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Empire of the Dawn

Summary:

Six years after the destruction of King's Landing, winter finally begins to lift. The Six Kingdoms of Westeros are falling apart. Tyrion Lannister, Hand of the King, tries his best, but he is hamstrung by the disinterest and unforgiving cruelty of the Broken King, and the disdain of the Lords of Westeros for either his allegiance to, or betrayal of, the Mad Queen.

In the North, Sansa Stark holds the North firm, but plots are in motion that threaten her rule over her newly independent Kingdom. And further still, beyond the Wall, cold winds rise once more, and a threat thought defeated begins to walk in the white once more.

In Essos, from the borders of the Shadow in the furthest east, to the shores of the Narrow Sea in the west, the continent has united beneath the flag of the reborn Great Empire of the Dawn, its rule secured by professional legions, and an army of dragons.

When Tyrion and Davos set sail to treat with the Empress, they are reminded of one truth: death is not always the end of life. And the fate of the world rests in the hands of the Princess who was Promised, the Second Amethyst Empress...

Daenerys Targaryen.

Chapter 1: Promised

Notes:

"Even after all these years, Ser Barristan could still recall Ashara's smile, the sound of her laughter. He had only to close his eyes to see her, with her long dark hair tumbling about her shoulders and those haunting purple eyes. Daenerys has the same eyes. Sometimes when the queen looked at him, he felt as if he were looking at Ashara's daughter..."

- The Kingbreaker, A Dance with Dragons

"Dominion over mankind then passed to his eldest son, who was known as the Pearl Emperor and ruled for a thousand years. The Jade Emperor, the Tourmaline Emperor, the Onyx Emperor, the Topaz Emperor, and the Opal Emperor followed in turn, each reigning for centuries...
...
When the daughter of the Opal Emperor succeeded him as the Amethyst Empress..."

- A World of Ice and Fire

“Ghosts lined the hallway, dressed in the faded raiment of kings. In their hands were swords of pale fire. They had hair of silver and hair of gold and hair of platinum white, and their eyes were opal and amethyst, tourmaline and jade. ‘Faster,’ they cried, ‘faster, faster.’ She raced, her feet melting the stone wherever they touched. ‘Faster!’ the ghosts cried as one, and she screamed and threw herself forward. A great knife of pain ripped down her back, and she felt her skin tear open and smelled the stench of burning blood and saw the shadow of wings. And Daenerys Targaryen flew.”

-Daenerys IX, A Game of Thrones

"The Prince/Princess That Was Promised shall bring the Dawn."

- Melisandre, S7E2 "Stormborn"

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text


The Flag of the Second Great Empire of the Dawn

The Small Council of the Six Kingdoms sat at the table in the Small Council chamber of the rebuilt Red Keep, looking with a mixture of emotions at the representative of the Iron Bank who had come to treat with them.

Tyrion sat at the head on one side, as befit his position as Hand of the King. Next to him sat Bronn, the Master of Coin, though Tyrion privately thought Bronn was terrible at his job- but he was loyal, which was a trait few could say nowadays. Next to Bronn sat Davos, the master of ships, one of the few members who Tyrion actually trusted. Next to Davos sat Ser Brienne of Tarth, Lord Commander of the Ravensguard. Always torn between duty and honor, Tyrion knew Brienne, even if she privately might be concerned with the rule of Bran, would only betray him in the worst possible circumstances.

On the right sat the least qualified Grand Maester in the history of the realm. Chainless and expelled from the Citadel, Samwell Tarly had somehow held onto his position these last six years through what Tyrion could only assume was sheer, dumb luck- or, possibly, a prior arrangement with the King.

Next to Sam sat the two newest members of the Council. Serving as Master of Laws was Ser Garth Hightower of Oldtown. His selection had been as much a political appointment as anything else- the Hightowers were one of the most powerful houses in the Reach and with the death of the Tyrell family and Bronn’s ascension as Lord of Hightower, Lord Paramount of the Reach, and Warden of the South, to help keep the Citadel in check due to their continuing outrage over Samwell Tarly’s appointment and flounting of their rules and laws, the Hightowers had been granted the role.

Next to Ser Garth sat the final member of the council. The Master of War, Yohn Royce. As Bran was capable of seeing any and all plots before they happened, the Master of Whispers position was viewed as redundant, but as the Small Council traditionally had seven members, the Master of War position was filled instead.

Tycho Nestoris of the Iron Bank sat opposite Tyrion. He smiled as pleasantly as he could, but a visit by the Iron Bank was never anything welcome.

“To what do we owe the pleasure of your visit?” asked Tyrion with as much false welcome in his voice as he could muster. “We are glad to see our friends in the Iron Bank have survived the political transition in Braavos intact.”

“We are fortunate,” agreed Tycho, though Tyrion knew he was lying through his teeth. The Iron Bank was too large an institution for even their new overlords to ever actually threaten so directly. “But as is the way of Essos lately, Braavos recognized the winds of change, and bent to fate.”

“I’m sure,” agreed Tyrion.

The news from Essos had been of great suprise to Westeros. It had started as whispers out of the farthest east- that the ancient nations close to the Shadowlands beyond Asshai, Yi Ti and Leng, had both bent the knee to a new ruler called the Amethyst Empress, who had marched out of the Shadow with powerful armies- and dragons. The Asshai had always said dragons lived in the Shadow, and apparently that had been true. The number of dragons was unclear, but it was definitely more than one.

The Amethyst Empress had proclaimed the rebirth of the mythical Great Empire of the Dawn, though most just called it ‘the Empire’. Her legions, so they were called, had continued their conquest westward. In but a few short years, her armies swelling with every conquest, all of Essos had joined the Empire. Some by conquest. Some fully willingly. Some by a combination of the two.

The Bay of Dragons had been the first lands to bend the knee of their full free will- well, somewhat. The slavers had taken back over after word of Daenerys Targaryen’s death had reached them, but the slaves had risen back up with Imperial support and joined the Empire willingly.

From there the Empire had swept into the- now former- Free Cities. Volantis, mightiest of them all, had been first to fall. Most of the rest, now dreading the day the Imperial legions arrived at their gates with dragons overhead, had bent the knee completely willingly. Braavos had been among the last, but by all accounts, the most eager- the Empire was fiercely anti-slavery, and the Iron Bank had integrated itself into the new order like the parasitic worm it was, becoming the primary treasury for the vast wealth of the Empire.

Most of the rest of the known world uniting under one nation was not missed by the Westerosi kingdoms, and they feared the day that Imperial armies might board ships and came across the Narrow Sea. Privately, Tyrion thought- and he knew Davos and Brienne agreed- that they were probably fucked if they did. Westeros had been unable to fend off one dragon, and the Empress had at her disposal a great many.

And it was obvious Essos was falling under her rule more firmly. Less and less ships came into the harbor with the sigils and coats-of-arms of their former independent nations, and more and more with the Imperial sigil- an amethyst on a white field. Even many of those that had different sails flew the Imperial flag now- the amethyst to the left of a white field, the right-most side bearing an amethyst stripe.

Westeros was still weak and the Six Kingdoms divided. Even with winter lifting its spell from the continent, they were not at all ready to resist a foreign invasion. Dorne was more unruly than ever, and Tyrion was sure they would be declaring independence relatively soon. The Iron Islands had apparently remembered Daenerys’s agreement to make them independent the moment Yara set foot on Pyke again, and had declared herself Queen of the Iron Islands. Yara had playfully remarked in her letter that she had “kind of forgot.” Gendry Baratheon, bless him, was learning on the job, but he was one of the few Lords Paramount doing well. Bronn was a disaster in the Reach, only propped up by Tyrion keeping the most powerful Reachman houses mollified. The Westerlands were Tyrion’s in name only, and they despised him for his murder of his own father. The Riverlands were only beginning to heal now that spring was here. The Crownlands were still laboriously recovering from the War of the Five Kings, the War of the Two Queens, and the Burning of King’s Landing. Only the Vale remained intact, though its wars with its mountain clans had become more even now that a great many of their famous knights had perished at the Battle of Winterfell.

Of the two realms on the continent, the North was still relatively stable, though Tyrion privately suspected that was because Sansa’s carefully managed food stores, designed to last the entire North for five years, had been able to be stretched thanks to the fact that her kingdom had suffered a great loss of life in the invasion of the White Walkers. Work on repairing the Wall went well, though Tyrion doubted it would ever truly be needed again. Sansa, at least, seemed to remember that the White Walkers had been thought defeated once before. The South didn’t send men to the Night’s Watch anymore. Bran just didn’t seem to care.

It was not helped that Bran was, Tyrion had come to suspect, a terrible choice for king. He cared little, if any, for the state the Six Kingdoms had found themselves in. Starving, angry peasants… the resurgent Faith of the Seven and their anger at a ‘follower’ of the Old Gods being King… greedy merchants. Bran preferred to lose himself in the past, rather than the future. Only the Empire’s conquest had truly seemed to interest him. Specifically, he was concerned that he could not see the Empress, or near her, and as her influence grew, his sight diminished. It was increasingly hard for him to peer into Essos now.

Normally in a kingdom with a disinterested ruler, things would then fall on the Hand, but Tyrion was too despised for most of Westeros to listen to him. Cersei’s supporters and the ones who had opposed Daenerys hated him for ‘bringing her’. Everyone else hated him for betraying her.

And still doubts whispered at the back of Tyrion’s mind about that day, the day Daenerys had gone mad and destroyed the city, the day Tyrion had convinced Jon to kill her. It had only truly become apparent to Tyrion that that day was uncommonly celebrated to everyone other than a few in Westeros when he had read Samwell Tarly’s so-called “historical” book.

Far beyond Tyrion having not been mentioned at all- a fact that honestly impressed him as much as it infuriated him, given his checkered yet important contributions to the years- Daenerys had been turned into history’s greatest monster. Things Tyrion knew were not true. That she bathed in blood. Sacrificed nobles by the thousands for sexual pleasure. Laid with horses, and had laid repeatedly with Viserys, murdered him, nearly bore his child, miscarried it only to eat it, and then burnt her husband as a sacrifice for dragons. Tyrion at times was tormented by nightmares of a bloodthirsty queen with glowing red eyes and blood running from her mouth, turning to a shy young woman who offered him a pin shaped like a hand. He had no clue how they had reached that point. Sometimes he dreamed of a spider with blood dripping from its fangs, the blood bursting into flame when it hit the ground.

Tyrion knew Samwell hated Daenerys for killing his father and brother, but to go so far, to attempt to rewrite history, all because of the execution of his family...

Though Tyrion disagreed with the method of execution, he did not dispute that the deed had, perhaps, been fully justified. Oathbreakers were executed, and Daenerys had been far more merciful than she had needed to be by rights, given that the Tarlys had betrayed House Tyrell, sacked their castle, and helped kill the last few scions of that family.

Tyrion looked at Tycho interestedly, shaking himself out of his reverie. “It isn’t often the Iron Bank sends a representative. How can we help you?”

“I have been sent to inform you of an alteration to the debt,” said Tycho. Tyrion frowned. The debt had been being paid regularly and on time. To prevent the risk of further instability. Especially now that Braavos flew the Imperial flag, and thus could call on the might of the Empire’s legions to bring Westeros to heel.

“What sort of alteration?” asked Tyrion.

“You no longer owe the Iron Bank anything. Rather, the Amethyst Empress has seen fit to purchase the debt from the Iron Bank. She and her court are the ones who you shall pay now.”

Tyrion thought that over. That rather complicated matters. The Iron Bank, despite its might, was a bank. Banks cared for the sweet song of numbers, not politics. So long as the debt was paid regularly, they were content.

The Empire represented a rather different animal entirely. They could call it in full tomorrow and use the inability to pay as justification for immediate invasion.

“Why?” asked Davos simply.

“Her Majesty’s whims are not our purview to guess,” said Tycho simply. He stood. “I believe that is all.” He bowed and left.

“Is this good or bad?” asked Bronn, showing his stellar incompetence at the role of Master of Coin.

“We can't guess their motives,” said Tyrion. “Perhaps the Empire is merely buying the Iron Bank’s favor… or perhaps they’re seeking to throttle us and invade us.”

“Can the King tell us anything?”

Tyrion privately thought no, but expressing such sentiments might be considered treason to the right ears. “Perhaps. We should consult with him.”

Davos shot Tyrion a glance that indicated he shared Tyrion’s thoughts.

“I think that’s all on the agenda for now,” said Tyrion. They all stood. Tyrion started to make his way to the throne room, where the King was usually perched upon the platform that allowed his wheelchair to serve as a throne. Davos followed him, falling into step beside as they entered the throne room.

Tyrion glanced up at the repaired window, inside of which was hung an iron symbol that looked like a raven.

“I cannot tell you why the false Empress has purchased our debt,” said Bran in his ethereal manner. Tyrion sighed. Of course Bran had been watching the meeting. But again he referred to the Amethyst Empress as the ‘false Empress.’

“You keep calling her the False Empress,” said Tyrion. “What is so false about her?”

“The only one that could truly have restored the Great Empire died alone, childless and betrayed,” Bran said.

“And who was that?”

Bran gave a slight smile. “It doesn’t matter now. Destiny was fulfilled. She was pierced by the spider’s fangs in its death throes, and they ran with the venomous blood of serpents.”

Another riddle. “What should we do about this?” asked Davos, more to Tyrion.

“I have been thinking about this matter,” said Bran. “I cannot see her… my knowledge is limited. Perhaps it is time we follow the example set by Lord Varys, and seek out a different sort of little bird.”

“To do so,” said Tyrion, “we would need a Master of Whispers.”

“We do not have time, I fear. The reckoning is coming soon. I need information.” Bran looked at Tyrion. “We need someone to meet her.”

Tyrion paled. “I am your Hand,” he said. “I should remain at your side.”

“I can’t trust any of the rest of them. Not to successfully gain what I need to prove her fake.”

“And what do you need?”

“Her eye color. The Gemstone Emperors always were named for the color of their eyes… the last Amethyst Empress had a very specific eye color. Her last true heir shared it. If she does not have that color… she is fake.”

“Anyone could tell you an eye color,” said Davos.

“But only Tyrion could keep why he is there secret. It cannot be the true Lightbringer. We need to know that they are fake… and then sunder her empire. This is an order. You shall sail within the week. She has set up her court at Volantis for now.”

Tyrion bowed, unable to refuse an order- and keep his head. He and Davos left.

“I’ll be coming with you,” said Davos. “Somebody’s gotta keep you from bankrupting the Six Kingdoms through whores.”

Tyrion nodded, though he was sure Davos had a different thought.

Neither were sure if they would bother sailing back to this failing land. Tyrion long ago would have fled North if he could.


Black Betha, Davos’s new ship- tastefully named the same as his old one, which had sunk at the Battle of the Blackwater- made port in Volantis. At once the port authorities accosted them.

“I am Lord Tyrion Lannister,” said Tyrion. “Hand of the King to King Bran of House Stark, of the Six Kingdoms of Westeros. This is Ser Davos Seaworth, Master of Ships. We seek an audience with Her Imperial Majesty, the Amethyst Empress.”

The port magistrates exchanged a glance. “We will send word to the Imperial Palace,” said their chief. “Please wait on your ship.”

It was an hour or so later that a group of heavily armed soldiers, with spears, swords, and heavy violet shields came down. They were led by a man in splendid armor and a flowing purple cape. On his back was a greatsword, pale like moonlight.

“Imperial Guard,” warned Davos to Tyrion as soon as he spotted them. Even in Westeros they knew of that group. The Imperial Guard were the personal bodyguards of the Amethyst Empress. Their closest equivalent in the Six Kingdoms was the Ravenguard, but there were more of them- two thousand, Tyrion had heard.

“Tyrion Lannister,” said the man at their head.

“I am,” agreed Tyrion.

“Davos Seaworth,” said the man to the Onion Knight.

“Aye,” agreed Davos.

“What business does the Broken King have with Her Imperial Majesty?”

“We have been told that the Empress has purchased our debt from the Iron Bank,” said Tyrion. “We are here to discuss what she intends to do with it.”

“Is that all of why you’re here?” asked the man skeptically.

Tyrion nodded as convincingly as he could. “It is a great change in matters. We would like to maintain positive relations with the Empire.”

“Would you?” The man looked at Tyrion with calculating purple eyes. It caused a shiver in Tyrion. Purple eyes… his nightmares of a young shy woman offering him a pin seemed to become more vivid. “You are to come with us.”

“Understood,” said Tyrion. The Imperial Guard fell into positions around them as they were taken through Volantis. Last time Tyrion had been here, red priests had been preaching that Daenerys Targaryen was the promised one who would remake the world. She certainly had tried, Tyrion mused.

The townsfolk- many of whom still bore slave tattoos, even if they were obviously no longer enslaved- cleared out of the path. They were led to the Imperial Palace, a large structure constructed by the Empire to serve as their headquarters.

“We’re out of sight,” said one of the Imperial Guards in a heavy Volantene accent when they were through the outer gates.

The commander nodded. “Shackle them,” he said.

At once Tyrion and Davos were seized. Guards shackled the two of them, hands and feet. “We’re envoys!” protested Tyrion.

“Or spies,” said the commander.

“Who are you?” asked Davos. “Your accent is Dornish.”

“I am the Lord Commander of the Imperial Guard,” said the man. “Her Imperial Majesty’s uncle. Ser Arthur Dayne.”

A name from the grave.

“The Sword of the Morning,” said Tyrion. “You were part of the Targaryen Kingsguard. You… died.”

“I did,” agreed Arthur Dayne. “But death is not always the end of life.”

“Not for those chosen by our Lord,” said a mysterious voice from the doors. Out stepped a woman in a long red robe. Tyrion’s eyes instinctively flicked to the low cut exposing her ample cleavage, but he was not fool enough to allow any fantasies of bedding a red priestess. Especially not this one.

“Lady Kinvara,” said Tyrion hesitantly. She was part of the reason Tyrion had been scared of coming to Volantis.

“Tyrion Lannister,” greeted Kinvara. She knelt down and caressed Tyrion’s face. “Do you fear me?”

“Last time we met, you were preaching on behalf of Daenerys Targaryen,” responded Tyrion. “You swore that if we served the same queen, I had nothing to fear from you.”

“And then you betrayed our queen,” responded Kinvara. “And so now you fear me. You are wise to do so… but in this, you are misplaced. The Empress wishes to meet with you… and she is the one you should fear.”

Something was nibbling at the back of Tyrion’s mind, but he shelved it. It was not the time to be distracted. He was in danger, he knew.

Did Bran know? Was this his plot to get rid of his troublesome Hand? Was Tyrion even troublesome?

“You say you’re the Empress’s uncle,” said Davos. “That would make her father your brother?”

“My sister Ashara, her mother,” responded Arthur.

“I remember Lady Ashara,” said Tyrion. “I saw her at the Tournament at Harrenhal. She was sitting in a box with Prince Rhaegar and Princess Elia Martell.”

“She was,” agreed Arthur.

“She danced with Eddard Stark. Was he her father? I’m familiar with her siblings, in that case.”

“You are familiar with one of her siblings.” Arthur smirked. “Ashara was more to Prince Rhaegar than lady-in-waiting to his wife.”

“Ah, a mistress to a loveless marriage," said Tyrion. "I imagine it must have burned her when Prince Rhaegar crowned Lady Lyanna. That would make your Empress a Targaryen bastard.”

“So much more than a bastard,” said Kinvara. “She is the one who was promised, who shall remake the world. She has passed beneath the shadow and touched the light, and become who she was born to be. She brings the Dawn. She is the Lightbringer.”

“You had a different chosen one last time we spoke.”

Kinvara smirked sinisterly. “All is as He meant it to be.”

A woman entered. She looked at Tyrion disdainfully. He recognized her. Ashara Dayne. Her violet eyes narrowed at him.

“Sister,” said Arthur. “Is she ready?”

“Nearly,” said Ashara, looking at Tyrion. It took him a moment to realize she was staring at him in abject, pure hatred. Something about her expression… it unnerved him.

“Lady Ashara,” said Tyrion, with far more confidence than he felt. “I see rumors of your demise are exaggerated.”

“No rumors. Death is not always the end of life. I gave myself to the storm so my daughter could live, and I was reborn to watch over her from the shadows. So she could fulfill her destiny, as painful as it was. When she awoke, I got to hug her for the first time since she was a babe. Since my death paid for her life.”

Ashara knelt before Tyrion and looked him in the eye. “You had best hope she is merciful,” she whispered, “for if she is not… I will inflict such horrors upon you that you will long for a death that will not come.”

A page appeared at the heavy doors leading into a great room. “The Empress has called for them,” he said.

The Imperial Guards practically lifted Davos and Tyrion and carried them in. It was a great room, dominated by a large series of stone tables forming a circle, behind which sat ornate chairs. The center of the circle was carved in white marble surrounding the purple amethyst sigil of the Empire. This, Tyrion realized, was the meeting room of the Elder Council, the high advisory body of the Empire.

At the far side, before no tables, sat the Dawnthrone. Few laid eyes upon it, so Tyrion had never heard of what it looked like. It was an ugly thing, made of dark metal, lumpy and misshapen. It at least looked more comfortable than the Iron Throne, as it wasn’t made of swords.

Tyrion and Davos were set down in front of it. It was empty. Tyrion could not stop staring at the throne. It was a new Iron Throne, he realized… but it wasn’t forged of the iron swords of the Empress’s enemies.

It was made of the broken chains of the slaves she’d freed.

“I know it hasn’t been ten years,” said a voice from behind Tyrion. A most familiar, feminine voice. Light footsteps sounded. “That’s what you and Jon agreed on, wasn’t it? It’s only been six. But tell me, Lord Hand. Do you still doubt if it was right?”

Tyrion turned.

Daenerys Targaryen looked as beautiful as Tyrion remembered. Certainly far more healthy than her last days in Westeros, her hair seeming to shine, her skin polished, her violet eyes looking at Tyrion with a mixture of disgust and regret. She was wearing clothes much like she had in the heady days they had been on Dragonstone, but she had abandoned the black and red of House Targaryen.

Instead, her dress was white, with purple accents upon the edges of her sleeves and her shoulders. Her silver chain flowed over her shoulder and breasts like it had in her first life, but rather than a three-headed dragon brooch, she wore a gigantic amethyst wreathed in silver on her right breast. Clasped to it was still a half cape that flowed over her shoulder, but it was of pure purple silk, not red and patterned after dragon scales. Her hands were clasped in front of her in white gloves. Her riding breeches of leather underneath her dress’s split skirt were white as well, as were her boots. Her neck was covered by a purple shirt underneath her dress.

“You’d burnt the city to the ground,” said Tyrion. “It had to be done.” If he was to die, he'd go out defiant.

“By the man I loved?” shot back Daenerys.

“He was the only one who could have gotten close… you killed so many people. You killed my brother. You killed my sister.”

“Your sister was a monster who tried to kill you many times.” Daenerys circled around and sat in the Dawnthrone. She was quivering in anger. Perhaps sensing she was near the edge of her control, she glanced at the Imperial Guard. “Leave us.” They all left, except for the Empress’s mother and uncle, and a young man, the page who had fetched them. His face had become blank and emotionless.

“Take all the people my sister killed,” responded Tyrion. “All the people your mad father killed. Add them up and they don’t add up to half of who you killed that day. You had become everything you had sworn to never be. The Mad Queen.”

Daenerys looked at the ground. It was only after a moment Tyrion realized tears were running down her cheeks. “He was never my father,” she said quietly. “But that was all anyone could ever see me as. The mad king’s mad daughter. You all saw exactly what you wanted, regardless of the truth. We all have regrets, Tyrion.”

“We do. I regret that I ever betrayed Varys for you.” At that Daenerys looked up at him in anger, her tears ceasing. “He was the only one of us that saw your mental state clearly. All he did was send word to the Lords of Westeros that Jon had a better claim than you, and you murdered him for it.”

“He was having a serving girl put poison in my food,” she responded quietly.

“Then I regret that I betrayed him before he could succeed. How many more would live if you had died?”

Daenerys laughed at that. It sounded rather mad. “All your learning and you still don’t see,” she said. “None of you see. Varys didn’t fail. He succeeded.”

Tyrion was confused at that. He shook his head. “If he succeeded, you would have been dead. I don’t believe you.”

“The spider’s fangs ran with the blood of serpents,” responded Daenerys. “I thought you would be clever enough to have figured it out after all this time. Even as he died, his fangs pierced me and set in motion my final downfall.”

“You’re mad,” responded Tyrion. “If he bit you, it was all he could do. His fangs ran with dragon blood, and it burnt him.”

“Dragons aren’t serpents,” responded Daenerys. “And blood can be venom.”

Tyrion turned, but then he remembered what Bran had said at his last meeting.

She was pierced by the spider’s fangs in its death throes, and they ran with the venomous blood of serpents.”

The venomous blood of serpents. Dragons weren’t serpents.

Basilisks.

Tyrion suddenly froze, horrified. Basilisk’s blood. A rare poison. If eaten or drunk, it induced in any creature, warm or cold blooded…

“... violent, savage madness,” finished Tyrion out loud.

“Come again?” asked Davos. Daenerys smiled slightly with satisfaction, but her eyes showed nothing but a thousand-yard stare.

“Basilisk’s blood,” said Tyrion to Davos. Seven gods… He turned back to Daenerys, who was looking at him with grief in her eyes. “Varys would never-”

“It would have been too obvious if he’d poisoned me dead,” responded Daenerys. “That was not his goal. If I had died suddenly, you, Grey Worm, Jon… you’d all have figured it out within moments, and he’d have been immediately executed. No, his attempt was much more subtle. Have a servant put a few drops in my food… go around telling everyone who would listen I was going mad, when all I was doing was grieving the death of my child, my sister-in-heart… suffering the rejection of the man I loved.

“Eat the food… appear to fall to the Targaryen Madness. Jon takes the throne… the controllable puppet Varys always sought. Me? I don’t know what his plan was for me after that.”

“But he’d never have put the city at risk like that,” responded Tyrion.

“He didn’t intend to. He wanted me to go mad while I was watched, so he could convince you and Jon and others that my mind had broken, and you would have restrained me while discussing how I certainly cannot rule anymore. I had seen the fear of the little girl who brought me my meals. I knew there was poison in it. Not what kind, I was sure he was trying to kill me. I executed Varys, but his little bird did not stop his plan. The next day, I ate for the first time in a week, before the battle… I thought you had betrayed me, my only last real supporter. I knew there was a chance it was poisoned. I didn’t care anymore.

Tyrion stared at the ground in horror. It made too much sense. With Bran confirming it independently… he knew it to be true.

She’d been poisoned. She’d not been in her right mind.

She was innocent.

Tyrion had convinced Jon to murder the woman he loved… and she’d been innocent. Not in body, perhaps, but her mind had been compromised.

“It was wearing off,” said Daenerys. “I wanted to forgive you. I was… becoming horrified. I’d started believing I had gone mad.”

Daenerys stared at her knees. “I loved you like a brother, Tyrion,” she said, tears running freely now. “But everyone I loved never saw me as anything but the Mad King’s daughter… it was so easy for you all to just believe I had gone mad…”

“You’d…”

“I can never forget what the poison made me do,” whispered Daenerys. “I see it every time I close my eyes… I see the burnt bodies of the children. I see you staring at me in disgust as my mind begs you to tell me, this isn’t right, something’s wrong… I see the moment Jon decides to do what he did… I hear him pledging I will always be his queen… I feel his hand going to his belt and drawing a dagger as he kisses me, and while I’m distracted, I remember the man I loved putting it in my heart.

Tyrion fell to his knees. He’d never known… he’d not known that Jon had done it in that manner. He could almost see it before his eyes. Brave, honorable, Jon Snow, murdering the woman he loved… because Tyrion had been too stupid to see the truth of what had happened.

“I’m sorry,” said Tyrion, crying in earnest himself now. “I’m so sorry. It never felt right… never. I was too blind to see it. I… it’s all my fault.” He took a deep breath. “Execute me. Please.”

Daenerys looked over Tyrion, then glanced at the page who had remained behind. Still emotionless, the man nodded. Daenerys closed her eyes before looking back down at Tyrion.

She climbed down from the Dawnthrone and knelt before Tyrion. He was too ashamed to look up at her. Her gloved hand reached for his chin and pulled his face to look at her.

“Will you betray me again?” she asked.

Tyrion shook his head. “I’m so sorry,” he repeated. “So sorry…” Daenerys shot another glance at the page, who again nodded.

She then pulled Tyrion in and hugged him. Tyrion leaned into her, unable to hug her back because of his chains, and they cried against one another, and for a moment, she was no longer the most powerful person in the world, and he was a man who had found something he’d long since lost.

“Please don’t make me your Hand again,” joked Tyrion after a few moments.

“You’re in the Empire now,” said Daenerys. “We don’t have that position.”

“Thank the gods.”

When Daenerys stood, she turned to Davos, who was watching and had a few tears running down his own cheeks. “I’m sorry too,” he said.

“Ser Davos,” said Daenerys. “Have you ever done a thing wrong in your life?”

“I should never have let Jon push you away. We never should have abandoned you like we did.”

Tyrion frowned. He had not considered Jon in this. He glanced at the Dawnthrone. “You know once word of your identity becomes more widely known,” he advised, “certain people might again prefer a man…”

“Sansa Stark, you mean?” asked Daenerys. Tyrion did not respond, which was all the confirmation Dany wanted. She snorted, her tears drying. She sat once more in her throne, her hand rubbing the melted chains on her armrest almost lovingly. “Let her try. I don’t care that Jon is my brother, or older than me. This Empire doesn’t trace descent from Aegon the Conqueror. It traces descent from me because I made it. I have the only claim.”

Davos and Tyrion exchanged a glance. The Jon matter had to be settled… but both knew one truth: they were not returning to King’s Landing.

They served the Empire now, and they were glad of it.

Notes:

Resurrection fic? That's so... retro.

Here's some stuff to note:

1. I don't do the PoV system. I love it. If I felt my writing style suited it, I'd happily engage with it. But I like to flit in and out of the characters minds' freely to show what they're thinking. I hold to it sometimes. But other times we bounce back and forth, back and forth.

2. I love dialogue. Love it. Be prepared for long conversations and monologues at times. Most of my story is talking, because boy, do these people have some shit to talk through...

3. I don't enjoy padding or filler. If a scene doesn't serve the overall storyline, I don't write it. Case in point in this chapter: we jump from King's Landing straight to Volantis. I don't need to show you Tyrion or Davos on an unremarkable ship journey. It took a few weeks. Tyrion drank wine. Davos captained his ship. Get to the meat. Get to the most obvious reveal in history. I want it. You want it. Ghost wants it.

NEXT TIME:
1. The "Jon" Matter Gets Discussed
2. We check in with Arya over in Meereen (wonder what she'll discover there...)
3. The author poorly justifies that Dany rules a goddamn continent and nobody in Westeros knows it.

Chapter 2: Siblings

Summary:

“You may be as different as the sun and the moon, but the same blood flows through both your hearts.”

- Arya II, A Game of Thrones

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

A few weeks before...

For Jon Snow, every day of the last six years, since That Day, had been like a nightmare he could not wake up from.

How had he been so wrong about Daenerys? That was the question that fluttered through his mind, endlessly. He barely dreamt anymore- he had not since his death and resurrection- but he was grateful for that. If he dreamed, he was sure they would all be of her, the blood running from her lips, the betrayed look in her eyes… Drogon poking her body with his nose and calling out in grief, before turning his furious gaze on Jon, the violet, dead eyes of his mother reflected in his…

He was glad he was not king. How could he be? He had supported a monster, that was what the world had told him. He had fallen in love with a woman who he truly believed in, and yet she had suffered horrid loss and endless grief, and in the end had proven herself the tyrant her enemies always claimed she had been.

When the word came that he was being exiled back to the Wall, he had accepted it. He deserved it. Probably worse, his guilt told him.

His rational mind and eyes told him that he had done the right thing.

His gut… his instincts, though told him… it had been a colossal, massive, crime against nature. That the world itself had torn itself asunder in grief at what he had done, as Drogon had screamed in grief.

Oathbreaker.

Queenslayer.

Kinslayer.

He had murdered the woman he loved… he had murdered his own kin.

Tormund had been waiting when he got back to Castle Black. Tormund didn’t judge. Tormund kept an eye out for Jon, even as Jon failed to keep an eye out for himself. Jon had no intention of ever saying the words of the Night’s Watch again. He left. Who would trust him to keep an oath?

At the start, Jon woke up every day wondering why he bothered to get out of bed.

He’d had one of his few dreams, and rather than process it… he had spent the next day blind drunk. In horror.

The dream had occurred a few times since, but Jon hated it. He hated what it was telling him. He couldn’t accept it, he couldn’t bear with it. He refused to think about it, even as he knew in the back of his mind, he had accepted it.

He prayed every time he went to bed to wake up and to discover that the lengthening years had been nothing more than a bad dream.

Tormund was probably the only reason Jon was alive. When he was so drunk, Tormund watched him. Kept him alive.

After a few moons, Jon had settled himself into a routine, to keep him going. He had been busy. Helping the freefolk.

Being busy kept his mind occupied.

Being occupied kept him from thinking about it.

Sansa had tried to stay in contact, but Jon eventually stopped responding. He didn’t want to hear about it. How the south was in chaos, but the North was fine. That the food she had been so concerned with was expected to last them through winter.

If she had kept her damn mouth shut, the South would be in good shape as well. Dany would have been a good queen, without her losses… without Varys betraying her.

Varys had seen Dany’s darkest nature, perhaps better than Jon, and had tried to prevent her from sitting the throne. He had tried to rally the lords of Westeros to oppose her, in his name.

Daenerys had killed him for it.

But everything about that day still felt wrong.

Jon couldn’t understand. How could he rationalize what his instincts were indicating, with the cold, hard truth of what Dany had done?

“Let it be fear, then.”

Westeros certainly had reason to fear her. No lord would have been brave enough to take up arms against her. Not after King’s Landing.

But there had been something in Dany’s eyes that day that Jon didn’t recognize, a manic glint. Something he'd never seen before. The woman he’d loved would never have done that. She had always been a champion of the little folk, a woman who had unabashedly made friends with former slaves, eunuchs, dwarfs. He’d remembered her telling him why Drogon was bigger than his brothers.

“I had to lock them up,” she had said, ashamed. “Drogon killed a little girl… I chained his brothers to protect my people.”

The woman who had chained her dragons to protect her people would never have burnt a million innocents alive, after they had surrendered.

But Jon had watched her do it.

And then she had refused to see anything wrong with it, had told him she was going to keep burning the world down and calling it freedom, and asked him to take her side.

He knew his sisters would never have bent. Arya had already been in the city. If Jon hadn’t done it, Arya would have killed Daenerys herself. She had come to King’s Landing to kill a queen, after all.

Jon had done what he did to protect his sisters.

Was that truly Dany’s innermost nature, her tyrannical self coming out? She had killed Sam’s father and brother, yes… Sam had told him himself. And then he’d told Jon the horrid truth, the truth he wished he’d never learned.

All his life he’d wanted to know who his mother was.

The moment he had, he wished he’d never learned.

It didn’t matter to them he didn’t want the Iron Throne. All his sisters, it had been the only thing to matter to them. Sansa and Arya had betrayed his trust… and Daenerys had known what it meant for her.

Her loss of status as the ‘rightful heir’.

She had begged Jon to keep silent… she had said Sansa hated her. Jon had thought… this woman he loved begged him to stay silent, and that was selfish and wrong. His sisters deserved to know their father had never betrayed Catelyn Stark.

Lady Stark had hated Jon for being something he never was.

How ironic that in that, he and Dany were so alike.

He had thought Dany selfish for it… but Sansa and Arya had proven her correct to fear such. A sacred oath meant nothing to the idea of him sitting on the Iron Throne. As King.

He didn’t want it.

He never had.

She was his queen.

How many times did he need to say that?

Now, as far as Jon was concerned, the affairs of Westeros didn’t matter to him anymore. He had made his choice. They had refused to accept it.

They could endure the consequences of their refusal.

Jon was a freefolk now. It was all he cared to be.

Keeping busy helping the freefolk was the only contentment Jon found anymore. Helping build huts, helping them expand, hunt…

He wished he could go back. To before he had sailed to Dragonstone. Knowing what he knew now… knowing what his dreams had told him… he’d do things differently.

He would still have bent the knee, he knew that. Because at her core, he was still sure Dany then was not the person who had burnt King’s Landing.

If she was a monster, she was the monster Westeros had turned her into. With Missandei, Jorah, Rhaegal… she was a good person.

Grief had laid her low and turned her into something she never had been.

Something Jon still had difficulty believing she could be.

He lifted his ears as he heard a horn blow. He had made the wildlings adopt the Night’s Watch system of horn blowing. Tormund had grumbled- ‘we’re not crows’- but admitted it was a good idea. The wildlings were scattered. Hornblowing told them all important news.

One blow for visitors approaching. A trade party from the south, maybe.

The horn blew a second time.

Jon stood and started heading for his hut. To get Longclaw. Two blows meant attack.

He had just reached his door when the horn blew a third time.

Jon felt his blood run cold.

It couldn’t be…

Three blows for the wildlings meant the exact same thing it did for the Night’s Watch.

If that wasn’t an accident, or someone’s cruel prank… they were all fucked.


Tyrion and Davos were shown to rooms in the palace itself. Nice rooms, but not all that close to the Imperial apartments where Daenerys and her family lived.

“Have you ever suddenly gotten everything you ever wanted,” said Tyrion to Davos. “But that you hadn’t realized you needed?”

“No, can’t say I have,” said Davos.

Tyrion slept contentedly that night. The next morning, he and Davos were invited to break their fasts with the Empress.

They were shown to a small but opulent dining room. Daenerys and her mother sat on one side of the table- Daenerys at the head, of course. Tyrion and Davos sat at the far side, a respectable distance away. Imperial guards were stationed at the corners, except Ser Arthur standing behind his niece, holding his milk white greatsword that Tyrion suddenly realized must be Dawn, the legendary sword of the Daynes.

They were served spicy foods from across Essos, which caused Davos some distress, which made Daenerys smile and point at the cow’s milk on the table. Ashara Dayne watched their new guests suspiciously. It was an open secret that if either of them betrayed Daenerys… she would punish them for it.

A young woman- only slightly older than Daenerys- entered a bit later. “Mother,” she greeted, nodding at Ashara. “Sister,” she said to the Empress.

“Sister,” responded Daenerys warmly. Tyrion and Davos exchanged a surprised glance. Daenerys noticed and smirked.

“Allyria Dayne,” greeted the newcomer. “Sister to Her Imperial Majesty.” She sat at an open chair next to Dany, who gave a slight smile to Tyrion.

“Your family situation is much more… pleasant than it was when we last met,” said Tyrion. “It must have been quite a surprise.”

Daenerys gave her mother a glance, but Ashara kept her eyes averted and downcast, and Tyrion suddenly realized that there must have been an awkward exchange. Not only had Daenerys awoken from death itself to discover she had never been the Mad King’s daughter… she had a family. A family that had never once contacted her during her life.

“A mother, an uncle, a sister… and a brother,” said Daenerys. Jon, they knew.

Jon, the man she’d loved.

Jon, the man who’d killed her.

“Have you… contacted him yet?” asked Davos, awkwardly. Daenerys did not smile. Rather, a troubled expression filled her face.

“I know you’re concerned for him,” she said quietly. “I do not intend to hurt Jon, rest assured.” Ashara shifted uncomfortably next to Daenerys, and Dany shot her mother another glance. “Nor do I intend to let anyone else hurt him. No… even if I wanted to cause Jon pain… and I’ll confess, there’s a part of me that does… you both know Jon. There will be no pain I could cause him greater than telling him the truth.”

“It’s gonna break his heart,” said Davos.

“I confess that after he put a dagger in mine I don’t much care,” said Daenerys. “The other revelation- that I’m his sister- is also going to hurt him. He was disgusted when he thought I was his aunt.”

Tyrion leaned forward. “Do you… still have feelings for him… in that way?”

“No,” said Daenerys, simply and firmly. There was no trace of lie in her eyes. “Of all my emotions I have for Jon… that is not one of them. Not anymore.” She shook her head. “I don’t know what I want to do with Jon. Part of me wants to leave him to rot at the Wall.”

“Jon left the Wall,” said Davos. “Reports say that almost as soon as he got there, he went off with the wildlings. We’ve not heard much of him since… but what snippets we’ve heard are, he’s… not entirely well.”

“He has demons from what he did,” said Tyrion quietly. “As surely as I felt uncertain… Jon feels it worse. I know it.”

Daenerys took a deep breath. “If I can offer one bit of advice, Your Grace-” said Davos.

“Your Majesty,” corrected Arthur Dayne.

Davos nodded. “Your Majesty. You can’t just let the wound fester. You’ve gotta face your fears, if you’re going to heal.”

Daenerys closed her eyes, sighed, and looked at her uncle. “It looks like you and Ser Davos are of one mind, uncle,” she said. Arthur nodded. Daenerys turned next to her mother. “Find him.”

Ashara stood and lifted from her long blue robes a twisted black candle. She set it on a corner table, and took a thin dragonglass dagger. She pricked her finger and dripped a few drops of blood onto the wick. At once, it lit with an odd light. Ashara stared at it, her eyes unfocusing.

“A glass candle,” said Tyrion interestedly.

“My mother is a shadowbinder,” said Daenerys. “I believe you knew one, Ser Davos. Melisandre was one, in addition to being a red priestess.”

“Aye,” said Davos, looking at Ashara warily. “I’m familiar with what they-”

“Daenerys,” said Ashara suddenly. The urgency in her voice caused Daenerys to leap to her feet and make her way to join her mother. Once she fixed her eyes on the glass candle, they also unfocused.

“Where are they?”

“Heading east.”

“Are there any deep water bays nearby?”

“One on the maps. Hardhome.”

Davos sat forward at that, recognizing the place. Tyrion looked at him, but Davos had his eyes fixed on the mother and her daughter.

Daenerys stepped away, and turned to face a page. “Fetch the admiral. Now. I don’t care if she has a man or woman in her bed, or what protests she gives.” The page bowed and quickly left. Daenerys, her face white, turned to return to the table. “I thought we had more time,” she muttered.

“What is it?” asked Tyrion.

“The wildlings, Jon and the redhead- Tormund- are running east. They’ve lost a few men already. Women and children at the lead… warriors near the back.”

“What are they running from?” asked Davos.

Daenerys fixed her eyes on him, and they burnt with a fire.

Death.

Tyrion saw dead bodies crawling from crypts, their eyes lit with an evil blue light… how close they had come to dying. All of them. All of the world.

“Does Jon know to head for Hardhome?” asked Tyrion.

Daenerys frowned. She took a deep breath and returned to her mother’s side.


Jon laid his map on a tree and stroked his beard in frustration. The math in his head… they were travelling slowly, and the Army of the Dead was growing with every man they lost.

Tormund approached. “Do your scribbles mean anything?” he asked. Tormund did not know how to read a map, even if Jon pointed out the shape of lands Tormund knew like the back of his hand.

“We’re not gonna reach Eastwatch,” said Jon plainly. “They’re coming on us too quick. We need to find a defensible position and hold out and hope for help.”

“Crow… our runners didn’t make it. We don’t have enough warriors. Too many women and children.”

Jon considered his response. “I know,” he admitted.

“We should stop here. We got good trees… can build a wall, if we can.”

“Or pyres,” said Jon. He shared a meaningful glance at Tormund, who grimly nodded. Jon glanced beyond Tormund, and he went pure white.

Daenerys was standing there, staring back at him.

She looked just as Jon remembered, apart from her clothing. She wore a white dress over riding leathers, much like the black one she had worn at Dragonstone when they’d first met. But whereas her violet eyes had always been filled with warmth and love, now they were filled with coldness and regret and the simple question… ‘how could you?’ Across her breast flowed her silver chain, and a purple half-cape hung from her shoulder. On her breast, rather than a three-headed dragon brooch, was a gigantic amethyst.

Jon stared at the apparition. Surely, this was his guilty mind and the lack of sleep paying tricks on him. Daenerys stared back, but her eyes filled with purpose as a horn sounded once. Twice.

Thrice.

“Hardhome,” said Daenerys simply.

Then she faded into nothing.

“Jon?” asked Tormund, concerned. He looked back at where Jon’s eyes were fixed, and saw nothing. “Jon? Stay with me, crow.”

Jon shook himself out of his trance. He looked at Tormund. “We make for Hardhome,” he said.


Ashara waved at the candle and ghostly white, Daenerys turned to her chair. She took a few deep breaths. Her hand massaged her chest.

Allyria took her sister’s hand comfortingly. “You’re strong,” she said. Daenerys smiled at Allyria and returned a smile of her own. “You can do this.”

Daenerys nodded, and turned to her uncle. “Get them all out.” Arthur nodded. “And uncle… Jon is to be unharmed. No matter who tries to harm him.” Arthur scowled but again nodded his assent.

The page returned, looking more than a little scared, and trailing behind him was a fierce woman with long brown hair and a scowl across her face. She had very obviously hastily dressed and thrown a black sash with a yellow kraken over her shoulder and waist. Tyrion and Davos both sat up, for they recognized her immediately.

“It’d better be something damn important for you to scare my bedmate out of my room before I could get some action in the morning,” snapped Yara Greyjoy.

She froze when she saw Tyrion and Davos staring at her. She scowled.

“Play nice, Queen Yara,” said Daenerys warningly. “And yes, it’s very important.”

“Some job breaking the wheel,” snarled Yara at Tyrion, who went beat red. “Killed a good queen and put a tyrant on the throne.”

“I’ve never regretted anything more,” said Tyrion ashamedly.

Yara turned back to the Empress. “What do you need?” she asked, sitting in an empty chair and kicking her feet onto the table. Arthur glared at her from behind his niece’s back. Yara shifted into a more proper position. “What are your orders, Your Majesty?” she asked, with playfully mocking subservience.

“You are to take a small fleet, along with my uncle and a portion of the Guard,” said Daenerys as Yara picked up an apple and sank her teeth into it. “You’re to go to the lands beyond the Wall, to a place called Hardhome. There you’ll bring to your ships all of the freefolk and… anyone who is with them. You’ll bring them back to Volantis.”

Yara looked at Daenerys in confusion. “Why?” she asked.

“Because your Empress ordered it,” responded Arthur tartly.

Daenerys waved her uncle down. “Time is of the essence, Queen Yara, but suffice to say: the white walkers that your brother and I, among others, battled at Winterfell are back, and the wildlings are in danger.”

Yara scowled. “Fuck ‘em.”

Daenerys leaned forward, narrowing her eyes at Yara. “This is an order, Admiral Greyjoy. Shall I find someone else for your position?”

Yara couldn’t help but smirk. “Your wish is my command, My Empress,” she said, again with exaggerated obedience.

“One more thing, Yara. Jon Snow will be with them. He is to be unharmed.” Yara frowned fiercely at that. “Unharmed. No missing limbs, no fingers cut off, no torture. Are we understood? You are not to lay a hand on him.”

“Just a punch,” begged Yara. “A single punch?”

Daenerys considered her response. “Break no bones, knock no teeth out. A single punch.”

“If Your Majesty permits,” said Davos, “I’ll go with Queen Yara. A friendly face might convince Jon that we’re here to help. And forgive me, Queen Yara, but your face looks anything but friendly where Jon is concerned.”

Yara inclined her head but nodded. Daenerys looked over at Davos and nodded, too.

“I’ve got a few ships ready to sail on short notice, always,” said Yara, standing. “We should be off before the tides. Favorable winds should get us there in a few weeks.”

“Let’s hope you’re in time,” said Daenerys. Yara gave a perfunctory bow, then left. Davos bowed, much more respectfully, then followed her out.

He fell into step behind Yara as she walked. “So how’d the Queen of the Iron Islands find herself pledged to the Amethyst Empress of the Dawn?” asked Davos.

“‘What is dead may never die,’” quoted Yara. “‘But rises again, harder and stronger.’ No true Ironborn would ever deny those words. She stepped onto the deck, risen again, harder and stronger. I dropped to my knee at once. Besides, she knew I’d stayed loyal, unlike the Imp and Jon fucking Snow. Made me Lady High Admiral of the Imperial Navy.”

“I understand,” agreed Davos. “Wasn’t so great a shock to me, I suppose. Samwell Tarly said her dragon was heading for Volantis. I figured we might not have seen the last of her. Never put together that the Amethyst Empress was the Dragon Queen, though.”


Jon wiped his face as the trees of the Haunted Forest started to thin. They were not far from Hardhome. A week or so left.

The retreat had been difficult, but better than Jon had feared. The wights were not as quick moving as they had been in the past. Jon still knew they couldn’t reach Eastwatch, but Hardhome was well within their range. He hoped they’d at least have a few days to discover… why the vision had told Jon to make for there.

Was Jon mad to trust a vision of the woman he’d murdered? She had not appeared before him again.

Jon’s gut was telling him to trust it.

It wasn’t like they had any other options.

Tormund stepped next to him. “Gettin’ close, now,” he said.

“Aye,” agreed Jon.

“You think Hardhome will be safe? You were there, last time we were. You remember what the walkers did to us?”

“I do. Haven’t seen a walker yet, just the wights. Might go better for us this time.”

“Why are we going there? You looked like you saw a ghost, then said, ‘make for Hardhome.’”

Jon shook his head and took a swig of mead from a waterskin at his side. He’d taken a great liking to the drink… the last six years had not been easy. Mead had helped. “What would you say if I told you I did see a ghost?”

“I’d say I hope it was a friendly one,” said Tormund.

“Didn’t look it.” Jon sighed. “I saw her, Tormund.”

“Dragon Queen?” Tormund raised his brows, suspicious.

“Aye. She was staring at me. All in white and purple. Big gem on her breast. Looked at me just… hurt. All she said was, ‘Hardhome’, then she was gone.”

“You really think we can trust the ghost of the woman you killed?” asked Tormund.

Jon smiled. “Way I see it,” he said ruefully, “if my ghost is wrong, we die. If my ghost lies, we die. If we don’t listen to her… we die. If it was a vision, a true one… maybe we’ve got a chance.”

“If I die and you live… I’m gonna haunt you, too,” said Tormund, but the strain of the last few moons was clear on his face, too.


Arya Stark had wondered if Meereen would be a safe city to make port in, but they were short on food and had little choice. Nymeria pulled into the docks, but Arya had the sails furled, lest they show the Stark direwolf. It didn’t seem that was a good idea to show off so openly.

Because as far as she could see, Arya saw two flags: the symbol of the Great Empire of the Dawn she had become familiar with in the eastern ports… and the three-headed dragon of House Targaryen.

She wasn’t surprised, she supposed. Meereen and the other cities on Slaver’s Bay had been “liberated” by Daenerys Targaryen. Privately, Arya expected the Dragon Queen had merely seen an opportunity to gain followers out of the poor and disadvantaged and “saved” them only to forcibly make herself their queen. The same way she had expected the North to bend to her because if Jon hadn’t knelt, she would have let them all die.

Once Nymeria was safely shackled to the dock, Arya stepped down. Most ships she saw bore either the Imperial amethyst sigil or the Targaryen dragon. Arya knew that Jon was a Targaryen too, but that sigil was irrevocably tainted for Arya by the memories of King’s Landing. It was in her mind, the sigil of the Mad Queen, the most evil woman to have ever lived.

How had Jon been so wrong about her?

Arya had to turn away from her inspection of Meereen as the Imperial port magistrates came up, a few soldiers at their rear. Arya quickly judged their intentions, specifically the soldiers. They were bored, there for security. No threat to Arya.

“Westerosi?” asked the lead official.

“Aye,” confirmed Arya.

“Cargo and port of origin?”

“No cargo, and King’s Landing.”

The magistrate smirked. “Dornish?”

“Northern.”

“We don’t get many Northern adventurers here. Most Westerosi who come through hail from Sunspear, but we haven’t seen many these last few years, since Mhysa’s death. How’s your Valyrian?”

“Middling.”

“You’ll want to speak Valyrian as much as possible. Westerosi are not popular here, not after they murdered Mhysa.”

Arya frowned, but she held her tongue. “I’ll do my best. The fee?”

“Ten golden coins.”

Arya reached into her coin purse and handed them over. The magistrate put them into his own money bag before returning to his paperwork. “Ship name?”

Nymeria.

“Ah, the Dornish queen?”

More like the direwolf, thought Arya, but she nodded. It was, after all, named after her in a roundabout way.

“And your name?”

She was not fool enough to tell them her real name.

“Arya Snow,” responded Arya. Snow like Jon. A good name.

The magistrate recorded her information in his ledger before snapping it shut sharply. “Welcome to Meereen. Respect the laws and you will be fine here.” He and his officials made their way back up the dock, eyeing another ship that had just made port, a junk from Yi Ti, but one with the Amethyst sigil on its flags.

Behind her, apart from a few, her crew was already scattering into the city, in search of whores, fresh booze, and beds that didn’t move.

 

Arya found a merchant to restock the Nymeria’s supplies. Then she set out to explore, to see the sights. She’d heard of the Great Pyramid of Meereen, and it was easy to spot. It had a large Imperial flag flying from its summit, but not a Targaryen one.

She couldn’t understand much of the conversation she overheard, but that was expected. All the Free Cities spoke different dialects of Valyrian that were somewhat interchangeable with each other, but here in the Bay of Dragons, it was an even more bastardized version of the old High Valyrian, mixed and influenced as it was by the dead Ghiscari tongue that they’d spoken before the Valyrian Freehold had conquered them.

Arya stood aside as a group of Imperial soldiers marched past, a hundred or so strong. Their shields and clothing were red like a ruby, but other than that they looked no different from the Legionnaires that Arya had seen further east, in Yi Ti, and Leng.

Meereen seemed to be prosperous. The people were happy and safe. It did surprise Arya. The Empire was based out of the east- that was where the Amethyst Empress had made her first conquests in her takeover of Essos. In Qarth, there had been some grumbling, but no outright defiance. Jade-clad soldiers from Yi Ti had kept a very wary eye on them. But the Bay of Dragons was even more loyal than Yi Ti, and Yi Ti had been very proud of their membership in the Great Empire. Arya supposed the slaves represented an easy majority to have won the loyalty of, to the woman and armies who had freed them again.

Arya knew that after Daenerys Targaryen’s rightful execution by Jon after she had shown her true colors and committed outright genocide, the slavers had taken back power in Slaver's Bay. But the slaves had never forgotten what it was to be free. When the Ēnkategītsos Lehgiones- the Gemstone Legions- and their Amethyst Empress had come west, the slaves had risen up at once. Once they had retaken control they had joined the Empire willingly, and the Amethyst Empress had punished those who had taken slaves again. Through dragon fire.

Arya couldn’t help but wonder why the love of the people still went to their “mhysa” and not to the Amethyst Empress, who had not just freed them once more, but had made it stick. Not only that, she’d extended her control over all of Essos, and freed every slave on the continent.

Arya found herself in a large plaza outside the Great Pyramid. Children laughed and played with one another under the watchful eyes of adults, street merchants advertised their goods, there was an orderly queue under the vigilant eyes of Legionnaires to enter the Great Pyramid and speak to the Imperial magistrates and…

A large statue of a tyrant.

Arya approached. The statue was well crafted. Daenerys Targaryen in effigy looked as lifelike as any statue Arya had ever seen before. She had a baby dragon over her shoulders, and an arm raised holding a broken chain.

But there were things that didn’t add up. Her clothing was much like Arya remembered, but rather than a three-headed dragon brooch, there was a large elongated octagon brooch.

Arya looked down. The plinth was topped with offerings. Lemons, broken chains, written notes praising Mhysa, golden coins. Many of which had Daenerys Targaryen’s profile on them.

Arya looked down at the engraving.

Lanta Mhysa Mīrīn

Melkasta Dāriatoliot Daenērys Targārien

Or, in the common tongue:

Twice Mother of Meereen

Amethyst Empress Daenerys Targaryen

Of all the things Arya had ever expected… that was not one of them. It couldn’t be… but it was there, clear as day, and it all made sense.

Daenerys Targaryen was the Amethyst Empress.

Daenerys Targaryen was alive.

Arya stared at the statue, horrified. Not only was the woman who had killed a million innocent people alive and apparently well… she was more powerful than ever.

Arya suddenly glanced around, at the happy people of Meereen. These people… they knew what she had done, surely. And they didn’t care. None of them. They praised their Mhysa, their Empress… who was the worst woman to have ever lived. Even Cersei had never destroyed an entire city that had surrendered. Even Cersei had never plotted to conquer all the world… and Daenerys Targaryen had apparently not changed her plans after her death. She ruled all of Essos.

House Stark was not safe. Bran and Sansa were king and queen of the lands she still presumably claimed. Jon had killed her. Arya had told Jon to do it, and survived her rampage in King’s Landing.

Daenerys Targaryen would not stop at the Narrow Sea. Her legions and dragons would surely cross over and make slaves of all of Westeros. Winterfell would be burnt to the ground. Her entire family would be killed- they would be lucky if it was as quick as dragonfire.

Arya stared at the statue again. The proof that her family was under threat. Perhaps the greatest threat imaginable.

Her fear and horror were not diminished when with a loud roar, three dragons flew overhead. None of them were Drogon. She really did have new dragons.

The Mad Queen could never be allowed to use them again, Arya decided. All Westeros would burn if Daenerys Targaryen returned to their shores.

She returned to the Nymeria and found her crew. “We leave for Volantis at first light,” she announced, to general groans. The crew wanted to at least stay in port and whore and gamble and drink for a few days, but Arya was resolute, and her crew loyal. Arya had to get to Volantis. There was no more time to waste.

If there was a threat… Arya would do what needed to be done.


Tyrion sat on Daenerys’s balcony looking down on the city of Volantis, at the hundreds of Imperial flags as far as the eye could see. He was astounded by the reverence the city had for their Amethyst Empress.

“Do you know what I don’t understand?” started Tyrion. “How you could have been the Amethyst Empress, and word never once reached Westeros of your true identity.”

Daenerys smiled and poured two glasses of wine. She carried one to Tyrion and sat next to him. Tyrion took it and raised it to her gratefully. “Most people don’t call me by name anymore,” she said. “Across all of Essos, I’m known as ‘The Amethyst Empress’, ‘Her Imperial Majesty’, or merely ‘The Empress’. The only place that’s truly different is in the Bay of Dragons, where they still call me ‘Mhysa.’ And after... what happened to me in Westeros, the Bay of Dragons refuses to trade with the people who killed me. In winter, travel between Westeros and Essos was not easy, and trade was light as a result. And it wasn't like Westeros was in a state where many sailors crossed the Narrow Sea... even if most of my Empire's merchants know who I am, they weren't going to broadcast it. They know Westeros hates me. They just think you're idiots."

“How much of the truth do they know?”

Daenerys hesitated, sipping her wine thoughtfully. “The Elder Council does know,” she said. “All of it. That I burnt the city, but that I had been poisoned with basilisk’s blood. That I was murdered and restored to life. Most people outside know varying parts, but they’re skeptical of the idea I destroyed the city at all. Obviously, my path of conquest across Essos was not carved with burning cities. In truth the popular idea is that I must have been framed by your sister for the destruction of the city.

“Regarding my death and resurrection, I believe most believe something akin to the truth: that I was betrayed and murdered, but was reborn to remake the world and break all the chains.”

“Do they know who...” began Tyrion hesitantly.

“Killed me?” finished Daenerys. “Again, the Elder Council does.”

“Will they demand justice when they find out he is in the city? You’re very popular. Many would want your killer dead.”

“Only I can demand justice for my own murder,” replied Daenerys. “As for my popularity here in Essos, most don’t believe a woman who would declare a crusade against slavery and injustice would start burning a city of innocents.”

“They’re wiser men than we were,” said Tyrion comfortingly. “It never felt right. Ever. In my heart, I knew something was wrong.”

“And yet you didn’t let your heart stop you from doing what you knew was right,” said Daenerys. She took another sip of wine. “That was something I always liked about you. You looked at a situation, even when it personally involved you, and always strove towards what you thought served the greater good. I know it wasn’t easy for you to ally with Ellaria Sand, after what she did to your niece. But you knew we needed her help for a quick, clean war, so you advised me to continue on with it. Likewise... that day... you thought you knew what you’d seen, and even if you felt it was wrong... you did what you thought was best.”

“I did what I did to try and save my own life,” said Tyrion. “You were going to execute me.”

Daenerys shook her head. “You were in no danger from me.” Tyrion raised an eyebrow in disbelief. “Suffice to say... the poison was wearing off. You needn’t have feared me. If Jon hadn’t...” She shuddered. “You wouldn’t have had to worry about the Mad Queen ever again.”

“Jon did what he thought was right,” said Tyrion, “but not what he wanted. He was afraid... you’d hurt his sisters.”

“And to save the sisters who betrayed him, he killed the one who’d never have hurt him,” said Daenerys quietly. “Jon swore her to secrecy before a heart tree, you know. Sansa. How quickly did she break her sacred oath? What had I ever done to her that was so horrible?” She stood, breathing deeply to stay calm, her hand moving to her chest, pressing on it. “Of all the people in Westeros... she is the one I hate the most. Other than King Bran.”

“I suspect he outplayed us all,” said Tyrion quietly. “He removed the two last claimants to the throne. He had Jon kill you.”

“And yet in the end, Jon also saved me,” said Daenerys quietly. She stood. She set her wine on a table and went to her desk. She picked up a small wooden box and carried it back to her seat. She took a deep breath. “I wanted to say, Tyrion, that before... I never really understood how it was for you. To be going against your family. You knew Cersei could not continue to sit on the Iron Throne, but you didn’t want her dead. I should have understood. I hated Viserys, yet until he did the one thing I could never forgive, the one thing that made me realize he was merely the man that had once been my brother... I’d loved him, too. I’d miss the good brother he had been when we were young, rather than the cruel and weak one he became when he was older.

“But now I remember how family is. I have a sister I adore. An uncle, a mother. And yes, even a brother. As much bitterness I have for Jon as how he did what he did, I know what he did, he did for his love of family. For his sisters. And what you did, you did for your siblings. My mistake was not in naming you my Hand. But it may have been putting you against your family. You wanted to see me on the Iron Throne. Even when you knew of Jon, you still supported me. You freed your brother to save him and your sister, but that was not betraying me. You only turned against me when your eyes told you that I had gone mad.”

“I should have known,” said Tyrion bitterly.

Daenerys raised an eyebrow. “How?”

“I considered myself a learned man. I should have known Varys would have tried something. It was in his nature, I knew he had betrayed you.”

“You trusted a friend, and you betrayed him for me because you still believed in me.” Daenerys’s face fell in sadness. “I was lost in grief. Everyone was turning against me. Jon had pushed me away. Varys was, I thought, trying to kill me. The North hated me. Missandei and Jorah were dead. Jon’s family had never accepted me, even though I loved their brother with all my heart. Jon had so looked forward to me meeting them... but it doesn’t matter now. I know who they truly are. And I know who I truly am. Never the Mad King’s daughter. Rhaegar’s daughter.

“But you never saw me as the Mad King’s daughter, not until you thought I had gone mad. You always counseled what you thought was right. Maybe at times I leaned too heavily upon you- I think we’d both agree that I should have hit King’s Landing at once. Burnt the gates, stormed the streets, landed my dragons upon the walls and had them roar until the blade of every soldier in the city had fallen to the dirt. You did not know my children; you did not trust them to restrain themselves.”

Daenerys glanced at the box and opened it. She pulled out a black sash, that went over the shoulder down to the waist, and back up. “Do you know what this is?” she asked.

“It’d better not be a Hand of the King pin,” said Tyrion.

Daenerys chuckled. “It’s not. I don’t have one Hand. I have a council. Through the many, we find wisdom. I surround myself with intelligent people who are loyal to both me and my vision of a better world.”

“I betrayed you,” said Tyrion, seeing where this was leading.

“But not until I’d betrayed myself. How could you have known?”

Daenerys stood, and gestured to Tyrion to stand as well. She flipped over the sash. Sewn into it, on that part that would sit over the upper chest, was a golden version of the Imperial sigil.

“Tyrion Lannister,” said Daenerys. “I would name you Elder Councilor, on behalf of Westeros.”

Tyrion took a deep breath, overcome by emotion. “You mean to invade Westeros?” he asked.

“I mean to give them their King… and for that King to rule in fealty to the Dawnthrone.”

Tyrion nearly gave in to the emotion. “You should give it to Davos instead. He never broke faith.”

“I have another one ready for him when he returns.” She placed the sash around him. “If you truly do not feel worthy of this, if you truly want my forgiveness… help me build my better world.”

Tyrion nodded. He smiled. “I feel… nostalgic. I hope I do better.”

They looked over as someone entered. Ashara Dayne approached. “She’s left Meereen,” she said. “She’s on her way here.” Tyrion glanced between them, confused. Just as he was considering if he should ask who they were speaking of, Ashara glared at him with such coldness that he decided to keep his mouth shut.

“Have her watched,” said Daenerys.

Ashara frowned. “We should not give her a chance to-”

“I do not fear her,” replied Daenerys quickly. “You have helped me with that.”

Ashara’s frown flipped to a smile. “You learned well and quickly.”

Daenerys gave her mother a warm grin.

Notes:

So... Valyrian. Let me pull back the curtain and discuss how I handle Valyrian.

We all use the same translator, right? But we all have to work around the idea that not every word we might want said in Valyrian has a translation. When that translator doesn't have one, it just reads back the word. Case in point: "Amethyst Empress" translates as... "Amethyst Empress."

That's no fun.

So how I handle my Valyrian in those situations is, I find similar words when I can. "Melkasta" translates as "Purple". It serves as a decent replacement for Amethyst.

In other cases, I take two separate words and combine them into one. For example, "Dariatoliot" as "Empress." There is no word for Empire, Empress, Emperor, any of it. So I take "Daria"- Queen- and combined it with "Toliot" - Over, to create "Overqueen" or "Above a Queen", which serves as my word for "Empress". Likewise, "Ēnkategītsos" is a combination of "color" and "rock". "Color rock" = Gemstone.

("Lehgiones" is just a completely made-up Valyrian word to justify them being the 'Gemstone Legions'.)

NEXT TIME:
1. The reunion happens. I did say I don't like padding or filler.
2. Jon very nearly gets himself killed as soon as he sees Dany again.
3. Tyrion takes us on a dive into the political situation of Essos under the Empire.

Chapter 3: Reunion

Summary:

“Bastard children were born from lust and lies, men said; their nature was wanton and treacherous. Once Jon had meant to prove them wrong, to show his lord father that he could be as good and true a son as Robb. I made a botch of that. Robb had become a hero king; if Jon was remembered at all, it would be as a turncloak, an oathbreaker, and a murderer. He was glad that Lord Eddard was not alive to see his shame.”

-Jon X, A Storm of Swords

Notes:

Trigger Warnings
- Past Suicidal Thoughts
- Panic Attack

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

For one of the few times in the last few years, Bran had deigned to visit the Small Council meeting. Admittedly, it was a bit smaller than normal, as two of the members had gone and not returned.

“I’m sure they’ll be back soon, Your Grace,” said Sam. “It’s only been… a moon or so.”

“The dwarf likes power too much to hand it over to some foreign whore,” said Bronn confidently, leaning back with his boots on the table, much to the annoyance of Garth Hightower next to him. “He’s Hand of the King.”

“They’re not returning,” said Bran in his ethereal manner.

“Can you see them?” asked Sam.

“I cannot. They are in Essos now. In the past, I could see into Essos, but since the rise of the false Empress, my vision is limited. It is quite annoying.” Despite his stated annoyance, Bran didn’t even change the tone of his voice.

“I suppose we’ll be needing a new Hand then,” said Bronn, kicking his feet down from the table.

“I expect you say it should be you,” said Ser Garth disdainfully.

“Fuck that,” said Bronn, laughing at the idea. “Sounds like a lot of work. The king shits and the hand wipes, after all. Coin’s simpler. Why are we paying the Empire again?”

“Because they have dragons and armies and we are in no state to resist a foreign invasion,” replied Garth as if he was an idiot.

“Paxter Redwyne shall be offered the position of Master of Ships,” said Bran dreamily. “He shall accept. We shall legitimize Joy Hill as Joy Lannister and name her the new Lady of Casterly Rock, Wardeness of the East, and Lady Paramount of the Rock.”

“And Hand?” asked Sam.

“Wyman Manderly shall be offered the role,” said Bran.

The rest looked at him and each other in confusion. “Lord Manderly is part of the North,” said Brienne. “Part of your sister’s kingdom.”

Bran gave a faint smile that reeked of arrogance. “The ravens have already flown. It shall not be Sansa’s for much longer.”

Brienne looked at Bran in confusion. “What do you mean?”

“The issue of the only true threat to my throne shall soon be settled,” said Bran. Despite no change in tone, his words sounded ominous. “And Sansa shall be blamed. The North cannot stand a kinslayer.”

Sam looked at Bran in horror. “Jon?” he asked, terrified for his friend.

“That will be all,” concluded Bran, not at all elaborating on his statement.

They all left. Sam paused, seeming to want to say something to Bran, but he obeyed his order and scampered off back to his quarters.

Podrick stepped behind Brienne. “What do you think he means about the threat to Lady Sansa?” he asked.

“Queen Sansa,” corrected Brienne, walking quickly through the Red Keep towards their quarters. “And I do not know what he means. He is our King.”

Pod was not at all convinced, sensing her hesitation. “It sounds like he has a plot in motion to seize the North.”

“That is his business. He is King. We have sworn oaths to him.”

“You swore oaths to protect Sansa as well. The North will…”

Brienne froze and looked at Pod, but he could see she was very conflicted. “My vows to the King are greater than my oaths to Lady Catelyn. I am bound by my word.”

Pod hesitated. “You really refuse to save Sansa?”

“Save her from what?” asked Brienne.

Pod shook his head. “You know what he is,” he whispered, as if that would protect him from Bran’s all-sight. Their only hope was that Bran was looking elsewhere at that time. “You know Lord Tyrion and Ser Davos were never going to return to King’s Landing.”

“That is their prerogative. If they wish to sacrifice their lands and titles, they were free to do so. I have honor. I have sworn vows to King Bran. I cannot break them.”

Pod thought of his response. “Some would say… Ser Jaime should not have broken his vows to the Mad King. But what he did that day was the most honorable act in his life.”

Brienne scowled. “This is completely different,” she said.

“How full are the Black Cells?” hissed Pod. “Do you think his plan for Sansa involves her surviving? He says they will call her a kinslayer. The realm knows why Jon Snow did what he did, but still they whisper that he has slain his own kin. No act is more cursed than kinslaying. Sansa will not survive.”

Brienne could not answer. Pod glanced each way, as if he would be able to see Bran watching them, even though he was… somewhere. “Why do you care?” asked Brienne.

“Because if Lord Tyrion had offered to take me with him, I’d have accepted his offer in a second. And I think you would have, too. Because you know there is no honor here.”

Brienne was completely shaken. “I will hold to my oaths,” she said. She then looked pointedly at Pod. “All of them. If my oaths conflict… I will do as honor demands.”


Jon and the freefolk reached Hardhome. A few wildlings had settled here to fish, and they’d done some rebuilding, but the settlement was still completely open to attack. Jon hoped Dany’s ghost hadn’t led him astray, because not only were the walls broken, there was no wood for pyres to burn the dead.

They set up their camps as close to the water as they could, and set watches around. So far, they seemed to have outrun the wights, but there was no sign of any rescue or salvation coming.

“Get as much wood as we can from the forest before the dead get here,” ordered Jon. “We’ll need watchfires. Signal fires if we can spot a ship. Pyres, if we need ‘em.”

The freefolk followed his orders as they could, but it was a few cold nights.

“I think your ghost must have led us wrong,” said Tormund after a few days of this. They knew the dead were getting closer, but still nothing. Nothing but the cold deepening, which they all knew was an ominous sign.

“Aye, maybe,” said Jon.

They heard a commotion in the camp behind them. Turning, they went to see what it was.

“Sails!” said a young woman. She pointed.

Twelve or so ships had appeared on the horizon and were making straight for them. Jon felt a good deal of tension seem to melt off him. He offered a thanks to whatever gods were listening… and to Dany’s ghost.

She had not led him wrong.

“Even dead,” said Tormund, slapping Jon on the back and smiling widely in relief himself, “Dragon Queen can’t get over your little pecker.”

Then a horn blew. They all froze.

It blew again.

And dreadfully, terrifyingly, a third time.

It was like Jon’s nightmares had returned. Horrified, he looked up at the cliffs nearby, expecting to see the Night King standing there, watching him, as he had done nearly ten years ago… the last time Jon had been faced with this exact situation, at this exact place.

The plan this time was the same as that time. He only hoped the Army of the Dead was not so numerous as to make it impossible.

“TO THE SHORE!” shouted Jon. “GET TO THE SHORE!” The freefolk made their way to the coast as quickly as they could. But the wights were coming, and coming quickly. Jon drew Longclaw. Tormund drew his axe, and they led the fighters to the front to fight for as long as they could.

The wights charged through the ruins at them. Jon raised his sword and they held the line to defend.

The horde smashed into them, and more freefolk fell than wights, but they did their number. All that mattered was holding them off long enough for the old and children to be taken on board the ships. Jon couldn’t bother to spare a glance back. He felt his cloak get torn from his back by the wights as they surged forward, snarling and growling. It was one of the last things he had from his previous life. Sansa had made it.

He was knocked back and the wights surged forward, and Jon closed his eyes. I’m coming, sister, was what he thought would be his last thought. Ghost stood over his master and prepared to die alongside him.

Then a milk white greatsword cleaved through the wight.

Soldiers in heavy armor and purple garments were charging forward to join the line. The man with the white greatsword bent down and hefted Jon to his feet.

“Fall back,” he ordered in a gruff voice. He shot a fierce glance at Jon with his purple eyes, then turned to study the advancing wights.

The purple-clad soldiers pushed the freefolk behind them. They were all armed with heavy purple shields and dragonglass blades, and they overlapped their shields, forming a solid wall. The soldiers behind pressed against the front line to keep them braced against the surging dead. Jon knew enough to recognize excellent cohesion- and therefore that to try and push forward to fight more would actually weaken the defenses.

Jon turned and saw that the fleet had anchored offshore and sent boats. Nearly all the freefolk were already safely heading towards the safety of the ships. The soldiers stepped back as one with a discipline that immediately reminded Jon of the Unsullied.

“Go,” ordered Jon to Tormund and the rest of the freefolk. Tormund looked as stunned as Jon felt about their mysterious rescuers, but he nodded. The soldiers were clearly armed to fight, and step by step they retreated. They weren’t killing as many wights as the freefolk had been, but nor were they losing nearly as many fighters.

The man with the greatsword was issuing orders in Valyrian, and his men retreated foot by foot in lock step, not weakening the shield wall. Jon stayed to support as the soldiers retreated step by step, but soon they were back at the shore.

Jon watched as the rear lines threw their dragonglass-tipped spears at the wights., who fell in waves as they were pierced.

It was clear the goal wasn’t to kill wights. It was to buy time for the soldiers to get aboard the boats. The milk-white greatsword of their commander cleaved through them as if they were parchment.

Jon climbed on the nearest boat. It took Jon a split second to realize that the sailors manning the boats were actually Ironborn, unlike the soldiers. Tormund and Ghost hopped in right behind Jon. The commander waited until as many of his soldiers as he could were aboard, then turned and leapt into the last boat. The one with Jon and Tormund.

“Thank you,” said Jon as the commander sheathed his sword and counted the number of dead soldiers. “We’d all be dead if not for you.” The man glanced at him with a disdainful expression, then turned to look over his men in the other boats.

“Who the fuck are these people?” asked Tormund to Jon.

“The sailors are Ironborn,” said Jon. “The rest… I don’t know.”

“Your brother send ‘em?”

“I don’t know,” repeated Jon. Grateful as he was for the rescue, Jon had no clue who their saviors were, beyond that they worked with the Ironborn. He glanced up at the sails of the ships. They had a large purple amethyst sigil upon them. Jon felt something cold in his gut, but he wasn’t sure why.

They reached the lead ship and the sailors aboard helped the freefolk and soldiers climb up. Jon reached the deck and finally allowed himself a moment to breath.

“Glad to see you made it, lad,” said a familiar voice. Jon turned to see a smiling, but nervous, Davos Seaworth.

“Davos,” said Jon, giving Davos a hug. Davos returned it warmly. “I’d given up hope. Did Bran see what was going on and send you?”

Davos’s face fell at the mention of Bran. “Not exactly. Your brother… I’m not sure that is still your brother, honestly. But… he’s not a good king. He didn’t send us. The Amethyst Empress did.”

Jon looked at Davos in confusion. “The Amethyst Empress?” He thought that sounded vaguely familiar. Rumors from the farthest east, last time he had been at Castle Black for supplies.

“Aye.” Davos hesitated.

“What would this ahmthes Empress want with us?” asked Tormund, mispronouncing the title.

Davos looked straight at Jon. “It’s her, Jon. It’s Daenerys. She’s the Empress.”

The world seemed to freeze around Jon, his breath stopping in his shock.

He vividly remembered suddenly the ghost of Daenerys standing before him, a gigantic amethyst on her silver chain, her white and purple dress…

Tormund turned to stare at Davos warily. He glanced at Jon’s pure white face.

“Red woman,” elaborated Davos. “Same as you.”

“Is she… is she still mad?” asked Jon in a high voice, almost barely able to hear Davos, his heartbeat was so loud in his ears.

Davos frowned. “That’s… she never was, Jon. She was poisoned. It fucked with her mind.”

Jon almost felt his heart had stopped in his chest.

He remembered the manic excitement in Dany’s gaze at the idea of burning down so many people in the name of ‘freedom’. But he also saw a ghost of horror in her eyes...

“Varys,” continued Davos. “He was trying to make us all think she was mad so we’d remove her. Basilisk’s blood. It causes violent insanity. He was having servants put it in her food, hoping we’d all turn against her. She was clever enough not to eat. She had Varys executed…”

Jon remembered standing there as Varys burnt alive. He’d never known that the spider was having poison put in Dany’s meals. He’d have killed him himself. He just thought that Dany had learned Varys was telling people of Jon’s true parentage. It had disturbed him immensely…

Dragonfire had been too good for Varys.

“The next day, she ate breakfast,” said Davos, “but the little serving girl… continued on with Varys’s plan. The poison made her angrier and angrier, and her mind snapped.”

Jon knew without any question that Davos was telling the complete truth. The old man was like a father to him. He would never have lied, not about this, but he only would tell Jon if he was utterly sure it was proven to him beyond doubt.

“I killed her,” whispered Jon, remembering that the moment he’d done it, that overwhelming surety had entered his mind that it had been wrong. The feeling that the world itself was torn asunder by his deed. “She was innocent, and I knew it, in my heart, and I killed her.”

“You had no way of knowing, Jon,” said Davos, placatingly, but Jon was not interested in excuses.

“I knew her, Davos. I… I should have known it wasn’t her. I… I…” Jon took a deep breath, choosing to focus on the other bit of news- that like him, Dany had returned from death itself.

Somehow, Jon was less surprised than that, and more surprised that he had never considered that she would of course have been brought back. Dany was magic. Jon had known that from the moment he’d met her, the moment he’d seen the miracles she’d done.

Jon had one last thing he needed to know, one last thing that he feared the answer, but needed to hear. “She’s alive. She’s… my half-sister, isn’t she?”

Davos narrowed his eyes, stunned. “How the hell do you know that?”

By all the gods, it was true. Jon knew it. He had known it for years. “Ashara Dayne’s her mother.”

Davos nodded. “Aye. We met Lady Ashara. She’s… terrifying.”

“She’s alive?” asked Jon.

“Very.”

Jon felt his knees buckle, and he fell into darkness.

 

He awoke, how long later, he wasn’t sure. He’d been taken into a cabin and laid in a bed. He looked at who was sitting at the edge of the bed.

“Took a bit of a shock there,” said the Onion Knight. He chuckled. “Not the prettiest face you’ve woken up to, I know.” Ghost sat up from where he’d been curled up at the foot of the bed.

“Aye,” said Jon, sitting up some. He knew exactly who Davos was referring to, even if the memory of how he had felt when he saw her sitting there caused him some distress now. “I had a vision of Dany a few weeks ago. Told us to go to Hardhome.”

“We were there, on the other end,” confirmed Davos. “Her mother’s got a glass candle. She used it to see you were in trouble. The Empress sent a fleet to get you and the wildlings out, told you, go for Hardhome.”

“Gods, Davos…” Jon leaned back against his pillows and rubbed his face in his hands. “Does she plan to kill me? I deserve it.”

Davos smiled sadly. “I don’t think so, Jon. Her uncle seemed to be saying the same thing I was: she needs to talk to you, to heal. I don’t think she wants to be your lover again. I don’t know what she really wants. Not to hurt you. Worst thing you’ve gotta fear is to be given to her mother.”

Jon hesitated. “What’s so bad about her?”

“She’s a shadowbinder, lad. Like Melisandre, except without the red priestess part. And she’s very protective of her children.”

Jon flinched. He stood up. “I need some air,” he said.

“Aye, let’s get you out.” Davos waited as Jon dressed and they went out onto the deck. Behind them, Ghost took the opportunity to claim the bed.

They had lost all sight of land, but as Jon could tell by the stars at this hour, they were heading south, still- presumably- in the Narrow Sea. Jon felt the boat rolling beneath him, and realized… this was the first time he’d ever left the continent of Westeros. He was going as far afield as he ever had before.

“Where we heading?” asked Jon.

“Volantis,” said Davos. “That’s where the Imperial court is.”

Jon ran his hand along the siding, thinking. He had no clue how Davos had come. Dany’s soldiers, yes… though he still had no idea who they were. “How did you find out it was her? How did you come to be allied with her?”

Davos sighed and leaned against the railing. Sadness was in his eyes as he knew what he had to tell Jon. “I told you, your brother’s a shit king. He sent us to try and figure out if the Amethyst Empress could be legitimate- whatever that means. He said, the last true heir to the Dawn had died. He dropped cryptic hints like ‘the spider’s fangs flowed with the venomous blood of serpents.’ When she repeated Bran’s words at us and said Varys had successfully poisoned her, Tyrion figured it out almost at once.”

“Tyrion?” asked Jon, tensing. He was filled with anger. Tyrion had… he’d told him to do it. He’d outright manipulated him into it. “He’s… gone back to her?”

“Aye. When he figured out the truth, he fell to his knees and begged her forgiveness.”

“He’s the one that told me to kill her.” Jon scowled. “I never should have listened to him. I should have trusted her. I killed the woman I loved, because he told me to.”

Davos looked at Jon. He shifted nervously, but had one last question to ask. “Do you still love her?”

Jon felt bile in his throat rise, but he knew why Davos had asked such. “No. I had dreams, Davos. That’s how I figured out she was my half-sister. I saw… I saw things. And I knew what they were telling me. Once I knew that… kind of disgusted me, what we’d done.”

There was a clearing of a throat behind them. Davos and Jon turned. Yara was standing there, looking at Jon with narrowed eyes.

“Lady Yara,” said Jon. He should have figured, once he realized it was Ironborn, of course Yara had to be involved.

“Queen Yara,” corrected Yara proudly and fiercely. “Queen of the Iron Islands, and loyal vassal of the Amethyst Empress.”

Despite his emotions, Jon managed to smile for her. “I’m glad. Your-”

Yara pulled her fist back and punched Jon straight in the face. Jon drew back in pain due to the cheap shot. “You’re lucky that’s all she told me I’m allowed to do to you,” said Yara. “She was your queen and you betrayed her.”

Jon rubbed his cheek, but he wasn’t even slightly mad at Yara. He knew he deserved far worse than a single punch. “Aye. Oathbreaker, kinslayer, queenslayer. All things I’ve called myself. Whatever she wants to do to me, I’ll accept.”

“Here’s me hoping she’ll give you to her mother,” said Yara sinisterly. She stepped away. Jon opened and closed his jaw to make sure it still worked, and spotted the commander of the soldiers watching him carefully from the quarterdeck. His purple eyes were filled with suspicion.

Davos noticed Jon and Arthur staring at one another. “Jon,” introduced Davos. “This is Lord Commander of the Imperial Guard. Her Majesty’s uncle… Arthur Dayne.”

Jon felt his jaw nearly drop in surprise. He knew that name. He’d heard the story of his uncle’s defeat of the legendary knight many times. “The Sword of the Morning,” said Jon, in awe. “Thank you for the rescue. I know I probably didn’t deserve it, but the freefolk are innocent.”

Arthur looked over Jon calculatingly. Jon was sure that Arthur had correctly located every single place on his body he still had a weapon. “I obey my Empress,” he said. “Never, ever harm her again.”

Jon chuckled to Davos as Arthur turned and made his way to the rear of the ship, looking for pursuit. “Looks like Dany’s got a family,” he said.

“Aye,” said Davos, actually smiling, “and god forbid anyone touch her again.”


Daenerys turned away from the glass candle after watching it with her mother. Almost at once, as soon as her eyes re-focused, she started breathing heavily. Her hand moved to her chest. She went to the table and leaned on it, gasping.

“Breathe,” said Ashara, turning and walking to her daughter. “Breathe.”

“I’m not ready,” responded Daenerys, her pupils wide. “I’m not.”

“You are ready. You always have been.” Ashara pulled her daughter into a tight hug. Dany nestled into her mother’s arms, and her breathing began to calm. Ashara stroked Dany’s hair comfortingly, making sure not to accidentally undo any of the braids. “I remember how hard these are to get right,” she said, smiling. “I did them every day for you while waiting for you to awake.”

“I’m sorry,” said Daenerys, hugging her mother tighter, tears running down her cheeks. “I said so many hurtful things when I woke…”

Ashara hugged her soothingly, rocking slightly. “Hush, child. You had every right to. How could you have known the price I paid for my second life? The price of watching, guiding from the shadows. Preparing for that day.”

“I know,” said the Empress, comforted by the embrace. “You paid your life for mine. Like any mother would. Like I would have…”

“Anything you said after that was forgiven immediately. I could see in your eyes, you understood.”

“I looked at you and knew you were my mother, and I embraced you as such at once.” Dany chuckled sadly. “I understand now. Family is more complicated than ever.”

Ashara let Dany go, sensing she had calmed down. “I will never let anyone harm you again, Daenerys,” she said.

“I know.” Dany hesitated. Her eyes went back to the glass candle nervously, though since it was extinguished, she did not see anything more. “I don’t think he’ll harm me again, but I can’t forget… he was the only one I still trusted. I loved him. My own brother, even if neither of us knew it.”

“I was forbidden to tell you,” said Ashara, her voice sad.

“And his father- Eddard Stark- chose not to. He chose not to do many things.”

“He was a good man,” assured Ashara.

Dany did not appear convinced. “His children were not.”

“We are not our parents. Even had you been the Mad King’s daughter, you were not defined as such. We are our own people.”

Daenerys turned to the balcony to look over Volantis. Ashara stepped next to her. Looking out over the city, the Imperial flags as far as the eye could see… it reminded Dany how far she had come from that day.

No longer was she a girl fighting to reclaim a throne that her family had been thrown from.

Now she was a woman who sat on a throne she had forged for herself. A throne quite literally made for her.

“You say you will never let him hurt me,” said Daenerys hesitatingly. “But what if seeing him hurts me? It reminds me of that day. He tried… he tried to love me. The poison… it’s not solely to blame. ‘Let it be fear, then.’ That’s what I’d said to him. As I blamed you when I awoke from death… how could he not blame me?”

“You did not kill me for it,” said Ashara. “He loved you and he murdered you.”

“He was not the only one planning for me to die,” responded Daenerys. She closed her eyes and sighed through her nose. “Tyrion and Davos. What do you think of them?”

“I think the dwarf thinks himself too clever by half,” said Ashara simply. “Westeros is in the state it is in largely due to his failures. You had Cersei defeated ten times over and he let her find a way to even the scales.”

“I won’t be taking his advice on military matters anymore, rest assured,” said Daenerys, smiling slightly. “I have an uncle and many commanders to advise me on those now.”

Ashara placed her arm around her daughter and pulled her to her side. “Take all the Lannister’s advice with a grain of salt. If our allies did not assure us his begging for forgiveness was sincere, I’d have thrown him into my dungeon. Alongside my other ‘guest’. As it stands, as one more voice among many… See that you listen to your instincts.”

“I will,” agreed Daenerys. “And Ser Davos?”

Ashara had no complaints about Davos. Even before, she had thought him one of the few good men around Daenerys and Jon. “His loyalty to the boy notwithstanding, he seems a truly good man. You can trust him far more than the Lannister.”

“He was the only one who proposed the most obvious solution. Marriage.”

Ashara smiled. “I think I would have had to break the rules and intervene had that become the plan. I can’t imagine how the boy would have reacted to learn he was in love with his sister.”

“‘I don’t want it,’” said Daenerys, but with a faint, fond smile. “‘I never have.’ I’m just honestly surprised Sansa Stark didn’t begin plotting to marry him the moment she learned he was her cousin, not her bastard half-brother.”

Ashara’s face darkened at the mention of Sansa. “Perhaps she did. In the end, she saw a chance to gain power on her own, rather than as a consort.”

“She claimed to Tyrion that Jon was a better choice, and she didn’t even put him forward,” said Daenerys scornfully. “Instead who she thought was her brother was named King and she still chose to declare herself Queen in the North.”

Ashara’s eyes glittered dangerously. “Power is power. That is the lesson she learned. She craved power as to her, it meant safety. Safety from forced marriages. Safety from control.”

Daenerys nodded. “And now the enemy I sacrificed so many fighting against before, present a threat to her kingdom once more. And this time, if she begs for aid… I know who she is, and I know who I am. I know that House Stark’s honor is but a lie.”

Ashara raised an eyebrow. “There are good Starks,” she assured her daughter.

Dany picked up a wine glass. “Everyone I’ve ever met with the name of Stark has betrayed me. And I will never let them betray me again.”

“There's one who didn't,” said Ashara.


Tyrion had prided himself as Hand of the King as to being as aware of the major comings and goings of Westeros as he possibly could.

It was rather more difficult when only a few of the lords even did the minimum of pretending to respect him despite his title of Hand of the King. Of the rest, around half of them responded with a more tastefully worded- usually, at least- “fuck you for betraying your family for the Mad Queen”- and the other half responded with a more diplomatic “fuck you for betraying Daenerys Targaryen”.

Tyrion wanted to see the reaction of each group for different reasons. The first group, he wanted to see the terror in their faces when they saw that once again, he had pledged allegiance to Daenerys Targaryen- and she was far, far stronger than before. The second, he wanted to see the shock in their faces when they saw that he had been accepted back INTO her service.

As but one member of the Elder Council compared to the Hand of the King, Tyrion’s total workload was much diminished from his time in Bran's court. Daenerys had assembled a group of intelligent, loyal advisors from across Essos who bought in entirely to her vision of her ‘better world’.

The Elder Council legally was an advisory body more than an actual governing council. Ultimate, supreme authority still rested on the Dawnthrone, in the hands of the Amethyst Empress. It was she the legions were fully loyal to- and, more to the point, she was the only one the dragons answered to. But Daenerys listened to her council nearly always, and quite often, she allowed them to vote to decide issues.

Tyrion had spent the week since his appointment to the Elder Council doing his best to understand the lay of the land of politics here in the Empire. As best Tyrion could see, the political situation was rather simple: where Westeros was fracturing, Essos was uniting.

Most lands, especially those that had bent the knee before being conquered, maintained their old system of governance. The rulers of Yi Ti and Leng had been forced to stop calling themselves Emperor or Empress, and had become King and Queen instead, but they still held authority over all their lands. In fact, in Yi Ti’s case, they held more authority than they ever had before, supported as they were by the legions and the dragons.

The Bay of Dragons had resumed the councils that Daenerys had set up with Tyrion’s aid when they had left for Westeros, though they were far more stable at the fact that the Masters had been punished most severely when she had returned in her new life to discover they had taken back control and re-instituted slavery and crucified her most ardent supporters. Tyrion was still unsure of the fate of Daario Naharis. He was privately surprised not to find the man warming her bed again.

The Free Cities by and large maintained their old systems of governance, mostly helped by the fact that nearly all of them had bent the knee willingly once Volantis had fallen. Volantis still had its three Triarchs, even if all citizens of the city and its hinterland settlements were now allowed to vote without proving descent from Old Valyria. Braavos had its Sealord. All the old rulers and governments just bowed to the Dawnthrone and were required to follow Imperial laws and pay Imperial taxes now.

Tyrion had expected that some of the older nations, such as Yi Ti, might have been very angry about being forced to kneel, but he had been very surprised. The Golden Empire of Yi Ti claimed descent from the first Great Empire of the Dawn. Daenerys represented their founding myths come to life- Yi Ti was devoted and loyal. The Bay of Dragons to no surprise were utterly devoted to their Mhysa, as was Volantis, where the freedmen had become the dominant political force.

One might have expected Braavos to have been less loyal, but they had very enthusiastically pledged themselves to the Empire. Daenerys had become a bit of a folk hero to the Braavosi, whose first rule was ‘no slavery’ and had fought wars to curb the practice themselves. When she had returned and had smashed down their ancient rivals in Volantis and ended slavery across Essos for all time, their admiration had spilled over into devotion, and the Sealord had been virtually forced to bend the knee by his own people. Their loyalty was ensured by the fact that Daenerys had seen fit to make vast deposits in the Iron Bank’s vaults.

The most basic fact Tyrion discovered was that the ‘game of thrones’ as existed in Westeros simply either did not exist in the Empire, or existed in a form that was almost completely unrecognizable. Daenerys was beloved, the freedmen and smallfolk of Essos embracing her as their savior. Tyrion wondered if this was what it would have been like to live in Westeros during the days of Aegon the Conqueror, the bloody wars and conflicts that had raged throughout the previously independent Seven Kingdoms held in check by a strong central monarch and the threat of dragonfire.

And Daenerys was far more worthy of loyalty than she ever had been before. Gone was the fiery passion of the Dragon Queen, that woman who would laugh merrily at a joke one moment and vow to burn someone alive the next. Instead she behaved far more deliberately. Her laughs were less long, her smiles less bright, but her anger less fierce, and her rampages gone outright. She was not as icey as her mother- who Tyrion made every effort imaginable to avoid- but her fire had definitely cooled somewhat, into an air of melancholy that reminded Tyrion more of Jon than of anyone else. It resonated with Tyrion, who had never fully forgiven himself for killing his father and dooming his family… for letting Jaime go. For not saving Cersei and her unborn babe, even if he now blamed Varys solely, and Daenerys not at all. It was evident she had suffered very greatly, and had reforged herself into a much more measured person. Ruling was her duty more than her right.

Tyrion wondered what had changed her more. Her death and resurrection, and all the knowledge that had come with that, or her memories of that day in King’s Landing, what her poison-fucked mind had done.

Or maybe her sadness was that the man she had loved had been the one to kill her.

Tyrion was not looking forward to seeing Jon again. He had surely been told the truth… and Tyrion’s errors in judging Daenerys guilty. He would be absolutely livid with Tyrion.

They were due to arrive in the next few days.


The Imperial fleet reached Volantis, and Davos and Arthur Dayne led Jon down the gangplank. Without even glancing back, Jon followed them, trailed by Ghost and Tormund. A few more Guards fell in behind them.

“Big city,” said Tormund to Jon. He pointed. “Big bridge.” He was pointing at the Long Bridge, from which were hanging Imperial banners. “Lots of the Dragon Queen’s new flags.”

“Aye,” agreed Jon, disinterested. Yes, the city was spectacular, but Jon could not appreciate it. How could he? He was about to see the woman he’d murdered… alive.

Jon felt oddly at peace regarding it.

“You’re not scared?” asked Tormund to Jon. He started trying to air out his shirt.. “Fuck, it’s hot here.”

“Whatever she does to me,” said Jon resolutely, refusing to shy away from whatever fate awaited him, “it’s what I deserve. Course I’m scared. Scared to see her again. I murdered her, Tormund. I don’t...”

As they were led through the city, Tormund spotted the tattoos on the faces of many of the residents. “What are those markings?” he asked to Arthur Dayne.

Jon did not expect the Lord Commander to answer, but surprisingly, he did. “The mark of slaves,” he said.

“Slaves?” asked Tormund.

“Aye,” said Jon. “It’s when a person claims ownership of another person.”

Tormund was disgusted. “The fuck would someone do that?”

“Because they can,” answered Jon.

“Why would anyone let them do that to them?” asked Tormund, looking over a group of former slaves with various tattoos on their face. Some flys, some tears.

“Because they would be killed otherwise,” said Arthur.

“Some things, death is better,” responded Tormund firmly.

“Are you brave enough to be nailed to a cross, and left to die of hunger and thirst?” asked Arthur dangerously. “To have your man parts cut off and left to bleed out as an example to any others who defy them? ‘There are no masters in the grave,’ that’s what the slaves aspired to.”

“Dragon Queen allows this?” asked Tormund, his eyes narrowed dangerously.

Jon chuckled sadly to himself as they entered a market. “No,” he said to Tormund. “She hated it. She waged wars to stop it. ‘The Breaker of Chains,’ that was one of her titles.”

“There are no slaves anywhere in Essos anymore,” said Arthur as they walked through a market. Tormund sniffed interestedly at some sausages as they walked by a stand, but the Imperial Guard made sure he kept moving.

“The marks?” asked Tormund.

“Some marks don’t come off.”

“The Dragon Queen freed these people?” asked Tormund. “Even before?”

“She did,” confirmed Jon.

Tormund narrowed his eyes. “Your sisters were fucking idiots.”

They reached the gates to the palace shortly after. The heavy gates opened at once for them. They walked up a long staircase to a landing outside the heavy wooden doors. Jon noted with a pang that they were painted red. Waiting outside was Tyrion, along with a woman Jon did not recognize… and one he did, from his dreams.

Dany’s mother. Ashara Dayne.

“Jon,” greeted Tyrion nervously, drawing his attention away from the suspicious elder woman.

Jon looked at Tyrion and sized him up. He could see Tyrion was nervous, but frankly, Jon did not care one bit. “You told me to do it,” he said. “Does she know that?”

“She does,” confirmed Tyrion, looking at the ground in shame. “I… I’m so sorry, Jon. I didn’t know. They told you about the poison?”

“Aye,” snarled Jon, torn between wanting to punch Tyrion and scream at him in rage. He settled for a raised voice. “Here was me thinking you were supposed to be clever. That you loved her. You and I both knew it was fucked, Tyrion, but you were supposed to be the smart one.”

“I regret nothing more,” said Tyrion, full of shame. “I don’t deserve her forgiveness. I don’t know if she’s actually forgiven me… but she’s taken me back into her service. I’ll never betray her again.”

“If you do, I’ll cut you down myself,” said Jon, scowling at him.

“If he does, he belongs to me,” said Ashara Dayne, stepping forward and looking at Jon with suspicion in her gaze.

Jon knew it was time to face his fate, and he fell to his knees. “Lady Ashara,” he said. “I’m so sorry…”

“Not as sorry as you should be,” retorted Ashara, standing over him intimidatingly. Even though she was still very beautiful, Jon could sense the danger from her, a feeling he hadn’t felt since... “You remember Melisandre of Asshai? What she was capable of?”

“Aye, I do,” confirmed Jon. Ashara set his nerves on edge the same way she had.

Ashara leaned down. “If she doesn’t forgive you… if you ever harm her again… I will show you such horrors that your mind will break beyond repair.”

“I deserve it,” said Jon honestly. “I do.” He glanced up at Ashara, who was staring at him sternly, Jon seeking familiarity in her face, to the face he remembered so vividly. Her skin was a more olive color, her hair brown. He couldn’t see much of Dany in her, except in the eyes, which were the exact same shade as Dany’s.

“Fortunately for you, that decision does not rest with me,” said Ashara. “My daughter will be the one to decide who you belong to.”

“She is waiting,” said Allyria. She looked at her uncle. “She is looking over the Third Emerald right now. They just finished their training.”

“Jon, this is Lady Allyria Dayne,” introduced Tyrion. He frowned. “Princess Allyria?”

“Just lady,” stated Allyria, positively mortified at the idea of being called ‘princess.’

Tyrion turned back to Jon. “She is… Empress Daenerys’s half sister.” Jon’s eyebrows raised in surprise. “Not yours. Through her mother. Yes, quite surprising, I know.”

“It’s an honor to meet you,” said Jon, looking over Allyria, who stared back at him without fear. He could actually see a little of Dany in her, even though her eyes were grey, not violet.

“Your blade,” said Arthur Dayne gruffly, holding out his hand. “Any of them you have on you.” Jon didn’t even blink. He unbuckled Longclaw and handed it over, then reached into his clothes and pulled out a hunting knife.

“That’s all of them,” confirmed Jon. Ashara was watching him warily, but she nodded to her brother.

“The Empress is waiting,” said Allyria. She turned to lead the way inside. The Imperial Guard fell into step behind her, Arthur stepping next to his niece. Tyrion stopped Davos and Tormund as Jon, his heart hammering, followed.

“Not us,” Tyrion said to them. “She just wants to speak with Jon for now.” He looked at Tormund in surprise. “You could have stayed with your people down at the docks. You’re quite a loyal friend to follow Jon into the dragon’s jaws.”

“It’s as fucking hot as the dragon’s jaws,” said Tormund, sweating.

Tyrion chuckled. “We’ll find you some more comfortable clothes.”

 

Jon followed Allyria and the Guard through the palace to a high walkway that overlooked a large field. There, standing on the edge, Daenerys- guarded by even more Guard- was watching the marching procession of an army, who bore heavy green shields and green clothes under their armor.

She turned to look at the approaching party, and her eyes at once fell on Jon.

Jon stepped before her. It was her. He had been told she was reborn. But having been told it, and seeing it, were different things altogether. He was flooded with shame and regret and overwhelming gratitude that despite all he had done she still had saved his life again.

He felt himself stepping forward before he even realized what he was doing. A voice behind him shouted to stop. Before he knew it, his arms were wrapped around Daenerys, hugging her tightly. “I’m sorry,” he said, nearly sobbing with joy at seeing her again and grief that he had killed her. “I’m so sorry.”

He felt something was wrong when Daenerys went rigid. At once, strong arms pried him off of her, and threw him backwards onto the ground. When he lifted his head, he found Dawn held to his throat and the Imperial Guard surrounding him.

Jon looked at Daenerys, and she was pitch white, her eyes and pupils wide in fear. She was gasping desperately for air, and she fell to her hands and knees, seemingly unable to catch her breath. Her hand was clenched over her chest… right over, Jon realized horribly, where his dagger had pierced her heart.

The last time he had embraced her… it had been to murder her.

Daenerys had been the most powerful person alive when Jon had met her at Dragonstone seven or so years ago. The amount of power she had at her disposal then paled in comparison to the might she wielded now. She had the love and adoration of an entire continent, hundreds of thousands of professional soldiers at her beck and call, loyal vassals and counselors in nearly every position. A loving and supportive family.

And despite all this merely the act of hugging her caused her to lock up in panic and fear.

Because he had killed her.

Jon felt so disgusted with himself for not realizing, for doing it in the first place… he wanted Arthur’s sword to slice his head off.

Allyria bent down to hug her sister, and Daenerys clenched to her, her breath becoming less panicked and ragged. “I’m fine,” he heard her mutter after a moment. “I’m fine. I just…”

“Say the word, niece,” said Arthur, completely seriously.

The Empress waved her hand at Arthur dismissively, even as she finally caught her breath. “No… no…” Daenerys stood. She took a few last deep breaths, and wiped tears from her face.

“Dany… I’m sorry,” said Jon as the Imperial Guard stood down. Daenerys took one last glance at him, and looking around at the Guard, turned to look back at the marching Third Emerald.

“No,” she said. “You don’t get to call me that. Not now. Not ever again, maybe.”

“I’m so sorry…” Jon climbed to his feet but stayed as far away from her as was reasonable to have a conversation. As if he had a choice. The Imperial Guard had taken positions between them.

Dany’s face was quivering in her mixed emotions, that Jon could not see. “They told you everything, I presume?”

Jon hesitated, then nodded. “Aye… you were poisoned. It drove you mad. And… you’re my sister.”

“Half-sister,” corrected Daenerys.

“Does that really matter?” asked Jon.

Dany snorted. “At times? Yes, it does.”

“I know I can never make it right, Dany-”

“Don’t call me that,” said Daenerys fiercely, a scowl forming on her face, even as she did not turn back.

“-but… whatever you want to do to me… I’ll accept it. Kill me… hand me over to your mother. I deserve so much.”

Daenerys hesitated, weighing her options. “I don’t want to hurt you, Jon,” she said. “Nor do I want you in my bed, ever again. Does that reassure you? Your half-sister no longer desires to be your lover.”

“Aye, a bit,” confirmed Jon. “I wish I’d known before… maybe we’d be able to love each other in that way, as siblings. I understand you’ve got a sister.” Daenerys did not correct him with the ‘half’ designation, and Jon noticed. Daenerys loved Allyria, he could tell. “Maybe we could have been as close as you and she are.”

Daenerys paused, then took a few steps towards the overlook. She spread her arms as the Third Emerald Legion continued to march past. Over her glove on her right hand glinted the ring of Queen Rhaella. “Do you see all this, Jon?” she asked. “I’m building my better world. That’s what we talked about in the throne room that day, wasn’t it? You begged me… stop. Stop. What do you think? Am I just as bad as you feared?”

“You haven’t burnt any cities, and you never would have without the poison,” said Jon with surety.

“I have burnt many people,” said Daenerys without shame. “Does that bother you? Do you weep for the slavers who had put my people back in chains and crucified the councils I had left in place to see to their welfare? Do you mourn the nobles of Qohor who slit the throats of a thousand children so their black god would grant them protection against my armies?”

Jon’s face became stern. “No. I don’t. I know you.”

“You knew me before. You loved me before. And yet when Samwell Tarly told you I had killed his family, you did not care for my reasons. You did not care that they had broken faith with their liege, Olenna Tyrell, and sided with Cersei Lannister. That I still had offered to them the chance to bend the knee and retain all lands and titles. That I had offered them even the choice to take the black, and they spit on me, called me a foreigner, refused my mercy. That his brother, even when his father and Tyrion both begged him not to, still made the choice to stand with his father.”

Jon closed his eyes. Sam had never mentioned any of that. That his family had been oathbreakers. “I’m sorry. Sam never told me that.”

“Of course he didn’t, and you assumed the worst. How could you have not assumed the worst of me later?”

“I… I didn’t know about the poison… but I should have. I should have known something was wrong.”

“Even I didn’t know something was wrong,” Daenerys responded. “I awoke weeks later and my mother told me everything. It didn’t matter much to me. I was still tormented by my memories, still cried nearly every hour of every day in hatred for myself. I still see it every time I shut my eyes. Do you dream anymore? I don’t. I’m grateful. If I did, I would relive that day every moment I slept.”

“I dreamt of… the truth,” said Jon. “Not the poison, but… I knew you were my half-sister. I had dreams of it.”

Daenerys sighed, but her face lit with a smile. “I need to have words with mother,” she said to Allyria. “Tyrion dreams of spiders with blood running from their fangs… Jon dreams of the truth of our actual relation. Mother has been sending dreams to people.”

“Can she do that?” asked Jon, surprised. It hadn’t been dragon dreams?

“She’s a shadowbinder from Asshai,” responded Daenerys. “She was watching over me all my life. She’s why even though it took days for them to bring me back, I didn’t decay while I was dead. She put forth all her magic to prevent that, to keep me whole. Physically, at least. My mind is…”

“Healing,” said Allyria comfortingly. Daenerys gave her a smile. The Third Emerald had finished marching past. Daenerys still didn’t turn to face Jon again.

“I’m so glad you’re alive, Dany,” said Jon. Daenerys didn’t bother to correct him this time. “I’m glad you’ve built yourself an empire that is the greatest in the world. I’d take it all back, if I could. I wish I’d trusted you, I wish I’d never…”

“Killed me,” finished Daenerys for him.

“Aye,” said Jon, refusing to step around the issue.

Daenerys hesitated. “Why did you do it that way?” she asked in a voice that was far too quivering for her taste. A few tears escaped her eyes. Allyria took her hand and squeezed it.

Jon felt a frog in his throat. “I… wanted it to be painless. I wanted your last thoughts to be knowing I loved you.”

“My last thoughts were knowing that you’d betrayed me,” said Daenerys, her voice obviously wavering as she held back crying. Jon’s face fell. “You knew, Jon. You knew what it was to feel the knife of someone you trusted pierce your heart. You know what it is, as life fades, as the darkness comes, for the last thing you know is that you were betrayed. You were the only one left I trusted.”

Jon was crying in earnest, in horrid guilt and shame. “I hate myself,” he admitted. “I’ve hated myself for six years. Aye, I know. I wanted Drogon to burn me alive. I understand why you must hate me.”

“I don’t hate you,” admitted Daenerys, truthfully. She shook her head. “Do you want to know the truth, Jon? I may despise the manner in which you did it. I can never forgive you for that. ‘The man who passes the sentence should swing the sword.’ That’s what you said your father had told you. You passed the sentence and carried it out, but you didn’t even have the courage to tell me. Instead you used my love for you to get close to me, and then you put a dagger in my heart. But I can’t despise you.”

“I’m so sorry, Dany…” wept Jon. “I wish I’d never killed you. I’m so sorry I did it.”

“I’m not. I can never forgive how you did it… but I… you saved me, too.”

Jon’s tears ceased in his surprise.

“You were not the one in that throne room I was going to hurt, Jon,” said Daenerys, steeling herself, her crying stopping. “Even with the poison, I’d never have hurt you.” 

Daenerys finally turned to face Jon again, her cheeks wet, her eyes red. “I was going to find the tallest tower,” she admitted quietly, “and throw myself from it. My mother and Kinvara, the red priestess who led the ceremony… they needed my body intact to bring me back. I’d have killed myself in a way that they’d never have been able to resurrect me.”

Jon fought down a wave of bile at the revelation. “You were innocent…”

“None of us could have known. Tyrion, for all his knowledge… you for all your honor. Even me. I’d actually begun to believe they’d been right about me all along, that in me was this horrid monster called ‘The Mad King’s Daughter.’ I was very glad to hear that I never was.”

“And to have a mother?” asked Jon, trying to reassure her. “That must be nice.”

Daenerys’s face shifted awkwardly, and Jon realized he’d strode on a sore spot. Allyria glanced nervously next to her. “Now, yes,” said Daenerys. “My mother and I are very close. She gave her life to save me. Daughter of death… child of three.”

Jon sighed. “I know… you say you don’t want to be together as lovers again, Dany… and I’ll admit, nor do I, not now that I know you’re my half-sister… but I’d like to get close to you. As your brother.”

Daenerys hesitated. “Perhaps with time,” she said slowly, “we can become close in that manner. But… it will take time, Jon. There is a great deal of bitterness I must work through…”

“I understand,” said Jon, nodding. He dared to take a step forward. The Guard moved to block him, but Daenerys waved them down. Jon stepped to only a few feet away- he still did not want to get closer. “It is amazing what you’ve built. Even on the ship, I can see how much your people love you. Westeros were idiots to reject you.”

“Perhaps,” said Daenerys, smiling faintly. “Your brother Bran… if that is still Bran, I mean… you know he’s a terrible king, yes?”

“You’d have been the best queen they’d ever had,” said Jon confidently. “If you want to take Westeros… I won’t stop you. Not this time.”

“After what I did, they won’t ever accept me as their Queen,” said Daenerys. “No… Bran must be removed, I agree, but they hate me far more than they hate him. There’s only one person they’ll accept on the throne now. Thanks to Varys. Thanks to Sansa. Thanks to you. I told you what would happen if you told them, Jon. It was the one thing I ever asked you for in Winterfell… and you couldn’t give it to me.”

Jon grimaced. “I told you, I didn’t want it. I still don’t.”

“And I told you it would go beyond your control, until it took on a life of its own,” Daenerys’s face was an inferno. “The Seven Kingdoms needs a strong king. Someone with the right name, and the strength to hold it together.”

“That’s never been me,” responded Jon. “It’s you, Dany. You’re the one who can do it. You’re my Q-”

“DON’T YOU DARE SAY THAT,” snarled Daenerys furiously. How dare would Jon say those words to her, the words he had said to her before he had stabbed her. “I was your Queen and I thought you loved me and you put a dagger in my heart!”

Jon stepped back as if he’d been burnt, feeling terrible, knowing the source of Dany’s rage. Just as he was happy that they seemed to be back on the right foot, he was afraid they’d undone it all. Allyria seemed to sense it, too. She put her army around her sister comfortingly. Daenerys caught her breath.

“Jon,” she said, more calmly. “I will help bring Westeros peace, but I can’t do it alone. Nor do I expect you to.” She drew herself to her full height- which was not much. “I will place you as King in King’s Landing, Ruler of the Seven Kingdoms… but you will pledge fealty to me as the Amethyst Empress.”

Jon shook his head, confused. “A King who is a vassal? Is that possible?”

“Yi Ti, Leng, Mossovy,” listed Daenerys, “all lands that have kings. Yara is Queen of the Iron Islands still. All in fealty to me. All supported by my Legions and my dragons. Westeros will be part of my better world.”

“What if I say no?” asked Jon, still not at all willing to rule the Seven Kingdoms.

“Then if you still desire my help against the return of the White Walkers, I’d be forced to use my Legions to occupy Westeros and put down the constant rebellions that would flare up at the horrid return of the Mad Queen. I cannot suffer a tyrant like your brother to oppress his people. You are a hero. With your support, there will be peace. I will have Legions in place to support you. But Gendry Baratheon, Edmure Tully, Robin Arryn, they know you. They trust you. They’ll support you. If you need help, I will supply it.”

Jon frowned. “Let me think on it, at least.”

Daenerys nodded. She turned to look back at the field where the Third Emerald was forming back up to march out. “Jon,” she said. “I hope… things can be well between us, with time.”

“Aye,” agreed Jon. “So do I.”

“You know Sansa will continue to be an issue for me, yes, when she discovers I live?”

Jon scowled. “I’ll deal with Sansa,” he said. “I’ll not betray you ever again. You have my word.”

Then they heard padding nearby.

“WOLF!” shouted an Imperial Guard, and at once they sprang between the Empress and the great white beast that had come out of the palace and was staring at Daenerys. They drew their blades.

“HOLD!” shouted Daenerys. She pushed her way towards the direwolf, Allyria behind her. She and the wolf stared at one another. In all her time at Winterfell, Jon had never seen fit to introduce her to the wolf. It was like he had kind of forgot.

Jon stayed far away as Dany took a cautious step forward. She removed a glove and reached out a hand to Ghost. The direwolf came to her, and sniffed at her hand.

Then he started licking her fingers. Dany smiled widely as Ghost’s licks became more and more enthusiastic. She knelt down, and Ghost put his paws on her shoulders so he could tongue-attack her face with vigor.

Dany laughed joyfully and wrapped her arms around Ghost, sensing his delight at meeting her. Ghost panted happily next to her ear. Jon smiled widely.

“I will be taking a day to get acquainted with this wolf,” said Daenerys sternly to Jon, but she was obviously happy. “I will spoil him with meat from animals he didn’t know existed, let alone tasted.”

Ghost licked his lips eagerly.

“Aye,” agreed Jon. “I’ll leave him to your care, then. I’ve got to go check on the freefolk. Your people might panic at seeing a wolf in their streets without the Guard around.”

He gave a bow, and a smile, and walked off. Daenerys watched him leave, and sighed. Ghost nuzzled her cheek, placing his head on her shoulder.

“I think he’ll never hurt you,” said Allyria. “How was it, seeing him again?”

Daenerys thought about her answer for a moment. “I think I can love him as a brother,” she said. “But whenever I remembered what we once had… pain. Only pain. I know he doesn’t want to go back to that… and I think I know now for sure, I don’t either.”

“I think you’re right,” agreed Allyria. “He seems like a good man. He’ll stand by you.”

“Careful, sister,” teased Dany. “He didn’t care for thinking I was his aunt. Cousin won’t be much better for him.”

Allyria chuckled. “Not in that way. Not after what he did to my sister.” She put her arm around Daenerys and held her comfortingly.

Ghost sniffed at Dany interestedly. She pulled her head back and placed his snout between her palms. “You smell it, don’t you?” she asked.

Ghost licked her face in response. Dany smiled, but sighed sadly.

“Do not tell him. I will do it when… if… the time is right.”

Notes:

NEXT TIME
1. We meet up with Sansa in a surprisingly stable North given how other pro-Dany resurrection fics tend to be.
2. Well... stable for NOW. Someone's using cheat codes...
3. Dany shows off one of her Legions to Jon, and tells Tyrion of the time a cloth dragon conquered three cities.
4. Arya learns how the people of Volantis feel about their Empress.
5. Tormund meets his greatest fear. (It's Ashara Dayne)

Let me know what you think!

Chapter 4: Liars

Summary:

“Crows are all liars,” Old Nan agreed, from the chair where she sat doing her needlework. “I know a story about a crow.”

-Bran IV, A Game of Thrones
(this is your author reminding you it’s the
Three-Eyed Crow in the books)

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

Tormund looked over as Jon returned, having been escorted down to the docks by Davos. Jon had to chuckle at the sight of Tormund, the fearsome freefolk chieftain, in a light silk shirt. The ginger didn’t care, though. “Still alive, I see.”

“Aye,” confirmed Jon, stepping next to Tormund. “How are the freefolk settling in?”

Tormund grunted. “Fuckin melting is what we are. Thought you southerners were crazy for heat. This is another thing entirely.”

Jon couldn’t help but smile slightly, despite his own distraction at what Daenerys had proposed and just seeing her again. “And other than that?”

Tormund nodded, seeming content. “Dragon Queen’s got us beds and food. Healers looking over the sickly. Hasn’t demanded we kneel. This isn’t the true north, but it’s better than being dead.” Tormund leaned over. “She gonna help us again? Or we gonna be here from now on?”

“I think she’ll help us,” admitted Jon, his mind still reeling about what Daenerys had proposed. The King of Westeros vassal to a foreign nation… It’d make Jon angry if he didn’t still feel that she was the rightful Queen. “Her plan is to make me king of the kneelers.”

“She don’t want it for herself anymore?” asked Tormund. What the freefolk lacked in bookish intelligence, he made up for in insight.

Jon smirked. “I think her plan is for me to kneel to her and her Empire. We’ll be part of her realm, but I’ll rule Westeros in her name.”

Tormund raised an eyebrow at Jon skeptically. “You willing to go against your brother and sister?”

Jon frowned. “ She is my sister,” he said plainly.

Tormund frowned, unconvinced. “You chose them over her once before,” he said.

“Only because I thought she’d burnt a city of her own free will.” Jon scowled. “There’s no divide in me now. No Sansa pushing me to take her throne from her. She built her own nation. I’ve got no claim on it. Davos and even Tyrion both say, Bran’s a shit king. People are starving. He doesn’t care. What love I had for them… it’s my duty.”

Tormund looked at Jon. “You chose duty over love once before,” he said plainly. “And it destroyed you.”

Jon could not answer that.


Tyrion sought out Daenerys almost immediately. He found her slumped in her private sitting room, her head in her hand, staring thoughtfully at a fire. Her eyes were blood-struck, but her tears had ceased.

Tyrion noted that she definitely had more grief in her face, but she also appeared to be more at peace.

Also that a colossal white direwolf was sitting in front of her with his head in her lap, and she was stroking it gently.

“How did it go?” asked Tyrion gently.

Daenerys looked over at him, and chuckled. “You’re the one who told him to do it,” she said, “and you think seeking me out is a wise idea right now?”

Tyrion sighed deeply in regret. “Forgive me.”

“It’s fine. You didn’t tell him to do… it that way, did you?”

Tyrion shook his head. “All this time I honestly thought that Samwell Tarly’s book was close to the truth. I couldn’t have imagined…”

“Brave, honorable Jon Snow…” said Daenerys, her eyes darkening. She sighed. “He lives. He has his freedom. He knew Rhaegar was my father even before Davos and my uncle found him.”

Tyrion furrowed his brows in surprise. “How?”

“The same reason you had dreams of spiders with blood running from their fangs,” said Dany. “My shadowbinder mother.”

Tyrion sighed. Somehow he wasn’t surprised. “He didn’t want to… return to your bed?” asked Tyrion frankly.

“He hated the idea I was his aunt. No, knowing I’m his sister has not made him more eager to leap into my bed again. Nor would I let him in.”

Tyrion nodded. “Well, I’m glad. I think this is good for you. To make peace with Jon.”

“Before this I wasn’t so sure,” admitted Daenerys. “My uncle and Ser Davos both argued for it. Turns out, age belies wisdom. I do feel better.”

“On the topic of people returning to your bed… whatever happened to Daario Naharis?”

Dany raised an eyebrow at him. “Why do you care?”

Tyrion shrugged. “I’ll admit? A part of me wonders if he’s been in Volantis all this time, and I’ve merely not crossed paths with him. I’m sure if I found him he would… punish me for turning against you.”

“He would be a hypocrite if he did,” responded Daenerys bitterly. “No, the moment news of my death reached Meereen, Captain Naharis was given an offer he did not refuse. He let the masters and their sellswords back in. And in return, he was named King of Meereen, in the name of the Great, Good, and Wise Masters of Slaver’s Bay. He saw the councils we established butchered, and those I freed thrown back in chains.”

Tyrion frowned. “I’m sorry,” he said.

“I remember the day well. News of the Amethyst Empress’s true name had not spread west yet. Or else they would not have dared oppose me. Not that it would have saved Daario.”


Five Years Ago...

The United Kingdoms of the Harpy had marched their army to Khyzai Pass to intercept the march of the Gemstone Legions from the east.

Daenerys and Arthur rode along the lines as her troops formed up for battle. First and Second Jade, First Ruby, First Sapphire. Those were the legions that were ready. More were mustering back in Yi Ti and Leng- Arthur reported with the closest thing to pride that Daenerys had ever seen that the rosters were overflowing with recruits, ready to fight and die for the Great Empire of legend reborn- but this was the invasion force as it currently stood. Sixty thousand men... and Daenerys’s secret support.

Across the field the Harpy banners fluttered overhead as the Great Good Wise Masters- representing the united masters of Meereen, Yunkai, and Astapor- prepared their troops to meet the Imperial armies in the field. Their numbers were lesser, but in the pass, they could prevent the Imperial forces from outflanking them.

“They’re fools to fight us,” said Arthur.

“They were fools to fight me before,” said Daenerys. “This time there will be no mercy for the masters.”

A horn sounded from the Masters army as a group of riders came forward. Daenerys did not send out a parley force of her own to meet them. She did not consider them worth her time. Still, killing envoys was frowned upon. She would not.

As the envoys reached a few dozen feet from the Legion’s front lines, they halted. Daenerys. They stood in front of the 1,900 men of the Imperial Guard ranks, marked by their violet shields, who held the center of the Imperial line. A hundred held back with their Empress, to guard her. On the left was formed up the Jade Legions. On the right, the Ruby and Sapphire. Her commanders- her Rōvudrāzmio- were waiting with her, but they turned to listen as the Masters’ envoy began to shout.

“The Great, Good, and Wise King of Meereen, Daario Naharis, on behalf of the Great, Good, and Wise Masters of Slaver’s Bay, demands your army’s immediate retreat and reparations to be made for this flagrant violation of our ancestral lands.”

“Allow me to defend your honor, my niece,” begged Arthur.

“You are too dear to me, uncle,” said Daenerys. “I cannot bear to lose you.”

Arthur smiled. “You won’t.”

“They’ll fight dirty.”

“Then I’ll fight using Dawn.” Daenerys gave a slight smile back and nodded.

Arthur Dayne, Dawn in hand, strode forward. “I, Lord Commander of the Imperial Guard Arthur of House Dayne,” he called back, “am here to fight for the honor of my niece, the Amethyst Empress. Are there any among you man enough to challenge me?”

The Legions gave a shout of support for Arthur. Daenerys, Allyria, and Ashara watched as a rider came forward from the Masters’ parley force. To Dany’s great disappointment, it was not Daario.

“I, Tahaemon Nohtalor, Commander of King Daario’s Second Sons, will have the task of killing you, what little honor can be found.”

Arthur hefted Dawn. Overconfidence, Nohtalor dismounted his horse, and strode forward to match blades man-to-man with the Sword of the Morning.

“Slave masters have no honor,” said Arthur. “Nor do sellswords or traitors.”

“Honor gets one killed,” responded Nohtalor. He swung his blade at Arthur. Arthur raised Dawn to parry, and then counterstruck. Nohtalor barely got his blade up in time to block the blow.

Or, rather, try to block the blow.

Dawn broke the sellsword’s blade. Stunned, Nohtalor could barely react as the Lord Commander brought Dawn back for another strike, and took Nohtalor’s head clean off with a single swipe.

The Imperial army cheered loudly. Dayne placed Dawn blade-first in the ground and looked across at the stunned and angry Masters.

“You’ve got a death wish, old man,” said Daario. He rode forward, drawing his jeweled arahk. “That was one of my best men. I’ll take your head.”

“You can try,” mocked back Arthur. “The duel of honor has been fought. Your man lost.”

“You think that means we’ll surrender?” asked Daario, sneering.

“Oh, please don’t,” shouted Daenerys. Daario turned to look at the lines as the Imperial Guard ranks split so Daenerys could walk forward. “I have no intention of honoring your surrender. As my uncle said, the duel of honor has been fought. Return to your army, or don’t. It doesn’t matter to me. You’ll meet the same fate either way.”

“Daenerys,” said Daario, stunned.

“‘Her Imperial Majesty,’” responded Arthur. “Daenerys Lightbringer of House Targaryen, First of Her Name. Amethyst Empress of the Great Empire of the Dawn. Breaker of Chains, Mother of Dragons. The Unburnt. The Reborn. The Princess Who Was Promised, The Bringer of Dawn.”

“She died,” said Daario, panicking. “YOU DIED.”

“And now I live again,” stated Daenerys. “You betrayed me, Captain Naaharis.”

“You betrayed me first!” snarled Daario. “You left me alone, in Meereen. It was an impossible position, once you had gone off with your army, your fleet, your dragons. I hear you got most of them killed, along with yourself. I told you you should have stayed in Meereen. With me.”

“Maybe I should have,” agreed Daeneys. “But if we look back, we are lost. I made my mistakes, and I paid for them. And I see now that leaving you in charge of Meereen was a great mistake. How quickly did you turn the city back to the Masters? How many slaves died as you made yourself King of Meereen and helped the other cities fall back into chains? Did you even have the decency to wait until I was dead before you betrayed me?”

“You abandoned me! I loved you and you abandoned me!” He pointed his arahk at Daenerys. Daenerys calmly raised her arm. Behind her, the bow and crossbowmen of the Legions readied their weapons, awaiting her command. Daario, realizing they had him dead to rights a hundred times over, lowered his blade. Daenerys waited a moment before putting her hand back down. The Legions stood down.

Daario and Daenerys continued to stare at each other. The Legions stood behind their Empress, silent in their ordered ranks. The Army of the Harpy on the far side, baying and mocking.

“You were only special because you had dragons,” said Daario. “Where are your dragons now?”

“Do you really want me to show you?” asked Daenerys.

“We didn’t believe it, I still don’t, but we’ve got those scorpions the Westerosi designed. They’ve killed dragons. Bring forth your last one, we’ll kill him too.”

“Oh Daario,” said Daenerys, stroking his face tenderly with her gloved hand. “What a fool you are. I need only a cloth dragon to defeat your army, and not a lick of fire. And fear not. I mean not to kill you. I would like to introduce you to my mother.”

Daario narrowed his eyes at the perceived threat. “I don’t believe you. Everything the Westerosi said about you is true. You have gone mad.”

“Is madness so far from wisdom? For you lack both, in that case. You say only my dragons make me special, but I won my first victories when my children were no larger than dogs. I was Queen of Meereen with far less large an army than this one... and I will rule over the Bay of Dragons again. Do you think my people have forgotten me? Do you think your slave soldiers will still fight for you, when they realize against who you fight?”

Daenerys strode past Daario to face the Army of the Harpy. She spread her arms wide and called. “Mhysa ēza māzigon arlī syt ao!” Mother has returned for you! Behind her, the Imperial Guard unfurled a large banner bearing the three-headed dragon of House Targaryen.

The Army of the Harpy sat there, dumbfounded, before a single word started being shouted by the front ranks, the ranks of slave soldiers. “Mhysa! Mhysa! Mhysa!”

“Gūrogon arlī aōha ābrar! Ēza va moriot issare aōhon! Aōha belma issi yn pirtra!” called Daenerys again. Take back your lives. They have always been yours. Your chains are lies.

At once, the sheer joy and reverence exploding out of them, the slave ranks at the head of the Army of the Harpy turned on their stunned masters. It was swift, brutal, and utterly without mercy. The Imperial Guard surrounded Daario and his delegation. Those who fought died. Arthur Dayne brought the flat of Dawn against the back of Daario’s knees as he watched the slave soldiers he had brought lay utter waste to the soldiers of the masters. Daario fell to his knees, but he continued to watch next to Daenerys as the slaves overwhelmed the masters.

“A man who has known freedom,” said Daenerys, “merely needs a small taste to seize it once more.”

As the slaves cheered victoriously, Ashara and Allyria came forward. “You died,” said Daario again in disbelief. “You died.”

“I did,” confirmed Daenerys. “Death is not always the end of life.” Ashara came to stand behind the Empress as Daenerys knelt and took Daario’s chin in hand. “Nobody’s life can ever belong to another... but you must pay your pennance, Daario. I, Daenerys Lightbringer of House Targaryen and House Dayne, sentence you to prison.”

“Prison?” asked Daario. “Not death?”

“Oh, Daario. I’ve died before. Once you die, there is nothing. What pennance is that for one such as you? No, Daario. This is my mother. She shall be your jailor.”


Present Day

On the one hand, Arya felt more at ease in Volantis, by the mere fact that as far as she could see, nobody in the city flew the flag of the three-headed dragon above their houses.

On the other, now that she knew the truth of who the Amethyst Empress was, she felt the Imperial flag and its amethyst gemstone sigil was worse, even. And it felt like a full quarter of the houses in Volantis had the Amethyst sigil hanging from it, or flying above it.

Everyone who flew that flag surely knew the truth of what Daenerys Targaryen had done in Westeros. A million people turned to ashes beneath the fires of her dragon, as its mad mother rode upon its back, commanding it all.

Even despite all her training to remain emotionless and in control, Arya had felt a stab of panic the first time a dragon had flown overhead here in Volantis. It had not at all been eased when she realized that unlike the ones in Meereen, she recognized this one. It haunted her nightmares sometimes. She had last seen it in King’s Landing. And Drogon had gotten even bigger than he had been then. Arya was sure he might now be larger than Balerion the Black Dread. His scales would be like iron. Even a scorpion bolt might never hurt him again.

But despite Arya’s unease, dragons were a fact of life here. They nested upon the roof of the Imperial Palace. They flew overhead all the time. Most Volantenes didn’t even look up. In fact Arya quickly realized that merchants had figured out natives didn’t look at the dragons. People from outside Volantis did. People from outside Volantis generally didn’t know what a fair price actually was when they were haggling.

Arya had explored the city, going across the long bridge, mingling in the markets, even watching the whores in the brothels carefully, trying to take the city’s measure. In her paranoia, she was sure she felt eyes on the back of her neck. Like the townsfolk knew who she was, and were waiting for a sign to strike at and murder her.

Because if there was one thing Arya didn’t at all understand, it was how anyone could know the truth of what Daenerys had done, and love her despite it.

And her people loved her.

Arya had seen it. She had been at a market stall when a group of emerald-clad Imperial legionnaires had arrived. For one heart-stopping moment, Arya had been sure they were there for her. She had been determined to go down fighting, and had reached for Needle on her waist, only to find nothing there- in her panic she had forgotten she had it hidden in a secret place at the docks. Arya loved that sword, but Daenerys had surely seen it on her waist during her time at Winterfell.

But the legionnaires were not there for Arya. They had surrounded one of the customers. He had tried to run, but the crowds- who had of course immediately taken an interest in the spectacle- seized him and threw him to the legionnaires. They had restrained him with a few heavy knocks, shackled him, and dragged him off. All the while, the people cheered.

“Imperial justice!” cried a man. “Long live her Majesty!”

The crowd had toasted that.

Arya later had heard that the man arrested was accused of murdering his wife. He would be put on trial, and if found guilty, executed.

Once, another day, Arya had found a large crowd. A man wearing a black sash with a golden version of the gemstone sigil sewn into it- guarded by violet-clad soldiers that Arya knew marked them as Imperial Guard, the Empress’s best soldiers- listened to petitions. They had begged him to bring up the matter of lowering the price of flour for bread, and he had pledged to raise it at the next council session. Arya had later learned that the man was Doniphos Paenymion, a former Triarch of Volantis, and now a member of the Imperial Elder Council.

Two days or so later town criers had announced that the Elder Council and Empress had agreed to pay farmers nearby to expand their fields to grow more grain to grind into flour. Increased supply would result in lower prices, but in the interim, the Empire would buy grain from farmers in the Bay of Dragons, where there was a surplus, and bring it to Volantis. Then, legionnaires had opened bags and tossed bread to cheering crowds.

Arya was of two minds about this.

Was this all a ploy? Arya remembered Sansa telling her all about Margaery Tyrell. How she had helped the people- but had made sure to be seen helping the people. People who thought the Empress was good and just were not inclined to think her a tyrant.

But the people did not flinch when dragons flew overhead. They stepped out of the way of legionnaires and Imperial Guard when they marched through the streets, but they did it respectfully, without fear. Once Arya even saw a little girl take a flower to a legionnaire, and the soldier promptly put it into his helmet. Arya had been confused until she saw the girl race back to her mother, who had a tattoo on her face- the mark of a former slave.

To Volantis, the dragons and soldiers didn’t represent tyranny. They represented freedom.

In fact the only people Arya could find- and she had made the effort to search- who spoke ill of the Empire were the deposed old blood, in their palatial estates. They grumbled about how the power had been seized from them, how the freedmen should be slapped back in chains, how the Black Walls would be rebuilt and the pure blood of old Valyria would rule again, as was right and just.

They met openly. They spoke of their views freely. The people- especially the freedmen- hated them, but the legionnaires and Imperial authorities did nothing to stop them so long as they only used words, not violence. In fact once Arya saw a freedman assault one of them. The freedman had been arrested and fined for breaking the Imperial law.

Most of the other freedmen around muttered that the Empress’s law was the law, and the man had broken it. Even if they all understood why, and had enjoyed watching the former master get beaten.

It was this that was causing Arya to hesitate.

This wasn’t tyranny.

If Arya hadn’t had personal experience with Daenerys Targaryen, with her demands that the North bend the knee, with her flying overhead burning everything within sight, with watching mothers hold their babes as the flames turned them both to ash... she would have thought her a good, just, wise ruler.

This was the sort of woman Arya could see Jon falling in love with.

The demon monster Westeros despised was the angel hero the Essosi loved.

Despite that, Arya knew she could not suffer a threat to House Stark to live. Surely, Daenerys Targaryen would cross the Narrow Sea. She would remove Bran from what she regarded as her throne, even if it never had been hers- always Jon’s. She would pay back Sansa’s hate with dragonfire. She would murder Jon for murdering her.

Arya’s father would tell her, justice must always be done. Daenerys Targaryen had murdered nearly a million people. She had died for that crime once, and she had been reborn. Nobody was above justice. A life for a life; Daenerys Targaryen owed a balance that still must be paid.

And the pack must be protected.

Arya’s loyalty was to the pack. Always to the pack.

She would protect the pack. She would protect Sansa. She would protect Bran. She would protect Jon.

Jon... what would Jon think, Arya wondered? That the woman he’d loved and killed had come back from death itself, and Arya had killed her again?

Jon didn’t know what was best for him. If Jon knew, he would never have fallen in love with her in the first place. Jon would have to never learn that she lived again, nor who had killed her. Jon couldn’t hate Arya for doing the right thing, then. How would he ever know? Jon was safely in the lands beyond the Wall, with the freefolk. He would never find out. It was impossible.

Then why did Arya still have trouble getting Jon’s face staring at her in revulsion and hate out of her mind?

Daenerys Targaryen must die. Arya knew that.

Why did the idea make Arya feel sick?


Sansa Stark stepped into the Great Hall of Winterfell and noticed that the muttered conversation of the Northern Lords died rather more quickly than it usually did. Many of them were looking at her suspiciously. Still, they stood when she entered, and waited until she had sat on her throne before they returned to their seats.

Jon and Robb and even father had, rather than sitting on a throne, sat at the center of a table, flanked on either side by their family and advisors. Sansa had done away with that. A Queen deserved a throne. One made just for her. It was just one of the ways Sansa was better than Daenerys Targaryen, who when passing judgement over Jaime Lannister, had sat in the high table, like the North belonged to her. Even though its people hated her.

Sansa had always known Daenerys Targaryen was a tyrant and a lunatic, and Jon had been a fool to love her. It was the rule. When you played the game of thrones you win… or you die. There is no middle ground. Daenerys Targaryen had lost. She had lost her armies, her dragon, her servants that she pretended were her friends, and finally, her mind… and then her life. House Stark had won. This was their destiny. They had suffered more than any, let alone a foreign princess living in luxurious exile. Sansa had survived Ramsay. What had Daenerys Targaryen survived?

Sansa had earned this. Her mother had always promised she’d be a queen. Sansa had thought it would be as a queen consort, wife to a king, but instead she ruled in her own right, even if it was just the North. Sansa knew that perhaps the smartest thing to do would have been to push Jon for the Iron Throne- or, whatever was left of it after Daenerys Targaryen’s last dragon had melted it to slag- and marry him, since he was her cousin by blood. The thought made Sansa shiver in disgust. Jon was her brother in heart, and the pack did not mate with their own. Even if Jon had fucked his aunt.

“Your Grace,” began Wyman Manderly, before Sansa could begin court. “We have received ravens…”

“Ravens from where?” asked Sansa.

“The Wall. They claim that…” Manderly froze, nervous.

Sansa raised her chin imperiously. “That what?” she asked.

“That you have had Jon Snow murdered.”

The room muttered and watched Sansa carefully.

Sansa was flabbergasted. “They say what?” she asked in disbelief. “I haven’t had contact with Jon in years. He left beyond the Wall to join the wildlings. Why would I have him murdered?”

Manderly looked at Sansa closely. “Because you felt he was a threat to your throne.”

Sansa bristled. She rubbed her throne’s armrests. This was her throne. Made for her. How could Jon be a threat to it? He wasn’t even really a Stark. He had a Stark mother, but that gave him no claim on the North. Not compared to a trueborn daughter of Eddard Stark.

“I assure you, Lord Manderly, these are lies,” said Sansa. “And you had best watch your tone. I am Queen in the North.”

“Your Grace, I ask you of this,” said Manderly, defiant. “Speak truthfully. Did you have Jon Snow killed?”

Sansa narrowed her eyes. “Do you have proof?” There was no proof. She had done nothing of the sort.

Manderly hesitated, then nodded. “When the ravens came, I wrote… to the King in the South, Bran Stark. He confirmed that he had seen men under your employ… sack a wildling settlement at Hardhome, where Jon Snow had settled. I sent a ship to investigate… and we found a ruined village. And this.”

He lifted a cloak. Sansa recognized it at once. She had made it at Castle Black for Jon. It was badly damaged.

“These are lies!” said Sansa, horrified. Jon was dead? He was her brother. Maybe not in blood, but in heart! She would never have hurt him. “Did you find his body? Any wildlings?”

Manderly shook his head. “The settlement was deserted, but King Bran had said that the wildlings had fled into the wilderness. We found no trace of them, apart from the signs of battle.”

Glover stood. “Do you have any proof of Queen Sansa’s involvement, Lord Manderly?” he asked. He had always been one of Sansa’s staunchest supporters.

“There is no proof!” snapped Sansa. “I did no such thing. I am your queen. My word is law.”

“The laws of men, aye,” agreed Lord Kegan Flint of Flint’s Fingers. “But kinslaying is against the gods’ laws. It must be judged.”

“Still, all we have is proof that Hardhome was attacked, and Jon was there,” said Sansa. “I did not order it. It could have been Ironborn.”

“No Ironborn ships have been sighted by Northern or Southern fleets,” said Manderly. “I can assure you of that as Lord Admiral of the North.”

“And Ser Davos?” asked Sansa.

Manderly shook his head. “Ser Davos has vanished from King’s Landing, along with Lord Tyrion Lannister. But King Bran assures me of the same truth: the only fleet either my ships or his have seen are a small Imperial fleet. They rounded Braavos and went east, towards the ports on the northern coast of the Empire, according to King Bran.”

“Is Bran sure?” asked Sansa. “Maybe it was the Empire.”

“I do not doubt your brother’s sight,” responded Manderly.

Sansa was sitting there in horror. She had done no such thing… and Bran knew it, she knew.

Why was he doing this?

“I would never hurt Jon,” said Sansa. “He was my brother. I am the Queen in the North. The daughter of Eddard Stark. I swear on my house’s honor, it is true!”

“And the King in the South is Eddard Stark’s son,” said a lord. “And he tells a different tale!”

“Lord Bran told me,” said Manderly, “that in your desk… there’s a letter that proves it.”

“There is no such letter!” snarled Sansa.

“Then will you consent to allowing us to search your desk?”

Sansa knew then that there was a letter in there. She hadn’t written it.

Bran had.

Bran was framing her.

“I… I…” stuttered Sansa, feeling trapped. A horrified feeling she hadn’t felt since the crypts at Winterfell, during the Battle of Winterfell, when the dead were coming out of the crypts… when all sense and logic had left the room and they had kind of forgot that the White Walkers could raise the dead. It still didn’t make any sense to Sansa.

Manderly looked at Glover and Flint. “The three of us shall search the desk,” he said. “We shall swear to be truthful.”

“If there is a letter,” said Sansa, “I didn’t write it. Bran is framing me.”

Shouts of outrage. “Liar!” she heard. “Kinslayer! Usurper!”

“Bran is the usurper!” shouted Sansa in a panic. The lords were turning on her. “He is coming for my throne!”

“He is the trueborn son of Eddard Stark!” said one Sansa didn’t recognize. “You usurped his throne!”

“We shall see what this letter says,” said Manderly. He, Glover, and Flint left.

They returned with ashen faces and a letter in Manderly’s left hand.

“Maester Wolkan,” said Manderly. “You are a chained master of the Citadel. Sworn to neutrality, yes?”

Wolkan gave a nervous glance to Sansa, but nodded. “I am,” he confirmed.

Manderly offered him the letter. “Can you confirm if this is in Queen Sansa’s hand?”

Wolkan took the letter and, hands trembling, opened it. He gave a terrified glance at Sansa, but nodded to Manderly. “I can confirm,” he said. “This is her hand.”

The lords shouted in outrage. More and more lords took up the call of ‘kinslayer.’

“Even more,” said Manderly, “Queen Sansa was plotting to have Bran Stark killed.” Loud shouts of outrage. “She was then plotting to put herself forward at the next Great Council of the South to be Queen in the North, AND Queen in the South.”

“KINSLAYER!” there were more shouts. Sansa collapsed into her throne.

“She must be arrested!” shouted Flint, and the lords acclaimed his word.

“Queen Sansa,” said Manderly. “As the most senior of the Northern lords… for the crime of kinslaying, I place you under arrest.”

Sansa couldn’t move as two lords seized her. She glanced up at a window.

A raven with milk-white eyes was sitting there watching.

Sansa could swear over the din of the lords, she heard it laugh.


Tormund went to meet with the Empress the next day on behalf of the wildlings. He had to surrender his weapons, which didn’t surprise him. He was led to a small courtyard with a statue of a beautiful woman. A painter was adding color to the effigy, working on her blue dress- the rest was still mostly undone. The Empress was sitting with her mother and sister at a small table, on which was wine and small snacks.

Daenerys stood respectfully to greet Tormund, but the wildling leader gave her a big, toothy grin and before the Guard could stop him gave her a gigantic bearhug.

“Dragon Queen,” said Tormund fondly as he set her down. “Shoulda known you’d come back. You and Lord Crow. Thick as thieves, you are.”

Daenerys looked up at Tormund and could not hide some surprise in her face. Tormund noticed it. “What?” he asked.

“I didn’t really think you liked me that much,” confessed Daenerys.

Tormund’s face shifted into alarm. “Why the hells would you think that? You saved our lives, you and your dragons. Flew in and burnt a thousand wights and took us off the lake.”

“The feast,” said Daenerys. “‘What kind of fool climbs onto the back of a dragon? A madman, or a king!’”

Tormund balked in disbelief. “I toasted you!”

“The only one,” said Daenerys.

Tormund grunted. “Snow impressed me because I’d known him, since before his death, since after. Never known you as anything but a dragon rider. I don’t know why Snow’s sisters hated you. You’d come to fight with us. Freefolk respected that. We respected you. Fuckin’ southerners cared too much about what your kin did. Care too much about where you come from.”

“You didn’t hate my foreign hordes of savage horsemen?” asked Daenerys.

Tormund grinned widely. “Hate ‘em? Dragon Queen, they were more like us than any of those southerners. Loved a good fight. A good fuck in a few cases. Got some copper-skinned kids in our camps nowadays. Where are the horse men now? Was looking for some of their drink.”

Daenerys stared at him in surprise. “You actually like their fermented mare’s milk?” she asked.

Tormund lifted his drinking horn. “Reminds me of our goat’s milk.” He held it out to her. “Be strong, Dragon Queen.”

Daenerys took it after a moment’s hesitation and took a sip. She didn’t flinch. “I’ve tasted worse,” she said. “But I prefer wine.”

Tormund grunted. “Snow said you want to make him the kneeler king.”

Dany’s face shifted at the mention of Jon, but she nodded. “Lord Tyrion and Ser Davos both agree Bran cannot continue to rule.”

“And his sister?” Daenerys raised an eyebrow meaningfully. Tormund rolled his eyes. “You know who I mean. The redhead.”

Daenerys frowned. “I hate her,” she admitted. “But I hear she’s done a decent job. Queen Yara has been begging me to sanction the Ironborn to hit their coastlines, but I don’t want the people, bigoted and hateful though they may be, to suffer. It’ll be up to Jon.”

Tormund nodded. “I’ve been watching out for Snow even since he came back. You really forgiving him?”

Dany frowned. “Not yet.”

“Snow’s had it bad since then. Days he got so drunk I was afraid I’d come back and find him gone. Helpin’ us was his way of coping. The busier he was, the less he thought of it. His heart didn’t lie. Hearing you were alive again, even scared as he was, was the first time I’ve seen his eyes light up again. It killed him, what he did.”

Daenerys narrowed her eyes at him. “You do understand that the act for which you’re saying killed him was to literally kill me , yes?”

“I don’t know what that word means, literally, but aye, I get your point. Still… he’s got regrets.”

Daenerys sighed. “We both do. But rest assured, I don’t mean to harm him. I think we both need to work through our past, and heal.”

“And your mother won’t hurt him either?” asked Tormund.

“Ask her yourself, she’s sitting right behind you.”

Tormund’s eyes widened in fear and he turned. Ashara raised her wine glass to him. Tormund instinctively took a step back. Daenerys smiled in amusement.

“I’ll be getting back to the freefolk, then,” said Tormund. He stepped out.

“Am I really that terrifying?” asked Ashara as Daenerys returned to sit at them.

“Sometimes,” said Allyria. Ashara smirked. Allyria turned to Daenerys. “Was that drink really not that bad?”

“Oh no, it was one of the worst things I’ve ever tasted,” admitted Daenerys. “Worse than eating a whole raw horse heart.”


Sansa had been in her cell for only a few days when she was taken from it, escorted by her own guards out of her own cell in her own castle.

She was taken to her own great hall, where Manderly had become the acting regent. “Queen Sansa,” he said.

Standing behind him was Brienne of Tarth and Podrick Payne.

“I didn’t do it,” said Sansa indignantly. “I swear I didn’t.”

“That shall not be for us to determine. King Bran has requested you be sent to him. He will put you on trial. Jon Snow was kin to him as well. I shall sit on behalf of the North. Ser Garth Hightower and Princess Arianne Martell shall sit on behalf of the south. You will get a fair trial, I assure you.”

“I- I am the queen,” blurted Sansa. How could the queen be put on trial? They were above the laws of men.

Manderly frowned. “Even a queen is not above the gods’ law. In light of this, should you be found guilty… Bran Stark shall be crowned King in the North.”

Oh, Sansa realized… so that was what Bran was up to.

“You will bow to a southern ruler again!” she yelled angrily.

“Only so long as Bran Stark sits the throne,” clarified Manderly. “Once he passes, the kingdoms would separate again.” Manderly waved his hand at Brienne. “Lady Commander Brienne and Ser Podrick have come under orders from King Bran to escort you to King’s Landing. They will treat you with honor.”

“I didn’t do it, Brienne,” begged Sansa. “You’re sworn to my mother.”

“I’m aware of my vows, Queen Sansa,” said Brienne. She shot a desperate glance at Sansa.

“The carriage is waiting,” said Manderly. “You shall depart once you gather whatever possessions you wish to take.”

Sansa went to her chambers and gathered a few clothes. They were placed into a trunk. She took her crown and placed it on her red locks. They could pry it from her cold dead hands. If she was to be executed, she would die wearing her crown.

Her servants loaded it into the carriage, and with a last wistful look at Winterfell, she climbed in. Brienne and Pod mounted horses, and led the carriage out of the castle, heading for the Kingsroad.

 

It was a few hours later that Sansa heard the sounds of battle outside.

The door was wrenched open, and Brienne looked in. “Quickly,” she said. “We’ve knocked out the other guards, but we must be fast.”

Sansa climbed out at once. Pod was holding a horse for Sansa. “My possessions-” said Sansa.

“No time. We must ride quickly. We have a ship moored at a hidden inlet on the coast. We know King Bran framed you. I swore a vow, Queen Sansa, to protect you. It was my first oath. I will not break it, not when what is being done to you is unjust and dishonorable.”

Sansa felt compelled to hug Brienne, and launched herself at the tall woman, wrapping her tightly. Brienne shifted awkwardly, but patted Sansa’s back. The deposed queen then turned, opened her trunk, grabbed a few dresses, and mounted her horse.

“Where shall we go?” asked Sansa.

“Bran’s vision can’t go into the Empire,” said Brienne. “He can’t see into Essos anymore. We will sail there. We should be safe from his sight.”

“And we can figure out how to prove my innocence,” said Sansa. “Can your ship get us to Volantis?”

Brienne nodded.

“Then we shall sail for Volantis. If we can find Lord Tyrion and Ser Davos, we can work to find out who killed Jon…”


Jon knew he should be worried about the return of the White Walkers. The last time they had come, six years ago, he had had many sleepless nights.

But gods be damned, he had had the best sleep he’d had in years, and he was not at all happy to hear knocking on his door. He groaned and tried to sink deeper into the bed. The bed was so soft and warm, Jon didn’t ever want to leave. Dany did not skimp in her palace on luxury.

Jon heard the jingle of keys and then the door opened despite Jon’s wishes. Davos walked in. Jon had buried his head beneath his pillow, but the Onion Knight did not care. “Ah, good, you’re up,” he said.

“I was no such thing,” responded Jon. He sighed in regret, knowing that his sleep was over. “What hour is it?”

“Not far off noon,” said Davos. Jon inched his eyes open and saw Davos was wearing a sash, like the one Tyrion had been wearing. “Council session’s already done for the day. Fasts broken. I’m sure you can have something sent up from the kitchens, though. Fair warning, they use spices here that’ll fry your mouth if you’re not ready.”

“What’s so important I must wake?”

Davos shrugged. “Daenerys is gonna inspect one of her legions. She thought you might want to come with her to see her army, especially since you’re gonna want them to help against the Army of the Dead.”

Jon groaned, but he threw his coverings off- what few he’d been able to tolerate in the Volantene heat, anyways.

“You’ve got some more comfortable clothes in the closet,” said Davos. “Figured those furs might make you pass out in this heat. A bit warm here for a northern lad. I’ll get you some food sent up. After that, we’ll go find the Empress.”

Davos stepped out.

Once he had dressed- in clothes made of more fine silk than Jon had ever touched before- and eaten- the food was as spicy as Davos warned- Jon stepped out of his chambers to find Davos waiting.

“How are you doing?” asked Davos, leading Jon through the halls of the palace.

Jon sighed. “I don’t know,” he admitted. “I’m glad she’s alive, but… I killed her, Davos, and she was innocent. She says she doesn’t hate me. How can she not?”

Davos shrugged. “She probably figures you had no way of knowing why she’d burnt the city.”

“I knew her, Davos. I should have known.”

“How could you have known when even she didn’t know?” Davos shook his head. “Way I see it, it’d be fair for her to hate you. And she doesn’t. That’s her decision, really.”

“I’ve spent six years hating myself.”

“If she doesn’t hate you, how can you hate yourself?”

Jon didn’t have an answer to that.

“Healing’s a hard thing to do, lad,” said Davos. “For six years you’ve been miserable because of what you did. Because it didn’t feel right. Everyone fucks up from time to time. You had no way of knowing she hadn’t snapped. With your sisters… you know who I mean, telling you not to trust her.”

“Aye,” said Jon darkly.

“You’ve got a chance to make things right, Jon. Damn miracle is what it is. Don’t run from it. Embrace it. Do the best you can. She wants to work through your issues. She wants to forgive you. You did her a great wrong, but she knows you did it for the right reasons, as it were. If you don’t trust yourself, trust her. Trust that she thinks you’re worth forgiving.”

Jon nodded. “What do you think of her? Now?”

Davos shrugged. “Same thing I thought six years ago. A just woman. And you’re still an honorable man.”

They stepped out of the doors of the palace into the bright Volantene sun. Standing at the summit of the stairs leading down into a large open space was Daenerys. Arthur Dayne was with her, as were a few other Imperial guards. Sitting in the shade nearby, looking positively well-fed, was Ghost, who padded up to Jon in greeting. Jon rubbed his wolf’s head.

“How behaved was he?” asked Jon

“Extraordinarily good,” said Dany. “And he was well rewarded for it. Good boys get tasty meat.”

“You’re going to make him fat.”

Daenerys chuckled. She was looking down at the field at an army. “What do you think?” she asked. “This is our newest legion. Third Emerald. They just finished their training and will be marching to their fortresses near Qohor soon.”

At a quick glance, Jon guessed there were over ten thousand soldiers here. Up front was infantry, with heavy armor and green garb, and green shields. Each bore a sword on their waist and a spear strapped to their back. Strapped to their shields were a few shorter spears, that Jon quickly figured out were for throwing.

Behind the three rows of formations of infantry were ordered companies of marksmen. Some formations wielded regular bows. Others had crossbows. Their armor was significantly lighter than those of the infantry. They each had a sword at their waist, but it was clear they were not intended to fight hand-to-hand.

At the rear were groups of mounted soldiers. They were as well-armored as the infantry, and had a cavalry lance as their main weapon, and a sword for a sidearm. 

“They look impressive,” said Jon, cautiously taking a few steps forward. “How’s their combat?”

“They’re not as individually skilled as the Unsullied,” said Daenerys. “But they’ve all trained for moons, and will keep training. In one-on-one combat they cannot stand up to a Dothraki bloodrider, nor probably a skilled Westerosi knight. But they’re trained to fight as a unit, not alone.”

“Aye,” said Jon. “At Hardhome, your soldiers linked their shields and formed a wall.”

“They can do more than that,” said Dany. She looked at one of the squares of infantry. “ Grēze korziō rīza, ” she called down.

At once the soldiers sprang into motion. They collapsed into a smaller formation, and moved their shields. On the edges, the shields faced outwards. Inside the square, they held the shields over their head, forming a roof. Jon realized immediately it would be very effective against arrows.

“Like a turtle,” said Jon in appreciation.

“That’s what the formation means,” confirmed Daenerys. “Armored lizard. Valyrian for turtle.” She nodded down to the commander of the square, who barked out a command to his soldiers, who returned to their ordered ranks.

Dany stepped down into the path between the formations. They followed her. “Each legion is broken up into three Azantyr, ” she explained. “Each of those is divided into five Bykazantyr. Three of those are foot soldiers. One of those are ranged. One cavalry.”

“No Dothraki?” asked Jon.

“They will come if their Great Khaleesi calls,” said Dany.

“Unsullied?”

“Protecting Naath. Finding their peace.” Dany looked over the formations. “Each Bykazantyr is divided further into ten Gārvali, which contain ten Ampavali , which contain ten soldiers.”

Jon inclined his head. “Fifteen thousand soldiers. Nine-thousand foot. Three-thousand ranged. Three-thousand horse.”

“Correct,” said Arthur.

“I was always decent at sums.” Jon looked at a flag overhead. It was a green version of the Imperial flag, with a large Valyrian 3 numeral on it. It flew next to the regular Imperial flag. “This is the third Emerald legion, you said?”

Dany nodded. “Legions are named for gemstones, which signify where the legion is from. Jade for Yi Ti. Ruby for the Bay of Dragons- they still idolize the three-headed dragon flag. Sapphire for Leng.”

“Emerald for the Free Cities?”

“Valyria, yes.”

“How many legions do you have?”

“Around 20.”

Jon stopped. “That’s 300,000 soldiers. You could easily fend off the Army of the Dead.”

Dany frowned. “Not all of them will be coming with us. I will not leave the Empire undefended from any threats that may rise.”

“What threats?” asked Jon interestedly.

Dany shrugged. “Any that might rise. There are still many that might seize a moment where my legions are gone to rise up and restore their old ways. The Dothraki might be tamed, but the Jogos Nhai are not. Only the legions and the threat of dragons keep them from attacking Yi Ti again.”

Jon nodded. “How many dragons do you have?”

“Enough,” was all Dany said.

“Where are the Amethyst Legions from?”

“There are no Amethyst Legions,” said Arthur gruffly. “Purple is reserved for only the Imperial Guard. The best, most loyal soldiers.”

“Two thousands,” said Dany.

“How many soldiers will you send to Westeros?” asked Jon.

Dany frowned. “That is up to you if I send any. Why should I send soldiers to die for those who do not want my aid? Those who hate me?”

Jon looked at her pleadingly. “Dany…”

“I will not be putting myself on the Iron Throne. Or, whatever throne Bran sits upon.” Dany glanced over at Davos. Jon too wondered what served as a throne nowadays.

“Just a platform to set his wheelchair on,” said Davos.

Dany nodded and looked back at Jon. “I fight to save people from tyrants. I don’t want to rule as a tyrant, which is what I would be in Westeros. Not without help.”

“But the people,” said Jon. “The people are innocent. And if you let them all die, they’ll come for Essos. They’ll come for the Empire, and they’ll be too many to defeat.”

Dany looked at the ground. “I don’t want to let the White Walkers take them,” she said. “But nor do I want to become a tyrant who rules through fear. I cannot suffer your brother to rule if I cross the Narrow Sea again. And the people will never accept me. Not like they would you.”

“They’ll learn,” said Jon confidently.

“Will Sansa?” asked Dany pointedly.

Jon didn’t even want to think of that. What Arya and Sansa would do when they found out Dany was alive. Would they tell him to kill her?

He never would harm her again. But nor did he want them to die either.

He prayed he at least would have time to figure out how they could all live in peace together. Because he was sure Sansa, at least, would never accept him as King, if he had bent the knee to Daenerys. She’d rebel. Against him.

He’d been forced to choose before. He didn’t think he could stand to do it again. To have Daenerys, his sister by blood, stand against Sansa, his sister by heart.

And he still wasn’t sure he wanted to be King.


Sansa stepped next to Brienne on the deck of the ship. “I know how hard it was to break your vows, Brienne,” she said. “But thank you. I don’t know what would have happened to me if I’d fallen into Bran’s clutches.”

Brienne thought over her response for a moment. “Pod asked me what Ser Jaime would have done,” she said. “Jaime was right. You swear vows and oaths, and sometimes they conflict. I couldn’t hold to the vows I’d sworn your mother to protect you and your sister, and the vows I’d sworn to King Bran. I had to make a choice. I chose to help you. There was no honor in what he was doing. Framing you.”

“Thank you,” said Sansa. She sighed. “And now we’re together in exile. How very bitter.”

“Better in exile than dead.” Brienne glanced at Sansa. “Jon Snow... is he truly dead?”

“I don’t know,” said Sansa. In all her troubles, she felt guilty for not being more concerned for Jon, and his apparent death. “I’m afraid he might be. Lord Manderly found his cloak at the ruins of Hardhome.”

“I was thinking,” said Brienne, “if we could find him, or proof that you were not involved, you might be able to rally the Northern lords back to your side.”

Sansa thought it over. It was a good idea. The lords had betrayed her because they believed Bran. Prove Bran a liar, and her lords should return to her. “Maybe we can find a few ships to hire, and sail to Hardhome to search. I have some wealth deposited at the Iron Bank. I was thinking we might need to use it on sellswords.”

“There aren’t many sellswords left in Essos,” stated Brienne. That surprised Sansa. Maester Luwin had always said Essos was a land of constant war, as the continent still suffered from the Doom of Valyria. “Most fighting men have signed on with the Empire’s Legions now. I understand that the Amethyst Empress keeps them well-paid, and they are utterly loyal to her for it.”

“I don’t know much about the Empire or the Empress,” admitted Sansa. The affairs of Essos had not been of great interest to her. Not unless the Empire tried to add her or Bran’s lands to their domain, which Sansa thought was unlikely, if not impossible. Bran would surely have seen them coming… she HAD thought, until Brienne had told her Bran couldn’t see into Essos anymore. “Lord Manderly dealt with their trade ships and such more than I did. Mostly from the former Free Cities. Sometimes one or two from Qarth or Yi Ti. I was hoping you might know more, due to your time on Bran’s small council.”

Brienne nodded. “He was very interested in the Empire,” she said. “The rest of us were concerned how we’d defend ourselves if they tried to expand into Westeros. Fortunately, it looks like they were content to stop at the Narrow Sea, at least for now. Not long before we left, we got word from the Iron Bank that the Empress had purchased the crown’s debt from them. Lord Tyrion was afraid that inability to pay might be used as justification for invasion.”

“Is that why Bran sent him and Davos to meet with her?” asked Sansa.

“Partially, I think. But your brother was very convinced that the Empress was not... legitimate, if that makes any sense. He said that there had only been one who could restore the Great Empire of the Dawn, but that they’d died.”

Sansa blank. Of course, it was so obvious. “He was talking about Jon, wasn’t he? Bran had Jon killed because he was afraid Jon would take over the Empire.”

Brienne tilted her head. “Why do you think that?”

“Just remembering what the red priestess said. ‘The Prince that was Promised shall bring the dawn.’ She thought Jon was the prince. Maybe she meant he could restore the Great Empire of the Dawn.”

“I wouldn’t trust the words of that woman,” said Brienne shortly, her opinion on Melisandre of Asshai completely clear. “She burnt a young child on the stake. She used black magic to kill Renly Baratheon. And in any case, your brother said it was a woman who could have restored the Dawn. He had seen her dead, I’m sure of it.”

If it wasn’t Jon, that made no sense to Sansa at all. “So Bran is convinced that this Empress isn’t the… I don’t understand.”

“Nor do I,” said Brienne. “I was more focused on the military matters. Making plans of defense. Working with the lords to prepare strategies if an Imperial warfleet bearing Imperial legions came.”

Sansa nodded. “I understand the Empire has dragons?”

“More than one. They came from the Shadowlands beyond Asshai. Fully grown. We’re not sure how many... Aegon the Conqueror was able to unify all of Westeros with three. Daenerys Targaryen needed only one, even if she...” Brienne paused. She and Sansa both remembered walking the streets of King’s Landing after the burning, at the horror.

“Proved herself the tyrant I’d always said she was,” said Sansa firmly.

Brienne nodded. “The Empire has quite a few, as best we know. And their armies are much larger than ours.”

Sansa sighed. “So you’re saying that...” Even she, who was not a military woman, knew that a nation with large armies and dragons, against those without either...

“I believe your brother was scheming against the Empress because he knows that we cannot win if she chooses to invade,” confirmed Brienne. “If he could prove her false, he felt it would destroy her realm. But all I know is, as her power grows, your brother’s sight into Essos wanes. That makes it the safest place for you right now.”

Sansa nodded, running her hand along the railing thoughtfully. She watched the sailors work. Privately, she thought... how very glad she was to be born high enough that she would not have to toil like that. “Maybe if we can convince the Empress than Bran is her enemy,” she said thinking through her problem, “we can convince her to aid me in regaining my throne. If she can help me prove that I did not kill Jon, the Northern lords should return to me. They chose me, after all. And they chose Jon. If we can prove Bran killed Jon... they would overthrow him at once. Maybe all the south, too. Nobody likes kinslayers. What do you know of the Empress herself?”

Brienne again considered her response. “Not much. I’m not even sure if she has a name. All the dignitaries I stood guard over as Lord Tyrion and your brother met, never referred to her as anything more than ‘The Amethyst Empress’, ‘The Empress’, ‘Her Majesty’. What I do know is that by all accounts, her people love her dearly.”

“She conquered an entire continent and the people love her?” asked Sansa incredulously.

“She didn’t conquer most of it. Most bent the knee to her willingly, for fear of her invading. Apparently in Volantis, as the Volantene Army was opposing her, the slaves rose up behind them and took the city. She beat the Volantenes in the field, and had her dragons smash down the walls dividing the inner city, where only those who could trace descent from Valyria itself could live, and opened the elections of the city to all. The freed slaves brought the city into her grasp, and most of the rest of the free cities bent the knee at once.”

Sansa thought it over. “Is she a tyrant?” A woman who freed slaves didn’t sound much like a tyrant.

“I don’t think that many people could love a tyrant. If the city bent the knee, their rulers kept their seats. They just recognize her as their overlord, but do have to change things in accordance with her laws, which usually sound like they’re to protect the people. I don’t think she is a tyrant. I think she hates tyrants.”

Sansa’s brows lit. “Maybe I can convince her to help me protect my people from a tyrant,” she said. “Do you think she killed Lord Tyrion and Ser Davo? Why have they not returned?”

Brienne sighed and fingered Oathkeeper’s hilt absent-mindedly. “In truth... from the moment they said they were sailing to Volantis, I didn’t think I’d see them come back. Neither of them... well, I’m just surprised they didn’t come to join you in the North.”

Sansa looked at Brienne in confusion. “You thought Tyrion would leave the position of Hand of the King? He practically ruled.”

Brienne’s face twisted, becoming a battlefield. She wanted to say something, but Sansa could tell she was fighting against her vows. Finally, Brienne settled on speaking her mind.

“Your brother is a terrible king,” she said. “There were days I... starving peasants kneeling before the throne, begging him for tax relief so they could feed their families... and he threw them in the dungeon and let them starve to death. Tyrion did the best he could, but too many people hated him, and Bran was of no help. All I could do was hold to my vows.”

Sansa took a deep breath. “You think we should have defied Daenerys Targaryen’s army and crowned Jon?” she asked.

Brienne’s face shifted. “I think anyone would have been a better choice than the Three-Eyed Raven. Maybe even Cersei.”

“What about Daenerys?”

“I wouldn’t go that far. I never expected her to do what she did, not when she fought with us at Winterfell... but there must have been something truly dark and evil inside her, to twist and corrupt her mind into such madness.”

Sansa stood in silence. Brienne stood next to her, comfortingly, as the Narrow Sea rolled beneath their ship, unmarked sails taking them east, towards Essos. Towards the Empire.

Towards the Empress.

Sansa would never bend the knee to a foreigner... but maybe she could convince the Empress to help her remove Bran.

And then, after all... if Jon truly was dead... who would be better for the rule over the Seven Kingdoms than Sansa?

’Everyone is your enemy. Everyone is your friend.’

Sansa would try very hard to make the Empress her friend.

After all, she couldn’t be worse than Daenerys Targaryen.

Notes:

NEXT TIME:
1. Daenerys and Jon continue to work through the past.
2. Sansa's Best Day Ever
3. The above entry is a lie.

Chapter 5: Oathbreakers

Summary:

"'What are vows to oathbreakers?' Queen Rhaenyra demanded to know. 'Their vows did not trouble them when they took my throne.'”

- The Princess and the Queen

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

Apart from the heat, Jon quite enjoyed life in Volantis. After so long serving as a leader- of the Night’s Watch, of the North, of the alliance of the living, of the freefolk… just taking some time to live without having to worry about the lives of others was peaceful.

Excepting that he couldn’t forget that the White Walkers were active in the lands beyond the Wall again. That chilled Jon every time he remembered. His hand reached for his waist for his sword for comfort… but it grasped nothing but air.

Daenerys had not returned Longclaw to him, but that mattered little to Jon. All that mattered to him was that she was alive. Alive, and they were on the path to forgiveness. Dany forgiving Jon… Jon forgiving himself.

Maybe even Dany forgiving herself, though privately, Jon felt she had nothing to blame herself for.

The whole North- who Jon had sworn would come to see her for who she was- had refused to even give her a chance. The moment they’d heard he had bent the knee to ‘the Mad King’s daughter’, they’d turned on him as well.

Jon wished he was surprised, but when he had inquired about where Petyr Baelish had gotten off to, Arya had told him he had nearly successfully turned the Northern Lords over to Sansa. If she had wished it, she would have been crowned Queen in the North. And he and Dany would have returned to a land that did not want their help.

The distrust of the Northern Lords for Daenerys was expected, Jon knew. It was his family that hurt him the most. Sansa and Arya. Bran… he was beginning to suspect that that wasn’t really Bran anymore, but a stranger wearing a familiar face.

He’d thought Sansa and Daenerys would bond over their similar struggles. Maybe Jon was an idiot for thinking that- neither were defined by their trauma, but in how they had overcome it- but he’d hoped Sansa would at least appreciate that Daenerys wanted to change things for women. In the end, though, Sansa wasn’t even willing to give her a chance for Jon’s sake. She wasn’t willing to trust that Jon would never have bent the knee to a woman just because he loved her.

Arya hurt the most. When they’d left Winterfell, him towards the Wall and the Night’s Watch, her towards King’s Landing, she had been a wild young girl who loved stories of fierce dragon riding women with silver hair and purple eyes. Jon had been confident that Dany and Arya would become fast friends.

But Arya had trusted Sansa’s opinion more than Jon, and in the end had never even spoken to Daenerys, let alone given her a chance. She had insisted to Jon that Daenerys was not trustworthy.

In the end, they had been the ones who had proven untrustworthy.

He had sworn them to vows beneath the heart tree. As sacred a vow as a Northerner could make. A vow Eddard Stark would hold to.

A vow they had broken within the day. Tyrion had been told.

Tyrion had told Varys who had poisoned Dany.

“You’re brooding,” said Daenerys, snapping Jon out of his reverie.

The two could only work through their past by talking, and Jon was sitting across a room- Daenerys’s own solar- to speak with her. It was a mark of trust that the only people present besides them were Dany’s mother and uncle.

“Aye, I suppose so,” admitted Jon, looking over at Ghost, who was laying in the corner contentedly. He had bonded incredibly fiercely with Daenerys, though admittedly, that was helped because of the fact she loved to spoil him. “I was just thinking… I’m sorry, Dany. I should have listened to you when you begged me not to tell Sansa and Arya. I thought I could trust them.”

“I know, Jon,” said Daenerys, sipping a cup of tea behind her desk. “I think I went about it the wrong way. I should have told you we could tell them… eventually. I knew you didn’t want the throne. You yielded the one you’d already had to me, after all. The one you actually cared about.”

“I believed in you. And they didn’t trust me. Instead they betrayed me the first chance they had. I swore them to a sacred vow… and they broke it.”

“Your sister Arya didn’t believe in the Old Gods anymore,” said Dany quietly. “And Sansa… I told her I loved you, you know. I sat with her and tried to clear the air, and she asked me, what about the North, that they would never bow to a foreign ruler again.” Dany snorted. “She didn’t want to bow to a local one either. Her brother was named King of the Seven Kingdoms and she seceded the North.”

“If I hadn’t told them, how much better would the world have been?” asked Jon, thinking it over.

“I don’t know.”

“I’m just… I loved you, and it didn’t mean anything to them.”

Dany sat there for a moment. “Did we love each other, Jon?” she asked.

“What?” Jon didn’t understand.

“Yes, we’d gotten to know one another during our time on Dragonstone. I’d lost a dragon saving you on the lake. And we were together on the ship to White Harbor. But the moment we arrived in Winterfell… it all fell apart. Even before you learned your truth, even.”

Jon frowned. “I did love you,” he said. “It hurts to say now, knowing who we are to each other. But I did love you. I just…”

“The first time we ever met someone opposed to it,” said Dany, “what happened to us? They seeded you with doubts against me, and it began. Then they plunged the knife with the knowledge of your true birth- but not of mine. Our love was so brittle that at the first difficult moment, it was broken.”

Jon felt defensive. “You weren’t exactly helpful, either,” he said.

“No, I wasn’t,” admitted Daenerys. “I did love you. But when you told me the truth of your birth… I cared more for the throne than I did for you. I can’t justify it. Explain it, maybe. All my life, I’d been fighting for the throne. For my family. Even when I was a little girl who just wanted to go home, to my house with the red door, there were people who wanted me dead just because of my family name. The throne was the only way to be safe.

“But the moment you said those words, I was sure the moment others found out, all my struggles would be for nothing. The moment they learned of you, no matter that it was my armies and my dragons fighting for a Targaryen restoration, they’d demand I step aside for you.”

“I’d never have made you step aside for me,” said Jon.

“They’d not have left you a choice.” Daenerys sighed. “Would you have been able to suffer it? As they rose against me, one by one, and demanded I yield? Raised their banners in rebellion? Or would you have chosen to take the throne from me to preserve peace?”

“Would you have let me?” asked Jon. How could he have expected to beat her?

“You were the one person I could never have hurt,” said Daenerys softly.

Horrid guilt shot through Jon like a lance, but he squished it. He remembered one of Dany’s old sayings- ‘if I look back, I am lost.’ He couldn’t not look back, not if he wanted to get over the past, but guilt served nobody. “It doesn’t matter now,” he said. “We aren’t that to each other anymore.”

“And about my new throne?” asked Daenerys. “Do you feel you have a claim on it? If others beg you to take it from me, will you move against me?”

Jon looked at her oddly. “Who in the hells would want me to take the Dawnthrone?”

“There are those who would,” said Daenerys. She shot a quiet glance at her mother, who was watching Jon carefully.

Jon chuckled at the very idea. The throne was literally made of the broken chains of slaves she had freed. How could anyone think he had a claim on it?

He looked at Dany’s teacup interestedly, and pointed at the kettle, still unwilling to approach Daenerys and cause her another panic attack. “Can I try that?”

Daenerys poured a second cup, and carried it over to Jon herself upon a saucer. Jon took it gratefully. “It’s a tea from Yi Ti,” she said. “I developed a taste for it while we were in the furthest east.”

“I’d love to hear about how you made the Empire,” said Jon.

Dany smiled as she returned to her chair. “Perhaps someday.”

“As for your question… Dany, I’m pretty sure I have no legal claim on your throne. On the grounds that it literally didn’t exist before you made it.” Jon took a sip of his tea. He nodded. “That’s good.” He looked back at Dany. “And if there’s one thing I swear to you… I will never betray you again.”

“Even for the daughters of Eddard Stark?” asked Ashara Dayne suspiciously.

Jon frowned. “I can’t say I want you to go after them… but I get the feeling if you were going to get revenge on them, you already would have. Hells, I don’t even know where Arya is. If she still lives.”

Dany took a sip of tea to prevent her expression from giving away that right now, Arya was trying to find a way to infiltrate the Imperial Palace. “I can’t imagine your sisters will be happy to learn I live,” she said diplomatically.

Jon leaned forward. “ You are my sister,” he said plainly. “And if you have to defend yourself… do what you need to. I won’t stop you.”

“We shall see,” said Ashara darkly, behind Jon.


Sansa sighed, Brienne and Podrick at her back, as the ship made port in Volantis. They were accosted by the port workers.

“I am Queen Sansa of House Stark,” announced Sansa regally. “Queen in the North. We seek shelter and hospitality, and to treat with the Amethyst Empress regarding a possible alliance.”

Word was sent to the palace, but no reply came back for a few hours. Eventually, they were taken to a house, a decent distance from the Palace.

“Will the Empress receive us?” asked Sansa once it was made clear they were not to be taken immediately to her presence.

“If she wills it,” responded a servant. Sansa bristled. She was a queen… she should be treated better than this. At least the house had a guard… green-clad soldiers.

Brienne went to the window and looked out at the Imperial soldiers. None were inside the house itself, which Brienne had to admit, was regal. Distantly, she heard a dragon roar, and saw its shadow pass over some houses in the distance.

Pod stepped next to her, looking outside. “What do you think?” he asked.

“The soldiers are well armed, and appear vigilant,” said Brienne.

Pod leaned in, glancing back at Sansa, who was distracting herself from her frustration by admiring some of the sculptures and art, the softness of the chairs.

“I more meant the fact that they appear to be as keen on keeping us in as anyone out,” whispered Pod.

Brienne looked at the guards again. After observing their movements and their vigilance, she had to agree with Podrick. He had become a very observant knight.

“Volantis is a large city,” responded Brienne. “We could get lost and not find our way back.”

Pod glanced at her, trying to figure out if she believed what she was saying. To Pod, it looked rather like they were under house arrest.


Daenerys did not turn away from the door leading to the balcony the next morning when Jon, Tyrion, and Davos were shown into her solar. She’d been speaking to her mother. “Sansa is here,” she said simply.

That caught them all by surprise. Tyrion furrowed his brows. Jon watched Daenerys fearfully. Davos glanced between them all, trying to figure out the best way to ease the tensions he could sense those words had raised.

“She arrived this morning?” asked Jon.

“She arrived yesterday,” responded the Empress. “I was waiting to figure out if I wanted to let her stay or if I’d order her to return to her ship and find a new port outside of my Empire.”

“There aren’t many ports outside the Empire anymore, that aren’t in Westeros,” said Tyrion. “Why would she leave the North? Who is with her?”

“Ser Brienne and Podrick Payne,” said Daenerys. Tyrion and Davos exchanged a glance.

“What happened?” asked Davos. “Brienne was head of the Ravenguard. She’d want to hold true to her oaths.”

“From what I can understand, King Bran has accused Sansa of murdering Jon, claimed she is a kinslayer, and had her vassals remove her from her throne.”

“But… he’d know that Jon was alive,” said Tyrion. “He may not know where he is, but he’d be able to see Ser Davos and Lord Commander Arthur getting him.”

“Which means this is an excuse to seize the North from Sansa,” said Davos. “A lie.”

“We should at least hear what Sansa has to ask,” said Jon. Daenerys could not help but feel the corners of her mouth turn up very slightly. Jon was Jon still. Even though Daenerys had not hidden her feelings on Sansa Stark, Jon still wanted to give her a chance.

“I will not send Imperial forces across the Narrow Sea because Sansa Stark wants to be Queen in the North,” she said. Ashara smiled faintly.

“Maybe an accord can be reached,” offered Davos.

“Do you honestly think Sansa would ever wish to bend the knee?” asked Daenerys. She sat behind her desk.

Tyrion had to smile. “No,” he said. “Especially not to you. But she might be mollified by your policy of allowing her to remain Queen in the North, but in fealty to the Dawnthrone.”

“Still, though,” said Davos. “Westeros can’t fight off the White Walkers. Not again. Not without help.”

“I will not again make the choice I made to sacrifice my armies,” said Daenerys sternly.
“Not for nothing. Not alone. Terms will be offered, and accepted.” Daenerys frowned. “And the decision will be left to the Elder Council, by vote.”

“That seems fair,” agreed Davos.

Daenerys looked at Tyrion. “Go with my uncle and bring Sansa and her followers to the Palace,” she said. “You are forbidden from telling her it’s me.”

“She wouldn’t come if she knew it was,” said Tyrion sadly.

Daenerys’s face darkened at the reminder- as if she could forget- that Sansa was only here because she didn’t know it was Daenerys. “If she dares complain about treatment, let her know that this is the new world, and her loyalty to the old world will not serve her well here.”

 

Tyrion, Arthur Dayne, and a few members of the Imperial Guard went to the house Sansa and the others had been loaned. The Emerald Legionnaires stood aside for them at once, and when they knocked, the door opened nearly immediately.

“Lord Tyrion?” asked Brienne, stunned.

“It’s good to see you, Ser Brienne,” said Tyrion warmly. Brienne had been one of the few good people during his time serving Bran. “I know King’s Landing was not the easiest service for such a noble knight of the realm as you.”

Brienne frowned. “Nor for you,” she said. “I assume you decided to stay here in Essos rather than return to King’s Landing.”

“Davos and I both,” said Tyrion. “Matters were… rather different here than we expected, though.” He patted gently on his sash. “I’ve been granted a role on the Elder Council.”

“That quickly?” asked Brienne.

“Her Imperial Majesty wants Westerosi advice for Westerosi affairs,” lied Tyrion smoothly. “She has sent us to bring you to her for an audience.” He gestured at Ser Arthur, who was standing there watching everything. “Ser Brienne of Tarth, may I introduce you to the Lord Commander of the Imperial Guard, Her Majesty’s uncle, Arthur Dayne.”

Brienne’s eyes snapped onto Arthur. “Ser Arthur Dayne?” Dayne did not respond. “The Sword of the Morning? Her Majesty’s uncle?” Still silence.

“He doesn’t speak much,” said Tyrion, “but I can assure you, Lord Arthur, that Ser Brienne is one of the finest knights I have seen, utterly honorable, and completely trustworthy. May we speak with Queen Sansa?”

Brienne nodded and went to knock on the door to a small solar. “Your Grace,” she announced when Sansa told them to enter. “Word from the Palace.”

Tyrion and Arthur entered. Tyrion noted that Arthur was likely following him out of a lack of trust for him as much as Sansa. He supposed that was fair.

“Tyrion,” said Sansa in surprise.

“Sansa,” responded Tyrion with only a degree of warmth. He had played a part in ruining Daenerys, and this woman had set him on the path.

Sansa, abandoning propriety, made her way forward and knelt to hug Tyrion. He returned it reasonably warmly. “We’d heard you had gone missing when you went to treat with the Empress.”

“Missing from King’s Landing, yes,” agreed Tyrion. “Davos and I have entered her service. I now sit as a member of her Elder Council and as her advisor.”

“That quickly?” Tyrion smiled at Brienne. Sansa’s mind worked much the same way.

“Her Imperial Majesty wants Westerosi advisors on Westerosi matters. As I was Hand of the King, I know more about the Raven King’s mind than many others.”

“I’m sure.” Sansa sat. “What have you heard?”

Tyrion sighed. The sailors on their ship had not been silent. “You’re the first ship from across the Narrow Sea since it happened, so no word directly from the North… but drunken sailors do spread rumors, and ears report on what they say. I heard Bran has framed you for the death of Jon. I’m sorry.”

“They turned on me,” said Sansa. “They all turned on me… I didn’t hurt Jon, I don’t even know where he went. If he’s dead… I grieve for him.”

Tyrion shook his head. “He’s not dead. He’s here.”

Sansa, Brienne, and Podrick looked at Tyrion in stunned silence. “He- he’s here ?” asked Sansa.

“It turns out that Her Imperial Majesty is Jon’s half-sister. Rhaegar Targaryen had a babe with Lady Ashara of House Dayne. A daughter.”

Sansa bit her lip. “And she sent for Jon, and he didn’t tell anyone where he went?”

“They did not really have a chance, and since he got here, he has been… facing some of his ghosts. The events of six years ago have hovered over him. He was not well.”

“We’re his family!” said Sansa indignantly. “Not a word… from him…”

Tyrion frowned. “This is Lord Commander of the Imperial Guard, Arthur Dayne,” he introduced. “We are here to escort you to the Palace for a meeting with the Empress.”

“The Sword of the Morning,” said Sansa predictably. Tyrion could not help but chuckle. “You were a member of the Kingsguard, sworn to House Targaryen. Jon is the true heir of Rhaegar Targaryen, and still you serve the Empress?”

Sansa didn’t even know the Empress was Daenerys yet, Tyrion fretted, and already she was trying to turn her servants against her.

Arthur Dayne narrowed his eyes at her. “I do.”

“You swore oaths…”

“If you accuse me of being an oathbreaker, you accuse your brother as well. Did he not swear the vows of the Night’s Watch?”

Sansa frowned. “Jon died at his post. His vows ended.”

“I died at mine, defending him. My vows ended. Death is not always the end of life. My loyalty rests with my niece now.”

Sansa, unable to accuse him more lest she also denounce Jon, dropped it. “When is the audience?”

“We are to take you to the palace immediately,” said Tyrion. “Any delays further, I do not know about.”

Sansa nodded. She smoothed out her dress, shifted her crown, and smiled. “We’re ready.”

They were led out and the Imperial Guard fell into formation around them. Podrick was looking at Arthur Dayne. “Is that Dawn?” he asked.

“It is,” confirmed Arthur gruffly.

“I’ve never seen a finer sword. What is it made of? I’ve always wondered how the Sword of the Morning is decided. Have you been back to Starfall lately?”

Arthur did not answer and Brienne pulled Pod back into line. Tyrion distinctly heard Arthur mutter “squires” as soon as he could get away with it. Tyrion smirked. He stepped next to Pod. “It’s been a few moons,” he said. “How fairs Podrick Payne?”

“It was not an easy escape from King’s Landing,” said Pod. “The moment we learned of the Raven’s plot against Queen Sansa… it was a hard choice to break our vows.”

“My brother once said, you swear so many vows, you’re always breaking some. In this, I think you chose rightly. We all knew who Bran was. Had I known, I’d never have put him forward for King.”

Sansa grimaced, unable to defend Bran after what he had done to her. “The Empress is Jon’s half-sister, you say?”

“She is.”

“Is she… can we trust her?”

Tyrion considered his answer, how to allay Sansa’s fears… even though he knew full well that the Empress outright hated her. “You’ll need to form your own opinion on her,” he said, “but I find her very trustworthy. Look at Volantis. Back when I travelled through here with Varys on my way to Meereen, there were five slaves for every one citizen in this city. Now, thanks to the Empire, you will find no slaves anywhere in all of Essos.”

“She sounds like quite a woman,” said Sansa. “Far better than the last foreign queen you served.”

Tyrion had to bite his tongue. “Daenerys freed many slaves,” he said. If Sansa hadn’t even bothered to learn that one key fact, it was evident she had never intended to give Daenerys a chance.

“She crucified hundreds of nobles who opposed her! She was a tyrant!”

“You refer to her crucifixion of nobles outside Meereen? I wasn’t there yet, but I heard it from Jorah, from Missandei, from Grey Worm. She crucified exactly one hundred and sixty three slavemaster nobles, because as she marched on the city, starting from one hundred and sixty three miles away, they had crucified a young child at every mile marker. To provoke her.”

Sansa frowned. “I can’t believe you defend her after King’s Landing. She killed far more people than she ever saved.”

Tyrion took a deep breath. “She was innocent,” he said.

Sansa stopped and looked at Tyrion in disbelief. Even Brienne, watching the crowd carefully, gave a stunned glance to the dwarf.  “Arya saw it herself, she told me everything,” said Sansa.

“Arya might be familiar with the reason for why she did what she did. Varys had been trying to poison her. Clever little spider, he knew if she dropped dead he’d lose his head immediately. He was using a rare poison called basilisk’s blood. It’s designed to induce savage, violent madness. He was trying to convince us all that she was mad. Daenerys, bless her, could tell the serving girl was trying to poison her. But she didn’t think that when Varys died, the plot would continue. That morning… the girl slipped it into her food.”

Sansa stared into Tyrion’s eyes, trying to find a trace of lie. “And you know this how?” she asked, skeptically.

“Bran. I didn’t figure it out for some time… he liked to drop cryptic hints. ‘The spider’s fangs flowed with the venomous blood of spiders.’ Once a few more pieces dropped into place… it was confirmed for me.”

Sansa bit her lip. “Does Jon know?”

Oh yes, Tyrion thought. Jon knew. Like Tyrion himself… he probably always knew, in his heart. “He was… not happy.”

“Of course not. He murdered the aunt he was fucking. Please tell me he’s not sleeping with his Targaryen half-sister…”

The furthest thing possible, Tyrion knew. It was incredibly obvious that the two would never bed each other again. He frowned. “Let’s not talk about that. You told me the secret Jon had begged you not to tell because you wanted me to do exactly what I did. Daenerys was my queen, and my friend. And I told the man she loved to kill her.”

“She was a tyrant. You said it yourself, everywhere she went evil men died.”

“She tried very hard to make peace in Meereen. And every time, the masters rebelled. I regret only ever telling Varys.” Tyrion stepped beside Arthur Dayne as they neared the palace, not wishing to converse with Sansa any more, lest he slip and reveal the Empress was Daenerys reborn. Sansa frowned, but fell silent. Arthur glanced down at Tyrion, and gave him an approving nod.

They were led into the palace where a page showed them straight into the chamber of the Elder Council and the Dawnthrone. The Council was not in session, and they were led through the circle of tables and chairs to the throne. Ghost was sitting next to it.

“Ghost!” greeted Sansa warmly. “What is he doing there?”

“He has been quite taken by the Empress,” said Tyrion.

Sansa reached out her hand. Ghost did not come to her. Instead, he stared at her with his red eyes. When she strode forward anyways and put her hand on his head, he shook it off, and seemed to glare at Sansa, who was shocked.

Setting aside Ghost’s odd behaviour, Sansa’s gaze fell next to the wolf. “What is it made of?” she asked, looking at the Throne.

“The broken chains of the slaves she’s freed,” responded Tyrion. “That is her birthright.”

They turned as they heard people approaching, footsteps echoing on the marble floor. Jon had entered, Davos in tow.

“Jon,” said Sansa. She rushed forward to hug him. Jon did not return the hug. Sansa pulled back, concerned. “You should have told us that you’d left the north…”

“It was a surprise to me as well,” said Jon, his tone clipped as he tried his best to fight down the bitterness he felt. “The Empress sent a fleet to bring the freefolk and I to safety.”

Sansa could sense Jon was upset with her. Had he chosen his new sister over the family he’d been raised with? “Jon… you’re still my brother, no matter who your parents truly are. You should have sent word. We’d have brought you home, we’d have helped you.”

Jon just looked back at her in disappointment. “Oathbreaker,” he said quietly. “Queenslayer. Kinslayer. The three worst things a man can be. And those are what I became. She’d told me what you would do if I told you… so I swore you to secrecy, beneath a heart tree. I never should have told you. Within the day, you’d broken your vows. Father would be disgusted with you.”

Sansa looked at Jon, hurt and confused. “Jon… I… she was stealing your birthright. Your claim. You were a threat to her… She would have killed you. You would have been a better king than her. You were the better choice.”

“I didn’t want it,” snarled Jon. “I wanted you to know father never betrayed your mother. Not for you to use it to try and make me king. I believed in her. I’d sworn vows to her, I supported her, I wanted to see her sit on the throne. I’d seen the kind of queen she’d be, and it was far better than me.”

“SHE WAS A TYRANT!” said Sansa desperately. “We’d taken the North back and she forced you to hand it over.”

A look of great pain over Jon’s face. “No, she didn’t,” he said quietly. “She’d stopped demanding I bend the knee when I did. I did it because she lost one of her dragons saving my life, on a stupid mission, a stupid attempt by me to be a hero… and she’d pledged her support to us unconditionally. Aye, I bent the knee to her. Because I saw the real her.”

“You were blinded by love!” responded Sansa, getting defensive in turn. She would never regret what had happened to Daenerys Targaryen. No matter if she was ‘innocent’. “I was the one who saw her for the real her, the tyrant she was!”

“You never knew her, you never cared to know her,” retorted Jon.” You didn’t know what she’d done in Essos, how many slaves praised her, called her ‘mhysa’ and revered her as a hero. How many people she’d helped. In the end, you betrayed the vow I swore you- a sacred vow beneath a heart tree- because you were incapable of trusting not only her, but me . And it set things in motion that caused me to murder an innocent woman and ruined my life.”

Sansa stood proudly. “I don’t regret it,” she said. Jon scowled at her. “I saw her for who she really was. She wasn’t one of us. The North would never have rallied behind her. She’d have burnt anyone who opposed her alive, and forced all of Westeros to be her slaves. Maybe she was poisoned that day in King’s Landing. All it did was show who she truly was.”

“And yet here you are,” barbed Jon. “How’d the North rally behind you, that now, here you are, begging the Amethyst Empress for help to take back your throne?” He glanced behind Sansa. Daenerys was standing a dozen or so feet away, staring at the Queen in the North with hatred in her gaze. Beside her on her left, her mother stood, and she appeared to be wishing for Daenerys to give the word to seize Sansa. On the right stood Allyria, but her expression was more amused.

“How dare you-” shouted Sansa, furious. “You were too weak to do what needed to be done, to protect our family! You’d handed everything we worked for- everything Robb and father and all of them had died for- to her because you were enamored with her silver cunt! She hadn’t suffered like we had, she hadn’t done a damn thing to earn it like I had, like you had! The North knows no King but the King in the North, and his name is Stark! We’d never have accepted her, and she’d never have let us go. But you had always been one of us, they’d have accepted you, they’d have happily bent the knee to you! Yet just like Robb, you fell in love and it ruined you and nearly destroyed the North. Hate me if you will, but everything I did, I did for my family, including you. I defended your birthright because you were too weak to.”

Jon sighed. “I pity you, Sansa. You’ve trusted the wrong people, it’s made you incapable of trusting the people you should. You should have trusted Daenerys. She understood your struggles. If you’d bothered to even take a moment to know her, you’d have known she wanted to change things. So nobody would ever have to go through what you went through. But in the end, you were Littlefinger and Cersei’s student, and you turned everything to your own benefit, because the only thing you trust is power, and family. How’d trusting Bran work out for you? If you’d trusted Daenerys, you’d still be Lady of Winterfell, and maybe Wardeness of the North. Now… here you are, begging for your throne.”

“Better trying to reclaim my birthright,” responded Sansa, “than letting someone steal it. You tell me father would be disgusted with me, but you’re the one who fucked your aunt. You’re the one who killed her.”

Jon stepped towards Sansa and she almost took a step back instinctively, his face was so furious. But Jon glanced over her shoulder, at Ashara. “Did my father know?” he asked.

“He knew,” responded Ashara. Sansa did not look back to see who spoke, holding Jon’s gaze defiantly.

“Aye,” said Jon to Sansa. “I killed her. Do you know how I did it, Sansa? Because of what you set in motion? I kissed her. I told her she was my queen, always… and then I plunged a knife into her heart. She died knowing I’d betrayed her, utterly.”  Sansa actually started as she looked at Jon, horror entering her defiant eyes. She’d never thought Jon was capable of that.

“But let me make one thing clear,” continued Jon. “Father wouldn’t be disgusted with me for falling in love with her, and if he was, I’d not care. Because he’s the one who didn’t tell me who I was. Who SHE was. She was never my aunt, Sansa.”

He leaned in dangerously. “She is my sister,” he hissed.

Sansa stared at Jon, completely shocked.

He could see the moment Sansa understood. Her eyes went wider with horror.

Daenerys took a few steps behind her. Sansa did not dare turn to see who was there.

“Death,” said Daenerys quietly, “is not always the end of life.”

“You stand in the presence of Daenerys Lightbringer of House Targaryen,” began Allyria. “First of her Name. Amethyst Empress of the Great Empire of the Dawn. Queen of Valyria. The Breaker of Chains, the Mother of Dragons. The Unburnt, The Reborn, The Princess who was Promised, the Bringer of Dawn.”

Brienne and Pod stared at Daenerys, stunned. Brienne instinctively moved her hand to the hilt of Oathkeeper at her side. Immediately the Imperial Guard surrounding them moved to draw their own blades, Arthur stepping before Daenerys and reaching for Dawn. Tyrion put his hand on Brienne’s arm and nodded reassuringly, and Brienne took her hand off Oathkeeper, and the Guard in turn stood down.

Daenerys moved to stand before the Dawnthrone. As the Empress sat, Sansa stared at her, seeking any sign of weakness she could exploit. Daenerys made sure she found none. She reached her hand out to Ghost and Sansa was shocked to see the direwolf lean his head into her touch as she pet him. The deposed Queen in the North narrowed her eyes calculatingly. Tyrion could almost see her mind whirling. A quick glance at Jon made Tyrion sure Sansa was trying to figure out how to seat HIM on the Dawnthrone.

“So were you really poisoned that day?” asked Sansa. “Or are they just so desperate to believe you might be ‘good’ that they’re willing to believe your lies?”

“It’s as I said,” said Tyrion. “Bran verified it independently. He didn’t even know who the Amethyst Empress was. He sent Davos and I to find out. She told us the truth… and given what Bran had said, I was able to figure it out.”

“I’m sure,” said Sansa scornfully.

“It’s true, Sansa,” said Jon. “I knew it as soon as I heard it. I think I always knew it.”

“We will have rooms prepared for you in the palace,” said Daenerys. “In return for the… hospitality… you offered me at Winterfell six years ago. I expect you’ll want to be pleading your case to my Elder Council. They are the ones who will be deciding if we help you or not.”

Sansa gave Daenerys a glare, then breaking protocol completely, turned without bowing and marched out. Brienne gave a last, concerned look at Daenerys, but following a reassuring nod from Tyrion, followed Sansa out. Pod fell into place behind her.

“I have a feeling that the Council will be hearing all about how Jon is your elder half-brother and therefore rightful Emperor,” said Tyrion to Daenerys. “You may wish to prevent that.”

“Prevent it?” asked Daenerys. “I’m counting on it. Let Sansa understand the way of the new world, if she wishes to live in it… or, if she chooses, she can remain in her old world, and never see Winterfell again.”

“You’re not concerned about treason?” asked Jon.

Daenerys leaned back in the Dawnthrone confidently and gave a predatory smile. “Not in the least,” she said.

Notes:

Sansa is far too proud to beg Daenerys herself for help... so Dany's giving her an out. The Elder Council- the voices of Dany's people- will be voting on whether or not they will help. But they are generally of a mind with Dany... and not at all inclined to send Imperial forces overseas to wage a war on behalf of a deposed foreign queen. Not for nothing.

Which is Dany's chosen form of vengeance against Sansa. Either accept the Empire's terms for their assistance... or never rule in Winterfell again. And there's really only one thing Sansa can offer the Empire.

But they all know exactly what Sansa's going to attempt to do while speaking with the Elder Council. Will it work? Dany doesn't think so. Hope she selected her councilors well...

Jon fans will also be pleased to note that in working through his past with Daenerys, he's re-discovered the fact he has a spine... and he is NOT happy with what Sansa did.

NEXT TIME:
1. Sansa begins her attempts to gain Imperial support for reclaiming Winterfell... and find the Empire a new Emperor.
2. Dany learns the danger of letting one Stark in when the Stark infestation of the Imperial Palace gets worse.

Chapter 6: Birthright

Summary:

“What if there’s someone else? Someone better?”

- “Sansa”, S8 E4, “The Last of the Starks”

 

“I know a killer when I see one.”

- “Arya”, S8 E6, “The Iron Throne”

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

Tyrion called on Sansa again later that day, to find her pacing in her quarters. Daenerys and her staff had set her up in a room near Jon’s, even if Jon was not at all feeling particularly friendly to his adoptive sister right now.

The rooms were a small solar with a bedchamber off through a side door. It was ornately furnished- Sansa could not at all complain about hospitality. The only amenity it lacked that Sansa’s own chambers back at Winterfell had was a private privy, but Tyrion did not think that was the cause of Sansa’s frustration right now.

“You lied to me,” she snapped at the Imp.

“I didn’t lie to you,” replied Tyrion. “I merely didn’t tell you who the Empress was. As she had requested me to do.” Tyrion sat in a chair as Sansa continued to do her very best to pace a hole into the floor. “I did try to make you understand that perhaps you were mistaken about the sort of woman she was.”

“That’s the sort of power she has over men,” snarled Sansa. “She flashes you a pretty smile, takes you into her bed, and next thing you know Jon and you are both begging her forgiveness and throwing yourselves at her feet. Has Jon started bedding her again?”

“No,” said Tyrion. “You and I both know it was terrible enough for him when he thought she was his aunt. Knowing she’s his half-sister was… not pleasant for him. As for her, though as a born-and-bred Targaryen she’s more amenable to… those sorts of things, she’d sooner sleep in a bed of knives than be with the man who used her love for him to murder her.”

Tyrion poured himself a goblet of wine. “And now if you have any real hope of ever ruling in Winterfell again, you need her support.”

“Fat load of that,” snapped Sansa, collapsing into a chair across from him and pouring herself a goblet of her own. “She’s already turned Jon against me.”

Tyrion raised an eyebrow. “It struck me that everything Jon protested against from you was something you did.”

“To protect MY FAMILY. To protect Jon’s birthright. To protect the NORTH from a tyrant.” Sansa took a large swig of more than half her glass.

“I thought you were more clever than this. She represents the only opportunity to save the North from Bran, who I assure you, is a tyrant. I know it from experience, as do you. The Dragon Queen six years ago was the most powerful person in the world. The Amethyst Empress is the most powerful person to have ever lived.

“You were terrified of her,” said Sansa exasperatedly.

“And I was wrong to be. She spoke bluster but always listened to her advisors in the end. And then at King’s Landing she showed that her instincts had been correct all along. She could have taken the city in an hour with barely any innocent deaths. Certainly less than our plan of a siege. I expect that her knowing that she’d been right all along contributed to the anger the poison had put in her, and sparked the madness.”

Tyrion leaned forward. “You have come here to the heart of her power, to the seat of her Great Empire,” he said plainly, “because you have had your home and your throne stolen from you. Diplomacy is your only hope to ever have either back, and yet you’re making it very clear that you still consider her an enemy.”

“I don’t trust her,” responded Sansa.

“Of course you don’t. I can’t say I blame you. You did your very best to make an enemy of her six years ago and she has not forgiven you for it, nor will she, I expect. But you need to understand that this is not Westeros. You cannot afford to have her as your enemy.”

“She’s said she’s letting her Elder Council decide,” said Sansa dismissively.

“And who do you think the Elder Council is loyal to?” asked Tyrion. He patted his Elder Council sash fondly. “I sit on it, and I assure you, I will be voting to aid you. Walk around acting like the Empress is your enemy, and you will find very little support elsewhere.”

“I know how to play the Game, Tyrion,” responded Sansa.

“Not here you don’t. She is no mere player among players. She commands the loyalty of hundreds of thousands of professional soldiers. She has at her beck and call her own personal army of dragons. Her advisors are selected for their skill and loyalty and their enthusiasm for her vision of a better world. Her favor is the prize they all seek, and she bestows it generously upon those who aid her people. Everywhere her gaze falls, evil men die. But not only do evil men die, good men thrive. She walks through the ashes of all her enemies with her dainty booted feet to reach down and offer her hand to the downtrodden who have been crushed beneath the wheel, and in response they call her ‘mhysa’ and love her like a mother. She not only allows her council to debate her decisions, she actively encourages it, and they love her for it. This is her realm, and her people revere her as if she is a goddess.

“But is it really her realm?” asked Sansa quietly.

Yes ,” insisted Tyrion, knowing what she was beginning to get at.

“But what if they choose someone different? What if they’re made aware of a better choice?”

“It won’t work, Sansa.”

“It worked before,” insisted Sansa.

“In Westeros, and the matter remains that we never got to see who the Lords of Westeros would have chosen- the woman with a large army and dragons and unquestionable lineage- even if we all apparently should have been questioning it all along- or the man whose only supporters claiming his lineage was his family and closest friends.”

Tyrion stood. “Make your case to the Elder Councilors, but know this: Daenerys is beloved. Disrespecting her is the surest way to make them not want to listen to you.”


Sansa began her meetings with the Elder Council with a name that at least seemed friendly: Belar Maegyr. The man was the current patriarch of the Maegyr family, and Sansa remembered that Robb’s wife had been a part of that house.

Sansa wasn’t familiar with Talisa Maegyr, other than to know that she had been Robb’s queen, and had died at the Red Wedding.  Sansa knew her brother had been pledged to marry a daughter of Walder Frey, but that he had abandoned his oaths to marry Talisa.

Sansa wondered if she had seduced Robb, taken him into her bed, gotten a child off him, then forced him to marry her, lest his son be born a bastard. Robb was honorable. Just like father. It was what father would have done.

It was, after all, what Cersei had taught her a woman’s power was… but she would never voice such to the man she was to meet right now.

She knocked gently on the door and a servant opened.

“Queen Sansa,” said Councilor Maegyr, standing respectfully.

“Lord Maegyr,” responded Sansa, stepping in and bowing her head respectfully. “My brother Robb’s wife was of your house. On behalf of House Stark, allow me to offer you my condolences.”

“Talisa was my niece,” said Maegyr, sitting behind his desk. Sansa sat across from him and the servant poured them each a white wine. Sansa took her glass gratefully. She took a sip and smacked her lips appreciatively.

“I unfortunately never had a chance to meet her, but I’m sure she was a wonderful woman.”

“She was.” Maegyr nodded. “To me, at least. I was a member of my family who greatly opposed slavery. Her father- my elder brother- was not, and we were expected to follow our patriarch in all things. When Talisa wished to leave, I helped her. My brother and I had a great falling out over it, but still I did what I could to serve my family. I argued against attacking the Breaker of Chains in Meereen, but I had no say, and as I expected, our forces were annihilated. Years later, after the city had toasted our survival after her death in Westeros, we received messengers from the east. She had returned, she had powerful armies, and she had dragons. Fealty was demanded.

“I told my brother, bend the knee, free all his slaves, and he will live. He did not. He was a Triarch at the time. He spat at her feet. When she took the city, he was executed. I did not weep. I hated my brother. I had loved my niece, and he disowned her for her ‘betrayal’ and cast her from the city. I still told him not to stand against the Empress, and still he did, and she killed him for the crime of owning slaves. And now I sit on her Elder Council.”

“I am sorry for your loss,” said Sansa gently. “I know myself the pains of being at odds with my family. I have been thrown from my home. I came here to beg for aid. She said she is leaving it to her council. Will you help me?”

Maegyr leaned back in his chair and regarded Sansa. “You ask us to send armed forces to wage a war for you to regain your throne,” he said. “And what do you offer in return?”

Sansa paused. “The bonds of family,” she said. “Your niece was a wonderful woman. Queen to our King in the North. We beg you, remember our bonds.”

“I didn’t even know my niece was Robb Stark’s queen until he got her killed,” responded Belar coldly.

“And we mourn her loss. Her and her child.”

Maegyr hesitated. “Alliances work two ways, and even if we had bonds, they are broken. What can you offer the Great Empire?”

“Gold?” asked Sansa, trying to figure out if her wealth kept at the Iron Bank was enough to entice the Elder Council.

“We have gold. We have all the wealth of Essos, and the Iron Bank mints coins with the Empress’s face and sigil upon it.”

“Our people are independent,” said Sansa, understanding where Belar was leading with his refusal. “They will not bend the knee.”

Belar nodded in appreciation at Sansa knowing what he was demanding. “Ah, you cut to the chase. I like a woman who does not waste time. Despite your objections, fealty is what I think you can offer.”

“We bent the knee to her once before against our will,” said Sansa, furious at the very idea of being made to bend the knee to Daenerys Targaryen. “We will not do so again. She demanded it or else she would let us all die.”

Maegyr gave a faint smile. “You should speak to Jon Snow about that, and ask him the true story.”

This… this foreigner was telling her what had happened in the North? What Jon had done? “I know the true story, I was there.”

“When he bent the knee?” asked Maegyr knowingly. “We know the story of Her Majesty’s time in Westeros. She told us the truth.”

“Then why is she the Empress?” asked Sansa, trying to spring her trump card. “She has an elder half-brother, one trueborn to Rhaegar Targaryen and his wife, Lyanna Stark. A bastard cannot rule. They are covetous and low. Jon is-”

“Not our Emperor,” said Maegyr sternly, parrying Sansa’s attempt to inspire treason- and to her terror, looking rather disgusted at the very idea.

“By law he is.”

Belar laughed. “What law? What laws of succession rule the Dawnthrone? You ask us to seat a different man on the throne made of the broken chains of the slaves she freed. None other.”

“The laws of succession are clear. Men always come before women, and bastards cannot inherit.”

Maegyr looked at Sansa with a predatory smile on his face. “You do not understand. She inherited nothing. Everything she has now, she made for herself. There cannot be any other Empress. There was no Empire before she made it. How can anyone have a claim upon the birthright she forged for herself?”

“She usurped Jon’s throne once before, and she’s doing it again!”

“She is no usurper. Not here. She is a conqueror, as Aegon was before her. As there had never been an Iron Throne before Aegon, so there was never a Dawnthrone before Daenerys Lightbringer. You ask me two things I cannot tolerate; treason to my Empress, to whom I am loyal… and stupid adherence to the backward ways of your old world. Not because even you believe in it, but because you seek a more malleable pawn. She is the Empress, and there can be none other.”

Maegyr nodded to his servant, who opened the door behind Sansa. “You know my terms for support. Fealty. I believe I have heard enough of your treasonous words.”

Sansa bit back a bitter retort, but she knew she was dismissed. “Thank you, ser,” she offered. She stood and left.


Samwell Tarly looked up from writing in a book as he heard a knock on the door. Without waiting for him to call out permission, Bronn stepped in.

“King wants to see you,” he said simply.

“Oh!” said Sam. “Do… you know why?”

“Don’t know, didn’t ask. Just said to come fetch you.”

Sam nodded, confused, and set his quill in the inkpot. He stood and made his way to the throne room, where upon the platform, Bran was perched in his wheelchair. His eyes were white currently, but as Sam approached, they returned to normal.

“Samwell Tarly,” said Bran. “I have something to ask of you.”

“What is it, Your Grace?” asked Sam politely.

“Tyrion and Davos are not returning. I saw Davos briefly… I believe that he may have entered the service of the Empress.” Bran looked at Sam and seemed to stare through him. “I sent Tyrion and Davos to obtain information for me, and I still need that information. I would like you to sail for Volantis. You shall inquire with the Empress about their fate, but I need you to tell me something else when you return.”

Sam was confused. “What is that?”

“Her eye color. If her eyes are not purple, she cannot truly be the Empress.”

Sam remembered one woman with purple eyes. She had come to thank him for saving Ser Jorah- a good man- and then had told him she had killed his father and brother.

She hadn’t even ever been the rightful Queen. Sam had had a difficult, to say the least, relationship with his father, but he was fond of his brother. She had demanded they bend the knee, and when they refused, she had killed them. She was the usurper, who unjustly murdered his family. That was why he had gone to Jon. To open his eyes as to who she really was.

Sam regretted how things had turned out for Jon, but he didn’t regret telling him his parentage. He had been the rightful King. She had strong-armed Jon into bending the knee and Jon was too honorable to oppose her despite the tyrant she had proven herself to be. She had led foreign armies to conquer what had never been hers. What she had no right to.

When he heard that the dragon Jon had died- Rhalgal, Sam thought his name was- had been killed, Sam had been sure that that was it. Jon could only oppose her on a dragon with another dragon.

Instead Jon had seen the light and pushed her away, and in response she had gone mad, as Targaryens always did. It was the curse of their blood; madness was inevitable.

Jon had killed her, as someone should have done long before.

Sam only regretted not pushing Jon for the throne at the dragonpit Great Council, but his idea- that the smallfolk should have a voice- had been voted down unanimously, and the rest of the lords too scared of Daenerys’s remaining army to support him.

But then they’d elected Bran king, and Bran had offered Sam the role of Grand Maester.

It had been everything Sam had ever dreamed of. The Citadel had protested vigorously; Sam had stolen books, never earned a single chain, but now he was their voice on the Small Council.

After how they had refused to help against the White Walkers, when the Long Night had come, Sam didn’t care much for their opinion. All of Westeros could have died. Bran recognized that.

He had helped with Archmaester Ebrose’s book and filled it out with what he could pick up. The archmaester had filled out most of the history of Westeros already, even if Sam recognized he had taken some liberties with it- specifically, leaving Tyrion Lannister out. It had fallen to Sam to fill out events beyond the Wall- which he reported truthfully- and from Essos, the story of Daenerys Targaryen.

He had made the truth of her madness abundantly clear. Even despite what she had done, Daenerys Targaryen still had allies and defenders in Westeros. Sam had made sure that nobody could ever defend her again. It was what his family deserved. Killed simply for not bending the knee to a foreign invader usurper. The Mad King’s daughter.

Bran had raised Sam out of the nothing. Protected him from the Citadel. From the whispers that he was an oathbreaking black brother, had sworn vows to the Citadel as well, yet was allowed to live with his family in King’s Landing, in the Red Keep itself.

If Bran asked this, Sam would do as he did. He owed everything he was to Bran.

“I will sail at once,” said Sam.

“Good,” said Bran. “There is one more thing I will require of you. Give me your wrist.”


Daenerys continued to write her paperwork as a servant girl brought in a meal. “Dinner, Your Majesty,” said the girl, “as requested.”

“Thank you,” said Daenerys. The girl set it on a free spot on the desk.

“Will that be all, Your Majesty?”

“That depends.” Daenerys lifted the pitcher of wine and poured herself a glass. “Would you like some wine?”

The girl shook her head. “My master wants me back to help with laundry, but thank you, Your Majesty.”

“Ah, well. More for me, then.” Daenerys took a sip of her wine. The girl bowed. “If that’s all, then.”

The girl turned to leave. She had reached for the door when Daenerys glanced up and spoke again. “For the record, Lady Arya,” she said, “my servants do not use the term ‘master’, as they are not slaves. I know all who serve me directly by sight, and that face doesn’t belong to any of them. Which is fortunate for you, because if you had murdered one of my serving girls and stolen her face, you would have been made to answer for it. Murder is a capital offense here.”

The servant stopped, reached for her face, and pulled it off. Arya turned to glare at Daenerys. “And what about mass murderers?”

“Much the same.” Daenerys set her quill in the inkpot and lifted her head to look at Arya. “Just so we may clear the air, what is the reason for your presence here? Are you protecting your family because you believe I’ll kill them all out of vengeance? Are you operating under a misguided belief that if I die, Jon would be crowned the new Emperor and have all my power and might at his disposal? Or is it just because you don’t like me?”

“You need to ask why?” asked Arya in disbelief. “I’d thought you were at least a little clever. You stole the North from us.”

“Your King bent the knee,” retorted Daenerys.

“Because you would have let us die if he hadn’t.”

“No… I’d stopped demanding that he do so when he did. I’d promised to support you. No fealty. I think I was angling for uniting our realms through marriage, me as Queen of the Six Kingdoms, him as King of the North.”

“‘Your realm,’” mocked Arya. “It was his. It was always his.”

“A matter for the legal scholars to have delighted in debating. Also helped by the fact that Jon didn’t want it. He swore you to secrecy before the heart tree, did he not?”

“Only because he was infatuated with what you had between your legs,” responded Arya.

“Not by then. He was disgusted by our shared blood, that I was his aunt. And when he bent the knee, we were still figuring out who we were to each other.” Daenerys smiled and took a sip of wine. Arya couldn’t hide her surprise. “Do you think it’s much worse for him to know I’m his sister? I assure you, after he put a knife in my heart, I have no intention of accepting him into my bed ever again.”

“I don’t believe you,” said Arya.  “And besides, you’ll never get the chance. I won’t let you hurt my family. Ever. You hate them and all they did was the right thing, always.”

Daenerys looked at Arya thoughtfully. “I do hate your sister,” she admitted. “But I don’t hate Jon. That said, I do not want any of you dead. If I did, I would have done it long ago.”

“Jon killed you and you expect me to believe you don’t hate him?” asked Arya. “The moment you get close to him, you’ll burn him alive.”

“You’re less informed than you think.” Daenerys chuckled. “Jon’s here. He’s staying in the palace. As is Sansa.”

Arya stared at Daenerys in disbelief. Clearly she was an immensely talented liar now to tell Arya such ridiculous stories, and not have a hint of deception on her face. “You’re a liar.”

The Empress raised an eyebrow and a mocking smirk. “Am I?”

There was growling behind Arya. She turned instinctively.

At the door leading to the Empress’s bedchamber was standing a colossal white direwolf, teeth barred- at Arya.

“Ghost?” asked Arya, completely shocked.

The direwolf padded his way next to Daenerys, who put her hand on his back and scratched him. Ghost did not take his red eyes off Arya, staring at her. Defending the Empress, Arya realized.

If Ghost was here...

“What did you do to Jon?” asked Arya.

“Saved his life again,” responded Daenerys. She took another sip of wine. “You can thank my mother as well. She’s a shadowbinder from Asshai, and helped me discover Jon and the freefolk were in danger. She’s taught me many things since I awoke from death to find her crying over me. Such as poison immunity. After what I went through before, I thought that something very important. In case you’re confused why the Essence of Nightshade you put in this wine isn’t killing me.”

Arya’s face dropped. “You… what?” she asked.

“I’ve known you were here since you arrived in Volantis. We were tracking you since you left Meereen, even. I confess to wanting to see how far you’d go. If you were here to kill me, or merely to watch me. I suppose I have my answer now.” Daenerys picked up the pitcher of wine and dumped it out on the balcony. “Still, I find it curious why you feel I had to die. Since I was reborn I have done nothing to earn it.”

“You haven’t paid your penance,” snarled Arya. “I was in King’s Landing that day. I was in the city as you flew overhead. I saw little girls die in their mothers’ arms as your dragon turned them to ash. There is no forgiveness for what you did. Jon killed you for what you did, but that’s not enough. Die in agony and come back a million times, one for every person you killed, Mad Queen. Only then will your debt be paid.”

“I know,” whispered Daenerys, her face ashen, her hand clenched in Ghost’s fur for comfort. Arya saw the horror she felt of that day, the nightmares that still tormented her, echoed in the face of Daenerys Targaryen. “I see it every time I close my eyes. I don’t dream, truly, ever since I came back. I don’t think I’d dream of anything else. I feel the black pit in my mind, the rage that had been growing ever since I ate my breakfast. I hear Jon confronting me… I hear my own voice echo back and know the horror of my words. I feel his lips on mine, and then the pain of his dagger in my heart.”

“You don’t regret it,” said Arya. “You’re a monster.”

“That’s all any of you saw me as,” continued Daenerys. “I came to defend your home, to fight alongside you. To try and impress the family of the man I loved. And you didn’t trust him, didn’t try and know me, turned Jon against me, got my armies killed defending Winterfell, rejected me, plotted against me, betrayed me. And when that day came, not one of you bothered to think, was this truly her? Was there something more going on here?”

“There wasn’t,” responded Arya. “Just madness.”

“Basilisk’s blood,” whispered Daenerys. Arya stopped and narrowed her eyes. The Empress’s eyes were pools of grief and horror and nothing but regret, but Arya could detect no lie. “Varys was trying to prove to Tyrion and Jon that I was mad. He had a servant trying to slip it into my meals. I spent my whole childhood fearing assassins, seeing the looks in peoples’ eyes. I saw it in hers. She trembled when she brought me my meals, and so I didn’t eat them. When Tyrion confirmed Varys had betrayed me, I knew what he was doing. I executed him. His little girl didn’t stop. That morning… I ate for the first time in weeks. It smelled so good... I thought it was just my hunger. I knew there was a chance it was poisoned. I’d stopped caring. What was the point in living now that everyone I loved was gone, or betraying me?

“I had never imagined that Varys’s goal was not to kill me. Of course, now I realize. If I dropped dead, Jon and Tyrion would have immediately known what he’d done. Jon would have split his head in his rage. Varys was trying to make me ‘go mad’ so I could be removed by other hands than his. The girl didn’t stop trying, even though he was dead. I cared so little for my own life then, I’d have welcomed death. Instead… a furious, violent rage grew in me. And when I saw that I’d been right all along, that I should have taken the city the moment I’d landed in Westeros, that Tyrion’s clever plans had failed me… my rage broke. I broke. I… you know what I did.”

Daenerys was crying, her control failing despite her best efforts, the wounds and trauma of King’s Landing, of her betrayals, still raw and bleeding. Arya didn’t believe it, she couldn’t believe it... but it was hard to lie to her, after her training with the Faceless Men. The haunted, broken look in the face of the Amethyst Empress…

“When it started to wear off,” continued Daenerys, “I thought myself a madwoman. I tried to justify it. They had sided with Cersei, the murderous, tyrannical usurper, over me. I thought it would all be worth it if I could just rule with Jon at my side, but as my horror at what I had done grew… I’d have ended my life myself. And then he pretended to come back to me. He pledged I would always be his queen, and then he murdered me. You had all poisoned him so much against me that he didn’t even bother to try and understand. I loved him. Even under the poison’s influence, I’d never have harmed him, or his family, because I loved him.”

Daenerys muffled a sob. “All I wanted was to be a good queen,” she said. “I didn’t even want Jon to bend the knee when he did. But I came north to defend my people… and you hated me. You wanted me to die, when I had come to fight alongside you. Nothing I could have ever done would have been enough for you. I’d come to defend you and you cursed me as a foreigner and wished I’d go away. If I had, you’d have despised me as a coward who had abandoned you to die. For the North, death itself was preferable to accepting my help...

“But if I could have ruled, together, with the man I loved, that was all I’d wanted. And then your bitch of a sister broke her sacred vow to Jon, for something he didn’t even want. I’d told him what would happen. And it took on a life of its own, and ruined both of us. Kinslayer, queenslayer, oathbreaker. That’s what your sister’s actions made of Jon. She ruined his life as surely as she ruined mine.

“And now she’s here. I spoke the truth, though I did not not allow you to know it before now. I’ve known you were amongst my servants for some time. I kept you away from her. She didn’t know it was me, I’m sure, or she’d never have come, but she came to beg for aid from the Empire to reclaim the North after your brother- or whatever is in your brother’s body- took it from her. Do you think her an evil tyrant for seeking foreign armies to reclaim her birthright, I wonder?”

Arya sat there, thunderstruck. This meeting had not gone anything like she had expected. She had expected to find a mad tyrant intent on vengeance against her family; instead she found a broken woman who appeared to want nothing to do with the Starks or even Westeros anymore, even as they seemed to arrive before her one by one. “Are you going to help her?” she asked, quietly.

“I confess to not having any desire to,” said Daenerys. “But I seek to protect the world from tyrants everywhere. Yet I have no desire to put my people and armies at risk for a land that has already shown me they despise nothing more than foreigners. I’ve left the decision to my Elder Council. And what is Sansa doing? Going from counselor to counselor, trying to convince them to remove me from my throne, that I forged with my sweat, blood, and tears, that I have the only claim upon, and seat Jon upon it. Jon has as little interest in that as he does in bedding me. We shall not become lovers again. We are both trying to move on and heal, perhaps embrace one another as brother and sister.”

“You’re truly not going to hurt him?” asked Arya.

“No, the fate I have in mind for him is much worse. Sansa told his secret in the hopes that he would be King of the Seven Kingdoms. I intend to give her exactly what she asked for… except he will sit in King’s Landing and rule over Westeros in fealty to me . She will serve him as Wardenness of the North… or I will place someone else in charge of the North.”

“They’d never be loyal to anyone who isn’t a Stark,” said Arya.

“Yes, they were certainly lining up to help you take Winterfell back from House Bolton, weren’t they?” asked Daenerys scornfully. “Stark blood isn’t as special as you seem to think. But if it is what you insist on, how convenient it is that my beloved sister Allyria’s father was Brandon Stark.” Daenerys gave a slightly cruel smirk. “She’s a bastard by Westerosi law, yes, but I could legitimize her. She’d keep the name Dayne, as she… isn’t fond of her father. By my understanding of the laws, as Brandon Stark was Rickard Stark’s heir, that would make Allyria… the rightful Lady of Winterfell.”

Arya frowned. “I won’t let you steal the North from my family,” she said.

“Then do what you will. You will not succeed. I don’t believe Ghost would kill you, but he will defend me. He knows who I am. Jon’s sister. His only true sister. I’m no longer a young lovestruck woman trying to be on good terms with the family of my beloved. You are the family that ruined me and led to my death. You need me but I certainly don’t need or particularly want to help you. If you want my assistance, you need to learn to play by my rules. Live in my new world, or else as far as I’m concerned, you can die in your old one.

The door to the hall opened and the Imperial Guard entered. Arthur Dayne glowered at Arya furiously, before glancing at Ghost, seeing him defending his master’s blood sister. “Good boy,” he said.

“You’d best hope we don’t find any bodies with their faces carved off in Volantis,” said Daenerys, “or you’ll earn a much different form of hospitality than I’m currently offering you. And if you think you can murder your way to what you want… you’re welcome to try. The Faceless Men are quite eager to repay you for your betrayal, and it’s only my word that keeps them from claiming you. They’re watching you. Move against me, and they move against you.” She nodded at her uncle. “You’re dismissed, Lady Stark.”

Arya was roughly bodied and hauled out of the solar, but all she could think of was that House Stark found itself completely at the mercy of the woman they had ruined… and she was holding literally all the cards.

Even worse, given what Daenerys had confessed to her… Arya couldn’t help but feel they’d entirely earned this fate.

 

Sansa couldn’t think of what to say to Jon, even as he sat across from her desk, brooding and drinking wine. He had made it very clear that he was livid with her for her actions six years ago, even if Sansa still was sure she had done the right thing.

The door was jerked open, causing them both to jump. Arthur Dayne stepped in and looked them over. “This girl has been skulking in the palace for several days,” he said coldly. Arya was shoved in by the other guards outside. Jon and Sansa both stood in surprise. “She just decided to disguise herself and enter the Empress’s office. Were my niece a woman of less mercy, this girl would be dead. See to it that she does not threaten the Empress again, or she will be executed immediately.”

At that Arthur stepped out and slammed the door behind him.

“Arya,” said Sansa, stunned. She rushed forward to hug her sister. Arya hugged her back. “How?”

“We made port in Essos,” said Arya. “We heard about the Empire… I heard they were restoring Valyria. I wanted to see… and then I learned who the Empress was.”

“And what did you do?” asked Jon.

Arya shook her head, still shaken by her encounter. “It doesn’t matter what I tried,” she said. “I only got as far as I did because she let me. She knew I was here the whole time.”

“Then it really is hopeless,” said Sansa. “Winterfell might as well be lost to us. That bitch isn’t going to help us.”

“Why the hell should she?” asked Jon angrily. “She came to help us once and you repaid her with distrust, hostility, and betrayal. The fact she hasn’t thrown you out of the Empire at all is her being far more generous than she should be.”

“All because you couldn’t help yourself from betraying us first,” snapped Sansa.

“What happened to you two?” asked Arya. “Why are you here in Volantis?”

“She rescued me,” said Jon. “Me and the freefolk. The White Walkers are back.” Arya gaped in horror. “SHE-” he pointed at Sansa- “is here because Bran accused her of murdering me and engineered a rebellion that had her overthrown, because she trusted the wrong people.”

“Stop it,” said Arya as Sansa opened her mouth to reply. “STOP IT. We’re all finally together again, and you two can’t stop screaming at each other! We’re a pack, we’re family! We can’t tear ourselves apart, not with- whatever’s wrong with Bran! Not with the White Walkers threatening the North again!”

“I will not be bending the knee to her,” said Sansa.

“Then you will never see Winterfell again,” replied Jon.

“She cannot hold the North. They’re loyal to us, to House Stark,” responded Sansa confidently. “I am the rightful Queen in the North.”

“She doesn’t need you,” said Arya. “She said she has a sister… Allaria?”

“Allyria,” corrected Jon.

“She’s our uncle Brandon’s bastard daughter.” Arya looked at Sansa. “She’ll legitimize her. Since Uncle Brandon was father’s elder brother… she says that’d give her a better claim on Winterfell than you.”

Sansa stared at Arya, surprised. Jon could only laugh. “She’s got you completely outplayed, Sansa,” he said. “She’s got armies, dragons, loyal people, and now she’s got an answer to Northern loyalty.”

“Not completely outplayed,” said Sansa. “She has an elder half-brother, and she’s nothing more than a bastard.”

“That doesn’t matter.” Jon stood. “And I’m disgusted you even think it does.” He turned and left. Arya followed him.

“Jon,” she said. Jon slowed up slightly to let her catch up. “Are you okay?”

Jon hesitated. “More okay than I’ve been for six years,” he admitted. “I knew it, Arya. I knew it was wrong. But you, and Tyrion, told me… ‘I know a killer when I see one.’ Honestly.”

“All I knew was what I’d just seen, Jon,” said Arya. “I was… I was in the streets, when it happened. I saw… terrible things. I didn’t know about the basilisk’s blood.”

Jon scoffed, not believing Arya believed Dany. “You believe her?”

“I do. I was a Faceless Man, Jon. I learned about it in Braavos. And I could tell she wasn’t lying. I’m hard to lie to. She’s…”

“Broken,” finished Jon for Arya. “She’s broken. And we broke her. All of us. Me most of all, but Sansa and you played your parts. I swore you to secrecy under the heart tree, and you broke that vow within a day.”

“I broke nothing!” said Arya, indignant. “I didn’t tell a single soul. I didn’t even know Sansa had, not until after Daenerys was dead. I left Winterfell that day to go to King’s Landing to kill Cersei. All I thought… was that she’d chosen to make an example of King’s Landing, to any who opposed her.”

Jon took a deep breath. “That’s what I thought too,” he admitted. “‘Let it be fear, then.’ That was one of the last things she said to me, before that day. And I was wrong. Maybe she would have done some terrible things to shore up her own power, it was all she had left after Sansa and Varys betrayed her. But nobody expected that. I loved her, and even I immediately assumed the worst.”

“You didn’t know,” said Arya. “How could you ever have heard about basilisk’s blood?”

“I should have given her a chance.” Jon sighed. “But we all played a part in it, Arya. Do you know what hurts the most? I was so looking forward to her meeting you all. I had this amazing, beautiful woman I was in love with. She was excited to meet you. I told her, Arya, she was my favorite sister, and growing up she’d loved the stories of the Targaryen women dragon riders. She said she’d take you with her on Drogon, she’d tell you all the stories of the far off, exotic places she’d been and seen. And then we get there, and Sansa’s cold to her, and you’d started parroting her about Daenerys being untrustworthy, and a tyrant, when neither of you had even tried to know her, the real her.”

Arya had to blink back some tears at the pain in Jon’s voice, the betrayal he felt for how his family had doubted him. She could imagine it, bringing someone home to meet her family, so eager for them all to get along, only for her own siblings to treat them like scum. “I had assumed she forced you to bend the knee,” said Arya. “Sansa was sure you were blinded by love. I… I’m sorry, Jon. I should have trusted you.”

“Aye, you should have,” agreed Jon. “She never forced me to bend the knee. She tried, for sure. But eventually… she stopped demanding. And then she lost a dragon saving my life from the Night King and his army, and when I woke up, she was sad, but she wasn’t even sorry it had happened. She’d had to see the Army of the Dead to understand the threat. And she allied with us unconditionally. It was only then I bent the knee, because I believed in her. Aye, maybe I was in love with her, too, but it wasn’t that.”

Arya sighed. “You’re still in love with her.”

Jon actually grimaced at that. “No, I’m not. I haven’t been in love with her, at least not like that, for a few years.” He sighed. “I had dreams. I dreamed of Dragonstone, of hearing a babe crying weakly, before passing. I dreamed of a castle with purple banners with swords and falling stars, and another babe with violet eyes with blue lips and not breathing, and a mother throwing herself from the tower so her daughter could live. I… I saw my pregnant mother, standing next to Ashara Dayne as she nursed a grey-eyed baby, talking about what they would name the next one. I knew what the dreams were, I just didn’t want to accept it. When Davos said those words… it was just telling me what I didn’t want to admit.”

“Dragon dreams,” said Arya helpfully. “Daenys the Dreamer had them. It was what led House Targaryen to flee Valyria before the Doom.”

Jon chuckled. “You know your Targaryens, but no, it wasn’t those. Lady Ashara was sending the dreams, I just never thought anything of them but I knew Dany had had visions. I honestly can’t believe a Targaryen dragon riding queen could ride into Winterfell and she wouldn’t immediately become your hero.”

Arya sighed. “I think I was partially afraid she was trying to steal my brother from me. You were home, Jon, more than the castle or Sansa or any of it.”

“She’d never been trying to steal me. If I was your brother… she wanted to be like a sister to you.”

Arya looked at the ground, ashamed. “And now she hates us all, and she’ll never forget it.”

Jon turned to face Arya. “She doesn’t think all Starks are bad,” he said. “If what you say is true, Allyria is one of us and she adores her. She and I are working on it, and I murdered her. I don’t think we’ll ever go back to that way again- neither of us want it- but I’m hoping we can be brother and sister. If she can get past me murdering her, I think she might be able to get past you being cold to her.”

“And Sansa?” asked Arya hopefully.

“Sansa told my secret deliberately, specifically to hurt Daenerys. More to the point, she told me to my face she doesn’t regret it one bit, even after all that happened. And I’ve got a strong feeling her meetings with the Elder Counselors have been about removing her from the Dawnthrone and putting me on it.”

“Do you think she’ll succeed? You are her elder half-brother, and you’re not a bastard.”

Jon smiled. “Show me that knowledge of Targaryen history. Who was the rightful King of Westeros before Aegon the Conqueror?”

Arya shook her head. “He united the Seven Kingdoms. There wasn’t one.”

“So could anyone have had a better claim on the Iron Throne than him?”

“No.”

“And that’s why Sansa won’t succeed, because there wasn’t a Dawnthrone before Dany. And besides… I didn’t want to take the Iron Throne from her six years ago, and I have no interest in taking the Dawnthrone from her now. Nobody has a better claim on it than her, and even if something happened to her, the succession goes through House Dayne instead. Allyria’s her heir, followed by Lord Edric of Starfall-”

“- I feel like I know him, but maybe it was just a dream of another life-”

“- and from there who knows.”

Arya sighed. “I’m not going to murder her, if that’s what you’re afraid of. Not least because she… she thinks I already tried, and she told me I can’t.”

Jon frowned. “Why does she think you tried to kill her?”

Arya took a vial out of her pocket. “Essence of Nightshade,” she said. “She thought I’d put it in her wine. She knew who I was all along, and then she kept drinking it.”

“She DRANK WINE she thought was poisoned?” Jon was horrified at what both Dany and Arya had done.

“She said her mother taught her how to make herself immune to poisons.” Arya narrowed her eyes. “Of course she’d want to do that, if she had been poisoned with Basilisk’s Blood. Poison immunity would prevent that from happening again. But she told me the Faceless Men want me dead, and only she’s kept them from killing me. But if I move against her… they’ll stop me.”

“She has the Faceless Men on her side?” Jon looked around as if expecting to see one of them lurking in a manner most similar to Petyr Baelish.

“She says she does, at least. I don’t know how, they’re devoted to the Many-Faced God. If someone paid them enough, they’d kill her. I imagine it’d take half the gold in the world by this point, though. The more important the target, the higher the fee.”

“If you were scared she was a threat,” asked Jon, “if you had the poison… why’d you not put it in?”

Arya hesitated. “I’ve traveled parts of the Empire, and seen how much the people love her. It didn’t make sense to me, at all, not with what I thought I knew about King’s Landing. And I… I thought if you heard she’d been brought back… and then that I’d killed her, you’d never forgive me.”

Jon hugged Arya. “You’d have been right.”

“I’m not saying I’m going to trust her… but I’m going to give her the chance I didn’t six years ago.”

“I think that’s all I can hope for. Just don’t get yourself killed.” Jon shuddered. “And don’t cross her mother.”

“How scary is she? Scarier than the Night King?”

“Aye, I honestly think so,” said Jon, and Arya could tell he was not lying. “Imagine someone as devoted to her daughters as your mother was to her children… and then give her the magic of the red woman, Melisandre.”

Arya grimaced.

Notes:

NEXT TIME:
1. Arya bothers to have a civil conversation with Dany.
2. Sansa's efforts to speak to the Elder Council continue.
3. A man speaks to a girl.

Chapter 7: A Girl

Summary:

“Sansa sighed as she stitched. ‘Poor Jon,’ she said. ‘He gets jealous because he's a bastard.’
‘He's our brother,’ Arya said, much too loudly.”

- Arya I, A Game of Thrones

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

Daenerys smiled as she tossed chunks of meat into a pit filled with baby dragons. They were staring at her impatiently, and once the meat splattered into the pit, they fell upon it, roasting it with their fire breath, and tearing it to shreds between them.

Wiping her hands clean on a towel a servant carried for her, she turned to see Arya watching her. The servant gasped, but Daenerys did not step back.

“How many dragons do you have now?” asked Arya.

“I think you’ll understand that I don’t share that information freely,” responded Daenerys. “Enough.”

“One was enough.”

Daenerys flinched. “Can I help you, Lady Stark?”

“I’m not a lady,” responded Arya. She hesitated. “Two things. First, I didn’t tell anyone Jon’s secret. I swore a vow under the heart tree, and I kept it. I’ve still never told anyone.”

Daenerys looked between both Arya’s eyes, trying to spot a lie. She nodded, satisfied. “And the other thing?”

“The wine I served you a few days ago wasn’t poisoned. I hadn’t put it in. You wasted good wine.” Daenerys actually smiled at that. Arya continued. “Are you really working things out with Jon?”

“Not as lovers, no,” said Daenerys. “But… I know Jon would do the right thing, always. It was one of the things I admired about him. It would have been so easy for him to bend the knee to me, get my support. But his people had placed their faith in him. He didn’t want to abandon them so easily. In hindsight, he never should have. It was impossible for me to earn your respect.”

Arya closed her eyes, took a deep breath, and exhaled. “I’m sorry.”

Daenerys tilted her head. “You’re… sorry? For what, may I ask?”

“All of it. Jon told me how excited he was for you to meet us all. That he’d told you about how I’d loved the stories of Visenya, Rhaenys, and the other Targaryen women dragon riders. He said you’d planned to take me on your dragon with you. I hadn’t known you didn’t want him to bend the knee when he did. I didn’t know you’d lost a dragon saving his life. I should have trusted him, and I should have given you a chance. I’m sorry.”

Daenerys narrowed her eyes suspiciously. “Are you doing this in the hopes I’ll help your family take back the North?”

Arya grimaced. “A little bit, honestly. But… I didn’t know you. I still don’t really know you. But I’ve seen what you’ve done for Essos, how much your people love you. And I saw how much my brother loved you. Even though it turns out he’s your brother, not mine. I think I’d held that against you, too. Jon had always been what I thought of when I thought of home. I was afraid I’d finally get home only for Jon to go running off with you to King’s Landing.”

“I’d never have tried to steal your brother from you,” said Daenerys quietly.

“It was a childish fear. We’d been driven from Winterfell, we’d tried to get it back, and nothing was the same when we did. I tried to cling to what I’d had. But I should have given you a chance. You made Jon happy, and I should have trusted his judgement on that.”

“My true parentage would have come out eventually,” said Daenerys, but she smiled slightly. “That would have made Jon very unhappy.”

“But not you?” Arya raised an eyebrow.

“I was raised Targaryen. For most of my life I’d believed Viserys my brother, and that I’d marry him. Loving Jon would not have been so vile to me.”

They stood there. Arya leaned against the edge of the pit, looking down on the baby dragons. “They’re so small,” she said.

“My children, when I hatched them, were even smaller,” said Daenerys. She leaned onto the railing to the pit next to Arya, surprisingly close. “I know what it is to lose your home, you know. When I was a little girl, home to me was a house with a red door, and a lemon tree outside my bedroom window. Ser Willem Darry, it had been his house, I thought. He always smiled at me kindly, called me ‘little princess’, took my hand in his. When he died, his servants stole what little gold we had and threw us out. Viserys, he constantly ranted about taking back Westeros, but all I wanted to do was go back to that house. For many years, that was all I wanted.”

“What changed?” asked Arya. “What did you want instead?”

“To hold my son in my arms,” said Daenerys quietly. “A witch murdered him while he was still in my womb. I burnt her alive, along with my husband’s body. In that fire, my dragons hatched. From then, all I wanted was to leave the world a better place than when I found it. I can’t blame you for not trusting me when I came to Winterfell. I’d lost my way.”

“My father always said you find your true friends on the battlefield,” said Arya. “You came to fight with us. We should have remembered that. It’s one of our favorite sayings. ‘The North Remembers.’ And what do you want most now? Your Empire to cover the whole world?”

“For that day to have never happened,” whispered Daenerys.

Arya flinched. “I hadn’t known about the basilisk’s blood. If I had, I’d never have told Jon to kill you.” She sighed. “Well, maybe I would have. I’d feared that with you knowing who he really was, you’d hurt him.”

“Even under the poison,” said Daenerys, “Jon was the one person I’d have never hurt.”

Arya turned to face the Empress. “For what it’s worth,” she said. “I was on the ground that day… knowing about the basilisk’s blood now… I forgive you.”

Daenerys stared at Arya, and her eyes shone. “Thank you.”

“I’m still not going to trust you immediately… but I want to give you the chance I should have six years ago. I hear I have a cousin, I want to know her too.”

“Allyria would be happy to meet you,” said Daenerys. “Mother always made sure she knew that there were good Starks, even if there were bad ones, too.” Arya looked at Daenerys curiously, but did not ask. “You aren’t going to turn on me because your sister continues to scheme against me, right?”

Arya shook her head. “She’s damaged, in a way. She trusted the wrong people and she suffered horrors for it. I don’t know if she can trust anyone, other than her family.”

“One’s family can be just as cruel as one’s enemies,” said Daenerys, a bitter look on her face. “I know it well.”

“Jon?” asked Arya.

“Among others, yes.”

Arya nodded. “I’ve done some terrible things in my life, but I’ve always tried to live up to the ideals that my father instilled in us. He was a good man. Too good. King’s Landing destroyed him.”

Daenerys’s face was like stone. “Nobody’s perfect,” she said. “How much grief would have been avoided if your father had told Jon who he was?”

“He lied to protect him,” defended Arya.

“He lied to never have to live up to the choices he had made,” responded Daenerys. “His choice to be loyal to a man who would have seen his entire family dead if he knew what he had done. Among others.”

Arya knew Daenerys had a point, even if she knew her father was a good man, a man of unimpeachable honor. Even though Daenerys maintained her control, a hint of anger seeped through her mask when she spoke of Ned Stark. “Still, he taught us to always defend and trust the pack. Our family. Every time Sansa has trusted someone that wasn’t family, it’s gone wrong for her.”

“I can understand and sympathize with her reasons, but you must understand: right now it is only hurting her cause. My council is loyal to me, and they are not happy with her continued whispers. Some are questioning why I haven’t thrown her in prison, or thrown her out of the Empire yet.”

Arya wondered. “Why haven’t you, yet? You certainly don’t like her.”

Daenerys smiled. “Because I’ll confess, watching her bash her head against a wall is giving me a great deal of satisfaction, and because I feel the most stable situation the North could have is a trueborn daughter of Eddard Stark in Winterfell beneath a King of Northern blood. My love for my sister and hate for yours cannot diminish two things: that Allyria has never set foot in the North, and that I want what is best for the people. The nobles, your sister included, can get fucked for all I care. I want a better world for the people… even if that means I need to bite my tongue and work with those I despise.”

“Does Allyria want the North?” asked Arya.

“Not particularly. Until recently, I understand what she wanted was to meet her Stark family. She didn’t know a thing about me until I was reborn.” Daenerys’s warm smile faded, leaving coldness in her wake. “She was not impressed when she found out how coldly you had all treated me. Nor by Sansa’s actions here in Volantis.”

“I… hopefully, I can redeem House Stark in her eyes. Truly. I mean it.”

“I know you do.” Daenerys snorted. “You Starks and your pack. That was all I wanted, really. To be accepted into it.”

“We’d suffered under so many other people,” said Arya defensively, but without malice. “We didn’t feel like we could trust anyone who wasn’t us.”

“‘Anyone who isn’t us is an enemy,’” quoted Daenerys. “How very Cersei of you.”

Arya couldn’t help but grimace at how true that was. Daenerys started to walk away, but she turned. “Thank you for your apology,” she said. “I accept it. Let the past lay where it is. If we look back, we are lost. And thank you for your forgiveness. It truly does mean a great deal.”

Arya watched as the Empress walked off, her servants and Imperial Guard trailing in her wake, and felt... at peace. Which surprised her immensely.


Davos walked into Jon’s solar later that day to find him sitting there with Arya, and he nearly jumped out of his boots, he was so surprised.

“Lady Arya,” he said, unable to keep the surprise out of his face.

“Ser Davos,” responded Arya.

“I hadn’t realized you’d arrived,” said Davos. “Figured you were somewhere on the far side of the world, exploring new undiscovered lands.”

“I tried, for a time. Then I sailed east. Wanted to see Yi Ti. Leng. Sothoryos.” Arya shuddered. “Not Sothoryos anymore. Never again. Went up to Leng and Yi Ti, learned about the Great Empire of the Dawn. Sailed west when I heard they’d been sending expeditions to Old Valyria. Thought maybe I’d see if I could help. Made port in Meereen… learned who the Empress was.”

“Aye,” said Jon, privately reminding himself to profusely thank Dany for not having Arya executed.

“Well, it’s good to see you,” said Davos genuinely. “We were worried for you. Glad to know you’re back with you family.”

“Bran was worried for me?” asked Arya. If what Jon had said was true and Bran had overthrown Sansa, she was surprised that Bran would have been concerned for her. Especially since she thought Bran could have just… done whatever he could do, and found her with his all-sight.

Davos bit his lip. “No,” he said.

Arya felt the unease Davos had when he said that. “I thought you served him,” she said problingly.

“Aye, I did,” confirmed Davos. “As did Tyrion, and Brienne, and Podrick. We’re all here in Volantis now for the same reason: Bran’s a shit king, and evil.”

Arya looked to Jon for confirmation. “Aye,” said Jon, who as he learned more and more of what Bran had gotten up to as King, was becoming more and more certain that that was not truly Bran. “Why do you think he never warned Dany or I about Euron Greyjoy or his ambush? Why do you think he turned down rule of Winterfell, just to become the King of Westeros? Why do you think he framed Sansa for my death, and had her bannermen turn on her?”

“I asked Lady Brienne about it,” said Davos. “She said Bran was going to put Sansa on trial. He’d framed her good, all on his reputation as ‘Eddard Stark’s son’. If she were found guilty, he’d have seen her dead.”

Arya took a deep breath, processing this. A few weeks ago, life had seemed to simple, and then everything had changed.

Volantis had not at all been what she expected. She had come to this city expecting to find a mad tyrant plotting to murder everyone with Stark blood she could get her hands on.

Instead she’d found out that Daenerys was Jon’s half-sister, had saved his life again, wasn’t immediately taking revenge on even Sansa, had a sister with Stark blood that she obviously was very close to, and that the evil tyrant they’d all feared was real, but bore the name Stark .

There was a low knock on the door and it opened. Tyrion stepped in, carrying a heavy tome. He did a double take when he looked at Arya.

“How?” he asked.

“I’ll explain later,” said Davos.

Tyrion chuckled. “You Starks really do travel in packs, don’t you?”

“We used to,” said Jon sadly. “What do you need?”

Arya noted Jon was a little tense with Tyrion, but when Tyrion visibly relaxed, she could tell it had been worse before. She remembered that Tyrion had been the one to tell Jon that Daenerys had to die. Arya had as well, of course, but Tyrion had been the one who had finally, fully convinced Jon that the deed was necessary.

“Look at this,” said Tyrion, showing his book to Davos. “Of all the places I ever expected to stumble across a copy of this book, the palace library was not one of them. Daenerys showed it to me.”

“I thought she’d have every copy of that shit burnt,” said Davos, disgust dripping from his lips.

Curious, Jon and Arya leaned in to study the embossed title on the front cover.

A Song of Ice and Fire

by

Archmaester Ebrose of the Citadel

assisted by

Samwell Tarly

“Sam?” asked Jon. “That’s the book he was working on?”

“It is,” said Tyrion.

Jon smiled. “Good for him.”

“No,” said Davos, “not good for him.” He was looking at Jon, stunned.

“He was beyond the Wall,” said Tyrion to Davos, glancing up meaningfully. “He doesn’t know.”

Jon’s grin had faded. “Know what?”

“You’ll find out,” said Tyrion, setting the book down on Jon’s desk. “Daenerys wants you to read it.”

“What does it say?” asked Jon, very confused about why Tyrion and Davos were so dismissive of the book. Sam was his friend, a good man.

Tyrion and Davos exchanged a glance.

“It’s very complimentary of you ,” said Tyrion. “And it doesn’t mention me at all, but given what it said about…” He stopped.

Jon suddenly understood immediately and he looked at the book with a hateful gaze.

“What does it say about Daenerys?” asked Jon, a cold fury emanating from him.

Tyrion opened the book and found a page with a little searching. He passed it to Jon. Arya leaned in to read over Jon’s elbow.

Daenerys Targaryen had her Dothraki savage husband bewitched, even as she mated openly and proudly with her own brother in front of him. When her womb took a child, another vile incest spawn of House Targaryen, Khal Drogo believed he was the father, even as obvious as it was that Viserys was the true sire. Viserys was a good and honorable man, free of the curse of madness of his father and sister, but she was a woman of bewitching power, and had him wrapped around her finger. To have her succession unchallenged, she had her husband murder Viserys for her, to leave her the true power behind their unholy progeny. However, Westeros was spared the wrath of another Targaryen heir, as her poison womb rejected the child. The Mad Queen merely ordered the unborn babe cooked and served to her, and then burnt her husband alive, using the powerful blood magic to summon forth three dragons, becoming the great threat of Fire.

Arya glanced up at Jon to see his teeth barred, absolutely livid.

“I’m gonna fucking kill him,” he snarled. “She loved her son.”

It wasn’t until then that Jon suddenly realized that Rhaego would have been his nephew.

“You might get the chance sooner than you think,” said Tyrion. “Lady Ashara says he has taken ship and is on his way here.”

“Why?” asked Davos, surprised.

“I imagine the same reason we were sent. The King wants to prove the Empress false.”


Brienne was a dutiful and honor-bound knight who held true to her vows, but even those vows allowed one to take a break. Pod was guarding Sansa now, which freed Brienne up to visit the kitchens for a quick meal, wash and bathe away the stink of sweat from the Volantene heat and heavy armor, and sleep.

To their credit, the Imperial Guard was quite accommodating. She and Pod were allowed to keep their weapons- a courtesy she noted had not been afforded to Jon Snow, though Brienne understood the reasons- and escort Sansa virtually anywhere, standing guard outside as she met with the Elder Council (and, Brienne noticed, left in frustration every single time). Arya flitted in and out at will, but Brienne knew she could handle herself, even if like Jon, she was not allowed to carry a weapon. Only the Imperial apartments were not open to them freely. Brienne had even crossed paths with Daenerys a few times, who nodded at her with a respectful ‘Ser Brienne’ before continuing on her way, Imperial Guard trailing in her wake.

Even the training grounds were open to her. She hadn’t been asked, or felt like asking, anyone to spar with her yet. She would normally train with Pod (or more accurately, train Pod), but she did not want Sansa unguarded.

It was in the early morning, Pod outside Sansa’s chamber doors, that Brienne went to train at a dummy in the hopes of beating the heat. She picked up a training sword and hacked away at the dummy. After about half an hour, she realized she wasn’t alone. At another dummy was Lord Commander Arthur Dayne himself. He was watching Brienne interestedly.

“The Imp was right,” he said. “You can fight.”

Brienne bowed her head respectfully. “Lord Commander,” she said.

Dayne bowed his head back. “Lady Commander... though not anymore, I suppose. Who dubbed you?”

“Jaime Lannister,” said Brienne. Arthur’s face was normally stoic, but Brienne saw a brief flash of mixed emotions cross his face at that name. “He was a good and honorable man, and an excellent swordsman.”

“Until he lost his hand,” said Arthur. “I trained him. Boy was one of the most naturally talented fighters I’d ever seen. Yes, he had honor. I know that. Bravery. Skill. I was the one who dubbed him.

“You did?” asked Brienne, surprised.

“I did. He helped me deal with the Kingswood Brotherhood. He saved Lord Crakehall and did well against the Smiling Knight. I saw his valor and put my sword on his shoulder. If I’d known what would happen after… I might never have done it.

“He saved King’s Landing,” said Brienne. “Did you know that?”

Arthur nodded. “The wildfire, yes. My niece told me. Don’t fault him for that anymore. Aegon and Rhaenys, though… Elia.”

“I’m sure he would have saved them if he could,” said Brienne.

“Did he save the city? Or was he just trying to save his father, and himself?”

Brienne narrowed her eyes. “Where were you, then?”

Arthur squared himself. “Following my Prince’s orders,” he said. “Protecting Lyanna Stark and her babe. My sister, too.”

“Rhaegar was not King. You served Aerys loyally and faithfully, even as he became mad.”

Arthur paused on his response. “Not so easy, is it? Your vows. You were Lady Commander to the Raven King. Now you’re here, breaking your vows. What took you so long, if serving a bad king is clearance to break the vows you swore? When honor is your guide, your salve?”

Brienne and Arthur stared at each other. “I suppose we both had to choose between being honorable and being good,” admitted Brienne.

“Not me. Aerys was an evil man, that much is true. It was Rhaegar I served. You say he wasn’t king, but he would have been. He was planning to gather all the lords of the Realm and unthrone his father. That was what Harrenhal was for. He paid for the tournament. Varys found out. He told Aerys what Rhaegar was up to, so when Aerys came to the tournament, he was able to keep the secret meetings from happening. It was Rhaegar we were loyal to. He commanded. We obeyed. Aerys didn’t contradict him.”

Brienne tilted her head. “And Varys…”

“Poisoned my niece,” said Dayne sternly. “She burnt him alive with dragonfire when she found out he was trying to poison her. Dragonfire was too easy for him. How many would have lived if the Spider had kept his damn mouth shut? How many would have lived if he hadn’t been playing everything from behind the scenes, always?”

Brienne sighed and leaned on her sparring sword. “Is she good?” she asked plainly. “Daenerys? How many more has she burnt alive?”

“Only those who deserve it,” responded Arthur. “Slavery is ended. Human sacrifice is ended.”

“Who is she to decide who deserves it?” insisted Brienne.

Arthur glanced at Brienne. “When you see a child, starved and rotting alive, crucified because he defended himself against the master’s whip… you know who deserves death. When you hear the pleading of hundreds of parents because their lords took their children from them and drained their blood into pools in the name of their god, you know who deserves it.”

“And when she returns to Westeros? With legions and dragons?” asked Brienne. “How will she see the distinction between the lord and the master? Will she burn only those who deserve it? Or will she burn any who don’t bend the knee? Like the Tarlys?”

“Oathbreakers,” responded Arthur. “Did you know that?”

Brienne sighed. “Not then,” she admitted. “But still, the point stands.”

Arthur glanced at the palace. “Your lady broke her oath, and she hasn’t burnt yet. Jon Snow murdered her, and he hasn’t been burnt yet. Arya Stark just tried to kill her… and she hasn’t been burnt yet. Perhaps you miss that my niece has learned something. Wisdom .”

“I hope you’re right,” said Brienne.


Sansa’s efforts to find Jon support to take the Dawnthrone had so far failed dismally.

Every counselor had not only told her that Jon had no claim, they had refused to even entertain the slightest notion of betraying their Empress. 

She had even branched out and found three of the commanders of the Gemstone Legions to try and convince them that Jon would reward them. Two had demanded she leave immediately once she had started whispering what they called treason. The third had only called her in, knowing full well why she was there, to mock her efforts and inform her that the Legions revered their Empress.

So Sansa had started looking for people who were both powerful, and maybe less than loyal.

One, a counselor from Yi Ti, was a very influential figure on the Elder Council, and was known to have butted heads with Daenerys. She was, apparently, the niece of the last independent ruler of Yi Ti, who Sansa assumed Daenerys must have slaughtered in her annexation of the nation. Her name was Bu Dai.

She accepted Sansa’s meeting at once, and Sansa started to think maybe here she had made progress.

When Sansa entered, Brienne standing guard outside for her, she saw an attractive woman in her 40s, regarding her with eyes that bespoke a devious and cunning intelligence. Sansa’s first thought was that she was a younger, foreign, Olenna Tyrell.

“Welcome, Queen Sansa,” she said in the common tongue with absolutely no accent. “Please, be seated. Would you like some tea from my homeland?”

“Thank you,” said Sansa politely. Tea from Yi Ti was highly spoken of back in Westeros. Sansa had never tasted it.

A servant poured them each a cup. Sansa tasted it. It was delightful.

“I understand you’re seeking support to retake your home,” said Dai.

“My homeland chose me as queen,” said Sansa. “My brother accused me of a crime I did not commit and convinced many of my lords to rise up against me. I had to flee or I surely would have died unjustly.”

“Dying unjustly for a crime you did not commit would be a very horrid death,” said Dai. “You were wise to flee. Live and get revenge. Those who wronged you must always be dealt with.”

“The only ones you can really trust are family,” said Sansa testingly.

“Do you feel that sometimes it is better to allow your enemies to think they have won?” asked Dai. There was something in her eyes, though, that Sansa did not entirely like… but her words…

“We of the North hold ourselves firmly to honor,” said Sansa. “We are quite well known for it in Westeros. A northerner’s word is their bond.”

“I have heard much of the North of Westeros. I hope to see it someday.”

“As I would like to see Yi Ti,” lied Sansa, so well she thought that Petyr Baelish would be proud if she and Arya hadn’t slit his throat.

“It is a beautiful, wondrous land,” said Dai, her eyes swimming over with pleasant memories. “Though recent events have been… different, for sure.”

“I understand your family once sat on the throne in Yi Ti,” said Sansa carefully. “I understand how it feels to lose your birthright.”

Dai’s eyes glittered maliciously, and Sansa suddenly realized that she had not found an ally. “The strongest birthright is the one you forge for yourself. How stable was yours, based on your father’s name? I understand Westerosi society usually favors the man over women. Yi Ti is much the same way. I had no future, despite that I was more clever than my uncle, the Emperor. Now I sit on her Council, and argue how best to improve our nation. I disagree with her on some things, yes, but she revels in debate, and knows that disagreement does not mean disloyalty.”

Sansa wanted to scream, but she tried to save face. “I just was sympathizing about seeing your family lose your birthright.”

“Oh, my dear,” said Dai. “My uncle was the last of the Azure Emperors of the Golden Empire of Yi Ti. Seventeenth of his line, he was, a dynasty stretching back hundreds of years. And even his birthright was questioned. A general had declared himself the first of the Orange Emperors. And a man claiming descent from the Yellow Emperors, as well. Do you know how well his birthright defended him when the Amethyst Empress descended upon us with her legions and dragons? The Yellow pretender died in dragonfire. The Orange usurper died in battle. My splendid uncle? He did as any sane man would do. He bent the knee. He rules over Yi Ti now as the Azure King, in fealty to the Great Empire reborn.”

Sansa shook her head. “She doesn’t fear he plots against her?”

Dai laughed. “He knows better than any how that would fare. And why would he ever plot against her? For millenia the colored dynasties of Yi Ti claimed to be the God-Emperors, descendants of the Maiden-Made-Of-Light and the Lion-of-Night, as the Gemstone Emperors of the first Great Empire were. And in three moons she tore those claims to shreds, for all the world to see.” Dai smiled, her brilliant white teeth sparkling. “Our people embraced her immediately. The Jade Legions strive to be her most loyal armies. Because she destroyed our claims of divine descent the only way she could: what sort of gods were we when she decimated us so easily? She is the Dawn’s true heir.”

“She’s not,” breathed Sansa. “Jon is her elder half-brother.”

Dai looked at Sansa pitifully. “And it is a sign of Westeros’s backwards philosophy that you think that matters at all.”

“It’s the way of the world.”

“The way of your old world, perhaps. How well did that serve Westeros, when the Mad King, when Joffrey, took the throne?” Sansa could not answer. Dai leaned forward. “If I may offer you some advice on the way things work in her new world, Queen Sansa: the Empress has no birthright to rule over us but the one she made herself. She is the Empress by our choice, not by inheritance. The Elder Council is loyal to her. And like all councils, including your small council, we bicker, we debate, we scream, we scheme, we make promises and we break them. She even allows us to disagree with her freely. But we will not tolerate disloyalty, nor disrespect, of our Empress.”

“I just wanted you all to know you had another choice-” said Sansa desperately.

“Freedom is making your own choices... and we’ve made ours. Also understand this: such things as disrespect of our Empress are noticed by more than the ones you speak to. Think on that when you try and inspire sedition against our chosen ruler... when it is by our decision that your kingdom will stand or fall.” Dai nodded to Sansa, who understood she was dismissed. Mumbling thanks for the meeting, she excused herself.

Brienne fell into step behind her. Sansa almost felt for a moment that she had something she wanted to say, but Brienne did not speak. Sansa brooded furiously to herself, trying to figure out who she could approach next, certainly Daenerys had made some enemies somewhere.

She walked through a courtyard and passed Ashara Dayne, who was standing there watching as a painter worked on a statue of Daenerys, or what Sansa would have thought was a statue of Daenerys if Daenerys’s mother wasn’t instructing the painter on the precise shade of brown to add to the hair. Sansa didn’t even glance at Ashara, even as she sensed her eyes, the precise shade of Daenerys’s eyes, land on her, and smug pleasure flowing from them. Sansa did not fear Ashara Dayne. Tyrion scurried away from her whenever he saw her; Jon merely gazed and the ground in shame, but Sansa knew in her heart she had done nothing wrong.

She was almost back to her quarters when she almost ran headlong into three Imperial Guards.

“Queen Sansa,” said the foremost one, who bore rank insignias. “The Empress has asked for you.”

“I will call on the Empress when I have had a chance to rest,” said Sansa.

She was not allowed to pass. “Your presence is required, not requested,” said the captain coolly. Brienne glanced nervously at the men, but Sansa waved her down. She knew she had no choice but to fall in line behind the captain, the other two guards stepping behind her, escorted to Daenerys’s solar.

When the captain knocked and the Empress’s voice called out from behind the door, the captain opened it and looked pointedly at Sansa to enter. Brienne was not allowed to enter. Daenerys did not stand, nor even look up from the paperwork she was working on.

“You wanted something?” asked Sansa, foregoing any respect.

“Eight, is it now? Lady Bu makes eight, am I right?” asked Daenerys. “Eight of the Elder Council you’ve spoken to to try and convince them to crown Jon the... I’m not sure what he would be called. Onyx Emperor? Gray is sort of black, isn’t it? That’s not even mentioning the three Rōvudrāzmios who you’ve called on.”

“The what?” asked Sansa, legitimately not knowing that word.

“Legion commanders.” Daenerys set her quill down in the inkpot and looked up at Sansa disdainfully. “How many of them have entertained your ideas that Jon should take the Dawnthrone?” Sansa didn’t answer. Not a single one had, but she did not want to say it. Even though it was clear Daenerys certainly knew the answer. “You should know that all of them informed me of what you had said to them. Some were more angry than others, but none were pleased to have to listen to your attempts to inspire dissent. I believe the word ‘treason’ was thrown around at times, as was ‘ungrateful.’ And to think you sailed all this way to ask me for my help, only to do this, in my own home...”

“I’d never have come if I’d known it was you,” snapped Sansa.

Daenerys smiled. “Ah, that Northern stubbornness I so despised last time I was in Westeros. The knowledge that death itself is preferable to my aid. Forgive me; having died once, I’d perhaps understand a bit better than you that being alive is vastly preferable to dying.” She leaned forward onto her desk, her smile fading, her fury showing in her eyes. “Still, I’d think you’d understand your position a bit more clearly now. You come to my Empire and once again try and undermine my claim. What you need to understand is that I have the only claim because my Empire did not exist before I forged it. I understand that your power rests on your family name, on being the daughter of the honorable Eddard Stark. Here... my family name is irrelevant. As there was no Iron Throne before Aegon the Conqueror, here, there was no Dawnthrone before Daenerys Lightbringer.”

“How convenient you subscribe to a worldview that gives you everything you want,” said Sansa dismissively. “Jon is your elder brother, and is trueborn.”

Daenerys raised an eyebrow. “Who are you trying to convince? Me, or yourself? Do you even truly believe what you’ve tried to sell my council? Or are you only speaking such because you think it is the only way to get you what you want? Do you truly think after what you did, Jon would wage a war on your behalf

“Allow me to clarify the truth: Jon has no claim upon anything I have, and as you have seen, nobody else feels as you do, for they are not loyal to House Targaryen. My armies, my dragons, my council, my people, are loyal to me, and me specifically, not because I am of House Targaryen, but because I am me . They love me because they know me.”

“They don’t know you,” retorted Sansa. “You were a fool when you were in Westeros. You got Olenna Tyrell and your Dornish allies killed. You let Cersei sit there and gain power. You actually believed she would send her armies North. Cersei would never have agreed to that.”

“We didn’t want her armies, we wanted a truce. And she’d agreed to it, after the wight Jon had brought charged at her and tried to kill her. She was so terrified she nearly pissed herself. And then Jon blundered his way into admitting that he’d bent the knee to me- which I’d stopped demanding when he actually did it- and Cersei changed her mind and refused everything. I made the mistake of trusting Tyrion against his family, and when I started to consider naming a new Hand, everyone told me how dare I ever doubt Tyrion despite his constant failures. Despite the fact that I had come to save all your lives. You all fucked over Jon, too, by telling him things he was happier not knowing. He was so content, but his happiness meant nothing to you. And as you ripped his joy to shreds, he fed off your distrust and turned on me, pushing me away as I was grieving the deaths of my closest friends and yet another of my children, and then assuming the worst of me and pretending to come back to me, kissing me, only to draw a dagger on me while doing so and putting the knife in my heart.”

Daenerys could not restrain her anger. “All because I told him you would do exactly what you did, and push him for a throne he didn’t even want, and broke an oath you swore before a heart tree. Congratulations, Sansa Stark. Not only did you lead directly to the burning of King’s Landing, as you broke your vow and told Tyrion, who told Varys, who put basilisk’s blood in my breakfast, but you ruined Jon’s life in the process. How convenient you got everything you ever wanted out of it, and got to crown yourself Queen. Ah, but I forget you don’t regret anything. Jon, the king you claimed to have wanted, your so-called ‘beloved’ brother, gets pushed into exile and according to Tormund dangerously close to taking his own life, but it was all worth it because you got to sit in Winterfell and rule as Queen, answering to nobody. Everyone has to answer to someone, though. Your people. Or were their concerns second to you? They, who only crowned you Queen because you removed all other choices?”

Daenerys stopped herself, breathing heavily. She stood and went to the balcony, taking deep gasps of air to calm herself. Sansa was so stunned by Daenerys’s outburst that she couldn’t help but sit there. After a few moments, Daenerys turned back to her desk. She did not sit, but she stood before her chair. “You call me a tyrant because I will not wage a war on your behalf, to seat you on a throne, in return for nothing. Forgive me for not jumping to aid a country that hates me, despises me, that has already ruined and killed me once,” she said.

“Jon would never let innocents suffer,” said Sansa, bravely continuing on her previous path despite the fact that it was made abundantly clear that Daenerys had nothing but hatred for her. “He would never have used a foreign army to conquer his homeland against the wishes of the people, against the birthright of the true king.”

“And what would you call retaking Winterfell with a wildling army?” asked Daenerys. “Would you call them native to Westeros, when they refused to kneel, when they have warred with your people for centuries?” Sansa stared at Daenerys, her jaw hanging in her shock. “How many lords of the North stood by your birthright to help you remove Ramsay Bolton from Winterfell? Only a few. What right did you have to retake Winterfell when the Lords of the North had so clearly chosen the Boltons over you?”

“That’s different,” snapped Sansa. “Ramsay was evil.”

“So was Cersei. Why is it good and just when you use a foreign army to reclaim your home against evil men, and yet when I did it, I was a villain?”

“You killed men who refused to bend the knee. You killed the Tarlys.”

“They were oathbreakers. Ask yourself, what would you and Jon have done if after you retook Winterfell, one or two of your lords had refused to bend the knee? Lord Glover, for example. Their liege, Olenna Tyrell, had bent the knee to me. They betrayed her, sacked her castle, and killed her, all for Cersei Lannister, a woman you know was evil. I gave them the choice to retain their lands and titles in return for fealty. I offered them the Black, if they didn’t want it. They refused both. They left me with no choice.”

Sansa stood to leave, Daenerys watched her with narrow eyes. “I will not bend the knee to you,” said the deposed Queen in the North.

“To me? That’s not what I demand.” Daenerys sat back down. “But you broke your vow to Jon and told Tyrion because you allegedly wished to see Jon on the Iron Throne instead of me. Those will be our terms. You will bend the knee to Jon. You will serve Jon as Lady Paramount and Wardenness of the North. And you will not raise your banners in rebellion, ever. Not even when Jon bends the knee to me as the Amethyst Empress. As you will be pledged to Jon, he will be pledged to me.”

Sansa shook her head, horrified. “That’s- Kings can’t bend the knee.”

“I have many kings who have bent the knee to me,” responded Daenerys simply. “Yi Ti, Leng, Mossovy, among a few. Those are the terms. Jon will sit as King in King’s Landing. And if you want Imperial support, you will bend the knee to Jon as your King and me as your Empress.”

“I don’t need your support,” snarled Sansa.

Daenerys smirked. “Then I wish you good fortune and safe passage to any of the other nations with the strength to help you take back your throne. Where shall be your next port? My navigators would be happy to give you their charts, to help speed you from my realm… for in no city in the Empire will you find anyone willing to listen to you. If you can take back the North on your own, then there shall be peace between our realms.” She grinned maliciously. “Let me know when you find the forces necessary to regain your seat.”

Sansa turned and left the office, slamming the door behind her.

Daenerys’s mockery did not miss the point. There was no realm strong enough to help her. Only the Empire.

Daenerys had defeated her. The Empire was hers. Sansa could not remove her from the Dawnthrone. And according to Arya, nor could she have her killed.

Her only choice was bend the knee to Daenerys Targaryen, or lose Winterfell for all time.

Sansa wasn’t sure which was a more bitter cup to drink from.


Life in the Imperial Palace, under Daenerys Targaryen, was not at all what Arya had expected sailing to Volantis. Setting aside that she hadn’t ever expected to live IN the palace, as a guest of Daenerys Targaryen, under her own face.

First off, she had the run of nearly all of the palace. The only areas she was not allowed freely were the Imperial apartments, Daenerys and her mother and sister and uncle’s private chambers. Arya had been given a room next to Jon and Sansa’s. She was not allowed to carry a weapon, which Arya did not appreciate. She understood the reasons, certainly, and knew they were good ones, but it left her uneasy when the Palace was full of armed soldiers who would kill her if ordered.

Despite that, she did keep up training. Though nobody practiced with her, she was allowed to take a training blade from the rack, though she was not allowed to take it outside of the training area.

She was even allowed into the kitchens, which suited her, as the cooks always would provide a meal if asked, and even have it sent to her quarters if requested. Arya wondered if THAT was because she had been well educated in how futile poisoning attempts would be. Still, poking in to break her fast and even eat dinner was becoming much more appealing than dining with Sansa, who had become more and more frustrated and snappish every day at her failing attempts to find support for Jon to seize the throne from Daenerys- setting aside, Arya noticed, that Jon had no interest in such at all. But Arya knew she had finally given up on the attempt.

Jon ate with Arya when he wasn’t dining with Daenerys and their schedules aligned. Arya read the two’s body language whenever they interacted, and it was obvious that their time as lovers was done, and done for good. Daenerys flinched when Jon made sudden movements in her presence, and Jon’s gaze no longer lingered upon Daenerys’s breasts or buttocks. Likewise, despite the fact in her last life Daenerys’s arousal around Jon was incredibly apparent, she no longer had any lust for him. Yet it was obvious to Arya that every day, things were less tense between them. It reminded Arya of how Jon had been with Sansa, when things between them had not become strained.

Her last conversation with Daenerys had made Daenerys treat Arya somewhat better, showing more trust. Arya had considered asking if she could go and fetch Needle- she was, in fact, at least now somewhat confident she’d be allowed back in the Palace if she left- but for now she felt just being kept out of a cell was fine. She had, after all, snuck into the Palace and attempted to get into position to kill Daenerys, before her doubts had won out and she’d decided to see if Daenerys was mad.

Still, there was one inescapable fact, despite Sansa’s best- and failed- efforts to escape it: if House Stark had any dream of returning to Winterfell, from whatever beast had taken over Bran’s body, there was only one person alive who could help them. The woman they had seen dead six years ago.

Jon would never betray her again, Arya could tell. She was expecting within the next week or so, he would formally bend the knee to Daenerys.

Arya was happy for her brother, at least. There were ghosts in his eyes when they’d said goodbye on the docks at King’s Landing. Horrid doubts- that had proven correct. She’d seen some of them still there when she was thrown into Sansa’s borrowed solar here in Volantis. But every time Arya met Jon, she saw less and less of the broken, sad Jon, and more and more of the old one. His demons were fading. And it was much the same with Daenerys.

Arya was coming back from the training center and realized she had missed breakfast. She went to the kitchen to grab a meal, and was provided a platter of sizzling sausages, fried eggs, buttered breads covered with cheese, and a glass of white wine. She sat at a table and ate, listening to the servants gossip in Valyrian nearby.

She took a glance around. Arya still felt naked without at least a knife. She had been given one to cut her sausages with. Nobody was watching her. With the skill of a faceless man, she lifted her tray, took it to the servants, but slipped the knife into her pants. Nobody noted the missing knife, so she turned and left.

Or at least, she THOUGHT nobody had noticed.

“A girl is not permitted to carry a knife,” said a voice from behind Arya. She stopped.

One of the pages was watching her with an expression that only betrayed the slightest amusement. She didn’t know the voice, but she knew the tone and the cadence.

“Jaqen H’ghar,” said Arya.

The page nodded, then reached up and removed his face. “A man will ask the girl one more time to turn over the knife. There will not be a third.”

Arya bristled quietly on the inside, but reached into her pants. She took out the knife and walked to Jaqen, and handed it to him. “What are you doing here?” she asked. “Shouldn’t you be at the House of Black and White?”

“As should a girl. A girl could not become no one. A girl had immense talent. Her betrayal could have been overlooked, if not for the faces she stole.”

Arya narrowed her eyes. “Do you mean to collect my life?” she asked. “You’ll find it harder than you think.”

Jaqen smiled very slightly. “The Lightbringer has asked we spare a girl… unless a girl attempts to kill the Lightbringer.”

“The Lightbringer?” asked Arya, confused. “You mean… Daenerys?”

“A girl is correct. The promised one who has brought the Dawn.”

“How did she get you into her service?”

Jaqen remained slightly amused. “A girl never truly understood the true nature of the Many-Faced God. There is only one god.”

“And he has many faces,” finished Arya.

“Many of them are her now.”

Arya narrowed her eyes and tilted her head. “Are you saying Daenerys is… a goddess?”

“As a man said. A girl never truly understood.” Jaqen flipped the knife in his hand. “Until, and if, a girl is granted permission to carry a weapon, the next time she is caught carrying one, she will be dealt with.”

Jaqen put his face back on and went off down the hall.

Arya had until recently thought Daenerys was bluffing when she said the Faceless Men were on her side. Apparently, she hadn’t been bluffing at all.

Arya had no clue how the fuck she had managed that.

Notes:

Strap in. We've got a few big chapters coming up.

NEXT TIME:
1. Ashara tells us about Rhaegar and her relationship with him and his wives.
2. Dany tells Jon about everything from King's Landing to now.

Chapter 8: Mothers

Notes:

“‘Mhysa!’ they called. ‘Mhysa! MHYSA!’ They were all smiling at her, reaching for her, kneeling before her. 'Maela,’ some called her, while others cried ‘Aelalla’ or ‘Qathei’ or ‘Tato,’ but whatever the tongue it all meant the same thing. Mother. They are calling me Mother.”

- Daenerys IV, A Storm of Swords

“‘To go north, you must journey south. To reach the west, you must go east. To go forward you must go back, and to touch the light you must pass beneath the shadow.’

Asshai, Dany thought. She would have me go to Asshai. ‘Will the Asshai'i give me an army?’ she demanded. ‘Will there be gold for me in Asshai? Will there be ships? What is there in Asshai that I will not find in Qarth?’

‘Truth.’”

- Daenerys III, A Clash of Kings

“He lifted his eyes and saw clear across the narrow sea, to the Free Cities and the green Dothraki sea and beyond, to Vaes Dothrak under its mountain, to the fabled lands of the Jade Sea, to Asshai by the Shadow, where dragons stirred beneath the sunrise.”

- Bran III, A Game of Thrones

TRIGGER WARNINGS
1. Past Non-Con

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

Jon took a deep breath, summoning the courage he needed, as he watched Ashara Dayne pace in the courtyard beneath a grove of lemon trees. Finally, with one final breath, he took a step forward.

Then he turned and started to walk away.

The hells was I thinking? he thought to himself. Surely there was someone better in this whole palace to ask than the mother of the woman he’d murdered...

“Your fathers would be disappointed by your lack of bravery,” called out Ashara’s voice. Jon froze. “If you think I’m going to go against my daughter and harm you, Jon Snow... you are greatly mistaken.”

“Sorry,” said Jon, turning. The issue had been forced, now. “I just...” He took a few hesitant steps towards Ashara.

“I know.” She continued to watch Jon as he approached. “You had questions you wanted to ask.”

Jon hesitated. “Are you like the red woman? Melisandre?”

“I am no red priestess, educated in their rituals and rites. But I am a shadowbinder of Asshai, same as she. I can sense what troubles you... but your face makes it easy to read that. Ask your questions. I will answer truthfully. Even if the answers are not what you want to hear.”

Jon paused, considering. “Rhaegar... he was my father. But... I don’t know anything about him, really. And the more I learn, the less I like. He and my mother ran off to Dorne, and he left his wife and children in King’s Landing, where they died. His duty was to his wife, not to my mother... and then...”

“He put a babe in me, despite the fact that you’ve been told he loved your mother,” finished Ashara.

“Aye,” confirmed Jon. “I understand. Men stray so often that they had to think up a whole system of names for the bastards, Snows, Stones, Sands. I grew up believing I was a bastard, that I was the one stain on Eddard Stark’s honor. He never told me anything about my mother, or my true father. When I heard the story of the Tournament at Harrenhal, I even began to wonder if you might be my mother.”

For whatever reason, a bit of regret entered Ashara’s eyes. Jon did not stop speaking, though. “I understand that Prince Rhaegar... he ran away from his wife and children to have me with my mother, and started a war. I’m just... everyone always says he was a good man, but even when he married my mother, he was unfaithful to her.”

Ashara frowned. “He wasn’t unfaithful,” she said quietly. “To Elia, yes, but that was a loveless marriage, one of duty, and she was, shall we say, accommodating. He loved Rhaenys, and Aegon. I was... there.”

“As her lady in waiting? Is that when you became his mistress?” asked Jon.

“I was never his mistress. I was his wife, ” said Ashara insistently.

Jon opened his mouth, then closed it in confusion. “He was married to Elia Martell...”

“It wasn’t a public marriage,” said Ashara. “He married Elia for duty... he married me for love. He believed he was the Prince that was Promised, the one who would wake dragons from stone. ‘The dragon must have three heads,’ he said. The first three heads were Aegon and his wives. He had no sisters to wed, so he married two normal women. I loved him, and I was fond of her, too. There was no love between them, but Rhaegar was very gentle with her, and there was trust and friendship. Elia and Rhaegar were forced into a marriage, and did their duty, and she bore Rhaegar his heirs. She was a good woman… when I lost my first babe, she was so understanding, so gentle… but when his seed did not again take root in me, I became fearful of being set aside.

“I knew Rhaegar wanted three children. Two girls, one boy. Three heads of the dragon. And then at the Tournament at Harrenhal, he crowned Lyanna Stark his Queen of Love And Beauty, over both of his wives. I feared the time had come. He would keep the woman who had borne him his heirs, cast me aside, and marry Lyanna. I raged against the dishonor of it, of taking me as his wife, making me think he loved me, only to set me aside because... I could not give him a child. My barrenness would become common knowledge, and none would ever seek to match with me.

“I bonded with Eddard Stark. Ned. I danced with him, thought maybe, if this was to come, here was a man I could be with. He was such a gentleman. I was very drunk and needed sleep. He did not know where my bed was, so he took me to his tent and let me sleep there. And I awoke in the middle of the night... to your uncle Brandon on top of me.”

Jon gasped with horror. Ashara didn’t show any real emotion, stating this as plainly as if she was talking about the weather, but her eyes became slightly brighter. “He was drunk. He staggered in, saw a woman he fancied, thought his brother had been with me so why not take a turn himself… I never told Ned what his brother had done. I left with my husband to return to King’s Landing. Soon I realized I was with child. And I didn’t know if it was Rhaegar’s, as I’d prayed... or Brandon Stark’s, as I feared. I told Rhaegar what had happened. He was angry with Brandon. Very angry. He vowed to support me.

“Elia and I swelled with our children, and she gave birth to Aegon. When there was a comet in the sky, Rhaegar was convinced that Aegon was the promised one. And yet then the maesters told him, Elia could not bear more children. Rhaegar looked to me and said, ‘there must be one more. The dragon must have three heads.’ Elia understood. As I said, love had never bloomed between them, and she feared death. So long as her children would stay legitimate, she was fine with being set aside. He and Arthur went with others to get Lyanna, and I travelled to the Tower of Joy. Lyanna... your mother, she was not entirely pleased to find me there, but she, bless her, understood eventually. And then I birthed my babe, and when she opened her eyes... they were grey.”

“Allyria,” said Jon.

“Yes. A part of me wanted to cry, that I couldn’t give my husband, the man I loved a babe, but I could get one from one horrid night. But from the moment I looked into Allyria’s eyes, I loved her. Rhaegar said a babe is not guilty of the father’s crimes, and he promised to help raise her well. Lyanna, when I told her the truth, wanted to cut her brother’s balls and cock off and shove them down his throat. When she said that... it meant the world to me. Ned was a good man. Lyanna was a good woman. Brandon was a bad apple, and I’ll confess, when I heard he had met his end, I did not weep. But I held Lyanna as she cried for her father and brother, and...” Ashara sighed. “Your mother, suffice to say... would have fit in well in Dorne. We... became close.”

“You and she were...” said Jon quietly.

“Yes,” confirmed Ashara. “Lyanna became my second love. She, Rhaegar, and I. A union so perfect, so loving, we all felt it was meant to be.” She sighed nostalgically, and her icy demeanor slipped as a small smile lit her face. “Those were... happy days. Nothing had ever felt so perfect as being in that tower with the man and woman I loved, and they loved me, and they loved each other. Away from the prying eyes of court... no need to hide kisses with my husband. Holding Lyanna close as we thought of names for the babes we’d bear our husband. Spending evenings in bed, our six limbs so entangled that it was impossible to tell where one ended and another began.

“When Rhaegar had the marriage to Elia annulled and he wed Lyanna, once the High Septon was gone, she and I stood before each other and our beaming husband, and said the same words. Not for the gods, or the laws. For each other. We knew our marriage was nothing more than an invention of the mind, but it was between us and Rhaegar, and he was delighted. We were committed to one another. When Rhaegar spoke of the idea, we kissed him and each other so fiercely…”

Darkness crossed Ashara’s face as her tale turned to less happy times. “But beyond our happy little tower, war was raging. Aerys had sparked the Rebellion by burning Lyanna’s father and killing her brother. Rhaegar dreamed of overthrowing the Mad King. When he did, he pledged, things would change. Even in the Red Keep, there would be no need to hide anymore. He would have us, his wives before all the men and gods, and we would have each other, too. Our children would be raised by all of us, never caring which mother bore them. You and Daenerys and Aegon and Rhaenys would have played together in the gardens under our careful eyes. You’d have drank from either of our breasts, if we still had milk.”

Ashara looked down, bitter. “When Rhaegar rode away to war, it all fell apart. Lyanna and I held one another, supported one another, tried our best to forget our troubles in one another. I remember many mornings laying in bed holding her, feeling our babe kick in her belly, in the sweet moments when the babes in the next room were sleeping, as we assured one another that our missing piece would return alive and King, and all would be well and our family would grow.

“Lyanna was very pregnant, when the news came that Rhaegar was dead, the rebels had won, and men were coming. We didn’t know it was Ned, but even if we had, we knew the fate of Aegon and Rhaenys and Elia. Robert Baratheon looked at their bodies and praised the deed. Lyanna begged me, run. Flee to Starfall. She was not able to travel in her state. She begged me, save Daenerys, our daughter. I did not want to leave her, but my brother forced me to. He pledged once Lyanna had recovered, and the rebels defeated, he would bring you all to Starfall, and from there we would plot how to put our children into the Red Keep and upon the Iron Throne.

“But Lyanna was not the Stark who came to me. It was Ned, you in his arms, Dawn on his back, and I knew what had happened. I begged him, let me raise you. Let me keep you. You were my son as sure as you were Lyanna’s. Ned, honorable fool, didn’t understand, didn’t accept that I loved his sister, and she loved me, as much as we had loved Rhaegar. ‘He is my blood,’ he said, ‘and I will keep him safe. I promised her.’ I had two daughters to raise. Bitter words were had, but we trusted him, for we knew Robert would kill me if he knew the truth, and he took you with him back to Winterfell, along with a wetnurse from our household, Wylla.

“Allyria and I were left with Daenerys, who had been born weak and ill. I knew her and your claims would be considered fraught, for even though Rhaegar was our husband, the laws were not on our side. One day, as I nursed her, she stopped breathing, and her lips turned blue. I felt lost. My daughter, the one piece I had left of my happiest days, was dead. ‘Only death can pay for life.’ I knew what I must do. I climbed to the top of the Palestone Tower, sobbing for my dead daughter, my dead princess, and I threw myself into the waves below. And as my life ended, Daenerys took breath once more, and lived.

“I was brought back by the grace of the Lord of Light. As had been my brother. There was a price to be paid, and that price was to watch my daughter from the shadows, to not interfere with destiny . It was a nightmare, to not be able to speak with her, to not be able to hold her, to hear her call me ‘mother’ and nurse her at my breast and tell her how loved she was. I’d have raised her well. I’d have told her not only of her father, but of my wife, her other mother. Lyanna. But we all perished, leaving our daughter alone. Rhaegar, Lyanna, and myself. All gone. A childless babe, a child of three, a daughter of death. Taken to be the plaything of a cruel monster she thought was her brother. I spoke with her once. I could not tell her who I truly was. I wore the mask of a shadowbinder and told her my name was Quaithe. She had not met her friend Missandei by then, who I’m sure could have told her the meaning behind that name. An old Essosian dialect... Qathei means ‘mother.’ It was the only way I could hear my daughter call me mother.”

Ashara closed her eyes, and bitterness filled every pore and line, and dripped from her tongue alongside her words like bile. “I knew her destiny. From the moment I’d looked into her eyes, I knew she was the one promised, and all that entailed. I’d paid a hard price, but I’d pay it again, a thousand times over, for by paying it my daughter lived. We watched her, guided her where we could, as she grew powerful. Birthed dragons from stone. Broke chains. Sailed to Westeros. Met and fell in love with you. Fought against the Others. And... as you killed her. I’d known she would die. I’ve always known. Everything I did was in preparation for that moment, to ensure that her death would not be the end of her life.

“I hated you, I wanted Drogon to burn you alive where you stood, for though her death had been foretold, the manner in which it happened was horrifying. But for Lyanna’s sake, I spared you. I touched minds with my magic and told her dragon... let you live. Your grief was torment enough for me. His mother would live again, and if she sought vengeance, I would support her. I said, destroy the throne. It was the evil thing that had ruined the lives of Rhaegar. Lyanna. Daenerys. Even you.

“Drogon took Daenerys’s body and brought it to Kinvara and I here, in Volantis, as I instructed him. As they flew, all my magic was put forth to keep my daughter whole. No rot or decay would touch her. She was laid before us and the priests spoke the words and almost as soon as the first mantra was completed, Daenerys drew breath once more. Her dragon’s roar of joy, I thought, would shatter the world. But she did not awaken. I sat with her as the weeks drew on, fed broth and water down her throat, cleaned her and braided her hair, held her close and whispered that I was so sorry, that I loved her, willing her to wake. Arthur was in the Shadow, preparing her armies he had raised for her. And then after a moon, her eyes opened, her perfect violet eyes, and looked at me, and she whispered... ‘mother.’”

Jon wiped away the tears that were running down his cheeks. “How did she know?” he asked.

“I dreamed of it,” said a voice from behind Jon. Daenerys was standing there, crying herself, holding her hands together in front of her. “When I woke, I knew. A voice had whispered in my mind. ‘Child of three. Daughter of death.’ I saw it. I saw our mothers and father, and their love for each other. I saw my mother planting kisses upon Lyanna Stark’s pregnant stomach and the three of them agreeing that this babe belonged to all of them. I saw the grief my mother had when she said her final goodbye to Lyanna on her bed of blood, saying they would meet again, knowing they would not. I saw my mother throw herself from the tower so I could draw breath.

“It was not pleasant,” admitted Daenerys, “to awaken and know that my mother lived, that my uncle lived, and yet I had been allowed to suffer under Viserys’s care. Heated words were exchanged. Many tears were shed. But I knew my mother loved me. She had died for me. What mother would not pay that price? I would pay it a million times if it could bring Rhaego back to life. Forgiveness was inevitable. Love had been there from the moment our eyes met. I met my sister, and despite the vile man who sired her, she is a wonderful woman, and she reminded me in my darkest moments, when anger and hate and disgust flowed over me, that there was good in the blood of House Stark. And then we travelled to Asshai, to the Shadow, where my uncle and the first legions he had forged for me bent the knee and hailed the Amethyst Empress, Dawn reborn.

“Dragons were slumbering there, since the days of the first Long Night, since the first Great Empire ended in the Blood Betrayal, when the Bloodstone Emperor murdered the first Amethyst Empress and claimed her throne for his own. I strode to a hill and saw the stone forms, and Drogon roared behind me. I spread my arms and cried the words I had heard in my dream. I cannot recall to you now the words as my lips formed them, nor the language that I spoke, but I can tell you what I said. ‘I am the promised one who has come at last, the blood of the dragon, the Dawn incarnate. Awaken and let the world be made whole again.’ And the dragons of the first Great Empire awoke from their slumber, and cried out to me as the new Amethyst Empress, and Drogon roared his joy at having found new brothers and sisters. My uncle looked at me proudly and said but three words. ‘Now it begins.’

“We marched into Yi Ti first, for that nation has always claimed direct descent from the Great Empire. Their dynasties have named themselves for colors as the old Emperors named themselves for the gems their eyes resembled.” Daenerys tapped just below her eye, indicating that her violet eyes were why she was the Amethyst Empress. “There were three Emperors at the time my armies crossed their borders, dragons overhead.

“The army of the Orange Emperor met us in the field. The legions won their first great victory, and uncle Arthur cut him down on the field personally. Next we marched to overthrow the Yellow Emperor. He, cleverly, thought himself more prepared. He had a Valyrian dragonhorn, to bind dragons to his will. He had his servants wind it for him. Its vile magic burnt their lungs, killing them. He laughed, thinking my dragons were his now. When Drogon and a few others landed around him, his laughter died upon his lips. I seized the horn from his feeble grasp and blew upon it myself, and its foul sorcery did not scorch my throat, though my dragons scorched him to ash. I placed the horn before Drogon, who turned his flame upon it, ending its foul sound for all time.

“We reached Yin, the capital of Yi Ti and one of the greatest cities in the world. All the Azure Emperor’s armies were assembled before us, but he came forth and proclaimed me the God-on-Earth reborn and the Amethyst Empress, and when he bowed before me all Yi Ti followed. He rose once more as the Azure King, and still rules in Yin over all Yi Ti, in my name.

“From there I split my forces for now, and we marched west and sailed south. The God-Empress of Leng yielded after but one battle. Qarth... ah, Qarth. The first place I had walked before that I came to again, as the Great Empire came west. Their new Council of Thirteen looked upon me in fear, and I reminded them that I had once stood before their predecessors in need and they had decided to close their doors and consign me to death. Drogon burnt their gates to the ground and I recalled to them that I had once sworn to bring fire and blood upon them. Thirteen knees fell to the dirt at once as the ‘Greatest City That Ever Was Or Will Be’ became part of what they now proclaim to be the Greatest Nation That Ever Was Or Will Be. Whatever allows them to massage their wounded pride, I suppose, for their gates are still scorched ruins, by my decree. No larger will the Garden of Bones before their walls grow, not so long as I rule.

“Gifts of food and a pledge to protect them from the returned Dothraki was enough to earn Lhazar’s loyalty. Taming the Dothraki again was easy enough. Only one or two of the new Khals were proud enough to oppose me. They were killed by their own bloodriders, who had been mine long before they had been theirs. No raiding. No slaving. No raping. The Dothraki obey, even if I allow them their own violent culture, so long as they only practice it upon themselves.

“The Bay of Dragons fell swiftly enough as well. The masters had taken it back, with the treacherous help of the snake I had left in charge. When my people saw me once more, they remembered that their freedom was their own, and their chains were illusions, and their army ate itself alive as the slaves turned on the masters. The legions did not see battle, nor did I use even a lick of dragonfire, to return to the slaves their freedom. I sat once more in the Great Pyramid and all the masters who had taken slaves once more died to dragonfire.

“It was then that I made contact with Yara Greyjoy again. In Qarth I had learned what had happened after my death, that you were not King, that you had been exiled to the Wall once more, and Bran ruled from King’s Landing and Sansa in the North. Yara had declared independence at once upon her return to the Iron Islands, and yet she remembered from her youth that the Ironborn alone could not stand against the rest of Westeros. She sought what was left of my army, the Unsullied in Naath, to speak of an alliance. I sailed to meet her and when I stepped onto the deck, she said her people’s sacred words, ‘what is dead may never die, but rises again, harder and stronger.’ She bent the knee at once. Grey Worm… the Unsullied had been harmed by the butterfly fever, but he had found his peace, and I embraced him again and told him I would not take that from him, and Missandei’s people needed protecting, for I would not conquer them. Never. They may join the Empire willingly if they choose, or still enjoy my full protection.

“I sent envoys west to the Free Cities. Mantarys responded by returning me only their heads, and thus, Mantarys was offered no surrender. With the help of my dragons, the legions traveled the Demon Road with no issues, and arrived outside Volantis. Their army gave battle, but they were no match for us, and their retreating soldiers returned to the city to find Kinvara and the Red Temple had sparked the slaves to rise up, and their leaders hidden behind the Black Walls. My dragons smashed the Black Walls to rubble and cast down the racial rule of our Valyrian brethren. No longer does any have to trace their lineage to Valyria to vote for Triarch. Once Volantis fell, nearly all the Free Cities bowed as well.

“Except for Qohor. Qohor sacrificed a thousand children to their black god for his protection against my armies. Their nobles were put to dragonfire when the legions took the city. Braavos was the last, but the people clamored to join the Empire, not of fear, but of love for my annihilation of slavery. The Sealord bent the knee to me at once, and the city exploded in celebrations that lasted a week.

“The rest of Essos fell under my sway quickly. Merely the word that my legions were marching for them was enough for the rest to bend the knee and join the Empire. Essos united, the wheel of chaos that had sundered the continent since the Doom of Valyria finally stopped. Freedom for all. The masters defeated for all time. Black rituals and human sacrifice ended.”

Jon smiled, and took Daenerys’s shoulder. She flinched but did not withdraw. “Your better world,” he said. A good world, he heard in his mind. A world no one has ever seen before.

“It’s as I said, Jon,” said Daenerys. “We were always meant to do this together. Not as lovers. I think we’d all agree that was a mistake. But as brother and sister. My mother whispered to you in the womb that she loved you. They held each other’s hands as we were born. If father had won, we’d have grown up together in the Red Keep. We’d have nursed from the breast of Lyanna Stark, and from the breast of Ashara Dayne. Lyanna would have taught me how to ride a horse. My uncle would have taught you how to master the blade- as he has me- and my mother would have scolded you and cleaned your training wounds. Stark, Dayne, which mother bore us, none of it would have mattered to us.

“I know you don’t want to be King. Do you think I want to be Empress?” She smiled. “I do, but because only as Empress can I make the lives of my people better. I wasn’t born to sit the Iron Throne; I was born to forge my own destiny. You were born to be Aegon of House Targaryen and House Stark, Sixth of His Name, Protector of the Realm.”

“Still don’t know what Lyanna was thinking about with that name,” admitted Ashara. “It was like she kind of forgot that Rhaegar had a son named Aegon already.”

Daenerys smiled and clasped Jon’s shoulder. “To many in Westeros, we were born with a bastard name. Second marriages, secret annulments, such things would be screamed at us by our enemies that they were illegal. That’s never mattered. We’re Targaryens. If they want to pretend being a bastard is less than being trueborn, let them. You were named King in the North with nothing but a bastard name, and I’ve forged a nation the rival of Aegon the Conqueror himself.”

“Dany,” said Jon, and Dany did not correct him. “I think your nation puts Aegon the Conqueror’s to shame.”

“Perhaps.”

“And it will more... when I rule in King’s Landing as King... in your name.” Jon smiled. “You’re right. It’s what needs to be done.”

“Thank you, Jon.” She tilted her head thoughtfully. “Aegon?”

“Declare me Jon Targaryen,” said Jon. “I don’t want to steal our brother’s name. And piss off the Dornish.”

Daenerys grinned slightly. “You’re learning to play the game, brother.”


Davos found Jon later, sitting in the Elder Council chambers on the steps of the dais to the Dawnthrone, a bottle of mead in hand. “I never much cared for that stuff myself,” said Davos, holding his arms behind him and smiling gently.

Jon gave a small grin. “Picked up a taste for it these last few years,” he said, taking a swig. He sighed. “I had a talk with Lady Ashara earlier.”

“Oh? A scary sort of talk?” Davos sat down next to Jon on the steps.

“I wanted to know more about my father. And I found out a lot more about him and my mother than I thought.” Jon sighed. “Turns out, Ashara was in love with my father… and my mother.”

Davos nodded. “Not frowned upon so much where she comes from. Dorne’s always been a bit more… open to those sorts of things.”

“Aye, but what really surprised me was… my mother was in love with her, too. Rhaegar loved them both. They all thought of themselves as being married to each other. They were gonna raise Dany and I together, like we had one father, two mothers.”

Davos thought it over. “And what do you think of all that?”

“Don’t know. Never really had to think about it much. Men love women, women love men. You’re married to one person, that’s who you’re supposed to be with. Marriage isn’t always about love, either. Most marriages that have love are lucky.”

Davos leaned on his knees. “Jon, I’ve been to lots of places in this world, as a smuggler. As a landed knight. The way I see it, love’s usually a good thing, no matter who it’s with. I loved my wife, before she passed. I think she loved me. I’ve put a few of my sons in the ground. I miss them all every day, but if I could choose between not having had them at all, or their fate, would I have changed anything? Not a damn thing. You’ve loved, too. It might have gone wrong in both cases… but I think you’d agree, it was a good thing.

“Most people are lucky if they find one person they love. We hope everything works out. When we lose them, we miss them every day. I miss Maraya to the hells and back. You miss Ygritte, and before this, I know you missed Daenerys. I think it’s a good thing the two of you aren’t getting back together like that.

“So your mother loved Rhaegar, and she loved Ashara Dayne. They loved each other, too, and they both loved her. What they had is between the three of them. Two of them, gods rest them, are in the ground. Lady Ashara’s the one left, but I bet you she misses the two of them. Would she change it? I bet your ass the answer’s no. If things had worked out, you’d have grown up with tons of love. Not so wrong sounding, is it?”

Jon shook his head. “I suppose not. Just… kind of thinking of what we lost when my father got killed.” He shuddered. “She also told me the truth behind Allyria.”

“Oh?”

“It… my uncle Brandon raped her, Davos.” Davos grimaced. “My father always spoke highly of his brother. Ashara said she never told him. Only told my mother, who was furious with her brother.”

“We’re not all bad and good,” said Davos. “We’ve all got good and evil in us. A good man can do something bad. Stannis was a good man, and he burnt his own daughter alive. Way I see it, that’s pretty irredeemable. Doesn’t completely wash out the good, though. Man raised me up. Made me a landed knight. Was good for my family.”

“Does my bad wash out my good? Killing my sister for a crime she didn’t commit?”

“No, it doesn’t,” said Davos sternly. “All we can do is try and make amends for the bad we do, when we can.”

“Aye, I suppose. I’ve accepted Daenerys’s offer. Tomorrow, she’s gonna name me Jon Targaryen, King of the Seven Kingdoms, and loyal vassal of the Great Empire of the Dawn.”

“I’m glad,” siad Davos. “She’s got a point. All the Seven Kingdoms think of her as the Mad Queen who snapped and burnt King’s Landing to the ground. You’ve got the right name, the right reputation. You cross over both sides of the loyalties dating back to the Rebellion. And King Bran’s a shit king.”

“It’s just… what if I can’t hold it all together, Davos? Dany’s gonna be counting on me.”

Davos shook his head. “Sounds like you’re not doing it alone. I imagine she’s gonna have some of her legions over there to help you keep order. Send her word and she’ll have dragons at your back. It’s the way things work here in Essos. Look at here in Volantis. Apart from the fact everyone can vote now, they still got Triarchs, same as before. Braavos still has the Sealord. But when they need help, they can call on the Empress.

“That’s not all to their benefit, though. The Empress is their overlord. They’ve gotta answer to her. They need to help her out. If they do something she don’t like, she’ll remove them in the best case. I don’t think that’s gonna be a problem for you. But you’ll have her forces around to help out. Aegon the Fifth was a good king, but the lords walked all over his laws. They won’t be able to do that with you, so long as you can point the legions she lends you at them. And they’re ALL loyal to her. So long as you’re loyal to her, you’ve got them.”

“Aye,” said Jon. “What happens if the people don’t like having her as their ultimate lord?”

“Well, you lived in the North for all that time. Lord Eddard was pretty much the King in all but name. Daenerys is gonna be over here, in Essos. You’ll be the one they deal with. You’ll need to keep lords and ladies loyal to you, and they’ll keep the peace. And as said, the legions will be around. Professional soldiers against peasant levies… not gonna go well for the lords if they rise up.”

“Aye, and what if they don’t like me?”

Davos shrugged. “Do the best you can. That’s all you can do. Fact is, the North knows you. They love you. Dorne… she’s got Dornish blood, so they won’t rebel against her- probably. Gendry in the Stormlands, he’s a good lad. He’ll have your back. We’ll find someone who’s actually good to rule in the Reach. Robin Arryn, Edmure Tully… I don’t know. Bran’s kin. You’re not. Get Sansa on side, that might soften the blow a little. Westerlands, fuck, they’re probably glad to be free of Tyrion. Finding someone to rule them might be hard.”

“So much shit to worry about,” said Jon. “Gotta admit, Davos. I’m fucking nervous.”

They looked over as they heard footsteps. “You’re in the great game now,” said Tyrion. “And like I said to Daenerys all those years ago… the great game’s terrifying. Only madmen aren’t scared.” He sat next to Jon. “Fortunately, you’re coming in with a significant advantage. The might of all Essos. The strongest nation in history has your back.”

“Aye,” agreed Jon. “And that nation is ruled by a woman they all think annihilated a city.”

“They’ll learn… or they won’t. Won’t much matter when you have legions and dragons there to support you.” Tyrion took Jon’s mead and took a sip. He grimaced, and passed it back to Jon. “I think I’ll stick with wine.”

Jon chuckled. His anger with Tyrion had evaporated. Even if Tyrion had told him to do it… he had still been the one to decide. “You should try the goat’s milk that Tormund likes.”

Tyrion shook his head in revulsion. “Goodness, no. I once made the very great mistake of trying the fermented mare’s milk that the Dothraki favor. It was so bad I almost wanted to swear off drinking altogether.”

“I’m betting they’re equally horrid.” Jon sighed. “Growing up, I was never supposed to be anything more than Ned Stark’s bastard. Now, I’ll be King of the bloody Seven Kingdoms, Jon Targaryen, First of his Name… hopefully, not the King who Knelt.”

“There are worse things to be,” soothed Tyrion.

Jon nodded. “Queenslayer… kinslayer… oathbreaker. I know what the worse things are.” Jon sighed. “I’m worried about Sansa.”

“Sansa will do as she will,” said Davos. “She might hate Daenerys- still not entirely sure why- but fact of the matter is, Daenerys isn’t obligated to help her just because Sansa asks. Bending the knee is a perfectly reasonable demand. No sense sending forces for no gain.”

“Agreed,” said Tyrion. “As much as I believe Bran needs to be removed, that’s no reason Daenerys should fight to return Sansa her seat. The issue being, it remains to be seen if having a half-Stark Targaryen on the throne in King’s Landing would be enough to keep the North pacified without a Stark in Winterfell. I highly doubt Arya will be wanting to take the title.”

Jon looked at Tyrion in surprise. “Do you not know about Allyria?” he asked. Tyrion furrowed his brows in interest. “She’s Brandon Stark’s bastard daughter. If Sansa refuses to play by Dany’s rules, she’ll put Allyria in Winterfell instead.”

“Why doesn’t she go by Stark, then?” asked Tyrion. He’d always thought Allyria had a familiar look to her, but he had just assumed that was because she was Daenerys’s half-sister.

“She’s got reasons.” Jon did not feel like elaborating about his uncle’s vile deeds more than once in the span of an hour. He took a sip of mead and took a deep breath.

All he’d wanted six years ago was to be by Dany’s side as she ruled them all. Maybe, if he hadn’t fallen in love with her, to have been her loyal Warden of the North.

He supposed vassal king was not that different.


Daenerys sent her own dressers and handmaidens the next day to tend to Jon’s appearance, including Allyria.

They poured him a scalding hot bat, which was too hot for Jon, much to the amusement of the servants.

“Are you not the Empress’s brother?” they asked. “Her Majesty prefers her baths near boiling.”

“Aye,” said Jon, “but…”

“I am her sister,” defended Allyria, “and her baths boil me as well.”

They added some cold water to cool it down, and left Jon alone as he bathed. When he slipped on a robe, they returned, combed his hair, trimmed his beard, scrubbed his skin, and laid out some clothes. They were made of finer material than Jon had ever seen. Daenerys preferred to wed fashion to utility and had developed a wardrobe suited for riding, but with Jon his clothes were entirely regal. Over all went a black sash from the shoulder to the waist. Jeweled in rubies over the collarbone and breast was the three-headed dragon of House Targaryen.

When Jon was finished dressing, Davos and Tyrion were let in. “How do I look?” asked Jon, feeling like he had come very far from Ned Stark’s bastard son.

“Regal,” said Tyrion.

“Like a King,” agreed Davos. “All you need is a crown.”

“I’ve never even seen Dany wearing a crown,” observed Jon.

“She doesn’t like them,” said Allyria. “Her braids are the crowns she wears; her symbol of office is her amethyst brooch. She prefers sashes for her vassals. They can be worn over armor, anything.”

“Allyria,” said Jon meaningfully. “I’m glad Dany has a loving and supportive sister. She and your mother told me you’re my cousin. I’m glad you’re my family as well.”

Allyria frowned slightly. “Did she tell you…”

“Aye,” said Jon simply. “That’s all I’ll say other than… I’m glad to have met you, Allyria Dayne.

Allyria took his meaning and nodded and smiled.

Arya and Sansa came in next. Sansa did not at all look happy. Arya beamed at Jon.

“You look like Aegon the Conqueror come again,” she said happily.

“You do look good,” admitted Sansa. She seemed to have a bit to say. Arya glanced between them awkwardly, until Sansa could hold her tongue no more. “Are you really going to bend the knee to her?”

Jon inclined his chin. “Aye,” he said. “I am.”

“We don’t need her,” said Sansa. “We have a ship… we can find allies. Gendry, Uncle Edmure, Cousin Robin… they’ll side with us. We can find enough men to oppose Bran.”

“You forget Bran is your uncle’s nephew, and Robin’s cousin too,” said Jon. “Will they really side with us over their king? The king they voted for?”

“No,” said Tyrion. “They won’t. You might think you know your family, Sansa, but I know the politics of King’s Landing. Bran has dug up dirty laundry on as many lords as he can. And he favored Lord Edmure and Lord Robin rather heavily. I think he feared you would try and turn them to your side.”

Sansa scowled before turning her gaze back on Jon, frustrated. “And you’re still going to demand I bend the knee to you for you to help me take back the North.” If he would just come back with her, she would be able to win her lords back.

He was betraying his family all over again.

Jon held her gaze without letting her intimidate him. “If you don’t want to bend the knee, take the North back yourself.”

“I’m your sister,” replied Sansa.

“So is she,” responded Jon fiercely. “And I won’t ever betray her again. If you’d open your eyes and look around Volantis, around the Empire, you’d see that she’s the best thing that could ever happen to us.”

“She’s not one of us,” insisted Sansa. “She has no right to demand I bend the knee.”

“And you have no right to demand she use her armies to return to you Winterfell,” responded Jon. “If you want her- and my- support, you accept our terms.”

“If you want Imperial support,” said Allyria, “you must accept that it has a price.”

“Our independence,” snapped Sansa. “If you really had Stark blood, you’d understand that to the North, we bow to no one but ourselves. We know no King but the King in the North, whose name is Stark.”

“I might have Stark blood,” said Allyria, “but I’m not a Stark. I’m a Dayne, and proud of it.”

“Then you make your father ashamed,” retorted Sansa.

It was exactly the wrong thing to say.

Davos went pale, Jon’s fury ignited, but before anything further could happen, the door slammed open with enough force that it sounded like a catapult had launched a rock against the wall.

Daenerys stormed in, grabbed Sansa by the throat, and dragged her out into the hall.

Tyrion saw Jon and Davos’s reaction, and his eyes went wide. “It was rape, wasn’t it?” he asked.

Jon paused. “Aye,” he said. Arya looked at Allyria in stunned shock, who was staring at the ground in shame. Instinctively, Arya put her hand on Allyria’s back, comfortingly. Allyria looked up at her in surprise, and smiled faintly.

Outside the room, Daenerys pulled Sansa by the hair down to her eye level. Sansa had never seen Daenerys so furious.

“I have offered you hospitality after everything you did to me in my past life,” she hissed. “I have allowed you to speak to my councilors to ask their aid for retaking your home, and the terms I have offered are, by all estimations, generous. I have tolerated and endured your petty attempts to inspire treason among my advisors and commanders.

“I can accept your hatred of me because I hate you right back. I enjoy your attempts to seat Jon on my throne because it amuses me to watch you fail. I tolerate you because I do not fear you and I endure you because despite my personal distaste for you I know that to keep the North safe and stable having you as the Warden of the North below Jon is the best option.

“But if there is one thing I cannot and will never tolerate it is you daring to insult my sister. I would sooner place a thousand dragons above every keep and holdfast in the North to remind them of the price of betrayal than suffer a woman who insults those dearest to me. One of whom is her kin, through no choice or particular delight of her own. And to compare her, to bring the unworthy scum who sired her against her, as if he is something she should be proud of… you may be your father’s daughter, but Allyria is as far from hers as is possible to be.”

Daenerys released Sansa’s hair and leaned in. “Do it again,” she whispered, “and I will show you that I do not need dragons, nor to harm a hair on your head, to bury you so completely that the moon will wax and wane in the sky ten thousand times before you see it again.”

Daenerys stood up, regarded Sansa coldly one last time, then entered the room, calming herself with deep breaths. Arthur Dayne, standing outside, could not hide the slightest hint of a smile as he watched Sansa collect herself.

Inside, they all turned to look at Daenerys, who immediately approached her sister. “Are you alright?” she asked.

“It would take more than that to get under my skin,” said Allyria, hugging Dany.

“What did you do to my sister?” asked Arya.

“She’s outside, I presume,” said Daenerys, looking at Arya. “I did not harm her, I assure you. Not greatly, at least. She can return to the room in a moment, if she feels brave enough.”

Daenerys turned next to face Jon. “How fare you, Jon Targaryen?” she asked.

“As ready as I’ll ever be,” said the future King of Westeros. He smiled slightly.

“You’re not exactly doing this alone, Jon,” said Daenerys, an eyebrow raised. “There will be legions in Westeros, under your command. Should you need more assistance, I can have dragons to you very quickly.”

Jon glanced at Davos, who smirked knowingly.

“Most of the councilors should be in the council chambers by now,” said Tyrion.

“Yes,” agreed Daenerys. “We should not keep them waiting.”

They left the chambers and the Imperial Guard outside fell into formation around them. Daenerys did not even glance at Sansa outside, who was watching fearfully.

Arya stopped to check on her sister. “Are you alright?” she asked.

“She’s mad,” said Sansa. “I told you she was mad. She… she said if I offended her again, she’d haul me out to her dragons.”

Arya could tell that was a lie. She leaned in. “Uncle Brandon raped Ashara Dayne, Sansa,” she said quietly.

Sansa’s face fell. “I didn’t know,” she said, horrified. “If I’d known… I’d never have said it.”

Arya could tell that was true. After Sansa had survived Ramsay Bolton… rape was one thing Sansa despised more than any other.

“Come on,” said Arya. “Whatever you do, do not ruin this for Jon.”

 

Daenerys and her mother and sister waited outside as Tyrion, Davos, Jon, Arya, and Sansa passed. Sansa stopped to turn to Daenerys. “I’m sorry,” she said. “I didn’t know what my uncle Brandon did. If I had, I’d never have said she should… if there’s one thing I swear to you, it’s that I would never use that to hurt someone. Not after Ramsay.”

“Nor would I,” agreed Daenerys. “Apologize to Allyria and I will consider it behind us. But remember…”

“I understand.” Sansa followed Arya in and they sat behind Jon, Davos, and Tyrion, as guests.

Daenerys entered a moment later and the room stood for her as she and her family were escorted to the Dawnthrone. Once Daenerys sat, everyone else did. Even Sansa properly followed protocol right now, clearly afraid of provoking Daenerys further.

“Let us begin,” said Daenerys. “Today, I am very pleased to confirm that my brother- my elder brother, as I’m sure most of you have heard by now-” the councilors chuckled and a few shot a glance at Sansa, who took a deep breath to remain calm and not have an outburst- “has agreed. Westeros falls under the rule of the tyrant creature known as the Three-Eyed Raven, who sits in the body of the man once known as Brandon Stark. We cannot suffer a tyrant to rule.

“In line with this, my brother Jon of House Targaryen has agreed to press his claim on the throne of Westeros- the throne formerly known as the Iron Throne before it was destroyed- in the name of the Great Empire of the Dawn. With our agreement, we will remove the Three-Eyed Raven from King’s Landing and unify Westeros once more under peace.”

Bu Dai stood. “Will this be done in fealty to the Great Empire?” she asked plainly.

Daenerys looked at Jon, who stood. “Aye,” he agreed. “Westeros will fall under the rule of the Dawnthrone and I will rule in the name of Her Imperial Majesty. She is the rightful Queen in King’s Landing, even if events transpired to make that…”

“Politically impossible,” finished Dany. But she looked at Jon with gratitude. Dany glanced at Sansa, who looked outraged. “Certain interpretations of Westerosi law might cause some to argue otherwise, but there is one simple truth- Lord Tyrion?”

Tyrion had expected this. He and Daenerys had worked on this for some time. An attempt to squish the legal issues Jon would face- mostly from Dorne. Though both agreed Jon was legitimate, not all in Westeros would.

“Elder Council,” said Tyrion, standing and walking to the center of the amethyst sigil in the center of the tables. Daenerys smiled faintly at him. Tyrion had noticed that ever since she and Jon had started working to put the past behind them, her smiles came easier. To his great relief, her anger did not return as her joy did. She was more like the old Daenerys than ever… but still better.

And what she’d said at their reunion… about having come to love him like a brother… had touched him deeply. He wasn’t in love with her, not anymore- if he ever really had been, Tyrion wondered- but she was very dear to him. She had never looked at him and seen him as a dwarf. She had looked at him and seen him as a person . And he had done a grave wrong to her, and given him forgiveness.

All it did was make him want to cry at how badly he and everyone had lost faith in her seven years ago.

“I’m afraid what the Empress says is true,” continued Tyrion. “By Westerosi law, her and Jon’s father Rhaegar Targaryen was legally married to Elia of House Martell. Westerosi law does not recognize a man taking more than one wife… not when that man doesn’t have dragons, anyways.

“In lieu of this,” continued Tyrion, giving a glance at Sansa, who looked scandalized. “Both Jon and Daenerys were born bastards. By Westerosi law, that would make Viserys Targaryen the rightful King.” Tyrion smiled. “And how convenient that all of Westeros knows that Viserys Targaryen publicly named Daenerys as Daenerys Targaryen, Princess of Dragonstone, and his heir.”

“In light of that,” said Daenerys, picking up where Tyrion left off, “since Viserys has passed- and not by my hand- that made me the rightful Queen of Westeros. As the rightful Queen, I henceforth declare Jon as Jon Targaryen, and abdicate my claims upon the throne of Westeros to him.”

“And I,” said Jon, standing and striding forward to join Tyrion, “do declare undying loyalty and fealty to Her Imperial Majesty, Daenerys Lightbringer of House Targaryen, as the Amethyst Empress of the Dawn.”

Jon fell to his knee. He glanced up at Dany. “Not so injured this time,” he jested. Daenerys smiled, then stood and approached Jon.

“I accept your offering of fealty,” said Daenerys, “and name you Udrāzmatoliot- High Commander- of the Onyx Legions. Rise, Jon Targaryen, King of the Andals and the First Men, Protector of the Seven Kingdoms, the White Wolf.”

The room respectfully applauded. Arya clapped fiercely and proudly. Sansa next to her clapped more slowly.

“Onyx Legions?” asked Jon curiously.

“Black always was your color,” responded Dany. “They match your eyes.”

Daenerys smiled at Jon and returned to her throne. Jon went back to the table with the others. Davos clapped him proudly on the back. Tyrion gave him a grin and toasted him. Arya gave Jon a big hug.

Sansa looked at him, then hugged him. “You can’t be worse than any of the others,” she said pointedly.

Jon gave her a slight glare, then shot a pointed glance at Daenerys. “There’s one who would have been better,” he said. He sat in his chair to watch the rest of the session.

He looked up to see Ashara Dayne watching him carefully. She glanced at her daughter, who was reaching her hand out to take a piece of parchment from a page standing behind her. Her gaze fell back onto Jon, and she smiled slightly, and nodded.

Even Ashara could tell that reconciling with Jon had been very, very good for Daenerys.

As it had been for Jon.

The past was behind them. If they looked back, they were lost.

Only forward now. Back to Westeros.

Maybe not as lovers, but together.

Notes:

And here we see the aftermath of an OT3. By all rights, Jon should have been left with Ashara as well. Unfortunately, secret marriages don't really hold up legally, and Westeros being the society it is, polyamority is not recognized (the Targs lost their dragons and therefore lost their power over the Faith to say "accept this or we'll burn you with dragons" which is a VERY compelling argument), and being the medieval setting it is, gay marriage is also not accepted.

We also get some justice for Elia Martell here. Jon and Dany both agree that they were born legitimate, but they know that legally speaking, by Westerosi law, they're fighting against established precedent. Annulments cannot be carried out for consummated unions, and Elia was Rhaegar's legal wife and the mother of his first two children (Rhaegar married Ashara AFTER Elia). So Dany- with Tyrion's help (and I'll point out that a loyal Tyrion working with Dany was able to cook up a legal argument that made Dany's claim stronger than Jon's in about five minutes)- worked up a way to make Jon the legal, rightful King by Targaryen succession, in a manner that the Dornish will find acceptable.

NEXT TIME:
1. Samwell Tarly arrives in Volantis.
2. And after that...
3. Sinister grin forms
4. Wouldn't you like to fucking know?
5. Maniacle cackling

Chapter 9: Howling Forever Alone

Notes:

“‘Remember who you are, Daenerys,’ the stars whispered in a woman's voice. ‘The dragons know. Do you?’”

- Daenerys X, A Dance with Dragons

“‘The dragon remembers.’
And perhaps the dragon did remember, but Dany could not.”

- Daenerys I, A Game of Thrones

“The North Remembers.”

- Catelyn III, A Storm of Swords

“Let me tell you something about wolves, child. When the snows fall and the white winds blow , the lone wolf dies , but the pack survives. Summer is the time for squabbles. In winter, we must protect one another, keep each other warm , share our strengths.”

- Arya II, A Game of Thrones

“The red door was so far ahead of her, and she could feel the icy breath behind, sweeping up on her. If it caught her she would die a death that was more than death, howling forever alone in the darkness.

She could smell home, she could see it, there, just beyond that door, green fields and great stone houses and arms to keep her warm , there. She threw open the door.

After that, for a long time, there was only the pain, the fire within her, and the whisperings of stars.”

- Daenerys IX, A Game of Thrones

"'When the red star bleeds and the darkness gathers, Azor Ahai shall be born again amidst smoke and salt to wake dragons out of stone.'"

Jon X, A Dance with Dragons

"'No one ever looked for a girl,' he said. 'It was a prince that was promised, not a princess... Daenerys is the one, born amidst salt and smoke. The dragons prove it.'"

- Samwell IV, A Feast for Crows

"'He has a song,' the man replied. 'He is the prince that was promised, and his is the song of ice and fire.'"

- Daenerys IV, A Clash of Kings

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

Samwell Tarly climbed down from the gangplank unsteadily, still feeling a little green from the long ship journey. “Uh, hello there,” he greeted a dock worker. “My name is Samwell Tarly. I’ve been sent by King Bran of House Stark, King of the Seven Kingdoms of Westeros, to inquire about two men he sent a few moons ago. Tyrion Lannister and Davos Seaworth. May I speak with your Empress?”

When men came down from the Palace, it was not Arthur Dayne who came to fetch Tarly. It was just regular members of the Imperial Guard.

“King wishes to speak with you,” said one in a rough Volantene accent.

“Uh, what king?” asked Sam.

“King of the Seven Kingdoms.”

Sam blunk down some surprise, but followed them up. He looked around in awe and surprise at the city, the Imperial flags fluttering above many houses. When they reached the palace, he was not taken into the Elder Council chamber. He was taken up a few levels to a solar.

The guard knocked on the door and was bidden to enter. Sam entered to see a few familiar faces around. Tyrion was sat in a chair against the wall, looking at Sam suspiciously. Davos stood against the opposite wall, and he was biting his lip nervously.

The third person stunned Sam to see, even if he wasn’t facing him. Jon was facing away from him, holding something, looking out the window.

“Jon?” asked Sam, stunned.

Jon didn’t answer. He moved his hand and Sam quickly realized he was holding a heavy tome.

“Jon? What are you- what are you doing here?”

“‘ Brave Jon Snow boldly entered into the ruined Red Keep and denounced the Mad Queen,’ ” quoted Jon. “ ‘Honorable beyond compare, Jon had held true to the oath he’d sworn to her to protect his people, but her mad and gleeful destruction of King’s Landing had freed him of his bonds of fealty, and he acted in the defense of all Westeros when he drew a blade and advanced upon her. She screamed nothing more than ‘burn them all’ as her father had, shrinking into the Iron Throne as Lord Snow avenged the hundreds of thousands she had brutally slain, either with dragonfire or as her army raped and pillaged the fallen capital. Queen Cersei’s hope to surrender the city and throw open the gates had fallen on deaf ears, but Jon Snow gave justice to the dead. ’”

“That’s not even one of my worst parts,” mused Tyrion. “I particularly like how he hated Daenerys so much that he made Cersei out to be a good queen who cared for her people, just so Daenerys would be more evil.”

“Is that… is that Archmaester Ebrose’s book?” asked Sam.

“I think it’s more your book than his,” said Jon, closing it. “This is the only copy in all the Empire, I believe. It’s been banned, with the support of the Elder Council. Suffice to say, demonizing the woman known as Mhysa over here isn’t much supported. Not when so many owe her their freedom.”

“Jon,” said Sam, utterly lost on why Jon was acting this way. “She… you saw what she did… you killed her for it.”

“Aye, I did,” agreed Jon, turning to face Sam, a furious gaze on his face. “I thought you were supposed to be smart, Sam. I thought you might be smart enough to have done some reading and learned the effects of basilisk’s blood by now.”

Sam’s face fell. “Basilisk’s blood?”

“Aye,” confirmed Davos. “Or were you never around when Bran dropped hints like ‘the spider’s fangs were filled with poisonous serpent blood?’”

“Close enough,” agreed Tyrion.

“I…” Sam gasped. “Jon, I know this must have been a… a shock to you… but I mean… she was showing signs of madness before?”

“When?” asked Jon savagely.

“She… she killed my father and brother.”

“Who had been pledged to Olenna Tyrell,” said Tyrion. “Who had sworn to Daenerys after my sister had blown up the Sept of Baelor and destroyed House Tyrell and many others, including her own uncle and cousin, for all time.”

“Which one was the mad one again?” asked Davos. “The one who came North to fight alongside us against the White Walkers, or the one who betrayed us and left our army behind? Which one did your father and brother side with again?”

“And which one, even after that, gave your father and brother the chance to bend the knee?” asked Jon. “Did she tell you that? You left all that out when you told me she had killed your father and brother.”

“You would have forgiven them,” said Sam.

“They betrayed their liege to side with Cersei Lannister, ” snapped Jon.

“I would venture a guess that the man who had lost his brother to oathbreaking would be rather sensitive to the subject,” said Tyrion.

Sam stepped away from the argument. He could sense that Jon would not yield on this… “What are you doing here? They said you’re king.”

“Oh, right,” said Davos, standing. He looked at Sam. “It’s been a while. You stand in the presence of Jon of House Targaryen, First of His Name. Rightful King of the Andals and the First Men. Commander of the Onyx Legions. Protector of the Seven Kingdoms of Westeros in the name of Her Imperial Majesty, the Amethyst Empress of the Great Empire of the Dawn.”

Sam gaped at Jon. “You… what?”

“Isn’t that what you said I was, Sam?” asked Jon. “King of the Seven Kingdoms? I’m taking the throne now. But I don’t have the power to do it alone, so from now on, we’ll be part of the Empire, under the rule of the Amethyst Empress.”

Sam was horrified. “But… our independence!”

“Being part of the Empire is not so bad,” said Tyrion. “The people across all Essos love their Empress. Fighting for her in the Legions is considered a great honor.”

“She’s a just woman,” said Davos. “And Jon’s an honorable man. He wouldn’t be doing this if it wasn’t what was best for his people.”

“But Bran is the king,” said Sam. “Your brother.”

“Not my brother,” said Jon. “Not really. Not even referring to what you told me, that day in the crypt. Arya’s still my sister, and Sansa… well, we’re working through some shit. But I think I can rest easy, knowing that Bran’s not really Bran anymore. Is Bran dead, or trapped in his own body? I don’t know. But that was never my brother.”

“But we still chose him,” insisted Sam. “Davos, me, Dorne, the Vale, the Riverlands… Tyrion proposed him and we all voted ‘aye.’ He put you on his small council and you betrayed him.”

“Of course we did,” said Davos incredulously. “You know what he is. You’ve seen the peasants who come begging for relief from his cruel taxes, thrown into the black cells, to starve and die.”

“I nominated him because I thought someone who knew all of history would make the world a better place,” said Tyrion. “And that was the greatest mistake I’ve ever made. And yet you still serve him, willingly.”

Sam was shaken but stood his ground. “He’s been good to me and my family,” he said. “He’s earned my loyalty.”

“Ah, yes,” snarked Davos, “because a ‘good king’ is the one who does what is best for you. Damn to the hungry smallfolk.”

“But it’s like you said,” argued Sam. “He had the best story.”

Jon- to whom the exact details of the Dragonpit Council were still a mystery- looked at Tyrion incredulously. “Really?” he asked. “That was really why you thought he’d be a good king?”

“I almost wish I’d been drunk when I did it,” said Tyrion. “If I ever see Grey Worm again, remind me to have him punch me for even thinking that I should have been allowed to speak.” He finished off a glass of wine and stood. “We’re out of time for this discussion in any case.”

“Aye,” agreed Davos. “Time for the council.”

“You two sit on the Elder Council?” asked Sam.

“We do,” confirmed Tyrion. “Her Majesty offered us an escape from serving the Raven King. We accepted it gladly. Service in King’s Landing was not what we sought anymore. She likes having Westerosi voices for Westerosi matters.”

“How many councilors are there?” asked Sam, curious.

“Around 30 or so, from across Essos. They debate on and advise Her Majesty on the affairs of her Empire. Through their discussions, they strive to improve the lives of people across the continent. Quite often she leaves the Council to decide on matters through a majority vote.”

“It sounds amazing,” said Sam wistfully. “Like the Small Council, but more voices.”

Tyrion gave Davos a devious glance, and then spoke up again. “Would you like to see it? Councilors have been known to bring guests from time to time, to make requests. Most of them speak the Common Tongue as well, but we have a translator for what’s in Valyrian.”

“Aye,” said Davos, getting Tyrion’s game. Sam would have no clue who was waiting for him there. “I think today’s got nothing sensitive on the agenda.”

“I’d love to,” said Sam eagerly. “Do you think I could discuss, maybe unbanning my- I mean, our book? I know, maybe it’s not the most… popular interpretation of Daenerys here, but I feel like despite some inaccuracies and exaggerations, it’s a valuable history of the War Of The Five Kings and the Long Night.”

“Oh, Sam,” said Tyrion, as Jon behind him looked ready to beat Sam senseless. “I’m sure you can make your case. Come, you can be our honored guest.” Tyrion glanced at Jon who grinned savagely at the idea.

They reached the Elder Council chambers and Sam was allowed to sit behind Tyrion and Davos. Jon also took a place at the table. Though he wasn’t a formal member of the Elder Council, he was- nominally, at least- a very powerful vassal sworn directly in fealty to the Empress (not to mention her brother), so he was welcome at Council sessions.

The Elder Counselors were filing in. Sam looked interestedly at the Dawnthrone. Bu Dai stepped past, and stopped, looking at Sam curiously.

“A guest, Lord Tyrion?” she asked.

“An emissary from across the Narrow Sea,” said Tyrion, “who wishes to meet with Her Majesty. Samwell Tarly, may I introduce you to Lady Bu Dai, Counselor for Yi Ti.”

“Nice to meet you,” said Sam.

“Samwell Tarly?” asked Dai. Tyrion could see her sharp mind immediately knew where she remembered that name. She glanced at Tyrion. “Does he-”

“No,” said Tyrion. “Not at all.”

A glimmer of evil delight filled her eyes. “Well then. I hope your meeting is productive.”

Sam was confused, but nodded. His eyes went back to the Dawnthrone. “I thought the Dawnthrone would be more… opulent.”

“It’s very meaningful to the Empress,” said Davos. “It represents what she’s built her own birthright on. The freedom of her people.”

“Why are you here, Sam?” asked Jon. He was still not at all happy to see Sam, not after what he’d written about Daenerys and sold as the ‘truth.’ He very much doubted he’d ever call him ‘friend’ again.

“King Bran sent me to inquire about the fate of Lord Tyrion and Ser Davos,” said Sam. “Also…”

“Her eye color,” said Tyrion. “He sent us for the same reason. He said that the last true heir to the first Great Empire had died.”

“Yes,” said Sam. “He’s sure she’s fake.”

“She’s no fake,” said Jon.

Sam looked over at Jon. “Why did she send for you?” he asked.

“She’s my half-sister,” said Jon. “Rhaegar Targaryen had a daughter with Ashara Dayne.”

Sam’s face lit up to know that Jon had another sister. “Ah… so she sent for you because you’re family!”

Jon narrowed his eyes. “No, not really. She wanted to heal our wounds that six years ago had caused.”

Sam’s face darkened in confusion. Jon leaned forward again. “Who do you think, Sam,” he asked, some malice creeping into his voice, “would forge herself a new Iron Throne… made of broken chains?”

Sam’s eyes went wide in horrified realization. “She’s dead,” he said.

“So was I, when our brothers in the Night’s Watch murdered me.” Sam gaped at Jon in horror. “You never knew that, did you? When we got back to Winterfell, you never once bothered to ask how come I wasn’t at the Wall anymore. Thorne, and Olly, and a few others, they lured me out and murdered me. A Red Priestess brought me back. The priests in Volantis did the same for her. We all hated her for being the Mad King’s daughter. Truth is, she wasn’t. She’s his granddaughter.”

The doors opened again and Daenerys walked in, escorted by Arthur Dayne and a few other members of the Imperial Guard, flanked on her right by Allyria and on her left by Ashara. Everyone in the room stood, except Sam, who was frozen to his chair in horror, staring at Daenerys as if he had seen a ghost- which, to be fair, he kind of had.

Daenerys sat in the Dawnthrone as her mother and sister took seats on either side. Arthur took a place behind her.

“Lord Tyrion,” said Bu Dai as the room sat. “Your guest might want to know it is proper protocol to stand when the Amethyst Empress enters the council session.”

“Forgive my guest,” said Tyrion. “I believe he is merely surprised.”

“Samwell Tarly,” said Daenerys, looking disdainfully at the man. Ashara leaned in, her eyes narrowed. “A member of King Bran’s small council, Lord Tyrion?”

“He came to check on the welfare of Lord Davos and I,” said Tyrion. “And he had a matter he wished to discuss with the Elder Council regarding the banning of a book he helped write.”

“Ah,” said Doniphos, snapping his fingers. “ That’s where I know the name from!”

“Yes,” agreed Eighdon mo Shazzr, councilor from New Ghis. “This one helped write a most entertaining book of pure fiction.

Sam could not stop staring at Daenerys in horror, even as everyone else in the room had their eyes fixed on him.

“Well, Maester Tarly,” said Daenerys tartly. “If you have a matter to address to the Elder Council, please, feel free.”

“Maester,” chuckled Melera Aenoyor, from Braavos. “The man has no chains upon his neck.”

“And yet according to reports he is the Grand Maester of the Broken King,” said Bu Dai.

Sam, finally coming out of his horrified stupor, realized everyone was waiting on him expectantly. “Uh, yes,” he began. “Well, I was- I know-”

Tyrion took Sam’s elbow comfortingly and led him to the center of the amethyst sigil upon the ground. Sam stood before Daenerys who did not smile at him, even as the rest of the Council was looking at him as if they were sharks and he was prey.

“Well,” stammered Sam “I- I know Archmaester Maester Ebrose’s book said some very unkind things about you, Your Grace-”

“Your Majesty,” corrected Tyrion in a whisper.

“Your Majesty,” amended Sam, “but I- I feel apart from some parts the book is an excellent history of the War of the Five Kings, and the Long Night.”

“Unkind things?” asked Daenerys, sitting up upon her throne, and narrowing her eyes. “If you describe saying I had my unborn child cooked so I could eat him as ‘unkind’, I hate to see what you would describe as ‘bad’, Samwell Tarly.”

“Let’s not forget how she massacred thousands of noblemen in Meereen for the purposes of arousal,” said Aenoyor.

“Or that she fed slaves to her dragons,” added Dai.

“This is a lie,” said Agnaq zo Iqqi, from Meereen angrily. “Mhysa did not harm the slaves. She freed us.”

“I, uh, I still don’t think it’s very fair to ban a book just because it’s critical of you,” said Sam.

I didn’t order it banned,” said Daenerys. “My Elder Council voted on and banned the book themselves. It was unanimous, I believe.”

Sam blank a few times. “Did they read it or just listen to what you asked?” he asked a touch hastily.

“We all read it,” said Dai. “Or at least, all of us who were on the Council when the matter was tabled. Her Majesty abstained. She left the matter to us.”

“Do you really think we would ban a book without knowing what it said for ourselves?” asked Hala Naidu, from Leng.

“Clearly his experience with his own realm’s small council has left him doubtful of councils in general,” said Aenoyor.

“Her Majesty encouraged us to read the book for ourselves and judge its merits,” said Doniphos. “We found it lacking, especially detailing with events beyond the Seven Kingdoms, or any that go beyond praising King Jon, though he does deserve much praise for fighting against the White Walkers.”

“You… you believe in the White Walkers?” asked Sam, confused. Most people in Westeros believed they were a Northern tall tale.

“I fought them,” said Daenerys sternly. “Or had you convinced yourself that the lies in your book that I took one look at the Army of the Dead and flew off on my dragon in fear were true?”

“From what it sounds like,” said Dai, “the Council and Her Majesty remain in agreement that without significant alterations, the book shall remain banned. Now, Maester Tarly- or whatever title you bear- if you wished to spend some time in the Great Empire learning truths and revising your book to be more truthful, we would happily allow a revised copy.”

Sam’s face was crestfallen. He looked around and found no allies, not even in Jon. He looked back at Daenerys.

And then his eyes went white.

At once Ashara and Arthur sprang into motion. The Shadowbinder muttered darkly, and shadows seemed to leap from the ground to restrain Sam, wrapping around his ankles, his wrists, his head.

“What’s happening?” asked Jon, jumping to his feet.

Ashara reached and grabbed Sam’s wrist. She pulled it to make it face upwards, and pulled his sleeve up. Burnt into his arm was the mark of a raven with three-eyes.

“He’s marked,” said Ashara.

“What’s that mean?” asked Jon. Daenerys was watching from her throne. Imperial Guards took position before her, just in case. Around the circle, the Elder Council watched in alarm. Some stood to look better.

“It means the Raven has put his sigil upon him,” explained Ashara. “Ordinarily even the Three-Eyed Raven cannot warg into a person, not unless that person is weak-minded. If one allows them to place his mark, they open their mind to his freely. The Empress’s power in Essos means the Raven cannot see or warg into anyone on this continent. Unless that person is marked.”

“What’s he mean to do?” asked Jon.

“We don’t intend to find out,” said Arthur.

Sam’s head turned towards Arthur. “What is it you think I mean to do?” he asked in a voice that was devoid of emotion. Jon, Tyrion, Davos, and Daenerys all immediately recognized it.

“Bran?” asked Jon.

“Hello Jon,” said Bran. “I’m surprised you are still alive. I thought you would have taken your life in the North, but though it came close, you never did.”

“Who are you?” asked Jon. “You’re no brother of mine.”

“I’m not surprised. I did tell Sansa that I wasn’t really Bran anymore. Explaining what I am to you would be pointless. It won’t matter.”

Jon stared at the Raven with hatred. “You’re right. All I care about is if there’s a way to save my brother from you.”

“But he was never really your brother, was he?” asked the Raven, mockingly. “Aegon Targaryen. I should thank you. I would never have been able to get here without you.”

“You engineered it all, didn’t you?” asked Jon. “The Night King. The battle. Rhaegal’s death. Daenerys… King’s Landing.”

A malicious grin lit Sam’s possessed face. “I’m not surprised you never figured it out. Did you ever figure out the full truth? She never went mad, Jon. You killed an innocent woman.”

Jon snarled, furiously. “You knew what Varys was up to?”

The Raven seemed satisfied. “You did figure it out. Did Tyrion help? Did you kill him when he told you? He told you to do it, after all.”

“I still live,” called Tyrion, approaching the scene. He glanced nervously at Jon, afraid Bran would reignite his fury towards him. “And I should be thanking you. Without your hints, I never would have figured it out.”

“I’ll kill you,” said Jon, furious. “I’ll save Bran, and I’ll kill you.”

“Just as you killed her,” mocked the Raven. “The one person who could have stopped me… the one person who could have brought the Dawn. The Princess who was Promised. The two of you had the song of ice and fire, and you ended hers, and silenced your own when you did it.”

“Death,” called out Daenerys from the throne, “is not always the end of life.”

The Raven froze. Daenerys stood from the Dawnthrone and approached.

“You…” snarled the Raven. “You live.”

“Born again amidst smoke and salt and a bleeding star,” said Daenerys. “Born again to remake the world and bring the Dawn.”

The Raven scowled. “I should have warged into the boy. He was so weak after he did it. I should have had him cut off your head.”

“You should have,” said Daenerys.

The Raven laughed cruelly. “It matters not. We will win. Westeros is mine. All of it. From the Lands of Always Winter to the southernmost point of Dorne. You might think you can win, but you can’t beat me. You can have Essos. Leave Westeros to me.”

“I will never leave Westeros to a tyrant,” responded Daenerys. “And you plotted my downfall six years ago. I will pay you back for that, with interest.”

The Raven’s blank gaze landed on Jon. “Do you know who she really is?” he asked.

“My sister,” responded Jon.

“Hmm. You no longer know nothing, Jon Snow. How ironic it is that the two women you’ve ever loved… you’ve betrayed both, and both have died.”

Jon’s temper snapped, and he drew his fist back and slammed it into the face.

“You think I felt that?” asked the Raven. “All you’re doing is hurting your friend Sam, if you still do call him friend.”

Jon couldn’t answer. He didn’t consider Sam a friend anymore.

“Ah, I understand. Do tell him to return to Westeros, won’t you? Tyrion and Davos might have decided to stay, but Sam… remind him, I have his wife. I have his children.”

“You monster,” snarled Daenerys.

“If you’re wise, I won’t ever see you again. Westeros still despises the Mad Queen . We will be ready for you.”

Sam dropped to his knees as his eyes returned to normal. He looked at the others in fear and alarm, blood running down his nose from Jon’s punch.

“He… Gilly… Little Sam. Little Jon.”

“Return to your family, Samwell Tarly,” said Daenerys. “Your ship will be resupplied and you will sail at once. I will not have one marked by the Raven in my realm for longer than is necessary. Protect your family. We will be coming.”

The Imperial Guard lifted Sam and dragged him out of the council chambers. He stared at Jon pleadingly. “Help me, Jon,” he begged.

“I will, Sam,” said Jon. “If it’s within my power, I’ll protect your family.”

Sam took a deep sigh of relief, clearly confident that Jon would find a way to help him.

“Can we help him?” he asked Daenerys quietly.

She bit her lip. Despite her dislike of Samwell Tarly, she knew his family was innocent. Them being used as hostages against Samwell Tarly made her blood boil.

“If there is a way, we will find it,” she said to Jon.

Bu Dai approached. “That was him?” she asked. “The Raven?”

Tyrion nodded to her.

“I expected something more terrifying,” said Dai dismissively.


Across the Narrow Sea, the eyes in the body of Brandon Stark shifted back to normal. “I’ve finally seen her,” he said. “The Empress of the Dawn.”

“And?” asked Garth Hightower. He and Bronn were standing beneath the platform with the other powerful nobles of the realm.

Wyman Manderly, the new Hand of the King and Warden of the North.

Arianne Martell, the Princess of Dorne.

Gendry Baratheon, from the Stormlands.

Edmure Tully, of the Riverlands.

Joy Lannister, formerly Joy Hill, of the Westerlands.

Paxter Redwyne, Master of Ships.

Yohn Royce, Master of War, with Robin Arryn, of the Vale, at his side.

“You kept saying it’s a fake one,” pressed Bronn. “Did you get what you needed? Is she not real?”

“No, I was mistaken,” said Bran with his traditional lack of emotion. “She’s real. She’s the legitimate Empress. I should have realized when my sight into Essos diminished. I thought it was because the power of the Red God swelled as her nation expanded; that is true, but it only swells because she is the true Empress.”

“And what does this mean?” asked Bronn. “Can we beat her?”

“We must,” said Bran. “She will be coming.”

“Why?”

Bronn looked around the room. “Because she’s Daenerys Targaryen. The Mad Queen has been reborn. And if we do not defeat her, all Westeros will burn beneath her dragons.”

The room gasped in horror and many Lords began to mutter prayers to the Seven.

“We must raise armies,” continued Bran. “The largest army Westeros has ever seen. We must prepare scorpions. Enough to fend off all of her dragons. Prepare our fleets to keep them from landing. You are my loyal bannermen. I need your help.”

“We will do whatever it takes to protect our people from the return of the Mad Queen,” said Edmure Tully pompously. “I remember seeing the ruins of King’s Landing years ago. I will not see that fate befall the Riverlands, or Riverrun.”

All the other lords nodded. All except two. Gendry Baratheon looked like a stag caught in a snare. Arianne Martell eyed the other lords cunningly.

“Princess Arianne,” said Bran. “I would like a word with you. And you, Lord Gendry. The rest of you, please enjoy my hospitality. We have many days of planning ahead of us to keep our realm safe.”

The rest of the room bowed, and filed out, whispering between themselves. Wondering if it was true. The Mad Queen reborn. And what it meant for them. Gendry and Arianne approached the platform.

“I know you owe her your position,” said Bran to Gendry. “But she blames House Stark for her madness.”

“You saw it?” asked Gendry.

“I know it. Sometimes, we must act to protect ourselves.”

“I don’t fear for my own life,” assured Gendry.

“But what do you think she would do to Arya? To House Stark?” asked Bran pointedly. Gendry hesitated. He had never married- despite several of his lords insisting he should, and proposing matches. Secretly holding out hope that Arya would return to Westeros and accept his offer. “She will see House Stark exterminated.”

“Is she truly still mad?” asked Gendry.

“Ask the ghosts of all you knew in Fleabottom, in King’s Landing, for your answer, Lord Baratheon. That will be all. I trust you, Gendry, as Arya did.”

Gendry bowed and stepped out, his face thoughtful.

Bran next turned to Arianne. “I know what you’re thinking,” he said. “You have been angry with my rule for some time. You care little for the mountain of ashes she left here in King’s Landing. You think to sail to Volantis to treat with her and ally against me.”

“All my sailors have never said the Amethyst Empress has shown any signs of madness,” said Arianne. “Though none have met her.”

“Perhaps… but she represents an insult to House Martell.”

“And what is that?” asked Princess Martell skeptically.

Bran’s eyes shone maliciously. “She claims to be the trueborn daughter of Rhaegar Targaryen. She is indeed his daughter… and not with his legal wife, Elia Martell.”

Arianne narrowed her eyes, curious. “Rhaegar Targaryen and who?”


Jon passed the courtyard to see Ashara Dayne standing before a painted statue of a woman. He froze, looking at the statue. It was beautiful, and immensely lifelike. It had been masterfully carved and painted- mostly, at least.

“Lady Ashara?” he asked gently, walking behind her. “Who is that?”

Ashara Dayne did not answer at once, but her eyes flicked in his direction. She glanced back at Jon before her lips finally opened. “Lyanna.”

Jon stepped next to her, staring into the stone face of his smiling, beautiful mother. The eyes had not yet been painted, nor most of the hair.. “She doesn’t look much like the statue in the crypts at Winterfell,” he said.

“Your stone carvers are terrible.”

“Who carved it?”

“I used my glass candle to recall her image. A master stoneworker here in Volantis wrought her for me. He is much more talented than your men at Winterfell. The best painters are working to give her life.”

Jon looked at the statue. His mother was beautiful.

Jon’s first thought as to who the statue had been was completely different. It hadn’t made sense. Ashara didn’t need to stare longingly at a statue of her.

The facial features were similar. Jon even rubbed her cheek with his hand, and it felt familiar to his palm, though it had been years since he had last touched it.

If this statue had silver-blond hair and violet eyes…

Jon turned to look at Ashara, stunned and confused, and could see she knew what he had seen.

“Ned Stark is your father,” said Ashara quietly. “And Daenerys is my daughter. Do you understand me, Jon Snow?”

Jon took a heavy gulp. “Does Dany know?” he asked.

“She knows everything. She knew it from the moment she awoke. As did your mother. She saw Daenerys in her dreams. The dragon blood touched her as our daughter grew. She said, how perfect she would be, our daughter of three. How she resembled all of us. Lyanna said she had her father’s hair, soft and spun like silver, and my violet eyes. She was the one who, when Rhaegar was gone, proposed her name, as a way of indicating she belonged to all of us. Daenerys Targaryen. ‘Dayne’-eres. She has always borne my name.

“The stress of hearing of Rhaegar’s death, of King’s Landing, Elia, Rhaenys, and Aegon, that men were coming for us... it was horrific. She was born early. Too early. She cried weakly, as Lyanna bled on the birthing bed. She begged me, leave, save our daughter. Find a maester. Starfall was not far. I mounted a horse and rode as fast as I could, leaving behind... our son. You. I could not bring you both; I had a need of haste. I fed her as we rode, as I had kept my milk from... losing my second babe, as I had nursed you. The maester helped her as best he could, but he said, it was unlikely she would live. Ned arrived, took one look at her, and asked whose daughter she was. ‘Mine,’ I responded. ‘As is the boy you carry.’ You, he would not yield on; the girl, though I know he knew, he could not argue. She was too weak for him to take, in any case. ‘Swear it,’ he said. ‘Swear the girl is your daughter. Swear you will die for her.’ I swore it at once, that though you had fed from both of us, my breast was the only one Daenerys had ever suckled.

“Ned said, ‘the girl I cannot deny may be yours, but the boy is Lyanna’s; that much is clear to any who have eyes. I will take him north with me. I swore to Lyanna I would protect her son, though I suspect she birthed more than one babe in her life. The girl I leave to you, for I trust that you have sworn vows to her as I have.’ In her last moments... Lyanna had only made Ned promise to protect you. Did she trust me to keep our daughter safe? Or was she so weak and close to death she could only focus on the babe she saw before her? I do not know. But in that moment, you became Ned Stark’s son, and Daenerys became my daughter, and the two of you were sundered.

“My vows were put to the test soon after Ned left, for a day came where Daenerys could no longer draw breath. I held her and cried, and then a voice whispered in my ear. ‘Only death can pay for life.’ You know what happened next. My death paid for her life. I paid the price. I died so she could live as surely as Lyanna had. A part of me went into her, and she drew breath once more. Now, perhaps truly, a child of three, and a daughter of death. I was brought back; I learned the shadows, and when I was next able to find her, she was with Viserys Targaryen, masked as his sister. And from then, all I did was in preparation for that day. The day your dagger would enter her heart. And when she had passed beneath the shadow of death to touch the light, when her eyes opened again, she knew all, and still she looked at me and called me ‘mother.’”

Jon collapsed upon the ground, stunned. Ashara knelt before him, and took his chin in her hand. “Swear it now,” she said, “beneath the statue of Lyanna, on her memory. You will speak of this to no one.”

“People...” said Jon, “people need to know...” Arya... Sansa... it would change everything.

“That is not your decision. It belongs to her. She is my daughter, in every way that matters, as you are Eddard Stark’s son.”

“Do Allyria and Ser Arthur know?”

Ashara nodded. “Yes. And Allyria is her sister as surely as the faceless wolf is yours. Arthur is my brother, and she is my daughter. She is his niece in truth. You owe my daughter this, Jon Snow. You will swear this vow... or you will not leave this grove with your mind intact.”

Jon took a deep breath. “Can I at least talk to Dany about it?”

Ashara gave a faint smile. “I suppose so, yes.”

“Then aye, I swear it.” Jon fell to his knees. “I swear it... on everything I hold dear.”

 

Daenerys was drinking wine in her solar, staring at a blazing fire in the hearth, when there was a heavy knock on the door. “Enter,” she called out.

Jon came in, and his eyes were wide with stunned shock. He grabbed a chair and sat across from Daenerys.

“Why didn’t you tell me?” he asked.

Daenerys looked into his eyes and hers narrowed. “Tell you what?”

“You’re... there’s nothing half about you being my sister.”

Dany took a deep breath, stood, and walked to the balcony. She took a heavy swig before speaking. “Who told you?” she asked.

“I... saw your mother... Lady Ashara-”

“You mean my mother,” corrected Daenerys fiercely, setting her wine down on a table next to her.

“She was... by a statue of...”

“Lyanna Stark,” finished Daenerys for him.

“It looked so real, so lifelike... I felt her face. I know your face, Dany. I saw it in hers. I asked- I asked your mother, and she confirmed it. You’re the daughter of Lyanna Stark. My sister, in full.”

“I am Ashara Dayne’s daughter,” said Daenerys fiercely.

“But Lyanna Stark birthed you.”

Daenerys took a few deep breaths. “I don’t see how it matters,” she said simply.

“Dany, it matters. Sansa, Arya, hells, the whole bleeding North, if they knew the truth-”

“If they knew the truth, then what, Jon?” she asked, spinning on him, her face as aflame as the fire in the hearth.

“They’d... they’d accept you.”

“Then FUCK THEM,” snarled Daenerys.

Jon gaped at her.

“Why does it matter?” continued Daenerys. “I fought for them, I nearly died for them, I brought my armies and children and closest friends and sacrificed for them, and still they hated me, still they despised me, all because I was a foreigner. Yes, maybe they would love me if they knew Lyanna Stark bore me and birthed me. Why should who sired and birthed us matter? Why should we be judged for where we come from? Missandei was the sweetest, kindest woman I’ve ever met, and they hated her because she came from across the sea. Sansa is the daughter of the so-called ‘honorable’ Eddard Stark but she still broke her oath to you within hours, for her own power. Arya carves peoples’ faces off and feeds children to their father and wipes entire families out, and yet they love her because she does it to their enemies, despite the fact that I came to fight their enemies alongside them and they still despised me because I wasn’t one of them? I don’t want to be one of them.

“They shouldn’t love me because of who birthed me just as they shouldn’t despise me because of who they thought sired me. We are our own person, not merely our parents’ children. The Mad King died before I was born, they all knew that, but still they hated me as if he had raised me himself and taught me that burning people should arouse me. The sins of the father should not be held against the daughter; but nor should they be credited for the virtues. The North chose to hate me despite the fact that I came to fight with them. ‘We find our true friends on the battlefield,’ that’s what you and Arya said your father spoke, but I took the battlefield alongside them and still they hated me. Why should I care for their love, if they are so prejudiced on behalf of a woman who only held me for moments, who never fed me milk from her breast, who never extracted a promise from Eddard Stark to protect me, was the one in whose womb I grew, in who our father’s seed took root?

“Lyanna Stark died birthing me, and I will always honor her for that, but I sought to prove myself to House Stark and they rejected me. Ashara Dayne gave her life for me. She died so I could live, and she watched me from the shadows so that when I died, I would live again, and feel the embrace of a mother for the first time in my memory. House Dayne has always known the truth, but still Uncle Arthur calls me ‘niece’, Allyria calls me ‘sister’, Ashara calls me ‘daughter’, Edric calls me ‘cousin’.”

Jon hesitated, thinking over his response. Daenerys narrowed her eyes at him. “I know the North didn’t leave a good impression on you-” he began.

Daenerys intervened. “I judge them not for the fact that I have kinship with them, but for their actions towards me, as I wish they would have judged me. And I find them vile. I did nothing to Sansa and Arya but love their brother and seek to defend their home; still they hated not only me, but all who followed me, who had done no wrong to any of them, nor had their father or mother or any of their ancestors into history. I do not regard having Stark blood as a blessing, Jon. I’ve met two Starks in my life who I find worth a damn. One is a Targaryen, the other a Dayne. I do not reject Lyanna Stark, but I do reject the North. I reject Sansa as my cousin. Arya... she, at least, seems to be willing to make amends, and I will give her that chance, for I can tell she is truthful and honorable in her intention. Ashara Dayne is my mother, more than Lyanna Stark was. I will not have that questioned. I would have all the world judge me as I am, not for whose blood I carry. You swore the North would come to love me for who I was, when you bent the knee. They didn’t. And now I don’t care for their love. Only their obedience.”

Jon paused. “I understand,” he said.

Daenerys scoffed, disbelieving. “Do you? What do you think the North’s reaction will be when they find out, for true, you are a Targaryen, son of Rhaegar and Lyanna? I’m sure rumors are all they’ve heard by now. Do you think they’ll honor you? Or will they curse you as a dragonspawn, as Robert Baratheon did our brother and sister? Will they turn on you the moment they learn you’re not Eddard Stark’s son?”

Jon did not want to answer, but he did. “Aye, they might,” he conceded.

“Then why should I care that they’d love me for being the daughter of Lyanna Stark?” asked Daenerys, her eyes shining brightly, a tear running down her cheek. “They hated me for the actions of a man who died before I was born, for a man I hate and despise as much as they do, for his actions ruined my life before I even was free of the womb. They can either learn who I am through my own actions, or go on despising me for his. I will tell them the truth: Ashara Dayne is my mother. They can draw their own conclusions on who sired me. Perhaps they’ll conclude the Mad King raped her as Brandon Stark did. Maybe many of them will realize the truth. It matters not to me. I have my family.”

“I don’t want to rob you of your family, that’s not what I’m trying to do,” said Jon gently.

“They are my family, Jon,” said Daenerys sternly. “You don’t understand.”

“Dany…”

“No, Jon.” Daenerys walked and opened a cabinet against her wall. Sitting inside were three small braziers. “Come here,” she said. “I need to show you something.”

Jon stepped warily behind her. Daenerys picked up a knife. She handed it to Jon. “Cut yourself. Only a little.”

“Why?” asked Jon warily.

“Because I need blood to show you. Your blood.”

Jon, hesitating, held the knife to his palm, and gave a little cut. He winced as blood dribbled out.

“Drip your blood into this brazier,” said Daenerys, pointing at the one on the far right side. Jon approached. The braziers each had a coat of arms embossed on it. The middle one was the three-headed dragon of House Targaryen. The one on the right, the star-crossed sword of House Dayne. On the left... the howling direwolf of House Stark.

“What will it do?” asked Jon.

“Nothing,” said Daenerys, “but that is the point.”

Jon held his hand up and let some blood fall onto the brazier. It hissed when it hit the metal, but nothing happened other than the blood vanishing.

“Now, the other two,” said the Empress.

Jon dripped some blood into the middle one, the Targaryen one. As soon as his blood hit the metal, the brazier lit with fire, despite no wood there to burn. Jon- having enough familiarity with magic to have expected something like this- did not startle. Instead, he did as ordered, and dripped some blood into the Stark brazier. It, too, burst into flame.

“Do you understand what this is showing?” asked Daenerys.

“Aye,” confirmed Jon. “Our blood. If you have the blood, it causes flame. I don’t have Dayne blood.”

“You do... but only a little. Aegon the Fifth’s mother was Dyanna Dayne. He was the father of Jaeharys, who was the father of Aerys the Mad King, who was the father of Rhaegar, who was the father of...”

“Us,” finished Jon. “Aye, I suppose this is proof I am the son of Rhaegar and Lyanna.”

Daenerys waved her hand over each brazier and the flames went out. She pulled off her glove and took up a second knife. She cut her hand and dripped blood into the Targaryen brazier. It lit with flame. She then moved it left, over the Stark brazier.

Given the conversation, Jon was not at all surprised that it, too, lit up.

“You are my sister,” said Jon quietly.

Daenerys glanced at Jon warily and then moved her hand to the third one. A few drops of blood fell onto the Dayne brazier.

It burst into flame as well. Jon couldn’t understand...

“Rhaegar Targaryen sired me,” said Daenerys quietly. “Lyanna Stark birthed me. Ashara Dayne paid her life for mine, through blood magic. Davos could speak of what such foul sorcery can do, I believe. Melisandre of Asshai bedded Stannis Baratheon and took from him a portion of his essence, to birth a babe of shadow that murdered his brother. Ashara Dayne gave of her essence, of her shadow, so I could live. I was born of Rhaegar Targaryen’s seed, Lyanna Stark’s body, and Ashara Dayne’s soul. She is my mother, in more than heart. Her sacrifice reshaped me. Her blood does flow in my veins, joined by the blood of the wolf and the blood of the dragon. I am Dayne as much as I am Stark and Targaryen. Three who died so I could live.”

Child of three , whispered in Jon’s mind. Daughter of death.

And even if that wasn’t true... Ned Stark is your father, Jon,” continued Daenerys. “Not a man who died when you were but newly born. We are not defined by our blood, but by those who raised us. If my mother had never been forced to sacrifice herself for me, as any mother would, she would still be my mother. She would be my mother in my heart, as surely as Arya is your sister no matter who sired you, and that would be blood enough for me.”

Jon stood and took a few steps forward. “Can I hug you?” he asked gently, remembering what had happened the last time he had done so, unwarned. Dany nodded. Jon stepped forward cautiously and wrapped his arms around her. “You’re right,” he said. “They are your family, and the North… would probably never understand this. Let them judge you for who you are. If they’re too stupid to see how amazing you are, that’s their own problem. You’re no more the Mad King’s daughter now than when you thought you were.”

Jon pulled back, and Dany gave him a watery smile. Jon bowed and turned to leave. “Jon,” she said. “What happened that day in the throne room... I understand. There was no way you could have known. ‘Let it be fear, then,’ is what I’d told you. There was only one conclusion you could have reached. And you still tried to give me a chance, you still wanted to believe in me, even as I vowed to burn the world down and call it freedom. You’re the best man I’ve ever met in my life. I’ve always thought that, from the moment I got to know you. I don’t want you back as a lover... but I’m honored to call you my brother. And even without... what we discussed today, if my mother’s womb had been the one that bore me.... I’d still call you my brother. Not half-brother. Not anymore. I’ve made many mistakes in my life. I can’t hold that one against you, not anymore. I don’t… I don’t know if I ever really did. I forgive you."

Jon felt as if a colossal weight that he hadn’t even been realizing he’d been carrying fell off him. He didn’t bother to ask this time; he threw himself at Daenerys and she spread her arms and they hugged as tightly as they’d ever in their lives, tears running down both their cheeks.

“I knew you would hug me the moment I said those words,” said Daenerys, “but in the future, please keep asking. For a time, at least.”

“Aye,” agreed Jon. “I understand.” His brow furrowed thoughtfully. “You’re right. I don’t know Rhaegar Targaryen. You, at least, had stories of him. All I ever heard was that he was the man who kidnapped and raped Lyanna Stark. Ned Stark raised me. He protected me.”

“Why didn’t he come for me?” asked Daenerys, her voice quivering slightly.

Suddenly Jon realized that Dany’s reluctance to accept the North, to accept the Starks, had another reason. A far more heartbreaking one.

Eddard Stark had never come for her. He had left her.

Jon didn’t answer. He couldn’t answer. In truth… he had no clue. It went against everything he thought he knew of Eddard Stark. Would he really have left his own niece alone in foreign lands?

Daenerys sensed Jon’s hesitation and hugged him tighter, crying against him. Jon held his sister closely.

 

Arya approached Jon carefully as he stared at the Dawnthrone. “You look happy,” she said.

Jon turned and gave her a smile, but his eyes were watery from tears from the sheer emotion running through him. “Aye,” he said. “I suppose I’m the happiest I’ve been in years.”

“What happened?”

Jon hesitated. He blunk a few times to fight back the tears. “She forgave me,” he said.

Arya raised an eyebrow. “Daenerys? She forgave you?”

“Aye. She said... she thought I was the best man she’d ever met. That she couldn’t hold it against me, not when I had no way of knowing. Not when the last thing she’d said to me was ‘let it be fear’. She called me brother... no ‘half’ about it.”

“She’s always called you brother,” observed Arya. “At least to me.”

Jon chuckled. “Has she?” He’d never really noticed that, but yes. It was only in that first conversation Daenerys had insisted he was her half-brother. Who had she been trying to convince, he wondered? Herself? She was his sister. His little sister.

And so was Arya, blood be damned. It was just like Dany had said.

“Was she like this?” asked Arya. “Six years ago? Is this why you fell in love with her?”

Jon considered his answer. “Her true nature was,” he said. “I’d always known it, seen how she talked and was with her followers. In Westeros, we’d have mocked her. Making friends with freed slaves. Dwarves. Eunuchs. She didn’t care. She was a bit arrogant, aye... but Davos and I, we could see her good heart. It was when I awoke... after the lake. After she’d lost a dragon saving our lives. She’d sat with me until I awoke, crying for her child. When I told her I was sorry, she said, she wasn’t. She’d had to see it to know. She allied with us unconditionally, and I thought... this was the best woman I’d ever known in my life. I bent the knee to her not because she wanted me to, not because it was the only way she’d help... but because I believed in her.”

“Why didn’t you ever tell us that?” asked Arya.

“Lots of things stopped making sense the day we arrived at Winterfell,” said Jon. “It was like all sense and reason went out the window. The North wanted to die rather than accept her help. I became so scared of losing their respect that I acted like I’d bent the knee because I had to, not because I wanted to. You... you loved Targaryens, and you didn’t even give her a chance. I never even introduced her to Ghost.”

“We can’t focus on how bad the past was,” said Arya. “You and she... aren’t...”

“No,” said Jon firmly. “By the Gods, Arya, it was bad enough for me to think she was my aunt. You think I’m going to leap into bed with her again knowing she’s my sister?”

“Half-sister,” corrected Arya.

Jon paused. “Even when I thought I was Ned Stark’s bastard,” he said carefully, “you were no less my sister because we didn’t have the same mother. She’s my sister. And so are you. And if there’s one thing I want, it’s for my pack to never go against each other again.”

“Sansa hates Daenerys,” said Arya.

“Do you?” asked Jon plainly.

Arya considered her answer, then shook her head. “No. But Sansa’s my sister. I can’t... Daenerys, I know she’s your sister, but she’s not one of us. I can’t go against family.”

“Aye. Nor can I,” said Jon simply. “But Sansa’s making her own choices. I’ll never harm her... but I’ll never forgive her for breaking my trust six years ago. Dany hates her, Arya. And she’s still willing to let her sit in Winterfell as Lady of Winterfell and Wardenness of the North, because she knows that that’s what’s best for the North. Sansa as Wardeness, me as King... and aye, Daenerys as Empress.”

“But we’ve taken it back,” said Arya.

Jon gave Arya a disbelieving glance. “Have we? Because Sansa’s here begging for help to take it back from Bran. And there’s only one way for her to get it. Her pride won’t let her. Her hatred won’t let her. I assure you, if she manages, somehow, to take it back another way... I won’t war with her for it. I won’t invade and force her to bend the knee. Nor will Dany. But you and I and Dany and even Sansa know the terms- if she wants Imperial help, it has a single term. Bend the knee, to me.”

Arya sighed. “You’re right,” she admitted. “There’s no reason Daenerys should wage a war to put Sansa on the throne and get nothing back from it. Alliances work two ways. But the North... they hate her. They won’t like it. What will she do to them if they rise up?”

“Punish the leaders,” said Jon simply. “Aye, probably a few executions by dragonfire. A few legions sent over to let everyone know that defiance isn’t worth it. And then she’ll set about doing for the North what she’s doing for Essos. If they still hate her after she helps them... that’s their own problem. But she won’t burn castles or butcher smallfolk.”

“And if they never accept her?” asked Arya.

They turned to see Daenerys approaching slowly. “Freedom is making your own choices,” she said. “Who would it be making this choice? The lords, or the people? If the people reject me... I will give them their freedom. They will lose my protection from their lords. If it’s the lords? I confess... I care little for them. They’ll learn.”

“But the lords are the people,” said Arya. “The Northern lords are good men. Not tyrants.”

Daenerys blinked. “It isn’t blood or where a person who comes from that makes them tyrants, or benevolent rulers. Brandon Stark was of your house, the chosen, groomed heir to Winterfell, and he raped my mother. Roose Bolton was an evil man, as was his son Ramsay. How many lords sided with the Starks when evil men ruled over them, after the Red Wedding but before the Battle of the Bastards? How many stayed safely in their castles as Jon fought to take back his home?”

“And who came to defend us when asked?” asked Jon to Arya pointedly.

“How many good men have you met who are not of the North?” asked Daenerys. “Gendry Baratheon, you and he were close. Do you write off trusting him merely because he was not of the North? Ser Davos is one of the finest men I’ve ever met. Your brother Robb fell in love with a woman from Volantis- her favorite uncle sits on my Elder Council. It is by one's actions they should be judged. If your sister had treated me better six years ago, not broken her brother’s trust, even if she had come here and begged my forgiveness... I may have helped her. Even despite all her attempts to inspire treason in my followers, I still have not thrown her out of my lands. Because it is what is best for the North. You know I do not need her. Stark blood in Winterfell. Stark blood in King’s Landing.”

Jon shot a glance at her that let her know what he was thinking. Stark blood on the Dawnthrone.

Arya sighed. “I understand. You’re right. Sansa wants your help. You’re perfectly within reason to have a price for it. You came to defend us six years ago. You lost a dragon saving our King, my brother- and yours, though you didn’t know it. We should have trusted you then. Westeros would be in much better shape if we had. Instead, we trusted Bran, and Tyrion and Davos... they both say he’s not a good ruler. And I do trust Gendry. But his father hadn’t burnt my grandfather and uncle alive.”

“Nor did mine,” said Daenerys simply. “Even so, a child should not be blamed for their father’s actions. Nor, though, should they be praised for their father’s virtues. My father’s only rash action was loving Lyanna Stark. He wanted to overthrow his father, you know. He and Lyanna and my mother spoke of it often, how it would be when the Rebellion was over and they removed Aerys from the throne and lived together in the Red Keep.”

Arya narrowed her eyes. “Your mother?” she asked.

Jon cleared his throat. “Arya... Rhaegar- our father... Lyanna, and Lady Ashara, they were... together. All of them. In...”

Arya’s eyes went wide. “They were lovers?”

“Aye. You’re not... surprised?”

“I’ve been to many places in the world, Jon, these last few years. It’s nowhere near the weirdest thing I’ve heard of.”

“In Leng it is customary for the God-Empress- or, Queen now- to take two husbands,” said Daenerys. “One from the Yi Ti cultured northern half of the island. One from the native southern half. The Emperors of Yi Ti usually had harems of wives, of different ranks and importance.”

Arya looked at Daenerys. “Jon is my brother,” she said. “No matter who his parents truly were. He trusts you. Sansa doesn’t. They’re both my family. You haven’t hurt Sansa, despite the fact that you hate her. And I know if the roles were reversed, if you were in her power... you’d be in prison, or dead. She broke Jon’s trust. If Jon trusts you... if Jon bends the knee to you... I trust you. If you’re his sister, then you’re his blood. And that’s enough for me. Any blood of Jon is my blood, too. You’re part of his pack, which makes you part of mine, too. I’ll stand by you.”

Daenerys’s eyes shined brightly. “You say this, even though we have no blood in common?” she asked.

“I do,” repeated Arya fervently.

Dany extended her hand. Without even a second’s hesitation, Arya took her forearm, and the two grasped.

“You’ll understand if I cannot fully let you in on my councils yet,” said Daenerys. “I do not intend to move against or harm your sister- not unless she forces me to- but if she decides Bran is the lesser of two evils, she may attempt to negotiate with him.”

“I think she hates Bran more than you,” said Arya.

Dany chuckled. “Well, at least she’s wise enough to hate one who actually betrayed her more than one who she betrayed.”

“Out of curiosity… how did you get the Faceless Men on your side?”

The Empress smiled. “Jaqen H’ghar said you never really did understand. ‘There is only one god, and he has many faces.’”

“He said many of them are you now,” said Arya.

“Look in that bag hanging on your belt and you’ll understand.”

Arya’s eyes narrowed in curiosity. She reached into the small bag on her waist. It was full of coins. She pulled one out and looked at it. It was one of the newly minted ones, fresh from Braavos. It had the Imperial sigil, framed by text.

“What’s it say?” asked Jon.

Dāriontoliot Ñāqes ,” read Arya off the top line. “Empire of the Dawn.” She moved on to the bottom line. “ Iā Sȳrkta Vys - A Better World.”

Jon gave a glance at Daenerys. “A world no one has ever seen before,” he said.

“A good world,” confirmed Daenerys.

Jon was visibly tense. Even despite seeing all Dany had done for her people, the memories of her using that exact phrase as she vowed to spread her poison-induced madness to all the world made him deeply uneasy. “How do you know what’s good?”

Daenerys extended her arms around the room, gesturing at the tables. “Through wise counsel. Through the people. Through mass wisdom. Not because I know what is good.”

Jon took a deep sigh of relief.

“Still don’t understand,” said Arya.

“The other side,” said Daenerys.

Arya flipped it over. On the other side, as was typical of coins, was a profile of the Amethyst Empress. The top line read “Melkasta Dariatoliot. ” Amethyst Empress. The bottom, “ Daenērys Targārien .”

“What do you see?” asked Daenerys.

“Just you,” said Arya.

“Yes. There is only one god. And he has many faces.”

Arya suddenly realized. It made perfect sense.

The coin was printed with Daenerys’s face.

As were a great many coins, from the furthest East, to the shores of the Narrow Sea. Nearly every monarch and ruler in history had done the same thing, but their faces on their coins.

Money.

The many-faced god was money.

“How expensive was it to get them on your side?” asked Arya.

“Exorbitantly,” replied Daenerys. “Fortunately, a few expeditions into Old Valyria have paid for everything.”

“You’ve braved Valyria?” asked Arya, amazed.

“Many things are easier when you have dragons to support your expeditions,” said Daenerys. “And we have discovered much.”

Arya couldn’t help but smile and wonder if she could join one of those expeditions.

Notes:

"Howling forever alone" is such an interesting word choice by GRRM there, isn't it?

Dragons don't howl.

Wolves do.

(Laughs maniacally)

 JUST WHEN YOU THINK YOU HAVE ALL THE ANSWERS...

I CHANGE THE EQUATION.

As Jon says, there's nothing half about Dany being his sister. She is Ashara Dayne's adopted daughter (but no less her daughter for that). Her biological parents are Rhaegar Targaryen and Lyanna Stark.

All that shit in S8 about "we can't trust her, she isn't one of us" is BULLSHIT because she's ALWAYS been one of them.

And that's not even all the quotes I can muster from the books to prove that Dany has Stark blood. I can point out that in her House of the Undying vision that foreshadows the Red Wedding, the Wolf King (Robb with Grey Wind's head) is looking at her for help. "Mute appeal." I use another quote in the next chapter. Dany describes herself as coming into the world "howling." She's a natural rider on horses, just like Lyanna Stark. Her entire PERSONALITY can be described as the Stark's (in)famous "wolf blood." There are also a few hints from Ned's dream of the Tower of Joy that there might have been a storm brewing- the winds are described as heavy, the sky as blood-streaked (red sky at dawn, sailors take warning), and "a storm of rose petals" blow by. I.e., storm = Stormborn.

I can't reconcile the timeline fully in my head; in this fic I assume GRRM is telling the truth when he says Jon is 8-9 months older than Dany (which how convenient, that's the length of a pregnancy). He might very well be outright lying (which fair play to him, I'd totally do it too if it preserved my biggest twist), or pulling an Obi-Wan and speaking "from a certain point of view." Jon is thus not the babe Lyanna died birthing at the Tower of Joy- that was Dany, who was born early due to stress-induced premature labor, and in absence of modern medical technology, the only way to save her life was through blood magic. Ned was not at all inclined to take Dany from the Daynes because he knew to do such would be to condemn her to certain death (even if the maester told him Dany would not survive). He thus allowed himself to believe Ashara was Dany's bio-mom because doing such allowed his niece to live out her few days in peace and comfort.

Ashara paid her life for Dany, and the blood magic altered Daenerys. She became bound by blood to House Dayne as well as House Targaryen and House Stark. A "child of three" bloodlines, of three parents. A union of three ancient bloodlines.

And because of Ashara's self-sacrifice, she survived... and Ned never came for her. Everyone involved knows that Ned knew that Dany was Lyanna's daughter. He protected Lyanna's son... but in Dany's mind, cast out Lyanna's daughter.

Dany hates Eddard Stark. She knows he knew who she really was... and he left her with Viserys. A young girl who only ever dreamed back then for a home. She awoke from death to know that she had a family, an uncle... and that uncle left her.

This is her deepest, most severe trauma, and rather than process it properly, she buried it. It's a wound that's been festering since the moment she awoke after death. Her Stark family has, in her mind, betrayed her for her whole life. She buried it but now it's been found out and needless to say, as Jon realizes, this changes literally everything.

Jon's a secret Targaryen.

But Dany's a secret STARK.

Jon's unburied the truth. Now it remains to be seen if Dany can keep him the only one who knows.

NEXT TIME:
1. Of course she fucking can't.

Chapter 10: The Pack

Summary:

“For a long moment there was no sound but the wind and the water and the creak of leaf and limb. And then, far far off, beyond the godswood and the haunted towers and the immense stone walls of Harrenhal, from somewhere out in the world, came the long lonely howl of a wolf. Gooseprickles rose on Arya’s skin, and for an instant she felt dizzy. Then, so faintly, it seemed as if she heard her father’s voice. ‘When the snows fall and the white winds blow, the lone wolf dies, but the pack survives,’ he said.”

- Arya X, A Clash of Kings

“Off in the distance, a wolf howled. The sound made her feel sad and lonely, but no less hungry.”

- Daenerys X, A Dance with Dragons

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

The next day they had the first meetings to discuss the impending invasion of Westeros.

Jon, Tyrion, Davos, Tormund, and Yara were the Westerosi faces, besides Dany and her family. They were joined by Bu Dai, Doniphos Paenymion, and a handful of Legion commanders. Two of whom had black clothing underneath their armor.

“Shall we begin?” asked Daenerys. She gestured down at the table at a large map of Westeros. “Not quite as fine as the Painted Table in Dragonstone, but we will make do. We have two main goals for this. Seat my brother, King Jon, as King in King’s Landing, and ruler over all Westeros.” Yara cleared her throat meaningfully. Daenerys glanced at her. “Excepting the Iron Islands, which will remain in direct fealty to the Dawnthrone.” Yara smirked. Daenerys continued. “Our second main goal is the return of the White Walkers in the north. Currently, they are contained beyond the Wall, but history has shown that counting on the Wall to keep them out indefinitely is foolhardy. King Jon?”

Jon nodded. “So far, the Army of the Dead is nowhere near the numbers we faced six years ago,” he said. “The White Walkers have not come down from the Lands of Always Winter. Rather, they’re sending wights to track down whoever they can, killing them, and hauling their bodies back to be reanimated. They are the greater threat. It’s as true today as it was six years ago.”

“The Wall still stands,” said Davos. “Queen Sansa repaired it, didn’t she?”

“Aye, she did the best she could, but it’s still weak.” Jon traced his finger over the Wall. “Fact still remains, the Wall is our best advantage. We lost it six years ago and we only won because Arya was able to kill the Night King. I don’t know if he’s back. In my opinion... if I can offer it, Your Majesty?”

“You know Westeros better than I do,” said Dany gently. “Go ahead.”

Jon tapped on Winterfell. “Our first efforts should be to take Winterfell. It is imperative we man the Wall again, as quickly as we can. We cannot hold the Wall without holding Winterfell- our supply trains from White Harbor and other ports would be in jeopardy, constantly. While we have the Wall held, we can send our armies south to remove Bran from King’s Landing. Then, we... I can call all the banners of the south and we can return north to deal with the White Walkers, hopefully before they get through the Wall again.”

The room thought it over. “Do you think the North will be so eager to bend the knee?” asked Tyrion.

“Depends who they’re bending it to,” admitted Jon. “If we can get Sansa on side, it should help. Otherwise... Stark blood would help. But they know her.”

“They know you as well,” said Davos.

“Aye, they knew me as well six years ago, and how much did they trust me? They’ll call me the King Who Knelt Twice. First as King in the North, second as King of the Seven Kingdoms.” Jon shook his head. “It won’t be the worst thing I’ve been called. Aye, some lords might protest. If we can get some of the more powerful ones on side, like the Manderlys, maybe the Glovers... Still, with enough forces, we should be able to keep them calm.”

“I know it went horribly wrong six years ago,” said Tyrion, “but I stand by what I said then. We should seek allies. The less foreign our army, the better.”

“It will be less foreign than you think,” responded Daenerys tartly. She turned to the two black-clad commanders. “May I introduce Rōvudrāzmios - or Generals, since you don’t speak Valyrian- Franklyn, of First Onyx, and Mallor Sand, of Third Onyx. The three Onyx Legions are Westerosi. William Rivers has Second Onyx, but he is not here.”

Arthur’s mouth twisted in the faintest of smiles as Tyrion looked dumbfounded. “You were able to recruit Westrosi legions?” he asked. “How?”

“Exiles, refugees, glory-seekers, adventurers. Ironborn. Dornish. Disgruntled Reachmen.”

Tyrion’s face lit with a smile. “You built armies of Westerosi soldiers to make your invasion more palatable.”

Daenerys raised an eyebrow playfully. “I do remember some of what you said six years ago during my invasion.”

Tyrion grinned. “I’m surprised, given how poorly that went.”

“Yes, and you’ll note you’re here to advise me from a political perspective. Not military strategy.”

Tyrion’s face fell, but he had to concede the Empress had a point. “Well, on that topic. Allies.” Tyrion gestured at Dorne. “Dorne has never sat entirely well under Bran’s rule. You having Dornish blood might make them very amenable to an alliance.”

Daenerys glanced up to spot Jon looking at her knowingly. Jon then glanced across the table to see Ashara watching him carefully. Jon quickly returned his gaze to the map.

“Yes,” agreed Dany. “Having a Dornishwoman for a mother might help our cause.” Ashara nodded.

“In addition, Gendy Baratheon. If we can get Arya to our side, that might make it even easier, they seemed close a few years ago.” Tyrion sighed. “The Westerlands have certainly happily crowned a new leader by now. Perhaps my cousin Joy. She was a bastard but Bran could have legitimized her.”

“Riverlands and Vale are gonna be harder,” said Davos, tapping on each on the map. “Edmure Tully’s Bran’s uncle. Robin Arryn’s his cousin, and Yohn Royce sits on his small council. They’ll feel obligated to side with their kin.”

“So we can count on probably Dorne and the Stormlands,” said Daenerys. “Five of the Seven Kingdoms will remain loyal to Bran.”

“We can probably inspire many Reach houses to rise up,” offered Tyrion. “Bronn was not popular. It was half my time as Bran’s Hand keeping them from rising up against him. Leyton Hightower might accept an offer as Warden of the South and Lord Paramount of the Reach.

“Perhaps.” Daenerys looked around. “Does anyone have an issue with King Jon’s strategy of hitting the North first?”

“The Raven King is the more dangerous target,” said Yara. “We should hit him. Surround King’s Landing at once and drag him out of the Red Keep and burn him alive.”

Daenerys flinched and a ghost of horror entered her eyes. “I think you can understand my reluctance to target King’s Landing with dragons,” she said.

“I’ve never fought these White Walkers,” said General Franklyn. “But from the stories, I can’t imagine a cripple is a greater threat.”

“They are as terrifying as all the stories,” confirmed Daenerys. “Especially if the Night King is back. He killed one of my children with but a single throw of a spear.”

Davos stepped to the table. “So we take Winterfell,” he said. “Hopefully the Northern lords bend the knee to Lady Sansa, or Lady Allyria. We’ll have Jon, so we’ll have proof Bran framed Lady Stark. Then, what forces do we head south with? How many Legions are we bringing? Just the Onyx?”

“I think we’ll bring First and Third Ruby as well,” said Daenerys. “Seventy seven thousand troops… and a few dragons.”

“And the freefolk,” said Tormund meaningfully. “They’re all you need.”

Daenerys and Jon smiled. “Do we have the ships to get them all over in a single trip?” asked Jon.

Daenerys looked over at Yara, who smirked. “We’ve the largest fleet in history,” she said. “Braavos, Volantis, Bay of Dragons, the Iron Fleet. Aye, we’ve got enough ships.”

Jon nodded. “Assuming the Northern lords cooperate,” he said, “I’d say we head south with four of the five legions, and send one and the Northern army to hold the Wall. I don’t know how large the Northern army is, but hopefully it’s recovered from the Battle of Winterfell.” He sighed. “It’d be real useful if Sansa bent the knee…”

“That is up to her,” said Daenerys gently. She nodded. “I agree with my brother. Once we have Winterfell and control of the North, we bring four legions south. We should have control of the seas.”

“You will have control of the seas,” said Yara insistently. “Redwyne fleet, royal fleet… we’ll deal with all of them.”

“If necessary we can bring over Emerald legions. I’ll have orders sent to Meereen to have the Ruby legions begin to muster. Admiral Greyjoy, have enough ships sent to the cities on the Bay of Dragons that the legions can meet us at sea as we take sail.”

“I’ll see it done,” said Yara, nodding.

“Then I believe we’re suited for now.” Daenerys looked at the black-clad commanders. “Prepare your legions. You’re going home.”

The two smiled. They saluted their Empress, and then turned and saluted their King. Jon blank.

He had command of legions. He hadn’t even really realized it until now.

So long as he stayed loyal to Dany.

That would not be a problem.


Arya could see it in Jon. Daenerys’s forgiveness had meant the world to him. He had not only gotten her forgiveness.

He had forgiven himself.

There was no tension left between them. Still no lust, which Arya privately was very thankful for. Well, Daenerys still was visibly wary of Jon’s movements, but that was expected. Arya still had flashes of King’s Landing when she heard the roar of a dragon.

What a group they were. Broken. All of them in some way, broken. Even Arya. Especially Arya.

Arya knew Daenerys was not perfect. Especially not before. Even Jon had admitted, Daenerys had been very insistent Jon bend the knee to her, or else she would not help. Would she have eventually relented on that demand if she had not fallen in love with Jon?

But that said, even Arya had to admit… Jon had not built a good case. He had shown up at Dragonstone demanding Daenerys put her life’s ambition on hold to help him against a fantastical sounding threat. A man she had never met making demands… angry at her for not stopping everything and believing him at once.

It was perhaps a sign of her good-hearted nature that Jon hadn’t had his head removed at once for refusing to bend the knee. Even then, nobody had known of Jon’s parentage. That he had a better claim- though Arya noted with loyal councilors giving good advice, she had torn Jon’s claim to shreds in about five minutes.

Arya could actually see what Jon had seen in her now, though. Especially now that she had become closer with Jon again. Especially now that she was in her element, dealing with people who didn’t hate her. She didn’t look at people and see them as the Westerosi lords did- dwarfs, bastards, women, eunuchs. She saw people for people, and she did what she could for all of them. She was fiercely protective of her people.

She had lost half her army protecting the North… and the Starks had still been so ungrateful that they refused to help her against Cersei. Cersei, who they knew was evil. Cersei, who had betrayed them, and kept her army away from the Army of the Dead. Cersei, who with her fresh forces, never would have let the North be. The moment she’d heard the Dead had been defeated, she’d have marched north, to put an end to all of them.

But Arya wasn’t fully convinced until she tagged along on one of Daenerys’s few visits into the city. Jon had gone with. Sansa had stayed behind to lick her wounds and see if she could magic up an army capable of challenging Bran in the North.

It had been a trip to an orphanage.

The conditions were, to say the least, appalling.

For the first time, Arya had seen the Dragon Queen again on Daenerys’s face. She had turned her furious gaze towards the caretakers, and ordered them arrested. They had protested, but the state of the children… they were skin and bones. Sickly.

Bu Dai had accompanied her, and despite the fact that she was just as horrified as the rest, she had sidled next to the Empress. “There are no laws that they have broken,” she said.

“I am the Empress,” responded Daenerys. “And there will be laws.” Dai had nodded.

Daenerys had then ordered the Imperial Guard to take the children back with them to the Palace. They had been looked over by Daenerys’s personal healers. She had sat with them and feasted them at her personal dining table, listening to their stories. All of which were heartbreaking.

It was a shade of tyranny, but it was for the greater good.

The next day, the Elder Council had vigorously debated orphanage reform across the entire Empire. Laws had been made and changed, and it was mandated that every city in the Empire would host bodies determined to make sure that all orphanages were up to Imperial code.

It had been a very spirited debate. And what shocked most of all was that at least once, when Daenerys offered a suggestion, her council had disagreed with her. Without fear. And she had accepted their ideas and suggestions. But in the end, they had reached a consensus, and rather than Daenerys making it a law, she had the entire Council vote. They had approved the law, and that was that. Word would be sent across the Empire at once.

Arya thought of all the other monarchs she had met. Robert Baratheon would have gotten angry, screamed at someone, then gone and fucked a whore and forgotten all about the orphans. Joffrey and Cersei would not have even bothered to visit. Well, Joffrey might, just to laugh at and mock the orphans. Tommen? He would have cared, but not been forceful enough to actually see real changes.

Jon? He would have cared, but how many of the lords would have helped him make changes?

Sansa? Arya was sure she’d have made changes, but would she have not made kingdom wide changes? She wasn’t sure.

It was as Jon had said. Daenerys had a good heart.

And it was now mended… mostly.

But Daenerys hated the North. That much was clear. Arya understood why. She didn’t think the North was entirely at fault, but she did recognize that they had been unfair to Daenerys. But there seemed something deeper than that.

She still spoke of Eddard Stark- Arya’s father- with rancor. Even as she called Jon his son and praised him as such out of one side of her mouth, from the other, she mocked all of House Stark, and hated Arya’s own father. And not just him. But all the North.

Arya trusted that Daenerys had good intentions, but she wanted Daenerys to see that the North might not see it her way. Not at first, at the very least. To convince Daenerys to lay aside her hatred for the whole of the North, for the smallfolk.

She found the Empress alone. Without any Imperial Guards, even, standing in a courtyard at dusk, staring at a statue. A statue of a beautiful woman, with a long, flowing blue dress, brown hair, and grey eyes.

“Is that Lyanna Stark?” asked Arya.

Daenerys jumped slightly, as Arya had snuck up on her. “Yes,” she confirmed after a moment.

“She does look a little like me. My face is longer, though.” Arya stepped next to Daenerys. “Your mother had this statue built?”

“She did. She loved Lyanna so much. And Rhaegar…” Daenerys sighed. “How different the world would be if they had all lived.”

Arya studied her aunt’s face. She was dead certain that this was as lifelike a recreation as ever. She could see Jon in his mother.

She knew faces.

And yet this statue gave Arya an ominous feeling, for a reason she couldn’t quite place.

“Can I help you, Arya?” asked Daenerys… partially to take Arya’s attention off the statue before she saw what else there was to see there.

“I had some questions for you about the North,” admitted Arya, turning away from the stone Lyanna Stark and towards Daenerys. “About what you intend to do with it.”

“I intend to bring it into my better world,” said Daenerys. “A better world for all the people.”

“I see that. I was with you at the orphanage, after all.”

Daenerys raised an eyebrow. “You disapprove?”

“You’re talking to a former acolyte of the Faceless Men,” said Arya. “Sometimes I understand that sometimes justice, and what’s right, and the law doesn’t always add up.”

“But I am the Empress. My word is law.”

“I don’t think you see it that way. Not unless you have to.” Arya circled Daenerys, studying her face. “And I want to keep the North protected.”

“You swore to stand by me,” said Daenerys.

“I did. I trust you. You have a good heart. But do you agree with the North on certain things? That’s what concerns me. How many lords will you kill for claiming you burnt a million people? They are ignorant. But they hated you before. And they have more reason to hate you now.”

“You think they will not believe me?” asked Daenerys. “I know they won’t. Even if you, and Jon, and even Sansa were to inform them of the truth… they’ll go on believing the lies that are easy for them. Because they want to hate me. Bigoted, hateful people. All of them. Your sister most of all. Did she project her own lust for power onto me? Did the North think that I, who had seen more of the world than they could imagine existed, thought little of them, as they thought of me?”

This was what concerned Arya. Daenerys had a reason to hate Sansa. Hells, she had reason to hate Jon, and Arya. But it was the entirety of the North that drew her ire. Not just those who had personally wronged her. What had the smallfolk done?

“I can see why you hate Sansa,” said Arya. “But the whole North, too? Why do you hate them?”

Daenerys took a deep breath. “On the ship between Dragonstone and White Harbor,” she began, “Jon told me about his homeland. About how honorable the people were. The lords looked out for the smallfolk, and they worked together to survive winters. Like how the small town outside Winterfell was scarcely inhabited in the summer, but busy in winter, as the Starks hosted the people and protected them.

“Then we began the march. My army- the greatest the world had ever seen- was there to fight for them... and the people stared at them in distrust and hostility. Several times, they spat at them. Called them ‘foreign invaders’. I saw no honor in this. I saw people, the same as any of the lands I’d seen before. They cared more for where my people came from, than what they were there to do. I had come to fight and save them, and they hated me.

“But what hurt most of all was that when Jon did bend the knee- not literally, he was much too wounded for that- I had said, ‘what of those who have sworn allegiance to you?’ My own instincts had told me, this would not be something they would accept. He said, ‘they will see you for who you truly are.’ But they never saw me as anything more than they wanted to- the Mad King’s mad daughter. Jon had spoken so highly of his people, I thought... Olenna Tyrell and Ellaria Sand had both come to me for revenge. Because they hated Cersei, not for loving me. Jon was the first to pledge to me because he believed in me , not in what I could give him. I thought, if all the North were like their king... I would, perhaps, find a home there.

“And they hated me. Not only me, they hated all who followed me. Tyrion, I could understand. He’s a Lannister, after all. I could understand their skepticism of me, for in their minds House Targaryen had abducted and raped Lyanna Stark and then murdered their lord and his heir. But Missandei? How had she wronged them? The Unsullied and Dothraki were there to save THEIR lives and homes.

“And then it became apparent that my concerns had been right all along- Jon never should have bent the knee, for it turned his people against him as well. I’m sure the only reason they didn’t clamor to crown Sansa was that my armies and dragons were there.

“When I was brought back after... after King’s Landing, I knew the truth, and I realized... there was no honor in any of the North. Any of you. ‘The North Remembers’ you boast. ‘Whatever suits them’, I respond. The nearly three hundred years of Targaryen rule were ignored for the long-past days of the Kings of Winter, the Kings in the North. ‘We know no King but the King in the North, whose name is Stark’, they called, forgetting that only a few moons ago most of the Northern lords had chosen not to remember such, when the Boltons held Winterfell under the false Baratheon king Tommen. They had chosen Jon as King with only a bastard’s name, and him bending the knee had saved their lives, and they turned on him at once.

“And your family was no better. Jon knew more than any how it felt to be betrayed, to feel the knife of someone you trust pierce your heart... and that’s the manner he chose to end my life. Sansa broke oaths and whispered secrets for her own benefit- how convenient that she declared the North would never bow to a foreign king again, even though the king she refused to bow to was her own brother. She wanted Jon on the throne because she wanted him to grant the North independence and for her to be Queen. Or perhaps- and yes, this will disgust you- now that she knew Jon was her cousin, she wanted me removed so she could wed him herself, and become Queen of the Seven Kingdoms. Bran could have helped me, if he had chosen to remember , he who claims to be this world’s living memory, that it had been he more than all we fought so hard to defend. He could have told us of Euron Greyjoy’s ambush, he could have told us what Varys was planning, but he... let it happen. And then he let himself be made king.

“And you... you were the one who did me no wrong, personally. You never reached out, but nor did I. You see, I knew what you were from the moment I saw you. I’d spent my whole childhood running from assassins. I, too, know a killer when I see one.”

Arya could not help but concede the point on that one.

Daenerys continued, and Arya suddenly realized she was ranting, her eyes bright. “And though my mother assured me there were good Starks, doubts ate at me. What good? Lyanna Stark and Rhaegar Targaryen ran off together and started a war that killed thousands. Brandon Stark raped my mother, and my sister refuses to bear his name because of it. Your father never told Jon his truth, and allowed him to be made to feel like an outcast. Even Robb, when Jon dared make play at being lord of something, was quick to remind him bastards could never be lord of anything.

“And he knew... he knew who I was. And yet as he heard I had fallen into the care of Viserys Targaryen, homeless and hunted and hungry, he stayed in his seat, and did nothing. He only sheltered the one he could easily pass off as his own bastard. He must have known Lady Ashara was gone... that she had paid her life for me, and was now forced to watch me only from the shadows. And yet he sat there, happily serving the King, his dear friend, who would have seen both Jon and I dead if he knew the truth of our birth. House Targaryen had told the world I was the Mad King’s daughter. What risk was there to Eddard Stark or his family if his friend’s assassins found me? Would he have wept if I died, or wiped his brow with relief that his part in my life went to the grave with me?”

Daenerys fell to sit on the grass beneath the statue of Lyanna Stark, breathing heavily, her hand instinctively finding her chest, at a place where Arya knew she had taken a dagger to the heart.

“I... I don’t understand,” admitted Arya. “What did he know? That you were Ashara Dayne’s daughter? Why should he have come gotten you?”

Daenerys closed her eyes. She’d said too much now, for Arya to not figure it out on her own time. “Swear to me,” she said, “the same as you swore to Jon. We may not have a heart tree here, but swear it by the one in the Winterfell godswood, though it be across the length of the Narrow Sea and over half the lands of the North. Swear it as if we stood beneath its branches.”

“I can’t swear a secret I don’t know.”

“Jon knows it. He’d tell you to swear.”

Arya read Daenerys’s emotions, and she could see she spoke the truth. “I swear,” said Arya.

Daenerys smiled wanly, tears running down her cheeks. She looked down and fingered her amethyst brooch. A light seemed to shine from it.

“Look at me,” she said, looking back up, “and tell me what your father knew.”

Arya gaped.

In the light from the amethyst, Daenerys’s hair had turned brown. Her eyes were grey. And her skin had darkened very slightly.

She was the spitting image of the statue next to her, of the smiling, happy, beautiful Lyanna Stark.

“You’re Lyanna Stark’s daughter,” breathed Arya, stunned.

“Ashara Dayne could never give her husband a babe,” said Daenerys bitterly. “Twice she tried, and both times she lost it, to all their grief. The only child of her body that lived was the one she bore the man who raped her. Still she loved me as her daughter. Still Lyanna Stark entrusted her with me, when I was born early, weak and sickly. Still... when a day came where I ceased drawing breath, Ashara Dayne paid her life for mine. Foul, evil blood magic. I’ve hated it ever since the witch murdered my husband and babe... and yet I only live thanks to it. My mother gave of her soul for me. I am as bound to her through blood as I am the man who sired me or the woman who bore me. Child of three. Daughter of death.”

The glow from the amethyst faded and Daenerys’s features returned to normal as she sat there, crying. She looked down. “All I wanted when I was young was a home,” she said, sobbing. “And I had a family across the Narrow Sea, and an uncle that knew of me, who had kept my brother safe. But he cast me out because taking me in put them in danger. I do not reject Lyanna Stark, but I reject you all as my family. Your father knew I was his kin, though he pretended not to. He left me in foreign lands to be tormented and cared not if I died. House Stark has betrayed me for my whole life. I reject your honor.”

Arya was reeling as she stood above Daenerys, who was overcome and crying in earnest now.

Daenerys Targaryen was a Stark.

Of all the things Arya had been expecting Daenerys to say, that had never even crossed her mind.

She could hear her father’s words echo in her mind. ‘When the snows fall and the white winds blow, the lone wolf dies but the pack survives.’ How could father have left her? Had he known? He must have.

Had she misunderstood her father’s words? Even after he had entrusted Daenerys to Ashara Dayne, why had he not gone and gotten her when he knew she was living a nightmare life under the half-mad Viserys Targaryen? Why had he not saved her? He had left her as a lone wolf.

Was what father had meant... was it that the survival of the pack was more important than the survival of the lone wolf? Did he cast out the lone wolf, to ensure the survival of the pack? Did he condemn Daenerys to death for the sake of the safety of his own family?

Were the words Arya had clung to for strength in her family... actually her father’s attempts to justify abandoning his niece to whatever fate awaited her? That the lone wolf could die, so long as the pack survived?

Yet Daenerys hadn’t died. Not until winter had come.

The snows had fallen, the white winds had blown. The lone wolf had found her way to the pack, had found her way home, and the pack had rejected her.

The lone wolf had died, but the pack had survived.

Hadn’t it?

Was Arya off on her own, Sansa alone in the North, Jon exiled beyond the Wall, and Bran... well, was that even really Bran, Arya wondered. Was that the pack surviving? Or had it died the moment the lone wolf had?

They had all condemned the lone wolf to death. Sansa had schemed against her, knowing the only rule of the game of thrones- you win, or you die. She had tried very hard to make sure Daenerys didn’t win. Jon had killed her himself. Arya had told Jon to do it.

Rejecting Daenerys Targaryen had made kinslayers of them all.

No wonder the pack had separated. They were cursed. All of them.

Because they had refused to let the lone wolf in. Had refused to trust her. Jon trusted her. Jon had tried to bring her into the pack, and yet Arya and Sansa had thrown her out. They had forced Jon to choose, where he never once should have had to. And Bran had sat there on the side, watching it all, knowing all, surely. He had let the pack destroy itself, and now even though they were all together again, they were all just lone wolves squabbling at one another.

And yet Daenerys was back. Restored to life. There was a second chance. And still the pack had not accepted her. Still some tried to condemn her.

The pack had failed her once, Arya realized. House Stark had failed her. Arya’s father had failed her. Arya had failed her.

The pack would not fail her again. Arya would not fail her again.

The pack would be whole. The pack MUST be whole. Arya, Jon, Daenerys... and Allyria, Arya realized. Allyria was a wolf, too.

The pack would not reject Sansa. Sansa would need to decide for herself... rejoin the pack, or leave herself the lone wolf.

Live in the new pack.

Or die the lone wolf.

Arya knelt next to the weeping Empress. “Can I hug you?” she asked gently, remembering when Jon had told her that he had hugged her without asking when he first saw her again, and she had been terrified.

Daenerys smiled slightly despite her tears. “Only Jon needs to ask,” she said. “Because he did it once and put his dagger in my heart.”

“And I told him to,” said Arya, a few tears running down her own cheeks. She gently hugged Daenerys, who after a moment, hugged her back. “I’m sorry. On behalf of House Stark, I’m sorry. Father should have come for you. He should have rescued you. He left you alone. And because of that... we failed you. I failed you. Jon failed you. Sansa failed you. Bran... well, that isn’t Bran, is it?”

“I don’t think so,” said Daenerys.

“You’ve always been one of us. The lone wolf dies, but the pack survives. We held you out of the pack, and you died, and it destroyed us. I will not do so again. You and Jon are brother and sister, and Jon is my brother. That makes you my sister, too.” Daenerys choked a little bit on emotion and clenched slightly tighter to Arya.

“And Sansa?” asked Daenerys once her throat had opened up a bit.

Arya bit her lip. “You swore me to secrecy. I won’t tell her. But I ask you, please... don’t hold her out of the pack like we did to you.”

“What if she chooses to hold herself out?”

“Freedom is making your own choices. If she makes that choice... it’s on her.”

Daenerys hugged Arya. “I will never love your sister. I will never, likely, be fond of her. But for the sake of you and Jon... if Sansa wants to be part of this pack, then I will not reject her.” She fought down another wave of sobs. “Thank you, Arya,” she said.

Arya held her tightly. “I’ll talk with Sansa. I’ll tell her to accept your demands.”

“She won’t like that.”

“I don’t care.”

Daenerys chuckled. “Jon told me you like dragons,” he said. “If you would like, tomorrow morning, I’ll let you feed the baby dragons.”

“I was more hoping for a dragon ride,” confessed Arya.

Daenerys’s face fell apart. “I can’t,” she said. “I haven’t been able to ride Drogon in six years. He begs me to, he puts his head down, and I try and mount him… and then… I remember King’s Landing, and I can’t do it. It breaks his heart…”

Arya felt her own heart break and she hugged Daenerys tighter.

 

Arya found Sansa in her solar pacing again. Brienne was guarding her door.

“Have you decided if you’re going to accept the offer?” asked Arya simply.

“I don’t see that I have much choice,” said Sansa, sighing. “For now, at least.”

“What do you mean, ‘for now?’” asked Arya.

Sansa sat at her desk. “The game’s not over if we bend the knee,” she said simply. “The Northern lords will never accept having her as our overlord. Even if they know Jon, they hated him for bowing to her once before. They won’t feel better about him bending the knee again. No, we’ll play her game for a bit, and then when the time is right, we’ll make our move. We’ll take the North back, for House Stark.”

Arya felt sickened. “You’ll be swearing oaths to Jon,” she said simply. “You’ll be breaking your vows to him again.”

“I didn’t break any vows to Jon,” said Sansa scornfully. “He swore us never to tell anything he told us. He didn’t tell us, he had Bran do it.”

“You see how you ruined Jon’s life and you’re going to say you didn’t do anything wrong because of a loophole?” asked Arya indignantly. “He killed his sister because you caused her advisors to betray her. His sister who had come to defend us against the White Walkers.”

“Who was there to take our freedom from us,” snapped Sansa.

“Father always said we find our true friends on the battlefield,” retorted Arya, though after a moment, she hesitated. Were her father’s words something she really felt comfortable using anymore? “She came to prove herself our friend.”

“She proved herself a tyrant. She came to me and called it ‘Jon’s war.’ It was everyone’s war. She acted like she was doing us a favor by fighting alongside us, when if the White Walkers had won, everyone would have died.”

“At least she fought. You were in the crypt!”

Sansa stood, furiously. “The dead rose. People around us died!”

“Only because we were idiots and kind of forgot that the White Walkers could raise the dead!” snapped Arya. “I can’t hold that one against you. Jon knew, we all knew, not one of us considered it. It was like we had lost all ability to think. But while you were in the place we thought was safe, she was out there, fighting alongside us!”

“Just because she was there, it doesn’t mean she had any right to demand we bend the knee!” responded Sansa hotly.

“Jon did! Be angry at Jon if you want, but they chose him as King in the North, and he did what he thought was best for the North!”

“They should never have chosen him!’ shouted Sansa. “He was an idiot who gave them everything we had fought for.”

“Is that what it was about?” asked Arya. “Were you so angry that Jon was chosen as King in the North over you that you refused to trust him?”

“I had opportunities to have myself crowned Queen in the North,” hissed Sansa. “Do you not remember? Baelish was practically begging me to. The Northern Lords wanted me to. I stayed loyal to Jon. Even when I got the news he had bowed to his foreign whore, I didn’t turn against him.”

“But you didn’t trust him either!” said Arya fiercely. “You should have trusted Jon was too honorable to think with his cock instead of his head. You should have trusted that maybe if he had bent the knee, it was because he felt it was the right thing to do!”

He betrayed us!” screamed Sansa. “He betrayed his family, he betrayed the whole North! He handed the freedom father and Robb had died for to her. She seduced him into her bed. It was just like Cersei told me, a woman’s power is what is between her legs, and she waved it at Jon until he fell into bed with her and did whatever she wanted!”

“Her power was her cunt?” asked Arya in disbelief. “Sansa, she had the largest army in the world that was loyal to her and her alone, she had three dragons. If she had wanted the North it would have been hers with a snap of her fingers! We could never have fought her off! And if you didn’t think she was in love with Jon you were blind. She adored him, she would have done anything for him!”

“We should have died fighting her,” snarled Sansa. “Instead our King betrayed the whole North, and his family.”

Arya slammed her palms into the table in frustration. “She was his family too,” she responded. She was OUR family too. “He thought she was his aunt, but she was his sister the whole time-”

“Half-sister,” corrected Sansa.

“SISTER,” insisted Arya. “Yes, he’s our cousin in blood. But he’s our brother. And you broke your vow to him. Don’t bother to argue that Bran told us, not Jon. You broke your vow. And as a result, look what happened to us? You’re here in exile, trying to reclaim Winterfell. Jon’s putting the shattered pieces of his life back together. Bran… well, that’s not Bran. Not really.”

“So we should bend the knee to a tyrant,” said Sansa. “That’s what you’re saying.”

“She’s not a tyrant.”

“Oh, yes, you-”

“SHE’S NOT!” said Arya. “I’ve been watching her, I’ve been talking to her. Her people love her, and she protects the smallfolk. She understands. She’s letting me in, and she’s forgiven Jon, the man who killed her. She has a family that she loves and it’s all that’s keeping her going. She’s broken, Sansa, and she’s only just now starting to put herself back together. And we broke her. She came to fight for us and we repaid her with betrayal, and turned the man she loved against her until he had so lost faith in her that he murdered her. She’s shattered. And she rightfully blames House Stark for most of it.

“I should never have trusted you over Jon six years ago. You’re my sister, and he’s my brother. I should have trusted Jon. And I will now. He trusts her, so I will. She’s still giving you a chance to go home, Sansa. She thought I’d given her poisoned wine and she didn’t have me executed. That’s all I need to know. You need to shelve your pride, bend the knee. To Jon, if not to her. You owe him. And you know it.”

Sansa’s face was completely full of rage. “You’d side with her over your family.”

She is our family, Arya wanted to scream, but Arya Stark held true to her oaths. She would not break her vow. “She’s Jon’s family,” she said simply. “And Jon is my brother. She’s Allyria’s sister, and she’s a Stark in blood, even if she rejects our name. Daenerys has links to our blood. She wants to be part of the pack, Sansa. For Jon’s sake- for our own sake- I’m giving her that chance. If you want to go against the pack, if you want to be the lone wolf, that’s your choice. But remember father’s words. ‘When the snows fall and the white winds blow…’”

“‘The lone wolf dies, but the pack survives,’” finished Sansa. “You’d really go against your own sister?”

“It’s not me who’d be going against anyone. You and her might never get along, Sansa, but she’s willing to let you be part of the pack. Her warfleet is preparing to sail for Westeros. They’re going to retake the North first. They’re going to put someone in charge of the North as Jon’s Wardenness. Will it be you? Or will it be Allyria?”

Sansa snarled. “Get out. You’ll get your wish. I’ll bend the knee, but I won’t ever forget this.”

“Is losing your home worth your pride?” asked Arya bluntly. “Is a crown so important to you that you’d rather never go home?”

“I said, get. Out.

Arya held Sansa’s rage-filled eyes and stood. She left.

Once she was gone, Sansa screamed in rage, picked up a porcelain figure on her borrowed desk, and threw it against the wall, where it smashed into twenty pieces.

She turned to stare out the window but felt only more fury when she saw the Imperial flags over half the city.

 

Arya found Jon working with Davos and Tyrion on the exact wording that they’d be sending to the lords of Westeros.

“No, no, that sounds too aggressive,” said Tyrion.

“Some aggression is good,” argued Davos.

“It’s done,” said Arya. The three looked at her in confusion. “I’ve talked to Sansa. She’ll bend the knee.”

Their faces shifted to surprise. “How did you convince her of that?” asked Tyrion.

Arya sighed in disappointment. “I told her… Daenerys isn’t someone she needs to fear bending the knee to, and that it’s her only option to go home. She didn’t like it. She’s very angry with me. But Jon is my brother, Allyria is my cousin… Daenerys is their family. That makes her our family. We can’t let our family be divided.”

“Sansa will not see it that way,” said Tyrion.

“No, she won’t,” agreed Davos. “Bending the knee’s not in her nature.”

“Jon, could I have a word?” asked Arya.

“Of course,” agreed Jon. “I’ll be right back.”

He led Arya to his bedchambers nearby. Once they were safely shut in, Arya looked at Jon.

“She told you, didn’t she?” asked Jon.

“She didn’t want to,” admitted Arya. “She kind of got on a roll ranting about the North and how we’ve betrayed her her whole life. I couldn’t understand why she was angry at father for not coming to get her, if she was Ashara Dayne’s daughter. She… did you know her amethyst brooch is magic?”

Jon frowned. “I hadn’t actually considered it, but thinking about it… Melisandre was able to do magic with her ruby necklace. I’m not surprised she can do it, too.”

“She gave herself brown hair, grey eyes… when she did that she looks so much like Lyanna Stark.”

Jon nodded. “That’s how I figured it out. The statue- did she show you the statue?”

“That’s where I found her.”

“It wasn’t finished being painted yet. First glance, I thought it might be Daenerys. I rubbed the face. I… know those features. From before. Lady Ashara confirmed it.”

Arya shook her head. “And she’s sure father knew. And he left her. Even when he knew she was with Viserys Targaryen… he left her.”

Jon sighed. “I don’t know if he ever knew how bad she had it,” he admitted. “But aye, I’ve been thinking the same thing. Did he take one look at her and see her silver hair and purple eyes, and know that it would put his family in danger?”

“‘The lone wolf dies, but the pack survives.’ Did… did he mean something else by that? Was he telling us that he’d left a lone wolf to die, to ensure the survival of the pack?”

Jon sighed, sitting in a chair, his head in his hands, rubbing his hair. “There’s so much I’ve always wanted to ask him, but won’t ever get the chance. This, I think, tops the list. I can understand why he never told me who I was… he was protecting me, and he was loyal to King Robert. Couldn’t have me raising banners and trying to make myself King.”

“You’d have been a better King than that fat idiot,” said Arya. “His wife was fucking her own brother and he never realized the three kids weren’t his.”

“Maybe. I only met the man briefly, at Winterfell. You went to King’s Landing with him. He seemed maybe a decent man. Loved father… hated Targaryens.”

“He’d have killed you and the rest of us in a moment if he’d known what father had done. And father still served him,” said Arya bitterly.

“I know. He let me go off to the Wall. Did he want me to lose my claim? Did he let me swear it away so he could serve Robert Baratheon and not worry about the day I decided to fight for the throne? He told me, last time I saw him, the next time would be the time he told me about my mother. Would he have told me about my father? Would he have told me about my little sister? How he let her sit over there and be abused by Viserys Targaryen, sold to Khal Drogo, and raped?”

Arya sighed. “I don’t know,” she said. She sat next to Jon. “Maybe father really was too good to be true. He loved me. Indulged my… less lady-like activities. Hired me a sword trainer when he found Needle. But the idea that he left his own kin overseas...”

“When we get back to Winterfell,” said Jon, “I’m going to have people go through every writing he left behind. I’m going to find an answer on this. I swear it.”

“I’ll help,” said Arya.

“How did Dany take it when you found this out? How did you take it?”

“I told her sorry. House Stark has failed her her whole life. I hugged her… I called her sister. That meant a lot to her.”

Jon stood and pulled Arya to her feet and hugged her. “It means a lot to me too,” he said. “We’ve failed her since the day she was born. Not when father left her with Ashara Dayne, she’s a good mother. But when she’d given her life for Dany, and father didn’t come get her. We can’t fail her again.” Jon smiled at Arya. “You… didn’t tell Sansa, did you?”

“No,” said Arya. “I swore it by the Winterfell heart tree. I will keep to that vow. Even if it would… I like to think Sansa would be better if she knew.”

“Aye, so do I,” agreed Jon. “But I’m afraid she might be too lost in hatred.” Jon sighed. “But I think I understand how Sansa must have felt that day. She gets told something that gives her what she wants, or she thinks she does. I want to gather all the Northern lords in Winterfell, and scream at them, ‘you fucking idiots, she’s Lyanna Stark’s daughter, as Northern as I or any of the rest of the Starks, and you hated her.’ But she’s right, too. Why should she want them to love her for who bore her, when they were so prejudiced they hated her despite what she did for them?”

“I know,” said Arya. “And I don’t want them to rip her family away from her.”

Jon frowned. “They won’t be able to. She’s part of House Dayne by blood, too. Ashara Dayne used blood magic to save her life. It did something to her. She’s got Dayne blood, same as Targaryen blood and Stark blood.”

Arya narrowed her eyes. “What?”

“I don’t really understand it, but it’s true. She’s got these magic braziers. If you drip blood in, and have the right blood, it ignites. I could light up the Stark and Targaryen ones, but not the Dayne one. She can light up all three.”

“But you both would have Dayne blood,” said Arya.

Jon smiled. “You really do know your Targaryens. Aye, Dyanna Dayne. Aegon the Fifth’s mother. But still, I wasn’t able to light it. She was. I don’t know if her blood’s actually different, or maybe if she has some sort of… magic in it that lets her do it. You’d only be able to light the Stark one, I’m sure.”

Arya nodded, but she was still confused. “I think I get it. Whatever happened when Ashara Dayne paid her life, it changed Daenerys.”

“Aye, that’s right.”

“So Allyria’s really not her sister, but… her cousin. OUR cousin.”

Jon inclined his head at Arya. “She’s her sister,” he said confidently. “As surely as you are mine.”

Arya could not argue that. No matter who Jon’s parents really were, he’d always be her brother.

And Arya was quickly realizing… she was starting to feel the same way about Daenerys. Mixed now with a great deal of horror at how House Stark had betrayed her.

The only lone wolf left would be the one that betrayed the pack.

Notes:

It's one of my favorite things I've managed to do here, is question if there's a double meaning behind "the lone wolf dies, but the pack survives."

At its core, it looks simple: we must come together in tough times to get through them as a family.

But it very well also might mean as Arya wonders: the survival of the pack is of paramount importance. Beyond any concerns relating to a lone wolf.

What would Eddard Stark do if taking in Dany put House Stark as a whole in jeopardy? If all of a sudden Varys and Roose Bolton and Tywin Lannister and Petyr Baelish see a young girl with silver hair and violet eyes at Winterfell? When they whisper to Robert Baratheon- a man Ned loves as a brother- that "she must be Rhaegar's daughter, Eddard Stark has betrayed you and will put his own kin on the Iron Throne?"

Would Eddard Stark cast out a lone wolf if it meant the survival of the pack?

Everyone who knows Ned believes firmly the answer is 'no'. Of course not. Eddard Stark was honorable to a fault.

But Arya and Jon cannot rectify what they think of Eddard Stark, with the cold hard truth of the fact that Ned left Dany to Viserys and a cruel, hard life on the streets of the Free Cities, hunted, hungry, and homeless. It's, in their mind, radically out of character. Ned Stark was pure Good. Honorable to a fault. But... he knew who Dany was... and he left her.

GRRM doesn't do pure good characters (I'd say he doesn't do pure evil either but..... (looks pointedly at Book Euron Greyjoy)). Everyone has faults and flaws.

Is it really so unthinkable that Ned Stark did something bad? Something as fucked as, essentially, condemning his niece to what could very well have been her death?

Arya and Jon are each horrified by the idea. Arya's redemption arc is complete- Dany is fully 100% part of her pack now. I mean yes if Dany just decides on a whim someday "gonna kill Sansa", Arya will certainly go "wait no stop." But for Arya and Jon's sake, Dany has agreed- Sansa will be allowed into the pack. Arya forces Sansa to adhere to Dany and Jon's demands (and Sansa resents her for it), but to Arya, it's all worth it to keep her family- which she now knows has ALWAYS included Dany- from going at each other.

And for Dany this is big because this is the first time someone she considers a Stark (Jon is a Targaryen, Allyria is a Dayne, in Dany's mind) has found out that Ned did not protect his niece as he did his nephew, and Arya basically can't process it. Her first reaction is "what the fuck, dad, you wouldn't... but you did, what the fuck." Daenerys says he betrayed her- and Arya agrees. It's the first act of reconciliation by House Stark itself for having so horrifically wronged Dany. It's an affirmation of the way Dany feels about her Stark family.

This is a severe crisis of faith for both Jon and Arya. The first chink in their impeccable image of Eddard Stark, and in Jon's case, if a thorough searching of Winterfell for why Ned did what he did doesn't come up with a stupidly good reason... Jon will consider this unforgivable and cease thinking of Eddard Stark as "father."

NEXT TIME:
1. Final preparations are made in Volantis for the launching of the invasion of Westeros.

Chapter 11: The Queen Who Knelt

Summary:

“Did you teach him wisdom as well as valor, Ned? she wondered. Did you teach him how to kneel? The graveyards of the Seven Kingdoms were full of brave men who had never learned that lesson.”

- Catelyn IX, A Game of Thrones

“‘Torrhen had brought his power south after the fall of the two kings on the Field of Fire,’ said Jaime, ‘but when he saw Aegon's dragon and the size of his host, he chose the path of wisdom and bent his frozen knees.’”

- Jaime II, A Storm of Swords

Notes:

Hello all!

You've probably noted this fic's somewhat rapid-fire update schedule; I was aiming for 3 days a week.

That's going to change.

I had a backlog built up; the last few weeks have been very stressful, which has not been conducive to writing. They are no longer stressful- or at least, Bad Stress has become Good Stress- so my writing may either improve or fall off as a result.

I do not intend to ever drop below an update a week- if I can't bang out a few thousand words in a week, what's the point- but the update pace will fall off some as a result of my backlog diminishing, and less time for writing.

If I feel I can't maintain that update schedule, I might- might- start also uploading my S7/S8 redo fic (the fic actually predates Empire of the Dawn in my writing, it actually goes in order my FIRST resurrection fic (some of the ideas of which later became part of EOTD)-> "The Children of Rhaegar" (Jon finds a letter from Eddard Stark confirming his and Dany's parentage (R+L=J+D; the R/L/A love triangle is exclusive to this fic) before he sails for Dragonstone in S7) to another fic which is Ned actually DOES go and get Dany from Viserys and she's raised in Winterfell (I'm not entirely happy with this one because I'm torn between a version where Dany stays in Westeros the whole story but she just kind of bounces around between other storylines (case in point: after the Red Wedding equivalent she goes up and chills with Jon at Castle Black) and one where after the Red Wedding she goes to Essos and does parts of her canon storyline and comes back to Westeros when she hears Jon and Sansa are rallying forces to retake Winterfell (so she still gets the Unsullied and SOME Dothraki, but also finds other allies)).

And like any fanfic author I've got more ideas bouncing around in my head, like a Rhaegar Wins storyline, where Jon and Dany are raised together by Rhaegar and Lyanna but just because Rhaegar Wins, it doesn't mean Everything Is Fine (in fact Rhaegar's political situation would probably be even worse than Bobby B's in canon). And another one, inspired by some comments here, where Ned tells Jon the whole truth before he goes to Castle Black, and Jon is super pissed and rushes off to Essos to find and protect Dany.

But that's all secondary; EOTD is my current priority, and it's the one I'm angling to finish first. Just know that even if my update pace slows, I still have every intention of seeing this story to its conclusion.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

Jon and Arya stepped into Daenerys’s solar to find her twirling a blade around in her hands thoughtfully. A few weeks ago, Arya would have felt very alarmed by it, but knowing what she knew now- trusting Daenerys- she was not. Especially since she recognized the blade.

“This was the ancestral sword of House Mormont,” said Daenerys, looking over the sword, which seemed much too big for her.  “Was it not?”

“Aye, it was,” confirmed Jon, recognizing the blade as Longclaw.

“Why did Jorah never ask for it back?”

“I offered it to him. He wanted me to keep it.” Jon smiled sadly. “I think his hopes were I’d marry you and we’d pass it on to our children.”

“Would you have? Would you have been able to get over our relation?”

Jon frowned. “Depends on the relation. You being my aunt? Eventually, I think, I’d have been fine with it. But knowing the truth? I don’t think I’d have been able to set aside that you were my sister, Dany.”

“You are a bad Targaryen, Jon,” said Daenerys, but the tone and small smile on her face told them she was jesting. “And if you’d been right that day in the dragon pit?”

“Please do not bring up the idea that I could have gotten you with child, Dany,” said Jon, a slight green tint on his face.

“Such a bad Targaryen,” joked Arya, teasing Jon.

“It almost makes me regret all the effort I’ve put into this,” said Daenerys. “Are there any surviving Mormonts on Bear Island?”

“I don’t know,” admitted Jon. “I didn’t keep up on the politics of the North after my exile. Sansa would be the one to ask, bitter as that would be.”

Daenerys nodded. “Well, if there are... and probably even if there aren’t... I will not be returning this sword to you, Jon. If the Mormonts live, it belongs with them. If not, perhaps I can find a place for it, to honor them.” Daenerys slid the blade back into its sheathe and set it down.

Jon tilted his head, curiously. “What are you up to, Dany?”

Arya looked at Dany and an interesting gleam entered her eyes. “You’ve found something, haven’t you?”

Daenerys smiled and reached beneath her desk. She picked up another sword, about as long as Longclaw, drew it from its sheath, and set it on the far edge of the desk. Its pommel was a large ruby, the grip the same Valyrian steel as the rest of the blade. The crossguard bent upwards slightly and ended in roaring dragon heads. The blade appeared impeccably sharp.

“This was the sword of Aegon the Conqueror,” said Daenerys.

“Blackfyre,” said Arya, slightly in awe.

“It was lost here in Essos during the first Blackfyre Rebellions, when a bastard house of the Targaryens, the Blackfyres, tried to claim the Iron Throne. It’s a bastard swore like Longclaw, so it should feel similar to your hand. I feel, with you taking the throne in King’s Landing, it belongs with you.”

“It belongs with you, Dany,” said Jon.

“I can’t really wield it,” admitted Dany. “It’s a bit large for me.”

“You’ve found Dark Sister, haven’t you?” asked Arya.

Daenerys shook her head. “I’d love to have, but it was last known to have vanished beyond the Wall. I hadn’t yet sent expeditions searching there, and cannot now, for obvious reasons. No, trust me. I’ve got a blade of my own. Uncle Arthur has taught me how to wield it, too. He was quite angry that I had no idea how to wield a sword, at Winterfell, when I was thrown from Drogon’s back.” A door seemed to shut in her eyes. “As am I. If I had... perhaps I’d have been able to save Jorah. It matters not. If I look back, I am lost. I cannot fight from the back of a dragon now... but I can still fight, if needed.”

Daenerys sighed. Jon looked curious. “Why can’t you ride Drogon?” he asked. “What happened?”

Dany’s face turned to stone, but not out of anger. “King’s Landing happened,” she admitted. “Drogon and my bond is stronger than ever... but I cannot bring myself to mount him, no matter how much he wishes me to.”

Jon blanched. “I’m sorry,” he said quietly. “If I’d not killed-”

Dany waved her hand. “You are blameless completely in this, Jon. Truthfully. It is the memories of what the poison made me do. I would still bear them, even if... the throne room had not happened. In this matter, that may have even been to my benefit. Drogon and I understand one another better, after that. I cannot ride him, but he is much more eager to listen to me... most of the time. Children, after all.”

Daenerys next reached below her desk again, and pulled up another sword. “You’ll forgive me for having retrieved your blade as well, Arya,” she said. “The Faceless Men were watching you the whole time you were in Volantis. They saw where you hid it.”

Arya bristled only a little bit. “Saved me the effort of getting it myself,” she said fairly. “So long as they didn’t do anything to it.”

“Oh, in that case, then I must apologize,” said Daenerys. “For we have done something to it.” She flipped it in her hands and offered the hilt to Arya. Arya narrowed her eyes and took the sword. She couldn’t feel anything different, except maybe it felt lighter. She made to draw the blade, then had the good idea of glancing at Daenerys. The Empress nodded her permission to draw.

The moment it was free of the sheathe, Arya could see what was different. The metal had changed. It WAS lighter, and the metal rippled in a fashion very familiar to Blackfyre and Longclaw. “Valyrian steel,” said Arya, intrigued.

“We worked as much of the original metal into the new blade as we could,” said Daenerys. “Your Needle is now far sharper than it ever was before, and far more deadly to wights and White Walkers. Do you approve?”

Jon had a smile on his face, and Arya nodded. “Where did you get the metal from?”

Daenerys raised an eyebrow in amusement. “We’ve rediscovered the secret of Valyrian Steel,” she said. “I would have the entirety of my legions outfitted with it if I could, but it it is still far too costly and time-consuming to make to make that a real option. We have been mining dragonglass, though, and forging it into blades. They’re less useful against living people than they are against the dead, so we can reserve it for the troops who will be coming with us to Westeros.”

“And your blade?” asked Jon. “I’m guessing it, too, is Valyrian steel?”

Daenerys grinned. “Not exactly,” she said. She stood and opened a secret compartment behind a painting. Behind it was a sword, pale like moonlight. Its pommel was an amethyst. It looked very similar to Dawn, except smaller. Made for a woman’s hand, they realized.

“What’s it named?” asked Arya. “All the best swords have names?”

Daenerys smirked. “ Ōños Mandia .”

“My Valryrian’s alright, but not that good.”

“Light Sister.”

Daenerys reached into the compartment and pulled out a sheathe. She slipped Light Sister into it. “We will be needing it soon. I’m ordering our navy to prepare to depart in a moon.”

“How are you with it?” asked Jon. “I can help train you.”

“Fair,” said Daenerys. “Uncle Arthur has been teaching me.”

“A spar, maybe?”

Daenerys tilted her head. “I’d be happy, but I think my uncle would have panic attacks at seeing me cross blades with you.”

“I would never hurt you, Dany,” said Jon.

“I know that, but he doesn’t. And not only that. He’d be angry at me at teaching others how I fight. Show them how you fight for sport, they might use it against you when it’s real.”

“Our father was the same way,” said Arya, then she flinched. Her emotions towards her father right now were complicated.


Sansa hated this. She hated this with every fibre of her being.

In her mind’s eye, she saw her father looking at her with disappointment. She saw Robb staring at her furiously. She heard her mother whispering that she was supposed to be a Queen. She saw Rickon’s body, dead on the snow…

House Stark had fought and died for their dream of a free North, free from southern rule, free from foreign rule. A North that ruled itself, that bowed to nobody. Robb had died for it. Her mother had died for it. Rickon had died for it.

She had seen the Lords of the North and their disgust with Jon when he had brought his precious Queen back to Winterfell. Their burning fury that they had taken back the North, and Jon had handed it right over. Right over to the woman Sansa was now forced to bend the knee to.

Brienne was standing guard, watching Sansa stare at her crown. It had been made for her. She had suffered, she had fought tooth and nail. She had endured Joffrey. She had endured Cersei. She had endured Aunt Lysa. Baelish.

Ramsay.

She and Jon had taken the North back from Ramsay and the Lannisters.

Sansa had thought she’d secured its independence for all time after Jon had betrayed his position as King of the North and bent the knee to Daenerys Targaryen.

And now she was being forced into the bitterest of choices. Handing it back... or not going home again.

Arya stepped in. “They’re ready,” she said.

Sansa burned with rage at her sister, but she kept her temper in check. “This isn’t right,” she said. “I’m spitting on father’s memory. On Robb’s memory.”

Arya sighed through her nose. “House Stark has always prided itself on its honor,” she said. “We have treated Daenerys completely dishonorably. We treated Jon without honor. House Stark owes them both a great debt. Honor demands that we pay that debt.”

“Honor demands I fight for the North against all its enemies,” replied Sansa.

Arya shifted on her feet, her eyes narrowing. “If you still feel Daenerys is an enemy, after she’s offered to return to you Winterfell, for the simple price of bending the knee to Jon, then you’d be better off not heading down to the council chambers. You will never rule in Winterfell again, not as Lady, Wardenness, or Queen. But you will be free to go wherever you please. But if you accept her offer, bend the knee, and then betray her? You will die. She will drag you out of Winterfell, put you on trial before the Elder Council, and they will find you guilty.”

“And you would just stand by and let it happen,” said Sansa.

“There wouldn’t be a thing I could do to prevent it. You are my sister. Jon is my brother. I do not want to choose between you. But you have been given every chance. It will be Jon you answer to, and we both know Jon will never betray you, never harm you. Not unless you make him.”

Sansa snarled, her control breaking. “You’re spitting on father’s memory.”

Arya’s teeth barred back, wolf-like. “Father made his choices,” she said. “Father was the one who bent the knee to a man while holding a babe in his arms that he knew full well had a better claim. Father was the one who let Jon join the Night’s Watch so he would never threaten Robert Baratheon’s throne. Father was the one who kept you betrothed to Joffrey, even after it had become apparent how vile he was.” Father was the one who abandoned his kin.

“Father was the best man we’ve ever known,” responded Sansa. “Or is your new friend turning him against you as she has turned you against me?”

“I’m not against you,” snapped Arya. “And I’m not against her. Or Jon. How hard is it that we all live in peace together?”

Sansa glared back at Arya. She glanced at Brienne. “What do you think, Brienne?” she asked. “What does honor tell you I should do?”

Brienne did not want to answer.

“Come on,” said Sansa. “Speak freely.”

Brienne visibly bit her tongue in her reluctance, but she did speak freely. “Did you really swear a sacred vow to your brother to keep his secret?” she asked.

“She did,” responded Arya. “She’ll argue that Bran was the one to tell us, but Jon only made us swear to keep what HE told us secret.”

Brienne sighed. “I think you treated your brother utterly without honor,” she said to Sansa. “Honor would demand you make amends to him.”

Sansa could not answer for a moment, quivering in rage. “Fine then,” she said. “If this is what honor demands. Just remember: honor got father killed. It got Jon killed. If it gets me killed, it is on you, sister.”

She stormed out. Arya and Brienne exchanged a glance, then followed Sansa.

 

To her credit, Daenerys did not want to force Sansa to endure a public spectacle when she formally bent the knee. Whether that was because she was attempting to offer an olive branch to Sansa, or because she felt Sansa would be less likely to reconsider, or have an outburst, with the Elder Council in attendance, Arya and Jon were not sure.

Only a few people were present. Daenerys, sitting in the Dawnthrone. Jon, sitting in a chair on her right, Allyria on her left holding an ornate wooden box. Ashara and Arthur standing behind them. Davos and Tyrion standing next to Jon. At one of the tables, Yara Greyjoy was leaning back in a chair, her feet atop the stone desk. Unlike Daenerys, who was keeping her vengeful satisfaction carefully locked away with her control, Yara was grinning viciously, smug pleasure radiating her from waves.

Arya and Brienne and Podrick trailed Sansa in, Sansa walking quickly, her face a mask of her own. She strode across the amethyst sigil in the center of the tables without even sparing a glance at Yara.

“Your Grace,” said Sansa, stopping before the dais. “Your Majesty. I, Sansa of House Stark, Queen in the North, do offer you my fealty, as the rightful King of the Seven Kingdoms, and the Amethyst Empress of the Great Empire of the Dawn.” Without appearing to hesitate at all, she dropped to a knee. “I do ask that you help me retake my family’s ancestral seat at Winterfell, so I may rule the North in your names.”

“King Jon?” asked Daenerys. “What say you? It would be you that Lady Sansa would be pledged to.”

“I accept her offer of fealty,” said Jon. “House Stark, and those who share our blood, have been sundered from one another by the plots of the Three-Eyed Raven, and the mistakes of our forebears. We must unify, against the coming threats from beyond the Wall, and the tyrant who rules our home. Your Majesty?”

“I agree,” said Daenerys. “Your pledge is accepted. I know this was not easy for you, Lady Stark, but I swear to you, the Great Empire shall see you returned to your family’s ancestral seat. Your people are now our people, and we will protect the people, from the threats we know of, and any that might come in the future. You may rise.”

Sansa rose. Daenerys and Jon both stood as well. Daenerys took the box from her sister, and carried it down the steps to the dais, approaching Sansa.

“In the Great Empire,” said Daenerys, “symbols of office are not crowns. Instead, we prefer sashes. As you are Wardenness of the North, allow me to offer you this.” She opened the box. Inside was a blue sash, similar to the ones she had given Tyrion, Jon, and Yara. Sewn into it, in carved pearl, was the direwolf of House Stark. Handing the box to Jon, she took the sash out and offered it to Sansa.

Sansa was not too proud to refuse the sash. If this was the way of the Empire, if she had to be part of it, she would take whatever symbol of office she could. She took it from Daenerys, and put it on. Her hand rubbed the intricately carved Stark direwolf.

“When shall we be departing?” asked Sansa.

“Within a few weeks,” responded Daenerys. “The Onyx Legions are preparing to depart, and we shall be joined at sea by naval forces bearing two Ruby Legions. On Jon’s advice, we will be retaking Winterfell first.” Daenerys nodded to Jon. “You two should work together to determine how best to convince the Northern lords to side with us.”

“We will,” said Jon.

“There’s one you might want to speak to,” offered Arthur. Normally silent, him speaking up surprised the others. “His name is Howland Reed. He was with Eddard Stark that day, at the Tower of Joy. He knows the truth.”

“How much of the truth?” asked Arya.

“Not all of it. Just one.” He gave a pointed glance at Jon, who understood. Howland Reed knew who he truly was.

“Lord Reed’s daughter helped Bran beyond the Wall,” said Sansa. “As did her brother, who unfortunately did not survive. She was very angry when Bran coldly dismissed her. Very offended. She might not appreciate being called to serve House Stark again.”

“She might,” said Daenerys, “if she understands that Brandon Stark was not the one who dismissed her. Something has taken residence in his body. Something very old, and very evil.”

“If she was there,” said Jon, “maybe she knows something we can use.”

Daenerys nodded. “We will see it done.”

“Do you think we can help Bran?” asked Arya. “Do you think we can… save him?”

“If we can, we will,” said Daenerys, holding Arya’s eyes assuringly. Arya nodded.

Tyrion glanced between the two. He could tell Arya and Daenerys had bonded. Bonded strongly.

He tilted his head, curious.

He wondered… He glanced at Allyria, at her features. When you knew what to look for, you could see the Stark in her, beyond her grey eyes. Her cheeks, her chin…

He looked at Ashara, and could see some of her in Allyria.

Allyria looked a little bit like Daenerys.

Ashara, apart from the eyes, did not.

 

He found Jon the next day at the statue of Lyanna Stark. “I’ve wandered by this more than a few times and wondered who it was,” he said.

“I wondered that at first, too,” said Jon. “My mother.”

“She was beautiful. Easy to see why Rhaegar Targaryen would start a war for her.”

Tyrion looked at the smiling, beautiful Lyanna, and became more confident in his guess. Jon glanced at him. Tyrion was studying the cheekbones…

Imagining her with violet eyes, silver-blond hair…

A picture formed.

A picture that looked rather familiar.

When the dwarf turned to leave, Jon looked at him. “Tyrion,” he said. Tyrion stopped and looked at Jon. “Not a word without her permission, aye?”

“About what?” asked Tyrion.

Jon looked at the statue. “I think you know.”

 

Daenerys called out, ‘enter’, when she heard a knock on the door to her solar. She heard the door open, but did not step away from the balcony, sipping a glass of white wine. Small footsteps entered.

“Lyanna Stark is your mother, isn’t she?” asked Tyrion.

Daenerys sighed in exasperation, rolling her violet eyes. “By the gods,” she said, disbelief in her voice. “I rue the day I ever told mother she could have that statue made.”

“It’s true,” said Tyrion, shocked that she so easily confirmed his guess.

Dany sighed again and turned to face Tyrion. “Are you one of the people of the opinion that the woman who birthed me is more my mother than the one who nursed me, sheltered me, and quite literally died for me? Is not Eddard Stark more Jon’s father than Rhaegar Targaryen ever was?”

“How?”

Daenerys raised an eyebrow in amusement despite her exasperation. “I believe Rhaegar Targaryen fucked Lyanna Stark until he laid his seed into her, and she became with child.”

Tyrion sputtered out of a combination of frustration with her deliberately not taking his meaning, and appreciation in her jest. “Yes, I... I’m familiar with how it works, though I don’t believe I have ever... where did Lady Ashara come into this?”

“I believe she told me she was holding Lyanna as it happened, their lips upon one another.”

Tyrion cocked his head in confusion. “She was kissing... Rhaegar? Or Lyanna?”

“Lyanna, though as she was quite fond of kissing both, I’d imagine she moved between them.” Daenerys sat down and took a deep breath. “Aegon the Conqueror had two wives. As did Rhaegar Targaryen, though he was rather more blessed in that his wives were also in love with each other, while Rhaenys and Visenya were not. I’d imagine that the Faith would have as much issue with the idea of the two women calling each other ‘wife’ as much as Rhaegar having two.”

Tyrion sat down and blinked rapidly. “How long have you known?”

“Since I woke upon a stone table in Volantis to the tear-filled face of my mother. And yes, by mother, I mean Ashara Dayne.”

“I understand that. When did you tell Jon?”

“He saw the statue. Probably while it was less painted than you. I understand that when you strip away our hair and eye colors, we look quite alike. My mother swore him to secrecy. I myself said too much to Arya, and swore her to secrecy as well. She was already beginning to become more welcoming of me.”

“And Sansa?” asked Tyrion pointedly.

Daenerys frowned. “Outright said to Jon that she does not regret her part in our mutual downfall. She broke an oath to Jon and you can chart a course between that and how his life was ruined, but it was all worth it to Sansa, as she got to be queen. I do not claim House Stark as family. I never will. If I ever choose to reveal it, it will not be a tearful embrace of any Northern heritage. It will be showing them what fools they were.”

“It would keep them quite pacified...”

“If they are fool enough to betray me again after I once again bring armies to protect their hateful lives, the fact I intend to keep at least one Legion stationed in the North at all times should show them the price of defiance. They hated me because they believed I was the daughter of an evil man, a man who died before I was born. I do not care for the idea that they would love me, that they would claim me as one of them. Ashara Dayne is my mother. She is the only mother I care to have. She nursed me. She paid her life for mine. She may not have been there for me, but that was the price of her resurrection, and she watched over me from the Shadow and made sure that when I died, it was not the end of my life. Lyanna Stark... birthed me. She died doing so, and I honor her for that. But the rest of House Stark? I reject them. I reject the North.”

“There are good northerners,” insisted Tyrion. “Jon. Arya. Jorah . Do you reject Jorah? Do you reject his people?”

“Jorah died defending them,” said Daenerys coldly.

“And they remember him fondly for it, even if they aren’t fond of who he served.” Tyrion snorted. “Though that may be helped by ‘A Song Of Ice And Fire’ mentioning his bravery.”

“Alongside my ‘cowardice’,” observed Daenerys. “And not you at all.”

“Well, it was good for one thing,” said Tyrion. Daenerys raised an eyebrow inquisitively. “Kindling.”

Dany smirked.

“But if there’s one thing I’d be satisfied by,” said Tyrion, “it’d be the look on the Northerner’s faces when you tell them. Can you imagine it?”

“Claiming Lyanna Stark as my mother would be to denounce Ashara Dayne,” said Daenerys. “And I am as bound by blood to her as I am to House Stark or House Targaryen.” Tyrion looked at her curiously. “She used herself in a blood magic ritual to save my life,” said Daenerys sadly. “She threw herself into the waters beneath the Palestone Tower. Blood magic. I despise it, but I owe my life to it. It altered me. In my darkest moments, after my resurrection where I knew the truth of my birth... Kinvara prepared some braziers for me. Dripping blood into them causes them to burn, if you have the right blood. I showed them to Jon, when he came to me, after he had learned the full truth. He could ignite the Stark and Targaryen flames, but not the Dayne. I can ignite all three. Her blood is in my veins. Daughter of death. Child of three.”

Tyrion shook his head. “That doesn’t make any sense.”

“We speak of blood magic, Tyrion. It never does.”

“But I think I understand,” said Tyrion gently. “You’re afraid of losing your family.”

Daenerys opened her mouth to protest, but she closed it. She couldn’t deny it. It was true.

“You’re afraid that by accepting the truth that Lyanna Stark bore you, that she died birthing you... you’ll be rejecting the family you’ve found. But you’ve known the truth as long as you’ve known them. Does Allyria? Does Arthur?”

“They do,” confirmed Daenerys.

“And still they love you as a sister and a niece. Nobody can take your family from you. If what you say is true, they are your family by blood. But even if they weren’t, they’re still your family. Especially Allyria, who I believe this makes your cousin.” He frowned. “And your sister. Targaryen family trees really do get complicated, don’t they? How would the maesters record this? Inheritance laws are all sorts of fucked in this situation.”

Daenerys frowned. She looked down at the floor. “Is it so wrong of me that I just don’t want to be one of them?” she asked sadly. “So wrong that those people, apart from the Masters, I find the worst in all the world? We came to help them, Tyrion, and they hated us. We fought alongside them against death itself, and to them we were worse.

Tyrion suddenly understood the melancholy that had followed Daenerys. He had found it familiar. He carried it himself.

It was self-loathing.

She hated the idea that she had Northern blood. That those people were her kin.

“We aren’t our blood,” said Tyrion comfortingly, sitting down. “I’m not my father- thank the gods. You’re not your grandfather. You might have Northern blood, but you didn’t live there. They are who they are because of their experiences, and you are who you are because of yours.”

Daenerys smiled, and wiped a few tears. “You’re right,” she said. “I don’t know if I’ll ever be ready to tell them. Part of me wants them to prove them wrong by my actions, not by my blood. To hear them say, ‘we were wrong’.”

“They will,” said Tyrion assuredly. “They will come to see you for who you are.”

“That’s exactly what Jon said to me, on the boat, when he bent the knee.” Daenerys took a heavy swig of her wine. “They proved him wrong, too. And this time, all we have to fight against is their belief I murdered a million people.”

“You have Jon, and Arya, and me to argue on your behalf this time.”

Daenerys smiled wanly and drank what was left of her glass. “I don’t think they’ll be at all inclined to listen to you, either.”

“Well… fuck them, then.”

Daenerys chuckled.


Arya walked at Dany’s side as behind them marched- alongside the omni-present Imperial Guards- a few servants carrying crates full of meat. Some raw, some cooked.

“Why cooked meat?” asked Arya.

“Dragons only eat cooked meat,” explained Dany.

“Then why isn’t it all cooked?”

“They like to cook it themselves. But some are too young to do so, so I do it for them, as any good mother should.”

The roof of the Imperial Palace had been turned into one gigantic dragonpit. Only a few nested here. Among them, the gigantic black and red dragon that Arya remembered from before. Only a few couples nested here, watching over their eggs and hatchlings, as most of the Empire’s dragons preferred to reside in the wild, hunting freely.

“Aren’t you scared they’ll hurt people?” asked Arya when she had been told that.

“They know better,” explained Dany. “My son has made it abundantly clear that people are not to be eaten.”

“And if they eat livestock?”

“Most herders hope to have their animals eaten by one of my dragons. The Empire pays them three times the market value, in either coin or new animals.”

When they stepped into the bright sun, there were no adult dragons present currently, but the trills and calls from one of the pits demanded their attention. “Don’t their parents feed them?” asked Arya.

“They do,” replied Daenerys. “I just like to have a bond with them of my own.”

At that Daenerys removed her gloves and her servants set a crate of meat before her. She reached down and handed a cooked slab to Arya. Arya looked down at the baby dragons, who were staring up eagerly. The floor of the pit was littered with bones already, but it was clear that for a growing dragon, no amount of food was too much.

Arya tossed it in and the dragons fell on it like a pack of dogs, ripping it to shreds between them and gobbling it down as if they’d never eaten before. She giggled, and reached down for another. The dragons stared at her as eagerly as they had just moments before.

Once the baby dragons in that pit had eaten their fill, they moved on to another pit. The dragons in this one were older, and all they had left was raw meat. Arya took it in her hand and tossed it in.

When the dragons tore it to pieces, they each threw it into the air then breathed fire on it, cooking it immediately. It was only when it was smoking that they ate it.

“They’re so greedy,” said Arya.

“They know what they like,” said Daenerys, “and what they like is food. They’re not alone, either. My chefs have reported that a certain direwolf has been trying to find ways to sneak into the pantries.”

“Ghost is looking a bit heavier than the last time I saw him,” said Arya.

Once the food was all tossed, they were about to leave when a huge shadow passed overhead. Instinctively, Arya flinched. Nightmarish memories floated through her mind... buildings crumbling, people screaming.

Daenerys took her shoulder. “You’re not there,” she said. “Come back.”

Arya steadied her breath. “Sorry,” she said.

“You don’t need to be. I understand. I am the one who should be sorry. It was-”

“It wasn’t you,” said Arya. “It wasn’t. It was Varys. He did it. He put it into motion. All I hope is that he suffered.”

Daenerys frowned. “I burnt him with dragonfire. He didn’t suffer long. It was too generous for him.”

They looked as the dragon who had landed approached. It was Drogon. He was colossal.

“Hello, sweetling,” said Daenerys, approaching her son. His head was bigger than her entire body, but he lowered it and almost seemed to smile as his mother approached. She rubbed his snout comfortingly. “Good hunting? Will we be hounded by petitioners asking recompense for their goats tomorrow?”

Drogon chuffed.

Daenerys turned to Arya, standing next to her son’s massive head. Drogon sniffed and his eyes narrowed at Arya, who instinctively took a step back as smoke curled from Drogon’s nostrils and barred mouth. “She’s a friend, Drogon,” said Daenerys. “A friend.”

Drogon did not at all seem inclined to believe his mother, but the smoke stopped. Arya still did not feel brave enough to approach.

Daenerys smiled and turned back to her son. Drogon rubbed his snout against her body comfortingly, then put his head down. His expression looked almost pleading.

“I’m sorry, Drogon,” said Daenerys. “We tried just a few weeks ago... I’m not ready. I don’t know...”

“Go ahead,” said Arya. “Try. The only way you’ll ever be able to do it... is to try.”

Daenerys nodded. As soon as she did, the Imperial Guard and the servants removed themselves. Clearly it was a standing order that when the Empress attempted to mount her son, it be in private.

Dany approached Drogon’s shoulder. Taking a few deep breaths, she started to climb.

Arya knew after a few steps that something was wrong. Daenerys froze, and her skin went even whiter than normal. Her breathing was becoming ragged and horrible. Her pupils were wide and her face terrified.

She fell in her panic, and curled up on the ground. Drogon groaned sadly.

“I’m sorry,” Daenerys was muttering as Arya braved herself to race forward. “I’m so sorry... I wish I’d never... I don’t want to have. I’m so sorry...”

Arya pulled Daenerys to a sitting position and hugged her. Daenerys did not stop muttering.

“The scar,” said a voice. Ashara Dayne approached swiftly. “She must feel the scar.”

Arya pulled off and Ashara knelt down to her panic-stricken daughter. Without any concern, she pulled Daenerys’s dress apart, exposing her breasts.

And, to Arya’s horror, a nightmare scar.

A scar that seemed to tunnel straight to the heart.

A scar that looked like it should be pouring Daenerys’s blood onto the ground.

A scar that no living person could- should - bear.

Ashara took Daenerys’s hand and placed it over the terror. Daenerys’s breath seemed to become less ragged, less panicked. “I was punished,” she said quietly.

“You did not do it,” said Ashara. Over them, Drogon was staring at his mother with grief in his eyes. He chittered sadly. Ashara looked up and rubbed the dragon’s chin with her hand, as she comforted her daughter. “Remember. It was the poison. It was not you.”

“Poison, not me,” repeated Daenerys. She took a few final deep breaths to calm herself, then removed her hand from the scar. She fixed her dress, and climbed to her feet shakily.

She looked at Arya. “I’d say sorry... but that went better than usual. I usually vomit.”

“I shouldn’t have told you to do it,” said Arya.

“No, no, you’re right. If I ever want to fly on Drogon’s back again, I need to... put it behind me. If I look back, I am lost. If I keep looking back, I will always be lost. I wish I knew how to do it. How to recover.”

Arya wished that, too. Seeing Drogon staring morosely at his mother, Arya felt brave enough to rub his face. Drogon glanced at her in suspicion, but when Daenerys’s hand joined Arya’s, he allowed it.

“Are you going to let Jon ride a dragon?” asked Arya.

Daenerys blank a few times. Drogon growled beneath their hands at the very idea. “I honestly hadn’t considered it,” admitted Daenerys. “I was more concerned with figuring out how to ride one myself again than letting someone else ride one.”

Drogon snorted. Daenerys smiled. “He will never hurt mother again, my son,” she said comfortingly.

“And if he does,” said Ashara, “you can have what is left of him, once I am finished.”

Drogon smirked.

Arya had to novel at the idea that she was petting a dragon- or, at least, his nose. Her younger self would have been beside herself. She’d probably have tried to climb on Drogon’s back, heedless of the danger.

Thinking of her younger self reminded her of Bran, and she frowned.

If there was one thing she was sure of now, it was that they were going to war, and it was not against Bran. It was against something else. Something evil.

“Do you think there’s a way to save Bran?” asked Arya.

Daenerys looked at Ashara.

“Kinvara and the Red Priests have been poring through their prophecies and tomes,” said the Shadowbinder. “And the Shadowbinders have been searching for us as well. If there is a way known, we will find it.”

“And if we can’t?”

Daenerys waited a moment before answering. “What we must,” she said.


The next few weeks were spent in frantic preparation for the departure.

Jon took the time to meet the Onyx Legions that were under his command. There, he discovered that despite Dany’s very best efforts, they were not completely Westerosi. And even amongst those that were, many were the descendants of exiles from the Seven Kingdoms, and had never set foot on their shores.

But a very great many were Westerosi natives. Jon was sure he would have heard the whispers. ‘Oathbreaker, kinslayer, queenslayer,’ if not for the fact that their Empress was the kin he had called queen that he broke his oath to and slain. And the commanders were completely fluent in the Common Tongue. And like all the legions, they were utterly loyal to the Empire and its Amethyst Empress.

“You don’t have a problem with me?” Jon asked William Rivers, General of Second Onyx.

“Not unless you betray her again,” he responded simply.

“You will follow my orders?”

“Unless those orders conflict with her standing orders.”

“What are those?”

“No raping. No looting. No massacres.”

Jon did not think at all that he’d have issues with those orders.

Every day more and more ships poured into the harbor. Plans changed somewhat when the Ruby Legions made port at Volantis as the Onyx Legions were still preparing to depart- the winds had been favorable, and they had arrived early. Volantis felt more full of legionnaires than it did regular civilians, but the townsfolk did not care.

“You think he’s noticed?” asked Jon to Dany one day as she walked through her legions. They loved seeing their Empress, especially the Ruby Legions, many of whom were freed slaves. They called out ‘Mhysa’ to her, and she reached for them, thanking them for their service in Valyrian.

“Not through his sight,” responded his sister. “But these many forces cannot be hidden for long. The time to strike must come soon. Without sight, he cannot know where we intend to go. We can bring all our forces to bear in one place, while his must be separated, protecting his entire coastline.”

“He won’t expect us to hit the North, I bet. He’ll think we’ll hit him, especially if we know that we’re aiming to put me on the throne.”

“I’m not entirely sure we shouldn’t,” admitted Daenerys. “Take him out first, then we can focus on the threats beyond the Wall.”

Jon hesitated. Daenerys turned to look at him. “What is it?” she asked.

“I’m wondering how connected the Three-Eyed Raven is with the return of the White Walkers,” he said.

Daenerys raised an eyebrow, and then her eyes narrowed. “You think the Raven and the White Walkers are linked?” she asked. By her tone, Jon could tell she was not skeptical. Rather, she was intrigued.

Jon considered how best to answer, even as he picked up a dragonglass blade that was being packed and loaded. He tested it. He was still practicing with Blackfyre- the blade was very close to Longclaw, but Jon didn’t want to completely count on it feeling familiar.

“I don’t have any proof,” said Jon. “Just a feeling.”

Daenerys nodded. “You’d rather go with your feeling than having no proof. That doesn’t really sound like the Jon I remember.”

“Aye, it doesn’t.” Jon set the dragonglass blade down, then tested the sturdiness of one of the heavy tower shields the Ruby Legionnaire bore. “But the last time I ignored my gut in favor of what had been proven to me…”

“Was?” asked Daenerys.

Jon gave her a wary, ashamed glance. “The throne room.”

Dany sighed, her eyes becoming colder. “You don’t need to feel so ashamed of that, Jon,” she said. “I’ve already told you, I was also planning my death.”

“That doesn’t help.”

“Yes. Because you loved me, and I loved you, and you used it to murder me.” Daenerys stopped and waited until Jon looked at her. “You want the honest truth, Jon? As we’ve put the past behind us… there’s one thing I’m coming to realize. That… perhaps it was for the best you did it that way.”

Jon felt disgust but was very confused by what Dany had said. “I don’t understand,” he said.

“Take Samwell Tarly’s book. You, marching bravely into the throne room, denouncing me, drawing a sword, and stabbing me. Making your intentions very clear, very apparent. I agreed with you, by what sense and reason told you, I deserved death. Not even I knew I had been poisoned, after all. Even I doubted myself. What do you think I would have felt for you if I had come back and not only agreed with you killing me, but the manner in which you did it?”

Jon tilted his head. “I don’t understand.”

“I not only would not be angry with you… I would probably still be in love with you.” Dany chuckled. “And when I awoke, I knew the truth of my birth. I would have flown to you, but I would have made the decision… be honest with you, and lose any chance I had of you loving me back? Or lie? Lie and hope you never discover that I’m your sister?”

“That would have been really…” said Jon, slightly green.

“Fucked up.”

“Aye.”

“So, look at the brighter side of it, Jon,” said Daenerys. “We’re together, we’ve made peace with what happened between us… we both know the truth, the whole truth. Neither of us are in love with the other… but I think we’ve found the right kind of love. That of a brother and a sister. And not in the Targaryen way.”

“Aye,” agreed Jon. He reached out his arm to put it around Dany’s shoulders, then paused. She nodded permission, and Jon held her to his side comfortingly, as they continued on through the legions.


Sansa’s preparations for going home were more of trying to figure out which lords she felt she could count on, and who had made her shit list as a result of their betrayal of her.

Say what they would about kinslaying being a crime against the gods, Sansa had been Queen in the North. She was returning as Wardeness of the North… and she blamed three people, or groups of people, for that.

Daenerys. No matter what everyone else told her, Sansa felt that Daenerys had no right to force her to bend the knee. How she’d gotten Arya on her side, Sansa could not guess. But Arya had clearly chosen to side with Jon and Daenerys, over Sansa. Her blood sister.

Jon was second. If she had just managed to convince Jon to return to the North with her, she would have had iron-clad proof of Jon’s survival, and therefore, of Bran’s duplicity. She was sure the Northern lords would have turned against Bran for that. But Jon had thrown himself at Daenerys’s feet and begged forgiveness and she had leashed him to her through his guilt.

Third, though, were the Northern lords as a whole. They had chosen her. And they had then betrayed her. Figuring out which of them she could trust, and which ones she would settle the score with, was another matter entirely.

Glover had always been a staunch supporter of her. Sansa was sure that he would return to support her… if he could get over that she had been made to call Daenerys her Empress.

Manderly… news had crossed the Narrow Sea that he was now Bran’s Hand, and Warden. If he didn’t get back in line immediately, Sansa would see him and his family powerless and penniless, as they had tried to leave her.

Kegan Flint? A young boy. In his first major test, he had chosen to betray her. If he failed even slightly more, she would see him dead, or exiled.

But there were more options. She was part of the Empire now, for better or worse… and it was time to test to see how much power she had within the Imperial power structure.

She met with Franklyn, head of one of the Legions. “I was glad to hear Her Majesty had arranged to bring native Westerosi forces to Westeros this time,” she said. “I’m sure you will respect our people.”

“I will,” agreed Franklyn, who had no last name, either of a house or a bastard name.

“Will you respect the orders that the lords give you?” asked Sansa.

Franklyn inclined his head proudly. “I follow the orders of the Amethyst Empress. And by her will, the orders of the King of the Seven Kingdoms. We will defend and protect her people. All of her people.”

“The Warden of the North rules in the North in the King’s name.”

Franklyn shook his head. “Not to the Legions.”

Sansa, after her previous difficulties dealing with the legions, had expected this. Still, she had to test the waters, find out how much authority the sash she wore now had given her. None over the Legions, that was clear.

She obviously wouldn’t have power over dragons.

Sansa spoke with Jon when she had a chance to find out how much latitude he would give her.

“I’ll be in King’s Landing,” said Jon. “Aye, you’ll have the North. But remember, there will be legions throughout Westeros. Including the North. They’ll be there to protect the people.”

“I would never harm my people,” replied Sansa. With how hard she had struggled to gather food before the Battle for Winterfell, to feed the North… Sansa was offended Jon would ever imply her people didn’t matter to her.

“I know. But neither will your lords, ever again. No Roose Bolton raping peasant women, siring monsters like Ramsay ever again. Imperial justice will account.”

“She should have remembered that when Jorah Mormont pledged to her,” said Sansa. “Didn’t he sell people into slavery?”

“Aye. But he helped her free far more than he’d ever sold. And then he died defending Winterfell alongside her.”

Sansa frowned.

As she made her way around, trying to figure out what she needed to do to sail, she wandered through the courtyard with the beautiful woman’s statue. She gave it a passing glance. Ashara and Allyria were drinking tea at a small table near it. Sansa was not intimidated by Ashara.

“If you ever betray her, Sansa Stark,” said Ashara as Sansa was walking by, “I will know it.”

Sansa stopped and looked. She approached. “Jon and the others are all scared of you… but I’m not.”

Ashara stood and stepped forward. Sansa stood her ground. “Your father was a good friend,” she said. “I once thought I might have felt something for him… but I loved my husband.”

“Rhaegar Targaryen was married to Lyanna Stark,” retorted Sansa. “Jon was legitimate, and you know it. Not your daughter.”

“You truly are your mother’s daughter. Caring more about how a person was born, rather than who they are.”

“My mother was a good woman,” responded Sansa coldly.

“Did you know Jon was terrified of her?” asked Ashara. “Did you know she mistreated him? That Jon learned, very quickly, that to be visibly better than Robb was to suffer?”

Sansa didn’t answer. She did know, but she didn’t know how Ashara knew.

“Do you know what she whispered under her breath when Jon came to visit Bran Stark, when he laid there, comatose?” breathed Ashara. “‘It should have been him,’ is what she said, of Jon.”

“I don’t believe you,” responded Sansa.

“Well then, believe this…” Ashara leaned in. “‘It was for love,’” she said in a higher voice, clearly imitating Sansa. “‘Father wouldn't even give me leave to say farewell. He was going to take me back to Winterfell and marry me to some hedge knight, even though it was Joff I wanted. I told him, but he wouldn't listen.’”

Sansa went pure white. She stared at Ashara in horror. “How do you know that?” she asked.

“It doesn’t matter to you,” replied Ashara. “I know it. Does your sister? Does Jon Targaryen?”

Sansa turned and fled, horrified.

Notes:

Sansa's bent the knee but she is not at all happy about it. Will she adhere to Arya's demands and stay loyal? Or will she continue to plot to find a way to come out of this as Queen in the North?

Dany's self-loathing is why she does not want to play the 'Stark Blood' card. What will it take for Dany to reveal that she's Lyanna's daughter? Will that keep the North- and Sansa- loyal, or will they prefer their "truth" of her being the Mad King's Mad Daughter?

And Ashara just dropped a bomb on Sansa. Not terrified of Ashara Dayne, huh? Hahahaha, you should be. What would Arya and Jon think if they knew (in the books, and "off-screen" in the show) that Sansa told Cersei that Ned was going to send her and Arya back to Winterfell, cluing Cersei in on the fact that Ned was preparing to make a move?

Catelyn's "it should have been you" scene was also not in the show, so I've incorporated the spirit of it through her muttering it after Jon had visited Bran and then left.

NEXT TIME:
1. The voyage between Essos and Westeros.
2. That means Jon and Dany are on a boat.
3. There is no boatsex... but there are a few jokes ABOUT boatsex.
4. Jon is not happy about the above entry.

Chapter 12: The Crossing

Summary:

“After crossing the narrow sea and sweeping over the Vale, these conquerors from the east moved to make it their own, sailing their longships up the Trident and its three great branches. “

- A World of Ice and Fire

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

The day came that it was time to launch the invasion of Westeros.

The crowds cheered as Daenerys, escorted by the full Imperial Guard, rode a white horse from the gates of the Palace down to the port where her flagship awaited. Most of the legions had taken to sea already; the waters off the coast were full of ships as far as the eye could see, nearly all of them holding the Amethyst sigil on their white sails, apart from but a few. Black Betha bore the onion sigil of House Seaworth. Nymeria bore the direwolf of House Stark. Arya and Sansa would be travelling together on her ship.

Jon rode at Daenerys’s side alongside Allyria and Ashara, Arthur at the head of the column keeping a wary eye on the mass of people watching the Empress and her family depart.

They reached the port without issue and the Imperial Guard broke apart to board their ships, two dozen finding lodging on the Imperial flagship. It was a massive ship, one of if not the largest Jon had ever seen.

“What’s she named?” asked Jon.

“Amethyst Dawn,” replied Daenerys.

Waiting on the deck were eleven members of the Elder Council, including Tyrion, Bu Dai, and Doniphos. They all bowed for the Empress, who respectfully bowed back slightly, as the crew sprang into motion as the escorts and servants came aboard behind their Empress. They were led up a small set of stairs to a second floor, where inside a hallway were a few cabins. Central of all was Dany’s own suite, with a small solar, separate bedchamber, and private privy. Next to her on either side was one for Ashara, and one for Allyria. Jon was given one a level down, but still on the deck level, next to the ship’s captain, a Pentoshi man named Groleo. He had actually served Daenerys since before she had ever set foot in what had then been Slaver’s Bay- he had been the captain of her ship Balerion that she took from Qarth to Yunkai, before her famous sacking of that city. Opposite Groleo from Jon was Arthur. Tyrion and the other Elder Councilors were given a set of cabins on the level just below the deck.

“Naturally, the journey where my cabin isn’t next to hers is this one,” said Tyrion to Jon jokingly. Jon looked at him, confused. Tyrion’s face suddenly became awkward. “It’s nothing.”

Jon suddenly remembered Tyrion’s cabin had been directly next to Dany’s on the ship journey from Dragonstone to White Harbor.

He and she had not been quiet.

Jon felt ill and didn’t think it was the swaying of the ship.

Learning Dany was Lyanna Stark’s daughter in blood had made it even worse for Jon to remember that. He’d be ashamed at the thoughts of what Eddard Stark would think of it... if Jon didn’t blame Eddard Stark for most of it. If he hadn’t wanted Jon to fall in love with his sister, he should have told him he had a sister.

Tyrion was not the only one inclined to joke about it, Jon discovered to his disgust.

When he knocked on Dany’s cabin to check on Ghost, who had taken to the sunbeams her large cabin windows afforded, her eyes narrowed when she opened the door.

“Gods dammit,” said Jon, “you’re my sister, and I know it this time.”

Daenerys smirked and let Jon in to see that Ghost was happily sunning himself. Jon looked out and saw Volantis and Essos behind them, the seas as far as he could see filled with gemstone sails. Not far off he saw Nymeria . The warships- mostly those of the Iron Fleet- were at the head of the armada, protecting the transports. Other ships of the Iron Fleet- those the raiders had designed to be able to be pulled ashore- were loaded up with as many horses and their riders as they could carry. Infantry and archers could be transported ashore by rowboats. Horses, not so much. Many more would need to wait to disembark until they had secured a port.

“Was it like this in your first invasion?” asked Jon.

“More,” said Daenerys. “Even more. A hundred thousand Dothraki. Thousands of Unsullied. And dragons.”

There was a loud roar overhead right then, reminding Jon that Dany had more dragons this time than she had in the past. Six were accompanying the legions. Drogon their leader.


The fleet sailed west along the Orange Coast west of Volantis. Staying close to the shores of Imperial territory kept them out of the Raven’s all-sight, but they were sure such a large armada would not go unnoticed by the naval forces loyal to King’s Landing. Yara had sent out picket ships, and sure enough, Westerosi scout ships had been sighted. The Ironborn had engaged and struck first blood as the armada crept along the coast.

“That’s Lys,” said Daenerys, pointing at an island off their port side as she, Tyrion, and Jon stood on the deck.

“The pleasure island,” said Tyrion. “They say the Lyseni are the most beautiful women in the world. Famous for their brothels. They call them ‘pillow houses.’”

“You speaking from experience?” asked Jon.

“Unfortunately no. Though I imagine their trade has taken a downturn with the abolishment of slavery.”

“Less than you’d think,” said Daenerys. “They’re no longer enslaved, but the pillow houses of Lys still thrive. By the choice of their employees, rather than the tyranny of masters. Yara assures me their services are as good as freedmen and freedwomen as they ever were as slaves.”

“We should stop there for a day or two,” said Tyrion. “Surely it wouldn’t set us back much.”

Jon was not entirely opposed to the idea. Not until Daenerys leaned in and whispered to him. “They all look like me.”

“We should go far away,” said Jon swiftly. “As far away as we possibly can and never return.”

“Cheater,” grumbled Tyrion at Daenerys.

“I am the Empress,” responded Daenerys. “My word is law. And my word is, you can travel to Lys as often as you want... after we have dealt with our business in Westeros.”

It was not far off Lys that they saw a small fleet of ships approaching. Their sails were purple, and painted on them was the white sigil of a sword crossed with a falling star.

“Cousin Edric!” said Daenerys, delighted.

The Lord of Starfall, Edric Dayne, had sailed to join them.

His ship was allowed into the Imperial fleet, and pulled alongside the Amethyst Dawn. The flagship dropped anchor, as did the Dayne ship in the lead. A gangplank was extended, and across came a young man with pale blond hair and eyes that were so deep a blue they almost looked purple.

Jon’s first thought was that he had immediately understood why, according to Lady Ashara, even if his father had known in his heart who Daenerys was, he had been unable to challenge Ashara about who was Daenerys’s mother. Between Lord Edric’s hair and Ashara’s eyes, there indeed was a form of resemblance, even if hidden beneath her color was Lyanna Stark’s daughter.

Daenerys strode forward and hugged Edric, who returned it tightly. “Cousin,” said Edric.

Ashara and Allyria came forward next and hugged him as well. Arthur mussed the young man’s hair fondly. They exchanged warm greetings.

“Jon Targaryen,” introduced Daenerys. “Lord Edric of House Dayne. Lord of Starfall.”

Jon strode forward and extended his hand. After a split second’s hesitation, Edric took it and shook. “Your Grace,” he responded.

“Lord Edric,” greeted Jon.

“We weren’t expecting you,” said Arthur.

“Plans changed,” said Edric. He looked at Daenerys. “The Raven has sent word throughout the Seven Kingdoms of your return. Princess Martell has not determined who she shall side with. We felt it safer to join House Dayne to your cause now, rather than wait for Martell spears to surround us.”

“You left Starfall undefended?” asked Arthur, slightly indignantly.

“Not entirely. Enough to hold against a siege. Not enough to withstand one.”

Daenerys nodded. “If they attack Starfall, we can break their siege with dragons.”

“There’s more,” said Edric. “”Word is that the Raven has sent Princes Martell word of your true parentage.”

“Which true parentage?” asked Arthur.

Edric looked meaningful at Daenerys. “Child of three.”

“Daughter of death,” finished Daenerys. “He has not sent word of that to the North, I presume?”

“Not that we know of.”

“It’d lead to the Northern lords turning on him, maybe,” said Jon.

“Who else knows?” asked Edric.

“Jon, Tyrion Lannister, and Arya Stark,” said the Empress. “In addition to my family, of course.”

“Aye,” agreed Jon. “Her family.” He gave a pointed glance at Edric.

“Good,” said Edric.

“We’ll have quarters prepared for you on the Amethyst Dawn if you would care,” said Dany.

“That would be most welcome,” said Edric. “I’d like to get the measure of the new King.”

Jon bowed his head slightly. “A man who made a terrible mistake,” he said. “And thanks whatever gods are listening that his mistake was undone.”

“There is only one god you should be thanking,” said a voice from behind Jon. He turned to see a red priestess standing there, smiling faintly at him. “And that god is the one true God.”

“Jon, may I introduce you to Lady Kinvara,” said Daenerys. “High Priestess of R’hllor. First Servant of the Lord of Light.”

“You were the one who brought the Empress back?” asked Jon. Kinvara nodded her head, still smiling serenely. Jon noticed Tyrion was deeply uneasy of Kinvara. “Then my thanks. I don’t think there’s any better way to put it than I fucked up.”

“It is my honor to serve the Lord of Light, and the Lord’s chosen champions,” replied Kinvara. “And his chosen Empress, the Lightbringer.”

Jon couldn’t think of anything more to say. Kinvara bowed to Daenerys and went below decks.

“I’ve never been entirely at ease around Red Priests,” said Tyrion. “Except for Thoros of Myr, but he was usually drunk. Which I sympathized with.”

“He was a good man,” said Jon. “Aye. Melisandre brought me back and even after that she still gave me the creeps. Of course, she’d burnt Shireen Baratheon…”

Tyrion glanced at Jon. “To bring you back?” he asked.

Jon shook his head. “No. To change the weather.”

“Good. Well, not good. But I hate to imagine how Daenerys would be if someone had been burnt to bring her back to life…”

“It’d have destroyed her,” agreed Jon. He looked over Tyrion. “You seem scared of her in particular, though.”

“She once told me that so long as we served the same Queen, we were on the same side,” said Tyrion. “And then I betrayed Daenerys.”

“You’re not alone.” Jon sighed. “Does it feel right? It hasn’t been ten years.”

Tyrion shook his head. “It never felt right, did it?”

Jon closed his eyes. “No. Because it wasn’t. And we both knew it.”

“Stop that brooding,” said Daenerys, her eyes narrowed. “If you look back, you are lost.”


It was the Stepstones that they expected the first difficulties to sail the armada through.

The Stepstones were an island chain stretching from the Broken Arm of Dorne across to what were once called the Disputed Lands, dividing the Summer Sea on the South and the Narrow Sea to the North. The islands had once been a den of pirates, disputed territory between the former Free Cities of Myr, Tyrosh, and Lys, and the Seven Kingdoms on the other side. Daenerys and the Imperial authorities had cleaned the Stepstones out of pirates to establish safe shipping lanes between the northern Free Cities- Pentos, Braavos, and Lorath- and Volantis, the Bay of Dragons, and the Furthest East.

The armada stuck close to the Essosian coast, sailing between the mainland and Tyrosh.

A Westerosi fleet was waiting as they entered the Narrow Sea.

“Redwyne sails,” said Tyrion, peering at the mass of ships that had their sails at battle speed. They were nearly all warships, as best as Tyrion could see.

“I’d imagine every single one of those are loaded with scorpions, aye?” asked Jon, as they stood at the bow.

“Most likely many of them.”

“You don’t need to remind me,” said Daenerys. Tyrion could see in her eyes she was remembering that day, of watching Rhaegal getting speared by scorpion bolts… helpless. He still thought it was… stupid and sad.

“We outnumber them significantly but most of our ships are transports, not warships. And even if we don’t bring forth the dragons, those scorpions will outrange us.”

“Yara has command of the naval matters,” said Daenerys. Ahead of them the Imperial warships were pulling ahead of the transports, sailing out to meet the Redwyne fleet head-on. “And we may have a few surprises for them.”

Tyrion suddenly realized that he could see the shapes of scorpions on the Imperial warships as well. But there was something different about their ammo…

“I hate those things,” admitted Daenerys, “but I had to admit, how effective they were against us at range… knowing that my enemies would surely load their ships with as many as they could bear, I had to find an answer. Fortunately, we have made some improvements as well.”

They could see the form of Yara Greyjoy herself manning the scorpion on the bow of her ship, the Theon Greyjoy . She fired.

When the bolt hit a Redwyne ship, it exploded, tearing a huge gash in the side. Tyrion’s eyes widened in surprise.

“A gift from Yi Ti,” said Dany. “A powder that ignites when it makes contact with fire. Enough of it, and…”

The Westerosi ships launched bolts of their own, but the warships of the Imperial fleet- in direct comparison to the transport that Tyrion so vividly remembered being on when Euron had ambushed them near Dragonstone- were made of thicker wood. The Redwyne bolts stuck to their holds and did not penetrate.

The Iron Fleet and other warships moved their sails to full, and began closing the gap, launching exploding bolts at the opposing ships all the while. They could see Imperial soldiers, wearing light armor in case they fell into the ocean below, preparing to board.

“My legions are skilled on land,” said Daenerys. “How does one use that advantage at sea?”

An Iron Fleet warship rammed into a Redwyne ship, and dropped a spiked gangplank on the stern onto the enemy ship. Imperial soldiers charged across, the two ships latched together by the boarding platform.

“Turn it into a land battle,” finished Arthur.

As the Redwyne ships continued to desperately try and fend off the Imperial ships, with their exploding bolts, there was a loud roar- from behind them.

Drogon had led his dragon friends to their rear. The Imperial dragons attacked from the sky, as Daenerys had done to decimate the Iron Fleet seven years ago.

A bolt launched and hit Drogon. It bounced off his scales, harder than ever due to his age.

It was not long after that the Redwyne ships started to strike their sails and surrender. Half of their fleet- the strongest fleet in Westeros- had been destroyed outright. More that could were trying to escape. Drogon roared at the other dragons, clearly issuing orders, in a way, to keep the younger ones from pursuing. His scales were hard enough to resist the scorpion bolts- not theirs.

“First blood to the Empire,” said Jon.

The path into the Narrow Sea was open.


“Seventeen,” said Yara, having come aboard to make reports to the Empress. “Seventeen ships lost. But seventy two were captured. I’m sending Ironborn over to man them and keep an eye on the sailors.”

“We can stop them over in Pentos and find sailors,” said Daenerys.

“Aye, and Braavos.”

The swollen armada continued to press northwards. The captured ships sailed ahead, to Pentos and Braavos, to replace the captured Westerosi sailors with loyal Imperial citizens.

“Pentos is where you married Drogo, right?” asked Jon as they passed the Bay of Pentos. They couldn’t see the city itself, but Daenerys had pointed it out.

“It was,” said Dany.

“What happened to Illyrio Mopatis?”

Dany frowned. “He’s still alive. He lobbied me for a seat on the Elder Council, but I do not trust him. Not one bit. He did me both a great wrong, forcing me to marry… but also a great boon. Three dragon eggs. And Drogo and I did grow to care for one another… in a way.”

Seven years ago, Jon had felt a jealous twinge every time Daenerys had spoken of her husband. Now, though, he felt… nothing. Regret, yes, that Dany had suffered through what she had gone through. That they had lost the chance to bond all their lives as the brother and sister they were.

“Have you been to Braavos since you were brought back?” asked Jon, trying to move the topic to happier times.

“I have.”

“Did you ever find your house? With the red door?”

Daenerys sighed through her nose and closed her eyes. “It was never in Braavos.”

Jon furrowed his brows. “Then where was it?”

“I haven’t… I don’t know. I suspect my grandf- Lord Dayne, my mother’s father, would have known. But she, my uncle, they were both gone and lost track of me, until I was with Viserys. I don’t know where I was, just that it was not Braavos.”

“You’ll find it,” assured Jon. “I’m sure you will.”

“Someday…”

Daenerys turned and walked along the railing sadly.

Jon again felt a horrid stab of guilt. He knew he hadn’t had the best childhood, compared to his ‘trueborn siblings.’ Compared to what he would have gotten if Lyanna Stark and Rhaegar Targaryen had lived.

But he had had a home. He had a family that loved him.

Dany had Viserys, and the life of the exiled.

And he still didn’t know why he had been afforded his life, but she had been cast out. A lone wolf.

Nothing made sense about it to Jon. He wanted to- needed to- talk to someone about it. But Davos didn’t know the secret, and in any case was on his own ship. Not far off, but out of easy speaking range. Tyrion knew, but Jon didn’t think he could answer Jon’s questions.

There were only two people Jon felt could answer his questions, or that he would at least like to speak to it about.

Jon wondered if Uncle Benjen had known who he was. If he’d known that he wasn’t the only babe Lyanna had borne.

But the only one who could guarantee answers to all Jon’s questions was Eddard Stark himself, and his answers had died with him when Ilyn Payne took his head off outside the Great Sept of Baelor.

It kept Jon up at night. Laying in bed, thinking. Ghost curled up at the foot of the bed- at least, when the direwolf wasn’t with Daenerys. In truth Jon realized now that that must have been why Ghost took to her so fiercely.

The wolf had a keen sense of smell. Surely he had smelled what Jon had only seen when he had beheld his true mother’s face, unpainted. Free of color, it was obvious Daenerys was her daughter.

That face wasn’t the only one that floated through Jon’s mind at night. Picturing his father’s- for that was how he still thought of Eddard Stark- face. Jon didn’t know how he’d react if, by some miracle, he was allowed to speak with Ned Stark again.

Anger… anger mostly. Not so much for the secrets he’d kept from Jon, about his mother and father.

But for his sister. The lone wolf.

This revelation had shaken Jon to his core even deeper than learning his true parentage. Because that revelation, Jon understood. Ned had certainly promised Lyanna to keep her son safe. Not to sit him on the Iron Throne… which, Jon knew, was about as far from keeping him safe as was possible. And Jon had had… a decent childhood. Robb was as good a brother as Jon could have hoped for. Arya was, of course, the best sister possible.

Had Lyanna not made Ned promise to protect her daughter? She had loved Ashara, surely. Had splitting the babes been her idea? Trust one to her wife, one to her brother?

Had Ned promised to protect both her babes… and decided the best way to protect Daenerys was to keep her separate?

Had he broken his promise because Daenerys’s silver hair and purple eyes made her true parentage obvious? Because Ned had feared, in the North, there would be those clever enough to look upon her face and see Lyanna Stark reborn as a dragon?

Hells, Jon wondered… was Rhaegar Targaryen hidden beneath his black hair and grey eyes? With silver hair and purple eyes, would anyone look at Jon and think anything more than ‘Rhaegar Targaryen’s son’? Jon didn’t know.

Robert Baratheon would not have suffered any child of Rhaegar Targaryen to live. He had believed Daenerys merely his sister, and Jon knew her death had been something he desired greatly. She had been born after both her actual father and her presumed father had died. An innocent babe.

Sentenced to death by the King of Westeros from the moment she left the womb, for the crime of bearing the Targaryen name.

And Ned Stark had not protected her as he had Jon.

Jon wanted answers. He knew he and Arya- who was just as confused by this as Jon himself was- would tear Winterfell apart in their search for answers. Hiding it from Sansa would be another matter entirely… except for the fact that Jon knew she would have to be told eventually.

How would she react? Would she throw herself at Daenerys’s feet and beg forgiveness on grounds of kinship- an act that Jon was sure would only serve to infuriate Daenerys more, given what she had said about wanting to be judged for her actions, not her blood? Or would she refuse to believe it, accuse it of being lies, a trick?

Would the Northern lords even believe it, if they were told? Or would they refuse? Even if they could see it to be true, would they prefer to continue believing that it was a lie, rather than face the truth that the woman they hated… was one of them all along?

Jon had no clue. He was dreading discovering the answer. It could lead to peace… or it could lead to Jon sundering himself from the North for all time.

Because Dany was his sister. As Stark as he was. If they accepted him as a Stark, but rejected her… Jon would not suffer it.

If the North rejected his sister, Jon would reject them.


The armada continued northwards.

“Scout ships say that the Raven has amassed a colossal naval force at Blackwater Bay,” said Yara a week or so later. “He means to keep us from approaching King’s Landing.”

“Could we win?” asked Daenerys.

Yara considered her answer. “Aye, we could… but it would be hard fought.”

“They won’t be expecting what we’re actually doing, then,” said Jon. “To be-”

“Shhhhhhhhhhhh!” hissed Daenerys. Jon fell silent at once. “We’re on the borderline of his sight and Essos. We cannot confirm that he cannot see us currently.”

 

They met in Dany’s solar, which the servants had replaced to be a large meeting room, with a large map of the North over the table.

Kinvara came in and chanted some in Valyrian, marking sigils in ash on the walls. As the Elder Council stood around waiting and watching, she finally turned.

“We’re sanctified,” she said. “We’re safe from his sight.”

They gathered around the table. It was a bit of a tight squeeze.

“We’re a few weeks from reaching White Harbor,” said Daenerys. “No matter what our plans are, we must have that city.”

“Aye,” confirmed Jon. “It’s the only real city in the whole of the North. Nothing like Volantis, or King’s Landing, but still, a deep water port with enough docks to unload the whole force.”

“We can expect it to be held against us, is what you are saying?” asked Dai, an eyebrow raised.

“If they’re smart,” said Jon. “Our plan was to hope that Lord Manderly would come over to our side, once he saw that I was alive, and Bran had framed Sansa. But the news we got that he’s Bran’s Hand of the King now, that makes it a bit more difficult.”

“Lord Wyman will be in King’s Landing, I presume,” said Tyrion. “Traditionally, his son will now rule in his name.”

“Aye,” agreed Jon. “As Robb ruled Winterfell and the North when Lord Eddard was Robert Baratheon’s hand, so Wylis Manderly will be in charge in White Harbor. It’s unlikely we’ll be able to convince him to turn to our side. It’d put his father in terrible danger. Or his father would be forced to name him a traitor.”

“Is there a chance the Northern army will be assembled outside King’s Landing?” asked Doniphos. “Admiral Greyjoy reported that most of their fleet is at Blackwater Bay. Could they have brought all their forces to defend what they thought would be an attack on the capital?”

Jon looked at Tyrion. “I don’t think so,” said the dwarf. “Not if he was clever. He’d have hedged his bets. He’d have realized if he could not win at sea, he could not hold King’s Landing. Much of the city was still indefensible. It’s more symbolic now than strategic.”

“If they hold White Harbor against us,” said Dai, “can they repel our attack?”

“We must assume that once Bran warged into Samwell Tarly to confirm that Daenerys was the Amethyst Empress, he began preparing for dragons. We can expect he had copies made of Qyburn’s scorpion designs and sent to every castle, holdfast, city, maybe even farm in Westeros.”

“We should not need the dragons to take White Harbor,” said Daenerys.

“We should not use them on a city,” said Jon.

Jon glanced up to see Daenerys, Ashara, and Allyria all glaring at him. “Sorry,” he said. “I didn’t mean it like that. Obviously, I know, it was the poison…”

Dany nodded. “It’s okay.”

“The plan is,” said Arthur, “we’ll land forces around the city. A dragon will blow a hole in the wall. The legions will take the city. They know their orders. No looting, raping, massacres. Just take the city. Cleanly.”

“How many troops can we get ashore?” asked Jon.

“Mostly foot. Some cavalry. Enough to take the city, and defend against any relief attacks, easily.”

“I’ll never forget when the Lannister and Tyrell armies arrived at the Battle of the Blackwater,” said Tyrion. “Stannis had the battle won, until my father arrived. We can’t allow any last reinforcements to turn the tide at the last moment.”

“Our first priority should be to take the ports,” said Jon. “Take the docks, and we can unload all our troops and supplies.”

“I agree,” said Daenerys. She took a deep sigh. “Does anyone else have any concerns?”

None currently did.

 

When Jon went back to his cabin, he heard a gentle knock on the door. “Enter,” he called out, knowing who it would be.

Daenerys stepped in. “How are you doing?” she asked.

Jon smiled. “I should be the one asking you that,” he said. “It can’t be easy to be going back to Westeros… to the North.”

Daenerys closed her eyes and sighed. “I’m not who I was then,” she said. “And I know who they are. But they are still your people.”

Jon chuckled sadly. “Aye,” he said. “I grew up in the North. I learned at the foot of Eddard Stark. I learned all about Northern honor. They chose me as King. Why? Because I’ve got Stark blood?”

“Because they knew you,” responded Daenerys gently.

“Aye. They did.” Bitterness was dripping from Jon’s tongue. “Like they should have known you.”

Dany smiled sadly and sat next to him on his bed. “Are you sure you want to find the answers you seek?” she asked.

“Don’t you?” asked Jon.

“Eddard Stark raised you well. He made you the man you are. I was not blessed with such. But now that I have a mother, I know how hard it is to question your parents. I would almost rather you live to the ideal of Eddard Stark, more than have him torn down in your mind.”

Jon sighed. “The thing is… I’m already assuming the worst. That his sister made him promise to protect her children, and he willfully threw one of them to the side because he was afraid of the consequences that would befall those children he sired.”

Dany stayed silent for a moment. “I don’t know,” she admitted.

“Neither do I. I never really felt… at home at Winterfell. I wonder if that was because, on a deeper level, I knew that there was someone missing. You and I would have been best friends, Dany. It would have been… better to have another ‘outsider’ there.”

“Probably,” said Daenerys.

“Instead… I feel selfish.” Jon put his head in his hands. “I remember so many times wishing father would look at me and say, ‘Jon, you are as true a son as Robb, I have asked the King to legitimize you as a Stark.’ All the while, you were growing up on the streets of the Free Cities, with only Viserys, starving…”

“Suffering is not relative,” consoled Daenerys. “You can’t measure it against each other. You knew nothing different.”

“Aye, but you should have.”

Dany put her hand on Jon’s back comfortingly. “I just want to make sure, Jon, you don’t change. Eddard Stark raised you, and you’re a good man. As I said, probably the best man I’ve ever met in my life. Don’t forget that, even if what we find at Winterfell… isn’t what you want to hear. If there is anything to find.”

“I don’t even know if my uncle Benjen-” Jon stopped himself before correcting- “OUR uncle Benjen knew about me. He certainly didn’t know about you, I’m sure.”

“I might have Stark blood, Jon,” said Daenerys, “but I’m not a Stark. Just as it was so hard for you to accept your Targaryen heritage seven years ago. We aren’t defined by our blood.”

“Aye. Every Stark you’ve ever met has mistreated you. By contrast, the two Targaryens I’ve met have both been some of the most amazing people.”

“Maester Aemon?” asked Daenerys, remembering Jon’s stories of the kind, but very elderly Targaryen that had served as maester for the Night’s Watch.

“He was a great man. He wanted so badly to meet you.”

“I wish he could have.”

“He gave me a wise saying. ‘A Targaryen alone in the world is a terrible thing.’” Jon sighed. “And seven years ago, you were alone. You had experienced such losses… and everyone turned against you. Especially me.”

“You had just discovered something that threw your whole life off balance. You didn’t have time to process that before I was leading us into another war. Before we separated, you leading the soldiers from Winterfell, me… sailing to Dragonstone. It’s easier to recognize our mistakes after we’ve made them than before. And we all made many mistakes. Me most of all.”

Jon smiled sadly. “You’re not the one who murdered an innocent woman who is your sister.”

“But I trusted a spider who had already tried to kill me once before. And I knew he was trying to poison me, and that he had helpers.” She sighed and leaned onto her knees. “We can’t focus on our mistakes. Here we are again. We are who we are. You’re a good man. Regardless of what we discover at Winterfell. I just want you to remember that.”

“I will,” said Jon. “I won’t let another discovery change who I am. Just don’t let it change who you are. A good woman.”

Notes:

I operate under the assumption that boatsex wasn't all Jon and Dany were doing as they sailed from Dragonstone to White Harbor. Thus, as evidenced in earlier chapters, Jon told Dany of his family, of people important to him, specifically Maester Aemon.

They were just also having A LOT of boatsex. Sweet, sweet, incestuous boatsex.

Hey, don't look at me like that. I didn't write S7 or S8. I'm perfectly fine joking about incest at other peoples' expenses.

I do ship Jonerys IF they aren't brother and sister (but as the selection of quotes in Chapter 9 indicates, there is textual evidence for them being brother and sister). Aunt, eh, it's medieval times. I play Crusader Kings. I've done far worse. Brother and sister? That's reserved to meme runs.

It's also worth noting that this fic is fully CK2 compliant. Jon and Dany are both members of House Targaryen. Dany is declaring a war to press Jon's claim on the Seven Kingdoms. Since the Empire of the Dawn is a higher tier title than the Seven Kingdoms (Empire > Kingdom), since they share dynasty, Jon becomes Dany's vassal, even though Westeros isn't de jure part of the EOTD.

NEXT TIME:
1. The Imperial army reaches White Harbor and the invasion of Westeros formally begins.

Chapter 13: White Harbor

Summary:

“‘"For that, you need White Harbor. The city cannot compare to Oldtown or King's Landing, but it is still a thriving port. Lord Manderly is the richest of my lord father's bannermen.’”

- Jon I, A Dance with Dragons

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

When the Amethyst Dawn came into sight of White Harbor, they could already see that the docks were held against them. The city’s walls had a few scorpions. Not nearly as many as King’s Landing seven years ago, but more than a few.

Ironborn ships had already pulled ashore outside of arrow and bolt range from the walls to establish beachheads, Imperial legionnaires fanning out to protect against any Northern attacks as their forces poured ashore.

“Landing troops on those docks right now would be suicide,” observed Jon. The Manderly forces were holding the docks to prevent a landing.

“Agreed,” said Arthur.

Jon looked over as Daenerys came up from below decks. She was wearing a heavy white coat now, rather than a dress. It was still cold, even though spring was here. If Jon didn’t recognize that its accents were purple instead of red, he’d have thought it was the same coat Daenerys had worn seven years ago, at the Battle for Winterfell. Over top was still her silver chain, her half-cape still flowing over her shoulder and down her back.

“Nice coat,” offered Jon.

Daenerys raised an eyebrow playfully. “If I knew you admired my wardrobe, I could have had similar ones made for you.”

“I’m a Northerner. I prefer to dress the part.”

Allyria joined them a moment later. She was wearing a heavy white coat of her own, with a Dayne sash. “So this is the North,” she said. “Colder than I expected.”

“Not half as cold as the people,” replied Daenerys. She glanced at the coast, where the Imperial Guard were swarming ashore, preparing for her to climb on a boat and make landfall. She rubbed her amethyst. Jon almost felt it was glowing slightly, but possibly it was the light.

Jon saw the Nymeria launching a boat. He could see the red hair of Sansa from here as she and Arya made for the shore.

Tyrion stepped next to them, along with Bu Dai. “Nervous?” he asked.

Jon scoffed. “They all think I’m dead. That Sansa killed me.”

“I don’t expect they will be throwing themselves at your feet to beg forgiveness,” observed Dai.

“Not when they see who we came with,” said Jon sadly.

“If they have not heard anything of how the Empire is nothing like what they feared she would be, then they are fools,” said Dai.

The members of the Imperial Guard on the Amethyst Dawn climbed into their boats, and Daenerys, Jon, Allyria, Ashara, Tyrion, and the other Elder Councilors aboard behind them. They were lowered gently into the waves, and sailors began rowing them ashore.

For Jon, this did not much feel like a homecoming. He smelled the crisp air of the north, and realized… he wanted nothing more than to have stayed beyond the Wall. To have reconnected with Daenerys, buried the hatchet as they had, and returned to the wildlings. Maybe found a woman to love.

But this was where duty had led him.

They made landfall and Arya joined them at once. Sansa trailed along at her own pace, her mixed emotions showing on her face. She was glad to be back in the North, yes… but not at all happy about the manner of her return.

Still, they all noted, she had the Stark sash on over her furs.

“We should send word to negotiate,” she said.

“Aye,” agreed Jon. A rider was sent to the gates of White Harbor, bearing a white flag.

“What happens if they say no?” asked Sansa.

They all looked at Daenerys.

“That depends on the manner of their no,” she said. “The smallfolk will not be harmed, you have my word.”

 

The rider returned an hour or so later. He was allowed straight through to the command tents, where he knelt before Daenerys and Jon.

“Your Majesty, Your Grace,” he said. “The enemy commander will agree to a parley. Limited to six guards each.”

“Can we trust it?” asked Dany to Sansa and Jon.

“They’re Northerners,” said Sansa. “Their word is their bond. They don’t break their oaths.”

Sansa did not miss the faces of Tyrion, Daenerys, Jon, and even Arya darkening. It confused her. Yes, she could see Daenerys having distaste for ‘Northern Honor’. Even Jon, given that father had never told him the truth. But Arya?

As the Imperial forces continued to build up their siege of White Harbor, Arthur led the Imperial parley forward. Jon, Sansa, Daenerys, Arya, Tyrion, Davos, Ashara, Allyria. Their guards besides Arthur were Brienne and Pod, and three additional guardsmen.

Before them, out of the gates, rode Lord Wylis Manderly, son of Lord Wyman, merman banners fluttering above, opposing the Stark, Targaryen, and Imperial banners of the Imperial forces.

“Lord Wylis,” greeted Sansa, before anyone else could speak.

Wylis was accompanied by his sister, Wylla, his maester Theomore, his commander and cousin Marlon Manderly, and five additional guards.

“Sansa Stark,” responded Lord Wylis, looking at the other side. His eyes narrowed dangerously when they landed on Daenerys, but he could not hide some shock when they next landed on Jon.

Arya watched the Northerners on the other side. Wylis, Wylla, Marlon, and Theomore all looked nervous, but composed. Some of the guards, though, were looking terrified, staring at Daenerys as if they were looking at an actual dragon.

One, though, the one on the furthest right, was fidgeting. Nervous. Sweating. Arya leaned into Arthur Dayne. “The one on the right,” she whispered. “He’s terrified. Desperate.”

Arthur gave her a glance, but as he studied the man, his eyes narrowed. “Well spotted,” he said.

“We ask you to stand down your city and remember your family’s allegiance to House Stark,” continued Sansa to Wylis. “As you can see, Bran framed me on false pretenses. I did not kill Jon.”

“Clearly,” said Wylis. “But my allegiance to House Stark cannot be questioned. Your allegiances, though… the Mad Queen, Sansa Stark?”

Daenerys did not look ashamed, though her eyes did narrow. “The truth-”

“I don’t give credence to the words of monsters!” snarled Wylis. “Shut your evil lips before I forget myself and avenge those you slaughtered, whore.” Daenerys’s face hardened.

“The truth of that day was not so simple,” said Jon forcefully. “The Empress was poisoned with a substance known as basilisk’s blood. It drove her to madness.”

Wylis gave a glance at Maester Theomore. “Is there such a poison?”

“It’s very rare,” answered Theomore.

“It’s true,” said Arya.

“It was given to her by the spider, Lord Varys,” said Tyrion. “She was supposed to ‘go mad’ at a time when she could be restrained. Lord Varys wanted Jon to take the Iron Throne. Jon did not want it. He thought it would be the only way to convince Jon to take the throne from her.”

“It was his birthright,” answered Wylis. “If she was truly poisoned, why did the King never speak on it? Bran Stark is the son of Eddard Stark. A good and honorable man.”

“That’s not Bran,” said Arya, giving a slight glare to Sansa. This really should be Sansa speaking, not her, but even if it got her back Winterfell, Sansa was still loathe to speak in support of Daenerys. “It’s something else in his body.”

“Convenient,” spat Wylis, glaring at Daenerys. “An explanation that boosts you, and damns Bran Stark.”

“It’s true,” said Sansa finally. “Bran knew I did not kill Jon, and yet still he told your father I had. He did everything he did in pursuit of power.”

“He told me my parentage knowing it would push me away from her,” said Jon. “But he never told us hers.” Dany, Ashara, and Arya all gave a glance at Jon. “She was never the Mad King’s daughter. She was the daughter of Prince Rhaegar Targaryen… my father. And this is her mother. Lady Ashara Dayne.”

Everyone looked over at Ashara, who sat there proudly. She gave a grateful glance to Jon, for holding to his oath.

Wylis furrowed his brows. It was clear this was not how he was expecting it to go. “And now you wish to place her as Queen in King’s Landing? Bran Stark is King in the South by choice. Not by inheritance. All the Great Lords of the Six Kingdoms agreed with that choice.”

“Only after he had used his sight and powers to remove all other choices,” said Tyrion. “And he is a terrible King.”

“But he is still the king,” retorted Wylis. “You say she was poisoned. Did he tell the spider to do it?”

Jon bit his lip. “No,” he said. “Not that we know, in any case.”

“Did he tell you to kill her?”

Jon scowled at that. “No.”

“I did,” said Arya. “Because before I left Winterfell for King’s Landing, the Raven told me Jon would be in danger. That she was going to go mad and kill all of House Stark.”

All of Arya’s companions looked at her in surprise. She had never mentioned that before. Arya held Wylis’s gaze proudly. “Go ahead,” she barbed. “You trust Bran Stark because he’s Eddard Stark’s son. I am his daughter, and I tell you this. Call me a liar.”

Wylis stared at her, trying to detect a lie, but Arya gave no indication of such. “Be that as it may,” he said, “I am not the head of my House. Yielding White Harbor to you is not in my power. To do such would be to betray my lord father, who has sworn an oath to King Bran. Who is Hand of the King.”

“Based on a lie,” responded Sansa.

“He is the eldest trueborn son of Eddard Stark… the only son left. By rights, he was Lord of Winterfell.”

“He abdicated in my favor. ‘I can’t be Lord of Winterfell,’ is what he said. ‘I can’t be Lord of anything.’”

“Didn’t stop him from accepting the kingship, though,” said Tyrion.

“You are the one who proposed him as such, Lord Tyrion,” responded Wylis.

“A horrific mistake that I regret immensely,” said Tyrion simply.

“Still, oaths are oaths. I will not betray my father, nor his King. I will not yield this city to you. Or shall you burn it to the ground if I don’t?”

Everyone on Dany’s delegation scowled. “Your people will be safe,” promised Daenerys.

“I don’t believe you.”

“Then believe me,” said Jon sternly. “Your father named me King once. I assure you, Lord Wylis, that that is not Bran Stark. It’s something else. Something evil. Something that manipulated everything to see himself on the throne. Just as he manipulated Lady Sansa’s desk, and placed false proof in there. There is no dishonor in yielding when your oaths are based on lies.” He shot a glance at Arya.

“And what oaths have you sworn, Jon Snow?” asked Wylis.

“Jon Targaryen. Aye, I’m the son of Rhaegar Targaryen and Lyanna Stark. And I’ve accepted Her Majesty- my sister’s- offer. Bran is a terrible king. She will place me on the throne in King’s Landing, as King of the Seven Kingdoms. And we will be part of the Empire of the Dawn.”

Wylis spat on the ground. “You might have Northern blood, but you don’t have our honor. Claim what you will about Bran Stark, but he raised my father to Hand. He’s got Stark blood. He’s your kin. If you want this city, take it. King who Knelt. You and your foreign armies, and foreign whores .”

Jon held back Wylis’s gaze. “Aye, then,” he said. “We will.”

The parley groups broke apart. Arya kept her eyes on their delegation as they went off. The guard she had spotted was sweating profusely. None of the others gave him a glance as he lingered.

And then he reached down and lifted a knife.

“KNIFE!” shouted Arya. The man, realizing he was spotted, threw it as hard as he could at Daenerys. The man apparently was good at throwing knives- it flew straight and true, point straight at Daenerys.

For a single, horrifying moment, they all thought she was going to be stabbed.

Then with a loud PING! the knife bounced off her breast. The point had been facing in.

Arya gave a quick glance to the Manderlys. They looked horrified, but not at Daenerys’s survival. At that one of their men had tried to attack her, in a parley.

“Grab him!” shouted Wylis. The other guards grabbed him and threw him to his knees, taking his weapons from him. Marlon searched him for more knives.

“She’s going to kill my children,” said the man, weeping in terror. “She’s gonna burn the city down, and kill my wife and children.” He became incoherent in his terrified sobbing.

“I offer my most sincere apologies,” said Wylis quickly. “That was not by my order.”

“You should have selected your guards better,” said Arthur, stepping forward. The Imperial Guards grabbed the terrified man and dragged him over to their side. The Manderlys did not protest. The man shrieked in terror.

“Please don’t hurt my family,” he begged through his sobs.

Arthur drew Dawn and readied it.

“STOP!” ordered Daenerys. Her uncle gave her an incredulous glance. She approached the man. She knelt in front of him.

“I am not going to burn the city,” she said gently. The man wept in terror.

“He broke the traditions of parley,” said Arthur. “His life is forfeit. He is wrong to be terrified of such.”

Daenerys glanced up at her uncle. “You know that. We know that. But does he? Or does he have the words of his lords and history telling him such?”

Daenerys turned to face the Manderlys. “Release him,” she ordered her guards. Arthur bit back a scowl, but he did as ordered. The man stumbled over to his lines. “Deal with him as you please. I recommend mercy. I understand his terror. But I swear, it was poison that drove me to burn King’s Landing.”

Wylis looked at her with a new, interested gaze. It was obvious he had started to believe her. “I still cannot surrender the city to you,” he said. “I rule in my father’s name, and my father is Hand to King Bran.”

“I understand. But we will be taking this city. You cannot defend against us. Your own eyes should tell you such. There is no dishonor in yielding when you cannot win. Sparing the lives of your soldiers. Especially when what is coming is coming. The White Walkers are stirring beyond the Wall again.”

Wylis went completely pale. He had fought against the White Walkers before… he had survived the Battle of Winterfell.

“Aye,” said Jon, striding forward. “I know it to be true. They’re the ones who attacked Hardhome. Whatever’s in Bran’s body, it used that attack to frame Sansa for my death. A death he knew wasn’t true. You say he’s of House Stark, but Sansa is. She ruled as Queen, and she did well, didn’t she? Bran framed her. She’d have died if she’d fallen into his hands.”

Wylis bit his lip. It was obvious he was tormented by his decision. He knew he couldn’t win, but his father was Hand of the King in King’s Landing. He wanted to yield…

“I can’t,” he said. “My father… I can’t betray him.”

It had been worth a shot. “You’ll be treated with honor,” said Daenerys comfortingly, “when the city is in our hands.”

Again, the parley groups drew apart.

Jon found himself next to Arya. He looked at her, confused. “You never said Bran had warned you that Daenerys was going to go mad and endanger me,” he said.

“No, I didn’t,” said Arya.

“Why not?”

Arya bit her lip and glanced at Jon. “Because I was telling him what he needed to hear.”

Jon understood, though he sighed. “Lying isn’t the best way to earn their trust, Arya,” he said.

“We all know what the Raven did,” defended Arya. “He played us like pieces on a cyvasse board, turned us all against her. If they’re too dumb to see it themselves, there’s nothing wrong with helping them. If it can save their lives… get them to stand down. Side with us.”

Jon still didn’t much like it, but he had to nod. “Let’s just hope they don’t think their walls and scorpions give them a chance to defeat us. We attack soon.”

 

In the end, though, the math did not bear out for House Manderly.

Their numbers had recovered from the War of the Five Kings, the Bolton rule over the North, the Battle of Winterfell, and the winter. But even at their strongest, House Manderly could only boast 1,500 soldiers.

They were facing off against tens of thousands of soldiers of the Gemstone Legions.

“I should be there,” said Jon as their soldiers formed up to begin the attack. “Fighting with our men.”

“You are a king,” said Daenerys. “All it takes is one soldier with a crossbow and a death wish.”

They watched as Drogon swooped low along the walls, burning the scorpions. Most were unmanned, the soldiers fleeing for their lives rather than continue to hold their ground against the gigantic dragon. Only a few fired, but all missed.

Once the gates were clear of scorpions, the dragon then landed on the ground before them. Far larger than he was seven years ago, he did not use his fire to burn the gates to ash. Instead, he smashed it repeatedly with his huge tail, throwing his massive weight into the blows, until with a splintering of wood, they fell into the city. He roared at the soldiers who stood inside, his hot breath blowing over them in waves, even as he didn’t unleash his flames.

To a man, they threw down their swords and fled, leaving nobody to hold the gates against the advancing legions.

It was not long after that, with little combat, that the city surrendered.

“No bells?” asked Jon.

“I’ve never known bells to mean surrender,” said Davos. “I kind of forgot that seven years ago.”

The Manderly troops who surrendered were free to go. Imperial troops secured the docks and began assisting the ships still at sea in unloading their passengers- most specifically, the horses.

Wylis Manderly came before Daenerys, Jon, and Sansa, and though he did not kneel, he offered them his sword as a token of surrender.

The Empress and King decided to allow Sansa the latitude in this matter.

“You will continue your rule over the city under our oversight,” she said to Wylis. “Until such a time as the fate of your House can be determined.”

Wylis bowed and returned to the New Keep to keep things peaceful between his people and the Imperial forces. Maester Theomore was put to task sending ravens throughout the North, announcing that Sansa had returned, was innocent of the crime accused of, that Bran Stark was not truly himself anymore, and that all lords of the North were expected to renew their oaths of fealty and repent to her, the trueborn daughter of House Stark, and rightful Lady of Winterfell, Wardeness of the North in the name of King Jon Targaryen and the Amethyst Empress of the Dawn.

Any who defied them would be rooted out of their keeps and dealt with as oathbreakers.

“Punish not the child for the sins of the father,” said Jon once Wylis was gone.

“He made his own choice,” replied Sansa coldly.

“Aye, and what choice would you have made if it was your father’s life on the line?”

Sansa glanced at Aryam who was watching her closely. She remembered that Arya knew full well of the letter that she had written- at Cersei’s instructions- asking Robb to come to King’s Landing and bend the knee to Joffrey.

Sansa nodded, but she obviously wasn’t pleased.

“I’m sure most of the Lords have heard of her true identity by now,” said Sansa.

At Jon and Dany’s request, Edric Dayne went with a few riders from the Onyx Legions who had been native Northerners before their exile, to deliver a letter on his and Daenerys’s behalf to Greywater Watch.

Howland Reed.


Daenerys, at her uncle’s insistence, and her family did not take up lodgings in the New Keep.

“All it takes is one servant,” he said. After the incident with the guard at the parley, Daenerys did not protest her uncle.

She stayed in a tent, surrounded by the Imperial Guard, surrounded even further by her legions. Behind her tent was a field for the dragons to nest in. Drogon in particular stayed close to her. It was obvious that he was not pleased to find his mother here again. Jon avoided the dragons. He had avoided Drogon so far… he had a feeling the dragon would not be as forgiving as his mother had been.

He still remembered Drogon poking Daenerys’s body with his nose, and then his roar of grief. If he had dreams anymore, he was sure it would haunt his nightmares.

Sansa was not too proud to take up the offer of hospitality, even if it wasn’t like Daenerys and her family weren’t living in luxury- she had a full bed, braziers to keep her tent warm, handmaids and servants.

Reports from the city were that there had been the absolute bare minimum of innocent deaths when the Legions had taken the city. Even most of the defenders had thrown down their blades rather than face the Gemstone Legions in battle.

Most of the innocent deaths, Arya reported- for Sansa still rather resented the entire idea of having to report to Daenerys at all- were actually suicides, terrified of what awaited them when the ‘Mad Queen’ controlled their lives.

Daenerys wished she knew how to calm their fears. The city still stood, completely intact, other than the gates- and her legions were already busy at work repairing them.

Jon, Tyrion, and Davos spoke with community leaders, all of whom- despite the assurances- remained utterly skeptical of her intentions. She had invaded; she had seized the city, and despite their pronouncements that Jon Targaryen, the man known to them as Jon Snow, the former King in the North, was taking the throne, they remained suspicious.

“This is what I expected,” said Daenerys sadly to Jon as they walked through the city. They were surrounded on all sides by Imperial Guard, and Dany’s amethyst was glowing slightly. Given what Arya had said about her amethyst being magic, Jon had a suspicion about what was going on, and sure enough, when he put his hand on Dany’s shoulder, he felt something rigid beneath her coat. Armor. She was hiding it with a glamour.

They had gone to speak with the powerful of the city, where Daenerys had assured them that she was not the woman they feared, that she had been poisoned with basilisk’s blood, that Bran Stark was not a good King, that he had framed his own sister for a murder she did not commit.

It had only been marginally effective.

“I’d say they’ll learn,” said Jon, “but I promised that before, and they didn’t.”

Lord Wylis was supportive, but still neutral. He had yielded the city, but that didn’t matter much.

“We’ll need to leave a garrison,” said Dany. “At least to keep our supply lines to Essos open.”

They were only to stay at White Harbor for a few days. Once the legions had finished coming ashore, and were ready, they would march on Winterfell.


“I fucking hate this cold,” said Allyria to Daenerys, as they stood outside her tent, looking over the North that they could see, despite the vast military camps surrounding them. “Give me the sun of Dorne.”

“Winterfell is better,” assured Daenerys to her sister. “Jon told me when we were travelling there, the castle has hot springs beneath it. They pipe water up through the walls, keeping the castle very warm.”

“Warm enough for you?” teased Allyria.

“I usually still had a fire in my chambers. But when I was there last, it was winter. This is spring.”

“I can’t imagine how much colder it was then,” groaned Allyria. Daenerys smiled.

They stood in silence for a few moments. “What do you think?” asked Daenerys.

“That these people don’t deserve you,” said Allyria simply. “When we go to Dorne, you will find love, on this damned continent.”

“Princess Martell knows the truth,” said Daenerys. “The whole truth.”

“That doesn’t make you any less our mother’s daughter,” assured Allyria.

“They hate me,” said Daenerys, looking over at White Harbor. “They fear me. That guard tried to kill me just because he thought I might burn the city.”

“You’re safe. Uncle Arthur and mother are keeping an eye for anyone who might hurt you.”

“I know. I’m just… seven years ago, they were furious with Jon for him bending the knee. What if we’re wrong? What if they’ll never accept him as their King? What if I’m putting him in danger?”

Allyria put her arm around Daenerys comfortingly. “All we need to do is prove to Westeros that the Raven is the enemy,” she said. “You’ve worked up a legal fiction that will appease the Dornish… the Reachmen hate the Raven and his sellsword… prove that that isn’t truly Bran Stark and you win over the Riverlands and the Vale. And our cousin can convince Gendry Baratheon.”

The command tents, and their surrounding area, were consecrated by Kinvara and a few more Red Priests that had sailed with the fleet. The Raven could not see within. Despite the security, it was another reason why Daenerys preferred to conduct her business inside the city. She figured she would have enough problems getting the Westerosi on-side as it was. Add on foriegn priests of a foreign god, that would just make things even more difficult.

There was a clearing of a throat behind them. Dany glanced as Tyrion stepped beside them.

“You still have quite a bit of support,” he said. “Every time I wrote to a lord or lady, it seemed like the gods flipped a coin-”

“Careful with the coin flips analogies,” warned Daenerys.

Tyrion grimaced. “True. Well, then it’s like the gods… hmm. Let’s just cut to the chase and say that around half the time, the lords hated me for daring to side with you. Around another half the time, the lords wrote… how dare I ever betray you. You were the trueborn heir of House Targaryen, the rightful Queen. To many lords, you still are.”

Allyria and Daenerys each raised an eyebrow. “I wonder where those lords wrote to you from,” responded Daenerys tartly.

“Mostly the Reach and Dorne. Some from the Crownlands. Some from the Stormlands. Even some from the Riverlands.”

“The North?”

Tyrion shook his head, confirming what Daenerys suspected. “I was not Hand of the King of the Seven Kingdoms, though. Whenever I needed something from the North, I wrote to Sansa directly.”

“Did she help?” asked Allyria.

“When she could. I remember, a few years ago, we received reports from the Neck and the Riverlands that a gigantic wolf pack was devouring livestock by the farm. Sansa said she’d send hunters to deal with the wolves.”

“She didn’t kill them, did she?” asked another voice. Arya stepped forward, seemingly out of the shadows.

“I don’t believe so,” said Tyrion. “Why?”

“That was Nymeria’s pack.”

“Nymeria?” asked Daenerys. “Like your ship?”

“Like the direwolf the ship was named for,” said Arya. “Each of us got a direwolf from the same mother. Bran, Robb, Jon, and father found them trying to nurse from her dead body. They brought them back and gave them to each of us.”

“Like Ghost,” said Daenerys.

Arya nodded, smiling. “Ghost had crawled off by himself, Jon said. It was luck Jon found him.”

Daenerys nodded, but darkness fell on her face. “It was lucky. We all know what happens to lone wolves.”

Arya sighed sadly, but she did not speak. She gave a glance at Tyrion.

“He knows,” said Daenerys.

“You told him but you haven’t told Sansa yet?” asked Arya, slightly indignant. “She is your cousin.”

“By her own actions, she is nothing of the sort,” responded Daenerys sternly. “She barely is Jon’s sister anymore.”

“She’s still Jon’s sister. She just needs to remember that.” Arya approached Allyria. “I don’t think we really had a chance to speak in Volantis,” she said. “I’m Arya Stark. Your cousin.”

“Allyria Dayne,” responded Allyria.

“I know. I also know why you bear that name, and not the name of the man who…” Arya sighed. “I’m sorry. It can’t be easy to…”

“I’ve made my peace with it. I am not my father’s daughter. My mother taught me the good of my Stark blood, and that all families have had bad members. A father doing something evil does not mean their children shall.”

Arya nodded. “On behalf of House Stark, though, I’d like to say, you are our kin, and we will stand by you.” She extended her arm.

Allyria took it and held Arya’s wrist. The two nodded at each other. Allyria smiled. Arya grinned back.


A few responses trickled into White Harbor from some of the closer lords.

It appeared that the North had certainly noticed that 77,000 soldiers were now encamped around their largest- and only- city.

And that the woman they had thrown to Bran Stark had returned, once a Queen, now Wardeness of the North to the man they thought she had killed… and the woman that that man had killed.

Lord Kegan Flint sent back a defiant message. That Sansa Stark had abandoned her honor, and the Lords of the North had chosen to serve Bran Stark, the trueborn son of Eddard Stark, the rightful Lord of Winterfell.

Sansa put him in her own little mental list as an oathbreaker.

The few other responses that came in were all agreements to report to Winterfell in a few weeks. Sansa intended them to renew their oaths of fealty to her. She was sure there would be some discussion on the matter. But in the end, there was only one choice. Bend the knee to her again.

That they would also be bending the knee to Jon was something Sansa wasn’t thrilled about, but she could live with.

It was that they would also be bending the knee to the Amethyst Empress that she found intolerable, despite the fact that she had no choice but to tolerate it.

Arya had made her opinion on the matter very clear. Surely it was that Jon had sided with Daenerys so firmly. Jon always had been Arya’s favorite. Arya had sided with Jon and his chosen Empress- his precious half-sister.

Surely Jon only had sided with her because he felt he owed her. Jon, and Tyrion, and even Davos had found out about her ‘innocence’ and thrown themselves beneath her, kissing her feet and begging her forgiveness. All the while forgetting that their doubts in her had started to grow even before she had destroyed King’s Landing. Tyrion had been visibly terrified of her. Jon had already pushed her away and it was only his oaths and lingering love that he clung to. Davos… Sansa truthfully didn’t know Davos’s opinion.

Sansa had seen a change in Jon from the moment they had last seen each other on the docks at King’s Landing, to the day they met again in Volantis, to now. In King’s Landing, he had been a shattered, broken man, moving more on instinct than he was on will. In Volantis, he had begun the process of mending, but Daenerys had turned all his anger towards Sansa.

Now… he was Jon again. He was at peace with his past.

Sansa wasn’t fool enough to think that was because he was back with the woman he’d loved, his precious queen - she had eyes, after all, and her eyes told her Jon and Daenerys were not fucking each other- but because he had found forgiveness for the unforgivable.

But in the end he had spat on Robb’s memory. Robb had died so the North could be free. Jon had knelt and handed it to Daenerys- and she’d never even been the rightful Queen. Sansa did not give a damn for what legal fiction Daenerys and the Elder Council- including Tyrion, the little traitor- had cooked up. She was a bastard. Jon had always been the rightful King.

She had only found power in a land where people didn’t understand who bastards really were. Covetous and low, greedy.

And she had forced Sansa to make the impossible choice. Bend the knee to her, or never go home to Winterfell.

And she’d turned her family against her. Not only Jon, but Arya, too. Arya, who walked alongside Daenerys and smiled now. Arya, who had shown Sansa her improved sword, excited about getting a chance to use it.

If Sansa betrayed Daenerys, Arya would step aside and let the Empress execute her.

But there would always be a way to escape. Sansa would never suffer the North to fall under the rule of someone without Stark blood. Jon was one thing. His Empress was another.

Sansa would just have to find the way to protect the North. To ensure Stark blood ruled over it… always.

She heard some commotion from the outer edges of the Imperial camp as riders approached. They bore the banners of the Empire, House Dayne, the Onyx Legions, and House Targaryen.

And one more.

A black lizard lion on a green field.

Sansa had to search her memory for that sigil. It had not been seen in Winterfell in her memory.

House Reed.

Notes:

It is one of The Raven's clever strokes, even if at the time he made it, he didn't know how useful it would be. Lord Manderly is one of the more powerful Northern lords, and he's definitely reasonable. As the lord of the North's only real city and major port, obviously, trade with the Empire is something he deals with rather heavily. He'd know better than anyone in the North that the Empire is not at all a bad place.

But Wylis Manderly, despite basically being convinced that bending the knee is the right move, can't do it, because to do so is to condemn his father to death.

I think you all can probably guess which Northern Lord is going to be the de facto leader of the North in the middle of this summit where Jon and Dany (and supposedly Sansa) tell them "bend the knee." It's not a negotiation. It's an ultimatum. Backed up with seventy-seven thousand soldiers and a few dragons.

But the North is stubborn, aren't they?

NEXT TIME:
1. Howland Reed discusses what he knows and finds out quite a few things he didn't.
2. Dany discovers something isn't as she has been told.
3. Ashara makes a friend!

Chapter 14: Howland's Tale

Summary:

“‘But then they heard a roar. ‘That's my father's man you're kicking,’ howled the she-wolf.’

‘The she-wolf laid into the squires with a tourney sword, scattering them all. The crannogman was bruised and bloodied, so she took him back to her lair to clean his cuts and bind them up with linen.’”

- Bran II, A Storm of Swords

“Dany's hand clenched hard around the reins, and she turned the silver's head. ‘Make them stop,’ she commanded Ser Jorah.

‘Khaleesi?’ The knight sounded perplexed.

‘You heard my words,’ she said. ‘Stop them.’ She spoke to her khas in the harsh accents of Dothraki. ‘Jhogo, Quaro, you will aid Ser Jorah. I want no rape.’”

- Daenerys VII, A Game of Thrones

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

King Jon met the riders at the gates of the fortified camp.

“Lord Reed,” greeted Jon to the new guests. Lord Reed had brought a few soldiers along with them of their own, just a guard. Jon had a few Onyx Legionnaires at his back, but they stayed a distance away to keep the Reeds at ease.

“King Jon,” replied Howland. Next to him, a young woman with brown hair was glaring at Jon, as if offended they had been called to come.

“Thank you for coming,” said Jon sincerely. “We’re sure it was not an easy trip.”

Howland nodded, then cast a skeptical glance around. The camp of the legions completely surrounded the city- one currently had to pass through a gate entering the Legion camp, and then one exiting it before reaching White Harbor itself-  but given that the gates were open and people were freely coming in and out, it was obvious that the siege was over and the Empire had won. The Imperial flags flying from the towers on the walls drew a particular narrowing of the eyes from Lord Reed.

“Why are we here?” asked Howland’s companion suspiciously.

Jon hesitated. There were people around, so he couldn’t speak as freely as he wished. “We need to speak with you,” he said. “Regarding what you may have known about… certain events.”

“Events such as?” asked the woman, her eyes full of suspicion. They were not at all reduced when she saw a red-haired woman come down through the gates to join Jon, the Stark direwolf glinting on her sash.

Given her reaction, Jon was sure this was Meera Reed, Howland’s daughter and Bran’s companion from when they’d escaped Winterfell, until they’d returned.

“My birth,” replied Jon simply to Lord Reed.

That drew Howland’s attention. “Your riders’ message told me that you finally know the truth,” said the Lord of Greywater Watch. “And yet… here you are. With the Mad King’s daughter once more. Your aunt.”

Jon felt a surge of annoyance at the way Lord Reed dismissively referred to Daenerys as the Mad King’s daughter. That they had the same parents, only different adoptive parents, and yet Dany had done so much for so many and they still lauded him and derided her.

“He was pledged to her another way seven years ago,” said Meera skeptically. “Are you still pledged that way?”

“No,” said Jon firmly. “We’re not lovers anymore.” He was stunned that Howland Reed didn’t at least know that Daenerys wasn’t the Mad King’s daughter. Knowing she was Lyanna’s daughter was one thing, but her claiming Ashara Dayne as her mother should have spread far and wide by now.

Jon knew Howland had been one of the men with Eddard Stark when he found Lyanna. Ashara had mentioned she had sped Daenerys from the Tower of Joy to Starfall, as they had feared Daenerys would not live. Rightly… it had taken Ashara Dayne’s sacrifice to save Daenerys’s life. But he wondered if Howland knew that Jon had not been the babe Lyanna had just borne. Because he remembered Rickon, and how small he had been, and how much bigger he had been after… after...

Seven hells, Jon wasn’t even sure how much older he was than Dany. All Ashara had said was that she had been born early.

“Lord Reed,” said Sansa, taking advantage of Jon’s lapse in speaking. “On behalf of House Stark, we thank you for your long and loyal service to our family.”

Howland nodded and gave a slight bow. “Lady Stark. Your father was a good man and a dear friend.”

“He was a man of unimpeachable honor, and I try to live up to his example.”

Jon barely held back a snort. He was feeling less angry with Sansa nowadays… but he still knew he would never entirely forgive her for what she had done. It would lay between them, always.

Sansa glared at Jon slightly. Howland had not noticed his skepticism, but she had.

Howland turned to introduce the other. “My daughter, Meera.”

“Lady Stark,” said Meera, her tone very clipped. She turned to Jon. “King Jon.” She was much warmer to him.

“Lady Meera,” said Jon. “You were very helpful to our brother Bran beyond the Wall, we understand.”

At Bran’s name, Meera’s face darkened. “Did he tell you that?” she asked.

“You were with him when he returned to Winterfell,” said Sansa. “I remember.”

“Oh?” asked Meera, a hint mockingly. “Do you remember that after my brother died for him… after Hodor died for him… when I traveled with him for years, beyond the Wall, when I got him home, back to Winterfell, all he had to say was ‘I don’t need you anymore. Goodbye?’”

Sansa’s face shifted, and she started to scowl at Meera daring to speak to her in that tone. Jon leapt in. “On behalf of House Stark, allow me to offer you our apologies,” he said. Sansa closed her mouth, and Jon could tell that she resented that he still spoke for House Stark when he had acknowledged he was a Targaryen. “Bran’s conduct is not something any of us are happy with, both then and now.”

“Indeed,” said Sansa, diplomatically getting in line with Jon. “Bran accused me of murdering Jon. He both knew I had not even attempted it, and that Jon lived. He did it to give himself an opportunity to usurp my throne.”

“And you bent the knee to Daenerys Targaryen in response?” asked Meera, her eyes narrowed.

“Lady Sansa bent the knee to me,” said Jon. “With the Amethyst Empress’s support, I will be pressing my claim for the Kingship of Westeros. I will rule the Seven Kingdoms in her name.”

“As her bannerman?” asked Howland, confused.

“Aye,” confirmed Jon.

Howland was visibly shocked by the fact that Jon had bent the knee to Daenerys. “The woman who burnt King’s Landing?”

Jon opened his mouth to respond, but they were interrupted by a page arriving, a few Imperial Guards marching behind. “Lord Reed,” said the page, bowing to him. “The Amethyst Empress sends her greetings and welcome. She wishes to speak with you.”

Howland did not at all look pleased, but with Sansa and Jon both pledged to her- even indirectly- he knew his hands were tied. “Lord Reed,” said Jon, looking at him pleadingly. “Trust me.”

Howland looked in his eyes, and that seemed to reassure him. “I am at the Empress’s service,” he said. They turned to enter the camp. Sansa padded along behind them, but she clearly had no interest in being in Daenerys’s presence. Once they reached the innermost camp, that of the Imperial Guard, she stalked off to Arya’s tent- Jon knew to wait to speak with Howland before she headed back to her allocated quarters in the New Keep.

Jon and the Reeds followed the page, Imperial Guards at their back, as they were led to Daenerys’s tent. Inside, they found the Amethyst Empress waiting with her uncle Arthur, who was looking at Howland suspiciously.

Giving a wary glance to the Empress, Howland turned to look at Arthur. “I hadn’t heard you survived,” he said.

“Not survived,” responded Arthur. “Resurrected. As you know well.” He pulled down his shirt at the neck, exposing a horrid scar. “You were the one who put a dagger through my throat.”

The legend had always been that Eddard Stark had defeated Arthur Dayne in single combat, Jon remembered.

Just another lie, he wondered.

“There was no reason for us to have fought,” responded Howland. “We were there to save Lady Lyanna. You’re a fool if you ever think the honorable Eddard Stark would hurt his sister, or her babe.”

“He had just come from King’s Landing,” responded Arthur. “Where two innocent children were violently murdered. You’ll forgive us if we considered the idea that Eddard Stark would choose his duty to his new king over his duty to his blood. After all, he did choose Robert in the end, didn’t he? He never once told the boy who he really was. How much grief and tragedy would have been avoided if he had?”

Jon would have known he had a sister. As would Sansa and Arya.

He knew now that his younger self, that no matter Eddard Stark’s reasons, would have never forgiven him. He would have run from Winterfell to find his sister and protect her, tell her everything. Jon would never have accepted even the perfect excuse. He would have gone and rescued his sister and brought her home to Winterfell.

To know she had been left in foreign lands… even now, with the maturity and wisdom that his life, and once death, had given him… he knew it had to be a damn good reason for him to ever call Eddard Stark ‘father’ again.

Howland sighed. “I never agreed with that decision. But he was a good man.”

Daenerys raised an eyebrow. “Was he?” she asked.

Jon wondered the same. He needed an answer. He needed to know it like he needed air to breathe.

Howland nodded confidently. “He was.”

“Then answer me this. You’re a father, Lord Reed. When Eddard Stark took the babe we know as Jon Snow from the Tower of Joy... was that the babe Lyanna Stark had given her life birthing?”

Howland considered his answer, glancing at Jon, who moved to stand at Daenerys’s side, slightly behind her. “I get the feeling you already know the answer.”

“I do, but I’d like confirmation from the only man left alive who was there with Eddard Stark.”

Howland shook his head. “No,” he admitted. He looked at Jon. “You were closer to a year of age than you were to newly born. Ned helped us tear down the tower, then rode off to Starfall, with you and Dawn. I asked him later about the second babe. He said she was born sick and weak, and would stay at Starfall, so her few days would be comfortable. The maester had told him the girl would not live more than a few moons.”

“Did he ever tell you anything else?” asked Daenerys. “Did the girl die?”

Howland shook his head. “He told me Lady Ashara had killed herself in her grief. I presume that was the loss of the babe.” He looked at Daenerys and a hint of interest entered his gaze. “Why? Are you saying the girl lived?”

“She may have,” answered Daenerys evasively.

“Are you searching for more threats to your throne? You’ve already got Lyanna’s boy on a leash. Are you looking for her girl so you can bring her to heel, too? I’ve no clue where she is.”

Daenerys reached up for her amethyst and the light shone from it. Howland gasped as Daenerys’s hair appeared brown and her eyes grey.

“Tell me where she is, Lord Reed,” answered Daenerys.

Howland stared at Daenerys, utterly shocked. Daenerys stared right back, unwavering, her similarity to Lyanna Stark made abundantly clear by stripping away her Valyrian colorings and replacing them with those of the woman who had birthed her.

Even Jon was staring at her, stunned by her magically altered appearance. He had visited his mother’s statue in Volantis every day, since he had learned it was there. Her face was burned into his memory. And when Daenerys shared her hair and eye color… she looked like Lyanna Stark reborn. Arya had told him as much, but Jon hadn’t really realized it.

“Who else knows?” asked Howland finally.

“My uncle,” said Daenerys, nodding at Arthur. “My mother, Ashara Dayne, and yes, she lives as well. My brother Jon and my sister Allyria. Arya Stark. Tyrion Lannister figured it out. I should probably tell Davos Seaworth, as I trust him. Sansa Stark has also not been told, as she and I care not for each other. Nor does the rest of the North, who judged me unfairly for who they believed my father, and I would not have them judge me unfairly for who they know bore me.”

Howland’s eyes shifted slightly, seeming to stare past Daenerys. “I’m a greenseer,” he said. “And I see it in you. Your blood. The blood of the First Men, aye, Lady Lyanna’s blood. And the blood of Valyria, the fire of House Targaryen, though it burns not as brightly as it once did.”

“And Dayne blood?” asked Dany expectantly.

Howland was caught off guard by her question. Jon glanced at his sister, as her eyes narrowed slightly with confusion. “Third blood?” he asked. “How?”

“Blood magic. Only death can pay for life. Lady Ashara paid her life for mine. Rhaegar’s seed, Lyanna’s body, and Ashara’s soul. Child of three. Daughter of death.”

Howland’s eyes returned to normal. “Yet you speak the truth. You are Lyanna Stark’s daughter. I wish I had come to fight alongside you at Winterfell. Perhaps I would have seen it. Perhaps... calamity could have been avoided.”

Daenerys removed her hand from the brooch and her appearance returned to normal. Howland saw that despite the light, now that he knew what to look for, he could still see Lyanna’s features in her daughter, hidden beneath her silver hair and violet eyes. “You are not curious as to what happened that day, in King’s Landing?”

Howland tilted his head. “In truth? Now that I know who you are... I assumed it was the Raven.”

“Perhaps he had a part in it. But no, it was no raven, but a spider. Lord Varys. In an attempt to prove to others I had gone mad, he tried to have me poisoned with basilisk’s blood. Are you familiar with it?”

“I can’t say I am,” admitted Howland.

“A specialty of the Faceless Men in Braavos. It causes violent insanity. He was attempting to make my allies believe I had gone mad. His intent was that I would be given it when I was able to be restrained. I knew there was poison in my breakfast- not what it would do- so did not eat. Not until I had executed him. But his helper did not stop… and I ate breakfast that morning.”

Howland sighed and shook his head. “And Lyanna’s son…”

“Aye,” said Jon. “I’ve regretted nothing more. I didn’t know about the poison.”

“Nor did I,” said Daenerys, as much to reassure Jon as anything else.

“If I’d known,” said Howland, “I’d… Ned Stark swore me to secrecy. I thought there was nothing to be gained by bringing up the ghosts of the past…”

Daenerys and Jon exchanged a curious glance. “If I may ask, why didn’t you come?” asked Daenerys. “Sansa and Jon called the banners of the North to Winterfell, but House Reed didn’t come.”

Howland gave a glance to Meera, who had a slight scowl on her face. “Eddard Stark was a good man, despite some… mistakes,” he said. “Our loyalty was to him. Lyanna was a good woman as well.”

“As I said to Lady Sansa,” said Meera, “when I got Bran Stark home, alive… it was a nightmare beyond the Wall. My brother died. Hodor died. His direwolf Summer died. And I got him back to Winterfell, and he just… dismissed me. As if I was nothing. After all we’d been through…”

“When my daughter returned to me,” said Howland, “and told me such… when we heard that Lyanna’s son had yielded the North to the Mad King’s daughter… I didn’t know if it was worth sending my men to defend them was worth it.”

“I understand,” said Daenerys. “I brought over a hundred thousand men to defend Winterfell. I brought two dragons. And still they looked at me with hatred and suspicion.”

“Aye,” said Jon. “And my… Samwell Tary, and the Three-Eyed Raven told me that my parents were Rhaegar Targaryen and Lyanna Stark. But not hers. They told me other things, too. Things designed to start turning me against her. Daenerys begged me to keep it silent, that her enemies would spread it far and wide, to put me against her for the Iron Throne… which I didn’t want. I still don’t.

“I thought my sisters were owed the truth. I swore them to a sacred vow before a Heart Tree to keep it silent. Instead, Sansa told the truth within a few hours, and it led to Varys- the spider- deciding he’d rather see me on the throne than Daenerys… and hatching his scheme to turn the last of her allies against her. I can’t blame you for doubting House Stark.”

“I’m not surprised,” said Meera. “Bran Stark forgot his honor.”

“Yes, well,” said Jon. “That’s something we mean to speak with you about.”

“To make amends?” Meera raised her eyebrow. “To beg my forgiveness? For how your brother treated me?”

“That’s the thing,” said Jon. “We don’t think that was Bran.”

Meera opened her mouth, confused, then closed it. “What are you saying?”

“That we think something took over Brandon Stark and placed itself in his body,” said Daenerys. “Something evil. Something very powerful, and very ambitious. That manipulated you, me, Jon, Arya, and maybe even Sansa, to put himself as King of Westeros. A stranger wearing a familiar face, taking advantage of House Stark’s reputation for honor.”

Jon nodded. “You were with Bran beyond the Wall, when he encountered this creature. We need you to tell us everything you can about the Three-Eyed Raven.”

Meera looked at them, gobsmacked. “Why? So you can kill Bran?”

“Only if there’s no way to save him,” responded Daenerys simply.


Having Howland Reed on their side greatly aided the Imperial efforts to keep White Harbor at peace. With Sansa still seemingly content to let Daenerys sink or swim by her own efforts- which infuriated Jon, but right now the image of unity was more important than actual unity- having a respected Northern Lord around to speak on Dany’s behalf had smoothed efforts to work with the people of White Harbor.

Howland and Meera had been given tents in the innermost camp, not far from Daenerys and Jon.

And another woman.

Howland was watching Daenerys walk next to Allyria, smiling happily as her sister told her a story. He sensed someone step up next to him. He looked over and smiled.

“Lady Ashara,” he said.

“Lord Reed,” she responded. To any who were around, there was definitely warmth in her normally icy tone. “It’s good to see you.”

“And you. I grieved for you, when Lord Eddard wrote and said you’d taken your own life. But now I see… it was all worth it.”

“It was,” agreed Ashara fervently.

Howland looked over at the sisters, interestedly. “Her name is Allyria?” he asked.

“Yes.”

“She’s of your body, isn’t she? Unlike… Lyanna’s girl?”

“My girl as well,” corrected Ashara determinedly. “But yes, I bore Allyria.”

“Is Lord Eddard her father?” asked Howland.

Ashara’s face darkened. “No,” she said. “His brother.”

Howland saw her expression and a frown formed on his own face. “I’m sorry,” he said, guessing at the truth. “Lord Eddard never knew.”

“I never told him. I only told Lyanna.”

“How did she take it?” asked Howland.

Ashara smiled. “As Lyanna did.”

Howland grinned fondly. “Ah, castration.”

“And shoving the parts down his throat.”

Howland sighed. “Things all seemed so much simpler at that tournament,” he said. “They were happy days.”

“They were,” agreed Ashara. “But things were never simple. The tournament was an excuse for Rhaegar to gather the great lords and speak to them about dethroning his father. The spider ruined that plan. It angered Rhaegar so… but when he saw Lyanna…”

“She was a special woman,” said Howland sadly.

“I wish so much she had lived,” said Ashara.

“We all do.” Howland smiled. “How did she take it when she found you at the tower?”

“Poorly, at first. Very well later.”

Howland smiled. “The dragon must have three heads,” he said.

They watched as Daenerys and Allyria were led horses by a few stablehands. Daenerys, from her long experience riding with the Dothraki, of being the Great Khaleesi of the Grass Sea, climbed into her Dothraki-style saddle with zero issues. Allyria mounted her horse slightly more slowly, but Daenerys waited, and the two rode out of the camp, Imperial Guards forming up around them.

“Lyanna would be proud,” said Howland quietly, watching her daughter have a masterful command of her steed.

“She would be,” agreed Ashara. “She and Rhaegar loved to ride. She did things on a horse that even Arthur had never seen before. Daenerys learned with the Dothraki. Her husband was a brute of a man, but he knew horses. He gave her a silver mare that was so fine… Daenerys told me, it was like the horse was teaching her to ride.”

Howland smiled. “Of course, she was a natural. She’s Lyanna’s daughter.”

“In more ways than horses,” said Ashara. “I still remember watching a spirited young girl run at three squires beating up a man, demanding they stop. I remember watching Daenerys… her husband’s people were forcing themselves on women. She demanded they stop, claimed all the women as her slaves to protect them, and didn’t let them be touched. Then she saw slavery, and overthrew three cities to do her best to end it.”

“Lyanna could never tolerate injustice either,” said Howland, his smile growing even wider. He leaned in. “It’d make things a lot easier for her if the North knew who she really was.”

“I know,” confirmed Ashara. “But after she came to save the North and they repaid her with distrust and hate… she doesn’t care to think of her Northern blood.”

“I understand,” said Howland sadly. “I wish I’d come seven years ago. I like to think I’d have seen it… I could at least have poked holes in the Three-Eyed Raven’s plot. I knew the boy wasn’t Lyanna’s only babe, that he was far older. But I’d thought she was dead. You saved her.”

“Of course I did,” said Ashara, some defensiveness coming into her voice. “She was my daughter. Not by blood, but still mine . What parent would not die for their child?”

“I would,” said Howland firmly. “If I could bring Jojen back…”

“And if she could bring Rhaego back,” said Ashara, watching as the Empress, Allyria, and their guards left the outermost gates of the legion camp.

Howland sighed. “Did any of us know what we were setting in motion that day, at Harrenhal?”

“No,” said Ashara. “And as painful as it was… I’d not change a thing, unless I could bring my loves back.”

They stood there in silence for a moment. Then Howland looked at Ashara. “You don’t agree with her keeping her Stark heritage secret, do you?”

Ashara chuckled. “Is that your greenseeing at work?”

“No,” admitted Howland. “Just long insight. Or can’t your shadowbinding tell you that?”

Ashara smiled, but sighed. “I respect my daughter’s choices,” she said. “But she is a daughter of three. The North hurt her badly. She, before, would sooner deny it to herself more than deny it to them. But that is changing… the faceless one, Arya, she and Daenerys are bonding. I would have all the world know that she is not only my daughter, not only Rhaegar’s daughter, but Lyanna’s as well.”

“And Ned’s other girl?” asked Howland.

Ashara scowled. “Ned would be disgusted with her,” she said. “Not as she ruled- even I admit she did well before. But when Jon Snow told her the secret of his birth, she used it as a weapon against my daughter, despite her vow. A sacred vow beneath a Heart Tree.”

“Something we followers of the Old Gods call sacred,” said Howland. “Jon? The boy?”

Ashara thought it over for a moment. “He’s more like Rhaegar than he is Lyanna. Daenerys is Lyanna reborn as a dragon, but Jon is Rhaegar in wolf form. He made a mistake. A grave one. But never once have I looked in his eyes- and I have used shadowbinding to judge his intentions- and seen anything but the sincere, utter desire to repent. If I had not…”

“I understand,” said Howland sadly. “Nobody is perfect.”


That evening, Jon called on Howland in his tent, as he was dining with Meera. Howland moved to leap to his feet as soon as Jon entered, but Jon waved him down.

“You need to start acting the part if you’re to be King,” joked Howland.

“Aye, maybe,” agreed Jon. He smiled.

Howland stood and gestured to Jon to take a seat. “How are you? Your mother was a dear friend, as was your foster father.”

Jon gave as wide a smile as he could muster. “I’m well,” he said, hoping he was convincing.

Evidently, he was not. “Your mother was a terrible liar as well,” said Howland.

Jon’s smile became true, but sad. “It’s been… difficult,” he admitted.

“I’m sorry,” said Howland sincerely. “I can’t imagine how hard it was to discover that she was your sister.”

Jon nodded. “Aye. It was a lot of things to discover in a few moons. I had already known Rhaegar was her father… Lady Ashara sent me dreams. To torment me, probably. I thought she was Daenerys’s birth mother. Then I saw a statue they have in Volantis… what I suspect is a perfect statue of Lyanna Stark. It’s since been painted, but wasn’t then, and when I looked at it… I saw Dany.”

“Of course,” said Howland. “Beneath her Targaryen hair and eyes, there’s Lyanna Stark’s daughter. I’m admittedly surprised nobody caught onto it before.”

“Nobody had reason to question who she was,” said Jon sadly. “All of Westeros knew she was the Mad King’s daughter. Her hatching her dragons only underlined that connection, like Ghost did to me.”

“Ghost was your direwolf?” asked Meera.

Is my direwolf,” corrected Jon. “He still lives.”

Meera seemed surprised. “Summer was a great help to us beyond the Wall,” she said. “But I thought the rest of the Stark family’s direwolves were dead, same as him.”

“Ghost lives, and so does Nymeria, that was Arya’s. Last I heard she was leading a gigantic wolf pack in the Neck.”

Howland’s eyes narrowed, but it was obvious he was amused. “Naturally,” he said. “We’ve had encounters with that pack.”

“I’m sure, if their matron is anything like Arya, they’re fierce and determined, untamed,” said Jon.

“That they are.” Howland poured Jon some ale, which Jon took gratefully. “What did you need?”

“I thought I might speak to you about my mother,” said Jon.

Howland smiled. “You’ve been at Lady Ashara’s side for some time. Of all the people alive, she knew Lady Lyanna better than anyone.”

“Aye, I know,” said Jon. “Quite a shock to me when I found out how close she and my mother were. But honestly… she still terrifies me. Because I killed her daughter.”

“I think if Lady Ashara were meaning to hurt you, she would have done so,” said Howland simply.

“Probably. But you knew my mother even before Lady Ashara did.”

Howland nodded. “Not long before, but I did. It was at the Tournament at Harrenhal. Three squires were attacking me. Your mother rushed in, screaming at them to get off me, I was her father’s man. They scampered, more for fear of harming a High Lord’s daughter than her. She wasn’t the largest woman, and Lord Rickard- your grandfather- never let her carry a sword. Lyanna took me back to the Stark’s tent herself and tended my wounds. I remember looking over and spotting Rhaegar Targaryen watching in interest. Next to him on either side were Elia Martell, and Lady Ashara. Elia looked impressed. Ashara was nervous.”

“I imagine why,” said Jon. “Did you know she was Rhaegar’s second wife?”

Howland tilted his head thoughtfully. “Know? Not truly. Suspected? Aye, I did. There was an ease between her and Rhaegar that seemed too natural for a servant of his wife.”

“She had trouble conceiving, and she was afraid she’d be set aside. In the end, Rhaegar set aside Elia, and kept Ashara. By Elia’s consent.”

“She did not seem to love Rhaegar,” confirmed Howland. “Probably one of the few women in the Seven Kingdoms who wouldn’t have loved him. And she was his wife. Well, one of his wives. He looked at Lyanna as if seeing something.

“The next day, we were watching the tournament. I don’t know if you’ve ever been to a tournament-” Jon shook his head no. Such things weren’t done in the North. “A pity. Harrenhal was the grandest of them all.”

“Lady Ashara said that it was supposed to be an excuse for Prince Rhaegar to gather the great Lords of the Realm and discuss dethroning his father,” said Jon. “But Varys found out and tipped off Aerys.” Aerys, his grandfather, Jon realized.

Nobody had ever accused Jon of going “mad.”

“She said that to me earlier as well,” confirmed Howland. “I think your mother fell in love with Rhaegar the moment he played his harp. His song was so beautiful she wept. When your Uncle Benjen teased her, she poured her wine over his head. She had insisted I come to the dance. There, Lady Ashara danced with Lord Eddard, but I think she was sizing up Lyanna as much as anything else.”

“Lord Eddard took her back to his tent,” said Jon darkly, “because she was very drunk. He didn’t touch her, but-”

Howland waved his hand sadly. “You don’t need to say it. Never thought Lord Brandon was capable of that, but… he did have lusts. Lady Ashara was gone from the tent before the rest of us got back- it was a very late drinking night. Rest of the tournament, she avoided us.

“One day a knight entered. A knight nobody knew who was. The Knight of the Laughing Tree, he was called. His armor was mismatched, he was short of stature, but he called forth the three knights whos squires had attacked me, and defeated and unhorsed all three. As ransom for their armor and horses, the knight demanded they teach their squires respect, and then vanished.”

“Who was it?” asked Jon, interested.

“It was Lyanna,” said Howland. “She was an excellent rider- your sister is perhaps even better- and she was practiced at rings. Jousting is more a matter of skill than strength.

“But Aerys looked upon this mystery knight and thought for sure it was an enemy. He was mad, of course, and he dispatched his son Rhaegar to find and bring the knight to him. Rhaegar returned only with the knight’s shield, a painting of a weirwood tree, and said the knight had vanished. But from then on, his eyes were on Lyanna. The two entered Harrenhal as strangers, but left smitten with one another.”

Jon smiled. He was glad to know his mother was a good woman.


Daenerys stood in her tent, staring at the three braziers, Stark, Targaryen, and Dayne, all three of which were lit with flame, Dany holding a cloth to her hand to staunch the bleeding.

“... and then a ghost leapt out of the coffin,” Arya was saying to Allyria behind her. “Sansa screamed and ran, and Bran clutched to Robb’s leg in terror, but I punched the ghost- because I could see it was Jon. I yelled at him for scaring the baby, but Jon and Robb just laughed and laughed.”

“Edric was always scared of ghost stories when he was young,” said Allyria fondly. “We told many tales of the Others- we didn’t know they were real then, of course. He always wanted to be a great hero, cutting them down with Dawn.”

“I hope swords like that can work on White Walkers,” said Arya, glancing at Daenerys’s table, where Light Sister was sitting. “Only dragonglass or Valyrian steel worked before.”

“It will work,” assured Allyria. “Uncle Arthur took Dawn with him when he and Ser Davos went to rescue your brother. He said it cut through wights like they were nothing.”

“Wights were one thing. The Walkers themselves were another.”

The tent fell silent. Arya glanced at Daenerys, who was still staring at the braziers, thinking. She stood and approached. “Are those the braziers Jon told me about?”

Daenerys did not turn to face her. “Yes,” she said. “The ones Kinvara made for me.”

“Jon said he could only light two- the Stark and Targaryen ones- but that you could light all three. I don’t understand blood magic, but I’m glad to know you have a blood tie to your Dayne family, too.”

“I thought I understood blood magic,” said Daenerys quietly. “As best as anyone who isn’t a practitioner could, of course. But…”

Arya raised an eyebrow. “But?” she asked.

Daenerys waved her hand and the braziers went out. She glanced at Arya. “Try them, will you?” she asked.

Arya did not hesitate. A little bleeding did not scare her one bit. She took her own knife and gently pricked her finger. She dripped blood into the Targaryen brazier first, which did not re-ignite. Next, she tried the Dayne one, with the same result. When she dribbled her blood into the Stark one, the flames roared from the metal surface.

“No Dayne or Targaryen blood for me,” said Arya.

Daenerys extinguished them again, then looked at Allyria. “Sister,” she said. “Could you try for me?”

Allyria raised an eyebrow. “I think we both know the results,” she said.

“That’s what I thought, too, but Lord Reed…” said Daenerys hesitantly.

Allyria could see this was bothering her sister. She took a clean knife of her own and got a few drops of blood. The Targaryen brazier remained unlit, but when Allyria dripped into the Stark brazier, it lit with flame.

But when she added it to the Dayne one, the flames did not return.

Allyria and Arya’s eyes narrowed in confusion. Daenerys’s lips thinned and her face lit with anger. She turned to the tent entrance, finding a page.

“Fetch Kinvara,” she said. The page rushed off.

“What does that mean?” asked Arya. “I thought if you have the blood-”

“I have been made a fool of,” said Daenerys, quietly but dangerously.

Nobody spoke for a few minutes, until Kinvara glided into the tent. “My Empress,” she said reverently. “I am at your service.”

She looked at the braziers, and then looked back at Daenerys without fear.

“Explain to me why I can light all three,” said Daenerys, “but my sister- who was born of our mother- can only light the Stark flame.”

Kinvara inclined her chin. “Because that brazier only lights for you,” she said.

“Why?” asked Daenerys, livid. “When I was brought back- when I was… coping with this, with what I learned in my death, you told me that when my mother sacrificed herself for me, it altered my blood. That I had three bloodlines flowing through me- Targaryen, Dayne, and Stark. That I was bound to my mother by blood.”

“Because it was what you needed to hear at the time,” said Kinvara without shame.

“You lied to me,” snarled Daenerys.

“I comforted you,” retorted Kinvara.

“Through falsities!” howled Daenerys. “Through lies!”

Kinvara did not flinch. “She is your mother,” she said. “You merely needed the assurances that that was true. At that time, you were cursing your blood. You knew she was your mother but you needed the assurances that my magic provided. You wanted to have Dayne blood, so I-”

“Lied to me,” said Daenerys, getting a hold of her temper.

“You are no less her daughter because you do not share her blood,” stated Kinvara. “But you did not see it that way at the time. The braziers showed you of your ties to your three parents, the three who gave their lives for you. Rhaegar Targaryen, Lyanna Stark, and Ashara Dayne.”

“But you said when she paid her life for mine, it altered me,” said Daenerys.

“A matter of perspective,” said Kinvara. “She paid her life for you, as surely as your father and other mother did. She was your mother. A small lie to calm you, to bond you with your mother, was no price to pay.”

“But it was a lie, ” responded Daenerys.

Arya spoke up then. “Does blood really matter so much?” she asked. “Jon is, and will always be, my brother. If at the time, you needed to believe it was blood… is that really so wrong?”

“I wouldn’t lie about it,” retorted Daenerys.

“You wanted Jon to,” parried Arya. “You wanted him to lie to Sansa and I.”

Daenerys sputtered. “That was different, I knew Sansa would use it against me, and I was proven correct.”

“You were… but that doesn’t make it any less of a lie.”

Daenerys sighed, but she conceded the point to Arya. She turned back to Kinvara. “So I have no blood tie to Ashara Dayne?” she asked.

Kinvara held Daenerys’s eyes. “‘She would be my mother in my heart,’” she intoned, “‘as surely as Arya is your sister no matter who sired you, and that would be blood enough for me.’”

Daenerys scowled. “Fine then,” she said. “You’re dismissed.”

Kinvara bowed her head slightly and then made her way out.

“Fucking red priestesses using my own words against me,” muttered Daenerys. “How do they do it?”

“Mother can do the exact same thing,” responded Allyria. “And she is your mother. You are no less her daughter because of no blood.”

Daenerys hugged Allyria. “I know,” she said, “but thank you for the reminder.”

 

After Allyria had retired for the evening and Arya had left to check up on Sansa- Daenerys knew she was keeping an eye out for any plots Sansa might be hatching so Arya could put a stop to them before she put herself in danger, which Daenerys appreciated- Jon found her sitting in her tent.

“Did you know,” she said, nursing a glass of wine- a habit Jon noticed she had definitely increased, though given his own newfound fondness for mead, not one he felt he could criticize- “that when I awoke from death, my entire life had been upended, everything I thought I knew was wrong… and still I didn’t understand how it was for you to have had the exact same thing happen to you.”

Jon smiled and sat down across from her. “It’s nothing,” he said.

“No, it’s not nothing, Jon,” said Daenerys insistently.

Jon looked at her. “When I was brought back,” he said, “I… didn’t want to do anything. At all. I just wanted to go as far south as I could to get away from the Wall, the Night’s Watch, all of it. It wasn’t until Sansa showed up and asked me to help take back Winterfell that I felt I’d found a new calling.

“What I’m saying is, I understand what it is to wake up from death. How could you have understood when you came back and knew then that you weren’t who you thought you were? To have the experience of being brought back from the darkness, paired with everything you thought you knew being wrong?”

Daenerys nodded. “It’s happened again.”

Jon lifted his eyebrows. “Again?” he asked.

Dany sighed. “When I was brought back… once I’d realized what had happened, I was so angry. At everything. Myself most of all. Varys was the one I hated most, apart from me. Sansa. Arya. You. My family.

“In my mind then, to know I had Stark blood, that not only was I your kin, I was your sister, but that the North and the Starks had hated me for ‘not being one of them’... I was so angry. My first instinct was to burn. Burn it all. Fly back here and burn Winterfell, burn the legacy of House Stark to the ground for betraying me. Find Bran, wherever he ruled from, and burn him. Samwell Tarly. Tyrion. Sansa. Arya. Just… burn.”

“But you didn’t,” said Jon.

“No, I didn’t.” Daenerys smiled. “I couldn’t have. My mother restrained me, and if that wasn’t the case, I could never have mounted Drogon. She heard me rage, and then held me as I collapsed to the ground and cried. I cried for days. I raged, but without the desire to burn.

“I wanted to die again,” admitted Daenerys. Jon shuddered. “I knew Lady Ashara was my mother, what she had done for me, but in my mind, House Stark had proven themselves ungrateful, evil, vile… to know I shared their blood, it disgusted me.” She chuckled. “Just as it disgusted you to know you shared my blood.”

Jon frowned. “You know why that was.”

“Yes. Because we were fucking.” Dany giggled at the look on Jon’s face. “Relax. It’s over, and nothing came out of it. Or me, rather.”

Jon frowned. “How much wine have you drunk?”

“A little too much, probably,” admitted Daenerys. She sighed, and looked over at her table. “I was lied to. I don’t have Dayne blood.”

Jon looked at her in confusion. “But the flames, they said-”

“That brazier is a lie. Only I can light the Dayne brazier. You can light the other two, Arya can light the Stark brazier, Allyria can light the Stark brazier, but she can’t light the Dayne one.”

Jon felt a spike of anger in him at who had deceived Daenerys. “Why?” he asked. “Why would they do that?”

“Kinvara,” said Daenerys. “She brought me back from the dead. She made the braziers. When I came back Jon… I was not well. My mind was nearly shattered. I wept and wanted nothing more than to be Lady Ashara’s daughter in blood. Kinvara… she said she did it to comfort me. To remind me that I am Ashara Dayne’s daughter.”

“You are,” assured Jon. “Fuck blood. She is your mother. And you might hate your Stark blood, but you’re more than a Stark, you’re more than a Targaryen. It’s as you said in Essos. Look at Westeros. Look how much importance they put on family names and lineages. None of that matters for you. You are who you are because you are who you are.”

Daenerys chuckled sadly. “I’m not a Stark,” she said.

“Aye,” agreed Jon. “You’re better.”

A handmaid poked her head in. “Councilor Davos is here to speak with you, Your Majesty,” she said.

Daenerys nodded and the maid left. A moment later, Davos entered. He gave the two a smile.

“Lord Reed has convinced the White Harbor merchants to sell to our forces,” he said. “We can march to Winterfell within a few days, the generals say.”

“Good,” said Daenerys. “I didn’t think Lord Reed would be as helpful as he has been, but I’m immensely grateful.”

Jon nodded, and opened his mouth to speak, then looked at Davos, remembering he didn’t know the truth yet. Daenerys noted that and smiled.

“Ser Davos,” said the Empress, “if I tell you a secret, will you keep it?”

Davos looked at her curiously, but nodded. “I think I can,” he said.

“It’s nothing so horrible… to most.” Daenerys nodded at a chair next to Jon and Davos sat, looking at her expectantly. “Jon and Arya know, as does Tyrion, who figured it out. But the truth is… Ashara Dayne is my mother, but she is not the mother who bore me.”

Davos blank a few times in his surprise. “Then who-” he began, before, his eyes went wide and he looked at Jon.

“Aye,” confirmed Jon. “Lyanna Stark.”

“Nine or so moons after Jon,” said Daenerys, “Lyanna Stark, from the stress of knowing her husband was dead, that his other two children and their mother was dead, that the Targaryens had lost and men were coming to the Tower of Joy… her babe- me- came from her too early. I was given to Ashara Dayne, her wife, to try and save my life at Starfall.”

“They had no maester?” asked Davos.

“No,” said Daenerys. “They didn’t know who they could trust. When Eddard Stark arrived at Starfall, Ashara Dayne claimed me as her daughter, and he didn’t challenge her, for the maester had told him I would not live more than a few moons. He would have been right, if my mother had not sacrificed herself for me. Blood magic.”

Davos was visibly stunned. “How are you dealing with this?” he asked.

Daenerys gave him a very warm, appreciative smile. “I’ve known this since I was brought back from death,” she said. “I’ve had a lot of time to come to terms with this.”

Davos nodded. “I’m glad, of sorts. I know it can’t have been easy- the North… and your cousins, I suppose, didn’t much welcome you seven years ago. I’m glad to see you and Lady Arya are getting closer. And I understand why you don’t want Lady Sansa to know.”

“I want to be judged for my actions, not my blood,” confirmed Daenerys. “Politically, I know, it would help… but in this, I don’t base my decision on politics.”

“Your parentage is your business,” said Davos. “But you’ve always been a good woman, even before.”

Daenerys smiled, and looked at Jon. “I should have stolen him from you, and made him my Hand instead of Tyrion.”

“Oh gods no,” said Davos. “Being Hand to Stannis was not enjoyable. Can’t imagine it would have gotten any easier if he’d taken the Iron Throne. Or you.”

Daenerys smiled. “Probably not.”

Notes:

It's an interesting thing that makes me more convinced in my belief that Jon and Dany are full brother and sister.

From what we know of Rhaegar, we know this: Melancholy, good fighter, a bit broody, passionate reader, obsessed with the Others and the oncoming Long Night. Rhaegar moved slowly and deliberately; he was a good man, but not particularly impulsive, excepting the one moment where he "abducted" Lyanna. I mean, this is a man who had to deal with the fact that his dad was abusing his mom, and Jaime fookin' Lannister was the one who was sitting there going "oh come on we need to help her" only to be told by Jonothor Darry "nope." Rheagar did not rush in to protect his mom; admittedly it had to be difficult for the fact that her abuser was his king and father. Instead, Rhaegar began organizing Harrenhal to build up a legal excuse to unseat his father. Rhaella's suffering was something she endured for a time.

The thing is, a lot of Rhaegar's characteristics describe Jon. However, a good many ALSO describe Ned Stark, which is why it was so effective a cloak for Jon: he's like Eddard Stark in personality, but in reality, he's like his true birth father. There are some differences; Jon doesn't spend much time reading, for example.

By contrast, Dany. Dany who was raised by Viserys, who beat her whenever she dared stand up to him. The girl we meet in AGOT is meek and submissive, but the moment she realizes she has power over Viserys now, her hot-blooded personality explodes out of her. Where did that personality come from? A life of misery would and fear of "waking the dragon" would have trained it out of her; instead, she's very fierce.

And that doesn't compare to either of her presumed birth parents. The Mad King was... well, the Mad King. Rhaella, as far as we know, was exactly as we'd have expected Dany to be: meek and submissive after a long, long period of abuse by her husband. Abuse that, due to the fucked-up medieval setting that the world is, she couldn't escape from. She shut down and endured as best she could. She loved her children and grandchildren.

So where oh where does Dany's impulsive and reckless nature come from? Does she, say, have a touch of the wolf-blood?

Dany also seems fond of flowers, compared to Jon, who a quick search shows most refernces to flowers in his chapters are a reference to a bastard from the Reach.

What I posit is this, as Ashara says in the chapter above: Jon is Rhaegar's son, but Dany is Lyanna's daughter.

Bits of their other parent's personality do shine through: it's subtle, but Dany, for instance, is fond of books and reading. She adores Jorah's gift of books at her wedding, and it's mentioned that she did read them all, and more than once she quotes wisdom from books she's read. By contrast, a quick glancing of Jon's chapters shows that most mentions of things like books are in relation to Sam and his love of reading. But likewise, Jon does take after Lyanna in some ways, as well, even if he's more like Rhaegar.

What would happen if Rhaegar and Lyanna reborn met, without knowing that they're actually siblings? Would they, maybe, follow in their parents' footsteps, and fall in love? Rhaegar as a Stark, and Lyanna as a Targaryen, falling in love, just as their parents did? Only for it all to go tragically wrong?

Chasing prophecy in ASOIAF always backfires, and Rhaegar was chasing the PTWP, the Three Heads of the Dragon. It backfired on him by sparking a colossal war that cost him his life, two of his childrens' lives, and his family's throne.

In the books, will Jon be chasing prophecy? How will it go tragically wrong for Jon?

We'll get to that in a few chapters.

NEXT TIME:
1. The Imperial invasion force makes their way to Winterfell.

Chapter 15: Homecoming

Summary:

“Somewhere beyond the sunset, across the narrow sea, lay a land of green hills and flowered plains and great rushing rivers, where towers of dark stone rose amidst magnificent blue-grey mountains, and armored knights rode to battle beneath the banners of their lords.”

- Daenerys I, A Game of Thrones

“Three days ride from Winterfell, however, the farmland gave way to dense wood, and the kingsroad grew lonely. The flint hills rose higher and wilder with each passing mile, until by the fifth day they had turned into mountains, cold blue-grey giants with jagged promontories and snow on their shoulders. When the wind blew from the north, long plumes of ice crystals flew from the high peaks like banners.”

- Tyrion II, A Game of Thrones

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

As Davos had said, it took a few days for the legions to prepare to relocate to Winterfell.

The North was not secure. Jon had hoped to send four legions west to find the Kingsroad, to march south to prepare for the war against the Raven. One more legion would head north, along with the Northern army, to the Wall to hold it against the White Walkers until they were victorious, at which point Jon and Daenerys would call the banners of the south and head north.

But it was evident that the North was not yet pacified. Kegan Flint’s defiance had been reported, and when the legions headed south, they would deal with him at Flint’s Fingers. So far no other responses had come in protesting the summoning of the Northern Lords to Winterfell.

Jon felt a wave of familiarity on the day they marched from White Harbor. He remembered this exact moment, seven years ago. It had been the Unsullied then- they had met the Dothraki on the Kingsroad and moved together to encamp around the Stark ancestral home.

Now, it was the Gemstone Legions, Imperial flags and Legion standards flying high.

Along with some freefolk.

“Should have let us hit the city,” said Tormund. “Been itching for some action.”

“Wasn’t much action to be found,” said Jon truthfully. And there hadn’t been. Intimidated by the overwhelming odds and the roaring dragons overhead- though there had been zero dragonfire used, Drogon had just served as a battering ram- only a few of the Manderly’s men had dared oppose her.

Jon didn’t want the freefolk dying for a war that wasn’t theirs. Their war was the war against the White Walkers. This war was Jon and Daenerys’s war.

Also the legions had been well trained in the standing orders of no rape, looting, or murders, and the freefolk hadn’t.

Still, Jon felt a lot more at peace this time, apart from his discontent with what he now knew. It didn’t feel much like a homecoming. His happy memories of Winterfell as his home had unfortunately had a shadow cast over them, by his guilt that he had been protected and his sister hadn’t been.

Jon knew his guilt was completely undeserved. It wasn’t exactly his fault, after all. He had no idea he had a sister in the first place. If he had ever even heard of Daenerys, it was in passing, or perhaps an off-handed note by Maester Luwin in his lessons, that the last two Targaryens were in exile across the Narrow Sea.

But now whenever Jon had a memory and pictured Eddard Stark, he felt a surge of… he wasn’t sure what. Anger, definitely, that was part of it. But the only word Jon could think of to describe how he felt about the man he’d grown up thinking of as ‘father’ was the question he longed to ask him, even if he feared the answer would not have been to his satisfaction:

“Why?”

Jon wasn’t alone in that. Arya shared at least a part of his sentiments, even if she didn’t seem to let them affect her as badly as Jon was. She rode alongside Jon and Daenerys and Allyria quite often, happily jabbering away with them. The fast friendship Jon had thought Daenerys and Arya would establish seven years ago had finally developed.

The armies marched up the White Knife, heading straight for Winterfell. Jon knew this land very well, and he found himself falling back into a natural role as a leader. Dany’s legions didn’t know the North, so even Arthur Dayne deferred to Jon’s knowledge of good sites to camp, locations where an ambush might be expected.

“How are you?” asked Jon to Daenerys after a few days. He knew it couldn’t be easy to be back in the North for her. Not after how it had all gone poorly the last time.

She chuckled. “Don’t worry about me,” she said. “If I could survive returning to the Bay of Dragons and seeing what the masters had done to my people in my absence, I can survive this.”

Howland Reed and Meera were given places of honor in their train as well, and Jon was surprised to see that he was someone that Ashara Dayne was friendly with him. Especially given that what Arthur had said, Howland was the man who had killed him.

“My own fault, really,” said Arthur of it. “It wasn’t one on one, and I’d forgotten that. It was seven on three.”

“We should have at least spoken,” regretted Howland.

“We were young men. Young men are idiots about things sometimes.”

Jon made his way to where Sansa rode, Brienne and Pod with her, but he could tell she was uncomfortable with the Onyx Legionnaires he had tasked to her protection. She wanted Northern soldiers. Some of the Onyx Legion had been members of a sellsword band called the Wolf Pack. Exiles from Westeros, similar to the Golden Company had been, but from the North. Jon had tasked some of them with being Sansa’s guard.

Sansa looked at their armor and heard their foreign accents and dismissed them.

“What’s the last word from the Northern Lords?” asked Jon.

Sansa glanced at him before answering. “Most will be at Winterfell,” she said. “Flint is the only refusal. But nearly all of them requested the ability to debate this. They’re going to decide between being loyal to Bran, or loyal to me.”

Apart from the Manderlys and Starks, the most powerful Northern house left, after the fall of the Umbers and Karstarks, was the Glovers. Jon still burned on the inside a bit when he thought of Robbet Glover, for cowering behind his walls and not coming to assist the living at the Battle of Winterfell, but he knew to execute the man for oathbreaking as he wanted to would be hypocritical when they could say the same of Lord Reed.

“We can count on Lord Glover,” said Sansa. “He was my strongest supporter.”

“He abandoned us last time,” responded Jon coldly.

Sansa raised an eyebrow. “Because you abandoned your crown. You knew going in this time the Northern Lords would not be happy about this, when you still forced me to bend the knee.”

“Aye,” agreed Jon. “To be honest, I agree with Daenerys on this. The Northern lords can get fucked. Get in line, or lose their lands. It’ll be a good world for the people.”

“You’d strip them of their ancestral homes and lands just for not bending the knee to your-” Jon shot her a glare and Sansa internally screamed but corrected herself- “OUR Empress?”

“You wanted to strip the Umbers and Karstarks of their lands for not siding with us against the Boltons,” retorted Jon.

“Because they sided with our enemies. Because they gave Rickon to Ramsay. Because we called the banners and they betrayed us. Lord Flint has already done such; nobody else has.”

“Not so far,” agreed Jon. “But if they refuse to bend the knee back to you, they will be stripped of their lands.”

“And then who will be granted their lands?”

“I quite admire what Dany’s done with her Elder Council, but I’m not stupid enough to think that the Northern lords will accept anyone who doesn’t share their blood. So we’ll find Northerners with open minds and ennoble them.”

Northerners loyal to her, thought Sansa bitterly. “And what if the Lords as a whole decide not to bend the knee?”

Jon looked at her and raised an eyebrow. “What would you do, as Wardenness of the North? It’s you they’d be refusing to bend to.”

Sansa frowned and didn’t answer.

It irritated her that it had been arranged so that her lords, in order to bend the knee to her, would thusly also be submitting to the Empire.


Jon was surprised, and then surprised that he was surprised, that even though she was far, far from Volantis, Dany continued doing her best to rule her Empire.

There were only a handful of Elder Councilors present with the invasion force, but they still met fairly regularly, even on the march. They kept in communication as best they could with the remaining council in Essos, who did their best to run things in the meantime, only communicating with the Empress when absolutely needed.

It was quite a sight seeing Bu Dai in ornate furs, styled to resemble her Yi Tish wardrobe. Tyrion and Davos were, at least, somewhat in their element.

“How do you think the meeting with the Northern Lords is going to go?” asked Tyrion to Jon one day as they made camp. The legions were very efficient at setting up fortified camps every night. Normally, Arthur told him, each Bykazantyr set up their own camp, but with three to each legion, and seven legions, they built them in a circle surrounding a central camp, the camp of the Imperial Guard and the Empress.

They had been marching for a few days now, but it still amazed Jon to see each time the march halted, an hour or so later, a veritable city of tents, flags flying overhead, take shape. Complete with walls.

“Hopefully they’re clever enough to take one look at this and say, ‘we’ve got no hope,’” said Jon. “I swear Arthur Dayne must be the most brilliant commander to have ever existed.”

“Train ten men,” said Tyrion, but Jon knew he admired the legions’ efficiency as much as he did. “Each man trains ten men, who train ten men… create a military machine.”

“Dany said the first legions were waiting for her in the Shadow,” said Jon. “Arthur was preparing them for her even before King’s Landing.”

“That was where rumors said the legions came from,” said Tyrion. “The Shadow above Asshai. The legions marched from them and hit Yi Ti.”

“Aye, that’s what Dany said,” confirmed Jon. “Where do you think they recruited them from?”

“They came from Yi Ti,” said Bu Dai nearby. “Our people’s oldest tales are from the first Great Empire of the Dawn. When it fell in the first Long Night, Yi Ti was what was left. It styled itself the Golden Empire, but we never again regained the might of the Great Empire.”

It was then that Jon heard a disturbance from the gates of one of the legion camps. This one belonged to one of the Onyx Legions- Third Onyx, from their flags. Jon hurried down, Tyrion trailing as best he could in his wake.

He found a group of Northmen taken captive, along with a few dead bodies being cleaned up. Mostly Northerners, but a few dead legionnaires as well.

“Group of them tried to rush the camp,” said William Rivers.

“Why would they rush a camp where they’re so outnumbered?” asked Jon, confused. Tyrion arrived then, panting heavily.

“Said they were local scouts paid for by the Empire, Your Grace,” said an officer, one of the men who had been in charge of the gates. “We told them the Legions do our own scouting.” Which was true, supplemented as it was by Jon, Arya, and the Reeds’ knowledge of the North. The legions sent out cavalry every morning to scout the area around within miles for an army, as their fellows packed up camp and loaded up their fortifications to the pack mules and horses. “They drew blades and tried to cut their way into the camp, to blend in.”

Jon sighed in exasperation. “Didn’t expect the Legions to be able to spot infiltrators, I expect,” said Jon. He approached the men, looking at them. “You here to kill the Empress?”

“Fuck you,” snarled one of them, clearly their leader.

“Stupid,” said Tyrion. “Even if you had managed to get through this camp, you’d have needed to infiltrate another one, one that even regular legionnaires aren’t allowed into.”

“Who sent you?” asked Jon. The men wore no markings of any Northern houses.

“The rightful King,” responded the leader. “Bran Stark, First of his Name, King of the Six Kingdoms, King in the North.”

Jon glanced over as Ashara Dayne swooped in, her blue robes fluttering behind her. She approached the leader and placed her hand on his head.

The man cried out as his eyes rolled back in pain, as Lady Ashara probed his mind with her powers. “MERCY!” he screamed.

“There is no lie,” said Ashara, taking her hand back. The man gasped for air, and looked at her in horrified terror. “The Raven offered him great wealth to attempt assassinating the Empress.”

“Aye then,” said Jon. He looked to his officers. “Lock them up.”

The men were shackled and restrained and hauled off to an area set aside for prisoners.

“I will discover ANYTHING I can from them,” said Ashara menacingly. It didn’t look like she took delight in this. But they had- poorly, to be sure- attempted to kill her daughter. There was but one fate for them now.


There was not another hostile encounter on the rest of the march. The legions found the Kingsroad and began making excellent speed- the roads from White Harbor were decent, but the Kingsroad was the backbone of not just the North, but every kingdom it went through, from its beginnings in the south at Storm’s End, all the way to Castle Black at the Wall.

The scouts reported that some Northern lords had beaten them to Winterfell… and they had brought as many men as they could muster.

“How many men can the North call on?” asked Dany in a council session when this news was relayed to her and Jon.

Everyone in the tent looked to Sansa. In her full ‘Lady of Winterfell’ mode, Jon and Arya barely saw the signs of frustration in her that she had to answer. “Twenty-five thousand men,” she replied.

“We have seventy-two thousand,” said Jon, discounting the five thousand who had been left to garrison White Harbor. He did not particularly want this to become a war, and he hoped the North was clear to see: to challenge the Empire in the field was to fight a war they could not win.

Even Sansa, disdainful as she was, was smart enough to know that Northern peasant levies were no match for the trained professional soldiers of the Gemstone Legions. Even if the numbers were even, the Legions would almost certainly carry the field. But the numbers weren’t even. The legions had, even if the North was here in its full strength, nearly fifty thousand more.

And in addition to that, she heard the roar of one of the Imperial dragons as it swooped overhead, heading for its nest nearby.

“How many soldiers so far are there?” asked Daenerys to her scouts.

“A quick count said around ten thousand, Your Majesty,” replied their leader. “They are encamping around the castle.”

“Banners?” asked Arthur Dayne.

As the man listed them, Howland Reed called them out. Glover. Cerwyn. Tallhart. Hornwood. Dustin. And more and more. As best as Jon and Sansa could tell, most of the North was there. The scouts reported more were still on the way.

The Legions set about drawing up battle plans for the event the Northern Lords decided they wished to fight.

News from Yara came in from a swift rider from White Harbor early the next morning. The Raven’s battle fleet that had been protecting King’s Landing had moved up to attempt to intercept the Imperial armada. The Empire had engaged them, and though they had done well, it was inconclusive. Supply trains to Essos remained open, but Yara moving her fleet to attempt to ferry over the Emerald Legions who were marching to the mainland near Braavos, would leave them out of contact- for now.

“Defeat the Raven,” said Jon simply, “and we win control of the Seven Kingdoms, and won’t have any issues getting reinforcements if we need them.”

Jon started to ride near the head of the columns. The Onyx Legions had the head of the long, long tail, and Jon kept an eye out with them. They passed through a few villages. Many of them had fewer smallfolk around; Jon asked around and learned that many of them had fled for fear of the invading army. News of White Harbor’s fall had spread far and wide throughout the North.

“Why do you think the Raven told Dorne of your true heritage?” asked Jon to Daenerys one night, a few days before they were expected to reach Winterfell. They were sitting around in her tent, along with Arya, Allyria, and Edric, enjoying a fire. Jon was sipping some tea. He did not want to be drunk in the event there was an attack.

“To seed them against me. Dorne is one of our natural allies on the continent,” said Daenerys simply. “They’ve never much cared for the entire concept of bastardy. Sands are not frowned upon like Snows are.”

“I’ll never forget how Lady Catelyn looked at me,” said Jon.

“I imagine it’s something akin to how Sansa looks at me,” replied Daenerys tartly. Jon chuckled. He, admittedly, had to agree.

“I still don’t know why she hates you so much,” said Jon easily.

“I do,” said Daenerys. “I still remember how terrifying it was to have no power over my own life. To be told by Viserys, that he would let all forty thousand of Drogo’s men, and their horses too, fuck me, if it got him his throne.”

“He sounds like a cunt,” said Arya. “How did he die?”

Daenerys sipped her own tea. “I was pregnant then,” she said. “Viserys got drunk and drew his blade in Vaes Dothrak, a sacred city of the Dothraki where blood is not allowed to be spilled.”

“I’m surprised they had that,” said Arya, remembering the Dothraki from when they had been encamped around Winterfell. “They seemed… barbaric.”

“They are. The rule was no blood could be spilled. Not that there could be no death. You just couldn’t cause blood to hit the ground. Viserys stormed into the tent to demand my husband return me to him, if he wasn’t going to help get his golden crown. To emphasize his point, he placed his blade on my womb and said he’d cut Rhaego from me and leave him with the Khal.”

Arya scowled. “And?”

“Drogo gave him his golden crown. He gathered up all the gold he could, placed it into a pot, and let it melt. He then poured it on Viserys’s head.”

“You let your brother die?” asked Arya.

“He was never my brother,” said Daenerys simply, glancing pointedly at Jon. “I thought him such, I’ll admit, but from the moment I felt the cold steel on my belly, he had stopped being my brother. He had been cruel and weak for years.”

“I’m not blaming you,” said Arya. “Sounds like he had it coming. Like Joffrey. I remember a story once that when he was a child, he wanted to see the kittens in a pregnant cat. He was impatient, so he cut the cat open to pull the kittens out.”

“We never heard that,” said Edric, looking at Arya in surprise. “You’d think we’d have heard of how… mad he was.”

“The Lannisters would never have let it spread,” said Arya. “Cersei especially. Joffrey was her perfect boy. But he was a monster. He always had been. I just wish I’d have been able to kill him myself.”

“And Sansa still wanted to marry him once he got her direwolf killed,” said Daenerys.

“She lived in songs and stories,” said Arya. “To her, a prince could never be anything less than perfect. Joffrey treated her like all her fantasies, even if at all other times… he was a vile little fuck.”

“Having met his mother, I can imagine why,” snarked Daenerys.

They sat in silence for a moment, the ghost of King’s Landing hovering over them. “So what’s the plan once we reach Winterfell?” asked Arya. “The Northern army is assembling outside.”

“Which is convenient, if we can secure their loyalty,” said Jon. “We mean to have the Northern army and one of the Legions head to man the Wall, to keep the White Walkers away while the rest of the Legions deal with the Raven in the south.”

“I know you don’t want to,” said Arya to Daenerys, “but the North will come to your side easier if they know you’ve got Stark blood.”

Daenerys’s face darkened, but she could not contest the point. “We’ll see,” is all she said.

“And what if the Northern lords decide they’d rather fight than kneel?” asked Arya.

“That would be their own choice,” said Jon sternly. “They named me King in the North. They named Sansa Queen. We’ve both bent the knee. If they can’t accept that the Raven deceived them, is a tyrant, that’s their problem.”

Arya was hesitant, but she nodded. She might not like the idea of the North going to war with the Empire, but she knew that Jon was right.

“Sansa will not be pleased, I’m sure, about what we do have planned for when we get there,” said Daenerys quietly.


They took an extra day, once they reached the wide open spaces around Winterfell, for the legions to form up and prepare for the possibility of a battle the next day, when they reached Winterfell.

Rather than advancing in a column, they advanced in ranks, from left to right, the Onyx legions, and then the Ruby legions, in order of their numbers. The Imperial Guard held in the center behind one of the Onyx bykazantyrs , as the legions, stretching nearly as far as the eye could see, came within sight of the Stark ancestral home.

They could see the Northern army, formed up for battle, nervous. They were encamped around the castle, their tents pressed against the wall behind them.

Clearly outnumbered.

Edric Dayne rode forward with some of the knights of House Dayne and Howland Reed to request a parley. Nobody wanted a battle, but with the two armies both prepared to fight, it needed to be agreed to mutually stand down. Daenerys and Jon would not suffer the legions to suffer a sneak attack; they expected the Northern lords felt the same.

The parley was accepted. Sansa, Jon, Arya, Daenerys, Arthur, Ashara, Edric, Howland, Meera, Allyria, Tyrion, Davos, Bu Dai, and Tormund rode forward to meet with the Northern Lords’ chosen representative.

To little surprise, with Wyman Manderly in King’s Landing, the North’s natural leader right now was Robbet Glover. He was accompanied by a few other lords.

They stopped a dozen or so feet away from each other. Each side stared across, suspicious. The Northern lords, to Arya’s practiced eyes, were visibly terrified, but they looked at Daenerys with hatred. They looked at Jon in disgust. They looked at Sansa in confusion. They looked at Arya in surprise.

“Lord Glover,” greeted Sansa.

Glover seemed unsure how to address Sansa. “Lady Stark,” he settled on. It was technically true now, even if Arya could see frustration in Sansa’s eyes. She had bent the knee. She had laid down her crown, and was here as Wardenness of the North to Jon and Daenerys. “We were under the impression you wanted a meeting, not a battle.”

“That is why we are here,” affirmed Sansa.

“But we were not going to give an opportunity for an ambush,” said Jon. He looked at Glover and burned a little on the inside. House Reed was one thing- Howland had never proclaimed Jon his King, and Bran’s treatment of Meera had definitely given Howland cause to consider if the Starks had broken faith.

Glover had refused to help the Starks retake Winterfell from the Boltons, pledged to stand behind Jon for the rest of his days, but the moment Jon had done what he still knew was the right thing- in fact he’d only grown more certain of it in his days since arriving in Volantis- and they had been facing down an army of literal death, Glover had removed his support and gone back to Deepwood Motte, content to let the rest of the North fight and die.

Glover looked at Jon and a slight sneer formed on his face. “Jon Snow,” he said.

“That’s Jon Targaryen,” corrected Davos. “King of the Andals and the First Men, First of his Name, Protector of the Seven Kingdoms of Westeros in the name of Her Imperial Majesty, the Amethyst Empress of the Dawn.”

“Whose name is Daenerys of House Targaryen,” took up Allyria, “First of Her Name, Amethyst Empress of the Great Empire of the Dawn, Queen of Valyria. The Mother of Dragons and the Breaker of Chains. The Unburnt and the Reborn. The Princess Who Was Promised, The Bringer Of Dawn.”

“The Bane of King’s Landing, the tyrant, last daughter of a failed house, vile dragonspawn, the incest-born,” retorted Glover.

“Impressive,” said Arya coolly, just as disinclined as Jon to accept Glover. “Wrong on literally every count.”

“Aye,” said Jon. “Varys the spider poisoned her, which caused her madness that day, rendering her innocent. She’s never been a tyrant, she’s not the last Targaryen, there’s nothing vile about being a dragonspawn, and she’s no more incest-born than I or you.”

“My father was Rhaegar Targaryen,” said Daenerys coolly.

“And she is my daughter,” said Ashara. “Child of three, daughter of death.”

Jon suddenly came to the realization that their insistence about ‘child of three’ was their subtle way of honoring Lyanna Stark. Dany’s birth mother.

Glover looked at Ashara. “And who are you?”

“Ashara of House Dayne.”

Glover smirked. “So she’s a bastard,” he said simply.

“No,” said Tyrion. “Under Targaryen law, Viserys Targaryen was the rightful King. He legitimized her. She, in turn, has legitimized Jon. Who is claiming his birthright as King of the Seven Kingdoms.”

“Aye,” confirmed Jon. “Or did you not know my father was Rhaegar Targaryen, as well?”

Glover scowled. “We’d heard rumors.” Varys had only managed to send a few ravens before Daenerys had executed him. To most of Westeros, it was a dark whisper, usually accompanied by ‘kinslayer’, when they spoke of Jon’s true birth.

“More than rumors. Truth. I am the son of Rhaegar Targaryen and Lyanna Stark.”

Glover looked at Jon skeptically.

“Lord Glover,” said Sansa, “I am here again. Clearly, Jon is alive. He will confirm I made no attempts on his life, that the attack on Hardhome that Bran blamed on me was committed by-” She paused.

“The White Walkers are back,” said Jon. “Maybe this time you’ll be man enough to fight them and won’t cower behind your walls.”

Many of the Northerners paled, and looked at Jon, terrified. To the rest of Westeros, the White Walkers were considered a Northern flight of fancy at worst, or a threat that they had dramatically overstated, at best. But the North remembered the battle, how hopeless it had been, until the Night King had exposed himself and Arya had killed him.

Glover scowled, and looked back to Sansa. “What is it you ask of us?” he asked.

“I have bent the knee to Jon Targaryen,” said Sansa, though she was unable to keep a bit of sadness out of her voice. “And he, in turn, has bent the knee to the Amethyst Empress.” Much more obvious scorn there, and Glover picked up on it. “I was your Queen, and I was framed by Bran for a crime he knew I did not commit, for a crime that nobody actually committed. I demand the North renew their oaths of fealty to me as rightful Lady of Winterfell and Wardenness of the North under King Jon.”

Glover stared at Sansa as if she had grown a second head. Behind him, some of the other Northern lords muttered darkly. The words ‘mad queen’ and ‘dragonspawn’ carried to the Imperial ears.

“Lord Glover,” said Howland, looking across the lines. “It’s the right decision. Trust me on this. From what my daughter tells me, that is not Bran Stark. Something evil has taken residence in his body.”

“What do we get out of this?” asked Glover.

“My help against the White Walkers,” replied Daenerys simply. “Your rightful Wardenness, your rightful King…”

“And you?” Glover could not hide his disdain for it.

“And you’ll get to keep your head, Lord Glover,” said Jon, mockery in his voice. “You turned your back on House Stark when we asked your aid against the Boltons. You turned your back on us when I- your chosen king- did what I felt was best for the North, and bent the knee to Daenerys Targaryen. My sister. You will not turn your back on us again.”

“Us, still, is it, Jon Targaryen? ” replied Glover coldly.

“I was raised a Stark. I’ll always be a Stark, even if that’s not my true House. And I stand by my blood. All of my blood. What you think you’re dealing with is not Brandon Stark. All of House Stark stands before you. More of it than you even know. We are united on this.”

Glover gave a glance at Sansa, seeking her opinion on their ‘unity.’ Sansa was obviously still not thrilled, but she could offer no assurances.

“Allow the North to debate this,” begged one of the Northern lords. “Let us come to a decision.”

“We will,” agreed Daenerys. “You have a week. But your chosen- rightful- Queen has made her decision. You owe her your fealty. Choose otherwise, and we will consider it oathbreaking.”

The Northmen could not hide their scowls at that. “And your army?” asked Glover, looking across the field at the Legions drawn up still for battle.

“We will stand down and make camp if the Northern army does as well,” said Jon simply.

Glover hesitated, but after a look at his fellows, all of whom nodded- some more reluctantly than others. “We will stand down for now,” said Glover.

“Your forces will also exit Winterfell,” said Daenerys. Sansa looked at her in surprise, outraged. “Imperial forces will be responsible for the security of the castle.”

“You can’t do that,” said Sansa, furious. “Winterfell belongs to House Stark. We are of the North.”

“I intend to stay in Winterfell,” said Daenerys simply. Sansa blank. She had assumed Daenerys would stay in a tent outside the walls, as she had at White Harbor. “I do not much intend to look over my shoulder for a Northern soldier deciding to end my life.”

Sansa looked to Arya and Jon for support.

“I agree with the Empress,” said Jon simply.

Arya shrugged. She trusted Daenerys. Hells, Arya realized she was starting to love her as family, and she considered her a friend. “She’s the Empress,” she said simply.

“Will you be demanding the Lords’ chambers as well?” asked Sansa snidely.

Daenerys didn’t answer for a moment, allowing her answer to hover over Sansa. “No,” she said. “The quarters I used seven years ago shall suffice, so long as my family can be close to me.”

“Relax, Lady Sansa,” said Arthur. “The Imperial Guard shall see to your safety, and the safety of everyone in that castle, personally. It shall be as fine protection as you experienced in Volantis.”

Glover and the Northern lords watched this with trepidation. “I don’t trust foreigners for my protection,” said Glover.

“I am no foreigner,” replied Arthur cooly. “I am Lord Commander of the Imperial Guard… Arthur of House Dayne.”

Every single Northern lord recognized that name. They all looked at Howland Reed, who nodded his confirmation.

“Very well then,” replied Glover, sensing they had lost this battle.

Arya could tell, though, he did not intend to lose the war.

Notes:

Welcome back to Winterfell.

Everyone knows where they stand now. The North, with a few exceptions, hates Dany. Dany, with a few exceptions, hates the North.

The Empire has made it very clear. Bend the knee... or die an oathbreaker.

NEXT TIME:
1. The debate begins, and it becomes pointed and heated.
2. Jon meets Drogon for the first time since King's Landing. Drogon, it turns out, holds a grudge.
3. Dany reveals her birth mother to someone new, and it's a rather fiery affair.

Also, on a more meta note, you may have noticed I've added this fic to a series. I am considering- still am not fully decided- about doing a prequel series, from the moment Dany is resurrected in Volantis, to just before Tyrion and Davos make port in Volantis to begin this story. Obviously, as a prequel, it would not at all hide this fic's biggest twist: that Dany's Lyanna's bio-daughter. Rather it would- at the start- heavily deal with what Dany went through when she literally woke from death knowing the Actual Truth (angst. Lots and lots and LOTS of angst.) The issue being, the prequel fic would be lots of "DANY WINS LOL", and she told the full story in some detail herself to Jon (and unlike Ashara's story earlier in that chapter which was full of holes, hinting at that Ashara was hiding that she wasn't Dany's bio-mom, Dany told the full truth).

Alternatively I have sitting in my docs folder a very decently complete rework of S7/S8, where Jon stumbles across a letter from Ned Stark to him, detailing the truth of his parentage, and that Dany is his (twin, in that fic) sister. I could put some of the finishing touches on that fic, and start uploading it.

Or I have more ideas! One idea is a "Rhaegar Wins" fic, where Jon and Dany are raised by their mother and father together in the Red Keep (but shit inevitably hits the fan again, and possibly even more explosively than in canon- turns out Rhaegar's actions didn't at all endear him to the lords of Westeros).

Another is a story, inspired by some comments in this fic, where Ned tells Jon the truth before he joins the Night's Watch, and furious beyond belief, Jon leaves Winterfell to find and protect Dany, and is at her side for most of her journey.

A final, much shorter idea I've had is a dark Jonsa fic, but not at all Jonsa positive. Rather, Jon (who is radically OOC) and Sansa form a nightmarishly dark, bordering on pure evil, power couple. Jon pretends to be in love with Dany, uses her for her armies and dragons against the White Walkers, works with Bran and Sansa to cook up the fiction of R+L=J, bleeds Dany's armies dry and they frame her for the destruction of King's Landing, and then go full Dark Incest King and Queen and take the throne for themselves. Dany gets ressed to find Lyanna waiting for her, because Jon may not be her son, but Dany is still her daughter (no Ashara in that fic), and mom and daughter go on a "burn Ned's traitorous children to the ground" revenge tour. It'd be a pointless exercise in catharsis, making Jon in particular stupidly OOC, but sometimes a "let's make everyone but our girl evil (and Davos because evil Davos just is dumb, he's fucking DADVOS) and let her murder them all" fic sounds like just some plain fun. Like GoT Kill Bill or John Wick.

Chapter 16: The North Remembers, Whatever It Pleases

Summary:

“‘My father used to say, we find our true friends on the battlefield.’”

- Jon, S6E10, “The Winds of Winter”

Daenerys, saves Jon’s life three times, sacrifices so much for the North… and is still treated like shit by the North, and by the Starks.

- Daenerys, S7 + S8

“‘You do not steal from the dragon, oh, no. The dragon remembers.’”

- Daenerys I, A Game of Thrones

Notes:

I've a task for you all.

(Hands you a shovel)

Dany’s got some bodies to bury. Mostly verbal murders. One very overdue actual one.

Start digging.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

When the two sides returned to their armies, it took a moment for them each to begin standing down. Jon ordered the Onyx Legions to be the first to begin the process of making camp. They broke slowly, setting up their fortified camps.

Glover held to his word and the Northern troops that had been garrisoning Winterfell left. The Imperial Guard, supplemented by some Onyx Legionnaires, moved in to hold the walls, patrol the hallways, and keep vigilant eyes on the castle’s servants.

Wolkan was pleased to see Sansa again. Sansa didn’t hold anything against him; all he had done was confirm that it was Sansa’s handwriting, which Bran expertly had had forged.

Sansa walked the familiar walls of her home freely, Brienne and Pod guarding her again, but only felt disgust when she saw the Imperial Guard stationed throughout the castle, instead of honest, loyal, Northern soldiers.

It also only increased her fury that, though they had hung Stark banners, they had also hung Imperial flags from the walls.

She stood on the walls, looking out at the Northern camp. A good distance separated Legion camps from the Northerners, vigilant sentries always watching across the no man’d land. The Northern soldiers had, by virtue of their earlier arrival, placed themselves closer to Winterfell, but the Legions were surrounding them in turn.

Sansa had chosen this spot because, though the entire castle’s walls was under the vigilant eyes of the Imperial Guard, this one was far enough away from any guard posts that she at least felt somewhat alone.

Until she heard footsteps nearby.

“Your Grace,” greeted Glover quietly, glancing around for Imperial guards within earshot.

“Lord Glover,” responded Sansa.

“I am glad to see you again. Once Lord Manderly said that Bran would be named King in the North, I realized his game, but I was powerless to save you.”

“Ser Brienne and Ser Podrick rescued me from Bran’s soldiers,” said Sansa. “We fled across the Narrow Sea. Had I known who was waiting for me over there, I’d never have gone.”

Glover bit his lip. “May I speak freely, Your Grace?” he asked.

“Of course,” said Sansa. She could tell Glover was as dissatisfied with this arrangement as she was.

“Why did you bend the knee? Why did you not bring Jon Snow back and show us that you were innocent? You’d have been able to rally support.”

Sansa snorted. “I would have tried, but Jon had thrown himself to her feet, and she’d turned him against me. He calls her sister now; and no, they aren’t fucking again.”

Glover paused. “Is any of it true?”

Sansa considered her answer. In truth, she was fairly certain that the basilisk’s blood reason was real. Arya spoke of it. Arya was very good at telling when one was lying.

“Unfortunately I think the poison was real,” said Sansa, deciding to be honest. “Though I don’t doubt she would have done something similar eventually. As for her parentage… I’m not as certain. She almost certainly believes she’s Ashara Dayne’s daughter, but when one looks at the two… the eyes are similar, yes, but that’s about it.”

“I thought much the same,” said Glover. “As far as I’m concerned, she can lie, perhaps even to herself. She’s the Mad King’s daughter. The whole realm knows it. As for Jon Snow… he, at least, has Northern blood. I hear seven years ago, he rode a dragon. We should have realized it then.”

“We should have,” agreed Sansa. Jon riding a dragon was a tell-tale sign.

“And we should have done something to ensure that the dragons never ruled over us again,” whispered Glover.

Sansa shook her head. “Jon is my brother,” she said simply. “I’d never have harmed him.”

“Is he still your brother? Or has he turned against you?”

Sansa didn’t answer. Glover leaned in. “Is this the way of things?” he asked. “Your brother framed you; that is clear. He broke his honor, stole our true Queen from us. But must we bend the knee to Jon Snow and his foreign whore?”

“If there is a way out of it, I haven’t seen one,” said Sansa regretfully. “Arya has taken her side as well; I tried to convince her council to side with Jon, who if she speaks the truth is her elder half-brother and no bastard, but they mocked me. Not one listened to me. She has them twisted to her side.”

“Could we get your sister to… maybe…” suggested Glover.

“As I said, she’s taken the whore’s side. Even before that, she tried to get close. Daenerys knew what she was up to. We can’t have her killed. We can’t turn her allies against her.”

“The North will never bow to one who is not one of us.”

“And she has an answer for that as well. She calls Allyria Dayne her half-sister; her father was Brandon Stark.”

Glover scowled. “So we must solve this ourselves…”

“If you find an answer, let me know,” said Sansa.

“The North remembers, truly: we know no King but the King in the North, whose name is STARK.”


Sansa, at last, was able to find true solitude as took a deep breath in her solar. It had been her father’s solar before her. There were still a great many chests around with records. Wolkan, and Luwin before him, had helped Sansa, and Lord Eddard before her keep meticulous records. It had aided her more than a few times in her time as Queen, when someone had tried to argue ‘no, I distinctly remember the contract saying something different,’ to be able to say to Wolkan, ‘let us check, we have a copy.’

She sat at her desk and felt a twinge of pleasure at being home, but even here, in her private chambers, from the window, she heard calls in Valyrian, as the Imperial Guard manned the walls, keeping vigilant eyes on the Northern army encamped nearby, and even eyes on their own legions, just in case. Arthur Dayne was nothing if not a little overprotective.

And her chambers apparently weren’t as private as she thought, as with a knock, the door opened even before Sansa gave permission to enter.

Jon stepped in. He looked around the walls at the chests, thoughtfully. Wolkan was behind him.

“My lady,” said Wolkan respectfully.

“What are you doing here?” asked Sansa to Jon.

“We have need of father’s records,” said Jon.

Father, still, is it, is what Sansa thought, looking at the ruby three-headed dragon on Jon’s sash, even as she knew over her breast was a Stark direwolf in pearl.

“What for?” asked Sansa. She had no clue what Jon wanted.

Jon didn’t answer. “We’ll know it when we find it,” he said.

“We?” What business did Jon’s precious Empress have in the business of Eddard Stark?

“Aye, Arya and I.”

That only confused Sansa even more. Why would Arya want something in their father’s documents? Why would Jon want it?

“What are you looking for?” asked Sansa, more curious now than anything.

Jon didn’t answer. Gods, he was tempted to. But he’d never tell anything that Dany had made him pledge to keep secret. Not again, and especially not to Sansa.

But he knew full well Sansa probably knew these records like the back of her hand.

“We’ll start with anything father has that dated to the few years after Robert’s Rebellion,” he said simply.

Sansa shook her head. “That’s… not very helpful. What, specifically, are you seeking?”

“Anything father might have known about Daenerys,” is all Jon told her.

Sansa narrowed her eyes slightly. She stood, picked out a chest, and handed it to Jon.

“Thanks,” was all Jon said, and then he led Wolkan from the room, heading off to find a private place to search.

Sansa sat in her chair, thinking. Now, this was intriguing. What would father have known about Daenerys? Her true parentage? That as Sansa had noted, she shared eye colors with Ashara Dayne, but not much- if anything- else?

Was Jon maybe in doubt that what Daenerys had said was true? No, Sansa knew Jon believed fully in Daenerys now.

He must be looking for proof. Anything father knew of her true parentage, so he could use it to prove to the Northern Lords.

Sansa didn’t think he’d find anything. What would father have known of Rhaegar Targaryen’s bastard with Ashara Dayne? She had had little reason to go into records from that long ago.

Was Jon just clinging to the hope that father knew something?


Arya made her way to Daenerys’s chambers. Sansa had had the servants- at Daenerys’s request- set up her, Jon, Allyria, Ashara, and Arthur in a small wing. It was heavily guarded by the Imperial Guard. Arya kept an eye out for any vulnerabilities- to patch them, not to take advantage of them- but they had done their work well.

It took a moment for Arya to realize that Daenerys likely still had Faceless Men with her, working with her guards to keep the Empress safe and secure.

Daenerys didn’t get food from Winterfell’s kitchens that hadn’t been overseen by her own staff. Though she was immune to poisons, thanks to her mother’s intervention and teachings, it was more to keep those around her safe.

Arya had taken the time to ensure to the Northern staff that the Empress and her people were their guests, and if anyone broke guest right, they would be executed.

She gently knocked and was bidden to enter. Daenerys and her servants were arranging her belongings in a way similar to how they had been set up at the Palace in Volantis.

“You need to watch Glover,” said Arya.

“He’s being watched,” assured the Empress. “He had a conversation with your sister, of his discontent regarding this situation, but he didn’t really do anything yet that we could punish. And more to the point, I want to see what allies he has.”

Arya nodded, satisfied. “Just be careful.”

Tyrion knocked on the door and stepped in a moment later. “The Northern Lords are assembled,” he said. “Mostly. A few more arrived late last night. They’ve joined the Northern camp.”

“How many thousands do they have?” asked Daenerys.

“I’d say seventeen. A poor match for even one legion. And you brought seven, plus the Imperial Guard. And Drogon and his friends.”

“I won’t let them stand against you,” vowed Arya.

Daenerys found herself moved by Arya’s sentiments. She stood, approached the assassin, and enveloped her in a firm hug. Arya, with no hesitation, squeezed Daenerys back.

“We’re family,” said Arya resolutely.

“We are,” said Daenerys, feeling tears start to pool in her eyes, but holding them back lest she go face off against a room of hostile lords with red eyes. When she thought back on it, where she had been a year ago, ready to have nothing to ever do with House Stark ever again, even if she knew she must… to now, feeling genuine affection for Arya. “We really are, aren’t we?”

“They’re going to say bad things about you. They’re idiots. Just remember, we know who you are.”

“It is time,” said Tyrion gently, but he was moved by the scene before him.

“It is,” said Daenerys. Her face hardened into a mask, but her eyes burnt with fire.


“When last I sat in this hall,” said Daenerys lightly, though there was iron behind her words, “it was after our great victory at the Battle of Winterfell. The Long Night had ended, we thought. My armies had taken the battlefield alongside you and yours, and after grievous loss by all of us, we had triumphed against impossible odds. Thanks to Arya of House Stark. Hero of Winterfell.”

She was sitting at the center of the high table, looking over the Northern lords, who were assembled in the Great Hall of Winterfell. On her right sat Jon, who was staring at the lords, proud to be sitting next to his sister, determined to do as he should have done seven years ago and defend her honor. On his other side sat Sansa, who had her most diplomatic mask on, doing her best to hide her feelings. Next to her was Arya.

On Daenerys’s left sat Allyria, and on her other side was Ashara. Arthur stood behind the Empress, Dawn resting point-down in the floor. He was not alone in protecting his niece. The entirety of the walls on the left and right sides were lined by fully armed and armored Imperial Guards. Their blades were sheathed, but they hovered over the lords like a sword from a horse hair.

The only Northern lord who seemed even somewhat at ease was Howland Reed. Most of the rest were doing their best to hide their terror, of Daenerys, of her soldiers, of Jon, sitting there with his black sash studded with rubies and Blackfyre on his waist. Glover held himself together, acting as he was as their de facto leader.

“King Jon and Arya tell me that one of Lord Eddard’s sayings was, ‘we find our true friends on the battlefield,” continued Daenerys. Her face shifted to show her disdain for the Northern lords. “I tried very hard to prove myself your friend... and yet you still hated me. For the actions of a man I despise as much of any of you, who had died over a moon before my birth. The Mad King was an evil man. But you all blamed the daughter- or, who you thought was the daughter- for the sins of the father. I tried very hard to be a good queen, to defend my people. I took the battlefield alongside you from my son’s back, and when I was thrown saving King Jon’s life, I picked up a sword as I never had before in my life, and fought on.

“And then at the victory feast, you praised King Jon, and ignored me. I had sacrificed more than any other to save your lives. I had put my very children, my very own life, at risk for you. And all I wanted was your support against a woman every single one of you knew was evil. All because I wasn’t one of you. You looked at my followers, at my army, and my friends, who were there to defend your homes and your lives and you thought ‘foreigner’ and spat at their feet and whispered behind their back.

“I am no longer Daenerys Stormborn, the Dragon Queen. I am Daenerys Lightbringer, the Amethyst Empress. I claim no throne but the one I have forged for my own. A throne that holds the fealty and loyalty of all of Essos, and if any of you doubt it, you may ask the councilors I have brought.” Bu Dai and Doniphos Paenymion looked proudly over the lords. Dai in particular seemed to be enjoying watching their terror. “I hold the loyalty of the rightful King of Westeros, Jon Targaryen, the man formerly known as Jon Snow, who the North proclaimed King in the North. He holds the fealty of Sansa Stark, the wrongfully accused, who you all cast out on the words of a man who all should have known was evil, from his own actions in ruling the south.”

The lords glanced at Sansa, who could not fully conceal her feelings of the matter of being part of the Empire.

“Was their fealty given willingly?” asked a lord. A Tallhart, judging by his sigils.

Daenerys looked to Jon. “Aye,” he said. “I bent the knee to her fully willingly. I bent the knee to her as such seven years go. I’ve only become more certain that it was the right act these last few moons. Since she saved my life, and the lives of the freefolk. Since I’ve seen how she rules Essos, how her people love her, how just and righteous it is.

“And as for House Stark… you all turned on Sansa. As the Empress says, you’ve all heard the whispers from the south. Tyrion Lannister and Davos Seaworth, good men both, can tell you it’s true- who we believed to be Bran Stark is not a good or just king. He’s a tyrant, the tyrant you all feared seven years ago, but wearing a familiar face. Claiming to be your blood. You all turned on your chosen Queen, and she came to the Empire, seeking aid to reclaim Winterfell, which had been unjustly stolen from her. You all know what terms are usually demanded in such a situation.”

“Our freedom and independence,” said Glover. The Northern Lords muttered agreeably, but they cast anxious glances at the Imperial Guard, who were watching them vigilantly.

Arya snorted. “If you all think the Empress will make you less free or independent than the evil thing wearing our brother’s skin,” she said, “you all are fucking idiots. I’ve seen how she rules. I went to Volantis, thinking she was a mad monster going to kill my family, and the North too. Instead I found it was as Jon said. A good just ruler, whose people call her ‘mother’, who has struck the chains off every slave in all of Essos.”

“How good and true she is doesn’t matter,” said Glover dismissively. “She’s not one of us. We should rule our own.”

Daenerys raised an eyebrow. “Really?” she asked. “I’m surprised you speak for the North…” She paused, seemingly in thought. “Lord Glover, is it? I don’t recall you seven years ago. I came to fight and defend the North- whose chosen king had bent the knee, as he’s said, of his own free will… and you chose to retreat to your castle and let your own countrymen fight against death itself without your aid.”

Glover snarled. “I don’t bow to the dragons,” he retorted.

“No, you bent the knee to Jon Snow. You called him King, and when he made the decision to give me fealty- as was his right as King in the North- you broke your oaths. It wasn’t the first time, was it? House Stark came to you to ask aid to reclaim Winterfell from Ramsay Bolton. For House Stark being your chosen rulers, you certainly didn’t do much to help them then.”

A vein started pulsing in Glover’s temple, he was getting furious, his face growing red. “That was different. The Boltons had House Lannister backing them. I had to do what was best for my people and my house. Leading them into a losing war was not what was best for them.”

“And Bolton rule was? How many men did they flay and leave to die?” Daenerys cast a glance around. “Lord Cerwyn, I believe, I hear your family suffered quite directly at their hands. How many of you saw the Boltons unjustly flaying Northern Lords, with Lannister backing- the House that had conspired with the Freys to see many of your countrymen, friends, and family dead at the Red Wedding?”

“Do you know what they did?” asked Arya to the lords in question. “They chopped Robb’s head off, shoved a spike down his neck, and put Grey Wind’s head on top of it. They rode around calling out, ‘The King in the North.’ The Boltons helped . And you were all too cowardly to do the right thing and help House Stark throw them out.”

Hearing Arya criticize them, the Northern Lords glanced at each other, in shame. Sansa leaned in to her sister. “You need to be more diplomatic,” she whispered. “Let me speak.”

“I’ll let you speak when you start speaking,” hissed back Arya, frustrated with her sister, with ALL of the Northern Lords.

Sansa flinched as if she’d been slapped and glared at Arya.

Daenerys glanced around. “The point is moot,” she said. “After speaking with Lady Meera of House Reed, about what happened beyond the Wall when she accompanied Bran Stark, after speaking with Tyrion Lannister and Davos Seaworth, it’s clear that whoever that is, it is not Bran Stark. That would, by my guess, make Lady Sansa the heir of House Stark. You all owe your allegiance to House Stark, and Lady Sansa has pledged for Jon as the rightful King of the Seven Kingdoms.”

“We bent no knee to no Targaryens,” replied Glover. “We pledge to no monsters who burn cities. Claim whatever parentage you wish. You and Lady Ashara- if that truly be her, when all the realm knows her dead- share eye color, but you have the Targaryen look otherwise.”

Jon barely managed to restrain from laughing in Glover’s face, knowing full well what he didn’t know.

Lord Reed stood. “Watch yourself, Lord Glover,” he said. “I can vouch for the Amethyst Empress. She is not the Mad King’s daughter, she is the daughter of Prince Rhaegar.”

“Aye,” said Jon, standing and glaring at Glover. “And she did not burn King’s Landing. Not of her will. Lord Varys- the spider eunuch- wanted to rule me as a puppet, as he knew he could never rule Daenerys. To turn me against her, he attempted to poison her with the substance basilisk’s blood. It’s a poison that drives people mad. She had him executed, but didn’t stop all his helpers. Aye, I killed her. I killed her and I regret it every moment of every day. I slew my sister, even if neither of us knew it at the time. Because Eddard Stark never told me who I was… and he knew who she was. We know it.”

“I don’t believe you,” responded Glover. “You’ve never been anything but a dragonspawn. I regret ever naming you my King. I spit at your feet-” and he proceeded to do so- “and call on all Northmen to stand against you. You share our blood, but you’re a traitor to it, and bend the knee to one who has no ties to this land, no right to rule over us.”

The room fell silent. Daenerys and Jon stared down Glover, who was defiant. The Imperial Guard at the walls shifted, their eyes narrowing, watching the scene, their hands moving to their hilts.

Jon glanced at Arthur. “Take him,” he requested. Arthur glanced at his niece, who nodded.

Arthur gestured to two Imperial Guards, who made their way forward. “Lord Robbet Glover,” began Jon, and all who had known him were reminded vividly of Eddard Stark. “I, Jon of House Targaryen and House Stark, First of my Name, Rightful King of the Andals and the First Men, Lord Protector of the Seven Kingdoms of Westeros in the name of Her Imperial Majesty, the Amethyst Empress of the Dawn, do declare you an oathbreaker. The penalty for which is death.”

“You have no right to charge me,” replied Glover. “You are no king of mine. But if this is the farce, cross blades with me, in the name of your foreign whore. I claim the right of trial by combat.”

Jon stood. “I accept.”

“No,” said Daenerys next to him. “You claim justice in my name. I am the Amethyst Empress, overlord of this land. I stand by your sentence, and I accept his right of trial by combat. You tell me Lord Eddard taught you that the man- or woman- who passes the sentence should swing the sword. I will stand as my own champion.”

Jon and Arya exchanged a shocked glance as the room erupted. Jon leaned down. “What are you doing?” he hissed to Daenerys.

She held his gaze confidently. “What I must to earn their respect,” she said. “I must fight this battle myself.”

“Don’t worry,” said the last person Jon ever expected to support this plan- Arthur Dayne. Glover was a trained warrior, seasoned and strong. “She knows what she’s doing.”

“We will meet outside the walls in one hour’s time,” said Daenerys. “May the gods, old or new or red, make sure justice is clear.”


Outside the walls of Winterfell, the Imperial Guard formed a perimeter, a large square around 30 feet wide. Two lines of Guards stood along it, one facing out to keep the spectators out... another facing in. Waiting in the circle was the Lord Commander. Jon and Arya took up a place outside the circle, escorted by a few Onyx legionnaires. Around them were the Northern lords. Some looked eager. Some looked wary. They were, after all, surrounded by tens of thousands of soldiers loyal to their Empress.

Robbet Glover, wearing Northern chain mail, waited, his sword in his hand. He was glancing nervously around at the Imperial Guards.

“Don’t worry, Lord Glover,” said Arthur Dayne. “We won’t interfere. We won’t need to.”

Glover stared at Arthur and his nervousness seemed to evaporate. “You’ll let me kill your precious Empress?” he asked.

Arthur smirked as the sounds of marching came. The Imperial Guard split as Daenerys entered the circle.

Glover’s jaw dropped. Jon and Arya exchanged a stunned glance.

Daenerys was completely armored in solid plate, but it had the ripples and whorls of Valyrian steel. A heavy cape of tiny ringlets painted purple hung from her back. Clasped to her breastplate was her amethyst brooch. At her side hung Light Sister. Walking with her was Allyria, carrying a heavy helm, crested with dragon wings.

“Where the fuck did she get that?” asked Arya.

“She said they knew how to make Valyrian steel,” said Jon.

As Glover shifted nervously, he looked at the tiny woman opposing him, and some of his confidence seemed to return. “Fancy armor,” he said. “It won’t help you.”

Maester Wolkan stepped forward. “In the sights of gods and men,” he called, bringing silence to the crowd, “we gather to ascertain the guilt or innocence of this man. May the will of the Old Gods be made clear through the skill and arms of our combatants.” He stepped out of the circle.

“Foolish, but brave,” said Glover. “But at least you’re better than your mad father. Fire was his champion.”

Daenerys took her helmet from Allyria and settled it on, her silver braids flowing from its back. Then she drew Light Sister. Holding it in her right hand, she placed her armored left palm on the blade, just above the hilt.

“Oh, fuck,” said Arya as she and Jon recognized what she was doing.

Daenerys ran her hand along the blade and as it travelled up, Light Sister ignited.

The Lords murmured in shock as Daenerys held her blade. She then spun it around in her hand, and it was at that moment that all Jon’s nervousness left.

Dany knew how to fight, and between her sword and her armor, Glover didn’t have a chance.

That either didn’t register to the rebel lord, or he didn’t let it stop him. He charged at the Empress, hefting his sword, expecting his superior strength to break through any attempt she made to parry. Daenerys danced out of the way of his swing, the valyrian steel of her armor meaning that despite its excellent protection, it was also light enough for her to easily move in.

Daenerys swung her sword and placed a cut on Glover’s arm. It didn’t get through the mail, but he yelped in pain from the heat of the flaming blade as it sliced through his outer clothing, igniting it. With his free hand, he patted out the fire, then turned and again swang at Daenerys. This time, he made contact on her shoulder, but the castle-forged steel blade could not break through the valyrian steel armor. Daenerys rolled her shoulder with the blade to spread the impact damage, and then raised her blade again. Glover lifted his sword to parry.

Jon somehow knew a split second before it happened what would be next.

Daenerys’s flaming sword clove clean through Glover’s steel blade and put a cut into his chest. Shallow, but flaming.

Glover screamed in pain and backed away, his adrenaline dulling his agony. He looked at the useless hilt in his hand, and in desperation, threw it at the Empress. Dany merely turned her head so it made contact with the solid metal of her cheek guard, rather than allow it anywhere close to the slit for her eyes.

“Sword!” said Glover, looking around at the crowd. He stumbled up to an Imperial Guard, begging for a blade.

Arthur Dayne stepped forward. “Dīnagon aōha korzoti,” he ordered. Immediately, the inner line of guards put their swords back into their sheaths. Arthur turned to Glover. “No interference,” he said. “For her, or for you. Those were the terms.”

“SWORD!” shouted Glover desperately, looking around at the Northmen. Perhaps fearing the consequences of providing aid, or perhaps knowing it was useless, not one of them dared risk giving him a blade.

Glover, sensing his defeat, turned. He spat at the feet of Daenerys.

“If you have any final words, my lord,” said Daenerys, “now is the time.”

“The North will never yield to a foreign whore such as you!” snarled Glover.

Daenerys sliced his leg, causing him to fall to his knees. He stayed up. She then reached up and rubbed her amethyst.

“Look at me, my lord,” she whispered, raising her faceplate, “and tell me how foreign I actually am.”

Glover looked up. He looked, and he saw. He saw grey eyes staring back at him.

“Lady Lyanna?” he breathed. None but the Empress and perhaps the Imperial Guard heard him.

“Robbet Glover,” she intoned loudly, her features fading back to normal. “I, Daenerys of House Targaryen... daughter of Ashara Dayne...” She leaned in close and whispered. “Daughter of Lyanna Stark...” Then returned her voice to near-shouting. “Sentence you to die.”

Glover fell to all fours, gasping for air, but unable to save himself.

Daenerys brought Light Sister down on his neck. The cut was clean, the blade sharp. His head fell away from his body. With the fire of the sword, it even burnt the wound so that only a little blood escaped.

The Empress put her hand back on the blade and the fire went out. She slid it back into it sheathe, then turned to her uncle. “See to it that his body is returned to Deepwood Motte,” she said. “I’ll not have it said I do not give honor to the dead.” Arthur Dayne nodded. Daenerys turned and made her way back to the castle.


Daenerys stood near her window looking out over Winterfell when she heard a knock on her door. Smiling, she called out for whoever it was to enter.

“You need to spar with me,” said a voice. Daenerys was surprised. She was expecting Jon, not Arya. “I can teach you how to fight.”

“I think I’ve proven I know how to fight,” said Daenerys, a little offended.

“You’ve proven you can beat a superior opponent by having better armor and a better sword,” said Arya baldly. “In an even fight, Glover would have beaten you. He was bigger. Stronger. Been fighting longer. You only won because you had Valyrian steel armor- and I want a set, by the way- and a flaming sword that broke his blade.”

“If you want a set, come with us to Old Valyria,” said Daenerys. “That’s where I found mine. I’m sure we can find something for you. As for the training… how can you help me?”

“I can teach you water dancing. You’re small, like me. Not terribly strong. Like me. Water dancing is a style of fighting I learned. My father arranged to have me taught, when I was in King’s Landing. I think we can skip some of the steps. Probably wouldn’t do to have the Amethyst Empress running around chasing cats.”

“You chased cats around the Red Keep?” asked Daenerys, an eyebrow raised.

“Yes. Looked like an idiot, but came in handy when I needed to catch dumb things like pigeons to eat, after Cersei imprisoned our father. I escaped. Sansa didn’t.”

Daenerys held her tongue. Like her mother, she knew full well that Sansa was partially culpable for what had befallen Eddard Stark. That she had gone to Cersei to warn her that Ned was going to send his daughters away from King’s Landing, to protect them.

She had to wonder, without his daughters’ safety to worry about, would Varys have been able to convince Eddard Stark to flee the city? Would he have done for the ‘honorable’ man what he had later done for Tyrion, and spirited him across the Narrow Sea? To Daenerys, to advise her?

To tell her the truth?

Would she have embraced Eddard Stark as her kin? Would she have asked why he had protected her brother but left her alone?

Would she even have believed him?

Varys had known her true parentage, or at least her true father. Of that she was becoming increasingly convinced. As the Raven had wielded truth as a weapon, Varys had used lies.

“Show my uncle what you wish to teach me,” said Daenerys simply. “He is my tutor. If he thinks it’s worth it, I will learn. Assuming you don’t force me to humiliate myself before the North. I have a hard time having their respect now.”

Jon stepped in then, as Daenerys had expected him to. “You wouldn’t have won without the armor and the sword,” he said simply.

“So I’ve been told,” said Daenerys dryly. “Arya is offering to teach me how she fights, as we are of similar stature and builds.”

Jon nodded. “That’d be good.”

“Even better is what I have in mind. Come with me. Both of you, if you wish, Arya. We’re going to visit the dragons.”

Jon paled. So far he had avoided Drogon. The only thing more terrifying to him than Daenrys’s mother was Daenerys’s dragon son.

The Imperial Guard escorted them out of the castle and into the Legion camps, where they visibly relaxed. The Legions hailed their Empress for her victory. Daenerys’s defeat of Glover had cheered her soldiers and disheartened the Northern army.

“How are the Northern lords taking my victory?” asked Daenerys to Arya as they walked.

“As you’d expect,” said Arya, disappointed in her countrymen. “They saw you win, cleanly and fairly, but they still don’t care for you. They’re trying to figure out how to beat your sword and armor. So far, I’ve heard some suggesting using maces.”

“A hard blow from a mace,” said Jon, frowning, “even Valyrian steel plate won’t do much against that.”

“I’ve fought my battle,” said Daenerys as they reached the edge of the clearing, in which the dragons camped.

“If any are stupid enough to call for trial by combat again, I’ll fight them,” swore Jon. “It was a good attempt to win them over. They just think you cheated, I’m betting.”

“The flaming sword was awesome,” said Arya. “Like Beric Dondarrion and Thoros of Myr.”

They reached the center of the dragon clearing. “Arya suggested something,” said Daenerys as Jon looked around uneasily. “I may not be able to ride a dragon due to my… memories, but Jon, you may be able to.”

Jon was taken aback. “You’d really trust me with a dragon again?”

“Rhaegal wasn’t killed when you were on his back,” said Daenerys. “Perhaps if you’d been there, you’d have been able to save him… but it matters not now. Drogon remains bonded to me, but you may be able to ride another dragon.”

“You do have Targaryen blood,” said Arya to Jon confidently.

“In truth, I wonder if that matters,” confessed Daenerys. “These are not the descendants of the Valyrian dragons, that were bound through blood magic and sorcery to the blood of Old Valyria. These dragons are of a far older lineage, those of the original Great Empire of the Dawn. The first nation of dragon riders.”

It was then that Jon had to face what he had feared most since his reunion with Daenerys.

The sky darkened as the last of Daenerys’s children swooped overhead. And Drogon was obviously not happy. He landed before them and stared at Jon, furious and hateful.

He opened his mouth and they saw flames pooling at the back as he roared at Jon, clearly intending to scare him half to death.

He succeeded as Jon stepped backwards as quickly as he could, stumbling to the ground.

“Drogon,” said Daenerys warningly, but Drogon did not listen to her. He screamed at Jon, and though no fire came out of his mouth, the heat of his breath made Jon think for a moment he was being burnt alive. Or that Drogon would pierce him with teeth as large as greatswords.

Daenerys stepped forward and placed her hand on Drogon’s nose, which froze his fury. “If mother needs to take vengeance,” she said quietly, “mother will do it herself. Grandmother is keeping an eye on him. He will never harm me again.”

Drogon was not at all satisfied, but he looked at Daenerys, and restrained himself for her. He gave Jon a glare of pure hatred and seeing Jon trying to climb to his feet, blew his wings at him, forcing him back to the ground. His foot then came over Jon and stepped on him, holding him down to the ground, as Drogon moved to stare at Jon in the face.

“I’m… sorry…” choked out Jon. “I wish you’d… burnt me… not the throne…”

Drogon clearly wished the same, but with a glance at Daenerys, he put his nose inches from Jon’s face, blew a little smoke, and then lifted his foot. Spreading his wings, he took flight, flying away.

“He’s not happy,” observed Daenerys sadly.

“You could say that,” said Arya, who had been terrified she was about to watch her brother die. She stepped forward and helped Jon climb to his feet. Jon was breathing heavily, calming his terror.

“Did we really need to do that?” asked Arya.

“Yes,” said Daenerys firmly. “Otherwise Drogon would have spotted Jon when I wasn’t around, and even I have no clue what he would have done. It’s frankly nothing short of a miracle that he didn’t take it upon himself to blast Jon’s wall down when he was staying in the Palace.”

“Aye,” said Jon in a high voice, “I was doing my best to avoid him. A bit easy when he and the other dragons had a pit I could stay away from.”

“Now, come,” said Daenerys, “let’s see if one of the other dragons will consent to taking you as a rider.”

“Not right now,” said Jon sternly. “I need to go back and get drunk. Really, really drunk.”

Leaving no room for argument, he turned on his heel and strode straight back toward the legion camps. Daenerys, rolling her eyes, followed him.

Jon was eager to change the subject, it seemed. “Have you gone to see her yet?” he asked.

“I haven’t,” said Daenerys.

“You should.”

“I visited her statue every day in Volantis,” responded Daenerys simply.

“Aye, but this is different.” Jon choked a little bit. “It’s where she’s buried.”

Daenerys paled a little bit, but she saw Jon’s point. Silently, she nodded. When they got back to the castle, she led the Imperial Guard towards the crypts as Jon went off to drown himself in mead. Nodding to them, they took positions outside, allowing their Empress to enter alone.

Daenerys knew the way. She remembered it from when she’d found Jon here, seven years ago, on that black night. The night a man he thought his brother, and one he thought his friend, had told him the truth- but not the whole truth. Just enough to begin the process of destroying her.

There were candles already lit. Someone had been down here very recently, but Daenerys cared not. She strode to the end of the long hall, where there were three statues closer together. She glanced around, at the candles lit on the tomb of Lyanna, of Eddard, of even Brandon Stark, who Daenerys gave a disdainful glance towards. She looked into the corners, but saw nobody. Perhaps Jon or Arya had been down here after her trial by combat, but before they had come to see her. She turned to the tomb she had sought. Her heart was hammering for some reason. She could feel breathing becoming more difficult, as it always had been, since the day she had gasped for breath again in Volantis, her lungs affected by the scar in her chest.

And then she turned to look into the stone face. A poor recreation, she knew. Even without the statue in Volantis, Ashara had shown her Lyanna’s face, with her glass candles.

Daenerys knew under the signs of her Targaryen lineage, she shared her birth mother's face. This was not the face of Lyanna Stark…

But her bones, as Jon had said, rested here.

Lyanna Stark had died giving birth to her. Daenerys knew she was the reason she was dead.

But she had spent long enough hearing Viserys blame her for killing who they had thought was their mother to know she was blameless in this matter. It was a fact of life.

Valar morghulis. All men must die. All women, too.

Even if some lingered longer than others.

Daenerys did not dwell on that. She stepped towards her birth mother’s tomb and began to speak.

“We have a statue of you in Volantis,” she said. “It’s much better than this one. Perhaps in a year or so, we can have a new one made for you here.

“Mother- Lady Ashara- she misses you. You and father, very much. I know what it is to lose the one you love. She is cursed to have lost two. I hope you and father are together, if there is anything beyond this world. I didn’t see anything when I was... gone. The last thing I saw was Jon…  he had just… well, I’m sure you know. Be at peace. Drogon may still hate him, but as for me… I think I forgave him the moment he did it.

“I wish you’d lived. Father as well, of course. To be raised in the Red Keep, with three loving parents. Knowing who I was. Never the Mad King’s daughter. Child of three. Rhaegar Targaryen, Ashara Dayne, and you. I know without what happened, I’d only be bound to two of you by blood, but I think I’d have loved Lady Ashara as my mother. You and father would have taught Jon and I to. Lady Ashara tells me you kissed me before you handed me over. Told me you loved me. And despite all the wrongs I have suffered at the hands of House Stark... I do love you. I do miss you. I call Lady Ashara mother, but ever since I awoke after I was brought back, I’ve never forgotten that I have two mothers who both gave their life for me. Lady Ashara saving me... you birthing me.

“If there is a life after this one that I didn’t see, I hope I get to meet you. Jon and Arya tell me that you were an excellent rider of horses. I prefer dragons, even though I haven’t been able to mount Drogon for seven years now. But I still remember the first time, after leaving the house with the red door, that I ever felt free of fear. It was when Drogo gave me his wedding present. The most splendid silver mare I’ve ever seen. I hadn’t ridden much before, but the moment I mounted her, I bonded with her. She did whatever I asked. If there had been a fire, I’d have leapt her over it. I hadn’t ridden much before, but when I was upon her back, I felt that she was teaching me, more than Irri, my handmaiden. That mare was so precious to me. She died in the red wastes, unfortunately. I feel in another life, perhaps she’d still be with me. I was never blessed with a wolf. No symbolic link to my Stark blood, as Jon has with Ghost. Instead I wonder if my silver was my connection. Not to the Stark family who cast me out of their pack. But to you.

“And if you can watch, and see us... I hope you’re proud of me. I know you’d be proud of Jon. Even in his darkest moment, he’s always done what he felt was right. I can’t even blame basilisk’s blood for all my failures before that one. If there’s anyone I can blame...” and Daenerys paused, and turned. “It’s you .”

She was speaking to the statue of Eddard Stark now.

“You knew,” she said accusingly. “You knew who I was. You knew I was your kin. I don’t blame you for leaving me with mother. But you heard she had passed, that she had paid her life. That I had lived, as you didn’t think I would. And even as I suffered at the hands of Viserys, you sat here. In Winterfell. You had children of your own off your bitch of a wife.

“Did your sister not make you promise to protect me? If she did not, I cannot blame her. I remember when Rhaego came from me, even though he did not live, I was not in my right mind. Lyanna was dying. There was only one babe before her. Jon. Only one to focus on. But still, for all your supposed honor, you let me be sent into foreign lands. Did you know what Viserys did to me? Beat me. Screamed at me. Threatened me with ‘waking the dragon.’ Sold me, to a brute of a man. It took me time to love Drogo, and yet he did not wait before he forced himself on me. Tyrion tells me you resigned rather than see me assassinated, but I wonder. Did you resign to try and save me from the assassin’s blade? Or did you resign because your dear friend, the man you chose over your own blood, ordered you to be the one to give the order? Did you only resign to save yourself from being a kinslayer ?

“Did you ever even love Jon, the one you raised? He wanted nothing more than to know who his mother was. You didn’t even have to tell him of his father! But instead, you kept silent. Your wife made Jon feel unwelcome, but your lips were sealed. Jon determined to join the Night’s Watch, to unknowingly swear away his claim, and still you told him nothing. Not of his mother, or his father. Or of even that his fantasies of the Night’s Watch being a noble order were false. A refuse pile for the unwanted and criminals of the Seven Kingdoms. You let Jon throw away his life, throw away love, fatherhood... for loyalty to a pig of a man. You cared not if I died. And because you did not dissuade Jon from joining the Night’s Watch, Jon died. You failed your promise.

“I hope the mother who bore me and my father turned away, but I hope you were forced to watch every moment of Jon and I on that boat, knowing it was your cowardice that led to it. Incest bothers you Starks, yes? It doesn’t particularly bother me, but it certainly does Jon. Because of your silence Lyanna’s son fell in love with Lyanna’s daughter. Because of your silence your children plotted against their own kin. Because of your silence, my advisors judged me unfairly, believing me the daughter of an evil man. Because of you, Lyanna’s son murdered Lyanna’s daughter. From what I know, your wife was probably thrilled. She always hated Jon. And I think now you never loved him. You merely did the minimum of keeping your promise to your sister.

“Jon tells me you always said Arya is quite like your sister... mother Lyanna. I hope that’s true, because if it is, and there is a life after this one, she has made it your own personal hell, I’m sure. You’re lucky Arya is becoming dear to me. Because if she wasn’t? I’d send ravens to every corner of this land, naming you for what you are, what your own actions led you to be. Traitor to your own blood. Breaker of your own promises. Kinslayer .”

Daenerys stepped closer to the statue and rubbed the stone face. “But I have my vengeance over you,” she said quietly. “Arya knows what you did. She’s helping Jon search for writings where you try and justify it. She thought so highly of you... but she can’t explain this. Sansa doesn’t, but I will not harm her. I have returned her home. I have done for my blood what you failed to do for yours. Jon will rule in King’s Landing, and your daughter- vile though I may find her- shall rule in Winterfell so long as she remains loyal to her King and her Empress. And if she betrays me? Allyria will take her place. Stark blood will endure. It will endure because of me. It will endure in spite of you.”

Dany chuckled as she stepped back. “I just realized... I will be loyal to my blood, even if I will never be proud to have it. Because of you, and Sansa, and your brother. Do you know what he was? I imagine so. Yet in this, you are the one who had two parents named Stark, while I only had one of three. And yet maybe this is my final revenge: I have done more for House Stark than you ever could.”

Daenerys turned on her heel. Kissing the tips of her fingers, she then placed them on Lyanna’s stone lips, then strode as quickly as she could out of the crypts.

Unknowingly leaving behind a stunned Sansa Stark, hidden in a corner, her skin pitch white.

Notes:

Dany's secret is laid bare.

Sansa knows the truth now. Daenerys Targaryen has Stark blood in her veins.

Sansa stands at the edge of the abyss. Will she back down, and take the first steps on the road to redemption? Will she accept Daenerys's Stark blood, the very blood the North demands in its ruler, that Dany's hatred causes her to refuse to acknowledge? Or will Sansa cast herself into the pit, succumb to her ambition, go against a woman she now discovers is no foreign whore, but her cousin?

NEXT TIME:
1. Sansa chooses her path.

Chapter 17: The Daughter of Lyanna Stark

Summary:

“It was not by choice that she sought the waterfront. She was fleeing again. Her whole life had been one long flight, it seemed. She had begun running in her mother's womb, and never once stopped.”

- Daenerys V, A Clash of Kings

“‘You do not understand, ser,’ she said. ‘My mother died giving me birth, and my father and my brother Rhaegar even before that.’”

- Daenerys V, A Game of Thrones

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

Sansa stood in the dark long after she’d heard the heavy wooden doors of the crypts close behind the Empress as she left.

Eventually, as the candles she had lit when she had come down here to pay respects to her father began to flicker, she made her way out of the crypts. She made her way straight to her solar.

“My lady,” said Maester Wolkan, who had been waiting for her, “some of the Northern Lords-”

“Later,” snapped Sansa, less out of irritation and more out of… stunned shock. Wolkan flinched at the harshness of her voice, but bowed and excused himself. The door closed behind Sansa, and she collapsed into her desk, her trembling hands pouring herself a full goblet of wine. She took a heavy swig and then set the goblet down on the desk, her mind reeling with what she had just learned.

Sansa had sworn the North would never bow to one without Stark blood ever again.

Daenerys Targaryen had Stark blood.

She was Jon’s younger sister, in full, not in half.

She was Sansa’s cousin.

Jon and Arya knew. Daenerys had told them. She had told no one else. Why? It would have won her the North. It would have pacified the lords. Why hadn’t she told them?

Because she hated the North so much that she never would claim her Stark blood. Because the North had hated her, despite the fact... she had come to defend them. And she hadn’t even wanted them to bend the knee, if she and Jon spoke the truth. She had pledged to help them without fealty. Jon had bent the knee to her in belief.

Suddenly Arya’s insistence on why Sansa must bend the knee made perfect sense. It must have been right after she’d been told. Arya had practically forced Sansa to stop her schemes. Because she felt House Stark had betrayed Daenerys her entire life.

Because they had.

“You and your sister may be as different as the sun and the moon,” Sansa heard in her head, something her father had once said about her and Arya, “but the same blood flows through both your veins.” Jon and Daenerys were complete opposites in appearance... but they had the exact same blood. Well, Sansa had no clue what Daenerys meant by that ‘three parents’ business, but she must have meant fostering. With the Daynes.

Was it a lie? Sansa thought it over. As far as she could see, it was something that strictly benefited the Empress. Claiming Stark blood had won her Arya. It would maybe not win her the North, but it would have helped to smooth over relations. The North hated nothing more than kinslayers- a fact Bran had taken advantage of when he had tricked them into turning on her.

But Sansa knew in her heart this was true.

Because it did do nothing but benefit Daenerys, and yet still she kept it secret. Still she sat there and endured the scorn and hatred of the Northern lords, and hated them right back, when all the while she was sitting on a truth that would have made most of it- not all of it- go away.

There was no point in making up a lie, and then never telling that lie.

Sansa herself, as she and Glover had discussed, had doubted Ashara Dayne was Daenerys’s true mother. Well, Sansa admitted, she was Daenerys’s mother- Eddard Stark was Jon’s father, after all, even if he hadn’t been the one who sired him. But as Sansa thought of it, she thought of Arya. Arya, who alone of Eddard Stark’s children, bore the Stark look.

And Sansa realized beneath the silver hair and violet eyes of House Targaryen were hidden many Stark features. If one knew what to look for… if one looked beneath the hair, beyond the eyes, there was the look of House Stark.

Jon, Sansa thought over, drinking what was left of her wine in her cup and pouring another. Jon knew. Arya knew. Had Jon told Arya but not told Sansa? Why hadn’t Arya told her?

Daenerys had sworn them to secrecy. She must have.

Arya had begun bonding with Daenerys even before she must have been told. Sansa realized that, a few days before Arya had stormed into her office and demanded she bend the knee to Daenerys immediately, Arya had still harbored doubts. There had been a flicker of annoyance in even her eyes when she spoke of Sansa bending the knee to the Empire, but Arya had clearly decided that bending the knee was not the worst of the options presented.

And then on that day, Arya had barged in, told Sansa to bend the knee. Her doubts had vanished.

Because she had discovered Daenerys had Stark blood.

When had Jon been told? Surely before Arya. There had been a day all Jon’s demons had seemed to leave him. A day when he had walked in the morning as if bearing a weight on his back, and then that evening, as if he had been relieved of his burden. And then a few days later, Arya had been told.

It all made sense.

Except for the parts that didn’t, which was all of it.

Sansa couldn’t comprehend why Daenerys refused to tell it. Hatred was one thing, but this was the game of thrones, and Daenerys was holding a powerful piece in reserve.

Sansa thought back of the game cyvasse, which she had seen- but never learned- played in King’s Landing. Players placed their pieces behind a screen, so their opponent couldn’t see how they had set their field.

Sansa had finally seen beyond the screen to see Daenerys’s board, and had realized now that Daenerys had beaten her at this game LONG before it had ever truly begun.

Every move Sansa could ever have made, Daenerys had already prepared for, and had checked even before the game had begun.

Lost her claim to her family’s ancestral throne? She’d forged herself a new one, a new realm, stronger than any in history.

Feared assassination by Arya, wielding the skills of the Faceless Men? Recruit Arya’s masters to her cause, and place them in Arya’s way.

Disloyal vassals waiting for an opportunity to reclaim their independence and homes? Build vast, skilled, and loyal armies, loyal specifically to her. Befriend those she could and keep them in power. Destroy any who opposed her. And even Sansa knew that Daenerys had only truly gone out of her way to destroy monsters in her conquest of Essos. She had heard during her time in Volantis of the masters of Slaver’s Bay, and their mass executions by dragonfire. Of the nobles of the city of Qohor, who had sent their slave soldiers into the streets to round up a thousand children, who were ritually sacrificed to their god, the Black Goat, in the hopes that he would smite Daenerys and her armies for them.

Instead Daenerys had brought her own burning justice upon them.

And last of all… she had checked Sansa, too. She had known full well what Sansa would attempt when she arrived in Volantis. She had allowed Sansa to attempt it, knowing beyond any doubt that it would fail. Sansa could almost hear her mocking laughter as she took delight in each and every time the Elder Council or Legions threw her from their chambers, knowing she had failed.

When Arya had mentioned that Allyria Dayne was Brandon Stark’s daughter, Sansa had thought she had seen Daenerys’s final piece, her answer to Northern loyalty.

But even then she had been mistaken, for Daenerys’s ultimate answer to Northern loyalty had been herself, and the secret blood she carried.

Stark blood.

Sansa had thought herself a master of the game, but she had never once had a chance. Daenerys had seen to that. She had forced Sansa into but a single option, and then left her no escape.

From the moment Sansa’s knee had hit the purple marble floor of the Elder Council chambers, she had been looking for a way to turn the game back on Daenerys, looking for the next play she could make to win back her throne, her crown.

This had been Daenerys’s final, uttermost vengeance.

There never had been a play. There never would be a play. Sansa had never found one. Glover and the Northern lords begged her, wanted her, find a way out of this. A way to maintain their independence, a way to ensure Northern blood ruled over them.

They had all thought the great threat hovering over them was the threat of defeat in the fields at the hands of the Gemstone Legions, and then the threat of annihilation by dragonfire.

They had never once realized that Daenerys had been holding back her strongest card.

The Northern blood they desired. In her very own veins.

There was no victory over Daenerys possible. Her victory and rule over the North, Sansa knew now, was complete.

Except for one last fact.

Daenerys had willfully handicapped herself. She had in her hand victory, maybe not complete Northern loyalty, but enough of it to win her the North for all time.

And she hated the North so much that she would rather suffer Northern disloyalty than claim herself to be one of them.

Sansa was one of the few who knew the truth. She was sure Daenerys’s family knew. Ashara certainly did. Arthur probably as well. Allyria- she was Daenerys’s kin by blood, in any case. Just not Dayne blood. Stark blood. First cousins. Just as she- just as they - were Sansa’s.

Arya and Jon. Howland Reed, Sansa guessed, knew. Probably his daughter as well.

The secret would come out. Sansa knew that.

It was just a matter of how fiercely the North would oppose the Empress until they learned it. How many lords would call on Sansa to raise her banners in rebellion, reclaim the North.

Something Sansa now realized she would never do.

Because blood mattered to her. It mattered to her a great deal. It mattered to Jon, who Sansa knew now would never betray Daenerys. Ever again. Not only did they share the same father, they shared the same mother.

For Jon now, to turn against Daenerys would not just be to turn against his Targaryen blood, it would be to betray his Stark blood as well. And Daenerys would never again give him reason to betray her.

Assuming they won this war, Sansa knew that Jon would hold the loyalty of the other six kingdoms. Maybe she could count on support from her uncle Edmure and cousin Robin, but Jon would hold the loyalty of the Reach, Stormlands, Westerlands, Crownlands, and Dorne- and now, Sansa had to admit, Daenerys and her council had masterfully worked her way around the obstacle of Rhaegar’s second marriage and secret annulment.

She had held it against Daenerys, that she had to be a bastard, as Rhaegar had annulled his marriage to Elia Martell and wed Lyanna Stark, not Ashara Dayne. She was sure there was still more to the story then, but it was the simple truth now- if Jon was legitimate, Daenerys was as well. They had the same parents.

And still the North was running headlong into a confrontation that they could not win. Jon would not betray his sister for them. If they raised in rebellion, Jon would oppose them. He would lead the Onyx Legions and all the forces of the south against the North and whatever allies they mustered.

Sansa had seen behind the screen to know that there was no chance for the North to claim victory.

That the North not only could not win… they should not go against Daenerys in the first place. She was their kin.

Sansa would not allow the North to rebel. She was sure there were plots already in motion. She was a daughter of the North, proud to call this her home. But she would not allow her people to waste their lives on a hopeless war.


That night Sansa dreamed that she was a wolf, that she was Lady, and she felt her heart pining for her lost wolf, her dead companion, so loyal, so true, so proper.

She was running with her pack, Nymeria to her left, Grey Wind on her right, and she could smell Summer, and Shaggydog, as they ran, and ran, so happy, so free, together again as they hadn't been since the day Sansa and Arya had left with their father to go to King's Landing, since Jon had left for the Wall to join the Night's Watch.

They came upon a clearing. Ghost was waiting inside, staring at them with his red eyes, and Sansa, Lady, suddenly realized Grey Wind, and Shaggydog, and Summer, all were gone, vanished, as they were gone in the waking world as well, dead, as Robb was gone, as Rickon was gone, as Bran was... no longer Bran, not truly.

There was a stirring from the brush, and Sansa turned. Ghost howled in greeting, and a howling came back, as out from the ferns and long grass came another direwolf, a she-wolf, with jet black fur. She strode up to Ghost and as one the two turned. And suddenly, Nymeria left Lady's side, and strode forward to join the two, as they turned to look at Sansa, with her golden eyes, Ghost with his red eyes, and the unnamed wolf, the long-lost member of the pack, with eyes like amethysts. The nameless wolf howled, a howl that was more like a roar, a challenge to Lady. Lady stood alone, her litter-mates going to the new wolf, their new pack.

Lady looked between the other wolves and the wind came up, and on it Sansa heard a voice. "The lone wolf dies, but the pack survives."

She awoke sweaty and gasping for air. She splashed water on her face. The sun was streaming in. Sansa had tossed and turned long before her troubled dreams had taken her. It was near time for her to go to the Great Hall, to meet with the others.

When she entered Daenerys’s solar, she glanced at the Empress, who was speaking with Tyrion and Jon.

“I’d recommend against any further trials by combat,” Tyrion was saying. “From my understanding, the general agreement amongst the lords is, if they demand it, they’re going to demand the terms of you fighting without your personal armor or personal sword.”

“Aye,” said Jon, “it’s as Arya and I saw. You’re a decent fighter, Dany, but they’re bigger, stronger, and have been at it longer. Let Arya teach you water dancing, her way of fighting, and you’ll be fine.”

Arthur grunted. “It’s not entirely without merit,” he admitted.

Sansa could not stop looking at Daenerys’s face, seeing it, seeing it so clearly now that she knew what to look for.

Beneath her Valyrian features, there was hidden a daughter of House Stark.

Daenerys made eye contact with Sansa, and her expression hardened, her distaste showing.

Sansa remembered Daenerys’s hatred for her father. In the past, it had confused her, but now… it made more sense.

Sansa still wasn’t sure her father did the wrong thing by not sheltering a child who was obviously of Targaryen blood, given the consequences that would have brought upon him and his own children, but no longer could she dismiss Daenerys’s hatred as being unjustified.

Jon had been sheltered. She had not been.

They went to the next meeting. Sansa sat at the high table in her usual spot, next to Jon and Arya. Daenerys took her spot in the center.

Sansa did her best to keep her mask in place, but Arya next to her kept glancing at her, confused.

“Are you alright?” whispered Arya.

“I’m fine,” responded Sansa coldly.

How could Arya not have told her this?

Arya continued to side-eye Sansa, suspicious, but their attention was taken as Jon began to speak.

“After yesterday,” said Jon, “I think we make our opinion clear on who your allegiance is owed to. Lady Sansa was your rightful Queen. She has bent the knee to me as the King of the Seven Kingdoms, and I have bent the knee to the Amethyst Empress of the Dawn as my overlord. We are part of the Empire of the Dawn.”

“We swore to Lady Sansa as Queen in the North,” said Lord Slate of Blackpool. “Not to Jon Targaryen.”

“By my account you swore to Bran Stark- or who you believed to be Bran Stark,” snapped Jon. “Who framed your first queen for a crime she didn’t commit. A crime that hadn’t even been committed- though I begin to suspect he tried.”

Daenerys remembered what Jon had said about suspecting the White Walkers and the Three-Eyed Raven were linked. She determined to look into it. Howland might have some knowledge. There was also an ‘Old Nan’ that Jon had mentioned that knew all sorts of old stories.

Daenerys didn’t usually put much in stories, but the Great Empire of the Dawn had once been a story. Sometimes in old stories, knowledge could be found.

“As King Jon says,” took up Daenerys, “House Stark has given us their allegiance. You are all sworn to House Stark.”

“Perhaps we should be rethinking that allegiance!” shouted a woman, wearing the Dustin coat of arms. She stood. “My husband died in a war that a member of House Stark started!”

“Your name, my lady?” asked Jon, not recognizing her.

“Barbery Dustin, your grace, ” she said mockingly. “My husband rode off with Lord Eddard Stark-” and she spat on the ground- “to Dorne, seeking his sister. Your whore mother, bastard. Now you come here, at the side of another bastard, when my husband never came home. All because as we now discover, the whore Lyanna Stark ran off with a married man, to have you.

Daenerys looked over her shoulder at her uncle. “Your husband was William Dustin,” said Arthur. “He fought well.”

“He died,” snarled Lady Barbery.

Howland stood. “Lady Lyanna and Prince Rhaegar did not start the rebellion,” he said. “The Mad King did that, when he burnt Lord Rickard and forced Lord Brandon to watch. Had he been less mad, the situation could have been made more clear. But instead, he broke faith.”

“Aye, he broke faith with House Stark, and we threw him and his dragonspawn out. King Robert struck your rapist father down in the Trident, Jaime Lannister murdered your mad grandfather, and Tywin Lannister saw dead-”

“Say Aegon and Rhaenys deserved to die,” said Daenerys, in her most dangerous but quiet tone, “say two innocent children- our brother and sister - deserved to die, and I will have you executed at once.”

“I don’t fear death. I fear to see the North bend the knee to a fool and his bitch.”

None of the other lords raised in support of Lady Dustin, but they all saw that they approved of her words.

Lord Slate nodded. “The North knows no King but the King in the North,” he said, “whose name is STARK.”

“My House name is not Targaryen,” said Jon, “but I am of House Stark. I have been all my life.”

“You are one thing. Your Empress is another.”

Sansa sat there. Surely, this was the moment that Daenerys would speak her secret. That she would reveal that she did carry the blood of House Stark. That her birth mother had been of that house.

But Daenerys didn’t. “I ask you call me Empress,” she said, “not King.”

“Semantics,” barked a Northern lord.

As they sat there, again and again, the Northern Lords expressed discontent at the idea of being part of Daenerys Targaryen’s Empire, and veiled criticism at Jon for bending the knee to her, for not standing by his Northern blood.

And every time they spoke, Daenerys refused to claim kinship.

It was then that Sansa realized how deeply Daenerys hated the idea that she had Northern blood.

Allyria had Stark blood, and she called her sister.

Arya, it was clear even to Sansa, was getting very close with their cousin.

Jon was her brother.

But the rest of the North, Daenerys rejected. She rejected them utterly.

Howland rose from time to time to extol the Northern lords to bend the knee, accept this, but it didn’t work. The Northern lords were merely turning on him.

Yes, a few seemed to believe Daenerys. White Harbor still stood, after all. Reports were the city was peaceful, if tense.

But it was clear the North would never fully accept having the Mad Queen- for that was how many still whispered of her, for they had hated her even before she had been poisoned and destroyed King’s Landing- as their Empress. Even if Sansa would remain their overlord, and Jon their King in King’s Landing, that they would be expected to have fealty to an Empress who ruled from Volantis, who didn’t share their blood, was something they could never live with.

Except she did share their blood.

But she refused to tell them that.

She would rather suffer their hate and rebellion than admit to them that she was their kin.

If it had only been the Northern lords, Sansa could understand. She could accept that.

But it wasn’t. The North was still weak after the disaster of the past fifteen years. The War of the Five Kings. The Boltons. The Battle of Winterfell, and even the Burning of King’s Landing.

They had a larger army, but Sansa knew that many of their soldiers were conscripts. Peasants told by their lords, to fight, to defend their homes, the Mad Queen had returned, all men must fight.

Daenerys was not just playing with the lives of the Northern lords.

If they fought, the smallfolk would suffer.

Did she even know? Did she realize? All her life, Sansa realized, she had had, fighting for her, trained warriors. Killers. Her Unsullied. Her Dothraki. And now, her Legions. Volunteers.

“This is not a negotiation,” said Jon. “We’re giving you a chance to give us your opinions, your concerns, so we can address them. But Her Imperial Majesty is the Empress. I am the King. And House Stark has yielded to us.”

“Against the will of the Northern Lords,” snapped Dustin. The lords were getting more riotous. More willing to challenge this new order.

“I believe we have made our opinion on this rather clear,” said Daenerys coldly. Next to her, Jon was getting uncomfortable. Sansa wondered if he hated this disrespect, or if this was because he knew the truth, and was wondering why Daenerys didn’t speak of it.

“You don’t know this land!” called out Lord Slate. “You don’t share our blood!”

But she did, Sansa thought.

“The King will share your blood,” said Daenerys.

“Aye, but he’ll be licking your feet!” called out a different lord.

“If any of you knew anything about the Empire, you’d know she’s a good ruler!” snapped Arya, but Sansa could see she was getting aggravated. Tyrion and Davos exchanged a glance as well, Tyrion’s brows furrowed, both of them looking at Daenerys in concern.

Gods above, Sansa thought. Was she the last to find out? Tyrion and Davos knew as well.

“She’s a tyrant! She wants to rule us, but she’d be a ruler with no ties to this land!” shouted Slate, and he actually drew a few cheers. The Imperial Guard shifted, sensing the mood turning.

“She’s a Targaryen true!” cried out another. “She’s got her brother obsessed with fucking her!”

“The dragons lost this land, we took it back!” called out a final.

Sansa grimaced. This was it. This was the moment. The North was about to refuse to bend, and they would all die, all of them who stood against Jon and Daenerys, and they would lead their armies into a sure defeat.

Sansa could not allow that. No matter the consequences.

 “Just tell them!” she screamed, standing and looking at Daenerys. “Tell them, already!”

The room fell silent, seeing Sansa have her outburst. Daenerys looked at Sansa, and something fell across her face, looking at Sansa, accusingly. She glanced between them all.

“Tell them what, Lady Sansa?” asked Daenerys, in a quiet voice, that nonetheless drew everyone’s attention, so deadly was its tone.

Sansa realized then that she was playing with her life by doing this… but it was worth it. It was worth it to keep the Northern lords from rebelling.

If it cost her her life, so be it. The North would be safe.

“You’re not the daughter of Rhaegar Targaryen and Ashara Dayne,” said Sansa, committing to it. Daenerys’s face filled with fury. Sansa heard Arya gasp behind her. Tyrion and Davos exchanged stunned glances.

The Northern lords were looking at Sansa with bated breath. Some started to grin sinisterly, thinking Sansa was revealing that it was a lie all along, that Daenerys was the Mad King’s daughter, that she HAD burnt King’s Landing of her own free will.

“You’re the daughter of Rhaegar Targaryen and Lyanna Stark!” finished Sansa.

Any smirks that had formed immediately fell off the faces of the Northern lords, as the jaws dropped on every single one of them as they registered what Sansa had said.

Daenerys Targaryen was the daughter of Lyanna Stark .

The room sat there, the Northern lords gaping at Sansa. And then they exploded in shock.

Jon gave a horrified glance at Sansa, and looked back to Daenerys, whose face was made of stone, her fury going cold.

“Take her to her solar,” said Daenerys to Jon. “We will deal with this.”

“Dany,” said Jon pleadingly. “She did-”

“Now, King Jon,” breathed Daenerys, furious.

Jon took a deep breath, nodding. Fear was on his face as he stood, made his way to Sansa, and took her elbow.

“Come on,” he said, “come on, now.”

“I did the right thing,” said Sansa. “I know I did.”

Jon didn’t speak as he led Sansa from the room. A rapid fire glance between Arya, Tyrion, and Davos happened, before they all stood and followed them.

Daenerys sat there, then with a glance to her mother and sister, stood and led them from the hall, even as the Northern lords stared at her.

“Fetch me Light Sister,” said Daenerys, looking to a page.

“No,” said Ashara. Daenerys turned her livid gaze to her mother. “I do not know how she discovered this secret… but she is your blood. You must hear her reasons for this before you decide to execute her.”

“She is no blood of mine,” hissed Daenerys. “She betrayed me.”

“Did she?” asked Ashara. “Or did she help you?”

Daenerys stared at her mother, scowling, then turned to make her way to Sansa’s solar.


Sansa waited in her solar, Jon and Arya both staring at her in stunned, fearful shock, waiting for the hammer to fall. Tyrion sat in a chair. Davos was glancing between them all nervously.

When the door opened and the apoplectic Empress entered, followed by her mother and sister, Sansa held her gaze proudly.

“How dare you,” snarled Daenerys. “Dare I ask how you discovered this secret?” She turned her furious gaze on Jon and Arya and Tyrion and Davos. “Who told her?”

“None did,” responded Sansa. “I was in the crypts, paying respect to my father, when you came in. I thought you were Jon or Arya, so I retreated into the shadows, not seeking a confrontation. I intended to sneak out. When I saw it was you, I was about to demand you leave, since only family are supposed to enter the crypts... then you started speaking to the statues, and I heard everything.”

“You eavesdropped on me?” asked Daenerys. “I have afforded you so many opportunities... but this betrayal...”

“Betrayal?” asked Sansa, scowling. “Do not accuse me of betrayal. I swore no vows to keep this secret.”

“So you sought to undermine me?”

Sansa laughed cruelly. “Undermine? Do you not realize what I have done? They know who you are now. They know you have Stark blood. There were plots in motion to betray you already. Now, those plots will end. They will be loyal to you. Because you share their blood.”

“I don’t want to share their fucking blood!” shouted Daenerys. “Their bigoted, hateful, judgemental blood!”

“But you do!” retorted Sansa. “You told me once that despite your hatred of me, you thought me as Wardenness of the North was the best choice, so long as I was loyal to Jon, and loyal to you. That I would do what was right for my people. That is what I did today. I protected my people. They were going to rebel. I prevented that.”

“Let the lords raise their armies and attack me,” replied Daenerys. “If the lords are too stupid to realize they cannot win, why should I care?”

Sansa barred her teeth. “I know you have little time in Westeros,” she responded as if speaking to a child, “but things do not work the way here you understand. Who do you think their armies are made of? You had your Unsullied, you had your Dothraki, you have your legions now. Armies of volunteering, professional soldiers. In Westeros, most of our armies are peasant levies, supplemented by knights. They are plucked from their fields and homes, handed a weapon, and pointed at the enemy. In the best times, they’re all volunteers. In the worst, they’re conscripts . The armies you’d be putting down with legions and dragons are my people, that you have entrusted me with. I will not allow your pride and disdain for the North, earned though it may be, to put my people at risk. Not when I can prevent it. Dismiss me, exile me, kill me if you care. I saved my people from challenging you. I preserved their lives.”

Dany stared at Sansa in disbelief, but they could all see Sansa’s argument had landed. “It wasn’t your decision to tell,” she finally responded.

“If you could prevent a war, save your peoples’ lives, with but a few words,” said Sansa, “would you not? Every one of us in this room knows that their rebellion would have been doomed. Your legions would beat them in the field without question. You outnumber us. Your troops are better trained than ours. And even if that was not true, you have dragons.”

Daenerys’s face shifted in emotions. “You are Wardenness of the North, and yet you told this secret. You could have brought your concerns and your solution to me. Told me of their plotted rebellion. But you went behind my back to tell something I was keeping secret. How can I trust you?”

“Trust me?” asked Sansa, taking a few proud steps. It was only then that Sansa realized how tiny Daenerys was. Such a small woman to hold half the world in her hands. “Trust that I will not betray you. I will never raise banners and take arms against you or Jon. If you do not trust that blood means something to me- because it does, very much- trust that I know full well that I cannot win. But also trust that I will always do what I feel is best for the North. For the people under my charge.”

“Is that why you broke your vow seven years ago? For the betterment of the North?”

Sansa hesitated. “No,” she admitted. “Not entirely. I trusted Jon much more than I trusted you. I asked you what your plan for the North was, but you didn’t answer me, you just got angry I questioned your intentions. You were determined to send Northern troops into battle again after they had just finished fighting for their lives against the Army of the Dead. Tyrion was terrified of you. You viewed the North as yours and you were going to use it for what was best for you, not what was best for it.

“But I also trusted Jon would let me take the throne in the North and become independent. Because every time someone who was not family has ever had power over me, they’ve treated me most cruelly. I felt the best way to ensure my own protection was power. To answer only to myself.”

“And your own brother’s happiness, his desires, all paled in comparison to your desire for protection, for power,” retorted Daenerys.

Sansa blank. “When you’ve suffered as I’ve suffered,” she said quietly, “your protection becomes all you can think of. You came to fight for us but you also expected we throw ourselves at your feet and thank you, thank you for not letting us all die horribly. In you, I saw nothing more than another seeking power over me, one that I could not trust. Even your own advisors were losing trust in you. Jon had pushed you away, even if we didn’t know why.”

“Then you should’ve trusted me,” said Jon.

“Maybe I should have,” agreed Sansa. “But the moment you told us that secret, all I saw, all I could think of, was that I had a way to protect myself. I... I thought you and Daenerys would be together again. I knew she loved you and you loved her- everyone in Winterfell could see it. I thought if I forced the issue, she’d choose you over being queen. She’d be your consort, and you’d be King, and you’d give me the protection I wanted. But you kept pushing her away.”

“Aye, I did,” said Jon. “Knowing what I know now... I don’t regret cutting things off.”

“Bad Targaryen,” whispered Arya, teasingly. The corners of Daenerys’s lips hinted at a smile, despite her anger with Sansa.

“But I do regret what happened. And you, Sansa, you told my secret. I swore you, beneath a heart tree, and still you told it. And we all know what happened after that. And then, when we met again in Volantis, I told you your actions led to my life being ruined... and you said you didn’t regret it.”

“I do regret it,” said Sansa. “At that time... I didn’t know how bad it had been for you. I knew you’d run off to join the wildlings. I thought you’d be happy. You said you’d loved a wildling girl. I knew it might hurt, for a time, but I thought you’d find another.”

“I nearly killed myself!” said Jon fiercely. “Days where I didn’t leave bed for longer than it took to shit and piss, just because I didn’t care anymore! Especially once the dreams happened and I realized she was my sister! Everyone had hated her for being something she wasn’t, she had never been! And even if she was the Mad King’s daughter, that gave us no right to hate her for that! Father always said the child is not guilty of the sins of the parent, but the whole damn North hated her anyways.”

“And now they’ll love me and claim me as one of them,” said Dany bitterly. “Against my wishes.”

“They’re more stubborn than you think,” said Jon. “Their shame will keep them from embracing you... at first.”

They stood there in silence for a moment. “I’ll leave you to discuss my fate, then,” said Sansa. She stepped out of the room and closed the door behind her.

“She shouldn’t have told your secret without asking you,” said Jon quickly. “But...”

“But?” asked Daenerys, an eyebrow raised.

“She wasn’t wrong in her reasoning.”

“I know she wasn’t,” said Daenerys. “But that wasn’t the way to go about it. Now, they’ll try and rip my family from me. They’ll try and claim me as one of them.”

“Don’t let them,” said Arya simply. “They can only take your family from you if you let them. And you’ll never be one of them. Because you don’t want to be.”

“I’m sorry,” said Daenerys to Ashara. “I’m sorry, mother. They’ll tell us that you’re not truly my mother. They won’t understand.”

“Daenerys,” said Ashara calmingly. She stepped forward and wrapped her daughter in a hug. Daenerys returned it, tears running down her face. “You’re right, they won’t understand. But you are my daughter. The Lord of Light himself could step from the flames and tell you you are not, and be wrong.

“But there is one thing you know: you are a child of three. I loved Lyanna so much... I miss her every day, like a knife in my chest. She loved you as much as I do, though she had less time with you than she deserved. I am your mother... and so is she. And it does not hurt me at all for that to be known. I’m proud of you, and she would be too.”

Dany put her head into her mother’s shoulder and cried. “We won’t let them sunder us,” she said.

“Fostering is not a foreign concept to Westeros,” said Jon. “They will understand somewhat.”

Daenerys squeezed Ashara tighter one last time before breaking the hug. “And Sansa?” she asked. “What fate should she suffer for this breach of trust?”

“She broke no sacred vow. She might have told a secret, but she did it to prevent a war this time, not to start one. She won you the loyalty of the North. She might have gone against your wishes... but she did it for good reasons.”

Arya shrugged. “She ruled Winterfell for six years,” she said. “She knows father’s records better than anyone. As punishment, make her help us try and find proof of why father did what he did.”

Daenerys hesitated. She glanced at Ashara.

“Lyanna deserves the world knowing you are her daughter,” said Ashara quietly.

“And this is going to be fun,” said Tyrion.

“Do the thing with the amethyst,” said Arya, a devious glint in her eyes.


Arya went to tell Sansa what had been decided. When she knocked on Sansa’s bedchamber door, she barely waited for Sansa to call her to enter before stepping in.

Sansa was sitting on her bed, waiting. Arya’s first thought was, Sansa was scared, but assured. She felt she had done the right thing.

“Why did you do it?” asked Arya.

Sansa looked at Arya. “As I said. They were going to rebel against her. I prevented that.”

Arya looked between each of Sansa’s eyes, looking for any trace of a lie. She found none. Arya sighed in relief.

“You’re not going to be executed,” said Arya. “You’re not even going to be stripped of lands or titles, or anything. You have one punishment. And that’s to help Jon and I go through father’s records.”

Sansa lifted an eyebrow. “For what?”

“For anything where he can explain why he protected his sister’s son, but not her daughter,” said Arya simply. “He left her, Sansa. She was his niece, and he knew it, and he left her.”

Sansa scoffed. “Because she looks Targaryen,” she said. “He’d never have been able to conceal her true parentage.”

“That’s not good enough. Not to me, and certainly not for Jon.” Arya’s gaze became fierce. “She was his blood, and he left her. She could have died. She did die, because we didn’t know who she really was.”

Sansa bit her lip. She had always thought Daenerys had lived a luxurious life in her exile… but she remembered eavesdropping on her in the crypts. She had said Viserys hurt her… that he forced her to marry against her will.

Arya saw Sansa’s doubts and stepped forward. “You don’t know a thing about her,” she said. “She’s our family. She always has been. Except father cast her out. Alone. Do you want to know how she wound up with Viserys Targaryen? Ashara wasn’t Rheagar Targaryen’s mistress. She was his wife. She loved him, and she loved Lyanna, too.

“Daenerys was born sick, weak, and early. Ashara took her to Starfall to save her life. That’s where father found her. He took one look at her and he knew the truth… but he left her with Ashara. Because to take her would have killed her. She nearly died, anyways. Maybe she did die. But Ashara Dayne killed herself to save Daenerys’s life.

“And even then, when she survived, against all odds… father didn’t send for her. Her mother was dead. Both of them. We have no clue how she wound up with Viserys… but she did. And there… he hurt her, Sansa. She lived a hard life on the streets, begging for food, with nobody but a cunt for company.”

“He was her uncle too,” said Sansa in defense of her father.

“And he was a monster. I don’t know if father knew how bad she had it… but he protected Jon, and left her.”

Sansa sighed. “He must have had his reasons.”

“Whatever they were, they don’t justify anything. Father always told us, ‘the lone wolf dies but the pack survives.’ He left her as a lone wolf.”

“She’s a dragon,” responded Sansa.

“She’s as much a wolf as you and I are,” stated Arya boldly. “Or are you more fish? What everyone seems to forget is that we have two parents. We’re Tullys, and we’re Starks. Jon and Daenerys are Targaryens… and Starks.”

Sansa sat there, thinking. “You really want to know why father left her?”

Arya nodded. “Not so much for me. For Jon.” Arya shuddered. “I think this hurt him far more than it hurt Daenerys. You and I both know mother made him feel like an outcast. He never really felt like he belonged here, in his own home. I think… Jon knows now that something was missing. His sister.”

“We were his sisters,” said Sansa.

“I think that might be what hurts most of all, for me,” said Arya quietly. “Jon is our brother. We both know that, no matter who his father and mother really were. But if she’d been here… she’d have been our sister, too.”

Sansa sat on her bed. “Mother would never have forgiven father for bringing two bastards home.”

Arya chuckled sadly. “That’s the thing… it’s like you said. Father would never have been able to lie about her parentage, not to mother. She’d have known. I think… she’d have treated Jon better. Him and his sister.”

Sansa bit her lip. Would Catelyn? Would she have accepted that Ned was protecting his niece and nephew, from Robert Baratheon? Or would she have held it against Lord Stark that he was putting her children in danger? For even Sansa was sure, Robert would never have allowed any children of Rhaegar Targaryen to live.

“I don’t know,” said Sansa.

Arya sighed, closing her eyes. “Mother wasn’t perfect,” she said. “I guess I shouldn’t be surprised father wasn’t either.”

“Nobody’s perfect,” said Sansa, having been taught such by life.


They called the Northern Lords back to the Great Hall the next day.

When Daenerys entered, the lords’ muttering increased, but it definitely sounded a bit more interested than it had in the past. The Imperial Guard lining the walls watched them carefully. Arthur gave his niece a rare smile as she sat. The rest of the room sat as well, but they were watching her. Daenerys saw some of the older lords staring at her features. Perhaps seeking a familiar shape of her cheek, her chin.

“Do it,” whispered Arya next to her.

Daenerys cleared her throat. “Many of you seem rather interested in my face,” she said, a slight edge to her voice. “I have a feeling after Lady Sansa’s words the day before, I know what you’re seeking.”

She put her hand on the amethyst and rubbed it. Her features changed in the light.

“Does this help you see what you are looking for?” she asked, grey eyes glaring around the room.

“Gods above,” said Lord Slate, “she’s Lady Lyanna reborn.”

Daenerys stood, placing her hands on the table, her eyes blazing with fury as she glanced around the room. With the coloring of her birth mother, the lords seemed to recoil in fear.

“Yes,” she said. “It’s true. I was born from the womb of Lyanna Stark. Sickly and weak, as I came from her early. My mother- Lady Ashara Dayne- raised me, nursed me, sheltered me, died for me . I lived, despite what Lord Eddard Stark believed would happen. I was taken to be with my uncle Viserys Targaryen, and told he was my brother, that I was the daughter of King Aerys and Queen Rhaella.

“Eventually, I found my way here, to the North. I lost a dragon- one of my children - saving your King, my brother, though neither of us knew it then. I pledged to join the war against the Dead without fealty, as an ally, only for your king to pledge fealty. And you all hated me. You all saw my silver hair and violet eyes and cursed me, called me the Mad King’s mad daughter, foreign whore, tyrant. I came to fight alongside you, I took the battlefield alongside you, I nearly died alongside you, and all I asked in return was that you aid me against a woman every single one of you knew was evil.

“Now you all look at me and say, ‘she is one of us’, but through your own actions I will never be one of you. In my past life, had you judged me for what I did, not for who you believed my father was, I would have welcomed your kinship, your embrace. Not anymore. I have seen more of the world than nearly any who have ever lived. I have traveled beneath the Shadow above Asshai, I have supped in the palaces of Yi Ti, walked the islands of Leng, had ten thousands slaves carry me and reach for me outside Yunkai and call me ‘mother’, traveled the Demon Road to arrive outside Volantis, sailed the Narrow Sea half a hundred times outrunning the assassins of Robert Baratheon. And as a woman of many travels, I judge the North to be among the worst places I have ever stepped. Not because of the land, or the cold. Because of the judgemental, hateful people.

“Eddard Stark, though he left me in foreign lands while sheltering my brother, always said you should not judge a child by the sins of the father. You believed me the Mad King’s daughter. Even had that been true, everyone knew he had died before I had ever slipped from the womb. Yet you acted as if he had taught me to burn fathers and strangle sons at his knee, whispered into my ear all his horrid delusions and vile nature, kissed me upon the head when I whispered ‘burn them all.’ I was cursed as his daughter even as you named his grandson your King. And yet still I sacrificed the lives of my people for you. My oldest friend- one of the few Northerners who ever bothered to learn who I was, not who they believed- died outside these walls fighting for you.

“Stark blood may flow through my veins, but I care not. You cursed me for who you believed sired me; I care little that you might think better of me, knowing now who bore me. I judge you by your actions, not by the Northern blood I carry. And I find each and every single one of you wanting. Plot and scheme if you will; throw yourselves at my feet and beg forgiveness if you care. I demand only one thing from you. Your loyalty to Lady Sansa of House Stark as your Wardenness. Your loyalty to Jon of House Targaryen as your king. And your loyalty to Daenerys of House Targaryen as your Empress.”

She fell silent. The lords sat there, silent, red-faced. A few muttered discontentedly, but many of the older ones had shame upon their face. Daenerys did not end her glamour. To any who had known Lyanna Stark, it was as if she herself sat at the high table, glaring at them, denouncing them.

Arya stood, much to their surprise. Daenerys’s continuing altered appearance, the two almost looked like twins. “I took the time to learn who Daenerys Targaryen really is,” she said. “While in Essos. Her people love her. She’s a good ruler. Whatever doubts we had before, I don’t have them any more. I pledged her my aid even before I knew of our shared blood. But know this.” She shot a glance at Sansa, as much a warning as anything else. “She has Stark blood, but more importantly, she has House Stark’s loyalty. If you have any loyalty to House Stark, she will have yours as well. Because if she doesn’t, House Stark will not stand for you. We will stand against you.”

Many of the eyes of the Northern lords landed on Sansa, who sat there. After a moment, she glared around the Northern lords, and nodded her agreement with Arya.

House Stark stood united on their loyalty.

To the surprise of nearly everyone, Tormund was the next to speak. “All you fucking southerners cared too much for what you thought her father had done,” he lectured. Jon could tell Tormund was quite enjoying the chance to rub it in. “Even when King Crow came to us and told us that the Dragon Queen had gone mad, we didn’t really believe it. Because we knew she’d fought for us. Then when the White Walkers are marching on us at Hardhome, what happens but ships with her sails, soldiers in her name, come to save us. Even her brother, the man who killed her. If that don’t tell you all you need to know, you’re damn fools.”

Tormund looked at Daenerys. “The freefolk do not kneel,” he said. Daenerys nodded with a faint smile. “But we stand with her. No matter who stands against us.”

Howland Reed stood. “If any of you doubt it,” he said, “I know it to be true. Just take a look at her astride a horse. She’s better than Lady Lyanna. Look beneath the silver hair and the violet eyes, and you’ll see it.”

Daenerys nodded. Finally, she returned her features to normal, the amethyst’s glow fading.

“Do any of you still feel she has no right to rule over us?” asked Jon baldly, looking at the Northern lords.

A few clearly did. Lady Dustin frowned, but she did not speak. Lord Slate looked around.

“I stand with her,” he said. “I stand with the daughter of Lyanna Stark. Gods be good, we were blind to not see it before.”

Larence Hornwood was next to stand. “I was a Snow once,” he said. “Lady Sansa legitimized me, as you all well know, and gave House Hornwood back our lands. She says this is true. She… accepts this?”

Sansa sat there for but a moment, but then she nodded, and all could see that unlike before, this time, she actually meant it.

“Then House Hornwood stands with her. We stand with Lyanna Stark’s son. And with Lyanna Stark’s daughter.”

“Ashara Dayne’s daughter as well,” said Daenerys quietly. The lords looked at Lady Ashara. Daenerys smiled faintly. “It’s complicated. Lord Eddard entrusted my safety to her. She nursed me, protected me, gave her life for me.”

“Aye,” said Eddara Tallhart. “We all know of milk-brothers. Suppose it isn’t too much of a stretch to say she’s your milk-mother.”

Edric Dayne stood. “She’s our kin,” he said. “Both in blood, and in heart. And King Jon’s my kin as well. Lord Eddard, when he took Jon Snow with him, took a nursemaid from us, named Wylla. She returned to us when her time with the Starks was done, and nursed me. He’s my milk-brother, and Her Majesty is my cousin, the daughter of Lady Ashara, my aunt. We’d call it fostering, but it’s something deeper.”

Allyria stood. “She’s my sister,” she said. “Cousin in blood, sister in heart. I name as the man who sired me, in truth, Brandon Stark. I make no claim upon Winterfell so long as Lady Sansa remains loyal. But I acknowledge my Stark blood, same as Her Majesty, my sister. I ask you all do the same.”

The Northern lords stood. “Aye,” called out Howland Reed.

“Aye,” echoed Lady Tallhart.

“Aye!” came from Hornwood.

“Aye!” “Aye!” “Aye!” they all called one by one.

Daenerys took a deep breath. She looked over to her mother, who was sitting there. Ashara had tears running down her cheeks, but she smiled at her daughter, and reached into her robes.

She pulled out a blue winter rose, and standing, put it into Daenerys’s hair.

The Northern lords cheered.

Jon leaned into Daenerys’s shoulder as she watched the North pledge their loyalty to her. “It’s not how you wanted it,” he whispered, “but it’s right.”

Daenerys didn’t respond for a moment. “Aye,” she said. “It is.”

Notes:

So I know this might be a little bit odd, coming from a Dany Stan…

But Sansa was absolutely right in this chapter to do what she did.

Dany's not mad, she's not a tyrant, she's not evil, but in this, she was wrong. She was thinking with her emotions, not her rational mind. Because her emotions are screaming at her that the North is the most disgusting, vile place in all of Planetos, and to have their blood is like injecting yourself with bleach.

She's wounded. Her Northern blood is a wound that didn't heal properly.

And Sansa realized it. And made a decision, rather similar to the one she did in S8. But the context is completely different.

In S8, she told Jon’s secret to harm Daenerys. She did the wrong thing for the wrong reasons.

In this, she told Daenerys’s secret- a secret she swore no oath to keep quiet about- because Daenerys’s hatred for the Northern blood in her veins was leading her into a path that would inevitably have resulted in a rebellion from the North.

Make no mistakes: Dany would have won, easily. But it would have been very costly for the North.

Sansa told Daenerys’s secret to protect the North, whose own pride and (misplaced) hatred was going to lead them down a suicidal path.

Sansa… absolutely did the right thing here.

Dany’s reasons for not doing so were emotion-based. Everyone involved knows that it was the easy way to keep the North pacified and relatively loyal to the Dawnthrone. Daenerys refused to play the card.

And she was wrong to do so.

She had in her hand a card that could prevent a war, but refused to play it. Jon and Arya and Tyrion and Davos were all aware of that card, and getting more and more confused as to why Daenerys was not throwing it down. But none wanted to betray Daenerys.

Sansa had no sworn no such oaths. Sansa told the secret. And it was the right thing to do.

Sansa did what she did to prevent that war. She forced Daenerys’s hand. And it was, fundamentally, the right call. She saved the North from both itself, and from Daenerys’s fairly irrational reasons for refusing to admit her true parentage.

Dany’s not perfect. Not in canon. She’s probably closer to perfect here than she was in canon; failing, dying, and being resurrected gave her some massive introspection as to where she’d gone wrong before, and how she can fix her mistakes now.
But Sansa points out that Daenerys could prevent a war, and refused to do so. Jon, Arya, and even Ashara all agreed with her reasoning. Does it suck that Dany’s secret was told without her permission? Yes. But Sansa made the choice between preventing a war, or keeping a secret. And she made the right choice. Even Daenerys, eventually, sees it.

Which is why Sansa still has her head, her titles, and her position.

This is the end of Sansa being an antagonist. She is on board Team Dany now. She might not be as enthusiastic as others, but she has accepted that this is the way things must be. In some ways, the way things should be.

That isn’t to say Sansa is going to reconcile with Daenerys. Not fully, at least. Daenerys and Arya are getting very close; too much lies between Dany and Sansa for them to get as close.

But the pack is finally, completely unified. Jon, Arya, and Sansa, and Daenerys and Allyria. The last blood of House Stark stands as one.

NEXT TIME:
I don't think I can hint any more than just giving you the chapter name:
"Promise me, Ned"

Chapter 18: "Promise Me, Ned"

Notes:

“‘"Oh, yes,’ Viserys said darkly. ‘He has tried, Illyrio, I promise you that. His hired knives follow us everywhere. I am the last dragon, and he will not sleep easy while I live.’”

- Daenerys I, A Game of Thrones

“Lord Renly shrugged. ‘The matter seems simple enough to me. We ought to have had Viserys and his sister killed years ago, but His Grace my brother made the mistake of listening to Jon Arryn.’”

- Eddard VIII, A Game of Thrones

“Troubled sleep was no stranger to him. He had lived his lies for fourteen years, yet they still haunted him at night.”

- Eddard II, A Game of Thrones

“When he slept, he dreamed: dark disturbing dreams of blood and broken promises. When he woke, there was nothing to do but think, and his waking thoughts were worse than nightmares.”

- Eddard XV, A Game of Thrones

“Ned knew better than to defy him when the wrath was on him. If the years had not quenched Robert's thirst for revenge, no words of his would help. ‘You can't get your hands on this one, can you?’ he said quietly.”

- Eddard II, A Game of Thrones

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

As Sansa had expected, as Jon and Arya and nearly everyone had expected, the North did not immediately embrace their Empress. But they did stop fighting her.

“They’re not going to start hanging Imperial flags from their walls,” said Arya simply to Daenerys and Jon, as they were having a meeting with Sansa, Tyrion, Howland, Ashara and Allyria, and Davos. She had been using her… talents to sneak around their camp and eavesdrop. “But most of them are… content with this arrangement, now.”

“The loudest naysayers?” asked Jon.

“Lady Dustin.”

Howland Reed frowned. “William was one of the seven who came with us to find Lady Lyanna,” he said. “He was struck down at the Tower.”

Arthur Dayne did not speak other than to say, “he fought well.”

“She’s quite angry that father brought home his sister’s bones, but not her husband’s,” said Arya.

Daenerys thought it over for a moment. “Could we make amends by having his bones retrieved and returned to Barrowton?”

Arya shook her head. “No. She’s more pissed that your father and mother ran off and started a war.”

“It was a bit impulsive,” said Sansa.

“Your brother did the same thing,” said Daenerys, instinctively defensive of her parents. Her feelings towards Lyanna were colored by her previous dealings with House Stark, but she did think of her fondly.

In the dark moments in the temple of Volantis, after her rebirth, when she had been crippled with self-loathing and hate for the idea that she had Stark blood, Ashara had sat with her and told her of how wonderful a person Lyanna was. How Daenerys took after her in all the best ways, and none of the worst.

By contrast, her adoration of Rhaegar had only increased by discovering that not only had he not been a monster who kidnapped and raped a woman, but that he wasn’t her brother, but her father. Even then, it had taken a year for her to finally stop referring to him as ‘my brother Rhaegar’, and rather strictly as ‘father.’

It had been a lot easier for her to transition Rhaegar from ‘brother’ to ‘father’ in her heart than it had been for Viserys to become her uncle… or for House Stark to become her kin.

“Yes,” said Sansa, “he was stupid and reckless, broke his oath, and he and our mother and his wife and child died for it.”

Sansa might have stopped struggling against being in the Empire, but that didn’t mean she wasn’t still abrasive.

Daenerys could not resist a barb of her own. “Seems House Stark has more familiarity with oathbreaking than their famous honor claims.”

Sansa flushed.

“Stop,” said Jon to Daenerys. “Both of you. You know you’re kin now, so stop going at each other like a pack of dogs.”

“Wolves, more like,” quipped Tyrion.

Jon knew it was perhaps foolhardy to hope that the two would become friends, or for them to bond as strongly with each other as Arya and Daenerys had, but he did believe that they could establish a respectful, if perhaps distant, relationship, at least as Empress and Wardenness, if not as cousins.

“I outrank you,” said Daenerys to her brother, an eyebrow raised, but her tone was- mostly- jesting.

“I don’t think I can pull ‘older brother’ on you, can I?”

“You can try. Drogon might take issue with it, though.”

Jon paled, and Daenerys couldn’t help but laugh at the look on his face. Jon joined in after a moment.

 

After that, Jon went with Davos, Tormund, and Sansa to meet with the Northern lords again. Daenerys, even now that they knew her true parentage, still wanted as little to do with them as possible.

Jon found them much more agreeable now that they had settled down and accepted that Daenerys would be his overlord.

General William Rivers came with him to discuss the plans for the Northern army in the coming battle.

“Our plan is simple,” said Jon. “Now that we’re not going to be fighting each other in a pointless war when we have bigger enemies, we’re going to divide our forces. The Northern army, along with one of Her Majesty’s legions, will head North and man the Wall.” He looked to Sansa. “I remember right, even after I joined the freefolk, you were the only one really sending men to the Night’s Watch, aye?”

“I was,” said Sansa. “I, at least, remembered Old Nan’s tales, that the Long Night had happened once, and could happen again. Plus, a large hole existed in my realm’s northern border. I thought it prudent to fix it.”

“To keep the freefolk out?” asked Tormund baldly. “We didn’t have the numbers to challenge you.”

“Not currently, no,” said Sansa. “But that wouldn’t always be that way.”

Tormund grinned. “Aye, we know what we like, and we like to fuck.” He gave a sultry glance to the Northern lords around the table, even if it was clearly in jest.

“How did you escape from the White Walkers?” asked Lord Slate. “If they returned, the North would have been the most natural place to flee to.”

Jon gave them all a fierce glare. “The Empress saved us,” he said plainly. “Aye, the woman I murdered saved my life, and the rest of the freefolk. Lady Ashara, her foster mother, her milk-mother as you all said yesterday, has at her disposal a thing called a glass candle.”

“A what?” asked Lady Dustin.

Maester Wolkan cleared his throat. “A glass candle is an artifact of Old Valyria,” he said. “Sorcerers used them to see across great distances, speak with each other, visit dreams… The Citadel has a few, but they cannot be lit.”

“Lady Ashara can,” said Davos. “We were there, when she checked. She lit it up, and could see Jon was in danger. Empress used it too, sent Jon a vision, told him and the wildlings to make for Hardhome. She sent Queen Yara and a few ships to get them out. We were just in time.”

“It was that attack that the Raven used to frame Lady Sansa for ‘murdering me’,” said Jon. “My cloak got ripped off my back and torn. I was near death. Lord Commander Arthur saved me. He and some of the Imperial Guard.”

The lords nodded, but Lady Dustin still looked skeptical. “You say you murdered her,” she said, “but she looks quite alive to me.”

Jon and Davos exchanged a glance. “Some of the red priests,” said Davos, “they brought her back.”

“That’s impossible,” argued Dustin.

“No, it’s not,” said Jon. “She was dead. I saw it. I… did it. I knew the moment I’d done it, it was a horrible mistake.”

“But that’s all in the past,” said Davos, steering Jon out of the self-hatred for what he had done, that wasn’t particularly kingly. “What matters is the future. We’ve two enemies. One we all remember very well… one who is wearing a familiar face, but is something we still don’t know what it is.”

“Aye,” said Jon. “As I said, the Northerners and one legion will head to the Wall. Her Majesty and I will take the other legions south to remove the Raven from King’s Landing.”

“You are utterly sure that that is not your brother?” asked Slate.

Jon nodded. “No brother of mine would have stood by and not helped. He could have warned of Euron Greyjoy’s ambush. He could have warned of what Varys was up to, with the basilisk’s blood. He let these things happen so that he could be King.”

“Do you think he laid the plan?” asked Howland Reed.

Jon bit his lip. “I honestly don’t know,” he said. “A part of me wants to imagine he caused our downfalls. Or maybe he just saw what was going to happen, and didn’t interfere, fitting it into his plans. Either way, we have one goal. And that is, if it’s possible… if Bran Stark is still in that body, trapped, by whatever evil force has taken over him… I want to at least see if we can save him.”

It was Meera who asked the next question. “And if you can’t do it?” she asked.

Jon looked at her meaningfully, but firmly. “We’ll do whatever it takes,” he said. “The Raven can warg many creatures. I don’t think he can warg humans, or dragons- they’re too smart.”

“He warged Hodor.”

“Aye, but that was because Hodor was slow-witted. He also took over Samwell Tarly, but Lady Ashara said Sam had allowed him to put his mark on him. Where the Empire is strong, the Raven is weak. Maybe now that the North has bent the knee-” and Jon was pleased to see there was little discontent with that now. In fact perhaps even less than there had been at the start of the meeting, now that he stated that the Empress’s power worked against the Raven’s- “we have some measure of protection against his sight and powers. I’ll ask Lady Ashara and Kinvara.”

“Who?” asked Slate.

“One of the red priests who came with the Legions.” The northerners shifted uncomfortably. On this one, Jon understood and agreed. “Aye, I know. But they’re allies. They’re loyal to the Empress, and opposed to the Raven. They can block his sight, so we can lay our plans without him knowing.”

“And you trust the foreigners?” asked Dustin.

Jon looked at her pointedly, but William Rivers spoke in his own defense. “We’re not as foreign as you think,” he said tartly. “My name is William Rivers, born to House Blackwood- kin to our King and Empress through Betha Blackwood. By Her Majesty’s grace, I am Rōvudrāzmio- or General in the common tongue- of the Second Onyx Legion. Many of my troops are of Westeros, or their fathers and grandfathers were.”

The lords seem mollified. “Are all the legions descendants of Westerosi?” asked Slate.

“No,” said Jon. “The Ruby Legions with us aren’t. But they’re just as well. Most of them were former slaves. Her Majesty freed them. Even before she came to Westeros for the first time. Aye, she sacked three cities, overthrew an ancient civilization. All to free slaves.”

“Why?” asked a lord.

“Because she could. Because it was right.”

“The book A Song of Ice and Fire said-” began Slate.

Jon cut him off at once. “Aye, I’ve read… enough of that book,” he said. “You should all know, we’re part of the Empire, and by agreement of the Imperial Elder Council, that book is formally banned. If you have a copy, do what you should have done when you got it… and toss it in your fire.”

“Just because you believe the book was false doesn’t mean-” argued Slate.

“We were all there, at the Battle of Winterfell, were we not?” asked Tyrion. “Did any of you see Her Majesty hop on her dragon’s back and fly away, terrified? Or do you remember her fighting alongside you, burning wights by the hundred? Did none of you see her, when she was thrown to the ground, pick up a sword and keep fighting? You should all see that parts of that book are lies. The rest are as well. I was with her, in Meereen. She did not bathe in the blood of virgins. She did not lay with another man every night and have them fed to her dragons if they did not satisfy her. I can assure you, she did not lay with Viserys Targaryen.”

“Perhaps you should all learn who she really is before judging her,” said Jon. “She came to our aid seven years ago, without even knowing she was our kin. I gave her fealty because I believed in her, not because she demanded it- she’d stopped demanding it when I did it. Instead you took one look at her and judged her to fit your own notions. Turns out, she had just as much right to rule over the North as I did. If we’d embraced her seven years ago, when her true parentage came out- and it would have- she’d be one of us. But because you rejected her, she rejects you as her kin.”

The lords had the decency to look properly ashamed at that. Most of them, anyways.


Arya made her way to Lady Ashara’s chambers. Gently, she knocked on the door.

After a few moments, Arya was about to step away, thinking Ashara must be out and about in the castle, but the door opened.

“Arya Stark,” greeted Ashara.

“Lady Dayne,” replied Arya. “I had something I wanted to ask you.”

Ashara looked over Arya for a moment, then stepped back to allow Arya in. Arya was surprised to see Ashara was not alone; the red priestess Kinvara was there.

“Arya Nightbane,” said Kinvara.

“Lady Kinvara,” replied Arya hesitantly. Red priests… she remembered Melisandre, who she had once sworn to kill.

The two women looked at Arya expectantly. Arya suddenly got the feeling she had interrupted something, but she pressed on. “I had a question… we’re about to head south. I… have some skills, you know…”

“The skills of the faceless men, yes,” confirmed Ashara.

“But Bran… the Raven, he knows what I can do. And we have-” She glanced around instinctively.

“Lady Ashara’s chambers are secured against his sight,” said Kinvara, pointing at some Valyrian glyphs drawn in ash on the walls.

“Gendry,” said Arya. “Gendry Baratheon, he and I were… close.”

“There is no shame in being lovers,” said Kinvara.

“It happened one time,” said Arya defensively. “And then he wanted… something I didn’t think I could give him.”

“Of course,” said Kinvara.

“But… he trusts me, I feel. But given that the Raven can see everything, always… I’m sure he’s expecting me to go for Gendry, and my faces won’t protect me from him. Is there a way I could move without being seen?”

Kinvara and Ashara exchanged a thoughtful glance. Arya glanced around. The room was meticulously organized with all sorts of odd things. A glass candle on the table, books stacked in an orderly fashion next to it, the wardrobe organized. The only thing out of place was the bed, which was unmade.

“Perhaps a spell,” said Kinvara. “A glyph. It can be done, I’m sure. We will discover it before we depart.”

“It is a good idea,” agreed Ashara.

“Thank you,” said Arya. “I need to go help Sansa search the records.”

“Be well, Lady Arya,” said Ashara. Arya stepped out. The door closed behind her, and Arya distinctly heard it lock behind her.

Arya sighed. Daenerys’s mother was terrifying, but after what she had done, what she had lost, she at least hoped her trysts with the red priestess made her somewhat happy. It wasn’t like Arya cared to judge her for it.

Arya made her way to the solar, where Sansa and Wolkan were poring through father’s records.

Sansa had accepted this was her ‘punishment’ but she had not hidden her opinion on it being unnecessary. She was sure that no matter what, their father had done the right thing.

Arya wasn’t so sure.

“You knew father,” Sansa said after ten or so minutes of fruitless reading pointless missives from various lords. It all started to run together, from one where the peasants were asking for more goats, to the septs and septas complaining about peasants fucking in the graveyards, until Arya wanted to scream rather than read about one more fucking peasant fucking a goat in the graveyard.

“Yes, I did,” said Arya. “And I don’t know why he did this.”

“He had his reasons. Do you really think the father who let you practice with a sword, get so good with the bow, let you pretend to be a boy, was not a good man?”

“He was a good man.” Arya had never lost faith in that much, at least. “But we need to know. For Jon’s sake, and for Daenerys’s sake.”

They stood there for a moment longer, Arya nearly groaning when she saw the next paper was about how many heads of sheep were in the fields of who-the-fuck-cares. She set it aside.

“Why didn’t you tell me?” asked Sansa, a hint of scorn in her tone as she, at least, seemed much more immune to the pointless tedium of record-keeping they were now digging through.

“I swore not to tell,” said Arya. “Did you know there was a statue of Lyanna Stark in Volantis? Probably one of the best statues I’ve ever seen.”

Sansa sniffed. “I think I looked at it once.”

Arya raised an eyebrow. “Had it been painted yet?”

“No. I think when I went by it, they were just starting to add the brown to the hair. I’d taken one glance at it, and…”

“You thought it was Daenerys, didn’t you?”

Sansa snorted. “A statue of the Empress in the Imperial Palace? Who could ever have thought of such a thing?”

“She looks so much like Lyanna Stark, Sansa, but not one of us bothered to look beyond her Targaryen features. That’s where I found it out. I think, Sansa… waking up from death itself, she knew everything. She knew that we were her family, and we’d turned against her.”

“Because we didn’t know,” said Sansa defensively.

“Exactly,” said Arya. “Father knew. He never told us.”

“Of course he didn’t. What do you think would have happened?”

“Robb might still be alive,” said Arya baldly. Sansa looked up from the useless paper she was glancing through, her brows furrowed. “What do you think Robb would have done if he’d known Jon and Daenerys’s true parentage? He’d have raised banners for one of them, instead of declaring himself King in the North. We’d have had allies.”

“No we wouldn’t have,” replied Sansa simply. “I know politics, Arya. I served as Queen in the North for six years. Who would have come to our side? Joffrey thought he was the rightful king because he thought he was Robert’s son, even though he was Cersei’s disgusting little incest baby with his family. Stannis went against Joffrey because father told him and Renly the truth.

“Everyone else sided with one of them. The Reach went to Renly because he married Margaery Tyrell, and they went to Joffrey and Tommen for the same reason. The Stormlands would be loyal to the Baratheons. The Westerlands to Joffrey. We might not even have gotten the Riverlands- grandfather fought against the Targaryens, and he’d have no blood tie to them like we would. Aunt Lysa wouldn’t have called her banners for us. We’d have had exactly what we had before. Balon Greyjoy still would have crowned himself, he’d have confused Theon, he’d have attacked Winterfell.”

Arya sighed. “Maybe,” she said. “But maybe we would have had a safe place to flee to. If we’d known Daenerys was our kin, we’d have heard of her. We’d have sailed to her, told her everything. She’d have come to help us. She wanted a family.”

Sansa scoffed. “Maybe you could have, but not me. I was Baelish’s plaything.”

“Yes, and we know how that ended.”

“Your dagger slitting his throat.”

Arya chuckled, and then reached down to pull out a new chest.

She hated that she was beginning to agree with Sansa that this whole thing was pointless. Father wouldn’t have left records of this laying around. If not because was ashamed of what he’d done, then because Robert Baratheon would have named it treason.

Arya considered the idea. There were two options, then: father would have destroyed any proof… or he’d have hidden it.

Arya set down the chest and started probing the walls, looking, searching. Sansa glanced up at her. “What are you doing?” she asked.

“Looking for secret compartments,” replied Arya.

Sansa snorted, returning her gaze to her document. “There aren’t any. I’ve sat in this solar for hours every day, Arya, and I never found anything.”

“Did you look?”

“No.”

Arya tapped against the stone walls with the side of her fist, seeking something. A hollow sound, a stone that felt out of place, something. Anything.

“Do you really think father would have kept something in a secret safe?” asked Sansa. “There’d be no place more obvious to look.”

Arya sighed, but she knew Sansa had a point. “So where would he have hidden it?”

“He wouldn’t have hidden it. It would be proof of his betrayal of Robert Baratheon.”

“He would have. Father would have preserved… anything. For honor’s sake.”

“Then he’d have hidden it somewhere obvious, but that nobody would ever look.”

Arya thought it over for a moment. Somewhere obvious, but that nobody would ever look. Specifically, Robert Baratheon.

There was one place Arya could think of that King Robert would never have gone into, because he thought he was in love with Lyanna Stark, and to go there... 

“I’ve got it,” said Arya. She went to the door, and opened it. Sansa furrowed her brows, then set her document down, and followed her.

Arya led her through Winterfell, out into the courtyard.

Sansa realized after a moment where she was going. “The crypts?” asked Sansa, confused.

“Yes,” said Arya, heaving open the heavy wooden door and going down as quickly as possible. Sansa followed along slightly slower, taking care not to slip on her skirt, but she hurried to Arya’s side as she stopped, looking at one of the tombs.

“No…” said Sansa, looking into the stone representation of Lyanna Stark.

Arya turned to glare at Sansa. “Not a word to Jon or Daenerys or Lady Ashara if I’m wrong,” she said.

“You can’t!” protested Sansa. “She’s our aunt!”

“And their mother. Father would entrust nobody more to keep it secret. But you can’t tell them, Sansa. I don’t want to… they’ll be so angry if I’m wrong…”

“I won’t tell anyone,” said Sansa. Arya looked at her, unconvinced. Sansa sighed. “I swear it to you.”

Arya only raised another eyebrow.

“Oh for the love of-” snapped Sansa, aggravated. She grabbed the tomb herself and pulled it out. “There, now I’m just as guilty as you. Believe me now?”

Arya turned back to the crypt, and lifted its stone lid. She looked down.

There were the bones of a small woman inside. Arya took a look-over of them. Daenerys shared more than Lyanna’s face- Arya doubted there would have been more than an inch or two of difference in their heights.

But nestled upon her ribs was a wooden chest. One far less dusty than the bones around it.

“You can be the one to explain to them that you desecrated their mother’s crypt,” said Sansa. “When you tell them where you found it.”

Arya lifted the chest from Lyanna’s tomb and set it on the ground. Sansa placed the lid back on, then slid the tomb back into its space.

Arya opened the chest and they looked in.

 

Sansa tossed a heavy, weather-worn book down on the desk.

“That’s it,” she said. “That’s what you’ve been looking for.”

It was a journal.

Jon ran his fingers over it, feeling dust still stuck to it. It was clearly old. Hadn’t been opened in some time. The pages had yellowed with age. Everyone else in the room- Dany, Arya, Ashara, Allyria, Arthur, Tyrion, and Davos- leaned in interest.

He opened it up and looked upon the scrawling handwriting within. After a week or so of poring over Eddard Stark’s writings, he recognized his foster father’s writing.

“Where did you find this?” he asked.

“A chest,” said Sansa.

“It was in your mothers’ tomb,” admitted Arya. “We-” Sansa glared at Arya. “I found it there.”

“You shouldn’t have done that,” said Jon, glaring at Arya.

“I found what we’d been looking for,” said Arya without shame.

“How are you sure?” asked Daenerys.

Sansa lifted a scroll. “This was with it.” She passed it to Ashara Dayne. Ashara glanced skeptically at Sansa, but looked at the scroll all the same. Her eyebrows raised.

“Father’s seal,” she said. She unfurled it. “Father’s hand.”

“What does it say?” asked Daenerys.

“It’s about my death,” said Ashara. “Father wrote to Ned to tell him… I’d taken my own life. But that the… little girl would live, and continue to be fostered by House Dayne.”

“Me,” said Daenerys simply.

Jon picked up the journal. He knew this was it. Knew it, in every bone of his body.

At this, the last moment, after moons wondering, hating, blaming Eddard Stark for abandoning his sister, for abandoning Daenerys… he didn’t know if he could suffer an answer.

Because right now, he had doubt. He didn’t know why his uncle, his father, had done what he had done, but he at least could wonder if there had been a good enough reason. He could at least think, maybe, just maybe, Ned Stark had done what he had done, and it had been sensible.

But he steeled himself, and decided.

He’d rather have answers, no matter how hard they were.

He opened the book to the first entry, to get the date. It was a few years before Robert’s Rebellion had broken out. Jon scanned the writings. It was innocuous things.

Jon flipped through to find entries of what he cared about.

He found the Tower of Joy.

 

Mark, William, Ethan, Martyn, and Theo all fell. Only Howland and I lived.

Gods above, I found her. She was dying. Her bed was full of blood. I dare not say more, except that it was obvious where it was from: Lyanna had just given birth.

Only a few maids were present, apart from Arthur Dayne, Oswell Whent, and Gerold Hightower. Why they were here, why they had not been at the Trident, fighting alongside Rhaegar, against us, I cannot say. Victory may well have been the Dragon Prince’s had he had these three peerless knights.

Oswell and Gerold fell, but all of my allies were killed as well, except Howland. Arthur was to kill me, I know it.

Why, I still don’t know. Why must we have fought? I hate Robert for what he allowed. I looked upon Rhaegar’s heir and daughter. No innocent children deserved that fate.

Did they think I would harm Lyanna’s son?

She told me before she died, his name was Aegon Targaryen. Why she named him the same as his brother, I know not. There was little time to ask questions, and there was one I had to, but that she did not answer.

I know children. Aegon is near a year of age. Lyanna did not die birthing him.

But she made me promise to protect him. It was all she begged. She said he was the promised prince, that he would ‘bring the Dawn’, and if Robert found out who he was, he would kill him, and the world would be doomed.

I swore I would, and the light left her eyes, before she answered about the second babe.

All she said was, “my wife, Ashara.”

I will give honor to the dead, and then I will make for Starfall. Dawn must be returned to House Dayne, for the Sword of the Morning has fallen. Why he did not use it, I don’t know. He would surely have won, even had half a hundred men come at him. So fierce and good was his skill with his two blades.

Dawn is the finest blade I’ve ever seen, pale like the moon, but sharp enough to cut a horse clean in half with a strong swing. There are many who would keep it for themselves. Tywin certainly would. Robert as well. I will not. It belongs with House Dayne, as surely as Ice belongs with the Starks.

I hope I discover answers to my questions at the seat of House Dayne.

 

Jon felt sick.

“She only made him promise to protect me,” he said, disgusted with his mother. “She thought I was the Promised Prince, but it was you all along.”

“It was our error,” said Ashara. “Jon, it was our fault. Rhaegar and I… and Maester Aemon.”

Jon looked at her, curious.

“The translation,” said Ashara. “We were working with a poor translation. The prophecy is the prince or princess who was promised, as Valyrian is a language of shifting genders, for dragons shift as they please, now one, then the other. The word had no gender in its original tongue, but less wise men in a less distant past wrote it as Prince, and we never caught the error, not until it was too late.”

“Even Maester Aemon didn’t catch it?” asked Jon. The old man had been the smartest he’d ever known. How he could have missed it…

“I believe he may have, before the end,” said Ashara. “But long after, not until Daenerys hatched dragons from stone eggs.”

Jon sighed, then turned the page.

 

I arrived at Starfall, but I have only more questions.

Ashara met me at the door, holding a babe in her arms. A tiny thing, only whisps of silver hair, barely able to open her eyes, her cries weak and shuddering.

I asked her whose babe that was, and she said it was hers, but so was Aegon.

In my heart, I knew it then, I know it now. The girl was Lyanna’s. Ashara allowed me to look upon her. I took one look at her and I knew who had borne that girl.

She’s her father’s daughter, to be sure, and her eyes are Ashara’s exact shade, when she could stand to open them.

Ashara says her name is Daenerys Targaryen. I cannot deny that at first glance one can say that the babe might be Ashara’s, for the eyes bear a clear resemblance, even if the rest of the girl’s face is Lyanna. Yet as I sit here, next to her bassinet,  I take a look at her sleeping, her breathing difficult, and know that she is my blood.

Even though I know that, I cannot take her. I asked the Daynes’ maester how she was, and he confirmed what I already knew: the girl is not long for this world. She came from Lyanna too early.

I shall stay here as long as I can. I shall mask Aegon as my bastard boy. Were the girl in better health, I would take her as well, but to remove her from the care of the maester would be to deny her any chance at life she has, slim though her chances be.

Ashara shall be her mother, and I will be Aegon’s father. I will name him Jon, Jon Snow, after Jon Arryn. The cloak of bastardry shall be his defense against those who would harm him, an innocent babe, for whose blood he bears.

I know I must go to Robert. The boy looks Stark enough that he will not question him being my son. Presenting him to Robert will convince those who would otherwise doubt that it is as I say. Perhaps none would believe I would ever be fool enough to present Rhaegar Targaryen’s son to Robert Baratheon.

Should I be mistaken, should he look at Aegon and spot him for the babe he really is, I will die defending him. But it is his only chance.

The thought sickens me, but perhaps this is for the best. Not that Lyanna’s daughter shall pass soon, but that I leave her here. Had Daenerys been healthy enough for me to bring her home with me, Robert would have taken one look at her and thought, ‘Targaryen.’ If she were healthy, nothing would stop me from taking her home, but perhaps that would doom us all, including Lyanna’s promised Prince.

 

Jon frowned. This told him nothing he had not already known, but it did give him some peace to know that had Daenerys not been weak, Ned Stark would have brought her home as well.

“Would you have let him take her?” asked Jon to Ashara. Her eyes were bright.

“I let him take you,” she replied. “I would have loved you as my son as well, but I could never have sundered you from your mother’s blood. But Ned knew to remove her from my care was to certainly condemn her to death.”

Jon felt moved. He went to Ashara, and wrapped her in a hug. Ashara blank a few times in surprise, then put her arms around Jon as well.

“Thank you,” he said meaningfully. “Thank you.”

She didn’t say it, but Jon could tell that a part of Ashara’s hurt regarding him was, she wanted to have him be her son, as Daenerys was her daughter.

Jon held her closely for a moment. Ashara Dayne had terrified him, but it was only now that he realized how much she had lost. The man she had loved, the woman she had loved, a babe she considered her son… she had nursed him, she had said.

“If I’d lived,” said Ashara, “if I hadn’t had to pay my life… I’d have brought Daenerys and Allyria north. I’d have found a home at Winterfell, so you and she could be together.”

“I wish nothing more than that that had happened,” said Jon, regret all he could feel, regret for the life not lived.

He broke the hug with Lady Ashara to instead embrace her daughter. Even Sansa looked stricken.

“There’s more,” said Jon, glancing down at the tome over Dany’s head.

“There is,” said Dany. “Do you want to read it?”

“It’s not about want. It’s about need.”

They all turned to the book and turned the page.

 

Daenerys lives.

The maester of Starfall had told me she would not, that babes born so early rarely did, but Lyanna’s daughter is a fighter, like her.

Ashara is dead, though. She threw herself from the tower. Lord Dayne says she ‘paid her life for her babe,’ and that they will continue to foster Daenerys, for they love her as Ashara’s daughter.

I know not what laid between Lyanna and Ashara. Lyanna called her wife, but neither the Old Gods nor the Faith would condone a union of two women, no more than they would condone a man having more than one marriage.

Ashara tried to claim Jon as hers, and yet to keep my promise to Lyanna, to protect her promised prince, I took him, and claimed him as my own.

I am torn. I returned to Winterfell with Lyanna’s son masked as my bastard, and Catelyn hated me for it. If not for Lyanna’s promise, had I known Daenerys would survive, I may have left the boy with Ashara as well. She has a girl- older than either- that I can see Brandon in. Did they have a tryst that night in the camp?

“A tryst,” snarled Daenerys, furious.

“Ned believed the best in his brother,” said Ashara.

They read on.

At least Daenerys is with some of her kin. In the end, perhaps this is the will of the Old Gods. Daenerys has Ashara’s exact eyes, but even though the rest of her face is Lyanna, it is difficult to see beyond her eyes and hair.

Even here in the North, there are those that would use this against me. I long every day to tell Catelyn the truth of Jon, to remove my shame in her eyes, but I fear what she may do. To keep the child of Rhaegar Targaryen in my castle, as my son… should Robert discover that, he surely would demand the boy’s head, as he smiled on the bodies of Elia Martell’s children. And I fear that Robert would seek to destroy all of House Stark in revenge for what he would call “betrayal.” He would slay Robb, and I, and even the unborn one that Catelyn told me last week she carried.

If I told Catelyn, what would she do? She despises Jon. I had hoped things would change between them, when she sat with him that night, when he was stricken with the pox.

 

“She what?” asked Jon. “I don’t remember that.”

“You were very young,” said Arya. “Sansa wasn’t even born yet.” She sighed. “I wish father had told mother. She would have kept the secret.”

“Would she?” asked Ashara, skeptically and coldly. “Or would she have run to Robert Baratheon, son in her arms, daughter in her womb, and tearfully confessed her husband’s treason, and beg that she and her children were innocent? Would she have cast her husband to the Usurper’s wrath, in hopes that her children would be allowed to inherit his land and titles?”

“Our mother was a good woman,” said Sansa, sure of it.

“A good woman who was cruel to a motherless boy.”

Jon frowned. The long buried feelings that Catelyn Stark had instilled in him- that he got better than he deserved, that he should be cast from Winterfell- bubbled beneath his surface, but he had grown. He knew now he had never been a bastard… but also that he deserved everything he got, and possibly more.

Because Daenerys HAD been cast aside, as she would have wished.

“It doesn’t matter,” said Jon gently, not wishing to stir ill feelings in any of his sisters.

Daenerys frowned. “I mean to do away with the entire concept of bastardry,” she said.

Sansa looked at her, stunned. “But- marriages and alliances are- legitimate children-”

“Are no different than illegitimate children,” said Daenerys simply. “No worse. No better. All babes are born innocent. It is how they live that defines them.”

“Joffrey and Ramsay were bastards, and they were cruel and evil.”

Daenerys raised an eyebrow. “And to many, Jon and I were born bastards, and I can assure you, Jon, at the very least, was a good man, better than many lords and trueborn children I’ve met.”

“She’s right,” said Arya to Sansa, as he opened her mouth to retort. “She’s right. It wasn’t right how mother treated Jon. Fathers shouldn’t be allowed to abandon their children, just because they can.”

“I’m not saying bastards will jump legitimate children in succession,” said Daenerys. “But they will not be treated as second-class. Not anymore.”

Sansa did not argue the point. “Still,” she said, “marriage alliances are the base of much of our society. Without them, we would crumble.”

“Let’s not argue,” said Jon. He bent back down over the book. He turned the page.

 

Lord Dayne sent word. Daenerys was taken in the night. By who, he is still not sure. But in this, I sense a spider’s web.

I do not believe Varys knows that Daenerys is Lyanna’s. It would not be hard to assume that she was Rhaegar’s, as he and Ashara were very close, perhaps lovers. Given that she was sheltered by House Dayne, that Ashara called her daughter, that Lord Dayne doted on her as dearly as he did the babe born of Ashara’s body.

He is devastated, and swears to me that he will find her, and bring her back.

I am torn. To entrust her with House Dayne. Was it a mistake? I cannot know. They were devoted and loyal to Rhaegar, to his children. But the girl is Lyanna’s, regardless of what Ashara claimed.

I should have expected she would live, I hate myself for it. Any babe of Lyanna’s would be too stubborn to die. I expect even a knife to the heart wouldn’t stop them.

Both Jon and Daenerys flinched, and Daenerys’s hand subconsciously rubbed her dress, feeling the raised ridge of her scar.

What do I do? Clearly, Varys is aware of the girl’s true father. His little birds do not fly well here in Winterfell, but even here, there are those clever enough to figure it out. If I found her and retrieved her from wherever Varys has hidden her, he would note it. I’m sure.

He would tell Robert, and I fear I know what he would do. Declare me a traitor, root me out.

Gods help me. I don’t know what to do.

 

“He didn’t decide on it yet,” said Arya gently, looking at Jon’s face.

Jon just turned the page and read on. He saw nothing for a good many pages except fruitless search updates from Lord Dayne. Ned did, it appear, contribute at least a little to the search, but not enough to draw the attention of Varys or Robert Baratheon.

Then, he found the next part.

 

I’ve found her. She is with Viserys Targaryen now. She’s been told she’s the daughter of the Mad King, and Rhaella. Rhaella died in childbirth on Dragonstone, six or so moons after the Sack.

She is across the Narrow Sea. They are going from house to house, the guests of the rich and powerful of Essos.

I know who took her. Doran Martell. She was at a house in Dorne. Lord Dayne, gods rest him, never looked close by. Varys outwitted him. He searched everywhere except close to home.

They created her mask to appease Prince Doran, but he discovered that she was Lyanna’s girl, and he cast her out from Dorne. He is a good enough man to not dare harm a babe of Rhaegar Targaryen and the woman he betrayed Elia Martell with, but he would not suffer her to live under his hospitality, or for her to go for the Iron Throne.

Dorne is the only real ally the Targaryen loyalists have left in Westeros. Perhaps they could convince the Reach, but even the Reach alone is not enough to stand against the rest of Westeros. Renly holds the Stormlands in Robert’s name, Jon Arryn holds the Vale, and Hoster Tully would pledge to Robert, as Jon Arryn’s wife is Catelyn’s sister Lysa. Tywin Lannister has wed his daughter to Robert, so the Westerlands, too, would stand against the Targaryens.

I fear for the day I may have to make a choice. I will never raise the North on behalf of Viserys Targaryen, but I am sure some of his allies know that Daenerys is Rhaegar’s daughter. What would I do if I was faced with a choice between a man who is more a brother to me than even Benjen or Brandon, or a young Queen who shares my blood?

I hope that day never comes, for even then, to declare for Daenerys would be to shelve Jon’s claims, which are stronger than hers. And yet would they believe me? As Jon grows, he looks more and more Stark.

All I want is for all I love, and my blood, to live in peace.

 

Jon took a deep breath, already seeing he did not like this.

“You can stop,” said Arya, putting her hand on his arm, fearful. Even Sansa was looking at him, pleadingly, to stop.

“No,” said Jon. “I can’t.”

He flipped through the pages until he found the next section that he was looking for.

 

I found father’s writings, and I’m torn.

Father and Jon Arryn were working to end Targaryen rule.

“He what?” asked Arya, shocked. Even Ashara tilted her head in surprise.

It was why father sent me to Jon Arryn to foster in the Vale, with Robert. It was why father betrothed Brandon to Catelyn. He was going to correspond with Tywin Lannister to inquire about wedding me to Cersei Lannister, Robert’s wife.

“Need to vomit,” said Arya. Sansa also looked horrified.

Father’s goal was to form an alliance to end the Targaryens. Lyanna to Robert, Catelyn to Brandon, I to Cersei, and Jon Arryn as our foster father. The Stormlands, North, Riverlands, Westerlands, and Vale, united in purpose, to raise our banners as one and march on King’s Landing and cast down the Targaryens.

I wonder now how much Aerys and Rhaegar knew of the plan.

Lyanna loved Rhaegar, that much I know. She bore him two children, after all. But did Rhaegar love her? Or did he see how unhappy she was to be betrothed to Robert, and see a way to end the plan?

It was clear to me that father’s dreams began long before the Mad King began to earn his name. Father wanted the North free. If he meant to crown a new king, or if his goal was an end to the unity of the Seven Kingdoms, I do not know.

“See,” said Sansa, rather smugly. “Grandfather wanted the North to be free. He’d have agreed with what I did-”

“He was our grandfather too,” said Daenerys, glaring up at Sansa.

Sansa shut up, realizing that yes, it was true.

Jon and Daenerys were the last two Targaryens, and through them, the blood of the wolf was eternally joined with the blood of the dragon.

The next page, though…

 

I have hired a few men to go and retrieve Daenerys for me .

Jon’s heart stopped.

Lord Stark had tried to bring Daenerys home.

 

But the next few pages revealed…

They failed. The boy spotted them. He saw armed men and must have assumed that they were Robert’s assassins, even if Jon Arryn has kept him from sending any, for me.

“Jon Arryn knew?” asked Sansa, stunned. “He was King Robert’s Hand before father. He fostered them, when they were at the Vale.”

But now there are eyes on me. There are others watching Viserys and Daenerys, as they go from place to place in Essos. My men vanished; all I heard of their attempt was a message warning me not to interfere, that they know I sent them.

I feel the web of a spider on this.

“Varys,” growled Daenerys, furious.

“Shame you burnt him alive,” said Jon, in a tone far more dangerous than any they’d ever heard from him before. “We could have had Lady Kinvara and the Red Priestesses bring him back ten thousand more times, so we can kill him, over and over.”

Sansa glanced at Jon, a little concerned by his bloodlust. Arya, by contrast, had no such issues.

I like to imagine that the North has always been loyal to House Stark, but even here, there are those who would conspire against us. I wish nothing more than to go to Essos myself to retrieve Daenerys, to bring her home, but what would happen then, now that Varys knows I sent men for her?

Which of my bannermen could I trust? I never told Howland that Lyanna’s daughter lives. I kept that so secret that even Benjen doesn’t know.

I am terrified. Terrified for my blood. For my son, for my daughter, for the unborn one in Catelyn’s womb. I imagine bringing Daenerys home, but I know Robert’s rage, and I know I would never be able to keep this secret. Even here, there are those that I am sure would tell him. Roose Bolton, he has always been loyal and true, but there is something about him… I do not trust him.

I remember the bodies of Rhaenys, and Aegon, and if I brought Daenerys to Winterfell… I fear the same fate would befall not only her and Jon, but Robb, and Sansa, and the one yet to come.

Gods forgive me, Lyanna. I will do what I can for your daughter, but I cannot bring her home.

 

And there it was. Final confirmation.

“There,” said Sansa. “I knew he’d done the right thing.”

Jon felt his rage snap and he turned on Sansa. “How can you say that?” he said. “He left her. That’s what he did.”

“Yes. He did.” Sansa looked back at him, defiant of his fury. “Because he was smart enough to see what would have happened if he had brought her home.”

“He was scared!” howled Jon.

“Of course he was! Because he knew to bring her home was to make clear who she was! Robert would never have forgiven him, Cersei and Tywin Lannister and Littlefinger and all of them, they’d have told him, Eddard Stark betrayed you, he has decided to raise his banners for House Targaryen, you took the throne, you are the King, call the banners and crush him, crush them all.”

Jon grabbed the table, trying to throw it, but it was a heavy table and only moved a few inches. “Then he should have fought. He should have fought for his blood.”

“Fought a hopeless war that would have gotten him and his entire family killed, is what you’re saying?” challenged Sansa.

“He could have found allies,” said Jon.

Sansa raised her hand and began ticking them off, one by one. “The Westerlands, House Lannister, allied to Robert because Cersei was his Queen. The Stormlands, Renly Baratheon, his brother. The Vale, his foster-father. Who knows, maybe father was wrong and Jon Arryn would have declared neutrality, rather than choose. Who knows who Grandpa Hoster would have gone with.

“Dorne, maybe, but from this diary, Doran Martell made his feelings very clear about how he felt about the children Rhaegar Targaryen had with Lyanna Stark. The Reach? Olenna Tyrell was clever… she’d not have sided with father, not unless she both thought he could win, and her family could get something out of it.”

“We could have won that war,” said Jon, sure of it.

“No, we couldn’t have. Because we did fight that war, and we lost. Robb only did so well because the Lannisters were facing Renly and Stannis at the same time, we all know that.”

Jon growled in frustration. He turned to Arya. “What do you think?”

“I think… father was doing the best he could in an impossible situation,” she said. “You’re right. Father should have done more for her. But Sansa’s right, too. We wouldn’t have won that war, Jon.”

Jon frowned, then turned. In their argument, he had almost forgotten that the person in question was standing there. Daenerys was staring at the book, her skin white, her lips thin, her eyes odd and bright.

“He tried,” she said, turning back the page. “He tried to bring me here.”

Jon blank. “He tried once.

“Yes, but he tried. And Varys found out, and was watching him. Had I vanished then… it wouldn’t have been hard to guess.” Daenerys laughed, a bit of hysteria in her tone. “Varys was ruining my life long before I ever knew his name.”

Jon frowned. He was burning with fury towards Eddard Stark, that he had chosen to leave Daenerys across the Narrow Sea. He couldn’t understand how Dany felt differently.

“Could he have done more?” asked Daenerys. “Of course. There were… options. Perhaps he wasn’t the greatest man alive.”

“He was a good father,” defended Sansa. “Even Jon will agree with that.”

“Was he?” responded Daenerys. “He left Jon with no future. Jon’s only choice was to join the Night’s Watch.”

“Father didn’t want Jon to.” Jon looked at Sansa. She shrugged. “I can find the document, it’s in a chest somewhere. I stumbled across it years ago. It was a letter he never sent to Uncle Benjen, trying to convince him to talk you out of the Night’s Watch.”

“And what other choice did Jon have?” asked Daenerys. “Your mother despised him. Don’t defend her- you know it’s true. What would Jon’s options have been, when Eddard Stark rode from Winterfell to serve as Hand to Robert Baratheon? He would not have been permitted to stay in Winterfell. Where would he have gone, if not the Night’s Watch? Destitute, only perhaps a sword, some armor, and a bastard’s name.”

“The Night’s Watch was a noble order,” said Sansa.

Daenerys looked at Jon for the answer. “No,” he admitted. “It wasn’t. It really wasn’t, Sansa. Criminals. That was most of the Night’s Watchmen. Them, and a few knight’s who’d wronged their lords or some other. Alliser Thorne, he was the worst…”

Arthur grunted in surprise. “Thorne?” he asked. “He gave you a hard time?”

Jon nodded. “You knew him?”

“He was a loyalist in the Rebellion. He fought the Lannister forces in the Sack of King’s Landing.”

“My father sent him to the Night’s Watch for it,” said Tyrion.

“He must have been angry with you for being Eddard Stark’s son,” said Arthur to Jon.

“How ironic that he hated me for being something I never had been,” snarked Jon. “He loved Rhaegar, I’m presuming?”

“All the loyalists did.”

Jon frowned.

What Dany had said was right. Ned Stark had sheltered him, protected him, given him the best home he could…

But he had left Jon with few real paths to a future.

Robb was the heir. Arya and Sansa would each have gotten good marriages to the highest lords Ned could find. Bran and Rickon would have been granted holdfasts to hold in Robb’s name, to establish cadet branches of House Stark, as the Karstarks had split from the Starks long before.

Jon had been the bastard son. Treated better than bastards usually were… but also worse, in a way. Because he had been left with no real options.

Lady Catelyn would have never permitted him to stay at Winterfell. Robb may have defied his mother for him, but even then, what could he have done?

Ned had been torn between his loyalty and love for Robert, and his love for his kin, his promise to Lyanna.

But even though Jon would never forgive Eddard Stark for leaving Daenerys alone- given all his preaching about ‘the lone wolf dies’- he couldn’t dismiss what Sansa was saying out of hand. Because Jon, too, knew that the odds would be dramatically against the North in that struggle.

And he was sure that it would have been as Ned feared. Robert would have at the very least killed him, Jon, and Daenerys.

Roose Bolton would have seized his chance and sided with Robert, to gain control of the North, just as he had later in his life at the Red Wedding. How many would have followed him? How many would have hated Ned Stark for taking up arms against the Targaryens, only a few years later, to discover that the reason for their war had been a lie, and that now Ned was fighting FOR his kin?

Perhaps that was Ned’s greatest sin. He had attempted to be both loyal to his friend, his brother-in-heart, and to his blood. Which had led him to do something that was worse than anything else:

Nothing.

A good man that had done nothing.

Jon decided then. Eddard Stark was, and always would be, his father. But no more was he the ideal he would aspire to.

Jon would be his own man.


Arya found Daenerys later, staring off the battlements. She had known the Empress was there by the presence of the Imperial Guard at the ways in, though none were with her now.

Arya noted the trust that the Imperial Guard allowed her through without issue.

“Are you alright?” asked Arya.

Daenerys did not answer for a moment, her eyes, unfocused, wet, staring out over the landscape around.

“I’m fine,” she said after a moment.

Arya paused, trying to decide if she let the obvious lie pass and leave Daenerys to her thoughts, or bring it up, “You’re lying,” she said simply. “I don’t even need my training to know that.”

Daenerys did not turn, but her face hardened. “I wouldn’t want you to burden yourself with my feelings,” she said.

Arya frowned. “It’s not a burden.”

“Really? That’s all I’ve ever been, really. Everyone I call family by blood, I’ve never been anything but a burden. Viserys, he dragged me around, always making me feel as if I was a chain around his neck, his birthright-”

Arya stopped this. She approached Daenerys, ignoring her flinch, and hugged her. The two were almost exactly of height. “You’re not a burden,” said Arya. “You’re family. You’re family, and I love you.”

At those words, Daenerys tensed. And then she broke. She started sobbing uncontrollably, and clenched to Arya tightly for comfort, who held her, just embracing her, as the sister she always should have been, just as Jon was her brother.

“I don’t blame your father,” said Daenerys through her tears. “If Rhaego had lived… there’s nobody I wouldn’t have thrown aside to protect him. Just as he abandoned me to protect you.”

“We never wanted it,” said Arya “If we’d known…”

Notes:

And that’s where we leave the choices of Eddard Stark for this story.

In the end, Ned’s reasons for doing it are understandable and sympathetic, even. He did do his part to keep her safe, what little he could do.

But it really kind of sucked for Dany to be on the other end of that decision. And she didn’t want protection. She wanted a home.

Which was the right call? It’s kind of hard to say. Ned wilfully left Daenerys with Viserys, in danger, even as he protected her brother.

But it’s kind of indisputable to say that there would not have been any consequences for Daenerys to be brought to Winterfell.

That’s not to say that there weren’t any options. Just less ones after Ned botched his first, and only, attempt to save Dany. (Fewer. Grinds teeth.) Varys was aware that Ned was interested in Dany, and had she vanished, it would not have been a hard stretch to guess who was involved.

But it’s also stretching the levels of credibility that if Daenerys Targaryen vanishes and a few weeks later a silver-haired girl with purple eyes pops up in Winterfell claiming to be Ned’s bastard daughter- say, Dany Snow- that nobody would have put two-and-two together and found four, and sent ravens to King’s Landing saying “Daenerys Targaryen is in Winterfell.”

And I think everyone can guess that Bobby B would have marched on Winterfell, because the only logical conclusion would be that Ned was preparing to declare for his niece or nephew and raise his banners to see them on the Iron Throne. Or at least, that’s the conclusion Tywin, and Cersei, and Littlefinger would all have been hissing in his ear.

House Stark would have been exterminated, as they would have had few- if any- allies.

So in the end, what is the right call?

That, dear readers, is up to you. For my part, I think both arguments have merit.

But I also think Ned went about it the wrong way, because as Dany points out, Ned may have loved Jon as a son, but he left him with no real future, the only real option being the Night’s Watch.

Ned had good intentions… but poor results.

He was a good man that did nothing.

And in the end, what is all that is required for evil to triumph?

Good men to do nothing.

NEXT TIME:
1. Sansa is going to do her best to teach Jon how King’s Landing works.
2. She and Dany have a conversation about Dany's original plans for the North.

Chapter 19: Duty

Notes:

“He can fish and cook and bind up a wound, he knows what it is like to be hungry, to be hunted, to be afraid. Tommen has been taught that kingship is his right. Aegon knows kingship is his duty, that a king must put his people first, and live and rule for them.”

- Epilogue, A Dance with Dragons

“She hated it, as her brother must have. All those years of running from city to city one step ahead of the Usurper's knives, pleading for help from archons and princes and magisters, buying our food with flattery.”

- Daenerys III, A Game of Thrones

“Nervously Dany gathered the reins in her hands and slid her feet into the short stirrups. She was only a fair rider; she had spent far more time traveling by ship and wagon and palanquin than by horseback. Praying that she would not fall off and disgrace herself, she gave the filly the lightest and most timid touch with her knees.

And for the first time in hours, she forgot to be afraid. Or perhaps it was for the first time ever.”

- Daenerys II, A Game of Thrones

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

By the next morning, Daenerys was mostly back to her usual self, if a bit more icy than she had been since she had began reconciling with Jon.

Jon was, in many ways, back to normal. Though he had not accepted Eddard Stark’s reasons, Sansa had at least made him seen that it was not as clear as leaving Daenerys alone, versus bringing her to Winterfell as well.

Ned had tried. He had botched it, but he had tried, and done what he could.

“Of course he failed,” said Sansa, waving away the concerns, even if she was not foolish enough to wave away all Jon’s anger at their father. She felt Lord Stark had done the right thing, even if she understood why it hurt Daenerys to have been on the receiving end.

They were eating breakfast, just her, Jon, and Arya. Sansa had arranged it. Daenerys had been invited, but she was meeting with the Elder Council.

“Father was an honorable man,” continued Sansa. “He didn’t know pretty much anyone of ill-repute. Abducting a Targaryen princess, even one in exile, would require finesse. Subtlety. Father blundered his way into this the same way he blundered into telling Cersei he was about to tell Robert that his children weren’t his.”

Jon couldn’t help but concede that, yes, perhaps the issue there was that Eddard Stark was not keen on associating with the sorts of people that could actually abduct a girl, especially one who had the eyes of Varys the spider upon her.

Sansa leaned forward onto the dining room table and clasped her hands together. “Now,” she said, “we need to talk. If you’re going to be King…”

Jon felt a stab of annoyance. “I was king before,” he said. “Even you said I was good at it.”

Sansa looked at him skeptically. “Yes,” she said. “So good that Petyr Baelish turned all the Northern lords against you while you were away on Dragonstone. They asked me to unthrone you and would have crowned me Queen.”

“He’s dead,” said Jon simply. “You and Arya saw to that.”

“Yes, he’s dead. But that’s where you’re confused. There will always be men like him. Especially in a city like King’s Landing. Especially when the powerful people have already learned that all they need to do to gain power is latch themselves to the Raven and let him drag them along. Which means the worst sort of people are in power.”

“Like?” asked Arya, clearly thinking she might need to make a list.

“Tyrion says his old friend Bronn is a real piece of work,” said Sansa. “What he was thinking, pushing for him to be given Highgarden, named Lord of the Reach…”

Jon thought of it. “And your advice?” he asked.

Sansa snorted into her tea. She had brought a gigantic crate of Yi Ti tea back from Volantis. “Could you get Daenerys to burn the city to the ground again?” she joked.

Neither Jon or Arya found any amusement in that joke. Both stared at Sansa in revulsion. “Never, ever, joke about that again,” said Jon, furious. “You don’t know how badly that affected her.”

Sansa glanced between their livid faces and frowned. “Sorry,” she said. “I thought- since she knew it was the poison-”

“Aye,” said Jon, “but she still has to deal with the memories. The feelings.”

“She can’t even ride her dragon anymore,” said Arya. “She tried once, with me, in Volantis. She got two feet up and then fell off, curled into a ball, sobbing.”

“It was one of her favorite things to do,” said Jon. “She was so happy that day, when I rode Rhaegal, she rode Drogon… and now she can’t even ride him.”

Sansa nodded. “Still,” she said, “my own stupid jokes aside… when you sit in King’s Landing, you’re going to have to sort out the ones you can trust, from the ones you can’t.” She started thinking. “I don’t know if Tyrion or Davos will want to stay in King’s Landing, they’re both on the Imperial Elder Council now, which is obviously a powerful position.”

“Davos wouldn’t care about power,” said Jon.

“No, probably not, but he might want to help the Empress, not the King. Other than that…”

“You can trust Gendry,” said Arya simply.

“We need to figure out how to make co-” began Jon, but Arya hushed him.

“I’m working on it,” is all she said. Jon glanced skywards, clearly remembering the Raven could be watching at any time, then nodded.

“Depending on if Tyrion wants to rule the Westerlands, or heads back to Volantis,” continued Sansa, “that would be another one you can trust. If we can convince our Uncle Edmure to side with us, he’d be another good one.”

“Your cousin Robin?” asked Jon.

Sansa thought. “That depends how… balanced, he’s become. His mother, our Aunt Lysa… coddled him.”

Jon didn’t ask. “You’re forgetting one key thing,” he said. “There will be Legions throughout Westeros. The Onyx Legions will be staying. And I’ll be looking to expand them.” He looked at Sansa pointedly. “Even in the North.”

“You can trust me,” said Sansa, mildly hurt.

“Aye, probably. It’s the Northern Lords I don’t fully trust.”

Jon’s opinion of Northern Honor had taken a plunge off a cliff.

Sansa set aside that. “Do you intend to honor the small council?” she asked. “Or move to do as Daenerys has done with her Empire?”

Jon thought. In truth, he hadn’t much planned for what he would do once he sat in King’s Landing, in the rebuilt Red Keep. He had thought, as vassal king, his primary duties would be enforcing the Imperial law throughout Westeros, bringing it into Daenerys’s Empire, and consulting with her on what would need to be done.

A week or so of poring over mind-numbingly tedious records had reminded Jon that being sworn did not merely mean doing what their overlord told them to do. Even bannermen had many responsibilities. Yes, integrating Westeros into the Empire was a key thing he would need to do, but just as the North did despite being knelt to the Iron Throne, so Westeros had its traditions, laws, and even religions that it was his duty to oversee.

“I do truly like what Dany’s done with the Elder Council,” said Jon. “But the small council is an institution. The Empire is new. She could shape it as she will, just as Aegon did.”

“Maybe a mix,” offered Arya. “Maybe keep the small council- master of laws, grand maester, and such- but also have a second council.”

“Master of Laws, Uncle Edmure would probably be a good choice,” said Sansa. “Ships, if Davos comes back, obvious choice there. If not, maybe Yara Greyjoy?”

Jon shook his head. “Yara is queen of the Iron Islands, and no longer sworn to the King in King’s Landing. She’s directly part of the Empire.”

Sansa furrowed her brows. “The Iron Islands are nothing but a bunch of windswept rocks and bird shit,” she said.

“It was agreed on by her and Yara even before she sailed for Westeros all those years ago.”

Sansa’s face lit with anger. “She agreed to give the Iron Islands independence, but not the North?”

“Aye. Yara had something she needed- ships. We didn’t have anything to offer her. Rather, we needed her help.”

Sansa bit her tongue, but she had to concede, Jon spoke truly.

Jon leaned back in his chair, thinking. Now that Sansa had reminded him that he would have to think about these things, he was getting a little excited about the idea of assembling his council.

Sansa saw his face and smiled slightly, seeing his perked interest. “So master of ships, we’ll see what Davos says,” she resumed. “That leaves Master of Coin-”

“No clue about that one,” said Jon.

“- Lord Commander of the Kingsguard-”

“Probably see if Ser Brienne wants to continue-”

Sansa nodded her approval of that choice. “Master of Whispers?” she asked next.

Jon’s face became stone. “We’ll need to consider that one,” he said, not at all fond of the role after who the last occupant had been.

Sansa saw his point. “Well, there are traditionally seven roles. Bran forewent a Master of Whispers, for a Master of War?”

Jon nodded, thinking, grateful to Sansa for offering him an alternative. “Maybe Edric Dayne,” he said. “Someone whose loyalty I can count on, because they’re loyal to the Empress, too.”

Sansa concluded. “And last would be Hand.”

Jon had no clue. In truth his first thought was Davos, but the old man both might not want the role, he might not want to return to Westeros at all, permanently.

He put it off by pointing out one missing role. “You’re forgetting Grand Maester.”

Sansa looked up, thinking. She had named seven roles, she realized, but had forgotten that there usually wasn’t a master of war. “True,” she said, “but I thought you’d know that choice already. Wouldn’t you want Sam to continue?”

She was surprised when Jon glared at her. “Not in the slightest,” he said. “Frankly if I never see him again, it’d be too soon.”

Arya leaned forward, interested. Most of this conversation had gone completely over her head, but she remembered Sam- and what he’d put in his book.

At the time, she hadn’t really cared much. But now that she considered Daenerys her family… 

“I don’t presume either of you read the book he helped write?”

“I saw that one part over your shoulder in Volantis,” said Arya dangerously. “It was enough.”

Jon nodded, the two exchanging a look of pure meaning of mutual disgust as they remembered Sam’s claim that Daenerys had eaten her unborn son. He looked to Sansa.

She shook her head. “He sent me a copy, it’s in Winterfell’s library.”

Jon looked at her. “It’s against Imperial law to have a copy, the book is banned. Burn it.”

Sansa was surprised. “Why?”

“Fine. Read it, then burn it. He stuffed that shit so full of lies…”

“Lies about you?” asked Sansa.

“No, about Dany. Shit that even you know isn’t true. Like that she fled from the Battle of Winterfell with her dragon.”

Arya scowled. Sansa, also, was surprised. “She did murder his family,” she said.

“They betrayed Olenna Tyrell,” said Jon. “They helped sack Highgarden, on behalf of Cersei. Even after she captured them at the Battle of the Goldroad, she gave them the chance to bend the knee. Or take the black. They turned down both.”

Sansa frowned. She hadn’t realized that Sam’s family had broken their oaths to House Tyrell- who, thanks to how they had tried to help her in King’s Landing, she was very fond of- and sided with Cersei.

“Even worse,” continued Jon, “he made Cersei out to be an amazing Queen, just so Dany looked even more evil for opposing her.”

Sansa was scandalized. Arya was murderous. Her eyes were alight with fury. “Maybe I’ll pay a visit to Samwell Tarly…”


Far to the south, sitting on a balcony, the Raven and his Small Council looked over the city of King’s Landing, at the vast assemblage of tents that were forming beyond the walls that still bore scorch marks from Drogon’s flames.

“Edmure Tully reports that the Riverlands army is marshalling at Riverrun and will attempt to hold either the Ruby Ford or the Twins against the Mad Queen’s armies, whichever way they come,” reported Garth Hightower.

“History always repeats itself,” said the Raven dreamily. “I expect she will take the Ruby Ford route, and that is where she shall be defeated.”

“Because that is where her brother died?”

“Yes,” said the Raven. “As her brother died, so shall she.”

Standing a good distance away, Sam looked at the Raven oddly. He remembered Jon saying in Volantis that Daenerys was not Rhaegar’s sister, but his daughter. But he did not speak up.

He never spoke up against him anymore.

Sam had nightmares nearly every time he slept. He remembered feeling a horrid presence entering his mind, seizing control of every part of him, the worst feeling Sam had ever once encountered.

That surety that what had been done to him had been a gross violation, that the Raven had defiled his very soul with what he had done. That there was good, and evil, and what had happened to him had been one of the evilest things that any human could ever suffer.

Sam had gone to the library at the first chance he had when he got back to King’s Landing. The Raven had been distracted with war planning.

Sam had gone seeking a book to do ANYTHING he could to prevent the Raven from ever seizing control of him again.

He had found a tome on wargs. Ancient magic. Skinchangers. He knew that was what the Raven was; that the Three-Eyed Raven was the most powerful warg in existence.

It was a collected tome from a maester that had gone to live amongst the wildlings. He had spoken with an ancient warg. It had ended with a promise to publish a second volume when he returned from a second trip; Sam had later learned that the maester had tried to visit the Thenns, and had almost certainly been eaten.

The warg had said that all wargs had three main rules: never mate while in an animal, never eat human flesh while in an animal, and never take control of a human being.

The Raven had broken one of his laws. A law of wargs.

Sam looked at the mark on his arm in horror. He should have known. When Gilly had seen it, shortly after the Raven had put it onto his arm, she had looked at it warily.

“It’s like that mark the Night King had put on his arm,” she had observed. “The Night King was evil.”

“Bran isn’t evil,” Sam had assured her.

“Didn’t you say he was going to hurt Jon?”

Sam had shaken his head. “No, Bran would never hurt his brother.”

Now… Sam was sure there was nothing the Raven would not do.

He had framed his sister, and she had vanished. Where to, Sam was not sure. He did not dare ask the King.

If he knew for sure it would work, Sam would do what he could to remove his mark.

Wyman Manderly stood at the Raven’s side, but he was resolute. He had been told by the King that White Harbor had fallen, but that his son had remained loyal. That he was a prisoner, to be executed at Daenerys Targaryen’s mad whims.

Sam had helped him send a ransom request when the Raven had been in a war council with several Crownlander lords.

It was then Sam remembered that the Raven was not all-seeing. That though he had seen that Jon was the son of Lyanna Stark and Rhaegar Targaryen, he had not known of their marriage. He had assumed Jon was still a bastard.

The Raven could see anything, but he couldn’t see everything. He could only see what he actively looked at.

It was then that Sam began to make his preparations, preparations that had only increased in speed when he had heard that the Empire had landed at White Harbor.

Whenever he was sure the King was otherwise occupied, Sam assembled supplies, made plans.

“Lady Lannister will arrive tomorrow with her soldiers,” said the Raven. “We shall all meet again to see to what we can. Lord Gendry, you shall return to Storm’s End to gather your armies. Your lords are assembling, I trust?”

“They are, Your Grace,” said Gendry, bowing his head perfunctorily.

“Good. I need a few words with you, Lord Manderly. Princess Arianne has called her spears. We must discuss how best to retake our homeland, and what lords we need to replace.”

Manderly raised his brows. “No true Northerner would ever bow to the Mad Queen,” he said.

“Many have. Lord Glover is dead. The rest are terrified of the dragons and the legions.”

Sam left. If the Raven was discussing thing related to the North, he could expect it to go on some time.

It was time to flee. To go North. To Jon.

Jon was Sam’s friend. Jon would help. Jon would protect him.

He reached his chambers. Gilly was sitting on the floor with Little Sam and Little Jon. She looked up, her smile fading. She was aware of her husband’s nightmares.

Sam bent down and grabbed a sack from under the bed and looked to Gilly. “Grab your things,” he said. “We’re leaving.”

Gilly gasped at him, then leapt to her feet. She had been wary of the Raven for years now.

“I’m ready,” she said. “Where do we go?”

“Jon is in the North,” said Sam. “He’ll keep us safe.” He glanced at his two sons, the two boys who were dear to him, one his son in heart, one his son in blood, but that he loved equally. “Cover their eyes.”

Gilly looked at Sam nervously. He turned to the table, and took up a knife.

He rolled up his sleeve and placed the blade on the marking on his arm. He took a length of rope and put it in his mouth, then braced.

He screamed as he peeled the flesh from his forearm, cutting off with it the Raven’s mark.

He prayed to any gods who listened that it worked.


After her morning meeting with Jon and Arya, Sansa went to meet with the Northern lords. She had noted that- as expected- ever since Daenerys’s true parentage had been revealed, they had become far less riotous at the idea of being in the Empire.

To her surprise, she found Daenerys standing in the Great Hall. She was speaking with Bu Dai, who was saying… words to her.

Lóng, ” said Dai.

Long,” said Daenerys back to her.

“No, differently on the ‘oh,’”, corrected Dai.

Lóng,” said Daenerys, this time very similarly to how Dai had.

Dai nodded.

Sansa approached warily. Daenerys glanced at her, but she was not at all surprised to see her, having expected her to be here, after all.

“Thank you, Lady Bu,” said Daenerys. “You’re welcome to attend this meeting, of course, if you please.”

“I think that depends on how hostile the Northerners will be to you, Your Majesty,” said Dai. She turned her eyes on Sansa. “How hostile will they be, Lady Sansa?”

Sansa inclined her chin. “They’re loyal to their blood,” she said. “They know who shares it now.”

Dai snorted. “A shame it is blood that is all the North cares for.” She gave a slight bow to Daenerys, then strode towards the heavy doors. Two of the Imperial Guard- of which the room was still filled, but less filled than the very tense meetings before- opened for her, then followed her out.

“I hope you do not mind me attending this meeting,” said Daenerys.

To her own surprise, Sansa found she didn’t mind… very much. “You are Empress,” she said, the words tasting far less bitter on her tongue than in the past. “You are welcome to attend.”

“I’m sure,” said Daenerys skeptically.

She turned to look at behind the high table, where sat something Sansa cherished very much. “It’s empowering, isn’t it?” asked Daenerys. “To sit in a throne that none have ever sat in before? A throne you had made for yourself.”

“It is,” agreed Sansa.

“My family had gathered many of the chains from my first life, that I had broken in Yunkai, Astapor, and Meereen. Once we joined my uncle Arthur in the Shadow, we put them into a pile, and Drogon unleashed his flames upon them. When he ceased, it had taken its shape, but was still glowing, white-hot. I did not wait until I sat in it. That was the right move. The iron was still supple, bendable. It molded to my shape, a perfect fit for me.”

Sansa doubted that very much, that Daenerys had sat in a near-molten throne, but she let it pass.

Daenerys continued. “The Dawnthrone travelled with me, from Yi Ti, to Qarth, to Meereen. I had hoped there to sit again on the bench I had before, but the masters had destroyed it. Turned it into a crucifix for a slave.”

Sansa frowned. “That’s terrible.”

“Isn’t it? Justice was done, but there were still slaves in Essos. A part of me desired to make Meereen my capital, but my Valyrian blood called for the Free Cities. So I set up my court in Volantis, once I liberated it. I took their greatest estates and built them into the Imperial Palace. I set the Dawnthrone in my council chambers, so that petitioners could be heard by the many, not the one.”

Sansa nodded. “I always liked to hear petitioners before my court,” she said.

Daenerys did not speak again for a moment, but her eyes remained fixed on Sansa’s throne. “Tell me,” she said finally. “When you tried so hard to turn my council and armies against me, did you do it because you truly believed he had a right to my throne? The throne made for me, of the chains of slaves I freed? Or did you do it because you thought Jon would give you back yours, without condition?”

Sansa hesitated on the answer. “A bit of both, honestly,” she said. “I think you can understand… I didn’t trust you. Even though Jon was clearly alive… he’d killed you. I didn’t understand how you could have possibly not had him killed at once. Tyrion, too. And me.”

“Is that because in my position, that’s what you would have done?”

Sansa took a deep breath, then nodded. Daenerys was satisfied.

“If I can ask, out of curiosity,” said Sansa. “Bran- the Raven- stole my throne and crown from me. If he hadn’t, if I had still been Queen in the North when you crossed the Narrow Sea… what would you have done?”

Daenerys did not answer for a bit. “I would have respected your independence,” she said. “I would have placed Jon as king in the south, but you would have been left in the North, alone.”

“To fend off the White Walkers?” asked Sansa skeptically.

“No, my armies would have made for the Wall once we were finished with the Raven.” She glanced at Sansa. “Yes, we would have marched through your territory. We would have told you why we were there. Whether you believed us or not would have been up to you. Give us battle or let us pass, that was your choice, and you would have been free to make it.

“We would have done what we needed to defeat the White Walkers, and then my legions would have returned to my realm, Essos and the Six Kingdoms. And from there, we would have let you alone. I would go about building my better world, and the North would have had their cherished freedom. But you would not be given any favors. When a famine hits my lands, I send food to ensure the people do not starve. If one had hit the North? You would have had to buy it. I protect my people, not those who demand my protection but offer me nothing in return. My merchants would have had no laws restricting their dealings with the North. If you needed food, we would sell it to you for as much as you were willing to pay.”

“You would have let my people starve?” asked Sansa.

“You cannot benefit from my laws without submitting to them. You would have been free to bend the knee at any time, and then I would have helped as I would help any of my people.”

“It is a ruler’s duty to help those in need,” said Sansa.

Daenerys turned her eyes to her. “A ruler’s first duty is to their own people. The North made it very clear of their opinions regarding me. They treated me as if I was an enemy. Had I  marched legions through their lands, fought again to save the world, would the North have hailed me? Or would they have looked at my forces in their lands, and spat and hurled hateful words at them again?”

Even Sansa knew the answer. If Daenerys had brought forces to protect the North, even without bending the knee, the North still would have thought it was only a matter of time until they turned their spears against them. Daenerys could have saved the world and marched out of their lands and the North would have said, “good riddance.”

“And if the White Walkers didn’t return?” asked Sansa.

Daenerys snorted in disbelief, which confused Sansa. “They were always going to return,” said the Empress. “Didn’t you know that? Isn't that why you set about rebuilding the Wall?”

Sansa narrowed her eyes. “You knew they were going to come back?”

“Yes.”

“How?”

Daenerys’s eyes flickered towards the heavy doors of the Great Hall. “That is a discussion I must have with someone else before I will tell anyone other.”

The doors opened then, and the first of the Northern lords entered. To their great surprise, it was Wylis Manderly.

“Lord Wylis,” said Sansa. “We thought you were holding-”

Wylis slammed his hand down on the table, setting a piece of paper down. He turned his gaze towards Daenerys, and he was furious. “Am I your prisoner?” he asked.

Daenerys was flummoxed by the question. “No,” she said. “You’re… truthfully, I don’t know what you are. You’re not a subject… yet, at least, but you’re still in charge at White Harbor, so long as you cooperate.”

“Then why is my father sending letters begging you to ransom me and not hurt me?” asked Wylis. “Have you sent word offering a ransom to King’s Landing?”

“I cannot very well ransom someone who is not my prisoner,” said Daenerys simply.

Sansa turned her head. “The Raven must have told him he was,” she said. “He could look up here and see the truth. If Lord Wyman knew that not only was his son alive, well, and free, but about what else the North knows… he might reconsider his allegiances.”

Wylis looked between them. “What else does the North know?” he asked.

Daenerys glared slightly at Sansa. “Since you did such a good job of telling the other Northern lords,” said the Empress, a bit of disdain creeping into her voice. She saw Tyrion creep into the hall, bearing a stack of parchments, correspondence from Essos. “Please tell Lord Wylis.”

The Empress went off to Tyrion.

“Lady Sansa?” asked Lord Wylis.

She looked back at him. “Ashara Dayne is the Empress’s mother, only in her heart,” said Sansa. “The mother who birthed her was Lyanna Stark.”

Lord Wylis looked at Sansa, surprised beyond belief.

“You believe this?” he asked.

“I know it,” said Sansa. “Writings of my father confirmed it, and when you look at her face… you can see it.”

Wylis was unable to process it. “My father doesn’t know,” he said quietly.

“Of course not. The Raven would not tell him.” Sansa paused. Lord Manderly was a good man. A fool, perhaps, for believing the Raven in the first place, but an honest fool all the same.

“If you think you have a means of communicating it to him,” began Sansa, “please, feel free.”

“Why did she never tell anyone?” asked Wylis. “By my accounts, that makes Jon Snow her…”

“Yes, but that’s nothing unusual for Targaryens, isn’t it?” Sansa felt a bit of disgust. In her childhood, she had swam with her siblings- including Jon- many times. The thought of fucking any of her brothers- and Jon was always would be her brother- disgusted her.

Though to be fair, after Ramsay, Sansa didn’t have high opinions of the idea of physical intimacy, in any case.

“Neither knew back then,” Sansa said to Wylis, coming to Jon’s defense more than hers. “Had they known, he never would have been involved with her in that manner. They aren’t... like that anymore.”

Wylis nodded. “This changes things.”

“Yes,” agreed Sansa, who as she watched some Northern lords begin to enter for their meeting saw them bowing more respectfully to the Empress than before. “It does.”


Jon swung Blackfyre behind his head, standing in the practice yard at Winterfell. The ancestral blade of House Targaryen was very similar to Longclaw, and the weeks of practice had made Jon as comfortable with it as he was with the old one.

He spun around, testing a swing, and was not at all surprised to see Arya standing nearby, watching him. She had snuck up on him, as usual.

“I know who you could have as a Master of Whispers,” said Arya.

“I didn’t want to say it to Sansa,” said Jon, lowering the sword. “But as far as I’m concerned, that job can go fuck itself.”

Arya raised an eyebrow, and for a fleeting moment Jon was reminded of Daenerys, and her overtly expressive eyebrows. “Do you think Daenerys has no such things in the Empire?”

Jon hesitated. “I don’t think the Elder Council has defined roles,” he said.

“She has the Faceless Men watching out for her at all times, and she has her mother spying on potential threats with glass candles.” Arya snorted. “I thought it was too easy to get into the Imperial Palace. All I did was pretend to be a little serving girl, and was given a job at once. Two days later, I was asked to bring dinner to the Empress herself. I should have realized I’d been made.”

Jon frowned. “I’m not much into secrecy and stealth, Arya.”

“A shame you don’t have a sister who is,” responded Arya simply.

Jon raised an eyebrow. “You’re offering to be my Master of Whispers?”

Arya shrugged. “Who else? You had a point in there, about Edric Dayne. But Sansa had a point, too. It’s going to be hard for you to figure out who you can trust. You can’t just go into King’s Landing and start cutting off the heads of all of the Raven’s supporters. Some of them could be useful. You just need to figure out who.”

Jon sheathed Blackfyre and leaned against a dummy. “I thought you’d be wanting to go into Old Valyria,” he said. “Dany said they were sending expeditions in.”

“I do. But that’s another thing. Master of Whispers is a role that has a lot of power. I figure, you might want one who you can be sure isn’t loyal to just you. But to the Empress, too.”

Jon felt his heart warm with pleasure at the realization that Arya had completely embraced Daenerys as her family. “Do you think the King should be the sort of person who spies on his lords and people?”

Arya sighed. “I think the King is the sort of person who can’t afford to not spy on his lords and people.” She looked at Jon seriously. “Jon. I know your feelings on father aren’t very warm and fuzzy right now, but… you’re a lot like him. Do you know what King’s Landing did to him? It ate him alive and spit him out until it had not only destroyed him, it had started the destruction of his entire family. Sansa suffered under Joffrey, and Baelish, and Ramsay. I went on the run with the Hound, and eventually went to Braavos. Our mother died alongside Robb.

“That’s what I’m saying. Father was by law the second most powerful person in the Seven Kingdoms, behind Robert, but Littlefinger, and Varys, and Cersei, they plotted circles around him. You need someone you can trust to be loyal. To do the little dirty things that Kings and Empresses need done. Ruling isn’t all honor and law and justice.”

Jon grunted, but he did know Arya had a point. He wasn’t feeling the fondest of Eddard Stark right now, as Arya had said, but he knew that King’s Landing had been the death of him. It was as Tyrion had said, all those years ago: Starks didn’t do well when they went south.

By the gods, Jon realized, Daenerys had gone seven years ago to the south of Westeros and her invasion had gone horribly wrong even before she had set foot in the North.

Maybe she was more Stark than she realized.

“I don’t want you to do anything you’re not comfortable with,” Jon said.

“I’d not be offering if I wasn’t,” assured Arya. She saw Jon was still pretty uneasy about it. “Look, Jon, I’m not saying I’m going to hand you a paper to affix your royal seal to saying ‘kill this person.’ But if you knew a lord was planning to do something stupid even before he did it, you could stop it. Send him a letter implying you know what he’s up to. And then say a legion might be sending some troops in to keep an eye on things. Keep their own stupidity in check.”

Jon was still not fully convinced. “Father didn’t have a set of spies,” he said. “He kept the North loyal through his actions and deeds. He left the spying and stuff to the King.”

“And maybe father would have spotted that Ramsay Snow and Roose Bolton were shits before they helped ruin our family,” replied Arya simply.

Jon nodded, conceding the point.

Arya approached Jon and hugged him. “Look, Jon,” he said. “I just want you to do better than father.”

“I understand,” said Jon. Arya tried to pull away, but Jon held her. “Thank you,” he said meaningfully. “For taking to Dany so well.”

Arya sighed. “Do you think she’d mind me calling her Dany?”

“Ask her. She told me no, at first… sort of. Only other person but me to call her that was Viserys.” Jon groaned. “The two brothers who betrayed her.”

“She’s forgiven you,” said Arya firmly, stopping Jon from passing down the path of self-hatred, just as she had prevented Daenerys’s rant the day before.

Arya pulled free. They heard footsteps approaching.

“If you are free, Arya,” said Allyria. “I hear you have offered to teach my sister water dancing.”

Arya turned and nodded. “I have,” she said.

“Would you mind if I joined in?” They both glanced at Allyria’s waist. She had a sword upon it. Valyrian steel, of course, but slender and more made for a woman’s hand. It was definitely not Dark Sister, though. The crossguard and hilt looked nothing like the drawings Arya had stared at growing up.

“No problem at all,” said Arya, smiling.

It was then that they heard raised voices and saw the Imperial Guard on the walls running to and fro in preparation. Focusing on the south side of the castle.

The three exchanged a glance and made their way to the walls. They climbed a tower and came out upon the battlements to find Arthur Dayne issuing orders.

“A few thousand men sighted marching on the castle,” said the Lord Commander to Jon, updating them.

“A late arriving Northerner?” asked Jon, confused. How would the Raven have gotten an army into the North without their knowledge? Where had they made landfall? How would they have gotten by Yara’s fleet?

“Don’t think so,” He pointed.

Arya narrowed her eyes. The mass of men were just coming into view now. Their eyes immediately went to the banners that they were flying.

The three-headed dragon of House Targaryen.

Notes:

Just in case anyone is curious, no, the forces at the end are not (f)Aegon (or for those who don't know, the Aegon Targaryen from the books who claims to be but is probably not Aegon Targaryen, the son of Rhaegar Targaryen and Elia Martell- the (f) means "theorized fake") I thought about adding (f)Aegon to the story, but it would feel rather redundant; what, is he going to walk up saying, "hey auntie Dany, I'm your nephew, give me throne." We've already seen how well someone trying to take the Empire from Dany goes; all he offers is Jon a way to NOT be king. Dany's response would be "first, not aunt, half-sister, Rhaegar was my daddy. Second, no. Third, die, mummer's dragon!"

But it is kind of one thing I feel about (f)Aegon is that he's almost literally, in the books, a "fake" version of Daenerys. He claims to be Rhaegar's son and was raised by some of his supporters. It's my opinion that his fakeness goes beyond him probably not actually being the real Aegon Targaryen. He's literally an artificial version of Daenerys, except that he was raised well. Varys claims he knows hunger, but did he ever need to beg for food on the streets to survive? He claims Aegon knows what it is to be hunted, but did he bounce from city to city to stay one step ahead of assassins? He claims Aegon knows fear, but has Aegon lived nearly his entire childhood in a state of terror?

The difference being, Aegon has been through "simulated" versions of every legitimate struggle Daenerys has. Aegon has known hunger, but has he ever been in actual danger of starving to death? Were the people hunting him actually there to really kill him? Was he ever in actual danger when he was scared?

The ironic thing is, nearly everything Varys boasts that makes Aegon a good king, Dany has also experienced. But for real.

NEXT TIME:
1. Friendships are reforged... or broken for all time.

Chapter 20: Friends

Summary:

“‘It is a lucky name. The name this one was born to was accursed. That was the name he had when he was taken for a slave. But Grey Worm is the name this one drew the day Daenerys Stormborn set him free.’”

- Daenerys IV, A Storm of Swords

“‘No, she says. Call it Oathbreaker, she says. It was made for treachery and murder. She names it False Friend. Like you.’”

- Brienne VIII, A Feast for Crows

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

“That’s the Targaryen flag,” said Jon, confused. No Imperial forces flew that banner.

“The Ruby Legions, maybe?” asked Arya. Jon looked at her, confused. “The Bay of Dragons still flies that flag. It really pissed me off when I was in Meereen, since… I didn’t know yet the truth.”

“A fair thing to be confused by,” said Allyria. They turned as Daenerys and Sansa came onto the walls next to them, having left the meeting with the Northern Lords.

“Enemies?” asked the Empress simply to her uncle.

“Unclear,” responded Arthur just as quickly.

“It doesn’t look like it,” said Sansa. “That’s your banner, isn’t it?”

“It used to be,” said Daenerys, glancing at one of the Imperial flags flying from the walls nearby. “I prefer the Amethyst flag now.”

“I was just saying maybe it’s the Ruby Legions flying the banner,” said Arya. “They still fly your flag.”

“No,” said Arthur. “No legions fly anything but the Imperial flag, or their own personal Legionary flag.”

“Do all of you have such bad eyes, or am I special or something?” asked Sansa snarkily. “Don’t you recognize their armor?”

They watched as Drogon flew overhead and roared to the approaching soldiers, but to Daenerys and even Jon, it sounded like a roar of greeting more than a challenge. The approaching army raised their spears and shouted in Valyrian to the dragon.

“It’s the Unsullied,” said Jon to Daenerys, stunned.

Dany was looking out at the soldiers of her old army, her past life, and Jon could see, beneath the surprise, both happiness and anger at their appearance.

“They’re supposed to be in Naath,” said Dany simply.

“Looks like they came to help,” said Arya. Thinking back on it, she wasn’t sure why she had ever disliked the Unsullied. They were, in many ways, the perfect soldiers. They had obeyed Daenerys without question, without hesitation. Completely fearless. Completely willing to lay down their lives for their allies, Northmen, Essosi alike.

Then she remembered seeing them slaughtering in King’s Landing, following along with their Queen, with that same lack of hesitation. Daenerys had, in their minds, declared the citizens and surrendering soldiers to be her enemy; they had done their part to help her kill.

“Orders?” asked Arthur to Daenerys.

It surprised Jon to see her hesitate. Grey Worm had been one of her closest confidants, one of her most loyal supporters. Friends, even, as far as they could be.

“Let them in,” she said.


They made their way down to the courtyard. The legions were ordered to let the Unsullied through, but many of them were looking at the new arrivals with something close to reverence. Especially in the Ruby Legions.

They had been behind Daenerys from the moment she had freed them, and Meereen, Yunkai, and Astapor had all been liberated by them.

Daenerys hurried out of the doors, Arthur, Ashara, and Allyria at her back, Jon coming along behind at his own pace, nervous. A few Imperial Guards were trailing her.

At the head of the Unsullied column- which was at most three or so thousands, Jon guessed- was Grey Worm, still shaven. He looked at the approaching Empress and happiness leapt into his face.

Daenerys did not hesitate here. She immediately wrapped him in a hug. Showing more emotion than he ever had before, Grey Worm hugged her back.

“My Queen,” he said haltingly, his Valyrian accent thicker with a long period of disuse of the Common Tongue of Westeros.

“Torgo Nudho,” said Dany, hugging him, the only one of her closest advisors to have fully stuck by her after King’s Landing. She pulled back and looked up at the taller man. “How have you come?”

“Queen Yara,” said Grey Worm simply. “She say, you are returning to Westeros. To this land-” and he made his opinion on the North very clear by spitting onto the ground and glaring at the watching Northerners- “and that you need friends.”

Daenerys smiled sadly. She stepped aside to introduce the three who had followed her down closely. “I have more than friends,” she said. “Grey Worm, they were not with me when we spoke on Naath, but… this is my family. My sister, Allyria. My uncle Arthur, head of my personal guard, and my mother.”

Grey Worm did not seem surprised to learn Daenerys had a family. Clearly, to Jon, they had spoken of it before, even if they hadn’t been there. He turned to look at the three and bowed his head, still a man of few words.

Ashara approached him next. “My daughter says you are a very dear friend,” she said warmly. “Thank you for your loyalty. For being here.”

Arthur approached. Ever the military man, he glanced at the Unsullied behind. “How many did you bring?”

“As many as wanted to come to fight for Daenerys Jelmāzmo,” said Grey Worm. “Many stayed behind to keep Naath safe, though years since any slavers landed.”

“There are no more slavers in Essos,” said Daenerys simply. She glanced at her family, then looked into the crowd. She saw Jon.

So did Grey Worm.

At once his face twisted with hatred and revulsion, and he moved to push Daenerys behind him as he barked an order in Valyrian to the Unsullied. They lowered their spears and pointed them at Jon as Grey Worm went for his sword.

In response the Imperial Guard standing nearby drew their blades and moved to protect Jon and the Empress.

“KELIGON!” ordered Daenerys to both sides at once, furious that her new guard and old guard were at each others’ throats. They both obeyed immediately, the Unsullied standing down with their long-trained obedience, the Imperial Guard hesitating just a moment to make sure the spears and swords were lowered.

“My Queen,” said Grey Worm, still staring at Jon with loathing, “he betray you, he-”

“I know what he did,” said Daenerys fiercely. “This is my word. I will explain it to you soon, but I will not have it questioned. Jon shall be King of Westeros-” and Grey Worm actually scowled furiously, his eyes nearly bursting from their sockets in anger- “in MY NAME, as part of the Great Empire of the Dawn.”

“My Queen,” said Grey Worm again, “this is mistake.”

Daenerys’s eyes shone fiercely at him. “Have the Unsullied make camp amongst the soldiers of the Gemstone Legions,” she said. “Then, return to the castle, and you will be shown to my solar. We will speak on this there, in private.”

Grey Worm did as he had been trained to do, as he would always do for Daenerys. He obeyed. He turned to the Unsullied and spoke quick, halting orders in Valyrian. They sprank to action immediately.

Arya, once they were clear, stepped forward, as did Jon. “Will they be a problem?” she asked.

“I don’t know why they’re here,” said Daenerys. “Grey Worm wanted to protect Naath. He wanted to stay in Naath, and after… I wanted him to.”

“Why?” asked Jon.

Daenerys hesitated, her eyes darkening. “They followed me,” she said.

“Aye, you were their savior.”

“No, Jon, you don’t understand,” snapped Dany. “They followed me. In King’s Landing. The moment… I started… they leapt in. They threw themselves into the insanity I had unleashed and started… I had the excuse of poison. They didn’t. They were… they were the Unsullied, they were my clean sword, and I… fell and dragged them down with me.”

Jon and Arya both understood then. It hurt Daenerys, that the Unsullied had so willingly given themselves over to her insanity. “They were our enemies,” said Jon simply.

“The North had suffered at the Lannister hands more than any other, and their army didn’t give in to the… horror.”

Jon nodded. “Aye. Because I stopped them. They started to. One of my men… he was about to rape a woman. I pulled him off. He… tried to kill me. I killed him instead, and then took who I could out of the city.” He glanced at the gates, beyond which the Unsullied were making camp. “I thought Grey Worm would order the Unsullied to attack me. I later called him on…”

“You don’t need to say it,” said Daenerys, pitch white, her eyes filled with horror. “I remember what I ordered. Grey Worm told me you protested.”

She then hugged Jon. “Thank you,” she said. “For not letting me drag you down to evil with me.”

“It wasn’t you,” said Jon. “It was the poison. Always remember that.”

“But they lost faith in me. I thought they knew who I was… and they did the things I never wanted.”

Jon kissed Dany’s hair. “Aye,” he said. “Because you were more than their queen. You were their salvation. They may have erred, but… he’s still loyal to you. He always will be. Let them redeem themselves.”

“But even if that’s true… I don’t want them to die for me.”


Grey Worm walked through the halls of Winterfell with his arms held behind his back, following a member of the Imperial Guard. Once they reached the door to Daenerys’s solar, the Guardsman knocked, and opened it at once.

Only Daenerys was inside, standing at her fireplace, holding a glass of white wine, a pitcher sitting on the table. She turned to face Grey Worm, and smiled.

Jon was right. As usual.

“Have you taken up wine yet?” she asked. Facing Grey Worm, it was hard not to let her fondness for him fill her… but it was paired with guilt. And anger.

At herself. Because if she had never been stupid enough to eat the poisoned food, she never would have fallen. And she never would have dragged the Unsullied down with her.

The Dothraki… even she knew they had just been waiting for the chance to go back to their old ways. She would always love them, and their culture, the first place since the House with the Red Door she had ever truly felt like she had found a home, but she knew she would never forget who they were.

Grey Worm shook his head. He looked at her with such obvious adoration that it made Daenerys feel uncomfortable, remembering what his adoration for her had made him do. “ This is a mistake, My Queen,” he said, slipping into Valyrian.

Daenerys responded in the same language. “ What is a mistake?”

“Trusting Jon Snow. Trusting the Starks. They hate you.”

Daenerys sighed. “It may seem like…” she couldn’t bring herself to say ‘madness.’ “Stupidity,” she finished, “But yes. I trust Jon Snow.”

“He betrayed you. You said it yourself.” Daenerys couldn’t answer. Grey Worm spoke the truth. Jon had betrayed her. How could she make him understand that she’d forgiven Jon? Grey Worm was loyal. The Masters had left him with only obedience. An enemy was an enemy, to be killed.

“I have forgiven him,” said Daenerys, intending for her tone to leave no room for debate.

Apparently, she failed. Grey Worm clenched his jaw. “My queen, this is…”

“My decision.” Daenerys strode up to Grey Worm and cupped his cheek in her hand. “I know. But as I told you on Naath, I was poisoned. Even I did not know. Jon…”

Grey Worm took her shoulder. “His family hated you. The Starks. They were evil. Liars. The older girl, she said terrible things about you. You, who had fought to save her home. When Queen Yara spoke in your defense, to say justice should be done upon Jon Snow for what he had done, the younger one threatened to kill her.”

Fond as she was of Arya now, Daenerys smiled. Arya was fiercely protective of her family. And she now knew she was among their numbers.

“Unsullied are taught to slay their enemies, ” continued Grey Worm. “The Starks made it clear you were their enemy. You fought for them and still they hated you. Their blood is evil.”

That one hurt Daenerys. She looked up at Grey Worm. “Am I evil?” she asked, in the common tongue.

“Never,” responded Grey Worm. “Daenerys Jelmāzmo is hero. Never evil.”

“Torgo Nudho… I told you on Naath that Jon Snow and I share the same father. But what I didn’t tell you, for I still hated admitting it to even myself… is that Ashara Dayne is my mother, but she did not bear me. Another woman did. She is my mother as Missandei was my sister, but I was born to… Lyanna Stark.”

Grey Worm looked at her in surprise. “This is not Stark lie?”

“No,” Daenerys shook her head. “When I was brought back and awoke, I knew the truth. Child of three, daughter of death. Jon Snow and I share the same birth parents.”

Grey Worm blank in his surprise. “They are your family?”

“Some more than others. Jon is my brother, and that is all he is to me now, we are lovers no more. Arya Stark is becoming very dear to me. Sansa Stark… I still do not much care for her, but since she learned the truth, she has stopped fighting me. For now. But I still have my sister Allyria, my uncle Arthur, and my mother. They are just as dear to me, just as much my family, as Missandei was as close to me as a sister.” She took Grey Worm’s hand. “And that is why I will not suffer you to hurt any of them.”

Grey Worm looked into her eyes. “This is truly your wish?”

“It is.” Daenerys nodded.

Grey Worm raised his chin. “If they betray you again, I will kill them myself.”

Daenerys smiled. “You need not fear that. My mother will beat you to it, and if she doesn’t, Drogon will.” She looked at Grey Worm. “Tyrion Lannister is here, too. He has returned to my service, and I am properly convinced of his loyalty.”

Grey Worm scowled, but nodded.

“You were very at peace in Naath,” said Daenerys. “I would have accepted you back into my service at once, but I didn’t want to take that from you. I didn’t want this for you anymore…”

Grey Worm’s lips thinned, but he looked at Dany. “Queen Yara, she say, the Stark boy behind everything. He make things happen to destroy you, weaken you. Make men turn against you.”

“I fear that is true,” admitted Daenerys.

“That means he behind Greyjoy man attack at Dragonstone,” said Grey Worm, his eyes filled with fierceness. “That means he help cause death of Missandei. When Yara tell me that, Naath give me no peace. Not until Missandei is fully avenged.”

“We don’t think that’s truly Bran Stark.” said Daenerys. “We think something happened to him, long before we met him, and that something has taken over him.” She put her hand on Grey Worm’s shoulder. “We mean to save him if we can. To save Bran Stark, but kill the Three-Eyed Raven.”

“And if cannot be done?” asked Grey Worm.

Daenerys’s hand clenched Grey Worm’s shoulder far tighter. “The Three-Eyed Raven is too dangerous to leave alive,” she said. “No matter the cost.”


The Unsullied integrated themselves into the Imperial forces as if they had been supposed to be there all along.

In fact when Jon later said such to Arthur Dayne, the Sword of the Morning revealed, they kind of always had.

“I designed the Legions to have the Unsullied in our ranks,” he said. “We thought when they heard the Empress lived again, they’d come to her service. Instead she wanted them to stay in Naath.” Arthur grunted. “They’re the best soldiers I’ve ever seen. At the very least, I want them to teach the legions to be even better.”

Indeed within the day Jon saw Imperial Guard and legionnaires training with the Unsullied.

Jon had his first face-to-face with Grey Worm the morning after their arrival. War plans were finishing being laid; to Jon and Tyrion, it felt like something missing had been found.

Excepting that Grey Worm was not as keen as Daenerys to forgive.

Before the meeting, he approached Jon. Jon was wary, but he saw Grey Worm was not there to fight.

“What Daenerys Jelmāzmo is giving you,” he said, “is more than you earn. You betray her. You kill her.”

“Aye, I did,” said Jon, unwilling to back down. “I regret it every day of my life. But I won’t ever betray her again, you have my word.”

Grey Worm looked at him, curious. “You are her brother?”

“Aye, I am.”

The Unsullied snorted. “Family is not worth loyalty. Many Unsullied sold into slavery by their families. I do not understand why my queen has forgiven you, but her will is mine. But I will alway have my eyes on you.”

Jon glanced to the side, where Ashara was standing. “You’re not alone,” he said.

They gathered back around the table and Grey Worm took his place on Daenerys’s left side, Arthur on her right.

“There’s one thing I want clarified,” said Daenerys, looking at Grey Worm mostly, but also a few Northern lords. “Imperial forces have three standing orders that supercede all others.”

“We do,” confirmed William Rivers when the Empress looked at him to continue. He held up his hand and raised a finger every time he listed one. “No raping. No looting. And no massacring unarmed, or surrendered, people.”

“Any soldier fighting for the Empire who has been found to have violated those orders will be executed. No exceptions.” Daenerys looked at Grey Worm. “No matter what reasons you think you have.”

Grey Worm held himself taller. “We obey, always,” he said.

“My point, Grey Worm,” said Daenerys, “is that these orders are unquestionable. I will never order you to break them. No matter what happens. To me. Do you understand? If I give you an order that goes against those, it is your duty to disobey.”

“We would never disobey,” said Grey Worm.

“Grey Worm,” said Jon. “She doesn’t want what happened in King’s Landing to ever happen again.”

Grey Worm bristled a little bit at Jon issuing orders, but Daenerys nodded her agreement.

After that, they got to forming plans. Within the week, the Northern Army and one of the Ruby Legions would head north to man the Wall. The remainder of the legions, bolstered by the returned Unsullied, would head south. Kinvara had sanctified the room, so it was safe from the Raven’s vision.

“Do you think we can convince Edmure Tully to side with us?” asked Daenerys, looking to Sansa.

Sansa bit her lip. “Depends how convincing we can be,” she said. “That day at the dragonpit was the first time I’d ever met him.” She snorted. “He seemed to have a good heart, but pompous. He tried to put himself forward for King. It was really quite embarrassing.”

“Yes,” said Tyrion, “and yet perhaps if you’d allowed him to keep speaking we wouldn’t be in this situation.”

“You were the one who proposed the Raven,” shot back Sansa.

“Enough,” said Daenerys simply. She continued. “Robin Arryn?”

“No,” said Tyrion. “Well, maybe, but last I recall, he was kind of unbalanced. Not at all well mentally. His mother ruined him.”

“How?” asked Daenerys.

“When I got to the Eyrie, when Lady Catelyn arrested me, she was breastfeeding him.”

Daenerys clenched her jaw. Having a babe of her own to nurse at her breast was something she had long desired. “Are you saying that a mother shouldn’t feed her own child?” she asked.

“Not when the child is nine,” said Tyrion.

Daenerys’s face shifted to disgust. Ashara’s jaw dropped. Even Arthur moved on his feet uncomfortably. Most others at the the table muttered some variants of “by the gods.”

“He looked better at the Dragonpit Council,” said Sansa, who was familiar with Robin’s eccentricities. “Maybe after Baelish killed her and the lords of the Vale became responsible for his upbringing, he became better. We haven’t really corresponded, though. Lord Yohn trusts me, though. He will listen, and he will make Robin listen.”

“Other than that,” took up Davos, “we should make contact with Dorne and Lord Gendry.”

“As I said,” said Edric, “Princess Martell knows the truth of the Empress’s parentage. The full part of it.” Sansa, Arya, and Davos looked at him in surprise. They all remembered then that they had been on different ships during the crossing from Essos. “House Martell is proud,” he elaborated. “They were not fond of Rhaegar Targaryen after he ‘abandoned’ Elia Martell for Lyanna Stark. To know that the Empress claims to be legitimate, when in their minds, any such marriage would be illegal, null and void, rendering any children of said union.”

“We’ve already formed a plan to deal with that,” said Daenerys. Tyrion nodded across the table. “If the marriage was illegal, that means Viserys was King. Viserys named me Daenerys Targaryen and his heir. I named Jon as a Targaryen and abdicated my claims to him.”

“One thing we learned on his small council,” mused Davos darkly, “no one wields truth better as a weapon than the Raven. If you’ve got any dark secrets to tell, now’s the time.”

The room stood there silent for a moment. Everyone was obviously thinking of what they could say. Sansa glanced at Jon and Arya. “I need to speak with you,” she said. “After the meeting.”

Daenerys and Ashara raised eyebrows at her, but stayed silent.

“Alright then,” said Jon. “I think that is all, Your Majesty?”

“It is,” confirmed Daenerys. She turned back to the table. “Thank you all.”

The room cleared out of the Northern Lords. Only the Empress and her family, the Starks, Tyrion, Davos, and Grey Worm stayed.

“What did you want to say, Sansa?” asked Jon. “Should we find-”

“My mother and I already know what she’s going to say,” said Daenerys simply. “As for the rest…”

Sansa took a deep breath, steeled herself, and looked at Arya. “I told Cersei that father was planning to send you and I back to Winterfell,” she said, almost too quickly to be understood.

Arya stared at Sansa. Even Jon gasped a little bit.

“Why?” asked Arya.

“I was an idiot child who still believed in my stupid fantasies and dreams,” said Sansa bitterly. “I wanted to marry Joffrey, I wanted to be his queen, I knew what he was but I blinded myself to the truth. I didn’t think anything bad would happen to father, I didn’t know what he was planning. What he had discovered. I just thought she’d tell him to keep me in King’s Landing. And then…”

“You fucking idiot,” snapped Arya. Rather than say more, she stormed out. Sansa sighed sadly.

Sansa looked at Jon. “I’m sorry.”

Jon had a mix of emotions in him. “For my part, I forgive you,” he said. “You were thirteen. Just remember from now on… sometimes telling secrets hurts those you care about. You suffered. Arya suffered. Everyone suffered.”

“I know. I will be more careful in the future.” Sansa sighed again. “Do you think Arya will forgive me?”

“With time, aye, she will.”

“I must speak with Lady Dai,” said Daenerys. Showing a rare bit of support to Sansa, she patted her shoulder and nodded. Then she left, her mother and sister following her.

Jon followed her out, leaving Sansa alone. She glanced at Tyrion and Davos, who were sympathetic, and then she made her way towards her solar.

Tyrion glanced at Grey Worm awkwardly. “So…” began the dwarf.

Davos approached the Unsullied commander and clapped hi on the shoulder genially. “I believe Lord Tyrion asked me to remind him,” he said, “if you and he ever came face to face again, to tell you to punch him in the face.”

Grey Worm looked at Davos curiously. The Onion Knight smiled, then left.

Tyrion looked at Grey Worm warily, his eyes going wide, trying to figure out escape paths. He paled when Grey Worm turned his eyes upon him.


It was that evening that a carriage trundled up to the gates of Winterfell. The occupants had booked passage on a ship from Kings’s Landing to White Harbor. They had been accosted at the docks by the Imperial authorities who had taken control of the city, but they had managed to get past.

From there, they had hired passage to Winterfell, certain that they would be safe there. Safe.

His best friend was there, after all.

Samwell Tarly climbed out of the carriage. He helped Little Sam down, who looked up the castle, perhaps having a ghost of memory from being here as a baby, as a toddler. He offered his hand to Gilly, who was holding Little Jon’s hand gently. She climbed down.

“You’re sure this will be safe?” asked Gilly, looking at the Imperial flags.

Privately, Sam wasn’t entirely sure. When desperate to get away from the Raven, anywhere seemed like a good option, but now, being so close to who Sam was sure was the second most evil person alive, the reborn Daenerys Targaryen…

“Jon will protect us,” said Sam, repeating the mantra that had powered him through here. “Jon is my best friend.”

He approached the gates and they were stopped by Imperial Guard. “I’m a friend of King Jon,” he said when challenged. “This is my wife, and my sons. We’d… like to speak to him.”


Tyrion was still massaging his jaw as he, Daenerys, Jon, Arya, Sansa, Davos, and Arthur listened to the word from the page the sentries had sent to report.

“Why is it that people I would rather never see again keep coming to me for my protection?” asked Daenerys, exasperated.

“He’s not here for your protection,” said Jon. “He’s here for mine. He thinks, after what he did… after what he wrote, I’m still his friend.”

Tyrion raised an eyebrow. “Are you?”

“No,” said Jon firmly. “I’m glad he got his family out of there, Gilly is a good woman and his children are innocent. But Sam… as far as I’m concerned, I’m just trying to figure out the best way to make him pay.”

“I don’t think you should decide to do anything without talking to him,” said Arya. “Or let me talk to him.”

Arya was very very angry about Sam’s book. She had tracked down the copy in Wintefell’s library and read… enough of it. Then destroyed it. It was the law, after all.

Or at least that was how she justified it to herself when she read the part praising her as Lady Arya of House Stark, Hero of Winterfell, a true idol for the Westerosi people, unlike the vile evil foreign whore who was “only aroused by watching men burn alive, just like her vile father.”

The book had burnt most satisfyingly.

“I’ll speak with him,” said Jon.

“Sam was one of the Raven’s most enthusiastic supporters,” observed Davos. “I’m not sure if threatening his family was enough to send Sam back to you. Something else must have happened.”

“Few had it better under the Raven King than Samwell Tarly,” said Tyrion darkly. “A great deal of my time as Hand was listening to the Citadel complaining endlessly at how dare he, an expelled, chainless, trainee be named Grand Maester.”

Daenerys looked to Sansa. “Winterfell is yours, Lady Sansa,” she said. “While we wish to speak with Maester Tarly, his family is under King Jon and my protection.”

“We’re a bit tight on rooms,” said Sansa, “but Wintertown is mostly empty right now.”

“I will go with Jon Snow to see Tarly,” said Ashara. Jon looked at her in surprise, before she spoke again. “I will not allow anyone bearing the mark of the Raven near our forces…”

Arya looked at Jon thoughtfully. “Do you want to know if you can trust him before you speak with him?” she asked.

Jon shook his head. “I’ll speak with him,” he said. “But… if you could be there, to tell me maybe if he’s not being honest.”

There was a part of Jon that wanted Sam to be better. To have seen the light, and to start working to regain Jon’s friendship.

“Are you going to give him a chance to… make amends?” asked Daenerys to Jon. She seemed offended that Jon might even attempt to.

Jon shrugged. “I don’t know,” he admitted. “What he did… what he wrote, that’ll take an awful lot to undo. But he was… as close to me as Missandei was to you.” He looked at Daenerys, somewhat pleadingly. “If she had turned against you, wouldn’t you want her to come back?”

Daenerys clenched her jaw, but she saw Jon’s point. She nodded to him.

“You want to hear what he says about you, don’t you?” asked Arya to Daenerys.

“He would never speak freely in front of me,” said Daenerys.

Arya merely glanced at the amethyst on Daenerys’s chain. “Got something else to wear that on?”

Jon gave a suspicious glance to Arya. “You just want to fuck with Sam, don’t you?” he asked.

Arya’s eyes were on fire as she nodded. “After what he wrote? Yes.”


Sam and his family were brought into Winterfell and put in a side room. Little Jon and Little Sam looked around in interest. Their father had never even shown them a hint of unease. When they had left King’s Landing, Sam had been utterly sure that Jon would protect them, all of them.

It was when they got closer that Sam had become unsure of getting close to the Empress again, but he had no other real options. And he trusted Jon.

They were looked over by a few Imperial Guards. Outside, Jon glanced over his companions.

Arya, Daenerys, Sansa, and Ashara. Daenerys’s existing wardrobe proved rather distinctive, which would have messed with Arya’s plan. She and Dany, though, were very close in size; Daenerys had borrowed some furs. Her amethyst was worn on a necklace, casting its light that turned her eyes grey and hair brown.

As she had walked through Winterfell, many Northern lords had looked at her, and the name Lyanna had been muttered more than once.

When they reached the door, Arya took Jon’s wrist. Jon looked at her.

“Do you want to… know if he’s trustworthy?” she asked.

Jon looked at Arya, knowing immediately what she was saying. She was very good at telling when people were lying. “Aye,” he said. He didn’t know if Sam and his friendship was possible to repair… but he wanted to give it a shot, at least, if Sam was better.

“Then follow my lead,” instructed Arya. She looked at Sansa and Daenerys. “All of you.”

Jon nodded to the Imperial Guard posted there, and the man opened the door. He stepped in, leading the others.

“Jon?” asked Gilly first. Sam was sitting in a chair staring at the fire, but he looked over. Little Jon instinctively looked at his mother, then saw she was staring in shock at the King.

“Hello Gilly,” said Jon warmly. Gilly, at least, had been uninvolved in Sam’s lies, that he knew of, at least.

Not knowing any form of proper decorum, Gilly rushed forward to give Jon a big hug. She thumped into his chest and after a moment of surprise Jon returned the embrace.

Sam stood and approached. Little Jon, feeling awkward, hid behind his father; Little Sam looked up at Jon and his followers, seeing his mom considered them a friend.

“Jon,” said Sam happily. He looked at Arya, who had a somewhat friendly mask on. He bowed slightly to Sansa, and she nodded her greetings to him. He looked at Daenerys, and clearly didn’t recognize her.

“Sam,” said Jon. Sam moved to hug Jon, but Jon held his arm out to block it. He looked at Sam bitterly.

Sam’s face fell a bit, and Gilly looked between the two. Jon noted she didn’t look entirely surprised.

“Little Jon,” she said, taking his hand. “Come here. This is Jon, Jon Snow.”

“Jon Targaryen now,” said Jon.

“Jon,” said Sam, a little bit of desperation in his tone.

Jon knelt down to look over his namesake. He smiled. The child was nervous, but Jon ruffled his head fondly. Sam visibly exhaled a bit in relief.

“We should talk away from the children,” said Jon, looking at Sam.

Little Jon looked between the others. Daenerys smiled at him, and he smiled back.

“I’m sorry,” said Sam, greeting Daenerys, “I don’t think- I don’t think we’ve met.” He blushed a little bit, clearly intimidated by Daenerys’s beauty. Gilly glanced at him, exasperated.

“This is our cousin,” said Arya, lying for Daenerys lest she speak and blow her cover. Frankly Daenerys didn’t see much of the point of this, but she did want to hear what Sam would say about her with her own ears. She was sure Jon and Arya would tell her the complete truth… but this man had said that she had done something she would never forgive.

“Pleasure to meet you,” said Sam kindly. Daenerys glanced at him, but did not speak, lest he recognize her voice. Sam’s face fell a bit as Daenerys was unable to keep a little bit of hostility out of her expression.

“Come on, Sam,” said Jon firmly. Sam glanced at his once-friend, concerned, but he followed. Jon nodded reassuringly to Gilly, and she held her sons close to her, trusting Jon as Sam followed him out. The other four followed him out into the hallway.

Once there, the Imperial Guards seized Sam and held him against the wall. He looked to Jon, terrified, but then Ashara approached.

She took Sam’s hand and pulled it to face palm-up. She pulled his sleeve up, exposing the still-bandaged wound. “The mark?” she asked, looking at Sam.

“I- I removed it-” stuttered Tarly.

Ashara didn’t believe him. Reaching into her robes, she pulled out a knife and sliced the bandage off. Sam flinched in pain as the wrappings peeled off. His forearm was still oozing blood, but Ashara inspected it diligently.

“An effective removal,” said Ashara. “There are no lingering traces of the Raven’s magic.” Sam blank a few times at her, then sighed in relief. Ashara noticed, then leaned in sinisterly. “Do not be so relieved,” she hissed. “If I have my way, I will make you suffer for what you wrote about my daughter.”

Sam looked at her, then saw her violet eyes, and paled. “You- you’re-”

“Lady Ashara of House Dayne,” she confirmed. She dropped Sam’s wrist. “You’re lucky you removed the mark already. I’d have removed your entire hand so as to leave nothing to chance.”

At that she gave a glance to the disguised Daenerys, who nodded reassuringly. Clearly not entirely willing to leave her daughter alone with this man, she strode away down the hall, but they were all sure she would not be far.

Jon guided Sam into a small room across the hall from his family, and they piled in, a few Imperial Guards following and taking positions at the walls. Sam looked at them nervously.

“Jon,” said Sam, some pleading entering his voice.

“Why are you here, Sam?” asked Jon, some pain in his tone at the memory of how fond he had once been of this man, and what he had done…

After what Tyrion and Davos had said, it went beyond what he had lied about Daenerys. Sam had willfully and happily cooperated with the Raven. Even as Tyrion and Davos and Brienne all came to realize Bran was a tyrant, Sam had loyally and happily served him.

Sam was stricken by Jon’s anger, but he answered. “I had to get away,” he said. “I didn’t… I didn’t know where else to go.”

Jon scoffed. “You came here?”

“Jon,” begged Sam, “you’re my friend- my best friend.”

“You still claim to be my friend after what you wrote about my sister?” snarled Jon.

Sam shuddered, but he looked at Jon. “It… she killed my father and brother, Jon.”

“THEY WERE OATHBREAKERS!’” shoutedm Jon.

“And that meant they had to burn alive?” retorted Sam. “Maybe my father, yes, but my brother…”

“He had a choice!” said Jon, his voice raised. “You never told me that when you told me my parentage, right after you told me she had burnt your father and brother. Did she tell you that? That they had a choice and said no?”

Sam looked at Jon. Arya circled around to his back, her eyes narrowed, judging him.

Sam took a deep breath. “No,” he said. “She told me that she’d executed them for not bending the knee at once.”

Jon looked at Sam, then glanced over Arya’s shoulder. “Liar,” she mouthed to Jon, catching Sam, but she waved her hand to tell Jon to play along. Behind him, standing in the corner, Daenerys was staring at Sam in quivering fury, but she and Arya exchanged a glance, and Daenerys took a deep breath and regained her control.

It went against every one of Jon’s instincts, but he followed along with Arya’s game. “I’m sorry,” said Jon. “I suppose if she didn’t… if you didn’t know…”

A spark entered Sam’s eyes. “How did you find out she gave them a choice?” he asked.

“She told me,” said Jon, remembering it. The day he had arrived in Volantis. Gods, how it still filled Jon with regret to remember how broken Daenerys had been…

“Was she the only one?”

“No, Tyrion confirmed it,” said Jon. “He was there with her.”

Sam leaned back, a ghost of disappointment on his face. “But you… she burnt them alive, Jon. It was a horrible way to go…”

“How else was she supposed to execute them?” asked Jon.

“A sword?” offered Sam.

“She didn’t know how to use one back then.”

“Yes, but you said your father always said, the man who passes the sentence should-”

Jon cut him off. “Aye, swing the sword. It was never about physically swinging the sword, Sam. It was about looking them in the eyes as you passed the sentence. Hearing their last words. If you were to kill a man, you should give them that courtesy. Daenerys did that for your father and brother. And I know… burning alive sounds bad, but dragonfire, Sam. I remember it, I’ve felt it. It’s so hot… frankly, I think you’d go quick. A second of pain, maybe, then… gone.”

Sam was distraught. “I understand,” he said.

“Sam, you were one of the most honest men I know, and you wrote… that book. You stuffed it with so many lies.”

Sam shook his head. “It was… needed. She still had supporters. Yara Greyjoy, a good many in Dorne, the Hightowers… all they cared was that she killed Cersei, not what she’d done.”

“What we thought she’d done,” corrected Jon.

“You really believe she was poisoned?” asked Sam.

“Aye, I know it.” Jon always had, he knew then. Not exactly what had happened… but that Daenerys had been innocent.

“She told you?”

Behind Sam’s back, Arya nodded to Jon. “Aye,” said Jon. “She did.”

Sam leaned in. “Are you sure… she’s not lying to you?”

“Show doubt,” mouthed Arya to Jon.

Jon closed his eyes, feeling sick about lying, but he trusted Arya. She seemed to be onto something. “I… have no reason to doubt her,” he said.

“Well, Jon… if she’s lying… if she really hadn’t been poisoned, do you think you’d feel… as guilty as you do?” asked Sam.

Jon couldn’t answer. The truthful answer was… he wasn’t sure. It had always felt wrong, but he knew now that was because he hated not trusting his instincts. His instincts had led him right.

If Dany really had gone mad, if she had never been poisoned… Jon would have felt he did the right thing. Maybe not the manner, since he now agreed with Daenerys that it was a fucked thing to do it that way, but that her death… he’d not have regretted her death.

“I mean, Varys, Jon… basilisk’s blood is so rare,” continued Sam. “How would he have gotten a dose?”

“Why would she lie?” asked Jon.

“Because… Jon, if you didn’t feel guilty… would you have bent the knee to her?” asked Sam.

Jon glanced at Arya, whose eyes were fixed on Sam. He then looked at Daenerys, who was also staring at Sam.

“Think about it, Jon,” said Sam. “If she’s lying, it’s to make you think you did the wrong thing, that you wronged her. So many people in Westeros hate her, especially here in the North, I assume they only bent the knee to her because they fear her armies, her dragons, because you did, because your sister did. What if she’s manipulating you? Telling you that you did something wrong, so you bend the knee to her in amends. The people… I wrote my book like I did so that everyone would know you did the right thing, Jon. They love you.”

“I don’t think she’d do that,” said Jon, hating this conversation, hating Sam right now. Daenerys looked stricken, staring at Sam, but her eyes not focused, clearly lost in her own thoughts.

“But she forced you to bend the knee, didn’t she?” asked Sam. “To rule Westeros in her name… Westeros doesn’t want to be ruled by her, Jon. Do you? Doesn’t that sound like a tyrant to you? Like the person who would willfully burn King’s Landing, just so nobody would ever stand up to her again?”

“Essos loves her, Sam,” said Jon, even as he knew this conversation was drawing to a close, even as he could tell that his friend was lost to him forever.

“How do you know? Did you go into the city and see the people? I walked through Volantis, Jon, and it was filled with soldiers. That didn’t look like freedom to me.”

Jon hadn’t gone into the city, that much was true… but Arya had. She’d told Jon, even before she had infiltrated the palace, she had been utterly lost on why the people adored Daenerys, as they did.

“If you don’t think of her so highly, why are you here, Sam?” asked Jon.

“Because…” Sam’s eyes showed his horror. “The Raven… Bran, he took… over my mind. He… it was the worst thing, Jon. I felt him enter my soul… I had no control. I was locked away in my mind, and it was… a nightmare. I can’t…” He went pitch white. “I have nightmares about it. He never did it again, but after that… I knew what he was, Jon. I knew I couldn’t serve him.”

“You knew what he was before, Sam,” said Jon. Tyrion and Davos had told him as much. They and even Ser Brienne had run. Sam had stayed. “You saw him locking people up. You still served him.”

“He was… what else could I have done, Jon? The maesters hated me, many lords call me an oathbreaker, say I should go back to the Wall or die… it was everything I ever wanted, Jon. I served the King himself, I gave him knowledge, I advised him, I had access to every book, my sons ate like princes, my wife lived in the Red Keep.”

“So the suffering of the smallfolk meant nothing to you so long as you lived your dream,” snapped Jon.

“I made a mistake trusting the Raven.” Sam took a deep breath. “But I didn’t make a mistake not trusting Daenerys… and I think you’re making a mistake trusting her now.”

“Sam,” said Jon. “I trust her. She’s my sister. I murdered her, she saved my life again.”

“Only because you could be useful to her,” replied Sam. He looked around at the other Starks. “Look at this, Jon. The Starks… I made sure the world knew how good the Starks were. Arya, the Hero of Winterfell. Sansa, the Good Queen… and you, the rightful king. You led us against the Night King, Jon. You fought against the great threat. The great hero of the Long Night. You should have been king, that’s how all the stories go.”

“Life isn’t stories, Sam,” replied Jon. “And last I remember, most of the armies there were her armies. The Dothraki. The Unsullied.”

“Who were there because you bent the knee to her,” said Sam. “Because she made you.”

“She didn’t make me,” replied Jon, filled with regret at not having spoken up about this years ago. “She promised to help, no conditions required, and then I bent the knee. Because I believed in her. And I so lost faith in her, thanks to you, thanks to my sisters… killing her was the worst thing I’d ever done.”

Sam frowned. “But Jon… she was a Targaryen. You know what her family did to yours. They’re evil.”

Jon snorted. “Last I recall that day in the crypts, you were the one to tell me I was a Targaryen.”

“Yes,” said Sam, “but you have Stark blood, too. Ned Stark, he was a great man. The best man who ever lived, maybe. He raised you. You can’t be evil, Jon. Your Stark blood won. Yes, you have Targaryen blood, but that didn’t define you like it did her.”

Jon felt utterly disgusted with what Sam was saying. “You know that’s not true,” he said. “Maester Aemon, he was a Targaryen, and you know he was one of the best men we ever met.”

Sam recoiled, clearly having not realized he was insulting Aemon as well. “Well… maybe he knew what power did to Targaryens. His brother, Aegon V, your great-great-grandfather, he killed half his family, trying to hatch a dragon. Daenerys, whatever she did, let Viserys die. Did she sacrifice him in a blood ritual to hatch her dragons?”

Jon knew then that Sam was lost to him as a friend for all time, but oddly, he felt at peace with it. “What are you saying, Sam?” he asked. He needed the finality of knowing what Sam was trying to get him to do.

Sam blank. “Well…” Sam took a deep breath. “Jon, she’s… evil. In your heart, you must know it.”

“What are you telling me to do, Sam?” asked Jon, a furious rage growing in him, that Sam would dare…

“If she were to… well, die again… who else would take over her throne but the man she’s told everyone is her brother?”

He was telling Jon to do the worst thing he’d ever done. Again.

It was at that moment that Jon knew he hated Samwell Tarly more than anyone he’d ever hated, with one exception.

And that exception was himself, in the six years since King’s Landing, to the day he’d learned Daenerys had returned to life.

Sam meant less than nothing to him now.

There was no point playing this game anymore, but Jon decided… he would be cruel.

Jon sighed. “You know, Sam,” he said, holding his fury back. “There was a time I’d wanted to know, more than anything, who my mother was. I assumed then Eddard Stark was my father. I didn’t know a thing about her.

“And then, that day in the crypts, you told me. Not because you wanted me to know… but because you wanted to hurt Daenerys. You gave me everything I’d ever thought I’d wanted, and in that moment, I wish I’d never learned it.

“Since then, I’ve learned a lot more about my mother. I’m glad to call myself her son now. But even then, I didn’t know what she really even looked like.” Jon strode up to Arya. “All I knew was, my father said Arya looked a lot like her.

“But it wasn’t until I saw a statue of her in Volantis that I learned what she looked like, and aye, she did look a lot like Arya.”

“A statue in Volantis?” asked Sam, confused.

“Aye. Lady Ashara, she loved my mother. She was her wife.”

Sam furrowed his brows. “A woman… married to another woman?”

Jon smiled. “Just like people would have a problem with a sworn brother of the Night’s Watch having a wife and sons. Or a maester, right?”

Sam blanched and did not protest, sensing Jon’s mood had shifted.

“But you know who looks so much like her?” asked Jon. He turned and approached Daenerys, whose magically glamoured grey eyes, the grey eyes of her birth mother, stared at Jon, the two almost communicating without words their joint hatred of the man sitting there.

“Our cousin,” offered Arya.

Sam looked at Daenerys, curious, still not getting the game.

“Aye,” confirmed Jon. “The lone wolf. Cast out by the pack.”

Sam could clearly sense something was going on, but he had no clue. Jon turned from his blood sister and strode back towards where he had been standing when talking with Sam.

“See, Sam,” said Jon, “that’s the odd thing. You say Targaryen blood is evil- spitting in the face of Maester Aemon when you do so- and that Stark blood makes me good. You damn Daenerys for her blood and hail me for mine. But that’s the great irony, isn’t it? She was never who we thought she was. Any of us. Only a few people knew who she really was, and most of them were in the grave, or forbidden to contact us, lest they interfere with destiny.

“Cause you see Sam, there’s something I saw when I saw that statue. It wasn’t painted yet. No brown hair, no grey eyes. Do you know what I saw?”

“N-no,” bleated Sam, rather pathetically.

Daenerys approached behind him and leaned down to his ear. “He saw my face,” she said quietly.

Sam recognized her voice and went pitch white. He turned to stare at Daenerys, who did not drop her glamour.

“When you look apart from the hair and eyes,” said Jon, staring at Sam in revulsion, “it turns out, Daenerys looks an awful lot like the woman who birthed her… or should I say, the woman who birthed us.

“You- you mean-” babbled Sam.

“Aye, Sam. Ashara Dayne is Daenerys’s mother in heart only, not in blood. The woman who bore us both was Lyanna Stark.

“You disgust me,” said Arya scornfully to Sam.

Only Sansa still had her mask up, but she did not at all look fondly upon Sam. Perhaps not for his distrust for Daenerys, but for his willing subservience to the Raven King, for his ignorance of the betrayal by his family of House Tyrell.

“You- you’re lying,” stuttered Sam to Daenerys.

Jon laughed cruelly. “No, she’s not. Enough folks in the North have looked at her by now and said, by the old gods and the new, beneath the silver hair and violet eyes, there’s Lyanna Stark reborn. How fucking ironic that you say, I’m good cause I’ve got Stark blood, and she’s evil cause she doesn’t… when she’s got the exact same blood as me.”

“J-Jon,” begged Sam, “you’re- you’re my best friend.”

“Aye,” said Jon. “I was, wasn’t I? What I can’t figure out is, if you were always like this and I was blind, or if something changed you. You hated your father, Sam. He forced you to join the Night’s Watch, and told you he’d kill you if you didn’t. Your brother chose to stand by him- and I know Daenerys told you that. If I’d been in her position… I’d have executed them both, too.”

Sam was terrified. “What- I’m sorry,” he begged.

“No,” said Arya, her eyes narrowed. “You’re not.”

Jon stood as tall as he could, and looked on Sam, not masking his utter disdain anymore. “For my part, I want nothing to do with you anymore,” he said. “I leave your fate to the Amethyst Empress… and the North knows who she is. As does your King.”

Daenerys strode before Sam and gazed at him with hooded eyes, finally dropping her glamour. “I never did properly reward you for saving Ser Jorah,” she said, “did I? A great service merits a great reward, after all. And for that… your reward is nothing. Nothing. You lack my ire as you lack my praise. What the Raven did to you is vile, evil. I know what it is to be defiled in such a manner. For that, and for your family, who he would surely try and use against the King, who remains fond of them… they shall be offered shelter in Wintertown, should Lady Sansa agree.”

Sansa nodded behind her.

“I would not sunder a child from their father, so you shall be permitted to stay there. Once the war against the Raven is complete, and once the North is secure from the returned White Walkers… you shall have nothing. You shall not be hunted, but nor shall you be protected. You shall be free to go wherever you please, so long as it does not bring you within contact of either I, or King Jon. You have never been anything to me, not since you spoke such vile lies, and I believe I’m right in saying that you are dead to King Jon. And that is how it shall be. Go where you please, with your family, be it to your sister at Horn Hill, or anywhere else you wish to take shelter.

“Let us see who shall take in an oathbreaking brother of the Night’s Watch. A maester with no chains. A strong ally of the Raven. I imagine there are few in Westeros that will be fond of you. What happens upon you, shall happen upon you. And you shall live in this world knowing, had you not manipulated your closest friend, a man who loved you like a brother, had you not sat here and continued to try and spread your falsities… you would have had a port in the storm that you have brought upon yourself. And now, you have no friends left.”

At that Daenerys turned and left the room. Jon didn’t even spare Sam a glance. It was as Daenerys had said. Sam meant nothing to him anymore.

Arya, though, leaned in. “Plot against either of them,” she whispered, “and I’ll show you just how evil House Stark can get.”

Sam sat there, gazing at the door, sobs quivering in his throat as he realized that his friendship with Jon was over, and fear for the future.


Daenerys later found Jon standing on the northern battlements, staring off into the distance without seeing.

“You always did brood well,” she said. Jon turned and gave her a wan smile.

“Aye, so I’ve been told,” he said. “Tyrion, after the fiasco of his plans to bring the Reach and Dorne to siege King’s Landing, he found me on the cliffs on Dragonstone. He told me he wanted to brood, but that I made him feel like he was failing at brooding.”

“You have a unique talent for it,” said Daenerys, stepping next to him. “How are you?”

Jon thought before he answered. “If you’d told me a year ago,” he said, “I’d never have believed you that I could feel such hate for him. He was my best friend. Now… I just wonder, did something change in him, or was he always like that on the inside?”

Daenerys stood next to him, staring out over the North. “Hate changes you,” she said. “I understand why he hates me… if Allyria, or you, had been killed…”

“Fire and blood?”

Daenerys nodded.

“But still, he was a good man once, an honest man. And Tyrion and Davos, they said… he thrived in the Raven’s court. He sold his soul. And then, even when I said to him, it was the worst thing I’d ever done, all he told me was… do it again. If I’d had Blackfyre on my hip, he may not be alive today.”

“He’s not worth it,” said Daenerys. “Let him live in the world he created for himself.”

Jon nodded. “Aye. Tyrion and Davos said, he was a key supporter of the Raven. The Raven made a lot of enemies, and we're gonna remove what supporters he has. Without the protection of the King or someone else to attach himself to... the Citadel will be calling for his head. Whatever happens to him is what he brought on himself. And I don't care. Send him back to the Wall, or hang him."

Daenerys stood there. Jon could tell she was willing herself to say something. By the way she kept biting her lip and staring off nervously.

“Out with it,” he prompted.

She smiled faintly. “Jon… why did you bend the knee to me?”

Jon looked at her, stunned. “Because it was right.”

“But why was it right? Was it because… you felt you owed it to me?”

Jon suddenly realized Sam’s words had caused Daenerys to question Jon’s fealty. If it had been done for the wrong reasons.

“If you want,” offered Daenerys, “you… I’ll release you from your fealty. You’ll be the independent King of Westeros.”

“Dany,” said Jon, taking her shoulder and spinning her to face him. It was a mark of how far they’d come that she didn’t flinch when he touched her, unprompted. “I bent the knee to you because I believe in you, and what you’re doing.”

“Yes, seven years ago,” said Daenerys.

“No, not just seven years ago. Both times, Dany. Fuck, gods know I never really thought I’d be King. I’m fucking terrified, honestly, but knowing you’ll have my back… But I see what you’ve built in Essos, and frankly, I think it’s the best thing that could happen to the world. And I want to be part of that.”

“But do the Westerosi?” asked Daenerys sadly. “Do the North?”

“The Westerosi will come around. Protect the people, Dany. Keep them safe, fat, and happy. They don’t give much a damn who rules so long as they’re fair and just. And as for the North… fucking hells, do you know what used to be a law here? ‘First Night,’ they called it. Any time a peasant married, the lord could, if he wanted, bed the bride on her wedding night.”

Daenerys looked at Jon, shocked. Her lips faintly turned up, assuming he was joking. “You jest,” she said.

“No,” said Jon, shaking his head. “I don’t. It used to be the law across all Westeros, but it fell out of popularity in the South. The North held on to it. Good Queen Alysanne and King Jaeharys, they ended it. The Northerners like to pretend they’re better than everyone else, but they’re not. They try and live in their lands, by their own laws, and cling to what they think they’re owed.”

“And shouldn’t they have the right to do so?” asked Daenerys.

Jon shook his head off. “I’ve never once thought you were wrong to want the North to be part of the Empire. Because you know who loved Alysanne and Jaehaerys when they ended the first night? The people. The smallfolk. The lords hated it. But you know what they need to learn? You can’t shut yourself off from the world.

“The North, lots of them wanted to die rather than take your help. You know what would have happened if you hadn’t come? A million more soldiers for the Army of the Dead. Their pride would have doomed the world. A better world for the people. And it’s like you said. Fuck the lords. How many people do you think will join their armies when Legion soldiers are patrolling the lands, protecting them? When if they are hungry, food is sent to them? When they’re protected from the bad lords? They’ll start to love you, too.”

Daenerys stood next to Jon. “Thank you,” she said. “Thank you today, and thank you seven years ago. You were the first one to come to me because you chose to. Olenna Tyrell, Ellaria Sand, they pledged to me out of hatred for Cersei. But you bent the knee to me, even though you didn’t have to.”

“Aye. And I bent the knee to you in Volantis because I believe in you, Dany.” Jon rubbed her shoulder comfortingly. “I never stopped, really. Apart from one moment, and that moment…” He looked at her. “Can I hug you?”

Daenerys smiled. “You don’t need to ask anymore,” she said. “I’m over it.”

Jon gave her a faint grin, and wrapped her in a hug.

Notes:

It’s meant to be sad, really.

Jon and Sam, they had such a close friendship. Such a bond. As close as brothers, even. Probably not unfair to say of all Jon’s siblings, only Arya was perhaps closer to him than Sam.

Sam was to Jon as Missandei was to Daenerys. Siblings of choice, not blood.

When Sam came crawling back, Jon was willing to give him a shot. Jon, though… too honest. Too willing to see the good in people.

Arya, his dear sister, lacks that. So she hatched a plan to make Sam feel safe, to hear what he really felt, and what he really felt was… a conniving, slavering little worm that tried to again manipulate Jon against Daenerys.

And in the end, all Jon has left for Sam is his hate now.

I wanted to set up the duality of these two reunions. Grey Worm is utterly loyal to Daenerys. Loyal to her, to a fault. Daenerys knows the Unsullied would follow her to hell and back. Because they followed her into the hell of her own making. She “fell” and they followed.

Sam is loyal to Jon so long as it benefits him. He is so utterly convinced Daenerys is evil that even as Jon tells him to his face that killing Daenerys was a horrific mistake, Sam tries to manipulate Jon into doing it again.

To Sam, Stark Blood is Good, Targaryen Blood is evil.

To Grey Worm, it’s the inverse. Targaryen Blood is good, Stark Blood is evil.

Grey Worm accepts Daenerys’s correction because he knows her. He trusts her. He truly is her friend.

Sam is willing to throw even his own mentor, Maester Aemon, to the side in his attempt to convince Jon that Daenerys is evil.

In the end, Grey Worm finds his rightful place back at Daenerys’s side, because he is truthfully loyal to her.

Sam will never be welcomed back by Jon ever again. His punishment is less severe than he deserves, because his family is innocent, and Jon is still fond of Gilly.

Sam’s fate is fairly clear, I think. He broke his vows. And he didn’t even die.

Let him discover the world he built for himself. It ends either back at the Wall, or at the executioner’s block.

And Jon and Dany don’t even have to lift a finger. Because Sam isn’t worth even that.

NEXT TIME:
1. You remember how in Chapter 9 I had 7 book-quotes to draw the connection that Daenerys had Stark blood?
2. Next chapter has 6 book-quotes 7 book-quotes and 1 song quote. Take from that what you will.
3. … but this one’s going to hurt.

Chapter 21: Lightbringer

Notes:

“‘Nissa Nissa,’ he said to her, for that was her name, 'bare your breast, and know that I love you best of all that is in this world.' She did this thing, why I cannot say, and Azor Ahai thrust the smoking sword through her living heart. It is said that her cry of anguish and ecstasy left a crack across the face of the moon, but her blood and her soul and her strength and her courage all went into the steel. Such is the tale of the forging of Lightbringer, the Red Sword of Heroes.’”

- Davos I, A Clash of Kings

“‘‘She is a foolish child, mad and heedless and too dangerous to live.’ When your dragons were small they were a wonder. Grown, they are death and devastation, a flaming sword above the world.’”

- Daenerys III, A Dance with Dragons

“Haggon's rough voice echoed in his head. ‘You will die a dozen deaths, boy, and every one will hurt … but when your true death comes, you will live again. The second life is simpler and sweeter, they say.’”

- Prologue, A Dance with Dragons

“The flames crackled softly, and in their crackling she heard the whispered name Jon Snow. His long face floated before her, limned in tongues of red and orange, appearing and disappearing again, a shadow half-seen behind a fluttering curtain. Now he was a man, now a wolf, now a man again.”

- Melisandre I, A Dance with Dragons

“ . . . three treasons will you know . . . once for blood and once for gold and once for love. . .”

- Daenerys IV, A Clash of Kings

“A great knife of pain ripped down her back, and she felt her skin tear open and smelled the stench of burning blood and saw the shadow of wings. And Daenerys Targaryen flew.”

- Daenerys IX, A Game of Thrones

“To touch the light you must pass beneath the shadow.”

- Daenerys III, A Clash of Kings

“We will pray, Pray with me, We can bring her back, Pray, remember me…”

- Matthew Bellamy
“Pray (High Valyrian)”
For the Throne

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

In King’s Landing, the Raven was sitting on his balcony in the highest tower. His remaining Ravensguards carried him when he needed to go up or down stairs.

Hand of the King Wyman Manderly approached the door. “Come in,” beckoned the Raven from inside even before his hand had lifted to knock. Exchanging a glance with the guards standing outside, Manderly entered.

“You summoned me?” asked the Lord of White Harbor.

“You’ve received a letter from your son,” said the Raven.

“I have,” confirmed Manderly. “He says he is not being held prisoner. He is holding White Harbor as a neutral party.”

“And what else does it say?”

Wyman looked at the King. “That Daenerys Targaryen is the daughter of Rhaegar Targaryen and Lyanna Stark. That she did not burn King’s Landing of her own free will, but was poisoned with basilik’s blood. That Jon Snow is with her, alive. That Sansa and Arya Stark are there as well… and that the North has bent the knee.”

“And?” prompted the Raven.

Wyman gave him a fierce glare. “You told me when I wrote to you that Sansa Stark had paid men to kill Jon Snow,” he said. “That Jon Snow had been killed. Instead we find out, he is alive, that he truly is the son of Rhaegar Targaryen and Lyanna Stark, and that now he is allied with a woman you told us all was a madwoman, but in reality is his sister. You lied to me.”

“I did,” confirmed the king. “I had no idea she would let Jon live… her temper has clearly cooled from the last time she was alive. As with Sansa. They were supposed to die. Not return at her side.”

Manderly’s skin whitened but he held his ground. “You did all this so you could seize your sister’s throne. And seven years ago…”

“I saw the path that would make me king, and I took it,” confirmed the Raven. “It was far easier than I expected. A simple push to get Samwell Tarly to cause Jon to lose faith. He would of course tell Sansa, who would tell Tyrion, who would tell Varys. A letter to Cersei Lannister that they would sail for Dragonstone, so Euron Greyjoy would be waiting. Break her mind, utterly convince Varys that she was too dangerous, that Jon would be more easy to sway.”

“You gave him the poison, then?” asked Manderly.

The Raven smiled. “No,” he said. “All I did was give him the push to listen to those he would otherwise despise. It worked in my favor… but also to my detriment now, I see. It matters not.”

Manderly stared at who he had thought was Bran Stark in horror, then realization entered his eyes. He reached for his waist, taking his sword hilt in hand. “You’re telling me this because I’m not leaving the room alive, am I?”

“You were dead the moment you answered my summons, yes.”

“I don’t intend to go down easily.” Lord Manderly made to draw his blade, but it was stuck in the sheathe.

The Raven’s eyes glittered maliciously. “You should have made sure that was actually your sword,” he said, “before you came here planning to kill me.”

The Ravenguards entered. “Lord Manderly has tried to draw steel against his liege,” said the King. “There is only one fate for traitors.”

Their blades did not stick as they drew them. Manderly took a deep breath, stood tall and proud, and turned to face the King. “Daenerys Targaryen has our blood, in truth?” he asked.

“She does,” confirmed the Raven.

“You may not be Brandon Stark, but you are in his body. His blood is in your veins. She shares that blood, and I regret that we ever treated her so poorly seven years ago. You made kinslayers of us all, but you did to yourself as well. The Seven curse you, Raven King.”

The Raven actually grinned at that, an evil, vile thing. “How can your Seven Gods curse me, when in but a few months time, none will be left alive to speak of them?”

Manderly held the false King’s eyes, then looked to the guards. “On with it, then,” he said. “You won’t hear me beg. The North Remembers.”

When the guards had finished their bloody business, they looked to their King.

After Brienne and Podrick’s defection, Brienne’s hand-selected guards of skill and honor had been replaced. Instead, Bronn had found the Raven the most ruthless of cutthroats. All of whom had been on death row.

They had been offered a choice: death, or life. Life as guards. To keep their tyrant king’s secrets, their tongues had been taken.

“Throw his body with the others,” said Bran. “And then find me five sentenced criminals. I shall need them. It is time I speak with the Amethyst Empress. There are truths I must enlighten her to.”


Arya passed Sansa’s chambers with an open door and after a cursory glance in, stopped to look longer.

There were a few trunks sitting there, Sansa and some of the servants packing up dresses and other clothes, a few books.

“What are you doing?” asked Arya as she stepped in, looking at Sansa.

Sansa turned to face her sister. The servants, after a glance and a nod from Sansa, dismissed themselves.

“Packing for the journey south,” said Sansa.

Arya narrowed her eyes. “You’re coming south?”

Sansa scoffed and turned back to her closet, grabbing a dress and starting to fold it. “Jon and Daenerys need someone to negotiate,” she said. “Someone who knows the political landscape of Westeros. You think Uncle Edmure or Cousin Robin will be inclined to listen to either of them? After the Raven has had his hooks in their ears for seven years now?”

“You think they’ll listen to you?”

Sansa set the dress down. “More than they’ll listen to either of them.”

“Shouldn’t you stay here and keep the North in line?”

“The North will be in line. Now that they know she has Stark blood.”

Arya looked at Sansa. “Who are you leaving in charge, then?”

“Lord Reed has offered to stay and manage the North.” Arya nodded, satisfied, Howland was father’s friend. A good man, loyal to both Jon and Daenerys. He would not betray them.

“Alright then,” said Arya. She turned to leave.

Sansa grabbed her sister’s wrist. “Arya,” she said. “I’m sorry. I screwed up. I really did. I didn’t know what Cersei would do. I didn’t know father was planning to move against Joffrey, truly. I thought he was…”

“Your perfect prince,” said Arya disdainfully. “You knew what he was. Or you should have. Maybe you were just too stupid to see it.”

Sansa did not flinch. “I was,” she said. “I wanted it to be true.”

Arya looked into Sansa’s eyes, and saw nothing that gave her any indication Sansa’s apology was not genuine. “Just remember,” said Arya. “When you tell secrets… our family gets hurt.”

Sansa sighed. She was still a little upset with Arya for not telling her Daenerys was their cousin when she had learned it, but she knew Arya valued her oaths and vows, and had a point. “You have no dark secrets you want to tell Jon?” asked Sansa.

“No,” said Arya, assuredly.

“Not even what you did to the Freys?”

Arya narrowed her eyes. “They deserved it.”

“Yes, they did… but how you did it?” Arya raised her eyebrows. Sansa smirked a little. “I was Queen in the North. ‘Winter came for House Frey…’ you pulled Walder Frey’s face off after poisoning his entire family to death. Nobody in Westeros wept for them, even Jon, but…”

Arya nodded. “Sansa, I forgive you. You were a child. You should have come clean on it, though.”

“Yes, probably,” agreed Sansa, turning back to her packing.

Arya grabbed her wrist. Sansa looked. “But Sansa, the next time you share a secret that winds up hurting our family,” said Arya, “I’ll help them, not you.”

Sansa took a deep breath. “I didn’t know she was our family.”

“No, you didn’t. Nobody did. Father saw to that.” Arya looked very pointedly at Sansa. “I’m just saying, don’t forget it.”

 

Sansa later made her way to Daenerys’s solar, where she was holding a war council, Jon, Arthur, Tyrion, Davos, Grey Worm, Ashara, and the four commanders of the legions that would be marching south with them.

Jon had been curious how Arthur and Grey Worm would get along. Grey Worm was used to being the commander of Daenerys’s most reliable and fearsome guard. Arthur Dayne had created the Imperial Guard that had taken over protecting her.

He needn’t have had any concern. They got along famously well.

“You would die for her?” asked the Unsullied commander to the Lord Commander.

Arthur had merely pulled his shirt down from his neck and shown him the scar on his neck that Howland Reed had given him. “I did.”

Grey Worm had been completely satisfied.

“The most obvious path is the Ruby Ford,” said Jon, “which means we can expect it to be held. If we can get Lord Tully to side with us, that’d be more armies to our cause. If not, we can expect battle.”

“What about the Twins?” offered Tyrion.

“Same as with Robb. If the Twins are held against us, you cannot cross.”

“Last I knew, nobody had seen fit to take castles. After every Frey died at once, it’s gained a bit of a superstitious reputation. That the gods themselves cursed the Freys and any future Lords of the Crossing for the sin of the Red Wedding.”

Sansa held her tongue. What exactly had happened to the Freys was Arya’s story to tell.

“Still, superstition will only go so far when manning a defensive position. They don’t even have to enter the castles. Just hold the causeway.”

“Which means we should take the Ruby Ford,” said Davos. He glanced at Daenerys. “Is it odd to think of Rhaegar as your father after so long thinking of him as your brother?”

“It was at first,” admitted Daenerys. “Viserys once told me I should have been born earlier, that then Rhaegar wouldn’t have fallen in love with his ‘northern whore’ if he had a sister to love instead.” She snorted. “House Targaryen may be less disgusted at the idea of loving our kin than the rest of Westeros, but even we never cross the line of parent and child.”

A quick glance at Jon confirmed that he had turned green as his Stark nature disagreed with Daenerys’s Targaryen opinions on incest. Daenerys merely gave him an exasperated glance, but faintly smiled all the same.

“Supplies from Essos will be waiting for us at White Harbor,” said General Franklyn. “Queen Yara sent word the supply chains stay open. The Raven’s fleet has decided not to challenge us.”

“Good,” said Daenerys. She glanced at Sansa. “Lady Stark has agreed to travel south with us. She is familiar with Robin Arryn, Lord of the Vale, and is kin to Edmure Tully, Lord of Riverrun. With her help, we hope to negotiate an alliance for them to join our cause, and bend the knee to King Jon and the Great Empire.”

The legionary commanders all glanced at Sansa, but she held herself proudly, not flinching, even though General Franklyn’s lips twisted upwards. He had been one of the three in Volantis she had tried to turn to Jon.

Grey Worm’s eyes hardened, and he stared at Sansa, his gaze full of suspicion and disgust. Sansa did not shy away from his hate.

“Aye,” said Jon, “that’ll be helpful, I hope.” He gave a mildly grateful glance to Sansa. He, at least, was sure her time antagonizing Daenerys was over. He trusted her to hold to their shared blood.

Daenerys looked to her commanders. “Get the legions ready for the march. We depart the morn after next.”

They saluted and made their way out. Tyrion and Davos made their way out to check on the preparation of the Northern lords and army to head to the Wall, along with the legion that wasn’t heading to the south.

Daenerys and Jon left to make their own preparations. Ashara and Arthur followed them out. Grey Worm was about to, but he paused to look at Sansa suspiciously.

“Thank you for your help,” said Sansa, trying to be diplomatic.

The Unsullied commander snorted. “You not thank us at Battle for Winterfell, or after.”

Sansa paused. “We did. Jon gave a speech.”

“Empty words. We fight to save his home, your home. Daenerys Jelmāzmo bring us, bring her Dothraki, here. We fight and die alongside you, and your people happy see us leave. We go to fight Cersei Lannister, who threaten your people as well, and you want to stay here.”

“We didn’t trust your queen,” said Sansa defensively. “We didn’t know who she really was.”

“You do. She still who she was then. She has not changed. All that change is what you know of her. She fight for you. We fight for you, and you hate us. She save you.”

Sansa narrowed her eys. “Last I checked, my sister killed the Night King. She saved us.”

“She did. But she would not get chance without Daenerys Jelmāzmo. Without Unsullied and Dothraki. Without her dragons. And then that day, in Dragonpit, you say she was tyrant. She never tyrant.”

“She had just burnt a city to the ground,” replied Sansa, getting angry. It wasn’t her fault she hadn’t known. “We didn’t know about the poison.”

“But you should have. You. Jon Snow. Tyrion Lannister. You all take one look, decide, she evil. Because you wanted her to be. Jon Snow say, he her brother. You all judge her to be evil by her blood, but they have same. Why was she the one you thought evil, and not him? Why everyone always question if Daenerys Jelmāzmo be mad, and not him?”

“Because we knew him.”

“You not try know her.”

Sansa sighed. “I’m sorry. I regret what happened seven years ago. If I’d known she was our family, I’d never have been against her. Forgive us, Grey Worm.” She narrowed her eyes thoughtfully. “Why do they call you Grey Worm?”

Grey Worm snorted. “See. This what I mean. You not try and know her.”

“She named you Grey Worm?”

“No, this one choose his name.”

“Why would you choose a name like Grey Worm?”

Grey Worm stood tall and proud. “As child, this one was enslaved. Chosen to be made Unsullied by Masters. Training hard, only one in four survive. They trained, not question, not fear. Only obey. Names taken from us. Every day, draw new one from barrel. Names like Red Flea. Brown Rat. Grey Worm. Remind us, we vermin, less than human.

“This one survive. He get cut, along with brothers. We obey. One day, we told, have been bought. Daenerys Jelmāzmo buy us. All of us. We line up in ranks. She holds golden whip of command. Tell us, march, and we march. Halt, and we halt.

“Then, she order us: slay the masters. Slay everyone who wears tokar. Everyone who holds whip. Spare only children under twelve. Free very slave we see. Masters panic, try and stop us, but she master now, and we obey. We kill them, then we enter city, and free all slaves.

“We return to the field. She does something more than be master. She free us. She throw whip to ground. But she ask us, follow her, as free men. Fight for her. She do something for us none have done since chained. Give us freedom, give us choice. We choose to follow her. We choose fight for her, all of us.

“That day, this one had drawn name from barrel. That name Grey Worm. She tell us, choose our own names. Some remember their old ones, and go back. Some choose names of heroes. This one, keep his name. Old name was unlucky. That was name of slave. Grey Worm was name on day this one freed by Daenerys Jelmāzmo. That name lucky. That name be proud of.

“That woman you cursed as tyrant. She never tyrant. She hero. She fight free slaves. Masters offer her ships to go home, join wars in Westeros. She stay in Bay of Dragons. Because more slaves to free. She learn, stay in Meereen, rule as queen. Try make peace. Masters betray her every time. She leave on Drogon, Masters siege city, try kill us all. She return, destroy their army. Slavers defeated again.

“Then we come here, and she fight for you. She put her army on front lines for you. She bring her dragons, who she love as children, to fight for you. She fight for you herself. Because it right thing to do. And you hate her. Spit at her. Curse her. Betray her. Kill her. Then say, she evil. Always evil. Tyrant. She more than our queen. She our savior. She YOUR savior. You use her for her armies. For her dragons. And when you done using her, you try figure out way to get out from under her. You owe her everything, but you want give her nothing.

“This one does not know why she want North in her empire. Why she let you stay ruler of this castle. She say you her family, but this one does not know why. You betray her. You hate her. You murder her. That is no family. You no family better than men and women who sell their children to Masters.”

At that, Grey Worm took his leave.

Sansa stood there, thunderstruck. She had never interacted much with Grey Worm before, but he had been a man of few words, she knew. For him to say so many to her, the passion in his voice… how strongly he felt about Daenerys.

She felt something inside her, something she had never really felt about regarding seven years ago. Not regarding Daenerys, anyways.

Regret. Guilt.

It was in the past now, though. No sense crying over what could have been. Time to focus on what will be.


Jon listened to the page inform him that Daenerys wanted to speak with him, and nodding, he turned to make his way to her solar.

He found her along the way, looking rather harried. She looked at him and sighed.

“Forgive me, brother,” she said, “I will be right there. A group of Ruby Legionnaires got into a fight with some Onyx Legionnaires. I need to get them sorted out. Wait for me in my solar. I’ll be back in a moment.”

Jon headed for her solar, where the Imperial Guards at both the hallway leading to, and Daenerys’s door, allowed him to pass without issue.

Jon’s first sight was Ghost, curled up in front of the hearth. The direwolf looked at Jon and stood happily, approaching Jon and thrusting his head into Jon’s hand. Jon pet him happily as he glanced around, wondering what Daenerys needed to say.

The room was mostly packed up in preparation for their impending departure. A fire was roaring in the hearth still- Daenerys had always been warm blooded, but Jon had noted she definitely favored heat even more in her second life than her first, and a pang of guilt entered him when he wondered if that was because her death had affected her- but a few different sets of clothes were sitting out.

As were two books sitting on the desk. Jon took a glance at them. Magical History of the Seven Kingdoms was one. The other was a book Jon recognized the title of. He had seen it in Maester Aemon’s chambers, though not this copy. The Jade Compendium . A book about legends from the Farthest East. Yi Ti, Leng, Asshai.

Land that was now part of the Empire. A nation Jon was part of as well.

There were markers in the books. Jon wondered if this was part of what Daenerys was going to discuss with him. He opened the Jade Compendium at its marked place and took a glance.

 

In the annals of the most ancient Yi Ti legends, of the Great Empire of the Dawn, the Amethyst Empress inherited the throne from her father, the Opal Emperor, as his eldest living child. This angered his eldest son, who confronted his sister. Drawing his blade, he ran his sister through, and climbed the steps to the throne of the Great Empire. When he sat, he proclaimed himself the Bloodstone Emperor.

According to myth, this was the event that began the period known as the Long Night. Horrified at the act of kinslaying, that the brother murdered his sister, they turned their backs on mankind, allowing the Lion-of-Night to bring about an age of darkness and terror, and event that was only ended when the hero Azor Ahai and his mythical sword Lightbringer led the forces of the living against the forces of evil, to triumph.

 

Jon felt as if his heart had stopped. He froze, his eyes fixed on the pages, his mind processing what he had just read.

… began the period known as the Long Night…

… kinslaying, that the brother murdered his sister…

… age of darkness and terror…

Jon was still there, statue-esque, when the door opened and Daenerys stepped in. She looked at Jon, then down at the book he had opened. Her skin lightened a little bit, but she took a deep breath.

“We’re still in the Long Night, aren’t we?” asked Jon, his throat nearly frozen shut, but needing to ask that question.

Daenerys took his hand and guided him to a chair in front of the fire. Jon appreciated it right now, actually. The fire warmed him, for everything else had gone pure cold.

“Yes,” said Daenerys, as she sat across from him.

“And it’s all my fault, isn’t it?” choked out Jon. “I killed you. You were my sister, and I killed you.”

Daenerys shook her head. “No, it’s not your fault. It’s the Raven’s fault.”

“But I did it.”

“He pushed the pieces into place.”

“And I was one of them. He wasn’t in my ear, telling me to-”

Daenerys stood and approached Jon, taking his shoulders in his hands, leaning down the little distance she had to to look into his face. “It wasn’t your fault,” she said firmly. “He did it. It was him. Never forget that. I did something far worse thanks to the plots of others than you did. I live with it every day.”

“Kinslaying is the worst thing imaginable,” said Jon.

“I’d say massacring a city is probably much worse,” stated Daenerys. “It was his plan all along, Jon. It was why he sent Samwell Tarly to speak with you. It was why he didn’t tell anyone my true parentage. He played us all like pieces on a cyvasse board.”

“You were poisoned when King’s Landing happened,” said Jon, unwilling to accept her excuses for him. “I wasn’t. I was in my right mind.”

Dany shook her head. “Nobody could be in their right mind after watching me destroy the city.” She took Jon’s chin in her hand and guided him to look into her eyes. “I forgive you, Jon. It took me some time to realize, but do you know what? I never hated you for it. I forgave you for it the moment you did it.”

“You were…” began Jon, but he froze. His eyes went wide in realization.

She looked into his eyes, grey on violet, Stark on Targaryen. “When you died,” she said, “you didn’t see nothing, did you?”

Jon shuddered. He had never spoken of this to anyone. Even to Tyrion, when asked 'what lays beyond', he had refused to speak the truth. How could anyone believe him?

Until right now, when he knew, he knew, he was talking to the one person who would believe him, because she already knew what had happened... because...

“No,” he admitted. He looked at Ghost, making eye contact with his beloved direwolf, remembering. “I was…”

“You were in Ghost, weren’t you?”

Jon nodded. “Aye,” he said. “When I died… next thing I knew, I was in Ghost. Seeing from his eyes. I’d always had dreams, at times… where I was him.”

Dany smiled, and let go of Jon’s chin. She went to her desk and poured some wine.

Jon was staring at her. “What did you see?” he asked, but his eyes had made it obvious he knew her answer.

Dany chuckled. She poured a second goblet and carried it over to Jon. “You didn’t think Drogon spared you of his own will, did you?” she asked, handing him his goblet and sitting across from him in her chair. “Even my mother isn’t that persuasive. Only his could have made him stay his flames.”

Jon was stunned. “It was you,” he whispered. “You were in Drogon.”

Daenerys took a heavy sip of wine. “It wasn’t anywhere close to as in control as you were in Ghost, I imagine,” she said, stroking the white direwolf’s head with her hand. “But yes… I remember the darkness overtaking me on the cold stone floor of the throne room, and next thing I knew… I was looking from Drogon’s eyes. He realized immediately what had happened, and he was so angry. Even more angry than he was when you met him again, if you can believe that.

“He made his way to the throne room, and there I saw… my body. You standing as we approached. You did not try and run. You stood your ground, accepted your fate, when faced with an angry dragon. I admire your bravery, Jon.”

Jon remembered it. As vividly as if he had just done the deed again. For a moment he could no longer see the living, breathing, revived Daenerys before him, the solar in Winterfell. Instead he was again in the destroyed throne room, holding her body, her lifeless violet eyes, the blood running down her chin, as her dragon son approached.

“Come back,” said Daenerys gently, and Jon pulled himself out of the nightmare. He took a deep breath. He would never, ever forgive himself for that day, but he knew now…

“If I look back, I am lost,” he said to himself, quoting Daenerys.

“The madness had left me,” said Daenerys. “Of course it did, but Drogon… he was not happy. Then we heard a voice in our head. Something in it stirred my most distant memories. It was my mother, Lady Ashara, of course. She said, ‘spare the boy, burn the throne.’ Drogon was not going to spare you, not until my voice joined my mother’s. But we all agreed. Burn the throne. I hated that throne in that moment more than anything I’d ever hated in my life. Still, I want to find the last bits of it, and cast it into the sea.”

Drogon nuzzled me, and I think that was when I began to know the truth. Because I smelled you.”

Subconsciously Jon sniffed, and Daenerys actually laughed. “Not like that, a dragon’s sense of smell is much stronger than ours. But I could smell you. I don’t know how else to describe it. Perhaps it was Drogon and my shared mind in that moment. But he smelled you, and I knew what he smelled. You smelled of the Starks, and the Targaryens. And as he nuzzled me, I smelled my own body. And beneath my perfumes, my oils and bath salts… I smelled the same thing.

“Drogon told me, ‘I trusted him, mother. He smelled like you. Like fiery island fortress, and then like cold stone one where dead men climbed, where we fought our brother in the sky. He smelled just like you.’”

Jon was not at all surprised to hear that Daenerys had communicated with Drogon. In fact he always knew she had, since he had ridden Rhaegal. The dragon had happily bonded with him, but Jon had known something, too, Rhaegal telling him without words. ‘Hurt mother, and I will kill you myself.’ It was why he had been so surprised Drogon had spared him. Even his own bonded dragon had warned him he would never forgive him for hurting Daenerys. He hadn’t at all understood how Daenerys’s mount had ever decided to spare him.

Until now.

Daenerys continued. “It was in that moment I realized Drogon had smelled Dragonstone, and Winterfell, and both of them, to him… smelled like me. It was then I realized I had never been your aunt. Dragonstone had never really felt like home… because I had never been there before.”

Daenerys shuddered. “When I realized that, when I began to comprehend that Drogon could tell that I had Stark blood . I… retreated. I don’t know what happened to me. I let go, maybe. I passed beyond, for real. Or maybe I just found a dark, quiet corner of Drogon’s mind. And then, one day, darkness took me. Darkness, and dreams. It was not death. It was life. My body was restored to life, and my soul returned to it. But I slept. For a month.

“And when I awakened, I knew even more of the truth than Drogon’s mind, Drogon’s nose, could have told me. I still don’t know how. Perhaps I remembered the truth, in the deep sleep, my mind floated back to the most distant memories, to my mother, and her father, whispering to me, telling me of my father, of my birth mother, of my… milk mother, as the Northerners said.”

Jon sat there, stunned. He remembered it now. But he also knew what he had read.

“But… it’s still my fault,” he said. “Because of me… the world’s in danger, still. The White Walkers are returning.” He remembered now that feeling, that surety that the world had screamed as his dagger had pierced Daenerys’s heart.

He now knew, it had.

“It’s also because of you the world has any chance of surviving,” said Daenerys, looking at Jon meaningfully.

“How?”

Daenerys looked at him, leaning back. She hefted her goblet and drank the rest of her wine in one swig. Then she took a deep breath, and answered. “We were never supposed to fall in love,” she said.

Jon sat there, looking at her. Even in his horror, he didn’t understand. “Aye,” he said. “I know Viserys taught you to think a brother and sister being together was-”

“No, not like that,” said Daenerys, smiling and chuckling. “I mean it was never part of the Raven’s plan for us to fall in love.”

Jon understood that even less. “What?” he asked, completely confused.

Daenerys groaned. She stood, returned to her desk, picked up the Jade Compendium, and read the part. “Do you know what happened so long ago, at the Blood Betrayal?” she asked.

Jon shook his head. “Only what I just read in that book,” he said. “I hadn’t even heard of the Bloodstone Emperor, the first Amethyst Empress, or the Blood Betrayal before I read that page.” Jon thought. “I think you may have mentioned it to me before, actually.”

“Fair point, it’s more well known in Yi Ti. Lady Bu was the one who enlightened me to it, when I told her my story.” Daenerys leafed through the book. “Before this, nearly everything we knew of the event was lost to time. The memory faded. The books rotted, the tablets lost, the carvings worn. Even their true names. As with me, their names were only titles. By the colors of their eyes.

“My mother, she researched vigorously. Glass candles can only go back so far. During our time in the farthest East, as my uncle and I warred, she and Allyria searched for records. Ruins of the first Great Empire. Tomes of knowledge long forgotten. And they found… more than we expected truly.”

Daenerys looked at Jon. “The Bloodstone Emperor’s true name was Azor Ahai.”

Jon gasped. “And…” he said, reaching the next conclusion, “Nissa Nissa…”

“The Amethyst Empress,” confirmed Daenerys. “His wife, his love… his sister.

“Azor Ahai was a prince of the Great Empire, who could tell the darkness was approaching. He sought a way to defend his lands and his people from it. He consulted with seers, wise men and wise women, from across the world. He was told he must forge the finest blade known to man, and that it would take a great sacrifice.

“He tried once. Merely to forge a great blade. He fasted and did not sleep for days. He thought that would be good enough, but when he put the sword in the water, it shattered.

“So he tried again. To fill the blade with courage, with strength, he hunted down a white lion of the Dothraki plains, and when the time came to temper the steel, he thrust the sword into its heart, but again the blade shattered.

“It was then he knew what he must do. He had resisted, he had fought, but so tormented was he by the fear of the darkness, of the approaching night, that he knew what he must do. He murdered his wife. His sister. His Empress.”

Oathbreaker. Kinslayer. Queenslayer. whispered in Jon’s mind.

“It worked… but the cost was terrible. For the kinslaying could not be ignored. In trying to serve the greater good, he committed a horrific evil. In trying to prevent the darkness, he brought it forth. The Long Night came, and the forces of the dead pressed upon the world. But because he loved Nissa Nissa more than anything, his magnificent sword lit into flame.

“He left the capital city, Asshai, and led the forces of the living, but by the time he had won, he had also lost. The Great Empire was ruined. Mankind scattered to the winds. Never again to be unified. But he knew it was not over, not forever, for the Lion-of-Night had not truly been defeated. It would return.

“So he laid down his right to rule, and swore an oath. An oath you know well. ‘Night gathers, and now my watch begins…’”

Jon was frozen from his stunned shock, but his lips instinctively took up her words. “‘It shall not end until my death. I shall take no wife, hold no lands, father no children. I shall wear no crowns and win no glory. I shall live and die at my post. I am the sword in the darkness. I am the watcher on the walls. I am the shield that guards the realms of men. I pledge my life and honor to the Night's Watch, for this night and all the nights to come.’”

“Azor Ahai formed the Night’s Watch, in repentance. For his heroism, by his birthright, he could have taken the throne of the Great Empire, what little was left, but for his actions, he forswore it. What woman would ever fill his heart the way Nissa Nissa had? What children would he desire if they could not be with her? Who would trust him to rule when he had murdered his own wife?”

Jon’s mind reeled with this information, but he did have a question to ask. “You’re saying?”

“We re-enacted history. Unintentionally.”

“But I thought… if this is true, I thought you were the Prince that was Promised. Or, Princess. You added it to your titles.”

Daenerys looked up as there was a knock on the door. A servant girl- a trusted one- entered, holding a tea kettle. Bowing her head respectfully to the Empress, she set it on the desk and poured a cup. She looked to Jon, who nodded, and poured him one as well. She carried them the cups on saucers, and handed them over. Bowing again, she left, leaving the steaming kettle on the desk.

“The truth is, Jon,” said Daenerys, sipping her tea. “No poison, in case you’re concerned… I’m immune now, thanks to my mother… but the truth is, I don’t think there is a sole Prince that was Promised. There are individuals who can fulfill the legend. Among those, having the ‘song of ice and fire’, is how the Raven put it that day in Volantis.

“By my actions, I became the Princess that was Promised to my followers, and I was able to re-awaken the stone dragons of the Shadow. Drogo was my Nissa Nissa, for I gave him mercy with my own hands, as Azor Ahai slew his sister-wife with his. Through that, I trode the path of Azor Ahai, and forged my own Lightbringer- my dragons.

“But I am not the sole child of the Stark and Targaryen bloodlines. You are as well. And you, too, succeeded. The legends say Nissa Nissa’s courage, her soul, went into Lightbringer. And as you killed me, you loved me. And my soul went into Lightbringer as well. It went into Drogon. You, too, followed the path to its completion. Perhaps that was the prophecy, which still remains obscure. Perhaps it was never the Prince or Princess who was promised, but the Prince AND Princess Who were Promised.

“Had our paths been slightly different, you might have been the one standing upon a hill in the Shadow, crying out to awaken the stone dragons. You might sit here as the Onyx Emperor. But it was my fate.”

“Your destiny,” said Jon, assuredly.

Daenerys snorted into her tea. “I don’t believe in destiny anymore,” she said. “The last time I believed I was destined to rule, it ended in a smoking, ruined city, and my own death. In this life, I rule by the consent of my people, by my desire to leave the world a better place than I found it. The original Great Empire was a realm of peace, prosperity. They always are, at first. My goal is to do my best to leave a realm that will be at peace long after my death. It will end eventually, I am sure- that is the fate of things- but I intend for it to last as long as any.”

Jon sat there, stunned. “How was it not his plan for us to be in love?” he asked. “If that was what was needed to re-enact history.” He sipped his tea, wishing it had something stronger in it.

“The forging of Lightbringer came about by sacrificing the one he loved,” explained Daenerys. “If we had not been in love… I don’t think Lightbringer would have been forged.” She chuckled. “There is a reason I call myself Daenerys Lightbringer now, Jon, and it’s not just the fact that I learned that I was not born on Dragonstone as the greatest storm in living memory raged outside. Drogon was my Lightbringer, but I think, maybe, I was yours. If we had not been in love, if I had not trusted you as I did… I may have come back at once and murdered you.”

“I would have deserved it,” said Jon.

“No, you wouldn’t have.”

Jon sat there in silence, sipping his tea, thinking, as Daenerys did much the same. “Why did you tell me this?” he asked. “Were you planning on telling me that?”

“I was. But I realized, it may have been better for you to hear it from me, first. The Raven wields truth as a weapon. How would you have reacted if he had informed you of this?”

Jon knew the chances were very high he would have fallen on his sword.

Still trying to make sure he knew everything, he had one more question. “But…” he paused. “Lots of people didn’t see you as the rightful Queen. I did. I never wanted it.”

“Yes, as both elder-born and male, you had a better claim on the throne than I did,” agreed Daenerys. “Even setting aside the lies we’ll tell to soothe Dorne’s pride, too. But think back on your life, Jon. What did you do?”

The answer came to Jon surprisingly easy. “I joined the Night’s Watch,” he said. “I swore away my claims and titles. Even the ones I didn’t know I had.”

“Abdication, though rare, has legal grounding. Our father wanted to force our grandfather to yield to him the throne. In the moment you knelt before a heart tree and spoke the vows of the Night’s Watch, your claims were laid down.” Daenerys took a heavy swig of tea. Though it was still too hot for Jon to do more than sip, she enjoyed the scalding heat, her throat remaining unburnt. “They went to one of two people. I am not sure of when the events happened. If Viserys had not yet won his ‘golden crown’, they would have gone to him, by law. No women, only men.”

“Fuck that law,” said Jon emphatically.

“I agree. With that mindset, they would have fallen to me. In either case, they ended with me, once Viserys died. In the eyes of the gods, I was the rightful Queen.” Daenerys chuckled. “I don’t believe anyone ever found a way to escape the oaths of the Night’s Watch before. Or returned from death. The maesters would have had quite the time unpacking our stories, Jon.”

“No, they wouldn’t have, I’d never have challenged you, Dany.”

“A mindset few would have shared.”

“Then I’d have led your armies against them for you.”

Daenerys smiled. “I was perfectly capable of leading my armies myself, from Drogon’s back.”

“Aye. You were.” Jon grinned back at her.

 

After Jon had left Daenerys’s solar, his mind still overcome with what he had just learned, he was not paying attention to where he went.

It was to his surprise that he ran headlong into Wylis Manderly. “Forgive me, your Grace,” said the man.

“My fault,” said Jon.

Manderly looked at Jon, and Jon noticed his eyes were red, but fierce. “Forgive me for not doing this earlier,” he said. “I should have done this the moment you and the Empress landed at White Harbor. Earlier, even.”

At that he dropped to his knee and laid his sword at Jon’s feet.

Jon was surprised. “Your father,” he said.

“Is dead,” responded Manderly.

Jon blank a few times in his stunned shock. “How do you know?” he asked. He had to ask.

“When I wrote to my father, I told him, send me back a letter once he had decided what he would do, either returning to the North, or speaking with King Bran-”

“The Raven,” corrected Jon fiercely. Bran was his brother. That was not him.

Manderly nodded. “Aye, the Raven. After what you had said, I told him, write me back, and speak the words we spoke on… a special day, beneath a special tree. I received his reply not two hours ago. And he spoke… the wrong words.”

Wylis took a deep breath to restrain his tears. “My father would never have gotten those words wrong. I know what this means, in my heart. He was killed. He surely went to confront the Raven, and he’s dead.

“House Manderly is yours. I already bent the knee to Queen Sansa. I would bend the knee to the Amethyst Empress as well.”

Jon nodded. He helped Wylis to his feet, and handed him back his sword. He led the man back to the solar, where Daenerys was still sitting there, petting Ghost.

She looked up, and she understood immediately when Lord Wylis fell to his knees and placed his sword at her feet.

Notes:

This one hurts...

but a few weeks ago, when I made the connection, of Nissa Nissa's soul going into Azor Ahai's sword... and realized if Dany has Stark blood (as I firmly believe), there's a pre-existing mechanic for her soul going into something...

... it made too much sense.

When I started writing this fic, I thought it was obvious. The defining characteristic of the Prince(ss) that was Promised was, they will 'wake dragons from stone'. Dany literally did that. Already.

I still stand by that. If Dany can be TPTWP, it must mean she has characteristics OF TPWTP. And I believe her vision in the House of the Undying- of Rhaegar calling Aegon (not Jon) "the Prince that was Promised" and that his is "the song of ice and fire" means, Dany must have The Song of Ice and Fire.

But when I made this connection, I realized something else: in the end, I think both Jon and Dany will meet all the requirements and characteristics of TPTWP. I think Dany will succeed in a more literal, spectacular sense- Drogo was her Nissa Nissa, her dragons her Lightbringer. But I think when you read into it, and look at it from a certain point of view, Jon will also tread the path. In a more metaphorical sense.

I've never once thought this would be a story where brave Jon Snow heroically murders the woman he loves and draws from her breast a flaming sword to lead the forces of the living against the Darkness.

But I do think now that in the books, he is going to kill Dany.

I don't like it, I don't want it. I'm an unrepentant Dany Stan. Unashamed of it. I like Jon, too. Hell, I like Arya, I like SHOW Tyrion, who could ever hate Davos. In the S7/S8 (f)Dany rewrite I'm working with, I'm even kind to Sam (mostly because Dany does not kill his family and therefore Sam has no reason to hate her). This fic is the ONLY fic I've ever written that is even slightly anti-Sansa.

I think, frankly, it's going to happen in the next book. If there's one thing I've proven, it's that I think Dany has Stark blood. She's the lone wolf. What happens when "The Winds of Winter" blow? The lone wolf dies.

But I have two things that I think can assuage our fears:

1. If I'm right, Dany is going to death-warg into Drogon. Needless to say, she will have Jon under her power, and she will choose to spare him. She will have the chance for revenge, and she will not take it.

2. The circumstances are going to rise that people are going to WANT to bring Dany back, because she is going to be brought back. "Mad Queen Genocidal Tyrant Daenerys" is not someone anyone would want to bring back.

I've been fingering in my mind, in the Perpetual Stew that the back of my brain has become relating to ASoIaF theories, how both of these things can be true.

And I like the idea of basilisk's blood. Dany gets poisoned, "goes mad" and destroys the city. She's unwilling to back down, and Jon kills her. (I expect fAegon will factor into this as well- I would not be surprised if Jon finds out the truth of his parentage and runs off to join up with his "brother", and that's a separating factor between him and Dany- Dany thinks (and is right) that he's fake, Jon's sure he's real and Dany's only saying that for her own power). Jon killing her might be a misguided attempt to avenge his bro.

But when she death-wargs into Drogon, her soul has left her body. The poison is left behind; her sanity restores itself, and she chooses to spare Jon.

And DANY burns the shit out of the Iron Throne. None of this nonsense about "Drogon is just burning shit randomly and the throne is caught in his wrath." Dany is in Drogon and spares Jon and burns the throne herself. In fact ever since I saw that moment in the show, I've thought that was one of GRRM's bullet points that D&D hopelessly butchered. That they cut Dany's true parentage because it was pointless and they probably wanted to avoid the Star Wars comparisons. And it was pointless because in the show Bran is the only Stark kid capable of warging; not Jon (who almost certainly death-warged into Ghost), not Arya (who is warging into cats and is very often having Nymeria dreams). And not Dany.

Or maybe she will "go mad." God, I hope not- I have opinions relating to mental illness and the portrayal therein- but what happens every time a Targaryen is born? The gods flip a coin. Do rebirths count?

But if I'm right about Dany and Jon both winding up meeting the characteristics of TPTWP- Jon more metaphorically- Dany's Lightbringer was her dragons. Jon's Lightbringer will be a more metaphorical dragon. Dany herself. Resurrected. Her soul changed by joining with Drogon.

And one last prediction, who will bring Dany back?

"Wake Dragons from Stone" Heart.

NEXT TIME:
1. Arya heads south, but not before opening someone’s eyes…
2. … and we find out if full redemption is really possible for the Lady of Winterfell.

Chapter 22: Looking Back

Summary:

“Everyone is your enemy. Everyone is your friend.”

- Littlefinger, S7E3, "The Queen's Justice"

"Power is power.”

- Cersei, S2E1, "The North Remembers"

“King Daeron I's reign was thus four short years in length; his ambition had proved too great. Glory may be everlasting, yet it is fleeting as well—soon forgotten in the aftermath of even the most famous of victories if they lead to greater disasters.”

- The World of Ice and Fire

“Sansa backed away from them. ‘I did as the queen asked, I wrote the letters, I wrote what she told me. You promised you'd be merciful. Please, let me go home. I won't do any treason, I'll be good, I swear it, I don't have traitor's blood, I don't. I only want to go home.’”

- Sansa IV, A Game of Thrones

Notes:

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Jon stepped through the Northern army encampment, watching them prepare their tents for the march North.

Arya was with him, in her own face. She had been amongst the camp many times, listening, spying on not only the Northern lords, but the soldiers. Finding out how they accepted the new arrangement, that their lords had bent the knee.

While the Lords had grumbled, used to wars where the general rule of thumb was, they could throw down their sword and been taken as a “prisoner” for ransom, the common foot soldiers had been very relieved that they were not going to war with the Gemstone Legions.

As Jon had said. Beneath the lords, the people wanted simple things. It mattered little who claimed to rule over them, so long as they were fat, rich, and happy.

They still were a bit standoffish with the Legions, but Jon had seen people crossing the no-man’s-land a few times more than they had been in the past.

“I don’t think there’ll be a problem,” said Arya.

“Good,” said Jon. “Do they know about the White Walkers?”

“Mostly, yes… some tried to desert. They were hung. Lord Reed spoke to the soldiers, said it was true, but that the Empire was here to help, and that they’d be heading to keep the White Walkers on the other side of the Wall this time. They seemed happier about that.

Jon nodded. It was the next day after his conversation with Dany, but it still distracted Jon. His mind was still off elsewhere, both in space, and in time. It kept flicking back to a man with grey eyes specked with red, stabbing a woman with violet eyes with his sword.

“What’s wrong?” asked Arya.

Jon shook his head. “Dany told me what really happened in King’s Landing,” he said. “How badly I fucked up, how we all fucked up.”

Arya raised an eyebrow inquisitively. Jon sighed, knowing she would not let up until he explained.

He figured he’d start with the most unbelievable part, but maybe… “Do you ever have dreams…” He paused. Would Arya think he was going mad?

“All the time,” said Arya dryly. “Having dreams is normal, Jon.”

Jon barked out a laugh. “Good. I’m glad. I haven’t had many dreams since I was killed and came back. Nor has Dany, either, she said.” Jon wondered if at night she dreamed she was Drogon. “No, what I was going to say was, do you ever have dreams where you’re a wolf?”

He still saw at times out of Ghost’s eyes as he slept. The wolf had happily returned to Winterfell to go out hunting in the Wolfswood. He had returned to the castle a few days before, and promptly been fed into a coma by Daenerys. He was stalking nearby now.

Arya looked at Jon curiously. For a moment, he wondered if it was a combination of his Stark and Targaryen blood that made him a warg, but she nodded. “I’ve had dreams where I’m Nymeria,” she said.

Jon felt a bit of relief. “Well, when I died… I was Ghost.”

“You mean you dreamed you were Ghost?”

“No, I mean I was actually Ghost. In his head.”

Arya realized now this sounded very familiar… “And when you came back?”

“I went back into my body.”

Arya looked at Jon thoughtfully. “So you’re saying if I die, I might wake up in Nymeria?” she asked.

“I don’t think you should try,” said Jon sternly.

“Right, I wasn’t going to... I might try that more. See if it works. But how does that have anything to do with King’s Landing?”

Jon smirked. “You saw how angry Drogon was at me for what I did seven years ago, right?”

“I honestly thought he was going to kill you,” admitted Arya.

“Do you think he was any less angry when I had just done the deed?”

Arya blunk a few times. “I mean… probably? I was surprised when I heard you’d been taken prisoner, I’d thought Daenerys’s army would have killed you at once.” She snorted. “I would have killed them all if they had. You’d done the right thing in my eyes.”

“No, I hadn’t,” said Jon firmly, refusing to let Arya come even close to the idea that what he had done had been ‘good’ or ‘just’ or ‘right.’

“Right, I know that now.”

“I knew it then. As should you.” A flicker of anger woke again in Jon, remembering Arya telling him Daenerys had to die, that she’d have hurt him.

Even in the throne room, her eyes had been so full of love and trust, Jon had known that Daenerys would never have touched him.

It had been his family, his sisters, he had killed her for.

In trying to protect his sisters, he had killed his sister.

Arya and Jon stared at each other for a bit more. “Sorry,” said Arya simply. “I should have trusted you, Jon. I should never have told you…”

Jon felt his anger evaporate as quickly as it had come. “Just don’t do it again,” he said.

“But you are right, Drogon wanted to kill you-” Arya stopped, then laughed for a moment. “Drogon. I always thought it was a dumb name, just Dragon with an O instead of an A, but… he was named for her husband, wasn’t he? Drogo?”

Jon nodded. “Aye.”

“I heard the dragon crying out in anger,” continued Arya, “and then him flying away, and I was sure we’d never find your body. Then we heard he burnt the throne, not you, and you were in prison. I wanted to make you King, but Sansa said, if we tried, Daenerys’s army would have killed you for sure.”

“They would have,” confirmed Jon. He couldn’t have blamed them. He had murdered their queen, their queen by choice, not blood, not lineage, not inheritance, by their choice. They would never have allowed him to rule after her.”

“Why did they get the chance? Why didn’t the dragon kill you?” asked Arya.

Jon looked over at Ghost. “I went into Ghost when I died,” he said. “Where do you think Dany went?”

Arya visibly gasped. “She went into Drogon.”

“Aye. She just told me yesterday. Drogon was going to kill me, Dany stopped him. Along with Lady Ashara. But Dany also told me, the Raven manipulated us into what was called the Blood Betrayal. When the Bloodstone Emperor, Azor Ahai, killed his sister-wife, Nissa Nissa, the first Amethyst Empress. It started the Long Night, Arya. We did it all over again.”

Arya frowned. “And Sansa and I played our parts, didn’t we?”

“We all did.”

“I’m not some mummer’s wolf. I’ll… kill him. If I wasn’t going to already.”

Jon smiled. “Glad to hear it.”

Arya hesitated for a moment. “I killed the Freys,” she said. “It was me.”

Jon raised an eyebrow at her. “You were behind that?” He remembered getting word at Dragonstone that all the Freys had died. Jon had toasted the gods that night.

“I was.”

“Well, they-”

Arya cut him off. “Yes, I know, bad people, deserved to die. But I did it a certain way.”

Jon was curious, but scared to know the answer. He could tell that this was something Arya felt she had to tell him, though. “How?” he asked.

“First, I used one of my faces.”

“Your what?”

Arya sighed. “Jon, I learned from the Faceless Men. Do you know what they can do? They can take a person’s face and wear it.”

Jon was horrified. “Like a mask?”

“More than a mask. When they do it, when I did it… you can’t tell it’s not that person. You speak with their voice, you look like them. I wore one I had from Braavos to get into the Twins, and then… I found Black Walder Rivers and Lothar Frey. They were two of the ones who were most involved in the Red Wedding.

“I killed them both, Jon, and then, to punish their father… I carved them to pieces, and cooked them in a pie. Then I served the pie to Walder Frey.”

Jon was staring at Arya.

She was admitting this, and she didn’t have any regret. Jon wept no tears for any of the Freys, but the manner she was admitting to him…

“I told him what he’d just eaten, then I showed him my real face, and told him who I was. I slit his throat, and then took his face. Then I summoned the rest of the Freys. While wearing his face, they all thought I was him. I put poison in all their wine, and they all died.”

Jon was stricken. He couldn’t process this for a moment.

When he came back, he felt more anger. A lot more anger. “You had some nerve,” he said, “judging Dany seven years ago.”

“I don’t regret it,” defended Arya. “Do you remember what they did? Lothar Frey killed Robb’s wife. Crept up behind her and plunged his dagger into her stomach, again and again and again. She was pregnant. They killed my mother. They killed Robb. And then, like I told the Northern Lords, they killed Grey Wind, chopped his and Robb’s head off, and put Grey Wind’s head on Robb’s body. They threw my mother’s body in the river and let her rot. I don’t regret it. They were evil, and I killed them. And I made them suffer.”

Jon didn’t back down, not completely. “By what right did you pass their sentence?”

“They had no rights. They broke guest right. Old gods and new, all across the world Jon, there was one truth I found: you Do. Not. Break. Guest. Right. They did it. They deserved it.”

“And you only got the guilty ones?” barbed back Jon.

Arya nodded. Jon couldn’t tell if she was lying or not. Or if in her mind, they were all guilty. “Robert Baratheon would have killed me for merely having the name Targaryen,” said Jon. “He tried to kill Dany just for being one.”

“And he was an asshole,” replied Arya.

“Aye. Don’t be becoming the sort of person who will kill someone just because they have the wrong last name.”

Arya frowned, but Jon’s retort hand landed.

They were interrupted by the sounds of some marching. Turning, they saw Ashara Dayne approaching, a few Imperial Guards with her.

“If you are done confessing your dark truths, Arya Stark,” said Ashara, “I have an answer to the question you sought.”

Jon looked at Arya. “What question?”

“One that we should only answer in my chambers,” said Ashara simply. “Where we are shielded from the Raven’s sight.”

Jon and Arya followed her up. Daenerys and Allyria and Arthur were waiting inside, as was Kinvara.

“I have pored through the tomes of R’hllor and stared into his flames for the answer you sought,” said Kinvara. “And I believe we have found an answer.”

“An answer to what?” asked Jon.

Arya glanced around, making sure the walls were marked with the sigils that she remembered marked them immune to the Raven’s sight. “I thought it might benefit us to have me go speak to Gendry Baratheon,” said Arya. “And I wanted a way to do it without the Raven seeing me coming.”

Jon looked at Arya, his eyes going wide. Despite his anger at her for how she had gone about killing the Freys, she was still his sister. “You want to go into the Raven’s territory, alone?” he asked.

“Yes,” replied Arya simply. “If he can’t see me, I can wear any face I want. I can get into Storm’s End.”

“One of the strongest castles in Westeros.”

“To an army,” retorted Arya. “Not to an…”

“Assassin,” finished Kinvara for her.

Jon turned to look at Daenerys. “Was this your idea?”

“No,” said Daenerys.

“She came to us about it herself,” said Ashara. “Her idea is sound… assuming he can be trusted.”

“He can be,” assured Arya.

“You trust the son of Robert Baratheon to seek to work with the children of Rhaegar Targaryen?” asked Ashara skeptically.

Arya placed her feet defensively. “Yes,” she said. “We aren’t all our blood, are we? He didn’t even know Robert Baratheon was his father until long after he was dead. The Red Woman took him.” She looked at Kinvara suspiciously. Kinvara looked back, unashamed.

“Melisandre of Asshai did many things in her belief that Stannis Baratheon was the Prince that was Promised,” said Kinvara. “She was wrong to do them.”

“Because they were wrong?” asked Arya. “Or because she was wrong about who your promised prince was?”

Kinvara only smiled.

Jon looked at Daenerys. “We can’t allow this,” he said.

Daenerys raised an eyebrow. “Why?” she asked.

“Because it’s dangerous!”

“Of course it is. But she’s right. If Gendry Baratheon can be trusted, he is one of our natural allies. We could send a hundred ravens and the Raven would intercept every one.”

“He grew up in King’s Landing,” said Arya. “All the Raven would need to do is tell him… what everyone thinks is the truth, and Gendry won’t come over to us. Not without assurances. He trusts me. I can convince him to change sides.”

Jon rubbed his face with his hand. He didn’t like this one bit, but he knew Arya and Daenerys had a point. He looked at Kinvara. “You’re sure it will work?”

“Completely,” said Kinvara. “All she needs to do is wear our Lord’s mark upon her skin. Once she bears it, she will be protected from the Raven’s sight.”

“And from your flames?” asked Arya, still completely on edge by the High Priestess.

Kinvara smiled. “You will be even more visible to my flames than others, but fear not. I need not spy on you, so long as you truly are the Empress’s ally.”

Arya didn’t like that one bit, but for now, she and Kinvara were on the same side, the Empire. Kinvara handed her a parchment with the mark on it. “Place this upon your skin, in ash if you prefer, or anything else if you don’t,” said Kinvara. “And the Raven will only be able to see you with his own two eyes. Even should he enter the mind of an animal, or a simpleton, he shall not be able to see you.”

“Not his eyes,” said Arya’s. “They were Bran’s first. This will work. Trust me. Gendry will listen to me. I’ll think about my speech on the road.”

Jon looked at Arya curiously. Daenerys had her eyes fixed on her cousin knowingly, a faint smile on her lips.

“Arya,” said Daenerys simply. “Just remember this. You’re helping me build a better world. You can have a part in that, if you want. You can help me change things.”

Arya raised an eyebrow. “I don’t understand what you mean.”

Daenerys smiled. “What I’m saying is, in my new world… you can be whoever you want to be, with whoever you want to be with.”

Arya’s cheeks went slightly red. “It happened one time.”

“And yet you still are so fond of him.” Daenerys smiled. “But remember, seven years is a long time, and Gendry has been ruling in Storm’s End. It changes people.”

“Not Gendry,” said Arya, sure of it.

Jon’s eyes had narrowed. “You and he…”

“One time,” repeated Arya. “I’d best be off then.”

“Good fortune, Arya Stark,” said Kinvara. Ashara nodded as well.

“You are a lot like your aunt,” said Ashara. “She threw herself into danger as well.”

Arya smiled slightly. “She loved you very much, I’m sure.”

Ashara’s eyes actually watered slightly. Arya gave Daenerys and Jon each a long hug, then was off.

“Did you know about this?” asked Jon to Daenerys.

She blank a few times at him. “Yes.”

“How?”

Daenerys paused for a moment. “I have eyes, Jon.”

Jon was stewing slightly. “If he touches her…”

Daenerys raised an eyebrow. “You’ll what? She is her own woman, Jon.”

“She’s my little sister!”

Daenerys scoffed. “So am I, but if you think I’m asking your permission if I again find a man I trust enough to take into my bed, you’d best prepare to meet Light Sister.”

Jon stopped. He needed some moments to unpack that. Mostly, that Daenerys was indeed his little sister, and yet it didn’t bother him at all that she spoke of taking a man into her bed.

Mostly he was bothered that she had indicated that she hadn’t found one to take. Which meant that the last time she had been with a man was likely… the waterfall.

Guilt flooded him that what he had done to her had damaged her enough that she hadn’t taken a new paramour. Because Jon remembered Daenerys had a healthy appetite for sex. They had indulged in each other enough on the boat.

And now he needed mead to drown out the memories of their times together, because the bile was in his throat again, because in his mind, Daenerys was now as much his sister as Arya or Sansa ever had been.


Arya stopped to see Sansa on her way out of the castle. “I’m heading off,” said Arya. “I’ll see you down south, then.”

“Where are you going?” asked Sansa, sitting up from looking over her packing for the journey.

“Best if I don’t tell you,” said Arya. “I have a way to keep the Raven from seeing me. I don’t want him to know I’m coming.”

Sansa paled. “Are you going to-”

“I will not say it while he can see me. I haven’t hidden myself yet.”

“Did she tell you to do this?” asked Sansa.

“No. It was my idea. Trust me, I’ll be fine. It’ll help.” Arya stepped in. “Don’t do anything stupid while I’m gone.”

Sansa scoffed. “Stupid like?”

“Betray our family.”

Arya still did hold a bit of a grudge against Sansa telling Cersei what their father was up to.

“I’m not going to,” said Sansa, exasperated. “The Northern Army is heading north to the Wall. I’ll be surrounded by the Gemstone Legions and her mother and her Imperial Guard and her Unsullied. Even if I was inclined to betray her now- which I’m not- I’m not stupid enough to do it while alone.”

Arya nodded. Sansa had no lie in her voice. “You and she are more alike than you realize,” she said.

“I think there’s too much between us for us ever to become friends,” said Sansa, a little dismissively.

“Maybe. But maybe one of you needs to start trying.” Arya shrugged. “Jon literally murdered her, Sansa, and she’s forgiven him. She had him at her power, even then, and could have killed him. But she still chose to spare him.”

“What do you mean?” asked Sansa.

Arya wondered if Sansa had ever seen through Lady’s eyes in her dreams. Poor Sansa, she had lost her wolf far too early.

All because she had been too blind to see who Joffrey really was, and had lied to protect him. If she’d been honest, Robert Baratheon would never have let Cersei demand the wolf’s head.

“Every time you lie,” said Arya, “someone you love gets hurt.”

“I didn’t love Daenerys,” said Sansa. “I still really don’t.”

“But you’ve always loved your family. And she’s part of it. Even so, Jon got hurt. Father got hurt. Lady got hurt.”

Sansa looked at Arya, stunned, and felt some anger. “Lady died because you had Nymeria run off,” she said.

“Yes. But if you’d been honest, even about who Joffrey was, then to yourself, and then to Robert Baratheon, Lady might still be alive.”

The two sisters held each others’ eyes. “Every time I’ve ever tried to trust someone,” said Sansa, “I’ve suffered.”

“And you’ve let it change you. You learned at the foot of Cersei, you learned at the foot of Littlefinger. You won over both of them, but they both won, too, in a way. They hurt you, but still you kept them close to your heart, still you parroted the wisdom they taught you. They were the ones who hurt you. And every time you live following the example of the people who hurt you, they live again. They became part of you.”

Arya saw Sansa go pure white, and Sansa’s pupils went wide in horror. For a moment, Arya thought Sansa would faint, but instead the elder sister shivered a little bit.

Sansa was fighting the urge to scream at Arya, to attack her, to punch her, to put her hands on Arya’s face and scream, to place her thumbs on Arya’s grey eyes and press down, because how dare, how dare she…

No, Sansa realized. Arya didn’t know. She’d never told anyone. Arya hadn’t been there, she hadn’t returned yet, and Sansa had gone alone. She might not have been alone, but she came back alone, nobody had heard what had been said, and Sansa had never spoken of it, not to Jon, not to Arya.

Even as she was fighting down her fury, the part of her mind that was still there knew Arya didn’t know what she’d just said. And Sansa would not say goodbye to another member of her family in bitterness, she would not.

“Good fortune, Arya,” choked out Sansa.

Arya did not move. “Are you alright?” she asked.

Sansa couldn’t hold on much longer. “Please leave,” she said. “I’ll be fine.”

Arya clearly was unsure, but she stepped out. Sansa closed the door, her hands in her dress to hide how badly they were trembling.

She turned to her table and picked up a pitcher of wine to pour herself a goblet, but her hands were shaking so much that she spilled more on the table than got in her goblet, and she knew she couldn’t hold it steady.

“You know what needs to be done,” said a voice, a voice that Sansa knew could not speak again, a voice that was long dead. She turned, and saw a golden-haired woman wearing red robes, holding a not trembling glass of wine in her hand. “It’s like I told you, little dove. You became queen, but you forgot. You tried to rule through love, but the only way to rule is fear. To make them fear you more than they fear your enemies.”

“I am the daughter of Eddard Stark,” whispered Sansa to the vision of Cersei Lannister. “The North was mine by right.”

“It was yours by right before, and they gave it to the bastard,” said Cersei, drinking her wine and giving her sickeningly mocking smile. “And he cast it aside. I told you, a woman’s power is what’s between her legs.”

“And still you’re loyal to your family,” said a second voice, another ghost. Sansa turned to look into the sharp, intelligent eyes of Petyr Baelish. “It’s like I told you. Everyone is your enemy. Everyone is your friend. Family is not excluded. You settled for the North, but you still could have had it all.”

“My family is my pack,” said Sansa defensively.

“A pack is only as strong as its leader,” said Littlefinger.

“You think the bastard is the strong leader? You think his Dragon Queen is?” asked Cersei.

“Jon Snow is a terrible king, I proved it myself,” said Littlefinger. “The Northern Lords were ready to cast him aside and crown you, as they should have in the first place. He would never have warred with you, he never would have let the Targaryen girl war with you.”

“He would have done what he did to save you,” whispered Cersei in Sansa’s ear, “and then, in his grief… you could have had him. The true King, your plaything.”

Sansa was shivering. “I’m not like you,” she said. “I’d never fuck my own brother.”

“You should,” hissed Cersei. “It feels good. Do you think even Jon Snow is so honorable? Or do you think he awakens in the dead of night, desperate to feel his sister’s cunt again? How long before he returns to her bed?”

“He’s her brother now,” said Littlefinger. “You don’t even need to convince him to do it again. Just a few drops of poison in her wine… Jon has the loyalty of some of her legions, the Targaryen blood to control her dragons. He takes the Dawnthrone, just like you wanted. And then you take him to your bed, and make him yours, and rule not just Westeros, but the world.

“No,” said Sansa. “I’d never-”

“You still are just a little stupid girl,” said Cersei. “Family isn’t power. Titles aren’t power, claims aren’t power, lineage isn’t power, even gold, as I found out, isn’t power. Power is power. Having power is how you are safe. Your own power, not your family’s power. You could have had all the power. You still could.”

“I’ll never betray my family,” said Sansa, still trembling, feeling Cersei’s breath on her ear, even though she knew the lioness was long dead, that this was all-

“But you did, didn’t you?” asked a third voice, and Sansa instinctively flinched, fearing what was to come next. She closed her eyes, knowing that though none of them were there, hoping they would all just go away, that she wouldn’t open her eyes to see his face, the face she had last seen being torn apart by dogs. “I had your brother, and all you said was, ‘let him die.’”

“Go away,” whispered Sansa.

She heard that chuckle she hated. “We’ll never be gone, Sansa,” he said. “It’s just like Arya said, like I said. We’re part of you now.”

“You’ll never be safe,” said Cersei. “Not so long as others have power over you.”

“All you need is just a few steps,” said Baelish. “And nobody will ever have power over you again.”

Sansa was shuddering, feeling faint. “Get out,” she whispered. “I am Sansa of House Stark, Lady of Winterfell, Que- Wardeness of the North, and this is my home.”

“After everything I did to you here?” asked the third voice.

“It will always be my home,” said Sansa, louder and more resolutely. “There must always be a Stark in Winterfell, and so long as I draw breath, there always will be. I outlived you all. I won’t listen to you ever again.”

When she opened her eyes, she was alone. Her hands had stopped trembling. She still felt faint, but she felt more at peace than she had in years.

She still needed to calm down. She eyed the wine, but remembering watching Cersei drink it, both in life and in her waking nightmare, she didn’t want it. Now, at least.

Sitting on her bed, she reached into her closet and took out something that always calmed her. Something that she hadn’t done in years, for though she loved it very much, she both hadn’t had the time, nor was it proper. But it brought back happier memories, of the days when she had been a young girl dreaming of princes and gallant knights.

Not a broken woman who betrayed her family.

It brought back memories of safety. The last time she had ever really felt safe. When she had reached Castle Black, and hugged Jon, who she had believed the last member of her family. The last time everything had ever felt like it would all work out.

Because Sansa now realized, even as she had sat in a throne of her own, wearing a crown forged for her… what brought her her strength, her happiness, wasn’t a crown, or a throne.

It was her mother. Her father. Her brothers. Her ‘stupid little sister.’ Even her ‘bastard half-brother.’

It had been her family. Her pack.

And she would never turn against her pack again. She would never listen to those voices ever again.

Because they were dead. She and her pack had beaten them all. She and Jon had beaten Ramsay. She and Arya had beaten Littlefinger.

Daenerys had saved them from Cersei, and she had been the lost member of the pack.

But Sansa’s betrayal of Jon had destroyed the pack. Left them all lone wolves, cast to the winds, to kill each other. To stand alone.

Finally Sansa saw why Jon was so angry with their father. Because yes, bringing Daenerys home would have almost certainly destroyed the pack, the stag would have warred with the wolf and the Starks would have been exterminated.

Or maybe not. Maybe, all together, the pack would have found a way to win.

Ramsay had taken their home, but she and Jon had torn him to pieces, even if it had been his own pack that Sansa had done the deed with.

Littlefinger had tried to play them against each other, but she and Arya had turned his game around on him.

If the pack had been complete, Sansa knew, they may have found a way to win that nobody had ever expected, and maybe the pack would still be whole. She could see it in her mind’s eye.

She could see Daenerys, or Jon, or maybe both, arriving at Winterfell, at the head of all the forces of the south. She could see her father bending the knee to them, but them lifting him to his feet and hugging him fiercely, uncle in blood but father in heart, and then heading down the line and hugging Robb, and Rickon, and a Bran that could still walk and was still Bran, and Arya, and then Sansa. Maybe even Sansa’s mother.

The pack united, their family whole, their blood on the Iron Throne, because the stag had challenged them, but the stag had lost.

Because the lone wolf died, but the pack survived.

Sansa set to work with her hands. They moved as easily as they once had.


Daenerys stood atop the battlements, looking down on her legions as they made camp, preparing to march south. Jon was seeing the Northern army off on their trip to the wall.

Sansa approached, holding in her hands her bundle. The Imperial Guard stopped her as she approached. Daenerys glanced over and nodded permission for Sansa to approach. The guard checked to make sure Sansa didn’t have a weapon concealed in her burden. When satisfied, he stopped aside.

Sansa approached. The awkward tension between her and the Empress was so tense you could cut it with a knife.

“Can I help you, Lady Sansa?” asked Daenerys cordially.

Sansa blank a few times. She took a deep breath.

“I’m sorry,” said Sansa.

That caused Daenerys to turn away from watching her forces, an eyebrow raised in skepticism. “What have you done?” she asked.

“Many things,” said Sansa.

Daenerys could see that Sansa did not look entirely well. Her eyes were bloodshot, bags beneath them. It reminded Daenerys of the days where she had looked in the mirror on Dragonstone, after Missandei’s death. Days she had not been sleeping, nor eating.

Well, perhaps not quite yet that dire. Just maybe a singular sleepless night.

Daenerys fixed her full attention on Sansa. “What happened?”

Sansa hesitated before answering. “When I was a little girl,” she said, “I had one dream. I wanted to be queen. Not the ruler, just, the queen. To sit at my husband’s side, the perfect prince, a golden haired hero. To bear his children, to grow old and happy, so deeply in love, to see our perfect son grow up, become king himself, and rule the country well and justly.

“It was all I wanted. I knew the odds were good. Robert Baratheon was my father’s dear friend. He had a son near my age. I laid in bed at night, imagining it. Dreaming of it. A handsome dashing prince, with golden hair, a perfect gentleman.

“I know this must seem familiar. You lived in exile, wanting to be queen, too-”

“No,” said Daenerys. “I didn’t. Taking the Iron Throne, taking back Westeros, it was Viserys’s dream. Never mine.”

Sansa stepped forward. “What was your dream?”

“You tell me,” said Daenerys bitterly. “You lived it. While you were dreaming of a crown… I was dreaming of home.”

A red door and a lemon tree, she thought.

Sansa flinched, but did not back down. “I was spoiled,” she said. “I was stupid. And I paid for it. My dream came true, and became a nightmare.

“Joffrey Baratheon rode through those gates,” and Sansa pointed at the gates of Winterfell, through which right now were marching a contingent of Imperial Guard. “He looked everything I dreamed. Handsome, and kind. My perfect prince. And then my father announced it. He and King Robert had agreed; he was to be my husband.

“He was so kind, and I was blind. So thrilled I was, so happy, that my dreams were coming true. We left for King’s Landing. My brother was laying abed in that tower-” and she pointed again- “dying, we feared, and my mother refused to leave his side, barely ate, barely slept, but still, we left.

“Joffrey was still so kind to me. He took me walking. He called me his lady, and every time, my heart fluttered. I thought it love. And then we found Arya. She was playing with a boy, the son of a butcher. Hitting each other with sticks, pretending to fight with swords.

“Joffrey took offense to that. How dare this peasant harm a lady, his lady’s sister. He showed then who he truly was… he drew his sword and demanded the boy fight him. The boy was terrified, refusing to harm the prince. Arya defended the boy, and hit Joffrey with his stick, and when he tried to attack her, her wolf- Nymeria- attacked him, bit his arm. Arya grabbed his sword and threw it into the river. The Trident.

“I was horrified. Joffrey was my prince. How dare Arya, I thought, she ruined everything. He was so mad. And then we were taken before the King and the Queen and Joffrey lied, saying Arya and the boy had both attacked together, and Arya had unleashed Nymeria on him.

“I was called as a witness, and I was so afraid of the betrothal being broken… I lied. I lied to the king. And Cersei said, the wolf must die, and I was horrified. But Nymeria was gone, Arya had sent her off… so instead Cersei insisted my wolf die. Lady.

“The King wasn’t happy, but he agreed. ‘Get her a dog,’ he said, ‘she’ll be happier for it.’ Lady was perfect. It was… it was like she was a part of me, a part of my mind. You’ve seen it. Like with Jon and Ghost.

“My father protested, but he could not go against the King, and he did it himself. He slit Lady’s throat, and had her body sent back here to Winterfell. But as he was coming back, he passed the Hound, Sandor Clegane- you may remember him, he fought here at Winterfell against the Night King- who had found the butcher’s boy, and on Joffrey’s orders… he’d killed him.

“Still I blinded myself to the truth. It was all Arya’s fault, I thought. The boy had hurt a prince. Still I pretended Joffrey was not who he was. It was all his vile mother. And yet, still I clung to my dream, so that when I knew my father would send us home, I had to choose, my family or my dream. And I chose my dream.

“And my dream became a nightmare. My father was betrayed and imprisoned, when Robert died. Arya vanished. I was turned into a prisoner. Robb crowned himself King in the North, and every time he defeated the Lannisters in battle, I was the one punished for it. Beaten before the court, stripped. Taken to look upon my father’s rotting head, my septa’s rotting head.

“I was declared a traitor’s spawn, and the betrothal was ended, and I was… I thought my nightmare was over. But no, Joffrey still refused to let me out of his power. Every time I thought I’d escaped, it didn’t happen. The Tyrells plotted to marry me to their son Loras, but instead the Lannisters married me to Tyrion. He was kind, at least. Refused to force himself on me. Was as unhappy about it as I was.

“Then… I found my freedom. Joffrey died. Olenna Tyrell smuggled poison in on my necklace, and Petyr Baelish, Littlefinger, took me from King’s Landing. He took me to my Aunt Lysa, who as you heard was… deranged. Breastfeeding her son at the age of nine. She killed her husband. Because Littlefinger seduced her. Wed her. And then killed her.

“My dream then was to go home. To come back here, to Winterfell. And Baelish arranged that. He would wed me to Roose Bolton’s son. Roose Bolton… he murdered my family. The Red Wedding. But it was a way home.

“And again my dream became a nightmare. Ramsay was… not kind. He was pure evil.” Sansa shuddered. “Do you know what it is to… be taken against your will? To say no, and to not be listened to?”

Daenerys didn’t speak for a moment. “The first time my husband took me,” she said quietly, “the only word of the common tongue he knew was ‘no.’”

Sansa held Daenerys’s eyes, and for a moment, she felt a kindred soul in the violet eyes of the Empress. “You were here, though,” said Daenerys, and there was definitely more gentleness in her tone than there had been. “You were back in your family home.”

“And that dream became a nightmare, too,” said Sansa. She pointed at the keep. “I can point to many of those rooms, and tell you of something horrible that happened to me there. It was my home, but it was my prison, too. I recognized only one face. Theon Greyjoy, but Ramsay had broken him.”

Daenerys remembered Theon. When she had met Jon, she had been looking into the eyes of a man who had literally died, but Theon’s had been more dead than her brother’s.

“There was no escape. Baelish had told me, turn Ramsay to mine, but Ramsay would never love me. He loved hurting me. The more pain, the better. No hope of escape. I tried to escape, but Theon betrayed me. He was so terrified of Ramsay.

“Finally when Stannis came, I decided… I couldn’t endure it anymore. I would either escape, or die while I was still me. Before Ramsay broke me as he had Theon. Theon killed Ramsay’s lover, his helper. And we leapt from the wall into the snow.

“Ramsay chased us, but Brienne and Podrick, they came to our rescue. And we went to Jon. And from there… you know what happened. We tried to gather forces to retake our home. But only the wildlings really stood by us. Only a few Northern houses came to our aid. Glover, the Boltons had helped him reclaim his castle. The Manderlys and the rest… they didn’t think we could win. The Boltons had the Karstarks. The Umbers. And waiting in the wings, the Lannisters.

“I was forced to send for aid. And so terrified of Ramsay was I… he had Rickon. He had our brother. I knew then… and I still think I know now, there was no way to save Rickon. Maybe we could have, but Ramsay. He… changed me.

“We won. I had to send for help to Littlefinger, who had his own goals. Himself on the Iron Throne, me at his side.” Sansa scoffed. “He was a man who would burn the land to ash if those left would call him King. He thought I’d be named Queen of the North. But instead they chose Jon.”

“The Lords of Westeros,” said Daenerys disdainfully. “Tyrion tried to say that Jon having a cock didn’t matter. But Varys disagreed. Why should what is between our legs matter?”

“It hurt,” agreed Sansa. “But I was happy for Jon. So long he’d felt like an outcast. And now the North said he was as worthy as any of us. Littlefinger, though, he went to work at once. It was easy for him when Jon was with you on Dragonstone. Little whispers, ‘the King should be here, in the North’. They offered to remove Jon and crown me.

“I said no. Arya and I, we were playing Littlefinger. He was trying to turn us against each other. Arya was always more loyal to Jon than me. But I knew his game. And we turned his trap on him. He thought I would kill Arya, but instead, we killed him.

“But Jon had yielded the North to you. And you came. Of all the people in the world, you came to help us. House Stark had rebelled against who you thought was your father. Helped kill who you thought was your brother. Still you came to help us, with your Unsullied and your Dothraki and your children.”

Sansa shuddered. “I’d learned from my enemies. And I’d learned their lessons poorly. ‘Everyone is your enemy. Everyone is your friend.’ That’s what Littlefinger had told me. But I never once looked at you as a possible friend, only an enemy. My brother loved you, and I thought him a simpering, slack-jawed fool. Your family had killed ours. You had demanded the North even after we’d taken it back from all our enemies. And he’d given it to you.

“And then he told us who he was, and I saw a chance. All that mattered was power. Jon didn’t want the throne, but I didn’t care. If he was on the throne, it would be someone I could trust. You would either expose yourself as the tyrant I was sure you were, and Arya would end you. Or you would step aside for him. I didn’t care what happened after that. You go back to Essos, and I’d say, ‘good riddance.’ Or you’d marry Jon, but be a powerless consort.” Sansa snorted out a laugh. “What little I knew. Your armies would have remained. Your dragons would have been around. You’d never have been powerless.

“And then we heard from King’s Landing that you’d burnt the city. I wasn’t surprised. ‘She was evil, as I said,’ I patted myself on the back, and we went to King’s Landing. We made who we thought was Bran King in the South, but even then, I felt uneasy. But again, I blinded myself to the truth. Your army let us make our decisions. And then they left.”

“Grey Worm always was loyal to my dreams,” said Daenerys.

Sansa narrowed her eyes. “Don’t patronize me. It took us a month and a half to assemble for the Dragonpit Council. To convince all the lords this wasn’t a trap by your army. Your army was still strong enough to beat us. But they put up no resistance. You’d given them orders, hadn’t you?”

Daenerys stared at Sansa, then chuckled. “Yes,” she confirmed. “I had sent word to Grey Worm. He knew I lived again. I told him, find his peace. He was free. Spare Jon. Spare the Starks. Let you make your own decisions.”

“And when we chose Bran?”

“That one I didn’t know until I’d reached Qarth. I’d sent a ship from Volantis with my orders for Grey Worm, but I didn’t trust myself to see Jon. To watch... In truth, I’d thought you’d name Jon your King. It was what you’d wanted, wasn’t it? But I still had allies. Supporters. Yara. I only revealed my resurrection to Grey Worm. He told nobody. He didn’t let them touch Jon. But nor would he let Jon become King. Just another mistake. I hadn’t known who had taken over your brother. I’d thought him odd, but unambitious. When I heard he’d become King, that was when I knew who he really was. The Lion-of-Night.”

Sansa was confused. “The what?”

“A dark god. Dating back from the days of the first Great Empire.”

Sansa set that aside. “I’m sorry I didn’t give you a chance seven years ago,” she said. “Not even just because now we know you’re our kin. My loyalty was always to my pack, but I thought I knew better than all of them. I betrayed my own brother in an attempt to play the game of thrones. And it destroyed my family. It broke Jon. It killed you. And I… I got to be queen, and yet in the end, I still didn’t find Winterfell to be home.

“Because home is more than a place. It’s the people. It was my father, my mother, my brothers, my sister. Theon. Maester Luwin. Ser Rodrik. And it should… it should have been you, too.”

Sansa looked down at the bundle. “We would have been as close as sisters,” she said. “Arya was right. My mother would have had to have been told who you were. I looked down at Jon at being a bastard, but we’d have known who you and he were. We’d have stood by you. Protected you. As parts of our pack.

“Would I have still wanted to be Queen when I knew Jon should be King? Or you being Queen?” Bitterness filled Sansa’s tone, and tears crept down her cheeks. “I only realized now how much my ambition cost me. Every time I had to choose between my family, and my dream, I chose my dream, and it cost me. First it cost me Lady. Then it cost me my father. And then… it cost us you. It shattered Jon.

“No more. For the first time I can remember… I don’t want to be queen. I want my family back. I want the pack to be whole.” Sansa sobbed quietly, but she held strong. “I want my ambition to never hurt anyone again. I want Jon to be our King, and you to be our Empress.

“But I know, too much has passed between us. And I regret that. I wish I’d embraced you seven years ago. If I had… we all know your true parentage would have come out eventually. It always does.” Sansa chuckled through her tears. “Jon would have been very unhappy, but I wouldn’t have been.”

Sansa looked down at her bundle. “When I was a little girl,” she said, “I loved sewing. Dresses. I was very, very good at it. Jon’s cloak… he lost it at Hardhome, when you saved him again, but I made it when I was at Castle Black, it was just like the one ou- my father wore.”

“It was a very nice cloak,” said Daenerys, remembering it well.

“Last night, I… when I realized all this, I sewed again for the first time. I wasn’t really sure what I was making when I started, but it was this. I made it for you.”

“What happened last night?” asked Daenerys. To both their surprise, Daenerys’s tone was very gentle.

Sansa’s eyes darkened. “When she left, Arya said… she had no clue what she had said, but she said that those who hurt me, every time I followed their lessons, they lived again. That they were part of me. Ramsay… that was the last thing he ever said to me. That he’d always be part of me. I don’t want them to be part of me. Cersei, Baelish, or him. But they were. They changed me. And by being who they had turned me into, I let them win.

“I don’t want them to be part of me. I wish I knew how to stop them.”

“You can’t,” said Daenerys. “You can’t change the past. You can only live with it. In spite of it. They hurt you. They affected you. And they will always be part of you because of that. But they weren’t the only ones. Your mother, your father, your brothers… they’re part of you, too. Viserys, he was a good brother, once. It’s why I named one of my dragons for him. Because even if he was cruel and weak at the end, there was a caring, affectionate brother once. But he was broken by the pressures of being the ‘last Targaryens.’ Of living on the streets, begging for food, selling what little we had left so we could eat. And I now suspect, the voices in his head always whispering… that everyone he loved had lied to him. That I wasn’t truly his sister.

“I can never forget who he was at the end, but I can mourn who he was before. You can never forget those who hurt you, but you can live in spite of them. Just as you live in memory of those who you knew who changed you for the better. Or those who did a bit of each.”

Sansa looked at Daenerys with new eyes. “How do you get through it?”

“One day at a time. It never goes away, does it? But it does get easier.” Daenerys paused, looking back at her army. “How do you live in a home where you suffered?” she asked.

Sansa waited. “One day at a time,” she responded. “There are bad memories. But there are good ones, too. I try every day to focus on the good ones.”

“And ignore the bad ones?”

Sansa shook her head. “No. You can never ignore them. You acknowledge them. But you don’t let them hurt you.” She looked down again at her bundle. She held it out for Daenerys.

Daenerys took it, and unfolded it. It was a banner. It was a black field. On the left, the grey direwolf of House Stark, but the wolf had violet eyes, and held in its jaw was a blue winter rose. On the right, the neck hidden behind the neck of the wolf, a red-headed dragon, with but one head, also with violet eyes. In its teeth was a flaming sword.

“I thought it might symbolize your family,” said Sansa. “All of them. Stark, Targaryen, and Dayne.”

Daenerys just stared at it, slackjawed, her eyes wet and shiny. “Thank you,” she said, her voice quiet and choked.

Sansa hesitated. “Arya said, after I revealed your secret… you can’t ride your dragon anymore?”

Daenerys took a deep breath. “No,” she said, her voice stronger, but also more sad. “I can’t. I try and bury the memories, the emotions, but I can’t.”

Sansa nodded. “Follow me.” She turned and started to walk away. Still staring at the banner for just a moment, she turned and followed Sansa.

It was to her surprise as Sansa led her into the Legion camps, straight to the field where the dragons were. Straight up to the nest where Drogon was resting. He turned to look at Sansa, and despite his expression of not being impressed, Sansa walked fairly close.

“Try,” said Sansa to Daenerys simply.

“It won’t work,” said Daenerys.

“Not if you try and bury the emotions. Don’t. Acknowledge them. They happened. Don’t bury the trauma. Spite it. The man who did it to you is dead. You’re not, you’re still here, and that means something. Believe in yourself.”

“I haven’t believed in myself in seven years,” admitted Daenerys.

“Then don’t use your belief. Your mother believes in you. Your sister believes in you. Jon believes in you. Arya believes in you.” Sansa paused. “And it took me long enough, but I believe in you.”

Daenerys steeled herself. She took a deep breath. Handing the banner still clutched in her hands to Sansa, she turned to Drogon, who gave a glance at the Stark woman, then put his head down.

Daenerys placed her foot on a spine, and started to climb. She got up two feet before she paled, and her breathing became ragged. Her pupils widened.

But then she gave a glance at Sansa, and then climbed another step up. Slowly, inch by inch, she ascended Drogon. It took her far, far longer than it ever did seven years ago. She was hesitant, and Drogon was bigger.

But he let loose a very non-intimidating squeal of delight when Daenerys reached the top of his back and took her once-familiar position.

She leaned down. The memories were there, but she let them have no power over her.

She was no longer Daenerys Stormborn, the Dragon Queen, the Mad Queen.

She was Daenerys Lightbringer, the Amethyst Empress.

As she rubbed her dragon son’s neck, she felt the connection, the connection that even as her life had ended, had never broken. The connection that had been her salvation. That had only strengthened, and now, she was back where she belonged.

She could sense Drogon’s eagerness for her to say a single word. She doubted she even had to say it. Even as she sat there, she felt if she tried, she could see from Drogon’s eyes, command him with but a thought. Meld their minds again.

But Daenerys glanced down at Sansa, who was smiling.

“Come on, then,” she said.

That surprised Sansa. Fear entered her eyes. “I- I don’t think-” she began.

“Are you going to pass up a chance to ride a dragon before Arya? To hold that over her forever?”

Sansa hesitated again, but slowly, handing the banner over to an Imperial Guard, she approached the neck. Drogon was side-eying her skeptically, but through his bond, he could sense Daenerys’s overwhelming gratitude for Sansa, and assented to letting her climb.

Gingerly, Sansa ascended, spine by spine, until she reached the flat of the top of Drogon’s neck. “Where do I sit?” she asked.

“Behind me,” said Daenerys.

“What do I hold onto?”

Daenerys smiled. “Whatever you can.”

Sansa settled herself behind Daenerys and held a spine with one hand and Daenerys’s waist with another. Daenerys could feel Drogon’s horrific impatience in his mind. He was not a patient dragon. He had waited seven years for this.

“Sōvēs,” said Daenerys finally.

Drogon did not hesitate. His wings spread. Sansa gripped Daenerys’s waist like a vice, but the dragon launched himself into the sky.

Daenerys felt no fear.

She felt joy. Both Drogon’s joy at being in the sky with his mother once more, and her own joy.

This is where I belong, thought Daenerys. The sky.

They circled Winterfell. Sansa was muttering in fear, clenching to Daenerys and holding her eyes shut, but she braved to open them, and felt amazed to be looking down from so high up. She saw the godswood, the pools they’d swam in as children, the walls Bran had loved to climb.

On the walls, Jon was speaking with Tyrion and Davos.

“I don’t know how to get in contact with Dorne,” Jon was admitting. “How can we send them letters when the Raven will intercept any of our ravens?”

“We could probably ask Queen Yara to send a ship along the western coast,” said Tyrion.

They looked up as they saw Drogon flying over. The dragons flying over the castle was nothing remarkable anymore. Even the Northerners barely spared them a glance anymore.

Jon was very surprised to see a mane of silver hair flying from his back.

But he was utterly flabbergasted to see the red hair from the person behind the Empress.

“Is that…” asked Tyrion, stepping forward, his brows so furrowed it was a wonder he could see, his jaw hanging so slack it was a wonder he could speak.

Drogon turned, hiding his passengers.

“That was Daenerys and Sansa on the dragon’s back, aye?” asked Davos, just as lost as the others.

“Couldn’t be,” said Jon. “Daenerys, maybe, but Sansa?”

“How much did I drink last night?” asked Tyrion.

They watched Drogon circle around, but now he was too far for them to really see who was on his back. Knowing there was only one place they would go, they started to hurry down to the dragon’s field.

Drogon and his riders flew over the Wolfswood, then circled back towards the castle. They set down just as Jon and the others were entering the field.

Almost as soon as Drogon had landed, Sansa climbed down, breathing deeply. She had been terrified, but exhilarated.

Daenerys climbed down behind her, rubbing Drogon’s scales lovingly. Drogon looked at her, and they could all sense the radiant joy coming off of him.

Daenerys closed her eyes, tears running down her cheeks, and then she turned, and launched herself at Sansa, wrapping her arms around the taller woman.

They weren’t sure if Daenerys was laughing, or crying, or some combination.

“Whatever lay between us before,” said Daenerys, as Sansa returned her hug after a moment of surprise, “is over. I forgive you everything, for helping me…”

Sansa paused. “That’s what family is for,” she said. She looked at Jon, Davos, and Tyrion, who were all still completely amazed at what they were seeing.

Drogon gave a suspicious glance at Jon, but his happiness was too much for even him to appear too angry with his “uncle.” Daenerys and Sansa broke apart, Daenerys wiping at her eyes.

“I need to go finish preparations,” said Sansa.

“Thank you, Sansa,” said Daenerys, fully sincerely.

Sansa bowed her head cordially, and turned. The three stared at her as she passed, but Sansa merely smiled back, heading back towards the castle.

Jon shaking his head in his surprise, dared to step towards Daenerys, despite Drogon’s eyes being fixed on him. To assuage the dragon, he unbuckled his belt and handed Blackfyre over to Davos.

“I think I need to ask,” said Jon, “the fuck just happened?”

Daenerys paused. “Sansa said Arya said something, unknowingly, but that woke her up to how destructive her ambition had been. She… she wants to be family.”

Jon looked at her, stunned. “And?”

“My brain says to be suspicious. My heart says… she was fully genuine.”

Jon hugged Daenerys. “What the fuck did Arya say?” he asked.

Daenerys shook her head. “Something… something that I will not repeat. That is her story to tell.”

 

As Sansa went back into the castle, she was intercepted. Ashara Dayne stepped out of the shadow of the gates, and took Sansa’s chin in her hand.

Sansa stared back. She didn’t fear Ashara.

“There he is,” said Ashara quietly.

“Who?” asked Sansa. Was she daring to say Ramsay?

“Your father,” said Ashara. “A good man. For the first time since you arrived in Volantis… he’d be proud of you, Sansa Stark.”

At that, she stepped away to return to the castle. Sansa stayed there for a moment, then returned to her original course.

Duty called, after all.

Notes:

I’ve always been hesitant to fully redeem Sansa because I couldn’t think of a good way to do it.

I had Dany make her opinions on Sansa or Arya coming to her side fully just because they discovered she was family. Dany would reject their attempts to reconcile; they didn’t love her when they didn’t know of her Stark blood, she didn’t care to love them when they did know.

But a few weeks ago, I had an idea for a line so personally devastating to Sansa, I didn’t see how it could be used and have her NOT basically undergo a complete bluescreen and re-calibrate herself to be “oh my god what have I become.”

That line, originally, was “he was right. He became part of you.”

I toned it down because I want to be respectful of rape survivors and rape victims.

It’s the easiest path possible to have someone call Sansa, “Lady Bolton.” But I don’t think any of the characters ever would. Jon and Arya, obviously, are her siblings. But even amongst those who don't care for Sansa, Dany is a rape survivor. Ashara is a rape survivor. They know full well how horrible it is.

But in the end, Arya unknowingly says a similar line, and it hits Sansa like a wrecking ball.

Because Ramsay was right. They had become part of Sansa, and Sansa realized, every time she plotted, they won.

It wasn’t until I was writing it, remembering Sansa’s backstory, that I realized how destructive her ambition was, her dream of being queen, for her family. Lady died because she lied to Robert; her father died because she chose her dream over loyalty to Ned. Every time she chose her dream over her family, her family suffered. Sansa suffered.

(I don’t dare accuse Sansa of ever willfully sacrificing Rickon or trying to get Jon killed. I think she was just a traumatized victim. D&D being awful writers and sacrificing logic in favor of spectacle, their 'Ride of the Rohirrim' moment, is not my problem).

Sansa realized when she was forced to look in the mirror at the representations of unchained ambition, and her personal nightmare, how they had changed her. She realized that she had willfully chased her dream to the point that she had fully willingly betrayed Jon. That in the end, what she had set in motion had utterly destroyed Jon's life, and that she hadn't cared. He was her brother, but she had placed more importance on wearing a crown and sitting on a throne than him.

She realizes who she's become, Cerseifinger as the fans nickname her, and horrified, she finally casts aside her ambitions, her dreams, and fully embraces her position. A loyal supporter of her family.

And she desires to repent. She bares her soul to Dany, and the two find common ground. And Sansa, well acquainted with overcoming horrific memories, helps Dany get back part of what she’d lost. Her ability to ride Drogon.

And that means everything to Daenerys. For Dany, it wipes Sansa’s debt clean.

The pack is no longer divided at all. Sansa and Daenerys… have bonded.

I expect in 200 years, the Maesters will pin the start of the Lemon Tree Apocalypse- a world overrun by lemon trees to mass-produce lemon cakes- to this date.

NEXT TIME:
1. Arya reaches Storm's End
2. The Empire heads south.

Chapter 23: The Storm Lord And Tarly's Tears

Notes:

You all gave me a redeemed Sansa so allow me to give you... a different pound of flesh.

Enjoy.

(no book quotes today, I was in a hurry getting this chapter up and it's all kind of original content that doesn't tie into many book quotes. Maybe I'll add them in later).

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

Gendry grumbled to himself as he walked through the halls of Storm’s End, heading towards his solar and bedchambers, intending to throw himself onto the bed even without undressing, so exhausted was he at getting his lords together to march their armies to intercept the descending Gemstone Legions.

He banged open his door and stepped in. So intent on closing his eyes was he that it took him a moment to realize that the candles were lit. He didn’t even spot the ash markers on the walls.

“You look good,” said a voice from the corner. Gendry had been slipping his boots off and literally jumped out of them. In a blind panic, he reached down for one and held it up, intending to bludgeon whoever had ambushed him in his own chambers.

His jaw dropped when he saw who it was.

“Arya?” he asked.

She gave him a smile. “Gendry,” she said.

Gendry just stared at her for a full minute. He had been imagining for years, Arya Stark returning to Westeros, riding up to Storm’s End, and accepting his offer to be his wife. He still had never married, even as his lords grumbled more and more.

He was Lord Paramount of the Stormlands. He answered only to the King, who had no intention of making him marry. And Gendry would hold out at least a few more years… he told himself every few years. Surely, one day soon Arya would return.

And now she had.

“How did you get into my chambers?” asked Gendry.

“I snuck in,” said Arya. She felt nervous. Far more nervous than she had ever really felt before. There was a most unfamiliar flutter in her chest.

Gods damn it, all she could think of was Daenerys saying she could be with Gendry, and not be a proper lady.

“Did you just return to Westeros?” asked Gendry.

“I’ve been back for a few months,” said Arya.

“Oh, I would have thought you’d have stopped to see your brother. Then, I suppose he’s always known you were okay.”

“Not where I’ve been. He can’t see into Essos anymore. Not since the Empire took it over.”

Gendry nodded. “Yeah, he sent Samwell Tarly over to get a glimpse of her. He said Sam let him see out of his eyes. Do you know who the Amethyst Empress is? All of Westeros knows by now.”

“I found out who she was in Meereen,” said Arya.

“What a fucked world we’re in, huh? Dead madwomen back to life. We could use your help, Arya. Your brother will be glad to see you. I’m sure he knows you’re back.”

“Gendry,” said Arya. “I’m not here to help the Raven. I’m here…” She paused, nervous.

Gendry had grown up in King’s Landing. Nearly everyone he knew there had died in the burning.

“I’m here on behalf of the Amethyst Empress,” finished Arya.

Gendry’s eyes went wide and his breathing stopped. He stared at Arya for another thirty or so seconds.

“Why did she burn King’s Landing?” he asked.

“Poison,” said Arya. “Basilisk’s blood. Drives people mad.”

“Bran never-” began Gendry.

“That’s not Bran,” said Arya. “Something’s in him. Something evil.”

Gendry’s eyes narrowed. “She wants to be queen still?”

Arya shrugged. “Not Queen. Empress. She’s aiming to put Jon on the throne. He’ll rule in her name.”

Gendry felt the surprises kept coming, but he held his ground. “Your sister?”

“They’re not on good terms, but Sansa is back in Winterfell, Wardeness of the North.”

Gendry nodded. “You want me to bend the knee to her? And your brother?”

Arya looked at him. “Yes.”

“You trust her?”

Arya did. Implicitly. Daenerys was part of her pack now. She nodded. “With my life.”

Gendry jerked his head. “Then that’s good enough for me.”

Arya blank a few items. “What?”

“You trust her. That’s enough for me.”

Arya was the one on the back foot this time. “But… I had a speech and everything! You aren’t supposed to agree so easily! I’m supposed to convince you!”

“You did.”

“It wasn’t supposed to be so easy! You were supposed to be offended that she burnt everyone in King’s Landing, that she was mad, that Bran was your King!”

“I never really believed it,” said Gendry simply. Arya shut up and looked at him. “I was Robert Baratheon’s son. And she stopped me. I was so scared that day in Winterfell. And then she did something she didn’t have to do. She made me a Baratheon. Lord of Storm’s End. My father overthrew hers, sent her into exile, tried to kill her all her life. Killed her brother. I mean, he kidnapped my father’s betrothed, raped her… but she didn’t take it out on me, didn’t have me executed, which she could have. Or at least, not done what she did. But instead, she gave me my name.

“It hasn’t been easy. Lots of my lords, the Raven never sat with them. Thought if anyone should have been King, it was me. They accepted Daenerys as our queen, because she legitimized me. But with Jon Snow in exile, even if the rumors were true, he was still a bastard. Did you know she’s my cousin? My great-grandmother was a Targaryen. My lords thought I should claim the throne.

“I didn’t want it. Ruling Storm’s End is hard enough. Being King of the Seven Kingdoms? They accepted Daenerys as our queen, because she legitimized me. I tried to keep my ears open. Learn what I could from others. And you know who was some of the most educational? What I heard from across the Narrow Sea. Lots of lords ignored what was going on in Essos. I didn’t. I’m still not sure how we didn’t know the Empress was Daenerys Targaryen, but what I heard from Essos wasn’t anything like what I’d seen in King’s Landing.

“I’ll say, I’ve never fully trusted your bro- I mean, the Raven. I could tell Ser Davos didn’t. Lord Tyrion didn’t. Ser Brienne didn’t. But he didn’t strip my land, my titles. He let me stay Lord of Storm’s End. And for you, I was loyal to him. Some of my lords, when I came back here and told them who we were up against, they whispered to me, we should change sides. I told the Raven about them, because he was my King.

“But I trust you, Arya. If you say she wasn’t mad, I believe you. If you follow her, I trust your decision. If you want me to change sides... I will.”

Arya felt so grateful to Gendry. She launched herself at him and threw her lips upon his. He fell back on the bed as she pounced, and she kept her lips glued to his.

“I waited for you,” he said. “All this time. I didn’t marry, I never even-”

Arya shook her head. “I was with some others during my journeys,” she said. “But every time… I wanted it to be you.”

“That’s good enough for me.”

Arya reached down for her jerkin top and pulled it off. She was wearing a ragged shirt beneath, but on her neck in tar was the mark Kinvara had taught her.

Gendry looked at it. “Mark,” said Arya. “Keeps the Raven from seeing me.”

“Clever,” said Gendry. He only then noticed the similar markings on the walls.

Their lovemaking was fast and desperate, both of them rejoicing in being together again, but once they were each spent, Arya laid in bed next to Gendry.

“My offer still stands, you know,” said Gendry. “But I know you don’t want to be a lady.”

“In the Empire,” said Arya, “I can be whoever I want, with whoever I want. That’s what Daenerys told me.”

“Are the rumors true about Jon Snow?” asked Gendry. “I liked him, I thought he was a good King in the North.”

“They’re true,” confirmed Arya.

“So she’s his aunt? How did he take that? I’d find it weird…”

Arya smiled. “They’re not together in that way anymore… Jon was pushing her away even before he killed her. But he took what they found out later even worse.”

“What was that?” Gendry’s eyes went wide. “Oh gods, she wasn’t pregnant, was she?”

Oh gods, I hope not, was all Arya thought. As disgusted as Jon had been at knowing now that Daenerys was his sister all along, Arya knew that the only thing now that he could never have forgiven himself for- that Daenerys, given how whenever she spoke of her pregnancy with grief at how much she longed for her son to have lived, would never have forgiven him for- would have been her being pregnant when Jon had killed her.

Jon would have loved that babe, even if the mother had been his sister. He may even have married Daenerys, even knowing she was his sister, so his child would not have been a bastard. Targaryen Exceptionalism was still a doctrine in the Faith.

Arya just knew that there was a very good chance after that that that would have been his only child. She couldn’t imagine it being anything more than a sham marriage. Jon would not want to continue to bed his sister, and yet nor would he take a lover out of wedlock. He had issues with bastards, after all.

Or maybe not. Daenerys would not have fallen out of love with Jon if he hadn’t murdered her. Would she have accepted that Jon did not want to be with her anymore? Or would she have attempted to wear down his reluctance with persistence? Would she have succeeded? Would Jon have eventually succumbed to his love for her, despite their even closer relation?

If not, maybe they wouldn’t have married. Daenerys even now wanted to eradicate the concept of bastardry altogether. Their child would have been their heir. A Targaryen even if his parents weren’t married. Daenerys would have ensured the child’s succession through fire and blood.

“No,” said Arya. Such speculations were… pointless. Jon’s dagger had plunged into Daenerys’s heart, and though she had returned to life, her love for him had not. She had not been pregnant when she had died, Arya was sure of that, because if there was one thing Arya WAS sure of, if she had been, Jon would be dead. Daenerys had forgiven him for killing her. She never would have forgiven him for killing their child.

“First off,” continued Arya, seeing that she had to correct Gendry’s misconceptions about history before he got himself into trouble with Jon or Daenerys or gods forbid, Lady Ashara. “Rhaegar Targaryen didn’t abduct my aunt Lyanna. She ran off with him willingly.”

“But she was betrothed to my father,” said Gendry.

“Yeah, but your father was… your father.” Gendry’s face shifted in offense. Arya shrugged. “Not very keen on sticking to one bed.”

Gendry looked ready to protest, but then he gave a sheepish look. “Suppose I’m proof of that,” he admitted.

“You are, and there’s nothing wrong with being a bastard. That’s one thing Daenerys wants to do away with. Bastardry.” Arya sighed. “Rhaegar wasn’t fond of staying to one woman either, but he was a Targaryen, he didn’t have a problem taking more than one wife. He had Elia Martell, he had Ashara Dayne, and then he annulled the marriage to Elia and married my aunt.

“From there, the two of them had Jon. And another babe, a daughter. Daenerys isn’t Jon’s aunt, Gendry. Rhaegar Targaryen wasn’t her brother. When we met her, she told us all that her mother was Ashara Dayne, and though that’s true, it’s only in heart, not blood. She was birthed by Lyanna Stark. She’s my cousin.”

Gendry was stunned. He sat there in silence for a few moments. “I suppose that’s why the North has bent the knee? Is that why Lord Manderly vanished? Did he find out?”

Arya nodded.

“I’ll need your help to convince my lords of this, but I’m with you, Arya. You and the Empress.”

At that, he wrapped his arms around her, and the two drifted off to sleep.


In Winterfell, as Sansa was overseeing the final preparations, Brienne poked her head in.

“Samwell Tarly is asking to see you, my lady,” she said.

Sansa looked at Brienne oddly. Tarly? Hadn’t Jon made it very clear he wasn’t welcome here anymore?

What was he up to? Sansa would prefer not to leave plotters behind in Winterfell. His family would stay here. It was a mark of Jon’s good heart that he was determined not to punish Sam’s family for their patriarch’s failings.

In fact, Sansa realized, she had thought his and Daenerys’s punishment weak, but it was only now she recognized the subtle brilliance of it. Sam’s happy and loyal service to the Raven had burnt every bridge he had; his book had destroyed his friendship with Jon, and Arya getting Jon to play along had revealed that the somehow-maester was a parasitic worm.

Rather than perform the punishment himself, and possibly make future enemies out of Sam’s children, he had merely cast Sam out to the wolves that were waiting throughout Westeros to tear him to shreds. His family couldn’t blame him then. Once that happened, Sansa was sure, Jon would quietly find a safe, comfortable place for Sam’s wife and sons.

Perhaps that was all he was up to. Perhaps he was trying to latch himself to Sansa as his new protector from the consequences of his own actions.

Unfortunately for Sam, she hadn’t even been inclined to do so even before she and Daenerys had thrown down their hatred, and begun becoming… friends, Sansa realized.

“Let him in,” said Sansa. She would discover his game and report it to Jon and Daenerys herself.

Sam stepped in. He was carrying a bottle of wine. “Lady Sansa,” he said, bowing his head.

“Maester Tarly,” said Sansa. Better to make him think she was on his side. “How can I help you?”

“I was perhaps wondering if you needed my services here at Winterfell. I know you’re heading south, and Lord Reed will be managing the North in your absence.”

Howland Reed, another firm ally of Daenerys.

“Perhaps a place could be found,” said Sansa carefully, intending to draw out Sam. “If the King and Empress permitted it.”

Sam’s face fell. He knew those two would never allow him to stay in Winterfell. “Is she… really your cousin?” he asked. “Is she really Jon’s sister?”

“It has been proven beyond any doubt,” said Sansa. “You’ve seen her game with the magic of her gem. When she does so, according to those who knew my aunt, she looks nearly identical. It’s only her silver hair and purple eyes that made people not see it before.” Sansa sighed. “Well, amongst those who knew her. My sister and Jon and I, none of us knew Lady Lyanna. Arya looks rather like her, but there’s enough of our mother in her.”

Sam frowned. “Who is older? Her or Jon?”

“Jon,” answered Sansa.

“Then he still really was the rightful heir… so did I really do anything wrong telling him that?”

You were wrong for the reasons you told him that, thought Sansa, and then fought down a bit of self-loathing. It was as Jon had said. He was happy, and in love, and they had torn his happiness to shreds for their own vengeance, their own ambition, and broken him utterly.

The fates were paying them back now, with interest.

“Is the North really on her side?” asked Sam. “I mean… she may have Stark blood, but she wasn’t raised here. It’s more about where you were, really. You look more like your mother, I mean, than you do, but you’re still a Stark, good and honorable.”

She tried to be. Ashara’s mention of having finally made her father proud yesterday… that had sunken into Sansa.

“There are those in the North who still aren’t thrilled about it,” admitted Sansa. Some truth would make Sam more comfortable. “But many have come to her side. Especially now that news of Wyman Manderly’s fate has spread.”

Sam looked at Sansa. “And you? You did her a great wrong seven years ago. Are you comfortable being part of her Empire?”

Sansa realized now the answer was, yes. Somehow, someway, the path she had walked had led her to… regard Daenerys as family. A year ago she had been toasting and mocking the woman’s death; now she meant to spend time with her on the journey, building a friendship.

“I’m sworn to Jon as King directly, not her as Empress,” answered Sansa carefully.

“So you trust Jon more than Daenerys?”

Well, yes, the answer to that one was still yes. But she did trust Daenerys now. She and Jon had a longer history; Sansa wanted to build one with Daenerys.

“Yes,” said Sansa. “He is, and always will be, my brother.”

Sam shifted in his chair. “She turned him against me,” he admitted. “I’m his best friend. He was the rightful king, not her, that’s all I wanted him to know.”

Sansa knew Sam had sworn the vows of the Night’s Watch next to Jon. That he had heard him swear away all titles and claims.

“Do you think Jon would be a better King than Daenerys?” asked Sam.

“I told Tyrion because I did,” said Sansa. She was still unsure of that.

Sam leaned in. “Do you think maybe… he would make a better, more trustworthy Emperor than that?”

That one Sansa knew.

No.

No, gods no.

It wasn’t that Jon wasn’t a good man, a dutiful ruler, honorable. It was that the Empire had quite literally been made by Daenerys, with the support of those she had won the loyalty of personally.

In many ways, Sansa knew, it was Daenerys who held it together. To say she had strong political support amongst the freed slaves was an understatement- they revered her as akin to a goddess. She had passed laws to benefit the smallfolk, at the expense of the rich and noble, and the smallfolk had swollen her armies.

If nothing had ever transpired between Jon and Daenerys before, perhaps if something happened to his sister, he could have sat in the Dawnthrone, earned enough support from Daenerys’s armies as her brother to hold the Empire together. With his Targaryen blood, he may have won control of the dragons, which was really the key factor.

But he was not only her brother. He was the man who had literally murdered her. Their beloved Empress.

Daenerys’s most ardent supporters would never bow to him. They would turn her political powerbase- the freed slaves- against him. The Empire would rip itself to shreds, and Jon would be very quickly killed.

But she sensed Sam’s game, and it was time to spring her trap.

“I’m not sure,” she said. “Even if that was the case, I don’t see anything happening to Daenerys.”

“Well,” began Sam hesitantly. “What if she… caught a fever while on campaign, and died?” He held up his wine.

Oh gods.

Oh gods was he really?

“I have made some mistakes,” said Sam. “I would like to begin making amends. I’m too scared to see her myself. Could you give this to her?”

Sansa took it gingerly. “I will.”

Sam smiled. “Well, I’ll let you get back to your packing,” he said, looking at her with a devious look. Sansa kept her true feelings locked away as he bowed, and walked off.

Sansa took the wine and went straight for Daenerys’s solar. She found the Empress sitting in front of a fire as her servants carted her last possessions out.

Sansa set the wine down on the table. “We need to send for Jon,” she said grimly.

“For a last glass of wine before the road?” asked Daenerys, an eyebrow raised.

“None of us should drink this wine. Samwell Tarly gave it to me, to give to you, as a gift.”


Gendry felt a lot more confident and yet nervous as he made his way to meet with his lords, Arya at his side.

“Relax,” said Arya. “If any give you lip, I know how to deal with them.”

“You can’t kill all your problems away, Arya,” said Gendry.

“Sounds like a man who hasn’t killed enough people.”

It was times like these Gendry was really hoping Arya was joking, because he couldn’t usually tell.

They approached the door. Gendry examined his clothing, making sure there wasn’t a piece out of place- the page adjusted his shirt for him- and then the door was opened and the two stepped in.

Gendry approached the throne of the Baratheons. Arya stood at his side as he sat. The lords of the Stormlands looked at her interestedly.

An aging man, still strong, wearing a brown tunic with three stalks of wheat was the first to stand again once everyone had sat after Gendry. “Lord Baratheon,” he said. Arya kept herself composed, but it was odd to her to hear Gendry addressed as Lord Baratheon. “A visitor?”

“My lords,” said Gendry, clearly enunciating the words rather than slip into his older accent and say ‘milord’ like a peasant. “Last night we received a visitor. May I introduce my… friend, Lady Arya of House Stark. Hero of Winterfell.”

Arya’s eyes rolled but the lords muttered in interest.

“It is a great honor to host the King’s sister,” said the lord. Arya racked her brains for that sigil. She came up with House Selmy of Harvest Hall.

“My lords,” said Gendry, “Lady Arya has brought news that has changed matters greatly. We have, all of us, all of Westeros, been deceived. I ask you hear me out and not interrupt.”

It was a mark of respect that the lords’ muttering quieted immediately. Arya felt pride for Gendry. He was doing as best as he could.

“Seven years ago we all voted who we thought was Brandon Stark to be King of the Six Kingdoms of Westeros,” said Gendry. “To succeed Queen Daenerys, who we all thought was a madwoman who burnt a city.

“Lady Arya has recently returned to Westeros from Essos. There, she met with the Amethyst Empress, the reborn Daenerys Targaryen. We all know the story of how she died. Killed by her lover, Jon Snow, to avenge the murdered.

“But Queen Daenerys, who I fought alongside at the Battle of Winterfell, was not the madwoman we all thought she was.” That pronouncement drew muttering. “Her advisor, Varys, had learned the truth. Rumors that we all heard of Jon Snow’s true parentage. He is indeed the son of Lyanna Stark and Rhaegar Targaryen. And he betrayed his queen and sought to place Jon Snow upon the throne.

“Rather than poison her dead, Varys used a poison known as basilisk’s blood.” A few lords leaned forward, clearly recognizing that substance. “His goal was to convince the last of Queen Daenerys’s loyal supporters- Lord Tyrion Lannister and Jon Snow- that she had fallen to her family’s infamous madness. Basilisk’s blood causes one to become savage, violent, aggressive beyond reason.

“And though Queen Daenerys sussed out his treason and rightfully executed him, she did not eliminate all his helpers. On that morning, she ate a meal that contained the basilisk's blood, and under its effects… burnt the city.”

A man stood then. Arya needed not search her memory for this lord’s sigil. Yellow suns on a rose field quartered with white crescent moons on blue. House Tarth. Lord Selwyn Tarth, Brienne’s father.

“My daughter, Ser Brienne of the Ravensguard, served King Bran,” he said. “She always spoke very highly of him, and very poorly of the Mad Queen. Do you expect us to believe that King Bran would have… known this, and not spoken of it?”

“Your daughter is a good woman,” said Arya, speaking up. The lords looked at her oddly. For better or worse, she was still the sister of the King. “She would vouch for the Amethyst Empress, if she were here.”

“I have not heard from my daughter in moons,” said Tarth, and Arya could detect a bit of fear. “Last we knew, King Bran had said she had sailed to Essos. When he spread the word of the Mad Queen’s return, he was sure-”

“She lives,” said Arya. Tarth fell silent, looking at Arya, and hope entered his eyes. “The Raven, for that is not really my brother framed my sister Sansa for the murder of our brother Jon. Your daughter had sworn oaths to our mother, to protect us. She saved Sansa from the executioner’s block and they fled together to Essos.”

Tarth was surprised, but he was a clever man, and did his best to hide it. “Are you saying my daughter betrayed her King?” he asked.

“I’m saying she made the right decision,” retorted Arya. “She had to choose between helping the Raven frame Sansa. She chose to help Sansa.”

“My daughter was very proud to be Lord Commander of the Ravensguard.”

“And it should tell you then how bad the Raven was that she chose to break her vows,” said Arya simply. “She’s a good woman, a woman of honor. When she wrote to you, I’m sure she was trying to hold to honor, and not betray her King.”

Another lord, his tunic green with a turtle, stood. Arya couldn’t place that sigil. Gendry leaned in to whisper to her. “Lord Eldon Estermont,” he whispered.

“You ask us to betray our King for Daenerys Targaryen?” Estermont asked. “Forgive us, Lady Arya, but I have my doubts. This is a trick, by your brother, to test our loyalty. All know that House Stark turned against Daenerys Targaryen. That they betrayed and murdered her, and tried to put forward a bastard with such lies for their throne. That Prince Rhaegar would have a child with Lyanna Stark, that he would try and annul a marriage that had produced issue… it’s unthinkable.”

Arya fought down the insult to Jon and her House. “It’s true,” she said.

“You called Jon Snow brother. Do you expect us to believe that you would side with the woman he murdered? If justice was done, he was burnt by dragonfire.”

Arya remembered Tyrion saying that many lords still supported Daenerys. That even when they thought she had burnt the city, they still had felt she was the rightful Queen.

“It surprised me too,” said Arya. “I went to Volantis, thinking as you would. That the Mad Queen would burn my family alive. Instead, I found that she had saved Jon’s life. The White Walkers are back. They were attacking the wildlings. The Empress sent her Imperial Guard to save them.”

“To save the man who murdered her?” asked Tarth, surprised. 

“She forgave him,” said Arya.

The lords muttered in disbelief. “She forgave the man who murdered her?” asked Estermont.

“Yes,” said Arya.

“And does House Stark denounce their lies, their claims that he is the trueborn son of Rhaegar Targaryen and Lyanna Stark?”

Arya sat up. “No,” she said. “I can’t speak for him being trueborn… but he is the child of Rhaegar Targaryen and Lyanna Stark.” Arya looked around. “As is she. Daenerys Targaryen is not the daughter of the Mad King. She is the daughter of Rhaegar Targaryen and Lyanna Stark, foster daughter, milk-daughter, of Lady Ashara Dayne.”

That one sparked a reaction. The lords didn’t believe it. They looked at Arya as if she had grown a second head. “Is this a Stark lie?”

“No lie,” said Arya. “She’s the one who told us of it. And it’s true. The Northern Lords have already looked at her claims and seen that, take away her silver hair, her purple eyes, she looks just like my aunt. Jon is not her nephew, but her brother. He rode a dragon seven years ago. That is proof of his Targaryen blood.”

A lord with a blue-green whirlpool sigil stood. “You say that she is a bastard as well?” he asked.

Arya wanted to fight this. Who the fuck cared about bastardry? But she bit her tongue, being  diplomatic. “I say that Viserys Targaryen legitimized Daenerys Targaryen,” she said, knowing the ‘story’ that they’d cooked up to appease Dorne. “Daenerys Targaryen has legitimized Jon Snow as Jon Targaryen, and has yielded her claims on Westeros to him. He has bent the knee to her as his overlord, and will rule Westeros in her name.”

“And Daenerys Targaryen killed Viserys Targaryen,” said a lord.

“No, he got himself killed being an idiot. Threatening the son of a Dothraki khal, with a sword, in a place where swords weren’t allowed to be drawn.”

“And his sister did nothing to save him?” asked Tarth, more curious than accusing.

“First, not his sister, his niece, even if neither knew it. Second… that Dothraki khal’s son was her son, too.”

All objections regarding Viserys Targaryen’s death melted away.

“I have decided to align the Stormlands with King Jon Targaryen and Amethyst Empress Daenerys Targaryen,” said Gendry. “Does anyone object?”

Estermont stood. “Can we win?” he asked simply.

“Three hundred thousand men at arms in the Gemstone Legions,” answered Arya, “and more dragons than even I know of. Seventy-seven thousand men here in Westeros right now, along with six dragons. We all saw what one was capable of.”

Not a single lord had a problem with those odds.


Daenerys’s solar was filled with people standing around a table, staring at a bottle of wine.

“I’m gonna fucking kill him,” growled Jon. He had thought himself done with Sam forever, but this… Sam would not stop plotting until Daenerys was dead.

“Is there a chance Lady Sansa, you are mistaken?” asked Davos.

“No,” said Sansa. “He said, wouldn’t it be convenient if she came down with a fever on campaign, and died? And then he gave me this.”

“There’s only one poison that matches that that I know of,” said Tyrion. “Tears of Lys.”

“That’s what my aunt used to kill her husband, right?” asked Sansa.

“Yes. Nearly completely untraceable. The victim develops a sudden, severe fever, and dies within a few days.”

“So the question is, do we arrest him now?” asked Davos. “Any safe way to test it?”

“Normally to test for poison, one uses a taster,” said Tyrion. “But normally you use a taster on meals you don’t think are poisoned. Not on ones you’re relatively sure are.”

“Is there any antidote for Tears of Lys?” asked Jon.

“No.”

“So to use a taster would be to condemn them to almost certain death, all to prove Sam guilty.” Jon frowned. “I won’t kill an innocent just to prove Sam guilty.”

“I could taste it,” offered Daenerys.

“What?” asked Sansa, stunned. “I think that is what he is trying for.”

“He is, but what he doesn’t know is, my mother has taught me how to not be affected by poisons.”

Sansa looked at Daenerys and Ashara, surprised. She hadn’t known that either. “How?”

“The magics of shadowbinders,” said Ashara.

Sansa was stunned that such a thing was even possible. Then she started laughing.

“Sorry,” she said as everyone looked at her oddly. “Sorry. It’s just… when I had my… revelation as to what I had been doing, one of the things I… poison. That I could have poisoned you, and Jon would take your throne, and I could have…”

Jon frowned as he understood where she had cut off. “I think I’ve made my opinions on being with my sisters in that way rather clear,” he said warningly.

“Yes, quite,” said Daenerys. “You’re fine fucking them when you don’t know they’re your sister.”

“Do you really have to keep bringing that up?” asked Jon.

Daenerys raised an eyebrow. “Consider it your punishment for the rest of your life for murdering me.”

“Well, technically, the plan would have been sound, details aside,” said Tyrion. “After all, she isn’t truly your sister, but your cousin.”

“No, that doesn’t work,” said Jon. “I mean, by all the gods, you want to know truthfully? The idea of being with you in that way, Sansa, bothers me even more than the idea of being with Dany. Because at least she and I weren’t raised together as brother and sister. We were. Aye, we might not be siblings in blood, but we are.”

Their gazes went back to the tainted wine. “Well, there is one answer,” said Tyrion. “We make him drink it. If there’s no poison… he will happily drink it.”

“How quickly does Tears of Lys take affect?” asked Davos.

“A few hours.”

Jon scowled in disgust. “I can’t fucking believe who he really is,” he said. “How many of us drink an entire bottle of wine by ourselves?”

Tyrion raised his hand.

Jon laughed. “Okay, but drinking’s better with company, right? His target was Daenerys. Dany, do you drink wine by yourself?”

“Sometimes,” admitted Dany. “It makes it easier sometimes to…”

Jon treated mead the same way. “But you often share?”

“Usually, yes.”

“So this isn’t even a poison that makes it obvious what happened right away.”

Tyrion and Sansa both vividly remembered- Sansa with pleasure- Joffrey tearing at his throat as he choked to death, caused by the Strangler and Olenna Tyrell. That poison had taken effect at once.

“So how many people would unknowingly drink Tears of Lys, and die?” continued Jon darkly. “Everyone Daenerys shared the bottle with. Could have been any of us. All of us. Except the one person it was meant to kill… and her mother, of course.

“His punishment was, to be cast away from me, to suffer what his own actions led to. But this is something I can’t ignore. We can’t ignore. He tried to kill my sister, and didn’t care how many other people got caught up in it. He dies.”

“And his family?” asked Daenerys.

“We’ll speak with them. Let them know what he tried, and how many people he could have hurt.”

 

Sansa sent Northern soldiers to bring Sam and his family to Winterfell. In Sam’s case, it was made clear that the invitation was not at all optional. They were more gentle with Gilly and the boys.

“I didn’t- I didn’t do anything-” said Sam, terrified as he was hauled off.

Gilly just looked at him, and she seemed to know he had done something.

“The King and Empress wish to speak with you, lady,” offered Howland Reed, who had led the soldiers. “You and they will not be harmed. Jon swears it.”

Trusting Jon, Gilly and the boys came up to the castle behind their arrested husband and father.

Sam was thrown into a cell, bleating excuses all the while, and Gilly and her sons were shown up to the nearly empty solar Daenerys was shortly vacating.

“Jon,” greeted Gilly when she and the boys were shown in. She looked at Daenerys, and clearly recognized her, and was more than a little scared. “Your- your…”

“Majesty,” offered Jon helpfully, smiling.

Daenerys approached, smiling, and knelt down to the two boys, who were looking at her in interest. “You’re pretty,” said Little Sam.

“Thank you,” said Daenerys. “You look to be growing up to be a handsome man, too.” It was a… perhaps over-complimentary. Little Sam’s father had been Craster, who had been Gilly’s father as well, and he had not been a handsome man.

Gilly stood protectively over her son. Daenerys smiled at her. “Your sons are wonderful,” she said.

“I try and raise them right, Your Mahjsty,” she said, her tongue fumbling over the unfamiliar word.

Allyria stepped in. “We need to speak with your mother in private for a moment,” said Daenerys, “but my sister would love to speak with you, too.”

Gilly looked at Jon. Jon nodded that she could trust them all. Reluctantly, Gilly allowed Allyria to lead her children from the solar.

Daenerys stood and smiled at Gilly sadly. “I had a son once,” she said. Her hand rubbed her stomach without even thinking. “He did not live, but I loved him all the same for that. His name was Rhaego. After the man I then thought had been my brother.”

Gilly was still obviously scared of Daenerys. “Gilly,” said Jon, approaching her. “It’s okay, you’re safe. You can trust her.”

“Do you know who I am?” asked Daenerys. She smiled after a moment, realizing her mistake. “I mean, yes, you know I am Daenerys Targaryen. But did your husband tell you anything more that he recently learned about who I really am?”

“N- no, your Majesty,” said Gilly, getting the word right this time.

“I’m Jon’s sister,” said Daenerys. “His little sister.”

Gilly looked at her surprised, then at Jon for confirmation. He nodded. “And she didn’t burn the city of her own will,” said Jon. Gilly, he realized, had lived in King’s Landing. She had surely seen the devastation left behind. “She was poisoned, and it made her go mad.”

“Sam didn’t-” said Gilly.

“Sam learned that truth when he sailed for Volantis,” said Jon. “And he learned there that Daenerys was my sister- half-sister, at least. I told him that, because I didn’t know then, she wasn’t my half-sister, but my full sister. I told him that when you four got to Winterfell.”

“What has he been taken?” asked Gilly. “I know his book said… I didn’t agree with what he did, he always harped on about the truth, but I was here, I know, Your Majesty, you didn’t flee in terror, I heard men talking about you after it. I told him what he was writing wasn’t truthful; he said that it was, you were evil and a tyrant, and all that mattered was you be shown as that.”

“Thank you for your faith,” said Daenerys. “Your husband hasn’t been arrested because of his book. His book is banned in my lands… which will soon include Westeros, with Jon’s help, but that’s by the decision of my advisors and council. I’m a strong enough woman to stand people saying mean things about me, and I understood why Sam did so. I did execute his father and brother.”

“I don’t understand why he cared so much about that,” admitted Gilly. “He took me to meet his family. His mother was nice, his sister too, but his father… he just hated Sam. Did you know he forced Sam to join the Night’s Watch?”

“I did,” confirmed Jon. “Sam told me. Join the Night’s Watch, or be taken out hunting and have an ‘accident.’”

Daenerys grimaced, and her eyes lit.

“And his brother was… he liked Sam,” said Gilly, “but he let his father do it.”

“I offered his father to keep his lands and titles if he bent the knee to me,” said Dany, “and when he refused those, Tyrion convinced me to offer him to join the Night’s Watch instead. He still refused. And then his brother chose to stand with him.”

“Any ruler in history would have done similar,” said Jon. “Maybe they could have taken prisoners, but with Lord Tarly, I don’t think that would do much good.”

“It wouldn’t have,” said Gilly. “He hated me just because I was a wildling.”

“He refused to bend because I wasn’t born here in Westeros,” said Daenerys. “Even had I been who we all thought, I’d have been born on Dragonstone. I was really born in Dorne, I was fostered in Dorne, taken and hidden in Dorne. It was only when… gods, I don’t even remember. After my fifth nameday? That I was sent to Essos.”

“So why has Sam been arrested?” asked Gilly again.

“Because he hasn’t been able to get over his hatred,” said Jon sadly. “When we spoke before… he tried to turn me against my sister again. He tried to tell me to kill her again. Our friendship ended, but all I said was, I didn’t want to see him again.

“But today he came to my other sister, Sansa, and brought with him this bottle of wine.” Jon held it up.

“I recognize that,” said Gilly. “He was doing something with it last night. He took a bottle, and a needle, and he poked a hole in the top. He poured the bottle in and used a candle to re-seal the top.”

So, Jon thought, it really was poisoned.

“He put poison in the wine, Gilly,” said Jon. “He tried to convince Sansa to give it to Daenerys.”

Gilly’s face widened in horror. “I… he…”

“Aye, I know, Gilly,” said Jon, allowing himself to feel grief for the man who had once been his best friend, but who he now hated more than anyone. “He was my best friend once.”

“He changed,” said Gilly sadly. “I don’t know when. He was always good to me and our sons… well, I mean-” She looked at Daenerys as if confused.

“If he was a good father, it matters not if his sons were not of his seed,” said Daenerys gently.

Gilly nodded. “He made sure we ate well, even if the city outside was hungry. Peasants would come to the throne room. I’d watch, from the gallery. They’d say to the King, we can’t pay our taxes and feed our families, please give us some relief. The Raven would ask Sam about some law or other, and Sam would say, taxes must be paid. It bothered him, at first, but the Raven just always told him, the law is the law.” Gilly looked at Jon. “He said, you’d approve. Your father raised you that way.”

Jon bristled.

“Eventually he stopped caring,” said GIlly. “He said, the King saved us from the White Walkers, he saved us from… from you,” and she looked at Daenerys, and Jon bristled more. “It was for the better. Everyone would have been dead if he hadn’t. The peasants should be grateful, they should pay their taxes, and the King would help them in turn. He never did, even when the taxes started being paid.

“The Iron Bank, they always demanded payments, he said, and if we didn’t pay them, they’d make us pay. It got less scary, when you took over Essos. He said, all the sellswords the Iron Bank would have paid, they’d either joined the Legions, or died fighting them. Then Braavos, he said, joined the Empire, and it got more scary. They could call on the Empire to help make us pay.

“He said, ‘we beat one foreign invader and it cost us a city, the peasants need to understand, we need to prevent a second one, more powerful.’ I even asked him once, could it be you, but he rejected it. ‘She’s dead,’ he said. ‘Jon killed her, as he should have done long before. Nobody can come back from death.’”

“I did,” said Jon, and Gilly looked at him in surprise. “It’s why I left the Night’s Watch. Sam never even cared to ask… he knew how honorable I was. That I’d never have broken my vows. He never asked me why. I died at my post, and was brought back. All he cared for was using me against Daenerys. If he’d known that… he’d probably have realized it was her.”

“When he came back after meeting you again here,” continued Gilly, “he was so upset. ‘Jon’s turned against me,’ he said. ‘She turned him against me.’ He kept going on and on about how you should rule, Jon, how she’d guilted you into being his puppet. He said, ‘Jon doesn’t know what’s best for him, so I’ll do what needs to be done. When Jon rules, all will be well.’”

“Jon would never have ruled,” said Daenerys gently. “Allyria would take the Dawnthrone after me. Jon may be my brother in blood, but Jon… too many people in Essos would hate you.”

“Because I killed you,” agreed Jon.

Daenerys looked at Gilly. “I’m rather less than careful at times with my own life,” she said. Jon remembered three dragons swooping overhead to save him and the others on the lake. Daenerys had no reason to come, but she had come, because only she could have saved them. “It’s why I’ve forgiven Jon. But the poisoned wine… I may not have drank it alone. It would not have killed me, and that’s the horrible thing, but it may have killed others I care about.”

“You know what we need to do, Gilly,” said Jon sadly.

Gilly was crying, but she reluctantly nodded. “I know,” she sobbed. “No chance of mercy?”

“We offered him mercy, and he tried this,” said Jon. “I can’t let him keep trying to kill Daenerys. Because if he keeps trying, others will get hurt.”

Gilly looked down. “Just don’t let him suffer,” she begged. “Make it quick.”

“We will,” assured Jon.

Gilly looked at the door in agony. “What do I tell my boys?”

Jon considered. “That their father was a good man once, but evil men convinced him to do evil things, and evil things must be punished.”

Jon was less sure that Sam had ever been a good man, or just managed to pretend to be one… but he didn’t want Gilly’s children to suffer for their father’s sins.

 

Jon and Daenerys next took the wine down to the cell. Sansa was waiting outside, and accompanied them to the bars.

An Imperial Guard had been posted on Sam’s cell, and he unlocked the door, and stepped in behind them.

Sam looked up.

“Thought we might share a last drink, Sam,” said Jon, holding up the wine bottle. “For old times’ sake?”

Sam looked between them. “I’d like that,” he said.

“Do you?” asked Jon, feeling roiling fury. Sam had realized he’d almost certainly been caught… offering to drink the wine. He’d die in horrible agony, and to him, it would be worth it so long as Daenerys drank. “Shall we go get GIlly and Little Sam and Little Jon? Should they drink with us, too?”

Sam’s eyes widened in horror. He looked at Sansa. “I thought…”

“I would betray my family?” asked Sansa, her eyebrows raised. “I might have, once. Even a week ago, I’ll admit. But I realized how badly I’ve changed, and I’m not going to let those who hurt me cause me to turn against my family again.”

“There’s no- no poison-” bleated Sam.

“And then we’ll have Gilly take a sip,” said Jon, bluffing.

But Sam couldn’t help but try and lunge at Jon, to knock the bottle out of his hand, to shatter on the floor. He was chained to the wall. The Imperial Guard still drew his sword threateningly.

“It wouldn’t have worked,” said Daenerys. “After being poisoned with basilisk’s blood, and the terrible consequences from that… my mother taught me enough magic to resist poisons. All you would have killed was those I shared your gift with. My family. My friends.”

“Aye,” said Jon. “You put more people in danger than you know, Sam. Good people. We were willing to let you walk free before, but not now.”

Sam looked at Jon. “Will you swing the sword yourself?” he asked.

“I promised Gilly you wouldn’t suffer. So aye, if you want, I’ll swing the sword myself. Or we can offer you something quicker. Dragonfire. Drogon’s gotten so big, his fire so hot, you won’t feel a thing. Just… gone.”

Sam stared at Jon. “The Jon I knew hated burning people alive,” he said. “You saved Mance Rayder from that fate.”

“Aye, but that was him burning at the pyre. Dragonfire’s different.”

Sam looked at Jon and Daenerys, and defiance entered his eyes. “Fine then. Burn me. Prove yourselves the evil tyrants I always said Targaryens were. The Mad Queen.”

Jon scowled. “For that, I’ll use the sword,” he said. “Watch your mouth, and I might ‘miss’ on my swing.”

Two more Imperial Guards came in and took Sam off the wall. Still shackled, he was led up to the courtyard. The Legions were assembled beyond the walls, as were the Northern lords. Ghost was sitting, waiting for Jon. Drogon had landed on a hill, and was watching. Daenerys reached out with her mind and let her son know his services were not needed. Drogon huffed in irritation.

Sam was led to the block. Jon drew Blackfyre, and held it in his hands, point-down in the snow. “Samwell Tarly,” he said. “I, Jon of House Targaryen, first of my name, king of the Andals and the First Men, Protector of the Realm in the name of her Imperial Majesty, the Amethyst Empress Daenerys of the House Targaryen of the Great Empire of the Dawn, sentence you to die. If you have any words, now is the time.”

Sam was a blubbering mess, gasping desperately for air in his terror. Jon schooled himself into a cold indifference, as he had watched Eddard Stark do many times. It was the law that was killing this man. He was just the executor of the law.

“I… I’m sorry,” began Sam, begging for his fate. “Please don’t hurt my children.”

“We would never punish the children for the sins of the father,” said Daenerys.

Sam looked at Gilly, who was standing there, crying, but accepting. Daenerys noted her and walked over.

“You don’t need to see this,” she said quietly.

“He’s my husband,” said Gilly. “I do.”

“I’ve watched my husband die. I did it myself… it was mercy. I say, you do not have to see this.”

Gilly looked at the Empress in gratitude, but her will was resolute. “I watched my first husband die, too,” she said, “and he was my father.”

Daenerys nodded, and turned to stand next to Gilly.

Sam was pushed down onto the block, and Jon moved into position. With one fluid swing, he raised the blade, and brought it down on Sam’s neck. He did not miss, on purpose or accidentally. Sam’s head was cleanly severed from his neck, and fell into the waiting basket.

Still emitting his dispassion, a guard brought Jon a cloth to clean Blackfyre, and once there was no blood left on the blade, it was sheathed.

Jon then went over to join his sister and Gilly. “I’m sorry,” he said.

Gilly was clearly grief-stricken, but she knew it was necessary. “He’d changed,” she said.

Sansa walked to Howland Reed. “Find her and her children a place in the castle while I’m gone,” she said.

“Of course, my lady,” said Reed, bowing his head. He strode forward to make his farewells to the King and Empress. He bowed deeply.

“Thank you for everything, Lord Reed,” said Daenerys. “We will see you again when we come north.”

“I look forward to it, Your Majesty. And I’m quite sure, Lyanna would be very proud of both of you.”

“Thank you, Lord Reed,” said Jon quietly.

Sansa took a place by his side, and with one last wistful look around… Winterfell was many things. A castle, a prison, a battlefield, but to Sansa, so long as she had her family, even just as memories in her heart, it would always be the most important thing:

A home.

She made her way out of the castle, towards the guards waiting with horses for the three of them, Empress, King, Wardeness, Ghost trotting at Jon’s side, and they mounted and prepared for the march south.

Towards their greatest mistake, and greatest enemy.

Notes:

No smut because my smut-writing skills are dire.

Gendry in the end comes over to the Good Guys, as if anyone expected otherwise, far more easily than Arya was expecting (frustratingly so, even). Gendry owes all he has now to Daenerys; when Arya comes up saying "hey we were all wrong, here's what happened", his love for Arya and misgivings regarding "Mad Queen Daenerys" align and he brings it in.

Arya takes Dany's word about being whoever she wants with whoever she wants to be with to heart, and embraces Gendry.

But far to the North, the Sansa/Daenerys alliance begins to pay off, because Sam can't accept that Jon hates him now, thinking Dany is evil and corrupted him, and Sam says... "fine, I'll do it myself."

It fails utterly. It never would have done anything BUT fail. Sansa, before, may have weighed her options (even though I think she would still have played it safe and sold Sam out). But now she's fully on Team Empire, and she immediately reports Sam...

... and Sam has made it abundantly clear he doesn't care how many people get caught in the crossfire, so Jon has no choice, and now full reason accepting to Gilly, to execute him.

Gilly was forced to watch Sam basically become corrupt, and part of the tyrannical regime, but she had no real options. She did love Sam, Sam was a good father, but being a good husband and good father does not mean you're a good man. And when Jon basically says, "hey... I've gotta do it..." she accepts that. She knows what Sam has become. She knows he did what they say he did. And Sam's words come back to bite him as even Gilly says, "do what you've gotta do, it's honorable."

So the sides are beginning to form. Dorne still needs to be accounted for; Arianne will be a difficult ally to win.

NEXT TIME:
1. I legitimately am unsure. My backlog is gone.

Given my backlog is gone, I'll try and get a chapter ready for next week, but if not... perhaps I'll start uploading my S7/S8 redo.

Most of my creative energies have been into my "Rhaegar Wins" fic, but I'm unsure how far I can take that. I have ideas, but not sure if I have enough content to stretch, or the inspiration to make it work.

Chapter 24: No Sacrifice More Precious

Summary:

“The Lord of Light cherishes the innocent. There is no sacrifice more precious.”

- Davos V, A Storm of Swords

“The dragons will purify non-believers by the thousands, burning their sins and flesh away.”

- Kinvara, S6 E5, “The Door”

“Only death can pay for life.”

- Daenerys X, A Game of Thrones

Notes:

Before we get into this chapter let me give a shout-out to WhiteDragonWolf, a loyal reader and an excellent author, for beating cancer. You should all check out his story “The Kingdom of Ice and Fire” and give it all the kudos, bookmarks, and comments you can, and congratulations on your victory, WhiteDragonWolf!

TRIGGER WARNINGS:
- Violent Character Death. Emphasis on the "violent."
- Fatalistic, bordering on suicidal, thoughts.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

Arya woke the next morning in Gendry’s arms. Or, she was supposed to be in Gendry’s arms. He had risen before her and left the bedchambers, though there was some bread and butter sitting out waiting for her.

Arya scarfed it down as quickly as she could and dressed. She found the Lord of the Stormlands overseeing his army’s preparation to march north. The Dornish army was marching north, but Arya wondered who they would declare for. Gendry would send word to Princess Martell informing her that he had declared for the Amethyst Empress and invite her to declare as well.

Arya had to head back north, though. She had to give Daenerys the update that Gendry had come over to their side. The Stormlords would either hold the Dornish army off if they did not declare for the Empire, or join with them and make their way into the Reach to deal with the Raven’s loyalists there.

She had to be there to vouch for Daenerys to their uncle, Edmure Tully, in the hopes he would change sides. And their cousin, Robert Arryn, because Arya did not like a single thing Sansa had ever said about him.

“Will you be safe?” asked Gendry, concerned.

“I have this mark to protect me,” said Arya, pointing at where it was on her stomach. “I don’t know if it works for anyone else, though.” She hesitated, then gave Gendry a kiss. “We’ll see you soon. Don’t trust anyone you don’t trust.”

“That’s what trust is, Arya,” said Gendry plainly.

She smacked the back of his head. “You know what I mean. You dumb bull.” She had seen the Stormlords were very loyal to Gendry. She had warned him of one or two she didn’t think he could rely on, but he had good guards, good lords, and a good army.

“I’m a stag now,” said Gendry.

Arya remembered Jon telling her of when they’d found the wolves. A mother direwolf, its throat torn out by a stag. Five wolves desperately trying to survive, a sixth all alone, a lone wolf, abandoned by its pack.

Never again, Arya vowed.

And Gendry was part of her pack, too.


The Gemstone Legions marched south with as much pace as they could muster, but sixty two thousand troops did not make good speed even on the Kingsroad.

The crannogmen of House Reed reported that the road was clear as far as the border with the Riverlands, the Twins- and they would not be taking that route, being that they were heading as straight for King’s Landing as they could- and the Ruby Ford.

Ashara was particularly unenthused about travelling along that stretch of road.

“It’s where my husband died,” she said quietly.

Daenerys took it upon herself, now that she could fly on Drogon’s back once more- or slide into his mind and see through his eyes when she was too busy otherwise- to scout it out. As best they could tell, only a few thousand men were holding the long-abandoned twin towers of the late House Frey. Which meant the bulk of the Raven’s armies were preparing to hold the fords of the Trident against them.

“We should have been there,” said Arthur one day when Daenerys made that report to her commanders and family. “Whent, Hightower, and I. If we had, our Prince would have lived, and he would be King.”

“He gave you his orders personally, brother,” said Ashara. “Protect the Prince that was Promised with your lives, against any threats.”

He had thought that Jon, but even despite what Daenerys had said- that perhaps they both were, in their own way- Jon still didn't think of himself as such. It was Daenerys.

“Can we negotiate with Edmure Tully?” asked Daenerys, looking at Sansa. “Robin Arryn?”

“He prefers Robert now, apparently,” said Sansa. Daenerys and Ashara exchanged a glance. They knew who he was named for. The man who had killed Rhaegar, who had tried to kill Daenerys. “I don’t know,” admitted Sansa. “I want to say yes, but the truth is, I barely know our uncle. Yohn Royce, I’m much more familiar with, but he is of the Raven’s Small Council now. And Sweetrobin relied heavily on Baelish, until we killed him. Royce took over after that.”

Brienne and Tyrion and Davos exchanged glances. “He was one of the better ones,” said Tyrion.

“He was very opposed to Targaryen rule,” said Davos. “And any possible return. Varys never managed to spread much more than rumors of Jon’s true parentage, but that was enough for Lord Royce. He was concerned Jon would come back at the head of a wildling army and seek to reclaim his throne.” He grimaced. “He thought we should prevent that.”

Jon scoffed. “He was at the Battle of Winterfell, aye?” he asked. “He should have known the freefolk only have a few thousands left.”

“He supported Jon as King in the North,” said Sansa.

“He supported you,” corrected Tyrion. “So long as you stayed loyal to Jon, so would he.” Tyrion looked at Daenerys. “I said to you once, even after the lies of King’s Landing, you still had many supporters among the lords. Lord Royce was not one of them.”

“‘A Targaryen can not be trusted,’” quoted Jon. “That’s what he said before I sailed to Dragonstone. Turns out maybe he was the one who couldn’t be trusted.”

“No, Lord Royce was very trustworthy,” said Tyrion. “He just was also wrong. I can’t presume the Raven has told anyone the truth of King’s Landing, and even if he did, I imagine Lord Royce would not be one of the ones who care.”

“So we go around Royce,” said Arthur. “We go to the Arryn boy.”

“Who may still lean on Lord Royce,” said Sansa.

“It also depends on where you stand when you meet him,” said Tyrion. “Mind you don’t stand on the moon door. He was very fond of making people fly.”

“Is it true their castle cells are open on one side, with slanted floors?” asked Ashara. “My travels have never taken me to the Eyrie.”

“I can tell you it is very true, from personal experience,” said Tyrion. He glanced at Sansa. “That’s where your mother took me when she arrested me. I was the guest of a most charming jailor named Mord. He, at least, could be bribed. That was where I first leaned on Bronn.”

“I remember reading of Aegon’s conquests,” said Davos. He clung to his fond memories of learning to read with Shireen. “Didn’t he convince the King of the Vale by taking him for a flight on a dragon’s back?”

“You could offer Lord Arryn a different sort of flight,” confirmed Tyrion.

“I’d recommend not being on him at the same time, though,” said Sansa. “If he’s still unbalanced, he might piss himself in terror.”

“Did you?” asked Tyrion.

“Of course not,” said Sansa incredulously. “I could barely bring myself to open my eyes, but when I did, it was… exhilarating.”

“It’s like I said to Daenerys,” said Jon. “It completely ruined horses for me.”

“Do you feel up to trying to see if you can bond with a new dragon?” asked Daenerys.

“Soon,” said Jon. There was a part of him very excited to have a dragon to ride again. He could scout; he could fly alongside Daenerys. He also knew it would be very helpful to have a dragon at his back when negotiating.

“Now, there is one thing we do need to discuss,” said Tyrion, looking at Jon. “What sort of throne do you want?”

Jon blank a few times, but Daenerys and Sansa exchanged a thoughtful glance.

“A throne?” asked Jon.

“That’s a good point,” said Sansa. “The Iron Throne doesn’t exist anymore thanks to your dragon…”

Daenerys smirked slightly. “Yes,” she said, “among others.”

“And the Raven, in Bran’s body, just uses his wheelchair, yes?” continued Sansa. “Which seems… improper to use for you.”

“Well,” said Davos, “I do like what you did with your throne, Your Majesty. Found something meaningful to you. A throne of broken chains. Symbolic of what you want of your reign.”

“So what’s an inspiring symbol for Jon’s reign?” asked Tyrion.

“We could gather the swords of the White Walkers and their wights and make a new throne,” offered Daenerys.

“I don’t need anything that special,” said Jon.

“Nonsense,” said Tyrion, obviously taking delight in how uncomfortable Jon was right now, “the King must have a throne worthy of his station.”

Sansa took pity on Jon. “We’ll think of something,” she said.

A guard came in then. “A rider, Your Majesty,” he said. “He says he’s a messenger from the Raven King.”

At that they all sat up. Ashara leaned in and seemed to sniff the air. “I sense the Raven’s magic,” she said. “The messenger is marked.”

“Like Sam was?” asked Jon. When Ashara nodded, Jon scowled in disgust. He might hate Sam, and have executed him by his own hand, but he had listened to what Sam had said of the experience of being possessed by the Raven, how horrific it had been. “I’d say don’t see him. We all know what needs to be done.”

Daenerys looked at the guard. “Is he armed?” she asked.

“No, Your Majesty,” he said. “Barely even any clothing. Haggard and hungry.”

“He’s using prisoners as his messengers,” said Davos darkly. “I know it. Sends them up here to speak to you.”

“Don’t do it,” begged Jon.

“But I can answer so much,” called an emotionless voice from outside. “Like who was truly behind King’s Landing.”

At that they all looked at the entryway. “You brought him to the tent?” asked Arthur to the guard.

“He was unarmed,” said the guard. “He consented to being shackled, arms and feet.”

“Let him in,” said Dany. “Uncle, stand ready should he try something.”

The guard nodded and held open the tent flap. Three guards carried an emaciated man in. His face was utterly emotionless, and his eyes wight. On his forearm, they could all see the mark of the Three-Eyed Raven.

“We know who was behind King’s Landing,” said Daenerys coldly. “You were, weren’t you? Lion-of-Night?”

“It’s been thousands of years since anyone called me that,” said the Raven. “I assume from that, you have told poor poor Jon of his folly that day in the throne room.”

“Aye,” said Jon. “Blood betrayal. That’s what it was, wasn’t it? What you engineered?”

“It was supposed to be,” admitted the Raven, “but you re-enacted the original event rather more closely than I had intended, Amethyst Empress… Bloodstone Emperor. Nissa Nissa, Azor Ahai. Sister and brother... and lovers.” He smirked evilly. “There’s power in stories, after all.” He looked at Tyrion. “You’re wiser than you thought.”

“I’m sorry, what?” asked Tyrion, who was completely lost.

“I’ll explain later,” said Daenerys. She looked back at the Raven disdainfully. “I know you were behind it.”

“Partially,” confirmed the Raven, “but you’re a fool if you think I acted alone. You were supposed to stay dead. That was never part of my plan, but it was part of somebody else’s. Whose plan, though?”

“Nobody’s plan,” said Jon.

“Isn’t it?” The Raven smiled. “Do you really think the burning of King’s Landing served me alone? It was my way to get Jon to kill you… but it factored into the plans of another, too. I wonder if you know that?”

“Uncle,” said Daenerys, and Arthur lifted Dawn.

“Who gave the poison to Varys?” asked the Raven. “It was not I, I can tell you that.”

“Varys had a store of poisons,” said Tyrion disdainfully. “He was a master of his craft.”

“He did when he lived in King’s Landing, yes, but he abandoned it all to take you across the Narrow Sea, did he not?”

Tyrion narrowed his eyes. That was true.

“Basilisk’s blood is so rare,” said the Raven. “The purview of master poisoners, the faceless men… those with means. Where do you think he got it?”

“Silence him,” said Jon. “He’s lying.”

The Raven cast his eyes next on Tyrion. “‘The dragons will purify non-believers by the thousands,’” he intoned, and Tyrion paled. “‘Burning their sins and flesh away.’” He next turned to look at Davos. “‘The Lord of Light cherishes the innocent. There is no sacrifice more precious.’” Davos clenched the table and barred his teeth, but his eyes were wide.

And last he looked at Daenerys. “‘Only death can pay for life,’” he said. “Who was waiting with the ship to take you to Asshai? Who told you you must awaken the stone dragons?

“Whose deaths paid for their lives?”

Jon drew Blackfyre and approached. He sliced the possessed prisoner’s arm off. At once, the Raven’s control broke, and the man screamed in agony, clutching his severed arm.

“You paid your penance,” said Jon, but he turned to Daenerys as the Guard dragged the man from the tent. She was sitting there, ghostly white, trembling, her violet eyes wide but her pupils tiny.

“Bring Kinvara to me,” she said quietly. Arthur went himself, taking three additional guards with him.

Daenerys next turned to her mother, who was only less pale than her daughter because of her naturally darker hue. “Did you know?” she asked.

“If this is true, I did not,” said Ashara. “If it is true… I trusted her. She brought you back to me.”

“You did more than trust her, mother, you’ve been fucking her since before I was brought back!” snapped Daenerys.

Ashara’s face became stricken. “You are my daughter, Daenerys,” she said quietly. “Lyanna was my love. Rhaegar was my love. Kinvara was never anything more to me than Daario Naharis was to you. And if this is true, I swear to you… I will kill her myself.”

Daenerys couldn’t stop shaking. She looked when Arthur entered the tent again. Kinvara trailed behind him.

“Did you give Varys the basilisk’s blood?” asked Daenerys.

Kinvara’s surprise at the question only showed for a moment. “I am loyal to my Lord, and his chosen Empress,” she said.

“I didn’t ask who your loyalty was to,” said Daenerys, and her tone was so icy that it made Jon take a step back. “I asked if you gave Varys, the man who arranged for me to be poisoned with basilisk’s blood, which caused me to burn a city full of innocent people, the blood.”

Kinvara inclined her chin. “Anything I did, I did in the service of my Lord, and his vision.”

Arthur drew Dawn and pressed it to Kinvara’s throat. “Yes or no question, priestess,” he growled. “Did you give the spider the poison?”

Kinvara didn’t answer at once. “Your Empress is commanding you to answer,” said Daenerys. “Yes, or no.”

“Yes,” admitted Kinvara.

Daenerys went limp in her chair. The look of complete betrayal on her face was heartbreaking.

“Why?” asked Jon, utterly disgusted with Kinvara.

“Because it was what was needed,” said Kinvara. “The Dawn needed to return. The world made whole. Only by awakening the stone dragons of the Shadow could that be done. And they could only be awakened with a blood sacrifice.”

“And you knew the Empress would never do it.,” said Tyrion. “Varys never trusted you. How did you get him to listen?”

“Because when the sorcerer threw his parts into the fire, Varys heard a voice from the flames. That voice said, ‘dracarys.’”

 “His execution,” said Tyrion. “He heard Daenerys giving the order for Drogon to burn him alive.”

Kinvara nodded. “He told me that Daenerys Targaryen was not the Lord’s chosen. He knew more of our doctrine than I thought. He said, that Prince Rhaegar said, the promised one would be of ice and fire. I gave him the poison then. I told him, I had seen it in the flames, to clear the path for the Lord’s chosen to sit upon his chosen throne.”

“He didn’t know who her father and birth mother were?” asked Ashara.

“He believed she was the child of your womb,” said Kinvara. She looked to Tyrion. “When you told him of Jon Snow’s true heritage, he believed he had found his new King. He had already begun conspiring against Queen Daenerys. He was a coward, unwilling to die in the name of his own cause. He began his plot. I had warned him, if he opposed the Lord’s chosen, he would meet the fate he had heard in the flames. That he would be the first of many to burn. When you betrayed him… when he was given death by fire… I wonder if he knew.”

“I trusted you,” said Daenerys finally, her voice utterly broken. “You brought me back to life. You… you…”

“It was what needed to be done,” said Kinvara. “For the good of all the world, King’s Landing needed to burn.”

“If your lord commands you to burn innocents,” said Davos, utterly furious, seeing in his mind’s eye a smiling little girl with a scarred face, but that he loved as much as he had any of his sons, “your lord is evil.”

“What is so evil about a million dying so the world can be made one once more?” asked Kinvara. “The Lion-of-Night, the Three-Eyed Raven, if King’s Landing had not burnt, he would stand unopposed. Night would fall, and it would never lift.”

“You are going to die for this,” said Daenerys quietly. Jon had never before seen her so furious. Even when she had looked into his face in the throne room, as the life faded, she had not been so betrayed. “You will die, and then I will ban worship of your god in my realm. Every temple to the Red God shall be torn down, the stones carried on ships and tossed into the deepest reaches of the sea. Every red priest alive shall die. Your god’s name stricken from every tome, uttered from no lips ever again. Not only will you die, your god will die, forgotten.”

“You cannot,” said Kinvara. It was not a challenge. It was a statement. “R'hllor's will cannot be ended. His name is carried in the heart of many slaves. They will never forsake him, for by the sacrifice of King’s Landing, their chains were ended. My priests have educated them in that truth. To obliterate his faith will be to execute the ones you have saved.”

Daenerys stood. She was so utterly broken with fury that she couldn’t even hold her head straight. Jon almost felt her eyes whitened from time to time, and every time he thought he saw that, he heard Drogon roar.

“Then I will settle for your screams,” promised Daenerys.

“It is an honor to die at the hands of the Lord’s chosen Empress,” said Kinvara, completely without fear.

“You think I mean to burn you? You will not be given such a blessing, for that is what you will consider it.” Dany looked at the Imperial Guard. “Take her.”

They arrested Kinvara at once. She did not resist. Daenerys turned and, stumbling in her blinding rage, she led them to the dragon pit.

Daenerys approached Drogon and placed her hand on his snout. Her eyes went white, and Drogon’s unfocused. When she pulled her hand back and her eyes went violet again, Drogon looked around and roared at some of the other dragons. They surrounded the High Priestess, who stood there, still utterly content in her execution.

Jon expected Daenerys to launch into the traditional execution speech, but she did no such thing.

“Die in agony,” is all she said.

At once, Drogon bit into Kinvara’s arm. Kinvara finally flinched in pain as Drogon lifted her into the air. Three other dragons each latched onto a different limb, and combined, they began to pull.

Daenerys got her wish, as Kinvara did scream as her limbs were each torn off by a different dragon. Jon felt his stomach churning at the sight, but he did not dare question Dany on this. She never looked away, quaking with unsuppressed fury. Ashara was just as cold as her daughter, her affair with Kinvara forgotten.

Kinvara was not dead yet, though, even with her arms and legs being nothing but stumps, the red priestess wailing in agony. Each dragon spit out the limb they had devoured, and then Drogon took Kinvara by her upper torso, blood streaming from her legs as he lifted her again. A second dragon took her lower half in his mouth, and together, they ripped Kinvara’s body in half, ending her life and her pitiful screams.

Dutifully, they again spat out the body. Daenerys had commanded them to eat no humans, after all.

Daenerys finally stepped forward. She drew Light Sister, and stood over the chunks of Kinvara. Between the teeth and the heat of the dragons’ maws, there was little left intact or recognizable of her.

Daenerys screamed in fury and agony and started bringing Light Sister down on what parts of the Red Priestess were still whole. Again and again she stabbed, hacked, sliced, carving the remains until there was nothing larger than a chunk. None dared stop her.

Jon realized that this was brutal… but Kinvara deserved nothing less.

Finally Daenerys collapsed on her knees, her screams having morphed to sobs, as she broke down, shivering. She started to crawl back to her family, quaking and sobbing, and she looked at her hands, covered in gore, and vomited upon the ground. She collapsed and curled into a ball, trembling violently.

Jon and Ashara and Allyria and Arthur all stepped forward.

“Everything… everything I am…” she was moaning, pulling her knees to her chest, covered in a cold sweat, “it was all… all I am is death…”

Heedless of how Daenerys was splattered with blood and bile, Arthur lifted her in his arms. He barked an order in Valyrian to one of the guards, who tossed him a violet cloak. To spare the Empress the indignity of being seen in such a state, she was covered, and carried back to her tent. Ashara and Allyria followed closely, Allyria sobbing. Ashara was like ice.

Jon looked at the mangled remains of what had once been the High Priestess of Volantis. It was all he could do to not add to the puddle of vomit on the ground. He focused instead on his own terrible rage at her, and his overwhelming pity and concern for his sister.

“What’s the least dignified manner for her body to be disposed of?” he asked those around.

“Dogs,” answered Sansa at once. Of those who were still present, she was the most composed.

“Aye then,” he said. “Gather up what’s left and toss her to the kennels.”

He stayed long enough to see the orders carried out by green-faced Imperial Legionnaires, and then turned to check on Daenerys.

He followed a few more splatterings of vomit back to the Empress’s tent. Arthur was standing guard outside, and he was more furious than Jon had ever seen him before, but he let Jon through.

Jon entered to find Daenerys being bathed by Ashara and Allyria, washing her clean of the sick and gore. Despite the steam rising from the tub, Daenerys was still shivering violently.

“How is she?” he asked. His eyes moved of their own accord to her left breast… and the scar it bore. The scar he'd given her that day. Jon felt the urge to vomit again, but he held firm.

Neither Ashara or Allyria answered. They just continued cleaning Daenerys off.

Jon was surprised when Sansa stepped by him. Without a word, without asking for permission, she knelt next to the tub, pulled up her sleeves, and started helping clean Daenerys.

Jon felt an overwhelming surge of affection for Sansa then. He wiped his face. He could do no good here. He stepped out to find Arthur had kept Davos and Tyrion out of the tent as well.

“How is she?” asked Tyrion at once. He was holding a glass of wine in one hand and a bottle in the other.

“Not well,” answered Jon. “She’s in a tub of steaming water but she can’t stop shivering.”

Tyrion nodded. He chugged his wine and poured himself another glass. “I never trusted Kinvara,” he said.

“If you’re about to start telling me what Dany did was wrong,” said Jon, “you can spin it to someone else.”

Tyrion shook his head. “It was… brutal,” he admitted. “It probably won’t do her any good with the Red Priests, or followers of R'hllor… but there was no punishment cruel enough for Kinvara.”

Davos still looked sick. “Aye,” he said. “I don’t blame her one bit.” He shuddered. “Wish I hadn’t watched it, but I don’t think it was undeserved.”

They waited there in silence for some time. Until finally, Sansa and Allyria stepped out. Allyria still had a few specks of blood and sick on her dress.

“She can’t even keep broth down right now,” said Sansa. “She’s burning with a fever.”

“It’s not Tears of Lys, is it?” asked Jon at once.

“Our mother is sure it’s not,” said Allyria. “It’s just… all of it. It’s not a sickness. It’s… grief. Kinvara has been at her side ever since she was brought back to life. In all her councils... to know she was the one responsible, it has wounded her deeply.”

“Go and get changed, cousin,” said Sansa to Allyria. “If there’s any news, we’ll send for you. I don’t know if any maesters are traveling with the army, but if there are, they should have some milk of the poppy. Daenerys might need it.”

“Mother has some,” answered Allyria. “I will get changed and fetch it on my way back.”

Allyria left to go to her own tent, which was thankfully nearby. Jon looked at Sansa, who was pale, her eyes red.

“If I hadn’t told you,” she said to Tyrion, “this would never have happened.”

“If I hadn’t told Varys, this would never have happened,” said Tyrion.

“If I hadn’t told you,” said Jon to Sansa, “this would never have happened.”

Davos shrugged. “I didn’t know any of this until after it had happened. But Varys and that bitch are the ones to blame. Not any of you.”

“We’re all to blame,” said Jon. He thought. “Alright, maybe not you, Davos. But everyone else. We all lost faith in her. We all conspired against her. If we’d held faith with her, Varys would never have been able to poison her.”

Tyrion nodded. Sansa still looked stricken, but she didn’t dispute it.

Allyria returned a bit later, having changed to a clean dress. She was carrying a bottle with her. As she entered the tent, Jon followed her.

Daenerys was in her bed, her mother sitting next to her. The Empress was still shivering violently. Ashara was stroking her hair tenderly.

“Milk of the poppy,” said Allyria, holding it out. “Sansa suggested it. I fetched it from your tent, mother.”

Ashara nodded. She and Allyria lifted Daenerys to sit.

“I don’t want to sleep,” whispered Daenerys. “I want to die.”

Ashara and Allyria and Jon exchanged alarmed glances.

“Daughter of death,” continued Daenerys. “My father and birth mother started a war that killed my grandfather and uncle and father, so I could be born weak and kill Lyanna Stark, so my milk-mother died so I could live. Viserys, Drogo, Rhaego, Barristan, Viserion, Rhaegal, Missandei, Jorah… King’s Landing. All died because of me. All I am is death. All I have built is built on death. All I have left is to die.”

“You are not death,” said Allyria. “You are life. Drink the milk of the poppy. You need rest.”

Daenerys drank it, and Ashara and Allyria nestled her back into her bed. Her shivering stopped, and her breathing became steady as she fell asleep.

“She shouldn’t be alone,” said Jon. He was terrified if Dany woke in the night and was alone, she would try and hurt herself.

“She won’t be,” said Ashara. “I will stay with her.”

“You need sleep too, mother,” said Allyria. “I will stay with her.”

“Why don’t we take turns?” offered Sansa from the entrance to the tent. “All of us. We take it in shifts.”

They all nodded. “I will be first,” said Ashara.

Nobody really seemed to want to leave, but Jon knew things had to be handled. Allyria put her hand on her sister’s forehead. “The fever is going down,” she said.

They all nodded. Jon and Sansa stepped out. Allyria sat next to Daenerys, stroking her hair gently.

“I’m going to get some dinner,” said Sansa. “Are you hungry?”

Jon thought of the mangled corpse of Kinvara and didn’t know if he’d ever feel hungry again.

“I’m good,” he said.

Sansa cocked her head. “You may not feel like eating, but you do still need to eat.”

“How are you hungry after that?” asked Jon.

Sansa gave a small smile. “Because Kinvara deserved far worse than what was inflicted upon her.”

Jon scoffed. “You don’t think she’s ‘mad’ for how she executed her in that manner?”

“I made sure Ramsay died much slower than what the red priestess endured,” said Sansa plainly. “And no, I don’t think she’s mad. It was her first chance to punish one of the people most responsible for what happened to her, for King’s Landing. Daenerys could have had her in endless torture for years, and it wouldn’t have been enough. A million people, Jon.”

Jon swallowed. “She said she wants to die,” he said in a small voice. “That everything she’s built is built on death.”

“She might feel that way for now,” said Sansa. “But she’ll be well eventually.” She shifted. “I know what it is to want to die, Jon.”

“So do I,” said Jon.


Daenerys slept through the evening and into the night, but she awoke the next morning when Jon was on shift, sitting in a chair next to her.

When he heard her shift in bed, he woke at once. He gave her a faint smile.

“The body?” she asked.

“Fed to the dogs,” answered Jon. “Sansa’s suggestion. We knew you wouldn’t want the dragons to eat people. Even her.”

Daenerys nodded. There was a distance in her gaze, a lack of focus in her eyes.

“Dany,” said Jon, “you’re not to blame.”

Dany stood and walked to the entrance to her tent. “Do you see all this, Jon?” she asked. “I thought this my better world. A good world. A world no one has ever seen before. But it’s evil. Tainted. Built on the blood of a million innocents.”

“No, it’s not,” said Jon firmly. “It is a good world, Dany.”

“A world built on blood magic,” snapped Daenerys. “How can such a thing be good? Blood magic murdered my husband, it murdered my son. Don’t tell me it is good, Jon.”

Jon shook his head. “There’s nothing evil about your realm, Dany,” he said. “There’s nothing evil about millions of slaves tasting freedom. About the poor and downtrodden having protection from their evil lords.”

“And now they hold in their hearts an evil god,” said Daenerys sadly. “Their chains are broken by the blood of innocents.”

“You never decided to burn the innocent, Dany,” said Jon. He approached her and took her shoulders. “The dragons didn’t answer to Kinvara, they don’t answer to the Red Priests, they bowed to you. Seven years ago, you were Aegon the Conqueror come again, but you didn’t need anyone else to ride your dragons. You had more power than anyone who had ever lived. And now you have all the power in the world in your hands.”

“I have more power because I burnt a city to ashes, Jon,” said Daenerys.

“No, you didn’t. Varys did. Kinvara did. They did it for their own selfish goals. Kinvara in the name of her evil god, Varys for his own power and influence. You were innocent of that, Dany, and you still are. They did it to you, using you.”

“Using me,” said Daenerys coldly. “That’s all I am, isn’t it? A tool. I was wiser than even I thought to name myself Daenerys Lightbringer now, because that’s all I am, all I’ve ever been. A sword to be wielded by others. Varys used me to remove Cersei from the throne. Kinvara used me to spread her black faith all across Essos. And you used me against the Night King.”

Jon felt like he’d been slapped. He’d thought them past that. Daenerys glanced at him, and saw the hurt on his face.

“I’m sorry,” she said, “I shouldn’t have said that.”

“No, you’re right,” said Jon. “Sansa, Arya and I, we used you to protect our home, and then when it was time to repay the favor, we threw you aside.”

“It wasn’t to protect your home, Jon, it was to save the world. It was, like you said, the only war that mattered. If we hadn’t stopped him at Winterfell, the North would have fallen, and a million more soldiers for the Army of the Dead. Three dragons weren’t enough to beat him then. He would have swept across Westeros, and then crossed the seas to Essos.”

“But you’re still right,” said Jon. “We still did abandon you.”

“No you didn’t,” said Dany, smiling despite her haunted look. “I remember you standing in that meeting, where we discussed the war against Cersei. Sansa said you shouldn’t take your army south, and then you overruled her.” Dany chuckled. “Sansa and Arya tried to abandon me, but you didn’t.”

“It was stupid,” said a voice. Sansa had strode up. “It was one of the stupidest meetings I’ve ever been at. We were told you had Dorne, that you had the Iron Islands, you still had a good portion of your army, two of your dragons. It was like we all became morons and kind of forgot that Cersei would never leave us alone.”

“You both judged her as evil, despite what we’d all done,” said Jon. “I hung a 10 year old boy.” Daenerys looked at him in surprise. Jon shrugged. “His name was Olly. He was one of the ones who killed me.”

“Fuck Olly,” said Dany.

“Do you know what Arya did? She massacred the Freys.”

“Weren’t they the ones who killed your brother and his mother?”

“Aye, they and the Boltons and Tywin Lannister. But do you know what she did? She killed two of Walder Frey’s sons, carved them up like animals, and put them into a pie. She then fed it to their father while wearing one of her faces. Then told him what he’d eaten, and slit his throat.”

“I know that story,” said Daenerys, and it made Jon happy to see some life in her eyes. “The Rat Cook, wasn’t it? It was in one of the books Jorah gave to me at my wedding. I loved those books.”

“Old Nan told it to us,” said Sansa.

“I looked for her at Winterfell,” said Dany.

“She never came back after the Boltons sacked the castle. She was very, very old…”

Jon approached Daenerys and took her firmly by the shoulders. “You did not burn King’s Landing,” he said. “You are not evil for what you have done.”

“Do the ends justify the means?” asked Dany.

“No,” said Jon, “but they weren’t your means, even if it is your end. If you ordered the dragons to destroy the Red Temple of Volantis, would they?”

Daenerys looked at Jon, then her eyes whitened for a brief moment. “Yes,” she said when they went back to purple, “they would.”

Jon looked at her oddly. “Is Drogon really fine with you just flitting in and out of his mind like that?”

“Wait what?” asked Sansa.

“Yes, he is,” answered Daenerys to Jon, and then she turned to Sansa. “When Jon killed me, my soul entered Drogon. That’s how I began to suspect my true parentage; while I was in him, he could tell through his… smell, I don’t know how else to describe it, that Jon and I had the same blood. The exact same blood, not merely both having Targaryen blood.”

Sansa stayed silent for a moment. “Well that explains why Jon was still alive, then,” she said.

“The dragons don’t obey the Red God,” said Jon. “They didn’t obey Kinvara… hells, they killed her for you. And they didn’t even eat her, because they obey your order not to eat people. Kinvara wasn’t the one telling you how to build your Empire.”

“If you had known that burning King’s Landing would allow you to get new dragons, would you have?” asked Sansa.

“No, of course not,” said Daenerys.

“Then that’s why you’re different. Kinvara worked from the shadows, just like the Raven, to push things into place for what they wanted. But in my case… I should have seen him for who he was, never my brother.” Sansa sighed. “Maybe I always did, frankly. I just ignored the truth. Maybe that’s why I seceded the North, apart from my own longing to hear myself called Queen.”

“You can’t hate yourself for being a pawn in the plots of someone you’d never met,” siad Jon.

“You never met her before your resurrection?” asked Sansa.

Daenerys shook her head. “No. She came to Meereen while I was with the Dothraki. She tasked her red priests to keeping the freedmen and smallfolk on my side, despite the insurgency of the Sons of the Harpy. Tyrion and Varys saw to it.” She snorted. “Just one more of Tyrion’s failures.”

“How so?” asked Sansa.

“He tried to make peace with the slavers. He tried to negotiate, they would have seven years to free all their slaves.”

“Isn’t a peaceful transition preferable to war?”

Daenerys shook her head. “Not regarding slavery. Imagine it, Sansa. Millions of people trapped in bondage. Every day, beaten, degraded, raped. I have many regrets, but my treatment of the slavers is not one of them. Slavery was pure evil, and Tyrion’s plan of a negotiated end to the practice… they still betrayed us, but even so, I’m glad. How many slaves would have needlessly died so that their masters had time to figure out how to profit off their enslavement? No, even had Tyrion’s plan held, I would never have accepted it, because doing so required men to stay in bondage.”

Daenerys paused, and in her state, her emotions were raw, and bleeding, and Jon could clearly see she was terrified of something.

“What’s wrong?” asked Sansa gently, spotting the same.

Daenerys blank nervously a few times, then glanced around. “My mother and Kinvara were very close,” she said quietly. “They have been lovers since before I was brought back.”

“Your mother said she wasn’t any closer to Kinvara than you were to your paramour from Meereen,” said Jon.

Daenerys swallowed heavily. “Yes,” she said, “but… can I believe her? Can I believe she had nothing to do with this?”

Sansa inclined her head. “What do your instincts tell you? What did they tell you about Kinvara?”

Daenerys took a deep, steadying breath. “They told me Kinvara was not trustworthy,” she said. “That she was using me for her own goals. And that was more true than I even realized… but she was the one who brought me back to my own body.”

“It was the same for me with Melisandre,” said Jon. “She brought me back to life, but I never was at ease around her. And then Davos discovered she’d murdered Shireen Baratheon. Convinced her very parents to burn her alive so they could change the weather.”

“I meant what I said,” said Daenerys. “For all my life, I will never trust a red priest again. Ever. But how can I… trust my own mother?”

“What does your heart say?” asked Jon gently.

Daenerys didn’t answer for a moment. “That I can,” she admitted.

“Then you can. Your instincts are better than anyone else’s, Dany,” said Jon. He gave an apologetic glance at Sansa. “They told you that if I told my sisters, exactly what happened would happen. They told you you should have attacked King’s Landing at once, and then before the poison took hold of your mind, you showed you could take the city with barely any innocent deaths. If your instincts are telling you you can trust your mother, Dany… you can.”

“She loves you,” said Sansa plainly. “I see the way she looks at you and it reminds me of how my mother looked at me and my brothers and sister.”

“Not Jon,” said Daenerys.

“No, not Jon. But that was my father’s mistake. If he had told her the truth…” Sansa snorted. “I like to think she would have been better to him.”

Jon didn’t know. It was one more wound in him. He had spent his childhood yearning for the love and care of a mother. Jealous of his siblings for their mother. If she had known her husband had never betrayed her… that Jon wasn’t of his seed just as he wasn’t of her body… would she have been a mother to him as well?

Or would she have felt he was a threat to her children? That if Robert Baratheon had discovered the truth, it would have led to a war that would put her children’s claims, and even their very lives, in jeopardy?

No way to ask the dead. Jon wished that he could have told her the truth. Barbed her with her misplaced hatred… but Catelyn Stark was long dead now. She had not returned to life, and if that had been part of the gods’ plan, it was like someone had kind of forgot.

They were interrupted by Ashara and Allyria arriving. Ashara moved at once to place her hand on Daenerys’s forehead, checking for fever. She visibly relaxed when she saw her daughter was… coping.

“If I had known,” she said, begging, “I’d have stopped her plan.”

Daenerys hesitated. Then she hugged Ashara. “I know, mother,” she said. “I know.”

Ashara hugged Daenerys tightly, and kissed her head. “We have visitors,” she said.

“If it is more of the Raven’s messengers, chop their arms off at once,” said Dany immediately.

“It’s not… I checked. It’s Princess Martell. She’s here, in disguise. Her and her brother.”

Dany raised her eyebrows in surprise. She was still in her nightgown, unbathed but for the scrubbing she had gotten yesterday after her execution of Kinvara.

“Show them to the council tent,” instructed the Empress. “I will prepare, and then I will speak with them. The Raven dealt me a terrible blow. It’s time I return the favor.”


Jon and Sansa entered the tent to find Tyrion and Davos waiting there, along with Bu Dai and Doniphos Paenymion and the other ten members of the Elder Council that were in Westeros. They all stood for Jon, who took his seat to the left of the large wooden chair that Daenerys was using as her throne. Sansa sat on his left- a few chairs were on the right side, reserved for Ashara and Allyria.

Sitting on the other side were a Dornish woman and man, along with a few guards, who were vastly outnumbered by the Imperial Guard.

“King Jon, I understand,” said Arianne Martell. She smiled sweetly. “So good to finally meet you.”

Sitting next to her was a man. He was shorter, shorter than Jon even. He was stocky, plain of face. Mostly completely unremarkable apart from his dress. Quentyn Martell, Jon knew.

“The Amethyst Empress?” asked Princess Martell.

“Shall be here soon,” said Jon.

Arthur entered, along with Edric Dayne. Arianne looked at them and her eyes narrowed.

“Lord Edric,” she said.

“Princess Martell,” said the Lord of Starfall. He took a place near the temporary throne. Arthur took his traditional place behind where Daenerys would be sitting.

“I am surprised to see you here. At last I knew, you were in Starfall.”

Dayne smiled. “At last you knew, yes. I thought it safer to join with my cousin at once than wait to see which side of the war you landed on.”

“Cousin?” asked Quentyn, looking at his sister.

“The Empress Daenerys,” said Edric.

Arianne narrowed her eyes. “Am I mistaken, then? King Bran told me that your Empress was not who Westeros thought she was… that she wasn’t even truly a Targaryen, but a Sand. The bastard daughter of Rhaegar Targaryen and his… paramour, Lyanna Stark.”

Jon had to almost literally bit his tongue to stop from snapping about that.

“She calls my aunt Lady Ashara mother,” said Edric, “even if not by blood, it is by heart. I believe you understand the idea, Lord Quentyn. You fostered with the Yronwoods. Do you not feel you have bonds to them as strongly as you do to your family?”

Quentyn shifted in his chair uncomfortably. “There are bonds, yes,” he admitted, “but I know my family.”

“And we know ours. My aunt gave her life for Daenerys Targaryen, as surely as any mother would. House Dayne sees no reason to not recognize that bond, and embrace it fully.”

“You would side with a foreign ruler over your rightful liege?” asked Arianne. Her tone was as friendly as she could muster, but there was no mistaking the challenge where it was.

“Bonds of kinship,” said Edric.

“Some would call it treason?”

Edric shrugged. “They are welcome to call it what they will. If they disagree, after all…”

The roar of a dragon outside could not have been more perfectly timed. If Jon didn’t know Drogon’s deep-seated bellow so well by now, he’d have suspected Daenerys had arranged it, but it was of a higher pitch than Balerion reborn.

Two guards stepped in and one held the tent flap open for Daenerys. It did not look like she had spent a whole night in a drugged sleep. Her braids were woven; her skin shone. Her eyes sharp, her garment regal as always. She was accompanied in by Ashara and Allyria, who followed her to the front of the tent.

Everyone except the Martells stood as she strode to her chair, and they sat when she did.

“Princess Arianne,” greeted Daenerys. “Thank you for coming. I hope you’re here to offer fealty.”

“I came to take your measure personally,” said Arianne. “I have not yet decided on that. Nothing I have heard from Essos gives credence to the Mad Queen of our songs and nightmares.”

“Because when I destroyed King’s Landing, it was under the influence of the poison basilisk’s blood,” said Daenerys simply.

“Do you have proof?”

Daenerys scoffed. “If you needed proof, you’d not be here, would you?” She glanced at Edric, then fixed her eyes on the Princess of Dorne. “You know I’m not the Mad Queen. You know who I really am, even. Daenerys Targaryen, daughter of Rhaegar Targaryen and Lyanna Stark by blood, daughter of Ashara Dayne by foster and milk.”

“I do,” said Arianne.

“And?” prompted Daenerys.

“And?” asked Arianne.

“And your inevitable challenge towards my legitimacy?” said Daenerys. “That House Martell would not accept that Rhaegar Targaryen’s annulment of his marriage to Elia Martell- your aunt- was legal? That his marriages to Lyanna Stark and Ashara Dayne were invalid, and thus I am nothing more than a bastard?”

“Yes, she already said something of the sort,” said Sansa.

Arianne looked taken aback, but she recovered. “It is the law,” she said. “A marriage that has been consummated is binding and permanent. A man can only have one wife. By law, you are no Targaryen.”

“We can argue the semantics all day,” said Daenerys. “In my view, it is legitimate. I thought Dorne cared little for the concept of bastardry, but perhaps I was mistaken. I also believed you did not blame children for the actions of their father, or birth mother…”

“Oh, on that you were very much mistaken,” said Tyrion.

Arianne’s eyes flashed towards him in challenge. “If that were the case, I would be demanding your head for your father’s murder of Elia Martell, and my cousins Aegon and Rhaenys.”

“You cannot say that when Dorne murdered my niece,” said Tyrion firmly. “Myrcella was innocent. She was good. And Ellaria Sand poisoned her and killed her.”

“And she killed my father,” snarled Arianne. “Don’t blame me for that bitch. Or I will demand your life, Imp. For my aunt and cousins.”

“Perhaps Lord Tyrion was misappropriating blame,” said Daenerys, her own eyes aflame. “You can speak on behalf of your aunt, but you cannot claim justice for Aegon and Rhaenys. Not to Jon and I. They were your cousins, but they were are brother and sister. That said, I can say something else. I once called Dorne home. Did you know that? I fostered at Starfall, but I was ripped from it by the plotters of House Targaryen. When your father discovered who my birth mother was… I lived in a house with a red door. I remember a lemon tree outside my bedroom window. Dorne is famous for lemons, yes? But your father could not stand the idea of sheltering the innocent little daughter of Rhaegar Targaryen and Lyanna Stark. Not only did he and Varys rip me from Starfall, they then cast me from my home.”

Arianne frowned. “You were an insult to my family,” she said. “As is you claiming to be Daenerys Targaryen. Your parents I will not dispute. Only your name.”

“You have your pride,” said Daenerys. “I will never say I am not legitimate. I have always been Daenerys Targaryen, because bastardry is a disgusting idea. If your pride will not allow you to admit that, then take this argument for what it is. For your aunt's fate, House Targaryen offers you its most sincere apologies, but as Jon and I were nothing more than babes, we cannot be blamed.”

“You cannot speak for House Targaryen, bastards,” said Arianne.

“Then if you will, take this: if Jon and I were born bastards, then who was the rightful King? Viserys Targaryen. The man I thought was my brother but was actually my uncle, though I’m not sure if even he knew it. He declared me Daenerys Targaryen, Princess of Dragonstone. I believe you understand the way legitimization works, yes? I became legitimate and his heir. When he died, killed by my husband for the crime of threatening our son who was still in my womb, I became the queen and head of the Targaryen dynasty. I have legitimized Jon and abdicated my claims on Westeros to him. He has bent the knee to me and the Great Empire of the Dawn.”

Jon nodded, his eyes fixed fiercely on Princess Arianne. There was a growl behind him. Ghost padded next to him, sitting between him and Daenerys. Absent-mindedly, Jon’s hand found his wolf’s head.

Arianne looked at Daenerys, but she seemed satisfied. She looked at Tyrion. “If only you had been so clever seven years ago,” she said.

“If only,” agreed Tyrion. “Say what you will. My lack of cleverness got Ellaria Sand killed.”

Arianne smiled at that. “Then we owe your idiocy our thanks. But I don’t know why we should truly bend the knee to the Empress. Why should we not hold our loyalties to King Bran? My cousin Manfrey spoke for Dorne at the dragonpit, for that was as I gave him the power to do. He pledged us to the reign of Bran the Broken.”

“You know why,” said Tyrion, “or else you would not be here. You would be in King’s Landing, marching north to hold the borders against the Empire. Instead, you’re here. You know full well who the Raven is.”

Arianne grinned. “That easy to spot, am I?”

“Bend the knee to Jon and I,” said Daenerys. “We’ve given you what you need to massage your pride. Dorne will keep its special status to the Seven Kingdoms, but will also be part of the Great Empire. Otherwise… side with our enemies, and suffer the consequences.”

Quentyn was the one to speak then. “Unbowed,” he said. “Unbent. Unbroken.”

House Martell’s words.

“Aegon the Conqueror had three dragons and the rest of Westeros,” said Daenerys. “I have many, many more dragons, and I will have the rest of Westeros, in addition to all of Essos. You will bend.”

“Or we will burn?” asked Arianne.

“Your mistake would be that I need House Martell to rule Dorne,” said Daenerys. “I don’t.” She glanced at Edric Dayne. “Dorne would still be ruled by a native house.”

Arianne narrowed her eyes. “I don’t think that would go well for you.”

“Trust me on that,” said Sansa. “There would always be men willing to betray you, even if you are their “rightful” rulers. In time… perhaps they would forget.”

Arianna hesitated, then smiled. “You’re as clever as your conquest of Essos indicated,” she said. “Dorne accepts your terms.”

She rose. Quentyn looked far more hesitant, but he, too, rose and took a knee beside her.

Notes:

I’m going to come out and say it: no, the Daynes were not involved in Kinvara’s plot to see King’s Landing burn.

… I did consider having Ashara be complicit, though, but I’m not that cruel.

Remember, nobody wields truth like a weapon better than the Raven. Keeping secrets when you’re his enemy is a disaster waiting to happen.

The red priests are on Dany’s side… but I don’t think that necessarily means they have her best interests at heart. Like Dany says… she’s an opportunity to them. A tool. A flaming sword.

A million people died to give Dany the power to awaken the Stone Dragons of the Shadow.

And because she would never have willingly done it, Kinvara arranged for her to do be forced to do it.

It’s a colossal blow for Dany personally, a horrid wound. It comes close to sundering her from her mother, who is (well, was) in a with-benefits arrangement with Kinvara. But in the end, she does not cast Ashara out for her affair with who is now revealed to be… evil. She begins questioning the goodness of everything she’s accomplished; how can it ever truly be good when it’s built on evil?

She recovers… mostly. (Her temper is definitely a bit short when dealing with Arianne, though).

I’ll give a shout out to Wardown here: hope I made you proud with the execution, buddy. I tried to be as brutal as I could be.

Burning’s right out because red priests are all about death by fire.

Dany’s not going to give her something as clean as a beheading. No, she needs to suffer. Be humiliated. She gets torn to shreds by the dragons. Then Dany hacks her to bite-size chunks that Jon and Sansa then feed to dogs.

This is a bit of the “old Dany” coming through, but in this case, it’s perfectly deserved. She’s not the MaD qUeEn but she’s definitely mad as in angry. Kinvara was behind the burning of King’s Landing. She is in many ways the one most behind it. Varys was a tool in her schemes; an unknowing one. He never intended King’s Landing to burn. It was his own foolishness and mistake.

Kinvara knew exactly what would happen and she set it into motion.

This is Dany’s chance to avenge King’s Landing. And herself. And she does it in as cathartic and painful a fashion as her mind can muster, but making sure Kinvara dies.

I did have fun with Sansa in this chapter; Jon, Davos, Tyrion, none blame Dany for doing what she did... but they all are a bit sick at having watched it. Sansa “I avenged myself upon my tormenter by watching him get ripped apart from dogs” though just goes, “okay, that happened. Who’s hungry? If I get a pizza, does anyone want any?” Everyone else is trying not to barf (except Dany who just barfs all over the place) but Sansa’s cool.

Needless to say though… Kinvara helped keep Dany’s war councils secret. Kinvara is very, very, very dead. Another victory for the Raven.

The war kicks up… soon.

NEXT TIME:
1. Arya gets back to the army and discovers fucking SANSA got to ride a dragon before SHE DID.
2. The legions proceed south and attempts negotiations with other potential allies.

REQUEST TO READERS:

That bit about “what kind of throne should Jon get” is an open question. If you’ve got any ideas, hit me with them. I don’t know if Jon would be enthused about the idea of a new Iron Throne of swords. But what else could be symbolic of Jon as a person?

Chapter 25: Bring the Dawn

Notes:

Happy Memorial Day! I know last chapter's Next Time said we'd get some debates about coming over to Dany's side with more lords, but I couldn't get that part done in time, so it'll be in the next chapter.

No book quotes again. If I can find some relevant, I'll add them.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

Arya found the Legions as they marched south around the time they were nearing Moat Cailin.

She still bore the mark beneath her jerkin. She had some faces from before that she wore still to keep herself secret. She thought about trying to sneak into King’s Landing, but that was foolish, she decided.

What was she supposed to do? Kill the Raven? Kill any chance they had at saving Bran? If it was possible?

No, she wanted to get back to Jon and Daenerys. Not least because she did truthfully miss their company. She missed Gendry more, but it made her warm with pride to know her bull was in charge of the Stormlands, and doing so well.

She did pay attention to what she saw of the Raven’s armies. She saw Vale and Riverlands banners just before she crossed the Ruby Ford. Absentmindedly, she looked- as did many, many people- in the waters at the hooves of her horse as she rode across. Looking for a ruby dislodged from the breastplate of Rhaegar Targaryen by the crushing warhammer blow of Robert Baratheon. A gift for one of Rhaegar’s children, or his surviving widow. But she saw no red other than the setting sun.

“They say the Mad Queen’s returned like a corpse,” said a fearful soldier that Arya found company with, him and his company. “Her eyes are red like a demon and if you look into them, she eats your very soul.”

“I heard she’s a bigger whore than ever before,” said one of his fellows. “That only the cock of a dragon can satisfy her now.”

“My cousin was a sailor who was in Volantis two years back,” said a third. “A year or so after she took it over. He said… it was nice. Good.”

“‘S what I ‘erd, too,” said Arya, though she spoke with the voice of the man whose face she was wearing. “Me brother. ‘E owns a silk shop in Oldtown. ‘E said, all dem slaves, she broke the chains off e’ry one of dem. She arrested a man who was raising orphans. ‘E was starving them, beating them. She brought the orphans back to her table, fed ‘em herself.”

Any truth disseminating through their ranks could only hurt the Raven.

“Load of cock, that,” said a Valeman. “I saw King’s Landing. After she finished with it. Raven King’s not perfect, nobody is. But she was evil.”

“Mebbe she didn’t really do it,” said Arya. “Mebbe the Raven did it, and made it all look like she did.”

The men looked at her skeptically. Arya finished off her soup and walked away.

When the pursuit came for her, she was a woman now, singing the bear and the maiden fair.

Arya had heard former masters, the rich men of Volantis, call Daenerys all sorts of terrible things, and she had never once had them arrested only for saying evil words about her. They had sent pursuit for Arya just for telling the truth.

There wasn’t much defensible ground between the Trident and Moat Cailin, which was firmly in Northern hands, and therefore now Imperial hands. Arya did occasionally look up and think she saw a dragon flying overhead, so high up that it could be confused as a bird.

She had noted that there were an awful lot of scorpions with the Raven’s army. She had considered sabotaging them, but they were manned at all times. Closely guarded. The soldiers were terrified of dragons descending in the middle of the night to burn them alive.

When she met Imperial scouts, she removed her face and rode forward as herself again. She was challenged- there were seventy seven thousand Imperial soldiers, after all. Not all of them knew her face. Only the Imperial Guard, really.

She told them she was with them, and offered to ride with them back to the army. Arthur Dayne himself confirmed her identity, and she was allowed to head into the growing camp, the sun setting and the Legions making camp for the night.

She found Jon first. He smiled when he spotted her, and gave her a big hug.

“Gendry’s on our side,” she said. “King Jon.”

“He was a good man,” said Jon. He looked at Arya skeptically. “You’re happy with him?”

Arya raised an eyebrow. “Yes,” she said, “for now.”

“And if you stop being happy with him?”

“I’ll either leave him, or kill him.”

Jon nodded and chuckled. “I think leaving him would be enough. Don’t need a diplomatic incident on my hands of my sister murdering one of my lords. Might piss some people off.”

Arya looked around. She had gotten used to being around the Legions, the military camp, hearing the Valyrian tongue around her. It made her feel safer to know that on any given side were ten thousand men.

“I should tell Lady Ashara and Kinvara that their mark worked,” said Arya.

Jon gave Arya a look that made her know something had happened, something terrible.

“Don’t mention Kinvara ever again,” he said, growling.

Arya had never felt entirely at ease around the Red Priestess, but she had done good to keep her safe from the Raven’s sight.

“What happened?” Arya looked over at the tents. She saw Daenerys’s large tents in the center- her council tent, her private tent- but she saw a new banner flying above them. A black one, with a grey direwolf holding a blue winter rose in its jaws, and a red dragon with a flaming sword.

Arya felt her heart soar as she realized Daenerys was flying a banner accepting her Stark heritage as much as her Targaryen heritage and Dayne ties.

“Kinvara was behind King’s Landing,” said Jon simply.

Arya exhaled violently in her shock.

“Aye, I know. She played on Varys’s ambitions and fears. Gave him the poison. Knew exactly what he would do with it, and exactly how it would go.” Jon scowled.

“Why?” asked Arya.

“Because then when Dany got brought back, she was able to go to the Shadow near Asshai and wake all her new dragons from stone. She had no idea of any of it until now, though… she didn’t take it well.”

“Is Kinvara in prison?” asked Arya.

“She is dead,” said Jon. “Very, very dead.”

“How?” Arya hoped it was painful. She knew red priests adored the idea of dying by fire.

“Dragons,” said Jon, and Arya growled.

“She was probably happy to burn.”

“No, she didn’t burn,” said Jon, and he went a bit green. “Dany had four dragons each take a different limb in their mouths, and they pulled her apart. Then Drogon and another ripped her in half, and then Dany carved her up into food for the dogs.”

Arya nodded approvingly. Jon gave her a glance, remembering that his sweet, innocent, tomboyish sister had baked two men into a pie then fed that pie to their father.

“And Lady Ashara?” asked Arya. “She and Kinvara… they were…”

“Aye, they were lovers,” said Jon. “Or at least, they laid with each other. She wasn’t involved. She was just as angry as Dany.”

They started heading into camp. “Anything else major happen?” asked Arya.

“Sam’s dead,” said Jon simply. “That one was by my hand.”

Arya just waited for Jon to explain as they passed the gates of the Imperial Guard innermost camp.

“He put poison in a bottle of wine and tried to get Sansa to give it to Daenerys,” elaborated Jon. “Tears of Lys, Tyrion said.”

Arya knew the poison. “But Daenerys wouldn’t have been affected by the poison. And I thought your plan was to let him run into some people who hated him for loving the Raven, or abandoning the Wall?”

“Aye, it had been. But then he showed how far he’d fallen. Dany would never have been in danger, but she could have shared the wine with others. They’d have died. Could have been me, you, Allyria, Sansa…”

Arya snorted. “I don’t think Sansa will be very inclined to share a bottle of wine with Daenerys.”

They had reached the entryway to Daenerys’s personal tent. “You might be surprised,” said Jon as they entered.

Arya’s eyes widened as she saw Daenerys, Allyria, and Sansa sitting around the fire, a bottle of wine nearly finished off between them, giggling.

“And then Gerold tells the girls, ‘I am of the night,’” Allyria was saying, “as if that wasn’t the most fucking idiotic boast anyone had ever heard.”

“I can feel myself swooning already,” giggled Sansa. “He sounds so dangerous.”

“Dangerous to idiots, maybe,” chuckled Daenerys. “How did he take it when he discovered Uncle Arthur was alive?”

“He’d always tried to convince us to give him Dawn,” said Allyria. “He- even I- didn’t know it wasn’t in Starfall. Nobody could have claimed it because Uncle Arthur still had it. Edric said when he was told that, it was like all the joy banished from his face.”

“Like his joy was a setting sun,” said Sansa. “Only fitting for him being of the night.”

And all three girls burst out laughing.

Arya saw Jon stepping out. She followed him.

“Jon,” she said calmly. “What the FUCK?”

Jon chuckled. “Dany said you said something to Sansa that really got through to her,” he said. He pointed at that banner. “Night you left, she spent the whole night sewing that banner for Dany.”

Arya had no clue what she had said. “What did I say?” she asked.

“Don’t know. Dany said it was Sansa’s business to tell us, and she hasn’t.”

“And Daenerys was so inclined to forgive her?” asked Arya. The Empress had made her disgust for Sansa rather plain.

“Sansa took Dany out to the dragons… and helped her be able to ride Drogon again.”

Arya gasped in excitement. “She can ride her dragon again?”

“Aye.”

Arya squealed in delight. “I’m going to get my dragon ride!”

“You will. But there’s the thing… Sansa rode with her first.”

Arya’s smile fell off her face. “Sansa got to ride a dragon before I did?”

“Well, she did help Dany get to be able to do it again…” said Jon, but he could see Arya was incensed.

“SHE DOESN’T EVEN LIKE DRAGONS!” said Arya.

Jon raised his brows in challenge. “Aye,” he said, “you like dragons. And seven years ago, a Targaryen dragon riding queen came into Winterfell… and you hated her.”

Arya bit her lip and headed off to set up her own tent. She hated it when Jon was right.

She had a chance to ride a dragon seven years ago, and she’d ruined it. It only burned her a little that it was because she had trusted Sansa… who now had ridden a dragon before her.

Arya wondered...


The next morning, as the camp around them was packed up in preparation for the march, the Imperial War Council assembled in the council tent.

Daenerys looked at Arya. “Welcome back, Arya,” she said. “Was your mission a success?”

“It was,” said Arya. “Gendry Baratheon has declared for you and Jon and brought the Stormlands over to the Empire.”

Sansa’s eyebrows raised at Arya’s mission. She had, frankly, thought Arya was going to try and assassinate some people. “Couldn’t we have made contact with a raven?” she asked.

“Ravens can be intercepted by wargs,” said Ashara, “and the Raven is the most powerful warg in history.”

“He also might not have believed a letter,” said Arya. “I had to do some convincing.” She smiled. “Stupid bull didn’t need much, he came over as soon as I said I was on your side.”

Daenerys smiled. “That’s what love is, isn’t it?”

“Wait, love?” asked Sansa. She looked at Arya in surprise. “You and Gendry-”

Arya blushed slightly but did not look away.

“Are you at least being… smart about it?” asked Sansa, her concerned elder sister coming out. “Has a betrothal been offered?”

“It’s not that sort of relationship,” said Arya. “We just… are together. Maybe we’ll get married someday. But I don’t want to be his lady.”

“But you’re at least not bedding him, right?”

“Do we really need to discuss this?” asked Jon.

“What I do is my business,” snapped Arya.

“It becomes all our business if you’re stupid and he gets you with child and you have a bastard!” retorted Sansa.

Dany was biting her hand to keep from laughing, just from Jon’s discomfort with the situation of discussing who his sister was sleeping with. “Mother,” she said, “can you… calm Sansa’s doubts?”

Ashara stood and approached Arya and bent down to look her in the eyes. She rubbed Arya’s forehead, then without any warning, reached down, pulled up Arya’s jerkin, and rubbed her hand across Arya’s belly.

“You’re not with child,” said Ashara. Arya was surprised, then relieved. In truth she hadn’t even considered that maybe she could have become pregnant. “If you do not wish to become with child, you can drink moontea within a day or so of laying with…” Ashara stopped, and her eyes widened.

“What?” asked Arya, concerned for a moment that maybe Ashara had found a baby in her.

Ashara hesitated. “You look very like Lyanna,” she said. “And you are… with the son, who looks very much like Robert Baratheon.”

“And?” prompted Arya.

Ashara frowned. “It feels… wrong… Lyanna rebelled strongly against marrying Robert. She came to Rhaegar and I, and we became one union of three souls.”

“I’m not Lyanna,” said Arya.

“No,” agreed Ashara. “You’re not. You are ice where she was fire.”

“Arya’s romantic entanglements are truly very fascinating,” said Tyrion, suppressing his complete amusement, “but perhaps we might wish to get back to the planning before Arthur throws a fit for us not being ready to resume the march on time?”

Daenerys nodded. “His lords?” she asked Arya.

“Nearly all followed him fully,” said Arya. She looked at Brienne. “Your father included.”

Brienne’s eyes lit with surprise, but then she nodded. “I’m glad. He’s a good man.”

“He plans to hold the Dornish off if they don’t declare for you and join forces with them if they do.”

Jon smiled. “Then we should send word to him letting him know the Dornish have declared for us.”

Arya was surprised. “Princess Martell came herself to judge us,” said Daenerys. “It was tense, but in the end, she and her brother agreed to pledge to King Jon.”

“And the Amethyst Empress,” said Jon.

“We should send a raven,” said Davos. Then he sighed. “If we could rely on it not being intercepted.”

“We have means of communicating with Lord Gendry,” said Daenerys. “Thank you, Arya. If you could stay… you as well, Jon. And mother.”

The room cleared out, apart from Jon, and Arya. Sansa lingered too, curious. Jon and Arya were her family, after all. Daenerys nodded. Sansa would be welcome.

Ashara pulled a glass candle out of her robes and set it on the table. She took a dragonglass dagger out next, pricked her finger, and dribbled some blood on the wick. At once the candle lit with flame.

“What are you doing?” asked Jon.

“With a glass candle, we can speak to Gendry Baratheon as if we stood next to him,” said Ashara. “We can cast ourselves to speak to him, free of the Raven’s interference.”

Jon remembered vividly staring past Tormund, seeing Daenerys standing in the snow, watching him. “Hardhome,” he said, quoting what she had said.

“Yes,” said Dany, “that’s how I got word to you to head for Hardhome.”

“So we’re going to speak to Gendry?” asked Arya.

“You can go first,” said Daenerys. “We can cast ourselves to speak with him, but we can’t be sure where he is or what he is doing at the time. It may go better for us if you go to speak with him first, in case he is in the bath or privy or such.”

“That’s probably a good idea,” said Arya. “He might not appreciate being naked and surrounded by a bunch of people.”

“Yes, you Westerosi are rather prudish, aren’t you?” said Dany. “In Qarth it is fashionable for women to wear dresses with a breast exposed. And that’s not even to speak of the Dothraki, who fuck each other in the middle of crowds.”

“You would have had a problem with Drogo if he’d done that to you, though,” said Jon.

Dany’s eyes shone with challenge. “I adopted the Dothraki culture, Jon. All of it,” she said. “There’s something liberating about being fucked when you have thousands of eyes on you.”

“Not all of it,” responded Jon. “Not the slavery. Not the rape.”

“Okay, maybe not all of it,” admitted Daenerys. “And I can’t say I still follow their way of life. I kept the braids, though. When I got brought back, I should have shorn my head. I had been defeated. Mother wouldn’t let me, though.”

“You’re beautiful with long hair,” said Ashara. “Just like Lyanna. Just like Rhaegar.”

“Just like you?” offered Arya.

Ashara faintly smiled. “It’s not me she resembles,” she said.

“She has your eyes,” offered Sansa.

“Yes, and nothing else.” Ashara gave a piercing look at Sansa. “Or did you not say so to Lord Robbet Glover?”

Sansa blushed faintly. “Were you spying on me?”

“Yes, I was,” said Ashara frankly.

“Oh please, Sansa,” said Arya, “it was obvious Glover was up to something. Not hard to think he’d have approached you, you made it obvious enough.”

“Fortunately Glover made an ass of himself before he started establishing a conspiracy,” said Daenerys. “But we must be about it. Arya, if you will… approach the candle.”

Arya stepped forward. She fixed her eyes on the candle. She heard Ashara muttering in a language she didn’t recognize, and then she felt herself leave her body.

To everyone else, it was like Arya went slack, though she did stay standing. Her eyes unfocused and her pupils shrank until they were so small they had almost vanished.

To Arya, she was suddenly standing in Gendry’s tent. He was dressing in the morning, preparing to move on for the next day.

“Woah,” said Arya.

Gendry looked over at her and his face lit with surprise and happiness. “Arya,” he said, approaching. He moved to take her face in his hands, but they passed through her. Gendry recoiled in shock.

“Okay, that’s weird,” said Arya. “This is weird. Really weird. You can see me alright?”

“What’s going on?” asked Gendry.

“The Empress has a glass candle,” said Arya. “Your maester can tell you about them if you don’t know, they’re magical artifacts. I’m using one to… be here, but not be here. If that makes sense.”

“So you’re with the Empress, but I can see you like you’re here?”

Arya nodded. “That’s it. She wants to speak with you. She sent me ahead to make sure you were decent.”

Gendry reached over and grabbed a shirt and pulled it on. “Well, uh, I… I’ve not shaved, or really bathed…”

Arya sniffed. “Can’t smell anything like this,” she said. “And Daenerys doesn’t care about the other things… I think.”

“Not in particular,” said a voice, and Daenerys appeared across the tent from Arya. Gendry paled a little bit and at once dropped to his knees before her.

“Your Grace,” he said.

“Your Majesty now,” corrected Arya. “Imperial Majesty if you want to be long about it.”

“Stand, Lord Gendry,” said Daenerys, and Gendry climbed to his feet, but he still didn’t look at the Empress. Daenerys smiled. “I’m not some goddess you must avert your eyes from, Lord Gendry.”

“You’re a woman who died and came back,” said Gendry, “ruler of half the known world… and soon nearly all of it.”

“None of which makes me someone you can’t even look at.” Daenerys raised an eyebrow. “We are kin, after all. Less close than Arya and I, but still, your great-grandmother was of House Targaryen. And even more distant. Orys Baratheon was half-brother to our most celebrated ancestor, Aegon the Conqueror.”

Gendry looked at her finally. “The Stormlands are yours, Your Majesty,” he said. “Yours and King Jon’s.”

Jon appeared then. He looked around in amazement. Gendry hesitated for a moment, then knelt before Jon, too.

“Oh, get up,” snapped Arya, laughing slightly.

“Your Grace,” said Gendry as he climbed to his feet. He then glanced at Arya, who nodded in amused exasperation, confirming Jon should still be addressed as ‘your grace.’ “My armies are preparing to treat with the Dornish, and will stop their advance-”

“Princess Martell and her brother have bent the knee,” said Daenerys, cutting Gendry off. Gendry’s eyes went wide in surprise again, but then he nodded. “You are to join with them and try and deal with the sellsword’s armies in the Reach. The legions in the north shall give battle at the Trident.”

“At the Ruby Ford?” asked Gendry. He suddenly looked very awkward, and his eyes shifted towards something very prominently displayed in his tent: a warhammer that had belonged to Robert Baratheon.

The exact warhammer that had killed Rhaegar Targaryen, the father of Jon and Daenerys, in the swirling rivers of what would be known as the Ruby Ford.

Jon still had difficulty thinking of Rhaegar Targaryen as his father. He might now bear the sigil of the three-headed dragon; he might now be Jon Targaryen, Rightful King of the Seven Kingdoms and loyal bannerman of the Great Empire of the Dawn, but even despite his anger at Eddard Stark for his treatment of Daenerys, Ned still sat in Jon’s thoughts as ‘father.’ He still just wanted to scream at him.

Daenerys had always revered Rhaegar, even when she had thought her his sister, not his daughter. She had always thought it so tragic but heroic, his death for the woman- or women- he loved. She knew his last word had been a woman’s name, but she didn’t know if it had been Ashara or Lyanna. Her mother, she knew, probably knew, but had never spoken of it.

Needless to say, Daenerys fixed her eyes to the warhammer and didn’t take her eyes off it. In many ways, the warhammer was the weapon responsible for her early life being such a hell. If Rhaegar Targaryen had won on the Trident, the Rebellion would have gone for House Targaryen. Daenerys and Jon would have been raised together as the brother and sister they were, alongside Elia’s son Aegon and Rhaenys. At the very least by their father and his wife Ashara. Perhaps even Lyanna if she had lived. Daenerys remembered how it was to nearly die birthing a child. If Lyanna had been attended by maesters, free of stress… perhaps she would have lived.

She composed herself, though it took a moment longer than she would have liked. The revelation of Kinvara’s betrayal still was raw on her emotions.

“Yes, at the Ruby Ford,” she said.

Gendry hesitated, looking between her and Jon rapidly. “Sorry,” he said.

Daenerys gave a half-smile and raised an eyebrow. “The children are not guilty for what their father did,” she said.

“You think the rebellion was a crime?” asked Arya.

“It had just cause,” admitted Daenerys. “But what happened during it went far beyond just.”

“You think my father should have not killed yours?” asked Gendry, hesitantly, more interested in understanding than challenging.

“I think your father should have executed the men responsible for Aegon and Rhaenys’s deaths,” said Daenerys simply. “Tywin Lannister, Gregor Clegane, Amory Lorch. Instead he looked over the corpses of dead children and called them ‘dragonspawn.’”

“Our father agreed with that,” said Arya.

“So do I,” said Gendry. “Hard for my father to claim his rule was just and right when it was built on the blood of children.”

Images of dead, burnt children flashed before Daenerys’s eyes and she remembered her poison-fucked mind thinking them just as guilty as Cersei, and then she saw the stone dragons of the Shadow raising their jaws and roaring in fealty.

“Not the same,” said Jon assuringly, knowing what she was thinking. Gendry looked between them curiously.

“I never really thought King’s Landing made sense,” said Gendry, almost too quickly to be heard. “You gave me my name. My lands and titles. You didn’t even have to. My lords… they support you. Because of that.”

Daenerys felt her eyes watering but she held the tears back. “I did many wrong things in Westeros in my first life,” she said, looking at Gendry with gratitude. “Making you Gendry Baratheon and Lord of Storm’s End was not one of them. It may have been my one good decision.”

“Helping us against the Night King was another,” said Arya.

“I was a smallfolk once,” said Gendry. “I heard of how better things are in Essos for them. I don’t care what the lords tell you, what they think… Westeros needs that. You two can bring it.”

“Bring the Dawn,” said Arya. “A better world.”

Daenerys smiled. “We must resume our march south,” she said. “I give you the right to speak in my name to the Reach houses. The more you can convince to stand against the Raven, the better.”

“I’ll do my best,” assured Gendry.

“We’ll check in on you and the Dornish daily. We can’t trust ravens to carry news. Glass candles are our most reliable method of communicating. If you need help… I have dragons. They can be there soon.”

Gendry bowed. “I have to say,” he said, “when Arya said you were her cousin… I didn’t really believe it. I thought I remembered your face, but my memory was poor. We only really met once, after all. But now… I can see it. A little bit.”

Daenerys smiled again and touched her brooch. Her hair became brown and her eyes grey, and Gendry’s eyes widened. “Does this help?” she asked.

“It does,” said Gendry, looking between the Empress and Arya. “Wow… and nobody realized it. My father loved Lyanna Stark… if he’d seen you-”

“He’d not have seen a thing,” said Jon. “He loved the idea of her. He never really knew who she was.”

Gendry hesitated, but then nodded. “Probably right.”

“We must resume the march,” said Daenerys. She nodded. “All being well, we will see you outside King’s Landing. All the world united against the Lion-of-Night.”

“The what?” asked Gendry, confused.

“Your maester may be able to tell you. If he knows of Yi Ti’s legends.”

“A black evil god,” said Jon. “That sat in Bran’s body and pretended to be him. Dating from the first Long Night, thousands of years ago. Still here to threaten us in this one.”

Daenerys felt herself get yanked in the real world. When her vision returned, she was looking into Arthur’s face.

“I understand you are Empress, my niece,” he said, “but I must insist we resume the march.”

Daenerys smiled and patted her uncle’s cheek. “We will be off them,” she said.

Back in the vision, Jon and Arya glanced at each other, having seen Dany be pulled back and then vanish. “Think that’s our cue to go,” said Jon.

“Yes,” said Arya. She looked back at Gendry. “See you soon. Be safe.”

“You too, Arya,” said Gendry.

Jon and Arya turned and returned to their bodies to find Arthur practically dragging Daenerys out of the tent.


They made good speed that day and were only a week or so from the expected battleground. That evening, Arya put her plan into motion as the camp was settling around. As always, there was a large space near the Imperial Guard camp, set aside for the Empire’s most powerful soldiers.

Arya stood at the edge of the dragon clearing and looked around, trying to spot one she thought looked more… amenable to her goals.

She spotted one with white scales and silver, and finding that coloration to be appropriate, she approached carefully.

The dragon looked at her curiously as she inched forward, hand outstretched, trying to pet the dragon. Her heart was hammering in a combination of fear and excitement as she crept forward. She could feel the heat of its scales even from a foot away.

Arya tried to reach out with her mind, to touch the dragon’s mind with her own… Daenerys could, because she had Stark blood. Arya had Stark blood. Surely she should be able to warg a dragon… Jon warged Ghost, and Arya now realized when she dreamed she was Nymeria she likely actually was in Nymeria’s mind.

Plus the Empress had said, these weren’t really Valyrian dragons, bound through blood and sorcery to the blood of Old Valyria- which Arya was fairly sure she lacked. These dragons hailed back even farther.

The dragon drew its head back and roared a challenge at Arya, who wisely backed up until she bumped into someone. She turned in fear to see Daenerys standing behind her, an eyebrow raised.

“You can’t warg a dragon,” said the Amethyst Empress simply.

“Why not?” asked Arya. “I’ve warged Nymeria, I know now. Jon’s warged Ghost. You can warg Drogon. Why can’t I warg a dragon? I’ve got Stark blood, too.”

“You can’t warg a dragon because dragons are intelligent,” said Dany. “As intelligent as humans, really, even if their minds are shaped a different way. Just as you can’t warg a person, you cannot warg one of them.”

“Then how can you warg Drogon?”

“He lets me. Because when I first did it, it was my mind reaching out to his in desperation to survive, and he let me in rather than see my soul die alongside my body. Since then he has been quite happy to let me join my mind to his again.”

“Why?”

Dany smiled. “Because I am more than his rider. I am more than a woman with the blood of the warg. I am, quite frankly, his mother.”

“You didn’t lay his egg,” said Arya. Then she hesitated. “Did you?”

Daenerys laughed joyfully. “No, not that literally, but almost. I gave the eggs warmth. I gave them the fire and blood they needed to hatch. And when they were tiny, so small they could rest on my shoulder, when food was scarce, they drank milk from my breasts.”

“So why didn’t you stop me?” asked Arya.

“You may not be able to warg a dragon, but I was curious if you might be able to claim one,” admitted Daenerys. “Evidently not, but I had wondered for some time.”

“You said that these dragons aren’t bound to Valyrian blood like your family’s were.”

“They’re not,” confirmed Dany. “They were the dragons of the first Great Empire. They were bound to the bloodlines of the noble families of that realm. Bloodlines that do still endure. Nearly all of mankind paid homage to the Gemstone Emperors. First Men, Andals, Rhonyar… The Gemstone Emperors shared blood with the nobles that would later become sundered. Great houses like Stark, Dayne, and even Targaryen can all trace their lineage back to those family trees… or they could, if history wasn’t so easily forgettable.”

Daenerys looked over as Drogon approached and put his head down. She stroked her son’s scales lovingly and tenderly. The adoration the dragon had for his mother reminded Arya of a human. It was not hard to imagine his intelligence, and to see how deeply Drogon cared for Daenerys.

“You are the last of your bloodline, sweetling,” said Daenerys softly. “The Valyrians used blood magics and sorceries to tame some of the wild dragons the Great Empire left behind. My ancestors bound our dragons and ourselves together. But at times dragonseeds would appear, those in who the Great Empire’s blood was strong enough to take even the Valyrian dragons.”

“It’s sad,” said Arya, stepping next to her cousin and stroking Drogon too. “To be the last of your kind.”

“A Targaryen alone in the world is a terrible thing,” confirmed Daenerys. “So it is for Drogon. You miss Viserion and Rhaegal terribly, I know, sweetling. They may not have been brothers from the same clutch, but they were brothers all the same. I miss them too.”

“But he has new brothers and sisters now,” said Arya.

“I have become very fond of you, Arya,” said Daenerys, “and gods know, it surprises me that Sansa is also becoming dear to me. But we will never be to each other as you and Jon are. We lost that chance.”

Arya nodded. “What did I say to Sansa?” she asked.

Daenerys hesitated. “I won’t say it all,” she said, “but what you said… it awoke her to who she had become. How willing her ambitions made her to betray even her family. You, and your friend, the butcher’s boy. Your father. Jon… and I. And at the last, she rejected who she was.”

Arya couldn’t ask the question she really wanted to ask. Was Sansa genuine? Or was this a plot she was orchestrating? An attempt to get close to Daenerys, only to plunge the dagger in?

“Now,” said Daenerys, “I believe I know what you want.” She caressed Drogon’s mighty head. “Drogon, would you like to go flying with Arya and I?”

Joy visibly entered the dragon’s eyes and he pressed it against the ground to give Daenerys the ability to climb it.

Daenerys climbed up only to find that unlike Sansa’s far more hesitant ascension of the scales, Arya scampered up right behind her with only a moment’s hesitation, and plopped herself behind Daenerys without even thinking of it. She couldn’t even maintain her normally stoic expression- she was grinning from ear to ear.

“Sōvēs,” ordered the Mother of Dragons, and Drogon spread his wings and carried the two off into the dusk.

Jon glanced up as they flew over and he smiled when he saw it.

Notes:

NEXT TIME:
1. The Legions near the Trident and discussions begin with some of the opposing lords about what they don't know and who their allegiance really should lay with.
2. Team Empire looks for alternatives to crossing the river at the very place House Targaryen's downfall was secured.

Chapter 26: Battle Lines

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

The next morning, after hearing the scouts confirm what Arya had said- the Trident was held against them- Arya stepped next to Sansa and pulled her aside.

“Look into my face and tell me this isn’t a trick,” she said to her elder sister.

“That what isn’t a trick?” asked Sansa.

“Your- reconciliation, your bonding, with Daenerys.”

Sansa stood as tall as she could and looked down at Arya. She wasn’t at all amused by Arya’s accusation, but gods help her, she understood why she was making it.

“It’s not a trick,” said Sansa firmly. “It’s real.”

And Arya could find no trace of lie on Sansa’s face.

“And if you doubt your game of faces,” continued the Lady of Winterfell, “you can ask Ashara Dayne. On our way back from the dragons, she stopped me and looked into my eyes, too, and was satisfied.”

Arya glanced at Daenerys’s milk-mother and saw her watching the scene quietly, but she nodded.

Arya started walking with Sansa back to her tent. “What happened?” asked Arya simply.

Sansa did not answer until they were in her tent, alone. “Do you know what one of the last things Ramsay said to me was?” she asked. “Of course you don’t, nobody does. I went into the dungeons and spoke with him one last time and had his dogs tear him apart, and then when I came back out I didn’t tell Jon, or you… or anyone.

“He told me, ‘you can’t kill me. I’m part of you now.’ And one of the last things you said to me when leaving to meet with Gendry was, ‘And every time you live following the example of the people who hurt you, they live again. They became part of you.’”

Arya remembered those words leaving her lips and Sansa going pure white with horror. “I’m sorry,” she said at once. “I didn’t know.”

“You didn’t. And don’t be sorry. You were right. I… had changed. I had let them become part of me. I… had a waking nightmare of them, I don’t know how else to put it. Cersei and Baelish, they stood there and told me, kill Daenerys with poison, let Jon take the Dawnthrone, and then… seduce him and make him my lover.”

Arya gagged in disgust. Sansa chuckled. “Cersei didn’t become part of me that much, Arya, don’t worry. He’s our brother.”

“Well their plan would have failed utterly, wouldn’t it?” asked Arya. “You can’t poison her, and Allyria is her designated heir.”

“They weren’t really there,” said Sansa. “They only knew what I did because they were conjured by my mind. I didn’t know about the poison immunity- I didn’t learn about that until we were discussing what to do with Samwell Tarly. Daenerys told me about Allyria being her heir then, too. Which makes sense… Jon might be her brother, but if he took the Dawnthrone… the Empire would destroy itself.”

Arya paused. “Jon would be a good Emperor,” she said.

“He wouldn’t have an Empire to rule over if he took the throne. Because he is her brother, in blood even, while Allyria is just to her as Jon is to us. But he’s not only her brother. He’s the man who murdered her. Her supporters would never accept him.”

Arya grimaced and nodded. She glanced over at a contingent of Unsullied as they marched by to form their columns for the march. Grey Worm would never allow Jon to take Daenerys’s throne. He had a hard enough time accepting that she was going to give him one.

“I’m glad you two are getting close,” said Arya.

“When Ashara Dayne stopped me, she said I was finally being Ned Stark’s daughter,” said Sansa. “And it felt good. Really good.”

“Well, good.”

It was near noon that a group of Imperial scouts returned with an interesting report.

“A delegation of lords is waiting up ahead,” reported Arthur, having heard the message. “Tully, Arryn, Royce, Lannister, Stark banners.”

“Stark?” asked Arya.

“Raven’s still pretending to be Bran,” answered Jon grimly.

“They want to treat with Lady Sansa, Lord Tyrion, Ser Davos, King Jon only,” said Dayne. “Not the Empress.”

“Out of the question,” said Jon immediately. “She is our overlord. They treat with the Imperial ruler, not with Imperial bannermen.”

“Go treat with them,” said Daenerys. Jon looked at her in surprise.

Sansa understood. “It’s a chance to negotiate with them,” she said. “A chance to turn them over to our side.”

“You trust us to treat on your behalf?” asked Jon.

“I do,” said Daenerys. “Truly I do. But I will still be watching through a glass candle to see if it is a trap. If they try and betray us, they will be obliterated with dragonfire before they know what’s happening.”

“Well I do look forward to seeing my cousin Joy,” said Tyrion.

Jon selected a group of Onyx Legionnaires to be their guard. They flew the flags of the Empire, House Stark, House Lannister, House Targaryen, and even the onion flag of House Seaworth. Arya, Sansa, Jon, Tyrion, Davos were their party. Ghost saw them leaving and made his way to trot beside Jon’s horse.

“You trust them not betray you?” asked Grey Worm to Daenerys as they watched the delegation depart the column.

“I do,” said Daenerys. “Every one of them.”

Even Sansa.

The delegation rode forward for an hour or so until they found the waiting lords.

Arya noticed crossbowmen hidden in the forests nearby… and a few wagons that looked like they contained scorpion ballistas.

“Stop,” she said. “STOP!”

They all halted at once. “What is it?” asked Jon.

Arya pointed. “Crossbows and scorpions,” she said.

“Likely to try and kill the Empress if she was with us,” observed Davos. “And to fend off the dragons.”

“Lord Royce is a good man, an honorable man,” said Sansa. She didn’t believe he, at least, would participate in an ambush, a practical assassination attempt.

“Then perhaps just in case.”

They saw Edmure Tully, Yohn Royce, Robert ‘Sweetrobin’ Arryn, and a woman who so resembled Cersei that Sansa shuddered. Among their own guards, holding their own banners aloft… along with a few bearing the Stark wolf.

“Do we proceed?” asked Davos, looking at Jon.

Jon hesitated.

Sansa didn’t. She rode forward alone. The lords across from them looked at her. Lord Royce smiled. Robin Arryn narrowed his eyes interestedly. Edmure Tully and Joy Lannister were unmoved.

“Tell your crossbowmen and scorpions to stand down,” said Sansa. “We came without the Empress, as requested, and you’re under no threat of dragonfire unless you attack us first.”

Royce shifted nervously and glanced at his fellows. Arryn was looking to him for guidance. Tully nodded. Joy Lannister narrowed her eyes, but assented.

The crossbowmen stepped out into the open, and the scorpions remained covered.

“Queen Sansa,” greeted Royce as the others rode forward to join her. “We feared for you when you fled from the North.”

“Feared for me?” asked Sansa skeptically. “When I was forced to flee my lands because your King framed me for the death of Jon?”

“An unfortunate misunderstanding,” assured Royce.

Tyrion snorted in disbelief. “An unfortunate misunderstanding committed by a King who sees all, knows all.”

“His powers are… vast, but they are not all-powerful. He cannot see everything, only what he looks at.”

“All respect, Lord Royce,” said Davos, “that’s a load of shit and you know it. He knew exactly what he was up to, and that Jon was alive when the Empress saved him. Your King did it to seize the North from Lady Sansa.”

“You trusted me, Lord Royce,” said Sansa. “You came to help us at the Battle of the Bastards. And then you helped me find my footing as Lady of Winterfell.”

“We stood by you for loyalty to your father,” said Royce. “We were proud to fight alongside the Starks at the Battle for Winterfell. Lady Arya, the hero, Lady Sansa, and Lord Bran.”

“Not Jon Snow?” asked Arya pointedly.

Royce’s eyes flicked to Jon. “Not after he betrayed Lady Sansa by seizing her rightful station from her. Not after he betrayed his father’s memory by siding with the Targaryen tyrant. Though later revelations being what they were…”

“You mean that I was the son of Rhaegar Targaryen and Lyanna Stark, aye?” asked Jon.

“So it’s true?” asked Robin Arryn.

“Yes, it’s true,” said Sansa.

“Then the North made a terrible mistake crowning him as King,” said Royce. “You were the trueborn daughter of Eddard Stark, an honorable man. And they passed over you for not only a bastard, a Targaryen bastard. Had I known, we would have fought for you.”

Jon smirked. “So my Stark mother means nothing to you? The fact Ned Stark raised me means nothing to you?”

Royce sized him up. “It’s as I said,” he said. “A Targaryen cannot be trusted.”

Jon actually smiled. Somehow, it was refreshing to him, for Royce to have turned against him for his Targaryen blood. He didn’t make excuses about Jon’s Stark blood ‘winning’ against ‘evil’ Targaryen blood; he didn’t say Ned Stark raised him right in spite of it. No, for Royce, just having Targaryen blood was enough to distrust him.

He knew that meant Royce would never come over to their side, but at least the man stuck by his principles. Horrid as they were.

“Ned Stark shamed my sister every day by claiming you as his bastard,” said Edmure.

“Because it was the only way to keep him safe,” said Arya, defending her father.

“And my sister suffered for his choices.”

“She suffered because our father didn’t trust her with the truth,” said Sansa. “Which was a mistake. She should have been told. But we- her children- don’t regret our father’s actions. Not those, at least.”

There was a tense silence. “Cousin,” greeted Lady Joy, looking at Tyrion. “A surprise to see you here.”

“An unwelcome one, I’m sure,” said Tyrion. “You’ve done well for yourself, Joy. I hope the lords hate you less than they did me.”

“Perhaps they wouldn’t have hated you if you hadn’t murdered your father and sided with a foreign invader against your sister and brother,” replied Joy.

Tyrion smiled. “It won’t do me any good to be returned at the side of Daenerys again. Don’t worry. If you declare for the Empire… perhaps I can convince the Empress to keep you as Lady of the Rock.”

Joy’s eyebrows raised. “Oh? You don’t want it for yourself?”

“I have no real love here in Westeros. Less in the Westerlands. Why should I surrender a comfortable but powerful position as part of the Imperial Elder Council to be plotted against and schemed against by vassals who hate me?”

“And yet you’re here serving a woman who the continent despises and has united against,” said Tully.

Jon laughed. “The continent? Last we knew, the North, the Stormlands, and Dorne have all declared for her.”

That brought expressions of shock to all the other sides’ faces. “Oh,” said Arya, “you didn’t know? Did your Raven not share that with you?”

“Lady Sansa,” said Royce, “she invaded your home and forced them to bend the knee. Come back with us. Your brother made a terrible mistake. He still needs a loyal Wardenness of the North.”

“You’re a fool if you think I’ll believe that,” said Sansa. “I don’t. That’s not Bran, it’s something else. An evil dark god, millenia old. It took over his body, and we’re afraid killed him.”

“Did the Targaryen girl tell you this? She cannot be trusted. I implore you, Lady Sansa. Your father fought to remove the Targaryens from the throne. Even when he discovered Rhaegar’s bastard, he held to his loyalty to Robert Baratheon. He knew the Targaryens could not sit the throne again. He would be ashamed of you standing behind the Mad King’s daughter.”

“Something else your Raven didn’t tell you,” said Arya. “Daenerys is Jon’s sister. Fostered in Dorne with House Dayne, abducted from there by Varys and his allies. But her birth parents were Rhaegar Targaryen and Lyanna Stark.”

“A lie,” said Tully assuredly.

“No, uncle,” said Sansa. “It’s been proven beyond any doubt. Apart from her hair and eyes, she looks just like our aunt, half the North has realized it now. We found writings of our father where he mentioned it.”

“Aye,” said Jon. “She is my sister. She has Stark blood, same as me. And the North knows it, and stands behind their blood.” Reluctantly, to be sure, but they did stand behind Daenerys.

The others just sat there in stunned silence for a moment. “It matters not who their mother was,” said Royce, looking pleadingly at Sansa. “They are Targaryen bastards, then. They have no claim on the throne.”

“Viserys legitimized her,” said Arya, “and she legitimized Jon.”

“Viserys Targaryen was never king,” said Joy.

“To House Targaryen he was,” said Tyrion. “He declared her Daenerys Targaryen, Princess of Dragonstone.”

“He can not be King without a Kingdom,” said Royce. “Robert Baratheon- a good man, a true king- took it and made it his own. It passed then to…” He stopped.

“Oh, has your succession argument hit a wall?” asked Tyrion. “Tell me, who did it pass to, then? Joffrey, who all the realm knows was not Robert’s son? Stannis, who burnt his own daughter alive? Renly, a king who never held the kingdom?”

“It matters not who it passed to,” said Edmure. “We sat in the Dragonpit and named my nephew King. All of us. Except Sansa.”

“And as we said,” said Sansa, “that isn’t Bran. It’s something evil and dark and is in his body.”

“And yet we still named him King,” said Joy.

Royce looked at Sansa. “Lady Sansa, please… your brother will forgive you for your treason-”

“MY TREASON?” asked Sansa, boiling with anger. “What treason did I commit? He framed me for my brother’s murder. He was to jail me, trial me, and execute me. Lord Royce, I know you’re a good man, but you need to set aside this hatred of the Targaryens and realize-”

“You shame your father,” said Royce.

“She does no such thing,” offered Joy. “Ned Stark was a traitor all along. It’s clear now. He betrayed Robert Baratheon by hiding a Targaryen in his castle, and protecting another. Traitor’s blood… it’s in her veins.”

“Our father was a good man,” said Arya, “who made some mistakes. Those mistakes being, protecting Jon and not protecting Daenerys. He was no traitor, not for not wanting to see his niece and nephew executed.”

“It was his duty,” said Royce. “He bent the knee to King Robert.”

“His duty was to hand two babes over to a man who would have surely killed them?” asked Jon incredulously.

“His duty was to allow his King to decide,” said Royce.

Jon honestly couldn’t believe this. He had thought Royce a good man, decent, honorable. Loyal to Sansa. He had saved his life at the Battle of the Bastards, him and the rest of the knights of the Vale.

Now, though, Royce was saying it was honorable for Ned to hand over his niece and nephew to be murdered.

“What would Jon Arryn advise?” asked Arya.

“The same, I hope,” said Royce.

“Then Jon Arryn was a traitor too, because he knew who Daenerys Targaryen was.” Arya smirked at the look on Royce’s face. “He kept Robert from sending assassins after the Targaryens as a personal favor to our father.”

“Do not slander my father,” said Robin.

“We’re not slandering,” said Jon, “we’re stating facts. Your father was a good man who kept a young boy and a baby girl alive from Robert Baratheon’s hatred.”

Davos looked around. “And Lord Eddard didn’t shame your sister,” he said to Edmure. “He never was with another woman after he wed her.”

“He shamed her by pretending another man’s son was his, at her expense,” said Edmure.

“You can’t speak of offense to your sister to your sister’s daughters,” said Sansa.

“Enough of this,” said Joy. “Clearly, you’re not going to be convinced to leave the Mad Queen’s-”

“Basilisk’s blood,” said Arya. “Poison that drives people insane. Varys had her poisoned with it before that day. She was driven mad by the poison.”

“All I hear are lies from the Mad Queen’s lips,” said Royce. “It saddens me that Lord Eddard’s children have so willingly betrayed what their father fought for. But I know that the Vale has always stood against the Targaryens since then. We will not betray Lord Eddard’s son to bow to the dragon again.”

Robin looked more hesitant. “Your father fought to end Targaryen rule,” said Royce. “Do not betray him by undoing all he has done.”

Robin nodded. Royce had convinced him.

“Robin,” said Sansa, “you know me.”

“I know you lied about my mother’s death,” responded Robert. “To protect her killer.”

“And I avenged her. Arya and I avenged her.”

“You can’t have avenged her. You’re as guilty as Baelish was. He should have flown from the Moon Door.”

“I will not betray my nephew,” said Edmure. “Even for my nieces.”

“And I am the Lady of Casterly Rock and Lady Paramount of the Westerlands,” said Joy. “I will not hand that back to a kinslayer, as if I could trust his promises.”

“You’re all fools,” growled Jon. Ghost at his side growled, too.

“I regret to say that Lady Sansa and Lady Arya are the fools,” said Royce. “Trusting the Mad Queen. Trusting a Targaryen.”

Sansa frowned. “Fine, then,” she said. She turned her horse and started to ride back.

“Surrender in battle and bend the knee,” said Jon, “and you’ll maintain lands and titles.”

“I don’t believe you,” said Joy.

Edmure nodded to Jon.

At that the Imperial delegation turned in their entirety and rode back towards the north.

At least, until they stopped, hearing a roar from ahead. The other delegation stopped, ashen face.

Flying wing-to-wing, Drogon in the center, were the Imperial dragons. They flew low, the wind of their wings shaking the trees, birds flying in fear. Daenerys’s braids flew like a banner from her as she rode on Drogon’s back, leading her dragons directly over the Raven’s delegation.

At once their men, terrified though they were, opened the scorpion carriages and pointed them at the sky, but the dragons moved quickly, and swooped away out of their range even before they pointed up, turning and heading back north.

“A show of power,” observed Tyrion. “Westeros remembers well how devastating one dragon was. She has six now.”

Jon glared over at Tyrion. “Are you going to protest her using the dragons?”

Tyrion grimaced. He remembered the horror of the Battle of the Goldroad. Two idiot historians had said it should be called the ‘Loot Train Attack’, but even Samwell Tarly had not written that name in his book of lies.

“I think their use should be sparingly,” said Tyrion. “In this battle… we are up against it, we all know it. We have to force the crossing of the Trident. We have superior numbers… probably superior skill of arms… but crossing a river is not easy.”

“I don’t think we should hold anything back in this, including the dragons,” said Sansa.

“It will not do Daenerys anything good to burn hundreds of people alive,” said Tyrion. “Not least because she is already fighting against the reputation of the Mad Queen.”

“So she should fight with one arm tied behind her back?” challenged Sansa. She snorted. “I used to think you were the most brilliant man alive.”

“I did well at the Battle of the Blackwater,” responded Tyrion.

“Aye,” said Davos, his eyes lit with green flames, “you did. By burning men alive. My son among them.”

“That was different,” said Tyrion.

“Why? Because you were the one who ordered it? Why is it fine for you to use wildfire to burn men, and not fine for her to use dragonfire? I know which I’d choose. Dragonfire, every day. Cleaner, hotter, quicker.”

Tyrion swallowed heavily. “I’m not a Targaryen,” he said. “I’m not the child of a man who was famous for burning men alive.”

“Aye, you’re not,” said Jon. “Neither’s she.”

“But all of Westeros thinks she is,” responded Tyrion. “Yes, she’s the daughter of Rhaegar Targaryen. But only those in the Imperial camp believe that.”

Suddenly a light seemed to shine on Tyrion’s face. “I have an idea,” he said.

“Hope it’s not military strategy,” said Jon.

Tyrion flushed but he did have to concede the point. “No. Do you know who hates the Raven more than anyone? The Citadel. He protected and forced them to work with Samwell Tarly, who they utterly despised. The Empire executed Samwell Tarly. The Citadel might very well help us.”

“What are you saying?” asked Sansa.

“If we can convince the Citadel of Daenerys’s true parentage,” continued Tyrion, “we can have them send word throughout Westeros of it. If we can convince them of the basilisk’s blood… nobody in Westeros is more trusted than the maesters. We have the Stormlands, Dorne, and the North. Word from the Citadel might well inspire many lords in the Reach to rise up.”

“Should you really be discussing this plan out in the open?” asked Arya, glancing at the sky.

“Doesn’t matter anymore,” said Tyrion. “Daenerys executed Kinvara. All our war councils are now open to the Raven’s sight.”

Jon didn’t look surprised, but Sansa and Arya exchanged a glance. It was true. Kinvara had deserved to die; but her death had harmed the Imperial war effort.

“Well, fuck,” said Davos. “So whatever plan we lay is open to his sight.”

“How do we get word to the Citadel?” asked Sansa, looking at Tyrion. “Ravens are intercepted.”

“Glass candles,” said Tyrion. “The Citadel are men of learning. Tell them you’re speaking to them using a glass candle, they will understand.”

“You’ll need to do it,” said Arya to Sansa. “You’re Lady of Winterfell. They won’t believe Daenerys, they won’t believe Tyrion… probably even Jon.”

“Anything I should know?” asked Sansa.

“It feels weird. Really, really weird. Gendry tried to touch me… his hand went inside me.”

“Not the first time, I imagine,” quipped Tyrion.

Arya was stoic and unmovable, but she blushed fiercely at that.

 

They found Daenerys back in her tent when they returned, her cheeks still pink from the wind of her fast flight on Drogon’s back.

“Tyrion has an idea,” announced Sansa once they entered the tent.

“Not military strategy, I hope,” said Daenerys.

Tyrion narrowed his eyes and glared at Jon and Dany. “You really are brother and sister, aren’t you?”

Jon and Dany smirked at each other.

“My idea is,” said Tyrion dramatically, “we use the glass candle to send word to the Citadel of two things: first, most agreeably to them, of Samwell Tarly’s execution at the hands of King Jon Targaryen. Second, most controversially to them… your true parentage.”

“What would that gain us?” asked Daenerys.

“I think spreading word of your true parentage would only aid us, not harm us,” said Tyrion. “But we also do our best to convince them of the exact circumstances behind King’s Landing. That you were poisoned.”

“Nobody in Westeros is more trusted than the Citadel,” said Sansa. “There’s a maester in every castle in the realm. They send all our ravens. Win them to your side… you do a lot.”

“They didn’t help us against the White Walkers,” said Daenerys. She looked at Jon. “Didn’t you say Samwell Tarly tried to convince them to send word and they laughed at him?”

“I would think laughing at Samwell Tarly would be something you’d find quite… sympathetic,” said Tyrion.

“They also forbid him to save Jorah,” said Daenerys, possibly even more fiercely.

“To be fair, the procedure Samwell did was very risky and if improperly performed likely to cause him getting greyscale as well. Which, given his cowardice and meekness, would have almost certainly have resulted in him keeping silent about it and sparking a greyscale outbreak at the Citadel. Which would have been catastrophic.”

“So your stance is that you shouldn’t help someone who needs help because it might put you at risk?” asked Daenerys, incensed.

“My point is that they had reasons,” said Tyrion. “Samwell Tarly did one brave thing. It did not excuse anything he did after. The maesters are men just like anyone else. I’m very glad Jorah got saved, given that he contracted the disease helping me. And he was able to save your life outside Winterfell. Don’t discount something that could be very helpful just because you have distaste for the men who could help you.”

Daenerys considered that. She remembered Tyrion reluctantly working with Ellaria Sand and her daughters, despite the fact that they had murdered his niece, Myrcella. She then glanced at Sansa. Her plan when Sansa had arrived in Volantis had been, force her to kneel, as she could be helpful, even if Daenerys hated her personally. The hatred had vanished the moment Sansa had spoken to Daenerys and truly repented; the debt had been paid when Sansa helped Daenerys be able to ride Drogon again.

“Very well,” said Daenerys. “I presume you want to contact them with a glass candle?

“Sansa should. We felt she’s the most… acceptably trustworthy to them.”

Ashara had been lurking in a corner, and she narrowed her eyes at that, but Daenerys nodded. She turned to her mother and nodded once more, and Ashara pulled her glass candle out of her robes, set it on the table, pricked her finger with a dragonglass blade, and lit the wick with her own blood.

“I have found the one called Marwyn,” said Ashara.

“Does it have to be him?” asked Daenerys, her jaw clenched.

“Blame not the teacher for what the student does with the knowledge, if the learning was pure, my daughter.” Ashara frowned herself and her eyes became even colder. “Kinvara taught me much.”

“You don’t miss her, do you, mother?” asked Daenerys.

“Her? No.” Ashara sighed. “But I do not like… waking alone. Perhaps that is why I was willing to…” A tear rolled down her cheek. “I miss Rhaegar,” she admitted. “I miss Lyanna. Kinvara was an attempt to fill the hole… but she never came close.”

Daenerys looked guilty at her accusation. Ashara composed herself and looked at Sansa. “Approach the candle,” she said.

Sansa stepped forward hesitantly. She looked at the candle, and she felt her eyes unfocus. She stood slack.

Sansa found herself standing in an office. An aged man wearing maester robes and a necklace of chains around his neck was writing paperwork. He didn’t glance up.

“Excuse me, archmaester?” asked Sansa.

Marywn looked up in surprise. “How did you get in here?” he asked. “Women are not normally allowed in the Citadel.”

“Forgive me, I’m not actually there,” said Sansa. “I’m using a glass candle to speak with you.”

Marwyn’s eyes lit curiously and he set his quill down. “Are you, now?” he asked, interested. “May I have your name?”

“I am Lady Sansa of House Stark,” answered Sansa proudly. “Wardeness of the North, Lady of Winterfell, to King Jon of House Targaryen, and the Amethyst Empress of the Dawn, Daenerys of House Targaryen.”

“Are you indeed? We were aware the Empire’s forces had taken the North, but not that they had the support of any Starks.”

“Both myself and my sister Arya serve the Empire now,” said Sansa. The words had once tasted bitter on her tongue, but now she said them with pride. “And the Imperial recognized bannerman, the rightful King of the Seven Kingdoms, Jon, our foster brother, our brother.”

“Is this relating to the ludicrous claims that Jon Snow was the child of Rhaegar Targaryen and Lyanna Stark?” asked Marwyn.

“The claims are not ludicrous. They’re true.”

“Samwell Tarly once tried to claim something like that. That he had stolen a book from our library proving it. That the Raven King had seen it in a vision.”

Sansa frowned. “I can’t speak for that book,” she said truthfully. She knew it existed, but she had no clue where it was. “But we have found a secret journal of my father where he confirms that Jon is truly the son of Rhaegar and Lyanna.”

“Have you, now?” asked Marwyn. “A very convenient thing to claim. I admit, I would be skeptical, if you did not say he was recognized by Daenerys Targaryen. Of course, news of her return was also most unexpected… given that it was believed she died.”

“She did die. A priestess of the Lord of Light resurrected her.”

“I find that unbelievable.”

“I can assure you it’s true. I’ve seen the scar on her chest. It leaves no doubt to what has happened.”

Marwyn leaned onto his elbows onto his desk. “And your allegiance to her, and not your brother? You were very public in your opposition to her seven years ago. And more to the point, if what you say is true… Jon Snow killed her.” Marwyn narrowed his eyes. “After King’s Landing, I highly doubt that the Mad Queen would forgive the man who ended her life.”

They were interrupted by Jon appearing. “Archmaester,” he greeted.

Marwyn looked over him. “King Jon, I understand?” he said. “Of House… Targaryen?”

“Aye, I am,” confirmed Jon, feeling the gleam of the ruby three-headed dragon on his sash. “And I have something that will make you happy to hear. You needn’t worry about Samwell Tarly again. He’s dead.”

Marwyn’s eyes lit with surprise. “I was under the impression he was your best friend,” he said.

“He wrote a book that was so full of lies I couldn’t stand the sight of him,” said Jon.

“I believe he merely assisted archmaester Ebrose with that tome,” said Marwyn.

“Then Ebrose let him do too much, or he’s just as at fault as Tarly.”

“And was that enough to execute him?” asked Marwyn.

Jon smiled and shook his head. “No. The book was merely banned in Imperial territory, by support of the Imperial Elder Council. He then came to Winterfell and tried to convince me to kill her again. That was enough to make me cast him out from my protection. It was when he tried to poison the Empress with Tears of Lys that made me decide to take his head.”

“A reasonable thing to do, given what she did in King’s Landing,” offered Marwyn.

“Under the influence of the poison basilisk’s blood,” said Jon. Marwyn then looked surprised for the first time. “Given to Lord Varys by Kinvara, High Priestess of the Red Temple of Volantis. He tried to have her ‘go mad’ at a time she could be restrained, and push me to take the Iron Throne from her.”

“And you know this, how?” To his credit, Marwyn was not truly dismissive. He was merely curious as to how they knew this.

“The Empress was made aware after her resurrection,” said Jon, “and in addition, the Raven King dropped cryptic hints to Lord Tyrion Lannister and Ser Davos Seaworth, that when paired with other revelations, made it obvious what he was hinting at.”

Marwyn leaned back, eyes narrowed thoughtfully. “May I see the Empress?” he asked.

Jon and Sansa exchanged a glance, but Daenerys appeared before them. It was Jon’s surprise that she was looking at Marwyn rather disdainfully.

The maester stood and approached. “Your Majesty, I believe is the proper address?” he inquired. He bent down to study Daenerys’s face. “Hmm. I see no mania or bloodthrist in your eyes, and the reports we received out of Essos, while definitely concerning, didn’t stand out to be anything more than a normal conquest. A touch of hostility in your eyes, though.”

Daenerys’s eyes flashed with anger. “My oldest friend went to the Citadel seeking treatment for grayscale,” she said, “and you denied him.”

“Samwell Tarly violated my orders and saved him, nonetheless. It was immensely risky. The procedure had been attempted before… but success was very rare. How Tarly, with no medical training, managed it… given who he was later, it defies my belief.” Marwyn continued his examination. “You don’t look to have died… no decay, no rot.”

Daenerys, without any concern for modesty, pulled her dress apart. Jon immediately averted his gaze. It was not at all uncommon in Westeros, even amongst the Starks, for brothers and sisters to swim and bathe together in the nude- Jon had done it growing up many times with Robb, Bran, Arya, and Sansa, and had Daenerys lived at Winterfell, he was sure she would have been included- but he despised looking at the scar.

“I think the scar speaks for itself, doesn’t it?” asked Daenerys coldly.

Marwyn actually was speechless. “A red priestess revived you?” he asked finally. “Was it blood magic?”

“I don’t know the specifics,” said Daenerys. “You are far more familiar with blood magic than I am, maester.”

“How do you mean?” asked Marwyn curiously as Daenerys pulled her dress back together.

Daenerys chewed on her tongue for a moment. “Do you remember a woman named Mirri Maz Dur?”

“I believe I crossed paths with her in Essos, during my travels,” said Marwyn. “I taught her some.”

“Yes, I know. You taught her knowledge that she used to murder my husband and son.”

Marwyn paled again. “Well, I had no reason to believe she would use anything I taught her… I presume you mean Khal Drogo? I am terribly sorry. Had I known… I hoped she would use her knowledge to help people, not harm an innocent babe.”

“And my husband?” asked Daenerys.

“Well, Dothraki khals are hardly innocent…”

Daenerys was forced to acknowledge the point on that one. Drogo had been a killer. At times Daenerys wondered if she had truly loved him, or loved being free of Viserys. Drogo was good… to her. Not so much in general.

“Other than that, I’d remain concerned about your lineage,” said Marwyn. “Targaryen madness has been known to lay dormant for some time. An unfortunate side effect of brothers breeding with sisters.”

“Would you say I’m at risk for succumbing to Targaryen madness?” asked Jon.

Marwyn sized him up. He then gave Jon a glance over similar to the one he’d given Dany. “I can’t say Targaryens born to a non-Targaryen parent have never gone mad,” he said, “but I’d be much less concerned of it.”

“Then if we told you that, by birth, the Empress and I had the same parents?” asked Jon.

Marwyn blank a few times in his surprise. He looked at Daenerys and Sansa. “I’d be interested to know how you discovered this?”

“I knew it when I woke from death,” said Daenerys. “Lady Ashara of House Dayne, my mother, by foster and milk, confirmed it to me. The same book Lady Sansa spoke of where Lord Eddard confirmed it separately.”

“I would need more proof than that,” said Marwyn.

“Are you familiar with the concept of warging?” asked Jon.

“Somewhat,” said Marwyn.

“She can warg her dragon,” said Jon simply. “No Targaryen in history has been able to do that.”

“The Starks in the ancient days, it was said, killed the Warg King and took his daughters as wives,” said Marwyn. “I don’t know of many examples of Starks warging in recent history… other than the Raven.”

“I can do it,” said Jon. “I can warg my direwolf.”

Marwyn looked back at Sansa. “You confirm this to be true?”

“I do,” said Sansa.

Marwyn sat in his chair and leaned back. “You wish the Citadel to confirm this is true, and send word throughout Westeros?”

“As best you can,” said Jon. “The Raven- the Three-Eyed Raven that has taken control of my brother’s body-”

“Brother?” asked Marwyn.

Jon gave him an exasperated look. “Not in blood, no, but aye, my brother.”

“Understood. You say Bran Stark is… possessed?”

“By a dark creature that has at the very least existed since the first Long Night,” said Daenerys. “Known to various cultures… the Lion-of-Night, the Three-Eyed Raven, and now as the Raven King.”

“He’s the most powerful warg in history,” said Jon. “He can warg ravens. Intercept messages. It’s why we’re relying on this glass candle to speak to others.”

“I believe you,” said Marwyn, “but I can’t say I can convince many others. Not without another source.”

They all stood there in silence for a moment. Before Sansa’s face lit up. “Princess Arianne,” she said. “The Raven King told Princess Arianne the truth of Daenerys’s parentage. He did it in an attempt to turn her completely against the Empress. But he did confirm, Rhaegar Tarygaryen, Lyanna Stark.”

Marwyn narrowed his eyes, but he smiled slightly. “Very well then. May I ask, if you take the throne-” he looked at Jon- “will you return to the Citadel the right to nominate our own Grand Maester again?”

“I will,” said Jon.

“And the possibility of a Grand Maester who sits on the Imperial Elder Council?” asked Marwyn, now looking at Daenerys.

Daenerys inclined her chin. “I’ll consider it,” she said. “Ravens cannot cross the Narrow Sea.”

“But if the glass candles are burning again, communication between Volantis and the Citadel will be possible.”

Daenerys considered it. “Just so long as you respect that Essos has its own way of doing things, we can give it at least a try.”

“Very well then,” said Marwyn. “We’ll do our best to send word to as many castles as we can.”

“Focus on the Reach,” said Jon. “Aye, and the Riverlands, Vale, and Westerlands, but mostly the Reach. Dorne and the Stormlands are already on our side. With the help of the Citadel… maybe we can get the Reachmen on our side.”

Marwyn nodded. “I know exactly who to contact first,” he said. He looked into the corner. Sitting there was a glass candle of his own… and the wick was burning.

Daenerys, Jon, and Sansa all nodded. “We must be off,” said Daenerys. “Thank you, archmaester.”

“Of course, Your Majesty,” Marwyn said.

 

When they all had returned to their own bodies, Grey Worm was standing there, looking over them. Tyrion had moved to the far side of the room from the Unsullied commander, who was glaring at him.

Grey Worm would never forgive Tyrion or Jon.

“We need plan,” he said. “Battle soon.”

“I agree,” said Tyrion. “But-”

“You no speak,” snapped Grey Worm at Tyrion. “You speak seven years ago. You reason things in this state.”

“I was your prisoner and you let me speak,” said Tyrion. He shrugged. “I’m just surprised you didn’t execute me. Grateful, truly, but surprised.”

“Aye,” said Jon. “You’re a good man. You didn’t continue the cycle of vengeance.”

Grey Worm didn’t move, but he did glance at Daenerys. “I obey my Queen,” said Grey Worm. “Always.”

Jon frowned. He looked at Sansa. “How long did it take you all to assemble for the Dragonpit Council?” he asked. His sense of time in that cell, tormented by his horror at what he had done, his grief, his numbness, had gotten fucked to hell. It could have been two days. It could have been two years for all he knew.

“A moon and a half, perhaps a little longer,” said Sansa. “Yes, Jon. You’re right to wonder.”

Jon next looked at Daenerys.

“Yes, I sent a fast ship from Volantis telling Grey Worm to stand down,” said Daenerys. “Let you all make your decisions, whatever decision those may have been… and then head back to wherever he wanted. Find his peace.”

Jon smiled. “Thank you,” he said.

“Would you have even accepted us making Jon king then?” asked Sansa.

“Yes, I would have,” said Daenerys. “What happened afterwards would have been the exact manner of how he was named King.”

“Meaning?” asked Tyrion.

“If you had not felt grieved by what you had done,” said Daenerys, looking at Jon, “if you had gone full in on the ‘mad queen’ who deserved to die… and had yourself named King as was ‘your right’, when the Empire had completed our conquest of Essos, you would have had peace. But you wouldn’t have had anything from us, either. Including our loans. The Iron Bank would have called your debt.”

“That would have destroyed Westeros,” said Tyrion.

“Yes, it would have,” agreed Daenerys.

“I would never have taken the throne,” said Jon. “I never stopped hating myself for what I’d done.”

“Yes, I know. And I knew that then, and I was right. If I was wrong, I would have realized I’d been wrong about you all along. That maybe you had killed me not just for the sake of your sisters, for what you thought I had done. But for your own claim on the Iron Throne. And I would have gotten my vengeance upon you. I would have destroyed your reign, not with dragons, not with armies. But with money.”

“When did you find out what had happened?” asked Jon. “Were you sitting in a ship in the harbor?”

“No, I didn’t… I could have, yes. There was a large part of me that wanted to.” Daenerys smiled at Grey Worm. “I knew I could control the situation a lot better while on the ground. But I couldn’t bring myself to do it. Kinvara and my mother told me to board a ship and head east, not west. And I did. I didn’t want to see you again, Jon. Not yet.” Daenerys sighed. “I was not well. It took me months to put myself back together enough to begin feeling comfortable ruling a realm again.”

“You said you didn’t learn until you took Qarth,” offered Sansa.

“Yes, that was when I realized what had truly happened, and where my feelings towards you, Jon, began to calm. You had been exiled, not killed. And I realized who had manipulated us both. Or at least, one of them. I knew then my path would take me back to Westeros, and I began forming my plans for when that day occurred. I dreaded it.”

“And has it lived up to your fear?” asked Tyrion.

Daenerys strode to the entrance of the tent and looked out. “No,” she said. “It has brought me peace.”

And they stood there in silence, looking out over the lands. Far off they could see a twinkling light, the sun shining off the waters of the Trident.

The first real battle against the Raven was about to begin.

Notes:

The easy allies have come over to Dany's side already, excepting a few more who naturally have great distaste for, say, a certain up-jumped sellsword put into a castle that he probably didn't deserve.

Edmure Tully thinks Bran is still Bran, his nephew, and isn't at all inclined to bend the knee to the walking, talking insult to his sister that Jon Snow was. Even knowing the truth, Ned still basically told the world he'd betrayed Catelyn and paraded the proof of that offense before her.

Yohn Royce is anti-Targaryen, but he sticks by his principles. "Fuck the Targaryens." Even Jon's Stark blood, even Jon being raised by Ned, isn't enough to make him sympathetic to Jon. No, he thinks Jon's Targaryen blood showed itself when he "seized" the throne from Sansa, then placed it at Dany's feet (AFTER SHE HAD STOPPED DEMANDING IT, D&D, YOU MAY HAVE KIND OF FORGOT BUT I DIDN'T), and yes probably when he was romantically entangled with his kin (and later learning Dany is Jon's sister really probably didn't help).

Joy Lannister is Lady of Casterly Rock and has no reason to think Tyrion is being truthful when he says "you can keep it while I flip double-birds to all you dicks who hate me and go back to Volantis to sit on the Elder Council and be a powerful person dealing with people who DON'T hate my guts".

Robert Arryn (and yes it surprised me too to learn his name is actually Robert not Robin that's just his nickname) still leans heavily on Royce because "mommy made me drink breastmilk from the teat until I was 9" doesn't leave one particularly well-balanced, even if he IS improving. Plus, Sansa DID protect his mother's murderer. She later came clean and she and Arya executed him... but Robin isn't willing to forgive that.

By contrast despite Dany's personal distaste for Marwyn- his book actions of teaching Mirri Maz Dur, and his show actions of refusing to help Jorah, as this Marwyn is an attempt to sew the two Marwyns together- she does say "okay let's see if he can be useful" and turns out, he can be. The Citadel is not the Raven's friend after he insulted them by making Samwell Tarly grandmaester. And Jon killed Sam and has said, yes, you can choose the grandmaester again.

The last bit of Dany discussing what she would have done if Jon had actively tried to be crowned King after his murder of her is both Dany revealing to him- but not everyone, since Sansa had already ferreted it out and Dany had confirmed it to her- that she had a hand in the Dragonpit Council. But she also then does reveal that if Jon had actively tried to take the throne, and been crowned King, even after murdering her, Dany would have basically decided she was wrong about Jon, and she would have, once the Empire was established in control over all of Essos, shattered his reign apart by calling his debts to the Iron Bank. Vengeance.

Instead Jon was exactly who she thought he was and she began forming her plans to deal with the Raven, of placing Jon on the throne, in fealty to her.

NEXT TIME:
History inverts itself as a Targaryen army tries to cross the Ruby Ford in an attempt to march on King's Landing to remove a (fake) Stark king from the throne.

Chapter 27: The Ruby Ford

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

In King’s Landing, the Raven sat beneath the weirwood tree in the Red Keep’s godswood, his eyes white as he watched the Imperial army moving into position. He had watched little else.

He didn’t even react as Bronn of the Blackwater approached. “I thought you saw everything, Your Grace,” he said, furious. The eyes of Bran Stark reverted to normal, and he turned to look at Bronn. “Did you know those fuckin’ cunts at the Citadel have sided with the dragon bitch?”

The Raven looked at Bronn, then his eyes whitened- briefly. “I can see the Empress and her allies using glass candles,” he said. “I cannot see who they contact, or their projected selves. Curious. They must have contacted the Citadel. They would be inclined to side with them after the execution of Samwell Tarly.”

“Tarly’s dead?” asked Bronn. “Bout fuckin’ time if you ask me.”

“Yes, he made the wrong decision. Jon was not at all fond of him. Most surprisingly, Sansa has also bonded with the Empress. He tried to convince her to poison her. Apparently, it would not have worked.”

Bronn snarled. “And because you didn’t see them getting the Citadel on their side, half my fuckin’ cunt lords have refused me calling the banners.”

“Yes, I see now. It was clever. Now that the Citadel is telling the lords that she was poisoned with basilisk’s blood, they are more willing to side with her over me.”

“And me,” retorted Bronn. He shook his head in confusion after a moment. “The fuck’s basilisk’s blood?”

“The poison that the red priestess Kinvara manipulated Varys into using on her,” answered Bran. “It drives people mad. She was poisoned that morning. In her madness, she destroyed the city.”

“So that bitch wasn’t mad?” asked Bronn. “Wow. Fuckin’ sucks for her. So Tyrion tells the man she’s fuckin’ to kill her, and she doesn’t kill him the moment he’s under her power.” He leaned in. “I guess the chief question is, why shouldn’t I put a fuckin’ sword in your chest right now and tell her I killed her greatest enemy?”

“Because ten crossbowmen have you in their sight and will kill you the moment you draw your sword.”

Bronn looked around. Sure enough, there were at least seven crossbowmen he could spot, all of whom had their bows trained directly on him.

“Bloody fuck,” he said.

“Also, she despises slavers. How long is it before she finds out how you don’t pay your servants, and beat them if they refuse to serve?” asked the Raven. “I am your only hope.”

“Yeah? Well that cunt’s got dragons… she’s got armies… she’s got fucking Dorne and the Baratheon lad. Way I see it, maybe I take that chance. You’re starting to look like a losing bet. And the dwarf and I have an old agreement…”

“Anyone pays you to kill him, he pays double,” said the Raven. “You doubt. I understand why. But I have a plan. Even now, our final victory is sailing to us.”

“A way to stop her dragons?” asked Bronn.

The Raven smiled. “Yes.”

Bronn narrowed his eyes. “What is it?”

“You will see. And if you stay loyal… you will be greatly rewarded. Far more than if you go to her, where you will hope, at best, for a quick death. Do you know what shadowbinders are capable of? A day will feel a year, all of it spent in horrible pain. Ashara Dayne is one. She will torment you.”

Bronn paled. “Well then you’d better clue me in to how you’re the winning bet…”

They were interrupted by one of the new cutthroat Kingsguards turning up. “Hightower’s gone,” he said.

The Raven’s eyes flashed. “He’s heading for Oldtown,” he said. “His father must have contacted him, Leyton Hightower has a glass candle. He’s raising his banners for the Empire.”

“I’m about to fuckin’ lose half my fuckin’ lands!” snarled Bronn. “Get some fucking armies down there!”

“When the ship arrives,” said the Raven, “we will have all the troops we need. In the meantime, I need you to find me soldiers who will hold the gates against anything. Anything. From the outside… or the inside.”

Bronn raised his eyebrows. “Are we expecting an attack soon?”

“No… but we will need the gates closed, and to not open.” The Raven smirked.


Jon, Arthur, Grey Worm, Franklyn, William Rivers, Mallor Sand, the Ruby Legion commanders, Bu Dai, Doniphos, Tyrion, Davos, Sansa, Arya, Ashara, Allyria, and Daenerys stood on top of a hill, looking across the Ruby Ford, at the army that had assembled to oppose their crossing.

“Fifty thousands, I’d say,” said Arthur. “They could always have more that we can’t see.”

“I didn’t see any extras as I flew above them,” said Daenerys, “but perhaps in a forest, or such…”

“We have more men,” said Jon, “but we’re the ones who need to cross.”

“What would you say their forces are?” asked Franklyn.

“Peasant levies, mostly,” said Jon, “but knights. Lots of knights, too.”

“I don’t see the Knights of the Vale,” said Sansa. “But I see lots of Arryn banners. They may be held in reserve to hit us with a cavalry charge.”

Jon still bristled a little on the inside that Sansa had known the Knights of the Vale were riding to their aid at the Battle of the Bastards, but hadn’t told him. He would have laid his plans differently…

But he understood that she had been horribly damaged by her experiences, and had not trusted Petyr Baelish to actually arrive to save the day.

“Strong riders,” said Grey Worm, remembering the Valemen from the Battle of Winterfell. “Heavy armor. Good with spears on horse. Spear wall good against charge, but they do damage.

“They’re called lances,” offered Tyrion, trying to be helpful, but Grey Worm’s glare was so cold that Tyrion just rolled his eyes and didn’t bother.

“Aye,” said Jon. “Who would we say is our best soldiers?”

“The Unsullied,” answered Arthur at once. Grey Worm looked at him but didn’t argue. A bit of pride shone in his eyes.

“Not the Imperial Guard?” asked Sansa.

“They’re the best soldiers I can possibly make them,” said Arthur, “but we can’t replicate the training methods of the Unsullied, or how effective they were.”

“You mean how horrific they were,” said Daenerys, turning to look at her family and council.

“Well, we do have the dragons,” offered Arya. “They can’t match those.”

Daenerys pointed at a line of scorpion ballistas. At least forty of them. “Drogon may be old and have scales hard enough to not be harmed,” she said, “but the younger ones would be.”

“So have Drogon take out the scorpions and then bring in the other dragons,” said Sansa.

Jon stood there, thinking over the advantages and disadvantages they’d face.

Arthur was right. The Unsullied were not only the best soldiers in the Imperial army, they were the best soldiers on the field. What Dany had told him of their training, what he had seen in the Battle of Winterfell and King’s Landing, he knew they had been molded into the perfect soldiers. Even if he agreed he hoped another Unsullied never was created.

But there were only four or so thousands Unsullied who had made the crossing with Grey Worm.

After that were the Imperial Guard, but though Arthur had drilled them rigorously, but they were no match for the Unsullied. They may be a match for a Westerosi knight or lord, but again, there were two thousand, even setting aside some being held back to protect the Imperial family’s non-combatants- Ashara, Allyria, even Sansa now.

But that was a concern of his. The Westerosi army, at a quick estimate, had probably at least ten thousand knights, mostly the Vale knights.

Jon figured, a Gemstone Legionnaire would be more than a match for the levy soldiers that comprised the best of the Westerosi army, but they would not be as skilled as a knight.

The fact that the Raven had more of his best soldiers than they had of theirs… it would serve as a balance to the fact that the least skilled soldiers of the legions were better than the least skilled soldiers of the Westerosi army.

Numbers, after all, only counted for so much, especially given that the Legions needed to cross a ford.

“Well on the bright side,” said Tyrion, “the Raven can’t use his all-sight to help in the middle of a battle.”

“I doubt that,” said Jon. “He might have marked someone and sent them to stand next to his commanders. He can look, see whatever he wants, and tell them of whatever he wants. Any plan we lay, without Kinvara, he’ll know and can counter it.”

“I don’t regret what I did to Kinvara,” said Daenerys, taking offense at the very idea that she should not have had Kinvara executed.

“It would have been more beneficial to keep her alive… for now,” said Tyrion. “So she could mask our planning session.”

“Justice should not be delayed because it is more convenient to wait,” argued Jon.

Daenerys looked at Tyrion and he stepped back, so furious was her gaze. “Seven years ago, I thought about removing you as my Hand when all your advice was poor,” she said. “Though I respect you as a friend and you are dear to me, do not cause me to consider if I should remove you from the Elder Council. Because it was a mistake to not remove you as my Hand, and I do not want to make mistakes again.”

Tyrion grimaced as if burnt.

“I don’t think we can lay a plan,” said Jon. “We, I think, should be better. We just need to advance carefully. React, not lead.”

“You should never let your opponent dictate the battle,” said Arthur.

“We can’t control the battlefield. Not without a way to hide our plans from his eyes. Every plan we lay, he’ll know.”

Arthur scowled, but he knew Jon had a point. He looked at Ashara. “It would be very helpful, sister, if your magic had a way to do what Kinvara did.”

“I never researched it,” said Ashara. “But I will. I will find a way.”

“If I may?” offered Tyrion.

“All you do is speak,” said Grey Worm. “So speak.”

“Is there any way we can figure out how to weaken them?”

“How?” asked Daenerys. “Poison their water? Their food? We can’t get in, not with the Raven’s sight.”

“You shouldn’t kill their army through poison anyways,” said Jon.

“There are poisons that don’t kill, Jon,” said Daenerys. “Basilisk’s blood makes you violently angry. There are others that make your stool like water, unable to keep food down…”

“If they’re anything like me, they’ll be shitting their guts out tonight anyways,” said Davos. “Glad I’m not fighting tomorrow. Might be able to actually sleep tonight.”

They stood there, considering their options, before Jon smiled widely. “That’s it,” he said.


Night fell and the camp was still a hubbub of activity. There were many eyes watching across the river. The camp was set to be outside of the range of the Raven’s scorpions, but there were a hundred fires between the walls and the Ruby Ford.

Daenerys stood on top of the hill looking across the river, Jon beside her.

“We still need to see if one of the dragons will let you ride them,” she said.

“Aye, maybe in a few days,” said Jon. He still didn’t like getting close to Drogon, but he was curious if he could ride a dragon, even one that wasn’t bound to the Targaryen bloodline. He had felt a bond with Rhaegal.

Daenerys’s eyes whitened for a few moments, and then they returned to their violet shade. Behind, they heard Drogon start roaring some orders to the other dragons, and then in the dead of night, Jon heard the quiet sound of huge wings beating, the dragon obscured by the darkness.

For now. Drogon flew low over the Raven’s camp, and roared as loudly as he could. At once they saw the Westerosi camp descend into chaos, every single soldier clearly terrified of being burnt alive by dragonfire in their sleep. Drogon flew higher again, going back into the night sky, as the scorpions took panicked shots at him.

“Should use fire,” said Grey Worm. “Give them something actually fear.”

“It would be dishonorable to do that when they can’t see us coming,” said Jon. “Using it in battle is one thing. Sneak attack with dragonfire… seems cruel.”

Daenerys looked across, unmoving, her eyes fixed on the Raven’s camp. “Maybe once they start to calm down, we will give them something to fear,” she said, her tone clipped.

“Dany,” said Jon, “that won’t-”

She turned to return to her tent, blowing Jon off. Grey Worm glared at Jon, but the King started to follow his sister.

“Dany, wait-” began Jon.

“I don’t answer to you, King Jon,” she said, but there was a tone of anger in her voice. “If I want to use my dragons, I will as I please. This is an enemy army, and if I can spare the lives of a few of my soldiers by terrifying the enemies, I will.”

“There’s a difference between scaring people and burning them in their sleep,” argued Jon. “You’re not the sort of woman who will kill an enemy without looking them in their eyes.”

Daenerys spun on him and barred her teeth in her fury. “You have no right to lecture me on this,” she said, quietly and dangerously. “I have always made it clear to my enemies that they were my enemies. Every man over there knows we are to give them battle. If they don’t expect an attack, that is their mistake, and I will feel no guilt over it.

“I will not be dictated on how honorable or dishonorable it is to use dragonfire. Not by Tyrion, who burned hundreds of men at the Battle of the Blackwater. And not by you. Because I have forgiven you Jon, but I don’t forget… that I didn’t see you coming.”

Jon froze. Dany stormed back off to her tent, leaving Jon just standing there.

She was right, he realized. Tyrion continued to try and convince her not to use her strongest weapons in battle, despite the fact that he had used wildfire to burn men alive at the Battle of the Blackwater.

And now Jon was the hypocrite, telling her it was wrong to kill men without giving them a chance to defend themselves, when that was the exact manner Jon had used to kill her.

He had been horribly disturbed by her execution of Varys, and she had been right to do it.

It was high time they all stopped questioning her, and more trusted her. They all knew she was a good woman. She could have annihilated the Raven’s army the moment they had reached here, but she still was going to give them a battle.

He watched as another dragon flew over and roared over the Raven’s army’s camp, but didn’t use dragonfire. Jon decided then, she was right. It was an enemy army. Not a city of innocent people.

If she chose to use dragonfire on them at night, he would not be troubled on it.


It was nearly impossible for an army to hide that they were preparing to give battle, and that was true for the Gemstone Legions the next morning.

The constant roars of dragons overhead had not caused nearly everyone in the Raven’s camp to fail to sleep at all. Across the field, the Gemstone Legions assembled in their ranks, their bykazantyrs, for battle, preparing to force the crossing of the Ruby Ford.

“Did any of you sleep last night?” asked Edmure, his eyes dark with exhaustion, to his fellow high lords, Joy Lannister, Robin Arryn, and Yohn Royce.

“Hard to rest with those hell-beasts screeching overhead all night,” said Joy. “I doubt any of our men got any rest… which is exactly what she intended, no doubt.”

They watched the Imperial Legions continue to assemble. They were far more well rested, long used to the roars of dragons thanks to the months in Westeros with them overhead.

Jon stood on top of their command hill, and Tyrion and Davos were next to him.

“You agree that it’s a mistake to use the dragons, yes?” asked Tyrion, looking at Jon.

“I don’t think so, no,” said Jon.

“She will not inspire love by burning men alive with dragonfire.”

“She burnt many men in Essos, and she seems beloved there,” said Jon. He would not hear this. He had settled his mind last night.

“But she wasn’t fighting against the reputation of the Mad Queen,” continued Tyrion.

“Do you think she’s mad?” asked Jon plainly.

Tyrion shook his head. “No, of course not.”

“Then why do you keep questioning her?” asked Jon. “Why do you follow her if you don’t believe in her?”

“I do believe in her,” said Tyrion, affronted.

“Then start believing in her.” Jon grimaced. He, perhaps of all the commanders, had not slept well last night, so disgusted by himself. “Seven years ago she did nothing that should have caused any of us reason to question her, and still we did. And it ended in disaster. Since then, she’s done nothing to cause any of us reason to doubt her, but still you do.

“We sit there and hold every act she makes up to examine it, always wondering, ‘is she mad? Is this a warning of future madness?’ But we don’t hold ourselves to the same standards. You burnt men on the Blackwater. Are you mad? I beat the ever-loving shit out of Ramsay, nearly killed him with my bare hands. Did anyone think I was going mad? Sansa had him ripped to shreds by dogs. Arya massacred an entire family and baked two of them into a pie and tricked their father into eating them. Were they mad? Evil?

“Why is she the only one held to the standard? I have Targaryen blood, too. Why does nobody ask if I am mad? Your sister blew up the Great Sept of Baelor, killing hundreds of innocents. Was she mad?”

“It’s different,” said Tyrion, but with doubt in his voice. “We don’t have the ability to snap our fingers and eradicate half the world in a moment.”

“Aye, we don’t. And maybe the fact that she hasn’t yet, that she tries to be better, is all the proof we need. What would your sister have done if she had a dragon? How many castles would be smoking ruins? What about your father? Even Sansa?”

Jon pointed at the Westerosi army. “We don’t need to fight this battle,” she said, “but look at that. Their army is still there. One dragon was enough to wipe out your family’s forces at the Goldroad. She could have had the Iron Throne any damn time she wanted, but she tried, she tried to be better than the shit we’d had, than our grandfather, than your father, than your sister.

“She hated the masters, for good reason, and still she tried to negotiate with them. Do you know what she did after I told her who I really was? After she realized I could be a rival for the Iron Throne? She saved my life. I was about to be massacred by wights. She landed on Drogon and burnt them all. All she had to do was sit there, and let them kill me.

“She has six dragons here now, and lots more in Essos. You think that army has a chance? But she is holding herself back. You think Cersei, or the Mad King, would have? Or would every single one of them be dead?

“Would you have used a dragon at Blackwater? Would I have used one when the freefolk came for the Wall? Would I have used one at the Battle of the Bastards? Both of us would have. We know that. She had dragons and still she tried not to use them. She’s not mad. She’s the sanest person I’ve ever met.”

Tyrion’s face was crestfallen, and his eyes watery. “You’re right,” he admitted. “It’s… not easy to watch people burn, and to know that there’s another option, though. The Tarlys… she didn’t need to kill the son. The father, maybe-”

“After she offered mercy and both of them refused it, aye, she did,” argued Jon. “Else no lord of Westeros would have respected her. My- Lord Eddard, he’d have done the same thing. And so would I. Maybe not through dragonfire, but they’d both be dead.

“Maybe if we’d just trusted her seven years ago, stopped holding her to a standard we didn’t even hold ourselves to, things would be different. If Varys had trusted her, not kept looking for a better option, but chose one and stuck with it… if I’d asked her why she killed the Tarlys, not just assumed the worst… if Sansa and Arya had realized she came to fight with us, and remembered our father’s words… King’s Landing wouldn’t have been destroyed.”

Tyrion nodded. “What sparked this revelation?” he asked.

“Last night Grey Worm suggested she use dragonfire on part of their camp to put the actual fear in them,” said Jon. “I told her it wasn’t right to kill someone who didn’t see it coming. She reminded me that that’s exactly what I did to her.”

“You thought she’d become evil,” excused Tyrion.

Jon snorted. “Like I said… we do things and we find excuses to justify them. She does things, we find excuses to justify what we want to believe about her.”

They were cut off then by the sound of someone joining them. Daenerys, Ashara, and Allyria strode next to the hill. Daenerys was in her armor, Light Sister on her waist. She gave a warmer look at Jon than she had last night, but she looked at the enemy army forming their ranks.

“You have command on the ground, Jon,” said Daenerys. “I will be on Drogon in the sky. If I spy something, I’ll inform you.”

“You’re giving me command, not your uncle?” asked Jon.

“You are King. It’s time you proved that to my armies.”

Jon nodded. “I won’t let you down, Your Majesty.”

Daenerys looked at Tyrion next. “The Elder Council will be expected to start the process of peacemaking once the battle is won,” she said. “I want you to form a plan with Lady Bu and Lord Paenymion for as many lords as you know of on the other side. Which ones we can trust, and which ones we can’t.”

Tyrion bowed and started to walk away. “Tyrion,” said Daenerys. The Imp stopped and turned. “I don’t blame you for questioning me. I question myself all the time.”

“You shouldn’t,” said Tyrion. “And we shouldn’t question you, either. You conquered Essos with dragons and armies, and though you did use dragonfire, you did show restraint. I should have faith in you, that Westeros wouldn’t be any different.”

Tyrion nodded and made his way off.

“I’m sorry,” said Jon. “I spoke without thinking.”

“It’s well, Jon,” said Daenerys. “I heard everything you said to Tyrion. Thank you. It’s just…” She shuddered. “I remember the fear in everyone’s eyes seven years ago, and how it made me feel, and when the same people look at me that way again… I fear history will repeat itself.”

“I’m not going to betray you ever again,” assured Jon. “And if anyone else does, I’ll be on your side, always.”

“Even Arya? Even Sansa?” asked Daenerys.

Jon considered his answer. “I’ll admit, if you gave them reason to betray you… I’d side with them. But I don’t think you will… and gods be good, I don’t think either of them will betray you.”

Daenerys nodded, but she smiled. “There’s that honesty,” she said. “I’d be suspicious if you said you’d side with me even if I was unjust towards them. I may be your sister in blood… but they are your sisters, too.”

“Aye, they are,” said Jon. “And they’re coming to regard you as one, too.”

“Even Sansa,” remarked Dany, still unable to believe it.

“Even Sansa,” confirmed Jon, also very surprised. “Be careful up there. Drogon’s scales might be hard enough to take a scorpion bolt, but one of them was taken out by a bolt to the eye.”

“Meraxes,” said Daenerys at once. “The Dornish hit a lucky shot that killed both the dragon and its rider, Queen Rhaenys.” She playfully glanced at Jon. “You might want to learn our history.”

“I’ve got the perfect teacher in mind,” said Jon, looking meaningfully at Daenerys. “Arya.”

Daenerys burst out laughing. “Yes, she does know our history rather better than you, Jon Targaryen.”

Jon gave Daenerys a hug. He realized then how small she was. She was the ruler of most of the known world- and once they had beaten the Raven, nearly all of it- but she was tiny. Jon was not blessed with height, he knew, but Daenerys cast an aura that made her feel tremendous, taller even than Brienne.

“We’ll be fine,” said Daenerys. “Stay back from the battle. We’re doing this by feeling, and you will spot what needs to be spotted. Be the Jon who commanded the Wall when the freefolk attacked, not the Jon who didn’t spot anything wrong with our battle plan at the Battle for Winterfell.”

“Who the fuck laid that plan, anyways?” asked Jon. He could not recall who had laid out the horrifically bad battle plan that they had used at Winterfell.

“I don’t know,” answered Dany. “Maybe Samwell Tarly tried to get my armies killed.”

“Aye, maybe,” said Jon. “Good luck, Your Majesty.”

“And you, King Jon,” said Dany, then she turned to where Drogon was waiting at the bottom of the hill.

Gone was her hesitation as she climbed on his back. She climbed it just as quickly as Jon remembered her doing in her first life, which was impressive, for Drogon’s neck was far thicker than it had been.

And then she was off.


Jon took a position on top of a hill. General Franklyn was his second as in front of them the legions took their final places. Across the river, they saw the Westerosi army taking position. It was too far to see their faces, but Jon could see nervousness.

Sansa rode to be next to him. “Staying behind this time?” she asked, thinking back on the Battle of the Bastards.

“Aye,” said Jon. “Dany gave me command, as King.”

“Orders, sir?” asked Franklyn, smiling at Jon as he finished speaking.

Jon grimaced. It was time. “It’s time. Order the advance.”

The Second Ruby was the first army sending troops in. The Unsullied and Imperial Guard were to hold back for now- to Grey Worm’s consternation- to be sent where they were most needed.

Jon, behind the lines of Onyx Legionnaires, looked as a Ruby Legionnaire strode forward, and bellowed something in Valyrian to his comrades.

“Ñāqes maghagon qilōni?”

Jon know only one word of that- Ñāqes, he remembered from the coins, was Dawn.

When the Ruby Legion responded with a yell, Jon knew the word, or the title, and who it referred to.

“MHYSA!”

“Ñāqes maghagon qilōni?” asked the lone soldier again.

“MHYSA!” was again the response.

Jon leaned in to General Franklyn. “I know who Mhysa is,” he said, “but what’s the question?”

“Who brings the Dawn?” answered Franklyn.

After a third shout and response, the soldier fell back in line with his comrades and chanting with every step, the Ruby Legions began the battle, marching in lock-step into the Trident.

Across the Ruby Ford the Raven’s army raised their shields as behind the advancing ranks of Imperial infantry, the bowmen and crossbowmen of the Ruby Legions were made apparent.

Their commander shouted out an order that Jon did not need translated. The bowmen reached into their quivers and placed an arrow on their bowstring, and the crossbowmen placed their crossbows at their feet and cranked the bowstring into position, placing their bolts in position.

Another order and they lifted to aim over the heads of the advancing infantry.

“Don’t hold,” muttered Jon to himself, “never hold.”

They only were ready for a moment when the commander screamed out his final command and as one the ranged soldiers released a volley at the Westerosi army.

Jon watched the arrows and bolts make impact. A fair few Westerosi soldiers fell, but most were protected by their shields.

Behind them, their own archers put arrows on their strings, but they put them into a fire to ignite them, and when they released, fire streaked through the sky at the Ruby Legions.

The large shields borne by the Legions blocked most of the arrows but some legionnaires fell dead.

“Grēze korziō rīza!” shouted the commander of the Second Ruby, and the soldiers in the river collapsed in on each other and formed the armored lizard formation that Jon had seen in Volantis. They pressed across slower, but when a second volley landed, only one or two found purchase in Essosian flesh.

The Legion marksmen prepared their bows and crossbows and again shot, and it was around then that the infantry found the solid ground of the far side of the Trident, and at a command broke back apart into their ranks.

The commander of the Westerosi archers had been waiting for that, and as soon as they left the turtle formation, they released a volley, and at closer danger and without the close protection of the interlocked shields, a good many found their targets.

The Westerosi footmen bellowed a war cry as a commander- Edmure Tully, Jon recognized from here by his armor- ordered them forward, and they charged into battle at the legion lines.

The legionnaires stopped when ordered, drew their shorter spears, readied, and threw them into the Westerosi lines. At near point-blank range, a lot of them impaled their targets, and even when they managed to get their shields up, they stuck in them, and Jon realized immediately that their added weight would interfere with holding the shields properly.

Jon was struck by a sudden inspiration. “Can we order our troops to retreat?” he asked.

“What?” asked Franklyn, confused.

“Edmure Tully, he’s not a seasoned commander, he won a battle for my brother Robb because he was lured out of position. If we make him think we’re retreating, we might be able to draw them over to our side of the river, and surround him.”

Franklyn nodded. He rode over to the Ruby Legion’s commander, and though Jon didn’t hear the discussion, the Ruby commander looked scandalized, then understanding, and ordered his hornblower to sound a retreat.

At once, the Ruby Legionnaires across the river, who had been holding their own shield-wall against the eager Westerosi, stepped back, beginning what appeared to be a disorganized retreat into the waters of the Ruby Ford. Jon heard a great cheer from the Westerosi side, and as he had hoped, Edmure Tully ordered his soldiers to pursue.

There were scattered fights in the waters, but most of the Ruby Legionnaires made their way back to their side of the banks, and it was then Jon sprang a trap.

“Hit them with our cavalry,” he ordered Franklyn, “from the sides, now. Pincer attack.”

Franklyn grinned and had his own horn sound, and the Ruby commander rode forward to order his soldiers to hold the river, and they turned and spun on the surprised Westerosi forces, including Edmure Tully himself.

There was a great thundering as black-wearing Imperial cavalry roared war cries and charged into the exposed sides of the Riverlander infantry, and then they crashed into the sides and the Westerosi began to waver.

And then there was a tremendous roar as Drogon flew overhead, and breathed down fire on the rivers behind them, catching two or so dozen in his flames. Screaming in pain, they fell into the river. Many died at once; some were horribly burned. A few, especially near the edges, were fortunate.

But the Westerosi began to rout, and the Ruby Legionnaires pressed in on them, and many, many swords hit the ground as the Westerosi surrendered.

Across the river, the infantry that had been waiting to the side tried to move into position as quickly as they could to close the lines as the Ruby Legionnaires swarmed forward again, but Dany on Drogon flew forward again and used dragonfire to keep them out of the sides.

“Send as many men as we can across while the Empress holds them back,” said Jon.

Cheering, the Legions made their way forward. Jon rode forward to where Edmure Tully was holding out with a few of his bodyguard.

“STAND DOWN!” shouted Jon to the soldiers, who drew back. “Lord Tully, surrender, and you’ll be treated with honor.”

“I will not be burnt alive,” snarled Tully.

“No, you won’t, but if you don’t yield, you will die. Surrender and live, and even hold your lands so long as you bend the knee.”

“Uncle,” said Sansa, who had- to Jon’s surprise- ridden forward with him. “Yield and you will be safe. Riverrun will still be yours. I swear it on my honor as a Stark. On my mother’s memory.”

Edmure was clearly terrified of the Empress, but he looked at Sansa, pleadingly. He sighed deeply. “Alright then,” he said. “If I am to be executed, though, I curse you as an oathbreaker and kinslayer, niece.”

Jon nodded as Edmure and his guard turned over their swords, and then he turned his mind back to the battle. “Get the Unsullied and Imperial Guard across,” he said. “Wherever the Knights of the Vale are, they’re waiting for a chance to hit us in our flanks. I want the Unsullied and Guard ready to show them a shield wall.”

Franklyn nodded and rode off to give the orders to Grey Worm and Arthur Dayne. Arthur had looked skeptically at Jon at him being given the command. Grey Worm had been livid, but Daenerys had insisted.

The legions continued to cross, and Jon watched as the scorpions took more shots at Dany and Drogon. She appeared to finally find them more annoying, even as one more struck Drogon in the chest and then merely bounced off without doing more than stinging the dragon, and she turned to them.

The scorpion operators were not brave enough to stand their ground, and they threw themselves from their siege machines as Drogon blew down enough fire to incinerate all of them.

“Why do they even have them if they know they won’t work?” asked Franklyn, laughing.

“The Raven knows,” said Jon. He nodded at the soldiers. “They don’t. I doubt they’d have come to the field if they knew they were defenseless against a dragon. With them, they think they have a chance.”

“Fooling your own soldiers into a hopeless battle. Her Majesty has always made clear the chances we have to her soldiers. Still they fight for her.”

Jon watched as the Unsullied and Imperial Guard finished crossing the river, and he himself took a group of Onyx Legion cavalry across, so he could better direct the battle from closer to the action.

An army of Westerland soldiers flying golden lions had approached to enter the fray from the west. They marched in short steps to maintain their formation, and the Legions marched back, stepping just as smartly.

Jon looked over as Arthur rode over. “The Empress will be quite angry if she finds out you held her best soldiers out of battle for much longer,” he said.

Jon shook his head. “I’m holding you and the Unsullied out because these aren’t their best soldiers,” he said. “I need you ready for whenever they appear. Not already engaged.”

Arthur grunted, but he didn’t protest anymore.

Jon turned as he heard more men approaching. Foot soldiers flying the white falcon of the Vale were approaching from the south.

Jon looked at Franklyn. “The Rubys are busy with the Westmen,” he said, “have the Onyx engage the Valemen.”

Jon continued to size up the battle. The Ruby Legions were slowly pushing the Westerlanders back, while the Onyx moved into position to hold a shield wall against the Vale, who were charging.

It was at the moment Jon realized nobody had attacked from the east, and realized who would be attacking from that direction, that he heard the crystalline clarion calls of horns, and heard the thundering of hooves.

Jon and Arthur looked at each other and both knew.

“UNSULLIED!” shouted Jon, “IMPERIAL GUARD! SPEAR WALL! SPEAR WALL ON THE EAST!”

The two forces moved as quickly as they could, forming their two phalanxes as they saw a wedge of cavalry approaching. They weren’t flying only the banners of the Vale of Arryn; Lannister and Tully banners were whipping in the wind from their charge, along with Stark banners from any Crowlanders who were with them.

Ten thousand knights were approaching, Jon estimated, a colossal cavalry charge.

“Form up all our cavalry,” ordered Jon to Franklyn as before them the Westerosi knights were getting closer. “We’ll need to support the Unsullied and Guard. Get us on their flanks so they can’t flank the phalanxes!”

Jon heard a roar from above and every eye looked up as six shadows passed overhead. Flying in a vanguard of their own, all six dragons followed Daenerys and Drogon over the Unsullied and Imperial Guard lines, and they breathed fire straight down on the charging knights.

It was a mark of how skilled the knights of Westeros were that nearly all of them kept their horses under control, even as hundreds of men and their steeds burnt to ash around them. Jon felt a wave of disgust at it, but he fought it down. Right now the remaining thousands of cavalry were still coming, the sun glinting off the tips of their lances, the armor of their bodies and the bardings of their horses.

The dragons broke free and started breathing fire freely, but then the lead of the Vale smashed into the Unsullied and Imperial Guard, and the screaming neighs of dying horses and the agonized screams of dying men filled the air.

Jon watched William Rivers organizing Onyx marksmen into position, and they began firing at will at the knights, firing directly over the heads of their own comrades.

“Cavalry ready, sir,” said Franklyn. Five thousand cavalry had been assembled.

“Aye, then,” said Jon. He drew Blackfyre and rode to their head. “Let’s hit their sides!”

The cavalry, a mixture of red and black armor, cheered, and Jon led them towards the battle, riding to the flanks of the Unsullied and Guard lines. Jon watched Arthur cleave a knight in two with Dawn. He couldn’t make out Grey Worm, but the Unsullied had formed into circles, spears pointing out, shields held like up to form a protective dome against arrows.

They were in danger of being overrun by the sheer volume of cavalry, but the Imperial cavalry smashed into the knights.

Daenerys watched from overhead, and she led the dragons down to hit the rear of the knights. They burnt hundreds, taking some pressure off her armies. She then flew over the west and southern lines. The Ruby legions had routed the Westmen. The Onyx were pushing back the Vale’s peasant infantry. It was only in the east that they were about to be overrun.

In the chaos of the melee, Jon swung Blackfyre down on the head of a man who had been trying very hard to kill him. He looked around and barely was in time to parry a swing from a heavily armored man.

The Imperial cavalry was keeping the flanks of their phalanxes clear of enemy soldiers, and slowly, they were starting to push forward. Jon saw one throw one of their throwing spears straight into the neck of a Vale knight, who fell to the ground at once, dead.

Jon heard a horn blow from far away, and for a moment he was terrified the Raven’s army would have held even more knights in reserve, but he watched as the knights began to turn on the field and ride away. They had been utterly savaged by spears but especially by dragonfire, and while about ten thousand had charged, four thousands retreated.

Jon looked down at the hooves of his horse as he rode forward and realized Yohn Royce was not one of them. He was laying dead in the field, killed by dragonfire even before the charge had met the Imperial lines, half his face a charred ruin, his lone good eye seeming to stare at Jon in utter hatred.

He looked at the other parts of the battle and saw the Valemen fleeing wildly. The forces of the Westerlands had already been pushed back. Imperial cavalry was riding forward to take prisoners. The Vale knights were retreating- orderly retreating- and there was little chance of out-riding them, but thousands of infantry were being captured.

Jon saw some leading a golden-haired woman across the Ruby Ford. Joy Lannister had been taken prisoner.

Robin Arryn, Jon wondered, was probably retreating with his countrymen, heading back for the impregnable safety of the Eyrie. Given how badly the knights had suffered, he didn’t think they represented a significant threat for the rest of the war, though he did wish the Vale knights could have been turned to their side. Even once the Raven was dealt with, there was still the threat beyond the Wall, after all.

Jon looked over as General William Rivers rode forward. “We’ve taken the ford,” he said. “Lady Lannister is prisoner, but no sign of Lords Tully or Arryn.”

“Tully was taken prisoner earlier,” said Jon. “Arryn is running back to the Eyrie. Would be a nightmare to drag him out of that castle.”

“No need to drag him out of anywhere if we need to,” said Franklyn. “The Eyrie can’t be taken by armies. It can be destroyed by dragons. If he refuses to kneel.”

John looked down at Royce and remembered Robin blaming Sansa for his mother’s death. Kneeling would be a big ask of that.

“How many prisoners?” asked Jon.

“Still counting, but thousands at least,” said Rivers. “A good many lords and knights, too.”

Jon looked over as more riders approached. Sansa, Davos, Tyrion, Bu Dai, Doniphos Paenymion, and the other Elder Councilors had crossed the Trident, escorted by Imperial Guard.

“Now, we peacemake,” said Tyrion.


They found Daenerys on top of a hill. For Tyrion, he was reminded of her standing on a rock at the goldroad. The prisoners were being brought before her, and she was looking down at some of them coldly.

Jon took his place at her right side. “Well commanded, Jon,” she said.

“Hard to lose when you have dragon support,” said Jon.

“You anticipated their cavalry charge and threw them back.”

“Your Majesty,” said Tyrion. He gave a glance at Jon. “I advise mercy.”

“Advise?” asked Daenerys. “Not request?”

“I am your advisor. Advice is what I give. Not orders. Whatever you decide… I’m sure it will be right.”

Daenerys strode forward. “I am not the Mad Queen of your nightmares and rumors,” she called down. “On that day, I was poisoned, with a poison that made me lose my mind. I have passed beneath the shadow of death and touched the light of truth.

“I am not your enemy. Your true enemy is the beast that sits in the Red Keep, wearing the face of a man known as Bran Stark, like he is but a mask to be worn and discarded. Every one of you has suffered under his unjust, evil rule.

“Many of you have no choice in this. You were taken by your lords, fed lies from his lips, a weapon put in your hand and told that you must fight or else all you know and love will be burnt. To those of you, those of you who do not call yourself Ser or Lord or Lady, I ask only one thing of you. Leave your swords and spears in the hands of my soldiers, swear an oath to the Seven or the Old Gods, or whatever gods you please, to never take up arms against the Amethyst Empress Daenerys of House Targaryen, or King of the Seven Kingdoms Jon of House Targaryen, or our bannermen. And once you have sworn this oath… go home. Go back to your wives, your children, your fields, and live your lives. Grow fat and happy.”

The smallfolk soldiers were looking at her in complete shock. Hesitantly, a few knelt, speaking words to the Seven, and started to walk away. As it became apparent that the Legions that surrounded them did nothing to stop them, more began to kneel and swear to their gods.

Edmure Tully tried to start to swear, but every ser and lord and lady on the field had two guards, and his dragged him back to his feet, refusing to let him.

As the field became much more empty of smallfolk- nearly all of whom except for a few fools who refused to trust the Mad Queen, only a dozen or so- all that was left was two dozen or so of the nobility.

“And for you, my lords, ladies, and sers,” said Daenerys. “To you, I make more demands. You sit in your castles and holdfasts and rule your lands, in the name of your Lords Paramount, or your King, and you hold to your rights and privileges. Perhaps your people starve in their homes while you feast. You count coin while they count grain to fill their bellies and drops of rain to grow their fields.

“You think that your station makes you above them, that they are your servants who must follow your whims. That you are better than them, but you are not. Their are your charges, your people, and your first duty must always be to protect them. Not to abuse them, rape them, impoverish them, starve them.

“That is the new world I am building. A world where a lord who rapes a woman is just as punished as if he was not born a lord. Where bastards born of their lust are not children to be cast aside. Where your people have a say in their own affairs, and work hand in hand with their lord, king, and empress to make a better world.

“A world I offer all of you a chance to be part of. To build with me together, in Westeros, as I have built in Essos. Bend the knee and you will maintain all lands and titles, and will rule them by Imperial law. Or refuse. I will not burn you, if that is what you fear. You will be free to walk from this field. But I will take from you your holdings, and they will be given to new lords, new families.”

“They are ours by right,” said Edmure Tully.

“By whose right?” asked Daenerys.

“The gods.”

“Oh?” asked Daenerys. “Did the Seven personally proclaim to your people as such? When you took the seat of Riverrun, Lord Tully, did the Mother kiss your brow and tell you this was your right?”

“It is the way of the world,” argued Edmure.

“The way of your old world. Welcome to the new world. You have served a King who starves his people with tax money and throws them in prison to die when they dare ask him for leniency. You are part of a system that must be changed. And it will, with or without you. You say the Gods placed you in your seats, but I respond with my family’s old saying: Targaryens answer to neither gods nor men.”

“I will not kneel,” proclaimed Joy Lannister. “Casterly Rock is mine now, not this kinslayer’s, this traitor to his family. I will not allow you to take it from me and hand it back to him.”

“As I said to you before,” said Tyrion, “I don’t want it back. Why would I? The lords hate me. The gold mines are empty. And it’s not like I have good memories of the place. You can keep it, Joy.”

Daenerys was looking at Tyrion oddly. She looked at Joy. “Then if that is his will, if you kneel, I will hold his word as his bond. You will maintain rule over Casterly Rock and the Westerlands… if you bend the knee.”

“You won’t take it from me?” asked Joy.

“Not unless you give me reason to.”

Joy looked at the Imperial leaders. Jon couldn’t look at her and not see Cersei. Sansa next to him was hiding her emotions but he could tell she was hoping Joy did not fall to her knee.

Their hopes were dashed, though. Joy went to a knee.

“Uncle,” said Sansa, looking at Edmure. “Just take a knee.”

“I will not have my rights trampled on,” protested Edmure.

“Either let your rights be altered or lose all rights to Riverrun,” said Sansa simply. “I made the same choice. And I don’t regret it at all.”

Edmure frowned, but reluctantly, he dropped to a knee.

“You seem to have allowed our armies to disband themselves, though,” said Joy.

“I don’t need your conscripts,” said Daenerys. “My armies fight for me of their own will. And they will be the ones protecting your people now… even from you.”

Notes:

I tried to follow the Longclaw_1_6 school of battle writing and use some historical battles as inspiration. I settled on the Battle of the River Trebia, where Hannibal crossed the river against a Roman force. The dragons keeping their army up at night was part of that: fuck with their sleep, they won't fight so well.

I did have Jon call out something I find really dishearenting in this fandom. Every character in the story, really, does bad things. Tyrion burns men alive at the Battle of the Blackwater. Jon, in the books, has moments of really severe anger- once he blacks out from it and when he comes to he's utterly beaten someone. Even in the show he nearly kills Ramsay with his bare hands.

It's only Dany who is held up to the microscope and has every move and action she does analyzed. (Holds hand out to butterfly) "Is this madness foreshadowing?"

In the books especially, she doubts every act she makes. Questions herself all the time. Is terrified of the 'taint' of madness.

Dany does the admittedly fucked thing of making a dad watch his daughter get tortured because she thinks he knows something about the ongoing insurgency in her city, and people point to it as if it's the worst thing ever. As if it's a sign she's OBVIOUSLY EVIL.

Jon swaps Gilly's baby with Mance's against her will, and flat out tells her that if something befalls Mance's baby because she tells someone, he will ensure that her baby suffers the same fate as Mance's (which is to say, if Melisandre kills 'Monster', Jon will kill 'Little Sam.') It's done for good reasons, but it's a really fucked thing to do to a mom.

Both have Targaryen blood. As I believe, they both have the exact same blood, and yet it's always Dany who is the one who will go villainous. Nobody ever wonders if Jon will be the one to break bad.

Instead Dany is damned as an evil villain because she dared say "slavery is fucked and I want to stop it" and she used force to do so.

By GRRM's own statements, Dany is undisputably a hero, because to GRRM, a hero is heroic because they tried. Dany makes mistakes. She does bad things. But she's trying. She's trying real damn hard.

It's a double standard. Look, I'm a cishet white man. I don't know WHY I attached to Dany so strongly (well, I do: dragons are cool, strong women are cool). I've lived a good life, even if the events of this past year have caused me some struggles with my own mental health (it's getting better, slowly, but it is getting better). But I did.

She's fucking inspiring. She, more than anyone else in the story, started from the bottom, now she's here. She suffered things in her life that should have broken her but didn't.

It's one of the reasons I reject her becoming a villain so strongly. I don't think, in the year Twenty Twenty One, a young girl, sold against her will, raped, full of so much empathy and compassion, winding up becoming a villain and needing to be put down like a mad dog, is a good story. It's, frankly to me, utterly disgusting on a personal level. And i'm not sure I'm joking when I say that if that's the way the books go, my copies of the books are being introduced to a fire (excepting the ones on my kindle).

Because GRRM has called Cersei and Dany parallel characters. Cersei is a creature of privilege. She's the one burning down places and disturbing Jaime with how happy it makes her. She's the one showing signs of being Aerys-esque mad, and it's widely believed Jaime will heroically murder her.

If both sides of that parallel character wind up with the woman going "mad" and being killed like mad dogs by the man they love....

then this story is sexist fucking garbage and deserves to be burnt.

Or maybe I'm the fool for hoping that a 70+ year old white man who has become rich isn't that way. Maybe I'm the fool for constantly looking for that little thread that tells me how the story is going to go, in the hopes that it won't be the way I fear, but the way I hope.

NEXT TIME:
1. ... we'll see. Ahahahaahaha, you'll see.

Chapter 28: Fathers

Summary:

"If she was not her father's daughter, who was she?"

- Daenerys VI, A Storm of Swords

"The wind was gusting, cold as the breath of the ice dragon in the tales Old Nan had told when Jon was a boy."

- Jon VII, A Dance with Dragons

Notes:

Happy (American) Father's Day! I realized I wanted to upload this chapter a day early because it deals with fathers. This fic has so far been rather focused on mothers, so I thought we'd touch on some dads and get some good dad energy going on.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

After their victory at the Ruby Ford, the legions made camp on the south bank, allowing the wounded to rest and be tended by the healers they had brought with them from Essos, and the maesters the Riverlands and Westerlands had brought with them to tend to their own troops.

Of the armies, the peasant levies had many more survivors than the knights.

“The Riverlands, the Westerlands, the North, the Stormlands, Dorne, and the Iron Islands,” listed Davos, standing over a map of Westeros and placing tokens shaped like amethysts down on the listed lands. “Only the Vale, Crownlands, and the Reach are still with the Raven.”

“Has there been any news on any possible uprising in the Reach?” asked Daenerys, looking around the table, at her family, the Elder Council, and legion commanders.

“None yet,” said Davos, “but that’s not unexpected. Ravens can be fucked with by the Raven.”

“What military forces will the Raven have left?” asked General Franklyn.

Davos and Tyrion exchanged a thoughtful glance, but it was Brienne- the former Lady Commander of the Ravensguard- who spoke up to answer.

“He’s lost the majority of his strength,” she said. “We broke the Riverlands and Westerlands armies, though I don’t doubt some of the survivors aren’t fleeing back to King’s Landing. He’ll still have the Crownlands and Reach’s army if there hasn’t been a rebellion on your behalf, Your Majesty.”

Brienne’s opinion on Daenerys had completely changed in the last battle. She and Sansa had watched Daenerys be very deliberate with her dragons against the smallfolk levies. She could have utterly crushed the Raven’s army with only her dragons, but she still have the peasants a chance, and engaged them with the Gemstone Legions, not flaming death from above.

Daenerys had only brought her dragons to fully bear against the cavalry charge led by the Knights of the Vale.

“She remembered what I said,” Sansa had said, surprised and pleased. “She knows that the smallfolk soldiers might not be here by choice.”

“But she’s still burning the knights,” Brienne had argued, watching dozens be turned to ash.

“Because they’re the ones here by choice… and they’re about to overrun that flank.”

Brienne had never really looked at it like that. Daenerys was withholding the dragonfire from the terrified conscripts, and only bringing her full power to bear against the landed nobles. And even then only when it was fully necessary.

“So we march straight for King’s Landing,” said Daenerys, nodding at Brienne gratefully. “Surround the city and blow down the gates with dragonfire, storm it and drag the Raven out of his castle.”

“I have a strong feeling it’s not as easy as we want it to be,” said Jon.

“Nor do I. He’s bound to have a few last tricks up his sleeve.”


They camped for a few days to allow the army to regain its strength. Imperial casualties were low, mostly wounded. A hundred or so Imperial Guard had fallen to the charge; the Unsullied fared much better, having collapsed into smaller circles that the Knights wisely did their best to avoid.

Without the dragons the eastern flank, even held by the best soldiers, may have been overrun and smashed into the rear of the lines fighting the Westerosi infantry. It would have resulted in a few thousand deaths, but would have pushed the Empire back fully across the Trident.

Daenerys stood with Arya looking over the river. She, more than anyone, understood the impact of being here. Before the battle that had killed Rhaegar Targaryen, nobody had ever heard of the Ruby Ford. When Robert’s warhammer had shattered his chestplate and sent his rubies flying into the waters along with his life’s blood, it had been named for the gems in its water.

Daenerys approached the water, and fell to her knee. She pulled a glove off and let the water flow over her hand.

“We’re still here, father,” she said quietly. “We’re still fighting.”

“He’d be very proud of you,” said Arya.

“Mother has said he was obsessed with bringing the Dawn,” said Daenerys. “We’re so close now.”

“I tried to find a ruby,” said Arya. “Both when we crossed it when I was a little girl riding with my father and Sansa to King’s Landing… and again when I crossed it to go to Gendry, and again when I crossed it going back to meet up with you. I think they’ve all been found by now, though.”

“People try and find them,” said Daenerys, knowing it. “I hope they were found by smallfolk who prospered from it.”

“If I’d found one this time, I’d have given it to you, or Jon, or your mother.”

“More than twenty years,” said Daenerys. “They’ve either been found or have tumbled to the Narrow-”

She fell silent then. Suddenly, before Arya could react, the Empress was racing into the river, splashing through the waters. She fell to her knees and reached down.

When she stood, in her hand, she was holding a ruby. She looked at Arya, and she was perhaps even more shocked than her cousin.

“Maybe it was waiting for you,” offered Arya as the soaked Empress made her way back to shore, still clutching one of her father’s rubies in her hand, her grip so tight on it her knuckles were white.

It was only when she was safely back on dry land that Daenerys took another look at what she had found. She led Arya back to the central camp, and found Ashara.

Ashara looked up from her research- she was still trying to find a way to replicate Kinvara’s magic to block the Raven’s sight- and Daenerys pressed the ruby into her hand.

Ashara understood at once what it was, and she stared at it, her eyes wide, her face pale, and a few tears started pooling in her eyes.

“My love,” said Ashara, kissing the gem.

“You should have it, mother,” said Daenerys.

“No,” said Ashara. She handed it back to Daenerys. “Either you or Jon should keep it.”

“You should have something of father’s, mother.”

“I do, my daughter,” said Ashara, standing and kissing Daenerys’s forehead. “I have everything I need of Rhaegar, and Lyanna. I have you.”

Daenerys hugged her mother, then turned to leave the tent. Arya almost felt herself ready to cry, but she followed the Empress, knowing where she was seeking next.

Daenerys found Jon working with William Rivers on what to do with wounded men.

“Maidenpool’s not far up ahead,” said Jon. “With the Riverlands in our holdings, we can have the severely wounded taken there to heal.”

Daenerys approached Jon and showed him the ruby in her hand.

“I have my amethyst, Jon,” she said, “you should have this.”

“Is that-” began Jon.

“One of our father’s rubies. You are his eldest living son, Jon. Elder than me. The ruby should be yours.”

Jon closed Dany’s hands around the gem. “No,” he said. “To me, most of my life, Rhaegar Targaryen was the man who abducted and raped my aunt. I now know that he was my father, and she was my mother, and they loved each other, and Lady Ashara, too. But even when I found that out… he was never really my father.

“Even when you didn’t know you were his daughter, he was, to you, your older brother. A man who inspired you. Who you looked up to. You’re his heir more than I am, Dany. He’s always been part of your life. You made his dreams come true. You brought his House back to power, not just in Westeros, but in all the world.”

“We’re not done yet, Jon,” said Daenerys. “And you did your part, too.”

“Still, it belongs with you. You found it. I know it.”

Dany looked at the ruby in her hand, and decided she would find a place for it.

When she got back to the tent, she kissed the ruby.

“I love you, father,” she said quietly. “I always have, even when I thought I was your little sister.”

She placed the ruby in a treasured place in her jewelry box, and then left. She was Empress. She had work to do.


As the legions prepared to resume the march on King’s Landing, they had those too wounded to continue the campaign loaded up in wagons, preparing to take them to Maidenpool. Lord Mooton was one of the men who had bent the knee after the Imperial victory.

They were supplemented with some reinforcements, though. Even in the Riverlands, there had been a house that had refused to take arms against the Empire, in defiance of Edmure Tully. Had the Empire lost, they would have been ripped from their keep and hung as oathbreakers, but now, they found themselves happily part of the Imperial fold.

It was a flock of ravens on a red field, surrounding a black shield on which was a white dead weirwood tree, that flew into the Imperial camp on banners and shields.

Nobody was more delighted to see them than William Rivers, for this was his kin, his cousin, Tytos Blackwood.

“In recognition of kinship to Your Grace and Your Majesty,” said Tytos, placing his sword at Jon and Dany’s feet, “House Blackwood pledges to you, the rightful King, and the Amethyst Empress of the Dawn.”

House Blackwood brought a hundred or so knights and two thousands foot.

Daenerys and Jon, along with Tyrion, Davos, and Sansa, were welcoming them to the Imperial order of battle, figuring out where and when they could be used.

Daenerys looked up as her uncle entered her tent.

“Niece,” said Arthur, “scouts have found two men riding. They requested a meeting with you.”

“I presume lots of people have come trying to speak to the Empress,” said Davos.

“More than you know,” confirmed Arthur. “We turn them all away, excepting the farmers whose livestock were eaten by the dragons. We just pay them.”

“And if they’re lying?” asked Sansa.

“We can afford it,” said Daenerys. “The Empire is rich. Very, very rich.”

“How rich?” asked Sansa.

“Rich enough the Iron Bank bows to me,” said Daenerys.

Sansa looked at Tyrion. She hadn’t really dealt with the Iron Bank. She knew the difficulties the Seven Kingdoms had had, under Robert, Joffrey, Tommen, Cersei… getting loans was something she avoided.

“That’s very rich,” said Tyrion.

“What sets these two riders apart that you report to the Empress?” asked Davos.

“If they are who they say they are,” said Arthur. “They may be very, very helpful… Ashara is checking to see right now. If they are, permission to show them in?”

“Of course,” said Daenerys.

They were interrupted by two men entering at that moment. One walked on a cane, his leg clearly not entirely healthy. The other followed. They were unshaven. Their clothing had been rich once, but was stained. Neither bore a sword, but that meant nothing- everyone knew Arthur would have insisted they be disarmed.

“Your Majesty,” said the limping man. He began to try and take a knee before Daenerys.

“That will not be necessary,” said Dany, taking pity on him. Clearly kneeling was hard. “Your intent is clear, and appreciated, but protocol is one thing and courtesy is another.”

The other man did drop to his knee, without fear.

Something about the men looked familiar to Sansa.

“Who are you?” asked Daenerys.

“I am Willas Tyrell,” said the limping man, and Sansa actually sat up. “And this is my younger brother, Garlan.”

“Tyrell?” asked Daenerys. Tyrion sat up and leaned forward, stunned. “As in, House Tyrell of Highgarden?”

“Yes, Your Majesty,” said Willas.

Daenerys looked at Tyrion. “I thought every member of House Tyrell apart from Lady Olenna was killed in the explosion at the Great Sept of Baelor.”

“I thought that as well,” said Tyrion.

“You’re Margaery’s older brothers,” said Sansa.

“Where have you been all this time?” asked Tyrion.

“In hiding,” said Garlan, “on the run. When King Bran was crowned, he gave our ancestral home over to an up-jumped sellsword. When we tried to find support to present a case to him to give it back to us, he turned even our kin to his side through…”

“He found secrets long buried and threatened to expose them, Your Majesty,” said Willas. “And he said we were not who we claimed to be, and we were forced to hide.”

“How did you hide?” asked Daenerys. “Did you make your way to Essos?”

“Essos?” asked Willas, clearly not understanding her point.

“Aye,” said Davos. “When the Great Empire took over Essos, the Raven stopped being able to see into it.”

Garlan looked at Willas. “You didn’t say that,” he said.

“I didn’t know that,” corrected Willas. “Every book I found knew nothing about any of that. There were scarce few on the Three-Eyed Raven in any case.”

“I’d ask why you’re here,” said Tyrion, “but I think that’s obvious. You want Imperial support to reclaim Highgarden.”

“We bent the knee- or in my case, tried to bend the knee- fully willingly, pledging you our loyalty already,” said Willas. “But yes, Your Majesty, that is something we are aiming for.”

“And it is something you shall receive,” said Daenerys.

“The question I wonder is, why now?” asked Tyrion. “You could have presented yourself to the Empress at any time.”

Willas and Garlan remained silent, their faces reddening slightly.

“All is well,” said Daenerys. “Even when I was under the influence of the poison, I didn’t know what had happened. Even my closest allies assumed it was true. I only found out the truth when I awoke from death. Even before that, when I was-”

Daenerys stopped speaking suddenly, and Jon understood. Tyrion looked at her curiously.

“We all lost faith in her,” said Jon, covering for her, knowing she didn’t want to elaborate that she had, and still could, join her mind with Drogon’s. “But she’s back now, and she’s here to remove the Raven.”

“And we will return to you your family’s seat,” said Tyrion.

Willas and Garlan looked at him, their eyes smouldering. “Weren’t you the one who suggested it, Lord Tyrion?” asked Garlan.

“Only because he would have killed me if I hadn’t given him reason not to,” said Tyrion.

“How many people suffered because you prioritized your survival over placing a good lord in Highgarden?” asked Willas. “Do you know what he’s done? He has practically enslaved our people.”

“Nothing practical about it,” said Garlan. “He forces them to work for no pay and takes all the fruits of their labor, only feeding them the bare minimum they need to live.”

Everyone felt a warmth rising in the tent as Daenerys’s eyes began to burn. There was nothing she hated in the world more than slavers.

“Slavery is against Westerosi law, yes?” she inquired.

“It is,” said Tyrion. There was no saving Bronn… even if Tyrion wanted him saved.

He didn’t.

“Then when we find him, he will be executed at once. And House Tyrell shall be returned to Highgarden, as Lords Paramount and Warden of the South…”

“Under King Jon Targaryen, yes?” asked Willas.

“Aye,” confirmed Jon. “No need to bend the knee to me, Lord Willas, my sister’s right.”

“Yes, that was another surprise,” said Willas. “The Citadel has sent word of the truth throughout the Reach. Many lords have risen up for you. Highgarden will soon find itself besieged.”

“Will the garrison stand with the sellsword?” asked Jon.

“He always has kept his men well paid,” said Garlan. “And turned his eyes when they take certain… liberties... with the smallfolk.”

“Rapes them, you mean?” asked Daenerys coldly. “I am not some delicate flower ignorant of the ways of the world. I keep my legions very well paid as well… when we take the castle, all his men will be taken prisoner. And if any of the smallfolk come forward with complaints against them… they will be executed as well.”

“What lords have risen up?” asked Davos.

“The Hightowers have left the Small Council,” said Willas, “and have taken the lead. The Redwynes as well, our grandmother’s family, they’re still some of the few who know of our survival.”

“It may be easier to say the houses that stand by them currently,” said Garlan. “Lady Talla Tarly has kept Horn Hill on their side, though that’s understandable, I suppose, given…”

“My just execution of her oathbreaking father and brother,” said Daenerys.

“We don’t disagree with that, Your Majesty,” said Willas. “Our house was pledged to yours and he betrayed us and sacked our castle. Stole its wealth and food and carted it off to the monster who murdered our sister, father, and brother.”

“Lady Talla was the Lady?” asked Jon. “Samwell Tarly was alive.”

“He was Grand Maester,” said Sansa. “Maesters can’t hold lands or titles.”

Jon nodded. He was now surprised Sam hadn’t tried to seize that title as well.

“Was alive?” asked Willas.

“He came to Winterfell,” said Jon. “I called him friend, once. Then he betrayed me, wrote a horrid book full of lies, and then tried to assassinate the Empress. I took his head myself.”

“He was viewed as a hero to his family,” said Willas. “He told of how he avenged them… he was very proud of his part in your downfall.”

“He played a small part in that,” said Daenerys. “He told Jon his true parentage, because that was all he knew. Not mine… only his. And very selective interpretation of my execution of his father and brother. Not why. Just that I had done it.”

“Nothing was more surprising than the Citadel saying that not only had you not burnt King’s Landing of your own will, but that you were the daughter of Rhaegar Targaryen and Lyanna Stark,” said Willas.

“And Ashara Dayne,” corrected Daenerys. “Rhaegar and Lyanna in blood, Ashara by foster and milk.”

“And that King Jon is, too,” said Garlan. “We’d heard rumors, of course.”

“Aye,” confirmed Jon. “Usually accompanied by the word ‘kinslayer’, I’m sure.”

Neither Tyrell contradicted that. “That depends on the family in question,” said Willas. “Many Reachmen still were fond of Queen Daenerys. You avenged the Sept. Removed Cersei from the throne. In our eyes, it had become yours by conquest.”

“They didn’t care that I’d burnt a city?” asked Daenerys. She was not pleased by that.

“Aegon the Conqueror destroyed Harrenhal,” said Garlan. “He and Visenya burnt Dorne to the ground after Rhaenys’s death. War is war.”

“What happened to King’s Landing was not war,” corrected Daenerys. “It was an atrocity. One I never wished to happen. I told your grandmother that. I was not there to be Queen of the Ashes.” She scowled. “Aegon was hailed as a legendary hero, but I was an example of Targaryen madness. Why is that, I wonder? Because he had a cock between his legs instead of a cunt?”

“More that I’d say history was written by the victors, Your Majesty,” said Willas. “Aegon had nearly three hundred years of history being written by his family. We can’t be sure how the people felt about him during the days he was forging Seven Kingdoms into one.”

Daenerys had to acknowledge the point.

“You must be tired after your long journey,” said Daenerys. “Lady Sansa, will you assist the Tyrells? Find them beds, hot food… baths if they desire it.”

“Of course,” said Sansa. She felt very grateful to the Tyrells. Margaery and Olenna had tried to help her. Tywin Lannister had interfered. Married her to Tyrion. A sham marriage, but easily the better of Sansa’s two.

Which was admittedly a terribly low bar to clear.

Sansa led the Tyrells off. She’d find them a tent, the best food she could, a few servants to groom them and make them look presentable again… clean clothes.

“I’ll need to go see my mother,” said Daenerys, standing. “I need to tell her we must send word to Lord Gendry and Princess Arianne that they are to take their armies into the Reach to assist in overthrowing the sellsword’s loyalists. And we will send word to Lord Hightower that we have found the last Tyrells and shall place them in Highgarden.”

“I’ll come too,” said Arya. “Be nice to see Gendry again… sort of.”

Daenerys and Arya left to find Ashara, leaving Jon, Tyrion, and Davos alone.

Jon glanced over at Tyrion, his eyes colder than normal. “A man threatens your life so you give him a castle?” he asked.

“It was an old deal I had with him,” said Tyrion. “Anyone tries to pay him to kill me… I pay him double to not do it. Cersei offered him Riverrun. Highgarden was, to my mind, worth double Riverrun.”

Jon snorted in disbelief. “Cersei pays a man to kill you and still you tried so hard to save her life.”

“It wasn’t her,” argued Tyrion. When Jon and Davos looked at him in disbelief, he sighed. “It wasn’t only her. She was pregnant. Jaime had gotten her pregnant.”

“So you put someone with no knowledge of ruling in one of the most powerful positions in Westeros, all to save your own life,” said Jon.

“I rather enjoy living,” said Tyrion.

“Aye, and it doesn’t matter how many other people’s lives you ruin so long as you get to keep living?” asked Jon. “Tell me, when you convinced me to kill Dany, was that because you thought she deserved to die, or because you thought if I killed her, you’d live?”

“Neither of us thought we’d live once that was done,” said Tyrion. “Frankly, I’m surprised either of us did.”

“We shouldn’t be. Because she was a better person than either of us ever were.”

Tyrion looked at Jon, confused. “She was dead. She had no say in our fates at that moment.”

“She wasn’t as dead as you think,” said Jon simply. “She could have had her vengeance on me the moment I did it, and she didn’t do it.”

And then he left the tent to go check on his Onyx Legions.

Tyrion and Davos exchanged a confused glance.


Tyrion later found the Empress at her desk, writing a missive.

“The magisters of Pentos are daring ask for compensation for the slaves I freed when the city bent the knee to the Empire,” she said. “‘We had no slavery, though in loyalty to the Empire, we of course adopted your new laws at great expense to ourselves. Our city is struggling, and it would be a boon to Pentos and indeed all the Empire if Your Imperial Majesty were to provide a payment of gold for the contracts that were declared illegal.’ Contracts. That’s what they claim their slavery was.”

“And what is your response?” asked Tyrion, sitting across from her.

“An Emerald Legion is nearby, so I don’t need to redeploy any forces. But they can call it whatever they want. It was slavery. I know slavery. I was practically a slave myself under Viserys.”

Daenerys reached over and picked up the ruby, which had been sitting next to her. “If there is a world beyond this one,” she said quietly, “my father must have been livid with Viserys for what he did to me.”

“Well, Jon once told me that when he was… dead, he saw nothing,” said Tyrion. “Nothing at all.”

“Would that have been when you were convincing him to murder me?” asked Daenerys.

Tyrion grimaced, but he saw no benefits in lying. “Yes,” he said. “Though I thought you were to execute me. Given that you befell the same fate, I thought you’d have the same answer as him.”

Daenerys didn’t answer. She fingered the ruby more, spinning it between her fingers. She was still trying to figure out a way to wear it proudly.

“Jon said, you could have had your vengeance upon him the moment he did the deed,” pressed Tyrion. “What did he mean by that?”

“What are you asking, Tyrion?” asked Daenerys.

“That’s the thing, I have no idea. The only thought that springs to mind is that Jon didn’t kill you, he failed to kill you, and you ran off on Drogon’s back.”

Daenerys felt her temper flare, and she pulled aside her dress, showing Tyrion the scar. She would not suffer one of the men responsible for what befell her to question if it had actually happened in the first place.

Tyrion went pale but he took her point.

Daenerys fixed her dress and looked at Tyrion. “Jon lied,” she said.

“He… he didn’t kill you?” asked Tyrion, completely confused.

“He lied to you about what lies beyond. He didn’t know. Neither of us truly passed on.”

“Then… then what?”

Daenerys stood and pulled a book from a bookshelf. Magical History of the Seven Kingdoms, Tyrion read.

“Why do you think the Lion-of-Night, the Three-Eyed Raven, chose Bran Stark as his host?” she asked, setting the book down and flipping it open at a marked page.

“Opportunity?” offered Tyrion.

“Not in the slightest,” said Daenerys. “Bran Stark was chosen by our enemy from the moment Eddard Stark’s seed took root in Catelyn Tully.”

“Why?” asked Tyrion.

“Because he received more talent in something in the Stark bloodline than either of his siblings, or even his cousins.”

Daenerys slid the book over to Tyrion, who took a look.

 

Chronicles found in the archives of the Night's Watch at the Nightfort (before it was abandoned) speak of the war for Sea Dragon Point, wherein the Starks brought down the Warg King and his inhuman allies, the children of the forest. When the Warg King's last redoubt fell, his sons were put to the sword, along with his beasts and greenseers, whilst his daughters were taken as prizes by their conquerors.

 

“Warg king?” asked Tyrion.

“There are certain people who can put their mind into others,” said Daenerys. “The Three-Eyed Raven was the most powerful one in history. But his host needed to have the ability as well. Of everyone alive with Stark blood, Bran Stark is the most naturally atlented skinchanger, descendant of the Warg King.”

“Can all the Starks do that?” asked Tyrion, confused. He had never heard of Starks joining their minds with people or animals… not until Bran, in any case, but he thought that was the gift of the Raven.

“To varying degrees,” said Daenerys.

“So Arya can take over… someone?” asked Tyrion.

“You cannot take over an intelligent creature, or intelligent person, without their consent,” clarified Dany. “And in most cases it requires a strong bond. For instance… between Jon and Ghost.”

Tyrion looked behind when he heard a wet sound to see the direwolf in question was staring at them from the entrance to the tent. He approached Dany and put his head in her lap.

“Is this heat too much for you, Ghost?” asked Daenerys, rubbing his head warmly. “Or are you hoping I have jerky? Is that all Aunt Daenerys is to you, a woman who gives you jerky?”

Ghost nuzzled her as if to indicate that no, she wasn’t simply his jerky supplier.

“So Jon can take over Ghost?” asked Tyrion.

“If he tries to,” said Dany. “But the real point I’m making is, when a skichanger dies, their soul does not pass on. It goes into their companion animal.”

“So… you’re saying when Jon died, he was in Ghost?” asked Tyrion, surprised.

“Yes, that’s exactly what I was saying,” said Daenerys. “When his body was restored to life, his soul returned to it.”

“So Jon didn’t know what was beyond because he was in Ghost while he was dead,” said Tyrion. “But you passed on. You don’t have a wolf… don’t you?”

“I do not,” said Daenerys. “But I do have someone I am extraordinarily close to.”

Tyrion paled, his eyes wide. “Oh gods… you went into Drogon.”

“I did. I couldn’t take him over completely, as Jon might have been able to with Ghost, but I was able to take residence in his mind, and influence him. When he went to see what had happened to my body, I was able to tell him not to kill Jon. Instead we listened to my mother, and burnt the throne. That fucking throne.”

Tyrion sighed. “Then you could have killed him, or me, at any time. Instead you took your body to be resurrected.”

“My mother told us to. I didn’t really listen… I was horrified by smelling my own body and realizing what it told me, that I had Stark blood. Drogon listened to her and flew my body to Volantis. I just remember blackness. I don’t think I really did pass on, I think I just… hid. Does that make sense?”

“As much sense as the rest,” said Tyrion, “which makes no sense.”

“As much sense as a little girl walking into a fire and walking out alive with three dragons,” said Daenerys. “We resume the march tomorrow.”


The gates of King’s Landing were closed.

Even in the closed city, the residents- numbering three hundred thousand who had either somehow survived the Burning, or new immigrants- had heard the rumors of defeat at the Trident. Unlike much of the rest of Westeros, where things were peacefully beginning to accept the truth of new world, of the fact that the overwhelming majority of the country had gone over to the Empire, King’s Landing was terrified that history would repeat itself.

Bronn of the Blackwater was the last of the Small Council left. Tyrion had fled, along with Davos; Brienne had followed and a new Lord Commander had not been named. Manderly had been killed for treason. Tarly was executed by the Empire. Redwyne and Hightower had fled to their castles and were now key figures in the rebellion against Bronn. Yohn Royce was dead at the Trident.

Of the seven, one was left, and he was watching as his men held the gates closed against the desperate hordes of smallfolk, terrified at the advance of the Mad Queen.

He turned his horse and followed the caravan towards the Red Keep. The best soldiers in the city were guarding it from the riotous smallfolk as the carriage trundled up to the castle, the guards not hesitating to kill any peasants who threatened it.

They made their way past the Great Godswood that had been planted in the ruins of the Great Sept. The King had sold it as a return to their roots. The Faith had protested fiercely; the High Septon had died and the new one had been gracious for the return to faith without ostentatious ornamentation.

“Back!” shouted Bronn, “by order of the King, back!”

“Fuck the King, open the gates!” shouted a random smallfolk, and Bronn watched a guard kill him. The others were cowed, for now, but Bronn could sense the city was about to explode. He wondered if the stench was causing it. The city always stank, but the smell had become far worse than normal.

“Come on lads, let’s fucking move it before we’re up to our ass in angry cunts!” ordered Bronn. The caravan picked up the pace, making for the gates of the Red Keep, where more guards were keeping the entry clear.

A few horsemen came out to clear the roads, and the wagon and its guards entered the courtyard of the Red Keep, where Bronn allowed himself to take a deep breath. There were no peasants here.

“You’ve done well,” said the King, sitting in his wheelchair.

“Aye, but we’re about to be facing all those cunts out there,” said Bronn. “They’re getting so angry they might storm the gates soon. We don’t have the men to hold them off.”

“We will soon,” said the Raven in his toneless voice. “Have any of you looked inside?”

“You know we haven’t,” said Bronn. The wagon had been watched by white-eyed birds the whole trip from the port.

“I know.” The King looked at the guards. “Unlock it. Let him out.”

“Him?” asked Bronn, as the guards opened the wagon.

Out stepped… what Bronn thought was a man, but not any man he’d ever seen.

He had blue skin, and piercing blue eyes. Armor far older than any Bronn had ever seen. His face looked stuck in a perpetual scowl as he looked around. He had no real hair, but his head was ridged by spikes forming a sort of… crown.

“Oh gods,” moaned one of the soldiers, a man who had survived the Battle of Winterfell.

He recognized this man. He had seen him walking through the battlefield… flying on the back of a dead dragon.

The Night King.

“Welcome, my son,” said the Raven. “It is good of you to join us.”

The Night King looked at the Raven, his expression unchanging. He merely stared at the Raven.

“Don’t be so angry,” said the Lion-of-Night. “It was only by my will that you were reborn. After being killed by a young girl with such a simple trick… Did you ever really think you would succeed in your rebellion? You failed. Just as you failed when I told you to kill the boy, when he was in your lands, your territory, tormented by grief for what he had done. You should have gone yourself. Your wights failed. And the Maiden Reborn saved him.”

Again the Night King only stared at the Raven, not reacting at all.

“I don’t know why I didn’t see it,” said the Raven. “But I have now. We cannot beat her. Not without help. The Dawn is trying to break… to end our Long Night.

“But we cannot allow that to happen. We are so close. I have seen what we must do now. We will do exactly as she did. Hundreds of thousands dead by fire… the only way to counter that… hundreds of thousands dead by Ice. Only death can pay for life.”

The Raven smiled evilly. “You know what must be done. You will find the necessary requirements… the gates locked. But raise no more after you raise the first. I need them.”

The Night King strode tot he top of the walls and looked down. In one of the courts of the Red Keep, the source of the horrible smell that had made the city worse than ever.

A pit full of thousands of bodies.

“There are more in the graveyards,” shouted up the Raven.

The Night King was holding his arms at his sides, but he raised them slowly.

“What the fuck is going on?” asked Bronn, looking down himself.

He was horrified when the mass of bodies began writhing, trying to stand. All across the city, from thousands more graves, more dead men and dead women began to claw their ways to the surface.

“You fucking… what?” asked Bronn, he and his men beginning to turn to face their King, terrified. “I thought you Starks fought to kill this fuck.”

“That’s your mistake, Bronn of the Blackwater,” said the Raven. Slowly… he stood from where he was sitting in his wheelchair. The wheelchair that only Bran Stark would truly have needed, but had allowed him to mask himself more effectively. “I’m not Bran Stark.”

The first wave of wights came over the walls then, falling on Bronn and his soldiers, who screamed in horror and terror as they were fallen upon by the walking corpses, many of whom had been killed by they themselves.

“Kill the entire city,” said the Raven, walking up the steps to stand next to the Night King. “And remember… this time, you owe your life to me. If you even think of rebelling again… I’ll know.”

The Night King only watched as the wights began to spill out into the streets, and the riotous yells of anger became replaced by screams of terror and horror and pain.

 

Far away, far beyond the Wall to the North, buried in ice, monstrous forms slept, lost to time, only kept in the most distant memories of the freefolk, their ancient legends and myths.

But with the butchery ongoing in King’s Landing, they began to stir and awaken beneath their long cold tombs, and pairs of blue eyes began to open, serpentine heads lifting to road bellows into the sky, wings spreading, heeding the call of their master, far off.

They began to take flight, heading south. First one, then two more, then four, eight, sixteen… and more. Many, many more.

The ice dragons had awakened.

Notes:

You didn't really think the Raven didn't have a way to even the scales, did you?

Only death can pay for life, and the Night King was his wayward child. A child created at the behest of the Three-Eyed Raven, who like many children, rebelled against his father and forged his own path. A path that ended with his destruction... and now his rebirth, to truly serve (reluctantly, probably) his father.

And King's Landing is put to the sword. Thousands of wights massacre the city. Zombie apocalypse time in the city. But the dead aren't raised. Only death can pay for life. And the Raven has his own lives he wants those deaths to pay for.

The ice dragons of the oldest tales. The perfect counter to the fire dragons of the Empire.

Needless to say the Raven has shed the mask of Bran Stark completely. It no longer serves him at all. Most of Westeros has gone over to the Empire already. What use is there pretending to be bound by the frail limitations of Bran's body? Even his last ally- Bronn- is disposed of now, in favor of his wight army, his son in command.

Living vs. dead. Light vs. Darkness. Lightbringer vs. Lion-Of-Night.

(maybe even Jon vs. Night King)

On another, lighter topic, as said in the opening notes, happy father's day to those of us in the US and other places where the date is celebrated today (I think it's a time-honored tradition for mother's day, at least, on Reddit to see Brits posting about mother's day and for Americans to start going "oh fuck did I forget?") I wanted a scene showing how Dany feels about her dad, the man she's always loved, even when she thought he was merely her dead older brother, not her dead father. She knows who she is now- she is her father's daughter, but not the daughter of the Mad King, the daughter of Rhaegar.

She finds the ruby that, as Arya says, was pretty much waiting for her or Jon. She offers it to Ashara, who refuses. She offers it to Jon, who knows Rhaegar means a hell of a lot more to Dany than he does to him.

She's going to need some love and support in the coming days. We're in the endgame now.

NEXT TIME:
1. The Empire learns about what just went down in King's Landing.
2. ... and what lives those deaths paid for.

Chapter 29: Fire and Ice

Notes:

And we're back. Thanks for all your support a few weeks ago on my (now deleted) update; it was really appreciated. Sorry I missed my own set deadline, but we're back in the saddle with a short chapter... but a chapter nonetheless.

More on it after the show.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

Jon was shaken awake by Davos in the dead of the night.

“Come on, up lad,” said the Onion Knight. “You’re needed.”

“What’s happened?” asked Jon.

“Don’t know. Lady Ashara just went to speak with the Empress, told us to get you all up.”

“Who?”

“Everyone. Tyrells. Edmure Tully, Joy Lannister… all of you.”

Jon knew that Dany would only have summoned everyone- even the newest vassals- if something truly awful had been discovered. He climbed to his feet, dressed as quickly as he could, and followed Davos to the council tent.

It was crowded. There weren’t enough seats. It seemed to be on a first-come basis, except Daenerys was sitting at her seat at the head, Allyria on her left, a pitch white Ashara beside her, and an open seat on the Empress’s right for Jon.

Jon sat and looked at Dany. She looked horrified.

“What is so important that we must be roused in the dead of night?” asked Joy Lannister, who had not been able to secure a seat. She looked grumpy and far less beautiful than normal.

Dany leaned forward, and took a deep breath.

“King’s Landing has been destroyed,” she said.

The tent was silent for a good few moments after that.

“Yes, we all remember you doing-” began Joy.

“Silence,” snapped Daenerys. “I’m not talking about me seven years ago, my poisoned lunacy. I mean, last night, the gates of the city were sealed and the city was put to the sword.”

“By who?” asked Tyrion. All exhaustion had fallen from his face. The entire council appeared completely shaken by what Daenerys was saying.

“The Raven,” said Ashara.

“How?” asked Brienne. “He… wouldn’t have had the forces to massacre the entire city.”

“He found them,” said Daenerys. She turned to look at Jon. “He sent a ship beyond the Wall. And they brought to King’s Landing… the Night King.”

Everyone who had survived the Battle for Winterfell felt the horror of those memories. Even Grey Worm, standing in the corner, had small pupils in fear.

“The Night King raised the dead of the city,” said Daenerys, “and they massacred every living person inside. Bronn, the sellsword… all of his loyal soldiers. They are all dead.”

“Why would the Night King work with the Raven?” asked Sansa.

“I’m not sure,” said Daenerys.

“I can tell you,” said a voice from the tent entrance. They all looked over.

Meera Reed, her father right behind her, had arrived.

“Lord Reed? Lady Meera?” asked Daenerys.

“My father had a greendream,” said Meera. “He saw this coming. We tried to reach you in time to stop it, but we couldn’t. Our ravens didn’t reach you either, apparently.”

“Please,” said Jon, “tell us what you mean.”

Meera strode to the end of the table, pushing through the crowd.

“Years ago, I took Bran Stark beyond the Wall,” she elaborated. “He was summoned, in his dreams, by a raven with three eyes. We found the Raven, in the body of an old man that had… merged with a tree. With him were some creatures. The Children of the Forest.”

“The Children of the Forest were tales-” began Edmure Tully.

“Do not interrupt,” snapped Daenerys. “Continue, Lady Meera.”

“While we were there, Bran had a vision of the creation of the Night King,” continued Meera. “He was created by the Children. They tied a man to a tree and shoved a shard of dragonglass into his chest.”

“Dragonglass?” asked Doniphos Paenymion.

“Obsidian,” clarified Tyrion.

“The man didn’t die,” said Meera. “Instead he became the Night King. The Children said that men had been pressing on their lands… they created him as a reaction. But they were serving the Raven, too.”

“You mean to say,” said Jon, “that they created the Night King on the Raven’s orders?”

“Maybe,” said Meera. “Just a guess.”

“But a reasonable one,” said Daenerys. “If that’s the case, why did the Night King try to murder the Raven at Winterfell?”

“Maybe the Raven had lost control,” said Davos. “Maybe he had the Children recreate the Night King beyond the Wall again, and that’s why the White Walkers are back. Maybe this time, he did it in a way that he keeps control.”

“This is all speculation,” said Daenerys, “and speculation that does not help.”

“How many people lived in King’s Landing now?” asked Jon.

“Around three-hundred thousand,” said Tyrion. “Some survivors, some new migrants looking for a better life. All dead, I presume.”

They sat there in silence for a moment. “Three hundred thousand wights,” said Jon, terrified.

“No,” said Ashara. “The Night King only rose the already dead, not the ones that fell during the massacre. They have remained unrisen.”

Everybody stared at her for a moment. Edmure Tully still looked skeptical of all of this. Joy Lannister appeared unmoved.

“Why?” asked Jon finally, the most obvious question.

“I don’t know,” admitted Ashara.

“How did we discover this?” asked Davos.

“I was using my glass candle to see what I could of King’s Landing’s defenses,” said Ashara. “And then I saw… butchery. Death flooding the streets. The Raven and the Night King, standing side by side, atop the walls of the Red Keep, looking down on it.”

“Standing?” asked Sansa. “Bran can’t-”

“Your brother cannot stand, that is true,” said Ashara. “But I believe the Raven is now revealing, he is not bound by the limitations of your brother’s mortal body.”

“Seems… tiresome to go through so many years pretending to be a cripple,” said Tyrion.

“He spent centuries in the body of that old man merged with a tree,” said Meera. “A few years pretending to be a cripple…”

The tent fell silent again. “Even if we assume you’re telling the truth,” began Edmure-

“She is, uncle,” said Sansa, exasperated at her uncle’s continued reluctance to embrace his new position in the Empire. She exchanged a glance with Jon where he made clear he was remembering that she had been just as reluctant once. She barely managed to not blush.

“Well, then why?” asked Edmure. “Why… massacre a city, and then not… raise the dead of them? Three hundred thousand soldiers.”

Daenerys didn’t answer. She looked at Ashara. “I don’t know,” admitted the Dayne matron.

“Maybe he wants them for… later?” offered Bu Dai. “To raise at a time we don’t expect?”

Jon vividly recalled the Night King raising his arms at Winterfell, summoning all the dead of the battle to return and attack their former allies. Daenerys had saved him. She had nearly died for it.

“No,” said Ashara. “I took the opportunity to… examine corpses in the wake of the battle we just fought. They are… different.” She frowned, seeming perplexed at how to explain it. “The dead still have a certain… nature to them. Embers, of sorts, of their past life. These have none. It is as if they are…”

“Deader?” offered Arya.

Ashara could only nod.

Daenerys put her chin in her hand, thoughtfully. “They have died a death that is more than death,” she said quietly. “Howling forever alone,” she added, so quietly only Jon could hear her.

“Maybe they’ve been dead too long?” asked Edmure.

“No,” said Sansa. She and Tyrion exchanged a long glance. “We were in the crypts at Winterfell during the battle of Winterfell. My ancestors had been dead for centuries. Millenia, in some cases. Still the Night King was able to raise them.”

“They were only put to the sword last night,” said Ashara.

They sat there in silence again. “Whatever he did,” began Jon after a minute or so, “he doesn’t care about pretending he’s Bran anymore. He’s walking. He’s killed his last few allies. He must think he’s done something that he thinks makes him win.”

“What could counter dragons?” asked Edmure. He had been prisoner, but he had seen the devastating effect of the dragons at the battle. “Our scorpions did nothing.”

“More White Walkers?” offered Jon. He remembered watching the Night King throw an ice spear straight into Viserion.

“Only the Night King has the strength needed to spear a dragon,” said Ashara. “A regular White Walker cannot manage it.”

“More Night Kings?” asked Sansa. “More like him, I mean?”

They heard the roar of a dragon from outside. Such things were long familiar to them, but Daenerys tilted her head.

“What is it?” asked Jon.

“I know the calls of all six dragons,” she said, “and that doesn’t sound like any of them.”

Her eyes went white for a moment, and then when they became purple again, they were filled with panic.

“Scatter,” she ordered, “scatter, now! Get out!”

The Essosi in the tent obeyed at once. The Westerosi paused, confused, until the roar got closer, and Daenerys rushed out, her sister and mother and uncle with her.

They all got out just as a winged shape flew over the tent and breathed down on it.

Jon felt ice cold hitting his back. He ran, hauling Sansa with him, as if their lives depended on it, following the silver braid of Daenerys as they escaped the tent. The cold diminished with every step they took, and then they heard something fly over.

It was a dragon.

But not like any dragon Jon had ever seen. It was pure white, with glowing blue eyes.

Viserion had been a wight dragon, but Jon knew this was different. The slain dragon’s blue flames had still burnt hot, but this dragon felt cold.

Jon remembered Tormund telling him of the legends of the ice dragons beyond the Wall. “Ain’t never seen a dragon until the Dragon Queen’s beast came for us on that lake,” the freefolk had said, “and haven’t seen one since…” He had left it quiet at that. Jon had still drank himself into a stupor that night just from Tormund’s inadvertent reminder of what he had done.

Jon heard more roars and looked up as more of the ice dragons descended on the camp. A dozen or so, at least.

“DANY!” shouted Jon.

Another dragon swooped overhead and Jon thought for a moment that this was it, but it was the familiar, black-and-red scaled form of Drogon. Drogon launched himself at one of the ice dragons that had been nearby. The fire dragon was far larger than his foe, and he latched his feet onto its body and sank his fangs into its neck. The ice dragon screamed in pain as Drogon tore his throat out, and the child of Daenerys carried his fallen enemy a short distance away before dropping it fully, so it did not land on his mother or any of her followers.

They stopped and examined the camp as the Imperial dragons came forward, following Drogon, to defend the camp. The ice dragons were hitting it with… ice breath. Mist of frozen. Jon saw Gemstone Legionnaires frozen where they stood, running from this unforeseen assault.

He looked to Daenerys as she stared at the camp, horror on her face.

“Only death can pay for life,” she muttered. Drogon was staying close, defending his mother, but the ice dragons ceased their assault after a few more passes, heading off.

“Where are they going?” asked Sansa.

“I see no reason for there to be conflict between us,” said a voice behind them. They all turned, Arthur throwing himself between his niece and the speaker.

It was an emaciated man, but his eyes were blank, and on his chest- not his arm- was the mark of the Raven.

“You’ve taken to marking the prisoners there so we can’t just cut their arms off, haven’t you?” asked Daenerys scornfully.

“Yes,” said the Raven.

“I am going to destroy you, Raven,” said Daenerys. “What you have done…”

“Is no different from what you have done. You may not have done it of your own free will… but you remember how it feels. To watch a city die, under your power.”

“I remember how horrible it feels,” said Daenerys quietly.

“But powerful. One million lives gone, snuffed out in senseless cruelty. Or was it salvation? Salvation from their miserable lives? From the wheel? It rolls over them no longer, does it?”

“And this is why we must fight.” said Daenerys. “So nothing like that can ever happen again.”

“Our destiny is not to fight, Maiden Reborn,” said the Raven. “Our destiny is to mate.”

Everyone’s faces shifted to disgust after that statement. “No,” said Daenerys.

“You do know who you are, yes? Who Kinvara made you? You are the Lightbringer. The Maiden--Made-of-Light Reborn. I loved your first form. Your second is even more beautiful. Our first child was the God-on-Earth, who ruled all mankind for 10,000 years.”

“The Empire is mine,” said Daenerys.

“And yet who will rule it when you are dust? That is all I want. We are all light and dark. You butchered one hundred and sixty three Masters, many of them who did not agree to the crime you executed them for. None are pure good. None are pure evil. Such duality must be represented in our union. The Great Empire can only truly be restored… by us.

“Then it shall not truly be restored,” said Daenerys simply. “Though I think I’m doing a rather good job of it. You say I am the Lightbringer, but what you forget is what you know: there is power in stories. I am not alone. If I am Lightbringer, it was not of what Kinvara did to me. It was what Jon Snow did to me. Loved me, and murdered me. Born again, forged anew, to bring light to those in darkness. And you are darkness, Lion-of-Night. In order to bring the dawn, the darkness must be banished. The Great Empire rose again in the East, and darkness still lays on the West. The Shadow no longer rules above Asshai.

“You seek to turn Westeros into a new Shadow, though, don’t you? A new land of darkness, just as you did Asshai when Azor Ahai plunged his blade into the breast of his sister and wife, Nissa Nissa. It was the Great Empire’s capital. Its heartland. And its ruination doomed the Great Empire. You will not doom the Seven Kingdoms in the same way.”

“You protest, but you will understand,” said the Raven. “You will come to understand that it is your destiny. From the moment you first moved in the womb of Lyanna Stark, you have been promised to me. The Princess who was Promised.”

“I was there when she moved,” said Ashara. “She was only promised to be loved by three. Rhaegar loved her. Lyanna loved her. And I love her. All would, or have, died for her.”

“‘He is the Prince that was Promised,’” quoted the Raven, “‘and his is the song of Ice and Fire.’ Feeble words by feeble minds. Spoken not of Rhaenys, or Jon, or Daenerys… but Aegon. He looked to you, after he said that, did he not? You feared being cast aside… and were you? Did Rhaegar ever truly love you? Or were you just a woman, a womb to carry his seed? A task you failed at?”

Ashara inclined her chin, refusing to rise to the bait. “My life and failures are my own,” she said. “And I have had many years to accept them.”

The Raven pointed at the Trident nearby. “And yet it was not your name he spoke when on his knees in that river,” he said mockingly.

Ashara merely smiled. “I would have said her name too,” he said.

The Raven then drew a dagger. As Arthur readied Dawn in case the Raven moved to attack, he proved there was no need. “I will see you in King’s Landing,” he said to Daenerys. “I and all my ice dragons. We will prepare a fitting welcome, Lightbringer. For it shall be a wedding.”

And then he forced the prisoner to slit his own throat. His white eyes gave way to brown as the prisoner returned to himself, but he collapsed, clawing desperately at his neck, as his life’s blood drained out. There was nothing to be done for him; he was dead within moments.

They all stared at him. “Is it safe to return to the camp?” asked Sansa.

“He knows where we are,” said Daenerys. “If he means to attack, we cannot hide.”

They gingerly made their way back to the tent, slowly being joined by others. “Well, this is wonderful,” said Joy Lannister. “To-”

“Oh, just shut up,” snapped Bu Dai. “You still have your seat by Her Majesty’s grace and mercy. Do not force her to revoke it, because she will.”

“You didn’t see this coming?” asked Edmure Tully.

“No,” said Daenerys. “I had no idea that there were… ice dragons.”

“All I’d ever heard in my time beyond the Wall was legends,” said Jon. “Tormund, usually. He’d never seen one, nor knew anyone who had seen one.”

“They must have been sleeping,” said Ashara. “They needed a death by ice for the power to awaken them. The massacre of King’s Landing, it gave them the might. The strength.”

“How many?” asked Doniphos.

“At least a dozen,” said Daenerys.

“So they have more dragons than you,” said Joy. “I thought you looked the winning bet, but that-”

“One more word and I will give Casterly Rock to a whore,” said Daenerys, her eyes flaming in her anger.

Tyrion privately thought they wouldn’t need waterwheels for a mill. Tywin Lannister’s body would spin so rapidly in his grave that they’d be able to grind wheat into flower with it alone.

“The Empire has many more dragons,” said Dai, delighting in challenging Joy. “Her Majesty only brought as many as she thought she needed.”

“Can more be summoned?” asked Willas Tyrell.

Daenerys hesitated. “I don’t want to leave Essos completely undefended,” she said. “But I fear we must bring forth all our strength. All of it. We must send word to Gendry Baratheon and Arianne Martell. They shall bring their armies to King’s Landing. We shall march as quickly as we may with the legions to join them. And I will bring all the dragons I can. Muster your knights and men-at-arms. Lord Edmure, send word to your nephew Robert Arryn. Tell him of what has befallen and implore him to join with us. No pledge of fealty required yet. All the world must unite for this battle.”

She grimaced. “And if you have any engineers, start building scorpions. I will send word to Yara to bring the Imperial Fleet into Blackwater Bay. We’ll take what we can off her ships and ring the city with our own scorpions.”

So authoritative was her tone that nobody disobeyed. Edmure went off at once, grabbing a page and dictating a letter to send to the Eyrie. Ashara went to her own tent to use her glass candle. Arya followed her to speak to Gendry. Even Joy Lannister, after a moment’s hesitation, went off to find men wearing Lannister armor, the last remnants of the Westerlands army now that their smallfolk had been sent home.

Jon looked around. “Can we win?” he asked quietly to Daenerys.

“We must,” answered Dany.

Notes:

The chapter's not as long as I'd like, but I needed to get something up. I missed my deadline.

For those who missed the update chapter that I have since deleted, I've been dealing with a mental health crisis, exacerbated but not entirely caused by COVID and the ongoing stress of the Pandemic. In short, I have OCD. I now realize, that I know it, I've always had it- I read about lots of people and their rituals and anxieties and say "oh hey yeah I had that, didn't realize it was OCD then, though."

COVID- especially the first months, where surfaces was presumed to be a significant danger- sent my OCD into overdrive. Every surface became a threat. Visiting my parents became a risk. It was, quite literally, my nightmare scenario come to life.

Even though my life has never been better- I left my last job that made me come into an actual office to do office work that I could (and had proven I could) easily do from home, despite the law being "if you can work from home you MUST work from home", and got a higher-paying, far better job that STILL doesn't make me go into the office, I got two shots of sweet sweet Pfizer/BioNTech straight into my arm MONTHS ago now, and I've lost a lot of weight (for the wrong reasons of "I'm terrified to touch the chip bag because it came from the grocery store and therefore might have COVID on it")- OCD just got worse and worse until I hit a crisis point.

I've been struggling for the past month really badly with it. I finally got over my fear of COVID on surfaces but OCD is like a leaky tub. Plug one hole, it will find another to leak out of. Other things began terrifying me for contamination; every mark on the walls of my apartment became "is that a contaminant?" The depression that goes along with OCD went into overdrive.

I posted about this two weeks ago, and you guys were very supportive and very loving. I had said I'd get a chapter up last week; I missed that deadline.

But I want to get this story on route. I finally felt like writing again. I'm not sure if it's the Prozac taking effect finally; if maybe the depression has loosened its hold just enough to allow me to start fighting my OCD as I should (ignoring it).

I couldn't write enough, but I have enough to publish a short chapter. My shortest ever. But still a chapter.

So let's set the stage. The Raven brought down a show-of-force and then made his demands to Dany; marry him. Mate with him. Have children with him.

Dany said "uh, no." Hahah, fuck that. The Raven must be destroyed, no matter the cost.

She's leading a larger coalition than ever, including some really abrasive elements (Joy Lannister cough cough).

And now the whole world must unify to fight the Raven, because the Long Night is in full swing again, and it's time to bring the Dawn. The sun- Dany- rose again in the East. It must now bring its light West, to banish the darkness. Bring the light. Bring the Dawn.

NEXT TIME:
1. We start moving towards King's Landing.

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