’s starting to get angry.» She sat with her back straightened again, giving a small shrug. «Icelus is not patient, he’s more like my uncle than my father. He says also that if you keep doing this, he will come and punish you for what you did, without using nightmares. He bites, you know? Like a wild creature, if you make him angry.»
«I saw he’s capable of great deals.» The saint answered. «As you all are. You are demigods, thus I cannot be astonished at anything you manage.» She didn’t respond, blinking and propping her chin on both hands, elbows now rested on her crossed legs, so he kept talking. «It is not my intention to thwart his attempts. But I shall not be troubled by mere images. I couldn’t be.»
«And why’s that…?» She insisted, appearing to be looking directly at him, but it wasn’t easy to tell for her eyes had no black center.
«Because I’ve done what I was supposed to do. I fulfilled my task, and managed to make my sword perfect, although being able to wield it only for a brief moment.» Capricorn answered, then twined fingers on his lap and returner her look. «Unfortunately, I am unsure whether the meaning of my words is being comprehensible or not. I am a warrior and I’ve always been, and I’m less used to speeches than I am to the sound of swords clashing.»
The demigoddess blinked again, pursing her lips into a curious expression, and moved slightly closer to him.
«What I understand is that you’re not mad at me.» Said then, tilting her head. «Are you? You look very calm. Even if you died because of me and my brethren.»
«I died in the course of a war.» The saint answered again. «And I knew I would not survive. I faced every enemy with the knowledge that it could have been my last, and my sole fear was of dying before my blade could reach perfection. Hence I am considering myself glad to have lost my life against a worthy opponent, and during a confrontation where my sword could reach its full potential.»
«So… you’re not angry.»
Cid paused for a moment, watching her slightly perplexed expression.
«I’m not angry.» Said eventually.
He waited for her to speak then, now wondering how was it that the Portrayer had decided to visit him by herself. It would have been the first time.
«But aren’t you sad that you lost the Holy War?» She asked again, again moving closer. «You were fighting for that, right?»
«I am displeased, yes.» Capricorn nodded vaguely. «Still, I am aware that wars always have a winning and a losing side. Losing was something that could happen, and if it did, it means that our opponents were worth of winning. My hope is that now, they will be worthy of keeping the peace. I am a swordsman, and now that conflict is over, my role ceases to be needed… it would have been the same in any case, regardless of the circumstances of victory.»
«You are so serious.» The creature smiled, taking one of his wrists to cup his hand with both of hers. «I like you. I liked you also before, even if you’ve been mean to me.»
He vaguely frowned both at the contact and at her words, trying to recollect memories of the fight, since he had no perceptions of having been “mean”. It was a confrontation, and he had done what he needed to do.
«Your brows move, from time to time.» She said, still smiling, and this time placing his palm on her cheek. «I thought your face was made of stone, it’s always the same.»
As she was probably trying to play around, Capricorn said nothing to that. Then he kept looking at her slightly amused expression, feeling the smooth texture of her skin under the fingers.
«I might have understood.» Cid eventually said, again vaguely frowning. «I remember, while fighting you, that my blade cut through your appearance. If this is what you intend, saying that I’ve been “mean”... and I wish to tell you, about the hereby issue, that I never wanted to show any disrespect towards you.»
«Oh.» The look on the Portrayer’s eyes became all the more amused. «I guess you didn’t… you’re a warrior, after all. With a face made of stone. You were just cutting, and happened to cut that too.»
«Exactly.» The saint answered.
«So given the chance, you wouldn’t do that again…?»
The saint found himself unsure about how to answer. Frowning, he almost retracted his arm in a reflexive movement, but she held his wrist still, keeping his hand there on her cheek.
«The chance would never be given.» He ended up saying. «I am now in the condition of a fallen warrior of the losing side. I cannot wield my weapons anymore, and fighting isn’t my privilege. I am aware of the ancient habit of keeping defeated opponents as servants, and I suppose I couldn’t consider myself anything more than that.»
«But if you had the chance...» She insisted. «Would you do that again?»
«If the chance was given,» he answered again. «I would act as if I was fighting against a fearsome opponent, such as you are. The consequences of our confrontation aren’t something I could contemplate beforehand… but then again, I wouldn’t want to be lacking of respect towards you. Everyone has weaknesses, and your appearance is unimportant to the sake of the fight. Whatever its form, a sword will always be a sword.»
The Portrayer smiled widely, taking his other wrist and placing both his palms at the sides of her neck, all the while getting so close that he had to lean backwards to look at her properly.
«You know, little one...» She said then, slowly tilting her head. «For someone “not very used to speeches”, you do speak very well.» She rose on her knees, and to his surprise, moved to sit on his legs. «Do you think I’m pretty, then? For I think you’re handsome. And also very cute, all serious like that.»
Cid found himself frowning at both her gesture and the question, looking back at her smile with a perplexed expression.
«Is this a real question, Portrayer?»
«What do you mean by a “real” question?» She asked back, frowning as well, almost pouting. «It’s a question. Just answer.»
«I… I don’t think my opinion could be of any relevance.» He begun answering. «You are a demigoddess, and a beautiful creature. I suppose you don’t need my words to support the fact.»
«Of course I do.» She retorted, lifting both hands to cup his face, then slid the thumbs on his cheekbones. «I like you, I told you. I wanted to know if you liked me back… also because I don’t want Icelus to come here and mistreat you, I like your pretty face such as it is.»
«I suppose I should be grateful, then.» Capricorn said, sitting with his legs crossed for she was almost sliding down his bent knees. «I never thought I could escape tortures, and was aware that angering demigods could have brought an ill fate on myself.»
«Nah, I won’t let that little brat come and maim you.» This time the Portrayer grinned and pushed her hands on his chest, making him fall on his back. «You’ll be all mine to mistreat. And if he complains, I’ll chew up his wing.»
Cid blinked, unsure of what she could be talking about, even if her intentions were being quite clear by now. She was in fact still sitting on his lap, and while lightly swaying on it, she took his hands again and put both on her navel.
«You humans are so very easy to provoke.» Said then, smiling again, as the saint tensed up while feeling his body respond to the rubbing on his lower waist. «Here you’re telling me that you want me, little one. Have you been wanting me even while we were fighting, perhaps…?»
«I must say that I haven’t.» He answered, after taking a deep breath. «You were an opponent, and I saw you like an adversary only.»
She bent down on his chest, smiling again and brushing his chin with the tip of the nose.
«But we’re not adversaries anymore, now.» She whispered then, again moving her waist. «You can touch me, if you like. I’m right here for you to enjoy.»
«I don’t…» Cid swallowed, keeping his eyes on the light blue sky above him and his fingers stuck on her hips. «I don’t want to be disrespectful again.»
«I said you can, you little fawn.» She took his wrist again, making his hand slide on her side and under the fabric of her dress. «What is it, have you been lying to me? Is it not true that you like me…?»
With another deep breath he looked down, finding himself staring directly at her golden orbs.
«It would be inappropriate of a warrior, to let myself get carried away by such advances.» Said then. «But if this is what is asked of me, I can fulfill your desire and pleasure you.»
She sat more straight and laughed, then took the edges of her dress and pulled it up, uncovering her body whole.
«Let me tell you that the opposite is most likely to happen.» Said then, bringing her arms behind to unlace his trousers, thus exposing as she arched backwards. Cid blinked while looking at her fair skin, which almost shone in the dim light for how white and flawless it was. «Now let’s see how happy you can be.»
Capricorn winced and tensed up again, as he felt himself sliding into her body, finding it oddly colder than he had imagined. Her muscles tightened and he sighed, feeling his length pleasantly compressed by her cervix, and the Portrayer kept staring at him while the heat on his waist slowly rose, until the saint had to strain not to jolt it up.
«Don't do this, little one.» She cooed, stroking his legs and making his trousers slide down some more. «Just loosen up, let yourself go.»
She moved down while still talking, and he gave another sigh, lifting hands to hold her hips again.
«There, like this…» She whispered, swaying back and forth on his lap. «Let me see that you like me, come on.»
He pushed on his lower back to sit up and folded an arm on her waist, bending a leg to move more freely, and the demigoddess grabbed onto his shoulders and nodded vaguely, rubbing her face against his cheek.
«Good.» She whispered again. «You need this, you know? You've been enduring a lot.»
Her legs twined around his waist and albeit still strangely cold, the contact became deeper. She wrapped a hand on his nape and gave back every thrust, moving up and down as if she weighted nothing, and the saint's breathing became heavier as he started to give in to the embrace.
He turned around, pressing her back against a tree log, and took one of her legs under the knee to lift it, all the while never ceasing to move. She was vaguely smiling, a part of him realized, and even if she seemed somehow enjoying, it was as if she wasn't actually feeling much of the contact. Something suggested him that it could have been a dream of some sort, probably sent by the Portrayer herself, but he was too carried on to care at that point.
He lowered his head and pressed his brows on her shoulder, his movements now more erratic, and wrapped an arm on her back while feeling the conclusion drawing nearer. He straightened up when the time came, lifting her as well and finishing out of her body, and then felt a light stroke on both sides of his face as he was breathing heavily.
«You're all sweaty.» Cid heard her murmur, as her fingers slid into his hair. «Now I like you even more… you can be sure that you'll be all mine, from this moment on. No one but me will ever touch you.»
«I-» He begun, still trying to catch his breath, but she pressed a finger on his lips and smiled.
«I don't want to hear you talking, right now. It's fine like this, let me look at you some more.» Said then, still caressing his hair with the free hand. «I should have tried to seduce you, back then. A pity that my brothers wouldn't have let me, melodramatic killjoys as they are.»
Closing his eyes and feeling his muscles numb, the saint complied and stayed silent, realizing after a while that the demigoddess hadn’t moved from his lap, caressing him, and he was still holding her body with an arm around her back.
«You’ve been through a lot, little one…» She said softly, and her thumbs went on his forehead, pressing as to make him lose his frown. «Warriors can be tired too, you know? Especially if they die fighting and then come back, and then spend a great deal of time having horrible bad dreams. I think you earned a rest.»
Capricorn opened his eyes when he felt that she was moving, but frowned again as the Portrayer had placed herself behind him, making him lean against her body.
«Here, you can sleep now.» She resumed, covering his lids with a palm. «And no nightmares this time. I promise.»
As her powers enveloped him, slumber came and Cid realized he couldn’t fight it even if he wanted. He relaxed against her body with a deep sigh, as his conscience slowly faded out.
Notes:
Hello!
So, apparently we didn't list this couple in the tags, and there were just a few hints during the previous chapters, because we wanted to keep it a surprise.
We have no idea if people could like it, even more so because Phantasos is much of a side character, but we had a lot of fun writing it. Anyway, we understand that this pairing and interaction might not be to everyone's likings and interest, so let us know if you would like to read more about them - if you do, we will provide to post more chapters dedicated to them in the future. If not, we will keep this as an offscreen storyline :)The usual notes~
El Cid finds himself in the dimensional layer of the Dreamworld, so his mind is completely helpless against the four dream deities' powers, which can read it and use what they see to "shape" Capricorn's surroundings. Still, El Cid is there with his body, so he can feel physical sensations such as pain, pleasure and fatigue, and he can also fall asleep.
You probably remember that Phantasos has the physical appearance of a young girl, which "covers" her male identity. The "shell" which she uses to appear female was cut by Cid during their fight, and this is what she means when saying "you happened to cut that too".
That's it ♥ hugs to everyone!
Chapter 12: XII
Notes:
Huge hugs and thanks to Callie, Polla and Jiap for their beautiful comments ♥
We hope you enjoy this chapter :3
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It was the first time Dohko and Shion stepped out of Sleep’s residence by themselves. They had never received any interdiction of doing it, but until then they had never tried, aware that they had no place to reach nor any mean of finding their comrades. And to Shion, going in the open felt like breathing again, after a long time of reclusion.
The sky was bright blue, even if no sun could be seen. Hypnos’ palace was set on an elevated location, and as soon as they got on the top of the descending staircase, they could look at a landscape similar to the one they usually saw from the terrace; it looked like the court of a noble estate, all green with sprouts of red flowers blooming here and there, probably poppies. More of it became visible as they went down, displaying trees and elegantly placed vines.
«And who knew there was such a pretty view, in the Underworld.» Dohko muttered. «It still surprises me, it doesn’t even look real.»
«We are in the Elysium.» Shion answered. «I suppose the Twins would want to reside in a pleasant place.»
«Lucky to be gods, huh…?»
Aries just vaguely smiled to that, and they kept going, now walking amongst the trees.
«Any idea on how to move from here to… wherever our comrades might be?» His friend asked, looking around. «I guess we won’t find any kind of road sign.»
«Especially not one pointing towards prisoner saints.» Shion crossed arms on his chest, stopping to consider their options. «And probably, the specters we would meet won’t be willing to give us information.»
Dohko sighed, moving some more steps forward and then turning around to look at him.
«So, what should we do…?» He asked again, running a hand through his dark hair. «I could go so far and ask specters, you know. But I doubt I’d receive polite answers.»
«I might have a better plan.» Aries replied. «I retain a glimmer of my cosmo, for some reasons I am still unable to comprehend. I could try to focus and feel our comrades’ presences, even if they have all been stripped of their powers. I am trying right now.»
Libra nodded with a small frown, moving again to rest his back against a tree log.
«I wish I could be of some assistance.» Said then, tapping his fingers on an arm. «Don’t push yourself, anyway. Don’t forget that there’s still is a dark cosmo here, which could swallow yours.»
Shion just vaguely nodded back, closing his eyes and then focusing at the best of his possibilities. The task was made harder by the fact that he didn’t know where to begin, for his thoughts swayed from his former teacher to Manigoldo, even if Aries knew that the first one had yet to be claimed from the dead, and the second was very close to them, locked up in the nearby residence of Sleep’s twin, albeit they couldn’t think of reaching him.
Eventually he decided to try and concentrate on one single saint at a time; most certainly, he had no chance of sensing all of them at that distance, with just a faint glimmer of cosmo and unaware if they were claimed or not. He begun following an order and going from bottom to top, and being the keeper of the First House, he focused on the second, thus looking for Aldebaran’s presence. And he had managed to exclude every sound and feeling from his perception, going into blank meditation, when he felt a pull on his arm. Shion realized that there was something like a cosmo, very close to him, but it wasn’t belonging to any of their comrades saints… rather to that of a specter.
Aries opened his eyes and blinked, finding himself looking at a specter, in fact. He had a winged surplice and long, silvery hair… and he looked somehow familiar. The pull on his arm was Dohko trying to get his attention, as the specter was still far, albeit approaching.
«What’s a specter doing here?» Libra hissed, almost taking a fighting stance, and Aries put a hand on his shoulder.
«Probably he’s here to speak with Hypnos… he’s an Infernal Judge.» Said then, finally recognizing the other. «It’s the Griffon.»
«The Griffon…? You told me that he fought against-»
Dohko had to stop for the specter was now too close and could hear them, and was also giving them a curious look, arms crossed on his chest.
«Hello there, little dolls…» Said then, tilting his head. «I was kind of looking for you. Lucky to have found you out here.»
«What do you want?» Libra asked with a glare, and Shion tightened the hold on his shoulder, as to silently remind him to keep calm.
«Easy, kid.» The Griffon answered, now half smiling. «No harm will come from me. We are in the Elysium, and Sleep likes to say that this is always been a place of peace, and not even once a single drop of blood was spilled here… not that I need to draw your blood if I wanted to play with you, but I guess it’s the concept which counts.»
Dohko had never stopped glaring, and Aries could almost hear his answer as “come here and try”, but luckily he kept silent.
«You said you were looking for us, not for Hypnos.» Shion said then, tone careful. «What would be the matter?»
«Well…» The specter tilted his head again, and even if they had the same height, Aries felt like he was seizing him up. «I remember your pretty face, kid. Do you remember mine? Your azure haired friend prevented us from fighting, a pity he did… I was just starting to like you, back then.»
«My comrade fought better than I could ever manage.» Shion answered in a plain tone, recalling the fight between Albafica and that Infernal Judge. «And it was a privilege to witness, on my behalf.»
This time the Griffon sighed, sliding fingers into his locks as to make them fall back.
«You have such a weird, distorted idea of “fighting well”, you golden dolls.» He commented then in a lower tone. «The Pisces saint committed suicide in the most ingenious way I’ve ever seen, and I do hope you wouldn’t have done the same… how old were you, when you died? Like, seventeen…? Isn’t it a bit crazy, for the Sanctuary mentors, to teach kids how to kill themselves?»
Shion found himself blinking at those words, and then frowning. He felt short of an answer and Dohko vaguely stepped forward, anticipating him.
«Are you the one who claimed the Pisces saint?» He asked and the specter nodded, making Shion’s frown deepen.
That was all but a good new, he thought, even if he had expected something like that to happen. He remembered how ruthless and cruel that specter was, using his technique to inflict severe pain and put his enemies through torment, before killing them. He found himself gritting his teeth, at the idea that something like that could have been happening to Albafica, during the past weeks.
«Do not give me that look, both of you.» The Griffon said again. «I know, this sucks for you golden dolls. But it could be worse, couldn’t it? I can see you’re all fine and well… you walk and talk, and are not locked up in some hole.»
Dohko stepped forward again, now standing right before the other, and Shion approached as well, hoping to prevent him from doing anything stupid.
«What do you want, specter…?» Libra asked again in a hiss, and the Griffon chuckled.
«Such a charming and proud doll you seem to be.» He said, moving even closer and slowly unfolding his wings. «You know, my prize has been acting like this as well… at the beginning.»
Libra moved too quickly for Shion to stop him, being Dohko a lot more well-versed into physical combat, but before anything could happen, the Griffon had given a light flap of his wings and withdrawn, all the while smiling in an almost dangerous way.
«What are you possibly thinking of doing…?» Shion muttered with a scowl, and his friend shook his shoulders to avoid being touched, still glowering at the specter.
«It’s such a pity I can’t lay a finger on you.» The Griffon said then, and his fingers snapped but nothing actually happened, even if Aries remembered quite well what he was capable of. «I’d love to see what face you would make, when you realize it wasn’t worth the while to try and hit me. Then again, I suppose you don’t want to hear what I’ve come to say… even if it’s about your precious comrade, in the current status of my prize.»
«You must forgive my friend.» Shion said, after inhaling deeply, and moving forward. All the while, keeping a hand on Dohko’s chest and almost pushing him back. «Whatever it might be that you’ve come here to tell us, please do. We have no means of doing anything but hope that our comrade is alright, and that you’ve shown respect for his condition of fallen warrior.»
«And does your friend here know that being cute and polite is the key to open every door…?» The Griffon asked back, raising his brows. «No need to try too hard, anyway, nor to fuss over the wellbeing of your comrade. I could go on and tease you for the rest of the day, since you’re a promising deal of fun, but I don’t have this much time to spare. Former Pisces is fine, and currently asking questions about you little dolls… so anything you could tell me, starting with how you’re being treated, would be greatly appreciated.»
Aries breathed deeply, so did his companion slightly behind him, and the specter seemed to wait for an answer. And Shion thought that he couldn’t trust that person by any mean, as he was afraid that saying anything could put Albafica in a worse position than he already was.
«So… nothing? You don’t want me to tell him that you are still willing to punch a specter…?» The Griffon insisted. «No messages to deliver?»
«Would you do it?» Dohko hissed again, crossing arms on his chest. «Deliver a message, I mean. What’s the point?»
«The point is world domination, of course.» The specter answered with a shrug. «You have no idea what I am trying to accomplish. I can’t give you the details for you would undoubtedly try to foil my plans, hence you can only try and trust me.»
«All very funny.» Libra retorted. «I have no idea how, but if I find out that you’ve been hurting our comrade, I’ll be sure to make you swallow your surplice, bit by bit.»
«And I suppose I’ll ask Sleep if I can borrow you, from time to time.» The Griffon had another dangerous smile. «I can promise him that I’d return you with all your pieces at the right place… except for confidence.»
«If you are sincere,» Shion said, before their exchange could go on, and mostly, before the Griffon could think that hurting Dohko was worth the while. «and it’s true that you only want to deliver a message, you can tell the Pisces saint that we’re alright. We are not being mistreated, are allowed to stay together, and… that we hope we could meet him, eventually.»
«And you will meet him.» The specter answered. «If your friend here behaves, and if Lord Hypnos allows you to… and if little Pisces complies to what I tell him to do. So I guess you… have some chances.»
Aries breathed deeply and decided to say nothing, hoping that Dohko wouldn’t have replied in any possible way, which luckily he didn’t.
«Just another thing and then I’ll be off.» The Griffon added. «Any idea if Lord Thanatos claimed someone? I’d go up there and ask him, but I suppose you two little ones would be more talkative than the very God of Death.»
Shion hesitated, unsure whether to tell him or not. He was aware that no good could come to Albafica by knowing about Manigoldo, but then again, that specter would have found out, one way or another… so it was probably better if he had lied and kept imprecise, not giving him details about what was happening to the Cancer saint.
«Death claimed a saint too, for what we know.» Said eventually, and Dohko turned towards him with a slight frown. «He wielded the Cancer cloth. We know nothing about the others, but… if you could tell us anything, we would be glad.»
«Sure thing you would.» The specter opened up his wings and lifted from the ground, and they both had to cover their faces for a gust of wind was spreading. «Next time, when your friend’s temper has cooled down a little, I could tell you something more. You enjoy Elysium here, and know that you can never get out, if not with Sleep’s allowance.»
He gave a flap and his figure turned, rapidly moving away, and Shion sighed while rubbing fingers on his temples.
When he looked up again, Dohko had eyes closed in a deep frown and arms crossed on his chest, his jaw clearly clenched, and Aries decided to avoid saying anything. Libra was probably aware that his behavior couldn’t do any good to anyone of them, let alone Albafica… but then again, Shion had felt like punching that specter as well.
«Damn it.» He heard Dohko hiss through gritted teeth. «This… this can’t be really happening. He is… Albafica is kept prisoner by that freak, and I do remember how their fight went, you told me back then.» Libra was clutching his fists so hard that the knuckles were white. «I can’t simply accept it. He ended his own life to finish him, and now…»
«Dohko…»
«There must be something we can do. Anything. I can’t just stay here, knowing what’s happening.»
Shion tightened his fists as well, closing his eyes and breathing deeply, his throat now half blocked by a knot.
“Don’t you both do anything stupid, because you have no idea.”
Manigoldo’s words echoed in his mind, and Aries almost shook his head at the memory of his companion laying there, so weak and pained he couldn’t even sit up, and his image was overlapped with that of Albafica, which was probably suffering a similar fate.
He felt a small touch on his arm and opened his eyes, his expression still plastered in anguish.
«I don’t know what to do.» He said, without looking back at his friend. «I’m sorry. I wish there was something… I wish I could. But I don’t know.»
I’m nowhere as brave as you, though then, remembering how Dohko stood fearless before Hades himself, allowing Shion and the others to retreat, sacrificing his life to do so. I haven’t been able to make any difference. I could just try, and I failed. I failed Master Hakurei too.
«Shion…» The touch on his arm had stayed there, and he realized that Libra’s expression had turned softer, almost worried. «Don’t do this to yourself. I am… I’m just overreacting. I should just be more patient, as you are.»
«I am not patient.» He answered, again raising a hand to his face and rubbing his eyes. «I am just trying to avoid more damage. It seems as this is the only thing I could do, even back then…»
«This is not true, and you know it.» Dohko replied, almost cutting his sentence. «I told you, don’t do this to yourself. I’m the one who’s behaving like an idiot, not you… probably, if it wasn’t for me acting like that, the Griffon would have told us something more. He seemed willing to talk, even if he was clearly having fun mocking us.»
«You’re right.» Shion answered after a deep sigh, relaxing his expression into a plain one, and realizing that his friend was somehow trying to comfort him. «I mean, it’s true that the Griffon seemed willing to talk. Should he return, I will try and ask him again.»
«But please be careful.» The other said, now with a concerned look, and Aries almost sighed again.
If there was someone who had to be careful, that was most certainly Dohko.
«I will.» He said, not willing to insist.
It seemed impossible to reason with Libra on that matter, or better, Dohko clearly listened and tried, but every time he was confronted with that kind of things, he couldn’t restrain himself. Therefore, Shion had been very vague when he was asked about the conditions of the Cancer saint. He had been telling Dohko that Manigoldo was very tired and undoubtedly not treated as they were, but avoiding to describe his real condition, for he knew that Libra wouldn’t have been able to keep calm as Shion was currently trying to do.
But what did he actually hope to achieve, by acting like that? By bending to their captors’ will, and not actually trying to solve things the hard way…?
«Come on, let’s check this place some more.» Dohko said, slightly pulling his robe by the arm. «That specter said we can’t go out without Sleep’s permission… let’s see if it’s true or he was just mocking us again.»
Shion just nodded and followed, trying not to think about what his companions were being put through. And he only knew about two of them, as many more were probably suffering the same fate… as all humankind, for what he was aware of.
I should have been there to protect them all, he thought, swallowing hard to keep a wince to himself. I should be trying even now.
They kept exploring Elysium, but that strange garden seemed endless. At some point, they both realized that the Twins’ residence, whose form stood out above the tall edge of the trees, wouldn’t be outdistanced, as if they weren’t moving at all even if they kept walking.
And as the dim light of the day was turning into night, they both decided it was time for them to get back, since they had no mean of seeing where they were going. The Griffon seemed to have spoken the truth; it was clear now that they couldn’t leave the place, if not without Hypnos’ allowance.
When they reached the palace again, they realized that Sleep had returned from his errands and there was Death too, apparently playing chess together on the terrace; the saints unanimously decided to try and listen to their conversation, with the hope of knowing more about what was happening outside of that place.
They managed to understand that a group of specters was about to leave the Underworld for Earth, but they couldn’t catch the reason why, nor the Twins spoke about anything regarding the current conditions of human beings, or other prisoner saints.
They moved when seemed that Death was about to leave, and retired to their room to avoid being noticed.
«If anything, this place has a whole lot of books I could never imagine to find.» Dohko commented, stacking some of them on a small rounded table. «Those are comprehensible, while that other pile are the ones written in a language I don’t recognize.»
Shion approached to check them, and blinked at one with a deeply engraved cover, which seemed made of stone more than leather. He guessed that reading could have been a good way to keep distracted, and took it to go sit by a candle.
«Do you mind if I read for a while?» Asked then, and his friend smiled vaguely.
«Then you will tell me what that book is about.» Dohko answered. «I’ll go find something to eat. Strangely, every time I do I feel better, as if some weight was lifted from my shoulders.»
«I suppose it’s normal.» Aries flipped some pages, doing it carefully for the paper was clearly old, and seemed very frail. «Eating helps us adjusting to this place, even if we don’t need it anymore.»
«I’ll get you some fruit then, if I find it.»
Shion lifted his eyes again and nodded, thanking his friend.
Sleep’s residence, now enveloped in the soft light of numerous candles, was surely the largest he had ever seen. It hadn’t been easy for him to keep track of all the rooms, at the beginning. Now he was getting used to it, and also to the fact that small feminine figures appeared from time to time, only to fade away a moment later, and to his question, the house owner answered that they were nymphs of the Underworld, residing in the Elysium to be his and his twin’s servants.
Dohko was wondering where to find fruit, if there was any to find at all, and eventually stopped into a big living room, going to lean on the balustrade of the window with a sigh.
There were small lights in the distance, but weren’t undoubtedly those of stars. Apparently, the Elysium sky was completely black at night, for what he could notice. And he missed the sky as he remembered it to be, and to watch as the sun would rise above the mountain peaks of Lushan, and beyond the tall structures of the Sanctuary.
He closed his eyes, feeling wind on his face, and pretended to be still in the House of Libra, with the scenery he knew displayed before him, and the moon shining upon a starry night. He needed to put his thoughts aside for a while, aware of the fact that he was thinking too hard, at the same time feeling the urge to do something, anything to keep his mind busy. Training would have been a solution, and he wished he could go sit under one of the scalding waterfall he had used to toughen up his body.
Amongst the other things, Dohko was aware that Shion had been telling half truths about Manigoldo. His friend had never been a good liar, and Libra knew him enough to realize that he was keeping a lot of information to himself, but couldn’t manage to insist. Shion was clearly distressed, and he didn’t want to torment him more than how he was already doing, behaving like a stubborn youngster.
Fucking damn it, he thought with a deep frown, almost hitting the balustrade with a clenched fist.
If he only could, he would have made that smug faced specter regret everything he did, from the very moment he had obtained his surplice. He would have made everyone regret everything, even Hades himself.
«Young man.» Dohko heard a voice suddenly call to him, and opened his eyes to turn around, meeting Sleep’s golden orbs. The god was standing on the doorframe of the room, apparently having approached in utter silence. «I need to speak to you and your companion, but since you’re here, I think you can tell me what I want to know by yourself. Come.»
He blinked and frowned as the god walked out, and after a moment where he asked himself whether to comply or not, he sighed and ended up following him on the terrace. There, torches made him blink again, as their glow was a lot more blinding than that of the candles.
«Sit down.» Sleep gestured him, and he complied again with another sigh. «I could sense the presence of an Infernal Judge, as soon as I got back from my errands. Have you been meeting with him?»
«Yes.» He answered, crossing arms on his chest.
«I suppose he wasn’t looking for me or my brother.» Hypnos insisted. «Was his intention to speak with you?»
«You could very well go and ask him.» Dohko replied with a lower tone.
«But I’m asking you, right now.» The god twined fingers on the table, and seemed waiting for him to resume speaking.
What is this about…? Libra asked to himself, now vaguely frowning, and unsure of what to say.
«He just spoke about a saint he took prisoner.» He answered eventually.
Hypnos kept silent for some more moments, then slightly frowned as well and sighed.
«I find myself too weary to try and pull out half sentences from you.» He commented. «Nor I wish to call for your companion and ask him, even if I suppose that he would be more obliging than you, as usual. You’re about to feel your head spin.»
Dohko raised an eyebrow as the small star on the god’s forehead gleamed purple for a second, then realized his temples were strangely throbbing. And as Sleep just said, his head started spinning and he had to lean on the edge of the table, eyes widened, trying to keep balance. The encounter with the Griffon flashed before his eyes, as if he was seeing the scene from a window, and realized that Hypnos was probably watching his memories.
Vaguely shivering and trying to regain an upright position, the saint pressed a palm on his forehead and shot a glare at the other, which had arms now folded on his chest and a detached expression.
«Was that interesting…?» He hissed.
«Not particularly. The Celestial Noble Star has been very considerate, for he clearly didn’t even think about laying a finger on you.» Hypnos answered, tone perfectly plain. «What I find interesting, young man, is that you don’t seem able to get a grip on yourself. You provoked an Infernal Judge and even tried to hit him, almost asking him to show physical violence… and both you and your companion have been very lucky, since he eventually didn’t.»
«I haven’t been asking anything to anyone.» Dohko retorted, his expression darkening all the more. «You Underworld scum are keeping my companions prisoner, tormenting and abusing them…» He found himself clutching the edge of the table, which he was still holding. «I won’t stand to this. I won’t bend to your will, now and never… am I supposed to sit and watch, while knowing that one of my comrades is being tortured by a specter, and another one by your brother?!»
He realized he had been almost shouting, albeit through gritted teeth, but Sleep’s distant look didn’t shift by an inch.
«You are supposed to sit and watch, yes. And be glad you never happened to challenge a god, as your companion did, and I’m talking about former Cancer.» Hypnos answered then. «Do you know what hubris is? Are you aware of what happened to past humans, when they decided to rise up to a god’s same level…? I could speak of the Sun God Apollo, which unleashed a plague on the populace, because a man was keeping his priestess prisoner. Or about how Athena turned a young lady into a spider, for she would weave a better arras than her.»
«Those are nothing more than legends.» Dohko replied with a wince. «And we are saints. We would fight every enemy which tries to harm innocent people, regardless if he wears a cloth or a surplice, if he’s human, specter or god. It matters nothing.»
Sleep sighed vaguely, averting his gaze and seeming to look away for some moments.
«As I said, I’m too weary to try and reason with you.» He added, after looking back at the saint again. «I will probably give it a second chance in a while, hoping that you manage to calm down in the meantime. For now, know that I can’t allow you to provoke specters at your own likings, with the safe status of being my property.»
«Like I cared.» Libra muttered.
«I know you don’t. And I hope you will be changing your mind, or maybe your companion will be able to make you more judicious.» Hypnos stood up and approached, and Dohko frowned again, raising to his feet as well and now standing before him. «I could also try and teach you some respect, but I’d rather not hurt a human, if not unavoidable. Hence, know that from now on, if you talk back to a specter or to my twin, and they wish to remind you of your current position, they will be free to do it.»
«Is this a threat…?» Libra asked back, almost lifting his head to look at him in the eyes. «Because if you hoped to scare me, I suggest you try harder.»
«I am in no need of threatening or scaring you. I suppose your companion described the condition of your comrade, being currently a property of my brother, so you can guess for yourself that Thanatos is nowhere near as patient as I am. Still, you seem to wish to join former Cancer in Death’s chambers, and I won’t step in to avoid it, if the occurrence comes to be.»
They were now standing so close that Dohko’s clothes were almost brushing those of the other, but he didn’t back off.
«As I said… I don’t care.» He muttered, still looking daggers at the god.
«Very well.» Sleep nodded. «Let’s see how things will unfold, then… and know that your companion will be subjected to the same circumstances, meaning that if he steps in to help you, should you decide that it’s worth the while to anger an Underworld dweller, I won’t protect him either. I suppose you both will be clever enough to know when to quit.»
The god withdrawn and moved to reach the entrance of the terrace, and Dohko tightened his fists, still glaring.
«Now go rest.» Hypnos turned his head on a side, glancing at him. «And remember that you belong here, now, for you’re not alive anymore. The quicker you get used to this, and the better will be for you and your companion.»
Notes:
So we're back to Shion and Dohko... with a little bit of Griffon peeking through ^^
Apparently, Minos was actually there to gather information about other prize saints, as he told Albafica. But couldn't restrain from being his usual jerk-self, or so it seems... anyway, their interaction was very fun to write, especially because those characters never spoke to each other in canon (except for Shion, but he exchanged like less than a handful of words with Minos).
We hope you liked it :)A note about the ancient Greek concept of "hubris", to clarify what Hypnos was talking about, when mentioned that Manigoldo had committed hubris.
Hubris refers to extreme/foolish pride, or dangerous overconfidence. It typically describes a behavior that defies or challenges the gods, and which in turn brings about the downfall of the perpetrator of hubris. So basically, being too arrogant and thinking to be superior to gods, challenging them, leads to committing hubris (and to extremely - extremely - bad consequences).
While sketching the plot for Loose Ends, we immediately thought that the concept applied perfectly to Manigoldo, and to his intention to "defeat Death". He even crashed on the Twins' chessboard and challenged Thanatos directly, stating that he wanted to... well, to "punch Death in the face" XD
Of course Manigoldo wasn't "intentionally" committing hubris, meaning that he was acting for what he thought was a right cause. But we guess that on Thanatos' perspective it doesn't really count, and he only felt defied for a mere human actually went so far as to challenge him, and directly hit him.About the examples of hubris that Hypnos mentioned, those are two legends belonging to ancient Greek folklore.
The first refers to a part of the Iliad, where Apollo punished the Greek leader Agamemnom, for keeping the Sun Priestess Cryseis as a concubine (albeit Cryseis' father pleaded him to free her).
The second is the legend of Arachne's arras. Arachne was a Lydian maiden and a great weaver, and she boasted that her skill was greater than that of Athena herself. The Goddess then approached her, presenting as an old lady, and warned - Ovid, Metamorphoses: "You can never compare to any of the gods. Plead for forgiveness, and Athena might spare your soul." But Arachne persisted, even when the old lady revealed herself as Athena; they set up a weaving competition, and Arachne's final work depicted scenes which were insulting and slighting toward the Gods. Such as things were, Athena ripped her arrass to shreds, beated her, and after the maiden hung herself, Athena went so far as to turn her into a spider - so that the curse of her hubris would spread to Arachne's offspring, through the generations and forever....pretty oversensitive, wasn't she? XD
And that's it ^^
we hope everything was clear and fit to your tastes ♥ see you soon!
Chapter 13: XIII
Notes:
Everyone, we're sorry we didn't manage to post this chapter on the 5th, as we anticipated. We're in the middle of moving to another apartment, and we literally didn't have the space to open a laptop and update :P (we're submerged with packed stuff and the likes).
We hope you will like this chapie here, anyway, and our thanks and hugs always go to Callie, Polla and Jiap - you're making these messy days brighter guys, we can never thank you enough ♥
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
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As he was tending to the small silvery sprouts, Albafica realized that he had never imagined plants to grow in the Underworld. Still, in the Griffon's residence, where the open yard could show a small portion of sky, grass and shrubs were making their way through the dry soil. And Albafica had found a strange sense of solace into watering and nursing them.
He was kind of focused, lost in his own thoughts, at the point that he almost jolted when he heard the sound of a door creaking open.
«There you are.» The Griffon said, apparently returned from whatever he had been doing. «I have some more fruit… and I hope they’ll be growing in my yard too, in fact. I guessed you’d want some.»
The Pisces saint sighed, looking at the sprouts again and then getting up, moving inside to join the other. A plate had been put on the table, and the specter was sitting before it.
«Why are those gems outside silver?» Albafica asked, actually curious for he had never seen anything like that.
«It’s Phantom Grass.» The Griffon answered, taking some fruits to peel them. «It only grows in the Underworld. Or better… until recently, it was the only thing growing in the most part of the Underworld, except for some special places like Elysium. And also except for a horrible tree which was apparently dead, but still giving fruit.»
Albafica raised an eyebrow, unsure if the other was joking or not, and if he was, what could be the joke about. Thus he said nothing, but accepted an apple with a small thanks when it was given to him.
«You know…» The specter resumed. «I’ve been looking for someone, before… and I eventually found them. Two of your former comrades.»
Albafica’s interest suddenly grew and his eyes jolted up, but the other still wasn’t looking at him, apparently focused on what he was doing.
«Who are they…?» He cautiously asked, and the Griffon vaguely smiled.
«One of them, you already know about. He’s that pretty blonde friend of yours, the cotton ball with dots on his forehead.» Said then. «The other… he’s the most hot-headed kid I’ve ever met, at least in the past two centuries. He’s been provoking me and even tried to punch me in the face, even if I was wearing my surplice… which he said he’d love to make me swallow “bit by bit”, or something like that.» The Griffon’s eyes rose, and his expression was as amused as ever. «Can you guess who he is, by this accurate description? Because I didn’t ask what shiny costume he was wearing when alive, we spent too much time idly chatting and I forgot.»
The young man frowned, supposing that not just one of his past comrades could have the idea of antagonizing an Infernal Judge, even if his conditions were those of a harmless prize.
«Was he taller or shorter than Aries?» He asked, and the specter chuckled.
«I like this game.» Answered then. «Shorter.»
«Are you sure?»
«Yes, blossom. Pretty sure.»
Albafica nodded to himself, tapping fingers on the table.
«Was he brown haired?» He asked again, and the Griffon nodded.
«Yes, he had a messy thatch of brunet hair.»
It could have been Leo Regulus then, Pisces considered, or Libra Dohko.
«How were they?» He insisted. «Were they together, or…»
«For what I could understand, they are kept together… no, “allowed to stay together”. Apparently Sleep decided to claim two of them, since they were both in Elysium.» The Griffon answered, before he could form the entire question. «I asked them if they had any message for you, and after trying for a while, I managed to understand that they’re both fine, not mistreated, and considering that the short one tried to punch me in the face, I suppose it was nothing but the truth.»
The young man didn’t keep a sigh of relief, sliding a hand through his own hair, and propping his forehead on the palm right after that. It seemed true that the God of Sleep actually had no intentions of torturing Shion and whoever was with him, and this was more than relieving to know.
«They are even younger than you.» He heard the specter say. «Really, they don’t even reach twenty. How is it that they already were golden saints?»
«Age doesn’t matter.» Pisces answered with a small shrug. «If you’re worthy of the cloth, it counts nothing.»
«Sure…» The Griffon lifted an eyebrow. «And I suppose you’d let a child fight your Holy War, since he’s wearing a golden cloth. Because it makes sense.»
«I suppose this could be hard to understand for you.» He answered again. «And I wouldn’t be the proper person to explain.»
«Alright.» The other shrugged. «But remember that I am a specter. I am used to come back, after I die… once one of us wears a surplice it works like this, age doesn’t matter because we can’t actually die. Lord Hades brings us back body and soul, after we get killed, for we already belong to the Underworld. While I suppose that you saints should value your lives more, since once you die is forever… but I’m probably thinking too hard.»
«And you remember that I’ve been a sacred warrior of Lady Athena. Our goals have always been different… mine was to protect.» Albafica replied. «Moreover, our physical bodies don’t make any difference. We only need to make our cosmo glow for our powers to burst, and every saint is capable of doing it. Regardless of his age, or the color of his cloth.»
The Griffon had the chin propped on his knuckles, and seemed listening. To that he pursed his lips into a small smile, vaguely frowning.
«You do realize this sounds crazy, do you?» Said then, and Pisces sighed.
«I do realize that it would be impossible for a specter to understand.»
«I told you, I stopped trying.» The other took another fruit and started peeling it. «Anyway… they want to see you, those two kids. They probably have their heads full of weird things happening to you, which I did nothing to prove wrong, and are now awfully worried. But even if I told them that you’re safe and sound, they wouldn’t believe anything I said…»
«If there was truth in your words, when you spoke to them,» Albafica interrupted, and the specter looked at him again. «they would believe what you said.»
The Griffon snickered and then laughed, almost at the point of having the knife fall on the table.
«Then I haven’t been clear enough…» Said then, still looking amused. «I teased them. A lot. Mainly because the short one was throwing a tantrum, so I had to make things worse… and eventually, I told them you were fine and wanted to know about them. So… no, most likely they think you are being tortured.»
Albafica had to sigh deeply.
«I suppose you’re right, then…» He observed, hoping that his comrades weren’t too much needlessly worried for him. «Is there a real possibility for the three of us to meet?»
«As I told them too,» The other handed another slice of apple, which the young man took. «It depends on a whole lot of things. First, I should speak to their owner, for it’s not like I can order around the very God of Sleep. Second… you must behave like the good kid you are, and then I will go ask Lord Hypnos.»
«So…» Albafica looked at the specter, and straight into his eyes. «Correct me if I’m wrong. You want to barter privileges, with me “behaving like a good kid”… which I can interpret as “cuddling”, if I want to be “ambiguous” as you like to be.» He paused and tapped his fingers on the table. «Amongst all things that could ever happen to me, to end up as some sort of prostitute was the very last I could imagine.»
The Griffon frowned vaguely, apparently focused into peeling the last apple slice, which was again given to Albafica.
«You’re such a drama queen, kid…» The specter said then. «First of all, no one used to ask you to cuddle because you were poisonous, and do not give me that look for I know you’re aware of it. Second, all things considered, I don’t think this is the worst that could actually happen, since you’re being given the chance to see your little friends. And third… you speak as if you were absolutely, completely and utterly repulsed by me. Which I’m starting to think that you aren’t.»
«I already told you that I got surprised by how you act towards me.» Albafica frowned at the apple slice before biting into it. «And I’m also starting to think that you’re not the awful person you appeared to be… still, this doesn’t mean that I’m not absolutely, completely and utterly repulsed by you.»
He saw the specter smiling, and not answering as he took some more fruit and begun removing the skin. The young man was given a pear after some moments.
«I knew it.» The Griffon eventually said, still with a half smile. «So last time, you only seemed to appreciate for the sake of knowing stuff about your friends. I must say that you’re good at playing acts. I’m proud again, blossom.»
Albafica took his time to eat the fruit before answering.
«Since I have lost my reason to live,» he eventually observed, tone plain. «the only thing which remains is to know about the fate of my comrades. Even if I can’t do anything about it, it’s still something I can think of.»
The other didn’t say anything on the spot, and Albafica saw him getting up from the chair to circle the table. The specter moved next to him and crouched on his ankles, now giving back his look.
«You’ve always been only a saint, haven’t you?» He asked, and Pisces found himself frowning both at the question and at the Griffon’s current closeness. «No reasons for you to do anything but behaving like a saint. And you also were poisonous, so you never really had a choice. I suppose everything must be incredibly foreign for you… even the simple fact of being given the chance to do this.» The specter took his wrist, but just slid the knuckles of the free hand on his fingers. «You will need some time to adjust… just try and give it to yourself. You’ve got to be patient.»
Albafica sighed deeply, vaguely lowering his head and tapping fingers on his leg.
«You… you are acting kind again.» He muttered then with a small wince. «I can’t comprehend how it is, that you care… you don’t need to worry, anyway. I know I’m being lucky, and it’s… it’s fine like this.»
«You’re being… lucky?» The Griffon asked back. «You mean… that I’m not treating you as if you actually were a doll? Well… I suppose you’re right, this might very well have happened. But it’s not like I “need” to worry or anything else. I told you… it’s just that I like you, that’s all.»
«While we were fighting, you spent half of the time talking about my appearance, and I honestly thought that you were just mocking me…» Albafica frowned again. «Now I… I know that you were sincere. And I have no idea how to feel about it.»
The specter sighed, rising on his feet and leaning with his lower back against the edge of the table, arms now crossed.
«Look, kid…» Said then, shaking his head to make the locks fall back. «I am the worst asshole you could ever dream to meet, on the battlefield. I mock my opponents, I play with them, I tend to diminish their skills… it’s all done to intimidate others and boost my own confidence. I might seem you a warrior, but thing is, I’m an Infernal Judge. My technique is meant to judge, not to fight, and it took a great deal of time for me to shape it into something which I could use on the war ground.» He paused and turned as to look at him. «Moreover, being an Infernal Judge, I am used to watch people suffer. While I’m performing my role, I hear pleas and I must not listen to any of them, and I need to find out creative ways to make people speak the truth. If I want to, I can be utterly indifferent and apathetic to suffering. So, if you felt like I was mocking you back then, as if I wasn’t giving you the due respect of a worthy opponent, it’s because I was doing exactly that to provoke you. Still, I was not lying when I said that you were beautiful, and also that I didn’t want to kill you. I was not “sparing your life”, I was just… I didn’t want to fight you, I didn’t want you to die. Nothing more than that.»
Pisces had to breathe slowly and deeply, for he was feeling a strange knot stuck in his throat, which made him feel difficult to swallow.
«You told me already, you don’t need to repeat yourself.» Answered then, and his voice came out lower than he expected. «I get it now… but I admit that I didn’t understand back then. And anyway, this isn’t a relevant matter.»
«Isn’t it…?» The Griffon sighed again. «I suppose I won’t insist, then… but know that between us, I’m the lucky one. Not you. You just happened to be my prize, because your side lost the war and I was given the chance of claiming you. Your two friends, there, they are way luckier than you… just think about the fact that they’re together, and in a nice place full of trees and flowers, probably playing chess with a Primordial God.»
Albafica opted to just nod, asking himself the reason why he was feeling so uncomfortable, and still finding it hard to keep himself together. He wasn’t looking at the Griffon, so that he almost twitched when he felt a touch on his head, not having seen it coming.
«Get up of that chair, will you?» He heard the specter ask, and complied in an almost automatic gesture, not actually thinking about what he was doing.
The moment after, the hand on his head slid on the small of his back, pulling him closer to the Griffon, which lifted the other arm to caress his cheek.
«You have no idea of the face you’re making, blossom.» He said and Albafica vaguely tensed up, as he was being almost pressed against his chest. «You’re making me want to hug you, can you even think about it? Stop overthinking this, your friends are fine. And it’s a matter of chances… you’ve happened with such an asshole as I am, so your comrades must be with gracious people, at least more gracious than me.»
The young man nodded again in a small twitch, then looked up to meet the Griffon’s eyes, and realized he was feeling strangely relieved by those words.
He told himself to actually stop overthinking about the situation, that he couldn’t do anything anyway. Then again, that he was feeling somehow lucky. And he eventually found himself grabbing the specter’s shirt and lifting up to the tip of his feet, tilting his head to brush their lips together.
A hand held his nape, pushing him closer as the contact deepened. Albafica just kept his eyes closed, focusing on the welcoming warmth he was now feeling; he somehow took notice of how much he needed it, without even knowing that he did just a moment before.
When he pulled away his breath was vaguely quickened, and the other was smiling.
«And now what did I do to deserve this…?» The Griffon asked softly, speaking on his lips.
He swallowed a little hard, lowering his eyes and deciding to say nothing to that. He wouldn’t have known how to answer, anyway, even if he tried.
The specter didn’t insist, just leaned in and kissed him again. His hands got wrapped around Albafica’s waist and the Griffon lifted him up, to place him sat on the table, and after some moments of confusion, the young man found himself trying to give back the kiss. As a warm hand slid below the fabric of his shirt, touching his navel directly, the saint’s mind brought back the memory of what had been happening just a day earlier, in that same room; before he knew it, Albafica was feeling heated up and pushing himself against the other’s body, holding his shoulders and moving now more urgently. The hand slid in between their waists, and he almost twitched at the sudden stimulation, moving his hips to make the contact more intense.
The Griffon pulled off and Albafica breathed heavily again, a small sound escaping his lips when the other started to kiss and bite his neck and shoulder, nearly tearing down the fabric of his shirt which was hurriedly removed. Suddenly he was pushed down, back now flat on the table, almost toppling over the fruit plate.
The specter made him take off his trousers with a rough movement, then started stroking him and he shuddered, gasping for air as a moan had his throat twitching. Then the Griffon’s free hand reached for his lips, and the saint gave him a confused look but opened his mouth, taking in two fingers.
They strangely moved up and down his tongue, without ever going too far as to choke him, and after a while they were pulled away. And to Albafica’s utmost surprise, one of them was pressed against the muscles of his entrance, and to that he twitched again and gave the specter a widened look.
«What?» The other almost growled.
«W-what…?» He repeated in a lower tone, having absolutely no idea what to do or what was about to happen.
The Griffon sighed while rolling up his eyes, then vaguely shook his head.
«Just relax.» Said then. «It’s not going to hurt, don’t worry.»
Still having no clue of what was going on, Albafica started getting some ideas when a wet finger slid into his body, making him tense up and almost arch on the table.
«Why?» Asked then with a wince.
«Because you’re a damn virgin.» The other answered. «And even if I do like it rough, I am yet far from reaching such a level of masochism.»
«Masochism…?» The young man frowned, moving his waist a little, still with that awkward sensation of having something inside his body. «I thought… I thought you liked the virgin… thing.»
The specter chuckled, now bending over him.
«I do, blossom. A lot.» Answered then. «I told you I am one lucky asshole. Just loosen up, I guess you’re feeling nothing but discomfort right now.»
«It feels…» Albafica moved his waist again. He tried to focus on that sensation, which was not painful, but most certainly not nice. «…funny.»
«I suppose this is something you aren’t absolutely used to feel.» The Griffon commented. «I’m about to make it less funny. I hope. Have I already told you to relax…?»
«I’m kind of relaxed, I guess…» The young man huffed, asking himself why they were even speaking in that situation. «Then is… is this supposed to be pleasant?»
«You can never imagine how much.»
The other moved his finger and made it curve, and a moment after, Albafica felt a strange sensation of heat coming up from below, which made him sigh almost in surprise and vaguely twitch.
«Is it, then?» He heard the Griffon asking again. «Now you're loosening up. It was damn time you did.»
He had no chance to answer for that same thing happened again, sending heat right into his head. He gasped for air and closed his eyes, recalling to have felt a similar sensation, one of the previous time when they had been “cuddling”. But that time before, the Griffon was stroking that strange spot from outside, not like that, and now it was a lot more intense.
A small moan hitched from his throat and he couldn’t keep it, again arching slightly, and realized that the intrusion was becoming different as the other was pushing another finger in.
«Is it still funny…?» He heard the Griffon ask, a smile plastered on his voice.
And again he couldn’t answer, having to bite his tongue and keep another moan. He moved his hips a little, trying for a more comfortable position while the stimulation went on and became stronger, and he strained to press his lips together to contain the heavy breathing.
«But you shouldn’t do this, you know?» The specter muttered, starting to stroke his length like before. «Let me hear your pretty voice, it’s unfair if you keep it to yourself.»
Albafica tried to look at the other, but his eyes were too foggy and he just found himself spreading his legs more, moving against the intrusion. His waist was now quivering and it wasn’t easy to keep the voice down anymore, as he had to bite on his lower lip to try and control it.
«If only you could see yourself, right now…» Came the soft tone of the Griffon after a short while. «You have no idea. I’ve never seen anyone so beautiful my entire existence, I swear.»
«You should…» He gasped, unable to restrain another moan. «You should do something…»
«As if you were not enjoying what I’m doing right now.» The hand on his length moved faster and he whimpered, arching all the whole with his eyes now widened. «See? I am doing a great deal of things. Maybe you want me to do something else?»
«I-I don’t… I don’t know.» The saint almost sobbed, pushing on his elbows to try and straighten up a little. «I’m burning up.»
The Griffon leaned down, moving closer enough to kiss him. He tried to kiss back, lifting an arm to grab on the specter’s shoulders, and had to moan between his lips as the stimulation resumed. He ended up biting the other’s lower lip and arching again as he finished, a lot harder than the other times, and nearly falling down as his body started to relax. He was kept still by the specter’s arm, which also pulled him up.
Not exactly knowing how, Albafica found himself sitting on the Griffon’s lap, leaning almost limp on his chest.
«I know you’re probably sick of hearing this…» The specter whispered, speaking into his hair. «But how you manage to be so beautiful is beyond me.»
The young man didn’t answer, just sighed and rested the side of his head on the other’s shoulder, feeling a palm travel on his back.
«I’m not to be praised, I was just born like this.» He managed to answer after a while. «It’s not like I can do anything about it.»
«Will you ever take credit for anything?» He had the impression again that the Griffon was smiling. «I guess you won’t. It’s fine, I’ll teach you. But right now, I also enjoy your being so modest.»
«You will teach me how to accept compliments…?» Albafica vaguely frowned. «Good luck.»
The Griffon didn’t answer and just chuckled, nodding, and then sunk nose and lips into the saint’s hair to breathe in. Finding himself strangely embarrassed at that, the young man just curled up more and almost hid his face on the specter’s neck.
«This is awkward.» He whispered with a wince, mostly to himself.
«What?» The other asked. «I didn’t quite hear you, blossom.»
«Nothing.» Albafica muttered again, and the specter didn’t insist.
And albeit thinking that he probably had to get up, put some distance and maybe go wash, he preferred to remain snuggled there, feeling the pleasant numbness of his muscles, and relaxing into that warmth as the specter’s palm still gently caressed his back.
Minos kept trailing his fingers on the other’s skin, as to follow its lines, and at that point, he began asking himself what had just happened exactly.
He was unsure of what to think about that situation. The kid was clearly feeling distressed, but not because of him and rather, surprisingly, seemed to have sought his embrace to find some sort of balm and comfort. And this was something more than unusual, for the Griffon to consider. Moreover, he hadn’t been pausing to think about how much, in fact, losing the Holy War and all was being a heavy burden for the former saint to carry.
As it normally was with that kind of situations, Minos told himself not to think too much about it. Maybe he would have asked Lune how his prize was doing, dealing with his condition, and if the Balrog had any suggestion about how to handle the whole thing.
He heard the kid sighing again, and he moved to make him sit more straight, lifting a hand to stroke his cheek. His lips were still pretty red, Minos observed, and made a nice contrast with his now messy azure hair. He had to keep a smile for himself, thinking that he would have gladly kissed him again.
«You look pretty confused, and enjoying afterglow.» He said, brushing away his locks with the fingers. «But I suppose you’re just good at playing acts. Aren’t you?»
The other glared at him with those adorable glossy eyes, and the Griffon couldn’t help but chuckle.
«Yes, yes. You hate me.» Said then, grabbing one of his hands and casually placing it below his own navel. «Still, will you make me a little bit happy as well? Just to return the favor.» He brushed his lips on the saint’s cheek. «You remember how to do it, right?»
The kid’s hand slid below the fabric, and Minos bent over to lean on his shoulder, giving a small content sigh while feeling fingers wrapping around his own length.
«You do remember.» He observed. «Have I already told you that you’re not bad at doing this?»
«Do you ever shut up?» The former saint retorted with a huff. «You talk even while you’re sleeping.»
«Do I…?» Minos blinked at that, straightening up to look at the other. «Really?»
«You do.» The kid moved slightly, probably trying for a more comfortable position. «For a moment I thought that you were awake.»
This time Minos vaguely smiled, mostly to himself, picturing what kind of weird dream he could have been having at the time. He raised a hand to lift the saint’s chin, then leaned in and brushed their lips together.
«Shut me up, then.» He whispered, waiting for the other to begin the kiss, half wondering if he would have done it.
«You’re the worst.» The little saint muttered, but eventually complied and deepened the contact by his own accord.
And for some reasons, the hair on the Griffon’s nape suddenly stood on end, and his whole skin furrowed in a shiver.
He grabbed the kid’s hand to cover it with his own, changing the pace of the stimulation to bring it at his own liking, all the while never ceasing to kiss him. After a while the former saint gave the softest moan between his lips, probably because he was hard again, and Minos had to pull off to press their foreheads together.
«You have no idea how much I’m wanting you, right now.» He spoke close to his ear, in a tone more husky than he had imagined to produce. «Say something and keep me distracted, or I’m about to take you here and there.»
Then he asked himself how was it, that he was still restraining himself. He could probably do it, by now… former Pisces had clearly gotten used to their contacts, enjoying them a lot more than they both had expected. He didn’t freak out even when the Griffon had prepared him, even if that kind of stimulation must have been the weirdest for him to receive.
Then why not, Minos asked himself again, sliding a hand down the saint’s back to cup one of his cheeks.
«I-» He heard him muttering and looked up, finding his face flushed crimson and his eyes widened.
But before one of them could say anything more, the kid grabbed his nape and kissed him again, almost biting his lower lip, and the Griffon had to suppress a small laugh.
You do want me too, then, he thought, kissing him back.
Then he moved both hands under his thighs, and when he was sure to have a good grip he stood up, making the kid twitch and grab on his shoulders with a surprised sound.
«Bend down, or I could miss the door and end up hitting the wall.» The Griffon said, tone serious. «We can do this. The bedroom is close.»
«I’m too tall…» The other replied but still complied, crouching his head enough for Minos to see where he was going.
He eventually managed to go sit on his bed, and resumed caressing his little saint as to brush long hair from his face.
«Now do something for me.» Said then, resting a palm on the line of his jaw. «Move there, and position yourself on all fours.»
«Wha-what…?» The kid flushed crimson again, widening his eyes.
The Griffon just smiled and waited for him to comply, again half wondering if he would’ve actually done it. And he eventually did, much to Minos’ delight; he settled right behind the little saint, sliding a palm from his loins to the base of the neck, where he pressed slightly. And albeit as tense as ever and vaguely shivering, the kid was so hard that Minos could have probably taken him into a single thrust, with no complaints whatsoever.
«Spread your legs wide.» Said then, unable to resist to tease him some more. «Let me give you a proper look.»
The little saint vaguely shuddered but again obliged, and seeing him so docile was enough for the Griffon to almost growl, now making him feel the pressure of his body. As the kid eventually turned on a side to look back, Minos bent over him, pressing a palm on his head and using a hand to properly direct his length.
«Keep looking at me.» He murmured, as he began pressing into him.
The saint frowned a gave a low whimper, his body tensing up at the point that it was almost painful, probably for both of them, but Minos couldn’t care less by now. He grabbed his waist and made him follow the movement, hearing a small distressed noise when he got almost completely sheathed.
«Relax.» He said, rocking his hips but not actually pushing, to help the other get used to the contact. «Try to loosen up, as you did before.»
He reached for the kid’s hand, bringing it lower as to invite him to touch himself, which he did after some moments of confusion. And the specter gave a content sigh, as the pressure became more welcoming; when he got the impression that it was enough, he grabbed the other’s waist with both hands and gave a low push.
The sharp moan he received made him think that it was even more than enough.
«Ah-again…» The little saint almost whined, making him smirk.
«Of course.» He pushed again, now putting some more force into it. «Anytime.»
The other’s body was now scalding hot and quivering whole, and while a tad still too tight, it was slowly losing all the tension. Minos moved like that for a while, his own back shivering at every whimper he heard, and eventually had to push the kid down, since he was now shaking almost at the point of squirming away. He grabbed the his thigh and lifted it, bending over and again pressing his head on the mattress.
The saint’s moans came out now muffled by the pillow, and after some more moments, he grabbed Minos’ wrist and freed his head, positioning himself more straight on all fours; he moved forcefully against the Griffon’s waist, now finally letting his voice loose, and throwing back his head in a wave of azure hair.
The specter almost cursed. He grabbed a hold of those lovely azure strands and pulled, making the kid arch his back and eliciting an even sharper moan. He struggled again to move more urgently, being clearly close to finishing, and Minos even considered binding him with the strings, but found himself amused nonetheless. To keep him still he relied on brute force, which possessed in way greater amount than that little willow of a saint, and almost laughed when he heard him grunt, trying to shake his head and hitting a fist against the mattress.
«You asshole.» The kid snarled, lowering his head. «Move.»
The Griffon gave a low chuckle.
«Not a chance, blossom.»
«If you don’t move,» The other growled again, still trying to push himself against his waist. «I will cut off your manhood while you’re asleep.»
He laughed harder this time, almost pressing the forehead on the kid’s back.
«But of course you will.» Said then, nuzzling his skin. «Some more creative threats?»
«Why…?» Former Pisces had an almost desperate tone this time, turning his head on a side and giving him a pleading look, his eyes extremely foggy.
«Because I’m one damn sadistic asshole.» The specter grinned, then pulled out of his body to make him turn around and lay flat on the bed. «One which wants to see the look on your face, while you come.»
He didn’t give him the time to answer, for he grabbed both his legs and lifted them, thrusting again. The kid arched and moaned louder, exposing his neck, and seemed to try and grab something but ended up clutching his fingers on the blanket.
«Yes, exactly like this…» Minos muttered in a low tone, moving with a slight quicker pace. «Now look at me, do not turn around. You want to finish, do you?»
The saint seemed to strain to breathe. He opened his eyes again and nodded almost desperately, lifting both hands to grab on Minos’ neck, all the while moaning with his lips parted.
He nodded back, feeling his own face flushed and giving in to the embrace, as he was finally drawing near conclusion as well.
«I’m… I’m close…» He heard the other whimper. «I’m close, don’t… don’t stop.»
«I won’t.» He growled, moving a hand on his length to accompany him, as the kid’s muscles were already starting to tense up as his body arched.
Minos allowed him to reach the climax just some more thrusts before he did, and he eventually finished while still deep inside him, with his sweet voice echoing in the room.
When he opened his eyes they were both breathing heavily, and he had the kid’s nails sunk into the nape, as the other was shivering and slowly relaxing, eyelids half lowered. The Griffon got out of his body, making him moan again, then lied down to pull him closer. He rubbed his nose into azure hair, uncaring at the fact that they were both sweaty and almost sticky. The former saint pressed arms on his own chest, curling up, and he slid fingers into his locks, slowly removing them from the damp skin of his neck.
«If next time you keep trying to wriggle away like that, I’ll restrain you.» Said then, half smiling. «And who knows, maybe you’ll end up enjoying.»
The kid muttered something unintelligible in response, nothing which probably had any sense though, and the specter leaned down to kiss his head.
«Tomorrow I’ll go ask Sleep if you can meet with those two. Your little friends.» Minos added, laying down in a more comfortable position, and the other lifted his head to look at him. «I suppose there won’t be any problem, even if what crosses a god’s mind is beyond me… also, if the short one actually found some creative ways to make me swallow my surplice, I’m afraid we should postpone.»
Former Pisces lowered his eyes and vaguely frowned, then crawled up and moved in closer, and the Griffon had the time to blink as he was given a light kiss on the lips.
«Then again… what have I done to deserve it?» Asked then, as the kid had crawled back and seemed trying to hide next to him.
«You’re a grown up.» The saint answered in a low tone. «You can understand it by yourself.»
«I am…» Minos blinked again, then chuckled. «Well, let’s see. If I say something which could be interpreted as “nice”, I earn a kiss. Is it like this? I can go on for a while, then.»
«You can try…» The other muttered. «But I don’t think it works like that.»
«And how about this?» The Griffon turned on a side, placing the forearm next to the other’s head, and leaned in to kiss him. «Does this work…?»
«This… this just doesn’t make any sense.» The kid winced, still trying to cower. «It doesn’t count if you kiss me.»
«And who cares?» Minos retorted, brushing his chin with a thumb. «As long as I get to kiss you, it’s fine.»
«I thought…» Former Pisces seemed strangely more tense now, and was looking away. «I thought you wanted me to kiss you, not just kissing back.»
The Griffon tried to meet his eyes, tilting the head on a side.
«I told you… as long as I get to kiss you, it’s fine.» Said then, and leaned in again to gently peck the side of his mouth.
For some reasons, the kid’s expression became somehow darker and he turned his head on a side, again curling up on himself as if he wanted to hide. Minos propped his head on a palm while looking at him, trying to guess what was that change of mood about; they just had a way more intimate physical contact than a simple kiss, and the little saint had seemed all willing and fine… even more than necessary, perhaps.
The Griffon smiled to himself at that thought, since he would have liked the idea of taking him in a more coercive manner, but then again, it all went nice and good. And he was still drawing pictures in his head when the other rose from the bed, sighing deeply, and then moved to get out of the room, stumbling a little.
At that point, Minos remembered that he had found out about another former saint, namely the Cancer, which apparently was a property of Lord Thanatos. He thought about informing the other but something suggested him not to, at least not now. That one would have been surely a hard pill to swallow; Sleep’s prizes were clearly fine and lively, but Minos wouldn’t have probably managed to convince former Pisces that it was the same for their other companion, the one held prisoner by Death. Humans seemed to know something about the nature of the Twin Gods, and Death wasn’t most certainly notorious to be kind.
Getting up as well to fix his clothes, he supposed he would have told former Pisces about it when the kid seemed more calm, so that wasn’t surely the right moment.
Notes:
Here we are again, with some more Minos/Albafica :)
So, here our favorite Pisces saint isn't just opening up to his "captor", but also realizing that he needs some warmth (both in the mental and the physical sense), as the situation is becoming harder to bear for him. Past the first, more confusing days, Albafica is starting to realize what it means not to be a saint anymore, and not to be able to help his comrades. And all things considered, Minos appears willing to provide him the warmth he needs.We hoped you liked it ♥
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Chapter 14: XIV
Notes:
Hello everyone ♥
We always thank deeply our precious Callie, Jiap and Polla for their comments, which keep us going on with this story :3Some little notes before leaving you to the chapter.
The action here takes from what was happening to Shion and Dohko, after the latter got reproached by Hypnos (the happenings of chapter 12). Also, another major change on the TLC plot will be mentioned in this chapter: in this What-If, Shion died during the Holy War, in particular he died fighting against Hades. Not Hades-Alone but Hades himself, after the god of the Underworld rose on Earth with his immortal body and divine cloth, putting an end to the war and winning it.Please enjoy!
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Shion closed the third book he had been consulting, sighing and frowning at the dark leathered cover. Then he got up, wanting to look for another tome regarding the same subject, but realized that the candle was now a stump and about to die.
He stopped halfway in the middle of the chamber, realizing that probably hours had been passing without him taking notice, and Dohko was yet to return. Aries had to mentally curse, telling himself to stay calm and avoid overreacting; it wasn’t like anything could happen to Libra, there in Sleep’s residence, but the circumstances were making him feel on edge about everything.
He opened a small dresser hoping to find more candles, since he wouldn’t have been able to rest until his friend was away, and considered to go looking for him. And he was just using the stump to lit another candle when the door opened in almost utter silence, and Shion almost sighed in relief, seeing that Dohko was coming in.
«Still awake.» Libra said, stepping forward to go sit on his bed. «Found anything interesting in those books?»
Aries looked at him, vaguely frowning, and gave a small nod. He approached and sat before him, trying to read his expression.
«Did something happen?» He asked then, and Dohko shrugged.
«Anything at all. I just got lost, this place is huge.»
«You…» Shion frowned all the more. «Have you been speaking to Hypnos?»
Dohko sighed and rose again, moving around and giving his back to him, and eventually said nothing. Shion stood as well and approached, putting a hand on his shoulder.
«Don’t worry.» Libra said. «Really, nothing happened.»
«You’re aware that I realize when you’re lying.» He answered, waiting for the other to turn around. «You’re worrying me all the more, not telling me what it is. Did you find out something more about our comrades…?»
He heard another deep sigh, and Dohko still stood without looking at him.
«I wish I did, but no. It’s not like something happened, I just… I spoke to Hypnos, yes. He wanted to know about that specter coming here today.»
«And…?» Aries insisted.
«And… nothing, Shion. Really. We’ve been talking about it, the way Sleep likes to talk about stuff, so mainly he spoke and I listened.»
Shion sighed as well. That was one of Dohko’s ways to protect him, keeping things for himself, he knew that. He would do the same, from time to time.
«Are you planning on looking at my back for some more?» He heard Libra ask him.
«I still hope you’re about to tell me what’s on your mind,» He answered with another sigh. «even if it’s probably in vain.»
Shion had the impression that the other was half smiling. He saw him lifting a hand to brush back some locks of hair, then finally turning around.
«You really want to know what’s on my mind?» Dohko asked then, and Aries frowned a little, nodding. «Damn it, Shion…»
He blinked, unable to understand the wince now plastered on his friend’s features. And then had to widen his eyes, for Dohko grabbed his robe and pulled him down, making their lips meet.
As soon as he realized what was happening, Shion froze in place, unable to do anything but stand right there where he was, and just returned the other's look as Dohko pulled off, stepping backwards.
«I'm… sorry.» Libra muttered, while covering his face with a hand.
Shion vaguely shook his head, moving forward to get closer.
«Is this…» He whispered. «Is this what was on your mind?»
Dohko returned his look from behind the fingers, nodding.
«It’s been on my mind for longer than you could ever imagine.» He answered then. «I've been… I've been a terrible teacher to Tenma, a terrible saint for the Sanctuary, and now… now it's no use trying anymore. I just… I don't know. I just want to hold you, that's all.»
Shion shook his head again, and again stepped forward, but he couldn't reach his friend for he withdrawn.
«No.» Aries said, closing both hands into fists. «It's not true. You stood fearless before Hades, to allow me and Tenma to escape. You always fought to protect others… you're still trying.» Shion thought of approaching again, but this time he kept still. «You've always been the best amongst all of us, Dohko. The most brave, selfless and caring. What are you possibly thinking of yourself, saying you were a terrible saint? Do you realize it makes no sense…? And…»
He paused and swallowed, looking directly at Libra's face, which now sported an almost scared expression. Something which he could never imagine on Dohko.
«Allow me to come closer.» Aries resumed, now in a lower tone. «Please.»
His friend breathed in and gave the smallest nod, and Shion slightly moved nearer.
«You don’t realize how much a selfish creature I am, Dohko.» Said then, with the same low voice, almost a whisper now. «When I first opened my eyes here, in Sleep’s palace, I immediately understood how things went with the war. I remember losing my life against Hades himself, after he came to Earth with his immortal body, and… waking up here, I felt… I sensed I was in the Underworld. I knew the Holy War was lost.» Shion took a deep breath, closing his eyes for a moment. «And I… the very first thing I saw, when I opened my eyes, was your smile. I felt your hand here…»
He lifted his palm, touching just below the neck, and had to take a moment for he almost cursed in his mind.
«Shion…»
«I was glad, Dohko.» Shion resumed, opening his eyes again and now frowning. «Even if I knew what had happened on Earth, I was relieved. And I didn’t care about the rest. I had left you behind and lost you, I knew I would have never seen you again… and then you were there, sitting next to me, telling me it would have been alright. And everything else… in that moment, it mattered nothing.»
His friend was now looking at him with an expression he couldn’t understand. He seemed somehow sad.
«Now you know.» Aries concluded, lowering his eyes. «Now you know what kind of person I am. Whenever you think you weren’t worthy of your cloth, of being the Libra saint for you failed your task… just think of this. And… and if you won’t want to talk to me anymore, I… I’d understand.»
Dohko frowned and shook his head. He approached and lifted both hands on his face, then pulled him down and did the same thing as before, making their lips meet. And Shion knew he had to back off and move away but didn’t, bending over and holding onto his friend’s shoulders, giving back the kiss as he could.
He had never kissed anyone before, and didn't even know how to do it. He was aware it would have been wrong for a saint, but at the moment he didn't care; that knot stuck in his throat needed to get unraveled, for Shion was finding it hard to breathe. And Dohko seemed not to care as well, since he pulled him and then pressed his body against the wall, grabbing his hair and standing so close that they were touching whole.
«I was…» Libra muttered when the kiss broke, still holding him, with his breath vaguely quickened. «I was glad too, Shion. And you're one idiot horned sheep, if you think that you were the only one feeling relieved.»
Shion blinked in confusion, but couldn't form an answer for the other kissed him again, again pressing him against the wall, and he didn't know what to do except trying to kiss back.
«Dohko, wait…» He almost gasped, now completely out of breath and trying to grip the other by the shoulders. «What… what are we doing…?»
«I don't know.» Libra shook his head, and in the dim light of the candle, Shion could see he had his lips reddened. «I don't… I don't even care.»
The moment after, Dohko slid his arms on Shion’s back, moving closer and resting the head on his shoulder, as he had done some days before in that same room, after they came back from Death’s quarters. Aries breathed deeply and hugged him back, sinking a hand into his dark hair.
«I don’t care what happens.» Dohko said after a while, hiding his face on Aries’ shoulder. «I don’t care if we are saints, and if I should feel ashamed of myself right now. I don’t care anymore. I want you beside me, and even if this one would be our first and last kiss… it will be alright.»
«It will be alright.» Shion repeated, tightening his hold and closing eyes in a frown. «And I… I am here. I will always be. I want to be with you too, so it’s… it’s alright.»
He heard Dohko breathing deeply before lifting his head to look at him, his expression almost tense. Shion was expecting him to say something but the other just wrapped a hand on his nape, pushing him down to kiss him again. He gave the kiss back, realizing that he was almost hoping for his friend to do it, and took his head with both hands to make it tilt, bending over and almost towering over him.
They went on for a while, until he realized that Dohko’s hands had slid below the fabric of his robe, now touching his skin directly, and his body furrowed in a shiver at the contact. He pulled away to look at the other, breath again quicker, and Libra gave him an almost confused look.
«I-» He begun, and blinked while swallowing. «Can I… can I touch you?»
«Yes.» Shion nodded, and took both his wrists to help him make the robe slide down, remaining bare chested, then had absolutely no idea of what to do.
He opted for doing the same, and the other’s upper part of the tunic went on the ground as well, showing more of his skin. Dohko’s hands went up again and caressed his chest, from the collarbones down to his sides, and Shion shivered all the whole again. He took one of his wrists to place his palm against a cheek and moved closer, wrapping an arm around his waist and bending over, ending up with their foreheads pressed together.
«I wish…» He whispered then, closing his eyes. «I wish we had done this before. I wish we could.»
«Don’t think about that.» Dohko answered with the same low voice, raising the other arm to cup the sides of his head. «Just… just don’t think about anything at all, now. Can you?»
«I don’t know.» For some reasons, Aries found himself smiling in a wince. «I don’t know. I can try.»
Dohko nodded and kissed him again, this time in a different way, with a much deeper contact which to him, felt almost needy. And giving the kiss back, Shion felt the other’s hands on his body again, and a heat rising from inside which probably colored his cheeks, making his hair stand on end.
He almost shook his head at the sensation, but decided to comply to his friend’s request to try and not to think, then slid his palms on Dohko’s skin as well, sensing it furrow like his. Right after that, his body was pressed between the wall and the other’s chest, and Aries found himself giving a small sigh when Dohko started kissing the line of his neck.
Shion put a hand on his nape, pushing lightly, as to tell him not to stop, and almost twitched when those kisses became more intense, as if the other was tasting his skin.
«Do you want to sit…?» Libra asked after some moments.
«I…» He blinked at the question, looking down and feeling his cheeks get flushed all the more. «I think… yes.»
Then thought about bending his knees to sit there, but Dohko gently took his hand and guided him, until they got to one of the beds.
«Would you…» Shion asked then, lifting his eyes to meet those of the other, which was moving to sit next to him. «Would you do that again?»
Libra didn’t answer, just leaned in to kiss him, this time more softly, then went lower on his neck to do the same thing as before, and Shion sighed as a light pressure made him lie down. The kisses trailed down and he realized he was breathing a little more heavily, and heat in his body was rising again; he wondered if it was being the same for Dohko, and almost ended up asking, but the sole idea of doing it made him widen his eyes in embarrassment. He hadn’t much time to focus on the thought, anyway, for a touch on his nipples made him twitch and look down.
«Are you alright?» Dohko asked, still touching them slowly. «Those are pretty pink.»
«You have…» Shion swallowed, now frowning a little. «You have already seen me bare chested. And yours are pink too.»
«Not at all.» Libra smiled, and he realized his cheeks were vaguely reddened. «Yours are prettier and pinker. Do you like this?»
He winced and ended up nodding, not knowing how was that the simple touch was making his back shiver so much, and almost glaring at the other which seemed somehow amused.
Dohko went on touching his nipples and then bent over his chest; to Shion’s utmost surprise he nibbled at one of them, making him twitch again with a small sigh.
«Can I touch you down here too?» He heard the other asking, as his free hand had gone lower and brushed his crotch.
This time he decided not to answer, just arched slightly and moved his waist up, looking back at his friend. For some reasons, Dohko seemed frozen in place and widened his eyes, and Shion blinked, wondering if he had done something wrong.
«You… you can.» He opted to say then, lifting a hand to caress his cheek. «I’m…»
He couldn’t finish, because the other leaned down and kissed him almost forcefully, and Aries couldn’t keep a surprised sound.
Dohko took both his wrists and made him lift his arms over the head, then slid the palms down his bare skin to reach his sides. He broke the kiss to go on lower on his hips, until Shion’s legs were spread, and Aries felt his breath rising and the strange urge to push against the other’s body, but remained still and just swallowed, keeping his arms like that.
«Shion.» He heard his friend calling and blinked, but when he tried to look back at him, he found Dohko’s face lowered. «I’ve already seen you bare chested a lot of times, yes… but I… just now, I’m realizing how beautiful you are. And I’m… I’m sorry to be such an idiot all the time.»
Aries frowned, but again Dohko didn’t give him the time to answer, for he bent over and started kissing his belly, going down his navel, all the while keeping both palms on his hips.
So Shion just sighed and closed his eyes, reflexively spreading his legs more. He wanted to tell him something, but didn’t even know what exactly; maybe that he wasn’t feeling any beautiful, not more than Dohko himself was, and that it wasn’t true that Libra was behaving like an idiot. Then he realized he was thinking too much again, and almost shook his head, trying to focus on the sensation… but had to reopen eyes when the other made his trousers slide down, uncovering more of his body.
This time Aries actually tried to say something but nothing could form, since Dohko started touching his length, and he could feel his dark hair tickling the sensitive skin, meaning that his face was very close.
«Let me know if you don’t like it, alright?»
Shion propped his weight on the elbows to raise a little, eyes widened, unsure if what was happening was real.
«I don’t… think…» He paused to swallow. «I don’t think I won’t… like it. Just do whatever you want.»
Dohko smiled at him and started licking the tip, while one of his hands went down and spread his cheeks a little, almost cupping one. Shion held his breath and bent a leg, to lift up his waist and give the other more space, nodding at nothing in particular. He felt the other’s hand exploring his skin, until the fingers begun trailing up and down from the base of his member to the line of his cheeks, and he sighed slowly, moving his hips a little.
Dohko looked up and grabbed the back of his knee, pressing it on his chest while sitting in a more upright position, brushing his still clothed crotch between Shion’s legs.
«Shion.» He called with a small frown, and Aries nodded in small twitches, feeling as exposed as ever. «Could I… like…»
«I want you.» He interrupted, his breathing hitched, and his waist so hot he was feeling like bursting. «Now.»
«Me too.» Dohko leaned in to kiss him, still pressing against his body, and Shion tried to give back the kiss but twitched, as the other’s movement pushed at the point of making him shift.
«How…» He begun, frowning. «Take off your trousers.»
The other nodded and urgently complied, and he blinked while looking at his body, losing himself for some moments while observing the curves on his hips and thighs. He suppressed the need to sit up and touch him, but eventually asked himself how they were supposed to do it, since he had no idea. He was about to talk but Dohko grabbed both his legs and pulled them up, spreading them, and exposing him whole.
Shion widened his eyes and flushed from the tip of his hair down to his toes, freezing in place, as the other seemed to look at him with a focused expression.
«The light is too dim, I can’t see anything…» Libra muttered, and Aries winced at the point of closing his eyes, feeling so embarrassed that his heat cooled down a little.
He moved a leg and wrapped it around the other’s waist, putting force into it to sit up.
«What are you possibly doing…?» Hissed then, grabbing his face with both hands.
«Actually…» The other gave him a confused look. «I was trying to figure out what to do… would you prefer to stay on top of me?»
Shion blinked again, unsure of what to say for he had no idea.
«I suppose… well…» He begun, bringing a closed hand to his lips. «I don’t really know.»
Dohko chuckled and sat on bent knees, then gestured him to come closer. Shion sighed vaguely and complied, and cupped his face as the other moved in to kiss him. He felt Dohko’s hands travel on his skin again, tightening on the back of his thighs and then on his cheeks, again as if they were exploring. He took his chance to do the same, feeling the textures of Libra’s muscles under the fingers, and gave a harder squeeze when he got to the inner thighs.
For some reasons Dohko laughed softly, now spreading his cheeks almost playfully.
«What is there to laugh about?» Shion asked, although smiling as well. «You’re beautiful, you know? Your body is that of a warrior.»
«You’re beautiful too.» The other gave him a soft kiss just above the chin. «Maybe I have an idea. Turn around…?»
«Alright.» He nodded and did as he was asked, still sitting like that with hands now placed on the thighs. «Even if I can’t… I mean, I can’t touch you like this.» He stopped and frowned, as if he had realized just now the implications of that sentence, but Dohko laughed again and he had to frown more.
«What…?» Asked then, turning his head on a side, still he got no answer but a slow push on the back, which made him bend over until he was almost on all fours.
«I’m just glad.» Libra eventually said, pulling his waist to make him lift it, and again Shion blinked, feeling exposed once more. «I want to make you feel good.»
He almost cowered hearing that, pressing his forehead on the blanket and flushing from head to toe. He vaguely bit his lower lip as a hand started touching him again, and after some moments, something warm and wet slid down between his cheeks, licking there, and making him hold his breath and widen his eyes. He had to moan slightly, trying to move his hips, unsure of what was happening but enjoying it nonetheless.
That strange stimulation went on for a while, and Shion found himself resting his weight on a forearm, so that he could still stay bent but a little more upright. He moaned again, giving a push with his hips to increase friction, and eventually he felt something stiffer pressing against him.
«Can I…» He heard Dohko’s voice, which sounded somehow strained. «Can I take you?»
«I… I told you before.» Shion almost gasped. «I want you.»
There came no answer, but the pressure resumed and he ended up holding his breath again, unsure of what to expect. But nothing actually happened, as Dohko seemed to stop after some moments.
«What is it?» He asked then, slightly turning to try and look at him.
«I don’t want to force it…» Libra answered in a focused tone.
And then, to Shion’s surprise, he lifted a hand and slid two fingers into his own mouth. He frowned vaguely, trying to understand what was that about, but after some moments, Dohko’s hand went down and his fingers pushed on Aries’ muscles, one after another.
Shion tensed up, feeling them entering his body, glancing at the other with his eyes widened, and had to suppress a small sound of discomfort. Frowning, he tried shifting to gain a more comfortable position, all the while wincing and almost refusing the strange contact.
«Why…» He muttered, grabbing a hold on the blanket. «Why are you doing this…?»
«It wasn’t going in.» Dohko answered, and his fingers slid deeper, making him gasp for air.
«But now it’s… it’s strange.» Aries said then, somehow still feeling heat in his waist. «I don’t… I don’t know. I didn’t think it was like this.»
«Is it painful?» The other asked, and his free hand went up to caress his length. «Better like this?»
He just nodded, swallowing hard and almost feeling his head spin, as everything became suddenly pleasant.
«Keep doing this.» He gasped again, trying to move his waist and closing his eyes, and moaning softly a moment later. «It’s not strange anymore.»
Libra said nothing to that and just complied, and Shion clutched his fingers on the fabric again, pressing his forehead down and nodding, without even knowing why. It was as if knot was starting to tighten inside his belly, and he confusedly recognized the sensation of climax, albeit coming up differently than any other time he had elicited it by himself.
His voice came out without any command given, and he tensed up again, arching slightly. It didn’t take long for him to finish, relaxing then on the mattress with his breath now heavy.
«Did you just…?» He heard Dohko asking with an amused tone, but just kept trying to catch his breath, feeling his whole body shiver.
The other moved on his side, and Aries found himself giving back his look.
«Yes, well…» Shion whispered, trying to sit up. «I suppose I “just”.»
«Do you want to try to do the same thing to me?»
He tilted his head, sliding a palm on his face to brush away some hair, which were almost glued to his sweaty skin.
«Yes.» Answered then. «But… I don’t know if I’ll manage to do it as good as you did.»
«I think everything would just work, right now.»
«Good, then.» Shion nodded, frowning vaguely. «I suppose you should lay down like I did before.»
Dohko smiled and actually laid down, but with his back flat on the mattress, then lifted one leg and exposed himself, seeming not unsettled in the slightest.
Aries considered his task for some moments, while positioning himself, then started to caress the other’s thighs almost absent mindedly. He wondered where to begin, pressing on his muscles, and eventually Dohko started stroking himself, to his surprise.
«Stop overthinking it.» He said in a low tone. «Just do it.»
«But am I supposed to… not force it?» Shion asked, feeling somehow embarrassed again, and not even knowing why.
«Give me your hand.»
He nodded and obliged, and Dohko brought it to his mouth, then begun sucking on two of his fingers. For some reasons, Aries found himself staring at that, eyes widened, and the knot on his waist started to come back. He pushed his fingers deeper, pressing on the other’s tongue and almost making him open his mouth, slowly moving them. Then he used his free hand to stroke him, replacing that of Dohko, all the while continuously staring at him.
The other just gave back his look, cheeks completely flushed and breath clearly quickened, and Shion realized he wanted to take him. He had no idea he desired doing so, just a moment before, but he was now eager in an almost painful way.
«I’ll have you now.» He said in a low tone, wrapping his fingers more tightly around the other’s length. «Do you… do you want me?»
Dohko’s eyes widened and seemed almost glossy as he nodded, and Shion nodded back, feeling the skin of his back completely furrowed. He removed the hand from his mouth and lowered it, pressing fingers to find the right spot, and Dohko shifted his waist as to guide him.
As soon as he pushed in, the other arched and moaned with lips pressed together, and Aries had to bite the inside of his cheek, making the fingers slide as deep as he could. He wondered for how long he should have kept doing that, but after some moments, Dohko grabbed his wrist and pulled his hand away.
«Take me.» He whispered, still holding his wrist.
«Yes.» Shion answered in the same mumbled tone.
He had absolutely no clue on how to do it, so he opted to press Dohko’s leg against his chest, bending over him and using a hand to position himself. Then started pushing into him, and Libra held his breath with a half suppressed moan, grabbing one of his shoulders to pull him even closer. When it seemed to him that they were both comfortable, Shion sighed deeply and started moving. Feeling the foreign sensation of scalding muscles, pressing around his length, was almost enough to make him shiver, and he focused on it while looking for Dohko’s hand, twining fingers with him as soon as he reached it.
The other was breathing heavily and looking at him with foggy eyes, and his free hand slid on Shion’s lower back, pushing him harder. He nodded, feeling as he had just understood a silent request, moving now more forcefully, and was almost surprised to hear the other moan loudly, and see his body arch below him.
After a short while, Dohko glanced at him with an almost desperate expression, and arched all the more opening his mouth, though no sound came. Shion felt the muscles tensing up and tightening around him, at an almost painful degree, but kept moving as he got that the other was about to finish. He tried to keep the pace by only moving his lower waist, and then realized he wasn’t far from concluding as well.
Then again he had no idea what to do, unsure if he could finish like that, deeply sheathed into the other’s body, but had no time to ask himself question for Dohko’s body gave a strong twitch as he climaxed, clutching him hard enough to make him moan and finish as well.
Shion tried to catch his breath, lowering his head and almost shaking, feeling his muscles going numb again. He realized he had to pull out and hurriedly withdrawn, falling sat on the bed.
Dohko remained like that, his breath short, seemingly looking at the ceiling. After a moment his hand moved and Shion approached to hold it, lying down next to him as they folded fingers together. The other turned on his side, then took him by the shoulders and made him rest the forehead on his chest, sinking the free hand into his hair.
Aries breathed deeply and slowly in and out, relaxing against Dohko’s warm body, and wrapped a hand around his back to hold him as well.
«I’ll be here.» He whispered, lips almost touching the other’s chest. «Beside you. Always.»
Dohko said nothing to that, but he had the impression to feel him nodding. Shion nodded back and closed his eyes, realizing in that moment how tired he was, and deciding it was fine to sleep like that.
Notes:
Here we are again!
Our favorite Aries and Libra finally managed to get honest with their feelings, or so it seems ^^
Their behavior could be widely considered naive (and clearly clueless) when approaching the "physical" part of their relationship, and if anyone got confused, please keep in mind that they're just 17-18 years old, and they never had any kind of sexual experience before. So they didn't really know how the mechanics worked, and had to try for a while before figuring it out.The reason why they never "tried" before was already mentioned some chapters ago, but we bring it back up here as a reminder.
About the Sanctuary policy: since nowhere is ever spoken of saints having wives or children, unless in some very particular circumstances (as with Leo Ilias, Regulus' father), we figured that it was forbidden for a saint - bronze, silver or gold - to have a love relationship, an "official" one. Of course many saints would skip that rule, having to fulfill physical desire, but if they were to engage in stable love affairs, they had to keep it a secret or almost. This is why Dohko and Shion, in different moments, reflect upon the fact that they couldn't embrace each other, as their closeness was kind of frowned upon.We also wanted to notify you all about another story we just published, entirely dedicated to Aquarius Degel and Scorpio Kardia.
We realized that albeit listed in the couple tags, Degel and Kardia will appear only later on in Loose Ends, so we decided to write something about them. It is set in the same "universe" as Loose Ends, but the events take place two years before the beginning of the Holy War.
You can find it here if you are interested :)And that's all for today ♥ see you soon!
Chapter 15: XV
Notes:
Hello there everybody~
Huge hugs and thanks to Callie, Polla, Jiap and HubrisP, for their comments on the previous chapter ♥ you guys are amazing and we love you!Please enjoy :)
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Hypnos frowned behind the glasses, then took them off and rubbed between his eyes, ignoring the slight headache. He glanced at his notes and papers, then lifted an arm to check the lined up books, sliding a fingertip on their sides; he had the impression before that there was one missing, a specific tome with a deep black cover, and now he realized he must have left it somewhere in the residence.
Sleep rubbed his eyes again, sighing vaguely. It wasn’t the right time for research, he knew it, most of all because he needed to rest for a while before focusing on complicated matters. He started gathering the sheets, and was halfway done when sensed the presence of a specter. Hypnos blinked, noticing once more how tired he was, for he didn’t realize sooner that someone had entered Elysium; he got up and moved to reach the terrace, and upon going out, he could see the black figure of the Griffon, standing there with wings half spread and arms crossed on his chest.
«Celestial Noble Star.» The god saluted with a small nod. «I kept you waiting, or so it seems.»
«I hope I am of no disturbance.» The specter nodded back, bending his head in a courteous greeting. «May we have a word?»
«My pleasure. I would invite you to sit, but I suppose your surplice could be bothersome.» The Griffon had a half smile and shrugged, remaining there as Hypnos went sitting at the small table, crossing legs on one another. «I see you have fully recovered from your disorder. How was it, being locked up in one of the Virgo saint’s rosary beads?»
«How should I describe it…?» The other vaguely tilted his head, apparently looking away. «Most certainly it was uncomfortable, being the space quite limited. I’m glad to have been taken out, it would have been a problem to wait two hundred years or so, trapped there.»
Hypnos answered with only a slight smile. He doubted that the Griffon, or any other specter locked inside the rosary, would have been taken out if not by Hades’ will, after the Underworld Lord had put his hands on those beads.
«There are many issues, at the time being.» The Griffon went on. «The circumstances of this Holy War were… uncommon? I don’t think I have a proper word for it, in fact. I was struck down quite soon and couldn’t witness to much of it, but I’ve been told something about how it went. Lord Hades not being awake in his vessel, the Celestial Valiance Star being addressed as a traitor, Lord Thanatos being sealed up into a casket…»
«You’ve always been of the curious kind, Minos.» Sleep interrupted. «And I must say that I’ve never disliked conversing with you. But I’m afraid this is not the time… I shall ask you to keep it short. We both have our duties to perform.»
«But of course, Lord Hypnos.» The Griffon smiled again. «I find myself in the strange need of one of your lectures, I almost can’t believe it. My curiosity is overcoming my lack of patience, or so it seems… then again I understand, and I will stick to one single request, which… could sound odd.»
«I guess it is about the former saints I keep as prizes.»
The specter slightly pursed his lips.
«They’re involved, yes… my prize, the former saint of Pisces, wishes to meet them. Would it be possible to arrange?»
Hypnos took a moment to consider that request. He had supposed that the Underworld dwellers, those keeping former warriors as prizes, would have ended up bonding with them… and it was nothing less than a good occurrence, all things considered. Saints and specters were such different creatures that it was all for the best that specters could learn something from their golden counterparts.
«There would be nothing wrong with a meeting.» He said eventually, as Minos seemed to be patiently waiting for an answer. «And I’m interested in seeing them interact, indeed. But then again… I suppose you recall how your “conversation” with former Libra went.»
«So that hot-headed kid was former Libra…» The specter commented. «Well, I hope I haven’t overstepped my boundaries, when dealing with him. I provoked him a little… and I admit that it was entertaining.»
«You haven’t overstepped anything, quite the contrary.» Sleep replied. «Actually, I must say that you’ve been very considerate. Not all specters would’ve just teased him, and I can’t allow that young man to antagonize Underworld dwellers as he pleases, maybe even Hades himself, if he’s given the chance. The meeting between my prizes and yours will have to wait, I’m afraid… the Libra kid is far from realizing the position he’s in, and have no intentions in giving him the free hand on this.»
«He needs to calm down first, I suppose.» The Griffon nodded. «His head must be hard as a surplice, if he still behaves like that.»
«Harder.» Hypnos vaguely smiled again. «He almost even provoked my brother, and I suppose he would do the same with every single specter which crosses his path. Of course no one is allowed to lay a finger on him, but if he’s the one starting it, I won’t shield him from the outcomes. You probably realize that unpleasant circumstances are likely to happen, if I allow him to move freely in the Underworld, and also if I show myself being too much accommodating.»
The specter took a more thoughtful expression, nodding once more.
«So… if he tries to punch me again, I am free to ill-treat his self confidence.» Said then, looking up and now smiling. «My lord, are you sure it would be wise of you, to allow me? I might get carried away.»
«I know you well enough to be aware that you perfectly know when to quit.» Hypnos smiled back, folding arms on his chest. «Thus, the answer is yes.»
«I could very well try and teach him to cool down his temper.» The other insisted. «I suppose you didn’t show him his place, displeasing violence and such. But if there’s the need to rough him up a little, my technique would be perfect for doing it without actually hurting him.»
«Indeed. Then we shall arrange another meeting, in some days, to see if young former Libra still feels like punching you. And if he does, please allow yourself to react as you please.»
The look on the Griffon’s face was already amused, and at that he chuckled.
«I hope to be of assistance in this delicate matter, Lord Hypnos.» Said then. «But is it true that the former Cancer saint has been claimed by your twin?»
«The two former Cancer saints, to be more accurate. Both the young one, and the man who was Grand Pope of the Sanctuary.» Sleep tilted his head and gave him an eloquent look. «They’ve been fighting against my brother, the Cancer kid challenged him directly, and eventually they sealed him into that casket you’ve probably heard about.»
«Alright, I take it as it is. I wish you had already compiled your record of this Holy War, so that I could read everything from there instead of asking around.» Minos sighed, then bowed again and unfolded his wings. «I shall resume my tasks as Infernal Judge, then, and leave you to your errands. I’d be pleased to converse with you as soon as possible, anyway… I don’t like to feel left out of important matters.»
«How it is that you prefer to interact with me, instead of being received by Lord Hades himself?» Sleep asked, nodding goodbye. «Not that I am displeased, but he could explain everything far better than me. And you’re still one of his-»
«I hate all the etiquette.» The Griffon interrupted with almost a smirk, lifting from the ground. «Bending on my knees, lowering my head… being looked up and down by that black nestling of a Bennu, as if it was me the one being judged… and by a specter so young it’s a wonder he can already fly on those wings. So I suppose I’ll keep my visits to Lord Hades as sporadic as possible, and do my best to try and abuse your tolerance, when I can. My goodbyes, Lord Hypnos.»
Sleep just smiled back with a small sigh, and rose when the judge had disappeared out of Elysium, trying to recall where he could have put that book he was looking for.
He freed his body from the Griffon surplice as soon as he got back to his chambers, as usual giving a small content sigh. He started looking around to see where his little saint could have gone, and found him again on the small yard, this time sitting cross legged and appearing to be focused on something. Maybe he was meditating, Minos supposed.
Instead of calling him he approached, leaning down as he got close enough and peeking at his face, finding his eyes closed and a relaxed expression.
«Good evening, Griffon.» The kid said, keeping eyelids lowered, and the specter had to close his mouth for he was about to talk first.
«Good evening to you, Pisces saint. Apparently my plan of sneaking up to you failed…» Minos said then, and had the impression that the other was smiling vaguely. «What about using our names to call each other? It should be about time.»
Former Pisces opened his eyes which seemed as bright as ever.
«If you wish so.» He answered in a calm voice. «I’ll try to remember it.»
«May I sit with you?» The specter asked, finding himself smiling. For some reasons, the other appeared even more beautiful than usual. «We should speak about something I found out today.»
The young man just nodded and he went sitting cross legged right before him.
«Well, first of all… I suppose I could bring you out of here, from time to time. I mean, I told you that you’re free to go anywhere, but I guess you have no idea of where to. It’s not like you have a map of the Underworld.» Minos resumed, mindlessly stroking the tip of a Phantom Grass sprout. «And I am kind of busy, more than an average specter, but I can try.»
The kid looked at him with an almost tense expression, nodding slowly.
«Yes, I would like to have a walk with you…» Said then. «…Minos.»
The Griffon widened his eyes and felt like freezing in place, then realized that it was not the case to overreact over such a trivial thing, so he slid the hand on his face and massaged the temples, nodding back.
«Yes, well…» He eventually answered, clearing his voice. «Then I will… I mean, we’ll have a walk. As soon as I can. You know, I’m liking the sound of my name as you say it, no idea why. And you might probably think that I am an idiot, and you wouldn’t be wrong, in fact…»
He smiled and lifted his eyes, finding a perplexed expression on the saint’s face, which was also slightly more colored than before. The kid fixed his hair behind an ear, appearing somehow embarrassed now.
«Was there something to talk about…?» Former Pisces said, looking away.
«Yes.» Minos answered again, still smiling. «I told you before that I would have spoken to Lord Hypnos, and ask him to have you meet with your friends. Thing is, I couldn’t find him today.» He knew to be lying, but he didn’t really want to go into details about what Sleep had said some hours before, regarding his prize’s temper needing to cool down. «I will try again, anyway, be patient for a while. And I also found out that the other saint, the one with Aries, was the wielder of the Libra cloth.»
The other nodded with a small sigh, seeming somehow relieved.
«So, Shion and Dohko are together.» He said in a lower tone. «This is good news. They are close friends.»
The Griffon just nodded at that, remembering how those two kids had tried shielding each other, in a way which to him had looked almost cute.
«The most unpleasant sensation in all of this, is that I can’t feel my cosmo anymore.» Former Pisces added and sighed again, now placing a palm on his chest. «It’s as if I never was a saint… I can’t even sense my comrades’ presence. Did you find out about any other?»
This time, Minos found himself wondering what could be like, the sensation of being stripped of all abilities and powers. He almost frowned, supposing that yes, it would have felt nothing less than annihilating for him, to be unable to call his cosmo strings or wear his surplice… but then again, he had been a specter and an Underworld Judge for so long that he didn’t even remember his past life, so it was most certainly a different thing, on more than just one level.
«I did.» He eventually answered, still half lost in his own thoughts. «I found out that the former Cancer saint is now a prize of Sleep’s twin.»
At those words, the other’s eyes widened in clear astonishment.
«What…?» Former Pisces whispered. «What Death itself could possibly want from a saint?» He stopped, and Minos realized he had paled. «Have you… seen him? Is he alright?»
«I suppose he was a friend of yours…» The specter observed, tilting his head. «Anyway no, I haven’t seen him. And well… I got to know that him and Lord Thanatos faced each other during the course of the Holy War. I don’t have the details, but eventually, the Cancer saint managed to seal Death’s soul inside a casket.»
«He is…» The other covered his lips with a palm and stopped, apparently straining to keep composure. «Yes, he is… a friend. He has a fiery temper, but… but I think he would know how to deal with this kind of circumstances. Is it… is it true what they say about Death…?»
Minos sighed, crossing arms on his chest. He had imagined the kid reacting like that, and had considered not telling him about the Cancer kid, but damage was done by now.
«It depends.» Said then. «I don’t know what mortals say about Death, but I suppose it’s nothing good to hear. I never had much involvement with Lord Thanatos, though, he’s kind of blunt and a lot more reserved than his brother. The “I don’t like anyone” type of person… well, god… I guess you get it.»
Former Pisces winced and covered half of his face with a hand, still as pale as ever.
«I need to go…» He eventually whispered. «To go to the lavatory.»
The Griffon frowned, and almost raised an eyebrow seeing the other get up and turn around, running off from the yard to get inside. He sighed again, brushing back his hair, and waited for some moments before standing up as well and follow.
It seemed as the kid had really gone to the lavatory, and went so far as to lock himself inside.
Good grief… Minos almost huffed, leaning with his back on the door, hearing sounds of moving objects, then water running, then something which sounded like a sobbing.
«Hear me, kid…» The specter said, placing his nape on the wooden surface. «You can’t react like this every time I tell you something unpleasant. Not everybody could have been lucky as those two little fellows, being with Sleep… that boy, former Cancer, fought against Death itself. I mean, he must have been aware of the risks he was taking. In the previous Holy Wars, no one ever tried to do anything like this… it’s a little crazy, if you allow me.»
«You know nothing!» The other almost yelled, and Minos supposed he was close to the door as well. «Manigoldo is the kindest and sweetest person you could ever meet in the whole world. He’s also a hyperactive jerk, and never listens to anything anyone would say. He… he refused to leave me alone, when I asked him to…» There was a pause, and the Griffon thought to hear the sound of a hard swallowing. «He used to sneak inside my garden of roses, risking to get intoxicated by the poisonous scent… just to take me out. I hereby feel free to have any damn kind of reaction I want!»
Minos almost smiled, imagining that other saint, even if he had no idea how he looked like, sneaking into little Pisces’ house and forcing him to get out of there.
«So there was someone who tried to deal with your being poisonous and all.» He commented. «I was betting on it. Will you stay locked there, or I can hope to talk to you without a door in between…?»
The answer came a little late, almost at the point that the specter thought there would have been none at all.
«I don’t want to talk to you.» The other eventually said. «I hate you. All of you!» By how his voice sounded, Minos could tell that the kid was probably crying. «I know he isn’t well. I don’t need to feel his cosmo to realize. This is… this is unfair!»
«It is not unfair, whether you like it or not.» The Griffon retorted, slightly turning towards the door now. «There was a war. You lose, you pay penance. It’s been like this since the age of myths.»
«Go away, I don’t want to listen to you!»
Minos huffed, and decided to say nothing to that. He wondered if it was the case to force the door open and take the other outside, but on one hand he didn’t want to break the damn door, and on the other he wouldn’t have known what to say.
He eventually opted for sitting there and wait for the kid to come out, maybe a little bit calmer.
Silence fell, and he started moving a finger to direct a cosmo string, making it move around stuff without touching anything, at the point that he eventually lost track of how many turns it made. Focusing, he retracted it and again tried to avoid touching stuff, and was somehow pleased when he managed, making it fold against his hand.
«Are you still there…?» Came the murmured voice of former Pisces after a while, from beyond the closed door.
«I haven’t gotten anywhere.» Minos answered in a low tone, tapping fingers on a knee.
There was the click of the door being unlocked, and Minos turned around, finding the other kneeling on the ground and pulling at the wood like that. He had hair completely messy and his face was flushed, clearly he had been crying. The specter moved to get closer, and lifted a hand to brush his cheek and remove some strands from his face.
«Can you… can you…» The kid muttered, and the Griffon lifted another hand to cup his face.
He held it to make their eyes meet, nodding vaguely, all the while stroking both his cheeks with the thumbs.
«I can.» Said then, leaning down to kiss him.
The other grabbed on his shoulders and pushed himself closer, urgently deepening the contact, and he shifted to make him sit on his legs. The kid pulled away after some moments, breathing on his lips.
«Don’t be nice with me.» Said then, swallowing hard. «Not now.»
Minos frowned, unsure of what to think of that, but nodded nonetheless.
«Alright.» Answered eventually, moving on his lower back to turn around lay him down on the ground. «I won’t be nice.»
Keeping his legs spread he took both of his wrists, pulling them up above his head, then slid a palm down on his chest from neck to belly, hearing a small whimper in response.
The Griffon inhaled sharply, feeling his body immediately react to that sound, and kept towering over the other while calling a cosmo string, to wrap his wrists and keep his arms lifted in that way. He used another one to envelop the other's right leg and pull it up, all the while looking at him straight in the eyes.
The saint was breathing slowly, and at that point he slightly turned his head and torso on a side, as to expose himself, making the specter’s back shiver and his lower waist get hotter.
«Open your mouth.» Minos said in a low tone.
He slid two fingers down the other’s tongue when he complied, and used the cosmo strings to slowly uncover his body, tearing the fabric of his clothes until he exposed it whole.
The kid was scalding hot, probably because he had just cried, and his mouth and muscles stayed soft under the Griffon’s hands, obliging and following every movement he made. He just tensed up a little when Minos moved his hand to prepare him, but remained still and didn’t even resist the cosmo strings.
The specter didn’t keep loosening his muscles for long, pulling away completely and slightly distancing himself to take off his own clothes. The kid returned his look with eyes slightly widened and breathing a little quick, anticipation plastered on his features, and seemed to tense up again when he approached.
He decided to say nothing as he grabbed both his thighs, then took him with a single thrust, making him arch and gasp for air. Then he pulled on the strings and had the kid sitting on his lap, with legs wrapped around his waist and arms raised.
Minos couldn’t avoid considering how beautiful he was, with his breathings hitched and body slightly shaking, soft and submissive as he was behaving. He lifted a hand to cup his face, pressing a thumb on his parted lips, then made the palm slid down just below the jaw, wrapping his neck like that.
«Let me hear how you cry.» He whispered then.
The kid moaned and twitched, and Minos grabbed on his hips and kept moving, hearing how the other’s voice gradually got sharper. As his body began tensing up and arching, the Griffon's had to grit his teeth, keeping a hold on himself to stay focused on the other's pleasure, and when the saint tightened his muscles and bit his lower lip, clearly close to climax, Minos moved a string again and wrapped the base of his length, preventing him from coming.
Former Pisces seemed to choke on a whimper, shaking all the whole and looking at him with his eyes widened, and an expression which was almost frightened for how confused it looked.
Still he said nothing and kept moving, now at a slightly slower pace, making him moan again and shake his head. He caressed his chest with the knuckles, reaching lower to stroke him, and the kid’s body shook as he moaned a lot harder.
Minos kept going for as long as he could, and released the strings only when he felt close as well, finally allowing the saint to climax; the kid arched with a slurred cry, finishing almost at the same moment as the Griffon did, then almost fell on his chest while still slightly shaking.
Minos held him closer, moving to sit in a more comfortable position, and the other curled up against him and hid his face, clearly straining to catch his breath. And the Griffon sighed, leaning his back against the wall, now asking himself why was it, that the saint wanted to be taken like that… probably not to think, he supposed, to concentrate on physical sensations and shut rational thoughts. Not that former Pisces had many ways to distract, except that, and surely he didn’t have any mean to help his comrade.
After a while he felt a light pull on his hair, and realized that the kid was apparently playing with his silvery locks, twining his fingers into them. The Griffon lifted a hand and brushed back azure hair, uncovering the other’s features.
«You like it rough.» Observed then, smiling vaguely. «I would have never imagined it.»
There came no answer, for the kid just winced and pulled his hair again, trying to hide on his chest.
«You’re still alive.» Minos heard him saying after some more moments of silence.
«I am still alive.» He nodded. «I told you. It’s lucky to be me.»
«No.» The saint answered and straightened up a little. «This is just weird and awkward.»
Minos couldn’t answer because the other tilted his head and kissed him, and he just smiled vaguely, giving it back while the saint was still pulling his hair.
«Stop doing this.» He said then, snatching both his hands after breaking the contact. «It’s annoying.»
«Really?» The kid pursed his lips and tried to grab his hair again, even if his wrists were now held on a side by the specter’s hand. «And what are you going to do about it?»
«Try doing it some more and find out, perhaps?»
«Your threats do not impress me.» The other retorted, and Minos laughed softly.
«Don’t they?» Asked then, turning around to press his back against the wall. «But are you trying to provoke me, Pisces saint? I could very well get angry.»
«Would you get angry at me, Griffon?» He asked back. «I don’t believe you. Most likely, you’d prefer letting me tear up your scalp.»
The specter kept smiling, now taking his wrists with both hands and holding them at the sides of his head, and moving closer to press him whole against the wall.
«Darn it, kid.» He muttered, leaning in and breathing his neck. «You’re too adorable to be real.»
The kid sighed softly, bending his head to give him more space, and Minos nuzzled his skin while trailing a hand down his lower back.
«I suppose you hurt a little down here…» He commented, spreading his cheeks. «Have I been too rough for the delicate flower you are?»
«It doesn’t hurt.» The other replied, even if he twitched when Minos pressed a finger on his muscles, which were actually burning hot. «Not that much.»
The Griffon checked his expression, finding it serious but also somehow anticipating, and he couldn’t avoid smiling at him.
«Do you want me to take you again, then?» He asked, wanting to tease him. «You could very well ask me, if you do.»
Former Pisces frowned and nibbled at his own lower lip, looking away.
«I want…» He muttered after some moments. «I want you to… to make me feel good.»
And Minos could never expect anything like that coming from the other’s mouth, so he had to blink, giving him an almost confused look, half thinking he had misunderstood. But the young man seemed as serious as ever, and probably, the Griffon realized, he had absolutely no idea of what were the implications of such a thing to say. Meaning that he didn’t know what kind of effect it could have on him.
«Well…» He commented, caressing his navel with the knuckles. «I can do nothing but comply to such a direct request. Any particular desire?»
«I suppose…» The kid winced and cowered a little, now seeming somehow uncomfortable. «I suppose you’re the one who knows how those things work… right?»
Minos almost chuckled at the unsure tone of his voice, nodding vaguely. He took his nape with a hand and kissed him on the spot, lowering his hand more to stroke him, considering that he was already regaining some heat.
The other wrapped arms around his neck, rubbing against him, and the specter kept pressing his back on the wall, then caressed one of his legs and grabbed it below the knee to lift it up.
He felt the saint urgently nodding on his lips, as he started pushing against his already loosened muscles, but this time he entered without thrusting, keeping the movement slow. As he was doing it softly, the saint grabbed his hair and pulled on a side, making him expose his neck, then roughly bit into it a moment later.
The simple fact was enough to have Minos widen his eyes in irritation. He wrapped the other’s body whole with the strings, pulling him away, and constricted him prone on the ground, arms now tied behind his back and waist up.
«I am starting to think that you want me to take you as if you weren’t a delicate flower at all.» Said then, grabbing his cheeks to spread them. «Don’t you dare biting me again, blossom. Like never ever.»
The kid answered with a soft whimper, and turned his head to look at him, his eyes foggy and almost gleaming.
The Griffon grabbed a hold of his hips and directed his body against his own, with a movement rough enough to elicit a sharp inhale. He started moving then, focusing this time on his own pleasure, and enjoying very much the sounds he received in response; after a short while he pulled the saint’s waist up some more, and slapped the back of his thigh.
The other jolted with a loud moan, making him smile widely. Minos gave him another slap, liking how that fair skin reddened easily under his fingers, then grabbed him by a thigh and pulled on azure hair too, keeping the kid still like that while moving inside him. His little saint tried wriggling but couldn’t shift an inch, constricted as he was, and his voice told the Griffon that he was enjoying as well.
He felt so pleased at the fact that couldn’t avoid grinning all the more, pulling harder at the other’s hair, and getting almost completely out of his body before thrusting in again, making his whole frame shake at every movement. The sounds that the other’s throat gave were now almost sharp cries.
«Look at you…» He growled after slapping him again. «Could you ever imagine you’d love being roughed up like this?» He moved a hand to grab his length, finding it throbbing and dripping wet. «You little hussy. Were you hoping I’d put my hands on you, when we first met? I bet you were.»
«I… no…» He heard the other whimper. «I… I would never…»
Minos gave a low chuckle at that.
«But of course you were, you see how much you’re liking it?» He insisted, giving another hard push and slapping him again, making him moan loudly and shake his head. «You’re about to come again, and I almost didn’t even touch you down there.»
«No…» The kid whimpered, trying to move his waist and shaking his head again. «I didn’t… I didn’t know…»
«Now you know.» Minos bent over his back and pushed at a more focused pace, stroking the tip of his length. «You want to finish, do you?»
Former Pisces shuddered while nodding, and he nodded back with another grin, moving his hand down his member.
«But thing is, blossom…» He whispered then, calling more strings. «This time you’ll need to ask me.»
The saint’s body shook as he was denied climax again, and Minos never stopped caressing him, moving his waist to feel the tighter pressure of his muscles.
«I… I want to finish…» He heard the kid almost sobbing, while turning his head to try and look at him. «Touch me more.»
Minos grabbed his hair again and this time pulled him up, pressing his back against his own chest, all the while stroking him.
«I am touching you.» Whispered then, leaning in to hear him moan against his lips. «I cannot touch you any more than this.»
The other just shivered and pressed their faces together, clearly too much confused to process what he should have done to be allowed to climax.
«You want to finish.» Minos repeated slowly. «Nod.»
«I… I do.» The other nodded, whimpering with his voice strained. «But I… I don’t manage… it feels like I can’t…»
«I know you can’t. I’m not allowing you to.» He explained, gently pressing on his burning length, and making him twitch. «You should ask me please.»
«This… this is…» The saint shook his head, tightening his muscles and moving his waist, and Minos had to suppress a growl at that. «…odd.»
«If you don’t want to ask, then you won’t ever finish.» The specter said, playing with the tip of his length again. «You decide.»
«No, you decide.» The other moaned through gritted teeth. «Do… do whatever you want. It feels good.»
«Oh.» Minos smiled, wrapping an arm around his waist. «As you wish, then.»
He kept the saint’s body close and again focused on his own pleasure, lifting one of his legs to gain more space, and relaxing in the sweet sound of his cries. When he felt close to climax he pulled out, grabbing the other’s nape and pushing him against the wall to finish on his lower back, and remembering just at that point that he was still holding the kid with the strings, thus making impossible for him to finish as well.
«And I must say you’re indeed very used to endure…» Commented then, caressing his damp and quivering back with the knuckles. «It’s a wonder you can still stand on your legs.»
The kid was shaking whole, and on his forearms, where the cosmo strings were wrapped, there were faint red marks. He turned his head on a side, showing his cheeks so flushed that he seemed to have a fever, and also stained with tears.
The Griffon pulled him closer, taking him into his arms and relaxing all the strings, slowly caressing his chest as the little saint tried to curl up on himself.
«It’s alright.» Minos said softly, speaking into his hair. «Hold on a little longer.»
He wrapped an arm around his head, as to make him hide, and started stroking him again with the free hand. The kid’s body tensed up whole as he moaned, sinking nails into his skin, and Minos kept holding him until he came, probably biting his lower lip by the kind of sound he made, and shaking again in small twitches.
He gradually relaxed, breathing deeply against his chest, and slowly losing all the tension.
«You’ve been very good.» The specter said when the other seemed to have completely calmed down, still whispering into his hair. «Just rest now. I’m taking you to bed.»
«I… I’ve done nothing.» The young saint muttered, wrapping arms around his chest as Minos stood on his feet, lifting him up. «You… you did good.»
«But I know.» He chuckled. «I know I’m good with this. I told you, years and years of practice… but you saw how you were liking it, so you’ve been good too. I’m proud.»
The other huffed.
«You were right.» Said then. «You’re insufferable.»
«I am one damn horrible person, yes.» Minos answered with a serious tone, moving on the bed and uncaring at the fact that they should have washed. Sheets could have been changed. «And a lucky one too… since my precious little blossom is not only as adorable as ever, but also good to endure, and likes it rough. And there I thought I should have handled you with care… if I knew, I would have taken you way before.»
«It’s alright.» The saint muttered, keeping close and sliding fingers into his silvery hair. «I’m not a delicate flower… but I’m not made of iron, either.»
Minos nodded vaguely, turning on a side and caressing him, to brush the locks away from his face.
«Can I kiss you now, blossom?» Asked then. «Last time you seemed uneasy when we got to this point. You don’t need to tell me, just turn around if you don’t want to.»
The kid’s eyes got wide, tired and reddened as they were, and he seemed short of words.
«You… you’re such a strange person.» He eventually said in a low tone, seeming embarrassed. «This is not making any sense. You just did those things, and now you are asking if…» He stopped and looked away. «…yes. You can kiss me.»
Minos frowned a little, not understanding in the slightest. He remembered to have thought almost the exact same thing about former Pisces, the day before, after they had been having a way more intimate physical contact than a kiss… since when the specter had tried to kiss him, the kid had backed away.
«You are a very strange person too, you know?» The specter said after some moments. «But since I can, I suppose it’s fine.»
He leaned in then and softly kissed him, waiting for him to deepen the contact. The young man did it very slowly, and Minos realized that his heart was beating way faster than it was supposed to.
He put a hand on his chest and started pressing gently, as to soothe it, and the other folded arms on his back, holding him.
«Am I doing something which is unsettling you?» The Griffon asked then, still caressing his chest and speaking on his lips. «I’m not very keen when it comes to this kind of things, so I don’t realize.»
«You’re not.» The young saint answered, even if he seemed still uneasy. «It’s just that… that I’m not used to be touched like this. I mean… to be touched at all. But it’s alright.»
Minos nodded and slid a thumb on his lips.
«Then I can keep kissing you.» Commented then, vaguely tilting his head.
«Yes.» The other said with a very low tone, almost a whisper. «You can.»
He nodded again and again kissed him, this time pulling him closer, and making him turn on his side to caress his back. He went on cuddling like that, and smiled when realized that the kid was trying to give back the touch, caressing his chest and neck, even if clearly unsure of what he was doing.
«Just rest.» Minos said after a while, speaking to his hair and still holding him. «You must be sore all over your body.»
«I feel like…» The other said in a half sleepy voice. «I feel like after a fight.»
«And that’s more or less what I meant.» He smiled, pulling up the blanket to cover them both. «I won’t go, tomorrow. I’ll stay here. They can be Infernal Judges without me.»
«Yes.» There came a whispered answer. «Your body is so warm… it feels unreal.»
The Griffon decided to say nothing to that, as the kid was clearly half lost into slumber already, and just waited for him to fall asleep completely.
He hoped that Rhadamanthys and Lune wouldn’t have complained for his absence, but he could tell that it wasn’t the case to leave former Pisces alone. First of all because the kid wouldn’t have been able to walk, most likely, and second, because he had seemed severely distressed after knowing about the Cancer saint… distressed enough to want to be handled roughly like that, to get a chance to distract from the thought of his prisoner comrade.
It felt suddenly strange, to Minos, that the kid wanted his presence close to him… very close to him, in fact. Not that the specter was displeased, but still it seemed odd, since Minos was his captor and the reason why he had died in the first place. Then again, the other was probably in desperate need of relying on someone, anyone, and the Griffon was just there, willing to give him some of the warmth he needed.
The image of the young saint flashed before his eyes, the way he had seen him some hours before, relaxed and apparently content, sitting in the yard and surrounded by silver gems of Phantom Grass. His deep indigo eyes were more beautiful than usual, and he even showed a faint smile.
Minos glanced at him, seeing how curled up he was, snuggling on his chest, and softly caressed his shoulders with a small sigh.
You damn pretty blossom, you. Thought then. You’re making me wishing you were happy. You’re too precious to be real.
Then again, he thought to be the luckiest specter ever, since he didn’t even have to do anything particularly important to get the chance to claim him. And with that consideration he smirked to himself, lifting the free arm to support his nape and sighing deeply, deciding to sleep for a while as well.
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If anyone got confused by Albafica's reaction over finding out about Manigoldo: having read Manigoldo's gaiden, we speculated that our favorite Cancer and Pisces must have had some close connection, being each other's best friend.
And while isn't very "mature" of Albafica to lock himself inside the lavatory, we also supposed that a person like him - one not very much used to deal with feelings, since he grew up in almost complete isolation, would have something akin to a mental breakdown upon finding out that a dear friend is suffering (and being unable to help him by any mean). Also, all the pressure of the happenings kind of poured down on him, as it suddenly was too much for him to keep the usual composure.We realized that this is the third chapter in a row which displays a lemon scene. We thought that maybe it was better to switch the story rating from Mature to Explicit, but weren't sure about it. If you feel like we should, please let us know.
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Chapter 16: XVI
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Albafica woke up feeling the painful numbness of his muscles, and a sharp burning sensation in his lower back.
He opened his eyes and breathed in slowly, recalling back to his training to detach himself from any discomfort, and decided it was necessary to go wash after he completely came back to his senses. He sat up on the bed, and the door shifted open as soon as he looked around.
«Hello there.» It was the Griffon, which approached holding a glass of water. «You should drink.»
«Were you waiting for me to wake up?» Albafica asked with a slight frown, accepting the water.
The memory of the tantrum he threw the day before, after locking himself inside the lavatory, suddenly came back and he sighed with a wince, regretting to having had such a childish reaction. He considered himself almost lucky to be so sick at that moment, since he wasn’t even getting to feel ashamed as he should have, because of that outburst.
The specter didn’t answer and just went sitting on the bed, taking back the glass as soon as it was empty.
«Your friends, Infernal Judges, must be missing you right now.» Albafica observed in a casual tone.
«One of them is my younger brother.» The Griffon answered. «And another is the Balrog I told you about, being a temporary replacement for my other brother. I suppose I am missed, yes, but they will do fine without me for a day… if not, they’ll complain and I’ll pretend I’m sorry.»
«So… you have two brothers, who are Infernal Judges like you.» He said, tilting his head. «It seems a tiring job as you describe it…»
He found himself blinking and looking at the other’s face, surprised to feel curious about any of that. And after all, he considered, he didn’t really know anything about that person… his name and his title were the only information he had, but the implication of the Griffon’s role as Underworld Judge weren’t even clear.
«How old are you?» He asked.
«I don’t really know. I’m most certainly old.» The Griffon seemed to think about it. «I’ve been a specter for long enough to forget who I’ve been in my past life. And yes, it’s tiring to be an Infernal Judge… my brothers and I make mortal souls confess their sins, their past actions and deeds, and whatnot. Now you can guess what my cosmo strings are made for.»
«It seems… awful, from my point of view.» The Pisces saint commented. «I understand why you often try to avoid your duties.»
The other turned towards him with a slight smile.
«It’s dirty job, yes, but someone’s got to do it.» Said then, shrugging. «We exchange places, my brothers and I, but right now Lune is doing all the work or almost… since I avoid my duty as soon as I can, and my younger brother is busy with other stuff, most of the time.»
Albafica nodded with a small wince, now feeling somehow uncomfortable as his skin was still sticky from the evening before, and he was wearing nothing but the blanket to cover himself.
«Could we postpone this conversation to after I have washed?» He asked. «I would like to know something more, but I really feel the need to wash.»
«Sure.» The Griffon smiled again. «Anytime. Need a hand to reach the lavatory?»
«It’s alright, I can do it by myself.» He answered, moving to sit on the other edge of the bed to get up. «I’m accustomed to feel unwell.»
He rose, using the canopy as a support, and considered taking the blanket after him to cover his body, but then sighed and decided it wasn’t necessary. His head was unpleasantly spinning and his legs almost gave away, but he sighed deeply and moved towards the door, ignoring the pangs on his lower abdomen.
He was halfway to the lavatory when realized that the specter had followed him, and was now looking at him with his brows furrowed, and an almost curious expression.
«You golden dolls are almost indestructible…» Commented then, making him roll up his eyes. «I’m impressed. But I saw you standing after I had broken your bones, so I shouldn’t be surprised, even if you’re wearing no golden costume at the moment. What do they do to you, to make you kids so tough? Torture sessions…?»
«Nothing like that…» Albafica sighed again. «And if you have nothing better to do than following me, you can actually help. I just started my training as a young kid, that’s all.»
«Care to tell me what was your training about? I’m pretty curious, since you fought with roses.» The Griffon leaned in and picked him up, almost making him yelp. «I mean… it must have been… kind of a unique training, I suppose.»
«It is… certainly unique.» The young saint answered, trying to keep composure, even if he was being carried around. «I had an innate immunity to the poisonous roses, so I could be trained as a Pisces saint.»
The other frowned and said nothing, opening the lavatory door with a shoulder, and seemed to keep thinking about it even when he put him down. And instead of going out, the specter went leaning on the wall and crossed arms on his chest.
«Wait a second, kid.» Said then. «There’s something I don’t quite catch. You weren’t born poisonous, then… because I thought you were. But now you’re telling me that you had an immunity to the poisonous roses… you have me a little lost.»
«I understand this can be a little confusing.» Albafica answered, gathering what was needed to properly wash. «I wasn’t born poisonous… I needed to become so, in order wield the Pisces cloth. I could do it because I was immune to the poisonous roses, as I said, so I could survive the training.»
After that the specter said nothing, and Albafica could go on washing calmly, almost sighing at the soothing sensation of water running on his skin. As he began cleaning his hair too, he wondered why the other was still there, if he was done talking, but the Griffon didn’t seem to be even looking at him. Albafica glanced at him to be sure, and found an almost dark expression on his face.
«Let me sum it up, for what I could understand.» The specter said all of a sudden. «You were a normal child, same as any child on Earth, but happened to be immune to the roses’ poison. And so you were put into training to become the Pisces saint… which you could survive solely because you were immune to that poison. And this training is what made your body poisonous and your life weird. Is this correct?»
«Kind of.» Albafica frowned, trying to see the problem, for it was clear that the Griffon was troubled over something. «Actually I was abandoned to die in the rose garden as an infant, and the former Pisces saint took care of me, since I was not dying at all. He asked me if I wanted to be his successor when I would have been old enough, and I wanted to. That’s all.»
«Alright.» The Griffon nodded. «Just one last thing and I’m done with the interrogation. How old were you, when you became poisonous? I suppose you were very young, since… well, since you had never been touched.»
«I don’t have a proper answer. It was a long process.» The saint took a comb and started brushing his hair. «I’m not used to deal with people also because I grew up in the house of Pisces, and you can imagine we didn’t have many visitors. But my mentor could touch me without problems.»
«Both of you were poisonous loners, I see.» The other smiled. «And I’m getting that your mentor wasn’t the touchy type, was he? Anyway, there are things I still don’t understand about the whole “being poisonous” situation, but I suppose that I’m being annoying… I’ll wait for you to finish, and go change the bedsheets in the meantime.»
«As you wish. I never told anyone about how it works, so I hope I can make you understand… and if possible, I would like to ask you some questions too.»
«Sure.» The Griffon moved towards the door, glancing at him when he was there. «I’ll be in the other room, then.»
He went out after that and Albafica resumed washing, but found himself frowning, again with the impression that the other had seemed nervous or unsettled about something. He supposed it could have been his imagination and went on until he felt completely clean, then moved to the bedroom to retrieve fresh clothes, and sighed at the fact that he had to wear those of the Griffon, which were too loose for his smaller forms.
The saint suddenly realized that for some time, he had been conversing with the specter while completely naked, and also while washing. It felt foreign, for Albafica had never done anything like this his entire life… and that it could probably be considered as intimacy. Intimacy, or so it seemed, shared with a person which was almost a complete stranger… they barely knew each other’s names, after all, even if they had a very intimate physical contact, and more than once.
He shrugged off the thought, now feeling somehow awkward, and went out to join the other and resume their conversation. He found him in the kitchen, apparently busy making tea.
«There’s a lace on the table.» The specter said, without turning around. «If you want to tie your hair.»
Albafica sat there, starting to play with the said lace, wondering where that comment could come from. But eventually he decided to tie up his hair, which were actually dripping water all over the floor.
The Griffon went placing a cup before him, then took another one for himself and sat with a sigh, stretching arms above his head.
«I would like to know more about your duties.» Albafica said, placing the hot cup close to his belly. The warmth coming from it immediately brought some relief to his aching muscles. «I didn’t know Infernal Judges actually had to judge human souls. I thought it was some kind of named role, and nothing more.»
«You mean that you thought it was just a title?» The other inquired after drinking some tea. «You can also consider us as generals, when it comes to the Holy War. But Holy Wars only happen every two hundred years or so, and we do other stuff in the meantime… I mean, all of us specters, not just me and my brothers.»
«And after you or your brothers judge a soul, where is this soul sent?» The saint insisted.
«It depends. We have a whole lot of rules and criteria to decide that, but you see… our job is mainly to make people confess their deeds. Is the Underworld itself that “decides” where a soul is sent, after we’re done with it… and when it’s done, we record it. It’s pretty tiring, as you can guess.»
«The Underworld… decides…?» Albafica knew he was sporting an almost amused expression. «What does this mean? And… did you ever meet a saint’s soul?»
«I haven’t. It wouldn’t be a possible thing to happen.» The Griffon vaguely shook his head with a small smile. «Your golden souls do not come here to be judged, you know… you have a special path to take after dying, made exclusively for those who wielded a cloth, and when the time comes, you go drink water from the Lethe river, to be reincarnated.»
«Oh.» For some reasons, Albafica felt relieved to hear that. It would have been nothing less than weird to be judged by someone that you killed or that killed you, he supposed. «The organization here seems complicated. I could never imagine something like that… would you show me those places, one day?»
The Griffon took another sip of tea, then nodded.
«With pleasure. And who knows, maybe you’d like the job. You could join and help me.»
«I think I would be a terrible Infernal Judge.» Albafica found himself smiling while drinking his tea. «I’m not very good at judging people.»
«The main part, as I said, is making souls talk their deeds.» The other insisted. «After they’re done, we can interfere with the decision, if we want… to strengthen the penance, or make it less harsh. My younger brother does that a lot.» He paused and smiled vaguely. «He’s a stubborn and inflexible Wyvern, but also very just when it comes to this… for example, he decided that if someone exercised violence but was not the offender, then he shall suffer no penalty. And Lord Hades said it was fine.»
«You respect him, I can feel it by your words.» The saint answered. «He must take his job very seriously. Have you ever interfered with a decision?»
The Griffon took the cup and tapped fingers on a side, taking a thoughtful expression.
«I did, it happened from time to time.» Said then. «But since I’m not even close to the Wyvern’s seriousness and impartiality, I tend to avoid doing it. Especially if I get carried on during the process of questioning… the souls already have a bad time dealing with me, I guess it’s sufficient. And talking about my brother, yes, I do respect him… just don’t mention it if we happen to meet him, since I love to pretend that I consider him an idiot. He’s all serious and very easy to tease.»
«I won’t say a word.» Albafica had to restrain himself from smiling again. «But I suppose you are good at fulfilling your duties too, or you wouldn’t be an Infernal Judge anymore. Now I realize how important your role is… and the idea that you and your brothers used to fight in the Holy War is strange.»
«Well… they say I’m the fastest and most performing, when it comes to my duty.» The specter blinked a little and shrugged. «I’ve been complimented many times, but as I said, I’m not serious and just as my brothers. I take it as a game or almost, same as when I fight in the Holy Wars. I never thought we would win, you know? To me, it was just something that happened, every lots of years or so… I knew I would have died at the hands of someone, most likely a golden saint, then brought back here all messy and sore, and return to my tasks.»
«Couldn’t you refuse to participate to the war, if you really didn’t want to?» Albafica inquired, then frowned to himself for the question. The other had an important role in the Underworld system, so most likely he couldn’t refuse an order coming from Hades.
«I never tried refusing.» The Griffon answered and seemed a little confused. «I never even thought about saying no to Lord Hades, you know… but I guess I could, since many of us do it, and stay here during the course of the Holy War. But normally, I’m the first one stepping on Earth… I like it, all lively and colorful.» He rose and went to the kitchen counter, taking the kettle to pour some more tea. «And what about you? Could you refuse joining the Holy War?»
«Of course not.» Albafica answered, handing him his empty cup. «I trained all my life to participate in the Holy War. I swore to protect Lady Athena and all humanity, I would have never taken back my oath.»
«But of course, you swore your pretty golden oath and whatnot.» The specter smiled in that almost taunting way of his. «I wanted to know if you could, not if you would. Because I know you would never.»
Albafica sipped at his tea while holding the cup with both hands, frowning at nothing in particular.
«Of course I couldn’t.» Said then. «I am a warrior. Deserting the war would be treason.»
«Punishable with death?»
The saint’s frown deepened.
«Most likely.» Said then. «But a golden saint never did anything like this, not that I’m aware. There’s a reason why we wield our cloth, you know.»
«There’s also a reason why we wear our surplices.» The Griffon replied, giving a small shrug. «I guess I get it. Do you want to know more about the Underworld? Or can it be my turn asking stuff?»
«I would like to know more, but I already asked a lot.» He answered. «I suppose it’s your turn.»
For some reasons, the specter chuckled vaguely and nodded.
«You know, sometimes you really remind me of Lune. Always so polite and cute.» Said then, still smiling. «Alright. I’m still curious about how you came to be poisonous, since it was “a long process”. I would have never imagined it.»
«The process itself it’s… it’s kind of an intimate matter.» Albafica answered again. «If you really want to know I can explain, but I have to ask you to keep it for yourself.»
«Sure.» The other folded arms on the chest and crossed his legs on one another. «I won’t tell anyone… but then again, no need to push it. If you don’t want to talk about it, we can change the subject.»
«Actually it’s no secret, I just… I never happened to talk about it with anyone.» He bit his lower lip, wondering why he was feeling so awkward all of a sudden. «But… my mentor sacrificed his life, for me to be able to wield the Pisces cloth, so it’s… it’s not a nice memory. Maybe you’re right… it’s not the right moment to talk about that.»
«Easy, kid. It’s all fine, let’s just change the subject.» The Griffon smiled again. «But I feel like telling you a thing, since we are in the Underworld after all… you humans are taught that death is the end, and there’s nothing more after that. This very place, myself and the other specters, are proof that it’s not like this… so, know that your mentor is somewhere here as well, if he hasn’t gotten reincarnated yet. I mean to say that what you considered as lost, might be still there. One day, if you want, you could be able to talk to him again.»
Albafica widened his eyes while looking down at his cup.
«No, I would prefer not to.» He whispered, almost cowering on himself. «He wouldn’t… he wouldn’t be happy to know that we lost the Holy War, to say the least. And that the whole Earth is suffering, because I… we failed our greater task.»
He realized late that the Griffon had rose from the chair and approached, acknowledging it just when the specter crouched beside him.
«Earth is still there where you left it.» The specter said then, tilting his head. «Lord Hades wouldn’t want to ruin it, since now Earth is his to rule. Why should he? Think about it as if it was his prize… he would be a gigantic idiot, if he ruined his prize.» He paused and seemed trying to meet Albafica’s eyes. «Also, I’m sure your mentor would be happy to see you. You told me that he raised you since you were an infant, so you’re his son or almost.»
Albafica sighed vaguely, then lifted a hand to brush the other’s hair.
«I’m noticing a pattern in our conversations.» He said then, deciding not to argue further about that topic. He couldn’t expect the Griffon to understand that kind of things. «There is a moment, after we talk for a while, in which you’re able to make me feel very small. It didn’t happen since I was a child.»
The Griffon took his hand and seemed to caress himself with it, smiling vaguely.
«It’s because you’re way younger than me. You fought proud and imperious and I didn’t notice back then, but when I brought you here all ragged up and feverish, I realized.» Holding his hand from the back, he twined their fingers and kept stroking his own cheek. «But let’s have the pattern partially unfolded, this time… I can’t do anything now since you’re all sore, so I’ll just keep saying things and make you feel small.»
«Then I feel the need to thank you, for being so nice with me.» Albafica moved his hand to take that of the Griffon, and placed it on his own chest, immediately feeling the warmth of his palm. «You don’t have any reason to respect me or to be kind, or to listen to what I have to say… or even comfort me when I cry. Can I hope you’ll accept my thanks, this time?»
The specter blinked and seemed unsure of what to say, then sighed and nodded vaguely, sitting more upright on his knees. He lifted his other hand and caressed the side of Albafica’s face, with an expression that the saint couldn’t decipher.
«I don’t think I deserve to be thanked for anything, since I’m the reason why you died, and I also mistreated you in more than a way.» Said then. «But I accept your thanks, if you want. And it’s… strange. It’s not like I feel to be acting particularly nice or kind. You surprise me every time you say so.»
«Are you implying that you would act like this towards anyone else?» The young saint insisted, pressing the other’s palm more on his chest. «I have the feeling you wouldn’t, but I could be wrong.»
«I must admit that I have no idea.» The Griffon shrugged again. «It’s not like I plan on how to act with people. I tend to get carried on by what happens to me… I put the “asshole behavior” in default when I fight and when I judge, but when I’m in my casual clothes, I only act how I feel like. And with you… well, I never had any intentions in hurting or torturing you, I told you from the very beginning. Why should I? I began liking you a lot, and now I’m liking you all the more. Both when you pout and when you smile.»
«Do you even realize that there’s a difference between “not hurting me” and “taking care of me”…?» Albafica could feel his cheeks getting warmer, since was now understanding the meaning of the other’s words. «And I don’t feel to deserve this kind of words from you.»
«But seriously, blossom, why not?» The Griffon frowned a little, this time sliding his thumb on the saint’s cheekbone. «You’re selfless, caring and brave. You’ve been living your life for others, never indulged in self pleasures, never used your powers for anything which you didn’t consider righteous. You deserve a lot more than this asshole of a specter you have before you, but I happened to get to the Sanctuary that day, and met you. If it wasn’t like that, you’d probably spend the rest of your existence in the Elysium Fields, with other noble souls.»
«I’m not a noble soul at all.» He tightened the hold on the specter’s hand, feeling now very embarrassed. «Your opinion of me is far higher than reality. I just did what I was supposed to do, nothing more.»
The Griffon’s palm slid on his nape and he leaned in, softly kissing him at the angle of his mouth, and Albafica almost widened his eyes for a moment.
«Forgive me if I don’t take you seriously.» The specter said. «It’s that what you were “supposed to do” was so selfless that it’s odd even just to figure out. I will try to lower my expectations, if you wish.»
«You can do whatever you want.» The saint muttered, feeling the need to move closer to him, but forced himself to stay still. «I was… I was supposed to protect innocent people, no matter what. I don’t think this is odd. I was happy to do it, and I was never afraid to die, since I knew I was doing the right thing.»
«And you keep saying you’re not a noble soul? But can you hear yourself talking, really…?» The Griffon seemed as amused as ever. «Have you ever, even just once, thought about relinquish all and live a normal life? I know you were poisonous, but let’s say, before you completely turned poisonous. No? Then allow me, you have a splendid soul and you should learn how to take a compliment.»
«Complimenting me seems not to be an easy task, even for an Infernal Judge.» Albafica answered with a little smile, now with his cheeks so warm that he could feel heat on his head. «I know you really think those things of me, and I don’t know what to say… I never felt as you describe me, I don’t feel any better than anyone else, but I don’t want to reject your compliments… so, let’s say that I’m glad you think so. No one ever spoke such beautiful words to me.»
The look on the other’s face was still amused but turned softer, and the specter leaned in again to kiss him, this time directly on the lips.
«I suppose you golden dolls are not used to say nice things to each other, since no one complimented you before.» Said then, remaining close. «Seems like I’m being the first to do a whole lot of things… touching you, complimenting you, some other things I won’t say…»
«Don’t be so proud of yourself now…» Albafica replied. «About the touching, it just didn’t happen in a long time. I told you that my mentor could do it. And I received compliments, but usually about my abilities and my appearance, and not in this genuine way. About the other things… in that case you’re right.»
«Yes, well, there you had me hoping that your mentor hasn’t touched you the way I do.» The Griffon sighed and seemed strangely relieved. «My legs are starting to hurt. Can I sit with you? I don’t feel like putting distance, you know.»
«I think this chair is too small for both of us.» The saint vaguely frowned. «And of course my mentor didn’t touch me that way… I was a child, remember?»
The other nodded vaguely and rose, and as if nothing, he lifted him with no effort and settled down on the chair, placing him sat on his legs, in a way they would face each other.
«And I suppose a golden saint would never hurt a child… what was I thinking?» The Griffon was smiling strangely, in a way that made Albafica raise an eyebrow. «What about the chair again?»
«You’re indeed stronger than I thought.» He commented, fixing his clothes and hair. «For some reasons it’s not uncomfortable to sit in this way… and also, you’re strangely warm to be dead.»
The other chuckled and slid a hand below the fabric of his shirt, brushing the palm on his back.
«It’s because I’m not dead, meaning that I have a physical body. Same as you.» Answered then. «I’m not alive either, but most certainly I’m not a soul. I can “die” again, even if I come back after a while, as if I was just sleeping. And you’re warm too, you know? I just happen to be warmer than you.»
«Not having any need to eat or drink is convenient.» The saint nodded, unlacing his hair and starting to comb them with his fingers, moving them all on a shoulder. «I never thought something like this would be possible. But I know very little about you specters, and about how this place work.»
«Well…» The Griffon frowned, and seemed to be staring at him for some reasons. «I suppose you…» He paused again, sighing and rubbing his eyes. «…darn it. I can’t look at you, you know? You’re too damn beautiful, my head spins.»
Albafica flushed crimson, without knowing what to say, and reflexively grabbed a hold on his hair, interrupting the combing. He looked down and tried to cower on his shoulders, telling himself to stop overreacting like that, and when he looked up again, the specter was half smiling.
«I know you must be pretty sore, and you’d probably like to sleep for the whole day…» Said then. «But what about going out for a while, since I forsook my duties? I can carry you around.»
«I think it’s a good idea.» He answered in a low tone, but not moving from his lap.
«Is it?» The Griffon was still smiling. «And how about I cuddle you some more, before?»
«I think this would be a good idea, too…» Albafica’s tone had been even lower, and he kept avoiding to look at the other, again cowering a little.
His chin was lifted by the specter’s knuckles, and a moment later he found himself meeting the Griffon’s lips, which also wrapped an arm around his waist and pulled him closer.
«It’s a nice feeling to agree with you over something.» The specter said then, stroking his chin. «What about trying to cuddle back?»
As embarrassed as ever, the saint opted to just kiss him again, hoping to shut him up at least for a while, and felt him smiling against his lips. The silence didn’t last long, for the Griffon slid a hand in between them and chuckled, probably noticing that he was already a little heated.
«And what do we have here…?» Said then, making him avert his eyes with a wince. «I’d gladly take you again if I could, but right now you’re paying the price of having been roughed up. I can still make you pleased, I hope.»
«This is just your fault.» Albafica muttered, moving his hips to enhance the contact. «You overreacted over a little bite.»
«I can’t deny it.» The other nodded with a feigned serious frown. «Still, you kept provoking me like the little hussy you are.» His hand slid below the fabric of his trousers and pressed a little, making him twitch. «So it’s… let’s say it’s our fault.»
«Don’t call me that.» The saint sighed and bent backwards, placing a hand on the table to move more freely. «And I’m not provoking anything.»
«Keep moving like this.» The Griffon muttered, his tone now lower and his gaze a lot less amused. «Keep it, and see for yourself.» The hand on his length gave a light squeeze and he sighed again, still swaying his hips. «I won’t call you a hussy, then. Can I call you blossom? Or maybe you want me to call you by your name…?»
«You said… you said to call each other by our names, but then you didn’t do it…» Albafica had to keep a moan. «And you had a strange reaction when I used yours.»
The other’s free hand went up on his chest and reached for his lips, and the Griffon pressed to make them slightly part.
«You’re right, Albafica.» He said then in the same low tone. «Feel free to call me by my name anytime.»
The saint opened his mouth more with another sigh, then softly sucked on the two fingers which slid in. They moved on his tongue and seemed to explore the inside of his mouth, gently pressing in and out.
«Now I realize why I wasn’t taking you, at the beginning…» The Griffon’s voice came in a husky whisper. «You’re so unbearably beautiful I could do this all day, uncaring to take my pleasure. Just let me hear your voice a little, now.»
Albafica flushed even more and spread his legs as much as he could, feeling his waist incredibly hot and slightly moaning on the other’s fingers. They were pulled out after a short, and he leaned forward to snuggle on the Griffon’s chest.
«I don’t feel so bad.» He muttered then. «I think you can… I mean that we can… probably do it.»
«Do you realize you’re asking me to hurt you?» The other retorted, now breathing against his neck. «I could very well do that, but you should suppose I don’t want to.»
«I would say…» He sighed a bit more loudly, again moving his hips, as the stimulation had never ceased. «I would say you’re being the dramatic one, today.»
There came a low chuckle after that.
«By all the Gods, you really are a little hussy.» The specter said, moving his own waist to make him feel the pressure of it.
Before he could retort in any possible way, he was lifted and then placed prone on the table. One of the cups tilted and fell, but seemed unbroken since there was a carpet below them. Right after that his trousers were pulled down and he twitched, immediately feeling exposed.
«You’re all reddened down here.» The other observed, spreading his cheeks. «Have you been bleeding? I guess you have. And now you want me to take you. Good grief…»
«I… I don’t know…» He whispered. «I think… yes.»
The other’s body moved in closer, and a hand resumed stroking him as fingertips begun pressing onto his muscles. It immediately stung as if the specter was touching an open wound or something.
«See?» A finger slid in and Albafica tensed up, pressing his lips together and clenching both hands into fists. «Is it pleasant, now? I suppose it is… if you’re a masochist.»
Something was touched inside him and he twitched again, as it was actually both painful and pleasant.
«It’s… it’s strange…» He moaned between his teeth. «What is that…?»
«I don’t think there’s a pretty way to describe it…» The specter commented, and that spot was pressed again. «You mean this? The thing I’m touching now?»
«Y-yes.» Albafica almost shook his head, hitching another moan. «It’s pleasant, even if it hurts. It’s so strange.»
«I know… all boys have it, and girls too but it’s a little different since it’s on the front.» The tone of the Griffon was now amused again. «But you must be very careful when you do that, or it hurts. Like this…»
Another pressure made him lift his head and moan again, this time biting his lower lip.
«I can’t… I can’t keep this…» He gasped for air, turning to look at the other. «Will you do it more?»
«Yes.» The specter moved closer again and leaned in, towering over him. «Just relax, focus on it.»
Albafica breathed heavily and his arms quivered as he let out his voice, feeling heat rising up to his head.
«I want to… to turn around.» He said after some moments, swallowing a little hard.
«Oh… why so?»
«I just want to.» He cowered, feeling his cheeks even more flushed.
The other sighed and picked him up again, making him lay down on his back, then bent over and his hair tickled the saint’s chest.
«Better?» The specter asked then, smiling vaguely. «Yes, now you can touch me if you want.»
Albafica lifted both arms and wrapped them around the Griffon’s neck, arching to kiss him. The other supported his nape with a hand and resumed stroking him, this time at a more measured pace. And the saint didn’t stop kissing him, sliding a hand down and reaching for the other’s length, still covered with clothes.
As soon as he managed to touch him directly, the Griffon breathed heavily against his ear after nibbling at it.
«You know…» He whispered then, rubbing the nose into his hair. «I’m so glad that you want me as much as I want you, Albafica. I would have never imagined it.»
The saint felt his whole body shiver and went on caressing the other’s length.
«I…» He whispered with a small moan. «I like to feel that you like me.»
The Griffon gave a small push with the waist, as if he was actually taking him, and his fingers tightened around Albafica’s length, making him twitch a little.
«And I like you a lot.» The specter said then. «I could be here touching you all day long.»
«You said you didn’t want to torture me…» The young man sighed again, trying to move but finding it almost impossible.
«Are you saying that I’m torturing you now? But you wanted to turn around, not me. Now you be patient.»
«I didn’t say that. But if you touch me all day it would be a torture, because I couldn’t finish for a long time.»
The Griffon chuckled again, rubbing their cheeks together.
«I was just joking. I won’t be touching you all day… or maybe I will.» He straightened up and picked him up again, then sat directly on the carpet. «Tomorrow I can bring you with me while I work, and make love to you during the breaks. What do you say? Is this torture too…?»
«This is… this would be overly inappropriate.» Albafica answered with a frown. «You shouldn’t do such things at work. I’m not going to allow that.»
«But I’d wrap you up in my strings like a pretty blue moth.» The other retorted, still smiling and caressing his cheek with the whole palm. «What is there not to allow?»
«And if someone catches us, will you pretend to be very sorry…?» He huffed. «I think no one would believe you.»
«If Lune or my brother find us, I suppose they’d feel very lonely.» The Griffon shrugged, then leaned in to rub the tip of their noses. «But I won’t do it anyway. I don’t want to risk them seeing you, you’re all mine to look at.»
The saint didn’t know how to answer, again feeling incredibly embarrassed by the other’s word.
«You’re awful.» He muttered. «I don’t know why I listen to your nonsense.»
«Just shut me up, then.»
«Alright.»
He leaned in and kissed him, and the specter wrapped his nape and pushed him closer, making his head tilt. The Griffon’s fingers went down again and resumed stroking him, and Albafica did the same, feeling the heat of the other’s length under the palm.
It was such a strange, welcoming sensation to feel so much desired by someone. He could never imagine it was like that, so soothing and warming… it allowed him not to sunk into his thoughts, and Albafica knew how much he needed it, right now; in the back of his mind he couldn’t help but thinking about the Cancer saint, after getting to know that he had been claimed by Death. And Albafica also knew it was useless, to dwell on those thoughts. He could do nothing to help Manigoldo, and he desperately needed a mean to stop thinking about it.
And to feel so deeply wanted, welcomed in the arms of someone else which gladly took care of him, was whelming enough to let his thoughts slide away, and focus on that sensation.
He felt a knot forming into his lower waist, as his muscles started tensing up way before those of the Griffon, since the specter was legitimately more skilled. Albafica halted his movements and ended up moaning softly into his lips, sensing the conclusion drawing nearer. The other broke the kiss but kept holding his nape, pressing their foreheads together.
«Come.» The specter whispered, as the young man arched a little and reflexively grabbed his shoulders. «Give in to it.»
He just confusedly nodded, biting his lower lip and letting himself go, finishing with a twitch and a small moan. After some moments he found himself leaning against the Griffon’s chest, breathing heavily, as the specter was caressing his hair and the small of his back. The saint hid his face into the other’s clothes and waited for the time needed to catch his breath.
Then he resumed touching him, hearing a pleased sigh at that, but he wasn’t sure he could let the specter finish by just doing this. He thought about it for some moments, and eventually decided to use his mouth too, sliding down to reach the other’s lower waist.
«But look at this resourceful little blossom, here…» Albafica heard the Griffon chuckle again, and lifted his eyes to glare. «Why are you giving me that look, now? Oh, I guess you want me to shut up, right?»
He grabbed a tight hold on the other’s length and sucked air in, with the intention of hurting him just a little, but the response was a pleased sound and a push on his nape.
«Alright…» The Griffon almost growled, sliding fingers into his hair. «Do that again, and I swear I can swallow my tongue.»
Albafica didn’t really expect that to feel nice, and actually tried doing it again. The other complied and kept silent, restraining to simple breathings which became heavier in a short while, and Albafica could feel his length getting stiffer between his lips, supposing it was a good thing. The specter guided him a little by holding his head, without actually pushing on it, and his waist started quivering; the saint had no idea when to pull off, and eventually did it just in time, hurriedly moving away to wipe his chin.
He lifted his eyes up, expecting the other to say something, but the Griffon was just looking at him with a pleased smile plastered on his features, leaning on both palms and slightly bent backwards.
Albafica sat more straight, waiting for something to happen, and feeling more and more embarrassed by the other’s silence. He ended up clearing his throat while fixing his hair and clothes.
«Do you want some more tea?» Asked then in an almost forced casual tone.
The other laughed and shook his head, gesturing him to come closer, and he rolled up his eyes before complying. He was suddenly grabbed by an arm and pulled over, and ended up with his lips pressed on those of the other, which also squeezed one of his cheeks, making him almost yelp.
«Can I speak now…?» The Griffon asked then, still smiling on his lips.
«I’m afraid I can’t make you forever hold your peace.» He retorted. «I tried one time, and it didn’t work very well.»
«Oh but it did work.» The specter pushed and they ended up laying on the carpet, with the saint flat on his back and the other on top of him. «The only flaw was the “forever” part.»
Albafica blinked at the other’s sly expression, and lifted his hands to brush silvery locks away.
«You look like a big cat.»
«Somehow I am.» The Griffon observed. «Only half of it. The other half is a huge bird or something.»
«You’re being slighting toward your own kind.» He smiled, imagining a creature half cat and half bird, instead of a real griffon. «But I should not be surprised.»
Only supporting with the legs, the other cupped his face and gently caressed both sides of his mouth, smiling all the while.
«I can be slighting and disrespectful towards anything, living or dead, god or mortal, whatever it is.» The Griffon leaned down and brushed their lips together. «But right now, I’m loving your pretty smile. Can you smile some more, for me?»
«Which kind of request is this?» The young man sighed, ignoring the unpleasant numbness of his muscles. «I can’t decide when I smile, it would be ridiculous. But you can keep trying, I’m starting to like that.»
«I can abide by this rule.» The other nodded. «And yes, I will keep trying. Want to try guessing some more weird half-feline half-bird creatures…?»
«You are not making any sense again…» Albafica actually smiled. «But I would do it, just in another position. I’m feeling kind of uncomfortable.»
«Am I smothering you?» The Griffon moved, kneeling beside him to allow him to sit. «I’ve always found this carpet pretty comfortable.»
«It is for sure, but my body is still sore from yesterday. I’m slower to recover now, and less sturdy without my cloth.»
«You know… being so good to endure, I haven’t noticed.» The specter had another half smile. «I suppose we’ll postpone our walk then. And I’m done tormenting you… even if you started it, I might say.»
«I don’t remember having started anything.» Albafica raised his brows and shrugged. «And we can walk if you want, it’s not a problem. But if you wish, you can also carry me to bed and cuddle me, in the normal sense, for the rest of the day. I can allow this.»
«Will you allow me to cuddle with you?» The Griffon seemed about to laugh. «Really…? I am so deeply honored, Pisces saint. I can’t do anything but comply.»
He moved in closer and Albafica let himself be lifted up and carried around, wrapping an arm around the other’s neck and resting the head on his chest, giving a small sigh mostly to himself. The other kept close when they got to the bed, folding arms around him and playing with his hair, after settling on the mattress in a comfortable position for both of them. And the saint had the time to find it so strange, that the Griffon seemed to enjoy his company, even if they were in silence and doing almost nothing.
«I won’t be here when you wake up, blossom.» He heard the specter say, when he had eyes half closed and was almost giving in to slumber. «I need to go see my other brother, among other things. Can you be alone for a while?»
«I can…» Albafica muttered, already half asleep.
«Alright.» He had the impression to receive a small kiss on the head. «Rest well, then.»
He just nodded vaguely and shifted a little, gaining a more comfortable position on the other’s chest, keeping eyes closed.
Notes:
Hi there again!
So then, apparently those two are beginning to like each other, and not only on a physical level but also on an intellectual one. They didn't have much time to normally speak with one another, until now, but apparently they enjoy the mutual company even if just for a conversation.
Anyhow, Minos obviously didn't know anything about the Pisces Ritual, the blood exchange and the whole controversy. He still doesn't know, of course, but he's starting to guess that there's something "off" with the whole thing.
There will be some more insight on that, but we're curious to know what you think will be Minos' reaction, upon finding out :)Now for some notes~
About the Underworld:
We sketched the structure and rules of the Dead Domain using the Greek mythology and folklore as a guideline. So then, the Underworld here is divided into sections where the various souls are sent after their "judgment" is complete, where they can be cleansed from their sins (the kind of penance and its duration vary from the gravity of the sins committed). Once a soul is completely "clean", it is sent on the Reincarnation Path - drinking from the source of the Lethe River, flowing in the Elysium, a soul forgets everything about its past life and reincarnates.
Famous examples of reincarnations are that of Ulysses, which asked Hades to be reincarnated into a commoner's body, and lived his next life as a fisherman (not wanting the same responsibilities he had as a king). And that of Agamemnon, which also asked Hades to be reincarnated into an eagle, to live his next life far away from Earth and its controversies.
This doesn't count for saints - their souls follow a special path, skips judgment and are allowed to freely reincarnate when the right time comes.
But what happens to an innocent soul, which hasn't committed any sin? And to a noble soul, which should deserve praise for the good deeds committed in life? There will be more information about the Underworld structure, in the chapters to come :3About Rhadamanthys, and Minos saying that "he decided that if someone exercised violence, but was not the offender, then he shall suffer no penalty":
In Greek mythology and folklore, the three Judges of Hell are actually named Minos, Rhadamanthys and Aiacos, and they were three half-brothers and righteous kings of Crete. We took this feature and molded it to fit the plot, but to be more specific about our favorite Wyvern, here's a quote directly from Wikipedia - "On account of his inflexible integrity, Rhadamanthys was made one of the judges of the dead, together with Aeacus (Aiacos) and Minos.(...) Rhadamanthys worked also as a legislator, saying that if a person defends themselves against another who initiated violence, then they should suffer no penalty" (further references found in Apollodorus Library of Greek Mythology).We're having a lot of fun mixing together Greek folklore with the very Saint Seiya lore ^^
We hope that you enjoyed as well ♥ see you soon!
Chapter 17: XVII
Notes:
Hello everyone!
Hugs and love for Jiap, HubrisP, Polla and Callie for their great support with comments ♥So, here we have a darker chapter (especially compared to the big fluff of the 16th), and yes, it's Manigoldo and Thanatos again. Though it's not as dark as the previous one dedicated to them, you can be sure :)
We hope you enjoy ♥
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Death placed the torch on a holder, and the orange light hit the sitting figure of the human. He didn’t show any reaction, keeping knees pressed against his chest, and face hidden into his folded arms.
For a moment Thanatos thought he was sleeping, since he hadn’t been left injured this time, but right after crouching in front of him, the god could hear a slow sigh.
«I can’t sleep.» He also heard him whisper. «Is it because of you?»
«I can’t prevent you from sleeping.» Death answered. «Maybe you’re just avoiding bad dreams.»
Former Cancer lifted his head, showing how his face was indeed deeply marked by lack of resting.
«Maybe I’m avoiding the good ones.» Said then.
Thanatos gave back his exhausted look, nodding vaguely.
«My twin says dreams are made by memories.» He observed. «If they are not influenced by one of my nephews, or by my brother himself. Do you have some good memories to cling to?»
«Everyone does.» The boy muttered, slightly turning his head on a side.
The god sat still and kept watching him, waiting to see if he would resume speaking, but the other seemed intentioned to stay silent.
«You should better try and talk.» Thanatos eventually said. «Conversing with me is the best thing which happened to you, since you found yourself here.»
«What do you want me to say…?» He heard former Cancer asking, mouth almost completely hidden by his forearms, and still looking away. «You don’t like me when I talk. You don’t like me when I don’t. You just don’t like me.»
«No, I don’t.» Death smiled vaguely. «You are an irritating, unpleasant and arrogant brat. And you did your best to make this happen, challenging and provoking me.»
«I was just fighting.» The boy had clearly spoken through gritted teeth. «But I took my risks, yes.»
«You weren’t “just fighting”, boy. You were wittingly challenging Death itself, rising up at my same level. Do you know how this is called, this act you tarnished yourself with?»
«I knew I was about to die…» The other answered. «I thought dying would have been enough of a punishment already. And I don’t remember how it’s called, that thing a human does, about challenging a god or whatever.»
«It’s called “hubris”. So you were aware of committing hubris, and didn’t care because… dying was an already sufficient punishment.» Thanatos knew his tone had been almost amused, and to that, former Cancer winced deeply. «Really.»
«Well… I was right, nonetheless.»
«No, you weren’t. To die is not a punishment, it is just natural. It is the fate of every living creature.» He replied. «Do you know what happened to the past humans who committed hubris? They suffered, some of them are still suffering, and they cannot die. Dying would be nothing more than a relief, for them, and you wouldn’t know how much they pleaded and still plead, for me to ease their pain.»
«You know better, I guess.» The boy muttered again, lowering his tone. «I don’t remember what happened while I was dead… but it must be something very similar to this. And I suppose now you’ll say that I should be glad to be punished by Death itself.»
At those words, Thanatos found himself frowning and slightly blinking.
«I won’t say you should be glad to be punished by my hands, no.» He said after a brief moment of silence. «And no again. To be dead is nothing akin to this… you don’t remember because your soul was still flowing in the stream, thus being dormant and unaware of itself.»
He was now wondering about what that kid exactly thought about the Underworld, because it was clear that his ideas were confusing, to say the least.
«Is you brother more kind than you, as they say?» The human asked after a while, still avoiding his eyes. «Are my comrades alright? And my teacher… is he… is he here?»
Thanatos had to snap out of his considerations. He tried meeting former Cancer’s eyes but couldn’t, so decided to wait in silence until the boy would look at him again, which he eventually did.
«My twin isn’t more kind than me.» He said then. «He’s just less violent. Then again, you saw young Aries, and you saw he was fine. You don’t need to ask me, but if you want me to tell you, then know that my brother has no reason to hurt him or that other human.»
The human vaguely nodded and looked down, again avoiding his eyes. Death was starting to get slightly annoyed by the fact.
«What about my teacher…?» Former Cancer asked again.
«Look at me when I speak, boy.»
«Once you told me I mustn’t look at you in that way.» The boy muttered. «I have no idea what you meant, so I just don’t look at you.»
There, Thanatos thought he should have probably felt irritated again, but found himself just slightly perplexed. He moved closer and the human tensed up, withdrawing against the wall for as much as he could, and this time looking back at him.
«A while ago, I would have thought you were trying to provoke me, by saying that.» Death observed then, slightly tilting his head. «Now, I think you are sincere. You actually don’t know what kind of expression I don’t want you to address me.»
«I damn don’t.» Former Cancer hissed, now visibly tense. «Care to explain?»
«And right now, you’re not trying to antagonize me.» The god observed again. «Your tone and look tell me you want to provoke, but it would be wrong… you’re just scared. Am I right?»
«What do you think?» He replied. «Would you be scared, in my stead?»
«You are doing this again, boy.» Thanatos sighed with a small smile. «If I ask something, just answer. Don’t ask back. It’s disrespectful.»
«I didn’t…» The kid begun replying, but stopped. His expression went tense and started showing distress, and eventually he pressed his forehead on folded arms again, hiding his face. «I don’t know what to do. I can’t fight you, but I can’t indulge you either.»
Death moved in again, and lifted a hand to caress his hair.
«You can’t indulge me… is it because you were taught to see me as your enemy, or because you don’t know how to do it?»
«I don’t know.» The other repeated, still hiding into his arms. «Maybe… maybe both.»
«How is it that you’ve always hated me so much?» Thanatos insisted, keeping his hand running through the other’s locks. «I know I am hated. I am feared by the other gods as well. But you… no one ever saw me like you did. As an enemy to fight in this way, as if I could be defeated. I am Death itself, boy. Which means many things… but also relief, among the others.»
Former Cancer lifted his head and moved it slightly, eyes closed in a small frown, making the god’s palm slide on his skin.
«I… I understand nothing, right now.» He whispered, his voice so soft it was almost inaudible. «I don’t understand how you can be so cold and so warm at the same time.»
Thanatos almost frowned at those words, for he couldn’t understand either. As he lifted his free hand to join the other, still caressing the boy’s face, he realized he couldn’t remember anyone addressing him as warm, ever. His hands were cold, he knew that. His heart unmoving and hard like iron.
His frown deepened and he almost shook his head. The human was still tense, as he was clearly expecting pain… his eyes opened slightly and were teary, as a proof of that.
«I am not warm.» Thanatos said, realizing his tone had been almost brusque. He held the other’s head with both hands, keeping it still to look at him straight.
«I… I don’t know.» The boy whispered again. «It’s just… just how I feel you. But… I’m wrong, I think…» He shook his head for how he could, now widening his eyes. «I… I just don’t know.»
«I don’t know either.» Thanatos replied, leaning in, almost at the point that their foreheads were brushing, and the other lowered his legs to let him closer. «Come here, hold onto me. It’s alright, I’m not hurting you now.»
The boy complied, and held him by the shoulders as Death made him lean against his chest.
«Seems like you don’t understand me and I don’t understand you.» Said then, again caressing his hair. «But I’ve never understood humans, so I shouldn’t be surprised.»
«I didn’t mean…» He heard the kid mutter. «I was… I was afraid.»
«As you should be.» Thanatos answered. «For this is another thing I couldn’t comprehend. How was it, that you weren’t afraid of me?»
«I’ve known you since I was a child.» Former Cancer answered, still in a low voice. «I was by myself, you were my only company. I couldn’t… fear you. You’ve always been beside me.»
«You’re a strange human.» The god sighed. «Do you know how old I am?»
«No…?» The other moved a little, and Death could see him frowning. «I guess… as old as humankind.»
«Much older. I am born from the Night itself… I was there even before the one you call Lady Athena came to be, before her Father of Gods, before his father too. My brother and I have watched as Uranus’ children struck him down, for we were already there.»
The look on the kid’s face was of pure astonishment, his eyes widened.
«We are Primordial Gods.» Thanatos went on. «For even gods are able to die, and I have been there to always remind them.»
«I had… no idea.» Former Cancer muttered, and he sighed again.
«You couldn’t, since no one taught you. They taught you to hate and fight me, or so it seems, and didn’t tell you anything else.» He felt the kid’s body tensing up, and didn’t quite understand why. His tone had been almost soft, so it wasn’t because of that. «Did your teacher told you to hate me?» He inquired then. «To treat me as an enemy, as if I wasn’t a natural state of existence?»
«No.» It had took not even a split second for the boy to answer. «No, it isn’t like that. There was a Holy War, we were… enemies. I just fought as a warrior of Athena.»
«No, you didn’t.» Thanatos replied. «We were on different sides and all, yes, but the way you challenged me was personal. I want to know how is it that you hated me so much, or better… who was it, who taught you to hate me. And I think that it was your mentor, since no one could teach you, beside him.»
«No.» The human repeated, shaking his head and clearly anxious. «My teacher never told me anything like that. It’s all my fault.»
«Is it…?» Death looked straight into is eyes. «Should I punish you again, then? Or maybe I should go ask your teacher. Which one do you prefer?»
Exhausted and scared as he was, former Cancer swallowed hard and returned his gaze.
«If I am to be punished, so be it.» Said then, now vaguely frowning. «But let it be only me.»
Thanatos just looked back at him for some moments, then his free hand went on the boy’s chest and he pressed his knuckles there, using his dark energy, but not enough to inflict severe pain. He felt him shiver under his hands, as a small whimper left his throat.
«Are you sure?» Death insisted. «I won’t ask again.»
«He’s my teacher.» Former Cancer said, closing his eyes, and clearly bracing himself for how he could. «If this serves to keep him safe, then I don’t care. Do whatever you want to me.»
Strangely enough, Thanatos found himself giving the other a curious look. The boy was now legitimately terrified and teared down by tortures, still he preferred that solution over the thought of having endangered his mentor.
Death realized that he was thinking about how he felt, after knowing what had happened between his nephews and the Capricorn saint. It took a long, distressing conversation with Hypnos to be convinced not to claim him and teach him a lesson, and he ultimately decided to go by his brother’s will, but only because Hypnos said that former Capricorn was for his children to be claimed, as they had to teach him respect by themselves.
But Thanatos shrugged off the thought. It was pointless to reason over that. He was no mortal, he couldn’t relate to such a situation, which was impossible to verify.
«Fine, then.» He said eventually, and moved to distance himself from the human.
Then he brushed dust off his robe, moving to take the torch from its holder.
«Wait, you said…» The human called, when Thanatos turned again to leave the room, thus meeting his eyes. «You said that it would have been me.»
«And it will.» He answered. «But I never said when.»
After that he just walked away, closing the door behind his shoulders.
Since his brother wasn’t on his terrace, Hypnos had taken the liberty to sit there and play his flute by himself, wondering what Thanatos could have possibly been doing. He didn’t care to check for his presence, though, supposing he would have arrived after some time, and eventually Death showed up. Oddly enough he hadn’t brought his lyre, but rather a torch.
«It suits you, brother.» Sleep said, putting down the flute. «But you should keep it upside down, not like that.»
«Yes, and you should be covered in poppies.» Thanatos retorted in a tone which was almost bitter, and to that Hypnos smiled.
«Maybe.» Said then, gesturing him to come sit. «I suppose we won’t be playing, I don’t think we could do that with a torch. Is something troubling you?»
Death just huffed and left the torch against a column, and eventually took a seat. He immediately crossed arms on his chest, looking at nothing in particular with a dark scowl which Hypnos knew even too well.
«That kid is unbelievably stupid.» Said then in a mutter.
«Oh.» Sleep frowned as well. «Then you’re probably starting to get along with him.»
The look he received from his twin was between annoyed and incredulous, and he had to avoid laughing.
«I didn’t mean to offend you.» He said, trying not to seem too entertained by Thanatos’ behavior over something which was undoubtedly trivial. «Is he still provoking you, the Cancer kid? He must be completely out of his mind, by now, if he hasn’t stopped yet.»
Death didn’t answer, and seemed to need some moments to take a deep sigh, rub between his eyes and then sigh again. He eventually returned his brother’s look, which was patiently waiting for him to speak.
«The kid was already out of his mind.» He managed to say. «He has weird ideas about dying… yes, even stranger than those of an average saint.»
«Well… they are all very prone to sacrifice, the saints.» Hypnos nodded. «But most certainly, I don’t know their personal opinions about dying. Would you explain?»
«I didn’t exactly understand the Cancer kid’s point…» Thanatos answered. «But where to begin… one of the odd facts is that the he sees death as a punishment.»
Sleep raised his brows and gave his twin a perplexed look.
«Dearest brother, allow me to enlighten that death is a punishment for humans. It’s the law of the mortals in many places, including the one where your prize grew up.» He said. «Therefore, I don’t think-»
«You don’t understand.» Death interrupted with a frown and a dark tone. «He believes that death is a punishment for hubris. And he wasn’t completely aware of what hubris is, either. But he was a saint… he should have known, and very well.»
«And I must admit that you’re right, yes.» Hypnos tapped his fingers on the marble surface of the table. «But then again, you shouldn’t be so surprised. He hit you, after challenging you… so either he didn’t know about hubris, or he didn’t care.»
«I don’t know why I’m so upset.» Thanatos sighed and leaned against the back of the chair. «He doesn’t care, this is for sure. He didn’t care to die, but… he doesn’t even care to live.»
Sleep took some moments to answer to that, trying to read his twin’s expression as Thanatos was currently looking away, and seemed actually very upset.
«I suppose he actually never cared.» Said eventually, tone now careful. «He came to us with the clear intention to die. The way he addressed you was that of someone willing to throw his life away. He had the push of accomplishing something important for the sake of his comrades, that’s for sure, but his fearlessness wasn’t normal. He never hoped to leave that fight alive.»
«And that was incredibly stupid.» Death almost hissed.
But of course it was stupid, Sleep thought with a slight frown.
Hypnos had often found himself considering mortals as stupid creatures, for many reasons, that one included; throwing away their own lives, whatever the cause, wasn’t most certainly a smart thing to do. And what intrigued him about the sacred warriors of Athena, was that they all seemed willing and almost happy to die, if they had a sufficient reason to sacrifice themselves… then again, former Cancer’s actions had gone a tad beyond that.
Also, Thanatos was showing to be upset for a reason that Hypnos couldn’t exactly figure. It surely wasn’t because he had received a punch in the face and then got sealed. At least not anymore.
«Most certainly.» He eventually commented, deciding to comply with his twin to see where the conversation could go. «It’s stupid, for a human, to even think he could challenge a god.»
«But he didn’t care.» Death replied with a low grunt. «Even now, he doesn’t care. He’s regretting that he touched me, yes, but still…» He stopped and winced, again crossing arms on his chest. «I don’t really know, brother. You’ve always been the one which understood humans, not me.»
«He doesn’t care to be tortured, you mean?» Hypnos insisted.
«It’s as if he expects to be tortured.» Thanatos finally resumed looking at him. «I mean, he does have his reasons to expect pain from me… but he doesn’t realize he’s being punished for committing hubris. He seems to think that I’m just making him regret to have fought against me.»
Sleep nodded vaguely, looking away.
«Perhaps you should try and explain it to him.» Suggested then. «Since you apparently care.»
«What…?» His twin widened his eyes into a disconcerted look. «What are you possibly thinking of the situation? It’s not like I care, I just don’t understand.»
«I apologize.» Hypnos had to try his best not to smile at Death’s bewildered reaction. «I haven’t been clear enough. I meant to say that you care to make him understand, or so it seems. Not that you… care in the general sense.»
«I don’t care to make him understand either.» Thanatos replied with another hiss. «And moreover, I tried to explain things to him. It was useless.»
Sleep brought a hand to his face and rubbed his lips, nodding. That was probably the first time his brother seemed so overly interested into a human… then again, it was also the first time a human had punched him in the face.
«Perhaps we should just rest together, brother.» Hypnos said after some moments. «I am tired, and you must be as well. My children can now fulfil their tasks, thus I am allowed to sleep.»
«We should.» Thanatos nodded. «Maybe this is the reason why I’m so upset, right now.»
«Let me remind you that you tend to be upset more than often.» He finally smiled. «And with this, I mean to say that you should not fret over the fact. But if you wish, you could also show me your prize… maybe I will be able to understand better, if I speak to him personally.»
«Undoubtedly, you would understand things better than me.»
«Do not underestimate yourself.» He got up and gestured his twin to do the same. «Guide me. Let’s see how is it, that this reckless human is troubling so much my dearest and beloved brother.»
Thanatos rolled up his eyes and huffed, saying nothing to that, and started to lead the way into his residence.
Death opened the door and let him through, again holding a torch, which went to place on a holder as soon as they were both inside. Then he remained aside, arms now folded on his chest, and Hypnos scanned the surroundings for the presence of the human.
The former saint was sitting on the ground, legs pulled up against his chest, and by just glancing at him, Sleep could see that he was in severe need of resting. He approached and the boy’s eyes got wide, probably not expecting to see him in that place.
«I assume you remember of me.» Hypnos said, bending a knee not far from him.
The kid kept silent, clearly tense as a coiled spring. Those weeks of imprisonment had done their job erasing his smug attitude, or so it seemed.
«You have no reasons to be scared of me, young man.» The god resumed. «I mean no harm.»
«I don’t believe you.» He heard him answer in a harsh voice.
«Are you accusing me of being a liar, then?» Hypnos replied with a smile, and the boy’s frown got darker.
He saw him averting his gaze, and probably he was checking if Thanatos was in the room. After a moment, Sleep could hear his brother’s steps as he was approaching, but Death never joined his side, remaining at a slight distance.
«What’s going on?» The human asked, clearly addressing Thanatos. «Don’t play tricks. Anything you have to do, just do it.»
«I don’t “have to” do anything, boy.» Death replied, still standing behind his brother. «Just oblige to what my twin says.»
The frown of former Cancer’s face darkened again, and he shot a glance at the golden haired god. Then he clicked his tongue and sat more straight, now looking at Hypnos directly.
«Whatever.» Hissed then. «I do remember of you.»
«I remember of you as well.» Sleep answered, moving to sit with his legs crossed. «You came to us and crashed on our chessboard. Were you aware that I wouldn’t have joined the fight?»
«I wasn’t.» The human muttered, and Hypnos could see that it was somehow a lie, although not entirely.
«You weren’t.» He repeated, tilting his head on a side. «But someone told you that I might have retreated from the fight, haven’t they? Someone who maybe already knew me from past happenings. Am I correct?»
«Why are you asking, if you already know that?» Former Cancer asked back with a glare, clearly becoming more anxious, and Hypnos could hear his brother sighing.
«Do I have to repeat myself?» Thanatos asked in a low voice. «When asked something, don’t ask back. Just answer the question.»
«You said I can’t make this stop.» The boy retorted. «So at least, I can say whatever the fuck I want to say.»
Sleep could almost smell his brother’s irritation at that, feeling his dark energy building up, and raised a hand before anything could happen, slightly turning towards Thanatos.
«Please, brother. This boy’s just afraid that something could happen to his mentor, he doesn’t mean to be disrespectful. Don’t you, young man?» He looked towards the human again, which had his breath quickened and eyes clearly fixed on Death’s figure. «And allow me to tell you that I don’t know anything. I am asking because I don’t know, that was just a conjecture. I recall meeting your teacher when he was younger than you, during the Holy War which took place two hundred years ago, so I supposed he might have told you something about me. Can you tell me if I am guessing right?»
«He said…» The boy swallowed. «He said you spared his life and that of his twin… and… also that you could have been more reasonable than your brother.»
«Reasonable.» The god smiled. «I tend to be more prone to think before I act, we can say that. And I didn’t expect your mentor to tell you this, I admit… but then again, he must have known I don’t like fighting, nor I enjoy bloodshed and violence. Is this correct?»
Former Cancer gave a small shrug.
«Kind of.» Answered then. «They said we were too young. We as saints, I mean. So, both of you could be too much of troublesome enemies.»
Hypnos nodded slowly, keeping his eyes into those of the human.
«Thus, you needed to prevent at least one of us from fighting.» He observed. «I understand.»
He stopped and checked the former saint’s expression, and waited to see if he would have said anything else, as he seemed willing to speak again.
«I overheard a conversation between my teacher and his brother.» The human said, in fact. «About you and your twin. So I decided to reach you… my mentor must have realized at some point, and joined me.»
Sleep kept silent, as that was undoubtedly a lie, and he didn’t even need to use his powers to see it. He remembered that when he fought, the Grand Pope of the Sanctuary was wearing the silver Altar cloth, given to him by his brother, and had that casket hidden in the chest plate. Also, that set of stripes… he had clearly acted with the intention of sealing Thanatos by using that technique, and most certainly, not only because his pupil was already there.
And Thanatos was probably aware of that, since he could sense his annoyance rising again.
«I understand that your intention is to protect your mentor.» Hypnos observed, before his brother could decide to do anything. «But you see, I can read through your words to see if you are lying. Aren’t you aware? Try and tell me the truth, it is better if you do. Both for you and your teacher.»
«Why am I being asked these questions?» The boy asked back. «How do I know that you’re not looking for a proof that my teacher did something to be punished for?»
«My brother already has many of a reason to be angry at him.» Sleep answered patiently. «If he wanted to “punish him”, he would be already doing it. Most certainly, your words couldn’t worsen the situation… maybe the contrary. What we know is that you came crashing on your chessboard, challenged my twin, then your teacher joined you and you eventually managed to seal Death’s immortal soul into a casket. Those are just the events, which you saw for yourself are already enough punishable.»
«If my teacher did those things, it was solely because of me.» The boy insisted. «He has nothing to be punished for.»
Hypnos’ eyes softened as he smiled, sighing vaguely.
«I see.» Said then. «So you would prefer my brother to lash at you twice his anger, if knowing that your mentor is safe. Which he is, right now he’s just sleeping, and no one has ever laid a finger on him. If you feel capable to believe what I am telling you, of course.»
«It’s not like I have any other choice.» The boy muttered. «But I cannot know if… if your twin will change his mind, at some point. And I don’t want all of this happening to my teacher, and also not because of something that I said.»
«And this is understandable.» The god nodded again. «You see, young man… speaking to you feels like talking to a wall. You’re stubborn and albeit easy to read, it’s impossible to convince you into cooperating. Not through good manners, at least.»
He paused, and the other’s body visibly tensed up. The boy winced and clearly gritted his teeth, glaring at him, in a way that reminded Hypnos of a cornered wild creature.
«If I am to say anything, anything at all, I want both of you to promise that my mentor won’t get tortured or hurt.» He said eventually, breathing out the words. «Otherwise, you can stick your good manners up your ass.»
«And this is exactly what I meant.» Sleep sighed, now straining not to chuckle. He turned towards Thanatos, as to remind him to please keep calm, then looked at the kid again. «Your mentor is not my property, young man. I have no will or possibility to decide for his wellbeing. Thus, your… proposal, must be directed towards my brother only.»
«No.» The human hissed, still glaring. «Both of you. I know your brother would let you do anything to him… and also to me, if you wanted to.»
Hypnos kept looking at him straight, telling himself that it was no wonder that the boy was in that poor state. Addressing Thanatos that way was the worst line of action he could take, and also, he was clearly pushing his luck too much. Sleep knew to be hard to annoy, and mostly tolerant to whatever kind of behavior, having Death as a twin brother… but that mortal in particular was seemingly trying his best to take things way too far.
Still, he was clearly reacting like that out of stress, so the god considered following up with him, just to see if it would have served to find a way to communicate. If nothing else, because Hypnos was yet far from understanding why Thanatos had seemed so troubled over his prize’s behavior.
«Alright.» He said eventually. «We can do this your way. No harm will come from my hands, towards the person who has been Grand Pope of your Sanctuary. You have my word.»
Subsequently, Hypnos thought that the boy had been just provoking when trying to ask for his promise, since the look on his face was plastered in pure astonishment and he clearly didn’t expect that answer. The human blinked several times, then breathed deeply and eventually shifted his gaze on Thanatos’ figure again. This time with a look which was almost pleading.
Death approached after some moments, going past his twin, and Hypnos watched as he went sitting beside the young former saint… quite a lot closer than he had imagined. Sleep almost frowned at the fact, observing carefully as the two looked at each other, Thanatos with a detached expression and the boy tensing up again.
«You wish me to give you my word.» Death said then, tone as plain as ever. «You do realize I could be lying.»
The boy seemed to swallow hard.
«You never lied to me.» He whispered. «When you say you’re not going to hurt me, it’s always true… so it must be the same for my teacher.»
And now that was also interesting, Hypnos considered. He very well knew that his brother had never been prone to lying… Death never lies, as Sleep does, instead. But then again, he wouldn’t have expected to hear such a kind of conversation.
«I need it.» The boy went on, this time through gritted teeth, even if his eyes had become pleading again. «Tell me you won’t hurt him. Please.»
«I can promise that when the time comes, I will give him the chance to avoid my retaliation.» Thanatos answered eventually. «But it will be his choice to accept this chance or not.»
The human frowned at the point of closing his eyes and nodded, pressing his forehead onto folded arms. Hypnos found himself wondering how was it that he was still awake; he must have been at that point of close fainting for a long while, now.
And a moment after that, Sleep had to widen his eyes, for his very twin brother had just raised a hand to caress the kid’s hair. Hypnos blinked, as if to make sure he was seeing things right, and was even more bewildered when former Cancer lifted his head and moved it, making Death’s palm slide on his face.
He had to regain composure, though, for the boy’s weary eyes shifted on him and then on Thanatos again.
«What it is that you want to know?» He heard him asking in half voice.
Hypnos softly cleared his throat before addressing the human.
«This teacher of yours, which was also a Cancer saint… he raised you, I suppose.» Said then. «You are clearly tied to him. When did you meet?»
The other seemed confused by the question.
«I don’t know how many years ago…» He shrugged. «More than ten.»
«And you inherited his golden cloth.»
The human just nodded, and he nodded back.
«I also guess he taught you what you knew about me and brother.» Hypnos went on. «What you both did, to seal Thanatos’ soul into that casket, was clearly an organized trap… since he was already wearing the Altar silver cloth when he got there. But I also recall that you seemed surprised when he joined the fight, so I suppose you actually went ahead by your own accord, knowing nothing about this trap I mentioned.» He paused and looked straight at the other, which was now frowning again. «The only thing you knew for sure was one of us being Thanatos, then you challenged him, hoping that I would have retreated. Which I did.»
Sleep stopped again and the human said nothing to that. He didn’t nod but neither he shook his head, therefore Hypnos considered the reasoning as correct.
«What I don’t understand, young man, is how was it that you wanted a fight with my brother.» He said again. «Or better… I remember you clearly stating that you wanted to “punch Death in the face”. Not many mortals would desire such a thing, to say the least.»
«I… I said that.» The boy sighed. «And I wanted to do it.» He winced, looking at the opposite side to where Thanatos was still sitting. «I heard my mentor and his brother talking to each other, saying that sealing Death had to be done… my mentor was preparing to go, but there was no way I could allow him to do it by himself. So I went ahead of him.»
Hypnos nodded vaguely, and he gave himself a moment before speaking again.
«Were you aware of the retribution, were you unsuccessful?» Asked eventually. «I’m talking about the fact that you directly challenged a god, rising at his same level, thus committing hubris. Weren’t you troubled by the possible consequences of your actions?»
«I thought that I would have been dead, anyway.» The boy answered, glancing at Thanatos before looking away again. «I told myself to try and defeat Death… for I knew I wouldn’t have survived the Holy War, so I wanted to choose my way to die. Dying would have been an endless torment in any case, so at least, I wanted to accomplish something before going.»
«I understand.» Sleep said, albeit not understanding in fact.
To be dead wasn’t an endless torment, unless some extremely rare, particular cases. It could be, maybe, because that human had ended many lives during his own, so he thought he would have deserved a harsh punishment anyway, hubris or not… but then again, there was something which wasn’t fitting the picture. Namely, the fact that former Cancer seemed to have held some sort of resentment, towards Thanatos. A personal resentment, to be more precise.
Still, Hypnos knew that it wasn’t a question he could pose. Most likely the kid wouldn’t have known how to answer, and even if he did he couldn’t say much, being sat there next to Death itself, who had spent a good deal of time making him pay for his crimes.
«Do you want to ask something of me?» The god demanded then, twining his fingers. «I know that you and my prizes held connections. You wish to know how they are doing, maybe?»
Former Cancer’s eyes moved to look at him.
«Are they alright?» He asked. «I know you have no reasons to hurt them, but… while Aries is more careful, Libra has a temper…»
«Former Libra has a bad temper, indeed, and he’s very well trying his best to get on my nerves.» Hypnos smiled vaguely. «He’s stubborn enough not to listen to anything I say, and behaves solely because he’s trying to protect his companion. It’ll take a while for him to adjust to the situation, but I do not intend to push him… former Aries does his best to keep him calm, with better results than I could ever achieve.» He paused and sighed to himself. «They’re both alright. You don’t need to trouble yourself over their wellbeing.»
The other sighed and seemed to ease up a little.
«They are…» He muttered, as if he was talking to himself. «They are very young.»
«Indeed. To me, they seem as children… and lately, I’ve been thinking that they might enjoy the chance of being together, with no one to tell them they are doing something wrong or inappropriate.»
«Inappropriate…?» Former Cancer gave him a surprised look. «They never did anything inappropriate.»
«No…?» Hypnos vaguely smiled. «I’m glad to hear it. They seem good kids, both of them, and former Aries is also very caring. I’m told you don’t want to see them… but I will ask you to reconsider. He’s worried, understandably.»
«He can’t help me.» The human answered in a whisper. «If he comes here, he’d end up being even more worried… he’s just a kid. He watched as the Pisces saint killed himself to defeat his opponent. He said nothing about that, but I know… I know he suffered.»
Stubborn and inconsiderate as he seemed to be, Hypnos told himself that former Cancer had a protective nature he didn’t expect to witness. He seemed straining to keep others safe, no matter the circumstances, even if he was the one in need of help.
«If my brother allows it, I think you should rest now.» He observed. «You need to close your eyes for a while.»
The human shrugged.
«I tried, but it didn’t work.»
Hypnos glanced at his twin, which was probably lost into some stream of thoughts, since he hadn’t shifted an inch and looked as if he was seeing nothing.
«Thanatos.» He called to draw his attention. «Would you let me help this young man to rest?»
«Fine.» Death answered in a detached tone, and former Cancer frowned.
«What…?» He almost snapped. «What does this mean?»
«You said you tried sleeping, and didn’t manage.» Hypnos answered, tone tranquil. «I can solve it.»
The boy just looked at him and ran a hand through his hair, saying nothing even if he was clearly anxious. And the god thought about suggesting him to lay down, but telling that would have only scared him even more, so he just used one minuscule fraction of his powers, and the other immediately started blinking. He was already exhausted, so it took the smallest amount of time for him to slide against the wall, body relaxing and head falling on a shoulder; his breathings eased as he was clearly in deep sleep already, and Hypnos looked at his twin again, waiting for him to suggest to leave the room.
«Brother.» Death said, giving back his look. «I wish to see his dreams.»
«Me too.» Sleep smiled. «But I thought it was better not to ask, since you seem still troubled.»
«I think that someone put weird ideas in his mind.» Thanatos muttered, again looking at the boy. «Some of the things he said, some of his beliefs and knowledges… they can’t be coming from him. Will you look for it, into his memory?»
«I will.» His brother nodded. «I agree with you, and I’m curious as well.»
Death nodded back and leaned in, and Hypnos almost raised an eyebrow when he saw his twin picking up the human’s limp body, to stand on two feet the moment after, carrying him. They went to the other corner of the big room, and Hypnos had to open another door to reach a chamber with a bed.
«Do it.» Thanatos said, sitting on the mattress with the kid still in his arms. «And be sure to pick the right one.»
«But of course.» Sleep vaguely smiled, leaning against the wall and folding his arms. «Anything for you, dearest brother. And you’re also welcome, obviously.»
«Yes, whatever.» Death muttered. «Thank you.»
Reaching for his powers, Hypnos wondered how was it, that his twin had grown so attached to that human. It was not just unlike him, but also strange because of the circumstances. Then again, it was even more interesting, all things considered… and Sleep finally could understand what was it, that made Thanatos so upset.
How odd must have been, for Death itself, to grow fond of a mortal soul? Of course Thanatos was troubled… probably he had no idea of what was actually happening to him.
He smiled to himself again, scanning the boy’s thoughts to find the right one, and trigger the dream they were looking for.
Notes:
Here we are again :3
We're aware that this is a transitioning chapter, and the "big deal" is to happen in the next one - we can anticipate that the following will lead to a major turn of events, regarding Thanatos and Manigoldo. Can any of you guess which is the dream they're about to see? It's something everyone already knows from canon, and it's also the source of Manigoldo's resentment towards Thanatos, since he actually wanted to punch him in the face (and he did!).Some little notes and explanations~
To quote Thanatos: "I am born from the Night itself. I was there even before the one you call Lady Athena came to be, before her Father of Gods, before his father too. My brother and I have watched as Uranus’ children struck him down, for we were already there."
This is referred to the fact that in Greek mythology, Hypnos and Thanatos are the offspring of Nyx - the Night itself. She was a goddess so dreaded and so powerful that even Zeus couldn't give her orders, as the word of the Father of Gods counted nothing, compared to that of the very Night. Moreover, it is stated that Death and Sleep are very ancient beings, older even than Cronus (Zeus' father), so that they define themselves Primordial Gods. This makes them somehow different from the Olympians, both for their roles and their behaviors.At some point, Hypnos teases his twin upon seeing him with a torch, and tells him: "it suits you, but you should keep it upside down"... to which Thanatos answers saying "yes, and you should be covered in poppies".
This is a nod to Death and Sleep's ichonography in statues and ancient vases - the upside down torch (representing life that goes out like light) is a symbol for Thanatos, while poppies (the flower which makes you sleep) are a symbol for Hypnos. And normally, both of them would be represented "covered in poppies", as Thanatos would say :)
Another icon for Thanatos, strangely, is the butterfly. Probably because nothing is more "beautiful and ephemeral" as a butterfly (at least for Greek folklore), so they thought it was a nice symbol for the very God of Death.We already speculated about the concept of "hubris", but if you need any refreshment on the topic, check out the notes on chapter 12 ^^
And that's it for today! We hoped you liked this chapie even if it's just to "introduce" the next one, and that you're all fine and well ♥
See you soon!
Chapter 18: XVIII
Notes:
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Chapter Text
Thanatos followed the pull of his twin’s power, and allowed himself to be drawn into the stream of dreams which were now covering former Cancer’s mind. Beside him, Hypnos seemed concentrated into scrutinizing them.
«There…» He said softly, his expression focused as his tone. «There are many concerning you, as he possessed the Cancer powers for his whole life… but this one. This is intense.»
«I’m here, brother.» Death nodded. «Show it to us.»
His twin nodded as well and the dream formed around them. Appeared the scenario of a mountain peak, with a dull sky and the stones of a light reddish shade, and to Thanatos’ surprise, he realized they were in the passage human souls had to take to reach the Underworld.
The long line of them was walking towards the pit, as they were falling one after another. And a young human with a thatch of deep blue hair was staring at them, with horror and disbelief plastered on his features. Thanatos could immediately recognize former Cancer’s appearance, even if he looked more than ten years younger than he recalled.
How is it that he reached this place, when he was just a child…? Death asked himself, frowning.
«Those are the dead.» Said a voice, and suddenly there was another person. Thanatos recognized the former Grand Pope of the Sanctuary, the kid’s mentor. «Thousands of them, from all over the world. They all come here.»
So that’s how he arrived here, the god realized, tapping fingers against one of his folded arms. His mentor brought him, using his soul-controlling technique.
The young boy had fallen to his knees, his breath quickened.
«But after they… after they fall down there…» He began, looking towards his teacher. «Down there, they find peace… right?»
«No.» The old human said, and Thanatos had his eyes widened. «Down there, there’s the Underworld. Those souls only find hell.»
The kid jolted up to his feet, again staring at the line of souls with his eyes wide, then back at his teacher, horror covering his features once more.
«Hell?!» He almost shouted, with a tone Death recognized. The one he used when he was scared. «Those people… they clearly died suffering! Are you telling me they will be suffering forever…?»
The old human said nothing to that, expression plain and severe, and Thanatos found himself hoping that he would have explained how things were. Because no, those souls weren’t going to suffer forever.
But the man kept saying nothing, even when his pupil asked if there was anything they could do to help, even if he was clearly desperate and on the verge of crying. Then the boy started addressing the souls falling, telling them not to, trying to convince the dead that they shouldn’t reach the Underworld… as if it would have done any good to anyone, if those souls had kept roaming Earth endlessly, incapable of finding their right place of existence.
Then again, Thanatos had to snap out of his thoughts because the kid had run towards the edge of the pit, to grab the body of a little girl which was about to fall. Obviously she started thrashing and screaming, wanting to reach her destination, and did it violently enough that they both fell. And Thanatos frowned again, seeing how the kid’s mentor grabbed him by the forearm, preventing him from going down.
«Manigoldo, let her go!» He shouted, but the boy shook his head and held still.
«I’m not going to!» He shouted back. «She died suffering, I won’t let her fall!»
«There’s nothing you can do for her, just-»
«No!» The young kid seemed more focused on trying to firmly hold the little girl, than grabbing back the hand which was keeping him. «She’s about to suffer even more, if she falls! She died in pain, I won’t let her go… I won’t let her suffer endlessly! What do we live for, if we only keep on suffering forever?!»
Thanatos lifted a hand and rubbed between his eyes, feeling his frown so deep he could have glared a hole into the scene.
It’s been lied to him, he thought, almost gritting his teeth. He’s been deceived to the point of desperation, one where he began to consider his life as completely worthless.
The little girl had thrashed enough to break free from the kid’s grip, and his teacher had lifted him up, placing him on safe ground again. Death forced himself to focus, as to follow their conversation.
«Remember why I brought you to the Sanctuary, Manigoldo.» He was saying, caressing the boy’s thick dark hair. «I wanted you to live. And I wanted to show you why we fight Hades… the Underworld Lord which dwells down there.»
Brushing his face as to get rid of the tears, the boy looked at his mentor.
«Feel the universe inside you.» The old human went on. «Feel it… and by feeling it, together we can defeat Death itself.»
What…?
Thanatos had to widen his eyes again as the kid nodded, and the dream faded as it had lost its intensity.
«Well…» Hypnos commented, and Thanatos remembered he was there just at that point, for he had completely forgotten. «It’s no wonder that the boy wanted to deliver a punch to your face.»
«Those are all lies!» Death found himself almost shouting and pointing at nothing, since the dream had disappeared into black. «That… that human convinced him that he had to defeat me, to… to prevent people from dying…? How does this all make any sense?!»
Hypnos turned towards him, arms folded and expression plain.
«It doesn’t make sense, in fact.» He answered then. «But the Cancer kid was very young, and this was clearly a traumatic experience for him. I doubt he had any mean to question himself about it… the occurrence just stuck to his mind and remained there, causing him to consider you an enemy, and not a mere state of existence. As if it was somehow… wrong, for people to die.»
Thanatos ran a hand through his hair, glaring daggers at his twin.
«He wouldn’t have challenged me, if not for this… this…» He muttered through gritted teeth. «Now he wouldn’t be locked in my quarters, suffering my punishment, if it wasn’t for a lie.»
«I suppose it was a white lie, on his mentor’s point of view.» Sleep said, still calmly. «Or better… I guess that his mentor didn’t even consider it a lie. Probably he was told this same lie by his predecessor, and so on. You know that saints of Athena are brainwashed… they go as far as to traumatize kids, to earn their complete and utter allegiance.»
«I simply don’t accept it.» Death gestured at the black scenario before them. «I can’t. Wind back the dream, now.»
«What are you possibly talking about, brother?»
«I said, wind back the dream. And make me interfere with it. I’m going to show the kid how things are for real, because this is unacceptable.»
Hypnos sighed, rubbing fingers between his eyes.
«You could worsen things, if you show him the truth. It would be better if you just talked some sense into him… if you really must. For I don’t understand how this is so important to you.» He moved in closer, and his expression became more stern. «You were wondering about former Cancer’s odd behavior, and about his reasons. And now you have your answers. No need to meddle further with the state of things.»
«I said,» Thanatos repeated, moving forward as well, until their foreheads were almost brushing. «Wind back the dream. And make me interfere with it.»
It took a while for his twin to answer, and Death thought about repeating himself again, but eventually Hypnos stepped back and sighed.
«You’re impossible.» Said then, focusing on the stream of dreams again. «Remind me why I am giving you the free hand on this.»
«Because it’s unacceptable.» Thanatos growled, and his brother sighed again.
«Lots and lots of things are “unacceptable”, Thanatos. I can’t fathom why you are fretting over this one in particular, which is a lot pettier than the most part of those we have witnessed, over the course of time.»
«Just wind back the damn dream, brother, and please shut up.»
He could see that Hypnos was now smiling, but didn’t care at the moment, albeit realizing he was throwing a tantrum. The dream eventually resumed from the beginning, with the line of souls going up the mountain, dull sky and all, and the young Cancer kid looking at them with shock on his face.
«Do not allow the memory of his teacher to show up.» Death said, and his brother sighed for the third time, but seemed to comply for the boy remained there by himself, telling souls to try and listen to him, looking down the pit from time to time, and becoming more and more distressed.
Eventually, the figure of the little girl approached the end of the line, and again, the kid tried to grab her and prevent her from falling. As they were about to go down, Thanatos approached and grabbed him by the shoulder, pulling back both of them; the boy fell sat with a surprised yelp, and Death took the girl by her waist, allowing her to calm down as she curled up against his side, grabbing on his robe. Same as if she had been a real soul, and not just a projection from a dream.
He couldn’t scan that soul to see how she had died, since it was all made by Hypnos, and they weren't actually at the Underworld’s entrance. And Thanatos couldn’t even remember her amongst the myriad of dead which had fallen down that cliff. But he considered she had probably died starving, after losing both her parents.
«Who…» He heard the boy mutter, and looked at him. «Who are you…? What is this place?»
«It is just a passage.» Death answered. «A path for souls to walk, and reach their destination.»
The kid frowned and seemed to swallow hard, then got up on his feet and looked into the pit.
«This means… this is…»
«One of the entrances for the Underworld, yes.»
«This place is bad.» The kid whispered, still giving his back to Thanatos.
«It is not a good place, but it’s necessary. Souls need to climb the mountain to reach here, as you can see.» Thanatos looked at the long line. There were all kind of mortal souls, those who couldn’t walk held by others, slowly moving one after another. «It’s a long, distressing path. But eventually they come here and they can fall.»
«What’s down there is bad, I know that.» The kid insisted. «Why do they have to fall?»
«How can you know that down there is bad…?» Death asked, waiting for him to turn around. «Have you been there?»
«What about you? How can you know?»
Thanatos smiled. The habit of asking back instead of answering was an old one, or so it seemed.
«I am well aware.» He answered. «I come from down there. That is where I dwell, and this you know, for you know me. Turn around, child, look at me.»
«I can’t.» The boy said, tone uncertain. «I can’t look at you.»
«Are you afraid of me?»
«You said I can’t.» The image of the kid glitched for a moment, showing a young man of twenty-five, then returned to appear that of a kid. «I don’t know what to do. I can’t go down there, but I can’t stay here either. Do people come here, when I kill them?»
«Yes.» Death answered again. «They come here when you send them to me.»
«How can I stop this?»
The image glitched again, then again came that of a kid, and Thanatos turned around to send his twin an eloquent look. To that, Hypnos answered rolling up his eyes, and seeming as annoyed as ever, but the small star on his forehead shone for a second as he used his powers again, keeping the human’s subconscious that of a child.
«Why do you wish to stop this?» The god asked then, again addressing the boy. «It is just natural for people to die. No one can stop it, but it isn’t necessarily a bad thing. It is one state of existence.»
«But they suffer.» The other answered. «They suffer all their life and then suffer again and forever. Why? Who created this?»
Death tilted his head, still looking at the boy’s back.
«You say they suffer all their life… it isn’t always true. Life isn’t only made of pain and sorrow.» Said then. «And when people fall down there, they go to another place where they are not alive anymore. It might be a scary place, full of darkness, but it isn’t just a place of suffering. It’s not entirely different from your Earth… good for some, bad for others.»
The kid turned towards him with a wince, as if he was about to start crying.
«Promise…?»
«Promise.» Thanatos nodded, lifting his free hand as to invite him to approach. «Come here.»
The other turned completely and made a few steps in his direction, then stopped and widened his eyes.
«I-» He begun, tensing up and backing off again, at the risk of falling over the edge. «I did… I did something wrong.»
«You said you were not afraid of me.» Death insisted. «You said you have known me for all your existence, that I was always beside you. Do you know who I am?»
«I remember you.» The boy answered in a low voice, again slightly moving backwards. His feet were now half standing out of the safe ground. «I remember the sound of steps in the dark. I remember that it’s bad.»
«Then let me ask you again.» This time Thanatos approached, still keeping the little girl close to his side. «Are you afraid of me?»
«I think…» The kid winced and looked down. «I think… I am. But sometimes I’m not.»
«Now you have no need to be.» Death was right before him, towering over his small figure, and lifted a hand to brush his hair. «Everything is alright, child.»
The other’s eyes teared up and his body shook as he threw himself into the god’s arms, grabbing his robe as the little girl was doing. Thanatos held him back, bending knees to reach his height, and then wiped tears from his cheeks.
«It’s alright.» He whispered. «There’s no need to cry.»
«I don’t…» The kid sobbed, rubbing the back of a hand on his face. «I don’t know what to do… if I fall, I can’t come back.»
Thanatos wrapped an arm on his back, holding his nape with the palm to make their eyes meet.
«You won’t fall.» Said then, looking straight at him. «I hold you tight. You won’t ever fall, little one.»
«B-but…» He stammered. «But you… you hate me. I can’t stay anywhere else but with you… and if you hate me, I don’t know what to do.»
«I don’t hate you.» Death leaned in, almost at the point that their foreheads were brushing. «Not anymore. You can stay with me, and you will. You’ve been looking for my embrace all your life… and now I’m here, embracing you, and I won’t let you go. Ever.»
«I’m sorry.» The child folded arms around his neck, hiding into it. «I was afraid.»
«I know.» Thanatos answered with a much lower tone, caressing his back. «And now I know that it was never your fault.»
He embraced him like that, as the kid tightened his hold, and he never stopped comforting him until the younger seemed to have quieted down a little. Then Death took his chin and lifted it, stroking his cheek with the thumb.
«Do you want to see where this little girl was going?» He asked.
«Is it… is it a nice place?»
«It is, yes. I can show it to you.»
«Will you come with me?»
Thanatos smiled while nodding, holding his waist as he got up again, lifting both the kids.
«Keep holding me.» He said, approaching the edge of the pit. «Don’t be afraid. I won’t let you fall.»
The kid seemed scared but nodded, clutching his robe again, and tensing up as Thanatos stepped into the void, slowly descending.
«We’re falling… slowly.» He observed after a while, and Death smiled again.
«We could say that, yes.» Said then. «But see, I have wings. I can never fall.»
«Oh…» The kid frowned, nodding vaguely. «You do, I remember… they are very shiny.»
Death almost chuckled to that, since yes, his divine cloth made the wings look shiny indeed, when he was wearing it. The kid was still mixing up memories of him, or so it seemed, and wasn’t making much sense, since Thanatos was directly speaking to his child subconscious.
The small star on his head became brighter, to enlighten the path as they went down, and the kid gave him a curious look. He lifted a hand to touch his forehead, at the very center where the star was glowing.
«What is this...?» Asked then.
«The mark of how I came to be, born from the Night itself.»
«Oh.» He stopped touching and his expression showed a slight concern. «But it’s cute.»
Thanatos blinked and eventually smiled once more.
«Do you think so?» Asked then. «Do you want one yourself?»
«Can I…?» The other asked back. «But I wasn’t born from the Night… and then no one would be able to see it, even if I did.»
«And why not?» Death inquired, finding himself still amused by that weird conversation.
«Because of the headgear. It covers my forehead.»
«Oh, and this is a problem indeed.» He observed. «You should not wear the headgear, then, if you want it to show.»
«This is not possible.» The child sighed. «The headgear is important. My teacher gave it to me.»
«No, little one… you’ve never been given anything by anyone.» Thanatos turned to look at him in the eyes. «Your golden cloth was never a present. You earned it, it chose you. The Cancer stars decided it was you who had to wield them.»
The tunnel was becoming less and less dark, showing the way souls had to take, to get evaluated by the Infernal Judges. Thanatos went through that, observing that his twin had made a great deal of work into replicating the Underworld scenario for that dream, and eventually reached the path taken by innocent souls to rejoin together, in the Asphodel Meadows.
From there it looked like a small graveled way, surrounded by greens and greyish flowers, with a pale blue sky above them. The young girl in his arms moved, eyes blinking, and she tilted her head to look at him.
Death placed her on the ground, and she immediately turned around and started running. He followed long enough for them to see that a woman was welcoming her, arms open, as the girl threw herself on her chest while calling out for her.
«See?» He said, addressing the kid, which still had hands placed on his shoulder but was hunched forward to look at the scene. «There would have never been more suffering, for that child. And right now, as we speak, she’s still here with her family.»
«I thought…» The boy said, blinking vaguely. «I thought she was still suffering.»
«I know.» Thanatos sighed, trying not to sound bitter. «They were wrong, the ones who told you so. But now it’s alright. Now you’ve been shown the truth.»
The moment after, Hypnos materialized in front of them, arms folded and expression plain, which his twin interpreted as visibly fed up.
«It’s time.» Sleep said. «We must go.»
«And we will.» Thanatos smiled vaguely. «Thank you, brother.»
The other nodded and the dream again faded into black, but this time, Hypnos completely withdrawn his power, and they found themselves into the room they had left. And Death still had former Cancer into his arms, although he wasn’t a child anymore.
The boy twitched slightly, still fast asleep, and Thanatos lied down to place him on the bed.
«Have I already said that you’re impossible?» He heard his brother speak, somewhere behind his shoulders. «Are you satisfied with yourself, now?»
Thanatos smiled, knowing his twin couldn’t see him, and begun unfolding arms from the human’s body, but Hypnos circled the bed and lied down as well, making him stop halfway.
«Stay.» He said, moving in closer. «We need to rest too.»
«And you’re right.» Death answered, doing the same, at the point that the kid was almost pressed between them, his back resting against Hypnos’ chest. «Are you mad at me, brother?»
«I am significantly annoyed, not mad.» Sleep smiled, moving his head so that their stars were touching. «And we need to talk about this, Thanatos. But since you seem to have calmed down, I can say it’s fine for now.»
«We will.» He answered again, lifting an arm to meet his twin’s hand. They bent their wrists together and twined the fingers, to keep contact between their palms. «And it’s fine for now.»
Hypnos said nothing to that and they closed their eyes in the same instant, and for the first time in those which were human years.
Notes:
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So, we finally see the event which represents the major change in these two characters' relationship.
The scene which is described here is directly taken by Episode 17 of The Lost Canvas anime adaptation, and written as much closely as possible to its animated counterpart - but displayed by Thanatos' point of view, which of course knew nothing about the occurrence.
It pretty much sums up what were Manigoldo's "personal resentments" towards Death, which lead him to find Thanatos and directly challenge him, stating that he wanted to deliver a punch to his face. As if, in fact, Death itself was the cause for people's suffering and ordeals, which on Thanatos' perspective, doesn't make any possible sense (being Death a part of Life, a natural state of existence).Let's clarify a couple of things with notes!
About the Asphodel Meadows: On the internet there's a lot of information and different takes on what the Asphodel Meadows are, but here, they are used as the section of the Underworld where innocent souls can rest, rejoin together, and don't have to pay any penance before getting reincarnated. Not always they reincarnate, in fact - some of them willingly choose to stay in the Meadows as souls, not wanting to try on another life.
Of course the little girl in a pink dress, the one Manigoldo wanted to keep from falling, was destined there. Being just an innocent child, she had to pay no penance for her actions in life, thus she even skipped judgment and went straight towards the Meadows.About Hypnos' powers: We speculated that being the God of Sleep, he can interfere with dreams - and consequently with memories - manipulating subconcious as he did here. The result, for Manigoldo, will be that of having two different versions of his visit to the Underworld Gates: one is the "official" occurrence, that of Sage bringing him there, and the other is the "dreamlike" version with Thanatos' presence, as if it actually happened at some point in his childhood. Still, Manigoldo will be aware that the second one was a dream, as his previous memories on the event were not erased.
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Chapter 19: XIX
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“[…]Instead the immortals will bear you to the Elysian Fields, at the world’s end, where existence is best for men. There is no snow there, no rain, or fierce storms: rather Ocean brings singing breaths of the West Wind, to refresh them.”
Homer - The Odyssey
The sound of water flowing, and gentle wind which shrouded his body, were the most soothing that young Libra could ever imagine.
It almost felt like sea breeze but was way more quiet, ruffling his hair like a caress, and he breathed slowly in and out, trying to reach for his cosmo. He knew it was still there, it must have been still there as it was for Shion, and Dohko kept his eyes closed and slowly closed his hands into fists, detaching from any physical sensation to rejoin with his deepest self, the part of him which was the most close to the Libra stars.
His cloth was on Earth, somewhere. He could sense it, even if beyond reach, but eventually had to stop trying when he realized he had no means to get closer to it. Not in that way, at least.
He opened his eyes with a sigh, and after a moment realized that there was a person not far from him. Blinking a little, Dohko recognized him as one of Sleep's children, having two wings at the sides of his head, and messy white hair around them.
«I’m sorry to disturb you.» The creature said, nodding a greeting. «I come on behalf of my father and liege.»
Libra frowned vaguely, suddenly glad that Shion was far from him at the moment, since they had decided to try and reach for the respective cosmo at some distance from each other. Mainly because the presence of his friend wasn't allowing Dohko to focus on anything which wasn’t… his friend's presence. And now that there was someone else, it was all the better for the young man to be alone.
«Hello there.» He said, crossing arms on his chest. «I’m Libra Dohko. I hope you're not here to… “play”, as one of your siblings said some days ago.»
«I’m known as Dream God Oneiros.» The creature answered, closing his eyes and giving a brief sigh. «And you must forgive my little sister… Portrayer Phantasos can be very unpleasant, when she wants to. I only came here to inform you that my father has awakened from slumber, thus you will find him again upon returning to his residence.»
Dohko nodded, considering that two days before, they were informed that Sleep wouldn’t have been around, since he was apparently resting with his twin… and in fact, both the gods had seemed nowhere to be seen for a while.
«Thank you for telling me.» He eventually said.
The demigod gave the slightest bow and turned around to leave, and the young man breathed deeply, deciding to reach for Shion to inform him.
They had been trying to look for Manigoldo during the past days, while the Twin Gods were absent. But Death's residence had many locked doors, and they simply couldn't find their comrade, which was probably behind one of them… and Dohko had felt a strange, distressing sensation at the thought that maybe it was better like that, since they couldn't have done anything to help him anyway, even if they had eventually found him.
He tried not to think about it, massaging his temples with a hand, and kept moving along the river. He saw Shion after a short walk, noticing him sitting on a large flat rock, eyes closed and bare chested, his wavy blond mane rustling with the wind.
Libra had to blink at that, looking away to stare at his own reflection in the water, then cleared his voice to draw the other’s attention.
«Dohko?»
«Hey.» Libra called back, turning towards him again. «Any better chances than me?»
Shion sighed slowly and tapped fingers on his own chest.
«I can sense a warmth. Stronger than before, now it's not the faintest breath of air anymore.» He said. «But I'm far from the light of my stars. Too far to reach it, or so it seems.»
«Same here. I feel my cloth out of here, somewhere, but it’s too far for me to reach it as well.» Dohko shrugged vaguely. «The fact that no one destroyed it into pieces is already a good thing, I guess.»
«Well…» Shion frowned, twining fingers together. «A destroyed cloth can be repaired. Master Hakurei taught me how to do it… still, it feels strange to hear that you can somehow sense your cloth, for I can’t.»
Dohko frowned as well, moving to go sit on the edge of the river.
«Maybe I’m just imagining things.» Muttered then, looking at the water. «I wish so much I could wear my cloth that I picture it being somewhere.»
«But it is somewhere, and you know it.» Shion had gotten up and apparently was approaching to sit next to him. «I don’t think you’re imagining anything. Maybe… maybe if we get out of this place you could sense it better.»
«You mean out of the Underworld…?» Libra turned towards him with a half smile. «Yeah, well, I wish we could, but I suppose we won’t find any road sign to point us how to reach Earth.»
«I meant out of Elysium.» Aries was as serious as ever, Dohko internally sighed. «It’s been some time now that we’ve been claimed. And I’m beginning to wonder why we are kept here… nothing has been asked of us, we are basically left to our own devices.»
«And it feels like Sleep has claimed us on a whim, I know.» He bent backwards, supporting his weight on the palms. «Maybe we should ask him, even if I don’t think we would get much of an understandable answer. And by the way, seems like he’s back. The guy with wings on his head was here, before, and he told me that the Twins woke up.»
Shion nodded vaguely, and took some moments to speak again.
«I will try to ask him why he claimed us. And I suppose I will also ask for permission to leave… I couldn’t say Elysium is an unpleasant place, but it’s starting to feel suffocating.»
Libra said nothing to that, keeping another sigh for himself, and just looked at the blue sky above them. His last conversation with Hypnos was still fresh on his mind, and he knew he had to try and avoid stepping over his boundaries, when dealing with specters… and leaving that place, they would have most certainly met specters and whatnot. Dohko knew it would have been hard for him not to talk back to threats, and while he couldn’t care less about what happened to himself, he didn’t want to involve Shion in unpleasant circumstances.
«I’m not sure,» he heard Aries say and looked at him again. «but I might have sensed the presence of another one of our comrades.»
«What…?» Dohko almost snapped, sitting upright. «Who?»
«As I said, I’m not sure…» His friend was frowning, tapping the fingertips together. «But for a moment, I thought I felt Asmita’s presence. I’m guessing he’s been claimed too, but… I remember how it went, with him, I mean how he died. You should too. So I have no idea of who could be the one holding him prisoner now.»
Dohko nodded, rubbing a palm on his lips, and recalling how the Virgo saint had lost his life, using his blood to create that rosary which could prevent specters from coming back to life.
«Maybe he hasn’t been claimed.» Said then in a half voice. «Maybe… I don’t know, I mean, Asmita was… different from us. Talking to him always felt like interacting with a spirit or something.»
«Are you suggesting he could be still wielding his cosmo and cloth?»
«I don’t know.» Libra sighed deeply. «I’m just hoping for a miracle to happen, I guess.»
He got up and shook his head, then took off the upper part of his tunic and moved into the water, wanting to put his muscles into work. Those calm waters couldn’t oppose any resistance for there was just a weak current, but he had always enjoyed swimming nonetheless.
He resurfaced and shook his head again, to remove the wet locks from his face, and found himself giving back Shion’s gaze, which was apparently looking at him, still sat on the shore. Dohko gestured him to come, then dived again and approached.
«These waters are perfect for the slow swimmer you are.» Said then, while his friend was stepping into the low rim.
«The “slow swimmer” I am?» Shion smiled vaguely, plunging up to his midriff. «Surely I didn’t use to force myself against the flow of the Lushan rivers, as you used to do.»
Dohko smiled as well and took his hand, gently pulling him as he moved backwards were the water was deeper.
«Let’s try and relax for a while.» Said then, stroking the back of his hand. «Later we will resume thinking about all of this. We can speak to Sleep, try to understand what’s happening, try finding a way to help our friends… but now we can take a moment to just stop minding about it. What do you say?»
Aries nodded with a slow sigh, then his hand slipped away, for Shion had lifted both arms and grabbed the sides of Dohko’s head. And before Libra could even blink to that, Shion pulled him closer and kissed him on the spot, making their bodies fit together.
He couldn't help but smile at his friend’s intense look, caressing his face and brushing away his wavy blonde locks.
«I was hoping for you to do that.» Said then, and Shion nodded again, tilting his head but just making their lips brush.
«I've been… it's been hard to focus.» He whispered. «Now I think I understand why this wasn't allowed, at the Sanctuary. It's… it's straining to think about anything else.»
Dohko found himself frowning at the implications of that sentence, realizing that he was already feeling a knot inside his lower abdomen, and that it was surprisingly satisfying to know that Shion had been thinking about the exact same thing as him.
He decided to keep saying nothing and just leaned in to kiss the other again, moving some steps into the water to push him against a rock, and almost moaning when Aries grabbed his shoulders and went close to sinking nails into his skin.
Their waists rubbed together and Dohko shivered all the whole, but a moment later, Shion pulled away and gave him an almost widened look.
«Wait, we are…» He muttered, suddenly looking around. «We are in the open.»
«But there's no one.» Libra replied, then blinked and tried to snap out of it. «You're right, let's… let's try and not do anything stupid. I… I mean, we can… get inside, maybe? Or…» He pulled away completely and winced, sliding a hand through his dark hair. «I'm… an idiot, I guess. I have no idea what I'm saying.»
To his surprise, Shion smiled and almost chuckled.
«It's alright.» Aries said softly, then took Dohko’s hands to put them on his neck. «You said we should relax for a little while, and you're right. Just… let's avoid doing stupid things.»
Libra just nodded, trying not to stare, and realizing that the only thing he could think about was how beautiful his friend was, especially when smiling in that sweet way.
«So, can I…» He almost stammered, stroking his neck with the fingers. «Can I kiss you again?»
The other just nodded and moved in to kiss him. As Dohko was kissing back he slid his hands on Aries’ hips, pushing him against the rock, and the other spread his legs, welcoming Libra’s body against his own.
Their movements became quickly urgent, and Shion wrapped arms around his head, while Dohko slid the palms under his trousers, grabbing his cheeks and rubbing their waists together again.
Feeling him moan between his lips had the effect of making his hair stand on end. He moved his hands down freeing more of the other’s skin, and even if they were half underwater, he could clearly feel the heat of Shion’s body.
«Take your trousers off.» He said, breathing heavily on his lips.
«We said we wouldn’t have done anything stupid…» Shion answered in a half voice, his eyes glossy and lips reddened.
«I suppose…» Dohko kissed his chin right below the lips. «I suppose that since no one is around, it’s a moderately stupid idea.»
«This is probably just a bad idea.» Aries replied, but kissed him again and started to unlace his trousers.
«You’re probably right.» He nodded in the kiss, doing the same thing.
A part of Libra’s mind registered that they should have kept careful about the trousers, since they were in the water and the flow could drag them away, but he couldn’t care less at that moment. As soon as their bodies were fully uncovered he took Shion’s legs and lifted him up, wrapping them around his waist; the other pressed himself against the rock and arched a little, exposing all the whole, and Dohko leaned in and begun kissing and nibbling at his chest, still holding his thighs.
«Just…» He heard Aries whisper. «Just do it.»
He inhaled sharply and nodded, grabbing tightly on his hips and pushing himself against him. The resistance he found made him hesitate, but his hair were pulled and Shion glared, nodding as well, so he just kept pressing, hoping not to hurt him. The muscles were so tight that Dohko almost winced, and the other grabbed on his shoulders, breathing heavily.
«Are you…» He begun, finding his voice strained.
«I don’t care.» Aries hissed, slightly pushing against him. «Move.»
He tried to comply, and ended up leaning forward and placing a palm on the rock, next to Shion’s head. After some moments he realized that the water was helping, making his movements easier, so he kept slowly rocking his hips, until both their bodies lost much of the tension.
He gave a stronger push, and Shion moaned and grabbed on his hair, arching below him. Dohko began moving more freely, at some point pulling out and making Aries bend on the shore, and he hid his face into an arm to muffle his voice.
He leaned on Shion’s body and allowed himself to get carried on, feeling him quiver in his embrace, and ended up pressing the forehead on his back while they both tried to catch their breaths.
«Can you…» He heard Aries whisper after some moments. «Dohko, you’re smothering me.»
«I’m sorry.» Libra almost jolted up, and the other twitched a little as he pulled away. «Are you alright?»
He winced, realizing at that moment that maybe he should have been more focused on what Shion was feeling, and gave him a guilty look as the other turned around.
«I’m fine.» The other answered, cupping some water with a hand to wet his face. His cheeks were in fact pretty flushed.
He moved closer again, and hesitated just a split second before leaning in to kiss him, and Shion did the same, rubbing their cheeks together.
«Have you…» Dohko asked, looking down after they pulled away. «I mean…»
«Yes.» Aries smiled softly, lifting a hand to caress his cheek. «I “just”, how you’d say. Some time before you.»
«And why didn’t you tell me…?»
Shion blinked, now looking confused.
«Was I… supposed to tell you?» He asked back, tilting his head.
«Well, yes.» Libra answered with a serious tone. «If you do, it means that… that you like it.»
«I thought it was kind of obvious.» Shion observed. «Wasn’t it? I will tell you, then. Next time.»
Dohko found himself smiling, not completely aware of the reason why, and this time didn’t hesitate before kissing him again. He sat on the river floor and took the other with him, dragging him down so that he would sit on his legs, as water got up to their shoulders or almost, all the while still kissing him.
Shion didn’t seem to mind and gave it back, caressing his neck and shoulders, and after a while they resumed rubbing against each other. He had to crack a smile and gave his friend another guilty look, tapping fingers on his lower back.
«Why are you looking so happy, now…?» Aries asked, though he was smiling as well.
«It’s, well…» He said, looking away for a moment. «I suppose it’s… it’s because you’re here, and it’s alright. That’s it, I guess.»
The other nodded, stroking the line of his chin.
«I guess it is.» Said then, brushing their lips together.
They kept close and Shion begun caressing his back, as if lining out the forms of his muscles, turning the kisses into slow ones, and to Dohko it felt like he was exploring him, as his fingers kept traveling on his body.
«I thought it was only me.» He whispered after some more moments, closing his eyes as Shion’s hands caressed his face. «I thought I was… doing something wrong.»
«What do you mean?»
«I mean… I told you already, after I kissed you the first time, that the thought of doing it had been there in my mind for longer than you could imagine. And it was true.» He paused with a small sigh. «I’ve been… dreaming of you. I’ve been wanting to kiss you for…»
He was interrupted by the other, which had leaned down to kiss him, and he had to open his eyes in surprise for a moment.
«I’m glad you did.» Shion whispered after pulling away, their lips still brushing. «I never thought I could be desired this much. And I never thought it would’ve felt like this.» He took Dohko’s hand and placed it on his own chest. «I don’t care if we’re doing something wrong, not anymore. Now I just want you here with me.»
Libra closed his eyes and breathed deeply, nodding, and deciding to pretend that things were alright, even if just for a short time. That they weren’t there in the Underworld, and the whole Holy War didn’t happen, and everything was just fine for them and for everybody else.
«I want to take you again.» He muttered on Shion’s neck, and his friend nodded back, grabbing on his shoulders.
Dohko pressed him on the rocky shore and lifted one of his legs, and heard him moan softly as he slowly entered his body. He kept staring at him, realizing that the previous time it had been almost completely dark, with the room lit by a single candle, while now Libra could look at how beautiful his friend was, even more so for his eyes were almost teary and his cheeks reddened as he had never seen them.
He gave in to the embrace again, actually able to put aside his thoughts, and pretend they were on Earth and everything was fine. It felt especially true when Shion clutched his forearms and called him, arching completely, then moved up and kissed him, silencing both their voices.
They found themselves breathing heavily on each other’s lips, still holding onto one another, and Dohko couldn’t keep a smile while trailing his fingers on the other’s now wet locks of hair.
«You know…» He said, still trying to catch his breath. «I have no idea where our trousers might be, at the moment.»
«What…?» Shion seemed somehow far from recovering, and his eyes were still foggy. «Where…» He blinked, and Libra almost chuckled at how disheveled he looked. «They must be here, we only took them off before.»
«We did it while being in the water.» Dohko emphasized with a small shrug, still smiling. «And there’s a current.» His friend blinked again, but this time, his eyes went a little wide. Libra couldn’t avoid laughing at his expression. «You said it was a stupid idea, Shion… and you were right. As always.»
«By all the Gods…» Shion sighed and propped his forehead down on the other’s shoulder. «Do you have any idea of where this river ends up to?»
«We can hope they got stuck somewhere. Because no… I have no idea.»
~
While slowly coming to his senses, Thanatos could feel the unfamiliar and pleasant sensation of air filling up his lungs. He breathed, opening his eyes and finding the golden gaze of his brother looking back at him.
Before Death had the time to speak his chest twitched, his ears acknowledging the sound of his own heart beating.
«It's been centuries since the last time it happened.» Sleep spoke softly, brushing the back of his hand with a thumb, and Thanatos vaguely nodded.
He couldn't properly remember the last time his iron heart had started beating, or even why it had occurred. It was so rare that sometimes he almost forgot it was possible. His muscles relaxed while his body was gaining warmth, and he had the impression that the mattress was more comfortable than he remembered.
«Is this happening because of the Cancer kid?» Hypnos resumed, his fingers sliding through Death’s hair.
Thanatos looked down at the said human, still unconscious and pressed between them, his furrowed face almost hidden in Death's chest.
«My beloved brother,» he whispered, and his voice came out a lot softer than usual. «you know who is the only one who can make my heart beat… and it isn't this young man. Did you take pity into someone, again?»
«Did I?» Hypnos asked back, and his palm went resting on Thanatos’ neck, half touching his face. «Why are you addressing this to me? I just complied to your request.»
«A legitimate request.» He replied with a half smile. «Are you still angry at me?»
«At this precise moment, the only thing which is annoying me is the fact that I can’t get any closer to you.»
«How unfortunate…» Death looked at former Cancer’s figure again. The room was bright enough for him to properly see the boy; there was a half open window, so that the weak glow of a torch wasn’t the only source of light, for a change. «I suppose this kid’s presence is bothering you, brother. Are you keeping him asleep?»
«I have no reasons to do that.» His twin answered. «He was in severe need for resting, and he will be asleep for a while still. My powers aren’t needed.»
Thanatos frowned at that, while the other sat up and pulled back his hair.
«And what are you scowling for, now?» Hypnos asked then, glancing at him.
«I want the kid awake,» Death answered, turning to lay on his back and placing a hand on the chest, to feel his own heart beating. «but I also want him to rest.»
«You’re an immature whimsical meddler, that’s it.» From the tone of his voice, Thanatos could say that his twin was smiling. And Hypnos in fact was, as he noticed upon looking at him. «Do you realize the implications of what happened, when you interfered with that particular dream? Tell me you do, even if I know that you acted solely in the wake of your tantrum.»
«I showed him a truth he didn’t know.» He replied, smiling vaguely. «He’s going to be very confused when he wakes up.»
«Oh, really…?» Sleep lifted his brows in a surprised look, which was so fake he almost chuckled. «Will you care to explain him, then? I suppose you won’t, since you have the patience of a toddler.»
«Beloved brother of mine, your words are so remarkable and bitter that my heart bleed, and it just started beating again…» Death rubbed his own fingertips together, finding them unusually warm. «I’m afraid the boy will be forced to endure my toddler patience for a while.»
Hypnos just sighed and seemed not wanting to retort. He leaned in, placing a palm on Thanatos' midriff, then made it slide up on his chest.
«Your heart does beat.» Said then, his tone way softer than before, almost thoughtful. «I must say I'm impressed. You really took pity on this human.»
«I sincerely thought it was your fault again.» Thanatos said, reaching for his brother’s hand and making their fingers entwine. «Your fingers are colder than mine, this is unfamiliar… and well, I suppose I will have to come up with something, not to make the boy freak out. Or not too much, at least.»
«I don’t even want to inquire about what you could be possibly talking about.» Sleep replied. «Then… yes. You’re warmer than me, and it’s unfamiliar. Have I already said I’m annoyed at the fact that I can’t get any closer to you, right now?»
«We are divided by an impassable obstacle.» Thanatos almost chuckled. «I enjoy seeing you annoyed, enough not to make things easier. And what they say is indeed true… Sleep lies. I know you’re curious about the boy’s fate, even if you pretend you’re not.»
His brother gave a deep sigh, then stood up and circled the bed, and Thanatos looked at him moving with a half smile, knowing that Hypnos hadn’t wanted to rise for any possible reason… still, he seemed to have given up.
«You know I lie.» Sleep said then, laying down next to him again, but on the opposite side. «And how many times you told me that I can mislead everyone, gods and mortal alike-»
«But not me.» Death finished for him, smiling at nothing in particular.
«…yes.» Another sigh. «I am curious about the boy’s fate, of course, I am the nosy creature you know me to be. But you probably misunderstand, for it’s not what happens to this human that intrigues me, but rather the… particular behavior you’ve lately been showing.»
«My behavior…?» He frowned and looked at his brother again. «What do you mean?»
«This, precisely.» Hypnos was smiling his sly curve of the lips, and Death frowned all the more. «Now be a good twin and let me touch you.»
He slid an arm around his chest and Thanatos scowled, but didn’t pull back.
«Do I have to remind you that I don’t like to be touched?» He asked, and Hypnos just vaguely shook his head, moving to brush their brows together. «And you didn’t explain what you mean.»
«I never do.» The other answered, pulling him closer, and he felt his brother’s body oddly cold. «Are you bothered even now by physical contact? Isn’t it easier, since the circumstances?»
«You’re annoying.» Death huffed. «And very cold… but yes, it’s easier. I don’t feel too uncomfortable.»
«It’s not like I can feel your heart beating every now and then.» Hypnos replied, and again placed a palm on his chest. «Bear with me, will you? »
«For the love I have for you, I will.» He smiled, and his brother laughed softly.
«What am I possibly hearing…?» Sleep whispered then, and seemed actually very pleased. «My dearest and beloved brother feels for me. This could be the very last day I spend upon the creatures’ world, it would be satisfying still.»
«You should enjoy this moment, brother of mine. My heart is not going to beat forever… it could be hours or days, then I won’t be so agreeable anymore.»
«I know.» The other answered, still smiling vaguely. «Thus I will be waiting for this to happen again.»
«I didn’t remember you being so very much pleased, last time this happened.»
«Don’t you? Most likely, it’s because I usually don’t show it off.» The hand on Thanatos’ chest went up, and he felt knuckles caressing his chin. «But you seem in a good mood, right now. I’m just taking advantage of it.»
Death took his twin’s hand and placed it on his own cheek, since he was starting to feel himself too warm. He knew that it was a fleeting occurrence, and his body would have cooled down soon, but at the moment it was becoming unpleasant.
«Yes, I can say I’m in a good mood.» He eventually answered.
«I know. You’re also more talkative than usual. You tend to just glare, when I tease you.»
«Really?» Death asked, starting to undo the buttons of his robe below the neck. «I didn’t notice.»
«You don’t notice when you glare at me…? May it be because you’re almost always glaring at something?»
«If you’re trying to annoy me, brother, it’s working.» Thanatos huffed, deciding to completely free his torso from the clothing, moving up to sit on the bed. «I’ll be glaring at you again in a short while.»
There came no answers, and when he turned, he saw his brother still smiling vaguely. Hypnos rose as well, and he almost shivered when a hand was placed on his back, feeling the contact almost icy.
«What a face you made.» Sleep said then, feigning surprise. «Is it so cold?»
«It is.» He muttered. «It’s very unpleasant. Do you feel your body so warm all the time…?»
«I don’t. But then again, my heart is continuously beating, and it doesn’t happen just once in a while… do not fret over this, brother. You’ll soon adjust, and the more you remain calm, the better.»
«I know.» Thanatos huffed, gathering his hair to lift them from the shoulders. «It’s still unpleasant.»
«You’re just unaccustomed to it.» Hypnos moved in closer, and he could feel clothes brushing his back. «May I?»
«Yes, yes…»
After that, he felt himself being pulled against his twin’s chest and again almost shivered at the contact, but the change in temperature turned quickly soothing.
«You’ve been getting overly upset over such a trivial thing…» He heard Sleep say in a lower tone. «Am I to be worried? You don’t usually care about what mortals do and don’t. I guess you have no proper answer, but what was that about?»
«Do you mean why I insisted to interfere with the boy’s dream…?» Death asked with a sigh.
«I mean it, yes.» He felt that Hypnos was nodding. «It may have been lied to him, the Sanctuary may have brainwashed him… but the fact that he directly challenged you remains the same. He still committed hubris. It’s still his fault.»
«It’s still his fault.» Thanatos found himself frowning. «But it isn’t only his fault. Still, he’s the only one being punished. You know that I don’t judge human deeds, since they all will be by my side, sooner or later… but this felt unusually personal. The boy challenged me directly and hit me, and it’s not like I can turn a blind eye on it.»
«What I’m trying to ask you, Thanatos, is why you care.» His brother insisted. «Because it feels clear that you do. And I don’t mean to tease you, this time. I’m genuine.»
«Then I don’t really know how to answer.» Death’s frown deepened. «I suppose I just care.»
Hypnos just gave a deep sigh and nodded.
«Alright.» Said then. «I won’t inquire any further, then. Just remember that you promised him you wouldn’t have hurt his mentor… I suppose you might have had a change in plans, since what happened.»
«I do remember what I’ve been telling him.» Thanatos answered. «I will give that human the chance to avoid torture, as I told the kid. I want to know if that was a “white” lie, or if the boy’s mentor was truly convinced of what he’s been telling him. Golden warriors should know about what happens to a saint’s soul, after it comes here… and if they don’t, it’s because someone is not speaking the truth. And this really annoys me.»
«Then again, let me remind you that the situation, at the Sanctuary, has always been-» Hypnos stopped all of a sudden, and his twin turned around to look at him, finding a slight frown on his expression.
«What is it, brother?» Death asked then.
«Oneiros is calling. Seems like Hades wants to speak to me.»
«Go to your very important matters, then…» Thanatos smiled. «You will tell me about them later.»
«And I wonder why I get called and you don’t.» Sleep smiled as well, and went so far as to give him a pat on the head. «I’ll be off and back in a while, I suppose.»
Then he pulled away and got up, fixing his clothes and shaking his head, to sort something out of his now messy golden hair.
«Are you sure you don’t want to come with me?» He eventually asked, turning around.
«I doesn’t make much of a difference.» Death answered, shrugging vaguely. «But this time I will come, since I was not invited.»
Hypnos gave a deep sigh, rubbing a palm on his eyes.
«I should suggest Hades to do this more often. Not inviting you, so that you’d show up for a change.»
«I’m afraid this trick wouldn’t last long…»
Thanatos got up as well and put back his robe, and his twin just waited there, arms crossed on his chest and an almost patronizing look on his face. Then they got out together, and before going, Death glanced at the human laying on the bed, finding him still deeply asleep and almost curled up on himself.
Notes:
Here we are again :3
The quote at the beginning speaks of the Elysium Fields, portrayed by Homer in The Odyssey. They're described as something we would call "heaven", and it's a place meant for noble souls, which can exist in peace and eternal joy as a reward for their deeds in life (unless they decide to reincarnate at some point).
Here, Elysium is also the place where our local deities dwell - namely the Twins and Hades - and it's way bigger than it looks, having a part especially dedicated to noble souls as described in the Odyssey :)
The Lethe river actually flows in the Elysium Fields in Greek mythology (depending on the take), and it's the river whose waters ultimately purify a soul before it can reincarnate, since drinking from there makes one forget everything. Of course it wouldn't happen to our characters here, since they're not meant to be reincarnated ;)About Thanatos' heart - it is stated in many takes on the God of Death that he has "an iron heart and stone guts", that he's always cold, short tempered and pitiless. He's Death, after all, he couldn't take pity into the souls he has to take, can he...? But there's a sweet detail about this, regarding his twin brother: it is said that Hypnos is the only creature which can allow Thanatos to feel pity, and to make his stone heart beat. Basically, Sleep is the only one Death loves, and that's why Thanatos here asked him "if it was his fault" that his heart had suddenly started beating.
In this case, anyway, Hypnos isn't concerned over Thanatos' heart. Death basically did all by himself, feeling for Manigoldo after interacting with his child subconcious.So, we hope you liked the chapter, and again that you're enjoying Summer (and that heat isn't killing you, because here it's a pain XD).
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Chapter 20: XX
Notes:
Hello everybody ♥
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Chapter Text
He rose from his siege as soon as Death and Sleep entered, and moved down the few steps which would have kept him in a higher position, joining them in the hall. He approached Sleep first, moving closer to brush their foreheads together, then turned around and did the same with Death, and there he had to vaguely frown.
«I wouldn’t recall feeling you so warm.» Commented then, and Thanatos shrugged with a vague smile.
«My beloved brother made my heart beat.» He said then. «And now I’m cursed with physical heat.»
«I have been calling for Hypnos, but I’m glad to see both of you.» Hades smiled back, looking at them in turns. «I can see that you have rested.»
«We were in need of reposing together, yes.» Sleep said. «And… I wish to enlighten that this time, I’m not concerned with Death’s heart, and completely innocent for once. He did it all by himself.»
«I’m still unsure about this, brother.» His twin intervened, but luckily they didn’t seem willing to go on bantering.
«As I was saying,» the younger god resumed. «I’m glad to see you both. I’m about to answer Zeus’ call, for my brother wants me on the Olympus to settle the terms of the peace with Athena. I need to leave my domain in your care, Twins.»
«We’ll be glad to administer in your stead, then.» Hypnos answered with a brief nod. «What were you calling me for? Is there any matter I can assist you with?»
«There is one, yes. The human child which you are currently keeping asleep in your offspring’s Dreamworld… bring him to me.»
As supposed, Sleep’s expression suddenly darkened and his golden eyes shone in an almost dangerous way. He said nothing still, and simply nodded before making his purple star shine, signaling that he was calling for one if his children.
«Why do you want him back?» Thanatos asked, and Hades turned towards him.
«I have plans for him.» He answered. «He has been dangerous both for Earth and the Underworld… still, deprived of the powers he gained, using my cosmo, he can very well become a resource.»
«A resource.» Strangely, Death was looking almost amused. «That child was a real troublemaker, Hades. He risked wreaking the worst havoc ever seen since the Titanomachy. And you just need to look at my brother in the face to see that he agrees with me, for once.»
«I know.» The younger god glanced at Sleep’s now somber features. «But as I said, he can be a resource now. I will see if I have a mean to use him… if his mind is still intact, I could very well try and raise him. He’s still young, easy to shape, and has shown quite an instinct for ruling.»
«You plan on raising him.» Hypnos sighed, closing his eyes for a moment. «Hasn’t he caused enough problems already, while acting as your vessel?»
Hades was about to answer but the white figure of Oneiros appeared some steps behind his father, holding the blonde child in his arms, still asleep. The demigod kneeled and lowered his head, almost deposing the smaller frame of the human on the carpet, and Hades gestured him to stand.
«Thank you, Dream God.» He said. «I wish you to bring this human in my chambers.»
«It will be done, my lord.» Oneiros answered with a nod, and vanished in a small distortion just a moment later.
Hades turned towards the other two, finding Sleep still deeply frowning, arms now crossed on his chest.
«I have no children of my own, Hypnos.» He said. «My consort can’t bear an offspring with me, and I’m aware that it’s not her fault but mine. I will try and see if that child can be educated and shaped into an Underworld dweller, and in that case I will raise him personally… if not, I have other uses for him.»
«I won’t argue.» The golden haired god answered in a detached tone. «Do as you please. I’m aware that the child can’t pose a threat anymore, nor he will in the future, ever again… mine is a personal resentment and nothing more.»
«I’m aware as well.» Hades had a vague smile and placed a hand on Sleep’s shoulder. «But I trust your judgement, you know I do. Both your voices will be heard, if you have something to say about it. For your perception of things, should I just send that human into the stream of souls, and allow him to reincarnate?»
Hypnos just reurned his gaze for some moments, and eventually smiled back.
«You chose a perfect set of words, young god.» Said then. «My compliments. No, I wouldn’t want to know that your former vessel had the chance to reincarnate… I prefer him here and kept under control, with no means of causing troubles even in his next life.»
The Underworld Lord nodded, then turned towards Death.
«Thanatos?»
«I must say I’m interested in what you will make of that child.» The other answered, slightly smiling as well. «And also to know if he remembers any of what happened during the past mortal years. It is unlike me to feel curious about anything, I know… still, this particular human proven himself to be worthy of attention.»
«Very well, then.» He nodded again. «From my departure on, my domain is thus entrusted to you. Upon my return, we will be officially considering this Holy War as the last one to have ever taken place.»
They saluted each other, brushing their foreheads together again, and Hades went up the small staircase, reaching for his powers to summon there a specter, as soon as Sleep and Death had left his palace.
He had decided to speak with the Bennu in a more reserved room than the hall, wanting to keep the conversation as private as possible. Still, it seemed that the simple fact was making the young specter all the more anxious.
He had one leg bent on the carpet and head lowered down, and the weak light of the candles was enhancing his elaborate surplice with reflects and glimmers. And his flaming dark energy was wavering around him, already heated up in tension.
«Stand up.» The god said in a calm tone, remaining sat with his legs overlapped, and hands placed at the armrests of the chair. «I haven’t called you for a sermon, Bennu. You can look at me in the eyes, and tell me what’s making you so wary.»
«I am not wary, my lord.» The specter complied and rose, remaining at a distance. «I just… I suppose the matter regards the presence of…»
He stopped and seemed too nervous to put thoughts into words, and Hades considered how young he was, that Black Phoenix. For human perception, he would be considered nothing less than a kid.
«Yes.» He patiently answered the unfinished question. «Death and Sleep have awakened from their rest, thus I asked the latter to bring me that young mortal, the one which was chosen to be my vessel. You were aware he was sleeping in a Dreamworld.»
«I was.»
«And now I’m allowing you to sense his presence here, in one of my chambers.»
The figure of the Bennu had the slightest movement backwards, made visible by how the black surplice shimmered again.
«Yes, my lord.» Said then, and his features became darker. «And if I am to be reprimanded, chided or even punished, I am ready to accept any of these measures.»
«Now try to be more reasonable, young specter. If I was to punish you, I wouldn’t have waited for Hypnos to bring me that human.»
The specter said nothing to that, and just stared back at him with an almost tense expression, but to the god, it was clear that he wasn’t afraid. He only seemed to be expecting something grave to happen.
«I am well aware that your loyalty lies to me.» He added. «I am also aware that you’ve been fighting on behalf of a person which was pretending to be me, and you did it not only because you’re a devoted specter… but also because your heart felt for that human. He reminds you of your younger brother, for the memory of your mortal life is still present and strong in your mind.»
«I will…» The specter closed his eyes and nodded. «I will not deny any of it. And as I said, I am ready to take responsibility for what I did.»
«The point is that you did well. During the first phase of the Holy War, and even when I was awakened from my slumber, to rise on Earth with my immortal body. You never turned against me, Kagaho… but were you having subversive thoughts, maybe?» The god sat more upright. «It feels like you’re almost begging me to scold you. What is this about?»
«This is about allegiance.» The other replied. «I am loyal to you, Lord Hades, now and always. My fire and my soul belong to your command. But I pleaded you to spare Alone’s life, when the time came. And I…»
«You would have opposed me, had my answer been a “no”.» Hades smiled vaguely as the specter’s features became even darker. «It was clear as daylight. Do you realize that if the child had died, you could have claimed him as a prize? You’re an Underworld dweller now. Death isn’t the end anymore, not for you.»
«Why…?» The Bennu insisted. «Why am I not to be punished, then?»
«Because you’re young, inexperienced, and your fire burns like that of a thousand blazes.» Hades sighed to himself as the other blinked and seemed almost embarrassed. «Know that the Black Phoenix always was the closest specter I had, the one belonging to my personal guard, and you carried your task as you were supposed to. I can allow mistakes made out of kindness and sentiment, young specter… for sometimes it is better to learn from them than to suffer for them.»
«I…» The Bennu seemed unsure of what to say, and quite distressed too. «I don’t think I should be given a soft treatment. I won’t deny, as I said. I didn’t care if that human had your will awakened or not… I only wanted to protect him, no matter what. It feels frustrating even just to think about, but he does remind me of my younger brother, and…»
He stopped, and the god nodded at his unfinished sentence.
«You’re so very sincere, indeed.» Said then. «And again, this particular circumstance did not hinder the outcome of the war… or rather, it helped us win. Your actions were those of an Infernal Judge, for when it is a time of war, they have the task of leading vanguards of specters. And even if you refused to replace the Garuda, I am most certain you would have done well in his stead. You possess the spirit of a chieftain.»
«I don’t wish to take such a delicate role as it is that of the judges, now that the war is over.» The specter replied. «I wouldn’t be fit for the obligations it brings.»
«And you won’t be forced to take it, be sure. Garuda Aiacos will be back to his errands as soon as his confinement is over, thus there’s no need for you to overthink that matter.»
At that, the Bennu slightly lowered his eyes and frowned.
«And yes…» Hades resumed. «I am aware that you destroyed the Garuda surplice, back then, allowing him to return to the livings. And that it was your initiative. As I said, you would be a good leader, for you never hesitated in taking decisions and put them into action.»
There was a long moment of silence, while the young specter seemed to need some time to recollect his thoughts. He ended up breathing deeply, and eventually looked back at the god again.
«I still feel as if I was being treated more sensitively than I should be.» Said then. «I made mistakes, many of them. I haven’t been truthfully loyal, and I took initiatives that had to be harshly reprimanded by Lord Hypnos, after you rose to Earth with your immortal body. How is it that I am in no need of a punishment?»
«If I follow this line of thoughts, I should be punishing every single specter which fought in the past Holy War.» Hades answered calmly, deciding that explaining with patience was the best set of actions he could take, with that short tempered kid. «Every single one of them made mistakes, Death and Sleep included, with the possible exception of the Wyvern, whose conduct was as usual impeccable. Now tell me, why should I punish only you, who have fought so valiantly? Do you want me to consider you a traitor…? You don’t seem intentioned to call forth your Corona Blast to end me, but I could be mistaken.»
The Bennu must have noticed he was being teased, for his scorching energy wavered again around him, and he just glared at the ground while pressing his lips together.
«Then… why have you called for me, my lord?» He asked eventually, again lifting his eyes up. «If not to scold or punish me.»
«It is because I have a task for you, Bennu.» He answered. «Let’s start again from the beginning. I’ve asked Hypnos to bring me the young mortal which was supposed to be my vessel, and he’s now confined in one of my chambers, as you can sense.»
The young specter nodded, and seemed actually a little less tense.
«Am I to be involved in something that concerns his fate?»
«Indeed. Let’s put aside the matter of your allegiance for a moment. What remains is the fact that a human, and such a young one, was able to behave as a leader… you and the other specters followed him without questioning his words. His actions can be considered quite out of the ordinary, I would say.»
The young specter was again sporting an impatient look. The god wondered for a moment if it was due to the nature of the speech, or only to the Bennu’s own flighty spirit.
«I take that Lord Hypnos wasn’t… pleased, to say the least.» Said then, his tone a little somber.
«He was almost offended at the fact that the young mortal was able to deceive him.» Hades observed, smiling vaguely again. «I’ve known him for so many centuries, and I could say that I’ve never seen him so genuinely furious towards a human. He had to force himself to comply, when I asked to keep the child alive, and restrain from sending him in the dead souls stream.»
«Lord Hypnos wanted to kill him.» The specter was frowning again. «I thought it was a precaution, but…»
«It was because Sleep had lost his temper, for once. But I prevented him, luckily enough, for I need the young mortal alive, even if belonging to the Underworld for the time being.» The god gestured to keep silent, wanting to finish without interruptions, and the Bennu nodded. «There are many issues to take care of, but now the time has come for me to address this one as well. I want you to keep the closest as possible with that human, to observe him and talk to him, and take notes of everything… what he remembers of the past happenings, if he remembers at all, what he thinks of the situation, if he’s inclined to fear specters or not. I want you to take him around the Underworld and show it to him, being both his leading figure and his shield.»
He paused to let those words sink in, as the young specter seemed to have frozen in place and had his eyes now widened.
«Such as things are, you will be responsible for him and his actions.» He added. «And whatever happens around him will be imputed to your decisions.»
«But, my lord…» The Bennu objected. «Why? I mean… I want to, I really do. Then again, I can’t see the reason behind this.»
«Can’t you?» Hades vaguely tilted his head. «If things are how I think them to be, it will be possible to grow the young mortal into one of our kin. He’s fit to be part of my people, almost forcing himself as belonging with specters and Underworld dwellers. He deceived the Twins and young Pandora, manipulated allies and foes alike, and he can be a great resource for I now rule Earth as well. I need people like you and him, in my lines. And I will trust your judgement on this… if you consider him fit, he will be trained and raised as my own child. If not, you can still keep him and consider him your prize.»
«Why me?» The young specter insisted, frowning all the more, and Hades almost scowled at his persistence.
«Because you’re already close to him, and he needs a person he trusts to get used to this place. Then again, normally this would be a task fit for Hypnos, but the circumstances don’t allow him to take care of this matter.» Since the Bennu seemed willing to keep pushing, he rose from his seat and approached, cutting his sentence before he could form it. «Are you refusing? If you are, I will try and deal with the mortal personally, but I am aware that there’s need to show a protective and gentle approach towards him… and those qualities, you possess. I’m not about to repeat myself, hence, if your answer is no, I won’t insist any further.»
«I will do it, my lord.» The other answered. «I’m glad. I only fear I could be unfit for the task, and… nothing. I feel the need of thanking you, I would have never imagined anything like this.»
«You’re still tied to that human.» Hades observed. «This, I know. And even if my reasoning proves to be wrong, you will keep him as your prize, for you deserve one. It was you who assaulted the Sanctuary during the last strike, Kagaho, alongside the Wyvern and the Balrog. The war was won with your contribution, and you fought valiant as a general.»
«I am…» Again, the young specter almost stammered and was nothing less than embarrassed. «Thank you, Lord Hades. I won’t disappoint you, I can swear it on my name.»
The god nodded and again reflected on how hard it was, to reason with the Black Phoenix. But as young as he was, the Bennu could be considered one of the most promising warriors he had ever seen, wearing a surplice.
Also, no one could be more suitable than him, for that task. And if the child, Alone, would’ve proven himself willing and fit to belong in that realm, Hades had all the intentions of raising him as if he was his own son; being Earth’s protector was going to be hard, he was aware of that, and in the future, the need for someone to lead the realm of the living would have presented itself. Who could have been better than that human kid, which had begun the Holy War on his own accord, leading specters and killing golden saints one after another…
Then again, that would have been only when and if the child could prove himself ready. He demonstrated to possess quite an instinct for ruling, but it was still just a hypothesis.
«You will report every happening solely to me, when I get back from Olympus.» He said, and the Bennu lifted his eyes again, apparently snapping out of his thoughts. «I shall go soon, for my brother has summoned me, thus the Underworld will be ruled by the Twins in the meantime.»
«Yes, my lord.» The young specter answered. «I shall not report to the Twins, then, and wait for your return.»
«Precisely.» He said then. «You can consider yourself dismissed.»
«Just one more question.» The Bennu insisted. «The boy could ask me about his mortal acquaintances, namely the Pegasus saint and the former vessel of Athena. What should I tell him?»
«Whether to lie or tell the truth, it’s your choice.» The god answered. «Now go. I trust you’ll be able to find the young mortal by yourself.»
The other nodded and bowed, taking a step backwards, but then seemed to hesitate again.
«I am most sorry for my insistence.» Added then. «But if I am allowed, I wished you not to go to Olympus without a guard.»
«What is this about, Bennu?» He inquired, crossing arms on his chest and frowning. «Do you fear a retaliation of some sort, perhaps…?»
«I do. If she finds you there, Athena could retaliate.»
«She wouldn’t. My niece can be a gracious loser… I invited her here to establish the conditions of the peace, and she accepted, but my brother insisted I’d be the one visiting them on the Olympus. Your concern is misplaced.»
The specter nodded again, even if he didn’t seem completely reassured, and eventually gave another bow and finally retreated.
Left alone, Hades decided it was the time to visit the former saint he kept prisoner, before leaving. Entrusting the Underworld to the Twins was nothing new to him, having it happened in many occasions before, but this time there were so many things to settle down that he wished to postpone his visit to the Olympus.
Then again, he had waited long enough already to answer his younger brother’s call. It was with a rapid pace that he approached one of the doors of his palace, brushing the engraving to make some of the symbols glimmer, then waited for it to open.
The chamber was dark, but black candles fluttered burning as he walked beside them. And sitting cross legged on the bare ground, eyes closed and expression plain, the prisoner didn’t shift an inch upon the god’s approach.
Hades considered that it had been like that from the very moment he had retrieved him from the stream of the dead. The former Virgo saint never showed any disorder for his condition, no high temperature or distress of some sort, as if he was already used to what was happening… all to the god’s surprise and interest. Right at that moment he had his breathings even and features relaxed, as if he was sleeping, and his heart had a slow pulse, that of a resting person.
«I must say I am impressed by how adamantine you are proving yourself to be.» He said in a low voice, which still echoed in the black walled room. «I’ve come to speak to you, fallen warrior. I do not wish to coerce you into anything, nor to keep you as a prize… I am solely interested in your abilities, since what you achieved with your powers is something I would have never thought of. Using the fruit of the Mokurenji, to trap the souls of the specters into rosary beads, is ingenious as an act of heroes from the myths.»
There came no answers, as expected, only the smallest twitch of the other’s brow informed Hades that the young man was listening.
«I can see that you’re growing tired. You’re in need to rest your mind and body, and to eat fruit which have grown in the Underworld to adjust… and I’m aware that you achieved what mortals call the eight sense, but you should know that it won’t serve you, now, for your physical body is indissolubly tied to the Underworld.» He went on, still keeping his tone low. «You must also be aware that currently, Earth is mine to lead and protect. I won’t be the dark ruler you were taught me to be, but not to make mistakes, I need a human advice… many are those who I trust, but they have belonged to the livings too long ago.» He paused again, and the former saint seemed to breathe at an even slower pace. «Mine is a request for your counsel. I understand that you’re young, albeit behaving as a veteran soul, so that I will let you think about my offer for a while… but if you do not wish for it, I will let you rest; I appreciate valor, so if your desire is to rejoin the stream of souls and reincarnate, you will be granted it, and sent there by my hand.»
The god made all the candles die down except for one, then turned towards the door again.
«I will ask you again, in time. Your silence will be taken as a no to my proposal, and you won’t be given second chances, for I can’t allow you too much of my patience. Until then, I bid you farewell.»
As the light steps faded and the door slid closed, Asmita opened his eyes.
He could hear the slow crackling of the candle flame, even if his blindness didn’t allow him to see any of it. He breathed slowly in and out, lowering his head, and joined hands in the mudra of Equilibrium, reaching for his inner eye.
His mind was too weak to establish a link with that of his comrades, he was aware of that. And something, in the walls of that room, wasn’t allowing him to reach out even in the slightest, for trying was just draining his energy.
Accepting the Underworld Lord’s offering was his only chance to leave that place, Virgo could see it. Opening his eyes again he pretended to be looking at the door, trying to imagine how Hades could look like, picturing him by the sound of his voice.
It was deep, but the soft tone was that of someone which was trying not to disturb a sleeping person. The cosmo he brought with himself was almost suffocating, for that was his immortal body, and so dark that the room had turned cold as soon as he had stepped in. And the smallest of rustles had suggested Asmita he had long hair, and probably wore a robe down to his ankles. Most certainly not his divine cloth.
The Virgo saint had tried to follow the conclusions of the war, manifesting his presence through Gemini Defteros as things progressed. Asmita remembered being there to comfort him, after he managed to find a way to help his twin brother.
I know you’re here as well, somewhere, he told himself, as if speaking to his friend, but not even trying to reach for his presence for he knew it was no use. I wish I could be beside you, right now. You did what you had to do, Defteros… it was not your fault.
He needed to wait. There was nothing he could do from there, he had been trying but had to resign to that knowledge. He would have waited, then. Tolerance wasn’t something he lacked, and Asmita folded arms together, relaxing his muscles whole to keep his inner eye open. And resolved to wait for that door to open again.
Notes:
Hello again~
Finally Hades appeared, as the story is beginning to unfold, and so did Kagaho... which apparently will look after Alone for a while. You will see them interact in a short! And we finally got to know what's happening to another saint, being of course Asmita :)
If anyone got confused by how Kagaho gets called "Black Phoenix", it's because when reading the TLC manga for the first time, the translation for the scans often used "Black Phoenix" instead of "Bennu". It kind of stuck with us, since we found the moniker very fitting for him :3
Also, if you found Hades' interaction with the Twins too "familiar", keep in mind that Hades is very young compared to them, and they practically raised him since he was a very young god. They're in fact pretty much like family, even if both the Twins wouldn't say out loud that Hades is almost an adopted son for both of them.
We speculated that they have no need to be much solemn around each other, especially when there's no one witnessing their interactions :)And speaking of the Twins - EpsylonEmme drew a great fanart of them, which you can see here!
We hope you liked both the chapter and the fanart ♥ see you soon!
Chapter 21: XXI
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Chapter Text
Luckily, the found their trousers not far from where they had left them. The clothes had ended up stuck into a turn of the river, folding themselves against some willows. After retrieving them, the two young saints still took some before getting back to the residence, heading to it only when the sky was beginning to darken.
Shion realized he had actually managed to get his mind off many of his most burdening thoughts, at least for a while, and that his overall mood had somehow improved. It was all thanks to Dohko, he was aware, and while phrasing that thought, he had to refrain from holding his friend’s hand, as they were going up the staircase of Sleep’s residence. He ultimately decided not to when his fingers were already brushing the back of Dohko’s hand.
«Hm?» His friend turned to look at him, probably feeling the light contact. «What is it?»
«Nothing. We should change our clothes into dry ones.» He casually answered. «We’re almost dripping.»
«Yeah… I’m used to it, I was likely to spend most part of my training days wet. But you’re right, let’s get to our room before drenching the whole place.»
Shion just nodded and they headed for their chamber, but when he opened the door, he could immediately see that there was someone inside already. He blinked, returning Hypnos’ golden eyes for he was turning around, and Dohko stepped forward as usual, close enough for their arms to touch.
«I’m sorry to intrude.» Sleep said in his trademark courteous tone. «I was looking for a book, and realized I couldn’t find anywhere. I supposed it had ended up here, eventually…» He lifted a hand, showing them the black leathered book Shion had been reading some days before. «And there it is.»
«I took it some time ago.» Aries answered, keeping his tone considerate as well. «I didn’t know it was to be returned.»
The god nodded vaguely, approaching as he opened the tome, and rapidly flicked through it.
«Interesting, isn’t it? Have you ever read anything like this, back in your Sanctuary?»
The saint blinked again and this time frowned as well, spotting Dohko glancing at him.
«Not exactly.» He answered then. «The tomes I read, on this same subject, were only legends. This book speaks of them as if they were true.»
«But they are true, young man.» Hypnos was now standing right before them. «It’s a forgotten knowledge, I might say, in human’s perspective. But there’s nothing untrue in these pages. Now, would you please let me through?»
Shion realized he was blocking the exit of the room, same as Dohko, and moved to a side to let the other pass.
«You both are in need of eating. Allow yourself, you will find some fruit in the living room.» Hypnos said before going, and he nodded.
«What is that book about…?» Dohko asked, as soon as the house owner had disappeared beyond the corner.
«As I told Sleep, legends.» Shion answered, still frowning. «About how the Father of Gods came to be, and about the gods which ruled before him. His father and uncles, and the likes.»
«You mean… Primordial Gods?»
«No, not precisely. That book spoke of the Titans, and also of the place where they are supposed to dwell.» Aries rubbed on his eyes for a moment, then looked at his friend. «It was interesting. I thought of telling you about it, but then I forgot.»
«And now why are you looking worried over a book…?»
Shion gave back the other’s half smile and shook his head.
«I’m not worried over it. I was just thinking that we should speak to Hypnos, about what we’ve been talking this morning. I mean… why is he keeping us here as prizes.»
Dohko briefly agreed, and they took their time to change into dry clothes.
«I will try to be more agreeable around him.» Libra eventually said, now leaning against the wall with arms crossed. «I mean around Sleep. It’s no use asking anything if I upset him, since he would simply give us no answers.»
«And you managed to realize it all by yourself…?»
Libra nodded with an amused expression.
«Seems like I did. And what about this, Shion? You want to play the wise guy, now?»
«You tend to do it, allow me to take this role for once.» Aries moved in closer and lifted both hands to fix his friend’s hair, which were still a little damp and as ruffled as ever. «But I do understand that the situation gets on your nerves. If you prefer, I could go and speak to him by myself.»
Dohko’s came a little late.
«I’m sorry I am such an idiot when it comes to this.» He said then. «I will do my best to behave like a normal person. And no, I won’t let you go by yourself.»
«Alright.» Shion smiled vaguely. «And I told you that you’re not an idiot. You’re just way more brave than I’ve ever been.»
«This is bullshit, and being brave doesn’t mean that provoking a god is a smart idea. Now let’s just go… for the only thing I want to do is to kiss you, and I’m doing it right now if you don’t move to exit this room.»
Shion had his eyes a little widened and realized he was somehow blushing. It wasn’t like nothing had happened between them, but most certainly, he was not used to that kind of bluntness.
«I… let’s…» He almost stammered, then shook his head with a huff and moved closer to kiss the other, grabbing his chin, and pressing him against the wall.
«If you want to, just do it.» Said then. «There’s not need to… to avoid doing it. I wanted to kiss you too but I didn’t, so… you just need to drag me into this a little. I’ll get used to it.»
His friend seemed to have a moment of confusion before laughing softly, wrapping hands around his waist.
«Don’t push yourself.» Said then, moving in to make their noses brush. «And… next time you’ll be taking me. I can see that you’re in pain by how you walk.»
Shion thought about denying it but it wasn’t much of a use, and just sighed a small smile.
«It’s nothing I can’t tolerate. But it’s fine, I’ll be taking you next time.»
«You mean… now?»
He had to laugh at Dohko’s smile and bright eyes, leaning down to kiss him again.
«I’m joking, let’s go speak to Hypnos first.» Libra said then, caressing his back. «Then I will need to let off some steam, most likely, so I will need it.»
«Well… I remember I was told that… that you’re not supposed to embrace anyone, in the hours prior to a fight.» Shion frowned, wondering why that memory was coming up to him, and then trying to remember who had been telling him that. Most certainly it wasn’t Master Hakurei.
«Is this supposed to be a fight of some sort…?» Dohko still sounded amused. «I can accept it.»
They moved around the mansion, looking for the owner, and eventually found the fruit he had been speaking about, but decided to bring it to their room and eat later. As usual Hypnos was on the terrace, apparently reading in the vanishing light of the evening, and Shion noticed he was holding that same book as before. The one with the black cover which Aries had been reading.
Looking at him, he could realize that it was clear that the god had rested. His features seemed somehow more luminous and his eyes almost shone, and he looked kind of relaxed, even if he was reading with a small frown.
Hypnos lifted his eyes before one of them could speak, then gestured to approach, taking off his glasses.
«Is there any issue, young men?» Asked then, and Shion shook his head.
«We only wished to speak with you, if it is possible.» He answered, and Dohko nodded beside him.
«So please sit down.» Sleep gestured again and they complied, remaining one next to another. «Is it still about the book?»
«No, it is…» Aries hesitated, unsure on how to form the question. «It’s another thing.»
«We want to know why we are being kept here.» Dohko went on, in that straightforward fashion of his. «We realized that we can’t leave Elysium, and until now nothing has been asked of us. Why did you claim us, then? It almost feels like we’ve been your-»
«Guests.» Shion interrupted, preventing the other from saying anything impolite. «We feel prisoner, but are aware that our condition could be far worse. We expected to be treated as war prizes… not as simple guests, even if unwilling.»
Hypnos was now smiling, and at that point he closed the book and placed it on the table, crossing arms on his chest.
«I have my reasons.» Said then, and sounded almost amused. «I wanted two former warriors of Athena, and I happened to meet you both, during the course of the Holy War… thus I chose you among the others. This is one of the reasons.»
Shion just vaguely winced, nodding, and could see Dohko’s expression darkening from the corner of his eye.
«Won’t you give us any deeper answer?» He asked again, and the god seemed to think about it.
«As things are now, there’s no simple answer to your question.» Said then. «But you will come to understand, at some point. I am unsure on how to elaborate in an understandable fashion for you, but if you want to know something about what crosses my mind, then know this… to you mortals, change is something which happens all of a sudden.»
Shion frowned again, and almost reflexively exchanged a glance with Dohko, which seemed even more skeptical.
«Care to explain what you mean…?» Libra asked then, but he didn’t sound provoking, Shion could notice. Just perplexed, same as he was feeling.
«I’m about to try.» Hypnos answered. «I could use a volcanic eruption as an example. To you mortals, it seems like the volcano had suddenly came to burst, without any warning… you only witness the fact, how lava and flames destroy entire cities and kill hundreds, changing the shape of everything they touch. But the volcano had started preparing to release its fury for a long time, slowly building up flames, going completely unnoticed to every creature which stepped on its body.» He paused, and Shion found himself blinking, unsure about what he was hearing. «It’s the same for every kind of change.» Sleep resumed. «You humans live for a span too short to realize… because the greater changes quietly unravel themselves for centuries, slowly coming to be, so subtly that a mortal could never take notice until it’s too late… until the volcano bursts, and the city is destroyed.»
«But you’re a god.» Shion observed, his frown deepening. «You… take notice.»
«I might say I do, for I am an observer of things.» Hypnos nodded vaguely. «But I can only try. Change doesn’t want to be noticed, most of the times, and my sight is limited to the Underworld and part of Earth.»
«This is related to the Holy War, isn’t it?» Dohko asked again. «Because to us, it felt like a volcano bursting.»
«It is related to the Holy War, yes, but it’s not so simple.» The god answered. «This is one part of the change I’m speaking about. You golden saints are one part of this change, young man. Thus I wished to claim you, to watch you closely… and I’m afraid this answer doesn’t satisfy you in the slightest, but I don’t have any more suitable explanation, for now.»
The star on his forehead shone for a second and suddenly, all the torches on the terrace went blazing at once, and Shion blinked in a wince.
«You had… you never had any intention of winning the Holy War.» Aries found himself saying, and realized he was phrasing the thought in that precise moment. «You and your twin could have ended it two hundred years ago, after having killed everyone except the Cancer saint and the Altar saint. It would have been easy at that point… but you told Death to spare my mentor and his brother’s life, and allowed them to rebuild the Sanctuary.»
Dohko had turned towards him and was frowning, one of the eyebrows slightly raised, while Hypnos’ expression was still perfectly plain.
«The Cancer saint became the Grand Pope. Other people wielded the eighty-eight sacred cloths, all the twelve houses were restored… and you… you did nothing until another Holy War begun, and Hades awakened into another vessel.» Aries went on, his expression darkening. «You could have struck down the Sanctuary in the meantime. Avoid Lady Athena to reincarnate and manifest her cosmo through a mortal vessel, prevent other saints to train and prepare for the next conflict. You never wanted to destroy us… you just complied to the needs of your master, when another Holy War begun.»
«You should know, before anything else, that Hades is nothing as a master of sorts, to me and my twin.» Hypnos answered in a calm tone. «We are the very offspring of Mother Nyx, young man. She is the Night itself, sovereign goddess above all, whose word cannot be denied even by the Thunder God which resides in the Olympus. We autonomously chose to dwell in this realm, and to be counselors of the much younger god of the Underworld, after he had settled here to rule over the dead.»
Sleep paused, and Shion found himself almost staring at him. Dohko was now doing the same, even if his gaze switched from the god to his friend at times.
«Then again… yes. It was never my intention to win the Holy War. It’s no use denying it.» Hypnos resumed. «This “Holy War”, which costed incalculable pain to your Earth through centuries, and pitched countless souls into Hades’ realm, was never supposed to be “holy” or a “war”. It was a supervision and monitoring measure, meant primarily to control you saints over the course of time. Winning it would have meant nothing, to me and my twin… I prevented Thanatos from ending the two last remaining saints’ lives, back then, because he tends to let himself be taken by rage, every time he gets confronted, having a terrible bad temper. But he’s aware, same as I am. And as I mentioned, two hundred years ago the Sanctuary needed to be rebuilt… so that a Holy War could take place again, in due time.»
Shion realized he was holding his breath, and had eyes so widened he was barely blinking. This time he shook his head, incapable of saying anything, for he had so many thoughts swarming his head that none could quite form in a comprehensible fashion.
«What are you possibly talking about…?» He heard Dohko whisper, and supposed his friend was finding himself in the same astonished condition.
«Last time we spoke about this, former Aries saint, I told you that it was not the time for me to deepen the matter. Mostly because I was aware that you both would have sported this kind of reaction, and I was right. You are most certainly not ready to talk about anything like this… so let’s just put it aside, and delay this discussion to another moment.»
«Not at all. It’s not like you can stir this up and then pretend you said nothing.» Former Libra insisted, moving forward with the chair, and almost leaning towards the god. «You just said that the past Holy Wars were meant to… control us saints, whatever this might mean, and that because of this, you never wanted to win one. But why have you been helping Hades, if so? And… admitting that all of this is true, you did win this time. All golden saints were killed… Lady Athena as well. What’s changed, then? Why you didn’t stop halfway through it, like two hundred years ago…?»
Shion just kept silent, waiting for Sleep to answer, and feeling unsure of what he was hearing. It all felt untrue, as if they were unwillingly taking part in some eerie joke.
«A lot of things changed.» Hypnos eventually said, after a long moment of silence. «Primarily, the Virgo saint created a trap for specters’ souls… nothing like this had ever happened in the past, no one thought it was possible, and in the previous Holy Wars, specters were prevented from coming back only with delaying measures. Nothing definitive. Do you have any idea of what it means, if an Infernal Judge can’t comply to his role, after the war is declared over? Mortal souls couldn’t be evaluated and would be sent back, to roam and haunt the world of the livings. Or they would get reincarnated without the process needed to purify themselves, thus keeping memories of their past lives.»
«But why do you allow Infernal Judges to fight, at the risk of this to happen, if their role is so important?» Shion inquired, trying to maintain a hold on himself, and pretending that it was a normal conversation.
«Because specters come back, after they die, for they belong to the Underworld.» Sleep answered again, still calmly. «It can take some time, depending from the circumstances, but it has never been an issue before. And if one of them would get permanently erased, for some reasons, their surplice would choose another wielder in due time… the other two would keep fulfilling their roles and wait for the third to rejoin. Everything changed when your comrade found a way to trap the specters in the beads of that necklace… we lost the Griffon, at first, and there I realized that something was off. Losing all three of them would have been a disaster.»
«So that you decided to end it, because of the rosary beads…?» Dohko insisted. «You make it sound as if it was easy for you to win the war. As if we weren’t worthy opponents.»
«And I didn’t mean to, because you are. You must know, young man, that you’re the most fearsome opponents even a god could imagine.» Hypnos sighed vaguely and seemed to look away for a moment. «Have you ever asked yourself why you’re all so young, former Libra? Why no one, among you, ever reached their true potential? And do you have any idea of what a saint is capable of doing, with his abilities and his cosmo…? You can expand it while still holding its control, you can reach limits and break them. You are to be feared, all of you, and if it wasn’t for you humans to be slow to understand, and most of the times senseless and oblivious, things would be very much different from how they are right now.»
Silence came, and Shion found himself swallowing hard. He almost felt the need to reach for Dohko’s hand, just to be sure it wasn’t all a strange dream.
«Former Aries.» Sleep called after some moments, and he nodded, unsure of what to expect. «You should remember that during the war, Hades rose on Earth with his divine body and cloth. You faced him, if I am correct, in the last strike at the Sanctuary.»
«I did.» He answered, remembering even too well. «But I didn’t have much time to comprehend what was happening. Hades wasn’t using his vessel anymore, and he personally lead the vanguard of specters who ultimately attacked the Sanctuary.»
«What you don’t know, is that Hades never used his vessel, during this Holy War.» The god replied, and Shion found himself widening his eyes again. «And this is the other reason why I decided I couldn’t let things flow, as I had been doing in the past. The mortal vessel didn’t have the god’s will awakened, and was acting by his own accord, using Hades’ divine cosmo and leading specters. As soon as I realized, I went back in the Underworld and personally awakened its lord with my powers, for everything was going out of hand… what would have happened, if that human boy had won the war by himself? He could oppose me, for my twin was sealed and the boy had Hades’ cosmo in his hands. His powers even allowed him to create a painting, a “Lost Canvas”, to kill every single living being on Earth. He had to be stopped, one way or another… by you saints, or by Hades himself.»
«But you couldn’t just get to the Sanctuary and ask for our help, I suppose.» Dohko commented, crossing arms on his chest. «So you awakened Hades, and let him decide what to do.»
«Correct.» Hypnos nodded. «Hades arranged the disposal of his former vessel, but instead of calling the retreat, he finished what the human kid had started… probably to retrieve the rosary beads and free his people, and to prevent those circumstances to arise again in the future. Anyway, losing or winning the war was unsure, at that point… what was of importance was stopping that mortal kid’s doing, being too dangerous both for Earth and the Underworld.»
«Couldn’t you… couldn’t you just let us saints stop him?» Shion asked. «You said we are to be feared. Why didn’t you just allow us to win the war, then…?»
«Because many of you had already lost their lives. And you were all very young, led by a vessel of Athena which was uncertain of what she was doing, and both her and the young Pegasus saint had deep emotional ties with Hades’ vessel.» Sleep responded, again in a quiet tone. «It was too unreliable not to intervene.»
«The Pegasus saint wasn’t unreliable at all.» Dohko retorted in a darker tone. «Nor was Lady Athena.»
«In my perspective yes, they were.» Hypnos vaguely sighed again. «You could argue about it, young man, but I’m no mortal. It isn’t my custom to count on strong sentiments and willpower, as you humans tend to do. The situation was the one I explained, and if I could, I would have very well spoken to you and arrange a deal… the casket where my brother was sealed, those rosary beads, and in exchange, you would’ve used my help to stop Hades’ vessel. Does this sound feasible, in the Sanctuary’s perspective? In my opinion, not even in the slightest.»
«No, we would have never accepted such a deal.» Aries admitted, clenching his fists. «Not after your twin killed the Cancer saint and the Grand Pope, and you my teacher. None of us would have believed you.»
«And here you’re not completely right, I must say.» Sleep had a faint smile, and Shion frowned again. «Because one of you saints actually believed me, and I was able to arrange things with him and receive his help.»
«Aspros.» Dohko had almost growled.
«The wielder of the Gemini cloth, yes.» The god nodded. «He had died some years prior to the war, and had already been granted free passage in and out of the Underworld. It was thanks to him and an Infernal Judge that I could approach the human vessel, and put him to sleep.»
Silence came again, and Shion had to take a deep breath and close his eyes to let all the information sink in properly.
He felt a slight touch on the side of his leg, immediately recognizing it as Dohko’s hand, and slid his own under the table to twine fingers with him, now uncaring at the fact that there was Sleep before them. Libra’s palm was warm and his grip strong, and he sighed again before looking back at the god, which still had arms crossed and a tranquil expression.
«I admit all of this is hard to believe.» Aries said then. «Then again, I don’t see why you should be lying to us.»
«I am not a sincere creature, but I have no reasons to mislead you now.» Hypnos paused, tapping fingers on one of his arms. «Also, I suppose this feels somehow frustrating to hear. If you’re asking yourself whether you’ve been used as tools, during the past Holy War… then yes, it’s true.»
«Lady Athena didn’t ever think about “using” us.» He replied, his tone now more steady. «We would protect her by our own accord, and she would do the same, defending Earth and its people. It doesn’t matter what kind of scheme was behind all of that… we fought for what we believed in.»
«And most certainly, you fought valiantly.» The god nodded. «We will talk about this again, but not now. You need to adjust some more, for I can see that you’re still confused. But also that you’re aware enough not to completely reject my words, and I’m pleased… I thought you would have showed a greater resistance. Seems like I underestimated you, somehow.»
«You speak as if we were children incapable of reasoning.» Shion argued, vaguely frowning. «What have you been thinking of us, Sleep…? That we were some puppets, fighting at someone’s will, without ever questioning ourselves about what was right or wrong? Do you think I would have been deaf to your words, back then, had you addressed me at your same level?»
The hold on his hand tightened, and Aries realized he had unintentionally raised his voice. Dohko was stroking his skin with the thumb, in a silent reminder of keeping calm, and he sighed and gripped stronger.
«It’s alright.» Hypnos said, again with a faint smile. «As I said, you need some more time to adjust. I have to tell you something, actually, about two of your former comrades. Are you willing to listen?»
«We are.» Libra answered for him, and Shion just nodded.
«First of all, I recall telling you, former Aries, that I’d have let you know when former Cancer’s punishment had been over. And the time has come.»
Shion found himself tensing up and looking directly at the god, again holding tight on Dohko’s hand.
«He’s… he’s not put under torment anymore.» He cautiously said, and Sleep nodded as well.
«Somehow, my brother felt for him.» Answered then. «You’re all so very young, completely unaware of the world you’ve been straining to protect, and of the dynamics that tie it to ours… this Underworld you’ve been fearing and hating so fiercely. And albeit Thanatos has a terrible lack of tolerance, he must have realized, eventually.»
Aries had to swallow, trying not to picture Manigoldo lying on that floor, with his body pained and almost disfigured.
«What is going to happen to him, then?» Dohko asked in a careful tone, and Shion mentally thanked him, for he was straining to speak again.
«This, I don’t know for sure. My brother is quite unpredictable, even if far more genuine than I am… thus, whether Death will keep him in his residence, put him to sleep in one of the Dreamworlds, or send him back into the stream of souls, is still uncertain. But I have no doubts saying that his suffering is over.»
«You said that this was about two of our comrades.» Libra insisted, after some moments of silence. «What about the other?»
«The other is the former saint of Pisces.» Sleep answered. «You already met his owner, and apparently, the Griffon is willing to arrange a meeting among you three. I will call him to settle it, if you agree.»
This time, Shion turned to glance at his friend, which was frowning with lips pressed together. He eventually nodded, and Aries stroke the back of his hand with a thumb, feeling the grip tighten.
«I agree.» Said then, and Shion nodded.
«Me too.»
«Very well.» Hypnos nodded back. «Then soon the Griffon will be summoned here. Now please, allow me return to my book.»
Aries knew he had to unfold his fingers from Dohko’s hand, before getting up, but had to almost force himself to do it. He finally nodded goodbye and turned around with a slow sigh, and as soon as they got inside, Libra’s hand went back into his, to twine their fingers together.
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Chapter 22: XXII
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Chapter Text
Thanatos sighed, nervously tapping fingers on the bed headboard. The boy was still sleeping, huddled up with an arm covering his face, a shield from the ray of morning light seeping through the half open window.
Death had wanted former Cancer to properly rest, but almost two days had passed since Thanatos had raised from that bed with his twin, and now he was getting tired of waiting.
He sat on the bedside and the boy slightly moved, still asleep. Even if his body couldn’t change much, because of his “not being dead but neither alive” condition, it was easy to tell that he wasn’t a healthy human; he wasn’t even supposed to sport those grey strands of hair, which had probably turned ashen due to stress.
Thanatos guessed that he had to take him to wash and let him eat something, since apparently he had decided to take care of that particular human. It was the first time that a mortal could catch his interest, and he still didn’t know why… not that he cared that much about the reason why, but Hypnos seemed to be strangely interested in the situation, so he was trying to think about it, so that he could eventually give his brother a proper explanation.
He touched the boy’s shoulder, sliding the palm down his side, and making him stir a little with a low sleepy moan. Eventually the kid blinked a couple of times, eyes half open, then slipped away from his touch by turning on the other side.
Death lifted his brows and decided to try again, now caressing his hair.
«Wake up, young man.» He called, keeping his voice low. «You slept more than enough.»
It took some moments for the other to answer, for he had to cough lightly and clear his throat.
«I thought… I thought I was still dreaming.» Thanatos eventually heard him say in a rasp tone. «Since I am on a bed.»
«You are on a bed.» He repeated, pressing on his shoulder to make him lie on his back, which the boy did without opposing the faintest resistance. «And you slept for four days, more or less.»
Former Cancer frowned, his eyes still only half open. Then tried to lift his arm, eventually rubbing his face when he managed.
«Why…?» He asked through the palm.
«This is a good question.» Death observed. «But I can’t give you a proper answer without a proper question.»
The other seemed about to speak again, then took a deep and slow breath in and out, and Thanatos could see his chest rising gradually.
«I… I dreamed of you.» Came the boy’s voice in a whisper.
«You did.» He said, sliding his fingers down to caress the boy’s neck, then his chest. «Do you remember any of it?»
The other nodded, still hiding behind his hand.
«Was that… real?» He asked again. «I mean… was that you? Or… or just me being completely out of my mind…?»
«That was me watching your dreams.» Death answered. «And now I know why you spent so much energy into delusional thinking about “defeating death”. Now, do you understand why it wasn’t making any sense?»
«I don’t… know.» The boy slowly breathed again, and eventually uncovered his eyes. «It felt right, back then. I thought… but was that real...? I mean… the bottom of the pit. What was inside, was it…» He stopped and hid his whole face again, clutching the fingers of his free hand on the sheet, and as Hypnos had fathomed, seemed about to freak out.
«You were a child.» The god said, uncovering his face to find his eyes closed in a wince. «Do you also remember what I told you, in that dream?»
«Yes.» The boy whispered, turning on a side again, but this time towards him. «You said… you wouldn’t… let me fall. Ever.»
«I meant it.» Thanatos leaned over his frame. «For so long I’ve been sure you weren’t afraid of me, but it was the exact opposite. Now I understand.»
He folded arms around his body and lifted him up, allowing him to hide under his neck. The boy clutched his robe and tensed up, and Death slowly caressed his shoulders.
«It’s alright.» He whispered. «You don’t need to be afraid anymore.»
«I can…» The other breathed against his skin, as his fingers pressed on Death’s chest. «I feel it. It’s… I feel your heart.»
«It recently started beating again.» He answered with a nod. «It happens so rarely that I barely remembered it could. Do you want to know about last time it happened?»
Former Cancer nodded back, moving to rest his head on Death’s shoulder.
«It was a long time ago…» He frowned, trying to remember how it went. «Women were praying my brother, for they were oppressed by their husbands and fathers. Hypnos heard them from afar, and went there to witness with his own eyes. He pitied them and answered their pleas, and with my brother’s heart aching, mine began beating along.»
There was a long moment of silence, during which the boy seemed to just breathe. After a while, Thanatos could feel him frowning slightly.
«When they say that Sleep can be kind to men, is… it’s true, somehow.» Said then.
«It’s true indeed.» Death answered, again thinking about it. «But this was a long time ago, I told you. Long enough for things to change, both for me and him.»
Silence came again, and it took a while for the boy to lose all the tension, but he eventually did. He sighed, easing the hold on Thanatos’ robe, then moved an arm to rub his eyes again.
Death took his face with both hands, brushing away locks of hair from his forehead. Former Cancer looked back at him with a foggy look, and the god could notice that his features didn’t change that much, from when he was almost fifteen years younger.
«What you showed me in that dream… was it true?» The boy said then, frowning again. «The bottom of the pit… there really is a place where souls go. Where they stop suffering. Is it…?»
«Actually, it depends.» Thanatos answered, now tilting his head. «The place you saw is called Asphodel Meadows, and it’s where innocent souls go. The most part of them has to wait for evaluation, before going anywhere. It’s the reason why we have Infernal Judges.»
«I thought… I thought it was just a title.» The boy muttered. «“Infernal Judge”, I mean. Because those specters are stronger than others. So they… judge souls. I don’t suppose they can be quite neutral, when the soul of a saint shows up to be… judged.»
«Dear boy…» Thanatos sighed, not feeling particularly inclined to explain how things worked in the Underworld. «You really know nothing. Your kind doesn’t get evaluated, either… a part of you stays in the cloth, an echo of the former wielder, and the rest just follows the soul stream of the Underworld, waiting for their right time to be reincarnated.»
«Reincarnated.» Former Cancer repeated. He had widened his eyes and seemed actually taken aback. «We… we reincarnate. Really…?»
«As I said… yes. You reincarnate. Unless Hades would decide differently, for any reason. As in the case of you and you comrades, belonging now to this realm.»
The boy frowned and looked down, and his expression got rapidly darker and darker, until eventually he sunk his face into a palm again. And then, to Death’s surprise, his shoulders shook for he started laughing.
«I was almost sure you were about to cry…» Thanatos raised an eyebrow. «But I suppose you’re not too far from it, anyway.»
The other nodded and kept laughing, now a little harder.
«Haven’t you seen me cry enough, already…?» Asked then, giving a small cough. «At least it’s some change. I’m glad, that’s why I’m laughing… I mean, we reincarnate. We fucking reincarnate. How many people have I reincarnated into, before coming to… to this?»
«Probably a lot.» Death tilted his head again, supposing that it must have been a normal reaction for a human kid. Maybe. «But this isn’t something I can control. It’s far from my role.»
«It’s… alright. I don’t really want to know.» Former Cancer breathed out and lowered his head, seemingly trying to calm down. «And now… I think I understand what you meant, when you said that to die wasn’t a… a punishment. In that way.»
«Exactly.» He nodded. «The fear of dying is often more a punishment than Death itself.»
The kid nodded back, rubbing fingers on his eyes.
«This I know. I threatened many people, I know how it works. And…» He breathed deeply again, and lifted his head to look at the god. «I actually wasn’t afraid. To die, I mean. I just knew it would have happened someday, so… I guess I had accepted it, even if…» He paused and frowned in a wince. «I don’t really know what I’m saying. I was afraid. And wasn’t. It doesn’t make sense.»
«You’re very confused right now.» Death lifted a hand to caress his hair. «And even if you don’t know what you’re saying, you keep talking anyway. You probably would enjoy the company of the Griffon, one of our Infernal Judges… he’s as long-winded as you are.»
«And… I guess you don’t like him.»
«No, I don’t.»
Thanatos slid his fingers down on the kid’s face, and he leaned into the touch, having him cup his cheek with the palm.
«It’s warm.» He whispered then. «It’s not just… me. Your hand’s actually warm.»
«It’s because my heart is beating, and when it happens I grow warm.» Death slid his thumb on the other’s cheek. «At first I thought it was my brother’s fault again. But seems like it’s not.»
The look he received was pretty confused, for the boy blinked and seemed about to say something. But ultimately he didn’t and widened his eyes, and Thanatos vaguely smiled at his suddenly stunned expression.
«So I finally found an effective way to make you silent.» He observed, still caressing his face. «This was unexpected.»
Former Cancer frowned and looked away, and Death lifted the free hand to caress his nape.
«You really need to wash.» He observed. «Let’s go.»
«Let’s… go?» The other repeated, his tone uncertain. «Out of… here?»
«Yes.» Thanatos frowned. «Out of this room.»
«Out of this room.» The boy repeated again, and strangely appeared somehow scared. «I can get out of this room.»
«It’s what I’m saying, kid.» Death’s frown deepened. «Don’t make me repeat myself.»
The other looked away, still sporting that tense expression, as if something of great importance was about to happen. Then Thanatos moved back and rose from the bed, gesturing him to follow, and the boy had to take a deep breath before doing it… or better, trying and not making it in the slightest, for his legs just didn’t keep him and he fell with a low groan, supporting on the edge of the bed.
«Fuck…» He hissed, addressing his legs or so it seemed. «What about working and not giving away…?»
«Apparently you didn’t use them for too long.» Death sighed and leaned in, folding arms around his back and under his knees, to lift him up.
Former Cancer twitched upon being picked up and then almost huffed, holding on one of his shoulders as he carried him out of that room.
«Well…» Thanatos heard him say after just some steps. «First, I got one chopped off. Then I died. Then I came back… somehow, and got both broken several times. How many? I guess you lost count. Then again, I’ve been sitting on the floor for… I suppose you lost count of that too.»
«Maybe a month.» Death frowned. «But I never thought about cutting your tongue off. Behave, kid.»
The kid tensed up and frowned as well, but kept silent for the rest of the walk.
When they eventually got out in the bright daylight of Elysium, Thanatos felt him stiffen all the more and holding his breath, as the hand on his shoulder tightened into a fist, almost pulling his robe. Glancing at the boy’s face, he saw his eyes completely widened and again an expression which seemed almost scared.
He stopped, wondering what was that about, and after some moments, former Cancer lifted the free hand and covered his eyes, as if he didn’t want to see what was around him, now shivering from head to toe.
«What is it?» Death asked. «What are you afraid of…?»
«I-I’m not…» The other almost stammered. «I never… I never thought I would see the light again.»
Thanatos sighed, reminding himself that the kid was just a human being. Then he went on walking, now at a slower pace, and the boy gave a shaky breath and hid the face on his chest, grabbing his robe with the free hand too. Death kept moving until he reached the thermal springs, choosing one with a moderate temperature, and decided to step into it himself, while holding the other.
«What…» Former Cancer whispered, twitching upon coming in contact with the water. «Where is this…?»
«The river which flows here has been molded into springs. They circle my residence.» Death answered. «We just went out my residence. You can see the building right behind my shoulders.»
The boy straightened up to do it, supporting on his clothes, then went back down with a sigh.
«I suppose gods have their privileges.»
«If you show me you can behave yourself, you’ll be free to move around this place.» Thanatos added, and the kid sighed, resting his head against the god’s chest.
«I’m no good when it comes to this.» Answered then in a half voice. «I never had any idea about how to “behave”.»
«You actually are not good at behaving at all…» Thanatos sighed as well, cupping some water with a hand to wet his hair. «But we can consider “not insulting me” and “do everything I say” as a good start.»
Former Cancer answered nothing to that, and after some moments he straightened up and moved away with some difficulties, then proceeded to get rid of what was left of his shirt. Thanatos rose and removed his wet robe, and turning around again, he found an almost skeptical look on the boy’s face.
He returned the look with a questioning expression, taking off his boots as well, and unloading them from the water before putting them aside.
«Are you planning on watching me while I wash…?» Former Cancer muttered while looking away.
«I’m planning to enjoy my springs, while you’re washing.» Death answered, sitting back. «Watching you is the consequence.»
«Whatever.» The boy muttered again, this time with a slight frown, rubbing his chest to remove the dirtied blood stains.
Death leaned his nape on the edge of the bath, sighing vaguely, and eventually ended up looking at the other which had retired as far from him as possible, and was currently sliding fingers into his damp hair.
«How long have you been at the Sanctuary?» He asked then, and the boy frowned but kept looking away.
«More than ten years. Maybe fifteen.» He answered. «I guess. I don’t know how old I was, when I got there. And I’m uncertain about how old I was when I died too.»
«The way you fought is uncharacteristic of a Cancer Saint.» Death observed. «Even your mentor didn’t fight like you. You relied on your physical abilities, while your technique is completely made of astral energy… normally, a Cancer wielder doesn’t move much, stays behind and uses his power from a far distance.»
The boy turned around to glance at him, shrugging.
«I taught myself how to fight the hard way, I suppose. If you know what I’m talking about, I grew up in the street… I had to learn how to kick and punch people, before finding out I could pull out souls from physical bodies.» Answered then, and resumed washing his hair. «And I guess you met many Cancer saints, before me.»
«I witnessed Holy Wars since the first time it happened, kid. I know all saints’ abilities by memory.» Thanatos sighed. «And I never even tried to memorize them, it just happened. Then again, you were an alone and lost child… how typical.»
«Typical…?» Former Cancer repeated, almost glaring at him. «What’s “typical”? Were all my predecessors “alone and lost children”?»
«Almost…» The god vaguely shrugged. «Orphans, abused children, or with traumatic experiences in general. It happens often with saints, it seems like the cloths chose their wielders amongst this kind of people above all.»
The hostile look on the boy’s face smothered into an almost perplexed expression, as he looked back at him again. He seemed to think about it then, dipping into the water up to his chin.
«Going back to my comrades’ past, I must say that you’re right.» He eventually commented. «But you said… I remember you saying that my cloth wasn’t “given to me”. That I earned it, it chose me. What did you mean?»
«I meant that most likely, your mentor chose to take you in because he thought you could probably be the next Cancer Saint.» Death answered. «But he couldn’t be sure. The Cancer cloth could pick another person anyway, but it didn’t, for you had earned its choosing. Also, it’s very uncommon that you’re not completely out of your mind… have you ever heard the voices of the dead?»
«I…» Former Cancer had his eyes widened. «I have. They… stopped, after I began my training at the Sanctuary. But I could still see them around me. The souls of the dead, I mean. Those who… whom I killed.»
«I told you that a part of a saint’s soul stays within the cloth, after they die.» Thanatos went on. «It’s similar for other people. A part of their soul, like an echo, stays in the world of mortals. And a Cancer saint can summon those echoes and talk to them, feel them, use them to boost his abilities. This is what you’ve been doing all your life.»
The boy seemed to take in a deep breath and look at his reflection, then nodded.
«You know saints better than the saints themselves.»
«I learned over time… I didn’t mean to do it, as I said it just happened.»
Former Cancer sighed again and leaned his back against the rocky edge, then seemed to rub on his legs, probably to put them into work again. He did it for a while, then tried using them, and apparently took a lot of effort into just sitting with his knees bent.
«Fuck…» Death heard him mutter between gritted teeth. «I need a new pair, that’s it.»
«You’ll feel better after you eat something.» He commented, and the boy huffed.
«What’s there to eat, in the Underworld…? And a dead person is even supposed to be able to eat, anyway?»
«You’re not dead, albeit not alive.» Thanatos rolled his eyes up, almost huffing as well. «And you should remember those grains of pomegranate which were given to you. You can guess there’s fruit to eat, most of all.»
«Anything to make those work, or I’ll end up chopping them off myself.» Former Cancer gave up the kneeling position and went sitting again. «And alright, it’s not like I can complain over anything.»
«Can’t you…?» Death half smiled. «They’ll work again. And knowing you, most probably it won’t take long.»
The other blinked and looked at him, again seeming perplexed.
«I’ve been told I’m a hyperactive jerk.» Said then. «So, this is probably the word you were looking for.»
«Hyperactive kid will be alright.» He answered. «Do you think it’ll take long to wash?»
«I’m done.» Former Cancer shrugged. «And… will you ever, like ever once, call me by my name…?»
«Maybe when you ask me nicely, I will.»
At that, the boy clearly clenched his jaw while looking away, pulling his legs up against the chest, and opted to say nothing.
Thanatos stood and shook his hair, now dripping, then moved his head to wring them out. He considered putting back his robe but eventually decided not to, being still wet, and approached the other to take him out.
Death found him overly tense, but received no resistance when he pulled him up, for the boy just shrunk his head between the shoulders and let himself be lifted. By the time they reached the residence he seemed to have relaxed a little, and kept silent even when Thanatos helped him sit at a table.
«Eat.» The god said, gesturing a plate of fruit.
Then didn’t wait for an answer, leaving the room to retrieve dry clothes for both of them, and by the time he went back, former Cancer was looking daggers at an apple, without actually eating and just holding it. Thanatos placed the clothes on the table and went taking his lyre, sitting there to play, not wanting to leave the boy alone.
After a while he realized that the other wasn’t eating at all, and seemed focused on listening, apple still in his hands and eyes fixed on him.
«I already told you that if you eat, you’ll recover sooner.» He eventually said, halting the music. «Come on, kid.»
The boy almost twitched at the sound of his voice and then blinked, looking at the apple again.
«It’s easier said than done.» Muttered then, frowning at the fruit. «I spent years of my life as a cockroach living in the street, eating garbage if necessary to survive. And now this pretty apple doesn’t even look like food to me.»
«Begin with cutting it into pieces.» Thanatos said, then resumed playing. «Can you play any instrument?»
The other took a small knife and almost snickered, shaking his head.
«It’s a wonder I can read and write.» He seemed to probe the line of the blade before piercing through the fruit. «Let alone playing. And from what I recall, none of my comrades could play any instrument… but I remember one of them singing, now that I think of it.»
«It’s a shame they don’t teach saints to play.» Death commented with a slight frown. «But I suppose you were too busy training… who’s the one who can sing?»
«Oh, well… twelve of us, all playing, would have been interesting to listen to. And yes, we were too busy training, and normally the Sanctuary doesn’t sport music teachers.» The apple fell down cut in four parts, and former Cancer removed the seeds. «The singing bird is the Virgo saint.»
«This makes sense.» Thanatos nodded. «He must be an interesting person. I suppose you liked hearing him singing.»
The kid blinked, still focused on the fruit.
«I suppose I did.» Said then. «I never thought about it much.» And instead of eating, he started playing with the knife, making it turn with the point placed on the table. «He’s an interesting kind of person, the Virgo saint… not talkative, not sociable, always locked up into his house.» He resumed with a small sigh. «Also, he’s blind. Very interesting, as you can see.»
«It seems to me.» Death nodded. «I always liked Virgo saints.»
«So there’s a saint you like.» The boy observed. «I mean, a cloth. I wouldn’t have imagined it.»
«Me and my brother profusely discussed about this topic.» He replied. «It wasn’t simple to figure out.»
This time he received a skeptical look.
«So you both have a favorite cloth. And your twin’s would be…?»
«It’s pretty easy to tell.» He smiled. «You can guess by yourself. Who do you think might be Hypnos’ favorite?»
«I’m guessing Libra or Aries, since he took both.» Former Cancer answered, now raising an eyebrow.
«It’s even easier.» Thanatos kept smiling. «It’s Gemini.»
«Wha…» The boy widened his eyes. «Is this… supposed to be a joke of some sort?»
«It’s not. Hypnos would speak about his good reasons and all, but still… his favorite cloth is that of the Gemini stars. I suppose he enjoys the “good-evil twins” thing.»
«Let me ask you what the fuck you’re talking about.» Former Cancer argued, but he only seemed as perplexed as ever. «You’re talking about the personality switch. Is this… a “thing”? Wasn’t just our dearest Aspros who happened to be a complete fuck?»
«To use your same kind of terminology,» Thanatos smiled all the more. «all Gemini saints are “complete fucks”.»
«Well, on one hand, this is interesting to know. And I wonder why I’ve never been told anything about it.» Finally, the boy seemed to try and eat that slice of apple. «On the other hand… maybe you’d be interested to know that some years ago, your twin’s favorite saint tried to murder my mentor, and your favorites saint prevented him. It’s… somehow ironic.»
«It’s ironic, yes, but still pretty common for a Gemini saint.» Death couldn’t help but chuckle. «They don’t tell you because it would be scary to know all the wondrous things Gemini wielders did in the past. Like betraying the Sanctuary, then remembering they didn’t want to betray, thus changing their minds halfway through it… it’s very entertaining to watch.»
«I don’t even have a proper curse word for this mess you’re speaking about.» Former Cancer shook his head and seemed actually taken aback. «So… your twin likes assholes, I assume.»
«I never thought about it this way, but we can say that yes, he does. He mainly likes unpredictable people.»
The boy sighed and finished his fruit.
«This is unbelievable…» He commented, looking at his hands. «I’m sitting at a table in the Underworld, talking with a god, about… about who’s his favorite saint. Even if I pretend I just happened here to converse with you, it wouldn’t make sense anyway.»
«You’ll eventually get used to it.» Thanatos resumed playing his lyre. «You can change your clothes, now.»
The other glanced at the folded clothes but did nothing, and seemed to listen to him playing. Then eventually took the shirt, feeling the fabric by rubbing fingers on it, and then put it on with a sigh.
Death recalled that the kid wasn’t able to stand by himself, and he would need help to wear the trousers. So he stood up and approached, and the other followed him with a frown.
«Try to get up.» Thanatos said. «Here, support on the table. I’ll help you change.»
«I can very well do it by myself.» The boy replied, moving back as to press against the chair.
«No, you can’t. You ate one single apple and will have serious issues even just raising to your feet, so don’t complain and do as I say.»
«You know… this sucks in a way you can’t even imagine.» Former Cancer retorted, but eventually grabbed the edge of the table for support, as he tried standing. «Like, it’s kind of the worst thing that happened since I found myself here.»
«Actually, I can’t understand at all.» He circled the other and held him by the sides, putting enough force into it as to keep him standing, for he was already shaking. «Me helping you dress is worse than what happened to you until now…? Why?»
«Because…» The other swallowed, his nape now pressed on Thanatos’ shoulder. «But do I really have to explain?! Aren’t you supposed to be a god which knows stuff…?»
«Calm down, kid.» He sighed, trying not to lose his tolerance. «I’m not going to hurt you. And no, I’m supposed to be Death, not knowing what you little mortals think in your tiny heads. The sooner you comply, the sooner it will be done.»
The boy didn’t answer, and Thanatos couldn’t see his expression like that, but seemed willing to oblige for he breathed deeply and managed to take off his trousers, with some effort. Then tried to reach for the clean ones and had to struggle again to put them on, but eventually could, ending up breathing heavily and running a hand through his hair.
«Well.» He said, helping him sit back on the chair. «As always, you did almost good.»
For some reasons, former Cancer had a deep frown and eyes closed, and at that comment he winced even more, rubbing a palm on his lips.
«You really have no idea how mortifying this is, indeed.» He muttered while looking away.
«As I said…» Thanatos went sitting again to retrieve his lyre, then plucked some chords. «…no.»
The boy kept looking away, a palm still pressed on his face.
«Would you… would you play some more?» He surprisingly asked after some moments.
«I will.»
Death actually resumed playing, choosing a different tune than before, and former Cancer gave a slow breathing while folding arms on his chest, not crossing them but just holding, as if he was cold. And for the whole time he didn’t look up, still it felt clear that he was listening.
Thanatos went on playing for a while, losing track of mortal time, and at some point noticed that the other had a hand covering his eyes, his head slightly lowered. When Death stopped there were no reactions, as if the boy had actually fallen asleep like that.
He rose and approached, and the boy twitched slightly when he caressed his head.
«Come here.» He said in a low tone, moving to make him fold arms around his shoulders, and lifted him up when the boy complied.
He decided not to bring him in the room downstairs and settled on a couch, just before the terrace, still holding him. The light was slowly fading from the sky, he noticed, and soon the display of a starless night would cover Elysium.
«Why…?» Death heard the kid whisper after a while, as he was slowly caressing his back, keeping him leaned on his body.
«What?»
There came no answer, for the boy just pulled both arms against his chest and lowered his head. Thanatos slid a hand below his chin to lift his face with the knuckles, and the other seemed to force himself not to slip away from the touch.
«What are you asking?»
«I don’t know.» Former Cancer slightly shook his head. «I just… I don’t understand what’s happening.»
«It will be clear in time.» He said. «For now, you can let your thoughts slide away. There is nothing to understand. Just breathe.»
The other breathed slowly in and out, eyes closed, and grabbing onto him as if he was about to fall off, even if they were both sitting. Thanatos folded arms around his back, as to hold him.
«I’m scared.» The boy whispered again, almost pulling at his clothes. «What have you done to me…? Why am I feeling so small?»
«Because you are small.» Thanatos answered. «But see… you don’t need to be scared. I’m not angry at you anymore.»
The other nodded in a small twitch and cowered, curling up against his chest.
Death kept slowly caressing him from his nape to the small of his back, and he gradually lost tension, albeit still pressing onto him.
Notes:
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It seems Thanatos has decided to take Manigoldo under his "care", albeit having clearly no idea how to deal with people. He isn't lying while saying that he doesn't know how the human mind works - he's the God of Death after all, and never had much involvment with mortals. Obviously Manigoldo's current traumatized condition doesn't help much... or does it?
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Chapter 23: XXIII
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Chapter Text
Minos wasn’t in his best mood while getting back home.
He hadn’t wanted to stay away for so long, but eventually days had passed before he could return to his chambers, since both Lune and Rhadamanthys had been busy doing other things… especially the latter, called first by Lord Hades and then by Lady Pandora. Lord Hades had gone to the Olympus and left the Underworld in the care of the Twins, and when it came to arrangements, Rhadamanthys was always the one who got called.
And that wasn't a problem in and of itself, Minos thought. It was more about the whole situation, for he was just beginning to properly acknowledge that the Holy War wasn’t just over. It had been won.
There wouldn't have been another one, ever again. No more conflicts against Earth dwellers and Athena’s warriors, and that meant such a whole lot of changes.
It was strange at the point of being unsettling. As soon as Lord Hades would have returned, for starters, he’d officially rule over Earth as well, becoming its protector and leading deity. Some specters had been sent to the realm of the livings too, to arrange the Sanctuary which had been Athena's, soon to be the reference point of Lord Hades' rule… and that felt weird too, to say the least. Minos had the urge to go there himself and see it with his own eyes, to be sure it wasn't some kind of joke, but apparently he was to stay in the Underworld and perform his duties.
He stopped before Byaku's door and knocked, then realized that his lieutenant had been sent to Earth as well and couldn't answer. The Griffon sighed, going inside even if without permission, and retrieved some of Byaku’s clothes; he left a note, briefly apologizing for the theft, then went out again and resumed walking towards his own chambers.
Another thing which was bugging Minos’ mind was Aiacos' current condition. It still felt damn unfair that he had to be punished, and Minos had told the exact same thing to the Garuda, some hours before, but Aiacos didn’t seem willing to listen. His brother had just kept staring at nothing, partially hidden by the bars of his cell as Minos spoke to him.
“I don't want to be a specter anymore, Minos.” Aiacos had eventually said, his black eyes still fixed on the wall. “I know you don't like what you hear, but that's it. I don't belong here anymore.”
The Griffon hadn't wanted to argue on that, telling himself that his brother needed some more time to adjust, and that he would have spoken to him again soon.
He had to breathe in and out and shake his head, after finally reaching the entrance of his home. Lost in his own thoughts as he was, he almost ended up knocking at his own door, and realized when he had already lifted an arm, huffing a moment later and just going in. He was still wearing his surplice when he got to the living room, spotting the figure of former Pisces sat there and reading.
«Hey.» Minos called, still on the frame. «I’m back. I stole some clothes for you.»
He didn’t wait for an answer and backed off. He left the clothes on his bed and sighed when the Griffon semblance left his body, ultimately realizing how weary he was.
«You stole clothes…?» He heard Albafica’s voice ask in a perplexed tone.
«I did.» He answered, turning around to see the kid entering the room. «Mine don’t fit you properly, and I thought about taking some from Byaku. They should be your size or almost, he’s smaller than me.»
«You can’t just go around stealing…» Albafica crossed arms on his chest with a sigh. «How could I explain to the Necromancer why I’m wearing his clothes?»
«It’s all fine, you won’t need to explain anything. I left him a note.» Minos went sitting on his bed and shook his head, feeling the need to pour some water on it. «And if he asks you, just say I gave them to you, he wouldn’t complain. I told you he’s a nice person, my lieutenant.»
Former Pisces sighed again and put the folded clothes on a dresser.
«Alright.» He eventually said. «I’ll thank him when I get the chance, then.»
At that point, Minos wondered what moment of the day it was, for he had completely lost track of time, and found himself frowning while looking at the kid.
«Actually… how long was I away?» Asked then. «I was busier than I thought, or so it seems. Everything fine, here?»
«Everything fine.» The other nodded, going to sit on a chair not too far. «You stayed away for four days, and I went out a couple of times… but there isn’t much to see around here. I will need some new books, I already read almost all you have.»
«Oh, well… I will go steal books too, then.» The Griffon commented. «You know, Sleep is the one providing us books. And my favorite Balrog has a whole lot of tomes in his chambers, so I suppose I’ll go thieving there… any particular subject you’re interested in?»
«Is there anything regarding the Underworld?»
«Sure, going from not very specific to extremely accurate. I’ll get those, then.» Minos sighed as well and let himself fall on the mattress. «I didn’t realize I was so drained. My fingers are screaming. What time is it, again…?»
«It’s evening.» Albafica answered, and he heard the sound of him standing up. «If you are tired I’ll let you rest. We can talk tomorrow.»
«It’s fine, I’m used to endure too.» He said, looking at the drapery of his bed. «Are you sure you’re alright? You sound down.»
«If I am to be completely honest, I’m starting to get bored.» The other said. «Which is unusual for me, being used to stay alone for long periods of time. But until now, I couldn’t realize how entertaining some trivial things were… like cooking, eating, training, and so on. Now I have so much time to spare I don’t know what to do with it.»
Minos pushed on his lower back to sit up.
«You’re right, and it’s not like there’s much to do in the Underworld for us specters either.» He frowned, propping his cheek on a palm. «Then again, I suppose you’d want to see it, since it’s your home now. I will show you around, this time for sure, as soon as there’s light again. Then I’ll come up with something for you… for starters, you could plant something in the yard, if you feel like tending to the plants. I suppose I wouldn’t be able to do it, and just let everything wither.»
«I don’t mind to give it a try.» The kid shook his shoulders and went to sit on the bed, moving all his hair on one side. «And how it went for you, like… at work…?»
Minos had to blink for a moment at the little saint’s elegant gesture, then rubbed his eyes with a frown, trying not to stare.
«Huh… well…» He began, telling himself to focus. «It went… as usual, I suppose. I kind of had a bad day, in fact, but not because of my work. One of my brothers is behaving like an idiot, and I have no idea how to force some reason into him… if there’s a way to do it at all. So I’m probably kind of nervous right now, even if normally I don’t notice.»
«You… don’t notice when you’re nervous?» Former Pisces blinked a couple of times. «Alright, I suppose this is the “other brother” of yours. Not the Wyvern. You said you had two.»
«See, kid…» Minos vaguely smiled. «I am kind of moody, and I happen to switch from nervous to calm like thrice in an hour, so I don’t even acknowledge it anymore.»
«Oh…» Albafica blinked again and then smiled back. «Like how it happened with the bite.»
«Yes, we could say that. If you bite me, I lose my temper… and I have no idea why, it just happens. You can slap me as much as you want, if the circumstances are the right ones, but no biting whatsoever. What was I saying, now? Something about my brother, I suppose…»
«Something about your brother behaving strangely.» The kid said, still with that very little smile on his face. «And you don’t know what to do about it.»
Minos just smiled back, completely forgetting about what he had been thinking up to that point, and suddenly feeling very much like kissing the other. He lifted an arm to stroke his cheek with the knuckles, sighing vaguely.
«You know.» He muttered. «I’m straining not to tell you that you’re beautiful.»
«You’re not trying hard enough, since you just told me.» Albafica sighed, then casually cupped the back of Minos’ hand with his own. «But I’m starting to get used to it.»
«It’s a shame you won’t blush anymore, then.» He said, leaning in to brush their noses together. «I will have to try harder.»
He just stayed like that for some more moments, feeling the smooth skin of the other under the fingertips, and eventually took him by the waist to make him sit on his lap.
«Have you been missing me, blossom?» Asked then with a smile, brushing his hair back.
«And have you, Minos?»
Again, the simple sound of his name was able to make his whole hair stand on end, and the Griffon took a moment to wonder why was it, because rationally, it felt so unbelievably silly he could have slapped himself on the spot. He didn’t answer and just kissed him, eventually making him pull off his shirt.
«I’m not saying it again…» He muttered then, lightly pushing on Albafica’s chest to have him lay down on the mattress. «I’m not, I swear. You already know it.»
Albafica laughed softly and Minos smiled, feeling glad to have found him there, upon getting back home; knowing himself, the Griffon was aware that he would have spent a great deal of time thinking over and over the same things, and the simple fact of having the little saint waiting for him was almost relieving.
«So I can’t bite you.» The other said, tilting his head on the mattress, making his locks move in small azure waves. «Are there other things that could flip you?»
«Yes…» Minos answered, still smiling. «What about finding out by yourself? I’m not telling, it should be a surprise.»
«Do I need to be scared…?»
«Nah.» The Griffon’s smile turned into a grin. «The worst which could happen is me roughing you up like the little hussy you are.»
«Don’t call me that.» Albafica rose on his knees, sporting an almost outraged look. «Or I will slap you in the wrong moment.»
Minos couldn’t help but chuckle, then nodded vaguely and slid a hand on the kid’s nape, pushing so that he would rest his forehead against the specter’s shoulder.
«Let’s see…» Said then, looking down. «I remember you reacted nicely when I did this.»
After that he lifted his free hand, and still keeping him like that he slapped his cheeks right in the middle, enough to elicit a smacking noise. The kid twitched and yelped, and he chuckled again.
«What a cute sound.» Commented then. «May I do it again?»
He didn’t wait for an answer and resumed, and this time, the other tried to wriggle free with a frustrated groan. The Griffon was about to tease him some more but he felt a considerably strong blow on the solar plexus, which cut air from his lungs and made him fall flat on the bed.
By the time he had blinked and looked up, the saint was glowering and had crawled on top of him, his face slightly reddened.
«I’m going back on my words.» He hissed, sitting upright on his knees and slowly unlacing his own trousers. «You’re not nice at all.»
«You just… you punched me.» Minos commented, actually kind of suspicious of what had just happened. «You did. And I let you. I must be a lot more tired than I thought.»
«I did punch you.» The other said, ultimately taking off his trousers. «But don’t worry, I’m not going to hurt you now.»
The Griffon had his eyes a little widened, and after that he couldn’t help but laugh, covering his face with a hand.
«I was just starting to get shivers.» Said then, folding the free hand on the kid’s side, and rubbing their waists together. «Will you be gentle with me, Pisces saint? You know, this is my first time.»
«I’m not used to rub in the wounds of a defeated warrior.» He heard the little saint answer and laughed again, even if his own trousers were being unlaced. «Even if I can’t believe no one put their hands on that pretty face you have.»
«And who told you no one ever did…?» Minos retorted while sitting up again, still smiling, recalling the same dialogue happening but in reverse. «It’s just that they died, after touching me.»
This time they laughed together and ended up brushing their foreheads, while Minos wrapped arms around Albafica’s waist.
«Best mimicry of me I’ve ever heard.» He eventually said. «How did I go with your impression?»
«You can improve.» The other answered with a shrug, again rubbing against him. «You were too busy laughing, and usually I’m serious when I speak.»
«You’re indeed always serious.» He replied, moving a hand up to brush his lips. «You take yourself too much seriously, and take me too seriously as well, at least you did at the beginning. But I will try and do better next time, even if the solemn and proud face doesn’t belong to me in the slightest.»
«It would suit you.» Former Pisces kissed him again. «I need to inform you that I’m planning to punch you again.»
«Can I inquire why I should be punched? Because you know, it’s not like I enjoy it. And if you keep with this “bad kid” attitude, you won’t ever get what you want.»
«I want to punch you to get what I want from you with brute force.» Albafica answered with a smile, then brushed their faces together.
«This could very well be the most adorable threat I’ve ever received…» Minos observed, slightly frowning. «Alright, you’re getting what you look for… here, suck on my fingers. I won’t take you dry for I’m no masochist, I told you.»
The other didn’t answer but took his wrist and slid two fingers into his own mouth, actually starting to suck on them, all the while looking at him straight in the eyes.
«You’re such a fast learner.» The Griffon smiled, moving them to press on the delicate spots of the kid’s mouth. «Now be sure to keep looking at me.»
Albafica complied, and went so far as to use the free hand to stroke himself, moaning softly on his knuckles. And Minos found himself feeling heat directly into his head, widening his eyes.
He pulled out the fingers and pressed the tips between the kid’s cheeks, and heard him moan again as they went in, one after another. Albafica leaned the head on his shoulder, breathing slowly, while moving his waist to enhance the position. Minos let him there, focusing to try and find the right spot, and when he did, he grabbed his jaw with the free hand and lifted his head, to make their eyes meet.
He ended up smiling, noticing that the kid hadn’t stopped stroking himself; he kept staring at him, now spreading his fingers to loosen up the muscles, as the other’s free hand tightened on his arm and his eyes became foggier.
«If you’re wondering, yes, I want to see you coming like this.» Said then, slightly leaning in. «Go on helping yourself.»
There were no complaints to that, and the only visible reaction was former Pisces’ face flushing almost crimson, and to that, Minos had to keep from laughing again. And then again, the kid must have been missing him a lot, for it didn’t take long for him to tense up, being clearly close to finish. At that point Minos freed his mouth and stroke him by covering his hand, making him twitch and widen his eyes as he climaxed all of a sudden, and then chuckled at his almost perturbed expression.
«Better…?» Said then, slowly pulling out his fingers.
The other gave a small nod, still breathing heavily. Minos wrapped arms around his back and pulled him closer, leaning against the wall.
«I allow you a minute to recover, and then I’m taking you.» He whispered, talking to his hair. «That is, if you don’t punch me again.»
«I’ll try my best.» Albafica muttered, sliding a palm up on the Griffon’s back, and he was about to say something but his little blossom went down, crouching between his legs.
«But look at you again… doing this is becoming your favorite thing.» He said then, caressing his head. «I should pay it back more.»
«I don’t mind if you don’t pay it back.» The saint answered, sporting an almost innocent look. «I’m doing this just for you, Minos.»
He grinned widely, grabbing his nape with a hand and guiding his length with the free one.
«Oh but I know, Albafica.» Said then. «You only do things for others, selfless and pure as you are.»
The kid opted to say nothing to that and followed the movement, spreading his lips and fixing his hair behind an ear, seeming to prepare for what was to come. And the Griffon pushed him down, not at the point to make him choke but almost, and the moment after Albafica glared, being not much credible giving his current state.
«Now I’ll teach you something.» Minos commented, grabbing a hold of azure hair and moving him up and then down. «This thing is all the more nice if you do this. Remember it, for when you’ll be the one receiving.»
The other moaned confusedly, trying to balance the push by pressing his palms on the specter’s thighs, and he grinned again at his widened eyes.
«And this is exactly the look I wanted to see.» Said then, his tone now more deep.
He kept the pace and didn't allow the kid to move away, his breathings becoming sharper, and when he felt close he pulled at his hair to make him rise; he kissed him and finished using his own hand, dirtying him, and almost biting his lips. Then gave a pleased sigh right after that and leaned backwards, resting his back against the wall again.
He remembered being addressed as too much talkative and decided to keep silent for a while, just caressing the other’s now messy hair to put them back behind his head, giving another small, content sigh.
Albafica wrapped arms around his neck and almost hid like that, keeping close to him, and Minos leaned to rub the nose into his hair.
«Do you want me some more…?» Asked then in a whisper, still brushing his back.
The other gave the smallest nod, hiding all the more, and he smiled again.
«Me too.» Said then. «I’m the one who needs a minute to recover, now. Allow me.»
He felt the kid’s face rubbing against his neck, and after a moment a light kiss on the skin, which softened his smile at how adorable it was. Minos lied down and turned around, now caressing him more intensely, and almost smiling again while realizing that the kid was already hard.
«Do you prefer to turn around, or stay like this and look at me?» He asked softly, still rubbing the nose on his neck.
The other seemed to need some time to answer, and Minos felt him swallow.
«I don’t mind.»
«Will you ever speak your mind?» He asked again. «You should know by now that I like looking at you. What about you?»
«I…» The saint’s skin furrowed in a small shiver, as he lifted both hands to cover his face. «I’d like you to do what you want.»
«Alright.» The Griffon rose a little and kissed the back of his hands, where there were supposed to be the lips. «Then I will lay down, and you will be sitting on top of me, so that I can watch you properly and all the whole, as I take you. Is this fine with you?»
«Do you… do you really need to ask?»
Even if the kid’s face was covered, it was clear that he had flushed cherry by now, and his voice had been almost a whimper. Also, he was as hard as ever.
«No, I don’t.» Minos grinned, vaguely brushing the tip of his length. «But don’t forget that I am a bad person, blossom.»
«You are.»
He chuckled and turned around, actually lying with his back on the mattress, and folded both hands behind the nape while waiting for the other to comply. Even if he had seemed more outward at the beginning, Albafica had suddenly turned into his embarrassed and shy self, for whatever reason… not that the Griffon minded about it, he pretty much enjoyed both the playful and the reluctant behavior.
The kid took a while and Minos didn’t push it, enjoying how he seemed utterly confused, uncomfortable and almost unwilling, but eventually he sat on the specter’s lap, finally uncovering his face and looking down.
Minos sighed and remained there unmoving, just looking at him, half wondering if Albafica would have figured out what to do by himself, and half enjoying how astonishingly beautiful he always managed to be. It took a while still, but eventually he seemed to understand, and moved a hand behind to direct the specter’s length, raising on his knees.
«Now be careful…» The Griffon said, supposing that the kid risked to end up impaling himself. «Take it easy, try not to push it.»
Albafica just glared at him and pushed down all the whole, completely sheathing him. He winced and moaned right after that, his muscles tensing up, and Minos almost sighed with his same wince.
«I told you to take it easy, kid.» Said then, moving hands to wrap his waist. «A little impatient, aren’t we?»
«Shut up.» The saint almost growled, and he chuckled vaguely.
«As you wish.»
He moved two fingers to call his strings, and made them fold around the kid's palms, pulling his arms above his head. The other seemed to understand because he closed hands and used the strings to support as he moved, rising on his legs; the Griffon nodded with a sharp inhale and gave back the push, still holding him by the waist, and hearing a loud moan a moment later.
He kept doing that, enjoying how the other’s body moved, exposed as he was, and hearing his voice filling the room. When he grabbed a hold of his length Albafica shook his head, quivering all the whole, and Minos thought about sitting up, making him turn around and a whole lot of other things, but ended up staying like that and staring at him with his eyes widened. He realized that the other was close when it was too late, as his body arched and his muscles tensed at the point of squeezing him, making him almost growl.
He sat up, grabbing the kid’s legs and moving to press his back against the wall, not intentioned in stopping for he was near as well. Albafica gripped on his hair and kept his voice loose, allowing him to finish less than a minute later, and Minos had to lean with a palm on the wall for his head was vaguely spinning now.
Eventually he pulled off, sitting back on the bed and rubbing a palm on his eyes.
«You alright there…?» Asked then, glancing at the other.
«Yes.» Albafica answered. He was sitting up as well and looking away, and as it had happened already twice before, he was frowning and seemed somehow troubled with the situation. As if the physical interaction was bothering him somehow, even if he hadn’t seem bothered at all while it happened.
«You sure?» Minos insisted.
«Yes.» The kid repeated. «I really need to go wash now.»
«And me too.» The Griffon sighed. «But I’m planning on doing it tomorrow. You go, perhaps I’ll reach for my inner willpower and join you.»
Albafica nodded and slid down the bed, and Minos sighed again, letting himself fall on a side. A part of him suggested he should have really washed too; not only he was sweaty and almost sticky, but he had spent the last four days working with no breaks whatsoever, and water seemed a good idea. But eventually he realized he didn’t really care, just bothering to arch a little to fix his trousers, and deciding he had the whole day after to be presentable again.
And maybe to have a little conversation with the saint as well. He didn’t want to press it now since he was too tired, but some hours of sleep would’ve fixed it.
Upon returning from the lavatory, Albafica realized that the specter was already asleep. He sighed, sitting on the edge of the bed and looking at him with a small frown, and before even realizing, he had lifted a hand and was brushing the silvery locks away from his forehead.
What had gotten into him was a mystery, and most of him didn't like it in the slightest. Because it was real that he had missed the specter, during those four days… both his mind and his body had missed him, if he had to be true to himself.
The saint sighed again, sinking his face into a palm. It was no use denying that he liked the Griffon, somehow; he couldn't understand how was it, but absurd as it felt now, Albafica had to admit that he had waited for the other to get back, even just to talk to him.
Solitude was never a problem, but loneliness apparently was. His thoughts were mostly dark, drifting from the Holy War to his prisoner companions, to the people they left defenseless against Hades' forces, and even to his old teacher. Albafica remembered very well the Griffon telling him about the chance to see his mentor again, and he almost shivered at that.
Meeting Lugonis would have meant explaining him things as they were. And facing the consequence of his failure alone was a thing, confronting with his teacher would have been a completely different matter.
The moment when Lugonis died, after their last blood exchange ritual, flashed before his eyes and he shivered again, clenching his fists on the thighs. No, he couldn't think about that. His mentor sacrificed his own life to allow him to take his place, and Albafica had failed him, as he had failed the world and his oath to protect the people.
Gritting his teeth, he realized that he urged to focus on something else, whatever it was, and his mind recalled what had just happened with the Griffon, reminding him how much he was in desperate need of warmth.
It was such a foreign sensation he still couldn't believe it. Every time he had been speaking with the specter, the other was able to comfort him and making him feel better, somehow, as easing a burden he didn’t know he was carrying. Albafica couldn’t even understand how, actually, or why he was doing that, but Minos showed himself to be caring, warm and even respectful, even if his playful and unceremonious attitude had been hiding it a lot. Not at the beginning, that was for sure, but even back then, the specter never actually hurt him… just spent some time into teasing him and making him swallow his pride, but then again, nothing actually bad had happened.
Strange as it might sound even to his own ears, Albafica had the feeling that if he refused to comply to a request, the Griffon wouldn’t have forced him into anything he didn’t want. Maybe he was wrong, no, he was most certainly wrong, he was probably deceiving himself because of that inexplicable need for warmth and closeness, but then again, he had no intentions of denying himself to the specter.
Those past four days, he had been waiting for Minos to hold him close and caress him, and making him feel like he belonged. And the saint had to shut his eyes in a deep frown, feeling his cheeks redden at the simple thought.
The memory of their fight was still present in his mind, but by now it felt almost related to different people, to another life. And somehow it was like that, he thought with a deep breath, relaxing his features. Somehow they weren’t the same people who had faced each other during the Holy War, for he wasn’t even a saint anymore, and it felt true that the Griffon was no longer an enemy.
Even too much true, Albafica thought while glancing at his relaxed face again, as the specter’s chest was slowly rising into a calm breathing.
Truth was, he needed that warmth for otherwise, he would have risked losing his mind. Incapable of doing anything to help his comrades, to make any difference, and even to die, if not for Minos to take care of him as he was doing, the saint knew he would have ended up giving in to anguish, with no means of resurfacing.
He felt suddenly cold, and moved to lie down next to the other. Albafica pulled up the blanket to cover both of them, snuggling close to rest his head on the Griffon’s chest, feeling him sigh in his sleep a moment after.
Notes:
Hi there~
So finally there's some Minos/Albafica again :D
This chapter is kind of short, but we can anticipate that the next one will not only be longer, but also very significant for those two, and the development of their relationship.
They've been separated for around four days now, and Albafica had the time to realize that Minos' presence is welcome, and their interactions too. But obviously it isn't easy to accept - he was a golden saint after all, he lived the life he did and always considered the specters as monsters. So let's see how this will unfold :)Thank you always for your support ♥ See you soon!
Chapter 24: XXIV
Notes:
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Chapter Text
Minos woke up gradually and turned on a side, stretching his limbs. It took him some moments to gain perceptions of his surroundings, and eventually he sat up with a yawn, realizing that Albafica wasn’t next to him.
He supposed that maybe the kid had already awakened and was around the house; he didn’t seem tired the evening before, and probably slept a lot less. He was about to get up and go wash when he noticed, blinking, that Albafica was in the bedroom… but sitting on the ground, his back pressed against the wall and knees pulled up on his chest.
Unsure of what that was about, Minos sat on the edge of the bed and tried to reach for his eyes, but the kid seemed to be just staring at nothing.
«Hey.» The Griffon opted for calling. «What are you doing there?»
«Nothing.» Came the young man’s answer in almost a whisper.
Minos got up and kneeled before him, wondering what was possibly happening. Seeing that Albafica didn’t seem willing to speak again or move, or doing anything else, Minos lifted an arm to brush his hair. And to his utmost surprise, Albafica jolted up and slapped his hand, cowering all the more and widening his eyes.
«This is not…» He muttered. «This is not safe.»
«Not… safe.» Minos repeated slowly, unable to understand what could have gotten into the other. «You mean that you don’t want to be touched?»
«No… yes…» The kid nervously twined and rubbed his own fingers. «I know… I know I’m not poisonous anymore. But it feels very wrong now.»
«Alright,» the Griffon sighed, then went to the bed to retrieve the blanket. «I’ll touch you through this. You’re shivering, let me put it around you.»
He unfolded the blanket and cautiously put one of the edges around Albafica’s shoulders, careful not to brush his skin directly, and covered his hair as well before pulling him closer. The kid was as tense as ever, and it felt clear that he was terrified over something.
«Have you had a bad dream…?» Minos inquired after some moments, lightly stroking his back in circles, and always through the fabric of the blanket.
«I think I have.» Albafica answered in a thin voice. «But I don’t remember any of it. I just woke up feeling sick.»
«What do you mean with sick?»
«Like… like I couldn’t breathe.»
Minos noticed one of the kid’s hands poking through the blanket and he brushed it, then, seeing that the other wasn’t freaking out, he cautiously twined fingers with him. Albafica tightened the hold on his hand and winced, cowering closer.
«I didn’t know he would die.» He whimpered after some moments.
Minos frowned hearing that, but kept caressing his back in small circles and decided not to ask, waiting to see if Albafica would speak again.
«I just… I thought I would’ve become the Pisces saint.» The kid eventually resumed, again in a barely audible tone. «I didn’t want to kill him.»
His eyes teared up and he shrunk all the more, and Minos had to take a long, deep breath. He was finally beginning to understand something, as to what the kid was currently distressed for.
“My mentor sacrificed his life, for me to wield the Pisces cloth.”
Albafica had been saying that some days prior. It was about his teacher, and about the strange training he had to undertake to become a golden saint. The Griffon remembered thinking that something was off, about all that “becoming poisonous” situation… even more so because while speaking of it, Albafica had suddenly seemed upset and clearly unwilling to speak.
Minos thought about asking him to elaborate now, but realized he had no idea how to phrase the question, and ended up holding him tighter and frowning, not knowing what to say.
That “I didn’t want to kill him” had sounded so unbelievably wrong. It felt now clear that Albafica had been coerced on taking part into something unpleasant, to say the least, and most likely while being a trainee at the Sanctuary.
«Breathe.» Minos whispered, seeing that the kid was straining to keep air into his lungs, almost shaking. «Whatever it was, it’s in the past. Now you’re here, and everything’s alright.»
Former Pisces moved in even closer and hid under his neck, huddling up as much as he could, and Minos kept stroking his back, wordlessly reminding himself to stay calm.
«This is about your mentor, isn’t it?» He tried asking when the kid seemed a little more tranquil, still keeping a palm on the side of his head.
Albafica drawn in a deep breath and sat more upright, brushing fingers on his cheeks, thus making him notice that he had been silently crying. At that point he nodded, keeping his eyes down.
«You became the Pisces saint after he died.» The Griffon probed again. «You told me so. What happened?»
«It is… complicated.» The kid resumed to nervously twine fingers together. «For me to become poisonous, we had to regularly perform a ritual. Once a month for three years. It was a blood exchange between us, my teacher and I, and any time I could survive it, my blood became more poisonous. It stopped when I… I was… more poisonous than my mentor.» He paused and had to swallow hard. «Back then I didn’t think he would die. It would be logical to think, but I didn’t realize until it… happened.»
«So, you… you performed this ritual, over three years as a young kid, risking to die at every session.» Minos had to strain to keep his tone soft and expression plain. «Because of the poison in your teacher’s blood. And eventually he died, after your last exchange.»
«It’s because…» Albafica tensed up again and almost shivered. «It’s because the Pisces’ cosmo is poisonous, and… and I could’ve died just wearing the cloth, hadn’t I become poisonous beforehand.»
«I understand.» The Griffon breathed deeply, resuming to caress the other’s hair. «It’s not your fault, you should know. It was required by your cloth, and you had to be informed before, that is. Arriving there prepared, with a proper explanation of what would have happened. You did nothing wrong.»
«I know this is normal for a Pisces saint.» The kid swallowed again. «My mentor did the ritual before me, and so many Pisces wielders before him… but I don’t think I could’ve done it as well, after taking in a pupil. So I… I don’t know… dying during the Holy War didn’t feel like much of a problem to me. I didn’t want to do this with another person, meant to be my successor. I don’t think I could’ve ever brought myself to.»
And this is because you’re nothing like the gigantic asshole your teacher was, Minos thought, almost gritting his teeth, but managed to just nod. How could he do such a thing to the child he took in as a son?!
«Just don’t think about it.» Said then. «It won’t be required of you to exchange blood with anyone. And even if you did, nothing would happen because it’s just regular blood now, same as mine.»
Albafica looked at him with his eyes a little widened and again teary, then swallowed hard once more and leaned in closer, ending up pressing their lips together. Minos sunk a hand into his hair and gave it back but softly, keeping him as close as possible.
He had been participating to enough Holy Wars to know that saints were normally brainwashed kids, trained into warriors with no sense of self-preservation whatsoever. People who willingly threw away their lives, fighting to protect a human girl embedded with a goddess’ cosmo, and the likes of that. But a thing like the Pisces Ritual he had never heard about, and to him, it seemed utterly shameful to subject a young kid to that… torture. Because it was nothing less of a torture, adding to the fact that a Pisces disciple already had to carry on a life of loneliness, and his suicidal mentor was his sole human contact.
What the hell… he thought with a frown, trying to keep it as soft as possible for now his forehead was resting on that of Albafica. He was forced to kill his father, without even knowing it would have ended up like that, after suffering for years because of that ritual.
«I can’t believe it. I can’t believe something like this happens in Athena’s Sanctuary.» He ended up saying, incapable of restraining himself. «And you say we specters are the bad guys.»
Albafica opted to say nothing to that and just cowered, hiding his face into Minos’ neck, and the specter had to breathe deeply and just hold him, or he would have been the one freaking out.
He sat in a more comfortable position, having the kid on his lap, and frowned all the more while thinking about having a little conversation with that former mentor of his… assuming that he hadn’t reincarnated yet, Minos only needed name and physical appearance to retrieve his soul from the stream.
The reason why Albafica didn’t want to speak to his teacher was now obvious. Of course he didn’t want to… he had killed him, unwillingly, unknowing of the fact that he was about to become a murderer in due time, if that damn poison wouldn’t have killed him before.
«Will we go around today…?» He heard the kid ask and almost blinked, lost in his own thoughts as he was.
«Yes, I told you I would have showed you around this place.» Answered then. «Flowers and plants began growing everywhere, the view is pretty nice.»
«And we can fly around.» The other said, starting to play with a lock of his silver hair. «I never flew.»
«Yes again.» This time Minos smiled vaguely. «If you’re not scared of heights, that is.»
«I’m not.» Albafica slightly smiled as well. «You know that I really like your surplice?»
«You…» He blinked, looking down at his face. «You mean really?»
«Yes… well. I like the wings’ shape… and it’s also quite intimidating.»
«This I know… I guess all surplices are supposed to be intimidating, but mine and my brothers’ are… bigger and scarier.» Minos sighed with another smile. «Your cloths are intimidating as well. It doesn’t feel like I’m facing a human, when I find myself before a golden saint.»
«You don’t seem particularly human too, while wearing the surplice… but the helmet is kind of ridiculous.»
«My helmet is what…?» He almost laughed, pulling at the kid’s hair but without actually putting any force into it. «How dare you? It’s just a little bit too squared, but otherwise it’s perfect.»
«It pushes your hair down in a weird way…» Albafica smiled, lifting hands to place the sides on his brow, mimicking how the Griffon helmet would flatten his hair almost at the point of covering his eyes. «And you look like a blind dog.»
«But do you hear yourself talking?» Minos retorted, pulling him up by the waist. «I found you surrounded by roses, as if you were a painting or a statue. And you didn’t even wear your helmet, to show your pretty face to people fighting against you.»
«It isn’t meant to “show my pretty face”. I don’t use my helmet because it’s ridiculous as well.»
«Admit it, it’s all part of your tactic to fog your opponent.» He poked at his cheek. «You let yourself be found surrounded by roses, hair twirling in the wind. Everyone stares, jaws drop and you kill everybody in the meantime. It kind of worked with me.»
«Oh, please… this is so silly…» Albafica huffed, actually fixing his hair. «I don’t know which kind of problem my opponents always have with my face… hearing someone complimenting you, while you just want to get close enough to punch them, is quite annoying.»
«You told me,» Minos lifted both hands to cup his face, brushing the thumbs on his cheekbones. «that this was nothing you could do about, you were just born this way. And this is it, I’m afraid.»
«You know, it’s not like my “pretty face” has been particularly useful in any kind of situation.» The young man sighed. «Then you’re right, I can’t do anything about it. At least now I can fight with people without the risk of unpurposely kill them.»
«You did punch me in the belly.» The Griffon nodded with a serious tone. «I didn’t think you were trained in physical combat, but that blow was very well delivered. I’m not the best when it comes to hand-to-hand sparring, but if you like, we can try doing it sometimes.»
«Yes.» The kid said, nodding as well and sounding even too much enthusiastic about it, then seemed to realize for he cleared his throat and fixed his hair, looking down. All the while, Minos had to refrain from laughing.
«Yes, well…» Albafica eventually resumed. «I mean, I would be glad. I always liked physical combat, but training was not easy for me. I had to do it by myself.»
«We can spar sometimes.» The Griffon tilted his head. «And I won’t go easy on you, since you’re not the delicate blossom you seem to be. Deal?»
«Don’t worry. I won’t go easy on you as well.»
«Of course you won’t.» He smiled again and leaned in, rubbing their noses together. «I have a surplice and you don’t. And I have cosmo strings, and you still don’t. But I’ll pretend I’m an average person, and I won’t rely on my techniques or anything else… and I can still kick your ass.»
«Don’t be so confident about it.» The kid tilted his head as well and vaguely smiled. «You could get distracted and start talking about how beautiful I am.»
«And this is indeed true, it’s my weakness.» The Griffon nodded. «And you don’t even need to do anything to exploit it, just being there looking at me would be more than enough…» He paused, pursing his lips in a small frown. «Alright, I suppose you’ll win. Please go easy on me.»
«I will handle you as the delicate flower you are…» Albafica replied, then pointed a finger on his chest and slightly moved it up. «It would be a shame looking at you all covered in dirt and mold.»
Minos had to frown again and blink, for that sentence had sounded somehow familiar. He didn’t recall saying anything like that, even if it felt clear that the kid was mimicking him, then again… yes, he had said that during their fight, he eventually realized, and recalling it made him sigh.
«Are you enjoying teasing me?» Asked then. «I already told you I’m an asshole, when I fight.»
«Of course I enjoy teasing you, and remarking your weird compliments.» The other started to draw little circles on his chest. «But are you trying to justify yourself, now?»
«Am I…?» Minos asked out loud, albeit wondering mostly to himself. «It’s not like I feel the need to excuse anything, we were enemies back then.» He processed, still talking out loud. «But to be completely sincere… I don’t like recalling how I acted with you. Right now I’d slap myself with the surplice’s gauntlet, if the thought of hurting you ever crosses my mind. So yes, I suppose I kind of feel guilty over what happened.»
«It’s alright.» Albafica smiled, brushing their noses together. «You said it, we were opponents. There’s nothing to feel guilty for. And besides, you can recall it as much as you want… since I won.»
«You didn’t win, you little cheater.» The Griffon smiled as well, again playfully pulling his hair. «Committing suicide isn’t considered winning, you know? If you like, we can count that match as draw, considering that we both died.»
«Oh, no, no, no.» The kid waved a finger as to emphasize. «Since you didn’t reach the Sanctuary, and preventing you was my goal, I won. You were much stronger than me and I had to trick you… but it worked, and you were so upset that I laugh just thinking about the face you made. Hence, you see, I won.»
Minos frowned, albeit still smiling, and huffed while shaking his head.
«I was as upset as ever, damn you pretty blossom, because you tricked me and because you forced me to keep fighting you, which I didn’t want to. And… it’s not like I was particularly stronger than you. Your set of abilities is just unfit for my technique, that is.» He sighed again, leaning backwards and supporting with the palms. «You know who you were superior to? Your pretty blonde friend, the Aries saint… and I’m saying this because Aries saints are fearsome opponents for me, I am lacking when confronted with their… the Starlight Whateveritis. And the Crystal Wall is perfect to block my strings. Still, that kid was as helpless as you, as if he had no idea of what to do.»
Albafica sighed, sliding a hand through his hair.
«I really don’t know what he was doing in that village.» Said then. «Shion is incredibly promising, and in training he always did great, but he’s very insecure. When the fight gets real, he tends to get easily anxious.» The young man paused, now vaguely shaking his shoulders. «Don’t tell him, please, he would be ashamed of himself… but we tried to… to keep him away from serious business. We thought he could have ended up… hurt. I don’t know if I’m making any sense.»
«Of course you are. It’s perfectly normal, unaccustomed warriors need to stay behind and learn from the veterans.» The Griffon shrugged. «I do the same with my guards. I have the newbies fight as a support, and keep those less prone to fighting out of serious business. Byaku is pretty good at doing this as well, that’s why he’s my lieutenant… and then again, the Aries kid was so very young that this is not a surprise.»
«Do you promise that you won’t tell Shion that I said that…?» Albafica insisted with another smile, and Minos nodded, smiling back.
«Moreover…» He added, rising to his feet and lending him a hand to do the same. «You damn committed suicide, so I don’t accept that fight as your win. Yes, I didn’t reach the Sanctuary, but there were eleven more warriors before me, and I would have never reached the top alive. You fulfilled whatever task you had, but the match was a draw. Dying to kill your opponent isn’t a strategy, it’s just plain crazy.»
«Like it or not, I defeated you.» Albafica shrugged and took his hand to get up. «Even if the spot is still sore for you.»
The specter crossed arms on his bare chest and looked at him straight in the eyes, now completely serious.
«Let me ask you something.» Said then, vaguely tilting his head. «Do you have any idea about how many Holy Wars I’ve been fighting?»
«No…» Albafica crossed arms as well and raised an eyebrow, and he appeared serious but something in his expression was telling Minos that he was amused. «Are you going to tell me how much old and wise you are…? Go on, but I could be a bit distracted by your astonishing appearance.»
Minos lowered his head and chuckled.
«Do I have an astonishing appearance, now?» Asked then, still smiling. «I never noticed. And you should know by now that albeit old, I am very far from the definition of “wise”. Are you listening to me, blossom, or still too astonished?»
«I’m listening.» The kid smiled and moved to the tip of his feet to lightly kiss him. «I always listen when people talk.»
«Alright.» The Griffon kept the smile and brushed his cheek, lightly kissing back. He told himself not to distract, in fact, for the other was too adorable to bear, and he risked to lose track of his thoughts. «What I wanted to say is that I’ve been fighting against a lot of you saints. I won, and many times, but I count a lot of losses as well. We never won any Holy War but this one… so at some point, someone had the better of me and I died. Many times. I can take a defeat, and yes, you defeated me. I undoubtedly lost and you fought with all you had, I know, you were very brave and also cunning, since you tricked me with that white rose stained red. But still… you didn’t win.» He lifted hands and caressed both the saint’s cheeks, looking at him straight in the eyes. «It’s a win if you can rejoice, and to rejoice you must be alive. It’s a win if you can lick your wounds, if your comrades can pat your shoulders and tell you how awesome you’ve been. You defeated me and I lost, but you lost too. Do you understand what I mean?»
«I understand.» Albafica slid both arms under his back, probably lacing hands together. «I don’t have much to argue about, but I must tell you that in that moment, your death felt like victory. I never thought I would survive the Holy War, also because if my injuries were too severe, no one could have tended to them anyway. My blood was the most poisonous element of my body, and touching it would have been fatal to anyone… so after you broke my bones, I would have most likely died anyway. Crimson Thorn or not.»
Minos gave a long sigh and nodded, admitting to himself that Albafica was right. Still, the whole thing didn’t sound right even in the slightest.
«It’s so unbelievably unfair.» Said then, slightly shaking his head. «I didn’t think about the fact that no one could take care of you, being you hurt. And damn it in all hells, I wish I could go back in time, and let you kill me without lifting a finger on you. It’s just plain inequitable for a warrior, to be forced to fight like this.»
«It’s alright.» The kid had another small smile. «And at least now you can touch m-» He stopped all of a sudden, widening his eyes and flushing red. «I mean… I was…»
«Yes.» The Griffon returned him a soft smile and folded arms around his waist. «At least now I can.»
Albafica covered his face with both hands, lowering his head.
«I’m feeling so stupid…» Muttered then, still hiding.
Minos chuckled and rubbed his cheek against the back of the kid’s hands, trying to poke through with the nose.
«Let me in.» Whispered then, nibbling at his fingers. «I want to kiss you.»
«You’re very bad.» The other peeked out from his hands enough to kiss him, and Minos slid a hand up and wrapped his nape, tilting his head to make it deeper.
«I’m horrible, I know.» Said then, bending over to lift him up. «And now you’re coming with me.»
«What… where?» He yelped, wrapping legs on his waist.
«To unknown horizons.» The specter answered, moving towards the lavatory.
«Have I already told you you’re not making any sense?» Albafica straightened up and made their noses brush. «Can you reach the unknown horizon without seeing where you’re going?»
«The worst thing that can happen is that the horizon will be blocked by a wall.» He observed, moving his head as to rub their noses together, and recalling the way by memory. «But we’re almost there, just lean your head a little.»
The other complied and he managed to get into the other room, then eventually let him go and gathered what was needed to wash. He kept it short, and as many times before, felt annoyed by how long his hair were, going down almost to his waist.
He just poured a bucket of water over his head to make it quick, then laced the locks tightly to avoid dripping everywhere.
«We can go for real, now.» Said then, brushing back the bangs which were falling over his forehead.
«Do you want to go around like this?» Albafica asked back with a tone almost skeptical. The Griffon noticed he had washed and brushed carefully his azure hair, like the little princess he was. «We can wait for your hair to dry, at least, or you’ll drip water everywhere.»
Minos huffed, grabbing the ponytail and wringing it out.
«Now I don’t drip anymore, I suppose.»
«I can take care of it, since you seem very annoyed by this.» Albafica replied with a frown, and the Griffon considered it for a moment, then eventually nodded.
«Alright.» He said, sitting on a stool. «I’d cut them short if I could, but if I do, they only take some hours to grow back to this. Probably because they were this length, when I died.»
«Oh… I didn’t know that. So this is the reason for your funny fringe.»
«My funny…» Minos chuckled, as the other had unlaced his hair and was now gently combing them. «Yes, I suppose. But I don’t displease it, you know? It’s just a tad little annoying with the helmet on, because yes… it covers my eyes.»
Albafica softly laughed and kept brushing his hair.
«They have a nice color.» He eventually said. «And they’re unexpectedly soft.»
«They never oblige to what I want.» The Griffon observed with a smile. «I have to stuck some into the surplice. But yes, they’re soft. Yours too, I might say even softer.»
«I can’t really choose.»
He just relaxed as the other kept combing, almost closing his eyes and finding it oddly soothing. He had to blink at a faint memory of someone doing the same thing to him, belonging to a time so far he couldn’t recall, and found himself smiling at nothing in particular. It was such a trivial thing, to have someone brushing his hair, still he didn’t remember it could feel so pleasant.
«There’s a tangle, here…» Minos heard the saint mutter in a focused tone. «Tell me if it hurts when I pull.»
«It doesn’t.» He answered. «I’m feeling like a delicate flower again.»
Albafica said nothing to that and just kept brushing, moving locks together to slide the comb everywhere, and by the time he was done, Minos’ hair were actually just a little damp.
«Well, I think I finished.»
«You did.» The Griffon smiled upon turning around. «We can go whenever you’re ready, then.»
«Alight, let me dress up.»
«Remember I stole some clothes your size…!» Minos almost shouted at him, as the other had already left the room, and got up with a sigh to put on something clean himself.
«I remember it.» Albafica replied from the other room. «You thief.»
He almost laughed at that, supposing that it wouldn’t have been a problem for Byaku, or better, that the Necromancer wouldn’t have even noticed if not for the note informing him. When he joined the saint, he crossed arms on his chest and tilted his head, enjoying how nice he looked now that he was wearing something which wasn’t twice his size.
«But look at you.» Said then. «I should have stolen those before.»
«They fit pretty well.» The young man commented, shifting his weight to get a better look of himself in the mirror. «How do you get clothes, here?»
«Most of the things you see here are arranged by Lord Hades himself, since this is his realm, and he can mold it into what he wants… with some restrictions.»
«Are you saying this clothes are made of… Underworld?»
«Exactly.» Minos smiled again. «This whole room is… made of Underworld. Same as for the surplices, even if it’s a little more complicated in that case. They’re… well, it would be long to explain in details, but they’re made by Hades himself as well. This doesn’t count for everything though. As I mentioned, Lord Hypnos is the one providing us books. And plants… they just grow, with no one ruling over them.»
«Oh,» Albafica blinked vaguely. «so I didn’t eat apples made of Underworld, but actually real apples.»
«We can say that, yes.» The Griffon nodded, half wondering why the other seemed so amused at the fact. «And you haven’t seen Elysium yet. It’s the best place ever, I swear.»
«Can we go there, then?» The other asked, now giving him a small smile.
«I will show you there as well.» He nodded, then called for his Griffon surplice which came enveloping his body. «Just remember not to drink from the Lethe river, or you’ll end up forgetting everything and reincarnate.»
Then Minos had to almost laugh at the kid’s now widened eyes, and shook his head while gesturing him to follow, heading for the exit door of his chambers. They both went out, and as soon as they got in the Wastelands, the Griffon gestured him again to come closer.
«Were you serious about the reincarnation thing…?» Albafica asked, with a perplexed look still on his face.
«I was joking.» He slowly unfolded his wings, as to stretch them. «I mean… the Lethe river would actually purify you entirely, after you’ve been judged and paid your penance, so that you can forget about your past life and reincarnate. But this counts only if you’re a soul with no physical body, and it isn’t your case. So feel free to drink Lethe water, if you wish.»
«Alright.» The kid nodded, and seemed to look at his surplice while lifting both hands to touch the shoulder pieces. «I have to remember not to take you seriously.»
«Please do.» Minos had a half smile. «And be careful, there are spikes here and there.»
Albafica smiled back and kept touching his surplice, going down to the chest plate while tilting his head, and taking a more focused expression.
«Minos.» He called. «I think we should go now.»
The Griffon almost raised an eyebrow at the serious tone the other had used. And also at the sound of his name, but tried not to think about it, and just lifted a hand to rub his eyes.
«Fine, let’s go.» Said then, and bent on his knees to take a hold on the kid’s body, careful not to hurt him with the spikes. «Grab on my shoulder… there, like this. The neck plate shouldn’t allow you to strangle me. And here… like this, hold here.» He took his other arm, still kneeling, and brought his free hand on a lower part of the surplice where he could hold onto. «Ready?»
«I think I am…» He answered, his tone uncertain, and Minos couldn’t avoid smiling again.
«Try not to get scared.»
He unfolded his wings completely and rose, lifting up from the ground, and gave a strong flap to enhance altitude. Albafica clearly did his best to keep composure, but held onto him like on dear life, and widened his eyes while losing color from his cheeks, making him chuckle.
«I got you here, don’t worry.» He said, rising some more. «And even if you slip, I’d catch you with my strings.»
«Just… just let’s not talk about that…» The other muttered and gripped even stronger. «It’s alright. I can get used to this.»
Minos grinned, thinking about going down in a spin, just to hear him scream, but then decided to behave like a normal person for once, and just kept moving around smoothly and gracefully.
«Feel the wind.» He suggested, leaning in to rub the nose into his hair. «Can you? It’s going right through my wings.»
Gradually, Albafica seemed to get a hold on himself and started looking around, easing up in his arms, and Minos just stayed suspended like that, his wings spread. He slightly bent one and moved to a side, and the kid twitched but didn’t cower, still looking down.
«See those little dots beneath us…?» He asked, nodding towards some moving spot in the distance below. «Those are people.»
«Yes, we are pretty far.» The kid commented. «Where are we going?»
«I’ll show you around a little…» He moved again, giving two flaps. «That building there is the one we came from. It’s meant for me and my guards, they are all Celestial Stars like me.» As soon as the other nodded he moved again, changing direction, and now flying over another building. «That one is one of my brothers’. The stubborn Wyvern I told you about… we’re kind of neighbors, to my displeasure, for when I desert my duties too much he often comes over and complains.»
He moved again, this time at a slightly quicker pace, and glided to feel more wind through his hair.
«That one, the farthest, is my other brother’s. The one currently behaving like an idiot.» Muttered then, and kept going, pointing at places and buildings, and instructing the kid about everything they saw.
And seeing them from above, he was noticing how much the Wastelands had changed, for they were actually not wastelands anymore… the landscape looked like that of a huge pasture, with small courses of water and trees and flowers sprouting all over, and was pretty pleasant to watch.
After a while he glanced at the kid, which was now far more relaxed, and seemed to try and peek down as best as he could. He smiled vaguely, changing direction again.
«We’re about to reach the Mokurenji. It’s the horrible tree your comrade used to trap our souls… there it is. And… it’s prettier than I remembered…»
«Trap souls…?» He heard Albafica ask. «What do you mean?»
«I mean…» Minos slowly halted, staying suspended again. «That the Virgo saint did a trick, after the Pegasus saint stole some fruits from that tree, to trap our souls into rosary beads. After you killed me I was supposed to come back, but I didn’t, because my soul got stuck into that necklace. I were pulled out by Lord Hades himself, after the war was over, and when I retrieved you I was still recovering.»
«I didn’t know about that.» Albafica commented and seemed lost in his thoughts. «It’s a smart idea.»
«Pretty much, yes. If I acted so careless with you, it was also because I knew that dying wasn’t an issue… we specters come back after we get killed, since we aren’t properly alive to begin with. But apparently I risked a great deal, because of that rosary… your Virgo comrade must be some genius or something, for no one ever thought about doing anything like this, in the past Holy Wars.»
«I didn’t know him very well.» Albafica answered, still with a thinking expression on his face. «But I agree with you. And I’m wondering how we could lose this war, and not the previous ones.»
To that, Minos sighed and shook his head a little. It would have been pretty long to explain, about how Lord Hades’ vessel didn’t have the god’s will awakened and only his cosmo, and how things risked to turn into the biggest mess ever if not for Sleep’s decision to interfere.
«I should tell you a whole lot.» Said then. «But it’s pretty long, and I don’t suppose you’d like to have this conversation midair. We can talk about it later, what do you say?»
«It’s a good idea. I think I would need to have my feet on the ground, at least, to hear this story.»
«Yes, and maybe a nice cup of tea before you. I needed it, when I was informed, but Lord Hades didn’t make me one.» Minos smiled vaguely. «Can you believe it.»
«How rude of him…» The kid chuckled. «He should have provided one, and also give you some cuddle. It would have been the least.»
The Griffon instinctively shook his head and almost shuddered at the sole thought.
«No please, don’t make me imagine that. It’s weird even just to think about.» Said then, blinking. «Shall we go a little further?»
Albafica nodded and he gave two more flaps, reaching for the shores of Acheron, and informing the kid that it was one of the paths souls had to take to reach the Underworld, from Earth. He followed it for a while, eventually pointing at the entrance of a cave, the one where he and his brothers, and lately Lune, would judge souls as soon as they got there.
«And from here on, in that direction and below us, is where you can find the stream of souls. Further on there’s where those being punished are currently held.» Said then, still remaining far. «There, I’m not taking you. Nothing interesting to see.»
«Well, a stream of souls does seem interesting.» The saint argued, and Minos sighed and vaguely smiled again.
«Alright… but don’t get scared.»
«Try to remember that I am a saint.»
«And you try to remember that you freaked out by just flying around, so allow me to be protective.» He retorted, and glided again to move closer to Acheron and reach the entrance of the cave.
«I didn’t freak out, I was just unused.» The other answered. «And it’s not like you need to be protective with me.»
The Griffon recognized on the spot a slightly embarrassed tone and kept silent, just smiling vaguely. In time they went far below, diving where the sky wasn’t visible anymore, but Minos avoided the route leading to the Judges’ palace. He kept moving close to the water, and approached the spot where Acheron connected with Cocytus and Phlegethon, flowing down in a waterfall and into a deeper, bigger cave.
The Griffon winced at the weird temperature, for one of the other two rivers was made of ice and the other of pure fire, and even if they were still far, it was already annoying. He landed on a spike of rock springing from the water, folding the wings to shield the other which wasn’t wearing a surplice, and bent his legs to allow him a more comfortable position.
«You can see them from here.» Said then, pointing with the free hand, as the kid peeked through his wings. «They flow along the rivers, going down. Souls, I mean, they’re in the water. There are some shores where they end up, and we can collect them if we need.»
Above there was the tall, dark ceiling of the cave, and below, Acheron’s water was luminous enough to make everything shimmer gray. And from where they were standing, the pit where Cocytus and Phlegethon connected was partially visible, as the eerie light bursting from them was making the cave glow.
«This is crazy…» Albafica commented in a low voice, turning around to look at him. «Minos, this is crazy… are you sure I’m allowed to watch this?»
«No one told me you weren’t, so I can bring you anywhere as far as I’m concerned.» He answered in the same low tone. «Probably I’ll skip something, like Lord Hades’ residence, but everything else should be fine.»
«Alright, even if this doesn’t look like a place people should see…» The saint turned completely and changed position, sitting more comfortably on his legs. «And… and you can pick souls from there, from this river…?»
«Yes…» He answered, tilting his head and brushing the other’s cheek with the knuckles. «I’m about to show you. But then again, remember that now you belong here, Albafica… this is your home, and it’s not like there are places you won’t be allowed to see.»
«You don’t understand…» The kid grabbed his face with both hands. «I’m sitting on your lap, covered by your wings, and around us there is a damn stream of souls… you know this is freaking crazy for me?»
Minos was about to say something more but couldn’t, for the other kissed him on the spot, and had him so surprised he just widened his eyes and didn’t feel able to give it back for a while. He eventually did, keeping a smile for himself, sliding a hand into his hair and pulling him closer.
«And there you thought you would’ve just randomly died in the Holy War.» Said then, speaking on his lips. «Instead, you ended up with me showing you the stream of souls of Acheron river. How odd, isn’t it?»
«It’s the weirdest thing ever happened to me.» Albafica answered, and in the strange light of that forsaken place, the Griffon could notice his eyes were glistening. The kid seemed overly taken by that fact, indeed. «There is a stream of souls right here. I don’t know why I’m overreacting like this.»
«There’s a stream of souls, yes.» Minos laughed softly. «And you’re having the most adorable reaction ever. Want to see me pluck one?»
«In a moment.»
This time the Griffon was able to respond to the kiss on the spot, smiling on it, and holding Albafica close while caressing his chin. He kept doing that for a while, almost forgetting that they were there, on a spike of rock surfacing from Acheron river, with void below them just some feet away where water was falling, and had to snap out of what he was doing to get back to the present moment.
«Alright…» Said then, breathing on the kid’s lips. «I am wearing a surplice, and this is becoming uncomfortable.»
«I… I understand your point…» Albafica sat more upright and seemed trying to get a hold on himself, even if he had face now completely flushed and hair messy. «What about picking a soul?»
«I am on advantage because of my abilities, so I can easily show you…» He answered, turning around towards the river. «Here, look.»
He moved a hand and called the strings, directing them into the water, and making them fold around the first soul which came in contact to them. Then he pulled, focusing not to make it slip away, and when it resurfaced he turned towards the saint again.
«There you are.» Said eventually, smiling at his utterly astonished look. «Right now it’s just a shapeless glow, and you can’t see it’s features for it still belongs to the stream. But if I draw it near, it would show the appearance it had when it was a living person.»
There were no answers and Minos put the soul back after some more moments.
«At this point, I would gladly show you those two rivers as well.» He pointed down the pit, at the juncture where Cocytus and Phlegethon met. «But one is made of pure ice and the other of fire, and without a surplice you would end up hurt.»
«It’s a shame.» The kid almost huffed. «But alright, we can go home if you want.»
«I do.» Minos smiled again. «And what about you? Something tells me the answer is yes, but keep playing the proud little blossom, and let’s pretend it’s just me.»
He didn’t wait for an answer and unfolded his wings, spreading them to soar, then turned and took the way back to get out of the caves.
«Tomorrow we can do this again.» He heard the other say. «If you don’t have to get back to work.»
«I have some more free time, I hope…» Minos observed. «If Rhadamanthys is done with whatever he’s currently doing.» He huffed, frowning at nothing in particular. «I’ll try. It’s not like I can do all the work by myself.»
«I agree.»
«Sure you do.» The Griffon smirked, and they eventually resurfaced, regaining the view on the Wastelands. «Tomorrow I’ll show you the Meadows and the Elysium Fields. Those are the pretty places where good people end up, and the Fields are also the residence of our dwelling gods. Namely the Twins and Lord Hades.»
Albafica just nodded, and they kept silent on the way back to the Griffon’s chamber. Eventually they landed, and the kid walked beside him as they reached the door, but before they could get inside, Minos heard someone calling him by clearing his voice.
He turned and saw the figure of one of Sleep’s children, blinking at him for he wouldn’t have expected to see him there.
«Oneiros.» Called back, nodding. «Were you looking for me?»
«I was, Noble Star. I couldn’t find you in your quarters.»
«I was… around.» Minos folded arms on his chest. «Is there anything I can do for you?»
«My father and liege desires to speak with you. You can consider yourself summoned to his residence, but it’s nothing urgent, so feel free to join him as soon as you wish.»
The Griffon nodded with a small frown, wondering what that could be about.
«Thank you for informing me.» Said then.
«You’re welcome.»
The demigod bowed courteously, and the small wings on his head spread right before he disappeared.
«Do you think this is about Libra and Aries?» Albafica asked a moment later, seeming now vaguely tense. He must have realized that Oneiros was one of Sleep’s children by the wings.
«Maybe.» Minos answered, guessing that yes, it could’ve been about that.
The kid appeared tense again, and frowned while sighing, now looking at nothing in particular.
«I don’t think you should be worried about it.» The specter observed, opening the door to let him inside. «Right, I forgot to tell you… I half managed to arrange a meeting for you and those two kids. Probably Sleep wants to speak about it.»
«I hope so.» Albafica entered, and went directly to the kitchen. The specter followed and watched him as he poured some water into the kettle. «Do you want some tea, too?»
Minos rubbed a palm on the side of his face, noticing the darker look on former Pisces’ features.
«What if I go now?» He said. «And find out. Also, I’d hate to give you false hopes, but I suppose you’ll be able to see your friends. I don’t see why not, honestly… those kids are nice and albeit one of them is hot-headed, the other compensates with his over politeness.»
The other glanced at him and then approached, taking both the Griffon’s hands with his.
«Thank you.» He said, looking down. «I… I really wish I could meet them.»
The Griffon smiled vaguely and lifted his chin with the knuckles.
«Do not give me that look, blossom.» Said then. «Or I’ll end up kissing you for the next hours, and forget about everything else. You’re welcome.»
He leaned down and met the young man’s lips, for as usual when he behaved like a decent person, Albafica had raised to the tips to kiss him.
«See you in a short.» Minos eventually said, stroking his cheek with the thumb.
The other breathed in and nodded, and he turned around to leave his chambers again and go reach Elysium. He remembered very well how his last conversation with Hypnos went, about former Libra being too much self-confident for Sleep to be obliging with him, and Minos ended up hoping that the kid had calmed down a little, in the meantime.
If not, he would have made him, for it wasn’t like his temper could be the reason for those three not to meet.
Notes:
Here we are again :)
It seems like those two are truly opening up with each other. This occasion marks an important step in their relationship, because not only they do enjoy each other's company, but they realized that they're beginning to be important to one another. At the point that Minos was losing it, after finding out about the Pisces Ritual (and Albafica actually mentioned it, while it's a pretty private issue - Minos is a privileged even if he doesn't fully realize!).
So we do hope you liked this chapie, which was very fun to write :3 And now the question is... will Alba be able to meet with Shion and Dohko? A little reminder that some time ago, Hypnos asked Minos to "test" Dohko, to see if young Libra had cooled down enough not to try and antagonize every specter he saw. Do you think Dohko will manage? We'll see soon!Love ya guys ♥
Chapter 25: XXV
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
Dohko had to breathe deeply and focus on the memory of his training, remembering how stoic he had to remain, while scalding water poured strongly down his shoulders.
The specter was looking at him and Shion with an almost fed up expression, arms folded on the chest and covered by his surplice, and by just that, young Libra was already feeling like trying to punch him in the face again. He tried not to think about how it went between him and the Pisces saint during the war, and about how Albafica was now held prisoner, his efforts and sacrifice completely gone to waste.
Dohko had to focus on the fact that a wrong step could cost a great deal of trouble to him and to Shion, and he couldn’t allow his friend to be hurt because of him acting reckless. He simply couldn’t, and kept repeating it to himself, trying to maintain a plain expression.
«Thank you for answering my call, Noble Star.» Dohko heard Sleep say, and the specter turned towards the god to nod vaguely. «You will excuse me now, I will be back here briefly.»
«Of course, Lord Hypnos.» The Griffon had a strange half smile, albeit his expression was still kind of dark. «I’ll be glad to converse with your prizes, in the meantime, if they are willing.»
«I’m most certain they are.»
«Griffon Minos.» Shion addressed the specter the moment Sleep had left the terrace, and before Libra could even open his mouth, taking a small step forward. «You find us in the condition of relying solely on your good intentions. Then, if it’s true that we will be able to meet our comrade, you have our gratitude for giving us this chance.»
How Shion managed to be so elegant and polite, even if the circumstances were those they were being subjected to, was a mystery to Dohko. He sighed to himself, giving a small nod, and the specter slightly lowered his head and gave an almost frustrated huff.
«I think I understand why Albafica was speaking almost paternally of you.» Said then, and Aries blinked and vaguely frowned. «Then again, know that I am not here with the intention of teasing you this time. I will be straightforward, and you better listen to what I say… especially you. »
The Griffon was looking at Dohko now, frowning again, and Libra frowned as well.
«And what is this supposed to mean?» Asked then.
«That you should stop behaving like a stubborn child.» The Griffon replied, still sounding annoyed, and stepped forward to find himself just before Dohko. «As I said, I will be straight. You want to know why you haven’t still met your companion, or left Elysium? Because Sleep thinks you’d be stupid enough to provoke other specters. And it’s not like I care, but thing is, former Pisces wants to see you both. He’s worried and he needs to talk with someone which isn’t only me, namely two of the companions he left behind after he died.»
Libra found himself blinking and involuntarily relaxing a little, unsure of what he had just heard. He glanced at his friend, finding the same uncertain look on his face.
«I’m not torturing him.» The specter went on, glancing at Aries. «I just teased you last time. He’s fine, but he does need to sort out some issues related to his past life, and I can’t really help him with that. So I do want to bring him here but this is, if you behave like the war prizes you are, stop antagonizing me and show Sleep you can be clever enough to lower your head when you’re supposed to.»
He was again addressing Dohko, and young Libra breathed deeply, unsure of what to think about what he was hearing.
«I was told how your encounter went.» He eventually answered, for Shion didn’t seem willing to talk, apparently too confused to phrase anything. «I mean the fight between you and the Pisces saint. To think that you could take advantage of his condition, after what happened, is not something I can easily bear with. I have nothing against you personally, Griffon, for I didn’t even see your face during the Holy War… and I’ve been training to become a warrior, not a war prize. Fighting is what I was meant to do, and being unable to fight anymore isn’t something I can simply accept.»
«And again, kid… what could you hope to accomplish if you provoke me, except for making me lose my temper? You need to learn when to bow, even if it’s fake… then you raise your head again, when it’s due time, while limiting damages, and trying to get the best out of the situation.»
Libra frowned again, both at the condescending tone and at the words. It almost felt like that specter was suggesting to try and do things under the counter, while showing an accommodating behavior on the outside.
«What’s the purpose of this speech, Griffon?» Shion asked at that point, and Dohko noticed he was deeply scowling. «Whatever you could possibly imply, it feels clear that you don’t understand. The knowledge of our comrades being prisoner and suffering isn’t something we can just accept.»
«Of course you can’t, since you’re just kids.» The specter frowned as well. «You’re damn too young for this. You have no idea about how a war works, while I do, being much older than your former Grand Pope. I’ve seen many comrades die at the hands of you saints, former Aries… and I’ve been fighting against your predecessors, having my surplice torn into pieces by your cloth’s techniques, being unable to fight your abilities more often than I can remember. And right now I’m speaking to you as if you were just a random kid because the war is over, and this is what you are now… just a kid. Do you both want to see your friend…?» His amber eyes darted from one saint to another, and Dohko almost shook his head at what he was hearing, but eventually didn’t, for it couldn’t have been taken as a no to the question. «I know this sucks for you, I am well aware. You not only can’t fight anymore, but you’re being held prisoners by those you’ve been opposing with all you had. Some of you probably weren’t lucky as you two, who ended up in Elysium. But you have to stick in those little heads of yours that it’s useless to keep fighting, so just nod and bow, be courteous, say please and thanks, and don’t upset your captors. And know that this will probably not suck forever, things can get better for everybody. The war is over, we’re not enemies anymore… and if today you are prisoners, tomorrow you can be guests… and the day after tomorrow, you can be friends. Maybe it will never happen, but this depends on your actions as well, so behave. Suck it up, and behave.»
Silence came, and while Shion had his eyes widened again and a confused expression plastered over his features, Libra sighed deeply and looked at the Griffon straight in his eyes.
«It costs me much to say such a thing, but you’re right.» Said then. «Rationally, it feels right. But it isn’t easy to put into practice. What would you do, if you knew that a dear person is suffering, and you could do nothing to help?»
«I have no idea, kid. I hope to never find out.» The specter shook his head. «But the fact that you’re asking is already an improvement. I guess you’ve been taught that we’re all monsters, and the sole concept of us holding someone dear must be foreign.»
«Yes.» Dohko admitted, frowning vaguely again. «But I’ve lately been trying to make myself believe that you’re no monsters. I heard Sleep say that his twin, the very God of Death, somehow felt for one of my comrades he holds prisoner… and if I am to stick to my past knowledge, something like this would be simply impossible. I’ll be frank, and if I could, I’d just tear this whole place to shreds… but I’m trying. And I want to believe you, when you say you’re not torturing our comrade.»
«But instead of believing me, why don’t you see for yourself?» The other insisted, this time with a half smile. «As soon as Sleep gets back, I’ll ask him if I can bring here former Pisces, and I mean now . This, if you comply with a request, to see if you understood what I’ve been telling you.»
«Wait.» Shion interfered, his expression as dark as ever. «If you’re thinking about blackmailing us, then the answer is no. And I don’t even want to hear it.»
«Look, kid… I have no need of blackmailing you into anything. I had the explicit permission of messing you up as I please, if you provoke me, and you should remember how my strings work. So no, it’s nothing like that.»
«It’s alright.» Dohko placed a hand on his friend’s arm, feeling him tense, and stepped forward again. «What is it?»
«Just bow.» The Griffon answered. «Nothing deep, no need to kneel. And while you do, feel free to scream for me to go burn into the depths of Phlegethon… just only in your head.» He paused and shrugged vaguely. «Bow courteously, as to ask please, to show me you’re able to do it. And if you do, I’ll bring your friend here in less than an hour.»
Confused as he was by that request, Libra ended up nodding vaguely again. He was having the weird sensation that the specter was trying to teach them something, in an almost patronizing way, as to… help them, somehow. It was nonsensical or almost, but Dohko was pretty sure that there were no ill intentions in that request.
Sure, it could have been a weird scheme to humiliate them, but it was nothing Libra couldn’t take, even if it actually was.
«Alright.» He eventually said, and folded an arm on his chest before slightly bending over. «I’d be glad if you allowed us to see our comrade, Griffon Minos.»
The other nodded and gave another half smile, again crossing arms on his chest, then looked to Shion and addressed him with a small nod, as to invite him to do the same.
Aries clenched his fists for a moment, his eyes shining almost dangerously, and Dohko wondered what was that about. His friend had seemed pretty nervous since when Hypnos had informed them of the Griffon’s presence, and apparently he was straining to keep composure… strangely enough, for he normally would show a courteous and untroubled approach in that kind of situation. Eventually, he stiffened arms against his sides and bent over as well, in his particular fashion, before telling the same thing Dohko had been saying, albeit in a lower tone.
«And here we have two kids who understand how things work.» The specter completed his smile, nodding again. «You’ve been very good, you little dolls. I’m telling Lord Hypnos you’ve passed your test, and go fetch little Pisces for you in a moment.»
Test?
Libra raised an eyebrow and almost glared at him, but had to turn around spotting the figure of Sleep, who was currently returning on the terrace.
«No need to explain.» The god said then. «I was right there and witnessed. You may go, Minos, and thank you for your time.»
What the hell did just happen...? Dohko thought again, exchanging a glance with Shion, which seemed even more startled than him.
Then Libra sighed and rubbed his face with a palm, as the Griffon spread his wings and nodded goodbye, moving away from there. The young man had to tell himself that as long as they would get to see Albafica, hoping that he was actually alright and well, he could let it slide and ignore those two Underworld assholes, for the time being.
Shion told himself to keep calm and stay focused, even if doing it was becoming harder and harder as things progressed. That helplessness was harder and harder to bear, and he almost felt like realizing it just now, after around a month that they had been claimed, that there actually was nothing they could do.
He supposed that at the beginning, things had been easier for him because he still retained a glimmer of his cosmo, differently from Dohko. And also because of Dohko’s very presence, which had made him feel so glad and relieved that everything else almost lacked importance.
The memory of Albafica’s fight against the Griffon had flashed before his eyes while the specter was talking to them, and somehow, Shion’s body recalled the sensation of the strings laced to his limbs, making it impossible to even move. Aries had to strain not to shiver at that, and he had no idea why, for he hadn’t been feeling intimidated in the slightest by the Griffon’s presence the previous time.
He rubbed a palm on his face, keeping a sigh. He was just overreacting out of stress, most probably, and it certainly was also due to the conversation they had with Sleep, some days before. About what really happened during the Holy War, about the Holy War itself being… a “supervisional and monitoring measure, meant to control the saints”, to use Hypnos’ words, whatever they could actually mean.
And Dohko and him had tried to understand what it meant, but could find no answers. They had been reading, those past days, going through records of the previous Holy Wars to find out how they went… and they had gathered a lot of information, but those records were compiled by the Twins themselves or so it seemed, so they didn’t know how much they could be reliable.
Shion had to avert his thoughts on the present moment, for Dohko was lightly brushing his arm.
«They’re here.» Libra said softly, and he nodded.
The two saints had been waiting atop the stairway which linked Sleep’s residence to the fields, together with the house owner which was standing not far, his arms crossed on the chest, and an almost amused expression which Shion had tried to ignore for it was getting on his nerves. And right now, he could see the figure of the Griffon again, going up the marble staircase… with the former Pisces saint just some steps behind him.
«Here we are.» The specter said, moving to a side. «Lord Hypnos, this is the saint you’ve been told about. Albafica of Pisces, former keeper of the Twelfth House… as well as the man who ended my life, during the Holy War.»
Shion met his comrade’s deep indigo eyes for just a moment, because Albafica immediately addressed Hypnos with a courteous nod.
«I must thank you for the opportunity to see my comrades.» Said then, his tone plain and considered. «And it’s my pleasure to meet you.»
«All mine.» Sleep answered. «You’re welcome in my residence, young man. Now, I suppose the Celestial Noble Star and I will leave you to interact freely, and without any disturbance. Shall we?»
Former Pisces nodded and so did the Griffon, and both the god and the specter went down the staircase, actually leaving them. And at that point, Shion realized that for some reasons, he was having issues breathing normally, frowning into trying to understand what it was.
«Hey.» He heard Dohko say and glanced at him, seeing him smile at Albafica. «I can’t believe we’re really getting to see you.»
«I’m glad too.» Albafica seemed about to take a step forward, then stopped. «There are a lot of things we should talk about. But first of all... you must know that I’m not poisonous anymore.»
«You...» Libra frowned, albeit still smiling. «Right. No cosmo, no poison. I finally get to hug you, then… but I guess Shion wants to be the first to… Shion...?»
Aries blinked and turned towards his friend, realizing that his eyes were somehow stinging. He almost stepped back, widening them, and touching a hand to his cheeks while feeling them moist.
«Shion, what...» Dohko’s features became gradually more worried. «What’s happening...?»
«Shion...» Albafica called him as well, stepping forward, and Aries inhaled sharply and withdrew, touching the balustrade with his lower back. «Everything is alright. I’m fine, and I know you and Dohko are being well treated.»
Aries had to clench his jaw hard enough for his head to ache, trying to get a hold on himself. He swallowed hard, shaking his head, and doing his best not to avert his eyes from his comrade’s face.
«I watched you die.» He said in a whisper, and realized he was still trying to back off for whatever reason. «You… you died in my arms.»
«This is...» Albafica breathed deeply. «This is true. But you can see I’m well. Now please sit down, as I’m doing.»
He tried to comply, and to imitate Pisces which was actually crossing legs on the marble floor, but his limbs simply didn’t respond. As if it was happening just in that moment, Shion was seeing his body covered in blood, slowly giving his last breaths, completely limp in his arms.
A touch on the back of his hand made him twitch, but he didn’t withdraw for he recognized it as belonging to Dohko, and almost urgently twined fingers with him as Libra was taking his hand.
«Sit.» His friend repeated. «He’s right, everything is fine now. Come on, sit down.»
This time Shion nodded, closing his eyes, and managed to slide on the floor with his back still pressed against the balustrade. He kept them closed and breathed deeply in and out, focusing both on the faint warmth he could feel within his chest, and to that of Dohko’s palm still pressed onto his. Gradually he felt better, and eventually even asked himself what had gotten into him.
«I… apologize.» Said then, giving a last sigh and raising his head again. «I have no idea of what just happened with me. I’m sorry.»
«There’s no need to worry.» Albafica said with a careful tone. «This is a stressful situation for all of us. Don’t be sorry, Shion.»
«I’m afraid I can’t help it.» He replied with a small frown. «I shouldn’t… I should have never let you fight alone. What happened to you is my fault as well, you shouldn’t have been the one facing the first vanguard of specters.»
«It just happened.» Dohko argued, stroking the back of his hand with the thumb. «What serves us, to dwell on that? We all made a lot of mistakes, and you also went there to help, as soon as you realized.»
I shouldn’t have let you fight alone against Hades’ vessel, either, he thought with another frown, but preferred not to debate further, just giving a small nod.
«Shion, you know I’m not particularly good when it comes to this...» Albafica sighed, looking directly into his eyes. «But I need to tell you that you did well. You managed where I failed, because hadn’t it been for you, the Griffon would have still destroyed Rodorio. I killed him, but you blocked his technique with the Crystal Wall .»
«And you didn’t even tell me.» Dohko added, now raising his brows. «What about this, you forgot to mention this detail…? What was the technique he used, again?»
«I...» Aries vaguely blinked, shifting his look from one to another of his companions. «I blocked a wave, like a bursting cage of energy coming forth his wings.»
«You mean with… with a four walls barrier?!» This time, Libra sounded almost amazed. «You mean really? And what were you expecting to tell me?»
Shion went close to smiling at his tone.
«It was nothing of importance, really.»
«But can you hear yourself talking…?»
«Dohko, please...» He sighed. «Let’s just not talk about that, there are more pressing matters.»
«Right… I’ll try, but allow me to tell you it was amazing.» His friend sighed as well and turned to look at the other. «So, Albafica… we’ve been told that you’re not being mistreated... but please don’t lie. I know we can’t do anything about it, but we kind of need to know.»
«I completely understand.» Albafica answered and sighed deeply. «And it’s going to be strange to hear for you, but be sure that I’m fine. Minos is actually behaving really well. Better than I could ever expect… I know he made you believe he did horrible things to me, but it never happened.»
Silence came, and Shion saw Libra frowning deeply while looking at the other, as if trying to guess if he was being genuine or not. Then eventually he sighed, moving back to lean against the balustrade.
«It is strange to hear indeed.» Said then. «From what I got to know, the Griffon seemed to be one sadistic son of a bitch. But my Libra senses are telling me you’re sincere, even if it’s hard to believe.»
«Your Libra senses...» Albafica slightly smiled and nodded. «He was a strong opponent and his technique is fearsome, but as I said, he’s never done anything to hurt me since I woke up here. You really have no need to worry. But I want to know something about you two as well, and… and if you know anything of the others.»
Shion considered his comrade’s appearance, and to him, it felt true that he wasn’t mistreated. His eyes and skin were luminous, and he seemed tranquil and well rested… certainly he didn’t have the look of a tortured person. Realizing that almost made him shiver in relief, some burden getting lifted from his chest.
«We are absolutely fine.» Dohko was saying, answering his question. «Honestly, we feel more like unwilling guests than like prisoners. This place is huge, and I mean all the woods too, and we can move freely… the company isn’t the best and Hypnos is an asshole, but most of the time he minds his own business.»
Aries sighed vaguely, supposing that the owner of that place could very well hear their conversations, albeit not being physically there, but decided not to mind about it.
«It’s true. We have been incredibly lucky.» Said then. «About the others… so far we only knew about you and Manigoldo. He’s...» He paused for a moment, unsure of what to say, since he knew that Albafica had been very close to him. More than to anyone else at the Sanctuary, that was for sure. «He’s in Death’s residence, Sleep’s twin brother, but we don’t get to meet him. Do you know something about others?»
«I know about Aquarius Degel.» Pisces answered with a brief nod. «We haven’t met, but as far as I know, he’s with a specter who treats him fairly. Also, there are a lot of things about the war that I don’t know... I didn’t have the time to talk about it with Minos, since he’s not often present in his residence, and also passed away at the very beginning. How did it go? How was it that Manigoldo managed to seal Death in a casket...?»
«And well… we need to talk about a whole lot of stuff.» Libra sighed vaguely, running his left hand through brown locks, for the right one was still holding Shion’s. «It’s going to be pretty long, and I think we should get inside. But… how do you know that Degel is okay? And who’s the specter who claimed him? I mean… do you know something more?»
«I know Degel is with the Balrog specter, which I’ve been told has no intentions nor reasons to hurt him. Actually-»
«Wait.» Shion interrupted, blinking at what he had just heard. «You mean… Balrog Lune…?»
«You know this guy?» Dohko asked and he nodded.
«I do. He’s… he’s one of the most powerful specters, aside from Infernal Judges, but when the Holy War begins, he usually stays in the Underworld to perform the judge’s duties, instead of the other three.» He sighed and looked at Albafica again. «I suppose he actually has no intentions of hurting Degel, and also that he had the chance to claim a saint, because… well, because he had an important role during the Holy War. He led a unit of specters, during the last strike they delivered to the Sanctuary, together with an Infernal Judge and another specter… the Bennu you met, Dohko.»
«That Kagaho, you mean…?» His friend asked, and he nodded again. «Well, I do hope Degel is alright, then. And also, I suppose you should be the one speaking, Shion, for you know more about how the war went.»
They went inside before resuming though, and decided to retire in the chamber that was assigned to Dohko and him, feeling it more private, also to show Albafica some of the books they had been consulting.
Out of habit they sat quite far from their comrade, even if they knew by now that he had no poisonous cosmo anymore, and they both started telling him about how things went after his fight against the Griffon. They had to explain a whole lot of things, including Asmita’s trap for specters’ souls, and eventually repeated what Sleep had been telling them, about Hades’ vessel not having the god’s will awakened… thus, also why Hypnos had decided to intervene, and lately Hades himself had rose to Earth with his immortal body and divine cloth, in a moment when the saints were few and imprepared, and struck down the Sanctuary by personally leading the vanguard.
«And it should be interesting to know...» Dohko commented, flipping through the pages of a book while sitting on his bed. «That previously, and I mean in the past Holy Wars, everything ceased when saints managed to kill Hades’ vessel. Right after that, every time it happened, the war ended with no more than one or two clashes, regardless on how many specters remained. As if it was a way to sound retreat, for Underworld dwellers.»
«So… this time they found a way to wake up Hades with his immortal body…?» Albafica asked, while Shion had his back turned for he was busy lighting candles, since it had gotten dark as they spoke.
«Not exactly.» Said then, looking at his comrade. «They never tried waking him up, in the past Holy Wars. A Holy War begins when Hades falls asleep here in the Underworld, and awakens into a vessel with the help of the Twins and of his priestess, Lady Pandora. And it ends when the human vessel is destroyed, which means that Hades awakens back here.»
«It’s like… some kind of ritual, or something.» Dohko added, nodding. «With these precise rules. In the past, it never happened for Hades to wake up during the course of a war, and no one ever tried to awaken him… but this time, Sleep did it because the human vessel could freely use Hades’ cosmo, but was still himself. Hades was sleeping, but hadn’t woken up into the boy, which happened to be Tenma and Sasha’s childhood friend. To sum it up… Alone was doing everything by his own accord. Leading the war and killing everybody was his damn idea, and not Hades’.»
Understandably, Albafica was looking nothing less than bewildered.
«I don’t know how to comment on this...» He eventually said. «This is one of the most unbelievable things I’ve ever heard. I can’t say the strangest, though… since I woke up here, everything is nothing less than surreal.»
«You’re telling me...» Libra shrugged. «Just conversing with the God of Sleep on his terrace is a very weird thing.»
«And something else which feels strange, is Hypnos telling us that in the past, he never had any intention of winning the Holy War.» Shion added with a small sigh, sitting next to Libra. «And he could very well be lying, but relying on those records, it seems nothing but the truth. We are trying to figure something out of this mess, but as you can guess it’s not an easy task.»
«Minos told me something similar, once.» Albafica sighed as well. «He said he never thought they would win the Holy War. He speaks of it as “something that happens once in a while”.»
«“Minos”, huh?» Dohko commented, and Aries frowned vaguely at that. «My Libra senses tell me that you calling him by his name is a good thing. I’m actually starting to think he’s less of an asshole than it seems.»
«He is an asshole.» Pisces replied, slightly frowning as well. «But he demonstrated he can behave like a decent person. Do you believe me now, when I say you don’t have to worry?»
«Maybe.» Libra smiled with a small shrug. «I’m surely a lot relieved by seeing you’re okay. That guy said things about… I don’t even want to think of it. So it’s nice to see he was lying.»
«Just… just don’t take him seriously. He’s a jerk, but he’s reasonable.»
«I honestly thought he would have… let’s say made you pay for having tricked him.» Shion admitted. «And he didn’t even deny it when we spoke to him in the past.»
«I know, he told me.» Albafica sighed almost exasperatedly, rolling up his eyes. «I tried to explain why he should avoid telling you lies about my condition, but it’s a wonder if he ever listens… he’s an idiot, and I don’t know why but I feel the need to apologize on his behalf, for him being an idiot to you.»
Aries almost found himself smiling, and he couldn’t quite grasp why. Probably out of relief, since it was clear that their friend was completely alright.
«Hear me now, and be sure I’m sincere.» Albafica insisted, looking at them in turns. «I’ve really been lucky to end up with Minos, even if it went like it did during the war.» He paused, his expression darkening. «But now there’s something else I wanted to talk about. And I want you to be sincere as well.»
Dohko and Shion exchanged a glance at that. Aries was quite sure of what Albafica was talking about, and tried his best to keep composure and brace himself for what was to come. He had to lie, he knew he had to.
«Manigoldo.» Pisces resumed. «I need to know Where he is, and how I reach this place. I suppose it can’t be far, I’ve been told Death and Sleep’s residences are linked to one another.»
And Shion had to press his lips together, for that wasn’t exactly what he had expected… surely he should have thought that Albafica would have wanted to reach their companion, even because he probably didn’t realize how dangerous it was, to risk upsetting Sleep’s twin.
«Albafica.» He began, taking a serious tone and looking at him straight in the eyes. «He’s not far, I won’t lie to you. But… we can’t just go to him without permission. The God of Death is nothing like his brother… and while I find it difficult to stand Hypnos, he’s most certainly tranquil with us. Thanatos wouldn’t be in the slightest, if he had the chance.»
«I understand you don’t want to risk the consequences.» His comrade replied, as well with a serious voice. «Explain where he’s supposed to be and I will go alone, now that the others are not here. I understand that this is not a smart idea, but I need to see him.»
Aries sighed deeply, almost shaking his head.
«No, you don’t. You… have no idea.» He answered, recalling former Cancer’s words. «I can’t allow you to go by yourself, so if you decide to look for him, I will follow. But then again… please, reconsider.»
«This is my idea.» Albafica insisted. «If you want to follow me, I can’t prevent you to… but if anything happens, this was solely my intention and you tried to convince me not to do it. Am I clear?»
«I suppose we could stay here and try to talk you out of it for the next century.» Dohko answered, while Shion was still thinking about how to do it. «So, it’s going to be useless anyway. I recall the way, we’ve been there. And if anything happens, we’re all saints… consequences are consequences, and I want to see Manigoldo as well.»
«Yes.» Aries said, albeit gritting his teeth. He knew that they could very well go look for Sleep, and just ask him to see Manigoldo, but it was beyond doubt that the answer would have been a no. Primarily because Manigoldo himself had been clear about the fact that he didn’t want to see them. «Dohko is right. I recall the way as well, then… we’ll lead you. Let’s go.»
Albafica nodded, getting up from the other bed and straightening his clothes.
«Let’s go.» He repeated, while the other two were standing up as well.
Minos kept following the god back to his residence, for it was getting dark and he was already having issues seeing anything, if not for Hypnos’ star which was currently shining and leading the way.
He sighed to himself, thinking about what he had just heard about the Holy War in detail, for the god had spent the previous hours informing him. He remembered telling Sleep he felt in need of one of his lectures, but didn’t think it would have been so… damn complicated, indeed. And also, it felt like Hypnos was beating around the bush to something he didn’t want to say. Minos was used to their conversations, and had the clear impression that he wasn’t speaking his mind completely.
«You’ve grown close to your prize.» The god observed, as soon as they began walking up the staircase. «It’s a pleasure to witness, indeed.»
The Griffon had a half smile, shrugging even if the other couldn’t see him at the moment.
«Are you about to tease me, my lord?» Asked then, still following. «Then yes, I feel pretty fond of that little guy. Former Pisces is sweet and caring, and he brushes my hair when I don’t feel like doing it myself. Also he’s in desperate need for warmth, because his teacher was a big son of a dead bitch, and went to high level of traumatizing techniques before committing suicide in front of him.»
Hypnos turned around, smiling as well, and looking actually pretty amused. Not that Minos could blame him.
«It’s a surprise to hear you speaking so colorful.» The god commented then, apparently heading for his terrace. «And let me tell you that you shouldn’t be startled. They are golden saints, Noble Star… everyone of them has a troubled past, more or less, and they know nothing about the real state of things. To give you an example, my twin’s prize thought that to die meant to suffer endlessly, because his teacher told him so and never spoke of the role of Infernal Judges such as you, and the different conditions of souls in the Underworld.»
The Griffon raised an eyebrow, crossing arms on his chest, and shook his head upon entering the terrace.
«And this is plain nonsense.» Observed with a frown. «Also quite annoying to witness. As you said, I’m an Infernal Judge… those humans did a great deal of awful things, mentally and physically mistreating their pupils, and they don’t even end up before me or my brothers when they die. The compensation for wearing a cloth allows them to skip judgement, and every consequence for their actions... so that after he died, I couldn’t even remind former Pisces’ teacher that if you abuse a child, you get to spend some time in Cocytus to repent, before going free and reincarnating.»
Hypnos went sitting on a chair and tilted his head, looking back at him with a vague surprised look.
«You seem quite taken by what happened during your prize’s past life.» He commented, and Minos almost huffed.
«He’s not my enemy anymore, and I’m getting to know him. He would end up not far from here, in the Fields of Heroes, if it wasn’t for me having claimed him...» He paused and looked away, giving a brief sigh. «And he’s like this, even if his past life sucked so bad it’s a wonder he’s still right in his mind. Did you know about the Pisces cloth ritual, the blood exchange thing?»
«I did, yes.» Sleep nodded. «It began centuries ago, to strengthen Pisces wielders’ abilities. If the blood of the saint is poisonous as the cosmo, over time they become overly powerful, with the ability of making any life wither just shrouding it with their cosmo… but it takes a long time for them to reach this level, and being unable to deal with people because of their physical condition, normally they end up insane way before this can happen.»
The Griffon frowned, nodding as well and taking some moments to let that sink in.
«So… it is not strictly needed. If the kid wasn’t poisonous, by the time the cloth had chosen him, he wouldn’t have died.»
«Not necessarily.» Hypnos seemed still somehow amused. «If the kid hadn’t been already poisonous, he could have died upon wearing the cloth for the first time, but it’s not a given. It’s the Pisces cloth’s trial for its wielder… every golden cloth has its trial, you should be aware. With those rituals your prize performed, during his younger years, we could say he passed the trial even before wearing the cloth.»
«Yes, and he killed his adoptive father in doing that, upon becoming more poisonous than him.» Minos retorted, his tone darkening. «And he didn’t even know his mentor would have died, no one had informed him. So that guy coerced him into a life of isolation, then tortured him for years by mixing up their blood, and eventually made him an unwilling parricidal after their last exchange.»
Hypnos said nothing to that, just returning his look, and Minos ended up sighing again.
«Yes, I know... I’m sorry, my lord, I’m overreacting over a thing which doesn’t even concern me. But as you said, I’ve grown attached to my prize.»
«Don’t look for explanations to your reaction, when you already have one.» Sleep replied with a soft tone. «You’re an Infernal Judge. It’s understandable that you feel for the situation, not being even able to extend your influence over that particular soul. And also, yes… you’ve grown attached to your prize.»
«I must be really showing distress, if you’re not even trying to tease me.» The specter smiled again, tapping fingers on his own arm. «I must say that over time, I have gotten to know how much saints have weird ideas about how things work, about their roles, their cloths and whatnot. But to witness it so closely… it's another thing entirely.»
«Undoubtedly it is. Let me mention something again, about my brother’s prize… he thought that his cloth had been given to him by his teacher. As if it could be some kind of present or trophy to win.»
«Like… he didn’t know he had been chosen by the Cancer stars…?» Minos frowned again, this time in surprise. «Well. I remember you telling me that it’s kind of a mutual choice. The cloth chooses the wielder, and the wielder chooses the cloth. But surely they can’t be given as presents.»
«As it is for the surplices.» Hypnos seemed to look away, nodding vaguely. «After Hades made it, and connected to its stars and cosmo, the surplice chooses its wielder. And the wielder must be willing.»
The Griffon nodded back, now running a hand through his hair. He found himself wondering about it, since he couldn’t really remember how it was that he happened to become a specter and an Infernal Judge. It was too long ago, memory had just slipped away, little by little... especially after each time he had died during the Holy Wars, as if bits of it couldn’t be restored when he came back to life.
«They have lost their way, long ago.» Sleep resumed in a quieter voice, his eyes still fixed in the night landscape of Elysium. «They think a human girl, embedded with divine cosmo, is Athena herself… they think they must protect her, not realizing that in the past, it has always been quite the contrary. Athena was protector of the Earth, willingly helping the people by sending her cosmo down from the Olympus, to support and lead her saints.» He paused and sighed, and to Minos he seemed thoughtful almost at an irritated degree. «They have absolutely no idea.»
Then again, the Griffon supposed there were a great deal of things that Sleep wasn’t telling, keeping them for himself, and felt unsure about insisting or not.
«I suppose they’ll get to learn.» He eventually said. «Now that they’re here. You’re lecturing your prizes as well, if I’m allowed to make assumptions.»
«Oh, but they don’t ever listen, except on some rare occasions.» Hypnos finally gave back his gaze, again smiling. «And I must say that eavesdropping on their conversations is quite amusing. Especially former Libra tends to have a sharp tongue about… let’s say he addresses me with some impolite epithets, while talking with his companion.»
«Meaning that…?» Minos returned the smile, tilting his head.
«He says I’m an asshole. And your prize has been saying the same about you, just some hours ago.»
The Griffon chuckled, shaking his shoulders.
«From their specific point of view of kids, former saints and now properties of Underworld dwellers, I might say they have their reasons.»
«Indeed.» Sleep was still smiling. «But I suppose you’ve been handling your prize with care. And patience, which is something you usually lack.»
«I do lack patience, but it’s because I get easily bored… and I find former Pisces not boring in the slightest, so it must be because of that. Then again, Lord Hypnos, there was something I wished to ask of you...» Minos paused and thought for a moment about how to phrase it. «While we spoke about the war, before, you were saying that Athena has no means of giving her cosmo to a human girl again, for Lord Hades prevents it now. Such as things are, we can be sure that there won’t be another Holy War.»
He stopped again to wait for the god to nod, and Hypnos eventually did.
«But all things considered, the eighty-eight cloths are still there on Earth.» The Griffon resumed. «And… they could still choose wielders. Of course not our prizes, since they belong here now, but I suppose you get my point.»
«Honestly, not quite.» Sleep commented. «The cloths are still on Earth, yes. In time, they will choose who can wield them again. What about it, then?»
Minos found himself frowning, again unsure on how to put it. And again, with the strong impression that Hypnos was somehow trying to beat around the bush.
«Is Lord Hades willing to allow this to happen?» The specter eventually tried. «Even without Athena’s cosmo awakening in a human girl, there could still be the need for...»
Fighting, he thought, but the moment later he could tell that something was off. With no one to tell them that they had to fight specters, the saints simply wouldn’t have felt the need to. Especially if Hades was ruler and protector of Earth, that was for sure.
Still, not every piece was fitting into the puzzle, and he almost hoped for Hypnos to say something about it, because he didn’t even know what was his own point.
«Earth still needs saints. Especially golden saints.» Sleep said in a plain tone. «Hades is most certainly aware of this.»
«But why? I mean… how they… their role, it wasn’t that of fighting us specters. Not at the very beginning, at least.» Minos almost pulled his own hair while fixing his fringe, unsure of what he was even trying to say. «Wasn’t it...?»
The god slightly turned his head with a sigh, lifting a hand to rub his nose bridge.
«This is quite an old tale.» Said then. «And it is natural for you not to remember. Maybe it’s even better like this, Noble Star.»
What…?
He frowned and blinked at the same time, almost ending up shaking his head. What was he supposed to remember, now?
Silence came, as Hypnos kept looking afar and Minos had no idea of what to say, finding himself staring at nothing in particular. His thoughts were drifting back to the previous Holy Wars, one after another, to try and reach the top. But his memories blurred after just two of them, mixing up events, misleading him into false or incomplete recalling of past happenings.
«Don’t force yourself on it.» Sleep said, and he blinked again. «This is simply nothing we should speak about, it was my mistake to even mention it.»
«I’m just a little confused.» The Griffon shrugged. «And if you’re not telling things straight, I suppose you don’t wish to... hence I won’t insist. But I’ll be thinking about it for a while, and maybe I will even go so far as to speak to Lord Hades, when he comes back from Olympus. Yes, I can be this desperate.»
Hypnos returned the smile Minos was displaying, but frowned and looked to his left a moment later. The specter did the same, but there only was the entrance of the terrace.
«Those foolish little pests...» He heard Hypnos say and turned again to look at him, seeing he was getting up from the chair. «Incredible how saints can be reckless nuisances, even without their cosmo or cloths.»
Oh for fuck’s sake… Minos thought with a frustrated sigh, sinking his face into a palm.
«They decided it was a good idea to go see their comrade, I suppose.» Said then, having to snap his fingers out of irritation. «Thus harassing your twin.»
«I sense their presence in Death’s chambers, yes.»
«Alright… I’ll go collect my prize then, hoping to find him in one piece.»
«Wait.» Hypnos had joined his side. «I’ll be coming with you. My brother seems to be in a good mood lately, but I wouldn’t risk him deciding it’s your fault as well. We’re already short one Infernal Judge, since the Garuda is still confined.»
«I appreciate it, my lord.» The Griffon had a half smile, moving inside. «But it would be quite ironically fun, to die at the hands of Thanatos right after the Holy War is over and done.»
«As I already said, we’re already short a judge, and Hades is currently absent. Don’t press your luck.»
I won’t, Minos sighed again, thinking that he would have said one or two things to that little azure haired meddler, after dragging him out of Death’s sight. And actually quite hoping he was still in one piece, most of all.
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Chapter 26: XXVI
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Chapter Text
«We can’t be sure we’ll find Manigoldo.» Shion said in a low tone, as they were going down a staircase connecting Sleep’s residence to that of his twin. «We’re told that he could have been sent into a dreamworld. But I recall the way to the room where I met him, so we can try there.»
Albafica nodded, silently following Aries’ with Dohko walking behind him.
He had hoped to convince the younger ones not to come along and just point him the way, since he wanted to be the one taking the risks, but he also knew it would have been difficult not to let them follow. Still, Pisces was quite sure he could have handled things if ill circumstances were to arise… even if Shion’s anxious demeanor wasn’t reassuring in the slightest, since the youngest was the only one of them who had already seen Manigoldo.
Albafica found himself thinking about that reaction Shion displayed, some hours before. He never thought that his comrade could feel somehow guilty for his death, and seeing him like that had been almost shocking. Luckily Dohko was able to comfort him.
«From now on, this is Death’s residence.» He heard Dohko whisper behind his shoulders. «Are you sure you remember the way, Shion? I don’t recall going through this hallway.»
«We took a short turn.» Aries answered. «You couldn’t get so far last time, for you were blocked by Sleep’s daughter. But yes, this is the right way… there should be another staircase, just at the end of the hallway.»
Still keeping silent, Albafica hoped they would have managed to find Manigoldo, and most of all, to find him alright. He didn’t even want to consider other options, knowing he would have risked freaking out upon seeing him severely hurt, but he also knew that he couldn’t allow himself to do anything reckless, for there were the other two alongside him.
He kept wary of his surroundings, and eventually realized they were indeed getting close to a staircase. Shion slowed down and approached the wall to retrieve a torch, for it was clearly dark down below, but stopped halfway and turned, his expression suddenly tense, and Albafica frowned, looking around.
A moment after, just before them materialized the figure of a man clothed in a black robe and with long, dark hair, arms crossed on his chest. Pisces blinked, realizing he had to be Hypnos’ twin for his features were incredibly similar to those of the God of Sleep, and he even had a small black star on the forehead, akin to the purple one that the other sported.
Apparently, Shion had noticed his approach some moments before them, or so it seemed. And right now, the god’s expression was of slight annoyance, his eyes going from one saint to another.
Before anyone could react in any possible way, Albafica stepped forward and had to vaguely lift his head, for the house owner was even taller than the Griffon.
«I am very sorry to intrude.» Said then, keeping his tone calm and giving a courteous nod. «And I hope we don’t cause disturbance. I’m the former Pisces saint, brought here by the Celestial Noble Star upon Lord Hypnos’ allowance, and I insisted with my comrades for being led this way.»
He didn’t avert his eyes and hoped that the other two would just stay behind and let him talk, and the god before him quirked an eyebrow.
«And I suppose you insisted on being led this way for… invading my house, and sneaking to the lowest floor, to look for another comrade of yours.» Said then, with a tone almost skeptical.
«I did.» Albafica nodded. «I found myself thinking that if asked, permission would have been denied. I simply tried my luck.»
«You pushed your luck, indeed.» The other retorted, and his expression darkened. «You three pushed your luck, you silly kids. What were you trying to accomplish, slipping into my quarters?»
«They simply followed me.» He insisted, keeping his tone steady. «And I didn’t mean any disrespect towards you or your house. I am worried for my comrade, and had to try. I can accept the consequences.»
Death gave a frustrated huff.
«Your owners are too permissive. Now I suppose you’ll tell me you weren’t denied to come here, as a pretext for discussion… and I’m not surprised about you, since I know the Griffon well enough to suppose he’s given you allowance to go anywhere, as if the Underworld was a free exploring place.» His eyes shifted beyond Albafica’s shoulder, probably on the other two former saints. «But what about you? I do hope my brother has been telling you not to annoy me.»
«This was my initiative.» Former Pisces intervened, before any of them could say something. «I am to be blamed. They didn’t want to come along, I simply asked to be directed here.»
«I wasn’t talking to you, kid.» Death glared, and resumed looking directly into his eyes. «Your friends have their own brains, their own legs and their own tongues. They know the situation better than you, and also the possible consequences. So, little Aries, would you gently describe your friend’s condition, when you paid a visit to him?»
«No, I wouldn’t.» Albafica heard Shion answer, as the younger stepped forward to stand next to him. «It is not something I would bring myself to do. And I know that to come here and see him, the only thing we needed to do was ask permission to your brother… then again, former Cancer, doesn’t want to see us. If asked, he would have said no… and this is why we came here by our own accord. I am well aware of the possible consequences, and still decided it was worth the risk.»
«And you made a mistake.» The other answered. «Your comrade has his reasons for not wanting to be seen, and you would do better respecting his decision. Also, I know my brother told you about former Cancer’s punishment being over… such as things are, you only needed to wait a while longer. But as usual, you humans are persistent and fretting creatures, and have no idea about what patience is.»
«I can’t say it isn’t true.» Shion answered, nodding slowly. «We are persistent, and unused to be patient while knowing that a dear person is suffering. Whatever might be the reason.»
Instead of replying, Death looked away to the far end of the hallway, strangely rolling up his eyes a moment later.
« You .» Albafica heard someone call from behind, and immediately recognized the Griffon’s tone, irked as he had never heard it. «What were you possibly thinking of doing?!»
He turned around, blinking, and meeting his amber eyes. There was Sleep too, some steps behind, with a similar frown on his face.
«I am wondering quite the same thing.» The god said, approaching as well. «I don’t recall giving you any permission to come here, young men. Were you trying to upset my brother on purpose, perhaps?»
«And whose fault is that…?» His dark haired twin muttered, again crossing arms on his chest. «You clearly have no idea how to keep control of your prizes, Hypnos. I should very well try and teach them something myself.»
«Probably.» Hypnos answered, and Albafica tensed up at that, but a moment later he realized that Minos had circled them and was standing between him and Death, his wings now partially unfolded. «I suppose the simple thought of doing it would annoy you, brother.» Sleep was speaking again. «Still, if you so desire, feel free to take whatever measure you consider appropriate to teach them respect.»
«It was my fault. » Albafica intervened, and the Griffon turned around and glared at him, but he pretended not to notice. «I convinced them to come here, it was my intention to meet my comrade. They are not to be involved in this.»
Death had now a way darker expression than before, but the Pisces saint couldn’t witness it for long, for a black wing was abruptly spread before him, blocking the visual.
«I will handle it.» Minos said then, his tone sharp. «I would have never imagined something like this to happen, my lords. Allow me to get my prize out of here, to deal personally with the issue.»
«Please do.» Came the annoyed reply from the house owner. «And get those two out of my sight as well, or I’m losing my temper now.»
From behind, Albafica could see the Griffon nodding. Then he turned around, still keeping the wing spread.
«Move, kids.» Said then. «Out of here. Start walking or I’ll drag you.»
Former Pisces breathed in and turned around as well, albeit feeling the urge of speaking his mind to that god of whatever it was, but just gritted his teeth and walked, noticing that his comrades were doing the same thing, leaving the Twins behind.
He kept silent and so did the others, but at some point, he noticed that they weren’t taking the same route as before. With the corner of his eye he saw Shion heading for the rising staircase, but the Griffon lifted his palm to stop him, gesturing with his head to keep following.
«Where are we going?» Albafica ended up asking, frowning at the other.
«Shut up, you.» Minos muttered, still walking. «And keep moving.»
Feeling irritation rising up to worrying levels, former Pisces glared at his back and moved, now clenching his fists. He had to frown again upon seeing the specter lift a hand again and call his strings, but apparently directing them far away, and not at the saints.
«Am I allowed to know what’s happening…?» Asked again, and heard Minos give an exasperated sigh.
«You’re allowed to keep your mouth shut , or I’ll sew it up.» Said then. «Just trust me and stay silent. Or we’ll end up in troubles way bigger than these.»
This time, Albafica blinked in confusion. He looked at the other two, who were similarly confused judging by the look on their faces, but eventually decided to comply.
They moved around the residence, and at some point ended up in a big living room. The young man realized Minos had been following one of his strings, as lining up the way, and at that point he withdrew it on a finger and turned around.
«There.» Said then in a half voice, pointing at a window. «You look and you say nothing. Pretend you’re not here, and hurry up.»
Still frowning, Albafica approached that window, and realized that from there, he could see another wing of the building, thus another open window on it. There was light in the room he was looking into, enough to notice a couch and a person sitting on it, which he could immediately recognize as Manigoldo.
His eyes immediately widened as he grabbed the frame of the window and leaned outside, trying to get a better view. His comrade was apparently reading, and even if distant, he could see that he was fine. Or at least, it looked like he was. He had a slight frown and an almost annoyed look, as usual when reading.
«Can you see him?» He heard Shion ask in a low voice, probably talking to Libra.
«Yes.» Dohko actually answered, approaching the window as well. «I can see him. By all the gods, it wasn’t easy to keep silent while that piece of… let me bite my tongue some more. At least Manigoldo seems fine.»
«He does.» Aries sounded relieved. «And… it’s probably better like this, if he actually doesn’t want to meet us. My thanks, Griffon.»
«Whatever. Now let’s get the fuck out of here, you damn reckless kids. Before those two sniff out that we didn’t leave on the spot.»
Albafica had to breathe deeply, still gripping the frame of that window, and almost twitched when he felt a touch on both his shoulders.
«Try and settle for this.» He heard Minos say. «Come on.»
He closed his eyes and nodded, lowering his head as he had to take another deep breath, before obliging and turning around.
Albafica had to quickly say goodbye to his companions before being almost dragged out of that residence, and subsequently from Elysium.
They kept silent while getting back home, as Minos didn’t seem willing to speak and Pisces either, his mind almost fogged by all the talk they had that day, and the happenings as well. He already knew that Manigoldo hadn’t been nowhere near as lucky as him or the other two, being a prisoner of Death, but hearing what the god had said to Shion, about his “conditions”, shed a whole new light on the situation. He had been talking about a punishment, albeit not going into details, and Albafica almost shivered at the thought of what his friend must have been put through.
But at least he had seemed alright, at that moment. Exteriors never meant anything, Pisces was well aware of that... still, not seeing him hurt was already something.
He had to blink out of his thoughts, realizing they were entering the Griffon’s chambers, and was thinking about going straight to the lavatory when he got grabbed by a shoulder and slammed against the wall. His eyes rose up in those of the specter, which was towering over him and looked pretty enraged.
«What the fuck, Albafica.» Minos almost hissed, tightening the hold on his shoulder almost at the point of hurting. «Do you even realize what could have happened, back there…?»
Albafica opened and closed his mouth for a couple of times, realizing he was looking at the other with his eyes widened, and almost shivering.
«I’m sorry.» He managed to say. «I wasn’t really thinking.»
«And I damn know.» The other hissed again, still glaring daggers. «That one guy with the black star on his head isn’t some specter you can piss off. He’s damn Death itself, he could very well blow up all your insides just blinking at you, if so desires. And I have no idea why he didn’t, actually.»
Former Pisces had to try and swallow but couldn’t, feeling blood leaving his face and his legs weakening, mostly at the thought that something like that had probably happened to Manigoldo. He reflexively shook his head, trying to wriggle free, but the hold on his shoulder easily kept him in place. And he felt the sudden need to wear his cloth and be able to defend himself, now more than ever since waking up in Minos’ room.
«I knew it could go wrong.» Albafica eventually said, pressing against the wall and forcing himself not to give in to panic, since it wouldn’t be of any use. He almost forced himself to speak, and also to remember that the specter wasn’t about to hurt him, but his racing pulse didn’t seem willing to calm down. «But I… I couldn’t help it… it wasn’t a smart idea and kind of pointless, but I just couldn’t help it. I wanted to see him, I… I wanted to try at least.»
Another hand rose to grab his free shoulder and the Griffon gave a long sigh, apparently trying to relax his features.
«You need to stop being brave at the point of mindlessness.» Said then. «I’ve been telling this same thing to your little friends, some hours ago. You don’t do this, you simply don’t. It’s no use for anyone… for you, for me, for your comrades. You want to do something? Learn how to ask. Have I ever given you a no as an answer, when it came to this?»
«You haven’t.» Albafica answered, after swallowing, and had to breathe again to keep calm. «And… and you also showed him to us. I know you can get in trouble for this… I didn’t want anyone to end up hurt. Thank you.»
Minos sighed again, and the surplice left his body. Seeing that almost made Albafica twitch, and press against the wall again but this time almost in relief, his breath vaguely quickened.
«It’s not like anything horrible could happen to me.» Minos replied. «For some reason Hypnos has a liking to me, so I’m quite safe when dealing with his brother. But you… kid, it’s no use thanking me if you don’t understand. Tell me you do.»
«I do.» He answered maybe a little too fast, keeping his nape stuck on the wall. «I understand.»
A hand rose from his shoulder to his cheek, and gently brushed it.
«I didn’t want to frighten you this much.» Minos said, moving closer and pulling him off the wall to hug him. «It’s alright, Albafica… you know you don’t need to be afraid of me. I was just worried sick, that is… you gave me a huge scare.»
He nodded and lowered his head, moving closer as well and almost hiding under the specter’s neck, vaguely giving back the embrace by grabbing his shirt on a side.
«You saw your friend.» The Griffon resumed, now caressing his hair. «You saw he was fine. Probably he had a bad time, this I won’t deny. But now he’s fine… and if you are a little patient still, I’m sure you’ll be talking to him as if nothing has happened.»
Albafica took some time to calm down, trying to breathe normally, and ended up completely folding arms on the specter’s back.
There was too much information in his head at that moment, at the point that they were mixing up into a formless mold. The trip in the Underworld, seeing Dohko and Shion, what he found out about how the war went, Manigoldo… everything was just a mess he didn’t even want to try sorting out, and he just breathed against Minos’ chest, tightening the hold around his body and almost wanting to forget about everything.
«Minos.» He called after he didn’t know how much. «Probably I don’t deserve it, but I would like to receive some cuddles.»
The other sighed, and by how he did, Albafica could tell he was smiling at least vaguely.
«You do deserve it.» The specter answered, still caressing his hair. «I shouldn’t be telling this to you, but I’m actually pretty proud. Not many people would sneak into the God of Death’s residence, hoping to talk him into reason upon happening on him, with no other plans whatsoever. You’re unbelievably brave, and probably Thanatos liked you as well, even if he couldn’t mention it, otherwise I can’t figure out why he didn’t throw a fit right there.»
A hand slid below his chin and made him lift his head.
«And so, all things considered, even if I would have lost twenty years of life was I a human…» The Griffon added. «You do deserve some cuddles.»
Albafica drew in a deep breath as the other lifted him up to carry him. They went lying on the bed, both on their sides, and the specter reached down to lift his face again.
«I really didn’t mean to scare you this much.» Said then, brushing back his hair. «I realized too late how frightened you were. I’m sorry.»
«It’s alright.» The young man took Minos’ hand and pressed it against his cheek. «You said you were scared too… and without you breaking in and getting me out, I would have paid the consequences of being so stupid. Then it’s alright.»
«Right… but please remember that I’m not hurting you, now and never.» The other answered, leaning in to speak close to his lips. «The worst thing that can happen is no cuddling. Or another specter being pissed at you, but unless we are talking about Death, I can smoothly kick their ass if they even look at you funny. And if one day I’ll get the chance to wear a divine cloth for any possible reason, I’d kick Thanatos’ ass as well.»
Albafica nodded vaguely, then drew in nearer and gave him a light kiss, snuggling as close as possible. Minos let him hide against his body and kept caressing him, eventually going lower to nuzzle his neck, and moving almost on top of him; his palm went lower, sliding down his thigh, but the specter waited for him to spread his legs before pulling the laces of his trousers.
«You’ve been telling your friends that I’m an asshole, haven’t you…?» Asked then, slipping a hand on his bare skin. «You ungrateful pretty blossom.»
«I couldn’t say you were a nice person.» He whispered, taking off his shirt and enjoying the warmth coming from the Griffon’s palms. «They would have thought I was lying.»
«Sure, because us specters are all horrible.» Minos smiled and straightened up to do the same, removing his shirt, then went down again and kissed his navel. «Also, little Aries saw me being a huge asshole. You have a point.»
«Yes...» Albafica breathed in, feeling his waist quickly warming up. «They wouldn’t believe I was alright, and that you were nice, and all the other things...»
«All the other things.» The Griffon nodded, and he could feel him smile for his lips were brushing his skin. «I suppose you didn’t mention any of it, in fact. Maybe I’ll be telling them, just to see their faces when I do.»
Albafica thought about retorting but his thoughts slipped away with a small sigh, feeling the other’s lips envelop him. He raised a hand and grabbed on silvery hair, without actually pulling, arching slightly and biting his lower lip, as he easily put aside everything else and just focused on that.
His hips were lifted, and he reflexively hooked a leg on Minos' shoulder, almost twitching as the contact got way deeper. He was kept like that by the specter's hands, which supported his waist by the cheeks, and breathed heavily while arching all the more.
His free hand went clutching the blanket as he lightly moaned, feeling the climax rising quickly; the other kept it deep and followed his pull, for Albafica was now directing his head still pulling on his hair. Eventually he widened his eyes and shook his head, realizing he didn’t want to finish like that but it was too late, feeling his muscles tensing up and having to moan again between pressed lips.
His back relaxed on the mattress as he tried to catch his breath, and confusedly realized that the specter had straightened up again, by feeling a touch on his face.
Albafica raised on his elbow and lifted an arm, feeling his head almost spin, then wrapped the Griffon’s nape and pulled him close to kiss him. Minos held him and moved up, making him sit on his lap, while giving back the kiss.
«Breathe.» He said, after Albafica didn’t know for how long they had been kissing, and realizing he was in fact straining to keep air in his lungs.
He slid his hands on the Griffon’s chest, while brushing their cheeks together. His fingers went down below Minos’ navel, and he wrapped them around his length, hearing him sigh a moment later. A hand folded the back of his own, directing the pace, and the specter resumed kissing him, going down on his neck and shoulders, now and again nibbling at his skin.
As soon as he started feeling heat on his waist again, Minos pulled away and made him turn around, so that his back was pressed against the specter’s chest. A hand went up to his lips and two fingers slid in, as another one began stroking him, albeit very softly, making him arch and move his hips for more. His mouth was freed after a short and Albafica bent over, leaning on the mattress, and giving a small moan as the other began preparing him.
Now sighing almost frustratedly, he started moving and arching, trying to enhance the contact, and hoping that the Griffon would have kept it short. He heard a low chuckle after some moments, and a tickle of hair on his back informed him that Minos was bending over as well.
He turned to look at him, seeing the other vaguely smiling still.
«How impatient can you be…?» The specter asked, leaning more to kiss his shoulder.
«Minos...» Albafica called almost pleading, moving his waist again.
«Alright.» The other said, nuzzling the back of his neck. «Try not to wriggle out.»
The young man sighed and rested his forehead on the mattress, feeling the other entering him some moments later. He tried to give back the push, supporting on his forearms and moaning again, but he wasn't kept like that for long. Minos wrapped an arm around his torso and lifted him up, making him give a sharper moan as the contact got way deeper, and keeping him now pressed against his chest again.
He was held tight like that, and had to muffle his voice in the other’s lips after a while, for the specter had leaned in to kiss him. Giving in to the embrace, Albafica let the other guide him on his waist and just held him back, grabbing both his arms and letting his voice loose, and almost twitched when he felt him finish deep inside his body.
The other stayed there, now stroking him to let him finish as well, which he did with a sharp moan and arching again, after just some seconds. Then he fell back against Minos’ chest, leaning the nape on his shoulder, trying to catch his breath again and feeling completely limp.
Not even really knowing how, he found himself lying down and reached for the other, after the specter had pulled the blanket over them both.
«Stay close to me.» Albafica whispered, trying to snuggle up against him, and felt arms wrapping around his body as he rested his cheek on Minos' chest.
«I'm right here.» The Griffon answered softly.
He nodded, feeling warmth pleasantly enveloping him as the numbness of his muscles added to his tiredness, and just kept his eyes closed, hoping to fall asleep soon.
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Chapter 27: XXVII
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Chapter Text
Manigoldo opened his eyes to the daylight, momentarily confused over where he was and taking some moments to recognize the surroundings. He had been sleeping with both legs pulled up against his chest, and the book he had been reading was there, open on the cushion at the page where he had stopped.
He pushed back a shiver, rubbing the back of a hand on his face. He thought that maybe his legs would have worked better that day, if he had tried rising from that couch. He’d been eating some more fruit, so probably they would have.
But he was still feeling tired, so he ended up closing his eyes again, leaning the side of his head against the backrest. There was a small wind coming from an open window which made him shiver again, bringing him to lace both arms around his knees.
It took him a while still to decide to try and get up from that couch. But upon looking down his head spun and he had to widen his eyes, moving to withdraw some more on himself, as if he was actually risking to fall off the couch.
He had to stop doing that, and just move from there. It had been like this for a while, him not wanting to get up for any possible reason, sure that his legs would have given away on his weight… but even if it was the case, nothing bad could come by falling on the carpet. Nothing at all.
But given that he would have managed to stand up, what then? There wasn’t anywhere he wanted to go.
He ended up wondering how long he’d been left alone. There was complete silence in that room, no sound of steps even in the far distance, and he suddenly shivered again.
Calm the fuck down, Manigoldo told himself while gritting his teeth, for it wasn’t like he could feel like that, scared of getting up from a couch. And cold as if he had been walking in the snow for hours.
I never stepped into that damn pit, he resumed telling himself, this time pressing fingers on his temples. I never went there. Sage grabbed me by an arm before I could fall, I never went down there. I fucking remember I didn’t.
He ended up pressing the fingertips on his temples at the point of hurting. He realized his eyes were stinging, but he had no reasons to cry, damn he knew he hadn’t. Shaking his head he tried to breathe normally, driving back tears.
Why have you lied to me, teacher…? He thought, biting down on his lower lip. Just why?
Because that one was a lie. It was all a damn lie. That little girl in a pink dress wasn’t going to suffer endlessly, after falling in the open gates of the Underworld. She was going to be reunited with her family, she was going to rest and be happy after having suffered so much in life.
That place, the entrance to the Underworld where souls fell, had been haunting Manigoldo’s dreams for years and years, twisting them into nightmares. In those, Sage wasn’t there to hold him when he was falling. The little girl in the pink dress turned into a monster, trying to rip off the heart from his chest. And there was fire inside the pit, and cries, and claws wanting to drag him down, making him wake up teary and shaking every time.
Why? He kept a hand to cover his face, pressing the palm on his eyes. Why did he lie to me? He never knew what was down there, he couldn’t. Why's he been telling me there was endless suffering for everybody who died...?
For a long time after that, Manigoldo had felt ashamed of himself for every single soul he had sent to the Underworld. For having delivered them to a place where they would have suffered forever… he didn’t even want to use his powers anymore, it had taken him years to gain a different resolve, that of being the Executioner of Souls, to give a meaning to the Cancer cloth he was wielding. If he was wielding it, it meant he was allowed to doom souls to that endless suffering, even more than allowed, it was required from him to do that. That was what Manigoldo had ended up telling himself to find some means to cope.
“ I spent so much time thinking you weren’t afraid of me, but it was the exact opposite.”
You’re wrong, he replied to the memory of Death’s words, albeit only inside his head. I wasn’t afraid of you. I had stopped being afraid, I simply ended up not giving a damn about it. I wasn’t afraid. I just hated you for being the cause of so much suffering... I was sure you were.
He had to breathe deeply again.
I couldn’t be afraid of you back then. He kept saying to himself, as if he was actually talking to Thanatos. You’ve always walked beside me. I saw you going through the crowd, brushing the shoulders of those you were about to reap. And I saw you glancing at me from time to time, reminding me I belonged to you.
There was a sudden sound of steps approaching from outside the room and Manigoldo froze, widening his eyes under the palm and holding his breath.
“ Are you afraid of me, now?”
He gritted his teeth again, feeling another cold shiver running through his back. He knew he was. He remembered he had to plead to make it stop. He was terrified, but he still tried to pull himself together as best as he could when the door of the room clicked open.
He lowered the hand from his eyes and looked back at Death, which had stopped on the doorframe and seemed to be just staring at him. Manigoldo just kept looking back, saying nothing, as nothing he would do or say could make any difference. There was nothing he could do, even if there was, he wouldn’t have known what to do anyway.
«You’re awake.» Death said in a soft tone.
He had approached and knelt before the couch. Now he was lifting a hand to caress Manigoldo’s hair, slowly going from his forehead to the nape. He tensed up but swallowed another shiver and nodded.
«I’m awake.» He replied quietly.
Thanatos considered the appearance of the kid, telling himself that eating and resting were effectively improving his condition. He still seemed weary, but the grey strands on his hair had disappeared, and his skin was more luminous than before. And the shadows beneath his eyes were less deep as well.
He tried to go deeper, narrowing his eyes to try and read his expression, because something was telling him that former Cancer was unwell. He couldn't have noticed the presence of those three meddlers from the evening before, so it most certainly wasn't that.
«You’re staring.» The human observed, frowning vaguely.
«You’ve been reading.» Death answered, nodding at the open book he had spotted on the cushion. «Was that interesting?»
The other shrugged.
«Geography is rarely ever interesting. But since it’s Underworld geography, I gave it a try… who wrote that book anyway?»
Thanatos leaned in to retrieve said book and flipped through the pages, thinking about it.
«A specter.» He eventually said. «One who isn’t here anymore. He was destroyed during a Holy War, at the point that it was impossible to bring him back, even for Hades.»
«So they… they don’t always come back.» Former Cancer observed.
«Not always, no. Over time, the saints have found different ways to prevent them, even if nothing was ever decisive as that rosary.»
The kid nodded, tapping fingers on his knees, and Death considered that he had never tried to rise from that couch or so it seemed. And if he did, he surely never left that room.
«I already told you that you’re free to explore this residence.» He observed after a few moments of silence.
«You did.» Came the answer in a low voice.
«Try to rise.» Thanatos insisted, moving back to stand up. «You need to put your legs into work.»
It took a while for the kid to comply, for he frowned at nothing in particular, kept tapping fingers on his knees, sighed and then eventually sat on the edge of the couch. But then he kept staring at nothing and didn’t move.
«Come on.» Thanatos frowned, wondering what could have been taking him so long.
The kid had to take a deep breath but then got up, supporting on an armrest, and albeit clearly out of balance, he managed to stand on his legs.
«Alright.» Death gave a brief nod. «Now try to walk.»
«Feels like I’m going through rehab or something.» The other retorted with a wince, his hand clutching the armrest still. Then he drew in a deep breath, relaxed his fingers and eventually walked, with some difficulties still but he did.
«Which you are, in a way.» The god observed.
Former Cancer moved again, getting back to the couch and leaning on the armrest with a frustrated sound. Death could see the muscles of his legs twitch for the effort.
«You know...» The kid said, looking away. «Isn’t it a little bit… odd… that you’re getting me to walk again, after doing your best to prevent me?»
«After I decided for your punishment to be over,» Death frowned, trying to put his thoughts into words in a comprehensible way for the other. «I also decided you’ll stay in my residence, I won’t put your soul back into the stream. And staying here, you need to be able to walk again.»
«Crazy as it sounds...» Former Cancer sighed while still looking away. «It makes sense.»
«I know.» Thanatos sighed, flipping through the pages again and then closing the book. «If you have more questions, this is a good moment for asking.»
The kid lifted his eyes and nodded, then sat on the couch again and seemed to relax a little.
«What about my comrades?» Asked then. «Have they all been… “claimed”?»
«Not all of them, as far as I know.» Death answered, moving to sit beside him.
«And… as far as you know, which ones of them are here…?»
«Those currently in the Underworld are the former saints of Aries, Libra, Pisces, Capricorn, Gemini, Aquarius and Virgo, all claimed with the exception of Gemini.»
«Wait, what do you mean...?» The kid sat more straight, leaning his back against the armrest. «Gemini… there are actually two of them. Are they both here? But… did you say Pisces?»
Thanatos had to smile vaguely at the abrupt changes on the boy’s expression, and his obvious confusion.
«Both the Gemini wielders are here. One of them is willing, while the other is not.» Said then. «And yes, I said Pisces. He also visited Elysium yesterday.»
Former Cancer’s eyes went so wide he didn’t even blink anymore, and his body tensed up.
«What are you even talking about…?»
«Yesterday the former wielder of the Pisces cloth was brought here, to meet Libra and Aries, by his owner. Namely the Griffon, the Infernal Judge I told you about.»
For some reasons, the boy lifted a hand and covered his face, muttering something under his breath which sounded like curse words.
«Tell me he’s alright.» Said then, still hiding into his palm. «Just… just tell me he is.»
«Even too much.» Thanatos frowned. «He’s a reckless pretty thing… apparently, my brother is not the only one who thinks that teaching prizes how to behave is irrelevant.»
The kid peeked from behind his palm, frowning.
«Whatever you might possibly mean, I only care about the fact that he’s alright.» Said then. «And don’t call him that.»
«Why? Is he a friend of yours?» To that the kid just nodded, seeming unwilling to deepen the matter, and Death tilted his head. «According to my brother, the Griffon feels for him so you shouldn’t worry.»
«The Griffon does, huh…?» Former Cancer looked down in a wince. «He’s the reason why the Pisces saint died.»
«I was told that your friend managed to trick the Griffon, killing him and losing his life as consequence.» Death frowned. «Maybe it impressed him.»
This time the boy had a strange half smile, shrugging vaguely.
«And who wouldn’t be impressed?» Said then. «They told me about their fight, back then... Alba wasn’t going to let that specter through, for any possible reason.» He sighed and brushed back his hair. «Thank you for telling me about him.»
«I had no reasons for not telling you.» Thanatos observed. «You can meet him when you want to.»
The boy’s eyes went wide again and he pulled his legs closer to the chest, shaking his head.
«Let’s… let’s just not talk about it.» He whispered. «I don’t think it would do him any good to see me.»
«You don’t need to decide now.» Death lifted a hand to caress his hair. «And don’t worry about your friend’s wellbeing. If you want to meet him, you will.»
Former Cancer just lowered his eyes, and Thanatos leaned in closer and pulled him to his own chest, caressing his back.
The boy rested against him and relaxed, saying nothing, and after a while he gave a long sigh, as to let out tension.
«Is it still a good moment for questions?» Asked then in a half voice.
«Try to ask.» Thanatos answered, moving fingers from his jaw to his neck.
He felt him nodding vaguely, as a palm was slightly pressed on Thanatos’ chest.
«How… how is it?» The kid eventually asked, his fingertips brushing where Death knew there was his heart. «To feel it… and not to feel it for so long. I tried to imagine it, but...»
«There is no great difference from when it beats to when it doesn’t, talking about physical perceptions. As you don’t always feel your own heart. I can feel it when it starts beating and when it stops… and you can see that I’m warmer now, and i’m not only talking about my body temperature.»
«I...» He had the impression that the boy was trying to swallow. «I do.» He paused, and Death thought he was done talking, but he eventually resumed. «Will you… when it stops, will you… be angry at me again?»
«I’m not planning on punishing you again, unless you give me a good reason.» Thanatos answered after some moments. «If my heart beats or not is irrelevant. It affects my mood, not my intentions.»
He felt the other nodding once more against his chest, curling up more on himself. Death resumed caressing his back and at some point the kid drew in a deep breath, as if trying to relax. Thanatos kept still like that, losing track of mortal time, until he felt his twin’s presence reaching his chambers. He sat more upright then, and the kid twitched as if he had suddenly received a slap, then gave him a confused look.
Thanatos considered how his brother was moving and after some moments, he could hear the sound of his twin’s winged flute, meaning that Hypnos was already waiting for him on the terrace.
Death pulled back to rise then, wanting to join him, but to his surprise, he felt a slight pull on his robe upon getting up.
«Wait, where...» Former Cancer said, frowning at him. «Where are you going?»
«I’m going to the terrace to meet my brother.» He answered. «Do you want to hear us playing?»
The other looked away for a moment and seemed to think about it, frowning still.
«To hear you playing is a thing.» Said then. «This would be different.»
Death tilted his head and smiled vaguely, then nodded and moved to leave the room, and go join his twin.
The sound of the flute became louder as he kept approaching, and upon entering the terrace, he saw Hypnos sitting and apparently very focused on playing, head vaguely lowered and eyes half closed. Thanatos quietly sat before him and decided not to start playing as well, just listening for a while, and eventually his brother stopped, halting the melody all of a sudden.
«I made you wait, brother.» Death observed, looking at his expression which somehow seemed afar. «Are your little prizes still troublesome?»
«From my point of view, not much.» Sleep answered. «Even if little Aries, as you like to call him, stole a book from me and demanded answers to questions he doesn’t even know how to phrase.»
«I remember you saying that the problematic kid was the other one, former Libra. Can I assume you were wrong?»
«I’m not saying Aries is problematic.» Hypnos replied, just glancing at him before looking back at his instrument. «Libra is just inadequate to deal with this kind of situation, and risks getting himself in trouble… and doesn’t ever listen, this is for sure. The other one is more reflexive, and is clearly trying to found his own way to challenge me.»
«So, I’m assuming I assumed wrong.» Thanatos smiled at the serious face his brother was making. «I told you I can make them behave, if they bother you too much.» He leaned in and raised a hand to snatch the winged flute. «But something tells me they are not the reason you’re brooding right now.»
Hypnos smiled as Death blew the flute, casually playing some notes.
«It’s nice to see you in such a good mood.» Said then. «We talked about this yesterday, Thanatos. I have no reason for wanting them to act differently… I like them as they are, confident and all. Still, if you feel the need to make them behave, I have nothing against it… just don’t pretend you would do it for my sake.»
«Sneaking into my residence wasn’t a smart idea at all.» Death observed. «And at first I got very irritated, but thinking about it now, I kind of like the fact that they tried so hard… even if they knew that I was around, and they knew of the possible retaliation, behaving as if they were still wearing their golden cloth.»
«Those are lucky kids indeed, since apparently your good mood is what saved them a good deal of troubles. And as I told Minos yesterday, it’s a wonder how saints can be recklessly annoying, even without their cosmo or cloth.» Hypnos leaned in as well and took Death’s lyre. «And… no, that wasn’t a smart idea. Ever since when have humans been smart, I say?»
«There were a couple of times, here and there...» Thanatos commented with a small shrug. «I want to meet the Pisces kid.»
«You just need to wait for him to visit his comrades again, or you can go ask his owner.» Sleep smiled vaguely and plucked some strings. «I suppose Minos will tell you to… not annoy his darling favorite.»
«Maybe I should show up at the Griffon’s residence unprompted, just to bother him.» He smiled as well. «I’m not planning to annoy his reckless pretty thing though, I’m just curious.»
His brother widened his eyes and gave him a fake surprised look.
«You’re what ? » Asked then, straightening up. «Curious, brother...? Are you feeling alright?»
«It can happen for me as well to be curious over something… very rarely… but it’s possible. As it is possible for you to be in such a bad mood, as you’re being now.»
To that, Hypnos just smiled vaguely and resumed plucking the lyre, making the strings vibrate and then halting them with the fingers.
«We exchanged places, or so it seems.» Said then in a lower tone, still pretending to play.
«Maybe your heart stopped beating… did you check?» Thanatos handed him the flute. «Are you going to tell me what is upsetting you, or do I have to give up before even trying to ask?»
«I do hope it won’t ever stop.» In return, Hypnos gave him the lyre. «I’m not upset, you have no need to act protective. I’m just thinking.»
«Alright, I won’t insist.»
His twin gave no further comments and they began playing at the same time, with no need to inform one another, but Thanatos could see that the other was afar even by how he was pressing on the flute holes, as if he was pushing too hard.
«I wish you and the Cancer kid to meet again, if you please.» Death said after a while, wondering if his brother was listening. «I’m planning to keep him for a while.»
Hypnos stopped playing and raised his brows while looking back at him.
«For a while.» He repeated. «A while in human terms, or a while in your perception of time? And I have nothing against meeting him again if you wish me to. But he’s going to be scared by my presence, keep it in mind.»
«I can see him becoming anxious when I speak of you.» Death commented, vaguely sighing. «And I get the reason why. But it’s still weird from my point of view.»
«You’ve seen this happen many times.» The other replied and again looked away. «Humans tend to be afraid of me. Your prize doesn’t know what I might want from him, while he’s aware of what to expect from you… for I imagine he’s becoming better at reading you, by now.»
Thanatos frowned, reflecting upon it for a moment.
«I don’t know, he’s not very smart.» Said then. «Still, again, you’re right. You know… when we were younger, the fact that people happened to fear you more than me made me kind of upset.»
Hypnos laughed softly and nodded, placing the flute on the table.
«You told me oh so many times.» Said then, still smiling. «Don’t be upset, humans can be slow creatures. And we both are close to them, in different ways. They see me for their whole life and fear me, and they see you just once, when it’s too late… still, they’re more prone to call out for you to help them, and not for me. Albeit knowing that your heart is made of iron, and does never beat.»
«We already discussed this and I’m not going to do it again, since it would ruin my mood for sure.» Thanatos tilted his head and gave back the smile. «And my heart is actually beating now, so they would be very surprised I suppose, even if they would still die.»
«It is beating indeed… no less, it is still beating after a while.» Sleep clearly feigned casualness, but to his twin, it felt clear that he was trying his best not to smile. «And… you let the Cancer kid touch you.»
«I suppose I can do what I want with the Cancer kid.» He replied, lifting an eyebrow. «He’s starting to behave, even if there is a lot to work on.»
«I called it right.» Sleep widened his eyes. «You actually let him touch you. Really. Thanatos.»
«What’s so funny?» Death glared and almost huffed. «And it’s not like he can touch me whenever he wants, now. I don’t see where’s the big deal.»
«Last time he did, I recall it was for hitting you.» Hypnos observed. «And I saw you petting his hair. You know, I never touched my prizes, not even by accident.»
«You can do it, if you want to see them freak out.» Death almost smirked, leaning against the back of the chair. «And last time he did, the kid challenged me and hit me, but things were completely different from now.» He paused and shrugged. «And I can do whatever I want with him. Torturing him or petting his hair doesn’t matter, since I feel like doing it... I have to admit that I’m starting to like him, even if he is how he is.»
«I know.» For some reasons, his brother’s tone had somehow softened. «I’m just teasing you. I see he allows you a good mood and your heart to beat, so I can be nothing else than glad. But I’m also a little surprised.»
«I’m surprised too.» He frowned, casually playing his lyre. «But I don’t really mind, not as much as you do... I just have this strange feeling, sometimes, as if there was something missing. I will figure it out, I guess.»
«Missing…?» Hypnos frowned as well, vaguely tilting his head. «There you have me confused. You mean about your prize?»
Thanatos nodded but his brow remained a little furrowed, as he was trying to phrase the thought for his twin to understand.
«Yes, I mean about the Cancer kid.» Said then. «I don’t exactly know how to explain, since it’s just a faint sensation. When I’m interacting with him, I feel like something is missing, or it isn’t in the right place. Does this make any sense?»
Sleep blinked, still frowning, then slowly tapped his fingers on the small table.
«It does.» Said after some moments. «I recall what you’ve been telling him as he dreamed. Now you own him, and it’s very different than between me and my prizes. Still, he’s not a mortal nor properly a human anymore… it never happened for such a soul to belong to you in such a way.»
Thanatos had to take another moment to think about his twin’s words, and eventually nodded slowly.
«You’re telling me something I never considered.» He commented, looking back at Sleep’s golden eyes. «And it’s kind of a paradox, if we put it in this way.» He paused, pursing his lips at nothing in particular. «Because I own him, even if he’s not dead. It’s not something I simply want, I feel that he belongs to me… thus I could never treat him like you do with your prizes. But the more I think about it and the more it seems confusing, so I suppose I will keep acting as I feel. As always.»
«As always.» Hypnos repeated, nodding. «And be sure that I’m going to tease you all the more, when you eventually figure out what to do.»
«I’m sure you will. It’s not like I can stop you.»
His brother smiled again, and in a way which was somehow sweet and almost didn’t suit him. Then he averted his gaze and looked afar, and Thanatos could quite hear the noise of his thoughts.
«I didn’t manage to distract you well enough.» He commented while resuming to play his lyre. «Shall we play together, brother?»
«We shall.» Hypnos answered in a low tone, and took his flute again.
~
Kagaho knocked upon entering, and heard a small welcoming call from the other side of the door. When he went inside the other wasn’t looking at him, apparently focused on the canvas he was holding on his knees.
«Hi there.» The specter said with a small smile. «Are you having trouble sleeping, still?»
«I think I’ve been sleeping too much.» Came the reply in a low tone. «It’s fine. I’m not tired.»
The Bennu nodded vaguely and approached, joining his side, and peeping to look at the canvas. But he could only see blurred graphite lines on it.
«What is it that you’re drawing?» Asked then, and the kid sighed vaguely, taking a small frown.
«Nothing, for now.» Said then, and placed the pencil on the wooden desk. «I tried, but it seems like I can get nothing out of this white space. I’m still unable to draw anything, it’s been like this ever since… waking up.»
Kagaho sat on the edge of the desk to properly look at the other, and eyed the many kinds of graphite which were tidily placed one next to another. Alone had asked for them some days before, the very first time he and Kagaho had seen each other, after Lord Hades’ departure for Olympus. And the Bennu provided them, together with paper and some canvases.
«Well…» The specter tried, tapping fingers of both hands on the edge of the desk. «What was it that you were trying to draw, then?»
There came a small sigh again, and the boy narrowed his eyes, still apparently fixed on the gray lines.
«Myself.» He eventually answered, putting down the canvas as well. «It’s been some time now that I find it hard to tell who I am… I tried to see if I am able to at least draw my face, but apparently I’m not. Even if I looked at my reflection in a mirror.»
The detached tone and expression, which the other always used to express those kinds of things, was still able to make Kagaho somehow uneasy. He had absolutely no idea how to answer that kind of statements… and as it had already happened before, he only could try and hope to choose the right set of words.
«Just give your memory some time to fix itself.» Said then, and smiled when the boy glanced at him. «No need to push it and rush things.»
From what the Bennu knew about Lord Hypnos’ powers, he supposed that the god could have helped a great deal with that problem, namely with fixing Alone’s jumbled memories. But then again, Lord Hades had made it very clear about Sleep hating his former vessel, so Kagaho told himself he would have dealt with that issue by himself. He just had to be patient, he thought.
«I think you’re right.» Alone answered, getting up from the chair and finally looking at him straight. «May I… may I ask for your help, from time to time? I mean, your help to remember. It’s hard to place one event after another, and the happenings seem to mix up in my head.»
The Bennu found himself smiling again, sliding down the desk to stand as well.
«Of course. Whenever you want me to explain, just ask.» He said. «Now I thought that you’d like to go for a walk… the Underworld is changing and by now you’ve only seen my place. And you look a lot better than yesterday.»
«I’m fine.» The boy nodded. «I was just… confused, I guess. But now it’s alright. I’d be glad to walk around, yes.»
The specter nodded back, recalling that the day before, Alone was having troubles remembering even their names, both that of Kagaho and his own. He shouldn’t have felt surprised about it, he supposed, considering what the kid had been through.
They went out and the younger fell very silent. He didn’t make any noise even when walking, or almost… he didn’t seem at ill ease though, casually strolling as if he actually knew where they were going. Also, when they crossed paths with another specter, he didn’t get closer to the Bennu nor showed any anxiety. Kagaho noticed that he even gave specter a once over, confidently looking him up and down, even if he was wearing a surplice.
He definitely wasn’t scared in the slightest, and not even awkward. The Bennu took notice of that. He was probably just troubled by the fact that his memories weren’t fitting the right places… wielding Lord Hades’ cosmo must have been nothing less than gashing, for a human soul and mind.
And albeit wanting to talk, Kagaho thought it was better not to force him to. Alone needed time to recover, that felt clear, and probably to accept that everything he had done actually happened, and it wasn’t some kind of vivid, very convincing dream. They both just had to be patient, he told himself.
«Kagaho?» He heard the kid call him, and turned around. By now they were walking in the once barren fields of the Wastelands.
«Yes, Alone?»
«I’m not quite sure about this… I wanted to ask something. The thing we’ve been talking about before, your help to remember.»
The Bennu stopped and nodded, gesturing him to go on, and the boy’s bright blue eyes went down in a frown.
«There is a specter,» he began after a while, and after Kagaho had to tell himself to just wait and not push it. «a specter I wanted to kill. Back when… when I was…»
«Yes.» He almost interrupted. «Not just any specter, an Infernal Judge. You’re talking about Garuda Aiacos, aren’t you? He had a winged surplice, like mine, and long, dark brown hair.»
Alone took a moment to reflect upon it but then nodded.
«Yes… he looks like you, a little. His surplice too. You could be like, related.»
To that Kagaho blinked in confusion. He’d never thought to bear any similarities with the Garuda, but he could see Alone’s point.
«A little.» He conceded. «And we also are both… sky creatures, if I might say. I’m a Phoenix and he’s a… a bird of some sort.»
The boy gave a faint, sweet smile, nodding again, and Kagaho couldn’t help but smile back.
«He has the wings of an eagle.» Alone added, fixing his blonde hair. «So, what I wanted to ask is that… I don’t know how to put it. I remember I wanted to kill him.»
«You did.» The Bennu admitted, crossing arms on his chest. «You had your reasons. Do you want me to tell you how it went?»
«Just listen, and tell me if I get something wrong. Is this okay?»
«Okay.» Kagaho nodded. «I’m listening. Shall we sit?»
Alone nodded back and sat cross legged on the grass, moving a palm as to caress it, and taking some moments to resume.
«Then I was saying…» He eventually spoke, still looking down. «There was the Garuda. And I was upset at him in a way that now feels almost scary. I didn’t really want to kill him, you know… or better, I mostly wanted to make him… suffer.» He lifted his gaze in that of the specter, and Kagaho opted to stay silent, just giving a small nod. «I recall being stopped, though… by Tenma, and Sasha. And then I told you to…»
He paused again and narrowed his eyes, and Kagaho leaned in to prop his weight on the elbows.
«Then you asked me to punish him in your stead.» He finished for him, since the boy didn’t seem willing to resume again. «After you had to retreat with Lady Pandora.»
«But you didn’t kill him, still.» Alone observed. «You turned him into a human. Did you?»
«I destroyed his connection with his surplice, using my flames. Yes.»
Alone gave a small sigh, lowering his eyes and playing with the grass again.
«You’ve been kind. You’ve always been.» Said then, and Kagaho blinked at that, not seeing where it was coming from. «But I got really angry at you for this, you know? I really wanted him dead. The Garuda, I mean.»
«Well… I told you that you had your reasons to be upset.» The Bennu observed with a careful tone. «Do you remember any of it?»
Alone had a small, almost guilty smile.
«Thing is… I don’t. I remember talking with the Garuda on other occasions, and I wasn’t angry at him… not before that episode. I mean, he’s kind of a neutral figure in my mind. Then why was I so furious? Because I was.»
Kagaho tried to read his expression, and considered that Alone was probably recalling the whole thing as if the memories belonged to another person, and he had just witnessed them from a distance.
«I will try to explain.» He said after some moments. «You had appointed the Garuda with an important mission, for he was a very powerful specter, being an Infernal Judge. Among other things he had to kill the Sagittarius saint, and to your utmost disappointment, he couldn’t… he left the battlefield when the saint was still alive, while they were both injured.»
Alone tilted his head and blinked vaguely, twining fingers on his lap, and just looked back at him for some moments.
«Was that it…?» Asked then, sounding genuinely surprised. «Was that… so important to kill the Sagittarius saint?»
«For your personal view of things, yes, I think it was.» Kagaho answered, his tone still somehow cautious. «You told me, back then, that this golden saint was the one who took… Athena’s vessel, the girl named Sasha, away from you. When you were at the orphanage.»
«Oh.» Alone’s expression darkened all of a sudden, his blue eyes now clouded with shadows, and to Kagaho it was the same expression he had back then, when he had guided his subordinates as if he was Lord Hades himself. «Yes. Yes, I remember now, Sagittarius Sisyphus. I hated him… and I still do, even if it’s probably not his fault, not entirely. But I was just a child back then, and blamed it on him. Nothing of what happened would have actually happened, if Sasha had stayed with Tenma and I, and wasn’t brought to the Sanctuary.»
«It’s…» Kagaho began, sitting more upright, and wondering about how he should have put it. «See, Alone…»
«I know.» The younger interrupted. «I do realize it’s not so simple. But I was a child… how was I supposed to feel, when I got robbed of my sister?»
«As if you got robbed of a part of your very soul.» Kagaho answered, lowering his voice and involuntarily frowning, realizing he was thinking about Sui.
«Exactly.» Alone nodded, and his features relaxed all of a sudden. «I couldn’t have found a better way to sum it up.»
The specter sighed and gave a small smile, nodding back, and the boy pursed his lips and started playing with the grass again, seemingly lost in his own thoughts now.
Kagaho thought about suggesting him to stand up and resume walking, but told himself not to, eventually, and to give him time to think about that. He found himself reflecting upon how that war had involved so many unwilling people, many of them even younger than him, beginning with Alone and his adoptive sister, both vessels of two gods. Pawns for a game, that’s what they had been, and the Bennu again frowned on that thought, recalling how once he had seen Death and Sleep sitting at a table, playing chess and speaking about the war as if it was somehow a distant matter, nothing actually of importance. As if people weren’t suffering, just before their eyes, still they seemed not to care in the slightest… and they probably didn’t, after all.
«Kagaho?» He heard the other call him and had to snap out of his thoughts, blinking while looking back at the boy.
«Yes, Alone?»
«I have another question.»
«Sure.» He ran a hand through his dark locks. «Go ahead.»
«Where is the Garuda now?»
That question had him surprised, and the Bennu tilted his head while wondering why it was that the boy wanted to know.
«He’s confined.» Answered then.
«Confined.» Alone repeated. «Meaning that he’s undertaking a punishment of some sorts? Because of what happened with me…?»
«Well…» Kagaho gave a small sigh. «Let’s say that after what happened, he didn’t want to come back here. He was… taken by force from Earth, around two weeks after the war had ended, and brought here. He’s been confined because… because he doesn’t want to be an Infernal Judge anymore, not even a specter. He’s been given some time to reconsider, let’s say.»
«This doesn’t make any sense.» Alone argued, frowning in a perplexed expression. «He did nothing wrong, it was my fault.»
«Still, he refuses to take back his role here. And there was the need for another Infernal Judge to convince the Lord of the Underworld that it was worth the wait, and to give the Garuda the chance to calm down and adjust.»
«Who was it who spoke to Hades?» The boy insisted. «You said another judge. Was it the Wyvern, then? I mean Rhadamanthys.»
The Bennu was almost taken aback by those last words. It was the first time Alone even named Lord Hades, as if until now, he had been pretending that the Lord of the Underworld didn’t even exist. And he also remembered the name of the Celestial Fury Star.
«It was Wyvern Rhadamanthys, yes.» He eventually answered. «You see, the three judges consider each other as brothers. And I suppose they’re close to one another.»
«They didn’t seem so during the war… when the Griffon died, the other two didn’t look troubled.»
So you do remember about the war, Kagaho thought, but kept silent on that.
«I suppose they’re used to the fact that specters die, in the course of a Holy War… also that they come back, after a while.» He replied. «It must have happened to them quite frequently in the past centuries.»
Alone nodded and fell silent again, and after some moments, his hand reached up and slightly pulled the Bennu by his sleeve.
«Will you accompany me to him?» Asked then. «I want to apologize. This is my fault, what’s happening to him right now. Maybe I can convince him that it isn’t worth the while, to just stop being a specter. And… and also you all, I mean you all specters, you fought for me. It was very unjust of me to treat him like that.»
«Slow down.» Kagaho replied, albeit smiling again. «We had to. It was a Holy War, remember? We had to fight. You don’t need to go harsh on yourself on that… bad things happen in the course of a war.»
«No Kagaho, you don’t understand.» Alone’s expression darkened again albeit less than before. «I used the body of another specter, the Behemoth, to hit the Garuda while he was injured. She loved him, you know? She resisted me, after I gave her that order. I must tell him I’m sorry… what could happen if I meet him randomly in this place, after his confinement is over…? I couldn’t even look him in the eyes if I don’t apologize beforehand.»
The Bennu sighed deeply this time, rubbing a palm on his face.
«Listen up. Garuda Aiacos is not the kind of guy who would just sit there and listen to you. Best case scenario he’s going to insult you...» Said then. «And I don’t want to feel like ripping off his tongue when he does.»
«You won’t, there will be no need. I don’t really care.» Alone shrugged vaguely. «I grew up in a place full of bad kids…» His eyes went up into those of the specter, as the boy gave him a serious look. «There was my big brother protecting me from them, back then, and now it feels the same with you. If you’ll be there, then it’s fine… he can insult me as much as he pleases. Maybe he’d calm down after that.»
Kahago had to blink again, feeling his cheeks almost redden at those words. He tried to think of an answer to give but could form none, and ended up rubbing his nape with a hand, sighing mostly to himself.
«Shall we go, then?» The kid asked again, and Kagaho rolled up his eyes.
«Fine.» He answered, getting up. «But let’s make it short. We’ll get there, you say what you need to say and then we leave. Understand?»
«Yes, I understand.» Alone smiled and got up as well, straightening his clothes. «Thank you.»
Notes:
Hello there! Nice to see you again :)
Today's chapter is mostly dedicated to Mani and Thanatos. Death is growing warmer with the Cancer and he decided to keep him for a while now, even if he feels like "something isn't right". Who knows what it could be Thanatos... our God of Death is a little slow, he'll eventually figure out.
On the other hand, Hypnos is having thoughts and didn't want to share them with his twin. What is the very God of Sleep up to...? May it be linked with the conversation he had with the Griffon in the previous chapter? :DDD
At the end of this chapter, Alone and Kagaho are making an appearance. Alone wants to apologize with the Garuda and... err... Kagaho isn't sure about it but he can't deny something to the kid. So, we'll see how it goes.Thank you for following this story and thank you to all the people that contacted us to let us know. Whatever in the comment section, twitter or other social media, we are always happy to hear from you. As we mentioned already, this story helped us in a very difficult moment last year and we hope it may help you as well. It's always nice to have something to read to take your mind off and relax ♥
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Chapter 28: XXVIII
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Chapter Text
Minos kept laying on a side, head propped on the palm, while slowly caressing former Pisces hair. The kid was curled up on the mattress next to him, with arms pulled on the chest, and he thought about how frightened he had been the day before, while the specter was yelling at him.
You silly blossom,
he thought with a sigh.
You didn’t get scared upon facing Death itself, and you were afraid of me…?
He almost smiled at that, vaguely shaking his head, and still sliding his fingers through long strands of azure hair. Albafica vaguely sighed in his sleep, moving a little closer, and Minos leaned in to nuzzle his head.
Guilty as he felt for having scared him so much, Minos knew he had been terrified himself. Thanatos could have very well decided to mistreat the kid for good, and it wasn’t like the Griffon had many pretexts to convince him not to. Even because the reckless little blossom did slip into Death’s quarters, without the slightest idea of a plan, and basically tried to talk some sense into him.
Thinking about that almost made Minos chuckle.
Why haven’t I ever tried to have a conversation with a golden saint, before…? He asked himself, still smiling. They sure are a great deal of fun, all of them.
Then again he had tried to have a word with some saints in the past, and it didn’t turn out good. It wasn’t like they were willing to speak... especially when wrapped up in his strings.
«Let me sleep.» Albafica muttered confusedly, hiding into his chest, as Minos was rubbing the fingertips on his scalp. «You talked all night long.»
«Oh...» The Griffon blinked. «Was I sleeptalking again?»
«Yes...» the other complained in a sleepy voice. «You made me promise to not open the gates.»
«Wha...» This time Minos had his eyes widened. «Wonders what I was dreaming of. It’s alright, just rest some more.»
«I don’t think I can.» Albafica lifted his head and drowsily glanced at him. «I thought you were awake, again… I don’t know what you were talking about, but it seemed very important for you.»
Minos smiled vaguely, trying to guess what he could have been possibly seeing in his dreams. Eventually he turned around and sat up to reach the bedside table, and pour some water into a glass.
«Here.» Said then, handing it to the other. «Drink some.»
The kid took the glass after sitting as well, and Minos couldn’t help but smile again, seeing him all naked and with his hair as ruffled as ever.
«But who’s this pretty little blossom.» Said then, moving a hand to slide knuckles on his spine. «You look like a freshly bloomed bluebell.»
The other huffed and handed him the glass after he finished drinking.
«And you look like a half-cat half-bird thing.»
«It’s because I am one, kind of.» He replied, this time caressing his cheek. «Are you feeling any better?»
«I feel fine.» Albafica answered, moving closer to him. «And how are you?»
«I feel fine as well.» Minos leaned in, brushing their noses together. «I’m sorry I didn’t let you sleep.»
«It’s fine, it’s not like you can do anything about it.» The kid nibbled at his lower lip and seemed unsure of something for a few seconds, then he moved again and sat on his lap. «And it’s kind of funny to listen to.»
«Well...» Minos lifted both hands and caressed his face, then brushed back the strands of hair and kissed his forehead. «If you get tired of it, just wake me up.»
«I tried to wake you up.» The other vaguely smiled and lifted hands as well, tentatively caressing the Griffon’s shoulders. «But you are a heavy sleeper. Next time I’ll pull your hair, since petting you didn’t work very well.»
«You tried petting me…?» Minos almost chuckled. «Alright, if everything fails do pull my hair. That definitely wakes me up.»
Albafica was still smiling, and his face became all the more sly for some reasons. To that Minos frowned, albeit still smiling as well.
«And what’s going through that pretty little head, now?» Asked then, tapping a finger on his brows. «Are you planning on torturing me, while I’m asleep and defenseless…? That would be plain horrible.»
«It would be.» Albafica kept smiling. «I could do horrible things while you’re sleeping… I’m wondering at which point you would wake up.»
«I have a high pain tolerance, you know...» He observed, resuming to caress his face. «You’d be surprised. Care to explain what you’re possibly thinking? Because I’m starting to get some ideas...»
«It’s not like I can explain it to you...» He nibbled at Minos’ finger when it slid close to his lips. «But you’ll scream for sure.»
The specter chuckled and leaned in to rest their foreheads together, nodding vaguely.
«I can’t wait.» Said then, and moved in for the inch needed to kiss him.
The other softly laughed on his lips and kissed him back, sliding his arms on the Griffon’s shoulders.
Minos kept kissing him like that, straightening up a little, and eventually moved to make him lay down.
«But please be gentle with me.» Said then, speaking on his neck. «You know it would be my first time, I could get scared.»
«Is it always your first time…?» His little saint turned to lay with the chest on the mattress, propping his weight on the elbows. «I already told you that I don’t want to rub it in the wounds of a defeated warrior.»
«You did...» Minos smiled on his skin, liking how it furrowed as he kept going down. «Still, no one ever did anything like this, while I was sleeping. This time would actually be the first.»
«I’ll be careful, then.» The kid chuckled softly, arching a bit and looking at him. «Hoping you won’t decide that I’m a threat while you’re sleeping.»
«A threat.» He chuckled as well, now spreading his cheeks. «No, blossom, this is impossible.»
Albafica seemed to try and answer but failed when Minos started preparing him with his tongue, and had to avoid laughing at how he tensed up and almost twitched.
«And look who’s awake.» Said after a while, casually brushing the tip of his length. «Hello there you too.»
«That thing was good, Minos.» Albafica sighed. «Do it again.»
It felt so silly to like it that much, hearing the sound of his name, still it wasn’t like the Griffon could do anything about it. Except trying to slap himself out of it, but that wasn’t most certainly the right moment, and he basically decided to comply.
As he resumed, this time stroking him softly, he realized that it was probably the first time that Albafica was so direct in asking something of that kind.
«Shall I keep doing this?» He asked after some moments. «Or do you wish for anything else?»
«I-I don’t know...» Albafica answered, and by his voice he had to be embarrassed. «What do you want to do?»
«A whole lot of wondrous things.» The Griffon whispered and smiled again. «Just relax.»
He resumed, touching him a lot more firmly now, and after a short while it already looked like Albafica was about to finish. Minos took one of his thighs with the free hand and pulled it up on a side, to gain more space, and the kid’s sweet moans became all the more intense.
When the Griffon supposed he was about to finish, he called for a string and prevented him, grinning at the uneasy whimper he could hear a moment after. Then he rose and easily slipped two fingers inside him, still keeping his leg like that and bending over his back.
«Now I’m torturing you a little.» Said then, rubbing a cheek against his skin. «Bear with me.»
Albafica tried to lift his waist more, then to wriggle away, as if he was unsure of what he wanted. Wanting to hear some more of his voice, Minos pushed on the bundle of nerves he had just found, while giving a push with his waist as if he was actually taking him, and smirked again at the high pitched moan he received.
Albafica tried again to wiggle out of his grasp, pushing on his elbows, and he kept the hold on his leg and made him turn with his back flat on the mattress.
«Hello again.» He said, smiling all the more. «Your pretty face is even prettier, all red like that.»
«Y-your… your face isn’t pretty at all.» The little saint answered, breathing heavy and with his cheeks actually quite flustered. «And you’re doing that thing again.»
«And you managed to realize it all by yourself…?» The Griffon laughed, easily keeping him still with the strings as the kid tried to kick him away with the free leg. «Do you want to know what’s needed of you to finish?»
«And do you want to know what’s needed of you to take me?» The kid retorted, trying to resist the strings and blushing now almost up to his hair.
«Let me guess.» He said, slightly moving his fingers, and slowly caressing him now, especially on the tip. «I should just unlace my trousers. But I’m not doing that, blossom.»
«Fine.» Albafica sighed, hiding his face on a shoulder and bucking his hips up.
Minos went on stroking with both hands, enjoying how the other tried to keep a hold of his voice and didn’t manage. After a while Albafica had his breathings broken and was quivering from head to toe, and seemed about to cry for how glossy his eyes were.
«You’re aware you can’t finish.» Minos whispered, gently squeezing his throbbing length. «And it seems like you still don’t want to play my game. Do you, blossom?»
«Wha-what’s the game...?» He moaned. «Isn’t it just you torturing me?»
«Not just that, no.» The specter almost laughed again. «I asked if you wanted to know what was required of you, to be allowed to finish. Do you want to know, now…?»
Albafica seemed to try and swallow and just nodded, and Minos nodded back.
«Ask me please.» Said then. «Last time you said it was odd and didn’t… what about now?»
«It’s still odd, but...» Albafica whimpered. «Let me… let me free, and I’ll tell you.»
«Oh, so you want to bargain…?» He grinned and stroked him a little faster, making him arch and moan again, shaking in his hold.
Minos actually loosened the strings wrapped on his limbs and the kid breathed heavily, apparently trying to relax, but it wasn’t like he could manage much, tense and hard as he was. He hid his face again in both forearms and spread his legs all the more, and the specter had to draw in a deep breath to keep a hold on himself. His own waist was burning at a painful degree by now.
«Please...» He heard him whisper. «Take me.»
Minos exhaled almost in a growl, slowly loosening the last string and pressing at the base of his length with a thumb, while unlacing his trousers.
«What about using my name?» Asked then, moving closer, and slowly entering him.
«Wh...?» Albafica moaned and gave him a confused look, shifting his arms a little. «Minos…?»
The Griffon gave a sudden strong thrust, making him cry out, and again inhaling sharply.
«Do it again.» He almost growled, now releasing the string completely.
The other grabbed almost convulsively on the bed sheet, calling him again and arching on the mattress. He needed just two more thrusts to finish, but he stayed hard and Minos kept moving more freely, grabbing on both his legs. He made him sit up after a short, trying to keep him still for the kid was shaking, and making him muffle the moans into his neck.
He could feel nails sinking on his back and inhaled sharply, thrusting harder, and suddenly grabbed Albafica’s jaw to make him lift his head. The Griffon kept staring into his glossy eyes while finishing as well, pressing their foreheads together.
«Are you alright there…?» He asked after a while, Albafica again hiding into his neck.
«No, I’m not.»
The Griffon smiled while nuzzling his head.
«Have I been a little too rough for the delicate flower you are?» Insisted then, tapping on his spine.
The other didn’t answer, just glared and took Minos’ hand to put it between his legs, and the specter chuckled, wrapping fingers around him and squeezing gently.
«I guess next time I’ll go rougher.» Said then, keeping him close.
Albafica leaned on him and kept hiding on his neck, moving a little, and he went on stroking him until he was finished again, playfully nibbling at his ear.
The other’s body relaxed and softened all the whole, and Minos kept him close and caressed his back, shifting to sit into a more comfortable position.
«How have you found your little friends, there?» Asked after a while, playing with his hair. «Were they glad to see you all in one piece?»
«I think they were.» Albafica seemed trying to sit more straight but gave up a few seconds later, and leaned on him again. «But Shion was distressed to see me.»
«Distressed…?» Minos was still playing with his hair, now rubbing the end of a strand under his own nose. «How is it? I got the impression that he liked you, back then. Was I mistaken?»
«No, yes… yes we’re friends. But he said he saw me dying, and… and I think it’s a good reason for him to be distressed. I just didn’t think about it before.»
The Griffon nodded vaguely, recalling that scene for how he could. He remembered the Pisces saint to fall on his knees, having reached his limit, after completely draining himself of his own blood. Everything before his very young companion’s eyes.
«It is a good reason indeed.» Said then in a half voice. «All the more if you were friends. You probably didn’t realize, back then, but you committed suicide right in front of him… after telling him not to intervene. You know, if something like this would happen with one of my brothers, I could never bring myself to sit back and watch.»
Albafica vaguely sighed.
«It’s better like this.» Answered after some moments. «It was my fight, and… and probably he would have seen me die anyway, but in a more miserable way.»
«I know.» Minos sighed as well, frowning at nothing in particular. «You have no idea how much this pisses me off, Albafica. And I don’t think your little friend had much time to reason over that, and was just shocked to see you die. He’s almost still a child… he’s even younger than you.»
«It’s alright. It’s not like you can do anything about it...» The kid paused and breathed in slowly, now playing with the Griffon’s hair. «And I already told you I was fine with it. I’m just sorry Shion had to see it.»
The specter reached for his face and made him lift it with the knuckles, giving him a serious look.
«I can’t do anything about it, I know, since it’s in the past.» Said then. «But I can still be pissed. I’m pissed at the fact that you would have died anyway, because a warrior can’t simply fight like this. And also at the fact that your comrade was a kid of less than eighteen, and was allowed to witness something like that. And probably at the fact that you’re fine with it… do you realize how unfair it is? You trained all your life to extinguish your blood against an opponent. It’s plain unjust.»
«We are Lady Athena’s saints, before anything else.» The other answered, pulling away and sitting straight before him. «I can’t expect you to understand and I know you despise our ways, but you can’t demand of me to be sorry for myself. This is how I lived, I was fine with it and it was fair for me.»
«I don’t give one single damn about you being Athena’s saint.» He retorted, still frowning. «And I’ve been fighting you for centuries, I do understand your ways… I don’t despise anything, you humans have always been free to do whatever you please with your lives. But now I got to know you, and to know how much you suffered during your life. Allow me to be upset.»
Albafica was frowning as well, but now seemed somehow perplexed.
«You don’t need to be upset for me.» He replied after some moments. «I was fine back then and I’m fine right now, so you really don’t need to worry about me. Maybe I am the one who should be worried, since you’re taking this very badly.»
Minos sighed again, then raised a hand to caress his face.
«Now don’t put this wall before you, pretending you’re as tough as a golden cloth. I know you aren’t.» Said then. «I told you, I don’t “need” to be upset or worried, or anything else. I can’t do anything about it, I can’t control how I feel about things. Does your friend, little Aries, do this as well? Stuffing everything inside, and then he freaks out upon seeing you, for he watched you die.» He paused and rubbed a palm on the side of his own face. «There is something very wrong in all of this.»
«I… I don’t know.» Albafica looked down and shrugged. «You’re the one who’s good with judging, not me. I just don’t like seeing you so upset for something that happened to me. It’s weird and embarrassing.»
This time the Griffon smiled at the other’s slight pout.
«I didn’t mean to embarrass you, not this time.» He admitted, shaking his head to make his now messy locks fall back. «And I’m also upset because what happened to you is my fault. I know it would have happened anyway somehow, if you had faced a strong opponent like one of my brothers… still it was my hand who hurt you, and I’m not happy in the slightest about it.»
«It’s alright.» Albafica raised hands and slowly caressed the sides of Minos’ face up to his head. «You said you wouldn’t hurt me now, and I believe you… you never did, since I woke up here. And if you would have refused to fight me, back then… well… you would have very well upsetted me.»
«I can find creative ways to avoid fighting, you know.» Minos smiled and lifted his chin again, this time brushing it with the thumb. «So you finally believe me? You got scared of me, right after you spoke your mind to Lord Thanatos of all people.»
«I don’t know.» Albafica looked away. «I just didn’t expect you to be angry at me.»
«And I did want to scare you… but just a little.» He admitted. «But it seems like my half cat, half bird head isn’t very good at processing these things. I’m used to seeing scared people, I don’t quite notice the… impact, let’s say, that seeing me enraged could give. Nonetheless, I apologize for having frightened you so much.»
«I have to tell you that scaring me isn’t a good way to prevent me from doing stupid things.» The kid slightly pushed a finger on his chest. «And you still almost killed me back then, with your surplice on and your angry expression… but it’s alright. I know you wouldn’t hurt me. I just couldn’t help it.»
«And I have already explained why you should refrain from doing stupid things, hence I won’t tell you once more...» The Griffon sighed again, albeit vaguely smiling. «Know that as far as I’m concerned, you can do whatever you want. You’re inferior to no one, other humans or specters, because you belong to the Underworld now. So feel free to piss off anyone at your likings... still, I can’t protect you from the Twins if you piss them off. If you do, I won’t get angry at you again… but I won’t even be able to shield you from the retaliation. Yesterday you got extremely lucky.»
«I won’t piss off anyone, or at least I will try.» Albafica moved in closer to kiss him. «And I feel you would get in trouble over trying to protect me, since I’m not the only one who doesn’t think before acting stupidly. You’re making me feel very nice, you know.»
«Am I?» Minos smiled on his lips before kissing him back. «I am really doing nothing.»
There he supposed that the kid was right, because it wasn’t like Minos could just sit back and watch, if one of the Twins suddenly decided it was a good idea to mistreat him. Or even Lord Hades himself. He frowned at his own thoughts, realizing how silly it sounded even to himself, but as Albafica had just said, he could help it… he would have probably told anyone to lash out at who was wearing a surplice, and wasn’t completely defenseless.
«But actually, how stupid can I be…?» He eventually said with another smile, taking the kid’s face with both hands and kissing him.
«Very stupid...» Albafica answered with a smile. «Like the stupid look you give me every time I say your name. Minos.»
The specter laughed as he brushed their noses together, nodding.
«You damn pretty blossom, you...» He muttered on his lips. «Can you see how much influence you have on me? You only need to say my name and I snap like a coiled spring. All because of your pretty face.»
«You didn’t take advantage of me...» Albafica kissed him again. «I won’t take advantage of you.»
He thought about retorting something again but just managed to keep kissing him, now pulling him closer, and eventually wondering if it was the case to take him again or not. And it probably was, he realized as they began moving more urgently against each other, but as he was just about to make the kid lay down, he heard a knock on his door. Luckily, not the bedroom door but that of his residence.
«What the fuck...» Minos almost hissed, glaring in the direction where the sound came from. «Whoever this is, with the sole exception of Lune, can very well go take a swim in the Cocytus.»
He rose from the bed with a sigh and grabbed a shirt to roughly clean himself up, and by the time he was wearing a robe the knocking resumed.
«Damn it, I’m coming!» He shouted, and noticed that Albafica was quickly putting his clothes back on.
It was with a deep frown that he went to open the door of his chambers, but had to blink finding himself before his younger brother.
«Minos.» The Wyvern nodded, looking back at him with his trademark austere expression. «We need to talk. Now.»
«Pretty please…?» He replied, quirking an eyebrow. «Lune had a few days off... who’s judging, if you’re here and I’m here?»
«I called Recoil, souls are in a stalemate. It’s urgent, either you let me in or you come out.»
«Alright...» The Griffon moved from the entrance to let the other in, wondering what that could be about. His brother had some urgency displayed in his normally serious look, indeed. «Is this about you going to Earth?»
«It’s about Aiacos.» Rhadamanthys answered, following him to the living room. «I’ll be going to Earth soon with Lady Pandora, so today I paid a visit to him, but I couldn’t find him.»
To that Minos widened his eyes, and almost slammed the door shut without even taking notice.
«Did someone take him out?» Asked then, and the Wyvern seemed to think about it, slightly lowering his head.
«I don’t see who would. I suppose he went out of his own accord… have you been speaking to him, lately?»
«I have.» Minos crossed arms on his chest and frowned, recalling his past discussions with Aiacos… which were pretty much one sided. «He’s been talking strangely about not wanting to be a specter anymore.»
«I’m afraid he could try to leave the Underworld, now that Lord Hades isn’t here.» The younger judge added, nodding vaguely. «I suppose you’re not fully aware, so know that his punishment wasn’t about what happened during the Holy War. He was confined because Lord Hades has given him time to think about it, since Aiacos doesn’t want to be an Infernal Judge anymore.»
Damn that stupid eagle, Minos thought while frowning all the more.
«And he’s been saying this to Lord Hades, I suppose.» He observed, and Rhadamanthys nodded again with a small sigh.
«He is.» Said then. «We need to find him immediately, before someone else does, and tries to take advantage of the situation. You know our brother isn’t appreciated by all the specters.»
He sighed as well at the Wyvern’s serious expression.
«I know. And someone could get the brilliant idea to try and ask for a reward to Lord Hades, upon putting his hands on a “traitor”, especially if Aiacos does something stupid while not in confinement.» He lifted a hand and rubbed between his eyes. «You’re right, we need to find him as soon as possible.»
«I had hoped to find him here.» Rhadamanthys looked away for some moments, as if he was actually scanning the room. «I suppose you would help him hide, if given the chance.»
«Now let’s not begin arguing over this, even if yes, yes I would… but right now, what’s important is to find him before anyone else does, before Lord Hades gets back from Olympus, and before the Twins or Lady Pandora find out.» The Griffon nervously tapped his fingers on an arm, almost making them snap. «And when we do, we talk some sense into him. Whether he wants to listen or not.»
Rhadamanthys looked back at him in silence for some moments, and eventually nodded again.
«You should consider his decision on not being a specter anymore.» Said then, his tone less somber than before. «Neither us or Lord Hades can force him here, if he doesn’t want to belong to the Underworld.»
«This… this doesn’t make sense, brother.» Minos almost shook his head. «Why would he want to forfeit his role? Because of what happened with Lord Hades’ vessel…?»
«Regardless of the reason, we can only try and talk him out of his resolve. But now, what’s important is to find him before it’s too late. Now...» The Wyvern moved a step towards him. «You can use your strings to track him down. I will go check the entrance of the Underworld from Acheron river… without his surplice he can’t fly, so that would be the only route to get to Earth.»
The Griffon had to sigh deeply and try not to argue.
«I could track him down with the strings, but it’s pointless if he’s moving. They work properly only if he’s stationary.» Said then, looking back at his brother. «Anyway you’re right, you’d better check the entrance from Acheron. I will ask for the Balrog’s help in the meantime.»
«It’s better if we don’t get anyone else involved.» Rhadamanthys replied, but the Griffon shook his head.
«You know our Lune well enough to be aware that he’d help, he’s devoted to Aiacos as well and wouldn’t deny me or you a favor.» He said, before the other could add anything else. «And his book is the fastest way to know where our brother is, or where he’s headed. So I’ll get to him right now, while you check elsewhere, and if you find him sooner you inform me.»
«Alright.» The Wyvern nodded after some moments. «One last thing. Lady Pandora is already aware, but she’s giving me the free hand on this.»
Feeling irritation rising up, Minos opted to just glare at the younger and say nothing, eventually nodding back.
«Let’s just hurry up.» Muttered then, and they both moved to get out.
Notes:
Hello there! We managed to publish this chapter earlier than usual :)
Minos and Albafica were having a good time before Rhadamanthys decided to interrupt, they weren't really happy ofc but something strange is happening with Aiacos and it can't be ignored. So they'll need to find another moment for cuddles >3>
Thank you again to everyone who commented and left kudos to the last chapter, see you in the next one :)
Chapter 29: XXIX
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
«Your liege would be surprised, Balrog.» The specter hissed. «You just broke into my house with a former saint. I wonder what he would tell you.»
«Zelos, you have no need to be so bitter.» Lune answered in a quiet and courteous tone, but the light in the room, strong on him for he was standing right next to a window, was casting uneven shadows on his face, making his delicate features look almost eerie. «I never broke into your house. I merely knocked.»
«I never let you in, you pushed the door open!» The other retorted, almost shouting, and glancing at the third man in the room. «And you still brought here a golden saint!»
«Which is in the current status of my prize, thus you have nothing to fear from him.» The Balrog observed. «Let me introduce you, in fact. Degel, this is the Terrestrial Strange Star, Zelos of the Frog.»
«And I very well know who this is.» The Frog almost interrupted with half a growl, pointing at the former saint. «I remember his face very well. Now get out of my house!»
Degel remained silent and kept looking at him, ignoring the order, and just waited for Lune to resume.
«I’m afraid you’ll need to answer a question first.» Lune indeed resumed after some moments, and without moving an inch. «I know how you handled your tasks during the Holy War, and I’m very well aware that you have no right to claim a former warrior of Athena. Am I correct?»
«What the hell do you want from me?!» The Frog shouted again. «This is none of your damn business. Just go away!»
«No.» Lune replied, most calmly, and Degel kept still even if he was itching to go explore that house.
Soon after having been claimed by the Balrog, he had been asking about his former companions residing in the Underworld, and apparently Kardia hadn’t been taken by anyone. Still, two days before, Lune had suddenly stated that former Scorpio was currently in the Underworld, which meant that someone must have retrieved his soul from the stream to claim him as a prize. How Lune had gotten to know that was still a mystery to Degel, but the important was to understand where Kardia might have been, and recalling the events of the war, Aquarius had guessed that the Frog could have been the one claiming him.
«I suppose you wouldn’t allow me a more thorough visit to your house.» The Balrog was insisting. «And I also suppose this is because you have something to hide. Are you aware that you can’t claim former saints, with an explicit denial from Lord Hades?»
«This isn’t your damn business,» Zelos retorted. «and it still wouldn’t be, even if I had claimed ten former saints!»
«Of course.» Lune nodded. «It would be a business for Lady Pandora, or for Lord Hades himself.»
«But still you have no right to break into my house and take my property away!»
There, Degel felt even more sure that Kardia was being held in that very house. He glanced at the plain features of the Balrog, mentally thanking him for the help, but still there wasn’t much they could do by now. Without his cosmo he couldn’t face that specter, even if he recalled him not being particularly powerful… Aquarius was at the moment nothing more than a regular human, and couldn’t defend himself.
«Your “property”.» Lune vaguely tilted his head on a side. «Which one have you claimed? I hope we’re not talking about a golden saint. Those are just for who accomplished important missions during the Holy War.»
The Frog glared and seemed about to stomp a foot on the ground.
«And what would you do about it? Threaten me, with the help of another former golden saint…?» Hissed then, and his eyes went on Degel’s face again. «And I do deserve to claim him, I was tortured and killed for information!»
That sentence just confirmed the situation, as the Scorpio saint was the one who had put the Frog through the Scarlet Trial, Degel recalled it very well.
«Which you didn’t give because you didn’t possess. I’m aware.» The Balrog answered, and his features became even colder than usual. «I suppose Lord Hades is aware as well. You would better stop perpetuating what you’re trying to accomplish, before someone of importance finds out.»
«I’m not trying to accomplish anything. That scum is having what he deserves.» Zelos hissed again, and Degel glared at him, perfectly aware of the implications. «And you’re still in my house, threatening me in the company of a golden saint.»
«You speak of threats, while I’m merely talking to you.» Lune observed. «You shouldn’t be so tense. It almost seems like you’re afraid that I could take that former warrior away from you, Zelos.»
«You’re being a wily bastard and have no authority to order me around, we have the same rank! When I tell you to get out of my house you get out of my house, or I’ll be the one telling Lord Hades when he returns from Olympus… I guess he'll be amazed to know that you pushed me around with a former warrior of Athena by your side.»
To that Lune vaguely sighed, and Aquarius felt unsure of what could have happened.
He had come to understand the situation of the Underworld well enough to realize that, if the Frog's intimidations weren't blunt, it would have been useless to find Kardia only to anger Hades.
Even if they managed to take Kardia away from that place, the lord of the Underworld would have probably separated both of them from the Balrog, and Degel would’ve found himself with no chance to help any of his former companions anymore… with Kardia even given back to that Frog scoundrel, maybe, or with his soul returned to the stream to reincarnate.
«Am I interrupting something…? Looks like I am.»
Degel blinked in surprise and turned around at the sudden call from behind his shoulders, and saw the figure of another specter, standing on the frame of the door. He had never seen him before, but supposed it must have been someone of importance because Lune addressed him a courteous half bow.
«Liege.» The Balrog saluted him. «I must say I would have never expected to see you here.»
«I suppose you wouldn’t, Lune… but I was looking for you, in fact.» The newcomer’s amber eyes seemed to scan the room, and Degel found himself meeting them for a moment. «Forgive me if I cut off whatever it is that you three are doing, but I am in an immediate need for your help. And it’s very private.»
«As you command.» Lune nodded. «May I ask a favor of you, myself?»
«Anything I can do, I will. But let it wait for later, I’m kind of in a hurry.»
«It’s simple. I only need your permission for the former saint of Aquarius to explore this residence, without being disturbed.» The Balrog turned and vaguely gestured towards Degel. «I would have given it to him myself, but Zelos of the Frog, which is the house owner here, was courteous enough to point out that I have no authority to do so.»
The newcomer crossed arms on his chest and frowned, looking puzzled for a moment, and again glancing at the other three. Then eventually shrugged and nodded.
«Alright.» He said. «Go wherever you please, kid. And Zelos, do yourself a favor and do not annoy him… just sit here and mind your own devices. Now shall we go, Lune dear? As I said I’m in a hurry.»
«Of course, liege. You have my thanks.»
«And mine too. Both of you.» Degel added, giving a courteous nod.
He didn’t wait for an answer of any kind and hurried to the next room, supposing that the newcomer must have been an Infernal Judge. From what he knew, they were the only specters with the needed authority to give orders to others, and Aquarius thought he wouldn’t have needed to worry about the Frog at that point, even if he could feel his glare almost piercing his back.
«While I know that bullying Zelos can be pretty fun, at times, I find myself wondering what was that all about.» They had just gone out of the Frog’s chambers, and Minos was now leaning against the wall of the hallway. «And it’s unlike you to mistreat him, I must say.»
«I was in no intention of mistreating him.» Lune answered, lacing arms behind his back. «I can explain everything if you wish so.»
The judge sighed with a small smile.
«You will, but later.» Said then. «Rhadamanthys called Recoil and we have some free time. As soon as possible I’ll drop by your place and have some tea, and you can tell me everything… but now I really am in need of your help.»
«Then tell me what I can do, and I’ll gladly be of assistance.» Lune said with a small nod, trying to read the Griffon’s expression, which seemed somehow nervous.
«First, know that what I’m about to ask you could drag you in a situation which is… delicate, let’s say. And I guess you wouldn’t want to be involved.» Minos resumed and the Balrog nodded again, supposing it must have been about Garuda Aiacos.
«I am willing to be involved in any kind of matter, if my contribution can be of support.» He said before the Griffon could speak again. «I suppose one of the judges is involved, and if I can, I will gladly help him.»
«And what would I do without you, I wonder…?» Minos smiled and vaguely shook his head. «Yes, it’s about my brother… try and keep this for yourself, but seems like he decided to leave his confinement, and I’m afraid he wants to attempt to leave the Underworld too.»
«The rumors say he doesn’t want to be a specter anymore, indeed.» Lune observed.
«Apparently yes. And I need to bring him back to his confinement before things go south.» Minos said. «The Wyvern is looking for him as well, but we have no time to lose.»
The Balrog considered Minos’ words for a moment, trying to figure out what he could ask of him. He was starting to get an idea.
«By the look you’re giving me, I suppose you already guess what I’m about to ask you.» Minos resumed. «I need your special book to tell me where I can find my brother.»
«I’m ready to do anything in my power to help.» Lune crossed arms on his chest. «But… what you’re asking of me is something that I should always refrain from doing. I feel the need to remind you, albeit knowing that it is probably useless.»
«And… yes. Yes it is. Useless, I mean.»
The Balrog didn’t keep a small smile, which Minos gave back. Then Lune nodded and joined hands together to summon his enchanted tome.
«But then again,» The Griffon sighed. «what would I do without my favorite Balrog? If there’s something I can repay your service with, you go ahead and tell me.»
«There is something.» Lune answered, feeling the book emerge from between his palms. «It is related to the situation you were asking about before, involving the former saint of Aquarius and myself.»
Minos nodded.
«Is it something quick like before?»
«Indeed.» The Balrog nodded back. «Zelos claimed a former golden saint, albeit having received an explicit denial from Lord Hades.»
«And it’s no wonder he had a denial. That little guy participated in the Holy War almost as a mascot or something.» The Griffon sighed, glancing at the door of the specter’s residence. «Also, I can see you made friends with your prize… are you doing this for him?»
Lune hesitated on the answer, blinking a few times, then cautiously nodded.
«Aquarius Degel is an interesting person, with a peculiar past and great knowledge. He possesses the spiritual ability to read stars, albeit being just a human.» He eventually answered. «I found myself enjoying our conversations. He has a tranquil and reflexive mind, and seemed interested in knowing about the Underworld. Genuinely interested, I mean.»
«It’s all fine, you don’t need to justify yourself.» Minos was smiling again, and he felt somehow embarrassed for some reasons, but kept his expression perfectly plain. «Let me sum it up, then… Zelos claimed another former saint, a friend of Aquarius I take it, even if he couldn’t. And is probably behaving like the nasty Frog he is… still, I think that speaking to Lord Hades wouldn’t be a great idea. I don’t suppose he would want to be involved in these trivial matters, and would simply put that other saint’s soul back in the stream, upon being informed. Which we don't want, since he's a friend of your Aquarius friend.»
«It is like this, yes.» Lune nodded. «I don’t wish to involve Lord Hades nor Lady Pandora, in fact. I was thinking that maybe you could claim him yourself, and I mean the Scorpio saint, the one being held without permission by the Frog. Would it be possible? I have no right to take him, I already claimed one saint.»
Minos frowned, running a hand through his hair, then vaguely shook his head.
«I already claimed a saint as well, as you know.» Answered then. «And I could take just one. It’s not like I did a great deal of things during the war.»
Lune had to mentally sigh at that. He needed to think about something different then, and was about to open the tome but Minos spoke again.
«I have another idea.» He said, still with a thoughtful expression. «My brother, and I mean Rhadamanthys, hasn’t claimed anyone. Then again you’re helping him as well with that book of yours, and he’ll be glad to help you in return.»
«Oh.» The Balrog almost blinked and frowned vaguely, fixing his hair behind an ear. «Will you call for him then, or shall I do it myself?»
«You just get inside and join your little Aquarius… don’t leave him alone with Zelos for too long. Then pick up that other golden dolly, and feel free to bring him to your residence.» The Griffon had a half smile. «When Rhadamanthys and I are done dealing with that idiot of an eagle we unfortunately have as a little brother, I’ll wrap the Wyvern up in a pink ribbon, and dispatch him to you to acquire his new prize saint. And if Zelos or anyone else asks or complains, address them to me, and tell them you’re just fulfilling an order I gave you.»
Lune nodded once more.
«Thank you, Minos.»
The other smiled again and affectionately stroked his cheek.
«It’s really no big deal, especially compared to what you're about to do for me. Speaking of which… now open up that book for me, come on.»
Degel had been exploring the residence for some time now, and it seemed empty, but there were two doors which he couldn’t open… and he was pretty sure that behind one of them he would have found what he was looking for.
He crossed arms on his chest and thought about breaking them open. His comrade could also be kept in some underground space, so he also considered looking for trap doors of some sort. And he was about to start moving again when he heard a small cough, and at that he froze in place, looking around and trying to understand where it was coming from.
There was another one after some moments, and Degel hurried next to one of the locked doors, pressing an ear against the wood. He could hear someone breathing heavily from the other side, he realized after some moments.
«Kardia?» Called then, feeling his heartbeat running faster. «Kardia… tell me it’s you.»
There were some more coughs, and this time Aquarius could recognize them as belonging to his comrade, having heard him coughing many times during their life.
«What the fuck…» He heard after some more moments, and albeit rasp and strained, it was Scorpio’s voice undoubtedly. «Degel…? Is that you?»
He sighed in relief, now leaning completely against the door, pressing his forehead on the wood.
«It’s me.» Replied then, wishing he could use even just a faint little glimmer of his cosmo to tear down that door. «Are you hurt?»
«Not sure… I feel like I’ve been laying under some tons of rock, or something.» Came the reply in the same strained voice. «What are you doing here? Are the others around as well…?»
«Just don’t move, don’t push yourself.» Degel answered. «Not all of our comrades have been claimed by now, but this is the current condition for many of them.»
He tried to think about how to help the other, again wishing he could break in that room, and again worrying about Scorpio’s condition. He guessed he wasn’t having issues with his heart anymore, being dead, but he couldn’t be sure… and he clearly was hurt somehow.
«What… what do you mean by “claimed”?» He heard Kardia ask again. «Are specters involved in this…?»
Aquarius found himself blinking and vaguely frowning at that question.
«Yes.» He answered, now more cautiously. «You and I have been claimed, as have many others. Weren’t you aware?»
«If I was aware?» Degel could hear a snort and some more coughs. «The hell I was, I had no idea I had been… claimed. That guy said nothing about this… is it because I am dead?» There was a pause and again coughing. «But… are you dead too, icicle? What the fuck is happening here?»
Aquarius drew in a deep breath. That was going to be complicated, since his comrade seemed to know nothing about the war, about the others and everything else. And he couldn’t even blame him… at the beginning it was hard for him as well to believe it, not even remembering how it was that he had died, even if the Balrog had been patient enough to explain everything in a detailed way.
«Listen to me.» He eventually said. «I will tell you everything, but after I manage to get you out of there. By now, for as insane as it may sound, know that whoever fought in the Holy War on the side of Hades can claim human souls, to have them at their service. And some of the specters are allowed to have former saints as “prizes”. I have been claimed too, but not by Zelos of the Frog.»
Still sitting on the floor and trying to breathe normally, Kardia blinked in the utter darkness of that room, now deeply frowning, and rubbed a palm on his chest as to soothe the coughing. He tried to process what Degel had been saying, about their companions and human souls being claimed, by those who fought on the side of Hades…
«You’re telling me that…» He began, almost hissing through gritted teeth. «You’re fucking telling me that the Holy War is lost.»
Degel was slow to answer, and Scorpio could hear him breathe deeply from the other side of the door.
«Yes.» Aquarius eventually said, and Kardia let out a frustrated sound, hitting a clenched fist against the floor and having to cough a moment later.
«Fucking damn it.» He muttered, pressing the nape against the wood of the door. «How is this even possible? I don’t even remember how I died, but I must have died at some point. And all the others… and you too.»
«I’m sorry.»
«Don’t fucking say you’re sorry!» He snapped. «How did I die? Was it because of my heart…?»
Some more moments of silence, and Scorpio found himself out of breath, even if he was still sitting there. His head was spinning and aching, and he mentally cursed.
«You died fighting.» Degel answered eventually. «But I don’t know how the fight went, and if your illness was involved.»
Kardia pressed a palm on his face, muttering a curse under his breath and trying to focus, but the pounding in his temples was too distracting.
«You will remember.» Came Aquarius’ voice again. «The mission at Poseidon’s shrine, what happened with Unity and Pandora, your opponent, everything. Just give yourself some time.»
He breathed deeply, rubbing fingers between his eyes, and now trying to focus on what Degel had just said. And after some moments something actually came to his mind.
Something about his opponent, most of all, about the fact that Scorpio had been glad to let his heart burst against such a strong and noble creature. Even if he couldn’t recollect his appearance or name.
«Kardia.» He heard the other call him again, and sighed.
«I hear you, icicle.» He replied. «Allow me some distress. This is not exactly a piece of cake to swallow, you know.»
«I know. I will tell you more as soon as I can get you out, I’m not leaving you there.» Degel answered. «You must have noticed we don’t have our cosmo or cloth, so I need to find a way to open this door. Please back off, I’ll try to break it down.»
Kardia managed a half smile at how his comrade was trying to sound practical, at the same time using that soft, comforting tone of his. He tried to move from there, feeling his muscles as numb as ever, and eventually managed to shift from the door to the wall, coughing again and with his head spinning. He mentally cursed, wondering how it was that he had been feeling nothing less than terrible ever since waking up.
In the meantime he could hear the sound of steps, and supposed that Degel was taking a running start. Again he felt like smiling, this time at the complete physical incompetence of his companion; it would have been easy for anyone to smash that small door open, he’d be doing that himself if he had some more strength in the muscles.
«Is your comrade behind this door, Degel?» He suddenly heard someone talking and blinked, realizing that Aquarius wasn’t alone anymore.
«He is.»
«Allow me.» The unknown person resumed. «The house owner isn’t courteous enough to open it himself, so please step back.»
Wondering what the fuck was happening there, Kardia frowned at the cracking noise of something hitting the ground, probably a whip. A moment later, the door split in two parts and fell on the ground, and he immediately turned with a wince, his eyes hurt by the sudden light. As soon as he could see again, he spotted the figure of a tall, white haired man, which was folding what actually looked like a whip… and incredible thing, his features were even girlier than those of Degel.
His said friend was entering the small room and approaching him, and Kardia blinked through the dust which was raised by that hit, looking at him as Aquarius crouched there.
«Come, I’ll help you stand.» He said and gently took his arm, as Scorpio eyed that white haired unknown guy, which was still standing behind.
«I can try, icicle, but I don’t really feel my legs.» He hissed, actually trying to support on his comrade to rise. «I’ve been like this since waking up… I guess two days ago. I’m not sure.»
«It’s just your disorder.» Degel was pressing a palm on his forehead after helping him lean on the wall. «I’ve been feeling like this at the beginning too, it’ll go away soon.»
«First a heart condition and now a disorder. I’m the luckiest guy ever.» Kardia hissed once more, having to lean on the other to manage walking, and Aquarius held him by the waist while keeping his arm around the shoulders. «Let’s just get the fuck out of here.»
The girly guy with the whip gestured to them to follow, and as they began moving out, Scorpio noticed the small specter who had apparently “claimed” him, according to what Degel had been saying. He was glaring at them with a look that maybe was supposed to be intimidating, and was almost fuming.
«You will pay for this, Balrog.» He growled, and sent a glare towards Kardia. «I will make you pay, I swear.»
«I’m complying with an order from an Infernal Judge, nothing personal.» That other guy answered. «Now please, move and let us out. You can complain to our superior if you wish so.»
Albeit feeling as dizzy as ever, Kardia thought that he was starting to figure out what was that all about, and couldn’t keep a smirk while looking back at the small specter.
«Yeah, sure.» Said then, coughing a little. «Whatever was it that you wanted from me, freak, I guess you lost your chance.»
He snorted as the other cursed loudly, and kept leaning on Degel as they resumed walking out.
~
Kagaho gave a strong flap with his wings, narrowing his eyes as he spotted the lone figure of a person walking, keeping close to a vine covered rock face, as if trying to be less noticeable as possible. And he felt sure it was the Garuda upon just glancing at him.
Some hours before, the Bennu had brought Alone to see the confined specter and they couldn’t find him there… which had troubled Kagaho a great deal, since he had just finished recalling that event of the war with Alone, about what happened between him and the Garuda. Worried that the fallen judge could have vengeful thoughts in mind, the Bennu had then brought Alone back to their residence, and hurried to look for the Aiacos.
After wandering in the Underworld for some time, he remembered how the discussion with Alone went, and eventually about what happened with the Behemoth… thus, he thought about taking the route for Violate’s solitary residence, and right now, his thoughts were being confirmed.
He dived in a sharp descent, folding his wings, and landed abruptly right in front of the other specter, glaring at him upon rising to his feet.
«Bennu.» The Garuda didn’t step back, even if he wasn’t wearing any surplice and couldn’t call it forth, from what Kagaho knew. «Get out of my way.»
«Whatever it is that you’re planning on doing, forget about it.» Kagaho retorted, moving forward. «I’m taking you back to your confinement, and make sure you don’t get out again.»
«Out of my way.» The other hissed, now glaring at him from his taller height. «Have you taken the role of my warden, now?»
Kagaho scowled, taking in a sharp breath and trying to think of a way to reason with the other, not wanting to drag him away by force. He knew not to be very fit for that task, since talking wasn’t one of his most prominent skills, but decided to attempt nonetheless.
«Listen to me.» He began. «I can’t allow you to move freely around here. There’s a reason you’ve been confined, and-»
«I said,» The fallen judge interrupted, narrowing his eyes. «get out of my way. You won’t see any of me ever again as soon as Lord Hades comes back here. But right now I have something to do, and you’re blocking my path… so get lost, and just forget about me.»
«You’d better stop considering yourself in the position of giving orders to others.» Kagaho hissed back, feeling his own dark energy swell in irritation. «I don’t care what you plan on doing, now or later, or ever. I don’t want you to roam around, and I’m taking you back to your confinement… you can either turn around and walk by your own accord, or I will drag you.»
The Garuda closed his eyes and seemed to draw in a deep breath as his features eased up for a moment, and the younger almost thought he had him convinced. Then the other opened them up with another glare and put a hand on his shoulder, pushing on the side as to make him give way.
Almost gritting his teeth in frustration, Kagaho grabbed his arm and twisted it, then slammed him against the rocky wall, keeping his wrist bound behind his back.
«When Lord Hades is back here,» He hissed, forcing the Garuda stuck there. «You will do whatever the heck you please, upon asking him. But right now you’re going back to your confinement. If it depended solely on me, I would have let you stay a human… but now that you’re here again, you comply with the rules.»
«Ever since when have you ever complied with the rules?» Aiacos retorted, apparently uncaring at the fact that he risked breaking his shoulder joint, for he was trying to resist Kagaho’s hold on his arm. «I know what happened during the war. Your loyalty belonged to a human child who pretended to be Lord Hades, and you were aware… but you even disobeyed him, when you decided not to put me to death. How many people will you betray again, until someone figures out what you’re all about...?»
Kagaho had to keep a hold on himself and try not to break that arm, twisting it more and hearing a low grunt in return.
«Shut up.» He almost growled. «I won’t accept this kind of accusation by the likes of you.»
«The likes of me…?» The Garuda had a sharp chuckle. «I’m an Infernal Judge, you foolish youngster. But I wouldn’t need to be to see that you’re still here solely out of convenience. Does Lord Hades know that you’d turn your back on him, if that human child just asked you?»
At that, Kagaho felt his flames running below his own skin, and his breaths almost hitched at the strain to keep them under control. He was about to retort, or maybe to even break that rogue’s arm, but the feeling of someone approaching had him distracted. He had to turn around to see the figure of another winged surplice diving down, recognizing it as belonging to the Griffon.
«Let go of my brother this instant.» The judge hissed while glaring at him, folding his wings and approaching now on foot. «I’m not saying it twice.»
The Garuda had clearly tensed up, and Kagaho had to breathe deeply again, trying to remember that talking was always the best option.
«He’s left his confinement.» He answered, still holding the older specter. «I’ll bring him back there. I have no other intentions.»
«Which part of “let go of my brother” wasn’t clear enough?»
The moment after that, the Bennu had to widen his eyes for he felt a pull on both arms, which were abruptly twisted behind his back. It took a few seconds for him to realize that the Griffon was using his technique, not having ever seen it before.
«Brother…» The Garuda had moved away, and was now walking backwards and apparently looking at both of them.
«Just go, Aiacos.» Minos hissed again, clearly straining to keep a hold of his strings, for Kagaho was glaring and doing his best to resist them. «Go where you need to be, and then we’ll talk about this. Meanwhile I’ll be reminding this kid he shouldn’t harass his superiors.»
The Bennu gritted his teeth and felt his eyes burning, as he called forth a twirl of black flames right between the Griffon and himself. The other just gave a strong flap with his wings and dispersed them, and more strings got laced to his body, pulling him almost at the point of kneeling.
«Stay down, little one. Let’s not make this ugly.» He taunted while moving in closer, as the Garuda had turned around and was hurrying away. «You probably had the best of intentions, but you’d better remember not to overstep your tasks. Did Lord Hades appoint you as a keeper of my brother?»
«Did he appoint you for this, either?» Kagaho growled back, trying to guess how to get rid of those strings without actually putting his techniques into work. «He’s a traitor. He can’t roam free in the Underworld and risk wreaking havoc.»
«Even if he was actually a traitor, which is not the case, it would still be none of your concern.» The judge insisted. «Now tell me you understand. You do, I let you go, and then you return to whatever it was that you were doing, before deciding it was a good idea to put your hands on a defenseless specter.»
Kagaho closed his eyes and tried to get a grip on his anger, but the only picture in his mind was black with his flames. He nodded as to gain time, and when he felt sure he could do it, all the strings laced to his body caught fire, having him released.
Minos had to abruptly cut off his cosmo strings, to avoid having his fingers burned as they all flashed in a black line of flames. He glowered at the younger, stepping in the path Aiacos had just taken as to prevent Kagaho from following, and told himself that if it was to become serious, then so be it.
«Make way.» The Bennu hissed, his forearms now coated with his dark energy. «I’m not letting that rogue do as he pleases.»
«That “rogue” is headed to say goodbye to a dear person.» Minos retorted. «And you’d better let him, Bennu. But if you want to fight, just ask… I’ll be glad to teach you a thing or two, about those pretty flames you have.»
«You…?» The younger stepped forward with a half smile, opening his palms and making the blazes turn in small spirals. «You fight with strings for dolls, Griffon. Nothing I can’t burn down to ashes.»
«Oh you are such a nestling.» Minos grinned, calling forth his cosmo. «Let’s see how you try.»
He stood his ground and took position, and the Bennu tried to soar on his wings to gain an upper position. He opened both palms and shot forward a line of flames, to try and burn down the strings, and the Griffon lifted a wing and covered himself while engulfing the younger’s technique with his cosmo.
«You see, kid…» Said then, pulling down in a sharp twist as one of his strings got laced to the Black Phoenix’ wings. «I fight with strings for dolls. And those strings can take control over everything… even your black flames.»
He kept a hold on the Bennu’s wings, while keeping the flames trapped with his free hand and hearing them roar above their heads. The younger was sitting up, looking daggers at him.
«Let me go, or this gets serious.» Hissed then, and Minos shook his head.
«I think I will keep you company until my brother is finished with what he’s doing.» He replied. «And when he’s done, I will bring him to his confinement myself.»
«How do I know that he’s not trying to take revenge for what happened during the war?» Kagaho insisted, and his wings spread up sharply to get rid of the lace. «For what I can see, you’d even help him.»
«What the hell are you even talking about?» The Griffon asked back. «Should the Garuda take revenge on a dead human kid who was crazy in the head? Seriously, nestling…?»
He couldn’t understand Kagaho’s reaction, for the Bennu glared and his flames boosted all of a sudden, forcing him to disperse them with the strings.
«Stop calling me that.» He hissed and his cosmo enhanced, making the air heat up all around them. «You have no idea of what could be happening, do you? Or are you just playing tricks…?»
Minos had to widen his eyes at the sudden sensation of his surplice catching fire, and was quick enough to extract the flames from beneath the chest plate, using the strings, before it could become a serious injury. That damn black bird could summon his technique even beyond the surplice’s protection, he had to take notice of that.
The Griffon rose on his wings with a frustrated huff, grabbing the other with the strings again since the Bennu was trying to fly once more, headed towards Aiacos. Probably Kagaho had thought about it because he turned around and more flames appeared from behind, forcing Minos to protect himself by spreading the wings; at the same time the younger charged, apparently trying to hit him with a fist, and Minos wrapped him up whole just in time, pulling strongly to make both of them crash on the ground.
And now uncaring at the fact that the other was a fellow specter, he was about to close his fist and snap at least a couple of his bones, but a wave of energy cut through them, drawing a line between the two specters.
He abruptly turned around, noticing his other brother now clothed in his Wyvern surplice. He was holding Lady Pandora and gliding close, as she was aiming her staff at them, probably the origin of that shockwave.
«This is unacceptable.» She almost shouted as soon as her feet were on the ground, making the trident coil. «You are not allowed to spar here, let alone using your techniques with a surplice on! What were you thinking of doing, wreaking chaos in the Wastelands?»
Minos glared both at her and Rhadamanthys, opting to say nothing to that, and the Bennu flapped his wings and sent her a similar glower.
«The Garuda escaped his confinement.» Kagaho said then, moving a step forward. «I was trying to take him back, and was confronted by the Griffon.»
«I can very well see that you both got ideas in your heads.» She retorted, pointing a finger at his chest. «I was informed about the situation by the Celestial Fury Star, who was wise enough to understand that when something like this arises, you are not to take initiatives. You report to me, to the Twins or to Lord Hades, and do nothing. »
«You’re right, my lady.» Minos intervened. «I can hope you’ll take on the situation as it is.»
«Quiet, you. You’re as guilty as he is.» The girl hissed, turning towards him. «Of course I will handle the situation. And you both will await for judgment, as soon as I inform who’s in charge.»
«Meaning that the Twins will keep minding their own business.» The Griffon muttered almost to himself, crossing arms on his chest.
«I only care that the former judge of the Garuda is kept under control.» The nestling was saying, seemingly not particularly impressed by Lady Pandora’s scolding, nor by Rhadamanthys’s glare just behind her. «I don’t know if he has any means to wear his surplice, or what his intentions are. He was confined for a reason.»
«Which doesn’t concern you, Bennu.» The Wyvern intervened, stepping next to the young woman. «You have a fair point, but this is not a task meant for you to handle. Garuda Aiacos will be taken back to his confinement immediately, but by Lady Pandora herself.»
Silence came, and the Griffon shifted his look from one to another. Seeing that Kagaho still didn’t seem willing to cooperate, for he wasn’t even done glaring, he sighed and moved some steps forward.
«Let’s just go, kid.» Said then, approaching the Bennu. «You heard the lady and the big scary Wyvern. They’ll take care of it, you have nothing to worry about… whatever it is that you’re worrying about.»
The younger looked at him with a frown, but seemed to try and be sensible. Eventually he muttered something under his breath and nodded, turning around without even bowing before Lady Pandora, and the Griffon shrugged at her sigh and moved to follow him.
«If I see you fighting again, I’ll make sure you get an adequate punishment.» He heard her saying and nodded, turning around.
«We won’t.» Said then. «We’re done with our quarrel.»
Minos kept walking away, and as soon as the Bennu spread his wings, he looked back at him and almost shook his head.
«But what exactly is it that you’re worried about, anyway?» Asked then, and Kagaho shot him an annoyed glare.
«It is none of your concern.» Said then, soaring in a spiral of dust, and the Griffon huffed and shook his head again.
Then he did the same, but took a different direction as soon as the Bennu was out of sight. He remembered Rhadamanthys telling him that Lady Pandora had been informed about what was happening with Aiacos, and also that she was giving him the free hand on it. He hoped it was true, but didn’t really want to risk it; he turned around and glided, quite ignoring the stinging pain of a burn on his chest, and reached for the other two. Also, he braced himself for that hysteric girl’s antics, hoping to find a way to talk some reason into her… for it was plain nonsense not to allow Aiacos to meet Violate, now.
After opening up his book, Lune clearly said that the Garuda was headed for the Behemoth’s solitary residence in the Wastelands, and knowing what had occurred between them during the war, Minos wasn’t surprised. Actually he even felt a little stupid for not having thought about it before. Probably Aiacos just wanted to tell her goodbye, since he seemed adamantine in his decision, on not wanting to be a specter anymore.
«Brother.» The Griffon called as soon as he was close enough to the other two. «Just let it slide. It’s pointless to prevent him from seeing his lieutenant.»
They both had turned around, and Lady Pandora was sporting an almost exasperated look.
«Let’s just not make this more complicated than it already is, Griffon.» Said then. «I have been speaking to the Celestial Fury Star before, as I said. Garuda Aiacos shouldn’t have left his confinement, but he will be allowed to meet the Behemoth before anything else.»
«Oh.» Minos almost raised an eyebrow. «I’m glad you have a soft spot on my brother, then.»
She glared but Rhadamanthys stepped forward just in time, moving between them.
«Are you hurt?» He asked, and the Griffon shook his head.
«He’s just a kid.» Said then. «Which was having me pretty mad there, I admit. But what was that about? I didn’t think he had anything personal against Aiacos, still…»
«It’s because of Lord Hades’ former vessel.» The Wyvern replied. «The child is here, currently staying at the Bennu’s residence, and he’s under Lord Hades’ protection… I suppose the Black Phoenix was afraid Aiacos could retaliate on him, because of what happened during the war.»
Minos had to frown at that, vaguely nodding, and wondering why he hadn’t been informed before.
«Can we speak about this, later?» Asked then, and Rhadamanthys nodded back.
«We will, before Lady Pandora and I depart for Earth.» He answered. «But now let’s just join our brother. We still need to take him back to his confinement.»
The Griffon sighed and opted to say nothing to that, crossing arms on his chest as they resumed walking.
He was not pleased in the slightest about what was happening with Aiacos. He had gotten to understand that the Garuda actually wanted to quit his role, but then again, this meant that he would have died for his surplice to choose another wielder. Lord Hades never refused a specter’s decision to give up his status, but couldn’t let them return to the living… as doing it meant to destroy their surplices, to sever their tie with the Underworld, and especially a surplice like that of an Infernal Judge couldn’t simply disappear.
Minos rubbed a hand on the side of his face, frowning at nothing. He knew he couldn’t really talk Aiacos out of that, but he didn’t want to lose him either. And on top of that, something was quite bugging his mind, as if a similar occurrence had already happened in the past… but as many other things, it was something that the specter couldn’t really remember.
He wondered if he could talk about it with Rhadamanthys. Maybe it was different for him. Maybe he remembered something more.
Notes:
Hello there! What is even happening in this chapter x3
So, we discovered what happened to Kardia and now the peeps will have to find a way for him to stay in the Underworld, even if it means to ask Rhadamanthys xD
Alone's plan to go talking with Aiacos didn't go very well, upon arriving there they discovered the Garuda wasn't in his confinement anymore, Kagaho had a half heart attack and went to look for him.
Really happy to have Pandora in this chapter, poor girl had to deal with a bunch of unruly specters who don't listen to her, luckily Rhads helps her with that :)
I hope you like this chapter, as always thank you all for reading and commenting or living us kudos. We see you and love you ♥
See you in the next chapter :P
Chapter 30: XXX
Notes:
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Chapter Text
He had just set foot into his house, and was still wearing his surplice when Alone’s blonde head peeked through the living room door.
«Kagaho…?» He called. «Did something bad happen?»
«Nothing.» The specter answered with half a huff, freeing his body from the Bennu semblance. «It’s fine. Lady Pandora is taking care of Garuda Aiacos, she will handle things from now on.»
The boy locked arms behind his back and seemed to watch him carefully from head to toe, as if to scan for injuries, and Kagaho had to vaguely smile at that. It felt very much like something Sui would have done.
«I’m fine.» He said, approaching him. «I had a discussion with Griffon Minos, but that’s all.»
«You fought.» Alone observed. «I can tell you did. I feel the smell of your flames.»
«You…» Kagaho had to widen his eyes. «How can you just… smell my flames?»
«I’ve seen you use your powers many times, I just can tell.»
The specter sighed, running a hand through his hair, and didn’t actually know what to say. He just nodded to suggest the other to follow as he moved to the living room, and went sitting on the couch.
«Are you telling me what’s happening?» Alone insisted, and instead of sitting next to him, he crossed his legs on the carpet. «Why have you been fighting? Were you attacked? What’s going on with the judges…?»
«Alone.» The Bennu sighed, now rubbing a palm on his eyes. «Nothing is happening, and nothing is going on with the judges. I haven’t been fighting, we can’t call that a fight…» He tapped fingers on his thigh, wondering how he should have put that. «I found Garuda Aiacos, some time after I brought you home this morning. But as I was about to take him back to his confinement, the Griffon joined us and stopped me. We were arguing, and Lady Pandora stepped in… she said she would have dealt with the Garuda herself, so we both went away.»
The kid kept silent for some moments, just looking back at him, and eventually pursed his lips with a frown.
«Were you worried for me?» Asked then, and Kagaho sighed again.
«I was.» He admitted. «I didn’t know what the Garuda had in mind, and when the other judge intervened I feared they could… they could be plotting something together. I’m still nervous about it, but opposing Lady Pandora’s decision would’ve been…»
«You think they could be wanting to take revenge on me…?» Alone asked again, and Kagaho’s expression darkened.
«Like I would allow them.» Hissed then, and realized his tone had been harsher than he thought.
«Where was Garuda Aiacos going, when you found him?» The boy kept questioning, scooting a little closer to the couch.
«He was…» Kagaho looked back at the younger, still frowning. «Going to his lieutenant’s solitary residence. I found him on his way there.»
Alone nodded, averting his eyes for a moment.
«He probably wants to speak to her then.» He commented. «I told you they were close.»
«You did. But I still-»
«Kagaho.» Alone interrupted. «I suppose that I’m here with you, and I’m not dead, because I was… allowed to. By someone of importance. I know how things work among specters, I remember… and I remember that Hades’ word cannot be denied. Am I correct?»
The Bennu gave a long sigh, leaning forward and resting both elbows on the knees.
«You’re correct.» He eventually answered. «You’ve been brought to me because Lord Hades decided so. And… you’re under his protection, in addition to mine.»
Just saying that made him feel true that probably the judges had no ill intentions towards the kid. They wouldn’t have gone against their lord’s will, much less would Lady Pandora. But Lord Hades wasn’t in the Underworld at the moment, and that was what had Kagaho worried the most.
«I can see you recalled a whole lot of things.» He observed after a while.
«I did.» Alone nodded. «I even managed to… draw. Not much, but still something.»
«I’m glad.» The specter had a half smile. «And you’re probably right when you say I shouldn’t worry, but I can’t really help it. I’m thinking about moving to Elysium for a while, in Lord Hades’ residence, until he gets back from Olympus. Then I will have to explain to him why I went there with you, but I suppose that something will come to mind.»
«Is he on the Olympus, now…?» Alone blinked and looked confused. «Why?»
«Well, because he won the Holy War, and is discussing technical matters with his brother and niece… meaning Zeus and Athena.»
The kid’s expression went completely blank for some moments and he stared, at the point that Kagaho frowned and asked himself why it was. Then he realized that probably Alone didn’t really know how the war had gone, after a certain point, and he didn’t have the means to recognize it by himself, even now. Just being in the Underworld wasn’t enough for him to process, he probably just thought that the war was over… not the implications of that.
«What happened to… to Earth?» Alone asked after some moments, his tone considerably lower. «And… to my family…?»
The Bennu considered what kind of answer he should have given him. He had supposed that the boy would have asked about that, and still wasn’t sure.
«Earth is still there, and nothing bad will happen to the people. Don’t think about Lord Hades as a tyrant… he isn’t one to us, his people, he won’t be towards humans as well.» He eventually said, keeping his tone cautious. «As for… for the Pegasus saint and Athena’s vessel, the girl named Sasha… they didn’t survive, and their souls are currently in the stream, waiting to be reincarnated.»
Alone twined fingers together, looking down again and frowning, lowering his head at the point that long strands of hair slid down on his chest. Kagaho sighed to himself and rose, going to sit next to him, and eventually lifted a hand to rest the palm on the younger’s back.
«I know that you were very close to both of them.» He said in a soft voice, trying to meet Alone’s eyes. «I also know that you didn’t want to hurt them, not really. But-»
«I didn’t want to hurt anyone.» Alone interrupted, frowning all the more and tightening his fingers together. «I wanted to… I just wanted to help. I thought I could. I was sure I had found a way to help people, to free them from… pain. From suffering.»
«And I wanted to protect you, more than everything else. I would fight by your side, no matter what cost.» Kagaho added, still keeping the palm on his back. «We both failed, somehow. You see… sometimes, it doesn’t really matter how much you wish for something to happen. And it doesn’t matter how much power you have to make it happen. Sometimes… sometimes things are not meant to be. They just don’t go how we want them to go.»
Alone blinked, still looking somber.
«Like what happened with your younger brother?»
«Exactly like that.» The specter closed his eyes for a moment, having to breathe deeply. «Like what happened with you, as well. But… seems like we both have been given another chance.»
«What do you mean?»
«I mean that I can still care for you, even if I failed once.» He calmly answered. «And I also mean that… that death isn’t the end for both of us, not anymore. Lord Hades told me so himself. And he’s right… we’re in the Underworld. I’m a specter, I am not… alive. It’s a little different for you, but still…»
Alone looked up at him straight.
«You mean that I will see my brother and sister again.» He said then, and Kagaho almost tensed up, not knowing what to respond to that.
«I mean that… that you can.» He eventually answered. «Not now, for sure. But they’re here, in the soul stream. It’s as if they were… sleeping. And one day… one day you will see them again.»
Alone kept looking at him straight in the eyes for some moments, then eventually sighed deeply, nodding.
«I see.» Said then in a low voice. «Were they… killed by specters? Have you…»
He stopped and seemed to swallow. Kagaho slowly shook his head, leaning closer to try and look at him again.
«Athena fought against Lord Hades himself, with the Pegasus saint by her side…» He recalled how it went and had to frown a little. «Eventually, the casket where Death was sealed got opened by his twin, and after that, the tide definitely turned in our favor. It was a long battle… but ultimately we won.»
«Were you injured?»
«Yes. I got hit by Sagittarius’ arrow right in the chest.» The specter smiled at the kid’s frown. «I think the scar will stay there… they took care of me after the fight, anyway. I didn’t end up in a rosary bead.»
Alone frowned a little and tilted his head.
«How was it that you survived? That arrow is… I mean…»
«I wasn’t fighting by myself.» Kagaho answered, seeing that the other appeared not to know how to end that sentence. «Lord Hades pulled out that arrow from my chest with his hands, and the Wyvern gave me his blood to recover. It was… it was the first time I haven’t fought on my own. It has been… I don’t know, it felt different to battle alongside other specters.»
He had to blink at the memories of that fight. It was overwhelming even just to think about, as when fighting that way, depleting his energies and getting to the bottom of his powers, had been feeling almost liberating. After that, they had to carry him into the Underworld for he was unable to walk, and almost even to keep his eyes open. And he needed a long time to recover properly, but didn’t regret any of it… he remembered feeling as one with his flames, as if the very spirit of the Black Phoenix had breathed fire upon that battlefield.
Kagaho blinked again, this time realizing that the other was mindlessly pulling at his sleeve.
«I suppose I’m to consider myself lucky.» Alone said then, still looking down. «I would have simply died, wasn’t for… for you winning.»
«Of course you wouldn’t.» The specter patted his head, smiling at him. «Wasn’t for the strange turn of events that occurred, I would have stayed at your side until the end. And let no one even get close to you. I told you… it didn’t matter the cost.»
The younger smiled back, but in a way which was somehow sad, or so it appeared to the Bennu.
«Isn’t this a little unjust?» Observed then, slightly tilting his head. «So many people suffered and died, and many of them because of what I did. But still, I’m the one you decided to protect, and I’m the one here now… I didn’t do anything to deserve all of this.»
«Don’t you dare say anything like that again.» Kagaho frowned, pointing a finger towards him. «Never. You suffered as much as anyone else, and ever since you were a child. You got robbed of your family by the Sanctuary, you had to remain on your own and couldn’t oppose the Twins, when they came to you.» He paused and kept looking at the other in the eyes, now crossing arms on his chest. «And you’d deserve much better than this, actually. You tried doing what you thought was best, and to cope with what was happening… and we specters, we were ready to follow you. You’ve been a leader to us.»
Alone fell silent and just sighed, and Kagaho thought about having him eat something. The kid seemed somehow tired even if nothing much had happened to him during the day… recalling those events was probably somehow laborious for him.
«Kagaho?» He heard him call when he was just about to stand up.
«Yes, Alone?»
«Are you sure that the other specters aren’t… mad at me?» The kid asked then, sitting more straight. «You say that they were ready to follow me. Still I tricked them in a way. And aside for what happened with the Garuda, aren’t they all…»
«No one is mad at you. What happened with the judge was personal, but put that aside, everything is fine. It wasn't your decision for it to happen, it just… it happened.» Kagaho paused and frowned a little. «And we still won the Holy War… thanks to you, as well. If it wasn’t for you behaving that way, Sleep wouldn’t have awakened Lord Hades with his immortal body and divine cloth, he wouldn’t have rose to Earth to end it, and another Holy War would have taken place in two hundred years… while now, as things are, there won’t be another ever again.» The specter rose and gestured him to do the same, moving to the other room. «This means that we won’t need to fight saints anymore. And that people like you and your sister won’t be forced to be subjected to some gods’ will.»
They went to the kitchen and Alone sat there. On the table there were sketched papers, depicting mainly landscapes in shades of graphite, and Kagaho could already tell they were about to become beautiful paintings.
«People will still suffer.» The younger observed. «I heard Thanatos say that a Holy War isn’t needed, for people to die. And obviously he’s right… it wasn’t easy for me and my brothers to live, even before the war began. It wasn’t easy for you and your brother as well.»
The Bennu frowned in a dark expression, giving his back to Alone as he busied himself peeling some fruit.
«Now we’re free.» Said then in a lower tone. «Here in the Underworld, we’re free from the life we had.» He paused with a small sigh. «I remember you saying that to die would have made people free… somehow it’s true. It can’t happen to everybody, but it happened to us. And we can make a difference for others as well, when we will get the chance.»
When he finished peeling the fruit and went back to the table again, Alone was vaguely smiling.
«You’re kind.» The kid said quietly. «You’ve always been.»
Kagaho just sighed, not really knowing how to answer. He had never felt particularly kind towards people, before or during the Holy War, or even now. He preferred to stay silent and took a pear slice, and the other did the same.
«We’ll be actually going to Elysium.» He said after a while. «I don’t want to know if the Garuda is up to something. I’ve been told it doesn’t concern me, so fine… but staying in Lord Hades’ residence would be better, and safer most of all.»
«How is Pandora?» Alone surprisingly asked, and the Bennu frowned a little.
«She’s… alright, I suppose.» He answered. «Why are you asking?»
«She was another suffering, lost soul.» The boy observed, still in that low tone. «Used as a tool, same as many others. But I could tell she was good hearted, deep inside… I’m glad to know she’s fine.»
Probably Alone wasn’t aware that Pandora was his natural sister, Kagaho considered. It would have done no good to him to know though, so he opted to just nod.
«She would want to meet you, at some point. I think.» He said then, playing with another slice. «Even if she will stay on Earth for a time. She’s going there soon, with the Wyvern.»
«Oh, with him…?» Alone looked up and blinked. «They’re very fond of each other.»
«I can say they are… the Wyvern made sure she was safe during the last strike at the Sanctuary. They kept close to each other, fighting together for the whole time or almost.»
«I can very well picture them.» The boy smiled faintly. «Are you sure we can go to… Elysium? And to Hades’ residence…?»
«I will explain to him why we got there, when he returns. Don’t worry.»
Alone nodded, and got up from the chair to retrieve his papers. And Kagaho observed that he had gotten a lot better those past days, considering how much he was recalling by now, asking questions about the war and his past acquaintances. He didn’t seem to need his help to remember, or almost. Nevertheless he was still clearly confused, and the Bennu couldn’t blame him… he would have surely improved over time, he thought, and the fact that he was asking about the Pegasus saint and Athena’s vessel was probably a good thing.
He reflected for some time upon that, remaining sat there with arms now crossed on his chest. He needed to keep track of Alone’s progress, having to report everything to Lord Hades, as soon as he would have returned from the Olympus.
“ Does Lord Hades know that you’d turn your back on him, if that human child just asked you?” He tensed up, suddenly recalling what the Garuda had been telling him before. “ How many people will you betray again, until someone figures out what you’re all about?”
«Kagaho…?»
The specter had to blink, realizing he was deeply frowning, and relaxed his features before looking back at the boy.
«Yes, Alone?»
«When are we going? I’m ready whenever you want to.»
Kagaho nodded vaguely.
«The sooner we go, the better.» Said then, getting up from the chair. «Come.»
He had no idea why those words had stung him so much, also why they were still stinging. But it was probably better not to think about it, the judge only wanted to provoke him after all… and he managed in fact, the Bennu realized with another sigh.
It was undoubtedly a good thing to move to Lord Hades’ residence for a while, he considered. Both for him and Alone.
~
The sky of the Wastelands was slowly darkening and some of the specter stars had already appeared. Minos kept looking up towards them, wings folded and arms crossed on the chest, leaning against a dead tree trunk.
The Behemoth had chosen a solitary residence, far away from other specters’ quarters, to have the freedom to train away from prying eyes. The Griffon recalled how proud Aiacos always sounded about Violate’s prowess, which he kept personally testing from time to time over the years. And Minos also recalled the looks she sent him whenever they were close, which were of nothing less than pure adoration.
He sighed to himself. If there was someone who could get Aiacos to change his mind, about leaving the Underworld forever, that someone was Violate… Minos wasn’t sure Aiacos reciprocated her feelings, but he knew he held her dear. The whole mess with him leaving his confinement and the Bennu freaking out about it wouldn’t have happened, if seeing her hadn’t been important.
The Griffon found himself scowling at the starlight up above. His wings almost flapped out of frustration and he had to keep forcefully still to avoid tearing that tree down. He couldn’t bring himself to accept that Aiacos would have rejoined the stream of souls and reicarnated, never to be seen again. He didn’t want his brother to go.
I don’t want to lose him again, he found himself thinking, and a moment later he widened his eyes and went close to shaking his head, not understanding where that specific thought had come from.
«Minos.» He heard the Wyvern call from behind and turned towards him, knowing to be sporting a still confused look which he hurried to even out. «You wanted to speak to me.»
The Griffon nodded, noticing that Rhadamanthys was alone. He looked around to spot Lady Pandora which didn’t appear to be in close proximity.
«I supposed you wanted it to be private.» The Wyvern added as an explanation.
«You supposed well.» Minos shrugged. «But I myself suppose you would report everything to her, so why am I even considering privacy...»
«I only report what I deem necessary.»
«Which is everything.» The Griffon smiled. «Don’t pull the annoyed Wyvern look at me, you know it’s true.»
Instead of showing annoyance at the teasing, the other’s expression strangely softened, not much but for his standards a non-threatening look was already a lot, and went to stand next to Minos. He didn’t even sigh.
«I think Aiacos is staying.» He said quietly after briefly glancing at the stars. «He thought his lieutenant wouldn’t have wanted to ever see him again, but apparently this is not the case. The Behemoth is… convincing him, about not giving up his surplice and his role.»
«She’s… convincing him.» Minos blinked and realized he had just tensed up. He didn’t expect that turn of events right now. «Meaning that...»
«That she declared she would relinquish her surplice and role all the same, and rejoin the stream of souls to reincarnate, if Aiacos was to do it.» The Wyvern looked at him straight. «And you know Behemoth Violate to be a woman of her word.»
«So basically she’s blackmailed him.» He gave a stressed smile. «Go, girl… I’d hug her if I didn’t have to run for my life afterwards.»
«I know you would.» Rhadamanthys had that somewhat soft expression again. «I’m relieved.»
«I am too.» Minos almost flopped against the tree behind him, feeling an almost physical burden being lifted off his chest. «That stupid eaglehead. Whatever happened during the war which had him think of… dying permanently… I’m glad Violate is slapping it out of him. Figuratively.»
They didn’t speak for some moments. The Griffon took in a long breath and gave a slow exhale, thinking that if he didn’t regret it before, to have stepped between Aiacos and the Bennu, he was regretting it even less now.
«You wanted to speak to me though.» Rhadamanthys added after a while, and Minos opened his eyes in the red ones of the Wyvern. «What was it about?»
«Yeah...» He ran a hand through his hair and frowned, trying to think about how to put it. «So, you are… my younger brother. Right?»
«Not by blood, but-»
«By what ties our surplices’ very core essence.» Minos smiled vaguely. «I know.»
«Then what?»
«I’m not trying to confirm your deep brotherly love towards my person, Rhads.» He replied and the other almost rolled up his eyes. Almost. «I know you do hold it. You demonstrate it to me by being your sweet, caring and affectionate self every day of our existences. My point was… Aiacos is my younger brother, same as you. But… isn’t he supposed to be… the middle one? Like, the Wyvern should be the “youngest” Infernal Judge. Or am I making this up?»
Rhadamanthys’ expression lost its vague annoyance at the older judge’s teasing and turned into a pensive frown.
«You’re not making it up.» He eventually answered. «I know in terms of our surplices’ “births”, the Griffon is the oldest. Then comes the Garuda. And last comes the Wyvern.»
«But Aiacos is the youngest between us.» The Griffon observed. «He is most certainly younger than you.»
«He might be, but our ages don’t really matter. His surplice is still the middle sibling in that sense.»
«Alright, but...» Minos ran a hand through his hair again and tried to put his thoughts into words. «I still am the oldest Infernal Judge. I feel. I am… not sure.»
He sighed. He wasn’t sure. He didn’t remember anything about becoming a specter and taking the role, nor he remembered anything of the likes concerning Rhadamanthys… or Aiacos, for that matter. But he couldn’t shake that strange feeling off of him, about Aiacos… not having always been there.
«Was there another Garuda before him?» He eventually asked, not looking straight at the Wyvern. «I don’t know where this is coming from. I don’t remember the day we got our surplices. But while I do feel like I’ve known you for my entire specter existence… it doesn’t feel the same about Aiacos.»
«It was like we had lost him before.» Rhadamanthys said quietly, and Minos gave him a widened look which wasn’t met, as the Wyvern was looking at the stars now. «I’ve been having this feeling for a while now. Like we lost our brother once, and we were risking to lose him again. But I do not know why.»
«Me too.» The Griffon commented with the same quiet tone. «I… I thought it was just me. So it’s… not always been Aiacos. There was a Garuda wielder before him. Which we lost, but we don’t remember.»
«I suppose so.» The other nodded vaguely. «It would explain the feeling.»
«How come we don’t remember?» Minos looked up at the Underworld sky again, feeling some of the burden from before weighing back on his chest. «How come we… forgot about our sibling?»
«I don’t know.» The Wyvern repeated. «And I agree with you, it doesn’t feel right. But Minos… consider that this might have happened more than once. It could have happened countless times, to you and me too. It’s not certain that we were the only Wyvern and Griffon to have ever inhabited Lord Hades’ domain. Maybe we did lose each other over the centuries, and forgot about it. We hold only so many memories… they become a blur after just two Holy Wars in the past.»
The Griffon took another deep breath and forced himself to nod, but couldn’t keep from arguing.
«The most important bits remain though.» He in fact argued. «We remember… things, from a distant past, even if not in a concrete fashion. Some parts don’t get lost in time with our memories fading.»
Like you falling in love with Lady Pandora every two hundred years, he added but just to himself.
«A soul doesn’t remember his own death.» Rhadamanthys argued back. «All specters forget about it after a while. Even the souls who chose to dwell here timelessly as servants, they don’t remember how they died. The warriors which many of our kin are claiming as prizes, in due time they will forget too.»
«I wouldn’t be so sure.» Minos shrugged. «They’re not average souls, they were saints. But about that...» He tilted his head to meet the Wyvern’s look. «There is this former saint I found in Zelos’ quarters...»
«The Strange Star was not in the right to claim a human prize.» The other frowned. «Let alone a golden saint. I will depart for Earth with Lady Pandora soon, can I trust you will handle the issue yourself?»
«Don’t ruffle your scales, it is already settled. I know I couldn’t leave a former saint in the Frog’s residence, or it would’ve spurred one huge quarrel among specters… I could already hear half the Underworld going like “Zelos was useless during the war, if he claimed a former goldie then I want ten of them!” and the likes...»
«I’m glad to hear that. Did you put the saint’s soul back into the stream already?»
«Nope.» Minos had a half smile. «Our dearest Balrog asked me pretty please not to do it, and since Lune helped with his book, and is in general the most useful Underworld dweller with the possible exception of you, I decided to indulge him.»
Rhadamanthys had the smallest sigh and nodded.
«You always indulge the Balrog, brother.» He observed. «But I don’t usually disagree with you on the matter. However, he already claimed the former Aquarius saint. How are you handling the situation?»
«Told Lune you would have claimed this other saint.» The Griffon’s smile turned into a grin. «Told him you wouldn’t have said no.»
«You did what…?» The Wyvern was looking not amused in the slightest and Minos almost snorted at that. «I do not want human prizes. I have been perfectly clear about that many of a time.»
«Then you’re telling me I have to get to Lune, and tell him that because you’re being a wuss, he can’t have his favor granted. Or that you want to go tell him yourself.»
Rhadamanthys rubbed between his eyes with a frown for a moment, and said nothing.
«Thought so.» Minos shrugged. «Don’t worry about it, Lune or me can keep the kid if you don’t want to. Lune is actually doing this for his “prize”, the former Aquarius saint you mentioned… I think they made friends. And since it’s not easy for our dearest Balrog to make friends, I suppose we should be happy about it.»
It took some more moments for the Wyvern to get rid of his frown and nod.
«I suppose so.» He said eventually. «I am departing for Earth in a short while anyway. I can’t attend this matter.»
«I started it, it only makes sense that I deal with it. As I said, don’t worry. Know that you just made Lune happy… him and a bunch of kids.»
«Kids?» Rhadamanthys looked straight at him. «They’re fallen warriors, and formidable ones at that.»
«Still a bunch of kids.» The Griffon insisted with a casual tone. «Well trained, exceptionally powerful, prideful and without self-preservation instinct, honorable and reckless kids.»
«And that’s one of the reasons why I never wanted to… “claim” one.» The Wyvern looked pretty displeased at the sole idea indeed. «Considering them as prizes is shaming the role they played for humanity as a whole.»
Minos shook his shoulders.
«Guess so.»
«They fought with all they had and died honorably. I am glad Lune understands this, or so it seems, since you mentioned friendship between him and the former saint.»
«Me too.»
Minos was hearing the underline of disesteem Rhadamanthys was directing at him, for having claimed the former Pisces saint. But he wasn’t going to elaborate on that, he was not in the mood or the proper state of mind to have a conversation on that topic.
«We’re not going to fight another Holy War, ever again.» He just commented after some moments. «We’re not… we won’t be seeing our comrades die. Not anymore.»
The Wyvern frowned a bit.
«The Holy Wars being no more does not mean we won’t ever have to fight again.» He replied. «Although… I don’t see how we could face an opponent as fearsome as a golden saint.»
«Same. And I don’t think anyone else, except a god, could find a way to completely erase a specter. Like what happened to Lune’s predecessor. And… most likely to Aiacos’ predecessor. The Garuda before him, whoever they were, must have been killed during a Holy War. In some way which didn’t allow them to come back, like with those rosary beads.»
Rhadamanthys seemed about to say something but he didn’t. Instead he blinked and looked away with a strange expression which oddly enough, Minos couldn’t decipher.
«Did I say something weird?» He asked with a frown, and the Wyvern shook his head.
«You did not. I just… I don’t think it was that.»
Minos took a step towards him.
«You don’t think the previous Garuda was killed during a Holy War?» He asked.
Rhadamanthys shook his head and again looked like he was about to speak, but Lady Pandora’s voice called both of them, and the Wyvern immediately turned towards her.
«My lady.» He greeted her.
«We shall return Garuda Aiacos to his confinement.» She declared. «If you wish to accompany me.»
Minos saw that there was a somber, pretty messy-looking Aiacos some steps behind her, and nodded. He glanced in Radamanthys’ direction and supposed they would have postponed the rest of their conversation for another time.
«I hear you’re going to be on Earth for quite a long time, my lady.» Minos said as they were bidding each other goodbye. «I wish you good luck on your endeavors. And thank you for allowing my brother on his quest today.»
Lady Pandora’s dark eyes kept the suspicious gleam for a moment, as if she was trying to decipher if his words had been genuine or part of some kind of teasing. The Griffon didn’t really blame her, they never were on particularly friendly or respectful terms. And that included her previous incarnations too, as apparently her and Minos were doomed to not get along.
«I hope this event will convince him of the importance of his role.» She eventually replied. «We don’t know how long it would take for another Garuda to be chosen by the surplice. And even if it was quick, training another Infernal Judge would be a complicated and delicate task which neither you or the Wyvern are equipped to undertake at the moment. For different reasons.»
«That.» Minos nodded. «And we weren’t too keen about the idea of losing our little brother. You know.»
«I know.» Surprisingly, Pandora gave him quite an understanding look. «The issue seems to be solved though, you don't need to trouble yourselves over it anymore. I bid you goodnight, Griffon.»
«And I bid you farewell.» He replied with a nod. «You too.» He tilted his head to look at Rhadamanthys. «Have fun on Earth.»
«We shall talk more when I get back.» The Wyvern said. «If you wish.»
«I do.» The Griffon nodded again. «I’ll make sure to drop by Aiacos and not leave him alone for too long, whenever I get a break from judging souls.»
Rhadamanthys nodded back and put a hand on his shoulder as a salute, which the other reciprocated. He looked at them for some moments after the Wyvern wrapped an arm around Pandora’s waist and took flight, sighing to himself at the view. He wondered if that scuttlehead of a Wyvern had told her anything. Most probably he didn’t, Rhads wasn’t exactly the best with that kind of things... He would’ve had some time on Earth, most likely.
With a sigh he spread his wings and headed home, wondering what it was that Rhadamanthys was ultimately going to say, about the previous Garuda.
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Chapter 31: XXXI
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Degel took a glass and handed it to his comrade, which was currently sitting on the couch after stubbornly refusing to lie down on a bed. At least Aquarius had him convinced to wrap into a blanket.
«Here.» He said. «You should drink. You need that fever to cool down.»
«Feels like old times, huh.» Kardia gave a half smile upon taking the glass, apparently uncaring at the fact that he could barely keep his eyes open. He was unbelievably pale and shivering, but then again, he was also used to feeling sick. «I miss your icy hands here and there, you know.»
Degel opted to pretend not to hear it, and wet a rag with cold water before pressing it to the other’s forehead.
«I’m glad to know that the Frog’s threats were blunt.» He said almost absentmindedly, and Kardia gave a small sigh of relief at the damp cloth touching his temples. He was burning up, but at least it was just because of the disorder of having been claimed from the stream of souls. His heart wasn't involved.
«I suppose he said he was torturing me or something...» Scorpio muttered. «Sure. After I woke up in that room, I think I saw him like once or twice and not more. He never even got close enough to touch me. That coward.»
«You should be a little more relieved and a little less cocky.» Degel replied, wringing the rag after dipping it again.
«Seriously now… whatever he was planning on doing, he probably didn’t even have the guts to try.» Kardia shrugged. «I did put him under the Scarlet Trial though. No wonder he was pissed.»
Degel looked at him for a moment, then sighed and this time pressed the damp cloth to his neck.
«I know. That’s why I’m relieved... when I realized you were actually in that residence, I was sure you had been put under some kind of torment.» Said then, again quietly. «But apparently you were lucky enough, same as me. I hope our comrades can say the same about themselves.»
He had been telling Kardia about the war and about what happened, using the words of the Balrog for the parts he couldn’t witness, and Scorpio seemed to have taken it quite well. Better than Degel imagined he would, at least, but maybe he was just playing strong as he usually did.
«See, icicle…» Kardia said, apparently looking away. «What bugs me the most is that little Sasha had to suffer because of this mess.»
«You mean Lady Athena.»
«I mean Sasha.» The other insisted in a lower tone. «The little girl to which you taught to read and write, who used to sneak into my house to sleep in my bed, cause she was afraid to be alone in that huge palace up on the hill. I mean her.»
Degel nodded, lifting his free arm to caress the other’s hair. It made no sense to reproach the other about calling Lady Athena with her human name, after all. It wouldn’t have made any difference anymore.
«I’m sorry.» Said then, and Kardia huffed.
«I already told you, don’t fucking say you’re sorry.» Muttered then. «It’s not like this is your fault. And you even saved me from that freak’s clutches, just like the pretty princess I am. I should kiss you as a reward.»
Kardia was giving him a half smile now and Degel sighed to himself, of course his friend was indeed trying to play tough as best as he could.
«You should just try to sleep for a while.» He said, resuming to cool down his forehead. «You will feel better in a while, maybe it’ll take a day or two. As soon as you get to eat some fruit, you will improve.»
«Look, I was kind of serious about that kiss.» Kardia replied. «I mean… I died, you died, and we didn’t even get to say goodbye to each other. How much does this suck?»
Degel turned to wet the rag again.
«We’re not in the Eight or Eleventh House, we need to mind ourselves.» He said, pressing it to Kardia’s temples some more. «As a matter of fact, you should really try to behave like a normal person.»
«I can try, but I can’t promise.»
Aquarius allowed himself a small smile. Relief had set by now, and it was starting to sink in, that Kardia was really there and he could actually see him and talk to him again. Despite the odd circumstances, Degel had initially thought they would have never met again.
«What do we know about Earth…?» Kardia asked after a while, shifting to sit more comfortably, almost laying down completely on the couch.
«Not much. We know that the Sanctuary is currently presided by specters, and that Hades will be… protector of Earth, in place of Lady Athena.»
Scorpio raised an eyebrow at that, looking at him as if he had just heard the most absurd thing ever. And it kind of was, in fact.
«Sure.» Said then, almost smiling now, apparently trying not to laugh. «And next, Athena will get incarnated into a hen.»
Degel rubbed a palm on his face at that, deciding to just not commenting. Upon looking back at his comrade, he saw him looking away and waving fingers in a greeting gesture.
«Hello there, mister whip.» Said then, and Aquarius turned around, noticing Lune had just entered the room. «I’m sorry I occupied your couch.»
«Feel free to keep occupying it for the moment. Degel, I’ll be getting some fruit for both of you.» The Balrog replied. «I will be back in a while. I don’t know when the Celestial Fury Star will be here to collect the former Scorpio saint, but if he arrives before my return, know that he’s very tall and with blonde hair. He's an Infernal Judge and his name is Rhadamanthys.»
«Thank you, Lune.» Aquarius answered, nodding courteously.
«Shouldn’t I be supposed to recognize this guy…?» Kardia asked, tilting his head. «I apparently died while fighting him.»
«You should, yes.» Lune nodded. «But your memories are yet to be restored, so it's not a given.»
«Then I’ll ask him about the heart, I surely informed him while we were fighting…» Scorpio muttered, as the specter nodded goodbye and moved to leave. «Just to make sure.»
Degel sighed, not being very pleased at the fact that he would have gotten separated from the other, especially not so soon after having found him, and especially with Kardia weak and feverish as he was. But he also knew that they had been extremely lucky already.
He had to blink hearing Lune talking to someone, just out of his residence’s door. Kardia frowned and vaguely shook his head, as to ask him what it was, and Degel gestured him to keep silent as he rose, approaching the entrance. He could hear another voice beside that of Lune, and it was sounding strangely familiar.
He ended up pulling the door ajar for a quick glance, and immediately widened his eyes, recognizing the unmistakable long, azure hair of another of his former comrades, which apparently was talking to the Balrog.
«Albafica.» He called, now completely opening the door, and both the specter and the young man looked in his direction.
«Degel.» The other called back, widening his eyes as well. «I was… I was looking for you.»
«Former Pisces saint.» Lune intervened, making Albafica turn around again. «Go on ahead and join your comrades. I will be absent for a while, but please make yourself comfortable.»
«Thank you.» Albafica nodded, and the specter gestured goodbye before going away.
Degel backed from the entrance as to let him through, allowing him space, then supposed that the other wouldn’t have any poisonous cosmo anymore, but opted not to point it out.
«And well… I’m glad to see you, comrade.» Aquarius said then, smiling after the other had closed the door behind his shoulders. «Or should I say, former neighbor. How did you find this residence?»
«I’m glad to see you as well.» Pisces answered. «I was informed about your presence at the Balrog’s residence and I simply walked around, until someone was courteous enough to point me the right direction.»
«Hey!» Degel heard Kardia’s voice call from the other room, before he could say anything else. «Who’s there...? Is that the rosebud’s voice I hear?»
«And yes, there’s Kardia here as well.» Aquarius added.
«Oh...» Albafica frowned and peeked through the corner. «I had no idea you had been claimed too.»
«I had no idea either.» Scorpio answered, and by his tone, Degel could tell he was smiling. «Will you icicles come here and talk to my face?»
Degel moved to the living room, taking two chairs for both of them, and spotted Kardia waving his hand again.
«Do not let yourself be fooled by the bags under my eyes.» Scorpio said, sitting more upright on the couch. «I’m all good.»
«I don’t really wish to argue, but you seem to have had a tough time.» Albafica answered, sitting on a chair with his legs overlapped. «I hope that whatever it was, you can tell me it’s over.»
«There’s something like a technical explanation as to why I look like shit, which I can’t really give you,» Kardia shrugged, then hurriedly pulled up the blanket which had fallen off his shoulders. «so I'll let the icicle here do it.»
«You should remember about the disorder we experienced upon being claimed.» Degel added. «He’s slow to recover and still needs to adjust.»
«I see.» Albafica nodded and sighed. «I've been told about the Balrog being a good host, and I wanted to make sure.»
Degel nodded back, and rose from the chair to go pour some tea.
«Lune informed me you were claimed by his superior, an Infernal Judge.» Said then, stepping back to hand him a cup. «But couldn’t be specific about your conditions. I’m glad to see you seem alright.»
«I’m fine.» The other answered with a serious tone. «As you can see I came here without problems… Minos, said Infernal Judge, also told me that “I can go wherever I want and do whatever I want”, so this makes me extremely luckier than others.»
At that, Kardia made a choking sound over his tea, covering his mouth with a palm.
«What the fuck.» He commented in his usual polite fashion. «Deg, does this Lune guy allow you to… “go wherever you want and do whatever you want”? Having known mister whip for half a day, he seemed not to mind.»
Degel just sighed while Albafica sent Kardia an annoyed side glance.
«I really didn’t expect to find both of you here.» Albafica resumed, ultimately ignoring Kardia’s comment. «I suppose it’s a temporary situation... or are you both allowed to stay here?»
«It's… a temporary solution, we can call it like this.» Aquarius answered. «I have been asking Balrog Lune about other saints, and eventually he found out that Kardia had been claimed by a specter which had no allowance on keeping any human soul as prize. He accompanied me to his residence, and we were lucky enough to be joined by an Infernal Judge, which arranged a deal… Lune was to bring Kardia here, and another judge is going to claim him in some time.»
«Which apparently, is also the guy who killed me.» Scorpio added. «And for some reason, I can’t even remember what he looks like.»
«You will, in a while.» Albafica answered. «If this is who I'm thinking about, he should be the Wyvern. I know he’s inflexible, for what I heard.»
For some reasons, Kardia’s expression became somber all of a sudden, he frowned deeply and almost glared at the Pisces saint. Then blinked and looked down, apparently towards his hands.
«You said the Wyvern.» Muttered then. «Like… one big guy, blond haired, red eyes. Looking like he could poke holes into stuff by just glaring at them.»
«He had a very serious look on his face when I saw him.» Albafica replied. «We haven’t talked, I just saw him a few hours ago and yes, he’s a tall blonde man.»
Kardia frowned even more almost in a wince, and Degel sat up again to approach him.
«Did something come to mind?» Asked then, placing a hand on his shoulder, and Scorpio gave a frustrated sigh.
«Maybe.» Said then. «Nothing which makes sense though. I remember a guy like that, with a winged surplice, but I don’t really remember dying against him. Or I do. I’m kind of confused… and I’m also asking myself why it was that I didn’t follow you down to that temple.» He paused and shook his head. «What had gotten into me, letting you get there by yourself? That’s where you died too.»
«Let’s… let’s just say it happened.» Degel had to sigh deeply, not knowing how to answer properly. «And you remained there to prevent the Wyvern from reaching the temple. You were protecting me.»
«And I suppose I fucked up here and there, since we both died.» Kardia eventually lifted his head and sighed as well, and Degel kept himself from caressing his cheek, they weren't alone. «But let’s not talk about it. I suppose it’s better if we don’t, or we’d end up remembering that it sucks to be dead.»
Albafica seemed willing to say something but stopped, and tightened the hold on his cup, looking down at the tea.
«The beginning is the worst part.» He said quietly. «Then it gets better.»
Degel had to rub fingers between his eyes to conceal his frown, not really knowing what to say. It was indeed true that the beginning was the worst part, it had been for him as well, but he didn’t want to point it out more. Especially because he couldn’t be sure Albafica was actually alright.
«Have you seen anyone else?» He opted to ask, but instead of going back to his chair, he decided to keep sitting by the couch.
«I met Shion and Dohko, and...» Albafica replied, then seemed unsure what to say. «And I know where Manigoldo is, but nothing about the others. Do you have some more information?»
«I was aware about them too.» Degel answered. «And also about Virgo Asmita, but this is just a rumor. Lune told me he’s in Hades’ residence, but he doesn’t know why or if it’s true. And he informed me about the Grand Pope as well, being with one of the Twins.»
«Why should gods be interested in claiming people…?» Kardia asked. «I mean, from what it feels like, we don’t have our cosmo anymore. This makes us as interesting as any other human, I suppose...»
«For what I know, the very God of Sleep is interested in humans for… personal curiosity.» Albafica said. «He claimed Aries and Libra for this reason, apparently. In any case they aren't being tortured or anything like this… but I didn’t know about the Grand Pope being claimed.»
Silence came, and Degel took the empty teacup from Kardia's hands, which thanked him with a nod.
«So, to sum it up, this sucks.» Scorpio commented. «But I don’t have a heart condition anymore, so I’m a lucky guy I guess.»
«I’m not poisonous anymore.» Albafica sipped his tea with a dark expression. «Let’s have a party...»
«Why the fuck not.» Kardia almost snickered. «And Degel doesn’t need glasses. Awesome.»
Aquarius frowned, not pleased by seeing Albafica so clearly bitter. He knew that not being poisonous anymore, the Pisces saint was subjected to everyone’s same risk of being confronted with ill intentions… and being his comrade very attractive, those kinds of circumstances were likely to arise for him.
«Albafica.» He cautiously called. «I know I shouldn’t probably ask this, but… how are you? For real, I mean. Have you been hurt by your captor?» He paused and drew in a deep breath, now trying to scan Pisces’ features more thoroughly. «I’m asking because if this occurrence came, and I very well hope it didn’t, I can try to help. Balrog Lune has been showing himself to be willing to aid me, and is in a good relationship with an Infernal Judge. It’s thanks to this that I got to help Kardia.»
«He saved me just like a Prince Charming from the tales.» Scorpio nodded, and his tone was serious even if he was being silly. «He can be your Prince Charming too, if you need. I’m not the jealous type.»
«I’m fine.» Albafica blinked, and seemed to look at both of them in turns. «I know it sounds hard to believe, but I never got hurt in any way… Minos seemed intentioned to make me familiarize with this place, more than anything else. Also the Balrog is his subordinate, so it’s more likely that I can do something for you than the opposite.»
«Oh… you know, now that I think about it, I probably saw him today, when Lune and I went to the place where we found Kardia.» Degel answered, thinking about that specter with silver long hair and amber eyes, which had helped them and was an Infernal Judge. «And… I’m glad to know you’re fine, then.»
That last part was half a lie, because Degel wasn’t sure in the slightest that Albafica was fine, but he had no means to make him talk. They had been friends as kids, but over the years the Pisces saint had turned more and more into a recluse as it was mandatory for his role, and they’d been drifting apart albeit being neighbors at the Sanctuary.
«Anyway, know that I’m in no need of help.» Degel resumed. «Most of the time I find myself here alone, free to go out and with a large supply of books. And nothing has been asked of me, except having long conversations about history, stars and whatnot, which I don't displease in the slightest.»
«Apparently mister whip is a bookworm, or so Degel told me.» Kardia added, seemingly playing with his blanket. «They both found their respective soulmate.»
«It is indeed nice to talk about culture, you know.» Aquarius retorted with half a smile. «Especially with someone who doesn’t think that the only good use for books is as paperweights.»
«I’m so very extremely happy for you, Deg.» Scorpio took a serious tone again. «And I’m also lucky, since you will be able to talk about it with someone which isn’t me… I’m finally being freed of the burden.»
Degel smiled and sighed at that, deciding not to retort anymore. He was about to ask Albafica if he wanted some more tea when heard the sound of someone knocking at the front door, and involuntarily tensed up. By now, from what Lune had been saying, it most probably was the Wyvern who had gotten there to get Kardia… and Degel wasn’t particularly inclined to let his friend go like that, after having just reunited with him, and especially seeing him so sick still.
He had to hesitate a moment too long for the knocking resumed, and he ran a hand through his hair, trying to think about what to do next. It wasn’t like he had many pretenses for discussion there.
«I suppose you should go check.» Scorpio suggested. «Since the house owner is still away. Or maybe it’s him, and he forgot the keys.» Kardia’s hand slipped under the blanket and pulled at his shirt. «It’s alright, icicle. Just go.» He added with a half smile, and Degel breathed slowly, trying to bring himself to rise and comply, even because there was a third knocking just after that.
«I’ll be going.» Albafica stood up, leaving the cup on the chair, and Aquarius blinked seeing him walk away before any of the other two could say something.
«He’s always been a brave little guy, that one rosebud there...» Kardia commented in a half voice. «And you stop giving me that look, Degel. I’ll be fine.»
He sighed and almost had to bite his inner cheek, nodding.
«You’ll be fine.» Said then, reaching for his hand. «I’ll make sure you are.»
«I’ll try and behave like a normal person, I swear.» Scorpio insisted, playing with his fingers. «And I'll come see you, as soon as I can walk properly on my legs.»
Degel thought about something to say, but couldn’t actually think of anything. So he opted to lean in, grab the other’s hair on the nape and move closer to kiss him, pulling away a moment after and standing up to walk around the room, ignoring Kardia’s light chuckle.
Albafica thought about asking who was there, and had to blink for a moment, realizing it wouldn’t have made much sense to do something like that. It wasn’t his house.
He just sighed and opened the door, supposing he would have found himself before Minos’ brother, that blond man he had seen that morning. And was then more than a little surprised when instead of him, he looked straight at the Griffon, which was waiting there with arms crossed and an almost annoyed look.
«Minos...?»
The specter blinked and raised an eyebrow.
«There you are.» Commented then. «I couldn’t find you at home, you had me worried. And you found Lune’s place all by yourself.»
«I asked around.» Albafica answered, finding himself looking at the other up and down. Minos looked very tired, for what he could consider, and his hair was messier than usual. «Did something happen?»
The Griffon tilted his head and then glanced inside, before looking back at him.
«Nothing happened.» Said then. «Lune isn’t home, I take it. Have you asked him if you could get in?»
«I managed to arrive here just before he had to leave...» Albafica bit his lower lips and gestured the Griffon to get closer. «Can I… can I ask you something?»
«Of course… but may I come in, first? I’m still standing in the hallway.»
«Yes… sorry.»
Minos had a half smile and walked in, patting his head as he did.
«So, what is it?» Asked then, closing the door. «What’s making you have this worried face?»
«I don’t really know how to put it...» Albafica sighed, playing with his own hair. «I would like you to talk with your brother about a thing… I would do it by myself but I really don’t think he would listen to me.»
«With my brother.» Minos repeated as to make sure he got it. «You mean Rhadamanthys. You want to… talk to him.» He ran a hand through his hair, pulling them back from the forehead. «What is this about?»
«Did you know your brother claimed the Scorpio saint?» Albafica asked. «He’s here right now.»
The Griffon nodded and had a half sigh, glancing at the entrance for the living room.
«I know, I am the reason why my brother “claimed” the Scorpio saint… he didn’t, in fact, it’s a trick. But let’s just skip that, it’s complicated...»
«Oh.» Albafica blinked, putting together the information Degel had given him before. According to what he said, Aquarius had even seen Minos that morning, when he went to take Kardia from the place where he was being held. Then he frowned, again thinking that there was something off about the Griffon, beginning with his expression which seemed more somber than usual, and he reached out to brush his hand, without really thinking about it. «Are you alright?»
Minos blinked as well and looked down at his hand.
«I’m alright, yes.» Said then. «I had a messy day. As you would say, you don’t need to worry about me.»
Albafica nodded and sighed.
«I can see you’re tired, I don’t want to push it too much… but do you think if I asked the Wyvern to leave the Scorpio saint here for a while… let’s say just one more day… he would let him?» He paused. «My comrade is still suffering from his disorder, having been just brought back from the soul stream, and well… the Wyvern killed him.»
«Oh… really?» The Griffon widened his eyes a little. «Well… I suppose that if you ask my brother with the same face you’re making now, you’d melt his heart and he’d even try to pet your hair. No, maybe that he wouldn’t… then again, you don’t need to.» He smiled at the young man’s slight frown. «Rhadamanthys is going to Earth in a few hours. He told me to deal with this other saint, so basically your friend must stay either at my place or here.»
«Really?»
«Really.» Minos kept smiling, vaguely shrugging. «I have no idea why this is so important for you, but yes, really.»
«They are my comrades, you know.» Former Pisces vaguely smiled and took his hand for a moment. «I think I just care.»
«You do, I can see it.» Minos glanced at his hand again. «Just, I still don’t get what this is about, why the Scorpio saint should be here and not somewhere else… don’t worry, Rhadamanthys wouldn’t harm a hair on hid head, same as Lune wouldn’t. And he’s so busy they wouldn’t even see each other.»
«Well, since your brother killed him, it would be stressful. And...» Albafica started playing with his own hair again. «He and Aquarius are very close.»
«Oh… sure, there was that other kid too, with those lovely green hair...» The Griffon sighed. «I must be pretty tired indeed, it somehow slipped my mind. Well, they can stay together for the time being, unless Lune says otherwise. But he won’t, he’s the most patient guy ever, the only condition is no screaming. If you yell or shout he snaps, but everything else is fine.»
«So… I suppose he often snaps at you...»
«But of course not, I’m his favourite annoying Infernal Judge, he would never.» Minos smiled again. «And I don’t yell or shout, you know. Or at least I suppose? If I do, he doesn’t point it out.»
«You don’t yell, but you’re pretty loud and noisy.» Albafica smiled back. «I exchanged just a few words with him, but you pictured him well. He seems very nice.»
«Of course. And he is.» The Griffon’s smile turned almost into a smirk, and for some reasons, he glanced at the closed door of the residence. «He knows to be my favourite Balrog. I often say that I would be one lost Infernal Judge without him.»
Albafica frowned.
«You seem to really like him, since you talk about him so often.»
«I do. How could I not like him, he's a gem.» Minos glanced at the door again, still smirking. «And I also like his eyes very much, they're of such a pretty shade of violet.»
«Minos...» Albafica lifted an eyebrow, crossing his arms. «Did you hit your head?»
«I did, just not today… and Lune, you can come in now, I’m done being silly.»
The door actually opened and the house owner was there, sighing upon looking at the other.
«Liege.» He saluted with a brief nod. «Please move from the antroom.»
Minos chuckled and nodded, gesturing Albafica to follow as he went to the living room.
«Hello there, kids.» Said then, glancing at the other two saints. «I suppose you heard the conversation, so you know you can stay together for a longer while.»
«We did.» Degel answered, courteously nodding as well. «Thank you.»
«It was just sheer luck, no need to thank me.»
There Albafica didn’t know where to place himself, if going to sit with his comrades or keep following the Griffon, and almost frowned at the thought.
«I’ll leave the fruit here.» Lune was saying, placing a pouch on the table. «It’s better if we go somewhere else. The former Scorpio saint is in need of resting.»
«Right.» Minos nodded. «Are you staying there or are you coming, Albafica?»
«I’m coming.» He answered, eventually thinking that Degel and Kardia would have wanted a moment to be together.
They moved to the kitchen, and the Balrog approached the fireside to put on some tea.
«Sorry I teased you before, Lune.» Minos said after sitting at the table. «I was trying to guess how much I could have kept being stupid before you decided to open that door and tell me off.»
«I know, liege, I’m used to it.» Lune answered, turning with the kettle in his hands and apparently not bothered by the fact that it was scorching hot. «Though it was inappropriate as you were embarrassing my guest.»
«Was I?» The Griffon glanced at Albafica with a half smile. «I suppose I was.»
«It was inappropriate, yes.» Albafica answered with a serious tone, twining fingers on the table.
Lune moved around the table to place hot cups before the other two, then took a seat himself.
«You must forgive the Celestial Noble Star, former Pisces saint.» Said then. «He’s used to behave unseemly towards anything, if given the chance.»
«I had means of seeing that.» Albafica nodded while lacing his hands on the hot cup, realizing he had just finished one already.
«I must say that I’d like you two to become friends...» Minos commented, sipping at his tea. «So that you can badmouth me behind my back.»
The Balrog said nothing to that, and Albafica noticed that his eyes, which actually were a piercing shade of violet, were strangely following the movement of the Griffon’s left arm as he drank his tea. He wondered what that was about, especially because a moment later, Lune frowned and looked directly at the judge with an almost dark expression.
«What…?» Minos raised an eyebrow.
«Is it a burn or a gash?» The Balrog asked, and there Albafica raised an eyebrow as well.
«It’s nothing.» The Griffon sighed. «Are you looking beyond my shirt, Lune? This would be inappropriate too.»
«Just answer my question. I need the proper herbs to treat it, and they happen to be of different kinds according to the type of injury.»
Minos almost huffed, running the left hand through his hair.
«Fine… it’s a burn.»
Lune nodded and then rose, moving to exit the room, and Minos vaguely sighed again.
«So, you lied to me.» Albafica observed, giving the other a scolding look.
«When, exactly…?» The specter asked back, lifting his brows.
«About you being alright.» He retorted and then sighed, asking himself why he was feeling so irked. «I suppose you did something you shouldn’t have.»
«Well, I did have a quarrel with a baby bird.» Minos answered. «And I never lied to you, I’m fine.»
«A baby bird?» Albafica frowned. «What is this supposed to mean? Did you fight?»
«No, you can’t really call that a fight.» The other rolled up his eyes, sporting now an almost annoyed expression. «He uses flames and has no idea of what he’s doing. And what are you frowning for, now?»
«Are you talking about your brother?» Albafica insisted. «The other one?»
«My brother, the other one, is a grown up bird, not a baby.» Minos glanced at the door, for the Balrog was coming back in. «And he wouldn’t try to burn me. I hope.»
«Please remove your shirt.» Lune said while approaching him.
«Do we really need to do this here and now...?»
«Do not make me repeat myself.»
The Griffon sighed again and eventually complied, showing a patch of burned skin on his chest, just below the right shoulder joint. Lune began applying something there which looked like mashed herbs, without further comments.
«I hope this doesn’t involve Aiacos.» Lune muttered after a while, and Minos shook his head, apparently looking at the ceiling.
«Aiacos is fine, don’t worry.»
«Was this caused by the Bennu’s black flame, then?» The Balrog insisted. «How is it that you had a quarrel with him?»
«Because he’s a damn nestling, and being also a damn Black Phoenix, he’s free to contradict an Infernal Judge.» The Griffon almost huffed. «So when I say back off, he doesn’t simply back off.»
«Minos, this is not an answer.»
«And I know. It’s nothing serious, really… the Bennu is a kid, he has no idea of what he’s doing. And I myself am unfit to deal with his temper. He was harassing my brother, that is, and I stepped between them since Aiacos can't defend himself at the moment.»
Being almost surprised by himself, Albafica had to strain and keep his mouth shut, for he was feeling like scolding Minos about what happened, not having even properly understood how it went.
«It really is nothing serious.» Lune was commenting quietly, applying the last bit of mashed herbs. «But it clearly was inflicted with a piercing intention. You should be careful, the Bennu’s technique holds a very high destructive power.»
«I know, and I did tell you it was just a little thing.» Minos had a half smile, and Albafica had to blink because the Balrog lifted a hand to caress the Griffon’s cheek. «I won’t fight with him again, it was an unfortunate meeting. He’s just arrived in the Underworld and has no idea about how things work here.»
«When memories are still so present, it is indeed hard to adjust.» Lune nodded. «But you please be careful.»
«I will. But now I’m telling you how it went with Aiacos, I suppose you want to know.»
The Balrog nodded and took a seat again, this time next to the Griffon, and Minos began explaining what had happened that day with both his brothers.
«Why did you engage him?» Albafica asked, after having heard about how it went with that other specter, the “baby bird”. «It didn’t seem necessary.»
«I didn’t engage him, I just blocked him… then he tried to burn me because he’s a child.» Minos shrugged vaguely, glancing at him. «He has no half measures, but it's also because of his surplice. I suppose all those flames could easily get to his head.»
«Why was he so adamantine about wanting to bring Aiacos back to confinement?» The Balrog asked, and there Minos sighed, running a hand through his hair.
«Rhadamanthys told me he was worried because… well, it’s kind of complicated. Did you know that Lord Hades’ former vessel is here, and staying under the care of the Bennu?»
«I heard rumors.» Lune nodded. «So Bennu Kagaho was afraid that the Garuda could retaliate, somehow.»
«It seems so, yes. I had no idea at that point, so I thought he was just being stubborn. He’s the one who destroyed Aiacos’ surplice, back during the war... I thought that maybe he was feeling responsible for Aiacos, or something like this.»
Albafica wasn’t sure about what he was hearing, but opted not to ask to be more specific, and just kept silent and listened to the rest of the report.
«So, it appears that the other former saint, Scorpio I take it, is to be staying here for a while… at least until Rhads gets back from Earth.» The Griffon commented after he was finished. «But if this is a problem for you, Lune, I can take him to my residence tomorrow.»
«It’s no issue, really.» The Balrog answered, joining fingers on his lap. «Degel is to be taking care of him, and I can freely go attend my errands as they keep company to each other.»
«Alright, we have two more lucky kids then.» Minos rose from the seat and put his shirt back on. «Thank you for everything again.»
The house owner accompanied them at the door, and Albafica could notice that Kardia had eventually fallen asleep on the couch. He whispered a goodbye to Degel and then went out with the Griffon, which saluted the Balrog again in a clearly fondly fashion.
«I suppose I’ll be kind of busy during the next few days.» Minos said then as they were moving towards his residence. «If you want, you can go see your friends at Lune’s place. Or I can bring you to Elysium to see your other friends, and collect you when I’m done… I suppose Sleep would have nothing against that.»
«After the last happenings, I don’t suppose Sleep would be pleased with having me around.» Albafica sighed. «But if it’s possible, I would like to meet Aries and Libra again... I suppose Scorpio will need some private time to recover. Will you be busy at work, or is it still your brother problem?»
«Both of them, in the sense that I’ll try and visit my brother as much as I can, but mostly I’ll be busy at work. It’s going to be just Lune and me being Infernal Judges for a while.» Minos paused and glanced at the other. «And I see that the Scorpio kid is slow to recover. He probably didn’t have a pleasant passing, if a passing can be ever considered pleasant… anyway, don’t worry about what happened last time, and I mean when you had the brilliant idea to sneak into Death’s residence. As long as you don’t do that again it’s fine… Hypnos likes humans and their antics. He’s not annoyed, actually I can tell he was pretty amused. Just try not to do anything stupid when I’m not there.»
«I won’t do anything stupid.» Albafica nodded. «You will stay away for a while, I suppose.»
They were now walking into the Wastelands, or so that place seemed to be called, and it would have been utterly dark if not for the stars above them. The Griffon seemed pretty sure on the way to take, nonetheless.
«I will have some breaks, I hope, but knowing that Rhadamanthys will be away as well, most certainly I would be busier than usual.» He said then. «I can’t let Lune do all the work by himself.»
«I know. It seems to be a busy job for the three of you… I suppose if it’s just two people, it is even worse.»
Minos answered with just an affirmative sound, entering the building which hosted his chambers, and Albafica had to blink at the light of torches.
«Is everything alright?» Minos asked after some moments, turning towards him again. «You shouldn’t worry about the Scorpio kid... you were in worse conditions when I took you to my place. He’ll be fine.»
«I’m not worried for him. He has Aquarius taking care of him and they are very close, it will be fine. I’m just… I’m kind of nervous for a reason I can’t say.»
«For a reason you can’t say.» Albafica could tell the Griffon was frowning as he opened the door for his chambers. «May I inquire?»
«I mean that I don’t have a particular reason...» Albafica sighed while entering the residence. «I’m not used to being unable to use my abilities when I want. I think I just miss my cloth.»
Minos blinked at him before removing his shirt again, then went sitting on his bed.
«And you felt in need of using your techniques, today?» Asked then, now looking straight at him. «Was someone bothering you?»
«No, no. They’ve been nice, the specters I asked for directions.» Albafica crossed arms on his chest. «I miss my role, which is something I can’t have back, I know. I wanted to go ask your brother about Scorpio, but I couldn’t since I wasn’t even able to reach for him… it’s frustrating. But I can just try to adapt.»
Minos was silent for some moments, then eventually nodded while frowning vaguely.
«I can’t really understand how you feel there, but I suppose it’s indeed frustrating.» Observed then. «I couldn’t imagine how it would be for me, losing my role. I don’t even remember having a life, before being an Infernal Judge. Then again, it’s true, you can’t have back your role… but you can find another one, in time.»
«It’s alright.» Albafica moved closer to him. «We don’t need to talk about it. You had a rough day and you’ll be busy for who knows how long, I don’t want to spend all the time complaining.» He stopped right before Minos and kneeled down. «If I start to do something, can I hope you’ll behave?»
«I will.» Minos smiled, reaching to brush the knuckles on his cheek. «And I don’t like seeing you bitter. So whenever you feel like talking, or complaining or whatever, just do it and don’t mind my rough days. I’m used to having those.»
«You don’t have to act so caring.» Albafica took the other’s hand and pressed the palm on his own cheek. «Or I’ll miss you too much.»
The Griffon had a soft smile as his hand slid on the saint’s nape, pulling him closer.
«I’ll try to sneak to you every time I can.» Said then, brushing their noses together. «Promise.»
Albafica nodded and moved in closer to lightly kissing him, and they deepened the contact slowly, as Minos kept caressing his face and hair. After a while he reached down and pulled at the laces of his trousers, while the specter played with his hair.
«Can I speak or do I have to shut up…?» Asked then, clearly smiling, while spreading his legs to leave him more space. «Woe is me, I’m surrounded by silence obsessed people...»
«You can speak if you feel like...» Albafica brushed his lips on the tip. «Just don’t hold my head.»
«I won’t.» Minos answered, but kept playing with his hair. «And in return, you look at me.»
«You can hold my hair.» He licked from the bottom to the top, and felt the other’s waist quiver a little. «I understand you like it.»
«Damn if I do.»
Albafica almost chuckled at that but kept focused on his task, and his hair where brushed all the whole, for Minos kept caressing it with the fingers, as if he was combing. He looked up at him and found a focused expression, almost a glare, and kept going at his best, removing his own shirt at some point.
After a while his hair was gathered into a ponytail and the specter caressed his cheek, almost cupping his jaw but without really applying pressure, and by how he was breathing, the young man could tell he was close. Albafica sucked air in, making him twitch, and after some more moments he felt him finish with almost a shudder.
«And you even had me silent...» Minos commented while catching his breath, brushing his cheek again with a smile. «You’re very good at doing this, you know?»
«I can see it.» Albafica smiled back, moving up to sit on his legs. «I wonder if the way to make you silent is just to ask for you to talk.»
He nibbled at his ear as Minos chuckled, now caressing his back.
«I can be oppositional like that, I guess.» Said then, brushing the nose on his shoulder. «But I think I’m only kind of tired, so my thoughts stick to one single binary.»
«You are hurt and tired, Minos...» He whispered at the Griffon’s ear. «You look like you need some more cuddling.»
«I’m always in need of cuddling from you, my pretty little blossom.» He said with a half smile, making his palms slide up on his sides. «Do you want me to return the favor?»
«I want you to be a good cat, and let me do my thing.»
Albafica rose a little on his knees, taking the specter’s hands and placing them on his thighs, just below the cheeks, and the other blinked with an almost perplexed expression. Albafica moved up to rub against him, leaning in to nibble at his ear again, and the hands tightened to spread him a little.
«I’ll be a good half-cat, then.» He heard Minos say, as the saint was fiddling with the laces of his own trousers. «But the half-bird part of me is wondering what’s gotten into you, blossom. Have you been missing me so much...?»
«I’m just taking advantage of you being tired.» Albafica answered, pressing on his left shoulder to make him lie down. «And I kind of missed you too.»
The Griffon smiled, albeit still looking a little perplexed, and almost stared as Albafica resumed taking off his trousers, doing it slowly and looking him straight in the eyes. Once he fully removed his clothes he slid two fingers inside his own mouth, wetting them, and at that Minos widened his eyes.
«Are you actually going to do it.» He muttered in a half whisper. «Really.»
«I don’t want to do it to you, don’t worry.»
For some reasons, Minos snorted and then laughed at that, covering his face with a palm.
«I never ever thought you were about to take advantage of me that way. » Said then, still smiling. «Let me rephrase. You’re going to prepare yourself. Aren’t you?»
«I suppose it’s needed.» Albafica sighed, giving up on understanding why the other looked so amused now.
He leaned in to be more comfortable and actually tried, prodding at his own entrance, and Minos sighed with an extremely pleased look, reaching down to stroke him.
«Guess what I’m about to tell you.»
«That I’m your pretty blossom or something stupid like that...»
«Wrong.» The Griffon rose on an elbow and went nibbling at his lower lip, never ceasing to touch him. «I’m about to tell you that you’re unbearably beautiful. Because you are. You’re hard to look at.»
«Yes, this is stupid.»
Albafica kissed him before Minos could retort, feeling heat rising up to his face for both the stimulations.
«It’s not stupid.» Minos still retorted, tightening the hold and almost making him twitch. «I told you, I could be here watching you all day. Let me hear your voice.»
Supposing it was enough already, Albafica sat more upright and helped himself with a hand to allow the other to enter him.
«What were you saying?» He asked in a half voice, looking at the Griffon through glossy eyes. «I’m afraid I was distracted.»
«I said...» Minos wrapped his hips with both hands, pushing him down, and making him give a small whimper. «Let me hear your voice.»
One hand resumed stroking him and the Griffon kept staring, pressing on his navel with the free one.
«Really…?» Albafica breathed out, moving his hips. «Why?»
«Because I love how you moan for me.» The specter answered, stroking his tip. «And I love it when you look at me like that.»
«Do you like to make me feel good?»
«You can never imagine how much.» Minos’ waist moved up in a twitchy thrust and he moaned more loudly, lowering his head. «You can feel how much I love this.»
Albafica nodded and began moving more seriously, leaning on the left side of Minos’ chest with a palm, and almost getting his face entirely covered by long strands of azure hair.
At some point he was held by the waist with two hands and directed, then the Griffon sat up and kissed him, wrapping an arm around his shoulders.
«You’re close.» He whispered in his ear, right after nibbling at it. «Just let it go.»
Albafica nodded again and grabbed on the other’s shoulders, arching backwards as he finished with a choked moan, breathing heavily right after that. Minos turned around and had him lie down, still moving but at a slower pace, having one of his legs pulled up. Albafica kept moaning softly, arching below him and feeling all the more sensitive.
Minos pressed a palm on his forehead and slid it down, pulling his hair and making him expose his neck as he gave a strong thrust and finished as well, breathing on his skin. The saint tried to reach for his face and kissed him, and Minos gave it back, pulling him up again after some moments.
«Have I already told you that you’re beautiful?» Said then, nuzzling his hair. «I think I haven’t.»
«This is the first time for sure.»
«Indeed. How could I not tell you before?» Minos took his face with both hands and smiled, stroking his cheeks. «You’re beautiful.»
Albafica almost pouted at that, trying to hide in one of his palms.
«You’re kind of not ugly, too.»
The Griffon laughed softly and nodded, leaning in to kiss him again.
«Wasn’t I astonishing?» Said then. «But “kind of not ugly” suits me as well, I think.»
Albafica huffed, feeling strangely embarrassed, even if it surely wasn’t the first time for him to receive those kinds of compliments.
«You know.» Minos resumed, again caressing his face. «I’m so glad to have you here. I kind of had a bad day, and it would have sucked to return here alone. But there you are being the prettiest blossom ever, and also cuddling me.»
«I tried.» He propped his cheek on Minos’ palm. «I don’t like seeing you so serious and worried.»
«Serious.» The Griffon smiled, brushing a thumb on his lips. «I thought I was being even sillier than usual.»
«You were trying too hard.» Albafica gave a little smile. «And I heard the conversation with your brother when he came here, so I knew you were worried.»
«I was. It’s kind of strange, I mean this situation… you know that we specters cannot actually die, because we come back after someone kills us, unless there are very specific circumstances.» Minos sighed, leaning with his back against the wall. «But what if one of us wants to permanently die? How do you talk him out of his resolve? And being that one of us my brother, it was hard to accept.»
«I really don’t know.» Albafica answered, starting to caress his chest, and carefully avoiding the burned skin. «But you found him and he’s alright, if I understood correctly. Maybe you can try to remind him that his presence is important… for the Underworld, for you and for other people who care about him. I don’t know, maybe it could help.»
«Yes… I think he’ll stay, eventually, thanks to his lieutenant. I really didn't need to talk to him about that, he had… let’s say personal issues to solve.» The Griffon had a half smile, caressing him back. «You heard me talking to Lune, it’s pretty complicated. But I went close to losing him, I knew he wanted to forfeit his role and rejoin the stream of souls, but I wasn't really accepting that he would have done it for real. Then today I had to recognize that his resolve was adamantine, and shortly after that, his lieutenant managed to change his heart about it. I got very scared and then very relieved at the same time.»
«This is hard to understand for me.» Albafica brushed the specter’s cheek with the back of his hand. «Dealing with the fact that the people you love can die is human. But the important thing is that now the situation is solved. Am I correct?»
«You’re correct.» Minos nodded, but he was looking afar for some reasons. «The issue is quite solved. Still… it’s so strange, especially because it doesn’t feel like it’s the first time this happens to me. I had like… a deja-vu, or something.»
«Are you sad?» Albafica caressed his head, sliding fingers into silvery locks. «Maybe it’s something about your mortal life you can’t remember.»
Minos blinked and vaguely frowned, now looking back at him.
«It feels like I’m sad, yes.» Said then, tilting his head. «Rationally I know I shouldn’t be, my brother is alright… but I can’t help it.»
«It will go away.» Albafica smiled and moved in closer to hold him, again careful not to touch the burned skin.
«I suppose it will.» Minos sighed, talking to his hair and holding him back. «Just as it came. I only wish I could figure why it is that I feel sad, because I can’t realize. But yes, it will go away.»
The saint went on holding and caressing him, and eventually his chin was lifted up by the other’s knuckles.
«As you would just say,» the Griffon said then with a half smile. «you don’t need to worry about me.»
«I’m not worried.» Albafica said in a soft tone. «I just can’t look at this sad expression you have and ignore it.»
«Welcome in, then...» The other retorted, brushing their noses together. «Now you know how I feel when you make a sad face, and then pretend everything’s alright.»
«I see you aren’t used to being comforted, same as me.»
Albafica kept caressing him and staying close, and Minos cuddled him back, mostly playing with his hair.
«I’m not used to being comforted, no.» Said then in a half voice. «But I don’t even usually need to be, I suppose. Or maybe I just don’t notice. See, we have more things in common than we thought.»
«So it seems.» Albafica smiled, kissing his forehead. «But it feels nice.»
«It does indeed.» Minos smiled as well and held his shoulders while lying down on the mattress, keeping him close. «As I said, I’m this incredibly lucky to have you here.»
Then he moved in to kiss him, and Albafica gave it back, resting a palm on his neck.
Notes:
Hello there! Here we are, another week another chapter :3
This one is a little longer than usual, but it didn't feel right to cut it into two parts. We hope you won't mind. The next one won't be so long :3In this story, Kardia and Degel already had a relationship before dying which they kept "secret" from everyone. We talked about that in our other fanfiction "Burning Ice" if you want to know how it went.
Albafica happened at the right moment or so it seems, he was getting bored of waiting for Minos, he decided to go visit Degel.
He also meets Lune who he found pretty pleasant, but when Minos started to flirt with him... Albafica didn't really like that. That's why he was pretty snappy with Minos while they all three were talking. He's jealous, he doesn't really know how to phrase it with himself and so he gets angry at Minos xD
Which understood absolutely nothing. He didn't understand why Albafica was nervous and why he got all the "fun cuddles" back home, but he greatly appreciated it nonetheless xDMinos and Lune know each other for a long time now and they are used to interact like this, even if Alba isn't much happy about it. If you want to read about the first years of Lune as the Barlog and the famous episode where he whipped Minos, we wrote it in "Somewhere I Belong"
Thank you to everyone who reads, leaves kudos or comments on our story (on this or other social media), you make us feel very much loved to ♥ Have a great weekend ♥♥
Chapter 32: XXXII
Notes:
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Chapter Text
Thanatos entered the room, but the young man didn’t seem to notice his presence. He was sitting on an armchair with a book on his lap, his eyes unfocused, he looked lost in his thoughts more than actually reading.
Even if Thanatos wasn’t familiar with human behavior, it wasn’t difficult to understand that the kid wasn’t well. His body might have recovered, but his mind clearly didn’t… Death had made sure to push him to eat and walk on his legs again, but about the kid’s mental state, he didn’t know if there actually was anything he could do.
Thanatos sighed to himself, thinking about how much his brother would have enjoyed teasing him over it. He had taken such an effort to make former Cancer behave, and now he would complain because the kid was too quiet.
«Kid.» He called, and former Cancer flinched and looked up, giving him a surprised look.
«You’re here.»
«I’m here.» Thanatos nodded. «Come with me.»
It took a few moments for the young man to consider and eventually nod, putting the book away before joining him. Thanatos guided him to the library, gesturing him to sit before approaching one of the many shelves, then chose one of his records of the past Holy Wars. He flipped through the pages and stopped halfway through it, eventually handing it to the kid.
«Read this.» He said, pointing at a specific paragraph, then moved to the shelf again and checked for another tome. «Can you understand my handwriting?»
«Yeah.» The other answered, and by his tone, Thanatos could say he was frowning. «But it’s not like I understand this anyway… what does it mean that Lady Athena was the Gemini saint…?»
Death smiled while turning towards him.
«You’re reading a record of a past Holy War. I told you the Gemini saints are well known to be unpredictable... in this particular case, the Gemini saint’s twin sister was Athena’s vessel. And they used to switch places, since it was impossible to tell one from another.»
The kid looked at him, then looked back to the book with a frown.
«What the fuck...» He muttered as he resumed reading. «Lady Athena got reincarnated into… the twin sister of the Gemini saint.»
«Exactly.» Thanatos took another book, then moved to lean on the table with the small of his back. «We found out at the end of the war, when Hades’ vessel got killed, that the young woman which everyone thought to be Athena’s vessel was in truth the Gemini saint, who pretended to be her after the real vessel got killed.»
«Wait.» Former Cancer raised a brow and seemed very perplexed still. «Wait, this doesn’t make any sense. How could no one tell the difference between… Lady Athena and… and Gemini…? I mean… the cosmo, the cloth… were they both able to wear the Gemini golden cloth?!»
«Of course. If the Gemini saint has a twin brother or sister, and almost every single time they do, they’re always both able to wear the Gemini golden cloth.» Thanatos smiled at the other’s evident bewilderment. «In this case, as you read, Athena’s vessel wielded the Gemini golden cloth and pretended to be her sister. She got killed during an ambush, during the initial phases of the war… so that her twin began pretending to be Athena’s vessel herself. No one was able to tell except for the Sagittarius saint… but see, they were also lovers, so Sagittarius had good reasons to let it slide and keep it hidden.»
«This is even more fucked up than what happened with Aspros and his shadow brother.» The kid observed while shaking his head at the book. «And you didn’t realize until the Holy War was over.»
«We didn’t, it was a well played trick. We simply retraced everything when we had some time to do it, my brother and I.» He leaned down to glance at the book, and nodded mostly to himself. «And we had quite a deal of fun, doing it.»
Former Cancer kept reading, now frowning all the more.
«And here I read that the Sagittarius saint and the Lady Athena impostor murdered the Grand Pope.» Muttered then, tapping fingers on the table. «Why was that, now? Were they risking to have all their play jammed up…?»
«I guess so, yes.»
«Damn.» The kid sighed and shook his head again. «Worst Sagittarius ever, this one guy.»
«But with this trick, they managed to win the Holy War.» Thanatos observed. «If they hadn’t done it, they would have lost at the very beginning.»
«Still, they murdered the Grand Pope.»
«And this is pretty common for Gemini saints as well, I might say.» He smiled at the boy’s newly raised eyebrow. «It’s rare that a Grand Pope survives the Holy War… and not just because of specters, but because of internal problems.»
The kid let out an almost frustrated huff.
«So it is true that Gemini saints tend to be complete fucks every generation.» Said then. «Has ever one of them managed to become Grand Pope? Oh well… I suppose that being Lady Athena is even more prestigious.»
«If it ever happened, I’m afraid I don’t remember it… but you can try to read other records, and let me know if you find it.» Death opened the other book he had taken before, and handed it to the kid. «Read this part too. This one is from a different Holy War.»
Former Cancer nodded and took it, and after a while he began frowning again.
«This...» He muttered, tapping on the page. «This is pretty cool. I didn’t know a Cancer saint could do something like this.»
Thanatos smiled and lifted a hand to caress the kid’s head.
«Me and my brother didn’t know either.» Observed then. «Your predecessor had us completely baffled when he managed to do this.»
«He… he called the souls of all the dead golden saints, to fight beside him. Really.» The boy mumbled. «This is crazy. They could even use their techniques, albeit being dead… and… did he die after that? I suppose he did, no one could survive after something like this.»
«I must tell you that he survived, and managed to rebuild the Sanctuary all by himself, as Gran Pope...» Death smiled again. «He did a great deal.»
«You tell me.» Former Cancer had a small smile as well. «If anyone else told me such a story I wouldn’t believe it.»
«That particular kid was an exception.» Thanatos admitted. «It’s almost like finding a Gemini saint which isn’t a complete fuck.»
Former Cancer had a little snort at that.
«I almost feel sorry for all the past Gemini saints.» Said then. «I mean, it sucks to be Gemini.»
«No one knows if it’s the cloth’s fault, or if the cloth chooses the most troublesome. This is something me and my brother discussed, but we could never find a definitive answer.»
«Either way, it still sucks to be Gemini.» The kid observed, shrugging. «You sure had fun watching saints fret over the Holy Wars, haven’t you? Wasn’t it tiring, to see it resuming all over again every two hundred years?»
«My perception of time and events is very different from that of a mortal, so for me it wasn’t tiring at all. More entertaining for my brother, for sure, but still not boring.» Death paused and thought about it for some moments. «I don’t use to actively participate in the Holy War anyway. Especially if I’m not in the right mood for it.»
Former Cancer looked back at him, and seemed to consider his words.
«Can I ask something?» Said then.
Thanatos just smiled at that, and the other blinked and looked away for some reasons.
«Well.» He cleared his voice and started tapping on the table. «I wanted to ask… you and your brother, what… what do you… do? In a Holy War. You don’t normally fight, from what I got to understand. I found you… playing chess. And you’re strong, I mean, normally many of us are needed to face even just specters, and you and your twin don’t even fight together.»
«Can you play chess?» Death asked back, but didn’t wait for an answer. «In a chess match, you never move your queen at the beginning. You wait until it’s the right time, regardless if you’re using a strategy or not… you keep your queen still in the rearguard, until the moment comes for you to pick it up and declare checkmate.» He paused, still looking directly at the kid. «See. We are the queens.»
«So then... I basically crashed on a chessboard both figuratively and practically.» Former Cancer commented, and to that Thanatos had to laugh softly.
«We can say that, yes.» Said then. «At that time I underestimated you.»
The kid opened his mouth to answer and then closed it, looking away.
«Why are you complimenting me, now?» He said after some moments. «Because that one was a compliment.»
«Because managing to trick Death isn’t an easy feat.» Thanatos answered with a light smile. «The last person who did it before you, now is bound to push a boulder up on a hill forever. And I’m still angry at him to this day.»
The kid looked back at him with a frown, clearly letting that sink in.
«I’m one hell of a lucky guy, then.» He muttered, and by his tone he seemed nothing less than genuine. «Still. It’s not like I wanted to… to trick you. I don’t really know what I was doing. And don’t say “as usual”.»
«I won’t say it.» Thanatos caressed the kid’s head again. «Usually a golden saint would say that he “was doing the right thing”, even if they don’t really know what this means. All the Gemini saints which did their crazy deeds, they were all convinced that they were doing the “right thing”... and their cloth didn’t refuse them, so in a way it was true.»
The other sighed and looked down to his hands.
«I do still think I was doing the right thing, somehow...» He said in a low voice. «But for the wrong reasons. It was still a war and I had to fight. I would have fought you in any case, were the circumstances different.»
«With different circumstances, you wouldn’t have received any punishment. I know you can understand why, now.»
«I… I can.» The kid breathed deeply and nodded, clearly tensing up. «I understand now.»
«Look at me, kid.»
Former Cancer did, looking almost scared even if Death hadn’t used a harsh tone when commanding him.
«You’re human, and I know it can be difficult for you to understand a god’s reasons… but this works in the opposite way as well. Your feelings are something that I can barely understand, they are just an echo of something I can feel too.» Thanatos paused, vaguely tilting his head while looking back at the boy. «What I would like you to understand is that you don’t have to be afraid of me anymore. I won’t harm you, and nobody will, since you’re under my protection and I won’t allow anyone to touch you. But I can’t protect you from the harm I’ve already done, or from the pain of your own thoughts. If there is something I can’t do is force you to feel better. I can just be by your side, if you let me.»
Former Cancer kept looking at him, his eyes wide. In the silence of the library, Thanatos could hear the pounding of his now racing heart, but it was clear that the kid was barely breathing.
His hand tensed up and he grabbed Death’s sleeve, closing his eyes in a frown as he tugged down, as if asking him to get closer. Thanatos eventually kneeled before him, and the boy’s free hand moved up to grab his black robe.
«I’m not afraid of you.» Former Cancer whispered then, his eyes still closed. «And at the same time, I’m terrified.» He paused and took a deep breath, and eventually opened his eyes. «You… you took everything from me. Everything I was, everything I thought myself to be. You brought me to fear the dark, to fear the sound of your steps and the most subtle changes in your voice. Then you dug a hole in my head, and gave a different shape to my memories.» The kid paused again to give a shaky sigh. «I don’t understand why I feel the way I feel... I’m scared because I’m cold, when you’re not with me. I’m scared of being alone. I don’t… I don’t even know who I am anymore.»
Thanatos gently took one of his hands and placed it on his own chest, pressing on the back.
«Who you are is an annoying, reckless kid,» Said then. «which, for whatever reason, is allowing my heart to beat. Do you think we can start from this?»
«I... I don’t...» The other shivered and seemed to be trying to keep himself from crying. «I can’t. I don’t know. Just… just call me by my name. Please.»
«Alright.» Thanatos leaned in and rested their foreheads together, and the kid twitched in a silent whimper. «Everything will be alright. You can feel me and I can feel you, Manigoldo.»
The other gave another shaky sigh and nodded, and Thanatos could feel him crying. He pulled him out of that chair and held him against his chest, stroking his back to help him calm down.
«Can I...» He heard him whisper. «Can I call you by your name as well…?»
«You can.» Death answered, wiping tears from his cheeks. «Try, now.»
The kid breathed in and nodded, seeming to need a moment to bring himself.
«Thanatos.» He whispered again.
«Manigoldo.»
«It’s...» He frowned, curling up more against Death’s chest. «It sounds true if your voice says it.»
«Because it is.» Thanatos nodded and smiled softly. «It will also feel true, in a while.»
The kid’s chest rose slowly in another deep breath and he nodded back, and finally opened his eyes again, seeming more calm.
Death lifted an arm and reached for the table, making one of the books slip off, and when he managed to grab it he opened with one hand. He cleared his throat and began reading in a half voice, and by the time he had reached around half of it, the kid had relaxed against his chest, sleeping.
~
It was to Shion’s surprise that Albafica had arrived there with the Griffon that morning, for he didn’t think that Sleep would have allowed him to visit again so soon.
The specter left him there and seemed almost in a hurry, and they moved to a sunroom to speak. Albafica explained how he was able to meet both the former Aquarius and Scorpio saints, which luckily appeared to have ended up together.
«I’m glad to know that Kardia is staying with Degel.» Shion commented, relieved at the news. «They’ll surely take care of each other.»
«Seems like we aren’t the only ones who got lucky.» Dohko added. «For what I can understand, the guy who claimed Degel is a decent person.»
«It seems so.» Albafica nodded. «Degel seemed tranquil about him, and I had the same feeling when we talked.»
«Balrog Lune was a fearsome opponent on the battlefield, but I’ll trust your feeling about it.» Shion commented, though trying not to dwell on how that fight went.
«Apparently the Balrog accepted to help Kardia without any reward...» Albafica observed with a thoughtful expression. «I can’t imagine why he did it, but I don’t think there’s foul play involved. I’ll try to keep an eye on the situation anyway.»
«You know...» Dohko leaned in and took some grapes from the table. «Stuck here in Elysium, it feels like we’re locked in a golden cage. Knowing you’re out there feels like you’re the only one exposed to danger. So, well… be careful.»
«This isn’t something I like to say,» Albafica gave a bit of a frustrated sigh. «but since I’m the Griffon’s prize, no one would try to bother me… unless I manage to irritate the very God of Death again, or Hades. But for anything else, I feel safe going around. I managed to find Degel asking information to random specters I met on my way.»
«Cool.» Libra almost smirked. «This is also because you know how to be polite. I guess I wouldn’t be fit for the task.»
«And I wouldn’t either.» Shion commented with a half sigh. «I suppose that’s why we’ve been… confined to Elysium, after all. But anyway, Albafica… we found out something more about our comrades, and I suppose you would want to know.»
«Of course. I found out something else as well, but it can wait.»
«Then… first of all, know that I am still somehow able to feel my cosmo.» Shion lifted a hand and pressed fingers on his chest, almost reflexively. «It’s very faint, but it’s here. And I sensed Virgo Asmita’s presence, as well as that of one of the two Gemini twins… I’m not sure which one, though.»
Albafica frowned, reaching out to take some fruit as well.
«How can you still feel your cosmo?» Asked then. «I know Virgo Asmita should have been claimed by Hades himself, which isn’t in the Underworld at the moment. I didn’t know about Gemini… but the Grand Pope should be here as well, with one of the Twins. And I can imagine which one.»
«Asmita is supposed to be with Hades…?» Dohko asked before Shion could phrase an answer. «Any idea of the reason why?»
«I have none.» Albafica shook his head. «But Hades seems to do things which are difficult to comprehend. I heard he’s keeping his vessel here to raise him, or something like this...»
Shion had to widen his eyes and found himself exchanging a glance with his friend, which was looking even more perplexed than him.
«This sounds like a weird joke.» Dohko mumbled. «I hope that kid doesn’t get the idea of claiming Tenma or something like that. He was a little insane, and maybe not even just a little.»
«I don’t suppose anyone is allowed to claim the former Pegasus saint.» Shion commented, wishing that what he was saying could sound believable. He remembered how much Dohko was attached to young Pegasus, at the point of considering him almost like a little brother. «He had ties with Lady Athena… both because of his cloth and his personal life experience.»
«And I really do hope you’re right, here.» Dohko sighed and rubbed his eyes. «But you were talking about your cosmo.»
Shion nodded and looked back at Albafica.
«Yes, I was saying that I can still feel it. It’s been like this since the very beginning, but now it seems to be getting a little stronger. I don’t know what this could exactly mean, or if it will ever return to its full force… for now it allows me to feel our comrades’ presence, with some focus on my part.» He paused and sighed as well. «It isn’t much of a change, but it’s still something. As for the Grand Pope we already knew… we found out he’s in a Dreamworld, same as the Capricorn saint.»
«I see.» Albafica finished peeling an apple and took a bite with a thoughtful expression. «Well, I could ask Sleep if I can meet one of them. As it’s unlikely that Minos would help me sneak into Hades’ residence to meet Virgo Asmita...»
«I suppose he would, if he’s crazy enough.» Dohko observed, and seemed to be even pretty serious about it, even if he was smiling. «Count me in if you manage to have the Griffon convinced.»
«I will.» Albafica smiled as well, giving another bite to his apple, and this time he seemed amused.
Shion rubbed fingers between his eyes with a frown, not liking where that was going.
«Can I try and talk you out of this?» Said then. «We got lucky last time. I don’t think we would, if-»
«Shion… I was joking.» Albafica interrupted, with something that sounded like a small chuckle. «I’m not going to ask Minos to help us sneak into Hades’ residence… also because there is a real possibility he could agree.»
«You might have been joking.» Shion observed, then pointed at Dohko with a nod. «He wasn’t.»
«Of course Dohko was joking too...» Albafica seemed amused again. «Right?»
Libra had the most innocent smile ever, which wasn’t very believable anyway.
«Right.» Said then. «No sneaking into any god’s residence with no plan. Not today, not ever.»
«See, Shion? Our wise Libra saint is… wise.»
Shion had to smile as well.
«I couldn’t find any better word.» Said then, finding himself thinking that beside everything, it was so pleasing to see Albafica relaxed, and smiling so often. «Anyway… I don’t really know what Hypnos could tell you, if you ask him to meet the Grand Pope or Capricorn El Cid. I’m surprised he even allowed you to come here so soon, after last time.»
«I’m quite surprised as well.» Pisces nodded. «But it’s fine as long as I can meet you guys. I don’t know what Sleep could say, but at least I want to try asking… and maybe I should give a proper apology to Death as well.»
Shion thought about it for a moment, taking an apple when Dohko handed it to him, mindlessly playing with it.
«I don’t think it’s needed.» Said then. «We saw him again, after that time. He often visits… and he didn’t seem annoyed. As if he had entirely forgotten about it, somehow. As for his brother… Hypnos surely likes to talk, mostly to be listened to. I got to understand that if you want him to tell you something, you keep insisting until he gives out the information, amongst all the other things he says in the meantime.»
«Really?» Albafica smiled again. «This is kind of… peculiar. And did you find out any other relevant information?»
«Using that method Shion just explained, insisting with Sleep, we basically got to know about everyone except for Kardia, but I suppose Hypnos wasn’t aware of him.» Dohko answered. «So I guess that’s it, no more saints were claimed. Or at least I hope so.»
Shion nodded vaguely, removing the seeds from the fruit.
«I myself hope it won’t be the case, but I’m afraid there could be more to come in the future.» Said then. «Those claimed at first, including us, were also the ones which… I don’t really know how to put it, but let’s say that our claimants were clear-headed about their prizes. Like how it happened between you and the Griffon, since you had killed each other. Minos was sure about which saint he should claim, as Sleep was sure with us, having met us both during the war.»
«For what I know, only those who had a relevant role in the Holy War can claim a saint, and apparently this isn’t common… but it could very well change in the future.» Albafica considered. «If I get to know something about other saints, bronze, silver or golden, I’ll make sure to let you know.»
«We have been told the same thing, about the relevant role in the war.» Dohko nodded. «Then again there are more specters who did stuff, important stuff I mean, and for what we know, they still have no prizes. Like the Harpy or the Bennu. They didn’t have any personal issues with us, except for the fact that the Bennu wanted me dead for some reasons… so we supposed that they’re just slow to choose.»
«I know very little about them. Just something about the Bennu, and only because Minos dislikes him for trivial reasons, and I know he’s taking care of Hades’ vessel. So maybe he wouldn’t have time for a prize… or at least I hope so.»
Libra sighed, sitting now cross legged on the small wicker couch.
«Well, your Griffon and I can very well agree on something. That Bennu is even more hot headed than me, and if it wasn’t for Shion dragging me away that time, I would have very well kicked him back to the Underworld...» He said. «But he must be happy about this. He had kind of an obsession with that kid, I mean Hades’ vessel.»
«Really?» Albafica frowned. «I know he’s very young, but I suppose he’s reliable if they let him keep the vessel...»
«There I have no idea. I suppose he is, in his own way, even if the vessel should be nothing more than a normal kid a little crazy in the head, by now.»
«Alright, but he managed to trick everyone, so he must be very ingenious at least.» Pisces insisted. «But I can’t really tell, I never even saw him, it’s just speculation.»
«We’ve been speculating for the past weeks, so I know what you mean.» Shion intervened, having finished his apple. «What we learned is that Hades never awakened into his vessel, and this could have disrupted the course of the war both for us and for specters, even if we didn’t really notice the difference… it was our first conflict after all, and our predecessors hadn’t left any particular notes on how to handle the circumstances. Also, I suppose that Pope Sage and Master Hakurei were… too focused, let’s say, into preventing the Twins from doing great damage, as it had happened in the past.»
«He wanted to paint a Lost Canvas, I know...» Albafica slowly shook his head. «Apparently destroying humankind would have been a big mess also for the Underworld. I know a lot of specters are going to Earth to manage the situation, which seems to be pretty confusing. Now Hades is the new protector of Earth.»
«So it seems.» Shion observed in a lower tone.
He had been thinking about all of that, and also speaking of it with Dohko, at the point that he ended up making conjectures on what could have happened in different cases scenario… and what felt sure, was that the human kid pretending to be Hades had to be stopped, one way or another. What Alone was trying to accomplish wasn’t something that could have been handled, probably not even by the gods, and while Shion felt sure that saints could have stopped him, in a way or another, it was still relieving to know that the Lost Canvas never happened. Even if it had meant to lose the Holy War.
«I’m also wondering what will be of the cloths...» Albafica was saying to Dohko. «They can’t be destroyed, so they will choose other wielders in time...»
«I don’t think anyone even tried to destroy them, at least not yet.» Libra answered, resting his elbows on the back of the couch. «I can feel mine, even if far away and unreachable. So… yes, I guess they will choose other wielders at some point.»
«They will.» Shion nodded. «Undoubtedly. Hypnos has been saying that clearly, during a conversation we had.»
«Yes… but what’s going to happen without a Sanctuary? Our successors wouldn’t know anything about the cosmo, with no mentors or a Holy War, and Lady Athena isn’t even the protector of Earth anymore. It feels so strange just to say something like this, but they would need someone to guide them...» Albafica sighed. «I don’t know why I’m fretting over this… I would like to be able to do something about it.»
«Of course you’re fretting over this, we all are.» Dohko replied matter-of-factly. «We’re not there to protect Earth or to teach young warriors, as we would be supposed to.»
«But the point is...» Shion intervened again, frowning at nothing in particular. «The point is that there won’t be another Holy War ever again. I mean… I don’t know if I can actually grasp the full implications of this, but right now… it almost feels like the cloths aren’t needed anymore.»
«Cloths exist to protect Earth and the innocents.» Pisces replied in a serious tone. «It could be from specters or from anything else, every time it’s needed. I would like to think that there will be a time in which the cloths won’t be needed anymore, but right now, as long as there is someone to protect, the warriors of hope and their cloths are indispensable.» He paused and looked at both of them in turns. «Even if the next threat will appear in centuries.»
As Dohko answered to that, basically agreeing with Albafica, Shion just nodded and kept silent. Normally he would have said the exact same thing, as he had been taught by his teacher, but right now it felt somehow different… he didn’t even know why it was, or what exactly he was feeling, and the only thing he was sure of, was that Sleep’s words had been kind of echoing in his memories. Those about the Holy War being a monitoring and supervisional measure, meant to control the saints.
If there wouldn’t have been a Holy War anymore, what about that “measure” then? And why was it that saints needed to be monitored and supervisioned…?
A sound of fingers tapping on wood had him blinking, and upon turning around, he could see the house owner standing on the entrance.
«Good evening.» Hypnos said, nodding to the three of them. «I come on my brother’s behalf.»
Shion frowned at that, standing up to approach.
«What is it?» Asked then, crossing arms before the other.
«Thanatos wishes to speak with the former saint of Pisces.» Sleep answered. «If it’s not a problem for you, young man.»
He was clearly looking at Albafica, who was standing up as well, nodding.
«I was hoping I could speak with him myself.»
«Very well. Please follow me, then.»
«We’re coming with you.» Dohko said while joining Albafica’s side, and Shion nodded.
«Of course we are.»
Notes:
Hello there again!
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Chapter 33: XXXIII
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Chapter Text
It felt as if they were following the sound of a lyre playing while moving around Hypnos’ residence. Shion and Dohko kept walking by his sides, almost as if they were escorting him, and Albafica didn't have it in him to tell them that he would have been fine going by himself.
They eventually reached a terrace and Death was sitting there, actually playing a lyre.
«I won’t dwell on introductions, since you have already met.» Hypnos said, moving to take a seat next to his twin. «You can sit as well, young men.»
Albafica nodded and sat in silence, same as the other two, waiting for Thanatos to stop playing. He eventually did, lifting his black eyes in those of the saint.
«So, you are that reckless pretty thing who snuck in my residence.» Thanatos said then with a half smile. «I didn’t give you a proper look, but a lot is being said about your appearance.»
Albafica blinked, tensing up with sudden irritation, but managed to press his lips and avoid talking back. With the corner of his eyes he could see Dohko and Shion looking daggers as well, but they too kept silent.
«I am most certainly glad we are allowed to meet in less tense circumstances.» Albafica eventually answered, keeping his tone plain.
«Are you?» Death inquired. «Why so, have you been wanting to meet me?»
«I wanted to apologize.» He said cautiously. «For… having snuck into your residence. I didn’t mean disrespect, I was just worried.»
«You shouldn’t apologize while knowing that you would do the same thing, given the chance.» Death replied, and seemed somehow amused for whatever reason. «But I can see that it is not entirely your fault. It’s obvious that your owner never taught you your place.»
«My host told me I belong to the Underworld now, so I’m subjected to the Underworld rules.» Albafica said with a sharper tone. «Same as anyone else.»
«Your host.» Thanatos smiled. «Of course. And did he tell you that one of the rules is not to annoy me? I suppose he didn’t.»
«It is clear now.» Albafica nodded. «I won’t intrude your residence again, or annoy you in any way.»
«May I ask something of you, former Pisces saint?» Hypnos asked, and Albafica gave another small nod as an answer, turning to him. «I was informed of… let’s call it a quarrel between two specters, which involved the Griffon. I saw Minos some hours ago but didn’t really have time to speak to him, he had to hurry to his errands.» He paused and the saint vaguely frowned, wondering what was that about. «I assume you’re aware that he had an unfortunate encounter with Kagaho of the Bennu.»
«I’m afraid I can’t give you any more information than you already have, Lord Hypnos.» Albafica answered in a calm tone. «But I’m sure Minos would be glad to have a good excuse to take a break.»
«You mean from his errands?» Sleep tilted his head. «That would be new, it’s not easy to get him to “take a break”. He’s known to be the fastest and most performing, and also the one who spends the most time on his role among the three judges.»
«Oh.» Albafica vaguely smiled. «I never saw him at work, so I can only trust what he tells me, when he talks about his tasks. He speaks of it as the most annoying thing he could imagine to do… but I suppose he wouldn’t be an Infernal Judge, at this point, if this was true.»
«I can very well see that you’re close.» Hypnos had a half smile. «And it is better if you never follow him, when he’s to take care of his errands. He probably isn’t aware, but he was born an Infernal Judge, and was meant to be here from the very beginning.»
«It would most certainly be better.» Albafica nodded. «I know it wouldn’t be possible for me to follow him, even if I wanted to. Could I ask you what it means, that he was born an Infernal Judge?»
For some moments, Sleep just looked back at him without saying anything, his expression perfectly plain, and Albafica almost thought he had accidentally said something wrong.
«Both his souls, the one within him and the one belonging to the Griffon surplice, are meant to judge human deeds.» Hypnos eventually answered. «It’s the same for all three of them.»
«Both his souls…?» Albafica gave back a confused look. «Surplices have a soul?»
«Soul is not the correct word… maybe “spirit” would be better. As the golden cloths retain the spirit of their guardian stars.»
«From what I could see, surplices work in a very similar way as cloths. I know that they also choose their wielders. I never thought something like this was possible for someone who wasn’t a saint… I was very wrong. As I had misunderstood a lot of things about this place and its dwellers.»
Sleep vaguely nodded, looking away for a moment.
«You were only typically unaware, being a human.» Said then. «As for surplices… they can choose a wielder, but they can also be given. I can give one to a mortal myself, if he accepts it… but this doesn’t count for the judges’ surplices, and that of the Bennu, those can’t be directed. They only choose by their own accord.»
Albafica nodded back, and waited for some moments before speaking again.
«May I ask a question which is a little delicate?» Said eventually.
«Please.»
«In the time I spent here, I managed to know something more about the Underworld, and I admit I had very little and untruthful information. I was told Hades and his specters wanted to conquer Earth and destroy the living, because… they hated Lady Athena. But I know now that this isn’t true, and that specters aren’t the heartless foes they taught us to be.» Albafica paused, putting his thoughts together. «I know also that winning the Holy War was unlikely to happen for the Underworld. Minos seemed almost shocked that this happened now… so, what I wanted to ask is… why? Why have we been fighting the Holy War?»
Silence came as soon as he was done talking, and he could very well see the extremely amused expression that Death was sporting in that moment, as well as Shion’s deep frown. Sleep, instead, still looked completely detached.
«I must say that I would have never thought that a golden saint would have been sitting at my table, in my residence… asking me why he has been fighting the Holy War.» Hypnos eventually observed. «I suppose you want to know why you were brought to fight in this conflict, why your masters have taught you to hate and fear the Underworld, as if it wasn’t simply… a place. Or do you want to know why Hades and Athena have been lending themselves to such circumstances?»
«I had very little and untruthful information, as I said, those which my mentor taught me... which I would have taught to my successor. We fought this war for so long I understand a lot of knowledge must have ended up twisted and distorted. As humans, our memory is limited. It’s the reason why I’m asking to a god... I saw many people, innocent or not, suffer and die because of this conflict. I sacrificed my life and my comrades with me, and while this wouldn’t be much from a god’s perspective, for a human it is everything. I want to know why this happened, because I can only think it was necessary, but I can’t see the reasons.»
«You all sacrificed your lives, indeed.» Hypnos vaguely nodded. «As my brother tends to say, a Holy War isn’t needed for people to die, so it’s true that from our perspective not much has changed… still, I know that you never chose to fight in this war, young man… you were coerced into a life of sacrifice, into believing twisted and distorted ideals which didn’t belong to you. Same as your comrades, you gave yourself away to stop an event which would have occurred all over again, in due time, without ever thinking about any means to stop it for good. Without ever wondering why it was, that you had to fight.» He paused, and Albafica clearly noticed Shion’s hands tighten into fists on his thighs, and he himself had tensed up and had to breathe deeply at those words. «You want to know why it was, that this Holy War occurred every two hundred years... I already answered this question, which was asked by your friend who’s sitting right next to you. Such as things are, I am to give you the same answer I gave to young former Aries… the Holy War was devised as a way to control you saints, especially the golden ones. You’ve always been fearsome opponents, thanks to your cloths, and mostly to the ability to burn your cosmo. You could become too troublesome, over time… Thanks to the Holy War dynamic, you would have been focused on considering the Underworld forces as your enemies, and never look another way. A Pisces saint with the needed ability and experience, can make life wither away just by sheer force of will… an Aries saint can change the course of time, manipulating the stars, and a Libra saint can reverse the very flow of primordial energy. Two hundred years are enough for a saint to become powerful, but not enough to let them reach their full potential.»
Albafica realized he had been holding his breath during all the time it took for the other to finish his speech, and he eventually remembered to let it go, slowly releasing air from his lungs.
«I see.» He managed to say after moments of silence. «Thank you for your answer. I… I don’t know what to say, this… this is unexpected.»
«Unexpected.» Hypnos had an almost amused look now. «I suppose it was unexpected, yes. And I can see you are not about to tell me I’m lying, or something like this… this is unexpected too.»
«It is hard to believe.» Shion intervened, speaking in a somber tone. «It feels hard to believe that we’ve been fighting all our life, and I mean our predecessors too, just because we risked becoming too powerful. We have been taught, among other things, to be the warriors of hope… to be those who could fight for those unable to defend themselves. And we tried our best to do it, all of us… we also swore not to use our powers for personal ambition, and just to protect. How is it that we risked to become “troublesome”? If we had failed our oath, the cloth would have simply rejected us.»
«Oaths can be moulded and twisted, just like memories and knowledge.» Hypnos answered matter-of-factly. «And you see, young man… you were indeed troublesome, even if so young and inexperienced. Two of you managed to imprison Death’s immortal soul. What if one of you were to do the same with Hades’ soul as well? Who would have ruled the Underworld in his stead…?»
«Then… it was only needed to stop fighting.» Shion answered after a small hesitation. «There would have been no need for us to see you as foes, if there was no Holy War to fight. As you told me, when you considered asking for our help to stop Hades’ vessel… we could have arranged a common solution. We’ve been fighting all this time, while we only needed to find a way to communicate.»
«Don’t fool yourself, kid.» Thanatos intervened and almost huffed. «Many horrible things were done for the best of reasons. If a warrior doesn’t have a reason to fight, they would make one for themselves. You were simply given a threat before you could pick your own.»
«I met a specter for the first time when I wasn’t even trained.» Shion almost hissed, turning towards Death. «No one “gave” me a threat, I was threatened. You say my mentor taught me to hate and fear you? You did, and did it very well.»
«Yes, we did.» Thanatos propped the side of his head on the knuckles. «You and all your kind suffered and died over others' mistakes, as it has always been, and always will be.»
«The point is,» Sleep intervened before Shion could snap. «that it was never our intention to stop fighting. Before those particular circumstances arose, those of the last Holy War, everything was just repeating itself every two hundred years. Specters were ordered to wreak havoc on Earth and present themselves as threats. Saints would train to be able to confront them, and eventually die in the course of a Holy War. Hence yes, former Aries, maybe we could have solved this issue by talking, if we ever wished to. We will never know, and albeit I tend to agree with my brother’s point of view, you could very well be right.»
«Was Lady Athena aware of all of this?» Albafica intervened as well. «Did she agree?»
«The answer is yes and no.» Hypnos turned to him again. «Let me ask you a question in return… for your perception of things, have you ever met Lady Athena?»
«I’m afraid I don’t understand this question.» Albafica frowned. «I met Lady Athena’s vessel, so the answer is yes.»
Hypnos nodded, smiling vaguely and rubbing fingers between his eyes.
«I have another question.» Said then. «According to what you said, Athena should be dead by now. Am I correct?»
«Yes...» Albafica’s frown deepened. «Is she alive?»
«Well… yes, yes she’s alive.» For a reason he couldn’t fathom, both the Twins now seemed extremely amused over something. «She’s currently in the Olympus, arranging the conditions of her defeat with her uncle. And I mean Hades, which is in fact her father’s older brother. She’s alive. If she was to die, you would surely know… since she would arrive here. If an immortal goddess could die, that is.»
«She could.» Thanatos intervened, crossing arms on his chest. «Just not with normal means.»
«I very well know, brother.»
Albafica just breathed deeply and waited for the other to resume speaking.
«Then again… about your question.» Sleep eventually said. «The young girl which was blessed with Athena’s cosmo had absolutely no idea of what I’ve been telling you. She was raised by the same people who raised you kids, which taught her the exact same things. While Athena, instead, the goddess which resides in the Olympus, has always been aware… not pleased in the slightest, but aware still.»
«And you’re telling me she let this happen…?»
«It’s not like she can deny her father’s word.» Death answered. «She can’t, and Hades can’t either. As my brother said, she was not pleased… and Hades too has never been particularly happy about it. But it was needed, to keep you reckless annoying pests under control.»
Albafica had to breathe deeply, trying to repress the urge to get up from that chair, pull his hair and scream. He only vaguely took notice of how much his eyes were wide.
«Albafica.» He heard Dohko’s low voice call him after some moments, and he couldn’t quite tell how much time had passed, in fact. «Try to breathe.»
He had to swallow and take in almost a sharp inhale, nodding, and realized that Libra seemed about to put a hand on his shoulder. Luckily, Dohko had to change his mind in time for he just sighed and rested his hands on the legs. Pisces blinked and breathed deeply again, fixing his hair with the fingers, and trying to get a hold on himself.
«We were already told.» Shion said in the same low tone. «And we wouldn’t believe much of it, if it didn’t make sense.»
«I see. This...» Albafica had to stop and breathe again. «I apologize. I’m afraid I’m not able to give a proper comment over all of this, not at this moment.»
«It’s alright and perfectly understandable.» Hypnos answered, giving a brief nod. «I can very well see that you’re reacting even better than the average saint I could speak to, young man. Just take a moment.»
Albafica nodded, recalling back to his training to avoid impulsive behavior and calm down. He would have had time to fret over this matter in a proper moment, possibly alone.
«Why don’t we take a walk?» Dohko suggested, pointing at the prairie with a nod. «I suppose it’s better if you distract yourself a little.»
«If… if we can excuse ourselves, then yes.» Albafica replied, looking at the two gods. «Though I still don’t know what I was asked to come here for.»
«As for me, you can go freely.» Hypnos said.
«I suppose you recall about a specter you met, during your life.» Thanatos observed, looking back at him. «That's what I wanted to talk about. I realized it must have been you who killed him back then, interrupting his work.»
«A specter…?» Albafica frowned, trying to figure out who the other was talking about. «What do you mean with “interrupting his work”? I met a few specters over the course of my life.»
«I’m talking about the Dryad, which was also a necromancer.» Death answered. «If it was you, then you should remember his island and the white lilies.»
«Of course I remember...» Albafica widened his eyes, trying to keep calm again. That wasn’t exactly the right moment to think about his master’s younger brother. «He was a healer, he was searching for a way to cure the Pisces’ poison, among other things… before he became a specter, I remember.»
«Yes, he was the younger sibling of your predecessor.» Thanatos sat more straight, crossing arms on his chest. «He could never hope to cure your cosmo’s poison. It is no illness, but a gift from your stars. It would be the same trying to cure Aries’ ability to call forth starlight… then again, I was curious about this. The Dryad was quite obsessed with healing people, and it’s almost ironic since he was born a sorcerer and a necromancer without even knowing. Did he try to “cure” you as well?»
«He didn’t manage.» Albafica had to swallow. «At that point… he wasn’t mentally stable.»
The god smiled and gave a half chuckle.
«He was just desperate. He succeeded in calling me there, and pleaded for me to spare his adoptive son’s life… I guess his brother’s condition had become an obsession of some sort.»
«He was searching for a method to heal any kind of disease, for what I know.» Albafica replied in a small voice. «He gave up on his path, and lost his morals too, over the child’s life. Just to try to kill him, after he brought me on that island… as I said, he wasn’t mentally stable.»
«Lost his morals you say...» Death observed, raising his brows. «We could say he’s recovered. He refused to participate in the Holy War, and kept here providing medical herbs for Underworld dwellers.»
«I see.» Albafica tried to keep a long sigh for himself, wondering why the very God of Death decided to say those things to him. «I’m glad he managed to recover. He seemed a kind person, above all.»
«You’re free to go have your walk, if you wish.»
Albafica pressed his lips and nodded, then stood up from his seat, imitated by Shion and Dohko a moment later.
«Why have you been telling this to me?» He asked, looking at Thanatos again.
«What do you mean, kid?»
«I mean...» He paused, having to breathe deeply again. «Is there a particular reason for me to know about the Dryad? Something I have to do?»
«If you have to do something, the order won’t come from me.» Death answered, apparently focused into adjusting the strings of his lyre. «I asked because I was curious. That one was a pretty interesting human, considering the average. I wondered if he had been killed only because he was a specter, or if he had brought it on himself, attacking a golden saint.»
Albafica nodded with another sigh, then turned around and followed his comrades out of the terrace.
He didn’t keep track of where they were going, just let himself be guided by the other two, and eventually realized they weren’t in the residence anymore. He recalled that staircase leading into the prairie, and upon looking around, he gave back Libra’s worried expression.
«Are you alright?» Dohko asked, moving a step towards him, and seeming intentioned to touch him again but eventually didn’t.
«I’m alright.» He sighed, looking at both of his friends. «Did you already know about all of this? You don’t seem unsettled as I am now.»
«Well, we… we have been talking to Sleep in different occasions.» Dohko answered, rubbing a hand on his nape. «We already heard all of this, and more than once. It’s not like we aren’t unsettled, it’s just not the first time as it is for you… but try not to feel too much upset by all of this. First of all we don’t know if it’s true, Hypnos could very well be lying, even if I would have no idea why. And second… he’s talking about his perceptions of things, he has no idea about how it was for us, which experienced things firsthand. He tends to say about himself that he’s an observer.»
«I can’t see the reason for lying either. Would he do it just to upset us? I have no idea, and I can’t see why pointing out that saints could be a threat...» Albafica stopped and frowned, asking himself what he was actually talking about. «I don’t know what I’m saying.»
«Look… remember that Hypnos is an asshole, among all the other things he is.» Dohko insisted, now crossing arms on his chest. «Have you seen how amused he’s been looking for the whole time? I would think that he enjoys upsetting us just because why the fuck not. But if I am to believe what he says, I still prefer to take his words with a grain of salt, and you should too.»
«Yes...» Albafica sighed. «I need some time to think about the conversation. A lot of things are being said and I have the feeling that something is missing, but I don’t know what.»
«You tell me… everything’s a big mess.» Dohko gestured him to follow with a nod. «Let’s just not think about it too much. We’ll get you to the river, Shion and I go there to spar when there’s daylight. You both need to relax.»
«There is just one good news in all of this situation,» Albafica frowned vaguely, going after him. «do you want to know what?»
«Enlighten me.»
«I can spar.»
Dohko smiled at him, cracking his knuckles.
«I can’t wait. I’ve been told that you hit hard, despite you used to fight from a distance…» Answered then. «A good change for me, since Shion is kind of unfit for this.»
They went where the course of a river was cutting the land, and Albafica remembered it to be called Lethe, as Minos had been telling him.
«Is this the Lethe river?» He asked, crouching on the shore to dip his fingers.
«Yes. Washing here feels like sitting below one of the waterfalls in Lushan, for how much it cleans you. And I must say I love this wind.»
«This is a beautiful place.» Albafica nodded. «I know souls come here to drink from this river, before they can reincarnate. It’s a strange feeling... it looks like a normal river.»
He was just done talking when he felt a push on his back, which made him fall into the water headfirst, and upon resurfacing, he found himself looking at the younger’s grin.
«You...» Albafica spluttered with a fake outraged tone. «How dare you?»
«I suppose it also feels like a normal river.» Libra observed, removing the upper part of his tunic. «But I allowed you the honor of testing the water.»
«You attacked me from behind.» He removed his shirt as well, smiling. «This won’t go unpunished.»
«I bet it won’t.»
Dohko dived in and tackled him on the spot, and after a brief moment of confusion upon being touched, Albafica tried resisting and put his physical abilities into work, trying to gain the upper hand.
They went on for a while, eventually ending up out of breath, and not actually sparring but more roughhousing as if they were young kids again. And Albafica didn’t even need to focus into not hurting the other, being Dohko incredibly well versed into physical combat, and thwarting every hit that risked to be too damaging.
As they went sitting on the shore, dripping wet, Albafica realized that Shion had kept silent and standing aside for the whole time. Right now he was apparently looking at the bright blue sky with a frown, sitting on the grass.
«You made me drink half of the river.» Albafica commented, wringing out water from his hair, then turned towards Aries. «Shion. Are you alright?»
«I am.» The younger answered in a low tone, without averting his eyes. «I’m just thinking.»
Albafica moved closer to him, then sat by his side.
«Don’t you want to take a break from your thoughts and… drink the other half of the river?»
Shion glanced at him with half a smile, shaking his head.
«I’ve had my fair share in the past days.» Said then. «I’m fine, don’t worry. Just give me some time, I need to think about something and I don’t want to ruin your mood.»
«If you feel like talking just go ahead.» Albafica propped his face on the knuckles. «I know this is a serious matter, but try not to overthink it. Maybe distracting a little could help you to think more clearly, later.»
Shion nodded, sighing in a slow exhale.
«You’re right.» Said then. And he seemed about to say something more, but then shook his head and stood up, removing the upper part of his robe.
«You know...» Dohko said, as soon as Shion approached the shore. «I don’t really know how you manage to hold a conversation with Hypnos. And I’m saying both of you… I feel like yelling at him every time, so I opt to stay silent when he’s around.»
«It’s not like I feel particularly courteous when I speak to Death, either.» Shion answered, stepping into the water. «Albafica managed a lot better than me.»
«I don’t feel proud of myself...» Albafica slid a hand through his damp hair. «But I’m not the one who lives here, and if they get angry or whatever, I’m not the one who would suffer the consequences. So I preferred not to risk causing any trouble.»
«We found out that we can speak pretty much as we want, with Sleep.» Dohko answered, turning towards him. «The worst thing is that he sighs and says nothing. While his twin is a whole different matter, indeed… and he gets on my nerves more than you can imagine.»
«He tried to provoke, I can’t really tell why...» Albafica frowned, playing with the grass. «It’s hard for me to look at him in the face. I was trying to pretend he was someone else, or I would end up… I don’t know, probably freaking out. Which wouldn’t help anyone, not Manigoldo for sure.»
Dohko said nothing to that and Shion either, but Albafica could tell Aries was deeply scowling, albeit only seeing his face by a side.
«What I really can’t stand is how they think themselves superior to others. And with the authority to rule over people’s lives.» Shion eventually muttered, cupping water with a hand to wet his face. «I don’t care if they’re gods. If they don’t earn my respect, I’m not giving it.»
«As you said, they’re gods.» Albafica sighed again, and again propped the chin on his knuckles. «They can do whatever they want… they don’t have golden saints to worry about anymore. If no one can stop them, they will just act as they please.»
«And this is exactly the point.» Shion turned towards him. «They said we risked becoming a threat, if not kept under control. Sleep clearly told me that we could be fearsome opponents, the most fearsome opponents even a god could imagine… and we showed ourselves to be. Manigoldo and Pope Sage sealed Thanatos into a casket, Master Hakurei got close to doing the same with Hypnos. But right now we are just average humans… so they can do as they please.»
«There will be other saints.» Albafica replied with a darker tone. «They said they gave us a threat… so they tricked golden saints into fighting a little threat, to prevent us from seeing the real one. They let innocents die because they were scared of us, of our cosmo and cloths.» He paused and had to slightly shake his head, now frowning. «Yes, I understand why they made up the Holy War. If they hadn’t, our predecessors would’ve found out which were their real opponents.»
«But without anyone explaining it to our successors, how will they know…?» Shion insisted, his expression darkening again. «Hades is to be the protector of Earth. They will just keep acting as they please.»
«They won’t.» Dohko intervened with a sigh. «They won’t, we’ll prevent them. We’ll find a way, somehow, we always did in the past and we’ll manage to do it in the future. I know guys, I know this might seem hopeless, but we’ll manage. We are the warriors of hope, remember? Let’s not just lose it, because we can’t.»
«I agree.» Albafica nodded. «The best thing we can do is to adapt to the situation, even if it sucks now. Then we’ll see what to do in the future.»
Shion sighed as well, lowering his head while nodding, and Dohko approached him to put a hand on his shoulder.
«Right now it’s useless to overthink it.» Said then in a softer tone. «Albafica is right. It’s better if we think this out with a clear mind… why don’t you try drowning me now? I can promise I’ll let you. For a while.»
Shion shook his head but gave a half smile, flicking on the other’s chest.
«I don’t believe you. You only want an excuse to drown me, you cheater.»
«I’m a cheater now? Albafica, can you hear him?» Dohko turned towards him with a clearly fake shocked expression. «Aren’t you going to tell him something and defend my honor…?»
«I must say you are kind of a cheater...» Albafica smiled. «But I think that being two of us, we can manage to drown you.»
Dohko smiled and looked at them in turns.
«Just come here and try.»
~
Hypnos arranged the pieces on the chessboard, and having won the last match, it was his turn to use the whites. He glanced at his twin’s frown, and Thanatos had been frowning for a while now.
He began advancing a pawn, giving back his somber look, and Death moved a pawn as well almost looking daggers at him.
«What is it, dearest brother?» Hypnos asked at that point, threatening it with his knight.
Thanatos narrowed his eyes, protecting his piece with another pawn.
«You let the Aries kid talk to you like that.» Said then. «I’m not pleased, and I don’t understand why you allow any of this.»
Hypnos raised his brows, moving the knight again.
«What are you possibly talking about?» Asked again. «What is it that I “allow”?»
«You know exactly what I’m talking about.» Death took his pawn, but instead of moving it, he aimed it at the other. «He was about to raise his voice, the Aries kid, in front of me and in front of you. Why is it that you let him be so confident? I don’t like the way he speaks to you.»
«You don’t...» Hypnos blinked. «Brother of mine. Are you annoyed at the fact that “little Aries” verbally challenges me? He’s just a kid.»
«It means nothing...» His twin moved the pawn in a clearly inconsiderate fashion, and Sleep just took advantage of that and endangered his black queen. «You should ask the Griffon to switch him with his prize. The Pisces kid is more polite and pretty, we should keep him instead.»
To that Sleep chuckled, counteracting another move, again pretty inconsiderate.
«You did seem to like the Pisces kid. I enjoyed talking to him myself, he has a sweet wit and is very polite… but I don’t think the Griffon would agree upon being asked to switch prizes. He’s very fond of him, as you could see.»
«It’s a shame.» Thanatos grinned. «That kid made such an adorably scared expression when I mentioned the Dryad.»
«That specter is his former mentor’s younger brother, I suppose those weren’t pleasant memories...» Sleep observed, now frowning at the fact that his twin had clearly pretended not to know what he was doing with the chess pieces. «And this occurrence, that of you being interested in humans, is becoming somehow unsettling.»
«Unsettling…?» Thanatos lifted an eyebrow in a perplexed expression. «You complain when I’m not interested, and complain when I am as well… I just talked to the kid and made him a little upset, is this unsettling?»
Hypnos sighed and opted to say nothing to that, it wasn’t like he could explain how it worked to his brother, since he would have forgotten everything about it as soon as his heart had stopped beating. Or better, he would have realized he didn’t really care about any of it.
«And anyway...» He said after a while, considering what to do with his white bishop. «I allow my prizes to be confident because I enjoy conversing with them. If they get scared they don’t speak their minds, and it’s a lot less entertaining if they don’t. Moreover, young Aries isn’t impolite, not really. He gave you a sharp reply because you were provoking him.»
Thanatos frowned again, tapping on his knight for a while before actually moving it, and eventually looked back at his twin.
«He’s not impolite.» Observed then, tilting his head. «But this isn’t how he’s supposed to talk to you. He said clearly that during the war, you could have talked to him… he was practically scolding you, brother. It’s not like I can accept a mortal to scold you, and you shouldn’t either.»
«And let’s hear it, then… what should I have done, in that case? Telling him he isn’t to “scold” me? I don’t suppose he would have even understood what I was talking about.»
«You don’t have to do anything.» Thanatos’ expression became very dark. «I’ll deal with it next time.»
«Then again… go easy on those kids.» Sleep sighed, rubbing fingers between his eyes. «I like them to be confident. They don’t pose any kind of threat anymore, and they are slowly coming to understand their place, even if without violent measures. Feel free to scold Shion if you so wish, please refrain from hurting him.»
«You are too kind, brother.»
«Am I...?» Hypnos glanced at his twin’s frown, then focused on the chessboard again. «I might very well be, but they are my prizes. I guess you wouldn’t like me asking you to mistreat yours. Check.»
«This is the reason why I haven’t done it already...» Death lifted both his eyebrows, looking at the chessboard. «And I won’t hurt them if they don’t antagonize me. I won’t even scold them, since there are good possibilities I would also hurt them if I do.»
«Will you ever try to have half measures…?» Hypnos had to hurriedly retreat his queen and place it in a safe spot. «They are terrified by you, even if you probably don’t notice. While they are finally getting to understand that they don’t need to fear me, unless they would do something which actually needs to be harshly reprimanded.»
«They don’t need to fear you...» Thanatos repeated, still looking at the chessboard, this time in a pensive expression. «I get it.»
«Do you really get it, or are you just trying to cut the discussion?»
«You don’t want them to be scared of you, I get it.» Death looked at him again. «Because they are already scared of me.»
«Yes. And I’m alright with it, if they speak their minds.» Hypnos added. «As long as they don’t insult me. I need to be patient with them, as if they were children… I claimed them because I was curious, not because they committed hubris.»
His twin said nothing to that, just frowned again, and they kept playing in silence.
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Chapter 34: XXXIV
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Albafica sat at the dresser, retrieving a comb to brush his still damp hair, and sighed upon looking at himself in the mirror.
He had been given a room not far from that of his two comrades, after the house owner had courteously pointed out that maybe he preferred to have some privacy, and Albafica was in fact glad to be alone for a while, to think about what happened that day a little more thoroughly.
His thoughts were kind of mixing together. What he had been hearing was actually hard to believe, as Shion had told Sleep some hours before, but Albafica couldn’t bring himself to think that it was all a lie. Everything made too much sense to be not true.
This didn’t make it easier to consider though, since it meant that they had been fighting for the wrong reasons, all that time… Albafica couldn’t say he regretted it, for he didn’t, still it felt somehow frustrating. Especially because now they didn’t have any means to fix things, since they were unable to use their abilities, and to fight to make a difference.
He was now frowning at his reflection, playing with the comb, and a sudden knocking at the door made him flinch as it broke the almost absolute silence of that room.
He rose from the stool and blinked a couple of times before approaching.
«Who is it…?» Asked then, supposing it could be Shion or Dohko.
«Albafica, it’s me.» Came a voice from beyond the door, unmistakably that of the Griffon.
«Minos...?» He opened the door, immediately gesturing to him to come inside. «I didn’t expect you here.»
«I told you I would have sneaked to you every time I could.» Minos answered. «I don’t have much time, actually… I wanted to ask you if you’d like to stay here, as I am busy. I’m not taking you home, if you prefer.»
Albafica was slow to answer, realizing primarily that he was glad to see the Griffon, and had to put aside the thought to focus on what he was asked. Frowning vaguely, he realized that normally he would have preferred to stay alone overall, especially when having his thoughts troubled, and it suddenly felt odd to acknowledge that he was almost relieved for Dohko and Shion’s presence.
«Is everything alright?» Minos asked, now with a slight frown, and raising a hand to caress his cheek. «You made a face. Did something happen?»
«No, don’t worry.» He quickly answered. «I was just thinking… I prefer to stay here, until you will get a longer break.»
«Alright. I asked Sleep if you can, and he says you’re welcome here… but are you completely sure nothing happened? Was his brother especially unpleasant? I wouldn’t be surprised.»
«I met him, yes.» Albafica nodded. «I wanted to make sure there weren’t harsh feelings, and he talked to me about a specter. Maybe you know him... Dryad Luco, he works with medical herbs.»
Minos frowned again, nodding.
«I know him, yes… you should remember the herbs Lune used for the burn on my chest. The Dryad provides them.» Said then. «We’re not close though. Why was Death talking about him? Have you met him?»
«Yes, I met him a few years ago.» Albafica sighed, feeling slightly uncomfortable. «He was… he’s my master’s younger brother.»
«He’s...» The Griffon’s frown deepened. «Well. This was unexpected. And you… met him. I guess you also killed him. Stars, you sure had one severely unlucky life, you.»
Albafica sighed again and nodded. The more he was talking about his past life, the more he was realizing how unlucky he had actually been.
«I just wanted to know if he was alright for real...» Said then, but had to stop halfway through the sentence and almost shook his head. It felt almost ridiculous to want to know something like that, since he was the one who killed the Dryad in the first place. «This sounds so silly...»
«It damn doesn’t.» Minos shook his head as well and reached out, this time to caress his back. «I’m sure he’s fine, but I’ll go check as soon as I can. And… I’m sure he holds no resentment. For us specters it is kind of fine, to die and then come back. Don’t worry.»
Albafica got closer for the space needed to actually hug the other, resting the forehead on his shoulder, and the Griffon slid a hand through his hair.
«And I suppose that Thanatos approached the issue in the most obnoxious way possible, knowing him.» Minos muttered after some moments. «I’m changing my mind about leaving you here, you know.»
«Don’t try to play the protective half-bird with me.» Albafica lifted his head to look at him. «I wouldn’t wish to stay here, if it was a problem. I need something to do while you’re away or I’ll go crazy.»
«I’m kind of regretting that I'm an Infernal Judge.» The Griffon leaned in and rested their brows together. «Maybe I’ll lend my role to that black nestling of a Bennu, so that he can feel important and I can stay with you. And I don’t play anything, I just don’t like it, if Sleep’s brother harrasses you.»
«He probably provoked me to test my reaction, since I snuck into his residence. I’ll try to avoid him as much as I can anyway, so you don’t have to worry.»
Minos sighed and slightly moved his head, as Albafica was caressing his cheek now, and then pressed on his shoulders as to invite him to sit on the bed, which the saint did.
«Try to avoid him.» The specter said then, right before kissing him. «And try not to sneak into his residence anymore.»
«I’ll avoid him as I can,» He repeated, giving him another little kiss. «and I won’t sneak into his residence.» He kissed him again. «And you will come back as soon as you can.»
«Every single time I have a break.» Minos gave it back, sliding a hand under his shirt and making all his skin furrow. «Even if just for a couple of hours.»
Albafica nodded on his lips, half smiling and feeling extremely stupid for some reason. As the kisses deepened, they gradually removed each other’s clothes, and he found himself lying down on the bed and rubbing against the other, which held him with a hand on his nape and the other on his lower back.
«Now you try and keep your voice down, for a change.» Minos whispered on his neck. «This is not my private chamber, and Hypnos has a fine hearing.»
«Try not to make this too hard for me, then.» He softly sighed, arching as he could to rub their waists together. «Or Lord Hypnos could very well screw himself.»
Minos raised his head and gave him a widened look, and a moment after he began laughing, hiding his face on Albafica’s chest. The saint blinked, wondering how was that so funny, then eventually realized and had to refrain from laughing as well.
«Hush, I didn’t mean that...» He said, half laughing still, and flicking on the specter’s back.
His voice was muffled by the other’s lips, for the Griffon had abruptly kissed him, but he could feel him still trying not to laugh. They ended up still chuckling on each other’s faces, and eventually Albafica moved and had him lie down.
«I can see that you love being on top of me, don’t you?» The specter commented, sliding knuckles on his back as the saint nibbled at his ear.
«You are a pretty view.» He whispered in his ear. «Minos.»
The Griffon laughed softly again and squeezed both his thighs, just below the cheeks.
«I know, I happen to be “kind of not ugly”.» Said then. «Still, if I stand next to you no one would notice.»
«I disagree.» Albafica sat up and moved his waist. «I think it would be a hard choice, all the more if you wear your surplice.»
Minos sat up to kiss him, then slipped a hand behind them and pressed on both their crotches.
«I’m very fond of you liking my surplice.» Whispered then, nuzzling his hair.
Albafica didn’t answer, moving on his legs to increase friction, and muffled his soft moans into the other’s lips. Minos used the free hand to press on his entrance and it felt kind of painful, being the fingers dry, but he just breathed a little more heavily and didn’t complain.
He risked finishing like that, since Minos went on for a while, so Albafica took both his wrists and shook his head, giving him a foggy look. Shifting into a more comfortable position he leaned backwards, trying to have the other enter him, and the specter laid him down again and lifted his leg, making him slightly turn on a side.
«And there I wanted to try, and not make this too hard for you...» Said then, slowly pushing in. «You brought this on yourself, and I will be sorry for Sleep tomorrow.»
«What…?» Albafica asked confusedly, tensing up and grabbing on the blanket. «You’re speaking...» He had to stop to keep a moan. «...nonsense.»
«Of course.» Minos chuckled and thrusted a little more strongly, making him twitch and moan again.
He lifted a hand and pressed the palm on his mouth, trying to suppress his voice, and strained to keep as silent as possible as the other kept taking him, doing it quite a lot more slowly than usually. Eventually he was pulled up again, this time giving his back to the specter, and shuddered whole as everything got deeper.
Both his hands were taken by that of the Griffon, who made his arms almost twist behind his back; Albafica was about to bite his lower lip to keep silent but another hand went up to cover his mouth, pressing his nape on Minos’ shoulder.
He had to widen his eyes, feeling heat almost fogging his view, and throat throbbed as his voice was forcefully kept down. It took quite a short time for him to finish, being held that way, but Minos didn’t stop and his hold got even tighter.
«Look at who loves being coerced...» Came his husky voice to the Albafica’s ear. «I think you can come again, if I’m good enough.»
The saint tried moving and then retorting, but could just tense up and try shaking his head. His wrists got held by a cosmo string and the Griffon’s hand began slowly stroking him, allowing him to resume breathing heavily and quivering in a short.
He had almost to cough when they both finished, lowering his head and trying to catch his breath as best as he could. The other made him turn around and held him against the chest, nuzzling his forehead and caressing his side.
As soon as he felt recovered enough, Albafica lifted his head and kissed him, and Minos gave it back, pulling him up to have him sit more straight.
«I’m about to miss you a lot.»
Albafica gave a little smile and rubbed their cheeks together, and snuggled comfortably into his arms as they both lied down.
«I kind of like you now.»
«Really…?» The Griffon laughed softly, stroking his cheek with a thumb. «And there I thought you hated me with all your might. Silly me.»
«Silly you.»
«I kind of like you too, Albafica.» Minos said then, still smiling. «But I suppose you already knew that.»
«Kind of.»
Albafica kept cuddling with him until he felt too tired, and eventually just rested his head on the other’s shoulder, snuggling under the blanket that Minos had pulled over both of them.
~
Shion kept looking at the ceiling, his eyes used to the darkness, enough to almost acknowledge the outlines of all the small beams.
His friend’s breathing was easy as Dohko was sleeping right next to him, his warm body relaxed on the mattress. And Shion had tried resting as well, but thoughts were swarming his head and he couldn’t bring himself to shut them, as every time he tried closing his eyes they seemed to reopen by themselves just some moments later.
Eventually he sighed, sitting up on the mattress, and slid a hand through his hair to pull them back. He rose, as much silently as he could, took a candlestick and went out of the room after putting a robe on his shoulders, uncaring at the fact that he was barefoot.
He made his way towards the terrace and sat there, putting the candlestick on the table. He breathed deeply in and out and looked at the small flame, waiting, knowing that upon sensing him there, Hypnos would have probably joined him. As the god in fact did, while Shion was looking at the wax that slowly dripped down, immediately caking on the marble surface.
Saying nothing, Hypnos moved and went sitting before him, crossing arms on his chest and looking at him through the weak glow of the flame, and Aries sighed vaguely and gave back his gaze.
«You wanted to speak to me.» The god observed, and he nodded. «Do you have issues resting?»
«I do.» He answered. «But I haven’t come here because of this. I mean, I don’t want your help to sleep.»
«Then what is it about, young man? I can very well see that you’re troubled.»
Shion blinked and vaguely frowned, not liking that tone or those words, which had sounded almost patronizing. As if he was speaking to his old teacher, during one of their quiet conversations in the silent nights of Jamir.
«I wanted to… talk.» He eventually said, after drawing in a long breath. «About what you’ve been telling us. About the golden saints.»
«You’re not telling me that you want to ask… but that you want to talk.» Hypnos observed, tilting his head. «Go ahead, then. For now I’ll be listening.»
Shion had to take in another deep breath. He had been thinking about what he wanted to say for too long, he didn’t know how to tell it anymore.
«You mentioned that we saints needed to be kept under control.» He opted to say eventually, deciding to start from the very beginning. «You said we risked becoming too powerful, that we could pose a threat to you gods. Talking about this with the others, I assumed that the Holy War, how you made us believe we were protecting Earth from specters, was a mean you and your brother devised to keep us… distracted, let’s say, from the real threats. And now that there are no more saints, and our successors won’t be taught by us, you gods will… will be able to do as you please.» He paused and breathed again, and Sleep kept to his word, for he didn’t talk back and just looked at him, as if waiting for him to resume. «But I don’t think this is it.» Shion resumed then, after some more moments. «I don’t think this is what happened, and what will happen. Because you never had any intentions on winning the Holy War, and if it simply had been like this, if we were only “nuisances” which risked becoming too powerful, you would have destroyed us before. And… and I remember you saying that Hades was not pleased with this occurrence, nor was Lady Athena, but they couldn’t deny Zeus’ word. So…»
He stopped again and frowned, almost shaking his head, while still looking into the other’s golden eyes. Hypnos nodded slowly, and gestured as to invite him to keep going.
«So what, young man?» Said then, for Shion was slow to speak again. «Go on.»
«I don’t know.» He admitted. «There is something which I don’t understand. The occurrence of the Holy War was decided by Zeus himself, according to what you said… Hades and Lady Athena simply complied to his will, albeit not being pleased. And I can see why they both weren’t… people suffered, but specters have died too, the Underworld risked losing its judges, and I suppose there were other issues, putting aside those which have verified in the course of this war.»
«Yes.» Sleep said, nodding again. «No one was pleased with the Holy War, not even me and my twin. We decided to help the lord of the Underworld, many and many centuries ago, because he was here alone and needed counseling, being very young, and being the Underworld a hard domain to handle… and we took our interest into watching how the events unfolded, this we did. But this wasn't something we decided… Zeus did.»
«Then…» Shion frowned, feeling to be kind of close to what he wanted to know, albeit unsure of what it could actually be.
He fell silent again nonetheless, frowning all the more, and Sleep didn’t speak as well. For a while, only the sound of restless wind could be heard, as the flame of the candle quivered and went close to dying.
«Just ask, young Aries.» Hypnos said after a while. «I already know what is your question, and it’s a legitimate one. Phrase it.»
«Why do the cloths exist?» Shion asked, looking back at the other again. «If they are troublesome, if they risk becoming a threat for gods themselves… why were they created? Why aren’t they being destroyed now, and haven’t been destroyed before?»
«You read a certain black leathered tome, lately.» Sleep said, and he had to blink, not expecting an answer like that. «You’ve also read it more than once, I take it, since I can’t find it again, and I suppose you are keeping it in your room.»
«I… yes.» Shion answered, knowing it would be useless to deny. «It’s in my room right now.»
«You can very well keep it. I know by memory what that book speaks of, meaning the Titans… those ancient gods which were trapped in the Tartarus, after a long and bloody conflict. I guess you found it interesting.»
«Yes.» Shion repeated. «I heard stories of the Titanomachy before, but never this accurate.»
«Then, tell me… how many Titans were pushed into the Tartarus, after the Titanomachy ended?»
Shion remained silent for a few seconds, giving back the god’s gaze, now suddenly realizing where that was about to end.
«Twelve.» He eventually said, and Hypnos nodded.
«And how many golden cloths have been forged, for humans to wield them?»
Shion pressed his lips together, with the same number as before forming on them, but he kept silent.
«You see, young man… each of the twelve golden cloths was made following the very shape of the Titans’ somas , adding sunlight, and the spirit of your guardian stars.» Sleep resumed. «Iapetus the Piercer, to make you an example, has a similar way to craft light and distort it as an Aries saint would do. And Themis of Order, his consort, holds a similar power to that of a Libra wielder, for she can balance the streams of energy. You asked me why the cloths exist, why they were forged… this is the reason why. You were meant to be protectors of Earth, under the guide of Athena, in case the Tartarus gates would open… to send Titans back into their prison, should they try and leave it, and prevent them from invading Earth and reaching the Olympus. You were guardians, a measure of safeguard to fight another Titanomachy, with the help of silver and bronze saints… if those gates will ever be to open again.»
«But then, why the Holy War?» Shion insisted, realizing he had lowered his tone. «Why have saints been killed every two hundreds of years, why prevent us from reaching our potential? If we were meant to protect Earth from the Titans… I don’t understand.»
«I can try to explain properly.» Hypnos replied. «After the cloths were forged, Zeus had no idea about how long it would have taken for the Titans to try and leave the Tartarus. We are gods, and our perception of time is very different from that of a human… so a mistake was made. Saints kept becoming stronger and stronger over time, as there isn’t a real limit to the possibilities of someone who can burn their cosmo. And saints not only presented as intimidating for the Titans, but for Olympians as well. Saints needed to be kept under control… there were mortals who had tried to challenge gods already, none of them successful, but still troublesome to witness. If humans can burn their cosmo, they are already threatening… when they wear a cloth, they become a force of nature who can challenge any god.»
«So saints needed to die, every two hundred years, because they could have gotten even stronger than gods.» Shion breathed in slowly, and realized he was deeply frowning. «In the meantime, saints were still needed because of the chance for the Tartarus’ gates to reopen. And Zeus arranged all of this with Hades and Lady Athena, after realizing that saints could pose a problem, if they would have simply let us be.»
«You heard my brother, today.» Sleep nodded. «He said that a warrior would make his own foes, if not given one. This is what the Thunder feared… that without being given a constant threat, in this case that of the Underworld forces, saints would have risked seeing the gods as threats. And maybe even decided to climb the Olympus yourselves, to take their places. So not only the Holy Wars were needed to kill off saints every two hundred years, but also to keep them busy and focused on a very concrete threat to Earth and its dwellers.»
Shion lowered his eyes on the table, frowning vaguely, and twining fingers on his lap. As usually when he talked to Hypnos, a part of him was feeling his words impossible to believe, while the other had the sensation that everything made perfect sense.
He kept silent for a while, and eventually the other took a small case from his robe, opening it to retrieve his winged flute.
«Do you mind if I play?» Asked then, and Shion vaguely shook his head.
Hypnos actually began playing and he leaned on the back of the chair, feeling like closing his eyes as he listened. All of a sudden he was tired, as if the happenings of that day had collapsed onto his shoulders, and nearly got the impression that it was due to the god’s powers. Still upon looking, he saw that the small star on Sleep’s forehead wasn’t shining.
«I don’t think I’ll be telling this to the others.» He said, after Hypnos had stopped and lowered the flute.
«May I ask why?»
«Because… it is not the right time. I feel this way.» Shion answered, unsure of what he was saying. «I will, when… when they will be able to understand.»
«You feel as if they wouldn’t be able to understand, now?» Sleep insisted, and he breathed deeply.
«I… I don’t know. I just… I prefer keeping this to myself, for now. I need to think.»
Hypnos nodded, putting away his instrument.
«Then just keep it. And do not push yourself… you all will have time to understand. And I don’t mean only you former saints, I mean the specters too. They have been tricked for centuries, same as you, and those of them old enough to know, now they don’t remember.»
Shion nodded back, supposing that the conversation was over, but he couldn’t bring himself to stand up and leave for his room. He would have liked to lie down and rest, but something was just keeping him there.
«When you realized I still retained a glimmer of my cosmo…» He resumed, now looking away. «Why haven’t you snuffed it? I heard you saying that you could.»
«You have given me no reason to deprive you of your light.» Hypnos answered. «So it will keep warming your chest. It is yours, and if not even dying was enough to take it away from you, I surely will not. Now… do you want to return to your room, or do you prefer staying here? I will play some more if you’d like to listen.»
Shion nodded, unsure of what he was nodding for, and after a while still, Hypnos took back his flute and resumed playing the same tune from before.
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Chapter 35: XXXV
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While tuning the strings of his lyre, sitting at the table on his terrace, Death wondered if Hypnos would have eventually showed up. It had been a few days since the last time they had seen each other, and Thanatos was now pretty sure something was afoot.
He blinked and looked up when he suddenly felt the presence of his niece, and saw her sitting at the top of a column, waving her hand.
«Hello, uncle.» She said with a smile. «Can I come sit with you?»
«Come, child.» Death answered and motioned her to approach. «Keep me company while I wait for your father.»
Phantasos nodded and slid down, moving to perch on the edge of the table.
«Where has father been? I haven’t seen him around, lately.» She asked then, supporting with both palms on the marble surface. «I need to ask him something.»
«I suppose he’s busy with his things.» Thanatos observed. «I haven’t seen him much either.»
«Oh.» The demigoddess blinked and seemed surprised. «And this is odd, uncle. Did he tell you what’s on his mind?»
«He didn’t.» Death sighed with a small smile. «He never does.»
«He never does.» She repeated and smiled back, just as her father would do. «But is it true that your heart beats for a human, now…? I heard Oneiros saying that, but I thought he was messing with me.»
«So this is what is being said…» Thanatos sighed again. «My heart is beating, this is true.»
«You look less pale and prettier than usual.» Phantasos insisted, leaning towards him and still smiling. «This is very cute, you know? I called it, back then… I said that more bizarre things were about to happen. I hope there will be even more.»
«Instead I’m wondering which is the “cute” part in all of this.» Death frowned, rubbing between his eyes. «I don’t really want you to answer. It’s likely not going to have much sense, not for me at least.»
Phantasos blinked again and tilted her head, now frowning vaguely.
«Are you saying that I don’t make sense, uncle? Are you saying that…?» Asked then in a fake sad tone. «It’s true that I find you cute. A lot more than father.»
«I’m saying you’re having too much fun teasing me, just like your father.» He smiled at her pout. «But certainly you’re prettier than both me and my beloved brother.»
At that, Phantasos gave a small giggle.
«But I don’t have no pretty star upon my forehead.» Said then, tapping her fingertip where Sleep and Death sported their symbol. «I asked father to give me one, but he sighs and says no.»
«Do you really wish to have one too?»
«Of course I do.» She peeped. «I know I have a wing here…» Said wing moved slightly, as if she was stretching it out. «But the star is way prettier.»
«Why doesn't your father want you to have it?» He frowned and motioned her to come closer, which his niece did by leaning in again, almost at the point of falling.
«Because he’s obnoxious.» Phantasos answered as if it was the most obvious thing ever, and he didn’t keep a smile.
«He can be quite obnoxious when he wants too, yes.» Said then, brushing her forehead with the knuckles. «Here, you have your star now. It’ll go away in some days, but for now you can be happy.»
The demigoddess leaned in some more and gave him the lightest kiss on the cheek.
«You’re the best uncle ever.»
«Don’t let your father scold you for this, address him to me if he asks.» Thanatos reprimanded her with a smile. «So maybe I’ll get to see him.»
«He won’t scold me, because I don’t see him either.» Phantasos shrugged, her golden eyes looking even brighter now that she sported a black star on her forehead. «He’s not even coming here now.»
«I noticed it… he must be very busy. Were you looking for him?»
She nodded and looked up at the sky, apparently thinking about it for some moments.
«I needed to ask him something.» Said then. «Because he’s a know-it-all who knows it all.»
«What do you want to ask of him? Maybe I can answer in his stead.»
«It’s about my little saint.» Phantasos looked back at him and shrugged. «But I know you don’t like him, that’s why I didn’t want to ask you.»
«And I didn’t change my mind.» Thanatos kept another sigh, crossing arms on his chest. «I hope he’s behaving and that he apologized, at least.»
«But uncle, he’s my favorite little one… he’s polite and serious and now he likes me.» She beamed a smile and seemed indeed pleased. «He’s been bad during the war but he didn’t mean to. He apologized, and I didn’t even need to ask him. He just didn’t realize he had done something wrong… you know how saints are. As soon as he saw it, he said he was very sorry for disrespecting me.»
«You seem pleased with him indeed. I’m glad he isn’t giving you a hard time.» He paused. «He asked you about his comrades, I suppose.»
«Not about all of them.» His niece kept smiling and leaned in again. «He was friends with one of them, and was wondering if he was fine and all… and uncle Hades is not here, and so I needed to ask father. He surely knows, father always knows everything.»
«What is this kid’s name?»
«He said Sisyphus…» Phantasos answered, and Death had to blink at that and almost widened his eyes. «Yes, that was the name.»
«Sisyphus…?» Thanatos found himself scowling deeply and sitting more upright. «Are you sure, child?»
«Yes…» She blinked and looked perplexed. «Why are you making the angry god face, now? You know that you’re scary, when you do that…?»
He slowly breathed out, still frowning, and supposed it couldn’t be the same Sisyphus he was thinking about, even if that name didn’t bring good memories.
«I get it.» Phantasos said, now again vaguely smiling. «No, uncle, it’s just a name. This kid isn’t the Sisyphus who had you tricked, back then. He’s the Sagittarius saint.»
«Of course.» Death answered with a sigh, again rubbing fingers between his eyes. « That Sisyphus must be still rolling that boulder up on the hill. Did you say the Sagittarius saint…? What an infelicitous name he’s been given.»
«Indeed.» Phantasos nodded and pretended to be serious, and he almost had to smile again. «So… is he here? The Sagittarius saint Sisyphus I mean. Because I know that the other Sisyphus is here somewhere, for sure.»
«The Sagittarius saint isn’t here.» Thanatos answered with a half smile now. «No one can claim him. His cosmo could be dangerous for the Underworld.»
«I’ll say this to my little one, then.» Phantasos nodded. «Thank you for telling me, uncle.»
«You don’t need to thank me.»
Retrieving his lyre, he supposed that Hypnos wouldn’t have actually showed up. Whatever he was possibly doing must have been pressing enough to make him forget his visit, and the previous one, and the one before that… then again, Thanatos had been seeing him thoughtful and nervous for some time now. And it was no wonder that Hypnos didn’t want to let him in on what he was thinking; he almost never did, and while Thanatos normally wouldn’t insist, this time he was starting to get curious about it. And maybe even a little bit worried.
«Uncle?» He heard his niece call and looked back at her again.
«Yes, child?»
«I’ll be going, if this is alright with you.»
«Of course.» Death stood up and brushed her cheek with the knuckles. «I’ll be going too, and try to see your father now. You have fun with your little one.»
«I will.» Phantasos smiled that sly curve of the lips which was the exact same as Hypnos. «Thank you again. I love you, uncle.»
Right after that she disappeared upon waving her wing, and he sighed a small smile, heading inside to reach his twin’s quarters.
Hypnos leaned against the high back of the chair with a sigh. He knew to have acted upon necessity during the Holy War, realizing how things were when it was too late to fix them, at least not using the same methods of the previous conflicts… but by now there were too many loose ends to tie, it was impossible to foresee the consequences of such a great change.
He was about to put his glasses back on but had to blink, acknowledging his twin’s presence approaching. Sleep realized they hadn’t been seeing each other for longer than usual, Thanatos had to have grown tired of waiting for him.
He rose from the chair and upon turning around, Thanatos opened the door and walked in, without even knocking.
«Brother.» Hypnos addressed him. «Is something the matter?»
«I was going to ask you the same thing.» Death answered. «You’ve been missing for a while now. My favorite niece even tried to replace you… she came to my residence and teased me, just like you would.»
«And I suppose you weren’t displeased in the slightest.» He observed. «I was busy.»
«I know you are busy and your thoughts are troubled.» Thanatos nodded, closing the door behind his shoulders. «I came here to have you speak your mind.»
Hypnos had to smile at that, sighing vaguely.
«And how do you plan on doing it, dearest brother?» Inquired then, tilting his head. «If I had something to speak of, I would have done it already. You very well know it.»
«I know you only talk about something when you are completely sure of what you are saying.» The other nodded. «But in this case I’m asking you to share your doubts with me, brother. Since they’ve been taking you away from me for too long, for my tastes.»
«But this is so very sweet of you, indeed.» Sleep turned to put his glasses on the desk. «How is it? Is it because your heart beats?»
«It could be.» Death considered, and smoothly went to sit on Hypnos chair. «My newly beating heart is probably making me more sentimental. So much I miss my beloved brother, because it normally never happens.»
Hypnos sighed, leaning against the table with the lower back, and now returning his look.
«I would have no secrets with you, brother.» Said then, tapping fingers on an arm. «But this isn’t something I quite know how to phrase. And you’re prone to see troubles where there is none, even when it’s trivial facts… hence, I prefer to deal with this myself.»
«Are you saying you don’t trust my judgement?» Thanatos retorted. «You wound me, Hypnos. I already have my own trivial facts to fret upon, I just want to know about yours.»
There, Sleep found himself wondering if his twin’s persistence was due to the inclination towards curiosity that he always seemed to develop, every time his iron heart beated. He frowned vaguely, not feeling particularly willing to deal with him at that moment.
«I do trust your judgement.» He eventually said, slightly lowering his tone. «I wouldn’t share with you, if I didn’t. What is it exactly that you want to know? The reason why I’m so pensive?»
«Judging by how messy your desk looks, I’d say you’re studying something. I want to know what it is, and why this matter is making you so worried.»
«You can very well see for yourself.» Hypnos replied, moving on a side and gesturing at his papers. «Those are records of past happenings which you and I compiled, and books about what lies below the Underworld. And it isn’t making me especially worried… it just makes me think.»
«Think about what.» His brother asked in a very low tone. «You’re talking about it as if they weren’t nice thoughts.»
«Because they aren’t.» Sleep sighed, and there he realized his voice was being a lot more somber than he planned. «Fine, I will try to explain. But don’t expect my words to make sense.»
«I won’t.» Death sat more straight. «Also because you are going to talk about what lies below the Underworld. Which I know to be the Tartarus, and this already has me confused.»
Hypnos went silent for a few moments, wondering how it was that his twin had him convinced to speak his mind.
«How is it that you had me convinced to speak my mind…?» He even asked, frowning at nothing in particular. «I suppose I have to take back my words, when I told you I was glad to see you in a good mood. You’re too much of a challenge for me, if not so easily teased as usual.»
«I’m just focused for once.» Thanatos smiled with a small shrug. «Are you trying to stall? I can wait for you to recollect your thoughts, if it’s necessary.»
«I am not trying to stall.» Sleep rolled up his eyes. «I’m afraid to have made a mistake. One which can’t be fixed, and right now I wish I could get back in time and take a different decision.»
Thanatos twined fingers on his lap and kept looking back at him, apparently deciding not to interrupt.
«I shouldn’t have awakened Hades during the last Holy War.» He resumed with another sigh. «I shouldn’t have interfered with the course of things.»
«Why is that? Are you worried about Zeus’ reaction? And how is this linked with the Tartarus...?»
Hypnos had to look away and rub between his eyes, trying not to frown too much.
«Is this an interrogation, brother?»
«I don’t mean to interrogate you, I’m just impatient.» Death sighed and tried to relax his expression. «I won’t interrupt you anymore.»
He nodded and kept silent for some moments, trying to put his thoughts in the right places.
«I don’t know what will be the reactions, and I don’t mean only that of Hades’ younger brother.» He eventually said, still looking away. «I’m worried about what will happen to Earth and to the cloths, especially the twelve golden ones. Will they pick new wielders straight away? If they do, will Hades handle it as Athena used to do back in the old days? I don’t think it should even be the case, he already has the specters to guide and take care of, and they will need him more than ever now that the tables have turned. And what about these kids which got brought back… they’re clearly not average souls, yet I feel that their presence in the Underworld is important. And all of this change brings me to think that in any case, I shouldn’t have interfered… things were fine just as they were. I should have let them flow their course, like I did in all the previous Holy Wars.»
«Let me remind you that you had your good reasons to act as you did.» Thanatos observed. «Hades’ vessel had to be stopped since he was trying to destroy Earth and humankind as a whole.»
«I know.» Sleep couldn’t help but scowl at the wall he was looking at. «And that was also my fault. I was deceived by a human child. I can understand that young Pandora wasn’t aware, how could she tell the difference… but what about me? I should have known better.»
«The boy was a crazy mastermind.» Death shook his shoulders. «Hades was impressed too, he even decided to raise him. And I didn’t notice either… which is not too strange if you think about it. Everytime Hades incarnates in a vessel his behavior changes, he’s influenced by the human kid’s personality, slow to adjust and everything else…» He paused and gave a small sigh. «Are you still so burnt by the experience?»
Hypnos looked back at his brother and ended up nodding.
«We thought Hades just needed some time to be fully awake. I do remember.» Said then. «Regardless, yes. I am still burnt.»
«So… to sum it up, you’re fretting over the fact that you don’t know how Hades will handle the situation you messed up. But it isn’t just this, am I correct?»
«Exactly. I took a rash decision and messed up, and I don’t know what will happen next. There were too many odds in this Holy War, nothing we have ever witnessed in the past, and those saints were strong but too inexperienced. And the specters weren’t prepared for a war where they couldn’t come back because of rosary beads… most certainly not without their real leader guiding them. On top of that I had even allowed a kid and his teacher to lock you into a casket, without stepping in.» Hypnos took a moment to sigh, ignoring his own nerves. «I’m not surprised by Hades’ decision to rise on Earth and put an end to it. His next vessel, assuming that the Sanctuary would have managed to handle the situation and win the war, could sport similar conditions or even worse ones.»
Thanatos sighed as well, nodding.
«I get it. I have just one more question, and then I’m done harassing you…» Said then. «Are you afraid about the Tartarus’ gates to be opened? It would be a bad moment for something like this to happen, indeed, but still it’s so implausible that I’m surprised you could be worried about it.»
To that, Hypnos didn’t really know how to answer. He just slid a palm through his hair and eventually shook his head.
«I am not worried about it.» He opted to say. «I would have no reason to be.»
Death vaguely smiled and rose from the chair, approaching him and holding out his hand.
«Alright…» He said. «Come with me now, brother. You often told me that without a clear mind, it isn’t possible to have straight thoughts. And I’m now using your own argument against you.»
«Not only that...» Sleep sighed again, deciding to comply. He didn’t really want to discuss any further. «You’re also condescending. You are condescending with me. »
«Because you’re giving me a reason to be condescending with you.» Thanatos answered while guiding him out of the room, and by his tone he was clearly smiling. «Can I be affectionate, or are you going to have a mental breakdown?»
«Just let me count, brother…» Hypnos had to roll his eyes up. «First, the Holy War is over for good. Then you take pity into a human, all by yourself, and your heart is still beating to this day. And now you want to be affectionate… I suppose that if the Tartarus’ gates would open, it won’t be a big deal.»
«Most probably, our cousins will decide to get out just to ask me if my heart is beating for real,» His brother observed. «since this seems to be a very interesting topic of conversation.»
Hypnos sighed a smile at that. Some of the Titans would actually have been delighted by the news that Death’s heart was beating. It was a shame they couldn’t share with their cousins, given the circumstances.
Thanatos stopped when they reached the entrance of Hypnos’ private chamber, and turned around to caress his cheek.
«We can go check the gates, if this helps to calm you down.» He said, and Hypnos instinctively relaxed when Thanatos moved in closer to rest their foreheads together, making their stars touch.
«If the gates were to open, we would know.» He said, lifting a hand to rest the palm on the side of his twin’s neck. «And I’m not troubled over that, Thanatos.»
«Over what, then?» The other asked, speaking softly. «Of all the things you named, about the Holy War and Hades, there’s nothing we can’t handle. This wouldn’t be your first mistake and not even the last, if you really want to call it a mistake.»
«I’m troubled over not being aware of what could happen next.» Hypnos answered, after a small hesitation. «I am used to knowing. I’ve always been, since we were young.»
«Do you remember how everything was a big mess, before the Olympians came to be? How the Underworld was, before Hades sorted some sense out of it?» Thanatos smiled. «You do know how it feels, not being in control of the situation, even if it didn’t happen in so long. But if you still feel that something is wrong, we will inquire about it… a god’s feeling is something we must not underestimate.»
Sleep pulled away enough to look at his twin in the eyes, then slightly shook his head.
«Even if it was, we have no means to inquire.» Said then. «And it still doesn’t really concern us. We have been there before, even before humans and their Earth came to be. We would still be here.»
«I know it very well.» Thanatos moved a hand to make the door slide open. «But I don’t care… if my beloved brother is concerned about this situation, then we’ll inquire.»
Hypnos shook his head again, this time smiling.
«Now, you have no need to play the protective sibling.»
«I don’t play anything.» Death gave him an eloquent look. «You know I’m bad at playing anything which isn’t chess. I don’t like seeing you so troubled, hence we will do something about it.»
«Yes…» He kept smiling, turning to walk into the room. «And what we will do is wait for you to stop worrying for me, and forget about it.»
«For now I’m going to be affectionate, then we’ll see.»
«Just close that door, remember I have guests.»
Thanatos was halfway into the room, and after that he rolled up his eyes with a huff, but turned around and went to close the door.
«But let me ask you a question, beloved brother of mine.» Sleep added, unfolding the band on his waist. «Have you been… “affectionate” with your human kid, perhaps?»
«I’m planning to keep him, I already told you.» Death replied, pulling the robe off his shoulders. «I’m slowly getting to know him, even if his mind hasn’t healed yet.»
«I suppose the answer is no, then.» Hypnos motioned him to come closer, sitting on the edge of his bed. «It’s a shame. I was just about to tease you on that.»
«You must be very confused, brother.» Thanatos smiled with a small frown, kneeling before him and leaning in to caress his chest. «If what you got from what I told you is that I didn’t get affectionate with him.»
Sleep had to widen his eyes and try not to laugh. He just cleared his voice and nodded, tapping fingers on the mattress. As soon as Thanatos looked back at him, he raised hands to cup the sides of his face and pulled him closer, making their foreheads brush again.
«It’s so endearing to see how naive you can be sometimes…» He whispered on his lips, smiling.
«Naive…?» Thanatos frowned. «Am I being naive?»
Sleep nodded and brushed both the thumbs on his cheekbones, but opted not to answer and just leaned in to kiss him. As his brother gave it back he felt a push and followed it, laying with his back on the mattress.
«Who was it that won the last chess match…?» Asked then, caressing Thanatos’ hair.
«It was me.» Death smirked, nuzzling his neck. «Bear with me.»
He thought about it for a moment, to try and remember if Thanatos was attempting to cheat on that, then eventually remembered that yes, he had won the last match.
«Are you sure?» He still asked, mindlessly playing with his dark locks. «Because I’m not.»
«I’m sure.» Death answered, going down on his chest and nibbling at his skin. «Do you want to try convincing me to give way? It’ll be hard to do.»
It was so strange to feel his twin’s fingers and lips warm, and not icy cold as usual. He found himself reflecting upon that, and remembered to answer just after a while, as the other had reached lower.
«I won’t.» Said then, vaguely frowning. «I suppose I’ll just enjoy the change.»
He had to close his eyes and sigh. Thanatos’ mouth enveloping him was warm as well, and way more pleasant than usual.
«Were you…» He said after a while, sighing again, and reaching down to stroke his twin’s hair. «Were you always this skilled, brother?»
«What kind of question is this?» The other asked back, lifting his head and caressing his inner thigh. «I’m not doing anything different than usual, but I can see you’re more sensitive this time.»
«Must be me then.» Hypnos rose on his elbows, smiling with a slight frown when he noticed that the other seemed willing to prepare him. «And you don’t really have to do that, you know.»
«But you like it.» Thanatos kissed his tip and actually began preparing him, as he lied down again and lifted up a leg to give him more room.
«I do.» Observed then, arching with a small twitch. «But what if I wanted you to take me right now?»
«You let me hear your sweet moans, and I’ll do it.»
«You fussy profiteer.» Sleep retorted, smiling again. «See that you do everything correctly if you really want to hear my voice.»
«I’m being such an awful brother…» Thanatos smiled back, pushing his fingers wholly inside. «How dare I wish to hear my beloved’s sweet voice?»
It was never hard for Hypnos to keep his voice down, and even if normally he would have yielded just to please his twin, this time he really felt like making him commit to the task. Commitment which Thanatos gave, almost at the point of having him perplexed as Death wasn’t known to be patient, not even in those circumstances. Hypnos closed his eyes and let himself give in to it, relaxing his voice in small sighs. Only at some point Thanatos stopped abruptly and took him, and he had to widen his eyes with a surprised sound.
«Cheater.» He muttered, glaring at him.
«You’re being very bad.» Death leaned down to make their lips brush, and began moving. «I’m trying to be nice and you keep saying bad things about me. Do you want me to be rougher, maybe?»
«I do. Enough with this gentle nonsense.» He muttered again, grabbing on his twin’s shoulders. «Or you’ll hear me call you names.»
Thanatos softly laughed and made him turn around prone, grabbing on his shoulder; feeling him so warm was strange enough to have Hypnos almost not completely sure that this was actually his twin. He decided to let his brother do as he pleased, and also to let himself be handled, upon being grabbed again and turned around on a side. He glanced at Thanatos through foggy eyes and reached to lock fingers with him.
Death moved up to kiss him and he gave it back, but had to break it soon enough to try and catch his breath.
«Are you alright…?» Asked then, brushing the side of Thanatos’ face with the knuckles. «I’ve never seen you so flushed.»
«Yes…» Death almost hissed, biting his neck. «It’s just extremely hot.»
«You are, yes.» Hypnos nodded, pressing a palm on his chest and feeling it throbbing. «I’m here. Go on.»
His brother nodded back and resumed, this time keeping close, and Hypnos grabbed on his hair and allowed him to hear his voice again. His hair was pulled as well, making him expose the neck, and Thanatos bit into it hard enough to draw ichor. Not long after that Death made him turn prone again, and began biting into his nape and shoulders, almost making him twitch.
«Alright, quit it.» Sleep said, rising up a little on the forearms. «You’ll leave marks like this.»
«Who cares.»
«I do. Behave.»
«Your neck is covered by clothes.» Death growled, grabbing on his upper thighs and pulling him harshly against his waist, tearing a whimper out of him.
He had to raise on his palms, feeling close once more, as the other got even more rough and was probably close as well. His golden hair was pulled again by the top of his head, making him lift it, and it took some more moments for Death to give a sharp exhale and finish.
Hypnos gave himself the time to breathe and then turned, sitting before his brother and caressing his face again, this time with the whole palm. Thanatos was unbelievably ruffled up and flushed, he almost looked like a human, soft as he was.
«You bit me.» Sleep observed, leaning in to kiss his other cheek, and Thanatos nodded on his lips. «And I found out you don’t like my robe.»
«I like your robe.» Death wrapped a hand on his nape, keeping him close. «If I left marks on you, you can hide them.»
«So that was the point.» He almost laughed, nuzzling the side of his head. «I still wouldn’t like any marks left on me.»
«I can’t promise this.» Thanatos commented. «I don’t think I’ll be able to control myself, all this warmth is making my head spin.»
Hypnos decided not to object, just caressed his chest and ultimately opted to let his twin do whatever he pleased.
«I want to take you again.» Death said to his ear, still holding him close. «And bite you again.»
«Do it, then.» He replied in a low voice. «I’m still right here.»
Thanatos wrapped an arm around his waist and kept him pressed against the bed headboard, being possibly even rougher than before as he took him. Sleep held his breath and slightly bent to the side, exposing himself and grabbing on his brother’s arm, and Thanatos reached down and bit on his neck and shoulder, eventually drawing ichor and most certainly leaving marks.
Hypnos just held on his shoulders and let himself be handled again, only making sure to keep the other as close as possible. By the time they were both finished they were also out of breath, and Sleep’s neck and shoulder were painfully throbbing.
«Yes, I left marks.» Death whispered, circling the swollen spots on his skin. «They suit you.»
«They most certainly don’t.» Hypnos objected with a half smile, still catching his breath.
«I disagree.» The other smiled back and pulled off a bit, looking at him as if seizing him up. «They really suit you. Do they hurt?»
Hypnos had to huff another smile at the intense look which was being given.
«They sting, yes.» Answered then, and his twin reached down to lick on the bruises, then softly blew on them, making him give a soft sigh. Then Thanatos raised his head and kissed the line of his jaw, and Sleep dipped a hand into his hair, gently pulling at them. «I must say this is the first time in forever that you get so worked up. I haven’t displeased it in the slightest.»
«I’m having so much fun right now, and yes, it didn’t happen in forever.» Thanatos observed, still breathing on his neck. «Usually you are the one who makes all the effort.»
«Usually I have to drag you here…» He commented, sliding a finger down the other’s spine. «Talk you into letting me touch you and take off your clothes, which you rarely do… then eventually I have to take all the effort into making your ever cold body to gain a little of heat. Yes, it was a nice change.»
«Are you complaining about me?» Death asked with a smile. «I’m planning to keep doing this for a while, so you can grow tired of this change too.»
«You’re saying you want to keep biting me, brother?» Sleep retorted and smiled back, still tracing the lines of the other’s back with the fingers. «It could very well become unpleasant.»
«It wouldn’t, I’m sure.»
Before his twin could actually get the idea of biting him again, Hypnos placed his free hand on his mouth, covering it with the palm.
«Behave.» Said then, brushing their noses. «I want to take you now.»
«You need to work on this, I really want to keep messing you up.» Thanatos said, right before making two fingers slide into his mouth.
«But in fact…» Hypnos observed, slowly moving his fingers to press on the sensitive spots of the other’s mouth. «Maybe I should let you, actually. It’s pretty much a good thing if you lash out at me, and at me only…»
He almost smirked at Death’s frown, leaning in to nibble at his ear.
«My naive brother.» Whispered then, now pressing fingers on his thigh and making him spread his legs a little. «Who has absolutely no idea.»
The other grabbed his wrist and slid the fingers out of his mouth.
«What are you possibly talking about?»
Taking advantage of his momentary confusion, Hypnos pushed forward and made him fall down on the mattress, smiling at his indignation.
«Who knows.» Said then. «I suppose you’re grown up enough to understand by yourself.»
«You’re just talking about nothing to distract me.» Thanatos sighed and seemed to try and sit up, but Hypnos prevented him by placing a palm on his chest.
«Down, you.» He chuckled, making him spread his legs wide with a knee.
«If you really want to then hurry, since I’m not going to give up on you.»
Before hearing some more complaints, Sleep leaned down and started stroking him, finding his length scalding hot.
«You’re burning up.» He observed. «Is it painful?»
«Somehow.» Death sighed, pressing their foreheads together. «But not in a bad way.»
«You’re also way softer than usual.» Hypnos muttered, nuzzling his neck and touching him very measuredly. «I suppose that I will be gifted with the sound of your voice, for once.»
«Only if you do everything correctly.» His brother answered. «You fussy profiteer.»
«You copycat.» Sleep chuckled again, then made him turn around and started taking him.
There came no answers, and he had the impression that Thanatos was biting on his lower lip. Smiling all the more he gave quite a strong push, making sure to be tightly holding his hips, and the other grabbed the blanket in a twitch, clearly straining to keep silent.
Hypnos stilled and leaned in to slowly caress his twin’s back, and eventually wrapped fingers on his dark hair. Then abruptly pulled up, holding Thanatos against his chest.
«Who could tell you would have been so adorable.» He whispered after hearing a very small whimper. «But I’ll be a good twin and I won’t bite you.»
«What the fuck…» Death hissed, grabbing on both his arms.
«You’re spending too much time with that kid.» Hypnos observed, then started slowly rolling his hips. «What’s happening to your language…?»
There came no answer again and he nibbled at his brother’s ear, folding an arm on his midriff to move properly. To his utmost surprise, Thanatos first shook his head, then began breathing heavily and eventually moaned with quite the soft voice.
Sleep pushed him down after a short while, placing a palm on his back, and used the usual roughness needed for his brother’s normally icy cold body to feel something. Just that this time Death was feeling even too much, because he shook and almost hid in his own arms, clearly unable to keep his own voice under control.
Seeing him this soft made Hypnos a little too worked up, maybe, for he didn’t even think about slowing down. He flipped the other around and Thanatos had his eyes widened in an almost scared expression, covering half of his face with a hand, and Sleep sat more upright and moved it away, caressing his cheek.
«Don’t give me that look.» He whispered, pressing knuckles on his lips. «Or I’m never letting go of you.»
«Just… just keep going.»
Hypnos drew in a deep breath and complied, eventually grabbing his twin and pulling him up to make him sit on his legs, now holding on his shoulders to keep his body balanced and as close as possible. And Death was feeling enough to have his small star shining after a while, grabbing him back and pressing their foreheads together.
They ended up finishing at the same time and both stayed still like that, holding onto each other. Hypnos tried to catch his breath, a hand now folded into his twin’s hair, and Thanatos wrapped the base of his neck with a hand.
«Again.» He hissed.
«Of course.»
Sleep moved in to kiss him and resumed rocking his hips, feeling him moan between his lips, and then bit at the lower. Thanatos moaned louder and arched, sinking nails into his shoulders, and he went down to do the same on the curve of his neck. Doing it harder when he realized that the other was enjoying it even a little too much.
That made him smile and bite even harder, eventually drawing his brother’s ichor, and feeling his skin furrow whole at the taste. He took both Death’s wrists again and held them above his head, after pressing his back against the wall, and kept taking him like that while holding one of his legs with the free hand.
Thanatos seemed to try and expose his neck, and he inhaled sharply at that, complying and biting into it again. When he finished once more, Death looked truly exhausted for a moment, almost completely limp and breathing with his lips parted.
Hypnos let him go and pulled him closer, again brushing their foreheads.
«Sometimes I think we should be one.» Whispered then, caressing his cheeks with both hands.
«Why?» His brother asked with a soft tone. «Do you want to know how I feel?»
«Maybe.» He answered, tilting his head and sliding the thumbs on his cheekbones. «Or maybe it’s because I know that this is the closest we can get.»
Thanatos held him, slowly nuzzling his cheek in a very affectionate gesture.
«If Sleep and Death had to become the same thing, it would be just a mess.»
«Right now I couldn’t care less.» Hypnos answered and nuzzled him back. «Let it be a mess.»
They kept caressing each other and eventually lied down, taking a pause, for Sleep knew they weren’t done in the slightest. But for the moment he just felt content to hold the other close, and feel his heartbeat under the palms.
«I must say…» He muttered after a while. «That I do enjoy your way to be “affectionate”.»
«And I must say that I found myself enjoying it even too much…» Thanatos replied, now frowning at him. «I’m surprised. It never happened before, not that I recall.»
«Not that I recall, either.» Hypnos observed, sliding fingers through dark hair. «Then again, I must bring my deepest thanks to your precious human kid… towards whom you said, just before, you are indeed very affectionate .»
«Oh.» Death’s frown got deeper. «So you were talking about that… I didn’t understand. Then I didn’t take him, if this was the question.»
Hypnos couldn’t help laughing softly, leaning in to kiss his forehead.
«You can be truly an adorable, naive little thing.» Said then, almost pinching his cheek. «Of course you didn’t.»
«Really.» Death glared at him. «Why should it be obvious that I didn’t take him? I could do it, it just didn’t cross my mind.»
«Of course. When do you ever think about these things» Sleep observed, knowing to be still sounding endeared. «You haven’t really had physical intercourse so many times, over the centuries… except with me, but I don’t count.»
«I don’t like to be touched.» Thanatos huffed. «And obviously don’t count, even if-» He suddenly stopped and looked straight at his twin. «Wait. Do you often think about having intercourse with people?»
«What are you talking about?» Hypnos feigned a frown. «My thoughts are always pure, genuine and clean. Just like yours.»
«Don’t tease me now.» Thanatos moved up to sit more upright, and pointed a finger at him. «Have you been thinking about taking your prizes? I think you have.»
Sleep snorted at his brother’s indignation.
«You think I thought about taking my prizes, really? What do you possibly think of me, brother…?» Said then, trying not to laugh more. «Have you taken me for a bad person?»
«I never said it should be a bad thing…» His twin sighed. «Just… I don’t know, you’re the one who thinks about having sex with people. Not me.»
«I know.» Hypnos still smiled, tilting his head to give back his brother’s look. «That’s why I said you can be an adorable, naive little thing. And I’m glad that at least two of my children took after you, indeed. Anyway, yes… of course I thought about it, they are my prizes.»
«And why didn’t you do it?»
«Well, I suppose I have more than just one reason…» He blinked at the ceiling, and then rose on his elbows to sit more straight as well. «First of all, until recently, they never had physical interactions with anyone, and you know me to enjoy an experienced partner. Second, I didn’t want them to get scared… as I told you, I like them as they are, stubborn, reckless and confident. If I even just ruffled their hair they would freak out, imagine how they would react to anything past a pat on the head.» He paused and shook his head, pulling golden hair off his forehead. «And third… I don’t particularly like humans when it comes to this. They are all so very delicate.»
«I suppose…» Thanatos had taken a thoughtful expression, rubbing his jaw with a palm. «This is annoying.»
«What would be annoying, now?»
«Nothing.» Thanatos answered. «I was just thinking out loud.»
And there Sleep supposed he knew what his brother was thinking about, but decided not to insist on that and just sighed again, this time with a small smile.
«Do you want to resume?» He asked after a while, since Death seemed actually lost in his thoughts. «Or maybe you want to hurry to your quarters to… think about it more thoroughly?»
«You just like teasing me too much.» Thanatos sighed and gave back his look. «Of course I want to resume, and now it’s my turn.»
«Of course it is.» He beckoned him with a hand, caressing his face with both palms after Death complied. «I’ll keep being all yours for as long as you want me to.»
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Chapter 36: XXXVI
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Chapter Text
The dream had been modeled by Morpheus as a flowery garden, decorated with white pillars which lay down on the grass, partially covered by vines. The sky was a tranquil shade of pale blue, with rags of narrow clouds slowly moving in circles, and it all was very reminiscent of the Elysium Fields.
The man who had been Grand Pope was sitting at a small marble table, one hand placed there and the other on his lap, with eyes closed. He opened them as Thanatos sat before him, looking back at him, and pulling his arm away to put distance and sit more straight.
«You are aware that being a Cancer wielder, growing old was something you could have easily avoided.» Thanatos observed. «But you slowly aged, still. Same as your twin.»
«It was never my intention that of living forever, nor was my brother’s.» The human answered. «I allowed myself to age more slowly, compared to others, as I needed time to prepare young warriors for the next conflict. I’ve lived for almost three hundred years… it was long enough, I was more than ready to go.»
«Long enough…» Thanatos tilted his head. «To my eyes you have the age of a child. Why did you consider yourself ready to go?»
«Those years were long enough for me.»
Death kept silent for some moments, looking back at the other which didn’t avert his gaze, and eventually twined fingers on his lap.
«Weren’t you afraid to die?» Asked then. «As I said, you could have kept living being a Cancer wielder. If you hadn’t perished at my hands, there would have been no reason for you to go.»
«Fear is something I managed to overcome long ago.» The human answered. «And the Cancer cloth wasn’t mine to wield anymore. I had already passed it on… my time was over, and I was aware.»
«You mortals… you’ve always had this twisted, distorted perception of knowing when your time is “over”.» Death frowned, almost shaking his head. «You do this to yourselves, cutting the string of your lives at your own likings… you give yourselves and others to me, you’ve been doing this since the first one of you set foot on Earth. You think to be masters of your own destinies… and you need to constantly come up with a way to prove it to yourselves.» He sat more straight and kept looking at the other in the eyes, as his frown deepened. «I come for all of you, eventually. It might be sooner or later, but I do without mistake. You have no need to hurry in my arms… but it feels as if you fear me so much that you can’t avoid running towards me. Just like you and your pupil did.»
There was no answer for a while, as the human kept looking straight at him as well, but this time his expression vaguely darkened. Thanatos could tell he had tensed up.
«I know my pupil to be here as well.» He eventually said. «Where is he?»
«The kid is in my residence right now.» Thanatos answered. «Are you aware of the significance of what he did, before you sealed me in that casket?»
«I might say that I am.» The other said, clearly keeping vague on purpose.
«Are you saying you encouraged your pupil to commit hubris?» Death paused and vaguely tilted his head. «He didn’t have any idea about what he was doing.»
The human frowned all the more, furrowing those curiously rounded eyebrows.
«Fighting a foe with the means given doesn’t equate to committing hubris.» Said then, and even if dark, his tone was visibly cautious. «Manigoldo wasn’t encouraged into anything.»
«Fighting a foe doesn’t equate to committing hubris.» Thanatos repeated. «But what occurred between us was not a simple fight. Also, you didn’t hear how your pupil talked to me and my brother, upon crashing on our terrace… he seemed to have a particular issue with the concept of death. Are you saying you didn’t make him believe he could actually defeat Death itself? Because he genuinely thought so.»
«It should be… understandable.» The human answered again, this time in a more measured tone. «If Death presents itself as a physical opponent, and not just as an immutable force.»
«That kid had it in his head to raise at a god’s same level.»
«He would never.» The frown on the human’s features came back. «The occurrence of your meeting was a simple fight, as your role wouldn’t matter in the course of a Holy War. Every two hundred years you present yourself to us as an enemy, this time it was no different.»
«It would have been the case, if it was the case.» Thanatos narrowed his eyes. «But I can suppose that now you’re trying to protect him, more than trying to upset me… he acts in a similar way. Did you raise him?»
The human seemed to need a moment to breathe in, while still looking at him straight in the eyes.
«I raised him since he was a young boy, yes.» Said then. «And I don’t suppose you could be more “upset” towards my person than you already are. Anything that occurred in the circumstances of that fight, was it what I witnessed or what transpired before my arrival, is nothing imputable to my pupil. I am his teacher and mentor, and whatever might be the crime you retain him guilty for, should be addressed solely to me, for I was also Grand Pope of the Sanctuary. The actions of those who fought under my order are my responsibility.»
Thanatos had the faintest of smiles.
«Yes, you raised him for sure.» Observed then. «He’s just more colorful with his words, but the essence is the same… but anyway. He committed hubris. He thought himself to be of a god’s same level, challenged me personally and tried to “defeat Death”, as if it was something that could make any sense. And he got punished for this. It’s nothing you can avoid, it already happened.»
The human’s features paled as he widened his eyes, and didn’t seem even trying to phrase anything for he just kept staring.
«His punishment is over.» Thanatos resumed. «And I found out that the most part of his distorted ideas about dying and about the Underworld came from a traumatic event, transpired in his childhood, which involves you.»
«What have you come here for?» The human asked, finally looking away. «My sole purpose as leading guide of the Sanctuary was preventing you and your twin to slaughter the most part of us, as you did two hundred years ago. I couldn’t protect my pupil, I couldn’t even now.»
«I don’t care about your reasons for sealing me in that casket, and I’m not here because I care about your doing in general.» Thanatos realized he was feeling quite irritated now. «I’m here because of your pupil, and because of the weird ideas you put in his mind, which brought him to challenge the very God of Death without knowing what he was doing. So, why did you bring him as a child to the Underworld gates?»
«What is this being asked for?» The human asked back, still with that low tone. «I wouldn’t see why I should explain my reasons to you of all people.»
«Because I made a promise to that kid.» Death answered. «I promised I would have given you a chance to avoid torture, and that to take this chance would have been your decision. Answering my question is your chance. There aren’t good or bad answers... I only want to hear your truth.»
Again some time was needed for the other to answer, as the human apparently had to bring himself into talking once more.
«I’m not afraid of pain. Still, I’m aware that not taking this “chance” would hurt Manigoldo possibily more than it would me... hence you can hear my truth, you who like to call yourself a god, while using your power to torture a kid.» He eventually said, glaring at Thanatos sideways. «I brought him to the Underworld gates because I needed to show him that life is to be treasured, for he wasn’t respecting the very gift of it. I had to show him what was waiting for a mortal, after his time was over among the livings, to teach him what it meant to end a life. And to teach him that hope is not to be lost, even if we are small and humble at first sight, compared to a creature of your powers and ancient age.»
Thanatos relaxed on the back of the chair and took his time before replying.
«So you really believe that the Underworld is a place of… eternal suffering. Or did you make it up, to teach your pupil the importance of life?»
«Made it up…?» The human frowned again and almost shook his head. «I simply showed him. I was in no need of making up anything.»
«So… you don’t know about what happens to saints’ souls, when they die.»
«Our soul is no different from any other.» This time, the other seemed vaguely confused. «How could it be.»
«Because Athena cares about her warriors, of course your souls get a different treatment.» Death almost huffed. «After souls enter the Underworld they get separated, so the innocents and the virtuous can reach the Asphodel Meadows, where they rejoin together. Particularly worthy souls get the chance of spending eternity in the Fields of Heroes, and all the others cleanse themselves, so they can be purified and reincarnate… it would be a problem if a saint’s soul was judged by a specter he killed, or which killed him. So saints’ souls just bypass judgment and are free to drink Lethe water, when their time comes, to forget everything and reincarnate. But… I can see that the Underworld gates have a bad look.»
The human had an expression on his face which could be interpreted as nothing less than shocked now. He kept silent for a while, slowly regaining composure.
«Have you...» He eventually said. «Have you been telling this to my pupil…?»
«I have.» Thanatos nodded. «Saints should be aware of all of this. I didn’t think you sacred warriors held such untruthful beliefs about the Underworld, even if I shouldn’t be so surprised after all.»
The other vaguely shook his head, still looking down.
«I can’t really bring myself to think this is true.» Said then. «But I hope it is.»
«It is true.» Death nodded again. «Your predecessors, your lost comrades... they surely aren’t suffering for eternity. Most of them surely reincarnated already. Some are still in the stream of souls, waiting for their moment to come. It’s as if they were sleeping, not conscious of themselves.»
There was no answer and at that point, the human before him looked only tired. He closed his eyes and breathed in, then kept looking away.
«Manigoldo is a nickname of some sort, it isn’t his real name.» Death inquired. «Am I correct?»
«It is the name he chose for himself.» The other answered in a half voice. «I’ve always considered it as his real name. He wouldn’t have any other.»
Thanatos stood up and the human lifted his eyes on him, remaining seated.
«What will be of him?» Asked then.
«He’s under my protection now.» The god answered. «He has the most fiery spirit I’ve ever witnessed. He managed to achieve something no mortal ever did before… and I’m not talking about hitting me or sealing me.»
He vaguely smiled upon saying that, as the other just blinked and slightly frowned. Before hearing an answer of any sort, Death turned and silently called for Morpheus to allow him a quick leave, and the dream faded from around him, bringing him back to his chambers.
~
Dohko kept his eyes closed but slightly lifted one eyelid, to peek at his friend as they were both meditating. Shion was frowning deeply, his hands clutched on the knees, seeming more troubled than focused.
It was since the day Albafica arrived that his thoughts had been dark, Dohko could easily tell. And as usual, it was hard to bring Shion into talking about what was worrying him… and after trying for a while, Dohko simply decided to wait for his friend to speak on his own accord. Luckily, Albafica’s presence had been a distraction for both of them.
Shion took a deep breath and opened his eyes, and Dohko snapped out of his reasoning to look at him.
«I can feel all of our comrades’ presence, by now.» Aries said quietly. «Degel and Kardia are still together. And Virgo Asmita isn’t far from here… I suppose Hades’ residence must be close.» He paused and looked afar for a moment. «Still, I don’t think it would be of any use to look for him.»
«If it’s even true that he’s been claimed by Hades.» Dohko pointed out. «It sounds odd that Hades would claim one of us, but at this point it can very well be. Gods do things I can’t really wrap my head around.»
The other nodded vaguely and kept looking away, not saying anything to that. And Dohko sighed to himself, again noticing how tired Shion looked. He clearly hadn’t been resting properly over the past days… whatever was troubling him seemed to be also keeping him up at night.
They stayed silent for a while as Dohko tried to think of a way to ask about it. Though at some point Shion got up and he did the same.
«What is it?» Libra asked. «Is someone coming?»
«It doesn’t seem like it… I was thinking about going to look for Albafica, he’s been away for a while now.» Shion replied. «And I sense him pretty far, he might have gotten lost.»
«Alright then.» He nodded. «Let’s get to him. He’s alone, right?»
Shion started walking and seemed to think about it, then shook his head.
«Actually no… I think he’s with the Griffon.»
«Oh.» Dohko blinked while following him. «I suppose he dropped by again...»
The Griffon had indeed been visiting during the past days, though for less than two hours every time, and Albafica had looked very glad to see him. And albeit odd to witness, Dohko was quite glad about it. They seemed really close, Albafica and that specter.
In a short while they reached the Lethe river, and it didn’t take long to spot the azure hair of their friend. And yes, there was the Griffon too; Dohko could notice his surplice, now standing on its own in the form of a rampant creature, not far from the shore, while its owner was sitting on a rock close to the water, apparently talking to the Pisces saint.
«Here they are.» Shion said, slightly turning towards him. «Do you want to join them?»
«Well, I suppose we could just-» Dohko began answering, but had to stop half sentence and widen his eyes.
He stopped and grabbed Shion by an arm, almost freezing in place. Shion first frowned and then looked at the scene, and the moment after he tensed up as well.
Albafica was sitting next to the specter, and they were partially turned towards each other. Dohko had considered they were a little too close to be normal, but had let it slide… though now the Griffon had lifted a hand and was caressing Albafica’s face with the knuckles, just below the jaw, as to brush strands of hair away from his neck. And Albafica was smiling, leaning in almost at the point that their noses were touching.
«Am I seeing things…?» Dohko asked in a half voice, almost a whisper.
«You… you’re not.» Shion almost stammered, while slightly stepping backwards. «What do we do?»
«I have no idea.»
«Me neither.»
Dohko had to swallow, running a hand through his hair. From where he and Shion were standing it wouldn’t have been easy for the other two to spot them… but then again, it wasn’t like he wanted to look at that scene. Which wasn’t normal in the slightest, of course it wasn’t, Albafica wouldn’t have let anyone touch him… surely not that way.
«I think we should pretend we saw nothing.» Dohko said, feeling the strange urge to hide behind a tree. «Just spin on our heels while they don’t see us, and pretend we’ve never been here.»
This time Shion didn’t answer, he just slightly shook his head and seemed unable to stop staring, at the point that Dohko had to pull him away, for he was a little too visible with that wavy blond mane he had.
«I’m not sure this is alright.» Shion whispered after a while.
«Well…» He winced, running a hand through his hair again. «He seems… I mean, Albafica seems fine.»
«You haven’t seen them fight.» Shion insisted. «And he doesn’t allow anyone to touch him, he never did.»
«Let’s just stay close, then.» Dohko peeked beyond the tree log. «And… we keep sure everything’s alright.»
«But, I mean… we can’t just stay and watch. This isn’t something we’re supposed to… what if they… you know.»
Dohko had to rub a palm on his eyes, nodding, and perfectly getting what his friend was meaning.
«I know.» He muttered. «But what’s gotten into Albafica…?»
He sighed and peeked again, regretting it a moment later. The Griffon had slipped a hand below the other’s shirt, lifting it and exposing half of his back. And Albafica was leaning closer, almost at the point to sit on the specter’s leg, and was brushing their cheeks together.
«This could… could be an act of some sort.» Shion muttered, his tone almost scared. «I remember the Griffon being… interested in him. Interested that way. Maybe he’s… he’s been kind towards him in exchange for…»
«You mean for that? » Dohko knew to have sounded disconcerted. «And of course Albafica wouldn’t tell us, if this is the case. But if this is it, he should be less… comfortable? I mean towards Minos. He doesn’t look like… like he’s being forced into this.»
«I know.» Shion ran a hand through his hair. «But I can’t see how this is even possible.»
«Me neither.»
«While I must say that this is probably the best place ever...» The Griffon commented, playing with the other’s azure locks. «This rock I’m sitting on is not exactly comfortable. And preventing me from having you on my lap.»
«You can always find a more comfortable rock.» Albafica smiled, brushing their noses together. «I like this place as well, even if we are in the open and can easily get caught.»
«Who should be supposed to catch us, now?» Minos nodded, holding him under the arms, and circling the thumbs on his nipples from below the shirt. «Elysium is a big place, and not exactly crowded.»
The kid sighed and smiled again, leaning in to kiss him.
«If you think I would allow you to do such things in the open, you’re very wrong.» Said then, and the specter almost chuckled.
«Well yes, all this pristine nature around us would think awful things of us.» He answered, right before nibbling at his lower lip. «You’re telling me I can’t cuddle you, then? Not even a little bit…?»
Albafica pursed his lips and moved to sit on the Griffon’s lap, even if the space was limited, the rock was uncomfortable and they risked falling behind right into the water.
«Wait...» Minos tried holding him, pushing on his lower waist to keep balance. «Damn you pretty blossom, we’re about to fall, you know that?»
«Are you afraid of getting wet?» Albafica chuckled and swayed back and forth, making all the more difficult not to fall.
«I’m a half-cat half-bird, there’s no part of me which likes water.» He protested, holding him by the waist. «But it seems like you’re overwhelming me with your technique, Pisces saint. I will bring you down with me, be sure.»
«Not a problem, Griffon...» The kid moved up and held onto his shoulders to kiss him. «I really like water.»
He had to chuckle at the other’s delighted expression, and allowed both of them to fall backfirst into the water. As soon as they resurfaced he pressed Albafica against that same rock, snuffing his laugh by kissing him.
«Yes, my hair is funny when it’s wet.» Minos observed, for the other wasn’t done laughing even after that.
«I can see it.» Albafica seemed trying to stop laughing, and resumed to kiss him while still smiling on his lips. «So, you really brought me down with you. I’m impressed by your recklessness.»
«It was a bold move, I know.» He smiled as well, placing a forearm next to Albafica’s head. «I can very well see that you’re impressed.»
«No, no, no.» The other waved a finger to emphasize, just before his nose. «You should regret throwing away your life like this.»
«I’m not regretting one damn single thing.» The Griffon smiled again and leaned in to kiss him, squeezing his thigh with the free hand.
«There will be a time when I won’t jump on you, as soon as we meet.» Minos whispered on his neck, brushing away damp locks with his nose. «But this is not the day.»
«Then, that day I will be the one jumping on you.» Albafica replied quietly, rubbing against him.
They urgently tugged at each other’s clothes to pull them off, and Minos felt suddenly glad to realize that Albafica had clearly missed him.
«So, can I do things to you, blossom…?» He whispered, spreading the kid’s legs with a knee. «Or are you still bothered by all the pristine nature around?»
The other just nodded, still nibbling his chest, and the Griffon took him by the waist and made him turn around. Feeling a little too worked up as well, he entertained the idea of taking him without preparation, all the more when Albafica bent over and lifted a leg, clearly anticipating as he peeked behind to look at him.
Minos moved in closer and held his waist again, pushing in slowly, and water helped a great deal for both of them. The other tensed up and quivered, and he started slowly stroking him as he gradually got sheathed, his back almost shivering in the effort of not forcing it.
«Alright...» He muttered, leaning in as soon as he was completely inside. «Are you hurting?»
«No, I’m alright...» Albafica whispered in a slightly cracked voice. «You can move.»
He swallowed a little hard and nodded, pulling him against his waist and then moving like that, feeling the tight muscles slowly relaxing, and the other’s half muffled moans a moment after.
They hadn’t been seeing each other for a long while now, or better, they had seen each other but never with the chance to be alone… then again, it wasn’t this much time, about two weeks maybe. It still felt like too long.
He started moving more roughly, especially when Albafica let his voice out and reached behind with a hand, to hold the Griffon’s hip as to keep him closer.
By now he had gotten familiar with his little blossom enough to know how to make him like it, and made sure he could finish before letting himself go and concluding as well, lifting him up and holding him against the chest.
They both breathed heavily as Minos sat down, letting water reach their shoulders. He leaned against the rocky shore with a pleased sigh, caressing Albafica’s flustered cheek with a palm, and now realizing that they weren’t actually alone in that place… he had been too focused on the other to notice sooner, but decided to keep silent about it, supposing that his little blossom would have freaked out at the unexpected new. He just smiled, cupping his face with both hands, and leaned down to kiss him.
The saint wrapped arms around his neck and kissed back, brushing their faces together, and after a while Minos actually felt like taking him again, but this time supposed it was better to get a hold of himself.
«Is Sleep being a good host?» He decided to ask, to try and keep a little distracted.
«He is cold and polite.» Albafica answered, sitting more straight on his lap. «And he likes to talk, which is fine since the sound of his voice is nice. The problem is that if I don’t interact, it’s easy to fall asleep while he speaks.»
«Well...» The Griffon had to chuckle at that. «I can relate. He’s the very God of Sleep, after all… but I often find his lectures interesting, even if… let’s say soothing.»
«They are interesting.» The other said. «I’m not going to fall asleep while he’s talking. It would be too awkward… I was just saying that it could be possible.»
«But I know.» Minos smiled again, brushing their noses together. «You always listen when people talk. I know.»
«Yes.» Albafica nodded and gave him a little kiss. «Even if they are talking nonsense… how was your work? Some days ago, Sleep told me a lot of flattering things about you.»
To that, the specter had to vaguely frown. He brushed back hair from his forehead and blinked, trying to figure out if the kid was somehow teasing him.
«My work was as usual, I guess.» Answered then. «And what those “flattering things” would be? I suppose Hypnos likes to tease me even when I’m not there to listen...»
«He was pretty serious.» Albafica vaguely smiled, playfully pulling his hair. «He said you are the most fitting Infernal Judge they ever had… that you’re committed, fast and very performing in your role. I don’t think he was teasing you, since he said something weird about your “souls”...»
«What…?» Minos almost widened his eyes, unsure of how to feel about that. Probably embarrassed. «I don’t even… I mean… what is he telling you now, that I’m a good judge? Really…?»
«Yes...» Albafica’s smile became more beaming and he kept playing with his hair. «He has a high opinion of you, I can tell… and you’re kind of flustered right now.»
«What the actual fuck.» The Griffon sighed, now shaking his head. «Of course I am. I mean… oh, this is so silly. I can take a compliment, I swear, but this one was unexpected.»
«You’re cute.» The kid leaned in to kiss one of his cheeks. «He also asked me about your little quarrel with the baby bird.»
«Did he…?» Minos pursed his lips in a small smile, pinching the other’s nose. «And what did you tell him? That I was being a stupid big bird, I suppose.»
«I just said that it would be better if he spoke with you directly, since I knew as much as he did.»
He sighed vaguely, leaning against the rock and mindlessly playing with the other’s hair. Hypnos had been asking him about that, those past days, and had absolutely no reasons to address Albafica on that matter. But he was a nosy creature indeed.
«I’ve been telling him how it went.» Said then. «He said I should be patient with the Bennu because he’s young, and has a role of importance. You know, that specter is Lord Hades’ personal guard… he wasn’t reincarnated for a long time, ever since the previous Holy War. And that baby bird in particular did a great deal during this one, or so I was told… I guess I’ll offer him some wine to make peace.»
«I agree about you being patient.» Albafica nodded. «But I have to admit I wouldn’t have acted very differently from you, in that situation… and how is your brother by the way? Did he change his mind about leaving?»
«He’s been a lot less bitter and clearly more at ease lately.» Minos answered, now vaguely smiling again. «I don’t really want to inquire, unless he’s the one talking about it… but at this point I’m sure he’s staying. I told you, he had personal issues to solve, or so it seemed… now he’s solved them, but since he’s a stubborn grownup bird, it wasn’t like he could ask about that or behave normally. He had to sneak out of his confinement and make everybody worried.»
«This doesn't surprise me.» Albafica smiled back, caressing his cheek. «I can see this place is full of childish birds.»
«We have one mature Wyvern to compensate.» He answered, giving him a light kiss. «We can be childish birds as long as he balances us.»
«There is someone who can keep an eye on you, I’m lucky then.»
Albafica kissed him back, brushing his fringe with the palms, and kissing him again on the forehead. He sighed with another smile, nuzzling his face as he slightly pinched one of his thighs.
«There’s no need for people to keep an eye on me, you know.» Said then. «I can take care of myself like the grownup I am.»
«I know, you are big and scary, and no one has to worry about you...» Albafica laughed softly, playfully trying to bite his nose. «Do you think that the nestling would accept to have a glass of wine with you?»
Before answering, he snatched the kid’s face with both hands and kissed him a little more deeply than before, to distract him from his nose.
«If he doesn’t, I suppose I’ll try to be friendly to get him to soften up a bit.» Said then, still slightly smushing the other’s cheeks. «And if this doesn’t work either, I’ll just quit and we can keep glaring at each other for eternity.»
«I’m sure you’ll convince him, sooner or later.»
They resumed kissing, and again Minos felt like taking him once more, telling himself to behave for they definitely weren’t alone, he could clearly feel presences not far away. It had to be Albafica’s friends.
«But where are your little friends, now?» He asked, again to try and keep distracted. «Have you been left all alone in Elysium?»
«I left them meditating.» The other answered, kissing his neck. «Shion can feel a bit of his cosmo, and Dokho can sense his cloth, apparently. I can’t do either of those things, so I prefer cuddling.»
Minos snorted and tried not to laugh, brushing the other’s wet hair on a side to kiss his neck as well.
«Who wouldn’t prefer cuddling, I say?» Whispered then. «But, well… little Aries can feel a bit of his cosmo. Really. And… can he sense people’s presences, then? Like… yours… or mine.»
«I think so...» Albafica nodded, caressing his sides from underwater. «I think he’s trying to sense our comrades' presence… they are both lucky, being able to feel something like this.»
Since the kid didn’t seem bothered in the slightest, the Griffon mentally shrugged and began caressing him back, eventually pressing their bodies together to rub their waists.
«Maybe Sleep did some of his tricks to allow them...» Muttered then, half thinking out loud, while squeezing the other’s cheeks. «I wouldn’t be surprised.»
«Maybe, who knows.» The other smiled in an almost embarrassed way. «Sometimes I feel guilty of enjoying so much not being poisonous anymore… it’s so weird just to think I was...»
«There’s nothing to feel guilty for, here.» Minos brushed their lips together and slid a hand in between their waists, caressing him. «It was unfair for you to be poisonous. In any possible sense, for you being a human, a warrior, everything. And if you are ever to gain back your cosmo, like your friend… then we’ll find a way to have you use it on command, so that you can be poisonous only when you need to be.»
Albafica lightly chuckled, resting his cheek on the Griffon’s shoulder, then sighed a moment later.
«At this moment, I just feel like I don’t care.» He whispered, slightly moving his hips.
«Alright then,» The specter answered softly on his ear, wrapping an arm around his shoulders. «let’s just not think about it.»
This time he took him more gently, keeping him close and with legs folded around his own waist, and trying to kiss him as much as he could, pausing just to breathe.
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Chapter 37: XXXVII
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Chapter Text
He found the boy in one of the most unused rooms of his residence, looking around as if trying to find something on the shelves and dressers. Thanatos tilted his head while watching him, wondering why could be that, and eventually the other turned around and looked back at him.
«Manigoldo.» He called, moving inside the room. «What are you looking for?»
«Nothing specific.» The boy answered, glancing at a table. «I found… by accident, I mean, I found things which seem to have belonged to… a child.» He pointed at that table where he had gathered a few objects. Small sized clothes, a straw doll and a wooden horse. «There are some, here and there.» He resumed, crossing arms on his chest. «Were you… have you ever… well.»
Manigoldo stopped and frowned, and seemed not to know how to end that sentence.
«I can’t have children.» Death answered, approaching the table to pick the wooden horse which had a little bell attached to its neck. «But I raised some. The young woman named Pandora you knew from this Holy War hasn’t been the first one, and in the past, my brother and I used to raise them from a young age. These were their favourite toys, in particular this noisy one...»
He shook the thing to make it twinkle lightly, and Manigoldo looked confused for a moment.
«You used to raise Hades’ priestesses?» Asked then. «Why?»
«What do you know about them?»
«Well… I know Pandora is tasked with finding Hades’ vessel, and… awaken him, somehow.» He seemed to think about it. «I mean, before a Holy War begins. That’s how it begins, right? Pandora finds the vessel and awakens Hades.»
«We can say that.» Thanatos nodded. «My brother and I, we sense Pandora’s cosmo upon incarnation, and when the time comes, we instruct her on her task to come. In the past we used to take her to the Underworld, or anyway in our care, and raise her as our own child. The little girls seemed to always like the same toys, every two hundred years… these you found are quite ancient indeed.»
Manigoldo turned towards the table again, then picked up the doll and felt it, muttering that it showed that it was ancient.
«So you don’t do it anymore.» Observed then. «You haven’t raised this one, then? The Pandora of this last Holy War.»
«We stopped raising them.» Thanatos answered, making the bell twinkle again, and then put the wooden horse back on the table. «Since a new Pandora was needed, every two hundred years.»
«Meaning that…?»
«That they had a limited lifespan, being mortals.» Death leaned against the table with the small of his back. «Pandora is the one who finds the earthly vessel, and awakens Hades’ conscience within them. However, she can do it only once in her lifetime. Without a “new” Pandora there couldn’t be a new Holy War, since there would be virtually no way for Hades to awaken in his vessel.»
«I see… so regardless if Pandora survived the Holy War or not, she was… supposed to die.» Manigoldo observed in a lower voice, frowning again. «And I guess… reincarnate.»
«Exactly so.» Thanatos nodded, looking at him straight. «She was supposed to die, in the luckiest cases of old age, more frequently during the war, so that her soul could join the stream and reincarnate. Her next incarnation would possess the same cosmo, thus being able to awaken Hades in his earthly vessel again.»
The kid looked back at him for a moment, then eventually nodded as well.
«And I suppose it wasn’t the best thing ever, to raise a child and instruct her to die in the course of a war. Were you...» He paused and blinked for a moment. «You grew attached to them, I guess.»
«We can say so.» Death answered, glancing at the toys. «In every incarnation, Pandora always looks the same, she likes the same toys and the same food, sometimes she even says things she shouldn't know as if she had memory glimpses of her previous incarnations. Though she doesn’t hold memories of her past lives. She was always our child, every two hundred years… yet she wasn’t. It started being distressing after a while.»
«Well, I’m...» The boy frowned again, this time more deeply. «I’m sorry. I could have never imagined such a story.»
«It’s always the same story.» Thanatos moved from the table. «And never a nice story to tell.»
«I read in one of your record books that it happened for Pandora and Lady Athena’s vessel to be related, and very close to each other.» Manigoldo said, now looking away. «And that Pandora refused to lead specters against the Sanctuary, after awakening the vessel.»
«That Holy War was an awkward one.» Death sighed. «Pandora was very distraught. She pleaded not to join the war, and after it ended, to be able to stay on Earth for the rest of her mortal life. Hypnos and I weren’t able to see her anymore, or make sure she was alright, until we found her next incarnation on the eve of the following Holy War. It was then that we decided to stop raising the child... we felt the need to keep her distanced, from that moment on, as much as possible. At the point of being hostile towards her.»
Manigoldo looked down, tapping on his own arm with a frown.
«The Holy War sucks.»
«What am I hearing?» Thanatos half smiled at that comment, moving towards the door and gesturing the other to follow. «I thought you were proud to fight for your cause.»
«And who said I wasn’t…?» He heard the kid answer. «Fighting was easy when there was a good purpose for it. Point is… I was sure humans were the only ones suffering. And I was sure to be on the right.»
They had entered a living room and Death sat on an armchair. He silently asked for some tea.
«Do you know that a saint, if they’re aware and powerful enough, could be able to win a fight against a god? I am not talking about sealing them, but actually killing them.»
Manigoldo had settled on the couch before him, crossing legs on the cushion.
«I suppose.» Said then, his tone a little uncertain. «I’ve been taught that there’s no limit to what a human can achieve, with their cosmo. And I don’t mean just a saint, but every kind of human, whether they wield a cloth or not.»
«This is an undoubtedly poetic concept.» He answered. «But golden cloths are specifically made to allow a human to reach a god’s level, if the time is right. Anyway, if you had had the time to grow as a saint, you could have very well become a “little death”.»
The boy leaned in and took one of the two cups which had just appeared there, on the small table between them, looking all the more skeptical.
«Look...» He muttered after taking a sip. «I understand that you’re not angry at me anymore, and all of that. But don’t you think you might be going a little over the top, now?»
«Over the top?» Thanatos frowned, taking a cup as well. «What do you mean?»
«I mean… it’s not like… I was just a saint, okay?» Manigoldo frowned all the more. «I wasn’t going to be a “little death”, or anything like that. It was… I just happened to hear dead people’s voices and see their souls, or echoes or whatever.»
«Hold up.» Death lifted a palm to ask for silence. «You are misunderstanding the point. You are thinking as if your cloth was some kind of tool, an item that gives you power, but you would have possessed the Cancer abilities regardless if the golden cloth had chosen you or not. You would have become a “little death” in any case if you hadn’t died, wielding the Cancer golden cloth would have just made it easier for you. Did I make this understandable?»
«I suppose.» Manigoldo repeated. «You mean that if I had not died, I would have become powerful enough to be considered a “little death”, also thanks to my cloth. This I get, but it’s not like I understand. My teacher was pretty old, but he wasn’t this powerful for sure, even if a lot more skilled and experienced than me.»
«He wasn’t old enough for something like that. Also, the burden of such a power isn’t easy to sustain. We can say it’s the payback... you become incredibly powerful, but you risk going insane.» Thanatos paused, sipping his tea. «By the way, I met him recently. I’m talking about your mentor.»
The boy’s expression changed all the whole, for he widened his eyes and clearly tensed up, looking almost scared. He placed the cup back on the table and looked at Thanatos straight, closing both fists on his thighs.
«Is he alright?» Asked then, his voice considerably lower.
«He’s in one of the Dreamworlds.» Death answered. «We just had a conversation. And I could realize he truly believed all of those things he said to you, about the Underworld. He looked bewildered when I explained how it works… and I’m not completely sure he believed me either, convinced as he was.»
There was a long moment of silence after that, because Manigoldo changed his expression all over again, ending up sighing and pressing a palm on his eyes, pulling up both legs against the chest.
«So he wasn’t… lying to me.» He said very quietly. «I mean he was, but...»
Thanatos rose from the armchair and went sitting next to him, moving a hand to caress his hair.
«It wasn’t intentional.» The boy resumed, breathing deeply and slightly lifting his head under Death’s touch. «He really thought he was teaching me something.»
«He didn’t lie to you.» Thanatos said, caressing the other’s cheek. «He told me he tried to teach you the importance of human life, and he truly believed he would have gone to a place full of torment and suffering, after dying. Which isn’t going to happen.»
Manigoldo nodded and pressed his cheek into Thanatos’ palm, slowly breathing out again, this time almost in relief.
«I found him sitting at a marble table, surrounded by a beautiful garden.» Thanatos kept caressing the kid’s hair and eventually pulled him against his own chest. «The sky had a soft shade of blue, and the place was garnished by blooming poppies.»
«I’m glad.» The other replied quietly. «It would have been… unfair. For him to just die without knowing, while I’m here and I know.»
«When and if you wish to meet him, you can.» Thanatos caressed the boy’s shoulder and arm, sliding down his knuckles. «And if you want to meet your comrades, know that your azure haired friend is here. I saw him brawling with one of the other kids in the Lethe river.»
Manigoldo looked up with a confused look.
«What…?» He sat more straight. «Brawling…? You must have mistaken him for someone else.»
«Is the former Pisces saint we are talking about?» Death had to vaguely chuckle at the kid’s incredulous expression. «His appearance is hard to mistake… I can say he isn’t as well versed in physical combat as his opponent, but he has some skills.»
«If it made sense, I would say you’re joking.» Manigoldo shook his head. «He must have hit his head very hard if he’s been… brawling.»
«I suppose he’s getting used to not being poisonous anymore.» Thanatos smiled, now slightly tilting his head. «The Griffon has truly given a commitment on it.»
«Wait… so you know about the poison thing…?» The kid blinked and then frowned again. «And what do you mean with that? What… what is “commitment” supposed to...» He stopped and ran a hand through his hair, almost shaking his head again. «Just what is going on with him?»
«Easy, kid.» Thanatos resumed to caress his hair. «Your friend is fine, you don’t need to fret about this. The Griffon is taking care of him, and they are growing close. It’s very easy to tell if you hear them talking.»
«Are you… are you sure about this?» Death could tell that the other’s heartbeat was running way faster than it was supposed to, and he still looked somehow scared. «I mean… the Griffon got killed by him. Is this actually alright?»
«I can’t be completely sure, since I only know what I see and what it’s being said to me.» Thanatos pressed the knuckles on the kid’s chest, slowly moving them in circles. «They seem to be trying not to be too open with their relationship… trying to find their moments to stay alone, and be affectionate. They aren’t good at doing this, anyway...»
Manigoldo frowned and didn’t seem happy with that in the slightest.
«I don’t really like what I’m hearing.» He muttered. «And I also don’t like the fact that I can’t kick that specter’s ass, if I find out that… that Albafica is not...» He paused and breathed heavily, now glaring at nothing in particular. «Fucking damn it.»
«You can’t “kick his ass”, this is true.» Death lifted his chin with the knuckles. «But he can’t do the same, either.»
«I could very well try, then.» Manigoldo mumbled, still looking away. «The Griffon already took him from me once.»
«So...» Thanatos frowned vaguely. «Do you feel for the Pisces kid?»
«He’s my best friend.» The other sighed and gave a small shrug. «And… he’s the best person I’ve ever met. He’s nothing like anyone else, just one of a kind. He didn’t deserve to go like that.»
«He’s surely a reckless little thing.» The god observed. «He even tried to sneak here to see you, but got caught halfway.»
«What?» Manigoldo snapped, looking at him with his eyes wide. «He sneaked in here? When…? And… you said he was fine. I mean, you… you didn’t get angry at him.»
«I was generally angry, yes.» Death smiled, resting his back on the couch. «He was with Libra and Aries, apparently he convinced them or something like this… but my brother and the Griffon collected them before they could do anything. The Griffon even stepped in between me and your friend, and I could very well see from his eyes that he was ready to antagonize me. In hindsight it was almost adorable, and also the affection your friends have for you is adorable.»
Manigoldo blinked a couple times and then sighed deeply, rubbing between his eyes.
«Those damn stupid reckless children, I told them to stay the fuck away from me.» He ended up muttering under his breath. «And of course that was Alba’s idea. I should have seen that coming.»
«He wanted to talk some sense into me.» Thanatos smiled again. «Which, again, is adorable. He’s-»
«It’s not adorable!» The kid snapped again. «It’s plain dumb… it’s like… even worse than an idea that could come from me…»
Death couldn’t help laughing softly, rubbing fingers on his eyes.
«What is there to be so happy about…?» Manigoldo resumed, making him laugh all the more. «I suppose I’m not needed to make you notice that this could have ended in a fucking tragedy! And you’re laughing…!»
«It could-» Death began answering, but had to laugh more and stop. «It wouldn’t… it would have ended with me bringing them back to their owners, and arguing until my brother had me calmed down. Don’t look at me with that shocked face now, or I’ll never stop laughing.»
«I can’t see how this is fun.» The kid gave an exasperated huff. «At least your brother can act like a normal person, or so it seems.»
«My brother likes mortals, and he can understand them a lot better than me.» Death nodded. «Your friends are all fine and confident, even too much for my tastes. But they don’t bother me, at least… little Aries is growing bold, you know. He challenges my brother when they speak, and Hypnos seems to like him very much.»
Manigoldo sighed, seeming to give up on trying to retort.
«Well, I’m glad.» Said then. «Maybe I should actually see them, and remind them not to do anything stupid… if they ever listen, that is.»
«If you wish so, you can.» Thanatos nodded, caressing his shoulder. «They would surely be glad to see you. I suppose now they’re playing hide and seek somewhere in Elysium… or jump on each other like the children they are.»
At that, the kid nodded back with the faintest of smiles.
«Yes, well… I suppose we do look pretty much like children to you.» Said then, reaching for Thanatos’ hand and seeming to play with it, now looking down. «But… if I go. If I go see them… would you come with me?»
«I will.» He raised his hand to caress him from the forehead to the nape. «You are my favorite, Manigoldo. I won’t leave you alone.»
The kid raised his eyes and had them widened for some reason. Thanatos moved in closer and rested their brows together.
«I will call them to the terrace.» Death said then, caressing his back. «And I can play my lyre while you are talking.»
Manigoldo nodded faintly, taking in a long breath.
«I don’t know why I’m feeling so scared over this.» Muttered then. «As if I was about to do who knows what.»
«It’s normal for you to be scared.» Death answered in a low tone. «A lot has happened, but it’s going to be alright. They will just be happy to see you.»
The other nodded again and breathed deeply, and didn’t seem willing to shift from there, even if his body slowly lost all tension. Thanatos kept holding him and caressing his back, deciding to give him time and just wait for him to move.
~
Shion and Dohko had been sitting on the staircase leading to Sleep’s residence, quietly talking to each other when they spotted Albafica and the Griffon coming their way, the specter now wearing his surplice.
«So, as I was saying...» Dohko said in a half voice. «I don’t think we should really worry about it. But we can give it a try.»
Shion nodded but didn’t reply out loud, not wanting to be heard by the other two. Him and Dohko had been talking about what they had accidentally seen, and even if the Pisces saint looked nothing less than perfectly happy, Shion was having a hard time not thinking about what had transpired between him and the Griffon at the onset of the Holy War. He knew he was probably just unnecessarily fretting, but the idea of Albafica being coerced into that was troubling him too much to just let it slide.
They walked inside together and Albafica beamed when the Griffon informed him that he would have spent some more time in the Elysium Fields, before returning to his duties. They got to the terrace and sticking to the plan, Dohko suggested to Albafica to go get some dry clothes. They went inside, and Shion stayed behind with the specter.
«Noble Star.» He called as soon as he felt sure they were alone, looking him in the eyes. «Can I have a word with you?»
Minos blinked and nodded, leaning back against the balustrade with his wings.
«Sure.» Said then. «What is it?»
«I’m worried for my comrade.» Shion replied, supposing than being nothing less than perfectly genuine was the best approach. «I know this isn’t really my business, and that you could easily spin me around if you wished, but I can’t help thinking that this doesn’t look right. I was there when you fought, and seeing you intimate doesn’t sit right with me.»
«That’s… yeah, well. I can see why it doesn’t sit right with you.» The Griffon rubbed between his eyes, glancing at him with a vague smile. «You happened on us before, didn’t you.»
«I did.» He admitted. «It was an accident. I was looking for Albafica as he had been away for the most part of the day.»
«What are you exactly asking me here? If he’s alright? I wouldn’t be sure what to tell you, you probably know him better than me after all… from what I can see, he is. Alright, I mean.»
«I’m asking what’s happening between you two.» Shion sighed to himself. «I’m not asking Albafica because I don’t want to embarrass him. And because I know that if he’s being coerced into something, he wouldn’t say to avoid troubling me… while you would have no reason to lie about it. It’s not like I could do anything, whatever the case.»
«Makes sense.» Minos nodded vaguely, still rubbing between his eyes. «Would you believe me though, if I told you that he’s not being coerced?»
Shion actually thought about it for a moment. Then eventually nodded, never ceasing to look the other straight.
«Truth shows when someone speaks it.» He said more quietly. «And I got the impression that you cared. You didn’t have to allow him to spend time here, and you didn’t have to lead us through Death’s residence, when we were looking for the Cancer saint. I don’t understand how you went from the kind of fight you had to… this, but it’s fine as long as Albafica is happy.»
«I don’t understand how we went from that to this either, if I am to be completely honest...» The Griffon huffed a small smile. «Though I can try to explain how things are from my perspective, if you wish.»
«Please.»
«Alright then… despite what you saw back during the Holy War, it wasn’t my intention to kill your friend. If I could have, I would have avoided fighting altogether.» Minos paused and frowned a little, seeming to think about it. «When the need to fight ceased to be, what happened with Albafica had kind of stuck with me. You both pulled quite the trick on me, and you’re included, I have quite a vivid memory of that cube of light shutting down my technique.»
He paused again but Shion said nothing to that, and replied just with a vague nod. He didn’t really want to dwell on that event more than necessary. Especially the final bits of that fight, where Albafica had drained his own blood to trick the Griffon and hit him with the Bloody Rose.
«So that’s why you claimed him. Because you got stung by the event.» He ended up saying as Minos wasn’t resuming. «It’s what I had initially thought, in fact.»
«I also claimed him because he’s the most beautiful human being I had ever seen in my existence, which is very long, and I wanted to see him again.» The Griffon said in quite the sincere tone. «I had no idea what I was going to do. I rarely ever have, it can seem otherwise but I’m not at all a serious person...» He paused and seemed to sigh at himself, crossing arms on his chest. «We ended up talking, then we started joking, and one thing leads to another, you know… he’s not being coerced into anything because I never needed to coerce him, he’s been happy to be here. As much as a fallen warrior can be, that is. Mostly happy to not be poisonous anymore, and can you ever blame him.»
«I really cannot.» Shion frowned and ended up looking down. «You do sound like you feel for him.»
«Look, kid. Albafica is not my prize. I did claim him, and surely he belongs to the Underworld now, but I’ve never considered him my propriety.» The Griffon added, and Shion looked back up at him. «If you can believe me then hear me out on this. There is no way I would hurt him, and if he told me he wouldn’t want to see me anymore for any reason, I’d be fine with it.»
«I can tell that he wouldn’t want that.» He gave a very small smile. «He does look happy. Thank you for indulging me, Noble Star.»
There the Griffon glanced to the side and shrugged. He looked like he was going to say something but didn’t, and Shion considered that he almost looked self conscious about something.
«You’re welcome.» He ended up saying before Shion could add anything. «But you don’t need to thank me or anything like that. It’s fair that you worry for him. He does worry for you a lot too, and that’s a nice thing to see.»
He just nodded, feeling somewhat relieved after that conversation. Surely he couldn’t be completely positive that the Griffon wasn’t lying, but he would have had no reason to, and he did sound nothing less than authentic. And maybe even a tiny little bit embarrassed after all.
«Those should fit you.» Dohko put some dry clothes on the bed. «And don’t worry about your lost shirt, we can find it. Lethe has a sharp turn at some point, and clothes tend to remain stuck in the willows there. I happened to lose stuff while in the water as well.»
«Thank you.» Albafica nodded and took the folded garments, and Dohko rubbed a hand on his face, looking away as his friend was changing.
«Can I…» He said after some moments, while the other took a comb and began fixing his damp hair. «Can I, huh… ask something of you?»
«Hm?» Albafica turned to look at him with a curious expression. «Of course.»
And how should I put this now…? Dohko asked himself, remaining silent for some moments.
«Well.» He began, casually looking around. «You...» He paused and sighed, running a hand through his hair, and feeling somehow stupid. «I don’t really know how to phrase it. Let’s say I wanted to know how you are.»
«Why?» His friend frowned, looking understandably confused. «I mean… I’m alright, same as I was before.»
«Sure. I can see you are.» Dohko went sitting on his bed, frowning as well. «But… damn it, I don’t know how to say this without making it sound… weird.»
«Alright...» Albafica cautiously sat before him, looking straight in his eyes. «Did something happen? Something I should know…?»
«Something did happen, yes.» Dohko answered. «I… we… I mean Shion and I… we were around. Before. Around the river. Is this alright? What happened there, while you were… damn it, I’m feeling like an idiot and I’m sorry I’m asking, I should probably mind my own business, but we got worried. Are you sure you’re okay?»
The other just stared, his eyes now wide, and kept silent. And Dohko sighed deeply, lowering his head.
«I’m sorry.» He resumed. «Really. We didn’t mean to spy on you, we just happened there and got worried. You do seem alright, still I feel the need to ask. It’s not like I could do anything about it, I know this as well...»
«Dohko.» Albafica seemed to make an effort to keep composure, still looking straight into his eyes. «I understand you were worried...» He swallowed, and his cheeks visibly got flushed. «But you really don’t need to be.»
«He’s not forcing you.» Libra said, knowing to be looking at him with an almost apologetic expression. «This is something you want as well.»
«I don’t think this could get any more awkward...» Albafica pressed a palm on his face for a moment. «I’m alright with it, but I think it was pretty obvious since you saw what happened.»
«I’m sorry.» He said for the third time. «We went away as soon as we realized what was happening. And no, it’s not obvious… nothing has ever been obvious since we got here, I could say. I’ll… I’ll just pretend I haven’t seen anything. I’m not concerned with what you do, I just wanted to know if you were fine with it. That’s all.»
«I know how weird it can seem.» Albafica sighed, nervously playing with his own hair. «I don’t know how to explain it. Also because of what happened with Minos when I was alive, you know… the fighting and everything else. But he really acted nice after claiming me, I don’t know why, and… I don’t know, I don’t know how it ended like this… it just did.»
«It’s alright… I mean, everything is alright as long as you’re fine.» Dohko managed a small smile. «It’s not like you need to explain anything to me, and I had no right to ask. And whatever the reason why it ended like this, if you’re happy about it, then I’ll be happy too.»
«I don’t know if I’m happy… I mean, it’s something I want too, but...» Albafica sighed again and shrugged. «Sometimes I just don’t feel like myself anymore, like this is a strange dream, or my life before was a dream… I don’t know, the way I lived and the way I’m living now just don’t fit together. I don’t even know if this is making any sense.»
To that, Dohko frowned and nodded slowly, relating even too much to what his friend was saying. He sighed as well, running a hand through his hair, and looking at the ceiling for a moment.
«I understand.» Said then in a half voice. «On top of all the weird things that happened, I understand that bit too. I mean… I wasn’t poisonous, sure. But it wasn’t like I could even think about...» He stopped, realizing what it was that he was saying. «About...» He resumed, having to swallow. «About touching people. That way.»
«Why not? I mean… you technically could.»
«Not really.» Dohko shrugged with a small smile. «I was still a saint. It was overlooked for Degel and Kardia to have a relationship, but just because of Kardia’s heart condition, being Degel the only one who could keep it under control. Still, it was frowned upon.»
«That’s true.» Albafica frowned. «We weren’t allowed to have romantic relationships, I know. But you still could… you know… the physical part, I mean. Have you ever tried?»
Dohko almost huffed, feeling stupidly embarrassed at that.
«No, I never tried before.» Said then. «I had… how should I put this now? I wasn’t much interested in people. Most of them.»
«And...» His friend’s tone turned somewhat cautious. «And did something change, now…?»
«I was the damn luckiest guy ever, because I ended up here with Shion.» He admitted with another sigh. «And yes, something changed. It feels exactly how you put it before, like a dream… I can’t even think about the fact that before, we had never… like… I mean...»
«So… you did...» Albafica sported both an eloquent voice and expression, and Libra had to almost smile at that.
«I did, yes.» Said then. «Don’t tell Shion that I told you, I guess he’d kill me. And you. No, he would just kill me, most likely… anyway yes, I… we did.»
Albafica just smiled and nodded, apparently trying not to laugh.
«I think he’s talking with Minos, now...» He commented then with another sigh. «And I hope Minos isn’t mocking him too much.»
«Yes, well… that was the plan. He would have spoken to Minos while I spoke to you. Shion was even more worried than me, I suppose because he saw you… fight.» Said then, halting for a second to change the last word he was about to use. «I’ll tell him you’re alright, if the Griffon has been mocking him.»
«He has his way of putting things in the wrong perspective, I think he has fun with that even too much.» Albafica shook his head, this time sounding resigned. «Like when he made you believe he was torturing me, or something like this… he didn’t even acknowledge the impact it had on you, at first, I had to explain it to him… I think he’s too much into the bad guy role to realize.»
Dohko rose from the bed and shrugged at that, smiling vaguely.
«To be honest with you, we did most of the work by ourselves. We were very hostile to him. It’s not like he described tortures or anything, he just acted like a generic bad guy.» He sighed, shaking his head while recalling how it went. «And I tried to punch him, you know? I suppose he actually had a great deal of fun.»
«I’m sure it was totally his fault.» Albafica sighed as well, getting up. «As I said, he’s into the bad guy role and he enjoys it a lot… do you know I actually punched him?»
«You what…?» Dohko had to widen his eyes. «And he allowed you? Really?»
«He was kind of confused.» The other smiled. «But he didn’t do anything… I realized I punched him just after I did it.»
Dohko blinked for a moment and looked back at his friend, which now was looking almost smug.
«You know, he probably likes you a lot if he didn’t react to a punch.» Said then, now frowning. «Maybe you should kick him next time, just to be sure.»
«We will spar, so I will have a lot of occasions to kick his ass.» Albafica smiled again placing a hand on his shoulder. «When I say that you guys don’t need to worry, it’s true. You can believe me.»
Dohko smiled as well and patted the back of his hand.
«I believe you.» Said then. «And if you manage to convince him, we can spar together. I’m getting tired of making you and Shion fly around, I need a new opponent.»
«Enjoy your moment now, Dohko. It won’t be so easy in the future… and now I think it’s the moment to go save Shion, before Minos makes him believe he did something weird to me.»
«You’re right.» He answered. «...on the second part. About not being easy…» He playfully punched Albafica’s shoulder, without putting any force into it. «If you want to defeat me, you’ll need to train another one hundred years.»
«I’m just keeping a hold on myself.» Albafica chuckled and moved to the door. «I don’t want to see you cry, you know.»
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Chapter 38: XXXVIII
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When Albafica and Dohko reached the terrace, Shion wasn’t alone there. Death seemed to have joined and he nodded at them as a greeting when they stepped outside.
«Damn it, not this guy again...» Dohko muttered under his breath and joined Shion’s side, while Albafica sighed, staying back for a moment.
He had to mentally prepare, not feeling particularly inclined to deal with Sleep’s twin at that moment. He eventually approached as well and noticed Minos was there too, casually standing aside and seeming to be looking over the balustrade.
«Here you are.» Thanatos said, clearly talking to the three former saints. «Manigoldo wishes to meet you. If you want to follow me.»
He gestured to the inside of the residence while Shion and Dohko looked at each other and Albafica blinked, not really expecting that of all things.
«Are we about to go now…?» Shion asked, and Death nodded again.
«As I said.»
«I suppose it wouldn’t be a problem if I follow.» Minos said, approaching as well.
«If you so wish.» Thanatos replied.
They all walked inside following him, and Albafica almost flinched when he felt the Griffon’s hand brushing his forearm. He took a deep breath and told himself to keep calm and collected… he would have never expected to see Manigoldo any soon, surely not today, but he couldn’t act so tense.
They went from Sleep’s residence to that of his twin, and eventually reached another terrace, similar to the one they had left but at the level of the ground. And Manigoldo was there, apparently waiting for them, arms crossed on his chest and leaning against the balustrade. He raised his eyes and blinked as soon as they walked in, and seemed to hesitate for a moment before approaching.
«Manigoldo.» Albafica called, stepping forward and then halting midway, instinctively giving him an once over to check if he was injured.
He spotted Death moving from the corner of his eye, as the god went sitting at a small table, and realized that Manigoldo seemed fine. And that they were staring at each other.
«Hey.» Cancer greeted with a half smile, stopping right before him. «Nice to see you, Alba.»
«Nice to see you too.» He answered quietly, without really knowing what to say.
Everything that came up were things he wouldn’t actually tell, not in front of anyone which wasn’t Manigoldo himself, and just him.
The other kept silent as well for some moments, now taking a slight frown, and eventually leaned in and abruptly grabbed Albafica by the shoulders. He found himself pressed against Manigoldo’s chest, his friend hugging him tight.
«I didn’t think I would have ever seen you again.» Albafica whispered at that point, slowly giving back the embrace.
Manigoldo’s hold got even tighter at that.
«Me neither.» He whispered back, pressing his forehead into Albafica’s shoulder. «I thought… I thought I had lost you.»
He swallowed hard, again trying to keep a hold on himself. It suddenly felt too much; being able to touch his friend, seeing him clearly distressed, having been worried for him for all that time. He just held him back and told himself not to cry, it wasn’t the moment nor the case, not in the others’ presence.
He lost track of time after a while, and almost twitched when Manigoldo took him by the shoulders again, pulling away. He seemed to force himself to smile, even if his eyes were clearly glossy.
«Now you give me a moment, I’ll be telling one or two things to the kids.» Said then. «And then I’m all for you.»
Albafica just stayed there, and watched as the other approached the two younger. He went to Shion first, and Aries seemed about to say something but he was grabbed by the robe and pulled up, having to widen his eyes.
«You!» Manigoldo snapped. «You damn horned sheep. Which part of “don’t do anything stupid” wasn’t clear enough?!»
Shion blinked, face half covered by his stretched robe.
«I-» He tried answering, but he got shaken by his clothes and had to grab Manigoldo’s arm to keep balance.
«I’m not hearing any excuse.» Cancer said, letting him go. «You don’t do stupid shit, you damn don’t. Sneaking into a god’s residence is included in the stupid shit. Is it clear?»
The younger nodded, now sighing.
«I’m glad to see you, Manigoldo.» Said then. «I really am.»
«Mee too.» Manigoldo patted the side of his arm, then turned towards Dohko. «And you… what’s with that frown, little man?»
«What frown?» Dohko was actually frowning, but at that point he playfully smacked Cancer’s chest. «I don’t know what you’re talking about. Why don’t you give me a hug as well? I’m being jealous now.»
The other complied and almost pulled him off the floor, Dohko resisted and they almost ended up brawling. Eventually Manigoldo hugged Shion too and the younger gave it back, now smiling a little, and Albafica decided it was time to get a proper grip on himself. He fixed his hair with a deep breath, joining the others.
«And who’s that guy supposed to be again…?» Cancer was asking, vaguely gesturing towards Minos, which had remained behind and close to the entrance.
«He’s Griffon Minos.» Albafica answered. «He’s my host.»
«Oh, so he’s...» Cancer frowned, glancing at the specter again, and Minos raised his hand and waved. «Your host. Alright.»
«Yes. My host, Mani.» He sighed. «Nothing to worry about.»
«Nothing, really.» Dohko confirmed, nodding. «They’re friends.»
«They’re friends.» Manigoldo lifted his brows and looked at all of them in turns. «And you think I’m an idiot?»
«You are kind of an idiot.» Albafica vaguely smiled. «But it’s true. Minos and I are… friends, for lack of a better term. Anyway I’m fine. Really.»
Manigoldo gave him an almost annoyed look, crossing arms on his chest.
«Whatever. And you don’t get the privilege of calling me an idiot anyway.» He pointed a finger to his chest. «I’m aware it was your idea, that of sneaking here. I should kick you so hard instead of scolding the sheep.»
«You would have done the same.» Albafica took his finger and kept it there. «Or maybe something even more stupid, so don’t try to scold me.»
Manigoldo pulled his hand back and gave him quite a dark look.
«Hear me very carefully.» He said. «What I would have done doesn’t matter. We’re not saints anymore, we can’t act like ones.» He paused, and Albafica had to blink at that. «We don’t have the privilege of doing the senseless things we used to do... at best we can cut our losses and avoid putting ourselves in danger, since there’s nothing we can do to change this situation.»
Albafica frowned back and shook his head.
«You hear me out now.» He replied. «Right now I’m keeping a hold on myself because I know that the consequences of my actions could affect you. But if you really think I’m going to give up on you, then you’re a fool… I won’t leave this place if I’m not sure that I will see you again. They would need to drag me away.»
«If your friend, host or whatever ends up dragging you out of here, then I’ll only be glad and I might even personally thank him.» Manigoldo sighed. «Alba, there’s nothing you can do about this except act smart. I can tell you that we will see each other again, and I do want to see you all again… but if it doesn’t happen for any reason, you stay safe and do nothing. It’s useless to put your foot down on this, it’s not like you need to convince me… it’s just how things are now.»
Albafica had to grit his teeth and do his best to avoid snapping. It was the first time he saw his friend scared, and he knew that insisting would have just made things worse... even if the only thing he wanted to do now was to walk away and go punch Death in the face as strong as he could.
«Alright.» He eventually answered. «We will avoid trouble. We managed so far, apart from that incident. We will keep doing it.»
Manigoldo seemed about to retort again, but stopped as Shion had put a hand on his shoulder.
«Don’t worry.» Aries said, his tone serious. «Let’s say we learned our lesson. It’s alright, we won’t do anything stupid. You have my word.»
«Fine.» Cancer sighed. «But I want to hear the little man too.»
«I’m not the boss here.» Dohko said with a shrug. «It’s these two who take the decisions, I am just a good Libra and follow. So if the sheep says we won’t, then we just won’t.»
«Good kids.» Manigoldo answered, again bringing himself to have a half smile. «So, how have you been doing? Is there anything interesting in this place, except for trees and poppies?»
Dohko answered, talking about what they’d do during their days, Shion joined after a while and eventually Albafica too managed to participate. They ended up sitting on the floor, exchanging information about the Holy War and their other comrades, and Albafica mentioned the two rivers he had been brought to see, those made of ice and fire. It felt clear that Manigoldo had no intentions of talking about what he’d been through in the past months, almost as if he was pretending to be a friend normally visiting after a long time they hadn’t seen each other.
They went on long enough for the sky to get dark, and eventually some torches caught fire; at that point Albafica realized there was Sleep as well, sitting at the table before his twin, and they were apparently conversing with Minos.
He didn’t even think about quitting, and apparently Shion and Dohko thought the same, for they just went on talking.
«I do like to spar with him.» Libra said, nodding towards Albafica. «I had no idea he was that good.»
«I did know.» Manigoldo nodded with a smile. «I saw him punching a couple of people. They committed the grave mistake of calling him pretty.»
«Trying to fight someone who can’t stop talking about your appearance is the worst.» Albafica intervened. «I also received comments like... “don’t you care if I ruin your pretty face?”... like they could ever manage to do it.»
«But do you guys hear him…?» Manigoldo chuckled at that. «What’s with this smug attitude, you pretty thing? What if you got your pretty face ruined…?»
The other two laughed and Dohko patted his shoulder.
«He most certainly doesn’t care about ruining ours.» Said then. «He doesn’t pull punches.»
«He goes a lot easier on me.» Shion observed. «Probably it’s just because you’re irritating, Dohko.»
«Hey!»
They all chuckled again, though Manigoldo suggested that maybe, Albafica didn’t want to ruin Shion’s pretty face either. And to that, Shion blinked and clearly got flustered for some reason.
«He goes easy on me too.» Albafica said with a smile, nodding to Shion. «But we did gang up on Dohko a couple of times, I admit.»
«Two against one is not a honorable thing to do, what’s with that.» Manigoldo replied with a frown. «You tried cheating and the little man still kicked your ass, didn’t he?»
«There’s no winning against him.» Shion shrugged again, touching his and Dohko’s shoulder together. «He’s even impervious to Albafica’s… charms.»
«The what…?» Albafica blinked while Libra quietly snorted.
«I am, I made him test the Lethe waters for a while now.» Said then.
«You might be the only one.» Manigoldo leaned back on both palms. «Literally anyone else I’ve seen fight against Alba spent a few bedazzled moments just trying to understand how someone with such a pretty face can even exist.»
«Will you stop…?» Albafica protested, though laughing softly at the teasing. «I’m glad Dohko takes the sparring seriously anyway, I would never forgive him if he lost on purpose. Also because finally I can let myself go, and don’t worry about hurting someone by accident. I realized I have so much to learn about physical combat it’s unbelievable.»
«If we’re talking just martial arts, this one is the best teacher you could ever learn from.» Manigoldo nodded towards Dohko. «He could kick everyone’s ass in training at the Sanctuary. The only difference was that some of us had the bare minimum chance to fight back.»
It was Dohko’s turn to be clearly embarrassed. He mumbled something about Manigoldo being a toady flatterer and Shion smiled, adding quietly that it was nothing but the truth.
«I’ll go slow and steady, then.» Albafica said, then scooted closer to Cancer almost at the point that their elbows were touching. «And when the time comes, I’ll be ready to kick your ass in a sparring session.»
«Alright.» Manigoldo smiled, wrapping an arm around his shoulders. «For now it feels nice to just be able to touch you. Without you backing off as if I was a robber, and you a young lady in a dark alley.»
«You were the young lady from my point of view.» He chuckled, resting his head on his friend’s shoulder. «It feels nice for me too.»
«I was kind of tall and threatening, for a lady...» Manigoldo observed in an almost pensive tone. «And you were the one backing away with the terrified puppy eyes, not me.»
«Because I could have very well killed yo-»
«Wah wah.» Manigoldo chuckled. «I was a saint. With a cloth. Your physical presence wasn’t a death sentence... I even told Shion to insist, he was persistent into trying to get closer to you, but you were a whiny little maid and shouted at him every time. You upset the little ram, you know?»
«What?» Shion snapped, then shook his head at the other. «That’s not true, I wasn’t upset. I simply didn’t want to be disrespectful.»
«My poison wasn’t a joke.» Albafica sighed. «Especially if I was bleeding, being close to me was extremely dangerous. I was trying to protect you Mani, and you know it.»
«Shion.» Cancer addressed the other with a serious tone. «You and I happened to touch this guy’s blood, haven’t we? Do you recall dying from it? I surely don’t.»
Aries lifted his eyes up and sighed, slightly shaking his head.
«I got nauseous for a while though.» Said then.
«You were lucky.» Albafica intervened. «None of you should have touched me on any occasion, it could have gone very wrong.»
«He says we were just lucky...» Manigoldo said, still addressing Shion. «But I think he’s just a drama queen.»
«I’m not a drama queen. What’s with you people and this drama queen thing?!»
The other three fell silent, Shion blinked and exchanged a glance with Dohko, which shrugged and shook his head. Manigoldo, on the other hand, was giving him quite an amused look.
«You tell me, I suppose.» Said then, still clearly trying not to laugh. «Did someone else beside me call you a drama queen?»
«No, it’s nothing.» Albafica quickly answered, trying to sound believable. «I was just blathering.»
«Anyone who called you that is right. You are a drama queen.»
«You crab.» Albafica rolled his eyes up but smiled. «I can be a little dramatic, sometimes, when it’s necessary...»
«Sometimes?» Manigoldo was pretending to be serious again. «You have a dramatic expression even when you sleep.»
«Are you saying you look at me while I sleep?» He gave him a half amused half skeptical look. «You realize this is creepy.»
«Well, it happened that we had to keep on guard, you were yelling about it, we couldn’t be asleep at the same time...» Cancer answered, shrugging. «So I got nothing to do while waiting for my shift to end.»
«First of all, to keep on guard when we are on a mission is mandatory. Second, I never yelled at you. And third, you aren’t supposed to look at me sleeping, but actually to keep on guard...»
«I could agree with you on that...» Manigoldo shrugged again. «But you happen to have that pretty face, it's not easy not to look. What was I supposed to do, ignore you? And don’t say “yes you were”.»
«Yes, you were.» He smiled again and the other chuckled.
Time went on, and no one told them they were about to leave or anything like that. And Albafica ended up sitting with his back against the balustrade, still leaning against Manigoldo’s side. While the other two were a little bit farther, apparently talking to each other, as if they had decided to let them speak alone for a while.
When the torches went off Albafica realized it was dawning, and Dohko seemed to have fallen asleep, huddled on Shion’s lap while the other slowly caressed his hair.
«How are the kids?» Cancer asked in a low voice, clearly speaking only to Albafica. «I mean, for real. I know they play strong, and they’re both tough… but you know, they’re still kids.»
«They’re alright. Shion is thoughtful, Dohko tries to lighten the mood...» Albafica answered. «But most importantly no one hurt them. Hypnos genuinely likes to talk, I could very well see that, and...» He paused, and got closer to speak to the other’s ear. «They’re enjoying each other’s company, a lot.»
«Of course they are.» Manigoldo answered, making it sound as if it was the most obvious thing ever. «They’ve been friends for a while, close like a couple of fingers. I was relieved to know they ended up together.»
«Me too.» Albafica smiled. «But I mean they are enjoying each other’s company a lot. Do I have to explain it more clearly…?»
Cancer raised an eyebrow.
«Is there something to explain clearly?» He asked back. «They enjoy each other’s company. Isn’t it that simple?»
«And you should be the oldest between us...» Albafica sighed. «I mean that they are starting to be a little bit more than friends… but leave it. Maybe you’ll get it one day.»
Manigoldo frowned and gave him the expression he usually sported when hearing something he didn’t understand, and probably considered stupid. Then after some moments his eyes got wide and he almost opened his mouth in astonishment, raising a hand to point at them, which Albafica snatched just before it was too late, now laughing softly.
«What the fuck are you talking about!» Manigoldo whisper-yelled, lifting both his arms. «You saying… shit, you’re saying that? They are… oh damn it, so that’s what he meant when he said “inappropriate”...»
«What? Who said what?» Albafica frowned, still trying not to laugh too much. «Yes, I’m saying that they enjoy each other’s company.»
«Fuck.» Cancer shook his head. «How do you… wait, I don’t want to know.»
«It wasn’t hard to picture...» Albafica frowned. «At some point I just asked Dohko, and he confirmed it. How are you reacting so shocked?»
Manigoldo sighed and rubbed fingers between his eyes, shaking his head.
«I just never thought about it, especially because… well, you know, both guys and both saints. But yeah, it should have clicked with me at some point… they both grew up pretty isolated, I don’t think they had many occasions to see a naked girl at any point...»
«Not only them, I’ve never seen a naked girl either.» Albafica smiled. «As long as they’re happy. I don’t think there’s anything better to do here, anyway...»
«What do you mean?» The other peeked from his hand and raised an eyebrow again. «And well, of course, as long as they’re happy. Who knows, maybe you and them will even get the chance to see a naked girl at some point.»
«Well, I’m...» Albafica scratched his head. «I’m not completely sure I would like it anyway.»
«But of course you would.» Manigoldo patted his shoulder. «Are there lady specters anyway? I’ve never seen one I think.»
«I saw some in passing.» He replied with a shrug. «But there aren’t many specters around, in general. So… you like girls. I mean, I know you do… but, just girls…?»
Cancer frowned, resting his forearms on the knees.
«I guess?» Said then. «And don’t worry, you’ll like girls too as soon as you see one naked. You just never happened to.»
«Yes, sure, of course...» Albafica muttered. «You know… not everyone likes girls. I mean, I don’t think you need to see one naked to find out. Let’s say someone could not feel like wanting to see a naked girl… it can happen, I suppose.»
Manigoldo chuckled at that, patting his back.
«It’s too much information.» He said. «The Holy War, our comrades, the kids being inappropriate, you don’t like girls… anything else? Maybe you had a child and never told me…? No, I suppose it’s impossible,» He lifted his head and gave him an eloquent look. «...since you don’t like girls.»
«I never said that.» Pisces muttered, realizing he was blushing. «I can’t really know, I guess… I don’t know how it works, alright? I just happened to...» He paused, now feeling extremely awkward. «...like boys.»
«What’s with that face.» Manigoldo smiled and flicked on his cheek. «I’m just surprised to find out, but I suppose it was your damn business only, and it’s alright.»
«I just didn’t have too much time to think about it.» Albafica sighed. «You aren’t angry at me, right?»
«What? Why should I be angry at you?»
«I don’t know.» He answered. «I’m glad to know that you aren’t though.»
Manigoldo just nodded and they fell silent for a while. Albafica found himself looking at the sky, which by now had the morning colors, having lost every shade of dawn. He realized they were alone on the terrace by now, aside for Shion and Dohko.
«And… I know you’ll tell me that everything’s fine, and all of that.» Manigoldo quietly said at some point. «But is it, really? I’ve been told… things about you getting close to that specter. And that he also helped you, when you had the dumb idea of sneaking in here.»
«Yes, he helped me.» Albafica answered after a small nod. «When I understood in which situation I was, I expected torture or… some kind of abuse. But it just didn’t happen. I don’t know why he didn’t take advantage of me, we did kill each other and it was a vicious fight… yet, have you seen him now? He stayed here all night, even if they have problems to handle, since he’s the only Infernal Judge available at the moment. He listens to me when I complain, or when I’m being a “drama queen”... yes, he called me that, actually. I really don’t know why, I didn’t do anything in particular. I think he just cares, for some reason I can’t guess.»
Manigoldo smiled vaguely and almost to himself.
«“For some reason”… I guess he just likes you.» Said then. «That specter is a damn lucky guy. I bet he realized it pretty soon, and decided it was worth it to see you smile.» He paused again and chuckled, probably at the fact that Albafica was giving him an embarrassed look. «I’m glad it’s like this. I’m glad to know you’re alright.»
«I am.» Albafica whispered, pulling his legs up and still feeling somewhat flustered. «Of all things, you don’t need to worry about me. Really.»
Manigoldo wrapped an arm around his shoulders again and squeezed him into a hug.
«It’s a relief to have gotten to see you.» Said then after a moment. «Thank you for reminding me that there was… something, before we ended up in the Underworld. Before all of this mess.»
«I’m sorry, Mani.» Albafica said, again quietly. «I wish I could do something. I wish I had the power to take you away from all of this.»
Manigoldo sighed, then turned to him and touched their heads together.
«It’s fine, I’m fine now.» Said then. «Don’t worry about me. I know I ask much, but now it’s actually alright... I’m not sure how it happened, but I got lucky at some point.»
«I will try.» Albafica turned for the space needed to hug him properly. «I want you to know that you’re very important to me. I shouldn’t have left you alone. I won’t do it again, I promise.»
Manigoldo tensed up and gave back the embrace, almost clutching fingers on his shirt, and his breathing got somehow shorter. Albafica just stayed like that, caressing his back at some point, and realized he couldn’t bring himself to let go. He also realized he didn’t even care much, and would have stayed like that until someone decided to drag him away.
Again he lost track of time, and at some point Manigoldo gently took him by the shoulders and pulled away.
«It’s better if… if you go.» Said then, clearly swallowing half sentence. «You all need to sleep for a while, Dohko is already down.»
«I wouldn’t mind sleeping here.» He answered. «But… but if I can’t… I’m just upstairs. I’m not far from you.»
«I guess I’ll ask if I can… come upstairs, then.» Manigoldo replied, and then clearly forced himself to smile. «You don’t get down, in any case. If I receive a “no” as an answer, I’ll just ask to see you again. Got it?»
«Got it.» Albafica forced himself to smile too.
Manigoldo nodded and then rose, shaking his head and then approaching the other two. He said goodbye to them as well, hugging them, and repeating a similar thing when Shion asked when they would have met again. Then eventually they left the terrace, and Shion had to wait for Albafica on the entrance, for Albafica was way slower than them walking.
«Morning, kids.» He heard the Griffon’s voice as soon as they got inside, and acknowledged his presence. «Sleep asked me to escort you back. Are you ready to go?»
Dohko just yawned to that, Shion nodded in his courteous fashion, and Albafica did the same after some seconds.
«Come on, then.» The specter said, but approached Albafica’s side and invited him to move by gently pressing a hand on his back.
They got upstairs in silence, and once they got to Hypnos’ residence, Shion approached Minos and strangely asked him if he would have stayed in Elysium a while longer. To that the Griffon nodded, saying something about his second being patient with those kind of things. Then they got separated, and Albafica found himself in his room with the specter, which called off his surplice and sighed deeply.
«Come here, you.» Said then, and the saint nodded and went there to hug him.
Minos held him as well, slowly caressing his back.
«I’ve been listening to you guys talking, for a while.» He said after some moments. «He’s a tough guy, that friend of yours. I’m lucky I haven’t fought him in the Holy War.»
«You were.» Albafica nodded. «You surely were.»
«Yeah.» Minos nodded back, stroking his hair now. «And he was happy to see you. You saw he was fine, I’m sure it will only get better.»
«I’m so angry I could explode.» He said under his breath, hiding into the Griffon’s chest. «I know him. He was scared, I never saw him like that… I just can’t help him, I can’t. You were right when you said I shouldn’t have killed myself that way, I would’ve never let him do something so stupid. I shouldn’t...»
He had to stop with a whimper, realizing he hadn’t managed to keep himself from crying, shuddering in the other’s embrace. Minos just held him for some moments, then guided him to sit on the bed, and eventually wiped tears from his cheeks.
«Don’t blame yourself, Albafica.» He heard him saying, as the specter had made him lean against his chest again. «It was a war, things just happened the way they did, and you acted that way to protect your comrades. Your friend there, he had that idea of fighting against Death… you wouldn’t have simply known what he was doing, just like your other comrades weren’t aware.»
Albafica snuck even closer, curling up against his chest and trying to calm down.
«I don’t know what would have happened if you weren’t here now.» He muttered with a sniff. «Thank you for staying.»
Minos didn’t answer for a while, just went on holding and caressing him, and eventually sighed slightly.
«How could I leave you...?» Whispered then, speaking to his hair. «And know that it’s not true that you can’t help your friend. Not with the means you used to have, but you still can… just seeing you, and seeing that you’re alright, surely helped a great deal.»
«Yes.» Albafica nodded. «It must be true.»
«You remember I told you that my younger brother wanted to quit. And with that, I mean to quit with everything. He planned on giving up on his role and rejoining the stream of souls to reincarnate.» The Griffon added. «Then he talked to his lieutenant, and after he did he started getting better. He’s a lot more himself now. So then, don’t underestimate yourself on this… you can still be there for your friend. It’s going to be alright.»
Albafica swallowed and nodded again, shifting to settle more comfortably, and ended up relaxing in the other’s arms.
Notes:
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Chapter 39: XXXIX
Chapter Text
Once they parted ways with Albafica and went back to their rooms, Shion leaned against the closed door with a sigh and Dohko went sitting on his bed, covering a yawn with his palm.
«He’s going to be fine.» Libra said after a few moments, eyeing him. «I’m pretty sure Minos can handle him way better than we could.»
«It would seem so.» Shion frowned with a small nod. «I talked to the Griffon yesterday, before we got to see Manigoldo. It’s obvious that he feels for Albafica. I still don’t understand how they managed to get so intimate, but ultimately it doesn’t really matter.»
«And Albafica is quite obviously smitten over him, so yeah...» Dohko observed in a half voice. «Also… do you want to talk about it? I mean about Manigoldo.»
«No.» He pressed a palm on his face and sighed into it. «But we need to talk about it anyway, so it’s better if we do it sooner than later.»
He heard shuffling and realized Dohko had gotten up. He peeked through his fingers when the other took him by a wrist and gently guided him to the bed.
«I wasn’t there when you went to see him, back then.» Libra said quietly after they’d both sat down. «And you never told me exactly what you saw. You only said he was… hurt. But he did look alright now.»
«He did.» Shion admitted. «Physically at least. He was… you know he was being tortured. That’s what I saw. I wasn’t specific because I had no reason to. We both knew what was going on.»
Dohko nodded and started casually playing with his hand, looking like he was trying to phrase something in his head.
«I don’t know why Death changed demeanor with him, and even allowed us to see him.» Shion resumed after a few moments, looking down to their touching fingers. «I only know I’m relieved. But mostly I feel helpless. We couldn’t do anything about it and we still can’t, and if tomorrow Death should decide to resume torturing him, we’d still be powerless to stop it. Chances are we wouldn’t even find out.»
«That’s not going to happen though.» Dohko replied quietly. «He won’t be hurt anymore. I feel helpless too, and it’s horrible. But Manigoldo is going to be alright.»
«How can you be sure?» Shion frowned, reflexively tightening the hold on his friend’s hand. «We have no idea why Death and Sleep act the way they do. We barely even understand specters. We can’t be sure of anything.»
«Shion… specters aren’t that different from us, you know.» The other said after a few moments. «I know we used to think they were heartless monsters, but you’ve seen Albafica and Minos. I doubt the Griffon is the only exception and all the other specters are just horrible people.»
«Does this matter now?» Shion pulled back his hand and frowned. «If the Griffon was torturing Albafica we still could do nothing to stop it. And Manigoldo has been unlucky enough to end up at the mercy of a ruthless and whimsical god.»
«It does matter… because Albafica hasn’t been tortured, and he’s obviously the happiest we’ve ever seen him. And Death might be whimsical, though he’s quite obviously not as ruthless as we thought.» Dohko was looking straight at him now. «I thought that the legends about eternal punishments for people who committed hubris were just that… legends. Turns out they’re true, and Manigoldo is one of the people who did that, which means he should have been suffering forever… he isn’t, because apparently Death itself took pity in him.»
Shion blinked at that and was about to snap back, but ultimately didn’t and just swallowed his remark. It made no sense to argue over it, so he just kept frowning at the other, not really understanding where his sympathy towards the situation was coming from.
«I know what you’re thinking.» Dohko resumed with a very small smile. «That you don’t give a crap about how hubris works, and if you could you’d bust this place open and get every single one of our friends out of here… especially Manigoldo.»
«I am thinking exactly that.» Shion admitted. «And the fact that I can’t makes my blood boil.»
«Same goes for me. There’s a reason why I rarely ever open my mouth in the presence of Death and Sleep, namely the fact that I’d risk insulting them in not even very creative ways.» The other shrugged vaguely and poked Shion’s hand, and Aries sighed, touching their fingers together again. «My point was that even if we’re helpless and even if this sucks, I don’t think Manigoldo is going to be hurt again. Whimsical as Death might be, he decided to stop for a reason, and if he allowed us to meet him has to be because he somehow cares… which doesn’t mean that everything is alright, it just means that at least Manigoldo will be fine. As much as possible after what happened, that is.»
Shion pressed a palm to his face again and did his best to calm his nerves, knowing that his friend was right.
«How are you being so reasonable?» He asked after a few moments. «I still have my guts knotted. I’m… I’m probably just being childish now.»
«I haven’t seen Manigoldo hurt like you did. And I wasn’t there when Minos and Albafica fought to the bitter end.» Dohko scooted closer and caressed his cheek, and Shion reflexively nuzzled his palm. «Unlike you. Also you’re the one which is handling the social part of this… you’ve been talking to Sleep, talking to the Griffon, trying to establish some means of communication even with Death… it’s easier for me since I can sit back and simply take in the information. I’m not the one struggling.»
«To be fair, I don’t know how much longer I can keep doing this.» Shion said quietly. «I mean… it’s not… you’re right, it’s not so bad. Albafica is fine, we got to know that Degel and Kardia are fine as well, and Manigoldo could be far worse. Still...»
He stopped and winced at himself, not really knowing what point he was going to make. It could have been far worse, he knew it. And besides what was happening with his friends and comrades, Shion himself was getting to learn about the Holy War, the Underworld and the dynamics of saints and specters, more than he ever did in his entire life as a sacred warrior. He still used to get up at night, not being able to sleep, and get to the terrace to speak to Hypnos. A couple of times it had happened that none of them said anything, Sleep just played his flute and Shion listened, finding it soothing enough for his nerves to settle down.
And a part of him was especially scared of the dynamic. He was used to relying on his teacher to quiet down his doubts and insecurities, and not only Hypnos had been his sworn enemy up until a few months back, but he was the one who had killed Master Hakurei, right before Shion’s eyes.
It was too unfair for Shion to accept comfort and teaching from Sleep of all people. But the more time went on, the more he felt powerless to avoid it. And the more it happened, the more he felt guilty about it.
«Shion.» Dohko called him and he looked back up, pulling himself together. «I think we’re doing pretty good, all things considered.» Libra gave him another small smile and he managed to smile back. «We lost the Holy War and that is something we can’t change. But we’re still here. I don’t suppose any saint before us ever got the chance to learn about the Underworld like us, and somehow… be a part of it, odd as it might sound. We’re doing our best, and we’re doing good with the means we have. Even if we can’t fight anymore.»
«You’re right.» He nodded, reaching up to cup Dohko’s cheek as he had done to him before, and the other leaned in to rest their foreheads together. «We need to cut ourselves some slack, don’t we. Somehow the idea of not having to fight anymore is not even so bad, after all… we’re just too used to solving our problems like that, but at the end of the day it wasn’t the right choice.»
«Exactly that.» Dohko nodded, brushing their noses in the process. «Fighting meant that the Holy War still happened every two hundred years. Not to mention that everyone was being forced to fight because we saints had to be “kept under control”, involving the countless innocent people who suffered and died because of it.»
«I am still upset about that too.» Shion sighed, pulling back but staying close, and mindlessly playing with the strings of his friend’s tunic. «It’s been lied to us, it’s been lied to our teachers and to their teachers before them. We were the warriors of hope, we were supposed to fight for those who couldn’t… but you and I, and most of our comrades, we spent our lives in preparation for the Holy War, knowing we would have most likely died because of it. Every sacrifice we’ve made, every step we took… it all revolved around a lie.»
«I probably wasn’t the best example of a golden saint...» Dohko started stroking his hair as Shion was leaning against his shoulder now. «Or maybe I was just a bit of an oddball...»
«What do you mean?»
«Nothing.» Libra replied almost hurriedly, and Shion glanced up at him. «Just… I never adapted too well to the Sanctuary dynamic, I suppose. But I agree with you anyway. It pisses me off, especially because we were acting based on what we thought was right, when the most part of it was bullshit.»
«You were quite the good example of a golden saint.» Shion smiled a little, snuggling more against his chest. «Even if you didn’t like the rules. At the end of the day what our cloths meant was personal to each and every one of us, same for our mission, and nobody could tell us otherwise. You just made it more clear than the rest of our comrades. Me included.»
«If you say so.» Dohko replied, sounding like he was smiling too. «Do you think you can sleep for a while?»
He just nodded vaguely and didn’t bother moving from there, and his friend didn’t stop gently combing his hair.
~
It had been some time now that the kids and the Griffon had left, and Hypnos too had returned to his residence. Manigoldo though seemed to have stayed on the terrace, and Death wondered why while going there to join him.
He found the kid leaning against a column, arms crossed and apparently looking down, as if he was lost in his thoughts. And Manigoldo didn’t look up even when he approached him, it seemed like he didn’t even take notice.
«You’re still here.» Thanatos observed, making him visibly flinch.
«I… yes.» The kid said after a moment, rubbing his eyes. «I lost track of time.»
«I can see it.» Death caressed his nape and leaned in, brushing their foreheads together. «I can also see that you’re tense.»
«I’m fine.» The other answered, moving a little closer. «I’m just tired.»
«Come inside, then. You can sleep with me.»
Manigoldo nodded and followed, as he invited him to move by pressing a hand on his back. He guided him into his room, and there the kid sat on the bed with a sigh, again rubbing a hand on his face.
«I’m not sure I’m going to sleep.» Muttered then. «For whatever reason I feel like after a fight. I mean when you’re still restless and can’t bring yourself to relax.» He paused and frowned at the ceiling. «...but I don’t suppose you know what I’m talking about.»
Thanatos sat next to him and considered, then shook his head as the boy flopped down on the mattress.
«It doesn't work like this for me.» Said then. «And I usually don’t sleep, unless I am with my twin.»
«You only sleep together?»
«Only together.» He nodded, then lay down next to him and Manigoldo inconspicuously snuggled closer. «I can rest in other ways, but I can sleep only if my brother is by my side. Actually, the last time it happened you were there too.»
The other frowned though with his eyes closed.
«I don’t recall seeing you asleep…?» He muttered, and his voice sounded sleepy already. He probably was very tired.
«I fell asleep after you, and woke up before you.» Death vaguely smiled, caressing the side of his face with a finger. «You slept in between my brother and I, but I suppose you don’t remember it.»
«I don’t.» The kid moved in even closer, almost hiding into Thanatos’ chest. «It’s weird.»
«Yes, I suppose it is.»
He started stroking his nape, slowly going down to the small of his back, and it took just some more moments for Manigoldo to actually fall asleep. And Thanatos decided to stay there and wait for him to wake up, as he seemed to be in need of closeness.
Not long had passed when the kid’s rest became distressed, as he began shivering and twitching lightly, clearly having bad dreams. He muttered something which didn’t make sense, cowering on himself, and even when he calmed down a little, his breathings remained somehow uneasy. Death kept caressing him as to soothe his restlessness, and while it worked for some time, eventually Manigoldo jolted up, his eyes wide open, and pulled away so fast that he almost fell off the bed.
Thanatos sat up and looked at him, and the kid stared back with eyes still wide.
«You had a nightmare.» Death observed, and reached out to touch him.
Manigoldo shook his head and backed off even more, stopping at the edge of the bed, his eyes now visibly teary. Thanatos still moved in and pulled him closer, and the kid didn’t react but held his breath, staying as tense as ever.
«Don’t be scared.» Death said quietly, caressing his hair. «You can feel me, Manigoldo. You have nothing to fear.»
The kid seemed to snap out of it at some point, but he was still tense as he curled up on himself, covering his face. He reached up and grabbed Death’s robe with the free hand, still hiding into it, and Thanatos kept holding him.
«Everything is alright.» He said, running fingers through the kid’s hair. «All the bad is in the past. Now I’m just holding you.»
Manigoldo nodded and Death felt him slowly breathe out, relaxing against his chest.
«This is...» The kid whispered after a few moments. «This is not right.»
«What do you mean?» He asked in a soft tone, still caressing his back.
«It’s...» Manigoldo seemed to swallow thickly. «Why am I feeling like this? I just can’t. What have you… what have you done to me?»
«I made you mine.» He answered, brushing some locks from his face.
The kid lifted his head in the touch, keeping his eyes closed.
«It’s unfair.» He muttered through gritted teeth, pulling closer to touch their foreheads together. «It’s not right.»
«It’s unfair, and it's something you didn’t want to happen.» Thanatos took the boy’s face with both hands, and held him like that until he opened his eyes. «It’s also something I couldn’t stop, since I didn’t realize when it started. But now my heart beats the same as yours, and you’re dear to Death’s eyes.»
Manigoldo nodded faintly and looked away.
«I can’t hate you.» He said quietly. «I just can’t, even after everything that happened. Somehow I feel like I was meant to be with you. But I don’t understand how I’m feeling like this, and I have no idea what to do.»
«There is nothing you have to do.» He answered, taking one of his hands to kiss the back. «In time you will find out what you want to do, but for now you just need to be patient. Can you do it?»
The boy just nodded once more, taking another long breath and looking very tired.
Thanatos leaned down, caressing his cheek and making their noses brush together, then their lips. Manigoldo held onto his robe with both hands as Death softly kissed the corner of his mouth and then his jaw, and at some point, the kid slightly lifted his head and gave him a confused look, but didn’t pull away.
«Am I scaring you?» He asked, brushing his hair with a palm.
«I...» The other blinked, still looking confused. «No. But I don’t… understand?»
«What is it that you don’t understand?» He asked again. «The fact that I wish to kiss you?»
To that, Manigoldo widened his eyes and tensed up.
«You… what?» Whispered then, pulling on his robe. «Why…?»
«It’s not so different from the kind of attention I gave you so far.» Thanatos answered. «But I can see that this is upsetting you. Is it so strange?»
«I… I just don’t know.» The boy lowered his eyes, shrugging vaguely. «You did this before. But back then it felt different. As if you were mocking me.»
«Mocking you?» Death frowned. «Now I’m the one who doesn’t understand. I’m not mocking you.»
«I can see that you aren’t now.» Manigoldo said very quietly. «It’s different than before. The way you… touch me, I mean.»
«Because now things are different.» He observed. «I’m not mocking you. I just want to kiss you and touch you.»
The other opened his mouth to reply but ultimately didn’t and just kept looking down, looking somewhat flustered. Thanatos lifted his face with the knuckles and slowly leaned in to kiss him, still softly but a little less than before, keeping contact between their lips for a longer while.
The kid slowly breathed in and out as he slightly pulled away, still holding on his robe and keeping his eyes closed. He didn’t seem scared, Thanatos considered while brushing the side of his face. He even lifted his head a little when Death leaned in again and did it again, this time gently holding his nape.
Thanatos deepened slowly, now caressing the line of his jaw, and the boy tensed up but kept still, remaining mostly soft and letting his head be tilted. His mouth was soft too, Death considered again, somehow softer than that of his twin, and already felt a lot more delicate.
As he slid a hand below the fabric of the kid’s shirt, he realized he didn’t know for how long he had kept kissing him, and pulled off to allow him to breathe, which Manigoldo did as if gasping for air. Thanatos noticed he had his cheeks a little more red than before.
«You’re very soft.» He said, brushing their noses together. «And also very tired, I can tell.»
«I’m...» Manigoldo almost stammered, blinking at him. «I… I don’t know. You’re… warm.»
His hand pressed where that of the god was caressing his chest, from above the fabric.
«I am.» Thanatos caressed his sides, again brushing their lips together. «You’re very warm too.»
The kid slightly tilted his head, as if expecting the contact to get deeper, but this time Thanatos pulled away and just caressed him, making him lean on his chest.
«Now try to rest.» He lied down, keeping the other close, and Manigoldo sent him a confused look. «You really need to.»
«I don’t really want to sleep.» He replied with a sigh. «I’ll be fine without.»
«You won’t have any dreams this time.» Death said, again caressing his back. «Just try to let go.»
The other sighed again and nodded, shifting to settle more comfortably, and closed his eyes after a while. Tired as he was, it didn’t take him long to fall asleep, and when he did, Thanatos called for his brother. Hypnos peeked in shortly after and silently approached to sit on the edge of the bed.
«What is it?» He asked in a whisper, tilting his head to look at him.
«Would you allow the kid a dreamless sleep?» Death asked, not bothering to sit up.
«Yes.» His twin answered with a small frown, moving closer to brush the boy’s head. «Is he troubled by nightmares?»
«He is.» Thanatos nodded. «They don’t allow him to rest properly.»
«It was about time he started having some.» Hypnos commented, and his star shone for a moment. «Do they concern you? It should mean he’s getting better.»
«Why having nightmares about me should mean he’s getting better?» He asked back with a small frown. «Anyway, yes. They are about me.»
His brother sat more upright, twining fingers on his lap.
«Because what he experienced was traumatic.» Answered then. «You hurt him a great deal, both physically and emotionally, but now you’re also the reason why he’s healing. This must be distressing and confusing, and having nightmares means he’s elaborating what’s happening to him.»
«Oh.» Thanatos frowned more deeply. «I suppose he will get used to it.»
«I suppose he will, yes. He has a strong temper.» Sleep smiled vaguely. «He endured your tortures for a long time, then his beliefs got shattered and you even altered his memories… no wonder he strains to hold himself together. But I can see he’s coming to accept it.»
«I can see it too.» Death slowly moved to sit more straight, without waking the kid up. «He doesn’t reject me in any way.»
«He never will. You placed yourself as his guide and gave him no choice on the matter.» Hypnos took a pensive expression, vaguely frowning at nothing in particular. «When you spoke to his child subconscious he said it, that he can’t be anywhere but with you. This concept sunk in, he feels he belongs to you now, so then he would accept any kind of treatment… but considering what happened, he must be scared and confused to find so much comfort in your attention.»
«I remember what he said.» Thanatos nodded with a smile. «And I can see he’s very confused. It feels like you understand what’s happening better than me.»
Hypnos smiled back, slightly shaking his head.
«I’m just more used to human behavior.» Said then. «While you aren’t in the slightest, being this the first time you get so closely attached to one of them. Or should I say... affectionate ?»
«Not yet.» Thanatos softly laughed. «But I really like this kid, I’m surprised of myself. On top of everything I want him fine and confident again.»
«Give it time, but so far I’d say he’s a good actor… he was playing quite confident with his comrades, he let himself go just a little with the Pisces kid. It appears that they’re close.»
«I saw that too.» Death nodded. «I didn’t think he would have managed to act so confident… he has a strong temper, as you said. I also liked to see him so close with the Pisces kid, I wouldn’t know why.»
«Well...» Hypnos looked like he was considering. «I would say it’s because you enjoyed seeing this young man happy for once. Are you going to allow them to meet again?»
«Oh.» Thanatos frowned, placing a hand on his own chest. «I’m becoming even too sensitive, if this is true. Anyway I’ll allow them to meet again, I don’t see why I shouldn’t.»
«Then know that Manigoldo has free access to my residence, whenever he wants to come see his friends.»
«I never thought the contrary.» He smiled. «I will tell him.»
Hypnos nodded, getting up from the bed.
«I’ll leave you then.» He said, smothering the creases on his robe. «Call if you need me again.»
Thanatos nodded, and lay back on the bed after his twin had left the room.
Chapter 40: XL
Chapter Text
Shion looked around then lifted a low branch to walk more freely on the unpaved road, keeping it up for the other two. They were following what looked like a natural path among undergrowth of a copse, going slowly as the terrain was slightly uphill.
«Are you sure this is the right way?» Dohko asked from a few steps behind, and he nodded.
«I’m positive.» He replied as he glanced at his friends. «It won’t be long now.»
They left the bushes and got to the bottom of a steeper hill, on top of which a palace could be seen. It was imposing even from below, standing out against the bright blue sky.
«Oh well.» Dohko stopped beside him and frowned at the view. «Took us a while but it was worth it.»
«Are we going to be able to get back?» Albafica chimed in. «I would surely get lost trying by myself.»
«It’ll be alright, it’s closer than it feels like.» Shion replied. «So, we actually did it… I suppose it’s true that Hades isn’t around, or I bet we would all feel his presence at this point.»
«We could try to snoop around a bit and make sure that the place is really empty...» Dohko said in a low voice, still frowning. «Or anyway trying to see where Asmita is at.»
«Are we sneaking inside?» Albafica stepped forward on the hill. «They keep telling me not to do it, so I guess they’re afraid I could actually do it… which means we can, indeed, manage to sneak inside.»
«Wait, wait.» Shion grabbed him by the shoulder and looked at both of them in turns. «Let’s not run unnecessary risks, you two. Snooping around the place is a thing, sneaking inside is another… if Hades is there even if for some reason we don’t feel it, we risk to happen on him and that wouldn't be auspicable to say the least.»
«What if Asmita is locked up inside though?» Pisces insisted. «It would be worth the risk if we managed to find him.»
Shion frowned and looked back at the palace, trying to focus on the Virgo saint. It was how they managed to find their way initially, Shion was following the feeling of Asmita’s presence and they ended up there, which wasn’t too much of a surprise since they knew Asmita had been claimed by Hades. Even if “claimed” wasn’t the proper term, according to what Hypnos had been saying about it… apparently Hades didn’t mean to claim a sacred warrior as a prize, he was interested in Asmita for another reason. Which was the reason, Sleep appeared not to know though.
«He’s there.» Shion eventually said. «In the palace I mean. His presence is very faint and it would make sense if he was locked up, as you said.»
Albafica looked back at him and nodded.
«Sometimes I’m not sure if I wished to feel some of my cosmo as you do, Shion.» Said then, glaring a sharp look in the direction of the palace. «Or if I’m happy that I can’t.»
«Locked up in Hades’ residence… I seriously wonder why, I don’t see the point in keeping him prisoner like this.» Dohko observed, again quietly. «Could this be some kind of revenge because of the rosary beads trick?»
«I seriously hope not.» Shion sighed. «Alright, let’s get going. Maybe we’re lucky enough to find someone with more answers about what’s happening with Asmita. And if there really is nobody, we can think about getting inside the palace.»
The other two agreed briefly and they walked up the hill in silence, approaching the palace. Shion noted how big it was while moving closer, even more than the conjoined residences of the Twins, and he couldn’t immediately see a way in as the building was surrounded by a fenced flowery garden.
«Hades surely treats himself well...» Dohko mumbled while cautiously looking around. «Apparently gods like to dwell in huge ass places all by themselves.»
«Maybe the place is not always empty, it is now because Hades isn’t here.» Albafica suggested. «Though I can’t imagine anyone spending too much time around here. Elysium is so bright, but there’s a dark aura which is making me itch, even if I can’t properly feel Hades’ cosmo.»
They had taken a paved road among pomegranate trees, and the place looked very well kept, empty as it was. It eerily looked like the scenery out of a dream. Shion took a deep breath and pressed fingers to his chest, silently agreeing with Albafica. There was indeed a dark and cold aura that was making him shiver, even if he was doing his best to ignore it.
They kept moving around the side of the palace and eventually Shion stopped walking, suddenly enough for Dohko to bump into him, being just behind.
«What?» Libra asked in a whisper and Shion nodded to their right.
He moved behind a tree to avoid being noticed and pulled the other two along, silently pointing at a small clearing up ahead. There were two people sitting among the trees, one on the grass and the other on a small stool. The latter seemed to be busy painting on a small canvas and they were talking to each other, but at that distance the words were inaudible.
«I couldn’t sense their presence.» Shion said very quietly. «Probably because of all this dark cosmo.»
«So it’s likely that they didn’t sense us as well.» Albafica said, whispering as well. «Maybe we can try to approach…?»
Shion considered for a moment, but Dohko perked up to look more closely and raised a hand.
«Wait up, I know who they are.» He said, frowning. «Both of them.»
«Really?» Shion peeked as well «I don’t… oh. You’re right, they’re both familiar.»
«One is the Bennu.» Libra explained as Albafica was frowning at both of them. «And the other… I think he’s Hades’ former human vessel. That kid named Alone.»
«Oh...» Albafica kept frowning. «Maybe approaching is not a good idea then.»
«Have you ever met that specter in the Wastelands?» Shion asked, and Pisces shook his head.
«I haven’t personally, but I know he got into a fight with Minos for… personal reasons.» He replied. «It was quite some time ago now though.»
«Shit...» Dohko hissed. «Specter’s looking this way. If he asks, we got lost while wandering about.»
Shion straightened up at the sound of steps approaching, and casually moved away from the tree not to make it look as if they were spying.
«Who’s...» The specter was frowning and immediately looked nervous, his eyes darting from a former saint to another. «You!» He snapped, pointing a finger at Dohko. «How… how can you be here?»
«Hello to you too.» Libra answered, crossing arms on his chest. «We got lost, I have no idea where “here” is supposed to be. But if you mean in the Underworld, you can guess we’ve been claimed.»
«You’re a prize.» The Bennu narrowed his eyes, stepping closer. «Did Sleep claim you…?»
«Yep. Same as them.» Dohko pointed at the other two with a nod. «You treat yourself pretty well if this is your place.»
«This is not...» The other sighed in a frustrated huff, rubbing his eyes. «Just move, you can’t stay here. Move, come on.»
Dohko sent Shion an eloquent look, and Aries slightly nodded before walking beside him, as Albafica did the same.
«So...» Pisces said in a soft voice. «Do you live here all by yourself?»
«No, I don’t.» The specter shook his head. «We can speak later. Now let’s just get out of here, you can’t… you can’t simply come to this place as you like.»
«Easy, we’re going.» Dohko commented, still walking.
They moved away from the garden surrounding the palace, ending up on a slope of the hill, and there the specter stopped.
«That place is Lord Hades’ residence.» He said then, gesturing to it with the thumb. «I don’t live there, I’m just a guest. And you’re lucky I caught you, you’re absolutely not supposed to get in there!»
«We thought that place was abandoned or something like that, it looks empty.» Albafica said. «I hope our curiosity won’t cause you any trouble.»
The Bennu blinked at him, then shook his head.
«No, it’s… fine, I suppose. You just got lost, it’s Sleep’s fault if he didn’t tell you.» He answered, crossing arms on his chest. «I’m Bennu Kagaho, if your… friend, here, never told you about me.»
«I remember you.» Shion said, keeping his tone courteous. «We met during the war, and I also saw you in the last strike.»
«I heard something about you.» Albafica added. «I’m Albafica of Pisces.»
«I remember you too...» The Bennu vaguely frowned at Shion. «And your… wall made of light, or something. And you’re the Pisces saint? I’ve been told you were the first to go, when the Griffon attacked the Sanctuary.»
«Yes.» Albafica vaguely smiled. «I was the first to go.»
«And you three, you’ve been claimed by Sleep.» The other looked at them in turns. «Wasn’t he to claim just two? I suppose it’s none of my business, anyway.»
«Did you claim someone as well?» Albafica asked. «Actually I’m just a temporary guest at Sleep’s residence, even if I don’t know how long “temporary” would mean.»
At that the Bennu frowned, then shrugged and looked away for a moment.
«I haven’t claimed anyone, I’m not interested in human prizes.» Said then. «Much less fallen warriors.»
«I suppose I’ll consider myself lucky, then.» Dohko commented in a casual tone, looking away as well. «We didn’t get the chance to set things up, me and you.»
«We didn’t, and luckily for you we never will.» The other replied with a frown. «Is it clear that you won't get here ever again?»
«Sure. Never ever again.» Libra shrugged. «And anyway… we heard Sleep say that one of our comrades was a prize of Hades himself, now that I think about it. Do you happen to know something about it?»
«A prize of Lord Hades…?» The Bennu shook his head and seemed confused. «Why should he claim anyone, he’s the ruler of Earth now...» He paused, frowning a little. «Oh, you’re talking about the Virgo saint. No, he’s not his “prize”... but he’s there, if you meant him.»
«May I ask you why he’s here, if not as a prize?» Shion asked as well. «Is this because of the rosary beads?»
«I don’t really think so, but I don’t know much… it might be that Lord Hades got interested in him, since what he achieved. I only know they’ve been speaking once, and that the former Virgo saint is still there. I suppose Lord Hades will deal with him once he returns.»
Shion nodded, unsure of what to think of it.
«Thank you for your answer.» He said then, and the specter shrugged.
«You just got lucky, you three.» He commented, nodding at the palace. «Since there’s nobody here at the moment. Now it’s better if you go.»
They chose not to insist, and they just greeted goodbye before going down the hill to reach the thicket where they came from.
«I’m guessing he snuck in here as well, same as we did.» Dohko commented as they stopped close to the trees.
«He’s been kind of courteous, in his own way.» Shion said, glancing at the palace. «I suppose he didn’t lie, saying that he doesn’t know much of Virgo Asmita.»
«He seemed pretty uneasy.» Albafica observed with a slight frown. «But I suppose Hades’ residence is a fitting place for Hades’ vessel...»
«And the Bennu is a fitting guardian for him, since both of them are a little crazy in the head...» Libra sighed, running a hand through his hair. «Anyway that was the farthest we could get, I’m afraid. If we try getting in once more, I think that guy won’t go this easy again. I don’t suppose he would go as far as to try to hurt any of us, but he’s a hothead, better not to press our luck for the time being.»
«I agree.» Albafica sighed. «He acted as if he could get caught by someone who wasn’t him… so maybe there was someone else that Shion couldn’t sense, like for the Bennu.»
«It might be.» Aries kept looking at the residence. «And… I don’t really know where this is coming from, but I think I could be able to get in there unnoticed. Still, probably it wouldn’t be a good idea, even because I wouldn’t have any means to help Asmita.»
«No, it isn’t a good idea. You going alone in there.» Pisces answered. «If Hades needs Asmita for something, there are good chances that he’s alright. And we wouldn’t be able to get him out of there anyway… even if he isn’t alright.»
Shion shook his head, frowning at nothing in particular. There wasn’t much he could do, but he somehow had the feeling that their comrade wasn’t fine in the slightest, as if his presence was the smallest flame of a candle, about to flicker off.
«You’re right.» He still said. «Let’s just… get away from here.»
«Yes.» Albafica muttered, crossing arms on his chest. «Or I will climb back up that hill, and actually try to sneak inside the palace.»
«Let’s just not make the bird angry, he spits fire.» Dohko put a hand on both their backs, inviting them to walk. «Albafica, maybe you could ask the Griffon… he’s an Infernal Judge, he probably is allowed. But being on our own like this, we’d just end up in trouble.»
Albafica sighed, following as they kept walking away.
«I’ll try to ask Minos.» He said then. «But I’m afraid he doesn’t have permission to enter Hades’ residence, if Hades isn’t there.»
Shion resumed leading the way, since the other two had no idea of where to go, and took notice of how crazy it sounded, even just to think about doing something like that. Both sneak inside Hades’ residence and ask someone for permission to enter.
He almost shook his head again, pushing aside the memories as his thoughts were drifting on the last fight at the Sanctuary, when he had actually met Hades in person, and fought against him head on. Being the way he died it was especially distressing to remember about it.
«Next, I’ll focus on the Gemini twins.» He said after a while. «They’re the only ones we don’t know anything about.»
«And in that case, we wouldn’t even need to worry about specters.» Dohko commented in a somber tone. «Since apparently, we only need to worry about Aspros.»
«Aspros really went crazy in the head.» Albafica sighed. «He helped Hades to win the Holy War and killed his own brother… I didn’t know Defteros but I’m sorry for him, since he’s in his twin’s company as of now/»
«None of us knew Defteros.» Shion commented, slightly turning towards him. «Aside from Asmita, or so I was told. After Aspros died, Defteros went away to Kanon island… and joined the war at some point. Only to be killed by his twin, yes.»
«And it’s not only that.» Dohko added, in a tone even somber than before. «I recall Sleep telling us that he had been personally speaking to Aspros, and that Aspros agreed to help them.»
«He’s a traitor.» Albafica huffed in a half wince. «He tried to kill the Grand Pope… I don’t know the details, but Manigoldo does. He told me he would ask his teacher about what happened, but he never explained it to me afterwards… and I didn’t insist on knowing.»
«As I said, Asmita was the only one who knew how things went, aside for the Grand Pope.» Shion observed after a while, looking around to recall the way, and eventually moving slightly to the left. «And Asmita also was the one who helped Pope Sage, when Aspros tried to murder him. Anyway, I agree… I never got to know Defteros, but I feel sorry for him at this point.»
«This feels so sketchy.» Albafica added, now slightly shaking his head. «I don’t know why I never thought so before… now the sudden appearance of Aspros’ twin, just when he tried to murder the Grand Pope, feels… sketchy.»
«It does, yes. Looks like a conspiracy of some sort, as if they’d been hiding another Gemini in case the main one would go nuts.» Dohko replied, and Shion had to smile at that. «But it doesn’t surprise me that we never asked questions. We had… let’s say more prominent issues to take care of. And knowing Asmita was involved, one would just take things for granted… I mean, he was reliable to say the least, and also it wasn’t easy to discuss things with him. He’s never been the talkative type from what I recall.»
«Yes, it was easier to hear him singing than talking.»
They kept walking for a while, until they ended up close to a side of the Lethe river they all knew.
«I’m wondering how much we should worry about Aspros.» Shion commented, stopping there to rest for a moment. «And… if we should actually look for him. I mean, I wouldn’t even know what to tell Defteros, upon meeting him.»
«The point is that I don’t think he’s in Elysium.» Albafica said. «But if you find a way for me to know where they are, I will try to reach them from the Wastelands. I think I can manage to talk someway, and Aspros could have some more information about what Hades is planning to do with Asmita, to begin with. I think it’s worth giving it a try.»
Dohko nodded, and Shion frowned a little, seeing him getting closer and lifting both arms to caress his hair.
«Wait, you’re covered in leaves…» Libra commented, and started brushing them off. «Anyway you’re right, Albafica. Aspros probably knows a whole lot of things, and it’s worth the while trying to speak with him. Shion senses them both, that’s why we thought they might be in Elysium too, but then again, now he can feel Degel and Kardia’s presence as well, even if they’re far away.»
«But if they’re not in Elysium, I can’t guide you to them.» Shion said, shaking his head. «Since Dohko and I are forbidden to leave this place, it seems. I don’t really know why Sleep doesn’t want us to get out, but unless I manage to teleport, then my glimmer of cosmo is useless.»
«Doesn’t he want you to go out yet?» Albafica asked with a frown. «Maybe we can try to ask again…»
«I guess it’s because he doesn’t want trouble.» Dohko said, sitting on a rock close to the shore. «And saints equals troubles, especially three of them who snoop around in the Underworld. While Minos doesn’t seem to mind, I might say. And Shion… if you actually manage to teleport, then you should very well teleport out of here, and go fetch us something to eat which isn’t fruit.»
Dohko was half smiling, and clearly joking about that, but Shion blinked a little and for some reason, asked himself if he could have actually managed to teleport. Then he frowned at the thought, wondering where that was coming from.
And eventually he blinked again, straightening up and looking around, as he was suddenly feeling other presences.
«What is it…?» Dohko asked, getting up as well.
«There’s someone approaching.» He answered, still scanning the surroundings.
«Who? Please tell me it isn’t the Bennu again.»
«No, it’s no specters.»
Right after that, Shion had to widen his eyes, spotting the figure of Manigoldo peeking through the trees not far away from them, but on the other side of the river.
«There you are!» Cancer said, smiling as he waved at them. «I’ve been looking for like, hours.»
«We were snooping around.» Albafica answered, smiling as well. «You caught us.»
Dohko seemed to examine the shore for a moment, then skipped on a few rocks and walked to the other side to get to Manigoldo, managing not to get wet more or less.
«Yo.» Said then, moving out of the water to approach the other. «Nice seeing you here. Snooping around as well?»
«Seems so.» Cancer smiled again, crossing arms on his chest. «You two, come here as well. Or we can chat with this river separating us.»
As Albafica nodded and stepped into the water, Shion asked himself for a moment what their comrade was actually doing there alone. It was surely surprising to find him strolling around on his own… then again, his presence wasn’t the only one he could sense, and realized that probably the other one belonged to Death. Meaning that the god wasn’t far away, to say the least, probably keeping an eye on them.
«Horned sheep!» He heard Manigoldo call him, and looked up at that. «What is it, you don’t want to get your fleece wet? Come here!»
«I’m on it.» Shion answered, approaching as well, and telling himself to act natural.
He still couldn’t help looking around discreetly, feeling uneasy at the sensation of being watched like that, but he tried to shrug it off.
Shion had to wring out water from his robe as soon as he reached the other end of the river, doing it with an annoyed sigh.
«So then… what were you snooping around for?» He heard Manigoldo ask. «Is there anything interesting around here?»
«It’s just trees, grass and flowers.» Dohko answered, and Aries noticed he was taking off the upper part of his tunic. «But somehow, Shion manages not to get hopelessly lost. We’ve been exploring all day.»
«Yes, without him we wouldn’t have been able to come back, probably.» Albafica added, sitting on the edge of the river. «It’s such a beautiful place, anyway. Did you take long to find us?»
«Let’s say I did… but it’s also the first time I've stepped in here, so I took my time to look around as well.» Manigoldo turned towards Shion with a half smile. «So you’ve been chaperoning them?»
«I was just more focused on the way we took.» He answered, not wanting to talk about how his cosmo helped him, allowing him to never lose the way. It wasn’t certainly because of Manigoldo, but he didn’t really feel easy speaking about that, knowing that Death was somewhere close, probably listening to them.
«So, do you happen to know something about the Gemini twins?» Dohko was asking. They were all sitting by the river at this point. «We got to know that they’re together, somewhere, but nothing more than that.»
«I’m afraid I don’t.» Manigoldo answered, resting his chin on a palm. «I’ve never exchanged a single word with the… other Gemini, but I’m kind of sorry for him, since Aspros is a complete fuck.»
«A complete fuck.» Dohko quietly snorted. «I hope he’s not having too much of a rough time.»
«Do you remember how it went?» Albafica asked, playing with the grass. «With Aspros and Defteros I mean.»
«You mean when Aspros tried to murder my teacher…?» Manigoldo asked back, slightly turning towards him. «If you do, well… he used his mind-control technique on his brother, and commanded him to kill Pope Sage. But Asmita was there and prevented Aspros from doing anything, since Sage saw right through it. In hindsight, I really wonder why Aspros tried to do something like that… I can’t seem to find a reason why he wanted so much to be the next Grand Pope. To think that we were even friends, and he had to go ahead and try to kill my old man.»
«It doesn’t sound like a smart idea anyway.» Albafica shifted to lie down prone on the grass. «But indeed, I wonder why he tried in the first place. And where did Defteros come from anyway? I had never heard of his twin before, it’s so weird.»
«It damn is, you can say it.» Manigoldo nodded with a huff. «Well, seems like Aspros had a twin brother all along, and had to keep him hidden because he was born under a Chaos Star. But as it usually happens with Gemini twins, they had like, similar abilities and techniques… we could say Defteros was a good substitute for his brother. As for why Aspros tried to murder my teacher… well...» Cancer paused and frowned, looking up at the sky. «The fact that he’s a complete fuck is the only explanation I can give myself. And after that, Defteros managed to free him from the Genromaiken , and Aspros still helped Hades. I know it sounds crazy, but it is what it is.»
«Damn traitor.» Dohko hissed, and Manigoldo just shrugged.
«We can say that too.» Answered then. «But he must have had a reason. I mean… you guys remember Aspros, don’t you. A person doesn’t just wake up one day completely fucked in the head and does stuff like that… and beside everything, when Aspros helped Hades, he was the Gemini saint… he was wearing a golden cloth, which didn’t reject him. At this point I really do want to have a conversation with him, beside everything.»
«I’ll try to reach for them.» Albafica said. «I’ll let you know if I find something relevant.»
Shion frowned, lowering his eyes on the grass.
What his comrade had just said, about the cloth rejecting Aspros, was indeed true. He hadn’t considered it before, but if Aspros was able to wield the Gemini golden cloth all along, then it must have been true that he had a good reason. One which allowed his stars to shine even if he was acting as a traitor to his sworn oath.
It did feel as a legitimate thing to do, to speak with him. Also because at that point, Aspros was the only one of them who could still wear his cloth, or so it seemed… given that he would have agreed to talk to them, first of all.
«Is everything alright…?» He heard Dohko ask in a lower tone, and blinked upon looking at him.
«Yes.» He answered with a brief nod, keeping his voice low as well, so that Libra would’ve been the only one hearing. «It’s just that I don’t like being watched. We’re not alone here.»
Dohko vaguely frowned and looked around, then sighed, and even if he didn’t comment on that, Shion supposed that he had probably understood the point.
«Then again, I really want to see how you spar with the little man here.» Manigoldo was saying, still talking to Albafica. «If Dohko allows me the honor, that is.»
«Of course I do.» Libra answered with a smile. «What do you say, Alba? Can we give the crab here a little demonstration?»
«Of course.» Albafica smiled back, getting up and removing his shirt.
«All willing and always ready, aren’t you?» Manigoldo snickered, shaking his head. «Be careful Dohko, this guy here can’t wait to kick someone’s ass.»
«Like he could manage.» Libra’s smile turned into a grin as he got up and cracked his knuckles. «And you enjoy the view, because you’re damn next.»
«Yeah, sure...» Cancer sighed, still smiling as the other two took position after distancing a little, and actually began sparring.
Shion looked at them too, almost smiling at how they were clearly having fun.
«I don’t suppose you feel like sparring as well.» Commented then, glancing at Manigoldo.
«Oh well… I wouldn’t displease a good fistfight.» The other answered, still looking at their comrades. «But I guess it’s… better not to.»
Shion nodded and preferred not to say anything on that, ending up silent.
«Have you been doing this often…?» Manigoldo asked after a short while, now frowning at the scene. «Because I can tell Alba’s gotten better. That thing he just did, that’s something I’ve never seen before.»
«He loves sparring indeed.» Aries commented. «And he’s asking Dohko to teach him things. I can say he’s more well versed than me. And Dohko is a good teacher.»
As if confirming his words, the other two seemed to stop for a moment, since Dohko was explaining how one of his joint locks worked.
«You don’t do this here, you don’t resist.» Shion heard him saying. «If you do, you risk ending up with a broken wrist or worse. You slide down, as if you wanted to fall… like this.»
Pisces nodded, frowning at his arm while twisting it, in a similar way as Dohko’s hold worked.
«What if you kick me, while I do it?» He asked then, trying to mimic the movement.
«I wouldn’t, it would be awkward in this position. See?»
They resumed trying, and Shion heard Manigoldo sigh again.
«I must say he tries hard indeed.» He said then. «It feels almost weird to see someone touch him, also.»
«It does.» Aries admitted. «We’re getting used to it, both him and us.»
«Have you taken your chance to hug him? I bet you haven’t.»
Shion sighed as well, shaking his head.
«He’s still somehow uncomfortable if I touch him unprompted.» He observed, still looking at the other two. «And… I’ve never been the touchy type myself, I must say.»
«Sure.» He felt a pinch on his cheek and turned around blinking, and Manigoldo chuckled the moment after. «But you allow me, don’t you.»
Shion replied with a half smile, waving his hand away.
It felt almost foreign to see his comrade like that. Manigoldo did look alright, though it felt clear to him that there was something off… as if Manigoldo was somehow acting, and wasn’t his usual cocky and relaxed self. He was probably playing strong as he always used to do, and Shion wondered if it was the case to ask, or just to let it go and pretend he hadn’t even noticed. He supposed that trying to talk about that while Death was around, keeping an eye on them, wasn’t a good idea anyway.
«Alright, I guess we’re done.» Dohko was saying, almost laughing as he was keeping Albafica’s face down on the grass, his left arm twisted behind his back. «Yes, we’re done.»
Gasping for air, Albafica patted the free palm on the ground and Libra let him go, stepping behind.
«So you can take a defeat.» Manigoldo commented with a whistle.
«A good warrior...» Albafica panted, rolling with his back on the grass, and displaying a big smile. «...knows when to quit… or something.»
«Indeed.» Libra nodded with a fake serious expression, lending him a hand. «This makes you a good warrior, unlike myself. I never know when to quit.»
«We’re saints, little man.» Cancer commented with a shrug, as the other was getting up. «None of us knows when to quit, it’s not just you.»
«Are you saying we aren’t good warriors, Mani?» Albafica smiled again, pointing him with a finger. «How dare you…?»
«Well...» Cancer frowned, smiling back. «Let me tell you that we wouldn’t have ended up here and there, if we knew when to quit. Especially you. I know how it went, the sheep here told me the details.»
«I just couldn’t quit that particular fight.» Pisces shrugged, approaching the river shore. «I’m not really in the mood to talk about that.»
Manigoldo huffed, letting himself fall down on the grass.
«Whatever.» He commented, as Dohko joined Albafica’s side and they both washed up.
As it usually happened, Libra tried pushing the other into the water, but this time Pisces was probably expecting it because he reacted in time, and they ended up laughing and brawling again. Shion had to smile at that, in particular when they actually both fell into the water.

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