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Saved - New York

Summary:

Part 3 of the Saved Series. You probably need to read You Saved Me and Paris first. Part three takes Kurt and Sebastian to New York and to college and beyond. There will be both good and bad times for the boys and their family of friends. Marriages, babies, vacations, jobs, drama, and lots and lots of love. Supporting each other, they can get through just about anything.

Notes:

"Really live in every moment. Soak it up. Pay attention. It all changes so fast.”

Chapter 1: Moved

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The week between Paris and New York was lovely.  Instead of having a full week in Ohio, Kurt and Sebastian had made a pit stop in North Carolina to celebrate their engagement with their families at the Smythe’s beach house.  Everyone was so happy for them, and Robert and Tori had made sure that everyone had a great time. They had four days and three nights full of clambakes, barbeques, swimming, singing around the campfire, fantastic conversation, and lots of laughter.

 

Once they had gotten home, they spent a couple of days packing their belongings and spending time with their individual families.  

“What’s wrong kiddo?  You seem different today,”  Burt asked Kurt as he watched his son sort through the hordes of clothes in his walk-in closet.

Kurt sighed then turned to his dad, “I know it seems ridiculous… But I just miss Bas.  I didn’t get to see him yesterday, and I won’t today either. I’m used to seeing his gorgeous, smirky, face every day.”

Burt nodded, “I understand, Bud.  Love is like that.” He paused a minute, “You know I’m really happy for you, right?  I think Sebastian is great for you and to you. I’ve always hoped you’d be this happy.  I’m so glad it happened so soon.”

Kurt smiled softly and nodded as he folded another shirt, “He really does make me happy.  I told Bas that sometimes I’m afraid that I’m dreaming and I’m going to wake up and he won’t be there.”  He turned to face Burt again, “It’s not that I think he’s perfect. I know he’s not. But he’s perfect for me .”  

“I agree.”  Burt went over to to the shelves in Kurt’s room.  He looked at the pictures that Kurt had on display of his family and his friends. “I’m going to miss you so much, Kurt.  Not only you, but all of these great kids we’ve had around here the last couple of years.” Kurt leaned against the closet door frame to watch his dad inspect the photos.  “I know Finn, Sam, and Leah will still be around, but so many of your friends will be headed to different places around the country. I’ll miss them too. But not as much as I’ll miss you.”

Kurt walked over and put his hand on his dad’s shoulder and looked at the pictures with him, “You know you can visit us any time.”

“I know.  And I feel a lot better knowing you’ll be there with Seb.  I know you two take good care of each other. It’s just… you growing up… it all happened in the blink of an eye.  Before you know it, Seb will have his own practice, you’ll have your own clothing line, and there will hopefully be little ones visiting me here, calling me Grandpa.” Kurt smiled as his dad turned to look at him, “I’m not kidding about that either.  It all goes by so fast, Kurt. Really live in every moment.  Soak it up. Pay attention.  It all changes so fast.” 

 


 

The next morning, Kurt stood out on the porch with his dad and Carol while Finn and Sam finished loading the last of the boxes in the back of Kurt’s Navigator.

“Please don’t cry,”  Kurt said to Carol as he heard her sniffle while they hugged.

“I’m just going to miss you so much, Sweetie.  I’m so very happy for you… But I’m going to miss you SO much.”

Kurt squeezed her a little tighter, “I’m going to miss you too.  Thanks for being such a good mom to me during such a trying time in my life.  I love you.” He felt her sob in his arms, while he himself fought not to lose it. 

Burt took a deep breath and clapped Kurt on the shoulder, “Okay, Kiddo, what about me?”

Kurt and Carol pulled back from their hug and Kurt looked at his dad while Carol dried her tears.  He smiled softly at him and leaned up the short distance to give one final hug goodbye.  

Burt took another deep breath, trying his hardest not to get too emotional, “I’m so proud of you, Kurt.  Now you go and make all of your dreams come true.”

Kurt let a tear fall at those words.  He couldn’t be more grateful for such a supportive father.  “I will, Dad. I love you.” He paused a minute, and before letting go he chuckled, “When did you get so sappy?”

Burt snickered, “I love you, too.”  

Kurt let go and turned to leave before he lingered too long, making it harder.  As much as he wanted out of Lima, leaving his family was so difficult.

Burt and Carol stayed on the porch and watched as Kurt walked over to Finn and Sam, who were now leaning up against the Navigator.

“Well, I-”  Kurt began, looking at his brothers. He couldn’t get any further in what he wanted to say before he was completely engulfed in Finn’s arms.  

“I’m gonna miss you, Little Brother.  It won’t be the same without you here.”

A tear fell as Kurt closed his eyes, trying to soak up all the love he could feel in Finn’s protective arms, “I’m going to miss you, too, Finn.  Thanks for being such a great brother. Please, please come visit me.”

Finn backed up a bit and nodded, “I will, Dude.  I promise.”

Kurt wiped his cheeks and took a cleansing breath as he turned to Sam, who was still leaning against the Nav with his arms crossed and a small smile on his lips.  Sam smiled bigger and opened his arms for a hug. Kurt smiled back, “Thanks for being a great brother when there was nothing really making you have to be. You’re amazing.”

“Thank you for being an amazing brother and friend, Kurt.  You have taught me so much.”

Kurt leaned back, “Take care of Leah, yeah?”

Sam smiled and nodded, “Yeah.”

Kurt got in the Navigator and smiled one more time to his family before backing out of the driveway and pulling away.

 

Before leaving town, he made one final stop.  He got out and walked over to his mother’s grave, “This is it, Mom.  I finally did it. I’m getting out of this town, and Bas and I are on our way to making our dreams come true.  I couldn’t leave without saying goodbye to you. I promise to come back when I’m in town visiting, but if what Bas said is true, I guess none of this is really necessary.”  He kissed his fingers and then gently touched her name on the stone, “I love you, Mom.”

He walked back to the Nav and realized that he had a huge smile on his face and peace in his heart.  He chuckled and shook his head. That was the first time he had ever left the cemetery smiling and happy.  He really hoped his mom could see it.  

 

As he drove out of town toward the Smythe’s he passed McKinley High.  He didn’t look twice. Giving the building a big middle finger as he drove past was closure enough.

 

When Sebastian answered the door after Kurt rang the bell, he wasted no time picking Kurt up and swinging him in a circle, “I missed you so much, Baby.  Two days it two too many to be away from you.”

Kurt chuckled, “I missed you, too, Bas.  So much.” It felt so good to back in Sebastian’s arms.

Sebastian pulled back, after setting Kurt down and kissed him on the forehead. “Let’s get my boxes, so we can hit the road.”

Kurt smiled and nodded, making his way into the foyer where all of the boxes were waiting.  Before they could pick up the first box, Kurt looked up and saw Leah standing in the archway that lead to the living room.  She looked like she was completely broken-hearted and had huge crocodile tears in her eyes.  

Kurt deflated a bit and frowned, “Leah…”

She shook her head and came in for a hug, “No.  No, I’m really happy for you both. I just love you both so much, and it’s going to be so hard not having you here anymore.  I thought having you away in Paris was going to help me adjust, but then we got to have so much time together at the beach house, that it reminded me of what I’ll be missing.  My four best friends are moving away.” She sniffed, and he held her tighter.

Sebastian came up and hugged her from behind, sandwiching her in between himself and Kurt.  He kissed the top of her head, “You know our door is always open to you. You can fly in on a weekend, just because.  You don’t have to have a reason. And we’ll be back for Thanksgiving. Time will fly, I promise. We’ll see you again before you know it.”

Tori had snuck in, and of course, snuck a picture.  She also had tears in her eyes.  

Kurt chuckled, “Tori, did you just sneak a picture?”  Sebastian and Leah chuckled as well.

“Would I do that?”   

“Yes!”  they all answered together.  

“Well, yeah, okay.”  She pointed her finger at both of them, “Now, don’t either of you dare pick up a single box until you come in and say a proper goodbye to everyone.  I know you’re anxious to go, but too bad.” Tori winked and turned to go in the other room.

 

After another round of tearful goodbyes, Kurt and Sebastian finally had all of their things loaded into the back of Kurt’s navigator, and were on the road.

“I can’t believe we fit everything we need in here,”  Sebastian said, looking back behind him.  

“Well, there wasn’t much we needed besides clothes.  I may have a lot of clothes, but not that many.  Plus, I’d outgrown a lot of what was taking up space in my closet.  Putting the back seat down gave us more than enough space.” Kurt paused for a minute, “Are you going to miss your car?”

“Yeah, I will.  But we’ll bring her with us after Thanksgiving.  I can wait that long. Besides, it’s not like we’re really going to need our cars much once we’re there.  And if we need one for something, we’ll have yours.” Sebastian looked out the window for awhile, then turned to ask, “How did saying goodbye to your family go this morning?  You told Mom there were tears?”

Kurt nodded but didn’t take his eyes off the road, “Yeah.  Carol was a mess. God, I love that woman. Her crying made me cry, then Dad was trying not to cry… Then Finn wrapped me in the best brother hug ever, and that made me cry more since I was already emotional from Dad and Carol.  Sam was, of course, his calm, cool, and collected self. He helped ground me and bring me back to normal just by being him.” Kurt sighed. 

“Are you okay, Babe?”

“Yeah.  I’m just soaking it all in.  That was something that I will always remember.  It was a major milestone in our lives, ya know?” He glanced over at Sebastian.

Seb looked at him lovingly and nodded, “Yeah.  I’m glad we’re doing it together.”

“Me too.”  

 

They cheered as they crossed the state line, entering Pennsylvania.  Soon after, they stopped for lunch. They opted for fast food at a drive through, since their long goodbye’s gave them a bit of a late start. 

A few hours later, they stopped at a rest stop and switched drivers after using the restroom and stretching their legs.  

“I don’t know how truckers do it,”  Kurt said as he twisted from one side to the other.  

“Me neither.  They have to get so stiff and sore.  Are you ready? When we stop for dinner, I’d prefer getting out and going into the restaurant instead of fast food.”

“Yeah, that sounds good to me, too,” Kurt answered as he climbed into the passenger side of the Navigator.

As they drove, Sebastian smiled at the fact they could discuss anything and everything, or nothing at all.  They had talked about the castles they visited in France, Sugar Shack, internships Seb had applied for, and everything in between.  They were also comfortable in silence, which was something both boys were grateful for.

They cheered again as they crossed the border into New York. 

 

They stopped for dinner at Cracker Barrel, and then before they knew it, they had New York City in their sights.  Sebastian looked over to Kurt and smiled. Kurt had a huge grin on his face too.  

“We made it, Babe!”  

Kurt bounced in his seat a little, then he sighed, “We made it, Love! Finally.”  He smiled, then closed his eyes for a minute, reminding himself that this was his reality.

 

When the boys got to their building, Sebastian glanced over at Kurt, “We’re home, Baby.”

They pulled in to the underground garage.  The security guard greeted them, scanned their key, then directed them to their assigned parking spots.  

“It’s nice that we have two parking spaces,”  Kurt remarked as they drove away from the gate.

“It is.  It’s a perk of the penthouse.  Everyone else gets one, unless they pay extra.  And ours are close to the doors, which I like.” Sebastian pulled into the spot.  

The security guard must have called and let the office know that the boys had arrived, because George was soon in the garage with a luggage cart.  

“Hello, gentlemen!  Welcome home!” 

“Thank you, George!  How are you?” Sebastian asked.

There was a twinkle in George’s eye, “Great!”  He nodded toward Sebastian’s hand, “And I see you’re doing well too?!”

Seb laughed, “Yes.  We’re fantastic. We got engaged over the summer!  I’m going to make an honest man out of him, George.”  All three men laughed.

“Well, congratulations to both of you.  That’s great news.” He was smiling from ear to ear.

“Thank you!”  

“What can I do to help?”

“I think the cart is help enough.  Thank you, George.”

“My pleasure, Mr. Hummel.  Let me know if you need anything.”

 

They loaded as many boxes as they could onto the luggage cart and made their first trip upstairs.  From the garage, they had to take a separate elevator to the lobby, then take the other elevator up to the penthouse.  When the elevator doors opened, both boys looked at each other and smiled.  

“Home sweet home,”  Sebastian said as he wheeled the luggage cart into the foyer.

Kurt took a deep breath, looked at Sebastian, the penthouse, their boxes. He tried to memorize the image.  Again, it was a major milestone in his life. In their lives.

Seb walked over to Kurt and cupped his face gently in his hands, “Are you okay, Baby?”

Kurt nodded, “I’m wonderful, Bas.  I’m just soaking it all up. It’s something Dad reminded me to do.  I want to remember this forever. It’s the first time we’re coming here as our home.  Not a visit, but home.  It’s a wonderful feeling, Love.”

Sebastian smiled and kissed Kurt on the forehead, “Yes it is, Babe.” 

 

Three trips later, and they had all of the boxes in the penthouse and upstairs in the bedroom.  

“Why don’t you go rest and I’ll take the luggage cart back downstairs.”  

“The car ride was plenty of rest.  I’m going to go ahead and start unpacking these while you take the cart back down. Is there a particular part of the closet you want?”  Kurt asked.

Sebastian shook his head, “No.  However you make it work is fine with me.  I’ll be back up to help in a few minutes.” He kissed Kurt on the cheek and headed downstairs.

When he headed into the lobby and greeted George with a nod, “Thank you for the cart. It made it much easier to get our boxes upstairs.”

“You’re welcome, Sir.  Is there anything else you need help with?”

Sebastian spoke quietly as he leaned against the counter, “No, but I did want to make sure that the pictures of the people we have on our ‘not approved’ list are up, and that the staff has been made aware of them.” 

George nodded, “Yes, Sir.  They have been posted since the day you met with Mr. Carmack.  We all received an email notifying us about the additions to the security board.  I promise you that all of us have made ourselves quite familiar with those names and faces, Mr. Smythe.”

“Thank you, George.  Kurt’s safety is my number one concern.  In a few years, we’ll all have to be on high alert.”

George was solemn in response, “Yes, Sir.  Blaine Anderson will not get through those doors.  Mr. Hummel’s safety, as well as yours, is very important to us.”  Sebastian was impressed that George was familiar enough with those pictures that he knew who he was referring to.  George added, “I know I shouldn’t ask, so forgive me, but the father in me is dying to know… Is Mr. Hummel doing well now?”

Sebastian smiled softly and nodded, “He is.  There will always be things that he struggles with, but things were much better by the time we left Ohio at the beginning of summer.”

George nodded, then chuckled, “It took you an awful long time to get from Ohio to New York.  I thought it was something like a 10 hour drive.”

Sebastian smiled, “We spent a month in France first, then several days in North Carolina.  We were only in Ohio for a couple of weeks after graduation, then another two days before we left for good.”

George smiled, “Ah, well, that explains it.”

Sebastian pushed himself away from the counter, “Have a good night, George.”

“You too, Mr. Smythe.  You too.”

 

Unpacking went rather quickly.  They decided to only unpack their clothes for the night, and get to the other boxes in the morning.  Kurt had suggested packing everything that was on hangers in boxes, keeping them on hangers, and simply folding groups of clothes in half on top of themselves.  That way, they simply grabbed the group of hangers, picked them up, and hang them right back up in the new closet space.  

Kurt loved the closet.  When they were finished he put his hands on his hips and stood back and looked.  

Sebastian asked, “What are you thinking?”

Kurt smiled, “That I have more than enough room to add more clothes!”

Seb laughed, “Me too, right?”

Kurt chuckled, “I might share.  We’ll see…”

Sebastian wrapped his arms around Kurt, “Love you.”

“I love you, too.”

 

An hour later, Kurt had texted their families to let them know they had arrived safely, as promised, and that they were nearly unpacked already.  They had showered together and were lying in bed soon after.

“You know what we need to do?”  Kurt asked he looked up at Seb from where he rested his head on his chest.

“What’s that, Babe?”  Sebastian asked as he stroked Kurt’s back.

Kurt smirked and wiggled his eyebrows, “We need to christen the bedroom.”

Sebastian chuckled, “We do?”  He teased, “Didn’t we do that here already?”

Kurt playfully pouted, “Well, I guess if you think that counts, then….”  He started to roll over away from Sebastian so he could really sell the whole fake pout thing he had going on.  

Sebastian quickly flipped positions, and was now on all fours above Kurt, trapping him beneath him.  He leaned down and kissed Kurt soundly on the mouth, “Oh no you don’t. No pouting.” He smiled, “Of course that didn’t count.  We didn’t live here. I say we christen the shit out of this bedroom. Right,” kiss, “now!” kiss.

Kurt laughed, “Now we’re talking!”  He wrapped his legs around Sebastian’s waist, and his hands around the back of his neck, pulling him in closer.  They kissed until they were breathless, and made love in their new home.

 


 

The next morning Sebastian woke up first, and laid there looking at Kurt as he slept.  He felt like the luckiest guy in the world. He watched him for a few minutes, but then Kurt seemed to sense being watched.  He smiled before he even opened his eyes. Sebastian watched him smile, and grinned in return.

“Are you being a creeper?”  Kurt chuckled.  

“Yes, but I’m allowed to be.  Getting to watch my beautiful fiance sleep peacefully is now one of my favorite things to do.  I’m so lucky.” Sebastian stroked Kurt’s face as he opened his eyes and looked back at him.

“We’re both lucky, Bas.” 

Seb nodded in agreement, then asked, “What do you want to do today?”

“Hmm...Unpack the rest of the boxes, which won’t take long.  Then maybe we can go shopping for a sewing table and some organizational things for the laundry room, and a coffee cart and shoe cabinet.”

“That sounds like a plan.”

“But, I am paying for everything,”  Kurt said, giving Sebastian a stern look.

Seb frowned, “Why?  We can both contribute.”

Kurt shook his head, “No, Bas.  I don’t have to pay for school, and I get to live here for free.  I had a lot of money saved for college, and I would have been furnishing my own place if we had never met.  Let me do this. I want to feel like I at least contributed something.  Besides, the sewing stuff is all for me, and the coffee cart and shoe cabinet were my idea.”

Sebastian sighed, “I understand.  How about I only pay for the coffee cart stuff and the shoe cabinet?”

Kurt rolled his eyes, “We’ll see, but I’m not promising anything.”

Sebastian nodded, “Okay.  But I hope you realize that you contribute a lot to this place without having to pay for anything.”  Kurt frowned, not understanding, so Sebastian continued, “You make anyplace I am with you a home. We cook and clean together, do laundry together, and enjoy each others company.  Having you here with me is so important to me, Baby. You are home to me.”

Kurt didn’t say anything in return.  He just leaned forward and kissed his Love.  

 

After getting ready and eating breakfast, Kurt went to measure the space in the laundry room.  Sebastian came in to help him, “You know, Babe, you could use the study space upstairs between the bedrooms, or we could even convert one of the bedrooms into a work room for you.  You don’t have to use this room.”

“I know, but it makes the most sense.  I’ll need to wash and iron fabrics, half of the cabinets are empty, so I can use them for fabric and supplies, and this is a huge laundry room.  I like that it’s right by the kitchen, too, so I can cook while I work. It’s perfect, Bas.”

Seb nodded, “Okay.  I just didn’t want you to think you had no other choice.”

Kurt smiled and kissed Seb on the cheek, “I know.  I love that you are always concerned about me and my happiness.”

“I am.  I hope you always know that,”  Sebastian pulled Kurt in closer.

“I do,”  Kurt smiled before kissing Sebastian again.

 

Soon after, they had unloaded their other boxes and were headed out for some shopping.  When they got downstairs, Pablo greeted them, “Good morning! Welcome back Mr. Smythe, Mr. Hummel.”

“Thanks, Pablo!  We’re here for good now,”  Sebastian smiled.

Kurt added, “And it feels great already.”

Pablo smiled, “That’s fantastic.  Is there anything we can help you with today?”

Kurt said, “Yes, actually.  We’re going out shopping for a sewing table for me, as well as a coffee cart.  We’re headed to IKEA in Brooklyn later this afternoon for some organizational items, but is there anything out that way that you might consider to be a hidden gem of a furniture store?”

“Hmm, well, if you have to get one soon, then I’d say check out Brooklyn’s Basement.  It’s a second hand store for furniture, and the owner seems to be pretty picky about what she sells.  She carries a lot of high quality items, much of which she’s already restored. If you can wait, and take your chances on whether or not you’ll find something, the NYC Bazaar here in the Upper West End is nice.  They hold it every Sunday year round, for the most part. Brooklyn Flea is good too, but it’s also only on Sundays.”

Kurt smiled, “Thanks Pablo!  I think we’ll head to Brooklyn’s Basement.  But I’ll definitely check out those flea markets too.”

Sebastian smirked and nodded as he made a face, “He definitely will.  Especially once Sugar gets here.” Kurt nodded quickly.

Pablo chuckled, “You two enjoy your day.”

“We will.  Thanks again, Pablo.  Have a good one!”

 

They decided to take an Uber to Brooklyn’s Basement since they weren’t sure exactly where it was.  Once inside the store, they were greeted by a little old dog. From somewhere behind stacks of furniture, they heard a woman’s voice, “Welcome!  Come on in and look around! Don’t mind Killer, there.”

They looked down at the dog and snickered.  He was a mutt with scraggly, light brown fur, and one eye had bad cataracts.  He was the kind of dog that was so ugly he was cute. “Killer” though? That did not fit.

The lady peeked out from behind the stacks of tables, “Can I help you with anything today?”

“We’re looking for a smallish dining table,”  Kurt answered.

She stepped out all the way.  She was in her mid-40’s with slightly greying hair that she kept back in a bandanna.  She had on a t-shirt and overalls.  She smiled, “I’m Betsy. I own the joint. If you’re looking for dining tables, back here to the left is your best bet.  Do you need chairs too?”

Kurt shook his head, “Not dining chairs.  Just an office chair, perhaps. It’s going to be used as my sewing table.”

“Ah, okay.  Well, I don’t have much in the way of office chairs.  But I’m sure you’ll find a table that will fit your needs.  I’ll leave you two to look. Just holler if you need me.” Before they knew it, she had disappeared again.

Kurt and Sebastian walked over to where the tables were.  They were stacked two tall in some areas, but they were both tall enough to see the tops.  Kurt spotted one he liked right away. It was solid wood, and fit the style of the penthouse’s decor.  He and Sebastian measured it, and it was the perfect size.

“Is this shop magic?  It’s pretty crazy that I would find something that will work and that I like this quickly.”

Sebastian chuckled, “Are you happy about that, or are you disappointed that you didn’t get to shop more?”

Kurt smiled and wrinkled his nose, “Both?  I’m definitely bringing Sugar and Noah here when it’s time for them to furnish their apartment.  The prices are good too.” 

They called for Betsy, and when she showed up, she asked, “Did you find something already?”

Kurt nodded, “I did.  I’d like this table over here.  Do you deliver?”

“We do next day delivery.  Will that work okay for ya?”  She asked as she put a ‘sold’ label on it.

“It will.  Thanks.”

“Well, thank you.  Let’s get you rung up and taken care of.”  She walked them over to a counter and rang them up.  Kurt paid and then she asked for an address. Kurt told her, and she raised an eyebrow and glanced up at them.  Kurt bit his lip, halfway expecting her to say something, but she didn’t. “Okay, we don’t have any other deliveries listed for tomorrow, so you’ll be first on the list. Jack and Chuck are my delivery guys.  They usually get started at 8, so I’d guess they’ll be there between 8:30 and 9:00. Work for you?”

“Sure does. Thanks.”

“Well thanks for the business, boys.  Hope you come back to see us.”

Kurt nodded, “We will!”

 

Sebastian checked his phone to see how far they were from IKEA.  They ended up just taking the subway just a few stops. They made quick work of choosing a shoe cabinet and office chair.  They headed to the kitchen organization section and got some spice racks and containers that could be hung on the wall next to the table that would hold all of Kurt’s small things like small spools of thread, needles, ribbon, buttons, and more.  With the addition of a few more containers to go inside the cabinets, they were all set. They paid and called for an Uber to take them back home.

Once they had everything upstairs, they worked together to assemble the shoe cabinet.  They placed in the foyer and then went to get the boxes of shoes. They chose the ones that worked for the season and put them in the cabinet, then put the rest in the closet upstairs.  

Next, they assembled the desk chair and put it in the laundry room.  Kurt worked to organize the rest of his supplies while Sebastian fixed a late lunch.  

Seb leaned against the door frame, “It’s ready, Babe.  Are you ready to eat?”

“Yeah, just give me a minute to finish putting these buttons in the right containers,”  Kurt answered without looking up.

Sebastian smirked, then turned to go fix their drinks.  He set everything out at the table, then returned to the laundry room.  “Babe,” he walked over and wrapped his arms around Kurt’s waist, resting his chin on his shoulder, “You need to eat.  This can wait. Come on…”

Kurt sighed, “I know.  Sorry. I’m just anxious to have everything finished so I can feel like we’re ready to start this part of our lives.”

As they walked into the dining room, Sebastian replied, “We already have started this part of our lives, Babe.  We just went shopping for the things we need, we’re almost all the way unpacked, and we have the rest of the summer to enjoy the city before school starts.”

Kurt sighed and leaned over to kiss Sebastian on the cheek, “I know.  I’m sorry. Thank you for grounding me. And thanks for fixing lunch.”

“You’re welcome.  That’s what I’m here for, ya know.”

Kurt nodded, “I know.  And I love you for it.”

After they ate, Kurt quickly went back to organizing his materials and supplies.  Sebastian worked on unpacking the picture frames and getting rid of all of the boxes.  When he was back from taking the boxes down, Kurt had finished with his sewing supplies, and they worked together to place the pictures where they wanted them.  

When they finished, they plopped down on the couch in the living room.  Sebastian asked, “Feel better?”

“I do.  It feels great, and looks great.  Thanks for going with my craziness and getting it all done as soon as possible.”  He leaned his head on Sebastian’s shoulder.

Seb wrapped his arm around Kurt, “Of coarse, Baby.  It makes perfect sense, and it does feel really good to be settled.”

“Yep.  The only thing left to get now is a coffee cart.  It’s not something we need , and I’d like to just look around when we’re out someplace and I’ll know what I like when I see it.”

“Sounds good.  Let’s watch a movie and rest, then we can order in.  Maybe later we can go get some groceries or order some online even.  I don’t want to eat out all the time.”  

“Me neither.  That sounds good, Love.  You pick the movie. I’m up for anything except horror.”

“Perfect.”  Sebastian leaned back and Kurt snuggled into him.  He grabbed the remote and they found a movie on Netflix that they both wanted to see.  It felt so good to be in their new home with each other, relaxing, holding each other, and just...being.

  


 

For the next couple of weeks, Kurt and Sebastian explored the city.  They played tourist and went to art museums, the Empire State Building,  the Statue of Liberty and Battery Park, Ground 0, and more! They spent a lot of time exploring Central Park and hanging out around the apartment together, as well.  It was feeling like home, and both boys were feeling comfortable and confident very quickly.

 


 

Three and a half weeks after they moved in, they got the call they had been waiting for.

“You ready for us, Angel?!”  Sugar asked on the other end of the line.

“Yay!  I’m so glad you’re here!  We’ll be right down!”

Sebastian smiled from ear to ear watching Kurt got so excited that Puck and Sugar were finally joining them in New York.  He was just as thrilled. Sebastian had let security know that Puck and Sugar would be arriving that night, and that they would be using the second parking space for a couple of months.  

Down in the garage, Sugar pulled up close to the door.  George came out with the luggage cart, “Mr. Puckerman and Ms. Motta?”

Puck looked up, “Yes, Sir.”  

George smiled, “Please, call me George.  I brought you a cart to help with the boxes.”

“Thanks, George.  Please, call me Puck.  Or Noah. And this is Sugar.”

Sugar smiled and gave a small wave, “It’s nice to meet you, George!”

He smiled, “You too, Ms. Motta.  Please let me know if you need anything during your stay.”

“Thank you.  That’s very kind,”  Sugar smiled.

Kurt and Sebastian came out into the garage and Kurt squealed as he ran to Sugar and lift her up, spinning her around.  Seb went to straight to Puck, and the two hugged. Both were smiling huge smiles.  

They quickly switched and went in for more hugs.  Kurt softly spoke to Puck, “You did it, Noah. You got out of Lima.  We’re going to make this happen. You’ll see.”

Puck squeezed Kurt tighter, “With the three of you on my side, I have no doubt.”

George watched as he waited for the elevator door to close.  He was glad the boys had such good friends.  

An hour later, all of the boxes were moved up to Puck and Sugar’s bedroom.  Sebastian and Puck drove to the nearest U-haul rental office to return the small trailer they had rented.  Kurt and Sugar began to unpack their clothes.  

“I’m so excited that you’re finally here, Sugar.”

“Me too, Angel.  How has the last few weeks been?  What did you guys do?”

Kurt told Sugar all about the places they had visited.  They talked for the next half an hour until Puck and Seb returned.  Once they were back, Puck took over Kurt’s spot of helping with the clothes.  Sebastian took their empty boxes down and put them in their storage unit so they could reuse the boxes when it was time for them to move into their own place.  Kurt got started on dinner, and Sebastian helped him when he got back upstairs.  

When they all sat down for dinner, they talked about what had been happening in each other’s lives, the move, the city, the bakery.  Kurt turned to Puck, “How did saying goodbye to your mom go?”

Puck shrugged, “Couldn’t find her.”

Sebastian frowned and Kurt said, “I’m so sorry, Noah.”  Sugar put her hand on Puck’s leg.

Puck shook his head, “No, it’s okay.  I mean, it’s not like we would have had a whole lot to say to each other.  I only looked for her because I told her I would.”

Sebastian asked, “How did saying goodbye to everyone else go?”

“It was hard,”  Puck answered.  

Sugar nodded, “It was really hard.  But Daddy will be here a few times over the next few months, checking on the reno of the bakery and apartment.  I’m sure Mom will come with him. There were tears, but it was fine.”

After dinner, they hung out on the terrace for a little bit.  As they sat and talked, looking out at the city below, Puck just shook his head.  He couldn’t believe this was his life. He looked over at the couch across from him.  Sebastian was on the end, with Kurt curled into his side. Sugar was tucked under Kurt’s arm.  He sighed, “I love you all, but I’m feeling a bit left out.” Everyone chuckled.  

Kurt wiggled his way out from Sebastian’s grip and went to snuggle with Puck.  Puck wrapped his arms around him, “That’s better, Princess. I’ve missed you so much.”

“I missed you, too, Noah.  I’m so happy you’re both here.”  Kurt grinned as he watched Sugar snuggle into Seb’s side.  He wrapped his arm around her and kissed the top of her head.  

All four of them couldn’t help but think that no matter what, with the support of this family they had created, life in the city was going to be great.

 

 

Chapter 2: Getting Settled

Summary:

Chris is back, and so are Eileen and Charlie

Notes:

Sorry for the wait. Moving sucks, y'all...and we still aren't finished. No internet makes this hard to do. I'm sitting in Starbucks parking lot, using their wifi just so I didn't make you wait longer!
Warning for mention of suicide.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

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The first thing the four friends did the next day was go and check on the progress of the bakery and apartment.  Sugar was anxious to see the progress on the place she had been dreaming about for so long. Kurt and Sebastian had been by a couple of times and reported back to Sugar, but they didn’t have access to the inside.  Now that Puck and Sugar were in New York, they could get into the buildings and make sure everything was going well.  

Both their apartment and bakery were being worked on at the same time.  When they arrived at the Chelsea building, they were excited to see that the outside storefront had been painted black, and looked clean and crisp.  The large windows had been cleaned, and the old awnings had been taken down.  

“Oh my goodness, Sugar.  This looks fantastic. And once the new awnings are up, it’s going to make a world of difference.”  Kurt was just as excited as Sugar and Puck to see the improvements made to the bakery so far. 

“It does look really good,”  Sebastian added.

“I can’t believe how much difference a coat of paint makes.  Let’s look inside,” Puck put his hand on the small of Sugar’s back and guided her toward the door.  

Sugar bounced a little, “Here we go!”  She unlocked the door and walked it.  

“Just think, Sug.  That was the first of many...MANY, times you’ll be unlocking that door and walking into your bakery.”  Puck smiled at her.

Sugar beamed, “Yep!  I’m so excited! They looked around and discovered that the old display cases had been removed, and the floors had been redone.

“The floors look great!”  Sebastian walked across to the far window.

Kurt nodded, “I’m so glad they were able to save them.  I love them.”

“Me too, Angel.  They look brand new, but still have an old world feel.  And the black and white is perfect for our color scheme.”

They checked out the back room and discovered that it had been stripped of all of the old supplies that were no longer useful.  It was basically redone in the entire place, and was just waiting on the new equipment and display cases to be delivered and installed.

Happy with the progress of the bakery, they headed upstairs to their apartment. 

“Oh.  My. God.”  Sugar’s eyes were huge as she looked around the apartment.  She stood just a few feet inside the door. “What in the world?!”  The floors were torn up, and the place was a mess.

“Where is everyone?  They just left this mess?”  Puck said, stepping further into the room.  “I get why there wasn’t anyone working downstairs.  They can’t do anything until the new stuff comes in.  But here? This shit needs to be cleaned up!”

Sebastian said, “I know it looks bad, but I’m sure it will go faster than it looks.  And you guys are welcome to stay with us for however long it takes.”

Puck clapped Seb on the shoulder, “Thanks, man.  It may be longer than we thought.”

“I don’t know.  Bas is right. It may just look bad.  I’m sure it will go faster than we think.”  He was trying hard to be positive for Sugar.  He could see concern written all over her face.  

They ventured through the apartment, and found that the floors were ripped up in all of the rooms, but not disposed of…. And that was it.  Nothing else had been started, much less finished. Not the paint. Not the kitchen. Not the bathrooms.

Sugar was standing with her arms crossed looking in the kitchen.  Puck heard her sigh, so he walked up behind her and wrapped his arms around her.  “It will be fine, Sugar. We have a place to stay, and the bakery seems to be right on track.  It’ll be fine.”

“Okay, let’s get out of here.  I don’t even want to look at it anymore,”  Sugar sighed.  

 

They decided to head over to NYU campus and check out the business building where Puck would be spending a large amount of time.  It was next to the library, which was catty cornered from Washington Square Park. They explored the campus, library, and Washington Square before they stopped for lunch.  

After lunch, they headed to Parsons to do some more exploring.  Sebastian was glad that Parsons and the part of NYU where Puck would be spending most of his time, were only 5 or 6 blocks apart.  And both were fairly close to the bakery and Puck and Sugar’s apartment. He knew Kurt would have another place to go if something happens at school, or the weather was bad.

After exploring both campuses, they hopped on the subway and made their way back toward home.  When they were back in their neighborhood, they did a little more exploring so that Puck and Sugar would be a little more familiar with their surroundings.  

As they were walking, Sebastian and Kurt both got a text.  They looked down and smiled as they read it.

From Eileen:

Charlie and I hope your move went well, and that you’ve settled in nicely.  We’re hoping we could have you over for dinner sometime before classes start.  Let us know if you’d like that and when would be a good time. Us old people don’t have a schedule like you young people.

Kurt turned to Sebastian, “I’d love to go have dinner with them.  I think they need it, and I would love pseudo grandparents close by.  Is that okay with you?”

“Of course.  I’d like that.  Anytime is fine with me.”

From Kurt:
We would love to come for dinner!  Any time in the next few weeks is fine.  

 

They got a return text within a few minutes.

From Eileen:

Fantastic!  How about Tuesday at 5?  I’ll text you our address.

From Kurt:

That would be lovely.  We’ll see you then.

 

“What are you doing?”  Sugar asked.

Kurt answered, “We’re going to have dinner with Eileen and Charlie.  Do you remember me telling you about them?” Sugar nodded, so he continued, “I don’t think they have much in the way of family, and could use some company.  Anyway, you guys will have the place to yourselves Tuesday night…” He bounced his eyebrows and smiled.

Sugar smiled in return and rolled her eyes.  

Puck asked, “Have you guys heard from Chris?  I told him a couple of days ago that we would get here yesterday.  He said cheer camp is kicking his butt.”

“He texted us when he got here and said he would call when he has some free time to get together, but I don’t think either of us have heard from him since.”  Sebastian looked at Kurt.

Kurt shook his head, “No, I haven’t either.  I hope he’s doing okay with it all. It’s not like him not to call.  And if he said it was kicking his butt, it sounds like he might be overwhelmed.  He’s only been here a week and a half. Maybe he just needs time to adjust.”

“We can call him again tonight and see if we can meet him for lunch or dinner tomorrow.”

 

Later that evening, Puck called Chris and put him on speaker phone as they all sat around on the terrace.  

“Hey, Puck,”  Chris answered.

“Hey.  You’re on speaker, okay?  It’s me, Sugar, Princess, and Seb.”

“Hey guys.”

Sugar frowned, “Hi, Hun.  You okay? You don’t sound like yourself.”  

Kurt looked at Sebastian with a worried expression.  Seb reached for his hand.

Chris sighed and leaned his head against the wall where he was sitting on his bed, “I’m just exhausted.  Cheer camp is tough, and I’m having trouble sleeping. I’m not used to having a roommate, and definitely not in the confined space of a dorm room.”

Sebastian said, “Well, how about we bring you lunch tomorrow?  And since tomorrow is Friday, once you’re free from camp responsibilities, you can come over here and spend the night.  You’ll have your own bedroom, and we can do things together, or we could leave you be so you can rest. You can even stay the whole weekend if you want.” 

Kurt was reminded of another reason he loved Sebastian so much.  He squeezed his hand in anticipation of Chris’ answer. He hated how defeated Chris sounded so soon into cheer and football season.  When Chris didn’t answer for a few seconds, he said, “Please Chris? We haven’t seen you in two months. It will be good for all of us.”

Chris let a tear fall.  He loved his friends so much, and he was so grateful that they hadn’t abandoned him after graduation.  “I would love that. Thank you so much,” he said softly.  

“Good.  We look forward to it,”  Sebastian answered.

Puck asked, “What time is your lunch break tomorrow?”

Chris sighed again and rolled his eyes, “Whenever they decide to give it to us.  Usually around 11:30.” 

“How about we bring lunch, and you can meet us in Washington Square when they dismiss you?  We can be down by the campus end of the Square, so you can find us easily.”  Sugar was hoping that would relieve a little of the stress of the unknown.

“That would be great.  Can we make it Union Square instead, though?  We’re practicing at Palladium , so it’s closer.”

“That would be fine, Hun.”

Chris smiled a little, “Thanks guys.  I miss you all.”

Kurt smiled softly, “We miss you too, Chris.  Can’t wait to see you tomorrow.”

When they ended the call, Chris laid down and cried.  His emotions were a mixture of stress, doubt that he could do this, relief that his friends were still behind him, and pure exhaustion.  He was asleep soon after, but was woken up an hour later when his roommate came back from a party. Another night of very little sleep was inevitable.

 


 

When Chris made it to Union Square the next day, he immediately saw his four friends at a nearby picnic table.  Kurt was the first to notice him. He ran over to him, throwing his arms around his neck and shoulders. Everyone else soon followed, and Chris found himself in the middle of a group hug.  He took a deep breath and closed his eyes, trying to soak in the love he could feel from his friends.  

No one had said a word until Chris finally broke the silence by softly saying, “This is exactly what I needed.  I love you guys.”

Sebastian grinned, “We love you, too.”

“Let’s get you fed before you have to go back,”  Sugar said as they all let go of the embrace. “We made sandwiches, fruit salad, veggies and hummus.  We figured you needed to stay hydrated, so we brought water to drink.”

Sugar and Puck had put down a tablecloth and set everything up.  They all sat back down, and Chris said, “This is perfect. Thank you.”

“You’re welcome, Hun.  It’s so good to see you again.  How was your summer?”

Chris shrugged, “It was pretty uneventful.  With Thad gone, and everyone going in different directions, it was hard to get together, as you know.”

Puck nodded, “Yeah, I understand.  It was like that for us too, and everyone lived close.  Summer always seems like you’ll have all this time, but then stuff just gets in the way.”

Chris smiled at Kurt and Sebastian, “So I understand Paris was good?  Congratulations, by the way!”

Both boys smiled, and Kurt said, “Thanks!  We’re really excited. And Paris was amazing.”

“Jeff said you guys had fun when they were there.  It was a surprise?”

Sebastian nodded, “Yeah.  We had a great time. Their trip was last minute anyway, so I figured we’d just surprise Kurt.  Him not knowing anyone there made the look on his face absolutely priceless when we opened the door.”

Kurt lovingly rolled his eyes, “I was shocked, to say the least.  Only my Dalton friends could just ‘decide to go to Europe’.” Everyone chuckled.

Chris asked, “So what all did you guys do there?  Did you visit family or anything?” 

Kurt chuckled and then Sebastian made a face, “No family visits, and boy did I get in trouble for that one!  My cousin Clara called me and was yelling at me so loud that Kurt could hear her from across the room. She had been following our trip through social media, and assumed we were there for the entire summer.  When she saw the picture of all of us at the beach house celebrating, she knew we had returned to the states and threw a fit. I felt bad, but with my grandparents being here in the states, I honestly didn’t think about it.  It’s not like we’re super close, but I still should have thought about it.”

Kurt shrugged and winked, “We’ll just have to go back.”

 

When lunch was finished, they decided to walk Chris back.  They talked as they walked, and made plans for Chris to come over that evening and spend the weekend with them.  Sebastian texted him the address, and they planned on a homemade dinner and movie night in.

As they approached Palladium, Chris said,  “You guys can come in and look around if you want.  Puck, since you’re a student here, I think you can come any time you want?  Or at least at a steep discount membership, or something. It’s really a nice place.”

“Yeah, man, I’d like to see it.” 

They entered and Chris lead them to the gymnasium.  “This is where we part. Thanks again for lunch, and the amazing company.  I look forward to tonight.” Chris began giving hugs.  

When Kurt pulled away from his hug, he noticed a girl standing by the door staring at them.  He cleared his throat and whispered to Chris, “Is that someone you know?”

Chris turned to look, then turned back to Kurt.  He whispered, “Yeah, that’s Dayna. She’s on the squad.  I don’t know why she’s staring like that though.”

As Chris hugged Puck and Sugar, another girl, Crystal, had joined Dayna.  They stood and whispered, both looking over toward the group. Chris noticed again, and frowned.  He looked over, “Is there a problem, ladies?”

They looked a little embarrassed at being caught.  Dayna spoke, “Sorry. We didn’t mean to stare. But aren’t you,” she nodded toward Kurt, “a cheerleader?”

Everyone chuckled and Sebastian said, “It’s like Disney World all over again.”

Kurt blushed.  “I was a cheerleader, yes.”

The girls walked over, “You won Nationals, right?!”

Kurt nodded, “Yes.”

Crystal looked at Chris, “Why didn’t you tell us you had connections?!  You guys are friends?!”

Chris made a face, “Yes, we’re friends… But connections to what?  He doesn’t cheer anymore.”

Both girls frowned a little, “Hmm.  That’s a shame. What do you do now?”

“I’m attending Parson’s this year.”

They were interrupted when one of the other male cheerleaders, Braylin, came in with a non-cheerleader guy that none of them knew.  Braylin looked flustered as they entered the foyer, and Kurt was immediately on edge. He didn’t know what had happened between the two of them, but he didn’t have a good feeling.  He instinctively stepped closer to Sebastian, who put his arm around his waist and pulled him close. Sugar seemed to be feeling the same way, and was already tucked safely under Puck’s arm.

Puck frowned looking at Braylin, “You okay?”

Braylin rushed to say, “Yes!  I’m fine!” He cleared his throat, “It’s time for practice to start again.  Let’s go.” The guy he was with gave him a look, then quickly left the foyer, disappearing into another corridor.  Braylin and the girls quickly made their way into the gym.  

Chris turned back, not seeming to notice anything off, “I’ll see everyone tonight.  Thanks again. I needed that.”

 

Kurt, Sebastian, Puck, and Sugar looked around Palladium for a little while.  They went to the information desk and got info about student memberships before they headed out.  

As they got on the subway, Sebastian finally said what everyone was thinking, “So there was something really odd about that guy.”

They all knew exactly who Seb was referring to.  Puck huffed, “I don’t like the way the other guy seemed so flustered.  Maybe they got in a fight or something.”

“Did you see the look he gave him when you asked if he was okay?”  Sugar asked.

“I did,”  Puck answered.

Sebastian tightened his hold on Kurt as they sat, “Are you okay, Baby?”

Kurt nodded, “Yeah.  He just gave me the creeps.”

 

Early that evening, the Buzzer sounded in the apartment.  Kurt answered, “Yes?”

“There is a gentleman named Chris Carnes here to see you.  Shall I send him up?” George asked.

“Yes.  Thanks, George.”

“My pleasure, Mr. Hummel.”

A minute later, the doors to the elevator opened.  Chris’ eyes widened and he stepped out slowly, looking around.

Sebastian chuckled as he approached him, “I know, I know….”

“Holy shit, Seb,”  Chris chuckled. “I think my dorm room would fit in your foyer.”

They hugged again, “Yeah.  Trust me, I may have been born into this, but I am well aware of how lucky I am... I share though!”

Chris chuckled again, “That you do.  I appreciate it, too.”

Sebastian became serious, “You know you are welcome here any time.  If you need a break, just let us know.”

Chris smiled softly, “Thank you.  I am so glad you guys are in New York too.”  He paused, then said, “It sure smells good in here.”

Puck approached, “That’s because Sugar is baking a cake for dessert.  Are hamburgers okay for dinner? We thought we’d try out the grill on the terrace.”

Chris nodded, “Sounds great.”

Sebastian said, “Puck, why don’t you take him on a tour?  I want to finish slicing tomatoes.”

Puck nodded, “Sure.  Let’s start upstairs and you can drop your bag in your room.” He took Chris upstairs and went straight to his room.  “You can stay in here. You have your own bathroom right over there.”

Chris looked around, “This is unbelievable.”

Puck nodded, “I know.  But seriously, Sebastian wasn’t kidding.  Anytime you need a break, please let them know.  They’re both used to being around a ton of people, and they both love company.  They also love their family, which includes you, and would do anything for us. It makes them happy.”

Chris had tears in his eyes, “I know.  It’s just so much…”

“Not to them.  And the same holds true for Sugar and I.  Once we’re in our apartment, we have extra room too.  And we’re even closer to school. So please, any time, just let us know.”  Chris nodded but didn’t say anything for fear of crying. Puck put his hand on Chris’ shoulder, “Let’s finish the tour.”

When they were finished upstairs, they headed down to the kitchen.  Kurt and Sugar said their hellos and gave him a hug before Puck continued the tour into the office and laundry room.  Puck grabbed the hamburger patties on the way and they headed out to the terrace last, where he turned the grill on and then turned to face Chris.  

Chris stood, looking out at the city view.  “It’s so beautiful from up here. And to have views of Central Park?  Amazing.”

“Yeah, I know.  Robert’s grandfather bought this place when the building was first constructed.  It’s been his family for a really long time. Seb’s grown up coming here, and a lot of the staff have known him his whole life.”

“Wow.  And they own a place in Paris?”

“Well, Seb doesn’t, but his family does.  Celeste and Beau have the Ohio estate and the Paris estate.  Then Robert has this penthouse the beach house, since he’s the oldest living Smythe.”

Chris turned back toward Puck from looking out at the city, “It’s amazing to me how welcoming they all are.  And accepting. I never once have felt unwelcomed around them.”

Puck nodded, “I hear ya.  I mean, I know it’s different, because you’re gay.  You don’t get accepted everywhere you go if people find out.  But you’re like Seb, and can pass for straight easily. I, on the other hand, could never pass for having money.  I know the mohawk doesn’t help, but no matter how Sugar and Princess dress me up, it’s still obvious. I come from the wrong side of the tracks… Yet, there has never been a day that the Smythe’s have made me feel unwelcomed.  Some people would be afraid I’d steal their valuables, but not them. They trusted me from the start.”

Chris looked at him thoughtfully, “I don’t know.  Cut the mohawk off, put on a nice outfit…I saw your Prom pics, Puck.  You looked hot as hell, wrong side of the tracks or not.”

Puck laughed, “Thanks.”

Chris smirked as he shrugged his shoulders, “I like the mohawk.”

Puck chuckled, “I’m thinking of letting it go.  I’m just a little afraid of living in New York without my badass image.  At least for awhile.”

Chris just smiled and shook his head.  

 

They ate dinner inside.  Sebastian and Kurt told stories about their trip.  Everyone agreed that Jeff totally should have taken Sandy up on her offer to dress up in drag.  They cracked up at stories of drunk Jeff, and vowed to use the word “flirteded” around him as much as possible.  

Soon, the conversation turned to the graduation party and how much fun they all had.  

“I miss everyone singing.  It was amazing watching the New Directions and Warblers sing together.  It was so powerful!” Chris smiled.

“It was,”  Kurt agreed.  “Mercedes’ lead on This Is Me, with everyone singing backup...I get chills just thinking of it.  I’m so glad Tori recorded it.”

“You have it on video, Angel?!”  Sugar sat up a little.

Kurt nodded, “Yeah!  We can watch it after dinner if you want.”

“I can’t wait.  That was so good.  I hope she’s doing well.”

“Me too.  She’s so talented.  Hopefully LA is good for her.”  

 

After dinner, they ate their cake out on the terrace.  Sugar had made a small strawberry layer cake that had jam in between each layer, and a light whipped frosting.

“Oh my gosh, Sugar.  This is sooo good.” Sebastian said as he scooped up a second fork full.

“Mmhmm,”  Kurt moaned.

“I have a new favorite flavor,”  Chis stated. Puck and Sugar just smiled. 

“Thanks, guys!”

 

Once everyone had finished, Sebastian started gathering the plates, “I’ll load the dishwasher.  Babe, why don’t you get the video set up for everyone. The flash drive it’s on is in the top desk drawer.”

“Okay.  You guys go get comfortable.”

Puck, Sugar, and Chris all got up and headed into the living room.  Puck sat on one end of a couch with Sugar snuggled into his side. Chris went for one of the chairs.

Sugar frowned, “Oh no you don’t.  Human contact is a requirement here.  Get over here.” Chris chuckled as he got up and sat next to Sugar.  She rolled her eyes, “You’ve had a long week, Hun. Lay down.” Chris took off his shoes, and laid down with his head in Sugar’s lap, and his feet propped up on the end of the couch.  Sebastian was smiling at them from the kitchen. He was glad that all of this seemed to be helping Chris.

When Kurt came back into the living room, he put the flash drive into the tv and took his spot on the couch.  He turned to face the tv, resting his back against the pillows. When Sebastian came back in, he sat in between Kurt’s legs, and leaned back, resting his head on Kurt’s chest.  

After watching the video of them singing, they started a Netflix movie.  Halfway through, Kurt looked over and saw Sugar running her fingers through Chris’ hair.  He was fast asleep. He kind of felt like Tori when he snuck a picture. He then turned his phone and took a selfie of he and Sebastian just for the fun of it. .  

“Wake up, Hun.”  Sugar gently shook Chris.  “Why don’t you head on up to bed…”

Chris moaned, “M’kay.”  He didn’t say anything else as he dragged himself up the steps.  Once in his room, he used the restroom, brushed his teeth, got into his pj bottoms, and collapsed in the bed.

 


 

Fourteen hours later, Chris woke up.  Confused about where he was for a few seconds, he sat straight up in bed.  When it all came flooding back to him, he sighed and flopped back onto his back.  He was tempted to go back to sleep, but his bladder had a different idea. He dragged himself to the restroom, grabbing his phone on the way.  He glanced down at the phone quickly, and his eyes widened, seeing that it was lunch time already. Chris decided to shower before heading downstairs.

 

“I think I hear the shower.  He must be up,” Sebastian said as he took another batch of Sugar’s muffins out of the oven.

“He had to have been exhausted,”  Sugar replied.

“Yeah.”  

 

A few minutes later, Sebastian looked around at the dozens and dozens of muffins that were all over the counters and now on the table.  “Seriously, Sugar… What are you going to do with all of these?”

Sugar chuckled, “Well, after we choose which ones we like best, we’ll keep some, send some home with Chris, give some to the staff… I guess we could freeze some too.”

“Okay, I was hoping they wouldn’t all be staying here.  They’re too hard for me to resist, and I don’t want to have to buy all new pants.  Everything you make is so good.” Sebastian leaned his backside against the counter behind him.

Sugar smiled and walked up to him.  She looked up at him as she wrapped her arms around him, “You are too sweet, Sebastian Smythe.”  

He hugged her back and kissed the top of her head, “I just speak the truth.  Your bakery is going to be a huge success, Sugar. I just know it.” 

Chris walked in, “Well, if I didn’t know any better…” He bounced his eyebrows.

Sugar and Seb both chuckled, but didn’t let go of each other.  Sebastian looked at Chris, “Feeling better?”

Chris nodded sheepishly, “Yeah.  I guess I really needed the sleep, huh?”

“Yeah, you did,”  Sugar said. “I bet you’re hungry.”  She giggled as she let go of Seb and looked around the kitchen, “I’m not sure we have anything here to eat, though.”

Chris smiled as he sat at one of the island stools, “Yeeeaaahhh… What’s going on?”

“I’m wanting to add three more muffin flavors to my Sugar Shack menu.  So WE get to be the taste testers, and vote on which ones we like the best!  I labeled each one on a piece of paper, so pay attention to what you’re eating so you can vote correctly.  Help yourself. Can I get you something to drink?”

“Do you have any milk?”  Chris asked.

Sebastian nodded, “I’ll get it, Sugar.  I’m going to have milk, too. What do you want, Sug?”

“Milk sounds good.”  She got out three plates and handed one to Chris.

“Where are Puck and Kurt?”

“Shopping,”  Sugar and Sebastian answered at the same time.

Chris chuckled, “Puck doesn’t seem like much of a shopper.  Is that going to go well?”

Sebastian smiled, “I have no idea.  Kurt is dead set on getting Puck some nicer clothes that he deems appropriate for a nice dinner out or dancing.”

Sugar added, “Puck has a lot of patience when it comes to Angel.  I’m sure they’ll survive.”

They each got a knife and cut off pieces of all of the flavors to try, careful not to forget which flavor was which, since some of them were similar.  They sat at the table and began tasting.

“Strawberry Cheesecake is a must,”  Sebastian exclaimed before taking another bite.  

“Daddy and Puck ate the entire batch in 8 hours the first time I ever made of that one.”

“I can see why.  Kurt will love that one too.”

“Oh my gosh… Snickerdoodle Muffins… genius!”  

“Ooohh, I need to try that one.  I must have skipped it,” Sebastian said as he got back up to cut a piece of the Snickerdoodle muffin to try. 

“Mmm, and the Pumpkin with chocolate chip is good too.”

“That one is actually pretty low in calories,”  Sugar said after taking a drink of her milk. “The chocolate ones are actually Keto friendly.”

“I don’t know, Sugar.  I mean, how are we supposed to choose?”  Chris seriously doubted that he could.

“Well, I’m thinking if I have some different flavors, like the Pecan Pie and French Toast, that maybe it will draw more people in.  But I also want the standards that are already on the menu.”

“Maybe it just needs to be a seasonal thing.  The pumpkin and pecan ones for Fall, snickerdoodle and mint chocolate for Winter, peach and raspberry streusel for Spring, and strawberry and currant for Summer.  Switch it up and get people coming back for more all the time.”

Sugar nodded, “Maybe I can even switch it up more often than that.  Maybe a new muffin every couple of weeks for each season.”

“I think that’s a great idea,”  Sebastian nodded.

“Mhmm,”  Chris agreed.  “We can all spread the word on our campuses too.”

 

An hour later the three friends were sitting, stuffed, in the living room.  Chris sighed, “I need to get up and move. I think I might explode if I don’t.”

“We could go over to the park and explore some.  I think Kurt and I covered a good deal of it, but you two need to get familiar with it too.”

Sugar nodded, “Sounds good.”

 

Two hours later, they returned from the park.  They laughed as they walked into the living room because they could hear Kurt raising his voice, “Noah, I swear, if you don’t take those pants off right now…”

“What, Princess?  You swear what? They’re fine!”

“NO they aren’t.  Strip, Noah Puckerman.  Now!”

“Fine…”  Puck sighed. 

They heard some rustling, then Noah walked out of the laundry room in his underwear.  He looked up and saw Sugar, Seb, and Chris all staring at him with huge knowing smiles.  He pointed to Seb, “Your fiance,” then to Sugar, “Your best friend…” he threw his hands in the air, “He’s relentless!”

They all laughed again when they heard Kurt yell, “It’s for your own good, Noah!”

“No it’s not!  What was wrong with the pants the way they were!?”

Kurt came out of the laundry room with his hands on his hips.  “You can’t find good dress pants that will fit your waist AND your massive thighs without SOME tailoring.  What do you care anyway?! I’m the one fixing them, not you.”

“He’s got you there, Hun.  Why do you care?” Sugar went to Puck and wrapped her arms around his waist.

“I don’t know…”  Puck said defeated, “I thought they looked good.”

“They do look good, Noah.  That’s why we bought them. But they CAN look perfect.”  Kurt went back into the laundry room and grabbed Puck’s jeans.  He walked back out and handed them to him. Puck silently put them on as Kurt went to hug Sebastian.

“Shopping was fun?”  Sebastian asked carefully.  Chris bit his lip, trying not to laugh.

Kurt rolled his eyes, “I always have fun shopping.  However, shopping with Noah is like shopping with a toddler.”

Puck plopped down on the couch, “Princess made me shop at expensive places.  He wouldn’t even let me go into Target.”

Kurt sighed, exasperated, “You get what you pay for, Noah.  Those pants will last you forever if you don’t put on a ‘freshman fifteen’.”

Puck looked at Sugar, “He wouldn’t let me pay for them, then he spends all that money, and they aren’t perfect enough?”

Realizing what the real issue may be, Kurt went over to Puck and sat in his lap.  He spoke softly, “Is the money what’s bothering you? It was my idea, so it was my treat.”

Puck shook his head, “No, it’s just… I have a hard time with anyone spending that much money on something that’s apparently still not right.  You have to fix something that was so expensive that it should have been perfect.”

“It’s impossible for every article of clothing to fit each person off the rack.  Everyone is built differently. Most people don’t take the time, or the energy, to tailor clothes.  They just tolerate the little imperfections. But if I can do it… and easily, I might add… then why not?”

“Fine.  You win,”  Puck rolled his eyes lovingly.

Kurt kissed his cheek and hopped up, “Of course I did.”  Everyone smiled as Kurt walked back into the laundry room with his head held high, victoriously.

Puck looked at Sebastian and jokingly said, “Are you sure you want to spend the rest of your life with him?”

Seb smiled, “Absolutely.  That was hot as hell. I might need to start an argument with him, just to see some more of that.”  

Everyone laughed, and Kurt yelled from the other room, “You won’t win, Bas!”

Sebastian grinned and called back, “That’s fine with me, Baby!”  He looked at Puck and wiggled his eyebrows.

 


 

The rest of the weekend was spent hanging out together, exploring the neighborhood, as well as some more of Central Park.  They spent a good deal of time Sunday at the Central Park Zoo. Kurt thought that people watching was just as good as the animal watching.

They took the subway to Chelsea, and showed Chris the bakery and Puck and Sugar’s apartment.  Chris was very excited for them, and glad that it was so close to campus. It made him feel good to have two places that he could go if he needed a break from dorm life.

When they said goodbye to Chris, they made sure he understood that he could come to them any time. 

“You’re welcome to come stay any time, Chris.  Please, just let us know,” Sebastian said as he hugged him.

Kurt nodded, “Or just call if you want to get together for lunch or something.  And we’ll call you too.”

“That sounds perfect.  Thanks again for everything.  I so needed that… Both seeing my friends, and the sleep.”

 

Later Sunday night, Kurt and Sebastian were laying in bed talking.  “I think Chris is having a hard time with his and Thad’s breakup. I know he didn’t mention it exactly, but I think he’s not only exhausted, but lonely.”

“Yeah.  It was like they were happy, and their relationship was growing into something special, then it had to abruptly stop.  That has to be hard.” Kurt continued to run his fingers through Seb’s hair as he spoke.

“Mhmm.  We’ll just have to make sure he has us.  New friends are great, but old friends are important on a whole different level.”  

“I agree, Love.”

 


 

On Tuesday night, Kurt and Sebastian took the Navigator to New Jersey to have dinner with Eilleen and Charlie.

“Boys!”  Eileen opened the door with a huge smile on her face. 

“Hi Eileen!”  they smiled in return.

“Welcome!  Welcome! Come on in!”  Eileen swung the door open a bit wider.  They lived in a nice middle class neighborhood, with well kept properties.  

“Thank you for having us,”  Sebastian said as they entered.

“It’s our pleasure.  We don’t get much company, so we’re very excited to have you.”

“We brought some dessert.  My best friend and I baked it this morning.  She’s opening a bakery soon, so I promise it’s the good stuff.”

“Oh, how nice of you!”  Eileen took the dish from Kurt.

“Hello, boys!”  Charlie greeted as he entered the room from the kitchen.

“Hi Charlie.  How are you?” Kurt asked.

“Good as gold.  How about you boys?”  

“We’re great, thanks,”  Sebastian answered.  

“Dinner is on the table.  Come on in to the dining room, boys.”

 

They ate dinner together, with a constant flow of conversation.  Kurt and Sebastian told them all about graduation, Paris, London, their engagement, Disneyland Paris, and their move to the city.  Sebastian told them about a couple of internships he had applied for, and one he really wanted at a children’s clinic. Kurt was telling them about his decision not to work the first semester of school so he could get the hang of college life.  

“I think that sounds smart, Kurt.  Don’t overwhelm yourself,” Eileen said.  

“Do you not need to work to pay rent?”  Charlie asked.

Kurt glanced at Sebastian and gave a small smile, “No.  Bas’ family owns a place in the city, so we don’t pay rent.  And I got a scholarship, so the money I had saved for school is mostly used for groceries at the moment.  Once I get into the flow of school, I can see how a job will fit in. I’ve never not worked since I’ve been able, so this summer has been a bit odd for me.  It’s like a giant vacation.”

They finished dinner with continued conversations about life in general.  Kurt and Sebastian learned that Charlie was a retired lineman for the power company, and Eileen was a retired teacher, who tutored during the summers.  Charlie’s family had also owned a hardware store that he sold when his brother passed away.   

When it came time for dessert, Eileen and Charlie could do nothing but rave about Sugar’s cake.  They promised to come and support her business as soon as the bakery was open.

As they made their way into the living room, Kurt noticed some pictures of a young man from what he was guessing was sometime around the 80’s.  He had kind eyes and a sweet smile.

Eileen saw him notice the picture.  She nodded towards it, “That would be our Phillip.”

“Your son?”  Kurt asked.

“Yes.  He passed away back in 83’.”

Kurt’s eyes widened a bit, “I’m so sorry.”  Sebastian rubbed his back from where he was sitting.

Eileen nodded, “Thank you.  I’ll be honest with you, Kurt.  You remind me of him. Please hear me out, and don’t let it freak you out in any way.”  Kurt nodded, so she continued. She stood and picked up a picture of Phillip. “He was 13 when he killed himself.”  Sebastian’s hand stilled on Kurt’s back. “He had a hard time making and keeping friends. Mostly because he was different.  He was gay. He never told us, but we knew. It was a different time back then. He was probably scared to death. AIDS was in the news all of the time.  People were scared of gay people because of it. I think he just didn’t know what to do, or who to turn to. I wish he knew how much we love him, and how we wouldn’t care about his sexual preference, and how he could have come to us with anything.”  

She put the picture down, “You don’t look anything like him, but there’s something about you.  I feel like you are what he could have been, ya know? I don’t know your story, really. Maybe you aren’t anything like him.”

Charlie said, “When we’re at Disney, we tend to meet people from all over.  We’ve kept in touch with several families, but they always seem to live far away.  We don’t have any family, really. It gets pretty lonely when you’re our age and your friends all move south or pass away.  Anyway, when you boys started to sing… It was a whole different type of Disney magic. Then when we talked to you in the lobby, you reminded us of Phillip so much.”  He looked at Sebastian, “And you would have been exactly they type of guy we would have wanted Phillip to end up with. You two are good together. Anyone with any lick of sense can feel the love radiating off of you two.”

“You make us happy, boys.  It makes us happy that guys like you can be a little more free nowadays.  Does that make sense? Did we totally scare you away? We don’t want you to think we’re using you to try to replace our Philip.  That’s not possible. We just enjoy your company, and we kind of revel in the fact that times have changed.” Eileen worried her lip between her teeth. “Sooo….”

Kurt sat not saying anything for a few seconds.  He was trying to take it all in.

Sebastian took a deep breath then said, “Kurt hasn’t exactly had an easy road.  He’s been through a lot. His dad made him join an extracurricular club for fear that he would eventually become so depressed that… Anyway, he chose Glee Club, and it changed his life.  Otherwise…”

Kurt spoke softly, “Otherwise, I may have had the same fate.  I had thought about it. My mom passed away when I was eight. Losing me too would have destroyed my dad… Otherwise, I may have.  It was that bad. But Bas is right. Glee saved my life. Those friends became my family as you saw in the Nationals performance.”

Kurt and Sebastian went on to tell Eileen and Charlie some of the basics about what Kurt had been through.  They knew it wasn’t easy for him because of what they had seen during Stand In The Light at the Nationals competition.  But the extent… they had no idea. They even told them about how Sebastian had saved Kurt from Blaine, and what he, Sugar, and Leah had been through with Mack.

“I’m so sorry, Sweetie.”  Eileen fought back the tears.

“It’s okay.  If none of those earlier things had happened, I wouldn’t have all of the friends that I have now.  And even worse, I might not have Bas. What we go through makes us who we are. I hate that my story had to be that way, but I’m grateful for where I am now.  I have a great life, full of great people. I wouldn’t trade them for anything.”

 

Kurt was quiet on the drive home.  So quiet that it worried Sebastian, “Are you okay, Baby?  What’s on your mind?”

Kurt took a deep breath, trying to gather his thoughts.  He turned toward Bas, who was driving, and softly spoke, “I feel bad for Eileen and Charlie.  I feel bad for Phillip. As bad as the things I have been through were, just imagine how bad it could have been if I was born in the 70’s.  Or any other time, really. I guess in a way, I’m lucky.”

Seb nodded, “We’re both lucky to have been born in a time when the world is changing it’s views...No matter how slowly.”

Kurt continued to think about how different his life would have been.  They could have talked about the differences for hours, but instead, chose to be grateful for the ‘who, what, when, and where’ of their lives. 

 

As they crossed the bridge into the city, Kurt looked at Sebastian, “Sir…”

Seb reached for his hand and stroked his knuckles, “We’ll take care of you, Baby.  We’re almost home.”

Kurt took a deep breath and nodded, “Thank you, Sir.”

“Always, Baby.”

 

 

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Chapter 3: Sebastian's Birthday Weekend

Summary:

Lots of fun surprises for Seb's b-day. Will everything go smoothly?

Notes:

~Picks up immediately after the last chapter (same night).
~WARNING This is where the E rating starts. Nothing too crazy.
~WARNING Flashbacks to violence and sexual assault.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

 

 

Sebastian gave Kurt some time to shower and get into position.  When he entered the bedroom, he nearly came at the sight of his fiance.  He was naked and in kneeling position with his head bowed, but he had his leather collar resting on his hands, raised up above his head in front of him like an offering of an extravagant meal on a silver platter.  Sebastian wasn’t sure he had ever seen something so beautiful, so sexy, so breathtaking.

“Fuck,”  he whispered as he approached Kurt.  “You are extraordinarily breathtaking, Baby.  I don’t know what I ever did to deserve you.”

Kurt was already breathing heavy.  He felt his chest warm at the compliment he had received.  He loved making his Dom feel these things. It’s what made him happy and satisfied.

“Stand.”

“Yes, Sir.”  Kurt stood, keeping his head bowed in standing position, with the collar now being held in front of him at chest level.

Sebastian took the collar and fastened it to Kurt’s neck as he spoke, “My Baby is so fucking sexy. I am so lucky.”  He stroked Kurt’s cheek with his thumb.  He knew that if Kurt wanted to wear the leather collar, that he wanted it rough, but he needed to hear Kurt say it.  “What do you need, Baby?”

“I need to feel alive with pleasure and pain.  I want it rough, Sir.  I want everything we talked about.”

Sebastian nodded, “And you’re safe word?”

“Still ‘Broadway’, Sir.” 

“Good boy.  Hands and knees in the middle of the bed.”

“Yes, Sir.”  Kurt got into position as quickly as he could.

Sebastian got into bed and knelt at Kurt’s side.  He ran his hand down Kurt’s spine, then over the globe of his ass.  It made Kurt shiver with anticipation. Seb pulled back his hand and landed a firm smack on Kurt’s left cheek.  The moan of pleasure that escaped Kurt had Seb’s cock leaking. He didn’t know how long he’d be able to last before he had to fuck Kurt into the mattress if he continued making sounds like that.

Five more smacks, and Kurt’s ass was red and hot.  The sounds he was making were purely pornographic.  Sebastian couldn’t take it anymore.  He rubbed Kurt’s ass one more time before pushing Kurt’s shoulder’s down, “Chest down, ass up.”

“Yes, Sir.”  He did as he was instructed.

Sebastian ran two fingers down Kurt’s spine again, but this time kept going until they glided over Kurt’s hole.  He caressed his balls, then jerked his cock a couple of times before lowering himself a little. He placed an open mouth kiss on each of Kurt’s ass cheeks, then moved to do the same to his hole.  

Kurt buried his face in his pillow and yelled with pleasure.  It was something they had never done, and Kurt couldn’t quite figure out why not at the moment.

“Oh my god, Sir.  Oh fuck!”

Seb grinned as he swirled his tongue over the pucker, then pulled Kurt’s cheeks apart with his hands.  The sting of being touched where he had been spanked, mixed with the pleasure of wetness at his entrance, completely sent him into a fog of want.  

“More, Sir!  Please!  More!”

Sebastian smacked his ass again, surprising Kurt, “I decide if you get more.”

“Yes, Sir!”

Seb licked a bit more, then added a couple of fingers, opening him so slowly that Kurt thought it may actually be a form of punishment.  He didn’t dare ask for more again if this is the kind of result it got him. He was dying to have his Dom inside him fast and hard.  

After several minutes of this long, slow process, Sebastian added some lube to his cock.  He grabbed Kurt by the collar, pulling him into a kneeling position. He took his earlobe between his teeth, then growled,  “Are you ready, Baby?”

“Yes, Sir.”

“Good boy.”  Within seconds, Sebastian had lined himself up and was pounding into Kurt from behind.  It was one of his favorite positions. He was kneeling directly behind Kurt, with Kurt practically sitting in his lap in the same position.  He pistoned up into Kurt at an alarming speed, causing both of them to moan, groan, pant, and babble as the pleasure ripped through them.

“So good for me, Baby!  Fuck,” Sebastian groaned.  “Such a good boy for me.”

“Sir!  Oh god…”

“That’s right, Baby.  Take it.” Sebastian grabbed the collar again, pulling Kurt back as far as he could.  He placed a sloppy kiss on his neck, then Kurt turned his head and they kissed as best they could as Seb continued to thrust into him.  He let go a little and grabbed a hold of Kurt’s arms, pulling him back as gravity tried to pull Kurt down.

“Sir, I need to cum.  Please, Sir.  Please!”

“Not yet, Baby.  You can do it. I know you can.”

After a few minutes, it was Sebastian who couldn't take it anymore.  He put his hand around Kurt’s neck, adding the perfect amount of pressure.  He reached around and began stroking Kurt’s cock at the same rhythm as his thrusts, “Cum for me, Baby.  Now!”

“Ahhh!  Sir!” Kurt practically screamed as he came harder than he had in a long time.  

Sebastian continued to fuck into him, “Good boy, Kurt.  Always such a good boy for me. I love you, Baby.”

“I love you, too, Sir.  So much!”  

And at those words, Sebastian was coming too.  When he finished, they both collapsed. They were drained.  It had been an emotional day. Sebastian ran his fingers through Kurt’s hair as he tried to catch his breath.  “Are you okay, Baby?”

“Yes, Sir.”

Seb kissed Kurt on the temple, then pushed himself up and off the bed.  He wet a washcloth and returned as quickly as he could to clean Kurt up.  He set the cloth aside, and went to remove Kurt’s collar.  

“Please, Sir,”  Kurt put his hand on the collar, “not yet.”

“Okay, Baby.”   He started with his face, cleaning the sweat off, then worked his way down his body.  Once he was cleaned up, Sebastian went to the bathroom to throw the cloth into the hamper.  When he returned, he placed his hand on Kurt’s cheek, “Ready now?” 

“Yes, Sir.”

Seb carefully took the collar off.  He set it aside and rubbed Kurt’s neck, checking for any visible injuries.  He didn’t think there would be any, but he wanted to make sure. “How are you feeling?  Do you think you need lotion on your backside?"

“I'm good.  No lotion.  I’m exhausted though.  That was perfect, Bas. Thank you.”

Seb leaned over and kissed him sweetly, “No need to thank me, Baby.  Scoot over.” Kurt scooted to his side of the bed, and Sebastian covered them both up.  He held Kurt close. As Kurt drifted to sleep, all Sebastian could think about was how grateful he was for their Ohio friends who had saved him years ago.  He couldn’t imagine a life without Kurt.  

 

…………..

 

The following weekend was one that Kurt had been looking forward to for awhile now.  Saturday was Sebastian’s birthday, and Kurt had a lot of great things planned. He was hopeful that he could pull off the surprises as well as Sebastian always did.  

On Friday, the four friends were hanging out in the great room, flipping through Netflix movies, trying to decide what they wanted to watch after dinner.

Kurt turned to Sugar, “Remember that Italian dish Vinny makes?  What is that called?”

“Hmm…the Chicken Tetrazzini?  Or do you mean the Manicotti Italian Casserole?”  Sugar winked at Kurt, totally knowing where this was going.  Kurt knew every recipe her dad ever made. He had charmed Vinny out of every single one.

“Yes!  Chicken Tetrazzini.  The casserole kind. I’m really craving that.”

“That does sound good,”  Puck said, without taking his eyes off of the screen.  He knew what they were up to.

“What do you think, Bas?  Sound good for dinner?”

“Yeah.  Whatever you guys want is fine.  I think we have some wine over there that goes well with Italian too.”

“Mmmm… I’m going to see if we have everything we’ll need.”  Kurt hopped up and went to the kitchen. He riffled through the cabinets, knowing he wouldn’t find what he needed, but he put on a good show, regardless.  “Sugar, do you think our boyfriends love us enough to run to the store?”

Sebastian smirked, “You don’t have a boyfriend.”

Kurt lovingly rolled his eyes, “Sugar, do you think your boyfriend, and my fiance, love us enough to run to the store?”

“Nope.  I don’t think they do,”  Puck teased.  

Sebastian chuckled and threw a pillow at Puck, “Come on.  If they want to cook us a nice Italian dinner, I say we can run to the store.”

“Fine,”  Puck groaned.  He could act too, ya know.  “Write down what you need.”

“Technology, Noah.  I’ll text it to you.”  Kurt grinned as he texted Puck a list of what they needed.

 

Ten minutes after they left, Puck sent out a quick text.  Kurt called down to the front desk to tell Raymond and George about his plans so that they would not mention anything to Sebastian when he came home.  

Five minutes later, the buzzer went off in the Penthouse.

“Yes?”  Sugar asked.

“There is a Ms. Lopez, Ms. Pierce, Mr. Duvall, Mr. Sterling, and Mr. Carnes here to see you.”

“Thanks, George.  Send them up!”

“Will do, Ms. Motta.”

Santana and Brittany were the only ones who had not seen the penthouse yet.  When the elevator doors opened, Santana said, “No. Fucking. Way.”

Kurt laughed from the kitchen.  He walked over and greeted everyone with a huge smile and lots of hugs as they walked into the great room.  

“Nice to see you too, Tana,”  he chuckled. “Thanks for coming, everyone.”

“This is unbelievable,”  she said, looking around.  

Brittany nodded, “It’s pretty, Kurt.  Just like you.”

“Oh Britt, how I’ve missed you,”  he smiled as he hugged her again. He quickly said, “Okay, we don’t have a ton of time.  Chris will show where to put your bags upstairs, and give the girls a quick tour.  We’ll figure out where everyone is sleeping later tonight.  There’s one extra room, but two pull out sofa beds.”

The buzzer sounded again, and Kurt answered it, “Yes, George?”

“Food delivery, Mr. Hummel.”

“Thanks, George.  I’ll come down to get it.”  Kurt grabbed his wallet. “Jeff, can you help me?” Jeff nodded and they headed downstairs.

Once they came back up, they put the food on Kurt’s sewing table in the laundry room and closed the door.  

Chris came back downstairs with everyone and finished the tour on the terrace.  

“Okay everyone.  I just got a text from Puck.  They’re on their way back. We’ve got five minutes.  Can you guys go wait in the laundry room? You know the cue, right?”

“Yep!  You got it!”  Santana said. Once they got in there, Santana looked around and mumbled, “I could live in this laundry room.  Damn.”

 

A couple of minutes later, Puck and Sebastian came back up with some grocery bags.  Puck quickly put all of the refrigerated items in the fridge so they didn’t spoil.  

Seb turned to Kurt, “Need help with anything, Babe?”

“Mmm, no, thanks.  You can get out the wine you mentioned.  Other than that, I think we’re good.”

Sebastian nodded and went to the dry bar and got out the wine he had in mind.  He took it to the kitchen and set it on the counter. “You sure you don’t need anything else?”

Kurt sighed, “Well, actually, there is something I need you to do.”

“What’s that?”

“Go sit in one of the chairs that’s facing the tv.”

“I like the couch.  That way you can snuggle with me.”  He wrapped his arms around Kurt from behind.  

Kurt smiled and turned, giving Sebastian a kiss on the cheek, “Please?”

Seb raised an eyebrow, “Why the chair…?”

“It’s the chair of honor.  I have something to show you, but you need to be sitting in the chair of honor.  Go sit, please.”

“Dude, just sit in the chair!”  Puck said, sitting in the chair next to where Sebastian would be sitting.

“Fine, fine.”  Seb walked over and took his seat.  “Are you going to give me a lap dance?”

Kurt laughed, “No.”  He went over and put a flash drive into the tv.  He turned back toward Sebastian, “We aren’t going to wait until tomorrow to celebrate your birthday.  We’re going to celebrate all weekend, starting now. Since your last birthday, your family has grown a lot.  As weird as it is to say, since I feel like I’ve known you forever, we hadn’t even met on your last birthday.  A lot has happened in the last year. You’ve made friends that are so close that they’re family. You’ve gained a family in mine, and you’ve gained a fiance.  Even though not everyone can be here in person on your birthday weekend, they are here in spirit.” Kurt walked over and sat on the couch so that he could see Sebastian’s face, and then pressed play.

Sebastian smiled as his parents popped up on the screen, “Hey, Seb!  We just wanted to let you know that we are so proud of you... For being a great son, brother, fiance, friend, student… We love you so much.  Happy Birthday, son.” Sebastian had tears in his eyes already.

The video faded from his parents to his sister, “Happy Birthday, big brother!  I miss you, and I’m counting down the days until I can come visit. You’re the best, Sebby.  I love you so much.”

Next was Burt and Carol, “Happy Birthday, Sebastian!  We love ya, son. We couldn’t be happier that you’re part of our family.  Here’s to a great year!” Burt held up his Bud Lite and ‘toasted’ Sebastian.  Seb chuckled and a tear fell. Kurt was smiling from ear to ear.

Up next were Sam and Finn, “Happy Birthday, Bro!  We hope this is the best year yet. We miss you, and can’t wait to see you guys again.”

The video faded to Sebastian’s cousins and his grandparents singing Happy Birthday.  Then to several of the New Directions. It faded out to Santana and Brittany singing, then faded to Nick and Jeff, then to Chris, Puck, and Sugar.  Cameron and Quinn sang, then Warblers and soccer friends from around the country would fade in and out. Eileen and Charlie appeared, and then to Sebastian’s surprise, it faded to Jeremy, Ben, Natalie, and Ty singing, then to Sandy and her club friends in London, then to Enzo in Paris.  Sebastian looked over at Kurt with a shocked expression, tears flowing steadily.

Kurt appeared on the video singing the last line.  When the song finished, Kurt stayed on the screen and said, “Happy Birthday, Bas.  We all love you so much. We celebrate the day you were born from different places from around the world, but I celebrate the day you were born as I stand by your side every day.  I will always celebrate you, Love. I love you. Happy Birthday.” The video faded to black and Kurt looked back at Sebastian.  

Seb looked back with nothing but love and adoration, “That was amazing, Baby.  Thank you so much. I love you.”

Chris, Nick, Jeff, Santana, and Brittany had snuck out of the laundry room during the video, and stood on the far side of the kitchen island.  Chris was holding the cake that had candles lit and ready. They began singing Happy Birthday again. When Sebastian heard them, his eyes widened and he whipped around to look.  “Oh my god!” He got up and ran over to them, giving them all hugs. “This is unbelievable. Thank you guys so much… For the video, and for coming to visit…”

“We’re here for the weekend, whether you want us or not,”  Jeff smiled with a wink.

“Of course I want you here!  This is amazing!” He looked back at Kurt, who was standing back a bit, watching.  He strode over to him and wrapped his arms around him, “Thank you, Baby. You are amazing.  I can’t believe you pulled this off.”

“Your sneakiness is wearing off on me, Bas.  Now go make a wish and blow out your candles!”

Sebastian went over to the cake.  He looked around at his friends, wondering what he should wish for.  He already had everything that was important, and more. So he closed his eyes and blew out the candles, wishing for a great freshman year in college.

“Yay!  What did you wish for?!”  Brittany asked.

“He can’t tell you that, Britt!  It won’t come true,” Sugar winked at Seb.  

Kurt and Puck went to get the food and set it up.  Sebastian gave Kurt the stink eye.  

“What?”  Kurt chuckled, “We’ll still make the casserole this weekend.  It wasn’t a wasted trip.  And the wine will still pair nicely.”

Sebastian went and kissed him on the cheek, “Thank you, Baby.  This is perfect.”

Nick approached Kurt and Sebastian both and hugged them, “Congrats on the engagement, too.  We’re so happy for you.”

“Even though I still haven’t forgiven you for not doing it while we were there,”  Jeff added as he hugged them both too.

“Thank you,”  Seb said to Nick.  He looked at Jeff and said, “And sorry.  Sort of.” 

 

The friends all sat around and ate dinner and had cake.  After cake, they gave Sebastian his gifts. Kurt went last, and Sebastian was speechless.  He opened the box to three handmade shirts that he had made just for Seb. One in the perfect shade of green to match his eyes, one in blue with a small, subtle, pattern, and one in white.  Each shirt had a different stitch pattern. 

He looked up at Kurt with wide eyes, “Baby…”

“I want you to try them on for me so I can make any adjustments they need.”

Seb looked back down at the shirts and ran his finger over the label inside the collar of the top one.  KHS. He looked back up to Kurt in awe.

Kurt shrugged one shoulder and smiled softly, “No sense in having to change it later.”

Sebastian beamed, “I love it.  I love you.” He stood and kissed Kurt.  Everyone watching was smiling.  

“Try them on, Sebby!”  Brittany said.  

“Yeah, Sebby… strip,”  Santana winked.

He took off the shirt he was wearing, and they all wolf whistled at him.  He just rolled his eyes. He put on the top shirt, which was green. It fit perfectly.

“Damn.  That looks great,”  Jeff said. Everyone nodded in agreement.  

Kurt started fussing with the seems, making sure it was perfect.  He stepped back and looked, then winked at Sebastian, “No wonder I got a scholarship.”  Everyone chuckled.

“When did you even make these?  Or get my measurements?”

“You sleep pretty soundly,”  Kurt shrugged. and

Sebastian chuckled, “Sneaky.”

 

For the rest of the evening, they hung out on the terrace and enjoyed the hot tub, and of course, sang together.  There was a lot of laughter and storytelling all night. When it came time for bed, the boys let Britt and Santana have the extra bedroom, but the girls convinced Chris to sleep with them.  “No hanky panky will be attempted. I promise,” Santana smiled. Nick and Jeff took the pull out bed in the office.  

Sebastian held Kurt tight, “Thank you so much, Baby.  Today was amazing.”

“You’re welcome, Love.  I always want to make sure you understand how much you are loved.  And not just by me.”

 

…………..

 

When Sebastian woke up the next morning, he moaned, feeling Kurt kiss his way down his chest and abs.  

“Good morning, Love.  Happy Birthday.” 

“Morning, Baby.  Birthday blowjob?”

Kurt looked up and smiled as he nodded.  He went down further and licked up Seb’s shaft in one long swipe.  

“Oh god, Baby.  Mmm, don’t stop.”

Kurt circled his tongue around the head of Seb’s cock a few times before wrapping his lips around the head, sucking and kissing.  He wrapped his hand around Seb’s length, stroking a few times as he licked and sucked at his balls. Licking another stripe up his shaft, he moaned as he took in all of Seb’s length in one go.  He always thought that Sebastian tasted delicious.  

“Oh god!”  Sebastian cried.  He grabbed the back of Kurt’s head and pushed him down again.  “Oh, fuck, Baby. You’re so good at that. Look at you taking my cock in your mouth.”

He watched as Kurt’s head bobbed up and down as he worked his lips and tongue in all of Sebastian’s favorite ways.  Kurt used his hand to stroke what he didn’t reach each time.   

“Take it all the way, Baby,”  Sebastian pushed Kurt’s head down, and Kurt took him all the way down.  “Stick your tongue out and lick my balls.” Kurt obeyed.  

Sebastian felt his dick hit the back of Kurt’s throat over and over,  “Oh, fuck. You’re such a good boy. Yes, Baby.  Just like that...”

Minutes later, Sebastian was coming down Kurt’s throat.  Kurt licked him clean then kissed his way back up Seb’s abs and chest.  Sebastian grabbed Kurt’s face with both hands and kissed him soundly on the mouth.  “Thank you, Baby. What a great way to wake up.”

Kurt chuckled, “You’re welcome, Sir.”

They laid down and snuggled for a few minutes before getting up and joining their friends.

 

 

Most of the day was spent going to Times Square and Central Park.  At dinner time, everyone came back home to rest and eat. Kurt, Sugar, and Nick made the casserole, and everyone made plans to head out to an 18 and older dance club.  

When everyone was in their bedrooms getting ready to go, Kurt approached Sebastian, “Sir?”

“Yes, Baby?”

“May I wear my collar?”  

Sebastian turned around and kissed Kurt. He ran his hand from his cheek, to his jaw, then to his neck, “Of course, Baby.”

“Thank you, Sir.”

Sebastian could tell that Kurt was nervous.  “Kurt, if you don’t want to go out to a club, we don’t have to.  I’m fine just staying home with our friends.”

Kurt shook his head, “No.  Please, I’ll be fine. Especially with so many of us going.  I think it’s the perfect opportunity for our first time going to a club in New York.”

Sebastian nodded, “Okay.  But the minute you feel like you’re getting overwhelmed, or anxious, we’re coming home.  Understand?”

“Yes, Sir.”

 

Once they were all downstairs, Puck said, “Same rules as New Year’s, guys.  Stick together, don’t leave the club without a partner, don’t leave a drink unattended, and don’t go to the bathroom by yourself.”  Everyone agreed, and they set out on their way.

 

They ended up at an LGBQT friendly bar called Lavo Nightclub that Nick had found online.  It wasn’t far from home, and it had good reviews.  There was a line to get in, but it wasn’t too bad of a wait.  

They headed straight for the dance floor, where Kurt pulled Sebastian close, and without hesitation, danced with his body pressed against him.  He leaned up and whispered in his ear, “You’re so sexy, Sir.” He ran his hands down Seb’s back.

“Thank you, Baby.  I feel the same way about you.”  He cupped Kurt’s face and swiped his thumbs over Kurt’s cheeks, “We might need to go home sooner than planned, just so I can get my hands on you in all of the places that I really want.”  Kurt smiled as Sebastian kissed him below the ear. He ran his hand from Kurt’s face to his collar that was hidden beneath his shirt, and he added a little pressure. Sebastian smiled into another kiss as he felt Kurt to start to breathe a little heavier.

“You two need to get a room,”  Santana laughed as she approached.

Sebastian smiled back at her, “We have a room.  And you’re sleeping in the one next to it, so no complaining later tonight.”

She rolled her eyes as Kurt laughed.  Brittany frowned a little, “Why would we complain?  It’s a beautiful room.  And it came with a hot guy, too.”  Chris had been dancing right next to them and heard what Britt said.  He just smiled and shook his head. She added, “Did you know he’s a sleep cuddler?” 

Kurt and Sebastian laughed, and Chris smiled, “You said you didn’t mind!  I warned you…”

Santana shook her head, “We don’t mind.  If we could get you to swing both ways, it’d be a lot more interesting though.”  

Chris just wrinkled his nose and shook his head, “You’re both gorgeous, but no.”

Sebastian and Kurt were laughing at their three friends when Seb felt a hand on his shoulder.  He turned and saw Ben and Ty smiling at him. Right behind him was Jeremy, Jeremy’s wife Ashley, Natalie, and a friend of hers.   His eyebrows shot up to the sky, “Oh my gosh!  What are you guys doing here?!” Kurt was smiling, and everyone else was a little confused.

“We’re here for your birthday, of course!”  Ben smiled.

Sebastian shook his head, “I can’t believe you guys.  Thank you so much for coming.” He looked at Kurt, “Sneaky…”  Seb and Kurt quickly introduced everyone. Everyone was happy to finally put some faces to the names they had heard.

Once everyone was dancing again, Ben went to Puck and Sugar, “I just wanted to tell you guys that I think you’re awesome.  I know this is our first time meeting, but I know the basics of what went on back in Ohio. I think it’s incredible that you were both there for Kurt when he really needed you.”  He looked at Puck, “Especially you, Puck. I’m sure it wasn’t easy being the straight jock who stuck up for the one and only gay kid who was getting bullied.”

Puck said, “Well, just like Seb, I protect what and who I love.  And I love my Princess. If I were gay, Seb wouldn’t have had a chance.”  Puck smirked and winked at Ben.  

Ben laughed, “I can see why they love you so much.”  Puck and Sugar just chuckled.  

 

 

Everyone was having a great time dancing.  Sebastian had been dancing with Santana, having what looked like a deep conversation.  Kurt needed to use the restroom, so when he saw Seb and Santana talking, he asked Puck to go with him.

“Sure, Princess.  Let’s go.” He turned to Sugar, “Stay with Chris, yeah?”

“Sure, Hun,”  Sugar smiled. She loved that Puck was always making sure she was taken care of.  Chris loved that Puck trusted he would take care of Sugar. The five of them were growing closer and closer, and it was just what Chris needed.  He pulled her close and held her as they danced.

“I can go with him and you can stay and dance,”  Jeremy stepped up. “I need a break. I’m not as young as you guys anymore,”  he chuckled.

Kurt stopped and looked at Puck, unsure of what to say.  Puck shrugged and bluntly replied, “You can go with us if you want, but I’m taking him.”

Jeremy nodded but looked like he was thinking about it all.  Chris playfully elbowed him as Kurt and Puck walked away holding hands, “Don’t be offended.  As I’m sure you know, Seb and Puck are really protective of Kurt, and for good reason. The only person Seb trusts to make sure Kurt is safe in a club setting, is Puck.”

Jeremy nodded, “History, huh?”

Chris smirked, “Yeah.  Puck has proven he’d do anything for Kurt.  And he’s badass, man. Badass with a heart of gold.”  Sugar nodded in agreement.

Jeremy smiled and nodded.  He was already thinking of ways to portray Puck in the musical.  

Sebastian looked over and frowned, becoming very serious, “Where’s Kurt?”

Santana put her hand on Seb’s shoulder, “Chill.  I saw him go toward the restroom with Puck.  He’s fine.”  Sebastian just nodded, but kept his eyes peeled for their return.  Jeremy was watching, getting a feel for how they all were in real life, not just in retelling of their stories.

A few minutes later, Puck and Kurt returned, hand in hand.  Sebastian looked at Puck, who gave him a silent nod, letting him know that everything was all good.  

 

They continued to dance and have fun for a couple of hours before deciding to head out for a late night bite to eat.  They were all headed for the door, when a man passed by their group, accidentally bumping into Kurt.  Kurt was walking behind Seb, holding his hand, but he stumbled a bit, and the stranger grabbed his elbow, “Sorry, Sweetheart.  You okay?”

Sweetheart.

Of all the words in the world, Sweetheart was the one that triggered him, unbeknownst to him and everyone who loved him.  Sweetheart. Sweetheart was the pet name Blaine used to try to coerce him and manipulate him. Blaine.  Emotional abuse …”you’re not sexy", "who else would want you?", "if you were good enough", "don’t go with them", "don’t act like that".  Physical abuse ...the sting of the hit to the eye, the burn of being pulled back toward Blaine as he tried to crawl away on the pavement, the taste of blood in his mouth with the second hit.  Sexual assault … The feel of Blaine’s hot tongue being shoved into his mouth, the hand roughly grabbing and squeezing his penis as if it was supposed to turn him on, the feel of Blaine’s hardness rubbing his backside as he tried to get away.  It all came rushing back like was being sucked through a porthole back through time.

Kurt’s eyes were wide with unshed tears in an instant.  He was frozen. He couldn’t squeeze Seb’s hand. He couldn’t walk.  He couldn’t rebalance himself. He swayed for a second as the stranger gripped his elbow tighter, trying to steady him.  

Nick was walking behind him, seeing the whole thing take place.  He grabbed Kurt around the waist as Sebastian turned to see what the problem was.  He had turned just in time to see Kurt’s eyes roll back, and his knees give out. Nick held on tight, not letting Kurt fall.  Sebastian let go of his hand, and scooped him up bridal style. “Baby!”

The stranger was panicking at this point.  Once Sebastian had a good hold on him, Nick turned to the stranger, “It’s okay.  It’s not your fault. He’ll be okay.”

Kurt’s family was all gathering around, concerned, talking and asking and... Every one of them wanted to be next to Kurt, helping, holding, caring.  Ty, Ashley, and Natalie all made sure the crowd was pushed back and kept their distance as Sebastian lowered himself and Kurt to the floor.  

He cradled him against his chest, “Wake up, Baby.  I’ve got you.”  He sat with Kurt in his lap. Jeff and Sugar lowered themselves down to the other side of Kurt, unable to keep themselves away.

Sebastian stroked his face and ran his fingers through his hair, “I’ve got you, Baby.  Wake up for me.”

A bouncer for the club approached, “What happened?  What can we do?  What do you need?”

Nick told him, “Someone bumped into him.  I think something about it triggered him. He has PTSD.  He fainted, but he’ll be okay. Can we just get a minute?” 

“Yeah, man.”

Jeremy and Ben were frowning as they watched, wondering if this happened often.  Hearing about it, and seeing it in real life, were very different. They were in awe of the friends who were obviously concerned, but also in full control, as if they did this all the time.  

Puck was pacing slowly, watching as Seb tried to wake him.  He kept his eye on his Kurt, Seb, their friends, the crowd.  He was always the observer.  Always ready when needed.  He turned to the bouncer, “Can you call us some cabs? There’s 15 of us.”  The guy nodded and made the request to someone in the office over his walkie talkie.

Santana was holding Brittany as she cried.  She loved her dolphin, and worried about him so much.  “He’ll be okay, Britt. He just fainted. You know Sebby’s got this.”

Sebastian continued to stroke Kurt’s face and hair, “Kurt, Baby, wake up for me.  I’ve got you.” Kurt began to stir, his eyes fluttering a bit. Sebastian continued, “That’s it.  Wake up for me, Baby.” Kurt opened his eyes, looking directly at Sebastian. Relieved, Seb smiled, “There you are.”

Kurt smiled back a bit, then his eyes widened in panic. Instantly, his breathing increased and grabbed on to Seb’s shirt like he was going to drown in memories if he let go.  Sebastian’s heart broke at the fear he saw in Kurt’s eyes again. It was a look that he had gotten used to not seeing. It had been months since Kurt had had a panic attack. Especially one bad enough to make him faint.

“I’ve got you, Baby,”  Seb said soothingly as he held Kurt.  He cradled his face in his hand, “Look at me.”  Kurt looked in his eyes and Seb continued in a loving, but no nonsense tone, “I’ve got you.  Nothing bad is going to happen. We’re getting you home, Baby. Count from ten to zero, slowly in your head.  Don’t look away from me. I’ve got you.” Kurt counted in his head, not looking away from Sebastian’s loving eyes.  His breathing became a little more stable.  

A couple of minutes later, the bouncer spoke to Puck, then Puck nodded.  He walked up to Kurt and Seb and squatted down next to them. He spoke gently as he put a hand on Kurt’s back, “Cabs are here.  Let’s get you home, Princess.” Kurt nodded, so Puck stood and lifted him to his feet as Nick reached a hand to Sebastian, helping him up as well.  Puck shot a look to Chris and nodded toward Sugar. Chris nodded in return, understanding that he was now responsible for making sure Sugar was okay, as well as accompanying her outside. 

Sebastian had his arm wrapped protectively around Kurt’s waist as Kurt curled himself into him.  Puck put his hand on Kurt’s back as he walked with them on Kurt’s other side, shielding him from any outsiders.  The bouncer made a path for them through the crowd, and the group of friends made their way outside.

Once out on the street, Sebastian and Puck usher him into the cab so quickly that there was barely time to register what was going on.  He had just been putting one foot in front of the other as they made their way out, and now he was sitting in a cab, wrapped in Sebastian’s embrace.  

Both cabs were minivans.  Sebastian hopped into the first one, bringing Kurt with him.  Puck turned and reached for Sugar, who was tucked under Chris’ arm.  She grabbed his hand and he helped her into the seat next to Kurt. Chris, Santana, and Brittany all climbed into the back seat, and Puck hopped into the passenger seat.  It all reminded them of New Year’s and the drive home.

In the second cab, Nick and Jeff climbed in first, with Ashley sitting next to Jeff.  Ty, Ben, and Jeremy climbed in the back. Natalie climbed into the passenger seat and shouted goodbye to her friend, who had run into some other people she knew, and decided to stay.

“So,”  Jeremy began, “Do we know what happened?”  

Jeff looked at Nick, because he didn’t.  Nick answered, “Not exactly. It was a panic attack.  Kurt’s had several. Sometimes they happen when he’s triggered by something.  Sometimes they happen when he’s nervous or scared.  He hasn’t fainted because of one since they caught Karofsky stalking them.  Not even on New Year’s. As far as I could tell, that guy just bumped into him as he tried to squeeze through the line we had created as we were leaving.  Kurt lost his balance and the guy grabbed his elbow. It wasn’t even hard. I have no idea if that’s what it was or not.”

Jeff frowned, “I don’t think so.  He’s been pretty good in tight crowds.  Something else must have happened that we just didn’t see.”

“I don’t know, Jeffie.  I think maybe triggers can be caused by things that happen all the time.  Maybe there was something slightly different this time. Maybe he saw someone again.”

Ben asked, “What do you mean?”

Jeff answered, “On New Year’s Eve, we went to a club in Columbus.  He saw a shorter guy with black gelled hair, and it reminded him of Blaine.”  He paused for a few seconds, “But he didn’t panic until we were leaving and he saw the parking lot.  It was a combination of things.  Maybe that’s what happened tonight.”

Ashley said, “Maybe it was something the guy said.  My friend Erika moved to New York because she needed to get out of the south, where it seemed she couldn’t escape people saying ‘Bless your heart’.  It was what her grandmother would say before taking a switch and beating her bloody with it for tiny little mistakes she would make as a kid.  She couldn’t handle hearing it all of the time.”

Jeff looked to Nick, “Did he say something?”

Nick frowned, thinking about for a moment, “I don’t think he…”  Realization dawned on him, “Shit. That’s it. He said, ‘Sorry Sweetheart.’”  Nick looked at Jeff, who sighed at the realization.  

“Blaine,”  Jeff said sadly.  “Blaine called him ‘Sweetheart’.  Especially when he wanted something.”

“That bastard really fucked with him, didn’t he?”  Ben said with a fair amount of heat.

Nick nodded, “Yep.  I’m going to text Seb and Puck.”

From Nick:

I think I know what did it.  The guy said ‘Sorry Sweetheart’.  Blaine called him that all the time.  Especially when he wanted something.

 

Back in the other van, Kurt hadn’t let go of Sebastian.  Everyone was silent as Kurt tried to push away the memories, and make his mind stay in the present.  Sebastian would rub Kurt’s back and arms and whisper things like, “I love you” and “I’ve got you”. The present.  Kurt thought maybe he ruined Sebastian’s birthday, and that once again, they had to leave because of him.

Kurt finally spoke, “I’m so sorry, Bas.”

Sebastian frowned and kissed Kurt on the forehead, “Why are you sorry, Baby?”

“Because I ruined your birthday celebration.”

Seb shook his head, “Nothing is ruined, Kurt.  I’ve had a great weekend, and I’m still surrounded by our closest friends, with my fiance safe in my arms.  I think that makes for a pretty great birthday.”

Puck smiled a bit, hearing Seb’s response.  He added, “The weekends not over, either.”

“But we had to leave because of me again.”

“No we didn’t, Angel.  We were already on our way out.  We’re headed home instead of going out for a snack, but that’s no biggie.  Personally, I could really go for pj’s and leftover cake right about now,” Sugar put her hand on his thigh.  

Kurt took her hand and squeezed, “Love you, Sugar.”

Everyone smiled, especially Sugar, “Love you too, Angel.”

“Pj’s and cake actually sounds perfect,”  Chris said from the back seat.  

“And singing?”  Kurt smirked.

Seb chuckled, “Of course.  We can’t all be together and not sing.”  He kissed Kurt’s forehead again. Feeling his phone vibrate, he pulled it out and discreetly read the text, noticing Puck do the same thing.  He closed his eyes after he read it, trying to hide the anger he still felt toward Blaine. He saw Puck run his hand through his mohawk and then stare out the window.  He knew he was in the same boat.  

After a couple of minutes, Puck replied to the text.

To Nick:

Thanks.  Princess is doing better.  Pj’s, cake, and singing are on the agenda.

 

Once everyone was back at the penthouse, Sebastian said, “How about everyone change, or shower and change, and meet back here in a little bit.”  He looked at Ben, Ty, Jeremy, Ashley, and Natalie, “We have plenty of places to sleep, and clothes for you, if you want to stay all night too.”

Ben and Ty looked at each other, then to Seb, “That would be great.  Thanks.”

Natalie chimed in, “I have to work early tomorrow, so I’m out after cake,” she winked at Sugar.

Jeremy and Ashley had been talking quietly.  He turned to Seb, “That would be nice. Grandma is on baby duty all night, so we’re game.”

Ashley added,  “It’ll be nice to get away for a night.  Now that she’s on formula, we can finally do that.  Thanks for the offer.”

“I’ll get you something to wear, Ashley.  We’re about the same size,” Sugar said as she headed upstairs.  “And feel free to use our shower.”

“Thanks!”

“I’m going to make sure Kurt does okay with the heat of the shower since he fainted earlier.  We’ll be back down in a little bit.” 

“I’ll be fine, Bas.”

“Hopefully your right.  But I’m going to make sure of it.”

Once upstairs, the boys talked about what made Kurt faint.  Kurt convinced Sebastian that he was fine, and that he didn’t want to talk about it and bring back those memories even more.  He was trying to push them away. Seb agreed, but only after making Kurt promise to talk about it with his new NY therapist, Mr. Kurz.

 

Thirty minutes later, everyone was back downstairs and in some sort of pajamas.  Sebastian explained that Kurt didn't want to talk about the panic attack yet, and everyone agreed to keep it out of the conversations.  Sugar got out the cake and she and Brittany put slices on plates and left them on the island for people to grab.  Puck and Jeff fixed drinks for everyone, and the vibe was very relaxed and chill.  

“Thank you all for helping me celebrate my birthday.  I can’t tell you how much this has meant to me,” Sebastian smiled.

“You’re welcome.  I knew a visit from me was all you wanted,”  Jeff teased.

In a dry tone, Seb responded, “Yes, Jeff.  I can’t imagine my birthday without you here to help me celebrate.”

Ashley took a bite of cake, “Oh my god.”  Jeremy turned to look at her. With wide eyes, she used her fork to point to the cake.

Sugar giggled, “Thanks?  Sugar Shack will be opening soon.  Spread the word.”

Ashley swallowed, “I’ll be there.  With bells on.”

Jeremy, Ben, Ty, and Natalie all had the same reactions.  Puck smiled as he saw Sugar blush with the attention.

“It’s going to be the best bakery in town.  Just wait and see,” Kurt beamed.

 

Puck and Sebastian got out their guitars and they all started to sing.  Song after song, Jeremy was amazed at how well they all harmonized together.  When he voiced that opinion, Chris said, “You should see the video of the New Directions and Warblers together.”

“You have that on video?”  Santana asked.  

Kurt was already out of his seat to get it, “Getting it now!”

They all watched with huge smiles.

After it was over, Ben said, “You guys are all so talented.”

Chris laughed, “Except me.”

Kurt smiled, “Not true.  You’re a talented cheerleader who even got a scholarship.”  He winked, “You just can’t sing worth crap.” Everyone laughed, including Chris.

Ben was watching everyone.  Sebastian saw him and asked, “You okay, Ben?”

Ben looked at him, “Yeah.  Yeah, I’m fine.  I’m just loving being here with you guys.  I love seeing how you all interact. I love hearing stories about your adventures together.  You all have a strong connection that is pretty rare. You realize that, right?  I mean tonight at the club… You guys were communicating with each other without saying a word.”

Puck nodded, “We’re pretty tight.  We all know what makes each other tick.  We know what to expect from each other.”

Jeremy said, “Yeah.  I mean, you told Chris to take care of Sugar without saying a word.  He knew what that nod meant. You told Seb that it was all fine when you took Kurt to the bathroom with a single nod.  It just shows how close you all are. A nod. A wink. They speak full sentences.”

Everyone laughed when Brittany said, “I’m so confused.”

 

The rest of the night was spent laughing and singing like always.  In the morning, everyone enjoyed Sugar’s muffins, and Kurt’s omelets.  They hung out around the penthouse until the afternoon when everyone needed to head home.  

After heartfelt goodbyes, Sebastian settled into the couch with Kurt in his arms.  Puck and Sugar sat across from them on the other couch. Seb took a deep breath, “Thank you, guys.  I love you all so much. I am so lucky to have you in my life. All of you.”

Sugar smiled, “We love you too, Seb.  Happy Birthday.”

 

 

 

Notes:

~ So, the birthday video... I was inspired by a friend who made a similar video for her daughter who is away at school. But when I was proofreading, it reminded me of the video in Glad You Stayed. So although my intentions were not to copy them, and I was inspired by a friend, I just want to give that story a shout out too. It's an awesome series that should read if you haven't.

~ Kind comments and Kudos do a heart good! And my heart needs it! Thanks for reading!

Chapter 4: Interviews and Introductions

Notes:

I laughed, I cried, I wrote. Hope you enjoy! Warning for mentions of past abuse.

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The next week was spent relaxing as much as possible, and doing any last minute prep they needed to do before school started.  Kurt was to start school a week before NYU and Columbia, so they did a few things that he wanted to do before summer was over.

“Are you sure that visiting Columbia is what you want to do today, Babe?”  Sebastian asked as the four friends got on the subway.

“Yes, Love.  We all visited NYU and Parsons, so now we’re visiting Columbia.  I want to know where you’ll be.  I want to be able to visualize places when you talk about them, and I want to have a feel for where to go if I ever meet you up there for anything.”

“Okay.  As long as you’re sure.”

“Are you sure you want me tagging along?  I’m going to stick out like a sore thumb,”  Puck ran his hand over his mohawk.  

Sebastian rolled his eyes, “Yes, Puck.  You’re my best friend. Anyone who judges you based on your hair or clothes, can kiss my ass.”  Sugar and Kurt both smiled.

“If you say so,”  Puck said with a smirk that rivaled Sebastian’s.

 

They explored Columbia for a couple of hours, taking in the college atmosphere that seemed very different than Parsons and NYU on a whole other level.  The campus had more of a separate feel. It didn’t seem like it was another city buildings like the other campuses. It was bigger, and more regal feeling, with a lot of grand buildings and open green space.  It was Ivy League through and through.

The people on campus had a very serious air about them that made Kurt a little nervous.  He hoped that Sebastian would be able to have fun and enjoy college life, and not become too serious.  He pulled himself away from those thoughts with memories of the stories Robert would tell them about his college days at Columbia.  It was definitely not all business.

They shopped in the campus bookstore, just like they had at the other schools.  Sebastian got a couple of shirts. Kurt was looking through the rack that had the “proud parent of a Columbia student” shirts, and complained that there were no “proud husband of a Columbia student” shirts.  

Sebastian smiled from ear to ear.  He loved hearing the word "husband" cross Kurt's lips.  “Maybe we’ll have one made for you, Babe.  But only if I get a ‘proud husband of Parsons student’ shirt.”

“Gotta get married first, guys,”  Sugar smiled. “Speaking of which… Any decisions made yet?”

Kurt bit his lip and shook his head, “No.  We need to sit down and talk about it.”

“We can do that any time you want, Babe.  But we really should do it soon. Depending on where we get married, we may have to wait over a year for things to become available, and it’s the end of summer already.”

Kurt grabbed Sebastian’s hand as they exited the store and made their way to the green, “I was thinking maybe we could do at your house in Ohio.”

Sebastian raised his eyebrows, “Really?”

Kurt nodded, “Yeah.  I mean, you have the room.  We could rent those big fancy tents.  It could be really decked out. It’s gorgeous without even adding anything to it.  I think it could be really special.”

“I think that sounds great.  I figured you would want to do it here somewhere.”

“I did too, at first.  But logistically, it would be better there.  Our families are there. Most of our friends have a place to stay when they go home.  And those who don’t, can afford a hotel, or stay with our families.  And we’ll be so busy, that it would be great for Tori, Carol, and Leah to help, and easy for them to do it from there.”

“That’s all true.  But I don’t want you to choose doing it at home just because it’s convenient for everyone else.”

“I’m not.  I think it just makes sense, and I think it would be gorgeous.  It’s a special place to me.  Plus, we wouldn’t have time restraints like we would anywhere else.”

Sebastian pulled Kurt close to him, “I think it sounds amazing.”

Kurt smiled, “Good.  Now we need to pick a date, and we can get the ball rolling.”

Sugar clapped her hands, “Yay!  I’m so excited!” Puck smiled, pulling her close and kissing the top of her head.

 

………………



On Kurt’s first day of school, he woke up in Sebastian’s arms.  He turned over and hit snooze when his alarm sounded .  

“Nope.  Gotta get up, Baby.  You don’t want to be late.  Besides, I think I smell breakfast a la Sugar.”

“Uhhhhgg.  Just five more minutes.”

Sebastian chuckled, “Why the delay?  I thought you were excited.”

“I am.  I’ve just been spoiled all summer.  Sleeping in with you, no schedule, no job, traveling.  Maybe I should be a stay-at-home husband.” Kurt grinned without opening his eyes.

Sebastian chuckled, “We both know that you would be miserable.  Come on. Up and at em’.” Seb rolled out of bed and went to Kurt’s side to pull him up.  Kurt was no help. Seb feigned a sigh as he sauntered into the bathroom, “Fine. I guess I won’t have time to give you that first-day-of-school-blowjob…”

Kurt opened his eyes wide.  He hopped up and ran into the bathroom, taking off his pajama pants as he went, “Wait for me!”

 

When they made it downstairs, Sugar had a huge breakfast prepared.  She smiled when she saw them, “Good morning!  Angel, I fixed all of your favorites.  You have to eat before you leave.” She was a little worried that Kurt wouldn’t eat due to nerves.  It was something she and Sebastian had discussed.

“This is so sweet, Sugar.”  He leaned over and kissed her on the cheek, “Thank you.  I think you thought you were feeding the entire school. This is a lot of food!”

She shrugged, “Well, we’ll eat it all eventually.  And the muffins will freeze.”

Kurt put some scrambled eggs, a piece of bacon, and a muffin on his plate before taking a seat.  Sebastian poured them both some coffee, then grabbed his own food.  

“So what are you guys going to do today?”  He said before taking a bite of his bacon.

“Puck and I are going over to the apartment to see how things are progressing.  We’re meeting Chris for lunch.”

“That’s nice.  Hopefully there’s been some progress.  Not that I want you to go, but I know you’re anxious.”  

Sugar nodded, “I really am.  I love being here with you guys, but it feels like we’re in limbo, ya know?”  Kurt and Seb both nodded with their mouths full of food.

“I was hoping to stop by school and take you to lunch, Babe.  Would that be okay?”

“Yeah, that would be nice!”  Kurt looked at his schedule he had saved on his phone.  “I have a two hour break today, starting at 11:45. I can just meet you right after.”

“Sounds good.”  Seb turned to Sugar, “Where’s Puck?  Sleeping in?”

“Showering.”

Kurt frowned a bit, “I thought he always showers at night.”

Sugar bit her lip trying to hide her smile in a very Kurt-like way, “He does.”  Kurt and Sebastian laughed. She rolled her eyes, “What?!”

Kurt shook his head, “Nothing.  I just hope you washed your hands before fixing all this food.”  Seb laughed and Sugar threw her napkin at him as she hid her face behind her coffee mug.

 

Sebastian stood outside of The New School- Parsons main building on 5th Ave at 11:45.  When Kurt exited the building, he had a huge smile on his face, causing Sebastian to smile as well. 
“How was it?”  Seb asked before Kurt leaned up and kissed him.  

Kurt took his arm and they began to walk toward the Indian restaurant they had talked about, “It was everything I had hoped for so far.  Now, granted, I’ve only had Integrative Studio and Integrative Seminar so far, but still. I think I’m really going to love it.”

“Good,”  Seb smiled.  “Meet anyone new?”

Kurt shook his head, “No.  I did notice a lot of the same people in both classes, though.  So hopefully I get to know them. Today I just wanted to make sure I was in the right spot at the right time.”

Once they were at lunch, they talked more about the two classes, the campus, and Kurt’s hopes for all of it.  

Kurt changed the subject, “So what about your interviews this week?  Are you nervous?”

Sebastian took a deep breath, “I am.  I’m really hoping to get one of them.  Any of them, really, but my goal is to get the one at Mt. Sinai.  It’s not far, has a good reputation, and ticks all my boxes. I guess if I don’t get one, I’ll have more time to study, but it won’t look as good as my resume.  Freshman internships are few and far between.”

“I’m sure you’ll get one, Bas.  You had perfect grades at two prestigious schools.”

Seb took a deep breath again, “Let’s hope.”

 

………………….



Sugar made breakfast again the next morning.  Kurt came downstairs, “Sugar. You do not need to make us breakfast every day, ya know.”

“I know, Angel.  But all three of you have a big day today.  I want my boys to start their day right.”

Kurt smiled and kissed her on the cheek, then went to Puck who had a mouth full of food, and kissed him on the cheek too.  “Well, thank you, Sugar. I appreciate it.  Are you ready for your job search, Noah?”

“Ready as I’ll ever be.”

“How was the apartment yesterday?  Any progress?”

“Floors are done.  So that’s good. I didn’t notice anything else.”  Sugar plated her food then sat down with her boys.

Puck added, “The bakery is looking awesome, though.  The new display cases are in. You should come see it.”

Kurt smiled and bounced a little, “Why didn’t you tell us that last night!?  That’s exciting! Maybe I can meet you there for lunch tomorrow. I can’t wait to see it.”



Later that afternoon found Sebastian sitting down across from a small group of doctors inside Mount Sinai Kravis Children's Hospital.  He had shaken their hands and made introductions, and was ready for the onslaught of questions.  

Dr. Martinez began, “Well, Mr. Smythe, today we would like to talk with you more like a conversation, and less like an interview.  It gives us a feel for who you really are, and what it would be like to have you around.”

Sebastian nodded, “I understand.”  

He continued, “We have read your file.  Your grades are outstanding, and your recommendations are impressive.  It says you received a scholarship to Columbia. That’s quite a feat.  But it also says you turned it down.  Why is that, Mr. Smythe?”

“Although I was thrilled to be accepted into Columbia, and especially thrilled that the institution would desire me enough to offer a scholarship, I am not in need of those funds.  I would much prefer that they be given to someone who has the grades, desire, and heart that I do, but may not have the same bank account.”

Dr. Martinez nodded, “That is very noble of you.”

Dr. Niemann was next, “In the short essay portion of your application, you mention having had some family members that have been patients, and how it encouraged you to pursue your medical degree.  Can you elaborate?”

Sebastian nodded, “Yes, Ma’am.  My aunt passed away from cancer last year.  My mother, sister, and I moved in with her to help take care of her.  It was a long and grueling process. Three years is a long time to suffer.  She opted to stay at home and have doctors come to her. Fortunately, for her, that was even a choice.  I was fascinated with the doctors who came to treat her, and the care they would give her. But I also had an innate desire to be right there next to them, figuring it out, administering medicine, making her feel better.  It felt like a calling.”

Dr. Niemann nodded, “And the other experiences with family members being patients?”

“Unfortunately, my fiance, Kurt, has been a patient on more than one occasion in the past year.  The medical attention he received each time was great.  It did, however, give me a better understanding of what it’s like to be waiting for answers that simply aren’t coming...How emotionally and physically draining it is for not only the patient, but also their family… How bedside manners and patience are so important.  Those situations gave me an entirely new appreciation for the nursing staff as well. They not only took care of Kurt, but they took care of his father and I.”

Dr. Clark finally spoke, “I’m sorry to hear about your aunt, Mr. Smythe.  It sounds like your fiance went through a lot.  Is he doing well now?”

Sebastian nodded, “Yes, thank you for asking.  He does suffer from PTSD, but physically, he is doing just fine.”

Dr. Clark nodded once and looked like he was thinking.  Finally he said, “Well, Mr. Smythe, you may or may not be aware, but we do Google our candidates.  I have to say, what we found when searching you was definitely not what we typically find.” Sebastian began to smile, and the three doctors smiled right along with him.  Dr. Clark continued, “So you sing, huh?”

Sebastian laughed, “I do.  Our a cappella group won the Show Choir Nationals last Spring.  Kurt and I sang lead.”

Dr. Niemann smiled, “We did see that.  It was beautiful. What was just as beautiful was the two of you singing to the children on the bus at Disney World, and to the little girl whose aunt you saved.  It shows real compassion, Mr. Smythe.”

“Thank you.”

“Tell us about the woman you saved.  What did you learn from that?”

“I believe the biggest lesson I learned is that I am very capable of not letting personal opinions and emotions get in the way of medical attention.  The woman we saved was the mother of one of Kurt’s bullies. He had threatened Kurt’s life … And here I was saving his mother’s… all while he stared holes into Kurt because Kurt was comforting his cousin.”  Dr. Martinez seemed to understand but the other two looked confused, so Sebastian added, “Kurt is from small town Ohio.  He was the only out gay student at his school. It caused a lot of problems.  Some students, including that one, think that being gay can spread like a disease.  That’s why Kurt transferred to Dalton Academy.  It’s what was the safest place for him.” They nodded in understanding.

Dr. Martinez sighed and then said, “Just, for full disclosure, because we Googled you, we are aware of what happened to Mr. Hummel… At least in the two assault cases.  I suppose it’s hard to avoid the press when you and your fiance are both sons of political figures.

“It is. We managed to avoid pictures and a press circus in the courthouse during the attempted rape and assault case, but that doesn’t keep them from printing the story.  It wasn’t too bad, though.  Kurt is the strongest man I’ve ever met. He handled it all very well.”

Dr. Clark nodded, “So, obviously he’s here in the city with you.  Is he going to school?”

Seb smiled, “Yes.  He got a full scholarship The New School - Parsons Fashion Design.  He made the shirt I’m wearing.”  Sebastian was wearing the white shirt that Kurt had made.  All three doctors raised their brows in surprise.

Dr. Niemann responded, “Wow!  That’s impressive. When did you get engaged?”

Sebastian smiled more, “This summer.  I know we’re young, and that’s what any outsider thinks of first when they find out.  But when you’ve been through what we’ve been through, you realize that life is short. You have to go for what you want and not wait like you have the rest of your long life.  You may not have a tomorrow, so you have to live today.”

They talked for a little while longer about Sebastian’s poise on the news when interviewed about their National’s song choices, why he chose pediatrics, and his love for Columbia.  As he left, all three doctors were smiling, so he counted that as a success. He headed to his next interview at Harlem Hospital Pediatric Clinic.  He would have to wait until the next day for his third interview.  It was at St. Mary's Hospital for Children in Bayside.  That would be a much longer commute than Sebastian was hoping for.

 

 

Kurt got home before Sebastian that afternoon.  He waited anxiously with Puck and Sugar on the couch.  Sebastian had texted him to tell him he was on his way home.  

Kurt sighed, “It’s too early to start dinner, but I’m going to go nuts just sitting here.”

“Here, Princess, watch this funny video I saw the other day.”  Puck pulled out his phone and went to sit in between Sugar and Kurt.  Kurt laid his head on Puck’s shoulder and watched the video. It did help.  

Three videos later, the elevator doors opened.  Kurt hopped up and went to Sebastian as fast as he could without running, “How did it go?”

Seb chuckled as he hugged Kurt, “Hi.”

Kurt smiled as he pulled back.  “Sorry. Hi. How did it go?”

They walked in and sat opposite Puck and Sugar, “I think it went really well.  The interview with Mt. Sinai was very relaxed. They said they wanted it to be more like a conversation to get to know me, and less like an interview.  They had Googled me. That means they knew about the three of you. Especially you, Babe. I hope that’s okay.” Everyone nodded. “They asked things like… why I gave up the scholarship, what I learned when we saved Mrs. Nelson, what I learned from the patient perspective with both Aunt Charlotte and Kurt.  They knew we sing. They asked about you, Kurt. They wanted to know how you’re doing.”

“Wow, they really did Google you,”  Kurt was surprised. “I don’t care about that, Bas.  It’s fine with me. It happened to you, just as much as it happened to me.”

“I wouldn’t say ‘just as much’, but I know what you mean,”  Sebastian leaned over and kissed him on the forehead. “The Harlem Children's interview was definitely more ‘interview-style’.  I answered to the best of my ability, but it all just made me want Mt. Sinai even more. I should hear from both of them by the end of next week.”  He looked at Puck, “How’s the job search going?”

“Well, I applied at a tire shop, a couple of coffee shops, the Palladium, and the campus bookstore.  We’ll see, I guess. I need something for between now and when the bakery opens. It’d be nice if it was something that I could keep for a few hours a week even after that.  When I was at the bookstore, I saw a flyer for a self defense class at the library. Classes are held on Wednesdays at 2. It’s run by people at a counseling clinic. It sounds like it’s self defense, but there may be some ‘talking’ involved.  Sugar and I will be going.  I think it would be good for all of us, though.”

Kurt nodded, “I can do Wednesdays at 2.  Bas?”

Sebastian got out his phone to look at his class schedule.  “Yeah, I can do that.”

“Good.  It’ll make me feel better,”  Puck said as he pulled Sugar up into his lap.  He wrapped his arms around her and kissed her shoulder.

 

………………...

 

By the end of the next week, Kurt was getting the hang of his classes.  He was really enjoying each class, and loved that even the basic fundamental classes still had a focus on careers in design in mind.  It was much different than high school.  

Sebastian had liked his first week of classes, and absolutely loved being on Columbia’s campus.  He had gotten a call on that Thursday from both Mt. Sinai and Harlem Children’s Hospital offering him the internship position.  He immediately accepted the position at Mt. Sinai. They all screamed in excitement when he hung up the phone, then called Chris right away to go out to dinner and celebrate.  They skyped his parents and Leah from the dinner table at the restaurant. They were just as excited for him.

At dinner they learned that Chris had gone on a date with a guy that he met on campus.  He smiled and said that the guy was just one fish in the sea, but that he must have gotten there by being flushed down the toilet.  Apparently, it wasn’t a good match. But it was a start.  

Sugar had been busy at the bakery all week.  New items were coming in every day, and she had been meeting Kurt during his lunch to shop and buy things for the displays in the windows.  They were having a blast putting it all together. It made the opening of the bakery seem all that much more real.

Puck’s first week of classes went fine, but he was slightly bored with the basics.  He was jealous that Kurt was already learning things that would help in his career. He had to remind himself that in a way, he was too, but that his just wasn’t going to be as interesting as something creative.  His only goal was to be able to successfully run the bakery with Sugar. He could tolerate some boring classes. After an interview, he was offered a job at the campus bookstore, and was to begin work that weekend.

 

……………

 

The following week, Puck plopped himself down in his Statistics class as he finished his phone conversation with Sugar, “I liked the first one better.  That’s also the one Princess chose. Why are you second guessing yourself, Sug?” He paused to listen to her response, then said, “Go with your gut, Sugar.  It’ll be awesome, I promise.” He listened to her response again. “I love you, too. Bye.” He hung up and started to get out his laptop. He noticed a guy next to him looking at him with a raised brow.

He gave a nod, “What’s up?”

The guy smiled and shook his head, “You’re a mystery.”

Puck's lopsided smirk graced his lips, “Oh yeah?”

He nodded, “Yeah, man.  I mean you got this whole rocker vibe goin’ on, which I totally dig.  But then you’re talking to someone you call Sugar about a princess, and you’re all sweet.  And I saw you in the bookstore, talking to some older lady all sweet, too. I’m assuming you’re  a business major, since you’re in this class?  Most people in here are.”

Puck frowned and smirked at the same time, “Yeah, I am.  So you’re saying I can’t be all rocker and sweet at the same time?  Like it’s an oxymoron or something?”

The guy shrugged, “Not that it’s impossible, but it’s kind of rare, in my experience.”

“Dude, you’ve got the rocker vibe too.  Are you saying you’re an asshole?”

The guy laughed, “No.  I’ve just been a lone enigma until now.  I may have found my people.”

Puck laughed too.  He stuck out his hand, “I’m Noah Puckerman.  Call me Puck.”

He shook his hand, “Elliott Gilbert.”

“Nice to meet you, Elliott,”  Puck smiled. “So are you a business major too?”

“Nah, I’m studying Graphic Arts.  I’m a sophomore, but I guess something got messed up and I skipped taking Stats last year.”

“Gotcha.”  Puck started to say something else, but the professor started class.  

 After class, Puck and Elliott walked out together.  Elliott asked, “When’s your next class?”

“In 20 minutes.  I gotta head straight there.”

“Alright, man.  Maybe I’ll see ya around.  If not, I’ll see you Thursday, back in Stats.”

“Sure.  It was nice to meet you.”  

“You too.”

At that, they were headed in different directions.  

.................

 

The next day, Puck was walking out of his Logistics class when he ran into Elliott.  “Hey, man. How are ya?”

“Good!  You?” Elliott smiled.

“Good.”  

“Where are you headed?  Want to grab some coffee?”  Elliott fell into step with Puck.

“I’m meeting Sugar and our friends at Washington Square, but I have time.   We’re coming back for a class at 2.”

“So Sugar goes to NYU too?”

“No.  We’re actually all taking a self defense class.”  Puck looked over at Elliott.

Elliott grinned, “Over in the library community room?”

Puck raised an eyebrow, “Yeah.  You know about that?”

“I teach that,”  Elliott smiled.  

Puck had surprise written all over his face, “No shit!  Yeah, well, me and Sugar, and our two best friends, all signed up for it.  I’m just meeting them at the park since we have some time to kill. We can grab a coffee from the cart, then you’re welcome to join me and wait.”

“I’d like that.”

They had reached a bench under a large Maple tree on the NYU side of the fountain, and sat and chatted for a bit about school related topics and music.  Puck discovered that Elliott co-taught the class with a counselor, Nathan Dowers, who he had met the previous year. They thought it was something that college kids needed.  Puck knew there was more to the story, but wasn’t going to ask. He would let Elliott open up at his own pace.

Elliott had been watching Puck as they spoke.  Eventually, he asked, “Why do you keep looking up?”

“This Maple tree is gorgeous.  Maples always have such great Fall color.  It hasn’t started to turn, but I bet in a few weeks, it’ll be stunning.”  Puck looked up again and pointed.  

Elliott chuckled, “Yeah, it is beautiful.  I didn’t take you as they type of guy to notice.  I told you… You’re a mystery.”

Puck smirked and shrugged, “Well, sometimes things, and people, happen in life that make you stop and notice the beautiful things.”  He looked over at Elliott, who didn’t seem to be paying attention anymore. He followed his line of sight and chuckled to himself as he shook his head.  

Elliott starred as he mumbled, “Speaking of beautiful…”  He was looking right at Kurt who was walking straight toward them.

Puck chuckled again, “He is beautiful.  He’s also taken.” He stood and walked the rest of the way to greet Kurt with a hug and kiss on the cheek, “Hey, Princess.”  

“Hi, Noah!”  Kurt smiled.  

Elliott was watching them carefully, then frowned, “He’s Sugar?”

Kurt and Puck both laughed.  Kurt still had his hand on Puck’s back as he said, “I may be sweet, but I’m not Sugar.  And if Noah were gay, I would have been the first to find out.”

“That’s true, Princess.”  Puck leaned over and kissed Kurt on the cheek again, causing Kurt to lovingly roll his eyes.  Puck looked back at Elliott, “This is Kurt Hummel. Princess, this is Elliott Gilbert.”

Elliott blushed a little, “Sorry.  It’s a pleasure to meet you.” He shook Kurt’s hand.

“The pleasure is mine, I’m sure.  And don’t worry about it.  Noah and I are very close.  I’m sure it looks like we’re a couple to other people more often than we think,”  Kurt smiled.

Puck nodded toward the street, “Just like it looks like they’re a couple…”  Kurt and Elliott both looked over. Kurt smiled and Elliott just looked more confused as he watched Sebastian and Sugar entered the park arm in arm through the Washington Square Arch.

“Yeah… You don’t think they are?”

Puck and Kurt chuckled.  Puck smiled, “No, they aren’t a couple.  They’re our other halves.  That’s Sugar.”

Kurt smiled then looked at Elliott, “And Sebastian.”

Elliott smiled in return and nodded, “You guys are all really close then?”

Kurt wrinkled his nose, “I think it might be polygamy if we were closer.”  Puck and Elliott both laughed.

When they were close enough, Sugar let go of Sebastian and jogged ahead to Puck for a hug and kiss, “Hi, Sweetie!”  

“Hi, Sug!”

She turned to Kurt and hugged him, “Hi, Angel.”

“Hey, Sugar.”  He winked at her as he said, “Thanks for bringing Bas to me safe and sound.”

She smiled and Sebastian, who had finally reached them, said, “She’s small but mighty.”  He hugged and kissed Kurt, “Hi, Baby.”

Kurt smiled, taking Seb’s hand, “Hi, Love.”

Puck continued the introductions, “This is Kurt’s fiance, Sebastian Smythe.”  They shook hands. He added, “The small, mighty one, is my girlfriend, Sugar Motta.”

He shook Sugar’s hand as well, “Elliott Gilbert.  It’s a pleasure to meet both of you. Puck tells me you all signed up for the self defense class?”

They all nodded or answered ‘yes’.  Puck added, “Elliott co-teaches it with the counselor, Nathan Dowers, whose clinic sponsors it.”

“That’s great.  How did you two meet?”  Sebastian asked, motioning between Puck and Elliott.  

“We’re in Statistics together,”  Elliott answered.

“He thinks I’m a mystery.  An enigma,”  Puck smiled.  

Kurt nodded, “I can totally see that.  You, of all people, are not who I would have pictured being one of my best friends when we first met.”  He looked at Elliott, “He’s a sweetie.  Don’t let him fool you.”

“Mmm, yeah, but you also don’t want to mess with him or the people he loves,”  Seb added.

“True.  Which adds to the ‘sweetness’,”  Kurt smiled.  

“And he’s alllll mine…” Sugar smiled as she wrapped her arms around his waist and squeezed.

“That’s right, Sug.”  Puck squeezed back and kissed her sweetly.

“You guys are too cute,”  Elliott sighed. “All of you make me wish I wasn’t single.”

Sebastian looked at Kurt and smiled.  He could tell that his Cupid was already thinking of how that could change that.  To his surprise, Kurt said nothing… So neither did he.  

The five them chatted for a few more minutes.  Elliott found out where Kurt and Sebastian went to school and what they’re majoring in, and vice versa.  Sugar and Puck told Elliott all about the bakery. After awhile, they walked as they talked, and soon enough, they were in the community room of the library, which was catty corner from Washington Square.  There were six other students, and one man in his thirties that Puck assumed was the therapist.  The students were all female but one.  

Elliott went up to the front of the room to talk with Nathan Dowers, while the others all took a seat in the folding chairs that had been set up in a circle at the center of the room.

Once it was time to start, the counselor stood, “Good afternoon everyone.  I’m Nathan Dowers. You can call me Nate. I’m a counselor at Lifeway Counseling.  Lifeway is sponsoring this group, so you’ll see their logo plastered everywhere. This is a free class, and completely voluntary, so feel free to just come when you can.  However, we will be building our skills and progressing each week, so I think it’s best if you try to make it each time. Now because this is sponsored by Lifeway, and I am a licensed therapist, we will spend some time talking at the beginning of each week.  Feel free to share what you’re comfortable with.  We in no way want to pressure you.  It is a safe space, and everything you say is expected to stay within this room, so please keep that in mind if someone does share their story.  It’s a common courtesy.  So, that’s my spiel.  I’d now like to introduce you to Elliott Gilbert.” He gestured to Elliott.

“Hi everyone.  I’m Elliott.  I’ll be teaching the self defense part of this class.  Nate will help out when needed. I’ve been training in Krav Maga for 5 years now, and I have my black belt.  I’m aware that this is not a martial arts class, but we will be using some of the same skills.  I became certified to teach self defense last year when Nate and I had the idea to offer this class to local college students.  As Nate said, we’ll start out simple, and build on that each week.  We are really hopeful that this class with be healing and helpful.  We want to give you enough skills to help you feel a little more confident in uncomfortable situations.”

Nate nodded and stood again, “We’d like to start today's class with introductions.  We’ll go around the circle and you can tell us your name, and maybe some basics about yourself, like your school and major.  If you’re comfortable with it, you can tell us why you are taking this class.  Maybe something has happened to you, or someone you love.  Maybe you are just a nervous person who needs to feel a bit more confident. Whatever the case, please share whatever you’re comfortable with.”

“I’ll start,”  Elliott said. “As I said, my name is Elliott.  I’m a sophomore at NYU, majoring in Graphic Arts.  I started learning Krav Maga and self defense when I was 15 because I had been molested by my uncle’s best friend.  He had been a ‘family friend’ for as long as I can remember.  When I came out as gay at the age of 14, he decided that was the perfect opportunity to have what he said was ‘just a little fun’.  He was a huge guy, and as much as I tried to fight, it made no difference. But if I had known what I know now, it wouldn’t have mattered that he was three times my size. I could have stopped him.  Then, in my senior year of high school, I was in an abusive relationship with an older guy. It didn’t end well. So that’s why I’m here. I want to empower you to be able to stop someone if needed.” Sebastian put his arm on the back of Kurt’s chair and rubbed his back.  Puck was holding Sugar’s hand, stroking her knuckles as he listened.

Elliott looked at the girl next to him.  She nodded, “My name is Jenna.” She had long, curly, brown hair and dark eyes.  She had adorable dimples if you could catch her smiling. “I’m a sophomore at NYU, majoring in Business.  I’m here because I’m terrified of the city,” she chuckled dryly. “I told my parents I could do it, but last year, I basically stayed in my dorm if I wasn’t in class. I didn’t make any friends because of it.  My friends back home in Oklahoma asked me how I like the big city. They were so impressed that I’m here on my own.  I lied and told them it was great.  I thought maybe if I felt more confident, I could make it so that wasn’t really a lie.”

Nate smiled a kind smile, “Thanks for sharing, Jenna.  Hopefully this class is just what you need.”

Next to Jenna was a small-framed guy with bright red hair.  He sighed, “My name is Zachariah. Most people call me Riah.  I’m a freshman at NYU. Undeclared. I got picked on a lot in high school, because, let’s face it, it was easy to do.  I just don’t want to let that keep going through college. I want to be able to use physical skills if my words don’t work.”

“I’m sure Elliott will be able to help you with that, Riah.  Thank you for sharing,” Nate said, sympathetically.

The girl next to Riah gave a sly smile.  She was African American, with shoulder length curls and extra long eyelashes.  She waved her well manicured hand, “I’m Bahati. I’m a sophomore at Barnard College, majoring in Theater Arts with a minor in Dance.  Luckily, I don’t have a sad backstory, other than men can be assholes.  I really just want to be able to kick ass if I need to. So, when I saw the flyer outside one of my classes, I figured, why not, ya know?”  Kurt gave a small smile. She reminded him of Santana. Nate thanked her, and then looked to the next girl.

Next to Bahati was a beautiful girl with auburn hair and dark brown eyes.  She had a light dusting of freckles across her cheeks and nose. She had a petite build that reminded Puck of Sugar.  She gave a small, shy, grin, and in a thick Southern accent, said, “I’m Dallas.  Yes, Daddy is so loyal to the almighty State of Texas that he named me ‘Dallas’,” she lovingly rolled her eyes.  “I’m a sophomore at NYU, studying Graphic Arts. Elliott told me about the class. I went on a date with a guy last year that got pretty handsy. It was very much unwelcomed, and it kinda caused me to not trust the guys that I’ve dated since.  I want to know that I can hold my own, ya know?  Maybe it’ll help me open up to my dates again, and actually get to know them a little. I’ve been pretty guarded, I guess. It’s hard to find love when you’ve built up pretty high walls to keep people at a ‘safe’ distance.” Nate thanked her as well, then looked at Puck.

Puck nodded then said, “I’m Puck.  I’m a freshman at NYU, majoring in Business.  I’m taking the class to help and support my girlfriend, Sugar.  I wanted her to take the class to give us both some peace of mind.  Same for my friend, Kurt.  They’ve been through a lot, and I think it would be good for them.”  

Nate smiled, “That’s very thoughtful of you, Puck.”

They all looked at Sugar.  She gave a small smile, “I’m Sugar.  I’m not going to school, but I’m opening a bakery soon.  Puck is studying business so we can run it on our own someday.  Um… I’m taking the class because I agree with Puck that it’ll give me some skill and confidence in defending myself.  I was sexually assaulted in the Spring.” She took a deep breath and looked Kurt, reaching for his hand, which he immediately offered, “Kurt saved me.  I wish I would have known what to do so that neither of us would have gotten hurt.  I don’t want anything like that to ever happen again.”  

Kurt squeezed her hand and bent over to kiss her on the cheek.  He whispered, “You did well, Sug.” He knew she was nervous about sharing.  She gave him a small smile and a nod.

Nate looked at her, “Thank you, Sugar.  I’m sure you’ll feel confident at the end of this course.  It’s good that you had help when you needed it.” He looked at Kurt.

Sebastian continued to rub Kurt’s back, silently giving him strength.  Kurt began, “My name is Kurt.  I’m a freshman at Parsons, studying Fashion Design.  I’m taking the class to support Sugar, but also to build my own skills and become more confident in them.”  He looked at Riah, “I’ve also been physically bullied, too.  Tends to happen when you’re the only out gay kid in small town Ohio.”  He looked back to Nate, “I’ve been both assaulted and sexually assaulted. Apparently I don’t fight well.”

Sugar shook her head and frowned, “Don’t say that, Angel.  You fought well enough to save me.”

Kurt looked at her gave a small nod, “Yeah.”  She squeezed his hand. 

Nate said, “Even with better fighting skills, sometimes the bad guy still wins.  But, the more you learn, the less there’s a chance of that. Thank you for sharing, Kurt.  We’re glad you’re here.” Kurt nodded.  

Everyone looked to Sebastian.  “I’m Sebastian. I’m a freshman at Columbia, majoring in Pre Med.  I’m Kurt’s fiance, and Puck and Sugar are our best friends.  I’m here to support all of them, but to build skills as well.  I’d like to learn how to defend myself, or someone I love, without breaking any of my own bones this time.” Kurt put his hand on his thigh and smiled a little at him.  Seb winked back at Kurt. Elliott smirked. “I’d like us all to be better skilled by the time Kurt’s ex gets out of prison.” Elliott took a deep breath and looked at Kurt.  He wondered what the story was. Nate thanked Sebastian for sharing, and moved on.

The young woman sitting on the other side of Sebastian was a blonde, with a thicker build.  She waved when Nate looked at her and said, “My name is Andrea, but call me Andy. I’m a sophomore at Pace University, and I’m studying Advertising.  I’m pretty much here for the same reasons as everyone else. I was in an abusive relationship in high school. My new boyfriend is great, and he encouraged me to come to this class when I told him about it.  So here I am.”

Nate thanked her and moved on to the last student.  She was a bit masculine, and had a cute pixie cut hairstyle that she had dyed blues, greens, and purples.  She gave a nod of her head, then spoke, “I’m Lex. I’m a Junior at Pace, majoring in Chemistry. That’s all I’ve got.”

Nate smiled, “And that’s just fine, Lex.  We’re glad you’re here.” Nate looked around the room, “Many of you mentioned sexual assault.  I want you to know that you are not alone in this statistic. Among undergraduate aged students, 23.1% of females, and 5.4% of males experience rape or sexual assault through physical force, violence, or incapacitation.  Those stats may seem high, but they are actually lower than they were twenty years ago. The saddest part to me is that over 70% of any kind of assault, goes unreported.” Kurt was fidgeting a bit, and Sebastian wrapped his arm around him a little tighter. Nate continued, “Please, if anything happens to you, you need to report it.  It will not stop the assailant from doing it again to you, or to someone else, if it’s not reported.”

Elliott leaned forward, “So, today we’re going to start our journey to being able to protect ourselves a little better.  Hopefully you’re going to leave here with a better understanding of how to escape a couple of the typical holds someone may have on you.  We’re going to do some partner work. If you are not comfortable being touched, you can stand back and watch others, but I really encourage you to give it a try.  Remember, this is a safe place.” He stood and moved his chair to the side, and the rest of the class followed. “Nate is going to be my partner…”  

They demonstrated three typical holds and how to get out of them.  The students paired up and practiced with each other while Elliott and Nate came around and worked on technique with each pair.  There were times when smaller students couldn’t do a hold on taller students, so they would temporarily change partners.  

Elliott came to Kurt and Sebastian, “Kurt, try raising your hands up a little higher on Sebastian’s arms.  That way when he pulls, you have more leverage.”

“Like this?”

“Can I touch your hands?”  Elliott asked. Kurt said ‘yes’, so he looked at Seb, “Can I touch your arms?”

“Sure.  Thanks for asking,”  Sebastian answered, and in his book, Elliott gained even more respect for asking before he touched either of them.

By the end of class, Kurt and Sugar were already feeling a little more confident.  Puck and Sebastian were, as well, but they were just happy that they could tell a difference in their partners already.  

On the way home, Seb asked Kurt, “Did you like it, Babe?  I thought it was helpful.”

“I did like it.  It’s definitely helpful.  I thought it was sad that there were so many of us that have had issues, but then with the statistics Nate gave, I guess that wasn’t even a drop in the bucket.”  Sebastian agreed.

“I liked it.  I think Elliott seems like a cool dude.  I wonder what his full story is,” Puck said as they entered the subway.

“He was nice.  I like the class, too.  It’ll help me feel better while you’re at school, Hun.”

Puck pulled her into him, “Good.”  He kissed her forehead. 

Sebastian sat rubbing his thumb over Kurt’s knuckles, thinking of what it was going to be like, and how much he was going to worry, when Blaine got out of prison.  

 

Back in Ohio, sitting in a cell in the Chillicothe Correctional Institute, Blaine sat reading a book about New York City.  His mind barely focusing on the words in front of his eyes.  All he could think about was Kurt and Sebastian.

 

 

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Chapter 5: Opportunities

Summary:

The friends are still meeting new people. Big things are headed their way!

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The group of friends had discovered a cute little cafe called Zip’s that was nicely situated in between Parsons and NYU.  It was quickly becoming their go-to location when they were able to meet up for lunch. The cafe had soups, salads, and lite sandwiches that everyone thought were the perfect amount, and the prices were college student friendly.  Kurt, Chris, and Sugar decided to meet for lunch.

“Hey!”  Kurt smiled as Chris walked in and stood to greet him with a hug.  He had gotten Chris his favorite sandwich.

“Hey!  Thanks for the sandwich.  Sugar’s not here yet?”

Kurt shook his head, “No.  She doesn’t think she’s going to make it.  She’s getting her industrial mixer today, and it hadn’t arrived yet, as of ten minutes ago.”

“Wow, the bakery is really coming together.”

“It is.  I just wish the apartment would.  Not that I want them to leave us… I think it’ll actually be hard when they do… But she’s so aggravated with it’s so slow progress, and it’s stressing her out.”

Chris nodded, “I’m sure it’s hard that she’s not in control and it’s not going like she wants.  I’m sure she’s really anxious.”  

“Yeah.  We’re having fun buying seasonal stuff for the windows of the bakery, though.  That always seems to cheer her up.”

Chris smiled, “I’m sure it does.” 

“So how have you been?  It’s been almost two weeks since I’ve seen you.  Classes still going well?”

Chris nodded as he finished his bite of food, “Yeah.  Classes are good. Cheer is getting better now that classes have started.  Cheer Camp was a bitch. How about you? Liking Parsons?”

Kurt nodded, “I love it.  I’m so glad it’s what I chose.  I’m meeting some nice people, too. There’s one girl, Channing, who’s in a lot of my classes.  We’ve been hanging out on campus and getting coffee sometimes. She’s a lot of fun. I can’t wait to introduce her to everyone.  Especially Sugar. How’s dating life? Find any more fish?”

Chris chuckled, “Yes, actually.  The pond of Urbana was all dried up, but New York is no pond, and it seems to be flourishing.  I went out with a different guy last weekend. Much better than the first, but I’m not convinced he’s a keeper just yet.  We do have a second date planned for tomorrow night, though. We’re going to an art exhibit in SoHo. I’ll let you know how it goes.”

Kurt nodded, “How are you meeting these guys?  I mean, you’re not obviously gay, so is it you who talks to them first, or do they talk to you first?  How does it all work?”

Chris chuckled, “It’s definitely not the movie version.  But, so far, it’s been them flirting with me first. Maybe they just have good gaydar?” he shrugged.  “It’s weird, because I’m such a flirt, and I’m used to being the one to initiate it.  But so far, that’s not the case.”

“You’re a good catch, Chris.  Make sure any fish you decide to keep, and not throw back, is worthy.”

“I’m taste testing different species of fish right now.  So far, nothing hits my taste buds just right.” Chris was laughing by the time he finished his sentence, because Kurt’s eyes had widened.  He continued, “I’m not planning on actually tasting all of them, Kurt.”

Kurt’s eyebrows were still raised, and his eyes still slightly wide, “I hope not!  But I won’t slut-shame you if you do. Just… be careful, yeah?”

Chris nodded as he chuckled, “Of course.”  He became a bit more serious, “Thad is the only person I’ve ever been with.  I’m not going to throw myself around. I may date all of the single gay men in New York, but I’m not going to sleep with them all.”

Kurt nodded, “I just worry about you.  It’s in my nature. I want you to be happy and healthy.”

Chris gave a small smile, “I know.” He loved that Kurt cared about him enough to make sure he was being safe.  He changed the subject, “So have you and Seb made any wedding plans yet?”

Kurt smiled, “Nothing official yet.  We’ve decided to have it at the Smythe’s in Ohio.  And of course Sugar is making the cake.”

Chris made a face, “Of course.  I think everyone would be disappointed it she didn’t.”

Kurt chuckled, “True.  We’ll rent one of those big fancy tents that has windows.  I think it’ll be beautiful.  Their gardens are so pretty. Then maybe we can put extra lights around in the trees, and create little niches for people to go to outside of the tent.”

“Candles in the pool would be cool.”  

“Ooooh, I like that idea.  Candles and twinkle lights everywhere.  It’ll be romantic and beautiful.”

Chris smiled, “Sounds perfect.”

 

~

  

Sebastian sat at the table in his Cell and Molecular Biology Lab.  He had his textbook out and was rereading the assignment from the previous class.  A guy sat down in the empty seat next to him, “Hey. You’re in my Statistics and Introductory Psychology classes too.  I’m Hayden,” he stuck out his hand for Seb to shake.

He smiled as he shook his hand, “Sebastian Smythe.  It’s nice to meet you, Hayden. Got a last name?”

Hayden smiled as he nodded, “Bradley.  Hayden Bradley.”

Sebastian smiled and repeated, “It’s nice to meet you Hayden Bradley.  So PreMed. Do you have a specialty focus?”

Hayden nodded, “Pediatrics.”

“Me too.  So where are you from?  Do I hear a slight hint of a southern accent?”

“Probably.  I’m from Maysville, Kentucky.  It’s a little town across the river from Ohio.  It’s a little over an hour East from Cincinnati and Lexington, both.  How about you?”

“Westerville, Ohio.”

“So, Midwest, huh?  How’s the big city treating you?”

Sebastian shrugged, “Well, I spent 3 years of high school in Paris.  And I’m a third generation Columbia student, coming here fairly often, so I was pretty used to New York.  I think living in Ohio was more of an adjustment than living here has been. How’s it treating you?”

“It’s been a culture shock, honestly.  We didn’t go to the city much. And of course, Cincinnati and Lexington are nothing compared to New York when it comes to size.  So, basically, this small town boy is just trying to adjust. I love it, though, don’t get me wrong. I feel like it’s a hidden treasure that’s been kept from me all my life.”

Sebastian smiled, “That’s a good analogy.  I’m glad you’re liking it.”

Class started soon after, and Sebastian worked with Hayden during the lab.  They got along really well, and worked in a similar manner, making it easy to be lab partners.  

After class, Sebastian and Hayden walked across the green together on their way to Statistics.  Hayden pointed to Sebastian’s ring, “Are you married?”

Seb smiled and shook his head, “Engaged.  We’re getting married next summer.”

“How long have you two been together?”

“It was a year yesterday, actually,”  Seb smiled, thinking of the romantic dinner they had had the night before. 

Hayden smiled at the way Sebastian lit up, “That’s great.  Does she go to Columbia too?”

Sebastian smirked, “No, he doesn’t.  He goes to Parsons for fashion design.”

Hayden’s eyebrows rose, “Huh.”

“Huh?”  Sebastian raised his brows in return.

Hayden shrugged, “I think you’re the first gay person I’ve met.  At least that I know of.”

Sebastian chuckled and made a questioning face, “Really?”

Hayden gave him a look, “I’m guessing small town Ohio wasn’t the best place to be gay?  Imagine Kentucky. I’m sure if anyone at my high school were gay, they stayed in the closet for a good reason.  A sad reason, but still.”

Sebastian nodded, “I suppose so.  My fiance went to public school for a good part of high school and had a hard time.  He’s… more obvious than me. I went to a private school and didn’t have a problem. And in Paris, it’s much more widely accepted.”

“What’s your fiance’s name?”

Sebastian smiled, “Kurt.”

“Did you get engaged while you were still in high school?”

Seb shook his head, “No.  I asked him while we were in Paris over the summer.”

Hayden smirked, “I’m assuming you don’t mean Paris, Kentucky when you refer to ‘Paris’.”

Sebastian laughed, “You would be assuming correctly.  My mother’s family is from Paris, France.”

Hayden smiled, “Fancy.”

Sebastian cringed a bit when Dave Karofsky’s face flashed in his mind’s eye.  He had been thinking of Dave and Blaine a lot lately...Ever since the previous Wednesday when they started the self defense class.  He made a mental note that he would have to check and make sure Kurt was okay, and that his thoughts/memories weren’t getting the best of him.

“Hey, you okay?”  Hayden noticed that Sebastian had zoned out.

“Yeah, sorry.”  He changed the subject back to Hayden, “How about you?  Seeing anyone special?”

Hayden sighed, “No.  I had a girlfriend named Annabelle for two years back in high school.  We broke up just before Christmas our senior year. That last semester of school was emotionally brutal.  But, not having her is what kinda pushed me to choose Columbia. I wanted to get away. Start over. I’m a bit nervous about dating again.  I’m a one woman man for the long haul type of guy. Dating a bunch of people to find a good fit, especially in the big city, kinda makes me nervous.”

Sebastian nodded, “Starting over can be really great, though.  That’s what it felt like when I moved to Ohio. It was a fresh start in a fresh place.  And when you open yourself up like that, sometimes it allows great things to happen.”

Hayden smiled and looked at Sebastian, “Kurt?”

Sebastian smiled and nodded, “Kurt.”

 

~

 

Puck and Elliott had gone to Washington Square again to wait for Sugar, Kurt, and Sebastian.  They were chatting when Puck looked up and frowned.  

Kurt walked up to them and quickly hugged Puck, “The mixer arrived late, Noah.  Don’t worry. Bas is stopping by to get her again.”

Puck looked relieved, “Okay, good.  She’s still a little nervous on her own, but she’s getting there.  Did she not make it to lunch with you and Chris?”

“Nope.  She was still waiting on the mixer.   It was just Chris and I.” Kurt turned to Elliott, “Hi, Elliott.  How have you been?”

Elliott smiled, “Good.  How about you?”

Kurt nodded as he sat next to Elliott on the wall of the fountain, “Good.”

Elliott looked at Puck, “Hopefully this class will help Sugar feel more comfortable when she’s out by herself.”

Puck nodded, “Yeah.  She’s doing better. We didn’t really know it was an issue until school started.  She had never really been on her own. I know we told you about the bakery, but Sugar’s family bought the entire building.  The top floor is an apartment that’s being refurbished for us. It’s not finished yet, so we’re living with Princess and Seb for awhile.  Which means that when she needs to be at the bakery for deliveries, or to meet with the company that is helping us get it off the ground, she often has to get there alone.”

Kurt added, “I told her to take a taxi until she feels better, but she’s determined not to.  Since it’s only a ten minute subway commute, she wants to do it on her own when she has to.”

Elliott said, “Well, today’s class should be helpful then.  Nate will be talking about being on your own in the city.” Puck and Kurt nodded.  Elliott sighed and shook his head, “Four people living in one apartment. That must be a tight squeeze.”

Puck smiled and Kurt bit his lip before chuckling a little, “We make it work.”

A few minutes later, Sebastian and Sugar came walking through the arch again.  This time they were holding hands. Elliott smiled and then smiled bigger when he saw the love in Puck and Kurt’s faces as they watched their partners approach.  

He sighed, “You all make me jealous.  Not much makes me jealous, but you guys do.”

Puck clapped Elliott on the back, but didn’t say anything.

“Hi, Love,”  Kurt greeted Sebastian as he neared.  

“Hi, Baby,”  Sebastian leaned down for a quick kiss.  He quickly greeted Elliott and Puck, as did Sugar.  He looked back to Kurt, “How were classes today?”  

“Good.  How were yours?”

Sebastian nodded, “Good.”  He spoke to the group, “This guy, Hayden, started talking to me today.  He’s in a lot of my classes. He seems really nice, and funny too. Anyway, he saw my ring and asked if I was married.  I told ‘no’, and that I’m engaged, and we continued talking. He assumed I was engaged to a girl, and when I corrected him he said, ‘Huh’.”

Kurt interrupted, “Huh?”

Sebastian chuckled, “Yep.  ‘Huh’. As casually as can be, he said I was the first gay person he’d ever met.”

Elliott’s eyes widened, “And he lives in New York?!”

Seb chuckled again, “Yeah, but he’s from a small town in Kentucky.  He made a point that if anyone at his school was gay, they probably stayed in the closet until after high school. It’s sad, but at the same time, I was very entertained by the fact that he was so casual about it.  No big deal.”

“Well, if you guys become friends, then he’ll meet all sorts of gay people,”  Kurt chuckled.

Puck frowned, “You know… I never really thought about that.  Of all the people we know who came to New York or Boston, only one other couple is straight besides Sugar and I.  And it seems a lot of people we’re meeting are gay too.”

Kurt frowned a bit and nodded, “You’re right.  I guess Hayden not knowing any people isn’t really all that surprising.  I mean, until two years ago, I didn’t know any other gay people. I mean, I knew some, but they weren’t out.  I bet it’s the same for Hayden.”

“Welp!”  Elliott said, “Now you know one more.  Puck, I think it’s great that you didn’t really think about that.  That just shows that you aren’t prejudice against gay people.”

Puck shrugged, “Nah, doesn’t bother me any.”

 

They made their way to class a few minutes early.  Sugar was happy to see Jenna was there already. She walked up and sat next to her, “Hi.  Jenna, right?”

Jenna smiled a little and nodded, “Right.  Sugar?”

Sugar smiled, “Yeah.  So, I was wondering if maybe you’d like to meet for lunch one day?  Or maybe even come over for dinner? Since I don’t go to school, it’s harder for me to meet new people.  And since it’s been hard for you, I thought maybe we could join forces. They guys could come too, if that makes you feel safer.  If you come for dinner, they’re a package deal since we all live together at the moment.”

“Um… that would be really nice.  We can try for lunch?”

“Great!  Why don’t we exchange numbers, and you can text me what days and times work best for you.  Right now, I’m pretty open, unless there’s another delivery soon. But I don’t think there is until next Tuesday.”

“Okay.”  Jenna handed Sugar her phone, and Sugar handed Jenna hers.  

As they were entering their information, Puck came up and sat next to Sugar.  He smiled, “Hi, Jenna.”

She blushed a little, “Hi.”

 

Nate began the class with everyone going around the circle and telling everyone their name again, then telling the group how they feel when they’re out on their own in the city.

When it got to Jenna she said, “I’m Jenna.  I don’t really go out much. But when I have to, I get really nervous.  I don’t feel like I belong here. I feel like I stick out like a sore thumb.  But I also feel weak, like I look like an easy target.”

Sugar said, “I’m Sugar.  I didn’t know I had a problem with it, until my boys started school.”  Everyone smiled a bit at her reference. She continued, “I’m not super comfortable being alone when I’m out and about.  At home I’m fine. With any of my boys, I’m fine. But by myself, I get nervous. I’m getting better though.”

Puck shrugged and shook his head, “I’m Puck.  I don’t really get nervous.”

Kurt started, “I’m Kurt.”  He gave a little shrug, “During the day, I’m just fine.  I get a little nervous at night. But honestly, there haven’t been many times when I’ve been on my own at night.  There are certain situations that I have to be careful in, no matter what time of day. I have PTSD, and have been triggered a few times, leading to panic attacks.  I’ve only had one since last school year. That was just over a week ago.”

Nate gave a nod.  “If you don’t mind me asking, how often did you get them before school let out?”

Kurt shrugged, “Too often.”  Nate nodded. Elliott became even more curious about what Kurt’s story was.

Sebastian was next, “I’m Sebastian.  When I’m by myself, I don’t get nervous.  I’m pretty used to city life. But sometimes I do get nervous when I’m out at night with Kurt in certain situations. Only because I know what’s triggered him in the past, so we’re really careful around those situations.  However, this last time was something new. I also get nervous when he’s out by himself, because he’s never been alone when he’s had a panic attack. I hope he’d be able to get his breathing under control on his own, but it’s something I think we both worry about.”  He looked at Kurt.

Kurt nodded, “Last time I fainted first.  When I woke up, I panicked. I don’t know what I’d do without my family there to calm me.”

 

The class continued with people’s responses, and then Elliott took over with more skills and techniques.  They reviewed what they had learned the week prior, then learned how to do a sweep, where they could kick the assailant’s legs out from under them.  

When class was over, and everyone left, Elliott stayed to talk to Nate.  “I worry about Kurt.”

Nate nodded, “I do too.  I think his case is a little more complicated than the others in class.  But at least he has a good support system.”

“Yeah, that he does.”

 

……………….



On Friday, Kurt had left campus and was headed down the street toward the subway.  He was lost in thought when he suddenly heard a woman’s voice, “Son of a bitch! Now what am I going to do?!”  She was out of her car and walking toward the hood that had bellows of smoke coming out through every open crevice.  

Kurt ran over as he said, “What you’re not going to do, is get that Dolce & Gabbana dress all smokey.  Back up.” She looked at him, confused for a second, but backed up.  He continued, “Can you pop the hood?”

“Sure.” She frowned, “But you’ll get your clothes all smokey too.”  

Kurt shrugged. “I made this.  It didn’t cost $1,700 like your dress did.”  

She raised her eyebrows and looked him up and down quickly, then got in her car and looked for the latch that would pop the hood.

Kurt yelled to her, “Try the dash, lower left side.”

She found it and pulled the lever.  Kurt pushed the hood open and braced it with the bar.  He stepped back and let some of the smoke escape before looking around in the engine for a minute, leaning over to get a better look.  Once he leaned back out, he said, “Luckily, you've just got an oil leak. All you need to do is replace this broken valve cover gasket.  It’s fast and cheap. If you have AAA, just tell what you need, and they should be able to bring here and fix it on the spot.”  

As Kurt was working, the woman had been watching, but mostly she was checking out the clothes he was wearing.  When he finished, she smiled and offered her hand, “Isabelle Wright. Who might you be?”

Kurt’s eyes widened as he shook her hand, “Isabelle Wright, as in Vogue’s Isabelle Wright?”

She smiled and gave a small chuckle, “Yes.  Now tell me the name of this superhero in front of me that knows fashion and cars.”

“Oh!  My name is Kurt Hummel.”

She smiled and eyed his clothes again, “So, Kurt Hummel, did you really make this yourself?  The lines are fantastic,” She ran her hand across Kurt’s shoulder, “And the craftsmanship is so well executed.”  

“I did.  I make a lot of my own clothes.”  Kurt just stood and looked at her, trying to grasp what was happening.

She looked him in the eye and cocked her eyebrow, “And the car?”

Kurt was still standing motionless, nearly in shock.  He was glad his brain was functioning enough to answer her questions, “My dad owns a garage.  I grew up learning to fix cars. I have my mechanics license.”

Isabelle studied him for a minute, “So...You love fashion enough to know who I am, what designer made my dress, and how much it costs.  You are talented enough to make your own clothes… And you have a mechanics license.” She paused and frowned a bit, “Where on Earth are you from?”

Kurt smiled and raised his eyebrows as he shrugged his shoulders, “Ohio.” 

Isabelle laughed, “Me too.”

 “Really?”  Kurt asked, sounding surprised.

“Yeah.  Columbus.  What about you?”

“Lima.”

Isabelle shook her head, “I’m glad you escaped.  Someone like you was destined for more than Lima could possibly offer you.  What are you doing here in New York? Do you go to school?” She put her hand up to stop him from answering, “Never mind.  Don’t answer that yet. How about, as a thank you for saving my dress, and diagnosing my car, I take you to dinner. It won’t be a nice homemade meal like in Ohio... God, I miss those… But it’s my treat.”

Kurt was finally coming out of his trance completely now.  Everything she said was sinking in, “Well, how about I make you a nice home cooked meal?  I have a pot roast in the crock pot at home.  My fiance and I were planning on staying in tonight.  Our best friends are living with us while their place gets remodeled, and they’re making dessert.  I’d love for you to join us. I promise the dessert alone will be worth it. We could go now, if you’d like.”

“Seriously?”  She asked. Kurt nodded.  She narrowed her eyes a bit and asked, “How far?”  She liked Kurt right away, but wasn’t about to follow him to the slums.  

“Upper West Side.  Just a few subway stops away.”

Isabelle thought for a minute, then answered, “Okay.  Let me call my office and have them send someone down to stay with the car and wait for AAA to show up.”  

“Okay.  I’ll call Bas and tell him I’m bringing home a woman.  He’ll be shocked,” Kurt smiled, and Isabelle laughed.

Isabelle called her assistant and told them to call AAA, gave her membership number, told them what part the car needed, and told them where to come meet her while Kurt called Sebastian.

 

“Hey, Babe.  Are you on your way home?”  Sebastian answered.

“Yes, but I’m bringing company for dinner.  Isabelle Wright, from Vogue.com. It’s a long story, and I’ll explain when we get there, but I wanted to give you a heads up.”

“Wow...Okay.  I’ll see you soon?”

“Yeah.  Maybe 20 minutes?”

“Okay, we’ve got this.  Love you.”

“Love you too, Bas.”

 

As soon as Sebastian hung up, he left the office where he had been studying and went into the kitchen where Sugar was mixing the ingredients for dessert. “Sugar, Kurt will be here in 20 minutes, and he’s bringing a guest.  Someone from Vogue. He said he’ll explain when he gets here. I’m going to go change. Can you make sure the kitchen is cleaned up?”

“Woah...Vogue?  He’s probably flipping out!”  Sugar rushed to clean up some flour and egg shells.

“He sounded kind of calm, actually.  But I still want to make sure everything goes well, and we look presentable. I’ll go tell Puck.”  Sebastian went out onto the terrace where Puck was studying. “Hey.”

“Hey,”  Puck said, looking up from his book.

“Kurt called and said he’s bringing home someone from Vogue to eat dinner with us.  He said he’d explain when he gets here, but I think we should both go change. He’ll be here in about 20 minutes.”

“Shit. Vogue?  Yeah, he’d kill me if they showed up and I was wearing a vintage Rush t-shirt and jeans.”  Puck was getting up as they spoke.

“Yeah, he would,”  Sebastian chuckled.  

They both went upstairs and changed.  Sebastian chose the green shirt that Kurt had made him. He paired it with dark grey dress slacks, a black belt, and black shoes.  

Puck wore a deep red Marc Jacobs shirt and black dress pants that Kurt bought him.  Kurt had said it was his color, and that he needed in case they went somewhere fancy.  Puck didn’t think he’d be going anywhere fancy, but now he was glad he had it.  

Sugar freshened her makeup, and put on a nice Juliet Dunn dress that she paired it with a coordinating cardigan and necklace.  

They were all finished getting ready within a record breaking 10 minutes.  Sebastian was impressed. He double checked, making sure everything was clean.  Living with Kurt, it always was. He went to the kitchen and started chopping salad as Sugar and Puck finished cleaning up from Sugar’s baking.

 

Kurt and Isabelle got off the subway and started walking toward the penthouse.  When they approached the building, Isabelle raised an eyebrow, “Seriously?”

Kurt chuckled, “Yeah, I know.”

Raymond opened the door, “Welcome home, Mr. Hummel.”

“Thank you, Raymond.”  

In the lobby, George greeted, “Good evening, Mr. Hummel.”

As Kurt passed, he said, “Hi George.  Have a nice night.”  

“You too, Mr. Hummel.”

In the elevator, Kurt swiped his card and entered the code.  He looked at Isabelle, who was just looking at him with wonder.  He smiled, “I know. I’m full of surprises. I don’t fit in any box.”

“I see that.  This is not what I was expecting from someone who said he’s from Lima, Ohio.”

Kurt laughed, “Most of Lima, Ohio would be just as surprised.  Trust me.”

 

The doors opened and Kurt ushered Isabelle in.  

“Wow.  This is beautiful,”  Isabelle said, looking around.

“Not as beautiful as the people in it,”  Kurt smiled. “Come on, let me introduce you.”  He walked over to the dining room area, and Isabelle followed.  “Everyone, this is Isabelle Wright. Ms. Wright, this is my fiance, Sebastian Smythe, and our best friends, Noah Puckerman and Sugar Motta.”  Everyone said hello and shook hands.

“It’s a pleasure to meet you all.  Please, call me Isabelle,” she smiled.  “Kurt here saved the day. He diagnosed my car, and saved my designer dressed from getting ruined with smoke.”  

They all chuckled, which was very telling to Isabelle.

“That sounds like Kurt,”  Sebastian smiled. Kurt excused himself so he could change out of the shirt that smelled like smoke. 

“Your dress is lovely.  It would be a tragedy to have ruined it with smoke.”  Sugar smiled.  

“Thank you,”  Isabelle said, “Your dress is lovely as well.  Dunn is one of my favorite young designers.

“Thank you!”  Sugar said.

“Please, Isabelle, have a seat.  We’re just getting ready to put dinner on the table,”  Sebastian smiled.

Puck had already put the pot roast in a serving dish, and Sebastian had put the salad and mashed potatoes in serving bowls.  They carried them to the table as Sugar got the cake out of the oven and let it cool.  

Kurt came down wearing a McQueen shirt and dress pants. He quickly took his clothes that were smokey and put them in the wash before returning to join everyone.  They sat down and began their meal.

“So are you all from Lima, Ohio?”  Isabelle asked.

“Yes.  Well, Sebastian is from Westerville,”  Sugar answered.

“And did you all go to school together?”  She gestured to Kurt, Puck, and Sugar.

“Yes, sort of.  Noah and Sugar and I went to McKinley High School together, and then I transferred to Dalton Academy where Bas was going to school.”  

“Oh, I’ve heard of Dalton Academy.”  Isabelle smiled.

“Really?”  Sebastian asked.

“Yes, I’m from Columbus.”

“Small world!”  Sebastian smiled.

Isabelle smiled, “So is Dalton how the two of you met?”

“No.  We had met before that, actually.  Sebastian came to my rescue when I needed it.  We were dating before I transferred. Let’s just say public school in small town Ohio wasn’t working for someone like me.  That’s why I transferred.” Kurt answered.  

“I see.  Well, hopefully the big city is working out better for you.”  Isabelle smiled a soft knowing smile.

“It is.  I love it here.”  Kurt returned her smile. 

“So, Kurt, I’m assuming you are going to school for fashion design, since you made the shirt you had on earlier?”

“I am.  I’m a student at Parsons.”  Kurt nodded.

Puck jumped in, “He received a full scholarship.  He was also accepted at NYADA and FIT.”

Isabelle’s eyebrows shot up, “Wow!  You really are multi-talented.”

Kurt blushed and shrugged his shoulders, “I guess?”

“He is.  Don’t let his modesty fool you.  In his senior year alone he won two National championships because of his incredible voice...and he made the shirt I’m wearing,”  Sebastian beamed.

“Another Kurt Hummel creation.  It’s very nice. Love the stitching designs.  Unique, but subtle.”

“Thank you,”  Kurt said shyly.

She turned to Sebastian, “What about you, Sebastian?  Where do you go to school?”

“I’m a Pre Med student at Columbia.”

“Wow.”  Isabelle made a face like she was really impressed.

“Noah?  Sugar? What about you two?  Are you students as well?”

Noah nodded, “I’m a business student at NYU.”

Sugar added, “I’m a baker.  We’re opening a bakery called The Sugar Shack in a few months.”

“Wait until you taste a Sugar Shack special. It’s Heaven on Earth,”  Kurt bragged.  

They chatted some more throughout dinner.  When everyone was finished, Puck and Sebastian cleared the plates, and Sugar frosted the cake.  She sliced it and put a piece on a small plate for each person. Kurt went over and grabbed two at a time, placing them in front of each seat.

Sebastian said, “Sugar’s family is remodeling a building in Chelsea.  The ground level will be home to The Sugar Shack. They’ll live in one of the apartments upstairs, when it’s finished.  Puck is studying business so they can run it on their own one day.”

Once everyone was seated, they began to eat.  Isabelle’s eyes widened, and the group all grinned,  ”Oh. My. God.... Sugar! This is the best cake I have ever eaten!”

“Thank you!”  Sugar smiled.  

“Well, you have a loyal customer already, Sugar.  I will be there, for sure. And I’ll bring everyone I know.”  Isabelle smiled.

“Thank you so much!”  Sugar beamed.

Isabelle looked between Puck and Sugar, “Are you two…”

Puck nodded, “Yes, we’re together.  She’s the love of my life.” He reached out and grabbed her hand.

“Well, I must say… This has been a very surprising evening,”  Isabelle smiled. “You are all very impressive. Kurt, I would love to see more of what you’ve made.  Do you have a portfolio you would be willing to show me?”

Kurt’s brows shot straight to his hairline.  He quietly spoke, “Really?” He shook himself back to reality, “Yes.  I have a digital portfolio that I can show you. I can even make you a copy, if you’d like.”

Isabelle nodded, “I’d love to see it.  I have time, if you do.”

Kurt quickly nodded, “I do!  I can show you some other pieces that are not in the portfolio yet, if you’d like a closet tour.”

“That would be great!”

“You two can go do that.  We’ll clean up,” Sebastian said as he stood.  

“Thanks, Love,”  Kurt leaned over and kissed Sebastian’s cheek as he stood as well.  

 

Kurt took Isabelle into the office and turned on the desktop computer, since it had a bigger screen than his laptop.  He pulled up his portfolio, which consisted of clothes he was modeling, Leah modeling her prom dress, and a few shirts Sebastian was modeling that Kurt had made for him. Once he had it pulled up, he stood and allowed Isabelle to sit. 

“Kurt, these are amazing!”  She scrolled down through the pictures.  “You could all be models, too. Holy cow.”  She gasped, “That dress! It’s stunning! Who is that modeling it?”

“That’s my gorgeous future sister-in-law, Leah.  It’s her prom dress. We couldn’t find a dress that was right for her, so I made her one.  She’d look good in a trash bag, but I do love the way the dress turned out.”

“She IS gorgeous.  And so is that dress.”  When she got to the end, she leaned back in the chair.  “I can see why you got a full ride to Parsons.”

Kurt blushed slightly, “Thank you.”

She looked up at him, “Closet tour?”

“Sure!  Follow me.”

They headed upstairs to the master bedroom.  Isabelle looked around without being too nosy, “This place is beautiful, Kurt.”

“Thank you.  Bas’ aunt decorated it a few years ago.  This is his family’s place. Well, it’s ours now.  I’m still getting used to that fact,” he chuckled.

They entered the master suite closet.  Isabelle smiled, “Wow. This is huge!”

Kurt smiled, “I know.  I told Bas that we still have plenty of space to add more clothes.  He humors me.” He pulled out some of the clothes he made and started hanging them on a hook that was on the side of a tall mirror.  

Isabelle watched, “How did you get some of these other pieces?  Online? I mean, I’m sure Lima malls don’t carry these big names.”

Kurt turned to look at what she was looking at, “That particular piece is one I bought in Paris a couple of months ago.  Bas’ family owns a place there, too, and we spent a month of our summer there. Shopping in Paris was phenomenal. I had to show major restraint.”  Isabelle laughed and he continued. “I got a couple of pieces at a high end resale shop in Columbus. Some of the pieces were bought online, or given to me as gifts from my Dalton friends.”

She walked over to where Kurt was setting out clothes, “You made all of these?”

Kurt nodded, “I did.  Some are mine, and some are Bas’... But I made them all.  Feel free to look for a minute. I’m going to go grab a dress from Sugar’s closet that I made for her.”  He left to quickly grab the dress. When he got back, Isabelle was inspecting the stitches.

“I love the way you change up your stitching.  It’s a subtle, but it’s so appealing. It’s a great detail.”

“Thank you.”

“You’re labels all say KHS.  Kurt Hummel…?”

Kurt smiled, “Smythe.  We’re getting married next summer.  No sense in changing my labels later.” 

Isabelle smiled, “I see.  He seems great, by the way.”

“He’s the best,”  Kurt beamed.

She chuckled. “I can almost see the actual heart shapes in your eyes.”

He chuckled in return, “Yeah.”

“But,”  she started, “I see them in his eyes too.  It’s wonderful to see.” Kurt nodded. He quickly put the clothes back on the rail once she was finished. 

As they walked back down the stairs, Isabelle asked, “Kurt, do you work?”

He shook his head, “No, not yet.  I had been saving for college for years.  I worked as a mechanic at my dad’s shop for a long time, saving my money for school.  But then I got a full scholarship, and we moved into a place that my future in-laws already own… So unless an amazing opportunity comes up, I’m giving myself the first semester of school to acclimate to our new life here in the city.”

They had reached the bottom of the steps where Sebastian, Puck, and Sugar were sitting in the living room.  She turned to Kurt, “Well, I’m assuming you got good grades in school, since you got a scholarship.” Kurt nodded, and she continued, “Would being my intern be enough of an amazing opportunity?  It doesn’t pay much,” she looked around, “but since you don’t need to make rent…”

Kurt was standing frozen in his spot, with eyes wide.  Sebastian had the same look on his face, only with a small smile gracing his lips, and Sugar wasn’t far off.  Puck was the one who seemed to be on Earth, and able to communicate. After several seconds of silence, he cleared his throat, and quietly muttered, “Princess…”

Kurt blinked and looked at Puck.  His eyes widened even more, realizing that he hadn’t responded to Isabelle. He quickly looked back at her,  “Yes! Sorry. Yes, I would definitely love that!”

Isabelle smiled, and Kurt’s family was beaming. 

“Great!  I’d like you to come to the office sometime this week, and work out a schedule that works with your class schedule.”  She sat down in a chair, “Now. Tell me about this voice of yours.”

Kurt chuckled and sat next to Sebastian, “Well, I’m not the only one who can sing.  We all do. Bas and I were in our show choir and we won the National competition. Noah and Sugar, along with the rest of my friends family, won 5th place.  I had been in their show choir before transferring. And while I still went to McKinley, we won Cheer Nationals.” 

Isabelle looked a little confused, so Sebastian added, “They weren’t a normal cheer squad.  Kurt sang, all while catching some serious air time. He was amazing.”

She looked impressed as she nodded, “Can I hear you sing something?”  They all smiled.

Kurt chuckled, “Sure.  We’re always up for singing a song or two.”  They all rose from their seats and headed to the grand piano.  Kurt sat, “Noah, can you play along? We could sing Ben Platt’s  Older .”  He looked at Isabelle, “This song reminds me of a talk my dad has had with us about living in every moment and not letting time, or opportunities, pass you by.”

“Sure, Princess.”  His eyes widened for a second, “I mean Kurt.”  

Everyone chuckled, and Isabelle said, “I have a feeling there’s a good story behind that nickname.”

Kurt smiled and teasingly shrugged one shoulder as he said, “There may be…”  

Once Puck had grabbed his guitar that he had on a stand in the corner, Kurt began to play.  He sang, “I was walking down 57th street towards Park, with the same old song in my same old heart, making plans I'm gonna do when I get older.  Passed a gray-haired man and I found his eyes. It's like he knew my thoughts and he read my mind, saying life is gonna find you when it's supposed to.  Felt my feet stop short and I turned my head. Tried to lean into every word he said. Then he said…”

Sebastian, Sugar, and Noah sang backup as Noah began to strum along, “When you are younger, you'll wish you're older.  Then when you're older, you'll wish for time to turn around. Don't let your wonder, turn into closure. When you get older.  When you get older…” 

Isabelle chuckled a minute later when Kurt wrinkled his nose and shook ‘no’ as he looked at Sebastian and sang, “And will I get to know myself in the place I am, get to fall in love with another man…”  She smiled bigger when she saw Sebastian wink at Kurt.  

When the song was over, she clapped and bounced a little like a young school girl, “That was amazing!  Thank you so much for indulging me. I have had a wonderful time tonight. You are all just incredible. I’m so glad I was fortunate enough to have car trouble!”  Everyone chuckled. “Kurt, I think the gods were smiling down on me when you came to my rescue. I’m going to leave you all to whatever you had planned for the evening.  Thanks again for dinner. Sugar, you let me know when the bakery is open. I will be there. I’ll order some things to share in the office, and it will spread the word quickly, I’m sure.”

“Thank you so much!”  Sugar beamed.

Isabelle looked back at Kurt and handed him her card that she had gotten out of her purse, “Call me in the morning and we’ll set up a time for you to come in and work out your schedule and discuss your duties.”

“Thank you so much for this opportunity,  Ms. Wright.”

“Please, call me Isabelle.  No need to thank me. I am so grateful to have someone of your talent on my team.  I have a feeling you’ll go far in this industry.”  

Kurt’s family was smiling from ear to ear.  Kurt just nodded shyly and thanked her again.  Kurt walked her to the elevator, and when the doors closed, he turned around with wide eyes.  Sebastian, Puck, and Sugar all cheered for him and ran over to give him hugs.

Isabelle smiled seconds after the doors closed when she heard cheering.  

Kurt plopped down on the couch, and Sebastian sat next to him, turned so he was facing Kurt as he held his hand.  Kurt sighed, “Who would have thought that being a mechanic would be what would help me get my foot in the door of the fashion industry?”

“That was amazing, Babe.  She was really impressed with your work, and seemed to really like you.”

“She was delightful, Angel.  This could be huge for you!” Sugar and Puck had cuddled together on the couch opposite Kurt and Sebastian.

“I wonder what this internship will have you doing?”  Puck questioned.

“I don’t even care.  I could be getting her coffee or something, and I wouldn’t care.  I’m excited about seeing Vogue from the inside, ya know?”

Sebastian leaned forward and kissed Kurt’s temple, “I’m so proud of you, Baby.”

Kurt grinned, “Thanks, Bas.  And thank you all for changing your clothes and making sure dinner was ready.  I love you guys.”

“We love you, too, Princess.  I figured you wouldn’t like it if I was wearing my Rush t-shirt and ripped jeans.”

Kurt laughed, “Yeah, I might have had a minor heart attack.  You all look great.” 






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Chapter 6: Building Friendships

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Kurt, Sebastian, Puck, Sugar, and Chris all went out to dinner to celebrate Kurt’s internship, just as they had for Sebastian.  They Skyped their families, who were extremely happy for Kurt, but also highly entertained by the story of how this opportunity came about.  They all laughed when Burt said, “Well, you’re welcome for helping you enter the fashion world, Bud.” Kurt lovingly rolled his eyes and thanked his father.

 

………………

 

On Saturday, Sugar met Jenna for lunch.  They weren’t able to get together during the week, but they both had all day Saturday free.  They got along great and laughed a lot.  

“You’re so much fun, Jenna.  I’m so glad we were able to get together outside of class.”

Jenna smiled, showing off her adorable dimples, “Me too.  Thanks for inviting me. We’ll have to do this again sometime soon.  I’m not that shy… I’m just nervous.”

Sugar nodded, “I totally understand now.  I’ve never been shy or nervous, until recently.  Being in a big city by yourself has to be hard.  Like I said in class, when I’m with my boys, I’m fine.  But as soon as I’m alone in public, in this huge new city, it’s a whole different story.  I can’t imagine never having someone with me that I feel comfortable with.”

Jenna nodded, “Yeah, you’re lucky.”  She paused for a minute, “So, you and Puck are a couple.  And Kurt and Sebastian are a couple and they are your best friends?”

Sugar smiled, “Yep. Puck and I live with them while our apartment is being refurbished.  My family bought the building where the bakery will be. We’re redoing the bakery and apartment.  The bakery is coming along nicely, but the apartment is slow going.”

“Wow.  Are you all friends from high school?”

“Yeah.  I moved to Lima, Ohio from Cincinnati when I was a sophomore.  I met Angel… that’s Kurt… when he rebuilt my car for me at his dad’s garage.  I joined Glee Club because of him, and that’s where I met Puck. Then we all met Sebastian about a year ago.”

“Kurt can fix a car?”  Jenna smiled.

Sugar giggled at the look on her face, “Yeah.  There’s not much Angel can’t do.”

“That’s impressive.”

Sugar nodded, “Angel and Seb are both impressive.  Angel makes a lot of his own clothes, can fix cars, play piano, cook, draw, sing, act.  He even played football for awhile as the kicker, and he was a cheerleader. Like, the kind that does flips in the air and stuff.  He did it all while singing, and our school’s squad won Nationals because of him.  Seb is talented too. He and Angel won the National Show Choir competition as dual leads.  He plays lacrosse, soccer, piano and guitar, is super smart, and is the nicest guy. They’re both amazing.  And so in love.”

“You can tell.  You can tell with you and Puck, too.  I want a guy to look at me the way Puck looks at you.”  Jenna sighed and had a dreamy, far off look in her eyes.

Sugar giggled, “Yeah.  He’s amazing. He’s like candy.  He’s got a hard shell, but is soft and gooey on the inside.”  Jenna laughed. Sugar added, “You’ll find your Mr. Right eventually.”

 

The girls continued to talk for awhile, then walked together back to NYU’s campus.  Puck had been working at the bookstore all day, so the girls stopped by to see him.

“Hi ladies!”  Puck greeted as they walked in.  “Did you have a nice lunch?” He leaned down and kissed Sugar on the cheek quick.

“We did!  How much longer until you’re off work?”  Sugar asked.

Puck looked over at the clock, “About twenty minutes.  Do you want to hang around here and then we can go home together?”

Sugar nodded, “Yeah.  Do you know what Seb and Angel have planned for tonight?”

Puck smiled, “I heard Princess say something about pj’s and movies once he gets to a stopping point on the project he’s working on.  I have little reading I need to do, then I’m free.”

Sugar got a look on her face that Puck knew all too well.  She was planning something in her head and wasn’t going to take a ‘no’ very easily.  She smiled wide, “Jenna…” she sing-songed, “I think you need to join us for a pj party!”

Jenna’s eyes widened a bit, “I don’t know… I mean, I don’t want to intrude.  I’m sure you all want some alone time with your significant others.”

“Pfft,”  Sugar waved her hand, “He sees me plenty.  All four of us are always up for company. Our friend Chris comes over all the time.  He even spends the night. I should call him! That way you’ll know even more people on campus.  He’s a cheerleader here.”

Jenna shook her head, “That would be super awkward.”

Puck gave her an understanding smile, “We aren’t fixing you up or anything.  Chris is gay.”

Jenna raised her eyebrows, “Oh.  Well, okay then.  I’ve had a lot of fun today.  I could use a little more. Are you sure there’ll be enough room for six of us though?”

Sugar let out a little giggle and Puck smiled, “Yeah, there’s room.  You can spend the night, too, if you want.”

Jenna hummed then said, “How about you check with Kurt and Sebastian, since it’s their place.  I don’t want to intrude.”

Sugar said, “Well, I know what they’ll say, but I’ll ask anyway, if it makes you feel better.”  Sugar sent a quick text to Kurt and Seb both.  

To Angel and Seb:

Is it okay with you guys if Jenna comes over?   Maybe spends the night?  We could ask Chris, too.

Within minutes, Kurt texted back.

From Angel:

OMGosh I so need a slumber party!!!  Yes!!!

From Seb:

He literally squealed, Sug.  I think that’s a yes, for sure.  Jenna is always welcome.

 

Sugar smiled as she read their responses to Jenna.  Jenna laughed, “Well, I can’t say no now. He squealed.”

Puck laughed, “Why don’t you two go get Jenna’s stuff and call Chris.  Meet me back here when you’re done.”

“Sounds good, Sweetie.”

 

The girls went to get Jenna’s overnight bag and called Chris along the way.  He had a date later that evening, but said he would be over after. They met Puck back at the bookstore and headed to the subway together.  When it got a little crowded, Puck offered Jenna his other hand, which she gratefully accepted.  

When they exited the subway station, Sugar said, “So, Jenna... There’s something you’re going to find out about Sebastian that he and Angel aren’t really trying to hide, but also aren’t announcing to the world, if you catch my drift.”

Jenna frowned a bit, “Okay….”

“Seb has money.  A lot of it.  They live in a penthouse.”  Sugar looked over to Jenna.

Jenna’s brows were raised and her eyes wide, “A penthouse?”

“Yeah.  They just want people to like them for them before they find out Seb has money, ya know?  The penthouse has been in his family since the building was built. His grandfather and father both went to Columbia as well, so they lived there during college too.  And now Seb and Angel do. I just didn’t want to shock you too much once we get there.”

“Okay…”  Jenna was trying to take it all in.

Puck explained, “Seb and Princess are totally laid back, easy going people when you hang out with them.  You don’t have to act a certain way, or dress a certain way. Just be yourself. That’s what they appreciate.  You would never know Seb comes from money if it weren’t for his material possessions. He’s a really cool guy, and my best friend.  Our family, as we call it, is made up of all types of people.” He paused for a minute, “I guess what I’m trying to say is… He won’t prejudge you about who you really are, so don’t prejudge him because of his money.”

Jenna nodded, “I get it.  And I won’t go telling everyone in class, either.  I get that they are afraid people will like them just because of the money.”

“Thanks, Jenna.”  Sugar smiled, “We really do appreciate it.”

 

When they approached the building Jenna quietly said, “Um.  It’s right across from Central Park?”

Puck chuckled, “Yep.”

When they got upstairs, Jenna tried to take it all in without seeming too obvious.  

Kurt came out of the laundry room, “Hi, Jenna!”  He hugged her, much to her surprise.

She smiled, “Hi!  Thanks so much for having me.  Your place is beautiful, Kurt.”

He smiled in return, “Thank you.  I had nothing to do with it, but thanks.  And you’re welcome here any time. I have a little more work to do on my project, but I won’t be long.  Bas is studying, but he has his earbuds in. He’ll be out eventually.  Make yourself at home, Jenna.  Sugar can show you around.” 

“Come on, Jenna.  I’ll show you to your room.”

Sugar showed Jenna the penthouse without going into the office to disturb Sebastian.  They ended up out on the terrace talking, while Puck went up to the study space between the bedrooms to get his reading done.

When Kurt finished his project, he joined the girls.  “I know it’s only 4:00, but I think it’s pajama time already.”  The girls smiled.

“I agree.  It’s been a long week, and pj’s sound perfect,”  Jenna said as she stood.  

When they got upstairs, Puck smirked, “Already?”

“Yep!”  Kurt and Sugar answered at the same time.  He shook his head and went back to reading.

A few minutes later, Kurt came out in his pajamas.  Puck looked up, “They aren’t out yet.”

“Okay.  Do you mind sending them into my room when they come out?”

“Sure, Princess.”

Kurt was getting out some stuff for facials when the girls walked in.  They began giving each other facials, manicures, and pedicures. They had fun laughing at each others fun stories, and had a good time getting to know Jenna, and vice versa.

Sebastian finished as much studying as he could handle for the day.  He made his way upstairs, where he could hear laughing coming from their bathroom.  He looked at Puck with raised brows. Puck chuckled and shrugged his shoulders.

Sebastian made his way into the room.  He leaned against the door frame, watching unnoticed.  He smiled, “You guys look like you’re having fun.”

Kurt turned and smiled, “We are, Love.  Want a manicure?”

“Sure.”  Sebastian sat next to Sugar on the counter and let Kurt give him a manicure.  

 

When they finished, they headed downstairs to do a little baking and ordered dinner.

As they were baking, Sugar watched Jenna.  Finally, she said, “Jenna, you seem like a natural baker.  You don’t hesitate with ingredients, you’re efficient, and you clean as you go, which I love.”

Jenna smiled, “I used to bake with my grandma back home.  She always makes such good Christmas cookies. I’m going to miss those this Christmas.  I’m not sure I’ll be able to go home this year.”

“Why not?”  Kurt asked.

Jenna shrugged, “I need to start looking for a job.  I was too scared to get one last year, and I burned through money fast.  It’s one of the reasons I’m taking a self defense class. I can’t afford to sit inside and just go to classes.”

Sugar poured the milk into the batter, “You should come work for me.  The bakery will be opening soon. I’ll need good help. You obviously do well in the kitchen.  And if you don’t want to be in the kitchen, you can work out front as a cashier.”

“Really?”

“Yeah!  I think it would be great.”  

Everyone was smiling as Jenna accepted the offer, “I would love that, Sugar.  Thank you so much.”

 

The five of them were having a great time together, and Jenna felt very welcomed.  Dinner was being cleaned up, and dessert was being plated, when the Pablo buzzed. 

“Yes, Pablo?”  Sebastian answered.

“Mr. Carnes is here to see you, Mr. Smythe.”

“Thanks, Pablo.  Send him up.”

As soon as Chris came into the penthouse, he asked, “Did I miss dessert?”

They all chuckled.  Sugar smiled, “You’re just in time, Hun.”

As they all greeted Chris, Puck said, “Chris, this is our new friend, Jenna.  She’s in our self defense class.”

Chris smiled, “It’s nice to meet you, Jenna!”

She smiled in return, “You too.”

Kurt raised an eyebrow, “So, Chris, that was a quick date.  Throw him back out to sea already?”

Chris sighed and made a face, “Yes.  Oh my gosh, it was awful. I’m not sure if New York has any normal fish.”  Everyone chuckled.

Seb asked, “Was this the same guy as Thursday?  Art exhibit guy?”

Chris shook his head, “Nope, different fish.”

They all chuckled again, “So where did you meet this...fish?”  Jenna asked.

“I met this fish at the Palladium.  He came in to ask some questions at the front desk when I was walking out.  We started talking, and he seemed nice enough, so I asked him out. But tonight at dinner, he was totally rude to the wait staff.  That’s a huge turn off for me.  So, I excused myself as soon as I could, and came straight here.  I might need to borrow some pajamas.”

“I’ll go get you some,”  Seb said as he turned to go upstairs.  

Jenna nodded, “I understand the rudeness turning you off.  I just don’t get why people are like that.”

They sat and talked as they ate dessert.  Jenna, of course, loved it. It made her extra excited to work at The Sugar Shack, since she could honestly back what they’d be selling.  

After dessert, they laid around, snuggling on the couches and chairs.  Chris and Jenna had hit it off right away, and Chris had declared himself Jenna’s gay boyfriend.  He sat in the chair and held his arms out for her, “You know you want to…”

She giggled and sat with him.  They ended up snuggling as they all watched a movie.  For the first time since being in New York, Jenna finally felt comfortable.



…………….

 

Kurt called Isabelle first thing Monday morning to arrange a time that they could meet to work out his schedule.

“Kurt!”  Isabelle answered after the secretary patched him through.

“Hi, Ms. Wright.  I’m calling to make an appointment with you so we can go over my schedule.”

“Fantastic.  But, please, call me Isabelle.”

Kurt smiled, “Okay, Isabelle.  I can stop by today around lunch time, or I can after my last class, around 3:00.”

“How about lunch time?  I can order us something to eat, and we can talk about the schedule and what your duties will be.  Does noon work for you?”

“Noon would be fine,”  Kurt nodded, even though she couldn’t see him.

“And is Chinese okay?”

“That sounds great.  I’ll see you at noon.”

“I’m looking forward to it, Kurt.”

 

Kurt came out of the office and wrapped his arms around Sebastian’s waist from behind as Seb washed his hands at the sink. 
“I’m meeting Isabelle for lunch at her office.  This is so surreal.”

Seb dried his hands and turned around in Kurt’s arms, “It’s amazing is what it is.  I’m glad someone as important as her recognized your talent.” He kissed Kurt on the forehead.  “I’m proud of you, Baby.”

Kurt smiled, “Thanks, Bas.”

 

Kurt was in Integrative Studio class when Channing came in and plopped down next to him with a sigh.  They had a lot of the same classes, and really enjoyed each other’s company. She was an African American woman with a buzzed hairstyle that made everyone take notice of how beautiful she was.  She was always wearing large, funky earrings, and fun, fashionable clothes. Kurt loved her style.

He raised a brow, “Rough weekend?”

Channing groaned in response, and Kurt chuckled.  She batted her eyelashes at him, “You could take me to lunch to make me feel better…”

Kurt bit his lip, then said, “I actually already have lunch plans.”

Channing playfully rolled her eyes, “Oh, is your fiance - who I haven’t met yet, so he doesn’t really exist, in my head - taking you to lunch?”

Kurt bit his lip again as he smiled and shook his head.  Channing narrowed her eyes, “Then what is it? You’re up to something…”

“I got an internship at Vogue.com,” he whispered.

“You what!?” she sat straight up in the chair.

Kurt’s eyes widened as he looked around.  He looked back at her, “Shhh! I don’t want anyone else to know until I know it’s going to work out.”

Speaking at a normal volume again, Channing asked, “How did this happen?  I mean, I know there’s still a lot we don’t know about each other, but I would have thought you would have told me if you had applied at Vogue.”

They were interrupted when the professor came in and began class.  Kurt could tell that the fact that Channing still didn’t know was really bugging her all through class.  The minute the professor dismissed them, Channing said, “Okay, spill.”

Kurt took a deep breath, “Well, after I left on Friday, there was a lady having car trouble.  There was smoke coming out from under the hood, and she was wearing a new Dolce and Cabbana dress, heading right for it.  I made her stop so she wouldn’t ruin it. Anyway, long story short, I diagnosed her car, saved her dress, she found out I made the clothes I was wearing, and she came home with me for dinner.”  Channing was just staring at him. He chuckled, “What?”

She shook her head slightly, “I have so many questions…”

Kurt grinned, “Okay…”

She frowned a bit, “You know how to diagnose a car issue?”

Kurt chuckled again and made a face, “Yes.  And fix it. Why does that always surprise people?”

Channing made a face in return as she looked him up and down, “Come on, Kurt.  How many mechanics do you know that dress like you?”

He nodded, “Okay, I’ll give you that one.  My dad owns a garage. I have my mechanics license.”

She raised her well-manicured brows, “Really?”  Kurt nodded. “Okay, next question. Who is the woman you helped?  What’s her connection to Vogue?”

“Oh.  It was Isabelle Wright.”

Channing’s eyes went wide, “Holy shit, Kurt!”

He raised his brows and nodded, “I know.”

“Wait, wait, wait.  You had Isabelle Wright over for dinner?!”

He chuckled again, “Yep.  She wanted to take me to dinner to thank me, but I had already had a roast in the crock pot, so I offered for her to come home with me.  Sugar had made dessert too, so she really enjoyed it. Anyway, she wanted to see my portfolio, then I gave her a closet tour. She even requested I sing for her after Bas told her that we had won Nationals.  So I played the piano and sang while Noah played guitar and they all sang backup. It was nice. I think she liked it.” Channing had gone back to just staring at Kurt. He looked at her, “Crazy, right?”

She blinked, “You have a piano?”

He huffed out a laugh, “Well, yes.  That’s what you got from all of that?”

“What kind of piano?”

Kurt frowned a bit as he chuckled, “You focus on the oddest part of each thing I say.”

Channing shrugged, “Well, what kind?”

Kurt bit his lip again, “Just…”  he shrugged, “a piano.” 

“You can fit a piano in your apartment?”

Kurt rolled his eyes, “When did this conversation become about a piano?”

“And you said closet tour.  How big is your closet?”

“I just meant that I showed her things from my closet that weren’t in my portfolio yet.”

“Okay Mr. Avoid-all-my-questions.”

Kurt sighed, “I’m not avoiding your questions, Channing.”

She rolled her eyes in a very Kurt-like way, “Okay, so Isabelle Wright form Vogue ate dinner at your apartment?”

He nodded, “She did.  At the end of the evening, she asked me if I had a job, and then asked me if I wanted to be her intern.”

Her intern?!  Directly for her?”

“That’s how she worded it, but I’m not sure yet.  We’re having lunch today and discussing my schedule and duties.”

Channing sighed, “I’m so jealous.”

Kurt gave her a small smile, “I feel like I’m dreaming.” 



When he walked into the Vogue building, Kurt had a rush of excitement go through him.  He was a little nervous, but mostly excited. Here he was at Vogue, invited by Isabelle Wright after she saw his work.  He took a deep breath and walked to the receptionist desk.  “Hi. My name is Kurt Hummel. I have an appointment with Isabelle Wright.”

The receptionist didn’t acknowledge him at first, but she checked over a list that was attached to a clipboard.  She glanced at him, “Eleventh floor.”

“Thank you,”  Kurt said as he walked away.

When he reached the eleventh floor, he headed straight for the secretary’s desk.  “Hi. My name is Kurt Hummel. I’m here for a meeting with Isabelle Wright.”

The young woman in her mid-twenties, with bleach blonde hair, smiled at him, “Sure thing, Mr. Hummel.  She said you can go on back when you got here. Head down that hall. First office on the left. You’ll see her.”

He nodded, “Thank you.”  He headed toward the hall and could see Isabelle sitting at her desk talking to someone who was standing to her left.  They were both discussing something they were looking at on the computer. Her door was open, so he knocked on the door frame.

She and the man she was with both looked up.  Isabelle smiled and stood. As she walked over to him, she said, “Kurt!  I’m so glad you could make it in today.” She gave him air kisses on both cheeks once she reached him.  

“Thank you for having me.”  

Isabelle smiled, “It’s my pleasure.”  She turned back to the man she was with.  He was still in the same spot, and she immediately noticed that he was checking Kurt out.  “Chase. This is Kurt Hummel. He is my new intern. Kurt, this is Chase Madison. He’s one of our fashion editors.”

Chase had made his way out from behind the desk.  Kurt approached him with an outstretched hand. He shook it, “It’s nice to meet you, Kurt.”  He winked.

Kurt took a second to compose himself.  Did that seriously just happen? “You too, Mr. Madison.”  He managed to sound polite, despite being taken aback.

“Please, call me Chase,”  He smirked. He probably thought it was sexy, but Kurt just thought it was creepy.

Kurt nodded.  He looked at Isabelle and notice she was giving Chase the stink eye. 

Isabelle promptly spoke, “Chase, if you’ll excuse us.  We’re having a lunch meeting. I’d like to get started.”

“Sure.  We’ll pick up where we left off later this afternoon.”  He looked at Kurt, “Welcome to Vogue, Kurt. It was a pleasure meeting you.”

“Thank you.  You too,” Kurt said as Chase was walking out the door.  

Isabelle went to shut the door, then turned back to Kurt, “I’m sorry about him.  I promise he won’t be a problem. He gets a bit carried away sometimes.”

“It’s fine,” Kurt blushed a little.  

“Well,”  Isabelle started as she made her way to her desk, “have a seat.  I ordered lunch already. It should be here soon. Let’s talk schedules.”

Kurt sat and the two of them discussed his schedule, and what would work best for both of them.  Lunch came, and they continued to eat as they talked. Kurt felt like he was talking to an old family friend by the time he needed to leave for his afternoon class.  He couldn’t believe how welcomed Isabelle made him feel.  

 

Later that afternoon when Chase returned to Isabelle’s office, she glared at him.  “What?” he asked with an air of confidence that ate right threw her.

“You will not hit on Kurt.  Do you understand?” 

He rolled his eyes, “He’s hot.  What’s wrong with a little flirting?”

Isabelle felt very protective of Kurt for some reason.  Maybe it was because he exuded talent, and had made his way to the big city with those talents from what had to be a difficult time in a small Midwest town.  She could identify with the struggle of trying to make it in New York. She also knew there was more to his story than he had told her. “He is incredibly talented and we are lucky to have him here.  I don’t want you scaring him off. He’s also engaged, and extremely happy.”

He frowned and made a face, “Engaged?  Isn’t he fresh out of high school?”

“Yes, he is.  But you should see the way he and his fiance look at each other.  You don’t stand a chance, so back off.”

“You met his fiance?”

Isabelle leaned back in her chair with a smirk, “I did.  I had dinner at their place Friday night. Kurt saved my dress, and diagnosed my car.  When I invited him out to dinner as a thank you, he invited me back to his place.”

Chase frowned again, “And you went?”

“I did.  There’s something real about him.  He’s...different. His designs are incredible, and so is the craftsmanship of each piece.  You should see some of the things he’s made. They’re amazing. And he and Sebastian, his fiance, and their best friends, were nothing but kind and polite.  He’s one of the good ones, Chase. Leave him alone.”

“Mmhmm.  Alright, Isabelle, let’s finish this layout.”

 

When Sebastian came home, he headed straight for the kitchen where Kurt was getting dinner ready.  “Hey, Babe.” He leaned over and kissed his fiance on the temple. “Your text said it all went well, but now I want details.”  He smiled as Kurt chuckled at him.

“Okay, Love.”  He put dinner in the oven, then turned around, “Isabelle was just as great as she was when she was here.  She was warm and welcoming. We worked out a schedule. I’ll be going in at 3:30 on Mondays, Wednesdays, and Fridays, and 3:00 on Tuesdays and Thursdays.  I’ll stay until 6:00 every evening. There may be some things on weekends, or nights when I need to stay longer, but those will be sporadic.”

“They’re open until 6:00?”

Kurt shook his head, “No, 5:00.  But I’ll stay until 6:00 and get some things done.  Isabelle said she usually stays that late or later anyway.”

“When do you start?”

“Wednesday.”

Seb nodded, “So what is she going to have you do?”

Kurt leaned against the counter, “Well, everything, really.  I’ll be doing anything from being a go-fer, to making phone calls, organizing her schedule.  She wants me to sit in on meetings so that I can get a feel for how it all works. Basically, I’m her assistant for a few hours a day.”

“It’ll be interesting to see how it all works.  I’m sure you’ll be meeting important people, too.”

Kurt nodded.  He wanted to tell Sebastian about Chase, but he didn’t want him to worry.  He should have known that it wouldn’t matter… Sebastian could sense it.

“What else happened, Babe…”

Kurt shook his head and sighed, “When I got there, Isabelle had this guy, Chase Madison, in her office.  He’s one of the fashion editors. When she introduced us, he blatantly checked me out, then winked at me.  It was just creepy. Isabelle apologized for him after he left.” Kurt worried his lip between his teeth as he watched Sebastian.

Sebastian was purposefully taking deep, steady breaths.  Kurt didn’t usually notice when people were flirting with him, so if he knew it, then it must have been extremely blatant.  “Thank you for telling me, Kurt. Hopefully this guy is just really forward, and won’t be a problem. And hopefully you won’t have to work with him much.  Tell me if anything happens, okay?”

Kurt nodded, “Of course.”

 

……………..

 

On Wednesday, Puck and Elliott sat in Washington Square and waited for the others to arrive, just as they had the two previous weeks.  

“How is Kurt doing?”  Elliott asked out of nowhere.

Puck looked at him with a raised brow, “Fine.  Why?”

Elliott shrugged, “I worry about him.  He seems to have been through a lot more than most.  He seems to struggle with it more, too. I don’t know… He seems like a great guy.  I just want him to be okay, ya know?”

Puck looked away from Elliott and nodded, “He is a great guy.  The best.  And he has been through more than most.  But I think he’s doing pretty well.  Better than most, given his circumstances.  I don’t think a lot of people would be able to handle it like he does.  But he has a good support system. Seb is his rock. Their parents, and our friends family, have all been extremely supportive.”

“That’s really important.  I’m glad he’s had you guys.”  Elliott paused for a minute, then added, “Will you let me know if there’s anything I can do to help?  I’d be happy to give him extra lessons, or just… I don’t know...something.”

Puck smiled, “Yeah, man.  I know where you’re coming from.  There’s something about him, right?”  Elliott nodded, and Puck continued, “It seems people are drawn to him.  Unfortunately, not all have been drawn to him for good reasons.  But he’s pretty amazing.  Seb too, but Kurt… there’s just something. And for him to be hurting, or attacked in any way, sets off people’s natural protective modes.  How can someone so amazing be hurt so bad, ya know?”

“You can tell Sebastian is really protective of him.  Even just in the way he places his hand on his back.”

Puck huffed out a laugh, “You have no idea.  I think after everything Princess has been through, Seb would kill the next person to hurt him.  I wouldn’t be far off, either.”

Elliott looked at him, “He’s really important to you, isn’t he?”

Puck nodded, “Sugar, Princess, Seb… They’re my family.  Literally.  And their families have become my family as well.  They’re all I’ve got.” Elliott nodded in understanding.

Kurt approached a few minutes later.  Puck frowned, “You okay, Princess?” Kurt sat next to Puck and leaned his head on his shoulder.  Puck put his arm around him and kissed the top of his head, “What’s the matter?”

“I’m just nervous.”

“About what?  Did something happen?”  Elliott asked.

“I start at Vogue today after class.  I’m just nervous.” Kurt took a deep breath in and closed his eyes.

“Wow.  Vogue?”  Elliott asked with a raised brow.

Kurt nodded as if he was miserable, but still didn’t open his eyes.  Puck chuckled, “Princess...You have nothing to worry about. Isabelle saw your portfolio and designs in person before offering you this internship.  When you met with her, you said she was just as nice as when she was over for dinner.”

“I know…”

“I’m so confused.  How did you get his internship?”

Puck quickly explained everything that happened to Elliott.  Elliott was had a surprise written all over his face, “Wow.”

Without opening his eyes, Kurt said, “I know.  I know. You’re shocked that I can fix cars.”

“Mmm… Kinda, yeah.  But more shocked that she would agree to go back to your place for dinner.  Then her liking your designs enough to offer you an internship? I’m not shocked that part...Just impressed.”

Kurt opened his eyes and looked at Elliott, “Thanks.”

Elliott frowned and smiled at the same time, “And you sang for her?”

Kurt smiled a little, “Yeah.  We all sing.”

“Huh.  I do too.  We should all get together sometime and sing some stuff.”

Puck huffed out a laugh again, “When we’re all together, there’s always singing.  It’s nearly a daily thing.”

Sebastian and Sugar approached, arm in arm.  Seb looked at Kurt, who had closed his eyes again.  He looked to Puck, who saw him watching and mouthed, “nervous”.  

Seb nodded.  He softly said, “Hey, Baby.  You okay?”

Kurt opened his eyes and lifted his head, “Hey, Bas.”  He stood and let Sebastian wrap his arms around him, “I’m fine.  I’m just nervous about Vogue.”

“Mmm.”  Seb kissed the top of Kurt’s head, “It’ll be great.”  Kurt didn’t say anything back. Sebastian added quietly, “Nervous about Chase?”  Kurt nodded.

Despite Seb being quiet, Puck heard him.  He frowned, “Who’s Chase? Why does he make you nervous?”

Elliott and Sugar frowned a bit too, as they watched Kurt, “He’s… He’s a fashion editor at Vogue.  He was in Isabelle’s office when I met her there on Monday. He was checking me out and winked at me.  I’m sure it’s no big deal. I mean, people do that all the time, right?”

“It’s not appropriate for the workplace, Angel.  Did Isabelle say anything?”

“She apologized for him after he left.  She said he wouldn’t be a problem. I just… I’ve never had many people flirt with me.  And when I have, it’s never ended well.”

“Baby, guys flirt with you all the time.  You just never notice. But, this was obviously very blatant.  If he crosses the line, you tell Isabelle right away. Then you tell me.  Understand?”

Kurt nodded, “Yes, S…”  He started to say ‘sir’, but caught himself.  “Yes. I promise.” Elliott noticed, but didn’t say anything.

Puck quickly said, “It will be great, Princess.  You might not have to work with him much. And if you do, I’m sure Isabelle will be there.  Let’s head to class.”

Everyone agreed, and started on their way.  Sebastian had his arm around Kurt. He leaned over and whispered in his ear as the walked, “If it will make you feel better, I brought your collar.  It’s up to you, Baby.”

“Yes, please, Sir.  I would like that very much.”

“Okay.  After class, we’ll take care of that, and I’ll walk you to Vogue.”  He pulled Kurt in and kissed his temple.

“Thank you, Sir.”

“Always, Baby.”



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Chapter 7: Guests

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Kurt’s first day at Vogue went really well.  He seemed to have a natural understanding of what Isabelle wanted and needed, and they worked really well together.  Thursday and Friday had gone the same way, and he was grateful that he had only seen Chase once in passing. Chase didn’t even seem to notice Kurt was there, which was just fine with him.

On Friday, a few minutes before it was time to leave, Isabelle made small talk, and asked Kurt about his plans for the evening.

Kurt smiled, “Bas and I are going out to dinner, then meeting some of our friends for Karaoke.  Do you have any big plans?”

She sighed as she looked at the dozens of papers that were strewn across her desk, “Just finishing this layout.  Chase is going to come up and help me with it, though, so hopefully it won’t take all night.”

Kurt nodded, “Is there anything I can get you, or do for you before I go?”

“Would you mind running down to the copy room and grabbing what I’m getting ready to print in a minute?”

“Sure.”  He finished organizing the paperwork he had been working on, then said, “I hope it’s okay that I told security to let Bas up when he gets here.  I probably should have asked. Sorry.”

She frowned and shook her head, “Oh, it’s fine.  I don’t mind at all.”

“Thanks.  I’ll be right back with the papers you printed.”  Kurt put the stack in his hand on her desk, then scurried out the door to the copy room.  

While he was gone, Chase arrived in Isabelle’s office, “Did Kurt leave already?”

Isabelle looked up at him, “No.  He’s going to get my copies, then he’s going out with his fiance.  Be good, Chase.”

“Mmhmm.  Okay, Isabelle, what do you have finished already?”  He leaned over the desk and began looking at what Isabelle had accomplished for the day.   He noticed movement through the glass walls of Isabelle’s office as someone enter the reception area from the elevators.  “Holy shit. Who is that?”

Isabelle looked up.  She smiled and looked up at Chase, who was leaning over her shoulder a bit, “ That would be Kurt’s fiance, Sebastian.  I told you… You don’t stand a chance.”

Chase didn’t seem to hear her.  He was staring, and practically drooling, as he looked at Sebastian.  Seb was leaning against the receptionist desk, legs crossed at the ankles, and hands in his pockets.  He looked like a model.  

Chase stood up straight and walked toward the door.  Isabelle’s eyes widened, unsure of what Chase was up to.  He exited the room, and headed straight for Seb. He looked him up and down as he said,  “If you’re a model, I’m sorry to say, you missed the shoot by about a week.” 

Seb had been watching Chase approach.  With an unamused smirk as he said, “I’m not a model.  I’m here to pick up my fiance, Kurt. Let me guess… You’re Chase Madison.”

Chase smiled and winked, “The one and only.”  He stuck out his hand for Seb to shake, either not caring, or unaware, why Sebastian knew who he was.  Isabelle approached silently from behind Chase.  

Seb looked down at the offered hand for a few seconds before shaking it, “Sebastian Smythe.”

“It’s a pleasure to meet you, Sebastian.”

Sebastian looked behind Chase, “It’s nice to see you again, Isabelle.”

She smiled, “You too, Sebastian.  I understand you and Kurt are going out singing tonight?”

Seb smiled, “We are.  I can never get enough of his beautiful voice.”

“It’s amazing, that’s for sure.”

“What’s amazing?”  Kurt asked as he approached.

“Hi, Baby.”  Sebastian leaned down and kissed Kurt on the cheek.  

“Hi, Love,”  Kurt smiled.

“Your voice is amazing, among other things.”  Sebastian smiled down at Kurt as he put his hand on his back possessively.

Kurt blushed a little, and quietly said, “Thank you, Bas.”  He looked to Isabelle to tell her where he put her copies, but Chase interrupted.

“I have to say, you two make a handsome couple.  Very...handsome.” He was looking between the two of them with lustful eyes.

“Thank you,”  Kurt said quietly as Sebastian took a deep breath, trying to control his emotions.

Isabelle quickly tried to ease the obvious tension she could feel coming from Sebastian, “They are both very handsome, yes.  Now lets let these two lovebirds get on with their evening. Have a nice night, gentlemen.”  

“Thank you, Isabelle.  You too,” Kurt smiled at her, gratefully.

“It was nice seeing you again, Isabelle.”  He looked at Chase, “Have a good night.”

Chase smirked, “You too.”

Sebastian put his arm around Kurt’s waist and led him to the elevators.  As they waited, Sebastian looked back and saw Chase and Isabelle walking back to her office.  She seemed to be talking heatedly to Chase as they went. He smirked to himself and then turned his attention back to Kurt, “Are you okay, Baby?”

Kurt nodded, “Yeah.  Now you know what I was talking about though, right?”

Seb rubbed his back as he spoke, “Yes.  He’s certainly obvious about it. Just be careful, okay?  I have a feeling Isabelle is quite aware, and not too happy about it.”



After dinner, Kurt and Sebastian headed to Space Karaoke , where they were meeting Puck, Sugar, Chris, Jenna, Hayden, Channing, and Elliott.  They tried to arrive first, since Hayden and Channing didn’t know anyone else.

They found a couple of high top tables and pulled over a couple more chairs for their group.  Sebastian went to get them some drinks when Puck and Sugar arrived.  

The four friends were hanging out, listening to others sing, when Hayden arrived.  Sebastian smiled as he saw him approach, “Hey, man!” He stood and shook Hayden’s hand.  He put his hand on his shoulder as he turned to introduce him to everyone, “Everyone, this is Hayden Bradley.  Hayden, these are my best friends, Sugar Motta, and Noah Puckerman. We call him Puck.” Hayden shook their hands as they Sebastian was making the introductions.  Seb continued, “And this handsome man is my fiance, Kurt Hummel.”

Kurt smiled and shook Hayden’s hand, “It’s so nice to meet you, Hayden.”

Hayden smiled, but then furrowed his brows a bit, “Kurt Hummel… Like as in Burt Hummel’s son?”  To say they group was shocked was an understatement.  

Kurt frowned a bit in confusion, “Uh, yeah.  How did you know that?”

“Wow.  Um, I’m kind of a political nerd?” he chuckled, and Kurt smiled.  “My mom is a history teacher, and it’s always been one of those things that we’ve had in common, I guess.  I know all of the senators and congressmen from all 50 states, what political party they represent, and some facts about each one.  I know it’s weird.”

Sebastian shook his head, “Well, that was a shocker.”

As Hayden sat, Puck asked, “So what are the facts you know about Burt?”

Hayden looked down and then back up before saying, “I know that he’s a Democrat, but tends to side with Republicans on a lot, with the exception of some bigger issues… And that he’s fighting for gay rights because of Kurt.  I know that he’s fighting for the arts in schools because of Kurt too.”

“Wow,”  Kurt just raised his eyebrows.

Hayden looked at Sebastian, “So, now that I know that you two have political ties, I’m guessing your dad is Robert Smythe?  State’s Attorney?”

Sebastian nearly spit out his drink.  He coughed a bit, “Yeah…” He frowned, “Holy shit, you do know your stuff.”

Hayden shrugged, “I guess?  I can’t believe I didn’t put it all together until now.”  Because he knew of Kurt, he also knew about what happened to him.  He didn’t say anything, but when Kurt turned his attention elsewhere for a few seconds, Sebastian looked at Hayden with a questioning expression.  Hayden nodded, knowing what Sebastian was wondering. Seb nodded and mouthed, “Thank you”, hoping Hayden got that he was grateful that he didn’t bring it up.

They talked for a few more minutes until Elliott arrived.  Sebastian introduced Elliott to Hayden, and the group continued to talk.  Elliott, of course, had no idea that Sebastian and Kurt were sons of politicians.  He was impressed with everything they were saying Burt was fighting for. He was happy that Kurt really did seem to have a great support system like he and Puck had talked about.

They had decided to start putting their names in the queue for the karaoke.  They were having fun watching everyone sing. They were completely wowed when Elliott got up and sang One Love by Marianas Trench.  

“Wow… He’s so good….”  Kurt watched with wide eyes.  

Sebastian nodded, “He is.  Really good.”

“He should start a band,”  Puck added.  

Sugar looked at Puck, “You both should.  Together.”

Puck shrugged, “Maybe…. Damn, he really is good.”

As they were talking, Chris and Jenna walked up, holding hands.  Everyone was saying their hellos and making introductions, but Chris was not paying a bit of attention to anyone.  He was staring at Elliott on the stage.  

Sebastian chuckled, “You okay there, Chris?”  His family was smiling and watching Chris practically drool.  

At that, Chris seemed to wake up a bit, but didn’t take his eyes off of Elliott, “Damn…”

Kurt chuckled, “What, no ‘hello’?”

Chris blinked and pried his eyes away from Elliott and looked at Kurt, “Hey.”

Kurt laughed.  He walked up to Chris and whispered in his ear, “You should ask him out.”

Chris made a face and shook his head, “I’m sure he’s not available.  Or gay.”

By this time, Elliott had finished his song and approached the table.  Everyone applauded him and cheered. Chris’ eyes widened as Puck clapped Elliott on the back, “That was awesome, Elliott!”

Chris looked at Kurt, who was grinning from ear to ear.  Kurt wiggled his eyebrows, “He’s both.” Sebastian laughed at the two of them.  He knew this was coming, as soon as Elliott told him he was jealous of them all having loving partners.

Puck said, “Chris, this is Elliott Gilbert.  Elliott is in my Stats class, and he teaches the defense part of our self defense class.  Elliott, this is our friend, Chris Cairnes.  Chris is a friend of our from Ohio.  He’s a cheerleader at NYU.”

Elliott raised an eyebrow and stuck his hand out for Chris to shake, “It’s a pleasure meeting you, Chris.”

Chris smiled as he shook Elliott’s hand, “You too.”  That was all he had. Usually, he would have had plenty to say..plenty of ways to flirt.  But now? He was speechless. Elliott was gorgeous. His blue eyes, black hair, sharp features...  He couldn’t believe his friends/family hadn’t told him about him.

All thoughts were interrupted when Channing arrived.  Kurt smiled as she approached, “Is this where the party is?!”

“It is!  I’m so glad you could make it.”  He turned to Sebastian, “Bas, this is Channing Maples.  Channing, this is my fiance, Sebastian Smythe.”

Seb shook her hand, “It’s a pleasure to finally meet you, Channing.”

She smiled, “You too!”  She looked at Kurt and winked, “My my, Kurt.  You got yourself a hot one.”  

Sebastian smiled and Kurt chuckled, “Oh, I know it, Channing.  Trust me.”

She wiggled her eyebrows, “I’m sure you do.”  

Sugar leaned over to Puck and smiled, “I like her already.”  Puck agreed.  

Kurt continued to make introductions, and soon enough, everyone was settled around the table.  Elliott suddenly remembered, “Oh! We might need one more chair if we can find one.  I invited Dallas.  Hope you all don’t mind.”

“No, man.  The more the merrier,”  Puck smiled. 

Sebastian and Kurt were called up next.  They sang Sucker, by The Jonas Brothers, as a duet.  They sang to each other, dancing close.  They would turn and switch sides, like a mating ritual of some kind.  It was sexy, and the audience was loving it.

“Damn.  They are sexy as hell,”  Elliott sighed.  

Puck chuckled, “Yep.”  Elliott raised an eyebrow at him.  Puck smirked and shrugged his shoulder. 

Their friends all cheered for them when the returned.  Everyone was taking turns singing, mixed in among the other patrons.  Eventually, Elliott looked at Chris from across the table, “Are you going to sing, Chris?  I think you’re the only one who hasn’t.”

Chris smiled and shook his head, as his family snickered.  Elliott looked at them all in confusion.  Chris replied, “I can’t sing.  At all.  I’m just doing what I do best, and sticking to cheering for everyone else.”

Elliott frowned a little, “But surely you can sing a little.”

Kurt shook his head, “No.  Really, he can’t.  We don’t mind when he does, but putting a mic in his hand?”

Elliott looked at Sebastian, Puck and Sugar, who were all agreeing.  He looked back at Chris who was laughing at his family’s reaction. “Okay, then.  Cheering it is.”

Dallas eventually showed up.  Everyone smiled when she cheerfully greeted, “Hey, y’all!  Thanks for having me!” Introductions were made, then Elliott started to give up his seat for her, since they hadn’t found another chair.

Chris jumped up, “No, here, Dallas.  Take mine. I have to be heading out anyway.”

Sebastian frowned, “Where are you going?”

“Uh, I have a date.  Sorry. I overbooked myself,”  Chris said apologetically. Elliott frowned a little, but didn’t say anything.

“Same fish this time?”  Sugar asked.

“No, Sweets.  Different fish.”  He kissed her on the cheek, said his goodbyes to everyone as he hugged his family and Jenna, who was quickly becoming family too, and headed out the door.  

“Be careful!”  Kurt called after him.

Elliott frowned and quietly said, “I’m so confused.”

“About what?”  Puck asked.

Elliott looked at Jenna, “I thought you two were together.  You came in holding hands.” Hayden and Channing both agreed that they were a bit confused too.

Jenna smiled, “Nope.  He’s my gay boyfriend.”  

Everyone chuckled but Elliott.  “He’s gay?” he asked.  

“Yep.  We met him almost a year ago when he was hitting on Kurt,”  Seb smiled.  Kurt rolled his eyes.

“And you became friends with him?”  Elliott was surprised, seeing as how protective Seb was of Kurt.

“Yeah.  It’s a long story.  He’s a great guy. Maybe you should ask him out,”  Sebastian said, wiggling his eyebrows.

Elliott smirked, “I’ve never dated a cheerleader before…. But he’s dating someone else.”

Puck said, “He dates a ton now that we’re in a city that gives him choices.  But he’s looking for the right fish.  He wants true love.  He almost had it, but graduation came too quickly.  Maybe you’re the right catch?”

Kurt winked at Elliott, “You did make him pretty speechless.  I’ve never seen him react like that before.”

Elliott blushed a little.  He paused a moment, then asked, “Does anyone else think he kinda looks like Shawn Mendes?”

Jenna smiled, “Oh my gosh, that’s why he looked so familiar when we first met!”  



Chris met his date, Owen, at the restaurant.  Owen was handsome and muscular, without being too big and bulky.  He had dark blonde hair, golden hazel eyes, and was slightly taller than Chris.  Their plan was to have a light dinner, then go out dancing. When he arrived, his date was already seated.  Chris approached the table with a smile, “Hi there!”

“Hi, handsome.  I’m so glad you could make it.”  Owen stood to greet him, then sat as Chris sat.

Chris smiled, “Thanks for meeting me a little later.  I had forgotten that I had already agreed to go out to Karaoke with some friends.”

Owen nodded, “It’s fine.  Did you have fun?”

“I did.  I always have fun with them.  I can’t sing, though. I just go to cheer them on.” 

“That’s nice.  You’re a fantastic cheerleader.  I always enjoy watching you at the games.”

Chris smiled, “Thank you.”

They enjoyed their meal together, then headed out to an 18+ LGTBQ friendly dance club.  As they made their way down the block, Owen placed his hand on Chris’ back. It was something little, but Chris enjoyed it.  It was something he saw Sebastian do to Kurt all of the time, and he had been jealous of. He wanted someone who would show the world they were together.  

Chris got a bracelet as they entered the club, indicating that he was underage, but Owen was 21, so he did not.  “I never thought about you being old enough to drink,” Chris said as they entered the club.

“Yeah.  Will it bother you if I drink tonight?”

Chris shrugged and shook his head, “No, not at all.”

“Good.  I promise not to have too many.”

 

They sat at the bar and Owen had a beer while Chris had a Coke.  They talked as they watched the other patrons dance. When they finished, they headed to the dance floor.  Owen grabbed Chris’ hand and led the way through the crowd.

As they danced, Owen inched his way closer and closer to Chris.  Eventually, they were pressed up against each other, moving to the beat.  

“You are so sexy, Chris,” Owen whispered in his ear.  

“You are too, Owen.  So sexy,” he pulled Owen against him even more, if it was at all possible.  

“All these other men… They are so jealous of me right now...having someone like you dancing up against me like this.”

Chris closed his eyes and raised his hands from Owen’s waist to the back of his head.  He pulled back a little, and looked Owen in the eye.  

Owen gave him a small smile, as he ran his hand down the side of Chris’ face, then stroked his cheek with his thumb, “So gorgeous.”

They closed the distance between them with a kiss.  It started slow and soft, but as they continued to move to the music, it became a little more heated.  Chris broke the kiss, “We better slow down before we take it too far for the middle of a dance floor.”

Owen was breathless, “Yeah.”

They continued to dance for awhile.  A man put his hand on Chris’ shoulder as he squeezed past.  Unbeknownst to Chris, Owen stared the guy down. The stranger threw his hands up in the air, “Sorry…”

After a few hours of dancing, Chris was getting pretty sleepy. “I think we need to call it a night before I fall asleep on the subway.”

Owen nodded, “Okay.  How about I escort you back to your dorm building.  I’d hate for you to be so sleepy that you don’t get there safely.  My apartment isn’t far from campus, so it’s not a problem.”

“That would be nice.  Thanks.”

Owen did just as he said.  He escorted Chris home, holding his hand the entire way.  When they reached the dorm building, he stood in front of Chris, “Can I call you tomorrow?”

Chris smiled a soft, sleepy, smile, “I would like that.  Thank you for such a nice night. I had a great time.”

Owen caressed Chris’ face, “I did too.”  He leaned in and kissed Chris on the forehead, “I’ll call you tomorrow.  Goodnight, Chris.”

Chris smiled, “Goodnight.”

 

……………..

 

Chris and Owen ended up seeing each other quite a bit over the next few weeks.  Chris had even stopped going on dates with anyone else after the first week. He told his family that maybe this fish was a keeper.  Owen had been polite, and sweet. Chris enjoyed the way Owen would touch him possessively when they were in public. At the end of the third week, they made it official, and became boyfriends.

 

“So, my friend Kurt and I had lunch yesterday.  He told me that they decided to have a Halloween party.  I’d love for you to come with me,” Chris looked up from his meal to see what Owen’s response would be.

Owen frowned a little, “Doesn’t Kurt have his own boyfriend he could be having lunch with?”

Chris was a bit taken aback by that.  He frowned in return, “No, he doesn’t.  He has a fiance .  Kurt is just a friend.  A good friend. One of my best friends...”

Owen shook his head, “Okay.  I know. I’m sorry. I guess I can get a little jealous.”

“Well, there’s no reason to be jealous.  Kurt and Sebastian are totally in love, and getting married this summer.  We’re just friends,” Chris stressed again.  “He was really happy for me when I told him we had made our relationship official.”  Owen nodded, but didn’t say anything in return. Chris changed the subject. 

 

……………

 

The weekend of Halloween came and Friday night brought the arrival of their out of town friends.  Before anyone from out of town arrived, Kurt, Sugar, and Jenna were in the kitchen making some fun Halloween-themed goodies for the party.  They were laughing and carrying on when Kurt’s phone rang.  

“Hello?”

“Hey, Kurt, it’s Ashley.”

Kurt smiled, “Hi Ashley!”

“I hope you don’t mind.  Jeremy gave me your number.”

“No, that’s fine.  Is everything okay?”

“Well, yes, but I was wondering if maybe I could bring over the hor d’oeuvres tonight for tomorrow’s party.  I just picked them up. I have Ellie with me, and I don’t think I can make it all the way home with this tray and her.  Would that be okay?”

“Of course!  Come on over.  We’re just making some treats for tomorrow.  We’ll be here whenever you arrive.”

“Thank you so much.  I’ll see you in a few.”

They hung up and Kurt told the girls what the call was about.  Fifteen minutes later, Pablo buzzed, letting Kurt know that Ashley was there.  

When Ashley came in, she was carefully balancing the tray on top of the stroller where Ellie was sleeping.  “Hi!” she whispered.  

“Hey!”  Kurt greeted quietly.  He carefully grabbed the tray from her, placing it on the kitchen island.  Seconds later, Ellie, began to cry.  

“Uhg.  Just when I was going to ask if I could use your bathroom,”  Ashley said as she reached for the baby.  

Kurt made a face, “Go.  Use the bathroom. I’ll take her.”  He held his hands out for her.  

As Ashley walked closer, she asked, “Are you sure?  I mean, she’s not going to stop crying until she goes to sleep.  She skipped her nap earlier.”

“I’m good with it, as long as you are,”  Kurt said, making a ‘gimme’ motion with his hands.

Ashley raised her eyebrows as she handed Ellie over to him, “Go for it.  Because I’m about to burst.”

Kurt chuckled and took the baby.  He cradled her and began walking around the room, gently bouncing her.  He sang a sweet version of Brahms Lullaby .  Ellie stopped crying as he sang.

When Ashley came out of the bathroom, she leaned against the counter next to Sugar and Jenna, who were both watching Kurt with hearts in their eyes.  He switched to singing the song in French, and Ellie was soon getting sleepier, with heavy eyelids slowly blinking.  

Kurt didn’t know it, but the elevator doors had opened as he stood facing the door to the terrace, looking down at Ellie as she was falling asleep in his arms.  He swayed, singing softly. When he turned around, he saw Sebastian standing with his book bag in his hand, frozen in his spot. Kurt smiled softly as he continued the lullaby.  

Jenna leaned over and whispered to Sugar, “If they weren’t already engaged, I think Sebastian would drop to one knee right now and ask him to marry him on the spot.”

Ashley smiled and Sugar giggled, “You are so right.”

When Kurt finished singing, Ellie was finally asleep.  Sebastian walked up to him and smiled as he leaned in and kissed him on the cheek.  He looked down at Ellie, then back up to Kurt as he whispered, “Something I should know about?”

Kurt smiled and nodded toward Ashley, who smiled and waved.  Sebastian nodded, “That explains it.”

Kurt took Ellie to her stroller and placed her in it gently.  She began to stir, but he sang her a few lines, and she quickly went back to sleep.  

“You’re a miracle worker,”  Ashely whispered. She looked at Sebastian, “I may need to borrow your man every once in awhile.”  Sebastian smiled and nodded, leaning over to give Kurt a kiss. “I’m going to get going while the getting is good.  Thanks so much for letting me stop by. And thanks for helping with Ellie.”

“Any time,”  Kurt smiled as he walked her to the elevator.

Once she left, Sebastian was staring at Kurt.  Kurt looked at him and smiled, “What?”

“That was sexy as hell.”

Kurt chuckled and sat in Sebastian’s lap, “One day, Love.  One day.”

Seb wrapped his arms around his waist, “One day.”

Jenna sighed, “I need a man.”  Everyone chuckled.

Sebastian looked at her, “One of Kurt’s many nicknames is Cupid.  Maybe he can help.”

“I’m always up for finding my friends true love,”  Kurt winked.

“You do have, like, a million nicknames,”  Jenna said as she tilted her head.  

“There’s kind of a story behind each one.  I just go with it.”  

“Oh, before I forget… Don’t be alarmed if people just start coming in without George or Pablo buzzing first.  I gave them a list of who would be arriving tonight and tomorrow, and a general time frame, and told him to just send them up after they’ve checked ID’s.  If they don’t know them well, of course.”

“Okay, good.  That will be especially helpful tomorrow.” 

 

About an hour later, they were all hanging out in the kitchen, watching Sugar work her magic as she decorated some cupcakes.  They heard the elevator door open and looked over to see who it was. Jeff came barreling around the corner from the foyer and ran straight for Kurt, who was already making his way toward them.  

Jeff picked him up and swung him around, “Kurtsie!!!!  Oh how I’ve missed you!”

Kurt chuckled, “I missed you too, Jeffie.  Now put me down.” Jeff obliged.

As Jeff ran to Sugar, “Sweets!”, Nick, Cameron, and Quinn all came into the living room.  

“Well, I guess Jeff still knows how to make an entrance,”  Cameron smiled. He walked up to Kurt next and gave him a big bear hug. 
“I’ve missed you, Cam,”  Kurt said.  

“I’ve missed you, too.  More than I thought I would.”

Kurt laughed and smacked him on the arm with the back of his hand, “What’s that supposed to mean?!”

Cameron laughed as he hugged Sebastian.  He turned back toward Kurt, “It just means that I knew I’d miss you, but I didn’t realize how much.  There’s no one like you, Kurt. That’s for sure.”

Kurt winked at him, “And don’t you forget it.”

Nick shook his head, “Still sassy.”

“Mmhmm”  Sebastian smiled.

Nick smiled at Seb, “And you love every minute of it.”

Seb wiggled his eyebrows, “You know it.”

Sebastian, Kurt, and Sugar all greeted everyone with hugs, then introduced them all to Jenna.  

“It’s nice to finally put some faces with names,”  Jenna said.  

“You too, Jenna.  You’re even more adorable than I imagined,”  Jeff said, as he threw his arm around her.

She laughed, “I already have a gay boyfriend, Jeff.  Sorry.”

They all smiled.  “Speaking of which,”  Nick said, “Where is lover-boy?”

“He has a game tonight,”  Sugar answered. 

“Oh yeah.  That’s why Santana and Britt couldn’t come with us tonight.  How’s he liking cheering in college?” Quinn asked.

“He likes it better now,”  Sebastian answered. “It was rough at first.”

Quinn nodded, “That’s what Santana said too.”  She looked around, “Do I get a tour?”

“Oh yeah!”  Sebastian stood, “I forgot you and Cam hadn’t been here yet.”  

 

After the tour, they all sat around the kitchen and living room talking and having a great time.  Jenna’s cheeks were hurting from laughing and smiling so much. They all changed into their pajamas and met downstairs for a movie, when the elevator doors opened.  Sebastian smiled, knowing who it was, but Kurt had no idea. He didn’t think they were expecting anyone else until the next day. He just assumed it was Noah.

He turned to see Sam, Leah, Finn, and Rachel all sneaking in to the living room, “Oh my god!!!”  He jumped up and ran to Finn first, giving him a huge hug. “I can’t believe it! Why didn’t you tell me you were coming!?”  He looked over to Seb, who was hugging Leah. Seb just winked at him. All he could do was shake his head.  

“You can’t have a big party without us, Little Brother,”  Finn smiled.  

When Kurt made his way to Leah, she had big tears in her eyes, “I missed you guys so much,”  she said.

“I missed you, too, Sweetie.”  

Sebastian came over, and they made a Leah sandwich.  Sam smiled, “You just made her entire week.”

Sebastian kissed her on top of the head, then said, “I told you, you can come any time.”

She sighed, “I know.”  She gave Kurt one more squeeze, then let go.  She smiled as Puck came through the foyer archway, making his way straight for her.

He smiled and picked her up as he hugged her, “I missed you!”

She giggled, “I missed you, too, Puck!”  He set her down with a kiss on the cheek.  

Sugar was next, and that’s when Leah lost it.  “I missed you so much, Sugar,” she cried.  

“I missed you, too, Sweetie.  So much.” It was hard for anyone in the room to keep the tears at bay, but they did.  They knew that if they started to cry, then it would be even harder on Leah.  

Leah chuckled when Jeff came up behind her hand made another Leah sandwich.  She didn’t let go of Sugar, but said, “I missed you, too, Jeffie.”

After everyone got in another round of hugs, they introduced Jenna to their Ohio family.  Jenna smiled, “It’s so nice to meet everyone! I didn’t think I’d meet any of you until the wedding!”  She looked at Kurt and Sebastian, “Which I am invited to.”

They smiled.  Sebastian made a face, “Of course you are!”

“I hear that wedding planning is underway?”  Rachel asked.

Kurt nodded with a huge smile, “It is!  We’ve decided on July 4th. It’s on a Saturday next year, and that way we’ll always have fireworks on our anniversary.”  Sebastian kissed him on the temple as he wrapped his arms around him from behind. Kurt continued, “Tori has a caterer that she adores, and always uses, so we’re going with them.  We’ll do a tasting at Thanksgiving to decide what we’ll be serving. We’ve already reserved the rental tent, tables, and chairs. We’ll just have to pick out the smaller details later.  And of course, Sugar will be doing the cake.”

“I don’t think I’d come if she wasn’t,”  Finn winked.  

Cameron laughed, “I don’t think you’d have a choice, Finn.”

Quinn smiled, “Definitely not.  But I think a bunch of us would protest.”

 

They all hung out for the rest of the evening, and it felt like old times, but different.  Jenna was welcomed into the group easily, and she had an odd sense of feeling at home. She really wished Chris had been there.  

When she expressed that, Cameron asked, “So, tell us about this new boyfriend of his.  Am I going to like him?”

Finn smirked, “What Cam means is, will we approve?”

The New York group all kind of looked at each other.  Quinn frowned, “What are those looks for?”

Sugar shrugged a little, “Well… We haven’t met him yet.”

Rachel frowned, “What?  Why?”


Jenna shrugged this time, “He just hasn’t brought him around.  You can tell he’s trying really hard to still hang out with us.  He still goes to lunch with all of us, whether it’s all of us together or not.  And he still meets me after a couple of my classes. But he doesn’t seem to want to cross his two worlds together yet.”

Nick leaned forward from where he was sitting, “He’s still coming tomorrow, right?”

Seb nodded, “As far as we know, yes.  And he said he is bringing Owen.”

“We’ll see,”  Puck said. “He needs someone who will become a part of this family, too.  Not someone who will take him away from it.”

 

After another movie, that wasn’t really watched, they all decided to head to bed.  Kurt looked to Cameron and Quinn, “Since you’re our first time guests, you get the spare room.”  He looked to everyone else, “There’s two more pull out sofas, and then the ones in here. We have a couple of air mattresses too.”

Sebastian looked at Sam, “Sorry, Sam.  You may be away from home, but you’re still not sleeping with my sister.”

Sam deflated a bit and Leah frowned, “Seb!  We wouldn’t do anything. Please? I just want to snuggle.”

Sebastian looked at Kurt, who put his hand on his shoulder.  He looked back to Sam, “Fine. But if you get her pregnant, I’ll kill you.”

Sam’s eyes widened a bit.  It was the first time Sebastian had ever spoken to him that way.  But what Sam didn’t know, was that Leah had told Seb about them getting...friendlier.  Sam cleared his throat, “I promise not to get her pregnant for at least another eight years.”

Sebastian smiled a little and clapped Sam on the back, “Make it ten.” 

 

 

Notes:

Please leave kudos and kind comments if you've got them! Halloween party coming soon!

Chapter 8: Halloween Party Part 1

Summary:

The Halloween party brings all of the New York characters together. There's bound to be love, laughter, and drama.

Notes:

This is a bit longer. I decided to divide it into two parts, otherwise, it would have taken me even longer to get it out to you. I hope you laugh as much as I did for parts of it. Laughter won't be the only thing you'll do, though. Sorry.
Oh, and I reclaimed some songs... Just because I could.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

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Mid morning the next day, everyone was having a great time relaxing and hanging out.  They all agreed how nice it was to catch up on each other’s lives and reconnect.  

“We need to do this more often.  It wasn’t that long of a train ride,”  Quinn said as she sat down next to Cameron on one of the couches.  He nodded in agreement as he put his arm around her.

“You are all welcome here anytime.  We love having company,” Seb smiled.

“Next time we come, though, we need enough time to explore the city more.”

“Well, you can always take a stroll through Central Park.  That’s a classic thing to do,” Kurt said as he sat on Seb’s lap with his cup of coffee.

Seb agreed, “Just remember that Central Park is huge.  There is a nice waterfall in the woods not far from here, though.”

“A waterfall in Central Park?”  Finn furrowed his brows.

Kurt nodded, “I was surprised too.  It’s back a little trail. Maybe we can all go after lunch, or even tomorrow before everyone leaves.”

Rachel sighed, “I don’t know if I should go out and about.  I might not want to leave.”

Kurt gave her a sympathetic smile, “Haven’t decided what you want to do yet?”

Rachel shrugged, “Actually, I wanted to ask you a favor… Could I stay here tomorrow night too?  On Wednesday, I received a letter from NYADA, stating that I can re audition, but they would not be returning to Lima, since I’m no longer in high school.  I called and set up an appointment for Monday.”

“Of course you can, Rachel,”  Sebastian answered.

She gave a small smile, “Thanks.  I would have asked sooner, but I honestly wasn’t sure I wanted to do it.”

Kurt frowned, “Why not?  It’s always been your dream.”

“Mmm… I guess I have a lot of doubt that they would accept me after what happened.  I’ve been looking into the programs you told me about before, Kurt. I should have looked into them sooner, but I think I just wasn’t ready, ya know?”

Kurt nodded, “And are you ready now?”

She looked at Finn, who gave her an almost sorrowful look, “I’m ready in a lot of ways,”  she looked back to Kurt, “but not in others.” Kurt nodded that he understood. Even if Rachel was ready to spread her wings, she wasn’t ready to leave Finn behind.  

Finn sighed as he stood, “Let’s go check out that waterfall, Rach.”

She looked up at him and nodded, “Okay.”  

Kurt gave them a quick description of how to find it as he watched them put their coats on.  Once they left, he turned to Seb, who had stepped up behind him, “I hope they’ll be okay.”

“Well, if she follows her dream to New York, they might not be.”

“I know she’s going to follow her dream, and no matter what, whether it’s at the University of Cincinnati, somewhere in L.A., or if it brings her here… Finn isn’t going to be a part of that.  At least not for awhile. She may not be ready yet, but it’s going to happen. I just hope their hearts will be okay when they have to part ways.”

Sebastian kissed Kurt on the forehead, “Yeah.  We’ll be here for both of them if they need us.”

Kurt looked Seb in the eyes, “I love you, Bas.”

Seb kissed him, then said, “I love you, too, Baby.”

 

Kurt and Seb returned to their seats.  Nick was sitting on the end of one of the couches, with his arm around Jeff, who in turn, had Jenna curled into his side.  They were talking with Cameron and Quinn when they all paused their conversation when Chris came walking through the archway from the foyer.  He smiled and greeted everyone, “Hi! I’m so excited to see everyone!”

Everyone stood, but Leah was the first to reach him, “Chris!  I missed you!”

He smiled as he hugged her, “I missed you, too, Leah.”  He looked at Sam, “And you. Are you taking good care of her?”

Sam chuckled and hugged Chris, “Of course I am.”

Leah wrapped her arm around Sam’s waist, “He’s taking very good care of me.  You all need to worry less.”

Chris said, “It’s hard to do when we aren’t there too.”

“I know.”

Jeff and Nick were next.  As he got his hug from Jeff, he looked over his shoulder to Jenna and winked as he said to Jeff, “Don’t think I didn’t see you trying to steal my girl.”

Jeff pulled out of the hug and went to Jenna, wrapping his arms around her, “Well, if you’re not here to stake your claim, then you’re just going to have to learn to share.”

Jenna laughed, “Why aren’t straight guys arguing over me like this?”

Sugar smiled, “They will.  Now that you’re not stuck in your dorm room, it’s going to be a whole new world for you, Hun.”

Jenna shrugged, “I guess it’s not really what I want, anyway.  I just want one really good one. Not two arguing, or whatever… Just one really good one.”

Quinn smiled, “Well, you have Cupid on your side, now.  He’ll find you someone if it doesn’t happen naturally.”

Jenna smiled at Quinn, “I’ve heard about Cupid.  Did he fix up you and Cameron?”

Cam nodded, “He did.”

Sam chuckled, “One of his many, many nicknames for a reason. He’s good at it… Just like everything else he does.”  Kurt shook his head as his listened, and Seb just chuckled.  

Jenna looked at Kurt, “Why haven’t you used these magical powers on me?”

He laughed, “I have.  You’ll see.”

She started to say something, but Leah put her hand in the air, “Nope!  Don’t question it! Just let him work his magic.”

Jenna laughed, “Okay then.”

Seb smiled, “Kurt may not tell any of you, but he has things in the works ALL. THE. TIME.”

Kurt twisted his lips and nodded in agreement.

Cameron sat down, “Well, it sounds like Chris doesn’t need it anymore.”  He looked to Chris for a response.

Chris sat across from Cameron with a smile, “Nope.  Owen is great.” Kurt sat back and listened as Chris told them about Owen.  He wasn’t going to mess with their relationship, but he hoped that Chris and Elliott would naturally find a way to be together.  Their chemistry was undeniable, and he hadn’t seen either of them get so flustered as when they talked about each other. He figured Chris needed time to date, and if Owen was making him happy for now, who was he to argue with that?

Chris continued, “... and he’s so sweet.  He takes me to all sorts of new places, uses good manners, and… I don’t know…”  

Sugar laid back against Kurt and Seb, who were on the floor at this point.  She wished Puck wasn’t working so he could hear everything Chris was saying.  It was the first time he was opening up about Owen, but at the same time, he wasn’t really saying anything at all.  It was as if Chris was trying to describe him and tell everyone about him, but didn’t know what to say. She sighed, and then felt Kurt squeeze her a little tighter.  She had a feeling he was thinking the same thing.

 

After awhile, they decided to order Pizza for lunch.  Sebastian leaned against the counter or the kitchen island as he ate, “Sooo, Jeffie, I hear that you all went dancing, and that there is something you need to tell us.”

Jeff’s eyes widened, and Cameron laughed.  Cam said, “Yeah, Jeff. Either you tell them, or I will.  And I bet my version is more fun.” Quinn and Nick were smiling from ear to ear.

Jeff was a bit red as he sighed, “Fine,” he pouted.  “The six of us went out dancing…”

Jenna frowned, “Six?”

Nick answered, “Santana and Brittany, Cam and Quinn, and Jeffie and I.”

“Santana and Brittany, prom dates?”  Jenna asked.

“That’s them,”  Kurt smiled. “This should be good.  Santana said she wanted Jeff to be the one to tell the story.  So spill, Jeffie.”

Jeff was stalling, “Maybe we should wait until they get here…”

“I think it will be less painful for you to tell it now, Hun,”  Nick smiled as he put his arm around him.

“Fine, fine.  So the six of us went out dancing.  It’s nice that we all live fairly close.  We’re making new friends, but having family there, is really special.”

“We love you too, Jeff… But you’re stalling,”  Quinn smiled.

Jeff rolled his eyes, to which Seb snickered, since it was so much like Kurt.  “Okay, so we went dancing and it wasn’t much of a LGBTQ+ friendly place. No one was mean or anything, but we just didn’t feel too comfortable being completely ourselves.  So, Brittany and I,” he looked at Nick, “and Nick and Santana, kind of ‘partnered up’ for the night.” Kurt laughed out loud, imagining where this story was going. Jeff continued, “So, you all know Brittany is an amazing dancer.  Well, apparently she’s taking a pole dancing class.”

Sebastian nearly choked, “A pole dancing class?”

“Yeah.  And when we were dancing… I was the pole.”

Everyone erupted into laughter.  Jeff pouted more, “It’s not that funny!”

“It is!”  Sam laughed.  “We all know Britt.  We know what that must have been like!”

Jenna smiled, “I don’t know Brittany, but I can’t wait to meet her now.”

Quinn looked at Jenna, “Well, if you aren’t the least bit bi-curious, stay clear of both Britt and Santana…”  Seb, Kurt, Jeff, Nick, Chris and Cameron all cracked up. Everyone else smiled, but they had no idea why Quinn would say such a thing, other than the two girls being very flirtatious.  Quinn turned and winked at Cameron, who just shook his head with a smile.

Once Kurt stopped laughing enough to talk, he turned back to Jeff, “So what happened when you became the pole?”

“Well, it made me question a lot of things…”  Jeff made a face.

Nick chuckled, “You should have seen his face.  She went down, face at crotch level, then did a body roll back up again.  She threw one leg around his waist, and literally spun around him like he was a pole.  His eyes were huge, and then he looked at me, as if asking for help.”

“And did you help him?”  Leah asked.

Nick shook his head, “There wasn’t much I could do.  I had Santana all over me!” Everyone laughed.

 

Chris was laughing when his phone buzzed in his pocket.  He looked down to read the text discreetly.

From Owen:

Where are you?

From Chris:

Sebastian and Kurt’s.  Most of our family is here.  We’re just hanging out.  

From Owen:

Isn’t seeing them tonight enough?

From Chris:

We’re spread out all over… NY, Boston, Lima… It’s nice to have time together.  

From Owen:  

Do you expect me to go to this party alone?  Are you not going to be with me when I get there?


From Chris:

I can meet you somewhere if you want.

From Owen:  

Meet me at my apartment.  The sooner, the better. We need to talk.

 

Chris sighed.  He looked back up, and everyone was laughing at something else Jeff had said.  He tried to join in on the conversation, but he couldn’t even keep up. His mind kept wandering back to Owen.  Was he mad? Was he being possessive? What would he want to talk about? Did he want to break up?  

Sebastian came over and put his hand on Chris’ shoulder.  He leaned down and whispered, “Are you okay?”

Chris nodded, “Yeah.  Um, I have to go. I’ll see everyone tonight, okay?”

Everyone frowned.  It was Cameron who spoke up first, “Where are you going?  You practically just got here.”

Chris nodded, “I know.  I need to meet Owen. We’ll be back tonight.  Please be nice to him.”

Kurt frowned, “Of course we’ll be nice to him.”

Chris nodded and then headed for the elevator, “I’ll see everyone later.”

After Chris entered the elevator, and the door closed, Kurt looked at Sebastian with a worried expression.  Seb nodded, “I know, Baby. I don’t like it either.”

 

When Chris arrived at Owen’s apartment, he was very nervous.  He knocked lightly on the door, then looked down and waited. Owen took his time getting to the door.  When he opened it, he just looked at Chris, then stepped aside, silently inviting him in.

Chris stepped in, turning and waiting for Owen to close the door.  He quietly asked, “What did you want to talk about?”
Owen stepped up to Chris.  He grabbed both of his arms, gripping tightly, “Do you understand that you are mine?”

Chris was a bit shocked, “I… I understand that I’m your boyfriend.”

Owen closed the gap between them, kissing him soundly.  When he pulled away, he continued, “You are my boyfriend.  And as my boyfriend, it should be me that you spend time with.”

Chris frowned, “I can spend time with you and them.  They are important to me, Owen.”

“We are spending time with them.  Tonight. But you have to understand that you are mine, Chris.”  He started walking forward, causing Chris to walk backwards until his back hit the wall.  He still had not let go of his arms. “You are mine. I expect to be a priority in your life.  They all have each other. They are all couples. All I have is you. And all you have is me.”

“Owen…”  Chris was cut off with a deep, passionate kiss.  He could feel the need in it. It was all so confusing.  He really liked Owen. He was sweet most of the time. He liked that he was a bit possessive when they were out and about, but this was a bit much.  He needed his family. Owen couldn’t take that away from him… But this kiss. The need, and want in it… It was overwhelming. So overwhelming, that Chris gave in to the moment, kissing back.

 

A few hours after Chris left the penthouse, Puck arrived home.  When he entered, everyone greeted him, and he plopped down on the couch.  Sugar took a break from frosting cookies and came to sit on his lap, “Rough day at work, Sweetie?”  She kissed him quickly.

“Mmmm,”  he leaned up for another kiss.  “It wasn’t too bad. Just felt long, since I knew everyone was here.  I just wanted to be with you guys, not at work.”

Sugar nodded, “Well, not everyone is here.  Chris was here for a little over an hour, then left.”

Puck frowned, “Why?  Is everything okay?”

Sugar shrugged sadly, “I don’t know.  It was weird, Puck.” She laid her head on his shoulder.

He rubbed her back as he spoke, “We’ll see how tonight goes.  If we need to sit him down and talk to him, we will.” He looked over to Sebastian who was sitting next to him, “What do you think?”

Seb took a deep breath, “I think, as much as this doesn’t feel right to any of us, we need to at least meet Owen and see how tonight goes.”

Puck nodded, “You’re right.  We have to give him a chance.”

 

Not long after, the elevator doors opened, and Santana and Brittany came strutting in.  Santana smiled, “The party can start now, bitches!” Everyone laughed, and the Ohio friends made their way to the girls first.  

“I’ve missed you guys,”  Leah laughed.

“We missed you, too, Leah.”  Santana looked at Sam, “Treating her well, right?”

He rolled his eyes, “Of course!  Why does everyone keep asking that?  You all know me better than anyone. Of course I’m treating her right!”

Brittany smiled as she leaned in closer to Sam and Leah, “We’re just concerned for your safety, Sammy.  We know Sebby would kill you if you hurt her.”

“He’s not going to hurt me,”  Leah said as she wrapped her arms around Sam.  

He hugged her back and kissed her on the forehead, “Never.”

Sugar grabbed Jenna and pulled her with her over to the girls.  She hugged both of them and then made introductions, “Santana, Brittany, this our friend, Jenna.  Jenna, this is Santana and Brittany.”

Jenna smiled, “It’s so nice to meet you both!  I’ve heard lots of good things about both of you.”  She looked at Brittany, “Especially about what a good dancer you are.”

Everyone laughed, and Jeff hid his face.  Santana smiled, “Awe, Jeffie, why didn’t you wait for us?!”

Nick answered for him, “We thought it might be less painful for him if he did it without you here.”

Jeff was still sitting with his head in his hands as Britt made her way to him, “What’s the matter, Jeffie?  Didn’t you like our dance?” She pushed his shoulders back so that he was sitting up straight, then turned and sat on his lap.  He turned bright red, then buried his head in her shoulder.

“Awe, I think our Jeffie liked it too much!”  Santana smiled.

They laughed when they heard a muffled, “Shut up, Tana!” come from Jeff.  

He sighed in relief as the elevator doors opened and Finn and Rachel came walking in.  Finn and Rachel gave Santana and Brittany hugs, and then they all went about getting ready for the party.  

Kurt and Sebastian had decided that if they didn’t have time to put together good costumes, no one else probably did either.  So, they requested that everyone wear black, orange, or some kind of Halloween inspired clothes. Kurt was hoping for a group picture, so he could have one with both his long-time family, and new friends who were quickly becoming family too.

 

The penthouse was all decked out in Halloween decorations.  The dry bar was over-stocked, since many in their family opted to bring alcohol instead of food, and the food and treats that Kurt, Sugar, Jenna made, along with the ones Ashley had brought the day before, were taking up every square inch of the large kitchen island.  Everyone who was spending the night had on their outfits. To make things a bit more fun, most of them put a rocker edge into their outfits. Sebastian, of course, highly encouraged Kurt to wear eyeliner, which he did.  

Hayden, along with two other members of Sebastian’s study group, arrived first.  With Hayden were Krish, an Indian guy with glasses that Kurt immediately liked, and Grace, a blonde girl with beautiful curls and a kind smile.  Kurt had not met Krish or Grace, so he was so happy they could make it to the party. They were just as excited to meet him.  

“I’ll take your coats,”  Kurt smiled. He took the coats and headed toward the office.  He smiled to himself as he passed Jenna.  

Sebastian brought them over toward the living room and kitchen, “Everyone, this is Hayden, Krish, and Grace.  Guys, this is everyone…” He quickly went through everyone’s names, not they would remember them all.

Hayden went up to Jenna and Sugar, “It’s nice to see you ladies again.  You both look great.”

Jenna blushed, and Sugar smiled, “Thanks, Hun.  You do too. Black suits you.”

He smiled and looked down, “Thanks.”

Sugar turned to Jenna, “Why don’t you take Hayden on a tour?  He’s never been here before.” Sugar picked up a bowl and tried to busy herself.  She caught Kurt’s eye, and she winked. He just grinned, loving that his best girl was in on the plan.

Jenna smiled sweetly, “Sure!  Follow me, and we’ll start upstairs…”

Hayden looked at Jenna’s adorable dimples as she passed him and mumbled, “I think I’d follow you anywhere,” as he turned to follow Jenna to the steps. Hayden had been thinking of her a lot ever since karaoke.  Kurt and Sugar couldn’t have smiled any bigger. Everyone around them could tell what they were up to and just chuckled to themselves.

 

Within the half hour, most people had arrived.  Ben, Ty, Natalie, Jeremy, and Ashley were next. They all brought food, not wanting to contribute to giving alcohol to minors. 

“Oh.  My. God.  That’s…” Rachel said as she pointed to Jeremy.  

Puck leaned over and spoke to her quietly, “Yes.  That’s Jeremy Jordan. Keep it down, and I’ll tell you how he’s here.”  She nodded, so Puck continued, “He’s a friend of Ben and Natalie’s. Together, they are writing a musical about Sebastian and Kurt.”   Rachel’s eyes widened and she turned to look at Puck. He said, “They’ve all become friends and are here pretty often. Don’t make this into a thing, Rachel.  Please.”

Rachel took a deep breath, “Okay.  Okay, I’ll try really hard not to.”

 

Channing, Elliott, and Dallas were next to arrive.  When the doors opened, Kurt happened to be close by.  He laughed when he heard Channing say, “I fucking knew it.”

He smiled as he approached her, “What did you know?”

“That you had money.  I know your closets are fucking huge, too,”  she smiled.

He hugged her quickly, “Well, first of all, I don’t have money.  Well, sort of? Bas and his family do. I have more money than I thought I ever would, since I don’t pay rent, or tuition, and had saved for school, so I guess I kinda do, too?”  He made an adorable thinking face that Elliott couldn’t help but smile at.

“This place is beautiful, Kurt,”  Elliott said.

Kurt smiled, and much to Elliott’s surprise, hugged him, “Thanks.  All the decor is thanks to Bas and Leah’s late aunt. I’m just lucky that I love it.  And the penthouse has been in Bas’ family since the building was built.”

“Wow,”  Dallas said, as she looked around.  

“We can do tours later, if you want.  Come on, let me introduce you guys to our family,”  Kurt took their coats and they followed him in. He quickly made the introductions, and everyone started mingling right away. 

Most of their self defense class showed up soon after.  Lex was the only one to not come. No one was surprised by that at all.  She participated at a minimum in class, and never stuck around for any socializing.  

Several people from the class, as well as Krish and Grace, all recognized Jeremy.  Jeremy, especially, was grateful that they were cool about it, and after some friendly greetings and chit chat, everything went back to normal.  Kurt and Sebastian were pleased too.  

 

Chris and Owen approached the building hand in hand.  “You have to be kidding me,” Owen said, looking up at the building.  

Chris smiled, “Nope.  I told you it was a nice place.”

Owen made face, “Yeah, ‘nice’.”  He felt a bit jealous already.

“Good evening, Mr. Cairnes,”  Raymond greeted.

Chris smiled, “Hey, Raymond.  How are you?”

Raymond nodded, “Fantastic.  Have a great time tonight.”

Chris smiled, “Thanks!  I’m sure we will.”

As they went inside, George greeted him, “Good evening, Mr. Cairnes.  How are you tonight?”

“Great, George!  How are you?”

“Doing well.  Thanks for asking.”

“George, this is my boyfriend, Owen Chatfield.  He should be on the list.”

George checked the list, “He sure is.”  He looked to Owen, “I’ll just need to see your ID, Mr. Chatfield.”

Owen showed George his ID and they were allowed access to the elevators.  Once they were on their way up, Owen said, “This is crazy. I can’t believe I had to show ID to get into a private party.”

“There is a reason that they chose to live here.  Safety and security, is very important to them. They’ve been through a lot.  Showing your ID isn’t a big deal.”

Owen sighed as he stared at the screen of the elevator.  It had a “P” displayed. He asked, “What does the ‘P’ stand for?”

Chris answered, “Penthouse,” just before the doors opened to the party.

The party was well underway by this point.  Music was playing, and people were eating, drinking, and talking everywhere.  

As they walked in, Finn noticed right away.  He had yet to see Chris, so he walked over and gave Chris a huge, Finn-style bear hug, “Chris!  I’ve missed you, man!” Owen frowned as Chris let go of his hand and hugged Finn back.  

“I missed you, too, Finn!  How are you?”

“Good!”  He let go of Chris and looked at Owen, “Hey, I’m Finn.  I’m Kurt’s brother.”

Owen shook his hand, “Owen.  Chris’ boyfriend.”

“Cool, man.  It’s nice to meet you!”  Finn smiled. Rachel approached, and Finn introduced her.  Owen was polite, despite his annoyance with Finn for touching his boyfriend.  Little did he know how touchy feely this family was.

Kurt was in the kitchen with Sugar, as they chatted with Jenna and Elliott.  Sebastian and Puck were only a few feet behind them, talking with Ben, Ty, and Jeremy.  Sugar was looking down at the treats, straightening them up from where some had been taken from the platter.  Kurt looked up and noticed Chris. He smiled, but his smile faded and he paled a bit as soon as he saw Owen.  

Elliott frowned.  He did not like the look on Kurt’s face. “Kurt, are you okay?”

Sebastian and Puck both heard Elliott and the concern in his voice.  They turned and stepped closer to look at Kurt. Sebastian put his hand on Kurt’s back, “What’s wrong, Baby?”

All of his friends that were within earshot were now looking at him.  He cleared his throat and shook his head as he looked down at the counter, “Nothing.  Everything is fine.”

Sebastian, Sugar, Puck, Jenna and Elliott knew that it wasn’t.  Jeremy, Ben, and Ty listened as Sebastian spoke quietly, “What’s the matter, Babe?”

Kurt glanced up to where Chris and Owen were greeting some of their Ohio family.  Everyone looked up, trying to figure out what was bothering Kurt. Sebastian sighed when he saw who Owen was.

“You’ve got to be kidding me,” Puck said, noticing Owen.

“Puck...that’s…”  Sugar had concern written all over her face.

“Yeah, Sug.  I know.”

Elliott frowned, “What’s going on?”  Jenna made her way to be by Sugar’s side.

Sebastian spoke quietly again, “Chris’ boyfriend...We’ve seen him before.  He was at the Palladium when we walked Chris back to practice one day after lunch.  Another cheerleader came into the area all flustered, like they had gotten in an argument or fight.  Owen gave him a very threatening look. The cheerleader guy looked terrified. It was something we were all bothered by, and even discussed on the way home.”

“Shit,”  Elliott said, looking over to Owen.  “Do you think he’s abusive?” Thoughts of his abusive relationship in high school swirled around in his head.  He felt sick thinking that Chris, the guy he had a crush on, might be enduring any of that.

“He better not hurt Chris,”  Puck said through gritted teeth.  He turned to Elliott, “Sugar and Kurt both felt really uneasy when we first saw him.  It’s like their senses for that kind of thing are heightened after what they’ve been through, ya know?”

Elliott nodded, “Yeah, that’s pretty typical, and not a good sign at all.”

At this point, Sebastian had wrapped his arms around Kurt, holding him close.  He kissed him on the forehead, then looked at everyone, “We still need to give him a chance, but without letting our guard down.  It may have been a fluke. I hope it was. But he’s over there smiling and laughing with our family, and by all accounts, looks polite enough.  This is a big step for Chris to even bring him here to meet us, so let's give him a shot. Agreed?” Everyone nodded, “Kurt and Sugar, if either of you become too uncomfortable, then he’s gone.  This is your home, and anyone who makes you feel that way, isn’t welcomed here. Period.” 

Kurt nodded and Sugar quietly said, “Okay.”  Elliott was worried about how quiet Kurt had become.

Sebastian pulled Kurt aside, and took his face gently in his hands.  He used his Dom tone, “Listen to me, Kurt. Everything will be fine. You are safe at home, surrounded by everyone that loves you.  I will not let anything happen to you, and we will make sure that Chris stays safe the best we can. Do you understand?”

Kurt nodded, “Yes, Sir.  Thank you.”

“Always, Baby.  I love you.” He gave Kurt a quick kiss.

“I love you, too.” 

 

Over by the fireplace, Chris was introducing Owen to more of his family, then pulled him over toward the kitchen.  Kurt took a deep breath, and Sebastian made sure to keep his hand touching Kurt at all times when Owen was close. Puck was doing the same for Sugar.  Elliott and Jenna had made their way over to talk to Ben, Ty, and Jeremy, but Elliott was keeping an eye on things.

“Owen these are my best friends, Kurt, Sebastian, Puck, and Sugar.  Guys, this is my boyfriend, Owen.” Chris smiled.  

Sebastian was first to speak.  He shook Owen’s hand, “It’s nice to meet you, Owen.  Welcome.”

“Thank you.  Your home is beautiful.”

Sebastian gave a single nod, “Thank you.  But as Kurt likes to say, it’s not as beautiful as the people I share it with.”

Owen looked at Kurt, “Kurt, it’s nice to meet you.”  He held his hand out.

Kurt looked at his hand, and slowly reached out to shake it, “You too, Owen.  I’m glad you were able to make it tonight.”

Owen nodded, “Thanks for having me.’  He looked at Sugar, “Sugar, it’s nice to meet you, as well.  I’m looking forward to tasting your famous sweets.”

She gave a small smile, “It’s nice to meet you too.  I’m afraid Chris might be a little biased.”

Puck winked at Chris, “Just a little.”  Puck was almost certain he heard Owen growl when he winked.  He looked back to Owen, the grin gone from his face , “I’m Puck.”  He held out his hand.

Owen shook it, “Good to meet you,” he said dryly.  Sugar grabbed Puck’s hand and stood behind him slightly.  

Elliott saw the tension building.  He approached, “Hi, Owen. I’m Elliott.”  He shook his hand quickly, “I think we need to some live music.  Do you sing, Owen?” Chris was grateful for this distraction. He could tell something was off, but chalked it up to Owen’s possessive nature.  He didn’t realize Puck wasn’t real happy with the interaction, since he was so focused on Owen.

“I can sing a little, I guess,” he said with a shrug.

“Well, feel free to join in,”  he said as he looked back to Jeremy, Ty, and Ben, who nodded.  He looked to Jenna, Seb, Kurt, Puck, and Sugar, who followed along.  They went to get out the guitars and Sebastian sat at the piano.

When Sam saw Seb sit, he smiled, “Sing us a song, piano man!”

Seb chuckled, and began playing just a few chords of Piano Man, by Billy Joel, but didn’t sing.  Kurt leaned his elbows on the piano and looked around at his friends and family, new and old, and tried his best to forget the feeling he had when he first saw Owen.  He had been polite enough, and although it was obvious that he was possessive of Chris, Kurt hoped it wasn’t too much. 

Seb looked at Kurt, “Sing with me, Babe!”  Everyone cheered, anxious to hear the two sing together again.

Kurt smiled at his fiance as he made his way closer to him, “What do you want to sing, Love?”

Sebastian made a face, “I don’t know.”  He looked around, “What do you guys want to hear?”

Quinn smiled, “ Found/Tonight .”

“Yeah, that’s such a perfect song for you two,”  Leah smiled. “Please…”

“Don’t give me those eyes, Sis,”  Seb said.

Kurt chuckled, “You really think she’s going to stop?  They work on you every time.”

Seb smiled, “True.”  He looked around, “Warblers, would you like to harmonize?”

“Pfft, would we like to harmonize,”  Jeff smiled.  

Kurt began to sing, and then played along on the piano.  As the melody progressed, Jeff, Nick, and Cameron all harmonized.  Jeremy looked at Ben and just shook his head. They were all so good.  

When the song ended, everyone cheered.  They laughed when Jeff said, “And that is how you win Nationals.”

Any of their new friends from self defense class and Seb’s study group who did not go to karaoke, were shocked at their voices.  Especially together.   

Kurt smiled and looked at Elliott once the clapping stopped, “Okay.  Now, Elliott, do all of our family a favor, and sing us a song.” He looked around at the crowd, “You guys are in for quite a treat!”

Elliott smiled and shook his head, “I don’t know that I can follow that, Kurt.”

“Yes, you can,”  Puck said.

Elliott chuckled, “Okay.”  He went to the guitars and looked back, “Can I borrow one of these?”

“Sure!”  Puck and Seb said at the same time, since they were the owners of the guitars.

Elliott picked one up, and strummed a few notes, getting himself comfortable.  He made a thoughtful face, then sang, “ Closer To You ”, by Adam Lambert.

Owen watched as Chris, like many in the room, was entranced by the song.  He didn’t like that look in Chris’ eyes if it wasn’t directed at him. And he hated how Elliott would glance at Chris every once in awhile, as if he was singing to him.  He couldn’t sing that well, and certainly not as good as Elliott, Kurt, or Sebastian. Not having Chris’ attention was killing him.

Everyone was wowed by Elliott, and their expressions showed it as the song ended.  Everyone cheered, and Elliott blushed a little as he said, “Thank you,” putting the guitar back on the stand.  Jeremy was especially impressed.

 

Santana sauntered to the grand piano, “Well, hot damn, Elliott.  That was amazing. But, I think we need to make things a bit more... interesting.”  She looked around at everyone, turning in a circle as she strut around, “I think there needs to be a challenge involved.”  She stopped turning as she faced Sebastian. He raised his eyebrows. She smirked, “You and me, Smythe.”  Kurt laughed, and everyone else was grinning.  

Sebastian stood and made his way to stand chest to chest with Santana.  He looked down at her and smirked, “What’s the challenge, Lopez?”

She winked, “A sing-off.”  She turned around and put her phone on the docking station, “I think some Michael is appropriate.”  She turned back to Sebastian, batting her eyelashes, “You up for that, Sebby?”

Seb scoffed, “I’m up for anything, Tana.”

She smiled and wiggled her eyebrows.  Kurt leaned over to Elliott, who had taken Sebastian’s place on the couch, “If Bas and I disappear for a few minutes after he sings... this is why…”  Elliott laughed.  

Smooth Criminal” began to play, and everyone smiled.  Jeremy, Ben and Natalie were nearly bouncing with excitement and anticipation.  Seb started singing first, approaching Santana in a challenging stride. She smiled and walked backwards around the back of the piano.  Their newer New York friends were wide-eyed. They hadn’t seen this side of Sebastian. He backed Santana up until she was at the stairs.  She stayed facing him, and took two steps up as she began to sing. When her part was over, he reached around her waist with one arm, lifting her down to the floor again as he sang.  She turned and walked away, but Seb headed her off by jumping over the couch. She tried to take control of the song back, singing, “I don’t know. I don’t know…” but he continued to advance on her.  When the song ended, they were chest to chest again, breathing heavy, smirking at each other. Santana’s back was against the piano as she kept eye contact with Sebastian, but spoke loudly so Kurt could hear her, “Fuck, Porcelain.  You are one lucky man.”

Everyone laughed.  Kurt nodded and fanned himself a bit, “You have no idea, Tana.  No idea.”

Sebastian winked at Santana, “I’m the lucky one.”

Chris chuckled, “You’re both lucky.”  Owen frowned and tried to calm the anger he felt at hearing that statement.  Puck and Elliott both noticed, giving each other a knowing look.

“Damn, I need a drink now,”  Kurt chuckled as he stood.  

Santana stepped around Sebastian and put her arm through Kurt’s, “Me too, Porcelain.”

 

A few people made their way over to fix some drinks.  Jenna smiled at Kurt from behind her glass, “So ‘Porcelain’ is a new one.”

He smiled, “Yeah.  It was a cheer name.  Coach thought my skin looked like porcelain, so...”

“Yeah, about this cheer stuff.  I need proof. You just don’t seem like a cheerleader.”

Brittany started bouncing, “Porcelain, show her!”

Kurt’s eyes widened, “No, Britt!”  It was too late. Brittany had ran over to Sebastian, who was talking quietly to Hayden and Krish while Rachel was belting out a tune.

“Sebby!” she said, sitting in his lap.  

Seb smiled, “Yes, Britt?”

She got a little distracted.  She looked at Hayden and Krish and frowned, “Are they dolphins, too, Sebby?”

They had a look of complete confusion.  Seb chuckled, “No, Sweetie. They’re sharks.  What did you want?”

“Oh!  You need to show Jenna Porcelain’s cheer video.  Can we all see it?”

He smiled and rubbed her back a little, “How about I put it on the computer in the office, and you two can watch in there?”  He took her jumping up and running to get Jenna as a ‘yes’. He looked at his friends, “Excuse me, gentlemen.”

They both shook their heads.  Hayden said, “No way. I want to see this.”  They both got up and followed Sebastian into the office. 

Brittany ran over to Santana, who was talking with Elliott, Bahati, and Puck, “We’re showing Jenna Kurt’s cheer video.  Come watch!”

Elliott raised his eyebrows, “Kurt was a cheerleader?”

Puck chuckled, “Yep.  He won them Nationals, too.”

Bahati frowned, “I thought he won Show Choir Nationals?”

Puck smirked, “He won both.  The Cheer Nationals was with McKinley, and the Show Choir Nationals was with Dalton.”  Puck looked back, seeing their confused expressions, and realized that they didn’t know Kurt had switched schools.  He didn’t want to be the one to tell them, especially if it wasn’t something Kurt wanted them to know, so he just shook his head.  Elliott and Bahati understood that he had said something that would lead to a questionable topic.

Sebastian set it up for them, then left to go mingle again.  As they stood around and watched, their jaws dropped. “Holy shit!”  Elliott said, unable to take his eyes off the computer. When it was over, they all came out and were looking at Kurt.  Kurt had been talking with Chris and Owen, trying to be friendly. 

He noticed everyone looking, so he paused the conversation, “What?!”

Jenna was still in a bit of shock, but said, “You didn’t tell us about Cheer Nationals.  I mean, damn, Kurt.” Owen frowned a bit, looking at Kurt. He didn’t know he had been a cheerleader.

Kurt blushed a little, “What about them?”

“Kurt… You were singing AND flipping in the air.  You were walking on those guy’s hands as they held you up… All while singing like that?!”  Elliott said, totally impressed.

Chris chuckled, “Well, that’s why they won!”

Finn, Rachel, Quinn, and Cameron were sitting around the coffee table in front of the couch Kurt, Chris, and Owen were sitting on.  Finn turned to look at Kurt, “You should play it on the tv out here. Let everyone see it!”

Kurt shook his head with a frown, “No.”

Dallas smiled from the dining room table, “Why not, Kurt?  It just helps us get to know the real you. Some of us are still learning.  I mean, we just found out the Sebastian could do what he just did… Sooo….”

“We could show them a live version!”  Brittany said as she plopped down on Santana’s lap, across from Kurt.

“Ohh, yeah, Porcelain.  Let’s do it live.”

“NO.  Okay, we can watch it out here,”  he sighed. Dallas clapped and bounced in her seat a bit.  

Puck went and got the flash drive and set it up.  Once it began to play, everyone was watching. Kurt got up and went to the kitchen.  

Sebastian wrapped his arms around him from behind, “You okay?  We can turn it off if you want.”

Kurt spoke quietly so no one could hear him, “No, it’s okay.  It’s just Owen. I’m trying to be friendly, but there’s something about him.  It’s like he’s threatened by me or something. He kind of reminds me of Blaine.”  Sebastian took a deep breath. He closed his eyes, and held Kurt a little tighter.  Kurt continued, “I don’t think he likes Chris having all of these friends.”

“Well, we aren’t going anywhere, no matter what.  He’s just going to have to get used to us, or leave Chris.”

 

When the video was over, everyone, especially the new friends, cheered.  “That was unbelievable, Kurt!” Channing said. “Can we see the Show Choir Nationals video now?”

Kurt shook his head, “I don’t think so.”

Sebastian knew he didn’t want to have to talk about why he switched schools.  He also knew that the video that played during “Stand In The Light” would raise a lot of questions on a subject that wasn’t exactly up for discussion at the moment.  He shook his head, “Maybe some other time…”

Santana got the message, so she said, “How about some more live music?  Since we have three Broadway actors in our midst, I think it’s only fair that you guys sing us a song or two.”

Ben, Jeremy, and Natalie easily agreed, and sang a few songs from musicals they had each been in.  

While they were singing, Kurt stood back and watched, getting lost in the music as he sipped his drink.  Sebastian, however, was in the kitchen, where he noticed Owen standing over by the credenza along the staircase wall.  On top were several framed photos of Sebastian, Kurt, and their family. Seb watched Cameron approach Owen, looking to see which picture it was that he was holding, inspecting closely.  “That’s all of us at Seb and Kurt’s graduation party.” He pointed to the picture, “There’s Chris.”

“And who is that with his arm around him?”

“That’s Thad.  He’s a friend of ours.”  He didn’t know how much Chris had told Owen about Thad.  

“Mmm.  And Sebastian and Kurt even had a joint graduation party?”  he sat the picture back down, and picked up the one of Kurt that Sebastian had taken at the Lima Bean after cheer practice one Wednesday.  

“Yeah.  They have all the same friends, and their families have become super close, so why not?”  Cameron looked at the picture Owen was holding, “That’s at Lima Bean. It’s the coffee shop where they met.”

Owen raised his eyebrows, “They didn’t meet in school?”  Cameron just shook his head. Owen said, “I didn’t know Kurt was a cheerleader too.”

“Yep.  And, as you saw, a great one.  That’s how we all met Chris. He and Kurt met at a competition.  He ran into Kurt and Sebastian doing some Christmas shopping, and from there, it was a fast friendship.  They’ve become even closer now.”

Owen put the picture down, and dryly said, “I know.”  He glanced over to Chris, who was now standing behind the couch, talking to Kurt.  He watched as Kurt grabbed Chris’ bicep and leaned in to whisper something to him. Chris threw his head back and laughed, placing his hand on Kurt’s back.  

Owen saw red and stormed over, pushing his way past Cam.  Kurt looked up, seeing the anger in Owen’s eyes.  His own eyes widened, and visibly paled once again.  

Sebastian noticed right away, looking up when he saw the sudden movements of Owen quickly making his way across the room.  He glanced at Kurt, seeing the panic already setting in.  It was as if it all was set in slow motion. “Kurt!” he called, immediately making his way toward his fiance.  Everyone looked to see what was the matter.

Kurt heard him, but was unable to move.  Chris turned to see Owen headed straight for them, anger written all over his face.  He stepped in front of Kurt, trying his best to shield him. Owen shoved him out of the way, pushing Kurt back forcefully with one hand, “Don’t fucking touch him!  He’s mine!”  His drink went flying.  The glass hit the floor and shattered, just as Kurt gasped for air, stumbling backwards and falling to the floor.

Owen turned to Chris, grabbing his arm roughly, “Let’s go.”  He started to pull him toward the elevator.

“No!”  Chris yelled. 

As Chris yelled, Cameron had made his way over and pulled him back, stepping in front of him, while Finn and Sam both grabbed Owen.  Finn watched as Sebastian got on the floor with Kurt, trying to pull him out of his panic attack. Finn practically growled as he said, “I’ve already held my brother in my arms as I thought he was dying after some asshole fucked with him.  That won’t happen again.  Don’t even think you can come into his home and touch him without consequences.  I will kill you before you lay another finger on him.”

Puck stood inches away from Owen now, “You’ll have to get in line, Finn.”  He glared at Owen, “I knew you were no good. I’m going to let you walk out of here in as much of one piece as these boys will let you leave.  But the only condition to that is that if you ever fucking touch Kurt again, you won’t ever see the light of day.  And the same goes for Chris.  You may be jealous of his family, but we’re family.  We take care of our own.  He’s ours. You touch him, the consequences will be severe.  Now get the fuck out, and don’t ever come back.”

While all of this was happening, Hayden reached over and grabbed Jenna’s hand, pulling her behind him.  Sugar and Jeff ran to be with Kurt. And every other person in the room stood, ready to act if need be.  

Elliott had made his way as fast as he could to Chris, who was now shaking.  Elliott spoke softly, “I’m going to put my hand on your shoulder, okay?” Chris nodded.

“Don’t fucking touch him!”  Owen yelled.

Sebastian turned away from Kurt for a moment.  The look in his eyes was pure hatred, “Get him the fuck out of here before I rip him apart.  Make sure they know he’s never welcome back.”

Finn and Sam pulled Owen to the elevator as he yelled and tried to pull away.  Channing, of course, knew what coat he had worn in, so she quickly got it for him. She didn’t want there to be a reason for him to try to return.  Sam took it from her with a nod.  

“Be careful, Sam,”  Leah said as he waited for the elevator doors to open.  She and Rachel were holding hands.

“Always,” he winked at her.  

When the elevator doors opened, Sam grabbed another coat from the coat tree, and handed Owen’s to Finn.  They exchanged a look, then entered the elevator in silence. When the doors closed, Sam let go of Owen’s arm, and conveniently, and slowly, put on the coat in such a way that it blocked the security camera.  Downstairs, George watched the camera become blocked with a raised eyebrow.  

As the elevator doors opened to the lobby, Owen was bent over, holding his stomach.  He stumbled out as Finn pushed him from behind. He grabbed him by the arm again and looked at George, “Owen is no longer welcome here.  Ever.  If he comes back tonight, call the police.  We’ll have him arrested for assault.”

“Yes, Mr. Hudson.”

Raymond opened the door for them.  He raised his eyebrows as the boys shoved Owen out onto the sidewalk and threw his coat out after him.  

“Call the police if he tries to come back, Raymond.  He’s no longer welcome here.”

“Yes, Sir,”  Raymond said, glaring at Owen.  He didn’t know what the guy had done, but if these two sweet boys from Ohio said it was bad, it was.

Owen turned around, “Fuck you!”  But Finn and Sam were already on their way back to the elevator.

 

Notes:

Poor Kurt, with those panic attacks. It's what happens in real life sometimes, and after all he's been through, it's bound to happen to him.
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Chapter 9: Halloween Party Part Two

Summary:

What happens after Owen is kicked out of the party. Friends to the rescue.

Notes:

Sorry I didn't get this out over the weekend like I told a couple of you I would. I came down with a terrible cold. Every time I got the computer out to type, I fell asleep! Hopefully I didn't rush through the last parts too much. I may go back and make a few changes when I'm not drowning myself in DayQuill anymore.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

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As Finn and Sam took Owen to the elevator, Kurt’s eyes were panicking as they scanned the room.  He wasn’t sure where Owen had gone.  

“No, Baby.  Look at me,”  Sebastian said as he gently turned Kurt’s face to look at him.  Kurt looked him in the eye. “That’s it, Baby. He’s leaving. Your brothers have him and he’s leaving.  Take a deep breath, Kurt. Breathe.” Kurt looked away, scanning the room again. Seb lowered his tone, “He’s not coming back, Kurt.  Ever. I’ve got you. Please focus. Look at me.” Kurt continued to gasp for air, but he finally found Sebastian’s eyes again. “Good boy.  That’s it,” Seb said quietly. “Try again. Take some slow, deep breaths. I need you to count in your head for me. Focus on me. Don’t look away.”

After a minute, that seemed like a lifetime, Kurt started to breathe a little easier.  As soon as he was able, he looked at Seb with concern, “Chris…?”

“He’s okay.  He’s right here,”  Seb answered, looking up at Chris, who had huge tears in his eyes, carefully watching Kurt.

While Sebastian had been trying to calm Kurt down, Elliott was doing the same for Chris.  After asking Chris if he could touch his shoulder, and Owen’s explosive reaction, Chris melted into Elliott.  He held Chris close, slowly rubbing his back as they both watched Seb and Kurt, just like most others in the room.  Cameron, however, was watching Elliott and Chris.

Kurt looked up to Chris, “Are… Are you okay?” he asked softly.

That opened the floodgates for Chris.  He couldn’t believe the first thing Kurt was concerned about was him.  He choked out a sob, “I’m fine. Are you? I’m so sorry, Kurt.” He let go of Elliott and fell to his knees next to Kurt, “I’m so sorry.”  Kurt reached his arm out for Chris. They held each other as Chris cried.  

“This wasn’t your fault, Chris,”  Sebastian said as he wrapped one of his arms around Chris too.

Kurt held onto Chris tight as a few of his own tears fell, “Please don’t go back to him, Chris.  Please.”

Chris shook his head, “No, I won’t.  I’m so sorry.”

“Bas is right.  This wasn’t your fault.  He was just….”

Chris took a deep breath, “Jealous.  He was just jealous.”

Everyone frowned a bit.  Sebastian asked, “What is he jealous of?”

“Everything,”  Chris answered.  “He’s jealous of your home, jealous that I spend so much time with you, and especially jealous that you were touching me.”

“That’s bullshit, Chris.  I hope you know that,” Cameron said.  

“Total bullshit,”  Puck agreed.

Chris nodded.  Elliott hoped that he really did understand.

“Come on.  Let’s get up off the floor,”  Sebastian said as he patted Kurt’s hip.

Puck helped Kurt up, as Elliott helped Chris.  Nick reached down, pulling Sebastian to his feet.

“I think it may be time for us to head out,”  Channing said.  

Kurt shook his head, and Sebastian said, “Actually, Channing, it usually helps to be surrounded by friends and family.  So if you don’t mind staying…”

“Absolutely,”  She said, wondering what Sebastian meant by “usually”.  She wondered if this happened all the time. She realized that she probably knew a lot less about him than his other new friends, since many of them were from his self defence class.  

Everyone started settling back into their seats, grabbing snacks or drinks… Anything to make it go back to being normal.  Channing and Brittany began cleaning up the broken glass, while Santana and Jeff got some dish towels to clean the spill.

The elevator doors opened, and Finn and Sam entered.  They headed straight for Kurt. “Are you okay, Little Brother?”

Kurt nodded, and Sebastian said, “Thanks for helping.”

Sam looked to Chris, “You okay?”  He shrugged and nodded simultaneously.

Sebastian grabbed Kurt’s hand and pulled him around to the front of the couch, and into his lap, wrapping his arms around him.  Kurt sat sideways with Seb, leaning his head against his collarbone. He looked over to Chris, “Come on.”  

Chris went over and sat with them.  Sebastian put his arm around him, and Kurt reached over and grabbed his hand.  Elliott sat in the empty spot on the couch next to Chris, turning to face him as much as he could. “This would have set him off,”  Chris said sadly.

The three of them frowned, “Did that type of thing happen often?” Sebastian asked.

“The jealousy?  It’s hard to say.  We didn’t go around other people that often, other than strangers.  But I know he was jealous of the time we would all spend together. And he hates when other people get close to me, or especially touch me.”

Elliott looked around and noticed that no one was paying attention to what they were talking about, and the party had returned to normal, with the exception of the friends cleaning up, and a few worried glances every once in awhile.  He quietly asked, “Chris, does Owen hurt you?”

Chris took a deep breath again as he closed his eyes.  

 

Puck, Finn and Cameron were over by the dry bar.  They were casually watching Kurt and Chris, making sure everything was okay without being too ‘in your face’ about it.  Cam turned to Puck and Finn, “I hope Owen knows he needs to back off. I don’t get a good feeling about him.”

Finn nodded, “We made it pretty clear in the elevator that he wasn’t welcomed back.”

Puck raised an eyebrow, “So he didn’t leave in one piece?” 

Finn shook his head, “Hell no.”

 

Back on the couch, Chris answered Elliott’s question.  He frowned, “He… He…” Chris made a face like it had dawned on him, “He did hurt me.  Earlier today… He hurt me.” Chris started to cry a little, and Kurt and Sebastian pulled him in closer for a tighter hug.  

It was killing Elliott that it wasn’t him holding Chris.  He wanted to comfort him so badly, so he chanced it, and put a hand on Chris’ knee.

Sebastian tried to control his anger.  He asked gently, “What did he do earlier today?”

“When I left earlier, it was because he was mad that I was here.  I went to his apartment. He grabbed me by the arms and told me that I was his.  Over and over. He said you are all couples, and have each other… Like you didn’t need me.  And that all he and I had was each other.”

“Did he hurt you when he grabbed your arms?”  Elliott asked.

Chris nodded, “It was hard.  He backed me up against the wall…”

“Chris…”  Kurt said sadly.

He continued, “He kissed me hard and needy.  I thought he was just being passionate at first.  But now I don’t know. I don’t know what to think…He said...He….”

“Did he force you to do something?”  Kurt asked.

Chris frowned, thinking about it.  Then he said, “He just wants something different… And didn’t give me a choice?  Or a chance to discuss it?”

Sebastian said, “He always needs your permission, Chris.  Do you mind telling us what he wanted? You don’t have to, but I think we would understand better, and it would help you sort this all out in your head.”

Chris nodded, “Yeah.  I would like to talk it out with you, if you don’t mind.  Can we go somewhere a bit more private? I’d like Puck, Sugar, and Jenna there too.  You guys know me the best, and it’s not something I want to have to repeat later.”

Seb nodded, “Absolutely.  We can go out on the terrace.  I think it’s warm enough. If not, we can take a few blankets out, just in case.”  He pat Kurt on the hip again, “Let’s get drinks and blankets and head out.” He looked at Kurt, “Are you okay now, Baby?”  Kurt nodded.

Elliott let go of Chris’ knee, “I’ll go get Puck, Sugar, and Jenna, and send them out.”

Chris grabbed Elliott’s hand quickly, “Come back with them.  Please?” Being near Elliott was very comforting to Chris, and he couldn’t quite figure out why.  But now was not the time for silly questions like “why”.

He nodded, “Of course.”  He squeezed Chris’ hand a little.  He was so pleased that Chris wanted him there.  He had a natural instinct to protect him and comfort him.  He assumed that’s how Sebastian and Puck felt about Kurt and Sugar.  Or, really, how all of their friends and family from Ohio felt about Kurt and Sugar.

Sebastian and Kurt grabbed a few throw blankets from the couches.  Kurt didn’t want to leave Seb’s side quite yet, so he followed along.  Elliott and Chris let go of each other’s hands and went to Puck, who was still with Finn and Cameron.  

“Hey, Puck, would you mind joining us outside for a few minutes?  And can you grab Sugar and Jenna please?” Elliott asked.  

“Yeah, man, no problem.”  Puck went to get Sugar and Jenna.  He asked Jenna to run upstairs and grab Kurt’s weighted blanket, which she did.

Elliott had started to walk away with Chris and Puck, but Cameron stopped him, “Elliott.”

He turned to look at Cam with raised eyebrows.  Cameron continued, “I see how you look at him.” Elliott looked back at Chris quickly, then looked down, unsure of what to say.  “Look… Chris’ ex, Thad, is one of my best friends. They still care about each other a lot. And I love Chris all on his own, but the fact that Thad cares so much about him still, makes me care a bit extra too.  I see how you look at him. You like him. And I like you. Now, Owen, I didn’t care for even before all of that crap he just pulled. But, you, I like. I can’t be here to make sure everything is going to be okay with him and this whole Owen situation.  And Puck and Seb have their hands full with Sugar and Kurt. As much as all four of them will try their hardest to be there for Chris, it may not be enough. So, can I count on you to be the one who is there for Chris the most?”

Elliott was touched.  He nodded, “Absolutely.”  He paused, then asked, “So, are Thad and Chris…?”

Cam shook his head, “Just friends.”  Elliott nodded, then went out on the terrace to join the others, leaving Cameron smirking behind him.

 

Sebastian had turned the gas fire pit table on, and placed a blanket on each chair and one of the couches.  He sat with Kurt curled into him on one of the couches. Jenna handed Kurt his weighted blanket, “This is really heavy.”

“Thank you, Jenna.  I love that it’s so heavy.  It’s a huge comfort, and really helps calm me.”

She sat in one chair, and Puck and Sugar shared another, with Sugar on Puck’s lap.  Chris sat in the middle of the couch across from Seb and Kurt, so Elliott took the empty spot to his right.

No one said anything for a minute.  They had made themselves comfortable and were watching the fire.  Chris put the blanket over his lap, then without thinking twice, spread it to cover Elliott too.  Elliott gave him a small smile and leaned back. Chris gave him a small smile in return, then without looking away from Elliott, he apologized once again, “I’m so sorry.”

Elliott frowned, “What do you have to be sorry for?”

Chris looked at everyone else now, “I… I’m just sorry that I brought him into your lives.”

Kurt shook his head, “You can’t think that way, Chris.  You had no way of knowing he would be like that. We learn about people slowly sometimes, and other times, they show us their true colors quickly.  Look at Blaine. He slowly revealed his manipulative ways over a year, and then, BAM, instant asshole. I think it’s kind of lucky that we figured all of this out now, and not a year from now.”

“But I should have known.  I should have put it all together.”

Puck replied, “But sometimes we don’t see what we don’t want to see.  When we’re looking for the best in people, sometimes we go blind to everything that might not be so great about them.”

Kurt nodded, “It took me way too long to catch on to Blaine.  And when I did, I accepted too much. I should have ended it before I even left Dalton at the end of my Junior year.  That’s why I feel so strongly about you not seeing him.” Chris nodded.

Jenna gently spoke, “I think some of us may need to be caught up on what happened.  Other than what we saw.”

Chris nodded and cleared his throat, “Yeah.  Um, Owen was always jealous of you all. He didn’t like for me to spend time with you.  And the fact that we’re kind of touchy feely, I think, sent him over the edge.”

“Tell us about what happened earlier today,”  Sebastian said.

“When I was here earlier, to visit with our Ohio family before the party, he got really upset.  He texted me, asking why I was here if we were coming here tonight anyway. He asked if I was going to make him come here by himself...Anyway, I went to his apartment.  He grabbed my arms really hard, then walked me backwards till I hit the wall…”

Sugar closed her eyes and took a deep breath.  She was hoping this wasn’t going where she feared.  Puck held her a little tighter, “It’s okay, Sug.”

Chris looked at her, “No, Sugar.  It wasn’t the same as with you. I promise.”  She nodded sadly at him. He continued, “He did kiss me pretty hard.  I thought it was just passionate until he brought up what he wanted again.  He tried to push it, but I wouldn’t let him. He had talked about it before, but I mostly laughed it off.”

Puck frowned, “And what is it that he wanted?”

Chris blushed as he looked down at his lap, “He...He wanted me to be his… He tried to make his...slave?”

“Excuse me?  Did you say ‘slave’?”  Jenna said. She stood up and started pacing slowly.  

“Yes.  He said I was his.”

Sebastian said, “Okay, let’s think rationally about this.  I say Kurt is mine all the time. Did he actually say he wanted you to be his slave?”

“When we were… doing things… he got really rough sometimes.  He was kind of…” Chris sighed, “I don’t know how to explain it.  Dominant?” Puck and Sugar both looked to Kurt and Sebastian. “Today, he wanted me to call him ‘Master’.  He would say things about chaining me up and keeping me. He’d talk about whips and chains a lot. I thought he was joking, most of the time.  But today was different.”

Kurt spoke gently, making sure that Chris didn’t feel judged, “Did you want things to be rough?  Some people like that, but it has to be both partners.  Did you want to call him Master, or be his slave?”

“I mean, I don’t need it soft and sweet all the time, but being chained up and whipped is a bit much.  I don’t know anything about BDSM, but he talked about owning me.”

Elliott asked, “Was this a discussion that you had with him, or was this being told to you?”

Chris shook his head, “It definitely wasn’t a discussion.  But I don’t know how all of that works.”

Kurt was so mad, “Well it definitely doesn’t work like that!  You both have to do research.  You both have to have multiple discussions about it.  Together , you decide what’s right for you both.  This should all have been written down, too!  He can’t just decide that it’s what is going to happen, and then make you do it if you haven’t agreed!”

Sebastian squeezed Kurt a little tighter and kissed his temple, “Are you okay, Baby?”

“It just pisses me off!”

Puck chuckled, “We can see that.”  Sebastian tried really hard not to smile, but couldn’t help it.  He thought it was completely sexy when Kurt argued or got worked up about something. 

Chris, Elliott, and Jenna looked a little lost.  They understood that Kurt was upset by it, but this was different.  Something was different.

Sebastian and Kurt shared a look.  Kurt rolled his eyes, “Sorry. I know not everyone is as lucky as I am, but it should still be gone about in the same way.”  Now their three friends looked even more confused.

Sugar smiled, “Angel, I think the cat’s out of the bag, but they aren’t quite sure what animal they are looking at.”

Seb smiled, and Kurt grinned a little as he bit his lip.  He said, “Is it weird that I understood what you meant?”

Jenna nodded, “Yes.”

Kurt looked at Sebastian, who said, “I will always leave this decision up to you, Babe.”

Kurt nodded, then looked at Chris, “Okay.  I want you to listen and keep an open mind.  We are the same friends you’ve always known, and this doesn’t change anything.”  Chris nodded, so Kurt continued, “So, for the past year, Bas has been my Dom. I’m his sub.  Our D/s relationship is not just in the bedroom, but in all parts of our lives.” He gave them a minute to let that soak in.

Chris frowned a bit when he looked at Puck, “Why do you not look shocked?”

Puck shrugged, “I’ve known since last Christmas.  Sugar found out shortly after. Cameron, Santana, Nick, and Jeff also know.”

Sebastian said, “It’s not something we’re going to announce to the world, but we aren’t ashamed.  Kurt needs it, and I’m happy to provide it. It’s actually helped me a lot more than I ever thought it would, too.  And every person who knows, knows for a reason. Cameron was Kurt’s roommate, and found out one night when Kurt had a night terror.  The only way I could wake him was by being his Dom, which, of course, Cam witnessed. Puck figured it out on his own, seeing some things, and Nick and Jeff were there when we explained everything.  Nick was my roommate, so we figured he would know eventually anyway, and what Nick knows, Jeff knows. Santana also figured it out on her own. She heard Kurt call me “Sir” on New Year's Eve after we switched cars, so that confirmed it.”

Kurt added, “And I couldn’t have so many of our friends know, and not include my best girl.”  Sugar smiled and winked at him.

Chris frowned, “So, you aren’t a slave, though.”

Seb chuckled and Kurt bit his lip again.  Seb answered, “I’m sorry, I’m not laughing at you.  It’s just...Can you imagine Kurt as a slave? There is no way in Hell that he would accept that, and I wouldn’t want it anyway.  A sub is different than a slave, but both are part of the whole BDSM world.”

“How are they different?”  Chris asked.

Kurt answered, “Well, this is very subjective, so some may disagree with me, but to me… A sub and slave are similar, but a slave is more extreme.  I submit to Bas, but that doesn’t mean he runs my life, or makes all of the decisions. I can use a safeword to end our scenes at any time. We have set limits and boundaries, which we decided on together, and then put in writing.  We can change those at any time, and we are both always open to discussing any of it.”  

“You have rules?”  Chris interrupted. He was completely shocked.

Kurt chuckled, “Yes.  I know, I don’t seem like the type to follow rules, but I am.  I like order and rules. Now… Fashion rules, maybe not.” Elliott smiled.  

Sebastian said, “We both have set expectations.  There are things I have to do as his Dom, and things he has to do as my sub.  He doesn’t have rules for everything. And some rules are just things that normal couples do, but for us it’s a rule.  In a way, it’s sort of like a promise that certain things will happen.”

Chris said, “But where there are rules, there are consequences for breaking them.”  He seemed very concerned about this, and Elliott frowned. He hadn’t thought about that part.

Sebastian nodded, “He does have consequences for breaking them.  And this is another place where a discussion is very important for couples.  Because of his history, we do not have physical consequences for him breaking rules.”

Kurt interrupted, “And that was of Bas’ insistence, not mine.”

“He doesn’t need to have someone hurt him as a punishment.  He’s had enough pain to last a couple of lifetimes. I would never do that to him.”

Chris, Elliott, and Jenna all seemed relieved by that.  But Chris still needed clarification, “So, you’re not spanking him when he breaks a rule or anything?  Nothing like that?”

Kurt smirked and had a mischievous sparkle in his eye, “He spanks me, but it isn’t for punishment.”  Everyone laughed. Kurt turned in Sebastian’s arms to get a good look at him. He was smiling and shaking his head.  “Love you, Bas.”

Sebastian kissed him, then pulled back and said, “I love you too, Baby.”

Puck smirked, “Do you really think I would stand by without throwing a fit if what they were doing wasn’t beneficial for Princess?”

Kurt smiled, “Yeah.  Noah is my straight boyfriend.  He loves me.” He looked at Jenna and winked.  She giggled and shook her head.

Elliott chuckled, “You did say something about polygamy once.”  Sebastian laughed.

Kurt smiled, but then became a bit more serious as he looked at Chris, “Personally, I like feeling owned.  I have two collars. One I wear out in public sometimes. I like being his.  It makes me feel secure and loved.  The difference with a slave, is that they aren’t just owned, they become a possession.  They give their consent to give up all consent.  Then that’s it.  No safe words. No negotiations.  Nothing. With D/s, there are different extremes.  Some D/s relationships are close to being slave/Master.  Others, like ours, is a bit more vanilla, but maybe more than a typical relationship.  When I call Bas ‘Sir’ out of the blue, he knows I need to be Dominated in some way. Sometimes, it has nothing to do with sex.  Sometimes, it’s just nice to know that someone else is in control and will guide me as they see fit. You have to have complete trust in that person.”

Elliott asked, “How do you know… you know, when Sebastian is being your Dom?”

Seb answered, “Well, I’m his Dom all the time.  But when I’m needing, or wanting, him to submit, it’s my tone of voice, most of the time.”

“Did you use it tonight when you were calming him down during his panic attack?”  Elliott asked, thinking he may have heard Seb’s tone change when trying to calm Kurt.

Sebastian nodded, “I did.”

Sugar said, “Even I recognize the tone now.  What they are doing is completely healthy. You guys know how much they love and respect each other.  What Owen was asking was something extreme. And that can’t happen without your permission. And this whole too possessive crap is uncalled for.”

Chris nodded, “I know.”  He looked at Kurt and Seb, “Thank you for telling me.  I may have more questions later, if that’s okay.” They both nodded.  “I know what Owen wanted wasn’t what I want. And I know he was too rough, and going about the wrong way.  But…”

“You cannot go back to him,” Elliott said, worried that that was where Chris was headed.  “You can’t, Chris.”

Chris looked at Elliott, “I know.”

Elliott frowned a little, “You don’t look so sure.  Trust me, I’ve been in an abusive relationship. That’s what you were in.  Please don’t go back.”

Chris grabbed Elliott’s hand, “I won’t, Elliott.  I promise.”

Elliott squeezed his hand a bit, “He’s going to try.  Given what you’ve told us, and what we saw today, he already feels that you belong to him.  He’s going to try to get into your head even more. He’s going to push and push, until he feels you will give in.  He’ll be sweet and charming. He’ll do anything he can to make you stay. He’ll even apologize for what happened tonight.  But please trust me when I say he doesn’t mean it. It’s his way of manipulating you into staying.”

This made everyone a little more curious about what had happened with Elliott.  But, at the moment, all Sebastian could think of was keeping his friend safe. “I want you to stay here until school on Monday, Chris.  And then after classes Monday, if things have settled down, you can return to your dorm. If they haven’t, then you can move in with us.  We already think of the spare room as “Chrissa’s” room.” Chris and Jenna both chuckled.  

Chris’ smile faded a bit, “Thank you.  But I have to live in my dorm for my scholarship.”

Puck shook his head, “Noooo… You have to have a dorm for your scholarship.  I bet nothing in the terms of your scholarship say that you actually have to be there every night.  This place has security, Chris. There’s obviously plenty of room. Please consider it.”

Chris shyly nodded, “If things aren’t settled down…”  

“I’m serious, Chris.  Forget I even mentioned Monday.  If he tries anything, at any time, or day of the week, we want you here.  Whether it’s trying to sweet talk his way back to you, something physical, or even if you feel like he’s watching you.  Anything. You will always be welcome here. So, unless he completely ignores you, or falls off the face of the Earth, we want you to move in here.  I’d like it to be before we even give him a chance to do anything. Now would be great.” Kurt nodded to show that he agreed.

Elliott looked around at his new friends, completely in awe.  They were so different from each other, but so accepting, and loving of each other.  They would do anything to make each other happy and safe. He thought maybe, for once in his life, he had found his tribe.

 

Back inside, just after the others went outside to the terrace, Hayden approached Finn, Sam, and Cameron, who were talking in the kitchen, “Hey.”  They all greeted him in return. He continued, “So, Sebastian and I have become pretty good friends. I know a little about what happened to Kurt, because I follow politics closely, and there were some articles about it circulating online during the trial.  I know very little about what happened later, with the guy who killed himself. That wasn’t as big of a news story, surprisingly. Anyway, I guess what I’m saying is that I know they’ve both been through a lot. As well Sugar. I just want to know what you guys think I can do to help.  I really want to help.”

Sam smiled, “That’s really nice, Hayden.  I don’t think there’s really anything you can do, other than just be available if they need you.  Just be a friend.”

Cameron nodded, “That’s the biggest thing.  I think they both just want normal. Just help keep everything normal.”

Finn added, “I think something you could do is just be a bit more protective of them than you are your other friends.  Like Cam stood in front of Chris, and Sam and I grabbed Owen. I think we’re all a bit more aware of our surroundings when we’re close to them.”

Sam nodded, “That’s true.”

Cameron agreed, “Yeah, I guess we are.  It’s kind of become our new normal, I suppose.” 

Hayden nodded.

Leah approached them, and softly elbowed Hayden, “So, ah, you and Jenna…”  She wiggled her eyebrows.  

He blushed a little, “Well, here’s hoping.”

Sam smiled, “You know that was Kurt, right?”

Hayden nodded, “Yeah, I hear he’s called Cupid sometimes.”

“Yep,”  Leah giggled.

 

A while later, everyone was back inside.  People were still snacking, drinking, and talking as music played from someone’s docked iPhone.  Jeff approached Kurt, who was standing next to Sebastian and had just popped some grapes in his mouth and grabbed another drink.  “Kurtsie…”  

Kurt turned to look at Jeff.  He smiled a little as Jeff wrapped his arms around him.  He laid his head on Jeff’s shoulder and took a deep breath, relishing in the love of his friend.  “I love you, Jeffie,” Kurt said quietly.

Jeff smiled and closed his eyes.  He softly responded, “I love you too.  Are you okay, Kurtsie?”

Kurt nodded and continued to speak quietly, “Yeah.  I’m worried about Chris, but I’m okay.”

“I’m worried too.  We’ll talk about it later.  I think right now, I need to snuggle you.”

Kurt smiled and Sebastian playfully rolled his eyes.  Jeff smiled at Seb and winked when he said, “Don’t be jealous, Sebby.”

Seb shook his head, “Shut up, Jeff.  Go snuggle my man.”

Kurt gave Jeff a squeeze before they let go to walk to the couch, “You know, you’re one of very few people who he would say that to.”

Jeff chuckled, “He just doesn’t want to incur my wrath if he would say no.”

Kurt laughed, “Okay, Jeffie.”

They headed to the couch and snuggled under the blankets.

Elliott was already standing close to Sebastian, but closed the distance, “That doesn’t bother you?  You know, as his...” He made a gesture with his hands.

Seb raised an eyebrow, “What?  Kurt snuggling with someone else?”  Elliott nodded, and Seb continued after shaking his head, “No.  Jeff and Nick were his friends long before I was even in the picture.  Before I was even back in the country. Nick was even his roommate. Other than Puck and Sugar, they’re our closest friends.  He and Jeff have a special bond, that I would never break. They wouldn’t give up on him when Blaine tried to make Kurt give up his friendships.  They were there the night Blaine tried to rape him, and they’ve been some of his biggest supporters and personal cheerleaders since. I would never get in the way of that.  Kurt is a very tactile person. He needs physical contact. He just has to trust you first.” Elliott just looked at Sebastian. Seb turned and saw the expression on his face, “What?”

“I’m just trying to piece it all together.  It’s like there are new pieces of the puzzle that are revealed every time we all get together.  I’m just trying to figure it all out.”

It dawned on Seb that Elliott didn’t know their story, really.  He looked around at his family mixed among their new friends. Some people knew everything.  Others knew there was some assault. And then some, knew absolutely nothing. He tried to imagine what they were thinking about tonight’s events, and Kurt’s reaction.

“Are you okay?”  Elliott asked, “It seems like I lost you.”

Sebastian shook his head as if to bring himself back to the conversation, “Yeah.  I guess I’m just now thinking about how not everyone knows. I guess because of where we know you from, in my mind, you know all the details.  I get that Channing, and Krish, and a few others may not know anything. And yet, you know about our relationship dynamics, and not all of our Ohio family does.  This room is filled with so many levels of awareness. I was just so focused on getting him back to normal after Owen, that I kind of forgot. Back home, it seemed everyone knew all of his history.”

“It’s been an eventful evening.  You don’t have to tell me now, but do you think there might come a time when you guys could share your story with me?”  

Seb looked at Elliott, “I always leave that up to Kurt.  It’s mostly his story to tell. But I’m sure he wouldn’t mind.  Especially because of you teaching the class, and, well… We’re hopeful that you’ll be around more.  You know, Kurt has had high hopes for you and Chris since we met you.”

Elliott raised his brows in surprise, “Really?  Since we met?”

Seb nodded, “Yeah.  With Chris, he wanted him to spread his wings a bit.  He hadn’t dated until Thad. There weren’t many guys to choose from for him in high school.  And Kurt fixed Chris and Thad up. Now that they had to go their separate ways, he said he wanted him to get a feel for dating, and being single in the city, and then when he got tired of it, like we knew he would, he wanted you two to get together.”

“Wow.  Well… I hope it works out.”

“It always seems to.  Half the couples here are together because of him.”

Elliott nodded, “I really like Chris a lot.  I’m really happy you offered to let him stay here.  I hope he takes you up on that. Owen makes me nervous.”

“Me too.  I don’t get a good feeling about him at all.  I don’t think he’ll give up so easily.” He thought for a second, then changed the subject slightly, “Are you spending the night tonight?”  He and Kurt had offered for everyone to stay when they sent out the invites.  

Elliott nodded, “Yeah, that was the plan.”

“Okay.  Well, if Chris is anything like Kurt, he’s going to need someone close to him tonight.”

“Yeah.  I already told Cameron that I would be the one who made sure Chris was okay.  I don’t plan on that changing any time soon.”

Seb smirked and raised an eyebrow, “So Cam said something to you about it?”

Elliott smiled, “Yeah.  He even said he liked me.  He seems protective of Chris.”

Sebastian smiled, “He must like you.  I think he’s just a bit more protective of Chris because of Thad.  They’re pretty close.”

Elliott nodded, “That’s what he said.”

Sebastian was surprised that Cameron had come right out and told Elliott that, but glad that he also approved of Elliott.  “Well, if you end up in the same bed tonight, just know he’s a sleep cuddler.”

Surprize was written all over Elliott’s features.  He raised an eyebrow, “And you know this because….”

Sebastian chuckled, “Santana, Brittany, and Jenna.”

Elliott laughed, “So he’s a ladies man.”

 

A little while later, Sebastian saw Nick going out onto the terrace by himself.  He excused himself from Elliott, Cameron, and Finn. He bent over the back of the couch where Jeff and Kurt were still snuggling.  He ran his hand through the back of Kurt’s hair, “Are you still doing okay, Baby?”

“Yeah, Bas.  Thanks for checking.”

He kissed Kurt on the forehead, “Always, Baby.”  He made his way outside, and found Nick looking out at the city.  “Hey, Nick. Are you doing okay?”

Nick turned around and smiled warmly at Seb, “Yeah.  Doing great. I just wanted some fresh air.”

Sebastian nodded, “I understand that, for sure.  How are things in Boston?”

“Really good.  It’s so nice having our own apartment, and not living in dorms or hotel rooms.  In a way, it feels like we have finally started our life, ya know?”

“I do know.  I’ve felt the same way since we’ve lived here.  I think that’s what’s bugging Sugar, too. She just wants her life to start with her apartment, her business...Ya know?”

The boys talked for quite awhile.  It was really nice catching up. They talked on social media, texts, and phone calls, but it’s just different than doing it face to face.  They had missed each other more than they realized.  

 

Back inside, Kurt watched as Sam went out onto the terrace.  “Jeff… Nick and Bas are out on the terrace, right?”

“Yeah, why?”  Jeff frowned.

Kurt sat up, “Because Sam just went out there alone.”

Jeff continued to frown, “So?”

Kurt looked at Jeff, “Bas isn’t upset with Sam.  He likes him. But things have…and Bas knows...”

It all clicked for Jeff, and his eyes widened, “Oh shit!  Let’s go!” They both hopped up and casually hurried to the terrace. 

Outside, they got there just as Nick, Sam, and Sebastian were sitting down.   Sebastian said, “What did you want to talk to me about?” Kurt hurried over and sat next to Seb, and Jeff next to Nick.  

Sam took a deep breath, “Well-”

Puck had opened the door, “Wait!  I have been sent by my feisty girl to do two things,”  He threw a blanket at each couple, and Sam, “One, give you blankets.  And two, monitor this chat so no one gets killed.”

Kurt bit his lip, trying to hide his smile.  Sam rolled his eyes. Sebastian looked at Sam, “You haven’t done anything that deserves getting killed over, have you?”

Sam looked halfway offended, “No!  That’s what I want to make clear, because I’m not getting the feeling you understand.  Leah told me that she told you things were progressing with us, but,”

Nick gave a warning look, “Careful, Sam.”  Puck had to fight not to smile.

Sam rolled his eyes again, “There’s no need!  Things have progressed, yes, but we aren’t sleeping together.  She’s still a virgin, I promise.”

Kurt and Jeff were full on smiling.  Puck chuckled quietly under his breath.  Nick bit both of his lips between his teeth, trying not to smile.  Sebastian, however, should have won an Oscar for his performance. He narrowed his eyes at Sam, “There are a lot of things I don’t want her doing that can come before actual intercourse, Sam.”

Sam nodded, “I know.  She’s not even 16 yet.  I get it. What I don’t want you to do, is to think back to when you were 15, and think that she is doing the same things.  Things have been progressing slowly.  And before any of you say anything about that,” he looked around at everyone, then back to Sebastian, “I’m fine with that.  I will take things as slow as she needs. I’m not going to screw this up, Seb.  I love her.  I’m in this for the long haul.”

Everyone smiled warmly, and Sebastian joined right along with them, “You love her?”

Sam nodded, “Yes.  I think I always have.”  He took a deep breath, “Now, I won’t tell you what we’ve done.  Especially in front of everyone. But if you want to know, ask her. I promise you that I’m being respectful.”

Seb nodded, “I know you are.  And don’t think for one minute that I doubted that.  It’s just hard for me to come to terms with my baby sister growing up.  But if I had to choose a first boyfriend for her… or a last boyfriend for her… I’d choose you, Sam.  You know I think of you as my brother already.  Just don’t screw it up.” 

“I don’t plan to,”  Sam smiled.



Late into the night, the party had settled down.  Most of the New York people had gone home, with the exception of Chris, Elliott, Channing, Jenna, and Hayden.   Everyone sat around downstairs. Sam and Puck strummed their guitars, and a few people sang some soft melodies. It was relaxing, and the perfect end to the party.  

Everyone started heading for showers and bed.  Those who had slept on air mattresses got them out to set up.  Blankets and pillows were brought out of closets, and everyone started setting up sleeping areas.  

When Nick passed by Chris, he quietly pulled him aside, “Jeff and I are sharing Kurt and Seb’s big-ass bed with them.  You can take the pull out bed in the office. I would suggest sharing it since we’re short on beds.”  Chris blushed a little, but nodded.  Nick asked, “Are you okay?”

“Yeah, I am. Thanks for asking.”

Nick nodded.  He paused, but then added, “We’re rooting for you, Chris.  We like this one.”

As Chris grabbed blanket and pillow, he searched for Elliott.  When he found him, he was standing back, watching Chris. He shyly looked down, embarrassed for being caught, but then looked back up again right away.  Chris jerked his head to the side, beckoning Elliott to grab a blanket and pillow, and follow him.  

When Elliott made it into the office, Chris was pulling out the sofa bed.  He looked up from the task, “Do you want to join me?” he asked quietly.

“As long as you’re comfortable with that.”  Elliott said as he closed the door.  

Chris stood up and looked at Elliott, “I am.”  

Elliott could see a lot more in his eyes than just that answer.  He could see that Chris needed someone. He could see and feel the attraction that they’ve felt since they met.  He could also see a little bit of fear. He stepped up to the side of the bed, “Are you okay, Chris?”

Chris put his pillow down, then sat on the edge of the bed, turning to face Elliott as much as possible, “I am.  I admit, I’m scared.” Elliott sat down mirroring him. Chris laid down facing Elliott, and Elliott had to look away for a moment.  It was as if he could see into the future, and he was a bit taken aback by it. 

He composed himself, then laid down facing Chris, leaving a respectable amount of space between them, “Being scared is normal.  Why don’t you join our self defense class?  That may help.”

Chris answered, “I have class at that time, then cheer right after.”

Elliott replied, “I can give you private lessons.  I already talked to Puck about possibly giving Kurt some extra help.  Maybe you could join us? Or it could be just the two of us.” He reached down for the blanket and covered Chris up.

Chris reached for Elliott’s hand.  As he rubbed his knuckles, he said, “You are so sweet.”

Elliott smiled softly, “Just know I’m here for you.  Whatever you need, okay?”

Chris nodded, “Okay.  Thank you, Elliott. For everything.”  Elliott squeezed his hand, reassuring him that he wasn’t going anywhere.

  

 

Upstairs, Sebastian walked into the bedroom from the bathroom to find Nick spooning Jeff, who was spooning Kurt.  They all gave Sebastian a very innocent look. Seb raised his left eyebrow, “This is where I draw the line.”

They all laughed as Seb climbed in bed.  Jeff gave Kurt a squeeze and a quick kiss on the back of his head before letting go.  He smirked at Sebastian as he did it.  Seb narrowed his eyes, “If it were anyone else, Jeff… I swear…”  Sebastian climbed over Kurt and shimmied his way in between them. Kurt turned over to face Seb and backed up, giving him room.

Jeff whined, “You’re no fun, Sebby.”

“Nope,”  Seb winked at Kurt, then kissed him.  “Goodnight, Baby. I love you.”

Kurt smiled, “Goodnight, Bas.  I love you, too.”

 

 

 

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Chapter 10: Revealing the Past

Summary:

Kurt and Sebastian tell their new friends about Kurt's past.

Notes:

So, I've been writing and writing, and this chapter was over 20 pages long. I decided to stop and cut it half, since I wasn't even close to finishing. So this is only a little longer than normal. It may feel like an odd place to end, but the next chapter will be out in a day or two, and pick up immediately after. I didn't want to make you wait! This chapter is a lot of retelling. It's a good way to remember what all happened in You Saved Me if it's a been awhile since you've read that! Hope you enjoy.

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The next morning, when Kurt began to stir, Sebastian looked at him and smiled softly, happy that he had slept well through the night.  When his eyes fluttered open, he saw Seb watching him. He grinned sleepily, “Morning, Love.”

“Good Morning, Beautiful.”  Sebastian leaned over and kissed him.  When he pulled away, Kurt whined a bit.  “Sorry, Baby. I would keep kissing you, but there’s a voyeur in our bed.”

They both laughed when Jeff said, “Damn it.  Just act like I’m not here!”  

Seb smiled, “Sorry, Jeff.  I share everything but my man.”

Jeff shrugged, “You don’t have to share.  You just have to let me watch.” He winked at them and smirked.  

Nick rolled his eyes, “You know he’s never going to let this go, right?”

Kurt nodded, “I know.  And we love you anyway,”  He winked back at Jeff.

“I’m just messing with you two.  Although, you’re both hot as hell, and it would be awesome to watch, you know I’m just teasing, right?”  Jeff asked as Nick kissed his shoulder.

“I do know, Jeff.  I love you just the way you are,”  Kurt smiled over Sebastian.  

“Seb?”  Jeff asked, wondering if he knew that he was kidding.  

Sebastian looked at him as he rubbed Kurt’s back, “I know, Jeff.  Do you seriously think I would let you snuggle with him, or share our bed, if I thought it was anything other than teasing?  I know it’s a kink of yours, but I also know you’re messing with us.”

“Good.”

Nick looked over at Kurt as he propped himself up a little higher on his elbow, “Are you doing okay today, Kurt?”

Kurt nodded, “Yeah.  I think we need to talk to our new friends, though.  Some of them, anyway.”

Sebastian kissed Kurt on the forehead as he continued to stroke his back, “I agree.  I was talking to Elliott last night, and realized that there are so many different levels of awareness among the friends that were at the party.  Some, like you two, know everything. Some knew nothing, like Krish, Grace, and Channing. But then the self defense class friends really only know bits and pieces.  I’m going to leave it up to you, Babe. It’s mostly your story. But I think it would be beneficial for some of our new friends to know what happened. If you’re with them and have a panic attack or something, it would be best if they had an understanding.”

Kurt nodded, “I agree that they need to know and that it would help if something were to trigger me.  I was hoping we could not tell people, but since I’ve had a couple of panic attacks, it’s probably for the best.  But I disagree that it’s mostly my story to tell. I know what you are saying. I do. But you have been involved every step of the way.  You all have.”

“Supporting roles are different than leading roles, Baby.”

“I get that.  I just don’t want you to dismiss your role in my story.”

“I’m not, Babe.  I understand. But you are the one those things happened to.  You are the one with PTSD.  I know I’m affected by it, but they still happened to you .  So, it will always be up to you whether we share your, or our, story.  What would you like to do?”

“I think we need to tell everyone we’ve become closest to.  Which, is really everyone who stayed last night. So, maybe right after breakfast.  I know we’re all headed to Sugar Shack so everyone can see it, but maybe before we leave?”

“I think that sounds good, Babe.”

Nick added, “I think when we go to Sugar Shack, some of us need to walk Chris over to his dorm to get some of his things.  He shouldn’t do that alone.”

“I agree,”  Sebastian said, “I think it will make him feel better, too.”

“Do I smell bacon?”  Jeff asked, sitting up in bed.

Kurt chuckled, “Probably.  You know Sugar is up way earlier than everyone else.  She’s probably working her magic already.”



Elliott woke up to the sounds of Sugar working in the kitchen, as well as a few muffled voices and fantastic smells.  Sebastian had been right about Chris. Elliott looked down to his chest and watched Chris peacefully breathing with his right arm wrapped over Elliott’s stomach.  It dawned on him that Chris wasn’t the only one, and that his own arms were wrapped protectively around him. He watched him sleep for a few minutes as he thought about the previous night’s events, and different ways he wanted to try to help him.  

Chris began to stir a couple of minutes later.  His first thought when he realized he was holding on to someone was that it was Owen.  Fear shot through him like electricity, and he jumped, scrambling backwards in bed, sucking in a breath like he was running out of air.

“It’s okay,”  Elliott said softly.  “It’s okay. It’s just me.”

Chris sighed, and his shoulders sagged as the tension left his body.  “Sorry,” he said shyly.

Elliott shook his head, “No need to be sorry.  I understand.” He paused for a few seconds, “Do you want to talk about?”

Chris looked down and shook his head, “No.”  He sat back down next to Elliott and blushed slightly as he said, “Sorry if I slept on you.”

Elliott smiled softly, “That’s okay.  I was warned.”

Chris frowned and smiled at the same time, “Who warned you?”

Elliott smiled, “Sebastian.”

Chris rolled his eyes lovingly, “I’m sure my girl told him.”  He looked back at Elliott and smiled warmly. He took his hand, “Thanks for being there for me last night.  It really means a lot to me.”

Elliott nodded, “You’re welcome.  Chris…”  

They were interrupted by a knock at the door.  Sugar spoke from the other side, “If you want bacon, you better get out here soon.  Don’t forget Finn is here this morning,” chuckling as she said that last part.  

Chris smiled, “We better get out there.  Nobody puts it away like Finn.”  

Elliott nodded, and then got up out of bed.  He would have to find a way to talk to Chris later.

 

Earlier that morning, Sugar and Puck had gotten up to start breakfast.  They worked seamlessly around each other in the kitchen. Sugar had baked muffins and made fruit salad the previous day, so they started on bacon, eggs, and pancakes.  Puck was humming along to the song in his head. He smiled, grabbing Sugar’s hand and twirling her around. He pulled her in for a kiss, “Love you, Sugar.”

“I love you, too.”

“You two are so freaking cute,”  Jenna said, walking up to the island.

Puck and Sugar just smiled, “Morning, Jenna.  Sleep okay?” Sugar asked, raising her eyebrows at Jenna, who she knew slept next to Hayden.

Jenna smiled from ear to ear, “Why, I slept very well, thank you very much.”  Puck and Sugar both chuckled. “Now, what can I help you do?”

“Would you mind taking over the pancakes?”  Sugar asked.

“No problem,”  Jenna answered.  She finished mixing what Sugar had already started, and then began making the pancakes, plating them on a serving dish that Puck got out for her.  The three of them worked very well together, and Sugar was sure that Jenna was going to be a great asset to the bakery very soon.  

Hayden came down next.  He winked at Jenna when she looked up and smiled at him.  They had made a nice little area all for themselves with blankets and pillows at the end of the balcony upstairs.  They had stayed up half the night quietly talking to each other, learning about each other, and laughing with each other.  Hayden finally asked Jenna on a date toward the end of their conversation. She happily accepted the offer, and they fell asleep holding hands.  

“Mornin’,”  Jenna smiled.  

“Good morning,”  Hayden smiled in return.  Puck smiled and shook his head.  They were awkwardly cute to watch.  

“You can grab a plate and help yourself.  The drinks are back there by the refrigerator,”  Sugar said, trying to break the cute, but awkward silence that followed their greetings.

“Thanks,”  Hayden made his way around, filling his plate just as Santana, Brittany, Quinn, and Cameron came down.

Puck looked up, “You look happy this morning, Cam.”

He chuckled, “I shared my bed with three beautiful women.  Of course I look happy!” Everyone laughed, and Quinn hit him with the back of her hand as she rolled her eyes.  “What?!”

Santana smiled, “You would have been happier if Quinn wasn’t such a spoil sport.”

She sighed, “We do not need to show Cam how well we know each other.  I swear, you are relentless.”

Cam was smiling and Puck had his eyebrows raised.  Hayden was sure there was a great story behind that, but no one seemed to want to share it.  Cam leaned over and spoke directly to Quinn, “You are all I need, Honey. You and you alone.”  

She smiled and lovingly patted him on the cheek, “Good answer” then kissed him quickly.

 

Soon, everyone had filed into the kitchen and dining room, grabbing food and finding somewhere to sit to eat.  The New York friends couldn’t believe how good Sugar’s muffins were, and it made them really excited for her bakery to open.  

“I think I may become addicted, Sugar,”  Elliott said.

“Me too,”  Channing agreed.  “Seriously. We need to spread the word about these big time.  The world needs to know.”

Sugar laughed, “Well, thank you.  You spread the word as much as possible, because we open in a month!”

“Wow! Are you ready?”  Hayden asked. “I mean, I don’t think I’ve had anything better, but is the bakery itself ready?”

Sugar nodded, “For the most part, yes.  The bakery looks great. Kurt is going to help me with the window displays soon.  We’re in the final meetings with the folks that are helping me run it. Daddy is coming in a couple of weeks to check on things, too.  So, as nervous as I am, I think we’re good to go.”  

Puck rubbed her leg, “It’s going to be awesome, Sug.  I know it.” He looked at everyone, “I know some of you had already planned on going with us to check it out today, but everyone is welcome.”

“I would love to see it,”  Elliott said. “I love that it’s so close to school too, from what you were saying.  Although it may not be good for my waistline.”

“It’s all about moderation,”  Puck winked.  

Sebastian said, “Well, while we’re over that way, I think a few of us need to go with you to your dorm, Chris.”

Chris frowned, “Why?”

Sebastian glanced at Elliott quickly before looking back to Chris, “Because I think that’s what’s safest.  You need to get your things that you want to keep here. You don’t need everything, but the things you use every day should definitely be brought back today.”

“You really were serious?”  Chris asked.

Sebastian frowned as he nodded, “Absolutely.”

Kurt said, “At least for awhile, Chris.  I really think it’s what’s best. It would keep you safe, make you feel better, make us feel better…”

Chris looked at Elliott, who nodded encouragingly.  He looked back to Seb and Kurt, “Okay. At least for a little bit.”

Cameron piped up, “I’m going with you.”

“Me too,”  Finn said. 

Elliott looked at Chris, “I’ll go too, if that’s okay with you.”  

Chris nodded, but Puck interrupted, “I don’t think that’s a good idea, actually.”

“I agree,”  Sebastian added.

Chris frowned, “Why?”

Puck answered, “Because Elliott was comforting you last night when Owen was being dragged out of here.  He yelled for Elliott to get off of you. If he sees you together the next day, it may make it worse. Now, I’m not saying you two can’t be together ever.  I’m just saying that if you’re going to a place that Owen obviously knows you will be, maybe we need to not push his buttons.”

“I can understand that,” Elliott said.  “I agree. I don’t like it. But I agree.”  Cameron gave a little smile at that. 

“We can decide who’s going later.  I just don’t want you to go alone,”  Sebastian said.

Chris nodded, “Thanks everyone.”

While getting his breakfast earlier, Kurt had pulled Sugar aside and told her that he wanted to share his story with their new friends.  He asked her if she minded that her story would be included. She had agreed that she thought it was important. Now that the opportunity to talk about it had arrived, Kurt sighed, “Well, while we have everyone’s attention… Bas and I think maybe that our newer friends should know a little more about my history.  Our history. Hopefully you don’t mind listening?”  He looked around and everyone was nodding, and looked eager to get some answers to the questions they had been asking themselves. “Last night was my second panic attack since we’ve moved here. I’m sure it won’t be my last, so…”

Sebastian grabbed Kurt’s hand, “We figured the more you know, the better you’ll understand, and the more you may be able to help if it’s needed.  If Kurt has a panic attack when he’s with you, what you learn today will help you deal with it. Our hope is that it will also help you help him avoid any situations that may put him at risk for another panic attack.”

Nick added, “Trust us, it all becomes second nature.”  Jeff nodded in agreement.

“I’m sure you were, or are, all a little confused,”  Kurt began. “So, I’ll give you the semi-condensed version.  So, I’m from Lima, Ohio. It’s a fairly small town. My mom died when I was 8, and my dad raised me on his own until a couple of years ago.  He owns an auto body shop called Hummel Tire and Lube, where I've worked since it was legal.” He smiled, “Okay, so maybe even before that.  I fixed my dad up with Finn’s mom, and they married two years ago.  Dad was running for Congress at the time, and won.

I have always been obviously gay.  It’s not something I’ve ever been able to hide, even if I wanted to.  The social aspect of school was always hard. Lima isn’t exactly forward thinking or accepting.  But when I got to high school, it was brutal. I didn’t tell anyone for several reasons that aren’t really important right now...But the abuse was bad.  I was thrown in dumpsters, thrown into lockers, had slushies and pee balloons thrown at me. I had bruises all the time. Puck came over one night and accidentally walked in on me when I was undressing for the shower.  He saw the bruises.” Kurt looked up to Puck and Puck winked in return.  

Puck added, “I threw a fit.  I couldn’t believe it was that bad.  We all knew people said shit, and tried to intervene when we could, but he was covered in bruises.  I saw red, man.  I was furious.  I went straight to Finn’s room and told him. He was pissed too, and we ended up taking care of most of the bullying.  If they so much as looked at Kurt the wrong way, they paid. But…”

Sebastian leaned over and kissed Kurt on the temple before Kurt continued, “But...There was one guy, David.  He was relentless. He was huge, and didn’t really care what Puck, Finn, Sam, or our friend Mike said or did.  He kept up with the verbal abuse and the physical. As much as he could get away with, anyway. One day, he shoved me into a locker, knocking my phone out of my hand.  I was just pissed. I had reached my breaking point. I followed him into the locker room, giving him an earful. And he...He grabbed me and kissed me.”

Surprise was written all over their New York friends’ faces.  They had sat there listening, quietly getting angrier at what they were hearing.  But they weren’t expecting him to say he was kissed by the worst offender. Santana could see their shock.  She said, “Yep. He was a closeted gay. And that made things worse.”

Hayden frowned, “How did it make things worse?”

Sebastian answered, “Because David wasn’t out of the closet yet.  Kurt was the only gay student out at the time.”

Hayden looked at Santana and Brittany.  Tana said, “We weren’t officially out yet.  Only the cheer squad and Glee Club knew.” He nodded that he understood.

Sebastian continued, “David was terrified that his secret would be out now.  He was a jock, and he knew it would ruin him, given the fact that the majority of the jocks had bullied Kurt as well.  Even after he won them their only winning football game his sophomore year, they kept at it.” Now Hayden, Elliott, Channing, and Jenna really looked surprised.  

Finn smirked, “Best kicker McKinley High has ever had!”  Kurt just rolled his eyes.

Sebastian became serious again, “The fact that Dave was so scared, made him get worse.  He eventually threatened to kill Kurt.”

“What!?”  Jenna frowned, looking at Kurt.  “Because he kissed you?”

Kurt nodded, “He was scared.  He thought the only way I would keep my mouth shut was if I feared for my life.  I wouldn’t have ever told anyone he was gay. But he was right.  I did fear for my life.  After everything he had put me through, I was terrified.”

Jeff said, “That’s when he transferred to Dalton Academy for the first time.  His misfortune gained me one of my best friends. I’ve always felt bad about that.”

Kurt frowned, “Don’t feel bad about that, Jeff.  Really.”

Sebastian said, “His misfortune gained me the love of my life.  It’s unfortunate, yes. But look what we all have because of it.  This is a family. The kind of family I’ve always wanted. There’s nothing we can do to change how we got here.  So, we accept what was, and cherish what is.” Jeff nodded that he understood. Nick reached over and grabbed his hand.  

Kurt leaned over and kissed Seb before turning back to everyone.  “I went to Dalton in November of my Junior year. Dad and Carol had just gotten married.  Sam had just moved in with us. I had to leave my Glee Club friends that I had grown to love like family.  It was hard. However, Nick was my roommate. And with Nick, comes Jeff. They were a saving grace for me.”  Kurt started to tear up a little. Sebastian pulled him in closer.  

“May I?”  Nick asked.  Kurt nodded, so he continued, “At Dalton, Kurt joined our Glee Club, the Warblers.  He met Blaine in the hallways of Dalton when he asked him for help finding his class, but got to know him a little more during Warbler rehearsals.  Blaine was fascinated with Kurt. Kurt’s handsome, sings like an angel, and we all fell in love with his personality. But Blaine became jealous of anyone who tried to get to know him better.  Jeff and I were the lucky ones. There wasn’t anything Blaine could do about us befriending Kurt since I was his roommate. A couple of months later, he finally convinced Kurt to be his boyfriend.  He was manipulative. He put Kurt down, told him he wasn’t sexy, tried to keep him from his friends… Even his McKinley friends. So Kurt decided to put some distance between them. And since David had transferred to a different school, he went back to McKinley for his Senior year.”

Elliott looked confused, “But the Show Choir Nationals…”

Sebastian nodded, “He came back eventually.  We’ll get to that. Leah and I had lived in our family’s home in Paris, France with our mom for three years.  Our dad was still in Ohio since he’s a state’s attorney. Mom’s sister, Charlotte, had cancer, so we went to help take care of her.  She passed away just before Senior year, so we moved home to be with Dad, and return to school in the States.  

When I started at Dalton, Nick was my roommate, since his roommate had moved out.  I had been back in the States for about two weeks when I met Kurt. I had been seriously missing good coffee, and was on the hunt for the perfect cup.  I drove a half an hour to try Lima Bean, because I heard from a couple of the guys that it was good. One week after school started, on a Saturday morning, I sat in Lima Bean enjoying the best coffee I had found Stateside.  I was getting ready to leave when five hot guys came into the shop laughing. Who was I to get up and leave?” Everyone chuckled. Leah rolled her eyes and smirked. Seb looked at Kurt and ran his hand down his cheek as he looked lovingly into his eyes, “Here’s these four handsome jocks, and one hot as fuck guy with them, dressed to kill.”  Kurt smiled and silently chuckled to himself as his shoulders slightly bounced. Sebastian looked back at Channing, Hayden, Jenna, and Elliott. “The guys left, and Kurt stayed. I was getting ready to get up and go talk to him, but when I looked back at him, he was different. He looked scared. Then I heard this deep voice calling his name. He was already on his way toward me, headed toward the restroom, when the guy called his name again.  It was David.” Jenna’s eyes widened. 

Seb continued, “Kurt looked at me, and I swear it was as if time stood still.  He asked if he could sit with me. Of course I said yes. David came over and asked if I was his boyfriend from Dalton.”

Kurt interrupted with a little laugh, “He said, “I’m Sebastian.  Kurt and I are just friends, for now.”   Everyone chuckled.  

Sebastian smiled and shrugged his shoulders, “I knew it was only a matter of time.  At least, I hoped. Anyway, David explained himself, and how he was lost and miserable and shouldn’t have taken it out on Kurt.  Kurt forgave him and even gave him his phone number in case David needed to talk to someone about it. When he left, Kurt stayed and talked to me for awhile.  I learned that he had gone to Dalton, had a boyfriend, and that his dad is Congressman Burt Hummel. We exchanged phone numbers, and I went home a changed man.”

Leah giggled, “He’s not kidding.  You should have heard the way he talked about Kurt after meeting him.  And Seb wasn’t known for having boyfriends. But something in his voice… He even said that he thought Kurt could be the one to change that.”

“I was right,”  Sebastian smiled.  

Sugar said, “And Kurt called me that night and told me about meeting Seb.  He was carefully guarding his words, since he had a boyfriend, but you could tell there was something there.  Sebastian saved him that day.”

Seb shook his head, “Kurt saved me that day.  But that’s a whole different story.”

Jeff spoke up, “Kurt and I went shopping the next day, and we put it all together.  This guy he met was Nick’s new roommate. When I got back to school that night, I talked with Nick and Seb.  We told him about Blaine and Kurt, and what Blaine was like. Seb was pretty pissed. He was already protective of Kurt.  We could see it in his eyes that he was falling for him, even after just meeting. Anyway, we decided to go out dancing the next weekend.  There’s a little gay bar, kind of a dive bar, called Scandals in West Lima. We met there and used fake I.D.s to get in. None of us drank except for Blaine.  We thought he had drank a lot. He was acting like it.”

Everyone was quiet for a minute, and Channing, Elliott, Hayden, and Jenna could tell that this was when something major had happened.  Everyone seemed very somber.  

Kurt took a deep breath, “I decided that Blaine should probably get home.  He seemed really drunk, and I thought he needed to sleep it off. So we said goodbye to everyone, and headed outside.”  He paused for a minute.  

Sebastian looked at him and quietly spoke, “Do you want me to tell them?”

Kurt shook his head.  He looked back at them, “He tried to rape me.  In his attempt, he beat me pretty badly. I had a black eye and several lacerations on my face and torso.  A lot of bruising and some road rash from the pavement. I was knocked out at one point. When I came to, my shirt was ripped open, and my pants were pulled halfway down my hips.  I kept fading in and out. I had fought so hard, but Blaine was stronger.” Kurt looked at Sebastian with tears in his eyes. Everyone was quiet and Jenna had tears rolling down her cheeks.  Hayden put his arm around her, and she leaned on his shoulder.

Sebastian took over, “I needed some fresh air, so I stepped outside.  I heard scuffling, and looked over and noticed Kurt’s Navigator. I ran over… Blaine was on top of him and had his hand down his pants.  Kurt was struggling, and fading big time. I was beyond livid. I pulled Blaine off of him and punched a couple of times. I ended up knocking him out, and I broke my hand.”  Sebastian took a deep breath, “When I turned back to Kurt, my heart broke. He was so beat up and broken laying there on the ground. I held him and told him that I was there, and that I wouldn’t ever let him go.  And I won’t.” Sebastian looked over and Kurt and leaned over. They put their foreheads together and soaked up the love they could feel. “I love you, Baby,” Seb whispered.  

“I love you, too, Bas.  So much.”

Elliott took a deep breath.  He was trying to take it all in.  Chris could tell, and put his hand on his back.  Elliott looked back at him and gave him a small, sad smile.

Nick said, “Jeff and I were inside when Seb called us.  He said Blaine had tried to rape Kurt and to call 911. We ran outside and saw Blaine knocked out on the ground.  When we got closer and looked between the cars, we saw Kurt and Sebastian… It was heartbreaking. David, the guy who had bullied Kurt, was there that night.  He ran out with us when he saw the panic on our faces. He’s the one who called 911. We gave our statements to the police, who gave us a warning for using fake IDs, then we headed to the hospital and called Burt and Tori on the way.”

“They were the hardest phone calls I’ve ever had to make,”  Jeff said.  

Kurt continued, “After we were treated at the hospital, Bas came home with us.  We’ve been pretty inseparable ever since.”

Puck smirked, “The next day I came over.  When I saw Princess, I flipped out. Sam and Finn had to hold me back because I thought maybe Seb had done it.  I didn’t know who he was, or why he was there holding hands my Princess.” Sebastian smirked. “I was impressed when I found out he knocked Blaine out.”

Finn chuckled, “And when Puck says we had to hold him back, that is no exaggeration.” 

Sugar said, “Kurt physically healed pretty quickly.  We know how he takes care of his skin. He nursed his cuts and bruises until he was as beautiful as ever pretty quickly.”

Elliott asked, “I’m really sorry, Kurt.  When you have a panic attack, it all relates back to the attack, right?”

Kurt and Sebastian looked at each other.  Hayden shifted in his seat, knowing that more was coming.  Sebastian said, “Most of Kurt’s panic attacks relate back to that night, yes.  But a lot more happened.” Elliott and Jenna raised their eyebrows in surprise.  Channing frowned, wondering how much more Kurt could take. Seb continued, “David became jealous of me.  He says he was just protecting Kurt, but he ended up stalking us. Kurt had his first night terror after feeling like he was being watched.  He dreamt it was Blaine, but it was because of David. He had watched us on every date. Every football game. Every competition.”

Sam continued, “Kurt came home from a coffee date with Seb.  He was fine until he got home. He felt like he was being watched, then he actually saw him, but couldn’t see who it was.  He came running in the house, terrified. Finn and Puck took off outside to try to catch him. Finn finally did. Gave him a nice black eye and bruised jaw.  Kurt started having a panic attack while they were chasing David. I called Seb, and he talked him down over the phone. When he got to the house, the guys had returned with David.  Seb yelled, and Kurt heard him, then ran out to greet him. When he saw it was Dave, he fainted.”

“So, the police got involved and we both took out a restraining order against him,”  Kurt said as he snuggled in deeper with Sebastian. Seb wrapped his arms tighter around Kurt and kissed the top of his head.  

“What happened with Blaine?  I’m assuming you pressed charges?”  Jenna asked.

Sebastian nodded, “He did.  The trial was hard. I was so proud of Kurt for being so strong through it all. Investigators discovered that he had a history of using his fists.  He also wasn’t drunk that night. It was all a ruse. That was a hard pill to swallow. And then, during the trial, Blaine lost his temper in court.  Everyone saw a small piece of what Kurt had seen that night. He was found guilty, and is serving five years in prison. He has four years left.”

“You’ve been through a lot,”  Jenna sighed.

Leah shook her head, “There’s more.”  Sam wrapped his arm around her as he leaned over and kissed her above her ear.  She laid her head on his shoulder as he rubbed her arm. Sebastian watched, and was really happy to see Sam taking such good care of her.  He knew he would, but it was still nice to see. He had noticed several things Sam had done for her over the weekend, and was really happy for his little sister.  

He was a little lost in the thought, until Jenna asked, “What else happened?” 

Sam answered, “There was a guy named Mack that went to McKinley.  Leah went to one of the football games with Seb and Sugar, and Mack was hitting on her.  She turned him down, but he was persistent. She and I later faked being boyfriend and girlfriend in hopes that he would drop it, but he didn’t.  There were a couple of run-ins. One of the bad ones was when Leah spent the night at a friend’s house. The friend’s brother was friends with Mack, and they came back drunk.  There were no parents home, and the friend started drinking too. He grabbed Leah, and was being pushy. She got away and locked herself in a closet. She called Seb to come get her, but he and Kurt were in Westerville, which was further away, so Kurt called me, then Puck.  Finn and I went to get her, and then Puck and Sugar showed up too. I had to punch him in order get her out.” Leah squeezed him a little tighter, and he kissed her again.

Sebastian continued, “When we got there, they had Leah out, and we all went back to Kurt’s and spent the night.  We took her friend too, to sober her up. Mack was pissed. He couldn’t get to me at Dalton. Security is good there.  And Leah was in Indiana at boarding school. So he took it all out on Kurt. The first time, he shoved Kurt into a locker so hard that his head was bleeding.  Kurt didn’t see that it was him, though. The second time, he had a friend from another school do it, because he was being watched so closely by Glee and the Cheerios.  They called a fake football meeting to get rid of the guys, and then the guy found Kurt, called him a ‘fag’, and was punching him in the stomach. Mack saw us all at the bowling alley one night.  Luckily, Leah wasn’t home that weekend. But, he got in Sam’s face. He threatened Kurt and Sugar. He implied that if he couldn’t get what he wanted, he would just take it.” Puck was already holding Sugar, but he held her a little closer now.  Sebastian continued, “The next day at school, he tried to rape Sugar. He had her in a custodial closet. Kurt had just left her, and was bothered by a strange noise. He went back, and found them. He stopped Mack, but they fought.”

“Angel hates violence,”  Sugar said quietly.

“But I love you more,”  Kurt smiled sadly at her.  She smiled back with tears in her eyes.  “When I opened the door and saw that Mack had my best friend pinned to the wall… and I saw where his hands were… I lost it.”

“He fought hard for me.  Mack looked like he was on the losing end, with a black eye and busted lip.  I tried to help, but he shoved me against the wall in the hall so hard that I got a concussion.  When Kurt went to help me up, Mack pinned him against the wall. He said some things, then took Kurt’s head, and slammed it against the wall so hard,”  Sugar started crying. “He… He fell to the ground and didn’t get up. I thought he was dead.”

Puck held her, “It’s okay, Sug.  It’s all okay now.” They were sitting next to Seb and Kurt, so Kurt reached out for her, pulling her close.  The four of them sat huddled together.  

“I told you.  I’d do anything for you,”  Kurt whispered. There wasn’t a dry eye in the room.  

Finn finished for them, “When we found out they weren’t in class, Puck went looking for them.  He found them both on the floor in the hallway. Kurt was unconscious, and Sugar kept fading in and out.  She had been trying to crawl to Kurt but couldn’t make it. He checked for a pulse, and called for help. I came around the corner and Puck was holding Sugar, crying as he rocked her back and forth.  All she had said was “Mack”. I held Kurt as we waited for more help to arrive. I couldn’t think of anything other than praying that he didn't die. It was as if all time was frozen until they were loading him onto a stretcher.  Then it was as if time sped up. The next thing I knew, we were at the hospital and I wasn’t allowed to be with him anymore.” Rachel rubbed his back trying to comfort him. Kurt silently cried as he watched his brother struggle to tell the story.

Cameron shook his head as he recalled that day, “Thad and I were in class with Seb.  He was so anxious. It’s like he knew in his heart of hearts that something had happened.  We had just walked into the hallway when Finn called him. He checked his caller ID and visibly paled.  All Finn could get out was “Kurt. Sugar. Meet us Lima Memorial.” We had to physically hold Seb up. Nick and Jeff drove him to the hospital.”

Sebastian cleared his throat, “Kurt didn’t wake up for 20 hours.  It was the longest 20 hours of my life. And the next day, when I heard his voice again… It was like music to my ears.  The joy and relief I felt is simply unexplainable.” He looked at Leah, “And while all of that was going on, Mack had taken off.  He headed straight for Leah.” The New York friends all looked at her. Fear of what might have happened was written all over their faces.

Leah said, “Luckily when Seb was talking to the police about what happened to Kurt, he realized that Mack knew where I went to school because of my friend.  The Lima police got in contact with the Oldenburg police and they stepped up patrols. Mack found me. But I was able to get into my room and locked the door.  My roommate and I put our dressers against the door too, and called 911. Because the police were already nearby, it didn’t take too long for them to get there.  When Mack heard the sirens, he took off.”

“Did they ever catch him?”  Channing asked. Everyone looked at each other.  

Sam said, “He was pulled over for speeding, but when the officer went to run the license, he took off.  There was a police chase for awhile. But eventually, he pulled over on a bridge and he jumped. They found his body the next day.”

“Holy shit,”  Elliott sighed.  Everyone sat there for a minute, thinking about what happened. The New York friends were trying to process it all.  Finally, Elliott asked, “So why did you end up back at Dalton? Was it just to be close to Sebastian?”

Kurt shook his head, “No.  When I made it back to school, one of the jocks cornered me in the restroom and said that I was the one who should have died, and then said that “maybe they should take care of that.”  So I left. Right then and there. I went straight to Dalton and spoke to Headmaster Larson. I was at Dalton the following Monday.”

“But first, he won us Nationals,”  Santana winked. Kurt smiled softly back at her.

“Shit,”  Elliott said, leaning back in his seat.  

Chris said, “Then they end up saving that asshole jock’s mom.”

Hayden raised his eyebrows, “Really?”

Seb shrugged, “She had a heart attack in the mall.  We were there, and Puck and I did CPR.”

Puck shook his head, “I just did what Seb told me to do.  That was all him.”

Cameron said, “When Kurt got to Dalton, we were roommates.  He ended up having another night terror. I knew what he had been through was a lot, but that night terror was a wake up call for me.  It was scary. If you don’t know what it is, it’s like a nightmare that you can’t wake someone up from by touching them, or yelling for them to wake up.  It’s like they are really living it, and they tend to remember everything about the dream. I called Seb when I couldn’t wake him. Seb handled all of it so well.”  Kurt looked at Sebastian and gave him a quick kiss. Cameron continued, “There was this guy who was hitting on Seb and Kurt. Shawn. He was relentless with Kurt though.  He grabbed his arm when Kurt wasn’t paying attention to him the day after the night terror. It caused another panic attack.”

Channing asked, “What did you do to Shawn?”

Seb shrugged again, “Well, Shawn was on the soccer team with Cam and I.  Our McKinley family showed up at the restaurant the team was eating at that night.  Let's just say they were very intimidating."  Everyone grinned.  "And then I basically berated him in the locker room.  I told him what Kurt had been through and told him he was just another guy who wasn’t taking no as an answer.  He apologized. We all ended on good terms.”

Hayden was thinking about the panic attacks.  He frowned, “I get why you had a panic attack last night, Kurt.  But you guys said it was his second one since moving here. What caused the other one?”

Kurt sighed.  He looked at Sebastian, silently asking him to answer.  Seb rubbed his arm as he nodded. He looked back to Hayden, “We were out at a club for my birthday.  We went to leave and someone bumped into him and grabbed his elbow. But what sent the panic rushing in was the guy calling him ‘Sweetheart’.  It’s what Blaine called him. Especially when he was being manipulative. It all just added up, and he actually fainted. When he came to, he panicked.”

Jenna looked at Kurt and asked, “So, if we are out somewhere and you have a panic attack, what can we do to help?”   

Kurt answered, “I’ve only had one or two where Bas wasn’t there, or on the phone.  And one more where he wasn’t there for a few minutes. Jeff was there for a couple of those.  I think if you can, get me to focus on you. Having someone I know and trust be there is really important.  They often have me count backwards from 10 to 0 in my head. You’d probably have remind me of that.  It’s like all logic and focus goes out the window.  You have to tell me to breathe, count, focus… Bas and Jeff have both taken my hand and put it on their chest and told me to match their breathing. Bas pulled me out of what was sure to be another full blown panic attack by doing that once.  That one was just because someone new was touching me...And he was supposed to.  It was Jack, the cheerleader who lifted me.  But I had just met him, and just gotten out of the hospital.  Anyway, that helps a lot.”  

Sebastian added, “If you can get him to look at you, that helps too.  Getting him to focus just on you, and not on the world around him, is a big help.  You can always call me too. I may not be able to get there quickly, but I can talk to him over the phone like I did when they caught David.”

Kurt looked at his friends, “I don’t want you to walk on eggshells around me.  I don’t want you to always be worried about this. I just want you to be aware.”

Nick said, “It really does become second nature.  When we’re somewhere crowded, we just try to make sure we stick close to him.  Like at the club for Seb’s birthday. He was holding Seb’s hand, but I was close enough to catch him when he fainted.  Sam caught him when he fainted because of David.  It just becomes this awareness.  Does that make sense?”

Everyone nodded, and Elliott said, “It makes perfect sense.  To me, anyway.” He looked at Kurt, “Do you think the self defense class is helping?”

Kurt nodded, “I do.  And Bas was right with what he said in class.  We need to be prepared for when Blaine gets out of prison.  We don’t know that he would ever come to New York, but we need to be prepared for if he does.  The security here is aware of Blaine, David, and Rick, the guy who threatened me before I went to Dalton the second time.  We’ll also make sure they are aware of Owen. He won’t be allowed in the building.”

Chris nodded, “Okay.  I’m really sorry to have added to that list, Kurt.”

Kurt frowned, “We talked about this, Chris.  It isn’t your fault. Do you think I knew any of the guys we just talked about would take it as far as they did?  No. You couldn’t have known. We just want to make sure you’re safe.”  

Chris nodded, but didn’t say anything in return.  Elliott rubbed his back. Chris looked up at him and smiled sadly.  Elliott said, “You are so lucky to have all of these friends who care so much about you, Chris.”  He looked at Kurt, “And you have been lucky too, Kurt. This is a great support system.  We haven’t all been so lucky.”

Kurt nodded, “I know I’m lucky.  These friends have saved me on multiple occasions.  They are my family. And you’re a part of that family now, too, Elliott.  We’ll be here for you in whatever ways you need.”

Elliott teared up a little, “Thank you.  Like I told Puck when we first met… I think I found my tribe.”  Everyone smiled.  

Puck chuckled, “You did.  They’re all my family too.  Literally, they are all I have.  And their families have become parents to me too.  Especially the Motta’s, Hummel’s, and Smythe’s. I think you’ll be very happy with your new tribe.”  He winked at Elliott, who smiled in return.

Jenna looked at Sugar, “Sugar, are you okay?  Is there anything we need to be aware of with you?  No panic attacks, right?”

She smiled at her friend, “No, sweetie.  Like you guys knew from class, my transition from having my boys with me all the time, to them going to school was hard.  But I’m getting better. And the bakery is keeping me busier by the day, so that helps too. But thank you for checking with me.”

Jeff frowned, “Sweets, I didn’t know you were having a hard time.”

She shrugged, “It’s getting better.  It was hard being alone so much in a big new city.  But the bakery had me working with people more, and then we’ve made new friends… It’s all working out.”

Puck said, “Speaking of the bakery… Why don’t we all get ready to go…”

“Yeah, I want to make sure we have enough time to see it before our train leaves,”  Quinn said as she stood. 

Channing smiled, “First, can we please see the video from Show Choir Nationals now?  Please?”

Kurt chuckled, “Sure.”

 

 

Notes:

So, what do you think will happen next? I hope you liked it. If you did, please leave kind comments and kudos!!! Talk to you soon!

Chapter 11: Manipulation

Summary:

Security, Owen, and saying goodbye to friends.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

 

After the video, everyone started getting up, putting dishes away, cleaning up breakfast, and heading to pack.  

Sebastian turned to Chris, “Do you have a picture of Owen?  I’d like to give one to security so they know what he looks like.”

Chris pulled out his phone, “I’m sure I do.”  He scrolled through picture after picture. Nothing.  He frowned, “I don’t have any. That’s so weird. We took pictures all the time.”

Seb frowned a little, “That’s okay.  Kurt wanted a group picture last night, but we never got to it after what happened.  Maybe he’s in the background of someone else’s pic. If not, I’ll look online.”

Chris and Sebastian both asked around, and no one had a picture of Owen.  The closest they came was the back of him in one of Santana’s pictures. Sebastian went into the office and did a Google search for “Owen Chatfield” and it brought up a ton of results, but none of them were the same Owen.  He tried narrowing his search to “Owen Chatfield + New York University”. He got zero results. He frowned and leaned back in his chair.  

Elliott came into the office to put the sofa bed back up and get his things.  He looked at Sebastian and made a face, “You look deep in thought. Everything okay?”

Seb shook his head and spoke quietly, “I can’t find anything on Owen.  No photos. Doing a search for his name leads to a million pictures, but none of him.  I searched for him, plus NYU, and got nothing.”

Elliott frowned and walked around the desk, “Try going to NYU’s website.  Can you access their database?”  

Sebastian had no luck.  He looked at Elliott, “I don’t get a good feeling about this.”  

“Me neither,”  Elliott sighed.  “I’m just extra glad Chris will be staying here.”  

Sebastian looked up at Elliott again, “Have you talked to him?  Are you two…”

“Not yet,”  Elliott sighed.  “I’ve tried, but we always get interrupted. And last night didn’t feel like the right time, ya know?”

Seb nodded, “You’ll get there.  It’s early. He’s probably still shaken from what happened.  But I know the feelings are mutual. He’s felt it since he saw you the very first time.”  

“It’s crazy.  I did too. I can’t explain it.”

Sebastian smiled, “You don’t have to.  I’ve been there.”

Elliott nodded, “Yeah.  Your story is amazing. Sad and beautiful all at the same time.  I hope you know I’ll be here for you guys however I can.”

Seb stood and put his hand on Elliott’s shoulder, “I do know.  Thank you. And I know our story is very special. It’s been quite a journey, and we’re just beginning.”

Elliott frowned, “Wait.  Is that what Ben and Jeremy were talking about last night when they mentioned your story to Puck?”

Sebastian shrugged, “Well, I don’t know what they said to Puck, but they are interested in our story.  They’re trying to write a musical about it.”  

“Holy shit!”  Elliott exclaimed. He frowned slightly, “Ya know.  I could totally see that.” He smiled, “It would make a great musical.”

Seb shrugged again and gave a little chuckle, “Well, we’ll see.”

 

Sebastian got ready as quickly as he could.  He wanted to see Mr. Carmack as soon as possible, and didn’t want to make everyone wait on him.  He asked Chris to get ready quickly too, so that he could join him. 

Kurt entered the bathroom as Sebastian was rinsing off his razor from shaving.  He stood in the doorway and watched his Dom rinse his face. Sebastian looked at him and asked, “You okay, Baby?”

“Yes, Sir.”

Sebastian dried his face and hands before he walked up to Kurt.  He ran his hands through his hair and kissed him on the lips softly, “Would you like to wear your collar?”

Kurt closed his eyes, loving the fact that his Dom always knew what he needed.  He nodded, “Yes, please, Sir.”

“Of course, Baby.”  Sebastian went to get it.  He placed it around Kurt’s neck and locked it.  He put the necklace with the key around his neck and tucked it inside his shirt.  He ran his hand down Kurt’s face, “Better?”

“Yes, Sir.  Thank you.”

“I’ll always do what’s best for you, Kurt.  I love you.”

“I love you, too, Sir.”  They spent a minute holding each other and shared a few kisses before Kurt began to get ready to go.

 

Once in the lobby, Sebastian approached the front desk with Chris by his side.  “Hey, Pablo. Is Mr. Carmack in?”

“He is, Mr. Smythe.  Would you like to see him?”

“I would.  Thank you.”

A minute later, Mr. Carmack came out to the lobby, “Mr. Smythe.  Come on back to my office.”

“Thank you for seeing me with such short notice,”  Sebastian said as they walked back the hallway.

“Not a problem.  My door is always open to you, Mr. Smythe.”  He closed the door once both boys were inside, “Now what can I do for you?”

“This is our friend, Chris Cairnes.  He will be staying with us for a while.  I’d like to have a key made for him.”

Mr. Carmack stood and reached his hand across the desk.  He shook Chris’ hand, “It’s nice to meet you. I’m Mr. Carmack.  I'm the head of security. You just let us know if there’s anything we can do for you.  We’ll take your picture for security purposes, and then get you a key made.” He took a quick picture of Chris so that it could print.  He made a phone call and ordered someone to make a key for him.  

When he hung up, Sebastian said, “We do have a security issue.”  Mr. Carmack raised his brows in anticipation. “Chris’ ex-boyfriend, Owen Chatfield, was here at our party last night.  He is no longer welcomed back. It’s for both Kurt and Chris’ safety. However, I was unable to find a picture of him online.”  Mr. Carmack and Sebastian exchanged a look at that. Seb continued, “I was wondering if you could print a still shot from the security footage from last night?”

“Certainly.  Let me pull that up.”  Mr. Carmack turned to the desk that was perpendicular to the one where he was sitting.  It had several computer monitors with split screens of different areas of the building. He typed in a few commands, and pulled up the video.  “Were you with Owen Chatfield when you arrived last night, Mr. Cairnes? And if so, what time would that have been?”

“I was, Sir.  We arrived around 8:30.”

Mr. Carmack continued to fast forward through until he got close to the 8:30 mark.  They watched for a minute until they saw him on camera. When there was a decent shot of his face, he paused the video and typed in a command to print out a picture.  He went to the printer and grabbed the printout. “That should do it. Is there anything else I can help you with?”

Sebastian looked at Chris, “Would you mind waiting in the lobby?”

“Sure,”  Chris said as he stood.  He exited silently.

Sebastian looked back at Mr. Carmack, who was waiting to hear what he had to say, “Chris is a good friend of ours.  This Owen guy is no good. We get a very bad feeling about him, and last night he got mad at Kurt because he simply put his hand on Chris’ arm.  He shoved him, knocking him to the ground. He is not welcome here under ANY circumstances.”  

Mr. Carmack nodded.  Sebastian could tell that this new information really pissed him off.  He took a deep breath, “Of course, Mr. Smythe.”

Sebastian continued, “Now, I’m not exactly sure why I can’t find a single picture of him online.  And Chris said that Owen took pictures of him all the time, but he had none of Owen, even though he thought he did.  I don’t know if Owen erased them, or if he avoids them… but something's not right. I’m going to have my father help look into it.  I think maybe he’s not really ‘Owen Chatfield’ at all.”

Mr. Carmack leaned forward, “I can look into it, Sir.  I have some… connections.”

Seb nodded gratefully, “That would be fantastic.  This all brings up his I.D. I know your guys are trained to check I.D.s, and I love George to death, but apparently Owen’s I.D. was good enough to get by him if it was a fake.  Maybe it’s not, and I’m reading into this too much. Lord knows we’ve been through enough to make me paranoid. But if I’m right, then that’s definitely an issue.”

“You’re right, Mr. Smythe.  I apologize if it was something that we could have caught.  I will make sure our guys are trained on all of the newest ways to spot fakes.  I know Mr. Hummel has been through a lot. I won’t let him go through any more on my watch.  That goes for Mr. Cairnes too.”  

“Thank you, Mr. Carmack.”

An employee knocked, and then entered with the new key.  Mr. Carmack handed it to Sebastian, “I trust you will make sure Mr. Cairnes knows how to use this, etc.  Do you need a new copy of the building rules?”

“No, thank you.  I’ll make sure he’s aware of everything and give him a copy.  Thanks again for all of your help.”

“Not a problem.”

 

As the group of friends approached the bakery, Jeff got really excited, “Sweets!  It is SO cute! Look at your logo! I love it!” Everyone was beaming, and Sugar couldn’t have smiled any bigger if she tried.

“Thanks, Jeffie.  I think the outside turned out really nice.”  The storefront was painted black, and it had a black awning with her logo in pink.  The door was a matching pink with the logo and address.

“Let’s take a picture!”  Kurt said as Sugar started to unlock the door.  He looked around, and stopped a husband and wife.  “Excuse me. Could you take a picture of all of us in front of my friend’s bakery?”

“Sure!”  the lady smiled.  Kurt handed her his phone and everyone gathered around in front of the windows.  She backed up enough that she could get the logo and awning in the picture too. “Now a silly one!”  the wife smiled. Everyone chuckled, then struck a silly pose. 

“Thank you so much,”  Kurt said as he took his phone back.  

Sugar unlocked the door and smiled as she heard her friends gasp.  They were all making comments about what they were seeing. Puck smiled and wrapped his arms around Sugar.  She closed her eyes for a moment, just to soak it all in.  

“These floors are gorgeous,”  Nick said.  

“They’re original,” Puck smiled.

Chris nodded, “The display cases look so good.  So much better than the old ones. I like the floors too, but I love the bar top seating at the window.”

“The kids area is a great idea.  It’s adorable,” Quinn said as she checked out the small kids tables and chairs.”

Everyone looked around for a few minutes.  Kurt took some more photos. They checked out the kitchen, as well as some plans for displays that Sugar had in her office for the front windows.  

Jenna was so excited.  She had been to the bakery a couple of times with Sugar, but she had never seen it so finished before.  

“I can’t wait till we open,”  Jenna said as she ran her hand down a display case.  

Hayden raised his eyebrows, “We?”

Jenna nodded, “I’m going to work here once she opens.  I’m excited about it.”

“Nice,”  Hayden said, “Will you be baking or will you be out front selling?”

“Both.  The company she hired to help get her started has hired some bakers, with Sugar’s help.  But I can help where it’s needed. Most of the time I’ll be out front, though.”

 

After everyone had been shown everything and looked around a bit, they decided to head upstairs and check out the apartment.  Puck unlocked the door and they headed up. Jeff raced Cameron, Sam, and Brittany up the steps, and everyone else took the elevator.  They all loved the apartment, and could see the potential in it. It still had a lot of work to be finished, and of course, all the decorating they knew Sugar and Kurt would be doing together.  

“I think this is going to be finished a lot sooner than you think, Sugar,”  Sebastian said as he put his arm around her shoulders.  

“I hope so.  The kitchen is nearly finished, but the one bathroom is nonexistent.”

“It will be finished before you know it,”  he said as he leaned over and kissed the top of her head.  “Besides, I like having you around.”

She chuckled and shook her head, “I love you, Seb.”

He gave her a squeeze, “Love you too, Sugar.”

 

Everyone was still looking around, when Cameron and Finn found Chris in what was going to be the master bedroom.  Cameron put his hand on Chris’ back, “Are you ready to go get your things?” Chris took a deep breath and looked at Elliott, who was across the room looking out the window as he talked with Puck.  Cameron saw where he was looking. He turned to Chris, “He likes you, ya know. And that one I approve of.  I think we all do.”

Finn nodded, “He seems like a cool dude.  Kind of like a gay Puck.” They all laughed.  “Anyway, he looks at you like he wants to run away with you.”

Chris still didn’t say anything.  Cameron rubbed his arm, “Are you okay?”  Chris nodded, but didn’t say anything. “You know… It’s okay that you like him back.”

Chris looked at Cameron finally.  He spoke quietly, “I do like him. A lot.  But I literally went from Owen, straight into Elliott’s arms.  What does that make me?”

Cameron frowned, “It makes you a man who follows his heart.  There’s nothing wrong with that, Chris. You two like each other.  And from what I’ve been told, you’ve had chemistry from the moment you saw each other.  A lot like Seb and Kurt.”

Chris nodded and smiled a little, “We have.”

Cameron smiled in return, “If you found a guy who looks at you like that, and treats you well,” he shrugged, “I think you should go for it.  When you’re around him, it reminds me of when you were with Thad...Only there’s something different. I think it’s a good different.”

Chris blushed slightly, “Yeah.”

Sebastian came into the room, “Hey, you guys are going with Chris to get his stuff, right?”

“Yeah, are you going?” Finn asked.

Sebastian shook his head, “I don’t think that’s a good idea.  If you run into Owen, and I’m with you, I might kill him.” There was no indication of sarcasm or exaggeration in Sebastian’s tone.  He was completely serious. “It took everything I had last night to stay with Kurt and not beat Owen to death. But, as always, Kurt comes first.”

Finn clapped Seb on the back, “And that is why Burt didn’t have another heart attack when you all moved here.  Don’t worry, though. He was hurting when he left.”

Sebastian smirked and Chris’ eyes widened.  “What did you do?!”

Finn shrugged as he frowned, “I gave him a taste, and only a taste, of what he deserved, Chris.  And if he touches Kurt again, Sebastian will have to get in line to kill him.  I’ll be first.  Same goes for if he hurts you.  I’m tired of these assholes thinking they can do whatever they want. We’ve put up with enough!”

“Chill, Finn,”  Puck said as he approached.  “What’s going on?”  

Elliott walked up and put his hand on Chris’ back.  He spoke quietly, “Are you okay?” Chris nodded.

Finn sighed, “Chris seems to be upset about the fact that Owen got a little bit of what he had coming last night.”

Puck looked at Chris and calmly asked, “That upsets you?”

“I…”  Chris frowned and looked down, “I… I don’t know.”

Sebastian went to Chris and wrapped his arms around him.  Chris laid his head on Seb’s shoulder and held him right back.  Sebastian spoke gently, “It’s okay to be confused about your feelings, Chris.  Whatever you are feeling is completely valid, and completely yours to feel.”

Everyone was quiet for a minute, until Elliott spoke, “Can Chris and I have a minute alone?”

Sebastian pulled back and looked at Chris.  He nodded.  Everyone walked out of the bedroom silently, with Cameron patting Chris on the shoulder as he left, then closing the door behind them.

Elliott stepped in front of Chris.  He smiled softly at him, then reached up to brush Chris’ hair back into place.  Chris leaned into the touch. Elliott smiled a little more. “So…” he cleared his throat to try to shake his nerves, “I really like you, Chris.  Like, really like you.”  Chris smiled a little and looked up at him sort of shyly through his lashes.  Elliott thought he might melt right then and there. “I know you’re confused about what you’re feeling for Owen.  And probably for me, too.  But I want you to know that I am a very patient man. I will wait for you to be ready.  I will be here for you while you work through every single emotion and feeling you could possibly have.  I’m not going anywhere unless you tell me to leave.  Every second that passes, makes me want to be with you more.  I’ll wait.  But please tell me there’s something to wait for…” Elliott looked at him with hope filled eyes.  

Chris smiled a tired, yet kind smile.  He put his hand on Elliott’s cheek and ran his thumb over his cheek bone.  He looked into Elliott’s gorgeous blue eyes and nearly got lost in them. He saw so much love.  So much want. So much concern. It was overwhelming. He took a deep breath and nodded, “Please wait for me.”

Elliott smiled a little as he nodded.  He reached for Chris, and Chris melted into him.  They held each other for a minute and then Chris said, “I’m sorry.”

Elliott frowned and ran his hand through Chris’ hair, pressing his cheek to Chris’ head, “What are sorry for?  You haven’t done anything wrong.”

“I’m sorry that this is such horrible timing.  That I’m so messed up. I’m sorry that I can’t say ‘screw everything’ and just be with you.  I’m just sorry.”

Elliott said, “Well, first of all, I completely disagree on the horrible timing thing.  I think it was great timing.  Because now, when you need someone the most, I get to be here for you.  And everything you think is screwed up about your feelings is really quite normal. I’ve been there. And if therapy has taught me anything, it’s that what you are feeling is normal, valid, and not uncommon at all.  But what I need you to do… What we all need you to do… Is to not go back to him. I told you what he’ll try. You have to be strong. Can you do that for me?”

“Yeah.  I can do that.”

 

Chris ended up going back to his dorm with Cameron, Finn, and Sam.  He had said goodbye to Elliott with a hug.  He didn’t want to go.  They exchanged numbers and Chris promised to text him when he was back at the penthouse safe and sound.

As they entered the dorm building, Chris walked a little slower.

“Are you okay, Chris?”  Sam asked. Chris nodded, but didn’t say anything. “You can do this. It’ll be okay.”

When they reached his hallway and turned the corner, Chris froze.  Owen was sitting outside his room.  His knees were brought to his chest and his head was laying back against the wall.  His eyes were closed. Cameron immediately stood in front of Chris, with Finn and Sam flanking him on either side. 

Owen opened his eyes and saw the guys standing with Chris behind them.  He frowned, “Chris, Honey, what’s going on?  I’ve been waiting for you for hours.  I was so worried when you weren’t answering your phone.”

Chris quietly answered, “I had my phone turned off.”

“I was so worried, Honey.  You need to answer when I call.”

When Chris didn’t say anything, Cameron answered for him, “No need to worry.  He’s been with his family.”

Owen glared at Cameron, “I’m his family.  He’s mine. You need to mind your own business.”

“No, Owen.”  Chris pushed his way between Finn and Cameron, “I’m not yours.  And they are my family.  I love them.”

Owen frowned at Chris, “I’m your family, Baby.”  He reached out for him, but Chris pulled away.

“Don’t call me ‘Baby’.  And don’t call me ‘Honey’.  And I’m not yours. You lost me the minute you shoved me aside and then pushed Kurt.”

“Is that what this is all about?  Chris, I’m so sorry. I never meant to hurt anyone. He was touching you.  I was protecting you.”

Finn gave a dry laugh, “From Kurt?”

Owen frowned at Finn and lowered his tone, “Yes, from Kurt.”

“Look, dude.  Kurt can totally kick ass, but he’s also the most gentle, loving guy around.  And he’s fucking engaged.”

“Gentle and loving can be dangerous,”  Owen spat. “I don’t care it he’s fucking married.  He had his hands all over what’s mine. Now he knows not to do that anymore.”  He looked back to Chris and softened his voice, “I’m so sorry if Kurt got hurt.  And I’m especially sorry if I hurt you. I love you. I would never want to hurt you.  I just wanted to protect you, Chris. I promise.”

“You… You love me?”  Chris had never had a guy tell him they loved him.  It was a whole new feeling.

“Yes, Honey.  I love you very much.”  Owen reached out for Chris again, and Cameron could see Chris’ features soften.  He was being sucked back in with Owen’s lies.  

Cameron pulled Chris back, “Love doesn’t hurt like that, Chris.”

Owen was furious, “Don’t touch him!  You need to stay out of this!”

Cameron had pulled Chris behind him as Owen was yelling.  He stood unwavering in front of Owen. “When someone I care about is being hurt, I will not stay out of it.  You need to back up.”

“Or what?”

“Owen, please,”  Chris said. “I don’t want to fight.  I just want to get into my room. You need to go home and cool down.”

“I’m not leaving you alone with them, Chris.”

“You’re going to have to.”  Chris started to walk past Cameron and Owen. Owen turned and grabbed his arm, pulling him to his chest, “I love you, Honey.  I’m sorry.” He kissed Chris hard, and his fingers were digging into his arms. It was obvious that Chris was trying to pull away.

Finn grabbed Owen’s arm and pulled him back, but he refused to let go of Chris. “You’re hurting me!”  Chris cried. “Let go!” Sam grabbed one of Owen’s wrists, and Cameron grabbed the other. 

“You better fucking let go, or lose your hands in the process, asshole,”  Finn growled.

“Let.  Go!” Sam yelled.  

After several long seconds, Owen finally let go.  “I love you, Chris!”  

Cameron wrapped his arm around Chris and led him to his door, “Let’s go, Chris.  I’ve got you.” Chris’ hands were shaking too much to unlock it, so Cam grabbed his keys and opened it for him.  All the while, Owen was telling Chris how much he loved him.  

Finn pinned Owen against the wall with his forearm against his throat. Sam stood close to Owen and clearly stated,  “Here’s what’s going to happen. You are going to walk away, and leave the building. You are going to leave him alone, and move on.  It’s over. Don’t call him. Don’t come see him. And if you touch him again, the police will get involved.”

When Owen heard the word “police”, it seemed to wake him up from his angry, desperate haze.  He looked at Sam, then at Finn. Finn pressed in on his throat a bit more, “Was that clear?”

Owen nodded.  He didn’t say anything, until he realized that Finn wasn’t going to let go until he did, “Yes.  Yes, that’s clear.” Finn let go, and Owen turned and walked away as if nothing had happened.  

As soon as Chris and Cameron had entered his dorm with the door closed, Chris broke down.  He nearly collapsed, but Cameron caught him. He walked him to the bed that he assumed was his and sat with Chris as he cried.  He held on and didn’t say anything for a minute. When Finn and Sam came in, Finn sat on the other side of Chris, and Sam knelt down in front of him.  Finn rubbed his back and they let Chris get his emotions out.   

Finally, Cameron spoke, “It’s okay, Chris.  It’s going to be okay. Living with Seb, Kurt, Puck, and Sugar will help get your mind off of this.  You can heal there. Get your head straightened out. It’ll be good for you.”  

“All three of us have lived with Kurt before.  I promise it won’t be boring,” Finn smiled. The other guys all gave a small chuckle, including Chris.  

Sam patted him on the knee as he stood, “Come on.  Let’s get you packed.”

 

By the time they got all of Chris’ essentials, and about a week's worth of clothes, they decided to just head back to the penthouse and wait for everyone there.  Sebastian had texted Cameron and told him that they were all stopping for lunch, so Cam, Finn, Sam, and Chris all grabbed a sandwich at deli just around the corner.  When they entered the lobby, Pablo greeted them, “Good afternoon gentlemen. Mr. Cairnes, it’s my understanding that you will be staying here for awhile. Welcome.”

“Yes, Pablo.  Thank you.”

“Mr. Smythe gave you a key, correct?”
“He did,”  Chris nodded.  

“Very good, Sir.  Have a great rest of your day.”

Chris smiled shyly, “Thanks, Pablo.  You too.” It felt weird and odd to be going up to the penthouse on his own with no one home.  It was surreal. Yet, at the same time, he had always felt at home here. Mostly because it’s where his family was.

 

Back at the restaurant, Sebastian watched Kurt.  He was interacting with their family, but he was only picking at his food.  He leaned over and whispered in his ear, “I need you to eat, Baby.”

“Yes, Sir,”  Kurt whispered back.  He ate a little bit more of salad.  

Sebastian watched, but was still not satisfied.  “More, Kurt.”

Kurt closed his eyes and silently sighed.  He really didn’t have an appetite today. “Yes, Sir.”  He ate a little more of the salad, but only picked at the leafy greens.

“Kurt.  You only had a little bit of your eggs this morning, and didn’t touch much else on your plate.  I let it go because I knew you were anxious about telling our new friends your history. But now, you need food. Picking at the lettuce doesn’t cut it.  Eat some grilled chicken. You need protein, Baby.”

Kurt nodded, “Yes, Sir.”  He slowly ate a few bites of chicken.  When he didn’t think he could eat any more, he looked at Sebastian.  

Seb looked at his salad and nodded, “Thank you, Kurt.”  Kurt nodded.  

Before they left the restaurant, the Ohio and Boston friends said goodbye to their new New York friends.  Nick hugged Elliott, “It was good to meet you, Elliott.”

Elliott smiled, “You too, Nick.”

Nick pulled away, “Take care of Chris for us, yeah?  He’s going to need you.”

Elliott nodded, “I will.  Even if he isn’t ready to be with me, I’ll make sure he’s okay.”

Santana hugged him as well, “I like you, Elliott.”  She motioned to what he was wearing, “I’m all about this sexy, glittery, rockstar look you got goin’ on.  It doesn’t hurt that you’re nice and kick ass singing.”

He chuckled, “Thanks, Santana.”  

Jeff hugged Jenna, “Can you have two gay boyfriends?  Nicky won’t mind sharing me.”

“Sure, Jeff.  I think I can swing that.  Two gay boyfriends, and hopefully one straight one,” she said, whispering the last part.  Jeff pulled back and wiggled his eyebrows.

As Brittany hugged Jenna she whispered, “Take care of Sugar for us.  We love her. She needs to stay sweet. She’s no good sour.”

“I promise, Brittany.  And you take care of my other gay boyfriend.  Check in on him every once in a while, okay?”

Brittany giggled, “Okay!”  She turned to Hayden, “You’ve been a nice shark, Hayden.  I like you. Take care of Sebby and Kurt. And don’t bite Jenna.”

Hayden knit his eyebrows together, “Okay.”  He didn’t know what else to say.

Everyone made their rounds, saying goodbye and giving hugs.  Jenna and Hayden hugged and as they pulled apart, he kissed her on the cheek.  “I’ll call you.”

She smiled, “You better.”  He winked, and then he and Channing headed North, while Elliott and Jenna headed South.  

 

 

Once they all arrived back home, they found Chris curled up against Cameron, fast asleep.  Finn and Sam were on the other couch, and the three had been quietly talking about life in general. 

Sebastian turned and shushed everyone else who was just arriving after he saw Chris sleeping.  He turned back to Cameron and whispered, “Did everything go okay?”

Cam shook his head and spoke quietly, “No.  Owen was there waiting for him at his dorm.”

Everyone looked concerned.  Jeff asked, “What happened?”  Sebastian pulled Kurt into his lap as they listened.

Sam answered, “He was sitting outside his room.  He told Chris he had been worried since he wasn’t answering his calls.  Kept calling him “Honey” and “Baby”. Even told him he loved him. He apologized for last night and told Chris he was protecting him because he was “his”, and they were family, and we weren’t.”

Kurt whispered, “How did he take that?”

Cameron said, “He told Owen not to call him by those pet names.  He stood his ground pretty well, although we thought we were losing him when Owen told him he loved him.  When he went to pass Owen to get to his room, he grabbed Chris and kissed him. His fingers were digging into Chris’ arms, and Chris cried out.  It hurt. We had to pry Owen off of him. When Sam mentioned the police, he changed. He just… walked away.”

“I don’t like it, man.  He’s no good,” Finn said.

“I agree,” Sebastian said.  “But, that’s why Chris is here.  Hopefully Owen takes the hint soon.”

“Was he upset?”  Kurt asked, nodding toward Chris. 

Sam leaned forward, putting his elbows on his knees, “Yeah.  He was really upset immediately after. Cam was practically holding him up.”  

Quinn went over and sat on the arm of the couch next to Cameron.  She put her hand on his shoulder, “He must be worn out.”

Cam nodded, “He is.  He was doing better. But after we ate and took his things upstairs, he just kind of broke down again.  When Owen told him he loved him, you could see the conflict on Chris’ face. You could see him starting to get sucked in.  Not only was Owen hurting him physically, but he’s fucking with him mentally.  He knows how to play this game.”

“I don’t think this is the first time he’s done something like this.  Maybe we need to talk to that cheerleader we saw him with this summer,”  Puck said.  

“Good idea,”  Sebastian said,  “And Mr. Carmack is looking into Owen as well.  When I went to look him up online to get his picture, I couldn’t find anything.  I think maybe he’s not who he says he is.”

Kurt looked concerned as he turned in Seb’s arms to face him, “Do you think Chris is in serious danger?”

Sebastian rubbed Kurt’s arms as he spoke gently, and quietly, “I don’t know, Babe.  But we’ll figure this out. We just need to be here for him.”

Leah sighed, “I don’t like leaving with everything so… Up in the air.”

“I know, but I’d rather you not be here if Owen is going to be a problem anyway.  One less person to worry about.”

Leah rolled her eyes, “Meanwhile, I’ll be worrying about all of you.”

“I don’t think Owen is dangerous to any of us.  I think he’s got his sights set on Chris, and Chris alone.  It’s like he’s obsessed,"  Sebastian said.  

They sat and talked for a while longer.  Chris began to stir, and Sugar went to sit on the edge of the couch next to him.  She ran one hand through his hair as she rested the other on his leg, “Are you okay, Sweetie?”

He turned and looked at her, blinking to try to focus, “Yeah.”  He sighed, then looked up at Cameron, then sat up, “Sorry, Cameron.”

“No need to apologize.  I’m sure you’re worn out.”

Chris nodded, “Yeah.”

“We’re going to have to get going in a minute.  We can’t miss our train,” Nick said as he stood.

“Yeah, we need to get to the airport.  I hate that we have to be there so much earlier than our actual flight time, but what can ya do…”  Finn said.  

Everyone’s bags were already downstairs, ready and waiting.  They all made another rounds of goodbyes, but this time it was a lot harder.  Knowing they wouldn’t see each other for quite awhile made every minute precious.  

Leah hugged Sebastian, “I love you.  Please be careful and take good care of everyone.”

Seb squeezed her back, “I love you, too, sis.  And you know I will. We’ll see you in a few weeks for Thanksgiving.”

She nodded and smiled as Kurt came to hug her, “And then you can help us with some wedding planning!”

She smiled, “I can’t wait.”

Finn pulled Rachel aside, “You can do this, Rach.  You go in there tomorrow and show them what you’ve got.”

“I don’t know if I can do it without you, Finn.  I really don’t.” 

“You can, and you will.  You have to, Rachel. Your dreams are big, so that means big sacrifices.  I will be cheering you on no matter what, and no matter where.”

Rachel became teary eyed, “I love you.”

He smiled at her sadly, “I love you, too.”

 

Once everyone was gone, the six friends sat in the living room together.  “Is there anything we can do for you, Rachel?” Kurt asked.

She shook her head, “No.  Thank you both so much for letting me stay here.  I really appreciate it.”

“Of course,”  Sebastian said.  “Maybe later we can sing a few songs together to get you in the mood to perform.  Or you could sing for us to practice.”

“That would be nice,”  Rachel said quietly. “I think I’m going to go out on the terrace and think for a little bit.  Excuse me.” She stepped outside and looked out at the city that she had always wished she’d call home.  Looking at it now, it just seemed… empty. She felt so disconnected from it. The longer she sat and looked at it, the more she realized that it wasn’t ever going to feel like home if Finn wasn’t there with her.

 

Later that evening, they all ate dinner together.  Rachel sang them the songs she had prepared. No one had any advice for her, because she sounded fantastic.  They tried to reassure her with some encouraging words. She decided to head to bed early and get some “beauty sleep”.  

Chris stood, “I washed the sheets for the pullout in the office.  But you’re welcome to use the spare room, Rachel.”

“No, but thanks, Chris.  You need to sleep in there.  That will be your bed for awhile.  I couldn’t take it on your first night here.”

“It’s not my first night here.  I stay pretty often. Please.”

Rachel shook her head, “The office is fine.  I promise. You get settled. I’m going to go meditate for awhile.”

“Okay,”  Chris gave her a hug and after saying goodnight to everyone, she disappeared for the rest of the night.  

 

After everyone went to bed, Sebastian came out of the bathroom to find Kurt kneeling for him at the end of the bed.  He had a feeling this was coming. He walked over and ran his fingers through Kurt’s hair, then over the collar that Kurt had not taken off, “You are so beautiful, Baby.  Is there something specific you need?”

“Not really, Sir.  I just want a reminder that I’m yours.”

Sebastian lovingly said, “You are mine, Baby.  You will always be mine.  Stand.”

“Yes, Sir.”  Kurt could feel a calmness come over him that seemed to radiate from the top of his head all the way to his toes.  He was so grateful for the man standing before him. His Dom. His lover. His partner. His fiance. He didn’t ever want to think about what his life would be like without him.  

Sebastian had been thinking the same things.  He licked the shell of Kurt’s ear, “You are so sexy, Baby.  I can’t get over how lucky I am to have you in my life. I don’t want a single day to pass that I don’t have you by my side.”  He lightly sucked the lobe of his ear before moving to his neck.  

Between panting breaths, Kurt muttered, “I feel the same way, Sir.  I love you so much.”

“I love you, too, Kurt.  So much.”

They started out soft and sweet, making love to each other slowly.  They basked in the love radiating off of each other. Slowly, but surely, things became a bit more heated, and the soft love making turned more passionate and desperate.  

Sebastian sat on the bed with his back against the headboard as Kurt rode him.  He wrapped his arms around him and slid his hand up to grab a handful of Kurt’s hair.  He pulled it back, “That’s my good boy. Harder, Kurt. Do you feel how hard I am for you?  Do you feel it deep inside you?”

“Yes, Sir!  Oh god, yes, Sir!”  Kurt rode him harder and Sebastian continued to thrust up into him at an alarming pace.  

He flipped him over so he was on his back.  He grabbed his legs, pushing them back as he thrust into him more.  He leaned over and kissed him full of so much passion that he thought he might burst.  “Such a good boy, Kurt. Whose are you?”

“Yours, Sir!”  

“That’s right, Baby.  All mine. Such a good boy.”

After several minutes, Kurt couldn’t take it anymore, “Sir… May I cum?”

“Yes, Baby.  Cum for me!” Kurt came hard and fast.  As soon as he was finished, Sebastian pulled out and came all over Kurt’s stomach and chest as if claiming him.  “Mine,” he whispered. He practically collapsed on Kurt, kissing him as he came back down from his orgasmic high.  He pushed back up a few seconds later. “Are you okay, Baby?” He ran his hands through Kurt’s hair and down his body, rubbing and massaging.

Kurt nodded, “Yes, Sir,”  he answered as he tried to catch his breath.  

“You are so perfect for me, Baby.  I could not dream of anyone more perfect.  I’m so happy I get to have you for the rest of my life.”

Kurt gave Sebastian a sleepy smile, “Only yours.  Always yours.”  

Sebastian smiled back as he grabbed Kurt’s left hand, running his thumb over Kurt’s ring.  He brought his hand up and kissed it, “Always.”

 

 

 

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Chapter 12: Watching

Summary:

Chris returns to school with the company of Puck and Elliott, and Rachel auditions.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

 

   

When Kurt made it downstairs the next morning, Rachel and Sugar were sitting at the dining room table talking as they drank their morning coffee.  He smiled at the sight of them, “Good morning, ladies.”

They smiled back, “Good morning.”

Sugar continued, “How are you feeling today, Angel?”

“Good.  Thanks for asking.  How about you?” he kissed her on the top of her head as he passed her seat.

“Good.”

He looked at Rachel, “How about you, Rachel?  Are you ready?”

She took a deep breath, “Ready as I’ll ever be.”

Kurt nodded.  He looked at her thoughtfully for a few seconds, then asked, “So… when you get in… then what?”

She smiled at his confidence in her.  She shrugged, “I guess then I move to New York.  My dads said they will pay for school here if I live in a dorm.  They don’t want me to pay such high prices on an apartment just yet.  They want me to see how I like it first. Plus, they don’t want to worry about me being completely on my own.”

Sugar made a face, “You won’t ever be completely on your own here, Rach.  We’re all here.”

Rachel nodded, “I know.  And that makes me and my dads feel much better.”

Sugar said, “You can always move in with us.  Our place should be done around Christmas. It would be in time for school to start.  At least until a find a place.”

Rachel nodded slightly and took a quick sip of her coffee, “Thank you.  It’s kind of you to offer. But, I really feel like if I’m going to do this, then it has to be on my own as much as possible, ya know?  Besides, you and Puck will finally have your own place. Kurt and Sebastian will be newlyweds soon. I think it’s best for all of us if we support each other, but… I don’t want to intrude on your new lives either.”

Kurt sat with his fresh coffee, “I understand.  But, that’s not how we feel about it. Just know that you’ll always have two places you can go to if you need to.  And sometimes it will be nice to just come for the weekend. A change of scenery is nice sometimes. Jenna and Chris do it often, and we love it.”

“Speaking of which...”  Sugar said, “Shouldn’t he be getting up soon?”

Kurt looked at his phone to check the time, “Yeah.  I think he said his first class was at 9. I’ll go wake him.  He was probably too out of it to set his alarm.” He went upstairs and knocked on Chris’ door, “Chris?  You need to start getting up.” He heard a moan come from the other side of the door. He chuckled, “Seriously.  It’s 8 already.” Sebastian came out of the bedroom, dressed and ready to go. He walked up and put his hand on Kurt’s back, then leaned in to kiss him on the side of his head.  Kurt continued as he knocked again, “Chris, come on. If you don’t get up, I’m coming in…”

Sebastian chuckled and said, “Make your decision wisely on that one, Chris.”  They heard a moan again.  

When they got no response, Kurt opened the door and ran to the bed, jumping on Chris, who had his pillow over his head.  “Get up! Get up! Get up!” Kurt said as he bounced up and down next to Chris.  

Sebastian walked over and sat on the edge of the bed, “I warned you.”  

Chris lifted the pillow and tried to hit Kurt with it but Kurt blocked it without blinking.  He frowned and then moaned again.

“You’re avoiding the inevitable, Chris.  You have to get up. You have to go to school. You have to stop making me sound like my dad…”  Kurt smiled.

Sebastian smiled, “You’re turning him into his father, Chris.  I love Burt, but come on.”

Chris sighed as he sat up, and the comforter billowed around his waist.  He looked at them both and then asked, “What time is Puck’s first class?”  He was nervous, and it showed. The smiles were immediately gone from Kurt and Sebastian’s faces when they saw the bruises on Chris’ arms.

Puck appeared like magic, “9:30, but I’m walking you to class before that.  Now get your ass up and get ready.” Chris rolled his eyes, but got up anyway, and wordlessly walked toward the bathroom.  Sebastian and Kurt gave each other a look, and then heard Puck say, “Stop.”

Chris stopped and looked at him. He was only wearing athletic shorts, and the bruises were clear as day from across the room.  “What the fuck? I can’t believe he grabbed you that hard!” Puck walked over to where Chris was standing. “Turn around.” Chris frowned, but when ahead and turned in a full circle.  Puck was glad that he didn’t see any other bruises. “Go get ready.”
Puck looked at Kurt and Seb, then nodded his head to the door and the boys followed him out.  As they went downstairs, Puck said, “I’m going to walk him to class today. Elliott and I texted last night.  We’re going to try to meet him as often as possible and walk him to his next class, or spend time with him during breaks.  We’re both going to walk him to cheer practice, then we’re going to try to talk to that other cheerleader that we saw Owen with at the beginning of the school year.  Maybe he can give us some insight.”

“That’s a good idea,”  Sebastian said. “I’m still going to call my dad, even though Mr. Carmack is talking to a friend of his.  Maybe some of his investigator friends can see if they have more luck online than I did. Maybe I’m not doing something right, but I can’t imagine what it would be.”

“Yeah, that sounds like a good plan.  I have to work after we walk him to practice, but I think Elliott is going to bring him home.  We just want to make sure that Owen stays away on the first day. We’ll see how it goes and discuss what to do for tomorrow.  Besides, I think it’ll make Chris feel better.”

“I agree,”  Kurt said. They had all returned to the kitchen area.  Kurt looked at Sugar, “What are your plans today, Sug? I was hoping Rachel and I could go to lunch.  I’d love for you to meet us.”

“Actually, I think I’m going to stay with Rachel all day.  The only thing happening at the bakery is a delivery later in the afternoon, but it’s after Rach leaves for the airport.”

“Good!  Lunch it is.  I can meet you at NYADA if you want.  Maybe I can get there in time to see you perform.”

“That would be great!”  Rachel said.  

Sebastian commented, “You don’t seem as nervous, Rachel.  You’re ready?”

“I think I am,”  she answered confidently.  “It is what it is at this point.”

“You’re going to be great, Rach.”  Puck said, giving her a side hug.

 

~

 

Puck and Chris headed to the subway a little while later.  Chris was obviously nervous. Puck bumped his shoulder as they sat, “You okay?”  Chris nodded. “It’ll be okay. Elliott or I will be with you for a good part of the day today.”

“I know.  Thanks for doing this.  I’m just nervous. I don’t want to see him.”

Puck put his arm around him, “I know.”

They arrived on campus with a few minutes to spare.  Puck walked him to his classroom, then made sure he knew that Elliott would be there at the end of his class.  Once Chris was in the room, Puck waited in the hallway for awhile, just to make sure. There was no sign of Owen ten minutes after the professor had started his lecture, so Puck headed to his own class.  

 

When Chris left his first class, he noticed Elliott right away.  He was leaning up against the wall across the hall, and Chris’ heart skipped a beat.  Elliott smiled at him, and Chris almost needed to fan himself. He couldn’t believe this incredibly sexy man wanted to be with him.  Chris returned the smile as he approached. He shyly said, “Hi.”

“Hi,”  Elliott smiled.  “Did you sleep okay?”

Chris nodded, “Yeah.  I was afraid that I wouldn’t be able to, but it’s kind of my second home, so I didn’t have any issues.”

“Good.  How much time do you have?”

“About an hour.  How much time do you have?”

“About the same.  How about I buy you a coffee?  It’s a nice day. We could sit at the square.”

“That sounds nice.  Thanks, Elliott.” Chris smiled shyly.

“It’s my pleasure, Chris.  Really.”  

They got their coffee and headed to Washington Square.  They sat in silence for a few minutes, and then Elliott said, “Tell me about how you met Sebastian and Kurt.  They said something about you hitting on Kurt?” Elliott smiled.

Chris nearly choked on his coffee.  He blushed, “Um, yeah.” He chuckled at the memory.  “We were at a regional cheer competition. He was just… different than any other male cheerleaders.  I don’t know. I mean, obviously, he’s gorgeous. So, I was behind him in line for the drinking fountain, and I asked him his name.  He told me, and was very polite. I asked for his number, and he told me that wasn’t a good idea.” They both smiled. “He said goodbye and then headed off.  I found him again a little later and asked him if I was the reason he wouldn’t give me his number, or it was because he was taken.  He said he was taken. Santana was there and glared at me. She stressed the fact that he was very taken,”  Both boys chuckled at that.  “After seeing him perform…” Chris shook his head, “He’s amazing.  I found him again after the awards ceremony, where they of course got first place.  Sebastian had made his way to the squad and was lifting him in the air and spun him around.  I mean, Seb is gorgeous too. And you could see how much they loved each other and how happy Seb was for Kurt, and how proud he was.  Nick, Jeff, Puck, Sugar, Sam, and Leah were all there too, but I didn’t meet any of them. A few days later, I was at the mall doing some last minute Christmas shopping when I ran into the two of them again.  Kurt looked so different out of uniform, but just as nice. We were talking, and then his face just...changed. Dave, the guy who stalked them, was there. He didn’t notice them, though. Seb took Kurt into a store to get away, but that happened to be the store Dave chose to shop in.  I had gone in with them to make sure Kurt was okay. He was close to having a panic attack. I went over and started flirting with Dave so that Seb could sneak Kurt out. I found them again later in the food court, where we sat and talked. Puck, Sugar and Leah met back up with them too, so that’s how I met them.”  Chris chuckled, “Seb gave me his and Puck’s number. I kind of had to earn Kurt and Sugar’s. We texted some, then they invited me out for New Year’s.”

“Didn’t they say you guys go to a club or something?”

Chris nodded, “Yeah, in Columbus.  We had a great time. I learned how protective Seb is then.  He worried when I took Kurt to the bathroom. He came to find us.  He really only trusts Puck with him in places like that. But Seb is protective of all of us.  He saved me from drinking a suspicious drink that night too.”

“They mentioned something happening that night?”

“Yeah, Kurt had some issues.  He thought he saw Blaine and it messed with his head.  Then he had issues when he saw the parking lot. A lot of times, it’s a combination of things that mess with him.  Like on Seb’s birthday.”

Elliott nodded, “Yeah.  I worry about him.”

Chris smiled slightly, “Well, welcome to the club.”  

“Yeah,”  Elliott nodded, “You guys are all very lucky to have each other.”

“We are,”  Chris agreed.  “I can’t imagine not having them all.  They changed my life in so many ways. They really are like family.  I have my mom, I guess. But dad doesn’t approve of me being gay. We don’t talk at all, which strains my relationship with my mom.  This friends family that they’ve accepted me into is amazing on so many levels. We protect each other, accept each other… And they’re so talented, it’s crazy.”  He paused for a minute, “And now you’re a part of this family too.”

Elliott shook his head as if he just couldn’t believe it, “My tribe.  It’s unreal.”  

Chris smiled, “I know what you mean.”  They sat quietly for a few minutes, then Chris tilted his head as he looked at Elliott, “So tell me about yourself.  I don’t really know much about you.”

Elliott nodded, “Well… I’m from New Jersey.  Not too far from here, really. We came to the city pretty often when I was growing up.  I have a sister, Amelia. She’s 27, married with two kids, and they just moved to Colorado last year for her husband Steven’s job.  My parents died when I was a Junior in high school. My sister became my legal guardian until I turned 18.”

Chris frowned, “I’m so sorry.  Both of your parents?… That must be so hard.”

Elliott nodded again, “Yeah.  My dad had cancer. We didn’t catch it until he was already in Stage 4.  Mom died a couple of months later. She died in her sleep, but I think it was from a broken heart.  They were so in love.”

Chris asked, “Were they accepting of you?”

Elliott smiled, “Yeah.  They were the best, I swear.  Dad wasn’t as outspoken about it, but I always knew he loved me and wanted whatever made me happy.  And Mom was as great of a mom as I could have ever hoped for. Amelia did as best she could for the year and half I was in her care.  She and her husband sold their house and moved back in with me. They were practically newlyweds and had a newborn. It was all so much, ya know?”  He looked at Chris, who nodded. “When I got accepted into NYU, we sold the house and most of its contents. I moved to the city, and Amelia and Steven moved to Colorado when he got a big promotion.  She had another baby last year, so now I’m the proud uncle of both a niece and nephew.” Chris smiled at the obvious love Elliott had for his family. “Amelia calls ALL THE TIME to check on me. She worries.  I think she feels kind of guilty that they moved across the country. But I’m doing okay here on my own. I have a couple of good friends.” He looked back at Chris, “It sure will be nice to be here with a tribe, though.”

Chris smiled again, “We won’t let you down.  No matter what, Elliott.” He was trying to make sure that Elliott understood that he could be part of their family whether they worked as a couple or not.  He just wasn’t sure how to say it.  

Elliott returned the smile, “Thanks.”

 

~

 

Rachel and Sugar exited the subway and headed toward NYADA.  Sugar heard Rachel take a deep breath as they approached the campus.  “You’ve got this, Rach. You look beautiful, and your voice is more than ready.  Go in there and show them what you’ve got.”

Rachel nodded, “Let’s go.”

They climbed the steps into the building and Rachel held her head high she entered.  She suddenly realized that she had no idea where the auditorium was. She turned to Sugar with wide eyes, and in a hushed tone, said, “I don’t know where to go!”

Sugar looked around for a few seconds.  “Look, they have signs up.” She pointed to a handmade poster that was covered in glitter and framed in a feather boa.  “This way.” She grabbed Rachel’s hand and they headed in the direction of the arrow on the sign. When they got to the auditorium after following the signs, they saw a sign-in table.  Sugar pushed Rachel toward it, and then stood off to the side.  

Rachel signed in, and then they told her she and her guest could sit in the auditorium when the signal light came back on.  Once it was on, she and Sugar made their way inside, sitting off to the right.  

Two people auditioned before Rachel.  They sat and listened to their beautiful voices.  Rachel began fidgeting in her seat. Sugar leaned over and whispered, “Don’t compare yourself to anyone else, Rachel.  You are incredibly talented. You can do this.”

Madame Tibideaux was sitting at a table in the middle of the auditorium.  She leaned forward to speak into her small microphone, “Rachel Berry.”

Rachel took a deep breath and quickly stood, making her way to the stage.  When she was standing in the middle, looking out toward the small, scattered, audience, she spoke, “Good Morning, Madame Tibideaux.”

“Good Morning, Miss Berry.  I hope you came prepared today.”

“Yes, Madame Tibideaux.”

“Let me remind you that you can sing two songs.  I can stop you at any time after 8 measures. What is the first song you will be singing for me today?”

Being Good Isn’t Good Enough , by Barbra Streisand is my first selection.”

“Very well.  Whenever you’re ready, Miss Berry.”

Rachel nodded and then looked back at the accompanist.  She turned back to the audience and closed her eyes for a brief moment to steady her nerves and soak in the moment.  She focused, opening her eyes, and began to sing.  

Sugar sat watching, tears welling in her eyes.  Rachel sounded absolutely perfect. If this wasn’t enough to get her into this school, nothing would be.  

When the song ended, Madame Tibideaux spoke, “Very nice, Miss Berry.  That will be all.”

Rachel looked confused.  She started to ask why she wasn’t allowed to sing her second song selection, but then thought better of it.  She simply said, “Thank you, Madame Tibideaux,” and exited the stage.

She walked straight up the aisle and out the back doors of the auditorium.  Sugar hopped up and walked out after her.

“Rachel!”  Sugar called for her.  

Rachel spun around, with tears in her eyes, “Why couldn’t I sing my other song?  What does this mean? Was I that bad?”

Sugar shook her head quickly, “No, Hun, you were fantastic!  I’ve never heard you sound any better!”

Just then, another student came out of the auditorium, practically running.  He stopped when he saw the girls, “Hi. Rachel, right?” Rachel looked at him and nodded.  “I just wanted to let you know...that was fucking fantastic.”

“But...But she didn’t even let me sing my second song.  It couldn’t have been that good.”

He shook his head, “No.  No, that’s not it. I’m a Junior here.  I’ve sat in on a ton of auditions. I’ve never seen her stop anyone after one song.  If she doesn’t like you, she doesn’t let you finish. She stops you mid-song. I think she just didn’t need to hear a second song.  I think you’ve go this in the bag.”

“Do you really think so?”  Rachel asked with hope in her eyes.  

“I really do.”  He looked between the girls, “I’m Brody Weston, by the way.”

Rachel smiled as she shook his outstretched hand, “Rachel Berry.  And this is my friend, Sugar Motta.”

He shook her hand, “It’s nice to meet you.”  He looked at Sugar and shook her hand as well, “And you, too, Sugar.”

Sugar nodded, “You too.”  

Kurt came running up, “Did I miss it?!”

Rachel nodded.  He saw the look of uncertainty.  “Rach, I’m sure it was fantastic.”

“It was,”  Brody said.

“Best I’ve ever heard her,”  Sugar added.  

Kurt frowned, “Then what’s the matter?  You look like you’re going to cry. Is it the stress?”

She shook her head, “No.  She just didn’t let me sing a second song…”

Kurt raised his eyebrows in surprize.  Brody said, “I think it’s because she didn’t need to hear a second song.  It really was that good.”

Kurt looked at him, just now realizing that he someone new was there.  He nodded, “I’m sure that’s right.”  

Brody smiled as he offered his hand, “Brody Weston.”

Kurt shook his hand, “Kurt Hummel.” 

Brody frowned a little, “That name sounds really familiar.  Are you a student here?”

“No, Im studying fashion design at Parsons.”

Brody looked Kurt up and down and nodded, “I can see that.”  He looked at Sugar, “What about you, Sugar?”

She shook her head, “No, I’m opening a bakery called Sugar Shack.  It opens next month. You should come check it out! It’s not far from here.  It’s in Chelsea.”

Brody smiled, “I would love that.  Well, hey… I have to get back in there.  I’m supposed to helping. Hopefully I see you all soon.”

“Hopefully.  Thanks, Brody,”  Rachel smiled. 

They watched him walk away, and Sugar smiled, “He was hot.”  Kurt hummed in agreement.  

Rachel shrugged, “Where are we going to eat?”

“Well, we have to introduce you to   Zip’s,” Sugar said as she put her arm through Rachel’s.  Kurt put his arm through her other, and they headed out to lunch.

 

~



Sebastian, Hayden, and Krish were sitting outside on the green, studying. Seb had briefly explained a few of Kurt’s issues to Krish, when he had asked how Kurt was doing.  Seb was grateful that Krish was concerned. Krish listened, but didn’t ask many questions.

“Are you expecting an important phone call?”  Hayden asked Sebastian, noticing that he kept checking his phone.

“Several, yes.”  He looked up at his friends, “Well, calls or texts.  Either will work. Puck and Elliott are walking Chris to most of his classes today, so I’m curious as to how that’s going.  I’m hoping they are all okay. Dad and Mr. Carmack are both looking into Owen, so I’m hoping for an update sooner rather than later.  And Rachel auditioned today, and Sugar and Kurt are taking her to lunch. I’d like to know how that went, too.”

Krish raised his eyebrows, “It’s a busy day for everyone.  I have to say, you and your friends are crazy talented. I had no idea.”

Seb smirked, “Thanks.”

“I’m sure everything will work out,”  Hayden said, reassuring his friend.  

After they sat and talked for a few minutes, Seb got a text from Kurt.

To Bas:

Rachel was only allowed to sing one song.  Sugar said it was perfection though. There was a guy there, a Junior, who told Rachel that he thinks it’s because Madame T. didn’t need to see/hear more.  Fingers crossed.

Sebastian read the text to Krish and Hayden, then texted back.

To Baby:

Hopefully that guy is right.  At least she did well. That’s all she can do.  Have you heard from Puck, Elliott, or Chris?

To Bas:

No, not yet.  I’ll let you know if I do.  Love you, Bas.

To Baby:

Love you, too, Babe.

 

~




Later in the afternoon, Puck and Elliott met up before picking Chris up from his last class.  “Hey, man. Everything go okay earlier?”

“Yeah.  No problems,”  Elliott answered.  

“Good.  I haven’t heard from Seb about what his dad or Mr. Carmack have found.  I’m not sure if that’s a good thing, or a bad thing.”

“Hopefully good.”

They both leaned up against the wall, waiting.  When Chris came out of class, he smiled at the two of them and shook his head.  The three of them chatted on the way to the Palladium. Once they got there, Puck asked Chris to go into the locker room and see if Braylin, the other cheerleader who they had seen with Owen, was there yet.  If he was, Puck wanted both him and Chris to come out and talk. Chris came back out with a very confused Braylin a couple of minutes later.  

“Hey, Braylin. I’m Puck, and this is Elliott.”  They both shook Braylin’s hand. “We were wondering if you could maybe answer a couple of questions for us.”

Braylin shrugged, “I can try.”

Elliott said, “We were wondering what you could tell us about Owen Chatfield.”

Braylin frowned and looked confused, “I don’t know an Owen Chatfield.”

They all exchanged looks, and Chris looked extremely uncomfortable.  Elliott put his hand on Chris’ back to comfort him as Puck continued, “What do you mean?  We saw you with him one day when we were here with Chris. You two looked like you had been in a fight or something.”

Braylin frowned as he thought about it, “Do you mean Liam?”

Chris asked, “Do you have a picture of him?”

“Sure.”  Braylin looked through his phone, only to discover there were no pictures.  “I could have sworn…”

Chris looked at Elliott and Puck with worried eyes.  He looked back to Braylin and discribed what Owen looked like.  “... and you came in the day I had my friends here. A couple of the girls were over talking to us too.”

Puck continued, “You two came in and it looked like you had been fighting or arguing.  I asked if you were okay, and he gave you a look. You looked scared. That’s the guy you say is ‘Liam’? ”

Braylin nodded sadly, “Yeah. I remember you guys being here.  His name is Liam Cole. We dated for a couple of months.”

“He told me his name was Owen Chatfield.  He even had an ID.”

“Then he must have two, because his ID said ‘Liam’ when we went out to clubs.”

Elliott asked, “Braylin, was Liam… abusive?  Did he hurt you?”

Braylin looked down and turned a little red, “He was… rough.”

“Did he hit you?”  Puck asked.

Braylin took a deep breath, “He would grab me a lot.  Push and shove. The day I saw you guys, I was afraid he was going to hit me.  He raised his fist to me one time, but someone came into the room, so he just stormed out instead.”

“Is that why you broke up?”  Chris was fidgeting.

Elliott rubbed his back as Braylin answered, “Yeah.  He wouldn’t accept it for a long time. But Then he just stopped bugging me about a month, month and half ago.”

Puck looked at Chris, knowing that was about the time he and Owen had started dating.  Puck said, “Is there anything else you think we should know? He stopped bothering you when he started dating Chris.  He changed his name, but hasn’t changed his behavior,” Braylin looked at Chris sadly. “Do you know anything about his family?  Anything?”

Braylin shook his head, “No, I’m sorry.  He never talked about family. He just said they didn’t get along.  He lives a couple of blocks from here. That’s all I know.”

“Thank you for sharing that much with us, Braylin.  We really appreciate it,” Elliott said.  

“Sure.”  He turned and looked at Chris, “I’ll see you in there?”  Chris nodded and turned back to Puck and Elliott.

Elliott spoke first, “I’ll be back to pick you up after practice.  I’ll take you home, then I have to get to work.”

Puck frowned, “Where do you work?  You would think I would know that already.”

Elliott smiled a little, “Generation Records.  I just work a few days a week. Gotta eat,” he shrugged.  Puck knew he owned an apartment, but never thought about the other money he might need.  Elliott and Puck had discussed their families in great detail, although Puck had not shared that information with anyone else.

Chris frowned a little, “You don’t need to take me all the way home, then come all the way back.”

“Yes, I do.  For your safety, and my sanity.”  He wrapped his arm around his shoulder, “It’s all good, Chris.  I promise.”

Chris shyly said, “Thanks, Elliott.”

Elliott winked, “My pleasure.”

When Chris walked back into the locker room, Braylin asked Chris, “Is the one who was rubbing your back your boyfriend?  He’s hot. If not, can I get his number?”

Chris frowned and smiled at the same time, “No, you can’t have his number.  He’s isn’t my boyfriend, but hopefully he will be. We’re working out all of this Owen/Liam stuff first.”  He felt strangely territorial, and he realized he better straighten out his feelings quickly. He knew he liked Elliott.  He wanted so badly to be with him. But, there was just something still looming in his head about Owen. He hated that it was there.  But he felt it wouldn’t be fair to Elliott to move on until he cleared his head of Owen, and those feelings. It wasn’t that he “liked” Owen.  But it’s like he had a hold on him somehow.

“Hmm… What about the other guy?”  Braylin asked. “He was hot too.”

Chris chuckled, “He’s taken.  And straight.”

“Bummer.”

Elliott walked over to the bookstore with Puck before his shift, and they talked on the way.  “I hope Mr. Smythe or Mr. Carmack can find something. Anything.”

“Me too.  I’m going to text Seb.  You can fill in the details if he’s home when you get there.  I’m not sure if he’ll be at the hospital tonight or not.”

“Yeah, I can do that.”

 

~

 

Sebastian was on his way to the hospital when he got a call from Robert.  “Hey Dad. Did you find anything out?”

“I had two of my best guys look into it, Seb.  There is no Owen Chatfield enrolled at NYU. In fact, they couldn’t find an Owen Chatfield that age living in the state of New York at all.”

“Damn it,”  Seb sighed. “I figured that.  Puck texted earlier and told me that he, Chris, and Elliott talked to the other cheerleader we saw Owen with this summer.  He didn’t know of an ‘Owen Chatfield’. He said his name was Liam Cole. He said he was the same way...pushing, shoving, grabbing, being forceful. Chris is going to be staying with us for awhile.  I don’t like him being on his own with Owen around. At least for awhile, until we know Owen has moved on.”

“That’s a good idea.  If it gets too bad, though, make sure you and Kurt are safe too.  Kurt doesn’t need anything else happening. Has he been doing okay since the party?”  Seb had told his dad about what happened.

“Yeah, he has.  That night, he needed to be in physical contact with me, or someone else that he’s close to, like Jeff.  But since then, he’s done pretty well. And we told some of our closer New York friends about what happened back in Ohio.  That way they have a better understanding and can help more if he’s with one of them alone and something happens.”

“That’s a good idea.  Has Mr. Carmack gotten back to you about Owen yet?”

“No.  I’m anxious to hear what he has to say.  I’m going to have him look in to the name Liam Cole too.  Maybe that will bring a few more answers.”

“I’ll have my guys do the same.  I gotta get to a meeting. Take care, Seb.  Be safe. I love you. Give my love to Kurt, too.”

“I will, Dad, thanks.  Love you, too.” When Sebastian hung up, he immediately called Mr. Carmack and told him about the lack of results his dad had gotten. He made sure he knew about Owen’s use of the name Liam Cole, as well.  Mr. Carmack assured him that his connections were working on it, and the use of this name would be helpful information. He also said he would make sure that Liam Cole was added to Owen Chatfield’s information sheet on the security board.  Maybe now they could make some connections of all of these different pieces.

 

~

 

Rachel, Sugar, and Kurt had a very nice lunch together.  Rachel was happy to have her friends there to help calm her down, and put her mind at ease.  They Skyped Finn during lunch, telling him all about her audition and how things went. After the Skype call, Rachel seemed to feel better, then was suddenly a little down.

“You okay, Hun?”  Sugar asked.

Rachel shrugged, “I have two dreams, and I have to give one up.  Broadway and Finn… They can’t coexist. Even if Finn seems to do okay here in the city.  We all know that he wouldn’t be happy here in the long run. And even if I don’t get in to NYADA, I’m going somewhere .  Lima has nothing to offer me.”

“I’m sorry, Rachel.  I know you love Finn.  I can’t imagine how hard this is for you,”  Kurt said as he put his hand on her arm.  

She nodded, “I just wish things were different.  It’s not like it’s only for a few years and I’ll return after I get my degree.  Once I’m gone, I’m gone.” 

“I think maybe some time apart might be good for you and Finn.  It will tell you how you really feel. It might reveal a lot. You never know,”  Kurt gave her arm a squeeze before pulling it away.

“Yeah.  And if I’m here, I’ll have you guys.  And I liked your new friends. I’m sure I’d make some new ones of my own, too.  But if I don’t get accepted, and go somewhere like UC, then it will be starting over completely.  That’s scary.”

Sugar nodded, “I know it is, Hun, but millions of college kids do it every year.  They say friends you meet in college stick with you forever. It could be really good for you, no matter where you go.”

They walked Sugar back to the bakery, and waited with her for awhile until it was time for Kurt to head to Vogue.  He hugged his girls goodbye, reassuring Rachel one last time, “It’s going to be okay not matter what, Rach. Please let me know as soon as you know anything.  We’ll be here for you no matter what.”

She gave him a good squeeze, “Thank you.  I love you guys.”

 

~

 

Elliott met Chris after cheer practice.  He was standing outside the locker room where they had talked to Braylin earlier.  Braylin exited the locker room first. Elliott gave him a small nod and smile. Braylin looked him up and down, licking his lips, then gave a half smile and flirty wink.  Elliott’s eyebrows rose in surprise. Chris came out only seconds after, and frowned a bit at the look on Elliott’s face.

“Are you okay?”

Elliott looked at Braylin as he walked away, then looked back at Chris, “Yeah.  Why?”

Chris looked to where Elliott had been looking, then looked back.  He quietly said, “Nothing.” His mood became down, thinking Elliott was interested in Braylin.

“Are you ready?”  Chris nodded, and they began walking.  As they walked he asked, “Did you tell Braylin that we’re… I don’t know… whatever we are.... That I’m interested in you?”

Chris blushed slightly, thinking maybe he had jumped the gun in his and Braylin’s early conversation.  He decided to tell the truth, and softly answered, “Yes. He wanted your number, and I told him no, that we were going to try once I got all of this sorted.  Should I have not said anything?”

Elliott frowned, “Huh.  No, I’m glad you did. Well, maybe you should tell him that we’re trying now, and not waiting.  He was very flirty back there, and that could be really awkward if he keeps it up.”  

Chris’ shoulders released the tension they had been holding, and he exhaled the negative thoughts that he was starting to think.  He took a cleansing breath, “I may just need to do that.” He smiled and looked up at Elliott who smiled back at him. Elliott held his hand out, and Chris gratefully took it.  They both smiled a little more, and Chris couldn’t help but love the warmth and security he felt by the action.

Once they made it back to the penthouse, they found Sugar fixing dinner in the kitchen.  She finished putting it in the oven, then headed over to hug both Chris and Elliott. “How did today go?  Any problems?”

Chris shook his head, “No.  Maybe the guys convinced him to leave me alone.  We did find out that he was going by a different name when he dated Braylin.”

Sugar’s face was one of pure surprise, “A different name?!”

Elliott nodded, “Yeah.  Puck texted Sebastian. He’s going to have his dad and Mr. Carmack look into the other name too.”

Sugar nodded and gave Chris a small smile, “I’m sure Robert will help work all of this out.”  She looked at Elliott, “Can you stay for dinner?”

He shook his head, “I have to work tonight, but thanks for offering.” 

“You’re welcome any time, Elliott.”

Just as Elliott stood to go, Chris got a text.  He looked down at his phone, and the look on his face instantly worried both Elliott and Sugar.

“What’s wrong, Hun?”  Sugar asked as she sat back down next to him.  

Elliott knelt down in front of Chris, who was still sitting, staring at his phone.  He placed a hand on Chris’ knee, “Chris… What’s the matter?”

Chris had tears in his eyes.  He didn’t say a word. He simply showed his phone to Elliott.

To Chris:

You are still mine, Chris.  It doesn’t matter who walks you to class, or walks you home.  You are still mine. Nothing will change that.

 

Elliott’s face turned red with anger, “He’s been watching.”  He handed the phone to Sugar so she could read it.

Her eyes widened, “I’m calling Puck.”

Elliott stayed kneeling as he reached up and rubbed Chris’ arms, “It’s going to be okay, Chris.  I promise. I’m not leaving. I’ll stay here with the two of you.”

Chris frowned and shook his head, “You have to go to work.”

Elliott gave him a reassuring look, “You’re more important.  Besides, my boss is a friend. I’ll call in a replacement.” He called his friend Dani and explained that something came up, and he would tell her more later.  She needed the cash, so she gladly accepted the extra hours. 

Sugar called Puck on the store phone line, so that it didn’t appear like he was chatting to his girlfriend while working.

He answered, “NYU Bookstore.  How can I help you?”

“Hi, Hun, it’s me,”  she said.

He frowned, “Hey, Sug.  Are you okay?” She had never called him at work before, and that worried him.

“Yeah, but Chris and Elliott just got back.  Chris just got a text from Owen. It said, ‘You are still mine, Chris.  It doesn’t matter who walks you to class, or walks you home. You are still mine.  Nothing will change that.’ I’m worried, Hun.”

“Okay.  We just need to make sure Chris doesn't go anywhere by himself.  Don’t let him leave tonight. Is Elliott going to work?”

“No.  He’s calling a friend to cover his shift for him.  He’s staying.”

“Good,”  Puck was relieved.  “I don’t want Kurt coming home by himself, either.  Maybe I’ll call him and see what he wants to do. Have you called Seb?”

She shook her head and answered, “No.  He just got the text a minute ago.”

“Okay.  Text Seb and let him know what’s going on.  Tell him that I’m calling Kurt. Maybe he can take a taxi home, instead of the subway.”

“Okay, Hun.  Please be careful.”

“I will be, Sug.  I love you. It’s all going to be fine.”

“I love you, too.”  Sugar hung up and texted Sebastian.

To Seb:

Everything was going fine until Chris got a text from Owen.  It said “You are still mine, Chris. It doesn’t matter who walks you to class, or walks you home.  You are still mine. Nothing will change that.” Elliott is staying here. Puck is calling Kurt to have him take a taxi home instead of the subway.

To Sugar:

Thanks for letting me know.  I’ll call Kurt in a minute. He doesn't leave for another 30 minutes.  Stay home. Be safe. Love you.

To Seb:

Love you, too.  You be safe, too.  See you soon.

 

The more Sebastian thought about it, the more he didn’t want Kurt alone.  But he didn’t end his shift at the hospital until an hour after Kurt was supposed to leave Vogue.  He knew Kurt needed to know, but he knew he would be anxious about it as soon as he found out. He excused himself, and went to an empty supply closet and called his fiance.

“Hi, Sir,”  Kurt answered.  

Sebastian knew that he had already read the text from Puck if that was the way he was answering the phone.  “Hi, Baby. I’m assuming you got Puck’s text?”

“Yes, Sir.”

“Okay.  Take a taxi or Uber home tonight.  I’m going to have Elliott meet you outside with Raymond.  Are you okay?”

“Yes, Sir.  Thank you. Is Chris okay?”  Kurt worried his lip between his teeth.

“I don’t know yet, Babe.  But Elliott called in to work and is staying with Chris and Sugar.  They’ll be okay.”

“Okay.  I’m glad Elliott will be there with them.  I love you, Sir.”

“I love you, too, Baby.  I’ll see you in a little bit.”  When Sebastian hung up from his call with Kurt, he called Mr. Carmack’s personal cell number.  He explained the text, and Mr. Carmack made sure that the security was aware, putting Raymond on high alert.

 

~

 

When Kurt got home, Elliott was outside, standing with Raymond.  Elliott approached the taxi, opening the door for Kurt. As soon as he stepped out, Elliott put his hand on his back, walking him to the door.

“Welcome home, Mr. Hummel,”  Raymond greeted.  

“Thanks, Raymond.”

In the elevator, Kurt asked, “Is Chris doing okay?”

Elliott answered, “He was doing great until the text.  He’s been really quiet ever since. I’m worried about him.” 
Kurt nodded as the elevator doors opened.  Chris was sitting on the couch with his knees drawn up to his chest.  Kurt went over and sat next to him. Chris smiled sadly at him and leaned into him.  Kurt put his arms around him, pulling him closer. He kissed the top of his head and held him without saying a word.  Chris closed his eyes and soaked up the love he could feel in the arms of his friend.

 

 

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Chapter 13: Protection

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Chapter Text

 

 

When Sebastian got home, Raymond greeted him, “Welcome home, Mr. Smythe.”

“Thank you, Raymond.  I’m assuming everything went okay when Kurt got home?”

“It did, Sir.  I haven’t seen anyone suspicious.  I’ll keep an eye out.”

“Thank you.”  Sebastian went inside and headed up to the penthouse.  When he entered, Kurt immediately went to him. They held each other close, “It will be okay, Baby.”  Kurt nodded, but didn’t say anything in return.  

After a minute, Kurt pulled back, “We saved you some dinner.  I’ll warm it up for you.”

Sebastian kissed him on the forehead, “Thank you.  Did you eat enough?” 

“Yes, Sir,”  Kurt nodded.  

Kurt went to heat up Sebastian’s food, and Seb headed to the couch, where Chris was sitting with Elliott, holding his hand.  Seb sat next to him, putting his hand on his shoulder. “Are you okay?” he asked softly.

Chris nodded, “Yeah, I’ll be okay.  I just… I don’t want this to turn into something like Kurt had to deal with.”

Kurt heard him from the kitchen and frowned.  He walked over and quietly asked, “What do you mean?”  He sat on the arm of the couch next to Sebastian.

Chris shrugged, “I don’t know.  I mean, Dave thought he was protecting you.  Owen seems to think the same thing.”

“Dave didn’t hurt me physically after he came out to me.  Maybe this will be the same way.”

Elliott sighed.  He squeezed Chris’ hand a little, “We won’t let him hurt you, Chris.”

Chris smiled sadly at him, “I know you will all try.  And I appreciate that more than you know. But we all know, even just with Kurt’s history, that no matter how much effort you put in to keeping me safe… It may not work.”

“We’ll try our best, Chris.  I promise,” Sebastian said.

A few minutes later, Chris’ phone buzzed.  He hesitated. He looked at Elliott with questioning eyes, unsure if he should read it, or ignore it. 

“It might not be him, Chris.  Check it,” Elliott encouraged.  

Chris looked down at his phone as was visibly relieved, “It’s Thad.  He said he’s going to call in a couple of minutes.” He looked at Elliott and was relieved when all he saw was a kind smile.  Owen would have had an absolute cow if Thad had called or texted.  

“Why don’t you go up to your room, or in the office, so you two can have a private conversation?”  Elliott suggested.

Chris frowned slightly, “You’re okay with that?”

Elliott nodded, “I know Thad is important to you.  I won’t ever keep you from anyone, Chris. Besides, I have no right to say anything.”  Kurt and Sebastian shared a look, knowing this showed Elliott was going to be really good for Chris.  Chris nodded and left the room.

Once he was gone, Sebastian looked to Elliott, “Thanks, man.  I know that can’t be comfortable for you. And just so you know, things with Thad are completely platonic.  Even toward the end of their relationship it was that way. But, they are really close. I’d say more like best friends, even.  They love each other, but aren’t in love with each other, if that makes sense.”

Elliott nodded again, “Yeah.  I really am okay with it. And I won’t keep him from anyone who treats him well.  I think those types of relationships are really important, actually. I’m sure Thad knows him better than most, and if he can help keep Chris’ head on straight, then all the better, ya know?”  Everyone agreed, and everyone was really relieved that that was Elliott’s attitude toward Thad and Chris’ relationship.

 

~

 

Chris sat on his bed and stared at the wall, thinking.  He jumped when his phone rang. He took a deep breath, then answered softly, “Hi.”

“Hey.  Are you okay?  Cam called me and told me about what’s going on.  I’m worried about you.”

Chris felt warmth spread through him at the sound of Thad’s voice, and started to cry, “I miss you.”

“Hey...Chris, it’s okay.  It’s going to be okay. I miss you, too.  A lot. But you have tons of love and support out there.  Cam said you’re staying with Seb and Kurt?”

Chris sniffed, “Yeah.  They’ve been amazing. I’m scared, though, Thad.  He texted today. He’s been watching me all day.”

Thad frowned, “What do you mean?”

“Elliott and Puck have been with me all day.  They walked me to all of my classes today, and spent time with me in between.”  He paused, “Wait… Do you know about Elliott?”

You could hear the smile on Thad’s face when he answered, “I do.  Cameron told me all about both Owen, and Elliott. He likes Elliott a lot.  Which means I do, too. He sounds good for you, Chris. I want you to be happy, which he seems to make you, and is obviously protective of you and cares about you.  That’s what I want for you.”

Chris wiped the tears from his face and nodded, “I like him a lot.”

“Then what’s stopping you?”

“I… I literally went from Owen, right to Elliott…”

“And Elliott was there when you needed him.  Cam said Puck was telling him about when you two met.  There were sparks from the beginning. There’s nothing wrong with that.  Don’t let timing stop you.”

Chris nodded and a few more tears escaped.  He quietly whispered, “I love you.” He and Thad had been telling each other they love each other since they broke up, oddly enough.  It was their way of making sure the other knew they would always be there. It wasn’t saying they were in love, because they weren’t. It was a simple declaration of how they really felt.

Thad smiled a little, “I love you, too, Chris.  I really want you to be happy. Give Elliott a chance, okay?  And don’t wait. Do it now.”

Chris laughed and cried at the same time, “I wish you were here so you could meet him.  I want your approval for some strange reason.”

Thad chuckled, “You don’t need it.  If our family likes him, and they all do, then I do too.  Now… Stop avoiding the question, and tell me what happened today.”

Chris took a cleansing breath and told Thad, “Like I said, Puck and Elliott were with me all day.  Elliott met me after practice and escorted me home. We were only here a few minutes when Owen texted.  He said, ‘You are still mine, Chris. It doesn’t matter who walks you to class, or walks you home. You are still mine.  Nothing will change that.’ He had been watching all day. Elliott stayed here with Sugar and I, though, so that’s good. I’m not sure how he knows I’m staying here.”

Thad closed his eyes and tried to calm himself.  He said, “I’m glad Elliott stayed. That tells me a lot about him, actually.”  He paused, then said, “Cam said Owen grabbed you yesterday. Are you okay?”

“I have bruises, but I’m okay.”  

“Did he do that a lot?”  Thad asked as calmly as he could.

“Sort of.  I don’t know what’s wrong with me, Thad.  Why did I even stay? Why did I sleep with him?  What’s wrong with me?”

“You’re a hopeless romantic.  You look for the best in people, and you want true love.  You gave it a shot, and maybe became a little too blind to what was going on.  But now you know better, right? No matter what he tells you, no matter what he does, you know that he’s not the one.  Right? Tell me you know that, Chris.”

“I do.  It’s hard, but I do.  I just… I just… I just want to go to sleep now.”  He sounded so tired and defeated.

Thad spoke softly, “I know you’re tired.  Physically, and especially mentally and emotionally.  Just don’t give in to him. And give this Elliott guy a shot, yeah?  He seems like a stand up guy.”

Chris smiled a little, “Yeah.  He really is. He’s hot as hell, too.”

Thad chuckled, “Always a bonus...Stay safe, Chris.  Please call me if you need me. Let me know how things go, okay?  I don’t want to find things out through the rest of our family. I want to hear them from you if at all possible.”

“Okay.  Love you.”

Thad smiled, “Love you, too.”

Chris headed back downstairs, drying his eyes as he went.  Elliott frowned a bit and made his way over to him, “Are you okay?”

Chris smiled a little and nodded, “I’m good.”  He wrapped his arms around Elliott’s neck and hugged him.  He spoke softly, “I don’t want to wait, Elliott.” He pulled back and looked him in the eye, “I want you now.  I don’t want to wait.”

Elliott smiled and cupped Chris’ face in his hands, “Thank God.”  He leaned in and kissed Chris on the forehead. They held each other for a few minutes, just standing at the bottom of the steps.  When they let go of the embrace, Elliott grabbed Chris’ hand and they started toward the couch. When they finally looked up, they chuckled, seeing Sebastian, Kurt, and Sugar all smiling from ear to ear.  

Kurt was biting his lip, but then couldn’t hold it in any more, “Soooo… the talk was helpful?”

Chris nodded, “It really was.  Thad always knows how to gently kick my butt in the right direction.”

“Remind me to thank him when we meet,”  Elliott smiled.  

 

~

 

Later that evening, as Puck was leaving work, he turned the corner and was surprised to see Owen leaning up against the wall looking at him.  He frowned, but kept walking. He stuck his hand in his pocket, and grabbed his phone, slowly and discreetly pulling it out.

As he passed, Owen called out to him, “I’m not going anywhere, Puck.  He’s mine. I’ve marked him. I’ve been inside him. I’ve claimed him.  He’s mine.”

Puck turned around, raising his phone, and snapped a quick picture.  He didn’t say a word, but smirked at the frown on Owen’s face. Puck stepped toward the street and hailed a cab as it drove toward him.  

Owen was still frowning and turning red with anger, “Give me your phone!  Puck!” He was walking quickly toward Puck.  

Puck stuck the phone back in his pocket, opened the door to the cab, and jumped inside, “No can do, Liam!”  He looked at the cabbie, “Go!”  

Owen’s eyes widened and his face was full of anger.  He reached for the handle, but the cab took off. He managed to open the door slightly, but the cab was faster than Owen was running.  Puck reached over and shut the door quick.  

“You okay?”  the cabbie asked with a thick Indian accent.

“Yeah.  Thanks for taking off quickly.  That asshole is after a friend of mine.  I took his picture, and that pissed him off.”

The cabbie frowned, “Sounds suspicious if you ask me.  Why doesn’t he want his picture taken?”

Puck shrugged, “We haven’t figured that out yet.  He also goes by two different names. People are fucked up, man.”

“You can say that again,”  the cabbie gave a dry laugh.  “Where are you headed?” 

“Oh.  Sorry…”  Puck gave the address, and they were on their way.

 

~

 

When Puck got back, Raymond greeted him, “Welcome home, Mr. Puckerman.”

“Thanks, Raymond.  When are you going to start calling me Puck?”  

Raymond smiled, “How about we compromise, and I call you ‘Mr. Puck’?”

Puck nodded, “Good enough.  Hey,” he looked around, “I just had a run-in with Owen.  He’s pretty pissed. Keep an eye out, okay?”

“Yes, Sir.  Are you okay?”

“Yeah.  I got a picture of him, though.  That pissed him off. Something is really messed up about him.”

“I agree, Sir.  We won’t let him in, I promise.”

Puck nodded, “Thanks, Raymond.”

Upstairs, as soon as Puck walked in, Sugar went to him.  He held her close and closed his eyes. He kissed her, “I love you.”

“I love you, too, Hun.  Did everything go okay?”

He shook his head, “No.  Not really.” Sugar looked worried.  He continued, “Let me tell everyone at once, okay?”  She nodded, and they walked further into the room. Chris and Elliott were sitting on one couch.  Elliott had his arm wrapped protectively around Chris. Sebastian was in the office studying, and Kurt was sewing in the laundry/sewing room.  Puck leaned over, “Go get Princess for me, Sug.” She nodded and headed that way. Puck knocked on the office door, then opened it. He looked at Sebastian, “We need to talk.”

Seb frowned, “Okay.  Are you okay?” He followed Puck out to the living room.  

“Yeah,”  Puck answered.  

Everyone came out and sat around.  Kurt knelt at Seb’s feet. Sebastian ran his fingers through Kurt’s hair, instantly relaxing him a little.

Chris looked worried, “Puck… What’s going on?”

Puck cleared his throat, “Owen was waiting for me when I got off work.”

“Are you okay, Hun?!”  Sugar asked.

“I’m fine.  But… He said some things.  He’s really fucked up. More than I thought.”  He looked at Chris, “Do you mind if I tell everyone what he said?”

Chris shrugged, “That’s fine.  I don’t intend to hide anything from any of you.”

Puck nodded, “He was leaning against the wall outside the bookstore.  I ignored him, but he called out to me. He said he wasn’t going anywhere…”  Puck was bit uncomfortable saying the next part. He knew it would upset Chris, “He said that you’re his… And that he’s marked you, been inside you, and claimed you…”  Chris sat there with red cheeks that were striped with his tears. “I’m so sorry, Chris.”

Elliott continued to hold Chris.  He pulled him in closer, “It’s going to be okay.  We’ll get through this. It’ll be okay.”

Kurt continued to kneel for Sebastian, but was having a hard time.  It was bringing back so many bad memories for him. Seb placed his hand on Kurt’s collar and added a little pressure, “It’s okay, Baby.  Come here.” Kurt stood, and Seb held his arms out for him. He immediately let Seb hold him.

Puck was holding Sugar’s hand as he said, “I got a picture of him. I also called him ‘Liam’.  It pissed him off. As soon as I snapped the pic, I hailed a cab. I jumped in, and Owen grabbed the handle, opening the door, but the cabbie took off when I asked him to.  He’s pretty pissed.”

Everyone sat there for a minute, thinking about what was happening.  Sebastian finally looked at Chris and said, “I know this isn’t what you want to hear, but I think you need to stay home tomorrow.  I’m going to look into this a little more.”

Elliott looked at Chris, “I think that’s a good idea.”  

Chris looked at Elliott with a million different emotions written on his face.  He sighed and nodded, “Okay.”  

Nearly immediately, Chris’ phone buzzed.  With a shaky hand, he pulled it to look at it.  Seeing who it was from, he closed his eyes and handed it to Elliott.  Elliott read it out loud.

 

To Chris:

Your “family” is a danger to you, Chris.  Puck nearly attacked me tonight. You aren’t safe with them.  Come home to me, Honey. I love you, and I miss you so much. I don’t like that you are upset with me.  Come home now.

 

Chris sat silently with tears streaming down his face.  Both Kurt and Sugar cried as well, but mostly for their friend who was hurting so badly.  

Sebastian spoke first again, “I think we should all stay home tomorrow.  He’s not stable, and I don’t want any of us being put in a situation that will put us in danger.  I’ll make a few phone calls. I think hiring some protection is going to be best.”

Chris frowned and started to say something, but Seb cut him off, and spoke firm but gentle, “Don’t question it, Chris.  Look, every measure we took with Kurt’s cases never seemed to be enough. I won’t let anything like that happen again. I’ve learned from history here.  You know I have money, obviously, and I have more than enough for this. Kurt and I would never have to work if we didn’t want to. Neither would our children or grandchildren.  It’s just money. I will do anything to keep all of you safe. It’s happening.” Kurt looked at him with nothing but love. Seb leaned over and kissed him sweetly. A tear rolled down Kurt’s cheek as he thought about how lucky he was to have this man in his life.  

Chris nodded, and Elliott was once again in awe of his new friends.  

Puck asked, “So what does this look like then?”

Sebastian took a deep breath, “Well, I’m going to start with a phone call to Dad.  I think we all need to make our parents aware of this, but Dad can give us some legal advice.  I don’t know if there’s enough for a restraining order, but he can tell us. He also knows of some companies that his clients have used for security, so he can advise on that too.  I’ll also call Mr. Carmack. Everyone needs to do what you need to do for school or work, and get work from friends, etc.”

Chris’ phone buzzed again.  Elliott grabbed it before Chris could even look at it.  It was from Owen. He closed his eyes and took a deep breath.  When he opened the text, he read it out loud, so everyone could hear.  He held on to Chris tightly, his voice slightly shaky as he read...

 

To Chris:

As your Master, I demand that you come home.  I know you’re scared. They are probably telling you all sorts of lies.  I promise that your punishment for disobeying won’t be severe. I understand how they are manipulating you, Honey.  If you don’t come home tonight, then I’ll have no other choice but to come get you.  

 

Chris was practically shaking.  Elliott held on tight. “It’ll be okay,” he said softly as he rubbed Chris’ back.  He didn’t know what else to say, and he hoped his words were true.

“That’s enough of a threat for me to know I’ve made the right choice.  You aren’t going anywhere, Chris. Not without security.” Sebastian held Kurt a little tighter.  He looked at him, “You aren’t either, Baby.”

“Yes, Sir,”  Kurt replied.  He held on to Sebastian just as tightly.

“Alright, let’s go make some phone calls.  Chris, let us know if he texts again. Take screen shots of all the texts and text them to me, please.  Elliott, I’d like you to spend the night.”

“I can’t imagine leaving,”  Elliott responded, looking at Chris.  Chris smiled sadly at him, grateful to have him there for support, as well as knowing that Elliott himself was safe.  He didn’t know if Elliott was in danger of Owen getting angry with him and going after him.  

Kurt spoke up, “We should take pictures of your bruises, too, Chris.  I’m sorry.”

“That’s a good idea,”  Sebastian said, taking out his phone.  “Do you mind?”

Chris shook his head.  He lifted his shirt off.  As soon as Elliott saw his arms, he closed his eyes and took a deep breath.  He hated that Chris was going through this. Sebastian took the pictures, then they all headed off to make phone calls in private.

 

~

 

Sebastian sent Robert a text telling him to be ready to Skype.  He went into his office and turned the computer back on. Seb’s phone buzzed with the screen shots Chris had taken of Owen’s texts.  When Robert came onto the screen, he instantly frowned as he saw the look on Sebastian’s face, “What’s wrong, Seb?”

Seb let out a breath and shook his head.  He leaned his elbows on the desk and ran his fingers through his hair, “Owen.  Liam. Whatever the hell his name is. He’s messed up, Dad.” He leaned back and texted the screenshots to him that Chris had sent him, as well as the pictures he took of Chris’ arms.  “You should be getting some pictures any second. He grabbed Chris so hard that he left those bruises. He followed him, unnoticed, all day today. He’s sent those texts… I want to hire some security, Dad.”

Robert looked through the texts and photos with raised eyebrows.  When he looked back up to the screen, he asked, “What about Kurt? Has he said or done anything more to him?”  Robert loved his future son-in-law, and after Sebastian, Kurt was his first concern.

Sebastian shook his head, “No.  But I wouldn’t put it past him. He was waiting for Puck when he got off work tonight.  He told him that Chris was his, that he’s been inside him, marked him, claimed him… Puck got a picture of him, though.  I’ll have him text it to you. I told everyone we all needed to stay home tomorrow. I can call some security people, the police, whatever I need to do.  I can’t let this go any further. Do you think we can get a restraining order?”

“Well, first, I agree that it can’t go any further.  I’ll call some security places. You have enough to deal with.  Call Mr. Carmack, school, whatever else you need to do. As for the restraining order, I don’t think it’s possible, simply because you don’t know his real name.  I would call the police though, so there is a record of you doing so, if nothing else.”

They talked for a little while, until Kurt came into the room.  Seb looked up and pushed his chair back far enough that Kurt could sit in his lap.  When he did, he looked back at Robert and said hello.

“How are you, Kurt?”  Robert asked.

Kurt shrugged, “I’m just worried.”

Robert nodded, “I know, son.  We’ll get some security involved.  We’ll all work to get this settled as quickly as possible.”  Kurt simply nodded, unsure of what else he could possibly say without crying again.  “Did you talk to your dad?” Robert asked.

Kurt nodded, “I did.  He wasn’t thrilled, that’s for sure.  But he’s very grateful that you guys are taking care of some security for us.”

Robert answered, “Of course.  That’s all Seb, too. You know he’d do anything for you.”

Sebastian tightened his hold on Kurt and kissed his shoulder.  Kurt nodded and whispered, “I know.”

Sebastian sat talked to Mr. Carmack next.  He was sending the picture that Puck had text him to his connections.  Mr. Carmack said he was also calling the staff personally, making sure they were aware of the situation, and to be on full alert.  

A few minutes after he hung up, Robert called, “Hi, Dad.”

“Hey, Seb.  I called one of the companies that I’ve had several clients use over the years.  It’s called Miles Security. James Miles is the owner, and through some connections, I was able to speak to him directly.  He’s sending over some of his favorite guys tomorrow. They will be there at 9a.m. They’re sending several guys over. You can choose all of them, or just the ones you like.  It’s up to you. For tonight, he’s sending over one guy to stay stationed in the lobby. You can meet him if you want, but you don’t need to. George will let you know when he arrives.”

“Okay, thanks, Dad.  Tomorrow, I want one guy here with us, and one downstairs.  When we go back to school, if nothing has been resolved, we’ll add more.”

“Sounds like a plan.  

 

~

 

Once everyone had made their phone calls and taken care of business, they began to gather in the living room again.  Sebastian looked at Puck, “Hey, text Dad and Mr. Carmack the picture you took.” Puck nodded as he pulled his phone out and texted them both.  “How did Vinny take it?”

Sugar snuggled into Puck, “I think he’s going to try to visit even earlier now.  He was coming in a couple of weeks to check on the progress of the shop and apartment, as well as help me get things ready for the grand opening.  I’m not sure how it will work out.” She looked at Chris, “How about your mom, Chris?”

He shrugged, “She just thinks I’m being dramatic.  She was maybe a little worried. It’s hard to tell with her.”  

Elliott frowned, “You are not being dramatic.”  Chris just nodded sadly.

Puck asked, “What about your family, Elliott?”

“Well,”  Elliott started.  He looked at Chris, who gave him a sad smile, “My parents are both gone.  They passed away when I was a Junior in high school. I called my sister, Amelia.”

“I’m so sorry,”  Kurt sat up a little.  “My mother passed away from cancer when I was younger.  I know how hard a loss of a parent can be. I can’t imagine losing both.”

Elliott nodded, “Yeah.  Dad had cancer, and I swear my mom died of a broken heart.  They were so in love. And both were very loving and accepting of me.  My sister had custody of me for a year and half. She and her husband, and their two kids, moved to Colorado for his big promotion.”

“You live in Greenwich Village, right?”  Puck asked.

“Yeah, not far from school and the record shop.  I bought an apartment when we sold our parents house in Jersey.  It’s kinda small, but nice.”

After a few minutes of chatting, Sebastian looked at Chris, “I think we need to get the police involved.  We need to at least have it on record that we filed a complaint, talked to them, whatever we can do.”

Chris took a deep breath, “Okay.”

“They won’t come here.  We’d have to go to them.  I’m not so sure we should be doing that right now,”  Elliott said, concerned about leaving at night.

Kurt looked at Sebastian, “Maybe this is a time we can use some of that political influence we always hear of others using?”

Seb nodded, “Good idea, Babe.  Why don’t you call your dad and see what he can do…”

Kurt called Burt and explained their predicament.  Burt responded, “Let me make a few phone calls, Bud.   Stay put until I call you back.” 

“Okay.  Thanks, Dad.”

It didn’t take as long as they thought it would, and Burt was calling back.  Kurt put him on speaker, “You’re on speaker, Dad.”

“Okay, Bud.  I called a friend or two, and you should be having some officers arriving soon.  Make sure you show them the picture of Chris’ arms that you texted Robert. And yes, he and I have already spoken tonight.”

Seb and Kurt smiled slightly, “I’m not surprised, really.  Thanks for your help, Dad.”

“Of course, Bud.  As soon as the officers leave, you really should try to get some rest.  I’m sure this all very stressful, and you don’t need to make yourself sick.  And Kurt… Make sure you eat.”

Kurt half rolled his eyes, “I’m eating, Dad.  Don’t worry. Between Bas and Sugar, they’ll force feed me.”

“And Puck wouldn’t?”  Burt chuckled.

Kurt smirked, “Noah would be the one holding me down.”  Kurt looked over at Puck and winked at him. He was grinning, and winked back.  

Burt laughed, “You’re right.  Okay, Kurt, call me tomorrow and let me know how things go.  Don’t be surprised if Finn is at your doorstep by the week’s end.  He was telling me about this Owen character. He’s pretty pissed.”

“Yeah.  Okay, I’ll call you tomorrow.  Love you, Dad.”

“Love you too, Bud.  Love you all.”

They all yelled out their love in return.  Elliott was grinning at them all, loving this interaction.

 

~

 

Just over thirty minutes later, the buzzer sounded.  Sebastian answered, “Yes, George?”

“Two of New York’s finest are here to see you, Mr. Smythe.  I have checked their I.D.’s, Sir.”

“Thanks, George.  Send them up, please.”

When the two officers arrived, Sebastian and Kurt greeted them in the foyer.  Sebastian extended his hand to each of them, “Thank you so much for coming, officers.  I’m Sebastian Smythe, and this is my fiance, Kurt Hummel.” Both officers shook their hands. 

Kurt said, “Please, come in.”  They followed them into the living room, where everyone stood to greet them.  Kurt made introductions, “This is our friend, Chris Cairnes. He is the one whose ex is giving us, mostly him, some trouble.  These are our friends, Elliott Gilbert, Noah Puckerman, and Sugar Motta.”

Both officers nodded, and one, who was a tall Italian man, spoke, “I’m Officer Gambino, and this is my partner, Officer Williams.”

“Please, have a seat,”  Sebastian gestured to the two chairs, and the officers sat.  

Officer Gambino spoke again, “So tell us about what’s been going on.  When Mayor de Blasio calls the Chief and tells him to send two of us best to the residence of a Congressman’s kid, then I’m assuming it’s pretty serious.”

Together, they told the officers what had been happening.  They showed them the texts, Chris’ bruises, and also gave them a brief explanation of their history, and why they were extra concerned about this.  

“Well, it’s definitely something to be concerned about.  I understand why you are all a bit more on edge about it all, given your history,”  Office Williams, an older officer, looked at Kurt. “And I definitely think we could do a restraining order, if we actually had his real name.  We’ll run this picture you have of him through the facial recognition software and see if that helps. Otherwise, we’ll file this report, so we have a record of it.  Kurt, you can file an assault report as well, if you’d like.”

Both Chris and Kurt filed a report.  The officers took a copy of the still shot from the security footage, as well as a printed copy of Puck’s picture, and they took their own photos of Chris’ arms.

A few minutes after the officers left, George buzzed, “Yes, George?”  Sebastian answered.

“There is a security guard here, Sir.  Would you like to meet him?”

“Yes.  I’ll be down in a minute.”

“Yes, Sir.”

Puck spoke up, “I’d like to go down with you.”

Both of them headed downstairs together.  When they turned the corner, they saw a large, bald man who definitely looked like ex-military.  

George greeted, “Mr. Smythe.  Mr. Puckerman. This is John Moore.  He is with Miles Security.”

Sebastian held out his hand, “Thank you for coming on such short notice, Mr. Moore.”

He nodded as he shook Seb’s hand, “Please, call me John.”  He turned and shook Puck’s hand as well.

Sebastian continued, “Call me Sebastian.  And this is Puck. Have you been informed about what is going on?”

“Briefly.  There is someone who has been following you, and making threatening texts?”  John asked. George listened closely. They had been told, but he wanted to hear what Seb and Puck had to say.

“He’s been doing that to our friend, Chris, yes.  It’s his ex, Owen Chatfield. Saturday night, at our party, he felt threatened by my fiance, Kurt, who was touching Chris’ arm as they spoke.  He shoved Kurt to the ground. Kurt had a panic attack. He has PTSD from a previous assault and attempted rape. We kicked him out. He was waiting for Chris the next day at his dorm.  He grabbed him, leaving some nasty bruises. Luckily, our friends had walked him back, and stopped him. Chris moved in here with us for the time being. Puck and our friend Elliott were with him all day today, making sure he was safe in between classes.  Apparently, Owen was watching. He’s since been sending threatening texts. He was waiting for Puck when he got off work tonight.”

Puck showed John a picture, “I was able to snap this pic.”  John looked at it and nodded. Puck said, “The texts he’s sending Chris get worse and worse.  He thinks he’s Chris’ ‘master’. He also goes by the name Liam Cole.”

John frowned, and Sebastian added, “Will you be here just tonight, or will you be at the meeting in the morning?”

“I’ll be at the meeting in the morning.  I just decided that I’d like to stick this out even further, if I’m needed.”  Sebastian nodded gratefully. “I’ll be stationed here by the front doors. If you need me, just call.  I’ll be awake all night.”

“Thank you, John.  We really appreciate it.”

 

~

By the time they got back upstairs and told everyone about John, Sebastian finally felt like there was nothing else they could do for the time being.  Even though that’s how he felt, he tried to settle his nerves, but nothing was working. He felt he needed some kind of control over some aspect of his life. Today had been such a challenging day.  His classes were rough, things at the hospital were a bit chaotic, and then when he got the text about what Owen was doing...He just needed calm. He approached Kurt, who had just emptied his glass into the sink in the kitchen, “I want you kneeling for me in five minutes, Baby.”

“Yes, Sir.”  After putting his glass in the dishwasher, he said goodnight to everyone, giving hugs as he went.  He then headed upstairs, brushed his teeth, then stripped out of everything but his collar. He knelt at the end of the bed, with his hands behind his back and his head bowed.  He felt so much calmer already, not having realized that this is what he needed.

Sebastian came in, closing  the door behind him. A calmness washed over him as well as he saw Kurt in position.  He took a cleansing breath, then approached Kurt slowly, “So beautiful, Kurt. You are so beautiful, and I am so lucky.”

“Thank you, Sir.  I’m the lucky one.”

Sebastian ran his fingers through Kurt’s hair, “I want your mouth, Baby.”

Kurt straightened himself, “Yes, Sir.”  

Seb took his shirt off and threw it to the side.  Kurt unfastened Seb’s pants, and lowered them, along with his underwear, to the ground, helping him step out of them.  He licked his lips in anticipation. He couldn’t wait to taste his Dom again, have him in his mouth, pleasing him, and helping erase the stress of the day for both of them.

Sebastian grabbed his erection and ran the tip of his cock across Kurt’s lips.  Watching the pull of the delicate skin was always one of his favorite sights, “Fuck, that is so sexy.  Open.”

Kurt obeyed, sucking in the head of Seb’s dick.  He licked up his shaft, twirling his tongue around the head again before wrapping his lips around his Love, and taking him all the way in.  Over and over, he sucked and licked. Sebastian grabbed the back of his head, guiding him.  

“That’s it, Baby.  So good for me. God, you make me feel so good.”  

Kurt moaned in response.  He loved that he made Seb feel good.  It’s exactly what he needed to hear, too.  

Sebastian pulled out, “On the bed, Baby.  I want you on your back. Raise your hands above your head.”

“Yes, Sir.”  Kurt did exactly as told.

“Good boy, Baby.  Always so good for me.”  Sebastian grabbed some rope from their drawer of toys.  He raised it up, showing it to Kurt. He could see the hunger in Kurt’s eyes, so he continued.  He tied Kurt’s wrists to the headboard, and Kurt thought he might cum just from looking at the desperate want in Sebastian’s eyes as he leaned back to look at Kurt.  “Fuck, you’re gorgeous, Kurt. So fucking sexy.” He leaned down and kissed him, then ran his hands down Kurt’s arms, over his chest, and down to his hip bones. He bent down enough for his breath to ghost over Kurt’s erection.

“Sir…”  Kurt squirmed a bit.  He wanted to be touched so badly.

Sebastian smirked, “So desperate.  Do you want me to touch you, Baby?”

“Yes!”  Kurt nodded quickly.  “Yes, please, Sir. Please touch me!  Anything, Sir. Anything.”

Seb smirked again.  He stuck out the tip of his tongue, barely touching Kurt as he licked him from base to tip.

The sound Kurt made was purely pornographic.  With his hands bound, he was deliciously helpless, and at the complete mercy of his Dom.  He was loving every second of it, and so was Sebastian.

He couldn’t possibly be mean to the man he loved.  So without further hesitation, he licked a thicker stripe up Kurt’s shaft again before taking him into his mouth in one swift movement.  Kurt was falling apart. The sounds he made when Seb breached his hole, had Seb reaching for his own erection.  

Within a few minutes, Sebastian felt Kurt was ready.  He was so thankful, because he didn’t know if he himself could wait any longer.  He kissed his way back up Kurt’s body until he reached his delicious lips again. He kissed him passionately, taking his bottom lip between his teeth as he pulled away, “Are you ready, Baby?”

“Yes, Sir.  I need you so bad, Sir.  Please…I need you.”

Without lifting up much, Seb was able to reach down and guide himself inside Kurt, who moaned at the fullness he felt when Seb was fully sheathed in his heat.  “I will always need you, Kurt,” he said as he slowly began thrusting. “I need you in order to breathe. I need you in order to think. I need you in order to function.  You are all I need, Baby, every day, for the rest of my life.”

Kurt had tears running down his cheeks at those words.  Sebastian knew he wasn’t in pain or uncomfortable. He knew the tears were from the love they felt.  He kissed each wet streak on Kurt’s face, then fastened the pace of his thrusts.

He shifted, putting his knees on either side of Kurt’s hips as he sat up in kneeling position. He grabbed Kurt’s legs and continued thrusting inside him.  

After a few more minutes, Sebastian raises one leg, pulling out of Kurt.  He flips him over, so his stomach is flat against the bed, arms now crossed over each other.  He pulled his head back and kissed him on the neck, “Color?” He wanted to make sure Kurt was comfortable.

“Green, Sir.  Very much green.”

Seb smirked and then entered Kurt once again.  This time, he pounded into him hard and fast. They were touching from head to toe.  Sebastian had his arm wrapped around Kurt’s chest, with his hand grabbing his opposite shoulder.  His mouth was close to Kurt’s ear as he spoke, “So good for me, Kurt. Fuck, I love you so much. You take me so well, Baby.”

It didn’t take too long before Kurt was falling apart to the point of not being able to last any longer.  “Please, Sir…”

“Please what, Baby?”  Seb asked as he continued to thrust into his sub.  He knew what Kurt wanted, but he wanted him to say it.

“Please, may I cum, Sir?  Please, Sir?!”

“Yes, Baby.  Cum for me now!”

Kurt came hard, and Sebastian followed, only seconds behind.  

When Sebastian was able to think again, he reached up and untied Kurt.  He rubbed his wrists and inspected them for injuries. He rubbed and massaged his arms.  Kurt laid there, letting his Dom take care of him, and just watched. When Seb saw him watching silently, he smiled slightly, then leaned over and kissed him.  He ran his fingers through his hair, “I love you, Baby. Thank you for always being so good for me. That was exactly what I needed.”

Kurt smiled a little, “Me, too, Sir.  I love you, too.”

“Wait here.  I’ll be right back.”  Sebastian went and began running water in the garden tub.  He poured in some of Kurt’s favorite bubble bath, then got a wet washcloth to clean Kurt up.  When he returned to the bed, he wiped Kurt down. He took his key and removed Kurt’s collar, setting it on the nightstand.  “Are your arms and wrists feeling okay?” Kurt nodded, so he scooped him up bridal style and carried him into the bathroom.

Kurt smiled a sleepy smile, “You spoil me, Sir.”

“It’s my favorite thing to do, Baby.”  He set Kurt down on the edge of the tub, and helped him in.  “Just relax. I’m going to go change the sheets, then I’ll be right back to join you.”  When he returned, Sebastian washed Kurt from head to toe, and Kurt nearly fell asleep at how relaxed he was.  Once they were both clean, Seb dried them off, then walked Kurt back to bed. He snuggled in behind him and soon enough, heard the gentle, even breaths of Kurt sleeping.  

 

~

 

“You can wear something of mine if you want,”  Chris said as they climbed the stairs.  

“Thanks,”  Elliott answered.  When they reached Chris’ room, Elliott closed the door behind him.  He walked over to Chris, who was standing there watching him. He placed his hands gently on his arms, trying not to hurt the bruises.  He whispered, “Are you okay? Is there anything I can do for you?”

Chris shook his head, “I’m okay, I think.  I’m really happy you’re here with me, Elliott.”

“I can’t imagine being anywhere else.”

Chris took a deep breath and placed his hands on Elliott’s waist.  He looked up at Elliott, who had a few inches in height on him, “Elliott…”

“What do you need, Chris?”  He ran his hands through Chris’ hair as he studied his features, “Tell me.  Whatever you need, I will do my best to make happen.”

He had tears in his eyes, “I need you to kiss me.  Please, kiss me.”

Elliott smiled a small smile, “Now that will be my pleasure.”  He leaned down and gently pressed his lips to Chris’. Soft, slow, and full of so many emotions, they kissed as they held each other.  Elliott cupped Chris’ face in his hands, “You are amazing.” He kissed him again quickly, “I can’t get enough of you.”

A smile crept up in the corners of Chris’ mouth, and he bit his lip, “I think maybe I was having an out of body experience.  Can you kiss me again, just to make sure I get the full experience?”

Elliott chuckled and smiled, “As you wish…”  He kissed him again with even more passion. They were both falling hard and fast.

 

~

 

Puck held Sugar as she slept, but was having a hard time falling asleep himself.  He thought about the day's events, the texts, the look in Owen’s eyes during their earlier interaction.  It seemed like an eternity of laying there looking at the ceiling. He thought about Braylin, then Chris, then Kurt, then back to Chris.  Owen had a thing for cheerleaders. He and Cam had talked about how Owen looked at the picture of Kurt in his uniform at Lima Bean. How he was surprised by it, and how his attitude toward Kurt seemed like it was shifting until he saw Kurt touch Chris.  He thought back to when they showed the cheer nationals video. There was a look on Owen’s face… And now, laying here in the dark… It’s all starting to click into place for Puck.  

He reached for his phone, only to discover that it wasn’t there.  He slid out from under Sugar, pausing to make sure she stayed asleep.  After throwing on some shorts, he quietly opened the door, then shut it behind him. His plan of sneaking downstairs quietly to look for his phone was foiled when he kicked one of the chairs in the seating area, unable to see it in the dark.

“Son of bitch!” he hissed.  He hopped around on one foot for a minute, then plopped down on the offending chair as he rubbed his foot.

A minute later, Elliott came out of Chris’ room, wearing only a pair of Chris’ sweats, “Puck?  Are you okay?”

“Yeah.  Sorry to wake you,”  he groaned.

“You didn’t.  Couldn’t sleep,”  Elliott sat down in one of the chairs.  “Why are you up?”

“I couldn’t sleep either,” he whispered.  “I was thinking… Owen… Liam...Whatever the hell his name is...He’s obsessed with cheerleaders.”

“Mmm, I guess he has a type,”  Elliott shrugged.

“No, man.  I think it’s more than that.  Think about Braylin, Chris, and Kurt.  They are physically nothing alike. And not even in their mannerisms or whatever.  Kurt is obviously gay. Braylin is kind of like Jeff. You don’t know it until you talk to him.  And Chris isn’t obvious even then. I think it’s a cheerleading thing. The way he looked at the picture of Kurt downstairs, and watched the video of nationals.  I don’t know man. I wanted to do a little research. Find out if there’s been any criminal cases that involve male cheerleaders as the victim, and then maybe see if there are photos associated with it.”

“That’s a good idea,”  Elliott said.  

Puck and Elliott both made their way downstairs.  They went into the office so they could use the desktop and both be able to see the results.  Puck typed in “Cheerleader assault cases in New York” and did an image search. There were no results with Owen’s picture.  

“Try a national search, and add the male aspect,”  Elliott suggested.

Puck changed the search, and when he pressed image results, he sat and shook his head at the number of faces that popped up.  He sighed, then started scrolling. He scrolled and scrolled.  

“Wait!”  Elliott said.  “Go back up.” Puck scrolled up, then stopped when Elliott told him to.  “There. That guy. Doesn’t he look familiar? Do you think that’s him?”

Puck clicked on the picture, making it larger.  He looked closely. “I don’t know. Maybe. There is something familiar about him…”  He clicked the link that was with the photo.  The guy’s name was William Coleta. “William Coleta.  Liam Cole. That’s a little more than ironic,” Puck said.

“Hmmm… Wyoming?  He’s far from home, if that’s him.”

Puck sat back in the chair, “I think we need to show this to Seb...before morning.”

Elliott gave a dry laugh, “I’m not waking him.”

Puck rolled his eyes, “I’ll go get him.  You look and see what you can find on this William Coleta guy.”  Elliott sat when Puck got up and headed upstairs.

When Puck reached Seb and Kurt’s door, he almost knocked, but then thought better of it, not wanting to wake Kurt.  He opened the door a little, peeking inside. Seb was wrapped protectively around Kurt, and both were asleep on Kurt’s side of the bed.  He walked over, and immediately noticed the rope on the headboard, and the collar and key on the nightstand, and could see that both boys were shirtless.  He smirked a little and shook his head. He carefully reached over to Sebastian and shook his shoulder a little as he whispered, “Seb.” It took a couple of times, but Sebastian finally began to stir.  “Shhh… Don’t wake Princess.”

Sebastian lifted his head and rubbed his eyes, “What’s the matter?”

“I need to show you something.”

“Now?”

“Now would be best, yes.”

Seb nodded.  He kissed Kurt on the shoulder, then rolled over to get up on the other side.  He pulled back the covers and stood up, completely naked.  

“Damn it, Seb!  Warn a guy!” Puck said, trying to keep his voice down.  

Sebastian chuckled, “Whatever.”  

“We’ll be in the office,”  Puck whispered. He left as Seb went into the closet to get his pajama pants on.

Puck went into the office, “Find anything else?”

Elliott frowned a bit, “Maybe.  This picture looks less like him, but I’m thinking he’s changed more than his hair color.”  

Puck went around the desk to look, “Yeah.”  He looked up when Sebastian came in, “Thanks for putting some clothes on.”

Elliott smirked and looked up at Puck, “Did you walk in on them?”  Sebastian just smiled.

Puck rolled his eyes and shook his head, “No, their fun was over and done with.  Princess is asleep. However, now I know that Seb sleeps naked.” Elliot chuckled.  

“Kurt does too, so be careful.”  Seb smiled. “What’s so important that you woke me from my beauty sleep?”

Puck gestured toward the screen, “This.” 
Sebastian walked around to look at the screen, “Who is that?”

“We think it might be Owen.  His name is William Coleta. Pretty close to Liam Cole, don’t you think?”  Elliott said.  

“Yeah.  Liam is short for William.  Cole shortened from Coleta. Where did you find this?  How?” Sebastian asked.

Puck answered, “I couldn’t sleep.  It’s all I was thinking about, and it just kind of clicked.  I think he’s obsessed with cheerleaders. I don’t even think it’s a certain type of guy, as long as it’s a cheerleader.  The way he looked at Princess after he saw your picture of him from Lima Bean, the way he watched the video. It’s like he was becoming infatuated with him until he saw him start touching Chris.  In a weird way, what happened may have been a good thing for Princess. Unfortunately, it doesn’t work out that way for Chris. Now he’s even more obsessed.”

“Okay, back up,”  Sebastian was trying to wrap his mind around this.  “What does all of this have to do with this William guy?  How did you connect it all. How does it connect?  Are you sure it’s him?”

“Well, no, we aren’t sure.  I just kept thinking about how Princess, Chris, and Braylin are only connected by the fact that they are cheerleaders.  Other than Princess and Chris being friends, of course. But physically, they aren’t alike. They don’t look alike. Princess is obviously gay, Chris isn’t at all, and Braylin is only obvious when he talks.  So, that made me think it’s more about the cheer aspect, and not the “type” thing. He was into Braylin, until Chris. Then it was like Princess peaked his interest until he got mad that he touched Chris. Now, it’s like his obsession with Chris has become exaggerated.  So, I thought, if his history is assault, or stalking, then maybe I could find something with a cheerleading plus assault search. These are the image results.”

“What does the article say?”  Sebastian asked.

“We haven’t gotten that far yet,”  Elliott answered. He clicked on the image, which took him to the article it was attached to.  

The three of them stared at the screen, reading the headline, “Local Cheerleader Kidnapped, Raped.  Suspect On The Run.”

 

Notes:

Sooo... What did you think? Kind comments and kudos are always welcomed, and VERY MUCH APPRECIATED!!!

Chapter 14: Security

Summary:

Setting up security, speaking with Detective, and dealing with the stress?

Notes:

Sorry this took so long. I had the flu all last week, so I was up for reading, but every time I started to write, I just couldn't. So, feeling a little better, now I pushed through so you didn't have to wait any longer! Also, I will check later for more spelling errors. But right now... my bed is calling my name! I hope you enjoy!

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Kurt woke up, sensing that Sebastian wasn’t there.  He turned onto his back, and reached his arm out, feeling the empty bed.  He raised his head and looked around, “Bas?” When he didn’t get a response, he got up and walked over to the closet, finding a pair of pajama pants to put on.  He made his way downstairs in search of his Love.

Sebastian, Elliott, and Puck were reading, or trying to read, the article they had found on this William Coleta character.  After a minute, Puck asked, “Do you think it’s him? That’s some scary shit.”

“What’s scary?”  They all looked up and saw Kurt standing in the doorway.  They were speechless for a moment, trying to figure out what to tell him. 

“Um, Baby, what are you doing up?”  Sebastian asked. Puck quickly reached over Elliott and clicked off the screen.  Elliott just sat there looking at Kurt, hoping he didn’t get upset. Sebastian continued, “Aren’t you cold, Babe?”

Kurt continued to just stand there and look at them.  He narrowed his eyes, completely suspicious. He cocked his hip and crossed his arms, “First, I’m wearing the same amount of clothes as all of you.  Nice tats, by the way, Elliott.” Elliott smirked at that, and gave Kurt a nod. “And second, what’s going on? What are you hiding? I know this isn’t some kind of weird porn watching event.”

Elliott tried to break the tension, “Yeah, I don’t think Puck would be into the same type of things as Sebastian and I.”

Kurt raised an eyebrow, “You still have a lot to learn about Puck, if that’s what you think.”  Sebastian couldn’t help but smile a little… Both at the no nonsense vibe Kurt was giving, as well as the fact that he was right about Puck.

Elliott turned a questioning eye to Puck.  He looked down at Elliott and shrugged, “I can watch anything.  It’s sexy. I just don’t want to participate.”  Elliott just shook his head.  

“Babe, let’s go back to bed.  We have to get some sleep,” Sebastian walked toward Kurt. 

“No, Bas.  Tell me what’s going on.”  Kurt was worried, and he wasn’t going to let them brush him off.  It wasn’t often Kurt told Seb ‘no’.

Seb knew he couldn’t avoid this anymore.  He wrapped his arms around Kurt, “Baby…” he sighed, “We may have discovered who Owen really is.”  He nodded toward the computer.

Kurt pulled back slightly with a frown, “What do you mean?  Who is he?”

Puck interrupted, “Princess, are you sure you want to see all of this?  I’m not so sure it’s what’s for the best.”

Kurt nodded, “Yes.  The more I know, the better I can protect myself.  You can’t keep me in the dark with this.”

Sebastian sighed and closed his eyes as he held Kurt tighter.  

Elliott sat back, “He’s probably right.  We’ll have to tell Chris and Sugar too. They really should know.”

Sebastian kept his eyes closed, resting his head against Kurt’s, and mumbled, “I know…”  He pulled back and let go of Kurt enough to grab his hands. He lowered his tone, “You can see, Kurt.  But, I need you to remember that we have security now. And we’ll have the police come back tomorrow.” 

Kurt frowned, becoming quite nervous, “It’s that bad?”

Seb nodded, “If this is actually him, yes.  We aren’t positive, but… Why don’t you take a look and see what you think?”

Kurt nodded and softly said, “Yes, Sir.”  He walked over to stand next to Puck. Puck put his hand on Kurt’s back, and used his other hand to reach over and bring the window back onto the screen. 

Elliott turned, “Do you want to sit, Kurt?”

He shook his head, “No, that’s okay.”

“Okay,”  Elliott clicked the picture they had been looking at to make it bigger.  Seb wrapped his arm around Kurt’s waist and waited.

Kurt leaned forward a little and looked at the picture closely, “It does look like him.  He has blue eyes there, though. And brown hair.”

“Yeah, we’re thinking he dyed his hair and wears colored contacts,”  Puck said.  

Kurt frowned, “His hair color is natural now.  Maybe it’s dyed there, though. Brunette is much easier to pull off a natural look with.”  Kurt continued to look at the picture, and Sebastian was impressed at how well Kurt was handling it so far.  He worried about the article though. Kurt asked, “Are there any other pictures?”

“Yeah,”  Elliott answered, and clicked on another picture.  

Kurt’s eyes widened slightly, “That looks a lot more like him.”  He paused for a few seconds, “What’s written about him? Is there a police report, or article or anything?”

Sebastian took a deep breath, “Yes, Baby.  But remember what I said. What we found was not good.  At all…”

Kurt nodded, but said nothing at first.  When Elliott clicked on the article link, they all waited.  It felt as if you could cut the air with a knife, or like they were just waiting for the bomb to go off.  Puck and Sebastian knew when Kurt had read the article title, because they could feel him tensing next to them.  

“It’s going to be okay, Baby.  I promise. No one is going to get hurt,”  Seb rubbed his back, and Puck kept a protective hand on him.

Kurt just nodded.  He leaned forward a little, and tried his best to read the article.  “Liam Cole is short for William Coleta?”

“That’s what we’re thinking,”  Elliott said.

He read further, “Oh my god.”  

The article said that William Coleta was wanted for the kidnapping of high school cheerleader, Garrett Clark.  Clark was found in an abandoned barn after more than a 24 hour search. He was naked, beaten, and unconscious. Hospital reports said that Clark had been sexually assaulted.  Police released photos of suspect William Coleta in hopes of making a quick arrest.

“What made you even look for this?”  Kurt asked.

“I couldn’t sleep.  I kept thinking about it all, and then it kind of clicked… His thing for cheerleaders, his obsessive and abusive personality… I was hoping I could find an old police report or something.  I came down here to do some research on it since I left my phone down here, and Elliott heard me. I went to get Seb when we found the pictures.” He paused, “You okay, Princess?”

Kurt nodded, “Yeah.  I mean… It’s very scary.  But what else could we do?  He can’t get in here, right?”  He looked at Sebastian for confirmation.

“No.  He’d have to get past at least two guys in the lobby, plus the security guard if he came in the front.  Same for if he came in through the garage. There is a back door out of the office area, but there is no handle on the outside, so he’d still have to get past all of those guys in the lobby if he managed to sneak in as someone left.  But employees are supposed to leave through the garage. It’s more of an emergency exit.”

Kurt nodded, “Okay.  And we’ll have security guards with us at school and work?”

“Yes, Baby.  All of us.”

He took a deep breath and thought for a moment.  “Okay. Well, then there isn’t anything else we can do, then.  We’ll have to be extra strong for Chris, though. This might send him over the edge.”

“Yeah, that’s what I’m worried about,”  Elliott said, leaning his elbows on the desk as he stared at the picture of ‘Owen’.  

“We’ll all help make sure he’s okay, Elliott.  We’re in this together,” Puck said, placing a supportive hand on Elliott’s back.  

After another several long seconds of silence, Kurt sighed, “I’m going back to bed.  We’re going to need rest for the morning. We need to be focused when talking to the police and the security company, and we’ll need to be at our best for Chris.”

Everyone agreed, then Sebastian said, “I’ll be right there, Babe.”  Kurt turned and kissed him on the cheek before leaving.

They watched him go, and Puck and Sebastian shared a look.  They were impressed at how well Kurt had handled that. Elliott was the one who broke the silence, “Well, that was surprising.  I was just waiting for him to have a panic attack.”

“Yeah,”  Sebastian agreed.  “I swear, most people couldn’t handle these things like he does.  I know he has his weaknesses, but for the most part, he’s fucking velvet over steel.”  Puck and Elliott grinned at the analogy.

Elliott stood, “Okay.  We’ll look into this more tomorrow… Well, later today, at this point.  I need to be with Chris. I’ll see you all in a few hours.” He made his way toward the door, as did Puck and Seb.  

 

~

 

When Chris woke up, he was in Elliott’s arms.  He looked up and shyly smiled at him. Elliott smiled a small smile back.

“Good Morning,”  Chris whispered.

“Good Morning, Handsome,”  Elliott said in return as he ran his fingers through Chris’ hair.  “Did you sleep okay?”

Chris nodded, “Yeah.  Did you?”

“Mmm, not really.  But I’m kind of used to that, I guess.”

Chris frowned a little, “Really?  Why?”

Elliott stroked Chris’ back as he answered, “I sing with my friend’s band sometimes.  And those nights turn into ‘all nighters’.”

“I would love to come see you sing with them sometime.”

“Well, if all of this stuff gets cleared up in time, we have a gig this Saturday.  I’d love for you to come watch. Maybe you could bring Puck and Sugar, and Sebastian and Kurt.  I wouldn’t want you to come alone, since I’ll be on stage most of the time.”

“That sounds nice.  I’ll ask them.” He paused for a minute, “I’m ready for breakfast.  I’m going to shower quickly first, though.”

“Okay.  We do have some things we need to talk about, so come downstairs as soon as you can, okay?”

Chris looked at Elliott, a bit concerned, but still nodded, “Okay.”  He got up and headed to the shower.  

Elliott laid back and sighed.  He hoped Chris would take this all as well as Kurt did. 

 

~

 

When Chris made it downstairs, everyone was dressed and starting breakfast.  He joined them at the table, “Good Morning.”

Everyone greeted him, and then Kurt asked, “Did you sleep okay?”  

Chris nodded, “Yeah.”

They ate rather quickly.  Sebastian was pleased that Kurt was eating pretty well.  

Sugar looked at Puck once everyone had finished eating.  He had told her about what they had found during the night.  She had been upset by it, but after talking it through a little, she was feeling better.  Now, she was looking to Puck for some reassurance once again. She was nervous about telling Chris.  He gave her a reassuring smile and put a loving hand on her leg.

Chris started to get up and take his plate to the dishwasher, but Sugar put her hand on his wrist.  “I’ve got it, Hun.” She grabbed his plate, along with her own, and headed toward the sink. Puck grabbed his own and Elliott’s and joined her.  Sebastian and Kurt took their own over.  

Chris watched them all.  This was completely normal, but something about it seemed off.  Everyone was very quiet, and he noticed Elliott run his fingers through his hair as he bounced his leg nervously.  Chris frowned, “What’s going on? You all seem more nervous today than you did last night.”

Elliott sighed and looked over to Chris.  He spoke softly, “We need to talk, Chris. Let’s go get comfortable.”  He stood, extending a hand to Chris, who immediately took it. 

“I’ve got these,”  Sugar whispered. She looked at her boys, “Go be with them.”  Puck kissed her on the temple, and the three of them went into the living room to join Chris and Elliott.

As they sat, Chris was still frowning as he looked at them all.  This had to be serious. He took a deep breath, steadying himself for whatever they were about to talk to him about.  Elliott grabbed his hand, “Chris… Last night, Puck was thinking about everything, and he had an idea. I heard him get up, and I joined him.  We came down and looked some things up online. We looked for old cases of assault against male cheerleaders, and we’re pretty sure we found something.”

Chris was still frowning, “What do you mean, you ‘found something’?”

Puck said, “We did an image search, and we think we found out who Owen really is.”

Chris spoke quietly, “Who is he?”

“Maybe it would be best to show you?”  Kurt said.  

Chris nodded, then frowned again, “You all know about this?”

Sebastian answered, “Puck came and got me when they found the picture.  Kurt woke up and came down on his own.”

“And I told Sugar this morning,” Puck added.  

Sugar came over and stood next to Chris where he sat, “Let’s go look, Hun. I know about it, but I haven’t seen it yet either.”

They all went into the office and Sebastian sat before he pulled up the images they had looked at in the middle of the night.  Chris stood to the side of Seb. He leaned forward and looked a little closer, “Well, he looks different now, but I think that is him.”  Sugar agreed. He paused for a few seconds, then asked, “Where is the article that is attached to the photo?” Looks were exchanged among everyone.  Noticing, Chris said, “You can’t keep that from me.” 

“We aren’t trying to keep it from you, Chris.  I promise. We’re just anxious about showing you, because, frankly, it’s not good,”  Elliott spoke gently as he rubbed Chris’ back.  

Chris nodded and took a deep breath, “Okay.  Okay, let me see.”

Sebastian closed his eyes for a second, then went ahead and clicked on the link.  Chris read the headline, and began to shake. Elliott held on tight to him as he read.  His shaking became worse as he read further into the article. Kurt put his hand on Chris’ arm, and Elliott leaned in and kissed him on the side of his head, “It will be okay.  We’re all going to be okay,” he whispered.

Sebastian turned, “Each of us will have personal security, Chris.  We’re going to call the police to come back, as well. We’ll take care of this.”

“That... That monster was inside of me.”  He ran his hand over his sleeve, feeling the bruises on his arm, “He left his fingerprints on me.  He… He thinks I’m his...” He was shaking nearly uncontrollably now, and Kurt and Elliott held him up.  

“Let’s get you to the couch,”  Elliott said, and they held on tight to him as they walked him back out into the living room.  

Sugar wiped her eyes as she followed along.  Puck wrapped his arm around her, “It’ll be okay, Sug.”  She just nodded in response. 

When they settled on the couch, Chris sat snuggled into Elliott, who had both arms wrapped protectively around him, while Kurt sat close by on his other side.  Puck and Sugar sat across from them, and Sebastian stayed back in the office to make some phone calls.  

Kurt put a hand on Chris’ leg, “It’s going to be okay, Chris.  You can stay here as long as you need. And with hired security, we’ll probably be able to go back to school and work tomorrow.  I’m sure Owen will back off when he sees that none of us are alone.”

Chris stared off into space, still shaking.  He whispered, “He said he’d come for me today.”

“He can’t get to you here.  He can’t, and he won’t. You’re safe here,”  Elliott said quietly. He turned and kissed Chris on the top of his head.

Sebastian came out of the office, “I called Officer Gambino.  He seemed interested in the information we found, and is going to ask about having a detective come speak to us.  Mr. Carmack will be joining us here at nine, when the security meeting is to take place.” He sat next to Sugar on the opposite couch.

They all sat in silence for a few moments, until Chris’ phone chimed in his pocket.  He jumped, his eyes widening and he began shaking badly again. Elliott’s arms were already wrapped tightly around him, and Chris grabbed a hold of him for dear life.  He wasn’t letting go.  

“Do you want me to check it?”  Kurt asked softly. Chris nodded.

“Can I?”  Kurt motioned toward Chris’ pocket, silently asking if he could reach in to get his phone.  Chris nodded his answer again. The fact that he wasn’t speaking made everyone worry, and Sebastian and Puck exchanged a concerned glance.

Kurt reached in and grabbed his phone, nervously checking the text.  He sighed with relief, seeing that it was from Thad. “It’s just Thad.”  Chris was visibly relieved. Kurt chuckled after reading it, then asked Chris if he could read it out loud, to which he agreed.

 

From Thad:

Hope you’re doing better today.   Hang in there. Be sure to call me, please.  I don’t want to be the last to know how things are going, especially with something as important as crazy ex’s.  BTW, don’t be stupid… Tell Elliott how you feel. Call me if you need me. Love you.

 

Everyone smiled at that, and Puck raised an eyebrow, gesturing to Chris and Elliott, “I’m assuming that already happened?”

Chris nodded again and didn’t say anything.  But this time he was smiling a bit. Elliott turned and kissed him on the head, “Yeah, it did.”  Chris closed his eyes as they continued to hold each other. Elliott made him feel so safe and loved.  

Kurt pat Chris on the knee, then leaned forward to put the phone on the coffee table.  He got up when he heard the buzzer. “Yes, Pablo?”

“Good Morning, Mr. Hummel.  Would it be okay if Mr. Carmack came up now?  He would like to arrive before the security company does.”

“Yes, that would be fine.  Thanks, Pablo.”

“My pleasure, Mr. Hummel.”

A minute later, Mr. Carmack came into the foyer, where Sebastian greeted him.  He entered the living room and gave Chris a sympathetic smile, “Are you hanging in there, Mr. Cairnes?”

Chris nodded, “I think with the support of this family, I could make through just about anything.”

Mr. Carmack nodded and smiled.  He turned to Kurt, “How about you, Mr. Hummel?”

Kurt nodded, “I’m fine, thank you.  And thank you for being here this morning.”

Mr. Carmack nodded, “Well, I appreciate you allowing me to be.  I want to be here for the meeting so that I can not only be aware of what the security company has planned, but so that I can make sure our employees know as well.  These things are always easier when everyone works together.”

Sebastian sat next to Kurt, “We appreciate that, Mr. Carmack.  Did your contacts find anything?”

He shook his head, “No.  It’s as if he doesn’t exist.  They even ran some facial recognition software on him from the security footage, but I haven’t heard back since they got the new photo from Mr. Puckerman.”

Sabastian sighed and leaned back in his seat.  



Downstairs, James Miles, and 10 of his best employees, arrived in two unmarked SUVs with tinted windows.  They pulled into the parking garage, then made their way to the lobby. James spoke to John, “How did the night shift go, John?”

“Good.  No problems at all.  I spoke to Sebastian Smythe and his friend Puck last night.  I would like to be considered for this job, James. I want to be assigned to Kurt, Smythe’s fiance.”

James furrowed his brows a bit, “Why?”

John took a deep breath, “I can relate to what he’s been through.  It’s like Sadie all over again.”

James looked at him and understood.  He and John had been friends for a long time, and he happily brought him onto his team when he finished his tour in Iraq. “Are you sure it won’t be too personal for you?”

“I’m sure.  I need this, James.  If not, then that’s all my mind will be focused on anyway.”

James nodded again.  He turned to one of his men, “Jackson, you stand guard down here.  We’ll put you on night duty.”

“You got it,”  Jackson answered.

 

When the buzzer sounded, Sugar got up to answer it, “Yes, Pablo?”

“There are several men from Miles Security here to see you, Ms. Motta.  I have checked all of their I.D.’s. There will be 11 men. Would you like me to send them up?”

“Yes.  Thank you, Pablo.”

“My pleasure.”

Thankfully the elevator was large enough for all 11 men to fit.  When they entered the foyer of the penthouse, Sebastian and Mr. Carmack both greeted them.  Kurt, Puck, and Sugar had brought all of the dining room chairs and kitchen bar stools over and set them in front of the fireplace, facing the couches and chairs of the living room.  Chris continued to hold on to Elliott, who held right back. He wasn’t moving, wasn’t talking…. The text from Thad had given him a small smile, but everyone was really getting worried about him.

Sebastian brought the men in.  Kurt approached, and Sebastian introduced him.  “This is my fiance, Kurt Hummel.”

James shook his hand, “James Miles.  It’s a pleasure to meet you.”

“You too,”  Kurt responded.  He looked at everyone, “Can I get anyone anything to drink?”

With no being the answer everyone gave, they were ushered to their seats, and introduced to everyone else.  Chris sat up a little more, but didn’t let go of Elliott.

“So,” James began, “I’d like to introduce you to everyone.”  He introduced all of the members of his team. He gave their background, whether it was military, police work, or just badass.  Next, they went over everything they were allowed to do legally, and what they all specialize in, and what they would be doing while with each person throughout the day.

Sebastian gave them a very condensed version of everyone’s history, allowing them to really understand why they were being extra cautious about this.  He told them everything that had happened with Owen, as well as all the information they had learned about him in the last 12 hours. After hearing all of this, John knew for sure that he wanted to be in charge of Kurt’s security. Sebastian  finished by saying, “Since my father is a state’s attorney, and Kurt’s is a congressman, privacy is extremely important to us. What we do and say needs to be kept quiet. We don’t want to have to watch our behavior on top of everything else.”

“Absolutely.  I agree 100%. Everything is confidential and kept quiet.  We would not be in business anymore, if not,” James responded.

“Good.  Now, just so you know, these five people are my family.  I would do anything for them. And Kurt is my world. I need to know if there is anything happening that you find questionable when it comes to other people’s behavior.  I have to keep them safe.”  Kurt put a hand on Seb’s knee, and he instantly took hold of it.

“Understood,”  James nodded.

They continued with discussing what everyone’s daily schedule looked like;  Sebastian with school and the hospital, Kurt with school and Vogue, Puck and Elliott with school and work, Chris with school and cheer, and then Sugar at the bakery, or shopping for bakery displays.  

When he finished, James said, “We can do this a couple of ways.  You all can choose who you want with you during the day, or I can choose, based on what I know about you and them both.”

“I think you choosing would be just fine,”  Sebastian replied, looking at everyone else to make sure they agreed, which they seemed to.  

“Alright.”  James proceeded to assign different men to each of the six of them. 

Sebastian noticed the satisfied look on John’s face when he was assigned to Kurt.  He wondered what that was all about. The men that were not assigned to be with someone during the day, would be stationed in the lobby overnight.  Everyone knew that was an important job too.  

They agreed that some of the men would escort Elliott back to his apartment so that he could get a weeks worth of clothes.  Chris was grateful that Sebastian had asked Elliott to stay. Elliott was relieved as well. Not so much because he was worried about himself, but he couldn’t imagine not being with Chris through all of this.  

Because everyone else had made arrangements to stay home for the rest of the day, they had one guard stay downstairs in the lobby, one stayed upstairs in the penthouse, and some would escort Elliott, then head off.  Everyone else would be starting in the morning, or be returning in the evening if they were assigned to be present overnight.

James approached Elliott, “Elliott, we’ll drive you to your apartment and back.  It’s not a good idea to let Owen see you leave, if he is actually watching.”

Elliott nodded, “Okay.  I appreciate that.” But when he looked over to Chris, who was still holding his hand, his heart broke.  Chris looked like he was about to panic, and held on even tighter. “It will be okay. I won’t be gone any longer than an hour.  I promise.”  

“He’ll be in a car full of security guards, Chris.  He’ll be fine,” James reassured him.  

“And you’ll be here with us.  It’s going to be fine. He’ll be back before you know it,”  Sebastian tried to reassure Chris. He knew that look of panic well after helping Kurt for so long.  He wrapped his arm around Chris’ shoulder. “Let’s go sit on the couch. The sooner they leave, the sooner Elliott can be back here.”  Chris nodded and let go of Elliott’s hand.

Kurt came and stood on the other side of him. He placed a hand on Chris’ back, and softly said, “Let’s go,” as they walked over to the couch and took a seat.  

Elliott walked over, leaned in, and kissed Chris on the forehead, “I’ll be as fast as I can.  I promise.”

James said, “Dustin, Royce, TJ, Nolan, go ahead and take Elliott home.”  He looked at Chris, “Two of them will accompany him into his apartment. The others will wait in the car outside the  building. He’ll be safe.” He looked back at his men, “When you return, make sure to use the parking garage, not the street.”  They nodded, then were on their way. He looked at John, “John, you go ahead and head home to rest since you just did an overnight.  We’ll finish up the paperwork here. Casey will be stationed downstairs for the rest of the day, and Malcolm will be stationed up here.”

Puck approached Sebastian, “Why don’t you take James into your office?  I’ll stay here with Chris.” Sebastian nodded, and they did just that.

When Sebastian sat behind his desk, James sat across from him on the other side.  He handed Seb the paperwork, but as he did so, he said, “I’m impressed with the six of you.”

Sebastian frowned slightly, questioning him, “Why’s that?”

James said, “You’re all, what, 18 and 19 years old?”  Sebastian nodded. He continued, “You’re all very mature for freshman in college.  I know what you’ve been through has a lot to do with that, but still. I love seeing how you all care so much about each other.”

Sebastian nodded again, “We do.  We really are a family. And I really would do anything for them… Which is why you’re here.”

James nodded, “We will do our best.  I promise.” Sebastian nodded in return, and they settled the paperwork and payment. 

As James and Sebastian stepped out of the office, Chris’ phone chimed with a new text message.  Chris’ eyes widened, and looked back and forth between Kurt and Puck.  

Kurt calmly and softly spoke, “Do you want me to check it?”  Chris nodded his response.  

“No matter what it says, Chris, it’s going to be okay,”  Puck reassured him.  

Kurt picked up Chris’ phone off the coffee table, and saw the text was from Owen.  He looked over at Seb and they shared a look. Sebastian came over and sat on the coffee table in front of them, and Kurt handed the phone to him.  He hadn’t read the message himself because he was afraid of what it said. Sebastian read it silently, then looked over to James quickly before looking at Chris.  

Sebastian spoke gently, “It’s from Owen.”

Chris began shaking, and Puck pulled him in for a tight hug.  Kurt rubbed his back, as he looked at Sebastian expectantly. Seb didn’t want to read it out loud, but he knew he couldn’t keep it from Chris.  It was his right to know what they were all dealing with.  

He cleared his throat and read…

 

From Owen:

Why haven’t you left yet?  You’re going to be late to class, Honey.  Don’t let your “family” hold you back from your education.  And don’t miss practice. We can’t have you getting kicked off the squad, now can we?  I’ll be waiting for you outside. You won’t see me, but I’ll see you. Hurry up.

 

Chris just closed his eyes and let the tears fall.  Sugar came over and knelt in front of him, putting her hands on his legs. “It’s going to be okay,”  She whispered.  

Chris kept his eyes closed, “Elliott.  What if he saw Elliott?”

“The windows are tinted so he wouldn’t be able to see in the back of the SUV, Chris.  I’ll text the team and make sure they are all aware of the new text.” James did just that, then said, “I’m going down to the lobby, then casually look around outside.  Maybe take a stroll though part of Central Park. I’ll let you know if I see anything.”

 

~

 

When the SUV pulled up to Elliott’s apartment, Elliott, TJ, and Royce all got out and went upstairs, while Dustin and Nolan stayed in the car.  “Good thing I’m a tidy person,” Elliott said as he opened the door.

They went in and he grabbed a duffle bag.  He threw in enough clothes for a week, a bathing suit, his toiletries, and grabbed his backpack, along with a few other books.  They all chatted as Elliott was grabbing his things.

Royce, who had actually been assigned to him, asked “Why are you bringing swim trunks, if you don’t mind me asking? It's November.”

Elliott shook his head, “Nah, man, you can ask me anything.  Sebastian and Kurt have a hot tub out on the terrace. And they said there’s a pool in the building.  If we’re going to be stuck inside for a while, might as well find fun things to do.”

Royce nodded, “True.  They seem like nice guys.”

Elliott smirked, “They’re the best.  All of them. They’ve been amazing to get to know.  And they are so down to Earth. I had no idea Seb had that kind of money until last weekend.”

“Really?”  TJ asked. He had been assigned to Sebastian.  

Elliott shook his head, “No.  I mean, we’ve all gotten to know each other really well since the beginning of school. Like they said earlier, they take the self defense class that I co-teach, and Puck is in one of my classes.  We hang out all the time, but had never gone to each other’s places. I knew he had money….Just from trips I knew he took, from his clothes...And I know his family has a place in Paris because he said he lived there for most of high school.  So I knew he had money. But not a penthouse in Manhattan and pay for everyone’s security kind of money. He’s pretty amazing. They all are. And they would die for each other. I can’t believe I’ve been lucky enough to be included in all of it.  And Chris is… Well, Chris is everything. I’ve liked him since I met him. And I don’t want this asshole fucking with him anymore. I want to be able to take him on a real date. Do real couple things. It just pisses me off, and hurts me to see him hurting.”

Royce grinned, “You’re falling hard for him.”

“It’s hard not to,”  Elliott shrugged. “We’ve had this chemistry that is undeniable since we met.  I just want to act on it without this threat hanging over our heads.” Royce and TJ nodded that they understood.

TJ looked around, “For a sophomore in college, you don’t seem to be hurting either.  It’s not a penthouse… It’s small, but decent for New York. And it’s nice.”

Elliott nodded, “Inheritance.”  

TJ and Royce both had their phones chime at the same time.  They checked the message. Royce looked up at Elliott, “Owen texted again.  He wants to know why Chris hasn’t gone to class yet. He said he’ll be waiting for him outside.  James is going out to check.”

Elliott’s eyes had widened at the news, “Shit.  Let’s go.” He grabbed the bag, throwing it over his shoulder and rushed to the door.  Royce and TJ were close behind.   

 

~

 

By the time Elliott was back at the penthouse, Chris had practically shut down.  He was sitting on the couch curled into a ball, and everyone was trying to comfort him, but he wasn’t even talking.  Elliott went straight for him once the elevator doors opened.  

“Chris...”

He looked up at Elliott with tears in his eyes, and reached for him, “Elliott…”  Kurt got up and gave Elliott his seat next to Chris. He melted into Elliott as soon as he had put his arms around him.  

Elliott held on tight and kissed the top of Chris’ head.  “It’s going to be okay.”  

In the safety of Elliott’s arms, Chris broke down and cried, “What did I get myself into?  And now all of you? I’m so sorry.”  

“This is not your fault.  He started out as a decent guy.  You can’t blame yourself for his craziness, Chris,”  Elliott rubbed his back as he spoke.

“He’s right,” Sebastian said. Everyone agreed, of course.

A few minutes later, James came back in with Malcolm.  “We didn’t see anyone fitting the description. I think we’ll just all have to be extra vigilant.”

After discussing things a little further, James took his men and left.  Dustin, who had been assigned to Chris, stayed in the penthouse. Malcolm, who was assigned to Puck, stayed in the lobby. 

Sebasian’s phone rang.  When he saw that it was Officer Gambino, he went into the office.  “What can I do for you, Officer?”

“I spoke to Detective Shaw.  He’d like to come talk to you this afternoon.  When will you be home?”

“Actually, we’re all staying home today.  He’s texted again. He knew Chris didn’t leave for class.  He said he’s been watching. We hired security. They are here now.  They even went out and looked around for him, discretely. They didn’t find him.”

Officer Gambino sighed, “Alright.  I’ll tell Detective Shaw to come on over then.  I’m glad you hired security. Let me know if you need anything else.”

“We will.  Thanks, Officer.”

 

Sebastian went back out into the living room and told the others that there was a detective on his way.  Chris had settled down, and Elliott had convinced him to watch a show on Netflix to help take his mind off of things.  They were halfway through the movie when Chris’ phone buzzed again. Puck jumped up and grabbed it off the coffee table before Chris could.  He read it silently.

 

From Owen:

I’m getting impatient.  It’s unkind to make your Master wait, Chris.  

 

Puck looked over at Chris, “Are you sure you want me to read it to you?”

Chris shook his head, “No.  I don’t think I do. I think I want to go take a nap.”

Elliott rubbed his back, “I’ll join you.  You guys can come get us when the detective gets here?”

“Yeah, we can do that,”  Kurt said softly.

Chris and Elliott held hands as they climbed the stairs to the bedroom.  Elliott had grabbed his bag on the way, so when they got in the bedroom, he asked, “Is it too forward to assume that I’ll be sleeping in here with you?”

Chris shook his head and walked over to Elliott, placing his head on his shoulder, and wrapping his arms around his waist.  

Elliott held him, kissing him on the head again.  “Come on. Let’s lay down.” They walked over to the bed and laid down, Chris snuggling into him.  It only took a few minutes for Chris to fall asleep on him. Elliott ran his hand through Chris’ hair.  Before he knew it, he was fast asleep too.

 

Downstairs, Puck read the text to everyone, including Dustin.  Dustin texted the rest of the group, so everyone was aware.  

Sebastian leaned back in his chair, “We need to ask about getting Chris a new number.  I don’t know if they’ll want him to be able to get texts to build a case, or if they would want him to change it.”

“Yeah, this is stressing him out so much,”  Puck said. “I don’t know how he’ll be able to focus in class tomorrow.”

 

~

 

About an hour later, Detective Shaw showed up.  Pablo let him up after checking with Sebastian. When he walked in, he was greeted by Sebastian and introduced to everyone. 
Kurt said, “I’ll go wake them.  We’ll be down in a couple of minutes.”

“Okay, Babe,”  Sebastian nodded.  He turned to Detective Shaw, “Why don’t you come in and have a seat.  I can start filling you in on some things while we wait. Chris has been really upset, so they went to take a nap.”

“Sure,”  Detective Shaw answered.  “Who is ‘they’?”

“Chris and our friend, Elliott.  They are a couple now.”

Detective Shaw nodded, and Sebastian started telling him some of things that had been happening.

 

Upstairs, Kurt knocked on the door.  When he didn’t hear anything, he opened it slightly and peeked his head in.  Chris and Elliott were curled up together, but fast asleep. He thought it was possibly one of the cutest things he had ever seen.  Either that, or one of the sexiest, because even in the craziness of what was happening, Kurt had to admit that the two looked fine as hell.  

He walked over to Chris’ side of the bed and shook his shoulder gently, “Chris.  We need you to wake up.” He rubbed his arm, careful to avoid the bruises. “Chris…”

Elliott woke up first.  He blinked a few times, trying to focus on Kurt.  Kurt looked over to him, “The detective is here. I’ll leave you to wake him up.”  He looked down at Chris again and sighed.  

Elliott looked at Chris as he ran his hand through his hair, “Okay.”

Kurt gave Elliott a little smile and a wink.  Elliott chuckled as Kurt walked out. He leaned over and gave Chris a kiss on the cheek, “Chris.  We need to get up. The detective is here, and we need to go talk to him.”

Chris eventually began to stir, and Elliott realized how jealous he was that Chris could sleep so soundly.  When he blinked a few times, he looked up at Elliott, then buried his head back into him, snuggling close again.  Elliott thought it was adorable, “Come on. The sooner we get this over with, the sooner we can snuggle again.”

Chris moaned, then finally gave a defeated, “M’Kay.”

 

Once they made it downstairs, they were introduced to Detective Shaw.  Chris gave his account of what had happened. Shaw asked a few questions, then went into the office to view what they had found on the Owen.  This piqued his interest, and made note of the police department that he would soon be getting in contact with.  

He was happy to hear that they had hired security.  Especially after seeing the article. “As much as you aren’t going to like it, Chris, I think you need to keep that phone number for now.  It will help build a case against him, but it will also help keep track of him.”

Detective Shaw left after about an hour.  Dustin texted the group to keep them informed on what was happening.  

When Kurt and Sugar fixed lunch, Dustin sat and joined them.  Dustin was average height, with dark blond hair and blue eyes.  He had a southern accent, and buff body. Kurt could picture him in Wranglers, flannel, and a John Deer hat, as he rocked his favorite Justin Boots.  Something about him was a mixture of good ole boy, badass, and no nonsense.  

Puck asked, “So, you were military, correct?”

“I was,”  Dustin nodded.  “I served 7 years in the Navy.  I was special forces. That’s all I can say about that.”  He winked at him and everyone smiled.  

“So what made you get into security?”  Sugar asked.  

He shrugged, “James is former military.  He tends to recruit us by word of mouth. Once we come home, some of us just don’t fit in when it comes to ‘normal’ jobs.  We need something like this to fill that void that being out of the military leaves us with. A lot of guys stay in the military or police force for life.  Some of us, though, have extenuating circumstances that prevent that. Mine was my mother. When she got sick, I was the only one who could take care of her.  I didn’t want to be fighting for her freedom overseas, knowing she was dying alone here, not really free at all. So I came home. It was a hard adjustment, but once I made it, I was kind of stuck with it.”

“Why do you think James put you with Chris?”  Elliott asked.  

Dustin smirked, “Well, if I had my guesses, it’s because I have the most experience with hand in hand combat, and I’m not afraid to use my impressive badass skills on assholes like Owen.  In fact, I do believe I’d enjoy it.” That made everyone smile a little. Even Chris.

 

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Chapter 15: Taking Care

Summary:

On their "day off", they take care of business, and each other.
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Once lunch was over, and Puck had gotten back from taking Malcolm some food, they all headed into the living room.  “It feels weird not having any school or work to do yet,” Puck said as he pulled Sugar into his lap.

“Yeah.  I should go study,”  Sebastian replied.

Sugar made a face, “We all know that as soon as you read the assigned text, you had it memorized.”  Sebastian shrugged and winked at her with his signature Smythe smirk.

“Now that’s a skill I wish I had,”  Elliott smiled. He was impressed, but not surprised.

“I’m sure it will come in handy with my chosen career.  I guess I should read ahead.”

“Just relax, Bas.  We’re all stressed.  Don’t over do it,” Kurt said, turning to look up at him from  where he was discreetly kneeling in front of him.

Seb ran his fingers through the sides of Kurt’s hair, “Okay, Baby.”  Kurt smiled, happy his Dom was at least trying to relax. He had taken charge of all of this on top of his crazy studying and internship responsibilities.  Kurt needed to make sure he took care of Sebastian, just Sebastian was taking care of all of them.

“Well, what should we do?  Movie? Sing?” Puck asked.

Chris spoke up, grabbing everyone’s attention, “I would love it if you guys would sing.  It relaxes me.”

“Singing it is!”  Sugar smiled. She jumped up and grabbed Puck’s guitar for him, then sat next to him instead of on his lap.  She leaned over and whispered in his ear. He nodded with a soft smile.

Puck started strumming his guitar, and Kurt and Sebastian smiled, recognizing the song instantly.  Kurt moved up to snuggle with Sebastian, who wrapped his arms around him, and quickly kissed him on the temple.  

Sugar looked at Puck and began singing the lyrics to Only Us , “I don’t need you to sell me on reasons to want you.  I don’t need you to search for the proof that I should. You don’t have to convince me.  You don’t have to be scared you’re not enough. ‘Cause what we’ve got going is good. I don’t need more reminders of all that’s been broken.  I don’t need you to fix what I’d rather forget. Clear the slate and start over. Try to quiet the noises in your head. We can’t compete with all that.”  She winked at Puck, who smiled back at her. The boys all watched on as she continued, “So what if it’s us? What if it’s us and only us? And what came before won’t count anymore.  Can we try that? What if it’s you? What if it’s me? What if it’s all that we need it to be? And the rest of the world falls away? What do you say?”

Puck smiled as he sang, “I never thought there’d be someone like you who would want me.  So I give you ten thousand reasons to not let me go. But if you really see me… You if you like me for me and nothing else, well, that’s all that I’ve wanted for longer than you could possibly know.”

Together they sang, “ So it can be us. It can be us, and only us.  And what came before won't count anymore or matter.  We can try that. It's not so impossible. Nobody else but the two of us here.  'Cause you're saying it's possible. We can just watch the whole world disappear.  'Til you're the only one I still know how to see. It's just you and me. It'll be us.  It'll be us and only us. And what came before won't count anymore. We can try that. You and me...That's all that we need it to be.  And the rest of the world falls away. And the rest of the world falls away.”

When they finished, Sugar put her hand on Puck’s cheek, then leaned over and kissed him sweetly on the lips.  Everyone grinned, and Elliott said, “That was beautiful.”

“It was.  Thank you both.  I love hearing you two sing together,”  Chris smiled a little.  

Elliott frowned slightly, “What was that from?”

Dear Evan Hansen .  Kurt has even corrupted me !”  Puck chuckled.

Kurt threw a pillow at him, “You love it, and you know it.”

“I do,”  Puck admitted.

“That was really impressive,”  Dustin chimed in. 

“Thanks!  Wait till you hear Angel and Seb sing together,”  she bounced her eyebrows and looked at the boys.

“I’m assuming ‘Angel’ is Kurt?”  

Elliott smiled and gave a small laugh, “Yes.  Kurt has a ton of nicknames or pet names. Sebastian calls him Babe or Baby.  Sugar calls him Angel. Puck, and only Puck, calls him Princess. His friend Jeff calls him Kurtsie.  His cheerleader friends call him Porcelain. And I’ve heard several people refer to him as Cupid, since he has a thing for fixing people up.  Every time I meet someone new, it seems I learn a new nickname.”

Sebastian chuckled, “Don’t forget Dude and Little Brother from Finn.”

Kurt rolled his eyes slightly, “Finn calls everyone Dude.”  He almost brought up the two he didn’t like, Sweetheart and Fancy, but decided not to.

“True,”  Chris paused.  He looked at Kurt and batted his eyelashes, “Sing for me please?”

“There’s the Chris we all know and love,”  Kurt chuckled. “How could I ever deny you when you use your eyelash power on me?”  Elliott smiled and kissed Chris on the head. Everyone was happy to see Chris slowly start to come out of his fog.

Kurt thought about what to sing, then chose Ease My Mind , by Ben Platt.  He chose the song because he could see that the lyrics rang true for Chris when it came to Elliott being able to comfort him when no one else could. The same had always been true for him when it came to Sebastian.  As he sat at the piano and began to play, everyone gathered around.

After the first few lines, he looked into Sebastian’s eyes as he sang, “You came out of nowhere and you cut through all the noise.  I make sense of the madness when I listen to your voice. Darling, only you can ease my mind. Help me leave these lonely thoughts behind.  When they pull me under, and I can feel my sanity start to unwind, Darling, only you can ease my mind.”

By the end of the song, both Kurt and Sebastian had tears in their eyes.  Seb sat next to Kurt at the piano, put his hand on his jaw, and kissed him sweetly.  Everyone watched, and smiled at the obvious love between them. Elliott held on to Chris a little tighter.  

They were all broken out of the trance when Dustin said, “Holy shit.  That was awesome.”  

They chuckled, and Kurt blushed a little, “Thanks.”

Sebastian winked at Kurt, then looked at Dustin, “That’s how he won two national competitions and got a full ride offer to NYADA.”

Dustin’s brows were still raised, “You didn’t take it?”

Kurt shook his head, “No.  I love to perform, but it’s not what I want to do for the rest of my life.”

“He took the full ride offer from Parsons instead,”  Sugar bragged on her best friend.

Dustin nodded,  “Impressive. Do any of you sing in a band?  From what I’ve heard so far, you’re all awesome.”  

Chris smiled, “Elliott sings with his friend’s band sometimes.”  He looked at Elliott, who winked at him.

“You do?”  Sebastian asked.  None of them had any idea that Elliott sang with a band.

“Yeah, sometimes.  I’m actually supposed to sing with them this Saturday at a club called Brixx.”

“Brixx…”  Puck frowned, “Why does that sound so familiar?”  Then it dawned on him, “Holy shit! I’ve seen posters up for that for a couple of weeks now!  What is it… Burden of…”

“Proof.  It’s Burden of Proof.  It’s my friend Dani’s band.  She works with me at the record shop.  Until this school year, she was one of my only real friends in the city.”

“I’d love to see you guys perform.  Those posters are rad, man.”

“Thanks.  I designed them,”  Elliott grinned.  

“Wow, impressive.  Seriously. I think you chose the right career path.  Well, if singing isn’t what you want to do.”

Elliott smiled, “I love both.  But I’m realistic, too. Plus, I want my own family one day.  Graphic designer seems more stable. I can always sing for fun, or on the side.”  Chris smiled up at him.

“Wait… So you’re Starchild?”

Elliott nodded and gave a little shrug, “I am.  It’s an homage to Ziggy Stardust and the Spiders From Mars.”

“Well, maybe we can come see you Saturday?”  Sugar asked.

“I think that depends on how things go.”  Elliott answered. Everyone understood what he was talking about, and they all agreed.

“Well, I hope we can go,” Chris sighed.  “It’ll remind me of the first time I saw you,”  Chris looked at Elliott sweetly.

“You mean the one time you were actually speechless?”  Kurt teased, making Dustin chuckle.  Elliott smiled and leaned over, giving Chris a kiss on the lips.  Everyone noticed the smile on Chris’ face, and they were loving it.

“I think this means it’s your turn, Elliott,”  Sebastian bounced his eyebrows.

He winked at Chris, “Can’t say ‘no’ now.”  He looked around at everyone, “Any special requests?”

Dustin smiled a lopsided smile, “Do you know any country?”  He was surprised with Elliott’s response.

“Yes, actually.  Not much, but there are a few soulful ballads that I enjoy.  How about Tennessee Whisky ?”

“Seriously?  I’d love that,”  Dustin smiled.  

Elliott borrowed Puck’s guitar and started to sing.  Everyone sat back and relaxed as they enjoyed his beautiful vocals.  Chris hadn’t felt that relaxed in days. He closed his eyes and got lost in the sound.

When Elliott finished singing he was looking at Chris.  He softly asked, “Did I put you to sleep, Chris?”

He kept his eyes closed, “No, but it’s been a long time since I’ve felt this relaxed.  Thank you. There’s only one thing missing now.” He opened his eyes and looked at Elliott.

“What’s that?”  Elliott asked, still keeping his voice soft and soothing.

“You.”

Elliott smiled, “Well that’s an easy fix.” He handed Seb the guitar and walked over and sat next to Chris, who melted into him.

Sebastian put the guitar away, then sat at the piano.  He looked at Kurt, “I think with this ‘day off’ we could do a little wedding planning.  So, to get us in the mood…” He began playing the beginning notes of Running Home To You .  Kurt smiled, then got up and sat next to Sebastian at the piano as Sebastian sang.  They kept exchanging loving looks, and everyone in the room watched with smiles.   

When he finished he leaned over and kissed Kurt, “I love you, Baby.”

“I love you, too, Bas.  Only you. Always you.”

After a brief moment of silence, Elliott asked, “What is that from?  Another Broadway show that I’m not aware of?”

Kurt kissed Sebastian on the cheek before they got up, then answered, “Nope.  Sebastian wrote it for me, because he’s amazing like that.” Sebastian just smiled at him.

Dustin raised his brows in surprise.  “Well, I gotta say...I know things will be different tomorrow, but so far, this is the most fun I’ve ever had ‘on duty’!”  Everyone chuckled. He looked at Chris, “You gonna sing?”

Everyone chuckled again.  Chris said, “I don’t sing.  Not well, anyway. I dance. It’s part of being a cheerleader, I guess.”

“What, like all those TikTok dances?”  Dustin asked.

“Yes, actually.  We work a lot of those into our routines.  I may be a spotter/lifter, but we join in on a lot of the routine.  More than we did in high school, anyway.”

“I might have some special requests later,”  Elliott joked.  

“Me too,”  Sugar smiled as she bounced her brows.  

“Maybe after a glass of wine,”  Chris smiled. “I do need to go work out, though.  I’m not used to sitting all day. Coach will kill me if I slack.”

“We can go down to the gym.  I’d like to go too,” Puck said.

 

~

 

After changing, Puck and Chris ended up headed down to the gym, with Dustin in tow.  While they worked out, Elliott took a nap since he only had a couple hours of sleep. Kurt, Sebastian, and Sugar sat in the living room and looked at Pinterest for some wedding ideas.  Kurt sat in the middle of the couch with his fiance on one side, and his best friend on the other.  

“What colors are thinking you want, Bas?”  

Sebastian leaned over and rested his head on Kurt’s shoulder as he watched him scroll through photos, “I don’t have any idea what I want.  I just know what I don’t want.”

“And what’s that?”

“Oh, you know… Super bright colors, or anything weird.  If I don’t own anything in the color, then it’s probably not a good choice.  I know the wedding is on the 4th of July, but I don’t really want it to be themed like it.”

Kurt nodded, “Yeah, I agree.  And bright colors aren’t my thing either.  I want it to be masculine, but not manly, if that makes sense.”

“It does.  You just don’t want it to be too feminine, right?”  Sugar asked as she pointed to a picture.

“Right.  I like those, Sweets,”  Kurt said, looking at the place cards she pointed out.

Seb raised his head, “I do, too.”  He thought for a second then asked Kurt, “You’re the designer… What colors are popular this year, but still have a classic feel?”

“Navy is very in.  I love it, actually.  I think navy, grey, cream… Maybe some blush, gold, or rose gold with it would be great.  Even some greens can be pulled in with some natural elements like succulents or sage. That would help keep it from being too overly feminine, but still add color and interest.”

“Sounds great to me,”  Seb nodded. He pointed to the screen, “I like that navy suit.”

“Me too, but if it’s okay with you, I don’t want any bow ties.”

Seb lifted his head and kissed Kurt on the shoulder, knowing exactly why he wouldn’t want bow ties, “Of course, Babe.”

Kurt created a wedding themed board , and together, they spent the afternoon pinning the ideas they found that they liked.  After looking through it all again, he said, “Do you notice anything?”

Sebastian and Sugar looked.  Sugar smiled, “Yep. You definitely have a ‘look’, whether you realized it or not.”

Kurt tilted his head a little and looked at the screen, “We do.”

Sebastian looked at him and grinned.  He was always so adorable. And hot. And sexy.  Seb laid his head back on Kurt’s shoulder and said, “I like it.  And as long as I’m marrying you, I’m happy.” 

 

~

 

Elliott was awakened from his sleep when Chris’ phone chimed.  He had taken upstairs with him to charge it while Chris was working out.  He opened his eyes slightly and looked over at the nightstand. He waited a second, letting himself wake up a little more before checking it.  He read the text, he sat up immediately and made his way downstairs.  

Sebastian, Kurt, and Sugar were still on the couch looking at wedding ideas on Pinterest.  When Elliott came down, Sugar looked up smiling, and started to ask him if he slept well, until she saw his face.  Her smile fell, “What’s the matter?”

He looked concerned as he answered, “Chris got another text from Owen.”  He read it to them…

 

From Owen:

Why the hell did you not show up at Cheer today!?  You have to go to practice, Chris. I have given you enough time.  I have given you enough warnings. You HAVE to get your ass to Cheer, NOW!!!

 

Sebastian was frowning,  “I’m calling the detective back.”  He got up to get his phone.

Elliott nodded, “I think it’d be best if Chris came back up here.  I’m going to get them.” Sebastian nodded in agreement.  

Sugar grabbed Kurt’s hand as they listened to Sebastian’s end of the conversation he was having with Detective Shaw.

“Detective Shaw, this is Sebastian Smythe.  I wanted to let you know of a couple of new texts that Chris has gotten from Owen.  I was also wondering if you had heard anything from the police department in Wyoming.”

He answered, “I have, actually.  I was getting ready to call you soon.  They are extremely interested in this case.  They are sending out one of their detectives this afternoon.  They should be here by early evening. Would it be okay if I brought them by once they arrive?”

“That would be just fine,”  Sebastian answered. 

Detective Shaw asked what the new texts said, and Sebastian told him.  He sighed, “I definitely wouldn’t go anywhere tonight. You still have security with you?”

Seb nodded, “Yes.  We have one guy in the lobby along with building staff, and one guy that stays with Chris.  He’s in the gym now, but Elliott went to get him as soon as he got the text.”

“He left to go to the gym?”  

“Yes, but he didn’t leave the building.  There is a gym downstairs.”

“Oh, okay.  That makes me feel better.  Stay put, Mr. Smythe. I’ll see you soon.”

“Thanks, Detective.”

Sebastian told Kurt and Sugar what the Detective had said.  They waited as patiently as possible for the guys to get back up to the penthouse.

 

~

 

Elliott went down to the lobby and told Malcolm about the new text.  He then took the other elevators to the floor with the gym. When he got off the elevator, Dustin was standing guard outside the gym doors.  He noticed the look on Elliott’s face right away.  

He frowned, “Everything okay?”

Elliott shook his head, “Not really.  Owen texted again. He’s pretty pissed that Chris didn’t go to cheer today.  I think he needs to go back upstairs. Sebastian is calling Detective Shaw as we speak.”

Dustin nodded, “Good idea.  Why don’t you go get him. I’ll wait here for you guys to come back out.”

Elliott nodded and went in.  When he entered, Chris and Puck were laughing about something as the lifted some free weights.  He hated that he had to interrupt, and hated even more that he was going to take away the smile Chris was finally able to have again.

Chris and Puck seemed to notice Elliott at the same time.  Chris frowned, “What’s wrong?”

He sighed, “I think we all need to head back upstairs.”

Puck looked at Chris, then put his weights back.  Chris was just standing there. Puck took the weights out of Chris’ hands for him, and put them back as Elliott approached.  Elliott put his hand on Chris’ back, “Are you ready?” Chris nodded, but didn’t say anything. They headed out to the elevator, and along with Dustin, made their way back upstairs.

 

When they came into the living room, Sebastian asked Chris to sit down.  He looked at Elliott, and Elliott offered, “I haven’t said anything yet.”  Seb nodded.  

“Just tell me,”  Chris said quietly.

Elliott sat next to Chris and put his hand on his knee, “Owen texted again.  He’s upset you didn’t show up at Cheer. It seems he’s losing his patience. He seemed really upset.  I just think it’s best that you stay up here for the rest of the night.”

Chris nodded, “Okay.”  He sounded so tired.

Sebastian added, “I called Detective Shaw and let him know what was going on.  He said he spoke with a detective from the Wyoming department that’s been looking for their suspect who may be Owen.  They’re actually flying someone out as we speak. They’re going to come by later.” Chris nodded.

“Why don’t you go shower and try to rest, Chris.  I know you’re tired. Try to relax for now. We’ll all be here for you when they get here,”  Kurt said gently.

Chris nodded, and softly answered, “Thank you.”



After his shower, Chris took a nap with Elliott before dinner.  When they made it downstairs, everyone was putting the finishing touches on the food and the table.  Sugar looked up, “Feeling better, Hun?”

Chris went to her and wrapped his arms around her, “Yeah.  Thanks for getting dinner ready, guys.”

“It looks great,”  Elliott nodded.

As they sat and ate, Sugar talked to Kurt and Sebastian about the wedding.  Eventually, everyone joined in the conversation and it was a good distraction from Owen and the texts.  Kurt looked at Elliott, “So, if you’ve never been to Ohio, you might want to start preparing yourself now.”

Everyone chuckled.  He smiled, “Is it that bad?”

Kurt shook his head, “No.  It’s a beautiful state, and it wasn’t that bad for anyone else.  I just had a hard time there. New York is a whole new world. But if you two go out together, you still have to be careful.  It’s not like here.”

“That’s true, but you’ll be okay,”  Sebastian said to Elliott. “We won’t be in Lima much.  Westerville is more accepting, and Columbus even more so.  But what he’s saying is definitely true about Lima.” Sebastian made a face.

“So, what about a bachelor party?” Puck asked with a smirk.  “I don’t know much about weddings, but I know a good party, soooo….”

Sugar rolled her eyes as she smiled, and Kurt and Sebastian laughed.  Seb smiled, “I’m sure there will be a party of some sort. But I can’t imagine having separate parties.  We have all the same friends, for the most part.”

“So, we only need to hire one striper?”  Elliott winked.  

Kurt chuckled, “How about no striper?”

“How about you do the stripping?”  Sebastian said to Kurt with a smirk and a wink.

“Any time, Bas.  Just not in front of anyone else,”  Kurt bounced his eyebrows and everyone smiled.

“Yeah, we had enough problems when everyone saw you at the pool,”  Sugar giggled.

“Now, I need to know about that…”  Elliott smiled.

Chris grinned, “A lot of people hadn’t seen Kurt with his shirt off in a really long time, or ever, and were shocked at their graduation party at how good he looks without all of his designer clothes on.”

“So no seeing all that goodness dancing all sexy for me?”  Seb smiled.  

Kurt just blushed a little and shook his head, “Only in the privacy of our bedroom.”

 

They had just sat down in the living room after cleaning up dinner, when the buzzer sounded.  Sebastian answered, “Yes, George?”

“Detective Shaw and Detective Murphy are here to see you.  I have checked their I.D.’s”

“Thank you.  Send them up.”

Detective Shaw entered with a small framed brunette woman, and introduced her as Detective Murphy.

“Please, have a seat,”  Kurt gestured to the two chairs they left open for them.  

“Thanks.  And thanks for agreeing to see me,”  Detective Murphy said.

“Of course,”  Sebastian nodded.  “Let me introduce you to everyone.”  He started with Chris, then made his way around the circle.  

They discussed Owen, his and Chris’ relationship, and all of the events that had taken place.  Detective Murphy told them what she could, which wasn’t much, about her case in Wyoming. Finally, she said, “I agree with Detective Shaw that keeping your phone number is what’s going to be best.  We need to be able to keep track of what he’s thinking, and possibly where he’s located. What I would like to do is have you go about your normal day tomorrow. You forward the texts to me. Detective Shaw and I will be close, as well as some of his men.  I want to catch this guy. I need you for this, Chris. You’ll have me, plain clothed NYPD, and your security guard with you. I know it may seem like we’re using you as bait, but really we’re just taking advantage of what’s already happening.”

Chris looked at Elliott, who nodded and squeezed his hand a bit, “And I’ll still walk to class as much as I did yesterday.”

“I will, too,”  Puck added.  

Chris looked at Dustin.  He nodded, “I’ll be right by your side.  And Puck and Elliott’s guys will be there too, when they are with you.”

Chris looked back at Detective Murphy, “Do you really think it’s him?”

She nodded, “I really do.”

Chris took a deep breath, “Okay.  I’ll do whatever you need me to do.”

Detective Murphy smiled, “Thank you, Chris.  Garrett Clark and his family will be so grateful, too.  He’s waited a long time for justice to be served.”

“How is he doing?”  Kurt asked.

“He’s… recovering.  It’s been six months, and he has a long road ahead of him still.  Physical scars, and emotional scars, ya know?”

Kurt nodded, “I do.”  Sebastian rubbed Kurt’s back to comfort him.  

She continued, “But he’s alive.  He’s with his family, who love him very much.  And he’s hoping to be able to go to college next year, so things are looking up.  If I can bring in Coleta… That would speed up his healing process, I’m sure. It’s hard for him not knowing where William is, and if he’ll attack again.”  She looked at Chris, who had visibly paled. She was afraid she had said too much, “You could be the key to solving this, Chris. And I promise you’ll be safe.”

Chris didn’t say anything, but nodded, nonetheless.  He was so nervous and scared.  

 

Once the detectives left, everyone settled down into somewhat of a nightly routine.  They worked on what little school work they could, showered, watched tv, or read. Dustin was replaced by Carson for the remainder of the night.  Downstairs, Malcolm was replaced by Rob. Both Dustin and Malcolm went home to get a good night’s sleep so they were prepared for morning.

Everyone but Sebastian, who was studying, was in the living room watching a movie.  When it ended, Kurt looked at Chris, “Why don’t you take some Melatonin or something to help you sleep.  It’s probably a good idea to head to bed early and get a good night’s sleep.”

“Okay,”  Chris nodded as he spoke quietly.  “Do you have any Melatonin?”

“I do.  Let me get it for you.”  Kurt got up to go get it.  

“I’d like some too, please,”  Elliott said.  

“Sure.”  Kurt grabbed the bottle and walked back over to each of them.  He shook one out onto each of their hands, “Just let it dissolve.”  He clicked the lid shut, “Please come get us if you need us, okay?”

“Kay,” Chris nodded.  “Thanks, Kurt.”

Kurt hugged him, “Of course.  Whatever you need, we’re here to help.  Love you.”

“Love you, too,”  Chris whispered. He and Elliott headed upstairs to bed.

 

Once Sugar and Puck went to bed, Kurt walked over to the office door.  He knocked, then peeked inside, “Bas?”

Sebastian was sitting behind his desk holding a framed picture of Kurt.  He looked up and grinned, “Hey, Babe.”

Kurt opened the door and walked over to Seb, “What are you doing?”

“Just thinking,”  Seb answered, looking down at the picture in his hands.

Kurt sat in his lap, “About what?”

He leaned forward as best he could, placing the picture on the desk again, “You.  Us. About how happy you make me, and how lucky I am. How lucky we’ve both been.”

Kurt kissed him on the forehead, “We are very lucky, Love.”

“I know we’ve been through a lot, but we are so fortunate that you pulled through everything.  It sounds like Garrett Clark is having a harder time. I’m so glad you’re as strong as you are.  You’re incredible.”

“Mmm, well, I’m lucky enough to have the best family and friends a guy could ask for.  It sounds like his parents love him. But if I only had Dad and Carol, things would have been a ton harder.”

“Yeah.  Like I said, we’re both so lucky.”

 

…………….

 

Chris woke up the next morning in Elliott’s arms.  He looked up at him as he slept, and thought about how amazing Elliott was.  Elliott had been there for him instantly, and didn’t leave his side when he needed him.  He was hoping this was going to last. He really liked him a lot, and already couldn’t imagine not having him there anymore.  He thought about when all of this was over, and he returned to his dorm. He was going to miss everyone so much, but especially Elliott.  It had only been a few nights, but he was already used to sleeping in the same bed as him.

Elliott began to stir, and tightened his grip on Chris, who in turn, smiled a little.  Elliott pulled back just enough to see if Chris was awake yet. When he saw Chris smiling up at him, he smiled in return, “Morning.”

“Morning,”  Chris said as he snuggled in a little closer.  “Did you sleep okay?”

“Pretty well.  The Melatonin helped.  How about you?”

“Better than I expected.”  At that moment, Chris’ alarm went off.  “Guess I’d better get up.”

Elliott kissed Chris on top of his head, “Okay.”  

 

By the time they made it downstairs, everyone was downstairs, including Carson, who stayed for breakfast, Dustin, TJ, Royce, Nolan, John, and Malcolm.  Sugar had made a huge breakfast for everyone.

“You didn’t need to go to all this trouble, Sugar,” Chris said as he leaned over and kissed her cheek.

“Yes, I did.  It’s how I cope.  I need to make sure my boys are fed and ready for their day. It’s all I can contribute, so it’s go big or go home.  Buuuuttt, I’m already home. Sort of. Oh, hell, just eat the damn food.”

They all chuckled as they ate or loaded their plates.  Elliott had his plate in one hand, and wrapped his other arm around her shoulders, “You do a lot more than cook for us, Sugar.”  He kissed her on top of the head, then took his plate to the table. Puck looked at her winked.

 

Before everyone left, Sebastian pulled John into his office, “I saw the look on your face yesterday when James assigned you to Kurt. I don’t know why, but that made me happy.  I told you all yesterday, Kurt is my world, and I wasn’t kidding. I’ve said it before and I’ll say it again… Everyone says I saved Kurt, but he also saved me. He means everything to me.  He’s the reason I breathe. If anything happens to him…” Sebastian couldn’t finish the sentence. He just shook his head at the thought.

John put his hand on Seb’s shoulder, “I’ve got this.  I promise I will have him home safe and sound by this evening.”

Sebastian nodded, “Good.  If something happens and he has a panic attack, put his hand on your chest and tell him to match your breathing.  Have him count from 10 to 0 backwards in his head. Speak clearly and calmly, and make him look you in the eye.”

“Does that happen often?”

“More often than we’d like, yes.  You can also call me and I can talk to him over the phone.  I’ll leave class, the hospital… Whatever I need to do.”

John nodded and pulled out his phone, as did Sebastian, and they exchanged phone numbers.  John looked at Sebastian again, “Try not to worry, Sebastian.”

Sebastian huffed out a laugh, “That’s easier said than done.”

 

Out in the living room, Dustin’s phone buzzed.  He looked at it, and read the text to everyone.

 

From Detective Murphy:

We’re ready when you are.

Notes:

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Chapter 16: The Build Up To The Take Down

Summary:

The build up to the take down. Some things go well. Some things don't.

Notes:

I'm so sorry for my long absence. My world has been rocked lately, like many of you. If you care to read about it, I'd kinda like to vent, so I'm going to put it all in the comment section. I promise that the next chapter won't take as long. I hope to have it up by the end of the weekend. I'm kind of leaving you with another cliffhanger. Love you all.

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Chapter Text

“Are you ready?”  Dustin asked as he approached Chris.  

Chris took a deep breath and looked over at his family.  Puck gave an encouraging nod, “I’ll go with you to your first class, just like on Monday.  Elliott will be there to pick you up. It’ll be fine. We’ll meet you for lunch, too.”

“You can do this, Chris.  You’re stronger than he thinks.  You’re stronger than you think, too,”  Sebastian encouraged.

Chris nodded, then turned to Elliott who was standing next to him.  Elliott gave him an encouraging smile and rubbed his arm gently, trying not to hurt the bruises that were still visible on Chris’ arm.

Kurt approached him and grabbed both of his hands, “I want you to listen to me closely, okay?”  He waited for Chris to respond. When he nodded, he continued, “Bas is right. You are stronger than you think you are.  People like Owen and Blaine try to strip away everything that makes us who we are... Our friends. Our families. Our self confidence.  Our self worth. Our freedom. But you are stronger than he is, Chris. Not only are you physically strong, but you are mentally strong. You have what it takes to take him down, and make him pay.  Not only for what he did to Garrett, but what he did to Braylin, to me, and to you .  You have a small army of people here supporting you.  We’ll do anything you need. He has no one, Chris. No one.  You can do this.”

Chris let go of Kurt’s hands and pulled him into a tight hug.  He closed his eyes and mentally built up the strength he needed to let go.  “Okay. I can do this.” He let go and turned to Dustin, “I’m ready.”

 

~

 

Chris and Puck exited the building with Dustin and Malcolm following casually behind them in all appearances, but they were on high alert.  They made their way down to the subway, and waited for their train. Chris looked around nervously. Puck put his hand on his shoulder, “It’ll be okay.  Try to relax a little.” Chris didn’t say anything in return, but nodded that he heard what Puck said.  

By the time they made it to their stop, Chris was feeling a little better.  They stopped in front of his classroom. He looked at Dustin, wondering what came next.  Dustin answered the unasked question, “I can wait in the hallway just outside the door, or I can go in with you.  I prefer to wait by the door, but I don’t care if it’s inside or outside, as long as this is the only entrance/exit.  That part is up to you. If you want me to wait out here, I’ll go in and make sure he’s not inside first since Malcolm can stay with you.”

“Check inside, then you can wait out here,”  Chris said quietly.  

“You got it,”  Dustin said, making his way into the classroom.  Chris stayed in the hallway with Puck and Malcolm until Dustin came back out.  “There’s two men, neither of whom are caucasian, and a couple of girls. All clear.”

Chris nodded, “Okay.   He turned back to Puck and hugged him, “Thanks.”

“You’re welcome.  Elliott will be here when you leave, and I’ll see in again after a while.”

Chris nodded, then turned and went into the classroom.  He sat and got his books out, thankful for a few minutes of normalcy.  Other students came in, and each time, Chris nervously looked to make sure it wasn’t Owen.  He eventually felt a bit more comfortable, and was able to somewhat pay attention in class.

 

When class was over, Chris waited until last to exit the classroom.  He was happy to see Elliott waiting in the same spot against the wall where he had been two days prior.  

“Hey,”  Elliott smiled.  

“Hi,”  Chris said, then leaned up and kissed Elliott on the cheek.  

“We’ve got about an hour.  What do you want to do? Do you have homework you need to work on?”  

“Yeah.  Can we head over to one of the lounges at the Kimmel Center ?  Maybe one of the balconies on the second floor?”

“Sounds good.  I have some reading I want to finish.”

They headed over to Kimmel Center with Royce and Dustin.  Settling into some seats by the large windows to the balcony.  Chris nervously said, “Maybe we shouldn’t sit somewhere so out in the open.”

“You don’t want to hide from him, Chris,”  Dustin said as he placed a hand on Chris’ leg that he was bouncing nervously.

“Yeah, I kinda do,”  Chris mumbled. His phone buzzed, and his eyes widened.

Dustin calmly said, “Go ahead and check it.  It’ll be alright.” 

Chris pulled out his phone and read the text to everyone.  His voice was shaking as he read…

 

From Owen:

WTF?!  First, you skip your classes and cheer yesterday.  And now, you’re still hanging out with that asshole?  He had no right to put his hands on you at the party. And who are those other guys?  I’ve never seen them before. You’re being a fucking slut, Chris. Your “family” is ruining you.  Come back and let me take care of you.  

 

Elliott and Royce were looking around, trying to see if they saw Owen, but they didn’t.  Dustin pulled out his phone and texted Detective Murphy. She reassured him that there were plenty of officers around.  Dustin quietly relayed the information to Chris, Elliott, and Royce before texting the rest of the security team.

 

~

 

Kurt and John made their way to Parson’s.  He looked at John, wondering if he should ask what he really wanted to know.  

John chuckled, “What?”

Kurt didn’t look away.  He just raised an eyebrow, “Why is it that Sebastian seems to think you were happy to be assigned to me?”

“I’ve never heard you call him ‘Sebastian’ before.”

“Hmm, well, I do sometimes when I’m referring to him.  But I don’t call him Sebastian when I’m talking to him.”

“I’ve noticed you call him other things besides ‘Bas’, too.”

Kurt narrowed his eyes a bit.  He had a feeling that John had heard him call Sebastian ‘Sir’, but that was not John’s business, nor was it his right to bring it up.  He cocked his hip a bit and sassed, “Surely you’re referring to when I call him ‘Love’.”

John pursed his lips, knowing he had pushed it, “That’s exactly what I was referring to.”

Kurt nodded, letting it go for now, “Yes, I call him ‘Love’.  I gave him the pet name after our trip to Disney World, when a woman in the UK pavilion called him ‘Love’ after he helped her.  It fits.” He shrugged his shoulders. He paused, then said, “You didn’t answer my question.”

John looked away, “You remind me of my sister.”

Kurt raised an eyebrow, and questioningly said, “Thanks?  I know I’m not a ‘manly man’ in all outward appearances, but…”

John shook his head, then took a deep breath, “Your story, what little I know about it, reminds me of my sister’s story.  I wasn’t here to help her when she needed me the most. I was still enlisted, and I was overseas. So, if I can be there for someone who has been in the same situation, then I will be.  I asked James to assign me to you.”

“I’m sorry your sister had to go through anything like what I did.  Is she okay now?”

John shook his head and averted his eyes, “No.”

“I’m sorry,” Kurt said softly.  He was grateful when the subway stopped.  They both needed to move past the subject.

 

When they approached Kurt’s classroom, John asked, “Do you want me to wait inside the classroom, or stay in the hall?”

Kurt thought about it for a few seconds, then answered, “Inside.  It’s got more than one entrance.”

“Done.”

John waited by the doors, and Kurt took his seat next to Channing.  He knew she would ask questions, so he said, “The guy by the door is John.  He’s my security, and he’ll be with me until they catch Owen. Things have gotten pretty bad with him, so Sebastian hired security for the two of us, Chris and Elliott, and Puck and Sugar.”  

Channing frowned, “Exactly how bad has it gotten?  When you wanted me to save my notes for you, I thought it was just because you were sick.”

“I know. I’m sorry I didn’t tell you,”  Kurt went on to give her a brief explanation of the events that happened since Sunday.  

“I’m so sorry.  That guy is an ass.  I didn’t like the way he looked at you, or the way he manhandled Chris.”

“Yeah.  That’s why John is here.”

When the professor entered, Kurt quickly went to her and explained that he had personal security with him until further notice.  She looked at him with concern, “Are you okay?”

Kurt nodded, “Yeah.  It’s just a precaution.  I have history, and…”

She put her hand up to stop him.  She could tell that he was becoming uncomfortable, “You don’t need to tell me.  It’s fine that he’s here. Just let me know if there’s anything I can do to help.”

Kurt nodded, “Thank you, Ms. Turpin.” 




At lunch, Kurt and Channing went to pick up the food then headed to Sugar Shack to join Sugar for lunch, and to help her with her window displays.  Kurt knocked when they arrived, and Nolan answered the door, letting the three of them in.  

“Hi.  Nolan, right?”  Kurt asked.

“Yes, Sir.”

“Oh, please, call me Kurt.  And this is our friend, Channing.”

“Nice to meet you,”  Nolan smiled. He was the smallest of all the security, but still quite muscular.  He had a definite military look about him. He locked the door once it was closed.

“You, too,” Channing smiled.  

John and Nolan greeted each other, as Sugar came out from the kitchen area.  She smiled, “Hi, Channing! I’m so glad you could make it. Thanks for agreeing to help with the windows.”  She smiled at Kurt and kissed him on the cheek as he handed her her lunch.

Channing smiled, “Absolutely.  You can pay me in a free muffin or cupcake once you’re open.”

Sugar chuckled, “Deal.  I think that’s a bargain.”

They ate lunch at the window counters, then set out to work on the holiday window displays.  Sugar showed them the sketches she had in mind, as well as all of the things that she had purchased.  Channing and Sugar were discussing what should be included, and what shouldn’t be, when Kurt went to the front window to measure it with the measuring tape he had in his bag.

John raised an eyebrow, “Do you always carry measuring tape with you?”

Kurt smirked, “Yes.  Yes, I do. I’m a fashion major.  It’s like carrying a calculator for someone majoring in accounting.”

John nodded, then looked around a bit more, “This place is really nice.  When does she open?”

“Right after Thanksgiving.  She and Noah will be living upstairs once their apartment is finished being refurbished.”

“Noah is Puck, I’m assuming?”  John questioned.

Kurt smiled and nodded, “Yes.  I refuse to call him ‘Puck’ when he was given a perfectly lovely name when he was born.” 

John chuckled at that then continued to watch out the windows by the countertop seating.  

Sugar, Channing, and Nolan came out of the back with armfuls of decor.  They set them on the counter, then the three of them got to work while Nolan joined John.  

John watched a man across the street.  He had dark hair that was mostly hidden under a ball cap.  He couldn’t see a lot of his face because of his sunglasses, but he could have sworn he had already seen the guy once already earlier that morning.  Although it wasn’t impossible, it was odd, considering the city is so big, and they weren’t in a place they had already been.  

John spoke quietly to Nolan, “Do you see the guy across the street with the blue baseball hat?  That’s him approaching the corner across the street,” John pointed.

“I see him now.  Are you concerned about him?”  Nolan asked.

“I could have sworn I saw him when we were outside Parson’s before Kurt’s classes started.”

“Call it in,”  Nolan said.  

John got out his phone and texted the security team, as well as Detectives Shaw and Murphy.

 

From John:

Suspicious man wearing a blue cap, sunglasses, denim jacket, and black jeans.  Dark hair. Pretty sure I’ve seen him twice at two different locations - Parsons and Sugar Shack.

 

~

 

Sebastian had just finished lunch with his friends.  He was headed to the library with Hayden and Krish, when he noticed TJ checking his phone.  He stopped walking and asked, “Everything okay?” Everyone stopped and looked at TJ, waiting for a response.  Sebastian had told them about what had been going on since the party.

TJ nodded, “Yeah.”  He looked up at Sebastian, “But John is concerned about someone he thinks he may have seen twice.  Once outside of Parsons. Once outside of Sugar Shack.”  

Hayden’s eyes widened slightly and looked at Sebastian.  Seb took a second to gather his thoughts, “I don’t understand.  What is so concerning?” Sebastian was so tired, and he was trying to wrap his brain around what TJ was saying, but his mind just seemed overwhelmed at the moment.

TJ shook his head, “Nothing happened.  He said he had dark hair, was wearing a blue cap, sunglasses, denim jacket and black jeans.  It’s just odd to have seen the same man in two completely different places in New York, all before lunch.  He just wants us to be aware in case we see someone matching that description. It could be Owen.”

Seb took a deep breath, “Yeah, he could have dyed his hair.  William had dark hair. It’s not out of the question.” He waited a second, “Does Kurt know about John seeing this guy?”

“I don’t know.  But knowing John, I would guess no.  He’s just hyper aware of these things.  It may be nothing, and there’s no sense in upsetting Kurt about it.”

“That’s true, Sebastian.  He might freak out. Don’t give him more of a reason to have a panic attack if you don’t need to.  He’s not alone,” Hayden agreed.

“Yeah, you’re right.”  He sighed, “This is just killing me, and I feel like I’m beginning to not be able to think straight.”  He paused as Hayden put his hand on his shoulder. “Alright, let’s get going.” They headed to the library to meet Grace.  Sebastian found it difficult to study, but his new friends did a good job of bringing him back to the present every time his mind wondered.  He was grateful for their understanding and patience. Before they left the library, he decided to text Kurt, but not say anything about the guy John had seen earlier.

 

To Babe:

Hey, Baby.  Just checking in.  Everything going okay?  I love you.

 

To Bas:

Everything is fine.  Channing and I took Sugar lunch and helped her with the window displays.  Everything has been normal, and my professors have been understanding about John being here with me.  I love you, too, Sir.

 

~

 

After Chris’ last class, Puck and Elliott both met him out in the hallway.  Royce and Malcolm were there, chatting quietly with Dustin, until they saw Chris. 
“It’ll be okay,”  Elliott said, approaching Chris.  He reached out and Chris went right into his arms.  He knew that Chris was extra nervous about going to cheer practice, since that was one of the things Owen seemed so focused on.  They didn’t need to discuss that they all knew Owen would be nearby, making sure Chris made it to practice. But that also meant that police would be on high alert.

They walked Chris to the Palladium, practically in silence.  The only thing anyone was saying were encouraging words for Chris.  When they got there, Dustin went in to check the locker room, while Chris waited with the others.

As they waited, Chris froze when his phone buzzed.  He looked at Elliott, then to Puck, then back to Elliott, pure fear clearly written on his features, “I...I…”. 

Elliott put a gentle hand on his face, “It’s okay.  I can check it if you want.” Chris didn’t say anything, but nodded.  Elliott noticed Chris’ hand shaking as he handed the phone to him.  

 

To Chris:

See, now you’re being a good slave, listening to your Master.  Good job. I’ll see you soon.

 

Chris paled as he listened to Elliott read the text.  He threw his hand over his mouth and ran into the locker room, with Elliott and Puck close behind.  Quickly pushing open a stall door, he threw up all the contents of his lunch.  

Dustin was immediately right there in the mix, seeing them rush in.  

“You okay, Chris?”  Puck asked. “Can I get you anything?”  Chris just shook his head.

Braylin frowned, watching, “What’s going on?  Chris if you’re still sick, you should go home.”

The comment was ignored, and Puck looked at Braylin, “Is there some bottled water around here or anything?”

Braylin looked Puck up and down quickly, “Yeah.  I’ll get you some.”

 

Out in the hallway, Malcolm was texting the security team about the new text from Owen.  

Royce looked at Malcolm when he finished, “I don’t know, man.  This place is huge, and it has so many entrances and exits. I think one of us should help Dustin out.”

“Yeah, I agree.  Let’s see what they want to do.  Hopefully Chris can even stay. He’s a mess.  That text sent him over the edge.”

Royce nodded, “Yeah.  They need to catch this guy soon .” 

 

Braylin came back with water for Chris.  He handed it to him and then looked at Dustin, “And who might you be?”  His tone was flirty, and it was very obvious.

Puck frowned, “Are you seriously flirting right now?  This is Dustin. He’s Chris’ security guard. This shit with Owen, or Liam, whoever…it’s serious, Braylin.  He’s sending nasty, threatening texts, and he’s been watching. You need to watch your back, too.”

Braylin took a deep breath, “Okay.  I’m sorry. I guess I didn’t realize it had gotten that bad.”  Braylin shrugged and looked at Chris apologetically. Then he smirked, “At least you have three hot guys fawning all over you.”  He bounced his eyebrows.  

Elliott shook his head, “You don’t stop, do you?”  Braylin winked at him and shook his head ‘no’.  

Puck rolled his eyes as he muttered to Chris, “And I thought you were a flirt.”

They all kind of chuckled, and it was a nice little break from seriousness for Chris.  Braylin looked at Dustin, complete disappointment in his voice, “You’re straight, aren’t you?  You look kind of uncomfortable.”

Dustin nodded, “I am.  But don’t take any offense to it.  I’m uncomfortable when girls flirt with me too.  I’m just a deer in the headlights either way. Which is why I’ll be single forever.”

They chuckled again, and Elliott added, “I don’t know.  You know Kurt now…”

 

They decided that Malcolm would stay at the Palladium with Chris and Dustin.  They both stayed in the gym as the squad practiced, with one positioned on either end of the court.

It had been hard for Elliott to leave Chris there, but they both knew it was what had to be done.  Elliott promised to be back to escort him home, and then he, Puck, and Royce were on their way to self defense class.

 

~

 

Because they had taken Chris to practice, there wasn’t time for them to hang out in Washington Square like normal, but they did meet there.  Puck and Elliott arrived first, as usual. Sebastian and Sugar approached holding hands, as they often did. A few minutes later, Kurt and John arrived.

“Hey, Baby,”  Sebastian greeted as he wrapped his arms around Kurt. “Did the rest of your day go well?”

Kurt smiled up at him.  He knew how worried Sebastian was.  “It was just fine. How was yours? Everything go okay?”

Seb nodded, “Yep.  Nothing unusual.” He looked at Puck and Elliott, “How is Chris doing?”

Ellliott sighed and shook his head, “He’s a mess.  That last text got him so upset that he ran to the locker room and threw up.”

“What did it say?”  Sugar asked. Elliott told them.  Sugar sat on Puck’s lap, “They need to catch him soon.  This is going to do some serious damage to Chris if they don’t.”  She looked at Puck, “Where is Malcolm?”

“We all thought it would be best if he stayed with Dustin and Chris.  The Palladium is a big place with lots of ways in and out.”

Seb nodded, “That was a good call.  Are you guys ready?” They all nodded, and everyone silently made their way over to the community room of the library.  

 

Before class started, Sugar hugged Jenna and quietly filled her in on what was happening.  She had been extra worried about Chris because the two of them normally met in between classes on Wednesdays, but Chirs had told her that he didn’t want her to get too close to him until Owen was caught.  He said he couldn’t handle it if something happened to his girlfriend just because she was spending time with him.  

Everyone in class greeted Kurt and Sebastian, asking Kurt if he was okay.  They had all worried about him after seeing Owen shove him and watching Kurt have a panic attack at the party.  He assured them that he was doing just fine. They all asked about Chris, then all eyes went to Elliott.

Elliott told them, “He’s been having a hard time.  Owen has been texting things. Threatening and personal things.  That’s why you see extra people here tonight. Sebastian hired security for us.  That’s all I think we need to share at this point, but we thank you for your concern.”

Bahati smirked, looking at Elliott,  “Are you sure there’s nothing else you want to share with us?”

Elliott frowned a bit and shook his head.  Kurt cleared his throat and gave him a look.  Elliott looked confused, then suddenly realized, “Oh!”  He blushed a little, but was smiling, “Chris and I are officially a couple now.”  The entire class clapped, happy that Elliott had someone who could bring that kind of smile to his handsome face.  

 

~

 

Class had proceeded as normal.  When it was over, Elliott and Royce headed back to the Palladium to wait on Chris.  He had gotten his friend Dani to cover his shifts at the record shop for the rest of the week.  Puck, Sugar, and Nolan headed back to the penthouse. Sebastian and TJ accompanied Kurt and John to Vogue. 

Outside of the Vogue building, Sebastian stood and hugged Kurt for several long seconds, “Please be extra careful, Babe.”

“I will be, Bas.  I know you’re worried, but I’ll be fine.  John and I can even take a cab home after work, if that will make you feel better.” 

Seb nodded, “It would.  The less time you're out and about in public, the better.”

“Okay, I’ll do that.  I gotta go, Love. You should be careful too, okay?  Take a cab or an Uber?”

“I will.  I’ll see you at home for dinner.”  He gave Kurt one last kiss, then was on his way to the hospital.

 

Upstairs in Vogue, Kurt headed straight to Isabelle’s office, with John in tow.  She smiled and looked up at him, “Hey, Kurt!” She frowned a bit when she noticed John.

“Hi.  I hope you don’t mind, but this is John.  He’s my security guard.” Isabelle frowned deeper, then started to speak, but Kurt beat her to it, “I’m fine.  Some things happened recently with a friend and his now ex. He assaulted both of us over the weekend, and has been sending him threatening texts.  We think he has a history of violence, and there are police actively looking for him right now because of that. I’d rather not go into too much detail, but Sebastian is extra protective because of, well, my history.  So he hired some security.  I promise John won’t get in the way.  He’s just here in case my friend’s ex shows up.”

Isabelle was still frowning, “Do you think he will?”

Kurt shrugged, “I doubt he would come inside, but he already showed up outside of Noah’s work.”

“Dear God, Kurt, are you okay? Is Noah okay? Is this why you couldn’t come in yesterday?”

Kurt nodded and took a deep breath in, “I really am fine.  So is Noah. I won’t say I’m not nervous. But I’m mostly worried about our friend.  He’s having a hard time with it. But me, I… I really think I’m okay. Now, when it’s all over, that may be a whole different story.  But right now… I’m okay.”

Isabelle nodded, trying to understand.  She had always had a feeling that Kurt had been through a lot before he came to New York.  She knew he didn’t want to share, but she really wished there was a way to help him if he needed it.  She looked at John where he stood in the doorway, “Well, John, it’s nice to meet you.”

“You too, ma’am,”  John nodded.

“Now, what would you like me to start with?”  Kurt asked.

Isabelle focused back on the papers all over her desk, “Well, you could help me organize this, and then start making some phone calls.”

“You got it,”  Kurt said, happy to have some more normal.

 

John, ever the observer, had watched Kurt work.  He saw the faces of people around them as Kurt interacted with them.  Some seemed relieved when they saw Kurt, knowing he was going to make things better for them in whatever way they needed him to.  Some gave looks of pure admiration and respect. He saw how some seemed too snooty to even acknowledge Kurt when he entered their work space, or vice versa.  He liked how that didn’t seem to phase Kurt one bit.  

One person in particular, really ate at John.  He noticed the guy in his 30’s, and the way he would look at Kurt.  He would walk by where Kurt was standing and check out his ass. He would glance up at him from across the room, and look at him for just a bit too long.  John wondered if the guy realized that he was there seeing all of this. It’s not as if he was following Kurt everywhere. He often stayed off to the side and watched.  Sometimes he was so far away that he couldn’t hear what was being said, but he could always see, and was always close to the elevators in case Owen showed up. The only time he followed Kurt was when he left the large work area and headed to the copy room or to another office on a different floor to deliver something for Isabelle.

As he watched, he wondered if Kurt realized this guy was such a creeper.  He got his answer when he saw the man approach. It was around 5:30, and most of the employees had gone home for the day.  Kurt was standing, leaning over a high counter by the secretary’s desk, placing a copy of Isabelle’s schedule there. John was about 20 feet away.  The guy approached, leaning in behind Kurt to place his own schedule on the desk. He was nearly touching Kurt from hip to shoulders. John straightened himself, ready to act, fists clenched.

Without even turning to look, Kurt said, “Mr. Madison, I’d appreciate it if you would back up and give me some space.”

Chase straightened, but did not back up, “Oh, Kurt, you know you can call me Chase.  You smell great, by the way.”

“Okay, Chase .  Back.  Up,” Kurt demanded.  John took a few steps closer, but Chase still didn’t seem to realize he was there.  

Chase backed up a couple of steps and put his hands up in surrender.  He chuckled, and the sound went right through Kurt. With a slight chuckle still on his lips, Chase said, “Come on, Kurt.  I just want to get to know you better.” He smirked, “I think I could really introduce you to the city. I could show you whatever you wanted to see.  Take you wherever you want to go.  I know you’re from a small town in the mid-west. Let me show you what city life can be like for us adults.”

Kurt had a smirk of his own, “Adults?”

“Yes, adults.  I mean, your boyfriend is hot as hell, but we all know you two are fresh out of high school.  How much can he have to offer?” Kurt was full on smiling now, and Chase continued, “Let me show you New York… the world, if you want.  Let me show you the fashion industry. Let me show you how to really make it in this town.”

Kurt’s smile lessened at that, but did not disappear.  He narrowed his eyes a bit, “Well, Chase, here’s the thing… I’ve seen this city.  I’ve already been taken to the places I wanted to go.  This small town man from the mid-west lives in a penthouse with his ‘hot as hell’ fiance who has already shown him the world.  There’s nothing you can offer me that he hasn’t already given me time and time again.  And I’m not just talking monetarily, either.  He could be dirt poor, and I would love him just the same.  He would have still shown me the world either way. And adult? Please, he has more man in his little finger than you do in your entire body.  You reek of adolescent child.  I can smell it coming out of every fiber in you.  And when it comes to the fashion industry… I’ll let my talent and hard work speak for itself.”

Kurt started to walk away, but Chase grabbed his wrist.  John was headed for him fast. Kurt turned his body and swung his arm the way the Elliott had shown him in class.  Just as he broke free from the grip, John had Chase pinned up against an adjacent wall.  

“What the fuck do you think you’re doing?” Chase yelled.

“Did he look like he wanted your hands on him?”  John growled.

Isabelle had come running, “What happened!?”  She looked at Kurt, “Are you okay?”

Kurt was starting to breathe heavy and didn’t respond.  He stared at Chase with huge eyes.  

“Go anywhere near him, and I will take you down,”  John spat in his ear. He turned and went to Kurt. He put his hands on Kurt’s shoulders, and blocked Kurt’s view of Chase, “You’re okay.  Take deep breaths.”

Isabelle didn’t take her eyes off Kurt, but said, “Chase.  My office. Now.” Chase said nothing, but did as he was told.

Kurt wasn’t quite in a full blown panic attack, but he was on his way.  John took his hand and put it on his chest like Sebastian had told him. “Even out your breathing, Kurt.  Match mine. Look at me.” Kurt searched the room for a minute, but his eyes found John’s seconds later. “That’s it.  Nice and even. Do your counting.  Breathe nice and even.” John could see the moment that Kurt came back from the place in his head that he was getting lost in.  Kurt’s eyes focused, and his breathing became even and steady. “That’s it.”

“Better?” Isabelle asked.

Kurt nodded and looked at her apologetically, “Sorry.”

“I don’t want to hear another apology come out of your mouth, Kurt,”  she said firm, but gently. “I’m sorry that Chase obviously was his idiotic self again.  Here’s what I want you to do. Go home. Take the rest of the week off. Obviously, you have a lot going on right now.  I’m going to deal with Chase. I’m going to listen to what he has to say, and then I’d like to talk to both of you to get your side.”  Kurt nodded, but Isabelle continued, “Just so we’re clear… I’m doubtful you are in the wrong here, so I do NOT want you to worry about that.  I simply need to hear both sides so I can figure out how pissed off I should really be.”  

Kurt nodded again, “Okay.”

“Go home to that handsome fiance of yours.  I’ll see you next week.” Isabelle squeezed his shoulder gently, then went to deal with Chase.  

John looked at Kurt, “Are you ready to go?”

“Yeah.  Let’s get our coats quickly.  I need to get out of here.”  

After grabbing their coats, they got on the elevator and headed downstairs.  

“You know, I have to call Sebastian,”  John looked at Kurt to see how he would react.  

Kurt didn’t look up, but quietly answered, “I know.”

“I’m impressed with that move you did to get out of his grip,”  John said, almost cheerfully, trying to lift Kurt’s spirits.

Kurt nodded a little, and replied, “Elliott taught us in class.”

“Well it was a great move.  And even more impressive is that you remembered how to do it when you were in the moment, Kurt.  That was great.”

They exited the elevator in silence, and once outside, John hailed a cab.  Kurt sat and looked out the window silently as John gave the address the cabbie, and then dialed Sebastian’s number.

 

“What happened?!”  Sebastian asked, nearly panicked himself.

“He’s okay.  It was a guy at work.”

“Dammit!  Chase. What did that bastard do?!”

“He said some things and then grabbed Kurt’s wrist when Kurt started to walk away.  Kurt used a move from class to get free and I had that asshole against the wall in no time.  Kurt started to have a panic attack, but we got it under control pretty quickly. Isabelle sent him home.”  John listened as Sebastian took a deep breath, trying to control his anger.  

“Okay,”  Seb sighed.  “Can you put him on?”

“Sure thing,”  John answered, then handed the phone to Kurt. He was still looking out the window, but turned slightly and took the phone.

“Hi.”

“Hey, Baby.  Are you okay?  Did he hurt you?”

“No.  I’m fine.”

“Hmm.  Well, I’m leaving here as soon as I can, and I’ll meet you at home.  I’m proud of you for using what we’ve learned in class, Baby.”

“Thank you, Sir,”  Kurt said quietly. John heard, but made no reaction.  He minded his own business and looked out his side window.

“You’re welcome.  I’ll see you soon.  I love you.”

“I love you, too.”  Kurt hung up and handed the phone to John.  Not another word was said for the remainder of the car ride.

 

When they got home, Nolan was standing guard by the elevators.  When they got upstairs, Puck was on the couch typing an assignment for class, and Sugar was preparing dinner.  

Puck looked up and frowned, “What’s wrong, Princess?”  Kurt didn’t say anything, but headed straight for him. Puck put his laptop on the coffee table and Kurt sat in his lap.  He kicked off his shoes, then slid down so that his legs were draped over Puck and wrapped his arms around his neck. Puck held on tight.  He kissed the side of Kurt’s head, “What’s going on? What happened? You’re home early.”

“Isabelle sent me home.”

Sugar frowned and made her way over to them, “Why?”

“Chase.”

Puck growled, “What the fuck did that asshole do?”

John frowned, “Not his first offense?”

“It’s the first time he grabbed me.”  Kurt still had his head buried in Puck’s shoulder.

“He what?!”  Puck pulled back to look at Kurt.  “He fucking touched you?”

“He grabbed my wrist when I tried to walk away.”

The elevator doors opened, and Sebastian came running in.  TJ was right behind him, but entered at a much slower pace.

Kurt looked up, “Bas!”  He reached for him, and Sebastian sat next to Puck and pulled Kurt into his lap.  He held him for a minute, “What happened, Baby? Are you okay?”

Kurt repeated what he had just told Puck, “He grabbed my wrist when I tried to walk away.”

Sebastian nodded, “I know, Baby, but what happened leading up to that?”

Kurt was quiet, but everyone could still hear, “He got really close to me, leaning in behind me.  He was almost touching, but not quite. I told him to back up. He didn’t at first, but then he did after I repeated myself.  He said he wanted to show me the city and the world the way an adult could. Said stuff about me being from a small town and just out of high school, and how you were hot, but what could you really offer me.  He said he wanted to show me the way the fashion industry really works…”

Sebastian was closing his eyes, trying to remain calm.  Sugar frowned, “Was he alluding to helping you make it in the industry if you gave in?”

“I think so, yes,” Kurt answered.  

“Sounds like sexual harassment to me,”  Sugar said, crossing her arms.

“What was your response?”  Puck asked.  John smirked at the memory.

Kurt shrugged, “I told him I’ve already seen the city and the world.  I told him that there’s nothing I could ever want, material or not, that Bas hasn’t already given me.  I told him that I would make it in the fashion industry based on talent and hard work.” Sebastian rubbed his back as he spoke.

John said, “You did an awesome job of telling him like it is, Kurt.  My favorite part was when he kept stressing the point about him being an adult, and you said that Sebastian ‘has more man in his little finger than he does in his entire body'.  You told Chase that he ‘reeked of adolescent child’, and that you could ‘smell it coming out of every fiber in him’.” 

Everyone chuckled, and Sebastian said, “God, I would have loved to have seen that.  You know how I love when you do that.” Kurt smiled a little and kissed Seb on the cheek.

Sebastian became serious again, “And when you went to walk away, he grabbed your wrist?”

Kurt nodded and answered quietly, “Yes, Sir.”

John continued, “He did some move that he said Elliott taught you guys in class.  I had him pinned against the wall within seconds. Isabelle came out, and Kurt was starting to have a panic attack.  I told Chase that if he went anywhere near Kurt, I’d take him down, then I went to help get his breathing under control.  He was better within a minute or two.”

Sebastian nodded, “Thank you, John.”  He turned back to Kurt a little, “What did Isabelle say?”

Kurt explained what she had said, then added, “So she may be calling here later?  I don’t know.”

Seb took a deep breath, “Okay, Babe.  I’m sure it will all work out just fine.  She already knows how Chase is with you.” Kurt nodded, but didn’t say anything. 

The oven beeped, and Sugar went to take dinner out of the oven, “TJ and John, can you stay for dinner?”

TJ smiled, “I would normally say ‘no’, but that smells too good to pass up.”

John nodded, “That would be nice, thank you.  I’d like to see if Isabelle still wants to talk to me, and I’d like to see how things went for Chris and Elliott.”

“Yeah, they should be home any minute.”

 

~

 

After self defense class, Royce went back to Elliott’s apartment with him.  He was going to get his mail and check on things. They sat in the living room and talked while Elliott sorted his mail.  They both went silent when Royce’s phone rang.

He looked at Elliott, “It’s James.”  He looked back down at his phone and answered, “Hey, James.”

“Hey, where are you guys right now?”

“We’re at Elliott’s apartment, waiting for Chris to be finished with practice.  Malcolm and Dustin are both there with him.”

“Okay.  Either Detective Murphy or Detective Shaw will be calling Elliott in a few minutes.  Have him put it on speaker, so you can hear. They have a plan, since Owen hasn’t shown, but is obviously watching.”

“Okay, I’ll let him know.”  Royce hung up and relayed the message to Elliott.  

A few minutes later, Detective Murphy called, and Elliott put it on speaker, “How are you holding up, Elliott?”

“I’m doing okay.  I’m just worried about Chris.”

“I understand.  I know this can’t be easy on him, and I don’t want to drag this out and just wait on William, or Owen, as you know him, forever.  I have a plan, but it’s going to take your full cooperation. Can you act?”

Elliott frowned, “Umm, yeah, I guess.  Why?”

“I want  you to act like you’re mad at Chris-”

“No,”  Elliott interrupted.

“But this will pay off in the end.  Hear me out.”

“No.  I’ll act, but Chris has to be in on it.  I won’t act like I’m mad at him, or start a fight, or whatever you were going to ask me to do, unless he’s in on it.  He’s extremely fragile right now. He’s counting on me to be there for him and give him strength. I will not deny him that or break that trust.”

Detective Murphy sighed, “Do you think Chris will be able to act like he’s fighting with you?”

Elliott shrugged, “I don’t know.  But that’s the only way I’m willing to do whatever it is you’re wanting me to do.”

“Okay,”  Detective Murphy said, “I will get ahold of Dustin.  If Chris agrees, then we’ll give you the details then.”  She hung up.

Elliott sighed and flopped back into the couch.  He looked at Royce, “Do you think I made the right choice?”

Royce nodded, “I do.  And the only reason I say that is because you didn’t hesitate.  Your first instinct is that it would hurt Chris, so you said ‘no’.  So, it was probably the right choice.”

 

Dustin took the call from Detective Murphy and spoke to her about the plan while Chris was finishing up practice. Once the cheerleaders were in the locker room, Dustin pulled both Chris and Braylin aside, while Malcolm stood guard outside the door.  When he finished telling them the plan, he looked at Braylin, “Do you think you can put your flirting powers to good use?”

Braylin made a face, “Of course I can.  Have you seen his boyfriend? I will have no problem flirting with that fine specimen of a man.”

Chris gave him a dirty look, “This is just for pretend, Braylin.  And please don’t make this harder on me.  I’m scared to death.”

Braylin became serious and placed a comforting hand on Chris' shoulder, “I know, Sweetie.  We’ve got this. You know I’ve got your back.” 

Chris nodded, and Dustin sent out the go ahead text.  Detective Murphy texted everyone and informed them of the plan. Now, they just had to put it into action.

 

 

 

 

 

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Chapter 17: Not Who You Thought I Was

Summary:

Police take down of Owen. Isabelle talks with Kurt.

Notes:

For CJ ~ Happy Birthday!!!

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Chapter Text

 

 

“What the fuck was that all about, Chase?”  Isabelle said as she angrily shut the door to her office.  “I told you not to push it, and twice, you pushed anyway.”

Chase frowned, “Twice?”  

“Yes!  After you so blatantly checked Kurt out, even winking at him, on the day you met him… I warned you.  Then you pushed it when his fiance was here, and you just pushed it again.”

“I did no such thing.  I was simply talking to Kurt, and that big oaf had to manhandle me.  It should be them that you’re upset with.  Not me.”  Chase stuck his nose in the air, and feigned confidence.  

Isabelle immediately wanted to knock him down a peg or two.  “You weren’t manhandled, Chase.  I don’t know what happened before that, but I saw what John did.  He didn’t do anything unnecessary.”

Chase interrupted, “John?”

Isabelle looked at him like she was exhausted from talking to a toddler, “Yes, Chase.  John.  He’s Kurt’s security guard.”

Chase looked surprised and confused.  “Why would Kurt need a security guard?”

“I only know a little bit of the story, and I’m not willing to share it with you.  It’s none of your business.  But I know for a fact that the only way John would have had you pinned against the wall is if you crossed the line somehow… again.  So tell me your side of the story.  I’ll ask Kurt and John separately, then I’ll decide what to do.”

Chase frowned, “What to do?”

Isabelle’s eyes widened for a split second at the pure stupidity of the man sitting in front of her.  She rolled her eyes and spoke slowly like she was speaking to a toddler again, “Yes.  What to do.  You aren’t at a club, Chase.  You’re at Vogue.  A professional business that doesn't take kindly to sexual harassment.  At least not when I’m in charge.  So tell...me...what...happened.”

Chase huffed and looked to the side a bit.  He said, “I may have gotten a little too close to him by his standards.  But that’s it.”

Isabelle narrowed her eyes a bit, “Did you touch him?”

“No.  He asked me to back up, and I did.”

“What did you say to him?”

Chase thought for a second, then answered, “I told him that I could show him around town.  That I knew he was from a small town, and that I could show him the city.  I was being nice, Isabelle.”

She pursed her lips and narrowed her eyes as she evaluated the man in front of her, “Are you sticking to that, Chase?  Is that your story?”

He frowned at her and made a face, “Yes!  That’s what happened.”

“What was Kurt’s response to you being ‘nice’?”

“He told me that he’s already seen the city.”

“And what did you do to make John pin you to the wall?  I’m sure that offering to show Kurt the city was not it.”

Chase took a deep breath, “I may have grabbed his wrist when he started to walk away."  He got frustrated, "I wasn’t finished with our conversation.”

Isabelle frowned at him, “You have no right to touch another employee, Chase.  None.  And you know damn well that Kurt isn’t interested in you, yet you pushed anyway.  Go home.  I don’t even want to look at you right now.  I’ll let you know what I decide.”

Chase wordlessly got up and left the office.  Isabelle sat back in her chair and sighed.  She needed to talk to Kurt and John.

 

~

 

Elliott and Chris left the Palladium holding hands.  They were bundled in their coats and scarves, and Chris was wearing an NYU hat with the bill fairly low.  Royce was in front of them by several feet, and Dustin stayed a couple of feet behind them.  Chris was talking to Elliott in a hushed tone, with a deep frown.  Elliott rolled his eyes, looking quite annoyed, but didn’t say anything in return.  

They were nearly to the corner of the block when Braylin came jogging up to them, sans coat.  He grabbed Elliott’s other hand, placed a folded piece of paper in it.  He winked and then started walking backwards, letting go of Elliott’s hand as he put distance between them.  “My number!” he called.  He shrugged, and glanced at Chris before looking at Elliott again, “For when you’re ready to move on.  I’ll be waiting!”  He smiled and bit his lip as he turned to walk away again. Elliott smiled a little at him and quickly checked him out from head to toe, and back up again.

Chris glared at Elliott and pulled his hand away in a huff, “What the hell was that?!”

Elliott shrugged, “Nothing, Babe.  It’s just a phone number.”

Chris frowned, “Don’t call me ‘Babe’.”  

They walked in a brooding silence for a couple of blocks, then got on the subway to head home.

 

 

Braylin returned to the Palladium and headed into the locker room.  “How did it go?” Malcolm asked.  

“Fine, I think?  Hopefully this works.”  

“Yeah.  Are you ready to go?  I’ll take you to your dorm, then I gotta head back to the Hummel-Smythe’s.”

“Yeah, I’m ready.  You act like they’re already married.”

“They might as well be,”  Malcolm shrugged.

 

~

 

Back at the penthouse, Sebastian went to answer the buzzer when it sounded.  “Yes, George?”

“Detective Shaw is here to see you, Sir.  He will have another officer with him, but I was instructed not to check their IDs so that they can sneak by from the garage as quickly as possible.  However, I’m sure garage security has checked it.”

“That’s fine, George.  Send them up.  Thanks.”

A couple of minutes later, a man with the same build and hair color as Chris came into the room, accompanied by Detective Shaw.  Shaw nodded in greeting, then made introductions, “This is Officer Fontanella.  He looks enough like Chris that he’ll be taking over the last part of this whole shindig tonight.  We’re really hopeful.  Our under cover guys said that Elliott, Chris, and that other cheerleader, really did a good job on their way out of the Palladium.  Let’s hope Elliott can keep that up a little longer.”




Chris, Elliott, Dustin, and Royce all exited the subway in the same order they had left the Palladium.  Chris walked without touching Elliott, and had a slight frown.  Elliott acted like he was trying to keep up and miserably going along for the ride.  

When they approached the building, Raymond opened the door, “Welcome home, Mr. Carnes.  Mr. Gilbert.”

“Thanks,”  Chris said, grumpily.

Elliott sighed, “Yeah.  Thanks.”  

As soon as they entered the elevator, Chris melted into Elliott.  Elliott held him, “You did such a good job, Chris.  Damn, I don’t ever want you to be that mad at me for real.  You did so well.”

“You really did,”  Dustin encouraged, and Bryce agreed.

Chris began crying, “God, I hope this is over soon.  Thank you so much for helping me.” 

“Hey,”  Elliott pulled back to look Chris in the eyes.  He wiped his tears with his thumbs.  The doors opened, but they stayed where they were, “Of course I’m going to help you.  I’d do anything to make this better for you.”  Chris leaned forward and they kissed quickly.  They kept their arms around each other and entered the penthouse.

Detective Shaw wasted no time, “Chris, this is Officer Fontanella.  He’s going to be taking over for you.  If you could go change out of your clothes and give them to him, that would be great.  I also need you to get a bag and fill it with whatever you want.  It could be a pillow, for all we care.  It needs to look like you packed your bag and are headed back to your dorm.”

Chris nodded, “Okay.”  He headed upstairs.

Shaw looked at Elliott, “Stay here, and we’ll go over what’s going to happen next.”

Elliott nodded, “Okay,” and he took a seat in one of the couches.

Shaw explained what the plan was and asked if Elliott had any questions, which he didn’t.  

 

A few minutes later, all of the security guards left, making it quite obvious for anyone who was paying any attention.  Royce texted Malcolm and told him to hold off on coming to the penthouse, and gave him a meet-up location where everyone was to gather until further notice.  Carson arrived for his night shift, and stayed in the lobby, as he had the previous night.

Upstairs, Chris came down wearing a new outfit, and handed his other clothes to Officer Fontanella.  He set the bag with the pillow in it next to one of the couches, then went to sit with Elliott.

Once Officer Fontanella was changed, he came out of the bathroom and went to Detective Shaw, “See anything I need to adjust or change?”

Detective Shaw shrugged, “Ask them.  They would know better than me.”  He turned and asked everyone, and no one had any suggestions for changes or adjustments.  He looked at Elliott, “Are you ready?”

Elliott let out a long breath, then nodded, “Yeah.”  He looked back to Chris and gave him a soft smile, “It’s almost over.”

Chris nodded and placed his hand on Elliott’s cheek, “Thank you, Elliott.”  He leaned over and kissed him quickly.

“Of course.”  Elliott squeezed his hand a bit before letting go and standing up.  He looked over to Sebastian and Kurt, who were sitting opposite him.  

Sebastian nodded, “You’ve got this.”  Kurt nodded encouragingly.

Puck agreed, “Five more minutes, and then you’ll be back up here holding your man again.  You can do this.”

Elliott took one more cleansing breath, then headed for the elevator with Officer Fontanella.  One the way down, the officer looked at Elliott, “Just remember… You are desperate for me to not leave.  I’m going to pull away, and you do whatever you feel you would naturally do.”  Elliott just nodded.  Officer Fontanella looked him in the eyes, “You go this.  I heard great things about when you guys left NYU.  You can do this.”

Elliott was nervous, but also anxious to get this all over with.  He nodded as the elevator doors opened.  They stepped out, but did not enter the lobby where they could be seen from the street.  Officer Fontanella looked at Elliott one last time.  He quietly said, “Imagine Chris was mad at you for flirting.  Imagine he mentioned that he was better off with Owen.  That he might even go back to him.  He’s leaving you, Elliott, to go back out there into the shark tank, where Owen could snatch him up and do to him exactly what he did to the Clark guy.”  It was somewhat cruel, but necessary in order to Elliott in the zone he needed to be in.  He looked at him one more time, frowned and snapped, “Asshole!”  He stormed into the lobby with his bag slung over his shoulder, and arms wrapped around himself.

Elliott frowned, and a second later, snapped out of it.  He walked quickly to catch up, “Wait!  Chris, please don’t go!”  He reached for the officer’s arm, grabbing him, and pulling back, but the officer yanked it out of his grip, careful to keep his head down, and his face mostly hidden by the hat.  

Raymond opened the door, as always. “Have good night, Mr. Cairnes,”  he dutifully said, with a slight frown.  They had been told what was going to happen through an earpiece.

Elliott followed him out the door, but did not follow him down the street.  He called out, “Chris, please!  It meant nothing!  Chris!”  

Elliott sighed and went back into the lobby with a definite sulk.

Carson kept his eye on him, but said nothing.  He watched as Elliott went back to the elevators, and George pressed the button that allowed him to go back to the penthouse.

 

As soon as the elevator doors opened, Chris was right there in Elliott’s arms.  Elliott held on tight and closed his eyes, “Promise me that will never happen in real life.  Don’t ever walk away from me like that.”

“I promise,”  Chris said softly in his ear, then kissed his cheek.  He pulled back to look at Elliott and frowned deeper when he saw the tear escape Elliott’s eye.  He wiped it away, just as Elliott had done for him.  “I promise, Elliott.”  He nodded, but said nothing in return.

“Now, we wait,”  Detective Shaw said.  

Chris’ phone buzzed.  He looked at it with wide eyes, then looked at Detective Shaw and read it to him.

 

To Chris:

That’s it, Honey.  Walk away.  I’ll find you, don’t worry.

 

Shaw called it in, and made sure that Fontanella knew to check his phone as if he had gotten a text.

Everyone settled into a seat, except Sugar.  She went to the kitchen to put dinner in the warming drawer.  No one could eat just yet.  She got out some supplies and started baking.  It was the only thing she could do to distract herself.  

 

~

 

Officer Fontanella walked down the street with the bag clutched to his side.  Detective Murphy was in an unmarked car with tinted windows.  She had watched him exit the building, and was pleased with both the officer and Elliott.  They really looked like they had been fighting, and she thought that the officer looked enough like Chris that Owen wouldn’t notice until he was up close.  She had plain clothed officers everywhere.  In the park, in cars that drove around the neighborhood, walking on the street.  Everyone was on edge and had their eyes peeled.

One officer in Central Park sat on a bench with his (empty) bottle in a bag.  He rocked forward and backward, mumbling to himself.  He spotted a guy that had fit the description of the man who John had called in earlier that day.  He continued to talk quietly, and used his mic to call it in.  

The man had on the same clothes that John had described.  He would subtly stand behind groups of people, trees, food carts, or anything he could find.  The undercover officer knew they had their man when he noticed that every once in a while, he would use a pair of binoculars as discreetly as possible.  When he saw him put them away and start walking, he called it in.  “He’s on the move,” he said as he continued to rock and mumble to himself.

 

Fontanella slowed his pace a bit.  He had rushed out of the building, but now he wanted to make sure that Owen had time to reach him before the subway if that’s what he was planning.  He had checked his phone, as instructed.  He held on to the strap of his bag and walked as he heard someone in his earpiece.  The voice said, “Looks like he’s approaching.  Be prepared.”

Within seconds, the man had caught up to him and pushed him into an alley.  His hat was still covering his face when his head was down, but as soon as he looked up, he saw the unmistakable face of William (Owen) Coleta.  

Coleta frowned as he looked at Fontanella, confusion evident on his face.  The officer smirked, and Coleta could practically see a speech bubble above the imposter that read “Gotcha!”. 

Instead, Fontanella raised his brows as he grabbed hold of Coleta’s arm, “Not who you thought I’d be?”

Coleta ripped his arm away and took off down the alley.  Fontanella chased after him.  He was fast, but not enough to outrun the officer, who tackled him to the ground.  Coleta instantly began hitting and kicking.  One solid punch from the officer had him seeing stars.  He groaned and looked back up at the officer who was on top of him.  He tried to focus on him, but that blow was making it difficult.  He muttered, “Just shoot me.”  He continued to try to throw punches.

Fontanella shook his head and gave another punch, “Not a chance.  That would be too easy.”  He flipped him over and sat on his backside as he pulled his arms up behind him, “There’s no fun in that all.  You’ll be rotting away in a jail cell, starting tonight.  There’s no getting out of it.  No running.  No hiding.  No changing your identity.”  He leaned in a little closer, “You’re finished.”

They were already beginning to be surrounded by officers, both undercover, and not.  Detective Murphy pulled into the alley and hopped out of the car.  She approached as Fontanella was pulling Coleta to his feet.  She got up close, easily seeing that they had the right man.  She smiled and nodded to the officer.  She looked back at Coleta, who was looking down at her with hooded eyes, “It may have taken me a while, but I got ya.”  Coleta said nothing in return.  She looked at two of the officers nearby.  “Take him in.”  They nodded and grabbed him as they read him his rights, then put him in the car.  

“Good job, officer,”  She smiled, patting him on the back.  

Fontanella smiled, happy with the outcome, “Thanks.”

 

After a bit of necessary business, Officer Fontanella and Detective Murphy headed back to the penthouse.

 

 

Detective Shaw’s phone rang ten minutes after Elliott had come back upstairs.  He answered, “Shaw speaking.”  He listened for a few seconds then smiled, “Thanks.”  He looked at Chris and Elliott, “They got him.”

Chris completely broke down out of pure relief.  He sobbed in Elliott’s arms and Elliott shed a few tears himself.  

“Thank God,”  Sebastian said.  He kissed Kurt on the head, and Kurt held on a little tighter, crying a few tears too.  

Sugar let out a long breath and leaned her elbows on the counter, resting her head in her hands.  Puck went straight to her, and pulled her into his arms.  She cried as she melted into him.  

It had been so stressful on all of them.  Between their history, and knowing what Coleta had done to Garrett Clark, it was just so much.  They were in such a survival mode, that when it was over, they all just seemed to collapse from both relief and exhaustion.  

Kurt went over and sat next to Chris.  He rubbed his back for a minute, then Chris turned, and they held each other.  “It’s over, Chris.  I don’t know what will happen from the legal aspect, but you can go back to living your normal life.  You don’t have to be scared anymore.”

 

Before too long, Detective Murphy and Officer Fontanella arrived back at the building.  Sebastian told George to go ahead and send them up.  When they got upstairs, Officer Fontanella told them all what had happened.  “You did a great job selling that fight, Elliott.  Really.  If that hadn’t worked, he would have never approached me.”  Elliott just nodded.  The officer continued, “I wish you could have seen his face when he discovered that I wasn’t who he thought I was.  It was pretty priceless.”  He looked at Chris, “You don’t have to worry anymore.”

Officer Fontanella went to change his clothes back, and Detective Murphy told them that she would need a statement, but that she would give them night to soak up their regained freedom, and send Detective Shaw to do it since she was returning to Wyoming with Coleta in tow.  They all thanked the detectives and officers with handshakes and hugs before they headed out.

 

Everyone’s security guards, including James Miles, came back to the penthouse.  There were a lot of hugs going around, and Sebastian was glad to see that all of the security guards seemed to genuinely care for their charges.  

John approached Kurt, “You’ve had quite a day.”

Kurt sighed, “I have.  It’s been exhausting, but I couldn’t have wanted Chris’ situation to end any better tonight.  I’m so glad he won’t have to worry.”

John nodded, “Me too.  Have you heard from Isabelle?”

“No, not yet.  Thanks for helping with that earlier, John.  And thanks for helping calm me down.  I felt very safe with you all day.”  Sebastian had approached while they were talking, and put his arm around Kurt’s waist.  

John smiled and nodded, “That’s my job.”

Sebastian smirked, “That may be, but you are good at what you do, and we really appreciate it.”

John smiled, “My pleasure.”

 

~

 

Sugar and Puck got out the two lasagnas, salad and garlic bread that she had made earlier.  The plan was to freeze one, but now they were inviting everyone to stay for dinner.  They briefly discussed the conclusion of the day while dinner was being set up, but then went on to different subjects.  They all knew that Chris needed to move on and not dwell too much.

“James, I think you need to find clients like them from now on,”  TJ smiled.  Sebastian chucked.  

“Was Columbia really that much fun?”  James raised his brows.

“No.  It was beautifully boring,”  TJ smiled.  Everyone chuckled.

“Pre med is not boring!”  Sebastian defended lightheartedly.  

“Not for you, Love,”  Kurt winked.  Seb blew him a kiss.

“I got the best deal out of all of this.  It was pretty entertaining, actually,”  John joked.

“Entertainment follows me wherever I go, John,”  Kurt smiled.  John laughed, and Kurt decided he quite enjoyed the sound.  

“He’s not wrong,” Sebastian smiled.  All of their family agreed.

“That may be,”  Nolan started.  “But I got to hang out with Sugar.  Which means taste testing, singing, dancing around the bakery...  It gave ‘cake job’ a whole different meaning.”  Sugar smiled.  He smiled back, “And now she has a lifelong loyal customer.  I don’t know what she was baking earlier, but I know you’re all in for a treat.”  

“You’re a smart man, Nolan,”  Puck chuckled.

The buzzer sounded, but the conversation continued to flow.  Sebastian grabbed the napkin from his lap and stood to answer it, “Yes, George?”

“Mr. Smythe, there is a Ms. Wright here to see Mr. Hummel.  Shall I send her up?”

Seb looked over at Kurt.  He was laughing at something someone said.  He hated to interrupt the mood with something not so fun. He also wanted Kurt to keep eating.  But John was there, and it would be nice to get it out of the way so that Kurt wouldn’t have to dwell on it.  He finally answered, “Yes, send her up.”

Everyone quieted down.  Kurt frowned a bit, “Who’s coming up?”

“Isabelle,”  Seb answered softly.  He put his hand on Kurt’s shoulder, “Try to keep eating, Babe.  I’ll invite her to join us.”  Kurt didn’t say anything, but nodded instead.  John watched carefully.

Kurt cut his food, and started to take another bite, but put down his fork when he heard the elevator door open.  He stood and greeted Isabelle with Sebastian.

“Oh my goodness, I should have called first.  I’m so sorry.  I can come back,”  Isabelle looked at the group with wide eyes.  

“Don’t be silly.  Join us.  There’s still plenty left,”  Kurt said softly.  

“I already ate, but thank you.”

“Well, have a seat and join us for a drink then?”  Sebastian offered.  “Sugar was baking earlier…” he said to tempt her. 

She chuckled, “Well, that I can’t refuse.”

Puck stood and offered his chair. He had been sitting in the living room, but grabbed his plate and moved down to sit on the floor at the coffee table next to where Sugar was already sitting.   

“Thank you, Puck,”  Isabelle smiled.  

“Let me make introductions,”  Sebastian smiled.  “Everyone, this is Isabelle Wright.  She’s Kurt’s boss at Vogue.”  He went on to introduce everyone.  When he got to John, he said, “And I’m sure you’ve met John…?”

“I have,”  she nodded.  “It’s good to see you.  I was hoping to have a word with both you and Kurt tonight.  I didn’t know you would be here, but it works out.  We can wait until after dinner, of course.”  

“Not a problem.  I’ve been looking forward to it,”  John answered.  He couldn’t wait to tell Isabelle what he had noticed in the office before anything had actually happened.  

“Am I missing something?”  Chris asked quietly.

“It’s nothing,”  Kurt said.  

John shook his head, “It’s definitely not ‘nothing’, but it’s not something we need to discuss over dinner."  

Some of the guys changed the subject, and everyone finished up their meals.  Sebastian notices Kurt moving the food around on his plate, “You need to eat more, Babe.”

“Yes, Sir,”  Kurt answered quietly.  

“Thank you,”  Seb said, placing a hand on Kurt’s thigh.  Kurt ate a little more.  Sebastian was happy with it.  It had been a stressful day, so the fact that he was eating anything was a win in Seb’s book.  

Everyone took their dishes into the kitchen and Puck, Sugar, and Kurt rinsed them and put them in the dishwasher. While Puck was finishing that up, Sugar and Kurt got the desert out and started passing around slices of lemon cake with whipped topping.  

Their family just smiled as all of the security guards moaned after taking their first bites. 

“See!  I win.  I had the best day,”  Nolan smiled.  

Sugar just laughed, “I’m glad you all like it. I expect to see you in the bakery once we open in a couple of weeks.”

“You can count on it,”  Royce said.  Everyone agreed.  

Once everyone was finishing up, Sebastian leaned over to Puck, “Can you guys take care of cleaning up, while we go into the office and talk with Isabelle?”

“Absolutely, man.  Don’t worry about it.”



Isabelle, Kurt, Sebastian, John, and James, all went into the office.  They carried in a few extra chairs, then sat and talked.

“I want to reiterate my point from earlier this evening, Kurt.  You are not in trouble here.  I just want to know what happened so that I can take the appropriate actions.”

Kurt nodded, “Okay.”

“So, basically, I just need you to tell me what happened, from the beginning, until the time I showed up.”

Seb rubbed his back, and Kurt looked at him for a bit of encouragement.  “Okay.  Well, I think you need to know a little bit of my history.  It might not seem important at first, but it will make it all make a little more sense in the end.”  

Isabelle nodded, “Whatever you want to share with me is fine, Kurt.  But just so you know, tonight’s events are the only thing that really need an answer for at the moment.”

“I understand.  It… It’s probably best you know anyway.  John won’t be with me anymore.  So if something happened...Anyway, I was bullied in school.  I mean, look at me.  All of this was too much for my hometown.  I was too different.  Puck and my brother saved me from that, for the most part.  It got bad with one guy, though, and after he forced a kiss and threatened my life, I transferred to Dalton Academy.  That was my Junior year.   Sebastian lived in Paris until a couple of weeks before Senior year, so I didn’t know him then.  But I met Blaine…”

Kurt and Sebastian both went on to tell Isabelle what Kurt had been through.  They kept the stories short and to the point, but made sure she knew the general idea.  Kurt took a deep breath, “So, that’s why I’m extra jumpy sometimes.  It’s why I have panic attacks.  And it’s why we’re extra cautious.”

John was glad Kurt’s story had a better ending than his sisters.  He looked at both boys, “When Blaine gets out of prison, if you need me, call me.  I’ll take the job in a heartbeat.”

“We may just take you up on that,”  Sebastian nodded.  Kurt smiled a bit.  He was really growing to like John.  

“I am so sorry, Kurt.  No one should have to go through anything like that,”  Isabelle said.  She wiped a tear from her eye, and John got up and handed her a box of tissues that were on the side table.  She smiled a bit at him and said, “Thanks, John.”

“So, earlier tonight, I went to put your schedule on Lindy’s desk.  As I was bent over the counter, Chase came up behind me and leaned in to put his schedule down too.  He wasn’t touching me, but he was really close to me from the hips up.  I told him to back off.  He stood up straight but didn’t move.  I told him a second time, and he finally did take a couple of steps back.  He told me I smelled good.  Then told me he could show me around the city.  Even the world, if I wanted.  It was like a bad pick up line.  I don’t remember everything he said.  But I remember sort of smiling at how ridiculous it all was.  He was offering to show me these things, and kept stressing that he was an adult.  Like I would see the city differently because he’s older.  He said something about Bas being hot, but that he could show and do more for me.  But then, he said he wanted to show me the way the fashion industry really works.  I felt he was insinuating that if I said yes, I would advance my career.”

“God,”  Isabelle shook her head.  She took a cleansing breath.  She looked at Sebastian.  He had his head down, was bouncing his leg, and was holding on to Kurt’s hand like he had to in order to not go ballistic.  She looked back to Kurt, “What was your response?”

“I told him that I’ve already seen the city, and the world.  That I lived here with my hot as hell fiance who’s already shown me all of that.  That he would have shown me the world whether he had money or not.”  He shrugged one shoulder and quieted a bit, “I may have told him that Bas has more man in his little finger than he does in his entire body, and that he reeked of adolescent child.”

Isabelle laughed out loud at that, and Sebastian gave a small lopsided smirk.

John said, “That was my favorite part.”  

Isabelle smiled at him, “Mine too so far.”  The smile disappeared quickly.  She looked back to Kurt, “What happened that John needed to get involved?”

“When I went to walk away, he grabbed my wrist.  I got out of it with a move I learned in self defense class.  The next thing I knew, I was having a panic attack.  I didn’t really register that John had him pinned.  I just saw Chase’s face and… I was panicked.  Then John came and calmed me down.”

She nodded, then looked at John, “Is that how you remember it?”

He answered, “Yes.  Only, seeing it as an outsider, was a bit different.  I had been watching all afternoon.  Everyone Kurt interacts with seemed fine.  But I noticed Mr. Madison right away.  He would watch Kurt from across the room.  Stare too long.  He would check out his ass as Kurt walked past, or vice versa.  It was very obvious that he was attracted to Kurt.”

“Why didn’t you say something?”  Isabelle asked.

“I couldn’t.  That’s not my job.  I can’t intervene every time someone flirts with, or checks out one of my clients.  Just in one day, Kurt had several guys checking him out.  A couple of girls, too.”  He looked back to Kurt, who was frowning.  He looked at Sebastian, giving him a questioning look.

Seb shook his head, “He has no idea.”

John’s eyebrows raised, “He doesn’t?”  He looked at Kurt, “You don’t see it?  Like ever?”

Kurt was still frowning and looked at Sebastian, then back to John, “People flirting?”  John nodded.  He continued, “I guess not?”

John shook his head in amazement, “Kurt, you had a couple of guys on the subway checking you out.  A few that we passed on the street. The one guy at Parsons… tall African American guy in your class that you were sketching in… He was flirting with you.  A couple of girls at the cafe… You turn heads pretty often.”  Kurt was red and embarrassed.  

Seb pulled him to him, “You know how you said women are always checking me out?  Well it’s that way and more with you, Babe.”

John shook his head and smiled a bit at Kurt.  He looked back to Isabelle, “Chase was undressing him with his eyes constantly.  The way he was talking to him was uncalled for.  He was insinuating that Sebastian wasn’t a grown man, and Kurt could do better.  He was saying things in a way that he meant for Kurt to basically choose him over Sebastian.  Then he definitely insinuated that Kurt could advance his career if he were to take him up on it.  Kurt did a good job of telling him like it is.  Told him that he would make it based on talent and hard work. I had made my way closer and closer, simply because the guy was obviously a creep.  But when Kurt tried to walk away and he grabbed him, I pinned him against the wall.  When I saw that Kurt was starting to have a panic attack, I threatened Chase, telling him I would take him down if he got anywhere near Kurt.  Then you saw what else happened.”

Isabelle sighed, “Thank you, John."  She turned back to Kurt, "Kurt, I am so sorry.  For all of it.  I’m sorry for what happened in Ohio.  I’m sorry that you had to deal with something again here, and in all places, have it be somewhere like Vogue.”

“It wasn’t-”  Kurt started speaking, but Isabelle cut him off.

“No, Kurt.  Sexual harassment is sexual harassment.  Chase will be punished.  I have to speak to HR first. But I promise it will be taken care of by the time you return next week.”

Kurt nodded, “Okay.  Thank you.”

She nodded.  You could tell she wanted to ask something, and she finally worked up the nerve, “Um, is everything okay?  I mean, this is a lot of security.”

Sebastian nodded, “I hired a security guard for each person in our family.  Chris’ ex, that we told you about a few minutes ago… We found out he has a really bad past, and was wanted by the police in Wyoming.  He had changed his identity, and was basically terrorizing Chris when Chris broke it off.  With what happened at the party, and then another couple of run-ins, I couldn’t take any chances.  And I won’t when Blaine gets out either.”

“That’s understandable.  I’m glad you all have each other,”  Isabelle gave a kind smile.

“We’re very lucky,”  Kurt said.

“Well,”  Isabelle stood, “You are probably exhausted.  I’m sorry I didn’t call first.  But I am glad to have all the information I need to take care of this situation.”

Everyone stood.  Sebastian asked, “Will we know what the situation is before he returns Monday?  I don’t want him going in blind.”

She nodded, “Absolutely.  I will call you over the weekend.”

“Thank you, Isabelle.”

 

Isabelle said her goodbyes to everyone and then headed out.  The security team all said their goodbyes as well. There were lots of handshakes and hugs again.  

Soon enough, it was just the six friends in the living room.  Everyone had called their families.  Everyone was relieved, and promises of calls the next day were made.

The friends all sat together in silence.  They were enjoying the peace.  Chris broke the silence first, “Thank you everyone.  Thank you for being there for me more than any real family ever has.  Thank you for everything.  The security.  The love.  The friendship.  The place to go.  All of it.  I love you guys.  That was total hell… But just imagine what it would have been like without all of your support.  I don’t know how people go through things without a team of people there behind them.”

“It’s not easy,”  Elliott said, quietly stroking Chris’ arm.  Everyone knew he had quite a story that he hadn’t shared all of yet.  He looked at everyone again, “It really is amazing, you know.  Thank you for letting me be a part of this family.  I can’t tell you how much it means to me.”

Puck smirked, “I think you’ve earned your keep.”  Everyone chuckled.

Seb looked at Chris, “You are welcome to stay here for as long as you need, Chris.  I know you well enough to know that you are already thinking about when you need to leave.  You don’t need to.  In fact, I think you should stay until you feel comfortable again.  Give yourself some time.”

“Freak,”  Chris smiled a little.  They all laughed, knowing Seb and his way of knowing what people were thinking and feeling.  Eventually Chris said, “I appreciate that, Seb.  Thank you for everything.  I love you.”

“I love you, too,”  Sebastian winked at him. 

 

~

 

Later that night, everyone was quiet in bed.  Each couple seemed to be relishing the quiet alone time with their partner.  

Puck and Sugar fell asleep quickly in each other’s arms.  Whispers of “I love you” were the last thing either of them heard.



Sebastian held Kurt a little tighter, “I’m proud of you, Baby.  I’m so proud of you.”  He didn’t need to tell Kurt why.  He knew. 
Kurt kissed Seb on his chest, over his heart, “Thank you, Sir.”  He paused a minute, “I’m proud of you too, Sir.  You are so good at taking care of everyone.  We all appreciate it.  Just make sure you take care of yourself too, okay?”

He kissed Kurt on the head, “Okay.  But I don’t worry too much about that.  You all take care of me, too.  Especially you.  I love you so much, Babe.”

“I love you, too.”



Elliott and Chris were holding each other.  “This feels so right,”  Chris whispered.

“It does.  I could stay like this forever.”

Chris looked Elliott in the eye, “Then do.  Stay forever.”

There was nothing Elliott wanted more.  That fake fight had gotten to him a bit.  He wanted to hold Chris and never let go.  He had the odd feeling of getting him back after losing him, even though that’s not what happened.  He closed his eyes, “For as long as you’ll have me.”




 

Notes:

For some reason, this chapter felt different to write, so I hope you still like it. Let me know!
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Chapter 18: Moving

Summary:

The weeks following Owen's arrest brings the family their new normal.

Notes:

I'm so sorry. I know it's been forever. The school year is wrapping up, and that can be chaotic... especially with distance learning. On top of that, my daughter has been really sick with fevers and other symptoms for two weeks. They thought it was COVID, but that came back negative. Bloodwork test results aren't completely in from today's tests, but the parts that were in are showing elevated monotypes, which is a sign of Mono. The final results will take a day or two. So. I've been preoccupied. Hopefully after this week, I can find my new normal, just like my friends in this story. This year is really testing me.

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Chapter Text

By the time Friday rolled around, everyone had given the police their statements, returned to classes, and things were finally starting to be a bit more normal.  

After Kurt’s last class, he stopped by the bakery to help Sugar with some displays.  “I just can’t get over how amazing this place looks, Sugar.  You’ve done such a great job pulling this all together.”

Sugar smiled, “Thanks, Angel.  You know I’ve had help, though.”

Kurt shrugged one shoulder, “You’ve had help with some business aspects, and a tiny bit of help with the windows, but Sug, this is all you.  It oozes your personality.  It’s perfect for New York.  And now the whole city is going to love you just as much as I do.” 

Sugar smiled and wrapped her arms around his waist, “Thanks, Angel. It’s really happening, isn’t it?!”

 Kurt chuckled, “Yep!”  As they finished up what they were working on, he asked, “How is the apartment coming along?  Noah said the kitchen was finished?  That means it shouldn’t be much longer, right?”

“Yeah.  Let’s go up and look once we get this finished.”  Sugar gathered the papers she had laid out and put them back into a folder.  Kurt looked around the kitchen as she took it into her office.  When she came back out, she asked, “Are you ready?”

He nodded, “Yep.  I’m excited to see it!”

 

When they got upstairs, Kurt’s eyes widened, “Oh my gosh, Sugar!  This looks fantastic!  What’s the hold up?”

Sugar shrugged, “We just need to have it painted, and the bathrooms aren’t quite finished. It shouldn’t be too much longer.  Maybe a week or two. They just finished the kitchen two days ago, but as you know, it’s been a crazy week, and that was an even crazier day.   Come see!”  She excitedly showed Kurt the kitchen and the new appliances.  “And look...I asked for this after using the one at your place.”  She showed him the shelf where the mixer would be stored.  The entire shelf raised up out of the cabinet to become level with the countertop.  It even had an electric outlet on the shelf so the mixer didn’t have to be moved.

“I love that too.  It’s nice that you could take aspects from different kitchens you’ve loved and add them to your own.”

“Yeah.  We added this skinny-pantry-pull-out-shelf thingy for cans and spices over here too...Just like Robert and Tori’s.”

Kurt looked around and smiled.  It really did look fantastic. The cabinets were all dark blue, the countertops were a light white and grey granite, and the walls were all white. “What color are you going to paint the walls?”

“Okay, tell me if you think I’m crazy...I think I want to do a grey in here to match the grey in the counters, then pops of brighter colors in the accents.  But then in the living room area, I think I want to leave it white.  I want everything else to be colorful and pop against the white walls.”  She bit her lip and looked at Kurt with a look of apprehension.  

Kurt looked over at where the kitchen technically stopped, “I didn’t think that was possible since it’s an open floor plan, but you do have this beam that sort of acts as a border where one room stops and another one starts.  If you stop the color there, I think it would be awesome!  And I obviously love the colors, since that’s close to our wedding colors.”  He looked back at her, “We have some major shopping to do.”

She laughed, “Yep.  And I want you to take me to that place where you got your sewing table.”

“Oh my gosh, you’ll love it there.  And we need to go to the flea markets.”  They were both getting more and more excited as they spoke.  Kurt smiled, “Let’s go shopping tomorrow!”  

“I think Puck has to work.”

Kurt gave her a look, “Does he really want to go shopping for furniture?  We can text him pictures.  Besides, I think he’d be more interested in things like bedding, and towels, and stuff.  I bet the big things are no big deal, knowing him.”

“You’re probably right.  He did say that he didn’t care too much, as long as it wasn’t over the top girly.  I’ll check with him just in case, though.”

“M’kay.  Let’s look at the bathrooms,”  Kurt grabbed her hand and dragged her out of the kitchen as she giggled.  

 

30 minutes later, they were locking up.  “I’m liking this time we have together.  It kind of makes me wish you weren’t at Vogue.”  He started to say something, but she held up a finger, “I know.  I know it’s great for you, and your future career.  I just miss this.”

Kurt threw his arm around her shoulder, “Me too, Sugar.  I love you. I know you’ll be super busy with the bakery opening, and we’re all busy with school… I think it will be really hard when you guys move out.  We need to make sure we find time for each other.”

She nodded and grabbed his hand that rested on her shoulder, “I agree.  But that’s the good thing about having someone help us get the business started.  It takes some of that pressure off of me, and I can spend time after hours with everyone.  You know, learn the business part slowly as Puck learns at school at the same time.  It will be crazy, but a good crazy.”

“It’s going to be great,”  Kurt gave her a little squeeze.  

They both heard a text alert as they walked toward the subway.  “That’s me,”  they said in unison.  They pulled out their phones and smiled at the text they both received.

 

From Jenna:

I thought I could do this.  My hair.  My makeup.  I look like a hooker.  Please help!!!!

 

They both giggled, then Kurt said, “I totally forgot!  Tonight is Jenna and Hayden’s first date!  The party seems like it was months ago.  We need to help her.  She’s been neglected this week, with all of Chris’ issues.”

“Absolutely.  I’ll call her.”  Sugar called, and they decided to head to Jenna’s dorm since they weren’t too far from campus. 

 

~

 

When they arrived, Jenna opened the door, “Don’t.  Laugh.”

Kurt bit his lip and shook his head with wide eyes.  Sugar couldn’t quite help herself, “Oh, hun…”

Jenna sighed, “I know.  Okay.  I’m going to go wash this off.”

“Before you go, point me in the direction of your supplies,”  Kurt said, looking around.  

She pointed to the small bag on her bed.  Kurt stared at it, “That’s the smallest makeup bag I’ve ever seen.  Even mine is bigger.”

Jenna frowned at him, “You wear makeup?”

He shook his head, “Not every day.  But sometimes.”

“Seb loves Angel in eyeliner,”  Sugar bounced her eyebrows.

“You did look hot last weekend,”  Jenna nodded.

“Thanks,”  Kurt smiled.  “Why don’t you go wash…”  he motioned to her face in a big circular motion as he smiled, “that off.  We’ll take you home with us and use mine and Sugars ample supplies.  Just bring your foundation and concealer for a good match.  Hayden can pick you up at our place.”

Jenna took a deep breath and nodded, “Okay.  Okay, we can do this.  I’ll text him.”  She grabbed her phone and soap, and headed to the bathroom.  Kurt and Sugar looked at each other and tried to stifle their laugh.  They loved Jenna, and were excited about helping her.  Especially since she had tried a bit too hard, and failed.  They thought it was adorable.

 

~

 

Sugar smiled and giggled a little, “You’ve had the full Kurt Hummel Experience.  Congratulations!”

Kurt laughed too, “Bas would argue with you on that assessment.”  Both girls continued to giggle.

Jenna turned and looked at herself in the full length mirror on the back of Kurt’s bathroom door, “I do look pretty hot.”

Kurt raised an eyebrow, “Pretty hot?  Hayden isn’t going to know what to do with himself.  You look fantastic.  And I have to say, you did a great job at choosing your outfit.  It’s very you, and very first-date-with-a-small-town-boy-in-a-big-city appropriate.”  

Jenna was wearing some leggings with a knee length floral dress.  She added brown leather boots and a maroon leather jacket that matched the flowers in the dress.  She went with simple large hoop earrings.  Sugar and Kurt both loved her curls, so they simply added a braid just above one ear, and pinned it back with bobby pins.

 

Puck came home and called out for his girl as he climbed the steps to the bedroom, “Sug, you home yet?”

“In here, Hun!”

He followed her voice into Kurt and Sebastian’s bathroom, then stopped in his tracks when he saw Jenna in the doorway, “Damn!  You look great, Jenna!  Full Kurt Hummel experience?”

She laughed, “Thanks.  And apparently, it wasn’t the full Kurt Hummel experience.”  They all chuckled.

“Your date with Hayden is tonight, right?”

She took a deep breath, “Yep.”  

“He’s already pining over you.  You’ve got nothing to worry about.  Especially looking like that,”  Kurt smiled.

Jenna gave him a look, “...Pining?  What are you, sixty?”

“Sometimes it feels that way,”  Kurt nodded.  “I tend to sound like my Dad from time to time.”  He shrugged.

“What time is it?”  Jenna asked.  She was really getting nervous.

Puck looked at his phone, “5:50.  Is Hayden picking you up here?”

She nodded, “Yeah.  Okay, let’s go downstairs and distract me somehow.”

 

Jenna, Kurt, and Sugar all headed downstairs while Puck went to change his clothes.  They sat in the living room, and Jenna asked, “So, how is Chris really doing?”

Sugar looked at Kurt, so he answered, “Yesterday was a little rough.  He gave his statement and headed back to class.  It was good that things became a little more normal toward the end of the day, but you could just tell he was exhausted.  He and Elliott went to bed early last night.  Elliott said he showered, then as soon as he laid down, he was asleep.  I texted him today at lunch, and he said he was doing fine.  I haven’t seen him since this morning.  Hopefully he really is…”

“Is he going to stay here for awhile?”

Kurt nodded, “At least until everything really is back to normal, and he feels comfortable again.”

Jenna asked, “What about Elliott?  Is he okay?  Are they doing okay?”

“Yeah,”  Kurt nodded.  “Elliott has been amazing.  He seems to be doing okay.  You can tell he’s head over heels for Chris.”  

Sugar nodded, “For sure.  They are so great together.”



Ten minutes later, the buzzer sounded.  Puck got up and answered, “Yes, George?”

“Mr. Bradley is here, Mr. Puckerman.”

“Thanks, George.  Send him up.”

Jenna stood and straightened out her dress, “Do I look okay?  How’s my hair?”

“You look fantastic.  He’s seen you in the morning looking adorable, he’s going to think you look gorgeous now,”  Sugar smiled.

“He really will,”  Kurt agreed.  

The elevator door opened and Hayden came in with a shy smile.  He was wearing grey pants, a deep teal button up, a black leather jacket with a striped scarf.  Everyone smiled and watched as the two of them didn’t take their eyes off of each other.  

“Hi,”  he whispered as he approached her.

“Hi,”  she smiled back.  

Hayden looked at her dress quickly then back up to her eyes, “Wow.  You look beautiful.”  She smiled shyly.  He held up a single red rose, “This is for you.”

Jenna blushed a little and looked down and took the rose, “Thank you.”  She looked back up at him, “You look very handsome.”  They stood looking at each other for a few seconds.  It wasn’t at all awkward.  It was just them relishing in being with each other again.  

Kurt and Sugar were standing arm in arm over toward the kitchen.  Puck looked over at them from his spot on the couch and shook his head.  They were both watching with giddy smiles.  Finally, Kurt spoke up quietly, “Is it weird that I want to take their picture?”

Sugar giggled, “No.”

Jenna finally took her eyes off of Hayden and looked their way, “What?!”

Kurt gave his best innocent look and shook his head, “Nothing.”

Sugar rolled her eyes and smirked, “He wants to take your picture.”  Kurt bit his lip and raised his brows, questioning whether they were going to think it was crazy.

Jenna started to say something, but Hayden beat her to it, “I think a picture would be lovely.”

Kurt practically bounced in his spot and went to grab his phone from the kitchen island.  “Go stand in front of the fireplace.  It’s our official ‘picture taking spot’.”  They did as they were told, and Kurt quickly took a couple of pictures.  “I wish I had a picture of my first date with Bas.  I think you two will enjoy this picture for a long time.  I’ll text it to you.”  

 

A few minutes later, Hayden and Jenna were on their way.  Kurt sat down across from Puck and Sugar, “Your apartment looks great, Noah.  I think you guys need to start shopping soon, or you won’t have anything to sit or sleep on.”

Puck smirked, “You think Sugar and I need to go shopping?  Or do you mean you and Sugar need to go shopping?”  He chuckled.

Kurt rolled his eyes, “You know I want to go shopping.  Sugar and I were talking about it earlier.  Exactly how involved do you want to be?  It’s your apartment too, but you and shopping don’t exactly go together.”

Sugar looked at Noah, who looked between the two of them.  He answered, “I’m just looking forward to actually living there.  I’m not looking forward to the shopping.  I want to help pick out our mattress, so I know I can get a good night’s sleep.  The other stuff… I don’t know.  I’d rather veto things than really pick them out.  I’ll tell you if I hate it.  I just don’t want it to look like a unicorn threw up, or like I live in a flower shop.  Otherwise, I’m pretty open.  I probably have more of an opinion on art for the walls than I do for rugs, curtains, and bedspreads.”

“So, if Angel and I went to that shop where he got his sewing table tomorrow while you’re at work, that would be okay?”

Puck chuckled again, “What have you two been planning?”

Kurt and Sugar were the picture of innocence, “Nothing!” they said in unison.  Puck laughed even harder.  

Sugar shrugged as she smiled, “We were just bouncing ideas off each other at the apartment today, and now we’re excited.”

Kurt added, “And the apartment will be finished really soon, and you guys don’t really have anything to fill it.  You don’t have any furniture, and only a few things for decorating.  Once the bakery is open, you’ll both have even less time to get anything done.  So these next two weeks or so need to be…”  Kurt shrugged, “shopping weeks.”

Sugar got a sparkle in her eyes as she pulled her shoulders up, “Just the sound of that makes me giddy!”  Both boys laughed.

Puck smiled, “How about you two go shopping, and if there’s something you fall in love with, text me a picture and a price.  Then I can meet you after work for a couple of hours of shopping before we go see Elliott and his friend’s band.  I have some homework, but nothing I can’t get finished on Sunday morning.”

“Yay!”  Kurt said, bouncing up and down.  “I suggested the picture thing too.  And we can look at some design ideas and hidden treasure stores online after dinner tonight.”

“Perfect!”  Sugar smiled.  

Puck looked at them both and smiled at how happy they were.  It had been nearly a week since they had smiled so carefree like this.  This is what they needed and deserved.  

 

~

 

Puck and Kurt were fixing dinner, and Sugar was doing some online shopping as she sat at the kitchen island when Sebastian got home.  He walked in and smiled at how normal and relaxed it all seemed.

Kurt looked up, “Hi, Bas!”

Seb made his way to Kurt, “Hi, Baby.  Did you have a good day?”  He kissed him quickly, then listened to Kurt’s answer as he took his bag into the office.

“Yeah!  It was kind of nice not going to Vogue after classes today.  Sugar and I worked at the bakery a little, then we checked out their apartment.  It’s almost finished.”

Seb frowned as he came back out to the kitchen, “Does that mean you’ll be leaving soon?”  He looked between Puck and Sugar for an answer.

Sugar shrugged, “Yeah.  I mean, it’s not totally finished.  It’s really bad timing, actually.  It will probably be finished around the time the shop opens.  It’ll be so stressful to move and open the shop at the same time.”

“Well, you can stay here as long as you want.  Give yourself a few weeks after it’s ready.  That way you can slowly put things together, then move in.”

Sugar nodded, “If it’s okay, maybe we can just play it by ear.  I don’t know how stressful the shop will be for me.  If it’s too much, I’ll take you up on that.  If it’s not too bad, I’d like to move in asap.  It’ll be nice just having to go downstairs to work.”

“Whatever you need or want to do.  Our door is always open to you both.”

“Thanks, Seb,”  Sugar smiled.  She looked at her screen, “What about this rug?  I like the colors.”  She showed the boys the rug, and they continued to discuss its merits.  

As they put dinner on the table, Kurt’s eyes widened, “Oh!  Bas, I can’t believe I almost forgot to tell you!  Jenna came over and we gave her a little makeover.  Hayden picked her up here for their date.  They were SO cute.  He brought her a rose.”  Kurt was all smiles.

Sebastian returned the smile, “That was sweet.  Do you know where they’re going?”

Kurt shook his head, “All I know is that they had reservations at a restaurant, then they were going to something after.”  He leaned across the island and showed Sebastian the pictures he had taken. 
“Wow, Jenna looks great,”  Seb smiled.  “They really do look good together.  I hope it works out.  They both deserve someone special.”

“It’ll work out.  I can feel it.”

 

After dinner, and lots of decorating and shopping discussions, they settled down in the living room to watch a movie together.  It felt good to be back to the way things had been.  They were just 10 minutes into the film, when Kurt’s phone rang.  He sat up from where he was laying against Sebastian.  He checked the caller I.D., then turned to Sebastian, “It’s Isabelle.”

Seb sat up too, as Kurt answered, “Hi, Isabelle.”

“Hi, Kurt.  How are you?”

“Good.  You?”

“Good.  Are things getting back to normal?”

Kurt nodded, “They are, thankfully.”

“Good.”  He could hear her smile.  “I wanted to let you know what we’ve decided to do about the whole Chase situation.”

“Okay,”  Kurt said nervously.  Sebastian could hear it in his voice, so he slowly rubbed his back.

“Vogue has a ‘three strikes and you’re out’ policy, like many companies. This was Chase’s first time being written up.  But, he’ll still be going to a mandatory Workplace Ethics and Harassment class.  It will be added to his record as ‘strike one’, and his office will be relocated to the tenth floor.  You will have to see him still, but very rarely.”

“Isabelle, I don’t think moving him is necessary,”  Kurt frowned.

“It is.”

Kurt was still frowning and shook his head, “I’m just an intern…”

“No, Kurt.  You are a Vogue employee, intern or not.  You get paid, therefore...employee.  And I don’t expect you to leave me any time soon.  This was necessary.  Both for your comfort, and to teach him a lesson.”

“I feel bad.”  Kurt was fidgeting with the blanket as he looked down at the area rug.

“Well, you’re going to have to get over that,”  Isabelle simply stated.  “This is what a workplace should do.  You’ve had a lot of injustice in your life, Kurt.  That won’t continue under my watch.”

Kurt nodded and took a deep breath, “Okay.  Thank you, Isabelle.”

“You’re welcome.  Have a good night, Kurt.  I’ll see you Monday.”

“You too, Isabelle.  See you Monday.”  He hung up and then looked around at his family who were all silently watching.  He shrugged a bit, “She moved his office to a different floor, and he has to take an ethics and harassment class.  It will also be added to his records.”

“Will you have to see him anymore, Angel?”

Kurt nodded, “She said I would, but not as often.”

“Well, at least action has been taken.  That makes me feel better.  Now he knows that Isabelle isn’t going to take any of his shit.  Between that and this class he has to take, maybe he’ll straighten up.”

“I hope so.”  Kurt leaned into him, “Let’s watch the movie.”

 

~

 

The movie was almost over when Chris got home.  He came in silently, and joined in snuggling with Sugar and Puck on the couch.  He watched the end with them, then Sebastian turned the tv off.  

Sugar was running her fingers through Chris’ hair, “Did you have a good day, Hun?”

Chris nodded, “I did.”

“Did Elliott go back to his place for the night?”  Puck asked.

“Yeah.  He came to the game with his friend Dani.  She was really nice.  I think you guys will like  her.  We talked about it after the game...He went back to his place because we’re trying to create a little more normalcy.  My dorm.  His apartment.  Normal dates.  Back to real life, ya know?  I think I might give it the weekend, then head back to my dorm Sunday night or Monday.”

“Do you feel ready for that?”  Sebastian asked.  He didn’t want to put doubt in Chris’ mind, but he had to make sure that Chris really did feel ready, and didn’t want to just leave because he felt he needed to.  “You are welcome to stay as long as you like.”

Chris nodded and looked at Sebastian, “I know.  Thank you.  But today was so normal, and it felt so good.  I think if I get back into the dorm and create more of that normal, it will be really good for me.”

“As long as you’re sure,”  Kurt said.  “Just remember, if you go back, and it feels too fast, you can come right back here, no questions asked.”

Chris smiled and nodded, “Thanks.  I’m not saying I won’t be back for a weekend stay every once in a while.  I’m sure that will be happening.”  They all chuckled.

“Any time,”  Seb smiled.

 

……………..

 

 

Kurt and Sugar entered Brooklyn’s Basement and were immediately greeted by a scraggly dog.  Kurt leaned down to pet him, “Hi there, Killer.  How’ve you been?”

“Killer?”  Sugar giggled.

Kurt smiled, “Yep.”

Betsy, the owner, came out from the back room, “Hi there, I’m Betsy.  Let me know if I can help you find anything today.”  Kurt noticed she was once again wearing her hair in a bandanna, and she was wearing the same paint covered overalls.  Betsy looked at Kurt and frowned a bit, “You’ve been here before, right?”

Kurt gave her a polite smile and nodded, “I have. You have a good memory.  I bought a great table from you that I use as a sewing table.  It worked out perfectly.”

She smiled, “Good to hear!  I remember you and your boyfriend.  He was a looker.”  She bounced her eyebrows.

Kurt and Sugar both laughed.  “I agree.”

“Plus it’s not every day that young people come in looking for a sewing table.  Can I help you find anything specific today?”

Sugar shook her head, “My boyfriend and I basically need to furnish our entire apartment.  So I think it’s just a matter of knowing what I want when I see it.”

Betsy nodded, “He didn’t come with you?”

They both smiled, and Sugar answered, “He’s not really a shopper.  Whereas Angel here could shop all day.  We’ll send him pics if we see something we think will work.  He has veto privileges.”

She nodded and smiled at Kurt’s nickname, “Gottcha.  Just give me a shout if you need me.  I’m finishing up an old credenza as we speak.”  She leaned in and whispered as if she was telling them a big secret, “I’m taking a chance and painting it yellow.”

Sugar’s eyes widened, and Betsy asked, “Wrong choice?”

Sugar shook her head, “No!  Can… Can I see it?”  She was completely intrigued by the thought of anything bright and fun.

Betsy shrugged and turned to walk back, “Sure.  Come on back.  Just don’t touch anything.  You never know what’s still wet.”

Kurt and Sugar followed her back and immediately saw what she was working on.  Sugar couldn’t take her eyes off of it, “How much are you asking?”

Betsy shrugged, “For this?  I actually got it for super cheap.  Sooo… I can let it go for $100, if you buy something else from me.”

Sugar smiled from ear to ear, “Sold!”

Kurt smiled, “Aren’t you going to text a pic to Noah?”

Sugar was still looking at it and shook her head, “Not on this one.  I love it.  And if I love it this much, he’ll love it for that fact, if nothing else.”

Betsy chuckled, “Aahh, true love.”

Kurt chuckled too, “Yep.  They're the straight version of Bas and I.”  

Betsy laughed, “Well I won’t even put it out on the floor then.  I’ll finish her up today, and mark her sold.”

Sugar clapped her hands together, “Great!  Let’s go see what else we can find!”

They ended up finding two end tables, two lounge chairs in a deep jewel tone blue, and a dining room table with six chairs.  All of which, Puck approved of by text.  

They were looking at headboards when Sugar had narrowed it down to two.  “I just don’t know, Angel.  This place is amazing, and I could probably furnish the entire place here.  But sometimes I like her stuff so much that I just can’t decide. What do you think?”  She motioned between the two that they had pulled out and set next to each other.

“Easy.  The metal one that doesn’t have a footboard.”

Sugar frowned slightly and looked up at him, “That was fast.  Why do you like that one better?  The wooden one with the funky board pattern is cool too.”

Kurt nodded, “I agree.  And I think you should get that one for the guest bedroom.  But this is the one I would get for the master.”

“But why?”

 Kurt looked at her and smirked a little lopsided.  He spoke quietly, “Because this one is easier to get tied to.  And as much as they look good, footboards can get in the way.”

Sugar laughed, “God I love you, Angel.  I’ll get both.  But I’m not sure which will go where.”

“Trust me on this one, Sug.”  Kurt said as he placed a sold tag on both.  Betsy had given them a stack of the tags and then went back to finish painting the credenza.  

They ended up getting a dresser that was painted deep green for one of the bedrooms, a mismatch mirror, a few lamps, and a starburst clock. 

“Hey, Betsy, we’re finished!”  Kurt called.

Betsy came out and smiled, “What did you decide on?  Take me around and show me, so I can add it all up for you.”

They walked around and showed Betsy everything they had found, and she gave them their total.

Sugar smiled, “I’m so excited, I just can’t stand it.  I love your work, Betsy.  I love that it’s all repurposed or had new life breathed into it, and I love your style.  I may be back again.  We’re holding off on the smallest bedroom.  We haven’t decided if it should be a bedroom, workout space, or office yet.”

“Well, I’m glad you’ve found things you like!  You’re both welcome to come back any time you like.  Bring your friends, and spread the word.”  She paused as she took Sugar’s payment.  She asked, “What’s the address you’d like it delivered to?”

Sugar gave her the address, then quickly said, “That’s also the location of my new bakery, Sugar Shack, that’s opening just after Thanksgiving.  I’d love for you to stop by.”

Betsy smiled, “Well, from one small business owner to another, I’d love to.”

They worked out the delivery day and times, thanked Betsy, then were on their way.  

 

~

 

Later that afternoon, Kurt and Sugar stopped by her apartment to drop off the purchases they had made.  They had shopped at a couple of boutiques in the West End, Delphinium Home in Times Square, and TJMaxx.  They had mostly purchased picture frames, candles, and few knickknacks.  They found a multicolored ottoman “puff” at TJMaxx, which Kurt carried home.  They ended up just putting it all in a pile in the middle of the living room.  

“Everything you bought is so colorful.  It’s going to look so cheerful here.  Perfect for white walls,”  Kurt smiled as he took out one of the frames.  

“You don’t think it’ll look like a circus, do you?”  Sugar worried.

Kurt chuckled, “No, Sweets.  It’s going to look artsy and fun.  Cheerful, yet relaxed.  It’s very you.  Which means Noah will love it too.”

Sugar smiled and thought for a minute, “I think I want to go to IKEA and get that big rug I saw online.  The black and white one with the big rectangles...Almost like stripes, but not.  It’s graphic and bold, but can anchor all my crazy color choices.”

Kurt nodded, “I think that’s a great idea.  You could also get some dishes.  They’re nice enough that you can enjoy them, but cheap enough to not be too angry if you break one.  Their organization stuff is great too.  That’s where I got all my sewing room stuff.”

“Good idea.”  

They texted Puck and Sebastian to meet them at the apartment.  They unwrapped all of Sugar’s purchases and put them on the kitchen island, sans the ottoman.  They ended up both leaning against it on the floor as they chatted, and eventually fell asleep.  

~

 

Puck arrived at the apartment first.  When he went in, he saw the two of them holding hands, fast asleep.  He smiled and took a quick picture.  He texted Sebastian with the caption, “Too much shopping?”

Sebastian was just coming up from the subway when the text came through.  He laughed when he saw it.  They were so adorable. 

When he got off the elevator in their building, the door was open to the apartment, and it was still quiet.  He stepped inside and saw Puck leaning up against the wall, playing on his phone.

He whispered, “Didn’t want to wake them?”

Puck glanced at Seb then looked back at them lovingly, “Nah.  I figured they had to be worn out if that’s where they fell asleep.  Not that there’s much of an option here, I guess.  They didn’t even stir when you buzzed the intercom.”

Seb nodded, “Are you ready to wake them and join in the shopping fun?”

Puck gave him an unamused look, “No.  But you can wake them anyway.”  

Sebastian chuckled.  He walked over and squatted down next to Kurt, “Baby, wake up.”  He ran his fingers through the side of Kurt’s hair, “Kurt.” 

Kurt began to stir, then blinked up at Sebastian, “Bas?”

“Yeah, Baby.  You two fell asleep.”

Kurt looked over at Sugar and then over to Puck, who was smirking at him, “Hmm.”  He let go of Sugar’s hand, causing her to wake.  

“Sorry,”  She groggily giggled.  “We literally shopped till we dropped.”

They all chuckled.  Kurt went to stand and moaned, “Oh, that’s not good.”

“What’s the matter?”  Seb asked.

“My back.”

“Here, Babe.  Cross your arms over your chest and stay like that.  I’ll pop it for you.”  Sebastian went up behind Kurt and wrapped his arms over Kurt’s arms at his chest, and lifted him into the air until he heard a pop.  He set him down, “How’s that?”

Kurt twisted, “Good.  Thanks, Love.  I knew I kept you around for something.”

“Mhmm,”  Sebastian hummed as he spun Kurt around and kissed him.  Kurt chuckled and winked.

“Come on Seb, let me show you the kitchen!”  Sugar said, pulling him away from Kurt.  

 

Sebastian was impressed with how everything had turned out.  Once they were on their way, they went to the furniture store closest to them, Curbed .  They didn’t find anything they liked, so they headed to ABCHome .  

Sugar found a dark grey couch they matched the style of the chairs she purchased.  She really liked it, so she found Puck, who was sitting on a different couch chatting with Sebastian, and pulled him over,  “See if your butt likes this one.”

He plopped down and wiggled around, “Yeah.  It’s nice.”  

Sebastian came over and joined him, “Mmmm.  I could sleep here.  I’m sure you could too.”

Puck looked at Seb, “I don’t plan on being in the dog house any time soon.  Besides, we’ll have a guest bedroom.”

Seb chuckled, “I just meant for when you fall asleep during movies.”

“I don’t fall asleep during movies,”  Puck frowned.  

Kurt joined them on the couch, “Sure you do.  Any time Sugar picks what you consider to be a “chick flick”, you fall asleep.”

Puck made an exaggerated pout and looked at Sugar.  She rolled her eyes, “It’s fine, Puck.  Do you like the couch or not?”

“I love it.”

 

They ended up buying the couch, and were soon on their way to Macy’s to look at mattresses.  That didn’t take long at all, and then they headed to the home department.  They bought towels, sheets, and a comforter for the guest bedroom and bathroom, then were on their way.

 

“That wasn’t so bad,” Puck said as he put the bags in his arms down on the kitchen island.  

Everyone else followed suit, putting the bags on the island. 

“See, Noah.  Shopping can be painless,”  Kurt smiled.  Noah just grunted in response.  

“Well, at least you’ll have places to sit and sleep now,”  Sebastian said.

“Yeah.  You’ve got most of the big things taken care of.  The basics, anyway.”

“Yeah, thanks for your help today, Angel.  I’m so excited that it’s finally all coming together.  We got a ton done today.”

Kurt nodded, “The shopping gods were definitely smiling down on us today.”

Sugar giggled, “... And Betsy.”

 

~

 

The four of them headed home for dinner and to freshen up. They were happy to find Chris was home.  He was getting anxious to see Elliott perform. 
“I can’t wait to see my sexy man sing tonight.  It’ll be like the first time I saw him,” Chris looked off into the distance as if he was watching it all play out on an imaginary screen.  

Sebastian chuckled, “You’ve got it bad.”

Chris playfully frowned, “What?  You have to admit he’s sexy.”

“Yeah, he is,”  Seb nodded.

“Yep,”  Kurt agreed. 
“Hell, even I can admit to that,”  Puck smiled.  

 

An hour later, they were in the club, and Chris found them a hightop table, “I think Jenna and Hayden might try to stop by.  Jenna said their date went really well!”

“Good!  I’m happy for them,”  Sebastian smiled.

“Me too.  She’s still my girlfriend though,”  Chris winked.

They were only there for about fifteen minutes when the band came on.  Chris was all smiles as he watched Elliott work the crowd.  At one point, Elliott even dedicated a love song to him.  Chris was swooning.  And when Elliott would find his eyes and wink at him, it was all Chris could do not to moan out loud.  

When the band got a break, Elliott made his way over to their group, stopping to politely shake hands with a couple of people who wanted his attention.

“Hi,”  he smiled as he finally reached Chris.

“Hey,”  Chris smiled back.  

No other words were exchanged.  Elliott and Chris were like magnets, and they immediately grabbed hold of each other and kissed passionately.

The kiss went on for several long seconds, until Sugar teased, “Well, I feel ignored.”

They pulled apart and Elliott smiled, “Sorry, Sugar.”  He looked at everyone, “Thanks for coming to see me sing tonight, guys.”

“You were fantastic, Elliott,”  Kurt complimented.  

“You really were,”  Seb said, as Puck agreed.

 

By the end of the night, Jenna and Hayden showed up, Elliott had introduced everyone to his friend Dani, dedicated a second song to his tribe, and finished to a roaring round of applause.  Kurt looked around at his family, and finally felt that happy, content feeling that he had felt before Halloween.  He could tell everyone else was feeling the same way.  Smiles, laughter, easy conversations...It was a perfect day.

 

…………

 

The next couple of weeks brought several perfect days.  They weren’t perfect as in everything going exactly how everyone wanted them to, but they were perfect because there was no drama, and they had each other.  It’s all any of them wanted.  

Chris had moved all of his things back into his dorm by the end of that first weekend, post Owen.  Everyone was happy that he seemed to be doing so well.  Every once in a while, he would come over to Kurt and Sebastian’s, but most of the time, their normal lunch and hanging out was enough. 

He had been over to Elliott’s apartment a couple of times as well.  They were taking things slow, for both of their sakes, but for one of their dates, Elliott had cooked a nice candlelit meal, and it was the first time Chris was able to see his home.  Chris was impressed with Elliott’s place, but saddened when Elliott told him all about how he was able to afford such a place at such a young age. It made Chris all the more happy that Elliott at least had a family now, like he did. 

 

Sebastian was back to studying with full concentration.  He and his study group were meeting more often to prepare for midterm exams.  He managed to meet with them during the day, mostly, so that he could still spend time with Kurt in the evenings after his hospital internship.

  

Kurt was back at Vogue after classes.  Things were working out rather nicely now that Chase was on a different floor.  He hadn’t realized how on edge he could be with him around, until he wasn’t around to be on edge over.  He felt a little guilty about it, but that didn’t seem to last too long.  

Kurt’s classes were going well.  He was finally realizing that the one guy in his class actually was flirting with him.  He made sure that when they all had time to chat, he didn’t just refer to Sebastian by name, but referred to him as his fiance.  It seemed to be working.

 

Puck and Sugar had done some more shopping.  Puck even seemed to be enjoying himself.  They bought a funky quilt set for their bedroom, more towels, and then bought tons of kitchen stuff when they went to IKEA.  For a while, their apartment just gathered furniture and bags of decorations in the center of the living room.  But now, two weeks later, the bathrooms were finished, and the walls were all painted.  

Everyone gathered at their apartment on Saturday evening, and the decorating began.  Furniture was moved, linens washed and put in their respective places, photos were loaded into frames, rugs unrolled, and dishes cleaned and put away.  It was all coming together.  

“Well, we still have plenty of decorating that can be done, but now there’s nothing stopping us from moving in!  Nearly a full week before the bakery opens!”  Sugar smiled as she leaned into Puck on their new couch.  

Puck kissed the top of her head, “It’s amazing.  It’s all amazing.”

Sebastian smiled, “You both deserve it.  This place looks great, the bakery looks great...You’ve both worked so hard for this, and it’s all paying off.”

Puck smiled, “Thanks, Seb.”

“When are you moving in?  Do you need help with boxes?”  Chris asked.

“Tomorrow.  If everyone helped, it would only take a couple of trips up.  But I know it’s last minute, so if you have plans, don’t worry about it.  We just rented the u-haul this morning,”  Sugar shrugged.

“I can help,”  Jenna smiled.  

“Me too,”  Hayden agreed.  

“I have to work, but I can see if you still need me after,”  Elliott said.  

“I’ll be here,”  Chris chimed in.

Sebastian said, “We’ll help too.”  He looked over at Kurt who hadn’t said a word, “You’ve been awfully quiet, Babe.  You okay?”

Kurt got tears in his eyes and shook his head, “No.  Yes.  I don’t know.” 

“Awe, come here, Princess,”  Puck said, making grabby hands for Kurt.

Kurt got up and went to sit in Puck’s lap, “I don’t want you to move out.  I know that’s selfish, but I’m gonna miss you both so much.”  A tear fell as Puck squeezed him a little tighter.  

“I know it will be hard on all of us, Princess.  But you’ll still see us plenty.  Several times a week.”

“Promise?”  he sniffed.

“We promise, Angel.”

Kurt held out his arms for Sugar, and she climbed into his lap.  He smiled a bit, “I love you both.  And I’m so happy for you.  I’m just going to miss you.”

“I know, Angel.  Me too.”

“I love you both too, but I’m kinda squished under here,”  Puck grunted out, and everyone chuckled.

 

………………

 

Vinny and Cindy arrived that Monday.  They loved the way the bakery and apartment looked, and couldn’t say enough kind things.

“I just can’t get over it, Sugar!  It all looks so good.  All of your dreams are coming true!”  Cindy gushed.  

“I am so proud of both of you.  I just couldn’t be happier for you,”  Vinny smiled.

“Thank you for everything,”  Puck said as he hugged Vinny in the kitchen.  “I couldn’t have imagined my life like this year and half ago.  It was a dream that I could never really grasp.  But now, it’s a reality.  We’re so happy, and it’s all because of you.”

“No, Puck.  Yes, we helped.  We’re backing the building and business financially, but this dream coming true is all because of you.  You gave her the confidence and support.  You’re by her side.  You’re working hard in school just to help with her dream.  This has everything to do with you.  I am so proud of you.  I’m honored to have you be the guy who stands by Sugar’s side through all of this.”  

Puck wiped a tear away, and so did Sugar.  She came up to Puck and wrapped her arms around his waist, and he hugged her back just as tightly.  

 

A little while later, they were relaxing in the living room.  Cindy looked around from her seat, “When you described this to me, I was a little worried.  I mean, I know Kurt wouldn’t let you go too crazy, but it sounded a bit out there.  I really like how it turned out though.  It’s fun and modern.  Like you!”

Sugar smiled, “Thanks, Mom.  We had fun shopping.  We’re going to go to some flea markets when it gets warmer.  We still need some nightstands, and lots more artwork, but it’s really coming together.  Angel took me to the best shop.  We got a ton of the furniture in just one day!”

“Speaking of Kurt, how are he and Sebastian?”

“Good,”  Puck answered.  “It was hard yesterday, moving out.  They’re all alone there now.  They’ve lived alone before, but this seemed final, you know?  With the bakery opening, I think we’re all a little worried that we won’t have time for each other, but we will make it work.”

 

………….

 

On Tuesday night, Vinny and Cindy took everyone out to dinner.  He had made reservations at his favorite Italian restaurant, Carmine’s .  When Kurt and Sebastian arrived, Vinny gave them crushing hugs.  He pulled Seb away a bit and thanked him for making sure his kids were safe during the entire Owen fiasco.  Seb reassured him that they would do anything for each other, and that Sugar was in good hands.  Vinny smiled and echoed the words Burt had spoken in the hospital all those months ago, “With you three, I have no doubt.”

They got a large table that easily fit all ten of them.  Vinny stood at the end of the table and made a toast, “I know I’m just meeting some of you for the first time.  And I know we will be going in different directions for Thanksgiving, so before we part ways this coming holiday, I want you to know that it is you that I am grateful for this year.  You are all family.  You’ve welcomed and taken care of my Sugar...and my other kids,”  he looked at Puck, Chris, Kurt, and Sebastian, “and for that I am very grateful.”

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Chapter 19: Fall Break ~ Part 1

Summary:

The boys head home for Thanksgiving and some wedding planning.
~* HAPPY PRIDE MONTH*~

Notes:

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Wednesday morning found Kurt and Sebastian in the airport, waiting for their flight back to Ohio for Thanksgiving.  

Sebastian was stretched out leaning back in his seat when Kurt approached, “Here, Bas.”  He handed him a coffee from the airport Starbucks.

“Thanks, Babe.”  Sebastian moaned when he drank it, “Mm, this is just what I needed.  We’ll have to make sure to stop at Lima Bean.  I miss it.”

“Mhmm, I do too.  Birch is pretty good, but Lima Bean is better.  Maybe it’s just nostalgia talking.”

“Maybe.”  Sebastian took another sip, then turned to Kurt, “Are you prepared?”

Kurt smirked and bounced his eyebrows, “I’m always prepared.”

Seb laughed, “Not what I meant, but good to know.  Are you prepared for the women in our family?”

Kurt hummed into his coffee, then answered, “I think so?  I mean, I’m just assuming they’ll be super helpful.  I don’t think any of them will become over opinionated or overbearing, do you?”

“Nah.  But I know they will be excited.  Brace yourself,”  he chuckled.

 

 ~  

 

It was Burt who picked them up from the airport.  He gave both boys big bear hugs, “I’ve missed you both so much!  You look great!”

“Thanks, Dad.  We missed you too,”  Kurt smiled.

Burt pulled back from the hugs, “I hope you’re ready.”

Sebastian laughed, and Kurt made an exaggerated face, “Why does everyone keep saying that?  Is it going to be that bad?” 

Burt snickered, “I hope not.  But you know we all have dinner together pretty often, and let’s just say that the wedding has been mentioned dozens of times.”

Kurt raised his brows, “Is this going to be a good holiday or a bad one?”

Burt rolled his eyes, “A good one.  But if you thought you could get out of any wedding planning, you were sorely mistaken.”

Kurt chuckled, “No worries.  I’m actually looking forward to it.”

“Me too,”  Sebastian smiled.  “It has nothing to do with human anatomy, how could I not?”

Burt snickered again, “Sounds like you need a break, kid.”

Seb shrugged, “It’s all good.  Kurt doesn’t let me overwork myself, but a break is very welcomed.”

Burt smiled, “I’m glad you two are taking care of each other.”  Burt gave Sebastian a private look.  Kurt took care of Seb like Burt knew he would, but he wanted to remind Sebastian how he was glad that he was there to take care of his boy.  The two of them had had a long conversation in the middle of the whole Owen situation.  Burt wasn’t sure he could have asked for Seb to handle it any better.  



Burt took them to the Smythe home, where everyone was waiting for them.  The parents decided to have everyone, including the Hummels and Hudson’s, stay at the estate for the entire visit.  That made it so that Kurt and Sebastian didn’t feel pulled from one home to another.  And of course, there was plenty of room.

As soon as the boys walked in, Leah jumped into Sebastian’s arms, “You’re home!”

He smiled, then kissed her on the forehead, “Missed you, too, Sis.”

She let go of Seb, and went straight for Kurt, “I missed you both so much.  I’m so glad you’re back.  We’re going to have so much fun!”

Kurt chuckled, “I’m sure we will.  I missed you, too.”

Before anyone could say anything else, Satchmo came running in, and slid across the floor as he tried to stop.  Sebastian laughed as he knelt on the ground to greet the pup, “Well, I missed you, too, Fur Face!”  He scratched him behind the ears and rubbed him up and down his back as Satchmo tried to lick his face.    

Satchmo gave Seb a few licks, then went to Kurt, sitting in front of him with a hopeful expression.  Kurt laughed, “I know, I know.”  He bent down and gave Satchmo some lovin.  “I’m sure Uncle Finn has been giving you plenty of love.  But it’s just not the same, is it?”  

Finn smiled as he walked into the foyer, “Hey, Satch and I have a very special bond!”

Kurt smiled and stood.  He was immediately engulfed in Finn’s arms.  He sighed, soaking in his brother’s love, “I missed you.”

Finn squeezed a little tighter, “I missed you too.  You’re okay after the whole Owen thing, right?  I swear, I wish I had been there so I could’ve kicked his ass.”

Kurt pulled away and nodded, “Yes, I’m fine.  We all are.  And you would have had to get in line with the ass kicking.  But finding him wasn’t easy.”

“I know.  But it’s over now.  So, this week, we’re thinking only happy thoughts!”  Finn grinned.  

Kurt gave a single definitive nod, “Right!”

 

They headed into the living room, where Robert, Tori, and Carol all excitedly greeted them.  They settled down into one of the couches, and began chatting with everyone.  

“Did Sam go to Kentucky already?”  Sebastian asked.

“He did,” Leah nodded.  “Stacey and Stevie were excited to see him again.  They miss him like crazy.  But he’ll be back Friday for Sectionals.  We invited the whole family, but they had plans with some relatives, so they passed.”

“Well, I’m glad we get to see him for a couple of days, at least,”  Kurt smiled.

 

The afternoon was filled with easy conversations and playing a little bit of catch up.  They were all pretty good about keeping in touch, so there wasn’t much they didn’t know about that was happening in each other’s lives.   But it was always better in person.

 

~

 

Later that afternoon, everyone gathered around in the dinning room for a casual lunch, and they discussed the guest list.  

“Bas and I have already made our list.  It’s a lot of the same people that were at the graduation party, minus some of the underclassmen that we weren’t close to, plus our New York friends, and Isabelle.”

Sebastian nodded, then glanced between Robert and Tori, “What are your thoughts on who you’d like to invite?”

“Well, Mom and Dad, your Aunt and Uncle, and your cousins, of course,”  Tori answered.  Sebastian nodded.

“Dad, Carol, what about you two?”  Kurt asked.

“I think just the people that came to your graduation party would be great, kiddo.”

“Really?”  Kurt looked between Robert and Burt.

Burt asked, “Were you thinking we would invite people for political reasons?”  

“Yeah.”

Burt shook his head, “Nah.  I know that’s what a lot of politicians feel they need to do, but I don’t normally fit the role, and I won’t on this one either.  I’d like to invite my assistant in Washington, but that’s it.”  He looked at Robert, “How about you?”

“We’ll invite a few people from the office that you know well.  Mr. Edwards, my assistant Mark, Miss Judy... Only the people you know.  This is your wedding, boys.  It’s not about us.”

Sebastian grabbed Kurt’s hand and squeezed a bit.  He looked at their fathers, “Thank you.”  Kurt smiled and nodded.  

“Well, the save the date cards that you two wanted came in last week.  We just need to pick them up.  If you help me round up the addresses, I can send them to my friend Kathy’s to be addressed and mailed.”

“Why Kathy?”  Leah asked.

“She’s obsessed with beautiful handwriting.  She even has her own blog and YouTube channel teaching how to do different fonts by hand.  She’s excellent at calligraphy, so she’s agreed to do all of their save the date and invitations in exchange for a couple of free photo shoots from me.”  Leah gave her a look, so she added, “The boys already approved it, don’t worry.”

Kurt chuckled, “We did.  I watched some of her videos.  It’s impressive.  She turns handwriting into an art form.  For us, she’ll just be doing simple calligraphy.  Nothing too totally out there.”

 

~

 

Kurt, Sebastian, Leah, Finn, Carol, and Tori headed out to Columbus a couple of hours later.  They had spent time after lunch going over some decorating options with their moms and Leah.  Now, they were headed to the catering company to do some taste testing.  Carol and Tori dropped them off while they went to pick up the ‘save the date’ cards.  

“Why am I not surprised that this is the one part of the wedding you want to have a hand in helping to plan?”  Kurt asked, looking at Finn, while Seb and Leah chuckled.

Finn made a face, “When have you ever known me to pass up food?  Especially good food?”

“Never,”  Kurt shook his head.  

Mr. and Mrs. Easton greeted them kindly.  The Smythes were some of their best customers, so they were happy to have been chosen by them once again, and were eager to please.  “Welcome!”  Mrs. Easton smiled.  She shook Sebastian’s hand, “It’s good to see you again.  Congratulations on your engagement!”

He smiled, “Thank you, Mrs. Easton.  This is my fiance, Kurt Hummel, his step-brother, Finn Hudson, and of course, you know my sister, Leah.”

They all exchanged pleasantries, and were interrupted by Mr. Easton, “Welcome!  Come, please sit down.”  He ushered them into the tasting room, where an elegant table was set up and decorated for effect.  They each took a seat.  “We have some wonderful things planned for you.  You had expressed interests in the lobster, filet mignon, and chicken.  Is that correct?”

Seb nodded, “It is.”

Dishes were brought out in smaller portions, and they tasted all three main courses, as well as side dishes that typically went with them.  All four of them loved each dish, although Finn decided that lobster just isn’t his thing.

Once they made their decisions on the main courses, Mr. and Mrs. Easton brought out some horderve choices that would pair nicely with the main meal.  They chose what they liked best, then Kurt brought up something they hadn’t talked about, “What about after dinner?  I mean, not right after dinner, but after a couple of hours of dancing, the guys are going to work up an appetite.”

Sebastian nodded, “Yeah, we do have a large percentage guys with Finn-sized appetites coming.”

Finn thread his brows together, “Hey!”  They all looked at him, so he rolled his eyes, “Fine.  You’re right.”

Mrs. Easton smiled, “Since we are doing a formal sit-down dinner, it might be nice to do buffet style later that evening...Say, around 10-ish.  Since the wedding is on the fourth of July, we could do an all american barbecue style buffet, with either pulled pork or fried chicken.”

Leah piped up, “Seb, do you remember the food at the work party Dad had the summer before we moved to Paris?  That would be awesome.”

“Mmm, it was so good.  We were so bored, so we just sat around and ate constantly.”

Mr. Easton chuckled, “I believe we catered that party.”

Seb nodded, “You did.  Mom said she’s used you two exclusively for the last six or so years.”  He looked at Kurt, “Babe, do you mind if we go with what we had at that party, since we won’t be able to taste test that before the wedding?  We had barbecue sandwiches, coleslaw, potato salad, chips, fruit… The typical American barbecue foods.”

“No, that sounds great.”

“Okay, are we all set then?”  Mrs. Easton asked.

“I think we are!”  Kurt smiled.  

 

By the time they were finished inside at the caterers, Tori and Carol were waiting for them in the parking lot.  As soon as they got in the car, Carol excitedly turned to Kurt and handed him the Save The Date cards.  They had used a photo that Tori had taken of them on the beach after they returned from Paris.  It was a close up candid shot of the two of them looking at each other lovingly.  You could barely even tell there was an ocean behind them, but the intimacy of it made it one of Kurt and Sebastian’s favorite pictures.

He opened the bag and pulled them out, “Oh, these look great!”  He showed them to Sebastian.

“They really do.  I love this picture,”  Seb said as he grabbed the one Kurt handed him.  He turned and smiled at Kurt, then leaned over and kissed him on the cheek.  Kurt just beamed.  He was so excited that things were coming together.  

 

~

 

After their late dinner, they had made a list of addresses, and contacted those whose addresses they didn’t already have.  Kurt was finished with the people on his list, so he cautiously approached Sebastian as he worked on his list in Robert’s office.

Seb looked up, and seeing the look on Kurt’s face, he frowned a bit, “What’s the matter, Babe?”

“Um…”  Kurt was a little fidgety, so Sebastian went to him and wrapped his arms around his shoulders.  Kurt took a deep breath in and then pulled back to look Sebastian in the eye, “We need to talk.”

“That doesn’t sound good.  What’s going on?”

Kurt shook his head, “Nothing is wrong , it’s just not the most comfortable subject to breach, and I have a feeling we aren’t going to agree.”

“Hmm,”  Sebastian frowned some more.  He couldn’t imagine what Kurt was referring to.  They agreed on just about everything that involved them both, and their biggest argument had been over what restaurant to order from.  He grabbed Kurt’s hands and pulled him toward the couch.  Once they sat he continued, “Tell me what’s on your mind, Babe.”

Kurt took a deep breath, then looked Sebastian in the eye.  He knew exactly what Seb’s reaction was going to be, but he had to get this debate started to be able to have it finished, “I want to sign a prenup.”

Seb frowned and pulled his head back a bit, “A prenup?”  Kurt nodded, so he continued, “Why?  Baby, I know you aren’t marrying me for my money.  I’m not worried about you leaving me and suing me for my wealth.”

Kurt nodded more, and sat up on the edge of the couch to face Sebastian more, “I know.  I would never.  And I don’t care if you had no money at all, I would love you just the same.”

“I know, Kurt.  So why get a prenup?  It makes me feel like… like… you think I don’t trust you or something.”

“I know you trust me.  I hate that it makes you feel that way.  I wish you didn’t…” 

“But I do.  I don’t want to start our marriage with lawyers.”

“It’s not about that!  I want this because I want you to feel safe in knowing that I’m marrying you for you, not your money.  And to protect you.  What if I turned into some horrible, greedy, monster!?”

Sebastian actually laughed a little at that, which did not make Kurt happy.  When Seb saw the look on Kurt’s face, he stopped laughing, but kept the smile, “You could never.  You’re the kindest, most loving person I know.”

Kurt sassed, “People change, Bas.”  He sighed, “What if something happens that turns me...evil.”

Sebastian bit his lip, trying not to laugh, and shook his head and became more serious, “Babe, after what you’ve been through, if you aren’t evil already, it’s not happening.”

Kurt huffed, “What if I become bitter?!  What if I become jealous!?  What if...if...What if I just want to protect you, Bas!?”

Sebastian’s features softened at that.  He leaned forward and pulled Kurt into a hug, “God, I love you so much.”  He kissed Kurt on the forehead, “I know you want to protect me, Baby.  But let's say something did happen.  Let’s say you became ‘evil’...I’m still not worried.”

“You should be,”  Kurt mumbled into Seb’s shoulder.

“Are you planning on turning evil, Babe?”  Sebastian smirked.  He couldn’t help but be a little turned on by Kurt when he was all worked up.  Even if it was all directed at him.

Kurt was much calmer now, “No.  But you should be prepared for that, and protect your wealth, and yourself, in case the world changes me.  You never know, Bas.”  He pulled back to look at Sebastian in the eyes, “I’m serious.  I really want this.  Give me this peace of mind.  Please.”

Seb sighed, “Fine.  We can discuss it with Dad, but know I’m not happy about it, and I’m doing this only because it’s something you really seem to want.  I would never assume you are in this for the money.  You have never taken advantage of our wealth, and I would never assume you would in the future.  I’m still not comfortable with this…”

Kurt pulled back again, “I’m sorry you aren’t comfortable.  But I really do want this.  I think it’s really important.”

Seb nodded, “Okay.  We’ll talk to Dad about it before we head home. Okay?”

“Thank you,”  Kurt leaned forward and kissed Sebastian sweetly in the lips.  

 

……………………

 

Thanksgiving morning, Kurt was in the kitchen making omelets with Leah while they watched the Macy’s Thanksgiving Day Parade on the big screen tv above the fireplace in the living room.  Tori was preparing the turkey and helping Kurt at the same time.

“Do you wish you were still in New York, so could be there live?”  Leah asked.

Kurt frowned a little and shook his head, “No way.”  He looked at her, “There is no place I’d rather be than right here with family on Thanksgiving.  Don’t you ever doubt how much you mean to me.”  He wrapped his arms around her and kissed on the head as they watched the screen for a few seconds. Tori shook her head a bit and smiled. 

“I’m jealous,”  Sebastian grinned as he walked in.

“You get him all the time!”  Leah grumped.

Sebastian chuckled, “It’s not you I’m jealous of, Leah.  He’s stealing my morning lovin’.”  Kurt and Leah both smiled.  Kurt let go of her and she went straight into Seb’s arms.

Kurt went back to making the omelets, “You two go snuggle.  Let me know when they show the Big Bird balloon.  Chris said NYU would be right behind them.”

“This is exciting!”  Leah exclaimed, “I’ve never known anyone who’s been in the parade before!”

Leah snuggled into Sebastian on the couch.  He looked over to Kurt, “Did you talk to Chris this morning, Babe?”

Kurt shook his head, “No.  He just sent a text when he found out their placement in the parade.”

“Oh.  I was hoping you had talked to him.  I’m curious to know how meeting Elliott’s sister and her family went.”

Kurt put the omelets on a plate, “Me too.  Knowing Chris, I’m sure they were instantly charmed.   Breakfast is ready.”



Once they finished eating, Kurt joined the other two and snuggled on the couch and watched the parade.  When the rest of the family trickled in, Kurt offered to make them breakfast, but they all declined.  Eventually, everyone was in the living room watching.

“There’s Big Bird!”  Leah smiled.

Robert frowned and smiled at the same time, “Since when are you a fan of Big Bird?  I mean, it’s been a few years…”

Leah rolled her eyes, “NYU cheerleaders and marching band are next.  We’re looking for Chris.”

“Oh, well that makes a little more sense,”  Robert chuckled.

“There they are!”  Sebastian said, and everyone seemed to sit up a little as they watched the screen, scanning for Chris.  

They watched for what seemed like several minutes, but in reality it was only several seconds.  The camera zoomed in on a girl doing a flip in the air, then panned down as she was being caught.  “There he is!”  Kurt smiled as he watched Chris catch who he was pretty sure was the girl named Dayna they had met.  “Awe, he got a closeup and everything.  That was exciting!”  Sebastian smiled at Kurt’s enthusiasm and kissed him on the side of the head. 

“How is he doing?”  Tori asked as the next group came onto the screen.

“Pretty good,”  Sebastian answered.  “Elliott’s sister, Amelia, and husband and kids were coming to New York for Thanksgiving, so Chris will be joining them.  They met last night, but we haven’t heard how it went.”

“And he’s recovering from the Owen trauma?”

“He seems to be handling it really well.  I think getting back to normal routines really helped.  As much as we would have liked for him to stay with us longer, it was the right choice for him to go back to his dorm.  It’s easier for him to see Elliott that way too, because he lives fairly close.”

Kurt added, “And Elliott has been great throughout the entire thing.  Now they are going on dates, visiting each other, and seeing each other in between classes...Normal things they kind of skipped for a while there.  Elliott is very understanding of his busy schedule, how flirty he is… They just work.  He’s really nice, too.”

“And hot,”  Leah smiled.

“That too,”  Sebastian smiled.  It had reminded him of when he and his family had been talking about Kurt the year prior, and Leah brought up that same fact.

“He is very hot,”  Kurt agreed.  “Hopefully Chris does okay through the trial.  He has to fly out to Wyoming and testify in the case out there.  But he only has to be a witness, so if he doesn’t want to stay for the whole thing, he doesn’t have to.”

Seb nodded, “And he said his mom might actually join him for that.  I hope she does, so she can realize how serious it all was.  She seemed to brush it off when he called her about it.”

“I just don’t get that,”  Carol shook her head in disbelief.  

“That’s because you’re a good mom, who’s loving and accepting.  She may love, in her own unique way, but she hasn’t been too accepting,”  Kurt explained.  “She’s highly influenced by her husband, apparently.  He and Chris do not get along at all.  He thinks being gay is a choice, and hates Chris for making that ‘choice’ and embarrassing the family.  Bas and I are extremely lucky to have all of you be accepting of us for who we are.  We’ve always known that, but when you meet someone who isn’t as lucky, you become even more grateful.”

 

~

 

Thanksgiving dinner was lovely.  Tori had decorated a lovely tablescape and cooked a fantastic turkey.  Carol and Leah helped her make all of the side dishes, and Kurt made Finn’s favorite pumpkin pie.  He and Sebastian also made an apple pie, since that was Robert’s favorite.  

As they sat around and ate, Sebastian couldn’t help but feel warm inside.  It was their first Thanksgiving spent together as one big family.  It had been great to have Thanksgiving with his dad again the year before, but now with Kurt, Burt, Carol, and Finn added in, it just felt right.  He felt especially grateful knowing that this was his family for the rest of his life, and holidays were all going to be as amazing as this. 

When they went around the table and said they were grateful for, Sebastian made sure to express those feelings, “I’m grateful for so much this year, I don’t even know where to begin.”   He took a moment to gather his thoughts,  “First, just as last Thanksgiving, I’m grateful for Kurt.”  He looked at Kurt, who smiled at him with a wink.  He continued, “It’s been a roller coaster of a year.  I’m grateful that Kurt woke up and was able to be here with us today.  Those memories are so fresh in my mind, that I think it makes me extra grateful, and even more aware of what it is I have.  I have a bigger family now.  Extra parents, and an extra sibling,”  Finn was smiling his goofy smile that made Sebastian grin even bigger, “I’m grateful that Kurt said ‘yes’ when I asked him to marry me.  I’m grateful for the blessed and privileged life we lead in New York, and that we get to do it all alongside some of our closest friends.  And I’m grateful that no matter where we are, when I’m with Kurt, I’m home.”

Everyone in the room could feel the love.  Not just between Kurt and Sebastian, but with each other.  They had all been through so much together.  They had grown together, loved together, stood by each other.  It was a special connection that everyone knew was going to keep them together as a close family.  They were all grateful for that.

 

………………..

 

Friday morning when Kurt’s alarm went off, he turned to see if it woke up Sebastian.  He seemed to be asleep still, so he kissed him on the cheek and pulled the covers off to get up.  He got ready quickly and quietly, and as he walked to the bedroom door, he heard Sebastian, still half asleep, mumble, “Bye, Baby.  Have fun.”

Kurt smiled.  He whispered, “I will.  Go back to sleep, Love.”  He gave Sebastian one last kiss on the cheek before entering the hallway.  He knocked on Leah’s door as quietly as he could, “Leah?  Are you up?”

She opened the door with a toothbrush in her mouth, “Just a sec.”  After finishing in the bathroom quickly, they headed down to the kitchen to grab some quick breakfast, and a coffee for Kurt.  

As they headed to the garage, Kurt said, “I can’t believe you’re going to drive.”

Leah giggled, “Well, you have your license, so if you’re with me I can drive with my temps.  Just a few more weeks and I get the real deal.  I can’t wait till I get my new car.”

“What are you going to get?”

She shrugged, “I haven’t decided yet.  I’m thinking maybe a Tesla.”

“Hmm.  Good choice.”  They got in one of Roberts cars that he had given her permission to drive the night before, a Mercedes-Benz GLC Coupe.  

Once they arrived at the mall, they headed to the east entrance, where they were meeting Tina and Mercedes for a morning of shopping for bargains and hanging out.

“Oh my god!”  they heard Mercedes yell.  Kurt turned to look in the direction in which her voice came, and was immediately engulfed in her arms, “I’ve missed you so much, Kurt!”

He laughed as he hugged her, “I’ve missed you too!”

Tina was giving Leah a hug.  The two of them saw each other fairly often, so it was more of a friendly greeting.  When Tina went to hug Kurt, she held on a little tighter, “I can’t even begin to tell you how much I’ve missed you.  All of you.  It’s just been so weird this year, without the whole gang together.”

Kurt pulled back, “I’m sure it has.  I’ve missed you, too, Tina.  Sam’s been keeping me up to date on Glee Club.  I can’t wait to see you guys perform tonight.”

Mercedes agreed, and Tina nodded, “Yeah.  We’re doing pretty well.  Not the same, but some of the new kids are pretty good.  Sam has been an amazing leader.”  She turned and winked at Leah, who just smiled from ear to ear.

“Let’s get our shopping on!”  Mercedes said, linking arms with Kurt after chatting for a few more minutes.

As they shopped, they all caught up with what was going on in each other’s lives.  Again, talking in person was so much better than on social media.  Mercedes talked about her school, which she loved, and how much she liked California.  Even though she liked California, she didn’t love LA, but said she could tolerate it for now.  She had met a couple of friends, but was still on the hunt for someone special to date.  

Tina talked about Glee Club, and told Kurt and Mercedes about the new kids, and some of their drama.  She told them about how she and Mike had decided to go their separate ways, but still talked every once in a while.  Kurt knew they had split, but was happy to hear that they were still friendly with each other.  She missed Mike a lot, but had recently taken interest in a new transfer student.  He was in some of her honors classes, and they got along really well.  He was planning on coming to see the Glee Club perform later that night, so Kurt was hoping to get to meet him.

Leah talked about some of the friends she had made at Crawford Country Day.  She really liked the school, and loved that she got to live at home.  She told Kurt and Mercedes about how all of her friends were jealous that she had an amazing boyfriend that she bragged about all the time, but the jealousy intensified when Sam came to her choir concert and met some of the other girls in person.  She said he was all they talked about for a couple of weeks, and she jokingly questioned whether or not to let him come to any more events.

Kurt told them all about his and Sebastian’s time in Europe and New York.  He told stories about their new friends, school, Vogue, and briefly talked about the Owen situation when Mercedes asked about it.  Both Mercedes and Tina could see what Leah already knew… New York was a perfect fit for someone like Kurt Hummel.  He was right where he needed to be, in every possible way.  

They were almost all the way to the west end of the mall, when Mercedes turned to Kurt and frowned.  He frowned back, “What?!”

She looked down at the single bag he had on his arm, then back up to him, “It is so unlike you to be this far down the mall and only have one bag.  You feelin’ okay?”

He laughed, “I told you all about how amazing Europe was.  Did you think I didn’t shop while we were there?”  The girls all laughed.

“Okay, you got me there.”

“Seb was prepared.  He had an extra suitcase,”  Leah smiled.

They laughed, and Tina said, “He sure knows you well, Kurt.”

 

They were headed back to the east end of the mall when Kurt heard someone call his name.  He turned to see Avery and Clay walking towards them, holding hands.  He smiled as she hugged him, “How are you?!”

“Good!”  Avery smiled as she pulled away, “How about you?  Congrats on the engagement!”

“Thanks!”  He turned and smiled at Clay, who immediately gave him a hug.  

“You look good.  New York treating you right?”

Kurt smiled, “God, I wish I could have convinced you to sing with New Directions back in the day.  Your voice is so amazing.”  They all chuckled, then he added, “Yes.  New York is fantastic.  It seems you two are liking University of Cincinnati?”

Avery nodded quickly, “Love it!”  Clay nodded in agreement.  

They chatted for a few more minutes, and after they parted,  they all headed home for a few hours rest before Sectionals.

 

~



After watching New Directions perform at Sectionals, Leah, Kurt, and Sebastian met Finn and Rachel, who had been out together all day, in the lobby of Adams High School.  As soon as Rachel saw them, she ran and gave them all a hug.  She pulled back from her hug with Kurt, “Guess what?!”

Kurt glanced at Finn quickly, trying to sense what was going on.  When he looked back at Rachel, he asked, “What?”

She bounced a little, “I was accepted at NYADA!”

They all cheered and congratulated her with kind words and more hugs.  Kurt looked at Finn.  He was smiling, but it wasn’t quite meeting his eyes.  Finn looked back at him and smiled a little more as he gave a short nod, acknowledging that he was happy for Rachel, and he was just going to have to accept this.  

 

A few minutes later, the New Directions all came out to head home.  Sam came jogging over to Leah when he saw her.  He picked her up and spun her around.  She giggled, “Congratulations, Sam!”

He smiled, “Thanks.”  He kissed her and then set her down.

Kurt and Sebastian were both smiling, and went in for hugs.  “You were awesome, Sam.  That win was well deserved.”

“Thanks, Seb.”  He went to hug Kurt, “It’s so good to see you guys again.”

“You, too.”

They chatted with everyone in the group, and got hugs from Will.  He introduced them to some of the new members, and they just shook their heads and at some of the comments the younger group were making about the ‘legendary’ New Direction Alumni.  Some kind comments, but also some snide remarks as well.

Sebastian and Kurt both noticed how Spencer was checking Seb out.  He made sure to not let go of Kurt’s hand, making it blatantly obvious that he was not available.  Spencer didn’t seem to care.  

Sam looked over and noticed.  He turned to everyone, “Why don’t we head out to the bus...The faster we get back, the faster we can get on with our night.”  He took the trophy from Kity, much to her chagrin, and stepped in front of Spencer.  In a low tone, he said, “Why don’t you take the trophy, and we can let these love birds get on with their night.”

Spencer rolled his eyes a bit and took the trophy.  Leah smirked and winked at Sam when he turned back around.  

 

 

Once everyone was back home, they all sat around talking.  Finn had gone out for ice cream with Rachel, so when he came in, everyone else was already settled in the living room.  Once the parents headed to bed, Kurt looked at Finn and asked, “Are you doing okay?”

Finn nodded, “Yeah.  I mean, I’m heartbroken.  But… I think we both knew that we were never going to make it work in the big picture, ya know?  We knew this was coming.”  Kurt nodded.  

Sam said, “Her not getting accepted right away was kind of a blessing in that way.  I mean, it gave you both some time to prepare for this.”

“Yeah,”  Finn nodded.  “We knew it was coming, whether it was NYADA or not.  I just feel like we have a ticking clock hanging over our heads.”

“You can stay friends though.  I think that’s actually going to be really important for both of you,” Leah encouraged.  “You can see her when you visit Seb and Kurt.  Call, FaceTime, text… I think it would help you both.  I can’t see either of you cutting all ties completely.”

Finn nodded, “Yeah, we talked about that.  It’s just going to be so hard.  I feel like now, I need to start meeting more people at school.  My world was split into pieces when we graduated.  I still had some pieces here with me, but now, a major piece is leaving.  And then everyone else but Leah will be going in different directions again at the end of the year.  I’m the only one staying.” Everyone understood, but they weren’t sure what they could say to make him feel better.

Leah looked at Sam.  He had his arm around her, so he squeezed a little, then kissed the side of her head.

Sebastian frowned a little as he looked at Sam, “Do you already know where you’re going?”

“No.  I know I want to do something with art...Art education, art therapy...something that I can make a career out of if my art doesn’t take off.”

“That’s smart,”  Kurt agreed.  

Sam’s face lit up, “Oh yeah!  I can’t believe I almost forgot.  Seb, I brought you something.  I was going to give it to you at Christmas, but since I won’t be going to New York with everyone, I wanted to give it to you now.”  He got up and went to his truck quickly.  When he came back in, he had a large wrapped rectangle.  He was smiling from ear to ear, “Now.  I do not expect to see this out and about when I come visit.  But of all people, I figured you’d appreciate it the most.”

Sebastian took the package, “Thanks, man.”  

As he unwrapped the gift, Kurt’s eyes widened and muttered, “Oh my god…”  then started laughing - partly because he was embarrassed.

Sebastian’s eyes widened as the macaroni portrait of Kurt was unveiled.  A smile spread across Seb’s face, “Oh.  My.  God.  This...This is amazing!  I cannot believe you made macaroni look like him!  Holy shit!”  Everyone was chuckling, since they had all seen the artwork already.  They weren’t laughing at the picture.  It was remarkably good.  But they laughed at both Kurt and Sebastian’s reaction.

Sam smiled, “Well, I used some beans too.”

Kurt, who already had his hand over his mouth, lowered his face into both hands and shook his head.

Seb turned to him, “Baby, we need to find a place for this.”

Notes:

I wrote this a paragraph at a time over a long period of time, so I hope it all made sense to you. If you enjoyed it, please leave a kind comment or kudos! I SO appreciate it. Now that I can breathe a bit more, I'm hopeful that it won't be so long in between chapters. I appreciate each and every one of you. Please stay safe out there. Don't forget to love your neighbors.
~QT

Chapter 20: Fall Break ~ Part 2

Summary:

New Directions reunion party brings Spencer back.
Kurt and Sebastian talk to Robert about the prenup, then have a long talk about money (which I was very liberal with, and it was totally fun).

Notes:

So, my computer died. If it's not one thing, it's another, right? Luckily, I use Google Docs, so my work was not lost. But what I didn't realize was that finding a new computer during a pandemic would be so difficult. Took me a while between weird store hours and lack of stock at multiple stores, but I did it!
Thank you all for comments and concerns about my daughter. She's doing really well. Fingers crossed, it stays that way!

A note about Rachel... I've said it before, but she's not my favorite character on the show, or in real life. I've written her as being a lot less in-your-face and annoying. However, I still feel like I don't have the energy to write her. So although she's going to NY, and she will continue to be part of the story, she will not have too major of a role. I hope that makes sense, and I hope you understand.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

Kurt and Sebastian approached Rachel’s front door hand in hand.  They had spent the day with the moms at the florist going over options that included succulent and flower mixtures for the wedding.  They had hoped to get some more of the decoration choices taken care of, but they had spent too much time at the florist for that to happen.  Sebastian reminded everyone that the decorations were easy to take care of long distance, so there was no need to squeeze that in.  Now, it was time to relax and have a good time with the people they loved, but didn’t get to see too often.

Hiram, one of Rachel’s fathers, answered the door, “Hello, boys!  It’s good to see you.  Come on in!”

They smiled and Kurt greeted, “Thanks, Hiram.  It’s good to see you too.”

LeRoy entered, “Kurt!  Sebastian!  It’s great to see you.  Do you mind if I have a word with you for a minute before you join the party downstairs?”

“No, that’s fine,”  Sebastian answered.  They followed the dads into the living room.  Seb asked, “What can we do for you?”

LeRoy answered, “Well, Rachel will be in New York soon.  I was just hoping that you’d give us a little bit of reassurance that you’ll both be there for her if she needs anything.  It’s hard for us to have her leave and be so far away.”

Kurt gave an understanding smile, “We’ll absolutely be there for her.  We’ve already told her that, too.  And we’ve offered to be somewhat of a ‘place of refuge’ if she needs a break from dorm life for a while.  We have a couple of friends who spend the weekend with us every now and then for that reason.  She’s more than welcome any time.”

Sebastian added, “And I know Puck and Sugar have offered the same thing.  She’s got five good friends in the city, and she’s already met most of our new friends.  She’ll be fine.  We’ll make sure of it.”

Hiram smiled, “Thanks, boys.”  He looked at LeRoy, “Feel better, Sweetheart?”

Sebastian immediately looked at Kurt when Hiram unknowingly used the pet name.  Kurt gave Seb a little smile and nod, letting him know he was okay.  Sebastian rubbed his back and watched him for a few more seconds.  

“I do,”  LeRoy answered his husband.  He looked back at the boys, “Speaking of ‘I do’, congratulations on the engagement!”

Kurt smiled, “Thank you.  We’ve spent most of the break planning with our moms and Leah.  The wedding plans are really starting to take shape.”

“Great.  We’re really happy for you both.”  He stood, “Now go on.  Have fun.  You don’t need to stick around and talk with the old farts any longer.”

 

When they got downstairs, the party was well underway. They were greeting everyone when Santana and Brittany came running up, jumping into their arms.  Both of them laughed, and Kurt muttered, “Well ‘hello’ to you, too.”

“We just missed you, that’s all.  How’s Chris?  Is he still with Hot Stuff?”

Seb chuckled, “You mean Elliott?  Yes.  They are both great.”

“Good.  Come on, let’s get a drink,”  Brittany smiled, pulling Kurt over to the bar. 

Santana looked at Sebastian, “Is he really okay?”

“Chris and Kurt are both doing well.  No worries.  Like I said before about Kurt, he’s velvet over steel.  And Chris is doing great too.  Elliott has played a major role in that, and they seem really happy.”

Santana nodded, “I’m glad.  For everyone, but  Kurt especially.  He needs peace and happiness.  You’re doing a good job giving him that, Sebby.”

Sebastian put his arm around her and kissed her on the cheek, “Thanks, Tana.”  

 

The party was a New Directions Holiday Reunion, according to Rachel.  Everyone who had been in New Directions the previous year, as well as their significant others, was there.  The only members not able to make it were Puck and Sugar.  

To Kurt and Sebastian’s surprise, they heard Nick say, “Mind if we crash?” as he and Jeff came down the stairs.  They were the only other Warblers who were from the area, so Rachel had made sure to invite them.  She didn’t say anything because she wanted it to be a surprise.

“Oh my gosh!”  Seb smiled.  He looked back toward Kurt, then laughed because he was already running toward Jeff. 

“Kurtsie!”  Jeff smiled, lifting Kurt into the air.

“I missed you guys so much!”  Kurt smiled.  He hugged Nick, kissed him on the cheek, then waited for Sebastian to finish his hugs before he continued, “I was hoping we’d be able to see you this weekend, but with wedding planning and parties, I didn’t think we could.”

“That’s why I invited them,”  Rachel said as she approached.

Kurt hugged her, “Thanks, Rach.  Really.”

She smiled and shrugged her shoulders, “They’re family.”

Nick smiled, “Thanks, Rachel.  We appreciate the invitation.  It’s good to see everyone again.  And congratulations on your acceptance at NYADA!”

“Thanks!”  Rachel beamed.  

 

Kurt and Sebastian were talking with Mike at the bar.  He was the one they wanted to catch up with the most.  He wasn’t big in using social media, so there was a lot about school and life that they didn’t know about with each other.

Sebastian had excused himself to the restroom just a couple of minutes before Spencer came down the stairs like he owned the place.  Kurt had his back to him, so he didn’t even notice.  All the other alumni just assumed that Rachel had invited him, while Rachel assumed Sam had, since they were on the football team together.

When Sebastian came back into the room, Spencer had reached the bottom of the stairs and was scanning the place.  He looked over to Sebastian and smirked.  He stepped in front of him and let his eyes roam Sebastian’s body from top to bottom, and back up again, “Hey.  It’s good to see you again.”

Sebastian took a deep breath and put on a polite smile, obviously fake, “Yeah.  You too.  Now, if you’ll excuse me…”  He started to step around Spencer, but he reached out and put his hand on  his bicep, with his arm against Seb’s chest.  Sebastian looked at Spencer’s hand on his arm, flicked it off like it was a crumb, then turned to face him a little more, “Look… It’s Spencer, right?”  He didn’t wait for a reply before he continued, “I’m not sure if anyone has told you, but see that fine as hell guy sitting at the bar?”  He pointed toward Kurt, “That’s my fiance.  I’m not available.” He held up his left hand, showing his ring.

Spencer turned to look at Kurt, then back to Sebastian, “He’s not my type.  You are.”

Sebastian frowned a bit and shook his head, “You’re missing my point.  He’s my type.  Inside and out.  He’s the man that I love.  The man that I’m going to faithfully spend the rest of my life with.  So there’s no point in wasting your breath on me.  I’m not interested or available.  So back off.” He spoke to Spencer as if he was speaking to a child.  

Kurt turned around, hearing Sebastian’s voice, just in time to see Spencer step close enough to Seb that it made him shift uncomfortably.  He stood quickly and made his way over.  He heard Spencer say, “I bet I could give you more.”

Sebastian actually chuckled a little at that.  He looked up and saw Kurt walking toward him.  He offered his hand to Kurt and gave him a small smile.  

Kurt looked concerned, irritated, and protective, all at once, “Everything okay, Bas?”  He turned and looked at Spencer quickly before looking back to hear and see an answer.  

“Sure, Baby.  You remember Spencer?”

Kurt decided he’d play nice for now, “Yeah.  You guys did a nice job at the competition yesterday.  Congratulations on the win.”

Spencer nodded, “Thanks.  I always win.”  He glanced at Sebastian as if he was a prize in some kind of competition.

Kurt, just like Sebastian had a minute ago, chuckled at that, “Not always.”

Sam approached with a frown, “What are you doing here?”

Spencer looked at him like he had two heads, “I heard Artie talking about the New Directions party.  I figured I was invited.”  They could all tell he was full of shit.

“Yeah, well, it’s a reunion for last year’s New Directions who are home for Thanksgiving.  I think maybe you need to go.”

Spencer started to say something in return, but Leah came up, a bit wobbly on her feet, and wrapped her arms around Kurt’s waist, grabbing everyone’s attention.  He leaned down to kiss  her forehead and frowned, “Have you been drinking?”

“I only had one!”  she looked up at him with big puppy eyes, like she was trying not to get in trouble.

“Those puppy eyes may work on your brother, but as your almost-brother-in-law, I think you need to be more careful.  The last thing we need is for you to have a hangover in the morning when we’re saying our goodbyes, or for Tori and Robert to worry about their fifteen year old daughter drinking.”

She frowned and pouted a bit, “Nearly 16!”

Sebastian and Sam were both getting ready to say something, when Spencer cut in, “You two are siblings?”  He waved his finger from Sebastian, to Leah, then back again.

“We are,”  Sebastian nodded, but quickly turned his attention back to Leah.  “I agree, Leah.  You’ve had enough.  If one drink has you that wobbly, then that’s your limit.  At least for now.”

Sam frowned as he looked at her, “What did you drink?”

She shrugged, “Something fruity Joe made.”

Sam shook his head, “Okay, but no more.  And from now on, at future parties, stick to something in a bottle, like a wine cooler or beer.  He may be heavy handed.”  Sebastian watched the two of them with a satisfied expression.  Sam looked up at everyone before wrapping his arm around Leah, “We all good here?  I want to go see what Joe put in her drink.”

“Yeah, I’ll join you,”  Seb agreed.  He grabbed Kurt’s hand and took him with them.

As they all walked away, Spencer muttered, “Damn.  That hot and rich…”  He had put together that Leah came from money just because of passing comments here and there from the seniors in Glee.  Knowing Sebastian was rich just made him hotter to Spencer.

Santana had been watching and listening close by.  She strutted up to Spencer and leaned up to whisper in his ear, “And you don’t have a chance in Hell.  If I hear of you messing with my boys in any way, you can kiss the rest of your football career goodbye.  Got it, Tom Brady?”

Spencer didn’t say anything, but nodded ‘yes’ before he watched her strut away.  He stuck around and hung out at the party, mostly talking with the current members of the New Directions.  

 

An hour later, Sebastian and Nick were leaning up against the bar, talking and laughing.  Kurt and Jeff were on the make-shift dance floor with Santana, Brittany, Rachel, Tina, Leah, and Sam.  Everyone else was hanging out at the lounge areas around the room.

Spencer approached Sebastian, “You seem to not have a problem with Kurt getting all handsy over there.  If he can do it, you can too.”

Nick smiled a half smile and raised his brows as he looked from Kurt and Jeff, back to Spencer.  He looked at Sebastian whose brows were raised and lips were formed into a confident smile.  Seb didn’t even look over at Kurt.  He kept his eyes on Spencer, “Spencer, this is Nick, one of mine and Kurt’s best friends.  Jeff, the guy Kurt is dancing with, is also one of our best friends, and Nick's boyfriend for the past four and a half years.  Nick, this is Baby Gay, Spencer.”

Nick laughed out loud as he looked at Spencer’s frown, “Oh man.”  He laughed a little more, “Nice to meet you, Baby Gay Spencer.”

“What the fuck?!”  Spencer spat.   Finn heard, so he approached and stood close by, just in case.

“Look, man…”  Sebastian started, “You still have a lot to learn...hence the ‘Baby Gay’ nickname.”

“I don’t need to learn shit.”

“You do.  First of all, you need to learn that when you are turned down, you walk away gracefully.  Second, just because someone is dancing with someone else, doesn’t mean that they are doing something wrong.  Especially if it happens to be one of their best friends.  Look… I know it’s not easy being one of the few, if not the only, out gay kid at a public school in Lima, Ohio.  But just because you meet another gay guy, doens’t mean shit for your sex life.  You’ll probably need to go outside of Lima to meet someone.  Maybe even wait to do so a lot longer than you’d like.  But don’t be an ass just because you’re horny.  That’s what your hand is for.  Besides, finding someone special, not just a fuck buddy or one night stand, is so worth it.”

Spencer narrowed his eyes, “You mean to tell me that those two putting their hands on each other doesn’t bother either of you?”

Sebastian and Nick both shook their heads.  Nick answered, “If it was just some random asshat in a bar, yeah it would.  But it’s our Kurtsie.  We love him, he loves us. It’s different.  And it’s not like they’re groping each other.”

“Do you all fuck around with each other?”  Spencer raised an eyebrow in suspicion.  Finn decided that there wasn’t going to be any punches thrown, so he would leave them alone before he heard something he might not like.  He knew the answer already, anyway.  

Sebastian chuckled to himself as he watched Finn lave. He answered, “No, we don’t.  We may dance, cuddle, or even share a bed, but we don’t ‘fuck around’. Kurt’s an extremely tactile person if he trusts you and loves you enough. We all trust each other fully. He went years with basically no physical contact that wasn’t meant to hurt him.  The fact that he has the opposite of that now… I won’t interfere with that.”

Spencer rolled his eyes, “What is this?  Another ‘how to be gay’ lesson?”

Nick shook his head, “It’s a ‘how to be a decent human being’ lesson, BG.”   



Out on the makeshift dance floor, Jeff threw his hands up to Kurt’s shoulders and pulled him into a hug as they danced, “I’ve missed you so much.”

“I’ve missed you, too. You guys should come to New York for New Year’s Eve. Wouldn’t that be fun!?”

“It would!  We’ll both talk to our men and work it out,”  Jeff pulled back a little, returning to more of a dance position.  He slid his hand to Kurt’s upper back and neck.  He felt the hard metal underneath, and neither of them had to voice what it was.  Jeff sighed, “That is so fucking sexy.”

Kurt chuckled, “Are you going to get one of your own?”

Jeff shrugged, “Maybe some day.  We’ve explored more in the bedroom. I’m not sure I’m ready for anything outside those four walls.  I might never be.”

“And that’s okay, ya know… Keeping it inside the bedroom only.”

Jeff nodded, “I know.  But every time I see it, or rather, feel it, on you, I just think it’s so fucking sexy I can’t stand it.”  He paused a beat, then added, “Or maybe it’s just you.  You’re sexy, Kurtsie.”

Kurt chuckled again, “And you’re drunk.”

Jeff frowned, “Yeah, but you’re still a sexy motherfucker.”

Smiling, Kurt said, “Well, thanks, Jeffie.  Now, let’s get you some water….”

 

They walked over, hand in hand, to where Sebastian and Nick were standing with Spencer.  Kurt smiled, “Get your man a water, Nicky.  He’s so drunk, he called me a ‘sexy motherfucker’.”

Nick and Sebastian both laughed.  

Spencer frowned, watching them.  “You know he’s had too much to drink because he thinks you’re sexy?”

“No,”  Kurt answered.  “I know he thinks I’m sexy.  But the ‘motherfucker’ comment is not his style.”

Spencer shook his head, “I think I’m just going to resign myself to not understanding any of you.”

Kurt shrugged one shoulder, “M’kay.”  He looked to Sebastian, “Bas, I think Niff needs to come to New York for New Year’s Eve.  What do you think?”

Sebastian lit up, “That’s a great idea!”  He looked at Nick, “How’s that sound to you?”

“Sounds good to me!  I’m sure Jeff is in.”

“He is.  We already discussed it,”  Kurt winked at Nick.  

“Of course you did,”  Nick smiled.

“So, you two live in New York?”  Spencer asked.  He hadn’t thought about them not living in Ohio.

They both nodded, and Sebastian answered, “Yeah.  I go to Columbia for Pre Med, and Kurt goes to Parsons for Fashion Design.  Nick and Jeff live in Boston.”

“Where do you go to school?”  Spencer asked Nick.

“We both go to MIT.  It’s in Cambridge, but we chose to live in Boston, which is just across the river.  We’re in the Architecture and Planning program, and plan on opening our own firm once we graduate.”  

Jeff sipped his water and giggled as he looked over to the couch, seeing Santana, Brittany, and Quinn all snuggled together talking.  He added, “Santana over there cheers for Boston University, so we see her pretty often.  Brit doesn’t go to school, but when you see Tana, you see Brit.  And Quinn goes to Yale, which isn’t too far.  We see her and her boyfriend, Cameron, who went to Dalton with us, every once in a while.”

“So you’ve all stayed pretty close.”

“Yeah,”  Seb nodded.  “We’re a family.  We’ll always be close.  That’s what you need to do, BG.  Get yourself some friends that you can’t imagine ever letting go of, and don’t.  Just hold on to them for life.  It’ll change you.”

“What if I don’t need to change?”  He said defensively.

“Would you stick around to listen to all of this if you hadn’t at least thought about it?”  Kurt asked.  He frowned a bit and looked at Sebastian, “BG?”

“Baby Gay,”  answered Sebastian and Nick at the same time.  Spencer rolled his eyes in a huff and Jeff spit out his water, while everyone else just laughed.  

 

Sam had been watching, keeping a protective eye on the situation. He just grinned and shook his head.  Apparently, they had it all under control.

………………………

 

“Are you feeling okay, Baby?”  Sebastian asked as he came out of the bathroom fully dressed the next morning. 

Kurt was sitting up on the edge of the bed wearing only his sleep pants, and Sebastian could tell something was off.  Kurt nodded, “Yeah.  No hangover.  I didn’t really have much last night.”

Seb smirked, “Oh, you had plenty once we got home.”  He bounced his eyebrows suggestively.

Kurt smiled and shook his head.  He grabbed Seb’s belt loop and pulled him closer, wrapping his arms around his waist and resting his head on his belly, “Yes, I did, Sir.”

Sebastian ran his hands through Kurt’s hair and asked softly, “Then what is it, Baby?  What’s bothering you?”

“A couple of things.  I’m just going to miss everyone.  I know we’ll see our family in a few weeks when they come for Christmas, but it’s still hard to leave them.”

“I agree.  But you’re right, it’s only a few weeks.  It’ll fly by.  Especially with end of semester exams, Sugar Shack, and birthdays.”  He continued to run his fingers through Kurt’s hair, “What else is bothering you?”

Kurt took a deep breath, “I just don’t want to fight.”

Seb knelt in front of him, and Kurt wrapped his arms around his neck, leaning forward to kiss him.  Once the kiss stopped, Seb responded, “I don’t want to either.  I think this is something we can work through without too much stress, though.  I love you so much, Baby.  And I know you want this prenup because you love me too.  And knowing that, makes all the difference in the world.”

 

~

 

Bags were packed, breakfast was eaten among family, and Kurt and Sebastian had one more thing to do before heading home.  As Sebastian took his and Kurt’s plate to Tori, who was loading the dishwasher, he looked to Robert, “Dad, can Kurt and I talk to you in the office before we go?”

“Sure.”  He frowned a bit, “Everything okay?”

“Yeah.  We just need to talk about some legal business.”

The three of them entered the office, Robert turning one of the chairs to face Kurt and Sebastian, who had taken a seat on the couch,  “What kind of legal business do you want to talk about?”

Sebastian turned to look at Kurt with his brows raised.  Kurt rolled his eyes at him, then turned his attention to Robert, “I want to sign a prenup.  Sebastian isn’t too happy about it.”

Robert raised his brows, slowly nodded his head as he looked between the two boys.  A small smirk appeared on his lips, “That doesn’t surprise me.”

“Which part?”  both boys asked at the same time.

“Both parts,”  Robert chuckled.  “I’m not at all surprised that Kurt would want to do something that would not only protect you, Seb, but also show that he isn’t in this for the money.”  He looked at Kurt, “And I’m not surprised that he isn’t happy about it.”

Kurt nodded, “I have no idea how much money you guys have, how much Bas will inherit… so on and so on…And I don’t know that I want to know.  It all makes me very anxious.”

Robert nodded, “Well, I can’t say that I know what that feels like.  And Seb can’t either.  Neither of us have ever known life without money.  But, whether it makes you anxious or not, you’re going to have to know numbers if you want to sign a prenup.”

Kurt sighed silently, “Okay.”

“How about I draw up some paperwork, and I can bring it with me at Christmas.  You can sign it then.  What kind of details are you looking for?”

“What do you mean?”

Sebastian interrupted, “If we have to do this, I want Kurt to get something out of it if he turns ‘evil’ like he suggests.”

At the confused look on Robert’s face, Kurt explained, “I told Bas that I want to sign one in case I turn evil one day.”

Robert laughed a bit, “If you haven’t already, you aren’t going to.”

“That’s what I said!”  Sebastian sat up a little looking back at Kurt who was leaning back.

“Not the point,”  Kurt said, giving them both a look indicating that he wasn’t going to argue about this again.  “I want to protect you, Bas.  From anyone, and anything... including me.”

Sebastian’s face softened a bit at that.  He sighed, but didn’t say anything.  

Robert smiled, “That’s love, Seb.  You may not be comfortable with the expression of it in this form, but it’s love, nonetheless.”

There were a few beats of silence as Sebastian thought about things. He finally said, “If Kurt is going to sign one, I want to too.”

Kurt frowned deeply and looked at him, “So you can, what… not take my extensive collection of Doc Martins?”

Robert laughed again before adding, “You may not be wealthy on your own at the moment, but we all know how successful you’re bound to be.  If he signs one now, and he turns evil later, then he can’t take you for everything you’ve rightfully earned.”

Kurt thought about it for a moment, then agreed, “Deal.”

Robert asked, “So what is that you want Kurt to have, Seb...in the event that one or both of you turn evil…”  He chuckled again.

“Money.  If something happens, I want him to have enough that he can continue to live comfortably.”

“Okay.  How about this?  You two talk numbers on your drive back to New York.  Seb, you need to tell him how much your trust fund is, how much each property is worth, and how much you stand to inherit once Celeste and Beau pass, as well as once your mother and I are gone.  Then you can either determine a set amount, or even a percentage, and agree upon that.  Just let me know what you decide, and I can draw up the papers to be signed at Christmas.  If you still haven’t decided by then, it can wait until summer, as long as it’s before the wedding.  Sound good? ”

Both boys agreed.

 

~

 

After some long goodbyes that were full of thanks to everyone for helping them get the wedding planning rolling, Kurt and Sebastian climbed into the Corvette and hit the road.  Once they were on the highway, Sebastian moaned as he accelerated.

Kurt chuckled, “Feel good, Love?”

“So good.  I missed her so much.”

“I bet you did.”

 

By the time they reached Pennsylvania, the subject of money could no longer be avoided.  “Okay, Babe, ready to talk numbers?”

“No,”  Kurt answered as he stared out the window.

Sebastian rolled his eyes and shook his head, “Well, we can’t avoid it any more.  So let's talk.”

Kurt sighed and rested his head back, lazily turning to look at Sebastian, “Fine.”

“Okay,”  Seb began, “Obviously, with the exception of my trust fund, all other assets will be split equally with Leah.  She and I will both get our trust funds when we turn 21, or graduate from college, whichever comes first. We also both already have a healthy checking account that allows us to buy things like our cars or an apartment. It started at a million, but if we needed more, there is an allowance to grant access to our trust funds, but only for the purchase of a home.

“Leah and I have agreed that all of the properties are important to us, and we will not sell unless something happens that forces us to.  With the exception of the Ohio estate, I can’t imagine what that would possibly be.”

Kurt frowned a bit, “Why the Ohio estate?”

Seb shrugged, “We both love the entire estate, but it’s in Ohio.  Ohio is lovely, but unless Leah chooses to stay and have a career based out of Westerville or Columbus, once my parents and grandparents pass, there’s not much holding us there.  I’m obviously not staying in Ohio.  I don’t know if she’ll want to or not.  Anyway, we’ll keep the properties and either live in them or use them as vacation homes.  If we choose to sell, we split the profit.”

Kurt nodded, “Okay.”

“So, numbers… My grandparents' manor in Paris is worth $23.5 million.” Kurt’s eyes widened and he threw his hand up over his mouth.  Seb chuckled. He said the rest in rapid succession, like ripping off a band-aid, “The Ohio estate is worth $9.8 million. The Penthouse is worth $15.5 million. The beach house in North Carolina  is worth $7.2 million.  And I sound like a spoiled brat.” He glanced over at Kurt, whose eyes were still huge, mouth still covered, and just sat and stared out the front window, listening.  Seb noticed the signs for a park and campground at the next exit, so he got off the highway.  Kurt continued to stare straight ahead, not saying a word.

Sebastian pulled into the park, and parked in a space by the playground.  He turned the engine off, then turned to Kurt, “Baby…”

Kurt still had his hand over his mouth, was still staring, and seemed to be in shock.  Sebastian tried again, “Kurt, Baby…”  He reached over and put a hand on Kurt’s leg, “Kurt, are you okay?”

“Huh?”  he blinked a few times, then turned to Sebastian, “Yeah.  Yeah, I’m okay.” He took a deep breath, “H-How...How much is your trust fund?”

Sebastian cleared his throat, then just spit it out, “$75 million.”

Kurt’s eyes got impossibly huge, “$75 million!?  Are you kidding me!?”  

Seb shook his head ‘no’ and kept a careful eye on Kurt.  “I told you… old money on both sides…”

“Yeah, but… Holy shit, $75 million!?  Bas… I can’t… I can’t be… no.  No.  I have to sign a prenup.  Oh my god…”

“Well, then…”  Seb started, feeling torn on whether to bring this up, since Kurt was having a hard time processing.  Kurt looked at Sebastian like he couldn’t possibly mention more.  Seb continued anyway, “Then, there’s the other inheritance.”

Kurt frowned, “What do you mean ‘the other inheritance’?”

Sebastian turned a bit more, so he could face Kurt better, “Well, there’s the inheritance when my parents and grandparents pass away.  I’ve only mentioned the properties and trust funds.  Both my parents and grandparents have money in stocks and bonds, savings, etc.”  He took a deep breath to tell Kurt how much, but Kurt stopped him.

“Wait.  Don’t tell me.  Please.”

“Babe, I have to.  You need to know how much money we’ll have eventually.”

Kurt shook his head, “No, I don’t.  First, it’s your money.  Not ours.  And second, I think $75 million plus living in a multi million dollar penthouse is plenty of information for me right now.”

“I get that this is overwhelming, but Baby, this is part of who I am.  You need to know what you’re getting when we get married.  Don’t ask me not to share part of me.”

Kurt’s face fell a bit, “No, Bas.  I’m sorry.  I didn’t think of it that way.  I’m so sorry.”

“Baby, it’s okay.  Don’t worry. It’s just something you’re going to have to deal with, uncomfortable or not.”  He stroked his thumb over Kurt’s cheek and Kurt nodded.  “Okay.  When the day comes that both my parents and grandparents have passed away, my share of the inheritance, minus the properties, is somewhere in the ballpark of $730 million. That’s not including the stocks and bonds, which would definitely put us well into the billionaire category.”

Kurt’s hand was once again over his mouth, but now it was shaking, “T-total?”

Seb shook his head, “My half.”

He stared at Sebastian for a solid minute or two.

When no words came, Sebastian asked, “Baby, what are you thinking?  Please say something.”

Kurt practically whispered, “No wonder dropping a few grand on Disney World was no big deal.”

Sebastian chuckled, “Exactly.  I know it has to be completely overwhelming.  I can’t even begin to imagine.  But, it’s still me.  It’s still the family that you already call your own.”

Kurt nodded.  He removed the hand from his own mouth and moved it to Sebastian’s face, “I know, Love.  I hope you know how much I love you.  And your family.  I just can’t believe you have that much money.  I mean I knew there was money, but, oh my god…”

“First of all, when we get married, it’s our money.”

“Oh, no, no, no.  That’s your money.”

Sebastian sighed, then after a minute, he finally said, “Okay.  I’m just going to give you some time to let this all sink in, okay? I’m not going to argue about it being ‘mine’ or ‘ours’ right now.  I know you’re overwhelmed, so I’m going to get us back on the road, and you just ask questions as they pop into your head, okay?”

Kurt nodded, “Okay.”  He seemed a little dazed.  Sebastian squeezed his hand one final time, before starting the car back up and pulling out of the lot.

 

Several miles down the road, Kurt spoke, “I don’t get it.”

Sebastian frowned and glanced over at Kurt, “What don’t you get?”

“Well, your family… you’re practically billionaires… and you’re all so down to earth.  How does that even happen?”

“Ah, well… I guess it wasn’t always that way?  I mean, my parents have always been pretty laid back, but Dad says that Grandpa and Grandma Smythe were pretty uptight and haughty.  I think maybe Mom played a big role in Dad not becoming like that.  I guess in college he was a little full of himself, but after meeting Mom, she put him in his place.”

Kurt chuckled, “I could see that happening.  Although, it’s hard to picture Robert being anything but the nice guy he is now.  How is Tori so laid back?  What’s that story?”

Sebastian shrugged, “She was raised that way.  It all started with my grandparents.  They fell in love, but Grand-pere was supposed to marry someone else.”

Kurt’s eyes widened, “Like an arranged marriage?”

Sebastian nodded, “Basically, yes.  It was ‘good for business’, apparently.  But Grand-pere refused, and left everything to be with Grand-mere.  They were on their own, living a normal life on only the money they earned themselves,  like everyone around them, for a really long time.  But when Grand-pere’s parents passed away, he still inherited their fortune.  So, that normalcy they lived, was held onto as much as possible, and they raised Mom and Charlotte in the same manner.  And then Mom and Dad raised Leah and I the same way.  I mean, we’re still spoiled rich kids, but at least we aren’t total brats.  Not anymore, anyway.”

 

They drove for another hour or so, before Kurt spoke again.  “What do you plan on doing with all of that money once you inherit it?  Or even just your trust fund?  What is your plan?”

Sebastian kept his eyes on the road, “I plan on living like we’re living now.  Stay in the penthouse for as long we’re happy there, pay for school, etc.  I’ll invest some of the inheritance.  That’s how a lot of the family money was made.  On Mom’s side, that entire empire was built on oil, then invested in real estate.  Dad’s side was the steel industry.  Dad is really getting into real estate, too, though.”  He paused for a few minutes, then added, “Mom and Dad have been big on charitable donations.  And not just of the political kind.”

“That’s nice.  Do you know who they donate to?”

Sebastian shrugged, “I think it changes some from year to year, but I know in the past, they’ve donated to Big Brother’s and Big Sisters, The Trevor Project, they fully fund some local food banks, and then this year they donated to something else, but Dad didn’t tell me what it was.”

“They donate to The Trevor Project?”

“Yeah, they started that the year I came out to them,”  Sebastian smiled and looked over to Kurt, who returned his smile.

“What about you?  Is there something you’ll donate to?”  Kurt asked.

“Well, we can decide on that together, since you’ll be my husband.  But there is something I’d like to do with my money…”

Kurt turned toward Sebastian a little more, “What’s that?”

“I still want my own medical practice.  A family that I met at the hospital recently kind of inspired this….I’ll still take patients just like any other office, but I want to make it a free clinic, without it seeming like a free clinic.  I want it to both appear and feel like any other normal pediatrician's office in the city.  Only maybe a little nicer.  I’d like it to be a ‘pay what you can’ type of place.  So if a family has insurance, great, but if a family can’t afford to pay, then they don’t have to.  I haven’t figured it all out yet, but it’s the end goal.”

Kurt smiled softly, “Just another reason I love you, Bas.”

Sebastian actually blushed a little, “I love you too, Baby.”



They stopped for dinner at a little cafe they found on an app that Kurt had downloaded on his phone.  It was a cute little place in a quaint little town.  After eating, they decided to stretch their legs a little and window shop along Main Street.  The town was already decorated for the holidays..  

“This is like a Hallmark town,”  Kurt smiled. “Straight out of a Hallmark movie.”

Sebastian smiled, “Yeah, you’re right.  This place seems like a real Main Street, USA.  Let’s get some hot chocolate or coffee.”  Seb pointed to a coffee house on the corner.  They got it to go, then walked down the other side of the street toward the car.  Once they arrived back, Kurt stood outside the Corvette, holding his coffee, while he was all wrapped up in a coat, scarf, and gloves.  Sebastian smiled from ear to ear.  

When they got in the car and started back toward the highway, Kurt looked over to Sebastian, noticing the smile had not left.  He frowned and smiled at the same time, “What is that smile for?”

“Seeing you in front of my car.  You’re so handsome.”  He looked over at Kurt, “And you look good in expensive things.”

Kurt smiled, “Well, good, because apparently, that’s my life now.”

Sebastian asked, “Are you okay with everything?  How do you feel?”

Kurt took a deep breath, then let it out slowly.  He had only had a few hours to really process it all.  “Well, I have to admit, it’s a lot to take in.”

Sebastian nodded, “I get that.”

Kurt thought for a minute, “I just suddenly feel a little like I’m taking advantage of you and your family.  I struggled with this before, with Disney, our trips to New York and Europe, and even living in the penthouse.  But I got used to it, and I’m hoping that I can again.”

Sebastian was quiet for a minute, thinking.  He then said, “I know those things were a struggle for you.  But you accepted them, and now you’re happy, right?”  He glanced over to Kurt.

Kurt nodded, “Yeah, of course, Bas.  I’ve never been happier.”

Sebastian smiled a little, “Good.  Just keep that in mind...This money doesn’t change anything.  Not really.  Basically, it just means that we can take really nice vacations.”

Kurt huffed out a laugh, “Yeah, sure.  That’s all hundreds of millions of dollars means.”

Sebastian rolled his eyes, “Of course it’ means more than that.  It means that we’re set for life, Babe.  We don’t have to worry if you don’t find a job after graduation, or if my practice fails, and so on.  We’ll never have to worry about saving for vacation, or retirement, much less where the money for our next meal is going to come from.  And I know how lucky that makes us.  But what I mean is, it won’t change the way we are currently living.  It’s all just kind of...there.  I mean, my family doesn’t go flying around the world in a private jet, just because they can.  We don’t eat at only the nicest restaurants.  We don’t only spend time with people in our tax bracket.  That’s just not who we are.  We do live a comfortable life.  But if you remove the nice cars, which aren’t the nicest we could afford, by the way, and the properties that have been in our family for generations, we aren’t that different from anyone else.”

Kurt nodded, “I know.  And we’ve talked about that before.  I guess you’re right. The fact that your parents and grandparents already have that money, and I wasn’t even aware, is a true sign of how it won’t really change things.  I just don’t want to be in charge of any of it.  Okay?”

Sebastian smiled and shook his head, “Well, for the most part, that’s fine.  You can help manage the bills and things, though. You don’t have to be involved in investments and things until you want to, or until you’re ready.  But, if I pass away before you do, you’ll have to be involved, since it will be your money then.  We also need to think about our wills.”

“Oh my god, Bas!  No!  We aren’t going to talk about that now.  I can’t handle even thinking about that right now.  Are you trying to send me over the edge?!  Because seriously, talking about a world that doesn’t have you in it, will send me over the edge faster than you can say Prada.  My god…”

“Okay, Baby.”  Sebastian spoke soothingly, “We don’t have to talk about right now.  But it is something we have to deal with before the wedding, okay?”  He looked over to Kurt and grabbed his hand, “It’s okay, Baby.  I’m not planning on going anywhere anytime soon.”

“I don’t even want to think about it, Bas,”  Kurt shook his head.

After that reaction, Sebastian decided to change the subject in order to relieve Kurt of some of the anxiety he could see fluctuating, “Are you excited to go to Sugar Shack in the morning?”

Kurt smiled a grateful smile, “Very.  She’s worked so hard on this.  Everyone from self defense class has done a great job of posting flyers at their school campuses.  I put one in the break room at Vogue, too.  Isabelle said she’s going to stop by.  It’s going to be a huge hit, I just know it.”

“I think so, too.  The window displays look amazing.  Very ‘Christmas in New York’.”

Kurt nodded, “The whole shop looks amazing.  I’m so happy for them.”  He paused a minute, then said, “We need to go shopping for Christmas decorations soon, Bas.  I want them up as soon as possible, so we can enjoy them for as long as we can.  I got a couple little things on Black Friday, like decorative dish towels, but nothing big.  I knew it wouldn’t fit in the car, and I want you to help pick things out.”

“Okay.  I know our schedules are going to be tight for a few weeks, but we’ll figure it out.”

“Maybe we could order some of the basic things, like garland, online.  Then the smaller things we can pick out at the store.”

“What kind of smaller things?”

Kurt shrugged, “Like stockings.  You can’t judge the quality of stockings by looking at pictures online.  Well, unless it’s from a brand or company you’re familiar with.  And tree skirts. Things like that.”

“Sounds good to me.  I was thinking, Babe.  We’ve talked to Charlie and Eileen a few times via text since we went to their house for dinner, but maybe it would be nice to have them over for Christmas?”

Kurt smiled, “I love you so much, Bas.  Of course.  They don’t have any family, and the thought of them spending the holiday alone is heartbreaking.  If we weren’t so busy with the wedding planning, inviting them to Ohio for Thanksgiving would have been nice.”

“I agree.  But Christmas just seems more like a holiday that would be hard to spend alone.  Especially as they get older.  I’m sure it’s harder to make things special.  I think we can do that for them.  Besides, we’ve all kind of adopted each other anyway.”

“I know.  I wish I could be a fly on the wall when they get their ‘save the date’ card.  Eileen is going to be so excited,”  Kurt smiled.  “You know… I think we definitely need to introduce them to Chris and Elliott.  They could all benefit from that friendship, too.”

Sebastian raised his eyebrows and nodded, “They really could.”

 

Before they knew it, New York was in view.  They silently turned and smiled at each other.  Once they got home, Kurt sighed as they walked into the lobby.  It really did feel like home.

“Welcome home!  How was your Thanksgiving?”

“Great, George!  How was yours?”  Sebastian smiled.

“Great. Love spending time with my grandbaby.  Is there anything you need help with?”

“No, thank you, George.  We’ve got it.  Enjoy the rest of your evening.”

“You too, Sir.  Thank you.”

 

As they entered the penthouse, Kurt smiled a bit.  He put his shopping bags next to the suitcase that Sebastian had put at the bottom of the stairs.  They both headed for the couch and plopped down, holding on tight to each other.

“Is it weird that we’re sitting after a 10 hour car ride?”  Sebastian asked.

“Nope.  Because we couldn’t hold each other.  That’s a long time to sit next to you and not be able to snuggle you.”

Sebastian chuckled and kissed Kurt’s forehead, “I agree.”  He squeezed him a little tighter.  “It feels good to be home.”

“Mmhmm.  It feels very good.”  Kurt sighed contentedly as he listened to Sebastian’s heart beat, “Home.”





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Chapter 21: A Bakery and A Birthday

Summary:

Sugar Shack opens, and then they head to Boston for Kurt's birthday.

Notes:

Links provided throughout chapter. Enjoy!

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Chapter Text

Puck stood to Sugar’s left, her parents to her right, as she unlocked the door and flipped the sign to “OPEN”.  They looked outside and smiled as they saw Kurt, Sebastian, Chris, Elliott, Jenna, and Hayden waiting outside the door, clapping and cheering as Sugar swung the door open, welcoming them inside.

“Welcome to Sugar Shack!” she beamed.

Hayden had been taking pictures, per Kurt’s request. He had a nice camera and really enjoyed photography as a hobby, so he was happy to do it.  

They all got in line and made their selections.  Kurt and Sebastian were first. “Well isn’t this appropriate,”  Vinny joked as he stood off to the side and watched.  

Kurt winked at him, “Very.”

Sugar put a dollar aside, “I’m framing this one, and it’s going in my office.  My first dollar earned at the bakery.”

From the back, a woman in her forties with short dark hair came out, “Customers already!”

Sugar smiled, “Gina, these are more than just customers.  They’re my favorite people!  This is Angel, known as Kurt to most people, Sebastian, Chris, Elliott, Hayden, and you already know Jenna.  Everyone, this is Gina.  She’s been helping us get our feet off the ground.”

Everyone smiled and greeted her kindly.  Sugar had told Kurt how wonderful Gina and her team had been, and was happy to finally meet her.  

 

A few more customers came in, so the group moved over to the seating area to enjoy their breakfast.  

Sebastian looked at Chris and Elliott, “So, how was Thanksgiving with your sister?”  he was dying to know if everyone hit off or not.

Chris smiled, “If I were straight, I’d be in love with Amelia.” 

Elliott laughed, “If you were straight, she’d be in love with you too.”  He looked at Seb and smiled, “They got along famously.”

Kurt smiled, “What about her husband?  You guys got along too?”

Chris nodded, “Yeah, Steven was great.  He’s really quiet.  Like, the sit back and watch kind of quiet.  But he seemed really nice.  He seems like a great dad.  The kids were adorable.  And I now know what the sexiest thing in the world is.”

Jenna giggled, “Oh, and what’s that?”

Chris smirked, winked at Elliott, then said, “Seeing my sexy tattooed boyfriend hold a baby.”

They laughed.  Elliott smiled, “Right back at ya, Chris.  Izzy was totally head over heels for her new best friend, ‘Kiss’.”

“Awww….’Kiss’...”  Hayden teased.

Chris just rolled his eyes and smiled.  He looked at everyone, “Izzy is adorable.  She’s three.  And Simon should have been named Moose.  He’s a biggin’.”

“Takes after his dad,”  Elliott nodded.  

“Well, I’m glad you all got along so well.  That makes me happy.  We loved watching you on tv, too,”  Kurt smiled.  Chris just smiled and winked at him.  He looked at Hayden and Jenna, “How about you guys?  How was your Thanksgiving?”

“It was really nice.  We felt very welcomed at Puck and Sugar’s.  Vinny and Cindy were super nice as well, of course.  If I couldn’t go home, that was the next best thing.”

“I agree,”  Hayden said, then leaned over for a quick kiss.  Everyone smiled at them.  They had been getting along great, and spending most of their free time together.

“How was your Thanksgiving?  And wedding planning?”  Elliott asked, looking to Kurt and Sebastian.

“Great!  We got a ton accomplished in such a short amount of time.”  They told the basics of what they had planned so far. Kurt added,  “Surprisingly, I’m not as stressed out about the planning as I thought I’d be.  I guess knowing it’s going to be at the Smythe’s home, and our moms and Leah are there to take care of a lot, I just don’t worry too much.  Besides, marrying Bas is all I really care about.”  He smiled at Sebastian.

Sebastian smiled back, “You’re so sappy.”  He leaned over and kissed him.  “I’m just glad you aren’t a groomzilla.”

Kurt shrugged one shoulder and laughed, “Give me time, Love.”  He looked to everyone else, “Most of the big things are out of the way, but we still need a photographer, and we need to figure out the music.  But that’s easy enough to do online, I guess.”

Chris frowned a little, “You mean people won’t be singing at your wedding?”  He sounded truly disappointed.

Sebastian answered, “We’re looking into some kind of combination of sorts.  Like a stage area with a band that can take requests, play our song list, and also possibly a deejay.  I highly doubt it would seem like our wedding if there wasn’t singing of some kind.”

 

They continued talking for a few more minutes.  Hayden sat back and watched, “There’s a nice steady flow of people coming in.  I think this is the perfect spot for a bakery.  I bet they’re really successful.”  

Eventually, there were enough people in the bakery that they felt they were taking up too much space by just hanging out, so everyone decided to say their goodbyes so they could be on time to classes.  Puck had come over and given everyone hugs.  He had taken the day off classes so he could help out around the bakery and be there for Sugar as much as he could.  

“Thanks again for coming everyone.  It means the world to Sugar and I, both.”  He turned and looked at her helping a customer, “I have a good feeling about this.”  When he looked at her, he saw his entire world.  Their entire future.  She looked up and saw him watching, so she smiled and winked.

“I’m so happy for you both, Noah.  You did it.  You both did it.”

“Thanks, Princess.  It was good to see you.  I’ve missed you both.”

“We’ve missed you, too,”  Sebastian said as he hugged him.  

Puck looked at Jenna, “See you for your shift this afternoon?”

She nodded, “I’ll be here!  I’m looking forward to it.”

 

Elliott, Chris, and Jenna headed toward NYU, while Sebastian and Hayden decided to walk Kurt to Parsons before getting on the subway to head to Columbia.  Once they arrived at Parsons, Kurt waved to Channing and Orion, who was the guy that had previously been so flirty with him in class, as they stood just inside the doors.  

Sebastian waved to Channing too, turned to Kurt, kissed him, then said, “Have a good day, Baby.  I’ll meet you Vogue tonight so we can go out to SoHo Trees and get our Christmas tree, okay?”

“Sounds fun.  Love you.”

“Love you, too.”

Kurt gave Hayden a quick wave goodbye as he went inside and  jogged over to Channing and Orion.  

Orion smiled at him, “That’s your fiance?”  He looked at Kurt who smiled and nodded, “Damn, Kurt.  He’s hot.”

Kurt laughed, “I know.”

 

~

 

Kurt smiled when he saw Sebastian waiting for him at the receptionist desk, “Are you ready, Love?”

“Yep.  Bundle up, Babe, it’s really getting cold out there.”  Sebastian grabbed Kurt’s scarf and wrapped it around him, but not before using it to pull Kurt forward to be able to give him a quick kiss.

Once they were out on the street, they walked several blocks to the tree lot, hand in hand, admiring the holiday decorations as they went, and even stopped to take a few photos.  “I’m not sure I’ve ever seen anything as magical as New York at Christmas.  Is Paris this nice at Christmas?”  Kurt asked.

“Paris is lovely during the holidays, but I don’t think it holds the magic that New York does.  There’s really nothing like it.”  He paused a beat, then said, “Speaking of Paris, though, I hope you’re hungry, because I made reservations for us tonight at  La Mercerie Cafe .  I’m missing good French food.”

“Mmm, that sounds good.”

They made quick work of picking out a tree.  It was one of those things they knew they would know it when they saw it.  They made arrangements for it to be delivered the next day, then headed to the restaurant for dinner.  

 

~

 

Kurt sipped his water, then smiled at Seb, “You made a new fan today, Bas.  Orion thinks you’re hot.”

Sebastian smirked, “Orion has good taste.  First he hits on you, then he thinks I’m hot.  You can’t blame him.”

Kurt laughed, “Well aren’t you modest.”

Sebastian smiled, “I’m just covering up the fact that I’m really grateful that he backed off.”

Kurt nodded, “I know.  It wasn’t like he was a problem.  The problem was that I didn’t notice he was even flirting with me until John said something.  Once I did notice, I made sure to make it known that I wasn’t available.  I guess I would have thought that the ring would make that announcement for me.”

Sebastian nodded, “I get that.  It’s odd about the ring. It doesn’t deter people as much as I would have thought.  I even know a guy at school who wears one sometimes, and sometimes doesn’t.  I think it’s just jewelry to him.  I know girls do that too.”

“Well, it’s more than just jewelry to me,”  Kurt said, looking down at the ring and rotating it between his fingers.

“It is to me, too, Babe.”  He took a drink then brought up something that had been on his mind a lot lately, “There’s something else I wanted to talk about.”  Kurt looked up with raised brows, waiting for clarification.  “I think we should hire some of James Mile’s guys for a security team at the wedding.”

Kurt frowned, “What could possibly happen at our wedding?  We love every person that’s invited.  It’s not a’ who’s who’ wedding or anything.”

Seb leaned forward a little, “I know, Baby, but there are still things that may come up.  For example, what if Dave tries to sneak in?  Or what if one of the neanderthals decides they want to cause problems because it’s a two gay men getting married? Or what if the press tries to sneak in for a few pictures?  There are a lot of different scenarios that I don’t want to be thinking about on our wedding day.  I don’t want you to have to think about them either.  I want to be focused on marrying you, not on something that might go wrong.  It’s not that I think it will… I just want to be prepared.”

Kurt took a deep breath and let it out slowly as he thought about it, “Okay.  I guess I see your point.  But I want them to blend in.  I don’t want their presence to put people on edge.”

Sebastian nodded, “I agree.  I’ll call James and see if they do out of state jobs.  If not, then maybe he’d be able to recommend someone from Columbus for us.  Thank you for agreeing to this for me, Kurt.  It’s really important to me.”

Kurt nodded, “I know.  I understand.  Thank you for thinking of my safety, Bas.”

Seb reached for Kurt’s hand, which he gave right away, “Always, Baby.”

 

……………………..

 

The next two weeks passed quickly, just like they had expected.  They had a lovely time putting up their Christmas tree and decorating their home.  They had gone shopping during a couple of lunch breaks, and again before self defense class.  That, combined with a few online purchases, made the entire penthouse feel ready for the holidays.

Sugar Shack was a big hit in Chelsea, especially with some of the college kids that had seen the posters around their campuses.  Isabelle had stopped in and placed an order for a big meeting she was having.  Jeremy, Ashley, Natalie, Ben, and Ty all stopped in a couple of times too. Sugar was pleasantly surprised to see a few of the security team stop by as well.  Word was spreading quickly, and they were seeing more and more customers every day.  

Sebastian had been putting in some extra study hours for the exams he had coming up.  He and his school friends had spent a few of those extra study sessions at the penthouse, just so he didn’t feel too separated from Kurt.  

Kurt used that time to finalize some of his sketches that he had prepared for class, as well as finishing some hand sewing on a piece or two of his final semester projects.  That allowed him to be in the same room as everyone else.  They sat around the coffee table, eating, studying, and working.  Kurt would oftentimes kneel for Seb as they sat around, and it put them both at ease, with no else being clued in about why.

 

…………………….

 

The Friday before Kurt’s birthday was full of pleasant surprises.  Kurt knew that he and Sebastian were going to Boston for the weekend, but he thought it was just going to be the two of them.  However, Vinny and Cindy decided to stay in New York through the weekend so that Sugar and Puck could join them. They had been there since before Thanksgiving, helping open the bakery. Vinny said that he knew how hard Sugar and Puck had been working, so they needed to take this break now while they could.  They weren’t going to argue with that, and Kurt was beyond happy about it.  They had seen each other several times a week lately, but this was the first time they were going to really be able to hang out and have fun in several weeks.

As they sat on the train to Boston, Kurt and Sugar silently switched seats halfway there.  Puck put his arm around Kurt as he laid his head on Puck’s shoulder.  He looked over to see that Sugar was curled into Sebastian’s side as well, and he had both arms wrapped around her.

“I’ve missed you, Noah.”

Puck smiled contently, kissed the top of Kurt’s head, “I missed you, too, Princess.”

Sebastian and Sugar sat and watched the two of them as they held onto each other as well. Sebastian was so happy to be spending some quality time with them again.  

 

Jeff picked the two couples up at the train station.  It was the only way they would all fit in the car without getting an Uber, which Jeff had insisted they not do.  Once they arrived back at Jeff and Nick’s apartment, they were surprised to see Santana, Brittany, Quinn, and Cameron there as well.  

Kurt went for hugs from Cameron first, since it had been the longest since they had seen each other.  “I didn’t think I’d see you until tomorrow!  I’ve missed you!”

“I’ve missed you, too.  We figured we’d make the most of our weekend and get here as soon as we could.”

Hugs were given all around, then Nick and Jeff gave a tour of their apartment .  It was a really nice two bedroom apartment in a nice part of town.  It was clean, modern, spacious, and only a 15 minute commute across the river to MIT for both of them.  

Santana joked, “We always come here when we hang out.  Our apartment isn’t nearly as nice.”

“Your apartment is just fine, Tana.  But fitting all of us in a studio isn’t ideal,”  Jeff added kindly.

“But yours is like a resort!”  Brittany smiled.  “It has lots of extras.”

Kurt nodded, “It’s very nice.  And the area is perfect.”  He frowned a bit, then looked at Santana, “Tana, how do you get away with having an apartment with your cheer scholarship?  Chris has to stay in a dorm.”

“I do too, but what they don’t know won’t hurt them.  I have a dorm room.  I even use it for the occasional nap.  But I can’t be away from Britt that long.”

Cam said, “You’re all just lucky you have a choice.  My parents refuse to help with an apartment, or give me my trust fund early, so I’m stuck in a dorm until I graduate from law school.  I’m so sick of dorm life.”

“I love it!”  Quinn smiled.  She was having a great time at school.

Cam rolled his eyes, “That’s because you haven’t already spent four years in dorms.”

Kurt shook his head, “You could always, I don’t know... Get a job.

Everyone laughed, and Cameron scrunched his eyebrows together as he pulled his head back, “Um, no….”

Kurt lovingly shook his head, “Spoiled rich kids.”

“You're becoming a spoiled rich kid, too,”  Cam spouted back, lightheartedly.  “Well, maybe not a ‘kid’.”

Kurt looked uncomfortable and didn’t say anything.  Puck watched closely, and could feel that something was off.  

Sebastian sighed, “Please don’t bring up money now.  It’s not Kurt’s favorite subject at the moment.”

Kurt shook his head, “It’s okay, I don’t want anyone avoiding subjects around me.  I’m fine.  I’m just...adjusting.”

Nick looked confused, “Why?  You’re referring to Sebastian having money, right?  You knew that already.  I mean, you live together, travel together…Surely you knew he’s loaded.  It’s kinda hard to miss.”

Sebastian looked at Kurt with a raised brow, acknowledging that he was going to be the one to have to say what he wanted shared.  Kurt shook his head a little, “I know.  But… I told Bas that I want to sign a prenup, and because of that, now I know how much money...And it makes me uncomfortable.  I’m adjusting to numbers at this point.  It’s fine.”

“They’re just numbers, Kurtsie,”  Jeff said quietly.  He didn’t understand how that changed anything.

“Spoken from someone with money,”  Puck retorted.  “It’s different when you grow up without it.  You guys are used to it.  Look at this apartment, their penthouse, even our apartment.  Do you think that’s normal for someone just out of high school?  Imagine for a minute that you had no money and were thrust out into the world where you had nothing unless you work your ass off for it.  Even the poorest of us in here, me, was lucky enough to have food and shelter.  Not everyone does.  What we had, we had to work for.  Santana, Brittany, Quinn and I...We all have to work to eat.  The rest of you, besides Princess, and now Sugar, have never had a job.  For us, you either work for it, or you don’t get it.  Princess is used to that, so I can see where having money all of the sudden could take some getting used to and is probably pretty overwhelming.  I know having Vinny include me in everything has been an adjustment.”

Jeff looked at Kurt, “I thought your family was comfortable.”

Kurt nodded, “We were, but only because my dad works his ass off.  All the extras, like designer labels, I had to work for.  I earned them.   And you guys know that I had saved a ton of money for school before getting my scholarship.  I worked for, and earned that too.”

“School is our job,”  Cameron said, backing the conversation up a bit.

Puck nodded, “Right.  And I get that.  It’s just different expectations for your families.  Because you guys didn’t have to also go to work on top of school, you were able to get great grades and get into great schools.  For people that had to work, and still manage to accomplish that, it was more of a struggle.  You earned your spot at Yale. Quinn earned her spot too, but it was more difficult since she had to have a job at the same time.”

Cam nodded, “I never thought of it that way.”

Sebastian frowned a bit as he looked at Kurt, “All this talk about working and earning...Is that what’s bothering you about this?  That you didn’t work for it?  I thought we had worked through that months ago.” 

Kurt thought for a few seconds, then said, “Well, when it comes down to it...Yes.  We did work through it months ago.  It took a lot for me to be comfortable being given so much.  Not paying for things has been something that has taken a lot of getting used to.  Like Noah said, I’m used to working for things if I want them. The money that I worked so hard for is still sitting in my bank account.  But now, when we get married, you’re talking like your money is going to be my money.  I didn’t earn it.  It’s not mine.  It’s yours.”

Santana mumbled, “Only Porcelain…”

Seb walked up to where Kurt was standing and placed his hands on his waist, “I didn’t earn it either.  I’ve never had to work a day in my life, and haven’t until my internship, which doesn’t pay crap.”

“But you earned the right to it by being born into that family.  I’m being chosen into the family.  I don’t feel like I earned anything.  It’s like being given a ginormous gift for no reason at all.”

Sebastian cupped Kurt’s face with one hand, and pulled him closer with the other, “The reason is because I love you and want to spend the rest of my life with you.  If earning it is what you feel you need to do, then think of it this way… You, being the amazing man that you are, has earned my love.  You saved me from myself.  You stole my heart the moment we met.  You are the most important person in my life, Baby.  I am who I am because of you.  I love you more than life itself.  You being you is what ‘earned’ it.  With my love, comes all of me.  You get all of me.  My love, thoughts, time, body, family, and money.  It’s a package deal that only someone as amazing as you could have earned.  I don’t like the word, personally.  It feels like I’m saying you had to do something in order to have me.  But if using that word helps you understand, then so be it.  You also need to understand that you don’t have to do anything to keep my love, other than be yourself.”

Kurt had tears in his eyes, “I love you more that I ever thought possible, Bas.  I’m trying.  Please know that I’m trying.”

“I know, Baby.  I think that it’ll take time to sink in, but just remember that the numbers don’t change anything.  It’s more than you thought, but it doesn’t change how we live, or how we love.”

Kurt nodded, then leaned up to kiss Sebastian.  It was quickly returned, and quickly turned pretty heated.  Sugar, who was sitting in between Jeff and Puck on the couch, smiled, then cleared her throat.  Jeff frowned and playfully slapped her knee, “Shhh,”  evoking chuckles from the others in the room.

Kurt and Sebastian both smiled as they pulled apart.  Kurt looked around, “I’m sorry everyone.  We didn’t mean to air our issues out here tonight.”

“Pfft. First of all,”  Santana began, “you can both talk to any of us about anything, at any time.  And second of all, I know it’s a big deal to you, Kurt, and I get why.  But if the fact that your hot fiance has too much money is the biggest issue the two of you have, you’re very lucky.  Now let's party.”

Sebastian chuckled, “Well said, Tana.  Thank you.”  He frowned a bit, “I thought we were going to party tomorrow night.”

“Yeah, but we’re here now.  Might as well get a head start,”  Brittany shrugged.

Cam leaned over to Quinn and whispered, “That’s the smartest thing I’ve ever heard her say.”

Quinn giggled, “She has her moments.”

“So what’s the plan for the weekend?”  Kurt asked as he sat on the floor in front of Puck.

Nick answered, “Well, we thought tonight we could just hang out and catch up.  Tomorrow we’re going to show you around town and do some sightseeing.  Being a history buff, you’ll love Boston.  Then tomorrow night, we’ll go out to a show and dancing before coming back here for a nightcap.  Sound good?”

“Sounds perfect,”  Kurt smiled.  

Jeff hopped up, “Who wants a drink?”

“I’m not even going to ask where you got all of that alcohol.”

“Probably best you didn’t, Kurtsie,”  Jeff laughed.

 

~

 

A couple of hours later, Sebastian was in the kitchen pouring himself a drink.  Nick approached and asked, “You doing okay, Seb?”  Puck approached from the other side and listened to the answer.

Sebastian turned and leaned against the counter, looking out at Kurt who was laughing with Brittany and Sugar.  He took a deep breath, “Yeah, I’m okay.”

Puck glanced at Nick, who returned the concerned expression.  He looked at Seb again and asked, “Are you sure?  You seem a little off.”

Sebastian took a sip of the whiskey but didn’t take his eyes off of Kurt, “I love him more than I’ve ever loved anyone or anything.  I hate that he’s struggling with this.  It’s an opposite reaction than most guys would have had.  In Paris, I never knew if people liked me for me, or for my money. Tell the average Joe that they’ll be a multi-millionaire, and they’d be over the moon.  Not Kurt.  He acts like he’s not worthy or something.  He’s worthy of the world.  I hope he knows I’d give it all up for him.”  He got a little teary, shook himself out of it, and topped off his glass.

Nick frowned, “It’s obvious that you guys are multimillionaires.  Your penthouse, the Ohio estate, beach house, and the estate in Paris.  You can see the freaking Eiffel Tower from the front door.  I don’t understand how he didn’t know.”

“It’s a really big number, Nicky.  We’ll be billionaires when my grandparents and parents pass away.”

“Jesus,”  Puck ran his hand through his mohawk, and Nick raised his eyebrows in surprise. 

Seb turned to look at Puck with suddenly saddened eyes, “Is he going to hate me?  Is it all too much for him?”  He took a couple of huge gulps of his whiskey.  

Puck frowned and grabbed the glass from Sebastian, “Hey, hey, hey.  None of that.  Princess loves you more than anything.  He’ll get used to it, Seb.  As long as you stay who you are, no matter how much money you inherit, he’ll always love you.  Just try to remember that while you think Kurt is worthy of the world, it was only a few years ago that his world seemed to be telling him that he wasn’t worthy of anything.  Including love.  Give him time.”

“I know you’re right.  It’s just hard to watch him struggle with it, just like it’s hard knowing what he’s been through.”  He took a deep breath,  “You guys are my two best friends.  You have to make sure I don’t turn into a rich asshole, okay?” He looked back and forth between the two of them.

“I promise,” Nick said.

“You bet your ass.  You know that if you became an asshole, I’d tell you.  Especially if it was upsetting my Princess.”

Seb patted Puck on the shoulder, “Good.  I’m going to not get upset with the word ‘my’ right now, because I know you love him too.”

Puck nodded, “I do.  I love you too, though.”

“Awwe,”  Sebastian hugged Puck tight. 

 

……………………

 

The next morning, Sugar and Jeff came into the living room with a couple of boxes of donuts.  They set them down on the coffee table and headed to the kitchen to make coffee. Within a few minutes of everyone smelling the coffee, they were waking up and headed toward the smell.  

Once everyone was ready, they started their day off at  Boston Common .  They visited the information center and got a map for their self guided tour of the Freedom Trail.   After a couple of hours of doing the tour, which Kurt loved, they ended up in the North District , having lunch in Seaport.

After a little gallery hopping and shopping, they headed across the river to check out Cambridge, then went back to the apartment for dinner, rest, and to get ready for a night out on the town.

 

~

 

Kurt and Sebastian were in the guest bedroom getting ready to go, when Jeff knocked on the door.  Kurt answered, sans shirt.  Jeff raised his brows and slowly let his eyes rake down Kurt’s body, “Damn, Kurtsie.”

Kurt smirked, “Yes, Jeff?”

Jeff forced himself to look into Kurt’s eyes, “I know you told everyone not to get you gifts, but I got this for you over the summer when we were in Paris. I was very sneaky.  I wanted to give it to you before you got ready, in case you wanted to wear it.  Don’t feel like you have to, though.”  He handed him a gift bag.

Kurt took it, “That's really sweet, Jeff.  You didn’t have to do that.”

He pulled the door open so that Jeff could step inside.  Kurt took the bag over to the bed and he and Jeff sat down just as Sebastian came out of the bathroom with just a towel around his waist.  Jeff looked up and smirked, “Looks like I’ve got perfect timing.”

Sebastian smiled and shook his head.  He went to their bag, grabbed some underwear, dropped his towel, and responded, “You sure do.”  He casually put the underwear on.

Kurt and Jeff both had huge eyes.  Kurt broke out into laughter, but Jeff turned red and hid his eyes.  Seb chuckled, “Come on.  For a voyeur, you should like that!”

After a bit more teasing, and Sebastian adding pants to his attire, Kurt finally opened his gift, pulling out a new GUCCI shirt.  “Oh my god, Jeff.  This is gorgeous.  Thank you so much!  I don’t know what to say.”

Jeff shrugged, “‘Thank you’ was plenty.  I’m glad you like it.  I know it will look great on you.”

 

Once Jeff had left the room, Sebastian went back to their bag and pulled out a small gift wrapped box.  “I want to give you my gift before we go.  But unlike Jeff, I do want you to wear it tonight.”

Kurt nodded, then opened the box, revealing a beautiful, masculine bracelet.  “Sir, is this what I think it is?”

“It is.  I know that you enjoy wearing your collar, but that sometimes it can be difficult to keep hidden.  This can replace that when you need it to.  It symbolizes the same thing as your collar and your ring.  You’re mine.  Like the collar, this has a lock, but it’s not as obvious.  I’ll hold the key, just the same.  Do you like it?”

Kurt had tears in his eyes as he looked up from the bracelet that he held between his fingers, “I love it, Sir.  Thank you so much.”  He leaned forward and kissed Sebastian.  

When the kiss broke, Sebastian said, “Let’s put it on you.”

 

Soon, they all headed out to watch the Four-Hands Illusion show.  It was an intimate setting of just 50 people, who were entertained by two magicians, Joel and Steve.  They laughed the entire time, and enjoyed the show immensely.  Even more entertaining than the show itself was watching and listening to Brittany, both during and after.  She was thoroughly confused and wowed at the same time.  

After the show, they stopped by Machine Nightclub for some dancing.  As Puck turned down his third guy of the night, he turned to Sebastian, who was chuckling once again, “You know, I’ve been to more gay bars than I have just regular bars with you guys.  One of these days, I’m taking you clubbing, and I’m going to laugh as you have to turn all the women away.”

“And they’ll be all over him.  They always are,”  Kurt smiled.  “Come on, Noah.  Let it be just another stroke to your ego.  The guys here think you’re hot.  And you are.”

“Then dance with me, Princess,”  He grabbed Kurt’s hand and pulled him close.  Sebastian smiled as he watched, then couldn’t stand it any longer, and danced his way up to Kurt from behind.  

Jeff and Nick danced next to them, and they all laughed when Jeff motioned to them in a big circular hand movement, “This is like a wild fantasy of mine.”  he looked at Sebastian and winked, “Especially since I’ve now seen you naked.”

Everyone’s eyes went to Jeff, and there were a half dozen or so, “What!?!”  responses from their friends, including Nick.

 

~

 

As they entered the apartment, Kurt said, “I had so much fun, everyone.  Thank you so much for making my birthday special again this year.  I love you guys.”

Sebastian smiled and rubbed his back, “I’m glad you had fun, Baby.”

“Well, the party doesn’t have to be over,”  Nick said, wiggling his eyebrows and getting out a few bottles of booze.  

Kurt went to the refrigerator and got out a Coke, “Got any rum to go with this?”

Nick smiled, “You know I do.”

 

After a couple more hours, and a few more drinks, everyone started getting ready for bed.  Kurt was in just his sleep pants under the covers, when Sugar, wearing just a slip of a nightgown, came in through the open door.  She wordlessly climbed into bed with him.  He opened his arms and she snuggled into his chest.

“I love you, Angel.  Happy Birthday.”

“I love you , too, Sweets.  Tell me again tomorrow when it’s my actual birthday and I remember it.  I’m too drunk right now.”

Sugar giggled, “Okay.”  After a minute of snuggling, she looked up at Kurt, “Let’s play truth or dare like we used to in high school.”

He made a face, drawing out the word, “Alriiight…”

She sat up and exclaimed, “I’ll start!  Truth or dare.”  They almost always both chose truth when it was just the two of them.  It was really just their unique way of having an honest, open conversation.

“Truth.”

“Are you okay?  With Seb, and the money.  Are you okay?”

Kurt nodded, “Yeah, Sug, I’ll be fine.  It’s just a lot to take in, ya know?  But it doesn’t change anything between us.  No worries.”

“Good.”

“Truth or dare.”

“Truth.”

“Are you happy?  Your dreams seem to all be coming true.  Are you still happy with those dreams?”

“Of course, Angel.  I can’t believe how everything is turning out.  It’s perfect.  And Puck is even better than I could have ever imagined.”

“He’s pretty great.”

“Who’s great?”  Seb asked as he came in.

“Noah,”  Kurt smiled as Seb took off his shirt and climbed in bed on the other side of Sugar, snuggling up.

“What?”  Puck asked as he came in.  He looked at them and said, “Awe, this is just like old times.  Scoot over, Princess.”  He climbed in behind Kurt and snuggled.  

Sebastian raised his head, “From the looks of it, you’re wearing too many clothes, Puck.”

Puck sat up a little and whipped his shirt off.  

“Well aren’t I a lucky girl?”  Sugar smiled.

“Yeah you are,”  Jeff’s voice came from the doorway.  Where was my invite?”  He whipped off his shirt and climbed in bed.  “What’s going on?”

“Angel and I were playing truth or dare for old times sake. We usually just play Truth, though. Then these two interrupted.”

“Well don’t let us stop you,”  Puck retorted.

Jeff bounced, “I want to play!  Sugar, truth or dare.”

“Truth.”

“What makes you sad?”

“Well, that sets a bummer mood,”  Kurt mumbled.  

“That I’m in bed with four hot, half naked men, and only one thinks any of this is sexy,”  she motioned to her body in one sweeping motion.

Sebastian, Kurt, and Jeff all frowned.  Sebastian squeezed her a little and said, “I may be gay, and not want to have sex with you, but you are very sexy, Sug.”

“I agree!”  Jeff and Kurt said simultaneously.

“But she’s allll mine,”  Puck said.  He leaned over Kurt and kissed Sugar.

They were kissing at Kurt’s chest level when he looked at Seb, “This is kinda sexy.  What’s wrong with me?”

Puck and Sugar broke apart, “Nothing, Princess.  I think it’s sexy when you and Seb kiss too.”

“Y’all decided to have an orgy and not invite me?  What the hell?”  Santana stood in the doorway with her arms crossed.

“All these boys are mine, Tana!  Go away!”  Sugar faked a pout, but then laughed.

“No way.  You looking hot in that nightgown, them looking hot all shirtless...I’m in.”  She ran over, jumping over Jeff, and landing at the end of the bed near Puck.  

Before they knew it, everyone was in the bedroom.  Santana declared that all boys had to be shirtless.  The girls were all wearing nightgowns or shorts/cami combos.

“This is how bad porn gets started,”  Puck said.  

“No, this is how good porn gets started,”  Cameron smiled.

They ended up in bed together for another hour or so.  They talked, laughed, and snuggled.  At one point, Sugar and Kurt traded spots, so they could be with their men.  Sebastian held Kurt close as he listened and watched.  He loved these people so much.  

When Britt said something particularly funny, Kurt laughed, turned, and looked up at Sebastian.  Sebastian looked back at him and smiled.  They held eye contact, and it was as if they said a million things in just that one look.  Seb leaned down, kissing Kurt softly.  He was right in what he had said earlier.  He would give it all up for Kurt.  Every penny, if it meant he could spend his life with this beautiful man in his arms.  When he pulled out of the kiss, he whispered, “Happy Birthday, Baby.”

 

Notes:

I hope you enjoyed this chapter! Let me know if you did/ I kind of feel like people are losing interest? I hope not! Kudos are always appreciated. Thanks for reading!

Chapter 22: Christmas

Summary:

This is a longer chapter about their first Christmas in NYC brings both families to come visit. Eileen and Charlie come as well, and meet Elliott and Chris. No big drama, just nice Holiday fun and fluff.

Notes:

My thoughts and prayer go out to Naya Rivera and her family. It's heartbreaking.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

 

Sebastian came home one evening to the sounds of Kurt talking on the phone.  All he heard was his end of the conversation as he put his coat up, and took his bag into the office.  Kurt smiled and winked at him once he noticed him, but continued talking,  “I promise you won’t be intruding.  I wouldn't have invited you if we felt like you would be... There is more than enough room….Well, we don’t live in the typical New York apartment...Yes...It’ll be my dad, stepmother, and stepbrother, Finn.  Then Sebastian’s parents, and his sister, Leah.  We’re also inviting our friends Chris and Elliott, who I’m really looking forward to you meeting...Okay, good!  I’m so excited to see you and Charlie again...No, no need to bring anything.  We’ll be cooking, and we’re getting dessert from Sugar Shack.  Plus it’s tradition to bake cookies on Christmas Eve, so we’ll have plenty….Okay, once we decide on a time, I’ll text that to you, along with our address, okay?...Alright, bye Eileen.”

Kurt hung up, sighed, and looked at Sebastian, “She can be pretty stubborn.”

Sebastian chuckled, “It sounded like it.  Why would she think they are intruding if we invited them?”

Kurt shrugged and shook his head, “I don’t know.  I think she was trying to be polite, or maybe give me an out if I needed it?  But it was literally the purpose of the call, so I don’t know.  How was school and the hospital?”

Sebastian kissed Kurt quickly and sat on the end of the couch facing him, “It was good.  I want to say that I think I’m ready for exams, but I’m afraid I’ll jinx myself.”

“Do you still remember everything that you read, like you did in high school?  Or is it harder with the harder text and curriculum?”

“Mmm, I pretty much still remember everything when I read it.  I just don’t want to miss something, ya know?”  Kurt nodded, so he continued, “How about you?  How was school and Vogue?”

“Good.  I’m almost finished with the third part of my final project.  Channing and Orion had lunch with me today.  We quizzed each other for a couple of the other classes, and I did pretty well.  Vogue was good.  Isabelle wants me to help with a big photo shoot sometime after the new year.  That will be exciting.”

“That will be.  What would you be doing?”

Kurt shrugged one shoulder, “I have no idea.  Probably just troubleshooting, or being a glorified go-fer. I don’t really care.  I’m looking forward to seeing how it all works.”  He looked over at the kitchen and squinted, trying to see the timer, “Dinner should be ready soon.”

Sebastian frowned a bit, “Okay.  Is your vision okay?  I’ve never seen you squint before.”

“I don’t know.  My eyes have been getting tired a lot lately.  I might need to go see an optometrist. I can’t be a designer if I can’t see.”

Sebastian smiled, leaned forward and kissed him quickly before getting up, “True, Babe. I bet you look hot in glasses.  I’m going to go wash up.”

 

A few minutes later, Sebastian returned to the kitchen and helped Kurt get everything on plates and to the table.  He was pouring the drinks when he cleared his throat and said, “Babe, I want to talk to you about something Grace said at school today.”

Kurt frowned, “Okay.  Did something happen?”

“Not really,”  he sat down at the table by Kurt, “Hayden, Krish, and Grace were with me in the library studying, and when we took a break, we just chatted a bit.  Grace asked me something that got me thinking.  We were talking about the wedding, and she brought up that we are so young.”  He rolled his eyes and made a gesture with his hand, “No big deal.  We hear that plenty from people who don’t know us both well.  She started spouting off questions… ‘Have we really lived? Do we really know each other?  Have we had enough lovers?’”

Kurt frowned, “What the hell?!”

Sebastian put his hand on Kurt’s knee, “I know, Babe.  I really don’t think she meant anything by it though.  She literally didn’t give me time to think or answer.   I think she was just rambling and spouting out the questions she would be asking herself.”

Kurt was still frowning, “I guess.  She didn’t seem like the type to question you, but you never know.”

“Grace has a tendency to just think out loud. She didn’t mean anything bad by it.  She supports us.”

“Okay, then what exactly did you want to talk about?”

“Well, I was thinking about my answers to the questions she posed.  I know we know each other enough, and we’ve both lived plenty.  We’ve been through so much, and anything we haven’t been through yet, I want to face together.”

“Mmhmm, me too, Bas.”

“It’s the other question…”

Kurt thought for a second, then his eyes widened a little, “Sir…”

Sebastian shook his head, “Before you start jumping to conclusions, I am perfectly happy.  I’ve had enough ‘lovers’, and don’t need anything other than what you give me.  Ever.  You’ve given me so much more than I ever could have imagined.  It’s you that I’m worried about.  You’ve only ever been with me.  I don’t want you to regret not having more experiences before we get married.”

Tension visibly left Kurt’s shoulders, “Sir, I am very happy with our sex life.  I wouldn’t trust anyone else with my mind and body the way I do you.  You’re my Sir.  My Dom.  That’s… beyond the average relationship.  The fact is, I’ve done more than most.  I just haven’t done it with multiple partners.”  They had really been experimenting and exploring a lot lately. They weren’t nearly as vanilla as they once had been, and Kurt couldn’t imagine doing any of that with anyone else.  

“Okay.  I know we’ve had similar conversations before, and we talk about these things pretty often.  I actually think it’s a conversation worth repeating every so often, just to ensure that we’re both happy and on the same page.  So, is there anything that we aren’t doing that you want to do?  Anything you’ve been fantasizing about, or that has caught your attention?”

Kurt was silent for a minute.  He didn’t answer, but instead, flipped the question, “What about you, Sir?  Anything you want to try?”

Sebastian moved his food around a bit, “Actually, yes.  I bought something that I want us to try.”

Kurt raised his eyebrows, “What, Sir?”

Sebastian smirked, “A remote control vibrating plug.”

Kurt smiled and his eyes sparkled, “That could be fun.”

Sebastian smiled, “Mhmm.  So… Is there anything you want, Baby?”

Kurt took a deep breath and let it out slowly.  Sebastian knew this meant that he was preparing his nerves for what he was about to say, “I...I’ve been thinking about something ever since my birthday.”

Sebastian raised his brows, “Your birthday?  What is it, Babe?”

“Well, I’ve been thinking about the feeling I got when… when… Jeff saw me shirtless.”  

Seb nodded to indicate he was listening before he asked, “What happened when he saw you shirtless?  He’s seen you shirtless plenty of times.”

“Yeah, and Jeff has never hidden the fact that he thinks I’m attractive.”

“I think the phrase was ‘sexy motherfucker’.”

 Kurt rolled his eyes a bit and nodded as he chuckled, “Yes, but... when he saw me shirtless, he looked at me from head to toe, and back up again.  It’s like he had to concentrate on looking me in the eye when he spoke to me.  It was a heady feeling, knowing that I made someone have that kind of reaction.”

“People look at you like that all the time.  We’ve talked about that.  What made this different?”

Kurt shrugged slowly, “I don’t know.  Maybe because it was Jeff?  Maybe because I know that he knows he can’t do anything about it?  Maybe because I love and trust him?”

“So, are you saying you want to be with Jeff?  Or include him?  And what about Nick?”

Kurt’s eyes widened, “Not like that!” he rushed to say.  “I don’t want to be with anyone but you, Sir.  I just enjoyed being looked at like that.  You look at me with lust in your eyes too, but this was different.”

Seb nodded and thought for a minute.  Then he looked at Kurt, “It was that you were unattainable.  You liked turning him on knowing that he could never have you.”

Kurt raised his eyebrows and thought about it.  With realization in his voice, he responded, “Yeah, I guess I did.”

Sebastian smirked, “That’s fucking hot.”

 

~

 

Later that night, they decided to take a break from studying and watch a Christmas movie.  Sebastian turned off all the lights, but kept the lights on the tree and garland on.  He lit a few candles, then joined Kurt on the couch that faced the tree.  He laid back, spreading his legs, and Kurt laid between them, covering them both up with a blanket.  

Kurt was still flipping through channels when he asked, “Which movie do you want to watch?”

“As long as I don’t have to pay too much attention, I don’t care.”

Kurt turned to look at him, “You don’t want to pay attention?  Are you tired and just want to go to bed?”

“No, Babe, I want to watch a movie, I just don’t want to have to think too hard about who did it, or try to follow a complicated plot.  I want to watch, snuggle you, and stare at the tree all at the same time.”

Kurt kissed his cheek and smiled, “Hallmark it is then.  All their movies, Christmas or not, are very predictable, but still nice to watch.”

Sebastian chuckled, “If you say so.”

“I do,”  Kurt grinned as the selected one and pressed play.

 

……………..

 

Sebastian had finished his last exam before break, and had the rest of the day free until their families arrived.  He decided to surprise Kurt at Parsons, then head to Sugar Shack to pick up some dessert for after dinner.  It was too cold to wait outside, so he stood just inside the main doors of the school since he didn’t want to miss Kurt as he exited.  

Sebastian smiled politely as Orion approached him.  Orion smiled as he sauntered up to him.  He was a tall, thin, African American, and had long braids that he twisted up into a top knot.  He wore flamboyant clothes, and had a definite strut, as if he were on the catwalk.  His voice was soft and sweet,  “Hi sweetie.  You’re the future Mr. Kurt Hummel, right?”

Sebastian nodded, offering his hand, “Hummel-Smythe, yes.  I’m Sebastian.  You’re Orion, right?”

He smiled wide as he shook his hand, “I am!  It’s so nice to finally meet you.”

“You too.”

“Your honey will be down soon.  He totally rocked that final project.  The prof wanted to see him quickly before he left.  I gotta go get my shopping on.  Can’t have ‘ho ho ho’ if I’m two ‘ho’s’ behind.  You take care, Sweetie.  Nice meetin’ ya!”

Seb smiled, “You, too, Orion.  Merry Christmas.”

“Oooh!  You are just too cute for words!”  Orion exclaimed as he strut out of the building onto the sidewalk.  Sebastian just chuckled to himself.  

 

A few minutes later, Sebastian spotted Kurt coming down the steps.  He watched, wondering how long it would take Kurt to notice him.  He was almost to the door, and hadn’t even looked his way.  He smiled, “Baby…”

Kurt’s eyes widened, and he whipped his head in Seb’s direction.  He smiled big, “Bas!”  He came over and hugged him, “What are you doing here?”

“I thought we could go to lunch, then swing by Sugar Shack to pick up dessert before we head home.  I just met Orion.  He’s a character.”

Kurt chuckled, “Yes, he is.  I’ve enjoyed getting to know him a little better this past month or so.”

“Good.  He said you rocked your final project and your professor wanted to talk to you?  Everything good?”

“Yeah!”  Kurt smiled.  “Professor Turpin wants me to consider entering a contest next year, representing Parsons.  She said I’m her nominee and that she loved my designs!  I guess freshman aren’t allowed to enter, so she wanted to put a bug in my ear for next year.”

“Kurt!  That’s quite a compliment!  Congratulations, Baby!”  he kissed his fiance and then hugged him tight.

“Thank you, Sir.  Are you ready to head out?”

“Yeah, let’s go.”

 

~

 

When they arrived at Sugar Shack, they were thrilled to see several customers in the shop.   Sugar looked up and smiled, “Hi, guys!”

“Hey, Sugar!  Looks like things are going well here,”  Kurt smiled.

“They really are.  I hope it stays like this!”

“It will.  People will get one taste, then they’ll no longer be able to resist.  Just like us.”

“Aww, Seb, you say the sweetest things.  You seem to really be sprinkling the holiday magic all over the place.  Jenna told me about the mysterious plane tickets she and Hayden both got from an unnamed elf,” she winked at him.

He blushed a little and shrugged, “I hope it didn’t mess up your employee schedule.”

“No, Gina’s got it covered.”

“Bas…” Sebastian looked at him and shrugged.  Kurt smiled, “That was really sweet.”

“You’re not the only one I can be nice to.”  He looked back to Sugar, “You guys are still coming for Christmas Eve, right?”

“Yeah.  My parents will be here early that afternoon, so we should be there in plenty of time.”

“Sug, if we placed an order for a larger amount of muffins, how soon could it be ready?”  Kurt was looking in the cases, then looked up in time for her response.

“For you?  I could have them by tomorrow.  What do you need them for?”

Kurt shrugged, “I was thinking we could give the building staff some as part of their Christmas bonus.  Maybe five dozen?”

“That’s a good idea, Babe.”  

Sugar nodded, “Sure.  I can do a few variety boxes.”

“Great!  Ring us up for that, too.  Just let me know when I can pick them up.”

 

~

 

Once they got home, they looked around.  Kurt went through his mental checklist, “Gifts wrapped, linens clean, bathrooms clean, food stocked… I think we’re good to go.”

Sebastian nodded, “The place looks great, Kurt.  It’s picturesque, really.”  He stood in the kitchen and looked out at the tree and other decorations, “You really know how to make a place feel like home.”

Kurt wrapped his arms around him, “Thanks, Bas.”  He turned and looked at the tree, “I love our tree.  Our Disney ornaments stick out, for sure, but I love that about it.”

Just then, the buzzer sounded, “Yes, Pablo?”  Sebastian asked.

“Both the Smythes and Hummels are here, Sir.”

“Thanks, Pablo.  Send them up.”

A minute later, everyone came in from the elevator.  They looked around with wide eyes and huge smiles.  Especially Leah.

“This place looks amazing!”  she smiled.

“Thanks!”  Kurt smiled as he hugged her.  

Everyone gave hugs and a million compliments on how festive the penthouse looked.  Kurt couldn’t have been happier with their reactions.  

“Why didn’t you guys just come up?”  Seb asked.

“It’s your home now.  We didn’t want to just barge in,”  Robert said, patting Seb on the back.

Everyone took their bags up to their bedrooms.  Leah was to sleep on the pull out sofa in the office, and Finn was going to sleep on the pull out sofa in the loft upstairs.  While everyone was getting settled, Kurt and Sebastian got dinner started.  Burt was the first one down.

“Don’t you two look comfortable in the kitchen together... Do you cook together every night?”

“It depends.  On nights that he’s at the hospital, I cook.  And nights that he’s not, he cooks.  It’s only on weekends that we actually get to cook dinner together.  We usually fix breakfast together though.”

“It’s a good look on you both.  You look comfortable and happy.”

Sebastian smiled, “Well, we are!”

 

Once everyone was downstairs, they sat around and chatted as Sebastian and Kurt finished up dinner.  Leah and Tori got everyone’s drinks, and they set the table.  When everyone was comfortable, Kurt asked, “Do you guys want to hang around here tonight, or do you want to go do something?  You got here a decent hour.”

Finn answered, “I’d love to go do something, Bro.  From what we saw from the cab, New York is fancy at Christmas.”

Kurt and Seb both smiled, and Kurt answered, “New York is amazing at Christmas.  Do you want to go to Bryant Park ?  There’s a Christmas village, with little shops and food vendors.  There’s an ice rink, too.  We’ll pass plenty of decorated places along the way.”

“That sounds fun!”  Leah looked to Finn.

He nodded, “Yeah, it does.  Let’s do that.”

“Well, if you don’t mind, I’m going to stay in.  I’m worn out.  I was in DC yesterday, flew home last night, then flew here today.  I need to sit still for a bit.”

Kurt chuckled, “Sure, Dad.” 

 

All of the parents ended up staying home, and Kurt, Sebastian, Finn, and Leah headed out to Bryant Park.  Kurt loved watching Finn.  He had such a childlike wonder in his eyes as he took in the decorations everywhere.  Kurt hoped he never lost that wonder.  

He and Leah wandered into a jewelry shop, while Finn and Sebastian waited outside, watching people skate around the rink.  Finn looked at Seb, “He’s happy, right?”

Sebastian smiled at him, pleased that Finn was so concerned about his brother, “Yeah, he really is, Finn.  New York has been really good for him.  He fits in here.  He’s not smothered with doubt or naysayers.  He’s celebrated at school, work, and obviously, at home.”

Finn nodded and had a content smile, “Good.”  His smile faded a bit, “New York isn’t for everyone.  But I can see where it would be for him.”

Sebastian put his hand on Finn’s shoulder, “Are you doing okay, Finn?”

He nodded quickly, “I really am.  I mean, it’s hard, don’t get me wrong.  But, I just know we aren’t meant to be.  It’s hard when you’ve been with someone for so long.  It’s more like a loss of friendship.  I know that’s not true.  We’ll always be friends.  But it’ll be different being so far apart.  She’s been my person, ya know?”

“I can’t imagine, Finn.  I’m really sorry.”  He sighed, “Are you going to see her while you're here?  Will she be here yet?”

He shook his head, “No.  She went on a cruise with her dads.  We’ll pretty much be like ships passing in the night.  I’ll be headed home, and she’ll be coming here.  We said our goodbyes a couple of days ago.”  Seb nodded and gave Finn’s shoulder a little squeeze.

When Kurt and Leah came out of the shop, Kurt snapped a quick picture of his fiance and his brother looking out at the rink.  He didn’t know what they were talking about, but you could tell they were supporting each other in some way.  Leah put her hand through Kurt’s arm.  He looked down at her, and she looked up at him and smiled.  He turned the camera to selfie mode, and took another pic.  

They all went ice skating for a little while.  Finn seemed to be doing better than he had the previous year at Kings Island.  Kurt wasn’t quite as afraid of Finn falling and crushing anyone.  They were laughing and singing along to the music being played over the rink speakers.  Sebastian couldn’t help but think that this was just what Finn needed.

As they walked around the other half of the park, the smell of freshly roasted nuts wafted through the air.  Leah’s eyes widened, “Where is that smell coming from?!  Do you smell that yummy goodness?!  I need it!  I need it!”

Kurt laughed at her, “Good grief!  I’ve never seen you like this!”

Finn smiled, “Don’t get in between a girl and her nuts.”  Everyone slowly turned to look at Finn, then broke out into hysterical laughter.  

Once Finn could breathe again, he looked at Seb, “Sorry, man.  I did NOT mean it that way.”

“I know,” Seb laughed.  “Now we have to find them.  Pictures to follow.  The caption up for debate.”

 

After finding the roasted nut vendor, they headed home.  The boys smiled seeing their parents hanging out and laughing in the living room as they sipped some wine.  

“So,” Tori began, “Tell us all about what’s been happening with you two.”  

They sat around and told them all about finals, their friends, and what was happening with their internships.

Sebastian smiled, “Kurt got some good news today.  Tell em’, Babe.”

He blushed a little, “Professor Turpin nominated me to represent Parsons in a big fashion competition next year.  She loved my final projects!”

“That’s fantastic, Kurt!”  Burt beamed.  “I’m so proud of you, kiddo.”  Everyone started congratulating him.

Kurt smiled, “Thanks, everyone.  I’m really excited about it.  So, how are things back in Ohio?  How’s school going there?”

Leah shrugged, “Same old, same old.  I am enjoying my new friends though.  I’ve met some really nice girls.  A couple of not so nice ones, too.”

Sebastian frowned, “What happened?”

Leah rolled her eyes at his protective tone, “Nothing major.  Just some comments about Sam.”

“What about him?  He’s awesome.”  Kurt frowned.

Leah made a face, “I know.  That’s kind of the problem.  These two girls are a bit too big of fans for my liking.  They make all sorts of inappropriate comments.  Nothing they could get in trouble for, just… I don’t like it.  He’s my boyfriend.”

Kurt shook his head, “Sweetie, you don’t need to worry.   Sam is head over heels for you.  He has been since he met you.”

“I know.  But that doesn’t mean I have to like the comments.”  

Sebastian just sighed and shook his head.  There was nothing else they could say, really.

“So, how was your birthday?” Kurt asked.

She smiled, “It was fantastic!  Thank you so much for the dress.  I wore it when Sam took me on the most romantic date.  It was wonderful.”

“You’re welcome.  You and Sugar both got KHS Original designs for your birthdays.”

“What did you guys do for Sugar’s birthday?”  Finn asked.  “I saw pics on Instagram, but it looked like you were just hanging out.”

Sebastian nodded, “Basically, that’s what we did.  She’s been working her butt off at the bakery, and can’t stay out late since she has to get up so early.  So we all just took dinner over to their place, ate, played games, hung out.  It was nice.”

 

……………….

 

The next morning was Christmas Eve.  They all decided to go to Sugar Shack for breakfast.  It didn’t hurt that they wanted to see Sugar, Puck, and the bakery.  They were really excited to see it, and Kurt and Sebastian were really excited to show them.  

When the taxis pulled up, Tori and Carol gushed about how amazing the building looked.

“It looks so much better than last time!  Oh my gosh, look at the window displays!”  Carol exclaimed.

“Gorgeous!”  Tori smiled.

“Her dreams came true,”  Leah said quietly, smiling from ear to ear.

Sebastian wrapped his arm around her shoulder, “They really did.”

“Let’s go.  Wait until you see the inside!”  Kurt led them all to the door.  

Once they were inside, the smells hit them, and you couldn’t have wiped those smiles off their faces if you tried.

“Oh my goodness, that smells sooo good,”  Robert said.

“Mmhmm,”  Burt agreed.  “It’s nice to see we aren’t the only ones who think so,” he gestured to the people in line.

Puck came out from the back, and his face lit up when he saw everyone.  He came out from behind the display cases and immediately started giving hugs, “I missed you guys so much!”

After lots of hugs and greetings, Puck smiled, “Let me go get Sugar.  She’s going to be so excited to see you all!”

“You can let her keep working.  We wanted to get breakfast, and we knew there was no better place to do it than here.  We don’t want to get in the way,”  Tori said.

“She’d kill me if you were here and I didn’t tell her. That’s not gonna be on my head, Tori.”

She laughed, “Fine, fine.”

By the time Puck came back out with Sugar, the other customers had been waited on, and they were selecting their purchases as well.  Sugar came running out, all smiles.  She hugged the first person she got to, which was Finn. 

He lifted her up and spun her around, “Look at this place, Sug!  This is amazing.”

“Thank you, Sweetie!” 

Leah was waiting, somewhat patiently, for Finn to put Sugar down.  Once he did, the girls immediately embraced.  Sugar closed her eyes and took a deep breath, memorizing the moment, “How are you?”  She pulled back and looked Leah in the eyes.

She nodded, “I’m good.  I promise.”  They all knew that it was hard on Leah having most of their family out of town now.  She continued, “I cannot tell you how happy I am for you, Sugar.  This is seeing a dream become reality right before our very eyes.  It’s perfect.”

“It’s hard,”  She smiled, “But totally worth it.”

After Sugar finished giving hugs, Tori pushed Puck and Sugar together, “You two look adorable in your matching t-shirts.  Let me get a picture.”  They stood in front of the display cases wearing black t-shirts with the bright pink Sugar Shack logo, and Tori snapped a picture.  

“I’m going to want a copy of that,”  Kurt smiled.

“I figured you would,”  Tori winked.  Tori took a few more pictures, before letting everyone go.

Kurt nodded, “Remind me to show you the photo books I had made.”

“Oohh, yeah.  The ones you were telling me about, right?’

“Yep.  They turned out great.”

 

After making sure enough of the staff was out front to help customers, Sugar and Puck took everyone up to their apartment to see the finished product.

“Wow!”  Leah smiled.  Everyone was giving compliments as they entered.  After a quick tour, the girls stayed in the kitchen, with Sugar showing them all the things she liked best, and how she had taken what she loved about other kitchens and put them into hers.  

Out in the living room, the guys all sat around, mostly listening and watching the ladies from afar.  Burt looked over at Puck, “You picked out the couch, right?”

He smirked, “Sugar spotted it for the design, but I got to do a butt test.  Why?”

Burt shrugged, “It’s comfortable.”  Puck chuckled.

Sebastian teased, “Yeah, we made sure he would feel okay the next morning if he ever got exiled to the couch.”  They all laughed.

“That’s what the other bedroom is for, dude.”  

 

As they made their way downstairs, Sugar said, “My parents' flight comes in this afternoon.  We’ll be by tonight in time for dinner.  I’m so glad you guys got to see the place though.”

 

~

 

Once Puck, Sugar, Vinny, and Cindy arrived that evening, it felt like the festivities could finally begin.  Dinner was served right on time, with soft Christmas music playing in the background.  Sebastian couldn’t take the smile off his face.  This was almost as perfect of a Christmas as he ever could have imagined.  I wished his grandparents could have been there, but having the rest of his family there, all together and enjoying each other’s company. was so special. He watched as everyone was smiling, talking, and laughing.  He loved how Finn was a great brother to Leah.  He seemed protective of her, but also teased her like a brother would.  He watched as the parents all had conversations about things that they already knew about each other, really showing that they were friends without the boys being there to keep them connected.  He looked over at Kurt, who was smiling at everyone with the same happy smile that he seemed to have.  Kurt turned to look at him, and just winked.  He didn’t think he could be happier.  

After dinner, the parents cleaned up.  While they were doing that, the “kids” went upstairs to change.  Finn called out from inside the en suite, “Are you guys decent?  Can I come out?”

“Yes, Finn,”  Kurt lovingly rolled his eyes as he finished zipping up.

When he opened the door, he had a goofy smile on his face, “I can’t believe you found one big enough for me!”

“Awe, you look adorable.  I had to special order it from the big and tall department.”

A couple of minutes later, all six of them came down the steps wearing matching hooded onesie pajamas.  The dads all saw them first, since the moms were still hanging out in the kitchen.  They laughed and shook their heads.  

“What?!”  Sugar said putting her hands on her hips.  “We look adorable!”

“Yes, you do.  So do the boys,”  Vinny laughed while the moms walked over and made their ‘oo’s and ah’s about the kids.

Puck smirked, “I wouldn’t laugh too hard, Vinny.   Guess what’s in the bags we’re carrying?”

It was the moms turn to laugh.  Each of the “kids”  pulled out onesie and gave it to one of the parents.

“Okay!  Go change!”  Kurt smiled.  Burt looked a little lost, until he saw Kurt standing there with his arms crossed, waiting.

He sighed, “Okay, okay.”

All of the parents had red onesies with Santa and Mrs. Claus faces on them.  The hoods had a white palm palm on the ends.  The “kids”  all had green onesies on with reindeer and trees on them, and the hoods had antlers.  Once everyone was back in the room, pictures were taken in front of the tree and fireplace.  Kurt and Sebastian knew they would cherish those pictures forever.  

“Now,”  Kurt announced, “do not lose these.  We’re going to wear them every year.”

 

~

 

Cookie baking was next.  It wasn’t Christmas Eve if there was no baking, according to Kurt and Sugar.  They all happily mixed and stirred, then eventually began to decorate them.  While waiting for a batch to cool, they would head over to the piano and sing some Christmas carols.  

By the end of the evening, lots of cookies had been made and eaten.  Everyone was lounging around talking.

Kurt grabbed the photo books he had had made, and took them over to where Tori and Carol were sitting on the couch.  He sat in between them, and put the books in his lap.  

Tori smiled, “That’s a lot of books!”

Kurt nodded, “I splurged.  I don’t want our photos getting lost in a ‘cloud’, or stuck on a hard drive or flash drive.  I made one for New Directions, the Warblers, the formal dances, and the Cheerios.  Then one for each park at Disney, because, well, we took that many photos, and I just couldn’t decide.  I made one for the summer, which includes France, England, the beach house, and the move.   Then I made one that’s just our first year together, and it ends with the engagement selfies.”  He handed them both a book.

“These are fantastic, Sweetie!”  Carol smiled as she looked through them.

“Thanks!”

“I need to start doing this.  This is such a good idea,”  Tori smiled as she looked through the book on her lap.

“I wanted to kind of document our journey, you know?  I even put some pics of the not so nice times in there.  Those times are important too.”

“You’re absolutely right.  Those times help shape us just as much as the good times.  I’m proud of you for realizing that, Kurt,”  Carol put her hand on his knee, and put his hand on top of hers.  

 

~

 

Sebastian was sitting on the floor by Kurt’s feet, and he chuckled at Puck and Finn.  They were on the floor to his left, by the fireplace.  The three of them were talking quietly about school, and life in general.  

Puck frowned, “What’s so funny?”

Seb shook his head, “I never thought I’d see the day that you two were sitting around in onesies.”

Finn smiled, “And what about you?  You aren’t exactly the cute, matchy type.”

He chuckled, “Nope.  I’m the make-my-fiance-happy type.”  Kurt reached forward and patted him on the shoulder as he didn’t miss a beat in the conversation with Tori. 

Puck grinned, “And that’s why I’m wearing mine.  If my girl and my Princess want this cute family matchy-matchy stuff, I’ll do it.”

They both looked at Finn with raised brows, as if asking ‘what about you?’.  Finally he sighed, “Okay, okay.  Kurt’s got me wrapped around his little finger, too.”  

Sebastian chuckled, then looked around at everyone.  Looked they were all wrapped around his little finger.   

They said goodnight to the Motta/Puckerman’s soon after, wishing them a Merry Christmas and Happy Hanukkah.  Everyone slowly started saying their goodnight wishes and making their ways to bed.

 

~

 

When Kurt and Sebastian had finally made it upstairs, they stripped out of their onesies, showered, then climbed under the covers together.  They were holding each other tight when Sebastian took a deep breath, inhaling the lingering scent of shampoo in Kurt’s hair.  He sighed as he exhaled, “Today was the second best day that I can ever remember having.”

Kurt smiled softly, “It was pretty perfect, wasn’t it?”  Seb hummed his answer.  Kurt asked, “What was the best day you ever remember having?”

Sebastian kissed Kurt, then answered, “That’s easy.  It was the day I asked you to marry me.”

Kurt smiled, then leaned in for another kiss.  After the kiss broke, he glanced outside through the door to the terrace, “Bas!  It’s snowing!”

Sebastian turned quickly to look.  His face lit up, “I told you today was perfect.”

 

……………………

 

Christmas morning was filled with the same relaxing family fun that the previous night had brought, but included gifts.  Everyone sat around the living room in their onesie pajamas, opening gifts.  They all loved what they received, especially the things that Kurt had picked out in France.  

The parents were especially excited about their “group gift” that was from all the kids, which included Sam.  The dads received tickets to the New York International Car Show in the spring, the moms received gift certificates to a swanky NYC spa.

Sebastian’s favorite gift, which was of course from Kurt, was a framed signed jersey from the French National Lacrosse team.  He held it up and stared at it like it wasn’t real, “Oh my god…”  When he realized it was indeed real, he turned to Kurt, “Baby, how…?”

Kurt winked as he shrugged one shoulder, “I have connections now.”

“Enzo?  Because if Enzo is your connection, he’s been holding out on me big time.”

Kurt shook his head, “It’s actually a guy named Oscar, that I’ve never actually met in person.  He works for Vogue, in the Paris office, kind of doing the same thing I do, but full time.  Anyway, we had spoken on the phone dozens of times, and one day, instead of putting me on hold when he and I were arranging a Zoom call for our bosses, we started chatting.  I told him about how much I loved Paris when I was there with you, and he was telling me about all of his favorite things about it.  When he mentioned the team, and how his brother was best friends with one of the players, so he got to go see them all the time… I begged.”

Sebastian, who was on the floor, got on his knees and reached forward so he could reach Kurt, “It’s amazing.  I love it, Babe. Thank you so much.” He leaned in and kissed Kurt quick.  

“You’re welcome, Love,”  he smiled. 

His second favorite gift, surprisingly or not, was a Lima Bean gift basket from Finn.  It had a t-shirt, two mugs, and a few packages of coffee beans.  He actually took a package of coffee out and hugged it.  Finn couldn’t have smiled any bigger.

Kurt smiled, “Finn, that’s perfect!  I didn’t even know they sold gift baskets.”

Finn shrugged, but Leah said, “They don’t.  I think Shannon has a little crush on Finn.”  She wiggled her eyebrows, and Finn actually blushed while everyone in the room smiled.

When Kurt opened his gift from Sebastian, his eyes widened.  It was Hamilton playbill, sighed by Lin-Manuel Miranda, along with two tickets to see the show.  They had tried for a few months to get tickets, but never could.  “Bas...How?  We tried….How?  And the...OH MY GOD!  IT’S SIGNED BY…”

Sebastian chuckled, “I have connections too, Babe.”  When Kurt looked at him, he added, “Jeremy worked some magic for me.”

“Thank you so much, Bas.”  

Everyone, especially Burt, was smiling as they watched the two of them. 

 

~

 

Once the gift exchange was finished, they cleaned up pretty quickly, then went to get ready.  When Leah came into the living room, Kurt looked at her and smiled, “Couldn't wait?”  She was wearing the sweater and necklace that he and Sebastian had gotten her, and her hair was in up using a Pony-O that Kurt just had to order his girls.  “Oh my gosh, your hair looks adorable.”

She swung her hair around and struck a pose, “Thanks!  I tried the sweater on to see if it fit, and it was too cute to take off.  And only you would know I secretly wanted a Pony-O.  I love it.”

He chuckled, “Well, if I had long hair, I would want one too.  I got one for Sugar and Jenna too.  You look great.”

“Thanks.  So do you, like always.”  He smiled and hugged her.  

Sebastian walked in, “Ya know, the one thing I was not prepared for when it came to having a significant other, was the fact that I had to share Leah lovin’.  Every time.  First Halloween, then Thanksgiving, now Christmas.”  He sighed dramatically.

Leah rolled her eyes, and Kurt just squeezed her tighter, “You had her all to yourself for fourteen and a half years.  I have catching up to do.”

 

Once everyone was downstairs, they started grazing on the brunch-type food that Kurt had put out.  They were expecting their guests at two, so they didn’t want to eat a regular lunch.  

Burt sat at the island, “So, Eileen, Charlie, Chris, and his boyfriend, Elliott, are coming, right?”

Kurt nodded, “Yep.”

“Anything I need to know?”

Kurt frowned, “What do you mean?”

Burt shrugged, “Well, I know Chris, obviously.  But I haven’t met any of the others.  Is there a subject I should avoid, or, I don’t know, a personality trait I need to tolerate?”

Kurt and Sebastian both chuckled at that.  Seb said, “I forgot you guys haven't met Elliott yet.”

Kurt looked at him, “I know.  Doesn’t that seem weird?”  Seb made a face and nodded.  Kurt turned back to his dad, “Actually, there is.  Not a personality trait… They are all three lovely.  Finn even called Elliott a gay Puck.”  He chuckled again, then became a little more serious, “I don’t want to divulge too much, since it isn’t for me to share.  But, it would be helpful to know a couple of things, to prevent awkward situations.  Elliott’s parents both passed away when he was in high school.  He has an older sister, brother-in-law, and a niece and nephew that he’s close to.  They live in Colorado, though, and since they were here for Thanksgiving, they couldn’t come for Christmas too.  

And Eileen and Charlie had a son…” he looked at Sebastian, who put his hand on his back.  

Sebastian finished, “Their son, Phillip, committed suicide in 1983.  He was only 13.  They suspect he was gay and didn’t know how to deal with it.  It was during the AIDES crisis, and being gay certainly wasn’t something the world looked at too kindly.”

“Oh god…”  Carol sighed.  Tori was covering her mouth with tears in her eyes.

Kurt nodded, “I know.  Just, you know… I didn’t want you to ask Elliott about what his parents do for a living, or ask Eileen and Charlie if they have any children.  Of course, if they bring it up, it’s fine, but...”

“We understand,”  Carol said.

“So do Eileen and Charlie have anyone else?”  Tori asked.

Sebastian shook his head, “That’s why we invited them.  We didn’t want them to spend the holiday alone.”

“That was sweet of you both,” Tori said, coming up and putting her hand on Seb’s shoulder.  “You two are always making us proud.”

“Well, we had good role models raising us,”  Kurt smiled.

 

~

 

Charlie followed the directions that his phone was telling him.  When he heard it say, “Your destination is on your left.”  He turned to Eileen, “Are you sure that thing knows what it’s talking about?”

Eileen looked to the right at Central Park, then leaned forward in her seat and looked up toward the top of the building.  She sat back in her seat, “I don’t know, honestly.”

Charlie pulled into the parking garage and rolled down his window to speak to the attendant on duty, “Hi. Merry Christmas.”

The man nodded, “Thank you.  Merry Christmas to you, as well.  What can I help you with today?”

“We’re here to see Sebastian Smythe and Kurt Hummel.  But we aren’t sure we have the right place.”

The man just smiled.  He knew they were in the right place, but couldn’t tell them that until he had checked the list.  “Can I have your names please?”

“Sure.  Charlie and Eileen Hinshaw.”

The man looked at his list, “There you are.  I’ll just need to see some ID, please.”

Charlie got out his wallet, pulled his driver's license out, and handed it over.  He frowned a bit, “Are you sure we’re in the right place?”

He smiled wide, “You are, Sir”  He handed him his ID back, “Go on in.  Once you park, take the elevator to the lobby, then let the front desk know who you are here to see, and they can direct you.”

Charlie nodded, “Thank you.”

Once they were pulling in, Eileen spoke, “Well, I guess we knew they had money, right?  They stayed at the Grand Floridian, and they traveled to Europe over the summer.”

“Yeah, I suppose.”

Once they were in the lobby, they went to the front desk.  Pablo smiled, “Merry Christmas!  What can I do for you?”

Eileen smiled, “Merry Christmas.  We’re here to see Sebastian Smythe and Kurt Hummel.”

Pablo nodded, “Certainly.  Can I have your names please?”

Charlie answered, “Charlie and Eileen Hinshaw.”

Pablo nodded, then buzzed the penthouse.  When Sebastian answered, he said, “Charlie and Eileen Hinshaw are here to see you, Mr. Smythe.”  The couple exchanged glances.

“Great!  Send them up, Pablo.  Thanks!”

Pablo looked at them, and pointed toward a different set of elevators from which they came, “It’ will be the elevator on the right.  I’ll take care of sending you up.”

Charlie nodded, “Thanks.”  They headed toward the elevator, then he frowned and turned back to Pablo, “How do we know which apartment it is when we get to their floor?”

Pablo smiled, “It’s the only one on their floor, Sir.  It’s the penthouse.”

Eileen raised her eyebrows in surprise.  Charlie choked out a shocked laugh, “Well, okay.”

 

When the elevator doors opened directly into the penthouse, their eyes widened once again and they slowly stepped out.  Kurt and Sebastian smiled as they entered the foyer to greet them.

“Merry Christmas!”  Sebastian smiled, hugging them both.

“We’re so glad you could make it today,”  Kurt said as he hugged them right after Sebastian.  “Let me take your coats.”

“Thank you, boys.  For the hosts,”  Eileen smiled as she handed them a Christmas plate full of chocolates.”

“Thank you!”  Seb smiled, taking the plate.

“They’re Eileen’s famous homemade chocolates.”

“Homemade?!  Eileen, you’ve been keeping secrets,” Kurt teased.  “Can I get either of you something to drink?”

“No thank you, dear.  You’re home is lovely.  My goodness.”

Sebastian chuckled, “Thank you.  I know.  It’s a shocker.”  They just smiled at him.

After the coats were hung, the boys escorted them into the living room.  Their family was spread out doing different things, but approached as they saw the couple come in.  Sebastian introduced them to everyone, and ushered them in to sit in the living room.

Robert smiled as he sat across from them, “It’s so nice to meet you finally.  The boys tell us you met in Disney World.  Do you go often?”

“Every year for the past forty years.  It’s out home away from home.  We absolutely love it.  Forty must be our lucky number, since that’s the year we met Sebastian and Kurt.  They swept us off our feet,”  Eileen smiled.

“They tend to do that,”  Robert smiled. “We haven’t been to Disney as a family in a few years, but hopefully that changes sometime soon.  Right now, we’re focused on wedding plans.”  Robert smiled at Sebastian, who smiled back.

Eileen lit up, “Oh yes!  I loved the save the date card, boys.  I was so excited.  Thank you so much for inviting us.  To the wedding, and here today.”

“Of course!  We’re excited to have you.  Today, and at the wedding,”  Kurt smiled.

 

The buzzer sounded, and Sebastian went to answer it, telling Pablo to go ahead and send up Chris and Elliott.  When they entered, Finn and Leah immediately went over for hugs.  

“I’ve missed you so much,”  Chris said as he hugged Finn.

“I missed you, too.  Are you doing okay?  For real?”

Chris nodded, “I really am.  I promise.”

“Good.”

When Elliott hugged Leah, he pulled back, “Oooh, your hair looks fabulous.”

She giggled, “Thanks.  That’s part of Kurt’s gift to me.”

Elliott looked at it, “Is that a Pony-O?  I’m so jealous.”

She struck a pose again, “Yep!”

Kurt and Sebastian went over for hugs, too.  “Merry Christmas!”  Seb smiled as he hugged them.

“Thanks, you too,”  Chris smiled.  He went in and gave the parents some hugs as Kurt introduced everyone to Elliott, and then he introduced both Chris and Elliott to Charlie and Eileen. 

Kurt announced, “There’s snacks and drinks set up on the island if anyone wants anything.  We’ll have dinner at 5.”

“So, Elliott, what are you majoring in?  You go to NYU with Chris and Puck, right?”  Carol asked.

“Yes, ma’am.  I’m a sophomore, majoring in graphic design.”

“Oh, please, call me Carol.”  Elliott smiled and nodded.

Eileen asked, “What about you, Chris?  What is your major?”

“Well, I honestly chose NYU because they offered me such a big cheer scholarship, and I had no clue what I wanted to do with my life beyond that. But now, I’ve been looking into their marketing program, and I think that’s the direction I want to go.”

“You’re a cheerleader?”  Eileen asked.

Chris nodded, “I am.  That’s actually how I met Kurt.  And then with Kurt, came the rest of our family.”

“Well that’s great.  I’ve always enjoyed watching the cheerleaders and dancers way more than the actual games,”  Eileen smiled.  She turned to Elliott, “What about you, dear?  How did you meet everyone?  Or did you meet because you’re….”  She gestured between Chris and Elliott, as if asking if they were dating.

Elliott chuckled, “Yes, we are dating, but that’s not how we all met. Sebastian and Kurt take a self defense class that I teach.  And then I met Chris through them.  I had actually met our friend, Puck, first, since he’s in one of my classes.  It all just kind of fell into place, I guess.”

“Yep.  Worked out in our favor, for sure,”  Sebastian winked.

 

They spent a couple of hours chatting, looking at Kurt’s photo books, and playing a few games.  They were all having a great time together, and Eileen and Charlie seemed to fit right in.  It really was like having grandparents there.  Kurt loved watching the two of them smile and laugh with everyone.  

When Kurt went to the kitchen to get a drink, Sebastian came up behind him, wrapping his arms around him, “I love you, Baby.”

Kurt put his hands over Seb’s and closed his eyes, “I love you, too.”

“And I love both of you,”  Burt said, walking up next to them.  

They both chuckled.  Kurt smiled, “We love you, too, Dad.”  

They watched everyone from their places for a few minutes, then Burt commented, “Eileen and Charlie seem to be enjoying themselves.”

Kurt nodded, “Yeah, I’m so glad they came.”

“Mhmm,”  Seb agreed, “I think it’s been really good for them.”

Burt nodded, “And Elliott seems great.  Chris seems really happy.”

“He is really great.  I’m glad they have each other.”

 

Once dinner was on the table, and everyone was gathered around, eating.  Conversation constantly flowed.  

Eileen smiled at Kurt, “Have you two decided where you are going on your honeymoon?”

Kurt smiled excitedly, “We have.  We’re going to Italy.”

Sebastian smirked, “And Kurt is going to let me spoil him without complaining about it.”  Everyone chuckled.

“Good luck with that,”  Burt laughed.

Kurt made a face, “Hey…”

Seb leaned over and kissed Kurt on the cheek, “You’re getting better about it, Babe.”

“Where in Italy will you be going?”  Charlie asked.

Sebastian put his drink down, “We’re going for a full month, so we’ll go to several places.  I know Rome, Florence and Tuscany, Capri and the Amalfi Coast are on the table.  And I’m not sure Kurt would let us skip Milan.  But I found a travel agent who we’re working with that is making sure all locations are LGBTQ+ friendly.  I don’t want to have to hide who we are while on our honeymoon, or have any unwanted comments.”

“That was smart,”  Elliott commented.

“It really was.  It’s something I wouldn’t have thought of,”  Leah agreed.  

“We’ve never been out of the country.  Unless you count EPCOT,”  Eileen winked.

Kurt chuckled, “Totally counts, Eileen.”

Carol asked, “So what did you two do for a living before you retired?”

Charlie answered, “Eileen was a teacher, and I was a lineman for the power company, and my family owned a little hardware store.”

Elliott smiled, “Mom and pop hardware stores are the best.  My dad and I used to go to one in Hackensack that always had a couple of older guys sitting out front playing chess, or just watching people around town.  It was completely Americana, and something you don’t see too much of anymore.”

“Did you say Hackensack?”  Charlie asked, looking from Eileen, to Elliott with alert eyes.

“Yeah.  Hinshaw Hardware.  Have you heard of it?”

Kurt nearly spit out his drink, “No way.”  Sebastian nearly choked on his food.

Elliott looked between them all, completely confused.

Eileen smiled, “Our last name is Hinshaw.”  Elliott’s eyes widened.

Charlie smiled and nodded, “That was my granddad’s place.  Then my father’s, then my brother and I inherited it.  My brother, Fred, ran it.  I had to sell it when he passed away.  I can’t run it on my own, and we don’t have anyone to pass it onto anymore.  It was a great place.”

Elliott nodded, “The best.  I can’t believe that was your store.  I have the best memories of going there with my dad.  We were always tinkering with things, and we’d go there to get parts for whatever we were working on.  So, do you live in Hackensack now?”

Eileen nodded, “We do.  Is that where you’re from?”

“Yeah.  What a small world.”

 

Once dinner was over, Eileen and Charlie sat and talked with Elliott and Chris a bit.  Kurt elbowed Sebastian as they stood in the kitchen.  He nodded toward the four of them.  

Sebastian said, “Well, what you wanted, you got.  Looks like they’re getting along quite well.”

“Yep.  But who knew about the whole shop thing.  That’s crazy.”

“Mhmm.”

 

Charlie asked Elliott, “So what’s your last name?”

“Gilbert.  My parents were Mark and Annie Gilbert.”

“Were?”  Eileen asked cautiously.  

Elliott nodded, “Yes.  They both passed away three years ago.  I have a sister named Amelia, too.  She’s several years older, and she took custody of me until I turned 18.”

“I’m so sorry, Sweetie.  That has to be so hard.”

Elliott nodded, “It has been.  I went through some things in high school, and it was hard not having them there to help.  My sister did the best she could.  Being responsible for a teenager when you’re only in your twenties was hard enough without the extra issues.”  Chris rubbed his back and watched, making sure he was okay.

Charlie nodded, then asked, “Where is your sister today?”

“She’s married and has two kids.  They live in Colorado now.  Her husband, Steven, got a big promotion a while back.”

Eileen asked, “What about you, Chris?  Did you just decide to stay with Elliott for Christmas this year instead of going home?”

“I did.  Kurt, Sebastian, their families… They are what family should be like.  Add Elliott to the mix, and I’d have been a fool to be anywhere but here.”  Elliott squeezed his knee and bent over to give them a quick kiss.

Eileen could tell there was more to that story, but didn’t want to push.  She knew Chris was right.  Kurt and Sebastian’s families were exactly what families should be.  They were supportive and loving.  They teased each other, and made each other laugh.   She was grateful that they were kind enough to not only invite them to spend the holiday with them, but also Elliott and Chris, who needed it too.

 

They ended the night with singing, of course. Eileen and Charlie were so impressed with everyone.  They loved hearing Finn and Leah added to the mix, and were blown away by Elliott’s voice.  They requested Running Home To You from Sebastian again, and the parents loved hearing Charlie tell them about how Seb sang it to Kurt in the Grand Floridian.  Everyone’s favorite, by far, had been when Kurt sang Silent Night.  He found that to be quite ironic.  

Everyone said their goodbyes to Eileen and Charlie around 9 o’clock.  They hugged the boys and thanked them once again for inviting them.  They made sure the parents knew how lucky they were to have such fine young men in their lives, and told them that they must be doing something right.  

They made sure to give Chris and Elliott their phone numbers, and told them to call if they needed anything.  They boys both gave them their numbers as well, telling them the same.  By the time they were in the elevator, they had all four boys promising to come for dinner sometime soon.

 

Notes:

The character Orion is based of a waiter at a local BW3's. He no longer works there, and I miss him. He was only reason I would agree to eat there with my family, lol.

Comments absolutely make my day, so don't be shy! Kudos are appreciated as well. Hope you are all safe, healthy, and happy.

Chapter 23: A Shift

Summary:

Everything in the chapter seems to revolve around sex, but it's mostly talk for now. Nick and Jeff come to town for New Years, and there is a shift in their relationship with their friends.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

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After finally coming to an agreement, both Kurt and Sebastian signed their prenups before their families had to head home.  Sebastian was pleased that if something were to happen, not that he ever thought it would, Kurt would be well taken care of and be able to live comfortably.  Kurt wasn’t so comfortable with the high number, but Sebastian just kept reminding him that it was a small percentage of his trust fund alone, and he finally gave in.  

 

Lots of hugs and kisses later, the boys were once again alone in the penthouse… which led to sexier hugs and kisses before their families were probably even outside.  

A half an hour later, Kurt rolled over, wrapped in a blanket on the floor in front of the Christmas tree.  He looked up at the tree, then over to Sebastian, “I don’t want to take it down yet, Bas.  Besides, I’m just now appreciating it from a whole new angle.”  He tilted his head and looked back at the tree again.

Sebastian chuckled, rolling over to get the same view as Kurt, “We can’t take it down yet.  We’re only on day 3 of the 12 days of Christmas.  Three French hens, two turtle doves, and a partridge in a pear tree.”

Kurt frowned and looked at him, “Really?  But that would mean Christmas lasts into the new year.”

“Yep,” Seb nodded.  “January 5th.  The first day is Christmas Day, when Christ was born.  The twelve days are the days that it took the three kings to travel to Bethlehem, following the North Star.  They didn’t arrive until the 5th.  Or at least, that’s when we celebrate it.  No one really knows for sure what the actual dates were.”

“Huh.  News to me,”  Kurt pushed Sebastian onto his back, then straddled him, “I love you, Bas.”  He leaned down and kissed him, “More than anything.  You know that, right?”

Sebastian ran his hands up Kurt’s naked thighs under the blanket, “I do know that, Baby.  I love you, too.”  He slid his hands around and grabbed Kurt’s ass, “Can I show you much?”

“Again?”  Kurt giggled, “Why, Mr. Smythe, it would be my pleasure.”

“Mmm.  I can’t wait until I’m Mr. Hummel-Smythe.”  Kurt bit his lip as he smiled.  Sebastian teased, “Hey.  Give me that lip.  It’s mine.”  He leaned up, kissing Kurt, sucking the lip into his mouth, and Kurt easily gave in.

 

……………………

 

The next day over breakfast, Sebastian said, “I’ll be by to pick you up from Vogue around one, okay?”  He and Kurt both had some scheduled shifts at their internships over break, but not during their normal times.

“Yeah, but you really don’t have to.  You have the day off.  Relax.  Enjoy yourself.”

“Babe, I don’t want you trying to get home by yourself with your eyes dilated.  It’s not a big deal.”

“Okay.  I’m a little nervous about it, to be honest.  It’ll help if you’re there with me,”  Kurt sat back in his chair. 

Seb frowned, “Why are you nervous?”

Kurt shrugged one shoulder, “It’s just, I’ve had a lot of black eyes in the last year and half.  I hope it isn’t more serious than I think it is.”

Sebastian reached over and grabbed his hand, “I’m sure it’ll be fine.  And if not, the sooner you get it looked at, the better. Either way, I’ll be there with you.”

 

~

 

Sebastian went upstairs to meet Kurt on his floor at Vogue.  Lindy, the receptionist, smiled brightly, “What can I do for you, Sir?”

He smiled, “I’m here to pick up Kurt Hummel.”

Her face lit up, “Oooh, are you his fiance?”

“I am.  Sebastian Smythe,” he stuck out his hand to shake hers. 

She gladly shook it, “Lindy.  So nice to meet you.  I just love Kurt.  You’re a lucky man.”  

“I agree,”  Seb smiled.  

Kurt came around the corner and smiled when he saw Sebastian, “Are you ready, Love?”

“I am.”  He turned and waved to Lindy as they got in the elevator.  You could practically see the hearts in her eyes.

 

~

 

Once at the doctors office, Kurt sat and nervously bounced his leg.  Sebastian rubbed his back, “It’ll be okay, Babe.  Do you want me to go back with you?”

“Yes, please, Sir.”

“Okay, we can do that.  Just take nice steady breaths and try to relax.”  Sebastian knew that Kurt was having vision problems, and that he was worried it might be bad, but he had a suspicion that Kurt was so anxious because it all brought memories from the past that he didn’t really want to think about.

“Kurt Hummel?”  an assistant called as she opened the door to the hallway of exam rooms.

“Yes,”  Kurt stood.  “Is it okay if my fiance comes back with me?”

She could tell he was nervous for some reason.  She nodded, “Sure.  Come on back.”

They entered the exam room and she directed him to the chair he was to sit in.  She turned to Sebastian, “You can sit in the chair against the wall.”

“Thanks,”  Sebastian said as he sat.  

“The doctor will be in in just a few minutes.”  She left the room after giving Kurt an encouraging smile.

They sat in silence for a minute, until Kurt started to bounce his leg again.  Sebastian soothingly said, “Baby, just take deep breaths.  It’s going to be fine.”  Kurt just nodded and took some deep breaths like Sebastian had told him to.

When the doctor came in he greeted him kindly.  He looked a little confused seeing Sebastian there.  The only people who usually brought others into the exam room were either much younger than Kurt, or much older.  Kurt introduced himself, and then Sebastian.  

“Let’s get started.  What brings you in to see me today?”

“My eyes are getting tired faster lately.  I’ve been squinting a lot more too.”

“Are you squinting when you look at things up close, or in the distance?”

“A little of both, I guess.  I squint when looking at things in the distance, but my eyes get really tired when I’m working on my school projects.”

“Are they projects on the computer?”

“Some, but also a lot of sketches and sewing.  I’m a fashion design major.”

“Okay, well, let’s see what we’ve got here,”  the doctor continued to do the exam.  

When the exam was finished, he said, “I did see some damage in the left eye.  Were you in an accident?”

“No, I was assaulted.  I’ve had several black eyes in the past, but none recently,”  Kurt spoke quietly.  The doctor looked at Sebastian, so Kurt quickly added, “It was my ex.”  he figured he didn’t need to explain that it was more than one person, but also didn’t want the doctor to suspect it was Sebastian.

“I see,”  he glanced at Sebastian again.  “I have to aske, Kurt.  Do you feel safe at home?”

Kurt nodded, “Yes, I do.  My ex is in jail right now.  Sebastian is here with me because he knew I was nervous.  I knew you would ask me about it, and I have PTSD, so...”

The doctor raised an eyebrow, “Okay.  It’s okay.   How long has it been since your last black eye?”

“The last one was in the Spring.”

“Okay,”  he continued to look through the machine into Kurt’s eye.  “Well, there’s damage.  Mostly scar tissue.  It’s not too extensive, but it can definitely affect your vision.  With you struggling to see things clearly, your eyes just get tired faster.  I don’t think it’s anything glasses or contacts can’t fix for you.  But if it gets worse, make an appointment right away.”

“Okay,”  Kurt seemed relieved.  

“Now, let’s figure out what your prescription is.  Can you read the last line of the letters on the wall?”  he continued with the exam.

 

Once they were finished, Kurt and Sebastian went to the front to look at glasses frames.  The sales clerk gave him a tray and told him to put all of the glasses that he thought he might like on it, so that he could try them on in one sitting.  They could always go back and get another tray full, if needed.  

They filled the tray, then sat side by side in front of a little table that the clerk sat on the other side of.  The clerk smiled, “I think you made some good choices for the shape of your face.  Let’s see how they look.”

Kurt picked up the first pair and put them on.  He looked at himself in the little mirror.   His vision was still a little wonky from the dilation, so it was a bit difficult.  

The clerk, a young man in his twenties, said, “Those look really nice.  What do you think?”

“I don’t know.”  He turned to Sebastian, “Bas?  What do you think?”  Sebastian was staring at him.  His mouth was slightly open, but no words were coming out.  

The clerk chuckled, “I think you made him speechless.”

Kurt looked at the clerk and winked, “Wouldn’t be the first time.”  The clerk laughed.  Kurt turned to look at Sebastian again, who hadn’t moved much from his spot, or changed his expression.  He smiled, “Bas?”

Without really moving, Sebastian said, “Those.  Get those, Baby.”

The clerk and Kurt both laughed, “It’s the first pair, Bas!  I can’t just try on one pair, and say ‘okay’.”

“Mmm.  Try on some more,”  Sebastian nodded.

Kurt took the glasses off, but chuckled when that made Sebastian whine a bit.  He mumbled, “Who knew you had a glasses kink?”  He put on the next pair.  “How about these?” he asked as he looked at his own reflection.  He turned to Sebastian and waited for a response.

Seb bit his lip and nodded, “Those too.  Maybe you should get both.”

The sales clerk laughed, “I like him.  Keep trying them on.”

“I am not buying all the glasses, Bas.  We’re going to have to pick one.”

“Two.  We’ll get you two.”

“But I want contacts, too.  I don’t need contacts, plus two pairs of glasses.”

“Sure you do,”  Sebastian said, like it was the most obvious thing in the world.

After trying on the entire tray, Kurt put the first pair back on.  He looked at the clerk, “I’m not even asking him anymore.  What do you think?  This pair?”

The clerk nodded, “That’s the best pair, in my opinion.”

“I just can’t believe I’d buy the first pair,”  Kurt said, looking at his reflection and turning side to side.

“It’s not that unusual, actually.  It’s the first pair you were drawn to.  An instinct.  Plus, it got the biggest reaction from your husband,” he smiled.

When the clerk referred to Sebastian as Kurt’s husband, his stomach did a little flip.  He smiled, turning to look at Sebastian.  He was sitting back in his chair, silently watching, but bounced his eyebrows suggestively.  Kurt chuckled, then turned to the clerk, “I’ll take these, and some contacts.”

He smiled, “Great.  Can I see your prescription?”  Kurt handed it to him.  “I’ll be right back with the contacts, and I’ll take these back to the lab.  It’ll be a couple of hours until they’re ready, but I can get you the contacts now.  Have you worn contacts before?”

“No, I haven’t.”

“Well, we can go over how to put them in and take care of them if you want.”  

“That’d be great.”  

“I’ll be right back.”  Kurt and Sebastian waited while the clerk went to the back.  He came out a few minutes later, “Unfortunately, we’re out of your prescription for the contacts.  We can order them, and have them in within a few days.  I can even have them shipped directly to you, if you’d like.”

“That’d be fine,”  Kurt answered. 

“Oh darn.  You’ll just have to wear those glasses for a few days,”  Sebastian smiled, and both the clerk and Kurt chuckled. 

“You two are adorable.  Let’s get you checked out, and you can come back when you’re ready to pick the glasses up later.”

“Perfect excuse to be able to take my husband to lunch,”  Sebastian smiled.  Kurt turned and smiled at him, as Seb put his arm around his waist.

 

~

 

Kurt and Sebastian sat across from each other at the Japanese restaurant they had been wanting to try.  Sebastian leaned forward, grabbing Kurt’s hand, “How are your eyes feeling, Babe?”

“Better.”  He smiled coyly, “Did you know you had a glasses kink?”

Sebastian chuckled, “Well, kind of?  I mean, if we’re talking models in an advertisement, I definitely am drawn toward the men who are wearing glasses.  But I’ve never seen anyone in real life who can do that to me, until now.  I don’t know how I’ll get anything done if you’re constantly wearing them.”

“Well, then maybe I can spare you, and wear contacts for the most part.”

Sebastian pouted, “No.  I promise I’ll get things done…”

Kurt laughed, “Okay, we’ll see.  We’ll give it a trial time.  But if you’re constantly jumping me, then contacts it is.”

Sebastian bit his lip, then let it slide out from between his teeth as he nodded, “Okay.”

Kurt watched, mesmerized.  He stared at Sebastian’s newly wet lip, “Okay.”  Looking at that lip made him second guess the contacts.

 

~

 

A couple of hours later, they were back at the eye doctor, picking up the glasses.  The clerk  had them sit at the same table, so he could have Kurt try the glasses on again and make any adjustments needed.  Sebastian grinned the entire time.  

“There.  How do they feel?”  the clerk asked.

“Good,”  Kurt looked around the store from his seat. 

“Are you happy with the way they look?”

Kurt smirked and looked at the clerk without looking at Sebastian, “Is he still grinning like a loon?”

The clerk smiled, looked at Seb, then looked back at Kurt, “More than ever.”

Kurt chuckled, “Then I think they look great.”

Sebastian stood, “Can we go home now?”  He was very anxious.

The clerk laughed, “You’re all set.  You two have a fantastic day!”

 

…………………

 

On the 29th, Nick and Jeff were scheduled to arrive in New York.  They were flying in from Ohio, since they had just been back to be with family for Christmas.  Kurt was almost finished fixing  dinner when he heard the buzzer.  

“Yes, George?”

“Mr. Duvall and Mr. Sterling are here to see you, Mr. Hummel.”

“Thanks, George.  Send them up.”

As soon as they entered from the elevator, Kurt heard Jeff, “Woah!  Holy Christmas, Batman!”

“Go big, or go home, Jeffie!”  Kurt smiled as he approached them.

Nick smiled and went in for a hug while Jeff was still staring at the tree, “Good to see you, Kurt.”

“You too, Nicky,” he kissed him on the cheek.  Kurt pulled away and cleared his throat looking at Jeff with a raised brow.

Jeff pulled his eyes away from the tree, looked at Kurt, and his eyes widened even more, “Kurtsie!  You look so good in glasses!”  He opened his arms for a hug.

Kurt chuckled as he went into the embrace, “Thanks.  Like the tree, I take it?”

“The whole place looks great, Kurtsie.  Like, magazine great.”

“It really does,”  Nick agreed.

“Thanks!”  Kurt beamed.  “And I just learned that the 12 days of Christmas start on Christmas Day, so we don’t have to take it down yet.  That made me happy.  Come on in.  You can leave your bags at the bottom of the steps for now.”

Nick and Jeff followed Kurt into the kitchen, and sat at the counter while Kurt finished what he had been doing before they arrived.  “Where’s Seb?”  Nick asked.

“He’s still at the hospital.  We both had shifts still over break, but his weren’t consistent hours.  Mine were basically moved to mornings, but his seems to be more covering here and there if someone was out for the holiday.  He can’t ‘do’ anyone’s job, but he can help with different tasks.”

“That makes sense,”  Nick said.  “How was your Christmas?”

“Great!  Perfect, really.  Our families came for the better part of a week.  We had lots of fun, and Puck and Sugar even brought Cindy and Vinny over on Christmas Eve.  We made everyone wear matching onesies,”  Kurt chuckled.

“I hope you have pictures of that!”

“Oh, we do.  Our friends Eileen and Charlie, and then Elliott and Chris, all came over Christmas day.  The four of them really hit it off, like I hoped they would.”

Jeff smiled, “Not only do you fix up couples, but you fix up pseudo parents/grandparents and their pseudo children?”

Kurt chuckled, “I guess I do.  I don’t know.  I just knew they’d hit it off, and I knew they all kind of need each other, ya know?”  Nick and Jeff nodded, and Kurt continued, “Charlie and his family used to own a hardware store.  Turns out, Elliott and his dad used to go to it when he was younger.  He grew up in the same town, Hackensack, New Jersey.”

“Wow.  Small world.  So he and Chris are doing well, right?”  Nick asked.

Kurt nodded, “Yeah.  They’re really great together.  They just seem to be comfortable and relaxed with each other, but excited at the same time.  You know what I mean.  They’ll be meeting us tomorrow for New Years Eve, too.  So how was your Christmas in Ohio?”

“It was fine.  I wish our families spent it together, like the Hummels and the Smythes.  It’s so hard to go back and forth, and try to figure out a schedule.  We could have gone our separate ways, but you know Nicky and I don’t like to be apart.”  Kurt smiled and nodded.  “It’s just harder with an extended family that lives so close.” 

“I’m sure that complicates things a lot,”  Kurt agreed.  

 

~

 

Sebastian came home just in time for dinner.  The first thing he did was greet Nick and Jeff with hugs and hellos, then went straight to Kurt, pushed him up against the counter, and kissed him passionately.  

“Damn,”  Nick laughed.  “What’s gotten into you?”  Nick turned to Jeff and silently mouthed, “Glasses.”  Jeff winked at him and gave a little agreeing nod.

When Seb pulled away from Kurt, he kept his eyes on him and grinned, “The glasses.  God, I love the glasses.”

Jeff laughed, “I remember that.”

Kurt frowned and smiled at the same time, “You knew?  How come I’m the last to find out?  And how did you know?”

“It’s all Trent’s fault, actually,”  Nick answered.  “Before you came back to Dalton, Trent had brought a bunch of magazines into the dorm commons that his parents had mailed him.  He needed them for some collage thing he was doing in art.  Well, instead of working on the project, he started holding up two pictures of female models at a time, and asked which one the guys thought was hotter.  They turned it into a game.”

“But then I felt left out,”  Jeff smiled, “So I complained that they weren’t showing any male models.”  Kurt chuckled.

“So Trent started showing Jeff, Seb, and I two male models at a time, and Seb always chose the model with glasses, if it was an option.”

“I didn’t even pay attention to that, and you noticed?”  Sebastian asked.

“Yep,”  Jeff smiled again, “We talked about you that night.”

He frowned, “About what?”

Nick chuckled, “About how if Kurt ever wore glasses, you’d be all over him.  You two are bad enough as it is.”  They all laughed.

“Hey, we can’t help it.  And you should have seen him when I tried them on for the first time.  The sales clerk was highly entertained.”

 

~

 

After dinner, they sat around the living room drinking some wine, discussing school, friends, and what they had done on break so far.  

Jeff was in the middle of saying something when Kurt silently slid down and knelt at Sebastian’s feet, just to his right.  When Jeff saw the action, his words stuttered a little.  Nick put a knowing hand on Jeff’s knee, and gave him a little squeeze.

Sebastian was running his fingers through Kurt’s hair on the side and back.  He noticed the hiccup in Jeff’s words and expression, as well as Nick’s grounding hand on Jeff.  He wondered if the look Kurt had seen him give when he was shirtless was something that was more than a passing thought.  Testing his hypothesis, he ran his hand around so it was slightly in the front of Kurt’s neck, and pressed on his collar.  He knew the reaction it would cause from Kurt.  Kurt’s breath would hitch slightly before he’d sigh, he’d close his eyes for a brief moment, and would relax his shoulders a bit more. 

He was right about Kurt’s reaction, but also about Jeff’s.  Jeff had stopped talking for that brief moment, and just stared.  He caught himself, and then continued, but you could tell he was flustered.

Not knowing about Sebastian’s little test, Kurt frowned a little, “Are you okay, Jeff?”  Sebastian continued to watch closely.

Jeff nodded quickly, “Mhmm.”

Nick looked at him with a fond smile and rubbed his arm.  Jeff looked back at him just to ground himself before he got too worked up.  Nick smiled, pulled Jeff closer, and leaned in to kiss him on the cheek.  As he did, he whispered, “Patience.”  

What Kurt and Sebastian didn’t know was that Nick had gotten a collar for Jeff as part of his Christmas gift.  He hadn’t thought he wanted to wear it out in public, but the one Nick had gotten was a really nice one, like the one Kurt wore out, and that changed his mind.  After Nick gave him permission, he had worn it all day.  He was looking forward to some alone time with Nick ever since he stepped out the door wearing it. He loved the feeling of belonging to Nick, and that alone, had him turned on.  Adding his voyeur kink into the mix, and the subtle things Kurt was doing, made it a little more difficult to wait for his alone time with his boyfriend.  Adding on his new “extra” feelings for Kurt and Sebastian and his bdsm questions, and things became complicated, to say the least.

After watching for a minute, Sebastian asked Kurt to get them more wine.  While he was over in the kitchen, Seb quietly asked, “Are you two okay?”

Jeff just nodded, but Nick winked, “We’re good.”

Kurt came back and refilled everyone’s wine glasses, and instead of returning the bottle, he sat it on the large coffee table. He went back to kneeling next to Sebastian. 

Jeff continued to look at them...differently… than he normally does.  He almost seemed ashamed.  He looked at Nick, who was currently talking to Sebastian about something to do with wine.  He looked at Kurt, but when Kurt looked back at him, he quickly looked away.  

Kurt frowned, “Jeffie?”  Sebastian immediately looked at Jeff.  Kurt asked, “What’s the matter?  Please don’t say ‘nothing’.”

Jeff looked at Nick as if asking for help.  Nick ran his hand through Jeff’s hair, then rested it on the back of his neck on his collar.  He spoke softly, “We talked about this, Hun.  If there’s any place you can go and speak freely, it’s here, with them.  They love you.”

“We do, Jeff.  Very much.  What’s the matter?”  Sebastian asked.

“We...we’ve been experimenting more.”  He looked at Nick, who nodded.  He continued, “You know how I like to watch.  Well, I don’t want to seem creepy.  I was watching Kurt submit to you.”  Jeff seemed shy, totally unlike him.  

Sebastian nodded slowly, then said, “Well, he’s not fully submitting to me now. You know you don’t need to be shy about anything. You can ask us anything.  And if you were doing something that bothered us, we would tell you.”

Jeff was frowning a little, “I don’t understand how he’s not submitting to you right now.”

Sebastian answered, “He is to a degree . The way he is kneeling now is more of a form of comfort for both of us.  He’s asking for, and giving, comfort.  Nothing more.  When he’s kneeling to submit, it looks completely different.”

“Sir?”  Kurt was addressing Sebastian, but was looking at Jeff.

“Yes, Baby?”  Seb continued to run his fingers through his hair.

“Can we show him the difference?”

“Yes, Baby.”

Kurt turned and positioned himself so that he was directly in front of his Sir, between his legs, head bowed, and hands behind his back, and as close as the couch would allow.  Sebastian leaned forward and put his fingers into Kurt’s hair on the back of his head, nearly cradling it to his chest because of the closeness. His other hand ran down Kurt’s back at his spine, “Good boy, Baby.”

“Fuck,”  Nick muttered.  Jeff was a bit wide eyed and staring at them again.  

“This is the difference, Jeff.  This is used as an offering, or submitting when asked. The other was for comfort and comfort alone. His head wasn’t bowed, his hands weren’t behind his back, and he wasn’t facing me.” Sebastian looked at him kindly, making sure Jeff felt comfortable, and not like he was being belittled, or made fun of.

Jeff just nodded.  

They stayed like that for a minute.  Sebastian’s hand in Kurt’s hair was almost massaging, while the other was spread wide and rubbing up and down Kurt’s spine.  You could see the love and passion in just this simple act.  It was breathtaking.  

“I have a confession,”  Jeff said.  He looked at Nick, who nodded encouragingly.  

“Okay,”  Sebastian said.  He looked down at Kurt, “Come sit next to me, Baby.”  He kissed him on top of the head quickly.

“Yes, Sir,”  Kurt whispered. 

Once Kurt was sitting, Jeff said, “Um.  You know I love you both.  So much.  And I don’t want this to change our relationship.  I don’t want you to not want to cuddle with me, or hug me, or dance closely with me.”  Kurt nodded as Sebastian wrapped his arm around Kurt, rubbing his arm absentmindedly.  Jeff continued, “I’ve always thought you are both gorgeous.  Nicky does too,” he looked to Nick, who nodded in agreement.  “But ever since I saw you shirtless on your birthday… then Seb, when you dropped your towel... my thoughts, or imagination… have gotten the better of me.”  He was blushing, and becoming even more anxious, so he continued the next part quite quickly, “And Nicky got me a collar for Christmas, and then I thought about you more because of that, and now I feel like...I don’t even know.  And I want to do more with Nicky, but we’re so new to this.  So far we haven’t had an actual object come into play, and I just…”  He knew  he was rambling, and to calm him, Nick put his hand on his collar that was hidden below his shirt.

“Are you wearing your collar now?”  Kurt asked.

“He is,” Nick answered for him, seeing that Jeff was trying to control his emotions. “It’s his first time wearing it, and he likes it so far.”  Jeff nodded.  “Part of what he is trying to say is that we’ve been giving the whole D/s thing a try for a while now, but this is the first physical item we’ve had that has come into our roles.  He likes it so much that we’d like to try more.  We don’t know what you two do, or have, but since we know you bought things in Paris, we might have some questions.”

“You guys can ask us anything, any time.  You know that,”  Sebastian said, and Kurt agreed.  

“I know.  And we appreciate that.  But Jeff has been a bit flustered since Kurt’s birthday, and that combined with the new collar, combined with questions...We just don’t want to cross a line that we shouldn’t.”

“I think the lines are a bit blurry for all of us,”  Kurt said, then looked to Sebastian.

Seb nodded, “One of the key things about a D/s relationship is communication.  Any relationship is like that.  Every couple should be able to openly talk about their thoughts and feelings, including those that revolve around the bedroom.  But I think it’s a little more involved when it comes to D/s, just given the nature of the dynamics.  We discuss our sex life frequently.  We always discuss things before and after we try something new.  But we also sit down and have periodic discussions about all of it.  And in those discussions, we make sure that neither of us feels that their needs aren’t being fulfilled.  That can include fantasies, kinks...whatever.  In our most recent discussion, we discovered that something changed on our trip to Boston.”

“Oh god, I didn’t mess things up for you, did I?  I’m so sorry!”  Jeff was starting to get really worried, afraid that his kink caused an issue with his friends.  He downed the rest of his wine.

“No!  No, Jeff.  You didn’t.  I promise,”  Kurt rushed to say.

“That’s not what I meant, Jeff.  I just meant that there was a shift.”  He looked at Kurt, “I think it would be best if you explained it, Babe.”

Kurt nodded, “Okay.  Well, we’re used to you being a voyeur.  We’ve always lovingly teased you about it, and we’ve never had a problem with it.  We still don’t.  But there was something different in the way you looked at me when I answered the door shirtless.  You’ve seen me shirtless dozens of times.  But something was different this time.  And…”  he cleared his throat as a small blush grew on his cheeks, “I liked it.  That was the shift.”

Jeff was also blushing a little, and he looked down at his lap, unsure of what to say.

Nick asked, “What was different this time?”

Sebastian said, “We talked about that.  We’ve come to the conclusion that it was a combination of things.  He’s no longer shy about his body.  He’s toned his muscles even more since the beginning of Senior year.  He’s proud of his body now.  There’s been plenty of people who have looked at him lustfully. As you know, he doesn’t typically even notice it.  But since he’s so connected and in tuned to you, he definitely noticed.  He says there was a look in your eyes that he’d never seen from you.”

“And you liked that, Kurt?  That Jeff looked at you that way?”  Nick asked.

Kurt nodded, “I did.  It turned me on, knowing that someone seemed to want me, but couldn’t have me.  Bas is right, I don’t typically notice these things.  Partly because it was ingrained in me that I was always going be the only gay person around, so the thought that there are other people looking at me with desire, just doesn’t cross my mind.  And partly because Bas is the only one for me.  I love him unconditionally, and I would never cheat.  But with you two...I love and trust you both so much.  You guys, as well as Puck and Sugar...We’re so close, that it’s just...different.  I don’t mind you seeing me like that, or seeing Bas like that.  And it’s the same with Puck and Sugar.  That’s why I can snuggle with you, or sit on Puck’s lap, or help Sugar find a bra that fits,” they chuckled. “But also it’s different with you because you’re gay.  Puck has told me my ass looks good in my black skinny jeans, but it’s just different.  I don’t know how to explain this, and I feel like I’m rambling…”  

Nick nodded in understanding of how it was difficult to explain their feelings, “We don’t want to do, or say, anything that will change our relationship with you guys.  We love you both so much, and we cherish our friendship.  Do you want to just forget this whole conversation?  You two seem kind of flustered, and I don’t want this to cause any issues.”  He looked between Jeff and Kurt.

Jeff had tears in his eyes as he looked up at Kurt.  Kurt frowned and shook his head and went to Jeff, “Hey.  Hey, Jeffie, please don’t be upset.”  He held out his arms, and Jeff practically melted into him, letting some tears fall as he did.  

“I don’t think we should forget about this conversation.  I think we need to work through it, or it will always be something we feel like is hiding in the shadows, and always in the back of our minds.”  Sebastian watched Jeff, and it broke his heart that his friend was so conflicted and upset.  “Jeff, you could tell us anything, and we’re still going to love you.”

“You aren’t mad?”  Jeff asked.

Sebastian shook his head, “Not at all.”

“Did you not understand what I was saying?”  Kurt asked, looking at Jeff.  “I said I liked it.”

Jeff frowned a bit, “You like that I think you’re hot?”

Kurt chuckled a little, “You’ve always told me I’m hot.  Even when we first met.  And you’ve been persistent about it ever since. You got me through a lot of self-doubt and self-hate when I was with Blaine.  This is nothing new.  What’s new, is the look that turned into something more than just appreciation of my looks.”

Jeff pulled away from Kurt, and leaned against Nick, who wrapped his arms around him. Kurt let go willingly, but put a hand on Jeff’s knee.  Sebastian went and sat next to Kurt, pulling him back into his chest, mirroring Nick and Jeff on the other end of the couch.

“So,”  Sebastian began.  “We’ve determined that Jeff likes to watch, and he’s attracted to Kurt.  Is that correct?”  Jeff and Nick nodded, but Jeff looked down.  Sebastian continued, “None of that, Jeff.  Don’t be ashamed or embarrassed.”  Jeff nodded and tried to look up.  “We’ve also determined that Kurt likes the feeling of someone looking at him that way, but that he likes the feeling of being unattainable as well.”  Kurt nodded in agreement.  Seb looked at Nick, “What do you feel about all of this, Nick?”

Nick took a deep breath, thinking about what he wanted to say, “First of all, when Jeff told me, I wasn’t that surprised.  We’ve talked about how we both think you two are hot as hell, but it’s always been in passing, or a fleeting comment. Second, I don’t have an issue with any of Jeff’s kinks.  I find them fun most of the time, and have even found myself drawn to some, including the voyeurism.  My only issue is what are we going to do about it?  Jeff has always been, and always will be, my number one concern.  I don’t want him feeling uncomfortable around you guys.  We were planning on ignoring it, but as soon as Kurt went to his knees, that plan was out the window.  And we are not asking you to change or act differently around us.  That would hurt us to know you were holding back from being yourselves.”

“So if Kurt were to strip down naked right now, you’d be okay with Jeff watching, and being turned on by it?”  Sebastian squeezed Kurt a little. To Nick and Jeff’s surprise, Kurt just smirked a little.

Nick raised his eyebrows, “Not only would I be okay with it, but I’d be turned on too.”  

Sebastian smiled a little, “Then that would make three of us.” 

Nick returned the smile, then asked, “How do you feel about all of this?  I know you are very protective and possessive of him.  I’m surprised this isn’t bothering you.”

Sebastian shrugged a little, “Well, when Kurt first told me, I was really just nervous that he wanted to sleep with one, or both, of you.  We had been talking about how he’s only ever been with me, and I wanted to make sure he didn’t have any regrets about that before we got married.  But when we figured out that it was that he liked being admired but unavailable, I totally got it, and I’m fine with it.  I think it’s pretty hot.  And I am possessive, so I would never want anyone, even you two, to touch him sexually.  He’s mine.  I wouldn’t be okay with any of this if it was anyone but you two. I trust both of you to never cross that line.  And I think Kurt does too.”

“I do,”  Kurt nodded.  “Do you feel better, Jeffie?”

Jeff nodded, “Yeah.”  Nick kissed the back of his neck, and it sent a visible shiver down him.  Kurt and Sebastian smirked.

“Why don’t you guys take your stuff upstairs, change, and we can come back down and watch a movie,”  Sebastian said.

“I think that’s a great idea,”  Nick answered.  He patted Jeff on the hip and they went upstairs.

 

~

 

Once they were upstairs and getting ready for an evening of pj’s and movies, Sebastian asked Kurt,  “Are you okay, Baby?”

“Yeah.  I just don’t want Jeff to be uncomfortable.  Nick seems fine with it, but Jeff still seems unsure.”

“I agree.”  He paused, then asked, “How far would you be willing to let this go?  You know, his kink and your kink pretty much go together.”  Sebastian approached Kurt and put his hand on his cheek, stroking his thumb across Kurt’s soft skin.

Kurt shrugged a little and spoke softly, “As far as you would let it.”

Sebastian frowned, “That’s not really the answer I was looking for, Babe.”

Kurt looked at him, “I love them, Bas.  But I'm in love with you.  You are my Sir.  It’s up to you how far this would go.” 

Still frowning, Sebastian shook his head, “My question was about you.  I want to know what you want.  You know your opinion matters to me.  I would never do something you didn’t want to do.”

“I know.  I’m sorry, Sir. I didn't mean it that way.”

“It’s okay.  Now tell me how far, Kurt.”

“I...I think if we were all comfortable… I’d be okay with them watching all of it.  I think it would be really hot, actually.”

“They might even learn a thing or two about what it is we do, too,”  Sebastian leaned in and kissed him.  “They said they had questions.”  He kissed Kurt again, then said, “It all needs to play out naturally.  Nothing set up.  No forcing anything. Now that we know how everyone feels, that will be what’s best.”

“I agree.”

 

~

 

Back downstairs, Kurt and Sebastian laid cuddled together on one couch, and Nick and Jeff on the other.   About halfway through the movie, one of the characters called someone “Sir”, and that got Kurt thinking.  He frowned, and then looked over to Nick and Jeff.

“Jeff?”

“Hmm?”  Jeff looked over at Kurt.

“What do you call Nick?  I mean, like I call Bas ‘Sir’, but what do you call Nicky?”

Nick chuckled, and Jeff smirked with a twinkle in his eye, “Daddy.”

Kurt smiled, then bit his lip when Sebastian’s grip tightened slightly.  Sebastian kissed his neck, and Jeff’s smile widened as he watched.

 

 

Notes:

I would love to know what you think about this new shift... Will they take it further? Should they? I have my opinion, but would like to know yours too. Kind comments and kudos are always appreciated! Thanks for reading!

Chapter 24: New Year's Eve

Summary:

New Year's Eve! Oh, it brings so much. Lot's of dialog. Talk of the the wedding party, Spring Break, are all included, but mostly talk about sex. Then, the last part of the chapter is allll about sex.

Notes:

WARNING: If you aren't into sex, this isn't the chapter for you. I am NOT marking where it starts, because with the talk, then the action, it will be too confusing. LONG chapter. If I'm going there, I'M GOING THERE...
Also, their 2020 will NOT be bad in this fic. No virus, no shut down, etc. I just can't.
Also also, In "Paris", I said their beach house was in Alabama. I lied. LOL, okay, I changed it. I changed it in Paris too, but I figured I should say so in case someone has a really good memory.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

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New Year’s Eve morning was nice and relaxing.  They hung around at home, and had a nice time just enjoying the company of their friends. To everyone’s delight, there were no awkward moments, or uncomfortable situations revolving around the conversations from the night before. 

After lunch, Kurt and Jeff were snuggling on the couch while Sebastian and Nick sat at the kitchen counter looking at places in Italy on Seb’s tablet.  

Kurt’s phone rang, and after looking to see who it was, he answered. “Hey, Noah.  What’s up?”

“Hey Princess.  Did you see what they’re saying about the weather tonight?”

Kurt frowned, “No, I haven’t paid attention.  What are they saying?”

“The cold front from up North, shifted.  It’s going to be so cold, the hookers will be charging $20 to blow on your hands, instead of your dick.  Plus there’s a snow storm coming.”

Kurt laughed, “Oh my god, I love you, Noah.”  Once he could control his giggles, he asked, “What do you want to do?  Here, let me put you on speaker.”  He looked at Sebastian, “Bas, Noah’s on the phone.  Can you guys come over here?  I don’t want to stop cuddling with Jeffie.”

Jeff snickered when Puck said, “Hey!  Don't give away all my snuggles.  Save some for me.”

Kurt rolled his eyes and shook his head, “I always have enough for you, Noah.  Bas and Nick are here now.”

“What’s up, Puck?”  Sebastian asked.  

“I was asking if you guys had seen the weather prediction.  It’s supposed to be super cold, and there’s a snow storm coming.  I’m not so sure going to Times Square is a good idea.  I don’t think any of us can afford to get sick right now.  If you guys go, I think we’re going to bail.  We need to be up early in the morning for the bakery anyway.”

Nick made a face, “That doesn't exactly sound fun.  Do you think there’s anything inside we could do?  A club or something?”

Sebastian shook his head, “On a normal night, yeah.  But not on New Year’s Eve.  Not unless we went super early, and left early too, before it became too crazy.  New York is in high party mode on New Year’s.”

Puck added, “And I don’t think that would be up Sugar, Princess, or Jenna’s alley.  The crowds get wild.”

“Why don’t you all just come here?  That way, we can stay up and not bother you, like it would do if we went to your place.  Then you guys could leave early if you need to, and everyone can stay if the weather gets too bad,”  Kurt offered.

“That’s fine with me, Princess.  Sug, too, I’m sure.  Think everyone else will be up for it?”

“If they aren’t, they can just go out like planned, just without us,”  Jeff answered.  

“Okay, we’ll make some phone calls and you guys can be here for dinner.  Maybe around six?”

“Sounds good, Princess.  See you guys then.”

After everyone said goodbye, Kurt hung up and called Chris and Jenna, letting them know of the change of plans.  They could tell their boyfriends from there, and make a decision, then text Kurt their answer.  

Sebastian asked, “What was Puck saying that was so funny?”

Kurt smiled wide, “He said it’s supposed to be so cold that hookers will be charging $20 to blow on your hands instead of your dick.”  They all cracked up.

 

~  

 

Jeff was leaning against Kurt’s chest as they watched a movie.  Nick and Sebastian were still looking into places in Italy that might be good for the honeymoon.  

Jeff turned slightly, “Kurtsie?”

“Yeah?”  Kurt looked down at Jeff and brushed the hair off his forehead.

“Can we talk about your toys?  Like, what you guys use?”

Kurt made a face, “Sure.  But what brought that up?”

“I kind of haven’t been able to stop thinking about it.”

“Okay,”  Kurt paused a beat. “If it’s okay with Bas, we can go upstairs and look, and I can talk you through some of them.  We’ve really been expanding our horizons, so to speak.  We aren’t vanilla anymore.”

“Would you mind?  I looked at things online, but it’s all so intimidating.  Everything is kind of put out there with non-beginners in mind.”

“I totally understand.  Let’s go make sure it’s okay.  I’m sure it will be, but it is personal, so I want to double check.”  They got up and went to the kitchen.

As they approached, Sebastian looked up, “Hey, Babe.  Look at this place in Tuscany.  Nick said his parents stayed there and loved it.”  He showed Kurt the pictures he had pulled up on the tablet.

“Wow.  That’s gorgeous,”  Kurt said.  He looked through the pictures, “Add that to the list for our agent.” He turned to Sebastian again, “Sir… Do you mind if Jeff and I go upstairs to the bedroom and look at our toys and equipment?  He has some questions.”

Sebastian put the tablet down, “Of course not, Baby.  I think it would be good if we all went, actually, so they could see things from both the Dom and sub side, ya know?  Would that be okay with you, Jeff?”

“Yeah.  I think that’s a good idea.  Nicky?”

“Sounds good.  I think this will make you feel a lot better, Hun.”  He stood up, “Let’s go.”

 

Nick and Jeff sat in the middle of Kurt and Sebastian’s bed, side by side, and leaning on each other a bit.  Kurt and Sebastian both brought out a box, and set them on the bed.

“Those are pretty big boxes,”  Jeff said with wide eyes.

Sebastian chuckled a little, “They aren’t that big!  We’ve accumulated quite a bit of things over the last six months.”

“And this isn’t any of our lotions or lubes.  We know you two are well versed in those.”

Nick nodded, “Of course.”

Kurt and Sebastian had climbed into the bed.  Kurt sat with his legs crossed, and Sebastian laid behind him, horizontally, practically curled around him, propping himself up on one elbow. 

Kurt took the lid off of one box, “These are mostly just the smaller items.”

Jeff pointed, “You have cock rings?  Do you like them?”

Sebastian nodded, “Yeah.  We don’t always wear them, but sometimes it’s especially nice when we know we’re going to try something new.  That way it’s not over before we’ve barely begun.  Sometimes, I just have Kurt wear one.”  He smirked when he saw the sparkle in Jeff’s eyes.  

“You know, his imagination is going wild, and we’ve only just begun,”  Nick said before leaning over and kissing Jeff on the cheek.

“It’s one of the things I love about you, Jeffie,”  Kurt smiled.  Jeff just winked at him.

“Do you like your plug?  Do you both use one?” Nick asked.

“Only I do so far, but I like it,”  Kurt answered.  

“I just got him this one,”  Sebastian said, holding one up. He bounced his eyebrows,  “It vibrates and has a remote control.”

Jeff's eyes shined, and they got a little bigger. 

Kurt giggled, “I’m looking forward to that, Love.”

Sebastian squeezed him around the waist, “Mmm.  Maybe tonight, Baby.”  

The other things in the box with smaller items were things that they didn’t really need to talk about or question: blindfolds, beads, a vibrator and a dildo or two.  It was the larger box that held more “interesting” things.  Things that they had mostly started using in recent months that took their bdsm lifestyle from vanilla, to more... flavorful.  

Kurt put the smaller box aside, and pulled the larger, flatter, one in front of him.  He paused, then said, “Okay, feel free to ask us whatever you want.”  He removed the lid to reveal his leather collar, a whip/flogger, ball gag, leather cuffs for wrists and ankles, clothes pins, ropes, ropes with carabiners attached at different segments, and a spreader.

“Holy shit,”  Jeff breathed.  

Kurt watched Nick as he looked from him, then back down to the whip/flogger, “Kurt…”

“I like it, Nicky.  A lot.  Touch it.  It’s soft and supple suede.  Sir can use it gently, or harder.  Harder gives it a little bite, but it’s the good kind of pain.  There are other kinds you can buy that aren’t softer like this.”  He looked at Jeff, “Don’t let your imagination get too carried away.”

Jeff frowned a bit, “So, how badly does it hurt?”

“It’s a good hurt.  It’s like spanking, but different.   It’s not like he tortures me with it.  And it makes the most amazing sound when it comes in contact with my skin.”

Sebastian added, “And it makes the prettiest pink marks on his pale skin, too.”  He rubbed Kurt’s back with his free hand.  He added, “I wouldn’t do it if it hurt him too badly, or if he didn’t like it.”

“I know you wouldn’t, Seb.  It’s just surprising,” Jeff nodded.

“Touch it,”  Kurt encouraged. 

Nick and Jeff both ran a piece of the suede through their fingers.  Jeff nodded, “It is soft.  I just wonder how much it hurts.”

Kurt answered, “When he does it harder, just imagine the intensity of a nice firm spank.  It’s different than that, but that’s the closest I can think of to compare it to.  There are other kinds that are stiffer leather, plastic, or even have spikes and things.  We’re not into causing too much pain, or leaving permanent marks.  This is a nice in between.”

“How do you use these hooks?”  Nick asked as he played with a carabiner that was attached midway down a rope.  

Sebastian smiled, “Mmm, this is one of my favorite things in the box.  See those glass orbs with air plants in them over there?” 

Jeff and Nick looked over at the wall between the bathroom door and the chair and ottoman.  They nodded, and Jeff said, “Those are new, right?”

Sebastian nodded, “Fairly new, yes.  But see the eye hooks they’re hanging from?  Kurt used fishing wire to hang the glass.  Do you think we need those heavy duty hooks for something that weighs less than a pound each?” 

They looked over at them.  You could see the wheels turning.  Nick raised an eyebrow and smirked, “You tie him up there?”

Sebastian nodded, “It’s fucking fantastic.  The carabiners are different lengths on the rope for different positions.  If I want him away from the wall, but still restrained, I use hooks on the ends.  If I want him against the wall, but restrained, I use the ones further down.  There are five eye hooks, so we play around with different positions.”

Kurt was biting his lip, trying to control his body.  Just thinking about what his Sir was saying was making him want to demonstrate.  Nick was looking at the ropes and the cuffs that they attached to, deep in thought, and Jeff had to shake himself out of his growing fantasy.  

Jeff cleared his throat and nodded toward the spreader, “I never really understood the purpose of a spreader.”

“It’s just another form of restraint,”  Kurt said, shrugging his shoulder.

“If nothing else, it can become a nice handle,”  Sebastian winked, and they all laughed.

Nick was still looking at the ropes.  Sebastian asked, “Do you have any more questions?”

Nick leaned back on his hands, “We switch.  But when it comes to D/s, we don’t.  Do you ever bottom as Dom?  How does that work?  I know it shouldn’t, but it doesn’t feel as though I have as much control when I bottom.”

“We switch too, but never our D/s roles.  And we’ll both be the first to admit that I don’t bottom very often.  A lot of times, we just make love like anyone else.  It isn’t always all of this,” Sebastian gestured to the boxes.  “But we’ve had some fun with me bottoming while we use some of it.  My favorite has been tying him to the bed and riding him.”

Kurt turned toward Sebastian more and started running his fingers through his hair, smiling at him softly.  He looked back at Jeff and Nick, “Sometimes you just have to try things.  I wanted to be restrained while we were still at Dalton, but Bas was hesitant, for obvious reasons.  But now, we enjoy it so much that we’ve been getting pretty creative with it.  You aren’t going to find heavy ropes or chains hanging from the ceiling next time you visit, but it just goes to show that you can learn and grow through experimenting.  I can’t imagine not, at this point.”

Sebastian thought for a minute, then said, “So… I know we’re obviously really open with each other, and I love that you guys were comfortable enough to ask us about this.  I also know that you’ve both said you were doing research about D/s before you even started.  I just want to make sure that you know it’s about a lot more than these whips and ropes.”  He continued to rub Kurt’s back. 

Nick and Jeff both nodded, and Nick answered, “We do.  We did a lot of research.  We know about the roles, headspace, and aftercare.  All of it.”

“Good,” Sebastian was relieved.

“Have you found your headspace yet?  I know it’s not easy to get to most of the time.”  Kurt looked at Jeff.

He shook his head, “No, not yet.  I’m hoping if we expand on what we are doing, I’ll get there.  I’m assuming you have?”

Kurt nodded, “Not every time, but yes.  Sometimes I don’t even try, I just enjoy.”

“What’s it like?”  Nick asked.

“Like floating,” Kurt said. “Like love.  Knowing that I don’t need to do anything or worry about anything...That Sir has me taken care of 100%...It’s amazing.  And I always feel that way with him, but when you slip into your headspace, it’s like, hmm, probably similar to being high?”

“I always make sure that if he does reach his headspace, he’s given extra aftercare.  And aftercare can happen days after, if needed.  Continual, or not.  A couple of days later, even after regular aftercare, he may need something extra.”

 

~

 

The talk about the toys and equipment had been really good, and Jeff and Nick both left the bedroom feeling like they were comfortable and more ready than ever to start adding things to their own collection.  

Soon enough, it was time for their friends to start arriving.  The plan was for Puck, Sugar, Chris, Elliott, Hayden, and Jenna to come over for dinner, then hang out at home playing games and keeping each other company.  Everyone had agreed that they weren't looking forward to fighting the crowds, but mostly they weren't looking forward to the bitter cold.  When they all arrived, hugs were given all around.  They were all grateful to be together, and especially happy that Nick and Jeff were able to come into town to celebrate. 

Puck and Sugar had arrived, all bundled up.  Puck called for Kurt’s attention, then took off his hat.

Kurt’s eyes widened and mouth fell open, “Oh my god!!!  Noah!!  You shaved off your mohawk?!”

Puck shrugged like it was no big deal, “New year, new me.”

Kurt hugged him and kissed him on the cheek, “I love it.  You look as handsome as ever.”

Puck kissed his cheek back, “Thanks, Princess.”

 

After everyone complimented Puck, they sat around the dinner table, Sebastian raised his wine glass, “To friends so close that you consider them family.  We love you all, and we’re so happy you’re here with us tonight to celebrate New Year’s.”  

“Here, here!” was cheered around the table, and they all lifted their glasses to the toast.  

“While we are on the subject of friends so close that they are family,”  Kurt smiled, “Bas and I were hoping you all could do something for us.”  Everyone looked at them expectantly, and Kurt and Sebastian looked at each other and smiled.  Kurt looked back to the group, “We were hoping that all of you would be willing to be part of our wedding party?!”

Everyone smiled, cheered, and clapped...Happily saying “YES”! 

They all laughed when Jeff said, “I’ve always dreamed of being a flower girl!”

“I was thinking more...Groomsman, Jeffie,”  Kurt smiled.

Jeff shrugged, “That works too.”

Sugar bounced, “I’m so excited!  Do we get to go dress shopping for Jenna and I?  I’m assuming Leah, too?!”  Jenna looked to Kurt for an answer.  She was so excited about this too.

Kurt nodded excitedly, “Absolutely.  I was thinking we could have Finn, Sam, and Leah come here one weekend and we could shop for dresses and suits.”

Sebastian nodded, “And we’ll be taking care of all of the expenses.  The suits, the flights, the meals.  Whatever is involved.  We just want you guys to be a part of our special day.  We don’t want this to be a burden on your budgets.”

“I’m just happy to have a family.  And friends that are close enough to be invited to their wedding, much less be in the wedding.  I’m honored.  Really,”  Elliott smiled.

Puck smiled, fully understanding where Elliott was coming from, since he had been there himself, “You’ll get used to the feeling, Elliott.  And if you’re like me, you’ll never take it for granted.”  Elliott smiled and nodded.

Sebastian winked at Elliott, then turned his attention to everyone, “Kurt and I both put in our requests for time off far enough in advance that we've already been approved to have the full week of Spring Break off.  We would love you all to join us.  We’re going to spend the week at our beach house in OBX.”

“Seriously?”  Hayden asked.

“Seriously,”  Sebastian chuckled. 

Kurt continued, “We’ll need a couple of cars, probably.  We’ll take my Navigator, which can seat 8.  We could always rent something if we need to.  It’s 8 or 9 hours from here.  We can turn it into a fun adventure.”

Everyone was getting really excited about it.  The rest of dinner revolved around questions and discussions about the Wedding and Spring Break.  Kurt and Sebastian both loved watching the excitement this brought their friends.

As they were cleaning up dinner, Sebastian leaned over to Kurt, “Look, Babe.  It’s snowing!” .

 

~

 

After dinner, everyone was sitting around the living room playing a game that Puck had found online.  It was a mixture of things like Cards Against Humanity, Truth Or Dare, and Wheel of Fortune.  Sebastian hooked up his tablet to sync with the tv, so they could all see the screen. They took turns “spinning the wheel”, by tapping the “play” button on the screen.  The wheel chose a category and then dealt you a virtual card with a question or task that you had to answer or perform.

Everyone was having a great time.  The questions and tasks were often risque, but always funny in their opinion.  

Puck spun the wheel, and his task made everyone crack up:  If possible (available), kiss a member of the same sex.

Normally, someone would give them a peck on the lips or cheek.  Everyone knew Puck was not going for that kind of kiss.

Jeff squealed and clapped, “A dream come true!!”  

Puck chuckled and raised one eyebrow, “A dream to watch, or a dream to do the kissing?”

Jeff nodded, “Yes.”  He was good with both.

Kurt, along with everyone else, was watching wide-eyed with anticipation, wondering who Puck was going to pick, and what he was going to do.

Puck looked at Sugar.  She seemed just as excited as Jeff and she nodded the ‘go ahead’.  He chuckled and looked around, “Well, we all know my best friend would kill me if I kissed my other best friend….”

Kurt chuckled as Sebastian pulled him into his lap and muttered, “Damn right I would.”  He kissed Kurt on the shoulder.  Kurt loved when he was possessive like that.

Puck frowned, “How do you know I wasn’t talking about Kurt killing me if I kissed you?”  Everyone laughed, and Sebastian just rolled his eyes.  Puck continued, “Well, I’m going to let Hayden off the hook, since he’s the other straight guy.”  Hayden gave him a two finger salute.  He looked at Jeff, “Do you want to watch or kiss?”

Jeff bit his lip and looked down like he was really thinking hard.  He looked back up with his best puppy dog eyes, “Do I have to choose?  How about you kiss Nicky, then you kiss me?  That way we’re even, and I get to do both!”  Nick just sat there, smiling and shaking his head.  Jeff looked at him, “Is that okay?”

“I would never deny you this once in a lifetime opportunity, Hun.  If it’s okay with Puck, it’s okay with me.”

“Well, then get your cute ass over here, Nick!”  Puck said as he stood.

“Oh my god,”  Sebastian muttered into Kurt’s shoulder.  Kurt squeezed Seb's hand that was resting on his stomach.

Chris and Elliott were watching with wide eyes, too.  Chris leaned into Elliott without taking his eyes off of what was happening, “This is real, right?  This isn’t a dream?”

Elliott chuckled, “Nope.  It’s real.”

Nick stood and walked up to Puck.  Puck smiled and put his hands on either side of Nick’s face, as Nick put his hands on Puck’s waist.  Puck asked, “You sure?”

Nick smirked, “Don’t back out on me now.  You got my hopes up.”

Puck chuckled and then leaned in.  His lips met Nick’s with just a gentle press at first.  He parted his lips slightly and nibbled Nick’s bottom lip a couple of times before running his tongue over it.  Nick parted his lips, and Puck kissed deeper, but never added tongue.  He pulled back a little, pecking his lips one more time.   

Puck smiled, “That was kind of hot.”

Nick laughed, “Yeah it was.”

“I agree,”  Sugar and Jeff said at the same time.  Sugar was fanning herself.  

She looked wide-eyed at Kurt, “I found a new kink.”  Everyone laughed. 

“My turn!”  Jeff said as he jumped up and traded spots with Nick.  He looked at Puck and wiggled his eyebrows.

Puck chuckled and shook his head.  He asked the same thing to Jeff as he had Nick, “Are you sure?”

“Hell yes!”  Jeff nodded.  This time, Jeff leaned in, and Puck followed suit.  With the same intensity, their mouths slid together.  Puck deepened this kiss too, and pulled Jeff in closer by wrapping his arm around his waist.  Jeff hummed a little, making Puck smile so big that he pulled out of the kiss.

Jeff smiled back and winked.  He looked at Sugar, “You’re a lucky girl, Sweets.”  He returned to his seat, but sat in Nick’s lap instead of next to him.

“That I am,”  Sugar winked back.

Puck was still standing there.  Elliott asked, “You okay, Puck?”

He was thinking, but then answered, “Yeah.  You know how I told you it was hot to watch, but didn’t want to participate?”  He tilted his head, “I’d participate a little.”  Everyone laughed.  

Sugar smiled as she looked at Kurt, “You were right, Angel.”

Kurt nodded, “I knew it.”

 

Sebastian glanced out the doors to the terrace, “Um, guys…”  Everyone turned and looked at him.  “It’s only been an hour since it started snowing, and there’s a couple of  inches out there already.”

Jenna pulled out her phone, “Oh crap.  It’s coming full force.  They’re saying at least a foot by morning.”

“It’s going to be crazy out there with snow and with crowds and traffic if we wait much longer,”  Hayden said.

“You are all welcome to stay,”  Kurt added.

“I’m not sure we’ll open, but I need to be there in case we do, Angel.  We have to get home.”

“And I’m scheduled to go in at 10 tomorrow,”  Jenna said, looking at Sugar.

“Why don’t we go ahead and go, and you two can stay at our place?  That way you’re there if the bakery opens, and we’ll just hang out if it doesn’t.  It’s gotta be better than being snowed in while in a dorm.”

“That sounds good,”  Hayden looked at Jenna, who agreed.

Sebastian looked at Chris and Elliott, “What about you guys?”

Chris made a face, “I actually have to cheer tomorrow if we don’t get cancelled because of this.  And Elliott is scheduled to work, if they actually open.  It’d be best if we were closer to school.”

“Yeah, I think we’ll just head back to my place.  Thanks so much for having us.  Dinner was great, as always,”  Elliott smiled.

They all said their goodbyes and “Happy New Year” wishes.  Puck kissed both Nick and Jeff on the cheek, before parting.  They just smiled and gave him an extra squeeze.  Kurt made them all promise that they would call as soon as they got home, no matter what time it was.  He worried about them being out in this weather on a busy holiday.  He wouldn’t be able to settle his nerves until he knew they were all safe.

 

Once it was just the four of them again, they plopped down on the couches.  Kurt crossed his arms and raised an eyebrow as he watched the two of them settle in.  Sebastian smiled and wrapped his arm around Kurt’s shoulders.  

Jeff looked up and chuckled, “What?!”

“You can not possibly think that I was just going to let you two remain silent about those kisses.”  

Jeff sighed and winked, “Okay, Kurtsie.  Puck is a good kisser.”  He looked at Nick.

He nodded, “Very good.”

“Is that the first time either of you had kissed someone else?”  Sebastian asked.

Nick nodded, “Yep.  We’ve been each other’s firsts for everything.”  He looked at Kurt who was still looking at them funny, “Is there more?”

Kurt twisted his lips and thought for a second, “Did you like it?”

“Kissing him?  Yeah, he’s a good kisser.”  Jeff frowned a bit, “What is it, Kurtsie?”

Kurt shrugged, “I don’t know.  I mean… Wasn’t it weird kissing another man in front of your partner?  I couldn’t do it.  Wouldn’t want to do it.  And most certainly not in front of Bas.  I guess I just don’t understand how you're not freaking out right now.”  Sebastian squeezed him a little.

Nick and Jeff looked at each other.  It was as if they could have an entire conversation in just one look, completely similar to Kurt and Sebastian.  

Nick looked back, “I think we’re just so comfortable with each other, and with Puck, that to us, it was just a kiss?”

Jeff nodded, “It would have been different if it was a stranger.  It also may have been different if we had kissed two different people. I think it would have been uncomfortable to do if it wasn’t in front of each other.   We both know it was just for fun, and it didn’t mean anything for anyone involved.  We had joked about it in the past with Puck, and even though it was a solid kiss, it was playful, ya know?”

Kurt nodded, “I guess.  I think maybe I’m too possessive myself to even be in a position that I’d be okay with that. Just like Bas won’t share me, I won’t share him.  And I’m not saying that to judge you.  I wouldn’t do that.  If you two told me you were bringing a third person into your relationship, I’d be fine with that.  I guess I’m just putting myself in your shoes, and I shouldn’t.  Sorry.”  Kurt was fidgeting, so Sebastian put his hand around the bracelet Kurt was wearing instead of a collar and added a little pressure.  It instantly made Kurt feel better.  

“It’s okay, Kurt.  Jeff and I don’t feel like we cheated on each other,”  He looked at Jeff who agreed.  “It was just for a game.  Like spin the bottle.”

“Which neither of us would play,”  Sebastian added.  “It’s just ‘different strokes for different folks’, as my dad would say.  Just like D/s is something a lot of people wouldn’t consider.”

“I get it.  I’m sorry if I made you uncomfortable,” Kurt bit his lip.

Nick and Jeff both snickered a little, “You didn’t, Kurtsie.  We literally talked about watching each other last night, and we looked at and talked about all your toys and equipment just a few hours ago.  We’re fine with the current conversation.  Trust me.”

Nick added, “And we’d rather you express your feelings than keep them from us.”

Jeff asked, “Did it bother you that Puck would kiss us, even though he’s with Sugar?”

Kurt nodded, “A little, yeah.  For all the same reasons.  And I know Sugar was all for it, and Puck is a flirt, and totally not as straight as he claims to be.  I don’t know…”

“It’s okay, Baby.  You’re just putting yourself in their shoes, and it made you question.  It’s okay to question.  But they are all happy, so it’s all good.”  Niff nodded that they agreed.  

Sebastian leaned over and whispered, “Go put your new plug in, Baby.  I want to have some fun of our own.”

Kurt smiled a little, “Yes, Sir.”  He bit his lip, then headed upstairs.

 

Once Kurt was back downstairs, the subject was changed, and the guys all enjoyed the evening together.  Their friends had all called to let them know they were home safe.  A few drinks and snacks later, and lots of squirming on Kurt’s behalf,  it was close to midnight. 

Sebastian stood by the door to the terrace and watched the snow fall.  Kurt came up and wrapped his arms around him from behind and kissed his shoulder.  Sebastian sighed, “I think we’re going to be snowed in for a while.  There’s nearly a foot of snow, and according to the news, it’s not close to being finished.”

“Hmmm.  I wonder what they’re going to do about the ball drop at Times Square.  I’m glad we didn’t go.”

“Me too.  ABC News said that the ball will drop, but that they will be reporting from inside the studio.  We can watch it on tv.”  He silently slid his hand into his pocket and pressed one of the buttons on the remote control.  

Kurt squeezed him tighter, “Sir…”

Sebastian smirked, “Yes, Baby?”  All Kurt could do in return is moan softly.

 

When it was just a few minutes till midnight, the two couples snuggled with their partners on the couches.  Sebastian wrapped his arms around Kurt, “This year has been amazing to spend with you by my side, Baby.  I am so looking forward to us becoming husbands this year.  I am so lucky.”  He kissed Kurt on the cheek, then the neck.

Kurt ran his fingers through the sides and back of Sebastian’s hair as he enjoyed the kisses, “I’m the lucky one, Love.  This year will make all of my dreams come true.”

 

They all stood with wine glasses in hand when it was only a minute till.  

Nick smiled, “To a great New Year, with great friends.”  

“Cheers!”  The clinked glasses in a toasted, setting the glasses on the coffee table.

When the clock struck midnight, they kissed.  Sebastian pulled back, “Happy New Year, Baby.”

Kurt smiled, “Happy New Year, Love.”  

They kissed again, but this time, Sebastian deepened it.  He pulled Kurt even closer as Kurt slid his fingers into Sebastian’s hair.  

They were full on making out, when Nick and Jeff stopped kissing.  

Jeff watched with lustful eyes and slightly parted lips.  “Damn,” he whispered.

Sebastian pressed some buttons on the remote again, and Kurt moaned, pressing into his fiance as much as he could.

Nick noticed, and whispered in Jeff’s ear as he held his hips from behind, “He’s wearing his new plug.”

Jeff bit his lip and moaned.

Sebastian slid one of his hands lower, grabbing Kurt’s ass.  He ran his middle finger over the seam of his pants, adding a little pressure to his plug.  Kurt’s backside was not in full view of Niff, but they knew what was happening because of Kurt’s reaction.  Nick started kissing Jeff’s neck as they watched.

In between kisses, Sebastian whispered in Kurt’s ear, “Can you feel their eyes on you, Baby?”

“Yes, Sir.”  

“Do you like it?”  He grabbed Kurt’s ass again, continuing to kiss his neck.

“Yes, Sir.  Very much.”

“If there was ever going to be a perfect time for them to watch, it’s probably now.”  Kiss.  “Are you good with that?  Is that still something you want?  Something you fantasize about?”  Kiss.

Kurt’s grip on Sebastian’s shirt tightened, “Yes, Sir.”

Sebastian pulled back a bit, taking Kurt’s face in his hands.  He needed to look him in the eye to make sure he saw what he needed to see.  When he found what he was looking for, he lowered his tone, “I want you kneeling for me in five minutes.  I’m going to have a chat with Niff.  Understand?”

Kurt nodded, “Yes, Sir.”  Sebastian kissed him one more time before he headed upstairs to their bedroom.

 

Sebastian sat on the couch and motioned for Nick and Jeff to do the same across from him.  Once Kurt was in the bedroom, Sebastian began, “If you still want to watch, you can.  If you two want to go at it too, throw down and blanket and go for it.  I have a feeling he’ll like watching too.  I know I will.  But there are some things I need to make clear.”  Niff nodded that they were listening.  Jeff was squeezing Nick's knee. Sebastian started taking off his shoes and socks as he spoke,  “Sometimes Kurt will lay out the equipment or tools that he is wanting to use.  I can use them, or not.  We don’t share those.  I can about guarantee that he wants it a little rougher.  Just looking at those things earlier has him worked up and ready to use them.  No questioning what we do while we’re doing it.  Understand?”

“Absolutely,”  Nick answered, and Jeff nodded.

“We often use a lot of dirty talk.  So if I call him a name, it’s not an insult.  It’s a term of endearment that only he and I can say.”  They nodded. “The final thing, and most important, is that he is mine.  You can look, but do not touch.  One touch, and it’s over.  Understand?”

“Completely,”  Nick nodded.  

“Jeff?”  Sebastian smirked and raised an eyebrow.  

He looked like someone told him he had just won the lottery (not that he wasn’t rich enough).  He looked excited and shocked, all at the same time.  He nodded quickly, “Yes.  Understood.”

Sebastian winked at him, “Well then let’s get this party started.”  He quickly turned off the tv and the lights, before leading the way upstairs.

 

When they entered the bedroom, Kurt was completely naked, and kneeling in position at the foot of the bed.  He had his head down, but like he often did, his hands were raised, stretched out flat in front of his head, with his leather collar resting on them.  He had laid a blanket across the bed, and arranged all of the things he wanted used on the bed next to him, neatly in a row.  

As Sebastian approached him, his proud, confident smirk was clear.  He beamed at how amazing his Baby was, and he was so proud.  And he was all his.

Nick and Jeff were behind him, and Jeff whispered, “Fuck” while Nick mumbled, “Gorgeous”.  Both had wide eyes.

“Good boy, Baby.  Perfect as always,” he ran his fingers through Kurt’s hair and circled him, eyeing both Kurt and the toys.  

“Thank you, Sir.”

“Mmm,”  Sebastian stood in front of him now and took off his shirt, throwing it aside.  He took the collar that Kurt was presenting him, and Kurt immediately put his hands behind his back.  “Head up, please, Baby.”

“Yes, Sir.”  Kurt raised his head to allow Sebastian to attach his collar, and took these few seconds of opportunity to glance over at Nick and Jeff.  Nick had his arms around Jeff while kissing his neck from behind, but both had their eyes on him.  As soon as the collar was on, he lowered his head again.

Sebastian took the necklace he was wearing with the key on it off, and asked Kurt to give him his wrist.  As he did so, he asked, “Safeword?”

“Broadway, Sir.”

“Green, yellow, red?”

“Yes, Sir.”

Once the bracelet was off, he ran his hand along the bed where the flogger and ropes were laid out. Sebastian noticed that Kurt had left the box of equipment open for his Sir, and placed it next to their bedside dresser, and that he was already wearing a cock ring.  He looked over to the wall, and Kurt had already removed the glass orbs from the hooks and placed them aside.  

Nick saw where Sebastian was looking, and moaned when he saw the orbs missing, knowing what that meant.  

Sebastian smirked.  It seemed Nick and Jeff were in for quite a show.  

“I like your choice of accessories, Baby.  But before we begin that, I want your mouth.”

“Yes, Sir.”  Kurt straightened himself, and undid his Sir’s belt and pants, helping him out of them.  Sebastian made sure to keep a hold of the remote control that was in his pocket.

 

Seeing both Kurt and Sebastian completely naked, hard, and in such a sexual position, had Jeff and Nick completely hard and wanting.  Nick bit Jeff’s neck a bit, then growled, “Take off your shirt, baby boy.”  

“Yes, Daddy,”  Jeff breathed.  He pulled his shirt off and tossed it to the side of the chair they were standing by.  

Nick took his shirt off, too.  He took the throw blanket off the chair and covered the chair with it.  “All of it, Jeff.  Take off all of it.”  

“Yes, Daddy,” Jeff nodded and undressed completely, trying not to take his eyes off of Kurt.  He watched as Sebastian grabbed his cock and dragged it across Kurt’s lips, making the skin pull.  Jeff bit his lip and moaned.  

 

“Open.  Keep your hands behind your back,”  Sebastian commanded.  

“Yes, Sir,”  Kurt opened his mouth and stuck his tongue out a bit. Sebastian slapped his dick on Kurt’s tongue a couple of times before Kurt took the head of Seb’s cock in his mouth, sucking just the tip at first.  He licked a wide stripe from the base of his cock to the tip, then sucked on just the head again.  

“All the way, Baby.”  

Kurt looked up at him and took his cock all the way into his throat.   Sebastian grabbed a handful of his hair and moaned, “Good boy.  Fuck, Baby, you’re so good at that.”

Kurt’s heart soared at the praise, and knowing Niff was watching made him all the more eager to please.

 

Nick and Jeff were lounging back on the chair and ottoman slightly facing each other, but watching Sebastian and Kurt.  They were touching each other, kissing occasionally, and completely enjoying the show.  Kurt and Seb were beautiful together.  Their bodies were incredibly fit, perfectly proportioned, and well endowed.  It was breathtaking.

 

“On the bed. Hang your head over the edge,”  Sebastian instructed.  

“Yes, Sir.”  

As Kurt was getting into position, Sebastian went to the box and got another cock ring, putting it on.  When he turned back, he smiled a little, “Thank you, Baby.  Open.”  Kurt opened his mouth, and Sebastian began to fuck into it.  He grabbed his head, angling it just right.  You could see the intrusion of Seb’s cock in Kurt’s throat that was so openly displayed.  Sebastian moaned at the sight.  It was fascinating.  

“Oh god,”  Jeff whispered.

“I know.  I think he was born to do that,”  Nick whispered back.

After a few minutes, Sebastian decided Kurt needed some pleasure too. “Sit up, Baby.”  He reached for the cuffs, and attached them to Kurt’s wrists.  As he did so, he kissed Kurt.  Once he no longer needed his hands, the kiss became deeper.  He pulled away,  “Are you ready to let go, Baby?”

“Yes, Sir.  Please,”  Kurt nodded, somewhat desperately.

Sebastian grabbed the rope, looped his finger into the ring on Kurt’s collar, and walked him over to the wall. “Hands.”

“Yes, Sir.”  Kurt’s hands were behind his back, but he presented them to Sebastian, who clipped a carabiner to each of the cuffs.  He then stretched as tall as he could to clip the other ends of the rope to the eye hooks on either end of the row of five.

Kurt’s arms were spread high above his head as Sebastian nudged him to step out as far as the ropes would allow without pulling his arms backwards.  He was only a couple of feet from where the ottoman was pushed up against the chair.  

“My Baby is perfection,”  Sebastian growled in his ear.  He walked around to the front of Kurt.  He ran his fingers through his hair while he lovingly looked him in the eyes.  He leaned in, kissed him, then began kissing down neck.  Sebastian sank to his knees, taking Kurt into his mouth.  

Kurt’s eyes rolled back, “Oh, fuck, Sir.”  

He bit his lip and soaked up the pleasure his Sir was giving while he had the attention of Niff at the same time.  He glanced at them as they laid there watching.  They were still touching each other and kissing every once in a while.  Jeff was biting his lip as he watched Sebastian blow him.  When he looked at Nick, he was looking right back at him.  They locked eyes for a few seconds, until Kurt was pulled away with the returned sensation that he had had earlier downstairs.  

He gasped as he looked down at his Sir, who was holding the remote control, making his plug vibrate inside him.  Sebastian winked at him.  That, combined with the hot wetness of Sebastian’s mouth, would have sent him over the edge if it weren’t for the cock ring.

Sebastian eventually kissed his way back up Kurt’s abdomen, chest, neck, then mouth.  He pulled back, the vibrator still on full power.  He walked to the bed to grab the flogger.  He turned around and ran the flogger through his fingers as he watched his sub practically hang there shaking with the sensation of the vibrator.  

“Fuck, Baby.  Look at you.”

Nick and Jeff watched Kurt as he was practically vibrating himself.  His hands restrained above his head and his collar both showing his submission to his Dom.  Jeff wasn’t sure he had ever seen anything so fucking sexy outside of his and Nick’s bedroom.  He made a little whiny noise, and Nick adjusted them so that Jeff was between his legs.  

As Sebastian approached, he asked, “Color?”

“Green, Sir.  Please.  I need more, Sir.  Please, please.”

Sebastian switched off the vibrator.  Kurt seemed both relieved and sad at the same time.  He made up for soon enough.  Walking up next to Kurt, he ran the flogger softly up the crack of Kurt’s ass and up his spine.  He smirked, “I like it when you say ‘please’, Baby.  You’re always such a good boy for me.  I think you deserve a reward, don’t you?”

“Yes, please, Sir.  Please.”

“Hmm.”  He cocked his head to the side, “What do you think Nicky?”  he continued to run the flogger up and down Kurt’s spine and ass.  

“Mhmm, I definitely think so,”  Nick drawled, “He looks amazing like this, Seb.”  He looked Kurt in the eye, “Beautiful.  I want to see more.”  He grabbed Jeff’s cock and began stroking him again while Kurt watched.  “What do you think, Jeffie? Do you think Kurt’s been a good boy?”

Jeff nodded, “Yes, Daddy,  I do.”

Kurt was breathing heavy with anticipation.  He looked back at Sebastian over his shoulder, “Please, Sir.”

“Mmm, don’t forget to breathe, Baby.”  Sebastian started whipping the flogger in a circular motion very lightly, making it gently smack Kurt’s back on every rotation.  

Kurt sighed, closed his eyes, and tilted his head back.  

Sebastian soon switched to a crisscross motion, and increased the pressure. “You’re fucking gorgeous like this, Baby.  Tell me what you are.”

“I’m yours, Sir,”  Kurt answered.  He opened his eyes and focused on a light that he could see through the glass door to the terrace.  

“Always, Baby.  But tell me what else you are.”

“I’m your cockslut, Sir.”

Sebastian sped up once again, adding even more pressure, “You are my cockslut.  Always so hungry for it.  Always so willing.”

“Yes, Sir.  Always.”

Sebastian moved the flogger to the top of Kurt’s back, then all the way down to his ass. He moaned at the sight of the pink marks on Kurt’s perfect skin. With the same hand that held the remote control, he gripped Kurt’s hair the best he could,  “What else are you, Kurt?  What are you for me when you’re tied up so helpless like this!?”

“I’m your whore, Sir!  I’m your cockslut.  I’m your hole whore, Sir!  Only for you!  Please, Sir!”

Sebastian added the slightest bit more pressure, and turned the vibrator on full force as he continued to whip, “That’s it, Baby.  I’ve got you.  Let go, Kurt.  Let go.”

Kurt’s eyes rolled back in his head, his mouth hung open slightly, and his body seemed to shake as it appeared to just balance on his feet while his arms were suspended.  He had reached his headspace.  His euphoria.  

After a minute or two, Sebastian turned off the vibrator and tossed the remote aside as he continued with the flogger.  He gradually slowed the pace of the flogger as he told Kurt how beautiful he was, how proud he was of him, and how much he loved him.  Kurt was slowly coming back.  Sebastian reached down and gently pulled out the plug, setting it aside and grabbing the lube. 

He stroked his cock, slicking himself.  He rubbed his hand down Kurt’s spine and spoke gently, “Are you back, Baby?”

“Yes, Sir,”  Kurt answered, almost sounding drunk.  

Sebastian smiled a bit, “Color?”

“Green, Sir.”

“Good, Baby.  Because I really need to fuck you.”  Sebastian lined himself up with Kurt’s entrance, and easily slid in.  He loved when Kurt wore a plug.

Kurt began to moan and grunt as Sebastian fucked into him.  He twisted his wrists so that he could hold on to the ropes, and arched his back to give his Sir easier access.  

“That’s my good cockslut.  You didn’t even need to be told.  Good boy.”  Sebastian continued to thrust into him.  He reached around and grabbed Kurt’s cock, jerking him at the same rhythm as his thrusts.

 

Jeff had turned on his side, and Nick was fingering him.  He needed to open him up, as both of them felt as if they were going to burst.  This was the hottest thing they had ever seen, and the pornographic sounds Kurt made was driving them insane.

 

When Sebastian could tell that Kurt’s legs were getting weak, he pulled out.  He took Kurt’s cock ring off, then his own.  He unhooked Kurt’s wrist cuffs from the ropes, then told him to lay on his back on the bed, with his hands above his head.  As Kurt was doing that, Sebastian brought the lube over and motioned for Niff to go to the other side of the bed, which they did.  

Sebastian hooked Kurt’s wrists to the short rope that was already attached to the headboard.  They used it enough that it was simply tucked below the top of the mattress.  Sebastian ran his hands up and down Kurt’s arms, gently massaging them in case they were getting sore.  He did the same for his legs, then spread them so he could kneel between them.  

Kurt was looking at Sebastian the entire time, but then was distracted by a moan.  He looked over to the other side of the bed where Nick had just entered Jeff.  Jeff had been bent over the bed, and Nick was standing behind him.  He bent over and whispered things in Jeff’s ear.  Kurt couldn’t hear what he said, but did hear Jeff answer, “Yes, Daddy.  Please.”

Sebastian was stroking himself as he watched them for a minute.  He added more lube, then bent down over Kurt to kiss him.  He sat up a little, so that he could properly enter his sub.  When he looked at Kurt, he was looking back.  He bent down and kissed him, then added, “You are so perfect for me, Baby.  I love you so much.”

“I love you, too, Sir.”

“Watch them, Baby.  This kind of thing won’t happen every day.  Watch while you can.”  He was slowly thrusting in as Kurt turned his head to look over at two of his best friends.  Jeff was looking right at him, and bit his lip again when he saw Kurt look back.  

Sebastian took Kurt’s legs and put them on his shoulders, practically folding him in half, and sped up his thrusts.  They were both moaning and grunting, as were Niff.  

When Sebastian knew he wouldn’t last much longer, he unhooked Kurt’s hands from the headboard, “Hands and knees, Baby.”  

“Yes, Sir.”  Kurt did as he was told.  

Sebastian rubbed Kurt’s ass, then gave it a good smack.  Kurt moaned loudly.  

Jeff moaned back, watching, “Daddy…”

Sebastian spanked him again, causing the same glorious sound.

“What is it, baby boy?”  Nick asked, pulling Jeff’s head back by gripping his hair tight.  

“Please, Daddy, may I cum?”

“Not yet,”  was the only answer he got.  

Sebastian spanked Kurt two more times, then knelt behind him.  He pulled Kurt back so that they were in one of their favorite positions.  Sebastian was sitting on his feet, and Kurt was in his lap, facing away.  Seb grabbed Kurt’s arms, bringing them behind him and connecting the cuffs to each other.  He began thrusting up into Kurt at an alarming rate.

Kurt laid his head back as much as he could as Sebastian fucked into him, grabbing his upper arms, and growling in his ear, “Who’s are you, Baby?”

“Yours, Sir!  Only yours, always yours!”

“That’s right, Baby.  My perfect love.  What are you Baby?”

“I’m your cockslut, Sir.  I’m your hole whore.  I’m always ready for you, Sir.  I always want you, Sir.”

Sebastian reached around and started pumping Kurt’s cock in rhythm with his thrusts.  “That’s right, Baby.  You always want it, and I always want to give it to you.  I’d do anything for my perfect sub...my perfect love.”  

“Sir…”

“Cum for me, Baby.  Show me how much you love it.”

Kurt started coming hard, and as he did, Jeff’s eyes widened, “Daddy!”  He didn’t think he would be able to last another second.  

“Cum for me,”  Nick growled.  Jeff’s reaction was immediate, and he was coming hard as well.

 

Sebastian laid Kurt forward on his stomach, hands still behind his back, and continued fucking into him for a minute.  Kurt watched as Jeff was finishing his orgasm, then Nick was soon following.  Their faces showed the ecstasy, and seconds later, Seb was coming as well, “Fuck, Baby!”

Kurt was still breathing heavy when he and Jeff locked eyes.

Sebastian was kissing Kurt’s neck, “I love you, Baby.” 

“I love you, too, Sir.”  

He unhooked Kurt’s hands, and gently laid them at his side.  “Don’t move.”

“Yes, Sir,”  Kurt whispered tiredly.  

Sebastian went to get a warm washcloth, as did Nick.  He cleaned Kurt up on his backside as Nick took care of Jeff.  He took off Kurt’s cuffs, then got out some lotion that was calming for upset skin, and started gently massaging it into Kurt’s wrists,  back, and butt.  “How are you feeling, Baby?”

“Good, Sir.”

“Good,”  Sebastian massaged his legs, then rolled him over and cleaned up his front.  He massaged a little more, then straddled Kurt at the waist. “Are you ready, Babe?”

Kurt looked back up at him, and nodded, “Yes, Sir.”  Sebastian smiled a little then bent down and kissed him.  He pulled back and took his collar off.

Sebastian and Nick both took their washcloths and blankets over to the hamper in the closet, while Kurt and Jeff just watched each other in silence, small, content, smiles graced their lips.

On their way back to the bed, Sebastian looked at Nick, “Sleep with us?”

Nick chuckled a little, “We’d love to.”

The four of them climbed under the covers, still completely naked.  Nothing was said for several minutes.  It wasn’t an uncomfortable silence.  They were all content, satisfied, and thinking.  Sebastian was spooning Kurt, and they were facing Niff.  He looked out onto the terrace, “Well looks like we won’t be going anywhere soon.  There’s well over a foot of snow out there.”  

“Hmm, whatever shall we do with our time?”  Kurt smirked, and they all chuckled.  

It was going to be a great New Year.

 

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Chapter 25: Photos and Flu

Summary:

Kurt needs to find a way to save the photoshoot at Vogue, and Sebastian gets sick.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

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When Nick opened his eyes the next morning, he smiled at the sight.  Jeff was curled into his side, still fast asleep. But Sebastian was straddling Kurt’s thighs and had pulled the comforter down just past Kurt’s ass as he laid on his stomach. Sebastian was tenderly rubbing some more calming lotion into Kurt’s skin.  

Nick lifted his head a little and quietly asked, “Is he still red?”

Sebastian didn’t look up, but continued his slow, loving, motions, “There are a few spots that still look a bit pink.”

Nick whispered, “Is he still asleep?”

Sebastian smirked, still not taking his eyes off of his love, “No.  But he is, however, in his pre-coffee zombie phase.”  Kurt moaned and Nick chuckled.

“I remember those days, Kurtsie.  Seb was a much better morning roommate than you were.”

Kurt turned his head in Nick’s direction and smiled softly, “You loved me anyway.”

Nick nodded, “I did.  And still do.”

 

There ended up being about a foot and half of snow, so they spent the next couple of days in their pajamas, with most of their time was spent watching movies and doing a little bit of work on the wedding and honeymoon plans.  

They watched each other in the bedroom one more time before their time together came to an end.  It wasn’t as adventurous, but it was sweet and sexy.  Nick and Jeff were the only two they could possibly do this with.  They understood, enjoyed it, and never crossed the line.  It was perfect.

By the time some of the snow was cleared, and their friends were able to make it to the train station, it became a little harder to say goodbye.  Their experience had only made their love for each other grow, and that was hard to let go of. 
“We’ll see you in North Carolina?”  Sebastian asked. 

Nick nodded, “Can’t wait.  It’ll be nice to spend more time with everyone again.”

Jeff smiled,  “It’ll be our last time before the wedding.”  He bounced his eyebrows.

Kurt smiled, “No, we have to have a shopping weekend in between for dresses and suits.”

Jeff’s eyes widened, “Did I just forget about shopping?  What is wrong with me?!”

They all chuckled.  Kurt said, “We’ll see you guys at the beach house.  We love you.”

“We love you, too,”  Nick and Jeff said, entering the elevator, smiling at them as the doors closed.

Kurt looked up at Sebastian and squeezed a little more.  Seb looked down at him and kissed his forehead,  “Are you happy?”

Kurt nodded, “Very.”


A couple weeks later, Kurt walked into the Vogue offices bright and early on a Saturday morning, excited to help with the photoshoot Isabelle had begged him to be a part of.  It felt a bit odd being there on the weekend.  There were plenty of people working in the building, but nothing compared to a weekday.  He was used to it being emptier when he left, but not first thing in the morning.  

Isabelle looked up from her desk, “Kurt!  Thank God you’re here.”

He frowned, “What’s wrong?”

She sighed and let her arms flop down at her sides.  “Donatello is in the studio and he says it’s all wrong.  It’s exactly what he asked for, but he says he doesn’t feel it anymore.  And the models haven’t arrived yet either.  I called the hotel three times this morning, but they keep telling me that no one is answering the calls when they try their rooms.”

Kurt knit his brows together, “He isn’t using New York models?  Or a New York location?  Why did he even come to New York in the first place?”

She shook her head, “Artists.  He flew in from Milan, and the models are from California. Don’t ask me,  I have no idea.  It makes no sense to me, so I quit trying to figure it out.”

“Okay, what do you want me to do?  Did you call the airport to see if their flight arrived?  Go to the hotel?”

“Oh!  Good idea!  Can you do that?  Here’s their flight and hotel info.”  She handed him the papers then when back to trying to put out more fires this fancy photographer had started lighting matches to with his disapproval of the set design.


Kurt got in a cab and instructed the driver to take him to Hyatt Place, Times Square.   As they drove, he called the airport, double checking that those flights had, in fact, arrived.  He sighed and looked out the window, trying to think of what he would say if the models were there, and what he would do if they weren’t.  

He decided to send Sebastian a text.

To Bas: 

Things aren’t going well.  Models didn’t show, and the photographer isn’t liking what he requested.  I’m on my way to Hyatt Place to see if I can get the models to come to Vogue.  Seems shady, but I have to do it.

To Babe:

Do you need help? 

To Bas:

I’m good.  I just wanted you to know about the hotel, Sir.

To Babe:

I appreciate that, Baby.  Thank you.   Let me know if you change your mind.  Please be careful.  Text me when you get back to Vogue.  I love you.

To Bas:

Yes, Sir.  I love you, too.

 

When Kurt arrived at the hotel, he went straight to the first of the two rooms.  He knocked, then waited.  After a few seconds, he knocked again.  This time, he thought he heard a noise coming from inside the room.  He pressed his ear to the door and listened, but didn’t hear it again.  He knocked again, and called out, “Hello?”

He jumped a little when the door flung open.  He raised his eyebrows as his eyes widened.  Standing (but barely) in front of him, was a very hungover, possibly still drunk, man who was anything but handsome at the moment.

“Shit,”  Kurt muttered.  “You’re supposed to be a model?  What the hell?”

The guy frowned, “I am a model.  I’m handsome as hell.”

“You look like you’ve been rode hard and put away wet.  Good lord.”  Kurt snapped a picture quick.

“Hey!  Who the hell are you anyway?”

“I’m Kurt.  I work at Vogue.  You know, where you should have been an hour ago?”  His irritation showed in his tone.  He quickly sent the photo to Isabelle and asked her what she wanted him to do.

“Was that today?”

Kurt sighed and rolled his eyes, “Where’s the other guy?  And there’s a girl?”

He shook his head, then realized that hurt, “Ouch.”  He looked like he was going to throw up, so Kurt took a step back.  “No girl.  But Ted is in here.”  He turned around and stumbled back into the room.

Kurt hesitantly followed.  He looked around, “Where?”  There were two beds and the bedding was everywhere.  I didn’t see anyone else, so he snuck a peek into the bathroom.

The guy said, “He’s right there” and pointed to a pile of sheets and comforter on the floor that was in between the wall and bed.  

Kurt frowned and carefully felt around with his foot.  He heard a moan, so he stopped.  “What the hell are we going to do?”  He was really asking himself, because obviously, these two were going to be of no help.  

His phone buzzed, so he checked it.

From Isabelle Wright:

Oh holy hell.  What about the other guy?  And the girl?

From Kurt:

The other guy is passed out on the floor, and they say there is no girl.  I’ll check the other room quickly.  Do you want me to try to get them ready?

From Isabelle Wright:

Try.  Maybe makeup can work wonders, but I’m doubtful.  But don’t worry if you can’t get them here.  I’m showing Donatello pictures of other New York models.  Maybe we can salvage this.

From Kurt:

Okay, I’ll give it my best shot.

From Isabelle Wright:

You always do!

 

When Kurt looked back up from his phone, the other man had passed out on the bed furthest away.  He didn’t want to touch him, so grabbed a pillow and whacked him with it.  He moaned, but didn’t answer.  He whacked him again, and got nothing.  

“Guys!  I need you to get up.  We need to go!”  He hit him with a pillow a few more times, harder and harder.  Finally, the image of what he was doing popped into his mind and he laughed out loud, “This is ridiculous.”  He walked out and shut the door behind him.  

He walked to the next door down, which was supposed to be the female model’s room, but no one answered there.  He went down to reception to see if she had even checked in, but she hadn't.

 

As he took a taxi back to Vogue, he texted Sebastian, including a picture of the “model”.

To Bas: (image included)

Just wanted to let you know I’m fine.  This is what I was dealing with.  Never even saw the other guy.  He was buried in blankets.  The girl never showed.  I’m on my way back to the office by myself.

To Babe:

Holy Shit. Did you show that to Isabelle?

To Bas:

Yep.

To Babe:

I can just imagine the look on Isabelle’s face when she saw it.  Sorry, Babe.  I’m sure you guys will figure something out.  Thank you for letting me know you’re okay.  I love you.

To Bas:

I love you, too. 

 

Kurt walked into the office to see Isabelle talking frantically with a middle aged man over a photo book she had of a sampling of New York based models.  He cleared his throat, “No luck, Isabelle.  I’m sorry.”

Chase walked in behind Kurt, “What do you need me to do?”  Kurt was surprised that he didn’t necessarily feel uncomfortable around Chase.  He had a feeling that Chase might have an issue, though.  He seemed a bit ridged.  

She shook her head, “Kurt already went to the hotel.  They were passed out with hangovers, and the girl didn’t show.  I’m sure Donatello can find someone he finds suitable in this book.  We’ll just hope and pray they’re available.”

Chase nodded, then without turning, said, “Hey, Kurt.”

“Hi,”  Kurt gave him a small smile, letting him know that he wasn’t holding a grudge, even if he didn’t necessarily want to be alone with him any time soon.  

Donatello sighed as he slammed the book shut, looking up from it’s pages for the first time.  His eyes, as unfocused as they were, landed on Kurt.  You could practically see the fog clearing, and his features morphed into the epitome of coy.  He walked around the desk, and with his thick Italian accent asked the room, “Who is this?”  He looked Kurt up and down and Kurt froze.  He even held his breath. 

Surprisingly, he found comfort in Chase, who quietly and gently whispered, “It’s okay.”

Isabelle was still rifling through photos and papers, and hadn't noticed Donatello’s gaze.  She answered, “Chase Madison.  I’m sure you’ve spoken to him over the phone.”

Chase smiled a little awkwardly, glancing from Donatello to Isabelle, then back again, “It’s a pleasure to meet you in person, Donatello.  However, I’m fairly certain you were referring to Kurt Hummel,” he gestured toward Kurt, “Isabelle’s intern.”

“Oh!”  Isabelle looked up.  She started to continue, but Donatello put his hand up and circled Kurt, whose body was frozen and eyes were widely following the man’s movements as best as he could.  

“You’re perfect.  Let’s go,”  Donatello stated, briskly walking out of the room.

Kurt frowned, looking between Isabelle and Chase.  “Wh...What did he just say?”

Isabelle made a please-say-yes face, “How do you feel about modeling?”

Kurt’s mind was racing.  He just didn’t understand.  Modeling?  “But I’m… I mean, I’m not a model.  Or...Or model material.”

“You so are, Kurt.  You’re gorgeous,”  Isabelle clasped her hands together in front of her, “Please?  Can we at least go talk to him?  See what he envisions?”

Kurt looked to Chase.  He seemed to be afraid to say anything, fearing that it would be taken wrong, so he just nodded.  Kurt looked back to Isabelle, “I guess?”

She clapped her hands together and bounced a little, “Yes!  Thank you, thank you, thank you.  Let’s go see what he has in mind.”


The three of them went down to the 8th floor where a studio had been set up to Donatello’s liking.  When they entered, he turned to them, “I need something different.  A dark couch or chair, dark backdrop.  I need dark clothing.  Tight on him.  His gorgeous fair skin will look stunning.  Those glasz eyes will pop.  Why did you not show me him before?”  

Donatello was talking a mile a minute, and Kurt wasn’t sure what was going on.  He was trying to keep up, but it was like a whirlwind around him. The studio was full of people working on getting things changed to Donatello’s liking, plus lighting people, makeup artists, and hair stylists.   

As soon as clothes started being pulled into the room, it dawned on him.  He wouldn’t be able to hide his collar in some of these clothes, and there was no way for him to take it off without the key.  They could cut it if they had the right tools, but there was no way in hell he would ever let that happen.  He quickly texted Sebastian.

To Bas:

Sir, they want me to model.  My collar, Sir.  I can’t take it off…. Can you come to Vogue?  Fast?

To Babe:

On my way.

  

Chase frowned, “Are you okay, Kurt?”

Kurt looked at him with panic in his eyes and shook his head, “No.  No, I need Sebastian.”

“Why?  What’s wrong?”  He approached, but kept a respectable distance. “It’s really going to be crazy around here for a little while.  Can’t it wait?”

Kurt threw his hand up to feel his collar under his shirt and shook his head, “No.  I...I need his help with something.”

“Is it something I can help with?”

“No, you don’t understand…”  Kurt wasn’t ashamed of his collar or their lifestyle.  Not in the slightest.  But it was personal.  And it was definitely something he would rather no one at work know about. If they didn’t understand or if they looked down on his lifestyle, it could really hurt his career.  “Do you think you could get Isabelle?  Maybe take over for her for a few minutes so she could help me with something?”

Chase nodded.  He seemed a little deflated, but answered, “Yeah.  I’ll send her over.”

 

Isabelle rushed over when Chase told her Kurt needed her, “Kurt, what is it?  You aren’t changing your mind are you?”

“No.  No, but I need you to delay this until Sebastian gets here.  At least the part with me getting ready.  I...I just need a little pep talk.  He’s already on his way.  Is there something else I can do in the meantime?”

“Why?  You look gorgeous every day.  You’ll do great.”

Kurt just nodded.  The only thing he could think of was to try to keep busy doing other tasks until Sebastian arrived.  It worked for a while, until Donatello called him over.  He stood in front of the chair they had set up, and grabbed Kurt by the shoulders, placing him in front of it.

“Let me see you in this light.”  He looked Kurt over.  “Why are you not dressed?  Hair?  Makeup?”

“Donatello, Sir...I need a little time.”

He narrowed his eyes a bit, “Why?”

Kurt was unaware that he was rubbing his collar through his clothes.  He was doing it subconsciously.  He bit his lip and looked at the ground off to the side, trying to come up with something.  

Donatello frowned slightly, “What are you doing?”

“Hmm?”  Kurt looked at him, confused.

He nodded toward Kurt’s hand, then reached up and felt the collar under Kurt’s clothes.  Kurt froze with his eyes wide.  He whispered, “Please don’t say anything.  My fiance is on his way.”

Donatello smiled a knowing half smile, “Ahhh.  So, you belong to someone, huh?  You sexy minx.  I knew you were something special.”  He paused a bit and looked around, “I will delay the shoot for you.  But not for long.”

“Thank you.  He should be here within ten minutes.”  

Donatello nodded and then started barking out orders to people.  Kurt was so relieved. 

 

A few minutes later, Kurt got a text.

To Babe:

Almost there.  Where do I go when I get there?

To Bas:

Thank goodness.  8th floor.  I’ll wait for you by the elevators if I can manage.

To Babe:

Okay, Baby.  Are you doing okay?  Staying calm?


To Bas:

I’m actually pretty proud of myself for being as calm as I am. Donatello (photographer) knows, btw.  I’ll explain when you get here.

To Babe:

Okay.  I’m proud of you, Baby.  I love you so much.  See you in a couple minutes.   

To Bas:

Love you too, Sir.

 

When Sebastian arrived, he found that Kurt had given his name to security, and he was allowed access to the elevators.  Kurt was not there to greet him when he exited on floor 8, so he looked around a bit, trying to find him. He finally found him as he was quietly talking to a middle aged man in the lager studio.  

As soon as he began to approach, Kurt noticed him.  His face lit up and he smiled, causing the man he was speaking to to turn his head and see where Kurt’s attention had been drawn to.

“Is this your fiance?”  the man asked in his thick Italian accent.

“It is,” Kurt smiled and  held out his hand for Sebastian once he was close enough, “Donatello, this is my fiance, Sebastian Smythe.  Bas, this is photographer, Donatello.”

“It’s a pleasure to meet you, Donatello,”  Sebastian stuck out his hand to shake.

Donatello shook it firmly, “You as well.  My, I must say, you two make a very handsome couple.”

“Thank you,”  Kurt and Sebastian both answered.  

“Well, you two go take care of what is needed, and then head straight to hair and makeup.  I’m sure that part won’t take long, since you look perfect already.”

Kurt nodded, “Thank you for your patience.”  Sebastian gave him a nod as well.  He grabbed his messenger bag and headed to the dressing room with Sebastian in tow.

 

As Kurt shut the door to the dressing room, he seemed to melt.  His shoulders lost their tension and he turned to Sebastian, who already had his arms open and waiting for him.  

“I am not a model.  I have no idea what I’m doing.  I’m so afraid we’ll start and he’ll realize his mistake.”

“Baby, you are gorgeous.  People stare at you all the time.  We’ve been over this so many times before.  Now someone is going to capture all of the beauty that the rest of us already see.  And you can act.  Act like you know what you’re doing.  You can do this.”  He kissed Kurt on the forehead.  “Now, let’s get your collar off so you can get ready.”

“Yes, Sir.  Thank you for coming so quickly.”

“Of course, Baby,”  Sebastian had gotten the key out and was walking behind Kurt.  “I’ll always be here when you need me.”

Kurt took a deep breath as he closed his eyes and his hand automatically flew up to his collar, “Not yet, Sir.  Please.”

Sebastian put his hands on Kurt’s shoulders and pressed his body against Kurt’s back, “It’s okay, Baby.  You can do this.  You don’t need your collar for courage.  You have that all on your own.  You don’t need it to feel safe, when I’m right here with you.  You are mine.  Collar or not.  You can do this.”  Sebastian knew the collar was a huge source of comfort for Kurt, but he didn’t want him to become too reliant on it for anything.  There would be times when he simply couldn’t wear it.  And that time had come.  

“Okay,”  Kurt lowered his hand.  “Okay, I’m ready.”

Sebastian leaned forward and whispered in Kurt’s ear as he removed it, “Good boy.  I’m so proud of you.”

“Thank you, Sir.”

 

Kurt dressed in the black pants, and tight black t-shirt that he was given.  The shirt stretched across his chest and hugged his biceps.  He had been working out in the building gym through the winter and it showed. 

He opened the door and called for hair and makeup to come in.  They weren’t there long at all, and before he knew it, it was time to start.

He and Sebastian walked out together.  Kurt went onto the set, and Sebastian hung back and watched.  He knew Chase was there, but made no effort to acknowledge him.  He wasn’t sure he would be able to say anything nice, so he kept his distance.  Chase seemed to realize this, and kept his distance as well.  

Donatello instructed Kurt on how to pose, and began snapping pictures nearly immediately.  Most of the pictures were of him leaning back on the couch or against the wall looking serious.  After quite some time, he had Kurt change into a white button up shirt and tie.  He approached Kurt and loosened the tie and unbuttoned a few of the buttons.  Sebastian watched closely as Donatello touched Kurt.  It wasn’t that he didn’t trust him, but he was worried that Kurt would have a panic attack.  Luckily, it didn't happen.

Donatello stopped and shouted back to wardrobe, “We need glasses!”

Kurt laughed because in what seemed like seconds, Sebastian had produced Kurt’s real glasses that he knew he kept in his messenger bag.  

“I don’t know, Donatello.  You may need to work quickly.  Bas may not be able to keep his hands off of me.”  

Sebastian laughed, then looked at Donatello as he walked back to his place behind the scenes, “He’s not lying.”

Donatello and Isabelle both laughed.  He had Kurt put them on for a few shots, then had him lean forward with his elbows on his knees as he put the tip of the glasses in his mouth.  Chase had a chuckle, as he was pretty sure he heard Sebastian moan.  They did a few more shots of Kurt with the glasses hanging from his hands as he lounged back.  Sebastian bit his lip as he watched.  


Kurt ended up having fun during the shoot.  It was long and tiring, but he enjoyed it.  When it was finished, Donatello turned to Sebastian, “Have you ever thought about modeling?  You’re very handsome.  If we had a girl here, like my original concept, we could have used you, too.”

Seb smiled, “Thank you. No, I haven’t thought about it.  My sister has.  She’s gorgeous.”

“Well then you're surrounded by beautiful people all of the time?”

Sebastian chuckled, “I really am.  Our friends are all good looking too.  Our wedding pictures are going to look like they’re out of a magazine.”

Donatello chuckled.  Isabelle approached, “About that, Sebastian.  As soon as Kurt is out I want to talk to you two for a minute.”

“Sure.  Is everything okay?”

“Yeah, I just wanted to talk to you about the wedding, and my wedding gift to you.”

“When is this fabulous wedding?  Tell me about it,”  Donatello had a soft spot for romance, and he had kind of fallen in love with the couple while they were together during the photoshoot.  

Seb smiled, “It’s on the fourth of July at my family’s estate in Ohio.  We have beautiful gardens there, so we’ll be having an outdoor wedding.  Kurt wants lots of twinkling lights and music under the stars.  We’re renting a tent as well, though.  We’ll be leaving the following day for a month-long honeymoon in Italy.”

“Ahh, so you are not struggling students in New York?  What do you do, Sebastian?”

“I’m a Pre Med student at Columbia.  We’re students, yes.  Struggling, no.  We’re very privileged, I’m well aware.  I intend to spoil Kurt for the rest of our lives.”

Donatello smiled wide, “Ahh, I love love.  Tell me, are you going to Milan while in Italy?”

Isabelle giggled a little.  Sebastian looked at her and winked before looking back at Donatello, “I don’t think I’d be doing a very good job of spoiling Kurt if I didn’t take him to Milan while we were there.  He’s a fashion design student at Parsons New School.  A very talented one, at that.  I’m sure we’ll spend a couple of days shopping in the fashion capital of Italy.  And I may be able to pull him away long enough to see Da Vinci's The Last Supper.

Donatello laughed, “I’m sure you’ll have time for that.  You’re limited to fifteen minutes to see it anyway.  You spend your time shopping.  Come see me.  I will show you all the best places and introduce you to all the best people.”  He reached in his pocket and pulled out a card, handing it to Sebastian.  “I’m fairly certain I’ll be in Milan in July.  It’s where I live full time, and do believe I only have a trip booked for June this summer.”

“Thank you very much.  I’m sure Kurt will be thrilled.”

“What will I be thrilled about?”  Kurt asked as he approached.

“Ah, I’m going to show you the real Milan shopping experience this summer.  You call me when you arrive.  Or, if you prefer, you can message me in advance, and we can arrange a time.  That may be best anyway.”

“Wow.  Thank you, Donatello.  That’s so kind of you.”

He smiled, “It’s my pleasure!  I’ve enjoyed working with you today.  I will enjoy showing you the fashion thrills of my city.”

 

 

 

Once Donatello walked away, Sebastian turned to Isabelle, “You wanted to speak to us?”

She nodded, “I did.  Kurt, you mentioned that you were having trouble finding a photographer that you liked for the wedding?”

He nodded, “Yeah.  Tori is a great photographer, so we’re a bit picky.  Everyone who meets our standards is already booked.”

She smiled bright, “Well...As a wedding gift to you, I’m going to hire one of our Vogue photographers for you.  So check that off your list.  Lara Wong has already agreed.”

Kurt was shocked, “Are you serious?  Lara Wong is the next big thing!”  He looked at Sebastian, who was smiling from ear to ear.

“I’m serious, Kurt. It’s all taken care of.  I just need you to agree, and that seals the deal.”  She smiled with raised brows, “So, what do you say?”

Kurt looked at Sebastian, who winked at him.  He turned to Isabelle, “Yes!  Thank you so much!  Oh my god, I can’t believe this!”  He hugged her tight.

“Thank you, Isabelle.  We were really starting to feel the stress of not having someone booked yet.  It’s a very generous gift,”  Sebastian put his hand on Kurt’s back and smiled at Isabelle.

“You are quite welcome.  I cannot wait for this wedding.  I think I’m more excited about this than I am about any other event this year.”


Over the next few days, Kurt noticed that Sebastian was smiling less and less as the days passed.  He seemed to gradually be laying on the couch more, not going to study groups, and wasn’t eating as much.

At dinner, Kurt asked, “Bas, are you okay?  You haven’t been your normal self lately.”

He rested his head in his hand as he moved his food around on his plate, “Yeah, Baby.  I think I’m just fighting a cold or something.  I’m not sick, but I’m not well.  I’m so tired.”

“Bas… Why didn’t you tell me?  I’ve been worried.  Until tonight, I just thought you were in a funk.”

“Sorry, Baby.  I didn’t say anything because I’m not really sick.  I didn’t want to worry you by mentioning it.”

“Bas, Love, you have to tell me these things.  Finding out the hard way doesn’t help me take care of you, and therefore, won’t help you feel better.”

“You don’t have to take care of me.  You’ve got a lot on your plate right now.  I don’t want to add to it.  You’ve got that project due soon.”

“Well, that’s too bad.  It’s my job to take care of you, Bas.  Nothing is more important than you.  Now, is that all you can eat?”  Kurt had officially flipped the switch into caretaker mode.

“Yes.  I’m sorry, I just can’t eat more.”  Sebastian leaned back in his chair.

Kurt stood and grabbed both dishes, “No need to apologize, Love.  I wouldn’t have fixed something so heavy if I had known you weren’t feeling well.  Go change into something comfortable.”

Sebastian wordlessly got up and went to get changed into his old Dalton sweatpants and hoodie.  When he came back downstairs, Kurt was finishing cleaning up from dinner.  He grabbed his book, laid on the couch and tried to read his textbook.  

When Kurt was finished in the kitchen, he went to change as well.  By the time he got back downstairs, Sebastian was asleep with his book resting on his chest.  Kurt sighed, “Oh, Bas.  Poor thing.” 

He gently removed the textbook from Sebastian’s hands, carefully laying it on the coffee table and keeping it open to the page Sebastian was reading.  He grabbed the throw blanket and covered him up, then felt his forehead.  He was burning up and he seemed to be shivering.

Kurt was aggravated with himself, and whispered, “How did I not notice you were sick?”

He went to grab a thermometer, glass of water, and the Tylenol.  When he returned, he shook Seb’s shoulder a little, “Bas.  Love, I need you to wake up.”  He grabbed the thermometer and sat on the edge of the couch.  

Sebastian moaned.  Kurt continued, “Bas, you need to wake up.  Just for a little bit, then I’ll help you get settled in bed.”

Sebastian opened his eyes and looked at Kurt, “Hi, Beautiful.”

Kurt smiled a little and shook his head.  Even when he has a fever, his Love is as charming as ever.  “Open up.  I need to take your temperature.”  Sebastian obliged.  When it beeped, Kurt took it out and looked, “Oh god, Bas. 102.6.  Sit up so you can take some Tylenol.”  Kurt got up and gave Sebastian room.

He took the medicine, then Kurt took him upstairs and got him settled in bed.  He sat on the edge of the bed and ran his hand through Sebastian’s hair, “Can I get you anything?”

Sebastian shook his head.  He looked at Kurt, “I love you.”

Kurt smiled a small, content smile, “I love you, too.”  He continued to run his hands through Seb’s hair for a bit, watching as he closed his eyes and drifted off to sleep.  

Kurt went downstairs and got Sebastian’s water, medicine, and thermometer so he could keep it next to the bed.  He got a box of tissues and a small garbage can to be by the bed as well.  He didn’t seem to need them yet, but he wanted them close, just in case.  When Kurt couldn’t think of anything else he could do for Sebastian, he washed his hands and returned to working on his project.


Sebastian woke up as Kurt was climbing into bed that night.  He slurred out into the pillow, “Baby, no.  Sleep in guest bedroom.  I don’t wan you gettin’ sick.”

“I don’t want to get sick either, but I’m sleeping in here, Bas.  It’s a California king bed.  It’s plenty big enough.  I won’t be able to sleep in the other room, and I want to be able to hear you if you need me.  I’m staying waaaay over here on this side of the bed.”

“M’kay.  Love you.”

“I love you too, Bas.  Can I get you anything before you go back to sleep?”

Sebastian shook his head, and Kurt was pretty sure he was asleep before he finished answering.


The next morning, Kurt refused to let Sebastian even go downstairs.  He took his temperature, and it was 102.4.  He gave him more Tylenol, then brought him some toast to try to eat.  He held it down pretty well, so before Kurt left for school, he brought him a sleeve of saltine crackers, a can of Spite, and a couple of bottles of water.  He set him up with his laptop in the middle of the bed.

“I do not want you to stress over school, Bas.  The laptop is here for you to watch Netflix as you doze in and out of dreamland.  Do not try to overdo it.  If you’re feeling up to it tonight, you can work on school stuff a little then.”

Sebastian smiled a sleepy little smile, “Yes, Sir.”

Kurt put his hands on his hips and lovingly glared, “Don’t. You’re the Sir.  I’m taking care of my Sir as I should.  No fussing.”

Sebastian nodded, eyes half closed, “Okay, Baby.  I’m sorry.”

“It’s okay.  Your phone is on the nightstand.  I’ll call at lunch to see if I need to come home.  You have to promise to be honest with me when I call.”

He nodded, “Okay.  Go.  I’m good here, Baby.  Thank you.”

Kurt sat on the edge of the bed, “You know I’d do anything for you, right?”

Sebastian nodded again, “I know.  Go before I kiss you and make you sick.”

Kurt chuckled and left the room.


Kurt made Sebastian take his temperature at lunch.  It was up to 103.1 this time.  

“I’m going to make an appointment for you now.  If I manage to get you in today, I’ll call you back and let you know.  Either way, I’m coming home for a couple of hours.  I’ll see you in a little bit.”

“Kay,” Sebastian mumbled.  He was so tired.  He had gotten up to pee once, but otherwise had slept the entire morning.  

Luckily, when they first moved to New York, they had both gotten a new doctor and had an initial physical so that they could be considered established in the practice.  Kurt was able to get Sebastian an appointment for the late afternoon due to a cancellation.  He called Isabelle and told her he wouldn’t be coming in so he could take Seb to the doctor.  She understood and sent Sebastian her well wishes.


When Kurt got home, he went straight upstairs to check on Sebastian.  His heart broke at the sight.  Seb’s hair was sticking up all over, he had dark circles under his eyes, and the trash can next to the bed was nearly full of used tissues.  He was asleep with his mouth hanging open, a tissue in his hand, and a Netflix movie playing on the laptop.  He noticed the crackers and pop were both unopened.  He reached across the bed and closed the computer, then left to let Seb rest until he needed to wake up to go to the doctor.

When he got downstairs, he texted Hayden and Krish, telling them that Sebastian was really sick and that he was taking him to the doctor, but that it was highly unlikely that he would be coming to class for the next few days.  He asked them if they could share their notes that they took in any of the classes that they were in with Sebastian.  Both quickly agreed, and sent their regards.  

Kurt tried to get as much work finished as he could while Seb was asleep.  He wanted to be there with him while he was awake.  He went upstairs and checked on him every thirty minutes, and finally woke him up in time to go to the doctor.

“Bas, Love, I need you to wake up.”

“Mmm… Baby?”  he mumbled.

“Yeah, Bas.  You need to get up so we can go to the doctor.  Your appointment is in thirty minutes.”  Kurt rubbed Sebastian’s leg through the comforter where he sat on the edge of the bed.  

“M’kay.”

Kurt stood by the bed and made sure Sebastian wasn’t too light headed when he got up.  As he waited for Sebastian to go to the bathroom and brush his teeth, he called George to get them a cab.    

Once downstairs, Kurt made sure Sebastian was bundled up with a hat, scarf, and gloves, then got his own coat on.  

In the elevator, Sebastian leaned back against the wall and smiled a little.

Kurt smirked, “What?”

Sebastian rolled his head back and forth against the wall and smiled a dopey smile, “You’re gonna be such a good dad.”

Kurt chuckled, “Well I’m glad you think so.”

“You will be.  Our kids are gonna be so lucky to have you.”

Kurt looked at him lovingly, “They’ll be lucky to have you, too.”

Sebastian sighed, “Yeah.  We have lucky kids.”

Kurt chuckled again, “You’re ridiculous, but I love you.”  They stepped off the elevator.

“Awe, I love you, too,”  he got a little teary.

“It’s okay, Bas.  Let’s get you to the doctor.”  He wrapped his arm around Sebastian’s waist.  

George looked at him with sympathy, “Your cab is waiting, Mr. Hummel.”

“Thank you, George.”

Sebastian whispered, but not really, “It’s gonna be Hummel-Smythe soon.”

“Yes it is, Love.  Come on.  Let’s get you better.”  He guided them toward the door, where Raymond held it open and then opened the door to the cab, as well.  “Thank you, Raymond.”


While Sebastian was in the exam room, Kurt called Tori while he sat in the waiting room.

“Hi Kurt!  How are you?”  Tori answered, happy, as always, to hear from the boys.

“I’m good.  How are you?”

“Good.  How’s Seb?”

“Well, that’s why I called.  He’s sick.  He’s back seeing the doctor now.  I wanted to ask you… Does he always act like he’s drunk when he’s sick?”

“Oooohh, he must really be feeling bad.  Yeah, when it’s bad enough, he gets loopy even without meds.  What do you think it is?”

“My guess is the flu.  He’s so tired.  He’s achy, has a stuffy nose, and a fever.”

“How high was his fever?”

“103.1 at its highest.  That’s when I made this appointment.  Hopefully if it’s the flu, we got here soon enough to get him on Tamiflu or something.”

“Well, Kurt, it sounds like you’re doing a good job of taking care of him.”  Kurt could hear the smile through the phone.  

He smiled as well, “Well, I can’t imagine not.  I’ll text you and let you know what the doctor says.  He should be out any minute now.”

 

A med tech came out a few minutes later, “Mr. Hummel?”

“Yes,” Kurt stood.

She gestured for him to follow her back to the room. When he saw Sebastian in the exam room, he winked at him.  Sebastian sighed and looked at him like he hung the moon.  

“Are you doing okay, Love?”

He tried to smile, but failed miserably, “Better now that you’re here.”  He looked at the med tech, “He’s gonna be my baby-daddy.  I’m gonna marry him first though.  Then I’ll knock him up.”

Kurt laughed out loud, as did the med tech.  It didn’t make him feel weird, or that Seb might be referring to him as a female.  He knew he was just loopy and meant nothing bad by it. Once Kurt stopped giggling, he said, “I called your mom while you were seeing the doctor.  She confirmed that when you’re really sick, you seem completely drunk.  I was starting to get worried.”

“You called my mom?”  Sebastian drawled.  He acted like it was the sweetest thing in the world.

“Yeah… We talk, like, once a week, Bas.  No biggie.”

“I think it’s a biggie,”  he glanced down at Kurt’s crotch.

Kurt’s eyes got huge and he blushed, “Okay!  I think we need to get you home.”  He looked at the tech, who was smiling from ear to ear, “Is there anything else we need?  What did the doctor say?”

She giggled a little, then composed herself.  She cleared her throat, and very professionally said,  “Sebastian has tested positive for the flu.  The doctor has prescribed Tamiflu. It’s been called in to the pharmacy downstairs, so you can pick it up on your way out.  He also said that if you start feeling bad, you can just call in and he’ll prescribe you Tamiflu as well, so you won’t need to make the visit.  Sebastian seems a little weak on his feet, so I thought you might like to help him walk out, which is why I called you back here.”

Kurt nodded, “Thank you.”  He helped Sebastian down from the table, and then headed downstairs to get the prescription before heading home.

 

When they got home, Kurt had Sebastian eat some crackers and sip some soda.  He said he wasn’t ready for real food yet, so Kurt didn’t push.  It’s never good to push that when someone is sick.  But he did want Sebastian to have something on his stomach when he took his medicine, so he ate a few crackers.  

Kurt helped Sebastian in the shower, then tried all evening to get him to drink more water.  He wasn’t very successful.  Not that Sebastian was being stubborn.  It was just that he kept falling asleep.  


The next few days consisted of Kurt coming home for lunch, and then coming home as quickly as he could after Vogue.  He had skipped self defense class, making sure he could go home to check on Sebastian before work that day.  

Hayden had stopped  by on Wednesday and Thursday with notes for Sebastian.  They would chat for a bit in the kitchen, but he never went upstairs to the bedroom to say hi.  

Sebastian was feeling a bit better every day.  By the time Thursday evening came around, he was really missing his friends.  Mostly, he was missing Kurt.  His touch.  Their closeness.

Kurt was sleeping in the same bed, but way on the other side.  He would occasionally run his hand through Sebastian’s hair, or feel his forehead, but upon Seb’s insistence, didn’t get too close.  Sebastian would have felt horrible if Kurt had gotten sick too.  


Friday evening, Sebastian came downstairs and peeked his head into the laundry room/studio.  

“Hey, Beautiful.”

Kurt looked up and smiled, “Hey.  You’re looking much better.”

Sebastian chuckled, ‘Yeah, a shower and 5 days of sleep will do that.”

“I’m glad, Love.”

“Thank you, Baby, or taking such good care of me.”

“Of course, Bas.  I’ll always take care of you.  For better or worse.  In sickness and in health.  For rich, or for poor.”

“Mmm.  I can’t wait to make that official.  Less than six months now, Baby.”

Kurt smiled, “Oh, I know.  I’m already counting down the days.”

Sebastian leaned against the door frame, “Are you almost done?  Can you cuddle me yet?”

Kurt chuckled, “Yes, and yes.  But you need to eat.  I can tell you’ve lost weight this week from not eating.  There’s homemade chicken noodle in the crock pot.”

“Thank you.  Then can we snuggle?  Watch a movie together?  I need to feel your body against mine, Baby.  I’ve missed that feeling so much.”

Kurt nodded, “Me too.  We can snuggle and watch a movie, but no hanky-panky.”

“What are you, 60?”  Sebastian chuckled.  Kurt closed his eyes and enjoyed hearing that sound again.

 

 

 

Notes:

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Chapter 26: The Trial

Summary:

Kurt and Seb's parents come to town for their Christmas gifts (car show and spa day), and Chris and Elliott head to Wyoming for William Coletta's trial. Tori is amazing.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

 

 

The weekend after Valentine’s Day, both Sebastian and Kurt’s parents came to town.  The dads were going to the NYC International Car Show with the boys, and the moms were going to the spa together.  Both were Christmas presents from the kids.  Leah had stayed home and was spending the weekend with her girlfriends, and Finn was staying home with Sam.

After lots of hugs and kisses when they arrived at the penthouse, they settled down for dinner. 
“So how is school going boys?”  Robert asked, as they started eating.

“Good, Dad.  I feel like I’m finally caught up after being out for a few days when I was sick.  Thank God for Hayden and Krish.  Kurt had called them and had them take notes for me.”

Robert nodded, “Thank God for Kurt,”  Sebastian winked at Kurt, and Robert continued, “And you’re feeling better?”

Sebastian finished his bite, then answered, “I am.  Luckily we got to the doctor soon enough that I was able to take Tamiflu and it worked.  I felt bad the whole week, but not as bad as it could have been.  Kurt took good care of me.”

Burt smiled at Kurt, “He’s a good caretaker.  Just like his mother.”  Kurt smiled warmly at his father.

“What about you, Kurt?  How’s school going for you?”  Robert asked.

Kurt nodded, “Great.  I’ve been learning a lot, and really enjoying my assignments.”

“And you’ve both been making some new friends, right?  There were names on the guest list for the wedding that we didn’t recognize,”  Carol asked.

“Yeah,”  Kurt answered.  “Some have become really close friends, like Elliott, Jenna, and Hayden.  But we’ve made other friends that are great, too.  Channing and Orion are who I spend the most time with at school.  And Krish and Grace are who Bas spends the most time with at school, besides Hayden.  Our friends from self defense class are great too.  We do a lot of things with them on weekends.”

Carol nodded, “I love that you’ve found new friends here, but have kept the old as well.  I wish Finn was better at that.”

Kurt frowned a bit, “He said he’s been making new friends.  Is he not?”

She shrugged, “He has.  But not many.  He still spends time with the Glee Club seniors, which is fine.  You know we love them.  But I wish he’d make more at school.  He’s talked about one guy that’s in a couple of classes, but not enough for me to even remember his name.”

Tori looked at Carol, “How’s he doing with his and Rachel’s break up?”

Carol smiled a little, “Surprisingly, really well.  I think Kurt and Leah were right.  He had enough time to process it all before ‘doomsday’ came.  He actually took Shannon, from the Lima Bean, out on a date last week.”

Kurt’s eyes got huge and he slammed his hand down on the table.  Sebastian laughed as Kurt yelled, “What!?  How could he not tell me that?!”

Carol shrugged and wrinkled her nose, “Maybe I wasn’t supposed to say anything.” 

Kurt leaned back in his seat, a little defeated, “Hmm.  Maybe not… But we all saw how embarrassed he looked when Leah said Shannon liked him at Christmas.  I think this could be a good thing for him.  Shannon is really sweet.”

“She really is,”  Sebastian said.  “I think they’d be great together.  Do you know what she’s doing now?  She was a senior last year.  She went to West Lima, didn’t she?”  He looked at Kurt for the answer.  

“She did, but I have no idea what she’s doing.  Now I feel kinda bad that I never asked her.”

Burt piped up, “Well, if things go well, maybe you can ask her at the wedding if he brings her as his date.”

Kurt giggled a little, “That’s true.”  His face fell, “Oh, but Rachel…”

Sebastian shook his head, “Rachel is just going to have to get over it.  Plain and simple.  Besides, her invitation said +1 too.  Maybe she’ll meet someone before then. You never know.”  Kurt nodded.

Tori asked, “How is she?  Have you heard from her at all?”

Kurt answered, “She met Sugar and I for lunch late last month.  But other than an occasional text, I haven’t heard from her.  She said that school seemed mean.”

“Mean?” Robert asked.

Kurt nodded, “Yeah.  She said the teachers were kind of mean and the student’s were cut-throat.  I’m just hoping she can handle it.”

 

After dinner, they sat around and talked for a little while more.  It was so nice to have just the six of them reconnecting in person.  It felt intimate, and Kurt also felt like it was important.  Moments like this weren’t going to happen every day, or even very often, now that he and Sebastian were in New York.  It felt good to be together, no matter what they were talking about.

Tori looked at Kurt and Sebastian, “How is Chris?  He and Elliott seemed really close at Christmas.”

Kurt smiled, “They are so cute together.  They’re doing great, relationship-wise.”

“But?”  Carol questioned.

Kurt looked to Sebastian, who answered.  He took a deep breath, “Later this week, he and Elliott are flying out to Wyoming for William Coletta’s trial.  Chris is just really nervous.”

Burt raised his brows, “Elliott’s not?”

Sebastian pursed his lips and shrugged. After a few seconds, he answered, “We know that Elliott has a complicated past.  He was abused by a friend of the family, and then was in an abusive relationship in high school.  We don’t really know much more.  He’s never told us how bad things were.  I kind of get the feeling that he’s been through all of this before, and because of that, he seems more… comfortable with it?  Or maybe it just hasn't hit him yet.  I don't know.”

Robert nodded, “That can happen.  People who have to endure this kind of thing twice, or even three times in their lives, can either be comfortable and resigned with the process, or they can be completely wrecked by it.  For Chris’ sake, I’m glad Elliott seems comfortable. He can help Chris a lot more that way.”

Kurt agreed, “Yeah, and I’m glad that Elliott is testifying too.  That way Chris doesn’t have to do this alone.”

“His mother wouldn’t fly out with him?”  Carol made a face at how ridiculous that was.

Kurt shook his head, “No.  At first she said that she would, but then kind of backed out.  I think once his dad found out, he put a stop to it.  It’s not a good situation at all.  He’s not lucky, like us.  We both got the best parents in the world.”  They all smiled at Kurt.  He raised his brows and smiled as he got up to walk to the kitchen, “I’m serious.  Don’t think for one second that we don’t know how lucky we are.”

“We know.  You both tell us all the time,”  Tori chuckled.  She was so happy that Kurt and Sebastian felt that way.  None of them could imagine not being supportive of their children.

 


 

At breakfast Kurt poured a cup of coffee, then smiled up at Tori and Carol, “Are you ladies ready for your day of relaxation, pampering, and beauty?”

Carol clapped her hands together a few times and raised her shoulders, “Oh, I am sooo ready.  I’ve been looking forward to this since Christmas Day.”

“Me too,”  Tori agreed.  “It’s been a long time since I’ve had more than one service done on a single day.  Well, I take that back.  I guess a mani/pedi can count as two.”

“I guess it does,”  Kurt smiled with a shrug.  “So today, the best moms in the world are being pampered with breakfast a la Kurt.  Then, you’ll be taken to the spa, where you will relax, and enjoy a massage and facial.  You’ll be treated to a light lunch of finger sandwiches, fruits, cheeses, and champagne, before finishing with a mani/pedi, hair, and makeup.  You’re gentleman suitors will be taking you out to wine and dine you once they pick you up, so make sure to bring the appropriate clothes with you to the spa.”

“Sounds amazing,”  Carol sighed.

“It does,”  Tori agreed.  “Way better than looking at cars.”  

Kurt chuckled, “For some of us, the cars are just as great.”

“You know you’d enjoy time with us at the spa too,”  Carol teased.

He smiled, “I would.  But I’ve already had my spa day for Valentine’s Day.  Can’t you see the glow?”

Carol laughed, “Honey, you have had that glow since you met Sebastian.”

Sebastian had just come down the stairs, “Awe.  I knew there was a reason I loved you, Carol.  That was just one of many.”  He kissed her on the cheek, then got to work helping Kurt make their breakfasts.  The moms sat back and smiled as they watched the two of them work together.  

 


 

When the men all arrived at the New York International Auto Show, Burt thought he might hyperventilate.  “I think I’ve died and gone to Heaven.”

They all chuckled, and Kurt threw his hand onto Burt’s shoulder, “You’re alive and kickin’, Dad.  Let’s get started so we can see as much as we can before you two have hot dates tonight.”

“Our tickets let us come back tomorrow, so don’t rush through too much,”  Sebastian smiled.

“No rush.  But standing here drooling isn’t accomplishing much,”  Kurt smiled, nudging his dad forward.

 

They were in the section of the show that had the classic muscle cars, and so far, this had been Burt and Kurt’s favorite section by a long shot.  The cars, like all the others in the show, were polished to perfection.  The bold colors and sleek frames were impressive.  Sebastian had to try hard to control himself when he heard Kurt moan several times.  

Kurt had gone ahead of them one car.  He was standing back looking at it.  His arms crossed and a smirk on his lips.  He walked up to it and bent over looking through the windows at the interior of the car.  

“Try not to drool on her.”

Kurt stood and turned to see a man in his mid thirties, standing with his hands in his pockets, giving him a superior grin.  

Kurt gave him an unimpressed look.  He turned back toward the car, and slowly started to walk toward the back as he inspected the beautiful machine, fully intending on not responding to the man’s comment.

“Look, Sweetheart, you don’t seem to know too much about this beauty.  Would you like me to teach you a thing or two?  I know this kind of car isn’t attainable to everyone, but this is a classic I think everyone should at least know about.”

Kurt closed his eyes for a second to get over the “sweetheart” comment, then paused.  This guy’s assuming and condescending tone was eating right through him.  He was reminding him of Blaine, and his assumptions that Kurt was incapable and not knowledgeable.  Kurt did not like being underestimated.

Sebastian, Burt, and Robert were just making their way over as the guy spoke, and Robert, especially, was pissed at the guy's attitude, but Burt was smiling, knowing what was coming next.

Sebastian put his hand on his dad’s shoulder and shook his head, stopping him from approaching the guy.  He had seen Kurt cross his arms again, and the cock of his hip told him he was about to get one of his favorite shows… A pissed off Kurt that wasn’t going to hold back.

“Hmm,”  Kurt played innocent at first.  He looked at him through his lashes with a raised brow and spoke softly, “Could you pop the hood for me… please?” 

Sebastian bit his lip, practically giddy with anticipation.

The guy walked over and popped the hood, propping it up.

“Oh my,”  Kurt said innocently as he looked in.  

The guy started to say something, but Kurt held up his hand.  He looked for another second, then said, “This 1967 Mustang Shelby GT500 is a real beauty.  The dark moss green reminds me of my fiance’s eyes.  So beautiful.  The white racing stripes are a nice touch.  But my favorite thing about this bad boy are the modifications Carroll Shelby called for.  The results were the carbon fiber hood, since it was longer than the factory made cars.  It was ill-fitting most of the time, but this one seemed to fit just fine.  The redesign gave room for a bigger engine, putting the V27 cti Police Interceptor V8 and the Duel 4 barrel carburetors in the newly minted Mustang. God, the power, the sound, the vibration… SO sexy.”  Kurt walked to the side of the car, “It’s got the integrated roll bar, inboard fog lights, and Cougar-sourced sequential tail lights...“  He looked back at the man, tilted his head, and gave him a look of pity, “But, sadly, you’re missing the original wooden steering wheel.  Such a shame.”  He glared at him and strutted away toward the next car.  

Sebastian was all smiles and threw his arm over Kurt’s shoulder, turning to wink at the guy as they walked away.  He kissed Kurt on the cheek, then muttered, “God, I love when you do that.”  Burt laughed as he followed behind them.

The guy was standing there, looking like a deer in the headlights.  Robert, impressed with Kurt, but still pissed, walked up to the man, “Your flyer says you sell cars.  Is this one for sale?”

The man went form gobsmacked, so salesman in no time, “Yes, Sir.  Are you interested?”

Robert smirked the typical Smythe smirk, “Not anymore.  But my future son-in-law may have been.  He could have paid cash, in full.  Pity you made assumptions.”  He lowered his tone, and the smirk disappeared, “And never call anyone ‘sweetheart’ again.  You call me ‘sir’ and him ‘sweetheart’?  Why is that?  Is he too young?  Doesn’t look like a car guy, or fit whatever stereotype you have built up in your mind?  Whatever the excuse, it’s not cutting it, asshole.”  He walked away before he got a reply, leaving the man looking like a fish out of water.

 

 

They were looking at the futuristic car concept models when Sebastian’s phone rang.  He looked at the caller ID and saw that it was Chris.

“Hey, Chris.”

“Hey.  I’m sorry to bother you.  I know you guys have plans with your dads today.”

“That’s okay.  Is everything alright?  You sound anxious or something.”  Sebastian had walked away from the group a bit so that he could hear better.

“Um, honestly, I’m just really nervous about the trial.  I was hoping maybe I could talk to you and Kurt about that, since you two have experience with it.  But then Elliott suggested I also talk to Robert too.  If he could tell me what to expect, maybe I wouldn’t be so worked up.  We haven’t been told much.”

Sebastian frowned, not understanding why Chris seemed so in the dark about it. Why hadn’t the lawyer told him anything? He nodded,  “Of course. Why don’t you and Elliott join us for lunch tomorrow?  We were planning something mid-afternoon, to give time to come back to the car show in the morning if they wanted, but still be able to eat before their flights.  Would two o’clock work?”

“Yeah, that would be great, Seb.  Thank you.”

“Absolutely, Chris.  Whatever I can do to make this easier on you.”  He walked back to his family after he hung up. 

Kurt looked at him, “Is everything okay?  I saw you frown.”

Sebastian nodded, “Yeah, it was Chris.  He wants us to talk with him about what the trial might be like.  Apparently, the lawyers haven’t said much and he’s getting anxious.  Elliott thought maybe Dad might make him feel more prepared too.”

Kurt nodded that he heard him, but seemed to be deep in thought.  Sebastian took his hand and gave him a little squeeze, “Are you okay?”

He frowned a little, “Yeah.  I was just thinking about Elliott.  I know he’s only shared the basics of what he’s been through, but he went through a trial, too… Didn’t he?  I would think he would be able to explain it to Chris, or make him feel a little better.”

“Maybe he hasn’t opened up to Chris about that yet.  I don’t know.”

“Yeah.  It just worries me.  For Elliott’s sake as much as Chris’.  I know he would do anything for Chris.  If he isn’t able to help Chris, it may be because this is all harder on him than he’s trying to lead us to believe.  I hope he’s okay.”

“Yeah, I hadn’t thought of it that way.  We’ll just have to help them however we can.”

 


 

When they returned home, Carol and Tori were waiting for them, all dressed up and ready for their dates. They had finished a little early at the spa, so they texted that they would just meet their husbands back at Kurt and Seb's. 

“Wow.  You two look great!”  Robert smiled.

Burt kissed Carol on the cheek, “Beautiful.”

“Thank you,”  they answered together.

“How do you feel?”  Sebastian asked.

“Like a million bucks!  It was fantastic.  We were completely spoiled. Thank you, boys.”

Kurt smiled, “You’re welcome.  You both deserved it.  And now, you deserve a nice night out on the town.”  He looked at Burt and Robert, “You two need to go change, because right now, neither of you look worthy.”

They laughed, and Burt said, “Yes, Sir.  Can’t have that!”   

 

Once the dads were ready, Kurt took each couple's picture in front of the fireplace, then a few more of the four of them together.  

“Are you sure you don’t want to join us?”  Tori asked.

“No thanks, Mom.  We both have some work we need to do for school.  You guys go have fun.  We’ll get our stuff done so that we can spend time with you tomorrow.”

“Okay, Sweetie,”  She kissed him on the cheek.  

 

Once the parents left, Kurt and Sebastian snuggled on the couch for a few minutes, sharing kisses and extra squeezes.  It was always hard for them to be out all day and not able to be physically as close as they wanted to be.  Sometimes holding hands, stealing kisses, and maybe an arm around each other, just wasn’t enough.  They knew if they didn’t snuggle each other before they set out to work, they wouldn’t be able to concentrate.  

Eventually, they grabbed some dinner, then headed off in different directions to work on school papers and projects.  

 

When the parents got home, Burt walked into the sewing/laundry room, “Hey, kid.  How’s it going?”

Kurt looked up and smiled, “Good.  How was your date?”

“Exciting.  Going out in New York is a far cry from Lima.”

Kurt laughed, “You’re telling me.  I don’t think there’s Breadstix in the whole city.”

Burt chuckled, “School going okay?  You look like you’re eyeballs deep in some serious design stuff.”  

“Yeah.”  Kurt turned the sketch towards his dad, “That’s what I’m working on now.  My friend Orion is going to model it.  It’s going to be even better looking on him than in my sketch, because he’s very dark, and this color is going to be amazing on him.  He’s part of the wow factor on this one.  Plus he’ll totally work it.”

Burt smiled, “You found your people?”

Kurt laughed, “I suppose I did.”

“Well we’ll try not to be too loud.  You get your stuff finished.  I think Seb is still in his office, right?”

“Yeah.  Don’t worry about the noise.  I’m sure he’s got his earbuds in.  He listens to classical music whenever he’s studying or writing a paper.  You won’t bother him.”  Kurt stood and gave his dad a hug, “Goodnight, Dad.”

“Goodnight, Bud.  Thanks for today.  It was great.”

Kurt smiled, “You’re welcome.”

 


 

Burt and Robert ended up going back to the car show for a little while on Sunday morning.  Sebastian finished up his paper, while Kurt stayed home and looked at websites with Carol and Tori, trying to find the perfect mother-of-the-groom dresses.  They were planning on coming to New York on the same weekend as the rest of the wedding party so that they would have time to shop.  

Chris and Elliott arrived with time to spare before lunch, and had only been there a few minutes when Burt and Robert got back.  Both were greeted warmly, and Chris soaked up the parental love.  He really felt like he needed it.

“So, Chris, what did the lawyers tell you?”  Sebastian asked.

“Just that I would be called to the stand and asked questions.   But what kind of questions?  And he’ll be in the room?”

Kurt nodded, “He will be.  And that will be the hardest part.  It was for me anyway.  Having to look at him won’t be the easiest thing in the world.  Just remember that Elliott will be right there with you, and that every word you say, every truth you tell, is one step closer to putting him behind bars for a long time.”

Robert asked, “Elliott, are you testifying too?”

He nodded, “Yes.”  

Sebastian watched as Chris took Elliott’s hand and gave it a little squeeze.  He seemed much more reserved than normal.

“Well, I’m sure the lawyer will ask you both how you know William, and what your relationship with him was.  The questions will most likely become personal for you, Chris.  You’ll be asked about your sex life with him.  Just answer to the best of your ability and be completely honest. They’ll ask about the whole ‘take down’ plan, the texts, and things of that sort.  No matter how it seems, no one there is there to judge you.  They are judging him, and the answers you give paint a picture.  Just make sure it’s painted accurately.”

“Will there be pictures of Garrett there?  You know, after they found him?  I don’t know if I can handle seeing him like that.”

“Yes, I’m sure there will be.  But you don’t have to stay in the courtroom for the whole thing.  The only thing you need to be there for is your testimony.  You don’t have to be there before that, or even stay after you testify.  You can wait at the hotel, or somewhere in the courthouse.  You don’t even need to be there for sentencing.  The lawyer, or even the detectives, can call you and tell you the verdict.”

“Okay, that’s good to know.  Thank you so much.”

“Absolutely.  I have to say, I’m disappointed the lawyer involved didn’t explain this better.”

Chris shrugged, “They may have done just fine.  I was kind of in a fog from the moment they started talking.  I’m just so nervous.  Especially about seeing him.”

Kurt leaned into Sebastian as he spoke to Chris, “That’s understandable.  Something that helped me with that is thinking about how you get to walk out of that courtroom, and he doesn’t.  With Blaine, it was really hard to see him again.  But I just kept looking at my family, drawing strength from them,  then thinking about how I get to go home with them.  Hug them and kiss them.  See them whenever I want.  And he...He wouldn’t have that freedom for a long time. That was the hope, anyway.  Picturing his face behind bars can do a heart good.” 

Sebastian kissed his temple and whispered, “I love you.”

Kurt turned and gave Seb a soft kiss, “I love you, too.”  He looked back to Chris and Elliott, “You two can do the same for each other.”

“Do you want me to go with you?”  Tori asked.

Chris frowned a little, and his eyes instantly started to tear.  He brought a shaky hand to cover his mouth.  Elliott was rubbing his back to comfort him, but was shocked himself.  

“Y-you...You would do that?” 

“Of course I would.  I would be happy to go and be a support for you and Elliott both.”  Chris was full on crying, and Tori knew he needed to let it all out.  She walked over to him, and sat on the edge of the couch and pulled him to her.  She held on to him tight, “I know you don’t have the support from your family like you should, but you do have us.  We’re all here for you.  I’d be happy to step in when you need me.”

Chris leaned into her and cried.  He took a few cleansing breaths, and struggled when he spoke, “I’m so overwhelmed w-with love r-right now.”  He chuckled through the tears, “Good thing I think you’re hot, Kurt, or I wouldn’t have any of you.”

Everyone in the room was teary from the interaction, but laughed when he said that.  

Kurt playfully shrugged, “Well, happy to be of service.”

Chris smiled, “I just can’t believe how lucky I am.  You’ve all been amazing.  You’re all the best, and I love you so much.”

“We love you, too, Chris,”  Sebastian smiled.  “You know you’re family. It’s not just a saying with us.”

He nodded, “You’ve proven that many times.”

 

After talking for a bit more, they went ahead and started to get ready for lunch.  Sebastian pulled Elliott into his office, under the ruse of looking at something he found online that Elliott might like to see.  Lame, he knew, but it worked.  

He closed the door, then looked at Elliott, “Do you need to talk?”

Elliott crossed his arms and frowned, looking at him suspiciously, “What?”

“I know you’re not okay, Elliott.  Do you want to talk about it?”

He sighed and dropped his arms, going over to the couch and leaning back with his head resting on the back cushion.  He stared at the ceiling and thought for a minute.  Sebastian was very patient, and didn’t say anything.  Instead, he just sat on the couch with Elliott and waited.

Finally, he answered, “It’s all just bringing up so much old baggage, and I’m a bit overwhelmed.”

“That’s understandable. It’s unavoidable at this point, but it’s understandable.  Do you need anything from us?  What can we do to help?”

He was still looking at the ceiling, “You’re already doing it.”  He turned his head to look at Sebastian, “Thank you...For being here for Chris and I both.  For all of the support, the friendship, the love. For sharing your parents.”

Sebastian smiled a little, “Well, the more time you spend with our parents, the more you’ll see that they take on any and all willing children, no matter if they are still ‘children’ or not.  They’ve adopted half of Lima and Westerville.”  In a more serious manner, he added, “They know how a lot of young gay people don’t have the same support.  Whether that is by choice, or extenuating circumstances.  It hurts them to watch people they love suffer in any way.  I know you don’t know them really well yet, but you are family to Kurt and I, which makes you family to them.  Mom wasn’t giving you two an empty gesture.  She’ll fly out to Wyoming just to be there for you to sit next to, or cry with, or to offer an encouraging word.  Whatever you need.”

“You guys are amazing.”

 


 

Later the week, Tori picked Elliott and Chris up from the Jackson Hole Airport in Wyoming.  She had flown in earlier that day and rented a car.  She smiled and waved when they exited the terminal.

Chris shook his head and tried to smile the best he could, “I still can’t believe you came here just to support us.”

She made a face, “Get used to it, Chris.”

Tori took them to dinner, and as they waited for their food, Elliott asked, “Not that I don’t think it’s wonderful, because honestly, I’m blown away by how kind this is of you...But why was it so important for you to be here with us?  I feel like there’s more to it.”

She nodded, “Yeah.  Well, being married to an attorney, I hear about court cases all the time.  But I had never been to one myself until Kurt’s case against Blaine.  I can’t tell you what that whole situation did to those kids.  Kurt has been mature past his years for a long time since his mom died when he was so young. He grew up fast, ya know?  And Sebastian has always been mature, even through his reckless stage.  There was always this wise, nurturing, aspect to his soul, even when he was making all of those bad decisions.  That was part of why it was so hard for us to watch him be so reckless.  They are both old souls, I suppose.  It’s one of the reasons we don’t have a problem with them getting married so young.

“Anyway, I think anyone who goes through anything like this is aged a bit.  Or a lot, even.  And as mature as they both are, and as amazingly as they both handled it and were there for each other...Having that army of people with them, providing that positive energy, and love… It made a huge difference.  

“The mother in me needs to be there to help provide that to the two of you.  When Kurt was in court, I would like to think that it was my touch that kept some of those boys from jumping over that banister and beating Blaine to death.  Sebastian was shaking with rage.  The rest of the family was in the same boat, so it was hard to comfort each other.  As sad, angry, and repulsed as I was, I needed to be present for my kids. And that’s what I’m doing now, with you.” 

A tear silently fell from Chris’ eyes.  He whispered, “Thank you.  For being here for us.  For being the mom to me that I wish I had.  You have all been amazing, and once again, you’ve gone above and beyond.”

“It really is incredible.  I’m sure my mom would have been sitting right next to you during this.  I’m grateful to have someone like you who is willing to step up and take that role when needed.”

“We’re a family of action, not just words.”  She reached her hands across the table and held both the boy’s hands for a moment.  Just that one touch, was calming and soothing.  They could both tell that her presence was going to make a big difference.

 


 

The next day in court, the three of them decided not to go in until it was absolutely necessary.  Tori went in just before the boys to give them some privacy. 

Before they went through the doors, Elliott hugged Chris tight, “You can do this.  I know you can.  Remember what Kurt said about picturing him behind bars.  Look to Tori and I if you need a little strength.”  He kissed Chris on the forehead.

Chris nodded, “You do the same, okay?  I know this is extra hard on you.  I’m right here if you need me.”  Elliott nodded, and Chris pressed in for a soft kiss.  “I love you, Elliott.”

He rested his forehead to Chris’ and closed his eyes, “I love you, too.”

 

Chris was called to the stands first.  The first thing he did was look at Garrett Clark.  He nearly cried seeing his scared face and the brace on his leg.  It had been nearly a year since he had been attacked, but the damage was beyond repair. 

He looked at Elliott, who nodded encouragingly.  

He looked at William, although he tried not to, and saw nothing but a monster.  A monster that he imagined had bars in front of his face.  That really did help. He was so incredibly grateful that he didn’t end up like Garrett, or worse.  And that gave him strength, as well.  

The lawyers asked all sorts of questions, from what William was like in their relationship, to what happened at the Halloween party.  They discussed the texts, the security, the threats.  All of it.  He was embarrassed by the questions about sex, but he pushed through.  When it was over, he was grateful that he had only cried silently, and not completely lost it in front of the courtroom.  

While Chris was on the stand, Tori rested her elbow on the back of the seat, and rubbed Elliott’s back.  She could feel him tense more during certain questions, and would whisper encouraging words to soothe him.  

When it was Elliott’s turn, Chris and Tori could see him shake from where they were sitting.  Chris knew that the reason was because Elliott was reliving what he had been through when he was younger.  He felt so bad for him. 

Elliott, just like Chris, pushed through the questions.  He wasn’t kept on the stands nearly as long as Chris had been, but the effect was greater.  When he was dismissed, he headed right down the aisle, and out the doors at the back of the courtroom.  

Tori and Chris got up right away and followed him out.  When they got to the hallway, Elliott was bent over with his hands on his knees, and he was gasping for air.  

Chris immediately to his knees on the floor in front of him, “Ell, It’s okay.  I’m right here.  I’ve got you.”  He stood, wrapping his arm around Elliott, and walked him to a nearby bench.  Elliott was still shaking and bent over, trying to catch his breath.  

Tori knelt in front of him this time, “Cup your hands over your mouth and breath for a few deep breaths.”

Once he got his breathing under control, he kept his head hung low, “I’m sorry.  It just brings back so many painful memories.”

“There’s no need to be sorry, Ell.  That was really hard.  I’m sure it was a thousand times harder for you.  I’m so proud of you, though.”

Tori nodded, “I am too.  And because both of you were able and willing to come here and go through something so difficult, the likelihood of him getting some serious time, possibly life in prison, is much higher.”  

“Sometimes that’s not enough.  Sometimes they still don’t pay.”

“That’s true, Elliott.  But most of the time, they do.  You just have to keep trying.  I don’t know what happened in your past.  But I know that today, you made a huge difference.  And because of that, I have a feeling that William Coletta won’t see the sky above his head, without a fence around his body, for a long time.”

 


 

Two days later the New York group of friends were all at Puck and Sugar’s apartment for dinner.  They sat around the living room as they waited for the casserole to finish in the oven.  Chris addressed the elephant in the room...the real reason they gathered together in the first place.

“So, earlier today, we were notified of the sentencing results for William,” Chris looked at Elliott and grabbed his hand as he continued, “He was found guilty on all counts, and sentenced to life in prison.”

The group of friends all cheered and clapped.  Elliott smiled a little, and Chris leaned over and kissed him.  

“What were all the charges?”  Jenna asked.

Chris made a face, “Well, there were a lot.  Rape, attempted murder, assault, and stalking were the main ones.  I know they threw in a few other things as well.  He didn’t really stand a chance of getting zero time, but I’m glad he got the maximum.”

The oven timer went off, and everyone stood and started making their way toward the kitchen.  Kurt and Sebastian hugged Chris and Elliott.  Kurt smiled warmly, “I am so happy for you both.”

“Thanks, Kurt.  You guys helped us get through this from the very beginning.  Thank you so much.”

Elliott nodded, “I can’t even begin to tell you how grateful we are.  You guys, your parents...You’re all amazing.  Thank you.”

“That’s what family is for,”  Sebastian said as he hugged Elliott.  

“Enough of the love fest!  I’m starving!”  Puck said from the kitchen.

Kurt rolled his eyes, “Coming, Noah.”  

Sebastian chuckled and wrapped his arm around Kurt’s shoulder, pulling him for a kiss on the cheek, “Love you.”

“Love you, too.”

Chris smiled as they sat around to eat, “So, someone else share some good news.”

Sebastian smiled, “Well, let me tell you about the guy who made assumptions about Kurt at the car show last weekend…”

 

 

Notes:

So, AFTER writing this, I thought I probably should have had Kurt go to the trial too, since he was assaulted by William. Oops. Let's just pretend that just having the assault charges was enough, and he was not needed as a witness. Okay? Okay.
Let me know what you thought! Spring break is coming next! Thanks for the comments and kudos. They make my day!

Chapter 27: Spring Break

Notes:

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The month between the trial and Spring Break was very healing.  Chris and Elliott had several long talks with their friends, and although Elliott didn’t share exactly what he had been through, sharing his feelings was a big relief.  He ended up seeing Nathan a few more times than normal for counseling, and he was beginning to feel more like himself again.  

Chris started seeing Nathan as well, and found it to be very helpful.  He and Chris had shared everything with each other, even things Elliott hadn’t mentioned to anyone since they happened.  It really made Chris understand more, and it helped him be able to open up about his feelings too.  In the long run, it brought them closer together, and made them stronger as a couple.

 


 

When it was finally time for Spring Break, Kurt and Sebastian made sure that their friends knew to pack lite.  Not only was there no need for a lot of clothes (especially with the use of a washer/dryer), there wasn’t going to be a lot of room in the SUV, since they had 8 going from New York.  Kurt told them that if he could manage with just a carry-on sized bag, that they could too.  

They picked everyone up, then headed out of town.  

“It’s been 12 years since I’ve been on a proper beach vacation.  I’m excited,”  Chris smiled.  

“Really?  I mean, I had never seen the ocean until last summer, but you seem like a beach type of guy,”  Kurt looked at Chris in the rear view mirror.

“I am.  But I’m also a mountain, and city, and even farm type of guy.” 


Elliott chuckled, “So you’ll be happy no matter what vacation spot I want to drag us off to?”

“Anywhere with you is my paradise, Ell,”  Chris winked, and everyone else chuckled.  They were all so happy that the boys were doing so well.  They deserved this break.  They all did.

 

During the first bathroom stop, everyone switched seats.  Puck took over driving for Kurt , and Elliott sat up front with Puck.  In the middle row, Kurt sat in between Sebastian and Sugar, and in the back row, Jenna sat in between her straight boyfriend, and her gay boyfriend.

Kurt wrapped his arm around Sugar, “I’m so happy you guys could come with us.  Was it easy for you to take the week off?”

She nodded, then laid her head on Kurt’s shoulder, “Yeah. Part of the deal with Gina’s company was that Puck and I get some of that ‘normal’ college experience until he graduates.  I won’t get as much time off during holidays and summers, but I get more than I’m likely to take once her contract is up.”

“That’s good, Sug.  I can’t imagine jumping into that full force in a new city, and with Puck being busy with school most of the time,” Sebastian said as Kurt snuggled into him, and Sugar snuggled into Kurt. Sebastian’s arm was around Kurt, and holding onto Sugar’s shoulder, where she held it.

“Yeah, it’s really been a blessing. Taking time off for the wedding won’t be an issue either.”

“For me either, right?”  Jenna asked from the back seat.

“Nope.  I’ve already got you marked off on the calendar.  We’re taking the whole week.”

“A whole week of partying!”  Puck smiled.

Everyone chuckled.

“Pretty much,”  Sebastian agreed.

“So what’s the plan for the wedding?  I mean like, going to Ohio and parties, and rehearsal dinners and stuff.”  Elliott hadn’t been to a wedding in ten years, and had never been in one, so he was really curious about all of it, including their plans for the week.

“It won’t be quite a full week, but we’ll have plenty of time to relax, as well as get some last minute things done.  Partying among those, I’m sure. We’re all flying in on Tuesday morning.  I’m sure we’ll have a night out in Columbus and/or a party at Nick’s for the bachelor party.  Together, not separate.  That would be dumb,”  Kurt chuckled.  “I know we’ll probably have a lunch or something for the wedding party, and maybe out of town guests.  The rehearsal dinner is on the 3rd, since the wedding on the 4th.  Bas and I leave the next day for Italy.  We’ll be spending the night in Columbus that night, and our flight leaves in the afternoon on the 5th.  I believe your flights are booked for later that night.”

“Well, I can’t wait.  It’s going to be so much fun!”  Jenna smiled.

“I’m looking forward to meeting more of your friends.  Your friends become my friends, and I can always use more.”  Hayden threw his arm around Jenna’s shoulder.

“Are you getting frisky with my girlfriend?”  Chris asked with a raised brow.

“Yes I am,”  Hayden challenged.  “And you can tell you’ve been hanging around Kurt.  You’re starting to sound like you’re sixty too.  ‘Frisky’?”   It had become the groups ‘thing’ to always claim these sayings belonged to someone sixty.  Not fifty.  Not seventy.  Always sixty.

“Hey!”  Kurt grumped half-heartedly.

“Come on, Princess.  We all know that Burt Hummel comes out of your mouth half the time you talk.”

He rolled his eyes, “I guess.  But in my defense, he was my only influence for 8 years.  And Mom wasn’t much better.”

“I can buy that excuse,”  Puck smiled.

“You might not want to say anything about the ‘sixty’ thing in front of him, though.  He’s only 44.”

 Puck laughed, “Yeah, I don’t think he’d like that.”

Elliott turned in his seat to look at Sebastian and Kurt better, “Have you decided what we’re going to wear?”

“I have some suits picked out for us to try, but we haven’t decided on the color.  It’ll be you guys in grey, and us in blue, or us in grey, and you in blue.  The girls dresses will either be in blue or a creamy blush, depending on what suit color the groomsmen wear.  It depends on what’s available.  I know we’re cutting it close with all of that because we need to leave room for alterations, but I figured if we’re in too much of a time crunch, I can do it.  I’ll have all of June with no school.”

“That’s true, Angel.  I didn’t think of that.  Just don’t put too much on your own plate.  You don’t want to be stressed out beforehand.”

“I don’t think I will be.  I don’t know what it is.  Maybe it’s just being grateful that I’m alive to have a wedding, or maybe it’s that I know our moms are doing so much… But I’m not panicking and stressed like I would have thought.  It’ll be perfect even if something isn’t right, or goes wrong, because I get to marry the man of my dreams.”

Sebastian kissed him on the head, “Me too.  I love you, Baby.”

“I love you, too, Sir.”

Hayden frowned, “Sir?”

Kurt mumbled, “Oh shit…” then giggled a little.

Hayden was the only one of the group going to the beach house that didn't know, and Kurt had simply forgotten.  Sebastian chuckled, “What’s one more person?  Everyone seems to know, and no one seems to care.”

“What are you talking about?”  Hayden frowned.  Everyone in the car was smirking.  Jenna patted him on the leg.

Sebastian knew that Kurt didn’t care if he told Hayden.  After the photo shoot, they had discussed so many people finding out.  Neither of them were embarrassed or ashamed, and they were obviously close to Hayden, so it was no big deal.  

“Well, Hayden, I guess there’s something you should know…”  Sebastian went on to tell him about their dynamics.  When he was pretty quiet, Sebastian asked, “So, is this too weird for you?  Or do you have questions or something?”  He turned to look at him.

Hayden looked thoughtful, and was slightly frowning. “I mean, if you guys are happy, and obviously you are, then who am I to say anything?”

“Then why are you frowning?”

“Well, first of all, everyone else knew.  And second, I was just thinking that before I met you, I didn’t know any gay people.  Now I’m in a car outnumbered by gay guys, some of which are kinky as hell.”

Everyone busted out laughing.

After he finally stopped laughing, Sebastian turned back toward Hayden a bit, still smiling, “Sorry that we didn’t tell you.  It wasn't that we were trying to hide it, it’s just that everyone else found out because they needed to at the moment, or they overheard something.  Kinda like you just did.”

“That’s alright.  I understand.”  He looked at Jenna, “I can’t believe you didn’t tell me.”

She made a face, “I’m not gonna go blab about other people’s sex lives.”

“I guess,” Hayden pouted a little.  

“It’s more than just a sex kink for us, although that part is amazing,”  Kurt turned and winked at Sebastian.  Everyone chuckled again.  “It’s a lifestyle.”

“And, so you know, Kurt’s brothers can’t find out.  Sam would be okay, but Finn?”

Hayden huffed out a laugh, “I can imagine.”

“Yeah, so no letting it slip next weekend, or when they come to town next month, or at the wedding.  The only other people who know are Nick, Jeff, Cameron, and Santana.”

“But Quinn and Brittany don’t?”

“Nope.  You weren’t the only partner that didn’t know.”

“Well, I guess I feel a little better now, then.”

Jenna smiled and shook her head.  He smiled at her and kissed her on the forehead.

 


 

 

After a while, the bags of snacks they had packed for the trip just weren’t cutting it, so they stopped for a meal.  

As they sat and ate, Chris turned to Sebastian, “So, tell us about the beach house.  What should we expect?  We talked about what we all wanted to do while we’re there, but what’s the house like?” 

Seb hummed, then answered, “It’s big.”

Chris rolled his eyes and Elliott chuckled, “I can only hold him back so much, Seb.”

Sebastian laughed, “Okay, okay.  It’s got six bedrooms.  Four have queen beds, one has twins that can be pushed together to make a king, and one has two sets of bunkbeds.  We won’t need that room until next weekend.  It’s right on the beach, with a wall of windows in the living room that look out onto the deck and ocean.  There’s a pool off to the left.  The right is more of a  lounging area. It’s got everything we’ll need; coolers, beach chairs, umbrella’s, a volleyball net.  All sorts of stuff like that that we don’t want to take back and forth.  And we ordered groceries to be delivered.  The beach is semi-private.  Sometimes neighbors jog through, but there aren't a ton of tourists since it’s not open to the public.  It’ll be a nice relaxing change of pace.  We can go into town if we want, but we certainly don’t have to, other than to go for the dolphin tour and parasailing that we booked.”

“That all sounds amazing.  I can’t wait to feel the sand between my toes,”  Hayden said as he lounged back in his seat.

“It’s wonderful,” Kurt smiled.  “It’ll be nice, for sure.  And next weekend, the unholy trinity, Cameron, my brothers, Leah, and Shannon will be joining us.”

Elliott chuckled and shook his head, mumbling, “The unholy trinity.”

“It’s too bad they don’t have their spring break at the same time.  Although someone would have to sleep on the floor for a full week, which would suck.  At least we get to see them for the weekend,”  Sugar added.

Elliott asked, “So what is this Shannon person like?”

“She’s really sweet,”  Puck answered.  

“She is.  She was always really nice to Bas and I.  She was always really encouraging, with not just about our relationship, but the activities we were involved in.  She’s cute, too.  I’m happy Finn is moving on.”

“That would have been weird if Rachel came, too.”

“Yeah, it would.  Luckily NYADA doesn’t have a break for another 2 weeks.  Have you heard from her much, Angel?”

“Just some texts.  I’ve only seen her when you’ve been with us.  I’m worried about her.  I don’t think she realized how hard that school was going to be.  And she doesn’t seem to want to be around any of her old friends.  Hopefully she’s at least making some new ones.”

“Yeah, and hopefully she can handle the classes.”

 


 

When they arrived at the beach house, the New York friends were in awe.  Sebastian smiled, “You guys are welcome here any time, ya know.  If you need a week off in the summer, just let us know.  As long as my parents or Leah aren’t using it, feel free.”

“No one could ever claim that you aren’t generous, Seb,”  Elliott smiled, grabbing his bag and throwing the strap onto his shoulder. 

“Do you guys ever rent it out on Airbnb or anything?  You could make some serious cash doing that,”  Hayden looked to Seb for the answer.

“My dad did while Mom, Leah, and I lived in Paris.  But since we’ve been back, he only rents it out during the off seasons.  He wants it available if any of us just need a break.  It’s why my grandfather built it in the first place.”

 

They took some time to put their bags into their bedrooms, freshen up, and then explored the house.  They were only there for about thirty minutes when Nick and Jeff arrived.  Hugs were giving all around, and then they all settled for sitting down at the beach and watching the sun set behind the house.  

Kurt looked at all of his friends, snuggled together in the sand.  He looked at the crashing waves as the sky that glowed oranges and pinks.  He looked up at Sebastian, who had his arms wrapped around him.  Sebastian smiled at him.  He knew what he was thinking.  He had been thinking the same thing.  They kissed, then turned their attention back to their surroundings.

 




When morning came, Kurt walked into the kitchen to find Sugar and Jeff baking muffins.  He smiled at the sight.  They were humming and dancing around each other.  “You two are adorable.”

They both looked up like they had been caught.  “Don’t be jealous, Angel,”  Sugar teased.

“Never,”  Kurt put his hand on her shoulder and kissed her head.  “No one can replace me, Sug.  We all know that.”

Jeff playfully rolled his eyes, “I don’t know, Sweets.  We may need to include him before he starts to pout.”

“Include me in what?”

Jeff made a face like it was obvious, “Our baking magic.  Duh.”  He looked at Sugar, “New York isn’t killing his brain cells, is it?”

“Shut up.  What can I help you do?”

“Nothing, Angel.  There’s only one muffin tin, so this will take a while.  At this point, we just wait for one batch to be finished before putting in the next batch.  There’s bread for toast, bagels and cream cheese, some cereals and fruit.  We should be good with that, right?”

“Yeah.  I don’t want you thinking you have to cook for everyone, Sugar.  If someone wants something, they can fix it.  This is your vacation too.”

“I know, Angel.  It’s just who I am, you know that.  I can’t help it.  I am Italian, after all.”

Kurt chuckled, “Like Vinny would ever let me forget that.  As long as you know you don’t have to.”

“I know.  Don’t worry.”

“Do you two know each other at all?”  Jeff looked at Kurt, “She’s gonna bake.”  He looked at Sugar, “He’s gonna worry.”

Kurt smacked him in the ass with the dish towel.  Jeff laughed, “Watch it now.  I might like that.”

Kurt shook his head, “I love you both.”

“We love you, too,”  they said together. 

Once the muffins were finished, the three of them sat out on the deck, drinking their coffee.  

 

Sebastian woke up to an empty bed.  He groaned, not liking that Kurt wasn’t there to cuddle.  Morning cuddles had become his favorite.  Holding Kurt’s warm, pliant body against his before getting up to face the world was the best.  After a quick stop in the restroom, he made his way to the kitchen and living room, which were both large and open to each other.   He could smell that Sugar had been baking, but the room was empty.  He made a quick cup of coffee, then looked out on the deck when he heard laughter.  He smiled to himself, recognizing the three distinct laughs.  

Once his mug was full, he walked back to the wall of windows.  He pulled out his phone and took a quick picture.  The three of them were lounging together, facing the ocean, laughing and talking.  He closed his eyes and took another deep breath.  He thought about the full bedrooms in this big house, and how he never imagined he’d be able to fill them with people so close that he considered them family.  He looked back out at the love of his life, and two of their best friends. Images of Kurt and Sugar in their hospital beds flashed in his mind’s eye.  He was so grateful that this moment was at all possible.  It was moments like this that made him wonder how Kurt couldn’t believe in God.  To him, He was the only explanation for how this was possible, and how he was so lucky.

His thoughts were interrupted when Puck said, “You’re thinking pretty loudly over there,”  as he poured his own cup of coffee.

Sebastian turned to him and gave a warm smile, “Just thinking about how grateful I am.  It was just a year ago that we weren’t sure anything like this was possible, ya know?”  He walked over and joined Puck in the kitchen.

“Yeah, I know.  But they made it.  They’re both really happy, and both living out their dreams.  A rough past can really put things into perspective.”

“It really can.”  He sat at the kitchen island, “I’m glad you guys were able to make it this week.  It’s our last time spending a ton of time with you guys before the wedding week.”

“Yeah, me too, man.  I’m looking forward to this week.  Relaxing and hanging out.  It’s what we all need.  I’m looking forward to the wedding week too, though.”

Sebastian smiled, “Me too, obviously.”  

Puck smiled wide, “I’m sure.  Let’s go join them.”

 


 

Everyone had decided to spend the first couple of days at the house.  They swam in the pool, played in the ocean, and even built some sand castles.  Monday, Puck and Hayden got out the volleyball net and set it up.  They played a few games, laughing at each other's antics.  

That night, they built a fire on the beach.  Nick and Chris dug a circle in the sand so that the fire would be easy to contain.  Everyone brought some hoodies and blankets, gathered around in beach chairs or on towels.  Sebastian got out the guitar that they kept at the house, and he, Puck, and Elliott took turns playing different songs as everyone sang along.  

When Elliott took the guitar and stood, everyone knew they were in for a show.  He started strumming, and everyone immediately recognized the song, Freedom, by George Michael.  Elliott was playing, singing, and dancing around a little bit.  The rest of the group was clapping out the rhythm, and singing back up.  No one could keep the smiles off their faces. 

Everyone clapped and cheered when it was over.  When he sat back down, Chris attacked his lips.  When they broke for air, he smiled, “I could watch you sing all day, every day.  So freaking sexy.”

Elliott smiled right back, “Thanks, Hun.”  

“I kind of feel like getting naked and running into the ocean,”  Puck commented out of nowhere.

Everyone chuckled, and Sebastian said, “Go for it.  It’s been awhile since I’ve seen you naked.”

Kurt laughed, “Me too.  Strip, Noah.”

Hayden made a face, “You’ve seen him naked?”

Seb nodded, “Yep.  I’ve seen five of you guys naked.”  He laughed again, then said, “We’re a close family.”  Everyone laughed along with him.

Jenna patted Hayden on the cheek, “Don’t worry, Sweetie.  It wasn’t me.”

“Nope.  It’s just what happens when you live with people who aren’t ashamed of their bodies, or who just don’t really like clothes much.”

“So are you going to, or not?”  Jeff asked.

“Hmm…”  Puck made a face.  “Probably not.  I don’t want any fish to think my best feature happens to be bait.”

Sugar made a face, “Honey, it’s not like it looks like a worm.”

Sebastian and Kurt both said, “Nope,” causing more laughter.  

“Yeah, but it might look like a worm to a REALLY BIG FISH!!!  I’m not going to subject him to the possibility.”

“Good.  I think I’d miss him way too much.”  Sugar went to sit on his lap.

Jenna scrunched her nose, “Why do boys always refer to their penis as ‘them’, or ‘they’?  It’s not like it’s something separate from you.”

“But sometimes it does have a mind of its own,”  Nick supplied.

“That’s true,”  Kurt agreed.

After lots more goofing off and laughter, they decided to put out the fire, and head inside. 

 


 

On Tuesday, they headed into the closest town, Duck , for a bit of shopping and lunch before their scheduled parasailing adventure.  They perused the galleries and gift shops along the coast, then settled down for lunch at Scarborough Lane.  After walking around town a bit more, they headed to Corolla and Duck Parasail.  

After they were instructed on what to do, and what would be happening, they each put on a life vest and got onto the boat and headed out.  The boat they took out was big enough for all of them.  As they picked up speed, Kurt grabbed Sebastian’s leg.  

He looked at Kurt, leaned over and spoke into his ear, “Are you okay, Baby?”

“Yeah.  I’m just nervous.  Not about the parasailing, but about the boat.  I’ve never been on something like this, going so fast.”

“I would have thought you would have liked it.  It’s a bit of an adrenaline rush, like a roller coaster.”

Kurt looked at him incredulously, “I’m strapped into a roller coaster!”

He smiled, “I understand.  You could hold on to me, or you could hold on to the bar behind me.”

Kurt nodded and put his arm behind Sebastian and grabbed onto the bar.  Sebastian put his hand on Kurt’s leg, comforting him.  

Once they were at their destination, the boat slowed, and the first couple, Nick and Jeff, were strapped into their harnesses.  Jeff looked back and saw that the parachute was rainbow.  He looked back at his friends, “How appropriate!”  They all laughed, then laughed harder when the  cable began to unwind, sending the couple into the air, and Jeff’s eyes became huge.  

The two guides from the company were really sweet, and laughed and joked right along with the group of friends.  Jacob was the driver of the boat, and Max was the one working the harnesses and cable.  

As Max reeled them back in, they noticed that Jeff was smiling again.  “How was it?”  Jenna asked.  

“It was great!”  Nick smiled. 

He turned to Jeff, who smiled and nodded, “I loved it!  Scared the crap out of me at first, but I loved it.”

They were going around the boat in a circle to determine who was going next.  Kurt and Sebastian were right after Hayden and Jenna.  Kurt chuckled, “The rainbow really is appropriate.”  Max just smiled and shook his head.

Once they were strapped in, Sebastian grabbed Kurt’s hand, “Are you ready?”

Kurt gave him a playful look, and once again answered,  “I was born ready.”  

Sebastian laughed, and before they knew it they were being hoisted up into the air.  They held hands as they soared above the ocean, looking out at the shore, and their friends below.  It felt like they were flying, and they loved every minute of it.

 

After everyone had taken their turns, they headed back to shore.  Max smiled as they went, “You guys were a lot of fun.  I wish every group was like you guys.  You’re here on Spring Break right?”  Several of them nodded.  “Where do you go to school?”

Chris answered, “Different places.  Jeff and Nick live in Boston and go to MIT.  The rest of us live in New York.  Kurt goes to Parsons, Seb and Hayden go to Columbia, Sugar owns a bakery, and the rest of us go to NYU.”

Jacob had slowed the boat down significantly.  He turned, “So you’re all friends from high school?”

“Most of us didn’t go to the same high school.  At least not at the same time?  It’s complicated.”  

Jacob smiled, “I guess so.  Well, you were really great.  You guys should come to the beach party tomorrow night.  It’s sure to be fun.  It’ll be down by the old lighthouse at sunset.  It’s mostly locals, and anyone locals care to ask to join us.”  They pulled up to the dock.

“We’ll think about it.  Thanks again,”  Puck answered.

They said their goodbyes and headed back into town.

 

 

Ice cream was the last thing on their list before heading back to the house.  Jenna and Sugar decided to window shop around Scarborough Lane while they ate.  The boys all stayed behind and sat at picnic tables.

As they sat, a group of guys walked past.  They weren’t doing anything wrong, just goofing off.  But there was something about them that made the boys uneasy.  They all exchanged glances, understanding what everyone else was thinking.   After a few seconds, Puck sighed, “I can’t take it anymore.”  He got up, threw away his trash, and headed in the direction the girls went.  Everyone got up and followed.

Jenna and Sugar were looking at some jewelry through the front window of a shop, when the group of guys came up to them.  

“Woah, we have some cute beach bunnies here.  Hi there,” one guy said.  

“Hi.  We’re not interested, guys.  We have boyfriends,”  Sugar replied.

“They aren’t here with you now.  So to me, you seem as single as can be,”  another guy smirked.  

“Yeah, how about we go down the the lighthouse?  You could be our dates for the night.”  He stepped a bit closer, “What do you say?”

“We say ‘no’,”  Jenna said.  She grabbed Sugar’s hand and they turned to walk away.  

Puck was nearly to the corner, with Hayden by his side, when they heard a guy’s voice, “Oh come on now, girls, you know you want to party.” They both jogged up a little faster, then ran.

One of the guys grabbed Jenna’s arm, turning her around, “Hey!”

“Don’t touch me!”  she nearly yelled as she yanked her arm out of his hand.

When Puck and Hayden turned the corner, the guy was in Jenna’s face, “Don’t ignore me.”

“Hey!”  Hayden growled.  

“Back the fuck off,”  Puck spat.  

The girls were pulled back behind their boyfriends.

“Why should we?”  one of the guys asked. They could take these two, he thought.  His face lost all signs of amusement when the rest of Jenna and Sugar’s family showed up seconds later and stood alongside and behind Puck and Hayden.

Kurt was headed straight for them, and Sebastian had to wrap his arms around his waist and hold him back.  “Wait,”  Sebastian commanded quietly in Kurt’s ear.  He stilled, but Sebastian knew, one wrong move from those guys, and he wouldn’t be able to hold Kurt back. Not when it came to protecting his girls.

“Because our girlfriends clearly told you they weren’t interested, and you need to respect that.”

“Did they touch you?”  Elliott asked as Sugar went into Kurt’s arms.  Chris was already protectively holding Jenna.

“He grabbed Jenna’s arm when we tried to walk away,” Sugar answered.  Elliott closed his eyes and took a deep breath.  So did Kurt, remembering what it had been like with Shawn and Chase.  He was glad that Jenna didn’t have any bad memories that she would flashback to.

“You touched her?”  Hayden said as he got nose to nose with one of the guys.

The guy’s eyes widened a bit and he shook his head, “No.  I didn’t.”

“I did,” the other guy stepped up a bit, challenging Hayden.

“Hey!”  a voice called from the side.  

They looked to see Jacob and Max headed their way, scowling.  No one else moved a muscle.

The guy in Hayden’s face said, “Mind your own business, Max.”

“I don’t think so,”  He said as he approached.  “These nice people were minding their own business, right?  I’m guessing you were hitting on the girls, and it didn’t quite go as planned?”

“Same story, different day,”  Jacob said, shaking his head.  “The people of Duck are getting sick and tired of you harassing the kind people who keep our town afloat by giving us their business.”

“I understand that it’s hard to find a local girl who tolerates you long enough for you to get laid, but back off. They obviously have boyfriends.  This is getting ridiculous.”

“Fuck you, Max.”  As fast as it all started, it all stopped, and the group of guys backed up slightly, then turned around and left.  Hayden and Puck both turned around and Jenna and Sugar went right into their arms.

“Are you okay?”  Hayden whispered as he kissed the top of Jenna’s head.  She just nodded as she held on tight.

“I’m really sorry about them,”  Jacob said.  “Are you girls okay?”

“Yeah, we’re okay,”  Jenna answered.

“Hey, thanks for stepping up,”  Puck gave them a nod.

Max smiled a little, “No problem.  Looks like they’d be on the losing end, but I’m sure a fight is not what you wanted for your vacation.”

“Definitely not.  How about you guys come to our place for dinner tonight as a thank you?  You can bring your significant others, if you want.  Nothing fancy, just barbeque, but we’d love to have you,”  Sebastian raised his brows and waited.

Max and Jacob looked at each other, then Jacob asked, “Are you guys staying at a house, then?  Not a hotel?”

Sebastian nodded, “Yeah.  Give me your number and I’ll text you the address.”

“There’s no need to thank us for being decent human beings, but I’d love to come anyway,”  Jacob looked at Max.

He agreed, “Me too.  Are you sure it’s okay if we bring our girlfriends?”

Sugar smiled, “Jenna and I are already outnumbered, so adding a couple of girls will be nice!”

“Great!  Here, hand me your phone, and I’ll add my number.”

Sebastian handed him his phone with the contacts page open, and Jacob added it in, then handed it back.  Sebastian opened a text quickly and sent him the address.  “Is six okay?”

“Yeah, that sounds good!”  Max smiled.

“The house is on the beach and has a pool, so bring your suits if you want.  We’ll see you at six.”  They said their goodbyes for the second time, and headed their separate ways.

 


 

Max and Jacob showed up at the house right at six.  They brought their girlfriends, Holly, and Sarah, respectively.  When they got to the door, Elliott answered, “Hey!  Come on in!”

“Thanks!  This place is amazing. I knew it would be nice because of the address, but holy cow.”

Elliott smiled, “Yeah, it’s really nice.” 

He guided them into the great room where most everyone was gathered.  Everyone introduced themselves to the girls, and they went ahead and got started with the food.  They ate out on the deck, and enjoyed the nice breeze coming in off the ocean.  They swam and played some volleyball.  Once it was dark, they made another fire, and brought the guitar back out.  After a few songs, Holly made the comment about them all being good singers.  

Chris laughed, “Except for me!”

“You’re our best dancer, Chris.  That counts for something,”  Kurt winked at him.

Sarah smiled at him, “What kind of dances do you do?”

He shrugged, “Mostly just hip hop stuff.  I’m a cheerleader at NYU, so whatever they work into our routines.”

“Wow.  A college cheerleader?  Why didn’t I think of that?  You get to lift those cute girls into the air.”  Max joked.  Holly playfully smacked him in the arm.  

Chris chuckled, “When you’re gay, it’s not nearly as exciting.”

Max laughed, “No, I guess not.”

Sarah revealed that she danced too, and she and Chris ended up having somewhat of a dance competition.  Everyone was loving it, especially Elliott.  When Chris and Sarah had had enough, Elliott pulled him down into his lap, whispering, “We might need to go to bed early.  That was hot.”  Chris just smiled and snuggled into him.  

Jacob asked if he could use their restroom, and Sebastian answered, “Sure.  Just take the hall on the left past the kitchen.  It’s the first door on the right.”

Jacob got up and went inside.  They had only been in the house a few minutes when they arrived.  This time, he noticed pictures on the sofa table as he passed it.  He stopped and looked.  One was of Kurt, Sebastian, Puck, and Sugar, along with a few other younger people, and what looked like maybe some of their parents.  He smiled at the picture.  They all looked so happy. He looked at another picture that was of a young boy and girl.  The boy was around seven years old, and the girl was four or five.  He noticed the green eyes. Then it dawned on him.  They didn’t rent this house.  They owned it.  That was Sebastian, and the girl must be his sister.  He looked at the other picture again and noticed the girl, who he assumed was the same girl as a teenager.

He turned to the side and saw Puck standing there looking at him.  He pointed to the pictures, “This is his house, isn’t it?  Sebastian’s?”

Puck nodded, “Yeah.”

He frowned a little, “He doesn’t like to brag, does he?”

Puck smirked and shrugged one shoulder, “Depends on what we’re talking about.  Money?  No.  Kurt?  Yes.”

Jacob smiled at that.  “It’s nice, ya know?  Having rich folks like you come into town and not rub it in the faces of the local beach rats.”

Puck frowned and smiled at the same time as he shook his head, “We’re not all rich.  Seb is just very generous and happy to share with the people he loves.  He would never look down on what you consider a ‘beach rat’.  I would know. There were no beaches where we’re from originally, so no ‘beach rats’, but I didn’t have anything I didn’t work my ass off for, and didn’t even have parents to speak of.”  He pointed to the picture, “Their folks, along with Sugar’s, helped me out.  Helped several of us out.  Sebastian and I are best friends, and couldn’t have come from more opposite backgrounds.”  

“God, I’m so glad people like that still exist in this world.  Now...If I don’t pee, I’m really going to embarrass myself.”

Puck chuckled, and pointed the way.

 

At the end of the evening, Jacob turned to Kurt and Sebastian, “Keep my number.  Next time you’re in town, give me a call.  I’d love to hang out again.  You guys were fun.”

“We will.  We’re here for the rest of the week, then the rest of our family is coming for the following week.  Feel free to stop by.  Thanks again for today.  We appreciate it.”

“No problem, man.  It was good meeting you all.”

“You too.”

 

 

 

Once everyone was in their bedrooms, Jenna finally asked Hayden, “Are you okay?”  She had noticed that he had been off since the earlier events.  It may not have even been noticeable to anyone else, but she could definitely tell.

He sighed, then stood from the end of the bed, and began pacing a bit.  He had his arms crossed and his head down, thinking.  She waited patiently for him to speak.

Finally, he stopped in front of her, “I wanted to kill him.  I literally wanted to wrap my hands around his neck, and squeeze the life out of him for touching you.”

Jenna gently rubbed his arm, “He didn’t hurt me, Hayden.  I’m fine.  I was fine then, too.  Pissed, but fine.”

“I know.  And I know that you are learning enough from Elliott to be able to handle yourself.  I just… I’ve never felt like that before.  I...I can’t imagine what Seb must feel when it comes to Kurt.  Knowing what he’s been through. Or Puck with Sugar…”  He sighed and sat back down on the end of the bed again.

“I know.  I can’t imagine either.”  She walked over and straddled his lap, holding on to the back of his neck.  He wrapped his hands around to her back.

“If anything were to happen to you…”

“It didn’t.  And it won’t.”

He pulled her face down toward him, then gently kissed her.  He rested his forehead against hers after the kiss, then spoke again, “I love you, Jenna.”

She sat up a bit, and her smile grew wider as her eyes sparkled, “I love you, too.”

He smiled for the first time since entering the bedroom and pulled her into another deep kiss. This was big for both of them.  Hayden hadn’t felt like this before.  Not even with Annabelle, his high school sweetheart.  He knew now that this was what it was like to be in love.  Jenna felt the same way.  She had never told a boy she loved them, and none had ever been serious enough to have told her, either.  With Hayden, she couldn’t picture her life without him.  She was in deep.

 


 

They hung out at the house every day except for Wednesday, when they drove to Wancheese, and took the dolphin tour they had booked through Paradise Cruise.  They saw at least a dozen dolphins, and Sebastian thought it was adorable how excited Kurt got. 

 

The rest of the week was the perfect mix of relaxation and fun. Thursday night brought a storm off the ocean.  It wasn’t too bad, but it forced them to stay inside.  They decided to make it a pajama day, and watched movies and played games.  Nick and Jeff won charades, surprising no one.  Jeff insisted that if they were to return to the beach house as a group, pajama day needed to become tradition, and that trophies needed to be purchased for game night champions.  He was going to make it happen.  

 

On Friday night, the rest of the family arrived. Santana, Brittany, Quinn, and Cameron arrived first.  Everyone laughed when Kurt and Seb opened the door, and Cameron rushed in, grabbing both of them, “GUYS!!!  Finally, some GUYS!”

“I know we’re hot, but did we really persuade you?”  Sebastian joked.

“After that car ride, I’d consider it.  Next time, I’m flying.”

“You know you love us,”  Santana smiled.  She went straight for Kurt, wrapping him a big hug, “I missed you, Sunshine.”

“I missed you, too, Tana.” 

“This place is amazing!” Brittany smiled, looking around.

“Thanks!  Come on in and we’ll show you around.”

Everyone was greeted with hugs, and they moved the party into the living room.  

Cameron pulled Chris aside, “Are you good?  I heard the trial was rough.”

Chris smiled a little and put his hand on Cam’s arm, “I’m good.  Elliott and Tori got me through it.  He’ll never get out, Cam.  Ever.”

Cameron nodded, “I know.  And that fantastic news has a lot to do with you and Elliott being brave enough to do what you did.  I’m proud of you.”  

Chris smiled and hugged him, “Thanks.”  Elliott watched, smiling, from across the room.

 

Finn, Shannon, Sam, and Leah arrived about an hour later.  Finn introduced Shannon to Elliott, Hayden, and Jenna, then reintroduced her to Nick, Jeff, and Chris, since they had only met her briefly a couple of times at the Lima Bean. She got along great with everyone, and seemed to fit right in.  Best of all, Finn seemed genuinely happy.  

They grilled out on the deck for dinner, then headed out to the beach to watch the sun set.  After the sunset, they stayed out on the deck, which was lit with perfectly placed lights, and they all took a dip in the pool.  They goofed off together and laughed, reminding them of how much they truly missed each other. 

 

 

Saturday was spent at the house again.  They spent time in the water, and played a few quick games of volleyball again.  Brittany and Shannon joined Nick and Jeff in building sandcastles.  Kurt was happy just laying in the shade of an umbrella watching his friends.

“You okay, Baby?”

“Yes, Sir.  I’m great.  You?”

“Perfect.  It’s so nice to have everyone together.”

“It really is.  Shannon just slid right into place.  No awkward ‘getting to know you’ phase since most of us knew her a bit.  Finn seems to be smitten.”

“Yes, my sixty year old fiance.  He looks ‘smitten’.”

Kurt smiled but rolled his eyes.  They sat in silence, watching everyone.  After a few minutes, Kurt said, “Maybe we should make this a tradition, and come here every year for Spring Break.”

Sebastian nodded, “I’ll look up where to buy a trophy.”

 

 

Notes:

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Chapter 28: Tying Things Up So They Can Tie The Knot

Summary:

Lot's of loose ends being tied up in the time between Spring Break and heading back to Ohio. Lots of time hops. Bachelor party. Kurt meets Sebastian's second cousins, and things don't go as planned.
Sentences in italics mean it's spoken in French.

Notes:

A lot of my "regulars", whom I love dearly, have not left comments on the Spring Break chapter, so if that's you, I don't mind the lack of comments, but please make sure you don't skip the chapter!
Sentences in italics mean it's spoken in French.
Warning: derogatory language.

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The next month seemed to fly by.  Kurt and Sebastian were both super busy with school and their internships, but just like they always had, they made it work.  When it was finally time for their families to come to town to shop for the wedding attire, it was an extremely welcomed distraction.

Their parents decided to let the “kids” have this weekend without them.  Carol and Tori had both found dresses at Neiman Marcus in Columbus.  They had video chatted with Kurt and Sebastian while at the store.  The boys thought they were perfect, so that part was taken care of.  Robert was going to wear his dark grey Armani suit that he knew Kurt approved of, and Burt was busy in DC, so he was coming on a different weekend.

When Finn, Sam, and Leah arrived, they all headed out to dinner, just the five of them.  They wanted to spend time together as a family before going out the next day with all of their friends.  They played catch up a bit, learning about what was going on with New Directions, Finn and Shannon, and Leah’s friends at school. They ended up turning the dinner into a celebration for Sam’s 18th birthday.  Sebastian teased him about being extra careful with his little sister, since he was now a legal adult.  

 


 

The next day, all of the wedding party, including Nick and Jeff, who arrived late the night before via train, met at Bloomingdales to try on some suits and dresses.  After not really finding what they were looking for, they went to a few boutiques that Kurt was told about by Isabelle.  

They entered the second boutique, and a tall blonde Irishman with a thick accent approached, “Hello. Welcome to Findley’s.  What can I help you with today?”

Sebastian winked, “We’re hoping to find some suits for our groomsman before my future brother-in-law dies of shopping.”

The salesman chuckled, “That bad, huh?”

Kurt nodded, “Yes. That bad.”

He smiled, “Are you the future brother-in-law?”

Kurt smirked, “No, I’m the other groom.  My fiance would be referring to the tall, pouty, one in the back.”

The salesman smiled and looked back to see Finn roll his eyes as Jeff showed him a shirt that he liked.  He chuckled, “I see.  Well, my name Collin, and I’m here to make this as painless as possible.  Where would you like to start?  Do you have a color in mind?  Brand?  And how many will you need?”

It turned out that Collin was the son of the owner, and he really knew what he was doing.  They were there for a few hours, but Collin and his employees made it enjoyable and painless.  They provided some lite snacks and refreshments for them, which really made Finn happy.

Once they found a few suits that came in Finn’s size, they narrowed it down to two.  Kurt had Finn and Jeff (who were the most opposite in size) try on both and then they made their selections.  Kurt favored the three piece, light grey suit.  It was a lightweight summer material, and fit all of the guys really well.  After alterations, they would be perfect.  Everyone tried on their suits and the Findley team measured and pinned.  Kurt knew that if there were any further adjustments needed for their friends from out of town, he could do that in Ohio.  They selected navy ties and pocket squares before trying on some shoes.

“I have to say, this is one good looking wedding party.  I do hope you come back and show us some pictures.  Maybe we could get a copy for our website.”

Kurt nodded, “My boss hired a fantastic photographer for us.  I’m sure we’ll have some great shots you can use.  She recommended you, actually.  I’m glad she did.  Otherwise, I’m not sure Finn would have survived.”

Collin laughed, “I’m glad he’s made it through the experience.  Who is your boss?”

“Isabelle Wright.”

“Oh, yes.  I’ll have to send a note of thanks, for the business.”

“She would like that, I’m sure.”

After Sebastian paid, they thanked Collin for his help, and he thanked them for their business.  

Once they were out of the store, Elliott leaned over to speak to Kurt quietly, “Would you like Chris and I to babysit for a while?  If he was that bad shopping for himself, imagine what it will be like shopping for the girls.”

Sebastian and Kurt laughed.  Kurt answered, “Would you mind?  Noah won’t be much better before too long.  We could ask Sam, too.”

“If I minded, I wouldn’t have asked.”

Sam decided to stay with Leah, which Sebastian admired.  Noah and Finn left with Chris and Elliott.  They were going to meet them all for dinner later, but for now, they parted ways.  

It took two more stores for them to find some dresses that would work.  The boys all sat patiently while the girls tried them on.  When they came out, they gave honest opinions.  After a few more dresses, they decided to move on.  

In the next store, they hit the jackpot.  The dresses were perfect for each of their heights, the color choices matched, and they were a flowy, cool material for summer.  Kurt didn’t think Jenna and Leah’s dresses needed alterations, but he was going to take Sugar’s in at the waist a bit.  

They met the rest of the group for dinner in Soho, and enjoyed the rest of their time together.  

 


 

On Sunday, Finn called Rachel.

“Hello?  Finn?”

“Hey, Rachel.  I’m in New York, and was wondering if you wanted to get together and talk.  If not, maybe we could talk for a few minutes now?”

“I can talk now.”

“I just wanted to know if you’re doing okay.  Kurt and Sebastian said they don’t hear from you much.  I’m just worried.  How are you?”

“I’m okay, Finn.  Honestly, after leaving Ohio, and us breaking up, I just needed to start fresh with as few reminders as possible.  I check in with texts every once in a while.”  

“I understand.  How is school?  Is it everything you hoped for?”

“I’m not going to lie. It’s SO hard.  Way harder than I thought.  But I’m learning a lot, and making some new friends.”

“That’s great, Rach.  Are you seeing anyone?”  Finn had a lightbulb go off.  He realized he was asking her without care of what her answer would be. It told him that he really had moved on, and that made him really happy.  He had been a little nervous about moving forward with Shannon, afraid he was still hung up on Rachel.  He realized now that those feelings were for their friendship, and nothing more.

She hesitated for a few seconds, then said, “I’m kind of seeing this guy named Brody.”

“That’s great.  Make sure he treats you right, okay?”

She smiled to herself, knowing Finn still cared, “He does.  So what about you?  How are you?  How’s school?  Are you seeing anyone?”

He nodded, even though she couldn’t see him, “School’s great.  I’m making some new friends, finally.  It took me a while to adjust, but I am.  I’m actually dating Shannon...From the Lima Bean?  She goes to school with me, and she recognized me on campus and we started talking. She’s really great.  She came with me to the beach house on Spring Break, and it kind of sealed the deal, ya know?”

She felt a pang of jealousy, but she pushed past it, “That’s great, Finn.  Shannon was always really nice.  I’m happy for you.”

They chatted for a few more minutes, then hung up with a promise to have a dance at the wedding. 

When he came down stairs, Kurt smiled up at him, “Did it go okay?”

“Yeah.  She said that she had to separate herself a little to help herself move on.  I think she’s doing okay.  She’s dating a guy named Brody.”

Kurt nodded, “I wonder if it’s the Brody we met on the day she auditioned.  Well, I’m glad she’s doing well.  I’ve been worried about her.”

“She said school was really hard, but she’s learning a lot and likes it.  I think she’ll be okay.”

Kurt smiled warmly at his brother.  He was so proud of him for handling it so well, and for still making sure Rachel was okay.  He knew it was a great step in keeping their friendship.

 


 

It was the beginning of May, and both the Warblers and the New Directions made it to Nationals.  However, neither of them placed in the top three.  Kurt and Sebastian hosted a party for both glee clubs.  Will was secretly in awe of their home, but said nothing. 

Coach Sylvester was a chaperone.  She laughed and shook her head when she came in, “Nope.  You weren’t lying.”

Sebastian smiled, placing his hand on his heart, “I would never.”

Spencer behaved himself, but Seb was fairly certain that Coach had him on a short leash.  He noticed several times when Coach had pulled Spencer off to the side, speaking to him through gritted teeth.  

The Warblers all enjoyed themselves as well.  Especially the upperclassmen who were friends with both Kurt and Sebastian, as well as some of the New Directions.  Kurt was pretty sure Trent and Artie had stayed close, and were thinking of rooming together in school.  They were both going into Media studies at Ohio University.  

Mr. Schlotman loved seeing Kurt again.  They talked for a long time, especially about everything Kurt had seen in Europe.  Mr. Schlotman found that he was smiling during the entire conversation.  Kurt’s enthusiasm was contagious.  

Before they headed back to their hotels, they gave Kurt and Sebastian a combined performance.  It made them both miss everyone singing together at parties, and made them anxious to hear the old gang again at the wedding.

 


 

They flew home, just for a weekend, to go to Sam’s graduation at the beginning of June.  They took some of the things they would need during that trip to help with the load when they came back for the wedding.  They also got their marriage license taken care of while in Ohio, and that made them both really excited.

Burt and Carol threw Sam a party, and his parents, along with Stacey and Stevie, came up as well.  Tori and Robert got to know Sam’s parents a lot better, and they adored his little brother and sister.  It didn’t seem like Sam would be out of their lives for a long time, if ever, so they made an extra effort to get to know them all a little better than they had the year prior.

Sam had gotten an art scholarship, along with a few more smaller scholarships, to Miami University in Oxford, Ohio, where he was going to study Art Education with a minor in Art Therapy.  Mike went to Miami, so he was glad he already had a friend there.  He and Leah were hopeful that they could still see each other often, since it was only a couple of hours away.

 


 

The end of Kurt and Sebastian’s school year was stressful.  Final exams and final projects were taking a toll, but they worked through it all as a team.  Burt had come to town on his way home from DC, and the boys took him back to Findley’s, getting him a nice suit for the wedding.  Kurt and Sebastian had also gotten new suits in navy, by Ferragamo, but not Findley’s.  Kurt’s waistcoat had subtle embroidery on it, and he was doing some final alterations on them both, with the help of Channing and Orion. 

 


 

Before they knew it, it was time to head to Ohio for the wedding.  Their friends had been really excited, and they had all had dinner at Puck and Sugar’s to have an intimate “New York Friends” dinner before the possible chaos started.  

Bags were packed, arrangements were made, and Kurt and Sebastian were headed to the airport.  When they got downstairs, George smiled, “Well, gentlemen, next time I see you both, I will be greeting you as Mr. and Mr. Hummel-Smythe.  Congratulations!”

They both smiled from ear to ear.  Sebastian responded, “Thank you, George, we’re looking forward to it.  Don’t forget, Hayden and Jenna will be staying here most of the time we’re away.  We’ll see you in August!”

“Looking forward to it, Sir,”  George beamed.  

 


 

The group of friends all flew first class, and they all made comments how great it was, and they didn’t think they could go back to economy, even though they’d have to. When they arrived at the airport, Sam and Leah were there to pick everyone up.  Sam drove the wedding party in the Symthe’s Range Rover, and Leah drove Kurt and Sebastian her new Tesla.  

“You’re going to have to let me drive your car at least once this week, Leah.  This is so nice,”  Kurt said, looking around at the interior. 

“I guess I can manage that,”  she smiled.

 

When Sam pulled into the driveway of the Smythe estate, he smiled when he heard a couple of gasps.  “Yeah.  It’s gorgeous, isn’t it?”

“I can’t believe he grew up here.  How is he so down to earth?”

“A miracle?”  Sam chuckled.

 

When they all got out of the car, Sebastian smiled, “Welcome to Ohio.  And welcome to the Smythe’s!  Let’s go in.”

The wedding party was all staying at the Smythe’s home, and all guests, including family, were staying at a hotel in Columbus, per the insistence of Sebastian’s grandparents.  Celeste had said this was a time for bonding, preparation, and fun, and they all needed to be together for that.  Family would stay until it was time to sleep.  “That will be plenty of time together,” Celeste told Tori over the phone.

Their parents, and Satchmo, greeted them warmly.  Carol and Burt were there, along with Finn and Shannon.  They were going to have a nice dinner to start the week off right.  Tori gave some extra love to Elliott and Chris. 

Before dinner, Sebastian gave their New York friends a tour of the estate.  Once they were ready to head outside, Kurt joined them, as well as Leah and the moms.  

“This is where you wanted the tent to go, right?”  Tori asked.

“It is.  I think that will work best, don’t you?”  Kurt looked at Sebastian.

“Yeah.  It looks great in the garden, Mom.”

“It really does, Tori.  Thanks for putting in the extra effort.”

“Oh, you’re welcome, dear.  There will be lots of people running around this week, but you can still swim and relax.  Whatever you want to do.  I don’t want you running around trying to help too much.  Relax and enjoy this time with family and friends.  That’s why we aren’t doing this all ourselves.  We hired people for a reason.”

Sebastian put his arm around Kurt’s waist as Kurt answered, “I know.  Thank you for the reminder.  I’ll try my best, but I think I’ll be fine.  I’ve not stressed about it so far.  Hopefully it stays the same.”

“He really has been chill about all of it.  I’ve been impressed.”

“Well, school didn’t let me stress too much.  I was too busy.  We all were.”

 

After dinner, they all decided to change into their swimsuits and go for an evening swim.  Sebastian wrapped his arms around Kurt in the pool, “I can’t even begin to tell you how happy I am, Baby.”

Kurt smiled and kissed him, “Me too, Bas.  I love you so much.”

“I love you, too.”

 


 

When the doorbell rang Wednesday morning, Sebastian answered it.  He smiled wide, “Grandpere!  Grandmere!  I’m so happy to see you again!”  He hugged them both.

“Oh, you too, dear.  We are so happy to be here on such a joyous occasion!”

“I’m telling you, Grandmere, I’m the luckiest man in the world.”

She smiled ,“You both are, dear.”

Sebastian took them into the house and introduced them to everyone.  Beau and Celeste were so happy to meet more of Sebastian’s friends.  

“You’re cousins will be here a little later.  They weren’t used to the long flight, and decided to take a nap at the hotel.”

“Okay, Grandmere.  I’m glad they were able to make it.”  Tori’s cousins, whose kids had been able to make it, were not able to get away from their jobs long enough to make the trip.

 

Just after lunch, Sebastian’s cousins arrived.  He brought them in and introduced them to Kurt right away, “This is my fiance, Kurt Hummel.  Babe, this is Andre, Clara, and Beau.”

Kurt shook their hands, “It’s so nice to finally meet you!”

Kurt noticed that Clara and Beau smiled and returned pleasantries, but Andre seemed to stare at him judging.  Sebastian noticed too, and gave Andre a warning look before wrapping his arm around Kurt’s waist.  

He took them into the house further, introducing them to Kurt’s family and the rest of their friends. Puck was instantly on high alert when it came to Andre.  He had seen enough guys who didn’t like Kurt back at McKinley to know when someone was giving off that vibe.  What he couldn’t understand was why Andre was giving that vibe.  Did he not accept homosexuality?  Was it Kurt he didn’t like?  Did he not get along with Sebastian?

 

Andre watched as Kurt and some of his friends, and often Sebastian, went around to make sure everything was going okay with the set up for the wedding.  For now, the lights were being hung in the trees, and some extra trellises with lights were being added at the back entrance and throughout the garden.  A while later, he watched as Kurt and a tattooed friend sat together on the swing that hung from the large Oak.  

 

“This place is amazing, Kurt.  Now I know why you always say, ‘not as amazing as the people in it’.  Sebastian’s extended family is as nice as he is.”

“They are.  I’m not sure his cousin likes me though.  He seems… off.”

“I wouldn’t worry too much about it.  What’s not to love?”

He and Elliott sat in silence for a few minutes, then Kurt said, “Bas and I sat here on our first day of officially being boyfriends.  It’s a special place.  I can’t wait until tonight to see it all lit up.”

 

After dinner, Kurt was sitting with Jeff, who had his arm around him.  Andre went inside to where Sebastian was, “You know your little boy toy is out there getting all cozy with another man.  Second one today.”

Sebastian was with Puck and Elliott, neither of whom spoke French.  He frowned and got in Andre’s face, “You will watch your mouth and show some respect, Andre.  I don’t know what your deal is, but if anything close to disrespect comes out of your mouth again, especially towards Kurt, you’ll be asked to leave. And you’re in America now, surrounded by Americans.  You speak English perfectly well, so do it.  You’re being rude.”

“The Sebastian I know wouldn’t let another man touch the man he supposedly loves.”

“First, the Sebastian you knew, doesn’t exist anymore.  Second, I wouldn’t let just any man touch him.  But Jeff is one of our best friends.  None of us even think twice about being affectionate with each other.”  Puck and Elliott shook their heads, agreeing.

The three friends headed outside to join the others.  Seb went straight to Kurt, “I need you to walk with me.”

Kurt and Jeff both frowned a bit.  They hadn’t heard him talk in that tone before.  “Yes, Sir.”  He stood and grabbed Sebastian’s hand, “Are you okay?”

A few seconds later, when they were further away, he answered, “I’m fine.  I’m just frustrated with Andre, and I can’t calm myself down to deal with it properly.”

“Can you take me to the bedroom, Sir?”

Sebastian looked at him, realization clear, “Yes, Baby.  Thank you.” 

Kurt knew he needed control, and he was the perfect way for Sebastian to feel better.

 

 

 

Nick and Jeff were coming into the house with Puck and Sugar.  They were getting ready to clean up and head to bed, when they overheard Andre speaking to Clara in the kitchen.  He was speaking in French, so only Nick knew what he said, though others could tell his tone was nasty.

“Clara, I’m telling you, he’s no good.  He’s just a little whore like all the others, only this one was able to hold on and sink his talons into Sebastian more than anything else with a dick has been able to.”

Nick stopped in his tracks.  When Jeff turned, Nick put his finger to his lips, asking him to be quiet.  Puck frowned, and mouthed, “What’s wrong?”  Nick held up a finger for him to wait.  

“Andre, I’m telling you, I think he’s sweet.  I can see why Sebastian fell so hard and so fast.  You can see and feel the love oozing off of them both.  Get over yourself.” Clara let out a little huff, exhausted by her older brother.

“No, Clara!  He’s a fucking money-hungry whore who doesn’t deserve to be a part of this family! ”  Andre had raised his voice considerably.

Nick had had enough.  Red with anger, he stormed around the corner and into the kitchen, “That’s enough, asshole!  You do not get to come in here, family or not, and disrespect Kurt!  He has every right to be here.  More so than you do!”  Nick was getting in Andre’s face, fists clenched.  

Jeff went and put his hand on Nick’s arm, trying to calm him, “What’s going on, Nicky?”

“He thinks Kurt is a money hungry whore who is just using Seb.”

Puck scoffed, “That’s ridiculous.  I would laugh at that, but the whole ‘whore’ thing fucking pisses me off.”

Andre looked at him, “You are probably doing the same thing.  Acting the part of a best friend to be able to enjoy luxury like this,”  he gestured to the house.  “Just like his little fuck toy.”  

Puck was ready for a fight, and Sugar had to step in front of him, “Puck, don’t.  Please.”  The last thing Kurt would want is for a physical altercation to occur during his wedding week.

Nick growled, “Do NOT speak like that about anyone in this family again!  You have no fucking idea how amazing Kurt is, and how happy he makes Sebastian!  You have no idea what amazing friendships we’ve all built together.  Seb may have slept around while he was in Paris, and been with people who only cared about his money, but he was lost then.  He’s no longer lost, and a great deal of that is thanks to Kurt.  And our friendships have nothing to do with money, and everything to do with love and respect, which you could use some of the latter.”

“Just like the ‘respect’  I saw when your boyfriend was all cozy with groom number 2?” `

“You mean when I had my arm around him in front of the entire family?  That’s love, asshole.  Nothing sexual, but definitely love.”  Jeff crossed his arms to keep himself from swinging.

Celeste and Robert walked in, carrying some used glasses.  Celeste frowned, “What’s going on?”

Clara made a face, “Andre is being a jerk.”

Andre snapped, “I’m not being a jerk!  I’m protecting my cousin!”

Robert frowned, “From what?”

Andre hesitated, so Puck spoke for him, “Seems Andre here thinks Kurt is a, quote, ‘money-hungry whore who doesn’t deserve to be part of this family’.”

Robert’s face turned red, “Did you say that in this house?”  Andre didn’t answer him, but he bravely held his gaze.  Robert continued, “If you say one more negative thing about my future son-in-law, I will put you on the next flight back to France faster than you can say ‘au revoir’.  You have no idea what the hell you’re talking about.  Kurt is the best thing to have ever happened to this family.  Not just Sebastian.  The entire family.”

Andre narrowed his eyes, “You can honestly tell me that you don’t think he’s in it for the money?  Seems convenient, getting a rich husband as you enter into expensive university years.  In an expensive city, no less.”

Sugar spoke up, “Kurt got a full ride scholarship to college.  Something you might have known if you were in Sebastian’s life at all.  He loves to brag about how talented his Baby is.”

Robert nodded, “And they are living in the penthouse MY grandfather bought.  Not yours.”

“I can about guarantee that in 10 years, when he no longer needs Sebastian, he’ll leave him and take half the money.”

Robert frowned, “The money?  You mean Sebastian’s money.  The biggest fight the two of them have ever had was over Kurt signing a prenup.”  Andre looked smug, until Robert continued, “The prenup that Kurt insisted upon, not Seb.  He didn’t want one, but Kurt threw a fit.  He said he wanted to protect Sebastian.  So that bites that theory of yours in the ass.”

“Enough.  All of you.”  Celeste demanded the attention of the room,  “I’m done with this.  Andre, you have no idea what you are talking about.  Kurt is a sweetheart, not after Sebastian’s money, and he saved this family.  And from what I hear, he saved most of his friends in one way or another too.  You will not come in here on the week of their wedding and try to mess with things.  They’ve been together for nearly two years.”  She looked around at everyone, “Sebastian and Kurt hear nothing of this.  Do you understand?  They do not need anyone to burst their happy bubble.”  She looked at Andre, “Especially family.  You will go to all the scheduled events, act like a decent gentleman, and be kind.  If not, money is the last thing you’re going to be worried about.  Do I make myself clear?”

“Yes, ma’am,”  Andre said quietly.

 


 

Thursday night was so much fun. The wedding party had gone to a nice lunch in downtown Columbus, and was now ready to party. Most of their out of town guests had arrived, and everyone was headed to Nick’s for the Bachelor Party.  Stephen was home and he, Nick, and Jeff made most of the arrangements.  He had a fully stocked bar, a caterer in the kitchen, and no decorations (as requested by Kurt, since he could only imagine how many penis shaped things Stephen would find and put everywhere.)

Both Kurt and Sebastian were thrilled to see all of their friends again.  The laughter and hugs were contagious.  Drinks flowed, bodies danced, and voices sang out.

Andre sat back and watched.  He was at least a little happy to see that Nick also had money and not all of Sebastian’s friends were after his fortune.  

They had turned the living room into a dance floor.  Kurt had had a couple of drinks in him, and was relaxed and enjoying his friends.  

Finn came up and put his arm around him, “Two more nights of being a bachelor.  Then you’ll be a married man.”

Kurt smiled wide, “I can’t wait.”  He took another swig of his drink, “I’m gonna be Kurt Hummel-Smythe soon!”  He was very tipsy and it showed.

Finn smiled, “Yes you are, little brother.”

Kurt left Finn a few minutes later and plopped down on the couch next to Andre.  He turned and looked at him, eyes a little droopy, “You’re going to be my cousin soon.” He smiled dopily.

“Mhmm,”  Andre said, unamused, without looking at Kurt.

Kurt leaned a little closer as if telling a secret, “I know you don’t like me.  But that’s okay.”

Andre finally looked at him, “Oh yeah?  Used to it?”

Kurt nodded, “Yeah, I am.  It’s been a while since I’ve been around people like you, but it used to be all I ever knew.”

“People like me?”

“Mhmm.”

“What is that supposed to mean?”  Andre scoffed.

Kurt took another long drink, “People who don’t like me without knowing me.”

He raised one eyebrow, “And what don’t you think I know?”

“Mmm….”  Kurt scrunched up his face in a way that Sebastian had always thought was adorable, “I don’t think you know a lot of things.  Like how hard I work, or how hard I love.  How protective Bas and I are of each other.”  He looked at him again, a bit more serious, “If your pouty toddler routine upsets him, you’ll get to know a certain side of me real well.”

“Is that a threat?”

Kurt got up and turned back toward him, “It’s a fact.”  He walked away into the crowd, and Andre just stared after him.

 

Kurt walked through the kitchen and outside to the patio.  He needed some fresh air.  Puck was out there with Mike and a few guys from Dalton. He excused himself, and went to Kurt, who was standing at the edge of the patio, looking out into the woods.  

“You okay, Princess?”  He wrapped his arms around him from behind and held him.  

“Yeah.”

Puck squeezed a bit, “You sure?”

Kurt laid his head back on Puck’s shoulder, “With everything I’ve dealt with in life, I can deal with a relative who doesn’t even know me, yet doesn’t like me.”

“I know you can.  It still sucks.  Just remember, all these other people here love you.  I love you the most.”

Kurt smiled, “I don’t think so, Noah.”

He smiled and kissed Kurt above his ear, “I do too!”  He shrugged, “Maybe not as much as Seb... Or just differently… But between everyone else, I do.”

“You do what?”  Sebastian asked as he came up to them.

Kurt smiled softly at him, happy to be near him again.  

Puck didn’t let go, but turned his head to Sebastian, “Love him the most.”

Sebastian smiled and stood in front of Kurt, pressing his body against him.  Puck moved his hands from Kurt’s stomach to Seb’s sides.  Sebastian kissed Kurt tenderly, running his hands down his face, then pulled back, “I win that competition, hands down.”

Puck moaned, “You two need to stop teasing me.  I swear.”

Kurt and Sebastian smiled wider, then kissed again.

Nick walked up holding Jeff’s hand, “I want in on this action.”

“You’ve had in on this action already.  It’s Noah’s turn.”

“Hey!  What do I not know!?”  Puck’s face lit up like a Christmas tree.  Then he frowned, “Hey...What do I not know?”

Kurt bit his lip, realizing his slip.  Sebastian chuckled and Niff was grinning triumphantly.

Finally, Sebastian answered, “We just crossed off some things on our sexual bucket list.”

Puck lowered his voice, “Did you all fuck?  Because seriously, I’m jealous if you did.”

Jeff went up to Sebastian and ran his hands down his arms, looking at Puck through his eyelashes.  He kissed Sebastian’s shoulder as Nick joined in from the side, burying his fingers into Kurt’s hair at the nape of his neck.  They couldn’t take it anymore and all started laughing.

“So not funny.  You got me half hard,”  Puck hissed.

Kurt giggled, “I know. I can feel it.”

Sebastian laughed, “Get your dick away from my soon-to-be-husband!”

“Not until you tell me if you were just messing with me.”

Seb rolled his eyes, “We had some fun on New Year’s together, but not together.  They watched, we watched...But nobody touched.”

“I always miss the kinky shit,”  Puck pouted.

Kurt reached his hand up and patted Puck on the cheek from his position in front of him, “I’m sorry, Noah.”

“Yeah, whatever.”

 

The rest of the evening was full of more laughter, dancing, and singing, once again.  At one point Elliott requested Kurt and Sebastian sing Sucker by the Jonas Brothers again. 

They stood in front of the friends, facing each other, and when the music started, there was no stopping the show.  

Kurt sang, “We go together, Better than birds of a feather, you and me, We change the weather”

Sebastian pulled Kurt closer by his belt loop as he sang, “Yeah” earning wolf whistles from their friends.

Kurt smiled as sang, “I'm feeling heat in December when you're 'round me.”

They circled each other like they were stalking prey.  Sebastian sang, “I've been dancing on top of cars and stumbling out of bars, I follow you through the dark, can't get enough. You're the medicine and the pain, the tattoo inside my brain, and, baby, you know it's obvious.”

They continued the song in the same manor, dancing with each other close, circling like predators after prey, and lustful eyes.  When it was over, everyone stood and cheered as they kissed passionately.  When they broke for air, they smiled at each other, then went right back to kissing.

Andre watched, deep in thought.  

 


 

The next morning, Kurt woke up, happy to be back in Sebastian’s bed.  The wedding party, minus Nick and Jeff, had walked home.  No one had overdone it too bad with the drinking, but they knew they would appreciate being “home” in the morning.  Kurt showered quickly.  He had a slight headache, but Sebastian had forced water at him all night, so it wasn’t too bad.  He went to the bed again, kissing Sebastian, who had just woken up.

“Morning, Love.  I’m going to go get some coffee from Lima Bean.  Want your usual?”

“Mmm,”  He leaned up and kissed Kurt quickly, “Yes, please, Baby.  Want me to go with you?”

“No, I’m going to go with Andre.  He crashed here last night.  I think we need to spend some time together.”

He grabbed his hand, “You don’t have to if you don’t want to.  I don’t care what he thinks, and it’s not like we’ll see him often.”

“I know.  But he’s family, so I feel like it’s important.”

“Okay, Baby.”

Kurt went downstairs to get Andre.  He was in the kitchen, sitting with Celeste and Tori, while Sugar was already busy on the cake.  The ladies were going over a list of things that were to happen that day.  They looked up and smiled when they saw him.  

“Did you have fun last night?”  Tori smiled.

Kurt returned the smile, and after kissing them all on the cheek, he answered, “I did.  So did Bas.  It’s so nice to have everyone back in town and together.  It was a nice party, and I was happy that Stephen, Nick, and Jeff adhered to my wishes.”

“And what would that be, dear?”  Celest asked.

Kurt winked, “No strippers, and no penis decorations.”

Both the women laughed, but Andre just rolled his eyes.  

Kurt looked at him, “Andre, I was hoping you’d go with me to get some coffee this morning.  Care to join me?”

He pointed to the coffee pot, “Tori already made coffee.”

“Yes, and while I’m sure it’s delicious as always, Tori understands that, when in Ohio, Lima Bean holds my coffee loving heart.”

“It’s true, Andre.  And it’s where Kurt and Seb met, so it’s extra special.”

“You should go,”  Celeste said.  There was a bit of a demand in her voice that Kurt pretended to ignore.

“Fine,”  Andre got up to get ready.

While he was gone, he looked at his phone and frowned when he read a text from Sebastian.  It said, “Keep an eye on Kurt.  Lima hasn’t been kind to him.”

Kurt looked at the ladies and made a face.  

Celeste shook her head, “He’ll come around.  But if he doesn’t, don’t worry about him.”

“Bas says the same thing.  I kind of threatened him last night.  I hope I didn’t make things worse.”  

Sugar chuckled at that.  She wasn’t at all surprised.  

“How did you threaten him?”  Celeste asked.

“I told him I was used to people not liking me without knowing me, but if his pouty toddler routine upset Sebastian, he’d get to know a certain side of me really well.”

Tori and Celeste started cackling, and soon Sugar was joining them.  Kurt just smirked and shrugged a shoulder.  

When Celeste finally stopped laughing, she said, “And that, dear, is just another reason you’re so perfect for Sebby.”

“He can be fierce when he needs to be,”  Sugar said.

Andre came back into the room, “Kurt can be fierce?”  He said it like it was a joke.

Sugar bristled at that, “Yes.  Like when he kicked some guy’s ass who was attempting to rape me.  Or when he had to be held back when some guys were pushing it on Spring Break with Jenna and I.  Or putting the guy who insulted Sebastian in his place.  Or letting his friend live with him when he was homeless.  Or again with another friend when he was being stalked.  Or standing up to assholes in school who bullied him.  Should I go on?  There’s plenty of examples to choose from.”

Kurt bit the inside of his cheek, trying to smile too much.  God, he loved his best girl.  He went to her and kissed her on the forehead, “I think you gave him enough to choose from, Sug.”

“Good, Angel.”  She wasn’t taking her eyes off of Andre, “Now, Andre, get out the kitchen.  I’m making this cake with love, and you’re ruining my good juju.”

Celeste and Tori smiled wide, and gave Andre a look that told him he’d better adhere to that request.

 

 

Kurt took Leah’s Tesla, and was loving every minute of it.  It would have been better if his company in the car was any good, but the car itself was fantastic.  He hummed as he accelerated.  

“Need some alone time?”  Andre snarked. 

Kurt huffed out a laugh, “You actually sounded like Bas just then.  Sorry, I can’t help it.  I love cars.  I grew up in my dad’s garage.”

Andre didn’t say anything.  When the silence stretched too long, Kurt decided to take a detour.  He headed straight for Hummel Tire and Lube.  When they pulled into the lot, Andre frowned.  

Kurt pointed to the sign, “It’s my dad’s garage.  Come on.”  He got out of the car and headed inside without looking back.  Andre reluctantly followed.  

Cassius was working on a car when Kurt walked in.  Kevin, another mechanic, noticed him first.  

“Kurt!  What are you doing here?  Shouldn’t you be off getting ready for your wedding?”

Cassius heard Kevin and looked up, “My, my!  What brings you in?”  He went in for a hug, “No worries.  No grease yet since we just opened.”

Kurt nodded and hugged him tight, “I just thought Andre, Bas’ cousin, might like to see the shop.”  He turned, “Andre, this is Cassius.  He’s like an uncle to me.  And this is Kevin, who’s like an annoying big brother.”  Kevin rolled his eyes, but smiled.

“It’s nice to meet you,”  Andre said, then shook their hands.  

“You too.  So, we miss you around here, Kurt.  Ever think about quitting fashion and putting your coveralls back on?”

Kurt chuckled, “No, Kevin.  Not even for a second. I love cars, but I love designing more.”

“Your old man told us about the car show.  I’m proud of you, kid.”

Kurt smiled, “Thanks, Cassius.  Hey, I just wanted to show Andre around.  I’ll see you guys tomorrow, right?”

“Wouldn't miss it for the world, kid.”

As they left, Andre noticed the sign on the door that said the shop would be closed on July 4th.  When they got back in the car, he asked, “What happened at the car show?”

Kurt hummed, “There was an amazing Shelby Mustang there.  It was gorgeous.  Moss green.  Matched Bas’ eyes.  I was looking at it and the guy there with it took one look at me and made assumptions.   He figured a guy like me wouldn’t know anything about cars.  Thing is, I’ve been working at the shop for years.  I have my mechanics license, and muscle cars are my favorite.  Let’s just say, I think I taught him a thing or two about his own car.  It’s never a good thing to make assumptions about me.  I don’t exactly fit into a box of any sorts.”

Andre didn’t say anything.  Kurt drove to his parents house.  They got out and went inside.  Andre was looking at the photos on the wall, “So Finn is your step-brother?  How did that happen?”

“I fixed our parents up.”

“And you went to school together?”

“We did.  For the most part.”   Andre raised an eyebrow.  Kurt shrugged, “I had to leave during my Junior year.  I came back, but then had to leave again during my Senior year.”

“Why?”

“My life was threatened.”

Andre was a little bothered by how casually Kurt said it.  Regardless, he still asked, “Why?  What did you do?”  The question wasn’t asking what he did as a result of the threat, but more, what did you do to deserve the threat in the first place.

Kurt frowned a bit, cocked his hip, “What did I do?  I was born gay, Andre.  Just like Bas.”

Andre didn’t respond.  He turned back to the wall of photos, “Who is this?”

“My mother.  She died when I was 8.”

“I’m sorry.”

“Thank you. She would have loved Bas.  God, she would have adored his family, too.”

“Would she have been happy he has money?”

Kurt was shocked that he would ask such a thing.  He knew that Andre didn’t like him, but thought it was because he was too effeminate or something.  Maybe he just didn’t think Sebastian was old enough, or ready to get married.  But this was because of money?  He could tell it was by the tone of Andre’s voice.  And he brought his mother into it?  He had a lot of nerve.

Kurt crossed his arms and stepped closer, “She would have loved them because of the way they treat me.  Because of how Sebastian lights up when he sees me.  Because of how he would do anything for me.  She would have been happy to see me so happy.  To see me be with someone who accepts every part of me, unconditionally.  To see me love so unconditionally in return.  She would be happy for many reasons, but money would never be one of them.

My family isn’t as well off.  But we certainly aren’t poor.  My father owns a very successful business.  He’s also a congressman.  My step-mother is a nurse.  I worked at the garage and saved for everything.  My car, my clothes, my phone, my college.  Luckily, I got a scholarship.  I’m not anywhere close to being comfortable with the amount of money the SMYTHE’s have.  But I love Sebastian despite it.  Not because of it.”

 

After a few more minutes, Kurt grabbed some things he needed, and they headed to Lima Bean.  As they drove past McKinley High School, Kurt pointed, “There’s Hell.”

Andre actually smiled a bit at his snark, but said nothing in return.

 

When they arrived at Lima Bean, Kurt parked on the side street, and they headed in.  Shannon was working, and smiled when she saw him, “We just can’t keep you away while you’re in town, can we?”

“Never, Shannon.  This is Bas’ cousin, Andre.  Andre, this is Shannon.  She and Finn are dating.”

He shook her hand, “Nice to meet you.”

“You too!  I have to tell you, the Hummel-Smythe-Hudsons… Nicest people around.”

He nodded, but said nothing.  She wasn’t sure what to make of that, so she asked, “What can I get you?”

They each ordered a drink, and Kurt guided them to sit.  As they drank their coffee, Kurt told Andre the story of how he and Sebastian met.  He didn’t go into too much detail about Karofsky, but Andre seemed to get the idea.  When they finished, Kurt ordered another drink to take home to Sebastian.  

As they left and turned the corner to head to the car, it was as if they ran into a wall.  Instead of being brick, it was made of muscle and beer belly.  Kurt and Andre both were sent stumbling backwards, Kurt dropping Sebastian’s coffee.  Two big guys from the hockey team stood over them.

One growled, “Watch where you’re going fag!  You got coffee on my shoes!”

Another stepped closer, “I remember you.  You’re the fag who killed Mack.”

Andre frowned, getting up and dusting himself off.  He looked over to Kurt.  He was shaking, breathing heavy, and looked like he was lost in his head.

He went closer, offering a hand, “Kurt…”  He didn’t respond, but was shaking

“Are you a fag too?  What happened to the other one Kurt?  I guess it’s true what they say about gay guys being promiscuous.”  They laughed, unfazed by Kurt’s reaction.

Andre turned around, “Back off!”

The first guy hit the other one in the arm, “Let’s go.  I don’t want to waste any more time dealing with them.

As they walked away, Andre turned back to Kurt, who was still on the ground, “Are you okay?  Kurt?”

He didn’t answer and was beginning to hyperventilate.  He was doing okay until the guy mentioned Mack.  That, combined with the fresh memories of Karofsky, plus being in Lima with a guy who didn’t like him, was like mixing a potion that turned to a poison.

Andre had no idea what to do, so he called Sebastian.

“Is everything okay?”  Sebastian didn’t get a good feeling getting a call from Andre when he was supposed to be with Kurt.

“No!  I don’t know what to do!”

 

 

Notes:

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Chapter 29: Recovery, Reconciliation, and Rehearsal

Summary:

Recovery from the panic attack, reconciliation between Kurt/Andre/Sebastian, and the rehearsal dinner.

Notes:

Italics mean it's spoken in French.
Again, I did not abandon my other fics, but this wedding is taking over my brain. I'll won't abandon them, I promise.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

 

“Sebastian!  Tell me what to do!”

Sebastian was already up out of his seat and heading for his car, “Where are you?!”  Everyone in the room turned to look at him with concern.  Sugar and Jenna had been in the kitchen working on the cake while talking to Leah, but everyone else in the wedding party was together in the living room.

“Lima Bean.”

Puck was the first person who caught his eye.  Probably because he was instantly on his feet when he heard Seb and saw the look on his face.  Nick saw too, and followed, quietly asking Puck if he knew what was going on.  Puck shook his head, frowning.

“Put me on speaker,”  he gave him a second to do that.  He was running at this point, and turned to Puck and tossed him some keys, “Range Rover.”  He focused on calming Kurt, “Baby, I’m on my way.  Take a deep breath.”  

“He’s shaking, Sebastian.  He can’t catch his breath.  He doesn’t even seem to know where he is.  What’s happening?”

“He’s having a panic attack.  He has PTSD...Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder.”  He wasn't sure telling Andre to touch him was the best idea, since Kurt was aware that he didn’t like him.  It could make things worse.  

There were workers setting up for the wedding everywhere. They ran, dodging them all the best they could, and got in the SUV, “Baby, I need you to close your eyes.  Take a deep breath again.  In.  And out.  In.  And out.  Count from ten to zero backwards in your head.  Breathe, Baby.”  Sebastian took a deep breath himself as Puck sped out onto the street.  He needed to stay calm in order to help Kurt, but not being with him, was killing him.   “Andre, sit close, but don’t touch.  He knows how you feel about him.  It won’t help if you touch him.  Try to get him to look at you.  Is he doing anything I asked?”

“No, it doesn’t seem like it,”  Andre said as he sat next to Kurt.  “Kurt, look at me.  Kurt, please.  Look at me.”  When nothing changed, Andre changed back to French again, and practically shouted, “Sebastian!  I think he’s getting worse. He’s going to pass out at this point!”

“Dammit!”  Sebastian hit the dashboard.  He was desperate to get to his fiance.

Puck looked at Seb quickly, “See if Shannon is working.”

Andre heard him, “She is.  He introduced me.”

“Go get her.  Tell her it’s an emergency.  Leave your phone with Kurt,”  Sebastian said.  He assumed Andre did as he was told.  He used his Dom tone and repeated some of the instructions he had given before, “Baby, take a deep breath.  Please focus.  Count backwards from ten in your head.”

 

As Sebastian was talking to Kurt, Andre ran into Lima Bean.  He ignored the line and ran right up to where Shannon was, “We need you outside.  It’s Kurt.  There’s an emergency.”

Instinctively, she looked at her boss, who nodded and said to go, not that she wouldn’t have anyway.  She ran and followed him outside.  Her eyes widened, seeing him on the ground panicking, “Kurt!  What happened?!”

Sebastian spoke to her over the phone, “Shannon, it’s a panic attack.  I need you to get down with him and grab his hands.  Make him look at you.  Calm him down.  We’re on our way.”

She gently grabbed his face, instead of his hands, turning him to look at her, “Look at me, Kurt.  It’s okay.  Look at me.”  His eyes tried to focus, but he couldn’t quite do it.  Andre was pacing back and forth.  She turned to him, “I need you to go way down there and sit.”  She gestured to the end of the store.  

He frowned, “I need to help.”

She shook her head, knowing that Andre wasn’t what Kurt needed, “No,”  she was firm with her voice, but not so much that it would scare Kurt, “You go down there, and sit.”  He did what he was told this time.  She turned back, and spoke gently, “It’s okay, Kurt.  Focus on your breathing.  Take a deep breath.  Keep looking at me please.”

“You’re doing a good job, Baby.  I can hear you breathing better already.  Keep looking at Shannon,  Shannon is safe.  Shannon cares about you.”  She grabbed hold of his hands.

It was like Kurt heard Sebastian for the first time, “B-Bas?”  He struggled speaking still, but he was getting a little better.

“Yes, Baby.  We’re on our way.  Keep your focus on Shannon.  Count backwards from 10 to 0 in your head.  Focus on her.  Don’t look away from her.  You can do this.”

 

By the time Sebastian, Puck, and Nick arrived, Kurt’s breathing had been under control for several minutes.  He was still shaking a bit, but he was present, and focusing pretty well.  Sebastian jumped out of the SUV and ran to him before Puck could even come to a complete stop.  

As soon as Sebastian was there, Andre stood and came back over.  He noticed the concern written all over Sebastian’s face, and he was beginning to understand a little more.  

“I’m here, Baby.  I’ve got you,”  Sebastian said as he got onto the ground and pulled Kurt into a hug.  The look on Kurt’s face broke his heart.  He looked so lost.  Kurt reached for him with shaky hands. Sebastian pulled him into his lap and held on tight, the tears of relief instantly began to flow for both of them.  Sebastian ran his hands through Kurt’s hair, and kissed his cheek, “How do you feel?” 

“Better,”  he whispered, closing his eyes and holding on to Seb.

When Puck got out of the car, he went straight to Andre, grabbed him by the collar and slammed him up against the side of the building, “What the fuck did you do?!”

“Nothing!  I swear.  We ran into some guys.  Literally.  They knew him, and said some things.  He just started to panic!”

“You’re still shaking, Baby. Let’s get you home, where you can be comfortable.  We can talk about what happened on the way,” Sebastian said quietly as he rubbed Kurt’s back.  He looked at Puck, “Let’s go, Puck.”  He glanced at Andre, not really caring what Puck did at this point.

Puck nodded and let go of Andre so he could help Kurt up.  Nick offered Seb his hand.  Sebastian turned to Shannon, “Thank you so much, Shannon. I’m really grateful you were here.” He got Kurt in the back of the Range Rover, then climbed in and sat next to him.

Puck hugged her, “You doing okay?”

She nodded, “Yeah, just worried.”

“He’ll be okay.  Thanks again for helping.  We’re so grateful he had someone here who he’s comfortable with.”  He turned and gave Andre a pointed look.  He at least had the decency to look guilty.  Puck continued, “We’ll see you tonight at the rehearsal dinner?”

She nodded, “I’ll be there.”

Andre started to get in the Range Rover, but Nick shook his head, “No way.  You’re riding with me.”  

He frowned as he watched Nick open the back door where Kurt was and get the keys to the Tesla from him.  Nick motioned toward the car, and Andre followed.  He asked, “Why can’t I ride with them?”

“Two reasons.  First, Kurt needs time with only people he loves, and who love him in return.  That’s the only way he will get better.  And second, I’m not done with you.  You’ve got some learning to do.”

 

Seb held Kurt tight, “What happened, Baby?”

Kurt was still shaking slightly, and he was so upset that any of it happened in the first place, “Andre, then talking about Karofsky, then the hockey players. B-Being here.  I can’t come to Lima anymore.”

Puck and Sebastian both frowned.  Seb said, “I understand the Andre part.  You were trying to get him to understand you, and get to know you a little better, but he can be stubborn.  I’m assuming you talked about Karofsky a little?”  Kurt nodded, “And what happened with hockey players?”

Kurt was quiet, “We fell.  Th-they blamed me for killing Mack.  Called me a ‘fag’.”

It took everything Puck had to not turn around and find those jerks.  He squeezed the steering wheel until his knuckles turned white.

Sebastian spoke calmly, stroking Kurt’s arm as Kurt nuzzled his head into Seb’s neck and shoulder, “Baby, nothing bad that’s ever happened to you is your fault.  Mack made a decision all on his own.  I don’t understand what happened with the hockey guys, but we can talk about it a different time, if you want.  Just rest, Baby.”  He kissed the top of his head and let Kurt rest, knowing that he was still struggling with talking.

Kurt closed his eyes and breathed in deep.  The smell of Sebastian, the warmth of his touch, the comfort and safety of his arms… It was just what he needed.

 

~

 

When they pulled in the driveway, Kurt opened his eyes and took in the scene before him.  Men were pulling out supplies for the tent from a large truck, tables and chairs were being unloaded, gardeners putting the final touches on things… He wished he had a little more energy to enjoy it more.  

Sebastian asked, “Do you want to go lay down, or do you want to hang out for a bit.  Whatever you want is fine.”

“I want to lay down for a while, then join everyone.  That wore me out.”

“I’m sure it did.”

When they walked in the house, Leah approached, “Where have you…” She saw the looks, “Are you okay?”

Sebastian answered, “He’s okay now.  Just tired.  We’ll be upstairs.  Can you cool any fires for us?”

She nodded, “Absolutely.”  She watched as the boys went upstairs hand in hand.  She turned to Puck, “What happened?”

He spoke quietly, “He had a panic attack.  Worst one yet.  We’re not exactly sure what happened, but I think it was a combination of being in Lima, being with Andre, who he knows doesn’t like him, talking about Karofsky, and then something about a run-in with hockey players.”

Leah sighed and shook her head, “My cousin is an idiot.  Where is he anyway?”

“Nick is driving him back in your car.  They aren’t back yet.  Let’s hope Nick isn’t off somewhere burying his body.”

Leah huffed out a laugh, “I wouldn’t be surprised.  Clara said Nick was pretty pissed before.”

“We all were.  If he causes problems for them, or messes up this wedding, I'll help Nick bury the body.”

“Oh, trust me, Puck… You’d have to get in line behind my parents and grandparents.  Grandmere is close to not allowing him to even come to the wedding.  Whatever the case, I hope Nick doesn’t get any blood on my car.”  

Puck chuckled, “That would be a true tragedy.”

 

~

 

Sebastian propped himself up with pillows on his bed, and laid with Kurt in his arms.  They didn’t talk.  Sebastian wanted Kurt to fall asleep and get some rest before joining the craziness of set up and rehearsal dinner.  He stroked Kurt’s arm and back until he knew he was asleep.  

Eventually, he heard a quiet knock at the door.  He didn’t say anything, afraid to wake Kurt, so he just waited.  Andre peaked his head inside and whispered, “Can I come in?”

“Not if you’re here to argue with me, or be rude.  And if you wake him up, don’t expect me to treat you kindly when I kick your ass out.”

Andre nodded and quietly came in and shut the door.  He walked over and sat on the edge of the bed, “I’m sorry.”  Sebastian just looked at him, so he continued, “I’m sorry for treating him poorly.  I’m sorry for assuming the worst of him.  And by doing that, I assumed you hadn’t changed or grown from your wild days in Paris, and that you couldn’t choose an appropriate partner.  That was wrong of me, and I apologize.”

“And it took seeing the love of my life falling apart in the middle of the sidewalk for you to realize that?”  There was still quite a bit of venum in Sebastian’s tone.

Andre hung his head a bit, “Unfortunately, I think it did.  But it also took one of your guard dogs.  Your friends really care about the two of you.”

“I know. Our friends… we’re a family, Andre.  Each one of them is so special to me.  I could have never imagined having what I have now.”

“I can understand why.  It’s a world apart from Paris.  Anyway, Nick and I didn’t come straight home.  He took me to Scandals.  We sat in the parking lot and talked for a long time.”  Sebastian stared, unwavering, but said nothing.  Andre looked down again, “He told me everything, Sebby.  He told me about what happened there.  About how you saved him and helped him recover.” He looked at Kurt as he spoke.   “He told me about the bullies at Kurt’s school and what they would do to him.  When Kurt drove past the school today, he pointed and said, ‘There’s Hell’.  I thought he was being funny, but really there was a lot of truth to that.”

Sebastian nodded, “Very much so.”

Andre shook his head, “No one should go through something like that.  He told me about the guy those jerks talked about today.”

Sebastian frowned, “What guy?  Karofsky?”

“No. The guy named Mack.”

“What did they say?” Sebastian was pissed. Kurt had mentioned something about it in the car, but Seb wasn't sure he understood.

Andre lowered his head again.  He hated having to say it, but pushed through, “They said that Kurt killed him.  That’s when Kurt started to really go downhill.”

Seb growled, “Those stupid motherfuckers.”

“Like I said, Nick told me everything, Sebby.  What you guys have gone through and how you support each other.  About his PTSD, and how Kurt helps you with the stress of school.  All of it.  Even how he came to your defence in Paris.  I’m sorry I didn’t see it before.  It just seemed too good to be true before, but I didn’t know about all of it.  I understand now.”

“What were you so worried about though?  Even if Kurt and I weren’t meant to be, and you were right, what does it matter to you?  People divorce all the time.”

“I didn’t want him taking you for all you were worth.”

Sebastian raised an eyebrow , “I’m not worried about my money, Andre.  And certainly not with Kurt.  I had to work on him just to get him to move into the Penthouse, let alone the whole prenup argument.  He wanted nothing, Andre.  Nothing.”

“I know.  I was told.” He sighed, “I was being a rich brat. I’m sorry.”

Sebastian nodded, “I appreciate the apology.  I’m glad you understand now, but the week of the wedding was not the time or place to finally say something.”

He nodded, “I know.  It just all came to the surface when I saw you two together.  It was just so...not the you I was used to.  I thought…”

“I get it.  I do think you and Kurt need to talk after he has some time to settle his emotions.  He needs an apology more than I do.  He’s tried really hard with you.”

“I know. I should have known he was the real deal when he threatened me.”

Sebastian smirked, “When was that?”

Andre smiled and rolled his eyes, “At your bachelor party. He called me a ‘pouty toddler’, and told me that if I upset you this week, I’d get to know a ‘certain side of him’ real well.”  

Sebastian chuckled , “God, I love him.”

“I know you do.  I’ll leave you two to rest.”  He stood and walked toward the door.  He stopped and turned around, “I’m really happy for you, Sebby.”

Sebastian smiled softly, “Thanks.”

 

~

 

When Kurt woke up, he looked up at Sebastian, “How long have I been asleep?”

“About an hour.  How are you feeling?”

“Okay, I guess.  I’m sorry.”

Sebastian frowned, “Why are you sorry, Baby?  You didn’t do anything wrong.”

Kurt laid his head back down on Seb’s chest, “I know.  I just hate that it happened today of all days.”

Seb kissed his head, “It’s better than it happening tomorrow.”

“True.”

“Do you want to talk about it?”  he began mindlessly rubbing Kurt’s back.

“Not really, but I don’t want to talk about it tomorrow either, so I guess we should.”

“Whatever you want, Babe.”

Kurt sighed, “I had taken Andre to the garage, my parent’s house, then to Lima Bean.  We passed the high school on the way.  We sat and drank our coffee as I told him how we met, which brought up David a little. When we left, we turned the corner, and literally ran into two guys from McKinley’s hockey team.  We fell and I spilled your coffee.  I was a little panicked, but I think I could have pulled through, until…”

“They brought up Mack.”

Kurt looked up at him, “How did you know?”

“You mentioned it a little in the car, then Andre told me.  You do know that wasn’t your fault, right?” Seb gently ran his hand down Kurt’s face.

“Yeah, I do.  It’s just that I already had David on my mind, plus seeing the school, and being in Lima in general.  Then when they said that and called me a fag, it all came rushing back.  They were big guys, we were on the ground, and they were just so...mean.”

“I understand.  That was more than enough triggers to send you into a panic attack.  Then being with Andre on top of it probably didn’t help.”

Kurt quietly whispered, “No, it didn’t.”  He paused a minute, “I tried, Bas.  I really did.”

“You mean with Andre?”  Kurt nodded.  Sebastian squeezed him a little, “I know.  He came in here when you were asleep.  While Puck and I were bringing you home, Nick took Andre.  But instead of taking him home, he took him on a little field trip.  He told him everything. Andre understands now.  He didn’t realize what we have, or what we’ve been through.  He didn’t get how we love and support each other.  He still thought of me as the Sebastian he knew in Paris.  The one who was never serious, whose ‘friends’ were only interested in money, and the one who made some bad choices in partners.  When he saw you and I together, I think he thought it was an act. He thought you were just another guy, and possibly in it for the money like some of the others were.  He didn’t get how I could go from what he knew, to this.”

Kurt looked up at him, “You just let go of who you weren’t, and accepted who you are.  You did it because you’re brave, and strong, and amazing.”

Sebastian kissed him softly, then pulled back, “Maybe so.  But mostly, I did it because before I had the chance to revert to my old ways, I found you.  And you are worth everything to me.”

“I love you, Bas.  I don’t know what I would do without you.”

“You won’t ever have to find out.”          

 

~

 

When Kurt and Sebastian made it downstairs, most people were outside, either watching, or helping set things up.  Sugar stood right away and went to Kurt.  She didn’t say anything, but threw her arms around him.  He closed his eyes and held on tight.  

Carol approached and gently asked, “Are you okay?”      

At this point, everyone had noticed he was back, and they were quietly waiting for him to answer.  Concern was written all over their faces, and he was touched by it.  He nodded, “It was bad, I’m not going to lie.  I nearly passed out.  But Shannon helped, and I’m okay now.”

Finn was especially happy that Shannon had been there when Kurt needed her.

Burt frowned, “What triggered it?  Do I need to kick someone’s ass?”

Kurt shook his head and smiled a little, “No, Dad.  I’ll let Bas tell you all.  I really don’t want to talk about it.”

They sat together on the back porch.  The wedding party, parents, grandparents, and cousins listened as Sebastian explained the combination of things that had triggered him.  He left out the “Andre-factor”, but most knew already.  Andre looked like he was miserable as he listened as well.  Puck and Nick, especially, liked that.  He deserves to suffer.  At least a little bit.  They were glad he felt bad for playing a role, whether it was spoken about, or not.

After Sebastian finished, everyone made it clear that they were there for him if he needed them.  All Kurt really needed at the moment was Sebastian.  He didn’t want to leave his side, and was nearly always in contact with him.  Sebastian understood, and just as much as Kurt needed the comfort, he needed to give it.  He was constantly holding his hand, rubbing his back, or wrapping his arm around his waist.  

 

~

 

They walked around the gardens, checking out the lights and the vignettes of flowers and candles that were being set up.  Over in the tent, they watched as someone hung lights from the center and made them cascade down to the outer edges.  The tables and chairs were being set up, and the wooden dance floor had just been put together.

The man from the rental company asked, “Want to give her a spin?  See if she works okay?”

Sebastian smiled and he turned to Kurt.  He removed his hand from his back and held it out in front of him, “Care to dance?”

Kurt smiled back, “I’d be honored.”

They slowly danced to a song that no one heard.  Sebastian held on tight, “I love you, Baby.”

“I love you, too, Bas.”

“Are you happy with how everything is turning out?”

“I couldn’t be happier.  It’s already so beautiful.  It’s perfect, Bas.”

 

 Andre was watching from the garden.  He was really realizing how wrong he was.  

 

~

 

Kurt was in Sebastian’s bathroom as the two of them were getting ready to go to the rehearsal dinner when there was a knock on the door.  Sebastian answered, and nodded to Andre.  He looked up at his cousin, “Is now a good time?”

Seb looked back at where Kurt was coming out of the bathroom, straightening his tie, “Babe, do you mind if Andre comes in for a few minutes?”

Kurt stopped and looked up.  He looked between the two of them for a couple of seconds, then answered, “Not if you stay.”

That was a punch in the gut to Andre, but he understood.  

Sebastian nodded, “Of course.”  He turned and stepped out of the way for Andre to come into the room.  

Kurt hadn’t moved from where he stood before, and Andre didn’t know where to go, or what to do.  Finally, he settled on sitting on Seb’s loveseat, then motioned for Kurt to join him.  Kurt looked at Sebastian, unsure.  He was still uncomfortable around Andre.  It wasn’t that he was afraid he would do something to him, but he didn’t like being around anyone who disliked him so strongly.  Especially without knowing him.  And if today’s events told him anything, it was that his body, his subconscious, knew Andre was a threat, and not a comfort.  

Sebastian nodded, understanding, “Have a seat, Babe.  I’ll be right here.”  He sat on the arm of the loveseat, so Kurt took the seat.  Seb put a hand on his shoulder, reminding him he was right there for him.

Andre asked, “Is French okay?  I know I won’t mix up words if I speak French.”

Kurt nodded, “I’m fluent.”

Andre smiled a little, “Just another reason you’re perfect for Sebastian, right?”

Kurt nodded, “One of many.”  Sebastian smiled at that and squeezed Kurt’s shoulder.

“I just wanted to apologize for my behavior before.  I didn’t give Sebastian enough credit.  I didn’t think he had actually changed enough to make a good decision.  He was so reckless before, and most of the people he chose to be around were no good.  It’s my understanding that you met one of those people when in Paris last year?”

Kurt nodded, “I did.  But Paul was lost, just like Bas.”

Andre smirked, “I heard you were an understanding and forgiving person.  Maybe a bit too much in this case.  Regardless, I didn’t think Sebastian had changed.  I mean, you have to admit, it was a drastic change.”

“No, I don’t have to admit that.  Bas didn’t become a totally different person, like you seem to think.  He was always who he is now, he just fought to be himself when around other people his own age.  When he was out at a club, or at school, or on the field...Those were the times he struggled with being who he was versus being who he thought everyone wanted him to be.  His parents and Leah saw it.  Celeste, Beau, and Charlotte all saw it.  Why didn’t you?  The only thing that’s different about him now, is that he isn’t lost. He isn’t struggling.  He isn’t hiding who he is to make people like him.  He doesn’t have to pretend to be some rich party animal for anyone to give him the time of day.  All of his friends love him for exactly who he is.  He’s amazing.  He’s smart, funny, loving, kind… Do I need to go on?”

Andre looked up at Sebastian.  He had tears in his eyes as he listened to his fiance. Andre nodded, then looked back at Kurt, “If there was any doubt in my mind, it’s gone now. After everything you’ve been through, today alone, you sit here now and defend him with such fire.”

“With my dying breath,”   Kurt looked at him, unwavering.

Andre smiled a gentle smile as he nodded, “I’m so happy for you both.”  He took a deep breath again, “We got a little off track.  I came here to apologize.  I was obviously wrong about BOTH of you.  I’m sorry.  I promise my intentions, however misdirected and ill-timed, were rooted in good.  I am truly sorry.”

“As much as I hate that it happened, I can never fault anyone for trying to protect someone they care about.  Apology accepted.”

 

~

 

Later that evening, everyone dressed up and went to the rehearsal dinner at The Refectory in Columbus.  Burt had rented out a private room, and the tables were arranged so that everyone could see each other fairly well.  The wedding party, the parents, and family from out of town, were all in attendance.  

Shannon was there as Finn’s date.  As soon as Kurt and Sebastian entered, they went straight to her.  Kurt hugged her, and she hugged back tightly.  “Are you okay?”  

“I am. Thank you so much, Shannon.  I really don’t know what I would have done if you hadn’t been there.”

She nodded as they pulled apart, “Does that happen often?  Why?  I mean, don’t tell me why.  It’s none of my business.  I know you’ve been through a lot…”

Sebastian interrupted, knowing she was beginning to ramble because she was concerned, but didn’t want to be nosy, “He has been through a lot.  It’s okay if you ask Finn about it, okay?  We aren’t hiding anything.  Kurt has PTSD.”

“I get panic attacks and sometimes night terrors because of it.  It’s been nine months since my last one.  It’s usually triggered by something happening, but in the beginning, it was sometimes just from stressful situations.  I’ve always had someone I’m close to with me.  This time I didn’t, and it happened to be the worst one yet.  So when you showed up...being comfortable with you...that was a life saver.”

“What happened today to trigger it?  You seemed okay when you left the shop.  I mean, I can tell you didn’t get along great with Andre, but you seemed okay.”

“I was.  We ran into some jocks from McKinley.  Literally.  We were literally knocked to the ground, then they said some things that sent me into a panic, and I just became...lost.”

She gave him a tight smile, “I’m so sorry that happened.  But I’m so glad you feel comfortable enough to let me help.  I’m here whenever you need me.”

He smiled, “Thanks.  What I need from you now, is for you to take care of Finn.  I worry about him.  And I’ll worry even more now that Sam will be leaving at the end of summer.”

She nodded, “He’ll be fine.  I’ll make sure of it.  He’s been doing great at school, and meeting new people.  I think he just needed an adjustment period.”  She paused, then carefully asked, “Am I going to have competition tomorrow?”

Sebastian shook his head, “No.  They are trying to save their friendship, but that’s all it is.  Finn is pretty crazy about you.”

She smiled wide, “Good.  The feeling is mutual.”

 

As soon as they sat, Sebastian leaned over and whispered in Kurt’s ear, “In 24 hours, we’re going to be husbands.”  

Kurt smiled wide.  He looked at Sebastian, “I can’t wait.  Mr. and Mr. Hummel-Smythe.”

The cousins were all watching the two.  Beau, who was painfully shy, and had not gotten to know anyone all week, finally leaned over to Sam, who he was sitting next to, “Are they always like this?”  he gestured to the happy couple.

Leah and Sam both answered, “Always.”  

Andre looked from Leah and Sam back to Sebastian and Kurt.  He whispered to Beau, “It’s nice to see, isn't’ it?”

He nodded, “It is.”

 

When it came time for the speeches, Burt stood and tapped his glass.  Everyone quieted down and gave him their attention.  He cleared his throat, ““When Kurt was born, his mother and I knew he was something special.  Boy were we right.  He’s always been...a challenge.”  Everyone chuckled, including Kurt.  “He can be stubborn, a perfectionist, and a little bitchy at times.  But outweighing those small imperfections is his heart and his kindness.  His fierce love for his friends and family.  His loyalty, and his talent. I’ve never known anyone else who can rebuild a car from scratch, sing and dance like he’s on Broadway, and design and make his own wardrobe, until he came along.  He can also cook, bake, give makeovers, punt a football like nobody’s business, beat every one of us at bowling, and ‘catch air’, as you kids say, while cheering.  His talent is unbelievable, and his work ethic even more so.  But it’s those first things I mentioned that I am so incredibly proud of.  You all know, that to be loved by Kurt, is to truly be loved.”  Sebastian looked at Kurt lovingly, then leaned over and kissed him on the cheek.         

Burt took a deep breath, “Nearly two years ago, Kurt’s life changed forever when he met Sebastian.  To say that I am grateful for that young man, would be an understatement.  I had never met anyone who I would ever consider being good enough to care for my son with the same love and compassion that I had always tried to show him.  But then Sebastian showed up, and that changed.  The challenges those two have faced have been unprecedented.  And with each challenge, they became stronger, and loved harder.  With each challenge, they’ve held on tight to each other and fought their way through it. I cannot imagine anyone more perfect for Kurt, than Sebastian.

“I’ve never seen two people so obviously in love.  We all saw it, even before they voiced it themselves.  It was immediate. They light up when they look at each other.  They protect each other.  They support and encourage each other.”  He cleared his throat again, “Seb once asked me if I would give him my blessing to ask Kurt to marry him.  Of course I said he didn’t need it, but he had it.  He said something about ‘when the time is right’.  Like I told him then, with you two, the timing is always right.

“So, tomorrow, it becomes official.  I officially gain a son, and Kurt gains a husband.  Because of you two, all of us in this room have already gained a family.  I’m so grateful for all of you.  For loving my son.  For accepting him just the way he is.  For accepting us as family, too.  But mostly, for Sebastian… For loving my son better than any man can.”  He raised his glass, “So let’s toast the happy couple.  May your lives be forever blessed.”

Kurt and Sebastian both wiped a few tears away, and Burt came to hug them both.  He wiped his own tears, then smiled, “I love you both so much.  You both make me so proud.”

 

~

 

When they returned back to the Smythe residence, it was time to actually rehearse.  Before they began, they looked around at the progress that the day had brought.  Everything was set up, minus the smaller touches.  Tables without tablecloths, vignettes without the fresh flowers… But the bones were finished, and it was beautiful already.  

“Okay, let’s go through where everyone will begin,” Tori said, gathering everyone together. 

Because there was no bride to walk down the aisle, they were doing things a little differently.  They rehearsed how everyone was going to walk down the aisle a couple of times, and Kurt and Sebastian couldn’t stop smiling. They loved being here with all of the people they loved the most.  It was already magical, and the decorations weren’t even up.

 

Chris smiled as he leaned into Elliott, “Look how happy they are.”

Elliott hummed, “Yeah.  They deserve it.  I still can’t believe I get to be a part of all of this.”

Chris looked at him and smiled softly, “Of course you do.  You’re amazing.  You’re obviously an important part of this family.”

“Very,”  Tori said as she came up behind them.  She placed a hand on each of their shoulders, then leaned up and kissed both of their cheeks.  “I’m so happy you two were able to come for most of the week. It’s been great having you here.”

“Better be careful, Tori.  I might start coming here for vacations.  The pool and media room alone would be worth it.  The company is icing on the cake.”

She chuckled, “You are both welcome here any time.”  She looked at Chris and gently asked, “Are you not going home at all while you're here?  Maybe introduce Elliott to your parents?”

Chris made a face, “Why would I put the man I love through such a horrible event?  No.  I want this week to be full of love and joy for both of us.  It’ll be ruined if we go to Urbana.”

She nodded, “Okay.  Just so you know, if you ever change your mind, you’re welcome to come stay here, then go there to talk.  We can be your home base.”

He smiled at her, “You’re amazing.  Why can’t you be my mom?”

She chuckled, “Well, maybe I can’t be your actual mother, but I can be your adoptive mother any time you need me.  I love you both.”

“We love you, too.”

 

Tori went to Carol, and the two of them went over what was going to happen after the actual wedding, and when things like the first dance, cutting the cake, and dinner would be happening.  They made sure everyone was aware of what would be happening, and a general time table of when it would happen.

As they were looking around the space, Burt asked Kurt, “Did you decide if you were going to come home tonight, or stay here at this home?” 

Kurt smiled, loving that his dad understood that the Smythe estate was just as much a home to him as his father’s house.  He answered, “I don’t really feel comfortable being in Lima with certain people knowing I’m in town.  Plus, I won’t be able to sleep if I’m not with Bas.”

Burt frowned, “I’m so sorry, Bud.  Please tell me New York is truly better to you.”

“It really is, Dad.  It’s not perfect, but nowhere is.  I’m happy there.  Very happy.”

Burt nodded, “Good, son.  It seems like it, but I just want to double check.  Is there anything else you need tonight?”

“No, I’m good.  Thank you for everything, Dad.  I love you so much.”  He hugged Burt tight.  

“I love you, too, kid.  I’m so happy for you.”




                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                            

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Chapter 30: THE WEDDING!!

Summary:

The moment we've all been waiting for.

Notes:

Here's what you need to know before reading this chapter...
1. I have pictured this event in my head for so long, that it only took me two days to write. However, that scares the crap out of me, because I'm afraid I'm forgetting something, or I'm just not doing it justice. Fingers crossed...
2. There are links provided so you can hear the song they walk down the aisle to, a gift S gives K, as well as a link to a "final" Pinterest board, titled Kurt and Sebastian's Wedding. Click the link, and think of the images as snapshots into their day. The images were as close as I could find to the images in my mind's eye. It is linked in the word "grounds" when the time comes.
3. I "borrowed" some of Burt's ceremony dialogue from a wedding site. Mostly the "It is" parts. Sorry. I was blanking on how to make it have any kind of length and substance. I was influenced for some of K & S's vows, but they are mostly me and my writing.
4. I start this chapter by visiting the ugly mind-space of Bl... Blai... I can't even say it. I apologize for having him in the same chapter as the beautiful occasion of the wedding, but it was necessary. Don't hate me.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

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Blaine was told by his mother, the only person who ever came to visit him in prison, that Kurt and Sebastian were getting married.  She had heard it from a friend, whose son was friends with Steven Duval and Blaine’s brother, Cooper.  Apparently, he knew of Sebastian and Kurt because of the Halloween party a couple of years ago, and had seen a few pictures that Steven had posted on Instagram of the bachelor party.  He didn’t think much of it, and just mentioned it to his mother in passing.  But among the circle of wealthy women who have a lot of time on their hands, word got back to Mrs. Anderson fairly quickly. 

The Hummel’s and the Smythe’s had purposefully not put an engagement photo or wedding announcement in the paper. They didn’t want to start trouble, or alert anyone in Lima that Kurt would be back in town.  Heaven forbid they rub the fact that he was marrying another man in their faces.  They knew not to push any buttons.  The Anderson’s finding out never crossed their minds.  Why would it even matter if they did?   

“Are you sure the picture wasn’t just from a regular party?  Nick and Steven had them a lot in high school.”

“Well, it was captioned, “Double Bachelor Party for Hummel-Smythe.  I’m fairly certain, son.”

Blaine was red with anger, but Mrs. Anderson just blew it off as being upset that Kurt was moving on.  It had been nearly two years.  She should have known better.  

Ever since she had told him the devastating news, he had been getting in trouble a lot more.  His first year at the prison, he tried to keep his head down, and go unnoticed.  But being smaller than the other men, he soon found that he was often being forced to do things he didn’t want to do.

The irony escaped him.  

He thought it was completely unfair, and no one seemed to be willing to help.  Telling the guards only caused him more trouble. So, he buckled down and began lifting weights.  Maybe he could become strong enough that he could make the others leave him alone. It was one of the only things to do, really.  Especially now that he had his GED, and there was no school work anymore.

He was buff now, and getting more buff by the day.  He took all of his anger and frustrations, and put it into working out.  His routine consisted of getting up, eating breakfast, working out, eating lunch, researching New York and the fashion industry, eating dinner, and working out.  Wash, rinse, repeat.  Day after day.

He was furious when his mother told him that Kurt was not going into musical theater.  Again, she had heard it through the grapevine. Fashion?  He thought Kurt always looked a little “out there” in his style choices.  Besides, it’s not how things were supposed to go.  Kurt was supposed to go into musical theater, get his foot in the door, and Blaine could step right through the door that was already open when Kurt took him back.  He would forgive Kurt for putting him in prison.  All Kurt needed to do was apologize.  Then, their “happily ever after” was within reach. 

 

…………………………….

 

On Saturday morning, Blaine was lifting in the weight room.  He was thinking that today had to be the day Kurt and Sebastian were getting married.  If the Bachelor party was a couple of days ago, and in Ohio, then it only made sense.  He was furious.  After working himself up about it, he threw down a weight and nearly hit another inmate.  Before he knew it, a fight had broken out.  A black eye and busted lip later, he was in his cell, pacing back and forth.  

He threw himself down on the bed and grabbed a stack of magazines that his mother had brought him the day before.  He was angrily flipping through, thinking of how Kurt should be the supporting role to his lead.  It’s the way it had always been planned.  It was what he was born to do.  How dare he go and throw all of that away.  He’s ruined everything.  And now, to top it all off, he’ll have to make Kurt get a divorce before they can do anything he had planned.  

He threw the magazine on the floor, and grabbed another.  He was flipping through, still so angrily that he was ripping some of the pages.  

Suddenly, his breath caught.  There he was, staring right back at him.  His Kurt, in a Tom Ford Noir ad.  He was wearing all black, with a dark backdrop, and the lighting made his skin practically glow.  His jawline was strong, and his blue eyes popped among the lack of color in the rest of the ad.  He had a lot more muscle than Blaine had remembered him having.  He was a man now, no longer a boy, but Blaine would know those eyes anywhere.  It was his Kurt.

He stared at the ad.  It made his heart race, and his dick twitch.  Oh how he wanted to taste him.  Touch him.  Make him his again.  He immediately began touching himself.  

Once he finished, he stared at the photo again.  How could Kurt change so much?  First it was fashion over performing.  Then marrying Sebastian instead of him.  Making himself stronger?  For what?  And to top it all off, he was putting himself out there for all the world to see.  What was he trying to prove?  He needed to be put in his place, and he was going to find a way to do just that.

 

~~K&S~~

 

Kurt woke up in his favorite place - Sebastian’s arms.  They had both taken some melatonin the night before, knowing they’d be too excited to sleep.  Now he felt rested and ready.  He smiled to himself.  

Sebastian hummed and squeezed him a little tighter, “I can feel you smiling, Mr. Hummel.”

Kurt smiled bigger, “It’s because I’m happy, Mr. Smythe.”

Seb kissed his forehead, “Me too.  Tomorrow morning when we wake up, I get to call you Mr. Hummel-Smythe.”

Kurt squeezed him back, “I can’t wait.  I love you so much.”

“I love you, too, Baby.”

“Now…”  Kurt sat up, “ I’m going to grab a few more things and go.  You, Sir, I will see when we say ‘I do’.”

Sebastian lifted himself onto his elbows as he watched Kurt’s naked body get out of bed and get dressed in casual clothes.  He pouted, “I’m going to miss you all day.  It’s going to be hard being in the same house and not be with you.”

“I know.  But I have some surprises for you.  That should help.”

Seb smiled, “Huh.  I have some surprises for you, too.”

Kurt smiled back, then went to the bed.  He sat on the edge, leaned over, and gave his fiance one last kiss, “Last one while you’re my fiance.  Next kiss, you’ll be my husband.”

“I like the sound of that. I can’t wait.”

 

~

 

Kurt headed downstairs to Tori and Robert’s bedroom, which was going to be his “dressing room” for the day.  When he got there, he discovered a breakfast waiting for him, with a rose and a note.  He opened it and smiled as he read, “Good morning, Baby.  I want you to start the day right with a nice healthy breakfast.  Enjoy every moment of this magical day.  I can’t wait to see you soon.  I love you.” 

He sat down at the small table and began to drink his coffee.  He looked out the window at all of the things that were already in place.  He smiled as he watched people scurry about, preparing the space.  He heard a soft knock at the door.  He turned, “Come in, unless you’re Bas.”   

Sugar and Jeff chuckled as they came in.  Kurt smiled at them as he bit into a strawberry. 
Sugar asked, “Are you excited?”

He nodded as he swallowed, “So excited.  Do you guys want some breakfast?”

“No thanks.  Celeste made a bunch of stuff that’s in the kitchen for everyone.  We come bearing a gift from your fiance.”

Kurt took the package from Sugar and opened it.  He frowned and smiled at the same time.  “I haven’t seen one of these since I was little.”
He picked up the viewfinder toy , put a photo disk in it, and looked in, “Oh my gosh!  It’s pictures of us!”  He clicked through all the pictures on that disk before showing it to Sugar and Jeff.  They loved it.  Kurt went through all the pictures of the other two discs as well.  “That’s so fun!” 

“It is,”  Jeff agreed. “Is there anything we can get you?  Do for you?”

“Actually, there is something.  Can you sneak me out of here?”

“Oh my god, Kurtsie, you can’t leave!”

He rolled his eyes and smirked, “It’s not like I’m  running away, Jeff.  I just want to visit my mom.  We have plenty of time.  I just don’t want Bas to see me.  We said our goodbyes this morning, and I don’t want him to see me again until the actual wedding.  It may be silly, but I want to have our ‘first look’ be at the beginning of the aisle.  It feels more special.”

“I understand, Kurtsie.  And it’s not silly. I can make sure Seb doesn’t see you.  Did you want me to go with you?”

“I was going to go by myself, but after yesterday, I don’t think that’s a good idea.”  He made a face, not wanting to hurt his two best friend’s feelings, “Would you mind if I asked Elliott to go with me?”

“Of course not.  He would understand better than any of us.”  

 

Jeff went to look for Elliott, but couldn’t find him.  Finally, he went to Sebastian’s room.  He knocked, then peeked his head inside.  

Sebastian looked up and smiled, “Hey.  Have you seen Kurt?  How is he?”

Jeff smiled and lovingly rolled his eyes, “Yes.  He’s fine.  It’s been less than an hour.”

“I know. I know.”

“Have you seen Elliott?”

“I’m right here,”  Elliott said, coming up behind Jeff.  “Need something?”

“Kurt is asking for you.”

Sebastian frowned a bit, “Are you sure everything is okay?”

Jeff looked at Sebastian, “Kurt is going out for a little bit, and wants Elliott to go with him.”  He gave him a pointed look. 
Sebastian realized where he would go, and why he would want Elliott to be the one to go with him.  He nodded, “I get it.  He’s okay though?”

“Yes, Seb.  He’s fine.”

“Okay.  It’s just that after yesterday, I’m more worried than normal.”

“I’ll take care of him if he needs it. Don’t worry,” Elliott said, turning to go back down the hall.  

Seb called after him, “Thanks Elliott!”

 

~

 

While Kurt was gone, Sebastian met with a few of the hired security from James Miles’ company.  He was happy to see that James had sent Dustin, Royce, TJ, and Nolan.  He was a little disappointed that John didn’t come. 

When he voiced that, Dustin smiled, “Oh, he’ll be here. Just not as security.”

Sebastian frowned and smirked at the same time, “Yeah?”

Dustin was grinning like a shark as he nodded, “Yep.  He’s coming with his girlfriend… Isabelle Wright.”

Sebastian’s eyes widened, “ No shit!  There is no way Kurt knows.  He definitely would have told me.”

Royce shook his head, “No, he doesn't know.  Isabelle and John wanted to surprise him.  They’ve been pretty inseparable, but have kept it as a secret just to surprise Kurt today.”

“Oh, it’ll definitely be a surprise!  That’s awesome.  Kurt’s going to love it.”

TJ burst the happy bubble, “So, what’s the plan for us today?”

“Well, I was hoping to have you stationed in different places.  One out front, one by the back of the garden, one in the tent, and one at the back of the house.  I was thinking you could rotate.  It would be less suspicious that way.  Kurt just doesn’t want to put any of our guests on edge by having obvious security hanging around.”

“I get that,”  Nolan nodded.  “So, how has everyone been?”

Sebastian sat, “Really good. Chris and Elliott are both in the wedding. The trial was hard, but they supported each other through it.  Elliott is out with Kurt right now.  They’ll be back soon.  Sugar and Puck are here, obviously.  You’re welcome to go say hello before things start getting too crazy around here.”  He paused for a few seconds then said, “We had an issue yesterday.”  All of them perked up to listen closely.  “Kurt swears he’s never going back to Lima again.  He took my cousin Andre to his parents house, to their shop, then to the Lima Bean.  It’s where we met.  They got coffee and talked.  Kurt was trying to get Andre to get to know him a little better, because Andre got the wrong impression from the beginning.  They just met this week, but he didn’t like Kurt, and it was obvious.”  The guys all frowned.  

Sebastian explained what happened, then added, “Now the jocks know he’s in town.  Word spreads quickly around here.  I don’t want any of them showing up.  Most probably don’t care one way or another, but they’ve proven in the past that we shouldn’t let our guard down.  If anyone is questionable, let one of us know. Everyone should be interacting with each other, because we’re all friends.  If not, then they may not belong.  I can’t have anything bad happen today. Yesterday was bad enough.”

“You got it, Sebastian.  It’s going to be great.”

 

~

 

Kurt and Elliott pulled into the cemetery and parked Finn’s truck.  Elliott looked at Kurt, “Do you want some alone time?”

Kurt looked at him and thought for a few seconds, “Yes, please.”  Elliott just nodded.

Kurt took a few minutes to go stand at his mother’s grave.  He talked to her about the day, and all of his hopes and dreams for his marriage.  He thanked her for loving him, and for being so accepting of him from the start.  When he finished, he walked back and got in the truck.  He just sat and looked out the window straight ahead.  Ellliott gave him time to process.  

After a few minutes, Kurt said, “I won’t be coming back here. Not for a long time anyway.  I wanted to visit one more time.  I think we’ll come back for Leah’s graduation, then after that… I don’t know. If we do, I’m not leaving Westerville or Columbus.  This isn’t home, ya know?”  He turned to look at Elliott.

“I do know.  And you don’t have to come here to visit your mom.  You can just pick a spot in New York.  That’s what I do.  There’s a spot in Central Park that I go to when I need to talk to my parents, or feel like I need to be with them.  The Bethesda Fountain . I guess the angel reminds me of them.  Have you been?”

“I have.  Bas says the same thing.  You know, how I don’t have to be here to be with her.  He says this isn’t where her spirit lies. I just don’t know what to think about all of that.  But he’s Christian, and seems to think that’s just how it works.”  He turned to Elliott, “What do you think?”

“Well, I’m Jewish, but I think the same thing.  You could be anywhere and talk to her.  She’ll be listening when you need her to.”

Kurt nodded.  They were quiet for a few more minutes, then Kurt said, “Thanks for coming with me.  I’m sorry if this hit too close to home for you.  I should have asked.”

“It’s fine, Kurt.  Really.  I’m in a good place with it all.  I’ve come to terms with it, and I’m good now.”

“Are you okay with the song we chose for our dance with our parents?  Please tell me.  We have a backup song, and I’m fine with changing it.”

Elliott smiled kindly, “It’s incredibly nice that you thought to ask me, but really, it’s fine.  I love the message.  I think it’s perfect.”

“Thanks, Elliott.”

He smiled and grabbed Kurt’s hand, “Are you ready to go get married?”

Kurt smiled wide, “I think at this point I might run down the aisle toward him.” 

Elliott laughed, “That might be fun.”

 

~

 

When Kurt went back into his “dressing room”, there was a masseuse there, setting up a massage table.  She smiled at him, “You must be the groom!”

He smiled back, “One of them, yes.”

“Well, I’m here to help you relax.  Sebastian sent me.”

He smiled and shook his head, “Of course he did.”

A full hour later, she asked, “How do you feel?”

He chuckled, “I don’t know if I’ll be able to walk down the aisle.  I’m a puddle of goo.”

She giggled, “Well, if I were you I would run down that aisle.  That fiance of yours was as sweet as pie.  Handsome, too.”

Kurt nodded, “I’ve thought about running down the aisle.  But he’s not going anywhere.  I’m going to take my time and savor the view.”

 

~  

 

Sebastian had just come back up from checking on things, and noticed a small table set up in his room with a plate and silver dome over it. There was a card placed in front of it, so he opened it.  He smiled as he read, “So you don’t forget to eat, I got you a treat.”  He lifted the lid to see a variety of French cheeses, breads, and fruit.  He smiled and shook his head before enjoying the thoughtful gift.

 

~

 

After lunch, Kurt took a shower.  He finished fixing his hair, when there was a knock at the door.   “Come in...Unless you’re Bas,”  he said for the second time that day.  

Leah came in smiling.  She went straight for a hug, “The manicurists are here, so I wanted to give you this before I couldn’t for a while.  It’s from Seb, of course.”  She handed him a box that was beautifully wrapped.  

He took it, then turned to get a box of his own, “Can you give this to Bas for me then?”

“Sure.  Can I ask what it is?”

Kurt said, “You can ask him after he opens it.  But you can’t look at it.”  He pointed at her and playfully glared.

She put her hand on her hip, “Now I’m super curious!  You can’t do that to me!”

He laughed, “Fine, fine.  But you can’t let it slip.”

“Promise.”  He told her what was in the box, and she smiled from ear to ear, “Oh, he’s going to LOVE that!”

Kurt sat on the bed and opened his gift.  He was surprised to see a book inside.  It was a brown leather journal, and on the front was the embossed title, My Heart .  When Kurt opened the cover, his breath hitched and his mouth hung open a bit. “Oh my god,” he whispered as he read.  The book was Sebastian’s personal journal that he had been keeping since just before the beginning of their relationship.  Each thought and feeling about Kurt was written right there for him to read.  

Leah sat next to him on the bed, “He’s always kept journals. He doesn’t really tell anyone. Not even me for the longest time.  He likes to do it in private.  You know, just him and his thoughts.  As soon as we moved back here, he started this one.  There are only a couple of entries from before you met.  I didn’t even know he kept a journal until he told me about it after you were in the hospital.   It’s his journey, but it’s your story as well.”

Kurt had tears running down his cheeks, “This is so beautiful.  I had no idea.”

“He told me to tell you that he isn’t finished writing in it, but he wanted you to see, today on your most special day, how very important to him you have always been.”

“I love him so much it hurts sometimes,”  Kurt whispered.  

Leah smiled and rubbed his back, “I know.”  She paused a beat, “I’ll leave you to read.  I’m going to take this to Seb quickly.”

Kurt’s eyes widened and he shook his head, “No!  I can’t give him that now!  He gives me this beautiful book, full of love… I can’t give him a book full of boudoir pictures of me!”  He went to reach for the box, but Leah pulled it back.

“Oh, make no mistake, Kurt.  He will LOVE this book.  It’s perfect.  I’m not letting you take it back.”  She had been backing up toward the door.  “I’ll be back after my nails are dry.  Love you!”  She quickly went through the door before he could say anything.  

 

When she got upstairs, she knocked, then entered.  Sebastian was sitting on the loveseat with Nick.  He smiled, “Did he open it?”

“He did.  He absolutely loved it.  You might get in trouble for making him cry.  Especially if his eyes get puffy.” Sebastian and Nick both chuckled.  Leah held out the box that she was to deliver to Sebastian, “And this is from your almost husband!”  She bounced a little.  

Sam was sitting on Seb’s bed, “I can tell you know what it is.  And you’re super excited, so now I’m really curious.”  

“You may want to keep it private,” she beamed as she went to sit next to Sam on the bed.

Sebastian opened the box to reveal a black book with gold embossed letters that read, “To Sir, With Love.”  He looked up at Leah.  She was smiling wide, but had her hand covering her eyes.

He opened the cover of the book and his eyes widened.  He whispered, “Oh my god…” 

On the inside of the cover was a handwritten note from Kurt.  It read, “Dear Sir, I am yours completely… mind, body, and soul.”

He flipped through the first few images, “It’s getting really hot in here.”  Everyone chuckled.

“Just think, Seb.  He ,” Nick pointed to an image in the book, “is going to be your husband in just a couple of hours.”

Sebastian mumbled, “I’m the luckiest man in the world.”  He couldn’t take his eyes off the pictures.  

“I’m not sure you should be looking, Nick,”  Sam smiled.

“I’ve seen it all, but I promise I’m not being too nosy,”  Nick shrugged.

“What?!”  Leah frowned.

Nick rolled his eyes, “He was my roommate.”  That seemed to make enough sense that it was dropped for now.

Sebastian was unfazed, still looking at the photos, “God, he’s so gorgeous.”

 

~

 

About an hour before things were to finally get underway, Sebastian was told to stay in his room, and Kurt went with the rest of the wedding party and their parents, and toured the grounds .  He was amazed at how magical and romantic it all looked.  He and Sebastian had discussed what they thought would look best, and he had made sketches and a layout of sorts, sending a copy off to Tori.  He never imagined it would look this good in real life.

The tent was set up with lights hanging from the center, cascading to the edges.  The dance floor was in the center, and Kurt chuckled when he saw the sign next to it that read, “Don’t just stand there, bust a move.”  He couldn’t help but sing it in his head. The tables had grey tablecloths, navy napkins on the side of the place settings, and low centerpieces full of brass geometric candle holders, and mixes of white and blush colored florals and succulents.  

On the pathways in the garden, were the occasional vignettes of logs of different heights.  On and around them, were lanterns filled with candles and twinkling lights, as well as floral/succulent arrangements that matched the centerpieces.  

There was a basket of rolled up blankets for guests who might get chilly at night, with a sign that read, “To have and to hold, in case you get cold.” Some vases full of sparklers were nearby, with a sign that read, “Let the sparks fly.” Near the fire pit, there was a table set up that was going to hold supplies for making s'mores, and there was even some freshly made bug spray concoctions with a sign that read, “It’s better to be smitten, than bitten”.  There was a table set up near a backdrop that had some Polaroid cameras, a scrapbook with black pages, and some gold and silver Sharpies, so that people could make a contribution to their unique guest book.  Kurt’s favorite spot was the porch swing that hung from the large Oak.  There were twinkle lights hanging from the tree all around it, and the same floral arrangements around the edges of the area made it look like a photo shoot.

To the left of that, in the grassy area in front of the woods, were the chairs set up for the nuptials.  Lanterns lined the aisle that they would soon be walking down. A seat reserved for his mother was up front.  A small group of flowers laid in the seat.  

Burt saw him looking, “She would be so thrilled, son.”  

Kurt nodded, “I’m sure she would love this.  I know she would love Bas.”

Burt put his arm around his shoulder, “She definitely would.”

They moved on, looking at the trellises full of lights and flowers at the back doors of the house, making it special to walk through as people pass through the back door of the house.

Kurt turned to Tori and Carol, who had worked so hard on everything.  With tears in his eyes, he said, “I’ve never been anywhere more beautiful.  Thank you both so much.”

They both hugged him, fighting not to cry, so they didn’t mess up their makeup.

“It’s magical,”  Jenna said, looking around in awe.

“It really is,” Hayden agreed, as did everyone else.

Kurt looked at Robert, “What did Bas think?”

He smiled, “He’s said ‘It’s perfect.  Kurt will love it’.”

Kurt nodded, “I do.”  He smiled, then winked at Robert, who just laughed.

“So you’re happy, Bud?  Is it everything you ever wished for?”

“Dad, I can’t even begin to describe it.  It’s more than I could ever wish for.  Bas, this place, the decorations...I could have never imagined anything like it.  Perfect is the only way to describe any of it.”

 

~

 

Once the tour was over, Kurt and Sebastian, along with their wedding party, started to get ready.  The photographer had been there for a few hours, taking pictures of the grooms and wedding party getting ready, as well as the grounds.  Now, both the photographer and videographer were there, and as much as Kurt didn’t want any of this to fly by, he looked forward to the day he could see the video, and see Sebastian getting ready with their other friends.  

Tori came into Kurt’s room and gave him another gift from Sebastian.  He laughed when he opened it.  It was a pair of socks, with a note that said, “In case you get cold feet.”

He looked at her, “Tell him I said ‘not a chance, but thank you’.”  She smiled and nodded as she walked out.

Kurt sent Jeff to Sebastian’s room with one final gift. 
When Sebastian opened it, his eyes widened.  It was a beautiful watch with a tag that said “Turn me over”.  He turned it over and read the inscription, “I’m yours for all of time. Love, Kurt”

Sebastian had tears in his eyes at the thoughtfulness of the gift.  He looked up at everyone, “Is it time to start yet?  I need to marry that man NOW.”  Everyone chuckled.  He gave them a look, “You all think I’m joking.  Seriously, is it time?”

Robert couldn’t have smiled bigger as he chuckled then said, “You’re the one with the watch!”

 

~

 

Kurt was almost ready when Carol came in with another box.  She smiled, “Last one.”

He shook his head, unable to wipe the smile off his face.  He opened the box to find beautiful cufflinks engraved, “KHS” on each one.  Carol helped him put them on.

“I couldn’t be happier for you, Sweetie.”

“Thanks, Carol.”  He smiled and leaned down to give her a kiss on the cheek.  

 

~  

 

Guests were starting to arrive.  Several members of a local car club that used Hummel Tire and Lube to service their cars had agreed to let Burt hire them to shuttle guests from the Duval’s estate, to the Smythe’s.  Old cars, polished to shine, were bringing one party of guests after the other.  

For a while, the first of the guests gathered inside, and enjoyed a cocktail or two, if they were of age.  When it got to be close to the time to start, Sebastian’s cousins, along with Shannon, started to usher guests outside.

Once all of the guests had arrived (luckily, no one seemed to be late), Shannon went to Kurt’s room, and Andre went to Sebastian’s.



Sebastian and his parents had moved to the bedroom in the pool house just before guests started to arrive. He looked at Andre, then his parents.  He took a deep breath, “It’s time?”  Andre nodded with a smile.  He really was happy for his cousin.

Robert nodded, “It is.  Are you ready?”

“More than ready.  I’m so excited I think I might burst.  I just need to remember to be present.  Take steady breaths and focus on the here and now.  I don’t want this to be an out of body experience.  I want to savor every second of it.”

                                                                                  

The wedding party gathered in the living room with their partners.  Puck snuck off to visit Kurt quickly.  He knocked, then entered.  

With a huge smile, he gently hugged his friend, “I’m so happy for you, Princess.  I love you.”

“I love you too, Noah.  Is everyone ready?”

“Yeah, I just had to give you some lovin’ before we start.  See you in a few,” he winked.

When Puck came back into the living room, there was an excitement in the air that was undeniable. Sebastian’s grandparents were walked down the aisle by his cousins.  Since Shannon had been at the rehearsal, she was in charge of telling the rest of the wedding party when it was time to start, then she would sneak up to her seat.         

An instrumental version of A Day Without Rain , by Enya began to play.  Sam and Hayden, with Jenna in the middle, walked through the trellis at the back door, down the garden path, and down the aisle.  Everyone stood, turning to the back to watch.  Jenna smiled wider when Santana winked at her.  At the front of the aisle, they split, and went to their designated sides.

Next, was Chris and Elliott.  Chris held onto Elliott’s arm, and they slowly followed the same path.  When they got close enough, Thad smiled as he checked out Elliott.  There was a slight pang of jealousy, but he couldn’t wait to finally meet him.  He had to admit that they both looked fantastic in their matching suits.

Jeff and Nick were next.  Nick turned to Jeff, “Maybe someday this will be for our own vows.”

Jeff smiled at him, “I would love that, and you know it.”

Nick bounced his eyebrows, “Yeah I do.”  

They walked down the same path, then gave each other a quick kiss before parting.

Puck held out his arm for Sugar.  She smiled and took it, holding on to her bouquet with the other hand.  He kissed her on the forehead, “You look gorgeous.”

She smiled, “Thank you.  So do you,” as they began their walk.  

Finn offered his arm to Leah.  She held on tight.  “Here we go!” Finn whispered.  

“Finally,”  She smiled.  

Finn leaned over and gave Shannon a quick kiss, then they started their walk.  

 

“Are you ready?”  Burt asked.

Kurt looked at his dad, “I’m going to remember this moment for the rest of my life.  I’ve never been more ready, or more sure, of anything.  The only thing I need you to do is not let me run towards him.  Make me walk.”

Burt and Carol both laughed.  “You got it, Kiddo.”  They linked arms, and began walking.  

 

As the two families approached the part of the path where the main path intersected with the side path to the pool house, they stopped.  Both sets of parents kissed their sons on the cheek, then proceeded down the aisle together, with the Smythes first, then the Hummels.  Both Kurt and Sebastian purposefully kept their heads down until they could see the parents down the aisle through their peripheral vision.  This was well rehearsed the night before.  

When it was time, with all of their loved ones watching, they both looked up to see each other for the first time since early that morning.  

Kurt and Sebastian both became teary as they took in the sight of their soon to be spouse.  Sebastian brought his hand to his mouth as tears started to flow.  Kurt was looking at him with so much love and adoration he thought his heart might literally explode.  They slowly walked toward each other, and when close enough, grabbed hands.  They leaned in, resting their foreheads together.  They spoke quietly, for only them to hear.

“You look amazing, Baby.  Absolutely gorgeous.”

Kurt put his hand on Sebastian’s cheek, wiping away a tear, “So do you, Love.  I’m so lucky to be able to call you mine.”  He smiled a teary smile.

Sebastian wiped away a tear from Kurt’s cheek, just as Kurt had for him, “Let’s go make that official.”

Kurt smiled and nodded, “Lets.”

Kurt held on to Sebastian’s offered arm, and they walked down the main aisle together.

Everyone was smiling, and many were wiping tears away.  

 

Burt stood front and center as the officiant.  He smiled a tearful smile when they reached him.  He joked, “Well, now that we’re all crying… Please be seated.”  He waited for everyone to take a seat then continued as Kurt and Sebastian held hands, facing each other.  They hadn’t taken their eyes off of each other since reaching the end of the aisle.

Burt started, “We come together on this beautiful Independence Day to celebrate the love of Sebastian Gabriel Smythe, and Kurt Elizabeth Hummel.  As they venture into a lifetime of being married to one another, there are a few things the two of you need to keep in mind.  A good marriage must be created. In the art of marriage the little things are the big things –-

It is never being too old to hold hands.

It is remembering to say ‘I love you’ at least once each day.

It is never going to sleep angry.

It is having a mutual sense of values and common objectives.

It is standing together facing the world.

It is forming a circle of love that gathers in the whole family.

It is speaking words of appreciation and demonstrating gratitude in thoughtful ways.

It is having the capacity to forgive.

It is giving each other an atmosphere in which each can grow.

It is finding room for the things of the spirit.

It is a common search for the good and the beautiful.

It is not only marrying the right partner –-

It is being the right partner.

The two of you are, beyond the shadow of a doubt, the most loving, caring, inspiring, couple that I have ever had the pleasure of knowing.  It is my honor to marry the two of you today. 

Kurt and Sebastian would like to say a few words of their own.  Kurt…”

Kurt smiled up at Sebastian and squeezed his hands, “Bas, of all the people you've met on your journey and of all the places you've been, somehow and someway, you ended up here—with me. Who would have thought you would go from the bright lights in the ‘City of Love’, to a small coffee shop in Lima, Ohio, and find your true love.  It is the most powerful and humbling fact that I can accept. I used to think that we met by chance but now I know, without a doubt, that the universe put you in front of me that day because we were meant to spend our lives together.”

“You have filled my life with joy and have given me a sense of peace that I had never known before. You are my best friend, and my biggest supporter.  Although today marks the start to the rest of our lives, I know it will not be enough time with you.  I will not take our time together for granted. And because words cannot do it, I promise to show you, for the rest of my life, how much I love you. 

“I promise to encourage you to follow your dreams. I promise to make you laugh when you are taking yourself too seriously. I promise to hold your hand through the good times and through the bad times. I promise to be loyal and faithful and to put you before all else.  From this day forward, you will never walk alone."  He reached up and wiped away the tear that was rolling down Sebastian’s cheek.

Burt nodded, “Sebastian…”

Seb took a deep breath and smiled.  He looked at Kurt lovingly, “I know it’s cliche, but I knew from the moment I laid eyes on you, that I would do anything to have you in my life. And now I know I’d do anything to keep you.  You exude life and love.  You ooze compassion and grace.  Being with you is like being with magic.  You’re enchanting and endearing.  You make me see the entire world differently than I did before we met.”

“Your father said it best last night at the rehearsal dinner.  To be loved by you, is to truly be loved.  You walked into my life, and saved me.  Your love is unabashed, inspiring, and never ending. When life seems unclear and complex, there is always a beacon of light that guides me.  It’s a light so pure, and so beautiful, that I am 100% sure that I must have done something right in a past life to deserve it. That light is you, Kurt.  Your love is the most amazing gift a man could ask for.  I promise to spend the rest of my life trying my damndest to return that love to you tenfold.” 

"I promise to encourage your compassion, because that is what makes you unique and wonderful. I promise to nurture your dreams, because through them your soul shines. I promise to help shoulder our challenges, for there is nothing we cannot face if we face it together.  I promise to always make time for our adventures together.  My love for you will not falter.  It will not fail.  I am yours, forever and always.”

“Rings, please,”  Burt said to Leah and Finn.  Kurt and Sebastian turned to take the rings from their siblings.

Burt continued, “Kurt, do you take Sebastian to be your lawfully wedded husband?”

Kurt smiled wide and slid the thin band onto Sebastian’s finger next to his engagement ring, “I do.”

“Sebastian, do you take Kurt to be your lawfully wedded husband?”

Sebastian squeezed Kurt’s hands, and matched his smile as he slid Kurt’s ring onto his finger, “I do.”

“By the power vested in me by the state of Ohio, it is my greatest pleasure to pronounce you husband and husband.  You may now kiss.”

They both smiled wide. Sebastian took Kurt’s face in his hands and leaned down.  Kurt wrapped his arms around Sebastian, and the two kissed to hoots and hollers of their friends and families.

Burt beamed, “Ladies and Gentleman, Mr. and Mr. Hummel-Smythe!”  Everyone began to clap and cheer.  

The couple could not have smiled bigger.  They turned toward their guests and walked arm and arm down the aisle as husbands.        

 

                                                                                 

Notes:

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Chapter 31: Wedding Reception

Summary:

Celebrating with friends and family.

Notes:

First, thank you all SO MUCH for the wonderful response to the wedding chapter. I was so encouraged by your words. It means the world to me.
This chapter is long, and mostly fluff. Okay, all fluff. I couldn't help it. Be sure to listen to the songs. I provided links to each one in the title to the song. Some would be good to listen to as you read. I tried to touch on as many characters as I could. Hope you like it!

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Once the wedding party had walked back into the house, the guests were ushered into the tent where they enjoyed some refreshments and hors d'oeuvres.  Everyone was mingling and talking.  Most were already friends or knew each other, and were happy to see each other again after a year away at different schools.  

 

Inside, all of Kurt and Sebastian’s closest friends and family were all hugging the giddy couple, giving congratulations and words of encouragement about how perfect the ceremony was.  

Robert and Tori approached and gave the boys hugs, tears in their eyes.  Robert smiled as he hugged Kurt, then as he pulled away, he kept his hands on his shoulders, “I’ve thought of you as my son-in-law for so long now, but I am overjoyed that it is now official.”

Before Kurt could respond, Tori chimed in, “Me too, Dear.  We love you so much.”

“I love you both, too.  Thank you so much for always welcoming me into your family, right from the beginning.  You’re both amazing.”  He hugged Tori, then turned to see Sebastian hugging Burt and Carol.  

They caught each other’s eyes and smiled.  Soon, they were back in each other’s arms, unable to keep away for too long.  

Lara Wong and her team were still taking photos.  She had spoken to the couple earlier, discussing different photo opportunities, as well as locations.  They took some photos inside of just Kurt and Sebastian, then the group in front of the fireplace.  When they finished there, they headed out to the front of the house, the swing in the Oak tree, the garden, and wall that separated the patio from the gardens.  Kurt was sure the pictures were going to be just as beautiful as the people in them, and the locations they were taken in.  

 

As they made their way toward the tent where their guests were, they stopped just short of it.  The deejay had asked the guests to take their seats.  First he announced the wedding party, quickly going through each couple's names as they entered.  

Finally he announced, “And then the moment you’ve all been waiting for… Mr. and Mr. Hummel-Smythe!”

Everyone stood and clapped and cheered.  There wasn’t a person in the place that wasn’t smiling wide.  Kurt and Sebastian came in holding hands, and headed straight for the dance floor to have their first dance as a married couple.

The deejay announced, “Kurt and Sebastian will now have their first dance.”

Santana stood on a small platform next to the deejay table with Brittany and Quinn standing slightly behind her on either side.  She began singing The Vow , by RuthAnn, with the girls harmonizing with her.  Kurt and Sebastian held each other, Sebastian pressing his cheek to Kurt’s temple as he held one of his hands out to the side, and the other close to his heart.  Kurt closed his eyes and listened as Santana sang, “When time is up and the sun it dies, do the rivers flood and the ocean dries, hand in hand under the falling sky, I will love you.  When I’m oh so old and I lose my mind, I’ll still look at you like it’s the first time.  So many say it and it’s all a lie, but I will love you.”

Sebastian leaned back and gently ran his hand down Kurt’s face as they looked in each other’s eyes.  Santana continued, “You are the reason I make it through the day.  You gimme the reason, oh, to better all my ways.  The beauty goes, the money’s spent, and everything else fades away.  You are my constant.  When we’ve walked the Earth every inch and mile, Laughed so hard we cried, Through every trial and every trial, I will love you.”

When the song finished, they didn’t let go of each other right away.  Kurt looked up lovingly at Sebastian, “I love you.”

Seb smiled softly, nothing but adoration in his eyes, “I love you, too, Baby.”

Santana and the girls came down and gave both boys hugs.  They thanked them for doing such a beautiful job with the song.  Santana just winked, then handed Sebastian the microphone, and they returned to their seats.  

Sebastian had his arm around Kurt’s waist and addressed their guests as he smiled wide.  When the applause died down a enough, he said,  “My husband and I...God, I love the sound of that…”  Everyone chuckled, then he continued, “would like to thank Santana Lopez, Brittany Pierce, and Quinn Fabray for that lovely song.  It was beautiful, just like the three of you.  We’d also like to thank you all for coming tonight.  Whether you made a journey across an ocean, multiple states, or just drove down the street, we appreciate your efforts in making sure to join us on such a joyous occasion.  Each and every one of you is important to us, and we are so happy to have you here.  Now, please, enjoy dinner, and we’ll see you soon back on the dance floor.”


As dinner was coming to an end, Robert took the mic, “Good evening everyone.  My name is Robert Smythe, and I’m Sebastian’s father.  I would like to thank you all for being here tonight. I also want to take this opportunity to thank you all for being important people in our sons lives.  Burt and I made sure that Seb and Kurt understood that the guest list was not to include anyone from our political lives that were not also friends with the two of them. This night is 100% about them, as it should be. So with that said, it is evident that everyone in this room is here because they wanted you to be.  Thank you for being people that our sons love, trust, and can count on.  And I’d like to give a special shout out to the folks here from New York.  Knowing they have your friendships is a great comfort for us parents. So thank you.  

When Sebastian was a kid, he was so… grown up. Even though he was just as goofy as any other kid, there was just something about him.  He was always a leader, caretaker, and advocate from the beginning.  Victoria and I used to just shake our heads, and say he was an old soul. He lost his way a bit, but he came back to us.  And just in time, too.  You see, Kurt came into his life.  And with Kurt, came a whole new world for Seb.  He found his match.  Someone who is also a leader, caretaker, and advocate. Sebastian and Kurt will both tell anyone that the other saved them.  They are both right.  But beyond that, they both saved two entire families.  They have united us into one large family, blood, or not.  For that I am forever grateful.  

“So, to my son, Sebastian - I am so very proud of the man you have become.  Your love and dedication to those you love, especially Kurt, is awe inspiring.  I look forward to seeing you grow as a husband, a doctor, and eventually, a father.

To my son-in-law, Kurt - I am so thrilled that I can finally call you that.  I’ve thought of you as a son for so long.  I thank you, from the bottom of my heart, for loving my son so completely.  I thank you for being the tie that binds these families together.   You are an impressive young man, as everyone in this room knows.  Your love is your greatest gift, and the fact that you chose to love my son, is the greatest gift you could have ever given Tori and I.”

Robert smiled as he saw the tears in Seb and Kurt’s eyes.  He turned to Burt and Carol, “To the Hummels - Thank you for raising such an incredible man, so perfect for my Sebby.  I am honored to call you family.”  He held his glass up to the couple, “Let’s toast the newlyweds.  May you have a long, happy marriage full of laughter, growth, good fortune, and love.”

Everyone raised their glasses and toasted the couple.

 

Finn stood, and took the mic from Robert, “Hi everyone.  I’m Finn Hudson, Kurt’s brother, and Best Man.  I’m going to try to keep this short and sweet, just like Kurt.”  Everyone laughed, and Kurt just shook his head as he smiled.  “There was a time when I didn’t want to admit that Kurt and I were friends.  I was a stupid, immature kid who was worried about my reputation more than anything else.  Lima isn’t big enough, or evolved enough, to hold a personality like Kurt’s.  They don’t understand him.  I didn’t either.  But see, Kurt has this thing he does.  He loves you.  And when he loves you, he’s relentless.  He burrowed his way into my life, and my heart.  Then he went and fixed up our parents!  So, very quickly, I went from finally admitting that Kurt was my friend, to having him as a step-brother.  And now, I don’t like to put ‘step’ in front of ‘brother’.  We may not be related by blood at all, but Kurt is my brother, through and through.  I always call him Little Brother, to which he constantly reminds me that he’s older.”  He shrugged, “I just like teasing him that he’s shorter than me.  But hey, who isn’t?”  People chuckled, “He really does define the role of older brother, though.  He has taught me so much.  He started out by teaching me study skills.  Then he moved on to teaching me how to accept people who are different than myself.  Then, he taught me to never stand by and be an observer when someone I love is in need. He taught me how to work on cars, do laundry, slow dance, and make some mean pancakes.  But, most importantly, he taught me how to truly love.  

“So, Sebastian, you know I love you, man.  You have been the perfect man for my brother.  I love you like a brother, too. I am so glad you are part of this family now.  Just always remember... I loved him first.”  He raised his glass, “To Kurt and Sebastian!”

Kurt wiped a tear away as he stood.  Finn went to him and hugged him tight, “I love you, Bro.  Congratulations.”

“Thank you, Finn.  I love you, too.”

Finn hugged Sebastian, “Take care of him, yeah?”

“Always, Brother.  Always.”

Burt and Carol wiped the tears away as they watched their sons. 

 

Leah stood, once the boys were sitting.  She smiled, “Good Evening everyone.  My name is Leah Smythe, and I’m Sebastian’s sister, and Maid of Honor.  To be honest, I always thought I’d be the one getting married first, and Sebastian would be a bachelor until he was well into his forties.  I would say, ‘Who’d of thought’ to the fact that he’s married a month before his 20th birthday.  But the answer would probably have been ‘all of you’, since you’ve all seen how Seb and Kurt are together.  Their love is undeniable.”

“Sebastian has always been a fantastic big brother.  We’ve always got along pretty well as kids, and when we moved to France for a few years, we became even closer.  He’s extremely protective of those he loves.  When he was six, he literally kicked a kid out of the sandbox because the kid had stolen my shovel and made me cry.  The boy cried and went running to his mom.  Seb had no regrets,” everyone chuckled.  “When I was in Junior High School, a girl was calling me names relentlessly.  It took one day of me coming home in tears, and he walked me to school the next day. He had a little chat with her.  I have no idea what he said, but whatever it was, it worked.  She never said another bad thing to me.”  Sebastian made a motion like he was zipping his mouth shut.  “When he loves you, you know it.”

“We had only been back in the States for about two weeks when he met Kurt.  They met at the Lima Bean.  He came home from that coffee shop a changed man.  There was a spark in his eye, a pep in his step, and finally, after so long, a genuine smile on his face.  Kurt brought us back our old Sebastian.  For that I will forever be grateful.  When I first met Kurt, I knew right away what Sebastian saw in him.  He’s handsome, smart, charming, and funny.  Just like Seb.  They’re a match made in Heaven, and I’m the luckiest girl in the world to have them both as brothers now.”  She raised her glass, “To a life full of happiness and love.  Congratulations!”  She raised her glass, then took a drink.  

Both Kurt and Sebastian hugged her tight.  “I love you, sis.”  

“I love you, too, Sebby.  So much.”

Puck stood, “Have a seat Princess, speeches aren’t over yet.”  Kurt and Sebastian both smiled and returned to their seats. Puck began, “I’m Noah Puckerman, and my girl Sugar and I are best friends with both grooms. First, let me say, I will be referring to Kurt as Princess.  If I call him Kurt, he’ll think something is wrong.”  Kurt raised his brows and nodded in agreement.  “I’m going to go ahead and say that I am the only one who is allowed to call him that.  It’s degrading...Unless it’s coming from me.  From me, it’s full of love.”  Everyone sort of chuckled, and Kurt nodded again. Sebastian smiled and rubbed his back.  Puck looked out at the guests and continued, “When I met Princess, I was best friends with Finn.  He and I have a similar past with Princess.  We had a lot to learn, but we did.  Carol, Finn’s mom, had always been like a mother to me.  See, I’m not as lucky as Finn in the mom department, or Kurt in the dad department.  When Princess fixed the two of them up, it changed things for everyone.  It gave all three of us two whole parents. Something none of us were used to.  And with that, we gained a brother.  Also something we weren’t used to.  Kurt is not one to hide who is,”  Puck smiled wide as he both heard and saw people agreeing.  “He showed us from the beginning what love, friendship, loyalty, strength, courage, and forgiveness look like.  But he showed me something he didn’t have to.  He showed me what a real family looked like.  He and Burt took me in just as Carol and Finn had.  I was their third kid.  They gave me food, shelter, advice, and love.”  He turned to look at Sam, “They’ve done that for a lot of us.  It was hard for me when Princess started dating.  I was super protective of him.  I knew what guys are like.  So did he, obviously.  But when Seb came along, I didn’t need to worry so much.  And, amazing as it was… Sebastian took us all in too.  He takes care of all of us, and is a true leader in this family we’ve created.  He shares his home, his love, and his ‘Baby’ with us.  We’ve all gained an additional set of parents, a sister, and a brother.  They have opened their arms and their homes to us, just as the Hummels had.”  He turned back to the grooms, “We are all so thankful for the love you have shown us.  We love you all so much.  Princess, Sebastian, thank you for being my family.  I’d do anything for you two, and I know you’d do the same for any of us.  I love you.  We love you.  Congratulations on making it official.”

Everyone cheered and Kurt and Seb hugged Puck tight.  “We love you, too, Noah.”

“I know you do.  I am so happy for you both.”  He smiled wide when Kurt kissed him on one cheek, and Seb kissed him on the other.  

 

The deejay announced that it was time to cut the cake.  He asked everyone to stay seated, letting them know that the cake, made by the Sugar Shack (everyone chuckled when their friends clapped, surprising the deejay), would be served while the grooms were having their dance with the parents.  Sugar went with them so they knew the best place to cut, then stepped to the side.  She set aside two pieces for them, since she knew they wouldn’t be able to sit and eat them right away.

 

Once they finished the cutting, the deejay began playing the background music for  In Case You Don’t Live Forever by Ben Platt, and Jeremy Jordan stood on the platform and sang for them.  Sebastian went to Tori and held out his hand.  She happily took it, and the two began to dance.

Kurt went to Carol and held out his hand to her, “Mom…”

She looked at him and huge tears began to form in her eyes.  She took his hand, and they went to the dance floor to dance next to Sebastian and Tori.  

Kurt smiled softly at her, “Do you mind if I call you Mom from now on?”

She huffed out a laugh as tears slid down her cheeks, “Of course not, Sweetie.  I would love that.”

“Good, because that’s how I think of you.  Mom and Dad, not Carol and Dad.  You’ve been a great mother to me...and I kind of hand picked you.”

She laughed, “Yes, you did.  I couldn’t be more grateful for that, either.”

They danced and listened to the words of the song for a bit.  Halfway through the song, both Kurt and Sebastian kissed their mothers, then walked them over to the edge, grabbed their father’s hands, and pulled them out to the dance floor.  

“Be sure to listen to the words, Dad.  Bas and I mean every word of this song to all four of you.”

They danced, and when the song was over, they hugged as Burt said, “I am so proud of you both.”

Kurt took the microphone, “Bas and I would like to thank our friend Jeremy Jordan for singing that song so beautifully for us.”  He looked at their parents, “We mean every word of that song.  Thank you all.  Not only for such a beautiful wedding, but for being such wonderful parents who we can look up to.”  He turned back to everyone else, “We’d again like to thank you all for coming tonight.  We love you all, and it means the world to us that you have all made the trip, no matter how far, to share in such an important day for us.  Please continue to enjoy your cake.  We all know Sugar’s cake can’t go uneaten.  Bas and I will be around to say hello in just a bit.  The dance floor is now open, and I expect to see you on it soon.  There is also plenty of space around the gardens, so feel free to venture out and enjoy this time with friends and family.”  

The sun was beginning to set, and the panels of the tent were pulled back, exposing the view of the grounds that were sparkling with twinkle lights.

 

Kurt and Sebastian, as well as the wedding party, went to mingle with the guests.  Sebastian turned and his eyes widened, “Enzo?!”  Kurt smiled wide, knowing Enzo was coming.  He had kept it from Seb to try to make it a surprise.  

Enzo smiled and hugged Sebastian, patting him on the back, “It’s good to see you, Sebastian.”  He pulled back and looked between the two of them, “ Congratulations to you both.  I’m so happy for you.”

“Thank you,”   they said together.  Seb continued, “Thanks for coming all the way here.  Are you going to stay for a while?”

“Yes, actually.  Meet my friend, Luka.”   Both grooms shook his hand.  Enzo said, “Kurt was kind enough to offer your place to us for a week in New York.  Luka said he is going to help me get over Alice while here.  As you know, we broke up.  She couldn’t handle university and a relationship apparently.   Anyway, we’ll party it up at American night clubs. Then we are going to stay with Nick and Jeff for another week before heading home.  We might as well take advantage of being here.”

“Absolutely.  You’re welcome at our place any time.  Just remember, drinking age is 21 here. Have you met Hayden and Jenna yet?  They’ll be staying at our place while we’re gone too.  We figured they’d like a break from their dorm rooms.”

“I have not, but I look forward to it.  Hey, the guys from the team send their best.  So does Paul.  He told me to tell you both that he’s happy for you.  I think he means it.”

“How is he?”  Kurt asked.  Enzo was pleased that it was Kurt that asked.

“He’s doing well, I think.  He’s slowed down on the partying.  He hasn’t stopped, which is fine.  But he’s less wild than before.  I’m happy to see it.  I was really beginning to worry about him last year.  And speaking of partiers, I saw your cousins here, too.  We’ll be sure to say hello.”

Seb nodded, “You do that.  We’re going to mingle, but I expect to see you on the dance floor in a bit.”

“I wouldn’t think of being a wallflower!”

“Enzo!  It’s good to see you again,”  Nick said, as he and Jeff approached the four of them.   

He smiled , “You too!”  He switched to English, “Luka, this is Nick, and his boyfriend, Jeff.”

They shook Luka’s hand, and Jeff said, “It’s so nice to meet you.  We’re looking forward to you two staying with us.  We’ll show you a great time, I promise.”

“That’s for sure,”  Kurt laughed. 

Sebastian teased, “Just make sure they don’t get arrested or kicked out of the country, okay?”

“We would never do anything that extreme on their first visit,”  Jeff winked.

Kurt and Sebastian both chuckled.  Kurt said, “It was great seeing you again, Enzo.  Thank you for coming.  Luka, it was nice meeting you.”

“You too, Kurt,”   Luka said with a smile.

 

Chris and Elliott made their way out to the guests, hand in hand.  They stopped at the table that had former New Directions members.  After saying their hello’s, as well as introducing Elliott to everyone, they moved on to the next table.

Thad was sitting at a table of eight with Cameron, Quinn, Santana, Brittany, Avery, Clay, and Mike.  He smiled wide when they approached, standing to greet them.  Chris smiled, and the two hugged.  It wasn’t awkward, but the hug lasted for a minute.  They had really missed each other.  Santana watched Elliott, as did Cameron.  Both were pleased to see him just smiling softly as he watched.  

Santana didn’t want tension to build, so she said, “Elliott, this is Avery and Clay.  Guys, this is Chris’ boyfriend, Elliott.  He’s got an amazing voice.  Hopefully we get to hear it later?”

Elliott smiled and nodded, “It’s nice to meet you both,”  he shook their hands.  “And yes, I have been requested for a song or two.”

By then, Chris and Thad had stopped hugging, and Chris was waiting for Elliott to finish what he was saying.  When he did, he said, “Ell, this is Thad.  Thad, this is my boyfriend, Elliott.”

Thad smiled up at Elliott, “It’s a pleasure to finally meet you.”  He shook his hand.

Elliott nodded, “The pleasure is all mine.”  They had spoken on the phone during the whole Owen situation, but this was the first time meeting in person.  

When Chris went to hug the girls, Thad spoke to Elliott, “Thanks for taking such good care of him. Especially during the trial.  He’s really happy now.”

“I’m glad.  He makes me really happy, as well.  I’ve never been so happy, actually.  It has everything to do with him.”

Thad nodded as he looked at Chris, “He is special.”

Elliott looked at him, and Thad quickly looked away from Chris and back to Elliott.  He cleared his throat, “Look, I won’t lie.  I miss him.  But I know he’s where he needs to be.”

“Do you miss him as your best friend, or more?”

Thad looked back at him, “I’m fairly confident when I say just as friends.  Knowing he’s happy, makes me happy.  Seeing him makes it a little more difficult, though.  But really...I’m not going to get in the way.  I promise.”

“Good,”  Elliott said, looking at Chris, “because I love him, and I’d fight for him.”  

Thad smiled, “And that’s just another reason for me to like you, Elliott.”

 

Puck and Sugar headed to the table that had Mr. Schuster, Ms. Pillsbury, Coach Sylvester, Mr. and Mrs. Schlotman, and Headmaster Larson and his wife.  When they got there, Coach raised her eyebrows, “Still able to handle New York without the power of the mohawk?”

Puck chuckled, “Yeah, so far, so good.”

“You look good, kid.”  She looked at Sugar, “How is the bakery?”

“Good.  Thanks for coming when you guys were there for Nationals.”

“Ahh,”  Coach shrugged.  She couldn’t handle being thanked well.

Sugar looked at Headmaster Larson, “Thanks for giving me a shot when we were still here.  It gave me the confidence I needed for New York.  The shop has really been doing well.”

He smiled, “You are most welcome.  I’m sure it’s a huge hit.  I don’t know how anyone who tastes something you make can not love it.  Did you hear the cheers when they announced the cake was by you?”

She smiled, “I did.  Those Warblers….”  He chuckled right along with her. 

 

Kurt and Sebastian were really enjoying going around and talking to everyone.  They were still making their rounds when a familiar song came on.  It was For Good , from Wicked.  Leah came to them, taking each of them by the hand, and led them to two chairs that had been set up on the edge of the dance floor. 

As she nudged them into their seats, she sang, “I’ve heard it said that people come into our lives for a reason, bring something we must learn.  And we are led to those who help us most grow, if we let them, and we help them in return.”

Jenna came forward from the small crowd that had previously gathered on the dance floor, “Well, I don’t know if I believe that’s true, but I know I’m who I am today, because I knew you.”

Sugar came forward through the crowd, winked at the couple, who smiled in return.  She sang, “Like a comet pulled from orbit, as it passes the sun.  Like a stream that meets the boulder, halfway through the wood.  Who can say if I’ve been changed for the better, but, because I knew you, I have been changed for good.”

Sam stepped in from the right, “It may well be that we will never meet again, in this lifetime, so let me say before we part, so much of me is made of what I learned from you.  You’ll be with me, like a handprint in my heart,” he placed his hand on his heart.

Hayden came in from the left and sang, “And now whatever way our stories end, I know you have rewritten mine, by being my friend.”

Nick sang, “Like a ship blown from its mooring, by a wind off the sea.  Like a seed dropped by a sky bird, in a distant wood.”

Jeff had stepped forward, smiling as he took Nick’s hand, “Who can say if I’ve been changed for the better, but, because I knew you.”

Nick echoed, “Because I knew you.”

Together, the two of them sang, “I have been changed for good.”

Finn came in through the crowd, “And just to clear the air, I ask forgiveness for the things I’ve done you blame me for.”

Puck came in as well, “But then I guess we know there’s blame to share.”

Finn and Puck sang together, “And none of it seems to matter anymore.”

Layering over each other, Finn and Puck continued, “Like a comet pulled from orbit (like a ship blown from its mooring), As it passes the sun (by a wind off the sea), Like a stream that meets the boulder (like a seed dropped by a sky bird), Halfway through the wood (in the wood).”

Elliott’s powerful voice joined them, “Who can say if I’ve been changed for the better…”

Everyone at the reception sang, “I do believe I have been changed for the better.”  Kurt and Sebastian looked around with wide eyes, and Kurt threw his hand over his mouth as his breath hitched.  It was beautiful.  

Kurt put his hand over his heart, and Sebastian squeezed his other hand that he had grabbed as Chris sang (and quite well), “And...because I knew you.”

Elliott smiled, wrapping his arms around Chris from behind, “Because I knew you.”

The entire wedding party was all standing in a row in front of them, and echoed, “Because I knew you...I have been changed for good.”

Kurt and Sebastian both had tears in their eyes.  They got up and gave their friends hugs.  Kurt held Chris’ shoulders after he hugged him, “That was amazing.”

Chris smiled, “Elliott worked with me on my one little line for three weeks!”

Kurt laughed and looked at Elliott, “You did good.  That was so touching.”  He looked at Chris, “I’m proud of you.  Thank you for doing that for us.”

Chris hugged him a second time, “Anything for you two.”

 

After that, the dance floor became even more active.  Friends and family were both dancing along, and a few friends took the opportunity to sing.  

Kurt and Sebastian made their way to the table where Kevin and his girlfriend were sitting with Cassius and his wife, and Sam’s family.  Stacey and Stevie both hugged the grooms.  Stacey jabbered on about everything she loved about the wedding.  

Sebastian smiled at her, “Well maybe one day you can invite us to your wedding?”

She lit up, “Yes!”  She looked at her mom, “Can I?”

Her mom smiled at her, “Of course.  You can invite whoever you’d like.”

Kurt went to hug Cassius and his wife, while Sebastian went to the next table to greet Eileen and Charlie.  

Eileen smiled wide and reached up to hug Seb.  He smiled, “Thank you both so much for coming all the way here for our wedding.”

Charlie snickered, “Like you could have kept her away.”

Eileen shook her head, “You couldn’t have.  I would have crashed your wedding if need be.  It was beautiful, Sebastian.  You both look so handsome, and so in love.”

“Well, I’m not sure ‘in love’ is strong enough to explain how I feel about Kurt.”

Eileen smiled wide, and Charlie said, “You can tell.  Eileen cried during the ceremony.”

Kurt walked up as Eileen whacked Charlie in the arm, “Hey!  Don’t tell on me!”

They all chuckled.  Kurt gave them both hugs, “We cried too, so you weren’t alone.”

Kurt turned a bit, and noticed Isabelle.  She smiled at him and stretched her arms out for a hug, “You look magnificent, Kurt.  Both of you do.  This is like a photo shoot come to life.”

He smiled, and started to say “Thank you,” but the man on the other side of Isabelle had turned around, and was now facing him with a wide smile.  His eyes widened, and everyone at the table was watching as the wheels turned.  Isabelle had told Eileen, Charlie, Ben, Ty, Jeremy, and Ashley about how she and John met, and that Kurt had no idea they were dating.

He looked at John, then to Isabelle, and then back to John,  “John?  Are you…”

“Dating your boss?  Why yes.  Yes, I am.”

Kurt smiled, “No way!  I thought you two were kind of flirty when you met.”

“See, Babe.  You fix people up without even knowing it!”

Isabelle shrugged, “I just couldn’t stop thinking about him.  So, I called the company he works for and asked for his number under the ruse that I had more questions about what happened at work.”  

Sebastian smiled and Kurt gave her a look, “Well, Isabelle, way to grab the bull by the horns.”

She winked, “I’m a modern woman, Mr. Hummel-Smythe.”

“Yes, you are.”  Kurt hugged John, “We’re so glad you’re here.  At least now we know the real reason you couldn’t work tonight.”

Jeremy thought a couple of the guys he had seen were security, but he didn’t say anything.

John nodded, “Yeah, but the guys you’ve got are good, as you know.”

Isabelle rolled her eyes a bit, “He may not be on the clock, but he’s working.  His eyes never stop roaming.”

He shrugged one shoulder, “I can’t help it.  It’s in my nature.”

“Well, working or not, we appreciate you looking out.  And we’re glad you’re here,”  Sebastian said.  

Isabelle put a hand on her hip as she looked between the newlyweds, “You didn’t tell me the exciting news.”

Kurt frowned, “That we got married?”

She rolled her eyes, “No, that you know two Broadway stars, and they’re writing a musical about you and your husband.”

Kurt smiled and turned to Sebastian, “I love when people refer to you as my husband.  I hope I never get used to it, and it always makes me giddy like this.”

Sebastian chucked and kissed Kurt. 

Kurt turned back, “It’s not exactly something we brag about.  We think it’s great, don’t get me wrong, but I would feel funny just throwing it out there without good reason.”

“I can’t wait.  I hope we’re still alive and kicking when it’s finished,”  Eileen said, looking at Jeremy and Ben.

Ben nodded, “I hope so too.  We’ve made a lot of progress in the last year.”

“That’s great to hear,”  Charlie smiled.

A slow song came on, and Kurt offered a hand to Eileen, “Care to dance?”

She beamed, “I would love to.”



After Kurt danced with Eileen, he and Sebastian sat and ate their cake as they watched their friends on the dance floor.  It was a good rest for their feet, and they got to spend a little bit of time off by themselves.  

“Happy?”  Seb asked.

“Couldn’t be happier,”  Kurt said, leaning over to kiss his husband.  “You?”

“Same.”  Sebastian wiggled his eyebrows, “You know what will be the real icing on the cake?”  He held out a piece of his cake for Kurt to try, since they had different flavors. Kurt took the bite off Seb’s fork.  He watched his husband's mouth close around the fork.  He moaned, then said, “Getting to make love to my husband in a few hours.”

Kurt smirked, “Will there be actual icing involved?” He gave Sebastian a bite of his cake as well.

Seb hummed, “Too sticky.  But I’ll pretend there is, and lick it all off.”

“I like the sound of that Mr. Hummel-Smythe.”

 

The dance floor was packed and everyone was having a good time.  Kurt and Sebastian danced, enjoying being close with their friends.  When a slow song came on, Puck asked Kurt to dance, so Sebastian danced with Sugar. Halfway through the song, Finn came and asked to cut in.  Puck rolled his eyes and muttered, “It’s like Prom all over again.”  

Finn frowned, “You see him all the time.”

Kurt just watched the two of them bicker back and forth.  He looked over at Seb, who just shook his head at the two.  

“Fine.  But you owe me, Hudson.”  He kissed Kurt on the cheek, then turned away so he could see if Shannon wanted to dance.

“Whatever.”  He held Kurt close, and when Puck was far enough away, he whispered, “I won again.”

Kurt laughed, “Yes, you did.”

When the song was over, Jeremy found Sebastian, “Can I request a song?”

“Sure.”

“But it’s not from the deejay.” He smiled with a twinkle in his eye.

“Okay…”

“Can you get everyone to do This Is Me , like in the video?  Pretty please?”

Seb laughed, “Yeah.  Come on.”  He led Jeremy over to Mercedes, “Mercedes, have you met Jeremy Jordan?”

She smiled, “No!  It’s so nice to meet you, Jeremy.”

“You too,”  they shook hands.

Sebastian said, “He was requesting a reprise of This Is Me .  He saw the video.”

She laughed, “I would love to.”  

Mercedes borrowed an earpiece headset that the wedding party had used for their song.  They had been borrowed from the Warblers/Dalton, so when getting them from Mr. Schlotman, she asked Trent to join her in the song.  Word spread quickly, and before they knew it, Mercedes was in the middle of the dance floor singing.

“I’m not a stranger to the dark,”  She and Jeremy smiled at each other.  He was so excited to see everyone rock this like they had in the video.  “Hide away, they say, ‘cause we don’t need your broken parts.  I’ve learned to be ashamed of all my scars.  Run away, they say, ‘cause no one will love you as you are.”

Kurt grabbed her hand as he stood in front of her.  She sang, “But I won’t let them break me down to dust.  I know that there’s a place for us.  For we are glorious.”  The warblers started harmonizing, singing and humming the song.  She continued, “When the sharpest words want to cut me down.  I’m gonna send a flood, gonna drown them out.  I am brave, I am bruised, I am who I’m meant to be.  This is me.”

Kurt let go of her hand and she turned to face more of their friends as her powerful voice picked up a bit, “Look out cuz here I come.  And I’m marching on to the beat I drum.  I’m not scared to be seen, this is who I’m meant to be.  This is me.”

All of their friends, even those who were not from the Warblers or new Directions, started singing, “Oh-oh-oh-oh”, but it was mostly the McKinley group and Dalton group calling back and forth to each other. 

When time, Trent smiled at Mercedes and sang, “Another round of bullets hit my skin.  Well fire away, cause today, I won’t let the shame sink in.  We are bursting through the barricades and reaching for the sun,”  Everyone sang, “We are warriors”  and Trent continued, “Yeah, that’s what we’ve become!”  and everyone echoed him.

Mercedes picked back up singing lead again as everyone sang their roles behind her.  They were all dancing around as they sang.  When the song became soft for a moment, with only some Warblers making some of the beat, Mercedes walked forward toward Jeremy, who was standing off the dance floor watching.  He was amazed at what he was hearing with the singing, beatboxing, clapping and stomping.  She grabbed his hand and pulled him with her as she sang, “When the sharpest words wanna cut me down.  I’m gonna send a flood, gonna drown em’ out.  I am brave, I am bruised, I am who I’m meant to be.  This is me.”

Everyone stomped, then all sang together, “Look out ‘cause here I come.  And I’m marching on to the beat I drum.  I’m not scared to be seen.  I make no apologies, this is me.”  They continued on until the end of the song. 

When it finished, those who were sitting at their tables all stood and clapped.  Jeremy was floored.  He turned to Mercedes, “Ever thought of being on Broadway?”

She smiled and shrugged, “I have. Maybe when I finish school.  Or maybe sooner, I don’t know.”

“Well you look me up.  Kurt and Seb have my number.  I’ll put in a good word for you if I know anyone in production.”

She raised her eyebrows, “Wow.  Thanks!”

“My pleasure.  Thanks for indulging me.  That was fantastic .”

Rachel had heard, and she didn’t know what to think.  She knew how good Mercedes was, but she was the one in New York.  She was the one with Broadway dreams.  

Brody noticed the look in her eyes, “Don’t even think about it, Rachel.”

She frowned, “What?  I’m just going to go talk to him.  I’ve been to a party with him already.  He knows me.”

“No. You’re going to see if he’ll do you the same favor.  Trust me, you don’t want to be that girl.”

“What girl?”  she pouted.

“The one that forces herself into a conversation at her friend's wedding because she’s jealous of someone getting attention.  You’re doing fine at school.  This is your friend’s wedding.  You’ll see Jeremy again.  It can wait.”

“He’s right, Rachel.”  She turned to see Finn standing behind her.  Finn looked at Brody and stuck his hand out, “Finn Hudson.”

Brody nodded and shook Finn’s hand, “Brody Weston.  It’s nice to meet you, Finn.  I’ve heard a lot about you.”

“Good things, I hope.”

Brody nodded, “Of course.”

Finn looked back at Rachel,  He spoke softly, “Don’t be pushy.  Jeremy won’t look kindly on it, and now is not the time or place.  He’s met you, and he knows you go to NYADA.  I’m sure if there was something he could recommend you for, he would.  But he’s not an agent, not a buddy, and doesn’t owe you any favors.  I think Kurt would be embarrassed if he knew you approached him about doing favors while at his wedding reception.”

“I agree,”  Brody said, looking at Rachel.  “I have Broadway dreams too, but I’m going to just be a guest at a lovely reception right now, and that’s it.”

Rachel nodded and meekly responded, “Okay.”  Before she knew it, Finn was gone.  She looked at Brody, “Let’s dance and take my mind off of it.”  



Kurt and Sebastian had so much fun dancing with their friends.  They especially loved their New York friends meeting their old classmate friends that hadn’t met yet.  Orion and Channing were a huge hit.  Enzo and Luka, in particular, had really taken to Orion.  For some reason, they were entranced by him.  At first, they just chatted with him, but then he would strut around in his high fashion, and they couldn’t take their eyes off of him when he danced.  The strutting was simply how he walked.  But the dancing was just...fun.  

Orion was talking to Santana and Brittany as they all danced.  The girls loved him, too.  They already knew him and Channing from visits to New York.  When Santana found out that Orion had never had s’mores, she was on a mission.  

Cameron and Quinn were with Trent, Thad, and Tina at the fire pit when the whole group arrived.  

“Okay, so what do I do now?”  Orion asked.  

Brittany handed him a skewer, “Grab a marshmallow and put in on here.  You have to let the marshmallow hover above the flames to get a nice brown.  If you like it burnt and black, like a lot of sharks do, then you can stick it in the fire.  If it catches fire, be sure to blow it out before you eat it.”

Cameron laughed at the look on Orion’s face.  He frowned and made a face, “Child, what on Earth are you talking about?  Sharks like burnt marshmallows?”

She scrunched up her face, “Not all.  Finn doesn’t.  But most others do, that I’ve met.”

“Finn?  Sharks?”

Cam looked at Enzo, Luka, and Orion.  They all looked utterly lost.  Santana was making no effort to explain her girlfriend, so he put them out of their misery, “Sharks are straight men.  Dolphins are gay men.  It’s Brittany-speak.”

Realization and understanding was apparent.  But Thad looked a little confused, “Obviously, I knew that, but I never thought to ask about guys like me.  What am I called?”

“You’re an octopus.  You like to have your tentacles in anything and everything,”  Brittany said as she sat in his lap.  

Thad smiled and nodded, “That’s true.”

Quinn raised her eyebrows, “So are you dating girls now?”

Thad shrugged, “A date or two.  Nothing serious.  But, you know…”

“No, Travolta, we don’t know.  Explain it to us,” Santana smirked.  

Chris and Elliott were approaching.  Thad noticed and shook his head, “I don’t kiss and tell.”

Brittany turned on his lap and said, “You can talk about people you date.  Chris is here with his boyfriend.  He’d understand.”

Everyone was quiet when Chris and Elliott arrived, hand in hand.  Chris frowned, “Why is no one talking?”

Orion looked around at everyone.  It seemed no one wanted to say anything, so he shrugged, “I was learning about sharks vs. dolphins vs. octopi.”

“Octopi?”  Elliott frowned, “What is that?” He already knew sharks and dolphins.

Brittany smiled, “It’s someone who likes to have their tentacles in anyone’s pants.  Not just sharks, or just dolphins.  Like Thad!”

Chris and Elliott laughed.  Chris looked at Thad, “So whose pants have you had your tentacles in?”

He blushed a little.  Santana rolled her eyes, “That’s what we were talking about. No need to be shy Thadius.  Chris has his own hot piece of ass.  He won’t be upset.”

Ellliott just shook his head at her antics, and Chris frowned, “Of course I wouldn’t be upset.”  He looked at Thad, “Did you think I would be?”

Thad shook his head, “No.  It’s just kind of uncomfortable for me to talk about around you.  Not because I’ve been with anyone, but because...They were girls.”

“Why would that make a difference?”  Elliott shrugged, “I mean, you’re bi, so of course there’s a chance you’ve been with girls.”

“I guess because I hadn’t been when we were together.  I don’t know.  It’s just weird to talk about.”

“No it’s not,”  Santana said.  “I love talking about pus-”

“Santana!”  Quinn and Cameron yelled at the same time, cutting her off.

She huffed, rolling her eyes, “Whatever.”

“As long as you’re happy, Thad,”  Chris said.

“I mean, I haven’t found anyone that totally floats my boat, but I’ve had some...fun.”

They all laughed and chatted for a while.  It was all lighthearted, and Elliott was glad that they were all comfortable around each other after that.  Brittany had gotten off of Thad’s lap and finished teaching Orion how to make a s’more. Luka had also not had one, so he joined in on the lesson.  They loved them, but Orion only had the one, since they could be messy to eat.  He wasn’t about to ruin his outfit.  

 

After it was completely dark, Kurt looked around, watching his friends from a distance at the fire pit.  More friends, and Sebastian's cousins, were in line for the barbeque buffet the Easton’s had set up.  A couple of people were off at the swing, or strolling the garden path.  He looked back to the dance floor and watched as Sebastian and Sugar were busting a move next to Officers Miller and Weston and their dates, just as the sign said.  He looked over to see his parents talking to Isabelle and John.  Then he saw his in-laws talking with his Uncle Andy and Aunt Mildred.  Celeste and Beau were talking with Mr. Schlotman and Coach, laughing about something.  He was pretty sure it was something Coach had said.

He startled a bit when Vinny said, “You have to admit this was perfect.  Sorry.  I didn’t mean to scare you.”

Kurt smiled, “That’s okay.  I was just lost in thought, thinking that exact thing.”

“Is there anything you would change?”

Kurt thought for half a second, “No. It really was all perfect.”

“I’m happy for you, Angel.”  

Kurt smiled. Vinny only ever called him by his name or “Sugar’s Angel”.  He replied, “Thanks, Vinny.”

Vinny gave him a side hug, “I love ya, kid.”

"Not as much as I love him,"  Jeff said as he walked up behind him.  

Vinny rolled his eyes, "I'm not arguing with you.  I've heard stories."

Jeff chuckled, then looked between the two of them, "Vinny, would you mind if I stole Kurtsie for a dance or two?"

"Be my guest,"  Vinny motioned to the dance floor.  

As they walked out, hand in hand, a slow song that Nick had requested came on, and he and Sebastian joined Jeff and Kurt.  They stood side by side so that they could hear each other.  Nick spoke softly, "First, we wanted to let you know that today was absolutely beautiful.  You both look fantastic, too."  He paused a beat, "We just wanted to make sure we got a moment with the two of you.  We know you already know this, but we love you."

Kurt smiled softly, "We love you, too."

Jeff nodded, "We know you do.  But we also want you to know how special the two of you are to us.  We may have been together for a lot longer than the two of you, but as a couple, you have taught us so much."

Sebastian wiggled his eyebrows.  They all smiled, and Nick said, "Not just about that.  About a lot of things.  Jeffie and I have always loved each other, and our relationship has always been strong.  But we never knew any true challenges.  You two have taught us what to do when we are faced with something so out of our control.  You've led by example for so many of us, and for so many different reasons.  We just want to thank you."

Kurt was teary, "That was really sweet.  Thank you for being such good friends to us.  You stuck by me from the beginning, and you were instantly the type of friend Bas needed when he moved here.  We are so grateful for the both of you."

They danced for a while longer, and when the faster songs began to play, they stayed on the dance floor, with more friends joining them.

 

A little while later, Sebastian sang to Kurt.  He started with Running Home To You .  He really didn’t have a choice.  Their mothers insisted.  He wanted to, though.  Kurt loved it when he sang it to him at home, and doing so now, was just extra special.  Everyone enjoyed it, of course.  Kurt wiped the tears away as he applauded with everyone else.  

Sebastian called for his backup, which was Puck and Elliott.  He sat a confused looking Kurt down in a chair on the dance floor.  The music started, and people began hooting and hollering.  Puck and Elliott began a little side step groove as they snapped along to the beat.  Sebastian began singing I Love You, Baby by Frank Sinatra.  It was perfect for his voice, and Kurt loved every second of it.  Sebastian danced around him as he sang, and when it ended, he was on his knees in front him.  

Kurt leaned forward, putting his hands on either side of Sebastian’s face, “That was amazing, Love. Thank  you.”

After they kissed, Sebastian took advantage of having the microphone, “If everyone would like to gather outside the tent in the next few minutes, we’d like you to join us for fireworks.” 

 

When the fireworks started, everyone was gathered in the gardens, pathways, and patios.  Sebastian wrapped his arms around Kurt from behind.  He kissed his neck, then whispered, “I’m so glad we’ll always have fireworks on our anniversary.”

“Me too, Bas.”

 

As the night came to a close, the deejay asked for guests to grab a sparkler so that they could send the newlyweds off in style.  Kurt and Sebastian had pulled their parents and Leah aside one more time to thank them for all of their hard work.  

“We love you both so much,”  Carol said.  “You boys go have fun.  Be safe.  Send pictures!”

“The clean kind!”  Leah said, giggling.  

They both laughed as they turned to go through the aisle of sparklers their friends and families had created.  They ran through, waving and yelling their goodbyes as their loved ones cheered.  Waiting for them at the end, much to Kurt’s surprise, was a Rolls Royce.  They climbed in the back and were driven away by a chauffeur.  As the glow of the sparklers behind them faded into the background, the glow on their faces didn’t fade one bit.

 

 

Notes:

What did you think? I SO appreciate kind comments and kudos! Thanks for reading the show in my head!

Chapter 32: The Honeymoon Part 1

Notes:

Y'all... I did so much research for this that I could basically go to Italy right now and know enough about where to stay and how to get around that I would be just fine. Real places were used throughout. I freaking planned a vacation, lol. If only I was rich...
I even researched the best websites (with the best pictures) of places so that I could link them for you. PLEASE take the time to look at them and scroll through the pics. I feel like it makes a huge difference.
I wanted this to be 1 chapter (*shakes her head at herself). Even posting this as half of the honeymoon, it's longer than normal.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

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The Rolls Royce pulled up in front of Hotel LeVeque in downtown Columbus.  The chauffeur opened the door for them, “Your bags were delivered earlier and are at the check-in desk.  Congratulations, gentlemen.”

They both smiled and Sebastian thanked him, knowing he had already been tipped.  

As they entered the hotel, they made quick work of checking in, then headed to their suite.  Kurt looked around briefly when they got upstairs.  He sighed, and Sebastian raised an eyebrow as he watched his husband.

“I know what you’re thinking, and you need to stop.  You should be used to it by now, and if not, you’ll need to get used to it sooner rather than later.”

Kurt looked at him, “I know.  I’m sorry.  It just hits me when we travel.  I’ve become so used to how it affects our everyday lives, but this,”  Kurt gestured around the room, “reminds me quickly.”

Sebastian put his hands on Kurt’s hips and spoke softly, “You don’t need to apologize, Baby.  But you do realize that I plan to spoil you.  Always.  But especially on our honeymoon.  And if you think a suite in Columbus, Ohio is nice, then just you wait and see.  Angela really worked her magic this time.”

“She just likes having us as clients because she can talk you into anything.”

Seb smiled and pulled Kurt closer, “Maybe.”  He leaned down and they kissed slowly.  After a minute, he pulled back, “As amazing as you look in this suit, I want to see you out of it.  Let’s go shower quickly.”

“Yes, Sir,”  Kurt winked.

They lovingly washed each other, and then headed straight for the bed before they had even dried off all the way.  They kissed as Sebastian laid Kurt down, crawling on top of him.  He pulled away and ran his hand down Kurt’s face like he had on the dance floor.  “I love you so much, Baby.  I can’t even begin to tell you how perfect today was.  And the fact that you’re my husband now...It’s the best thing to ever happen to me.”

Kurt smiled softly, rubbing Seb’s back, “Me too, Love.  Today was everything I could have ever dreamed of.  The perfect wedding, with my perfect groom.”

They made love, soft and slow, enjoying the act for the first time as husbands.  And when exhaustion finally settled in, they fell asleep just like any other night… In each other’s arms.

 

…………………….

 

The flight to Rome was long, with a nearly 17 hour flight that included a layover in Paris.  By the time they arrived at the Palazzo Manfredi Hotel , it was nearly lunchtime the following day.  With arriving at the airport early enough for security, plus travel time, it had been nearly 21 hours.  They were exhausted, but it wasn’t time to check in yet.  So, they left their bags at the check-in desk, and headed up to the rooftop cafe in the hotel.  The views were gorgeous, as they were directly across from the Colosseum.  

“I can’t believe this is even real, Bas.  It’s like a picture from a postcard.”

“It really is.  Do you want to just look around today?”  Sebastian took a drink of his wine, grateful that the drinking age was 16 in Italy.  

“I think it’s a good idea so we can just get a feel for the city.  We’re lucky enough to have time to do that.  Seeing how crowded it is, I’m glad Angela talked us into those ‘skip the line’ tickets with  personal hosts.”

“Me too.  I mean, you can read about busy tourist seasons, but seeing it in person is different.  I think those tickets and tours will be well worth the extra money.  I’m going to need to stretch my legs soon.  We’ve done a lot of sitting.”

They took a selfie of the two of them sitting at the table with the famous landmark behind them and sent if off in a group chat so that everyone knew they had arrived safely.  

Before they left the restaurant, Sebastian asked their waiter, “We’re planning on going for a walk and doing a little exploring.  Are there any non-tourist destinations that you would recommend?”

He looked between them and pointed to their rings, “You are a couple, yes?”

Sebastian smiled and nodded, “We are.  This is our honeymoon.”

“Well, in that case, congratulations.  Have you heard of, uh, ‘Gay Street’?”

Kurt threw his hand to his mouth, nearly spit out his drink.  Seb looked at him and chuckled, then looked back at the waiter with a huge smile, “No, we haven't.”

The waiter smiled, “Well, it literally borders the hotel, just over there.”  he pointed behind them.  “There’s a bar/restaurant called Coming Out right around the corner.  It’s pretty good.”

Kurt shook his head, “Angela thinks she’s sooo funny.”

The waiter looked confused, so Sebastian clarified, “She’s our travel agent who booked us this hotel.  Thanks for the info.  We’ll check it out.”

“No problem.  But just so you know, there’s a festival on Gay Street throughout the summer, and it can get pretty crowded at night.  It’s still a good time, though. Unfortunately, unless you want to travel out of the city, there isn’t a place that doesn’t have a lot of tourists this time of year.”

“Thanks.”

 

After finishing their meal, they headed out to stroll the streets of Rome and do a little exploring.  Kurt loved being anywhere with so much history and culture.  Sebastian did too, but just as much as loving the place, he loved watching Kurt enjoy it.  

They headed back to the hotel when it was time for check-in.  Both of them wanted to rest a bit, and shower.  

“It feels so good to freshen up,”  Sebastian said as he laid down next to Kurt.

“It really does. I was thinking, if we’re going to Gay St. tonight, we should go early to get something to eat.  If it’s really that crowded, then we may not be able to get a table if we wait too long.”

“Yeah, I was thinking the same thing.  How about we rest for an hour, eat dinner at Coming Out, then explore more.”

“Perfect,”  Kurt said as he snuggled into Sebastian.

 

An hour later, they were on their way out again.  They were surprised at how close the restaurant was, and were pleased that they didn’t have to wait long for a table.  The waiter, a middle aged man, came and greeted them, and they quickly ordered.  

Before he walked away, he paused for a beat, then said, “You are from America?”

“We are,”  Kurt answered.  

“And you are… Married?”

They both smiled and nodded.  Kurt again said, “We are.”

He nodded, “Honeymoon?”  They both said ‘yes’ at the same time.  “You are very lucky.  We cannot marry here in Italy yet.  I am very jealous of you.  I’ve been with my partner for fifteen years.  I would love to marry him.”

Kurt frowned, “You can’t marry here?  I thought Italy was pretty accepting of same sex relationships.”

“Yes, well, we can have a ‘civil union’, but not a marriage yet.  We’re getting there.  I remember a time when having a place like Gay Street wasn’t possible in Rome.  At least not officially and so prominently like this.”

“I’m sorry to hear that,”  Kurt said.  

“Me too,”  Sebastian agreed, “Progress is happening, though.  That’s something to be grateful for.”

“It is.  I’m sorry if I brought your mood down.  You’re both so young, and look so happy.  I’m glad you get to have that freedom to choose who you want to spend your life with, and then make it official.”

“Thank you,”  Sebastian said, looking at Kurt and squeezing his hand.  When the waiter walked away, he said, “We really are lucky.”

“We are.  I love you, Sir.  So much.”

“I know, Baby.  I love you, too.”

 

There were live bands playing throughout the evening, and the street was packed with mostly LGBTQ partiers dancing in the streets, mingling, and having a great time.  Kurt and Sebastian had a few drinks, danced for a while, browsed the shops on the street, and enjoyed the energy of the crowds.  It was so nice to see people having a good time and truly being themselves.  

 

……………….

 

The next day they did touristy things, like visit the Colosseum , the Pantheon , and the Trevi Fountain , where they threw in some coins for good luck.  They were grateful for the ‘skip-the-line’ ticket and host they had for the Colosseum since it was so crowded.  They had learned a lot from her, and were able to see everything they had wanted. 

They spent the evening at the Piazza Navona , soaking in the Italian atmosphere.  The architecture and the detail of everything around them was beautiful.  It was picturesque in appearance, and was surrounded by fountains, churches, palaces, and cafe’s.

As they ate dinner at an outdoor table of a cafe, Kurt asked, “What was your favorite part of today?”

Sebastian hummed and thought about it as he finished his bite of pasta, “Probably the Colosseum tour.  It was so nice to just have it be us and be able to ask questions when we wanted.  It was worth the extra money for sure.”

“I agree.  I didn’t like how pushy some of the gladiators were who were trying to get us to take pictures with them outside, though.”

“Me neither.  Is that why you chose the one guy?  I thought maybe it was because he was so buff.”

Kurt laughed, “No, it was because he wasn’t pushy.”

Sebastian asked, “What was your favorite part of the day?”

Kurt looked around at the piazza, “I think this is it.  I love the atmosphere here.  It makes me feel like I’m in Italy.  Sometimes when we do touristy things, it’s hard to remember where we are.  Does that make sense?”

Sebastian knit his brows together as he shook his head, “No, Babe.  Not at all.”

Kurt smiled, “It’s like… I kind of feel like I stepped into a history book or something.  I enjoy every second of it, but it’s sort of detached from its location in a way.  I don’t know how else to explain it.”

“I think I get it.  It’s places like this that are so classically Italian that you can’t help but know where you are.”

“Yeah.  I think it’s different when it’s a larger area.  But when we’re in a place like the Colosseum or a famous church, then it’s harder to remember.  It’s like my brain knows where I am, but it’s almost too real to be real. I’m not sure it makes sense even to me.”

“I think I get it.  Tomorrow’s going to be interesting then.”

 

~

 

The two newlyweds had another ‘skip- the-line’ ticket, along with a private tour of Vatican City .  It was more expensive than the average private tour, but they definitely thought it would be worth it.  Once they arrived, they realized how very right they were about that.  It was the most crowded place they had ever been.  

Kurt held on tight to his husband, and hoped that the inside would be a little better.  He didn’t like the looks they were getting from a few of the other tourists, but he tried his best to ignore it. Sebastian sent a few glares of his own, and held on to Kurt just as tight. It wasn’t too bad, but they definitely hadn’t experienced it anywhere else.  

“Are you doing okay, Baby?”  Sebastian knew Kurt was uncomfortable in tight crowds sometimes.

“Yeah, I’m okay.”

Their tour guide turned to them, “Stay close.  It will be better soon.  Crowded still, but better.”

 

Once they were inside, and past the lines and crowds wanting in, it did ease up a bit.  Their guide was really good, and let the couple set the pace.  He was informative, yet relaxed.  They kind of felt like they were there with an old friend, and once again, needed to make sure Angela knew she did well with this one.  It was an especially nice feeling after getting a few looks outside.

Once they were in the Apostolic Palace, the official residence of the pope, Kurt got even more excited.  He was really looking forward to entering the Sistine Chapel and seeing the famed ceiling, painted by the great Michelangelo.  

As they walked, Kurt said, “It’s a bit overwhelming. I don’t even know where to look.  The floor is ornate, and with paintings and detail on every inch of the walls and ceiling…It would take forever to really look at it all.”

“Yep, that's why I’m not even trying.  I’ll pay more attention when we get to the Sistine Chapel.”

Kurt smiled and shook his head.  

When they entered the chapel, they were in awe.  It was different than going to the museums they had visited, seeing other famous works of art.  This was being encompassed by the art.  You were in the art, surrounded by the famed frescoes in a chapel that in itself, was art.  It was all around them, and having studied it, knowing how it was accomplished, made it almost surreal.

“I get what you were saying yesterday a lot better now.  It’s like we’re here… But…”

“Mhm,”  Kurt nodded as he looked up.  “Just think, it’s been over 500 years since this was all painted.”

Their guide began telling about the chapel and the famed frescoes, “I’m sure you are aware that Michelangelo painted the ceiling, but he also painted the mural above the altar on the west wall.  He didn’t do the entire chapel himself.”  He went on to tell them about the other artists who painted the walls, as well as about Michelangelo being so miserable while he was painting that he wrote a poem about it. 

After getting their fill of the chapel, they walked to St. Peter’s Basilica .  Sebastian seemed to like it even more than the Sistine Chapel.  There was something about it that just made him feel small, but at peace.  

Although getting into the church was free, there was a small fee, which they gladly paid, that allowed them to climb to the top of the dome.  The views of Rome were breathtaking.

“This right here is the best spot in Rome.  I’m convinced,”  Kurt smiled.  

“I think you might be right.”  Sebastian turned to Kurt, “I’m so glad I get to experience this with you, Baby.”

Kurt smiled and placed his hand on the small of Seb’s back, “Me too, Love.”

Kurt was in awe, once again, when he found out that what he thought were paintings or frescoes on the walls and ceilings, were really incredibly detailed mosaic murals.  

Sebastian smiled, “I know how much you love mosaics, and how badly you wish you could touch them.”

When they finished, they exited out and said goodbye to their guide.  They wandered through the gardens, then made their way out of the Vatican City walls, back onto the streets of Rome.

 

They had lunch, then strolled the paths of the Roman Forum before heading back to the hotel to rest. 

They laid in bed, and as Sebastian ran his fingers up and down Kurt’s arm that was draped over his stomach, he asked, “Did you feel comfortable at Vatican City today?  I was worried that you wouldn’t, since you're an atheist.”

Kurt thought for a moment, then answered, “I’m not sure what I am, to be honest.  I don’t know. I don’t necessarily believe, but I’m not sure I don’t believe, either.  Being in ‘holy places’ can be powerful.  I’m not sure if it’s the history, the art, the beauty, or what...But it’s almost an overwhelming feeling sometimes.  I know that the places we went were of the Catholic faith, which doesn’t apply to either of us, but I still felt something there.  What about you?”

“Mhm.  Me too.  More so at St. Peter’s today.”

They laid in silence for a few minutes, then Sebastian asked, “Did you feel unwelcome at all.  As a gay man, I mean.”

“When we were outside at the beginning, we got several looks. I’m sure if we weren’t holding hands, that wouldn’t have happened, but it was too crowded not to.  Once we were inside, I think people were too busy looking around to really pay attention to us, but not holding hands helped.  It kind of bothered me, I guess.  I mean, they are supposed to be following a man known for acceptance and kindness.  And yet, they were judgemental.”

“I think it’s hard to find people who aren’t judgmental in one way or another, but it does seem like super religious people can be the most judgemental sometimes.  But, in my opinion, they’ll be judged for how they treat others when the time comes. We just need to love like we’ve always loved.”

 

 

After their nap, they dressed up a bit, then went to an amazing dinner at Unique al Palatino Garden Restaurant .  They dined outside under a centuries-old olive tree and marveled at the atmosphere of the outdoor section of the restaurant.  It was gorgeous.  Their waiter was attentive and polite, and the gourmet food was the best they had had in the city so far.  

“It’s so peaceful and calm here. It’s lovely.”

“It is.  It’s like a little oasis from the crowded city,”  Sebastian said as he refilled Kurt’s wine glass.

“Mmm,”  Kurt hummed, “I’m glad we’re doing the rest of our list tomorrow.  The Borghese Museum and the catacombs are on my must see list, but I’m really looking forward to just relaxing when we get to the Amalfi Coast.”

“Me too, Babe.  Our hotel there looks amazing.  I plan on lots of rest, taking in the beautiful view of the coast, and then making love to my beautiful husband. Maybe the last two can be done at the same time!”

Kurt laughed, “That’s definitely a possibility, Sir.”

 

……………...

 

Kurt and Sebastian finished off their must see list the following day, then headed to Pompeii via train the next morning.  Sebastian had, of course, insisted on the Frecciarossa Executive tickets, which meant they were seated in nice leather recliners, with a personal server.  They enjoyed some drinks and a nice breakfast as the train zoomed by town after town at 300 miles per hour.  It only took them about an hour to get to Naples, where they switched trains, and headed to Pompeii .  

They checked their bags at a hold location in the train station, then headed out to see what was left of the once bustling trade town.  

As they walked the path, looking at the ruins of the city, Kurt was fascinated.  However, when they went to a section that had bodies frozen in time of the moment they died, he threw his hand over his mouth, “Oh god…”

“They aren’t real, Baby.  I know it’s sad, but these are not the real bodies.”

Kurt nodded, “I know, but they’re casts of the real thing.  These poor people.  They had no time to prepare.  I hope they had time to hold their loved ones, or get one last kiss.  I just feel so bad for them.”

Sebastian wrapped his arm around Kurt’s waist and kissed him on the temple, “I know, Baby.  It’s very sad.”

Kurt made a face, “Am I being ridiculous?  Maybe it’s this combined with the catacombs yesterday.”

“You’re not being ridiculous.  Your big heart, your caring, and your compassion...those are things I love most about you.  I think it’s better to feel that way than to just look at this place like it's just a giant display.  This was a bustling town of 10-20 thousand people .  Their lives are important to remember.”

 

When it was time to meet their driver, they headed back to the train station to get their bags, then met the man with the sign that read “Hummel-Smythe”.

“Hello, gentlemen, my name is Francisco.  I will be your driver to and from Positano .  Are you ready?”

“Yes, thank you.”  

Francisco put their bags in the trunk as they climbed into the back seat of the luxury town car.  

“Is this your first time visiting the Amalfi Coast?”

“It is,”  Sebastian answered.  “Do you have any tips?  Any must-see places, or things we shouldn’t miss?”

“Be sure to go out on the water.  The view of the town itself is best from there.  Other than that, just be prepared for steps.  You both look like you’re in good shape, so you should be fine. Oh, and be sure to try some Limoncello.”

He stopped talking after a bit, and the newlyweds enjoyed the silence as they looked out the windows at the scenery.  About fifteen minutes into the drive, Francisco spoke up again, “I’m sorry to disturb you, but I wanted to give you, ahh, what you call a ‘heads up’.  We will be driving along the cliffs edge.  It can look very scary at times, but I promise I am a very good driver.”

Within minutes, they found out what he was talking about.  500 feet below the road was the ocean, and there was little to no shoulder on much of the windy road. 
“As much as I like to drive, I am so glad we hired someone to do it for us.  First, I wouldn’t want to miss this gorgeous view, and second, I wouldn’t want to be the one who made us die.”

Sebastian smiled and shook his head, “You wouldn’t have, Baby.  You’re a very good driver.  But you would have missed the view.  It’s amazing.  Terrifying, but amazing.”

When they arrived less than an hour later, Kurt finally let go of his death grip on Sebastian’s hand.  Seb flexed his hand, “Well, it’s a good thing I’m going into pediatrics, and I have no interest in being a surgeon.”

Kurt bit his lip, trying to hide his smile a bit, “Sorry, Love.  At least you won’t need that hand too much in the near future.”

Sebastian stepped closer to Kurt, pressing his chest to his, “Oh I won’t?”

Kurt shook his head and looked at Seb through his lashes, “No, Sir.”

“Mmm… Let’s go check in, so you can prove your point.”

Kurt smiled, “Yes, Sir.”

 

When they stepped inside their hotel, Le Sirenuse , they both felt like they had stepped into a movie.  It was gorgeous, and the views from the hotel were just as breathtaking.  Although it all screamed luxury, there was something about it that seemed homey and comfortable.  Kurt was already in love with it, and they hadn’t even seen their room yet.  It was owned and run by a couple named Antonio and Carla.  The property had been owned by Antonio's family, and been converted from an old vacation home.

They were greeted warmly by the staff, and were given their very fancy key that hung from a large brass mermaid.  When they arrived at their room, all Kurt could think was that he was glad they would be spending several nights there.  The room was washed in white walls and colorful handmade ceramic tiles on the floor.  The bed was in a separate section, with a flowy canopy at the head of the bed, white linens, and embroidered floral pillows. The sitting room had blue and cream chairs, with more embroidered pillows, a desk, and a set of French doors that led out to the balcony overlooking the town of Positano and the Mediterranean Sea.  

Kurt stopped at the coffee table and noticed a gift basket.  The note inside read, “Thank you for choosing Le Sirenuse to enjoy your honeymoon.  We wish you a lifetime of love and happiness.” It was hand signed by Antonio and Carla.  The gift basket included some fruits, nuts, a journal, and a travel bag full of Eau d’Italie, which was the brand Antonio and Carla’s daughter and husband had created.  Next to the basket was a bottle of Prosecco.

“That was really nice of them,”  Sebastian said as he approached.

“It really was.”  Kurt stood and walked over to the balcony doors.  Sebastian snapped a picture of him as he opened them.  He sent it off to the group chat, letting everyone know they made it to their next destination safely.  

Kurt was leaning his front against the railing, looking out at the town and ocean below.  “This is so beautiful, Bas.  I don’t know if I’ve ever been anywhere so picturesque.”

Sebastian wrapped his arms around Kurt and kissed his shoulder, “It is gorgeous.  Especially with you here.”

Kurt smiled and turned in Sebastian’s arms, “Are you wanting me to show you how you don’t need your hand?”

Sebastian chuckled, “Always, Baby.”  

Kurt backed Sebastian back into the room and pushed him down into one of the chairs.  He knelt in front of him, unbuckled his belt, and unzipped his pants.  He palmed him through the fabric for a bit while Sebastian leaned down and kissed him.  When the kiss finally broke, Kurt pulled Sebastian out of his pants and began stroking him.  

“One thing you will never have to worry about, Sir, is that I will always make sure you feel pleasure, whether you have the use of your hands, or not.”  He licked a broad stripe up Sebastian’s shaft.

“God, Baby.  How did I ever get so lucky?  You’re always such a good boy for me,”  he ran his hands through the sides of Kurt’s hair, then pulled his head back down toward his cock, “Take it all the way.”

Kurt didn’t have time to respond.  He opened his mouth and took Sebastian’s length into his mouth and throat in one go.  Sebastian held his head there for a few seconds, “Yes, Baby. Mmm, good boy.”

Kurt loved every bit of praise his Sir was giving him.  He continued to bob his head up and down, sucking and licking as he went.  He looked up at Sebastian, and that alone made him moan.  His Sir was watching with so much love, that it was almost overwhelming.  

Kurt stopped to catch his breath a little better, and stroked his husband as he twirled his tongue around the head of his cock.  He used his other hand to caress his balls, and began licking up and down his shaft again.

“Fuck,”  Sebastian moaned.  “I wish you could see what I see right now.  My beautiful husband on his knees in front of me.”  Kurt took him into his mouth again.  “Looking at me with those ocean blue eyes.  Even the Mediterranean behind you is no comparison to the blue I get to look at every day when I look into your eyes.”  He ran his fingers through Kurt’s hair again, and caressed his jaw, “Seeing you take me in all the way.  Feeling your lips around me.  The wet, hot, pleasure of being in your mouth.  Fuck, Baby…” 

Kurt continued doing all the little things he knew his Sir enjoyed.  Sebastian continued to praise him, “Mm, Baby, you’re so good.  I’ll never tire of seeing you like this.  So beautiful.  So perfect for me.  That’s it, Baby…”

A couple of minutes later Sebastian was cuming down Kurt’s throat.  As he finished he ran his hand down Kurt’s face, “Thank you, Baby.  So perfect.”

“My pleasure, Sir.”

 

They rested a bit, then headed down to Aldo’s Cocktail Bar and Seafood that was in the resort itself.  It was mostly outdoor dining, with a large mosaic mural behind a chef who prepared the seafood right there for you to watch.  The views were incredible, and the newlyweds had gotten there early enough to be able to sit at the railing, giving them an unobstructed view.

“I just can’t get over this view, Love.”

“I think this is one of the prettiest places I’ve ever been,”  Sebastian nodded.  His phone vibrated with a text.  He pulled it out of his pocket and snapped a picture of Kurt before reading it.  When he opened it, he laughed.  He scooted around toward Kurt and showed him. 

It was a series of 4 photos from Enzo.  The first was a picture of he and Luka with Jenna and Hayden at Times square with a caption that read, “ Puck and Sugar took this picture. You have awesome friends. ”  The second was of them eating a muffin at Sugar Shack.  The third was of Enzo at a dance club with Orion and Channing, and the fourth was of Enzo and Luka passed out on the couch in the living room.

Sebastian took a quick selfie of the two of them with both the town and ocean behind them and sent it to Enzo.  He wrote, “Glad you’re having a great time.  Our friends are amazing.  You can’t beat our view, though.”

 

~

 

The next morning, Kurt asked, “Since I’m ready, do you mind if I meet you down in that gift shop we saw yesterday?”

“Sure.  You’re talking about the one in the hotel right?”

“Yeah.  I’ll meet you down there.”

“Okay.  I won’t be long,”  he kissed Kurt quickly, then headed into the restroom.

 

When Kurt got downstairs, he wandered into the shop and began looking around.  It was women's wear.  Mostly beach attire and jewelry. He was holding out a dress, inspecting the fabric, and he spoke quietly to himself, “So colorful.”

A woman approached, “Are you looking to purchase something for your wife?  Are you here on your honeymoon perhaps?”  She nodded to his ring.

Kurt looked at her and smiled a bit, “No.  I am here on my honeymoon, but as handsome as he is, I don’t think my husband would look good in this.”

She laughed, “You never know.  He might enjoy it.”

Kurt smiled.  He shrugged and said, “I’m a fashion design student.  I was just admiring the fabric.  I love how colorful everything is.”  

“Really?!  I’m Carla.  My husband owns the hotel, and I designed and made all the clothes.  I have a few boutiques, but this one is close to my heart.”

“Oh!  Thank you so much for the gift basket.  That was a lovely surprise.”

When Sebastian came into the store a few minutes later, Kurt and Carla were talking up a storm.  She had given him a few places to check out when in Milan, and a few websites to look into for fabric choices.  

Kurt turned to look at him, “Bas!  This is Carla.  Her husband owns the hotel, and she designs all of these clothes!”

Sebastian smiled and shook her hand, “Sebastian Hummel-Smythe.  It’s nice to meet you.”

Kurt smiled wide, “I love hearing you say your name like that.  Do it again.”  

Sebastian smiled back at his husband, wrapping his arm around his waist, “Sebastian Hummel-Smythe.”  Kurt smiled even wider and pulled her shoulders up.

Carla giggled, “Oh, you two are too cute!  I was just sharing some trade secrets with your handsome husband.”

“That’s very kind of you.”

They talked for a few more minutes, then Kurt and Sebastian left with a promise to come back and see Carla before they headed to their next destination.  

They ate breakfast from the exquisite hotel buffet, then headed out into the town to explore.  As they climbed the stairs up and down the town, they stopped at different shops.  The atmosphere was intoxicating.  Fuchsia flowers and lemon trees were everywhere.  Canopies of greenery and flora even covered some narrow streets as they walked. 

That evening, they headed back to their hotel for their dinner reservations at the famed Michelin star restaurant in their hotel, La Sponda.  It’s white walls filled with arch after arch, the greenery that climbed the walls, the 400 candles that provided the romantic atmosphere, and the unbeatable views of a glowing Positano at sunset, made this a night that neither Kurt nor Sebastian thought they would ever forget. 

Sebastian looked at Kurt from across the table and just stared at him.  Kurt could feel him watching, and looked over at him, smiled softly, and said, “I love you, too.”  Sebastian smiled and winked at him, but didn’t say a word.  

 

~

 

The following day, they got up early, grabbed a few things for breakfast, and headed down to the beach for their boat to Capri.  They loved the views of the coast from the water.  It was breathtaking seeing the colorful buildings built on rocky cliffs.  

Once on the island, they immediately headed to their next boat reservation that would be taking them to the Blue Grotto .  They were there in peak tourist season, so if they didn’t get there early enough, the crowds of boats would be too much while sitting in the hot sun, waiting their turn to enter the cave.  

Luckily, they didn’t have to wait too long.  Their captain helped Kurt and Sebastian, as well as another couple, onto a small rowboat that was paddled by a guide.  Sebastian sat on the floor of the boat with his back against it, and Kurt sat between his legs.  The other couple mirrored them on the other side of the guide. They had to lay down in the boat as they entered the grotto/cave so that they didn’t hit their heads.  The guide used a chain attached to the rocky walls to pull them in.  Once inside, they sat up. 

It was magical. 

Everything was blue.  The water seemed to glow, and it was as if their boat was floating on liquid glass in motion.  Their guide began singing in a deep, thick, Italian accent, that echoed throughout the cavern.  It was beautiful, and Kurt and didn't think he would ever forget it.

The boat tour that they chose included a tour of the entire island, which included the White Grotto and the Green Grotto.  They were taken to a private beach, where they swam and chatted with some of the other folks from their tour.  The entire tour was beautiful and well worth the extra side trip.  

They spent the afternoon on the island of Capri, having lunch at the Piazzetta , which was the city center.  It was charming and fun, but they preferred Positano, which just seemed to be extra welcoming.

When they returned back to Le Sirenuse hotel, they showered, then went to Franco’s at the hotel for some drinks and a light dinner.  Oddly enough, Franco’s was full of mostly Americans.  It wasn’t odd to hear English being spoken, but it was odd to hear it without an accent.  They chatted with a few people, but mostly they sat and enjoyed the sunset view that morphed into a city lit of twinkling lights below the night sky.

As they laid in bed that night, Sebastian kissed Kurt on his temple, then smiled, “I think we can call our first week of marriage a success.”

Kurt giggled, then rolled himself on top of his husband, “I think you’re right.”

 

…………………....

 

The next day was their last full day in Positano.  They decided to use the day to relax and enjoy the atmosphere of this magical town.  They swam and lounged by the pool that overlooked the ocean.  They wandered down the street and got a lemon sorbet that was served in a hollowed out, frozen lemon peel.  They sat on benches and people watched, snacking on different food items they would pick up here and there.  

After dinner, they decided to say their final goodbyes to Carla.  She made them promise to come back and visit sometime.  She gave Kurt her email in case he had questions about the information she had shared a couple of days before. 

Later that night, Sebastian woke up in an empty bed.  He looked toward the sitting room and noticed the doors to the balcony were open.  He got up, put some sleep pants on, and made his way over.  When he got there, he saw Kurt sitting in one of the chairs, wrapped in a hotel robe, looking out at the ocean and town below.  

His voice rough with sleep, whispered, “Are you okay, Baby?”

Kurt turned and looked at him, a little startled.  He wiped his eyes, “Yes, Sir.”

Sebastian frowned and knelt in front of him, “What’s the matter?  Why are you crying?” He reached up and ran his thumb under Kurt’s eye.

Kurt smiled and shook his head.  He caressed Seb’s face, “I’m just happy.”

Sebastian made a face, “You’re out here in the middle of the night crying because you’re happy?”

Kurt chuckled through another tear, “Yeah.”  He wiped his eyes again, “It’s all just...so magical.  Everything has been so wonderful that it almost seems unreal.  And to think I’m experiencing all of this with someone like you…”

“Baby,”  Sebastian leaned in and hugged Kurt around his waist, and Kurt cradled his head to his chest, running his fingers through his hair.  

 

…………………..

 

Once Francisco dropped them off at the train station the following day, they made their way to the small, charming town Of Orvieto .  They were staying in an Airbnb, and it was lovely.  

“This town, and this house, ooze Italian charm,”  Kurt said, looking around. 
“It does.  I wasn’t sure about his stop, but so far, so good.”

“Well, we’re only here for two nights, so if it’s awful, we’ll just stay here and have sex the whole time,”  Kurt winked.  Sebastian laughed but kind of hoped the town was awful.

He didn’t know whether or not to be disappointed, but they actually had a great time.  The small winding streets of Orvieto were incredibly charming, and there was plenty to see and do.  Kurt’s favorite was the outside of the church, which was covered in mosaic murals.  

“Most churches have the art on the inside.  I like this.  Let’s go inside.”

As they entered, Sebastian looked up, “Uhmmm….”

“Woah…”

The inside ceiling was covered in paintings of Hell, including violent scenes and flying demons.  As they left, Sebastian said, “I don’t know what to make of that.  It was kind of creepy.”

“Very.  But I love the outside.”

 

……………..

 

The next day they woke up early, rented a car, and headed out for a day trip to Civita di Bagnoregio.  As they approached, their eyes widened.

“Wow,” Kurt smiled. “This reminds me of Tangled too, like Mont Saint-Michel did in France.”

“Yeah, I agree.  This one looks like there’s more of a hike to get to it, though.”

“Well, if Positano and it’s million stairs prepared us for anything, it was this.”

They loved exploring the little shops and eating at the restaurants.  It was completely charming, and the views were spectacular.  

 

……………………..

 

After another nice day in Orvieto, they boarded the train once more, and headed for Florence.  They took a taxi to their hotel, Ville Sull’Arno

“Angela said this was the best location, while still feeling Italian, not too modern, and in her words, not frufru.”

“It looks lovely from the outside, Bas.  I’m sure it’s great.”

They entered and took in the mix of modern and classic Italian.  Their suite was really nice, and they had a great view of the city.  

The first thing they did was head to the Accademia Gallery to see Michelangelo’s “David” . They braved the crowds and admired him from down below.

Kurt whispered in Sebastian’s ear, “What do you think?”

Sebastian tilted his head a bit, then responded, “His body reminds me a lot of yours when it comes to his muscles and general physique, but boy are you better endowed.”

Kurt laughed, “What is it with Michelangelo and smaller penises?  Was everyone smaller back then?”

Sebastian chuckled and shook his head, “No, Babe. You’ve only seen more well endowed men.”

Kurt blushed, “Really?”  They continued walking through the museum.

“Yeah.  I mean Puck’s fairly big.  Nick and Jeff are not small.  Have you seen anyone else?”

“Nope.  Just you, Sir.”

Sebastian smiled and kissed the side of Kurt’s head, then whispered in his ear, “You’ve done more than seen it, Babe.”

“Mhmm,”  Kurt bounced his eyebrows.  

 

~

 

They wandered the streets of Florence, going into shops and galleries, and even rode the Florentine Carrousel . After purchasing some gelato, they ate it as they sat by the river and watched the boats and people go by.  The next few days were much of the same.  They enjoyed the art and culture of the city, and of all the places so far, they enjoyed talking to the locals there more than anywhere else.

On their third full day, they rented a car again and headed to Pisa .  They admired the leaning tower and took the traditional photos, then explored the area.   The Cathedral of Pisa was impressive with it’s white marble walls and heavy bronze doors.

 

………………………..

 

The next day, they drove to Chianti Tuscany .  They met the hosts of the home they rented through Airbnb, Simone and Valerie.  It was an adorable villa just outside the town of Chianti, and Kurt immediately fell in love with it. It wasn’t high luxury, but it was charming and sweet, and all theirs for several nights.  

They also fell in love with the lovely ladies who owned it.  They sat and talked with them for about an hour.  They discovered they were a couple, and lived in a nearby town with their son and daughter. They had a ton of suggestions for places they thought the newlyweds would enjoy.  

Once they were alone, Kurt and Sebastian sat outside on the veranda and enjoyed the view.  

“They cypress and olive trees really remind me where we are.  This is so nice.”

“It is.  Simone said there are bicycles around back.  We should go for a ride.  Maybe see what the town is like.”

Kurt nodded, “That sounds nice.  But just so you know, I haven’t ridden a bike in at least five years.”

“Really?”  Kurt nodded.  Sebastian shrugged, “Well you know what they say about riding a bike.  You’ll do fine.”

And he did.  They cycled into town, and Kurt felt like he was in a movie the whole time.  They found a nice little cafe and had some lunch.  Once again, everyone was very welcoming.  

“We might need to come back here.  It’s really good.”

“Mhmm,”  Kurt agreed as he finished his bite.  “I want to learn how to make pasta.  The real kind, like this.”

Their waiter, who was currently refilling their waters, said, “Antonio can teach you.”

Kurt looked up, a little confused, “Antonio… will teach me?”

“Si.  He teaches classes once a week.  You can sign up.”

“That’s really a thing?  I would love to do that.”

Before they left, both Kurt and Sebastian had met Antonio, who was a chef there, and were signed up for classes the next morning.  

 

The rest of the week included the cooking class, which they loved, castle tours, wine vineyards, and hopping from small town to small town throughout Tuscany, either on bike or by car.  

They were shopping at one of the local outdoor markets in Pienza when Kurt said, “This has been such a lovely week.  The people here are so nice, and it’s so beautiful.  I kinda want to live here.”  Kurt was looking at some colorful leather products hanging from one of the booths.

“You would give up city life?”

“Mmm… Maybe not.  But we definitely need to come back.”  They moved to the next booth.

“I’m sure we will.  Maybe we can retire here.”

Kurt scrunched up his face, “But we wouldn’t be able to see our kids or grandkids often.”

Sebastian smiled, “True. We’ll leave it as a vacation destination then.”  

Secretly, he was thinking of buying a vacation home here that they could rent out as an extra income for the times they weren’t using it.  It would be nice to have a place for them to get away that wasn’t a home for the entire family.  It was something to think about.  He thought maybe for one of their bigger anniversaries.  He smiled as he watched Kurt talk to a lady at the next booth who was trying to get him to buy her goods.  Kurt just seemed so at ease here.  He made a mental note to look into it.  Anything to make his husband happy.



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Chapter 33: The Honeymoon Part 2

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When their time at the villa was up, they repacked their freshly washed laundry, said goodbye to their lovely hosts, then drove to Modena .  Kurt was really excited.  Modena was known as the world's 'Supercar Capital', being the nearest large town to the homes of Maserati, Lamborghini, Pagani and previously also Bugatti and De Tomaso.  What he didn’t know was that Sebastian had a surprise for him.

They checked into their hotel, the Premier Milano Place Hotel .  The contrast between where they had just stayed and this hotel was huge.  This hotel was modern and sleek. Their room was all gray and black, with a photo of a red sports car above the bed.  

“Well, this is different,”  Sebastian laughed.

“Definitely.”  It was nice and clean, but not the style they had gotten used to.  Kurt pointed to the mirrored wall next to the bed.  He bounced his eyebrows, “That could be fun.”

Sebastian smiled, wrapping his arms around his husband, “We are absolutely going to take advantage of that tonight.  However, today, we have reservations.”

Kurt frowned, “We do?”

Seb nodded, “Mhmm.  You know what’s really sexy?”

“What?”

“My hot as hell husband behind the wheel of a hot as hell car.”

Kurt narrowed his eyes, “What are you talking about?”

Sebastian shrugged like it was no big deal, “Well, we’re going on the factory tour that you wanted to go on, but then I made arrangements for both of us to test drive several cars.”

Kurt's eyes widened, “We...we get to drive them?”

Sebastian smiled, “Yep.  More than one, too.  But I’m not telling you what kind.  I want you to be surprised.”

Kurt kissed him and said, “You’re the best.”

He winked, “I just know what will make my husband happy, and I’m willing to do it.  Besides, I’m looking forward to it too.”

 

They toured the Lamborghini factory , then headed out to the racetrack on the company property.  A couple of employees were standing at the entrance  in front of a bright blue Lamborghini Centenario.  

Kurt hummed in appreciation, “Damn.”

Seb leaned over and whispered in his ear, “I can’t wait to see you behind the wheel, Baby.  So sexy.”

Kurt bit his lip, trying to silence the moan he knew was about to escape.  

One man introduced himself as Marco, and dangled keys in front of the newlyweds.  “Are you ready to take her for a spin?”

“So ready,”  Kurt nodded.  He took the keys, slid into the driver's seat and looked back at Sebastian.

He smiled, “It looks good on you, Babe.”

Kurt winked, closed the door, and hummed as he started the engine. 

As Kurt pulled away, with Marco in the passenger seat, Sebastian said, “He always looks great in expensive things.” Giovanni, the other employee, just smiled.

When Kurt pulled back around after several laps around the track, he killed the engine and opened the door.  He didn’t get out, but turned to Sebastian, “That.  Was.  Amazing.”

Sebastian chuckled as he smiled wide, “I’m glad you liked it.”  As he and Kurt passed each other, he leaned over and said, “That was sexy, Baby.”

Kurt smiled and handed him the keys.  

As Sebastian was driving with Giovanni, Marco said, “The Aston Martin is next.”

Kurt’s eyes widened and he turned to see a bright red Aston Martin pull up, “My god, that’s gorgeous.”  When the driver stopped and got out, Kurt asked, “Can I see the engine?”  They popped the hood, and Kurt looked inside, “Gorgeous.”

Marco said, “Most people don’t ask to see the engine.  All they care about is the outside.”

Kurt nodded and raised his brows, “Kind of the same way with people, right?  Most people just care about the outside.”

Marco chuckled, “Never thought of it that way, but you’re right.”

Sebastian approached with a huge smile on his face, “That was amazing.”  

Kurt smiled at him, “Right?  Look at this beauty.”

“Mmm, it is beautiful.  Ever work on one?”

“Sort of.  I helped Dad with an older model once.  It belonged to one of the guys in the car club, and there’s no way it was coming into the garage and Dad would let anyone else work on her but him.  This one is pristine, though.”

“Are you a mechanic?”  Giovanni asked.

Kurt shrugged one shoulder, “I used to be.  I have my mechanics license and my father owns a garage, but I go to school for fashion design now.”

Giovanni nodded, “You should look under the hood of the Lambo too.”

“I’d love to.”

Once they found out about Kurt being a licensed mechanic, they showed him the engine of all four cars that the couple took for a spin.  They loved every single car they drove.  Kurt’s favorite had been the blue Lamborghini, though.  Maybe it was because of the initial rush, but whatever it was, he was a little smitten.

The Aston Martin was available to rent, so they took it out into the country for a couple of hours. Kurt was in Heaven as they drove the rolling hills of wine country.

 

~

 

The next day, they took part in the other thing Modena is known for.  Food.  They went on a “Foodie Tour”, and had a great time.  It had been some of the best food they had eaten on their entire trip.  

They also enjoyed the other people on the tour. They met some other couples from Italy, Sweden, and America.  They all seemed to click. They laughed and talked throughout the entire tour.  By the time they all parted, they were following each other on Instagram and Twitter.

 

……………….

 

They took the train to Venice the next morning.  It was only a two hour ride, and they were loving that everywhere they went seemed to be a fairly short commute compared to how it was traveling in the US.  

From the train station, they boarded a nice, polished wood water taxi, compliments of their hotel, Aman Venice .  As the water taxi pulled up to the private dock of the hotel, Kurt felt like he was dreaming.  

They entered the luxurious, legendary, hotel, and not only were they treated like royalty, but it had the feel of a royal palace.  It wasn’t huge, but it was ornate and beautifully detailed in a style that they had become so accustomed to seeing on their honeymoon, just not in their actual hotels.  

When they entered their suite, Kurt looked around at the expansive space, muraled ceilings, large fireplace, and amazing views.  He breathed out, “Bas…”

“It’s gorgeous.  Just like you,”  He wrapped his arms around Kurt as they looked out the window that overlooked the canal below.

Kurt turned in his arms, “Have I told you lately that I love you?”

Sebastian playfully scrunched up his face, “Mmm...It’s been a few hours.”

Smiling wide, Kurt said, “Well, Sir, I love you very much.”

“I love you, too.  More than anything or anyone in the entire world.”  

“Hmm.  Do you love me enough to be super cliche and take a ride on a gondola?”

Sebastian frowned a little, “Do people come to Venice and not take a ride on a gondola?”  Kurt shrugged, then leaned up to kiss his husband.  After a minute or two, Sebastian backed Kurt up and laid him on the bed, “We do the gondola later…”

Kurt smiled as his husband unbuttoned his pants, “Yes, Sir.”

 

~

 

Once they were ready to be out and about, they headed downstairs to first explore the hotel .  Soon, they stepped out to walk along the canal and ended up in St. Mark’s Square that was only a couple of minutes away.  Taking their time and wandering around the area of their hotel, they were glad they had several days here, and were happy to take things at leisurely pace so they could really soak up the ambiance.  

When they turned a corner, Sebastian moaned, “Babe, please?  Please, please, please…. I know we agreed, but I need a burger.” They had agreed on the plane to Rome that they were going to try all the local foods, and not do any type of chain restaurant that could be found in the States, but Sebastian could practically taste the burger already and his mouth was watering.

Kurt had been window shopping, and didn’t know what Sebastian was talking about.  He turned to see a Hard Rock Cafe .  He nodded as he laughed a little, “That sounds really good, actually.”  How could he deny his husband a burger?  Besides, Sebastian rarely begged.  He never needed to.  What he wanted, he got.  A burger really did sound amazing.

Sebastian practically dragged Kurt as they quickly made their way inside.  Once seated, their waitress came to the table to take their drink order.  As they waited, they looked around at all of the memorabilia that they could see while not abandoning their table.

“This is the first Hard Rock Cafe I’ve ever been to.”

“Really?  We could make it a tradition each time we travel, if you want.  Well, if the city we’re in has one.”

“Well, I guess it depends on that burger.  If it’s good, then maybe.”

Sebastian smiled, “I hope it is.  I wasn’t craving American food at all until I saw this place.  Now I’m not sure anything else will satisfy this craving.”

When the waitress came back to take their order, she teased them about ordering American food while in Italy.

Sebastian lightheartedly replied, “We love our burgers.  One American meal in the middle of our month long stay should hold us off until we get back to New York.  I think we’re doing pretty well!”

She giggled, “A month long stay?  Okay, I’ll cut you some slack, then.”

When she brought the food out she winked, “I had them Americanize it as much as possible.”

They chuckled and thanked her.  It really did hit the spot, and both boys laughed when they heard each other moan when taking their first bites.  It was everything they had hoped for.

 

As they stepped into their private gondola that evening, their guide smiled, “Would you like a song?”

Sebastian nodded, “Yes, please.  That would be great.”

He pushed them away from the dock, then began their way down the canal.  Before he began to sing, he turned, “More privacy?  Yes?”  He motioned to the canal that was, in essence, a ‘side street’.  

“Yes, please.”  

As they made their way down the canal, the guide began to sing.  Sebastian wrapped his arm around Kurt’s shoulder, and they watched as the colorful buildings went by.  They passed under bridge after bridge, and couple after couple out for an evening stroll.  

Kurt whispered, “I can see why this is a ‘must do’ for couples who visit Venice.  It’s very romantic.”

“Mmm, it is.  I think I’ll remember this for the rest of my life.”  He turned to look at Kurt, who had been looking at him lovingly, “I love you, Baby.”

“I love you, too.”

 

~

 

Over the next few days, they explored Venice at a leisurely pace.  They walked to the Rialto Bridge, toured St. Mark’s Basilica , and Doge’s Palace .  They hung out in the square, wandered the streets, visited shops, restaurants, and art galleries.  

Kurt was looking in the windows of one of the shops, and turned to his husband, “Just when we visit a city, a town, a street, a shop, and I think it’s been my favorite...something else just as wonderful appears.  Venice is beautiful.  And I want to say it’s my favorite, but then I remember how I felt in other towns.  I just don’t think I can pick.”

Sebastian chuckled a little, “Then don’t.  We can love them all equally.”

“M’Kay, good.  Thanks for bringing me here, Bas.”

He kissed Kurt on the lips quickly, “You’re very welcome.”

 

~

 

On their last full day in Venice, they visited Teatro La Fenice, Venice’s opera house for a tour.  It was Kurt’s favorite. The ornate details in gold, the painted ceilings, the rows of seats that he envisioned full of patrons who loved the art, dressed to the nines… It was stunning.  

As they looked at the stage from the seats, Sebastian whispered, “I was a little bummed that the only performances here during our stay is a play.  We wouldn’t be able to understand a word of it.  But what I really wish, is that I could hear you sing up on the stage,”   

“You just like hearing me sing.  It doesn't matter where,”  Kurt teased.

Seb nodded, “True.  But it would be magical to see you sing up there.  I’ll just have to settle for fantasizing about it.”

Kurt smiled, “Okay, Love.”

 

Later that evening as they packed their bags for the next leg of their journey, Kurt said, “I am going to miss this hotel.  This room is magical all on it’s own.  Even without the magical things you’ve done to me in it.”

Sebastian laughed, “God I love you.  We could always have a repeat performance.  You know… just so the memory is fresh in your mind.”

Kurt ran his fingers down Sebastian’s chest, “A repeat of which time?”  He looked up at him through his lashes in the way that he knew drove Sebastian crazy.

Seb kissed him, “You pick.  I’m open for anything…”

 

…………………..

 

The following morning, they made their way to Milan, and checked into their hotel, Palazzo Parigi Hotel and Grand Spa .  It was gorgeous.

“Well, I think this hotel might make me not miss the last one quite as much,” Kurt smiled.

Sebastian nodded, “It did not disappoint.  That’s for sure.”  He paused a beat, “What time did Donatello say he would be here?”  They had been in contact with Donatello, who was meeting them at the hotel for lunch.

“He said he’d be here at noon.  He said he was taking care of the reservations.”

“Good.  Let’s go check out our room.”

 

They loved their suite, and were soon downstairs to meet Donatello.  He was leaning against the banister of the stairs when they arrived.  

He smiled wide, “Ah!  The newlyweds!  I must say, you seem to be glowing.”  He shook their hands and gave air kisses on either side of their cheeks.

Kurt chuckled, “I’m sure we are glowing.  That’s what happens when you’re this happy.”  Seb smiled and kissed him on his temple.

Donatello shook his head, “Ah, love.  Shall we eat?”

“Yes, I’m starving,”  Sebastian said, grabbing Kurt’s hand as they walked toward one of the hotel restaurants, Caffe Parigi .  

 

They sat and enjoyed their meal as Donatello filled Kurt in on the shops that he wanted to take him to while they were  in the fashion capital of Italy.  

“Are you ready for a day of shopping, Sebastian?”

Seb smiled, “I’ve been preparing myself for this for a while now.”

Kurt rolled his eyes a bit, “Don’t let him fool you, Donatello.  He doesn’t hate shopping.  But he doesn’t love it as much as I do.”

“I love seeing you try things on.  And I love seeing you get excited about fashion, or a good find.”

“Well,” Donatello said, “I think we definitely need to head to the Grand Galleria then.  You’ll love it.”

After lunch, which Donatello insisted on paying for, they headed over to the Grand Galleria Vittorio Emanuele II.   

“I can’t believe this is a mall,”  Kurt said, looking up at the glass ceiling and murals above the classic Italian architecture.  It was so beautiful, and much more like the other places they had visited, and not at all like the malls found in the States.

“One of the oldest in the world,”  Donatello nodded.  “The mosaic floors in the center under the dome represent Asia, Africa, Europe, and America.  Spin on your heels over there for good luck.”  

“Over where? What?”  Kurt asked.

Sebastian smiled, “Oh, I read about this.  You have to put your heel on the balls of the bull and spin in a full circle.  It brings good luck.”  He laughed at the look on Kurt’s face.

Kurt muttered, “Poor bull.”

Regardless, they both did it anyway. 

It was getting crowded, so Sebastian made sure to hold Kurt’s hand tight.  He leaned over and whispered in his ear, “I want you to get whatever you want, Baby.”

Kurt shook his head, “You know I can’t do that.  I don’t care how much money you have.  I’m too thrifty.”

Sebastian sighed, “First, it’s ‘how much money we have’, and second, I want you to get whatever you want .”  He emphasized it again.

Donatello had overheard, and knowing what he knew about the couple, he was curious as to how Kurt would answer.

“Yes, Sir.  I...I promise if I love it so much that I’d be disappointed to leave without it, I’ll get it.  But I’m not going to get everything that I like.  You can’t put a fashion student in a place like this and expect them not to be drooling over everything.  Besides, you’re getting some new fashion pieces too.”

“Oh, I am?”

“Yes, Sir,”  Kurt nodded, biting his lip as he tried to smile too big.

“Don’t you dare hide that smile from me.  I love that smile.”

Kurt smiled wide, “Yes, Sir.”

Donatello smiled and shook his head as he led the way to Prada.

As they entered the store, the saleslady smiled, “Donatello!”  She continued her greeting, but it was in Italian, so Kurt and Sebastian had no idea what she was saying.  Donatello spoke to her for a moment, then she lit up, “Oh, that’s where I know you from!  You were in Donatello’s latest Noir ad.  And this is your husband?”  She looked from Sebastian to Kurt again, “You’re a lucky man.”

Kurt chuckled, “Yes, I am.”

“Come,”  she motioned with her hands, “My name is Martina.  I will be helping you today.  Anything you need, just let me know.”

They purchased a few things from Prada, then went on to Gucci, Louis Vuitton, and Versace.  What Kurt enjoyed the most, however, were the other high end boutiques that could not be found in New York or Paris.  What Sebastian enjoyed most, was the fashion show he got when Kurt tried things on and came out to show him.  He and Donatello sat and watched, giving honest opinions. 

When it was Sebastian’s turn to try things on at their final store, Kurt sat and chatted with the photographer while they waited.  When Sebastian came out, Kurt stopped speaking all together.  He was wearing black pants that had a subtle dark gray pinstripe, accentuating his long, lean, legs, and a tight v-neck sweater that showed off his arms and chest.  

“Damn,”  Kurt breathed.

“Mmm, yes.  Your husband looks good.”

Sebastian shrugged, “I take it you like it?”

Kurt just nodded as he continued to stare.  

Donatello chuckled, “I think you have to buy it now.  I also think that tomorrow, you two should come to my studio.  You can wear one of your new outfits, and I can take some pictures for you.  It’s my wedding gift to you.”

“Today has been more than kind of you, Donatello.  We don’t need to take up more of your time.”

“Ah, well, I find inspiration in you.  Please come. I figured you’re in Italy long enough that I’m not stealing too much precious honeymoon time?  My studio is below my apartment in Brera.  You must see the neighborhood.  It’s so charming.  You can meet my wife, too.”

Kurt looked at Sebastian, who shrugged.  He turned back, “That would be lovely.  What time would you like us?”

Sebastian spoke up, “We have reservations to see The Last Supper at 10 tomorrow morning.”

“How about the evening, then?  Say six?  We can go to dinner before or after, too.  We won’t be too long in the studio.”

“That would be nice.  Just text me your address.” 

 

Once they parted ways, Kurt and Sebastian returned their purchases to the hotel, then went to a nice dinner together before taking a leisurely stroll to end the night. 

 

~

 

When they woke, they got ready for the day, then had breakfast in the hotel.  They walked back to Duomo Square, and took a tour of the Milan Cathedral .

“This is just stunning,”  Sebastian said, looking up at the flying buttresses.  

“It is.  I kind of understand why it took over 600 years to complete.  Although, I’m kind of struggling to wrap my mind around that.  I mean, 78 architects throughout time, and they are still working on it a little.  I just… I don’t know...It’s a lot.”

 

After finishing the self guided tour at the cathedral, they headed over to Santa Maria Delle Grazie Church and Convent for their ten o’clock reservation to see the famed da Vinci painting, The Last Supper .  Each group of visitors was only allowed 15 minutes in the room with the painting. As they stood and looked at it, Sebastian put his hand on Kurt’s shoulder and stood behind him slightly.  

“It’s so sad that it’s deteriorating,”  Kurt whispered.

“It is.  We should be extra grateful that we got to see it.”

Kurt just nodded and placed his hand over Seb’s.  

 

They  headed back to the hotel once again.  There was plenty to do and see in Milan, but most things would feel like a bit of a repeat of seeing other versions of it in the cities they had already visited.  That, or they just weren’t as interested.  So instead, they took advantage of their current home away from home.  

They had lunch at the same hotel restaurant as the day before, but this time, sat out in the private gardens to eat.  It was a beautiful day, much cooler than the days prior, and relaxing in the garden as they drank some wine and dined on delicious food, was perfect.  

After taking a couple of hours to swim and relax by the pool, they showered and got ready to visit Donatello and his wife.  The afternoon was a great refresher after a day of shopping the previous day.  

They headed to Brera , via taxi, to meet Donatello at his studio.  When they arrived, a beautiful woman answered the door.

“Ciao!  I’m Carina, Donatello’s wife.  Please come in.”  She swung the door open wider.

“It’s nice to meet you, Carina.  I’m Kurt, and this is my husband, Sebastian.” They both shook her hand.

 

“Oh, he was right.  You are both so handsome.  I’m so glad you are indulging him.  He’s going to have so much fun with this, and you will end up with some beautiful photos.  Are you enjoying Italy so far?”

Sebastian nodded, “We haven’t been to a town we haven’t loved.  It’s beautiful and charming.  Just like we were told it would be.”

Donatello came in and greeted them kindly.  He suggested starting outside and taking some candid shots, then some posed ones.  After that, they could take some in the studio before heading to dinner. 

Their studio was on a charming street in Brera, with a comfortable and casual feel.  The buildings were brightly painted, with a charming worn look to them. Wrought iron balconies adorn some windows above, and storefronts had wooden signs hanging above the doors.  Small tables were set up close to the buildings of cafes, and flower pots overflowed with colorful blooms.  It was beyond charming, and nearly felt unreal.

Kurt and Sebastian walked hand in hand.  Donatello took a couple of shots of them hand in hand on the cobblestone street, from in front of them, as well as from behind.  He had them stop at one point, and put Sebastian against a wall of a creamy yellow building.  He simply told Kurt to go kiss his husband.  

Kurt smiled softly, “My pleasure,” and stepped up to Seb.  

Seb smiled back and put one hand on Kurt’s waist as Kurt reached up to spread his fingers through Sebs hair at the nape of his neck.  They kissed gently, and Donatello took a picture.  He took another one as they pulled apart, resting their foreheads together.

Before too long, they headed back inside to the studio.  Donatello asked, “Would you be opposed to some sexy shots?”

“Donatello, every shot with Kurt in it is sexy.”

Kurt rolled his eyes, but smirked as Carina giggled.

“How sexy are we talking?”

“Mmm...Shirtless?”

Sebastian looked at Kurt, who shrugged, “I’m okay with it.”  He looked back at Donatello, “But just shirtless.”

He chuckled, “Promise.”

He took several pictures of them, both together, and separated.  One picture consisted of a close up of Kurt pressed up against Seb’s front, his left hand on Seb’s chest close to his own face, and he was looking at the camera.  Another was Sebastian looking at the camera over Kurt’s shoulder, hands splade across his shoulder blades in a possessive manner.   Donatello couldn’t tell yet which was going to be his favorite.  They were such a sexy couple to shoot.  But he was thinking it was probably going to be the one with Sebastian pressed against Kurt’s back, his arms wrapped around his front, with on hand at the base of Kurt’s neck.  Kurt had his head turned and tilted up, as they were about to kiss.

 

When they were finished, they headed down the street to Cinc, a fun little bar with great food, friendly staff, and karaoke.

“Karaoke?  Do you know more about us than we think you do?”  Kurt asked, giving Donatello an amused accusatory glare.

Donatello shook his head and acted innocent, but Carina smiled, “Don’t let him fool you.  Isabelle told him a bit more about you.”

Donatello looked at her, “Carina, don’t give my secrets away.”

She kissed him, “Sorry, Sir.”

Kurt’s eyes widened a bit, then he quickly schooled his expression.  Donatello smiled at him and gave a little nod.  Kurt shook his head, “No wonder you took a liking to me.”

“That’s not the only reason.  You’re gorgeous, kind, fun to work with… But it did give me a soft spot for you.”

“He’s hard not to love,”  Seb said, kissing Kurt on the top of his head.

 

They enjoyed dinner, and before they knew it, they were all a little tipsy.  Karaoke was fun, and Kurt and Sebastian sang a couple of songs together.  Most people were singing in Italian, so they had no idea what they were singing, but they still enjoyed their company, nonetheless.  

By the end of the evening, they said their goodbyes to Donatello and Carina, promising to keep in touch.  They made their way back to the hotel, and got ready for the final leg of their honeymoon journey the next day.

 

………………………..

 

The next morning, they headed to a couple of the fabric shops that Carla, from their hotel in Positano, had told Kurt about.  He ended up buying several yards of fabric, as well as some Italian ceramic buttons, and having them shipped back home.

Shortly after they checked out of their hotel late that afternoon, Kurt squeezed Sebastian’s hand, “Thanks for humoring me while we’ve been here in Milan.”

Sebastian frowned a bit, “What do you mean?”

“Well, we shopped, and shopped, and shopped.  We met up with Donatello.  We shopped some more for fabrics.  I know you don’t mind shopping, but this was a lot.  I appreciate you being patient.”

“Babe, you know I enjoy being with you no matter what we’re doing. I was honest with what I told Donatello when he asked if I was ready for the amount of shopping they were getting ready to do. When you shop, I love watching you.  You get this look of concentration on your face.  You focus.  You can see the wheels turning in your head.  You also get this...joy.  I love seeing it.  And I enjoyed Donatello and Carina very much.  It was nice to talk to someone we kind of knew, and it was really nice that we didn’t have to censor ourselves at all to be able to do it, since they can totally relate.  Other than Carina’s awful singing voice, it was a great time.”

Kurt laughed, “It was pretty bad.  She made up for it in her enthusiasm, though.”

“Yes, she did,” Seb smiled.  “Now, we have a little less than a week left.  I plan on continuing to spoil my husband, relax some more, and then having lots more sex.  Sprinkle in some adventure, and it’s sure to be a great week.”

“Sounds perfect.”

 

.............

 

The hotel they had booked for the remainder of the stay in Italy was located in Blevio, on Lake Como.  It was only 25 miles north of Milan, so they hired a car to drive them.  45 minutes later, they were pulling up to the front of the Mandarin Oriental, Lago di Como .

“Wow.  Once again, Angela did not disappoint.”

“No, she didn’t.”  Sebastian went to check them in while Kurt went to the wall of windows in the lobby that overlooked the lake.  When Sebastian had finished, he approached Kurt from behind, “Are you ready to go to the villa, Babe?”

Kurt turned, nodding slightly, “Yes, Sir.”  Kurt frowned, “Villa?”

Sebastian smirked, “Yes, Baby.  Let’s go.”

They headed to their accommodations, Villa Della Rocca , which was just down a beautiful walkway from the main building.  Kurt smiled as he saw it. Not only was it gorgeous, and in the perfect setting, but they could be as loud as they wanted, since it was a stand alone building. He was quite vocal in bed, and just like at the house in Tuscany, he didn’t have to hold anything back here.  

When they opened the door, they were greeted by the wall of floor to ceiling glass doors, and unique, light and airy decor.  They both loved it.  The living room, kitchen, and a bathroom, were on the first floor.  The doors slid open to a private terrace, with the lake directly in front of it.  Upstairs was the bedroom, also with floor to ceiling views of the lake, and a gorgeous en-suite with a big tub that Kurt was looking forward to using.

“This is the perfect way to end a perfect honeymoon, Love.”

“I’m glad you like it,”  Sebastian smiled, walking up to Kurt and wrapping his arms around him.  

“I love it.”  He leaned up and kissed his Sir.

 

They decided to eat at the hotel restaurant L~Aria, and enjoyed the lake views from their table.  Just as interesting as the view, was the open concept kitchen of the restaurant, which allowed guests to watch as their food was being prepared.  Kurt, who was more of a cook than Sebastian, was entranced by watching the chefs.  Sebastian, again, was entranced by watching Kurt.

Once they had their fill, they headed back to the villa to spend some time relaxing. They sat on the terrace and watched the boats go by as the sun set over the hill on the far side of the lake.  

Holding Kurt’s hand as it rested on the small table for two, Sebastian asked, “What’s on your mind, Baby?”

Kurt turned to look at Sebastian, “I’m just thinking about the wedding.  It was so magical.”

“It was perfect.”

“It was.  And I was thinking about all of our friends and family, and how lucky we are.”

“Mhmm.  The luckiest.  They are the best.”  Sebastian said as if he were prompting Kurt to get to the point he wanted to make.  He knew he wasn’t saying everything that was on his mind.

“I just...I get overwhelmed if I think about it too much.  You, our family, our friends.  I don’t know what I did to deserve any of it.”

“Baby...You being you is what makes you deserve it.”  

Kurt shook his head a bit and looked back out at the water.  Sebastian frowned, hating that he had any doubt about deserving any of what he had.  He stood up and placed himself directly in front of Kurt.  Kurt spread his legs, and Sebastian stepped a bit closer.

“Are you kind?”

“Yes, Sir.”

“Are you caring?”

“Yes, Sir.”

“Are you considerate?”

“I try to be, Sir.”  Sebastian was silent and gave Kurt a pointed look.  Kurt cleared his throat, “Yes, Sir.  I am considerate.”

Seb nodded, “Are you thoughtful?”

“Yes, Sir.”

“Are you fun?”

Kurt started to say that he hoped he was, but when he looked back up to Sebastian, he was giving him that look again.  He nodded, “Yes, Sir.”

Seb bent over and placed his hand on Kurt’s cheek, “Are you loving?”

Kurt nodded, “Yes, Sir.”

“Then why on earth would you deserve any less than those friends and family that were so incredibly happy for us at our wedding?  You deserve the world, Baby.  And I intend to give it to you.”  He stroked his thumb over Kurt’s cheek, “Go get ready and be kneeling for me in 5 minutes.”

“Yes, Sir.”  Kurt stood up and was now chest to chest with his husband.

“Good boy.”  Sebastian watched him go, then turned back to look at the lake, deep in thought.

 

Sebastian entered the bedroom after making sure the villa was locked.  Kurt was kneeling at the foot of the bed, head bowed, hands behind his back, and his knees spread.  He paused for a moment to take in his beauty.  He walked up to him, “Good boy, Baby.  Perfect, as always.”

Kurt whispered, “Thank you, Sir.”

Running his fingers through Kurt’s hair, he asked, “Do you need something specific, Baby?”  he began walking around Kurt, always touching.

“I want to feel owned, Sir.  Remind me that I’m yours, and that this is real.”

There it was.  

He didn’t feel like this was real.  Sebastian smiled softly, completely understanding that feeling of dreaming.  They had had the best month ever.  A perfect wedding and reception, a perfect honeymoon, all with the perfect love between them.  It may not necessarily be that Kurt felt he didn’t deserve it, but sometimes it was hard to remember that it was reality.  It was a possibility that it was a little of both.  

Sebastian stopped in front of him, placed his fingers under his chin and tilted his head up, “Look at me.”

“Yes, Sir,”  Kurt said, looking up at his Dom.

“Everything that has happened is real.  Real love.  Real friends.  Real family.  You are mine.  I am yours.  Always you.  Only you.  Stand.”

“Yes, Sir.”  Kurt stood, but kept his submissive position.

Sebastian got Kurt’s collar out of their bag and put it on him.  As he put it on him, he said, “I am the luckiest man in the world.  My perfect love.  You giving yourself to me like this...I can’t even tell you how it makes me feel.”  When he finished with the collar, he kissed him gently, “Mine.”  he kissed him again, “Mine.”  And again, “Mine.”

The gentleness wore off quickly, and the two of them were soon going at it hot and heavy, with just the perfect amount of roughness Kurt needed.  Kurt felt owned, loved, desired, appreciated, and sexy.  

During his aftercare, Sebastian wiped him down with a warm cloth, applied lotion to the red spots, and massaged his arms, all while softly singing I Am Yours , by Andy Grammer.  He was straddling Kurt’s thighs as he took care of him.  Kurt watched him silently, with a soft, content, smile on his lips.  

He unbuckled Kurt’s collar as he sang, “I've been lost, I've been found, but I know who I am now, I am yours.  I am yours. Now and always. Wouldn't dream to be anything more. You take my breath away every night. Still can't believe it when you say your mine and I am yours, I am yours, I am yours.”  He leaned forward and wiped away the tear that had slipped from Kurt’s eyes, and then kissed him gently.  “You’re the reason I breathe, Baby.  Now, and always.”

“That was beautiful. I love you so much, Sir,”  Kurt wrapped his arms around his husband and pulled him closer.  

“I love you, too.  Get some sleep, Baby.”  Kurt turned on his side as Sebastian climbed in behind him, protectively wrapping his arms around him.  He would never let go.

 

~

 

Sebastian ordered them room service for breakfast the next morning.  They enjoyed the cool morning air, eating out on the terrace and watched as the lake came to life with the rising of the sun.  

“Are you ready to go, Babe?”  Seb asked as Kurt came into the living room.  

“Yep.  Are you?  I think we need to be at the ferry in 20 minutes if we don’t want to wait for the next one.”

“Yeah, let’s go.”

They took the ferry to the quaint mid-sized lake town of Varenna .  It was picturesque, with colorful buildings and a small harbor.  They walked the narrow alleyways, enjoying that the town had no roads.  Shops, boutiques, and restaurants lined the streets.  It was like taking Brera, shrinking it down, then putting it on a lake.  They loved it.  It was very romantic, and had a welcoming atmosphere.  They walked along the harbor, strolled the gardens, and ate lunch at a lovely little corner cafe.

As they sat on a bench and looked out at the lake, Kurt sighed, causing Sebastian to look at him.  “What is it, Babe?”

He shrugged and shook his head, “I just can’t decide which place is my favorite.  I always have a favorite.  But I just can’t decide this time.”

Sebastian smiled, “Well, it’s a good problem to have, I suppose.”

 

The next day, they spent time enjoying the villa.  They sat on the terrace, lounged together in the living room, and even took a cat nap.  For dinner, they took a ferry to Bellagio .  It was similar to Varenna, and they only needed a few hours to see the town.

Their first stop after walking the promenade was a visit to Basilica di San Giacomo .  It was beautiful inside, and reflected the small quaint town rather well.  

Walking the cobblestone alleyways, they headed to the restaurant that was recommended to them by the staff at their hotel.  It was small on the inside, but made up the difference twice over with a large patio area.  There were arches converted by vines full of greenery, with a table for two between each arch.  It sat just above the lake, and had spectacular views.  They drank their wine as they waited for their dinner to come to the table, discussing the things they loved so much about their trip.

When dinner arrived, it was delicious.  They had their waiter take a photo of them with the lake behind them.  

Sebastian had been quiet for a little while, so Kurt asked, “Are you okay, Love?”

“Yeah, Baby.  I was just thinking about school starting back soon.  I can’t believe I still have at least 9 years to go.”

Kurt smiled a little, “It will be worth it, Bas.  You’re going to make a fantastic doctor.  I just know it.”

“Thanks for always believing in me, Babe.”  He sighed, “I’m thinking about not doing the internship again this year.”

Kurt frowned a little, “Really?  Why?”

He shrugged one shoulder, “I guess… I don’t know.  I figured I could leave it for someone else who might need it more.?  I’m going to open my own practice.  I’m not going to be interviewing with a bunch of companies, or practices that already exist.  My residency will give me experience that I’m going to need.  Right now, it’s just paperwork type stuff.  Maybe I’ll talk to Dr. Martinez and see what she thinks.  I’d just rather have the time to study, and to be home with you.”

“Well, I definitely think you need to talk to your advisor and/or Dr. Martinez.  I’d hate for you to give it up, then regret it later.”

Seb nodded, “I’m still thinking about it, but I’ll definitely talk to them.”

 

~

 

The next day, they took a boat tour of Lake Como, then came back to the hotel for a swim.  They relaxed by the pool, then took advantage of the luxury villa for the remainder of the day.  

While in Bellagio, Kurt had bought a bath bomb that he was really looking forward to using.  While he was getting ready to enjoy his bath, Sebastian ordered some chocolate covered strawberries to be delivered by room service.  

Kurt was just settling into the tub, looking out the wall of glass that faced the lake, when Seb knocked on the door, “Can I come in?”

“Yes, Sir.”

Sebastian opened the door and smiled at the sight.  Kurt turned his head slightly to see his husband carrying a wooden tray full of the chocolate covered strawberries.  He smiled, “You spoil me.”

“Mhmm.  It’s my favorite thing to do.”  He knelt down next to the tub, “Would you like me to feed them to you?”

Kurt chuckled, “Only if you join me in the tub.”

“Hmm...That’s a tough compromise, but I guess I can concede.”  

They laid in the tub and enjoyed feeding each other, laughing at themselves and how cliche, yet nice, it all was. 

“It’s cliche for a reason, Babe.  It’s gotta be nice, or people wouldn’t do it.’

 

~

 

They had a “spa day” at their hotel spa on their last full day in Italy.  They enjoyed the sauna and steam room, the spa pool, a couples massages, and facials.  They were spoiled all day by the staff, and were brought refreshments and lunch to the spa.  

Once their pampering was finished, they strolled along the garden path of the hotel.  They stopped in a grassy area by the lake, and Kurt held out his hand, "Dance with me?"

"I'd be honored."  They danced slowly, holding each other close.  Sebastian started humming the song he had sang to Kurt earlier that week.  He stopped and asked, “Are you sad that we’re headed home in the morning?”  

Kurt thought for a few seconds, then answered, “No.  It’s been absolutely perfect, Bas."  He pulled his head away from Seb's shoulder so that he could look him in the eyes, "It’s hard to even wrap my mind around the things we’ve gotten to see and do.  And doing them together, has been the icing on the cake.  Our alone time here has been something I’ll always treasure.  But going home just means that we get to continue our lives together.  And I couldn’t ask for more than that.”

 

 

 

Notes:

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That said, I will likely take a break from this fic for a while, simply because I've ignored my others so I could focus on all things wedding/honeymoon on this one. I will NEVER abandon this, so I promise to be back and not make you wait forever.
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Chapter 34: Sophomore Year

Notes:

Y'all, this is an entire school year put into one chapter! I've never done that before, so hopefully I didn't do too bad. I hit on the important things, but skipped past the rest. We gotta get to graduation, then B..Blai...You know who....
Next chapter is Paris, then after that, Junior year, which brings a BIG surprise!!!
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Kurt and Sebastian had such a great honeymoon, but were happy to be back home in New York.  They took their first full day and did laundry, laid around in their pajamas, and let their bodies adjust to the time difference.  

The following evening, their close circle of friends all came over to see them.  They laughed, hugged, ate, and looked at the pictures from the wedding and honeymoon.  They loved the official wedding photos.  Lara Wong, their photographer, had done a fantastic job.  She had put all of her favorites in a beautiful album for them, as well as sending them digital copies of every edited photo.  Kurt was most touched by the photo of Sebastian when he first saw Kurt.  They all chose their favorites, and Kurt kept track of how many of each to order extras of for everyone. With everyone’s permission, they chose one to send to Findley’s for their website as well.

Their friends told them stories about having Enzo and Luka in town, and Kurt and Sebastian told stories of the places they had been and the people they had met as they flipped through the pictures that were displayed on the tv in the living room.  

As they were close to finishing up, Puck said, “So these are the appropriate pictures, but there are other ones too, right?”

Kurt chuckled and shook his head, “I missed you, Noah.”

Puck winked, “Missed you, too, Princess, but that didn’t answer my question.”

“Moving right along!”  Sebastian smiled as he clicked to the next picture.  He was purposefully avoiding it, just to annoy Puck.

Kurt leaned over, “You did move them to a different file, didn’t you, Sir?”

Seb turned and kissed his husband, “Yes, Baby.  And the other ones that Donatello took are on a different file as well.  I think we can share those, though.”  He smiled, then smiled bigger when he looked over to see Puck looking at them with a smirk as he bounced his eyebrows.  It was good to be home.


Sebastian spoke with Dr. Martinez about whether or not this internship was for him.  She agreed that because he was going to open his own practice, this internship would not affect him much.  He would learn plenty, but it wasn’t geared toward his goals, so he ended up giving it up.  

Kurt continued working at Vogue, keeping the same hours.  Isabelle was thrilled to have him back, and had plenty of things for him to help with.  

 

School started back for everyone. Soon, things were in full swing again.  In a weird way, it felt good to be busy again.  Now that Sebastian didn’t have his internship, he spent more time with study groups at school, and oftentimes, inviting them home with him to study there.  There were many nights when Kurt would come home from Vogue or school, and find Sebastian, Hayden, Krish, and Grace out on the terrace studying.


One evening in early Autumn, Ben and Jeremy came for dinner.  When they entered, Ben hugged Kurt, “I can’t believe we haven’t seen you since the wedding.  Seems like yesterday, but at the same time, seems like forever ago.”

“It does.  We’ve been so busy since school started back, we haven’t had too much time for going out much.”

“Busier than last year?  What have you been up to?”

Sebastian said, “Well, I’m not busier.  I quit my internship, but I replaced it with study groups.  It does mean I’m always home for when Kurt gets home though, so that’s nice.”

Kurt nodded as they all headed toward the dining table, where dinner was already set up, “I love that.  But I’ve been busier because I’m representing Parson’s in a big fashion design contest.  I chose Channing and Orion as my partners, and that’s been a big help.  We work well together, and they’ve done a great job of taking on different tasks to lighten the load, but it’s still time consuming since it’s on top of normal school work.”

“I’m sure,”  Jeremy nodded, “How’s everyone else?  I see Sugar when I stop at the bakery, but not anyone else.”

“They’re good.  Everyone else here in the city has the same jobs and activities as last year.  Sam is liking Miami University.  It’s been hard for him and Leah to be apart for the first time in basically two years, but they’re working through it.  Our parents have been very understanding, and she’s been allowed to go down for a weekend and stay with Mike’s girlfriend, so that’s been good.”

Kurt had served all of the food, and Jeremy took a deep breath and smelled it before trying it, “This smells great.  Thank you.”

“Thanks.  I hope you like it.  We made it from scratch.”

Both Ben and Jeremy looked up at them and Ben asked, “From scratch...meaning…?”

Kurt chuckled, “From scratch, as in we made each ravioli, pasta, sauce, and all.  We took a class on it while we were in Tuscany.  We made the pasta together, and while I was assembling them, Bas made the sauce.  Hopefully it’s good.”

They all dug in, and judging by the moans, it was indeed good.  Compliments were given throughout the meal. 

After dinner, they went to the living room, where they looked through the photo books that Kurt had made of the wedding and honeymoon.  

“These pictures are gorgeous.”

“Well, Italy is a gorgeous country.  We couldn’t decide which place we liked best.”

After some chit chat, Jeremy pulled out some bound papers from his messenger bag and handed them to Sebastian, “This is the maybe-not-final-but-final draft.  It’s been edited, but we are willing to make changes if you two hate something about it.”  Ben sat with his hands between his knees to keep from fidgeting too much. He was so anxious and excited about it.

Sebastian and Kurt sat side by side and looked down at the manuscript.  In bold letters on the front, it read, ‘ Saved ’.  Sebastian looked back up at them, “It feels odd to have it in my hands.”  He looked at Kurt, “This is our story, Baby.”

Kurt had tears in his eyes, and all he could do was nod.

Ben spoke up, “Well, it’s parts of your story.  Obviously, we could only put so much in.  But the important parts are there.  We hope we’ve done it justice.  We’d like you to keep it for a couple of weeks.  Read it.  Let the others read it too.  After all, they are a part of the story too.  Then, let us know if there is something that sticks out to you as wrong or weird.  Just remember, it’s ‘based on a true story’.  No one but you could really retell it completely.”

Jeremy agreed, “That’s true.  We would also like you to hear a few songs tonight.  Would it be okay to play them for you? Obviously, there are sad parts to this story.  So we want to make sure you’re up for it.”

Kurt choked out a teary laugh as he nodded.  Sebastian put his arm around him and rubbed his shoulder as he looked to their friends, “We would love that.”

Over the next hour, Ben and Jeremy sang them songs from the musical, as well as described what would be happening on stage, etc.  Kurt and Sebastian were floored at how much thought and care had been put into this work.  It was lovely, and they couldn’t wait to see it come to life on stage.


On a chilly October evening after work, Kurt called Sebastian.  He had left his sketchbook and some fabric samples in the studio at school, and needed to let Seb know that he would be late getting home.   “Hey, Baby.  Are you on your way home?”

“No.  I need to go back to school and get some things I left in the studio.  Channing and Orion may be coming over tonight.  Is that okay?”

“Of course, Babe.  Do you need me to do anything?”  He could tell that Kurt was a bit flustered.

“Just give me a nice strong hug when I get home.”

“Well, that’s easy.  Are you sure that’s all you need?”

“For now, Sir.”

“Okay, Baby.  Be careful.  I love you.”

“Love you, too.”

  

Later that evening, Kurt was in the living room with Orion and Channing, while Sebastian was in his office.  When he came out to get a drink, he paused and watched.  The three of them were all hovered over sketchbooks, pointing and chatting.  They would pull out fabric samples and buttons, talking hurriedly about textures and flow of fabric.  

Sebastian went to sit across from them, and just watched.  He was highly entertained, and wondered if this was what they were like at school.

“Well, we’re going to need models before we can do anything else.  We can plan all we want, but none of it’s going to make a difference if we don’t have models to wear it.  Their body shape will make a big difference,”  Orion sat back and sighed.

Channing mirrored him, “That’s true.  Who should we have do it?  Do we know any models?” She looked at Kurt, wondering if he knew anyone from Vogue.

Kurt shook his head and sighed, “The models at work require payment.  I’m not sure rules would allow that.  Plus I doubt they’d have time for this.  I don’t know.”

“Leah thought about modeling.  And Sam is really good looking.  He’s built nice,”  Sebastian shrugged.  

They all looked up, just then registering that he was there.  Kurt nodded, “Do you think they would come here, though?  Someone local might be best.”

Seb shrugged, “I don’t know.  Wouldn’t hurt to ask.  It might be a nice way for them to spend more time together.”

Orion shrugged, “They are both gorgeous.  And the event is on the weekend.”

Kurt pulled out his phone, “Is that okay with you too, Channing?”  

“Yeah, I think it’s a great idea.”

“Let me call and ask them what they think.  I’ll do Facetime with both at the same time.”

After a few rings, Leah answered.  She was sitting on her bed with homework in her lap, “Hi, brother-in-law!”  Sebastian chuckled.  

“Hey!  Hold on a sec, I’m also calling Sam.”  

They waited for a couple of rings, then Sam answered, “Hey man, what’s up?”  He smiled wider when he saw Leah, “Hi!”  She smiled and waved.  Sam had been outside, so he walked as he spoke.

“Wow, it’s beautiful there,”  Kurt said, looking at the Fall leaves on the trees that Sam passed.

“Yeah, man.  This campus is beautiful in the Fall.  So, not that I don’t enjoy hearing from you, but what’s up?”

“Well, remember that design contest I told you about?”  They both nodded and said yes, so Kurt continued, “Orion and Channing are on my team, and we have some great ideas, but we need models.  How would you guys feel about walking the runway?”

Leah bounced a bit, “I’m in!”  Sebastian smiled and shook his head.

Sam had questions, “How would we do that if we aren’t in New York all the time?  Wouldn’t you need us to be there for fittings all the time?”

“Well, I was thinking I could fly you two out for a weekend and do the initial measurements.  Then maybe we could have Thanksgiving here instead of Ohio, so we could do another fitting.  That would be up to you on that weekend, Sam.  I know you usually go home to your parents.  Then maybe another weekend or two as it gets closer.  What do you think?”

“Still in,”  Leah smiled.  

Sam winked at her and smiled, “Well, if it means spending a few weekends with my favorite person in New York, how could I say no?”

Kurt joked, “Awe, I didn’t know I was your favorite person in New York.  You’re my favorite person in Oxford.”

Sam rolled his eyes, “Okay, smartass, you know what I meant.  Do you want my help or not?”

Kurt laughed, “Of course!  Thank you both sooo much.  How about we count on Halloween weekend?  That would give us a month between fittings.  One at Thanksgiving, one at Christmas, and then we can fly you out again in February too.  Can you come for Christmas, Sam?”

“As long as I still have time to go see my parents and Stevie and Stacey.  Maybe the day after Christmas.   I can’t be gone for both big holidays.”

“Deal.  I just need to run this by Mom and Tori to make sure they’re okay with having Thanksgiving here.  I’ll call and let you know. “

They said their goodbyes, and Kurt, Channing, and Orion continued their designs and discussions based on Sam and Leah.  Kurt was lead designer, and it was him that was chosen for the contest.  He was allowed up to two assistants to help with both troubleshooting, as well as with execution, but the design, as well as the credit, or lack thereof, was all him.  He was loving Orion and Channing’s input, and happy that he chose them. They were being a huge help so far.

 

 

Leah and Sam flew in on Halloween weekend.  Once measurements and a fairly brief consultation were done, Halloween celebrations began.  They had a repeat of the year prior without the inclusion of a crazy rapist stalker who attacks out of the blue.  Chris handled it all really well.  He was just glad that his life was as great as it was now, with no craziness.  

Sam and Leah were happy to see everyone again, but mostly, they were happy to be with each other.  Sam being at school had been hard on them.  This time together was great, and seeing the rest of their family was a bonus.

 

By Thanksgiving, Kurt had quite a bit of their outfits made, and this fitting fell just at the right time.  

They made sure to have enough time to go to the Macy’s Thanksgiving Day Parade.  They had such a great time bundled up and joining the crowds for this tradition.  The NYU cheerleaders were not part of the parade this time, so they met with Chris and Elliott, as well as Elliott’s sister and her family.  

When they first saw Chris and Elliott from afar, both of their friends were holding on to little ones.  Elliott had his niece on his back, piggy-back style, and Chris was holding on to Elliott’s nephew, who was bundled up to look twice the size he actually was, since he wasn’t even two yet.  

Sebastian leaned over as they approached and whispered in Kurt’s ear, “Look at them.  They’re naturals.”

Kurt smiled, “You are so right.  They are so cute. I think we might be seeing a glimpse into the future.”

Elliott introduced them to everyone.  His sister Amelia made sure to pull Kurt, Sebastian, and Tori aside, thanking them for truly being there for her brother and Chris.  They enjoyed the parade together, and loved watching Elliott’s nephew light up with each large balloon that would come their way.  

They went their separate ways after the parade.  Elliott took his family, which of course included Chris, back to his apartment to spend the rest of the day together.  

Sebastian and Kurt took the rest of their family to the bakery to say hello quickly, then headed back home in time to be there for Charlie and Eileen’s arrival.  

Kurt loved showing Eileen and his moms the photo books that he had made of the wedding and honeymoon.  He especially loved seeing Eileen’s face as they looked through them.  She was just so happy.  




The next time they got to see everyone was for Christmas.  The penthouse was once again decorated to the nines.  Everyone was good spirits, happy to be together again.  

Kurt took some time with Leah to get her fitting finished.  He was working in the laundry room/studio late one evening, when Sebastian came in.  He leaned against the doorframe and watched his husband.  

Kurt was in his own world, and when he didn’t even notice Seb there, he cleared his throat, “Baby.  You’ve been working on this long enough.”

“I’m almost finished with this part.”

“Babe,”  Sebastian walked up to him and put his hand on his shoulder, “You need to take a break.  I’m starting to get worried about you.”

Kurt frowned and looked up at him, “Why?”

“Because I noticed you haven’t been eating as much lately.  Tonight at dinner, you didn’t even eat half of what was on your plate, and you kept glancing over here like this project was going to grow legs and run away if you didn’t get back to it.”

Kurt sighed, then mumbled, “I don’t even notice it.”

Sebastian leaned down and kissed him on the cheek as he wrapped his arms around him from behind, “I know, Baby.  But that’s what I’m here for.  Me noticing, and me helping you through it, is part of my job as both your Dom, and as your husband.”

“Thank you, Sir.  I just want to get this done.  I want it to be perfect.  It could open a lot of doors for me.  Even if we don’t win, it’s still putting my name out there for important people to see and hear.  I want to make a good impression,”  he leaned his head against Seb’s arm.

“You will make a good impression.  It’s a great design, Babe. They’re going to see your talent right away, just like Isabelle and Professor Turpin did.  But you can’t overdo it.  You’re at your best when you’re healthy and rested.  Let’s go to bed.”

“Yes, Sir.”

Sebastian leaned down further, kissing Kurt’s neck.  He whispered, “Good boy.” 

 

When Sam came to town the day after Christmas, Kurt got right back to work. At lunch, he only ate about half again.  He started to push away his plate again, but stopped when Sebastian cleared his throat.  He looked at him, and Seb nodded toward his plate.  He pulled it back and started eating again.  Burt had seen this, and was once again, happy that Sebastian was obviously taking good care of his son. 

 

They had another great Christmas, and when everyone left, Sebastian found Kurt in the living room, staring at the tree.  “Are you okay, Babe?”

“Yeah.  Just thinking about how nice Christmas has been.”

“It was really nice.  The holidays are always nice because we get to see them so often.  But now it won’t be until summer that we see our parents.  Unless they plan an impromptu visit or something.”

“I hope they do.  It was nice being with them again.”


After one more fitting in February, Kurt, Orion, and Channing were really happy with the results. The contest was the weekend before Spring Break, and Kurt was thrilled with that.  He wanted out of the way so that he could relax and enjoy his time with friends at the beach house again.

During this visit, Kurt not only arranged for Sam and Leah to be there for the fittings, but also for them to meet with a model he had befriended at Vogue, named Talia.  Talia had runway experience, and agreed to meet with them to go over some tips about how to work the catwalk.  Sam was surprised at how much fun he was having, and Leah seemed like a natural.  It was like she put on an attitude, adjusted her stance, then worked that runway like she was born to do it.

 

The Friday night before the big contest in late March, Kurt was leaning up against the door frame to the laundry room/studio, staring at the two mannequins that were adorned with his creations.  Leah and Sam were upstairs getting ready for bed, and Sebastian was in his office.  Or so he thought.  He startled when Sebastian wrapped his arms around his waist.  

“Sorry, Baby.  I wasn’t trying to scare you.”  He kissed Kurt’s neck.  

“I know. It’s okay.  I was just in my own little world.”

“Your pieces look fantastic, Babe.  Are you nervous?”

“A little.  But not really about my pieces.  I’m more anxious about doing everything we’re supposed to do and being where we’re supposed to be tomorrow.  Professor Turpin will be there to help us, but I’m still nervous about that part.”

“I’m sure she’ll make sure you know where to go and what to do.  She’s been really helpful this year, right?”

“Yeah, she’s been great.”

“Why don’t you come to bed, and I can help you relax.”

Kurt turned his head and looked up at his husband, “And how are you going to do that, Sir?”

He kissed him gently, “I think it would be better if I just showed you.”

 

The next day, Kurt, Sam, and Leah met Orion, Channing, and Professor Turpin at the Javits Center.  

“Professor Turpin, this is my sister-in-law, Leah Smythe, and her boyfriend, and my good friend, Sam Evans.  They are going to be our models today.”

“It’s a pleasure to meet you both. I can certainly see why Kurt chose the two of you.”

They continued their pleasantries for a minute, then headed to the dressing area.

Orion hugged him as Leah and Sam were off getting dressed, “Are you nervous?”

“A little. I’m more excited than anything, but I’m sure my nerves will kick in when it’s closer to showtime.”

When Leah and Sam returned, Kurt and his team made some adjustments, tucking and shifting the material where needed.  

 

Meanwhile, Sebastian met Puck, Sugar, Elliott, Chris, Hayden, and Jenna in the foyer of the Javits Center.  They were excited for the fashion show, and hopeful that Kurt would at least get another foot in the door by just being in the contest.  

“How’s Princess feeling?  Nervous?”

Puck was sitting on the other side of Sugar from Sebastian.  He looked over at him, “I don’t think so.  More...anxious?  He thinks he’ll be more nervous when they’re ready to go out onto the runway.  The outfits look amazing.  I don’t think he has anything to worry about.  Even if he doesn’t win, he was successful.”

“Of course he was.  He’s Angel,”  Sugar smiled.

Sebastian wrapped his arm around her and pulled her into a side hug, then kissed her temple.  “He is pretty amazing.”

The lights dimmed, and the show was beginning.  They all shared a look, then turned their attention to the runway.

An MC came out and made some announcements.  Basic housekeeping was addressed, and then they discussed the rules and guidelines given to the contestants.  University students from all over the country were represented.  

 

Backstage, Kurt looked around at the other submissions. They were good.  He started to get a little nervous, until Channing spoke to him, “Look, Kurt.  Don’t start looking around and comparing.  Your designs are flawless.  They are a perfect representation of how you view fashion.  And that view got you into a prestigious design university with a full ride scholarship, and an internship at Vogue without even applying for it.  It also got you chosen to represent Parsons as a sophomore.  So win or lose, you’re still a winner.”

He kissed her on the cheek and hugged her tight, “You’re amazing.  Thank you for being part of my team.  I couldn’t have done it without you two.”

“Well, thanks for asking me.  It helps me out too.”

A couple of minutes later, Professor Turpin brought Kurt and his team over to the “loading area” where models and the designers were supposed to stand before entering the stage.  She hugged Kurt, wished him luck, then took Orion and Channing with her to go out and view from the side of the audience.  

Sebastian noticed them, and got the attention of the rest of their family, alerting them that Kurt’s designs were coming up.

Backstage, someone that was from the show came up to them, “You’re up next.”

Kurt looked at both Sam and Leah, speaking as he straightened their outfits one final time, “Thank you both for doing this for me. You look great. Go be fabulous.”  He turned and quickly made his way to where the rest of his team was.  

When Sebastian saw him, his stomach did a little flip.  He wondered if he was more nervous than his husband.  He turned his attention back to the stage, where he saw his sister strut her way down the catwalk.

Elliott leaned over to Chris, “She’s a natural.”  Chris smiled and nodded in agreement.

She struck a pose and held it at the end of the catwalk as Sam made his way toward her. Chris and Elliott shared a look that basically said, “Damn, he looks good.”

When Sam reached the end of the catwalk, he stood next to Leah.  She was wearing a dress, and he was wearing a suit.  Each was distinctly Kurt, obviously.  Sebastian could not be more proud.

Sam and Leah turned together, and side by side, went back to the curtain.  Kurt scurried back, along with his team.  Once in the back, a worker with the event asked them to follow her.  She had them wait for the other models to finish their turn on the runway, and when that part of the contest was over, she led them to a “viewing area”.  Here, Sam and Leah were to stand and let the judges come and inspect their outfits.  Once the judges had been through, they were ushered to the back staging area again.  

The MC stood on the stage and the audience was so silent, you could hear a pin drop.  Sugar grabbed Sebastian’s hand as they waited. 

The MC looked out at the audience, “Ladies and gentlemen, the display you saw today gives us great hope in the future of design.  These students worked extremely hard, and they are to be commended for their amazing efforts.  But there can only be one winner.  That winner, who will have the opportunity to compete internationally this summer, is Kurt Hummel-Smythe from New School Parsons - New York.”

Backstage, Kurt stood shocked.  He couldn’t believe it. Time was in slow motion as Professor Turpin squealed and jumped up and down a couple times before pulling him into a big hug.  Leah and Sam were congratulating him, but were careful not to mess up their outfits.  

Professor Turpin said, “Okay, Kurt.  It’s time to take the stage.”

That seemed to snap him out of it, “What?”

She giggled, “You need to go out there with your models and walk the runway.  Go on!”

Sam put his hand on his back, “Come on, Bro.  You’ve got this.”  

The crowd was still clapping when they made it out from behind the curtain, the applause picked up.  He could hear his family cheering for him.  Leah and Sam flanked him, as they made their way down the runway again.  At the end of the runway, Kurt gave a small wave.  Jenna was taking video, while Hayden was taking pictures.  

Sam smiled and put his hand on his back, “Take a bow.  This cheering is for you.”

Kurt took a small bow, gave another small wave, and they turned to walk back toward the curtains. They were greeted by the MC, who handed him his award, which was a plaque, and a check for $10,000.”

After they had retreated backstage, the MC came down too, “All of the models are being asked to stand around the outer edge of the audience with the design teams so that the audience could get a closer look.  

Professor Turpin leaned closer to Kurt, Channing, and Orion, “There will be people from different companies out there.  This could be a big opportunity for all three of you.”

They made their way out to the audience section, and Kurt was automatically scanning the crowd for Sebastian.  He didn’t have to look for too long when he saw Sebastian pushing his way through groups of people with a huge smile plastered on his face.  

“Bas!”

“You did it!  Congratulations Baby!”  Once he was close enough, he lifted Kurt into the air and spun him around.  

Kurt giggled, then kissed him as he was set down.  He turned, “Professor Turpin, this is my husband, Sebastian.  Bas, this is Professor Turpin.”

“It’s so nice to meet you, Sebastian.”

“You too, Professor.  Kurt really enjoys your classes.”

“Well, he’s a pleasure to have in class.  He and his team are just the kind of students I enjoy teaching. I’m so proud of them.”

“Me too,”  Sebastian smiled.

“Kurt!”  Kurt turned to see Isabelle coming through the crowd.  She wrapped her arms around him when she got to him.  

Professor Turpin looked a bit confused.  Sebastian leaned over and whispered, “Isabelle is his boss.  She’s become a good friend.”

Professor Turpin shook her head with a chuckle, “I should have known you would be working for Vogue as a Sophomore in college.”

Isabelle smiled and held out her hand for the professor, “Isabelle Wright.  Kurt’s been with me for a year now, actually.  I scooped him up when he diagnosed my car and saved my designer dress from getting ruined.”

Professor Turpin shook head.  Kurt smiled, “Isabelle, this is Professor Turpin.  She’s been a true inspiration.”

They exchanged pleasantries, and before Kurt knew it, he was surrounded by the rest of his family.  They were all congratulating him and looking at the designs closer.

Sugar smiled, “Isabelle, we didn’t know you were here.  You could have come and sat with us.”

She put her hand on Sugar’s shoulder, “Thank you, Sugar.  I had a meeting this morning and had to sneak in a bit late, but I couldn’t miss this.”

Kurt and his team spoke to several company representatives and contest judges before the end of the event.  Leah and Sam were very patient with people fondling the clothes they were wearing.  Once the event was officially over, Sebastian took everyone out to celebrate, including Professor Turpin and Isabelle.  They were all on cloud nine.  

After some thought, Orion turned to Professor Turpin, “Did I understand correctly that this means we get to go to the international competition?”

She nodded, “In Paris.  Yes.  Well, Kurt does.  He can change his team as he sees fit.”

Kurt shook his head, “I would never change my team.  You two are going with me, without a doubt.  So get your passports ready,” he winked.

Orion smiled, “Oo, child, Paris is not ready for all of this.”  He motioned to his body.  

Everyone laughed, and Sebastian said, “You might be surprised.  We’ll make sure you have a great time, win or lose.”


Even though Kurt was on cloud nine, he was exhausted.  The week at school between the contest and Spring Break was a bit of a whirlwind.  He was greeted and congratulated by people he had never even seen before, and felt a bit overwhelmed.  He wasn’t able to eat at the cafeteria without being interrupted, and Orion and Channing felt the same way.  Most days, they went out to lunch.  

Kurt had invited them both to the beach house, but both of them needed to work.  The rest of his family had all made sure their schedules were cleared nearly a year in advance.  Kurt had never looked more forward to time at the beach. .

 

The same group of friends from the previous year all headed to the beach house once again.  They planned on continuing this as tradition for as long as possible.  The trip was fun, with lots of stories and laughing.  When they arrived, everyone headed to the bedrooms to put their bags away, then met on the beach a few minutes later.  

When Nick and Jeff arrived, the rest of the crew was grilling on the deck and getting ready for dinner.  Nick smiled as he held up a trophy.

Sebastian laughed, “You got it!”

“Of course I did,”  Nick smiled.  The trophy was gold and black, with a large gold star on top that said “game champion” in the center.  Smaller stars surrounded it, and the base was a basic black circular shape.  

Jeff went straight to Kurt and gave him a big hug, “Congratulations, Kurtsie!  I can’t believe I’m such good friends with the ‘next big thing’.  I’m so proud of you.”

Kurt kissed him on the cheek, “Thanks, Jeffie.”

Jeff continued to talk to Kurt about the competition as everyone sat around and ate.  He was sad that they weren’t able to be there for it, but he was so very happy that Kurt and his team had won.  

“What are you going to do with the prize money?”

“I split it between Orion and Channing.  Parson’s is flying us to Paris, and giving us a stipend for food and lodging.  But we’ll be staying with Celeste and Beau, so they’ll use the money to upgrade the flight tickets to first class, then add the rest to their shopping funds.”

“That was nice of you.  I’m sure there will be a ton of shopping going on,”  Jeff chuckled.

Kurt smiled, “Orion hasn’t stopped talking about it.”

“Leah hasn’t either,”  Sebastian added.  “She’s mostly just excited to spend time with Sam there and show him her home away from home.”

“I bet,”  Nick smiled.  “You were able to have them be your models again?”

Kurt nodded, “I don’t have to make anything new.  The winning designs from different countries all go to France to compete.  It’s like ‘the finals’ of the last competition, so to speak.”

“That put’s less stress on you,”  Elliott said.  

“Yeah, I know your year has been a little stressful,”  Puck agreed. 

“It has, but I still enjoyed it.  Bas kept me grounded.”

Sebastian leaned over and kissed him on the cheek.

“Well, I would hope you enjoyed it, Angel.  It’s what you’ll be doing for the rest of your life.”

 

The entire family had a great relaxing week.  They swam in the pool, and in the ocean.  They went into town only for one day.  They shopped before eating out at a seafood restaurant that was right on the ocean, then got ice cream before heading back to the house.

Sebastian texted Max and Jacob.  They came over one evening, but neither brought a girlfriend, since they had both been single for a while.

Max smiled, “So it’s official?”

Seb grinned like a cheshire cat, “It’s official.  We’re married men.”

“That’s great, man.  Congratulations.”

 

By the time they were ready to head home, the entire group of friends felt relaxed and rejuvenated. Sam, Leah, Finn, Shannon, Santana, Brittany, Quinn, and Cameron all made it down for their final weekend. They hadn’t had a chance to see most of them since Halloween, so they were happy to have at least a couple of days with them. 

On Sunday, they packed up and headed to the cars to say their final goodbyes.  

Nick hugged Hayden, “You keep that trophy safe.”

He chuckled, “Oh, it’s my most prized possession.  I worked hard for this thing.”

Jeff playfully rolled his eyes, “Yeah, well, it’s mine next year, so don’t get too attached.”


The rest of the school year flew by.  Everyone was doing well with jobs and school.  The bakery had long since taken off, and Puck ended up quitting the bookstore to be able to work at the bakery more.  

Final exams went well for everyone.  Chris was happy with his decision to major in advertising, and was excelling.  Elliott was doing so well in graphic arts, that he got a few outside commissions.  Life was good for them all, and this family they had created was just icing on the cake.

 

 

 

Notes:

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Chapter 35: Paris Competition

Summary:

Competition in Paris with friends, and then home to the States for their Anniversary.

Notes:

Sorry this took so long. I got hurt at work, and it kind of put me in a funk. Hopefully this is cohesive enough to make sense. I would love to hear from you, so if you liked it, please let me know!

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Kurt looked over from his seat on the plane and smiled softly.  He watched as Orion and Channing snuggled together, settling down to sleep.  They hadn’t thought to recline their seats before getting settled.  He smiled wide when he saw Channing reach for the recline button on the seat with her sleep mask still in place.  The seat fell back faster than she anticipated, scaring her.  The feeling of her being ripped out of Orion’s arms jolted him, opening his eyes in a panic.

 

Kurt chuckled when he heard him say, “Child, I thought you were being sucked right out into the night sky.”

Sebastian had been spooning him.  Their seats already fully reclined into a bed position.  Kurt could feel his husband smiling against his neck and his shoulder shake with laughter.  

Sam and Leah were in the seats in front of them.  Sam was a little nervous about the long flight, but seemed to be doing fine.  Leah was already asleep in his arms.  

 

When they arrived, they found the driver with the “Hummel-Smythe” sign, and they were off to see Celeste and Beau.  

When they pulled up in front of the manor, Kurt turned to Sebastian, “I guess going straight to the skinny dipping this time is out of the question.”

Before Sebastian could respond, Orion said, “Why?  I’m up for skinny dipping. I need to check it off my bucket list at some point.  Being in Paris checked one off, skinny dipping would be a pleasant surprise at being able to check off another.”

Sebastian smiled, “It’ll be a cold day in Hell before you see my husband naked.” Orion chuckled, but Sebastian continued, “But you’re welcome to skinny dip if you want.  The pool is on the lower level.”

“Inside?”  Channing asked.

Leah smiled, “Yep.  Just warn the rest of us first, yeah?”

“Of course, Beautiful.  I know you aren’t ready for all of this…” Orion gestured to himself as he winked at her.  

Sam just shook his head as he pulled another suitcase out of the back of the van, helping the driver.  

Kurt leaned over to Channing and pointed, “Eiffel Tower.”  Her eyes widened and Kurt smiled wide.  He remembered having the same reaction a couple of years prior.  



Celeste and Beau were so excited to see everyone, and congratulated Kurt right away as they hugged them all.  They welcomed them all into their home, showed them to their rooms, and gave them as quick of a tour as the large manor would allow.  Celeste ushered everyone into the dining room, where she had a large spread of food ready for them to munch on.

“Oh, Celeste, you sure know a way to a man’s heart,”  Sam said, filling up a plate.

She smiled, “I do.”

Sebastian noticed that Kurt didn’t put much food on his plate.  He watched closely, and Kurt barely touched most of what he had.  He leaned over, “You’re going to need the energy, Babe.  Please eat more.”

“I’m starting to get nervous. Professor Turpin will be here to help, but she doesn’t speak French.  I think it will put a lot of pressure on me.  Leah and I are the only ones who will be able to understand what is being said.  I don’t want to mess this up because of communication.  I don’t really mind if we lose, but if it happens, I want it to be because someone else’s designs are better, not because I screwed up.”

“Babe, there will be people there working the event who speak English.  Most, if not all, of them will.  They don’t expect you to speak French.  I know you’re nervous, but you have to eat.  You’ll get weak and lightheaded if you don’t.”

“Yes, Sir.”  Kurt ate what was on his plate, and Sebastian was pleased with that.

 


 

The next day, they headed to Paris Expo Porte De Versailles to meet Professor Turpin and the people from the competition.  Sebastian stayed back to spend some time with his grandparents, but they would be meeting the rest of the group for a late lunch/early dinner soon enough.  

The representative from the competition greeted them kindly, then took them on a tour, letting them know where everything would be happening, and what to expect.  By the time they were finished, Kurt felt much better, and the rest of his team agreed.  

 

Later during dinner, Sebastian made sure Kurt was eating properly, and the group relaxed a bit so they’d be ready for their big event in the morning.  There would be plenty of time to play tourist after the competition.  Because they were staying with Celeste and Beau, Sebastian, Kurt, Channing, and Orion were all staying an extra week, while Sam and Leah were staying an extra two. 

 


 

When Kurt woke up the next morning, he laid there staring at the ceiling.  Sebastian woke up and turned to look at him.  Sleepily, he asked, “You okay, Baby?”

Kurt didn’t look away from the spot he had been concentrating on, “Yeah. I’m just thinking.  Getting everything in order in my mind, so I don’t feel so lost today.”  He took a deep breath, then turned toward Sebastian, “I can’t worry too much.  I can’t change anything, and I don’t have to do anything but be where they tell us to be when they tell us to be there.”

“Is there a ‘but’ coming?”

Kurt smiled softly, “If you want, Sir, but really, there isn’t time.”

Sebastian laughed, pulling Kurt close to him, “I love you.”

“I love you, too.”

“I’m so proud of you, ya know.”  He kissed him on the forehead as Kurt snuggled into him.  

“Thank you, Sir. Thanks for all of your support through this.”

“Of course.”

 

By the time they arrived at the convention center, things were pretty crazy.  People were everywhere, and Kurt couldn’t help but be awed by the designs he saw students pulling out of their garment bags.  

Sam and Leah dressed, and they were being prepped by their contest representative.  Orion was a bit fidgety, so Kurt went to him, “Are you doing okay?”

“I don’t know how you’re not nervous.”

“I am nervous.  I just...After everything I’ve been through, I kind of have a different outlook on life.  I’m grateful to be here.  And if we win, fantastic.  But if we don’t, look at what we get to experience anyway.  Being so anxious and nervous that you miss out on it while it’s happening only does you a disservice.”

“Child, when did you become so wise?”

“My Senior year of high school.  Or when I was eight.”  Kurt shrugged, “You live and learn.”

Sam stepped behind him and put his hands on his shoulders, leaned in and kissed him on the back of the head.  Kurt closed his eyes, and placed a hand on top of one of Sam’s.  It was a silent “thank you”, and nothing else was said.  

 

Sebastian had arrived at the center with his grandparents.  They were all very excited, and the commotion around them only added to it.  They had taken their seats when Sebastian heard someone call his name.  He turned to look, then smiled, “Hey!  What are you two doing here?! ”  He stood and gave Enzo and Luka a hug.

“We wanted to show our support.  Is he ready?”

“That’s really sweet of you both.  He is.  I think I’m more nervous than he is.  It’s so good to see you guys.  How have you been?”

“Good!  We’re hoping you guys will have time to go out with us while you’re in town.”

“I’d like that.  We don’t have set plans, so I’m sure we can make it happen.  Orion, Channing, and Sam want to do some touristy things, but then we’re pretty free.”

Luka smiled, "Oh you know we need to be there when Orion gets his first taste of Parisian nightlife.  And the look on Channing's face will be priceless.”

Sebastian chuckled , “That will be pretty priceless.  But you both have to help Kurt, Sam, and I keep people away from Leah.”

“Deal!”  Enzo laughed.   

 

The fashion show happened much like the one in New York.  When it was time for Sam and Leah to work the runway, Orion, Kurt, and Channing stood, holding hands.  They did a great job, and now all Kurt could think was that if they didn’t win, that just meant someone else had a better design.  After seeing some of the other pieces, that wasn’t so far fetched. 

A student from Japan ended up winning the competition, but Kurt and his team won second place.  When they were standing for the audience to get a closer look, as they had in New York, Kurt had several companies inquire about his designs and about his team.  Professor Turpin stood proudly by their sides and helped answer questions.  Sebastian wasn’t able to get close to him as quickly as he had in New York, with such a crowd gathered around them.

When they were finally able to reach them, Sebastian held Kurt tight, “I am so proud of you, Baby.”

“Thank you.  That was pretty amazing.”  He looked up and noticed Enzo and Luka, “Oh my gosh, you guys!  Thank you so much for coming!”

“Of course!  It’s good to see you.  Congrats on placing second.  That’s really impressive.”

“Thank you.”

Kurt?”  

Everyone turned to look at who had called his name.  Kurt frowned, trying to place that voice since he didn’t recognize the face.  Then it dawned on him, “Oscar?!”

Oscar smiled, “Yeah! Congratulations!

Kurt laughed, surprised to finally meet him, “Thanks! ”  He turned to Sebastian and their family, “This is Oscar, from Vogue Paris!  Oscar, this is my husband, Sebastian, my sister-in-law, Leah, our brother, Sam, our grandparents Celeste and Beau, my friends/team, Orion and Channing.  These are our friends Enzo and Luka, and my professor Mrs. Turpin.”

“It’s nice to meet everyone,”  Oscar said.  He looked at Sebastian and shook his hand first, “Especially you, Sebastian.  You’re husband is quite smitten with you.”

Sebastian smiled, “That goes both ways, trust me.  Thanks so much for using your connections to get me that signed jersey.  We hung it in my office, and I absolutely love it.”

“My pleasure.”

Orion cleared his throat, and Kurt’s eyes widened,I’m so sorry. Sometimes I forget that you don’t all speak French.  This is Oscar.  He’s basically me at the Vogue Paris offices, and he was kind enough to use his connections to get Sebastian a signed jersey from the French lacrosse team.”  

They exchanged pleasantries, then Oscar said, “I don’t know if I would say I’m ‘Kurt’ here in the France office.  I’ve never won a national competition, or placed second in an international competition.” Kurt blushed, and Sebastian kissed his temple.  He continued, “In fact, I don’t design my own clothes at all.  I just know what looks good and what doesn’t.  Plus I’m good answering phones.”

Kurt laughed, “That you are.” 

“This is a lot of support for someone who resides out of the country.”

Kurt chuckled, “Yes, well, our grandparents live here, as do Enzo and Luka.  Enzo was on Bas’ lacrosse team when he went to school here.”

“Ah, well, it sure is nice to meet everyone.”

Sebastian spoke up, “How about we all head out for a celebration dinner?  My treat.”

 

They went to dinner at a nice restaurant that Celeste had recommended.  They enjoyed their time together, and conversation flowed easily for every member of their party.  Oscar was loving the interactions with Kurt and his friends and family.  He had always enjoyed talking to him when they spoke on the phone, but this was a whole new level.  He hadn’t laughed this much in ages.  

Enzo smiled as they left the restaurant and said goodbye to Professor Turpin, Celeste, and Beau.  Once they were being driven away, he turned to the group, “Please tell me we’re going out tonight.  Thank you for dinner.  It was lovely.  But let’s go dance the night away.”  He looked at Orion and Channing, “You guys helped show us a good time in your city.  Let us show you a good time in our city.”

“I would love to go out tonight, my cute French truffle,”  Orion smiled.  

Sebastian just about choked as he laughed.  He looked at Kurt, who just shook his head.  He was much more used to Orion’s fun personality.  

Enzo looked at Sebastian, “You’ll join us, right?”

“Uhhh,” he looked at Kurt, who nodded encouragingly. “I suppose we will.”

“Damn it, I’m still not old enough,”  Leah sighed.  “Why couldn’t this have been six months from now when I’m 18?”

“I’ll stay with you, Leah.  We can go do something else,”  Sam said, wrapping his arms around her from behind.  

“That’s sweet, but you come with us,”  Luka said in his slightly broken English.

“I don’t have a fake ID.  I can’t.”

He waved his hand dismissively, “If we go to Sierra Neon, I know the bouncer.  I know he works tonight.  I will text a...How you say?...Heads up? And it’s LGTBQ friendly”

Leah looked at Sam, but then to Sebastian.  She knew it would be him that would put a stop to it if he wanted to.  She gave him puppy dog eyes, “Please Sebby?  I’m almost 18, and I promise I won’t drink.  Not even one.  When’s the next time we’ll all be here together?  Never!”

Seb looked at Sam, who shrugged one shoulder and smirked.  Sebastian shook his head, but was smiling, “Fine.  But I’m not responsible if you get caught.”

“Deal!”  She bounced and went to give him a kiss on the cheek.  

He rolled his eyes and spoke quietly, “But you have to stick with me, Kurt, or Sam.  Understood?”

“Yes, dad .”

“Don’t make me change my mind.  You looked to me for an answer for a reason.”

“Okay.  I promise I’ll stick with you guys.”

Channing spoke up, “And I will escort her to the restroom if need be.  We’ll be fine.”

“Alright, lets go.”

 

Luka had been right about his friend letting them into Sierra Neon with no issues. They headed straight to the dance floor and Orion turned to Sebastian with a wink, “I’m going to steal your husband for a song or two.”

“Rephrase that and I might be okay with it.”

Orion chuckled, “Okay.  I’m going to borrow your husband for a song or two.”

Sebastian smiled, “Better.”

They all danced for a couple of hours, and Sam grabbed a table that was off to the side as soon as he saw a group get up and leave.   

Channing plopped down in one of the chairs, “Oh, thank God.  My feet are killing me.  These shoes were not meant for this fabulousness.”  

Sam chuckled, “But you look great, so that’s what matters, right?”

She nodded, “Absolutely.  My goal is to create a line of affordable clothing and shoes that can look great, but also be comfortable.  And for all sizes, too.  I’m tired of having to make my own clothes just because I’m thick.  I can’t afford things that are actually fashionable and come in my size.”

“I’m sure there’s a huge market for that.”

“There is.  The average American woman is size 16-18.  A lot of stores, especially nice boutiques, stop their sizes at 18, leaving a huge amount of women out.”

“I think your idea sounds great,”  Oscar said as he sat next to her.  “I think the fashion industry is slowly waking up to the fact that not everyone is the size of their typical models.”  He looked at Sam, “No offense to you or your girlfriend.”

“None taken. We aren’t really models, but I get what you’re saying, and agree wholeheartedly.”

“You could be professional models, though.  You’re both gorgeous.”

“Thanks.  I know Leah has thought about it.”

“Well, if either of you ever become serious about it, talk to Kurt or I.  We both know a few connections.  I mean, his photo by Donatello in that Nior ad was breathtaking.  And I’m straight.”

Sam chuckled, “No harm in knowing what a beautiful man looks like, no matter your sexual preferences.  Kurt is a really good looking guy.  So is Sebastian.  Is that how you knew what he looked like when you arrived at the convention center?  From the Noir ad?”

He nodded, “It is.  Donatello comes to our offices sometimes too.  He was bragging about the ad, and then went into a rant about wishing he could use photos he took when he met them in Italy.  He’s a nice guy.  Strange, but nice.”

“Are you talking about me?” Orion asked as he sat down next to Channing.

She bumped his shoulder, “No, but he could have been.  You are strange.”

He kissed her on the cheek, “It’s the only way to be.”

Leah came and sat on Sam’s lap.  She leaned her head on his shoulder.  He rubbed her back, “You okay?”

“Yeah.  I’m just letting my feet rest.”

“See!”  Channing smiled, “There’s a huge need for what I want to make.”  She looked at Leah, “Comfortable shoes and clothes that are still fashionable.”

Leah made a face, “Absolutely!  I’ll be your biggest fan.”

They were all sitting there talking as Enzo and Luka came to the table.  Enzo asked, “Where’s Sebastian and Kurt?”

Orion nodded toward the dance floor, where everyone turned to look.  Sebastian and Kurt were dancing pressed against each other.  Their hands roaming all over each other’s backs, hips, shoulders, and necks.  Their foreheads were pressed together as their bodies danced to the rhythm seamlessly. Every once in awhile, they would kiss, unable to help themselves.  

“They are hot as fuck,”  Orion sighed. 

“That,” Sam said, “is hot because that is more than attraction and desire.  That’s love.  They are in their own worlds right now, completely lost in each other.”  Leah hummed in agreement, still so happy for her brother.

“I want that,” Orion said. “I can land a hot enough guy, but I want someone to look at me the way they look at each other.”

“Don’t we all?”  Oscar said.

“Some of us already have it,”  Enzo jokes, nodding to Sam and Leah, where they were holding each other. They were so caught up in each other that they had left the conversation and didn’t hear a word he had said.

 


 

The next couple of days were spent playing tourist.  Sam was in Heaven in the art museums.  When they went to the Louvre and saw the Mona Lisa, he stood and stared for as long as he was able, given the crowded line.

“What did you think?”  Leah asked as they headed to a new section of the museum.

“About Mona Lisa?” He looked at her and she nodded.  He shrugged his shoulders, “Kurt was right.  She’s a lot smaller than I pictured in my mind.  But it was amazing to see something that was actually painted by Leonardo de Vinci.  I mean, I never would have thought that I would get that privilege.  All of this.  Only in my wildest dreams could I have imagined modeling in an international fashion competition, or browsing the galleries of the Louvre with my gorgeous girlfriend who I am completely head over heels for. It’s surreal in a way.”

She giggled, “I love you.”

“I love you, too.”  He leaned over and kissed the side of her head after she had looped her arm with his.

Kurt and Sebastian were walking behind them and just smiled at the pair. 

 

They posed outside by the famed glass pyramid of the museum and had someone take their photo.

“Is that one going in the book?”  Sebastian asked Kurt as he looked over his shoulder at the photo.

“Yep.  It’s a good one.  I’m glad I’ve been remembering to take more pictures.  I love spending time with everyone here.  I want to remember it all.”

 


 

Over the next few days, they visited the usual tourist spots, and then Sebastian and Leah took them all to some of their favorite lesser known spots.  As they sat outside a cute little cafe that had always been one of Leah’s favorites for breakfast, they decided that it was finally time for shopping.  

Sebastian smirked at Sam, “Are you sure you’re ready for this?”

“I’m sure it will be entertaining, so yes.”

They headed toward The Champs-Élysées , and Kurt reminded Orion and Channing that this was nothing like New York, so go crazy, but don’t go so crazy that they couldn’t get their purchases with them in an additional suitcase.  

“The street alone is gorgeous,”  Channing said, completely in awe.  

“It is,”  Sebastian agreed.  “But I bet you’ll like it even more if we go into some of the shops.  Are any of you looking for something specific?”

“I want some French perfume that will make the men of New York drool.  Just don’t let me overdo it to where I end up smelling like a French whore.”  Channing looked at Seb and batted her eyelashes.

He chuckled, “Okay.  Guerlain it is.”  

She ended up buying some lovely perfume for herself and her mother.  Others had a successful experience too.  Kurt and Orion both ended up with some signature pieces, and Kurt insisted on getting Sam the cashmere sweater that looked so good on him. 

“It’s a thank you for being such an amazing model for my designs. Don’t argue with me,”  Kurt took it from Sam’s hands and headed toward the cash register.  Sam had long since gotten over the Hummels, Smythes, and the Hummel-Smythes doing and buying him nice things for him.  They all knew not to go too overboard with spoiling him, but he was certainly never going to be left out of any fun experiences.  He and Leah had had a long talk about it toward the beginning of their relationship, and he and Kurt had confided in each other a few times about it as well.  

He clearly remembered Kurt saying, “If you plan on being in a relationship with Leah for a long time, you need to get used to them doing nice things for you.  It doesn't even make a dent in their wallet to pay for you to do things with them, and it makes everyone happy.  So try to come to terms with it, and enjoy it.  Remember when you used to tell me how happy and excited Bas was about taking me places or buying me things?  Well...”

Sam still paid for dates, and didn’t take advantage of their wealth, but he tried really hard to not get too bothered by them paying for things like airfare, and larger purchases.  After nearly three years together, he had gotten the hang of it.  Kurt had been helping him with things long before Sebastian was in the picture.  It was something that brought him joy.  How could he deny him that?

 


 

 

Toward the end of the week, Sebastian and Kurt got up early and went for a walk.  Their bodies naturally took them to the Secret Garden.  They both smiled as then entered through the archway.  They strolled through, then took a seat under the Magnolia tree in the back.  Kurt took a selfie of the two of them quickly, posting it to social media with the caption, “It’s been two years since we’ve been to our special corner of the world.  Last time we were here, Bas asked me to marry him in this very spot.  One year of marriage under our belts, and I’m still the luckiest, happiest, man in the world.”

“Awe, Baby, I think you’re wrong,”  Sebastian was reading the text as Kurt wrote it.  “I’m the luckiest man in the world.”  

Kurt looked at him, smiling, then leaned over and kissed him, “We are the sappiest.”

Seb chuckled, “We have every right to be.”

Later that night at dinner, Celeste asked them what their plans were for the rest of the summer.  Everyone gave their answers.  Most spoke of jobs and projects that they had, as well as a few fun things.  

Beau looked at Kurt and Sebastian, “What about you two?”

“Well, Kurt and I are going to Upstate New York in a couple of weeks to celebrate our one year anniversary.  That should be fun.”

“I convinced him to see a little more of the U.S. instead of heading out of the country again so soon after this trip.  It’ll save us travel time, too.  I have to get back to Vogue.  The only reason I can take so much time off is because Isabelle has taken a liking to me.”

Celeste chuckled, “Don’t forget, we’ve actually met Isabelle.  I think it’s more than ‘taking a liking to you’.”

“That’s the truth,”  Orion chimed in.

“Okay, okay, she loves me.  She was really proud that someone on her team won the contest, and there was no way she wouldn’t let me come here for internationals.  She was happy to let me take another couple of days off for our long weekend Upstate.”

“Where are you going?” Leah asked. 

“The Mohonk Mountain House .  It’s beautiful.”

“Mhm,”  Kurt hummed.  “Angela suggested it, and after she knocked Italy out of the ballpark, we’re taking her word for it.”




 

By the time Kurt, Sebastian, Orion, and Channing were ready to head back to New York, they had done everything on their wish list and then some.  They hugged Celeste and Beau goodbye, thanking them for their hospitality.  

“Please stay safe. Happy Anniversary, Happy Birthday, and Congratulations to all of you.”

They all chuckled.  Orion gave one more hug, “Thank y’all so much.  I couldn’t have ever imagined I would have had such a great time staying with someone’s grandparents.”

“We like to party it up,”  Beau said in a monotone voice.

Sebastian laughed, “Okay, you two.  Try to come for Christmas this year?”

“We’ll see.  Go on.  Don’t miss your flight.”

With one more round of hugs, and Sebastian making Sam promise one more time to take care of Leah, they were off.

“You know Leah and Sam will be just fine.”

“I know, Babe.  She can take care of herself, and I know Sam would do anything to keep her safe and happy, but if I don’t say it, then I feel like it might not happen.”

Channing smiled, “You’re gonna be one of those dads, aren’t you?”

They all laughed and Sebastian nodded, “Absolutely, one hundred percent.”

 


 

Puck and Sugar had Kurt and Sebastian over for a celebratory dinner when they returned.  

“Congratulations, Princess,”  Puck said as he lifted him into the air.  They hadn’t even stepped inside yet.  “I’m so proud of you.”

“Thanks, Noah.”  

“Me too, Angel.  Tell me all about it.  I bet Sam and Leah nailed it, too.” She led them into the living room.

“They really did.  It was perfect.  But I’m telling you, the girl from Japan… Holy cow, her designs were out of this world.  She’s going to be a household name.  And if she isn’t, it should be a crime.”

“They were pretty amazing,”  Sebastian agreed.  “And yours were too, to be able to come in second.”

“Thanks, Love.”

They enjoyed spending time together again.  It felt like it had been forever, even though it had only been a couple of weeks.  Kurt told them all about the competition, and they both told them stories about seeing Paris with Orion, Channing, Sam, and Leah.

“Did he go home with the guy?”  Sugar asked after Kurt told them about a guy that was all over Orion in the club.

“No, he came home with us.  They guy didn’t even speak English.  At least that’s what he said.  So let’s just say they communicated with their bodies, and not their words.”

Puck chuckled, “He’s hilarious to go out with.  Enzo and Luka loved him when they were here after the wedding last year.  I kinda thought Luka had a crush on him.”

Sebastian nodded, “You might be right.  He acts like girls are his thing, but then when Orion gets close, he seems to forget that fact.”

They continued catching up and enjoying each other's company for a while.  Sugar took Kurt into the guest bedroom to show him a chair she had bought from Brooklyn Basement.  When they were gone, Puck turned to look at Sebastian, “He’s really doing okay?  I was worried about the stress of the competition.  He’s eating okay?”

Sebastian smiled warmly, happy that Puck cared so much, “Yeah, he really is. There were a few moments when he needed a reminder to eat, but he did when asked or told.  He’s really good.  He’s happy with his placement in the competition, and he’s ready to go relax Upstate.”

“Good, man.  I’m sure he could use a vacation after the anxiety of competing. Not that Paris isn’t a vacation.  I’m sure he had fun, but you know he was probably more worried about showing Sam, Orion, and Channing a good time than he was about enjoying it himself and taking it easy.”

“You’re right.  We did have a lot of fun.  But relaxing wasn’t exactly a word I’d use to describe it.”

 


 

The following week, Kurt and Sebastian headed Upstate to Mohonk Mountain House .  Sebastian hummed as he pulled onto the highway in his Corvette.

Kurt looked over at him, “You should take her out more often, Bas.  I know how much you love driving her.”  He paused then asked, “Have you ever thought about trading her in for a new model?”

Sebastian frowned and shook his head, “That will never happen.  If I ever want a different car, I’ll buy one.  But I’m never getting rid of her.  She’s too important to me.”

“You love it that much?”

“Yeah.  It’s more about what she represents.  I chose this car as a celebration of coming back home to the U.S.  An American car for an American guy.  And she’s a 2019.  That’s the year we met and fell in love.  I’m never getting rid of her.”

Kurt smiled and took Sebastian’s hand, “I love you so much.  That was totally sappy, and I love every bit of it.”

Seb pulled Kurt’s hand up and kissed his knuckles, “I love you, too, Baby.”

 

The resort was everything Angela had said it would be.  Once they got their bags settled in their suite, they headed down to dinner, enjoying a fantastic view by the windows.  The mountains were beautiful behind the water, and Sebastian was reminded that they didn’t need to cross an ocean to find such beauty.  

After dinner, they relaxed in rocking chairs on a large porch that overlooked Hudson Valley.  Sebastian reached for Kurt’s hand, “I bet it’s gorgeous here in Autumn.  We should make reservations for next fall.  I bet this year is all booked up, but we can check.”

“I’m sure you’re right on both accounts.  It’s so pretty.  Thanks for bringing me here, Love.”

“My pleasure.  Happy Anniversary, Baby.”

“Happy Anniversary, Sir.” They stayed in their seats for a long time, watching the sun set.  

 

The following day was started with a delicious breakfast brought to them by room service.  They had spent the night making love, and were too tired to head down to the restaurant in time.  After enjoying their meal, they headed out for some easy hiking on the resort trails.  It was so peaceful, and exactly what they both needed.  They swam in the pool and enjoyed all the amenities the resort offered at a nice leisurely pace, including a massage at the end of the evening.

On their actual Anniversary, they stayed in for most of the day, not really leaving the bed.  In bed, in each other’s arms, was exactly where both of them wanted to be.  Room service was the only way they decided to eat that day.  They didn’t leave their room until it was dark again.  They went back down to the large covered porch of the resort and enjoyed the fireworks lighting up the sky over the Hudson Valley.

 

 

Notes:

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Chapter 36: Junior Year Surprises

Summary:

Birthday Surprises and Vacation Surprises

Notes:

Happy Thanksgiving to all of my US readers! Enjoy your day, be safe, and stay healthy.

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The next few weeks were spent relaxing, working, and getting ready for their Junior year of college.  Before school started, the group celebrated Sebastian’s birthday.  Nick and Jeff came to town for the celebration.  It was fun going out to a club and being able to drink, but having just been in Europe, where the drinking age is 18, it didn’t feel all that different for Seb.  But nevertheless, they had a great time.  

Back at home the next morning, Sebastian woke up slightly hungover.  He turned to find their bed empty.  After a stop in the bathroom, he headed downstairs.  

Kurt looked up from making an omelet, “I was getting ready to bring you breakfast. How are you feeling?”

Sebastian sat at the island, as Kurt grabbed him a glass of juice and some Tylenol, “Not too bad.  Just a slight headache.  I definitely feel dehydrated, though.”

“Want some water instead?”

“Maybe after I finished this.”  Kurt handed him a plate with an omelet just the way he liked it.  “Thanks, Babe.”

“You’re welcome.”

Kurt continued to make some more breakfast for Nick and Jeff.  Everyone else had gone home, or to Elliott’s the night before.

“Thanks for last night too, Babe.”

“You’re welcome?  I didn’t do anything.”

“Sure you did.  You helped me celebrate my birthday, and you were the sexiest guy in the club.  That means I got the go home with the sexiest guy in the club.  Every guy's dream.”

Kurt chuckled, “If you say so.”

“I do.”

“You did.”

“Would you two stop being so lovey-dovey?  God, it gets worse as time goes by,”  Jeff jokingly grumbled as he walked into the kitchen.

“Not a chance,” Sebastian said, winking at Kurt.

 


 

The first semester of Junior year flew by.  Kurt, Sugar, and Leah all decided to celebrate their December birthdays together at home in the penthouse.  Kurt and Sugar were turning 21, and Leah was soon 18.  She and Sam flew in for the weekend, along with Finn and Shannon, who were still going strong.

They had a ton of people at the party. Sebastian was talking with Sam in the kitchen, “She may be a legal adult soon, but she’s still my baby sister.” It was almost a warning tone.

Sam smirked as he took a sip of his drink, “Mhmm.”  He was going to keep all other comments to himself.  He and Leah had agreed to wait to have sex until she was an adult, and now that she was, there was no stopping them.  

Sebastian smiled and decided to pretend to ignore his lack of comment.  He said, “Oh, I didn’t tell you what I got them all for their birthdays. It includes a hotel room for the two of you, which got me thinking... All I ask is that you don’t tell me anything about what goes on behind closed doors.  Can you do that much for me?  I know this group shares a lot, but...”

Sam chuckled, “Yeah, I can do that much for you.  What did you get them for their birthdays?”

Sebastian looked over to where Kurt was singing with Sugar, “The six of us are going to Walt Disney World for Christmas.  I mean, not actually on Christmas day, so you can still visit your parents, Stevie, and Stacey.  But it will be during break.  I hope you can go.  Finn and Shannon were invited too, but they both want to work.  I think they’re saving up for their own place.”

Sam hadn’t said anything, and Sebastian was watching Kurt.  When he realized the silence, he looked over at Sam.  He frowned, “You okay?”

He huffed out a laugh, “Yeah. I didn’t know I wanted to go to Disney World until right now.  I’m so excited!”

Seb chuckled, “I promise you’ll have a great time.  I promised Puck the same.  He’s a little skeptical.”

Sam shook his head, “He had to grow up early, like Kurt.  But there’s still a kid in there somewhere. He’ll love it. Besides, seeing Sugar and Kurt having fun will make him happy.”

“That’s true,”  Sebastian smiled.  

 

The next morning, Sebastian gave them their birthday gift over breakfast.  He handed Kurt, Leah, and Sugar each a wrapped box that was exactly the same.  “Okay, open them on the count of three.  Ready?  1….2….3!”

They each tore into the boxes.  As soon as the paper was off, Kurt and Leah recognized the Disney magic band boxes right away.  Their eyes became huge, and smiles spread across their faces.  Kurt jumped into Sebastian’s arms and kissed him all over his face.

Sugar was still looking at the box trying to figure it out.  She opened it slowly, and when she saw the actual magic bands, she looked at Seb with wide eyes, much to the entertainment of Puck and Sam.  Leah was already in a group hug with her brother and brother-in-law.

Seb chuckled when he saw her, “Are you up for some Disney magic at Christmas?  There’s not much that’s more magical than Main Street USA during the holidays.”

To say Kurt was excited, would be an understatement.  He looked at Sugar and nodded.  She beamed, “Oh!  My!  God!  I can’t wait!!!”  She ran and joined in the group hug.

Once they pulled apart, Sebastian said, “Just to make things clear, I invited everyone.  But for various reasons, it’s just the six of us going.”

Kurt looked at Finn, “You can’t go?”

“No. Sorry.  We want to, but we’re trying to have a set amount saved, and I’ve already scheduled myself in at the shop, and Shannon’s assistant manager at Lima Bean now, and she’s scheduled too. I put an offer in on a little house, and if it’s accepted, I’d like to move in before Shannon starts the Spring semester.” Finn had just graduated with an associates degree, and was now starting to take over responsibilities at Hummel Tire and Lube.  He hadn’t wanted to celebrate his graduation, settling with Burt, Carol, and Shannon attending the ceremony.  They had gone to dinner, and that was that.  He wanted no further accolades.  He just wanted to work, save, and settle down with Shannon before getting married and starting a family.   

Kurt smiled warmly at him, “I understand.  I’m proud of you, Finn.”

He blushed slightly, “Thanks, little brother.”  Shannon leaned over and kissed him on the cheek.       

He turned to Sugar and Puck, “And you guys can get away from the bakery?”

Puck nodded, “Yeah, that’s part of what Gina is there for, just like at Spring Break.  I cleared it already, since Seb gave me a heads up.  We want to take advantage of having her as much as we can.  This kind of thing won’t always be possible.” 

Seb had done a little more than give him a “heads up”.  He asked him if it would be okay.  He didn’t want to spoil Sugar, or Puck and Sugar both, and have Puck feel like he was crossing the line too much. After talking, Puck decided he was fine with it.  He appreciated Sebastian’s thoughtfulness in asking him.

Sugar smiled and bounced a little, “Thanks for taking care of it, Hun.  I’m so excited!”

 


 

Their families came to town for Christmas, just like in the two years prior.  They spent Christmas Eve with their parents, siblings, the Motta’s.  On Christmas Day, Chris, Elliott, Eileen, and Charlie all came over to celebrate with them. Eileen and Charlie couldn’t wait to hear about their trip when they returned.

The next day, Kurt, Sebastian, Puck, Sugar, and Leah, flew to Orlando, where they were meeting Sam in the airport, since he was flying in from the Cincinnati/Northern Kentucky airport. 

When Leah saw him, she ran and hugged him, “Are you ready to have the best time ever?!”

He laughed as he hugged her back, “Absolutely.  I know it’s only been two weeks, but I’ve missed you so much.”

“I missed you too,”  She leaned up and kissed him.

“Alright, love birds, let's get down to the best bus ride ever,”  Kurt smiled.  Sam hugged him quickly, then greeted everyone else the same.  

Once the Magical Express drove under the big “Welcome to Walt Disney World” sign, the entire bus cheered.  Kurt looked over and smiled at the excited look on Puck’s face.  He was going to make sure that Puck had a little bit of the childhood that he never had.

Sebastian had booked each couple a room at Disney’s Polynesian Resort , just outside of Magic Kingdom.  The resort was everything you could wish a tropical Christmas to be.  There was a big Christmas tree in the lobby, adorned with hibiscus flowers and other tropical garland, swags of greenery above doorways, and small, beautiful touches everywhere.

After getting checked in and getting settled, they headed to Trader Sam’s Grog Grotto for dinner and drinks.  It was a fun, casual, restaurant, perfect for starting their stay at the resort.  They ordered some fun drinks with their dinner, and the waiter joked with them about being “newly 21” and how this was the perfect place to try some unusual drinks.  The food was good, and the drinks even better.  

Seeing that their waiter was busy, Sebastian went to the bar to get a new drink.  He leaned against it with his hands in his pockets as he waited on the bartender.  As he waited, a group of young women came in.  One seemed to go straight for him.  Kurt watched from their table in amusement. Soon, their family had caught on, and were also watching.  

“Hi,”  She said sweetly as she stood next to Sebastian.  

He looked at her and gave a polite smile, “Hi.”

“I’m Amy.  Can I buy you a drink?”

“Oh.”  He pulled his hands out of his pockets and rested them on the bar. “That’s very sweet of you, Amy, but I’m married.”

She wrinkled her nose, “Oh.  Sorry.  Your wife is a lucky woman.”

It was Sebastian’s turn to wrinkle his nose.  He shook his head, “Actually, it’s my husband who is a lucky man.  But, really, I’m the lucky one.”  He nodded over to Kurt, who was smiling.  He gave her a little wave when she looked his way.  

“Oh my gosh.  Your whole group is watching. My whole group is watching.  What an epic fail.”

He gave her a sympathetic look, “Hey, you never know until you try, right?  I don’t know about your friends, but my family won’t think badly of you.  Do you and your friends want to join us for some drinks?”

“I think that might be slightly humiliating.”

“Okay, well then how about I buy you a drink?  As a purely friendly gesture, of course.  That way, you tell your friends that I ended up being married, but that you still got a free drink out of it.”

She smiled, “Really?”

“Yeah.  Come on.  It’s part of the holiday spirit, right?”

“Yeah,” she nodded with a bit more resolve.  “Thanks….”

He shook her hand, “Sebastian.”

“Damn.  You even have a sexy name.”

He laughed, and when the bartender came, Sebastian let her order first, then put in his order as well.  He turned to her again, “So where are you from, Amy?”  They chatted for a couple of minutes while they waited on their drinks to be made.  

Once Sebastian made his way back to the table, Sam noticed that Kurt, Puck, and Sugar all acted like nothing had happened.  He asked, “Does that happen often?”

Puck smirked, “Dude.  If we’re at a gay bar, we have to actively keep people away from Princess.  Seb too, but especially Princess.  But if we’re at an average club, it’s all about Seb.  The ladies love him.”  

“Even with the rings?”  Leah frowned.

Sebastian nodded, “Yeah.  I mean, I had my hands in my pockets back there, so Amy didn’t see my ring, but you’d be surprised at the number of people who simply don’t care that we’re married.”

“Amy, huh?”  Leah raised an eyebrow.

“Yes.  She was really sweet, and I felt bad.  She was embarrassed that you guys and her friends were all watching her fail.  I bought her a drink to ease the pain,” he winked before taking a sip of his drink.

“That’s because my husband is the sweetest.”  Kurt smiled, then kissed Seb on the cheek.

After dinner, they explored the resort, then headed to the resort’s beach to relax and watch the fireworks from the nighttime castle show at Magic Kingdom. That was one of the benefits of staying so close to the parks.

Each couple was sitting next to each other in the sand.  Sugar leaned over, “Thank you so much, Seb.  This is amazing.”

He leaned over and kissed her forehead, “My pleasure.  But no more thanking me.  You’ve all thanked me enough.  You know I love doing stuff like this with as many of you as I possibly can.  Big milestones need big fun.  Where better?”

Kurt smiled as he squeezed Seb’s arm a bit as he spoke to Sugar, “Just wait till we get to Magic Kingdom tomorrow.  It’s magical on a normal day.  I can’t wait to see what it’s like at Christmas.”

 

The next day, they took the Monorail to the Magic Kingdom. When they entered, they were floored at how decked out it was.  A large Christmas tree right at the front of Main Street was surrounded by toy soldiers, candy canes, Mickey shaped wreaths, and more.  It truly was magical. 

As they made their way down Main Street, each shop was decked out in Christmas decorations like it was straight out of a holiday movie.  They took pictures along the way, and headed straight for the castle.  

Sugar squealed, “This is so beautiful!”

Puck smiled, wrapping his arms around her, “It is pretty great. Where to first?”

Kurt answered, “Let’s head over to Jungle Cruise.  It’s called Jingle Cruise this time of year, and can get crowded fast.”  He had done some research as soon as Sebastian had given him their magic bands.

The ride was full of puns and jokes, and Sam, especially, thought it was hilarious.  All Leah could do was fondly roll her eyes and shake her head.  From there, they headed to Pirates Of The Caribbean, Thunder Mountain, and Splash Mountain.  Puck was having a blast, and Sebastian knew it was all worth it just to see his face on some of the rides.

They ate lunch at Casey’s Corner , then headed to Tomorrowland to use their last fastpass on Space Mountain.

The rest of the afternoon was spent enjoying the park at a much more leisurely pace.  They rode the smaller rides, shopped some, then stayed for Mickey's Very Merry Christmas Party, which Sebastian had gotten them tickets to.  They loved the parade, the stage show in front of the castle, the snow that Disney magically made on Main Street, and the fireworks displays.  It was all very enchanting.  

 

The next few days were amazing.  They enjoyed “drinking around the world” in EPCOT, which of course included lots of snacks, too.  Kurt and Sebastian couldn’t help but be a little disappointed in the Italy pavilion now that they had been there.  It just didn’t represent Italy’s true beauty.  They all enjoyed the countries and rides, and took this park slow and steady.

Hollywood Studios was different than the last time they had been, now that Star Wars: Galaxy’s Edge. was open.  It was truly impressive and all immersive.  Sam was in Heaven.  They spent most of the day there, and only ventured out for a stroll through Toy Story Land, and a few rides.   

Animal Kingdom was just as magical as before, only not as hot, thankfully.  They all enjoyed the safari, the Expedition Everest roller coaster, the animals, and the Dinosaur ride.  Kurt, Sebastian, and Leah all loved the reaction of their family when they watched the Bugs Life show and the seats moved.  Sugar jumped so high, Kurt thought she might end up in a different row.  They laughed until they cried on that one.  

When Sam walked into Pandora , Kurt made sure to film it, just as he had when they went to Galaxy’s Edge.  He was wide eyed and in complete awe.

“The mountains.  Oh my god, how did they even…?”

They were there at sunset, and it was truly breathtaking.  

“Our fastpasses for Flight of Passage are in ten minutes.  Let’s head that way.  Kurt and I actually talked about how much you’d like it last time we were here.”  

Sam nodded, “I can’t wait.” 

They took a ton of photos, and tried to get Sam and Leah in as many as possible.  The queue was amazing, and Sam couldn’t get over it.  When they got to the section with the avatar in the lab, he just about lost it.  “I wish it was real,” he whispered.

“I think this is as close as you’ll ever get, Hun,”  Leah said, wrapping her arms around him.

When they exited the ride, Sam was speechless.

Puck chuckled, “I don’t blame you on not being able to find the words for that, Dude.  That was amazing.”

 

The next morning, for their last day there, they headed to breakfast at Whispering Canyon Cafe at the Wilderness Lodge Resort .  The log resort was stunning at Christmas time, with a giant Christmas tree in the lobby.  It was such a warm atmosphere, even with it’s grand size.  

The restaurant was known for two things.  One, it’s delicious bottomless skillet meals.  And two, it’s wait staff that liked to tease and have fun.  When Puck asked for ketchup for his homestyle potatoes, their waitress yelled, “We need ketchup over here!”

Someone from nearly every table got up and brought a bottle of over, leaving them with about twenty bottles.  When they asked for napkins, she grabbed a handful and threw them at them.

Puck shook his head, “If I was ever going to be a waiter, it’d have to be a place like this.”

“It’s the only place you wouldn’t get fired from,”  Sugar teased.

They headed to Magic Kingdom for a half day before they had to go to the airport.  They rode a couple of rides, but mostly just soaked up the atmosphere.  Kurt and Sebastian picked out a new ornament and magnet while on Main Street. The shops there, though looking like different shops from the outside, are all connected on the inside in one long strip.  Eventually, they got separated.

Kurt was looking at some of the mugs when suddenly there was a booming clap of thunder.  Seconds later, the rain was hitting the roof so hard that if he didn’t know there was a second story, he might think to look for a leak somewhere.  None of this bothered him.  

Until…

The crowds on Main Street immediately sought shelter from the rain. That brought what seemed like hundreds of people running into all of the shops.  He seemed to be surrounded nearly instantly, and was accidently pushed this way, and that.  He was overwhelmed, and the people around him were focused solely on keeping their families together and out of the rain.

His breath started to become labored and his vision blurry.  The walls of the store seemed to be closing in around him, bringing the people closer and closer.  

Leah was close by with Sam, just a few fixtures over when she noticed him.  She called to him, “Kurt!”  She turned, “Sam, I think Kurt’s starting to have a panic attack!”

He turned quickly, trying to find Kurt.  When he spotted him, he nodded, trying to push his way toward him, “Kurt, take a deep breath.”  He wasn’t sure he could hear him over the pounding rain and voices of the crowd.  Especially since he wasn’t able to reach him yet.  He spotted Puck. “Puck!” he yelled, not caring about people around him.  He was still pushing his way through people, with Leah holding on to his belt loop so she didn’t lose him.  Puck turned.  Sam raised his arm up and pointed to Kurt, “Get Seb!”

Puck looked at Kurt and his eyes widened a bit. “Shit,” he muttered.  He looked around and couldn’t find Sebastian.  Finally, he spotted him.  He was nearly two stores down, shopping with Sugar.  He called for him, but he didn’t hear him.  He pulled out his phone and called.

“Hey man, I think we lost each other,”  Sebastian said, looking around for him.

“Kurt’s having a panic attack.  Make your way inside, but head toward the castle.”

He didn’t say anything, but grabbed Sugar’s hand and started pushing his way through the crowd.

“What’s wrong?”

“Kurt’s having a panic attack.  It’s too crowded.  He’s probably overwhelmed.”  He kept pushing his way through, but the people in there had nowhere they could move to.  “Excuse me!  Please!”  He was starting to lose his patience, and he couldn’t get to his husband fast enough.

They passed a cast member, and Sugar asked, “Is there a way to get to that end of the store quickly?  His husband has PTSD and is down there having a panic attack.”

The man nodded, “Yeah, come with me.”  He turned and loudly said, “Excuse us!  We need through.  It’s an emergency!”  People moved as much as they possibly could, and the cast member took Sebastian and Sugar to the door that led into the back room, where they could easily make it down to the other end.

Meanwhile, Sam and Leah had finally made it to Kurt.  Sam grabbed him and pulled him into a hug, “Hey, I’ve got you.  It’s okay.” He pulled back and looked at Kurt, seeing panic in his eyes, “Take a deep breath.  Do your counting.  10 to 0, nice and steady.”  He took his hand and placed it on his chest, “You’ve got this.  Match my breathing. In. And out. In. And out.”

When Puck reached them, he placed a hand on Kurt’s back.  He looked around him, “Can we get a little more space?  I know it’s tight, but can you try to move away as much as possible?”  People tried as much as possible, and several people looked on with worried expressions.  “Thank you,”  Puck said.  He looked back at Kurt, “You’re doing a good job.  Seb is on his way.”

Kurt closed his eyes and tried again.  In and out.  He felt Sam’s heartbeat and tried to match his breathing.

A peace washed over him when he heard his husband’s soothing voice, even if he was still struggling a bit, “You’re doing great, Baby.”  Sebastian had come out of the back room not far from where Kurt was, and rushed over to him as quickly as he possibly could.  Sugar and the cast member were close behind.

Kurt opened his eyes and looked at Sebastian, who nodded to him, whispering words of encouragement and guidance.  He leaned into him, removing his hand from Sam and placing it on Sebastian as he rested his forehead on Seb’s collarbone.

“You’re okay, I’ve got you.  Nice and steady.  You’re almost there.  Look at me, Baby.”  Kurt looked up at him.  “Match my breathing.  Count.  Ten.  Nine.  Eight….”  He gave Kurt some time to count as he closed his eyes and focused on the rhythm of Sebastian’s chest rising and falling.

A minute later, Kurt was doing much better.  The cast member asked, “Are you doing okay?  Do you need anything?”

Kurt buried his head in Sebastian’s shoulder and shook his head.  Seb wrapped his arms around him and rubbed his back as he kissed the top of his head.  He looked at the cast member, “We’re good.  Thanks so much for getting us down here quickly.  I really appreciate it.”

“It’s my pleasure.  Can I escort you somewhere?”

“I think maybe if we can sit off the side somewhere, we’ll be okay.”

A tall burly man was standing with his family between them and the wall. “Here, we’ll switch places with you.”

“Thank you,”  Sebastian said, scooting by as he tried not to bump into other people.  He had Kurt tucked safely under his arm.  Sebastian sat leaning against the wall and held Kurt as he leaned into his side while their family stood close by, blocking them from people as much as they could.

“How are you feeling?”  Seb asked softly.

“Better.”  Kurt kept his eyes closed as they spoke quietly.

“Want to tell me what happened?” 

“It was all just so sudden.  There were people on all sides of me and I was getting pushed into, and it just….It was just too much, and I couldn’t go anywhere, then I couldn’t breathe...”

“I know, Baby.  It’s okay.  As soon as the rain slows or stops, it will be better.  We need to go soon.”

“I hate that our trip ended like this.  I’m sorry.”

“Don’t apologize for that, Kurt. It’s out of your control, and we’re all here to help.  You know we’d do anything for you.  We’ve had a great time.  The best.  Focus on that, Baby.”

Kurt sighed and turned his head into Sebastian again, “I love you.”

“I love you, too.  More than anything in the entire world.” 

When the rain let up, and the store started to clear out a bit, they got off the ground and thanked the cast member one more time.  Kurt thanked his family for being there for him.

“You know we’ve got your back.  Always,”  Puck smiled, pulling Kurt into a side hug.

“I know. I love you guys so much.  I don’t want to end the trip like that, though.  Let’s go ride the People Mover one more time before we go.”

“Perfect,”  Sugar smiled.

 


 

Back home, normalcy took over once again.  The second semester of their Junior year was just like the first.  Fast paced and busy.  They all continued to try their best at making time for each other and themselves.  But regardless, they were all looking forward to Spring Break at the beach house once again.  

When the time came, they loaded into the Navigator and headed south.  They made it as far as Delaware before Sugar asked to stop.  “Can we stop somewhere quick?  I”m not feeling well.”

Puck turned from his seat next to Sebastian up front and frowned, “Are you okay, Sug?”

Kurt put his hand on her back and rubbed gently, “Bas, pull over.”  He could tell she wasn’t going to make it to the next exit.  

Sebastian pulled over on the highway as far as he could, and Sugar jumped out and ran into the grass.  Puck was out of the car right behind her and held her hair back as she began to vomit.

“It’s okay, Sug.  Can I get you anything?” he asked gently.

She couldn’t answer.  Kurt got out with a bottle of water, “Here, Sugar.  Try to sip.  If you can’t, then just rinse with it.  It’ll make you feel better.”

She nodded, and took the bottle that he had opened for her.  She couldn’t force herself to drink, so she rinsed and spit.  Puck felt her forehead, “You don’t feel hot.  Have you been feeling bad?”

She finally pulled herself together.  She shook her head, “I think I’m just carsick.  I don’t know.  I was fine when we left home.”

“You sit up front with Seb.  I’ll empty the snacks into one bag, so you can have a bag in case he can’t pull over in time if it happens again.”

She nodded, “Thanks, Hun.”

“You’re welcome. Take your time, Sugar,”  Puck was rubbing her back. 

She rinsed with the water and spit it in the grass one more time.  She took a deep breath, “Okay.  I think we go now.”

Puck helped her into the passenger seat, then squeezed into the second row with Kurt and Chris.  Sebastian looked at her, “You sure you’re good to go?”  She nodded.  He asked, “Have you been feeling bad before this?”
She shook her head, “No.  I think I’m just carsick.  Hopefully sitting up front helps.”

It didn’t.  She continued to feel nauseous, and ended up getting sick one more time before they arrived.  When they finally made it into the house, Puck took her straight to what was now considered “their” bedroom.  

“Lay down, Sug,”  he said gently.  He pulled back the covers as she took her clothes off.  He got her pajamas out of the bag and helped her into them.  

“I can do this myself, ya know.”

“I know.  But I like taking care of you.  You’re never sick.  I want to help while I can.”

He covered her up and she looked at him sleepily.  She was so tired.  She reached for his hand and squeezed gently, “You take care of me all the time, Hun.  It may not be because I’m sick, but you still take care of me.”  She sighed, “And I’m not sick.  It was carsickness, and I just need to sleep it off in a bed that isn’t moving.  Eight and half hours is a long time to be moving.”

He was sitting on the edge of the bed and reached over to brush her hair back, “Whatever you say, Sweetness.  Do you need anything?”

“No, thank you.”

“Okay.  I’ll bring in some water and a small trash can just in case.  I’ll be right back.”

When he got to the kitchen, Elliott asked, “Is she doing better?”

Puck nodded, “She still insists it’s carsickness.  She doesn't feel like she has a fever, and she just wants stillness and sleep.  I’m going to take her some water, just in case.”

Jenna got out some saltine crackers from the pantry and handed them to Puck, “Take these too.  It may help settle her stomach, and it’ll be a safe food to try if she gets hungry.”

He nodded, taking the sleeve of crackers, “Thanks.”

 

While Puck and Sugar were in the bedroom, everyone else had gotten settled in their normal rooms, then headed out onto the deck to watch the sunset.  Nick and Jeff arrived just in time, and had come around the side of the house when they found the front door locked.

“Oh my gosh, I’m so sorry.  I just locked it out of habit!”  Sebastian said, hugging Nick.  

“No big deal.  We knew you’d be back here.  We’ll get our bags later.”  He looked at Hayden, “Did you bring back my trophy?”

Hayden chuckled, “You mean MY trophy?  Yes.  I don’t plan on giving her up that easily, though.”

Jeff looked around, “Wait...Where are Puck and Sugar?”

Kurt grimaced, “She got sick in the car. She’s in bed, and Puck is taking care of her.”

“Oh no.  Is she sick-sick, or just carsick?”

“She says carsick, but she moved to the front seat, and it didn’t help.”

Nick nodded, “My mom gets carsick.  If she starts out in the front, she’s fine.  But if she’s in the back and it starts, even moving up front doesn’t help.  Hopefully she’ll be better in the morning.”



Sugar was better in the morning.  She got up, showered, and felt just fine.  Tired, but fine.  She was making some muffins for everyone when Kurt entered the kitchen.  

He smiled, seeing her hum to herself as she put the muffins in the oven, “How are you feeling?”

She gave him a soft smile, “Fine. I’m tired, but I don’t feel sick.  I don’t think I’ll be up for any boat rides of any sorts this week, though.  I need dry, steady, land that doesn’t move.”

He chuckled, and kissed her forehead, “I’m glad you’re feeling better.”  He moved to the fridge and got out the ingredients to make omelets just as Jeff came in.  

Jeff didn’t say anything, but walked straight to Sugar and wrapped her in a warm hug.  After a minute, he asked, “Are you better, Sweets?”

She nodded, “Yeah, I’m fine.”  

He kissed her in the same spot Kurt had, and said, “Good.  Can’t have my best girl not feeling well.”

She smiled at him and the three began making breakfast for everyone like they always seemed to.  It had become tradition, and they worked so well together in the kitchen, while having fun laughing, singing and dancing.  

When Sebastian came in, he smiled at the sight.  Kurt winked him after Jeff had grabbed his hand and twirled him a circle.  Seb chuckled and shook his head.  

Puck joined him a minute later. He loved that he didn’t really need to say anything.  They all smiled when he sat, and Jeff danced his way to the other side of the island where Puck and Seb were sitting.  He leaned over and kissed Puck on the cheek, then danced back to finish putting some fruit in the bowl.  

 

The next few days went on like this.  A lazy comfort of enjoying each other's company, while hanging out watching movies, laying on the deck, or swimming in the pool or ocean.  It was the perfect way to relax.  

 

On Wednesday, Sugar woke up before the sunrise.  She sat up and frowned, feeling a bit queasy.  She went to the bathroom, then back to bed and tried to go back to sleep.  She kept feeling like she was going to get sick, but she never did.  

She headed to the kitchen and made herself a cup of coffee.  She grabbed a throw blanket off the couch and headed out to the deck to watch the ocean as the sun rose.  

She was lost in thought when the door opened.  She turned to look, and saw a sleepy looking Elliott making his way to her.  He didn’t say anything, but sat next to her, keeping his eye on the horizon.  She leaned her head on his shoulder.  He turned and kissed the top of her head, and they sat in silence for a long time.  

Finally, she asked, “Why are you up so early?”

“I have trouble sleeping sometimes.  I thought I’d come see the sunrise, and was pleasantly surprised to find you here.  How long have you been awake?”

“Too long.”

He nodded, “Are you feeling okay?”

“Yeah, I”m okay.”  She didn’t want anyone to worry.  

 

Later that afternoon, Kurt noticed that she was missing. He turned to Puck and quietly asked, “Where’s Sugar?”

“She said she was going to lay down for a bit.  She was up way before the sunrise, and is really tired today.  I’m starting to worry, Princess.”

“Starting?”  he raised a brow.  He knew that Puck had been worried ever since the drive down.

He shoulder bumped him, “Okay, okay.”

 

That evening was game night.  It was highly competitive in all the best ways.  There was yelling and cheering.  There was the occasional throwing of pillows, and a whole lot of smack talk.  But, in the end, Jeff finally had his victory.  Kurt was thinking that the pictures from that night might need their own book.  They hadn’t laughed that hard in a long time.  

Jeff was still posing with his trophy as he stood on the hearth of the fireplace, making ridiculous poses, when Nick walked up to him, threw him over his shoulder, and yelled, “Time for the grand prize!” as he carried him to the bedroom.  

Everyone laughed and cheered as they left the room.  

Hayden looked at Jenna, “You didn’t do that for me last year, when I won.”

She rolled her eyes as she smiled, “Like I could carry you.”

They decided to watch a movie, and as if on cue, a storm rolled in.  Kurt looked around at his friends all snuggled together with overlapping body parts on the floor and sectional.  Everyone was enjoying the movie and eating snacks.  It was amazing to have a group of people so familiar and comfortable with each other that there was no pretense of “proper behavior”.  Jenna had her head on Chris’ shoulder, while her body was across Hayden.  Chris was sitting with Elliott’s head in his lap.  Kurt was sitting between Seb’s legs, and Sugar was leaning against Puck, but her feet were in Kurt’s lap.  

They all laughed at the movie, and Sebastian noticed Kurt didn’t. He whispered in his ear, “Are you okay, Baby?”

He tilted his head back and whispered, “Yeah. I was paying more attention to our family than I was watching the movie.  I missed it.”  He leaned up and kissed Seb sweetly.

Sebastian leaned back down for another kiss, “Mmmm.”  They kissed for a minute, getting lost in it. They broke apart when they heard everyone laugh at the movie again.  Seb smiled, giving him one more chaste kiss before they both turned back to the movie.

 

Thursday afternoon, everyone was down at the beach.  Sebastian had set up a canopy, and he and Kurt were laying on reclining beach chairs under it.  They laid there holding hands as they watched their friends.  Chris, Elliott, Jenna, and Hayden were using the bodyboards, having a blast in the ocean.  Nick, Jeff, and Sugar were building a sandcastle.  Puck was setting up the volleyball net.

“Do you need help, Puck?”  Seb called to him.

“Nah, I got it.  I could use a beer, though.”

“I’ll go bring the cooler down.” 

 He got up and walked up the steps to the deck.  When he got up to the house, he grabbed the cooler from the deck and took it inside to fill it.  

While he was working on that, Sugar came in, “I thought I’d grab some snacks to take down.”

“Good idea.”  He put some beer, soda, and waters into the cooler.  Just as he set the last handful into the ice, Sugar caught his eye.

He looked up and saw her swaying.  As if in slow motion, he saw the bowl she had grabbed fall to the floor, her eyes roll back, and her knees give out.  He was already on his way to her, and grabbed her just after her head collided with the corner of the island.  He held her bridal style, and then realized he couldn’t move because as this happened, the bowl had shattered, and there was broken glass everywhere. He had no shoes on.

She was limp in his arms, and just as he was getting ready to yell for help, Kurt came in, “Can I help carry….”  His eyes widened.

“Get Puck,”  Sebastian said as he held Sugar tight.

Kurt turned to the still open door, and yelled, “Puck!”  He ran to the deck, “Noah!  It’s Sugar!”

Puck’s face fell, and he ran as fast as he could.  Nick and Jeff were soon following, and seeing the commotion, the friends in the ocean went to get out and see what was going on.  

When Puck got up there, Kurt was getting a broom to sweep up the glass around Sebastian’s feet so he could move.  

He was running toward her, when Kurt stepped in front of him and put a hand up, “Stop! Go get some shoes on.”

Puck looked like he wanted to argue, but Sebastian said, “I’ve got her, Puck.  I promise.  Get shoes, or you’ll both need help.”

He nodded and came back within seconds wearing flip flops.  Kurt had made a path, and Puck approached quickly, taking Sugar from him.

“Sug.  Sugar, wake up.”  He carried her to the couch just as Nick and Jeff came in.  

“What happened?” Nick asked, walking toward her.

“She fainted.  She also hit her head on the corner of the island before I caught her.  We need to get her to the hospital.”  He and Kurt had made their way over to her.  

“Sugar, wake up.  Please, Sweetie, wake up,”  Puck was starting to get anxious, remembering what it was like to hold her unconscious body three years earlier. She was showing some signs of waking, but didn’t wake fully or open her eyes.

“She’ll be okay,”  Kurt reassured him.  Let’s get going.”  He ran to the bedroom and grabbed a couple of shirts for he and Sebastian, as well as some shoes.  When he came out thirty seconds later, the rest of the friends were coming in, looking worried.  He tossed Seb his shirt, and Jeff came out of their bedroom with the same for him and Nick.  

Sebastian threw the shoes on, “We’re taking her to the hospital.”

Puck was already at the door, and Kurt opened it for him as he pulled his shirt over his head.

Nick looked at Hayden, “Take our car.  Keys are on our dresser.”

“We’ll meet you there,”  Hayden said.  He turned to Jenna, “Go grab Sugar some clothes and a shirt for Puck.  I’ll grab our stuff.”

Chris and Elliott were doing the same.  

 

Nick opened the back door of the Navigator for Puck, and he climbed in with her still in his arms.  Once everyone was in, Sebastian took off.

“I need you to look up where to go, Baby.  I have a general idea, but I don’t want to be driving in circles when we get there.”

“Okay,”  Kurt said, pulling out his phone.

On the way there, Sugar started to wake.  She moaned a bit and turned her head toward Puck.

“That’s it, Sug.  Wake up for me.”

“Puck…”

“Yeah, Sug.  How are you feeling?”  He ran his hand through her hair.  She still hadn’t opened her eyes.  

“Might get sick.”

“I grabbed a bag, just in case,”  Nick said, handing it to them from the seat in the back.  

Puck grabbed it, “Thanks.”

 

When they got there, the waiting room was surprisingly empty.  They were especially grateful for this, because Sugar kept fading in and out.  They took her back right away, with Puck right by her side. 

Kurt, Sebastian, Nick, and Jeff all sat anxiously in the waiting room.  A few minutes later, Chris, Elliott, Jenna, and Hayden came rushing in.

“Do we know anything yet!?”  Chris asked.  

Sebastian shook his head, “No.”

“So, she just fainted?” Jenna asked as she paced a bit.

“Yeah.  I noticed her swaying out of the corner of my eye.  I caught her, but not before she hit her head.  I don’t know.  With her getting sick earlier this week...Something is going on.”  He noticed Kurt’s leg bouncing, and he placed his hand on it.  “It’ll be okay, Baby.”

Kurt nodded, “I hope so.  I don’t know how you guys did it with us in the hospital.  This is nerve wracking.”  

Seb pulled him close and kissed his temple, “I know.”

Jenna walked to the front desk, “Hi.  My friend Sugar Motta was just taken back a few minutes ago.  I have some clothes for her and her boyfriend.  They were in their swimsuits.  I also have her purse.”

“I can take it to them,”  the nurse said, reaching across the counter.

“Thanks.”

 

About thirty minutes passed, and the group was getting more and more anxious by the minute.  Puck finally came out with a look on his face that none of them had seen before.  They stood and waited for him to say something.  He looked out at his friends and ran his hand over his hair, then back over his face.  He started to say something then stopped.  He put his hands on the back of his neck and took a deep breath.

Kurt couldn’t stand it.  “Noah…”

Puck looked at him… “She’s pregnant.”

 

 

 

Notes:

Just a little note. As of Jan. 2021, magic bands are a thing of the past. So if you know a lot about Disney, just ignore that little fact. I hope you all enjoyed it. PLEASE leave kind comments and kudos! They mean the world to me, especially now.
Happy Thanksgiving!
~QT

Chapter 37: Announcements

Summary:

Sugar and Puck share the news with their family. Some other big changes happen along the way.

Notes:

Sorry this took so long. I've been writing ahead for when Blaine returns, but that doesn't exactly move the story along in the current chapters, now does it? LOL. I'm back on track for now. Who knows when I'll go off the rails again, so please bare with me.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

 

“Sugar’s pregnant.”

 

Everyone stood wide-eyed and shocked for a few seconds. The smile grew on Kurt’s face and he ran to Puck, hugging him tightly.  Sebastian was right behind him, joining in on the hug as the rest of their family cheered.

“Noah!  You’re gonna be a dad!”  He squeezed him again before pulling back a little.  

Sebastian let go a little, too.  He pulled back enough to look at Puck.  He smiled wide, clapping Puck on the back a couple of times, “Congrats, man!  This is so exciting!”

Everyone else had gathered around and joined the hug too.  Puck chuckled a bit, still in a bit of shock, “I’m gonna be a dad.”  Happy tears formed in his eyes and he repeated himself, “I’m gonna be a dad!”

They were all thrilled, and Elliott chuckled a bit, squeezing Puck’s shoulder, “Yeah, you are!”

“Awwwe, we’re gonna be uncles!”  Jeff cheered, making everyone laugh.  

“And aunts,”  Jenna clarified.

“Can we go see her?”  Kurt asked anxiously. Puck nodded and started to answer, when Kurt’s eyes widened a bit, “Wait.  She knows you told us, right?  You didn’t just, like, steal her thunder, did you?”

Puck smiled and shook his head, “No, she told me I could tell you.  Are you kidding?  I wouldn’t want the wrath of Sugar raining down on me.  Especially the wrath of a hormonal Sugar.”

They chuckled, and Seb requested, “Then can we see her now?”

 

 

When they came into the hospital room, Sugar was sitting up in bed.  She smiled at them as they entered, and laughed at the joy on their faces.  

“Congratulations!”  Kurt smiled, going in for a hug.  “I am so excited.  You’re gonna be such great parents, and we’re going to be the best uncles ever, I promise.”

She giggled, “I know you will, Angel.”

“I’m willing to fight for that title,”  Jeff said.  Kurt just lovingly rolled his eyes.

“How are you feeling, Sug?” Sebastian asked after he hugged her.

“Better,”  She answered, giving hugs one by one as her family approached. “I was dehydrated, so they gave me an IV.  I basically fainted due to low blood pressure.  The rest was just good ole morning sickness.”

“Syncope,”  Sebastian nodded.  

Kurt frowned and looked at him like he was speaking a different language.

Hayden shrugged, “Just the medical term for her fainting spell.”  They all nodded in understanding. 

Seb asked, “What about hitting your head?  It seemed like a pretty hard hit.  It sounded painful.”

She nodded, “It’s sore, and I have a nice goose egg, but there’s no concussion or anything.  I’m just icing it on and off.  Puck said you caught me.  Thanks, Seb.” 

He winked at her, “No problem.”

“Are you excited?”  Kurt asked, sitting down on the edge of her bed.

“Yeah, I really am.  I mean, it would have been nice to wait a couple of years, but we had already talked about starting a family,”  She grabbed Puck’s hand.  “And I still have help at the bakery, so it’s kind of good timing?”  She glanced at Puck, then back to Kurt.  She stage whispered, “Do you think the shock has worn off yet?”

They all chuckled again. “I think it’s starting to,”  Kurt stage whispered back with a wink.

“Very funny, you two,”  Puck rolled his eyes.  “It’s worn off.  I’m excited, Hun.  Trust me.  I’ve always wanted to be a dad, and getting to raise a baby with the girl of my dreams...I couldn’t be happier.”

“How far along are you?”  Jenna asked.

“We aren’t sure yet.  They’re going to bring in an ultrasound machine in a few minutes so we’ll find out then.”

Puck shrugged, “It could be a couple of weeks, or couple of months.  We fuck like rabbits, so who knows.”

Chris threw his hand over his mouth trying not to laugh.  Sugar wacked Puck in the arm with the back of her hand.  

“Well, there’s this thing called a menstrual cycle, Puck, so I think she would know if it were months,”  Sebastian said after whacking him in the arm just like Sugar had.

Puck pulled a face, “Oh, I know more about menstrual cycles than I ever thought I would.”

“I’ve never been super regular, so I didn’t notice any major changes. But I would say no more than two months.  Probably closer to 5 weeks.”

 

 

The nurse came in a few minutes later and asked Sugar if she wanted everyone to stay for the ultrasound.  She did, so they all squeezed to one side of the bed, making room for the nurse and the machine on the other side.  She pulled the medical gown up, making sure Sugar was still covered where she needed to be, and squeezed some of the gel onto her lower abdomen, spreading it around with the wand of the machine.  

When an image appeared on the screen, the nurse pointed, “This is your uterus, and this little spot right here...That’s your baby.” 

Puck squeezed Sugar’s hand, and at the same time that each member of their family as doing the same with their partners.  They were all so excited.  Sebastian kissed the side of Kurt’s head, and Kurt looked at him with tears in his eyes.

The nurse clicked a few things on the machine, then continued, “I’d say you are 6 weeks along.  Congratulations!”

“Thank you,” Sugar smiled.  

The nurse wiped her belly off, then pulled the gown back down.  

Puck leaned in and kissed her sweetly, rested his forehead against hers, and whispered, “Six weeks, Sug.  You have a little baby in your belly.  You’re gonna be a mom.  I’m gonna be a dad.  I love you so much.”

“I love you, too, Hun.  So much.” She reached up and rested her hand on his cheek, wiping away a tear as it fell.

 

Sugar was sent home that evening, and everyone made sure she took it easy and drank plenty of water.  When she and Puck were lying in bed, he spooned her and held her tight.  

She turned her head towards him, “You are really happy, right?”  

He kissed her shoulder, “Absolutely, Sug.  I admit that I’m nervous, but it’s a good nervous.  An excited nervous.  I want to make sure we can run the business and take care of a little one at the same time.  It’s a lot, but I know we can do it.”

“Yeah, we can.  I know we can. My parents are going to be so excited.”

Puck’s eyes widened a bit, “Shit.  I didn’t think about telling them. Are you sure Vinny won’t kill me?”  Puck was pretty sure Vinny would be accepting, but there was always that chance he wouldn’t be.

She squeezed his arm that was around her, “He’ll be excited. Even if he’s shocked at first, he’ll be excited in no time.  I want to wait a little bit to tell them, though.  It’s still pretty early, and a lot of pregnancies are lost in the first trimester.  I’d like to wait till my second trimester, just in case.  That includes not telling the rest of our friends too.”

“Okay, Sug. Whatever you want.”  Puck felt a little nauseous at the thought of losing their baby.  He held her a little tighter, and they drifted off to sleep.  

 


 

The end of Junior year went smoothly for Kurt, Sebastian, Chris, Hayden, and Puck. 

It had been two months since Sugar found out she was pregnant.  She had some morning sickness, but nothing that interrupt her day too badly. She had more nausea than vomiting, so she counted it as a win.  

Elliott and Jenna were set to graduate, and the Hummel-Smythes decided they needed to throw  a graduation party for them. After the ceremony, everyone headed back to the penthouse.  Elliott’s sister and her family came. They enjoyed getting to know Elliott’s friends, and really  appreciated the efforts that Kurt and Sebastian had gone through to celebrate both Elliott and Jenna.  Just as she had a few years prior, she pulled them aside to thank them.  They assured her that they loved Elliott, and they would always find ways to show him that.

Jenna’s family flew in to New York for a few days as well.  It was the first time that Hayden was meeting them outside of facetime videos with Jenna by his side, and he was nervous.  They loved him, of course, and her father was elated that his daughter was dating a future doctor. The next day, Jenna took them all to the bakery to see where she had been working for the last three years.  They immediately saw it’s charm, and then melted when they got their first taste.  When they left a few days later, Jenna felt like she had their approval on everything.  Not that she had to have it, but it sure felt nice. 

Her next step was to find an apartment.  She had moved in with Elliott until she could find a job in her field and an apartment that she could afford.  She thought about how far she had come since her Freshman year.  She was so timid and scared then.  She never left her dorm.  Now, thanks to her friends, she was confident, able to defend herself, and staying in a city that she was so afraid of before.  

 


 

The end of Kurt and Sebastian’s Junior year, also meant the end of Leah’s Senior year of high school. Kurt and Sebastian were set to fly back to Ohio in a week.

Kurt was sitting in Sugar Shack drinking his coffee when Sugar approached.  He looked up from his magazine and smiled, “How are you feeling, Sug?”

She sat perpendicular to him, “Better.  I think I might be out of the morning sickness phase.”

“Well, it is your second trimester now, right?  Isn’t this normally the time that starts to ween a little?”  He watched Sugar nod as she watched people outside on the sidewalk.  He tilted his head and approached the subject gently, “You know Bas and I are flying back to Ohio for Leah’s graduation and party.  I know you told her you couldn’t come...but...you could.  And while you’re there, you could stop back home and tell your parents in person.  That way if you needed extra moral support, we’d be there.”

She took a deep breath and looked back at him.  He just grinned slyly.  She lovingly shook her head and raised her brows at him.  After a silent chuckle, she answered, “I’ll talk to Puck and see what her thinks.  We do need to do it in person.  And I do want to go to Leah’s party…”

“Mhmm,”  Kurt smiled, looking down at his magazine again victoriously.  He knew she would do it.  She just need to be gently pushed in the right direction.

 


 

 

The following week, Sugar and Puck sat in the living room of the Motta home.  Cindy came in with a tray of iced tea, and set in on the coffee table.  Everyone took a glass.  

Vinny sipped his and threw his arm over the back of the couch, turning to face them both a bit. “So. Something’s up. You’re both acting a bit nervous, and I wasn’t expecting you to come to town for Leah’s big shindig tomorrow. What’s going on?”

Puck let out a breath slowly, and Sugar nodded, “Well, we weren’t planning on coming, but we wanted to visit with you.  We have some news that we needed to tell you in person.” Cindy’s eyes widened a little, and her lips curled a bit. Vinny just frowned. Puck grabbed Sugar’s hand as she continued, “Mom...Daddy...I’m pregnant.  We’re having a baby.”

Cindy’s lips curled into a full smile and she started bouncing both legs like she was trying to run from her seated position.  She had so much energy and adrenaline building inside her, and it was bursting to get out.  She started making a small noise that built to a squeal. Her arms flew out, and the next thing they new, she was running around the coffee table to where Sugar was and pulled her into a bone crushing hug.  

Puck looked on in fascination, but then looked over at Vinny.  Vinny was still sitting in the exact same position, eyes wide, watching his daughter and wife.  Puck froze when Vinny turned and looked at him. No matter how hard he tried, he simply could not read the expression on Vinny’s face.

Vinny narrowed his eyes at Puck, “You got my baby pregnant.”

Puck’s eyes widened more and he started to say something, but Vinny continued, “You got my baby pregnant, and now I’m...I’m…”  Something broke inside of Vinny and tears came to his eye.  He face contorted, “And now I’m gonna be a grandpa!”  He threw his arms out and stood.

Puck wordlessly stood and the two of them embraced.  The elder man patted him on the back a few times.  He pushed him aside, and turned toward Sugar, who was still being squeezed by her mother. He wrapped his arms around the two of them and squeezed.   Puck couldn’t help the relieved chuckle that escaped.

Vinny pulled back, “Sit, relax, take it easy.”

Sugar chuckled, “I’m not on bedrest or anything.  I’m still working my normal hours and everything.  No need to dote on me.”

“How far along are you?  You’re not showing yet,”  Cindy said, sliding down beside her.

“Fifteen weeks, so I’m near the beginning of my second trimester. I’m only showing the slightest bit when you see my bare belly.”  She stood and showed them the barely-there bump.

Vinny thought for a second, “So that means...It’s a Valentine’s Day baby.” Sugar blushed a bit and nodded.  Vinny chuckled, “You always did love Valentine’s Day.”

“Daddy!”  She hid her face in her hands, and Puck let out an awkward chuckle.

“Well, it looks like next Thanksgiving, we’ll have another brand new reason to be thankful,” Cindy giggled.  

 

 

A while later, when the excitement and questioning settled down a bit, Vinny went to the kitchen for another round of drinks.  Puck followed him in.  

“Vinny, I was hoping I could talk to you in private for a minute.”

“Sure, what is it, son?”

Puck always got a warm feeling in his chest when Vinny called him that.  He took that feeling and used it to give him courage.  He cleared his throat, “I know that this isn’t a traditional way to start a family.  And I know Sugar isn’t exactly a traditional type of woman.  But, I know that your family is traditional.  And I’ve always wanted to do things the ‘right’ way by her, and by you and Cindy.  I don’t want Sugar to give birth without a ring on her finger.  I know you know that I’ve always intended to marry her and spend the rest of my life making her happy.  And now, I’ll do the same making her and our child happy.  But I at least want to give her that extra sense of security that we are a family, and that I’m not going anywhere.  We’ve talked about marriage and kids.  I was planning on asking her to marry me after I graduated.  But now, I plan on doing that a year sooner than planned.  I guess because your family is so traditional...I guess I’m not really asking for permission, but I would like your blessing.”

Vinny looked at Puck with nothing but kindness.  He nodded slightly, “I appreciate that you took our beliefs and traditions into consideration, Puck.  I’ve known for years now that the two of you were the real deal, and that marriage was in your future.  I also agree that she deserves a ring on her finger.  I know New York is different, and it wouldn’t always be like around here, where people are looking for a ring along with the baby bump.  But, I know what you’re saying.  Of course you have my blessing.  You always have.”  He hugged Puck tight.

When he pulled away, he kept a hand on his shoulder, “Did you buy a ring yet?”

“No,”  Puck shook his head.  “I’m planning on going shopping with Princess next week once we’re back home, or maybe even here before we leave.  He’s way too excited about it.”

“Well, you may not have to.  I would love to give you my grandmother’s ring.  “It was passed down to my mother, then to Cindy, and now I would love for Sugar to have it. She has always loved it.  Cindy doesn't wear it anymore.  She never wore it as her wedding ring because she liked her original set, but she’d wear it on her right hand, and Sugar always wanted to borrow it.  We would never let her because she was younger then.  I’d love for it to stay in the family.  Please accept it.”

“Doesn’t Cindy want to keep it?”

He shook his head, “We discussed it once.  I guess it wasn’t long after you two decided to go to New York together.  We’ve known we wanted to give it to you for a while now.  But like you said, we figured it would be after you graduated.  You’d need to get a wedding band to go with it.”

Puck smiled, “So you mean I still have to go shopping with Princess?”

Vinny laughed and patted him on the shoulder, “Yeah, I guess you do.”

 

 

Puck didn’t wait.  Vinny gave him the family ring within the hour, and Puck decided that he was going to ask Sugar now.  He wanted her to have a ring on her finger, but he also wanted to do it in a very special spot.  

Back in high school, Puck and Sugar would often drive out into the country and take an old dirt road back to a wooded plot of land.  There was an unmarked trail that led to a clearing, where there was a pond, and a perfect clear view of the night sky.  Puck had learned about it from an owner of one of the pools he used to clean.  He was complaining about an old farmer who refused to sell him the land, and Puck became curious.  It had been the perfect secluded spot for them to have alone time.  They never worried about being interrupted, because Puck never told anyone else about it.  

After dinner, he convinced Sugar to go for a drive.  She smiled when he pulled into the lane that led to their version of a secret garden.  He looked over at her and smiled back.  He noticed that he had no butterflies.  There wasn’t a nervous bone in his body.

Once they reached the clearing by foot, Puck laid out a blanket, and the two of them laid cuddling as the sky turned to oranges and pinks.  He pulled her into a sitting position, and turned to face her better.  

“Sugar, I’ve loved you for so long, and I know without a shadow of doubt that I will love you for the rest of my life.  I am so excited to be living out our dream together, and now that we’re going to be parents, it’s just icing on the cake.  I already love our baby more than I ever thought possible.  All of my dreams are coming true.  But...there’s one dream that hasn’t, and I was hoping you could help change that.”  He changed positions so that he was on one knee in front of her and pulled out the family heirloom,  “Sugar Lynn Motta, will you marry me?”

Sugar had tears in her eyes, and her hand flew up to cover her mouth as she looked between the ring and the man she loved, “Oh my god, Puck.  Yes!  Yes, of course I’ll marry you!”

He slipped the ring on her finger, and after glancing at her hand, she looked up at her fiance and wiped the tears from his face, “I’m the luckiest girl in the world.  I love you so much.  You have done so much to make me happy, and allow me to follow my dreams.  I couldn’t ask for a better life.”

He leaned in and kissed her, then laid her back on the blanket.  They made love under the stars like it was an old romance novel.  Sugar giggled to herself when she thought about how ridiculously happy she was, and how romantic Puck had always tried to be for her.  The smile on her face wasn’t going away for a long time.  

 


 

The next morning, Sugar texted Leah and asked her if she minded if she and Puck shared some news with their family before the party started.  She wanted to get permission because she didn’t want to mess up Leah’s party, but she wanted everyone to be there in person instead of over the phone.  They had told their parents the night before, and they couldn’t have been happier.  Leah, of course, said yes.

Once everyone arrived, they gathered in the living room.  The three sets of parents, plus Celeste and Beau, all sat on the couches and chairs.  Kurt, Sebastian, Sam, Leah, Finn, and Shannon all sat on the floor, or stood behind a couch.  Puck and Sugar stood in front of the fireplace.

Sugar looked over at Vinny.  He was smiling wide and had his phone pulled out, ready to record.  She smiled and grabbed Puck’s hand that was around her shoulders, “First, thank you, Leah, for allowing us to do this today on your special day. We love you so much.”  Leah smiled and returned the sentiment.  Sugar continued, “Well, Puck and I have two big announcements…”  

Kurt looked at Sebastian, silently questioning why “two”.  Seb shrugged and shook his head.

“First,” she held up her left hand, “We got engaged!”

Kurt and Sebastian were off the floor faster than they thought possible, enveloping them couple in hugs and congratulations.  Everyone else soon followed.

“There’s more,”  Puck laughed as things started to settle down.

Sugar smiled and put her hand on her belly, “I’m pregnant!”

Because Kurt and Sebastian already knew this, it was their turn to watch their family react.  Leah was beyond excited. Her eyes grew wide and a smile split her face in two, “NO!”  She started to bounce up and down as Sam smiled. “Oh my god!  You’re gonna have a baby!!”  

She hugged Sugar tight, then Puck.  Sam gave them both hugs too.  Everyone was laughing and giggling.  Puck couldn’t have asked for a better reaction.

Sebastian laughed at his sister, “I haven’t seen her this excited since we got engaged.  And even then, I don’t think that topped this.”

“When are you due?”  Carol asked.

“Mid November,”  Puck smiled, hugging her.

“We’re gonna have a baby for the holidays this year!” Tori smiled.  She looked at Cindy and Carol, “We’re going shopping ladies.”

Sebastian smiled, “Let the spoiling begin.”







Leah’s party was in full swing.  She was talking with Puck and Sugar when a couple of her choir friends had shown up, and smoothly approached Leah. 

“Hey, Leah.  Who are those hot guys talking to Sam?  Will you introduce us?”

Puck and Sugar smiled wide. Puck was about to say something, when Leah shot him a silencing look and turned to smile at her friends, “Sure, I’d love to introduce you.  I know you’ll hit it off.”  There was a teasing tone in her voice that Sugar caught right away.

Leah took her friends over to the guys.  Sam smiled and kissed her on the forehead when she got there.  She wrapped her arm around his waist and turned back to her friends, “Girls, I’d like you to meet my brother, Sebastian, and his husband, Kurt.  Guys, these are my friends, Sarah, and Brooke.”  She watched with complete satisfaction as the glimmer of hope was doused like it had been shoved in the pool.  She felt slightly evil for doing that to her friends, but only slightly.

“H-hi,” Sarah said quietly before glaring back at Leah.

“Hey, it’s nice to meet you,”  Sebastian shook her hand, then Brooke’s.  They actually did hit it off, and talked to the couple for quite some time.  Leah and Sam had excused themselves so they could mingle.  She giggled to herself as she walked away.  She knew her friends were wishing her brother and brother-in-law were straight and single.  Especially now that they found they had so much in common.  

The party was different than Sebastian and Kurt’s but only because there were fewer teens there, and there were way more girls than boys, since Leah went to an all girls school.  The parents loved seeing the New York gang again.  They got together themselves quite regularly, but it was nice to hang out and like old times.  

The rest of the party was relaxed and they all enjoyed hanging out by the pool, and getting to know some of Leah’s friends. Around sunset, Kurt was laying on a lounge chair by the pool next to Sam when Leah approached. 

He smiled up at her, “Have you decided where you’re going in the fall?  Will you be moving in with us, or…?”  

Leah was accepted into several New York schools, and really wanted to be with her family. She also wanted to try her hand at some modeling gigs, too.  She had had a great time modeling for Kurt.

Sam had decided to transfer to CCNY for his final two years. It was hard enough being a couple of hours away from Leah. He needed his girl, and had no intentions of letting her go, or letting her move to New York without him.  He had transferred all of his credits to CCNY the previous week.

She smiled as she sat on the edge of the chair that Sam was in, “I accepted the offer at NYU.  I think we’ll stay with you guys, but only until we can find a place of our own that we like. We’re disagreeing on that.”

Kurt looked at Sam and made a face, “Why?”  Sebastian came up and motioned for Kurt to sit up some. He sat behind him, then pulled Kurt back against his chest.  

Sam shrugged, “She wants to find a place in between NYU and CCNY.  That would be great for the first two years, but I think we should look closer to NYU, since she’ll be in school longer.”

“That’s true, Sis.”

She rolled her eyes, “I’ll think about it, but I think as long as we find someplace we like, it really doesn’t matter.  If it’s still okay with you two, we’ll be moving in with you in about a month. We’re bringing the bare minimum.”

“Of course.  That’s what Puck and Sugar did, and it worked out well.”

She bounced a little again, “I’m so excited.  Now I’ll get to be there for when she’s big and round, and when the baby gets here!”

 


 

The following week, Kurt was in their kitchen cutting vegetables for dinner.  Sebastian walked in, and pressed his body against Kurt’s, wrapping his arms around to caress his stomach, then up to his chest, then back down.  He kissed his neck, and Kurt tilted his head to give him better access.

“I love you, Baby,”  Seb whispered in Kurt’s ear.

“I love you, too.” After a few minutes, Kurt was completely falling apart.  “Sir…”  Kurt said breathlessly.

“Feel how much I want you, Baby?” He pushed into Kurt to accentuate his point.

“Yes, Sir.”

Sebastian ran his hands back down and began undoing Kurt’s pants.  He pulled them down just enough to give him better access and Kurt pushed the cutting board and knife as far away to the side as he could. Kurt started moaning as Sebastian began opening him up.

“I want to take you right here.  Right now.  I can never get enough of my good boy.”

“Yes, please, Sir.”  Kurt tilted his head back to rest on Seb’s shoulder as he continued to kiss, bite, suck, and nip at Kurt’s neck.

Within a few minutes, Sebastian had pushed Kurt’s top half down onto the island.  Sebastian remained mostly clothed as he pounded into his husband right there in the kitchen.  Kurt held on to the edge of the countertop as Seb fucked into him.  He loved these spontaneous moments with his husband, and could never get enough of them.

 

An hour later, Puck arrived at the penthouse, and he and Kurt headed out to go ring shopping.  He looked at Kurt and narrowed his eyes.  “You have a postcoital glow about you, Princess.”

Kurt gave a half smile and bounced his eyebrows, making Puck chuckle.

 

 

The four friends had dinner together that night at Puck and Sugar’s place. After dinner they headed to the living room.  As she sat, she looked at her friends, “We wanted to talk to you guys about a couple of things.  First, we know you both know how much we love you.  We’ve said it before, but I seriously can’t imagine friends being any closer than the four of us are. In the event that something were to happen to us after the baby is born, we’d like the two of you to be his or her godparents. I want you to take some time to think about it.”

Kurt had tears in his eyes.  To be entrusted to care for and raise someone else’s baby, was such an honor.  

Sebastian looked at Kurt, then back to Puck and Sugar, “I don’t think we need to think about it, Sug.”  Kurt shook his head, and Seb continued, “We’d be honored.  Besides, I don’t think anyone else would want the job if they knew how much hounding they’d get from the two of us, constantly looking over their shoulder and making sure they were doing a good enough job.”

Puck laughed, “We love you guys.”

“We love you, too, Noah. What’s the other thing?”  Kurt wasn’t sure what could come after that.

Puck smiled, knowing Kurt was going to flip.  Sugar smiled, “I want to get married before the baby gets here.”

Kurt’s eyes widened, “Sugar…”

She interrupted, “I know that sounds crazy.  But, between the bakery, and a newborn, I think if we wait until after the baby arrives, it will just keep getting postponed, or it’ll just put too much stress on me.  I don’t need big and fancy.  You know what kind of wedding I’ve always wanted, and it’s never been over the top and extravagant, as much as that may surprise people.  I was hoping you could help me put something together in the next few weeks?”

Kurt’s eyes were wide as he looked at his best friend, “Okay.”  He nodded, “Okay, yeah.” He was beginning to sound more resolute, “Yeah.  Yeah, we can do this.”

“If anyone can, it’s the two of you,”  Sebastian said, rubbing his husband’s back.

For the next couple of hours, they took notes and planned out things that had to be checked off their to-do list.  Places to have the ceremony, the reception, flowers, the dress… Kurt was starting to get into the groove.  He was going to make sure his best friends had the perfect wedding.

 


 

When Leah found out the wedding was going to happen sooner than later, they moved up their move-in date with Kurt and Sebastian so she could help with the planning and execution. They moved in effortlessly, since they barely brought anything.  

“I think it would be best if you stayed in the bedroom at the end of the hall instead of your old room.”

Leah smirked at her brother, “Why?  Afraid you’ll hear something you don’t want to?”

“Yes.  But that works both ways.  It’s been a while since we’ve had to worry about the amount of noise we make.”

“Eww.”

Kurt and Sam smiled, but didn’t add to that at all.

 


 

A week later, Leah was looking for a can opener in the kitchen.  She opened a drawer and sighed as she looked over at her brother, “Why is there a bottle of lube in the kitchen?”

He didn’t take his eyes off the tv, but squeezed Kurt a little as he answered, “If you look hard enough, you’ll find a bottle of lube in every room here.”

“Eww.”

Sam chuckled, but again, didn’t say anything.  He knew Leah didn’t really find it gross, or “eww” worthy, but the banter about sex between the siblings was becoming quite entertaining.

She continued busying herself in the kitchen, “Sam, maybe we should start putting condoms in every room here.” 

Sam threw his head back as he laughed, and Kurt squeezed Seb’s arm as he bit his lip, trying not to laugh too much..

“When is it that you move out?”  Sebastian teased. 

 

 

Notes:

Ya know how Vinny said, “You got my baby pregnant!?” My mom said the same thing to my husband with my first pregnancy. His response? “Well, if it makes you feel any better, she really enjoyed it.” LOL
Comments and Kudos = LOVE. I love love. I also need positive reinforcement lol. Please let me know what you think!

Chapter 38: The Puckermans

Summary:

Puck and Sugar get married, then find out the sex of the baby. Leah and Sam move. The Hummel-Smythes and the Puckerman's help out at the theater.

Notes:

Not as detail oriented as Kurt and Seb's wedding, but we have a lot to get through. I hope I did it justice.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

 

Kurt and Sugar, along with help of their families and friends, had immediately begun planning the wedding.  The hardest part was finding a venue on such short notice.  The first four that Sugar had settled on had been booked solid.  She was about to give up and just go to the park to do it, when she got a phone call saying there had been a cancellation.  

She turned to Puck right away, “Hun, we got a place!  It’ll be Friday, June 16th at Frankies , in Brooklyn.”  

Puck smiled and squeezed her tight, “That’s great news, Sug. I really liked that place. Just let me know what I need to do.”  She nodded, then called Kurt to fill him in.  

She and Puck had already chosen color schemes, types of flowers, and they were making the cake.  Tori was going to be their photographer, and of course, Kurt and Sebastian were asked to be the Best Men, choosing to keep it simple with just them and no others in the wedding party.  All of the guys were going to wear their suits from the Hummel-Smythe wedding. Kurt was making Sugar’s wedding dress.  It was flowy and soft, with delicate details, and easily hid her growing belly, since it was still barely there.  

Everything was coming together, and coming together fast.  It had only been a few weeks since they had been back in New York.  It was amazing how quickly things were happening when you have everyone you know pitching in where needed, and you’re keeping it simple in the first place. 

 

Two days before the wedding, Puck and Sugar were at the penthouse for Sugar’s final fitting.  She had stripped down to her panties and bra in Kurt’s bedroom.  Kurt raised his brows, “I think you’re starting to show a little.”

She nodded as she stepped into the dress he was holding open for her, “I am.  I don’t have to wear maternity clothes yet, but I’ve definitely gotten a bit of a belly.”

“You’re going to be just as gorgeous big and pregnant as you are any other time, Sugar.”

“Thanks, Angel.”  He zipped her up and she walked over to the full length mirror.  She threw her hand over her mouth and tears began to well in her eyes, “Angel…”

She smiled softly as he stepped up behind her, placing his hands on her shoulders, looking at her in the mirror, “Do you like it?”

“It’s gorgeous.  And it’s so much more special since you’re the one who made it for me.  Thank you so much, Angel.”

“I wouldn’t dream of letting my best girl buy something off the rack.” 

She giggled as a tear slipped down her cheek, which she quickly wiped away, “Of course not.”  She took a deep breath, “Call for Seb.  I want him to see, too.  But Puck is gonna have to wait.”

Kurt smiled and opened the door.  He leaned over the banister, “Bas, come look.  Noah, stay put.”

Puck grumped a little from his spot on the couch.  Sebastian chuckled as got up.  He gave Puck a pat on the shoulder, then jogged up the steps.  When he stepped into the bedroom, his eyes widened, “Sugar…You’re stunning.  You’re absolutely glowing.”

She smiled at him, then turned back to look in the mirror, running her hand over her belly, “Thank you.  I think Angel needs to go into wedding dress designing.  I love my dress so much.”

“I’ve thought about it.  If I could make every bride half as beautiful as you, then I’d be successful.”  He kissed her in the forehead.



The next day, the parents and out of town guests (Finn, Shannon, and their friends from Boston) all arrived.  Instead of a bachelorette party, the moms, Sugar, Leah, Jenna, Shannon, Channing, Santana, Brittany, Quinn, Ashly, and Rachel all headed out to get mani/pedi’s and have a nice lunch out together.  Sugar was having such a nice time and was grateful for all of these fabulous women in her life.

Instead of a Bachelor party, Puck opted for a day at the ballpark.  It was perfect, because the New York Mets were playing the Cincinnati Reds.  Puck had always been a Reds fan, but now that he was a New Yorker, he guessed it didn’t really matter to him who won.  He looked around at the dads, Kurt, Sebastian, Finn, Sam, Elliott, Chris, Nick, Jeff, Hayden, Orion, Cameron, Jeremy, Ben, and Ty.  Just like Sugar had felt grateful, he felt so lucky to have this many people supporting him and cheering him on.  

As they sat with beers, hotdogs, and nachos, he leaned over to Kurt, “Thanks for being here for me today, Kurt.  I know you’d rather be at the spa, but I appreciate you choosing to hang with the guys.”

Kurt raised his eyebrows, “Kurt?”

Puck nodded as he smirked, “I’m trying.  Sugar brought up a good point the other day.  When the baby gets old enough to start talking, don’t you think it would be weird for them to call you Princess? I need to get in the habit of calling you Kurt.”

Kurt chuckled, “Yeah, I see your point.  I’ll get used to it.  And of course I would be here for you. It’s not so bad.  Guys in tight pants can make a good bachelor party,”  he nodded down toward the field. He heard Sebastian laugh and he knew he was laughing at his comment.  He continued, “Besides, the people watching is good.”

 

Later that night, they made sure that everything was ready, and had a small, intimate, dinner and rehearsed at the penthouse.  The parents were so excited and eager to help, but there wasn’t much to do.  Frankie’s was charming as it was.  All they needed to do was have a small flower arrangement at each table, some flowers and lights at the makeshift altar, and they were set.  The florist was taking care of all of that.

 

The day of the wedding, Kurt and Leah went to Sugar’s apartment to help her get ready, and Puck headed to the penthouse. 

Burt entered the master bedroom and asked Puck, “Are you ready?”

He smiled, “I’ve never been more ready for anything.”

Burt chuckled, “I knew this day would come.  We all knew.  You’re a lucky man, Puck.  You’ve found a great woman and a great love.”

“I have.  And along with that, I’ve found a great family.”

Sebastian smiled, “And soon enough, that family will be growing. That’s one lucky baby to have such amazing parents.”

Puck hugged him, “Thanks, man.”

 

The wedding venue was small and intimate.  The tables were beautiful with the flower arrangements, done in shade of pink, of course, and they were pleased with how the staff had set up the table for the cake.  Jenna was in charge of making sure it was perfect, which it was.

Just before the wedding started, Vinny stood with Sugar, Kurt, and Sebastian in the back area.  He held her close, “I love you, Sugar.  I’m so proud of the woman you’ve become.  You’re going to be a wonderful wife, and a wonderful mother.”

“Don’t you dare make me cry my makeup off.”

“I worked hard on it,”  Kurt winked.  

Sebastian asked, “Are you ready, Sug?”

She nodded, and he leaned over and gave her a kiss on the head, careful not to disturb the sweeping updo Kurt had done with her hair.  He turned to his husband, “Ready, Baby?”

“Always,”  Kurt smiled.  

The music started and they walked arm in arm down the aisle, both smiling wide at Puck, separating at the end, standing off the side a bit.

When Sugar started walking down the aisle on Vinny’s arm, Puck couldn’t hold back his tears. 

Burt was officiating the ceremony, and made it short and sweet, just like the couple had requested. When he pronounced them husband and wife, everyone cheered. You could light up the sky with how bright Puck and Sugar’s smiles were.  

Immediately after the ceremony, Tori continued to take some pictures of the couple separately, together, with Kurt and Sebastian, and with Cindy and Vinny.  

Puck felt a small ping in his chest that his mother wasn’t there for him on his wedding day. They hadn’t even been able to invite her, not knowing where she was. An automated voice told Puck that the number he dialed was no longer in service when he had tried to call her, and Burt said the house was empty when he stopped by. Kurt, Sebastian, Chris and Elliott had taken him out for drinks when he found out.  By the end of the night, he had surrendered to the idea that he no longer had a mother.  As he looked around at the people he considered family, he was okay with not having an unstable, unreliable, unaccepting woman there that just happened to give birth to him.  Cindy, Carol, and Tori were his mothers.  That was more than enough.

Everyone enjoyed being together again as they socialized at dinner time.  The food was delicious and the wait staff were attentive.  Since everyone knew each other, it felt even more intimate and the conversation flowed easily among everyone.

After the cake was served, Elliott sang Michael Buble’s Everything for Puck and Sugar’s first dance.  Puck held Sugar tight.  He whispered in her ear, “You really are my everything, Sug. I will spend my whole life making you and our baby happy. I love you so much.”

She pulled back and smiled at him, caressing his cheek, “I love you more than I ever thought I’d love anyone, Puck.  You already make me so happy.  I’m so proud to be able to call you my husband.”

Puck smiled softly, tears in his eyes.  He leaned down and kissed her gently.  

Once their dance was over, Sugar danced with her father, and Puck danced with Cindy before the dance floor opened up to everyone.  

As Burt watched the dance floor, and chuckled to himself. Eileen and Charlie were sitting next to him.  Charlie asked, “What’s so funny?”

Burt nodded toward the dance floor, “I guess it’s not really funny, but it’s still entertaining to watch.  I love it.  At any given moment, you can look up and see a straight guy slow dancing with a gay guy, or a lesbian dancing with a straight guy or girl.  They don’t think twice about it, and for that I am completely grateful.”

“It’s pretty amazing,”  Charlie nodded.  

“They’re a lucky bunch,”  Eileen added.

 


 

Puck and Sugar spent a few days in Sag Harbor, NY for their honeymoon.  It was a perfect mix of things to do, yet still relaxing enough to not wear Sugar out too much.

As much as they enjoyed their time away together, they were anxious to get home for their next doctor’s appointment.  It was finally time to have another ultrasound and find out the sex of the baby.  Sugar was never good at waiting on things, or being surprised, and wanted to know as soon as possible. 

When the doctor was performing the ultrasound, she asked Sugar, “Do you want to find out the sex today?”

“Absolutely.”

“Are you wanting me to tell you, or are you doing a gender reveal party?”

“We want to know now, and then we’re surprising our friends and family later.  I can’t wait.”

The doctor smiled, “I understand.”  

There was the sound of a strong heartbeat and Puck was amazed at how much more detail he could see this time.  He leaned over and kissed Sugar on the forehead.  

After another few seconds that seemed to stretch out forever, the doctor smiled as she looked at the newlyweds, “Well, Mr. and Mrs. Puckerman… You’re having a girl.”

Sugar squeezed Puck’s hand and her eyes welled with tears, “Oh my god!”

He chuckled and kissed her again, “A girl, Sug!”  He paused and then shook his head lovingly, “And I thought there was a lot of pink in my life now .”

She laughed, “I’m so excited!”

 

Later that evening, their friends all came over to the apartment.  Sugar had baked a cake and put pink candies in the middle.  Everyone gathered around the island, and they zoomed in with Vinny and Cindy, facing the computer so that they could see the action.  Burt, Carol, Robert, and Tori had all gone to the Motta’s for dinner, and were standing behind them so they could find out the exciting news as well.  

They had a second computer set up with Nick, Jeff, Cameron, Quinn, Santana, and Brittany.

“Okay,”  Puck began, “So, Sugar and I already know.  She’s going to slice into the cake, and the color of the candies will reveal the big news.  I hope you’re ready.”

“SO ready, Noah.  You’re killing me here.  Cut it, Sugar!”  Kurt said, bouncing a little.  He could hear Vinny and his dad laugh at him over the computer.  

“Okay, Angel”  She cut one line into the cake, then another to form a triangle.  She slid the spatula under it and looked up at everyone.  “Ready?” She pulled the slice of cake out, revealing the candies, and the room went nuts.

Everyone was cheering and excited, and Sugar heard Jenna say, “Yes!  We’re less outnumbered now!”

Kurt hugged Sugar tight, then moved on Puck.  Everyone else followed suit.  Sebastian leaned over and whispered in Kurt’s ear, “You’re already shopping in your head, aren’t you…”

Kurt smiled and winked at his husband, “You know me so well.”

Seb chuckled, “I’m actually looking forward to the shopping, too.  I’ve never had a reason to shop for babies.”

Leah grabbed Seb’s arm, “Did I hear the word ‘shopping’?”

Kurt laughed, “Yep.”

Puck shook his head, “She’s going to be sooo spoiled.”


 

It ended up being about a month after they had moved in with their brothers that Sam and Leah moved into their own apartment .  Leah bought a three bedroom, two bath apartment in Carnegie Hill.  It was basically right across from Sebastian and Kurt if you cut thru Central Park, then added an extra block.  It was only a couple of blocks from Mt. Sinai, where Sebastian had done his internship.  He approved of the location, and Robert thought it would make a great investment since it was such a popular neighborhood.  

It had a 24 hour doorman, fitness center, extra storage, and was newly renovated.  Robert and Tori came to town and went furniture shopping with them.  Sam hung a few of his works of art around the place, and it was feeling cozy in no time.  

“I love it here, Leah.  You picked a great building.  The Gatsby?  It’s perfect,”  Kurt smiled.

“Thanks.  We really like it so far.”

“Having an extra bedroom that can double as an art studio is perfect,”  Sam said.  “I’ve never lived anywhere so swanky.”

Kurt chuckled and Leah kissed Sam on the cheek, “Get used to it.”

“I plan on it.  I’m not letting you go, ever. I love you too much for that."

 


 

Jeremy called Sebastian in mid-July, “Hey!  How was your anniversary?”

“Great.  We spent a few days at a great Bread and Breakfast in Maine.  It was so relaxing.  We want to head back in the Fall sometime.  How have you been?”

“Good.  I wanted to talk to you a bit about the show.  You know the casting is done, and we’ve moved past the read throughs. We’ve moved on to the stage, and that’s actually what I wanted to talk to you about.”

“Sure, what’s up?”

“I was hoping that the cast could meet you guys. They are good actors, but they're just missing something.  I don’t think they get just how...I don’t know...close you all are?  I think it would help if you met.  Maybe even told them about yourselves a bit.  I want this to feel authentic.  What do you think?  We’re having rehearsals at the Dunkirk Theater.  Maybe you guys could sneak in and watch a few run throughs, then I could surprise the cast with introductions?”

“It’s fine with me.  I’m sure it will be fine with Kurt too.  Do you just want it to be us?”

“I would really like for Puck and Sugar to be there too, but if they can’t, just the two of you would be fine.”

“Alright, text me a time you had in mind, and I’ll see if they can make it.”

“Great, thanks, Seb.”

Jeremy and Ben had contacted all of their connections, and, with the help of Tom Warren from the RENT productions, they received the financial backing they had been seeking the previous winter, and Jeremy was going to be directing it himself, with Ben as his assistant.  They were hoping that Jeremy’s name would help launch this further from the beginning.

They had cast the parts at the end of Spring.  They were all surprised, but Rachel had not auditioned.  At the Puckerman wedding, she told them it was because she didn’t know if she could mentally go through the sad parts of their story night after night.  Kurt realized it had affected her more than he had thought.  He ended up hugging her for a long time as she shed a few tears.

 

The four friends ended up heading to Dunkirk Theater the following week. The theater lobby was empty, so they opened the doors to the theater and snuck in during one of the scenes.  Jeremy and Ben were sitting in the middle, ten rows back.  They walked down and sat a few rows behind them.  The cast was unable to see them since the spotlights were on.  Normally for the run-throughs they weren’t, but since Ben knew they were coming, he made sure they were.

After running the scene one more time, the house lights came up, revealing the four of them.  The cast recognized them right away because they had been shown a slideshow of photos and videos of the group as a way to prepare for getting into character.  They heard a gasp, a throat clearing, and a few whispers.  Ben couldn’t help but chuckle at that.

“So, I’m sure you recognize our guests.  Just in case you haven’t been paying a lick of attention during any of this, let me introduce you.  On the end we have the men that our main characters are based off of, Sebastian and Kurt Hummel-Smythe.”  Seb gave a small nod and smile, while Kurt smiled shyly and gave a small wave.  He had been nervous about meeting the people who were acting out their story.  

Ben continued, “Next to Kurt are their best friends, Noah and Sugar Puckerman.”  They both waved and smiled. Puck felt a swell of pride as they were introduced as a married couple for the first time since the wedding. 

Jeremy turned to the cast, “They’ve agreed to sit and talk to everyone, so if you have any questions about your character, or about what they were feeling during a particular event, now would be a good time.”

Once they all moved forward and sat on the edge of the stage, Ben introduced them all, and took special notice of the four characters that portrayed the people in the room. Scott Craven was playing Puck, Ava Burkley was playing Sugar, Josh Grant was playing Sebastian, and Parker Gordon was playing Kurt.  

There were general questions, mostly by supporting role actors, about how some of the characters handled things, or if they felt one way or another.  After the second question, Sebastian spoke up, “I know you’re not us, but it’s really bothering me that Josh and Parker aren't sitting next to each other.”

Josh responded, “Well, like you said, we aren’t you.”

Kurt sighed silently, then said, “We understand that.  We know you’re actors playing us, but we were asked to be here because it was lacking something.  Chemistry maybe.”

Jeremy was aggravated with Josh for being rude.  He nodded, “I would hate to have to recast because of the lack of chemistry.  You were great during your first reading together, but once we’ve been on the stage, things aren’t going so well.”

Josh had the decency to look a bit abashed.  Puck leaned forward, “I don’t know if you’ve noticed, but Seb has constantly had a hand on Princess, or vice versa. They can’t keep their hands to themselves.  It’s not always sexual, but it is loving.  If they were sitting up there, they would be next to each other.  Maybe you need to start acting like that a little when you aren’t in character, it might reflect a little better when you are.”

Ben gave him a look, so Josh got up and went to sit next to Parker. Sugar leaned forward and whispered to Kurt and Sebastian, “Do you know if they’re gay?  Maybe it’s weird for him because he’s not?”

Ben came back to the row in front of them and Jeremy followed.  Ben said, “Tell us what you’re thinking.”

Sugar shrugged, “I was just asking the boys if they thought they were gay.  Are they uncomfortable because they’re straight?”

“It shouldn’t matter if they are or not.” Kurt said.  “They’re actors.  Straight people play gay people all the time.” 

“And they knew what they were auditioning for,”  Jeremy added.  

Ben turned back, “Besides Parker, Josh, Ava, and Scott, does anyone have any other questions?”

They answered a few more smaller questions, then everyone but the four main characters were dismissed.  They all moved to the stage, where they brought over some prop chairs from the makeshift coffee shop set, and they sat in a circle. This time, Josh noticed how close Kurt and Sebastian had set their chairs next to each other.  Seb had his arm around Kurt, gently stroking his shoulder with his thumb.

Jeremy addressed Sebastian, “Can you maybe tell us a little about your relationship with Kurt?”

Seb nodded and looked at Josh, “My husband is my world. There is nothing I wouldn’t do for him.  When I first saw him, it was life changing.  When he needed my help in the coffee shop that day, I would have done anything to help him, and we had never met before.  It was instant.  Then a week later, when all hell broke loose.  I can’t even begin to tell you how angry I was at his ex.  How heartbroken I was that Kurt was so badly beaten.  Did you see the pictures?” Josh and Parker nodded, so Sebastian continued.  He told them about his feelings for Kurt from the get go and why he was so protective.  When he finished, he said, “I know Jeremy and Ben added it to the script...It’s something I’ve always said...But Kurt really did save me, too.”

They all ended up telling them about the events in the play from their perspectives.  It was eye opening for all four actors to hear it from the actual people they were playing. Jeremy and Ben were hopeful that it would help.

 


 

Meanwhile, back in Chillicothe Correctional Institute, Blaine was meeting someone who would change his life.  And if he had his way, change the life of Kurt and Sebastian too.

 

 

 

Notes:

What did you think? Kind comments and Kudos are what keep me writing. Up next...Baby time!

Chapter 39: Feeling A Change In The Air

Summary:

An introduction to someone in Blaine's life. Boo. He's back in the story a bit. Sorry.
Growing baby bumps, final push to perfect the musical (Saved), and anxiety caused by you-know-who.

Notes:

Sorry it's been a while. Stress. I shut down when it gets to be too much. I'm trying.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

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Blaine had gotten a new cellmate about a week prior.  He was a Hispanic man of even smaller stature than Blaine.  He was around the same height, but had a much smaller frame.  He was a couple of years older than Blaine, and introduced himself as Alonso Martez, then added, “But you can call me Ally.”

He was quite effeminate, and Blaine thought obviously gay.  He knew that wasn’t going to serve Alonso well in prison, but instead of voicing that, he tried to keep his head down and stick to himself like usual.  It had proven to be a better strategy than getting in people’s business or fighting back like he used to do for the first couple of years.  

One night after dinner, the prisoners were out in the yard for a couple of hours, like usual.  Blaine sat back on a bench and leaned against some fencing, just enjoying the fresh air.  He heard some commotion coming from the other end of the yard.  He got up and walked a little closer, trying to see what had brought on such an audience.  He pushed his way to the front of the crowd, and was horrified to see two guys had beaten Alonso to a bloody pulp. 

He looked over toward the guards, who were purposefully looking the other way, and sighed.  He turned back toward the brawl, contemplating whether or not to get involved.  When he saw one of the attackers pull down Alonso’s pants, he instantly knew where this was headed.  He couldn’t stand by and watch Alonso be raped like he had been his first year there.  He of course didn’t relate it to what Kurt had been through at all.  He could only think about what he had been through, which he still blamed on Kurt. 

He took a deep breath and steeled himself.  Stepping forward he glared at one of the offenders, “You might want to think twice about that.”

The guy laughed, “And what are you going to do to stop me?”

Blaine answered with his fist, punching the guy, sending him backwards to the ground.  He punched him a few more times, letting his anger out.  It felt like such a wonderful release to him. He may be short, but he had built quite the boxer’s body while in prison.  That, combined with his temper, were not to be messed with.  He stopped and turned when he heard Alonso cry out again.  

The other offender had punched him again, and was about to force Alonso to give him a blowjob.  Blaine climbed off the first guy and went after the second.  He ended up straddling him and attacking his face, punch after bloody punch.  

As much as he didn’t want to stop, he knew he’d get in trouble if he went much further.  He turned back to see Alonso writhing on the ground.  He went to him, scooped him up bridal style, and carried him to the guard.

“We need to go to the infirmary.”

The guard grunted and opened the door, letting Blaine carry his cellmate to medical care.

 

When Blaine returned from breakfast the next morning, he was surprised to see Alonso back in their cell.  He nodded to him, “Did you eat?”

Alonso nodded, “I did.”  He sat up in bed, which took some effort since he was so sore.  One of his eyes were still swollen halfway shut, and both were black and blue.  He cleared his throat, “Thank you, Blaine.  I know it would have been a lot worse if you hadn’t stepped in.  I owe you.”

“Yes, it would have, and yes, you do.  That’s how prison works.”  He laid back on his bed and looked at the ceiling, “Is this your first time in?”

“Yeah.”  He paused for a minute, then asked, “How long have you been here?”

“Almost four years.  Just over one to go.”

“What are you in for?”

Blaine turned his head and glared at him, but answered anyway, “Underage drinking, attempted rape, and assault and battery.”

Ally thought that was ironic, considering, but didn’t voice that, “Did you do it?”

Blaine looked back at the ceiling, “Yes.  But only because my asshole boyfriend wouldn’t put out, and I was tired of waiting.  This is all that little pricks fault. He blew things way out of proportion. But one day, I’ll make him realize that.  He’ll apologize, like he always does, forgive me, like he always does, then we can start again.”

“Is he waiting for you?  Are you still together?”

“Not exactly,”  Blaine sighed.  He turned toward his cellmate again, “Alonso-”

“Ally,”  Alonso corrected, as he interrupted.

Blaine gave a small nod, “Ally...I think you ask too many questions.  I also think maybe if you had your mouth full, that would help shut you up.”  He sat up and swung his legs over the edge of the bed, “Time to thank me properly.” He gestured to his crotch.

Ally looked surprised, but nodded slowly anyway.  He climbed off his bed, grunting a little at the pain in his ribs.  He knelt down in front of Blaine and looked up at him.  

Blaine pulled himself out and motioned to his cock, “Suck.”

Ally nodded and lowered his head, taking Blaine into his mouth.  Blaine moaned and grabbed Ally by the back of the head, pushing his head down further.  

After a few minutes, Blaine pulled his hair and lifted him off his cock.  With one hand still gripping his cellmates hair, he harshly grabbed his chin with the other.  He brought his face closer to his own and growled, “If you want to survive in here, you need me.  I own you now.  Stick with me and you’ll be safe.  You do what I want, when I want. Capiche?” He crashed their mouths together roughly for a wet sloppy kiss.  When he pulled back, not letting go of Ally’s face, he raised his brows in anticipation of an answer.

To his surprise, Ally laughed.  It was a maniacal laugh that was almost scary.  He briefly wondered how mentally stable his cellmate was.  

He settled down a few seconds later and nodded his head the best he could, “Yes. Now let me get that dick back in my mouth...Oh Mighty One.”

Blaine slapped him across the face, hard.  He gripped tighter, “Watch the attitude, Bitch.”  He shoved Ally’s head back down, and he returned to his task.  He was loving the feeling of power, and could practically feel it building inside of him, right along with an orgasm.  

It had been a risk, approaching this situation the way he had.  But now, he knew he had not only a prison bitch of his own, but possibly a new pawn in the game of getting Kurt back.

 


 

 

Sugar had a definite baby bump at their gender reveal. She was still able get by with her dresses, leggings, and larger shirts. It was a cute bump that Puck couldn’t keep his hands off of.  

But by the next week, it seemed that Sugar was getting bigger by the minute.  She was having trouble with her dresses because they all seemed too short in front, thanks to her belly.  She wore leggings under them, but they just didn’t fit right.  It was time for shopping, so she called Kurt and arranged a time to meet.

 

“Okay, Angel.  I want some staple pieces, but I also want clothes that may not be maternity, but are styles that can be worn with leggings after the baby gets here.  Maternity clothes are expensive, and don’t want to bust my budget on them.” She tucked her hand into the crook of his elbow as they walked down the sidewalk.

He placed his hand over hers, “Okay.  So maybe some tunics and short dresses, but also a few maternity leggings, maternity jeans, and things of that sort.”

She nodded, “Sounds good.  We need to go to big stores first to see what we can find.  I don’t want to pay boutique prices if I don’t have to. Not for clothes I’ll only be wearing for a few more months.”

“You got it.  Let’s start with Target, then we can head to Macy’s.”  

She was in the dressing room at Target, and came out to show Kurt what she had on.  He smiled at her, “You are so stinkin’ cute, Sug.  Can I rub your belly?”

“Of course.  Thanks for asking first.”

He reached over and rubbed it gently.  He leaned forward and spoke gently, “This is your first shopping trip with Uncle Kurt!  Your mommy looks soooo cute.” 

Sugar giggled, “She better love shopping.”

Kurt smiled back, “She will.  Or, she’ll hate it.” He shrugged, “And in that case, we find what she likes and do that with her.”  He leaned forward and spoke gently again as he rubbed Sugar’s belly, “No pressure, little one. We love you no matter what.”

They got a good deal of her clothes at Target, but headed to Macy’s to see what else they could find.  Sugar was in the dressing room when Leah approached, “Sorry I’m late.  That photoshoot went longer than expected.”

Kurt scooted over on the bench where he was sitting and gave his sister-in-law a hug as she joined him, “No problem. How did it go?”

“Good.  Isabelle seemed happy.  I was happy to help out. I feel like I have a foot in the door now. Thanks for telling her I would be interested.”

“Of course, beautiful. I’m sure she was happy to have someone reliable.  You’d be surprised at how many models are no shows.”

“How do they ever get another job if they don’t show?”

Kurt shook his head, “I’m not sure they do.  You need a good reputation in the business.  Very few with a bad rep are successful.  Those that are, usually become awful after they’ve found success, not before.”

Leah laid her head on his shoulder, “Don’t let that happen to me.”

He laughed, “I wouldn’t dream of it.”

Sugar came out in an adorable maternity shirt and jeans, “Leah!  I’m so glad you could make it.”

Leah stood and hugged her, “You look fantastic.”

Sugar let go and turned in a circle, “Do you like it?”

“It looks great.  You’ll be able to wear anything with those jeans.”

She lifted up the shirt enough to show them the soft fabric panel in the front.  She made a circular motion with her hands, “I’m not sure I’m ready for this…”

Kurt chuckled, “I think your baby bump that’s getting bigger by the minute is telling you that, YES, you are ready for that.”

 

Kurt was carrying the clothes she wanted to purchase, and as they walked through the maternity department one more time, Sugar stopped at a rack of panties and bras, “Maybe I should go ahead and get some now.” She started looking through the rack.

Another pregnant woman pushing a stroller with a toddler in it approached and gently asked, “Can I give you some advice?”

Sugar smiled, “Sure.”

“Get the panties now. If your regular bras aren’t fitting now, go with a comfortable sports-type bra.  Don’t get the nursing bras until it’s closer to your due date.  You’ll get bigger, and not just in your belly, if you know what I mean.”

“Good idea.  Thank you,”  Sugar said, as she continued to look.  

The lady looked at Kurt and the arm full of clothes, “You’re a trooper.”

Kurt smiled in return and Sugar giggled, “No one shops like he does.”

Before they left Macy’s they wandered through the baby department, oohing and ahhing over adorable outfits, blankets, and stuffed animals.

“You know she’s going to be the best dressed baby in all of New York,”  Leah smiled, holding up a cute flowered dress.

Sugar nodded, “I have no doubt she’ll always be adorable.  However,” she pointed to Kurt and Leah with a bit of accusation, “neither of you are going to spend a ton of money on clothes.  They grow so fast and get so messed up with spit up and blow outs...Adorable, yes.  Expensive, no.”

“Blow outs?”  Leah asked.

“Explosive poop,”  Sugar smiled at the look on Leah’s face while Kurt laughed.

 

Later that afternoon, they all headed to Sugar’s apartment where they met their husbands and boyfriend.  

When they entered, Puck, Sebastian, and Sam were in the living room talking.  Puck looked up and smiled, “What did you get, Sug?”

“Lots of standard pieces, and a couple of fun ones.  I’ll try some on for you later.  I’m too tired to do it now.”

Kurt laid the bags down on the kitchen island before going to sit in Seb’s lap.  Seb wrapped his arms around him and they kissed quickly.  Leah had sat next to Sam, who pulled her close and kissed her temple.

Puck got up and wrapped his arms around Sugar, leaning down to kiss her, “I’m sure you are.  Go sit.  I’ll take the tags off your new clothes and put them in the wash.  We’ll order some food, and you can relax the rest of the night.”

“Sounds perfect, Hun.  Thank you.”  She went over to the couch and took the seat that Puck had just left.  

“You look adorable, Sugar.  Tired, but adorable,”  Sebastian smiled.

She smiled back, “Thanks.  It’s exhausting work making a human.”

They all chuckled a bit, and Sebastian asked, “Can I feel your belly?”

“Sure.  Thanks for asking though.  Angel asked earlier too.  Did someone tell you two to do that?”

Sebastian was running his hand over her belly slowly.  He frowned, “No.  Why?”

She shrugged, “It’s amazing how many people seem to think they can just touch a pregnant belly without asking. I mean...why? I would never go up to a stranger and just touch them for no reason. Can you imagine walking up to a stranger and rubbing a non-pregnant belly?  Or even their back? And being pregnant, I’m automatically more protective of my body.  Especially my belly.  We’re all close enough that I would have been okay with it if you hadn’t asked first, but I appreciate that you did.”

“Have people done that to you?”  Sam frowned.  He did not like the thought of someone just touching Sugar without asking.  Especially in such an intimate way.

“Just one person.  A little old lady at the bakery.  I stepped back and went to the other side of the counter again so she couldn’t, but I’ve read so many stories of people having it happen that I know it’s really common.”

Puck had come back in, “I told her if a man does it, I hope I’m with her, so I can slug him.  But you better believe, no matter who it is, they’ll get an earful from me.” The guys all nodded in understanding.

“Have you felt her kick yet?”  Leah asked. “I know last week you hadn’t.” 

She nodded, “I have.  I actually think I had before and not realized what it was, now that I’ve read a bit more about it.  It’s more of a fluttering feeling at this stage. For me, at least.  My doctor keeps warning me that every little milestone can happen at different times for different women. Anyway, it’s still not strong enough that Puck can feel it.”

 

They enjoyed some chinese takeout and a movie together.  As Sebastian looked around the room, he went back to the thoughts that had consumed his mind so much during the first year or two he and Kurt were together. The fact that he was living out his dream in New York, happily, married, with his best friends and his sister now by his side - It was overwhelming how grateful he was for that sometimes.  He looked over at Puck and Sugar.  She was leaning back against him as he wrapped his arms around her and rubbed her belly. That baby girl was just going to add to the blessings he was already so grateful for.

 


 

 

Jeremy and Ben were sitting through another rehearsal.  When it was over, Ben called Josh, who played Sebastian’s character, down to the auditorium seats.  He sat down, dumping his duffle bag in the seat next to him.

Jeremy was propped against the back of the seats two rows in front of him.  He had his hand gripping the seats on either side of him as they all just let their thoughts come together.  Finally, he looked at Josh, crossed his arms casually in front of him, and told him like it was, “Look...Something is still off.  Seb and Kurt have a love that is rare and beautiful.  You have to convey that.  They would do anything for each other, and you aren’t convincing me of that. Parker is struggling to hold the weight of both of you, and that’s just not fair. We can’t give you much more time.  It’s too close to opening night.  Either you get your shit together, or Jackson goes on in your place.  You can have his role as understudy.” 

Josh let out a breath as he looked past his directors, “And you know the problem is with me? Not Parker?”

Ben nodded, “We do. And unfortunately for you, even if the roles were reversed, you’re easier to replace. Countertenors don’t grow on trees around here. Not ones that possess the other similar qualities that Kurt has.  We’re even pushing it with Parker.”

He sighed again, closing his eyes and sliding down in the chair until the back of his head hit the top of the seat.  He took a minute to think.  Finally, he said, “I really think this thing is going to be huge.  The songs are amazing, the writing is fantastic, and everyone gets along decently.”

“But…?” Jeremy prompted.

Josh threw his hands up, “But, I don’t know.  I don’t know what’s wrong. I don’t get what’s not going fine.”

“Maybe it’s that ‘fine’ isn’t good enough,” Ben said. “‘Fine’ would refer to another love story.  Even another love story within this one.  You could apply that word to any other couple in this musical.  All of which, in real life, are very much in love.  But Seb and Kurt are different.  It’s deeper, greater, stronger, and more intense than the rest.”

Josh nodded, “What if...What if I spent some time with them? Maybe interact with them instead of being lectured by them.”

Jeremy stood straight up and glared down at him, “That right there is part of the problem.  I mean, what the fuck, Josh?!  They took time to come here and answer questions and talk to the cast out of the goodness of their hearts.  Not for kicks and giggles.  They were helping you because I asked them to, and because you need it.  No one was lecturing.  That attitude seems to seep through into your work.  It’s like you have an issue with Sebastian or something.”

“I don’t, okay?  I don’t.”

Ben shook his head and took another deep breath.  If they couldn’t get Sebastian’s character to convey what they needed, the story wouldn’t sell.  No one would believe it the way they wanted them to.  “I’ll talk to Seb and Kurt again.  See if they are willing to spend time with you. Seb’s birthday is this weekend and I know the gang from Boston are coming in for one last shebang before their Senior year.  I’ll let you know.  Make yourself available.”

 

After discussing it with Kurt and Sebastian, Jeremy called Josh and told him where they were going to celebrate Seb’s birthday when their Boston friends came to town for their unofficial “end of summer plus Sebastian’s birthday” celebration they seemed to have each year.  Jeremy suggested that he be discrete and watch from a distance at first, then join them.  He wanted him to see it wasn’t just an act they put on just for Josh’s benefit. “You don’t have to be a spy.  Just maybe wait a few minutes before joining the group.  I want you to see them how they really are.  You’ll see it’s not an act or made up, and they aren’t doing it because you’re there.”

 

Everyone was gathered at the Hummel-Smythe’s on the last Friday before classes started back.  As soon as the “unholy trinity” saw Sugar’s belly, they squealed and ran towards her.  Puck stepped out in front of them and shook his head, “Chill out.”

Santana ran a finger down Puck’s chest and cocked a hip, “Awe, protective daddy mode is sexy on you, Puckerman.”

He rolled his eyes, “Just settle down a little.  If you attack my wife with giggles and hands everywhere, I won’t be happy about it.” Everyone watched, highly amused.

“Hun, they’re fine.  Ladies, you can rub my belly, but one at a time, please.”  They gathered around and slowly began to feel her belly.  She smiled, “Puck is just extra protective now.  He hates when people touch me without asking, and you running toward me just awoke his protective side.”

“I think he’s being a good shark,”  Brittany shrugged.  She leaned down as she rubbed Sugar’s belly, and sang, “Baby shark, do do do do do do, Baby shark, do do-”

Everyone groaned. “Oh god, please stop, Brit,” Kurt chuckled. “I will have that song stuck in my head all night.  Besides, all three of you totally skipped greeting the rest of us.  Get your cute butts over here.”

They all smiled and went over to give the rest of the New York gang hugs.  

Cameron came over and greeted Chris and Elliott.  He pulled back from hugging Elliott, he smiled, “Congrats on getting the job, man!”

“Thanks!  I’m really excited about it.  This company has a lot of contracts with music groups and entrepreneurs that I’ve admired for a while now.  To think my art could be representing them soon is really exciting.”

“And they have an amazing office.  It seems like such a fun and relaxed atmosphere,” Chris added.

Elliott agreed, “So far, so good.”

Chris smiled, “Not only did my amazing boyfriend get a job this summer, but so did my girlfriend.”  He motioned to Jenna.

Quinn smiled, “Why didn’t you tell us?!  Congratulations!  Where are you going to be?”

“Thanks!  I just got it last week. I’m the newest actuary at Global Atlantic Financial.  As you know, I moved in with my boyfriend’s boyfriend at the beginning of summer. I’m still looking for a decent apartment on my entry year salary.”  Hayden chuckled at the boyfriend comment, and Jenna winked at him.  

Elliott wrapped his arm around her shoulder, “She’s a great roommate.”

“Next year, this kind of talk will be about the rest of us.  Well, most of us,”  Cameron shrugged.  “Seb and Hayden will still be in school, and we know what Puck will be doing.  Anyone else decided what they will be doing or where they’ll go?”

“Isabelle has been trying to talk me into taking on more at Vogue.  I’m not sure where that will lead, but I’m considering it.”

“What kind of ‘more’ are we talking about?”  Jeff asked.

“She wants me to start writing some for the website and therefore have a regular salary.  It sounds fun.  I just don’t want it to accidentally take me in the direction of a writer and away from being a designer.  I’m going to talk to her about it some more.”  He sat on Seb’s lap, who immediately started rubbing small circles on his back.  He asked, “What about you and Nicky? What have you decided?”

Jeff looked at Nick, so Nick answered, “We’ve actually decided to move here next year.” The New York gang all perked up and listened closely as Nick continued, “We’re applying to Cornell and Columbia for their graduate program.  We’d like to get our masters, then, as you know, open our own business.  We’d like to put down some roots, ya know?  And our family is here…” He smiled at the excited look on Kurt’s face.

“I’m betting he’s smiling from ear to ear?”  Sebastian asked, since he couldn’t see Kurt’s face.

They all chuckled and Jeff nodded, “Yep!”

Kurt leaped off Sebastian’s lap, threw himself across Nick’s lap, and tackled Jeff, hugging him tight.  They all laughed.  Kurt pulled back, “You can’t tease me.  You really are moving here!?”

Jeff nodded, “As long as we get accepted into a graduate program.  And if not, then we’ll move here after we finish a program somewhere else.”

Kurt smiled, grabbed Jeff’s face, and kissed him on the cheek, the forehead, then the other cheek.  He turned and gave Nick the same treatment before climbing off of them and going back to Sebastian.

Seb looked at Nick, “That’s the best birthday gift I could have gotten.”

Nick winked at Seb, “Glad we could be of service.”

 

The next night, they were ready to head out for a night on the town.  Kurt was sitting in the corner chair in the master suite deep in thought when Sebastian came out of the closet fully dressed.

He frowned slightly as he sat on the ottoman facing his husband, “We don’t have to go out if you don’t want to.”

Kurt gave him a smile that Seb knew was slightly forced, “No, I want to.”

“You know I’m perfectly happy staying here.”  He took his hand and kissed his knuckles.  “If we’re going out, I would like you to wear your bracelet.”

“Yes, Sir.”

“I know things have been getting harder on you lately.  I really hope you know that you can talk to me and tell me the truth at any time.”

Kurt frowned a bit, “I know that, Sir.  I haven’t been lying to you about anything.”  He really hoped Sebastian didn’t mean that he thought Kurt was lying about anything they had discussed.

“I know you haven’t, Baby.  I just know that sometimes it helps to talk through things, and you haven’t been doing that.  I don't want you to keep things from me, okay?  I am here for you no matter what.”

Kurt nodded, then leaned forward and kissed Sebastian gently, “I know.  My thoughts are so all over the place that I don’t even know where to start.  But I promise I won’t keep anything from you.  What we’ve talked about so far is as much as I can verbally put together and communicate.”

“Okay.”  Sebastian went to the wooden box on his nightstand that he kept Kurt’s collar and bracelet in.  He took out the bracelet and returned to Kurt.  He sat back down and grabbed Kurt’s wrist, sliding the bracelet on and locking it in place before pulling Kurt’s sleeve back down over it. “I love you.”

Kurt leaned forward, kissing Sebastian gently, “I love you too.”

 

They ended up going to dinner with their friends, then to a smaller bar that had a little stage for karaoke and a small dance floor.  It was still early enough that the place wasn’t too crowded, and with such a large group, they filled it in nearly instantly.  

Josh had gotten there before them.  He wore his glasses instead of contacts, and added a baseball hat.  He sat against the wall at the end of the “L” shaped bar, waiting for the group to arrive.  He silently watched, sipping his beer, as the group entered.  They already seemed to be laughing and having a good time.  He tried to figure out who everyone was before he made his presence known. He had seen some group pictures, but didn’t focus on them as much as his own character since they were supporting roles.  

He noticed Leah right away.  With her natural beauty and the muscular blonde that she held hands with, it was hard to deny who she was.  He slowly began keeping track of who he thought everyone was in his mind as he watched.  After watching for a bit, it was easy to figure it out.  He was impressed with the accuracy that Jeremy and Ben had portrayed them all.  

A couple of people sang, then Elliott was up.  Josh was shocked that he hadn’t chosen a performance of some kind as a career.  He had a natural charisma, and his voice was stunning.  

He watched as Sebastian took the stage.  Seb smiled down at Kurt, “I’d like to dedicate this song to my husband.  It brings back amazing memories from our honeymoon, and whenever I get lost in thought, thinking of how I’m the luckiest man in the world, I soon realize that I’ve been humming this song.  I love you, Baby.”  Some of their group gave some hoots and hollers.  He sang “I Am Yours” by Andy Grammer.

Josh watched as people took to the dance floor with their partners, but Kurt stayed rooted in his spot at a high top table, watching his husband.  They couldn’t take their eyes off of each other. He thought that if it was an actual thing, you could probably see the heart shapes in their eyes.  

When Sebastian sang, “I was free falling through the open sky, Till’ you smiled at me and you saved my life and I knew I was put here to love you,” the lyrics struck Josh like a whack upside his head. Sebastian wasn’t just the love interest.  He wasn’t just the rich guy who played the knight in shining armor.  Jeremy described it wonderfully in the script...Why didn’t he understand until now?  Kurt was just as much a savior to him, as he was to Kurt.  They saved each other. It wasn’t just a case of loving someone so much that you do all of these things for them.  It was bigger than that.  How had he not seen? Truly understood?  He looked at them in a whole new light.

He listened as Seb continued, “You’ve got the universe swimming in your eyes, I’m an open book when you look in mine, You’ll find I was put here to love you.  I’ve been lost, I’ve been found, and I know I am now, I am yours.  I am yours now and always…”

When the song ended and everyone applauded, Sebastian made his way down to Kurt and they kissed sweetly, whispering quietly to each other. 

That’s when Josh noticed the smile on his own face. 

After another couple of songs, Josh made his way over to the group.  Jeremy smiled as he patted him on the back, “I’m so glad you could make it.”

Sebastian shook his hand when he noticed him, “How are you?”

“Good, thanks.  Happy Birthday.”

He nodded, “Thanks.  It’s always a good birthday when I get to spend it with this group.”  He glanced around quickly, “Let me introduce you.” 

After introductions, everyone was singing and drinking, including Josh like they would anyone else.  Josh found himself having a really good time.  

Parker showed up a few songs later and more introductions were made again.  Jeremy noticed that Josh was starting to gravitate toward Parker as the evening progressed.

Josh leaned over to talk to Parker at one point, “Have you been watching them?”

Parker nodded, “Subtly, yes.  They’re really cute together.”

“More than cute.  I think things have clicked for me.”  He had been looking at the group of friends as he spoke to Parker, but turned to look him in the eye, “I’m really sorry I haven’t been pulling my weight.  I know I can do better.”

Parker gave a small smile and nodded, “I appreciate the acknowledgment. I’m just glad you had whatever awakening you needed before opening night.  I’ve been in other productions, but never in a lead.  I really don’t want to let this bomb.”  He looked out at Kurt and Sebastian, “They deserve better than that.”

Josh nodded, “I agree.”

 

Kurt and Sebastian were dancing with their friends, and Puck accidentally backed into them.  Kurt’s eyes widened and the look of panic washed over his face.  Sebastian stopped dancing instantly and grabbed his face gently in his hands, “It’s okay.  I’ve got you.  It was just Puck.”

Kurt closed his eyes and let out a sigh, calming immediately.  

Puck turned to apologize to whomever he had bumped into, and both saw and heard Sebastian.  He frowned and looked at Kurt as he stepped to his side to see him better as he placed a hand on his back.  When he saw Kurt was settled, he asked, “You okay, Princess?”

Kurt nodded and tried to smile.  Puck continued, “I’m sorry that I scared you.”

“It’s okay,”  Kurt answered as he moved into Sebastian’s embrace, burning his face in Seb’s neck.

Puck rubbed his back a little where his hand rested, then moved it to his shoulder to give a little squeeze before removing it.  He was frowning, and looked at Sebastian for clarification.

Sebastian subtly shook his head “no”, and Puck nodded before turning back around to Sugar.

Josh and Parker were dancing nearby and Parker noticed.  He stopped dancing, and Josh turned to look at what had caught his attention.  It had all happened in a matter of seconds, but if you were watching, it was hard to miss. 

“I hope he’s okay,” Parker whispered.  “He still has a lot of hurt.”

“I’m sure a lot of it will take years to recover from, if he ever does.  My guess is he’ll always have sensitivity to unexpected touch, and things of that sort.”

Parker nodded and looked down.  Josh put his hands on his shoulders and pulled him closer.  He wrapped his arms around him as a slow song came on, “You know, I don’t know if I’ve told you or not, but I admire how you can reach down deep day after day and go through such trauma - whether it’s acting or not.  It’s still hard to put yourself through.  And you do an amazing job.”

Parker smiled softly, “Thank you.  I just remind myself each day of what came after, ya know?  Kurt is a lucky man in that regard.”

Josh nodded, “So is Sebastian.”

 

About an hour later, Sebastian was ready for another beer.  He looked around at their party and nodded to Elliott when he caught his eye.  Elliott nodded back, and he and Chris made their way closer to Kurt.

Sebastian kissed Kurt on the cheek, “I’m getting another beer.  Do you want anything?”

Kurt nodded, “Long Island, please.”

“You got it.  I’ll be right back.”

Puck followed Sebastian to the bar.  When he got there, they both leaned against it, waiting their turn.  “What’s going on with Princess?  Is he okay?”

Sebastian sighed and shook his head, “Not really.  He’s getting scared, Puck.  He’s tried talking to me about it, but he hasn’t quite worked it out in his own mind to be able to put it into words, ya know?”  Puck nodded.  Sebastian ran his hands through his hair and took another deep breath, “We have a little over a year.  Your daughter, who isn’t even born yet, will be a year old by the time he gets out of prison.  But for Kurt...He’s got his internal clock that’s counting down, and suddenly, it’s all screwy.  He’s getting more nervous and jumpier than he’s been in a long time.  Elliott has been working with him more, but I think that may be backfiring.  We thought it would help, but maybe it’s messing with his mind, ya know?  He’s gone to see Dr. Kurz a couple of extra times, but when you aren’t sure how to express how you feel…” He sighed, “I just hope it doesn't get much worse.”

“Shit, man, I’m sorry.  I wish there was more I could do for both of you.”

“Just let him spoil you, Sugar, and the baby.  It helps take his mind off of it.  Hopefully, once classes start, he’ll be busy enough that it will help distract his thoughts.  It’s only been about a month since things have started getting worse.”

Puck looked back at Kurt and chuckled a little, “Or you could just have Orion come over more.  You might have to bring Jeff though.”

Sebastian turned around to see Jeff and Orion trying to out dance Chris, which was basically impossible.  Elliott, Kurt, and Nick were standing back laughing.  Orion was going crazy, and probably should be cut off soon.  Seb smiled, “He needed this.”  He turned and looked at Puck again, “I’m worried about the musical.  I don’t know if seeing it is what’s best for him right now, but you know as well as I do, that he’ll insist on going.  I mean, we have people coming in from out of town for it and everything.”

Puck took a deep breath and thought for a minute, “I think the best thing we can do is let him choose, then support him through whatever it is he chooses.  Just continue to love on him as much as possible, like you already do.”

Sebastian nodded, watching Kurt.  Puck clapped him on the back, then turned to order his drink while Seb continued to watch his husband.  He nodded to Nick as he approached.

“Is he okay?”  Nick asked, looking back at Kurt.  He could tell he was off.

“I want to say yes, but I can’t.”

 

Kurt and Sugar found a low table that was further from the dance floor, and headed that way.  Elliott and Chris followed close behind.

“I know you’re on Protection Duty, but you don’t have to be,” Kurt looked at Elliott with a raised brow.

He gave a dry chuckle, “Are you kidding?  You could kick anyone in here’s ass if you wanted.  You don’t need me to be a body guard.  However, these boots of mine were not made for walking.  Or dancing.”

Chris nodded over toward a small group of guys on the dance floor, “And I’m tired of those jackasses eying my man.  Some distance between them will do my ego good.”

Elliott rolled his eyes, “Like you have any competition.”  He leaned over and kissed his boyfriend.  

Kurt smiled warmly at them, “I love you guys.”

Chris smiled back, “We love you too.  You know that, right?”

“Of course.” He looked at Sugar, who looked dead on her feet.  He turned her chair to face him better, then grabbed her legs and pulled them into his lap and began to rubbing them.

She closed her eyes and moaned, letting her head fall back.

Sebastian placed Kurt’s Long Island Iced Tea in front of him and smirked, “I go away for a few minutes and you have a beautiful woman moaning just from a simple touch.  I should be jealous.”

Sugar didn’t even raise her head or open her eyes, “I’m a pregnant woman in a bar, Seb.  None of my men have anything to worry about, and neither do you.  Besides, there’s no such thing as a ‘simple touch’ when it comes to my legs and feet right now.  It all feels wonderful.”  They chuckled.

Puck sat at the end of the table, “Who are you kidding?  Right now, you’d be moaning no matter where he touched you.  Some with pleasure, some with pain.”

“Just stay away from my boobs, Angel.  Damn they hurt right now.”

“You have nothing to fear.”  

She chuckled, then lifted her head to look at him.  She reached for his hand, and he shook his head, “I’m not touching them, Sugar.”

She laughed, “No, give me your hand.  The baby is kicking.  She likes the music.  Now that I’m sitting still, I can’ feel it more.”

Kurt excitedly felt her belly where she placed his hand.  Sure enough, he felt a little kick.  “Oh my god, that’s the coolest thing ever.”  

Puck smiled at him, then Sebastian, Elliott, and Chris all took their turns as well.

 

On Sunday, Puck and Sugar headed to the Hummel-Smythe’s once the morning rush was over at the bakery.  As soon as they got into the penthouse, Santana griped, “How come you didn’t tell me the baby was kicking last night?  I missed it!”

“Sorry, Tana,” Sugar said as she plopped down on the couch.

“Are you feeling okay, Sweets?”  

“Yeah, Jeffie.  Just tired.  It was a long day yesterday and a busy morning.”

“Can I rub your belly?”

“Sure.”

Jeff turned in his seat next to her and rested his head on his arm that was propped on the back of the couch.  He ran his hand over her belly slowly, and she laid her head back and closed her eyes.  

After a few minutes, she sighed, “I need a massage.”

Quinn said, “I volunteer my boyfriend.  He’s excellent at massages.”

“He really is,” Kurt agreed.  

Quinn turned and looked at him.  He shrugged, “It was a benefit of having him as a roommate.”

“No worries, Quinn.  They’ve all used my services,”  Cameron winked.  The Dalton boys all nodded.

Sugar didn’t hesitate after that, “Where do you want me, Cam?”

He looked at Puck to double check that it was okay.  He got a grateful nod, so he said, “How about on one of the island bar stools?  I’ll stand behind you.”

“Perfect.”

Cam gave Sugar a wonderful massage while everyone continued to catch up, telling stories of summer adventures, Junior year classes, and nights out on the town.  

“So Sam, how is living with Leah?  I bet you two are thrilled to finally be on your own together,” Quinn asked.

“It’s great.  It was hard being away at school for so long.  But we made it work.  And now,” he shrugged, “I mean, we’ve been together for so long, that it’s just been easy for us.  I’m hoping it stays that way when classes start.”

“I’m sure it will,”  Sebastian said.  “I’m sure you’ll always find a way to make it work.”

Leah nodded, “We will.  And we love the apartment.  Sam has a room that he’s using as an art studio.  There’s a Murphy bed in there two, so it easily transitions to a bedroom if we need it.  But there’s an extra bedroom too. He’s going to start taking some of his art to some galleries around town too.”

“You are?  That’s great!”  Kurt said.  “I’m sure someone will show your work.  You’re so good.”

“Thanks for your faith in me,”  Sam winked.

Kurt smiled, “I’ve always had faith in you.”

Sebastian watched Kurt interacting with his family.  He seemed to smile and participated in conversations, but he noticed his smile, once again, didn’t quite meet his eyes. He was worried about his husband.  Kurt seemed to be slipping further into his thoughts by the day.  

 

Later that evening when everyone had gone home, Sebastian sat on the couch and watched Kurt as he cleaned up in the kitchen. “Babe, the kitchen is clean.  Come join me.”

Kurt looked down at the counter and realized he was cleaning what Sebastian had already wiped down. He had been lost in thought and wasn’t paying any attention to what he was doing. He put the towel over the edge of the sink and headed to the couch.  Sebastian opened his arms and Kurt sat down and leaned into Seb’s embrace.  

Sebastian kissed the side of Kurt’s head, “I love you.”

Kurt snuggled in closer, “I love you, too.”

“Do you want to talk about it?”

“Not really.”

Sebastian closed his eyes and held on a little tighter, “Okay.  I’m here when you do.”

 

 

Notes:

What did you think? I would love some kind comments. They push me through. On a positive note, the next chapter is actually started, and there's going to be some relief to Kurt's stress. Hopefully.

Chapter 40: Shower and Showtime

Summary:

Kurt's therapist suggests something they hadn't thought of, Sugar's baby shower, and the opening night of Saved.

Notes:

I'm going to ask you all for a favor. I need prayers, good vibes, good juju...Whatever you've got. I'm pretty sick right now, and they think it's COVID. Still waiting on test results, but man does it suck. I appreciate any and all positive energy.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

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Senior year was just like any other year of college in it’s first several weeks.  New classes and professors, as well as some new classmates.  For Kurt, he knew most of the people in his classes already, and he was happy to still have Channing and Orion in a couple of them.  

Being back in class and keeping his mind busy seemed to help him avoid falling into the deep abyss of bad thoughts he had been dipping his toes in over the summer.  He was still more anxious than he normally was, but he had not been as jumpy, nor had he had any more panic attacks. Regardless, Sebastian convinced him to make a few extra appointments with Dr. Kurz, which seemed to be helping.  He was going every other week now, instead of once a month. At their last appointment, Dr. Kurz brought up something that Kurt had never thought about.  As soon as he got home, he went to find Sebastian to tell him about the idea his doctor had mentioned.

He peeked into his office.  Seb sat at his desk working on his laptop when Kurt gently knocked on the doorframe.  He looked up and grinned as he took out his earbuds, “Hey, Babe.  How did it go?”

Kurt had walked up and sat on the desk, just off to the side, facing towards him, “Good.  Dr. Kurz says that with the anxiety and stress of knowing Blaine will be a free man next year, I should consider some anxiety medication.  He said with me not taking anything for my PTSD, it may just be to a point I can’t handle it on my own.  I said I’ll think about it.”

“It’s not a bad idea, Baby.  I know you don’t like the thought of taking medicine, but you’ve been gradually becoming more anxious. It may be good to start getting ahead of your anxiety with some meds.”

Kurt nodded, “He also brought up something else.”  Sebastian raised his brows in anticipation of the what Dr. Kurz had discussed with his husband. “He suggested that maybe,” he took a deep breath, “maybe I should think about getting a therapy dog. Or possibly even a service dog if my panic attacks continue to increase.” Kurt bit his lip and watched as his husband’s face morphed into a look reminiscent of the Cheshire Cat.

“And what are your thoughts on that?  I think it sounds like a great idea.”

“Really?”

“Yeah,”  He leaned forward and rolled his chair over to be in front of Kurt.  He rubbed the tops of Kurt’s legs as he spoke, “ I think having the comfort of a dog, especially one that is trained for this kind of thing, would be a great relief.  Especially if it’s a service dog and you aren’t with someone and have a panic attack.  And once I’m in Med School and my residency starts, I won’t be home as much. Having a dog around could really be a huge comfort, if nothing else. I can’t believe we didn’t think of it sooner.”

Kurt made a face.  He secretly dreaded the years Sebastian would be in residency.  He sighed, “Dogs can be a lot of work.”

“We live right across from Central Park.  It’d be easy to walk them.  Plus, if it was a therapy dog and there’s a time when they would be home alone, we could hire someone to take them for walks.  The staff here would come up and get them and return them once the dog walker was finished.  Lots of people in the building do that.  But I would think they would be with you most of the time.”

“I have seen Pablo take a dog on the other elevator.”

“Yep. We need to at least look into it.  There was a girl in one of my classes freshman year that had a beautiful Golden Retriever service dog.  I’m not sure why.  But I see her around every once in a while.  So if I see her around this year, I’ll ask her about where she got it.  I know we can look it up, or maybe Dr. Kurz can recommend somewhere, but this dog was perfectly behaved, so I would feel more confident in using the same breeder and/or company...whichever the case may be.  I don’t know how all of that works yet.”

“Okay, we can look into it.  I’m more willing to get a therapy dog at this point.  I don’t think I need a service dog, and hopefully, I never do.  With a service dog, they can legally go anywhere I can, with very few exceptions, and none that would really affect me.  If I got one, that’s what I would have it for...to always be with me, but...It would draw a lot of attention, and I’m not sure I want that.  I don’t know. It’s a lot to think about.  Like I said, we can look into it.”  He placed his hands on top of Sebastian’s, “Are you ready to go to the Puckerman’s?”

“Yeah, but Puck called earlier.  Their childbirth class was cancelled, so they were joining the later one just for this evening.  They pushed back dinner one hour.”

Kurt smiled a little, “I kinda wish I could have seen Puck’s face when they watched the natural birth video last week.  Sugar said he turned white as a ghost.”

Seb chuckled, “It would have been entertaining at the very least.” 

 

Later that evening, the four friends were in the nursery at Puck and Sugar’s apartment.  Puck turned to Sugar, “Okay, Sug, you’ve done enough.  Go put the lasagna in the oven, then put your feet up for a bit.  We’ve got this.”

She watched her men take their shirts off, “What if I want to watch?”  She bounced her eyebrows, making them smile.

Puck chuckled, “Just go.  I know it’s low odor paint, but I don’t want to take any chances.”

She pouted, “It’s not every day I get to see Angel in sweets and shirtless.”

Kurt winked at her, “But it’s not the first time, and it won’t be the last.”

“M’kay,” she sang as she headed down the hall toward the kitchen.  

She put the lasagna in the oven, then sat on the couch with her feet up as she read.  After finishing the rest of a chapter in her book, she took her phone and snuck a few pictures of her boys painting the nursery.  She noticed that Puck had opened the window to help air it out.  He was standing just to the right of it, and the way the light hit his muscles as he painted got her all hot and bothered.  She decided to sneak back into the living room before they noticed her, and before she had a problem she would need Puck’s help with.  She giggled to herself as she remembered him telling her that besides her baby bump, her horniness was his favorite side effect of her pregnancy.

With the three of them working together, they finished the painting just in time for dinner to be ready.  Sugar had taken the lasagna out of the oven and fixed a salad.  She was slicing up a loaf of french bed when Sebastian came in to wash his hands.  

He leaned over and kissed her on the top of her head and spoke as he washed, “The color you guys picked looks really good.  It has a very comfortable, cozy feel. Very warm and soothing.”

She smiled, “Thanks, Seb.  I think it looks like blush, but in candlelight.”

“It does.”

Puck and Kurt came into the kitchen, and Kurt handed Sebastian his shirt. “Thanks, Babe.”

“You’re welcome.  It smells good, Sug.  I’ve missed Vinny’s lasagna.”

They enjoyed dinner, then got back to work.  Puck cleaned up the rollers, Kurt cleaned up the dropclothe, removed the tape from the trim, and unrolled the new rug.  Sebastian set to work on putting together the new dresser, spreading out the pieces on the living room rug.

“I’ve never seen a dresser that wasn’t from IKEA come in a flat box like this.  Not one that was solid wood like this.”

Sugar was sitting on the couch keeping Seb company, “I know.  I assumed it was going to be delivered already assembled.  I didn’t realize assembly was required when we bought it, until the big flat box arrived.  We opened it right away to make sure it was the right thing. Sure enough.”

When Kurt was finished, he came out to help.  Seb looked up at him, “Just in time.  Can you hold this here?  I don’t want to scratch the paint.”

“Sure,” he held the piece steady. “Noah is starting on the crib in the nursery, since it would be harder to get it through the door once it’s put together.” He started to say something else, but he heard Sugar grunt.  He looked up, “Are you okay?”

“Yeah. She’s just moving around a lot.  It can get kind of uncomfortable.  My ribs don’t stretch.”

She lifted her shirt and lowered the cotton panel of her pants, “Watch.”

Kurt and Sebastian both stopped what they were doing and watched her belly.  She got out her phone and recorded them as they waited for the baby to move again.  Seconds later, her entire belly shifted, and she laughed at the look on their faces.  She was so grateful for recording it.  

“Holy cow!”  Kurt exclaimed.  “Your belly just took on an entirely different shape!”

She nodded, “Yep.”  She nudged her belly a little, and the baby didn’t disappoint.  It shifted again, only this time, you could see a clear shape of a foot as the baby pressed against her.

“Oh my gosh.  Give me the camera,”  Seb said, reaching for it as it continued to record.  He turned it toward her and filmed it.  Puck heard the commotion and came out to join Sugar on the couch.  Seb made sure to get him in the shot.

“If I touch her foot, do you think she’ll move it?”  Kurt asked.  He was staring and could not look away.  It was fascinating and beautiful.

“I don’t know.”

Kurt slowly and gently touched Sugar’s belly where the foot was.  It moved, but you could still see it, as well as what appeared to be an arm or elbow. He looked at Puck, “Does this happen a lot?”

“Well, now that we’re so close to the due date, yeah.  Being able to see defined body parts this much is pretty new though.”

Sebastian smiled, “Just a month to go.”  He turned the video off as Sugar nodded.

“I can’t wait, Sug.  Wait until your parents see your belly this weekend. Oh!  I forgot to tell you.  All the shower decorations I ordered from Etsy are in.  They are sooo pretty.  You’re gonna love it.”

“I’m sure I will.  Thanks for doing all of that for us.”

“Anything for our goddaughter. And you, too, I guess,” Sebastian teased.

“You guess?”  Puck laughed.  

Seb just chuckled.  He looked at Kurt, “We need to go shopping tomorrow night.  Do you have plans?”

“No, Sir.  I would have told you.”

“You guys don’t need to get us anything.  You’ve helped so much already. Plus throwing the shower...That’s enough.”

They both looked at Sugar like she had lost her mind.  Sebastian said, “Neither one of us has ever had a reason to shop for a baby before. It’s gonna be fun!  I want to see what all’s out there, too.”

“If you to go Buy Buy Baby, where we registered, be prepared for the wall of nipples.  I was not prepared.”

Sugar giggled, “You should have seen his face.  He was both fascinated and confused all at the same time.”

He shook his head, “I just don’t get why there are so many kinds!”

They continued to talk and joke around as they finished the dresser.  Kurt and Sebastian carried it into the nursery, and Sugar guided them as to where to put it.  While in there, Sebastian held up the part of the crib that Puck needed help holding while he bolted it into place.  

“It looks so good in here, Sugar.  I can’t wait to see it when it’s finished.  Add the baby, and it’s perfect!”

She smiled, “She’ll be here before ya know it.”

 


 

 

Kurt and Sebastian were meeting Sam and Leah at Buy Buy Baby the next night.  

“What do you think you want to get them, Babe?”

They entered the store hand in hand as Kurt answered, “I’m not totally sure.  Maybe their stroller?  It depends on what’s left on their registry.  I made Sugar a couple of things, too.”

“Is that what that really soft fabric was for?”

“Yeah.  I already know her sizing, so I just made extra room in the front. Plus, besides being soft, that fabric has a lot of stretch.”  

They turned the corner that led to the main part of the store and spotted Sam and Leah looking at some baby clothes.  

Sebastian mumbled, “This better not be giving her any ideas.”

Kurt chuckled to himself, “You’re so overprotective.  She’s just having fun.  Be nice.”

“I am nice!” 

They barely greeted the others before Kurt held up a little dress with a matching hat, holding it up and smiling as he showed it to his husband.  Sebastian turned around and started to walk the other way. 

Kurt frowned, “Where are you going?”

“To get a cart!”

Kurt turned to his sister-in-law, “He’s a smart man.”

 


 

 

Several of their friends and family started arriving in town Saturday.  They were all there to spend time together, attend Sugar’s baby shower on Sunday, and then most of them were staying for the opening night of Saved on Tuesday. All of the parents were staying in a hotel, letting the college students save a little money on their trip by staying with their friends.

On Sunday morning, Sugar and her family arrived for the baby shower.

Her eyes widened when she came in, “Oh my gosh, Angel.  It looks beautiful in here.”  She got a little teary.  

The mantel had cream, blush, and pink flowers in short vases from one end to the other, and hanging from the front of it was a gold letter banner that read, “Oh Baby!”  There were some cream colored, pink, and gold balloons, as well as clear ones filled with gold confetti.  The tv played a slideshow of Sugar and Puck with her growing baby bump. Sugar had taken a photo a week. There were more flowers on the end tables, and the kitchen island was filled with food for brunch, more decor, and an adorable diaper cake as the centerpiece.  

“I’m glad you like it,”  Kurt kissed her on the cheek, then hugged Puck, Vinny, and Cindy.

“I love it.”

He turned to Cindy, “What was your reaction when you saw her adorable belly?”

“Oh, she’s just glowing!  And it looks like she’s just got a basketball under her shirt.  She didn’t gain any weight anywhere else.”

“I so did, Mom.”

“It doesn’t look like it.  You look fantastic.”

“Thanks,”  Sugar smiled.  

As soon as Jeff heard they were there, he ran down the steps from the guest bedroom, “Sweets!”

She smiled, “Jeffie!”

He slowed down and pulled her into a gentle hug, “I can’t get over how gorgeous you look!”

 “Thanks, Hun.  Go ahead.  I know you’re dying to,”  She motioned to her belly.  

He nodded quickly and reached out, rubbing her belly. He leaned down, “Hi, baby girl. It’s Uncle Jeff!”

“Oh good lord,”  Puck muttered, making Vinny laugh. 

Jeff gave him the stink eye, “Don’t start with me, Puck.  You get this all the time.  I don’t.”

He shook his head, “I’m just picturing what it’s gonna be like when she gets here and you and Kurt are in the same room with her.”

Jeff made a face, “Kurt?”

Puck rolled his eyes and made his way into the kitchen, “I’m trying.”  

Kurt laughed, “He’s made it to two times calling me Kurt now.  It’s progress, no matter how slow.”

 

Everyone was enjoying their time together, and the parents couldn’t get enough of seeing Sugar at eight months pregnant.  Eileen and Charlie couldn’t wipe the smiles off their faces.  Kurt couldn’t help but be glad they had become such good friends.  They needed time together during the holidays and the occasional dinner, but these special occasions like weddings and showers were just icing on the cake.

Jeremy and Ashley, as well as Ben and Ty, answered a lot of questions from the group of friends about the big night coming up.  They thought it was sweet that everyone was so concerned that things were going well.  

Isabelle and John came as well.  John looked like he had no clue about any of what was going on, but was happy to see them all again.  

“So, John, is this your first baby shower?”  Puck asked, smirking at the look of wonderment on John’s face as he looked around.

He nodded, “Yeah.  I mean, Izzy has dragged me to a couple of big events, but nothing that involved babies.  Congratulations, man.  You guys are going to be naturals.  I just know it.”

Puck clapped him on his back, “Thanks.”

“You will,” Isabelle agreed. “And don’t let John fool you.  He had a blast when I dragged him shopping.”

John leaned over and whispered, “Because it didn’t take forever since she wasn’t trying on any of the clothes.” 

Puck chuckled as Isabelle hit John in the arm with the back of her hand, “Hush, you.”

 

When it was time to open gifts, Sebastian put two chairs in front of the fireplace where the gifts had been placed.  Puck, Sugar, and Baby Puckerman were completely spoiled.   They were given every item on their registry, both large and small, plus clothes galore.  

When Sugar opened a beautifully wrapped gift tied with a pastel rainbow ribbon, her eyes widened for a second, then tears began to flow.  She pulled out a beautiful birthing gown.  It was cream, with a large floral print in shades of pink.  It had a matching pink robe and hair band. She gently ran her hand over the incredibly soft fabric, then over the tag labeled KHS.  

She looked up at Kurt with watery eyes, “Angel…”

He smiled gently at her, “Open the other box that goes with it.”

She handed the box with her gown to Puck, then opened the second box.  She was no longer able to hold back her quiet sobs as she lifted a beautiful matching sleep sack, swaddling blanket, and hat that had delicate fabric flowers on the front for the baby. It coordinated with her gown perfectly.

“I know I’m hormonal and an emotional mess, but this just means so much to me, Angel.  It’s like we’re going to be wrapped in one of your amazing hugs when we wear these. First my wedding dress, now this.”  She shook her head, “You’ve both already done so much.  The shower, the stroller, now these. Not to mention helping in the nursery.  Thank you both so much.”

Kurt leaned into Sebastian’s embrace, “We love all three of you.  We are so excited to welcome your daughter, our goddaughter, into our family.”  Sebastian smiled and winked at her.

She got up and went to them, hugging them both.

Chris went into the bathroom and grabbed a box of tissues, then took them to Sugar.  She smiled and thanked him.

When she sat back down, she opened an adorable gift bag from Eileen and Charlie.  There were some washcloths, hooded towels, and pacifiers that they had registered for, but then she pulled out a gorgeous hand knitted multi-colored pastel blanket.  She looked up at Eileen, “Did you make this?”

Eileen nodded, “I did.  It’s made with love.”

The waterworks started again and Sugar held it to her chest, “Thank you so much.  Oh my god, I’m such a mess!”

When the gifts were opened, everyone continued to mingle, Cindy and Sugar asked Kurt about the gown.  They held it up, and a few other ladies came to look too.

“It’s super low cut in the back, pretty much backless, so they have access for the epidural.  The font overlaps and ties to the side for access to your belly for the monitors.  The neckline snaps a little for decency, but can unsnap and easily pull over for breastfeeding and skin to skin contact with your daughter.  I know sleeves bother you sometimes for sleeping, so I made it sleeveless, but it’s also Fall, so that’s why I added the robe.”

“You thought of everything,”  Cindy smiled.

Kurt watched Sugar as she started to cry again. He pulled her into a hug, “Awe, Sug, please don’t cry.”  He kissed the top of her head. He looked to Puck.

Puck shrugged, “She cried the other day because the nursery looked so good.  Then she cried at a movie preview and at how cute this little old couple who came into the bakery were. Oh, and let's not forget when she couldn’t manage to bend over and tie her shoes.”

Vinny chuckled a little.  Puck was only teasing, and you could still hear the love in his voice.  He loved watching them in this new adventure.

Sugar ignored her husband, “I just love you so much, Angel.”

“I love you, too,” he smiled warmly, pulling her into a hug.

 

Once the party was wrapping up, they loaded all of the gifts into the back of Kurt’s Navigator and took them to Puck and Sugar’s.  It took two trips. 

Before Kurt pulled away, Puck opened his car door, “Get out.  I want a hug.”

“Okay,”  Kurt got out and opened his arms.

Puck wrapped him in a big bear hug, “Thank you so much for everything.  We couldn’t ask for better friends than you and Seb.  It means the world to us, Princess.  Just having your support means so much, but then everything else on top of that…Thank you.”

“I love you, Noah.  And you know I love both of your girls.  We’ll always be here for you.  You really are going to make such great parents.”

“I love you, too.”  Puck kissed him on the cheek before letting him get back in his Nav and drive away.

Puck and Sugar spent the rest of the evening with Vinny and Cindy, getting the new clothes and sheets washed, and the other items set up and put away.  

 

While Kurt was gone, Burt turned to Sebastian and quietly asked, “How’s he doing?  Tell it to me straight, kid.”

“He’s doing better than he was over the summer.  When he had more free time, he got lost in his thoughts too much.  He’s becoming hyper aware that time is running out and Blaine will be a free man, and he’s really anxious about it.  Being back in school is helping.  It’s keeping his mind off of it a bit and giving him other things to think about.  He’s going to see Dr. Kurz twice as often now.  It’s helping.”

He nodded, “How’s his eating?”

“So far, so good.”

“Has he thought about taking medication?”  Carol asked.

“They discussed it during his last visit.  Dr. Kurz also mentioned a therapy or service dog.  He’s considering both.  You can ask him about it.  I don’t want to say too much without him here.”

“I know, kiddo.  But he doesn’t open up all the time, and I’m just worried.”

“I know.  Me too.  I’m nervous about him seeing the musical on Tuesday, but he’s insisting that he won’t miss it.”

 


 

 

By the time Tuesday evening arrived, they had spent a nice amount of time with their family and friends.  Puck, Kurt, and Sebastian all continued to go to classes on both Monday and Tuesday.  It actually worked out really well, because their families and out of town friends were able to meet them for lunch and see a bit of their campuses.

Tuesday evening, they were all getting dressed to go to Opening Night when Sebastian found Kurt sitting out on the terrace off the master bedroom. 

He opened the door and took a seat in the chair next to him.  Kurt continued to look out at the park below.  All of the trees had began to change color, and it was a breathtaking view.  After a minute he spoke without turning to look at his husband, “I’m okay.  I know you’re worried.  I may not be okay later, but for now, I am.”

Sebastian looked over at him and reached out to take his hand.  Kurt laid his head back and turned to look at him.  Seb smiled warmly, “I love you.  And no matter how you react, or how it makes you feel, I love you just the same.  I’ll always be here to support and comfort you, no matter what.”

“I know.  I love you, too. More than anything.”

 

Jeremy and Ben had been doing “press” for a few months.  There had been interviews and press releases, and lots of buzz within the Broadway community.  Jeremy was a big deal on Broadway, so anything that he had a hand in created interest.  This was no exception.

There wasn’t as much fanfare as there would have been if it had gone straight to Broadway, but there was still a red carpet, a logoed photo backdrop, press, and even some fans of Jeremy’s and Ben's were there.  For an off-Broadway production, it was a lot.

All of their friends and family had met at the penthouse for dinner beforehand.  When it was time to go, they headed down to the lobby and out to the street where Jeremy had sent limos to pick everyone up.  When it pulled up to the red carpet, Kurt, Sebastian, as well as Puck and Sugar, climbed out of the first limo to a few photos being taken. Sebastian and Kurt were immediately attached to each other. They all made their way down the carpet quickly, then stood for some photos in front of the backdrop that was adorned with the logo from the musical.  Jeremy and Ben joined them for some photos as well.  Puck protectively wrapped his arm around Sugar as they made their way toward them.  When Sugar reached Kurt, he put his arm around her for a quick hug and kissed her head.  

Kurt watched as a limo with Nick, Jeff, Chris, Elliott, Jenna, and Hayden pulled up, then another with their parents and siblings. The final limo had Santana, Brittany, Cameron, Quinn, Channing, and Orion. Once photos were taken, a few reporters yelled out some questions. Some questions were personal, and ignored, but simple ones were answered.

One reporter asked, “Who are you wearing?”

“We’re both wearing one of my own designs,”  Kurt answered.  He was a bit taken aback when the camera flashes started going off in rapid succession after that.  

“Are you excited to see Saved ? Will it be hard to watch?” another reporter asked.

Sebastian smiled politely, “We’re excited to see it.  We know it has a happy ending.”
As they continued, they noticed a few other people they recognised besides their friends.  Tom Warren and Chris Radcliffe, who played Colin in RENT , were both there. There were also some stars they hadn’t thought about being friends with Jeremy, like the stars of Supergirl,  Melissa Benoist and her husband/co-star, Chris Wood.

Before Jeremy went in to attend to his duties, he hugged both Sebastian and Kurt, “I hope you enjoy this.  I hope I did your story justice.  And on behalf of myself and the cast, thank you for providing dinner for everyone and for the flowers.”

“You’re welcome. Like I told you Sunday, I’m sure we’ll love it,”  Sebastian squeezed his shoulder.  

Jeremy looked at Kurt, “Are you sure you’re up for this?”

He nodded, “I am.  I’m looking forward to seeing it.  Besides, like Bas said, we know it has a happy ending.”  Seb leaned over and kissed the side of his head.

 

Once inside, they saw Santana and Brittany were sitting with Ashley and Ty, who they had somehow missed outside at the red carpet.  Cameron, Quinn, Elliott, and Chris were seated with Vinny and Cindy.  Eileen and Charlie were close by as well. They made sure to acknowledge everyone, even though it was too difficult to go and chat at the moment.

Kurt held on to Sebastian tightly. Not only was he nervous, but he felt a lot of eyes on him. He told himself it was only his friends and family, but he knew better. It was a bit unnerving.

Seb turned to him, “Listen to me.  If at any time you feel you need some air, or whatever the case may be, please tell me.  We’ll get up and wait in the lobby if we need to.  You, right here and now...today...You are what’s most important to me.  We take care of you first.  Understand?”

He nodded as he felt his collar under his shirt, “Yes, Sir.” 

Seb kissed his knuckles of the hand he was holding, then they made their way to their seats. They sat and looked through the playbill, enjoying seeing the photos and reading about the cast.  They appreciated the information clearly presented about the statistics of domestic abuse and sexual assault, as well as helplines for suicide prevention and domestic abuse. There was a section mentioning that this was based on a true story, with a small photo of the couple from their wedding.

When the lights dimmed as a warning for showtime, Sebastian gave Kurt’s hand a small squeeze.  They were surprised when Ben approached quickly.  He leaned down and spoke in Sebastian’s ear, since he was the one on the isle, “I just wanted to let you know that if intermission comes and Kurt needs some privacy, you are free to go to the stairs at stage right.  Once you’re in the hallway just past the door at the top of the stairs, there’s a private office on the right.  It’s all yours.”

He didn’t stay for a response, but Sebastian was very grateful that their friend had thought about Kurt’s needs.  He leaned over and whispered what Ben had told him to Kurt.  Kurt squeezed his hand in return, then they both turned their attention to the stage.

 

Appropriately, the opening scene of the play was in the coffee shop.  Kurt and Sebastian both smiled a bit, then Seb leaned over, giving Kurt a quick kiss on the cheek.  As the play progressed, things were going well.  They enjoyed seeing Josh and Parker and thought they were doing a great job of portraying them without impersonating them.  

When the first dreaded scene began, Kurt held his breath.  Seb began slowly stroking his hand with his thumb.  Kurt squeezed a little tighter.  He wanted to close his eyes so badly, but found he couldn’t.

Sebastian could feel not only his own shoulders and back tensing up, but he could sense it from Kurt as well.  He wrapped his arm around Kurt’s shoulder to comfort them both.  

Sugar was sitting next to Kurt, with tears already flowing.  She placed her hand on his leg, which he instantly grabbed and held on to.  Puck wanted to pull them all into his lap.  If he could have, he would have.  He did the next best thing by putting his arm around his wife, and resting his hand on Kurt’s shoulder.

As soon as Sebastian’s character appeared in the scene, a relief washed over Kurt.  He took a deep breath and let it out slowly.  It took him a moment to realize that he had tears running down his cheeks.  Sugar handed him a tissue, knowing he was going to need it just as much as she had.  

 

At intermission, Sebastian leaned forward to speak to Puck and Sugar quickly, “We’re going to disappear for a few.  We’ll be back.”

Puck gave them a nod, then Kurt and Sebastian immediately stood and made their way to the private office Ben had told them about.  

“Thank you.  I didn’t want to be out there with everyone looking at me and asking if I’m okay.  It’s a little overwhelming.  All I need right now is you.”

Sebastian pulled him into a hug, “That’s one thing you’ll always have, no matter what.  How are you doing?  Do you want to go back out for the second half?”

“Yes, Sir.  I’m okay. Jeremy and Ben did an amazing job.  It’s very well done, and the songs are fantastic.  I know you understand, it’s just hard to see some parts.”

“I do understand.  I agree about them doing a good job with it, though. It’s pretty amazing.”

They held each other for several minutes.  Silence and each other’s arms were all they needed for the time being.  When it was almost time to return to their seats, there was a soft knock at the door.

Ben poked his head in.  “Hi,” he spoke gently. “Are you okay?”

Kurt nodded and gave him a small smile, but he and Sebastian didn’t let go of each other. “Yeah.  It’s really great, Ben.  You and Jeremy should be so proud.”

“Thanks.  I hope we are doing your story at least a little bit of justice.  I just wanted to let you know that the lights are flashing, so it’s time to go back out.  If you want to skip the second act, we won’t take offence.”

“No, we definitely want to go back out.  Thanks, Ben.”

 

While Kurt and Sebastian were backstage, all of their families and friends got up to stretch their legs and wander into the lobby or to each other.  Everyone was concerned about the disappearance of Kurt and Sebastian.  

Jeff and Nick both found Puck and Sugar right away.  Jeff asked, “Where did they go?  Did Kurtsie seem upset?”

“We both cried during the bar scene, but I think he was doing okay,” Sugar looked to Puck.

He agreed, “I think they just needed some alone time.  It was a lot to take in, and knowing Princess, I’m sure he just didn’t want everyone looking at him or asking a million questions yet.”

Nick nodded, “I’m sure. It is a lot to take in.  The actual musical, the acting, the numbers, but then the story, and the memories.  I’m sure it’s overwhelming.”

Puck looked over toward their parents and saw the casual friendly conversations they were having, but he also saw the worry on their faces.  Burt was glancing around as if he was searching for his son.  

Puck approached him, “He and Seb went backstage to a private room. I think they needed some alone time away from the crowds.”

Burt nodded, “Did he seem okay?  I couldn’t see his face, and then when the lights came up, they seemed to be gone by the time I glanced back.”

“I think he’ll be okay.  He cried.  So did Sugar, but what’s new with that?” Puck said teasingly.

Burt smirked a little, “Yeah, yeah.  Soak up this time, Puck.”

“I am, trust me.  I don’t mind the tears.  But seriously, I think he just needed a few minutes to digest what he saw and what he’s feeling without being bombarded and watched.  He’ll be okay.”

Burt patted him on the back, “I’m glad he’s got you, son.”

“I’m glad I’ve got him, too.”

 

When Kurt and Sebastian came back to their seats, Kurt ignored everyone’s concerned glances.  Sebastian, however, gave Burt a quick nodd, letting him know Kurt was okay.  He knew he had to be worried.  Burt appreciated the confirmation.  He always respected that about his son-in-law.

They both stood up when Puck and Sugar needed back to their seats.  Sugar smiled, “Do you really think I can squeeze through there?”  She giggled and rubbed her belly.

They both smiled, “Maybe not,”  Kurt winked. 

They moved out into the aisle where they both hugged and kissed their best friends as they passed.  Kurt could feel the love and the unspoken message of support.  He loved them so much.  

 

During the second half when the scene involving “Mark” (Mac’s character), Sugar and Kurt held hands with each other, as well as their husbands.  The four of them had had a long talk when Jeremy and Ben first proposed the idea of the musical.  They knew that Puck and Sugar would be important characters in the musical, seeing as though they are their best friends.  Both thought the idea was great, but the longest discussion was about how they would all feel while this turn of events was presented on stage.  

Of the four of them, Sebastian had the hardest time, closely followed by Puck.  All they could think about was what it was like to wonder if their loved one was going to make it. 

For Puck, he was taken right back to holding Sugar’s limp body in his arms, checking his best friend’s pulse to see if he was even alive, and seeing the look on his other best friend’s face when he came running into the emergency room.  

For Sebastian, it was as if he was taken back in time to that dreaded phone call from Finn. Then sitting and holding his boyfriend’s hand, wondering if he would wake up, and what it would be like if he did.  As a tear rolled down his cheek, he was pulled from his memory by his husband’s gentle touch wiping it away.  He turned to see Kurt looking at him lovingly, then watched as his husband’s lips gently kissed his hand.  He loves that man more than life itself.

 

Before they knew it, much of the cast was in private school uniforms and the songs became a bit more upbeat.  By the time the proposal came, all the tension and worry had left, and there was nothing but smiles on their faces.  

When it was over, there was a standing ovation, and they couldn’t have been happier with the way their friends had shared their story.  Kurt and Sebastian were exiting their row when Melissa Benoist and Chris Wood approached.  

Melissa smiled, “Hi.  I’m Melissa, and this is my husband, Chris.  We just wanted to introduce ourselves, and finally meet you in person.  Jeremy has had nothing but wonderful things to say about the two of you and all of your family and friends. Obviously, he thinks very highly of you.”

They shook hands and Sebastian responded, “Thank you so much. It’s a pleasure meeting you.”  He lowered his voice and leaned in a little, “Would you mind introducing yourself to our brother, Sam?  He’s a huge fan.”

She smiled, “I’ve heard.  I would love to.”  

They watched with huge smiles as she approached Sam and Leah.  Sam’s eyes widened and he was rendered speechless for a solid minute.  Luckily, Leah had her wits about her enough to give her boyfriend time to recover.  

Per Jeremy’s request, everyone stayed and met the cast on stage once the audience had mostly gone.  They were all given a Saved t-shirt and soundtrack, then more introductions were made before the mingling started.

Parker and Josh approached, immediately hugging the husbands.  

“What did you think?”  Parker asked, looking between them anxiously.

“It was wonderful,”  Kurt answered.  “I can’t imagine anyone else pulling it off like the two of you did.  Thank you so much for putting your heart and souls into it.” Parker and Josh seemed quite relieved.  

When Patrick, the actor who played Blaine, approached, Sebastian noticed Kurt step slightly behind him.  There was a quick greeting, then Kurt made a point to quickly move on.  Patrick was disappointed, but completely understood.  He imagined if he were in the same position, his reaction wouldn’t have been much different.

 

By the time the last photo was taken, and the last hug had been given, Kurt and Sebastian were both exhausted.  They had bid farewell to their families and all of their friends that weren’t staying with them, and finally plopped down on their own couches around midnight.  

“That was pretty amazing,” Nick sighed.

“Mhmm,” Jeff kissed his cheek.  He looked back at Kurt, “Maybe you should go to bed?  I know it was a pretty emotionally draining day. We know where everything is.  Go to bed.”

“It was.  I think I’ll shower first, but bed sounds nice.”

“Come on, Babe.  I’ll wash your hair,” Sebastian stood and offered a hand to Kurt.

“Mmm, my favorite,”  Kurt smiled as he took Seb’s hand.  “Good night everyone.”

“Night, Kurtsie.”

 

The next morning, they woke up to rave reviews from theater critics.

 

 

Notes:

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Chapter 41: Breakthroughs and Baby

Summary:

Kurt has a breakdown, but then a breakthrough. Sebastian has a change of plans. Sugar and Puck become parents!

Notes:

First, let me say THANK YOU for the well wishes. I'm getting better by the day.

**TRIGGER WARNING at the beginning of the chapter - cutting, thoughts of self harm**
I was very emotional during this chapter. It made me cry on several occasions. I hope you enjoy it. Don't let the trigger warning scare you too much. Some tears were tears of joy.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

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About a week after seeing the musical, Kurt was in the master bathroom taking a bath with one of the bath bombs Sebastian had gotten him on a whim one day.  He watched the flames of the candles he had lit on the edge of the garden tub, and let his mind wander.  He lowered himself further into the water, where only his nose and eyes felt the air.  He closed his eyes, held his breath, then lowered himself further.  

When he finally came up for air, he gasped as he sat up completely, pushing his hair off of his forehead.  He sighed, drained the tub, blew out the candles, and got out to dry off.  He wrapped a towel around his waist and headed to his vanity seat at the counter. He stared at himself in the mirror for several long minutes before applying his lotions and drying his hair.  

Once dressed in only pajama pants, he headed downstairs to put the finishing touches on some hand embroidery he had been working on for a school project.  He sat at his work table and began to work the needle in and out of the fabric.  On one pass, he pricked his finger.  He hissed and pulled his hand away from the fabric as quickly as he could, not wanting to get blood on it.  He looked down at the drop of blood coming from his finger and stared.  The only thing breaking his train of thought a minute later was the sound of the printer coming from Sebastian’s office.

He grabbed a tissue and held it to his finger until it stopped bleeding. He grabbed a bandage from the medicine cabinet in the bathroom, then stopped in the kitchen to fix a snack.  

He decided on slicing up some celery for the hummus he had in the refrigerator. Grabbing what he needed, he rinsed the celery, then began cutting.  He watched as the sharp knife cut effortlessly through the stalks.  He remembered the blood from moments before, then cut slower, studying the knife with great concentration as it sliced.  

Before he realized what he was doing, he held the knife up and placed it against the tender skin on the inside of his arm.  He watched as he pushed down, only slightly.  Already, the feeling of physical pain had overtaken what had been consuming his mind so much lately.  He wanted to keep going, ridding himself of the thoughts completely.  He pressed harder, the knife nearly breaking the skin.  

Just as it was about to penetrate, another noise from Sebastian’s office pulled him from his thoughts.  Shocked and terrified of his own actions, his eyes widened and he instantly dropped the knife, letting it crash loudly against the counter as he screamed, “Bas!”

 

Sebastian had never heard Kurt scream like that before.  He was out of his chair and running to find his husband in a heartbeat.  Spotting him in the kitchen, he ran the short distance to him.  Kurt looked like he was in shock as Sebastian grabbed his shoulders and turned him towards him, checking him over for injuries.

“Are you okay?!  What happened?!”

Tears started to flow, “I need help, Bas.  Please, Sir.”

Sebastian pulled him into an embrace, “Okay, Baby.  Anything you need.  Talk to me, Kurt.”  He  pulled back and looked him over again, “You don’t seem hurt.  What is it?  Did something scare you?”

Kurt nodded as the tears continued to flow, “I did.  I scared me.  Sir, I don’t know what’s wrong with me.”  He looked down at the knife, “I...I almost cut myself.  On purpose.”  He looked back up at his husband, “And upstairs…”

Sebastian stayed calm and encouraged him gently, “What happened upstairs, Baby?”

“In the bath.  I went under, and I didn’t… For a minute, I didn’t want to come back up.”  He was having a hard time talking because he was crying so hard, “Sir, I need help.”

Sebastian’s heart broke.  He pulled Kurt back into a hug, kissing the side of Kurt’s head as he held him close, “We’ll get you help.  I promise.  It’s all going to be okay.”  He bent down and wrapped his hands around the back of Kurt’s thighs and lifted him onto the counter.  He stood between Kurt’s legs, continuing to hold him close. 

After Kurt had settled down a little, Sebastian pulled back without letting go.  He stroked Kurt’s face, drying his eyes, “Have you ever wished you were dead, or that you could go to sleep and not wake up?” He needed to know how far this went for Kurt.  He needed to know how scared and worried he needed to be.

Kurt frowned slightly as he shook his head, “No, Sir.  I don’t want to kill myself.  I don’t want to die.  I love my life, and I love you more than anything.  I just...I just wanted a few minutes where my mind wasn’t consumed with… him.  I wanted quiet.  My thoughts can be so loud.”  He looked down at the knife, “And with the cutting...I pricked my finger when I was sewing, and I realized that in that few seconds of pain, I wasn’t consumed by dread.  And then, I thought…”

“That if you cut yourself, the physical pain would overtake the psychological pain?”

Kurt nodded, “Yes Sir.  It was like I wasn’t even present.  I was snapped out of it by a noise you made in the office, and when I realized that I had a knife pressed into my skin, it all terrified me.”

Sebastian leaned in and kissed him gently, “I’m glad you realized it before it penetrated.  But that’s not the biggest issue here. It’s starting to consume you whenever you have any downtime. I need you to call Dr. Kurz and make an emergency appointment for tomorrow.  We’ll go together, if you want.  I think it’s time for medication, Kurt.”

“Yes, Sir.”  Kurt was fidgety, and wouldn’t look up at Sebastian, keeping his eyes down and to the side.

Sebastian grabbed his chin and turned his face so he could look him in the eyes, “What else is bothering you?” There was a long pause, but Sebastian waited patiently.

Barely above a whisper, Kurt answered, “I feel like I need to be punished.”

Without hesitation, Sebastian shook his head, “No. You didn’t break any of the rules, and that is the only way I will ever punish you.  You know how I feel about that.”

Tears welled in Kurt's eyes and he nodded that he understood.

Sebastian brushed Kurt’s hair back with his fingers, “If it’s the feeling of completely submitting to me that you want, you can do that.”

“Yes please, Sir.”

Sebastian looked at the food on the counter, “Are you hungry?”

“No, Sir. I was just trying to stay occupied.”

“Okay.  I’ll finish in the office and clean this up.  You need to call Dr. Kurz.  Since it’s after hours, the voice mail will probably give you a number for non life threatening emergencies that will direct you to the doctor on call.  Take care of that, then get ready.  Do you understand?”

“Yes, Sir.”

“Thank you for being brave about this, Kurt.  I’m proud of you.” He rubbed Kurt’s bare back.

Kurt frowned, “I wasn’t brave.  I was weak.”

Sebastian shook his head, “No. You had a moment of weakness.  That doesn’t make you weak.  And in that moment of weakness, you asked for help.  And that, dear husband of mine, makes you strong and brave.”

A small smile played on Kurt’s lips.  

Sebastian kissed the corner of his mouth, “There it is. I’ve missed it.”

 

An hour later, Sebastian was rubbing calming lotion onto Kurt’s bottom and back.  “How are you feeling?”

“Lighter.  Loved.”

“I’m glad, Baby. Are you ready to take your collar off?”

“Yes, Sir.”

 


 

 

While Kurt was fixing breakfast, Sebastian texted his study group and asked them to take notes for him if possible.  He then texted Channing and Orion, and asked them to do the same for Kurt.  

Kurt brought over two plates of pancakes and joined Sebastian at the table, “Is there anything else you’d like to do today after my appointment?”

“Yeah.  Call me crazy if you want, but I want to go buy a playpen.”

Kurt smiled, “Why?  Are you pregnant?”

Seb chuckled, “I might be.  No, I was just thinking that once the baby is here, it’s going to be a pain in the ass for Puck and Sugar to take her places for any length of time.  It may cause them to stop coming.”

“Then we’ll go over there.”

“At first, that’s what I had settled on too.  But then I thought that they really are going to want to get away from home sometimes.  I mean, they live and work in the same building.  It would be nice for a change of scenery every once in a while, even if it’s just here.  And if we get a playpen like the one they registered for, then the baby will have a bassinet with a mobile, changing table, and playpen all in one.  We can keep in set up in one of the guest bedrooms.”

“That’s very thoughtful and a great idea.  We should get a baby monitor too, if that’s where you want to set it all up.”

“Good idea.”

 

Dr. Kurz welcomed Kurt into his office, “I’m glad you called last night, Kurt.  This is something that should be addressed right away.  How are you feeling today?”

“Better.  I was terrified last night, though.”

“Tell me what happened.”

Kurt went on to tell the doctor what happened, then told him about his discussion with Sebastian, as well as the clean version of what happened after they talked.  Kurt had told Dr. Kurz about his and Sebastian’s dynamics from the very beginning of their doctor/patient relationship.  Dr. Kurz had been understanding and, at times, even encouraging about it. At one point, Kurt had asked him why he was so encouraging, and Dr. Kurz said that because of Kurt’s honesty about it, he had done a lot more research, admitting that with the right combination of people, it could be a great benefit for some people.

“I saw the reviews for Saved .  It’s gotten some high praise already.”

Kurt nodded, “It has. It was really well done.”

“Do you feel like seeing it made things worse for you?”

“No. Parts of it were difficult to watch, but the beautiful parts outweighed the ugly parts.  It was more the anxiety of the unknown beforehand that was the hardest.  So, I think if I had chosen not to see it, that wouldn’t have eased as much, ya know? It would have made it worse.”

 Dr. Kurz nodded, “I can see where that would be the case.  Do you feel like you think about him more since seeing it?”

“Yes, but don’t think it’s because of it.  I just think it’s going to get like this, and worse, as every day passes.  It seemed like just yesterday that we were saying we had ‘years’ before he gets out of prison.  Now we’re counting down by months.  Sometimes I even think of it in terms of weeks.” He paused for a beat, “Bas is getting really worried.  He even took the day off school today so he could come here with me and make sure I was okay afterwards.”

“He’s here?”  Dr. Kurz had never met Sebastian in the three years that Kurt had been his patient. “If you feel you can speak freely and openly in front of him- which from the sound of things, you can- he’s more than welcome to join us.  That is up to you.”

Kurt nodded, “I’d like for him to be here when we discuss medication.”

“I think we’re there. Go ahead and get him.”

Kurt poked his head into the waiting room, “Bas.”  Sebastian looked up from his phone.  “Can you come back with me?”

“Sure, Babe.”  He pocketed his phone and headed back with Kurt.

Dr. Kurz stood and shook his hand and Kurt introduced them, “It’s a pleasure to finally meet you, Sebastian.”

“You too, Dr. Kurz.”

“Well, it’s my understanding that Kurt feels it’s time to take my suggestion of medication.” He went on to discuss what he would like Kurt to try, and why.  After discussing the side effects of a few options, they decided on one.  They discussed therapy and service dogs, as well.  Dr. Kurz said he would email them information on a few companies he knew about.

 


 

After leaving the doctor’s office in Lenox Hill, they grabbed some lunch to go, then went to have a picnic in the lower east side of Central Park.  It was a beautiful sunny day, and the Fall foliage was at its peak.  They people watched as they ate, then decided to stroll the The Mall that was canopied in orange leaves.

As they walked hand in hand, Kurt asked, “What do you think about a therapy dog?  I think if we got a dog at all, a therapy dog would be better for me than a service dog.”

“If we’re talking about right this moment, then I agree.  But I think we need to wait and see how you do on your medication first.  That will give us time to see if your panic attacks decrease, as well, which will tell us which you need.  Even if you do well on the medication, I think a therapy dog would be a good option for you.  Maybe after we graduate.”

“That will be like 7 years from now, Love.”

Sebastian got a slightly guilty look on his face, then pulled Kurt over to sit on an empty bench.  “I wanted to talk to you about that, actually.”  Kurt looked confused. Seb squeezed his hand a bit, “It’s okay.  I just want you to hear me out, and know that I am doing this because I think it’s what’s best for me.

“Okay,” Kurt nodded, not taking his eyes off of Sebastian.

“I rearranged some things in my classwork this year.  I’m focusing on respiratory therapy, with my goal still being in pediatrics.”

“Spell that out for the non med student folks in the room, Bas.”

He chuckled and kissed Kurt quickly before he continued, “Okay.  During the fall semester last year, one of my classes was focused on the respiratory system.  I found it fascinating and loved the class and the professor.  I spoke to her after class one day, and she encouraged me to take another one of her classes during the spring semester that would fit in with my requirements.  I did, and I loved it.  I’m sure you remember me talking about Professor Wirsing.”

“Yeah. You really liked her.”

“Right. Well, over the summer, I was thinking about how I missed being in the hospital setting like I was during my internship.  It was confusing, because I loved that environment, but the internship wasn’t really helping me in my end goal.  But then I thought, if I loved and missed the hospital so much, is owning my own practice really the goal I should have?”  He shrugged, “So I did a lot of thinking, and a lot of research.  I don’t want to be a pediatrician.”

Kurt’s eyes widened and then he frowned, “Are...are you sure?”

“I’m sure.  I don’t want to spend what would more than likely be more than the next 7 years in school for a career that just doesn’t thrill me the same way.  We went to Mt. Siani in the spring class and did a tour of the Respiratory Center.  I really wish every professor did that, or at least encouraged students to do it on their own.  I think it would help so many people make the right choices.  Anyway, respiratory therapy in a hospital setting is fast paced.  It’ll have me on my toes with critical thinking and communication skills.  And I can still focus on pediatrics and work with kids.”

“I haven’t heard you be this excited about your career choices since you got your acceptance letter from Columbia.”

Sebastian smiled, “I really am excited about it.”

“How much longer will you need to be in school?”

“That’s the most exciting part...All I need is my BS in Respiratory Therapy.  I’ll be finished after this school year, unless I decide to get my masters degree. There’s an exam I need to pass to actually get my license, but that shouldn’t be bad.”

Kurt raised his eyebrows and thought it all through for a moment. Sebastian really did seem excited about this discovery. He frowned a bit and put his hand on Seb’s leg, “I’m really happy that you seem so happy.  And if this is what you decide you want to do, then of course I say go for it.  But why didn’t you tell me any of this?”

The guilty look was back.  “Well, mostly because it was just something I had to figure out on my own.  But, I also didn’t want to burden you with one more thing you had to worry about.” With the troubled look on Kurt’s face, he quickly continued, “I knew I’d tell you once I made up my mind, obviously. It’s just been such a crazy summer and beginning to the school year that it would have been one more thing added to your list of things to worry about. Not much at school has changed with this new goal and that made me just… not think much about it when I came home.  I’m really sorry.” He sighed, “Now I feel like I’ve lied to you, and I never do that.”

Kurt shook his head, “It’s okay.  Really.  I just feel bad for making the beginning of the school year so crazy.”

“Babe, no.  I know you’ve been stressed, and your anxiety has been really bad, but that’s far from the only thing adding to the craziness that is our lives.  My sister moving to town, the wedding, the baby, the musical...All on top of school and work... It’s just been a lot.”

“It has been.”  He paused, then asked, “And you’re sure this will make you happy?”

Sebastian gave him a reassuring look and nodded, “I know it will.”

“Well, if it makes you happy, then it makes me happy.  I love you.”  He leaned over and gave his husband a soft kiss.

“I love you, too.”

 


 

Once they were finished at the park, they hopped on the subway and headed to BuyBuy Baby.  Grabbing a cart, they found the playpen that was on Puck and Sugar’s registry.  They agreed that it was the best choice, and put one in the cart.  Next, they chose a baby monitor.  They roamed the aisles a bit, then decided to get a few smaller items to keep at their place.  They got a baby blanket, a box of wipes, and a travel kit that included shampoo, powder, diaper cream, and a baby brush,

“You know Noah is going to make fun of us for this.”

“I know,” Seb chuckled. “But Sugar will appreciate it.  And I’m sure Puck will, too, the first time they need any of it.”

“That’s true.”

They took a taxi home because of the size of their purchases, then spent the rest of the afternoon having fun setting it all up in one of the bedrooms.

 

They settled down to snuggle on the couch and watch a movie. Kurt sat between Seb’s legs, resting his back against his chest.

“I have a confession.”

“Okay.”

“I can’t stop thinking about how you’re going to be finished with school at the same time as me.  I won’t have to be alone for days on end, year after year, while you’re in class or doing your rounds as a resident.  I feel guilty for thinking of it that way.”

“Don’t Babe.  It’s a huge perk of what I’m deciding to do.  It’s not the reason I’m doing it, but I’ll admit it played a part.  I agree with you one hundred percent that it will be nice to have that time together.”

“I know we need some years to get our careers started, but this also means that we can start a family of our own sooner than expected.”

“Yes, it does,” Sebastian squeezed Kurt a little harder and kissed his shoulder that was in front of him.  “Think we should practice our baby making skills?”

Kurt laughed, “If only it were that easy for us to make a baby.  But yes, I think that sounds like a great idea.”

 


 

Before they knew it, Halloween was upon them.  Between Kurt’s medication and keeping his mind busy with school and preparing for their annual party, he was doing really well.  Sebastian could not have been more pleased.

Their friends from Boston had arrived the night before.  The only regulars that weren’t able to make it were Finn and Shannon.  Finn wasn’t able to get away from the garage, and Shannon had a big project due for school.  

The party was a nice break from school for everyone, and they were all excited to see each other again, even having just seen each other recently for opening night and the baby shower.  Nothing differed from what they typically did when everyone was together.  They laughed, ate, sang, danced, and caught up on what was going on in each other’s lives that wasn’t shared on social media.

Puck did give the two of them a little bit of a hard time about the playpen, but he was only teasing.  He was really glad they were so excited about the baby.  He had no doubt she was going to be loved as much as any baby could be.

When it was time for the Puck and Sugar to go home, they got extra lovin’ from the out of town friends.  They knew the next time they’d see them, they’d be parents.  

 


 

 

Four days after the party, Kurt met Sugar for lunch.  He stood from the table he had secured and hugged her with a quick kiss on the cheek before she sat.

“How are you?” he asked his friend. It was obvious that she was tired.  Glowing, but tired.

“I’m hanging in there.  My back is killing me.  Thanks for ordering my salad. It looks good.”

“You’re welcome.”

The two friends chatted while they ate, but Kurt noticed that Sugar was getting antsy.  He frowned, “Are you sure you’re okay?”

She nodded, “I think so.”

“Are you in pain?” Kurt could tell she was really uncomfortable.  More so than she was the day before.

“A little.” She whispered, “I’m sure it’s just gas pains.”

Once they were finished, they headed out.  Kurt insisted on walking Sugar back to the bakery.

“I really think you need to take the rest of the afternoon off.  You’re obviously uncomfortable.”

She nodded, “I think I might be-” She stopped, her hands going right to her lower abdomen under her baby bump, “Oh God…”

“Sugar, do we need to go to the hospital?”

She shook her head, “Not yet.  But I think I might be in labor.”

By this point, they were only a block and a half for the bakery.  Kurt put his arm around her waist as they walked so she could lean into him as much as she needed.

“I’m going to call Noah.”  Sugar just nodded, so he got out his phone and called the dad-to-be.

 

Puck was in class when his phone vibrated. As soon as he felt it, he pulled it out of his pocket.  He frowned a bit, wondering why Kurt would be calling in the middle of the day, then remembered he was going to lunch with Sugar.  He pressed the green icon and whispered, “Princess?”

“Hey. Sugar thinks she might be in labor.  We’re almost back to the apartment.”

Puck shot up out of his seat as he yelled, “Holy shit!”

He heard Kurt chuckle at him, then noticed everyone in class had turned to look at him, and the professor stopped talking.  He replied to Kurt quickly, “I’ll be there asap,” then hung up.

The professor frowned, “Problem, Mr. Puckerman?”

He was gathering his laptop and books, shoving them into his bag as he spoke, “My wife… she’s in labor!”

Everyone smiled, including the professor, “Well, go!  Hurry!”  As he ran out of the room, she called out to him, “Congratulations!”

 

When Kurt and Sugar made it to the bakery, they headed inside and went back to the office.  Gina was sitting behind Sugar’s desk and looked up and smiled, greeting them both. When Sugar gave her a forced smile, she frowned, “What’s wrong?”

She shook her head, “Nothing’s wrong.  But I am in labor.”

Gina’s eyebrows shot up and she smiled, “Go on upstairs and rest.  Don’t worry about the bakery at all for at least the next eight weeks.  We’ve planned for this, and we’re ready.”

Sugar gave her a more genuine smile, “Thanks, Gina.  I’ll keep in touch.”

 

Upstairs in the apartment, Kurt walked her over to the couch.  He brought the colorful ottoman over and lifted her legs up to rest on it.  “How are you feeling?  What can I get you?”

“I just need you to sit with me.  Get out your phone.  Call Seb.  I know you’re dying to.  Then be ready to time my next contraction and the time in between.”

“What about your hospital bag?”

“It’s in the coat closet, ready to go.”  She laid her head back and closed her eyes.

Kurt called Sebastian.  

He answered, “Is everything okay?  Shouldn’t you be back in class?”  

Kurt could hear the worry in his voice, “I’m okay, Love.  Sugar is having contractions. She’s not ready to go to the hospital quite yet, but be prepared.”

Now Kurt heard worry, mixed with excitement, “Is she feeling okay?”

“They aren’t too bad for now.  I’m going to stay with her, though. I’ll call Isabelle in a minute.  Noah is on his way.”

“Okay, Babe.  Give her my love.  Keep me posted, and I’ll meet you there later.  Love you.”

“Love you, too.” He turned to Sugar after he hung up, “Bas sends his love.  He’ll meet us later and drive us to the hospital. Tell me when the next contraction starts.”  

 

Puck and Sugar had worked all of this out with their friends.  Sugar didn’t want to be alone much during her last week of pregnancy.  She was fine in the city by herself now.  Self defense class had been good for her and her confidence had soared over the years.  But she had a fear of going into labor and having to get to the hospital on her own while she was in pain.  So, they arranged for her to meet someone for lunch every day or stay with her during her time off if Puck was going to be working or in class.  

They had also made it clear that they really wanted Kurt and Sebastian to be with them in the hospital up until the actual delivery.  Sugar knew that her boys would help keep both her and Puck calm. They needed their love and support now more than ever.  The rest of the friend group was to be informed in a group text once they headed to the hospital, but they were fine with them coming and going as they needed.  Sebastian was in charge of calling Vinny and Cindy once they were on the way to the hospital.

 

When Puck got home, he rushed into the living room and went straight to Sugar, kneeling in front of her.  Kurt couldn’t help but think it was adorable.  

“Sug, are okay?  How do you feel?  How far apart are the contractions?  Is it time to go yet?  Is she almost here?!”

Sugar giggled, “Hun, take a breath.  It’s not time quite yet.  My contractions are still eight minutes apart.”

Puck looked to Kurt, who waved the timer on his phone in the air a little, letting him know that he was keeping track and timing them.  He turned back to his wife, “Okay.  Okay.” Puck took a deep breath.  “What do you need?”

“Nothing.  Just hold me.”

Puck sat on the end of the couch sideways and Sugar rested in between his legs and against his chest.  She put her feet on Kurt’s lap and he began to gently massage her legs and feet. She had another contraction, and both boys soothed her through it.  

When it was over she said, “I just want to tell you now that I love you both.  Make sure Seb knows too.  You know, just in case I’m biting everyone’s heads off later.  I don’t mean anything bad I might say.  I love you guys.”

Puck rubbed her arms, “I love you, too, Sug.”

Kurt winked, “I love you, too.  But if you’re gonna bite someone’s head off, make sure it’s Noah’s and not mine.  I mean, he’s the one that did this to you.”

She laughed as Puck pouted, “Hey!  She enjoyed it.”

Kurt wrinkled up his nose like he was disgusted, but he was smiling nonetheless.

 

An hour later, there was a knock at the door.  When Kurt went to answer it, he was surprised to see his husband there.

He kissed him quickly, then said, “I thought you were going to come over after class.” 

“I couldn’t concentrate on anything in class knowing Sugar was in labor, so I gave up. I stopped and got your car and made sure the car seat is in it, ready to go.” 

Sugar’s car was too old to have the proper mechanics to hold a modern car seat, and Sebastian’s didn’t have a backseat.  They had all agreed to keep a car seat in Kurt’s car since they wouldn’t need it much.

Kurt smiled at him and they headed into the living room.  

Sebastian bent down and kissed Sugar on the forehead, “Hey Sug. Everything okay so far?”

She nodded, “Yeah.  We’re getting closer.”  

“You’ve been drinking fluids?”

“Yep. These two have been quite the Mother Hen’s.”

“I’m sure they have.”  Sebastian looked to Puck, “Do you need anything?”

“No, I’m good, Seb.  But thanks.”

He looked at Kurt, “How far apart are her contractions?”

“Six minutes.  They’re lasting about 45 seconds.  It won’t be much longer until we need to leave.”

 

Two hours later, she hit the 5-1-1 rule.  Her contractions were five minutes apart, each lasting one minute, for one consecutive hour.  Puck called the hospital to let them know they were on their way.  Kurt grabbed her hospital bag that contained everything Sugar and the baby would need.  Sebastian called Vinny on his way to get the car.

Vinny answered the phone with a voice full of expectation, “Is it time?!”

Sebastian smiled, “It’s time, Vinny.  I’m getting the car now, and we’re headed to the hospital.”

“We’ll be there as soon as we can.”

 

Once Sugar was checked in, she was taken to Labor and Delivery right away.  Kurt and Sebastian were impressed with her room.  Puck and Sugar had already been on a tour of the L&D Department during their birthing class, so they knew what to expect.  The room was private, large, and had plenty of seating.  It was much homier than the typical hospital room.  

She changed into her birthing gown and robe in the bathroom, then Puck helped her get into bed.  Her contractions were getting more and more painful.

They were there for hours.  Puck, Kurt, and Sebastian each took turns rubbing her back, walking with her, singing softly to her through her contractions, and holding her hand. 

Whenever a nurse came in to check her dilation, Sebastian and Kurt either left the room or respectfully turned around.  

The third time it happened, Sugar said, “You’ve both seen me naked, you don’t need to turn around.”

Kurt quipped, “Seeing you naked is different than seeing you spread eagle with someone’s fingers inside you, Sweets.”  

Sebastian and Puck both laughed and the nurse bit her lip.

Sugar smiled at her, “I bet this seems like a weird dynamic, huh?”

She shook her head, “I quit wondering about who was who in delivery rooms years ago.  I see all sorts of stuff.”  She nodded toward Puck, “I know he’s the daddy because he’s not turning around.  He’s also watching me like a hawk.”

Sugar nodded, “Yep.  This is my husband Noah.  Most people call him Puck.  And Kurt and Sebastian over there are our best friends.  They’re also the baby’s godfathers.”

“Well, you’re very lucky to have such caring men in your life.”

“They’re the best.”

“Okay, Sugar.  You’re about the same as you have been the last two times I’ve checked.  I’m going to call the doctor in and see if she wants to induce you a bit more with some Pitocin.”

“Okay.”

It was well into the middle of the night when the doctor felt it was time to come in and check.  They started Pitocin right away.  

 

The guys all took cat naps on the love seat the best they could.  Their other friends had all been in and out throughout the evening, and the room was now quiet.  Puck sat on the edge of the bed as Sugar leaned into him.  He would rub her back as she squeezed his hand through a contraction.  She tried to keep quiet, but she would moan through the pain.  

“Remember to breathe, Sug.  Let’s do it how we practiced,”  Puck would help her do the breathing exercises they learned in class. 

The next time the nurse came in to check her dilation, she smiled, “You’re finally 5 cintimeteres.  Do you still want an epidural?”

“Dear God, yes.”

She smiled, “I’ll get that ordered.  It won’t be much longer now.”

 

When the anesthesiologist and his nurse came in to give the epidural, Sugar was more than ready.  Puck, however, was not.  He was never good with needles, but this giant needle they were going to put in her back… too much.  

“Noah, are you okay?  You look like you’re going to pass out.”  Kurt saw him looking at the needle.

“Um…I don’t know if I can watch that.”

“He doesn’t like needles,” Sugar said through a contraction.

“Then he hates that one,” Kurt mumbled, seeing it’s size.  He went to Puck, “Go sit down.  I’ll stay with her through this part.”

Sebastian grabbed Puck, afraid he would pass out, and walked him over to the couch. “Sit with your head lowered between your knees as much as possible.”  Once he got Puck taken care of, he returned to the end of the bed to watch. 

Sugar was a trooper through it all.  When it was finished, she laid back in bed. 

The nurse smiled, “You did great.  That gown was perfect for that.”

Sugar smiled as she watched Kurt blush a little.  She nodded toward him, “He made it for me.  Just like my wedding dress that he made, it is perfect.”

She raised her brows, “Just so you know, I heard a couple of nurses talking about it out there, too.  You could make a living making these.”

Kurt nodded, “I’ll keep that in mind.”

 

Before they knew it, it was time for Sugar to start pushing.  Kurt and Sebastian kissed her on the forehead, giving her as much love as they could, then headed to the waiting room.

Kurt was pacing back and forth.  

“Babe, do you want me to get you some coffee?”

“No, I don’t think I can handle anything on my stomach right now. I’m too worked up.”

“She’ll be fine, Kurt.”  Seb wrapped his arms around Kurt from behind, “They both will.  It could be an hour or two.  Let’s sit down and rest.”

They sat side by side.  The anxiety of wanting to know everything was okay was driving him crazy, but the exhaustion of little to no sleep was starting to wear on him.  He took a short nap leaning against Seb.  When he woke up, he began pacing again.

 

They had been waiting for about an hour and forty minutes when Puck came into the waiting room crying.  Kurt froze in his spot, and Sebastian stood.  Both watched and waited with wide, expectant, eyes until Puck could form words.

Puck took a deep breath, “She’s here.  And she’s fucking perfect.”

Kurt and Seb both smiled and quickly went to Puck to give him a crushing hug.  

Kurt pulled back, “How is Sugar?”

“She’s good.  She was amazing through all of it.  She’s so fucking strong.”  They let go from their three way hug.  He said, “Come on.  They finished cleaning them both up.  Let me introduce you to my daughter.”  

None of them could have smiled any bigger.

 

When they went back into the room, Sugar was sitting up in bed, holding her baby girl. She smiled a tired smile at them as they walked up and smiled down at the baby.  

“Meet Gianna Rose. Your goddaughter.”

Kurt threw his hand over his mouth as the tears began to flow.  Sebastian rubbed his back but didn’t take his eyes off of the baby.  She really was perfect.

 

 

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Chapter 42: Holidays, Baby

Summary:

Friends and Family get to meet Gianna, and some exciting things happen along the way.

Notes:

Well, would you look at that... I updated. Shew. My ADD has gotten the better of me (seriously). I've been working on multiple fics, some published, some not, including this one. I've been writing future chapters in this, but the "filler" chapters are hard for me. I know they are important, but the drama is sooo much easier to write. Anyway, I hope I did okay. Thanks for your patience!!!

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To say the friends group was excited about the arrival of Gianna Rose, would be the understatement of the century.  Puck told everyone to stay home until after school or work to give Sugar some time to rest.  Kurt and Sebastian were still there in the early morning hours, so they got to spend a little bit of time with the baby and new parents before heading home for some rest.  

As they undressed and crawled into bed, Kurt sighed, “Sugar has to be worn out.  I am, and I didn’t do any of the work.  I hope she gets some rest today.”

“Me too.  Puck’s plan was a good one, though.  At least she’s got time before visitors start arriving.  You know everyone is dying to meet Gianna.”

Kurt smiled warmly as he laid his head on Sebastian’s chest, “Yeah.  I don’t think I’ve ever seen Vinny smile so big.”

Seb chuckled, “Yeah.  He’s a proud Grandpa.”  He paused, “I have to say, seeing you hold her made me melt a little.  Or a lot. I’ve always known you were a sexy man, but dear Lord, put a newborn baby in your arms, and that amplifies tenfold.”

Kurt leaned up and kissed him, “That goes both ways, Love.  You’re going to make such a great dad one day.”

“You will too, Babe.  Until then, we’ll be the best godfather’s ever. And we don’t even have to join the mob.” Kurt smiled and shook his head.  Seb kissed him on top of his head, “Turn over.  I want to be the big spoon.”  

 

They woke up in time to shower and go to their afternoon classes.  Sebastian headed back to the hospital after his last class, but Kurt had to wait until after his shift at Vogue.  

When Seb entered, Vinny was sitting next to Cindy and he was holding Gianna, Sugar was asleep in bed, and Puck was asleep on the loveseat. 

He approached Vinny and whispered, “Do you guys need anything?  I can run to the cafe while they’re asleep and get you all something to eat.”

He nodded, “Thanks, Seb.  Would you mind grabbing some sandwiches and drinks?  Any kind is fine.  Puck hasn’t left the room, so I know he’s gotta be starving.”

“Sure.”

“I’ll go with you, Sweetie,” Cindy smiled.  As she and Sebastian headed to the cafeteria, she slipped her arm through his, “Thanks for being there for Puck and Sugar.  You and Kurt play a huge role in our comfort level.”

Sebastian frowned, “What do you mean?”

“Well, you know how Vinny is with Sugar.  And I may be the less vocal one, but I worry just as much.  Sending our baby to New York City to start her own business?  It’s not been easy on us emotionally.  I know how protective you are of your family and friends. You understand, right?”

He nodded, “Yeah.  I’m sure that was very hard.  Maybe still is?”

“It is.  Especially now that she’s started a family of her own.  It’s going to be hard for us to leave.”

“Then stay.  Why don’t you guys move here?”

She shook her head, “Big city living  was Sugar’s dream, but definitely not ours. Cincinnati was hard enough, and it’s nowhere close to being comparable. We’ll visit more now, but we would never be happy here.  My original point was that with you and Kurt here, and everyone else, but especially you and Kurt...We know that they will be okay, ya know?  Just like I know you guys will because you have them.”

“We’d do anything for all three of them.”

“And that’s my point.  That’s why we’re more comfortable with her being here, starting a business here, having a family here.  Because she not only has Puck, but she has you guys too. I know all of us parents have had this talk with all of you before, but now that Gianna is here, I just wanted to make sure you knew how much we appreciate how you all are with each other.”

 

Sebastian and Cindy entered the room to find Puck had woken up.  He stood and hugged Seb and gratefully accepted the sandwich and drink he was offered.

Sebastian went to wash his hands, then placed a chair next to Vinny.  He whispered, “We got you food, too, Vinny.  My turn to hold her.” He made grabby hands.  

Puck chuckled, “There was scheming in that trip to the cafe, wasn’t there?”

Sebastian gently took Gianna into his arms, smiling at her as he answered, “Maybe.” 

They all sat silently and ate.  

Sebastian couldn’t take his eyes off of the baby, “She’s just so perfect.”

Sugar had woken up without them realizing.  She replied, “She is.  And she’s already dressed better than most of New York.”

Seb turned to her with a smile, “How are you feeling, Sug?”

“Tired and sore, but I’m fine.  Did you and Angel get any rest?”

“Yeah, we did.  No worries.”

 

By early evening, their friends started showing up.  Chris and Elliott were first to arrive.  When Kurt arrived soon after, he smiled as he saw Chris holding Gianna and Elliott huddled in close to his boyfriend.  Both were cooing at her and couldn’t take their eyes off of her.  

He went to Sugar first and leaned in to kiss her on the cheek, “How are you feeling?”

“Kinda wish they’d give me another epidural, but I’m okay.”

He chuckled a bit as he made his way to Seb for a kiss.  He washed his hands, then squeezed in next to Elliott and cleared his throat, making everyone chuckle.

Puck looked at Sebastian, “At least you and Sugar got a kiss.  I got nothing.”

Kurt winked at Puck, “Love you, Noah.  But the only thing that got me through work was knowing I was going to get baby snuggles.  I’m ready, and getting pretty impatient.”

Chris playfully frowned at him, “You got baby snuggles this morning.”

“Mhmm,” Kurt nodded. He raised his brows and stared Chris down.

“Uhg.  Fine.  I swear your eyes hold some kind of power over people.”

“Just like your eyelash power…” Kurt smiled triumphantly as Chris placed Gianna in his arms.  He cooed at her, “Hi baby girl.  I missed you all day.”

Sebastian smiled at his husband and imagined a time when they would get to do this with their own baby.  He couldn’t wait.

 


 

Over the next few weeks, Sugar had a ton of help.  Her parents ended up staying through Thanksgiving.  That allowed Puck to work on classes and make sure the bakery was doing well, though he still spent every ounce of free time loving on his girls.  

Their friends came over to visit often, allowing time for Sugar to rest.  Everyone was smitten with Gianna, so they didn’t consider it a hardship whatsoever. Leah, especially, was head over heels.

Kurt let Puck and Sugar keep his Navigator at their place because of the car seat.  The only time they used it was for Gianna or Sugar’s check ups.  Sugar was especially grateful to have it.  She couldn’t imagine taking a newborn onto the dirty subway.  

 


 

Kurt and Sebastian went back to Ohio for Thanksgiving.  This time, Leah and Sam went with them.  Sam was driving to his parents house from the Columbus airport so he could spend time with his immediate family, as well as his aunts, uncles, and cousins.  He would be staying in New York for Christmas this year, so it was a good compromise now that he was so far from them.

Kurt stayed at the Smythe's nearly the entire time.  He refused to go out unless it was with Sebastian.  The panic attack at the Lima Bean before the wedding had done him in. 

He did, however, go to Finn’s house.  Finn had been living in his new house for around 10 months or so, and Shannon had moved in shortly after.  It was a cute brick ranch that was painted grey.  Finn had done a nice job with the landscaping, and Kurt and Sebastian could tell that it would be really pretty in the warmer months when the flowers bloomed.  

“This is so charming, Finn.  Did you build the front porch?  It looks brand new.”

“I did, with the help of Shannon’s brother and dad.  They’ve been a big help with the handyman type stuff, and they’ve taught me a lot.  Connor, Shannon’s brother, is still in high school, but he can do anything their dad, Patrick, can do.  And Patrick is a foreman for a local construction company, so that’s been really helpful.” 

He showed them around the three bedroom home with pride written all over his face.  They could definitely tell that Shannon lived there too.  Her feminine touches and coordinating decor could be seen throughout.

 

After a few hours hanging out at Finn and Shannon’s house, they headed back to the Smythe’s.  Kurt and Leah helped Carol and Tori prepare some of the food for the next day.  Sebastian had tried to help.  He was perfectly capable, but there were just too many people in there, so he sat at the island to chat with them instead. 

“So tell us all about Gianna’s birth.  I’m so sad that I won't get to see her until Christmas.”

Kurt hummed in acknowledgment, “Yeah, that’s a long time to wait.  I can’t get enough of her.”

“What he means to say, is that he’s a bully who hogs the baby,”  Leah snarked, making Sebastian laugh.

Kurt put his hand over his heart in mock offense, “A man’s gotta do what a man’s gotta do.”

Carol and Tori snickered and Kurt continued, “I let other people hold her.”

Leah rolled her eyes and pointed a dirty spoon at him, “If you had lactating breasts, you wouldn’t even let Sugar hold her.”

They all cackled.  

Kurt shrugged one shoulder, “Probably not. Anyway, Sugar did great. She was calm through all of it, and she’s a great mom.  Puck was awesome through all of it too, but did have some trouble when they gave her an epidural.  He doesn’t like needles.”

Carol made an exaggerated face, “Then he must have hated that.  Those things are huge.”

Sebastian nodded, “I had to walk him over to the couch.  He looked like he was going to pass out.  Kurt stayed with Sugar and held her hand, then once Puck was okay, I went to observe.”

Tori smirked at him, “Thinking of switching majors?  Anesthetics?  Gynecology?”

He gave a dry laugh, “I don’t like vaginas in my free time, I wouldn’t like them at work either.” They all laughed some more as he shrugged. “And as fascinating as watching the epidural procedure was, that’s not for me either.”  He glanced at Kurt, who winked at him in support.  Looking back at his mom, he continued, “But I am switching majors.”

Leah already knew, so she just watched as her mom and Carol let that information sink in and then looked at Sebastian with nothing but curious concern.  

Tori stopped what she was doing, “What do you mean?  You don’t want to be a pediatrician, or you don’t want to be a doctor at all?”

Sebastian didn’t waver in his facial expressions. He didn’t think his parents would care, but he didn’t want to argue or defend his choice either.  He also didn’t want to repeat the conversation, so he said, “Leah, why don’t you go get Dad and Burt.  Let’s get this over with in one go.”

“Sure.” She headed out to get them.

Kurt stopped what he was doing and went to Sebastian, who turned and wrapped his arms around his husband’s waist.  Kurt kissed his forehead, then stood beside him to show his support and offer some comfort.  They didn’t feel it was a big deal, at least not in a bad way, and hoped that no one made them feel like it was. 

When Robert and Burt came into the kitchen, they noticed everyone was quiet.  

Burt threw up his hands, “Whatever it is, I didn’t do it.”

Kurt chuckled and Carol rolled her eyes.

Seb smiled a little, “No, I did.”

Robert frowned, “What did you do?”

“He switched majors,” Tori answered. 

Both dads frowned. 

Robert shook his head, “Really, Seb?  Why?  What did you switch to?”

“Respiratory Therapy.  I had taken a class last year and loved it. I even went to the hospital to observe, and loved it even more.  It’ll give me the hospital setting that I love, keep me on my toes, and I won’t have to spend another 7 to 10 years trying to reach the goal.  I’ll graduate in May, and once I pass the exam, which we know I will, that will be that.” He smiled a little at his own smugness.  He quickly added, “And no, I’m not doing this to get out of those school years, or because I want to be home with Kurt.  That just happens to be a huge benefit.  I really love the field.”

“And you’ve thought this through, right?”  Tori asked.

“I have.  I know this is right for me.”

Robert smiled as he pat Sebastian on the back, “Well, okay then.”

“As long as it’s something that makes you happy, that’s all that matters to us,”  Tori reassured him.

Kurt smiled and kissed Sebastian on the temple.  

“So you’ll both be graduating in May?  That’s exciting,” Carol smiled.

Seb nodded, “Yeah.  We’re talking about doing some traveling before the job searches, but it’ll be hard to leave Gianna.”

Burt laughed, “That girl is gonna grow up with four parents, and a shitload of grandparents, aunts, and uncles.”

They all chuckled.

Kurt nodded, “If I had ovaries, they’d be crying for a baby of our own right now.  I love her so much.”

Leah smiled.  She had been thinking about that a lot since Gianna was born.  Seeing her brother and brother-in-law so smitten with the baby had really gotten her thinking.  She decided to not say anything for now, but her idea was definitely something she would bring up soon. 

 

 

Sebastian knocked on Leah’s bedroom door, and entered when she gave him permission.  “Hey.  Kurt and I are going to watch a Christmas movie if you want to join us in the media room.”

“Thanks.  Is anyone else going to be there?”

“I don’t think so. Why? Is everything okay?”

“Yeah, but I’d like to talk to you both, and I don’t want anyone else there when I do.”

He frowned, “Okay.  But you’re okay?”

She lovingly rolled her eyes, “Yes.  It’s just possibly a private topic.  I’ll be down in a few minutes.”

“Okay. “

When Leah came down, both her brother and brother-in-law were sitting and waiting on her.  She joined them on the couch they had chosen, and pulled one leg up under herself so she could turn and face them better.  

“So, I’ve been thinking about babies a lot ever since Sugar got pregnant, and even more so since Gianna’s arrival.”

Kurt frowned, “Are you…?”

“No, I’m not pregnant, or wanting to be at this point in my life.  Good grief.  I was thinking about when you two have a baby.”

Sebastian deadpanned, “I’m not pregnant either.  Neither is Kurt.” 

Kurt chuckled, but Leah just rolled her eyes, yet again.  “Duh.  I was thinking about when you are both ready to have a baby, and wondering if you’ve thought about how you’re going to go about that.”

They both looked at each other, then back to Leah.  Kurt shrugged his shoulders slowly, “I guess we could adopt.  Or maybe even hire an egg donor and surrogate.  I don’t know.  We aren’t ready for that yet, and haven’t really talked about it.”

“What is this about, Leah?”  

She looked at her brother, “What if I donated an egg?  Or several.  And Kurt could donate the sperm. I don’t think I could carry the baby.  I think I would get too attached and wouldn’t want to give them up.  But if someone else carried it, I really think I would be fine with it. It would be the closest thing you could possibly get to actually having a baby together. I know that no matter where the baby came from, once they’re yours, you’ll love them with all of your hearts, but this would be extra special.”

Both Kurt and Sebastian were staring at her, slightly wide-eyed.

She continued, “I think we should do this soon.  You know, me donating the egg or eggs.  They can be frozen, and available when you’re ready.”

“Why now?”  Kurt was still a little shocked.

“Because, if something were to happen to me, then you wouldn’t have missed the opportunity.”

“Are you serious?”  Sebastian asked, somewhat in awe.


“100%. I’m healthy, smart, and related. I know that you could adopt or choose another egg donor, but if both of you could be genetically represented, why not?  Plus I know that Kurt is that last Hummel in his family, so it would be nice to continue the family blood line that way.  Same for Smythe’s.  I mean, Sam and I want kids, but I plan on taking his name.  Anyway, I’d like you to think about it, but don’t take too long.  I want to do this soon.”

“You’re kind of scaring me with your urgency, Leah,”  Sebastian frowned.

She became serious in her tone, “We all know first hand how short life can be.  I don’t plan on going anywhere anytime soon.  But, like I said, I don’t want something to happen, and you missed the opportunity.”

Kurt reached for her and pulled her towards him.  He held her tightly as tears welled in his eyes, “This is the nicest thing anyone has ever done for us.  This is so kind, and so thoughtful.  Thank you, Leah.”

Sebastian leaned forward and kissed her cheek, then Kurt’s.  “You’re pretty amazing, Sis.”

 

Later that evening, Kurt and Sebastian were laying in bed.  Seb hummed, “You’re thinking really loudly, Babe. Are you okay?”

“Yeah.  I just can’t get over what Leah proposed.” He turned to face Sebastian better, “We could have a son or daughter that is half me, and almost half of you. She was right when she said that any child that we ever care for would be loved.  I would never think less of an adopted child, if that’s what we chose to do.  But, Bas, I never even considered this.  I thought one, or both, of us could donate sperm to an egg donor, but this... This child would be us together.”

“It’s pretty amazing, isn’t it?” He pulled Kurt closer and kissed the top of his head.

“It is.”

 

The rest of Thanksgiving in Ohio was nice.  It was much like the other years, only Kurt didn’t want to go shopping on Black Friday.  He was content staying home with family. The parents enjoyed having everyone home for a while, and were looking forward to Christmas when they could finally meet Gianna.

 


 

When they arrived back in New York, Kurt was anxious to put up the Christmas decorations.  Flying anytime after Thanksgiving always did that to him.  He loved looking out at the holiday lights that decorated the city and towns that they flew over when taking off or landing.  

Sugar and Puck agreed to come to the penthouse to help decorate, but it was really just an excuse to spend time together.  Sugar was looking forward to getting out of the house and but still feeling at home, like she did with her best friends.  When they entered the lobby, it felt like coming home with the greetings they received.

“Oh my goodness!  Do I finally get to meet the newest Puckerman?”  George greeted, instead of his normal ‘Good Evening’.  

“You do!”  Sugar smiled.  She was holding Gianna, and went around the counter to let George see her up close.

“Oh my goodness, she is so precious.”  He looked at both Puck and Sugar, “Congratulations.”

Puck smiled, “Thanks.”

Raymond poked his head in, “Good Evening, Mr. and Mrs. Puckerman.”  He winked, “I see you snuck in through the garage.”

“Sorry about that,” Puck smiled.  

Sugar carried Gianna over towards Raymond, who stepped inside.  He smiled wide and rubbed his hands together, “Oh my, what a beauty. Congratulations.  I can’t wait to watch her grow up.”

“Thanks, Raymond.”

“We better head upstairs before Kurt smells that she’s here and fights you both for her, whether you were to put up any resistance or not.” Puck made a face, “You would think she was his.”

Raymond and George laughed.  George nodded, “They told us to send you up when you got here, so go right ahead.  Congrats again.”

Sugar looked at them and nodded toward Puck as she whispered, “He’s just jealous that Angel pays more attention to Gianna now.”

He smiled and winked at her.

 

Once they were upstairs, they found Kurt on the ground, trying to secure the tree in it’s stand as Sebastian held it straight.

Seb turned and greeted them with a smile, “Hey!”

Kurt crawled out from under the tree, “Hi!”

Puck and Sugar both greeted them in return, going in for hugs.  

Puck joked, “At least I got some love this time.”

Kurt kissed him on the cheek and threw his arms around his neck one more time, “You know I love you.  I’ll always give you lovin’. You just may not be first anymore.”

“I love you, too, Princess.”  He kissed Kurt on the cheek in return.  He really was fine with it, but he had to give Kurt a hard time.  Just because he could.

“That said, I’m gonna go wash my hands so I can get some baby lovin’.”

They all chuckled.  Sugar took Gianna out of her winter outerwear and sat her diaper bag in one of the living room chairs.  By the time she was finished, Kurt was back, and she happily handed Gianna over to him.

He sat with her on the couch, “Hi baby girl.  I missed you.  Did you have a nice first Thanksgiving?”

Sugar nodded, “She did.  Mom and Daddy loved on all of us.  It was hard for them to go.  But, it won’t be long and they’ll be back.  How was your holiday?”  She looked between Kurt and Seb, who was now sitting next to his husband.

Sebastian answered, “Good.  We saw Finn and Shannon’s new house.  It’s super cute, and they’ve done a lot of work on it, with the help of her dad and brother.  We hung out with our parents, mostly, which was nice.  I told them about changing majors, and they were very accepting.”

“Good,” Puck nodded.  “I couldn’t see them being upset by it, but I’m sure it’s a relief for you to know they’re okay with it.”

“Yeah, it really is.”  He looked at Kurt, who winked at him.  “And Leah kind of offered something that threw us for a loop.”

Sugar frowned, “What?”

“She offered to donate several of her eggs to us so we could freeze them and have them available for future use.”

Sugar’s face lit up, “Then she and Angel could make a baby!”

Kurt smiled and nodded, “We’d hire a surrogate, but the baby would be part me, and part Sebastian.  She wants to do it now, just in case something happens.  She doesn’t want us to miss the opportunity.  It’s the best Christmas gift we could have ever gotten.”

Seb nodded, “We’re going to make an appointment for as soon as possible. We did a lot of research about it over the last couple of days.”

“That’s amazing, guys,”  Puck shook his head in awe.  

“It is.  We’re really excited at the possibility, ya know?  All that baby talk made me miss Gianna even more.”

 

They began decorating soon after they had had a chance to sit and catch up.  After a while, Sebastian started dinner.  He looked up to see Puck and Kurt laughing as they added the garland to the front of the fireplace.  Sugar was breastfeeding Gianna as she sat and watched them, giggling at their antics. He couldn’t help but feel like the luckiest guy in the world.  

After dinner, Kurt and Sebastian finished putting the ornaments on the tree while Sugar put some cookies in the oven.  Puck hung a wreath on each set of doors that led to the terrace with one hand, while holding Gianna with the other.  When it was all said and done, they sat back on the couches and admired their work.  When the oven beeped, Puck handed a sleeping Gianna to Seb.  Kurt turned and pulled a leg up underneath himself so he could watch his husband better.  He was so in love with that man, and seeing him hold Gianna made him feel like the Grinch...His heart grew three sizes, and it felt like it was going to burst from his chest.

 


 

The next weekend, their Boston friends came to town to celebrate Kurt, Sugar, and Leah’s December birthdays.  And of course, they were so excited to meet Gianna.  

When they arrived at Kurt and Sebastian’s, Puck met them all in the lobby. He crossed his arms and playfully glared at the unholy trinity.  George tried his best to hide his smirk as he listened to Puck warn them, “No bombarding this time, ladies, and Jeff,” he looked at Jeff pointedly, who pouted, then looked back at the girls, “No running, yelling, or squealing.  Gianna is sleeping.  Also, if Princess still has her, good luck getting a turn.  You’ll have to be sneaky...Like, I don’t know...Volunteer to change her diaper or something.”

They all laughed a little, but Nick looked at Puck, “They think you’re kidding.  I’ve heard stories already.  You’re not kidding.”

“Nope.”

Jeff playfully pouted, “He’s not even going let me have the opportunity to win Best Uncle, is he?  I’ll have to win her over when she’s a toddler.  I’ll sugar her up and take her to fun places.”

Puck just shook his head.  “Let’s go up, before they think you were a no-show.”

 

Once they got into the penthouse, they all put their bags at the bottom of the stairs, then went in for hugs.  Brittany was practically vibrating with excitement when she saw Kurt with Gianna in his arms.  

Kurt smiled at her, “I promised Sugar I would let you all have a turn,” he winked at her.  “But, you need to go wash your hands first.”

Cameron went and sat next to Kurt, looking over at Gianna, “Damn, Puck. She’s beautiful.”

Puck smiled, “I know. And having a girl… I’m already dreading the day that she starts dating.”

Sugar rolled her eyes, “The poor girl.  Any partner of hers will have to be brave as hell and really love her if they’re able to get past these three.”

Sebastian nodded in agreement, “None of us are denying it.”

When Brittany came back freshly washed, she sat on the other side of Cameron.  Kurt stood and gently placed Gianna in her arms.

Sebastian laughed when he heard Santana mumble, “Fuck, that’s sexy as hell.”  

He looked at her, “I know the feeling quite well.”

She nodded, “That was a hot sight, too.  Even I’ll admit that.  He’s a natural.”

Jeff kissed Sugar on the cheek, “You did good, Sweets.  She’s so perfect.  You’re so blessed.”

“Thanks, Jeffie.”

 

They went out to dinner at Lips Drag Queen Show Palace the next night and had a great time. The Drag show instantly reminded them of the one they saw in London, only maybe a little more over the top.  Seb, Kurt, Jeff, and Nick took a couple of extra group shots and tagged Sandy in them on their Instagram accounts.  Kurt was looking forward to what they would have to say about it.  They may have only known her for a night, but he missed her.

Sugar and Puck had a great time, and were happy to be out and about, even if they weren’t able to stay too long.  They had hired Gwen, an employee at the bakery who had been with them since the beginning, to babysit Gianna.  

“You seem to be getting antsy, Sug.  You okay?”

“Yeah, Seb.  It’s just the first time I’ve left her, ya know?  It’s hard.  Plus my boobs can only take so much before I need relief.  We’ll need to leave soon.  It’ll be awhile until I can be away from her for any decent amount of time.”

“Well, I’m glad you were able to come out for a little while.  We’ll have dinner at our place for you on your actual birthday.”

“Sounds great.  Thanks Seb,” she kissed his cheek.

When the next song came on, Puck’s lips twisted into a lopsided smile when one of the performers came up and wrapped a feather boa around his neck and sang directly to him. Their friends were going nuts with laughter.

Sugar leaned over to Sebastian again, “This was so worth it.”

He laughed, “100%.  Oh my God.”

Elliott was snapping pictures, then leaned into Chris, “I would say I could use these for blackmail, but he’d probably frame them.”

Both Chris and Kurt laughed at that, then Kurt replied, “Please send me a copy.  That’s going in this year’s photo book for sure.”

 


 

Fall Semester exams were finished, and they were finally on Winter Break, neither Kurt nor Sebastian could have been more grateful.  

Kurt sat back and sighed as he plopped down on the couch next to his husband when he got home from Vogue, “One more semester to go.  Can you believe it?”

“No.  Especially since this whole four-year thing is sort of new to me.  I’m excited though.  I was thinking I could get my masters, but do it one or two classes at a time.  Or maybe not at all.  I don’t know.”

Kurt nodded, “Well, the good thing is that you can do what you want. You could wait a year and see, too.  No rush. It’ll be nice to be finished, though.  We’ve both had great college experiences. We made good choices with where we wanted to go, and we’ve made some great friends along the way, too.”

“We definitely have.”  He opened his arms for Kurt, who immediately snuggled into him.  

Sebastian rubbed his back and kissed the top of his head.  Kurt looked up at him and Seb leaned down to kiss his lips.  The kiss turned heated pretty quickly.  

Seb moved to kiss Kurt’s neck, cupping his face in one hand and reaching down to grab his ass with the other, “I can never get enough of you, Baby.”

Kurt swung a leg over Seb’s lap so he was straddling him, “I love you so much, Bas.” 

Sebastian grabbed Kurt’s hips as they began to rock, “I love you, too, Baby.  So, so, much.”  He flipped their position sideways on the couch and crawled on top of his husband.  He reached between them and started to unbutton Kurt’s shirt, kissing every inch of newly exposed skin.  When he had his shirt unbuttoned and untucked, he knelt back to look at his husband.  He continued to lovingly stroke and caress his skin.  Kurt laid there and watched his husband look at him.  Nothing needed to be said.  He was all communicated through looks and touch. They ended up making love on the floor in front of the fireplace. 

As they laid together afterwards, wrapped in a blanket, and still in front of the fireplace, Kurt looked around at their home, and at his husband.  It was moments like this that made him want to cry tears of joy with how amazing his life was.  He looked back at Sebastian again and found him looking right back.  Sebastian winked, and Kurt was certain that he was thinking the exact same thing.

 


 

When the family began to arrive for Christmas, everyone was in high spirits.  Tori and Robert decided to stay with Leah and Sam for the first time.  

They were all grateful that Shannon’s family was fine with her spending Christmas in New York.  They had every other holiday with the couple, so they still considered it a ‘win’ on their end. 

When Burt, Carol, Finn, and Shannon came back downstairs from putting away their luggage, Burt asked Finn, “So is your room half a nursery too?”

Finn smiled, “No. Yours is?”  

Burt nodded, but Kurt butted in, “We needed to accommodate our goddaughter, thank you very much. It’s just a playpen, not a nursery. We can put it away, but I didn’t think it would really be in the way.”

Carol shook her head, “It’s not.  He’s just teasing.  Besides, she might need it when they come Christmas Eve.”

Sebastian gave a little chuckle, “She hasn’t needed it yet.  If there’s a chance one of us can hold her, we do.”

“Well don’t spoil her, or she’ll grow to think she needs to be held all the time.”

“She does when she’s with Uncle Kurt,”  Kurt pouted, making everyone smile.

“I can’t wait to meet her,”  Shannon smiled.

Sebastian nodded, "You'll fall in love with her, just like the rest of us."  He turned to Finn, “Ready to go ice skating?”

“Yeah, man.  We’re going to Bryant Park again, right?”

“Yeah.  Leah and Sam are meeting us there.  I’m sure she’ll want Sam to experience the nuts.”

Finn laughed, “I forgot about that.”

“I’m not sure I want to know,”  Shannon said, putting on her coat.

“You will once you smell them,” Kurt answered, only making Shannon make an even funnier face.

The six of them had a great time at Bryant Park.  Kurt and Leah’s favorite jewelry vendor was back again, and they made sure to take Shannon to see what was for sale.  Leah ended up buying a pair of earrings for herself, then surprising Shannon with an identical pair. 

Just like their first visit, Finn took this opportunity to ask Sebastian about Kurt while they were in a tent shopping. “How is he doing?  For real.”

“He really is doing better.  Things were rough there for a while.  So much was happening, and as time gets closer to the asshole’s release, Kurt’s mind tends to wonder when it’s not occupied otherwise.  But between starting school again, along with his medications, it’s really helped a lot.  Gianna has been an amazing distraction as well.”

“Good.  Please let me know if there’s anything I can ever do.  I know we’re so far away, and he has such a big support group here, but I am his brother.  I’d do anything for him.  So, even if it’s just a phone call to chat, just let me know.”

“You’ve been great about staying in touch.  He knows you’re here for him, and appreciates it very much.”

 


 

When Vinny, Cindy, Puck, Sugar, and Gianna arrived for Christmas Eve dinner, it went very much like it had when the Boston friends had first met Gianna.  Burt and Robert stood back and smiled as they watched their wives fawn over the baby. Once they got it all out of their system, Burt and Robert had their turn as well.  

Burt approached Puck and clapped him on the shoulder in a very Burt-like way, “You did good, kid.  I’m proud of you.”

Puck smiled, “Thanks, Burt.”

When Shannon had finally been able to hold Gianna, she looked at Finn, “Would you like to hold her next?”

He shook his head with raised brows, “I don’t want to break her.”

“Dude,” Puck rolled his eyes, “You are not going to break her.  You don’t have to hold her if you don’t want to, but you’re not going to hurt her, I promise.  Support her head, and you’re good, man.”

After a few minutes, Shannon placed Gianna in Finn’s arms, smiling the whole time.

Finn shook his head in awe as he looked at Gianna, “She’s so, so tiny.”

Shannon giggled, “Look at the size of her compared to your hands.”

Tori brought the camera over and took a picture of Finn holding her, making sure to get a shot to show the size comparison.  

Kurt whispered to Sebastian, “He looks like a giant with her in his arms.” Seb nodded in agreement.

After a while, they began baking and everyone changed into their onesie pajamas that were now tradition.  Kurt had found a coordinating onesie for Gianna.  Tori set up the camera on a timer, and they took a few group shots in front of the fireplace.  Songs were sung, cookies decorated, and everyone was having a great time.  

 

On Christmas Day, they exchanged gifts, and had a nice meal that included Eileen and Charlie, as well as Chris and Elliott.  They sang some more, and enjoyed their time just being with each other.  

Finn had Sam play guitar as he sang to Shannon.  When the song was over, he knelt on one knee in front of her.  Kurt threw a hand over his mouth as his eyes widened.  His other hand sought out his husband, but he didn’t take his eyes off of Finn.  Sebastian smiled and wrapped his arm around Kurt’s shoulder. He glanced around the room and noticed everyone was wide-eyed and watching expectantly.

“Shannon, you have made me the happiest I have ever been.  I’m a better man because of you.  I love you so much, and I can’t imagine even a single day without you in it.  Please make me the luckiest man in the world.  Will you marry me?”

Shannon was already crying, both hands covering her mouth.  She nodded frantically, “Yes!  Oh my God, YES!”  

He slipped the ring on her finger and stood, just in time to catch her as she jumped in his arms.  He held on tight, “I love you so much.”

“I love you, too!” she cried.

Everyone else smiled, cried, and clapped as they watched them.  

Kurt quickly looked for Tori.  She held up her camera, answering his unasked question, and winked at him.

Everyone was on their feet giving their congratulations through words and hugs.

“I am so happy for you.  You know how much I love her, and I can see how happy she makes you.  Congratulations.”

“Thanks, little brother,” Finn said, wrapping his arms around Kurt.

Kurt turned and hugged Shannon as Sebastian went to hug Finn.  Kurt smiled, “Welcome to the family, Shannon.  I’m so happy you’ll be my sister-in-law.  I’d love to help with anything you need.  The dress, the decor, whatever you need.”

“That would be amazing.  Thank you.  I’m so happy, Kurt.  I can’t even tell you.  Did you know?”

“No, I had no idea!  But I’m thrilled, nonetheless.”

She looked at her ring, then showed it to Kurt, “Me too.  I just can’t believe it.”

 


 

When everyone was getting ready to head back home to Ohio, Sebastian asked Finn and Shannon, “Are you sure you can’t stay for New Year’s Eve?”

“No, but thanks, bro.  I’ve gotta get back to the shop.  I left Kevin in charge, so hopefully, it’s still there when we get back.”

“Don’t jinx it, Finn,” Burt said as he went to hug Sebastian goodbye.  

Seb hugged back, “Thanks for coming, and for our gifts.”

“You’re welcome, son.”  He hugged Kurt, “You two take care of each other.  Hopefully we can arrange a time to come see you before graduation.”

 

Once everyone was gone, Kurt and Sebastian snuggled together on the couch.  “What a great Christmas.”

Kurt smiled, “It was perfect.  A baby.  An engagement.  Family.  Friends.  I couldn’t ask for more.”

“Me neither, Baby.  Me neither.”

 

 

Notes:

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Chapter 43: Senior Year Comes To An End

Summary:

Tying things up for Senior year. Mostly Spring Break and Graduation.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

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Chase Madison came out of the Dunkirk Theater with a whirlwind of emotions playing inside him.  He had nearly asked someone to be his date when he went to see Saved , but now, he was so grateful that he hadn’t.  He wasn’t sure he could even talk at the moment, much less hold a conversation with anyone.  Especially a date.  

Lost in thought, his feet took him to a nearby bar.  He ordered a shot first.  After downing it, he ordered another drink, eyes trained on the bar top. 

He first heard what he thought were rumors about Kurt early in the Fall.  He had heard a couple of Vogue employees talk about how Kurt was a politician’s son.  That was news to Chase.  Then, the rumors of Kurt’s past abuse.

 

“How do you know all of this?” he had asked one of the girls in the break room, who had actually been talking to a female coworker, not Chase.

She had glared at him a bit for eavesdropping and interrupting, but answered anyway, “Because of ‘Saved’.  It’s a new musical written and directed by Jeremy Jordan and Ben Sanders, the Broadway stars.  It’s about Kurt and his husband. I went to see it last weekend.  It was really good.”

“His husband is abusive?” he frowned.

She made a face, “No.  His husband saved him.  The guy has been through Hell, but it’s actually a beautiful love story.” She turned back to her colleague, “You should go to see it soon.  I kind of met Kurt during a photoshoot last year, so it was cool to see a musical about someone I actually know.”

Chase had stopped listening at the point, since he was lost in thought.  The girl didn’t know Kurt just because she met him.  Chase didn’t know him either, come to think of it. 

 

And now, here he was at a hole in the wall bar with more information about Kurt than he wished he had known.  God, what an ass he had been.  No wonder Kurt had reacted the way he had.  Sebastian was everything Kurt would ever need, and after what they had been through together, he had just made it worse for them.  He felt like such an ass.

After his third drink, the bartender asked, “Drowning your sorrows?”

He nodded, not taking his eyes off the bartop, “Yep. I was a real jerk to someone, and tonight, I found out about their history and why the way I acted was so horrible.  I swear, I can’t believe he even talks to me anymore.”

“Have you apologized?”

“Sort of?  But I think I need to do it again.”

 

The following Monday, Chase went up to the eleventh floor and straight to Kurt’s desk.  Kurt looked up at him and smiled politely, “Hi.”

Chase gave a shy nod and looked down for a moment before looking back up at Kurt, who was waiting patiently for Chase to declare what he needed.  

Chase cleared his throat, “Kurt…” He looked back down, unable to make the words come out.

Kurt frowned slightly, “What’s the matter?”

“I, uhh... I saw Saved .”

“Oh.”

“I am so, so, so very sorry.  I know I must have upset you so much more than I realized.  I’m so sorry-”

“Chase.  It’s fine.  I’m fine.  It wasn’t fine when it was happening, but I know you learned from it, and you’ve behaved perfectly fine since then, right?”  Chase nodded.  “So, no worries.  I’m glad you realize the error of your ways, but we’ve been past that for a long time now.  Please don’t let this new-to-you information get in the way.  Let’s just carry on.”

Chase nodded and took a deep breath.  “Okay.” He started to walk away, then turned back, “And Kurt...I’m really glad you have someone as amazing as Sebastian.”

Kurt smiled, “Me too.  Thank you, Chase. And thanks for the apology, too.”

He gave a small nod, then walked away.  

Kurt took a cleansing breath and got back to work right away.  

 

Later that evening when he got home, Sebastian was fixing dinner.  He walked up to his husband and wrapped his arms around his waist from behind and kissed his shoulder.  

Sebastian took out his AirPods, “Hi, Baby.”

“Hi.  That smells good, Bas.”

“I’m glad you think so.  It’s a new recipe.  How was school and work?”

“School was good.  I think I’ve got some good ideas for my final project.  And work was fine.  Chase came to see me today.”

Sebastian frowned a bit, “Why?”

“He saw Saved over the weekend.”

“Ah.  So it made him feel like shit, huh?”

Kurt could hear the slightly bitter tone in Sebastian’s voice.  He squeezed him a bit, then let go and walked to the other side of the island and sat on a stool as he spoke, “I think it made him feel worse about what he did.  It made him realize how it really made me feel.  I guess that’s good, but he seemed to be so self loathing.”

“Well, good.  I mean, as long as he doesn’t dwell on it forever, I think it’s good that he feels like that.  It means he actually has a conscience, and maybe he’ll think twice before treating anyone like that again.”

“Yeah, I guess.”

Seb looked up at Kurt, “Stop feeling guilty about it, Babe.  It’s all on him.”

“I know.  I just feel bad.”

Sebastian just shook his head.  He loved his husband’s big heart, but sometimes he felt like Kurt was too forgiving. 

Kurt asked, “How were classes today?”

“Good. I’m ready for Spring Break though.  Classes aren’t hard, but I just need no text books, sunshine, and my family.”

“Yeah, me too.  It won’t be too much longer.”

 


 

Sebastian and Puck sat in the living room of the Puckerman’s apartment while Kurt and Sugar ran to the store for some ingredients she had run out of for dinner.  Gianna was asleep in her swing.

“You guys are coming to the beach house this year, right?”

Puck took a deep breath, “We want to.  But there’s no way we can ride with everyone else.  We may need to rent a car.  Maybe an SUV, and we can lessen the load in Kurt’s Navigator and someone else can ride with us too.”

Sebastian nodded, “We can rent it for you.  We really want you to come.”

“You don’t need to do it for us, but thanks for offering.”

“I think Kurt’s going to trade his Nav in for something smaller soon, but he wants to wait until after our last Spring Break.  We’ll still have everyone down to the beach house as much as possible, but once we all graduate, it may not be as easy to all get off of work at the same time. And of course, everyone is welcome to use it whenever.”

Puck nodded, “What kind of car does he want to get?”’

“He hasn’t decided, but he’s been looking online at smaller SUVs.  He’s kind of leaning towards a Tesla Model X. That way we can still travel easily with plenty of room for luggage, but it’s not such a gas hog. Plus, if we needed to, there’s room for a bunch of us.”

“Sweet.  The Nav does take a lot to fill up, so a Tesla would be a nice change of pace.  Plus he loves Leah’s car.”

“Yeah. We’re thinking about doing a road trip this summer.  Maybe head out West.  So a smaller SUV would be good for that.”

Kurt and Sugar came home and started dinner right away.  

Gianna started to fuss, so Puck picked her up.  “What’s the matter, Gianna?” he cooed.  He made a face, “Ooh, I smell what the matter is.”  

Sebastian chuckled at him as he watched Puck take her into her nursery to be changed.  Once Puck was walking out with her, Sebastian made grabby hands and Puck handed her over.  

“You’re finally awake!” Seb said softly.  “You’re cute when you sleep, but I can’t get enough of those beautiful eyes.  How’s my girl?”

Gianna cooed at him and kicked her legs a bit. He tickled her tummy making her smile and kick.

Kurt smiled from the kitchen, “I can’t believe how big she’s getting.  It seems like she was born last week.”

“Now we know why our parents say not to blink,” Sugar said, agreeing.  “I may or may not have cried when she outgrew her newborn clothes.”

“May.  The answer is definitely ‘may’,” Puck winked at his wife. “I agree, though.  It’s hard to believe she’s three months old already.”

 


  

 

Before they knew it, they were on their way to OBX to enjoy the beach house for what would likely be their last official Spring Break.  The Puckerman’s had rented an SUV.  They started off with Leah and Sam joining them, but then Jenna and Hayden traded spots after the first pitstop.  

“I’m so glad you could get off work, Jenna.  Are things still going well at your job?”  Sugar turned to look at her, only to find her entertaining Gianna.

She glanced up at Sugar, “Yeah.  I know it seems boring to everyone else, but I find an odd sense of pleasure in it.  My coworkers all seem nice.  I’ve been looking into apartments a little more seriously than I had been.  Elliott’s an awesome roommate, so it was easy to just put on the backburner, but with Hayden getting his undergrad degree soon, he’ll be moving out of the dorms and into whatever apartment we find.  It’ll be nice to have some more time together.”

“That will be nice.  Where are you looking?” Puck asked as he glanced at her in the rearview mirror.

“Somewhere between my work and Columbia. We’re not set on any one neighborhood yet, as long as it’s affordable.”

Puck made a face, “Well, that will limit you a bit.”

“You’re telling me,”  Hayden nodded in agreement.  He was still in a bit of sticker shock at some apartment prices, but he was also confident they could make it work.

 

They stopped at a rest stop in Delaware so that everyone could stretch their legs.  Sugar needed to feed Gianna and get her out of her pumpkin seat for a while.  Jenna unbuckled her and stepped out of the car with her.  She handed her over to Sugar, who walked over to a group of picnic tables under some shade trees, while Puck got out the diaper bag.  

When Kurt got out of the Navigator, he stretched his arms over his head, causing his shirt to rise.  Sebastian had just come around the corner of the car and smirked at his husband.  He was so sexy without even trying. Kurt noticed and gave a questioning look.  

“You’re just so sexy,” Sebastian said quietly into Kurt’s ear.  “You have no idea what you do to me at any moment of any day.  Sometimes it’s just from thinking about you.  Sometimes it’s little peeks at your skin, like just a moment ago. Knowing what a good boy you are for me all the time... I just want to ravage you sometimes.”

Kurt had goosebumps on his neck from the words of his husband and the feel of his breath on his skin. He bit his lip while Seb spoke, trying to control himself.  He pulled back to look Sebastian in the eyes, “Sir...You’re doing that on purpose.”

Seb smiled, “Doing what on purpose?” He put his hands on Kurt’s waist and pulled him closer.

“Trying to get me all hot and bothered,” he whispered.

“If that causes a problem, we can go take care of it in the restroom.”

Kurt wrinkled his nose, “Ewe.  Rest stop sex is gross.”

Sebastian laughed, “Okay, Baby.  I’ll be good.”

“Mhmm.”

They joined their friends at the picnic tables, went to use the restroom, then went for a small walk around the outer edge of the rest stop area with Leah and Sam.  

Puck changed Gianna while Sugar stretched and used the restroom.  When he came out, Elliott opened his arms, “My turn!”

Puck handed her over and Elliott bounced her around, then sat with her in his lap as he entertained her.  

Chris tilted his head, “Look at her holding her head up so well. Man, she’s growing so fast.”

Puck frowned, “Shh...Don’t let Sugar hear you say that.  She’ll want another one right away.”

Elliott smiled, “I say go for it.  If we could get pregnant, I would be wanting one now.”

Puck chuckled, “You sound like Princess.”

Chris shook his head, “I’d like to graduate and get a job first, Ell.  It’d be nice if we were married, too.”

Puck raised a brow and looked at Elliott.  He shrugged with a wink, “We can make that happen.”

Chris nodded, “I know.  But first, graduation.”

 

They were back in the car, nearly to North Carolina, when Chris looked down at his hand that is intertwined with Elliott’s.  Elliott noticed and gave a little squeeze.  Chris looks up at him, eyes as loving as Elliott has ever seen them, causing him to smile warmly back.  He leaned over and kissed Chris sweetly on the lips.

“Would you two quit?” Sam teased.  

Chris smiled back, “Why?  Are you lonely now that Leah has abandoned you to go back to riding with Gianna?”

“Yes.”

Sebastian teased, “Awe, we’re almost there, Sam.”  He paused, then added, “I do have to say, I’m glad you both finally have the same break as us.  It’ll be nice to have the whole week together, not just the weekend like in years past.”

“It will be. Leah is really excited, too.”

 

When they arrived, everyone went their separate ways to take their things to the bedroom.  Sebastian took both his and Kurt’s bags, while Kurt helped Puck and Sugar bring in all of their extra things that Gianna would need.  They got her playpen with the bassinet set up in the bedroom, and took the bouncy seat and play mat to the living room.  

Sebastian smiled as he walked into the living room and some of Gianna’s toys and play equipment.  He headed into the kitchen to start dinner. Kurt came in and wordlessly began to help.  

Soon enough, dinner was ready, and the friends all enjoyed their meal out on the deck.  Sugar and Kurt took turns holding Gianna while they ate.  She had been on back for most of the day, and they wanted her to not feel so constrained. She had handled the travel like a trooper, but Sugar didn’t want to push her luck.  

 

When Nick and Jeff arrived, Jeff went straight for Gianna, “Look how big you’re getting!”  He took her from Kurt, then smirked as he said cooed to the baby, “Did you miss your favorite uncle?”

Kurt sassed, “No.  She sees me all the time.”

Jeff leaned over and kissed Kurt on the cheek, “Missed you.”

“I missed you, too, Jeffie,” he smiled.

 


 

The next day, the group of friends gathered on the beach in the morning.  Sam got his new camera ready to take some pictures.  Robert and Tori had gotten it for him for Christmas since he had enjoyed playing around with Tori’s so much.  He was loving it, and he had a hunch that photography was going to be his new favorite art medium.

As Puck and Sugar took Gianna down to the water, Nick filmed as Sam took photos.  Sugar sat at the edge of the water, just enough for the waves to reach everywhere her skin touched the sand.  Puck sat next to her as she held Gianna under her arms and let her feet touch the water.  Gianna smiled and kicked her little feet.  

Sebastian smiled, “She loves the water.”

“Well, she can grow up here just like we did,” Leah smiled as she sat down not far from them.

Puck chuckled, “Sometimes I feel like we’re the ones who married into your family.”

Seb shrugged, “You kinda did.  All of you.  That’s what family means.  We’re all a package deal, and that includes the bonuses, like this place.”

“Well, bonus places or not, we love all of you.  We’re so glad you get to share in some of her firsts with us.”  Sugar smiled as she bounced her a little more.

“We love you guys too, obviously.”  Kurt sat with Leah as he continued to talk to Sugar, “And that swimsuit and hat combo she’s wearing should be on the next cover of Baby Vogue.”  He paused a second, “Why is that not a thing?”

“Oh, god.  That’s just what the world needs.  Baby Vogue.”  Puck rolled his eyes as the rest of them snickered.

 

Later that afternoon, Kurt came in from the deck to use the restroom.  He smiled when he saw Puck, shirtless, asleep on the couch with a Gianna asleep on his chest.  Puck had both hands protectively holding her in place.  He ran to the bedroom to get his phone quickly, then came back out to take a photo.  

After using the restroom, he came back out and sat down in the chair that was across from Puck.  He watched them for a few minutes as he thought about Puck and what his life used to be like before Sugar.  He was so happy for his friend.  

Sebastian came in and headed straight to the refrigerator to grab a beer.  When he turned around, he noticed Kurt sitting there silently.  He started to say something, but Kurt put his finger to his lips to silence him, then he pointed to the couch where Puck was asleep.  Sebastian frowned in confusion, then went around the edge of the living room to see what Kurt was referring to.  

When he saw Puck and Gianna, he smiled, whispering, “Damn.  That’s really sexy.”

Kurt chuckled silently, “I know.”

Seb looked back at him, “Did you get a picture?”

Kurt nodded and showed Seb.  “It’s a keeper.”

When Kurt and Sebastian went back out onto the deck, Kurt showed Sugar the photo. 

She let out a sound that was half hum, half moan, then said, “He really makes me want another one, and Gianna can’t even sit up yet.  I don’t know what’s wrong with me.  It’s too soon.”

Seb shrugged, “Lots of people have their kids super close together.” He motioned toward the picture, “That’s sexy as hell, Sug.  I’d be in the same boat if I were you.”

“He’s such a good dad.  I could have a dozen kids if that and his sexiness were what we were going by. I just want to jump him.”

 

The next morning, Sebastian woke up to an empty bed.  He assumed it was going to be just like their other trips to the beach house, and he’d find Kurt in the kitchen with Sugar and/or Jeff.  But then he noticed the time.  It was a bit too early for that.  He frowned and climbed out of bed.  Something drew him to the large windows in their bedroom.  As he looked out into the early morning darkness, the moonlight and decking/pool lights from the back of the house were all that illuminated the beach, but he could still make out a figure sitting on the sand by the water.

After using the restroom quickly, he headed out through the french doors in the living room, and down the deck steps to the beach. Kurt was sitting with his legs pulled up to his chest and his arms loosely draped over them, hands clasped together with a few fingers in front of his knees.

Sebastian stood and watched him for a few seconds, then walked up to him as he spoke gently, as to not scare him, “Hey, Baby. Are you okay?”

Kurt turned to look up at his husband, “Yeah.” He looked back at the water, “I woke up and couldn’t get back to sleep, so I came out here to think.”

Seb nodded and sat behind Kurt with a leg on either side of him.  He wrapped his arms around him and Kurt leaned back into the embrace.  “What are you thinking about?” Seb asked softly before kissing Kurt’s shoulder. Kurt didn’t really respond right away, and that made Sebastian understand where his thoughts had taken him.  He asked, “What woke you up?”

Kurt softly muttered, “A bad dream.” He closed his eyes and concentrated on Seb’s touch.  He felt him tighten his grip a little more at that information, then he gently rubbed Kurt’s arms where his hands rested.  

“Do you want to talk about it?”

Kurt shook his head, “Not really.  There’s nothing more to say.”

Seb nodded, then whispered, “Okay.”  He kissed Kurt on the shoulder, then left a couple more kisses on his neck, “I love you.”

“I love you, too.  Please don’t stop.” He tilted his head to the side for better access.  “You always make me feel better, Sir. I always feel so cherished in your arms.”

“That’s because you are, Baby. You’re my world. I will always do anything in my power to make you happy.  To make you feel even an ounce of the love I feel for you.” He continued to kiss and nip at Kurt’s neck.

Kurt was breathing a bit heavier, “Show me, Sir.  I need you to guide me. I need to be your-”

“My good boy,” Sebastian interrupted.  “You’re always my good boy, Baby.  Always so perfect for me.  I’m always going to make sure you feel good.  Now… Don’t cum until I tell you to.  Do you understand?”

“Yes, Sir.”

 

By the time they were back in the house, Sugar was just coming out with Gianna.  She smiled sleepily at them as she made her way to a cushy living room chair.

“Morning, Sugar.”

“Morning, boys. Go shower and get the smell of sex off of you, then come back and help with breakfast.”

They both chuckled, not denying anything at all.  Kurt winked, “You got it, Sweets.”

 

The rest of the week continued to be just what they needed.  It was relaxing and fun.  Max and Jacob came by one night, and were really happy to meet Gianna.  It had been a year since Sugar had discovered she was pregnant, so they felt like they waited forever to meet her, but it was worth the wait.  

On the weekend, Cameron, Quinn, Santana, Brittany, Finn, and Shannon all arrived.  It all seemed bitter sweet.  They were grateful to have this time together, but it was the Senior year for most of them, and Spring Break just wasn’t going to be in the cards for most of them. They were all determined to make it a great weekend together.

Friday night at dinner, Sebastian asked Shannon, “So have you set a wedding date yet?” 

“We’re fairly certain it will be October14.  My church is available, but we’re waiting to hear back from the place we want our reception to be.”

“Where are you wanting to have the reception?”

Tin Roof in Sidney.  It’s our style.  Plus, it has a stage,” she bounced her eyebrows, “I’m hoping we can convince some of you to sing.”

“It’s always so hard to persuade any of us to sing,” Kurt winked.

They discussed the wedding and the details for quite a while, then went straight into game night.  It wasn’t quite as rowdy as normal, since Gianna was sleeping, but it was just as competitive as always.  Chris ended up winning, and he and Elliott could not have been happier.  Santana was pouting, since it was her that was in second place.  Chris made up for it by kissing her on the cheek and pulling her into some snuggles.  Sam was snapping away with his camera all night.  These were precious memories that needed to be documented.

 

Saturday was spent on the beach and in the pool.  Sebastian had Gianna in the pool with a shaded baby float while Nick joined him.  Kurt and Jeff were laying in the shade of a deck umbrella.

Sebastian asked, “Have you guys thought about when you’re going to come to New York and search for an apartment?  Obviously, you can stay with us then.” Nick and Jeff had both been accepted to Columbia’s Master’s program for architecture.  

Nick nodded, “I think we’ll come sometime next month.  Our lease is up at the end of May, so we’ll be moving then.  It’ll be a whirlwind with graduation at MIT, then basically moving right away.  I think we’re going to hire a moving company to pack us and move us.  It’ll be too much for us to worry about during finals.”

“I’m so excited that you guys will be with us in the city,”  Kurt smiled.  

“Me too, Kurtsie.”

 

Later that evening, Kurt was in the kitchen gathering supplies for s’mores when Finn came in.  He looked up at his brother and smiled.  Finn smiled back, but didn’t say anything.  He just pulled Kurt by the shoulders into a warm hug.  

After a minute, he held on to Kurt’s shoulders, but pulled back to look at him, “Will you be my Best Man?”

Kurt couldn’t have smiled any bigger, “Of course!”

Finn nodded, “Good. I’m going to ask Seb, Puck, and Sam to my groomsmen, but I wanted to ask you separately.  I love you, little brother.”

“I love you, too.”

They headed down to join everyone on the beach.  Puck and Sebastian had their guitars, which were shared with both Sam and Elliott, as well.  They sang around the fire, laughed, and told stories.  

Leah had taken Gianna inside to change her diaper and get her dressed for bed.  When she came back, Gianna was wrapped in a blanket.  She handed her to Sugar, who threw another blanket over her while she fed her.  When she was finished, she burped her and rocked her, trying to get her to sleep.  

Kurt asked, “Can I try?”

“Always, Angel.”

He took Gianna in his arms and looked down at her as he started to sing Pure Imagination .

“Come with me and you'll be in a world of pure imagination. Take a look and you'll see into your imagination. We'll begin with a spin, traveling  in the world of my creation. What we'll see will defy explanation.” Several of them joined in, “If you want to view paradise, simply look around and view it. Anything you want to, do it. Want to change the world? There's nothing to it.”

Before they knew it, she was fast asleep.

 


 

Once they arrived back home, life went on as normal.  Most of them were buckling down for the end of their final year of college.  Kurt was working on his final project, and in negotiations with Isabelle over whether or not he would remain at Vogue.com once he graduated.  She wanted him to start full time as soon as he had his degree.  She was set on him writing articles for them about the latest trends.  He had been contributing in small doses for a couple of years already, and the team he had worked with had been extremely impressed.  However, he liked working with the photography and design departments more, and worried that if he went in the wrong direction, his own design goals would suffer. 

By the time finals were among them, Kurt had agreed to start at Vogue.com at the end of summer, contributing to both the design department, as well as writing a small monthly article.  It would give him time to work on his own line, which currently consisted of wedding dress designs.  But that could change.  

Sebastian was finishing up his final exams.  He was confident he would pass the state exam for him to become a Respiratory Therapist.  It was still fun and interesting to him, but compared to the amount he was going to need to Pre Med, it was a piece of cake.  He and Kurt both noticed how much less stressed he was, and both were very grateful. 

 

Before they knew it, exams were taken, final projects turned in, and graduation was upon them.  The Hummel’s, Smythe’s and Motta’s all came to town for the ceremonies and the party that Kurt and Sebastian decided to throw for themselves and their friends.  

The first ceremony was NYU’s commencement, which was held at Madison Square Gardens.  All of the parents, Sugar and Gianna, Kurt, Sebastian, and Elliott, headed to the ceremony together.  

Chris’s parents did not come, and that sealed the deal for Chris.  He was no longer going to make any effort in keeping in contact with them, or try to have them in his life in any way.  Tori was so frustrated by that and decided right then and there that she now had two more kids, because with Chris, came Elliott, and she loved them both. With Elliott’s parents deceased, he needed her too.

She sat next to Elliott in the large auditorium, “Is Chris okay?”

He nodded, “He had a feeling this was going to happen. He says he gave up after the trial a couple of years ago, but there was a little glimmer of hope that a happy occasion would be different.  He got a ‘congratulations’ over the phone.  They paid for the remainder of his tuition that his cheer scholarship didn’t cover, and he feels like that was their final contribution to his life.  Like they felt obligated to make sure he could survive on his own by paying for him to be educated, then they could wash their hands of him, guilt free.”

“I just don’t understand people anymore,” Robert said as he shook his head.  

Tori was practically in tears. She took a cleansing breath, then put her hand on Elliott’s arm, “I’m his mom now.  I will tell him myself, but I want you to know too.  Anything you two need, you come to me.  Understood?”

Elliott smiled warmly, “Understood.”

Sebastian turned from his seat in front of them and winked at Elliott, “I would say ‘welcome to the family’, but you’ve been family for years now.”

Elliott smiled, “Thanks either way.  I’m truly honored.  I know Chris is too.”

They stood soon after, applauding as the graduates came into the building in a single file line that seemed to stretch on forever.  Vinny was bouncing Gianna a little bit as she was strapped into a carrier on his chest. 

“Are you ready to see Daddy graduate?” he asked her.

Their families cheered loudly for Puck and Chris.  When they met up with them after the ceremony, Sugar jumped straight into Puck’s arms, “I’m so proud of you!” 

He smiled as he squeezed her back, “Thank you, Sug.  Thank you so much for always believing in me.  I love you so much.”

“I love you, too.”

They all went out to dinner to celebrate that evening, but retired early, since they had two more graduations the following day.  

Once they were in their bedroom, Kurt handed Sebastian a gift bag.  

Sebastian smiled, but furrowed his brows at the same time, “What is this?”

“Part of it is for you, and part of it is for me.  We mentioned wanting one when we first moved here for school.  Now we have them.” He nodded toward the bag.  

First, Sebastian pulled out a sweatshirt that said, “Proud Husband of a Parsons Graduate”.  

He laughed, “This is perfect!  Can I wear it tomorrow?”

“Only if I get to wear the other one to your ceremony.”  

Sebastian pulled out the second sweatshirt that read, “Proud Husband of a Columbia Graduate.”

He laughed some more before standing and kissing his husband, “These are perfect, Baby.  Thank you.”

 

The next day, they headed to Columbia with Robert, Tori, Leah, Sam, Burt, and Carole.  Kurt and Tori both cried as they watched Sebastian receive his diploma with special honors recognition in scholastic excellence.  

The same could be said for Sebastian and Burt as they watched Kurt receive his diploma from Parsons.  He was recognized for his scholastic excellence, as well as the international award he had received.  

Just like Sugar had, when Kurt saw Sebastian after the ceremony, he ran to him and jumped in his arms, burying his face in his neck.  Sebastian swung him around, “You did it, Baby!  I’m so proud of you.”

“I’m proud of you, too.  It’s hard to believe that we’re college graduates now!”

“You’re ready to take the fashion world by storm, Babe.  I just know it.”

Their families looked on with nothing but prideful smiles.  They had been through so much, and worked so hard.  Now it was their time to shine.

 

Later that night, they had all of their families and New York friends over for a party.  It was the perfect way to end their college careers. 

Kurt smiled at Jeff as he approached him, “How is my favorite new New Yorker?”

“Exhausted.  It’s been a crazy week.  I’ll be surprised if I can move in the morning, and it won’t be because of any super fun reasons.”

Kurt laughed, “I’m sure.  But you did it. You’re moved, and graduated.  One more year, and you can start your own firm.”

He smiled back, “We did do it, didn’t we? Now, on the next chapter of our lives.”

“Onward and upward.”

 

 

Notes:

I would love to hear what you think! I need kind affirmations to keep me motivated...Please?!

Chapter 44: Road Trip

Summary:

After several members get settled in new living situations, Kurt and Sebastian fly to LA, then set off on a road trip across country to celebrate college graduation. They see amazing places, and meet some amazing people. But there's more change in the air, and it's coming soon.

Notes:

So... This chapter is weird. They went to so many places, and I literally had to make myself stop adding little stories and descriptions about halfway through the story before this went on forever. So there will be a line break between States of travel or major destination change. Kinda. That was hard, lol. Also, these are little snippets of their time in each place, so sorry if they end weird. I have a lot of non-Americans reading this fic, so I attached a link for all underlined place, or hotel. I'm a visual person, but I also don't know how well known some of these places are to people outside the US, so thought it would help (I hate having to look up songs or places or translate things while I'm reading. Does this work for you?)
Um, also... Warning for the end? It gives a little tease of Bla*#n and what's happening.
Also, this chapter is somewhat skippable. It’s filler sorta.
Okay, I'll stop rambling so you can read on....

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

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It seemed like the first week after graduation was themed, “Moving”.  Hayden had to move out of his dorm, but the apartment he and Jenna had found wasn’t going to be ready until the end of the week, so he stayed with her at Elliott’s place.  Elliott, Hayden, and Jenna helped Chris move  out of his dorm, and in with Elliott, as well. They all just laughed when they each carried two boxes from the back of Kurt’s Navigator up, and that was it.  It was a benefit of coming from a dorm.  Most of his boxes were clothes and shoes, and the same could be said for Jenna and Hayden’s things.

By the end of the week, Jenna and Hayden moved into their new apartment in Little Italy.  It was going to be a longer commute for Hayden, but shorter for Jenna.  The rent was manageable, so it was worth it.  They had absolutely no furniture, so once again Kurt and Sugar found themselves back in Brooklyn Basement, helping the couple pick out some new pieces.

When they came in, Kurt noticed that there was no Killer there to greet them.  He mentioned it to Sugar, who frowned.  

“You’re right.  I hope he’s okay.”

Betsy had heard them, “Unfortunately, Killer is no longer with us.  I’m assuming you’ve been here…” Before she could finish her sentence, it dawned on her, “Hey, I know you two! Sewing table, and yellow credenza.” 

They both smiled, and Kurt responded, “Yeah, good memory! Sorry to hear about Killer.”

She nodded, “He was an old fart.  Died in his sleep.” She then stepped closer and pointed to Gianna, who was strapped into her stroller, “Well, who is this new addition?”

Sugar smiled, “This is Gianna.  She’s six months now.”

“Well, she’s just adorable.  Congratulations.”

“Thanks.”

“What can I do for ya today?”

Kurt answered, “These are our friends, Hayden and Jenna.  They just got their first apartment and need to furnish it.”

She nodded as Hayden added, “It’s quite small, so we need to keep that in mind.”

Betsy nodded again, “Small can be good, ya know.  Less to clean, plus it keeps you close to your loved ones. Why don’t you guys look around.  My name is Betsy. Just holler for me if you need me.”

“Thanks,”  Jenna smiled. 

They ended up finding a couple of small end tables that would work well with the loveseat they picked out at IKEA.  They also found a headboard with two matching nightstands and a small table with a drop leaf table that would fit well in the small kitchen. It was another successful trip.

“Thanks so much for bringing me another customer,” Betsy said to Kurt.

“You’re quite welcome.  We love it here.  I kind of wish I had more places to fill with furniture, just so I could come back more often.”

She laughed, and then wished them all a good day.

 


 

When Kurt and Sebastian headed to Nick and Jeff’s new place the next day, they were happy to find that it wasn’t far from them at all.  They could easily walk to their apartment in fifteen to twenty minutes.  

It was in a nice Upper West Side building that was further south than Kurt and Sebastian were.  They opted for a spacious two bedroom so that they could use the second bedroom as an office, although they were buying a Murphy bed for the room in case family came to visit. 

Kurt and Sebastian helped them finish unpacking their boxes.  The moving company had done a nice job of keeping everything very organized and well labeled, so it didn’t really take all that long.  The kitchen was the most tedious, but once they decided on where to put things, it didn’t take long either.  

When they finished, they opened a bottle of wine and relaxed in the living room.  

“Thanks so much for your help, guys.  It went a lot faster with you guys pitching in.”

“Of course, Nicky,”  Kurt smiled.  “This place is awesome.  It’s big for New York. I’m so glad you guys are here now.”

“And of course, as soon as we get here, you two leave,” Jeff playfully pouted.

Kurt rolled his eyes lovingly, and Seb answered, “Yeah, but only for a month or so.”

“So tell us about the trip,”  Nick said as he propped his feet up on the coffee table.

Kurt looked to Sebastian, so he answered, “Well, we worked with Angela again.  She convinced us that we were going about it all the wrong way, and she’s putting the final touches on our itinerary right now.  We were going to get Kurt’s new SUV, then drive cross country.  She pointed out that it would be adding tons of miles to the car, plus we couldn’t spend a ton of time in the places we wanted, since we’d be doing so much driving.  So we’re going to fly to California, then rent a car there to go up the coast a bit, then drive home, seeing all the places that are on the top of our list.”

“That sounds amazing,”  Jeff smiled.  “Where are the ‘must see’ places that you chose?”

“We’re going to fly to LA to visit Mercedes and her new boyfriend, Dominic.  We’ll see some sites, and head to Disneyland with them for a couple of days. We’ll spend a day in Big Sur before we drive up the California Coast to San Francisco.  We’ll spend a few days there, then drive to Yosemite National Forest.  I really wanted to see the Redwood Forest, but we’re going to save that for another time.”

Seb nodded, “It’d be 5-6 hours each way, not including the time we spend there, so we’ll save that for later, since it’s not the same direction as everything else we want to see.”

“We’ll spend time at Yosemite, then head to Las Vegas and the Grand Canyon. The Albuquerque…”

Kurt and Sebastian continued to fill them in on the spots they were wanting to visit most, and what they planned on doing there.  

When it was over, Kurt added, “I’ll be starting full time at Vogue.com when we get back, but I’ll be writing an article for them while we’re on the trip.  And Bas has news, too!”

They looked at Sebastian expectantly, “I had an interview with the Pediatric Respiratory Center at Mount Sinai yesterday.  They called this morning and offered me the job!”

Kurt beamed as Nick and Jeff cheered.  

“Congrats, man!  That’s really exciting.  When do you start?”

Seb smiled, “Thanks.  We’ll be back for about a week before I start.  They were very accommodating about me already having travel plans. I’m so excited.  It’s where I did my observations and it’s the place where I fell so in love with RT.  I’m really happy to be part of their team.”

Kurt winked, “And I get to see him in scrubs every day, looking all sexy…”

 


 

 

A week later, they checked into their room at the Ritz-Carlton , in Los Angeles, California.  

“What time is it, Bas?” Kurt asked as he headed to the restroom.

Sebastian looked at the watch on his wrist and smiled at the memory of Kurt giving it to him on their wedding day, “6:23.  We’re meeting Mercedes and her new boyfriend at 7;00, right?”

Kurt answered through the bathroom door, “Dominic.  Yes.  I just want to freshen up, then maybe we can look around the hotel before we meet them in the bar?”

“Sounds good, Babe.”

They finished looking around and were seated at the bar with drinks in hand at 6:50.

“So what do we know about Dominic?”

Kurt shook his head, “Not much, other than Cedes being pretty smitten.  She’s been pretty hush-hush.  I don’t even know what he looks like.”

“I haven’t seen any pics of him on her social media.  I thought maybe she had said something to you about him.”

“Other than the fact that she thinks he’s great, not really. You could hear her beaming smile over the phone when she told me she was so happy with him.  I’ve never known her to have a boyfriend, so I don’t even know her type.”

A few minutes later, they heard a squeal, and turned to see Mercedes running towards them.  Kurt smiled wide as he stood quickly and she wrapped her arms around him.  

“I’ve missed you so much, Kurt!”

“I’ve missed you, too! It’s so good to see you!”

While they were hugging, Sebastian noticed a large, as in buff, Italian guy approaching with a wide smile as he watched Mercedes hugging Kurt.  Sebastian smiled and offered his hand, “Dominic?”

He smiled back as he shook his hand, “Yes.  Sebastian?”

“Yeah, it’s nice to meet you.”

Kurt let go and turned to see Dominic.  He was not only buff, but tall.  He had a dark complexion, long hair reminiscent of Jason Momoa, and well trimmed beard. He was well dressed in navy chinos and a button up, and wore dark rimmed glasses.  

Mercedes beamed as she gestured to her friends, “Dominic, this is Kurt and Sebastian.  Guys, this is my boyfriend, Dominic.”  

Kurt shook his hand, “It’s a pleasure meeting you, Dominic.”

“You too, Kurt.  I feel like I already know you both, as well as your old Glee Club.  Mercedes thinks very highly of you.”

“Well, we think highly of her too.”

Mercedes went to give Sebastian a hug, “I see you’re still spoiling our boy.”  She gestured to the hotel as she pulled away.

He made a face, “Always.”

“Good.”

 

They enjoyed dinner together, and got to know Dominic. They learned that he’s five years older than them, and is an actor who also works at a local gym in between gigs.  He’d had several minor roles on several shows, including NCIS, Bones, and Game Of Thrones.  He’s been writing in his spare time, and hoped that someone would pick up his screenplay. He seemed really sweet, and with the way that he and Mercedes looked at each other, it was obvious that they were head over heels for one another.

When he had excused himself to the restroom, Mercedes looked at Kurt while biting her lip, just waiting for his ‘review’.  She didn’t have to wait long.

“Well, hot damn, Cedes! He is fine as hell, and super sweet!”  

She and Sebastian both laughed.  

Sebastian nodded, “He seems really great.”

“He really is.  He treats me like a queen.  He’s so respectful, and so kind.  I’m just hoping it’s the real him.”

Kurt frowned, “What do you mean?”

She shrugged, “Well, we’ve been together for a few months now, and he’s been great the whole time.  But people in this town are so fake.  I just hope he’s not.”

“He seems sincere to me,” Seb said.  “Just be cautious, but not so much that you miss out on the good stuff.”

As soon as dinner was over, Dominic looked at Mercedes, “Are you going to make me wait any longer?  I want to see their reaction.”

She giggled, “No, I won’t make you wait.”  She looked at Kurt and Sebastian, “I…” she paused for effect, “got signed to a record label!”

“OH MY GOD!!!” Kurt practically yelled, causing people to turn and look.  

“Yes!” Sebastian cheered, fists in the air.

Dominic laughed as the couple got out of their seats and ambushed Mercedes with hugs and kisses all over her face.  He had been secretly recording the entire scene, and was sure that she was going to cherish the video for the rest of her life.  



The next day, the four of them headed to Anaheim for their first day in Disneyland.  

“You do not need to pay for our tickets, Seb.”

He made a face, “Sure I do!  We’re celebrating your big news!  It’s our ‘Congratulations-on-getting-signed treat!”

She smiled as she rolled her eyes, “Well, thank you.”

“You’re welcome,” he smiled, bumping her shoulder.

They had a fantastic time at the park.  They took their time seeing as much of it as they could, and Kurt and Sebastian loved watching Dominic with Mercedes.  He was really great, and they couldn’t be happier for their friend.  

The next day, they headed to Disney’s California Adventure.  They loved Pixar Pier, and Kurt was obsessed with Cars Land.  Sebastian made sure to take lots of pictures. Their favorite thing of the day had to have been the light show.  Fountains and lights danced in front of the pier, and it was truly magical.  

On their final full day in LA, Dominic and Mercedes came to the hotel to pick them up.  They went to see the Hollywood sign, Rodeo Drive, and other major LA landmarks.  When the day was finished, they enjoyed dinner out before heading back to the hotel for a late night swim.

As Sebastian laid in a lounge chair, watching his husband and friend, Dominic turned toward him, “I can see why she’s so fond of you both.  She had nothing but good things to say.”

Seb smiled, “Thanks. She’s pretty great herself.  Treat her right, yeah?”

He smiled a bit lopsided and nodded as he looked back at her, “Women like her don’t grow on trees in this town.  I don’t plan on letting her slip through my fingers. I’m holdin’ on tight.”

Seb was happy with that response.

 


 

The next morning, they were in a rented SUV, bought a soft-sided cooler, some water, and ice, then headed towards Big Sur. They explored the coastline and town, enjoying a stay at a nearby Bed and Breakfast.

“The views here are amazing,” Kurt said, looking out the window toward the ocean as they drove the next day.  

“They are. It reminds me of the Amalfi Coast drive, only not quite as deadly.

Kurt chuckled, “Yeah.  Actually, they probably are.  These roads seem narrow.  It's not quite as big of a cliff with the road right on the edge.  Be careful, Love.”

"I will be, Babe. Don't worry."

 

Later that afternoon, they arrived at Fairmont San Francisco Hotel .  They explored the city by both car and trolley, and had a fantastic time.  

Their second day there, they spent nearly the entire time at Fisherman’s Wharf .  They had so much fun, and got some great pictures of the guys at the fish market tossing the fish to each other. The only time they had an issue that day was when they were chatting with a shop owner, and she asked them if they were going to take a tour of Alcatraz .  She didn’t understand why the couple had said they were not.

“But you would love it.  It’s our most popular attraction.  The tours are really great.” She continued to push and push.

Finally, Sebastian, who had been subtly rubbing Kurt’s back to comfort him, said, “Yeah, maybe we’ll look into it. Have a good day.” They quickly left the shop.  

He looked at Kurt, “Are you okay?” Kurt just nodded, so Sebastian pulled him off to the side, “Stay with me, Kurt.  Don’t let your mind go there.” He could see Kurt thinking, and thoughts of a prison only lead to thoughts of Blaine.

He nodded again, “I’m here.  I just… I really don’t want to go to a prison.”

“I know, Baby.  I understand completely.  I don’t want to either.”

“But I should be able to.”

“No.  It’s perfectly normal.  I’m sure there are a lot of people in your shoes.  Our shoes.  It’s just not something that’s talked about.”  He kissed Kurt on the forehead, “Come on.  I’m in the mood for some ice cream.”

“It’s dinner time.”

“Dessert first. We’re on vacation.”

Kurt smiled a little, “Okay.”

 

On the third day there, they got some great photos of each other in front of the Golden Gate Bridge , and they sat side by side, looking out at the water.  

Kurt finally broke the silence, “Ya know, I read a great quote not long ago that really stuck with me. It read, ‘Ships don’t sink because of the water around them.  Ships sink because the water gets in them.’” He turned to look at his husband, “I’m trying not to let the water get in. I’m really, really trying.”

Seb nodded, looking at him with nothing but love, “I know, Baby, and I’m so proud of how well you’re doing.  Just remember, it’s not like you’re a ship that’s sitting docked at a harbor.  You’ve been through a storm, and things are still a little rocky sometimes.  It’s normal a little water gets in...Just as long as it’s not too much.”  He leaned over and they kissed soft and sweet.  He smiled, “Besides, you have me.  Think of me as wet vac...I’ll just suck up all that water and dump it back out to sea.”

Kurt laughed, “I love you.”

Seb smiled.  He loved the sound of Kurt’s laugh, “I love you, too.”




 

A short three hour drive later, they were at Yosemite National Park.  They followed the directions the GPS sent them, and soon enough, they pulled up to Tenaya Lodge .  

“This whole place is beautiful, Bas.  The park, the lodge.  It’s gorgeous.”

“Just like you.”

Kurt tried to fight the smile for some reason, but couldn’t.  He just shook his head as they opened the door to the Contemporary Suite.  

Once they unloaded their things, they explored the hotel, then relaxed on the patio with some pizza from a lodge restaurant, Timberloft Pizzeria.  

“I’m excited about the tour,” Kurt smiled.

“Me too.  I think it’ll help give us an idea of what we want to go back and see by ourselves over the next couple of days.”

“Mhmm,”  Kurt said, finishing his bite.  “I swear, if we run into a bear, and I survive, I’m coming straight back here, you aren’t getting me out of that hotel room until it’s time to drive to Vegas.”

Seb laughed, “Not even to the spa?”

Kurt shrugged as a smile tugged at the corners of his mouth, “Okay, maybe to the spa.”

 


 

When they checked into their hotel suite at the Bellagio Resort and Casino in Las Vegas, NV three days later, Kurt’s eyes widened at the view.  They were right in front of the famous “Fountains of Bellagio”, and had the perfect view of both the fountain, and “the strip” from the wall of windows throughout the suite.  It was a stark contrast from the mountain views of Yosemite, but beautiful just the same.

“Are you ready to head down to the casino?” Sebastian asked as he came into the living room of the suite.  

Kurt was still standing at the window, looking down at the fountain and all of the lights.  He turned towards Seb, “Yes, Sir.  Can I wear my bracelet?  It’s really crowded down there.”

“Of course, Baby.”  Sebastian went to get it out of the bag and then returned to where Kurt was standing.  Kurt wordlessly presented his wrist, and Sebastian put it on him before slipping the necklace with the key around his neck and tucking it into his shirt.  “Better?”

Kurt nodded. “Yes, Sir.  Thank you,” and leaned up to kiss him.  

 

When they entered the casino, Kurt asked, “Have you ever gambled before?”

“Not with money,” he smirked.  “But I’ve taken lots of gambles in life.  Does that count?”

“No.”

Seb laughed, “I guess not.”

Kurt gave him a serious look, “We are not gambling with a lot of money.  That is such a waste.  I know we could, but why would we?”

“I agree, Babe.  Let’s just have some fun.  We’ll play some slots, maybe a round or two of Roulet.  Nothing major. Heck, I don’t think I would know how to do anything else.”

“Me neither.”

They both had fifty dollars in tokens, and headed straight for the slot machines.  On Kurt’s third pull, he won a hundred dollars.  

Sebastian smiled at how adorable his husband was as he jumped up and down and cheered for himself.

After cashing Kurt’s small win, they ended up breaking even.  Sebastian was tempted to keep going, but Kurt didn’t want to “go down the rabbit hole”.  Once they left the casino and explored the gorgeous property of the hotel, Sebastian was glad that Kurt made him stop.  Otherwise, they may have missed all of things they were currently seeing because he would have been too focused on whether the three little pictures matched after each pull of the lever. After a nice dinner with a view of the fountain, they explored the botanical gardens, pool, and shops that were all inside the hotel.

 

Late that night, Sebastian once again found Kurt standing at the living room looking out at the view from the wall of windows.  When he approached, he wrapped his arms around Kurt’s waist and kissed his neck.  Kurt hummed and tilted his head to give his husband more room.  

Sebastian continued to kiss and nip at his neck as he reached around to undo the buttons of Kurt’s shirt.  Kurt’s hands flew up to brace himself on the window, while he pushed his backside into Seb. When Sebastian had unbuttoned his shirt down to his pants, he untucked the shirt and finished undoing the remaining buttons very slowly.  It was driving Kurt insane with want.

Sebastian turned him, so they were facing each other and kissed him with so much heat that it left them both a bit breathless. 

He rested his forehead against Kurt’s, “I’m going to go get some supplies.  When I get back, I want you naked, and on your knees.”

“Yes, Sir.”

When Sebastian returned, he took a moment to look at his husband, naked and in kneeling position. As he slowly approached, he took some deep breaths, reminding himself that this really was his life, and that the beautiful man submitting himself in front of him right now was his husband. 

Some time later, Kurt had his legs wrapped around his husband’s waist.  Sebastian stood in front of him holding him up as Kurt leaned the top of his back and shoulders against the glass and Sebastian pounded into him.  He watched Kurt, trying to memorize the view.  Kurt’s cheeks were flushed, and sweat was gathering at his hairline.  The muscles of his torso flexed as he moved and gripped Seb tight.  His eyes sparkled as he looked back at him.  Seb took a second to look between Kurt and the view behind him. 

He leaned forward and kissed Kurt passionately. As he pulled out of the kiss, he looked Kurt in the eyes again, “So perfect, Baby.  My gorgeous husband.  People may be gambling away cash several floors below us, but up here, I won the jackpot.”

Kurt smiled as he leaned in for another kiss.  Sebastian lifted his full weight off the glass, and turned them to lay Kurt on the couch, never breaking contact as he continued thrusting into him.






As they drove Northeast toward Zion National Park, Kurt glanced at Seb from the driver’s seat, “What was your favorite part about Vegas, Bas?  And you can’t say the sex.”

Sebastian chuckled, “The sex is my favorite part about every place we’ve been, Babe.”

“I know.  That’s why you can’t say it.”

“Okay,” he thought for a moment.  “I kind of just like the atmosphere of the whole place.  Although the magic show was really cool.  How about you?”

“I loved the Cirque du Soleil show and the magic show.  The hotel was amazing, too.  The botanical gardens in it were a nice surprise.  But I think my favorite was Gordon Ramsey’s  Hell’s Kitchen .  It was just that good.”

“It was outstanding.  I can’t think of any meal that’s ever beat it.”

As they pulled into Grafton, a small ghost town just outside Zion, and looked around for a little bit.  It was weird to see people mosey around a town that was basically...dead.  They didn’t stay long before finishing the rest of the journey to Cable Mountain Lodge .  

They decided to lounge by the pool for a bit after exploring what the lodge had to offer.  Kurt sat and worked on his article a little as Sebastian swam, then lounged out next to him.  

The next day they explored Zion National Park .  They both made comments about how beautiful it was, but parts of it just seemed other worldly, with the red-orange earth, and the organic flow of the land that had been shaped with time and water combined.  It was stunning.  

 


 

Soon enough, they were at the Grand Canyon , then on to Albuquerque, NM, where they stayed at Hotel Chaco .  They enjoyed dinner at Level 5, the rooftop restaurant of the hotel, then headed to bed early.  

Before the end of their stay, they had wished they had more time than just three days.  They absolutely loved the Southwest vibe.  The people of the city were so welcoming, and Kurt could not get enough of towns like Nob Hill that were right on Route 66 .  The Native aspects, the galleries, the restaurants, the kitschy little shops, the retro feel to it all… Not to mention the old cars they were constantly seeing… It was all awesome.  They promised each other to come back some day, but stay longer the next time.




 

It was a long drive to Austin, TX.  Over ten hours when it was said and done, and they didn’t even stop to see anything outside of bathroom breaks and meal times.  They checked into their hotel, Fairmont Austin , and headed straight for the showers, then bed.  

The next day, they explored the city. When they had asked about how gay-friendly the places Angela had booked them in were, she made a point to tell them about Austin.  It was rated as one of the top LGBTQ+ friendly cities in the country, and had a very high percentage of LGBTQ-owned business.  It was very obvious once they were out and about. They just felt comfortable there.

Their second day there, they took a walking “ghost tour” of the city. 

“Are you sure you want to do this, Babe?”  He only asked for his own entertainment.  It was quite obvious with how giddy Kurt was that he was excited about it.

“Absolutely!  I’ve never been on a tour like this, and I can’t wait to see what it’s like.  As long as no ghosts come out to scare me, I’m good.”

They ended up loving the tour, and their guide, Mike, was really nice. They chatted with him for a little bit after the tour, while he waited for the next group to arrive.  They asked him if he had any suggestions on a place for dinner and dancing.

“Cheer Up Charlies can’t be beat if you’re into casual.  There’s a great vibe there that’s all inclusive, relaxed, and artsy.”

“Great, thanks.”

 

They continued to explore the city, then headed to Cheer Up Charlies for dinner and dancing.  They enjoyed both their meal and the band, but their favorite thing was the people.  The only seating left was a large table, so they joined a bunch of strangers at a table for 12.  There was a group of six friends that had come together, then two other couples besides themselves.  Everyone was friendly and they all laughed and a great time.

“So where are you two from?” a pretty brunette across from the asked, just as they finished their food.

“New York,” Kurt smiled.

The guy next to them, who was wearing a cowboy hat, and had a deep southern drawl, said, “City?”  When Kurt nodded, he continued, “Wow.  So is Texas a culture shock?”

Kurt shook his head, “Not so much.  We’re both from smaller towns in Ohio, originally.  Texas is different from both places, but nothing shocking.”

“Oh, see, now you’re just challenging him,” his friend said.

Kurt frowned a bit, “What do you mean?”

The guy stuck out his hand, “I’m Greg.  This is my boyfriend, Trenton.” Both men were in their early thirties.

Kurt shook his hand, “Kurt.  This is my husband, Sebastian.”

They all shook hands.

Greg smiled, “It’s nice to meet you.  I just meant that Trenton is a rancher.  He’s going to try to convince you that there’s no place like Texas.” He leaned over Trenton like he wasn’t even there and stage whispered, “He’s a die-hard Texan, who thinks there’s no greater place than this.”

Sebastian and Kurt both smiled, and Kurt answered, “Well, maybe in Trenton-world there isn’t.  From what we’ve seen, Texas is lovely.”

Trenton was very quiet, and other than his reaction to them being from NYC, he had hardly spoken all night, both before and after their introductions. Everyone at the table danced together, and continued to chat.  But towards the end of the evening, Trenton scooted a little closer to Sebastian.  At first, he was thrown off by it a bit.  But then Trenton leaned in and asked, “You two ever been on a ranch?”

“Can’t say that we have.”

“Want to come out to mine?”

Sebastian raised his brows in question, “What do mean?”

“Tomorrow, you two come out and I can show you around.  Maybe we take a trail ride on the horses. Greg’s a good cook.  Come for dinner.”

“Seriously?”

He nodded, “If you’re gonna see Texas, you gotta do it the right way...Off the back of a horse.”

Sebastian thought about it for a few seconds.  They seemed like great guys, and they were having a great time. He turned to Kurt, who wasn’t listening, and got his attention, “Babe.  Do you want to go to Trenton’s ranch for dinner tomorrow? RIde some horses?”

Kurt’s eyes widened and looked at Trenton and Greg.  

Greg smiled as he shrugged, “I told you.  You challenged him.”

Kurt smiled back, “I’d love to.  What would you like us to bring?”

Trenton shook his head, “Nothing.  Just make sure you wear pants and shoes that cover ya. Something that won’t piss you off if it gets a little dirty.” He gave them his contact number and address before the night was over.  

 

The next day they saw some more sights, then had lunch at Wonder Bar , which was really fun. They got some great pics there, and one of the waitresses took some pictures of them together, since they weren’t busy.  

On the way back to their hotel, they purchased a nice bottle of wine to take with them to Trenton and Greg’s ranch. When they got back to their room, they changed into the appropriate clothes. 

Kurt looked in the mirror, “This isn’t even ‘cowboy chic’.”

Sebastian laughed, “You look great, Babe.  I’m just glad we had everything washed in Albuquerque again.  Otherwise, you would have been hard pressed to find something appropriate.”

 

They followed the GPS directions to the address that Trenton had given them, and laughed when they saw the large rusted metal sign that hung between two poles at the beginning of the driveway.  There were laser-cut images of a buck on either end, and in the middle was the name “Two Buck Ranch”.  

Kurt giggled, “Stop the car.  I need a picture while there’s good lighting.”  He opened the door enough to take a picture, then hopped back in, “That’s one way to let people know.”

Sebastian chuckled and began driving slowly down the long drive.  A minute later, the charming farmhouse and ranch came into view.  Greg came out onto the front porch and waved, just as they turned the engine off.

“Welcome!” he greeted as they got out of the car.  

“Thank you. Your ranch is beautiful,” Sebastian smiled.  He handed Greg the bottle of wine.

“Thank you.  Come on in, I’ll give you a tour. Trenton just got in from the barn, so he’s showering quickly.  He’ll join us shortly.”  

The house was lovely, and when they entered the kitchen, the amazing smells hit their noses. 

Sebastian smiled, “That smells amazing.”

Greg smiled, “It’s almost finished.”

When they exited the kitchen to the back yard, Kurt said, “I feel like I’m in a Hallmark movie.”  

The yard had a large Maple tree with a picnic table underneath.  The table had a red and white checkered table cloth on it, with a vase of flowers in the center.  Plates and silverware were already set out.  There were strands of large lights that went from the back porch, to the tree, then to the closest barn, and back again.  The view was of what seemed like a never ending ranch.  They could see horses, chickens, and cows from where they stood.

Trenton came out moments later and greeted them.  He took them down to the barn while Greg got dinner out of the oven and plated.  They went to the horse barn first, then around to the chickens, only then realizing that there were goats too.  They were cracking up at the names of the goats; Vincent Van Goat, Butt-head, Goatzilla, Goatzart, and Billy.  Trenton wasn’t nearly as quiet when he was talking about the ranch.

When dinner was ready, they sat at the picnic table.  

Greg dished out the food, then sat.  He smiled, “We’re not really the praying type, but I would like to thank the universe for sending us new friends last night, and allowing us more time with you tonight.  One can never have too many friends.”  

They toasted to that.

“So tell us about yourselves.  What do you do in that big city of yours?”

Sebastian answered when, once again, Kurt looked to him. “We both just graduated college.  I’ve got a job waiting on me when we get home as a Respiratory Therapist at Mount Sinai in Manhattan.  Kurt just got a degree in Fashion and will be working full time for Vogue.com, although he’s been there part time for three and half years already.  He’ll be working on his own designs as well.”

“Wow, that’s impressive!  You both have jobs waiting for you...How long will be on vacation?”

Kurt said, “Well, we flew out to visit a friend in LA a couple of weeks ago.  After that visit, we rented a car and we’ve been to Big Sur, San Francisco, Yosemite, Las Vegas, Zion National Park, The Grand Canyon, and Albuquerque. We’ll go to New Orleans next, then start heading North via the ‘Blues Highway’ to Memphis and Nashville.  We’ll take the Blueridge Parkway to Charlotte, Raleigh, Philadelphia, then home.”

“That’s a lot of stops.”

Sebastian chuckled, “It’s a big country.  We’ve spent most of our 5 weeks in the Western half of the States, then we’ll spend a little less time in each place after this.  We were both new to the West Coast and the Southwest, so we wanted to spend more time here.  We still didn’t give ourselves enough time.  We really regretted having to leave Albuquerque too soon.”

“Well, we’re glad you made Texas part of your stop.”

“So, Trenton,” Kurt started, “you run the ranch, right?”  He got a nod from the man in question. He looked at Greg, “Do you also work here?”

“No, I’m a high school math teacher.  I help out here in the summer.” Kurt and Sebastian both looked a little confused, so he clarified, “I mean, I live here.  We’re a couple.  I just only work on the ranch in the summer when I’m not in class.”

They nodded in understanding.  Sebastian looked back at the house, “Have you ever thought about turning this place into a Bed and Breakfast? I mean, you’ve made us feel really welcomed.  The food is great.  The ranch is picturesque.  You could even market it towards the LGBTQ community. I know all of our friends would love to come to a place like this.”

“That’s actually my goal.  I’m hoping to work another couple of years.  Put a good ten years into my teacher retirement fund, then invest.  I would love to do that.”

 

After dinner, they all carried their dishes into the kitchen, where Greg insisted they leave them in the sink.  Trenton ran up stairs for a minute, but when he came back down, he was smiling from ear to ear.

“I brought down some hats for you to borrow.  Hopefully they fit well enough.  They’re custom to fit us.  At least you can wear them for some photos.”

He handed one to Greg, then let Kurt and Sebastian try them on.  Kurt was smiling the whole time.  

Seb looked at him, “Damn, Baby.  You’ve got the whole ‘sexy cowboy’ thing really working for you.”

They took some photos out by the barn and then with the horses.  Trent saddled up four horses, then gave a quick lesson when he found out that neither of them had ridden much, if at all, before.

They rode down through some fields, then in the woods a bit.  They came out into a meadow on the other side.  Crossing a creek, they headed back toward the barns.  When it was finished, Trent quickly put the horses up while Greg took the guys over to the fire ring that was surrounded by bales of hay.  

“I thought we could have s’mores.  Please tell me you’ve had s’mores before.”

Kurt smiled, “Of course.  We’re originally from Ohio, remember.  We actually had a s’mores making area at our wedding.”

“How long have you been married?”

“Three years.”

“Wow.  You were young.  But I can tell that you’re right for each other.”

“We are,” Sebastian smiled.  They were very used to people thinking they married young.  They did.

They spent the rest of the evening enjoying Greg and Trenton’s company.  They sang, told stories, and got to know each other a little.  They exchanged social media information before they headed out.  

“Thank you both much for your hospitality,” Kurt said as they walked them to their car. “What a nice surprise this has been.”

“You are quite welcome,” Greg smiled. “Thanks for coming.  I know that might have seemed weird last night.  But you can’t make new friends if you don’t put yourself out there a little.”

“That’s true,” Sebastian nodded.  “And any time you’re even close to New York, you let us know.  You’re welcome to stay with us.  We have plenty of room.”

“Well, thank you very much.  I might just have to drag this guy to the big city.”  

 

As they walked back into their hotel room, Kurt sighed, “That was so nice.”

“It was.  They were great.”

Kurt began to undress, then paused. He looked up at Sebastian, with a slight of panic, “Do you think we can have these clothes washed tomorrow?  We smell like horses!”

Sebastian chuckled, “I’ll call down and see if we can have someone pick them up for us tonight, so they’re ready by the time we check out.”

“Well it’s not going to take that long.  We don’t check out until the day after next.”

“Actually,” Sebastian dragged the word out, “we check out tomorrow.  I have a surprise for tomorrow night.”

Kurt’s face lit up, “A surprise?”  He used to hate surprises, but he learned years ago that surprises from Sebastian were always amazing. “Are you going to tell me what it is?”

“Well it wouldn’t be a surprise then, would it?”

 

The following evening, when they pulled up to The Bloomhouse , Kurt’s jaw dropped.  

“It was only available for one night, so Angela grabbed it.  Isn’t it cool?!”

“Oh my gosh, I can’t wait to see the inside!”

They were amazed by the entire house.  They spent every second of their time there either in, or around, the curved edges of this unique little paradise.

 


 

The rest of their trip was just as nice as the first part.  They loved each city for one reason or another, but by the time they got home, they were exhausted.  The last ten days had been a lot of driving and a lot of checking in and out of hotels at much faster pace than the first part of their trip.  They were glad they did it, but now they were extremely glad to be home.  Uncharacteristically, they left their bags in the living room, took a shower, then headed straight to bed.

The next morning, they woke up in each other's arms, just like most mornings.  

Sebastian kissed Kurt on the forehead, “Good morning, Baby.”

“Mmm,” Kurt stretched, “Good morning, Love.  It’s so good to be home.”

“I agree.  And from now on, things are going to be slightly different, but just as amazing as life with you always is.”






Back in Chillicothe, Ohio, Blaine stood in front of Ally, who had tears streaming down his face.  His sentence was up, and he was being released.

Blaine wiped the tears away with his thumbs, then roughly grabbed him by the jaw, “You remember the plan, correct?”

“Yes.”

“This has to go perfectly.  Every last detail needs to go according to plan.”

“I know.”

Blaine tightened his grip, “Do you?”

“Yes.  But...but as soon as you get there, we can be together and happy, right?  The three of us?”

Blaine’s tone changed to sweet and soft, “Yes, of course, Sweetheart.  You’re going to love him as much as I do.  It’s going to be perfect, I promise.”

 

 

 

Notes:

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Be prepared... The next chapter is the one you've all either been looking forward to, or dreading. Blaine is back! (sneak peek if you find me on Tumblr https://www. /blog/qtp2t )

Chapter 45: When Fear Becomes Reality

Summary:

Blaine is back.

Notes:

*** What's this? TWO chapters in one weekend?! Why yes, yes, it is! If you haven't read Chapter 44 yet, please do so. Or not lol
*** Happy Easter to all of my Christian readers. Happy Sunday to all of my non-Christian readers.
*** Umm....Y'all know I'm dramatic...so... I'm sorry....

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Puck and Sugar brought Gianna over so they could all visit Kurt and Sebastian the night after they got home from their trip.  It seemed to be tradition for them to come over the day after the couple got home from a vacation, but now, Kurt and Sebastian were both dying to see Gianna.

After giving their friends hugs, Kurt’s eyes widened, “Now way.  I swear she grew so much in the last month!” He took her out of her stroller, “How did you get so big!?” She laughed and cooed at him.  He sat down with her, Sebastian sitting next to him, then held her up and let her stand on his lap, “You’re so strong!”

She began to babble, and Kurt smiled at her.  He looked back at his friends, “We’ve missed you guys so much.”

“We’ve missed you, too, Princess." He looked between his friends, "How was your trip?  Did you have a nice anniversary?”

Sebastian nodded, “The trip was great.  We were in Charlotte, SC on our anniversary.  We had a nice romantic evening.  We ate at a fun place called Mert’s Heart and Soul , then went out to a show. It was very nice.”  

They went on to tell their friends about their trip, the places they saw, the people they met.  They told them about Mercedes and Dominic.  Puck and Sugar couldn’t have been more happy for her.  They showed them the photos they had taken, ate dinner, and played with Gianna.  It was a lovely evening, and much needed by everyone there.  There was such comfort in being home with family.

That weekend, they had all of their family over, and basically had a repeat of their night with Puck and Sugar.  It was nice to see everyone.  Especially now that Nick and Jeff were in town.

 


 

By the beginning of the following week, both Kurt and Sebastian were starting their new jobs.  The transition was easy for Kurt.  He was so used to Vogue and it’s employees, and it didn’t take long for him to adjust to his new position.  He was loving it, although he wasn’t sure how much more he could take of Isabelle whining that he wasn’t her assistant anymore.  He was going to have to help find her someone just as good.  

Sebastian couldn’t keep the smile off of his face.  He felt so alive at the hospital.  He loved everyone he worked with so far, and the kids that came in for therapy reminded him of why he chose a field in anything related to pediatrics. He smiled and showed them love and kindness as he treated them.  The regular families soon grew to love him right back.

 

Kurt smiled when he came home one evening in the early Fall, “I love that you seem so happy lately, Bas.  I mean, you always seem happy, but I can tell how much you love your job.  And you’re not stressed like you were sometimes as a student.”

“I really do love it, Baby.  Dante is fun to work with.  We seem to have the same hours and similar Saturday rotation.  The nurses have been very welcoming and helpful. I love the kids so much.  I’m getting to know some of my regular patients, so that’s nice, too.   It’s been great.”

Kurt kissed him, “I’m glad, Sir.”

 


 

When October rolled around, all of the New York friends and family headed to Ohio for Finn and Shannon’s wedding.  Kurt and Sebastian stayed with the Smythe's, as did Sam and Leah, Chris and Elliott, and Hayden and Jenna.  Jeff and Nick split their time between their parent’s houses, and Puck, Sugar, and Gianna stayed with the Motta’s. Rachel had been invited, but decided not to go.

During the rehearsal dinner, Kurt pulled Shannon aside, “I just want to make sure everything is going okay.  Do you need help with anything?  I’m happy to help however I can.”

She hugged him, “No, I’m good.  I hope you like my dress.  I’m kinda nervous about you seeing it.”

He made a face and waved his hand, “I know you’ll look gorgeous in it.  You sent me a pic.  If I thought it was hideous, I would have told you. I think you and your mom made a good choice with it.”

She smiled, “That’s true, you would’ve told me if you didn’t like it.”  

He winked at her.  “Just let me know if you need anything, okay.  Even if it’s last minute.”

“Thanks.  I’m excited about being your sister-in-law.”

“Me too,” he smiled.  He loved how she fit right in, and was really happy that she was soon going to be an official part of their family.

 

The day of the wedding, there was a knock at the door of the Smythe mansion.  When Leah opened it, she was surprised to see John standing there.  

When she made no move to let him in or say anything, John smirked, “Hey, kid.  Can I come in?”

“Oh, sure!  Yeah, sorry, John. I was just surprised to see you. I didn’t know you were coming to the wedding.”

“Yeah, after what happened before their own wedding, Kurt and Sebastian didn’t want to take any chances, so I guess you could call this a ‘business trip’.  Especially since Finn was a jock and many of them still know him. If they know he’s getting married, they would assume Kurt would be here.”

“Yeah.  Seb doesn’t take any chances when it comes to Kurt’s safety anymore.”

“Rightfully so.”

“Well, come on into the living room. We’re all almost ready to head to the church.”

 

The wedding was beautiful, and Shannon’s church was a nice intimate location for it.  

The wedding reception location was perfect, just like Shannon had said.  It matched their theme and overall feel really well.  

They were excited to see their Boston friends again.  They had come to New York for Sebastian’s birthday again that year, but they could only stay a couple of nights.  They danced the night away at the wedding, and everyone took turns singing on the stage that Shannon had been so excited about.  

As the evening wore on, they got to know Shannon’s family better.  Connor, her little brother, was hilarious, and loved hanging out with them. He couldn’t legally drink yet, but they were sure he was sneaking it somehow.  

Finn asked Kurt to dance about halfway through the celebration.  As they slowly danced around the dance floor, he smiled, “Can you believe we’re both married?”

“No.  It’s hard to believe, but at the same time, it isn’t.  Shannon is really great, Finn.  I’m really, really happy for you.”

“Thanks, Little Brother.”

 


 

Life went on when they got back to New York.  Leah, Sam, and Hayden continued with their classes, and everyone else with their jobs.  Chris had finally found a job in marketing like he wanted.  He seemed to like it, and was happy that he could help with the mortgage.  

Jeremy and Ben surprised the couple one night by stopping by with dinner. They popped some champagne and spilled their big news...Saved was headed to Broadway.  It had been successful since the beginning, and now it has paid off.  The joy and excitement on Jeremy and Ben’s faces was something Kurt knew he’d never forget.

Gianna was growing like a weed, and she was now crawling everywhere.  Puck and Sugar took turns being down in Sugar Shack, and it was working out really well.  There was no need for a daycare just yet.  Gianna was saying a few words now, too.  Mama, Dada, and baba, for bottle.  Sugar had stopped breastfeeding at the end of summer when she was having trouble producing enough milk to keep up with her daughter.  She was sad about it at first, but soon enough, she had moved on.  Gianna was doing so well, she decided to focus on the good stuff…. Like planning Gianna’s first birthday party that was coming up soon.

Kurt and Sebastian were still enjoying their jobs, and having so many of their family in the same city as them just made life even sweeter.

Earlier in the Fall when Kurt was notified by Chillicothe Correctional Institute that Blaine now had a scheduled release date, he started slipping into an anxious fog more often. As it got closer to Blaine’s release, it happened more and more.  He increased his therapy to every week for the time being, and John had been hired as his security. 

Sebastian always did everything he could to help ease Kurt’s stress, as did all of their family. But the week that Kurt dreaded so much was now upon them, and Sebastian stepped up his game.  Kurt was never left alone unless he wanted to be. They distracted him as much as they could, and kept an eye on his eating.  Sugar and Puck made sure he got plenty of time with Gianna.  She could always lift his spirits.  

John was now with Kurt from the time he left for work in the morning, until the time he got home.  Security in the building was well aware of the situation, and were on high alert.  

 


 

Leah had met Sebastian at the hospital for lunch on Friday afternoon.  She made some of his favorite pasta, then walked the few blocks to the hospital, where she met him in the cafeteria.  It looked like it was going to rain, so they sat inside by the windows to the courtyard, and simply enjoyed their time together.  

When they finished eating, he kissed her on the cheek, gave her a hug, then headed back upstairs to the Respiratory Therapy Clinic.  

Late that afternoon, Dante smiled at him, “Seems someone’s been keeping a secret.”

Sebastian frowned as he wrote in a chart, “Who? And should we care?” He turned his frown into an amused smirk as he looked up at the pointed look Dante was giving him.

“Hell, yes. I care,”  Dante whispered, not wanting to be heard by any of their young patients or the patient’s families that were in nearby rooms.  “Who was that fine as hell girl you were with at lunch today?  And why have you not given me her number?”

“Well, that would be my sister, Leah. She’s been in a committed relationship for over four years now, so you’re out of luck. And I don’t play Cupid.  That’s my husband’s job.”

Dante whined, “I mean, how serious could they be? She’s young. What could he have that I don’t?”

“First of all, I’m betting they’ll be married within a year of her graduating, if not sooner, so yeah, they’re very serious.  And second... you don’t really want to know what he has that you don’t.”

“He can’t have this charismatic smile,”  Dante said as he placed some papers in their files, working his admittedly adorable smile.

“Oh, but he does.  And he’s handsome and talented.  He’s a super nice guy who’s always looked at my sister like she’s his world. He also doesn’t go out every weekend to hook up with half the city, like someone else we all know and love.”

Tonya, a nurse in the RT wing , laughed, “He’s got you there, Dante.”  

Sebastian winked at her, then turned back to Dante, “The other thing he has that you don’t, is my approval.”

Tonya laughed again as Dante deflated and mumbled something neither of them could hear.

Sebastian smiled triumphantly as he went into one of the hospital rooms to prep it for the last patient of his shift.  Tonya came in to help.  She checked the cart by the door that held most of their small equipment. 

She let out a sigh, “If people don’t start replacing what they use, things are going to get real ugly here one day soon.  This cart is low on all of the basics.”

Sebastian finished what he was doing, “I’ve got you covered, Tonya.  I’ll go grab some stuff quickly.”

“Thank you so much,” she said gratefully as she continued to grab what she needed for their young patient.  

Sebastian walked down the hall and around the corner to the supply closet.  It was a good sized walk-in with floor to ceiling shelving on either side.  He grabbed some nozzles from a shelf just above his head, and was rummaging around looking for the correct type of mask adaptors and straps when he heard the door open.  

Without looking up, he said, “I told you I’d take care of it, Tonya.”  He turned to look at her, only to be faced with Ally, who was wearing medical scrubs.  Sebastian gave him a nod, “Sorry, I thought you were someone else.”  He went to step around him, but Ally blocked his way. Sebastian frowned. “Excuse me,” he tried again.

Ally quickly pulled a syringe out of his pocket and stuck Sebastian in the arm with it.  As he pushed the liquid into Seb’s bloodstream, he smiled a bit manically, “You’re excused.”

Sebastian frowned in confusion at the slight sting.  He looked at the man before him as the room started to spin.  He wanted to run.  He wanted to yell for help.  But he could do nothing as the supplies in his hands crashed to the ground, and the world around him faded in and out of darkness, eventually succumbing to the darkness.   

Ally caught him as he fell, not wanting him to cause a big crash that would alert anyone.  He threw Sebastian’s arm over his shoulder and threw his own arm around Seb’s waist, “I’ve got ya.  You really are gorgeous.  Blaine didn’t tell me that part.  I might have to have a little fun with you.”  He opened the door and looked both ways down the hallway.  He quickly walked/dragged them toward the elevators that were just around the corner.  It was more difficult than he thought it would be.  Sebastian was taller than Blaine had estimated, and it made it difficult to get leverage.  He found a few wheelchairs in an alcove by the vending machines across from the elevators, and sat Sebastian in one while they waited.  He lifted his feet onto the footrests, put his hands in his lap, and tilted his head forward before pushing him to the elevator.  

After making it to the main concourse, he was almost able to make it all the way across to the parking garage elevators...Nearly.  

A security guard frowned as he walked by, not used to seeing adults in the hospital wheelchairs of the children’s section of the hospital.  “Is he okay?”  

Ally gave a sympathetic look and nodded, “He reinjured an old sports injury.  Bad knees, apparently.  Nurse Tonya on the fifth floor called his husband to come get him.  He’s taking a cab here, and I’m meeting him in the garage so they have his car when they leave.  He took some pretty strong pain meds, and he was just on an overnight last night, so he’s just wiped out, ya know?”

The security guard frowned, but nodded, “Yeah, I guess.”  

Ally smiled sweetly, “I’ll be back up in a bit.  Have a great evening if I don’t see you again.”

“Yeah, you too.”

Getting Sebastian into his old beat up sedan was something Ally hadn’t thought too much about.  He struggled to get him out of the chair and into the front seat.  Finally, he gave up and rolled the chair back further.  He got him into the back seat as much as he could, then went around and pulled him in further from the other side.  He left the chair there, and took off out of the garage as fast as he could.



By the time Sebastian regained consciousness a bit, he was by himself in the middle of a small, dirty, studio apartment.  He frowned as he raised his head and looked around.  He tried to move, only to find he couldn’t.  He tried again, and found the same results.  Things were still foggy and he was having trouble focusing, but as things became clearer, he realized he was tied to a chair. His hands were tied behind his back, and his ankles were tied to the chair legs.

“What the fuck?,”  he whispered.  

“Awe, you’re awake!  Yay!” Ally said, smiling as he came out of the bathroom.  

“Who are you?  Why am I tied to a fucking chair?” he spat.  He kept pulling at the ropes.  

“Now, now.  I would save your energy, Sebastian.  You’re gonna need it.  You really are sexy, ya know?”  Ally tilted his head and ran his hand down Sebastian’s face.  He jerked away as much as he could, and Ally giggled.  He leaned down and put his mouth to Sebastian’s ear, “I’ve been locked up in prison for a very long time with only one man to satisfy my needs, Sebastian.  I may have a boyfriend, but since he’s interested in someone else,” he growled like that fact was the most disgusting fact in the world, “then I can be too.”

“Seems like a great guy,”  Sebastian said sarcastically. He felt like a lead weight had been dropped in the pit of his stomach. He knew this was connected to-

“The asshole saved my life.  Now I’m helping him out.”

“By doing illegal things that will make you end up in prison again?” He was fighting the nausea that told him this guy knew Blaine. He prayed he was wrong. His thoughts went straight to his husband.

“Blaine says I won’t!”  Ally screeched.  

Sebastian paled. So he was right. He had hoped beyond hope that his gut instincts were wrong.  But now…”Blaine?”

Ally took a deep breath, “Yes.  God, you don’t catch on very fast for someone who’s smart enough for an ivy league school.  Blaine is going to go get his man soon, and bring him to our little party.”  He sighed.  “I figured if he’s as great as Blaine says he is, then I can accept him into our relationship. I was supposed to kill you,” Sebastian’s stomach twisted, “but maybe I can convince Blaine to let me keep you.  I really think you’re beautiful.”  He ran his hand down his face again, then down his chest, stomach, then cupped his crotch, “I think we could get along really well.”

Sebastian was squirming as much as he could, trying to get away, “Don’t fucking touch me!”

Ally laughed as he stood in front of Sebastian, “You’re gonna be a fun one.”

“Where is Blaine?  What does he plan to do with Kurt?  You have to stop him!” There was a desperate plea in the tone of his voice.  

“I don’t have to do anything.” Ally’s voice was stern.  He was really getting tired of people telling him what to do.

“You do.  You were locked up with him, right?  Did he tell you what he did to Kurt?  Are you really willing to go back to prison because Blaine is crazy enough to think he can win Kurt over after everything he did?  Kurt is my husband .  We’ve been together for five years, and married for three.  We are madly, and deeply, in love with each other.  Blaine’s plans, whatever they are, won’t work.”

“Oh, but see, they already are.  The plan is to get you out of the way. Kurt will be so distraught...alone, and vulnerable...that he’ll be easy to take.”

“Kurt will never be alone, especially if he’s upset.  Our family would never let that happen.”

“I’m sure Blaine has that all figured out.” Ally waved his hand in dismissal.

“Please.  You have to stop this.  Just...Just let me go.  I’ll protect Kurt, and you can tell Blaine that you weren’t able to get to me.  It’ll work.”

“Too late!”  Ally chirped.  He held up his phone and showed Sebastian a picture that he had taken of him while he was passed out.  “I already sent this to Blaine.  I think you and I should celebrate.” He sauntered toward Sebastian again and ran his fingers down the side of Sebastian’s face again.  He leaned down and went in for a kiss.

Sebastian pulled his head back and headbutted him hard.  

“Son of a bitch!”  Ally yelled. “If you’re gonna be a fucking dick about it, I can be a dick too!”  He punched him across the face so hard that the chair fell over, sending him to the floor. With no hands or feet to stop the impact, he hit hard.  He was dizzy for a moment, then tried to gather his wits.

He spit out some blood, “I will not go down without a fight, so you might as well stop trying.”

“Fuck you!”  Ally yelled and kicked Sebastian in the stomach.  He walked out of the room, retreating to the bathroom.  

Sebastian heard the water turn on and a shower curtain being pulled open, and then closed.  He closed his eyes tight and tried to breathe through the pain.  He tried to focus and wrap his mind around what was happening, and what he could do to escape and keep Kurt safe.  He was having such a hard time focusing, and was fairly certain that he had a concussion or the drugs were still messing with him. 

When Ally came back out, he was only wearing a towel, “Want a peek?”

Sebastian closed his eyes, “No.”

“Oh, come on.  You know you want to.  What kind of gay man doesn’t want to see some dick?”

“A happily married one.  I only have eyes for my husband.”

Ally just laughed. To Sebastian, that was worse than anything he could have said as an alternative.  The laughter ate right through him.

Ally dropped his towel and sighed when he saw that Sebastian refused to open his eyes and look.  He put pants on, then grabbed the chair.  He struggled quite a bit, but was finally able to get Sebastian upright again.  

“You can open your eyes now.  I’m dressed.” Sebastian refused, so Ally slapped him, “I said open your eyes!”

“No.” He knew he should’ve just opened his eyes, but doing what this lunatic wanted went against every fiber of his being.

“Fine.  If you won’t do what I asked, I don’t want to deal with you.”

Sebastian felt a pinch on his arm and quickly opened his eyes to see Ally injecting him once again.  The room swirled, and he was out.




 

John dropped Kurt off in front of the building after getting an “all clear” from Raymond that nothing suspicious had occurred.

Kurt was starting to get worried, but he hadn’t said anything to John.  He had texted Sebastian to let him know he was on his way home, but got no response.  He called, but there was no answer.  

When he got in the lobby, George greeted him.  Kurt tried to smile, then asked, “Have you seen Sebastian tonight?”

George frowned, “No, Sir.  I haven’t seen him at all today.”

“He didn’t answer my text or my call.  Can you call down to the garage and see if his car is still here?  Or mine?”

“Yes, Sir.”  The staff had been put on high alert with the release of Blaine the previous week. George knew the couple was going to be on edge.  He called, asked, then waited a moment for an answer.  He hung up then looked at Kurt, “Both of your cars are still here.  Is there someone else you’d like me to call?”

“No, thank you, George.  I’m going to go upstairs and make a few more calls myself, maybe see if anyone has heard from him.  If one of our family members comes over tonight, just send them up, okay?”  

George had long since learned who was considered family. “Yes, Sir.  Please let me know if I can be of any assistance.”

Kurt nodded, “Thanks, George.”

 

When Kurt got upstairs, he checked the entire penthouse, just to make sure.  When he found it empty, he began pacing the floor. He really wanted to call Puck, but if something really was wrong, he needed Puck to be with his wife and daughter.  He thought about calling Sam, but he didn’t want to worry Leah yet.  He picked up the phone and called Jeff.

“Hey, Kurtsie. What’s up, buttercup?”  

“Bas isn’t answering texts or calls, and he’s not home.  He should have been home an hour ago.  Have you heard from him?”

Jeff frowned, “No. That’s unusual.  I mean, he always replies right away.”

“Yeah. I’m getting scared.  What if something happened?  It’s one of his rules that he has to respond to texts or answer calls within a set amount of time if he isn’t working.  It’s our-”

Jeff’s tone became serious, “I get it.  It’s one of his Dom rules.  Are you okay?  Do you need me to come over? Wait, where’s John?”

“He went home once he dropped me off here.  I assumed Bas would be here, so I didn’t even tell him about Bas not answering. Jeff…”

“Nicky and I are coming over.”

Kurt bit his lip.  He felt like he really should be able to do this on his own.  It wasn’t like it had been that long since he should have heard from Sebastian.  That’s one of the reasons why he didn’t tell John about it.  It’s just… this wasn’t like his husband at all.  Sebastian was always thoughtful about letting him know if he was going somewhere and what time he’d be back.  He was always prompt in answering calls and texts, not wanting to put stress on Kurt or cause more anxiety. Something had felt off all day, and now he couldn’t shake the feeling that something bad had happened. 

“I want to say ‘no’, but I really do want you here with me.  Please?”

Jeff was already making his way to the bedroom to grab a change of clothes and some toiletries, “We’ll be there as soon as we can.  Take a deep breath.  It’s going to be okay, I promise.” Jeff was really hoping that was a promise he could keep.

 

Nick frowned as he watched Jeff grab his overnight bag and start putting clothes in quickly. He pulled out the earbuds he had in as he studied, “Did I do something to piss you off?”

“No, Sweetie,”  Jeff started grabbing clothes for Nick too.  “Seb hasn’t been returning Kurt’s calls or texts.  He’s so scared, Nicky.”

“Shit,”  Nick immediately sat up straighter and dialed Seb’s number. He got no answer.  He left a voicemail, “Hey, Seb, it’s Nick. Kurt’s really worried, man. He said he’s called and texted and he hasn’t heard from you.  Call him as soon as you can, then call me back.  We’re headed to your place now.”

 


 

Blaine walked into the shoebox apartment to find Ally straddling Sebastian lap, who was propped up, unconscious on the couch.  Ally was running his fingers through Sebastian’s hair.  He had a black eye and bloody lip.  His hands were now tied in front of him, and Ally had put them over his head and around the back of his neck.

When he heard the door open, he quickly slipped out from under them, turning to smile at Blaine.

Blaine slammed the door closed, “Ally, what the fuck are you doing?!  You were supposed to get rid of the body!”  He was furious as he scowled at Ally.  

Ally pushed his fear away.  It was something he had always been good at doing.  Instead of trying distraction, he went straight for the “truth”.  He scooted back a little to face Blaine better, “I didn’t kill him.  He’s my new toy!  You can have Kurt, and I get Sebastian!”  

“He’s alive?! You were supposed to kill him last week so I wouldn’t be a suspect! I just thought you waited to text me the pic!  What the hell, Ally?!” 
He looked up at Blaine quickly, batting his eyelashes like he knew Blaine liked. But before he could even process what was happening, Blaine backhanded him so hard that he went flying to the floor.

“Owwww,” Ally whined, holding his cheek. “Why are you so pissy?”

“Because you just ruined the entire plan!  We’ve been working this out for six months, Ally, and you go and fuck it all up within hours of me getting here.”  Blaine started to pace, “What the fuck are we going to do?”

He was pulled from his thoughts as Sebastian moaned and shook his head a little without opening his eyes.  He frowned, then stalked back over to Sebastian and slugged him.  The look on his face was one of pure hate.  He looked down at Sebastian’s hand, seeing the wedding and engagement rings.  He grabbed Seb’s wrists with one hand while the other worked to take off the rings.  Once he had accomplished his goal, he threw them across the room.  

He turned back to Sebastian and punched him again.  Sebastian started to stir again, reminding Blaine that he was still a nuisance.  Still an obstacle.  Blaine frowned and punched him a third time.

Ally stood and tried to pull Blaine off, “Stop!  You’re messing up his pretty face!”

Blaine spun on his heels, punching Ally instead.  After several blows to Ally’s face, he took a deep breath, “I’m going to go and get Kurt.  I have to think of something new, thanks so you.  When I get back with him, Sebastian had better be dead and his body gone.  I don’t care how you do it.  Do you understand me?  Don’t fuck up again, Ally.”

“But I want Sebastian!  I really want him!  It’s not all about you and Kurt.  I have feelings too, and this isn’t fair!” 

Blaine had had enough.  He screamed, “You’re making me miss my window of opportunity!”

Ally screamed back from his spot on the floor, “I don’t care!  You can go fuck yourself, Blaine!  I’m not going to kill him!  Go get Kurt, but we won’t be here when you get back.”  He narrowed his eyes and threatened, “I may need to stop and see me some handsome NYPD boys while you’re out.”

That was when Blaine snapped.

He pounced on Ally and began swinging, blow after blow. When his knuckles ached, he wrapped his hands around Ally’s throat and squeezed.  Ally struggled weakly for a minute or two, trying to wiggle away, grasping weakly at Blaine’s hands as he gasped for breath, but he soon succumbed.  He laid motionless on the ground, lifeless eyes staring up at Blaine.  He kept strangling him, all of his frustrations pouring out the ends of his fingers through that tight grip.

Sebastian was coming to, and he blinked rapidly trying to focus on anything he could.  His face was throbbing, and no matter what he did, he couldn’t open his left eye all the way. He moaned and pulled his hands up to his face, feeling his busted lip.  As his vision became slightly more clear,  he could see Blaine on top of Ally.

“Stop,” he slurred as he tried to balance his head on his shoulders, “...you’re killing him.”  As soon as the words were out of his mouth, his head fell forward and he passed out again. The drugs in his system were having a worse effect on him now, considering he had barely woken from the first injection before given a second one.  

Blaine turned to look at Sebastian, “Too late.”  

A small part of Blaine’s mind was asking what had happened to bring him to this moment.  Really.  What went wrong?  Why did he have these feelings, this loss of control? And since when did he have it in him to actually kill?  Just like with Kurt in the Scandals parking lot, he had a goal, and he was willing to do whatever it took to get what he wanted.  

Anything.  

He went to his duffle bag that was in the corner. He had not even unpacked it yet. He reached into the inside pocket and pulled out a pistol.  Throwing the strap of the bag across his body and checking the room for anything else he may need, he began to spiral even more.  He couldn’t think straight anymore as part of his mind kept reminding himself that he just killed a man. Ally’s terrified face flashed in his mind’s eye.  Part of his mind could only see flashes of Kurt smiling at him.  Part of his mind could only see Sebatian saying “I do” to the man who was his.  All of this was on repeat like an old broken film reel.  

When he turned around and saw Sebastian slumped on the couch, beaten, but breathing, it did nothing but infuriate him.  He pointed the gun at him, “Kurt is mine.  He loved me first.  He’ll love me again.  And that will be a hell of a lot easier without you in the way.”  

He pulled the trigger.

 


 

When Nick and Jeff got to the penthouse, George sent them up right away.  When they entered, they called out for Kurt.

“Kurt?  We’re here, hun. Where are you?”

Jeff heard noise coming from upstairs, and went up to find Kurt in the master bathroom bent over the toilet getting sick.  He called over his shoulder, “He’s in here.  Bring a glass of water.”  He crouched down next to Kurt and rubbed his back, “It’s okay.  We’ll find him.  I’m sure he just got caught up in something at the hospital.”

“No,” Kurt croaked out with a horse voice as he shook his head and flushed the toilet.  He looked up a Jeff, his face wet with tears, “S-something happened.  I know it. I-I can feel it. It’s like p-pieces of my soul are being ripped out of me.”

Jeff was speechless and heartbroken for his friend as Nick came in with a glass of water and handed it to Kurt.  His hands were shaking so badly that Jeff helped him hold the glass steady, raising it to his lips.  He rinsed out his mouth and flushed the toilet a second time.

Nick helped pull him up to standing, then they both embraced him from either side. Kurt laid his head on Nick’s shoulder for a few minutes, completely unable to make his body move, other than the uncontrollable shaking. Eventually, Nick walked him down to the living room.  As he was doing that, Jeff sent out a group text asking if anyone had heard from Sebastian.  Everyone answered no, so he sent out another message asking everyone let him know if they do.  

Puck called Jeff right away, his tone serious and concerned,  “What’s going on?”

Jeff answered while Nick held Kurt, “He’s not returning Kurt’s calls or texts.  Nick tried too.  He’s not home, and should have been home at least an hour and a half ago now.”
“Something’s not right.  Seb would never do that to Princess.  Especially not this week,” Puck frowned. “Is John there?”

“No.  Kurt didn’t tell him he wasn’t responding since it hadn’t been that long when he dropped him off. He assumed he was here.”

“I’m going to call him and have him go back.  Something doesn’t feel right.”

“Okay, thanks Puck.”

 

Leah called Kurt within a couple of minutes.  Nick answered for him, “Hey, it’s Nick.”

“What’s going on?  I called Seb and there was no answer.”

Nick could hear the worry in her voice.  “I tried too. We aren’t sure what’s going on yet.”

“Is Kurt okay?”

“No, he’s not.”

“Will I make it worse if I come over?”

“I’m thinking we hold off on that for a bit, okay?  We’ll figure this out.  Let’s just give it some time.”

She sighed, “Okay.”

When she hung up, she started pacing back and forth.  Sam came up and wrapped his arms around her.  “You had lunch with him today, right?”  She nodded.  He asked, “And everything seemed okay?”

“Yeah.  He hugged me goodbye, kissed me on the cheek, and told me he loved me.  All normal.  Sam, what if it’s Blaine?”

Sam nodded, “That was my first thought too.  But I would have thought he would have gone straight for Kurt if he were actually going to be stupid enough to do something.  That’s why Kurt is the one with security.”

“I don’t know, Sam.  Something feels off.”

He kissed her forehead and held her tight, “It’ll be okay.” He wasn’t sure if he was trying to convince her, or himself.

 


 

Before bolting from the studio apartment, Blaine grabbed the phone that was on the coffee table.  He knew it wasn’t Ally’s, so it had to be Sebastian’s.  He used Sebastian’s thumb to unlock it, then ran as fast as he could out of the building.  

When he felt he had distanced himself enough, cutting through alleys and zig zagging a bit, he leaned up against a building and opened up the texts.  He read through a few from people asking where he was.  He listened to a voicemail from Nick, and scowled at the memory of them once being friends. Or so he thought. 

Then he listened to the voicemails that Kurt had left, noticing that his contact ID was “Babe”.  He closed his eyes and soaked in the tone of Kurt’s voice.  It was still beautiful, even if it had changed slightly with age, and even if it was laced with worry.

He went back to the texts, and read through the thread that was just between Kurt and Sebastian.  He frowned at Kurt calling Sebastian “Sir”.  What the hell was that all about? 

He texted Kurt.

To Babe:

I’m so sorry I didn’t get back to you, Babe.  I ran into an old friend from school and we got  carried away talking.  I didn’t realize my phone was on silent.  Can you come meet me?  I’d love for you to meet him.

Kurt grabbed his phone as soon as he heard his text alerts.  Relief washed over him as soon as he saw that it was from Sebastian, “It’s from Bas.”  But then he read it as Nick and Jeff watched intently.  He frowned at how unlike Sebastian all of this was. Not naming the friend, not calling, and phone on silent after work? The sick feeling that left him so suddenly with the text alert began to creep back in steadily. 

To Bas:

No, Bas.  I’ve been so upset.  It physically made me ill when I didn’t hear from you.  You broke the rules, and you know how important that is to me.

Blaine frowned.  Rules?  What the hell is he talking about?

To Babe:

I’m so sorry, Babe.  I promise to make it up to you.  Can you please meet me?

Kurt sighed and called instead.  But the call went unanswered.

To Babe:

It’s too loud in here to talk. I’m in a crowded bar.  Please come down.  

Kurt was still frowning, “He wants me to meet him at a bar.  He says he ran into an old school friend and he wants me to meet him.  I told him I was so upset that I was sick, but he still wants me to come.”  

“I don’t know, Kurt.  I think you should say ‘no’.  He knows he broke a rule, and he should be coming home if he knows you’ve literally been sick over it.”  Jeff did not like the sound of this.

“This isn’t right.”  Nick sighed and texted Sebastian himself.

To Seb:

You screwed up, man.  Come home.  Jeff and I are with Kurt.  He’s really upset.

To Nick:

I know.  I want to make it up to him.  Tell him to meet me.  

To Seb:

You know this week is hard.  Of all weeks, this was not the one to mess up your rules.  He needs you home.

Blaine didn’t respond.  He had no idea what they were talking about.  He thought for a moment, wondering how he could get Kurt away from home. Finally, he texted Kurt again.

To Babe:

Babe, I’ve been planning a surprise and I wanted to give it to you tonight.  Everything got messed up when I ran into my friend.  But if you come meet me, I can still make it all work.  Please.  I know you’ll love it.

To Bas:

Not without John.  Jeff said Noah called him to come back.  Tell me where to meet you, and John and I will come together.

Blaine decided he would have to live with that, and find a way to take care of whoever this John guy was. 

To Babe:

Fine.  I’ll ask the bartender the address and text to you in a minute.

When he texted the address, Kurt frowned.

To Bas:

That’s a bad part of town.  What are you doing there?

To Babe:

My friend lives here, and wanted to come to this bar.  It’s not bad.  Trust me.

 

“Trust me?”  Kurt said out loud. “This is sounding less and less like Bas.  But… he did say he was at a bar, so he’s probably been drinking. And he mentioned a surprise?” His gut was telling him not to trust the texts, but he had to find out for himself. He needed Sebastian.

“Do you want us to go with you, Kurtsie?”

“No, that’s okay.  I’ll be fine going with John. He is coming back, right?  And you told everyone that I heard from Bas?”

Jeff nodded, “Yes. John should be here soon. I texted everyone a couple of minutes ago and they were all very relieved.”

Kurt nodded, “I’m going to go freshen up.” He couldn’t help the knot that was still in his stomach.  He tried to convince himself that Sebastian had just been drinking, and that he was overreacting and hypersensitive right now. At least he would have John with him.

While Kurt was upstairs, Nick said, “I don’t like this.”

“Me neither.  Seb is going to get an earful from me.”

Nick felt so uneasy, but nodded, “We’re not leaving until they’re both back home.”

 


 

When Maria Sanchez heard yelling and screaming coming from the apartment next door, she became frightened. She had only been in New York for six months, but so far, the apartment complex had proven to be dingy, but quiet.  This fighting was a bit unnerving.  She decided to make herself busy and try to ignore it. 

Until she heard the gunshot.  

As soon as she heard the shot, she ran to the far side of her studio apartment and cowered in the corner.  She was terrified, and called her mother.

“Hola, mija!  How are you?”

“Mama, there was a gunshot.” She was nearly panicked. “It was so close.  I think maybe this city is too much for me. I don’t know what to do.”

“Slow down, mija.  Slow down.  Take a deep breath.  You heard a gunshot?”

“Si.  It was so close.  What if someone is out there?”

“What else did you hear?” her mother asked, concern evident in her voice.

“Yelling.  Arguing.  I tried to ignore it, but then…”

“Mija, listen to me.  After the gunshot, what did you hear?”

Maria thought for a moment.  She frowned, “I don’t remember hearing anything.  Maybe a door slam?”

“Maria, I want you to hang up from me, and call the police. What if someone is hurt?”

“Si, Mama.”

“Call me back as soon as can.  Don’t open the door until police are there.”

“Si.  I love you, Mama.”

“I love you, too, mija.  Now call.”

Maria hung up and called 9-1-1 right away.  However, once she hung up, she couldn’t stop thinking about how quiet it had gotten after she heard the shot. Her mother had told her not to open the door, but something was telling her she needed to anyway.  

She looked through the peephole and didn’t see anyone.  She cracked the door open and looked around, making sure the hallway was empty.  Looking to her left, she could see the neighbor’s door was left ajar. It had a crack in the frame, as if it had been slammed so hard that it broke and bounced back open.  She slowly walked forward and shakily asked, “Is everything okay?  Hello?” She pushed the door a little and looked inside.  Her eyes widened as she took in the scene.

One man was obviously dead.  He laid motionless with his eyes wide open, staring off into nothingness. She looked away quickly, not wanting to see him anymore.  Her heart felt like it was going to beat out of her chest, but she pressed on.

She turned and saw that there was another man on the couch.  He was tied up and looked severely beaten.  He had a busted and swollen lip, bruised jaw and cheekbone, cut on his forehead, and a gnarly black eye that looked like it was swollen shut. Blood was soaking the front of his shirt.  She startled a little when he made a little gurgled sound. It was quite faint, but she was sure it had come from him.

He was alive.  

She looked around and found a discarded towel on the floor.  She grabbed it and then went to him.  She lifted up his shirt to see where the wound was exactly, and then pressed the towel onto it to stop the bleeding.  She looked at what he was wearing and then noticed the hospital ID badge clipped to the shirt pocket of his scrubs.  

“So you’re name’s Sebastian, huh?” she said quietly as she sat next to him, still holding the towel tightly against him.  “Well, hang in there, Sebastian. I have no idea what I’m doing, but I’ve already called for help.”

 


 

When John showed back up at the penthouse, Nick greeted him as he walked in. “Hey.  Kurt is pretty upset.  Something is off about all of this.”

“So tell me again what’s happening.  Puck just said that Kurt was going to meet Sebastian, and that I needed to be with him.  He sounded skeptical, and now you do too.”

Nick nodded, “He didn’t answer calls or texts, and he always does.  He knows it would stress Kurt out if he didn’t, especially this week.  So we were all worried, because it’s not normal, and he wasn’t answering us either.  Kurt literally got sick with worry.  Anyway, he finally texted and said he ran into someone from school and they went to a bar.  It’s not in the best neighborhood, either.  It’s just all so unlike Seb.”

Kurt and Jeff started to walk downstairs, so Nick and John stopped discussing it.  Kurt gave John a small forced smile. His eyes were a bit puffy still, and he looked tired.  

He smiled back, “Ready to go?”

Kurt nodded and Jeff asked, “Are you sure you don’t want us to go with you?”

“I’m sure.  Thank you though.”

“We’ll stay here, Kurt.  If you want us to leave once you get home, that’s fine, but we’re staying until we know everything is okay and you’re both back home.  Text us when you meet with him to let us know you’re both safe.”

“Okay, Nicky.  Thank you.”  He hugged him quickly, then turned to John who nodded before they made their way to the elevator.

 

As the cab driver made his way to their destination, John watched Kurt closely.  After the first ten minutes of silence, he couldn’t take it anymore.  “Are you okay?”

“Yeah,” Kurt answered quietly as he continued to stare out the window.

“You don’t have to do this, ya know.  We can go home, and Sebastian can come home when he’s finished hanging out with his friend.”

“I know.” Kurt sighed and then laid his head back and closed his eyes.

John accepted that Kurt was set on going, and stopped pressing the issue.

 

When they pulled onto the block the dive bar was on, they got out of the cab and began walking the half block toward the entrance.  John kept an eye on their surroundings.  He placed his hand on Kurt’s back as they approached the bar.  After entering, they looked everywhere, but found no sign of Sebastian.  The bar didn’t seem like a place Sebastian would be, much less ask Kurt to come to.  Kurt was getting really anxious, and his eyes constantly flitted from one face to another, looking for his husband.  He finally pulled out his phone and texted Sebastian.

To Bas:  

We’re here. Where are you?

Without waiting for an answer, Kurt showed a photo of Sebastian to the bartender.  “Have you seen him in here tonight?”

The burly bartender shook his head, “Nope.  Doesn’t look like our typical type, either.” He raised a brow as he looked at Kurt, “Neither do you.”

Kurt just nodded and turned a worried eye to John.  

John placed a hand on his arm, trying to comfort him, “Let’s head home.”  He called for a cab, then waited a few minutes before they walked toward the exit.

Once outside, they began walking toward the cab that was parked down the block on the corner.  

Kurt’s mind was wandering to thoughts of Sebastian, the texts, the lack of hearing his voice.  Everything seemed off, and all he wanted was the comfort of home and his husband.  He let John’s strong hand guide him toward their destination. He was in no way present enough to do it on his own.  

He was snapped back to reality when a voice from his past washed over him like a bucket of ice water.

“Kurt.”

It was cold, calculating, and it was unmistakable. It sent shivers straight down Kurt’s spine. He froze, but John had whipped around instantly.  Before Kurt could pull himself out of his fear-induced fog and truly focus, a loud bang sounded, and John fell to the ground.  

Kurt sucked in a breath as he turned and saw John dropping.  He reached for him, falling to his knees beside him, “John!” He noticed the blood seeping through his shirt, “John!  Hold on!”  He started to pull his phone out to call 9-1-1, but as he reached into his pocket, his arm was being pulled back.

“Let’s go, Sweetheart. We can be together finally.”  Blaine was pulling and pulling. He couldn’t believe the physical difference the years had provided Kurt.  

Kurt frowned at him, the reality of everything came crashing down.  He jerked his arm away, “I will never go anywhere with you!”

“Oh, you will, Kurt.  I’ve gone through Hell to get to this moment.  Let’s go.” He grabbed his arm for a second time.

Kurt pulled out of his grip again and started to run toward where the cab had been parked, but it had pulled away as soon as the gun went off.  Suddenly, he was tackled to the ground. Luckily, everything he learned in self defense class was coming back to him full force.

“Get the fuck off of me!” He did a move Elliott had taught them and flipped their positions, then punched Blaine if the face.  As he quickly climbed off of his ex and stood, Blaine pointed the gun at him.  He froze.

“Don’t make me do this, Kurt.” He stood and continued to point the gun. “I’ve spent five years in Hell just because you wouldn’t do what I asked.  I’ve worked it all out.  We don’t need to worry about Sebastian anymore.  You can move on now.  Be with me.  Love me.  We’ll run away, and no one will ever know.”

“Where is he?!  Where is Bas?!  What did you do?!”  The question came out like fire from a dragon as he slowly walked toward Blaine, not caring about the gun at all.  His worry was turning to fierce protectiveness, and he was willing to do anything to get to his husband.  

“He’s taken care of, Kurt,” Blaine said, raising his brows with mock sympathy.

Rage shot through him at the thoughts of what Blaine could have possibly meant by that.  Without thinking twice, he lunged forward and rounded his arm in such a way that Blaine’s arm and hand holding the gun, was now turned upside down.  He twisted them, so Blaine’s hand was behind his back.  Blaine was so shocked, that he didn’t even know what to do with his free hand.  Kurt yanked it hard, causing him to drop the gun seconds later.  Once it hit the ground, he kicked it away as far as he could.  

Blaine’s brain was finally catching up, and he spun around and shoved Kurt, who had been slightly distracted by kicking the gun away, and caused him to fall on his ass.  As Blaine quickly moved to pounce on top of Kurt again, another shot rang out.  Kurt watched as Blaine’s eyes widened and time seemed to stand still for a moment.  As if in slow motion, Blaine’s body twisted away from him and he collapsed with a thud to the sidewalk a few feet away.

Kurt looked over toward John and saw that he was now on his stomach, and his own gun still hung in the air, pointed toward where Blaine once stood.

 

 

Notes:

So? What did you think? Seriously, this has been written for SO long, and I've been tweaking it forever, trying to make it as perfect as my imperfect self could. Kudos and Comments are like oxygen to me as a writer. Please? (insert big brown puppy eyes silently begging)

Chapter 46: The Hospital

Summary:

The aftermath.

Notes:

Thank you all for the inspiring comments on the last (very dramatic) chapter. They really do mean the world to me. So now we go to the hospital. Sigh...Let's just get this over with...

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

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As the paramedics rushed to the hospital with Sebastian in the back of the ambulance, one paramedic was using a manual hand pump to supply him oxygen, and the other was on the phone with the hospital while making sure the bandaging for the gunshot wound was holding. 

“GSW to the abdomen.  A lot of blood loss.  Possible head trauma. He may be one of yours.  He’s wearing Mount Sinai scrubs.”

“A trauma team will be waiting.  What is the patient’s name? I'll pull his employee medical and emergency contact forms.”

They had cut open Sebastian’s scrubs to have clear access to the gunshot wound, and in the process, the ID badge had fallen off in the ambulance unnoticed.  

“I don’t see a badge, and we didn’t see his wallet at the scene.”

When they arrived, there was a team of doctors, nurses, and blood bank staff waiting for them at the doors of the ER.  The EMT’s rushed him inside on the stretcher.  As the doctors and nurses began to take over as they literally ran him down the hallway, the EMT’s continued to give information.

“He was bleeding out for at least 5 minutes before we were even called.  It’s a miracle he’s alive.  He has a concussion, and obvious other contusions to his face, bruising on his abdomen from what appears to be blunt force trauma.”

 


 

Kurt was in the waiting room of Mount Sinai, pacing back and forth, when Jeff and Nick arrived.  He had called them in near hysterics after he got off the phone with 9-1-1.  He had settled his tears, but he had a nervous energy that he couldn’t contain.  He still didn’t know where his husband was, and after what Blaine had said about Sebastian being “taken care of”, he just hoped and prayed that he was alive.  In his time alone, he sent out a prayer to a God that he wasn’t sure existed, begging for his husband to be found alive, and for him to stay that way.  

A small wave or relief washed over him as he saw his friends enter the waiting room. Jeff ran to him, pulling into a hug immediately.  Nick was right behind him, and wrapped his arms around both of them.  Kurt closed his eyes and tried to let the comfort of two of his best friends be a salve. His body still shook, but there was a calming effect they had on him that did make him feel a bit more in control.  

“Are you okay? Did he hurt you?”  

All Jeff had understood in their short phone call was that Blaine was there and that John was shot.  He didn’t know where Blaine was at the moment, nor how bad John’s injuries were.

Kurt opened his mouth to answer, but the police entered, looking to question him, and Puck was right behind him, and he ran around the officer and immediately embraced Kurt.  

He muttered into his neck, “Are you okay?  Please tell me you’re okay.”

Kurt squeezed his eyes shut and cried again in Puck’s arms as he held on tight. 

“I’ve got you, Princess.”

Jeff calmly said, “I only texted Puck.  No one else knows.  I didn’t think a waiting room full of family would be good just yet until we find out more about what’s going on.”

Kurt nodded, then looked up at the sound of a throat clearing.  

“Which one of you is the man who was at the scene of the shooting tonight?” One officer asked.

Kurt let go of Puck a little, “That’s me.”

“I’m Officer Willis. We’re going to need a statement from you.  If we have further questions later, we can do that down at the station,” he gestured to an empty section of the waiting room.

Kurt nodded his head, “Whatever you need. Can my friends come?”

“Sure.” He seemed unemotional, but as long as it was an “yes”, Kurt didn’t care. 

 

They sat in some chairs at the far end of the waiting room, and the officer pulled up a chair to be a little closer to the four friends.  “Okay, what can you tell me about what happened tonight?”

Puck was rubbing Kurt’s back as Jeff held his hand.  Kurt squeezed his hand slightly, then gave his answer, “My husband wasn’t home when I got home from work.  He wasn’t answering anyone’s calls or texts, so we were all worried.  That’s really unusual for him.  But then he texted.  Said he ran into a friend, and that they went to a bar.  That was also unusual. He wanted me to meet them there.  John, one of the men who was shot tonight, he’s my security guard, and he went with me.” 

The four friends, which included Kurt himself, were all surprised at how composed he was.  It wasn’t that he was fine.  His voice and body were still shaky, and he was physically pale.  But he was mentally coherent, and able to answer rather well.

“Why do you need security?”

“My ex, Blaine Anderson, was just released from prison.  He did five years for assault and attempted rape, among some lesser charges.  I was the victim, and I have PTSD. I’ve been really nervous about him getting out, so we hired John.  He’s also-” Kurt’s eyes widened, and he looked at Nick, “I didn’t call Isabelle!”

Nick calmly nodded, “Give me your phone.  I’ll call her.” 

A new set of tears spilled over at the thought of Isabelle finding out, but Kurt handed his phone to Nick, who took the phone and stepped outside to make the call.

“Who is Isabelle?”

“Isabelle Wright.  She’s a friend of mine from work, but also John’s girlfriend. I didn’t think to call her.  I feel horrible.”

“It’s okay, sweetie.  You’ve been through a lot tonight.  She’ll understand,”  Jeff squeezed his hand for comfort.

“So I’m assuming you went to meet your husband at the bar?”

“I did.” 

Kurt went on to explain everything that had happened to the best of his ability.  His friends were horrified, but so very glad that Kurt didn’t panic and was able to defend himself.  

“What prison was Anderson in?”

Kurt was crying again by the time he had finished, so Nick, who had returned a couple of minutes earlier, answered, “Chillicothe Correctional Institute.”

The officer frowned, “Where’s that?”

“Ohio,” Puck answered.

He raised his brows.  He knew Blaine would have been restricted to Ohio for at least five years after release, but he didn’t say anything. 

Kurt dried his tears with the back of hand, “Officer, Blaine said that my husband, Sebastian, was ‘taken care of’.  We still haven’t heard from him.  Can you please help us? We need to find him.”

“We’ll do everything we can.”

 


 

When the EMT’s returned to the firehouse some time later, they were cleaning the back of the ambulance, as per routine.  One EMT found Sebastian’s badge. It had fallen to the floor and become wedged between the floor and the bench seat.  He pulled it out and headed to the office, calling the hospital right away.  The nurse who answered pulled his employee medical and emergency contact information, and made the call.

 

Kurt was just wrapping things up with the officer when his phone rang.  He looked at the officer, who nodded for Kurt to go ahead and answer. Kurt frowned at the number being from an unknown number.

“Hello?”

“Is this Kurt Hummel-Smythe?”

Kurt felt like a lead weight had just dropped in the pit of his stomach.  Puck and Nick exchanged looks, and Puck grabbed hold of Kurt, who looked like was going to pass out any second.

“Yes.  Yes, this is Kurt,” his voice small and terrified.

“I’m calling from Mount Sinai hospital,” she began.  Kurt frowned and looked up and around. She continued, “Your husband was brought in a couple of hours ago. He’s currently in surgery.”

Puck let go of Kurt as he stood and pushed forward, phone dropping to the ground, then slowly walking toward the desk of the waiting room.  It quickly turned into a run as he processed what had just been told to him.  

He placed both hands firmly on the counter to ground himself as the front desk attendee looked up at him, “Sebastian Hummel-Smythe?  You just said you have Sebastian Hummel-Smythe?!”  

The lady looked confused as she looked up at Kurt and then to his friends who were running up behind him.  The officer was also approaching with a frown.

There was a nurse behind her, facing away, who was on the phone.  She slowly turned around, frown planted firmly on her face, “Kurt?”

He nodded, and in a rushed, nearly panicked state, responded, “Yes!  Sebastian!  Is he here?!  You said he was here!  Where is he?!  Can I see him?!”

“You were already here?”

“Yes.  Can I see him?!”  Kurt was practically yelling.  He wasn’t angry, just...panicked.

She hung up the phone, and calmly turned towards him and stepped closer trying to sound comforting, “He’s in surgery now.” Her tone turned a bit apologetic, “It appears that he had been beaten and shot.  I’m sorry, Mr. Hummel-Smythe.  I promise he is in very good hands.”

Kurt didn’t hear any of the last part of what she said.  His brain was overloaded with the words “beaten and shot”. 

Puck had grabbed him, tears in his own eyes, as he held on tight. Puck turned his head toward her as he held Kurt, “He is alive, right?”

“Yes, sir,” she nodded.

 When Kurt began gasping for breath, Puck pulled back, not letting go of his shoulders.

“Breathe, Kurt.  Seb needs you. He’s going to be okay.  He’s strong. He’s a fighter, just like you.  But you need to breathe so you’re here when he wakes up after surgery.  Look at me.  Look at me, Princess.”

Kurt looked at him, both of them crying at this point.  

Puck took a shuddering breath of his own and nodded, “Good.  Now breathe.  Deep breath in.  Slow breath out.” He grabbed his hand and put it on his own chest, “Match my breathing.  Count backwards from ten in your head. Ten.  Nine.  Eight….”  

They stood and breathed together for a few minutes.  Nick held Jeff as they both cried, watching.  The desk staff watched silently, as did the officer.  Everyone’s hearts were breaking.

When Kurt finally seemed to be breathing normally again, the nurse who had called him said, “Why don’t I take you up the surgical waiting room? We’ll let the surgeons know that you’re here so they can come speak to you when they finish working on your husband.”

Kurt nodded, and the four friends followed her to the surgical floor, and sat silently in the waiting room for a few minutes.  

Finally, Kurt said, “I need to call Leah.  And our parents.”  New tears started, but he remained fairly calm as they slid down his cheeks. 
“I’ll call for you,” Nick answered. 

Puck nodded, “I’ll let the rest of the family know.  Sugar is probably worried out of her mind right now.”

Kurt nodded, “Thank you.”  

Puck and Nick got up to make phone calls, and Jeff switched seats to sit next to Kurt.  He wrapped his arms around him and pulled him close, as Kurt rested his head against Jeff’s shoulder. Nothing was said.  It didn’t need to be.

 


 

Nick went into a corridor around the corner. He called Leah first.

Worry was evident in her voice as she answered, “Is everything okay, Nick?”

“No, Leah.  I’m so sorry.  Seb’s in the hospital-”

“What!?”

“I’m so sorry.  He’s alive, but...he’s been shot.  He was beaten and shot.  He’s in surgery now.”

Nick heard a thump, then Sam yell in the background, “Leah!”  A beat of silence, then, “Wake up, Leah.  Wake up.”

A tear slid down Nick’s cheek as he listened to what was apparently Leah passing out and Sam helping her.  After a few minutes, Sam had Leah settled, and picked up the phone, “Who is this?  What’s going on?”

“It’s Nick. It’s bad news, Sam.  Seb was beaten and shot.  He’s alive, but he’s in surgery now at Mount Sinai.  I’m so sorry.”

“Fuck. Kurt?”

“He’s been through the wringer tonight.  John was shot too.  And so was Blaine. But physically, Kurt’s okay.”

“What?” Sam was trying to process what Nick said about Blaine and John. “What the fuck happened?”

“i think those texts were from Blaine, who must have had Seb’s phone somehow.  Kurt and John went to the bar where ‘Seb’ said he’d meet him.  But he wasn’t there.  When they left, Blaine shot John, got into a scuffle with Kurt, who got the gun away from him, then John shot Blaine.  Kurt was already at the hospital with John when the nurse called about Seb.”

“Holy shit. Okay. Okay, we’ll be there as soon as we can.  Did you call Robert and Tori?”

“I’m calling Robert next.”

 

Nick took some cleansing breaths.  That phone call was hard, and he could have handled it better.  Lesson learned.  He’ll have Robert sit down before breaking the news.  He dialed his number.

“Nick!  To what do I owe the pleasure?”

Nick took another deep breath, “Hi Robert.  I need you to sit for this, I have some upsetting news.”

Nick explained everything he knew so far.

“Have you heard from any of the doctors?”

“No. I’m sorry, we haven’t seen any doctors yet.”

“I’m so confused about all of this.  But it doesn’t matter right now.  We’ll be there as soon as we can.  Please don’t leave Kurt alone.  I know you won’t, but I needed to say it.”

“Jeff and I are here, and so is Puck. Leah and Sam are on their way. Puck is calling everyone else, but I don’t know if he’s going to ask them to stay home or not. You know how protective of Kurt he is, I’m sure he’ll tell them to wait until we know more so he’s not overwhelmed.”

“Good.  Thank you, Nick.”

“Sure.  I’ll see you soon.”

 

When he called Burt, the first thing he told him was that Kurt was not physically hurt.  He explained everything to the best of his ability, but had to pause several times to let Burt cuss and scream.  When he was finished, Burt told him that he was flying in from DC, and that he would call Carol and Finn himself.

 


 

When Nick came back into the waiting room Puck was already back, and the room was silent.  They all looked up at him.  

“Your parents are all flying in. Leah and Sam are on their way.”  

Kurt nodded, but said nothing.

Nick looked to Puck, “Who did you call?”

“Sugar and Elliott.  I asked them all to stay home for now, but Chris and Elliott are going over to our place to be with Sugar and Gianna.” 

Just like Nick had assumed, he didn’t want to overwhelm Kurt with too many people, but he knew that Sugar couldn’t be alone.  They all needed  to comfort each other.

 

It wasn’t much longer until Leah and Sam came jogging into the waiting room. As soon as Kurt and Leah saw each other, Kurt got up and met her halfway, hugging her tight.

“I’m so sorry, Leah.”

“It’s not your fault, Kurt.  Don’t.  Don’t apologize.”  She pulled back and looked at him, her expression serious and stern, “Do hear me?  Do NOT apologize.”

He nodded and pulled her back into an embrace, a fresh set of tears spilling over.  

 


 

Elliott and Chris pressed the buzzer for Sugar’s apartment.  Chris paced back and forth as they waited for her to anwer.  

After a couple of minutes, her voice, rough from crying, answered, “Hello?”

“It’s us, Sug,” Elliott replied.  

She unlocked the door with a push of a button and they headed up.  She greeted them at the door with a tearful hug.

“You know he’ll fight.  He’d walk through Hell to be with Kurt.” Elliott squeezed her tight.

“We didn’t need Blaine to make him prove that, though,” she said into his chest.

“I know, Sug.  I know.”

She turned and leaned into Chris, “Thanks for coming over.  It’s hard to go through this without Puck here.  I want to be there for Kurt so badly.”

“He knows that. I’m sure he’s so overwhelmed right now. As hard as it is not to be there, we need to give him some breathing room.”

She nodded and they headed into the living room.  It was late, and Gianna was asleep, and unlikely to wake until the early morning hours.  

“Puck called Hayden and Jenna, right?  And Orion? Channing?”

“I called Hayden and Orion, who said he’d call Channing.  I also called Santana, who was going to call Cam and Quinn.  Then Jeremy, who was going to tell Ben.  His reaction was kind of scary.  Everyone has been shocked, other emotions not quite surfacing yet. But Jeremy was angry.” He paused a beat, “Oh, and Chris called Thad and Rachel.”

Sugar nodded, “I made up the guest bed for you, but will you both please sleep with me?  I can’t.  I just can’t sleep alone right now.”

“Of course, Sugar.”




 

When Isabelle came running into the waiting room , it was a repeat scene of what had just happened with Leah.  

Without pulling out of the hug, Kurt said, “He saved me, Izzy.  He shot Blaine. Even with his own gunshot wound, he still saved me.”

She cried, but was able to talk, “That’s his job, Kurt.  It doesn't hurt that he has a soft spot for you.  He would do anything to keep you safe.  Do you know how bad it is?”

He shook his head, “No one has come out to say anything yet.  He was talking in the ambulance, though.  So that’s a good sign.”

She nodded, wiping away some tears, “Good.  Good.  I’m sure he’ll pull through.” She took a deep breath, “How are you?  What happened?”

Kurt briefly explained.  He didn’t have it in him to go into too much detail, but she had the right to know what happened. 

 

The officer from earlier, as well as another, came into the waiting room.  He sat across from Kurt, “Is it okay to talk in front of everyone here?”

“Yes, officer.”

“Can you confirm the two gunshot victims from the scene you were at earlier tonight?”

“Yes. John Moore and Blaine Anderson.”

“Okay.  We have reason to believe that Blaine was the one who shot your husband.”

Kurt nodded, “I assumed so.”

“But there was another victim at the scene of your husband’s shooting. This is Officer Florez.  He was on scene at the apartment.”

Kurt frowned, “Apartment?  What apartment?”

Officer Florez spoke, “We were called to the scene by a neighbor, who found both victims in the neighboring apartment.  It was just a few blocks from where you, Mr. Anderson, and Mr. Moore had the altercation.  When paramedics arrived on the scene, your husband’s hands were bound in front of him.  We believe he was kidnapped and held hostage.”

Kurt paled and threw his hand over his mouth.  He felt like he was going to be sick.  

“The other victim is deceased.  He was beaten and strangled.”

Jeff, seeing the look on Kurt’s face, ran and got a small trash can from the reception area.  When he turned around, Kurt was running up behind him.  He handed it to him, as Kurt dropped to his knees, getting sick.  He didn’t really have anything on his stomach, but the dry heaving continued.  Jeff knelt with him, rubbing his back. Nick and Puck were right there within seconds.  

Puck lifted him, whispering, “Come on.  Let’s sit down. We’ll bring the can.” He walked him back to his seat.  

A nurse brought out a water for Kurt to have and handed it to Jeff, who walked over to Kurt and handed it to him, “Try to just take small sips.”

Kurt nodded and took one small sip.  Eyes rimmed red, he looked up at the officers.  

Officer Florez nodded and continued, “There was a syringe found.”

Kurt frowned and shook his head, “Bas doesn’t do drugs.”

He answered, “We think that he was drugged by either Anderson, or the deceased.  It may be how he was taken to the apartment in the first place, but that is undetermined as of now.”

“Oh God.”  He turned to look at Leah, who was sobbing.  He didn’t know what to do. He felt so lost and overwhelmed.  He took a deep breath and tried to center himself. 

“Like I said before, a neighbor called 9-1-1.  She said she heard arguing on and off in the late afternoon and evening.  But then she became scared when she heard the gunshot.  After at least 5 minutes of silence, she investigated.  She probably saved your husband’s life.  She was holding a towel to his gunshot wound when paramedics arrived.”

Kurt threw his hand over his mouth again and cried.  He choked out, “Please.  Can I have her name?”

“I can’t do that without her permission. I’m sorry.  I will pass on to her that you would like to know it.  She’ll be coming in to give an official statement in the morning.”

Kurt nodded, “Please. You can give her my information.  I need to thank her.  Please.”

He smiled a little, “I will let her know.”

 


 

Another hour passed before a doctor entered the waiting room.  Everyone looked up.  

“Family of Sebastian Hummel-Smythe?”

Kurt stood anxiously and quickly made his way toward the doctor, as did Leah.  Everyone was on their feet.  

Kurt and Leah held each other as the doctor asked, “You are both his relatives?”

Kurt nodded, “I’m his husband, and this is his sister.”

The doctor nodded, “We can go into a private consultation room if you’d like.”

Kurt shook his head, “No, please.  I want everyone to hear.  I don’t know how much I’ll process what you say, and I know I won’t be able to repeat it.”

He gave a sympathetic nod, “I understand.  Why don’t we both have a seat,” he gestured to the chairs.  He sat across from them once they were seated, “Sebastian is recovering in the ICU.  He pulled through, but it was touch and go for a while there.  He did go into cardiac arrest once, but we got him back. He’s a fighter.”

Leah nodded, “He has a lot to fight for.” She tightened her grip on Kurt.

“He was shot in the abdomen.  The internal damage included some tearing of the stomach wall.  We were able to extract the bullet and repair what damage we could, When he does begin to eat, he’ll be on a liquid diet for some time, starting with a feeding tube in a day or two while he’s still here in the hospital. There was a lot of blood loss, so he’s had a transfusion.  He has a concussion, and some internal and external bruising to the abdomen.  It looks like he was kicked or punched there.  He’s currently getting stitches on his forehead.  His eye is severely swollen.  We’ll check for damage once the swelling goes down.  For now, we are inducing a coma so his brain and body can have time to heal properly.”

“How long will he be in a coma?” Leah asked.

“A day or two, at least. We’ll run some tests throughout the night... An MRI and bloodwork to start.  We’ll see how it goes from there.  You can see him for a few minutes before he’s taken for tests, but I have to warn you, he looks pretty worse for wear.  We have intubated him with an endotracheal tube to help support and stabilize his breathing.  He has a saline drip IV, which is also where we’ll continue to give him pain meds and Propofol for inducing a coma.  It can be quite a shock to see a loved one like that.” 

“Can we see him now?  Please? I just need to see him with my own eyes.  Please,” Kurt begged.

“Two at a time for tonight. If he does well through the night, we may move him to a regular room sometime tomorrow. Head up to the ICU waiting room on the seventh floor, and the nurse at reception will give you a room number.”

Kurt nodded, thanked the doctor, and started to head to the elevators.  

Leah pulled him back, “Only two at time.  Why don’t you go up with Puck.  I’ll wait here.”

Kurt frowned, “I know you want to see him as soon as possible.”

She nodded, “I do. But I know you’ll need support that I can’t give you at the moment.”

He was speechless.

Jeff walked over to them, “Kurt, why don’t you, Puck, Leah, and Sam head upstairs.  You can go in two at time. Nicky and I will wait here with Isabelle, and maybe Puck or Sam can trade off with us.”

Everyone seemed to agree, so he nodded silently, unable to put into words how amazing his friends and family were.

 

The four of them waited for the elevator together.  It felt like it was the slowest elevator known to man.  Kurt was anxious, terrified, and overwhelmed with a million different emotions.  He was elated that Sebastian was alive.  He was terrified that he would go into cardiac arrest again, or have permanent damage.  He was overwhelmed thinking about what he might see when he entered the room.

After arriving on the seventh floor and being told that Sebastian was in room 7332, Kurt and Puck were the first to head that way. Kurt paused just outside the room and Puck held on to him.

“You can do this, Princess.”

“I know.  I just...I need a second to breathe.”

After a couple seconds, Kurt took one final deep breath, then opened the door.  Puck’s arm was around his waist as they entered.  His hand flew up to cover his mouth again, and tears spilled over as his breath became ragged.  Sebastian was laying there just as the doctor had described, but Kurt was still not prepared.  

His body moved on its own accord as he made his way to his husband’s side.  He reached down and grabbed his hand, relieved when it was warm and pliant, not cold and stiff.  He didn’t take his eyes off of his Love, but he listened intently to the beep of the heart monitor.  That beep told him that the love of his life was still with him.  That beep that told him that there was still hope.

He ran his hand over Seb’s hair and leaned down to kiss his forehead, careful to avoid injured areas.  

“I love you, Bas.  Please fight to get better and come back to me. I can’t live without you, Love.  I can’t.”

Puck rubbed his back, tears of his own spilling over for both of his best friends.  He startled a bit when Kurt quickly turned toward him.  

Something flashed in Kurt’s eyes.  He whispered, his tone low and calculating, “I want to know what room Blaine is in.”

Puck spoke quietly as he shook his head, “No, you don’t, Princess.  I understand.  I want Blaine dead just as much as you.  But you can’t get in trouble.  That’s the last thing Sebastian needs.” Puck watched as Kurt deflated, knowing there was no revenge he could get on his ex that would even come close to getting the justice he deserved.

Puck decided right then and there, that everyone would be visiting one at time.  Kurt was not to leave Sebastian’s side, and if he did, he was not to be alone.  They need each other.  And none of them needed Kurt to be in jail.

Puck went to the other side of the bed, leaned in and kissed Sebastian on the forehead.  He whispered, “Fight a good fight for us, Seb.  I love you.  We all do.”

 

When Leah came in, Kurt had pulled up a chair and was sitting next to the bed.  He was holding Seb’s hand, kissing it occasionally, but otherwise, just holding it against his cheek. He didn’t take his eyes off of him, even as Leah entered.  He wasn’t sure he wanted to see her reaction.

 


 

 

Back in Ohio, Tori and Robert were rushing around trying to throw a few pieces of clothing in a bag and find airline tickets.  It was well past midnight, and there were no available flights until later in the morning.  

Robert called an old client, Tom Spalding.

He answered groggily, “Hello?”

“Tom, this is Robert Smythe.  I’m so sorry to bother you this late, but I’m quite desperate.”

Tom sat up in bed, “Robert?  What can I do for you?”

“My son, Sebastian lives in New York.  He’s been shot and is ICU.  I can’t get a flight until-”

Tom interrupted, “Meet me at Rickenbacker International in an hour.  Call me when you arrive and I’ll direct you where to go.  How many?” Tom had a small private plane, and with all Robert had done for him, he felt it was the least he could do.

“Two for sure.  Possibly four, if my son’s in-laws need it.”

“Alright, I’ll meet you there.” 

“Thank you so much.”

 


 

Carol and Finn ended up joining Robert and Tori on the flight.  Carol tried her best to comfort them without being overbearing or annoying.  Mostly, the flight was spent in silence.  

They quickly made their way to the hospital. 

When Robert and Tori entered the room, no one, not even the attending nurse, made Kurt leave.  He had not let go of Sebastian’s hand, and not looked away from him once. That didn’t change when they entered… at first.

Kurt heard a gasp from Tori.  He closed his eyes tight for a minute, willing himself to not look at her. He couldn’t bear seeing the look on her face as she saw her son like this.  He could hear the anguish of a heartbroken mother in her cry, and that was as much as he could handle.

When he felt Robert and Tori both put a hand on his shoulder, he broke.  The tears flowed once again.  His body sagged in the chair as he sobbed, barely catching his breath.

“He’ll be okay, son.  I know he will.  And I know because he would move Heaven and Earth to be with you.  He loves you so much, Kurt,” Robert gave his shoulder a squeeze.

Kurt didn’t let go of Sebastian’s hand, but he stood and turned toward them, looking away from Seb for the first time since seeing him that night. He reached for them with his free hand, and they quickly embraced him.  

Through his tears he muttered apologies, “I’m so sorry.  I’m sorry.  I’m so very sorry.”

Tori pulled back and ran her hands through his hair and kissed his cheek, “No apologies from you.” She let go and went to Sebastian’s other side, leaning over to kiss him.  She ran her hand through his hair and watched him closely.

Robert said, “You got it out of your system now, right?  That unnecessary need to apologize? Because that’s all I want to hear of that.  I know you well enough to know that you blame yourself somehow, some way.  This is in no way your fault.”

Kurt composed himself a little.  He took a deep breath, then looked Robert in the eyes, “I had the chance to kill him.  Blaine.  I could have killed him, and it would have been 100% self defense.  But I didn’t do it.”

“Is that why you’re apologizing?”

Tears rolled down his cheeks again as he nodded.  

Robert shook his head, “Kurt, I don’t want Blaine to die.  I want him to suffer.  And the US prison system is fucked up enough that Blaine going back there will make me happier than if he were to die now.  I do believe in Hell.  And I know one day he’ll get there.  But for now, Hell on Earth will satisfy me.  When we’re done with him, he’ll wish he was dead.”

 

There was silence for a long time after that.  Kurt settled back into his chair. Robert brought Tori a chair to Seb’s other side, and another one for himself.  Eventually, Robert asked Kurt what happened.  He told him, and Tori cried new tears for both her son, and her son-in-law.  Kurt told them everything the police and the doctors had told him so far.  Sebastian had gone through all the tests they had planned to run for the night, but no results had been given just yet.

“Isabelle came up to check on me just before you arrived.  John is out of surgery and doing well.  I’m so grateful for him.”

“Me too,” Robert nodded.

 


 

Robert went to check on Leah.  She had finally cried herself to sleep on Sam’s shoulder, and he had gently slid her down so that her head was resting in his lap. Puck had lifted her legs to rest in the chair next to her.  Sam had tried to get her to let him take her home, but she refused.

Carol and Finn took this time to go in to see Sebastian and Kurt, while Robert addressed the room.

“Thank you all for being here for our boys.  We love you all so much.  Right now, I need you to go home to your own beds, and get some decent sleep.  He’s not waking up any time soon. Kurt and Tori won’t be leaving his side.  So until he’s moved to another room, go home and get some rest.”

Everyone nodded, but didn’t move.  Robert went to Leah and shook her awake.  “I need you to go home and get some rest, Sweetie.”

“I can’t leave, Dad,” she said sleepily as she sat up.

Sam rubbed her back, “Seb knows you love him, Leah.  We live so close, if something happened, we could be here in no more than ten minutes.  Let’s get some proper rest. We’ll come back as soon as you wake up, I promise.”

Robert nodded, so happy that both his kids had such loving partners.  

“Okay,” she sighed.  “But I want to see him one more time.”

Leah went in as soon as Carol  and Finn came out. 

Robert looked at Carol, “I’ll call security and let them know you’ll be staying in the penthouse tonight and that they should also expect Burt when his flight lands.” He looked at Puck, “Do you know if they know yet?”

Puck shook his head and looked at Nick, since they were the ones there earlier.  

Nick answered, “They saw Jeff and I rush out, but we never said anything.”

Robert nodded and gave them a quick call.  They were heartbroken at the news, but gladly told Robert not to worry about the Hummels access, and that they would take care of them.  

Soon after, the waiting room was empty.

 


 

 

Kurt stayed awake as long as his body would let him.  The stress of the day was something beyond comprehension.  But at the moment, feeling his husband’s warm skin in his hand, listening to the steady rhythm of the heart monitor, he closed his eyes and drifted off to what would hopefully be a dreamless sleep.

 

 

Notes:

You know I need comments and kudos to survive. Please and thank you.

Chapter 47: Awaken

Summary:

More time in the hospital. Police have some breakthroughs in their investigation. Sebastian wakes up!

Notes:

I'd just like to preface this with the fact that I am not a doctor. I did research a little, but I also took some artistic license here and there. Maybe. Maybe I got it right and don't even know....

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

 

When Puck got home, he quietly went into the apartment and opened the door to his bedroom.  He saw Sugar snuggled in between Elliott and Chris.  She was protectively wrapped in Chris’ arms from his spot behind her, and she and Elliott were holding hands.  He mentally smiled a little at the image, happy that he could count on their friends to be with her through this when he couldn’t.  

He took off his shirt and shoes, tossing them aside without care, and crawled up the bed in between Elliott and Sugar.  

Sugar let go of Elliott’s hand as the movement of the bed woke her.  She could sense her husband, and reached out to him.  He laid down and pulled her close.  As he did, the tears started again. The bed shook with his silent sobs.

Sugar held on tight, letting him cry.  Her own tears burned at the corners of her eyes before spilling over.  

Elliott had woken up and placed a gentle hand on Puck’s shoulder, just as Chris was rubbing his arm that was wrapped around Sugar. 
“Can I get you anything, Hun?” Sugar asked, kissing him on the forehead as he buried his head under her chin.

He shook his head ‘no’ and tried to even out his breathing.  

They were all crying, silently taking comfort in each other’s company.  They remained quiet as Puck finally spoke.

“It’s so bad.  He’s in an induced coma to help him heal without having to deal with the pain and stress.  He had the shit beat out of him.  His eye is swollen shut.  He has a bloody lip and had to have stitches on his forehead. He was shot in the stomach, and there was damage to his stomach walls.  He’ll have to be on a feeding tube for a while, but they haven’t put it in yet. The breathing tube is temporary, though.  They’ll take that out when they wake him from his coma. He lost so much blood that he had to have a transfusion. He’s just so helpless looking.  He’s one of the strongest guys I know, but he looks so defeated and helpless.”  He took a shuddering breath, “And I didn’t point it out to Princess, but I’m sure he noticed.  Seb has rope burns on his wrists.  He couldn’t even fight back.” Puck choked out more sobs.

Elliott reached over them and grabbed Chris’ hand.  All four of them were crying.

“He went into cardiac arrest during the surgery.  God, I just hope he makes it.  What would we do without him?  How could Princess even go on?  It would kill him.  There would be no coming back from that. N-not for him.”

Chris reached over and grabbed the box of tissues that they had placed on the nightstand earlier that night.  He grabbed a few, then passed the box.

Elliott grabbed one and dried his eyes, “He’ll make it. There’s no way he’d leave Kurt. He has to make it.”

 


 

When Burt arrived at the hospital, he rushed to the seventh floor.  He had texted Robert when he arrived at the hospital, so he was waiting for him when the elevator doors opened.  The two fathers embraced.  

When they pulled apart, Burt kept his hand on Robert’s shoulder, “Are you doin’ okay?”

“Trying my best,” he nodded.

“Any changes?”

“None.”

“How’s Kurt?”

“He’s being so strong.  He’s had a couple of breakdowns, but for what he’s been through in the last twelve hours, I don’t know of anyone who would handle it like he is.”

Burt nodded, “Can I go in?”

“Yeah.  Just… be prepared for what you’re going to see.  Seb looks...Well, he looks like he’s on death’s door.”

Burt hugged him one more time, then Robert lead the way to Sebastian’s room. 

When he entered, Kurt was once again awake and carefully watching his husband as he continued to hold his hand.  He looked over when he noticed people coming in, and new tears welled in his eyes.  

Burt had looked away from his son to his son-in-law, and his breath caught in his throat.  He quickly schooled his expression and looked back to his son.  As Kurt stood, Burt made his way to him.  Once again, Kurt did not let go of Sebastian’s hand, but he turned his body so that he could give his father a hug.  

As they embraced, Burt asked, “Are you okay?  Are you hurt at all?”

“Just my heart,” Kurt muttered, causing Burt to close his eyes tight as the tears threatened to fall.  He was trying so hard to be strong for his son. He knew that if he started to cry, he wouldn’t stop.  That wasn’t what Kurt needed at the moment.

“You know he’s going to be okay, right?”

Kurt mumbled into his shoulder, “I hope so.”

Burt glanced over at Tori, who was asleep in the other chair.  He whispered, “I’m gonna let you rest.  I’ll head back to your place, then be back at a decent hour.  When I get here, I expect you to have gotten some sleep, then we’re gonna talk.”

Kurt nodded, “Okay.”

Robert walked Burt out, and spoke quietly as they went towards the elevators, “I was able to convince one of the doctors that I’m part of Kurt’s ‘legal team’.  He told me that Blaine survived the gunshot.  He’s on a different floor and has an armed police officer at his room door.  As soon as they feel he’s well enough to be transported, they’ll be moving him to NYU Winthrop Hospital.  I’m not taking a chance on him being in the same building as the boys.  Plus, from what Puck said before I made him go home, Kurt was ready to go find Blaine and kill him.”

“I know the feeling.”

“Me too. This is the safest option for everyone. Begrudgingly, that includes Blaine.”

 


 

Early Saturday morning, Kurt began to massage Sebastian’s hand that he was holding.  He didn’t think he’d be aware of what Kurt was doing, but he knew how much he normally enjoyed them and he needed to do something.  Just sitting and watching, getting lost in his thoughts, was going to make him go insane.  So he carefully avoided the rope burns on Seb’s wrists, and began pressing his thumbs into the palms of his husband’s hands, rubbing in an upward motion.  

When he finished Seb’s right hand, he walked around to the other side of the bed and began on the left hand. He lifted it and pressed his thumbs into his palms again, but as he moved toward his fingers, he froze.  His eyes widened and he looked up at Robert with a bit of panic.

“What’s wrong?” Robert asked, jumping to his feet quickly.

“H-his rings.  They’re gone!”  Tears began to well in his eyes.

Robert was by Kurt’s side within seconds.  He put a calming hand on his back and rubbed small circles, “I’ll call the police and let them know.  Hopefully they are at the scene.  I’m sure we’ll be able to find them.  Don’t worry.”

“How did I not notice?” he rubbed Sebastian’s ring finger as he quietly spoke.

Tori walked over, “Sweetie, you’ve had other things on your mind.  I’m sure that you’ll get them back.  Robert will talk to the police.  They’re coming back this morning.  You can mention it then, too.”

He nodded and sat in the chair behind him without letting go of Sebastian’s hand.  

 


 

When Burt returned, he had Carol and Finn with him.  Robert and Tori gave them some time alone with Kurt and Sebastian.  Carol had brought them all breakfast and coffee, so Sebastian’s parents went to eat it in the waiting room.  

Kurt thanked her, but set aside the food, only sipping on his coffee.

“You need to eat, Bud.  You need the energy.”

“I will,” Kurt answered quietly.  

Burt and Finn exchanged looks, knowing that it wasn’t going to be that simple.  

“Can I get you anything?” Finn asked.

Kurt shook his head, “No, thanks.”

“How about some fresh clothes?  Toiletries? I can run to your place quickly and get whatever you need.  You name it.”

Kurt looked at Finn quickly, “Sure.  That would be nice, thanks.”

Finn was happy to be able to do something helpful, “Any special requests?”

“My glasses and my medicine.  I’m not sure where I left my glasses, but my medicine is in a basket full of medicine in the cabinet next to the door to the laundry room.  It’s the only prescription in there.”

Finn stood to leave, “I’ll find your glasses, grab the medicine and some other things, then be back as soon as I can.” He was on his way out the door when he nearly ran into one of Sebastian’s nurses, Amy, so he waited to see what she had to say before leaving.

She forced a smile, “I’m sorry, Kurt.  But the NYPD is here, and they’d like to speak to you.”

“Can you send them in here?” he asked with a hopeful expression.

She shook her head, “No, I’m sorry.  We’re already past the number of people that are supposed to be the room.”

“We can step out,”  Burt offered.

“It will give me a chance to do a few things while you’re out. I’d like to clean him up a bit more, change his IV, things of that nature.  I promise if anything happens, I will come and get you.”

“You can do this, Bud.  It won’t take that long.  We know Seb won’t be waking up while still on the meds, so let him rest while you do what needs to be done.”

“Do you want me to stay with you while they question you?” Finn asked as he walked back to Kurt, placing a hand on his shoulder.

Kurt nodded without looking away from Sebastian.  He held his hand in both of his,  brought it to his lips and kissed his knuckles gently, then laid his hand on the bed just as tenderly.  He looked up and nodded, “Okay.”  He turned back to Sebastian as he stood, leaning over to kiss his forehead as he ran his hand through his hair, “I’ll be back as soon as I can, Bas.  I love you.”

 

When Kurt entered the waiting room, he saw that Leah and Sam were back.  He sat between Sam and Finn, across from the officers. 

“I’m Detective Ramsey, and this is my partner, Detective Wheeler.  I’ve spoken with Officer Willis and Officer Florez.  I would like to get a lengthier statement, if that’s possible.  I’m hoping you just gave a condensed version of the events last night.  We’re piecing things together, but the more you tell us, the more we can understand and get things moving.”

Kurt nodded and straightened his back and shoulders as he took a deep breath, “Before we begin, I would like to bring something to your attention.”

Everyone was looking at him curiously. He seemed so sure, and so strong. They knew that move, too.  The straightening of his back, the deep breath.  He was getting ready to face the audience.  It could be in a crowded auditorium, or in a hallway full of his bullies...He always stood strong and proud, adjusting himself to face whatever obstacle stood in his way. His family were all a bit relieved to see this.  They knew how strong he was, and were glad he was able to pull from that strength in a moment like this one. 

“Alright.”  Detective Ramsey sat back a little, waiting.  

His dad gave him an encouraging nod to go ahead with what he wanted to say.  He looked back at the detectives, “I think you need to be aware that this may be a high profile case, for several reasons.”  

Detective Ramsey perked up a bit, as if he was bracing himself. Something about the way he looked at him made Kurt feel like they thought he was being dramatic. Detective Wheeler seemed normal, intrigued by Kurt’s statement.  Detective Ramsey was not so convinced.

Kurt continued, “My father,” he gestured to Burt, “is a congressman, and my father-in-law” he gestured to Robert, “is a states attorney in Ohio.”  Detective Ramsey seemed to be taking him a bit more seriously now. “This is the second time Blaine will have been arrested because of his attacks on me, and now me and my husband.  That always piques interest a bit more in the media. The other man he shot, my bodyguard, John Moore, is Isabelle Wright’s boyfriend.  She’s my friend and colleague, as I stated last night, but she’s also a big-shot at Vogue.com. She’s rather famous in the fashion world. Worldwide. And to top all of that off, there is currently a Broadway musical based on mine and my husband’s love story.  It’s written and directed by Jeremy Jordan and Ben Sanders. Jeremy, especially, has made quite a name for himself on Broadway and in television and movies.  If this gets out to the media, then...”

“Holy shit,” Detective Wheeler muttered, something dawning on him.

Ramsey frowned and looked at him, “What?”

Wheeler looked at Kurt, “Is it Saved?”  Kurt nodded. Wheeler looked back at his partner, “Jody and I went to see it just last week. Her sister Jenny insisted we see it because she had loved it.”  He looked back at Kurt, “You’re THE Kurt and Sebastian?” Kurt nodded. “Is it pretty accurate?”

“In real life, things were worse.  But the parts about Blaine...Those are pretty accurate.”

Detective Ramsey asked, “What was Blaine arrested for the first time?”

Kurt answered as if he had said it a million times, and this was just one more, “Assault and attempted rape. He served five years, and was just released this week.”

“Is that why you had a security guard?”

“It is.  I have PTSD and I’m prone to panic attacks.  It had been getting worse as his release date approached.  We figured having John with me would help with that, if nothing else.  Turns out, he saved my life.”

“Tell us what happened last night.”

Kurt started from the beginning when he hadn’t heard from Sebastian, and went all the way through in as much detail as he could remember.  

By the time he was finished, Burt was pacing back and forth, angry as Hell.  He pointed at the detectives, “You better make sure that motherfucker is escorted out of this hospital as soon as possible.  I don’t want him anywhere near my sons.”

Robert had his head in his hands, and elbows on his knees.  It was very reminiscent of the position Sebastian often takes when he’s upset.  Everyone else had tears threatening to fall, or freely flowing.  Sam was comforting Leah, and Finn was comforting Kurt, rubbing his back.  Kurt laid his head on his shoulder, taking as much comfort from his brother as he possibly could.

“Congressman Hummel, I assure you there is an officer already stationed at his room.  We’ve been told he’s handcuffed to the bed rails.  He won’t be going anywhere until he’s ready to be transferred. I have no idea when that will be at this point.  We came here first.”

After a few seconds of silence, Kurt raised his head, “Bas’ rings are missing.  Could they be at the apartment where he was found? Or in evidence?”

“We’ll look for them.  Can you describe them for us?” 

Kurt held out his left hand, “They look just like this.”

They assured him that they would look through the already collected evidence, as well as what remained in the apartment and let him know. 

He then bit his lip, trying not to cry.  Once his nerves were settled enough, he asked, “Can...Can you tell me as much as you know about what my husband went through? Any information at all?”

Everyone in the room froze, attention directed at the detectives.  

Detective Wheeler nodded, “Sebastian was found sitting on the couch, unconscious, with his hands bound in front of him.”  There were some sounds of gasps and quiet cries at that.  But surprisingly, none of them were from Kurt.  

“There was a syringe on the floor, and another one in the pocket of some scrubs that were found in the apartment.  Both were used, and we’re waiting on your husband’s lab work to determine if they were used on him, and what drug was in them in the first place.  We’re also waiting on the autopsy report to see if there were drugs in the other victim’s system. We believe he was tied to a chair at one point.  There were ropes around the legs of a broken chair in the middle of the apartment.  The other victim was beaten and strangled.  He had passed by the time crews arrived.  A neighbor heard arguing.  She got scared when she heard the gunshot and called her mom, not knowing what to do.  Her mom convinced her to call 9-1-1, but she said she kept thinking someone might need help, so she went to check, and found your husband.  She used a towel to apply pressure to the gunshot wound to slow the bleeding.  I’m certain she saved his life.”

Kurt nodded, tears now streaming down his face, but nonetheless, fairly composed.  He took a cleansing breath, “I told the officers last night, but I’ll tell you too.  I would really like to meet her.  I want to thank her in person. Or...Or at least speak to her on the phone.  If you could give her my name and contact information, I would really appreciate it.”

Ramsey nodded, “We can do that.”  

Kurt frowned a little, “If there were other scrubs in the apartment... Was it someone from the hospital?  He works in the Pediatric Respiratory Clinic here.”

Wheeler nodded, “We’re looking into that while we’re here.  Hopefully it was caught on camera.”

“We’ve both been taking self defense classes for four years, he knows how to defend himself.  Bas isn’t afraid to fight.  He proved that five years ago when he stopped Blaine from raping me.  Something had to have happened to catch him off guard.  He would have fought, and fought hard.”

“That’s one of things we’re working on clarifying today.  We’ll let you know as soon as we find out anything.”

“Thank you, detectives.”

 

Kurt immediately went back into Sebastian’s room.  Nurse Amy was just finishing up changing the IV’s. She pressed a couple of buttons on the IV monitor, then turned back to Kurt, “Can I get you anything?”

Kurt was already sitting and holding Sebastian’s hand, “No, thank you.  I appreciate it.  And I appreciate everything you’re doing for Bas.”

She smiled softly, “It’s my pleasure.  I’m here until 7 tonight, so you just let me know if you need anything at all.”

“Thanks.”

 


 

Puck and Sugar left Gianna with Chris and Elliott, then headed to the hospital in the early afternoon.  Sugar had been texting Carol, and knew that Kurt hadn’t been eating, so she brought everyone some muffins, but stopped and got Kurt’s favorite sandwich from Zip’s before they headed to the hospital. 

Puck had texted when they arrived, and kindly, Robert and Tori gave them some time in the room with Kurt and Sebastian.  

Sugar handed over the muffins to their family that was in the waiting room.  After a lot of hugs, she then took a separate bag with the sandwich, muffin, and drink, and went in to see her boys.  Puck never left her side. 

He had tried to prepare her for this.  But nothing really could.  

She paused just inside the doorway, swaying slightly before Puck got ahold of her waist.  She took a deep breath, grounded herself, and then moved forward.

“Angel…”

Kurt turned to look at her.  She was so heartbroken, and it all showed on her face.  It was impossible to hide that from her best friend.  He knew her too well.  Each and every mask was well known, and this one broke his heart just the same as if she wasn’t wearing it.  

“Hey,” he answered softly.  

A tear fell as she moved forward, “I brought you a muffin, and your favorite from Zip’s.  You need to eat, Angel.”

He nodded, looking back at Seb, “I will.”

Puck took the bag from her, setting it on the table at the end of the bed.

Sugar walked to the other side of Sebastian’s bed.  She leaned over the best she could and kissed his forehead, “I love you, Seb.” She lovingly rubbed her thumb over his shoulder, “You have to fight to get through this.  I know you can do it.  Puck and I need both of our best friends, and Gianna needs both of her godfathers.” She kissed him again before walking around to be with Kurt.  

She sat in his lap, leaning to the side so he didn’t have to let go of Sebastian.  She kissed Kurt on the temple, “I know this is so very hard.  I simply can’t imagine.  But I know he’ll make it.  He would do absolutely anything for you, and that includes getting better.”  She reached up and wiped the tears away from his cheeks.  

He closed his eyes and tightened his hold on her waist as he laid his head on her chest.  

Puck walked up behind his chair, leaned over, and kissed Kurt on the cheek.  He wrapped one arm around Sugar, and the other rubbed Kurt’s arm.  He didn’t stand back up, keeping his face close to Kurt’s ear. “I know you’re upset.  And I know you don’t like to eat when you’re upset.” He could see and feel Kurt tense, so he pulled the chair back slightly and knelt by his side so Kurt could see his face, “Look at me, Princess.”  He waited for Kurt to look at him, then continued, “I get it.  But you can’t sit here for days without eating.  I know it’s been 24 hours since you’ve eaten, and even then, Jeff said you threw up last night.  You have to eat.  If Seb was awake right now, what would he tell you to do?” 

Kurt looked at Sebastian, but didn’t answer.

“Answer me, Princess.”

Kurt mumbled, “He’d tell me to eat.”

“That’s right.  You don’t have to eat the whole sandwich, and you can save the muffin for later, but you do have to eat something.  I’m not leaving here until you do.”

“Please, Angel,” Sugar softly whispered.

“Okay,” Kurt said, sounding a little hesitant.

“Thank you.”  Puck got up and grabbed the bag and drink, handing it to Kurt.

As Sugar got off his lap, he hissed a little. It was so quiet that she almost missed it.  She turned to him with a frown, “Did I hurt you?”

He shook his head, opening the bag.

She looked at his leg, “Is that...Is that your blood, or John’s?” 

He looked down to where she was pointing, “I think it’s mine.”

Without hesitation, she said, “Pull your pants down.”

He barely blinked, “I’m fine.”

Puck was frowning from where he had pulled up a chair on the other side of Sebastian.  He got up and walked back to Kurt again, “Let me see.”

“I am not going to pull my pants down.  It’s fine.”

“Bullshit, Princess.  That’s a lot of blood.  I assumed it was John’s.  You said you were kneeling next to him, so I just figured it was his.”

“I think I cut my leg on something when he tackled me.  But I’ll be fine.”

Without a word, Puck walked out of the room and went to get a nurse. When he came back with Nurse Amy, he also had Burt and Carol with him, who had overheard Puck.  

Amy frowned as she went to Kurt, “Are you hurt?”

Kurt looked at them all, “I am not leaving this room.”

“That’s not an answer, Angel.  I know you’re hurt.  Now you need to show her.”

Nurse Amy gently responded, “I know your situation is different.  Normally, we would have you go to another room downstairs, check you out, mend what needs mending, do that paperwork, etc., etc.  But I won’t make you do that.  You can stay here.  I’ll check your injury and either fix it myself, or find someone who’s better at whatever needs done.  I promise that unless it needs a procedure like surgery, we won’t make you leave your husband’s side.”

Carol nodded, “That’s a lot of rule bending, Sweetie.  Take her up on it.”

“I won’t have to leave?”

She shook her head, “No.”

He nodded, “Okay.”

“I am going to have to ask everyone else to leave, though.”

“No problem.  We’ll be back in a bit, Bud.”

 

When they went back into the waiting room, Tori asked, “What’s going on?”

Burt answered, “All of that blood on Kurt’s pants is not John’s.  It’s Kurt’s.”

The reaction was just as one would expect.  They were angry, horrified, upset, and not at all shocked that Kurt didn’t say anything.

Carol called Finn, who had left to go get Kurt’s things, and asked him to make sure that Kurt’s clothes were loose fitting, like sweatpants.  

 

Ten minutes later, Nurse Amy came out.  “He has a large area of his leg that has several layers of skin removed from what I assume is a bit like road rash. I did find a small tear in his pants where it seems some broken glass got in.  I removed it, and cleaned it up, but I am going to have someone come up and take a look at it.  I think it’s worthy of a few stitches where the glass had penetrated.  Hopefully it'll heal pretty quickly.”

They thanked her and she went back to doing her job.

 

Puck and Sugar went back in so they could finish their visit.

Kurt took out the sandwich, “Where’s Gianna?” He took a bite.

“She’s at home with Chris and Ell.  They’re going to come by later.  When we left, Elliott was on the phone with Santana, trying to convince her not to come until Seb wakes up.”

Kurt hummed in response.  

Sugar spoke gently, “None of us want to overwhelm you, Angel.  We all want to be here for both you and Sebastian, but none of us want to overwhelm you.”

Kurt shook his head, still watching Sebastian, “I’m glad you’re here.  And I don’t mind our New York family stopping by.  But everyone else needs to stay home for now.”

 


 

Kurt did well with eating.  He ate about half the sandwich and drank all of his drink, saving the muffin for later.  

Puck and Sugar had gone home, and the rest of the family would rotate who came in and sat with the couple. 

Finn had come back, allowing Kurt to take his medication and put on his glasses, his contacts taken out the night before at the beginning of all of the crying.  He had also grabbed his phone charger, which was helpful.

A nurse from a different floor had come up and given Kurt some stitches in his leg and wrapped it up with a waterproof bandage.  

He was able to take the fastest shower of his life, change into the sweatpants and hoodie that Finn had brought, and be back by Sebastian’s side in record time.  He sat next to him, holding his hand, and taking comfort in wearing Seb’s Columbia hoodie.  He wasn’t sure if Finn brought him Seb’s shirt on purpose or not, but he sure was glad.

The doctors and nurses were pleased with how Sebastian was doing, and were confident that they could let him wake up by the end of the weekend, or Monday at the latest.  

Sebastian’s test results had come back, and they discovered that the syringes were filled with a mild animal tranquilizer.  If it had been anything stronger, two doses could have killed him. Because it was mild, meant for smaller animals, he had only passed out for relatively short amounts of time.  

The police had been given access to hospital security footage, and they had a clear view of the person who abducted Sebastian, matching him to the second victim in the apartment.  

They had interviewed Tracy and Dante, who had been curious about Sebastian skipping out on his last patient.  Neither one had said anything about Sebastian leaving early, fearing they would get him in trouble.  They liked him a lot and didn’t want that to happen.  Neither of them recognized Ally’s photo from the video.  They both felt incredibly guilty for not looking into what could have caused Seb to leave early.  

By evening, Chris and Elliott, as well as Nick, Jeff, Hayden, and Jenna, had all stopped by.  Kurt ate the muffin for dinner, then settled in his chair, and holding Sebastian's, and prepared for another long night ahead of him.

 


 

Sunday morning, Kurt was woken up by the sounds of Seb’s nurse entering the room.  She smiled gently at him, “He’s being moved to a regular room this morning.  How’s that for a happy wake up call?”

Kurt smiled a little, sitting up, “That’s fantastic news.  That means he’s out of the woods, right?”

“It means he doesn’t need 24 hour care.  He can rest on his own without all of us being here all the time.  It means he’s getting better. It’s a huge step in the right direction.”

 

A couple of hours later, they were settled in a regular hospital room.  The new nurse came in and introduced himself, “Hi, I’m Randy.  I’ll be Sebastian’s nurse until 7 tonight.” He smiled at everyone in the room, “Are you all family?”

Kurt was holding Seb’s hand again.  He looked up and smiled a little, “Yes. I’m Kurt, Sebastian’s husband.  These are our parents, brothers and sister.”

“It’s a big crowd.” It was more of a statement, not a complaint.  “I love when patients have so many people who love and care about them.  It helps them heal.”

“Well then he should be walking out of here in no time.  I don’t think there’s anyone more loved than him,” Kurt ran his fingers through Seb’s hair.  

Robert smiled and patted Kurt on the back.  He looked at Nurse Randy, “He’s going to have a ton of people in and out.  Especially now that he’s no longer in ICU.”

“Well, once he wakes up, I’m sure he’ll love that.  Just make sure he has time to rest, too.”

Burt chuckled, “You won’t need to worry. Kurt will take care of it.”

 

Their friends all came for another short visit, happy that Sebastian was doing well enough to be moved out of ICU.  

Later that evening, Celeste and Beau arrived while Tori was in the waiting room saying goodbye to Finn and Carol, who needed to fly home for work the next day.  

“Mom!  Dad!  I wasn’t expecting you.”

Celeste hugged her daughter, “What did you expect?  We weren’t going to stay in Paris while our grandson is in the hospital.”

“I hate to hug and go, but we have a flight to catch,” Carol said.  She looked at Tori, “I’ll be back next weekend.  Let me know if there’s anything you need me to bring back with me.”

Tori gave her another hug, “I will.  Thank you, Carol.”

Once they had left, Tori tried to prepare her parents for what they were about to see.  She asked them to sit down, then told them everything that had happened.  

“I’m sure Kurt is devastated.”

“He is, but he’s being so strong.”

“Let’s go see them,” Beau said as he stood.

Tori stood too, then frowned as she looked around, “Where are your bags?”

“We dropped them off at Leah and Sam’s. We’ve been texting them, and they offered.  The bags are at the front desk. I know you’ve been staying there too, but we didn’t want to put any pressure on Kurt by staying there.  You know how he is as a host.  He would feel he needed to do something for us.”

“You’re right.  He’s been good about it with his parents and Finn, though.  I’m not sure he’s even thought about it.  We’re with Leah and Sam, but we’ve only gone there once to shower and change.”

They headed into the room, and Leah instantly started to cry when she saw them.  She stayed in her spot on Sam’s lap and watched as Celeste, ever the strong leader of the family, fought the tears.  She didn’t win.  Kurt held Seb’s hand with both of his, holding it to his lips as he watched.  

Jesus,” Beau muttered.  

My poor Sebby,” Celeste bent over to kiss him on the forehead.  “You get better, Sebby.  You fight, and you get better.” She looked at Kurt, “How are you doing, my dear?”

I’m hanging in there. I’m glad you came.

Beau switched back to English, “We won’t get in the way too much, I promise.  We just couldn’t sit at home knowing he was here like this.”

“I understand completely.”

 


 

Not long after, Officer Florez knocked on the door.  When he entered, he gave a polite nod, “Mr. Hummel-Smythe, I wanted to return something to you.  We did another sweep of the apartment, and found them. One was in the corner, and one had rolled under a table.”  He handed over Sebastian’s rings.  

Kurt cried in his relief, “Thank you so much.  So, so, much.” Having the rings back felt like a small victory against Blaine.  It was one less thing Blaine was able to take away from him.

He smiled, “You’re very welcome.  I’m happy that we were able to find them.”

Kurt kissed Seb’s hand and slid the rings back into their rightful spot.  He stood and gave Seb a kiss on the cheek, “There, Love.  That’s much better.”  

 


 

On Monday morning, the doctor came in with a small grin, “I think today is the day. We’re going to slowly start taking Sebastian off of the Propofol.  Once he’s awake, we’ll remove the breathing tube.”

Kurt was hesitant, but excited, worried about his husband’s pain level.  “How much pain will he be in when he wakes up?”

“We’ll keep him on Morphine and slowly wean him off of it.  I will warn you that often when patients wake up, having a breathing tube in can be quite jarring and it may upset him.  Once he’s able to speak, he’ll be horse, and he may not want to talk.”

“What about his memory?”

“His concussion wasn’t bad, so if there is memory loss, I would be surprised.”


Later that evening, Kurt and their family all waited as patiently as possible for Sebastian to wake.  Kurt and Tori stood by his side as the dosage became less and less.  Immediate family was gathered around as best as they could be while still giving Nurse Randy room to work.  

Kurt was still holding Sebastian’s hand, and perked up when he felt Sebastian squeeze it, ever so slightly.  Sebastian started to stir slightly, moving his head a little, his eyes moving under his eyelids.  

Kurt felt like the world was moving in slow motion.

Sebastian’s eyes fluttered a bit, and Kurt felt a mixture of finally being able to breathe, and a need to hold his breath as he waited.

The first thing Sebastian noticed while his eyes began to flutter were the bright lights.  Nurse Randy realized this and quickly went to turn off the lights that were directly above the bed.  Sebastian frowned slightly, then he came to enough to realize he was awake, but not quite aware of his surroundings. 

He began to panic. 

The feeling of something being in his throat was terrifying after what he had been through.  He tried to sit up, but the pain was too much.  He was quickly grabbing for the tube, wanting to remove whatever was being forced into his mouth.  

As soon as this happened, Kurt was holding down his arm, grabbing for his other hand as Nurse Randy was doing the same, “Bas, it’s okay.  It’s okay. You’re in the hospital.  Calm down, Love, you’re going to be okay.”

Kurt’s voice immediately soothed him and he calmed.  He laid back, blinking rapidly.  His black eye wasn’t swollen anymore, only bruised.  When he was finally able to focus, his eyes immediately found Kurt’s.  He squeezed his hand, a look of pure relief washed over him.

Kurt smiled tearfully, “I’m right here.  I love you so much, Bas.  So much.” He kissed his forehead again and Sebastian closed his eyes, soaking in the feeling of his husband’s touch.

Sebastian squeezed his hand, tears welling in his eyes.  

“It’s good to see you awake, Seb,” Tori said.  He looked at her and nodded.  He turned his eyes to look around the room, happy to see them all again. 

Nurse Randy said, “We can take your endotracheal tube out if you’re ready.”

Sebastian nodded.  

“Okay,  I just need you to inhale deeply then breathe out forcefully or cough the best you can.”

Once the tube was out, Sebastian took a couple of breaths on his own, making sure he felt steady without the tube, then turned to Kurt again.  His voice horse from the tube, and mouth dry, he still pushed through, “Are you okay?”

The tears Kurt had been holding back finally spilled, “Yes, Love.  I’m good now that you’re awake.” He leaned over and gently kissed Seb’s lips, then ran his hands through his hair as he pulled away.

“Did he hurt you?”

Kurt shook his head, “I’m fine.”

“But he found you…?”  His heartbeat monitor was beeping a little faster.

“Stay calm, Sebastian,” Nurse Randy said. 

“I promise I’m fine, Love.”

“Why am I here?”

“Do you remember anything?” Kurt asked gently.  

He thought for a few seconds, then nodded, “I think I remember everything.”

 

 

 

Notes:

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Chapter 48: First Steps Toward Recovery

Summary:

Sebastian's first full day awake.

Notes:

There were many comments in the last chapter about how Blaine should die a painful death. I want to explain why I'm choosing not to off him. While I don't disagree about him deserving to suffer, I strongly believe that having him die would be an easy way out for him. Prison for the rest of his long life would be much more torturous. I personally had a friend who was murdered. The man who killed her (her ex) hung himself in prison 10 years after being convicted. I am bitter about that. He got off easy and was not punished nearly enough. So I won't let Blaine off easy too.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

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“Let’s give you some time to rest your voice, Bas. You don’t need to tell us right now.  We’re all just so happy and relieved that you’re awake and on the road to recovery.”

Sebastian squeezed his hand, “I want to know what happened.”

Kurt looked to Nurse Randy, which made Sebastian look too.  

Randy said, “Let's have the doctor check in on you first. You had surgery and went into cardiac arrest.  We need to make sure she thinks your heart is strong enough if you get stressed, then we’ll go from there.  What’s important is that you’re alive, and so is your husband. Would you like some ice chips to suck on while we wait on them?”

Sebastian nodded and looked back to Kurt with tears in his eyes, “I love you.”

Kurt choked out a strangled sob that he was holding back for what seemed like forever, “I love you, too, Bas.”  He leaned over and kissed him chastely on the lips, “I love you so much.”

Everyone in the room was drying their eyes.

“What day is it?” Sebastian frowned.

“It’s Monday evening.”

He raised his brows in surprise and started to look around at the equipment in the room.  He was frowning still, wondering why all of this was necessary for getting the shit beat out of him.  There must be more of a reason.  

 

It took about an hour for the doctor making their rounds to come in.  It gave Sebastian time to fully wake up, eat some ice chips, and let his voice adjust. She checked his heart and other vitals, and was happy with Sebastian’s progress. She said that they could discuss what happened, but that she wanted a nurse to be there to monitor his heart, just in case.

By that time, it was past 7, but Randy agreed to stay if it was okay with the hospital.  That way, he could monitor Sebastian and not take the other nurse away from their patients. The doctor agreed, so as soon Randy came back in, Sebastian looked at Kurt expectantly.  

He took a deep breath, “I’m going to tell you my side of what happened. But you don’t need to tell me anything until you’re ready.  Okay?”

“Okay, Baby.”

Kurt closed his eyes at Sebastian calling him “Baby”.  It was something he had longed to hear.  He stroked the back of Sebastian’s hand with his thumb, “I got worried when I texted you that I was on my way home Friday, and I didn’t hear back from you.  I didn’t say anything to John because it hadn’t been that long, and I thought maybe you were in the bathroom, working out with your AirPods in, or… something.  But when I got home and you weren’t there, I started to get really worried.  Security checked the garage and said your car was still there.  George said he hadn’t seen you, but I went upstairs hoping you were there anyway, but you weren’t.  I got anxious, so I called Jeff, and he and Nick came over right away.  Jeff sent out a group text asking if anyone had heard from you.”

A tear fell as Kurt continued, his voice cracking a little, “I was so scared.  When Jeff found me, I was in the bathroom getting sick.  They helped calm me down.  Noah called John and asked him to come back. While we were waiting on John, I got a text from your phone, saying that you had run into an old school friend and that you had gone to a bar with them.”

Sebastian closed his eyes and shook his head.  

“I even said to Nick and Jeff that none of it sounded like you.  But I was so desperate for it to be real.  Anyway, the text asked me to meet you.  I said no at first.  I told ‘you’ I was so upset that I got sick, but ‘you’ kept pushing, saying there was a surprise.  So when John got to our place, we went to meet you at the bar. When you weren’t there, I showed the bartender a picture of you, but he didn’t recognize you.  John and I left and were walking to the cab when he called my name.”

“Blaine?” Sebastian asked quietly. His heart rate sped up, causing Randy to watch, but he seemed unconcerned still.

Kurt nodded, “Yes.  I froze.  But John turned, and the instant he did...Blaine shot him.”

Sebastian’s eyes widened and his heart rate sped up.

“Take a deep breath, Sebastian,” Randy said calmly.

He did, then quickly asked, “Is he okay?  He’s not…?”

“He’s alive, and doing okay.  He had surgery that night, and is doing well now.  I haven’t seen him yet, but Isabelle has come to check on us a couple of times.”  

Sebastian was relieved, so Kurt kept going. “I was on the ground with John, and went to call 9-1-1, but Blaine kept pulling at me.  We fought.  Thank God for Elliott and his self defense classes.  I was able to get the gun away from him. During all of this, he said that you were ‘taken care of’, so he and I could finally be together,” Kurt wiped his eyes, “I was terrified that he had killed you.  I was enraged and went from scared to protective and angry.  I needed to get to you.  Anyway, during the scuffle, I was tackled. I know I punched him at one point.  I’m not sure if anything I’m saying was in this order.  It’s all jumbled right now.”

“It’s okay.”

“He pushed me to the ground and was about to attack me again when John shot him.”

“Is he…?”

Kurt shook his head, “No.  He survived. I have mixed emotions about that, and I have no idea how bad he was wounded.” He took a deep breath, “I was already here with John when I got the call about you.”

“Were you here by yourself?” Sebastian frowned, worried about what Kurt had to go through.

He shook his head, “No, I had called Jeff while John and I were waiting on the ambulance. He and Nick got here a few minutes after we did.  They called Noah, who also came.  There was also a police officer asking me questions when I got the call.  The nurse on the phone was actually behind the counter.  You were in surgery when the EMTs found your hospital ID and called it in.”

“Why surgery?”

“You had been shot.”  Kurt had tears rolling down his face. “You...They tied you up and beat you, then shot you, Bas.  You h-had been injected with a-animal tranquilizers, twice.”

Sebastian nodded, but didn’t say anything.  He squeezed Kurt’s hand and they cried together silently. Kurt kissed his hand again and stroked his arm, trying anything he could to comfort his husband.

After a few minutes, Tori asked, “Are you okay, Seb?  Do you have any questions?”

He thought for a minute, then asked, “I vaguely recall Blaine being on top of the other guy, choking him.  Was that a dream?”

She cringed slightly, shaking her head, “No. I’m sorry. He was dead in the apartment when help arrived.”

Seb nodded in understanding. It was quiet in the room for another few minutes, everyone mentally working out what had happened.

“How did I end up at the hospital?”

Kurt answered, “A neighbor heard the fighting.  She was scared. But when she heard the gunshot, she called her mom in a panic.  Her mom convinced her to call 9-1-1.  She came to check on things and found you.  She held a towel to your stomach to help stop the bleeding.  You had already lost so much blood, Bas.  You even had to have a transfusion.  She saved your life.”

Sebastian nodded and took a deep breath.  “Thank God.” He paused, then quietly said, “Tell me about my injuries.”

Robert put a hand on Kurt’s shoulder, letting him know that he could take over for this part, allowing Kurt to regain some control again.  “Your eye was swollen shut.  You had stitches on your forehead and a slight concussion.  You had bruising to your face and abdomen.  They thought maybe you had been punched or kicked there.”

“Kicked,” Sebastian answered quietly.  

Robert nodded solemnly, “The gunshot was to the abdomen as well, and they had to repair your stomach walls and a few torn muscles.  You’ll be on a feeding tube for a week or two, then a liquid diet for at least a month.”

Sebastian groaned.  

Kurt grimaced a little, “I knew that would piss you off.”

“I do love to eat.”  He looked at Kurt pointedly, “Speaking of which…”

Kurt nodded, “Noah and Sugar have brought me a sandwich from Zips everyday, along with a couple of muffins.  I’ve eaten most of it every day.”

“Good.” He squeezed Kurt’s hand.

Kurt smiled softly at the fact that though Sebastian was the one in the hospital bed, he was still concerned for Kurt’s well being.  He ran his hand through Seb’s hair again, causing Seb to close his eyes and soak up the love he could feel coming from his husband.  It was such a comfort and relief to feel his touch again.  

When he opened his eyes, he looked around again, “Did we open a flower shop?”

Kurt chuckled, “Nope.  You’re just that loved, Bas.”

“Who are they from?”

Kurt listed them off as much as he could remember, “Noah and Sugar, Cindy and Vinny, Chris and Ell, Hayden and Jenna, Ben and Ty, Jeremy and Ashley, the cast and crew of Saved, the Pediatric Respiratory Staff, my co-workers at Vogue, the staff in our building…. I think that’s it?”

“Damn.  That’s a lot.”

“Don’t forget this one from the family in Boston,” Sam smiled.

Nurse Randy smiled, “You weren’t lying when you said he was loved.”

Sebastian smiled a little, “We have an amazing family.” He looked at his parents, “Would you mind giving Kurt and I a few minutes alone?”

Tori shook her head, “Not at all.  We’ll be in the waiting room.”  

They each gave Sebastian some love, either in words or hugs, and then headed out the door. 

Nurse Randy smiled kindly, “You did well through all of that.  Penny will be your nurse until morning, then I’ll be back for the day shift again.  Have a good night, gentlemen.”

“Thank you.  And thanks for staying past your time so we could do that.”

“You’re quite welcome.  I’m glad this seems to be a happy ending to such a tragic event.” With that, he was out the door.

Kurt turned to look back at Sebastian, who was looking at him with love and concern. Kurt pulled his hand to his lips and kissed his knuckles.  

Seb smiled softly, “Tell me the truth.  Are you okay?”

He nodded, “I am.  I’m better now that you’re awake.”

“I know what that feels like, Baby.  And you were only out for 20 hours.  I’m so sorry.  Three days...That must have been so hard on you.”

“Don’t apologize, Bas.  You were in an induced coma so that you could heal during those critical hours without stress and pain. You were actually in ICU until this morning. They took you off Propofol slowly today and we waited as patiently as possible for you to wake. After finding out you went into cardiac arrest during surgery, I was okay with whatever they thought was going to get you better with as little discomfort as possible.”

“You’re amazingly strong.”

“I just love you.”

“I know, Baby.  I love you, too.  But I know how you think.  That couldn’t have been easy on you.”

“I did a lot of thinking, reflecting, and praying.”

Sebastian raised his brows. 

Kurt smiled a little, “The Big Guy and I have an understanding now.  I’ll admit that He’s real, and He’ll make sure not to take you from me.”

Sebastian smiled warmly, “We have our whole lives ahead of us, Babe.  I’m not going anywhere.”  Kurt nodded as a tear slid down his cheek.  Seb paused, then asked, “And physically?  You said you fought.”

“I have some serious road rash on my leg from where he tackled me. I must have hit something funny. Glass that was on the sidewalk cut through my pants, so I have a few stitches.  Nothing major. I’m fine.”

Seb closed his eyes and shook his head, “I’m sorry.”

“You have nothing to apologize for, Bas.  Nothing at all. Neither of us do. Our families are right.  This is all on Blaine.”

Seb took a deep breath, “Thank God for John.”

“Thank God for the neighbor who saved you.”

Seb nodded, “Yeah.”

“I told the police to give her my contact information.  I would like to do something for her. Maybe get her out of that shithole.”

“That would be nice.”

Kurt hesitated, but asked anyway, “Is...Is there anything that happened that you want to tell me about in private?”

He sighed, “The guy showed up in the supply closet when I was getting stuff for my next patient.  The next thing I knew, I felt a pinch in my arm and the world began to spin.  When I woke up, I was tied to a chair in a shitty studio apartment.  He was flirty.  Said Blaine didn’t tell him how beautiful I am, so he decided not to kill me like Blaine wanted him to so that he could have me for himself, while Blaine had you.  He touched me, but over my clothes and only briefly because I head butted him when he tried to kiss me. He didn’t like that I fought.  It made him mad and that’s when he injected me again.  I think I only woke up a little when Blaine was there.  I saw him on top of the guy.  He was his boyfriend in prison, and Blaine killed him.”

Kurt nodded, “He’s so mentally fucked up.  He’s crazy, Bas.  But now, he’s going back to prison, and he won’t be released again. One count of murder, at least two counts of attempted murder, assault, and possibly even kidnapping.  I’m not sure if he can be charged with that or not, but he won’t be getting out.”

“No, he won’t.  And you and I...We’ll still be living our happily ever after.”

 


 

Leah had texted their friends in a group chat.  Everyone was so excited that Sebastian was finally awake and seemed to be doing well.  

She was surprised when Kurt came out of the room and asked for her.  She frowned a bit and walked up to him, “Is everything okay?”

“Yeah.  He’s doing really well given the circumstances.” He ran a hand down her arm, then grabbed her hand, “I just know how hard this has all been on you, and thought maybe you’d like some time alone with him.”

Her eyes began to tear and she hugged him, “You’re the best.”

He winked at her, “I know.”

Once she walked away, Tori smiled a little at him, “Thank you for that.”

Kurt shrugged, “I know this has been hard on her from the beginning, like being so close, yet so far away. She was so kind to not throw a fit when I was with him and she couldn’t be.” He took a cleansing breath, “Bas told me a bit more about what happened.” He looked at Robert, “He needs to go away for life.”

“He will.  I guarantee it.”

 

Once everyone was back in the room, it was apparent that Sebastian was getting sleepy. 

Burt, Celeste, and Beau all said goodnight and headed back to where they were staying to get a good night's sleep.  

Leah and Sam were next to leave.  It was a tearful goodbye, but they were happy tears.  

“I’m so glad you're awake now,” Leah whispered as she leaned in and pressed her cheek to his. “It makes me feel like there’s a light at the end of the tunnel now.” She kissed his forehead.

“There is, Sis.  I’ll be okay.  Go home and get some rest.  You have to go to class tomorrow.”  She glared at him, causing him to smirk, “Sitting here isn’t going to do anything but get you behind in class.  Go to class.”

“Fine,” she huffed.

Sam winked, “I’ll make sure she goes. We may fight over it, but I’ll make sure she goes.”

“Thanks, Sam.  For everything.”

Sam nodded and patted him on the shoulder gently, “Anything for family.”

Once it was just Kurt, Tori, and Robert in the room he turned to his parents sleepily, “You guys need to go get some rest too.  I’ll be fine.”

Tori hesitated, “I can sleep in the chair again.”

“Mom,” Seb looked at her, “I’ll be fine.  I’m going to fall asleep any second.  Go sleep in a real bed.”

She nodded and stood, giving him a kiss, “I love you.”

“I love you, too.”

“I assume you’re staying?” Robert asked Kurt with a slight smirk.

“You assumed correctly,” Kurt smiled a little.  

Sebastian had a small smile on his face, but his eyes were already beginning to droop.  

“He’ll be okay.  We’ll see you both in the morning.”  He stood and hugged them.

“We love you, Kurt.  Call us if you need anything,” Tori said as she hugged him.

“I love you, too. I promise to call if anything happens.”

Once they were out the door, Nurse Penny came in and changed Sebastian’s IV bags.  She spoke quietly, “I’ll bring you a fresh pillow and blanket, but other than that, is there anything you need?”

“I’m fine, thank you.” He looked at Sebastian, “Are you comfortable, Love?”

“I’m good,” Sebastian said sleepily.

Nurse Penny nodded and headed out the door to get the blanket and pillow.  

Kurt stood and leaned over kissing his husband quickly, “Go to sleep, Bas.  If you need anything, I’ll be right here.  I’m not going anywhere.”

Sebastian squeezed his hand, “I love you.”

Tears welled in his eyes once again. Every time he heard Sebastian say those words, it was going to mean just a little more to him from now on.  

“I love you, too.”

 


 

It was always hard to sleep in a hospital.  There was never any true silence.  There were always nurses coming in and out of the room, pushing buttons, changing IV bags, or just checking in.  That, along with worry, had caused Kurt three mostly sleepless nights.  But now that Seb was out of a coma, talking, and doing fairly well, he fell asleep pretty quickly, holding his husband’s hand.  

He was woken up by Nurse Penny coming in and changing the IV bag.  He had barely woken, seeing her exit the room silently.  He looked at Sebastian, who he assumed was fast asleep.  He looked at the heart monitor, which at this point, was just out of habit, then fell back asleep.  

 

Kurt turned around just down the street from the bar.  Sebastian was there, tied to a chair in the middle of the sidewalk.  He was looking at Kurt with tears in his eyes, but said nothing. Blaine was standing next to him, smiling down at Sebastian with that evil smile that Kurt remembered from five years prior.  He was pointing a gun at Sebastian, but turned to look at Kurt, his smile growing.

“If I can’t have you, no one will.”

He pulled the trigger.

“NO!”

 

Kurt jolted awake and sat up in his chair, searching for Sebastian.  

“It’s okay, Baby,” Sebastian said gently, squeezing his hand.  “I’m right here.  It’s okay.” It was as if Sebastian had seen the dream and knew why Kurt was so panicked.

Kurt looked at him with tears in his eyes. He took a few seconds to regain his composure, “It was just a dream.”  He was mostly speaking to himself.

“Do you want to talk about it?”

He shook his head, “No.  I’m sorry if I woke you.”

“You didn’t.  I haven’t been able to sleep since Penny changed my IV a half hour ago.”

“Are you in pain?  Do you need anything?”

“It’s just a little discomfort for now.  I’m pretty drugged up on pain meds.  I’m sure being out for three days is going to really mess with my sleep cycle.”

Kurt nodded as he stood.  He leaned over and kissed Seb on the forehead and stroked his arm tenderly, “Just rest and sleep when you can.”

 


 

The next morning, the Detectives Ramsey and Wheeler came in to talk to Sebastian.  They greeted the family and introduced themselves to Sebastian.  They asked a few questions and Sebastian answered them to the best of his recollection.  

“So you actually saw Blaine Anderson on top of the other victim?” Detective Ramsey asked.

Sebastian nodded, “I did.  It was brief.  I had woken up for only 10 to 15 seconds or so.  I told him he needed to stop, that he was killing him.  He was straddling him, choking him. I think he started to turn and say something to me, but I was out again before I heard him.”

Detective Ramsey nodded and wrote something down.  “Well, I think that is all the questions for now.  I do want to inform you that Mr. Anderson was transferred to a different hospital in the middle of the night.”

“Good.  The further away the better,” Kurt replied.

 


 

When the detectives arrived at NYU Winthrop Hospital, they nodded to the officer at the door to Blaine’s room, flashed their badges, and entered without warning.  

Blaine rolled his eyes and sighed.

Detective Wheeler was especially annoyed.  After seeing the musical, he had little to no patience for the man, and wondered if he should let Detective Ramsey handle him alone.  But instead, he’s the one who began asking the questions.

“Mr. Anderson, can you tell me what happened Friday?”

“I went to meet my ex-boyfriend, and some man with him attacked me.  I think he was with my ex.  Like, as in, he must be cheating on his current boyfriend.”

Detective Wheeler raised his brows, giving a completely unamused look, “Are you really going to stick with that story?”

Blaine frowned, “Yes.  It’s the truth.”

“Are you trying to tell me that you are completely unaware that Kurt Hummel-Smythe has been married for more than three years?”

Blaine faked a shocked look, “Married?  Then why would he agree to meet me?”

“Cut the crap, Anderson.  What were you really planning to do?  Kill Sebastian, kill your accomplice, kill Kurt’s bodyguard, then kidnap Kurt and run away so you two could live happily ever after?”

That sounds about right , Blaine thought.  But instead, he said, “Kill Sebastian?  Is he dead?” He gave his best innocent face and puppy eyes.

“Nope,” Wheeler said, popping the P, “He’s awake and talking.  Lucky you.”




 

Burt came in early Tuesday morning.  He said his farewells, having to get back to Washington for an important meeting later that afternoon. 

He leaned in and hugged Sebastian, “I’m so glad you’re doing better. I love you.”

Sebastian teared up a little as he hugged back, “I love you, too.  Thanks for being here.”

“Of course.” He turned to Kurt, “Hang in there, Kiddo.”

He nodded, “I’ll be fine.”

“You need to eat.  I’ll be calling Puck to make sure you are.”

Kurt lovingly rolled his eyes, “I will.”

“Alright, Bud.  I love you.  Carol and I will be back this weekend.”

“Okay.  Love you, too.”

 

The eating thing proved to be more difficult than Kurt thought it would.  Sebastian ended up getting a feeding tube that morning, and Kurt refused to eat in front of him.  He knew how much Sebastian enjoyed a good meal and he felt like if he was eating he would be rubbing it in his husband’s face, which he wasn’t willing to do.  But he also did not want to leave his husband’s side to go home or to the cafeteria for a meal. That wasn’t going to cut it with Sebastian.

 

Puck came in to visit later that morning, about an hour after Sebastian had his feeding tube put in.  He knocked, then opened the door, smiling wide when he saw Sebastian inclined in the bed and awake.

“Hey!”

Sebastian smiled back, “Hey!”

Puck went straight for him, leaning in to give a strong, yet gentle, hug, “I am so glad pulled through.  I can’t tell you how relieved we all are.” He pulled back back, but stayed in Seb’s personal space, “I love you.  Don’t ever get shot again.”

Sebastian grinned widely, shaking his head, “I love you, too.  And no worries, I don’t ever plan on that happening a second time.”

Puck patted him on the shoulder and nodded.  He turned to Kurt, who was sitting behind him, and gave him a hug and a kiss on the cheek.

“Sugar is coming later this afternoon.  She drew the short straw and had to stay home.  We had a sitter so we could both come, but they cancelled.”  He looked at Kurt, “She’ll bring you lunch.”

Kurt nodded but didn’t say anything.  

“He still needs to eat breakfast,” Sebastian said as he looked at his husband, “Why don’t you go down to the cafeteria and get something.  You need to eat, Baby.”

“I’m not really hu-”

Tori cut him off as she stood and walked towards him, “Come on, Kurt.  I’ll go down with you.”

“But-”

“Kurt,” Sebastian cut in.

Kurt looked at him and understood.  He didn’t have a choice.  And honestly, as much as he didn’t want to eat, or leave Sebastian in the room, it felt amazing to have his Dom giving him guidance, even in this small way.  

He nodded, “Okay.”  Oh how he wanted to say ‘Yes, Sir’ instead.  He leaned over and kissed Sebastian quickly.  “I won’t be long.”

“Take your time, Baby.  You need a break.”

“No, I don’t.  I won’t be long.” He squeezed his hand, “I love you.”

“I love you, too.”

Once Kurt was out of the room, Sebastian looked between his dad and Puck, “Now that I have this feeding tube, it’s going to be even harder to get him to eat.”

Puck nodded, “He doesn’t want to leave your side, but he also doesn’t want to eat in front of you.”

“Exactly.”

“We’ll help however we can.  I have to leave tonight, but your mom and grandparents are staying.  I’ll be back this weekend with Burt and Carol,” Robert replied empathetically.  

Sebastian sighed as he nodded his head.  

“Don’t worry.  We’ve got this.  He wasn’t eating before either, but we managed to get him to have at least a little each day.”

“Thank you for taking care of him while I couldn’t.  It means the world to me.  The guy...he even said that the plan was to get Kurt alone and upset.  I told him Kurt would never be alone if he was upset.  I knew you would all be there for him.”

Puck sighed heavily and sat in the chair that Kurt had occupied a few minutes earlier, “I’m so sorry, Seb.  I wish there was something more we could have done.  We had no idea where you were, or how to find you.”

“I know.  Thank you for calling John back to help, though.  Because of that, he was there to save Kurt’s life.  If you hadn’t…”

“But I did.  And John stopped him.  So no ‘what if’s’ or ‘maybe’s’.”

Sebastian nodded. After a few long seconds of silence, he asked, “How was he?  How bad did he get?”

Puck hesitated, but figured Sebastian had the right to know. “He got sick with worry Friday night.  He got sick again when we were in the waiting room and he found out about your condition when you were found.  But, man, when they needed him to be composed and answer questions, he was pretty amazing.  He continued to cry, but he still did an amazing job.  He’s so strong.”

Seb nodded with tears in his eyes, “He is. But he did have a nightmare last night, so I know this is affecting him more than he’s letting on.  At least to me. But I really think that Blaine going back to prison for life is going to do him wonders.”

“I agree,” Robert nodded.

“Me too.  So... Nick called Leah, Robert, and Burt.  He had also called Isabelle. I called Sugar and Elliott, and they made more phone calls from there.  Nick said that Leah fainted.”

A tear escaped as Sebastian shook his head.

“We just all took care of each other, Seb.  There wasn’t much more we could do.  We didn’t find out until the next day that Kurt had been injured.  We thought the blood on his pants was from John since he said he had gotten on the ground with him.  Sug had sat on his lap and he winced when she got up.  He refused to leave the room, so the nurse broke a lot of rules and let him be taken care of in your ICU room.” Puck smiled fondly thinking of Kurt, “He’s fucking stubborn as hell.”

Sebastian smiled a little, “He is.”

Robert said, “He was amazing when he gave his statement, Seb.  He did that thing where he straightens his back and takes a deep breath.  He’s an amazing man.”

“I’m so lucky.”

 

A few minutes later, Robert’s phone rang.  He frowned when he saw it was Burt.  “Burt.  Is everything alright?”

“I have to board the plane in a minute, but I wanted to give you all a heads up.  There’s press outside. There were quite a few flashes when I left, and a few questions were thrown my way.  It was leaked from somewhere.”

Robert sighed, “Okay.  Thanks for letting us know.”

Sebastian looked worried, so he hurriedly told him what was going on.  

“Can they come inside?  Should we call Mom and Kurt to come back up?”

“They cannot come inside without permission from the hospital.  Kurt should be fine in the cafeteria.  We’ll need to be careful coming and going.” He looked at Puck, “That includes you and Sugar.  You two had your photos taken with Kurt and Seb, as well as on your own, a lot more than the rest of your friends for opening night, so if they did their research at all, they’ll know who you are.”

Puck nodded, “I’ll call Sug, then send out a group text to let everyone know. I should call Jeremy too.”

Robert agreed, “Isabelle needs to be told as well.” He then looked at Sebastian, “Do you want me to make a statement?”

“I don’t know. Let’s talk with Kurt when he gets back.”

 

Kurt and Tori got back a little while later, and they all discussed what Burt had said and how to handle it.  They decided to let the police make a statement, figuring it would be better to have them get some answers enough that they wouldn’t be bothered too much.

 


 

Nurse Randy came in about an hour later.  They introduced him to Puck while he changed Sebastian’s IV.  

“It’s nice to meet you.”  He looked at Sebastian, “We’re ready to get something more substantial than IV fluids in you.  I’ll be back with it in a few minutes.  We also want to try to get you up and moving a little soon.”

“Already?” Kurt asked.  “Is that safe?”

“The sooner the better,” Seb answered.  “They don’t want my muscles to atrophy.  It’ll keep me strong as long as I don’t overdo it.”

“Exactly,” Randy agreed. “I’ll go grab what we need.”

When he returned, he looked at Kurt, “You may want to watch whenever we do this.  I’m sure you’ll be the one doing it when Sebastian gets to go home.  If it were being pushed in with the syringe, he could do it himself, but to ease the pressure on his healing stomach, we’re going to let gravity take over instead of pushing it in.  It’s much easier to take.”

“Okay,” Kurt said, standing up so he could get a good look at what was going on.

He explained everything as he did it. “You’ll always want to wash your hands or use hand sanitizer before you handle the tube or the port at the end.  Make sure your hands are dry.  Then you’ll flip the cap on the port open.  Load the big syringe with water first to make sure there are no clogs or issues. Once that is in, load the mixture and do the same.  You just need to hold it up above his stomach level.”  

Randy looked at Sebastian, “It’s up to you to tell me, or whoever is doing this, if it’s too fast or too slow.  You’ll be able to tell.  Also, it may feel uncomfortable at first, but it’s something you’ll get used to. We’re starting out with a small amount and we’ll ease you into it.”

Once it was finished, he continued his instructions, “You’ll need to flush the tube and port again with water to make sure there are no clogs and the tube is clean.  Then simply recap the port.  I always find it does not pull on your nose if you tuck it behind your ear and let the port end hang down your chest. Even with it taped to your cheek, it can feel like it’s pulling.”

Sebastian nodded, “Thank you.”

 

Puck said his goodbyes not long after, and Sebastian took a nap.  

By the time Sugar got there, Sebastian had been asleep for about an hour.  She had knocked on the door and quietly went in, all smiles after what Puck had told her.  When she saw that he was asleep, her face fell, then she had a spike of panic.

Kurt saw her face, “It’s okay, Sug.  He’s just sleeping.”

Relief washed over her features, “Thank God.”  She hugged everyone, then pulled up a chair.  “Have you seen John yet?”

“No.  I was thinking of dropping in to see him sometime today, but I don’t want to leave Bas.  I already left to go eat.”

Sugar raised her brows, “Angel, Seb doesn’t expect you to sit by his side 24 hours a day.  Why don’t you and I go see John while Seb is asleep.  Tori and Robert will be here if he wakes up before we get back.”

“That’s a great idea,” Tori said. “Besides, you need to see more than just these four walls.  It will do you some good in more ways than one.”

He took a deep breath, staring at Sebastian the whole time, “Okay.”

 

He and Sugar went to John’s room, which was on the same floor but down several hallways and around a couple of corners.

Kurt knocked, then entered slowly. 

As soon as he saw John, the tears began to well in his eyes.  John saw him and smiled a bit, “You doing okay?”

Kurt huffed out a dry laugh, “Shouldn’t I be asking you that?” He walked up to the bed with Sugar by his side, “How are you?”

“I’m good.  I mean, for being shot.”

“I’m really sorry.”

John gave him a stern glare, “Don’t you dare.  I was doing my job, and there was nothing you could have done to stop it.  I’m just grateful that you’re okay. Izzy said you just had some cuts and stitches on your leg.”

“Thanks to you,” Kurt nodded. “I can’t thank you enough, John.  Even after being shot, you were able to have enough wits about you that you could stop him.  You saved my life. Thank you so much.”

He nodded, “It was my pleasure.” He gave him a cheeky smile, “I’m not sure I’ve ever enjoyed shooting someone as much as I enjoyed shooting him.”

Kurt and Sugar both smiled and Kurt shook his head.  “Oh, John. I do envy you on that one.”

John looked at him a bit more serious, “I just wish I had better aim while injured.”

“Part of me wishes the same thing.  I want to see that bastard tied to the nearest tree by his balls and beaten to death slowly.  But part of me just wants him to rot in prison and never see outside those prison walls again.  I’m hoping New York prison is even less fun than Ohio prison.”

“I’m sure that’s the case.  How is Sebastian?”

“Awake and doing better.  He’s on a feeding tube now.  Did Izzy tell you everything?”

“The general info, yes.  I don’t know anything Sebastian said.”

“Yeah.  It wasn’t good.  But, now we heal.”

 


 

 

When Kurt and Sugar got back to the room, Sebastian was awake and Celeste and Beau were there instead of Robert and Tori.  They greeted Kurt and Sugar kindly with hugs.  

Celeste pulled back from Kurt, “Robert and Tori went to Leah’s to rest for a bit.  They told us you went to see John.  How is he?”

“Good.  He’s in good spirits, too.  He should be going home tomorrow.”

“Already?” Beau asked, surprised.  

Kurt nodded, “He was shot in the shoulder.  He’s healing well from the surgery and should be fine with rest and physical therapy.” He looked at Sebastian, “He said he’d come and see you in the morning.  He was sure lots of people would be stopping by today and didn’t want to overwhelm you.”

Sebastian nodded, “I’d like to see him.”

 

Randy came in a while later, and asked everyone but Kurt to leave so that he could clean Sebastian’s wound and change his bandages.  

Randy pulled back the sheet and lifted the gown Sebastian was wearing.  There was a white bandage taped on all four sides covering the gunshot wound.  He used a liquid soaked swab to ease the adhesive off.  Sebastian was watching the entire time, as did Kurt. 

Kurt’s breath hitched and he teared up when he saw the spot on Sebastian’s abs that was surely going to scar.  It would always be a reminder.

“It’s okay, Baby.  I’m fine.”

“You’re not fine.”

“I’m getting there.” 

Kurt nodded and took a deep breath, “It’s going to scar.”.  

Randy spoke softly, “Scars are proof of surviving. It’s proof that you went through something, and came out on the other side. It’s proof that whatever it was, it didn’t kill you.”

Sebastian nodded and squeezed Kurt’s hand, “Exactly.  I’m far from 100%, Babe, but I’m going to get closer every day.  I promise.”

 

Randy unhooked Sebastian from the monitors.  

Randy looked at Kurt, “He needs to get up and walk.  We talked about this earlier.  He’s going to try to walk to the restroom.  I removed the catheter earlier.  If you want to get on one side of him, I’ll get on the other.  I’ll bring the IV pole with us.” He looked at Sebastian, “Are you ready to give it a try?”  Randy had almost said ‘give it a shot’ and was glad that he had stopped himself at the last second.

“Sure.”

Kurt frowned a bit, “While I was out seeing John?”

Sebastian made sure he was looking him in the eyes, “Yes.  But don’t you dare feel bad about that.  You needed to see him, Kurt.  He saved your life.  And I should have told you when you came back, but Sugar was here, and I was just happy to see her and didn’t think about it.”

Kurt nodded and grabbed a hold of him and helped him sit up, swinging his legs over the edge of the bed.  

Sebastian groaned.  It was painful to use his ab muscles, but it was necessary.  With Kurt and Randy’s help, he was able to make it to the restroom.  Randy turned around but didn’t let go, giving him privacy while maintaining support.  When he was finished, they walked him back to bed.

“Well, that was exhausting.”

Randy gave him an encouraging smile, “But it was a first step.  It’ll get easier eventually.  The good thing is, now you can rest.”

Sebastian nodded, “I think I might take a nap again.”

 

Not much later, Jeff and Nick arrived.  When they saw him, Nick was all smiles, but Jeff threw his hand over his mouth and held back tears of joy. 

“None of that, Jeffie.  Unless they’re happy tears.”

He nodded frantically as he made his way to his friend, “They are!  Oh my God, Seb, I’m so happy to see you awake.” He leaned in and hugged him, then kissed him on the cheek. “This beard is not good on the lips.”

Nick and Kurt chuckled.  

Seb joked “Well, shaving has been a top priority.”

Nick leaned in to hug him, “We are so happy you're doing better.  We love you so much.”

“I love you both, too.  Thank you for being there for Kurt through everything.  I knew you would be, and I can’t tell you how lucky we are to have you two.”

“Likewise.”


By the end of the evening, Elliott and Chris, Leah and Sam, and Hayden and Jenna had all stopped by.  Everyone was beyond thrilled to see Sebastian in this condition.  It still wasn’t pretty.  The remnants of a black eye, the stitches on his forehead, and the feeding tube were all obvious signs of the trauma he had been through. But they saw his beautiful green eyes and warm smile.  They heard his smooth voice.  They saw, however damaged internally and externally, their Sebastian.  And they couldn’t have been more grateful.

 

 

Notes:

I live for comments and kudos at this point in the story. Thank you all who have made such kind comments in the past. They mean the world to me.

Chapter 49: Headed Home

Summary:

Lots of visitors and lots of addressing emotions and situations.

Notes:

Well... Surprise! I'm not dead, and I'm actually updating. It's not as long as normal, but hey, it's something. I'm struggling with the end of this fic, so when life gets in the way, not being as sure of a writer as I'm used to being becomes extra difficult. Hopefully, it I still pulled it off, even a little.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

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Robert had said his goodbyes the night before, and headed back to Ohio for a case he was working on that could not be delayed any further.  So on Wednesday morning, it was just Tori, Celeste, and Beau who arrived at the hospital with breakfast in hand for Kurt.  

Tori raised the bag, “Breakfast for you, Kurt.”

Kurt’s eyes widened a little and he forced a smile, “Thank you for thinking of me.” He took the bag and set it aside.

Tori glanced at Sebastian, then back at Kurt.  She started to say something, but Sebastian beat her to it, “Baby, you have to eat.  I know how you struggle with this, and given the situation, it makes it even more difficult, but you have to eat.  You can either leave and go to the cafeteria, or eat in here.  I promise I don’t mind.  I can’t even imagine eating real food right now, so I promise it doesn’t bother me.”

“But Bas-”

“No. No excuses.  You need to push through it.  I need you strong, Kurt.”

Kurt nodded as a tear rolled down his cheek.  He hugged Sebastian, “You’re right.  I’m sorry.”

“No need to be sorry, Baby,” Seb whispered.  “I know how hard it is for you.  I just really need you to try.”

“I will.  I promise.  But you have to tell me if it starts to bother you.  Promise?”

“Promise.”

 

The rest of the morning had been a bit more eventful for Sebastian than the previous day.  He made a trip to the restroom, again assisted by Kurt and Randy.  He had his “breakfast” dose of liquid nutrients.  And then he made a short walk down the hallway and back.  It was all very tiring, and he was soon taking a late morning nap.

Kurt took that time to make sure to keep in contact with his parents and his boss at Vogue.  His boss, Taylor Antrim, had been extremely understanding, assuring him that he could take the time he needed while Sebastian was in the hospital.  It was agreed upon that he would resume his articles once they were home for a couple of weeks. The rest of his tasks at Vogue would be delegated to other employees as needed.

By the time Sebastian woke up, Beau had taken Kurt to the cafeteria to get some lunch.  

Sebastian opened his eyes, looked around, then turned to his mom, “Please tell me he’s eating lunch.”

She smiled a little, “He is.  Dad took him down about twenty minutes go, so they’ll be back soon.”

“Good.”

“He’ll be okay, Sebby,” Celeste said.  

He nodded, “I hope so.  He didn’t have a nightmare last night, so that’s good.”

“It is.  Had he had them before?” Celeste asked. She worried about her boys so much.

“It’s been a few years, but then he had one in the early morning hours yesterday.  He didn’t want to talk about it.”

The two mothers stayed silent, thinking of ways they could try to help their boys.  

 

Their thoughts were interrupted when Kurt and Beau came back into the room.  

Kurt smiled lovingly at Sebastian, making his way to him for a chase kiss, “Did you rest well?”

“Yeah.  I’ve never been a napper, but it felt good.”  

“Do you need to use the restroom yet?  I can go get Randy.”

“I’m good for now.”

The rest of the afternoon was spent chatting.  Sebastian mostly listened.  He was content listening and watching. He loved his family so much.  He tried not to think about how close he came to losing them, and vice versa.  

As the evening approached, Tori and her parents knew that the boys friends would be showing up once again as they got off of work.  They gave them each some love, then returned to Leah and Sam’s for some rest.

 

John and Isabelle came to visit before Isabelle took John home.  He was in a wheelchair, much to his displeasure.  He was told he had to use a wheelchair to exit the hospital, so Isabelle insisted that she push him in one even to visit Sebastian and Kurt.

When they entered, Sebastian was sitting up in bed a bit more, still supported by pillows.  He smiled as they entered.

John smiled back, “Well you look like shit.”

Sebastian chuckled a little, “You should have seen me before.  You look good, though.  How are you feeling?”

“Pretty good. I should be right as rain with some physical therapy and rest.”

Seb nodded, “John, I can’t thank you enough...For coming back when Puck called, for going with Kurt to the bar, and above all else, for saving his life.  Thank you so much.”

“You’re quite welcome.  Like I told Kurt, I’ve never enjoyed shooting someone so much.” He looked at Kurt, then back to Sebastian, “I’ve never met anyone as strong as Kurt. Your husband not only fought through the mental torment that the bastard was pulling, but also the physical.  That self defense stuff Elliott taught you guys paid off big time.  Kurt was pretty bad-ass.”

Sebastian nodded, “He’s the strongest man I’ve ever met. I like to say he’s velvet over steel.”

 

Later that evening, Elliott and Chris were in the room, just hanging out and chatting. Sebastian had thanked Elliott for teaching them all of the self defense skills over the years the first time they had come to see him, but he made sure to tell him what John had said, too.  

“I’m just glad the results were that you are both still with us.  I can’t imagine it if you weren’t.” He looked at Chris, “I can’t imagine not having any of you in my life.”

Chris kissed him on the cheek, “We’re not going anywhere.”  He looked back at Sebastian, “You can expect more company tomorrow.  Eileen called earlier this evening.  Needless to say, when she saw it on the news she was really upset.  I think it took everything Charlie had in him to not let her jump in the car and head over here right away.”

Sebastian chuckled, “I’m sure.”

“They are so sweet,” Kurt muttered.  

They had seen some of the news clips as well.  Despite the bit of attention some of the events from high school brought, it was odd to them to be on TV like that. But given their history, their fathers political ties, and the success of Saved , it was pretty inevitable. 




 

The next day, not long after Eilleen and Charlie left, there was a hesitant knock at the door, then it slowly opened.  Dante peaked in, and when Sebastian saw him, his smile grew a little bigger.  

Dante and Kurt had never met, so Kurt had no idea who he was.  Kurt looked back at Sebastian and smiled a little when he saw Sebastian’s pleasure at seeing whoever this was.

“Hey stranger,” Sebastian smiled.

“Who are you calling strange?” Dante smiled wider as he walked in. 

“You definitely won that prize.”

Dante chuckled as he reached Sebastian’s side.  “How are you?”

“Doing better.”  Sebastian looked at Kurt, “Babe, this is Dante.”  He looked at Dante, “This is my husband, Kurt.”  

Kurt smiled and stood to shake Dante’s hand, “It’s nice to finally meet you.”

Dante nodded happily as he shook his hand, “You too.” He dramatically leaned forward to glance at the floor on the side of the bed where Kurt stood. He looked back at Kurt as he let go of his hand, “Honestly, I’m surprised the floor is dry in here.  Sebastian seems to think you walk on water.”

Kurt laughed and shook his head, “Far from it.  But I love that he thinks so.”

“He certainly does.”

“I do,” Seb nodded, then winked at Kurt when he turned to look at him.  

Dante’s smile faded as he turned his attention back to Sebastian, “Tell it to me straight.  How bad is it?”

“It wasn’t good, but I’m getting better.  It could have been worse.  I’ll be okay, but I’m sure it’ll be a couple of months before I can return to work.”

“We’ll hold down the fort.  Although Miss Sophia was none too pleased when her favorite singing therapist wasn’t there to do her treatment today.”

“Aww, she’s such a cutie.  Did she do okay?”

“Yeah.  I told all of the kid-appropriate jokes I could think of.  She said they weren’t as good as your singing, then totally insulted me by calling them ‘dad jokes’.  But, she allowed her treatment without a tantrum, so I guess we’ll call it a win.”

“Good.”  Sebastian motioned towards a chair, “Pull up a chair.”

“I can’t stay long.  I just wanted to visit and see how you’re doing.  And I wanted to apologize.”

Seb frowned, “Apologize?”

Dante nodded, “I feel horrible.  When you disappeared, I thought maybe you skipped out on us.  Like, maybe something came up.  I didn’t say anything to anyone, and neither did Tonya.  We just covered your last appointment.” He shifted a bit, “I didn’t want to rat you out and get you in trouble, so I covered.  But I should have known better. You would never ditch and leave us hanging without a word.  And if I had said something, maybe you would have been okay.  Maybe they would have caught him and security would have stopped him.”

“No, Dante.  None of this is on you.”

Kurt shook his head, “Blaine would have found a way.  He was determined. Add that to being a psychopath, and he would have found a way.”

Dante sighed, “I still just feel horrible.  I don’t know your history, or who this Blaine person is, but I wish I could have stopped him.”

Kurt looked at Sebastian, “He doesn’t know anything?”

Sebastian shook his head, “No. Nobody at work knows.  Not even about Saved or our dads.  But now with the press outside…”

Kurt nodded and looked back at Dante, who looked thoroughly confused.

Dante frowned, “Press?”

Kurt explained, “My ex just got out of prison.  He was serving five years for assault and attempted rape.  Bas saved me, and we’ve been together ever since.  A lot of other things happened, especially in our first year together.  A lot of it was in the press then, but we managed to keep it fairly controlled.  My father is a congressman, and Bas’ dad is a state’s attorney.  It helped us keep it from blowing up, but it also fueled the interest in the story in the first place, so it was a bit of a merry-go-round. We also won a national title in a singing competition with our high school, and one of the songs brought to light some of what we had been through, so that brought the spotlight back to us again. Anyway, along the way, we became friends with a couple of guys from the Broadway scene, Ben Sanders, and Jeremy Jordan.  They wrote a musical about us called Saved .  It just made it to Broadway.”

Dante looked stunned and was trying to soak it all in so that he could understand.

Sebastian didn’t give him much time before he added to that, “Someone leaked the recent events to the press. So there’s been a few reporters camped out in front of the hospital.  Not as many now as a few days ago, but if they find out you work with me, they may ask you questions.  Just say ‘no comment’ and keep walking.”

Dante nodded, a surprised look still graced his features, “Okay.  Dang.  I had no idea.”

“It’s not something we really talk about.”

He nodded again, “I get that. I won’t say anything.”

They chatted for a few more minutes, then Dante said his goodbyes.

Kurt smiled warmly at his husband, “I can see why you enjoy working with him so much.  He seems great.”

“He really is.”

 


 

Sebastian continued to take walks in the hall and to the restroom as the week continued.   A normal shower had him feeling a lot better, and gave him a feeling of a little normalcy, even if it was a hospital shower.  He decided to go ahead and shave his beard.  That, combined with his loungewear that Tori had brought him from his place, were making him feel a bit more like himself.

He and Kurt accepted some FaceTime calls from their out of town friends and family throughout the week.  Everyone was happy to see both of them doing so well, given the circumstances.

 


 

On Thursday, Kurt and Sebastian were alone in the hospital room when they got another surprise visitor.  There was another timid knock on the door and seconds later, a young woman entered, looking completely unsure.  Her caramel complexion was tinged pink on her cheeks as she blushed. 

Kurt sat up in his chair and gave her a friendly smile, “Can we help you?”

She stepped into the room fully, and in her thick accent, she shyly spoke, “Um...My name is Maria Sanchez.  I...I’m the one who,” she looked at Sebastian, “I’m the one who found you.”

Kurt’s eyes lit up as he stood from his chair quickly, “Please, come in.”  Tears welled in his eyes as he walked towards her, “I’m so glad you came.” He held out his hand, “I’m Kurt Hummel-Smythe, Sebastian’s husband. It’s so nice to finally meet you.”

She nodded and shyly shook his hand, “It’s nice to meet you, too.”

“Please, come sit down.  We’d love to talk with you.”

She sat in a chair next to Kurt and looked to Sebastian, “How are you feeling?”

“Pretty good, considering.  I’m getting better every day.  Thanks so much for helping me.  I was told that you held a towel to the gunshot wound? I’m sure that saved my life.”

She nodded, still seeming shy, “I did.  I’m so glad you pulled through.”

“Me too.”

“We’re all so grateful to you, Maria.  A lot happened that night.  It was my ex and his boyfriend, and it’s a long, crazy story. I was terrified when we couldn’t find Sebastian. Having you show up to save him...You’re like an angel.”

“I’m not an angel, but I did a lot of praying as we waited for the emergency crews.”

Sebastian made his bed sit up a little more, “Can you tell us about yourself?  We would like to get to know you, if that’s okay.”

She nodded, “My family is from Mexico.  They still live there. We all saved for years for me to be able to come here.  I work three jobs just to live here.  It’s the city where dreams come true, and now I’m trying to make my dream become reality.”

“What is your dream?  Do you go to school?”

“I’m trying to save for school. I want to be a makeup artist for plays and movies. Special effects too? I’m thinking of moving to LA.  I’m not sure New York was the right choice.”

Kurt and Sebastian glanced at each other, an entire conversation held in a single look.  Kurt turned to Maria again, “I think it was destiny.  You were here so that you could save Sebastian.” He paused for a moment, then asked, “Maria, do you know anything about us?”

She shook her head, “Only that Detective Wheeler said that you really wanted to meet me.  I’ve not really been able to get that night out of my mind.  I thought maybe if I came to see you, it would help me move on.”

Sebastian nodded, “I’m sorry if it’s been traumatizing.  I really am.”

“It was worth it, knowing you are going to be okay. I think seeing you awake and talking will help me a lot.”

Kurt put his hand on the arm of her chair to get her attention, “Have you seen the news?”

She shook her head with a confused frown, “No.  I don't have time to watch TV.  I don’t even own one.”

Kurt nodded.  He was kind of happy about that.  It meant the reasons Maria was there were ones of pure concern and kindness, and not ones that were influenced by the possibility of a reward.  “The reason I asked is because our story has been in the news this week.  Did Detective Wheeler tell you anything about us?”

“Just that you were grateful and wanted to meet me.”

“We are so grateful, and we did ask him to tell you that we wanted to meet you.  We wanted to be able to thank you in person.”

Sebastian nodded, “We want to thank you in more than one way, though, Maria.  We would like to help you.”

“Help me what?” she frowned. Still a bit confused.

Kurt smiled kindly at her, “First of all, we would like to get you out of that apartment complex.”

“Get me out?” She was starting to panic, “I work really hard to be able to afford that!”

“You deserve better,” Kurt said gently, trying not to scare her too much.  “We want you to be able to live in a nicer place. One where someone getting shot is less likely.” He tried to be lighthearted about it to put her at ease.  He could see her breathing calm, but she still looked quite concerned. “No one has told you about us, so I’m sure this is all so confusing.  I’m sorry, we should have started this conversation differently.”

He looked back at Sebastian, who took over a bit, “We are quite fortunate, Maria.  Our family is rather wealthy, and we’d like to help you out.  We’d like to get you a nicer place.  One in a nicer area, where you won’t have to worry about crime as much. We’ll pay for it.  And maybe you won’t have to work three jobs anymore, and you can focus on your dream. We’ll even help with school.”

She looked like a deer in the headlights.  She began looking back and forth between the two of them, trying to process it all.

Kurt changed the subject slightly, “Do you have plans for Thanksgiving?”

She shook her head, “I don’t know anyone here except some co-workers.”

“Well, how would you like to join us at our place?  Our families will be in town from Ohio.  They would love to meet you.  And that will give you some time to think about what we offered.  I’d like to give you my phone number so you can ask questions if you want.  I was thinking that wherever you choose to go to school, we could find you a place near there.” He took a deep breath, “I know this is a lot to process.  But please consider it.” He took a page from his sketchbook and wrote down his and Sebastian’s numbers, then handed the paper to her.

She nodded, “I will think about it.  It’s just...so generous.”

Sebastian smiled warmly, “Neither of us needed to worry about our schooling.  Kurt got a full scholarship.  I did as well, and even turned it down so that someone who needed it could use it. Money isn’t an issue. This isn’t a burden on us.  It would make our hearts happy to know we helped.  It’s the least we could do.”

After talking for a bit longer, Maria headed out.  They were hopeful she would come around, but understood her hesitation.

 


 

Friday morning, Sebastian woke up and looked over to find Kurt with his head resting on the bed next to him with his arms tucked under for makeshift pillows.  He ran his fingers through Kurt’s hair and closed his eyes, imagining them in bed at home, instead of in the hospital.  

His wish would soon be granted.  When the doctor came in, she told them that she was confident that Sebastian would be able to head home in the next couple of days.  

 

Rachel showed up later that afternoon.  She hugged both of them, placed some fresh flowers on the nightstand, and then sat next to Kurt.  

Sebastian looked at the flowers, “Thanks, Rachel.  That’s really sweet of you.”

“I’m sorry I didn’t get here until today.  I knew there would be a ton of people here, and I didn’t want to be in the way. How are you feeling?”

“Much better.  And that’s okay that you weren’t here, Rachel.  It’s good to see you any time.  How are you?”  Sebastian turned a bit to face her better.

“Good.  Great, actually.”

Kurt raised his brows, “We could use some more good news today.  What’s going on?”

She smiled wide, “I just got cast as part of the ensemble in Come From Away !”

Both Kurt and Sebastian smiled just as widely as Rachel, both congratulating her right away.

“That’s amazing, Rach.  Bas and I saw that last year and absolutely loved it.  The music is fantastic.”

She nodded, “I’m so excited about it.”  She sighed and looked between them, “I was nervous to tell you.”

Seb shook his head, “Good news is what we need right now.  We could not be happier for you.”

Kurt agreed, “Absolutely.  Besides, we have our own good news.  The doctor just told us Bas will likely get to go home within a couple of days!”



When Tori, Celeste, and Beau came in later that afternoon, they were beyond excited.  Tori and Celeste immediately went back to the penthouse and cleaned, changed the sheets, got groceries for Kurt, and made sure everything was in order.  

Meanwhile, Beau took Kurt to the cafeteria again.  It had been a long day, with lots of exciting news, and Kurt had skipped lunch.  At first, Kurt had refused to leave Sebastian alone, but as soon as Leah showed up, he finally agreed to go.  

 


 

On Sunday, nine days after Sebastian was brought into the hospital, they were finally released to go home.  The doctors and nurses all gave instructions on what to do with both of their wounds.  Nurse Randy went through how to do Seb’s feedings one more time, just in case.  A wheelchair was brought up to the room, and as much as Sebastian wished he had the energy to walk out of there, it was hospital policy to use the wheelchair, and it was his ticket home.  

Puck met them at a back entrance that the hospital suggested would be best to avoid the one or two press members that still showed up once in a while. He had Sugar’s car.  The Navigator was too tall for Seb to get into easily, the Corvette was too low and would be nearly impossible to get out of, and a cab was dirty and out of the question, since their wounds weren’t completely healed.  

Sebastian smiled as Puck helped him into the front seat, “Nothing like a pink ride home to my paradise.”

When they pulled up in front of their building, Raymond smiled wide.  He opened Sebastian’s door for him, “Welcome home, Mr. Hummel-Smythe!  I’m so happy to see you!”

Seb smiled, not moving to get out of the car yet, “Thanks, Raymond.  Trust me, it’s so good to be home.”

Kurt had gotten out of the backseat quickly, and reached for Sebastian, putting his arm behind his back and slightly under his shoulder.  Sebastian put his arm around Kurt’s shoulder, then grabbed Puck’s offered hand as he came to his other side.  They shifted him a bit, then helped him stand.  That was the hardest part.  From there, Sebastian walked with his arm around Kurt’s shoulder into the building.  

George smiled, “Answered prayers!  Thank God you’re home with us again, Mr. Hummel-Smythe.  Both of you.  We couldn’t be happier to have you back.”

“Thank you, George,” Kurt smiled.

“It’s good to be home,” Sebastian nodded.  

Puck handed the keys to the car to an employee who offered to take it to the garage, then followed behind Kurt and Sebastian with their bag.

George added, “I’m sure you know, but Mrs. Smythe and Mr. and Mrs. Laurent are upstairs waiting for you.”

“Thanks.” 

Puck winked at George as he passed.

Once upstairs, Sebastian sighed, “Home sweet home.”  They walked over to the couch, and Kurt helped his husband get comfortable.

“We got everything set up for you as much as we could.  We’re going to stay with Leah and Sam.  We don’t want to be in your hair too much.”

“You’re welcome to stay here if you want.”

“That’s okay.  Burt and Carol will probably stay here when they get here this afternoon?”

Kurt shook his head, “I talked them into just waiting until Thanksgiving.  It was silly for them to just come for one night.”

“Well, we’ll stay with Leah still, but we’ll be by during the day to check on you, if that’s okay.”

Kurt could tell she was a little uneasy about overstepping.  He smiled, “That would be great.  And if you change your mind, that’s fine too.  You are always welcome here.”

She nodded gratefully.  

Puck interrupted, “There is one little thing that is great about being home.  Something that couldn’t happen while you were in the hospital.”

“What’s that?” Sebastian looked up at him.  

Puck cleared his throat and looked up to the balcony.  Sugar and Gianna came out of the guest bedroom.  

Sebastian’s hand immediately covered his mouth as tears welled in his eyes.  Kurt had a nearly identical reaction.

“Baby girl!” Seb cooed as they reached the bottom of the steps.  

Gianna started kicking her feet, excited to see her uncles again.  Sugar put her down about five feet away from them.  Gianna wobbled a little, but then took the several steps she needed to get to them.  

“Look at you!” Kurt smiled.

Seb’s eyes were wide and glistening. He looked at Sugar, “When did that happen?!”  

“This week!” 

Puck added, “We thought it would be more fun to show you instead of telling you.”

Because Sebastian couldn’t, Kurt bent over and picked her up, setting her in his lap.  “I’m so proud of you, Gianna!  You’re walking like a big girl!”

She smiled and reached for Sebastian.  

Kurt said, “Uncle Seb has an owie. We have to be really gentle with him, okay?” He set her down on Sebastian’s legs, but held her back away from his stomach. 

“How’s my favorite girl?” Seb asked, stroking her cheek.  She smiled at him and started to reach for his feeding tube.  He quickly grabbed her hand and gently put it in her lap, “We can’t touch that right now, darling.”  

She didn’t mind.  She turned her attention back to Kurt, who was still holding on to her.  He picked her up and sat her on his good leg.  She babbled a bit, then reached for Puck, “Dada.”

Puck picked her up and put her down, where she held onto the large coffee table and made her way around to the rest of the family.

Sebastian looked between Sugar and Puck, “Thank you so much for bringing her.  That was the perfect way to brighten my spirits even more than just being home.”

“We figured.  Besides, she missed you, too.”

 

Seb’s mom and grandparents left for the evening, and Sugar fixed the four of them dinner.  

While she was fixing the food, Kurt gave Sebastian his evening feeding through the tube.  Seb could tell that he was uneasy.

“Don’t think too much about it, Kurt.  You will eat every meal.  I have no issues with it.  Do you understand?”

“Yes, Sir.”  He didn’t sound very convincing.

“I’m sore, Baby.  It’s not like I want to eat, and can’t.  I don’t want to.  It would hurt so badly.  I need to work up to it, and I’m just not there yet.  You aren’t rubbing it in.  I’m not hurt or upset.”

Kurt nodded, “Okay.”

 

Once it was time for Puck and Sugar to head home, Puck asked, “Do you need help getting upstairs?”

Kurt answered, “I’ll make sure he gets upstairs okay after he takes his medicine.  Thank you both for the visit and for dinner.”

“You’re welcome,” Sugar answered.  “Don’t forget, there are strawberry cheesecake muffins over there for you.  I made them just for you, so eat them.”

“Yes, dear.”  He kissed her on the forehead as he hugged her goodbye.”

 

Kurt helped Sebastian upstairs, then undressed him to get in the shower.  

“Are you going to join me, Baby?”

“I think that would be the safest for now.  Especially since we don’t have safety bars here.”

“Okay.” He got the shower going to the temperature he liked and got in.  

Kurt followed close behind.  When he was in the shower fully, he gently wrapped his arms around his husband, “I’m so glad you’re home.”

“Me too.”

Kurt took the shampoo and poured some into his palm.  He raised his hands up and began to massage it into Sebastian’s scalp.  Seb hummed in pleasure.

“I’ve missed your hands on me.  I’ve missed your naked body up against mine.”

“Me too, Sir.  But you know it’s too soon for that.”

“Too soon for sex, yes.  Too soon to enjoy the touch, as well as the view… no.”

 

Once Kurt had them dry, he changed the dressing on Seb’s stomach and his own leg, then helped Seb into bed.  When he climbed in on the other side, he scooted as close as he could without touching too much.

“Come closer,” Seb said, whining a bit.

“I can’t, Love.  If I get too close, then I’ll snuggle too much and hurt you.  I know my arm will end up slung over your stomach in the middle of the night, and that will hurt.  I’m already worried that I will do that in my sleep. It’s been so long since we’ve slept in a real bed.”

“At least I had a hospital bed.  You were in a recliner.  I’m sure this feels like Heaven to you.”

“Only because you’re by my side.”

Seb smiled, “Okay, but at least hold my hand.”

“That I can do.”

 

Notes:

Comments are more important to me now as they ever were. I need inspiration. I hope you enjoyed this. Next chapter will be a bigger time jump (about 6 months).

Chapter 50: Seeking Justice

Summary:

Some healing, a time hop, then off to court.

Notes:

So...STILL not dead. Surprise!
Thank you to everyone who left amazing comments for me on the last chapter. Words of encouragement and your pleas to not give up on this was so very helpful to me. Unlike typical me, I did not respond to any of them. I apologize for that. I just... couldn't. Things have been challenging, but as promised, I will not give up on this fic. No worries about that. I hope this meets the standards I set for myself before, and I hope you enjoy it. Just remember, this is the show in my head, not necessarily how things would actually happen.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

 

Sebastian’s parents and grandparents returned to Ohio the weekend after Sebastian came home, then returned to New York on the same flight as the Hummels for Thanksgiving.  The Mottas and Puckermans all joined them for the celebration at the penthouse.  Sebastian had spoken to Maria on the phone, but she declined their offer to join them.  She was still considering their offer of helping her, as well.

Sebastian and Kurt had a long talk about food and eating before the traditional feast was served, and Kurt did surprisingly well.  Seb enjoyed the smells of turkey and pumpkin, but wasn’t quite at a place where he felt like he “missed” eating them.  

When it came time to share what they were grateful for, the fact that Kurt and Sebastian were alive and at home, was at the top of everyone’s list.  It was like a presence in the air - the gratitude as they all were very much aware of how lucky they were to all be together at home for the holiday.  

The following day, the entire family helped decorate for Christmas.  Kurt, Sam, and Finn went to the storage area of the building to bring up the boxes, then everyone started grabbing a box and setting things up. There was a lot of laughter and playing around.  After hanging the stockings, Sebastian mostly stayed on the couch as everyone else flit around the room. Kurt would turn to look at him, only to find his husband looking right back with a small content smile on his face.  He would wink and then continue with his task.  

Later that night, Kurt, Sebastian, Finn, Shannon, Sam, and Leah all headed out to the tree lot on the next block to choose a Christmas tree.  Kurt noticed Sam and Finn sticking close to them.  He appreciated it, and wasn’t going to complain.  Kurt and Sebastian found a tree fairly quickly, and only had to wait another ten minutes for Sam and Leah to choose theirs.  Sam arranged for theirs to be delivered the next day, then he and Finn grabbed their brother’s tree to walk it back to their place.  

By the time they made it home, Sebastian was exhausted.  He returned to the couch to watch as the rest of the family set up the tree and hang the ornaments.  Once everyone got started, Kurt joined his husband.  

Sebastian grabbed his hand and gave it a little squeeze, “Happy?”

Kurt looked at him and smiled softly, “Very. I have my husband by my side, our family here, and our home is looking very festive.  I’m very happy. ”

 


 

Once everyone went home, they spent their time reading, cuddling, and watching every holiday movie under the sun.  Friends came to visit on the regular, and by the time their family was back in town, they were starting to feel a sense of normalcy again.  

They had all assumed that Christmas was going to be a bit harder when it came to food.  By then, Seb was slowly integrating drinking shakes and eating pudding, applesauce, jello, etc., but the smells were just so good.  Kurt’s guilt was starting to consume him, and Sebastian had to have several talks with him to help keep him from spiraling too far.  

Sebastian and Kurt walked out of the office after one of the talks and found Finn in the kitchen with Burt.  Finn smiled, happy to see Seb walking a bit easier than he had been the last time he was in NY. “How is PT going, Seb?”

“Pretty well.  But of course, just when I think it’s getting easier, my therapist pushes me to do something even harder.  I know it’s all going to benefit me in the end, but it’s still a pain in the butt.”

“At least we know it’s paying off,” Sam said, clapping Seb on the shoulder as he passed him to head to the kitchen as well.  “You’re getting around better and better as each week passes.”

“That’s true.  Before you know it, I’ll be running marathons.”

Kurt chuckled, “No you won’t.  You hate running.”

“Okay,” he made an exaggerated face, thinking about it, “I’ll be… dancing up a storm?”

Kurt kissed him on the cheek, “That’s more like it.”

 

Eating at Christmas wasn’t as bad as Seb thought it was going to be.  He was able to enjoy several things, especially desserts.  Kurt did rather well handling it all.  Their talks seemed to help.  

The best part of their holiday celebration came when all of the families were together celebrating.  Gianna was enjoying opening gifts and playing with her new toys.  They were having a great time watching her.  It was another moment that Kurt and Sebastian cherished as they looked around at their family.  

On Christmas day, Chris and Elliott, as well as Charlie and Eilleen, came over to celebrate.  They were all happily surprised when Puck, Sugar, Gianna, Vinny, and Cindy came back over.  

Cindy picked up Gianna as Puck and Sugar stood in front of the fireplace, “We know we were just here last night, but there was something we wanted to share with you, and wanted Chris, Elliott, Charlie, and Eilleen to be here too.”

Cindy had taken off Gianna’s jacket, and set her down so that she could walk over to Sugar.  Sugar picked her up and turned her around so that everyone could see her.  She had a cute Christmas bow in her dark curls, striped red, green, and white leggings, a green fluffy tutu, and a long sleeved white shirt with big, bold, letters that read, “Big Sister”.

Of course Kurt was the first to catch on, “NO WAY!!!”

Everyone was looking between Kurt and the Puckerman’s, who were smiling wide.  

Sebastian’s face lit up as he caught on, “Oh my God!  You’re pregnant?!”

Sugar nodded, “Yep!  We’re due in late July! Gianna’s going to be a big sister!” She was only 8 weeks along, so it was a bit of a risk telling everyone this early in her pregnancy, but she really wanted everyone together and in person.  

Everyone cheered, the joy filling the large room so much that it was bursting at the seams.

Sebastian went and wrapped his arms around Sugar and Gianna as Kurt hugged Puck, “I’m so happy for you all.  So, so happy.”

“You know this means you’re going to be godfather to TWO Puckerman kids, right?”

Seb laughed, “I wouldn’t have it any other way.”

 


 

SIX MONTHS LATER

 

Sebastian stepped out onto the back deck and looked down at the beach where his husband was sitting in the sand, looking out at the water as he pet Piper.  He smiled at how calm and content Kurt looked.  

Piper was their new therapy dog, and she had helped them both tremendously.  Thad’s aunt and uncle bred standard Poodles, and often “set aside” one or two per litter to raise as therapy dogs.  When they had heard about Kurt and Sebastian through their nephew, they knew one of their pups would be perfect for them.  Piper’s white fur and large dark chocolate colored spots were shaved close, and her big brown eyes seemed to speak to the soul.  When the couple drove to Maine to meet her, it was love at first sight.

Sebastian made his way down to them, Piper giving away his approach as she raised her head to look at him. He didn’t say anything, just sat next to them.  

After several minutes, Kurt looked at him, “Sometimes I wish we lived somewhere calm like this, instead of in the craziness of the city.”

“Well, that’s the good thing about owning this place.  We can come here any time we want, and have the best of both worlds.  My bet is that after living here for too long, you’d miss New York life.”

He looked back out at the ocean, “You’re probably right.” He took a deep breath and closed his eyes, “But ocean air sure is good for the soul.”

“Yes, it is.” After another few minutes, Seb asked, “Are you okay with having something delivered for dinner?  I really don’t feel like going out, but I don’t want to cook either.”

“Sure.  That will give us more time to pack things up.  I’d like to leave early in the morning.”

“Sounds good.  Whatever you’d like is fine.” He was so happy that Seb was cleared to eat normally a few months back.

They were headed back to New York in the morning.  The trial was to start the day after next, and they needed to be there when family and friends started arriving in town.  

Kurt got up and found a small piece of driftwood.  Piper was on high alert when she saw the stick. 

Kurt chuckled, “What, this?” He held it up and looked at as she got to her feet and came to stand in front of him.  “Is this what you want?” She jumped up a little in anticipation.  “Okay, girl, go get it!”  He threw the stick and she immediately chased after it.  

“Coming here is good for her, too.”  Sebastian watched his husband and their dog play as he tried to push the upcoming trial out of his mind for a few more minutes.  

 

Sebastian had taken a year’s sabbatical from work.  Between the normal healing process, physical therapy, psychiatry appointments with Dr. Kurz, appointments with their lawyers, getting Piper and training with her, as well as everyday life...He knew it was what he needed to do.  He was very grateful that they were in the financial position to be able to do so. 

Kurt was still working, but he was only doing the articles that he could do from home. It allowed them time to celebrate Nick and Jeff as they graduated from their masters program at Columbia, as well as time to do things like come to the beach when it all seemed to become too much.  

But now, it was time to go back and face reality once more.  

 


 

When they arrived home, George greeted them, “Good evening, Mr. and Mr. Hummel-Smythe.  Did you enjoy your trip?”

“We did, thank you.”

Kurt agreed, “And Piper loved the beach.”

“I’m sure she did.  Lots of space to run, I’d imagine.”

“Exactly.  Are our parents here yet?”

“They are.  They are already upstairs waiting.”

“Thanks, George.  Have a good evening.”

“You too, Sir.”

 

When the couple got upstairs, they were greeted with hugs and the smell of lasagna baking.  They introduced their parents to Piper, who they had only seen over skype and in pictures.

“She’s a real beauty,” Carol gushed as she scratched Piper behind the ears.

“I feel like she knows it, too,” Seb said with a small grin.  “It may be just a poodle thing, but she walks around like she’s the queen of England.  But at the same time, she’s the sweetest, most loving dog.  She’s been good for us both.”

When Robert joined them in the living room, he asked, “Did you talk to Maria?  Is she all set?”

“Yeah, she’s flying in the morning.  Jeff and Nick will pick her up.  She’s nervous, but ready.”

He nodded, “Understandable.  I’m glad she’s able to testify. It’ll help.”

 

They had convinced Maria to let them help her, but not as much as they would have liked.  Jeremy had told them that the best makeup artists he had worked with had all gone to Cinema Makeup School in Los Angeles, California, so that’s where she had decided to go.  They paid for her school, and for her apartment, but she would not allow them to do more.  Kurt wanted to get her an even nicer place, as well as give her enough money that she wouldn’t have to work while in school, but she insisted that she wanted to live a normal life, and that what they had done was above and beyond.  

Kurt sat and thought about Maria as everyone gave Piper attention.  He had ordered the basic furniture and had it delivered at her new apartment.  He smiled and played innocent when she called him to yell at him.  

“Sleeping on the floor is no way to live. It’s just the basics.  Now, Mercedes will be by to take you shopping the first weekend you’re available.  I already sent her money for clothes and decor.  Please don’t fight her on it.”

Maria ended up sighing with a slight laugh, “Fine.  Be my fairy godfather.”

He smiled, “It’s the least I can do.”

 


 

The following day, Sebastian leaned against the doorframe of their master bathroom and watched Kurt finish shaving.

Kurt looked at Seb in the mirror, “Are you doing okay?  You know...with everything?”

Seb nodded, “Yeah.  I’m ready.  The weirdest thing is going to be seeing him again.  I barely saw him when I woke up, ya know? So I just don’t know how I’ll react to that.”

“You know if we need to leave, that’s okay.”

“I know, Baby.” He walked up behind him as Kurt put down the towel he had dried his face with.  He put his hands on his husband’s hips, rubbing the soft skin of his exposed waist with his thumbs, “That goes for you, too.  How are you feeling about it today?  Yesterday you were a little nervous.”

Kurt shrugged one shoulder, “I think I’m doing okay.  I do want to wear my collar.  But… I’m still just so pissed off.  I’m so angry.  I’m not scared, or sad, or anything like that.  I’m a little afraid that I might try to kill him right there in the middle of the courtroom for what he did to you.”

Seb turned him around and kissed him on the forehead, “You won’t.  I understand though. I’m angry too.  He attacked you, Baby.  Held you at gunpoint. If it wasn’t for John, he may have shot you, too, or kidnapped you.  I just keep telling myself that if we could handle it all those years ago, we both can now.  You’re still the strongest man I know.”

“I think that award goes to you.”  Kurt kissed him quickly, “Do you still want to take Piper?”

“Yeah.  Jeff said he’d take her out for us when she needs it, so she’ll be fine. She loves him. I’ll put her working harness on her when we get downstairs.  Don’t take too long.  You need time to eat before we leave.”

“Yes, Sir.”  Kurt kissed him on the cheek and walked toward the closet to get dressed.



James Miles had sent all of his men that were familiar with the family to pick them up, then escort them into the courthouse to help shield them from the press.  He had done the same for Puck and Sugar, as well as John and Isabelle.  

When they all arrived in front of the courthouse, Kurt started to get nervous.  It wasn’t because of the trial quite yet, but because of the large number of press waiting out front.

“Are they all here for us?”

“I believe so,” Sebastian answered. “You’ll be okay, Baby.  Just stick close.”

“We’ve got ya covered, Kurt.  Just keep moving and don’t answer any questions,” Dustin said.  

When they got out of the car, Sebastian put his arm around Kurt’s shoulders, and Kurt put his arm around Seb’s waist.  Kurt had Piper on a short lead to keep her close.  Dustin stood next to Piper and reached over to put his hand on Kurt’s back.  Royce did the same next to Sebastian. The couple both kept their heads down as they made their way up the stairs and into the courthouse.  

Once inside, they went through security, then waited for their parents, siblings, and Puck and Sugar, who were all being escorted in right behind them. John and Isabelle had both already arrived, but they didn’t see them nearby.

As soon as Sugar was within reach, Kurt pulled her close, “Are you okay?  No one bumped into your belly, did they?” He was truly worried, given how in-your-face and aggressive they had been.

“No.  We’re fine.  It was crazy, but Puck and T.J. did a good job of shielding me.”

“Are you ready to go in, Princess?”

“Yeah.”

“Seb?” Puck raised his brows, wondering how his best friend was doing.

“Yeah, I think we’re ready.”

Nick approached them as they headed toward the courtroom doors, “Hey, how are you feeling?”

“We’re doing okay,” Seb answered.

“Good.  We picked Maria up from the airport this morning.  She’s sitting with Jeff and I.  The first two rows are reserved for you all, plus John and Isabelle.  Do you guys need anything?”

“Thanks Nicky.  I think we’re good.”

He turned to Puck, “Jeff saved some room for you two next to us in the third row.”

“Thanks, man.”

“Sure,” Nick nodded.  He looked at Seb, “Just let me know if you need anything.  And if Piper needs to go for a walk, just say the word.”

“Thank you so much,” Seb said, hugging his friend.

 

Once they were in the courtroom, they were taken aback by the number of loved ones who were there to support them. Most of their New York friends were there, as well as Santana, Brittany, and Cameron.  Quinn wasn’t able to make it, but Thad came to town to show his support.  

They all took their seats after giving a few of their friends some hugs.  Jeff hugged Sugar, then sat next to her and held her hand. Kurt and Sebastian sat in the middle of the front row, with their parents on either side of them.  Their siblings, as well as John and Isabelle, sat behind them.

A few minutes later, the bailiff came in with Blaine.  Kurt squeezed Seb’s hand, and Seb turned towards him.  He whispered, “Are you okay?” He watched as Kurt’s hate filled eyes bored holes into Blaine, as if he could light him on fire with just his glare.  He had never seen this look from his husband, and was glad he wasn’t on the receiving end. Kurt nodded his acknowledgement, but did not say anything. 

“Hey...Baby,” Seb whispered, then waited for Kurt to look at him.  When he did, he put his hand on his cheek, “I’m right here.  Happy and healthy.”

Kurt took a deep breath and nodded.  They rested their foreheads together and held on to the strength and calm that physically touching gave them. Piper placed her head in Kurt’s lap and gave a little whine.  He took another deep breath, looked down at her, and began petting her.

Hearing the whine, Blaine turned back from his seat to investigate.  He and Kurt locked eyes. Blaine smirked and winked at him. 

Finn had been watching and was out of his seat in a heartbeat, but Shannon caught hold of him and held him back.  Sam quickly stood and put a hand on Finn’s chest, “All that will do is cause more trouble.  Take a deep breath and calm down. He’ll get what’s coming to him.”

Finn unclenched his fists and forced himself to relax a bit, but didn’t sit.

“Finn, sit down,” Shannon calmly rubbed his back, trying to settle him.  

Kurt turned around, “I’m okay, Finn. Don’t get yourself in trouble over the likes of him.”

Finn looked down at him and put a large hand on his shoulder.  He nodded, then sat calmly.

Seb reached around and patted him on the leg as a silent thanks for the love and support. He turned to Kurt, “Doing okay?”

“I kinda want to join Finn and jump over the banister to beat the living shit out of him.” He then shrugged his shoulders and added, rather flippantly, “Other than that, I’m good.”

Seb smiled at his husband and leaned over and kissed him.  He loved everything about him and always had. Every wonderful quality, and every flaw and imperfection.  He had always adored Kurt’s sass, bitchiness, and protectiveness, but seeing it even when facing such trying circumstances was nice.  

“There’s that velvet over steel.”

 

Toward the back of the courtroom, Eileen leaned over to Jeremy, who was sitting next to her, “Is he what you pictured?  He’s not what I pictured.”

Jeremy hummed, considering the question.  He finally answered, “I think he is. I knew what he looked like from photos we saw when we were writing Saved. He looks like he could turn the charm on.  Manipulate a situation.  He looks like he could slide on a mask as if it were nothing.  I know Kurt has grown since then, but he has to be fairly good at it to have gotten away with it for so long when they dated, ya know?”

“I suppose so,” she responded.  

Charlie turned to Chris and patted his leg, “You boys going to be okay?  Are you sure you’re up for this?”

Chris gave him a little smile and nodded, “Yeah, we’ll be okay, Charlie.  Thanks for the concern, though.”

He nodded, “We just love all you kids so much.  Just let us know if you need to get away.  We’ll head out and take you to eat, or to get ice cream, or something.”

Elliott and Chris both smiled, “Thank you. We all love you, too. It means a lot to Kurt and Sebastian that you’re here today.”

“Couldn’t keep us away if they tried.”

 

When the jury came in, they all quieted down.  Kurt turned to look at Blaine’s side of the room and saw no one there that he recognized.  The people who were there looked like they might be some of the allotted press.  He was happy that no cameras were allowed in the room.  

The morning had been pretty tough. 

They started with a brief visit to the past, and what Blaine had done to Kurt to land himself in prison in the first place. Surprisingly, Kurt handled that rather well.  He simply sat and listened.  At one point, he laid his head on Seb’s shoulder.  Sebastian turned and kissed him on top of the head. No words were exchanged.  

Next, they focused on Blaine’s plans to involve Alonso, and the role he played.  They showed security footage from the hospital of Alonso getting Sebastian out of the building in a wheelchair and into the beat up sadan in the parking garage. This was a harder pill to swallow.  Kurt cried silently, but stayed strong for Sebastian, who had not seen the footage.  

Sebastian just watched. He said nothing. He didn’t know how to react.  He had not remembered any of this, since he was unconscious.  It was such an odd sensation.  He looked around at his family.  They seemed to be having a harder time with it. Tori, Carol, and Leah were in tears, and he knew that if he looked behind him he would see the same on the faces of a few more of their family.

The security guard from the hospital was called to the stand.  He testified that Alonso had seemed to know that Sebastian was married, and convinced him that his husband was picking him up in the garage so that Seb wouldn’t have to leave his car at the hospital.  It was revealing that Alonso had been told of Sebastian’s personal life, and it was strongly suggested that Blaine had been behind it.  

A couple of hours before lunch, Sebastian was called to the stand.  He squeezed Kurt’s hand, then took Piper with him to testify.  She sat obediently at his feet as the lawyers asked him questions.

“Mr. Hummel-Smythe, can you tell us what you remember about being in the apartment where you were found, and anything you remember about how you got there?”

Puck watched the look of disgust cross Blaine’s features when the lawyer called Sebastian by his surname.

Sebastian curled his fingers into the fur at the base of Piper’s ears.  She laid her head on his lap and let out a little whine.  He looked down at her and scratched her behind the ear a few times.  He cleared his throat and looked up at the prosecutor, “I’m a respiratory therapist at Mt. Siani in the pediatrics department. I went to the supply closet at the hospital.  Before I could get my supplies and leave, the man I now understand to be Alonso walked in and blocked me from getting by him.  When I tried to go around him, he pulled out a syringe, injecting me with something.  We later learned that it was a tranquilizer intended for animals.  I remember everything spinning, then going black. The next thing I remember, I woke up tied to a chair in an apartment I had never been to.”

“Who was in the apartment with you? Was it the man pictured?” They had a large photo of Alfonso Martez on display.

Sebastian glanced quickly at the photo, “Yes, Sir.”

“Let the records show that Mr. Sebastian Hummel-Smythe has identified Alfonso Martez, cellmate and rumored lover, of Blaine Anderson, as the man who was holding him captive.” He turned back to Sebastian, “What else do you remember?”

“He said that he thought I was sexy and he kept touching me- my face, and running his hand through my hair.  He said he wanted to keep me.  He said Blaine told him to kill me, but that if Blaine got to have Kurt, then he could have me. I sarcastically told him that his boyfriend sounded like a great guy.  In reply, he told me Blaine saved his life, so he was doing all of this as a way to repay him.” He took another deep breath, “I tried to convince him that he had a choice in all of this.  That he could let me go and I could protect my husband, and he could tell Blaine he never found us.  But he said he had already sent him a picture of me in the apartment, so it was too late.” 

Clearing his throat, he pet Piper again before continuing, “He...He grabbed my crotch and tried to lean in and kiss me, but I headbutted him. He got mad and punched me so hard that he knocked me over in the chair, then he started kicking me.  He left to get in the shower and was mad that I wouldn’t look at him naked, so he injected me a second time and I passed out again.” 

“You’re doing well, Sebastian.  Can you tell us what happened the next time you woke up?”

“Everything was fuzzy, like a dream.  Or in this case, a nightmare.  Somehow, he had moved me to the couch.  I was confused for a second, because the guy who kidnapped me was fighting with someone on the floor.  I thought…” He took a deep breath and sighed, “I thought for a split second that someone was there to help me.  But then I saw that it was Blaine.  He was straddling Alonso with his hands around his throat.  I told him to stop.  Told him he was going to kill him. I don’t remember anything after that.” He wiped a few stray tears and buried his hand in Piper’s fur.

The defense attorney asked a few basic questions, and Sebastian answered.  As soon as he was finished, he walked straight out of the courtroom with Piper.  Kurt immediately got up and followed him out.  

When Kurt got through the doors seconds later, Seb was approaching a large window at the end of the hall.  He jogged up next to him and gently touched his shoulder, “Are you okay?”  

Sebastian let go of Piper’s lead and he turned toward Kurt, throwing his arms around his shoulders and melting into him as Piper sat, looking up at her owners.  

“You did a good job, Love.  You’re so brave.”

Puck came out the doors a second later, closely followed by Nick.  Puck stepped up to his best friends and rubbed Seb’s back while Nick grabbed Piper’s lead.  No words needed to be said.  

After a minute, Seb raised his head, “We can go back in.  I just needed a breather after that.”

“Whenever you’re ready,” Kurt replied softly.  

Seb nodded, “Let’s go.”

Robert came out before they had a chance to go back in.  He quietly told the boys that the judge had called for a fifteen minute recess.  “Do you need anything, Seb? Kurt?”

Seb shook his head and Kurt answered, “No, I think we’re good. I think we can go back in.”

 

Back in the courtroom, they stopped to greet some of their friends with hugs and love.  With their encouraging words, both husbands felt they were ready to continue hearing the testimonies that came next.  

A few inmates testified via video about Blaine and Alonso.  They verified that they were together as a couple and that Blaine seemed to have a sternly controlling hand on the dynamics of the relationship.

Maria was next to testify.  She told the lawyers exactly what had happened, though she struggled through the tears the memories brought.  There wasn’t a dry eye on the prosecution side of the courtroom. 

After her, were some of the first responders that had been on the scene.  They gave more details about the cause of Alonso’s death.  Kurt watched Blaine as they described what they saw.  He seemed to show no true emotion.

 

When they broke for lunch, they all made sure to tell Maria how grateful they were, not only for what she did for Seb, but for testifying, as well.  

Kurt and Sebastian took a few minutes to be by themselves, then returned to join their loved ones.  Kurt sat next to Sugar, taking comfort in rubbing her belly and they smell of her shampoo as she rested her head on his shoulder.

“I’m proud of you, Angel.  You never cease to amaze me.” He hummed in response, but otherwise didn’t say anything.  She continued, “Seb too.  You are both so strong.  I think your love could survive anything.”

Puck, Sam, and Finn all sat with Seb for a few minutes.  Puck asked, “You doing okay?  Can we do anything for you?”

“Just being here is plenty.  We appreciate that you guys always show when you’re needed.  Literally and figuratively.” 

“That’s what family is for,” Finn said as he clapped him on the shoulder.  

After talking to their parents for a few minutes, they headed back into the courtroom.

 

The afternoon was filled with more testimony.  The beat cops, the detectives, and a couple of doctors all took the stand. By the end of the day, they were exhausted.  They knew they needed to get home to rest.  The next day wasn’t going to be any better.  Kurt needed to be mentally prepared to testify, so they headed straight home once James Miles men had successfully gotten them to the waiting cars.

Finn, Shannon, Burt, and Carol, all headed back to the penthouse as well.  It was a quiet evening, letting the couple rest and prepare as they needed.  Santana and Britt were staying with Chris and Elliott, while Cam went home with Nick and Jeff.

Thad went home with Orion, and no one said a word about it.

Notes:

Thanks so much for reading and not giving up on me. Comments and kudos mean so much to me.

Chapter 51: The Verdict

Summary:

Kurt and John testify, then the verdict is read. Some sexy time is thrown in, because...Why not!? The boys need it.

Notes:

Thank you for your patience when it comes to this fic, as well as my others. I have not been well, and my energy has been drained because of it for the last few months. I've been waiting on insurance to approve what my doctor wants to do, so hopefully I start feeling better once that is all resumed. Those that know about my daughter, she is not doing well, either, and therefore was pulled out of school in order to attend an online school for the rest of the year. On top of all that, my husband broke his ankle in two places and had to have surgery. So yeah, prayers would be appreciated.

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Chapter Text

 

Kurt and Sebastian woke up to the smell of bacon. 

“Mmm… Someone is in the kitchen,” Sebastian mumbled sleepily.

“Smells good,” Kurt mumbled back as he snuggled closer into Sebastian’s side.

Sebastian ran his hand up and down Kurt’s arm and kissed the top of his head.  They were quiet for a few minutes, then Sebastian said, “We’re halfway through, Baby.  It’s almost over.”

“And when it’s over this time, hopefully it’s over for good.”

“It will be.  I have faith.”

 

Once they made their way downstairs, they found Carol and Shannon in the kitchen making a big breakfast for everyone.  

“Morning, Boys,” Carol greeted. 
“Morning, Mom.” Kurt kissed her on the cheek.  

She smiled back, still thrilled that Kurt still chose to call her that.

“Where’s Piper?” Sebastian asked with an arm full of Shannon.

“Finn and Burt took her for her morning walk in the park.  You know this visit is going to make Finn’s insistent begging for a dog increase.” 

He let go of her with a little chuckle, “And I think you should agree to it.  You know how drawn to dogs he is.”

“I know.  I was hoping that dog-sitting Satchmo whenever your parents were out of town would be enough.  Don’t get me wrong, I love dogs, but I want to have some more time to ourselves before pets and babies.”

“Don’t use the ‘B’ word around me,” Carol teased, “You’ll get my hopes up.”

“You can just live vicariously through Cindy,” Kurt said as he put some scrambled eggs on his plate.  

“I will.  I’m counting myself as Giana and Baby Puckerman’s grandma anyway.  Puck is practically my son, too.”

They ate together with pleasant conversation for several minutes until Burt and Finn got back with Piper.  

“I smell bacon!” Finn exclaimed, making the rest of them laugh.

Piper ran over and sat between Kurt and Sebastian, looking up at them with big brown eyes.

“I knew you reminded me of someone, Piper.  It’s my brother.”

Finn fake pouted, “Hey.” He shrugged. “I guess I’ll take that as a compliment.” He looked at Shannon, “We need a dog.” They all laughed, so he pouted some more as Shannon rolled her eyes.  “What!?”

“You’re just predictable, Honey.  But I love you just the way you are.”

He smiled and bent down to kiss her on the head, “I love you, too.”

Burt joined them at the table with his plate, “Everyone ready for the day?”

“Ready as I’ll ever be,” Kurt sighed. 
“You’ll do great, Baby.”

“Mmm.  I’m a pro by now.”

 


 

When they reached the courthouse, they were once again ushered in by the security team.  This time, they were greeted by John and Isabelle in the lobby.

“Are you two okay?” Isabelle asked.

“Yeah, I think so,” Kurt nodded.  “How about you guys?  John, are you ready?”

“Sure am.  I’m ready to send that fucker back to prison where he belongs.”

Kurt smiled a little, “Don’t hold back, John.”

He winked, “You know I won’t.”

Puck and Sugar arrived with Nick and Jeff a few minutes after their families had.  Everyone was in the hallway talking when the lawyers showed up.  They chatted with Robert for a few minutes, then announced that they should start heading in so they didn’t block the hallway.

Within the next ten minutes, everyone who had been there the day before had arrived.  This time, though, Dante also showed up. Sebastian was touched by that and hugged his friend tightly before introducing him to as many people as he could that were close by.

“That’s sweet that he came,” Kurt whispered as he and Seb sat back down.

“It really is. He’s a good friend.  I hope he’s not too hard on himself when the testimonies start.”

“Me too.”

 

Blaine was brought out a few minutes later.  He tried to stare down Kurt, but Kurt wouldn’t give him the satisfaction of even looking at him.  Instead, he held onto Sebastian tightly and they both pet Piper as they supported each other.  

Once the judge and jury had entered, things proceeded rather quickly.  Before they knew it, Kurt was called to testify.  He took Piper with him as he went to the bench.  He purposefully continued to avoid eye contact with Blaine, instead looking at Sebastian or the lawyer speaking.

“Mr. Hummel-Smythe, can you tell us what happened on the night of the attack?”

“Yes, Sir.  I was nervous about Blaine getting out of prison, so we hired John through Miles Security.  He had worked for us before, and became a good friend. My husband and I hired a car service because I was nervous about being out in the general public with Blaine being out of prison. I always text Bas when I leave work so that he knows I’m on my way home, but he didn’t text me back like normal.  That made me nervous, but I thought maybe he was in the gym or even in the bathroom or something, so I didn’t say anything to John.  He dropped me off and I asked the staff at our building if they had seen Sebastian.  They said ‘no’ and even called down to check and see if his car was in the garage.”

Blaine was aggravated by the fact that Kurt was living in a place with “staff” and a garage, while he had been stuck in prison.  He knew Sebastian had to come from money, but he felt like even the mention of any of their privileged lives was just them rubbing it in his face. And the fact that he was being addressed by his surname was like rubbing salt in a wound.

“When I went upstairs, I looked everywhere for him, but our home was empty.  I started to panic.  I suffer from PTSD because of what Blaine did to me when we were in high school.  Panic attacks are fairly common for me, especially when I get stressed or scared.”

He took a calming breath, then continued, “I called our friends Jeff and Nick, and they came over to be with me. Nick texted my husband, too, but got no answer.  He sent out a group text to our friends and asked if anyone had heard from him, but no one had. Our friend Noah called John and asked him to come back, trying to make me feel better and make sure I was safe.  I was so upset that I was vomiting.”

Taking a calming breath, he continued, “Eventually, I got a text from Sebastian’s number.  At first I was so relieved.  But, even through texts, it didn’t sound like my husband at all. He said he ran into a friend from college and they had gone to a bar.  That was odd enough, but then he didn’t sound apologetic for upsetting me when I told him that I had gotten physically ill with worry. He said he had his phone on silent.  My Sebastian wouldn’t have done that in the first place, and if for some odd reason he had, he would have called and apologized immediately.  I just…” he took another deep breath. Piper rested her head on his lap. “I was just clinging to any hope that he was okay- that he was safe somewhere.  My husband is my world.  I was desperate for him to be okay. If I ever lost him…” 

Tears rolled down Kurt’s face.  His lawyer went back to the table and grabbed a box of tissues.  He offered the box to Kurt, who thanked him. 

“You’re doing well, Kurt.  I know it’s hard.  The two of you have been through a lot.  Take your time.”

Kurt nodded as he dried his eyes.  Finally, he continued, “The texts asked me to come meet him.  Again, I got a sinking feeling that it was all wrong, but had to hold on to that hope that it was really Sebastian.  I had to. Once John was there, we headed to the bar that the texts said to go to.  It was definitely not a place we would frequent.  It was a bad part of town, but we went in anyway.  When I didn’t see him, I showed his picture to the bartender.  He didn’t recognize him and said that none of us looked like we belonged there. We called a cab and headed outside.  Then,” he closed his eyes, and shook his head.  When he opened his eyes, there were more tears.  “Then I heard Blaine call my name.  It was like someone dumped a bucket of ice water over me.  You hear that analogy in movies and books, but that really is the best way to describe it.  I froze in fear at first.  But John didn’t.  He whipped around to face Blaine and Blaine shot him.  Just like that, he shot him.”

“Did he say anything when he shot John?”

“No, Sir, not that I recall.  He just shot him without even knowing who he was. I dropped down to the ground with him and tried to call 911, but Blaine grabbed me. He said we could finally be together, like that was even a thought that crossed my mind for a millisecond.  When I tried to run toward the cab, which I found had left, he tackled me to the ground.  I didn’t realize it at the time because of the adrenaline, but I landed on glass and cut my leg pretty badly.  He was on top of me again.”

“Objection,” the defense attorney yelled. Kurt frowned as the lawyer continued, “Blaine had not been on top of him before that. He hadn’t physically touched him.”

Kurt couldn’t hold his tongue, “He was five years before when he beat the shit out of me and sexually assaulted me!”  Piper whined and put a paw on his lap.

“Overruled,” the judge declared at the same time that Kurt was yelling.  He turned to Kurt, “Do you need a break?”

Kurt shook his head, “No.” He just wanted to get it over with.   He took a deep breath again and counted backwards from 10 to 0. He knew he was on the verge of another panic attack.

He looked over to Seb, who looked like he wanted to run to him and hold him.  He gave him a little nod to let him know he was okay.  Puck leaned forward and grasped Seb’s shoulder as Leah grabbed his hand to hold. They all knew how hard this was on Sebastian- to listen to all of this and not be able to physically hold his husband, to not be able to beat Blaine to a pulp.  They all felt the same way too.

His lawyer asked him to continue so he did.  “Bas and I have been taking self defense classes since we moved to Manhattan years ago.  I did a move that we were taught in class and was able to flip our positions so I was on top.  I punched him and then stood to go back to John, but Blaine pulled his gun on me.  He said he had spent all those years in prison because of me, like it was my fault.  He said he had it worked out and that we could run away together, and that we could move on with our lives and I could love him again. He said ‘Sebastian is taken care of.’ in a mocking tone.”  

The tears continued. “I was terrified and angry.  I just knew he had done something to Bas.  I could feel it in my bones from the moment I got home and he was gone.  But that confirmed it for me.  I just knew.”

“What happened next, Kurt?”

“Rage ran through me like my blood was on fire. I lunged forward and did another move from class.  I got the gun away from him and kicked it away.  But then he spun around and shoved me to the ground. He started to jump on me again, but John shot him.  He had been shot himself, but he was able to roll over and brace himself enough to shoot him.  I owe John my life.  I called 911 after that and waited with John until the ambulance came.  Nick and Jeff met me at the hospital, and they called some of our other family and John’s girlfriend, Isabelle.  While I was starting to give the police my statement in the waiting room, I got a call.  It was the hospital telling me that my husband had been shot.”

Kurt wiped his eyes again as the prosecutor approached, “Sebastian was in surgery, fighting for his life.  But he was found, and he was alive. Both thanks to Maria.  The mix of emotions going through me at that time were indescribable.”

“And what about your injuries, Mr. Hummel-Smythe?”

“The next day, my best friend, Sugar, discovered that I was hurt. It was painful, but I was so focused on Bas, and I didn’t want to leave his side.  Noah had a nurse come to look at it.  I ended up with stitches and now have a scar that’s about five inches long.”

They discussed a bit more about what happened at the hospital, but for the most part, Kurt’s testimony was over.  As he went back to his seat, Seb stood and wrapped his arms around him before they melted into the seats together.  

“I’m so proud of you, Baby,” he whispered. “I know how hard that was, and you did such a good job.”

“Thank you, Sir.  I love you so much.”

“I love you, too.”

 

At lunch, things were a bit quieter than they had been the day before.  Everyone was pretty emotionally drained.  They were waiting for John to testify, then the final arguments from both the prosecutor and the defense attorney, then hopefully they could go home and rest.  

“Hanging in there?” Burt asked Kurt and Seb as they sat in the cafeteria of the courthouse.

“Yeah.  I’m just ready to have it over with,” Kurt laid his head on Seb’s shoulder.

“Me too, Baby, but we’re almost there.”

“It’ll be over before you know it,” Burt answered.  “Want me to take Piper out?”

“If there’s press out there still, it would be best for someone else to do it.”

“Good point, Seb. Maybe I’ll ask Thad to do it.  Are he and Orion….?”  He left the question open.

Sebastian smiled a little, “We don’t know.  They sure would be a cute couple, though.”

“They would.  But long distance would suck,” Kurt said quietly.

“Yeah, it would.  Let’s get someone to walk Piper quickly.” Burt looked around for someone to do the job and then headed off.

Kurt and Seb held each other and watched their friends.  It was amazing to them the amount of support they still had and the love they could feel from their friends and family, especially in the most trying of times.  As much as they were upset with the actions of Alonso, they were sad that no one had come to the trial from the man’s family.  They didn’t know his background, and probably never would, but they couldn’t imagine the life he must have led.

 

When lunch was over, they all quietly made their way back to the courtroom.  Kurt and Sebastian made sure to give John some love before it was his time to testify.  

“I’ll be fine guys.  Don’t worry your pretty little heads over it.”

Isabelle lovingly rolled her eyes at her boyfriend, then addressed her friends, “He’s ready.  Don’t worry.”

When John was called to the stand, Puck reached over and took Isabelle’s hand to give her a bit of support.  She knew John would do fine.  He was prepared and not the least bit nervous.  If anything, she was worried that he would say or do something inappropriate toward Blaine personally.  

“Mr. Moore, how long have you been working for James Miles Security?”

“Nine years.”

“And what did you do before you started working for him?”

“I was in the Navy. Ten years total service, five as a Seal.”

“Thank you for your service. Can you tell us your version of what happened the night you were shot?”

“Yes, Sir.  Once we dropped Kurt off at home, the car service was taking me back to my place.  I had been home for about ten, maybe fifteen, minutes when Puck called me. Oh,” he realized his mistake, “Puck is Noah, by the way.  Kurt is the only one of the group of friends who calls him by his given name.”

“What did Noah say when he called?”

“He said that he spoke with Nick, and that Kurt was really upset because Sebastian wasn’t home and he wasn’t answering texts or calls. Knowing Sebastian, and knowing how close the two of them are, that really was odd.  Then Puck told me that Kurt was throwing up because he was so upset.  He suffers from panic attacks, which had increased the closer to Blaine’s release date.  Between that and not knowing where Sebastian was, Puck thought it would be best for me to be there until Seb got home.”

“What happened once you got there?”

“He was a wreck.  He had told Jeff that he could feel it in his bones that something was wrong with Sebastian.  He showed me the text and the four of us - me, Kurt, Jeff, and Nick- talked about whether it was Seb or not.  Kurt needed to find out for himself if it really was.  So we went to the bar that was indicated in the text.  He wasn’t there, so we left.  And that’s when Blaine called Kurt’s name.  He must have been hiding behind a dumpster in the alley or something, because I was on high alert, and did not see him.  As soon as I turned around, he shot me.  He was ready and waiting, and there were no words beforehand other than him calling for Kurt.”

“Did he seem angry?”

“He seemed… frustrated that I was there.  Like me being there messed up his plans.  I blacked out as soon as he shot me.  When I came to, he and Kurt were physically fighting.  By the grace of God, I was able to reach my firearm in time.  When Kurt fell to the ground and I had a clear shot, I took it.”

There were a few more questions from both the prosecutor and the defense.  They took a fifteen minute recess before closing arguments.

“It’s almost over.  Is there anything I can do for either of you?”

“No, thank you, Robert.”

“We’re okay, Dad. Promise.” He could hear the worry in his father’s voice.

Tori put her hand on his arm, “We just want to make sure, Seb.  Your dad and I, and Burt and Carol, we just don’t know how else to help you.  What else can we do?”

“Mom, you’ve all done so much just by being here with us.  We don’t need anything else.”

“He’s right, Tori.  We’ve got each other, our parents, our siblings, and our friends.  We’re surrounded by love.  There’s nothing else we need besides that.”

“Okay, but if you find there is something, please tell us.  It’s hard to feel so helpless when your children are going through a hard time.”

“We will, Mom.  I promise.”

“I know what I need…” Kurt looked around for Sugar. When he spotted her, he motioned to her, “I need to feel baby boy Puckerman kick.  That always makes me feel better.”

They made their way to Sugar, who smiled at him and kissed him on the cheek.  No words were said.  She grabbed his hand, knowing what he wanted, and placed it on her belly.  He didn’t feel the baby kick, but it was close enough.  He closed his eyes and let Nick rub his back as he ran his hands over Sugar’s belly.  

Puck put his arm around Seb as they watched their spouses.  “Doing okay?”

“Yeah.  Just anxious to get this over with.”

“Yeah, I know.  We’re almost there.  John did a good job.  I’m sure the deliberation won’t take long.”

Everyone was making their way back to their seats when Jeff and Finn got back from taking Piper out.  They quickly got her back to them and then found their seats.  

Kurt buried his fingers into Piper’s short, textured, fur as Sebastian wrapped his arm around him. They all sat in silence and listened to every word of the closing arguments.  

Sebastian spared a glance over at Blaine.  He looked small in his seat, but didn’t lose the smug grin that Sebastian wanted to punch off his face.  Leah had sat next to her brother and noticed where his attention had gone.  She put her hand on his leg and gave him a small shoulder bump.  He looked down at her and gave her a reassuring nod that he was okay.  He didn’t look back at Blaine again.  Instead, he focused on his family, and most importantly, his husband.

 

This time around, the jury took a full evening to deliberate and the verdict and sentencing wouldn’t happen until the following day.  Everyone in the family had gone home, giving encouraging words to the boys as they departed.  

The Smythe's and Hummel's headed back to the penthouse for dinner. Sugar and Puck went to pick up Gianna from the babysitter before joining them.  

When they arrived, Gianna ran to Piper and threw her arms around her neck.  Piper was patient with her and licked her face as she pulled away.  

“Pipa!” she giggled.

“Awe.  I love how she says Piper’s name,” Finn smiled.  

“I don’t know. I love Piper, but she comes first for Gianna now, and I’m a bit jealous,” Kurt teased. “Gianna, what about me?” He held out his arms from his spot on the couch.

She smiled as she made her way over to him.  He picked her up and held her close, “Oh, baby girl, you have no idea how good you are for my soul.” He leaned back and looked at her, “I love you.”

“Wuv you, Unca Kut.”

 


 

Later that night, Sebastian came out of the bathroom freshly showered to the sight of his husband naked and on his knees at the end of the bed.  His head was bowed and his hands were behind his back.  

After the incident with Blaine all those months ago, they were slow to get back to their normal sexual habits. Sebastian’s healing didn’t allow for it for quite a while.  As he healed, they gradually began to explore what was comfortable, both mentally and physically, again. Kurt had needed to be submissive, just as Sebastian had needed to be Dominant more than ever.  They learned new ways of doing that without being as physical as they were before, but as time progressed, they had gotten closer and closer to the way things used to be.  The only thing that hadn’t, was using restraints.  That was going to take more time for Sebastian, understandably.  

Seb threw his towel in the hamper, then approached his husband.  “You look absolutely delectable on your knees for me, Baby. I am so lucky,” he ran his fingers through Kurt’s hair. He took the collar that Kurt had laid out on the bed and put it on his husband. Once it was attached, he put his hand under Kurt’s chin and raised his face to look at him.  He looked him in the eyes, “So perfect for me. Such a good boy, and all mine .”

“Always, Sir.”

Seb ran his thumb across Kurt’s cheek, “Always.”  

He ran his thumb from Kurt’s cheek to his mouth, gliding it over his pink lips. Kurt parted his lips slightly, and Seb took advantage of that and slid his thumb in.  He ran the pad of his thumb over Kurt’s tongue and moaned slightly.  Kurt closed his lips and sucked. Seb closed his eyes as he grabbed his length in his other hand and began to slowly stroke.  

“I want your mouth, Baby.” He pulled his thumb out.

“Yes, Sir.”

Seb did want he loved so much and dragged the tip of his cock across Kurt’s lips. “Suck.”

“Yes, Sir.” Kurt opened his mouth and wrapped his lips around the head of Seb’s cock all while keeping eye contact with his husband.  He sucked the tip, then twirled his tongue around just the way he knew his Seb loved it. 

Seb moaned as Kurt took his full length deep into his throat in one go. “Jesus, Baby, you’re so good at that.  Fuck…” He placed his hands on the back of Kurt’s head and thrusted in deeper. 

Kurt loved the taste of Seb in his mouth and gladly took what he was given.

After a few minutes of heaven in Kurt’s mouth, Seb knew he had to stop before it was over all too quickly. “Stand for me me, Baby.”

Kurt pulled away, “Yes, Sir.”

He ran his hands through Kurt’s hair, “Good boy.  I want you to ride me.” He leaned in and kissed him.  When he couldn’t seem to pull himself away, he wrapped his arms around him and pulled him close.  Holding him in his arms as he kissed him, he pulled away just enough to kiss down his neck, “So good,” he murmured against his skin.  “Always so good for me.”

Kurt was breathing hard, “Sir…”

“What is it, Baby?”

“I need you inside me.”

“Mmm,” Seb moaned, kissing up to Kurt’s ear.  He reached around and grabbed Kurt’s ass hard, then slid his fingers toward Kurt’s hole, surprised when his fingers met silicone.  “When did you put in a plug, Baby?”

“When I took a shower earlier, Sir.  I’m ready.  I need you.  I always have, and always will.”

Seb took his other hand and caressed Kurt’s cheek as he pulled away to look him in the eyes, “And you’ll always have me, Kurt.  I promise.” He leaned in and they kissed passionately.  

The trial had brought back all of those emotions that came with how close they were to losing each other. 

Seb grabbed Kurt’s hand and pulled him with him to the head of the bed.  He sat up against a pillow propped against the headboard.  Kurt climbed up between his legs, then kissed the scar from the bullet wound.  He kept the kisses coming, kissing up his torso until he reached his chest.  He swirled his tongue around Seb’s nipple before sucking gently.  Seb put his hand on the back of Kurt’s head as he closed his eyes and moaned.

Kurt sat up and kissed Seb quickly before reaching back and removing the plug.  Seb had taken the opportunity to grab some lube from the nightstand.  He slicked himself, then Kurt scooted closer to him, leaning in to kiss him once again.  

The kiss didn’t break as he lowered himself down onto Seb’s shaft. Not until Seb pulled away and began kissing down his neck as he wrapped his arms tighter around him as Kurt became fully seated. 

“You feel so good, Baby.  So perfect.”

“You do too, Sir,” Kurt breathed. “We fit perfectly together.  In every way, Love.”

“Yes we do.”  Seb reached up and kissed him again.  

Kurt began moving, slowly.  His pace gradually increased to the point where they had to stop kissing.  Seb reached around and grabbed Kurt’s ass as he bounced up and down on him.  

Kurt’s hands were everywhere.  In Seb’s hair, on his face, grabbing his nipples, rubbing down his arms.  He just couldn’t get enough.

Sebastian reached up and grabbed a handful of Kurt’s hair, tugging at it and forcing his head back.  Kurt moaned as Seb leaned up and started kissing open mouth kisses on his neck.  

“Sir, you feel so good.  Please don’t stop.”

Seb continued as he took the hand not holding onto Kurt’s hair and began stroking Kurt’s length, matching the rhythm of Kurt’s movements.  

“Oh, god.  Sir.  Please.  Please.”  Kurt didn’t really know what he was begging for.  More?  For Seb not to stop?  To be allowed to come?

“That’s it, Baby.  Harder.”

Kurt began thrusting down harder and Seb knew he wouldn’t be able to last much longer.  “That’s it, Gorgeous.  Oh fuck.  That’s it.  So good for me.”  Another few minutes and Seb finally tugged harder on Kurt’s hair like he knew he loved, “Cum for me, Baby!”

Kurt came hard all over Seb’s stomach, and that sent Seb over the edge himself.  

When they caught their breath, Seb gently rolled Kurt onto his back as he pulled out.  He got a washcloth and cleaned them both up, then placed his hand on Kurt’s collar.  “Ready?”

“Yes, Sir.”

He took the collar off and put it away quickly before climbing into bed.  He laid down and pulled his husband into his arms, “I love you so much, Baby.”

“I love you, too, Sir.  Thank you for taking care of me.”

“Always, Kurt. I will always take care of you.”

 


 

They received a call the next morning saying that the jury had reached a verdict.  Phone calls were made, and everyone was at the courthouse by the one o’clock scheduled time.

“No matter what, it’s going to be okay,” Puck said, pulling Kurt into a hug.

“I know,” Kurt said as he held onto his friend, “I’m ready.  So is Bas.  We just want to get this over with.”

“That’s understandable, Princess. I think we’re all ready for this to be over with.”

 

Once everyone was seated in the courtroom, Kurt became really anxious. Piper could sense it and whined a bit as she placed her head in his lap.  He gratefully ran his fingers through her fur.

“It’ll be over before you know it,” Sebastian said, rubbing Kurt’s shoulder as he pulled him in close.

“I know.  I’m just ready, ya know?  How are you doing?  Are you okay?”

“I’m fine, Babe.  I’m anxious to get it all over with too, but I know it’ll be in our favor.  It has to be.”

Blaine was brought in a few minutes later, and when the judge entered, several of them noticed that Blaine was bouncing his legs with nerves. 

Once the judge was seated and the jury entered, the judge said, “All rise for the jury.”  They again noticed how fidgety Blaine was. Once they were in, he said, “Please be seated.  Members of the jury, I understand you have a verdict.”  With their confirmation, he opened the sealed envelope that held the verdict.  He read it, “In the state of New York verses Blaine Anderson the jury finds the defendant guilty of one count of murder in the second degree, two counts of attempted murder, one count of kidnapping, two counts of assault and battery, one count of attempted kidnapping, and one illegal firearm possession, and failure to register your whereabouts as a sex offender. 

“I hereby sentence you to life in prison for the murder of Alonso Martez, 25 years for the attempted murder of Sebastian Hummel-Smythe, 25 years for the attempted murder of John Moore, 20 years for the kidnapping of Sebastian Hummel-Smythe, 5 years for the attempted kidnapping of Kurt Hummel-Smythe, 10 years for each of the three assault and battery charges, 10 years for the possession of an illegal firearm, and 3 years for failure to register as a sex offender. The state of New York declines the possibility of parole in all charges.  

“You will have a virtual trial with the prosecution from the state of Ohio for your parole violation, as I am sure you are aware that you were not to leave the state of Ohio for 5 years after being released.”

The second the judge said “life in prison”, tears of relief were shed throughout the courtroom. Hugs were given, hands were shaken, and the weight and tension of the unknown seemed to evaporate.  They all continued to listen to the sentencing, becoming more and more pleased as the judge continued.  

Seb looked over to Blaine as he held Kurt. He saw him standing motionless and wondered if the man even felt anything anymore.  He looked away and kissed the top of Leah’s head, who had thrown her arms around him, then looked at his family.  Kurt had let go and was hugging Finn, then his parents, before turning back to Sebastian.  He smiled up at him and Seb melted into him.  

Finally.  

Finally, there was no date that they needed to dread.  There was no fear.  There was just love and relief.  They felt like they could breathe again.

 

As they exited the courthouse, James Miles had security escorting everyone.  Burt was the only one to speak to the media who was gathered in more numbers than they had seen the entire time. Cameras were flashing and questions were being yelled.

“It is a great relief that justice was served in this case.  Our families can now rest easy.” It was simple and to the point.  

 

Everyone was invited to gather at the Hummel-Smythe’s.  

When Kurt and Sebastian entered the lobby from the garage, George smiled wide, “Congratulations, gentlemen!  What fanastic news!”

“Thank you,” Seb smiled.  “Word travels fast, huh?”

“It’s all over the news, Sir.  We couldn’t be happier for you both.”

“Thanks, George.  Our family should all be arriving any minute.  It’s all the usual folks.  Just send them up when they get here.”

“Will do, Sir.”

 

The celebration was fantastic.  Everyone but Jeremy and Ben were able to make it.  They, of course, needed to be at the theater.  Everyone was beyond thrilled, and it showed.  They ordered food, sang some songs, and sat around talking and laughing.  It was the perfect way to end such drama.  

When Kurt expressed that to Sebastian, he grabbed his hand, “Let’s not think of it as an ending.  Let’s think of it as a beginning.  It’s the beginning of our lives with no fear of the future.  No impending dreaded date.  No worries about what might happen. It’s just the beginning for us, Baby.  And there’s no better reason to celebrate.”

 

 

Notes:

I really appreciate kind comments and kudos. I would love to reach 500 kudos on this part of the story. Also, I know I have sucked at replying to comments, but I promise to do better. They really do mean the world to me, and inspire me to keep writing.
All my love, QT

Chapter 52: Finding Normal Again

Summary:

Some exciting things happening, plus it's back to work for Seb.

Notes:

This feels shorter than normal, but page count wise, it's not really. I hope you enjoy. Things are getting trickier to write as the story nears it's end. Hopefully I do it a little bit of justice!

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The next couple of days seemed to go by in a blur. They chose to stay at home instead of going out when George called up to inform them that there was press outside.  It was something they had not thought about. Two days later, before everyone went home, they had Robert make a press statement.  He answered a few of the reporter's questions, but kept his statement short and to the point.

They received flowers from the cast and crew of Saved, and a phone call from Ben telling them how the cast had been glued to the tv during the news report on the day of the verdict reading.  

“You would have thought they were gathered to see the Tony nominations.  When the results were given, you’d have thought they won a Tony! I’ve never seen a dressing room explode with emotion like that.  There were tears, Kurt.  Lots of tears of joy.”

Kurt had smiled and sent his love from both himself and Sebastian.  It meant a lot to them that the cast and crew were so supportive and vocal about it.  Ben, Jeremy, Parker, and Josh had had several press approach them with questions about how they felt about the attack and about the results of the trial as well. The couple was happy with how well they had handled it.

 




Thankfully, things died down about a week later.  Kurt had started going into the office at Vogue a few days a week, and during that time, Sebastian was helping out (free of charge, of course) at the bakery.  Sugar was entering her last few weeks of pregnancy, and needed more time off of her feet.  Sebastian was having a lot of fun working with Puck.

One afternoon, Kurt met them all there after he left the office.  He smiled when he walked in and saw Seb and Puck behind the counter wearing their black Sugar Shack shirts.  They were both busy helping customers, but both looked up and smiled, greeting him cheerfully.

“Hey!  You guys look like you’re keeping busy.”

An older lady, who was a regular, said, “That’s because Sugar’s muffins are absolutely to die for.”

“And yet, you’re only ordering a cake, Mrs. Hoffman. Why is that?” Puck teased.

“Because I don’t want to have to roll into Jakob’s bar mitzvah carrying that delicious cake Sugar is going to bake for him.”

Kurt laughed, “I understand.  It’s taken some serious restraint over the years to be able to remain the same size.”

“Oh, Kurt.  You know that husband of yours would love you even if you gained a hundred pounds,” she winked at him and then turned to look at Sebastian as if to confirm.  

He smiled right back, “You’re right. There’s nothing that could make me stop loving him, Mrs. Hoffman.  More of Kurt, is just more to love.”

She laughed, mischief in her eyes, “That’s what my Ronnie used to say, too.”

“He was a wise man.”

Puck looked to Kurt quickly before taking the cake order form from Mrs. Hoffman, “Sugar’s in the office.”

“Thanks, Noah.” He turned back when he was in the doorway, “Bas, Piper is taken care of, right?”

“Yeah, Babe.  I walked her before I left, and Jeff is going to take her out on his way home.  She’s good.”

“Good. Thanks, Love.”

When Kurt entered the office, Sugar had her feet up on her desk and a file in her lap.  Her head was back against the chair and her eyes were closed.  

“You okay, Sug?”

She opened her eyes and raised her head, “Yeah, Angel.  I’m just exhausted.  I’m much more tired this time around.”

“Probably because you’re running the business on your own now and have a toddler to chase around.”

She pouted, “Don’t call her a toddler.  She’s my baby.”

“Yeah, well, if she can run, she’s a toddler.  Do you want me to order take out and I’ll help set up the nursery?”

“Sounds good.  Chinese okay?”

“Sure.”

 

Kurt and Sugar were busy in the small nursery within the hour.  Puck had put all of his larger weight equipment in storage, and they had set up the rocking chair from Gianna’s room in the new nursery, which is where Sugar was currently sitting with Gianna in her lap.  Kurt hung a framed print where Sugar had asked him to, then stood back to look at it.

“What do you think? Is it straight?”

“Looks good, Angel.”

He walked over to her and picked Gianna up, “What do you think?  Do you think your baby brother will like it?”

Gianna nodded and laid her head on his shoulder.

“Getting sleepy already?” he asked.

She nodded again.

“Well don’t go to sleep yet, Gianna.  Let’s eat, then you go to bed.  Let’s call Daddy and Uncle Seb to come upstairs.”

“M’Kay,” she answered sleepily.  

They ate dinner together, finished up the nursery, then hung out in the living room after Puck put Gianna to bed.  

“Are you ready?” Seb asked their friends.

“I am.  I love being pregnant, but I’m ready.”

“Are you ready to head back to work?” Puck asked Seb.  

Seb took a deep breath and thought for a second, “I guess.  I mean, I’m ready for patients again, and I’m looking forward to working with Dante again, but I’m a little nervous about being back there.  I won’t know until I try, though.”

Kurt ran his thumb over Seb’s hand that he was holding, “I’m sure you’ll do well.  And if you don’t, you can always apply somewhere else.  Or, you can wait until you know you’re ready.”

“I know, Baby, but I really want to give it a try.  As much as I love helping out at the bakery, I want to get back to what was once ‘normal’.”  

“I understand, Bas.  Just know that whatever you decide is fine. We all just want what’s best for you.”

 


 

 

Two weeks later, Puck and Sebastian were working in the bakery with Chloe when they heard Sugar yell from the back.  

Puck ran back to the office, “Are you okay?!”

She was standing behind her desk, slightly bent over with her hands under her belly. She looked up when he ran in and leaned forward to brace herself with one hand against the desk.  As Sebastian ran in a couple of seconds later, Puck was hurrying around to hold her.  

“Sugar?”

“My water broke!”

As she said it, Puck slipped in the wetness and barely caught himself between the desk and a file cabinet. 

Sebastian threw his hand over his mouth trying to not to let out the laughter that was bubbling up. He straightened and cleared his throat, “Okay.  How are you feeling?  Are you having contractions?”

Sugar wrapped her arm through Puck’s and they carefully walked out from behind the desk. “I’ve had a few, but nothing consistent.”

“Let’s get you to the hospital.  I’ll run up and get your bag and call Kurt before I get the car.”

“I’ll call the hospital and let them know we’re on the way, then call Elliott to make sure they can still get Gianna,” Puck replied. Gianna had started staying with Chloe’s older sister, who just had a baby herself. 

 

Things didn’t go as smoothly as they had with Gianna’s birth.  Contractions just weren’t coming like they had with Gianna, and now that her water had broken, they couldn’t just sit around and wait.  Sugar ended up having a c-section.  

Puck was a nervous wreck. The thought of Sugar being opened up like that made him feel sick, but he never left her side, regardless.  

Puck came out to meet Kurt, Sebastian, Leah, and Sam in the waiting room.  He smiled, “He’s beautiful, and mom and baby are both doing well.”

When they entered Sugar’s room, she looked up and smiled.  She whispered, “Meet Alexander Gabriel.”

“Oh my God, he’s perfect,” Kurt smiled.  

The six of them were there when Chris and Elliott brought Gianna in an hour later.  Chris set her down and she went straight for Sugar’s bed.  

Puck picked her up, kissed her on the head, and spoke quietly, “Gianna, this your little brother, Alexander.  We’ll call him Alex.  Isn’t he cute?”

“Coot!” she smiled and nodded.  

“Come sit with me, sweetie,” Sugar said, pulling Gianna into her side with one arm as she held Alex with the other.  

Sam was getting some wonderful pictures as everyone settled in to take turns holding the new arrival.  Gianna went from person to person as they held Alex, completely fascinated with him.

“My brudder,” she’d say to each of them with all the seriousness she could muster.  

“Your brother is the luckiest baby in the world.  Do you know why?” Sebastian asked.

She looked at him expectantly. “It’s because he has the best big sister!  You!” She giggled as he picked her up and sat her in his lap. “You’re going to be a great big sister.”

 

Vinny and Cindy arrived later that night, and once again, it was love at first sight.  Having them in town was a huge help with Gianna, too.  No one had to worry about getting her to the sitter.  Since Sugar had a c-section and needed to stay in the hospital a bit longer, that was huge. Once Sugar was home, things settled down again.  Seb helped in the bakery some more.  He was loving the fact that he could just go right upstairs to see Sugar and the kids when he was off.  

 


 

It was a couple of weeks later when Sebastian started to get anxious.  Dr. Kurz had suggested that he visit the hospital at least once, maybe even take Kurt with him, before returning to work for good.  He knew he had to do it.  He knew going in to visit was needed and would be the most helpful.  That didn’t mean he wanted to.

“You can do this, Love. I know you can.  And if I’m wrong-”

“I know,” Seb interrupted, “I don’t have to stay.”  He took a deep breath. “That’s the good thing about our situation.  I can leave any time.” He looked at Kurt and batted his eyes, “Can’t I stay at the bakery?”

“Yes,” Kurt sat on his lap, “but I know you would eventually be disappointed with your decision.”

Seb threw his head back to rest on the couch, “Ugh.  I hate it when you’re right.”

“No you don’t.  I’m right all the time.”

Seb smiled and pulled Kurt down into a kiss. He flipped him over and crawled on top of him, kissing his neck the whole time.

“You know I love that, but you need to stop, Bas.  We need to go.  Dante is expecting us.”

Seb sighed and put his forehead on the throw pillow next to Kurt’s head, “Sorry.”

“There’s no need to apologize.  I know you’re nervous, but I will be right there with you.”

“Alright, let’s go.”

 

They had decided to drive, giving Seb a chance to be in the garage again.  He didn’t drive to work often, but if it was cold enough, he would, so they thought they’d get it out of the way. He pulled into the garage in his Corvette and took a deep breath.  Visions of what he saw on the security cameras kept playing in his mind’s eye.

“Are you doing okay?”

Seb nodded, but said nothing.

He pulled into a parking spot, but made no move to get out of the car.

“Whenever you’re ready, Bas.  Take your time.”

After another minute or two, Seb grabbed the handle of the car door, “Okay.” 

They both climbed out of the car, and Kurt immediately went to his husband and took his hand. They walked to the door silently as Seb looked around cautiously, but otherwise, had no problems. 

When they got to the main concourse, Seb nodded to the security, then headed towards the elevators.  On the way up, he ran his thumb over Kurt’s knuckles, trying to soothe himself with the smooth, familiar, skin of his husband.

Stepping off the elevator, they headed down the hall towards the double doors that lead to the respiratory wing.  Seb scanned his ID badge that Dante had delivered to him and unlocked the doors.  It was a newly added feature that the hospital was necessary after what had happened.  Every wing had the same security feature, which pleased Sebastian more than he could express.

They turned the corner to the area of the hallway that the supply closet was in.  He paused and stared at the door, taking some calming breaths.  Kurt did his best to silently support him, but took some calming breaths and did some silent counting to calm his own nerves as well.

“Are you okay?” Kurt asked for what felt like the millionth time.

“Yeah. It’s just...it’s the last place I remember before waking up in that apartment.  I just…”

“I understand, Love.  Take your time.  I’m right here.  Do you want to go inside the closet?”

Seb let out a long breath.  He steeled himself, “Yeah.  Let’s do it.”  

Slowly but surely, they made their way into the closet.  Kurt rubbed Seb’s back as he looked around.  

“Is it weird that I don’t feel anything?  I don’t know.  Maybe it’s because I’m in here with you.”

“Do you want me to leave for a minute?  See how you do?”

“No. No, let’s go.”  Seb turned and grabbed his hand and they left the closet to head toward the therapist receiving desk.

As soon as they turned the corner, Dante spotted them.  His face lit up and he went straight in for a hug.  “It’s so good to see you.”

Seb patted him on the back with one hand and still held Kurt’s with his other.  “You too, man.”

When he pulled away, Dante looked at Kurt, “It’s good to see you, too, Kurt. How are you guys?”

“Good,” Kurt nodded.  

“We’re just here for me to basically dip my toes in the water again. Dr. Kurz figured my first time back would be best to experience off the clock with Kurt by my side.”

“That’s a good idea,” Dante nodded.  “Is there anything I can do to make the transition smoother?”

“Maybe.  I’m not so sure how well I’ll do going to the supply closet for a while.  We just went in there, and I did okay for the first time, but only because Kurt was with me.”

“That’s easy enough.  Don’t even consider restocking until you’re comfortable.  We got ya covered.”

“Thanks,” Seb nodded.  He took a deep breath and looked around.  “Any changes I need to be aware of?”

“Nope.  It’s pretty typical stuff these days.”
“Okay.  I think we’ll head to the cafe for a bit.  I want to go to all of my normal places at least once.”

“Alright.  Well make sure you say goodbye before you leave.  Or at least text me so I know you guys headed out.”

“You got it.”

Seb and Kurt headed down to the cafeteria.  They grabbed a snack, then headed out to the courtyard to eat.

“How are you feeling about everything?”

“Good.  Really good, actually.  I think the supply closet and the garage are the only places that might give me any trouble.  The images are just playing on repeat when I’m there.”

Kurt nodded, “Maybe in the colder weather, we could hire a car service for you.”

“We’ll see.  I could just take a cab.”

“But they can be pretty unreliable.  A car service would be consistent.”

“We’ll cross that bridge when we get there.  Until then, I think I’m ready to come back.”

“Good.  You know, I just want you to be happy.  If that means working at the bakery, then that’s fine too.  Whatever you want, and whatever you need.”

Seb leaned over and kissed Kurt on the forehead, “Thanks, Babe.”




 

Kurt was sitting in the living room with his laptop on his lap when his phone rang.  He looked at the caller ID, then answered, “Hey, Chris.”

Sebastian watched from the kitchen island where he was preparing dinner.  Kurt started looking confused, yet he was smiling.  

“Okay, yeah, I think we can make that work.  Is everything okay?” He listened for a response. “Alright, then we’ll see you there.”  

“What was that about?”

Kurt frowned, but was smiling still, “I’m not sure.  He was excited, I think?  He wants everyone to meet at Braxton’s Bar tomorrow night for something that he wouldn’t divulge.”

“But he sounded happy?”

“Yeah. Very.”

“Hmm.  Well, I guess we’ll see.” Seb bounced his brows.  

They had recently been talking about how their friends were all at stages of their lives when young people typically start getting married, and they were trying to figure out which couple would be proposing first.  Kurt thought it would be Nick and Jeff because he knew Sam might wait until Leah graduated.  Sebastian thought maybe it would be Santana and Brittany.  They had both agreed that Chris and Elliott were the wild cards, and it could happen any day.

 

When they got to Braxton’s Bar the next night, the hostess ushered them to a large table where many of their family were already waiting, but no sign of Chris or Elliott.

“You have any idea what’s going on, Princess?”

“We have our hopes, but no, we haven’t been told anything.”

Gianna reached for Seb, who immediately picked her up.  He kissed her forehead and asked, “How’s my girl?”

She laid her head on his chest and mumbled, “Good.”

Sugar was holding Alex and leaned over, “She refused her nap today.  Hopefully she doesn’t become too much of a grump.”

“You would never be a grump, would you, Gianna?” he teased.

“No.”  She didn’t lift her head, but Kurt could see she was smiling.

“I don’t know,” Sam chimed in.  “You’re Daddy can be a grump when he doesn’t get enough sleep.”

Gianna giggled.  

“Me too,” Hayden added.

“Where are Chris and Ell?” Jenna asked.  “This was their idea, and they seemed like they wanted to tell us something.”

“I haven’t seen them.  I’m sure they’ll be here soon,” Leah said.  She took Alex when Sugar offered and began to bounce him a little.

Eileen and Charlie came in and greeted everyone kindly. Having them arrive made Kurt feel even more sure that he knew what this was all about.

Everyone was there and waiting when Chris and Elliott came in holding hands and smiling.  They stood at the head of the table.  Kurt immediately noticed they both had their free hands in their pockets.  He reached over and grabbed Seb’s thigh.  

Chris’ smile beamed as he said, “We’re so happy that you could all be here tonight.  We have some exciting news.”

Elliott smiled and held up his hand, “I said ‘yes’!”

They all burst into cheers and applause, which made Alex start crying.  Puck got up and took him from Leah.  He put a pacifier in his mouth and held it there as he bounced him and he finally began sucking.  He made his way over to his two friends and waited his turn to hug them. 

Eileen began to cry as she clapped her hands together and looked around at all of their young friends.  She couldn’t believe she got to be a part of all of this.

Chris made his way to her and wrapped his arms around her from behind as he leaned over to whisper in her ear, “Happy tears?”

“Of course, darling.  I’m so happy for you both.  We love you.”

“We love you, too,” Elliott smiled.

The celebration went on for a few hours, and the smiles never left anyone’s face.  

“Look how happy they are,” Kurt said, leaning into his husband.

“They really are.  They’re so good together, too.”

Kurt hummed in agreement, then looked around.  “Who do you think is next?”

Seb chuckled, “I don’t know, Baby.  I want to say Nick and Jeff, but I think they’re comfortable being boyfriends.  It’s been so long for them.  Leah will be graduating in about a year, so maybe she and Sam?”

“It could be anyone, really.  Everyone here just seems so happy all of the time. Not that they have to be married to be happier, but it kind of just progresses to that so often. Things are going so well for everyone. I love watching good things happen to them all.”

“Yeah.  I wish Thad lived here, then he and Orion could be more serious.  I know he wouldn’t leave the fashion house.”

“True. You never know, though.  It might just be a nice fling.  We need to find someone for Channing next.  She has been so unlucky in love.”

“You get right on that, Babe.”

Kurt chuckled, “Right away, Sir.” 

 


 

The morning of Sebastian’s return to work, Kurt made him a big breakfast.  He came in from walking Piper to the wonderful smells.  

“Thank you, Baby.  This looks and smells delicious.”

“You’re welcome, Sir.  I thought you could use a healthy breakfast to start your day.  Do you want me to pack you lunch?”

“That’s okay, Babe.  Leah said she and Sam would like to stop by.  I think they’re just worried.”

“Well that will be nice, though.  It’ll give you something to look forward to in the middle of the day.”

“Yep.  Then I look forward to coming home to my gorgeous husband.”

Kurt reached over and squeezed Seb’s hand, but said nothing. He wasn’t sure he could without crying, and that was the last thing Sebastian would need at the  moment.  It seemed like both a million years ago, and yesterday, all at the same time that he panicked when his husband had not come home to him.  The thought of that happening again made him sick.  He pushed his plate away and took a drink of his coffee.

“Eat a little more for me, Baby.  Please,” he spoke softly, knowing exactly what Kurt’s thoughts were, but unwilling to bring it up so bluntly.

Kurt nodded and took a few more bites of his eggs.  They sat in silence for the rest of breakfast.  

 

Sebastian had no issues on his way to work or even entering the hospital.  When he got upstairs to the Pediatric Respiratory wing, he did fine, too.  He started going through the files for the day that were ready for him at the therapist station.  It all felt very normal, and he was very grateful for that.  

“Hey, stranger!  I’m so glad you’re officially back!”

Seb smiled at Dante, “Thanks, man.  It’s good to be back.  Although I think I might miss my moonlighting job.”

“What job was that?”

“I helped out at Sugar Shack.  It was tons of fun working with Puck.  I miss it already.”

“Well, I’m no muscled hunk, but I’ll try my best to make you enjoy being back.”

Seb laughed, “Yeah, yeah.”

He loved seeing patients again.  He had several new ones, and one old one by the time lunch rolled around.  He made sure to tell Dante he was headed for the cafeteria to meet his sister.

“Ooh, maybe I should come with you.”  Dante bounced his eyebrows.

Chuckling Sebastian shrugged, “Sure.  But Sam is coming too.  He even beats Puck in the muscle department, and has been with Leah for six years. But hey, if you want to give it a shot…”

“Shut up and go,” Dante rolled his eyes and pushed him toward the door.

Sebastian laughed again as he headed out.  Once downstairs, he walked into the cafeteria, where he saw Leah and Sam sitting out in the courtyard.  Leah had texted and said she was picking up lunch, so he headed straight outside to sit with them.

“Hey,” he smiled as he approached.

“Hi!  How is your first day back?” she asked as she hugged him.

Sam came in for a hug as soon as Leah let go.  

Seb answered, “Good.  It’s nice to be back.  It doesn’t feel like a routine yet, but I’m sure it will soon.”  He turned to Sam, “How’s teaching going?”

Sam was doing his student teaching at the moment.  He was double majoring in both art education and art therapy.  He should have graduated at the beginning of summer, but transferring his credits so that he could move to New York had set him back a semester.

“It’s tough, man.  But I like it okay.  It’s just different for me because I grew up in the hills of Tennessee.  These kids are city kids, dealing with a whole different world than what I can relate to.  But we make the connections through art, and that’s what I’m there for, so it’s all working out.”

“Good.  I don’t think there’s much more that can be better for the growth and development of mind, body, and soul than art and music can.  What you do is important.  And if teaching isn’t what calls to you after graduation, then art therapy will do the same important work.  Or, just make the world a more beautiful place with your own art.”

Sam smiled, “I always appreciate the words of encouragement.  If I keep teaching, I have a feeling I’m going to need to hear them more and more.”

“You got it.”

 

After lunch, Sebastian went back upstairs to work.  He had a couple more of his old regulars, who were very excited to see him back.  By the end of the day, he felt good about his decision to come back, and was confident that he’d be okay.

 

Kurt waited anxiously as he sat on the couch with Piper.  She laid her head on his lap and he scratched her behind his ears.  He jumped slightly when his phone vibrated.  It was a text from Seb.

To Babe:

On my way home, Baby.  Today was a good day.  Love you.

 

Kurt sighed in relief, and texted back.

To Sir:

Love you, too, Sir.  I’m so glad things went well.  See you soon.

 

He felt better after the text, but he still was anxious to see his husband.  To actually see him walk through that elevator door and smile at him.  For him to kiss him, and tell him about his day.  

That relief came thirty long minutes later.  Sebastian came in and smiled at him. Piper looked up and wagged her tail.  

Kurt smiled back, “So it was a good day?”

He nodded and leaned down to kiss Kurt once he finally reached him, “It was.  It was nice to get back into the swing of things.”  He kissed him again, “I missed you, though.”

“I missed you, too.”

 

Notes:

Thank you all so much for the kind comments and kudos! It really is so encouraging. As this story wraps up, I really need those encouragements, so keep them coming, please!

Chapter 53: Onward

Summary:

Brief snippets of what happens in a year's time, with a large focus on Chris and Elliott's wedding and Chris' mother.

Notes:

Surprise! I know... You think "Well, that's it. She's abandoned us for sure." And then POOF, I'm back. I told you I would never abandon this one. It's too dear to me. It's been one hell of a year for me, but things are looking up. I'm going to try to finish this fic by the end of summer. Here's hoping.
I hope you enjoy it. Please let me know.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

“Thank you, Angel.”

“Of course, it’s our pleasure. You two go have fun.  You deserve a break.”

Seeing the hesitation, Seb continued, “Go.” He swayed gently with Alex in his arms, “We’re ready to have our own fun without you.”

“You heard him, Sug. We have reservations we need to get to, so we need to head out.  They’ll be fine.” Puck kissed Gianna on the forehead, “Be good for your uncles.”

“M’kay, Daddy.” 

“I love you, sweetie.  We’ll see you tomorrow.”  Sugar had tears in her eyes as she turned to walk away.

“Wuv you too,” Gianna said as she ran towards the kitchen.  

Sugar looked back again, but Kurt rolled his eyes teasingly and shooed her away before he started heading after the runaway toddler, “Go.  You’re making it harder on yourself.”

Once the elevator doors were closed, Seb followed his husband and goddaughter into the kitchen, “That was really hard on her. She was almost in tears.  I know the first time leaving them overnight is hard, but I hope it doesn’t stop her from having a good time.”

“I don’t think it will, Love.  Let’s just hope she doesn’t have such a good time that she comes back with baby number three in her belly.”

Seb laughed, “Hey, the more the merrier.”

“True.”

 

Kurt kept Gianna busy by having her help make their spaghetti dinner. She seemed to love being in the kitchen, just like her mother.  Kurt sat her on the counter and had her help break the noodles before putting them in the pot, and add a few ingredients for the sauce.  

“Time for you to get down now, Sweetie. I have to turn the stove on and I won’t be able to stay right with you.” He lifted her down and she ran to Seb, who was cuddling Alex on the couch.

“Hi, sweet girl.  Did you help Uncle Kurt?”

“Yep.”

He helped her up to the couch next to him.  “Want to watch a show while we wait for dinner?  We can play a little bit after dinner and before your bath.”

“Danny hood!”

“Okay, let’s see what we can find,” he chuckled.  Puck had started calling Daniel Tiger's Neighborhood on PBS “Danny’s Hood” and Gianna had caught on.  He could hear Kurt chuckle too.

Kurt watched from the kitchen and couldn’t help but smile as he stared at Sebastian with the kids snuggled into him.  

 

After dinner and some play time, Sebastian gave Gianna a bath while Kurt fed Alex.  Gianna loved their big garden tub.  To her, it was like a mini swimming pool.  

“Moe wata?”

“This is enough water since we aren’t actually going swimming.”

He lathered up her hair, then gave her a sudsy mohawk.  He chuckled, “You look like your daddy like this.” He pulled out his phone to take a picture, “Say ‘cheese’!”

She smiled wide, completely used to being the subject of a million photos, and he snapped the pic.

Kurt came in holding Alex, who was fed, changed, and dressed for bed, “How’s it going in here?” He smiled wide when Seb gave Gianna another mohawk.

Seb turned and smiled at him, “Good, Babe. Doesn’t she look like a mini-Puck like this?”

He nodded, “She really does.”  Her big brown eyes and button nose were the spitting image of her father. He watched Seb give her a few more hair styles before finally rinsing her hair, then left to walk around with Alex, hoping he’d fall asleep. 

Seb finished rinsing her off, then wrapped her in a big towel to dry her.  “Okay, Gianna, you need to try going potty before you get dressed for bed.” She wasn’t potty trained yet, but they were working on getting her used to trying at certain times of the day.

“M’kay.”  She sat and tried once he had put the little seat on top of the toilet. 

Seb put her in her pull-up on once she had tried long enough, then put her pajamas on her.  He sprayed her soft curls with conditioner, then brushed it out.  “Okay.  Let's go get Uncle Kurt to help dry your hair.  He’s much better at it then I am.” He leaned forward and whispered like he was telling her a secret, “And he loves doing it, so lets let him have his fun.” Gianna giggled.

Seb picked her up and walked down to the guest bedroom that had been rearranged to accommodate the kids.  He smiled softly when he saw Kurt staring down at Alex, who was asleep in his arms.  

Kurt looked up and smiled back.  He held up a finger, then stood and walked to the portable crib and placed Alex gently inside.  He turned back and held out his arms for Gianna, who went willingly.  While Kurt went to do her hair, Sebastian turned down the bed and set up the safety rail for Gianna.  

It took a little longer for her to go to sleep once they got her in bed, but a good book and laying down with her for a few minutes did the trick.  

When Seb came into the master bedroom, Kurt was freshly showered and climbing into bed.  He leaned over and gave him a kiss, “Love you.”

“Love you, too,” he smiled.

Seb took a quick shower, and then climbed into bed next to Kurt, who was reading on his tablet. Once Kurt finished his chapter and put the tablet on the nightstand, Seb asked, “Does this make you want to have our own?”

Kurt thought for a few seconds, then answered, “Sort of.” He turned towards Seb more and put his arm under his pillow, “But I think I’m mostly just cherishing them as our god-kids and looking forward to when it’s our turn.  I’m not in that big of a hurry.  I want kids, very much, but I want us to have the experiences we need to accomplish first.  Does that make sense?”

Seb nodded, “It does. But I don’t want to wait too long. When were you thinking? Please don’t tell me an age. Tell me more…what kind of experiences you’re referring to, or what you want to have accomplished first.”

“Mmm… I know we can travel with kids, but there are some places I’d like to go before we become parents.  Like the Asia trip we talked about.  I wouldn’t want to take kids there on our first trip.  And, I’d like to be a little more settled career-wise. I still want to design some of my own things, and I haven’t done that yet.”

“So a few more years?”

Kurt nodded, “Probably.  But I think we’ll just kind of know.  I don’t want to plan it all out too much.  When we’re both craving parenthood, then that’ll be the right time.”

Seb kissed him on the nose, “You’re so smart.”

Kurt chuckled, “I know. Goodnight, Love.”

“Goodnight, Baby.”

 


 

When Fall came, it just felt… nice.  It had always been one of Kurt’s favorites, but this year there was no “count down” to any dreaded dates, so that made everything feel lighter and happier. Even on the anniversary of the attack, they focused on the good- the joy of all being healthy, happy, and together.  

They celebrated Halloween like normal, then Gianna’s second birthday. Sebastian had decided to get his Master’s degree, and was really enjoying taking classes again, even if it did make his schedule tight. At Thanksgiving, they were all grateful for having everyone present and Sebastian was especially grateful for being able to eat one of his favorite meals, since he had missed it the year before.  

As Winter fell upon them in all its New York glory, they celebrated more birthdays.  Kurt and Sugar were turning 24, but Leah turned 21, so they all hit the town to celebrate. 

Sam graduated that December, and his family came to town for the ceremony and Christmas combined, making it extra special.  Stevie and Stacey had never been to that big of a city, and they were in awe of absolutely everything.  Celebrating Christmas with the entire Evans family, as well as the Puckerman kids, made things feel even more magical than normal. 



It was late Spring, and wedding planning was going much smoother than Chris and Elliott had anticipated.  It helped that they had talented friends who were more than happy to help.  The suits, the cake, and the photography were all taken care of without much thought.  It was the guest list that gave them pause.

Sugar had taken care of everything she needed to do before closing shop for the day.  She looked up when the bell rang as someone entered, a little aggravated to have a last minute customer, but her attitude changed when she saw it was Chris. She smiled, “Hey!  How are you?”

His smile didn’t quite reach his eyes, “Fine.  How are you?”

She narrowed her eyes at him, then walked past him to flip the sign to “closed” and lock the doors.  When she turned back, he was sitting in one of the chairs, resting his chin in his hands. “Cut the ‘fine’ crap.” She went behind the counter, “What’s going on?” She pulled out his favorite all-season muffin, banana nut, and walked over to sit across from him after placing it on a napkin in front of him.

“Thanks,” he picked a few nuts off and popped them in his mouth as he continued to rest his head in his left hand.

“What’s got you so gloomy? And don’t you dare take a bite until you’ve answered me.  No more stalling.”

He sighed, “We’re making our guest list.” She nodded and gestured for him to continue when he paused too long. “He wants to invite my parents.”

“Oh.” 

“Yeah.”

“And you don’t want to?”

He shrugged, “It’s just… I want them there…But I want them to want to be there, too.”

“So, is Elliott pushing this, or was it just a suggestion?”

“Mostly a suggestion. He just said that we should invite them and let them decide. And I agree.  I think it’s important to do at least that much, since he won’t have his parents there. But I don’t want to have drama.  Our lives are blissfully drama free now, and my parents will change that.”

“Maybe the drama will only come during the ‘waiting for a response’ time.  If they decided to come, then that means they’re being supportive.  If they choose not to, then you know that you have your true family there, and don’t need to worry about them anymore.  All of this sucks, Chris.  It really does.  But I think you really do need to at least give them a chance to say ‘yes’ or ‘no’.”

“Why do the women in my life have to be so wise?”

“Because we’re badass bitches who love you to pieces.” He laughed, and she frowned, “Did you talk to Tori already?”

He nodded, “Yeah.  She basically said the same thing.  She wants to fly us back to Ohio and suggested introducing Elliott to my parents in person, then hand-deliver the invitation.”

“Sounds fair to me.  See if Angel and Seb want to go for moral support. Not that Robert and Tori wouldn’t move mountains for you guys, but you could always use Angel and Seb as in-person proof that love is love and gay marriages are the same as any other. Besides, I think they were thinking of going back soon anyway because of the Warbler reunion.”

Chris nodded, “I’ll ask them about it.”

 


 

Robert picked up Sebastian, Kurt, Piper, Chris, and Elliott at the airport around ten o’clock on a Friday evening. “Welcome back to Ohio!”  

After hugs all around, Chris stayed quiet until they were back at the Smythe’s home where Tori greeted them.  

She smiled and held her arms open.  He melted into her.  He was distracted seconds later when Satchmo came into the room and started barking at Piper.  

He chuckled, “Uh-oh.  Competition for attention begins.” 

Sebastian got down on the ground next to Piper, “Come here, Satch.  It’s okay.”  Hesitantly, Satchmo approached.  They sniffed each other, then it was as if a lightbulb went off, and Satchmo had a new best friend.  He jumped around excitedly.  To Piper’s credit, she watched him with perked ears, but stayed put.  

“Go play,” Kurt said. 

That was her release and she followed Satchmo into the living room.  They were best buds after that.

“Well now that that’s settled,” Tori smiled, then finished giving all of the boys love. “Would you like something to eat, or are you wanting to head straight to bed?”

“I can always eat,” Elliott answered after looking at Chris to see if he was up for it.

They all settled in the living room for a few minutes as Tori finished making a snack tray that she had started while Robert was picking them up.  When she finished, they headed out to the patio so the dogs could play outside.  

“So, what’s the plan for tomorrow?” Robert asked as he took a handful of chips to put on his plate.

“I’m going to call Mom in the morning and tell her that I’m in town and that I would like to see her. I will tell her Elliott is here too, and see if she, or they, want to meet him.  I don’t want to just take him along and have it blow up in our faces.  I’m putting the ball in her court.  I don’t want to force anything.”
“And I’ll be on stand-by. If things go well, I’ll be ready to meet them, or her, and if they don’t, then I’ll be ready to embrace my almost-husband with all the love he needs.”

“You two will be fine either way,” Sebastian added.  “It’s them who are missing out if this doesn’t go the way we are all hoping.”

 

What no one knew was that Tori and Carol had spoken to Mrs. Carnes the week before.  Chris had once mentioned that he was bitter because he found out that his mom was volunteering with the youth group at his church.  It’s not that didn’t want her to do that, it was just that he wished she would have done that for her own son.  She had rarely gone to any of his games or after school activities.  He just assumed that it wasn’t her thing.  But now…

So Tori called the church to see what night the youth group met, then she called Carol, who was of course up for any and all interventions they may throw Mrs. Carnes’ way.

The two moms showed up at the church parking lot just before it was time for the youth group to be dismissed. After a couple dozen teens filed out of the building, they saw a woman lock the church doors, then head for a car.

“Mrs. Carnes?” Tori asked sweetly.

She turned and smiled a little hesitantly, “Yes?”

“Hi.  I’m Tori, and this is Carol.  We were hoping we could talk to you for a moment?”

“Um, what is this about?”

Carol answered, “It’s about your son, Chris.”

“Is he okay?” They could tell she was worried, but at the same time, she looked around the parking lot like she was afraid someone would overhear.  

“He’s great, actually.  But… would you like to talk somewhere more private?  Maybe you’d like to go get a drink with us?”

She looked at her phone, “Um… I don’t have much time.  Maybe just one drink?”

“Sure, we understand.  Where would you like to go?”

“O’Grady’s is close.  Just a few blocks that way,” she pointed to the left. “I’ll text my husband in the car, then be right there.”

When they were all seated in a quiet corner booth at O’Grady’s Pub, Chris’ mom looked anxious.  

“We aren’t here to bombard you, Mrs. Carnes.  We’re here because we love Chris. He’s part of our family.” Tori smiled gently, trying not to spook her.  

She frowned slightly, looking between the two other women. Finally, she said, “First, is he really okay?  And you can call me Dianne.  I don’t understand how Chris is your family.  You aren’t related.”

Carol nodded, “Yes, Chris is doing really well. And we’re not related by blood, no.  But we both think of Chris as a son.  He’s a close friend of our sons, and we’ve known him for years. He’s a wonderful man.  He’s kind, loving, smart, successful, and as handsome as ever. You should be very proud.”

Still frowning, looking a little confused, she asked, “Who are your sons?”

“Sebastian and Kurt Hummel-Smythe.  They’ve been friends with Chris since their senior year of high school.  Chris was in their wedding party.”

Dianne paled a bit and looked around.  

Carol was seething, thinking that just the mention of a gay couple was, at the very least, embarrassing Dianne.  “Do you really have that much hate for anyone not like you?”

“I… I don’t hate my son.”

“He seems to think maybe you do,” Tori said as gently as she could, but it was a bit strained. 

Dianne looked sad and shook her head, “We made sure he was taken care of.  We paid for his school and his room and board.”

“That’s not the only thing he’s needed.  Look, I’m not going to sit here and hash it all out with you.” Tori gestured to Carol, “Our sons are married to each other, and they are the most loving couple we’ve ever had the privilege of knowing. Chris has been a part of our family for many years, and Carol and I, as well as our friend, Cindy, have acted as his mothers when he’s needed one.  During Christmas’, birthdays, graduations, and during the trial that he needed support through.” As she continued to speak, her aggravation at the situation became apparent. “And now we will do the same as he gets married.  He’s found a wonderful man, who’s been his rock for years now. Unfortunately, his fiance’s parents, who were both very supportive, both passed away when he was in high school. So that means, if you and your husband decide your son isn’t worth showing up for, then there will be no parents there.  But don’t worry. Myself, Carol, Cindy, and our husbands - We’ve been doing the job for years.”  She couldn’t say any more without losing her temper.

Carol leaned forward a bit and spoke clearly, “Chris and his fiance will be coming back to Ohio next weekend.  His fiance would like to meet you, and they would both like you to come to the wedding, but only if you want to be there.  When he contacts you, I hope you have your mind made up, or at least know what direction you’re leaning. If you decide to break his heart even more, then be prepared to never see him again.  After you didn’t show for his college graduation, he was ready to cut ties.  It was only because of his fiance’s nudging that he’s even going to attempt to reconnect.”  They both stood.  “Have a nice night, Dianne.”

 


 

When Chris called his mother and told her that he was in town and would like to meet with her and his father, he was surprised when she agreed to meet him at a local park later that afternoon. When she suggested the location, he knew his father would not be joining her.  Otherwise, she would have invited them to their home.

To keep him preoccupied before he met with her, Seb, Kurt, and Elliott all went with him to OtherWorld .  It was an immersive art installation that had riddles to solve as you moved from gallery to gallery.  It seemed to do the trick.

Once they were finished, they headed to lunch in Dublin.  Piper curled up at their feet under the table, and they talked mostly about the wedding and honeymoon that the couple had planned. They were going to Hawaii, a gift from the Smythe’s, and were both excited for the tropical getaway. 

Once lunch was over, they walked across the unique new pedestrian bridge that spanned across the Scioto River.  They shopped for a bit in the charming little neighborhood before heading back so Chris could be on time. 

 

When they got to the park, they parked not far from where Chris was supposed to meet his mom.  Seb and Kurt took Piper on a walk around a paved path, while Elliott made himself stay by the car. Seb gave him the keys to the Range Rover in case they needed to leave quickly.  They could always swing by wherever Seb and Kurt ended up on their walk, but Seb wanted them to have a way to get away if needed. They weren’t going to go far, in case Mrs. Carnes wanted to meet them, or if they were needed by their friends. Chris stayed close to Elliott, avoiding heading over to the park shelter where his mom was waiting.  

Elliott grabbed Chris’ hand, “You can do this, Chris.  Either way, you know I’m here. I will support you through anything and everything.” He leaned forward to kiss Chris on the forehead.

Chris nodded, “I love you, Ell.”
“I love you, too.”

Chris took a deep breath and headed toward the shelter and smiled hesitantly as he approached his mother.  She turned and returned the gesture upon seeing him.  

“Hi, Mom.”

“Hi.  How are you?”

“I’m doing really well, actually.  How are you and Dad?”

“We’re good.”

There was an awkward and uncomfortable silence after the easy pleasantries were made.

Elliott noticed that there was no physical contact, and watched as Chris rubbed the back of his neck nervously, then gestured to the picnic table where his mom sat back down.  He sat across from her and folded his hands on the table.

“Well, I guess I should start by telling you a little about what I’ve been up to.” At her nod, he continued, “Moving to New York was nice with my family there.” She frowned a bit at his wording, but said nothing.  “Cheer Camp was tough, as well as living in the dorms, but I stayed with Kurt and Seb enough to make it not so miserable. They really got me through a bumpy few weeks there at the beginning. NYU was a great experience, overall.  I met a lot of nice people, and I felt prepared for my career.  I work for StrawberryFrog in their marketing department, and I really like it.

“I met my fiance, Elliott Gilbert, my freshman year.  He’s been absolutely amazing, and is the love of my life.  We moved in together after graduation.  He’s a graphic designer, and beyond talented.  He’s also an amazing singer.  He’s the best thing that’s ever happened to me.  I asked him to marry me, and we’re getting married in late September.” He handed her the invitation, “We’d like you to be there.  Elliott is also waiting over at the car.  He wanted us to have some time to talk alone, but he’d like to meet you.”

There was another silence as she opened the envelope and read it slowly.  She toyed with the edges and sat there in thought.  The contemplation was apparent on her face.  

Finally, she said, “I would never be able to talk your father into going to your wedding.  Not if you’re marrying another man.”

“Then come alone.”

She sighed and looked away.  After another loaded moment of silence, she replied, “Can I think about it?”

Chris took a deep breath and tried not to let his disappointment show through. He nodded, “You know, just because Dad hates me for what and who I am, doesn’t mean you have to.  You may not like that I’m gay, but I’m still a good person.  And I am your son.”

“I know,” she nodded. “It’s just… the church…”

“The church is teaching the opposite of Christ’s ways.  He is loving and accepting.  He welcomes all.  All, Mom.  If a church teaches its congregation to hate, then you need to find a new church.”

She got defensive, “I’m not going to argue with you about this, Christopher.”

He crossed his arms, “So I take you don’t want to meet Elliott?”

She glanced over at him.  He was leaning against the hood of the Range Rover, watching them.  She looked back at Chris, “What would be the point?” She seemed to truly not understand what the point would be.

Chris frowned, “The point would be to meet the man who’s won my heart.  The point would be to meet the person I’m going to spend the rest of my life with, the man I’m going to call my husband.  The man I’m going to raise children with.”

She frowned, pulling her head back a bit, “Raise children?  Do you know what that would do to those poor children?”

Chris raised his brows and looked at her like she had lost her mind, “Yes, I know what it would do!  It would give our children a loving home!  Two loving fathers!  An extended family that would do absolutely anything for them, as well as us!”

He stood up from the table and noticed in his peripheral vision that Elliott stood up straight as soon as he did. He grabbed the invitation, “Don’t bother thinking about it.  You’ve given your answer time and time again.  I don’t know why I wasted a weekend coming here.  I knew what the answer would be.”

“I’m your mother, Christopher.”

“Really?  You sure don’t act like it.  But don’t worry.  I have three amazing women who love me like a mother should. Please don’t attempt to contact me.”  He walked away and headed right for Elliott’s waiting arms.  

Elliott walked a few steps to reach Chris and opened his arms to him. He watched his future mother-in-law sag and shake her head.  He held Chris for a moment, then kissed his forehead and led him to the passenger side of the car.  “I’m so sorry.”

Chris didn’t say anything in return.  He just climbed in as he wiped the tears away.  

Elliott closed his door, then looked over at her one more time as he walked around to the front. Now, more than ever, he wished his parents were alive.

Once inside the car, he turned to Chris, “Are you okay?”

Chris could only nod. 

He dialed Seb.  “Where are you?” he asked when his friend answered. He was already driving, wanting Chris to be away from that woman as soon as possible.

“At the concessions building.  We’ll wait by the parking lot here.”

“Be there in a minute.”  After he hung up, he turned to Chris, “Are you sure you’re okay?”

“Fine.  Nothing’s changed, really.”

“And that’s why I’m sorry most.” He reached over and took Chris’ hand, “I’m sorry I pushed you to come here.”

Chris shook his head and looked back at Elliott, “Don’t be sorry.  You were right.  I needed to try.  It just didn’t work.  Now we know.”

Elliott nodded, “Now we know.”  

 

Once Tori heard the car being pulled into the garage, she was not hopeful.  She knew they were meeting Dianne at two.  It was just past three, so given drive time, that wasn’t looking like it went well.  She was ringing her hands together, “This isn’t a good sign.”

“I know, Honey.  All we can do is be here for them now.  You tried.”

The boys all came in silently.  Chris went straight to Tori, who immediately wrapped her arms around him.  

And that’s when he truly broke down.  He sobbed into her shoulder as she whispered loving words in his ear and rubbed his back.  Elliott stood by his side with a hand constantly touching him.  

Kurt and Sebastian stood off to the side near Robert.  Sebastian held Kurt from behind as his husband silently cried for his friends.  They didn’t understand any of this.  How could a mother deny her own child because they love a member of the same sex?

They all gave Chris time to settle, then he told them what happened. Tori shook her head, “I told you before that I was your mother now.  It still holds true. Carol, Cindy, and I… we love you boys so much.  So do our husbands. We’re always here for both of you.”

“I know. We love you all so much. Thank you.”

 

 

Later that night, Kurt and Sebastian headed to Dalton’s ballroom for the Warbler Reunion.  It was really nicely set up, and they enjoyed seeing everyone again.  When they got back, Tori, Robert, Chris, and Elliott were all outside on the patio.  

“Hey, how was the reunion?” Robert smiled at them as they joined them.  “I wasn’t expecting you home so soon.”

Seb shrugged his shoulders, “It was fine.  I mean, it was nice, but there were a lot of people bringing up what happened with Blaine, and we could only take so much.”

Elliott frowned, “Were they being rude?”

Seb shook his head, “No, but it was a lot of, ‘hey, sorry to hear what happened’, and ‘we’re so glad you guys are okay’.  They meant well, but when it’s a lot of people doing it, it can be overwhelming.  Cam, Thad, and Niff tried to change the subject whenever they heard someone bring it up, but it was just…too much.”

“Are you okay, Sweetie?” Tori asked Kurt.  He hadn’t really said anything since arriving.

“Yeah, I’m fine. Bas is right. It was just a lot.”

 

In the middle of the night, Kurt woke with a gasp.  He turned to his husband and reached for him in the dark, needing to feel his heartbeat.  

Seb woke as soon as he heard Kurt gasp. “Are you okay, Baby?” and grabbed Kurt’s hand as soon as he felt it touch his skin, searching.  He immediately moved it to touch above his heart, knowing that’s what Kurt needed.  When Kurt didn’t reply, he said, “I’m okay.  I’m here.”

“Bas,” Kurt curled into him.  

“It’s okay.” He held him tighter.  “I’m right here, with you in my arms. We’re okay.”

Nightmares were a semi-regular thing for Kurt.  They were grateful they weren’t night terrors, but they were still not fun to deal with.  

At first, Kurt was afraid that he was going to trigger a similar response in Sebastian.  After all, Seb was the one who was kidnapped, beaten, and shot.  But the thing was, he was drugged or unconscious for most of that. Yes, he remembered things, but they were still all fuzzy in his mind. But Kurt was mentally tormented by Blaine while all that happened, then getting into a physical fight that began and ended in gunfire…It was overwhelming. And that was all before finding out what happened to Seb.  It was a lot to deal with.  



They spent Sunday morning lazily lounging around the living room. The Hummel’s, Hudson’s, and Motta’s all joined them for brunch.

After a show of support for Chris, Burt pulled Seb aside, “How is being back at the hospital?  Still going okay?”

“Yeah, it’s good. I haven’t had any issues.  No one lets me even get a chance to restock.  I’m not sure how I’d handle it if I had to do it since doing that is clearest in my memories from that night, but so far, it’s not been an issue.”

Burt clapped him on the back, “Good, son. I’m happy to hear that.”

By late afternoon, they took quick showers, said lots of goodbye’s to their family, then headed back to the airport, and home to New York.  




 

 

Summer had brought the heat, but also wonderful things like Sebastian graduating with his Master’s degree, a week-long vacation to New Orleans for Kurt and Seb’s 5 year wedding anniversary, Alex’s first birthday, and a long weekend at the beach house with some of their closest friends/family, where Alex got his first visit to the ocean.  He had liked it just as much as his sister had.

During another weekend, Sebastian and Kurt drove upstate in Seb’s corvette to the Catskill Mountains. Seb had told Kurt he had found a nice house on Vrbo, and that he just wanted a weekend away alone with his husband.  Kurt couldn’t argue that, so off they went.  

The house was nice, and the mountain views were breathtaking. Kurt was out on the deck when Seb approached.  He wrapped his arms around him and kissed Kurt above his ear.  “Do you like it here?”

“Of course. It’s beautiful and peaceful.  I love the quiet of the mountains.  It’s different than the lull of the ocean, ya know?”

Seb hummed in agreement, then stepped to Kurt’s side. “I’d like to show you something.  Mind joining me on a very short adventure?”

Kurt smiled, “I’d join you anywhere, Love.”

Seb smiled at him and took his hand, leading him to the car.  They drove only a short fifteen minutes further up the mountain, and pulled onto a gravel lane that had a “land for sale” sign by it.

“Bas…?”

They were slowly making their way up the lane and Seb grabbed Kurt’s hand.  “I want to show you something.”

When the lane just sort of…stopped…Seb turned the car off and got out with Kurt joining him. They were in a small clearing, and there were stunning views to the right, and beautiful trees that lead further up into the mountains on the left.

“Bas, that sign said-”

“I know, Baby. I was thinking.  When we went to the beach house for the weekend, it was great.  We all love the ocean, and it was a wonderful getaway.  But it took so long to get there.  And that’s not a problem if we’re going for the week.  But what if we just want a weekend?  That’s too long of a drive to do that too often. And like you said, this is a different kind of peaceful and quiet.  I was thinking maybe we could buy this property.”

Kurt’s eyes had been steadily watching his husband.  He looked so excited and so resolute.  A smile had started to grow on his own face as he had listened.  “And build a house here?”

Seb nodded and gestured to the view, “And this would be our view.  We could build a house big enough for all of us. I was talking to Niff, and they came up with some fun ideas on the fly that were just so smart.  We could be their first customers.  I mean, they open their new firm next month.  And we could make it kid friendly, because you know everyone will be adding the kid numbers within a few years.  And you’ve never gotten a chance to decorate and design like I know you would love to do, and-”

“Bas.” Kurt stepped in front of his rambling husband and put his hands on his chest as he looked up into his gorgeous green eyes, “I think it sounds amazing.  This property,” he shook his head, “it’s stunning.  And the drive here was a short two and a half hours, so getting away would be so easy.  I think it sounds like a great idea.”

The smile that spread across Seb’s face would have made that answer worth it, even if he didn’t like the idea. 

 


 

For Chris and Elliott, finishing the details of the wedding that summer was surprisingly easy. They agreed easily to each other’s wishes, and before they knew it, the wedding weekend was upon them. 

On Friday, they welcomed Amelia and her family to New York. They were staying with Nick and Jeff, who both had so much fun with the kids. The Hummel’s, Smythe’s, and Motta parents took all of the kids out to eat, then back to where they were staying, while the friends went out to a club for the bachelor party.  

Out on the dance floor, Sebastian pulled Kurt close as they danced.  He leaned down to speak directly into Kurt’s ear, “You are so sexy, Baby. I love going dancing with you, but it’s also hard at the same time, because I want to touch you in ways that’s not exactly decent for a public place.” He punctuated the fact by nibbling on his husband’s ear.

“Sir…” he whispered.

“What, Baby?” Seb kissed down his neck.

“You…Mm, you aren’t exactly making it easy on me, either.”

“I’m not?” he said with all the innocence he could muster in voice.  

Kurt could still hear the slight smile.  He thrust his hips forward to make his point clear, “No, you’re not.”

Jeff and Nick were dancing close by, but their attention was on Chris and Elliott who were dancing close, completely lost in each other. Jeff turned to look at Kurt and Seb, who were flirting with each other in French at that point. He had no doubt they were telling each other all the dirty things they wanted to do to each other.  Looking over at Sam and Leah, then Puck and Sugar, and Hayden and Jenna, then all of their Boston friends - They looked like they were in the same boat.  He loved seeing everyone so in love and happy.

“What are you thinking, Hun?” Nick asked.

“Look at everyone, Nicky.  They all look so happy and in love… Or horny as hell,” he giggled.

Nick smiled and pulled him close, “I agree. Maybe you and I can join the group of married friends once the business is open.”

Jeff smiled and kissed him soundly, “That sounds amazing.”



The next day, Chris came to the penthouse to get ready, while Elliott stayed home where his sister and her family came to help him.  

“This suit is amazing, Kurt.  Thank you so much.”

“Well, you’d look good in just about anything, but I am glad you like it.”

“It does look good,” Seb added.  “Are you ready to be Mr. Gilbert?”  Chris had decided to take Elliott’s name, even before things went further south with his mother.

“I’m so ready.  I love that man so much.”

“Well, then, let’s do this!”

 

Chris and Elliott were getting married at The Foundry.   The wedding was going to be held in the “Main Space”, then the reception was to move out to “The Courtyard”.  When they arrived, they were escorted (separately) by an employee.  Sugar and Puck were already there setting up the cake, so they joined the boys as soon as they were finished, just to make sure they didn’t need anything.  

Once the ceremony started, all of their family and friends had gathered to sit in the Main Space, where chairs were set up in rows of four on either side of the aisle. They did not have any groomsmen or women, keeping the celebration small and intimate.  Sam began taking pictures as the music played and Chris and Elliott walked in from either side and met in the middle, where they immediately grabbed each other’s hands. Their love was visible to everyone in the room. 

The ceremony officiant began, and soon, the couple was exchanging sweet vows.  

Once they finished, they exchanged rings, then the officiant smiled, “You may now kiss.”

Elliott smiled and put his hands on either side of Chris’s face and kissed him tenderly.

The officiant announced, “By the power vested in me by the state of New York, I now pronounce you, husbands.  Ladies and gentlemen, Mr. and Mr. Gilbert!”

All of their family and friends stood and cheered.  Many were wiping away tears. 

 

They all moved into the Courtyard, while Sam continued to take some pictures of the newlyweds before they joined everyone.  Elliott’s sister and her family joined in for a few pics as well. In the Courtyard, Sam gathered everyone for a large group shot, as well as a few with different groups of friends.  

Horderves were served and the bar opened, so people began mingling.  Sebastian approached Steven, Elliott’s brother-in-law, “How are you feeling after last night?”

Steven smiled, “Good.  It was a little rough this morning, but not too bad.”

“How was your first gay bar experience?  You and Amelia looked like you were having fun.”

He chuckled and nodded, “It was great.  Who knew I’d have such a following?”  

Seb laughed, “Every gay person with eyeballs, Steven.” 

Steven was a huge hit among everyone who had a thing for bears, but his quiet demeanor had made things interesting.  They had a good time teasing him the night before, and he was a very good sport about it all.  

Dinner was served soon after, and everyone gathered at their tables and enjoyed the meal among friends. Soon, they cut the cake, Sam was taking pictures, and then dessert was served.  You could always tell in a crowd like this who had had Sugar Shack cake, and who had not.  It was almost comical to hear their reactions.  

Amelia gave a lovely speech that made the grooms cry.  She was so happy that Elliott had found his perfect match, and her words expressed that perfectly.  Soon after, they shared their first dance.

Kurt was talking to Elliott’s friend Dani and a couple of Chris’ friends from work when a slow song came on and he felt his husband’s hand on his back.  He turned to smile at him, “Hi.”

Seb smiled back, “Hi.” He looked at the others, “Mind if I steal my husband for a dance?”

Dani smiled and gestured toward the dance floor, “Be our guest.”

They danced not far from where Elliott and Chris were dancing.  When the song ended and another slow song came on, they traded partners.  

Kurt was dancing with Elliott. “Everything was beautiful, Ell.”

Elliott looked at his husband lovingly, “Yeah.”

Kurt smiled bigger, knowing what his friend was thinking.  He didn’t say a word.

Once some faster songs came on, Kurt headed to one of the little lounge areas and joined Hayden and Jenna, who were entertaining Alex while his parents bust a move on the dance floor. “How are you two?  I feel like I haven’t talked to you in about a month.”

Jenna smiled, “We’re good.  It’s been a couple of weeks, for sure.  How about you?”

“It’s all good.” He looked at Hayden, “How’s school going?”

“Good.  It’s exhausting, but good. I’m grateful I got that scholarship renewal this year. I can’t imagine working at the same time.”

Giana ran up to Kurt, “Unca Kut!”

He turned and smiled at her, then at his husband, who was right behind her.  He picked her up, “How’s my best girl?”

“Good!  Dance wit me?”

He chuckled, “Of course!”

He walked her over to the dance floor and danced with her in his arms.  

Seb stayed to talk to Hayden and Jenna for a bit, and the parents soon joined them.  Vinny took Alex, and let the younger adults enjoy the party.

Santana found Seb on the dance floor.  She and Brittany were staying in the office of the penthouse for the weekend.  “Hey Sebby.”

He looked at her like she was up to something, because she usually only called him that when she was…”Yes?” He wrapped his arm around her waist and pulled her in close.

She batted her eyelashes, “Can Brit and I stay through Monday?”

“Of course.  You guys are always welcome at our place. What are your plans.”

“Hmm… You’ll see.  I don’t want to say unless it works out.”

“Okay, be mysterious if you want.”

She rolled her eyes at him but continued to dance with him as the song played on.  

 

They enjoyed seeing everyone again.  The Boston friends all came, as well as Thad. There were some friends from their self defense class, like Dallas and Bahati, who had either been friends with Elliott previously, or stayed friends with him once classes ended.  Their dates were very nice.  Orion and Channing came as well, but only Channing brought a date.  Orion and Thad, once again, gravitated towards each other.  

The Smythes, Hummels, and Mottas were sitting with Charlie and Eilleen as the night was winding down.  The older couple had just returned from slow dancing with the newlyweds where hushed conversations were shared.  They smiled as they looked at Giana, who was asleep in her grandmother’s lap.  

“She’s worn out. That was a lot of dancing for an almost three year old.” Eilleen looked at Alex, “Little mister looks like he’s not too far behind.” Alex was drinking the bottle that Vinny had given him.

Vinny nodded, “He’s just about out.”

They sat and watched the younger folks, never taking for granted how special this group was.  

 

At the end of the night, Kurt and Sebastian drove the newlyweds to the airport, where they were taking a red-eye flight to Hawaii.  They all got out and gave hugs.

“Have the best time ever,” Kurt said, hugging Chris.  “You deserve it.  Take lots of pictures.”

“We will,” Chris pulled away and they switched who they were hugging, “Thanks for everything.  Both of you. We couldn’t ask for better friends.  We love you.”

“We love you, too.  Call us when you get back,” Seb smiled.  “We want to see pictures.”

“The clean kind?” Elliott smiled back.  

Seb chuckled, “Hey, whatever kind you want to show us.”

They waved goodbye again as they got back in their car.  Kurt turned back to Sebastian, “What a great night.”

“It really was.”

 

Notes:

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~ QT

Chapter 54: Fun Surprises

Summary:

Friends, Vacation home planning, and sexy times.

Notes:

Links provided for my visual readers. Just click the highlighted words. Thanks for being patient with me and my slow posting. I appreciate every comment and encouraging word!

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Kurt and Sebastian had said goodbye to everyone on Sunday.  The only guests left from out of town for the wedding were Santana and Brittany, who had asked to stay an extra couple of nights.  When Kurt came downstairs Monday morning, dressed and ready for work, he smiled at Brittany who was making scrambled eggs in his kitchen.  

“Morning, Britt.” He kissed her on the cheek.  

“Morning, Porcelain.  Are you headed to work already?”

“Yeah, we’ve got a photographer coming in from Europe and I need to be there to greet him.  I want to get there early so I can make sure everything is ready.  What are you and Tana up to today?”

She smiled wide and bounced her eyebrows, “It’s a surprise.”

“For you too?”

“No, I know, but we’ll tell you tonight.  Will you be home for dinner?”

“Yeah, I should be.”

They both laughed when they heard Sebastian say, “Jesus, Tana! You could at least put a bra on!”

They both came down the stairs, Seb in his scrubs and Santana in tiny lace panties and nothing else, though by then, she was covering her breasts with her hands.  

She shrugged, “I forgot that we left our bags in your office.”   She went into the office where they had slept the first night before moving to the guest bedroom after everyone else went home the night before. 

She put on her clothes with the door still open as she spoke, “Besides, I know you’ve seen Sugar naked.  I couldn’t have scared you too bad.”

“You’re lucky she thought to even take that much up with her, Sebby.” Britt frowned, “Why do you see Sugar naked?”

“We don’t anymore, but she and Noah weren’t shy about their bodies when they lived with us back in our freshman year. They really enjoyed skinny dipping in the hot tub.”

Brittany giggled a little, “Kinda like Santana. I don’t think she’s shy about anything.” She put some eggs and toast on plates for Kurt and Seb, who sat at the counter, then set about making more for herself and Santana.  

Santana came out fully dressed, “Okay, try to be back for dinner, and we’ll share the reason we stayed a little longer this time.  I invited the Puckerman’s, too.  I figured you wouldn’t mind.”

“Nope.  Don’t mind at all.”  They chatted for a few more minutes as they ate.

When it was time to go, Seb put his plate in the dishwasher, then kissed them both before kissing Kurt goodbye.  He held Kurt close for a long moment, “Have a good day, Baby. I love you.”

“Love you, too, Bas.”

Seb headed to the elevator, knowing that If he didn’t leave then, he would surely be late.

“We’ll walk Piper, Kurt.  You go ahead and go.”

He kissed them both too. He spoke as he grabbed his things, “Thanks. Sometimes I take her with me, but today is going to be too chaotic.  I appreciate it.” He quickly made his way to the elevator.

Seb held the door for him, then kissed him when he got inside and the doors closed. “Text me when you leave work.”

“Yes, Sir, I will.”

Seb pulled him closer, “I know, because you’re always my good boy.”

Kurt moaned, “Mmm, you’re making it harder to leave you.”

Seb kissed him again, “Sorry, Baby.”

Kurt chuckled, “No you’re not.” 

Seb just winked at him.

 




When Sebastian got home from work, he was immediately greeted by Piper.  “Hey, girl,” he cooed as he gave her some lovin’.

“She’s a good dog, Sebby.”

He smiled at Britt, “The best.” He walked into the kitchen and gave both of his friends another kiss on the cheek.  “You’re making dinner?”

“Yep,” Santana answered.  “Puckerman’s should be here in a half an hour.  I also called Sam and invited him and Leah. Have you heard from Kurt?”

“Not yet.  He should be texting soon, but photoshoot days can run longer than most.”

The Puckerman’s arrived soon after Seb had, so he didn’t even have time to change before he told George to send them up.  Puck handed Alex over to him.  He and Seb seemed to have a special bond.  

Puck felt like he hadn’t seen much of Seb and Kurt in the last couple of weeks, although they had seen each other plenty.  It was just that they had always been in large groups, so talking wasn’t as easy to do. “Hope you don’t mind that we came early.  We wanted to make sure we got to spend time with the girls as much as possible before they left.”

Seb looked over into the kitchen where Sugar was holding Gianna and Brittany and Santana were talking to her and making her giggle.  He smiled, “You know we don’t mind.  How’s the bakery?”

“Good, man.  Sales are stable, even increasing some months.  We’ve got a ton of regulars that are remaining loyal, so it’s all peachy.”

“I had no doubts.”

“I know you didn’t,” Puck smiled. “Everything still okay at the hospital?”

Seb knew what the unasked question was.  He nodded, “Yeah, it’s still good.”

Quietly, he asked, “And Kurt’s nightmares?”

He shook his head, “At least once every couple of weeks.”

Puck sighed, but didn’t say anything. 

Sam and Leah arrived thirty minutes later.  Leah looked to Sebastian, who had Alex playing in his lap. She sat next to her brother, “My turn.”

He handed Alex over, but the baby reached back for him. Leah rolled her eyes, “One of these days he’s gonna like me more than you.”

Puck and Seb both answered, “Doubt it,” making Sam laugh.

Seb checked his phone for the hundredth time to see if Kurt had texted, but didn’t say anything, and no one acknowledged seeing him do it. He was always going to worry when Kurt had any kind of extended hours, or odd schedule.  The same would hold true for Kurt if Sebastian were the one who was going to be late. After what they had been through, it didn’t surprise anyone. 

Another half hour passed, but he didn’t get a text yet.

“Dinner will be ready soon.  Should I put it in the warmer?” Santana asked. She could tell Seb was worried and was gentle with her words.

“No. I’ll make sure he has something to eat if he doesn’t make it home in time.”

Tana put her hand on his shoulder and leaned down to whisper, “I’m sure he’s fine.”

Sebastian just nodded, but still said nothing. To distract himself, he handed Alex over to Leah again and headed upstairs to finally change.  He took a little extra time to do some breathing exercises before heading back down.  

Santana had looked to Puck when Seb was out of sight.  Puck could see the question and worry. He approached her and whispered, “He’ll be okay.”

“Is this normal?”

“Yeah, pretty much. But only if their schedules are out of whack. It just causes a lot of anxiety for both of them.  And they know that they are both feeling it, which kind of makes it worse, ya know?”

Santana wasn’t sure how she felt about that.  She wished her friends could just move on and enjoy life now without worry.

“It’s not bad, Tana.” It was as if Puck could read her thoughts.  “They’re doing well.  They just worry a little more than normal during certain situations. Not knowing when the other will be home just happens to be one of them. I’m sure you can imagine why.”

She nodded sadly, wishing there was something she could do.

When Seb came downstairs, Piper went to him as he sat on the couch.  She jumped up on the couch and curled into the side of his leg, resting her head in his lap. He was petting her when Gianna came to him. As he bent down to pick her up, he felt his phone vibrate.  He anxiously shifted his goddaughter to his side as he checked his phone.  

 

From Babe:  

I’m so sorry this ran so late.  One thing after another started to go wrong, but I’m headed home in just a few minutes.  See you soon.  I love you.

 

To Babe:

I love you, too.  See you soon.

 

Sebastian looked at Gianna, “Uncle Kurt will be home soon.  Why don’t we pick up some of your toys and then you can go wash your hands for dinner?”

“K, Unca Seb.”  

Brittany asked, “How long is the subway ride?”

“Oh, we hired a car service for now, since parking near work is near impossible for him. He’ll be another 15 minutes or so, depending on traffic. The second time he got recognized, the lady started asking really rude and personal questions.  We’re hoping, with time, that people forget.” 

Santana frowned, “Having Saved out might make that difficult.”

“Yeah.”  Seb didn’t say anything else. 

“I didn’t realize he was having people recognize him. Did you? Or do you?”

“Once on the street when we were together, and every once in a while someone at the hospital will say something.  Nothing rude, though.  I’d just rather they not say anything at all. It’s becoming more rare for me, which I take as a good sign.”

“I think so, too, Sebby.” Brittany turned to Gianna who had just been put down by Sugar after she helped her wash her hands, “Want to help me set the table, Gianna?”

She nodded enthusiastically.  

Santana and Sam had already put down the plates, so Britt picked the toddler up and held her in one arm as she grabbed a handful of forks in the other.  She would hand one fork at a time to Gianna, then hold her horizontally over the table setting to let her place it down. Gianna giggled as they made their way around the table.  

“Good job.  Now let's do the spoons.” They made their way around for the spoons in the same manner.

 

 

When Kurt got home several minutes later, Sebastian went to him immediately. They stood between the piano and the back of one of the couches and held each other.  Seb closed his eyes and held on tight.  

Kurt rubbed his back and whispered, “I’m here. I’m so sorry it took so long.”

Seb shook his head and kissed his neck quickly, “It’s okay. I knew it was a possibility.  I’m just glad you’re home.”

They kissed quickly when they pulled apart before Kurt had to bend down to give Piper some lovin’, since she was sitting next to them waiting patiently.

Gianna came running up next. “Unca Kut! I set the table wit Bitt!”

He picked her up, “What a good helper you are!” He kissed her cheek, “I’m hungry. Let’s eat.” He put her down when he reached the kitchen, then quickly went to wash his hands at the kitchen sink while everyone found a seat at the table and Puck and Sugar put the kids in their highchairs.

When he was finished washing, Kurt took the seat that remained empty next to his husband.  Sebastian reached under the table and put his hand on Kurt’s thigh, caressing it gently.  Kurt put his hand on top of it and gave a little squeeze. They both looked at each other and smiled warmly, happy to be back together and with family.  It seemed so silly to be so emotional about them both being home from work, but to them, it really was a big relief. 

Once the food was passed around, Leah asked Kurt about the photoshoot. “What took so long with the shoot? Was it another crazy photographer, or phyco models?”

Kurt shook his head, “It was just a combination of everything. It was like one little thing went wrong on set this morning, then everything started to snowball. We got it done, though, which I’m grateful for.”

“Have you done any more modeling, Leah?” Santana asked as she twirled pasta on her fork.

“Yeah, I’ve had a few jobs.  Nothing to write home about.  It’s not a career, which I wouldn’t want anyway, but it’s been fun. But enough about modeling. What had you two staying in town longer than the weekend?”

Brittany’s smile could not have gotten any bigger, and that made everyone else in the room match her. She looked to Santana, who answered, “Well, you know how Britt has been teaching dance at Kellerman’s Dance Studio for the last five years?”

“Not the same Kellerman’s as in Dirty Dancing,” Brittany clarified, making everyone chuckle.  

“Yeah,” Seb encouraged her to continue.

“Well, Jean Kellerman, the owner, has a sister who also owns a dance studio in Brooklyn.  She’s retiring, but isn’t ready to give up the business quite yet.”

Sugar couldn’t stand it, “Are you moving to New York!?”

Brittany and Santana nodded with huge smiles on their faces as their friends cheered.  Santana continued, “We’re going to run the business for her and Britt will teach the classes. We’ll live in an apartment a few blocks away from the dance studio. Mrs. Kellerman lives upstairs and will be living in Miami, but she’s not ready to give up her apartment here yet, since she still has a lot of family here. It’s a slow transition, but we’ve been Skyping with her for a couple of months, and went to see the place today. It’s amazing.”

“And you’re sure you have a place to live lined up already? How did you manage to find something so soon?”

“We had an agent line up a few places for us to look at today.  We wanted to stay close to the studio, plus we get a lot more bang for the buck out there.  We really liked the one place, and put in an application. Mrs. Kellerman said she’d put in a good word with the owner for us.  Apparently, everyone knows everyone in the neighborhood, so we’re really hopeful.”

“That’s amazing, Tana,” Noah was beyond happy to have them even closer.

“It really is,” Seb agreed.  “And you know you’re welcome here if the apartment isn’t ready or if it falls through.”

“Thanks, Sebby. You guys stole Niff away from us, so we figured, why not move here too, ya know?”

“It was a little more than that, Britt,” Santana looked at her lovingly, “but the people we love the most are all here. That, plus this amazing opportunity, it was a no brainer.”

“We’re really happy you’ll be here, too. The more family, the better.” Sam raised his glass, “To new adventures, and having family close.”

“Here! Here!” They cheered as they toasted their friends.

“Maybe I should take a dance class from you, Britt,” Leah bounced her eyebrows.

Brittany nodded enthusiastically, “Yes! You would love my pole dancing class!  I was hoping to get Jeff to take it, too.”

“Oh, I’m definitely in on that.”

“I’m in!” Kurt quickly added.

“Baby, you know that will have consequences, right?”

He nodded, “Consequences that I’m very much looking forward to.”

They talked about the details of the dance studio and the apartment they were hoping to rent for the remainder of dinner. After cleaning up, they all hung out in the living room for a little while, but before long the Puckerman’s needed to head home and get the kids to bed. Alex had already fallen asleep in Seb’s lap, and Gianna wasn’t far behind in Sam’s.  Sam and Leah headed out at the same time after another round of congratulating their friends.

 

 

“We’re gonna head to bed,” Santana said as she bent over and gave Kurt a kiss on the cheek before moving on to Seb.

“Yeah,” Brittany agreed, “we have to catch the early train in the morning, then start planning and packing now that it’s all official.”

“Three weeks will fly by,” Seb agreed.  “Just remember you can stay here if the apartment doesn't work out.”

“We know. Thanks, Sebby. Love you both. Goodnight.”

“Goodnight, ladies,” Kurt smiled.

 

Kurt and Sebastian took Piper out for her nightly walk. When they returned, they turned the lights off downstairs and then made their way up to their bedroom.

“I’m going to take a shower and wash away the stress of the day.  Want to join me?”

“I would love to.”

It was another one of those silent showers that they had had so many times over the years. There was so much said in the actions, that words simply weren’t needed. Seb silently shampooed Kurt’s hair, washed his body, and massaged his shoulders before Kurt returned the favor for his husband. They held each other for a few minutes under the hot spray before finally getting out. 

Once they were in bed, Sebastian pulled Kurt close and ran his fingers through his hair. “I love you, Baby.”

Kurt closed his eyes and snuggled closer, “I love you, too, Sir.” He kissed him over his heart.

It didn’t take long for them to fall asleep.




 

 

Within the month, things seemed to be changing pretty quickly.  The girls moved into the apartment they had wanted.  They had a housewarming party and a tour of the dance studio.  Niff was really happy to have them so close again.  

“What are you going to be doing for work?” Sam asked Santana quietly during the party. “Are you going to be running the business side of the dance studio?”

She nodded, “Yeah, but that’s not enough, really. You know my degree is in business, but that’s so generic, I could do just about anything.  I’m thinking of getting my real estate license.”

“You’d be really good at that… As long as you’re nice to people,” he smirked.

She rolled her eyes and whacked him on the arm, “Of course I’ll be nice.  I can sell anything.  Might as well make it big ticket items, like houses.  Or, well, apartments.”

He nodded, “I’m sure you’ll do really well.”

“How’s old people?”

Sam chuckled, “I’m actually really enjoying the retirement home. Art therapy is doing them all a world of good, and I love listening to their stories. I don’t plan on leaving quite yet, but I did get some exciting news yesterday that may or may not change things.”

She perked up, “What?”

“A local gallery agreed to show my work.”

Santana whacked him again, “Get out! Sam! That’s so exciting!”

She wasn’t exactly quiet, and Sam looked around to see who all had heard her and became curious. It was pretty much everyone and he smiled at the sound of Leah’s giggle. He knew that she understood what had just happened.

Santana didn’t hesitate, “Did you all know Sam’s exciting news?!”

Puck picked Alex up so he’d stop putting so many handprints all over the mirrors of the studio, “No. What’s going on?” 

Sam turned to Santana and spoke quietly, “I don’t want to steal your thunder.  Tonight is about you and Brittany.”

“Whatever,” she rolled her eyes lovingly.  “We’re all here together, now is the perfect time.  Go for it.”

Sam grabbed Leah’s hand as she got close enough. Everyone was still quiet and watching. He smiled a little shyly, “Well, yesterday I got a call from a gallery in Soho.  They want to show my work.”

The entire room erupted into cheers and Kurt and Sebastian were by his side and giving hugs within seconds.

“I knew you could do it,” Kurt smiled as he hugged him.

Seb hugged him next, “It was just a matter of time. Everyone is going to love your work.”

“Thanks, guys.”



 

“What a great night,” Kurt smiled as he climbed into bed.

“It really was. I’m so happy for Sam. The girls, too. It seems everyone’s lives and dreams are really coming together. Chris and Elliott were glowing.  Did you notice?”

“Yeah, things really seem to be working out for everyone.”

“Mhm.  Are you excited about meeting with Nick and Jeff tomorrow about the mountain house?”

“I really am. Jeff told me tonight that they have lots of fun ideas.  I can’t wait to see them.”




 

 

When Kurt and Sebastian walked into Nick and Jeff’s new office, they were greeted by the secretary. She smiled brightly and stood, “Hi! You must be Kurt and Sebastian Hummel-Smythe!  I’m Sophie.  It’s so nice to finally meet the two of you.”

“You too,” Sebastian said, shaking her hand. “I’m Sebastian.”

“Kurt. Pleasure,” Kurt nodded when it was his turn to shake her hand.

“Hey!” Nick greeted as he walked out.  They all hugged.  “Thanks for taking the day off work to meet us during business hours. We could have met you in the evening.”

“It’s nice to take the day off once in a while,” Kurt shrugged.  “Plus Bas is taking me to lunch later.  Win-win.”

Nick chuckled, “Well, that makes it all worth it, right? Come on back. Jeff is getting everything set up.”

When they entered the conference room, Jeff had a couple of laptops open, as well as several blueprints and graphic-designed images. 

“Wow.  Look at you, all professional and prepared,” Kurt teased.

“Only the best for you two,” Jeff winked, going in for a hug. They sat around the conference table and Jeff brought up some images to show them on the large tv monitor at the end of the room.  “These are solely based on what little ideas we bounced off of both of you in casual conversation.  Today we’ll discuss your wishes a little further, but we wanted to have some visuals for you so you could picture what we’ve discussed a little better. Nothing is set in stone, and absolutely everything is changeable. We’re really only limited by the lay of the land that you purchased.”

“Wow.  That’s beautiful.” 

Kurt hummed in agreement as Sebastian stared at the image of a large home perfect for the mountains.  It was a mix of wood, steel, and stone, grand but somehow still homey and inviting.  

Nick nodded, “We were hoping this was the vibe you were describing. Did we hit the mark?”

They both nodded and Kurt answered, “Absolutely.  It’s gorgeous.”

“The outside of the home will obviously depend a bit more on your needs and desires for the inside of the home. We made some images to show you some of our ideas .  You said you wanted this to be a place for all of our families to go to be together.  With kids being added into the mix there’s a need for some creativity when it comes to beds and bedrooms since you don’t want to go too large.  These are some fun concepts we thought you’d like.” Jeff slid some of the papers closer to them.  He also had the images on the large screen, but he knew Kurt was a tactile person and would appreciate having something to actually hold in his hands.  

The images showed a bedroom with three sets of bunk beds. Two were horizontal along the back wall of the bedroom with a funky set of steps for the top bunks in between them.  The other set was to the left of the door.  The right had a large dresser.  There wasn’t room for anything else in the room.  Another design had a family room in the lower level with nooks that were turned into sleeping areas.  

Once they had seen the designs presented to them, Nick introduced another one. “This one is a tad less modern, but still very much a mountain feel. It’s also a bit smaller, but your wish list is still doable with some creativity.” 

“When we went up to survey the property, we realized you had a lot more usable area than we thought you did. We could go even bigger. It’s completely up to you.  We came up with some mock designs based on the topography of the property, but we wanted to get your opinion before we did much fine tuning with the floor plan.” Jeff handed them some design concepts.

“There is no doubt in my mind that you guys are in the right field. These are incredible. Thanks for going to all this trouble.”

Jeff shook his head, “It’s no trouble at all. First, we’re thrilled that you are our first clients.  And second, it’s what we love to do.  Besides, we’ll be staying there too, so we want to love it just as much.” 

Kurt and Sebastian smiled. Seb agreed, “You will be. And as often as you like, too.  I have a feeling this home will be used more than the beach house, since it’s much closer.”

They discussed some more options, and Kurt and Seb left with a file folder full of choices.  Once they decide, they plan on letting their friends know so they can fine tune the design according to their wishes.  

 

 

 

They had their car service pick them up and take them to a restaurant they had been wanting to try, Cathedrale .

“Wow. I feel like we traveled to Europe on that car ride.”

“I know, Baby, me too. I’ve heard good things about this place.”

After placing their order, they sat and looked at their options Nick and Jeff had given them, then discussed their merits. This was going to be such a hard decision.

“How on earth are we supposed to choose?”

“I’m leaning a little more toward the modern ones. They’re different, but still an appropriate style  for a mountain home.”

“I like those too, Bas.” Kurt pulled those out and set them on top of the pile. “I also like the floor plan ideas for this one.  Maybe we should have them give us some idea of what the interior of that other one would look like.  I like the idea of modern and fun.”

They were still discussing their ideas as they waited on their food until a lady a couple of tables down started getting loud with the man she was with, and they turned their attention towards them.  The woman was middle aged, but the man was older.

“...I’m so sorry that my nail length isn’t up to your standards!” she said loudly.  Kurt glanced at her well manicured hand and frowned. “My appearance has nothing to do with the company, and you should be ashamed for bringing it up at a business lunch.”

“Well…Well, it’s just personal preference.  I didn’t mean anything by it,” the old man sputtered. It pissed her off even more when he made it sound like she was the one being ridiculous. 

“Personal preference should stay locked inside that head of yours. You have no right to tell me what I should do with my body, even if it’s something as simple as my nail length.  I’m not here for your viewing pleasure. This is business.  My personal preference isn’t an old, overweight, bald man, but here I am sitting across from you! I can guarantee that you wouldn’t have said something to a man about his appearance and your preferences, you sexist jerk.  You will no longer be working with me.” She stood and put her napkin on her plate, “You can also expect a call from HR.” 

As she walked away, Kurt began to clap. Within seconds, the entire dining room had joined him.

The old man turned to him angrily, “You should keep your opinion to yourself.  You have no idea what it’s like in the business world.”

You should have kept your opinion to yourself.  And I think my co-workers at Vogue would disagree with your assessment of me.  By the way, short nails are in this season.”

The man huffed and stood up to leave to another round of applause at his retreat.

“Baby, when we get home…” Seb shook his head with a hungry look in his eyes.

Kurt winked at him, “Looking forward to it, Sir.”




Sebastian barely let Kurt step out of the elevator before he was on him.  He walked him backwards until Kurt’s back hit the brick wall of the foyer.  Kurt dropped his bag and threw his hands up to Seb’s hair as Seb kissed down his neck.  

Seb's left hand went to Kurt’s throat, while his right went to Kurt’s ass. “So fucking hot, Baby. And all mine.” He gave a little squeeze with both hands.

“All yours, Sir.”

“I want you in the bedroom and kneeling for me. Now.”

“Yes, Sir.” As Kurt hurried away, Sebastian smacked him in the ass.

Seb followed right along, and both of them reached down to give Piper some quick lovin’ before shutting her out of the bedroom. They didn’t feel bad at all, since they were too lost in each other.

Kurt was naked in record time.  He was kneeling for Seb while his husband was still taking off his clothes.  When Seb finished, he approached his sub, running his fingers through his hair.

“So beautiful, Baby.” He grabbed Kurt’s leather collar from its box on his nightstand and put it on him. “My perfect little slut.  So good, just for me.”

“Just for you, Sir.”

“Mhm.” He thrust three fingers into Kurt’s mouth with one hand and held his head back with the other.  He watched as Kurt so willingly let him do what he pleased. He pulled his fingers out slowly, running them down over Kurt’s bottom lip, watching them shine. “I want you on your stomach in the middle of the bed. Hands above your head.”

Kurt went to get into position while Seb went to look in their ‘toy box’.  His mind was racing, hoping, yet afraid to hope, that his Dom was going to do what he thought he was.

Sebastian brought out the flogger and some rope.  They had not used the rope since before the incident with Blaine, but Seb felt extra possessive and finally ready.

Kurt turned his head once he was in position and started to breathe a bit heavier when he saw what his husband had chosen. He hadn’t realized how much he had missed it until now. “Sir…”

Seb crawled on top of him and straddled his waist.  He leaned forward and grabbed Kurt’s wrist that was already above his head and tied it to the headboard. “I want to show you who you belong to, Baby.  I want to mark you as mine.” He leaned forward and grabbed his hair, pulling his head back as he spoke into his ear, “I want to claim you.”

“Yes, please, Sir.  Please. Show me I’m your good little slut. Please.”

Seb smirked and ran Kurt’s earlobe between his teeth, “You always beg so nicely.” He grabbed his other wrist and tied it to the same spindle of the headboard. “You look so gorgeous like this.” He ran his nails from Kurt’s shoulders all the way down his back to his ass. He could hear Kurt’s breathing increase and he knew his was as well as he took in the sight of the red lines on pale skin.

“I need you to keep breathing evenly, Baby. Are you ready?”

“Yes, Sir.”

“Good boy.” Sebastian got out a larger plug and started to slowly work Kurt open.  When he was finished and the plug was deep inside Kurt, he sat back on his feet between Kurt’s legs and admired the sight before him.  “So sexy.” He reached for the flogger, “He we go, my little slut.  Ready?”

“Yes, Sir.  Please.”

He did not start out gently. The first smack was hard and loud, as was Kurt’s moan. Another smack, another moan.  Over and over, Seb worked the flogger at an even pace, all while telling Kurt what a good slut he was.  How he loved having him give of himself so willingly like a whore should.  

Kurt was loving the dirty talk. He only liked it during rougher, more intense scenes, but it had been so long since they had done this to this extent, that he kind of wished he was wearing a cock ring so it wouldn’t be so difficult to hold back.  

“Who do you belong to?”

“You, Sir.  I’m all yours. In mind and body, all yours. Fuck!”

“That’s right, Baby.” He gave one final smack, right in the middle of Kurt’s back. Seb leaned in close and nibbled on Kurt’s neck and ear while his sub caught his breath.  “So good for me, Baby.  You did such a good job.”

“Sir…”

“Don’t worry, we’re not finished.” Seb leaned over and got a pump or two of lube while he slowly pulled out the plug Kurt was wearing.  He didn’t ask if Kurt was ready, he simply slid into him hard and fast and began thrusting.  

“Oh god, Sir!  Yes!  Fuck me hard, Sir!”

Seb smirked, pounding harder and faster. He pulled Kurt’s hair, tilting his head back.  He kissed and bit at his neck. “That’s it, slut.  You should see how you’re taking it. So gorgeous. So good.”

He pulled out and gave Kurt a few spankings before he turned him over so that his arms were crossed at the wrists, “Color?”

“Green, Sir!”

“Good boy.” Seb grabbed Kurt’s length and began pumping.  

“S-sir.  I’m not going to l-last.”

“You will. You know you’re not allowed to cum until I tell you.” He leaned over and took Kurt into his mouth. He pulled off, “You always taste so good.” He got back to work with his tongue and lips, taking Kurt all the way into his throat. He pulled off again, “Cum for me, Kurt.”

Kurt didn’t want to.  He didn’t want it to be over.  But he also couldn’t hold back any longer, so came down Seb’s throat as he was told, calling out his Sir’s name.

“What a good boy.” Sebastian climbed back up and lined himself up with Kurt’s entrance.  He was slow and gentle at first, but soon Kurt’s moans were too much.  He thrust faster, harder, and deeper, “Look at you taking it so well after you’ve already cum for me.  Such a good slut, so willing to spread your legs for me.”

Kurt was too lost to say anything back.  

Seb grabbed his length again and began pumping his hand to the same rhythm of his thrusts.  

“Sir!”

“Take it, Baby.  Take what I give you.” He continued to jerk Kurt.  “Color?”

“G…Gr..Green.”

Seb smirked at Kurt’s inability to speak clearly, “That’s it baby.  Such a good boy.” Sebastian wasn’t going to last much longer, either.  He pushed himself up further so he was more in a kneeling position.  He grabbed onto the front of Kurt’s thighs with one hand while his other hand continued to stroke his sub’s cock.  “Cum for me, slut.  Cum for me now.”

Part of Kurt’s brain couldn’t believe it when he realized he was coming again for the second time. It had only been about ten minutes since his last orgasm. But the other part of his brain that was still functioning knew that his Dom could do that to him.

When Sebastian was finished coming and had his wits about him, he grabbed a cloth from the bathroom and cleaned up his sub.  He laid down next to him and ran his hands from Kurt’s hip to shoulder, then up to where his wrists were bound. “I’m going to leave you like this for a few minutes. It’s too beautiful of a sight to undo so soon.  You bound and exposed, wearing my collar like the good little slut you are for me. And all mine.”

Kurt nodded, “All yours, Sir.”

Before long, Sebastian untied his husband.  He removed his collar and cleaned him up a little more.  He rolled Kurt over and applied lotion to his back.  “How are you feeling, Baby?”

“Great, Sir.  Thank you.”

“My pleasure.”

“How are you feeling?”

“Good.  I’m really happy we made it back here, ya know?”

“Yes, Sir.  Me too.”

“There’s just one more thing I want that I’m not sure we’re ready for.”

“What is it, Sir?”

Rather than speak a response, Sebastian slipped his hand up and caressed Kurt’s throat for a brief moment.  He had done it when they first got home, but stopped rather quickly when he wasn't sure how it was affecting either of them.

Kurt nodded subtly.  He understood where Sebastian was coming from.  He was more worried about him than himself, so he expressed that.  “I think I will be okay.  It’s you I’m worried about.”

“I just feel bad because I don’t know how either of us will react, but I know how much you loved it. I’m sorry, Baby.”

“Don’t apologize to me for having my best interest in mind. That’s you being a great Dom and a loving husband.”

Seb nodded but didn’t say anything further.

 

 

Notes:

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Chapter 55: New Developments

Summary:

We meet some new people that will bring some big change for some of the support characters. Some exciting announcements are made along the way.

Notes:

I know, I know. I'm sorry it's been forever. Lots of chaos happening in my life for the last year, but things are finally settling down. I took part of the summer to breathe, and now - hopefully- I'm back. Thank you to those of you who are still with me. I love you all so much. ~QT

Previously on Saved.... After recovering from Blaine's attack, Sebastian returned to the hospital. He and Kurt decide to have Jeff and Nick design them a mountain home for a quick retreat destination. Brittany and Santana moved to New York. Sam his preparing for his first gallery show. Puck and Sugar are thriving with their little family. Chris and Elliott got married!

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

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Kurt walked into the hospital and walked the main concourse toward the cafeteria where he was meeting Sebastian for lunch. As he approached an empty table, a woman came up to him from behind, grabbing his elbow, excitement clear in her voice,  “Oh my god, you’re Kurt!”

He startled at the touch, frowned, and instantly pulled his arm out of her grip as he took a step back. “Please don’t touch me. I don’t-”

“But you’re him right? I’ve seen Sebastian around the hospital before too. I just know you’re him.”

“Ma’am I-”

“Oh my gosh! I read all your articles and I’ve seen Saved , like, three times, and that was before everything else happened.  I’ve even seen some of your old videos. Oh my gosh, you are-”

“Ma’am, please,” Kurt was backing up more and speaking more forcefully. He looked around for Sebastian and noticed several people looking their way, several of them standing or getting ready to jump in.

“Looks like he’d like to be left alone,” a deep voice from behind Kurt said.

Kurt turned to see a black man in his late twenties or early thirties with full sleeve tattoos`and blue scrubs. He approached with his hands slightly raised and in plain view like he had done this before.  He looked at her hospital I.D. “Susan, is it? I’m sure you understand that unwelcomed touch can be quite off-putting, not to mention you not listening to him whatsoever. It’s plain for us normal folk to see that you’re making him uncomfortable. Why don’t you hurry along now, Okay?”

Kurt had realized that he had backed up to be behind this man. When the man said “normal folk” he let out a small huff of a laugh.

“I…Well, I.  Oh gosh.” She looked horrified and leaned over to see Kurt, “I’m so sorry. I got carried away and was excited to see you. I’m so sorry.”

“It’s okay,” Kurt replied softly. “but if you don’t mind,” Kurt gestured to a table, “I’d like to enjoy lunch with my husband in peace.”

She nodded, “Of course. I’m so sorry.” Embarrassed by her own behavior, she scurried off quickly.

The man in scrubs turned around, “Are you okay? I heard your breathing increase a bit.”

Kurt nodded and smiled softly, “I am. Thank you so much for intervening.” He stuck out his hand, “I’m Kurt Hummel-Smythe.”

He shook it, “I know, actually.” When the look on Kurt’s face changed to unsure, he let go of his hand and quickly added, “Hey, no worries.  I’m not some crazy stalker or anything. It’s just unless staff here has been living under a rock, or they are new, we all pretty much know who you are. When your workplace and its security become a news headline, it’s hard not to.”

Kurt took a deep breath, “I suppose so. I was hoping it had been long enough.”

Changing the subject, he introduced himself, “I’m Jordan Williams.”

“It’s nice to meet you, Jordan. I really do appreciate your help.” He looked over and saw Sebastian approaching, “Oh, this is my husband, Sebastian.”

“Hey, Baby.” Seb leaned down slightly to kiss Kurt on the temple. He looked to Jordan, “Hi,” He stuck out his hand, which Jordan shook right away.

“Bas, this is Jordan Williams. A lady recognized me and was a little pushy, but Jordan helped out.”

“Are you okay?” he asked, concern evident.

“I’m fine, Love.”

Seb turned back to Jordan, “Thank you very much for helping. Things have been crazy the last couple of years. People are very ballsy, and even with us taking some extra measures, we’ve found it’s pretty unavoidable.”

“I’m happy to help. I’ll let you two get on with your lunch date. It was nice meeting you both.”

“You too. Thanks again.”

And with that, he was off. 

“Are you sure you’re okay, Babe?”

“Yeah. I just don’t know what to do sometimes when I get caught off guard. I didn’t want to make a scene here where you work. But Jordan was very nice.” He chuckled, “He told her ‘us normal people can tell he’s uncomfortable’, and that kind of helped keep the panic at bay.”

Seb nodded, “Well, I’m glad he was here. He looked really familiar. I must have seen him around here before.”

They enjoyed their lunch together and chatted about their days and a bit about the mountain house. When it was time for Seb to get back to work, he kissed Kurt on the cheek, “Be careful going to Leah and Sam’s.”

“I will be. I’ll text you when I get there.”

Seb leaned in and spoke quietly, “I know Sam wanted you to model for him, but if he asks you to do it nude, just say ‘no’.”

Kurt laughed, “Okay, Sir.”

Seb chuckled and squeezed his hand before heading back up to the Respiratory Clinic.

 

When Sebastian got back up to the clinic, he looked at his charts and headed into the room where his next patient was waiting. 

“Hi, Mrs. Zhang. How is Ena doing?”

“She seems to be doing better.”

He listened to the baby’s lungs with his stethoscope and nodded before he turned to her mother, He frowned slightly at the sight of her, “How are you doing, Mrs. Zhang?”

She answered tiredly, “I’m okay.”

Sebastian took a moment to really look at her. She looked like she was struggling a bit and not feeling well. “Can I get you something before I give Ena her treatment? A water maybe?”

“That would be really nice, thank you.”

“Sure. I’ll be right back.” 

When he returned a minute later, he looked through the window and saw Mrs. Zhang resting her head on the back of her chair with her eyes closed. She opened them when he came through the door and he handed her the water, “Thank you so much. You are always so kind.”

“Well there’s no reason to be anything different. I know things have been hard for you lately, but please make sure you’re taking care of yourself.” 

Mr. Zhang had passed away a few months prior to Ena’s birth. He had been working two jobs; one at a local Thai restaurant, and the other in construction. He was involved in an accident at a construction site and died a week later. 

The couple had no family in Thailand, their home country, or in the states, where they had just become citizens. They had saved for years to come to New York. Their goal was to open a Thai restaurant, but Mrs. Zhang had been diagnosed with cancer when she was five months pregnant. Her husband’s accident happened only a month later. The stress of two devastating blows caused her to go into labor early. Ena was born at 27 weeks with Respiratory Distress Syndrome.

Sebastian was only aware of Ena and her case. He had no idea about what her mother had gone through.

He treated Ena, and when he was finished he picked her up and held her. He looked at Mrs. Zhang, “You have a beautiful baby girl, Mrs. Zhang. She’s so strong.” When he looked back at the woman, she had tears in her eyes. He frowned, and spoke gently, “What’s wrong?”

“I have cancer. I…I don’t know what to do.”

“I’m so sorry. Do you have a good doctor?”

She shrugged, “Doesn’t matter. It’s stage 4. I don’t know what I’m going to do with her.” She had yet to take her eyes off of her daughter. 

Sebastian looked confused, and glanced at her wedding ring, “I’m so sorry. I assumed you were married.” He nodded toward the ring.

“My husband passed away a few months ago. He never got to meet his baby girl.”

“Oh God. Mrs. Zhang, I had no idea. I’m so sorry. What can I do to help?”

She shook her head sadly, “When we came to this country, it was with the goal of opening our own restaurant. We did so much research and saved so much. I could open a place tomorrow, no problem, and know exactly what to do. But never did I research what to do when your spouse dies, or what to do if you get cancer, or what to do with your baby when there’s no one to take care of her. Will she go into an orphanage?”

Sebastian wiped the tears from his eyes and took a deep breath, “I would assume she would go into the foster care system, then be put up for adoption. I can see if the hospital has someone that can help you navigate all of this. It’s so much to handle on your own.”

“So kind. I would like that.”

Sebastian put Ena in her stroller, then hugged Mrs. Zhang, “I’ll see you soon. I’ll do some digging right away.”

 


 

Sam had asked Kurt to model for him because he needed a male figure for one of his paintings. He said no one would be able to tell it was Kurt, but he needed to get the form and lines correct, and he had already tried it without a model, but had no luck.  He also just wanted to spend time with Kurt.

As Kurt stood still in Sam’s studio, he asked, “Are you ready for your exhibit?”

“I don’t know. I don’t think I’ll ever truly feel ‘ready’, ya know?”

Kurt nodded, “I get that, but I think you are.  Seems like there’s plenty of art in here that would be ready for a show, right?”

“Yeah, I have plenty.  But plenty that is where I want it to be?...”

“You’re ready, Sam.  You always have been,” he said with all the confidence in the world.  “This is your big break, I can feel it.”

“Thanks for having faith in me.”

“Always.”



A couple of weeks later, Kurt and Sebastian walked into the Lomex Gallery in Soho with all four of their parents and Finn and Shannon. The gallery was hosting three fresh new artists, each with their own large gallery/room. Sam had paintings, photography, and ceramics on display. 

“This is so exciting,” Carol whispered as they walked in.  “He really did it!”

They all meandered around the gallery. They had noticed Sam and Leah talking to someone, so they didn’t want to interrupt. Now was an important time for him to network. 

All of their friends and families had shown up to show their support throughout the night. The Hummels and Smythes were happy to see the Evans family again. Stevie and Stacey were now freshman in high school and they were loving New York. It had been a couple of years since they visited for Christmas, and this felt completely different for some reason. Maybe it was just their age and ability to really take it all in.  

When Sam got a chance, he made his way over to them all, “Thanks so much for coming. It’s nice to have friendly faces around to calm my nerves.”

“It looks like a good turn out,” Mary said, smiling at her son.

He nodded, “Yeah. I’ve already met a few people who were interested in buying, and one guy owns a gallery in Tribeca and asked for my card. Here’s hoping.”

“I’m sure it’ll work out. Your art is amazing, Sam.”

“Thanks, Robert. I appreciate the vote of confidence.”

 

Sam and Leah stayed at the gallery until closing. Everyone else went out for a while, then Sebastian and Kurt had everyone over for drinks and dessert. By the time Sam and Leah made it back, it was pretty late, but everyone was still sitting around and socializing. 

Sam smiled as they entered the living room, “Sorry we’re late, everyone. I had to stop and get something.”

“What did you get?” Stevie asked, noticing there were no bags or packages in Sam’s possession.

“A fiance,” he beamed, then lifted Leah’s hand to show off her ring. Leah giggled as the room exploded into cheers.

The room continued to buzz with excitement and the couple was showered with love and well wishes. 

“Tell us all about it!” Stacey said, bouncing a bit as she sat with rapt attention on her brother and future sister-in-law.

Leah, who was absolutely glowing, answered, “We wanted some time alone after schmoozing for so long, so we took a walk on our favorite path in Central Park on the way here. There’s this little bridge that crosses over the water. We love this spot because the bridge is silhouetted by the lights of the city behind it. Sam and I stopped to just be present and together and enjoy everything wonderful that happened tonight. He turned me to face him and got down on one knee and asked me to marry him. I think I might have screamed my answer.”

Everyone chuckled, including Sam, “She totally did. Best night of my life.”

After a while, when things settled down a bit, Sebastian pulled Sam aside, “I know you’re already my brother, but I’m so happy it’s going to be official. I couldn’t be happier for either of you. You take good care of her, Sam. You always have.”

“I always will.”

“I know,” Seb answered, patting him on the back. They both smiled as they looked over to see Kurt, Leah, and Sugar talking excitedly about what were undoubtedly wedding ideas. 

“I talked to your dad about a year ago. I told him I wanted to ask her at her graduation, but I just couldn’t wait. Tonight was so amazing at the gallery, but I just… I don’t know. It felt like I needed to make it all complete, like I was almost there, but not quite. I’m not sure that makes sense since it’s my career and my love that I’m talking about, but asking her now just puts the icing on the cake, ya know?”

“I totally know. She makes everything better for you. You’re whole and wonderful by yourself, but with her, it’s just better. So you just happened to have the ring with you?”

“I’ve had it with me since I graduated.”

Sebastian smiled and patted him on the back again.  

Puck approached, “Does this mean they’ll be in wedding mode again for another year or so?”

“Yep,” both Sam and Sebastian replied.  

“You know you don’t mind,” Seb elbowed his best friend.

“I really don’t.” He looked at Sam, “Congratulations, man. We’re so happy for you.”

Sam beamed, “Thanks!”



Most of the family stayed in town and celebrated both Gianna’s third birthday, as well as Thanksgiving the following week. 

Because the Evans were there for a full week, and Leah was out of class for the holiday as well, she and Sam had fun playing tour guide to his family. They got to do and see things that time wouldn’t allow for during the previous trips. They all adored Sugar Shack, having never been to the actual shop, and Stevie and Stacey were so excited during the Macy’s Thanksgiving Day Parade. They saw Aladdin on Broadway, went to the top of the Empire State Building, Ground Zero, the Met, and sprinkled in some super fun restaurants throughout their stay.

As the week came to a close and Sam and Leah took the Evans family to the airport, emotions were running a little higher than normal. 

“Mom, why are you crying?”

She put a hand on both Leah and Sam’s arms as she looked between them, then focused on her son, “I’m just so proud of you. You’ve always been so mature and such a great caregiver to your friends and family. I was nervous about you moving to the big city. But you’ve proven that you can handle anything that life throws your way. You’ve really made a beautiful life here, honey. Your friends are family, you’re succeeding in a field you love, and you’ve shown your beautiful fiance how much you truly love her.” She looked at Leah and rubbed her arm again as Leah wiped away a tear. She looked back at Sam, “We’re just so proud of you.”

“Thanks, Mom,” Sam said, leaning down to wrap his mother in a warm hug. When he straightened, he continued, “You better go catch your flight. We’ll see the day after Christmas, okay?”

One more round of hugs, and they were off. The newly engaged couple headed home to what would surely be lots more wedding talk until the Smythes headed home the next morning.

 


 

Christmas and New Years flew by. It always seemed to. The rest of the winter was going to bring wedding planning, a second art show for Sam in Tribeca, finalizing plans for the mountain house, and…a pole dancing class. They were looking forward to all of it.

Kurt, Jeff, and Chris had decided to take one of Brittany’s pole dancing classes. Leah had been really Bummed that she had a class that night, but she knew there would be other opportunities.  It was her senior year, so she had to buckle down and get things done. She, Sugar, and Jenna were hoping to take another class from Brittany soon. 

Chris and Jeff met Kurt at his place, then they took the car service to Brooklyn.

“I feel fancy being driven around like this,” Chris mused, looking out the window. He rarely rode in a car anymore.

“The car service has been a huge help. I feel so much better and more relaxed knowing that I won’t run into someone crazy on the subway or be overwhelmed by the crowds. Plus Jack is pretty nice, I guess.”

Jack, the driver that Kurt had most evening shifts with, saluted him in the mirror, “I only like you because of Piper.” He reached over and pet her behind her ear.

Kurt laughed, “Uh-huh, I believe it. That’s why three grown men are in the back and the dog has her own seat up front.”

Jack just laughed and didn’t deny it.

Once they got to the dance studio, they thanked Jack and headed inside. Brittany had six poles in the middle of the studio, spaced evenly across the open space. There was a young woman over by the mirror stretching and Brittany came out of a back room when she heard the little bells above the door chime.

“Yay! You’re here!” She greeted them all with hugs. 

She turned to the young woman, “Ginny, this is Chris, Jeff, Kurt, and Piper. Guys, this is Ginny. She’s a student at Columbia.”

They all greeted her kindly, then took their coats off and hung them on the rack by the door. Kurt took Piper to the corner to “place”, while Chris and Jeff joined Ginny in stretching. 

Jeff asked, “So, what are you studying at Columbia, Ginny?”

“Environmental Sciences. It’s my senior year.”

“Good for you. Columbia is amazing. My partner and I got our Masters there, and Kurt’s husband got both his BS and MA there.”

“That’s great! Are you all married?”

“Kurt and I are, but not to each other,” Chris chuckled. “And Jeff and Nick, his partner, have been together for…? How long now?”

“For forever. We’ve known each other our whole lives and made it official back in Freshman year of high school.”

“Wow.”

They all looked over towards the door when they heard the chimes. Another young woman walked in and Brittany greeted her while Kurt joined those stretching.

Brittany came over with the young woman, “Everyone, this is Maya. Maya, this is Ginny, Chris, Jeff, Kurt, and that’s Piper over there in the corner.”

“It’s nice to meet everyone,” she smiled, giving a little wave. 

After a few pleasantries, Brittany began, “I’d like for everyone to feel really comfortable around each other. We’ll be getting pretty sexy, and that can be awkward for some people to do around strangers. So let’s sit in a circle and stretch our muscles while we tell each other a little bit about ourselves.” They gathered around and Brittany showed them a few simple stretches to do while everyone spoke. 

“I’ll go first,” she continued. “I’m Brittany Pierce, and my girlfriend, Santana, and I run the dance studio now. I’ve taught at Kellerman’s for nearly seven years, but most of that time it was at the sister’s studio in Boston. We moved here to take over this location and have loved every minute of it. We’ve both known Kurt since we started grade school, and we met Chris and Jeff our senior year of high school. Jeff and his partner went to MIT for undergrad, so we stayed pretty close.”

Jeff nodded, “Yep. She and Santana kept us entertained all through college. My name is Jeff Sterling. My partner, Nick, and I own Sterling-Duval Architectural Firm in the lower West Side. We moved here for graduate school at Columbia and started our business here to stay close to our friends-family.” He looked at Brittany, who signaled for him to keep going, so he said, “ I’m 25 and a Taurus...” They guys all chuckled and the girls were smiling.

“Chris?” Brittany prompted.

“I’m Chris Gilbert. I went to NYU, where I was a cheerleader, and graduated with a degree in marketing. I work at StrawberryFrog now, and I’m really loving it. My husband and I have been together since my freshman year of college, and we got married last September. He’s a graphic designer and occasionally sings in the band called Burden of Proof. I’m 25 and I’m a Virgo.” He winked at Jeff who chuckled at him.

“Kurt?”

“I’m Kurt Hummel-Smythe. I’m also 25 and I’m a Sagittarius.”

“That’s not enough, Porcelain.” 

“Fine,” he winked at her. “I’ve known Britt and Tana since kindergarten, but we became friends when we were cheerleaders together in high school. We were also in the Glee Club together. I work for Vogue for the time being, but I’m working on some things to kind of kick start my own line of clothing, mostly formalwear.  I married the love of my life, Sebastian, just over 5 years ago.” He nodded to Piper, “Piper is my service dog, so just try to ignore her while she’s here unless I release her.” He looked at Brittany, “Good enough?”

“Good enough.” She looked at Ginny, “How about you, Ginny?”

“I’m Ginny Thompson, and I’m a 22 year old senior at Columbia, majoring in Environmental Sciences. I grew up in Connecticut, and moved here for school, but I’m thinking about staying. I haven’t decided yet. It kind of depends on how things go with my boyfriend, Ryan. So far, so good, but we’ll see. I’ve always wanted to learn how to be a little more comfortable in my body, so I thought I’d give this a try.”

“You’re going to be bursting with confidence when we are through with you,” Brittany smiled. “Maya?”

“I’m Maya Turcot, I’m 20 years old, and I don’t go to school.” She seemed shy about it.

“That’s nothing to be ashamed of,” Kurt said. “School isn’t for everyone. What do you want to do with your life, work-wise?”

“Dance. It’s the only thing I love. I used to take lessons when I was little, but then we couldn’t afford it anymore. Now that I’m making my own money, I thought I’d take a class that could possibly help me make even more money?” She was blushing.

“Nothing wrong with that,” Brittany said as everyone shook their heads. “And don’t let anyone tell you any different. The only issue I think any of us has is that, just like your loved ones, we would want you to make sure you’re dancing with a reputable place and that you are safe.”

She nodded, “Definitely.”

Kurt asked Brittany, “So, how are those poles attached? I know they aren’t always there, so…”

“They’re like tension rods, but also screwed into a support beam in the ceiling. I promise they won’t fall on you. Tomorrow morning, Tana and I will unscrew them, then put them back up for next week’s class. It’s not hard when two people are doing it.”

“Where is Tana?”

“She’s meeting with a realtor friend tonight, but she’ll stop and say ‘hey’ when she’s done.” 

They got started soon after, and they all discovered what Kurt already knew - Brittany was a fantastic teacher. She was patient and kind, always quick to give praise and encouragement.

“I knew you’d be a natural at this,” she patted Kurt on the shoulder after they learned a few sexy dance moves and practiced lifting and spinning on the pole. 

“I’m loving it, Britt. I haven’t done any classes or activities like this since high school.”

“Coach Sue would be proud,” she winked.  

She walked over to Chris, who was spinning around the pole with one leg wrapped around it and the other straight out in front of himself. “You’re a natural, too.” 

“Thanks, Britt. This is fun!”

When she reached Jeff, her smile grew, “You made an excellent pole, but you're an even better dancer.”

“Thank you,” he preened after chuckling.

“I have a feeling there’s a story behind that comment,” Ginny said, raising her brows and looking at Jeff pointedly.

“Let’s just say that Britt can pole dance even when there is no actual pole.” 

The girls giggled as Brittany shrugged.  

They were almost through with class when Santana arrived. She smiled wide and watched as she cocked her hip and crossed her arms. 

Brittany looked at her, “Are the other boy dolphins going to lose it when they see?”

“Absolutely.” 

Maya looked confused, but Ginny was more outspoken, so she asked, “Dolphins?”

“And she was doing so well,” Chris muttered to Jeff with his back to the girls. Jeff chucked and agreed.

“Dolphins are gay sharks. We’re gay, our partners are gay, therefore ‘dolphins’. Straight people are ‘sharks’, and bi people are octopi,” Kurt answered as if it was just another sentence anyone would have spoken. It wasn’t like it was his first time saying it.

Maya tilted her head, “Because they have so many arms?”

“Yep! Many arms and hands to put in, well, many different kids of places.”

The girls nodded in understanding.

With about ten minutes left, they did some cool down stretches and sat in a circle. When Kurt laid back on his back, Piper let out a little whine and came over to him. She sniffed his face as he reached up and scratched her behind her ears, “I’m okay, girl. Just stretching.”

“She’s been so well behaved,” Ginny commented. 

“She’s the best. She’s well trained and we work with her all the time.”

“So are your partners all doing something together since you’re here without them?”

“Yeah,” Jeff answered, “They’re going to another friend’s place for dinner and hanging out with their kids.”

 


 

When Chris was dropped off at home, his husband was sitting in bed reading. He kissed him on the cheek, “I’m gonna shower quick. I feel really gross.”

“Okay.” 

Chris called from the bathroom, “How was dinner?”

“Good.” Elliott heard the water running a few minutes later. He tried to sit and be patient, but he couldn’t. He headed to the bathroom and opened the door, “Did you have a good class?”

“Yeah. We didn’t learn a ton, but it was a great introduction. Britt is a great teacher. This is totally what she should be doing for the rest of her life. It was just us and a couple of younger girls who seemed really sweet.”

“That’s good. Hey, I wanted to talk to you about something that Seb brought up.”

“Sure. Is everything okay?” He finished rinsing out his hair, then opened the curtain a little, “You sound anxious.”

“Well…” He sighed, “He has this patient…He couldn’t tell us everything, but we could tell that it was weighing on him, which is why he brought it up in the first place. Anyway, she’s only a few months old. She was born at 27 weeks and her lungs weren't fully developed. While her mom was pregnant, the father passed away, and the mom had found out she has cancer just before he died. Stage 4. They have no family, Chris.”

Chris had rinsed off and reached to turned the water off and get a towel wrapped around him while Elliott spoke. “What’s going to happen to the baby?”

Elliott stepped closer, “She’ll be put up for adoption.”

A beat of silence passed, then Chris asked softly, “What are you saying, Ell? Do you…?”

“The mom, she wants to meet whoever becomes the parents. She’s been working with someone from Family Services, but she told Seb that she would like to meet them before it’s too late. She doesn’t have much time and they haven’t found anyone she has approved of, so it looks like foster care may be where she ends up. The mom just wants peace, knowing that her daughter is taken care of and with good people. She’s says she’ll just know.”

“What’s the baby’s name?” Chris whispered.

“Seb couldn’t tell us that part. But, I thought, maybe we could see if we’d be a good fit? She needs a home soon, and if Seb could vouch for us with the mom…”

“Ell… Are you sure you’re ready?”

“We’ve both been ready since long before the wedding, Honey. You know we have. We’ve wanted this for so long. I haven’t been able to stop thinking about it. I think I even missed entire conversations tonight because she was all I could think about. I know what it’s like to lose your parents. She...”

Chris had tears in his eyes when he nodded, “I’m scared.”

“Why are you scared? You’ll make a great dad.”

Chris stepped closer, resting his hands on Elliott’s chest and looking up at him, “I’m not scared about that. I’m scared we won’t get her. I…I really want…”

“Her?”

“Yeah. I really want her. It feels right.”

 

Notes:

I would love to hear what you thought. Some more changes coming in the next chapter that lead to some great things! Kudos and kind comments are appreciated!

Chapter 56: Additions and Losses

Notes:

Um... Happy New Year?! So, I'm sorry for not getting this out there sooner. Most of it has been written for months. I was trying to reach a certain page number, then decided, screw it. It is what it is. So here ya go. Sorry if some of seems to not be in detail that you may be used to from me. I could write this story forever, but alas, I can't. If you're still with me, I'd love to hear from you!
Also... I have no idea how adoption works, etc. so just bare with me on that...

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Chris and Elliott came in and sat on the couch across from Kurt and Sebastian. They held hands, and Chris was bouncing his leg, unable to contain the energy and anxiousness he felt pulsing through him.

“Are you okay? You both seem… wound up.” Kurt felt like Chris was going to vibrate in his spot, and Elliott was very fidgety. 

“We’re fine,” Elliott answered. He looked between his friends, “but we did want to talk about something that’s been weighing on us.” He took a calming breath, “Seb, last night, when you told us about your patient-”

“Yeah, I probably shouldn’t have done that, but it’s just been weighing on me too, and I needed to vent.”

“I know it has, but that’s not what I meant. What I mean is- and I don’t think you broke any code of conduct or anything since no names or intimate details were given, but that’s not- it’s not what I meant.”

“Okay,” Seb encouraged, slightly confused.

“Are you talking about the baby whose mom has cancer?” Kurt asked his husband. “I know how hard that’s been for you.”

“Yeah,” Seb answered, putting an arm around Kurt, who rubbed his leg in return.

Elliott took another cleansing breath, trying to focus, and pushed on, “I told Chris about her last night. We both had the same thought. We…we’d like to look into adopting her. Or at least meet her and her mom and see how things go. We really don’t know how any of this works, but we want to see if we’re a good fit.”

Kurt and Seb were silent, a mix of emotions playing on their faces.

Chris spoke for the first time, “We’ve wanted kids for years now. And now that we’re married, the powers that be would be more likely to rule in our favor of adopting as a gay couple. Losing both parents is something we feel connected with, and this has been heavy on our hearts to the point that it’s nearly painful, and it’s only been one day. We slept on it, just to make sure we didn’t say anything to you as too much of a knee-jerk reaction, but…”

“But it feels right,” Ell added. “We were hoping you’d put us in contact with the right people to at least have a chance at making a connection.”

By the time they had stopped talking, Kurt had a hand over his mouth and tears in his eyes. He turned and looked at Seb with the same question their friends seemed to be asking.

“Absolutely,” Seb answered, the awe he felt for his friends showed on his face and was heard in his voice. “We all know you two are going to be fantastic parents, but I don’t want you to get your hopes up too much. I can point you in the right direction, maybe mention it to the mom on the downlow, but other than that…”

“That’s all we’re asking.”

Seb nodded, “I can’t really disclose too much information on the baby’s health. She was released from care at one point, then had to come back. There is a possibility that she will struggle with things for a while. That’s something you need to be aware of.”

Elliott nodded, “We were assuming that she may have some health concerns since she was a preemie, but we’re prepared for that. I have really great health insurance.”

“Good. She only comes in once a week now, but I’ll see what I can do.”

 


 

When Ena was in for her next appointment, Sebastian smiled kindly at his patient’s mother, though his heart broke a little at the sight of Mrs. Zhang. She looked so fragile and had a ghostly look to her tanner complexion.

“How are you feeling, Mrs. Zhang?” he asked as he unstrapped Ena from her stroller. 

“Tired. Just so tired.”

“I’m sure. I’ll take good care of your little one. You just rest.” 

Once Ena’s treatment was finished, Sebastian held her for a few minutes, looking down at her delicate features. When he looked back up, Mrs. Zhang was smiling softly at him. 

He returned the look, “How is finding her a home going?”

She hummed a sound of slight frustration, “I’ve met a few couples. They’re fine.”

“But fine isn’t good enough, is it?” he asked, knowingly.

“No.”

“Well, some dear friends of mine are looking to adopt. I hope you don’t mind, but I directed them to the offices you’re working with. They’ve put in an application.”

She lit up a bit, “I’m sure they’re lovely if they are friends with you and your wife.”

Seb shook his head, “That would be ‘husband’, Mrs. Zhang.” He tilted his head a bit in realization. He asked, “Does that bother you?”

“Who am I to judge? Good people are good people.”

“Well, our friends are also a gay couple, so it’s definitely something you’d have to be accepting of if they stood a chance. Their names are Chris and Elliott Gilbert. They’ve only been married since last Fall, but they’ve been together for years. They are truly a remarkable couple. Chris is in marketing and Elliott is a graphic designer. They’re great with kids. Our godchildren just adore them.”

“Sebastian, you have been so kind, and so helpful. If you love them, then I’d love to meet them.”

 

It happened quickly after that. All of it did. Within a week, Chris and Elliott had met with Mrs. Zhang. They hit it off so well, and all three of them had cried before the meeting was over. 

Mrs. Zhang had wanted them to meet Ena before any final decisions were made from either party. The moment someone from family services walked in with her and placed her in Chris’ arms, they all knew. It was love at first sight. This was it.

Arrangements were made, papers were signed, and their home was prepared- filled to the brim with gifts from the impromptu baby shower Sugar threw for them. 

They spent the next five weeks going to be with Mrs. Zhang in her final moments. They took care of both the baby and mom. They took care of anything Hospice said needed to be done, along with cooking, cleaning, and baby duties. They even took Ena to her appointments with Seb when it became too difficult for Mrs. Zhang. Ena even began staying with them, though they made sure her mother saw her every day. Chris took paternity leave first, then Eliiott would take his.

On an early March morning, knowing Ena was in good hands, Mrs. Zhang peacefully lost her battle. 

Their entire family attended the funeral they gave their new daughter’s mother. It was small and intimate, but full of tears, love, and appreciation of Mrs. Zhang’s greatest gift to them.

And, of course, everyone was head over heels in love with Ena when they finally got to meet her. Gianna and Alex were smitten right away. Puck was holding her at the dinner that Kurt and Sebastian hosted after the funeral. He watched her lovingly as he gently bounced her in his arms, standing by the piano.

“Does she make you want to have another one?” Charlie asked.

Puck smirked at him, “Yeah, kinda. She’s just so tiny. I love it. And the kids love her, so maybe adding a third wouldn’t be so bad.”

They both turned when they heard Seb chuckle. He raised his brows, “What? We all assumed you two would be like a baby making machine.”

“We’ll stick to being a great aunt and uncle to this little one for a bit longer before adding a third. Or fourth or fifth.”

Chris was watching them from the kitchen. He turned to Tori, “Is it normal to want to hold her constantly? It’s like I’m itching for it.”

“Absolutely.” She rubbed his shoulder a bit, “You two are going to be such great parents, Chris. We’re all really proud of you both.”

Chris shook his head, “Don’t make me cry even more than I already have today.”

 

When their court date arrived, all of their New York family, as well as Charlie and Eileen, were in attendance. Hayden played photographer and captured the beautiful moment it all became official. Chris and Elliott were over the moon.

 


 

Ginny leaned over to Maya and whispered, “Chris looks smitten. Tired, but smitten.”

She smiled, “He totally does. Fatherhood is a good look on him.”

“And I didn’t think they could get much sexier…”

The girls giggled and Jeff frowned from where he was on the floor stretching, “Hey! What are you two whispering about? If it’s funny, you aren’t allowed to keep it to yourselves.”

“Nothing!” they both said, pulling out their best innocent looks. 

“Mhmm,” he rolled his eyes. 

After class, Santana came in and overheard her girlfriend talking to the girls in the class about being sexy at the beginning of the routine. She winked at Brittany, and without a single word of communication, they decided to do a little dance demonstration for the girls. The way they moved together spoke volumes about their comfort level with each other, but everyone in the room saw it was more than that. It was intimate and sexy, and by the end, Ginny was fanning herself.

“You okay?” Jeff asked her, highly amused. 

She let out a breath and nodded, “I thought I was straight.”

He shrugged, “Spaghetti is straight…until you add a little heat.”

“And get it wet,” Brittany winked, making everyone laugh. 

Santana approached Kurt as he threw his bag over her shoulder,  “Are you guys all going to see Mercedes show?”

“Like we would miss it!” Kurt smiled. “I am so excited for her. I can’t wait to see her.”

Mercedes’ record deal had been postponed when she didn’t agree to their terms, but eventually it all got back on track. She had been a backup singer on a few albums, but it seemed it was her turn to shine. Her album had been released and was doing pretty well for a fresh artist. She was going on a 10 city tour, and they were all thrilled that she would be in New York soon.

“I’m assuming you’re going?”

“Of course! Even Rachel said she was coming.”

“Wow. Taking a night off on a weekend? That’s high praise for Cedes, coming from Rachel,” he teased. “I’m glad, though. It’ll be nice to have everyone together for her. And I can’t wait for you all to meet Dominic. He’s a sweetie.”

“Looking forward to it.”

 


 

Kurt and Sebastian had been spending many evenings with Sam and Leah trying to find the perfect location for a wedding and reception. The couple didn’t want to have a wedding in a church, since neither of them attended one. They were looking for somewhere fancy, but not too over the top. Somewhere with enough space, but not overwhelmingly so. Somewhere great for photos, but not tacky. It was a balancing act, for sure. 

“I’m really looking forward to this one,” Kurt commented as they climbed the stairs to the American Museum of Natural History .

“Me too,” Sam agreed. “I have high hopes that it’s different and cool, but still classy. I’ve never been here.”

“We came here the summer we first moved to the city. It’s nice. I never thought of it as a wedding location, though. It’ll be interesting to see what they offer.” He looked at his sister.

“I saw pictures online, and looked amazing,” Leah reassured them.

As soon as they walked in, Sam’s eyes became huge, “Woah… Is this the museum where they filmed Night At The Museum ?”

Leah giggled, “Yes. I knew you’d like that.”

He leaned over and kissed her, “I do!”

“Well, that’s the plan,” she winked.

They headed to the information desk and were given directions on where to go to meet with the event coordinator. Once they found him, they were given a tour of the areas that would be used for both the wedding and the reception. He also gave them some ideas of what other couples had done in the past. 

They loved all of it, but just to double check, Sam asked, “Are you sure you don’t mind having a giant whale hanging above us during the reception? You’re cool with that?”

Leah laughed as she answered, “Yes, Sam. I actually like that quite a bit.”

Sebastian nodded, “It adds character.”

“I think so too. It’s different, and it’s sure to be a great time.”

“Well, I love it, but it does seem like a pretty big space. Our numbers are 75 - 100 guests max, and that’s pushing it. This place can hold 800-1200. I think it’s just too big.”

“You’re right,” Sam looked around, a little sad.

“Get used to saying that, Sweety,” Leah patted him on the back. “But I’m sorry if you’re too bummed.”

“No, I’m not. I mean, it’d be cool, but I think it would look weird to try to spread everything out to make it look filled, but it would also look weird if you bunched it together in one area.”

“I agree,” Kurt nodded.

“On to the next place?” Seb asked.

“Yeah. On to the next place. Let me go let them know.”

Seb looked at his watch when she returned, “We’ve got a couple of hours before our next appointment. Let’s get some lunch on the way. Want to try Pappardella?”

“Mmm, yeah. I’ve heard good things,” Leah commented as the others agreed. 

 

They sat outside on the terrace of the Italian restaurant and enjoyed a glass of wine with their meal.

“I’m really looking forward to this next place. The pictures I’ve seen are stunning, and the capacity is much more our speed.”

“What’s the capacity?”

“Outside, 75. Inside, 120.”

“Oh, that’s much better,” Sebastian nodded. 

“I agree with the pictures being stunning, too,” Kurt added. “I’ve heard nothing but wonderful things, and when I mentioned it to Isabelle, she made a face of approval and nodded with enthusiasm.” He chuckled, “She had asked, but was distracted. That got her attention, though.”

Seb sat back and sighed, causing Kurt to frown, “You okay?”

“Yeah, baby,” he patted his belly, “just stuffed. I feel like I need to go exercise now.”

“Because you’re so out of shape?” Sam made a face. Seb was in great shape.

Seb smirked, “I don’t know. I do feel like that right now, but mostly I just need an activity. I’m used to doing stuff, and lately I’ve even been avoiding the gym. It’s getting boring.”

“You could join us for pole dancing.”

“You know as well as I do that if I came to those classes, we would be too distracted with each other for any dancing to actually happen past the five minute mark. Then Jeff would complain every week that we didn’t invite him back to watch.” They all chuckled. “I am looking forward to seeing the routine in a few weeks when the class is over. But I need a team or something.”

“I’m sure there’s some rec. soccer teams starting soon. You should look into it. I’d join you. Sounds like fun.”

“That’s a good idea. I bet Puck would like it too.”

Before too long, they made their way toward 620 Loft and Garden

 


 

Later that night, Jack pulled up in front of the Hummel-Smythe’s building. He looked in the rearview mirror, “Do you need help getting him inside?”

“No thanks. I’ll carry him if I have to.”

“Who’re ya gonna carry? No touchy n’body.”

Sebastian smirked and rolled his eyes, “I’m not touching anybody but you, Baby. Can you scootch this way? Towards the door?”

Kurt frowned and looked at his own door but made no attempt to move, “I got one too.”

Sebastian was out of the car now and leaning in, “Yeah, but this one is on the sidewalk. Come on, Babe.”

“Kay.” Kurt scooted over as much as he could, but it was slow going. 

“Need help, Sir?” Raymond asked.

“No thanks, Raymond. I’ll get his drunk ass upstairs one way or another.” 

“At least you’re sober enough to do it,” Jack chuckled. 

“And, Sir… You have a visitor. Looks like you might be in for a long night.”

Sebastian had just gotten Kurt to stand and pulled his arm over his head to around his shoulder, grabbing him around the waist with his free hand. He frowned, “Who’s here?”

“Mr. Hartford arrived about five minutes ago. He seems pretty upset, Sir.”

“Okay, thanks, Raymond.” 

The man nodded and opened the door for the husbands. Sebastian looked up to see Cameron sitting on the couch with his head in his hands and elbows on his knees. He sucked in a breath when Cam looked up at him. His eyes were rimmed red and still glassy looking. 

“Cam… What’s the matter? What happened?”

Instead of answering, he frowned further, “Is Kurt drunk?”

“Yeah. We were out with Sam and Leah, celebrating the fact that they found a location for the wedding and reception. What happened, Cam?”

“Can… Can I stay here tonight?”

“You can stay as long as you need. You’re always welcome here.”

“Cam?” Kurt mumbled, just catching on to the fact that Cameron was in front of him. He frowned deeply as he studied his friend’s face, then reached for him, wrapping his arms around his neck as he leaned up to hug him. 

Cam closed his eyes and buried his face in Kurt’s shoulder as best he could from his height. “It’s good to see you.”

“Let’s get you both upstairs,” Sebastian guided Kurt to put an arm around him again and Cam took a hold of his other arm.

Once they were upstairs, they practically carried Kurt up the stairs to the bedroom. Piper followed close behind, probably wondering why she didn’t get her normal lovin’. They settled him on the bed and Sebastian undressed him as Cam headed down to the guest bedroom that was furthest away. Once Sebastian had gotten some water and Tylenol in Kurt, he tucked him in and went looking for his friend.

When he didn’t find him anywhere else, he checked the final bedroom. Cam was laying in the t-shirt that had been under his button up shirt and his boxers. His hands were covering his eyes, but he lowered them when he heard Seb come in.

Seb sat on the edge of the bed and spoke softly, “What’s going on?”

“She left me.”

“What?”

“She left. And she left me a fucking ‘Dear John’ letter.”

Seb’s head was spinning at this shocking information. Cameron and Quinn had been together nearly as long as he and Kurt had been. They seemed so happy. “Were you having problems?”

“Not really. I mean, I’ve been busy with classes until December, then studying for the Bar Exam, but we made time for each other. In the letter she said she had met someone else. The apartment… all of her things were gone when I got home.” Tears continued to spill as he spoke.

“Come here,” Seb helped him sit up, then embraced his friend. “You’ll get through this. We’ll help you every step of the way, I promise.”

“Thanks,” he sniffed and wiped his eyes as he pulled back from their hug. “Sorry I didn’t call. I don’t even have my phone. I grabbed my wallet and left.”

“It’s not a problem. Like I said, you’re welcome here any time and you can stay as long as you need to. Can I do anything for you right now?”

Cam flopped back into the mattress, “No. I just want to sleep. Like, forever.”

“I’ll let you sleep then,” he stood, “but only till morning.” As he closed the door to the room, he called back, “Let me know if you need anything at all. You’re not alone, Cam. We’ll help however we can.”

“Thanks, Seb.”

 


 

The next morning Kurt rolled over and mumbled, “Oh holy hell.”

Seb rolled his eyes and shook his head, but there was still a small smile on his lips.

Kurt groaned, “Fuck.”

“Here, Baby. Take some more Tylenol. I’ll fix you some breakfast. In the meantime, take a hot shower. It’ll make you feel better.”

“Kay.” 

He hadn’t opened his eyes yet, so Seb kissed him on the forehead, “Meds are on the nightstand with some water. I’ll be downstairs. I texted Trish to come get Piper for her walk.” Trish was a teenager who lived in the building. She was hoping for veterinary school one day, and had set out to be the dog walker for the entire building to help earn some money for school.

“Kay.”

Sebastian was almost out the door by the time Kurt spoke, or even moved again.

“I had the weirdest dream last night.”

“Another one about walking the runway naked, while a crowd wearing feather boas and sunglasses cheered and clapped for you?”

“Not quite. I dreamed Cam put me to bed.”

“Well he helped. That wasn’t a dream.”

Kurt frowned and sat up, “What?” He groaned at the sudden movement and rubbed his temples to try to help the pain.

“He was here when we got home last night. Quinn left him, Baby. He stayed here last night. Go take care of yourself for a bit, then we can see how we can help. He wasn’t up for a lot of talking last night.”

“Shit.” Kurt continued to sit there with his brows furrowed, trying to clear his head, even after Seb had left the bedroom.

 

Cam still wasn’t out of bed by the time Kurt had made it downstairs. Sebastian had made scrambled eggs, toast, and lots of bacon for his husband. He was plating it as he came into the kitchen. 

“Did you take some Tylenol?”

“Yes, Sir. That and the shower are helping.”

“Good. Maybe this bacon will help more.” Kurt made a face, but Seb continued, “You gotta eat, Baby. The greasier, the better.”

Kurt sighed, “Yes, Sir.” He felt needy when he didn’t feel good. Seb was good at grounding him and making sure he took care of himself just as much as Seb was taking care of him.

Seb made a plate for Cameron and put it in the warmer before joining Kurt at the table with a glass of juice for himself and water for Kurt. “Drink all of it, please.”

“Yes, Sir. Aren’t you going to eat?”

“I ate as I cooked.”

Kurt nodded, then asked, “Cam hasn’t come out at all?”

“Nope.”

“What did he say last night?”

“That Quinn left him a ‘Dear John’ letter and he came home to all of her stuff gone. She said she found someone else. He said they weren’t having problems that he was aware of.”

Kurt shook his head, “That just doesn’t sound like Quinn at all.”

“I know. He was a mess last night, though. I told him he can stay as long as he needs.”

“Of course.”

 

Cam came down a couple of hours later. He told them everything he knew, which wasn’t much. Kurt sat and held his hand through all of it, and having his friends there was definitely helping. Being in a different city was helping too. 

“I don’t want to go home. It’s not the same. I don’t know what to do.”

“Move here,” Seb suggested. When Cam looked confused, he continued, “Stay here as long as you need to. Study for the New York Bar, then find a place here when you’re ready. Call your friends and have them pack up your stuff. Hell, hire a company to do it. You can rent a storage place until you find a place here to move to. We’ll help however we can. So will the rest of the family, and most of us are here now anyway.”

Cam looked at Kurt, “He’s a fucking awesome Dom, isn’t he?”

Kurt laughed, “Yes, he is. The best.”

Seb actually blushed a bit, “Shut up. I take care of the people I love, and you know I love you.”

“Like I said…”

 

 

Chapter 57: A Decision Made

Summary:

Cameron makes a decision about what he wants his next move to be and his family is by his side the entire time.

Notes:

Still much Puck, Sugar, Sam, or Leah yet. Gotta get through this part, though. I miss them and I'm looking forward to when I can bring them back. Next chapter, I promise!

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Chapter Text

 

By later that evening, Cam was feeling a little better. He was still confused and heartbroken, but he didn’t feel like he was going to completely crumble anymore. He could feel the solid foundation of his closest friendships holding him up. He had called Nick and Jeff on Seb’s phone and told them what had happened. They headed over immediately. 

“I called Brantley. He’s going to go get your phone and pack a bag for you, then bring it tomorrow after work. He said he can take a couple days off so he can help if you need him to.”

“Thanks, Nick.”

“He’s welcome to stay here,” Seb offered.

Nick nodded, “I told him between here and our place, not to make reservations anywhere, that he’d have someplace to stay no matter what.”

Cam seemed to not even be paying much attention, lost in thought. He finally mumbled, “I don’t want to go back. I know I said it before, but I don’t even want to even go back to Connecticut, much less our apartment- that apartment. Is that crazy of me? It’d be too hard. I don’t want to go back.” He had his head in his hand and was starting to tear up again. 

“No, Cam, I don’t think it’s crazy at all. I know it doesn’t feel like it right now, but if this was going to happen, it happened during a time in your life when you can pick up and move wherever you want. You can start new wherever you choose and leave Connecticut behind. You could move here, like Bas said, or you could move to Chicago, or Seattle, or Philly where Thad is, or anywhere .”

“What if she comes back?” Jeff asked softly. Everyone looked at him oddly, so he explained, “She might not. I don’t want to say the wrong thing or anything, but I think you need to think about what you want if she suddenly changes her mind. Is what she did forgivable? Would you want to take her back if she asked? Or was this a non-repairable damage type situation? The answer to that is going to tell you if you should even move at all.”

Seb was pissed at Quinn for just up and leaving, and he couldn’t imagine what his friend was going through, but Jeff had a point. “I guess he’s right, Cam. Is she worth fighting for?”

Cam threw his head back onto the couch and sighed, “Two days ago, I would have said ‘yes’ in a heartbeat. But two days ago, I couldn’t have imagined her up and leaving without talking to me. Especially for another man. How can I ever really trust her again? If we got back together, all I would do is worry every time I opened the front door. And I can’t imagine going home right now. I can’t imagine being there at all. We’ve made a mark all over that town. Every single street we took, every business we visited…It’s all stained with her memory. Even being here…”

Nick nodded, “You could come stay with us for now. That might make it a little easier. We have a spare room.”

Cam nodded, “I’ll think about it. I appreciate the offer - from all of you. I love you guys.”

“We love you, too. Whatever you need is what we want.” Kurt was quiet for a moment, then smiled a little, “You know what would make you feel better?” At Cam’s look, he continued, “Baby snuggles.”

Cam smiled back a little, “I can’t wait to meet her. That would be nice, but not tonight. Maybe tomorrow. I think I want to see if Brantley could get some of the guys together and have them move my stuff here. I’m gonna need my friends that are here. You’re my family. I don’t want to go anywhere else. I’ll think about where I want to stay.”

 


 

The next day was dance class, so Chris and Elliott came over to Hummel-Smythe’s before class so that Cameron could meet Ena. When they entered, Chris went straight to their friend and wrapped his arms around his neck, “I’m so sorry, Cam.”

“I’ll make it through with all of you here to help me.”

Chris pulled back and nodded without letting go of his friend, “We’ll be here whenever you need us.”

“Thanks. Let me meet this little angel I keep hearing about.”

Chris smiled as they turned toward Elliott, who was getting Ena out of her stroller. He picked her up and walked towards Cam, “I think she’s just what the doctor ordered?” Elliott smiled, “Cam, this Ena. Ena, this is your Uncle Cameron.”

Cam smiled a full smile for the first time since his arrival in New York, “Oh my god, she’s so freaking cute. She’s still so tiny. Can I hold her? Seb made me wash my hands when George called up.”

Elliott chuckled at that, “Of course.” He handed her over and watched as Cam cooed at her.

He bounced her slightly, then walked to the couch without taking his eyes off of her, “What a lucky baby to have such great daddies.”

“We’re blessed to have her too. She’s been so good with adjusting to the move, and with not having her momma.”

Cam nodded and looked up at them, “How have you guys been? I know that was hard on you too. You got to know her mom during the most difficult time of her too-short life.”

Chris nodded, “It was hard, but Ena is the rainbow after the storm.”

“I’m sorry we- I - couldn’t make it here for the funeral and her adoption.”

“It’s fine. Really. We understood.”

“We gotta get to class in a few minutes. Cam, do you want us to tell Britt and Tana, or do you need more time? Whatever you want is what will happen.”

He took a deep breath and a moment to think and breathe, “Tell them. You can tell everyone, which would probably be best. Even if she came back now, I don’t think I could ever forgive her. Even if I’m wrong… Just tell them.”

Kurt nodded and he and Chris, along with Piper, headed out after a bit, while Elliott, Cam, and Seb hung out with Ena. 

As Cameron held her and hung out with his friends, he knew that staying in NYC was going to be the most healing for him. It was a lot of change in a super short amount of time. He was making major life decisions in what seemed like a heartbeat. But he knew - just knew - that with his friends by his side, he would eventually be just fine. Even if right now, it still felt like being ripped apart from the inside out.

 

 

 

She what!?” Santana shouted, causing Piper to whine and stand at alert.

“It’s okay, girl,” Kurt muttered as he petted his dog. He was glad they had waited until after class and the girls were gone before he said anything. “He’s really heartbroken, Tana, so make sure you get out all your frustrations before you see him. I’m pretty sure he’s going to be moving here. He doesn’t want to be anywhere where there’s too many memories of her.”

“So you haven’t heard from her?” Jeff asked the girls.

Brittany shook her head, “No. I haven’t spoken to her in a few months. God, who the heck could be better than Cameron? He’s like a walking, talking, Ken doll who’s sweet and kind, smart, and has money. He’s perfect.”

“A fucking ‘Dear John’ letter?! For real? What a stupid bitch.”

“Tana…” Jeff frowned.

“What, Jeff!? She can be a bitch and be stupid, even if she is my friend. I can’t believe her.”

“Do you think she’s okay?” Chris asked.

“I was wondering the same thing. Think she’s having a crisis of some kind? She and Cam have been together for nearly as long as Bas and I. I can’t imagine just…leaving. He says they weren’t having trouble, but maybe she thought they were?”

“Trouble or not, that’s no way to treat someone who’s been your partner for years.”

“You’re right.”

“Her eyes didn’t sparkle.” Everyone looked at Brittany, waiting for clarification. She looked at them and shrugged, “Last time we saw her, her eyes weren’t sparkling anymore.”

Kurt got what she was saying. Maybe Cam was so busy with finishing up law school that he didn’t notice there was an issue. He just really wished they would hear from her. He was getting really worried. 

Santana pulled out her phone and immediately called Quinn. There was no answer. She tried three more times before the boys left. Each call was left unanswered.

 

 

 

Shortly after Kurt and Chris had left for dance class, Brantley showed up at the front desk of their building. 

“Can I help you, Sir?”

“Yes, I’m here to see the Hummel-Smythe’s.”

“May I see some I.D. please?” Brantley showed his I.D. without issue or second thought, as he had been told a little about their past back when Cameron and Quinn had come to visit Sebastian in the hospital after being shot. George checked for his name and nodded, “The Hummel-Smythe’s let us know you were coming and you are on their list. Just let me call up to let them know you’re here.”

“Thank you.”

When Brantley arrived upstairs, Sebastian greeted him in the foyer with an outstretched hand, “Brantley, it’s nice to meet you. I’m Sebastian.”

“Nice to meet you, too. Thanks for allowing me to stay here a couple of nights.”

“Any time. Come on in. I’ll take your coat and bags.”

He handed Sebastian his and Cameron’s bags, then began to take his coat off as Sebastian stepped away to move the bags off to the side. He was a decent looking guy, around the same height as Kurt, with brown hair and eyes, and a kind smile. He was softer in the belly, and had no real distinguishable traits, but he did hold a bit of confidence that seemed to only come from someone of money. Sebastian knew it well and was often not particularly drawn to the type when it came to making friends, but if Cameron liked him, he was sure he would too. After all, if Nick had his number, he couldn’t have been that bad.

As soon as Brantley started into the living room after thanking Sebastian for taking his coat, he spotted Cameron sitting in the corner of the furthest couch. “Hey, Cam.”

Cam looked up and gave a half smile, but didn’t say anything, just nodded.

Brantley sat next to him and put his hand on his shoulder, “How are you holding up?”

“I’m fucking exhausted. I’m starting to feel numb.”

“That’s understandable. I brought your phone. I charged it for you.” He handed it over.

Cameron took it, and just stared at it for a long moment. He was almost afraid to unlock it. What if she had called? What would he do if she did? Finally, he mumbled his thanks and slid into his pocket.

“So, have you worked out a plan?”

“We’re getting there.”

 


 

Cameron ended up staying with Kurt and Sebastian, thinking it would probably be best for now. He was comfortable staying there, since he had lived with Kurt before and stayed at the penthouse a lot over the years. It held memories of Quinn, but there would be room for Brantley to stay for a couple of nights, and he could always move to Nick and Jeff’s later if it became too much to bear.

The next day was spent mostly in bed while his friends were at work. He felt like he could sleep for years. When he ventured downstairs after Brantley forced him to get something to eat, he found a box of his favorite muffins on the kitchen island with a note from Sugar that read, “Puck and I are giving you some space, but know we’re here if you need us. Call or stop by anytime. We love you.” He smiled a bit as he opened the box and took a deep whiff of them. They smelled divine.

“She was sweet,” Brantley commented. “She didn’t want me to wake you, so she left a note instead.”

“She’s the sweetest. Her name suits her. Did you try one? There’s nothing better.”

“I did. I might have to move here too, just to get more.”

Cam smiled a little at that, then grabbed one and headed out to the balcony to look out over the city that would likely be his new home. He tried to clear his head, but it wasn’t working. Brantley gave him space when he needed it, but was there to make sure he was taken care of while Cam’s NY friends were at work. He was so grateful he had so many people he could count on when the one person who he thought he could count on the most had abandoned him.

 

 

When Kurt got home, he headed up and knocked on Cam’s open door, “How are you feeling?” He smiled a little as he watched Piper jump in bed with Cam, licking his face.

Cam turned his head to avoid the kiss and distracted her by giving her some lovin’, “I’m okay. I slept a lot today. It felt good. I feel like I may have been sleep deprived before, and not even realized it. Then it made me wonder how many other things I wasn’t realizing.”

Kurt nodded and walked in, sitting on the edge of the bed, “Even if you missed something- or a lot of things- along the way, that doesn’t excuse her just up and leaving.” He wanted to tell him how worried he was, but he didn’t want to put that on his friend.

“I know.” He sounded so worn out.

Kurt patted him on the leg and stood, “Come on. Help me fix dinner. It’ll be a nice distraction.”

“You know I can’t cook.”

“Anyone can cook. I’ll teach you. I’m making a nice chicken and noodle casserole that’s good for the soul. It’ll be your new favorite, and eventually you’ll be begging me for the recipe anyways, so let's go.”

Cam made a slight sound of approval and followed his friend down to the kitchen, with Piper following close behind. He sat himself on a stool at the island next to Brantley, “So how was work?”

“Good.” He went on to tell them about what he had been working on. “I’m not sure how much longer I’m going to stay, though. I have so many designs sketched out, and a few even tangible ones in there,” he motioned with his head into his studio (Sebastian had insisted on not calling it a “sewing room” anymore, since he was a professional now). “I feel like it’s time to really give this a shot, ya know? I mean, I started the process about a year ago, but I think it’s to the point where I can be really serious about it now. I’ve been networking and discussing options with a ton of folks along my journey. I had some major interest when discussing things with a few big names at the last Vogue gala Bas and I went to.”

“That’s great. It’s about time. I knew you were made to take the fashion world by storm. Can’t do that in the role you have at Vogue.com.”

“Exactly,” Kurt nodded.

Dinner was in the oven by the time Seb got home. He changed quickly, then came back down to join them. “How was today?”

“Fine. Slept a lot.”

He nodded, “Have you made any final decisions, or are you still letting everything marinade?” 

Cam wobbled his head back and forth and made a face, “Nothing set in stone, but I think I’ll stay here for now. I’m thinking of having Santana put her real estate license to good use and she can find me an awesome new apartment.”

“I’m sure she’d love to do that.”

“After she calms down,” Cam raised an eyebrow at Kurt, who had not mentioned Santana’s reaction.

Kurt gave him a little sideways smile and nodded, “Definitely after she calms down.”

“How bad was it?”

“Let’s just say I was glad I waited until after the girls in class had left before I told her. A lot of Spanish was spoken.”

The oven timer went off, so Kurt went to take care of that as the others got the plates, drinks, and salad set out and taken care of. Kurt put some trivets on the table and set the casserole dish down, then joined in next to his husband.

“That smells amazing, Babe.”

“Thanks. It’s comfort food at its finest.”

Cameron, just like Kurt knew he would, loved the meal. He was happy to have something bring even a little bit of joy to his friend, plus he knew they’d be able to warm it up for lunch for a couple of days. 

“Between you and Sugar, at least I know I’ll be well fed here.”

“Now I really might have to move here. This is amazing,” Brantley offered. “Can you send me the recipe?”

“Of course.”

Cam frowned at him, “You don’t cook, and neither does your girlfriend.”

“So. Like Kurt said, everyone can cook. I might make an attempt if it means I can have this again.”

 

 


 

Seb was eating lunch in the cafeteria at the hospital when he spotted Jordan approaching. They had seen each other around pretty often in their coming and going after their first meeting, and occasionally had lunch together if the other didn’t look too preoccupied upon first notice. 

He nodded to him just before he took a seat across from him, finishing the bite of his deli sandwich, “Hey.”

“Hey, man. Good day?”

Seb shugged, “Mm, okay. You?”

“Good as any other. How’s Ena?” Jordan had met Chris and Ena when they had lunch with Sebastian after one of her treatments. 

“She’s good. Thriving. I think she’s going to be released from treatment soon.” 

“That’s great news. She’s adorable.”

“Mhm,” he hummed around his bite. “How is your sister? Was it the flu, like you thought?”

“Yeah, but she’s better now. Thanks for asking. She’s dating some new guy. Not sure I approve.”

“What’s wrong with him?”
“I don’t know yet.”

Seb chuckled, “Just…don’t like him because he’s dating your sister?”

“Maybe. You know how it is.”

“Not really. I mean, I know what you’re saying, but my sister is marrying the only boyfriend she’s ever had, and he’s awesome.”

“And you liked him right away?”

“Yep. I knew him before they got together. He’s like a brother to Kurt. He even lived with the Hummels for a couple of years back in high school. He’s a stand up guy, and I’ve always thought the world of him. Now I get to have him as a brother in law.” He took a sip of water, then added, “We could introduce her to Kurt, and he could fix her up pretty quickly. He’s so good at it that we used to call him Cupid over it. Although lately he’s been questioning some of his choices.”

“First, if Kurt is so good at fixing people up, why would we skip straight to my sister? Hello…” he gestured to himself, making Seb chuckle again. “I’m chronically single. For the last few years, anyway. Second, I won’t like anyone my sister dates unless I pick him out. At least not right away. And third, why is he questioning his choices?”

“He fixed up some friends of ours back in high school, and she just walked out on him. Like, ‘Dear John’ kind of walked out. No one has heard from her, and he showed up at our place from Connecticut the same night. It’s been a rough few days.”

“Man, I’m sorry to hear that. Breakups suck, but that sounds extra hard. It’s not Kurt’s fault, though.”

“I know. He knows that, too, but it’s still in the back of his mind.”

“I get that.”

“He’s still good at fixing people up, though. He’s had a hand in a ton of our friends' relationships. Some are even married now.”

“How many?”

“Mmm, well, he doesn’t always ‘fix people up’, but he works some magic. Nudges. With the exception of Nick and Jeff, Santana and Brittany, pretty much all of our coupled friends and family from Ohio and college that we’re still close to here in New York have had a little Kurt-magic thrown their way. Even a couple outside of New York, like our friends Avery and Clay, who got married last year.”

“Wow. We might need to talk.”

“What’s your type?”

Jordan shrugged, “I just want a nice girl who knows who she is. She’s gotta be understanding of me taking care of my sister. It’s hard taking care of a teenager before you’re even in your 30s, but she’ll always take priority with me until she’s grown and on her own.”

Seb nodded, “Of course.”

“I don’t care about appearances too much, as long as there’s an attraction. Don’t care about race or shit like that.” Seb was smirking, so Jordan raised a brown, “What?”

“Maybe I’ll play Cupid. I already have someone in mind. She can never find a nice guy. Thought she did once, and he ended up cheating on her.”

“What’s her name?”

Seb paused, “Let me run it by Kurt, make sure she’s not seeing anyone. She’s better friends with him, since they went to college together. She’s a great girl, though. Smart, pretty, talented. I’ll let you know.”

“You do that.”

“Hey, do you play soccer?”

“No. Played football in high school. Why?”

“I’m thinking about getting a rec team together. Would you be interested?”

“I don’t know much about it, other than the basics. If you’re willing to teach me and the scheduling works, then I’d love to. I need more than the gym.”

“Me too.”

 

 

 

Cameron came in from another break on the terrace and noticed Kurt crying. He was propped up against his husband’s chest as they all watched tv. "What's wrong?"

Brantley answered, “We’re watching The Mentalist and Patrick just gracefully allowed a man to commit suicide because he’s dying and doesn’t want to suffer through his final days. It was very touching.”

“Awe. Ever the big empathic heart,” Cam said, bending over to kiss Kurt on the forehead. 

Sebastian placed a hand on Cam’s forehead immediately after the kiss and pushed him away as he said, “Good thing I love you.”

“I love you, too,” both Kurt and Cam responded, making Brantley laugh as Cam walked away smirking.

Kurt sat up and called to Cam, who was in the kitchen, “Hey, family dinner is this weekend. Are you up for it?”

“Do I have to decide now?”

“Not at all, but I thought I’d give you a heads up. It’s at the Puckerman’s this round.”

Cam nodded as Brantley asked, “How often do you guys have family dinner?”

“We get together as often as possible in individual groups, but the whole big family is usually once a month. We try to make sure everyone comes, just keep us all together, even when things get busy. We can all spare a few hours, and everyone brings something, so there’s no burden on anyone hosting.”

Brantley turned towards the kitchen, “I think you made the right choice deciding to move here.”

 

 

Brantley ended up going home the next day. There wasn’t much he could do until Cameron had found a place to live on his own. He promised to be back with some of their other friends for visits, but for now, Cam was in good hands. 

 


 

Family dinner was good for everyone. They addressed the elephant in the room rather bluntly, and then tried to make Cameron comfortable and relaxed the rest of the night. He enjoyed being around the kids. They gave him interaction without having anything heavy or unsaid between them.

Santana sat next to him, “So what neighborhood are you wanting to move to?”

He put his arm around her, “I was hoping you’d help.”

“You don’t have a choice. You’re stuck with me.”

“I love you, too.”

She patted him on the knee, “So what neighborhood?”

“I don’t know. Something kind of central with other young professionals.”

“Okay. Well, I have a few places in mind. I’ll look into some more options and we can stay focused on the midtown area. What’s your budget?”

“Well, I’m no Hummel-Smythe, but I can do somewhere around 2 mill pretty comfortably.”

Santana smirked, “I love my rich friends. Sounds perfect. I already know of a place in Tribeca, as well as Gramercy Park. We can start there as soon as tomorrow, most likely. I’ll find more in no time.”

“I have no doubt. Thanks, Tana.”

She laid her head on his shoulder, “You’re welcome.” That alone spoke volumes.

 

Notes:

Thanks so much for sticking with me through this. I would love to hear from you! Stay well... It's a germ fest out there right now (as I write this with the flu lol).

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