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If someone would of told Clarke that She would of been left behind 6 years ago She would of laughed at their face, but yet here she is going a couple years strong with a child she didn't know She needed.
It all started with a stupid speech and a reckless rescue mission. Kane had just brief the unit, giving them 14 hours until they were sent out into the desert. Clarke couldn’t help it her thoughts automatically ran to Bellamy, everyone he cared for were going out there and she knew he was probably beating himself over trying to figure out how he was going to keep everyone safe with the least amount of violence as possible. Octavia wasn’t a part of this mission so maybe it wasn’t as bad as she was making it seem, but still something about the way Kane was speaking to them scared her. She know that this job is never easy but the way Kane went on about making sacrifices for the greater good gave her the chills.
There’s was one thing that he had made crystal clear and that was that this was basically a suicide mission. There were 8 of them going and most of them were probably not coming back. So she did what She never had the guts to do. She thought this was it, it's now or never. So She went to look for Bellamy and of course she found him in his tent, reading the Iliad something She’s come to know he does when he’s overwhelmed. She sat next to him on his bed took one a deep breath and turned to him.
" Bellamy" , She said a bit hesitant.
" look I know you're scared out of your mind and so am I, but you’ve got to know that those men and women out there, they look up to you.” Taking his hand in mines, She continued.
“ You inspire them and I know we'll get through this like we always do. Together. I mean come on I didn't like you at first. It was a god damn miracle we made it back from the day trip in one piece and it’s not because of how dangerous it was out there, I’m talking about the fact that I swore I was so close to cutting off your tongue at the next mention of the word “ princess”, but even then I knew you had my back. You proved it time and time again that you’d find a way to save and keep me alive. You have never let me have it easy and that's what I admire most about you, you tell me how it was but never let your personal feelings about me get in the way of a mission and to be completely honest that exactly why I fell in love with you. God, I wish I had the guts to tell you this sooner but we never had time and who knows what could happen out there and I just don't want to go out there with any regrets. I’m in love with you and I'm okay if you don't feel the same way I just needed to tell you. "
She looked up and saw Bellamy’s stunned expression. She closed my eyes, suddenly overwhelmed with the intimacy, all she heard was his sharp intake of breath and she opened her eyes. Big Brown eyes looking straight into bright blue eyes.
After what felt like an hour Bellamy finally spoke, " Clarke, Do you know how long I've been waiting for you to say something like that. You're all I can ever think about. I love you so much. I.. "
That’s all She could take as She leaned forward and kissed him. Bellamy loved her just as much as She did to him and She felt like such a fool that She didn’t do this Sooner. They kissed with passion and urgency. She was kissing these lips that She have only been able to dream about. Bellamy hands were on her waist slowly going up from under her shirt. He stopped when his hands were right under her breast, but She didn’t want him to stop so She grabbed his hand and moved them up to cup her breasts but he didn’t move.
“ clarke,” he murmured. He stopped kissing me. She opened her eyes to find his glistening with lust.
“ Bellamy, please. I need you. I want you. It’s just you and me. Together “
That’s all he needed to hear because the next thing She knew she was being laid down on his bed as he began to kiss her down her neck as his hands tugged her shirt up and in one swift movement it was on the ground. Trailing butterfly kisses down from her neck to the top of her breast as his hands began to roam her body leaving her shivering at his touch. He unclasped her bra and tossed it aside. He smirked a bit before he leaned forward and cup one breast while he teased her other nipple with his tongue. Then he moved to her other breast and proceeded to do the same. All She was able to do was moan his name out while tugging at his curls. Trailing kisses down to her stomach, she arched her back as she anticipated whats to come. He unbutton and tugged down at her pants until they were completely off. There she laid in just her army issued panties while Bellamy’s face hovered over her core, he hooked the sides of her panties slowly leaving light kisses as he began to move them down. Once Sh was completely bare, he spread her legs apart leaned forward and gave a chaste kiss to her core, looking up at her.
“ fuck, Clarke look at you! So Beautiful. Open up for me let me see that pretty cunt of yours, baby.”
She did as was told spread her legs a bit wider for him. A surprised moan came out of her as She felt his tongue flicking at her clit. He then flattened his tongue as it went down her slit, and then finally feeling him plunged his tongue into her. Pressings her head against the pillow a loud moan escaped her lip. He then went back to her clit and began to suck as his fingers slowly entered her.
“ Bell” , She moaned out. He continued his sweet torture as she came screaming his name out.
He hovered above her and kissed her lips. Bellamy positioned himself between her legs and slowly entered her. They both groaned , She gripped the sheets, as he stayed inside her not moving. He gave her a heated kiss. Entwined their fingers above her head and started moving inside her ; she moan. He speeded up. The tent filled with their moans. Wrapping her legs around his waist. He thrusted faster and harder while continuing to kiss her. Never taking their eyes off one another, they came together screaming each other’s names out. He collapsed on top of her, resting his forehead against hers. He kissed her sweaty forehead and rolled over. They laid in this happy bubble in each other’s embrace, resting her head against his chest. Sleep soon came.
Right before she dosed off, he softly spoke; “ I love you Clarke, I don’t think I’ve ever felt this content in my life before. You are what keeps me going. No matter what comes my way I know I can take it with you by my side. It doesn’t matter how much of a monster I am because I know you’ll accept. With baggage, flaws and all. You see the real me. I don’t have to pretend around you. You understand me. “
With unshed tears in her eyes; She looks up with a soft smile, cup his face and kiss him hard.
“ I love you too . We’re Bellamy and Clarke we can take on the world.” she mumble to him.
“ damn, Straight we can! “ He laughed
Giving a chaste kiss to his chest right above his heart before closing her eyes
“ goodnight Bell”
“ sweet dreams Princess “ he kissed her forehead. Soon their breathing evened out and light snores escaped her lips